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LIFE OF CHRIST
TRANSLATOR’S NOTE
The King James English version has been followed in the Bible quotations of this translation, except in a few cases where an alteration in the Revised Version was evidently the result of a better understanding of the original Greek or Hebrew text.
The King James English version has been used for the Bible quotes in this translation, except in a few instances where a change in the Revised Version clearly showed a better understanding of the original Greek or Hebrew text.
For the form of proper names, the spelling of the Century Dictionary has been used as a rule; for names not given in the Century, the form current in the usual standard works. Since this book is intended to be popular rather than either scholarly or archæological, it was thought best to use the name-forms best known to most readers.
For proper names, the spelling from the Century Dictionary has been used as a guideline; for names not listed in the Century, the form found in standard references has been adopted. Since this book is meant to be accessible to the general public rather than scholarly or archaeological, it was decided to use the name forms that are most familiar to most readers.
It will be noted that a number of the quotations are mosaics made up of phrases taken from different parts of the Bible and put together to make one passage. This not being the English usage in such matters, it seems desirable to call the reader’s attention to the character of such quotations.
It should be noted that several of the quotations are mosaics created from phrases taken from different parts of the Bible and combined to form a single passage. Since this isn’t the normal practice in English for these situations, it seems important to point out the nature of these quotations to the reader.
The only other explanation which may be necessary is in connection with the omission of occasional sentences, paragraphs and of one or two chapters. In the case of individual sentences or phrases, they were usually omitted because they contained an allusion sure to be obscure to non-Italian readers. A characteristic example of such omissions is in the scene of the crucifixion where Christ is described as being nailed to the cross with outstretched arms like an owl nailed with outstretched wings to a barn-door. This revolting country-side custom being unknown to American readers, a reference to it could only cloud the passage.
The only other explanation that might be needed is regarding the removal of some sentences, paragraphs, and one or two chapters. Individual sentences or phrases were usually left out because they included references that would likely be unfamiliar to non-Italian readers. A notable example of such omissions is in the scene of the crucifixion, where Christ is described as being nailed to the cross with his arms outstretched like an owl nailed with its wings spread to a barn door. Since this disturbing rural custom is unknown to American readers, mentioning it would only confuse the passage.
Since translators into English who omit passages are usually accused of suppressing valuable material which might displease too-narrow Anglo-Saxon readers, it is perhaps as well to explain that the excision of paragraphs here and there, and of a few chapters, is in no sense an expurgation, because this Life of Christ is very much of the same quality throughout. It simply seemed to me that such occasional lightening of the text would make it more acceptable to English-speaking readers, so much less tolerant of long descriptions and minute discussions than Italians.
Since English translators who leave out passages are often accused of hiding valuable material that might upset overly conservative Anglo-Saxon readers, it's worth clarifying that the removal of some paragraphs and a few chapters isn’t a censorship. This Life of Christ maintains a consistent quality throughout. I just thought that occasionally shortening the text would make it more appealing to English-speaking readers, who are generally less patient with lengthy descriptions and detailed discussions than Italians.
I quite realize that this may seem a slight and arbitrary basis for making actual excisions in an author’s work, and I understand that the translator is not at all responsible for the matter which he translates, but only for the truthfulness with which he presents the text given him to set into another language. I was moved first by the fact that the passages omitted are of no more importance than any other passages in the book; and secondly by the author’s wish expressly stated in his Introduction, to have this a readable book which will hold those who pick it up, rather than to have it a book of exact learning or great literature. This translation was made with the purpose of allowing the general American reading-public to form an opinion on a book which has aroused a great deal of discussion in modern Italy; and to carry out this purpose, the occasional omissions mentioned and a certain freedom in the rendering of the Italian seemed to me justifiable.
I realize this might seem like a small and arbitrary reason to remove parts of an author's work, and I understand that the translator isn't responsible for the content they translate, just for how accurately they convey the original text in another language. I was initially influenced by the fact that the sections cut out are no more significant than any other parts of the book; and also by the author's stated desire in his Introduction to create a readable book that will engage readers, rather than aiming to be a work of precise scholarship or great literature. This translation was done with the goal of allowing the general American public to form an opinion on a book that has sparked quite a bit of discussion in modern Italy; to achieve this aim, the occasional omissions mentioned and a certain flexibility in translating the Italian seemed justifiable to me.
Dorothy Canfield Fisher.
Dorothy Canfield Fisher.
INTRODUCTION
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For five hundred years those who call themselves free spirits because they prefer prison life to army service have been trying desperately to kill Jesus a second time—to kill Him in the hearts of men.
For five hundred years, those who see themselves as free spirits because they choose a confined life over military service have been desperately trying to destroy Jesus a second time—to erase Him from the hearts of people.
The army of His enemies assembled to bury Him as soon as they thought they heard the death-rattle of Christ’s second death. Presumptuous donkeys mistaking libraries for their stables, top-heavy brains pretending to explore the highest heavens in philosophy’s drifting balloon, professors poisoned by the fatal strong drink of philology and metaphysics, armed themselves. Paraphrasing the rallying-cry of Peter the Hermit to the crusaders, they shouted “Man wills it!” as they set out on their crusade against the Cross. Certain of them drew on their boundless imaginations to evolve what they considered proof positive of a fantastic theory that the story of the Gospel is no more than a legend from which we can reconstruct the natural life of Jesus as a man, one-third prophet, one-third necromancer, one-third demagogue, a man who wrought no miracles except the hypnotic cure of some obsessed devotees, who did not die on the cross, but came to Himself in the chill of the sepulcher and reappeared with mysterious airs to delude men into believing that He had risen from the dead.
The army of His enemies gathered to bury Him as soon as they thought they heard the death rattle of Christ’s second death. Arrogant fools mistaking libraries for their stables, overloaded minds pretending to explore the highest heavens in philosophy’s wandering balloon, professors corrupted by the damaging strong drink of linguistics and metaphysics, armed themselves. Paraphrasing Peter the Hermit’s rallying cry to the crusaders, they yelled “Man wills it!” as they set off on their crusade against the Cross. Some of them used their limitless imaginations to create what they believed was solid proof of a wild theory that the story of the Gospel is nothing more than a legend from which we can reconstruct the natural life of Jesus as a man, one-third prophet, one-third necromancer, one-third demagogue, a man who performed no miracles except the hypnotic cure of some obsessed followers, who did not die on the cross, but came to Himself in the cold of the tomb and reappeared with mysterious airs to deceive people into believing that He had risen from the dead.
Others demonstrated as certainly as two and two make four that Jesus was a myth developed in the time of Augustus and of Tiberius, and that all the Gospels can be reduced to a clumsy mosaic of prophetic texts. Others conceived of Jesus as a good, well-meaning man, but too high-flown and fantastic, who went to school to the Greeks, the Buddhists, and the Essenes and patched together His plagiarisms as best He could 4to support His claim to be the Messiah of Israel. Others made Him out to be an unbalanced humanitarian, precursor of Rousseau and of divine democracy; an excellent man for his time but who to-day would be put under the care of an alienist. Others to get rid of the subject once for all took up the idea of the myth again, and by dint of puzzlings and comparisons concluded that Jesus never was born anywhere in any spot on the globe.
Others demonstrated just as certainly as two plus two equals four that Jesus was a myth created during the time of Augustus and Tiberius, and that all the Gospels can be broken down into a clumsy mix of prophetic texts. Some viewed Jesus as a good, well-meaning man, but too idealistic and fantastical, who learned from the Greeks, the Buddhists, and the Essenes, and pieced together his ideas as best he could to back up his claim to be the Messiah of Israel. Others portrayed him as an unstable humanitarian, a precursor of Rousseau and divine democracy; a great man for his time but who today would be placed under the care of a psychiatrist. Some, to put the topic to rest once and for all, revisited the myth idea and through various puzzles and comparisons concluded that Jesus was never born anywhere on the planet. 4
But who could have taken the place of the man they were trying to dispose of? The grave they dug was deeper every day, and still they could not bury Him from sight.
But who could have replaced the man they were trying to get rid of? The grave they dug grew deeper every day, yet they still couldn't bury Him from sight.
Then began the manufacture of religions for the irreligious. During the whole of the nineteenth century they were turned out in couples and half dozens at a time: the religion of Truth, of the Spirit, of the Proletariat, of the Hero, of Humanity, of Nationalism, of Imperialism, of Reason, of Beauty, of Peace, of Sorrow, of Pity, of the Ego, of the Future and so on. Some were only new arrangements of Christianity, uncrowned, spineless Christianity, Christianity without God; most of them were political, or philosophic, trying to make themselves out mystics. But faithful followers of these religions were few and their ardor faint. Such frozen abstractions, although sometimes helped along by social interest or literary passions, did not fill the hearts which had renounced Jesus.
Then began the creation of religions for those who didn’t believe. Throughout the entire nineteenth century, they were produced in pairs and dozens: the religion of Truth, of the Spirit, of the Proletariat, of the Hero, of Humanity, of Nationalism, of Imperialism, of Reason, of Beauty, of Peace, of Sorrow, of Pity, of the Ego, of the Future, and so on. Some were just new versions of Christianity, stripped-down, weak Christianity, Christianity without God; most of them were political or philosophical, trying to present themselves as mystical. However, there were few dedicated followers of these religions, and their enthusiasm was weak. Such cold abstractions, even when supported by social interest or literary passions, did not fulfill the hearts that had turned away from Jesus.
Then attempts were made to throw together facsimiles of religion which would make a better job of offering what men looked for in religion. Free-Masons, Spiritualists, Theosophists, Occultists, Scientists, professed to have found the infallible substitute for Christianity. But such mixtures of moldy superstition and worm-eaten necromancy, such a hash of musty rationalism and science gone bad, of simian symbolism and humanitarianism turned sour, such unskillful rearrangements of Buddhism, manufactured-for-export, and of betrayed Christianity, contented some thousands of leisure-class women, of condensers of the void ... and went no further.
Then people tried to create versions of religion that would better meet what individuals were searching for. Free-Masons, Spiritualists, Theosophists, Occultists, and Scientists claimed to have found the flawless alternative to Christianity. But these mixtures of outdated superstition and decayed necromancy, a jumble of stale rationalism and misused science, of monkey-like symbolism and bitter humanitarianism, along with clumsy reconfigurations of Buddhism designed for export and a distorted Christianity, only satisfied a few thousand well-off women who were searching for meaning... and reached no further.
In the meantime, partly in a German parsonage and partly in a professor’s chair in Switzerland, the last Anti-Christ was making ready. “Jesus,” he said, coming down from the Alps 5in the sunshine, “Jesus mortified mankind; sin is beautiful, violence is beautiful. Everything that says ‘yes’ to Life is beautiful.” And Zarathushtra, after having thrown into the Mediterranean the Greek texts of Leipzig and the works of Machiavelli, began to gambol at the feet of the statue of Dionysius with the grace that might be expected of a German, born of a Lutheran minister, who had just stepped down from a chair in a Swiss University. But, although his songs were sweet to the ear, he never succeeded in explaining exactly what he meant when he spoke of this adorable “Life” to which men should sacrifice such a living part of themselves as their need to repress their own animal instincts: nor could he ever say in what way Christ, the true Christ of the Gospels, opposed Himself to life, He who wanted to make life higher and happy. And the poor syphilitic Anti-Christ, when insanity was close upon him, signed his last letter, “The Crucified One.”
In the meantime, partly in a German parsonage and partly in a professor’s chair in Switzerland, the final Anti-Christ was preparing himself. “Jesus,” he said, descending from the Alps in the sunshine, “Jesus subdued mankind; sin is beautiful, violence is beautiful. Everything that says ‘yes’ to Life is beautiful.” And Zarathustra, after throwing the Greek texts from Leipzig and Machiavelli's works into the Mediterranean, began to frolic at the feet of the statue of Dionysius with the kind of grace you might expect from a German, the child of a Lutheran pastor, who had just stepped down from a chair at a Swiss university. However, even though his songs were lovely to hear, he never quite managed to clarify what he meant when he talked about this charming “Life” that men should sacrifice a vital part of themselves, like their need to suppress their own animal instincts; nor could he explain how Christ, the true Christ of the Gospels, stood in opposition to life, the one who wanted to elevate life and bring happiness. And the poor syphilitic Anti-Christ, when madness was closing in on him, signed his last letter, “The Crucified One.”
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And still Christ is not yet expelled from the earth either by the ravages of time or by the efforts of men. His memory is everywhere: on the walls of the churches and the schools, on the tops of bell-towers and of mountains, in street-shrines, at the heads of beds and over tombs, thousands of crosses bring to mind the death of the Crucified One. Take away the frescoes from the churches, carry off the pictures from the altars and from the houses, and the life of Christ fills museums and picture-galleries. Throw away breviaries and missals, and you find His name and His words in all the books of literature. Even oaths are an involuntary remembrance of His presence.
And still, Christ hasn't been removed from the earth by the passage of time or by people's efforts. His memory is everywhere: on the walls of churches and schools, at the tops of bell towers and mountains, in street shrines, at the head of beds and over tombs, thousands of crosses remind us of the death of the Crucified One. Take the frescoes down from the churches, remove the pictures from the altars and homes, and the life of Christ fills museums and art galleries. Toss out breviaries and missals, and you’ll still find His name and His words in all the literature. Even curses are an unintentional reminder of His presence.
When all is said and done, Christ is an end and a beginning, an abyss of divine mystery between two divisions of human history. Paganism and Christianity can never be welded together. Before Christ and After Christ! Our era, our civilization, our life, begins with the birth of Christ. We can seek out what comes before Christ, we can acquire information about it, but it is no longer ours, it is signed with other signs, limited by other systems, no longer moves our passions; it may 6be beautiful, but it is dead. Cæsar was more talked about in his time than Jesus, and Plato taught more science than Christ. People still discuss the Roman ruler and the Greek philosopher, but who nowadays is hotly for Cæsar or against him; and where now are the Platonists and the anti-Platonists?
When everything is said and done, Christ is both an ending and a beginning, a deep well of divine mystery between two parts of human history. Paganism and Christianity can never be combined. Before Christ and After Christ! Our era, our civilization, our lives begin with Christ's birth. We can look into what came before Christ and gather information about it, but it no longer belongs to us; it is marked by different signs, constrained by other systems, and no longer ignites our passions. It might be beautiful, but it's lifeless. Cæsar was discussed more in his time than Jesus, and Plato taught more science than Christ. People still talk about the Roman ruler and the Greek philosopher, but who passionately supports or opposes Cæsar today; and where have the Platonists and anti-Platonists gone now? 6
Christ, on the contrary, is still living among us. There are still people who love Him and who hate Him. There is a passion for the love of Christ and a passion for His destruction. The fury of so many against Him is a proof that He is not dead. The very people who devote themselves to denying His ideas and His existence pass their lives in bringing His name to memory.
Christ, on the other hand, is still alive among us. There are still people who love Him and those who hate Him. There’s a strong passion for the love of Christ and a strong passion for His destruction. The anger of so many against Him proves that He isn’t dead. The very people who dedicate themselves to denying His ideas and existence spend their lives keeping His name in people’s minds.
We live in the Christian era, and it is not yet finished. If we are to understand the world, our life, ourselves, we must refer to Christ. Every age must re-write its own Gospel. More than any other, our own age has so re-written its own Gospel, and therefore the author ought perhaps to justify himself for having written this book. But the justification, if there is need of such, will be plain to those who read it.
We live in the era of Christianity, and it’s not over yet. If we want to understand the world, our lives, and ourselves, we need to look to Christ. Every generation has to rewrite its own Gospel. More than any other time, our generation has rewritten its own Gospel, so the author should probably explain why he wrote this book. However, if there’s any need for justification, it will be clear to those who read it.
There never was a time more cut off from Christ than ours, nor one which needed Him more. But to find Him, the old books are not enough. No life of Christ, even if it were written by an author of greater genius than any who has ever lived, could be more beautiful and perfect than the Gospels. The candid sobriety of the first four stories can never be improved upon by any miracle of style and poetry. And we can add very little to the information they give us.
There has never been a time more disconnected from Christ than now, nor one that needs Him more. But to find Him, the old books aren't enough. No life of Christ, even if written by a greater genius than anyone who has ever lived, could be more beautiful and perfect than the Gospels. The straightforward honesty of the first four accounts can never be surpassed by any style or poetic miracle. And we can add very little to the information they provide.
But who reads the Gospels nowadays? And who could read them, even if he set himself at it. Glosses of philologists, comments of the exegetical experts, varying readings of erudite marginal editors, emendations of letters, such things can provide entertainment for patient brains. But the heart needs something more than this.
But who reads the Gospels these days? And who could even read them if they tried? Scholarly notes from linguists, comments from experts, different interpretations from learned editors, corrections to letters—these things can entertain those who are patient. But the heart needs something more than that.
Every generation has its preoccupations and its thoughts, and its own insanities. The old Gospels must be re-translated for the help of the lost. If Christ is to remain alive in the life of men, eternally present with us, it is absolutely necessary to resuscitate Him from time to time; not to color Him with the 7dyes of the present day, but to represent with new words, with references to things now happening, His eternal truth and His never-changing story.
Every generation has its own concerns, thoughts, and quirks. The old Gospels need to be retranslated to help those who are lost. If Christ is to stay alive in people's lives, always present with us, it's essential to bring Him back to life from time to time; not to paint Him with the trends of today, but to express His eternal truth and unchanging story with fresh language and references to current events.
The world is full of such bookish resuscitations of Christ, learned or literary: but it seems to the author of this one that many are forgotten, and others are not suitable. To write the history of the stories of Christ would take another book and one even longer than this one. But it is easy to divide into two great divisions those which are best known and most read: (1) Those written by orthodox authors for the use of the orthodox; (2) and those written by scientists for the use of non-believers. Neither the first nor the second can satisfy those who are seeking in such lives for Life.
The world is filled with academic interpretations of Christ, whether scholarly or literary. However, the author of this piece believes that many are overlooked, and others just don't fit the bill. Writing the full history of Christ's stories would require an entirely new book, and one even longer than this. But we can easily break them down into two main categories that are the most recognized and read: (1) those written by traditional authors for their fellow believers; (2) and those by scientists aimed at non-believers. Neither group fully addresses the needs of those searching for true Life in these accounts.
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The lives of Jesus written for pious readers exhale, almost all of them, a sort of withered mustiness, the very first page of which repels readers used to more delicate and substantial fare. There is an odor of burnt-out lamp-wick, a smell of stale incense and of rancid oil that sticks in the throat. You cannot draw a long, free breath. The reader acquainted with the biographies of great men written with greatness, and possessing some notions of his own about the art of writing and of poetry, who incautiously picks up one of these pious books, feels his heart fail him as he advances into this flabby prose, torpid, tangled, patched up with commonplaces that were alive a thousand years ago, but which are now dead and petrified. It is even worse when these worn-out old hacks try to break into the lyric gallop or the trot of eloquence. Their faded graces, their ornamentations of countrified purisms, of “fine writing” fit for provincial academies, their artificial warmth cooled down to tepidity by unctuous dignity, discourage the endurance of the boldest reader. And when they are not engulfed in the thorny mysteries of scholasticism, they fall into the roaring eloquence of the Sunday sermon. In short, these are books written for readers who believe in Jesus, that is, for those who could, in a way, get along without them. But 8ordinary people, indifferent people, irreverent people, artists, those accustomed to the greatness of Antiquity and to the novelty of Modernity, never look at even the best of such volumes; or if they pick them up, let them fall at once. And yet these are the very people whom such a book should win because they are those whom Christ has lost, they are those who to-day form public opinion and count in the world.
The narratives of Jesus aimed at devout readers all give off a kind of stale odor, and the very first page can turn off those used to richer and more nuanced writing. There's a whiff of burnt-out lamps, stale incense, and rancid oil that sticks in your throat. You can’t take a deep, free breath. A reader familiar with the grand biographies of influential figures—who has some ideas about writing and poetry—instinctively picks up one of these devout books and feels his heart sink as he wades through this limp prose, sluggish and tangled, filled with clichés that might have been vibrant a thousand years ago but are now lifeless and fossilized. It's even worse when these tired old writers attempt to engage in lyrical flourishes or grandiloquent styles. Their faded charm, their rural-style embellishments, and their “fine writing” suited for provincial academies, along with their feigned warmth that has cooled to tepidness by overdone decorum, dissuade even the most adventurous reader. And when they're not immersed in the complex puzzles of academic jargon, they resort to the bombastic style of a Sunday sermon. In short, these are books meant for readers who have faith in Jesus, essentially for those who could manage well without them. But ordinary folks, indifferent people, irreverent individuals, artists—those who appreciate the grandeur of Antiquity and the freshness of Modernity—never even glance at the best of these volumes, or if they do, they let them drop immediately. Yet these are precisely the individuals that such a book should appeal to because they are the ones Christ has lost, the ones who shape public opinion today and matter in the world.
Another sort of books, those written by the learned men for the neutrals, succeed even less in turning towards Christ the souls that have not learned the way to Christianity. In the first place they almost never have any intention of doing this, and in the second place they themselves, almost all of them, are among those who ought to be brought back to the true and living Christ. Furthermore, their method which is, as they say, historical, scientific, critical, leads them to pause over texts and external facts, to establish them or to eliminate them, rather than to consider the meaning and the value and the light which, if they would, they could find in those texts and those facts. Most of them try to find the man in the God, the actual external facts of the miracles, the legend in the tradition and, above all, they are on the look-out for interpolations, for falsifications and apocrypha in the first part of Christian literature. Those who do not go so far as to deny that Jesus ever lived, take away from the testimony about Him everything they can, and by dint of “ifs” and “buts” and doubts and hypotheses, so far from writing any definite story themselves, succeed in spoiling the story contained in the Gospels. In short, such historians with all their confusion of fret-work and bunglings, with all the resources of textual criticism, of mythology, of paleography, of archeology, of Greek and Hebrew philology, only triturate and liquefy the simple life of Christ. The most logical conclusion to draw from their rambling incoherent talk is that Jesus never did appear on the earth, or if by chance He really did appear, that we know nothing certain about His life. Christianity still exists, of course, in spite of such conclusions, and Christianity is a fact not easily disregarded. To offset this fact the best these enemies of Christ can do is to search through the Orient and Occident 9for the origins, as they say, of Christianity, their intention being quite openly to parcel it out among its predecessors, Jewish, Greek, for that matter Hindu and Chinese, as if to say: “You see, your Jesus at bottom was not only a man, but a poor specimen of a man, since he said nothing that the human race did not know by heart before his day.”
Another type of book, those written by educated men for those sitting on the fence, does even less to guide people towards Christ than those who don’t know how to find their way to Christianity. First, they rarely aim to do this, and second, most of them are among those who need to return to the true and living Christ. Moreover, their approach, which they claim is historical, scientific, and critical, leads them to focus on texts and external facts to prove or disprove them, instead of considering the meaning, value, and insight that they could uncover in those texts and facts. Most of them try to find humanity in God, the real external events of the miracles, the legends in tradition, and, above all, they look for edits, for distortions, and apocryphal stories in the early Christian literature. Those who don’t deny that Jesus ever lived take away from the evidence about Him whatever they can, and through endless “ifs” and “buts” and doubts and theories, instead of crafting a clear narrative themselves, they end up muddling the story found in the Gospels. In short, these historians, with all their confusing details and mistakes, and with the tools of textual criticism, mythology, paleography, archaeology, and Greek and Hebrew linguistics, only break down and dilute the simple life of Christ. The most logical conclusion drawn from their jumbled discussions is that Jesus never existed at all, or if he did exist, we know nothing certain about his life. Christianity still persists, of course, despite such conclusions, and Christianity is a fact that’s hard to ignore. To counter this fact, the best these critics of Christ can do is to scour the East and West for the origins, as they say, of Christianity, with the open aim of attributing it to its precursors, whether Jewish, Greek, or even Hindu and Chinese, as if to say: “You see, your Jesus was not just a man, but a poor example of one since he said nothing that humanity hadn’t already known by heart before his time.”
One might ask these deniers of miracles how they explain the miracle of a syncretism of old traditions which has grown about the memory of an obscure plagiarist, an immense movement of men, of thoughts, of institutions, so strong, overwhelmingly strong, as to change the face of the earth for centuries. But this question, and many others, we will not put to them, at least for the present.
One might ask these skeptics of miracles how they explain the miracle of a blend of old traditions that has formed around the memory of an obscure copycat, an enormous movement of people, ideas, and institutions, so strong—overwhelmingly strong—that it has changed the face of the earth for centuries. But we won’t ask them this question, or many others, at least for now.
In short, when in looking for light we pass from the bad taste of the devotional compilers to the writers who monopolize “historic truth” we fall from pietistic boredom into sterile confusion. The pious writers are unable to lead men to Christ, and the “historians” lose Him in controversy. And neither one nor the other tempt men to read. They may differ from each other in matters of faith, but they resemble each other in the uncouthness of their style. And unctuous rhetoric is as distasteful to cultivated minds, even superficially acquainted with the divine idyll and divine tragedy of the Gospels, as is the cold-heartedness of learned writers. So true is all this that even to-day, after the passage of so many years, after so many changes of taste and opinion, the only life of Jesus which is read by many lay readers is that of the apostate priest, Renan, a book which all true Christians dislike for its dilettante attitude, insulting even in praise, and which every real historian distrusts because of its compromises and its insufficient scholarship. But although this book of Renan’s seems written by a skeptical romancer, wedded to philology, or by a Semitic scholar suffering from literary nostalgia, it has the merits of being really “written,” that is, of getting itself read, even by those who are neither believers nor specialists.
In short, when we're looking for light, we move from the poor style of devotional writers to those who focus solely on “historic truth,” and we fall from tedious piety into empty confusion. The pious writers can’t guide people to Christ, and the “historians” lose Him in debates. Neither of them inspires people to read. They may disagree on faith, but they both share a clumsy style. Flowery rhetoric is just as off-putting to educated readers, even those who have a basic understanding of the divine beauty and tragedy of the Gospels, as the cold indifference of scholarly writers. This is so true that even today, after so many years and shifts in taste and opinion, the only biography of Jesus that many regular readers turn to is the one by the former priest, Renan—a book that all true Christians find distasteful for its superficiality and that every genuine historian distrusts due to its compromises and lack of proper scholarship. Although Renan's book may seem to be written by a skeptical novelist with a focus on language or by a Semitic scholar with a longing for the past, it does have the advantage of being genuinely “written,” meaning it actually gets read, even by those who aren't believers or experts.
To make itself readily read is not the only value nor the greatest which a book can have, and the writer who contents himself with that alone and who thinks of nothing else shows 10that vanity rather than ardor is his motive-power. But let us admit that to be readable is a merit and not a small merit for a book, especially when it is not intended as a tool for study, but when it aims at the mark called, “moving the emotions,” or to give it its real name, when its aim is to “transform human beings.”
Making a book easy to read isn’t its only value or even the most important one, and a writer who settles for just that and thinks of nothing else is driven more by vanity than passion. However, let’s acknowledge that being readable is a valuable quality, especially for a book that’s not meant to be a study tool, but instead aims to “move the emotions” or, more accurately, to “transform human beings.”
The author of the present book finds—and if he is mistaken he will be very glad to be convinced by any one who sees more clearly than he—that in the thousands of books which tell the story of Jesus, there is not one which seeks, instead of dogmatic proofs and learned discussions, to give food fit for the soul, for the needs of men of our time.
The writer of this book believes—and if he’s wrong, he’ll be happy to be shown otherwise by anyone who has a clearer perspective— that among the thousands of books telling the story of Jesus, there isn’t a single one that aims, instead of providing dogmatic evidence and scholarly debates, to offer nourishment for the soul, addressing the needs of people today.
The book we need is a living book, to make Christ more living, to set Christ the Ever-Living with loving vividness before the eyes of living men, to make us feel Him as actually and eternally present in our lives. We need a book which would show Him in all His living and present greatness—perennial and yet belonging intimately to us moderns—to those who have scorned and refused Him, to those who do not love Him because they have never seen His true face; which would show how much there is of supernatural and symbolic in the human, obscure, simple and humble beginning of His life, and how much familiar humanity, how much simple-hearted plainness shines out when He becomes a Heavenly Deliverer at the end of His life, when He becomes a martyr and rises again divinely from the dead. We need a book which would show in that tragic epic, written by both Heaven and earth, the many teachings suited to us, suited to our time and to our life, which can be found there, not only in what Christ said, but in the very succession of events which begin in the stable at Bethlehem and end in the cloud over Bethany. A book written by a layman for the laymen who are not Christians or who are only superficially Christians, a book without the affectations of professional piety and without the insipidity of scientific literature, called “scientific” only because it perpetually fears to make the slightest affirmation. A book, in short, written by a modern writer who respects and understands his art, and knows how to hold the attention even of the hostile.
The book we need is a living one, designed to make Christ feel more alive, to present Christ the Ever-Living with vibrant love clearly before the eyes of everyday people, so we can sense His actual and eternal presence in our lives. We need a book that reveals Him in all His living and current greatness—timeless yet deeply relevant to us today—those who have rejected and turned away from Him, to those who don’t love Him because they’ve never truly seen His real face; a book that shows how rich the supernatural and symbolic aspects are in the human, obscure, simple, and humble beginnings of His life, and how much familiar humanity, how much genuine plainness shines through when He becomes a Heavenly Deliverer at the end of His life, when He becomes a martyr and rises again divinely from the dead. We need a book that illustrates the tragic epic, written by both Heaven and Earth, filled with teachings that resonate with us, with our time and lives, which can be found not only in what Christ said but in the very flow of events that start in the stable in Bethlehem and conclude in the clouds over Bethany. A book written by a layperson for laypeople who aren’t Christians or who are only superficially Christians, a book without the pretentiousness of professional piety and without the blandness of so-called "scientific" literature, which is labeled “scientific” only because it’s afraid to make any real affirmations. In short, a book created by a modern writer who respects and understands his craft, and knows how to engage even the skeptical.
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The author of this book does not pretend to have written such a book; but at least he has tried as far as his capacities can take him, to draw near to that ideal.
The author of this book doesn’t claim to have written something extraordinary; but at least he has tried, to the best of his abilities, to get close to that ideal.
Let him state at once with sincere humility that he has not written a “scientific history.” In the first place because he could not; in any case because he would not, even if he had possessed all the necessary learning. He warns the reader, among other things, that this book was written (almost all of it) in the country, in a distant and sparsely settled countryside with very few books at hand, with no advice from friends or revision from masters. It will, therefore, never be cited by higher criticism or by those who scrutinize original sources with a microscope; but that is of little importance compared to the possibility of its doing a little good to a few souls, even to one alone. For as he has explained, the author wishes this book to be another coming of Christ and not another burial.
Let him say right away, with genuine humility, that he hasn’t written a “scientific history.” He couldn’t have done so; and even if he had all the necessary knowledge, he wouldn’t want to. He wants to warn the reader that this book was mostly written in a rural area, far from everything, with very few books available, and without guidance from friends or feedback from experts. Therefore, it will likely never be referenced by serious critics or those who examine original sources in detail; but that doesn’t matter much compared to the chance that it might help some people, even just one. As he has said, the author hopes this book will be a new coming of Christ and not another burial.
The author bases his book on the Gospels; as much, let it be understood, on the synoptic Gospels as on the fourth. He confesses that he has no interest in the endless dissertations and disputes over the authority of the four Gospels, over their dates and interpolations, over their mutual relationship, and over their probabilities and sources. We have no older nor no other documents, contemporaneous, Jewish or Pagan, which would permit us to correct them or to deny them. He who goes into all this minute investigation can destroy many doctrines, but he cannot advance the true knowledge of Christ by a single step. Christ is in the Gospels, in the apostolic tradition, and in the Church. Outside of that is darkness and silence. He who accepts the four Gospels must accept them wholly, entire, syllable by syllable,—or else reject them from the first to the last and say, “We know nothing.” To attempt in these texts to differentiate what is sure from what is probable, what is historic from what is legendary, what is original from what has been added, the primitive from the dogmatic is a hopeless undertaking, which almost always ends in defeat, in the despair of the readers, who in the midst of this 12hubbub of contradictory systems, changing from one decade to another, end by understanding nothing and by letting it all drop. The most famous New Testament authorities agree on only one thing, that the Church was able to select in the great mass of primitive literature the oldest Gospels thought up to that time to be the most reliable. No more need be asked.
The author bases his book on the Gospels; specifically, both the synoptic Gospels and the fourth Gospel. He admits he has no interest in the endless debates and arguments about the authority of the four Gospels, their dates and edits, their relationships with each other, and their reliability and sources. We have no earlier or alternative documents, whether Jewish or Pagan, that would allow us to correct or dispute them. Those who dive into these detailed investigations can dismantle many doctrines, but they cannot advance the true understanding of Christ by even a little bit. Christ is found in the Gospels, in the apostolic tradition, and in the Church. Outside of that is darkness and silence. Anyone who accepts the four Gospels must accept them fully, word for word—or else reject them entirely and say, “We know nothing.” Trying to separate what is certain from what is likely, what is historical from what is legendary, what is original from what has been added, or the primitive from the dogmatic is a futile effort, usually ending in defeat and despair for readers, who, in the midst of this chaotic mix of conflicting systems that change from decade to decade, ultimately understand nothing and let it all go. The most renowned New Testament scholars agree on only one point: that the Church was able to select from the vast array of early writings the oldest Gospels believed to be the most reliable at that time. No further questions need to be asked.
In addition to the Gospels, the author of this book has had before his eyes “the Logia and the Agrapha,” which seemed to have the most evangelical flavor, and also some apocryphal texts used with judgment. And finally nine or ten modern books which he had at hand.
In addition to the Gospels, the author of this book has considered “the Logia and the Agrapha,” which seemed to have the most evangelical feel, as well as some apocryphal texts used wisely. And finally, nine or ten modern books that he had available.
It seems to him as well as he can judge, that he has departed sometimes from ordinary ideas and that he has painted a Christ who has not always the perfunctory features of the ordinary holy picture, but he is not sure of this nor does he value any new thing which may be in this book, written more in the hope of having it a good book than of having it a beautiful book. It is rather more likely that he has repeated things already said by others, of which he in his ignorance has never heard. In these matters, the subject, which is truth, is unchangeable and there can be nothing new except the manner of presenting it in a form more efficacious because it may be more easily grasped.
He thinks, as best as he can tell, that he has strayed a bit from traditional ideas and created a depiction of Christ that doesn't always match the typical features of the usual holy images. However, he's not entirely sure about this, nor does he place any real value on anything new that might be in this book, which was written more out of a desire for it to be a good book than to be a beautiful one. It's more likely that he's just repeated thoughts that others have already expressed, which he has never encountered due to his own ignorance. In these matters, the subject—truth—is constant, and there's nothing truly new except for the way it is presented, which can be more effective if it's easier to understand.
Just as he has tried to avoid the thorns of erudite criticism on the one hand, he has no pretensions, on the other, of going too deeply into the mysteries of theology. He has approached Jesus with the simple-heartedness of longing and of love, just as during His life-time He was approached by the fishermen of Capernaum, who were, fortunately for them, even more ignorant than the author. Holding loyally to the words of the orthodox Gospels and to the dogmas of the Catholic Church, he has tried to represent those dogmas and those words in unusual ways, in a style violent with contrasts and with foreshortening, colored with crude and vividly felt words, to see if he could startle modern souls used to highly colored error, into seeing the truth.
Just like he has tried to steer clear of the sharp critiques from scholars, he also doesn't pretend to delve deeply into the complexities of theology. He's approached Jesus with the genuine longing and love that resembles how the fishermen of Capernaum approached Him during His lifetime, who, luckily for them, were even more clueless than he is. Sticking firmly to the teachings of the orthodox Gospels and the doctrines of the Catholic Church, he has attempted to present those beliefs and those teachings in unique ways, with a style full of contrasts and emphasis, using raw and powerful language, to see if he could jolt modern minds, accustomed to vibrant misconceptions, into recognizing the truth.
The author claims the right to take to himself the words of 13St. Paul: “To them that are without law, I became as without law that I might gain them that are without law. To the weak became I as weak that I might gain the weak; I am made all things to all men, that I might by all means save some. And this I do for the Gospel’s sake.”
The author asserts the right to adopt the words of 13St. Paul: “To those who are without law, I became like one without law so that I could reach those who are without law. To the weak, I became weak so that I could help the weak; I have become everything to everyone, so that by all possible means I might save some. And I do this for the sake of the Gospel.”
The author has tried to present not only the Hebrew world, but the world of antiquity, hoping to show how new and how great Christ was compared to those who preceded Him. He has not always followed the chronological order of events, because it better suited his aims, which are not (as he has said) entirely historical, to gather together certain groups of thoughts and facts and to throw a stronger light on them instead of leaving them to be scattered here and there in the course of the narrative.
The author has sought to showcase not just the Hebrew world, but also the ancient world, aiming to highlight how new and significant Christ was compared to those who came before Him. He hasn't always stuck to the chronological order of events because it better served his goals, which are not solely historical, to bring together specific ideas and facts and illuminate them more powerfully instead of allowing them to be dispersed throughout the narrative.
In order not to give a pedantic look to the book he has suppressed all references to quotations and has used no foot-notes. He did not wish to seem what he is not, a learned bibliographer, and he did not wish to have his work smell, however faintly, of the oil of the lamp of erudition. Those who understand these things will recognize the un-named authorities, and the solutions which the author has chosen when confronted with certain problems of concordance. The others, those who are only trying to see how Christ appeared to one of them, would be wearied by the apparatus of textual learning and by dissertations at the bottom of the pages. One word only must be said here in connection with the sinning woman weeping at Jesus’ feet: although it is generally understood from the Gospel story that there were two different scenes and two different women, the author for artistic purposes has allowed himself to treat them as one, and he asks a pardon for this which he hopes will be easily granted since there is no question of dogma involved.
To avoid making the book seem overly academic, he has removed all references to quotes and has not included any footnotes. He didn't want to come across as something he isn't, like a scholarly bibliographer, nor did he want his work to have even a hint of the scholarly jargon of learnedness. Those who truly understand these matters will recognize the unnamed sources and the solutions he chose when facing certain consistency issues. Others, who are just trying to glimpse how Christ appeared to one of them, would find the footnotes and scholarly discussions at the bottom of the pages tiring. One thing must be mentioned regarding the woman who sinned and wept at Jesus’ feet: while it is generally understood from the Gospel narrative that there were two separate scenes and two distinct women, the author has taken artistic liberties to combine them into one character, and he asks for forgiveness for this choice, hoping it will be easily accepted since it doesn't involve any doctrinal issues.
He must warn the reader that he refrained from developing the episodes where the Virgin Mother appears, in order not to lengthen too greatly a book already long, and especially because of the difficulty of showing by passing allusions all the rich wealth of religious beauty which is in the figure of Mary. Another volume would be necessary for that, and the writer is 14tempted to try if God grants him life and sight to “say of her what was never said of any woman.”
He must let the reader know that he chose not to elaborate on the episodes where the Virgin Mother appears to avoid making an already lengthy book even longer. He particularly struggled to convey through brief references all the profound religious beauty found in the figure of Mary. A whole other volume would be needed for that, and the writer is tempted to attempt it if God grants him life and vision to “speak of her what has never been said of any woman.” 14
Those who are experienced in reading the Gospels will realize that other things of lesser importance have been shortened and some others, on the contrary, lengthened more than is customary. Some have seemed to the writer more appropriate than the others for his purpose, which is, to use an expression now out of date and distasteful to sophisticated people, the purpose of edification.
Those who are familiar with reading the Gospels will notice that some less important details have been shortened while others have been expanded more than usual. Some parts seemed more fitting to the writer for his goal, which, to use an old-fashioned and unfashionable phrase, is the aim of edification.
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This book is meant to be a book—the author knows how he will be jeered at—of edification. Not in the meaning of mechanical bigotry, but in the human and manly meaning of the “refashioning” of souls.
This book is intended to be a book—the author is aware of how he will be mocked—of learning. Not in the sense of rigid intolerance, but in the human and courageous sense of the “reworking” of souls.
To build, or as the old word expressed it, to edify a house, is a great and holy action; to make a shelter against winter and the night. But to build up or edify a soul, to construct it with stones of truth! When there is talk of edification you see in it only an abstract word worn out with use. To edify in the original meaning was to construct walls. Who of you has ever thought of all that goes into the making of a house, a house firm on the earth, and honestly built, with well-plumbed walls, with a good sheltering roof? Think of all that is needed to build a house: well-squared stones, well-baked bricks, sound beams, freshly-burned lime, fine, clean sand, cement that has not lost its strength through age! And then patient, expert workmen to put each thing in its place, to join the stones perfectly one by one, not to put too much water or too much sand in the mortar, to keep the walls damp, to know how to fill in the chinks, to smooth the rough-cast plaster! All this so that a house may go up day by day towards heaven, a man’s house, the house where he will bring his wife, the house where his children will be born, where he can invite his friends.
Building a house is a significant and meaningful act; it's creating a shelter from winter and the darkness of night. But to nurture a soul, to shape it with the bricks of truth! When we talk about edification, it often seems like just a tired phrase. Originally, to edify meant to construct walls. Who among you has really considered everything that goes into building a solid house, one that's well-built with straight walls and a sturdy roof? Think about what's required: well-shaped stones, properly baked bricks, strong beams, freshly burned lime, clean sand, and cement that's still strong and reliable! Then there's the need for skilled workers to carefully place everything, to connect the stones just right, to avoid putting in too much water or sand in the mortar, to keep the walls moist, to know how to fill in the gaps, and to smooth out the plaster! All of this is so the house can steadily rise toward the sky, a home for a man, where he will bring his wife, where his children will be born, and where he can welcome his friends.
But most people think that to make a book it is enough to have an idea and then to take so many words and put them together. Not so. A kiln of tiles, a pile of rocks, are not a 15house. To build up a house, to build up a book, to build up a soul, are undertakings which require all of a man’s power. The aim of this book is to build up Christian souls because that seems to the writer at this time in this country an urgent need. He who has written it cannot now say whether he will succeed or not. But readers will recognize, he hopes, that it is a real book and not a collection of scraps, not an assemblage of little pieces, a book that may be mediocre and mistaken, but which is constructed: a work built up as well as edifying or building up; a book with its own plan and its own architecture, a real house with its atrium and its architraves, with its divisions and its vaultings—and also with some openings towards heaven and over the fields.
But most people believe that creating a book just requires having an idea and stringing some words together. That's not the case. A kiln of tiles or a pile of rocks don't make a house. Building a house, writing a book, and nurturing a soul are challenges that demand all of a person's strength. The goal of this book is to nurture Christian souls because, at this moment in this country, the writer sees it as a pressing need. The author can't say if he will succeed or not. However, he hopes that readers will see it as a genuine book, not just a collection of random bits or a jumble of small pieces. It might be imperfect and flawed, but it’s a constructed work: a piece that is both educational and uplifting; a book with its own design and structure, a real house complete with its atrium and architraves, its sections and vaults—along with some openings to the sky and the fields.
The author of this book is, or would fain be, an artist, and in writing it he could not forget his own character. But he declares here that he has not wished to create a work of Belles Lettres, or as they say now, of “pure poetry,” because at least for this time truth is dearer to him than beauty. But if his powers as a writer, however feeble they may be, as a writer loving his art, are sufficient to persuade one more soul, he will be more thankful than ever in his life for the gifts which he has received. His inclination towards poetry has perhaps been of use to him in rendering fresher and more vivid the picture of those things which seem petrified in the usual hieratic consecrated wording.
The author of this book is, or would like to be, an artist, and while writing it, he couldn't forget his own nature. However, he states that he didn’t aim to create a work of fine literature, or what people call “pure poetry” nowadays, because for now, truth is more important to him than beauty. But if his writing skills, no matter how weak they might be, as someone who loves his craft, are enough to inspire even one more person, he will be more grateful than ever in his life for the gifts he has received. His tendency towards poetry may have helped him present a clearer and more vibrant image of things that usually seem set in stone with the typical, formal language.
The man of imagination sees everything as though it were new: every great star, wheeling in the night, might lead you to the house hiding the Son of God; every stable has a manger which, filled with dry hay and clean straw, might become a cradle; every bare mountain top flaming with light in the golden mornings above the still somber valley, might be Sinai or Mt. Tabor: in the fires in the stubble, or in the charcoal kilns shining on the evening hills you can see the flame lighted by God to guide you in the desert; and the column of smoke rising from the poor man’s hearth shows the road from afar to the returning laborer. The ass who carries the shepherdess just come from her milking is the one ridden towards the tents of Israel, or the one which went down towards Jerusalem for the feast of 16the Passover. The dove cooing on the edge of the slate roof is the same that announced the end of the great punishment to the Patriarch, or the same that descended on the waters of the Jordan. For the poet everything is of equal value and omnipresent, and all history is sacred history.
The imaginative person sees everything as if it's new: every great star spinning in the night could guide you to the house where the Son of God is; every stable has a manger that, filled with dry hay and clean straw, could become a cradle; every bare mountaintop glowing with light in the golden mornings above the still somber valley could be Sinai or Mt. Tabor. In the flames in the stubble, or in the charcoal kilns glowing on the evening hills, you can see the fire lit by God to guide you through the desert; and the column of smoke rising from the poor man's hearth shows the way from afar to the returning worker. The donkey carrying the shepherdess just come from milking is the same one that was ridden towards the tents of Israel, or the one that went down to Jerusalem for the Passover feast. The dove cooing on the edge of the slate roof is the same that announced the end of the great punishment to the Patriarch, or the one that descended on the waters of the Jordan. For the poet, everything holds equal value and is everywhere, and all history is sacred history.
The author begs the pardon of his austere contemporaries if rather more than is fitting he lets himself go to what is nowadays disdainfully dubbed eloquence, illegitimate issue of pompous rhetoric and illegitimate mother of overemphasis and other dropsical growths of elocution.
The author asks for forgiveness from his serious peers if he indulges a bit more than appropriate in what is now scornfully called eloquence, which is an unwelcome product of grandiose language and the illegitimate offspring of overemphasis and other inflated forms of expression.
He knows very well that eloquence displeases moderns as bright red cloth displeases the fine city lady, as the organ in a church displeases minuet dancers, but he has not always succeeded in dispensing with it. When it is not borrowed declamation, eloquence is the ardent expression of faith, and in an era which has no faith there is no place for eloquence. And yet the life of Jesus is such a drama and such a poem that in place of the words, worn thread-bare, which have at our disposition, we should use only those “torn and sentient” words of which Passavanti speaks. Bossuet, who knew something about eloquence, once wrote: “Plût à Dieu que nous puissions détacher de notre parole tout se qui delecte l’esprit, tout ce qui surprend l’imagination, pour ne laisser que la verité toute simple, la seule force et l’efficace toute pure du Saint Esprit, nulle pensée que pour convertir.”
He knows very well that eloquence annoys modern people just like bright red fabric annoys the refined city woman, just as the organ in a church annoys minuet dancers, but he hasn't always managed to avoid it. When it's not just borrowed speech, eloquence is the passionate expression of belief, and in a time that lacks belief, there's no room for eloquence. Yet, the life of Jesus is such a drama and such a poem that instead of the words, worn out and overused, that we have at our disposal, we should only use those “torn and sentient” words that Passavanti talks about. Bossuet, who understood something about eloquence, once wrote: "God willing, may we be able to strip our words of everything that pleases the mind, everything that surprises the imagination, so that we leave only the plain truth, the sole strength and pure effectiveness of the Holy Spirit, with no thoughts other than to convert."
Very true, but difficult to achieve.
Very true, but hard to pull off.
At times the author of this book would have liked to possess an eloquence vivid and powerful enough to shake all hearts, an imagination rich enough to transport the soul by enchantment into a world of light, of gold and of fire. Yet at other times he almost regretted that he was too much the artist, too much the man of letters, too much given to inlaying and chiseling, and that he did not know how to leave things in their powerful nudity.
At times, the author of this book wished he had a vivid and powerful eloquence that could shake everyone’s hearts, and a rich imagination that could enchant the soul and transport it into a world of light, gold, and fire. Yet at other times, he almost regretted being so much of an artist, so much of a writer, too focused on embellishing and carving, and not knowing how to leave things in their raw, powerful state.
Only when he has finished a book does an author know how he ought to have written it. When he has set down the last word, he ought to turn back, begin at the beginning, and do it all over again with the experience acquired in the work. But 17who has, I do not say the energy to do this, but even the conception that it ought to be done.
Only when an author finishes a book does he realize how he should have written it. After writing the last word, he should go back, start from the beginning, and do it all over again with the experience gained from the work. But 17who has, I’m not saying the energy to do this, but even the thought that it should be done?
If on some of its pages this book sounds like a sermon, there is no great harm done. In these days when for the most part only women, and an occasional old man, go to listen to the preaching in churches, where mediocre things are often said in a mediocre manner, but where more often still, truths are repeated which ought not to be forgotten, we must think of the others, of the scholarly men, of “intellectuals,” of the sophisticated, of those who never enter a church, but sometimes step into a book-shop. For nothing in the world would they listen to a friar’s sermon, but they condescend to read it when it is printed in a book. And let it be said once and for all, this book is specially written for those who are outside the Church of Christ; the others, those who have remained within, united to the heirs of the Apostles, do not need my words.
If this book sounds like a sermon in some parts, it’s not a big deal. Nowadays, mostly women and a few older men go to church to hear preaching, where average things are often said in an average way. But more importantly, there are truths repeated that shouldn’t be forgotten. We need to consider others—scholarly men, “intellectuals,” the sophisticated—those who never step into a church but occasionally visit a bookstore. They wouldn’t listen to a friar’s sermon in person, but they are willing to read it when it’s published in a book. Let it be clear: this book is specifically written for those outside the Church of Christ; those who remain connected to the heirs of the Apostles don’t need my words.
The author excuses himself for having written a book with so many, with too many pages, on only one theme. Now that most books—even his own books—are only bundles of pages taken out of journals, or short-winded little stories, or short notes taken from note-books, and generally do not go beyond two or three hundred pages, to have written more than four hundred pages on one theme will seem a tremendous presumption. The book certainly will seem long to modern readers used to light wafers rather than to substantial home-made loaves. But books, like days, are long or short, according to what you put into them. And the author is not so cured of his pride as to think that this book will remain unread on account of its length, and he flatters himself that it may be read with less tedium than other books that are shorter. So difficult it is to cure oneself of conceit—even for those whose wish it is to cure others.
The author apologizes for writing a book that has so many, perhaps too many, pages on just one topic. Nowadays, most books—even his own—are just collections of journal articles, brief stories, or quick notes from notebooks, usually not longer than two or three hundred pages. So, writing over four hundred pages on a single theme might seem like a huge overreach. This book will likely feel lengthy to modern readers who prefer light, quick reads over substantial, homemade material. However, just like days can feel long or short depending on how you spend them, books vary in length based on what you put into them. The author hasn’t quite shaken off his pride; he believes this book won’t be ignored because of its length, and he even flatters himself by thinking it might be less tedious than shorter books. It’s hard to let go of arrogance—even for those who wish to help others do the same.
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Some years ago the author of this book wrote another to describe the melancholy life of a man who wished for a moment to become God. Now in the maturity of his years and of his 18consciousness he has tried to write the life of a God who made Himself man.
Some years ago, the author of this book wrote another one to describe the sad life of a man who wanted to become God, if only for a moment. Now, in the fullness of his years and his awareness, he has attempted to write about the life of a God who became man.
This same writer in those days let his mad and voluble humor run wild along all the roads of paradox, holding that a consequence of the negation of everything transcendental was the need to despoil oneself of any bigotry, even profane and worldly, to arrive at integral and perfect atheism; and he was logical as the “black cherubim” of Dante, because there is only one choice allowed man, the choice between God and nothingness. When man turns from God there is no valid reason to uphold the idols of the tribe or any other of the old fetiches of reason or of passion. In those proud and feverish days he who writes affronted Christ as few men before him have ever done. And yet scarcely six years afterwards (but six years of great travail and devastation without and within his heart), after long months of agitated meditations, he suddenly interrupted another work begun many years ago, and almost as if urged and forced by a power stronger than himself, he began to write this book about Christ which seems to him insufficient expiation for his guilt. It has happened often to Christ that He has been more tenaciously loved by the very men who hated Him at first. Hate is sometimes only imperfect and unconscious love: and in any case it is a better foundation for love than indifference.
This same writer back then let his wild and talkative humor roam freely along all the paths of contradiction, believing that rejecting everything transcendent meant shedding any form of bigotry, even the profane and worldly, to achieve true and complete atheism; and he was as logical as Dante’s “black cherubim” because man is faced with only one choice: the choice between God and nothingness. When man turns away from God, there’s no good reason to hold onto the idols of the tribe or any other old fetishes of reason or passion. In those proud and intense times, he who writes challenged Christ as few others ever have. And yet, just six years later (though those six years were filled with great struggle and devastation both outside and within his heart), after long months of restless contemplation, he abruptly stopped another work he had started years before, and almost as if driven by a force greater than himself, he began to write this book about Christ, which he felt was inadequate penance for his guilt. It often happens that Christ has been loved more passionately by those who initially hated Him. Hate can sometimes be just an imperfect and unconscious form of love: and in any case, it’s a better foundation for love than apathy.
How the writer came to discover Christ again, by himself, treading many roads, which all brought him to the foot of the Mount of the Gospel, would be too long and too hard a story to tell. But there is a significance not perhaps wholly personal and private in the example of a man who always from his childhood felt a repulsion for all recognized forms of religious faith, and for all churches, and for all forms of spiritual vassalage and who passed, with disappointments as deep as the enthusiasms had been vivid, through many experiences, the most varied and the most unhackneyed which he could find, who had consumed in himself the ambitions of an epoch unstable and restless as few have been, and who after so many wanderings, ravings and dreamings, drew near to Christ.
How the writer came to rediscover Christ on his own, traveling many paths that all led him to the foot of the Mount of the Gospel, would be too long and difficult to explain. However, there’s a significance that might not be entirely personal in the story of a man who, from childhood, felt a strong aversion to all established forms of religious faith, all churches, and all kinds of spiritual servitude. He experienced deep disappointments, just as intense as his earlier passions, while going through a wide range of unique and unconventional experiences. He internalized the ambitions of a fleeting and restless era like few have, and after all his wandering, raving, and dreaming, he drew close to Christ.
He did not turn back to Christ out of weariness, because his 19return to Christ made life become more difficult and responsibilities heavier to bear; not through the fears of old age, for he can still call himself a young man; and not through desire for worldly fame, because as things go nowadays he would receive more commendation if he continued in his old ideas. But this man, turning back to Christ, saw that Christ is betrayed, and, worse than any affront to Him, that He is being forgotten. And he felt the impulse to bring Him to mind and to defend Him.
He didn't turn back to Christ out of exhaustion, because returning to Christ actually made life harder and responsibilities more burdensome. It wasn't due to fears of getting older, since he could still consider himself young; and it wasn't for the sake of gaining worldly recognition, because in today's world, he'd get more praise if he stuck with his old beliefs. But this man, returning to Christ, realized that Christ is being betrayed, and even worse than any insult to Him, He is being forgotten. He felt the urge to remind people of Him and to stand up for Him.
For not only His enemies have left Him, and despoiled Him; the very ones who were His disciples when He was alive only half understood Him, and deserted Him at the end; and many of those who were born in His church disobey His commands, care more for His painted pictures than for His living example, and when they have worn out their lips and knees in materialistic piety, think they are quits with Him, and that they have done what He asked of man,—what He still is asking, what He has been asking desperately and always in vain for nineteen hundred years.
For not only have His enemies abandoned Him and taken advantage of Him; even those who were His followers while He was alive only partially understood Him and left Him in the end. Many of those born into His church ignore His commands, care more about His images than His actual example, and after exhausting their lips and knees in empty rituals, they believe they’ve met their obligations to Him, thinking they’ve done what He wants from humanity—what He continues to ask, what He has been pleading for desperately and without success for nineteen hundred years.
A story of Christ written to-day is an answer, a necessary reply, an inevitable conclusion. The balance of modern public opinion is against Christ. A book about Christ’s life is therefore a weight thrown into the scales, in order that from the eternal war between love and hate there may result at least the equilibrium of justice. And if the author is called a reactionary, that is nothing to him. The man who is thought to be behind the times often is a man born too soon. The setting sun is the same which at that very moment colors the early morning of a distant country. Christianity is not a piece of antiquity now assimilated, in as far as it had anything good, by the wonderful and not-to-be-improved modern consciousness; but it is for very many something so new that it has not even yet begun. The world to-day seeks for peace rather than for liberty, and the only certain peace is found under the yoke of Christ.
A story about Christ written today is an answer, a necessary response, an inevitable conclusion. The prevailing view of modern society is against Christ. A book about Christ’s life, therefore, acts as a counterbalance, so that from the ongoing struggle between love and hate, we might achieve at least a sense of justice. And if people label the author as backward, that doesn't concern him. The person seen as outdated is often someone who was ahead of their time. The setting sun is the same one that is coloring the early morning in a far-off place. Christianity isn't just an ancient relic that has been absorbed, to the extent that it had anything worthwhile, by the remarkable and irreplaceable modern mindset; for many, it is something so fresh that it hasn't even started yet. Today's world is looking for peace more than freedom, and the only true peace can be found under the guidance of Christ.
They say that Christ is the prophet of the weak, and on the contrary He came to give strength to the languishing, and to raise up those trodden under foot to be higher than kings. 20They say that His is the religion of the sick and of the dying, and yet He heals the sick and brings the sleeping to life. They say that He is against life, and yet He conquers death; that He is the God of sadness, and yet He exhorts His followers to be joyful and promises an everlasting banquet of joy to His friends. They say that He introduced sadness and mortification into the world, and on the contrary when He was alive He ate and drank, and let His feet and hair be perfumed, and detested hypocritical fasts, and the penitential mummeries of vanity. Many have left Him because they never knew Him. This book is especially for such readers.
They say that Christ is the prophet of the weak, but in reality, He came to empower those who are struggling and to lift up the oppressed to places higher than kings. 20 They say His religion is for the sick and dying, yet He heals the ill and revives those who are asleep. They claim He is against life, yet He conquers death; that He is the God of sadness, yet He encourages His followers to be joyful and promises an eternal feast of joy to His friends. They argue that He brought sadness and self-denial into the world, while, during His life, He ate and drank, allowed Himself to be anointed with perfume, and rejected hypocritical fasting and the shallow rituals of vanity. Many have turned away from Him because they never truly understood Him. This book is especially for those readers.
This book is written, if you will pardon the mention, by a Florentine, a son of the only nation which ever chose Christ for its King. Savonarola first had the idea in 1495, but could not carry it through. In spite of a threatening siege, it was taken up in 1527 and approved by a great majority. Over the door of the Palazzo Vecchio, between Michael Angelo’s David and Bandinelli’s Hercules, a marble tablet was built into the wall, with these words:
This book is written, if you'll excuse the mention, by a Florentine, a son of the only nation that ever chose Christ as its King. Savonarola first had the idea in 1495 but couldn’t see it through. Despite a looming siege, it was revisited in 1527 and approved by a large majority. Above the entrance of the Palazzo Vecchio, between Michelangelo’s David and Bandinelli’s Hercules, a marble plaque was embedded in the wall, with these words:
Although changed by Cosimo, this inscription is still there; the decree was never formally abrogated and denied, and even to-day after four hundred years of usurpations, the writer of this book is proud to call himself a subject and soldier of Christ the King.
Although altered by Cosimo, this inscription is still there; the decree was never officially revoked or denied, and even today, after four hundred years of takeovers, the author of this book is proud to call himself a subject and soldier of Christ the King.
LIFE OF CHRIST
Jesus was born in a stable, a real stable, not the bright, airy portico which Christian painters have created for the Son of David, as if ashamed that their God should have lain down in poverty and dirt. And not the modern Christmas-eve “Holy Stable” either, made of plaster of Paris, with little candy-like statuettes, the Holy Stable, clean and prettily painted, with a neat, tidy manger, an ecstatic Ass, a contrite Ox, and Angels fluttering their wreaths on the roof—this is not the stable where Jesus was born.
Jesus was born in a stable, a real stable, not the bright, airy portico that Christian painters have imagined for the Son of David, as if they were embarrassed that their God should have been born in poverty and filth. And not the modern Christmas-eve “Holy Stable” either, made of plaster of Paris, with little candy-like figurines, the Holy Stable, clean and nicely painted, with a neat, tidy manger, an ecstatic donkey, a contrite ox, and angels fluttering their wreaths on the roof—this is not the stable where Jesus was born.
A real stable is the house, the prison of the animals who work for man. The poor, old stable of Christ’s old, poor country is only four rough walls, a dirty pavement, a roof of beams and slate. It is dark, reeking. The only clean thing in it is the manger where the owner piles the hay and fodder.
A real stable is the home, the confinement of the animals that serve humans. The old stable from Christ’s humble, poor country is just four rough walls, a dirty floor, a roof made of beams and slate. It’s dark and smells bad. The only clean thing in it is the manger where the owner stacks the hay and feed.
Fresh in the clear morning, waving in the wind, sunny, lush, sweet-scented, the spring meadow was mown. The green grass, the long, slim blades were cut down by the scythe; and with the grass the beautiful flowers in full bloom—white, red, yellow, blue. They withered and dried and took on the one dull color of hay. Oxen dragged back to the barn the dead plunder of May and June. And now that grass has become dry hay and those flowers, still smelling sweet, are there in the Manger to feed the slaves of man. The animals take it slowly with their great black lips, and later the flowering fields, changed into moist dung, return to light on the litter which serves as bedding.
Fresh in the clear morning, waving in the wind, sunny, lush, sweet-scented, the spring meadow was mowed. The green grass, the long, thin blades were cut down by the scythe; and along with the grass, the beautiful flowers in full bloom—white, red, yellow, blue. They wilted and dried, taking on the dull color of hay. Oxen pulled the dead spoils of May and June back to the barn. And now that grass has turned into dry hay and those flowers, still smelling sweet, are in the Manger to feed the laborers of man. The animals take their time with it, using their large black lips, and later the blooming fields, transformed into moist dung, return to the light on the bedding.
This is the real stable where Jesus was born. The filthiest place in the world was the first room of the only Pure Man ever born of woman. The Son of Man, who was to be devoured by wild beasts calling themselves men, had as His first cradle 22the manger where the animals chewed the cud of the miraculous flowers of Spring.
This is the actual stable where Jesus was born. The dirtiest place in the world was the first room of the only Pure Man ever born from a woman. The Son of Man, who was destined to be consumed by wild beasts pretending to be humans, had as His first cradle the manger where the animals munched on the miraculous flowers of Spring. 22
It was not by chance that Christ was born in a stable. What is the world but an immense stable where men produce filth and wallow in it? Do they not daily change the most beautiful, the purest, the most divine things into excrements? Then, stretching themselves at full length on the piles of manure, they say they are “enjoying life.” Upon this earthly pig-sty, where no decorations or perfumes can hide the odor of filth, Jesus appeared one night, born of a stainless Virgin armed only with innocence.
It wasn’t by coincidence that Christ was born in a stable. What is the world if not a giant stable where people create messes and roll in them? Don’t they turn the most beautiful, purest, most divine things into filth every day? Then, sprawled out on piles of dung, they claim they are “enjoying life.” In this earthly pigsty, where no decorations or scents can mask the stench of waste, Jesus appeared one night, born of a pure Virgin, armed only with innocence.
THE OX AND THE ASS
First to worship Jesus were animals, not men. Among men He sought out the simple-hearted: among the simple-hearted He sought out children. Simpler than children, and milder, the beasts of burden welcomed Him.
First to worship Jesus were animals, not people. Among people, He sought out the pure-hearted; among the pure-hearted, He looked for children. Simpler than children and more gentle, the beasts of burden welcomed Him.
Though humble, though servants of beings weaker and fiercer than they, the ass and the ox had seen multitudes kneeling before them. Christ’s own people, the people of Jehovah, the chosen people whom Jehovah had freed from Egyptian slavery, when their leader left them alone in the desert to go up and talk with the Eternal, did they not force Aaron to make them a Golden Calf to worship? In Greece the ass was sacred to Ares, to Dionysius, to Hyperborean Apollo. Balaam’s ass, wiser than the prophet, saved him by speaking. Oxus, King of Persia, put an ass in the temple of Ptha, and had it worshiped. And Augustus, Christ’s temporal sovereign, had set up in the temple the brazen statue of an ass, to commemorate the good omen of his meeting on the eve of Actium an ass named “The Victorious.”
Though humble, and serving beings both weaker and fiercer than themselves, the donkey and the ox had seen countless people kneeling before them. Christ’s own people, the people of Jehovah, the chosen ones whom Jehovah had freed from slavery in Egypt, when their leader left them alone in the desert to go up and talk with the Eternal, did they not force Aaron to make them a Golden Calf to worship? In Greece, the donkey was sacred to Ares, to Dionysius, to Hyperborean Apollo. Balaam’s donkey, wiser than the prophet, saved him by speaking. Oxus, King of Persia, placed a donkey in the temple of Ptha and had it worshipped. And Augustus, Christ’s earthly ruler, erected a bronze statue of a donkey in the temple to commemorate the good omen of his meeting an ass named “The Victorious” on the eve of Actium.
Up to that time the Kings of the earth and the populace craving material things had bowed before oxen and asses. But Jesus did not come into the world to reign over the earth, nor to love material things. He was to bring to an end the bowing down before beasts, the weakness of Aaron, the superstition of Augustus. The beasts of Jerusalem will murder 23Him, but in the meantime the beasts of Bethlehem warm Him with their breath. In later years, when Jesus went up to the city of death for the Feast of the Passover, He was mounted on an ass. But He was a greater prophet than Balaam, coming not to save the Jews alone but all men: and He did not turn back from His path, no, not though all the mules of Jerusalem brayed against him.
Up until that point, the kings of the earth and people obsessed with material possessions had bowed before oxen and donkeys. But Jesus didn't come into the world to rule over the earth or to cherish material goods. He was meant to put an end to the worship of beasts, the weakness of Aaron, and the superstitions of Augustus. The beasts of Jerusalem would kill Him, but in the meantime, the animals of Bethlehem kept Him warm with their breath. In later years, when Jesus went to the city of death for the Passover celebration, He rode on a donkey. However, He was a greater prophet than Balaam, coming not just to save the Jews, but all of humanity: and He did not waver from His path, not even when all the mules of Jerusalem brayed against Him.
THE SHEPHERDS
After the animals came those who care for animals. Even if the Angel had not announced the great birth, they would have gone to the stable to see the son of the stranger woman. Shepherds live almost always alone and far away. They know nothing of the distant world, nor of the feast-days of the earth. They are moved by whatever happens near to them, even if it is but a little thing.
After the animals came the people who take care of them. Even if the Angel hadn't announced the important birth, they would have visited the stable to see the son of the foreign woman. Shepherds usually live alone and far away. They don't know much about the outside world or the holidays celebrated by others. They are touched by whatever happens close to them, even if it's just a small event.
But as they were watching their flocks in the long winter night, they were shaken by the light and by the words of the Angel. “Fear not, for behold I bring you good tidings of great joy.... Glory to God in the highest and on earth peace to men of good will.” In the dim light of the stable they saw a beautiful young woman gazing silently at her son. And as they saw the baby with His eyes just open, His delicate rosy flesh, His mouth which had not yet eaten, their hearts softened. The birth of a new man, a soul just become incarnate taking upon itself to suffer with other souls, is always a miracle so deep as to move to pity even the simple-hearted who do not understand it. For the shepherds forewarned, this new-born child was not just a baby, but He for whom their suffering race had been waiting, for a thousand years.
But while they were watching their flocks on that long winter night, they were startled by the bright light and the words of the Angel. “Don’t be afraid, for I bring you good news of great joy.... Glory to God in the highest, and peace on earth to those with good will.” In the soft light of the stable, they saw a beautiful young woman gazing quietly at her son. As they looked at the baby with his eyes just open, his delicate rosy skin, his mouth that had not yet eaten, their hearts softened. The birth of a new man, a soul just becoming incarnate and taking on the pain of other souls, is always such a profound miracle that it stirs compassion even in the kind-hearted who don’t fully comprehend it. For the shepherds, who had been foretold, this newborn child was not just any baby, but He for whom their suffering people had been waiting for a thousand years.
The shepherds offered what little they had, that little which is so great when offered with love. They carried the white offerings of their craft, milk, cheese, wool, the lamb. Even to-day in our mountains, where one finds the last dying traces of hospitality and fraternal feeling, as soon as a wife is delivered of a child, the sisters, wives and daughters of the shepherds come hurrying to her; and not one of them empty-handed. 24One has three or four eggs still warm from the nest, another a cup of freshly drawn milk, another a little cheese, another a pullet to make broth for the new mother. A new being has begun his suffering: the neighbors hasten to carry their offerings almost as though to console the mother.
The shepherds gave what little they had, which is so valuable when given with love. They brought the simple gifts of their trade: milk, cheese, wool, and a lamb. Even today, in our mountains, where we find the last fading signs of hospitality and neighborliness, when a woman gives birth, the sisters, wives, and daughters of the shepherds rush to her side, and not one of them arrives empty-handed. One brings three or four eggs still warm from the nest, another offers a cup of freshly drawn milk, another brings a bit of cheese, and another provides a young chicken for broth for the new mother. A new life has begun its journey, and the neighbors hurry to bring their gifts as if to comfort the mother. 24
Themselves poor the old-time shepherds did not look down on the poor. Simple as children they loved children. They came of a race born of the Shepherd of Ur, saved by the Shepherd of Madian. Their first kings had been shepherds—Saul and David—shepherds of herds before being shepherds of tribes. But these shepherds of Bethlehem, “unknown to the hard world,” were not proud. A poor man was born among them and they looked on Him with affection and lovingly brought Him their poor riches. They knew that this boy, born of poor people in poverty, born of common people in the midst of common people, was to be the redeemer of the humble, of those men of good will, on whom the Angel had called down peace.
The old-time shepherds, who were themselves poor, didn’t look down on the less fortunate. Simple like children, they had a deep affection for children. They came from a lineage originating from the Shepherd of Ur, saved by the Shepherd of Midian. Their first kings had been shepherds—Saul and David—who tended flocks before leading tribes. However, these shepherds of Bethlehem, “unknown to the hard world,” weren’t arrogant. A poor man was born among them, and they viewed Him with love, generously offering their modest gifts. They recognized that this boy, born to poor parents in poverty and raised among ordinary people, was destined to be the redeemer for the humble, for those of good will, on whom the Angel had proclaimed peace.
THE WISE MEN
Some days after this, three wise men came from Chaldea and knelt before Jesus. They came perhaps from Ecbatana, perhaps from the shores of the Caspian Sea. Mounted on their camels with their full-stuffed saddle-bags, they had forded the Tigris and the Euphrates, crossed the great desert of the nomad tribes, followed along the Dead Sea. They were guided to Judea by a new star like the comet which appears every so often in the sky to announce the birth of a prophet or the death of a Cæsar. They had come to adore a King, and they found a nursing baby, poorly swaddled, hidden within a stable. Almost a thousand years before this, a Queen of the East had come on a pilgrimage to Judea, and she, too, had carried gifts, gold, fragrant perfumes and precious stones; but she had found on the throne the greatest king who had ever reigned in Jerusalem and from him had learned what no one else had been able to teach her.
A few days later, three wise men arrived from Chaldea and knelt before Jesus. They might have come from Ecbatana or the shores of the Caspian Sea. Riding their camels with fully packed saddlebags, they had crossed the Tigris and the Euphrates, navigated the vast desert inhabited by nomads, and traveled along the Dead Sea. They were led to Judea by a new star, similar to the comet that occasionally appears in the sky to signal the birth of a prophet or the death of a Caesar. They came to worship a King, but instead found a nursing baby, poorly wrapped, tucked away in a stable. Almost a thousand years earlier, a Queen from the East had also made a pilgrimage to Judea. She brought gifts of gold, fragrant perfumes, and precious stones, but found the greatest king who had ever ruled in Jerusalem sitting on the throne, from whom she learned what no one else could teach her.
The wise men found no king. They found a new-born baby, a tiny boy, who could neither ask nor answer questions, 25a boy who in His maturity was to disdain material treasures, and the learning which is based on material things.
The wise men found no king. They found a newborn baby, a tiny boy, who could neither ask nor answer questions, 25 a boy who in His adulthood would disregard material wealth and the knowledge that relies on physical things.
They were not kings, these wise men, but in Media and Persia they were the masters of kings. The kings ruled over the people, but the wise men directed the kings. They alone could communicate with Alma Mazda, the good God. They alone knew the future, and Destiny. They killed with their own hands the enemies of men and of the harvests, snakes, harmful insects, birds of prey. They purified souls, they purified the fields. Except from their hands God accepted no sacrifices. No king began a war without consulting them. Theirs were the secrets of heaven and earth. In the name of science and religion they held first rank in the nation. In the midst of a people sunk in material things they represented the Spirit. It was fitting that they should come to kneel before Jesus. After the animals which are Nature, after the Shepherds which are the common people, this third power which is knowledge knelt at the manger in Bethlehem. The old priestly caste of the Orient made its act of submission before the new Lord, who was to send His Gospel to the west. The learned men knelt before Him who was to set above the learning of words and numbers the new wisdom of love.
They weren't kings, these wise men, but in Media and Persia, they were the true rulers of kings. The kings governed the people, but the wise men guided the kings. They were the only ones who could communicate with Alma Mazda, the good God. They alone understood the future and Destiny. They personally eliminated the enemies of humanity and the harvests—snakes, harmful insects, and predatory birds. They cleansed souls and fields. God accepted no sacrifices from anyone else but them. No king started a war without consulting them. They held the secrets of heaven and earth. In the names of science and religion, they were the top leaders in the nation. In a society focused on material things, they symbolized the Spirit. It was fitting for them to come and kneel before Jesus. After the animals of Nature and the Shepherds representing common people, this third power—knowledge—bowed at the manger in Bethlehem. The old priestly class of the East submitted to the new Lord, who would spread His Gospel to the west. The learned men knelt before Him who would prioritize the new wisdom of love over the knowledge of words and numbers.
Symbolizing the old theology bowing before the final revelation, the wise men at Bethlehem knelt before Innocence: Wealth prostrated itself at the feet of Poverty.
Symbolizing the old beliefs giving way to the ultimate truth, the wise men in Bethlehem knelt before Innocence: Wealth humbled itself at the feet of Poverty.
They offered gold to Jesus: gold which He was to tread under foot. They offered it not because Mary in her poverty might need it for the journey, but in anticipation of the command, “Sell all that thou hast and give it to the poor.” They offered Him frankincense, not to drown the stench of the stable, but as a token that their own ritual was ended; that their altars would need smoke and perfume no longer. They offered Him myrrh knowing that this boy would die young, and His mother, smiling now, would need spices to embalm the dead body.
They gave Jesus gold, gold that He would eventually walk on. They didn't offer it because Mary needed it for their journey, but because they foresaw the command, “Sell everything you own and give to the poor.” They presented Him with frankincense, not to mask the smell of the stable, but as a sign that their own rituals were finished; that their altars would no longer require smoke and perfume. They brought Him myrrh, aware that this child would die young, and His mother, now smiling, would eventually need spices to prepare His body for burial.
Kneeling in their pontifical robes upon the bedding of straw, they, the mighty, the learned, the soothsayers, offered themselves as pledges of the obedience of the world.
Kneeling in their ceremonial robes on the straw bedding, they, the powerful, the educated, the prophets, offered themselves as symbols of the world's obedience.
26Jesus now had received all His rightful investitures. The wise men had scarcely gone when persecutions were begun by those who were to hate Him to the day of His death.
26Jesus had now received all His rightful honors. The wise men had barely left when the persecution started from those who would hate Him until the day He died.
OCTAVIUS AUGUSTUS
When Christ appeared upon the earth, criminals ruled the world unopposed. He was born subject to two sovereigns, the stronger far away at Rome, the weaker and wickeder close at hand in Judea.
When Christ came to earth, criminals dominated the world without challenge. He was born under the authority of two rulers, the stronger one far away in Rome, and the weaker, more corrupt one nearby in Judea.
One lucky adventurer after wholesale slaughter had seized the empire, another had murdered his way to the throne of David and Solomon. Each rose to high position through trickery, through civil wars, betrayals, cruelty, massacres. They were born to understand one another, were, as a matter of fact, friends and accomplices, as far as was possible between a subordinate rascal and his rascal chief.
One fortunate adventurer, after a complete massacre, had taken over the empire, while another had violently fought his way to the throne of David and Solomon. Each ascended to power through deceit, civil wars, betrayals, cruelty, and slaughter. They were naturally inclined to understand each other and were, in fact, friends and partners, as much as could be between a subordinate scoundrel and his scoundrel leader.
Son of the usurer of Velletri, Augustus showed himself cowardly in war and vindictive in victory, false to his friends, cruel in reprisals. To a condemned man who begged only for burial he answered, “That is the business of the vultures.” To the Perugians begging for mercy during the massacre he cried, “Moriendum esse!” On a mere suspicion he wanted to tear out the eyes of the Praetor Quintus Gallius before ordering his throat cut. Possessed of the empire, with his enemies crushed and scattered, with the power all in his own hands, he put on a mask of mildness and of his youthful vices kept only his lust. It was told of him, that in his youth, he had sold his body twice, first to Cæsar, and again in Spain to Hirtius for 300,000 sestertia. Now he amused himself with the wives of his friends, with almost public adulteries, and with posing as the restorer of morality.
Son of the moneylender from Velletri, Augustus was cowardly in battle and ruthless in victory, untrustworthy to his friends and cruel in his revenge. When a condemned man pleaded for a burial, he replied, “That's for the vultures to handle.” To the Perugians begging for mercy during the massacre, he shouted, “They must die!” On just a suspicion, he wanted to gouge out the eyes of the Praetor Quintus Gallius before having him executed. Having secured the empire, with his enemies crushed and scattered, and all the power in his hands, he donned a facade of gentleness and retained only his lust from his youthful vices. It was said that in his youth, he had sold his body twice, first to Cæsar and then in Spain to Hirtius for 300,000 sesterces. Now he entertained himself with the wives of his friends, engaging in nearly public affairs while pretending to be a champion of morality.
This filthy, sickly man was sovereign of the western world when Jesus was born, nor did he ever know that One had been born who would bring the dissolution of all that he had founded. The facile philosophy of the plump little plagiarist Horace was enough for him, “To-day let us enjoy wine and love: hopeless death awaits us: there is not a day to be lost!” In vain Virgil, 27the man of the countryside, friend of woods, of quiet flocks and golden bees, he who had gone down with Æneas to see the sufferers in Avernus and poured his restless melancholy into the music of poetry; in vain Virgil, the loving pious Virgil, had foretold a new era, a new order and a new race, a kingdom of heaven less spiritual, less brilliant than that which Jesus was to announce, but infinitely nobler and purer than the kingdom of Hell which was then making ready. In vain, because Augustus saw in these words only a pastoral fancy and perhaps believed that he, the corrupt master of the corrupt, was the proclaimed Saviour and restorer of the reign of Saturn.
This dirty, sickly man was in charge of the western world when Jesus was born, and he never realized that someone had come into the world who would bring down everything he had built. The easygoing philosophy of the chubby little copycat Horace was all he needed: “Let’s enjoy wine and love today; hopeless death is waiting for us; we can't waste a single day!” In vain, Virgil, the man from the countryside, a friend of nature, quiet flocks, and golden bees, the one who went with Æneas to see the suffering in Avernus and poured his restless sadness into the art of poetry; in vain, loving, pious Virgil had predicted a new era, a new order, and a new race, a kingdom of heaven that was less spiritual and less dazzling than what Jesus was to announce, but far nobler and purer than the kingdom of Hell that was preparing at the time. It was in vain because Augustus saw these words only as a pastoral fantasy and maybe thought that he, the corrupt ruler of the corrupt, was the announced Savior and restorer of the golden age of Saturn.
But his vassal of Judea, his great Oriental client, may have had a presentiment of the birth of Jesus, of the true King, who was coming to supplant the king of evil.
But his vassal in Judea, his major client from the East, might have sensed the arrival of Jesus, the real King, who was set to replace the king of evil.
HEROD THE GREAT
Herod was a monster, one of the most perfidious monsters of the many which have sprung from the burning deserts of the East. He was not a Jew, nor a Greek, nor a Roman. He was an Idumean, a barbarian who prostrated himself before Rome, and aped the Greeks the better to secure his dominion over the Jews. Son of a traitor, he had usurped the kingdom of his sovereign from the last unfortunate Hasmonæans. To legalize his treachery he married their niece, Mariamne. Afterwards, on a baseless suspicion, he had her killed. It was not his first crime. He had had his brother-in-law, Aristobulus, treacherously drowned. He had condemned his other brothers-in-law, Joseph and Hyrcanus the Second (last of the conquered dynasty). Not content with having killed Mariamne, he put her mother, Alexandra, to death as well, and finally, the sons of Baba, merely because they were distant relatives of the Hasmonæans. In the meantime he amused himself with burning alive Juda of Sarafaus and Matthew of Margoloth with other heads of the Pharisees. Later, afraid that the sons he had had by Mariamne would wish to avenge their mother, he had them strangled. Himself at the point of death he gave the order to kill a third son, Archelaus. Voluptuous, suspicious, 28impious, greedy of gold and of glory, he never knew peace at home, in Judea or in his own heart. In order that he might bury the recollection of his assassinations he gave the Roman people a present of three hundred talents to spend in festivals. He humiliated himself before Augustus to make him the accomplice of his infamies and, dying, left him ten thousand drachmas and, in addition, a ship of gold and one of silver for Livia.
Herod was a monster, one of the most deceitful monsters that emerged from the burning deserts of the East. He wasn't a Jew, Greek, or Roman. He was an Idumean, a barbarian who submitted to Rome and imitated the Greeks to better secure his control over the Jews. As the son of a traitor, he had taken the kingdom from the last unfortunate Hasmoneans. To legitimize his treachery, he married their niece, Mariamne. Later, on a baseless suspicion, he had her killed. This wasn’t his first crime. He had his brother-in-law, Aristobulus, treacherously drowned. He had condemned his other brothers-in-law, Joseph and Hyrcanus the Second (the last of the conquered dynasty). Not satisfied with having killed Mariamne, he also executed her mother, Alexandra, and ultimately targeted the sons of Baba, merely because they were distant relatives of the Hasmoneans. During this time, he entertained himself by burning alive Juda of Sarafaus and Matthew of Margoloth along with other leaders of the Pharisees. Later, fearing that the sons he had with Mariamne would want to avenge their mother, he had them strangled. As he neared death, he ordered the execution of a third son, Archelaus. Indulgent, paranoid, impious, and greedy for wealth and fame, he never found peace in his home, in Judea, or within his own heart. To escape the memories of his assassinations, he gifted the Roman people three hundred talents to spend on festivals. He humbled himself before Augustus to make him complicit in his crimes, and dying, left him ten thousand drachmas along with a gold ship and a silver one for Livia.
This half-civilized Arab attempted to conciliate the Greeks and the Jews. He succeeded in bribing the degenerate posterity of Socrates so that in Athens they put up a statue to him, but the Jews hated him to the day of his death. It did him no good, in their eyes, to build up Samaria and restore the temple of Jerusalem. He was always, for them, the heathen and the usurper.
This half-civilized Arab tried to win over the Greeks and the Jews. He managed to bribe the corrupt descendants of Socrates so that a statue was erected in his honor in Athens, but the Jews despised him until the day he died. In their eyes, it didn't matter that he developed Samaria and rebuilt the temple in Jerusalem; he was always seen as a pagan and a usurper.
Apprehensive like all ageing evil-doers, and like all new-made princes, he shivered at every fluttering leaf, every shifting shadow. Superstitious like all Orientals, credulous of presages and soothsayers, he readily believed the three wise men when they said, that led by a star, they had come from the interior of Chaldea towards the country which he had fraudulently stolen. Any pretender to the throne, even a fantastic one, could make him tremble, and when he knew from the wise men that a King of Judea was born, his uneasy, barbarian’s heart gave a great leap of fear. Seeing that the astrologers did not come back to tell him the place where the new nephew of David had appeared, he ordered that all the boy babies of Bethlehem should be killed.
Nervous like all aging villains and new rulers, he jumped at every rustling leaf and flickering shadow. Superstitious like many from the East, quick to believe in omens and fortune tellers, he easily accepted what the three wise men said when they claimed they had followed a star from deep in Chaldea to the land he had deceitfully taken. Any rival for the throne, even a ridiculous one, could make him uneasy, and when he learned from the wise men that a King of Judea had been born, his restless, barbaric heart raced with fear. Noting that the astrologers hadn’t returned to reveal where the new heir of David had appeared, he ordered the slaughter of all boy babies in Bethlehem.
THE INNOCENTS
Nobody ever knew how many children were sacrificed to the terror of Herod. It was not the first time in Judea that even nursing children had been put to the sword. This same Hebrew people had punished in the olden times cities of their enemies by the massacre of the old men, the wives, the young men and the boys. They saved only the virgins to make them slaves and concubines. God Himself, the jealous Jehovah, had 29often given the order for the slaughter, and now the Idumean applied to the people who had accepted him, the Mosaic law of an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.
Nobody ever knew how many children were sacrificed to the terror of Herod. This wasn't the first time in Judea that even infants had been killed. The Hebrew people had, in the past, punished their enemies by massacring old men, women, young men, and boys. They only spared the virgins to make them slaves and concubines. God Himself, the jealous Jehovah, had often commanded such slaughter, and now the Idumean turned to the people who had accepted him, enforcing the Mosaic law of an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth.
We do not know how many of the Innocents there were, but if we can believe Macrobius we know that among them was a little son of Herod who was at nurse in Bethlehem. For the old King, wife-killer and son-killer, who knows but that this was a form of retribution: who knows but that he suffered when they brought him news of the mistake? A short time after this he also was to die, suffering from loathsome disease. His body began to putrefy while still alive. Worms consumed his organs. Burnt up with fevers, gasping, he could scarcely draw his tainted breath. Disgusting to himself, he tried to kill himself with a knife at table, and finally died, after having given Salome orders to have many young prisoners killed.
We don't know how many Innocents there were, but if we can trust Macrobius, we know that among them was a young son of Herod who was being nursed in Bethlehem. The old King, a killer of both his wife and his son, might have faced some kind of retribution: who knows if he felt pain when he heard about the mistake? Shortly after this, he was also to die, suffering from a terrible disease. His body began to decay while he was still alive. Worms feasted on his organs. Burning with fever and gasping for air, he could barely catch his foul breath. Disgusted with himself, he tried to kill himself with a knife at the table, and ultimately died after telling Salome to have many young prisoners executed.
The massacre of the Innocents was the last act of the reeking, bloody old man. There is a prophetic meaning in this immolation of the Innocents around the cradle of an Innocent, this holocaust of blood for a new-born child, a child destined to offer His blood for the pardon of the guilty, this human sacrifice for One, who in His turn was to be sacrificed. After His death thousands and thousands were to die for the sole crime of having believed in His resurrection. He was born to die for others and as if to expiate His birth, behold, here are thousands born who die for Him.
The massacre of the Innocents was the final act of the foul, bloody old man. There's a prophetic meaning in this slaughter of the Innocents around the cradle of an Innocent, this blood sacrifice for a newborn child, a child meant to shed His blood for the forgiveness of the guilty, this human sacrifice for One who would, in turn, be sacrificed. After His death, countless people would die simply for believing in His resurrection. He was born to die for others, and as if to atone for His birth, here are thousands born who die for Him.
There is a tremendous mystery in this blood-offering of the pure, in the death of so many of His contemporaries. They belonged to the generation which was to betray and crucify Him. But those who were killed by the soldiers of Herod that day did not see Him, did not grow up to see their Lord killed. They saved Him with their death, and saved themselves forever. They were innocent and they remained innocent for all eternity. Their fathers and their surviving brothers avenged them later, but they will be pardoned because “they know not what they do!”
There’s a huge mystery in this sacrifice of the innocent, in the deaths of so many of His peers. They were part of the generation that would betray and crucify Him. But those who were killed by Herod’s soldiers that day didn’t see Him, didn’t live to witness their Lord’s death. They protected Him with their lives, and in doing so, saved themselves forever. They were innocent, and they stayed innocent for all time. Their fathers and surviving brothers avenged them later, but they will be forgiven because “they know not what they do!”
THE FLIGHT INTO EGYPT
A Christian poet, an Italian, sang this lullaby to the new-born Jesus:
A Christian poet from Italy sang this lullaby to the baby Jesus:
But the son of Mary did not make Himself man in order to sleep, and the tempests raged, but He was not afraid.
But the son of Mary didn’t become human just to sleep, and the storms raged, but He wasn’t scared.
Better than Siddharta, He deserves the name of the Awakened one. How can He sleep in the stable, where the donkey brays, precursor of all donkeys who will bray against Him: where the ox lows, waiting until the other oxen speak at His presence; where the shepherds question Him; where the wise men give Him their blessing? How can He sleep when the shuffling steps of Herod’s assassins draw near? How can He ever sleep up to that last night when He will agonize under the olive trees, amid the sleeping bodies of the Eleven?
Better than Siddhartha, He truly deserves the title of the Awakened One. How can He sleep in the stable, where the donkey brays, the first of all donkeys that will bray against Him; where the ox lowes, waiting for the other oxen to speak in His presence; where the shepherds seek answers from Him; where the wise men offer Him their blessings? How can He sleep when the shuffling footsteps of Herod’s assassins draw near? How can He ever sleep up to that last night when He will struggle under the olive trees, surrounded by the sleeping bodies of the Eleven?
And Mary cannot sleep. In the evening as soon as the houses of Bethlehem disappear in the darkness and the first lamps are lighted, the mother steals away like a fugitive. She is snatching a life away from the King, she is saving a hope for the people as she presses upon her breast her man-child, her hope, her sorrow.
And Mary can't sleep. In the evening, as soon as the houses of Bethlehem fade into darkness and the first lamps are lit, the mother slips away like a fugitive. She is taking a life from the King, she is saving hope for the people as she holds her baby close to her heart, her hope, her sorrow.
She goes towards the west, she crosses the old land of Canaan and comes by easy stages—the days are short—to the Nile, to that country of Mizraim which had cost so many tears to her ancestors fourteen centuries before.
She heads west, crossing the ancient land of Canaan and making her way slowly—the days are short—until she reaches the Nile, in the land of Mizraim, which had brought so many tears to her ancestors fourteen centuries ago.
Jesus, who carried on the work of Moses and at the same time demolished the work of Moses, goes back over the route taken by the first redeemer. When the Jews were under the whip of the Egyptian slaves, oppressed, mistreated, ill-used, the Shepherd of Median made himself the Shepherd of Israel, and led his hard-headed people across the desert till they were in sight of the Jordan and of the miraculous vineyards. The people of Jesus left Chaldea with Abraham and came with 31Joseph into Egypt. Moses led them from Egypt toward Canaan. Now the greatest of the liberators, in danger of his life, went back to the banks of that river where the first Saviour had been saved from the water and had saved his brothers.
Jesus, who continued the work of Moses while also challenging it, retraced the path taken by the first redeemer. When the Jews were suffering under the oppression of Egyptian slaves, mistreated and abused, the Shepherd of Midian became the Shepherd of Israel, guiding his stubborn people through the desert until they reached the Jordan and the miraculous vineyards. The followers of Jesus left Chaldea with Abraham and came with Joseph to Egypt. Moses took them from Egypt toward Canaan. Now, the greatest of the liberators, in danger of his life, returned to the banks of that river where the first Savior was saved from the water and rescued his people.
Egypt, the rich spawning-bed of all the infamies and all the magnificences of the first epoch, that African India, where the waves of history broke and died, where but a few years before, Pompey and Antony had finished the dream of Empire and of life, this prodigious country, born of water, burned by the sun, covered with the blood of many peoples, inhabited by many animal-gods, this country, paradoxical and supernatural, was by contrast the predestined asylum for the fugitive.
Egypt, the wealthy birthplace of all the scandals and glories of the early age, that African India where the waves of history crashed and faded, where just a few years before, Pompey and Antony had completed the dream of Empire and of life, this incredible land, formed from water, scorched by the sun, stained with the blood of many peoples, and home to many animal-gods, this place, both contradictory and extraordinary, was, in contrast, the destined refuge for those on the run.
The wealth of Egypt was in mud, in the rich snake-breeding mud which the Nile rolled out each year upon the desert. Death was the obsession of Egypt. The soft, prosperous people of Egypt would not accept death, denied death, thought they could conquer death with graven images, with embalmings, with sculptured representation of flesh-and-blood bodies. The rich, portly Egyptian, son of mud, adorer of the sacred bull, and the dog-headed god, could not resign himself to dying. He manufactured for his second life immense necropolises full of bandaged and perfumed mummies, of images of wood and marble, and raised up pyramids over his corpses, as if stone and mortar might save them from decay.
The wealth of Egypt came from the fertile mud, the rich, snake-breeding soil that the Nile brought to the desert each year. Death was an obsession for Egypt. The soft, prosperous people wouldn’t accept death, denied its reality, and believed they could beat it through carved images, embalming, and sculptured representations of real bodies. The wealthy, plump Egyptians, children of the mud, worshippers of the sacred bull and the dog-headed god, couldn’t come to terms with dying. They created vast necropolises filled with wrapped and perfumed mummies, wooden and marble figures, and built pyramids over their bodies, as if stone and mortar could protect them from decay.
When Jesus could speak, He was to pronounce the verdict against Egypt: the Egypt which is not only on the banks of the Nile, the Egypt which has not yet disappeared from the face of the earth along with its kings, its sparrow-hawks and its serpents. Christ was to give the final and eternal answer to the terror of the Egyptians. He was to condemn the wealth which comes from mud and returns to mud, and all the fetiches of the pot-bellied river-dwellers of the Nile, and He was to conquer death without sculptured tombs, without mortuary kingdoms, without statues of granite and basalt. His victory over death is won by teaching that sin is greedier than worms and that spiritual purity is the only aromatic which preserves from decay.
When Jesus could speak, He was meant to declare the judgment against Egypt: the Egypt that isn't just on the banks of the Nile, the Egypt that hasn't yet vanished from the earth along with its kings, its hawks, and its snakes. Christ was meant to provide the ultimate and everlasting answer to the fears of the Egyptians. He was to reject the wealth that comes from dirt and returns to dirt, along with all the idols of the greedy river dwellers of the Nile. He was to triumph over death without grand tombs, without afterlife kingdoms, without statues of stone. His victory over death is achieved by teaching that sin is more voracious than worms and that spiritual purity is the only essence that protects against decay.
32The worshipers of mud and of animals, the servants of riches and of the Beast, could not save themselves. Their tombs, high as mountains though they be, decked out like queens’ palaces, white and fair to see as those of the Pharisees, guard only ashes, dust returning again to dust, even as the dead bodies of animals. Death cannot be conquered by copying life in wood and stone. Stone crumbles away and turns to dust, wood rots and turns to dust, and both of them are mud—eternal mud.
32The worshipers of mud and animals, the servants of wealth and the Beast, couldn’t save themselves. Their tombs, towering like mountains and adorned like queens’ palaces, elegant and bright like those of the Pharisees, only guard ashes, dust turning back into dust, just like the bodies of animals. Death can’t be defeated by imitating life in wood and stone. Stone crumbles and turns to dust, wood decays and becomes dust, and both of them are mud—eternal mud.
THE LOST FOUND
But the exile in Egypt was short. Jesus was brought back, held in His mother’s arms, rocked throughout the long journey by the patient step of the ass, to His father’s house in Nazareth, humble house and shop where the hammer pounded and the rasp scraped until the setting of the sun.
But the exile in Egypt was brief. Jesus was brought back, cradled in His mother’s arms, swayed by the steady pace of the donkey throughout the long journey to His father’s home in Nazareth, a modest house and workshop where the hammer struck and the rasp filed away until sunset.
The canonical gospels say nothing of these years: the Apocrypha give many details but unworthy of belief. Luke, the wise doctor, is content to set down that the boy grew and was strong; that is, that he was not sickly and overworked. He was a boy developed as he should be: healthy, a bearer of health, as was fitting in one who was to restore health to others by the mere touch of His hand.
The canonical gospels don't mention these years at all; the Apocrypha provides many details, but they aren't credible. Luke, the knowledgeable physician, notes that the boy grew and was strong, meaning he wasn't sickly or overworked. He was a well-developed boy: healthy and full of vitality, which was appropriate for someone destined to restore health to others just by touching them.
Every year, says Luke, the parents of Jesus went to Jerusalem for the feast of unleavened bread in memory of the escape from Egypt. They went with a crowd of neighbors, friends, and acquaintances to keep each other company on the journey. They were cheerful like people going to a festival rather than to a service in memory of a solemn crisis: for the Passover had become at Jerusalem a great feast day, when all the Jews scattered about the Empire came together.
Every year, Luke says, Jesus' parents traveled to Jerusalem for the Feast of Unleavened Bread to remember the escape from Egypt. They went with a group of neighbors, friends, and acquaintances to keep each other company on the journey. They were cheerful, like people heading to a festival rather than attending a service to remember a serious incident: the Passover had turned into a major celebration in Jerusalem, drawing Jews from all over the Empire together.
On the twelfth Passover after the birth of Jesus, as the group from Nazareth was returning from the holy city, Mary found that her son was not with them. All day long she sought for Him, asking every acquaintance, but in vain. The next morning the mother turned back, retraced her steps over the road and went up and down the streets and open places of 33Jerusalem, fixing her dark eyes on every boy she met, asking the mothers standing in the open doors, begging her countrymen not yet gone, to help her find her lost son. A mother who has lost her son does not rest until she has found him; she thinks no more of herself, she does not feel weariness, effort, hunger. She does not shake the dust from her clothes nor arrange her hair. She cares not for the curious glances of the passers-by. Her distracted eyes see nothing but the image of him, who is no longer beside her.
On the twelfth Passover after Jesus was born, as the group from Nazareth was heading back from the holy city, Mary realized her son wasn’t with them. She spent the whole day searching for Him, asking everyone she knew, but it was no use. The next morning, the mother turned back, retraced her steps along the road, and wandered through the streets and open areas of 33 Jerusalem, focusing her dark eyes on every boy she encountered, asking the mothers standing in doorways, pleading with her fellow countrymen who hadn’t left yet, to help her find her lost son. A mother who has lost her child doesn’t rest until she finds him; she stops thinking about herself, doesn’t feel tired, doesn’t care about effort or hunger. She doesn’t brush the dust off her clothes or fix her hair. She doesn’t pay attention to the curious looks from passers-by. Her frantic eyes see nothing but the image of her son, who is no longer by her side.
Finally on the third day she came to the Temple, looked about in the courts, and saw at last in the shadow of a portico a group of old men talking. She came up timidly, for those men with long cloaks and long beards seemed people of importance who would pay no attention to a plain woman from Galilee, and discovered in the center of the circle the waving hair, the shining eyes, the tanned face, the fresh lips of her Jesus. Those old men were talking with her son of the Law and the Prophets. They were asking Him questions and He was answering; He put questions to them in His turn and they marveled at Him, astonished that a boy should know the words of the Lord so well. But He remembered the books which He had heard read out in the little Synagogue of Nazareth: and His memory had retained every syllable.
Finally, on the third day, she came to the Temple, looked around in the courtyards, and finally saw a group of old men talking in the shadow of a portico. She approached hesitantly, as those men, dressed in long cloaks with long beards, seemed important and unlikely to notice a plain woman from Galilee. In the center of the circle, she recognized the waving hair, shining eyes, tanned face, and fresh lips of her Jesus. The old men were engaged with her son, discussing the Law and the Prophets. They were asking Him questions, and He was answering; He also posed questions to them, and they were amazed, astonished that a boy could know the words of the Lord so well. But He remembered the texts He had heard read in the small Synagogue of Nazareth, and His memory had retained every syllable.
Mary remained for a few moments gazing at Him, hardly believing her eyes. Her heart, a moment before beating fast with fear, was now beating fast with astonishment. But she could not restrain herself any more and suddenly in a loud voice called Him by name. The old men took themselves off and the mother snatched her son to her breast and silently clasped Him to her, the tears which she had kept back till then raining down on His face.
Mary stood there for a few moments, staring at Him in disbelief. Her heart, which had just been racing with fear, was now pounding with amazement. But she couldn't hold back any longer and suddenly called out His name loudly. The old men left, and the mother pulled her son close to her chest, silently holding Him tight, as the tears she had been holding back poured down onto His face.
She clutched Him, took Him away, and then, certain that she had Him with her, that she had not lost Him, the happy mother remembered the despairing mother, “Son, why hast thou thus dealt with us? behold, thy father and I have sought thee sorrowing.”
She held onto Him tightly, took Him away, and then, feeling sure that she had Him with her and hadn’t lost Him, the joyful mother thought of the worried mother, “Son, why have you treated us this way? Look, your father and I have been searching for you anxiously.”
“How is it that ye sought me? wist ye not that I must be about my Father’s business?”
"How is it that you were looking for me? Didn't you know that I had to be in my Father's house?"
34Weighty words, especially when said by a twelve-year-old boy to a mother who had sought Him for three long days.
34Heavy words, especially coming from a twelve-year-old boy to a mother who had searched for Him for three long days.
And, the Evangelist goes on, “And they understood not the saying which he spake unto them.” But after so many centuries of Christian experience we can understand those words, which seemed at first sight to be hard and proud.
And the Evangelist continues, “And they didn’t understand the words he spoke to them.” But after so many centuries of Christian experience, we can grasp those words, which initially seemed difficult and arrogant.
How is it that ye sought me? Do you not know that I can never be lost, that I can never be lost by any one, even those who will bury me under the earth? I will be everywhere where any one believes in me, even if they do not see me with their eyes. I cannot be lost from any man, by any man, provided that he hold me in his heart. I shall not be lost alone in the desert nor alone on the waters of the lake, nor alone in the garden of olives, nor alone in the tomb.
How did you find me? Don't you know that I can never be lost, that no one can ever truly lose me, not even those who bury me in the ground? I will be everywhere that someone believes in me, even if they can’t see me with their eyes. I cannot be lost to anyone, by anyone, as long as they hold me in their heart. I won’t be lost alone in the desert, nor alone on the lake, nor alone in the olive garden, nor alone in the tomb.
“And who is this father of whom you speak to me? He is the legal father, the human father, but my real Father is in heaven. He is the Father who spoke to the patriarchs face to face, who put words into the mouths of the prophets. I know what He told them of me, His eternal wishes, the laws He has given to His people, the covenant which He has signed with all men. If I am to do what He has commanded me, I must be busy about what is truly His. What is a legal, temporal tie confronted with a mystic, spiritual and eternal bond?”
“And who is this father you’re talking about? He’s the legal father, the human father, but my true Father is in heaven. He’s the Father who spoke to the patriarchs directly, who inspired the prophets. I know what He told them about me, His eternal wishes, the laws He gave to His people, the covenant He made with all humanity. If I’m going to do what He’s commanded me, I need to focus on what truly belongs to Him. What does a legal, temporary connection matter when compared to a mystical, spiritual, and eternal bond?”
THE WOODWORKER
But the hour for really leaving His home had not come for Jesus. The voice of John had not yet been heard; and with His father and mother He once more went along the road to Nazareth and returned to Joseph’s shop to help him in his trade.
But the time for Jesus to truly leave home hadn’t arrived yet. John’s voice hadn’t been heard; and with His mother and father, He traveled once again along the road to Nazareth and returned to Joseph’s workshop to help him with his trade.
Jesus did not go to school to the Scribes nor to the Greeks. But He did not lack for teachers. Three teachers He had, greater than all the learned: work, nature and the Book.
Jesus didn't attend school with the Scribes or the Greeks. But He had plenty of teachers. He had three teachers, greater than all the scholars: work, nature, and the Book.
It must never be forgotten that Jesus was a working man and the adopted son of a working man: that He was born poor, among people who worked with their hands; before He gave out His gospel He earned His daily bread with the labor of His 35hands. Those hands which blest the simple-hearted, which cured the lepers, which gave light to the blind, which brought the dead to life, those hands which were pierced with nails upon the cross, were hands which had been bathed with the sweat of labor, hands which had known the numbness of work, hands which were callous with work, hands which had held the tools of work, which had driven nails into wood, the hands of a working man.
It should never be overlooked that Jesus was a working man and the adopted son of a working man: he was born poor, among people who used their hands to earn a living; before he shared his gospel, he worked for his daily bread with the labor of his 35hands. Those hands that blessed the kind-hearted, healed the lepers, gave sight to the blind, and brought the dead back to life—those hands that were pierced by nails on the cross—were hands that had been soaked with the sweat of hard work, hands that had experienced the exhaustion of toil, hands that were calloused from labor, hands that had held tools, and had driven nails into wood, the hands of a working man.
Before being a workman of the spirit, Jesus was a man who worked with material things. He was poor before He summoned the poor to His table, to the festival of His Kingdom. He was not born into a wealthy family, into the house of luxury on a bed covered with purple and fine linen. Descendant of kings, He lived in a woodworker’s shop: Son of God He was born in a stable. He did not belong to the caste of the great, to the aristocracy of warriors, to the circles of the rich, to the Sanhedrim of the priests. He was born into the lowest class of the people, the class which has below it only the vagabonds, the beggars, the fugitives, the slaves, the criminals, the prostitutes. When He became no longer a manual worker, He went down lower yet in the eyes of respectable folk, and sought His friends in that miserable huddle which is even below the common people. But until that day when Jesus, before going down into the Inferno of the dead, went down into the Inferno of the living, His position was that of a poor working man and nothing more, in the hierarchy of castes which eternally separates men.
Before becoming a spiritual leader, Jesus was a man who worked with his hands. He was poor before he invited the poor to his table, to the celebration of his Kingdom. He wasn't born into a wealthy family or a life of luxury, draped in fine fabrics. Although he was a descendant of kings, he lived in a carpenter’s shop: as the Son of God, he was born in a stable. He didn't belong to the elite, the warrior aristocracy, the wealthy circles, or the Sanhedrin of priests. He was born into the lowest class of society, a class that has only vagabonds, beggars, fugitives, slaves, criminals, and prostitutes beneath it. When he stopped being a manual laborer, he descended even lower in the eyes of respectable people, seeking his companions in that wretched group that is even below the common people. But until the day when Jesus, before descending into the realm of the dead, went down into the depths of the living, his status was simply that of a poor working man, and nothing more, in the caste hierarchy that eternally separates humanity.
Jesus’ trade is one of the four oldest and most sacred of men’s occupations. The trades of the peasant, the mason, the smith, and the carpenter are, among the manual arts, those most impregnated with the life of man, the most innocent and the most religious. The warrior degenerates into a bandit, the sailor into a pirate, the merchant into an adventurer, but the peasant, the mason, the smith, the carpenter do not betray, cannot betray, do not become corrupt. They handle the most familiar materials, and their task is to transform them visibly into visible, solid, concrete creations, useful to all men. The peasant breaks the clod and takes from it the bread eaten by 36the saint in his grotto and the murderer in his prison; the mason squares the stone and builds up the house of the poor man, the house of the king, the house of God. The smith heats and fashions the iron to give a sword to the soldier, a plowshare to the peasant, a hammer to the carpenter. The carpenter saws and nails the wood to construct the door which protects the house from the thieves, to make the bed on which thieves and innocent people die.
Jesus' trade is one of the four oldest and most sacred occupations. The jobs of the farmer, the mason, the blacksmith, and the carpenter are, among the manual arts, the ones most deeply connected to human life, the most innocent, and the most spiritual. The warrior can turn into a bandit, the sailor into a pirate, the merchant into an adventurer, but the farmer, the mason, the blacksmith, and the carpenter do not betray, cannot betray, do not become corrupt. They work with familiar materials, and their job is to transform them into clear, solid, concrete creations that are useful to everyone. The farmer breaks the soil and produces the bread eaten by both the saint in his cave and the murderer in his prison; the mason shapes the stone to build the homes of the poor, the homes of kings, and the house of God. The blacksmith heats and shapes iron to make a sword for the soldier, a plowshare for the farmer, and a hammer for the carpenter. The carpenter saws and nails wood to construct the door that protects the home from thieves and to make the bed on which both thieves and innocent people may die.
These plain things, these common, ordinary, usual things, so usual, common and ordinary that they pass disregarded under our eyes used to more complicated marvels, are the simplest creations of man, but more miraculous and essential than any later inventions.
These simple things, these common, everyday items, so ordinary and usual that they go unnoticed by us who are used to more complicated wonders, are the easiest creations of humans, but they're more amazing and essential than any later inventions.
Jesus, the carpenter, lived in His youth in the midst of these things, made them with His hands, and for the first time by means of these things manufactured by Him, entered into communion with the daily life of men, with the most intimate and sacred life, home life. He made the table around which it is so sweet to sit in the evening with one’s friends, even if one of them is a traitor; the bed whereon man draws his first and last breath; the chest where the country wife keeps her poor clothes, her aprons, her handkerchiefs for festivals, and the starched white shirts for great days. He made the kneading trough where the flour is put, and the leaven raises it until it is ready for the oven; and the arm-chair where the old men sit around the fire of an evening to talk of never-returning youth.
Jesus, the carpenter, spent His youth surrounded by these things, creating them with His own hands. Through these items He crafted, He connected with everyday life, including the most personal and sacred parts of life at home. He built the table where it feels so nice to gather in the evening with friends, even if one of them is a traitor; the bed where a person takes their first and last breaths; the chest where the country woman keeps her simple clothes, her aprons, her festival handkerchiefs, and the starched white shirts for special occasions. He made the kneading trough for the flour, allowing it to rise with the leaven until it's ready for the oven, and the armchair where old men sit around the evening fire to reminisce about their lost youth.
Often while the thin, light shavings curled up under the steel of His plane and the sawdust rained down on the ground, Jesus must have thought of the promises of the Father, of the prophecies of old time, of what He was to create, not with boards and rules, but with spirit and truth.
Often while the thin, light shavings curled up under the steel of His plane and the sawdust rained down on the ground, Jesus must have thought about the promises of the Father, the prophecies from long ago, and what He was to create, not with boards and tools, but with spirit and truth.
His trade taught Him that to live means to transform dead and useless things into living and useful things: that the meanest material fashioned and shaped can become precious, friendly, useful to men: that the only way to bring salvation is to transform; and that just as a child’s crib or a wife’s bed can be made out of a log of olive wood, gnarled, knotty and 37earthy, so the filthy money-changer and the wretched prostitute can be transformed into true citizens of the Kingdom of Heaven.
His work taught Him that living means turning dead and useless things into living and useful ones: that even the simplest material can become valuable, friendly, and beneficial to people: that the only path to salvation is through transformation; and just as a child's crib or a wife's bed can be crafted from a twisted, knotty piece of olive wood, the filthy money-changer and the miserable prostitute can be transformed into true members of the Kingdom of Heaven.
FATHERHOOD
In nature where the sun shines on the good and on the bad, where wheat ripens and grows golden to give bread to Jew and heathen, where the stars shine on the shepherd’s cabin and the murderer’s prison; where grape clusters turn purple and swell to give wine to the wedding banquet and to the orgies of assassins; where the birds of the air freely singing find their food without fatigue, where thieving foxes also have their refuge and the lilies of the field are clad in more splendor than kings, Jesus found the earthly confirmation of His eternal certainty that God is not a Master who punishes one day of enjoyment by a thousand years of reproach, nor a fierce war-like Jehovah who commands the extermination of enemies, nor a kind of grand sultan who delights in being served by satraps of high lineage and keeps close watch that his servants execute to the last detail the rigorous ritualistic etiquette of that Regia Curia, which is the Temple.
In nature, where the sun shines on both the good and the bad, where wheat ripens and turns golden to provide bread for everyone, where the stars shine over the shepherd's home and the murderer's cell; where grapes turn purple and swell to create wine for wedding celebrations and for the feasts of killers; where birds of the air sing freely as they find food effortlessly, where crafty foxes also have their hiding spots, and where the lilies of the field are dressed in more splendor than kings, Jesus discovered the earthly proof of His eternal belief that God isn't a Master who punishes a single day of joy with countless years of shame, nor a fierce warrior God who commands the destruction of enemies, nor a grand sultan who enjoys being served by nobles of high birth and closely monitors that his servants follow to the letter the strict ceremonial etiquette of that Royal Court, which is the Temple.
As a Son, Christ knew that God is Father: Father of all mankind and not only of the people of Abraham. The love of a husband is strong but carnal and jealous. The love of a brother is often poisoned with envy; that of a son stained with rebellion; that of a friend spotted with deceit; that of a master swollen with condescending pride; only the love of a father towards his children is perfect love, pure, disinterested love. The father does for his son what he would do for no one else. His son is his creation, flesh of his flesh and of his bone, grown up by his side day by day, a completion and a complement of his own being. The old man lives again in the young man. The past sees itself in the future. He who has lived sacrifices himself for him who is to live. The father lives in the son, and feels himself exalted. This child was born to him in a moment of passion in the arms of the woman chosen from among all other women, born through the divine anguish of this woman, 38cared for and preserved by his own tears and sweat. He has seen him grow up at his feet, he has warmed his cold little hands between his own, he has heard his first words, eternal miracle ever new! He has seen his first wavering footsteps on the floor of his house. Little by little, he has seen a soul shine out in that body created by him, a new human soul, unique treasure beyond price! Little by little on that face he has seen his own features and those of the child’s mother, of that woman with whom only in this common fruit is he corporeally identified. A human couple who long to become one body through love, attain this unity only in a child. In the presence of this new being, his creation, he feels himself a creator, beneficent, powerful, happy. Because the son looks to his father for everything, and in his childhood has faith only in his father, feels safe only near his father, his father knows that he must live for him, suffer for him, work for him. A father is a God on earth for a son, and a son is almost a God for the father.
As a Son, Christ understood that God is a Father: the Father of all humanity, not just the descendants of Abraham. The love of a husband is strong but can be possessive and jealous. The love of a brother is often tainted by envy; a son's love may be marked by rebellion; a friend's love can be undermined by betrayal; a master's love may be inflated by condescending pride; only a father's love for his children is the epitome of perfect love, pure and selfless. A father does for his son what he wouldn't do for anyone else. His son is his creation, flesh of his flesh and bone of his bone, growing alongside him day by day, completing and complementing his own being. The old man lives on in the young man. The past finds reflection in the future. A man who has lived sacrifices for the one who is to live. The father lives in the son and feels uplifted. This child was born to him in a moment of passion in the arms of the woman chosen above all others, born through the divine struggle of this woman, 38 nurtured and protected by his own tears and sweat. He has watched him grow at his feet, warmed his small cold hands in his own, and heard his first words, an eternal miracle that never gets old! He has seen his first unsure steps on the floor of their home. Gradually, he has seen a soul glow within that body he created, a new human soul, a unique treasure beyond measure! Bit by bit, on that face, he recognizes his own features and those of the child's mother, the woman with whom he is physically united only in this shared offspring. A human couple who long to become one through love achieve this union only in a child. In the presence of this new being, his creation, he feels like a creator, generous, powerful, and joyful. Because the son looks to his father for everything, believing only in him during his childhood, feeling secure only with him, the father knows he must live for him, suffer for him, and work for him. A father is like a God on earth to his son, and a son is almost a God to his father.
In the love of a father there is no trace of a brother’s perfunctory sense of duty, no trace of a friend’s self-interest and rivalry, of a lover’s lustful desire, a servant’s pretense of faithfulness.
In a father's love, there’s none of the brother’s half-hearted sense of obligation, no hint of a friend's selfishness and competition, no trace of a lover’s physical desire, or a servant’s fake loyalty.
The love of a father is pure love, the only true love, the only love rightly to be called love. Purged of any elements foreign to its essence, it is the happiness of sacrificing oneself for the happiness of others.
The love of a father is genuine love, the only real love, the only love that truly deserves to be called love. Free from any outside influences, it is the joy of putting oneself aside for the happiness of others.
This idea of God as Father, which is one of the great new ideas of the gospel of Christ, this profoundly renovating idea that God is Father and loves us as a father loves his children, not as a king loves his slaves; and gives daily bread to all his children and has a loving welcome even for those who sin if only they return to lean their heads upon his breast: this idea which closes the epoch of the old covenant and marks the beginning of the new covenant, Jesus found in nature. As Son of God and one with the Father, He had always been conscious of this paternity scarcely glimpsed by the most luminous of the prophets. But now sharing all human experience He saw it reflected and as it were revealed in the universe and He was to 39use the most beautiful images of the natural world to transmit to men the first of His joyful messages.
This concept of God as a Father, which is one of the most significant new ideas in the gospel of Christ, is a deeply transformative idea that God is a Father and loves us like a father loves his children, not like a king loves his subjects; He provides for all His children and welcomes even those who have sinned, as long as they return to rest their heads on His chest: this idea marks the end of the old covenant and the start of the new covenant. Jesus found this in nature. As the Son of God and one with the Father, He had always been aware of this paternal relationship, which was only faintly understood by the greatest of the prophets. But now, experiencing all of humanity, He saw it reflected and revealed in the universe, and He would use the most beautiful images from the natural world to share the first of His joyful messages.
THE COUNTRY
Jesus, like all great souls, loved the country. The sinner craving purification, the saint moved to prayer, the poet eager to create, take refuge on the mountains in green shadows, by the sound of the water, in the midst of fields which perfume heaven, or on steep desert hills parched by the sun. Jesus took His language from the country: He hardly ever uses learned words, abstract conceptions, drab and generalizing terms. His talk blossoms with colors, is perfumed by odors of field and of orchard, is peopled by the figures of familiar animals. He saw in His Galilee the figs swelling and ripening under the great, dark leaves: He saw the dry tendrils of the vine greened over with leaves, and from the trellises the white and purple clusters hanging down for the joy of the vintage; He saw from the invisible seed, the mustard raise itself up with its rich light branches, He heard in the night the mournful rustle of the reeds shaken by the wind along the ditches: He saw the seed of grain buried in the earth and its resurrection in the form of a full ear; when the air first began to be warm, He saw the beautiful red, yellow and purple lilies in the midst of the tender green of the wheat: He saw the fresh tufts of grass, luxuriant to-day and to-morrow dried and cast into the oven; He saw the peaceful animals and the harmful animals, the dove a little vain of its brilliant neck, cooing of love on the roof, the eagle swooping down with widespread wings upon its prey; the swallows of the air which like kings cannot fall if it is not God’s wish: the crows tearing flesh from carrion with their beaks; the loving mother-hen calling the chickens under her wings when the sky darkens and thunders; the treacherous fox, after its kill, slinking back into its dark lair; and the dogs under the table of their masters begging for scraps that fall to the ground. He saw the serpent writhing through the grass and the dark viper hiding among the scattered stones of the tombs.
Jesus, like all great souls, loved the countryside. The sinner seeking redemption, the saint compelled to pray, the poet eager to create, all find solace in the mountains with their green shadows, by the sound of water, among fields that smell heavenly, or on steep sun-scorched hills. Jesus drew His language from the countryside: He rarely used complicated words, abstract ideas, or dull general terms. His speech is vibrant with colors, scented by the fragrances of fields and orchards, filled with familiar animals. He observed in His Galilee the figs swelling and ripening under the large, dark leaves; He saw the dry tendrils of the vine covered with new leaves, and from the trellises, the white and purple clusters drooping in anticipation of harvest; He noticed the mustard seed rising with its rich light branches, and at night heard the mournful rustle of the reeds swaying in the wind along the ditches. He saw the grain seed buried in the earth, resurrecting as a full ear; as the air warmed, He saw the beautiful red, yellow, and purple lilies amidst the tender green of the wheat. He observed the fresh tufts of grass, lush one day and dried the next, cast into the oven. He saw peaceful animals and the harmful ones, the dove proudly displaying its brilliant neck, cooing love from the rooftop, the eagle swooping down with its wings spread wide to catch its prey; the swallows, like kings, unable to fall unless it is God's will; the crows tearing flesh from carrion with their beaks; the loving hen calling her chicks under her wings as the sky darkens and thunders; the cunning fox sneaking back to its dark den after its kill; and the dogs under their masters' table begging for scraps that fall to the ground. He saw the serpent writhing through the grass and the dark viper hiding among the scattered stones of the tombs.
Born among the shepherds, He who was to become shepherd 40of men knew and loved the flocks; the ewes searching for the lost lamb, the lambs bleating weakly, and sucking, almost hidden under their mother’s woolly bodies, the flocks sweltering on the thin hot pastures of their hills; He loved with equal love the tiny seed which you can scarcely see on the palm of your hand and the ancient fig tree, casting its shade over the poor man’s house; the birds of the air which sow not neither do they reap; the fish silvering the meshes of the nets to feed His faithful; and raising His eyes in the sultry evenings of gathering storm, He saw the lightning flashing out of the east and shattering the darkness of the night, even into the west.
Born among the shepherds, He who would become the shepherd of people knew and loved the flocks: the ewes searching for the lost lamb, the lambs bleating weakly and nursing, almost hidden under their mother’s woolly bodies, the flocks suffering in the hot, dry pastures of their hills. He loved with equal passion the tiny seed that barely fits in the palm of your hand and the ancient fig tree casting its shade over the poor man’s house; the birds of the air that don’t sow or reap; the fish glimmering in the nets to feed His followers; and as He looked up on sultry evenings before a storm, He saw the lightning flashing from the east, breaking the darkness of the night all the way to the west.
But Jesus did not read only in the open many-colored book of the world. He knew that God spoke to men through angels, patriarchs and prophets. His words, His laws, His victories are written in the Book. Jesus knew the magic black signs by which the dead pass on to those not yet born, the thoughts and memories of olden times. Jesus read only the books where His ancestors had set down the story of His people, the will of the Lord, the vision of the Prophets, but He knew them in the letter and spirit better than the scribes and the doctors: and that knowledge gave Him the right to leave off being scholar and to become teacher.
But Jesus didn't just read the vibrant, colorful book of the world. He understood that God communicated with people through angels, ancestors, and prophets. His words, His laws, His victories are all recorded in the Book. Jesus knew the powerful symbols that link the dead to those yet to be born, the thoughts and memories of the past. He focused only on the writings where His ancestors chronicled the story of His people, the will of the Lord, and the visions of the Prophets, but He understood them in both letter and spirit far better than the scholars and the experts: and that understanding gave Him the authority to transition from being a student to becoming a teacher.
THE OLD COVENANT
Among all peoples the Jew was the most happy and the most unhappy. His story is a mystery which begins with the idyl in the Garden of Eden and ends with the tragedy of the hill of Golgotha. His first parents were molded by the luminous hands of God, were made masters of Paradise, the country of eternal, fertile summer, set in the midst of rivers, where the rich Oriental fruits hung down ready to their hand, heavy with pulp in the shade of the new young leaves. The new-created sky, not yet sullied by clouds, not yet riven by lightning, or harassed by winds, watched over the first two with all its stars.
Among all people, the Jew was the happiest and the unhappiest. His story is a mystery that starts with the idyllic life in the Garden of Eden and ends with the tragedy on the hill of Golgotha. His first parents were shaped by the radiant hands of God, made the rulers of Paradise, the land of eternal, rich summer, surrounded by rivers, where luscious Oriental fruits hung low, heavy with sweetness in the shade of fresh young leaves. The newly created sky, not yet stained by clouds, not yet torn by lightning, or disturbed by winds, watched over the first two with all its stars.
The first couple had as their duty to love God and to love each other. This was the First Covenant. Weariness unknown, grief unknown, unknown death and its terror! The 41first disobedience brought the first exile; the man was condemned to work, the woman to bring forth her young in pain. Work is painful, but it brings the reward of harvests; to give birth means suffering, but it brings the consolation of children. And yet even these inferior and imperfect felicities passed away like leaves devoured by worms. For the first time brother killed brother: human blood fallen on the earth became corrupt, gave forth an exhalation of sin: the daughters of men united themselves with demons and from them were born giants, fierce hunters and slayers of men, who turned the world into a bloody hell.
The first couple had the responsibility to love God and each other. This was the First Covenant. They experienced no weariness, no grief, and no fear of death! The first act of disobedience led to their first exile; the man was doomed to work, and the woman was destined to give birth in pain. Work is tough, but it yields the rewards of harvest; giving birth involves suffering, but it brings the joy of children. Yet, even these lesser and imperfect joys faded away like leaves consumed by worms. For the first time, one brother killed another: human blood fell to the ground and became tainted, giving off an odor of sin: the daughters of men connected with demons, and from them, giants were born—fierce hunters and killers of men—who turned the world into a bloody hell.
Then God sent His second punishment: to purify the world in an exterminating baptism He drowned in the waters of the flood all men and their crimes. One only, a righteous man, was saved and with him God signed the Second Covenant.
Then God sent His second punishment: to cleanse the world with a destructive baptism. He drowned all people and their sins in the floodwaters. Only one man, a righteous man, was saved, and with him, God established the Second Covenant.
With Noah there began the happy days of antiquity, the epoch of the patriarchs, nomad shepherds, centenarians who wandered between Chaldea and Egypt searching for grazing lands, for wells, and for peace. They had no fixed country, no houses, no cities. They brought along in caravans, numerous as armies, their fruitful wives, their loving sons, their docile daughters-in-law, their innumerable descendants, obedient man-servants and maid-servants, goring, bellowing bulls, cows with hanging udders, playful calves, rams and strong smelling he-goats, mild sheep laden with wool, great earth-colored camels, mares with round cruppers, she-goats holding their heads high and stamping impatiently; and hidden in the saddle-bags, vases of gold and silver, domestic idols of stone and metal.
With Noah, the joyful days of ancient times began, the era of the patriarchs—nomadic shepherds and centenarians who roamed between Chaldea and Egypt in search of grazing land, wells, and peace. They had no permanent homeland, no houses, no cities. They traveled in caravans, as numerous as armies, with their fruitful wives, loving sons, obedient daughters-in-law, countless descendants, loyal male and female servants, bellowing bulls, cows with heavy udders, playful calves, rams and strong-smelling male goats, gentle sheep weighed down with wool, large earth-colored camels, mares with rounded rumps, and she-goats holding their heads high and stamping their feet impatiently; and hidden in the saddle-bags were vases of gold and silver, along with domestic idols made of stone and metal.
Arrived at their destination, they spread their tents near a cistern, and the patriarch sat out under the shade of the oaks and sycamores contemplating the great camp from which rose up the smoke of the fires, the sound of the bustling steps of the women and herdsmen, the mooings, the brayings, the bleating of the animals. And the patriarch’s heart was filled with content to see all this progeny issued from his seed, all these, his herds, the human increase and the animal increase multiplying year by year.
Arriving at their destination, they set up their tents near a water reservoir, and the patriarch sat outside under the shade of the oak and sycamore trees, looking over the large camp where the smoke from the fires rose up, accompanied by the busy footsteps of women and herdsmen, the mooing, the braying, and the bleating of the animals. The patriarch felt a deep sense of satisfaction as he witnessed all this offspring from his lineage, all his herds, and the constant growth of both people and animals year after year.
42In the evening, he raised his eyes to greet the first punctual star which shone like white fire on the summit of the hill; and sometimes his curled white beard shone in the white light of the moon, which for more than a century he was wont to see in the sky at night.
42In the evening, he looked up to welcome the first star that appeared right on time, shining like white fire at the top of the hill; and sometimes his curled white beard glowed in the moonlight, which he had seen in the night sky for over a century.
Sometimes an angel of the Lord came to visit him, and before giving the message with which he was charged, ate at his table. Or, in the heat of the day, the Lord Himself, in the garb of a pilgrim, came and sat down with the old man in the shadow of the tent where they talked with each other, face to face, like two old friends who come together to discuss their affairs. The head of the tribe, master of the servants, became a servant in his turn, listened to the commands and counsels and promises and prophecies of his divine master. And between Jehovah and Abraham was signed the Third Covenant, more solemn than the other two.
Sometimes an angel of the Lord would come to visit him, and before delivering the message he was given, he would eat at his table. Or, during the heat of the day, the Lord Himself, disguised as a traveler, would sit down with the old man in the shade of the tent, where they would talk face to face, like two old friends catching up on their lives. The leader of the tribe, in charge of the servants, became a servant himself, listening to the commands, advice, promises, and prophecies of his divine master. And between Jehovah and Abraham, the Third Covenant was established, more solemn than the other two.
The son of a patriarch, sold by his brothers as a slave, rises to power in Egypt, and calls his race to him. The Jews think that they have found a fatherland and grow great in numbers and riches. But they allow themselves to be seduced by the gods of Egypt, and Jehovah prepares the third punishment. The envious Egyptians reduce them to abject slavery. That the punishment may be longer, Jehovah hardens the heart of Pharaoh, but finally raises up the second Saviour, who leads them forth from their sufferings and from the mud of Egypt.
The son of a patriarch, sold into slavery by his brothers, rises to power in Egypt and calls his people to him. The Jews believe they have found a homeland and grow strong in numbers and wealth. However, they are tempted by the gods of Egypt, and Jehovah sets the stage for the third punishment. The jealous Egyptians bring them into severe slavery. To prolong the punishment, Jehovah hardens Pharaoh's heart, but eventually raises up the second Savior, who leads them out of their suffering and the dirt of Egypt.
Their trials are not yet finished: for forty years they wander in the desert. A pillar of cloud guides them by day and a pillar of fire by night. God has assured them a Land of Promise, with rich grazing lands, well-watered, shaded by grape-vines and olives. But in the meantime they have neither water to drink nor bread to eat, and they yearn for the flesh-pots of Egypt. God brings water gushing from a rock; and manna and quails fall from heaven; but tired and uneasy, the Jews betray their God, make a calf of gold and worship it. Moses, saddened like all prophets, misunderstood like all saviours, followed unwillingly like all discoverers of new lands, falls back of the restive and rebellious crowd and begs God to let him lie down forever. But at any cost, Jehovah desires to sign the 43Fourth Covenant with His people. Moses goes down from the smoke-capped thundering mountain, with the two tables of stone whereon the very finger of God has written the Ten Commandments.
Their journey isn't over yet: for forty years they roam through the desert. A pillar of cloud leads them during the day and a pillar of fire at night. God has promised them a Land of Promise, filled with rich pastures, abundant water, and shaded by grapevines and olive trees. But for now, they have neither water to drink nor bread to eat, and they long for the food of Egypt. God brings water gushing from a rock, and manna and quails rain down from the sky; but weary and restless, the Israelites turn against God, create a golden calf, and worship it. Moses, heartbroken like all prophets, misunderstood like all saviors, and reluctantly trailing behind the restless and rebellious crowd, pleads with God to let him rest forever. But no matter what, Jehovah wants to establish the 43 Fourth Covenant with His people. Moses descends from the smoke-shrouded, thunderous mountain with the two stone tablets inscribed with the Ten Commandments, written by the very finger of God.
Moses is not to see the Promised Land, the new Paradise to be reconquered in place of the lost Paradise. But the divine pledge is kept: Joshua and the other heroes cross the Jordan, enter into the land of Canaan, and conquer the people; the cities fall at the breath of their trumpets; Deborah can sing her song of triumph. The people carry with them the God of battles, hidden behind the tents, on a cart drawn by oxen. But the enemies are numerous and have no mind to give way to the newcomers. The Jews wander here and there, shepherds and brigands, victorious when they maintain the covenants of the Law, defeated when they forget them.
Moses will not see the Promised Land, the new Paradise meant to replace the lost Paradise. But the divine promise is fulfilled: Joshua and the other leaders cross the Jordan, enter the land of Canaan, and defeat the people; the cities fall to the sound of their trumpets; Deborah can sing her victory song. The people bring with them the God of battles, hidden behind the tents on a cart pulled by oxen. However, the enemies are numerous and are not inclined to yield to the newcomers. The Jews wander aimlessly, like shepherds and outlaws, victorious when they uphold the covenants of the Law, and defeated when they forget them.
A giant with unshorn hair kills, single-handed, thousands of Philistines and Amalekites, but a woman betrays him; enemies blind him and set him to turn a mill. Heroes alone are not enough. Kings are needed. A young man of the tribe of Benjamin, tall and well-grown, while looking for his father’s strayed asses, is met by a Prophet who anoints him with the sacred oil, and makes him king of all the people. Saul becomes a powerful warrior, overcomes the Ammonites and Amalekites and founds a military kingdom, dreaded by neighboring tribes. But the same prophet who made him king, now aroused against him, raises up a rival. David, the boy shepherd, kills the king’s giant foe, tempers with his harp the black rages of the king, is loved by the king’s oldest son, marries the daughter of the king, is among the king’s captains. But Saul, suspicious and unbalanced, wishes to kill him. David hides himself in the caves of the mountains, becomes a robber chief. He goes into the service of the Philistines, and when they conquer and kill Saul on the hills of Gilboa, he becomes in his turn king of all Israel. The bold sheep-tender, great as poet and as king, yet cruel and lustful, founds his house in Jerusalem, and with the aid of his gibborim, or body-guard, overcomes and subjugates the surrounding kingdoms. For the first time, the Jew is feared: for centuries after this he was to long for the 44return of David, and to hope for a descendant of David to save him from his abject subjugation.
A giant with uncut hair single-handedly kills thousands of Philistines and Amalekites, but a woman betrays him; his enemies blind him and make him grind grain. Heroes alone aren’t enough. Kings are necessary. A young man from the tribe of Benjamin, tall and strong, is looking for his father’s lost donkeys when he meets a prophet who anoints him with sacred oil and makes him king over all the people. Saul becomes a powerful warrior, defeating the Ammonites and Amalekites, and establishes a military kingdom that neighboring tribes fear. However, the same prophet who made him king now turns against him and raises a rival. David, the young shepherd, kills the king's giant enemy, soothes the king's dark moods with his harp, is loved by the king's eldest son, marries the king's daughter, and serves as one of the king's commanders. But Saul, suspicious and unstable, wants to kill him. David hides in the mountain caves and becomes a leader of bandits. He eventually serves the Philistines, and when they conquer and kill Saul on the hills of Gilboa, he becomes king of all Israel. The daring shepherd, excelling as a poet and king yet also cruel and lustful, establishes his dynasty in Jerusalem and, with the help of his mighty warriors, conquers and subjugates the surrounding kingdoms. For the first time, the Jew is feared: for centuries after this, they would long for David's return and hope for a descendant of David to save them from their humiliation.
David is the King of the sword and of song. Solomon is the King of gold and of wisdom. Gold is brought to him as a tribute: he decks with gold the first sumptuous house of Jehovah. He sends ships to faraway Ophir in search of gold; the Queen of Sheba lays down sacks of gold at his feet. But all the splendor of gold and the wisdom of Solomon are not enough to save the king from impurity and his kingdom from ruin. He takes strange women to wife and worships strange gods. The Lord pardons his old age, in memory of his youth, but at his death the kingdom is divided and the dark and shameful centuries of the decadence begin. Plots in the palace, murders of kings, revolts of chiefs, wretched civil wars, periods of idol-worship followed by passing reforms, fill the period of the separation. Prophets appear and admonish, but the kings turn a deaf ear or drive them away. The enemies of Israel grow more powerful. The Phœnicians, the Egyptians, the Assyrians, the Babylonians, one after another, invade the two kingdoms, extort tribute and finally, about 600 years before the birth of Jesus, Jerusalem is destroyed, the temple of Jehovah is demolished and the Jews are led as slaves to the rivers of Babylon. The cup of their infidelity and of their sins runs over and the same God who liberated them from the slavery of the Egyptians gives them over as slaves to the Babylonians. This is the fourth punishment and the most terrible of all because it is to have no end. From that time on, the Jews were always to be dispersed among strangers and subject to foreigners. Some of them were to return to reconstruct Jerusalem and its temple, but the country, invaded by the Scythians, tributary to the Persians, conquered by the Greeks, was after the last attempt of the Maccabeans finally given over to the hands of a dynasty of Arab barbarians, subject to the Romans.
David is the King of the sword and song. Solomon is the King of gold and wisdom. Gold is brought to him as a tribute; he decorates the first grand house of Jehovah with gold. He sends ships to distant Ophir in search of gold; the Queen of Sheba lays down sacks of gold at his feet. But all the splendor of gold and Solomon's wisdom aren't enough to save the king from moral failing or his kingdom from ruin. He takes foreign women as wives and worships foreign gods. The Lord forgives his old age, remembering his youth, but upon his death, the kingdom is divided, and dark and shameful centuries of decline begin. Palace plots, the murders of kings, revolts of leaders, miserable civil wars, periods of idol worship followed by brief reforms fill the time of separation. Prophets appear to warn, but the kings ignore them or drive them away. Israel's enemies grow stronger. The Phoenicians, Egyptians, Assyrians, and Babylonians invade the two kingdoms one after another, demand tribute, and finally, around 600 years before Jesus was born, Jerusalem is destroyed, the temple of Jehovah is demolished, and the Jews are taken as slaves to the rivers of Babylon. Their cup of infidelity and sin overflows, and the same God who freed them from Egyptian slavery hands them over as slaves to the Babylonians. This is the fourth punishment, and the worst of all because it has no end. From that point on, the Jews would always be scattered among strangers and subject to outsiders. Some would return to rebuild Jerusalem and its temple, but the land, invaded by the Scythians, under Persian rule, conquered by the Greeks, was ultimately handed over to a dynasty of Arab conquerors, subject to the Romans.
This race, which for so many years lived rich and free in the desert, and for a day was master of kingdoms and believed itself, under the protection of its God, the first people of the earth, was now reduced in numbers, spurned and commanded by foreigners, was the laughing-stock of the nations, the Job 45among peoples. After the death of Jesus, its fate was to be harder yet: Jerusalem destroyed for the second time: in the devastated province only Greeks and Romans holding sway, and the last fragments of Israel scattered over the earth like dust of the street driven before the sirocco.
This race, which for so many years thrived freely in the desert and for a day ruled kingdoms, believing itself to be the first people on earth under the protection of its God, was now reduced in number, dismissed and controlled by outsiders. It had become the laughingstock of the nations, the Job among peoples. After Jesus' death, its fate would become even harsher: Jerusalem was destroyed a second time, and in the ravaged province, only Greeks and Romans held power, while the last remnants of Israel were scattered across the earth like dust swept away by the wind.
Never were people so loved nor so dreadfully chastised by their God. Chosen to be the first, they were the servants of the last. Aspiring to have a victorious country of their own, they were exiles and slaves in other men’s lands.
Never have people been so loved or so harshly punished by their God. Selected to be the first, they became the servants of the last. Desiring to have a victorious nation of their own, they found themselves as exiles and slaves in other people's lands.
Although more pastoral than warlike, they never were at peace either with themselves or with others. They fought with their neighbors, with their guests, with their leaders. They fought with their prophets and with their God Himself.
Although more focused on farming than fighting, they were never truly at peace with themselves or others. They clashed with their neighbors, with their guests, and with their leaders. They argued with their prophets and even with God Himself.
Breeding-ground of corruption, governed by men guilty of homicide, treachery, adultery, incest, robbery, simony and idolatry, yet their women gave birth to the most perfect saints of the Orient, upright, admonishing, solitary prophets; and finally from this race was born the Father of the new saints, He who had been awaited by all the Prophets.
Breeding ground of corruption, run by men guilty of murder, betrayal, infidelity, incest, theft, bribery, and idolatry, yet their women gave birth to the most perfect saints of the East—righteous, wise, solitary prophets; and finally from this lineage was born the Father of the new saints, the one who had been awaited by all the Prophets.
This people which created no metaphysics nor science, nor music, nor sculpture, nor art, nor architecture of its own, wrote the grandest poetry of antiquity, glowing with sublimity in the Psalms and in the Prophets, inimitably tender in the stories of Joseph and Ruth, burning with voluptuous passion in the Song of Songs.
This group of people, who didn’t create their own metaphysics, science, music, sculpture, art, or architecture, wrote the greatest poetry of ancient times, filled with grandeur in the Psalms and the Prophets, uniquely tender in the stories of Joseph and Ruth, and intensely passionate in the Song of Songs.
Grown up in the midst of the cults of local rustic gods, they conceived the love of God, the one universal Father. Rich in gold and lands, they could boast in their prophets of the first defenders of the poor, and they conceived of the negation of riches. The same people who had cut the throat of human victims on their altars, and massacred whole cities of guiltless people, gave disciples to Him who preached love for our enemies. This people, jealous of their jealous God, always betrayed Him to run after other gods. Of their temple, three times built and three times destroyed, nothing remains but a piece of a wall, barely enough so that a line of mourners may lean their heads against it to hide their tears.
Grown up in the midst of the cults of local rustic gods, they developed a love for God, the one universal Father. Wealthy in gold and land, they could proudly refer to their prophets as the first defenders of the poor, and they embraced the idea of rejecting riches. The same people who had sacrificed human victims on their altars and massacred entire cities of innocent people produced followers of Him who preached love for our enemies. This people, envious of their envious God, constantly betrayed Him to pursue other gods. Of their temple, built three times and destroyed three times, nothing remains but a fragment of a wall, just enough for a line of mourners to lean their heads against it to hide their tears.
But this perplexing and contradictory people, superhuman 46and wretched, the first and the last of all, the happiest and the most unhappy of all, although it serves other nations, still dominates other nations with its money and with its Bible. Although without a country of its own for centuries, it is among the owners of all countries. Although it crucified its greatest Son with His blood, it divided the history of the world into two parts: and the progeny of those god-killers has become the most infamous but the most sacred of all the peoples.
But this confusing and contradictory people, both extraordinary and miserable, the first and the last of everyone, the happiest and the most unhappy, even while serving other nations, still dominates them with its wealth and its Bible. Though it hasn’t had its own country for centuries, it is among the owners of all countries. Even after crucifying its greatest Son with His blood, it split the history of the world into two parts; and the descendants of those who killed God have become the most infamous yet the most sacred of all peoples.
THE PROPHETS
Never was a people so warned as were the Jews, from the beginning of the temporal kingdom to its dismemberment: in the great days of the victorious Kings, in the sorrowful days of exile, in the evil days of slavery, in the tragic days of the dispersion.
Never has a group been warned as much as the Jews, from the start of their kingdom to its downfall: during the glorious days of the triumphant kings, in the difficult days of exile, in the harsh days of slavery, and in the tragic days of dispersion.
India has its ascetics, who hide themselves in the wilderness to conquer the body and drown the soul in the infinite. China had its familiar sages, peaceful grandfathers who taught civic morality to working people and emperors. Greece had her philosophers, who in their shady porticos contrived harmonious systems and dialectic pitfalls. Rome had its lawgivers who recorded on bronze for the peoples and the centuries the rules of the highest justice attainable to those who command and possess. The Middle Ages had their preachers, who wore themselves out in the effort to arouse drowsy Christianity to a remembrance of the Passion and the terror of Hell. The Jewish people had the Prophets.
India has its ascetics who isolate themselves in the wilderness to master their bodies and immerse their souls in the infinite. China had its wise sages, peaceful elders who taught moral values to both workers and emperors. Greece had its philosophers, who developed harmonious systems and logical challenges in their shaded colonnades. Rome had its lawgivers who recorded the principles of the highest justice on bronze for the people and future generations. The Middle Ages had their preachers, who exhausted themselves trying to awaken a sleepy Christianity to the significance of the Passion and the fear of Hell. The Jewish people had the Prophets.
The Prophets did not give forth their prophecies in caves, spitting out saliva and words together from their tripods. They spoke of the future, but not merely of the future. They foretold things not yet happened, but they also brought to mind the past. They possessed time in its three phases; deciphering the past, illuminating the present and threatening the future.
The Prophets didn’t deliver their messages in caves, mixing saliva and words from their tripods. They talked about the future, but not just that. They predicted things that hadn’t happened yet, but they also reminded us of the past. They held time in all three phases; interpreting the past, shining a light on the present, and warning about the future.
The Jewish Prophet is a voice speaking, or a hand writing, a voice speaking in the palace of the King or in the caves of the mountains, on the steps of the Temple and in the precincts 47of the capitol. He is a voice that prays, a prayer that threatens, a threat that breaks out into divine hope. His heart is afflicted, his mouth is full of bitterness, his arm is raised, pointing out punishment to come; he suffers for his people; because he loves his people, he vituperates them: he punishes them that they may be purified; and after massacres and flames, he teaches the resurrection and the life, triumph and blessedness, the reign of the new David and the Covenant not to be broken.
The Jewish Prophet is a voice that speaks or a hand that writes, a voice resonating in the palace of the King or in the mountain caves, on the steps of the Temple and in the areas around the capitol. He is a voice that prays, a prayer that also threatens, a threat that transforms into divine hope. His heart is troubled, his mouth is filled with bitterness, and his arm is raised, indicating the punishment to come; he suffers for his people; because he loves his people, he criticizes them: he disciplines them so they can be purified; and after massacres and flames, he teaches about resurrection and life, triumph and happiness, the reign of the new David and the unbreakable Covenant.
The Prophet leads the idolater back to the true God, reminds the perjurer of his oath, recalls charity to the oppressor, purity to the corrupt, mercy to the fierce, justice to kings, obedience to rebels, punishment to sinners, humbleness to the proud. He goes before the king and reproaches him, he goes down among the dregs of the people and scourges them: he greets priests with blame; presents himself to the rich and brings them to confusion. He announces consolation to the poor, recompense to the afflicted, health to the sick, liberation to enslaved peoples, the coming of the conqueror to the humiliated nation.
The Prophet guides the idolater back to the true God, reminds the liar of their oath, brings charity to the oppressor, purity to the corrupt, mercy to the fierce, justice to kings, obedience to rebels, punishment to sinners, and humility to the proud. He confronts the king and holds him accountable, goes among the downtrodden and challenges them; he criticizes priests; he approaches the wealthy and exposes their shame. He offers comfort to the poor, rewards to the afflicted, healing to the sick, freedom to enslaved people, and the arrival of the conqueror to the oppressed nation.
He is not a king, nor a prince, nor a priest, nor a scribe: he is only a man, a poor, unarmed man, without investitures and without followers. He is a solitary voice, a lamenting voice grieving, a puissant voice howling and calling down shame, a voice which calls to repentance and promises eternity.
He is not a king, nor a prince, nor a priest, nor a scribe: he is just a man, a poor, unarmed man, without titles and without followers. He is a solitary voice, a voice of sorrow mourning, a powerful voice crying out and denouncing shame, a voice that calls for repentance and promises eternity.
The Prophet is not a philosopher; it matters little to him whether the world be made of water or of fire, if water and fire cannot purify men’s souls.
The Prophet isn't a philosopher; it doesn't really matter to him if the world is made of water or fire, as long as water and fire can't cleanse people's souls.
He is a poet, but without will or consciousness that he is, when the fullness of his indignation and the splendor of his vision create powerful images which rhetoricians never could invent. He is not a priest, for he has never been anointed in the temple by the mercenary guardians of the Book; he is not a King, for he does not command armed men, and as sword has only the Word which comes from on high; he is not a soldier, but he is ready to die for his God and his people.
He’s a poet, but he doesn’t realize that he is, when the depth of his anger and the brilliance of his vision create powerful images that no rhetorical device could ever conjure. He’s not a priest, because he’s never been blessed in the temple by the greedy protectors of the Book; he’s not a king, since he doesn’t lead armed men, and his only weapon is the Word that comes from above; he’s not a soldier, but he’s ready to die for his God and his people.
The prophet is a voice speaking in the name of God; a hand writing at God’s dictation; he is a messenger sent by God to warn those wandering from the right path, who have forgotten 48the Covenant. He is the secretary, the interpreter, and the delegate of God, and thus superior to the King who does not obey God, superior to the priest who does not understand God, to the people who have deserted God to run after idols of wood and stone!
The prophet is a voice speaking for God; a hand writing what God dictates; he is a messenger sent by God to warn those straying from the right path, who have forgotten the Covenant. He is the secretary, the interpreter, and the representative of God, and therefore holds more authority than the King who doesn’t obey God, more than the priest who doesn’t grasp God, and more than the people who have abandoned God to pursue idols made of wood and stone!
The Prophet is the man who sees with a troubled heart but with clear eyes the evil which reigns to-day, the punishment which will come to-morrow, and the kingdom of happiness which will follow punishment and repentance.
The Prophet is the person who, with a heavy heart but clear vision, acknowledges the evil that exists today, the consequences that will come tomorrow, and the state of happiness that will follow after punishment and repentance.
He speaks in the name of the mute, he is a hand for him who cannot write, a defender for the people scattered and oppressed, an advocate for the poor, an avenger for the humble who cry out under the heel of the powerful. He is not on the side of those who tyrannize, but of those who are trodden under foot. He does not seek out the satiated and the greedy, but the hungry and the wretched.
He speaks for those who can’t, he’s a voice for those who can’t write, a defender for the scattered and oppressed, an advocate for the poor, and an avenger for the humble who cry out beneath the powerful. He doesn’t side with the tyrants, but with those who are downtrodden. He doesn’t seek out the satisfied and the greedy, but the hungry and the miserable.
A troublesome importunate and inopportune voice, hated by the great, out of favor with the crowd, not always understood even by his disciples. Like a hyena scenting from far the stench of carrion, like a raven always croaking out the same cry, like a hungry wolf howling on the mountain top, the prophet goes up and down the streets of Israel followed by suspicion and malediction. Only the poor and the oppressed bless him; but the poor are weak and the oppressed can only listen in silence. Like all loud truthtellers, who disturb the slumbering majority, who unsettle the sordid peace of the masters, he is avoided like a leper, persecuted like an enemy. Kings can barely tolerate him, priests regard him as an enemy, the rich detest him.
A bothersome, persistent, and ill-timed voice, disliked by the powerful and out of favor with the public, not always understood even by his followers. Like a hyena catching the smell of dead animals from a distance, like a raven constantly cawing the same sound, like a hungry wolf howling from the mountaintop, the prophet roams the streets of Israel, followed by doubt and curses. Only the poor and the oppressed praise him; but the poor are weak, and the oppressed can only listen in silence. Like all those who speak the loud truth and disturb the comfortable majority, who disrupt the unseemly peace of the powerful, he is shunned like a leper and treated like an enemy. Kings can barely stand him, priests view him as a foe, and the wealthy despise him.
Elijah is forced to flee before the wrath of Jezebel, slayer of prophets; Amos is banished beyond Israel by Amaziah, priest of Bethel; Isaiah is killed by the order of Manesseh; Urijah cut down by King Jehoiakim; Zacharias stoned between the temple and the altar; Jonah thrown into the sea; the sword is prepared for the neck of John, and the cross is ready from which Jesus will hang. The Prophet is an accuser, but men are not willing to admit that they are guilty. He is an intercessor, but the blind are not willing to be guided by the enlightened. 49He is an announcer, but the deaf do not hear his promises. He is a saviour, but men rotting in fatal diseases delight in their maladies and refuse to be cured. Yet the word of the Prophets shall be the eternal testimony in favor of this race which exterminated them but was capable of generating them. And the death of a prophet, who is more than all the prophets, shall suffice to expiate the crimes of all the other peoples who grub about in the dirt of the earth.
Elijah has to run away from the anger of Jezebel, who kills prophets; Amos gets exiled outside of Israel by Amaziah, the priest of Bethel; Isaiah is executed on Manasseh's orders; Urijah is struck down by King Jehoiakim; Zacharias is stoned between the temple and the altar; Jonah is tossed into the sea; the sword is ready for John’s neck, and the cross is prepared for Jesus to hang on. The Prophet brings charges, but people won’t admit they’re guilty. He serves as an intercessor, but the blind refuse to follow the guidance of the enlightened. 49He is a messenger, but the deaf ignore his promises. He is a savior, but those suffering from deadly diseases revel in their afflictions and refuse to seek healing. Yet the words of the Prophets will always stand as a testament to this race that destroyed them but was also capable of producing them. And the death of a prophet, who is greater than all the others, will be enough to atone for the wrongs of all the other peoples who wallow in the dirt of the earth.
HE WHO WILL COME
In the house at Nazareth Jesus meditates on the Commandments of the Law, and in the fiery laments of the Prophets He recognizes His destiny. The promises are insistent like knocking on obstinately closed doors. They are repeated, reiterated, never denied, always confirmed. Precise, minute with irrefutable testimony, they foretell the story. When Jesus at the beginning of His thirtieth year presents Himself to men as the Son of Man, He knows what awaits Him, even to the last: His life to come is already set down day by day in pages written before His earthly birth.
In the house in Nazareth, Jesus reflects on the Commandments of the Law, and in the passionate cries of the Prophets, He recognizes His purpose. The promises keep knocking like persistent taps on stubbornly closed doors. They’re repeated, emphasized, never denied, always affirmed. Clear, detailed, with undeniable evidence, they predict the story. When Jesus, at the start of His thirtieth year, presents Himself to people as the Son of Man, He knows what is in store for Him, right to the end: His future is already outlined day by day in pages written before His earthly birth.
He knows that God promised Moses a new prophet, “I will raise them up a prophet from among their brethren, like unto thee, and will put my words in his mouth; and he shall speak unto them all that I shall command him.” God will make a new covenant with His people. “Not according to the covenant that I made with their fathers ... but I will put my law in their inward parts, and write it in their hearts.... I will forgive their iniquity, and I will remember their sin no more.” A covenant inscribed upon souls and not upon stone; a covenant of forgiveness and not of punishment!
He knows that God promised Moses a new prophet, “I will raise up a prophet from among their brothers, like you, and I will put my words in his mouth; and he will speak to them everything I command him.” God will establish a new covenant with His people. “Not like the covenant I made with their ancestors ... but I will put my law in their hearts and write it on their minds.... I will forgive their wrongdoing, and I won’t remember their sin anymore.” A covenant written on souls, not on stone; a covenant of forgiveness, not punishment!
The Messiah will have a precursor to announce Him. “Behold, I will send my messenger, and he shall prepare the way before me.”
The Messiah will have someone to announce His arrival. "Look, I will send my messenger, and he will prepare the way for me."
“For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, the mighty God, the everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace.” But the people will be blind to 50Him and will not listen to Him: “Make the heart of this people fat, and make their ears heavy, and shut their eyes: lest they see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and understand with their hearts, and convert, and be healed.”
“For to us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government will rest on his shoulders. He will be called Wonderful, Counselor, the Mighty God, the Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace.” But the people will be blind to him and will not listen to him: “Make the hearts of these people dull, make their ears heavy, and close their eyes; otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears, understand with their hearts, turn, and be healed.”
“And he shall be a stone of stumbling and for a rock of offence to both the houses of Israel, for a gin and for a snare to the inhabitants of Jerusalem.”
“And he will be a stumbling block and a rock of offense to both houses of Israel, a trap and a snare for the people living in Jerusalem.”
He will not magnify and flaunt Himself: He will not come in proud triumph, “Rejoice greatly, O daughter of Zion, shout O daughter of Jerusalem, behold thy King cometh unto thee: he is just and having salvation, lowly and riding upon an ass, and upon a colt, the foal of an ass.”
He won’t show off or boast about Himself. He won’t arrive in grand celebration, “Rejoice greatly, O daughter of Zion, shout O daughter of Jerusalem, look, your King is coming to you: He is righteous and brings salvation, humble and riding on a donkey, and on a colt, the foal of a donkey.”
He will bring justice and will lift up the unhappy; “... because the Lord hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the broken-hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound; ... to comfort all that mourn.” “The meek also shall increase their joy in the Lord, and the poor among men shall rejoice in the Holy One of Israel. For the terrible one is brought to naught, and the scorner is consumed, and all that watch for iniquity are cut off.”
He will deliver justice and lift up those who are suffering; “... because the Lord has chosen me to share good news with the humble; he has sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to announce freedom to those in captivity, and to open the prison to those who are confined; ... to comfort everyone who is grieving.” “The humble will also find greater joy in the Lord, and the poor will celebrate in the Holy One of Israel. For the oppressor will be brought to nothing, and the mocker will be silenced, and all who wait for wrongdoing will be cut off.”
“Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped. Then shall the lame man leap as an hart, and the tongue of the dumb sing.”
“Then the eyes of the blind will be opened, and the ears of the deaf will be cleared. Then the lame will leap like a deer, and the tongue of the mute will sing.”
“I, the Lord, have called thee in righteousness ... to open the blind eyes, to bring out the prisoners from the prison, and them that sit in darkness from the prison-house.”
“I, the Lord, have called you in righteousness ... to open the eyes of the blind, to free the prisoners from their cells, and to bring those who sit in darkness out of the dungeon.”
But He will be vilified and tortured by the very people He comes to save: “he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him. He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised and we esteemed him not.
But He will be criticized and mistreated by the very people He comes to save: “He has no attractive appearance; and when we see him, there is no beauty that draws us to him. He is rejected and overlooked by people; a man of suffering and familiar with pain: and we turned our faces away from him; he was despised and we did not value him.
“Surely he hath borne our griefs and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.
“Surely he has taken on our grief and carried our sorrows: yet we considered him stricken, punished by God, and afflicted.
“But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon 51him; and with his stripes we are healed. All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.
“But he was hurt for our wrongdoings, he was beaten for our sins: the punishment that brought us peace was on him; and by his wounds we are healed. We all, like sheep, have gone off track; we have each followed our own path; and the Lord has put on him the sins of us all.
“He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth ... for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken.
“He was oppressed and afflicted, yet he didn’t open his mouth; he was led like a lamb to the slaughter, and like a sheep before its shearers is silent, so he didn’t say a word... for he was taken away from the land of the living; for the sins of my people, he was punished.
“Yet it pleased the Lord to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the Lord shall prosper in his hand. He shall see of the travail of his soul and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities. Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death; and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sins of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.”
“Yet it pleased the Lord to wound him; he has caused him grief: when you make his soul an offering for sin, he will see his descendants, he will prolong his days, and the Lord’s pleasure will succeed in his hands. He will see the results of his suffering and will be satisfied: through his knowledge, my righteous servant will justify many; for he will carry their sins. Therefore, I will give him a share with the great, and he will share the rewards with the strong; because he has poured out his soul unto death; and he was counted among the sinners; and he carried the sins of many, and made intercession for the sinners.”
He will not draw back before the vilest insults. “I gave my back to the smiters, and my cheeks to them that plucked off the hair: I hid not my face from shame and spitting.”
He won’t back down from the worst insults. “I offered my back to those who struck me, and my cheeks to those who pulled out my beard: I didn’t hide my face from humiliation and spit.”
All will be against Him in the supreme moment. “They have spoken against me with a lying tongue. They compassed me about also with words of hatred; and fought against me without a cause. For my love they are my adversaries.”
All will turn against Him in that ultimate moment. “They have lied about me. They surrounded me with hateful words and fought against me without reason. For my love, they have become my enemies.”
The son cries to the Father:
The son cries out to the Father:
“Thou hast known my reproach, and my shame, and my dishonor: mine adversaries are all before thee.
“Yo, you know my disgrace, my shame, and my dishonor: all my enemies are right in front of you.
“Reproach hath broken my heart; and I am full of heaviness: and I looked for some to take pity, but there was none; and for comforters, but I found none.
"Criticism has shattered my heart, and I feel overwhelmed with sadness: I hoped for someone to show me compassion, but there was no one; and for people to offer comfort, but I found no one."
“They gave me also gall for my meat; and in my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink.”
“They also gave me poison for food, and when I was thirsty, they gave me vinegar to drink.”
They pierce Him with nails and divide His clothes among themselves.
They nail Him to the cross and split up His clothes among themselves.
“For dogs have compassed me: the assembly of the wicked have inclosed me: they pierced my hands and my feet
“For dogs have surrounded me; a crowd of the wicked has enclosed me; they pierced my hands and my feet.
52“... they look and stare upon me. They part my garments among them, and cast lots upon my vesture.”
52“... they look and stare at me. They divide my clothes among themselves, and gamble for my robe.”
Too late they will understand what they have done and will repent.
They will realize too late what they've done and will feel regret.
“... and they shall look upon me whom they have pierced, and they shall mourn for him, as one mourneth for his only son, and shall be in bitterness for him, as one that is in bitterness for his first born.”
“... and they will look at me, the one they have pierced, and they will mourn for him like someone mourns for their only son, and they will feel deep sorrow for him, like someone grieving for their firstborn.”
“Yea, all kings shall bow down before him: all nations shall serve him.
"Yes, all kings will kneel before him: all nations will serve him."
“For he shall deliver the needy when he crieth; the poor also, and him that hath no helper. He shall spare the poor and needy, and shall save the souls of the needy.”
“For he will rescue the needy when they cry out; the poor and those who have no one to help them. He will take care of the poor and needy, and will save the lives of those in need.”
“The sons also of them that afflicted thee shall come bending unto thee; and all they that despised thee shall bow themselves down at the soles of thy feet.”
“The sons of those who oppressed you will come and bow down before you; and all those who looked down on you will kneel at your feet.”
“For behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, and gross darkness the people: but the Lord shall arise upon thee, and his glory shall be seen upon thee.
“For look, darkness will cover the earth, and deep darkness the people: but the Lord will rise upon you, and his glory will be seen upon you."
“And the Gentiles shall come to thy light, and kings to the brightness of thy rising.
“And the nations shall come to your light, and kings to the brightness of your rising.”
“Lift up thine eyes round about, and see: all they gather themselves together, they come to thee: thy sons shall come from far, and thy daughters shall be nursed at thy side.”
“Lift up your eyes all around and see: they all gather together, they come to you: your sons will come from far away, and your daughters will be nursed at your side.”
“Behold, I have given him for a witness to the people, a leader and commander to the people. Behold, thou shalt call a nation that thou knowest not, and nations that knew not thee shall run into thee because of the Lord thy God.”
“Look, I have made him a witness for the people, a leader and commander for them. You will call a nation you don’t know, and nations that don’t know you will come to you because of the Lord your God.”
These and other words are remembered by Jesus in the vigil before His departure. He foresees it all and does not turn away from it. From now on He knows His fate, the ingratitude of heart, the deafness of His friends, the hatred of the powerful, the scourgings, the spittings, insults, scoffings, obloquy, piercing of the hands and feet, tortures and death. He knows that the Jews, carnal-minded materialists embittered by humiliation, full of rancor and evil thoughts, are not awaiting a poor, gentle, despised Messiah. They all, except a few of 53clear and prophetic vision, are dreaming of a terrestrial Messiah, an armed King, a second David, a warrior who will shed real blood, the red blood of enemies, who will rebuild more splendidly than ever the palace of Solomon and the Temple. All the kings will bring tribute to Him, not tribute of love and reverence, but of massy gold and silver coin. This earthly King will revenge Himself on the enemies of Israel, on those who make Israel suffer, who hold the people of Israel in slavery. The slaves will be masters and the masters slaves, and all the countries of the world will have their capital at Jerusalem and crowned kings will kneel before the throne of the new king of Israel. The fields of Israel will be more fertile than all the others, their pastures richer, their flocks will multiply endlessly, wheat and barley will be harvested twice a year, the ears of wheat will be heavier than in the past, and two men will bend under the weight of a single bunch of grapes. There will not be enough wine-skins to contain the vintage nor enough jars to hold all the oil, and honey will be found in the hollows of the trees and in the hedges of the roads. The branches of the trees will break under the weight of the fruit, and the fruit will be pulpy and sweet as it never was before.
These and other words are remembered by Jesus during the vigil before His departure. He sees it all and doesn’t shy away from it. From this point on, He knows His destiny—the ingratitude of the heart, the deafness of His friends, the hatred of the powerful, the beatings, spittings, insults, mockery, disgrace, the piercing of His hands and feet, torture, and death. He understands that the Jews, focused on material gains and bitter from humiliation, filled with resentment and evil thoughts, are not looking for a humble, gentle, despised Messiah. All of them, except for a few with clear and prophetic insight, are dreaming of a worldly Messiah, an armed King, a second David, a warrior who will shed real blood, the bright red blood of enemies who will rebuild the palace of Solomon and the Temple in grander style than before. All the kings will bring Him tribute, not out of love and respect, but in the form of heavy gold and silver coins. This earthly King will take revenge on the enemies of Israel, those who make Israel suffer and who enslave the people of Israel. The slaves will become masters and the masters will become slaves, and all the nations of the world will have their capital in Jerusalem, where crowned kings will kneel before the throne of the new king of Israel. The fields of Israel will be more fertile than any others, their pastures will be richer, their flocks will multiply without end, wheat and barley will be harvested twice a year, the ears of wheat will be bigger than ever, and two men will struggle to carry a single bunch of grapes. There won’t be enough wine-skins to hold all the wine, nor enough jars for all the oil, and honey will be found in the hollows of trees and along the roads. The branches of the trees will bend under the weight of the fruit, and the fruit will be juicier and sweeter than it has ever been before.
This is the Messiah expected by the Jews who surround Jesus. He knows He cannot give them what they seek, that He cannot be the victorious warrior and the proud king towering up among subject kings. He knows that His kingdom is not of this earth and that He will be able to offer only a little bread, all His blood and all His love. They will not believe in Him, will torture Him and will kill Him as a false pretender. He knows all that. He knows it as if He had seen it with His eyes and endured it with His body and soul. But He knows that the seed of His word thrown into the earth among thistles and thorns, trampled under foot by assassins, will start into life when spring comes. At first beaten down by the wind, little by little it will grow, until finally it becomes a tree stretching its branches up to the sky, covering the earth with the boughs. And all men can sit round about it, remembering the death of Him who planted it.
This is the Messiah that the Jews surrounding Jesus expect. He knows He can't give them what they're looking for, that He can't be the triumphant warrior and the proud king towering over other kings. He understands that His kingdom isn't of this world and that He can only offer a little bread, all His blood, and all His love. They will not believe in Him, will torture Him, and will kill Him as a fake. He knows all of this. He knows it as if He has seen it with His eyes and endured it with His body and soul. But He knows that the seed of His word, thrown into the ground among thistles and thorns, trampled by attackers, will come to life when spring arrives. Initially beaten down by the wind, it will gradually grow, until it becomes a tree reaching its branches up to the sky, covering the earth with its boughs. And all people can gather around it, remembering the death of Him who planted it.
THE PROPHET OF FIRE
While Jesus, in the poor little work-shop at Nazareth, was handling the ax and the square, a voice was raised in the desert towards Jordan and the Dead Sea. Last of the Prophets, John the Baptist called the Jews to repent, announced the approach of the Kingdom of Heaven, predicted the coming of the Messiah, reproved the sinners who came to him, and plunged them into the water of the river, that this outer washing might be the beginning of an inner purification.
While Jesus was in the small workshop in Nazareth, working with the ax and the square, a voice was raised in the desert near the Jordan and the Dead Sea. As the last of the Prophets, John the Baptist called on the Jews to repent, announced the arrival of the Kingdom of Heaven, predicted the coming of the Messiah, reprimanded the sinners who came to him, and immersed them in the waters of the river, so that this outward cleansing could mark the beginning of an inner purification.
In that dark age of the Herods, old Judea profaned by the Idumean usurpers, contaminated by Greek infiltration, scorned by the Roman soldiery; without King, without unity, without glory; already half dispersed throughout the world; betrayed by their own priests; always remembering the grandeur of their earthly kingdom of a thousand years ago; always obstinately hoping for a great vengeance, for a miraculous resurrection, for a return of victory in a triumph of its God, in the coming of a Saviour, of a liberator, of an anointed one who should reign in a new Jerusalem stronger and more beautiful than that of Solomon, and from Jerusalem dominate all the peoples, overcome all other monarchs, conquer all empires and bring happiness to its nation and to all men,—old Judea hating its masters, robbed by the publicans, plagued by the mercenary scribes and by the hypocritical Pharisees, old Judea divided, humiliated, plundered and yet in spite of all its shame full of faith for the future, willingly lent an ear to the voice of the desert, and hastened to the banks of the Jordan.
In that dark time of the Herods, old Judea was tainted by the Idumean usurpers, invaded by Greek influences, and looked down upon by Roman soldiers; it lacked a king, unity, and glory; already half scattered across the globe; betrayed by their own priests; always remembering the greatness of their earthly kingdom from a thousand years ago; always stubbornly hoping for a great reckoning, a miraculous revival, a return to victory in a triumph of their God, with the coming of a Savior, a liberator, an anointed one who would reign in a new Jerusalem, stronger and more beautiful than Solomon's, and from Jerusalem dominate all peoples, defeat all other kings, conquer all empires, and bring happiness to their nation and to all humanity—old Judea despising its masters, exploited by tax collectors, troubled by greedy scribes and hypocritical Pharisees, old Judea divided, humiliated, plundered, and yet, despite all its shame, filled with faith for the future, listened eagerly to the voice of the wilderness and rushed to the banks of the Jordan.
John’s figure was one to conquer the imagination. A child sprung by a miracle from parents of great age, he was set apart from his birth to be Nazir—pure. He had never cut his hair, had never tasted wine or cider, had never touched a woman nor known any love except that for God. While he was still young, he had left his parents’ home and buried himself in the desert. There he lived for many years alone, without a house, without a tent, without servants, with nothing of his own except what he had on his back. Wrapped in his camel’s skin, his flanks girt by a leather belt, tall, bony, baked by the sun, 55his chest hairy, his hair hanging long on his shoulders, his long beard almost covering his face, his piercing eyes flashed like lightning from under his busy eyebrows when from his mouth hidden by his beard burst out the tremendous words of his maledictions.
John was a figure that sparked the imagination. A child miraculously born to much older parents, he was destined from birth to be a Nazir—pure. He had never cut his hair, never tasted wine or cider, never touched a woman, and had known no love except for God. While still young, he left his parents' home and secluded himself in the desert. There he lived for many years alone, without a house, without a tent, without servants, with nothing but what he carried on his back. Wrapped in camel skin, his sides held by a leather belt, tall and skinny, sun-baked, his chest hairy, his hair long on his shoulders, his long beard nearly concealing his face, his piercing eyes flashed like lightning from beneath his thick eyebrows when the powerful words of his curses erupted from his mouth hidden by his beard. 55
This hypnotic wild man, solitary as a Yogi, despising pleasure like a stoic, seemed to those whom he baptized the last hope of a despairing people.
This captivating wild man, as solitary as a Yogi and dismissing pleasure like a stoic, appeared to those he baptized as the final hope for a hopeless people.
Jesus heard the people talk of those “washed ones” who returned from Jordan and took up their former lives, as in the morning a garment is resumed which was thrown away with relief the evening before; and He understood that His day grew near. He was now in His thirtieth year, the right and destined age. Before he is thirty, a man is only a sketch, an approximation, dominated by the common sentiments and common loves of all. He does not know men well, and hence cannot love them with that love, sweet with compassion, with which they should be loved. And without knowing them or knowing how to love them, he cannot speak with authority, cannot make himself heard, has not the power of saving them.
Jesus heard people talking about those “washed ones” who returned from Jordan and resumed their old lives, just like someone picks up a garment in the morning that they tossed aside with relief the night before; and He realized that His time was drawing near. He was now in His thirtieth year, the perfect and intended age. Before turning thirty, a man is just a rough draft, a work in progress, shaped by the common feelings and everyday loves of everyone around him. He doesn't understand people well, and so can't love them with that deep, compassionate love they truly need. And without understanding them or knowing how to love them, he can't speak with authority, can't make himself heard, and doesn't have the power to save them.
THE FIRST ANNUNCIATION
The desert sun burned John’s body and his fiery longing for the Kingdom burned like a flame in his soul. He was the foreteller of fire. He saw in the Messiah, soon to appear, the master of flame. The New King will be a fierce husbandman. Every tree which bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down and cast into the fire. He will thoroughly purge His floor and gather His wheat into the garner, but He will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire. He will be a baptizer who will baptize with fire.
The desert sun scorched John's skin, and his intense desire for the Kingdom blazed like a fire within him. He was a prophet of flames. He envisioned the Messiah, who would soon come, as the master of fire. The New King will be a ruthless farmer. Any tree that doesn’t produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire. He will completely clear His threshing floor and collect His wheat into the barn, but He will burn the chaff with unquenchable fire. He will be a baptizer who will baptize with fire.
Rigid, wrathful, harsh, shaggy, quick to insult, impatient and impetuous, John was not gentle with those who came to him. He took no satisfaction in having drawn them to take this first step towards repentance. When Pharisees and Sadducees, notable men, learned in the Scriptures, esteemed by the crowd, of authority in the temple came to be baptized, he 56shamed them more than the others. “O generation of vipers, who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come? Bring forth therefore fruits meet for repentance: And think not to say within yourselves, We have Abraham for our father: for I say unto you, that God is able of these stones to raise up children unto Abraham.”
Rigid, angry, harsh, unkempt, quick to insult, impatient, and impulsive, John wasn't easy on those who approached him. He felt no joy in leading them to take this first step toward repentance. When Pharisees and Sadducees—prominent figures, knowledgeable in the Scriptures, respected by the crowd, and authoritative in the temple—came to be baptized, he shamed them more than the rest. “You bunch of snakes, who warned you to run from the coming wrath? Produce fruit that shows you’ve truly repented. And don't think you can say to yourselves, 'We have Abraham as our father,' because I tell you that God can raise up children for Abraham from these stones.”
You who lock yourselves up into houses of stone as vipers hide themselves under the rocks, you Pharisees and Sadducees, are harder than stone: your minds are petrified in the letter and the rites of the law: your selfish hearts are stony: to the hungry who ask bread of you, you give a stone, and you throw the stone at him who has sinned less than you. You Pharisees and Sadducees, you are haughty statues of stone which only fire can conquer, since water poured over you is quickly dried up. But God, who from a handful of earth made Adam, could make from stones from the shore, with rocks from the cliff, other men, other living beings, other sons for Himself. He could change granite into flesh and soul, while you have changed soul and flesh into granite. It is not enough therefore to bathe in the Jordan. That ablution is holy and salutary. Change your life, do the opposite of what you have done until now, if you do not wish to be burned up by Him, who will baptize by fire. “And the people asked him, saying, What shall we do then? He answereth and saith unto them, He that hath two coats, let him impart to him that hath none, and he that hath meat, let him do likewise.”
You who shut yourselves away in stone houses like vipers hiding under rocks, you Pharisees and Sadducees, are harder than stone: your minds are frozen in the letter and the rituals of the law; your selfish hearts are unyielding. To the hungry who ask for bread from you, you give a stone, and you throw the stone at those who have sinned less than you. You Pharisees and Sadducees, you are proud statues of stone that only fire can conquer, because water poured over you quickly evaporates. But God, who created Adam from a handful of dirt, could make other men, other living beings, other sons for Himself from the stones on the shore, and the rocks from the cliffs. He could turn granite into flesh and soul, while you have turned soul and flesh into granite. It isn't enough, then, to wash in the Jordan. That washing is holy and beneficial. Change your life; do the opposite of what you've done until now, if you don't want to be consumed by Him who will baptize with fire. “And the people asked him, saying, What shall we do then? He answereth and saith unto them, He that hath two coats, let him impart to him that hath none, and he that hath meat, let him do likewise.”
“Then came also publicans to be baptized and said unto him, Master, what shall we do? And he said unto them, Exact no more than that which is appointed you.
“Then tax collectors also came to be baptized and said to him, Master, what should we do? And he said to them, Don’t collect any more than what you are required to.”
“And the soldiers likewise demanded of him, saying, And what shall we do? And he said unto them, Do violence to no man, neither accuse any falsely; and be content with your wages.”
“And the soldiers also asked him, saying, And what should we do? And he told them, Don’t harm anyone, and don’t make false accusations; and be satisfied with your pay.”
Compelling, almost superhuman when he announced the terrible separation of the good from the bad, John becomes commonplace when he descends to particulars and falls, one might say, exactly into the Pharisean tradition. His only advice is to give alms, to give away the superfluous. From the publicans 57he asks only strict justice: let them take what has been allotted and nothing more. To the fierce, thieving tribe of soldiers, he recommends only discretion! “Be satisfied with your pay and do not rob.” This is nothing more or less than the Mosaic law. Long before him, Amos and Isaiah had gone further.
Compelling, almost superhuman when he talked about the serious separation of good from evil, John becomes ordinary when he gets into the details and falls, one might say, right into the Pharisee tradition. His only advice is to give to charity, to donate what you don't need. From tax collectors, he only demands fairness: let them take what they're owed and nothing extra. To the fierce, thieving soldiers, he just suggests being careful! “Be content with your wages and don’t steal.” This is nothing more than the Mosaic law. Long before him, Amos and Isaiah had taken it further.
Now is the time for the accuser of the Dead Sea to give way to the liberator of the Sea of Tiberias. The lot of precursors is hard: they know, but are not permitted to see; they arrive on the banks of the Jordan, but do not enjoy the promised land; they make plain the path for him who comes after them, but will pass beyond them. They prepare the throne and do not seat themselves on it. They are servants of the master whom often they do not meet face to face. Perhaps the fierceness of John is justified by this consciousness of being an ambassador and nothing more. A consciousness which is never envious, but which leaves a tinge of sadness, even in his humility. They came from Jerusalem to ask him who he was, “What then? Art thou Elias?”
Now is the time for the accuser of the Dead Sea to make way for the liberator of the Sea of Tiberias. The fate of forerunners is tough: they know, but aren’t allowed to see; they reach the banks of the Jordan but don’t get to enjoy the promised land; they clear the path for the one who comes after them but will be left behind. They set up the throne but don’t sit on it. They serve the master whom they often don’t meet face to face. Perhaps John’s intensity is justified by this awareness of being just an envoy and nothing more. An awareness that is never jealous but carries a hint of sadness, even in his humility. They came from Jerusalem to ask him who he was, “So what? Are you Elias?”
“No. I am not.”
“No, I’m not.”
“Art thou that Prophet?”
“Are you that Prophet?”
“And he answered, No.”
"And he replied, No."
“Art thou the Christ?”
"Are you the Christ?"
“No.... He said, I am the voice of one crying in the wilderness.... He it is, who coming after me is preferred before me, whose shoe’s latchet I am not worthy to unloose.”
“No.... He said, I am the voice of one shouting in the wilderness.... He is the one who comes after me, someone who is greater than me, and I’m not even worthy to untie his sandals.”
At Nazareth, in the meantime, an unknown working man was lacing up His shoes with His own hands to go out to the wilderness, resounding with the voice which three times had thundered, “No.”
At Nazareth, meanwhile, an unknown laborer was tying his own shoes to head out to the wilderness, echoing the voice that had thundered “No” three times.
THE VIGIL
John called sinners to wash in the river before repenting. Jesus presented Himself to John to be baptized. Did He then acknowledge Himself a sinner?
John called sinners to wash in the river before they repented. Jesus came to John to be baptized. Did He then admit to being a sinner?
The texts are explicit: the prophet preached the baptism of repentance in remission of sins. He who went to him acknowledged 58himself a sinner; he who goes to wash, feels himself polluted.
The texts are clear: the prophet preached the baptism of repentance for the forgiveness of sins. Anyone who went to him admitted they were a sinner; anyone who goes to wash feels unclean.
The fact that we know nothing of the life of Jesus from His twelfth to His thirtieth year, exactly the years of fallible adolescence, of hot-blooded youth, has given rise to the idea that He was in that period, or at least held Himself to have been, a sinner like other men. The three remaining years of His life are the most brightly lighted by the words of the four Gospels because in thinking of the dead, what we most vividly remember are their words and deeds during the last days of their lives. Nothing of what we know of those three years gives any indication of this supposed existence of sin in Christ’s life between the innocence of its beginning and the glory of its ending.
The fact that we know nothing about Jesus' life from the time He was twelve until He was thirty, which covers those tricky teenage years and passionate youth, has led to the idea that during that time, He considered Himself to be a sinner like everyone else. The last three years of His life are the ones most clearly depicted in the four Gospels because when we think of those who have passed away, what we most vividly remember are their words and actions in their final days. Nothing we know about those three years suggests that there was any sin in Christ’s life between the innocence of His beginning and the glory of His ending.
There is not even the appearance of a conversion in Christ’s life. His first words have the same accent as the last. The spring from which they run is clear from the first day; there is no muddy sediment of evil. He begins with frank absolute certainty, with the recognizable authority of purity. You can feel that He has left nothing turbid back of Him. His voice is clear and limpid, a melodious song not roughened by the sour lees of voluptuous pleasure, or by the hoarseness of repentance. The transparent serenity of His look, of His smile and of His thought is not the calm which comes after the clouds of the tempest, or the uncertain whiteness of the dawn which slowly conquers the malign shadow of the night: it is the clearness of Him who was born only once, and remained a youth even into His maturity: the limpidity, the transparency, the tranquillity, the peace of a day which ends in night, but is not darkened until evening: eternal day, childhood intact and untarnished until death.
There is not even a hint of change in Christ’s life. His first words sound just like his last. The source of his message is clear from the very beginning; there’s no murky residue of sin. He starts with complete certainty, carrying the unmistakable authority of purity. You can sense that He has left nothing unclear behind Him. His voice is clear and bright, like a beautiful song untouched by the bitterness of indulgence or the roughness of regret. The transparent calm of His gaze, His smile, and His thoughts isn’t the peace that comes after a storm, nor the uncertain light of dawn slowly pushing away the shadows of night: it’s the clarity of someone who was born just once and stayed youthful even as he matured: the clarity, transparency, tranquility, and peace of a day that ends in night but isn't shaded until evening: an eternal day, childhood pristine and unblemished until death.
He goes about among the impure with the natural simplicity of the poor among sinners, with the natural strength of the sound man among the sick, with the natural boldness of health. On the other hand, the man who has been converted is always at the back of his mind a little troubled. A single drop of bitterness, a light shadow of impurity, a fleeting suggestion of temptation is enough to drive him back into anguish. He 59always feels a doubt that he may not have rid himself wholly of the old Adam, that he may not have wholly destroyed but only stunned the Other, who lived in his body. He has paid so much for his salvation, and it seems to him so precious but so frail, that he is always afraid of putting it into jeopardy or of losing it. He does not shun sinners, but he approaches them with an involuntary shudder, with a scarcely confessed fear of fresh contagion, a dread lest the sight of the vileness where he also took delight will renew unbearably the recollection of his shame, will drive him to despair of his ultimate salvation. When a servant becomes a master he is never on familiar terms with his servants. When a poor man becomes rich he is not generous with the poor. A converted sinner is not always a friend of sinners. That remnant of pride which sticks fast in the hearts even of saints mingles with his compassion. Why do sinners not do what he has done? The way is open to all, even to the wickedest, the most hardened: the prize is great, why do they remain down there, plunged in black Hell?
He moves among the impure with the natural simplicity of the poor among sinners, with the natural strength of a healthy person among the sick, with the natural boldness of good health. On the other hand, the man who has been converted always carries a little trouble in the back of his mind. A single drop of bitterness, a slight shadow of impurity, a fleeting suggestion of temptation is enough to push him back into anguish. He always feels a doubt that he may not have completely rid himself of the old self, that he may not have fully destroyed but only stunned the Other who lived in him. He has paid so much for his salvation, and it feels so precious yet so fragile that he is always afraid of jeopardizing or losing it. He doesn’t avoid sinners, but he approaches them with an involuntary shudder, with a barely acknowledged fear of new contagion, a dread that seeing the vileness he once enjoyed will painfully rekindle his shame and drive him to despair about his ultimate salvation. When a servant becomes a master, he is never on familiar terms with his servants. When a poor man becomes rich, he is not generous with the poor. A converted sinner is not always a friend to sinners. That remnant of pride that clings to the hearts of even the saints mixes with his compassion. Why don’t sinners do what he has done? The way is open to all, even to the most wicked and hardened: the prize is great, so why do they remain down there, immersed in black Hell?
And when the converted sinner speaks to his brothers to convert them, he cannot refrain from dwelling on his own experience, his fall, his liberation. It may be only that he wishes to be helpful, rather than to vaunt himself, but in any case he is always eager to point to himself as a living and present example of the sweetness of salvation.
And when someone who has turned their life around talks to their friends to help them change, they can't help but share their own story—how they fell and how they were saved. They might just want to be helpful instead of showing off, but either way, they always want to use their life as a real and current example of the joy of being saved.
The past can be renounced, but not destroyed. It reveals itself almost unconsciously in the very men who begin life with a second birth of repentance. In the story of Jesus no sign of a different way of life before conversion ever shows itself in any allusion or in any implicit meaning, is not recognizable in the smallest of His acts, in the most obscure of His words. His love for sinners has nothing of the feverish obstinacy of the proselytizing penitent. It is a natural love, not a dutiful love. It is brotherly love without any implications of reproach, spontaneous friendly fraternity needing to make no effort to overcome repugnance. It is the attraction towards the impure of the pure who has no fear of being soiled and knows that He can cleanse—disinterested love—love felt by the saints in the supreme moments of their holiness—love beside 60which all other love seems vulgar—such love as no man saw before Jesus! Love which is rarely found again, and only in memory and in imitation of His love—love which will always be called Christian, and by any other name—never! Divine love—Christ’s love! Love!
The past can be set aside, but never erased. It reveals itself almost unconsciously in those who start fresh with a sense of remorse. In the story of Jesus, there’s no hint of a different life before His transformation; it’s not evident in any of His actions or even the smallest of His words. His compassion for sinners isn’t driven by the desperate determination of someone who’s trying to change. It’s a natural love, not a love born out of obligation. It's a brotherly love devoid of any judgment, a spontaneous camaraderie that doesn’t require effort to overcome aversion. It’s the pure being drawn to the impure, unafraid of being tainted, knowing that He can purify—selfless love—love experienced by saints in their most sacred moments—love that makes all other forms of love seem ordinary—such a love that no one had seen before Jesus! A love that is seldom found again, only remembered or imitated—love that will always be called Christian, and by no other name—never! Divine love—Christ’s love! Love!
Jesus came among the sinners, but He was no sinner. He came to bathe in the water running before John, but He had no inner stain. The soul of Jesus was that of a child, so childlike as to outdo sages in wisdom and saints in sanctity.
Jesus came among the sinners, but He was not a sinner. He came to be baptized in the water flowing before John, but He had no inner stain. The soul of Jesus was like that of a child, so innocent that it surpassed the wisdom of sages and the holiness of saints.
He was no rigorous Puritan. He never felt the terror of the morally shipwrecked man barely saved from destruction. He was no overscrupulous Pharisee. He knew what was sin and what was right and He did not lose the spirit in the labyrinth of the letter. He knew life; He did not refuse life which though not a good in itself is a prerequisite condition of all good things. Eating and drinking are not wrong, nor looking at people, nor sending a friendly look to the thief lurking in the shade, nor to the woman who has colored her lips to hide the traces of unasked kisses.
He wasn't a strict Puritan. He never experienced the fear of someone morally lost, barely saved from ruin. He wasn’t an overly conscientious Pharisee. He understood what sin was and what was right, and he didn’t get lost in the details. He understood life; he didn’t shy away from life, which, although not inherently good, is a necessary condition for all good things. Eating and drinking aren't wrong, nor is looking at people, or giving a friendly glance to the thief hiding in the shadows, or to the woman who has painted her lips to conceal the signs of unwanted kisses.
THE BAPTISM
And yet Jesus came in the midst of a crowd of sinners to immerse Himself in the Jordan. The problem is not mysterious for him who sees something beyond the most familiar meaning in the rite reinstituted by John. The case of Jesus is unique. The baptism of Jesus is like others superficially, but is justified in other ways. Baptism is not only a washing of the flesh as a symbol of the will to cleanse the soul, a remnant of the primitive analogy of water which washed away material stains and can wash away spiritual stains. This physical metaphor is useful to the symbolism of the crowd, is a necessary ceremony for the carnal eye of the many who need a material help to believe in the immaterial. But it was not made for Jesus.
And yet Jesus stepped into a crowd of sinners to be baptized in the Jordan. The meaning isn’t unclear for those who see beyond the surface of the ritual reintroduced by John. Jesus’s situation is unique. While His baptism looks like others at first glance, it holds a different significance. Baptism isn’t just about washing the body as a sign of the desire to purify the soul; it’s a leftover from the early connection between water that cleans physical stains and water that can cleanse spiritual ones. This physical metaphor supports the symbolism for the crowd, serving as an essential ceremony for those who need something tangible to help them believe in the intangible. But it wasn’t intended for Jesus.
He went to John that the prophecy of the precursor might be fulfilled. His kneeling down before the prophet of fire was a recognition of John’s quality of true announcer, of his worth 61as a loyal ambassador who has done his duty who can say now that his work is finished. Jesus submitting Himself to this symbolical investiture really invests John with the legitimate title of precursor.
He went to John to fulfill the prophecy of the forerunner. Kneeling before the prophet of fire was a recognition of John's role as a true messenger and his value as a faithful ambassador who has completed his duty and can now declare that his work is done. By submitting to this symbolic act, Jesus truly gives John the rightful title of forerunner. 61
Jesus, about to begin a new epoch of His life, His true life, bore witness by His immersion in water to His willingness to die, but at the same time to His certainty that He would rise again. He did not go down to the Jordan to cleanse Himself, but to show that His second life was beginning and that He will not die, but only seem to die, just as He only seemed to be purified by the waters of the Jordan.
Jesus, ready to start a new chapter in His life, His true life, demonstrated His willingness to die through His baptism in water, but also showed His confidence that He would rise again. He didn’t go to the Jordan to cleanse Himself, but to signify the beginning of His new life and that He wouldn’t really die, but would only appear to die, just as He only seemed to be cleansed by the waters of the Jordan.
THE DESERT
As soon as Jesus emerged from the water He went into the desert. From the multitude to solitude! Until then He had lived among the waters and the fields of Galilee and in the green meadows along the Jordan. Now He went up on the rocky mountains whence no springs arise, where no seed sprouts, where the only living creatures are snakes. Until then He had lived among the working men of Nazareth, among John’s penitents; now He goes up on the solitary mountains where no human face is seen, where no human voice is heard. The New Man puts the desert between himself and humanity.
As soon as Jesus came out of the water, He went into the desert. From a crowd to being all alone! Until that point, He had lived among the waters and fields of Galilee and in the lush meadows by the Jordan. Now He climbed the rocky mountains where there are no springs, where nothing grows, and where the only living creatures are snakes. Up until then, He had been with the working people of Nazareth and with John’s followers; now He goes up to the lonely mountains, where no one is seen and no voices are heard. The New Man sets the desert between Himself and humanity.
The person who says, “woe to the solitary!” only gives the measure of his own cowardice. Society is a sacrifice, meritorious in proportion to its hardness. For those rich in soul, solitude is a prize and not an expiation, a period of sure value, a time when inner beauty is created, a reconciliation with the absent. Only in solitude do we live with our peers, with those solitary souls who think the great-hearted thoughts which console us in the absence of other consolations.
The person who says, “woe to the solitary!” is just showing their own cowardice. Society is a trade-off, valuable to the extent that it challenges us. For those who are rich in spirit, solitude is a treasure rather than a punishment, a time of real worth, a chance to cultivate inner beauty and reconnect with what’s missing. Only in solitude can we be with our true equals, those solitary souls who have the profound thoughts that comfort us when we don't have other sources of consolation.
The people who cannot endure solitude are the mediocre and the mean. They have nothing to offer, they are afraid of themselves, of their own emptiness. They are condemned to the eternal solitude of their own minds, a desolate inner desert where the poisonous plants of waste lands are the only things to grow. They are restless, unquiet, dejected when they cannot 62forget themselves in others, deafen themselves with the words of others. They delude themselves with the factitious life of others who are in their turn deluded by it. They cannot live without mingling, a passive atom, in the streams which overflow every morning from the sewers of the cities.
People who can't stand being alone are average and petty. They have nothing to contribute and are scared of facing themselves and their own emptiness. They’re trapped in the endless solitude of their own minds, a barren inner wasteland where only the toxic weeds of neglect can thrive. They feel restless and miserable when they can’t lose themselves in others or drown out their thoughts with what others say. They fool themselves into believing in the fake lives of others, who are, in turn, deceived by it. They can’t live without blending in as a passive particle in the streams that flood out every morning from the cities' sewers.
Jesus lived among men and He was to return among men because He loved them. But in the years to come He often hid Himself, to be alone, far even from His disciples. To love men, you need from time to time to depart from them: far from them, we draw near to them. The small soul remembers only the evil they have done him. His night is restless with bitterness and his mouth poisoned with anger. The great soul remembers benefits alone, and thankful for a few good deeds, forgets the great evils he has endured. Even those which were not pardoned at the moment are blotted out from his heart, and having renewed his original love for his brothers, he goes back to men.
Jesus lived among people and was meant to return to them because He loved them. However, in the years that followed, He often withdrew to be alone, even from His disciples. To truly love people, sometimes you need to step away from them: when we're distant, we can feel closer to them. A small-minded person only remembers the wrongs done to him. His nights are restless with bitterness, and his words are filled with anger. A great-hearted person, on the other hand, focuses on the good and, grateful for a few kind acts, forgets the major wrongs he has suffered. Even those offenses that were not forgiven at the time fade from his heart, and, having rekindled his original love for his fellow humans, he returns to them.
For Jesus these forty days of solitude are the last of His preparation. For forty years the Jewish people (prophetic symbol of Christ) wandered in the desert before entering into the kingdom promised by God. For forty days Moses remained close to God to hear His laws; for forty days Elijah wandered in the desert fleeing the vengeance of the wicked queen.
For Jesus, these forty days of solitude are the final part of His preparation. The Jewish people (a prophetic symbol of Christ) wandered in the desert for forty years before entering the kingdom that God promised. Moses stayed close to God for forty days to receive His laws; Elijah spent forty days in the desert escaping the wrath of the evil queen.
So also the time allotted to the new liberator before announcing the promised kingdom was forty days of close communion with God to receive the supreme inspiration. But even in the desert He was not to be entirely alone: about Him throughout the vigil will be animals and angels; beings inferior to man and beings superior; those who pull man down and those who lift him up; beings all matter, beings all spirit.
The new liberator was given forty days to spend in close communion with God before announcing the promised kingdom, a time for receiving deep inspiration. However, even in the desert, He wouldn’t be completely alone; animals and angels would be with Him during the vigil. There would be beings lower than man and beings higher than him; those that drag man down and those that uplift him; beings of all matter and beings of all spirit.
Born an animal, man struggles to become an angel. He is matter changing by slow transmutation into spirit. If the animal gets the upper hand, man descends below the level of the beasts because he puts the remnants of his intelligence at the service of bestiality: if the angel conquers, man becomes the equal of angels, and instead of being a mere soldier in the army of God, partakes of divinity itself. But the fallen angel 63condemned to wear the form of a beast is the astute and tenacious enemy of all men who wish to climb that height from which he was cast down. Jesus is the enemy of the material world, of the bestial life of the many. He was born into the world in order that beasts should become men, and men become angels. He was born to change the world and to conquer it, to fight with the king of the world, that enemy of God and of men, the malign, the suborner, the seducer. He was born to drive Satan from the earth as His father drove him from Heaven.
Born an animal, man struggles to become an angel. He is matter slowly transforming into spirit. If the animal side takes over, man sinks below the level of beasts because he uses the remnants of his intelligence to serve bestiality: if the angel prevails, man becomes equal to angels, and instead of just being a soldier in God's army, he shares in divinity itself. But the fallen angel, 63 condemned to take the form of a beast, is the clever and persistent enemy of all men who want to rise to the heights from which he was cast down. Jesus opposes the material world and the bestial life of the masses. He came into the world so that beasts would become men and men would become angels. He was born to change the world and conquer it, to battle against the king of the world, the enemy of God and man, the malicious one, the suborner, the seducer. He was born to drive Satan from the earth as His father drove him from Heaven.
Therefore at the end of the forty days, Satan came into the desert to tempt his enemy.
Therefore, after forty days, Satan came into the desert to tempt his opponent.
THE ADVERSARY
Our slavery to matter is branded on our lives by the daily need of our bodies for food, and Jesus wished to conquer our slavery to matter. Whenever He shared human lives, He consented to eat and drink, because His friends did, because it is right to give to the flesh that which belongs to the flesh, and finally as a visible protest against the hypocritical fasts of the Pharisees. The last act of His earthly mission was a supper, but the first after His baptism was a fast. Alone where His abstinence could not shame His simple-hearted companions, where it could not be confused with ostentatious piety, He forgot to eat.
Our reliance on physical needs is evident in our daily requirement for food, and Jesus aimed to free us from this dependency. Whenever He interacted with people, He joined in eating and drinking because His friends did, because it’s appropriate to give the body what it needs, and ultimately as a clear stand against the insincere fasting of the Pharisees. The last thing He did on Earth was share a meal, but the first thing He did after His baptism was fast. In solitude, where His abstinence wouldn’t embarrass His genuine friends and where it couldn’t be mistaken for showy righteousness, He forgot to eat.
But after forty days He was hungry. Satan, tenacious and invisible, was waiting for this moment of material need, and seized on it. The Adversary spoke: “If thou be the Son of God command this stone that it be made bread.”
But after forty days, He was hungry. Satan, persistent and unseen, was waiting for this moment of physical need and took advantage of it. The Adversary said, “If you are the Son of God, tell this stone to become bread.”
The reproof was prompt: “It is written that man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word of God.”
The reply was quick: “It’s written that people shouldn’t live on bread alone, but on every word from God.”
Satan did not admit a defeat, and from the top of a mountain showed Him all the kingdoms of the earth: “All this power will I give thee, and the glory of them: for that is delivered unto me; and to whomsoever I will I give it. If thou therefore wilt adore me, all shall be thine.”
Satan refused to acknowledge defeat, and from the peak of a mountain, he showed Him all the kingdoms of the world: “I will give you all this power and their glory, because it has been handed over to me; and I can give it to whomever I choose. So if you worship me, all of it will be yours.”
And Jesus answered, “Get thee behind me, Satan: for it is 64written thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.”
And Jesus replied, “Get behind me, Satan, for it's written that you shall worship the Lord your God, and Him only shall you serve.”
Then Satan took Him to Jerusalem and set Him on the pinnacle of the Temple, “If thou be the Son of God cast thyself down from hence.”
Then Satan took Him to Jerusalem and placed Him at the top of the Temple, “If you are the Son of God, throw yourself down from here.”
But Jesus answered quickly: “It is written; thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God.”
But Jesus responded quickly, “It is written; you shall not test the Lord your God.”
“And when the Devil had completed every temptation,” Luke goes on, “he departed from him for a season.” We shall see his return and his last effort.
“And when the Devil had finished every temptation,” Luke continues, “he left him for a while.” We will see his return and his final attempt.
This dialogue seems at first sight only a bandying about of Scriptural texts. Satan and Jesus do not use their own words, but compete by means of quotations from the Scriptures. We seem to be listening to a theological dispute; but as a matter of fact it is the first Parable of the Gospels acted out and not put into words.
This conversation might look like just a back-and-forth exchange of Bible verses at first. Satan and Jesus don’t use their own words; they’re going head-to-head with quotes from Scripture. It sounds like a theological debate, but in reality, it’s the first Parable of the Gospels being acted out instead of just being talked about.
It is not surprising that Satan should have come with the absurd hope of causing Jesus to fall. It is not surprising that Jesus since He was a man should have undergone temptation. Satan only tempts the great and pure. To the others he does not need even to murmur a word of invitation. They are already his, from their childhood on. He need give himself no trouble to win their allegiance, they are in his arms before he summons them. And yet many of them do not know that he exists. He never has presented himself to them because they obey him from a distance. Thus, not having known him, they are ready to deny him. The devil’s cohorts do not believe in the devil. It was said of old that the devil’s shrewdest ruse was to spread abroad the rumor of his death. He takes all forms, so beautiful sometimes that no one recognizes him. The Greeks, for instance, marvels of intelligence and elegance, had no place for Satan in their mythology, because all their Gods, when closely examined, show the horns of Satan under their crowns of laurel and grape leaves. Satanical is tyrannical and lustful Jove, adulterous Venus, Apollo the flayer, murderous Mars, drunken Dionysius. They were so astute, the gods of Greece, that they gave the people love-potions 65and distilled perfumes to keep them from detecting the stench of the evil that consumes the world.
It’s no surprise that Satan came with the ridiculous hope of making Jesus stumble. It’s also not surprising that Jesus, being human, faced temptation. Satan only targets the great and pure; for everyone else, he doesn’t even need to say a word to entice them. They belong to him from childhood. He doesn’t have to work hard to gain their loyalty; they’re already in his grasp before he calls to them. Yet, many of them are unaware of his existence. He has never shown himself because they follow him from afar. Not knowing him, they are quick to deny him. The devil’s followers don’t believe in the devil. It was said long ago that the devil’s cleverest trick was to spread the rumor of his own death. He takes on all forms, sometimes so beautiful that no one recognizes him. The Greeks, who were marvels of intelligence and elegance, had no place for Satan in their mythology because all their gods, upon closer inspection, reveal the horns of Satan beneath their crowns of laurel and grape leaves. Tyrannical and lustful Jove, adulterous Venus, Apollo the flayer, murderous Mars, and drunken Dionysius are all satanic. The gods of Greece were so clever that they provided people with love potions and fragrant perfumes to mask the stench of the evil consuming the world.
But if many do not know him and laugh at him as at a specter invented in church for the needs of penitents, there are some who cry out upon those who know him but do not follow him. He seduced the innocence of the first two created beings, he suborned David the strong, corrupted Solomon the wise, accused Job the righteous before the throne of God. Satan tempts and always will tempt all the saints who hide themselves in the desert, all those who love God. The more we go away from him the closer he is; the higher we are, the more he rages to bring us low; he can soil only that which is clean and he gives no care to the filth which spontaneously ferments under the hot breath of animality. To be tempted by Satan is a proof of purity, a sign of greatness, and shows a man that he is on the upward path. He who has known Satan and has seen him face to face, may well have hope for himself. More than any other, Jesus merited this consecration. Satan challenged Him twice and tempted Him once. He asked Him to transform dead matter into matter that gives life and to cast Himself down from a height so that God by saving Him should proclaim Him as His true son. He offered Him the possession and the glory of earthly kingdoms on condition that instead of serving God Jesus should promise to serve the Demon. He asks material bread and a material miracle of Him and promises Him material power. Jesus does not take up the challenge and refuses what is offered.
But if many people don’t know him and laugh at him like a ghost made up by the church for the sake of the penitent, there are others who call out against those who know him but don’t follow him. He led astray the innocence of the first two humans, tempted mighty David, corrupted wise Solomon, and accused righteous Job before God. Satan tempts and will always tempt all the saints who hide in the desert, all those who love God. The farther we stray from him, the closer he gets; the higher we rise, the more he tries to bring us down; he can only defile what is pure and ignores the dirt that naturally festers under the hot breath of our animal nature. Being tempted by Satan is a testament to purity, a mark of greatness, and shows a person that they are on the right path. Those who have encountered Satan face to face can hold onto hope for themselves. More than anyone else, Jesus deserved this honor. Satan challenged Him twice and tempted Him once. He asked Him to turn dead matter into life and to throw Himself down from a great height so that God would save Him and declare Him His true son. He offered Him the power and glory of earthly kingdoms on the condition that, instead of serving God, Jesus would serve the Demon. He requests physical bread and a material miracle from Him and promises Him worldly power. Jesus does not accept the challenge and refuses what is offered.
He is not the fleshly, temporal Messiah, desired by the Jewish crowd, the material Messiah such as the Tempter in his baseness imagines Him. He did not come to bring food to bodies but food to souls,—truth, that living food. When His brothers, far from home, lack bread enough for their hunger, He will break the few loaves which His disciples bring and all will have enough and they will fill baskets with the remnants. But except in cases of necessity He will not be the distributor of that bread which comes from the earth and returns to earth. If He should change the stones of the street into bread, every 66one would follow Him through love of his own body and would pretend to believe everything He said. Even the dogs would come to His banquet. But this He does not wish. Those who follow Him must believe in His word in spite of hunger, grief and poverty. Thus those who wish to follow Him must leave behind them fertile fields, they must leave behind them money which can be changed into bread. They must go with Him without knapsack or payment, with one garment, and live like the birds of the air, husking ears of grain in the fields, or begging alms at house doors. One can live without terrestrial bread: a fig left on the tree among the leaves, a fish drawn from the lake can take the place of bread. But no man can live without heavenly bread, if he wishes to escape eternal death, which is the portion of those who have never tasted it. Man does not live by bread alone, but by love, fervor, and truth. Jesus is ready to transform the Kingdom of Earth into the Kingdom of Heaven, furious bestiality into happy sanctity, but He does not deign to transform stones into bread, matter into other matter.
He is not the physical, temporary Messiah that the Jewish crowd desires, the material Messiah that the Tempter, in his baseness, imagines. He didn't come to provide food for the body but nourishment for the soul—truth, the living food. When His brothers, away from home, don’t have enough bread to satisfy their hunger, He will break the few loaves that His disciples bring, and everyone will have enough, filling baskets with what’s left over. But except in cases of necessity, He won’t be the distributor of the bread that comes from the earth and returns to it. If He were to turn the stones in the street into bread, everyone would follow Him out of love for their own bodies and would pretend to believe everything He said. Even the dogs would come to His feast. But this is not what He wants. Those who follow Him must believe in His word despite hunger, grief, and poverty. Thus, those who wish to follow Him must leave behind fertile fields and money that could buy bread. They must go with Him without a backpack or payment, with just one garment, and live like the birds of the air, picking grains in the fields or begging for food at doorsteps. One can survive without earthly bread: a fig left on the tree among the leaves or a fish pulled from the lake can substitute for bread. But no one can live without heavenly bread if they want to escape eternal death, which is the fate of those who have never tasted it. Man does not live by bread alone but by love, passion, and truth. Jesus is ready to transform the Kingdom of Earth into the Kingdom of Heaven, turning brutal bestiality into joyful sanctity, but He does not condescend to change stones into bread or matter into other matter.
For similar reasons Jesus refused the other challenge. Men love the wonderful, the visibly wonderful, the prodigy, the physical impossibility made possible before their eyes. They hunger and thirst after portents. They are ready to prostrate themselves before the wonder-worker even if he is an evil man or a charlatan. From Jesus they all asked for a Sign, meaning by that, a gigantic juggling feat; but He always refused. He did not wish to persuade by means of the miraculous. He consented to cure the sick—especially those sick in spirit and sinners—but He often avoided the occasion even for these miracles, and He begged those cured not to speak the name of their healer. And He never used this power for His own safety, not even at Gethsemane when Satan tempted Him to put away the cup of death from His lips, nor when He was nailed to the cross and Satan repeated his challenge by the mouth of the Jews. “If thou art the Son of God, come down from the cross and save thyself.” In the night of His vigil and in the high noon of His death, He resisted Satan and had recourse to no miracle to save Himself. Men must believe 67Him in spite of all contrary evidence, believe in His divinity even when confronted with what seems His common humanity. It is no fit deed for Jesus needlessly to throw Himself down from the Temple; to bring an end to the pain of another with the sole purpose of conquering men, and fascinating them with wonder and terror; to put God to a test, to force Him as it were, to accomplish a rash and superfluous miracle, only in order that Satan may not win the infamous wager founded on sarcasm and on arrogance. Loving, it is to human hearts He wishes to speak; sublime in character, He wishes to bring sublimity into human lives; a pure spirit, He wishes to purify other spirits; deep-hearted, to light the flame of love in others; a great spirit, to bring greatness to little, mean, neglected souls. Instead of throwing Himself like a vulgar magician from the precipice which is below the Temple, He will go up from the Temple upon the Mount to give out from on high the beatitudes of the Kingdom of Heaven.
For similar reasons, Jesus declined the other challenge. People love the extraordinary, the visibly amazing, the impossible made real right in front of them. They crave miracles and are eager to bow down before a miracle worker, even if he’s a bad person or a fraud. From Jesus, they all asked for a sign, meaning a spectacular display; but He always turned them down. He didn’t want to persuade anyone through miraculous acts. He agreed to heal the sick—especially those troubled in spirit and sinners—but often avoided opportunities to perform these miracles, and He asked those He healed not to mention Him as their healer. He never used His power for His own protection, not even in Gethsemane when Satan tempted Him to avoid His impending death, or when He was nailed to the cross and Satan echoed the challenge through the Jews: “If you are the Son of God, come down from the cross and save yourself.” In the silence of His vigil and at the peak of His suffering, He resisted Satan and did not perform any miracles to rescue Himself. People must believe in Him despite all contrary evidence, believing in His divinity even when faced with what appears to be His ordinary humanity. It’s unworthy of Jesus to recklessly leap from the Temple; to relieve someone’s suffering just to win them over and dazzle them with awe and fear; to test God, compelling Him to perform a foolish and unnecessary miracle merely to prevent Satan from winning a twisted bet based on mockery and arrogance. He wants to speak to human hearts with love; He aims to infuse greatness into lives that feel small and diminished; as a pure spirit, He seeks to cleanse other spirits; as a deep-hearted individual, He wishes to ignite the flame of love in others; and as a great spirit, He desires to elevate lowly, overlooked souls. Instead of carelessly hurling Himself like a cheap magician from the edge of the Temple, He will ascend the Mount to share the blessings of the Kingdom of Heaven from on high.
The offer of the Kingdoms of the Earth must have been horrible to Him, and still more the price that Satan asked. Satan has the right to offer what is his. The Kingdoms of the Earth are founded on force and maintained with deceit. They are Satan’s own country, they are his Paradise regained. Satan sleeps every night on the pillows of the powerful. They pay material tribute to him, and give him daily offerings in thought and deed. But Jesus could have taken away their Kingdoms from the Kings without bending knee to the Adversary. He had only to offer men bread without work. If like a juggling mountebank He had opened a public theater of popular miracles, the multitude would have acclaimed Him. Had He wished to seem the Messiah for whom the Jews had been longing during their dreary slavery, He could have corrupted them with plenty and with marvels, He could have made of every land a country of grace and enchantment and He could have occupied at once every seat of the procurators of Satan.
The offer of the Kingdoms of the Earth must have seemed terrible to Him, and even more so the price that Satan demanded. Satan has the right to offer what belongs to him. The Kingdoms of the Earth are built on power and kept through deception. They are Satan’s own domain, his regained Paradise. Every night, Satan rests on the comforts of the powerful. They pay him tribute in material ways and offer him daily gifts in thought and action. But Jesus could have taken the Kingdoms from the Kings without bowing to the Adversary. All He needed to do was offer people bread without requiring work. If He had acted like a showman and set up a public stage for popular miracles, the crowd would have cheered for Him. Had He wanted to be seen as the Messiah the Jews had been hoping for during their long suffering, He could have overwhelmed them with abundance and wonders, turning every land into a place of grace and magic, and could have quickly taken every position held by Satan’s officials.
But Jesus does not wish to be the restorer of the fallen kingdom, the conqueror of hostile empires. Authority is of little importance to Him and glory still less. The Kingdom which 68He announces and prepares has nothing in common with the Kingdoms of the Earth. His Kingdom is destined rather to bring to naught the Kingdoms of the Earth. The Kingdom of Heaven is in us. Any day when a soul has turned to righteousness the Kingdom of Heaven is enlarged because it has acquired a new citizen, snatched from the Kingdom of Earth. When every one is good and righteous, when all love their brothers as fathers love their sons, when even enemies love one another (if there still are enemies), when no one thinks of amassing treasure, and instead of taking away from others, every one gives bread to the hungry and clothing to those who are cold,—where on that day will be the Kingdom of the Earth? Where will be the need for soldiers when no one wishes to enlarge his own land by stealing that of his neighbor? What need will there be for Kings when every one has his law in his conscience and when there are no armies to command nor judges to select? What need will there be for money and for tribute when every one is sure of his living and satisfied with it, and there are no wages to be paid to soldiers and servants? When every one’s soul is transformed, those so-called foundations of life which are named Society, Country and Justice will vanish like the hallucinations of a long night. The word of Christ needs neither money nor armies. And if it really becomes the universal life of the conscience, everything that binds and blinds men, necessary unjust power, the criminal glory of battles, will fall like morning mists before sunlight and wind. The Kingdom of Heaven within is One and it will take the place of the Kingdoms of Earth, which are many. The liberated spirit will scarcely remember despotic matter. Men will no longer be divided into Kings and subjects, masters and slaves, rich and poor, the arrogantly virtuous, the humble sinners, free and prisoners. The sun of God will shine on all, the citizens of the Kingdom will be one family of fathers and brothers and the gates of Paradise will be open again to the sons of Adam become as gods.
But Jesus does not want to be the restorer of the fallen kingdom or the conqueror of enemy empires. Authority matters little to Him and glory even less. The Kingdom He announces and prepares has nothing in common with earthly kingdoms. Instead, His Kingdom is meant to overturn the kingdoms of the Earth. The Kingdom of Heaven is within us. Whenever a soul turns to righteousness, the Kingdom of Heaven expands because it gains a new citizen, rescued from the Kingdom of Earth. When everyone is good and righteous, when all love their neighbors like fathers love their sons, when even enemies care for one another (if we still have enemies), when no one thinks about accumulating wealth, and instead of taking from others, everyone gives food to the hungry and clothes to those who are cold—on that day, where will the Kingdom of the Earth be? Where will be the need for soldiers when no one wants to enlarge their land by stealing from their neighbor? What need will there be for kings when everyone has their law in their conscience, and there are no armies to command or judges to choose? What need will there be for money and taxes when everyone is secure in their living and content with it, and there are no wages to be paid to soldiers and servants? When each person's soul is transformed, those so-called foundations of life called Society, Country, and Justice will disappear like the illusions of a long night. The word of Christ needs neither money nor armies. And if it truly becomes the universal life of the conscience, everything that binds and blinds people, the necessary unjust power, the shameful glory of battles, will dissolve like morning fog before sunlight and wind. The Kingdom of Heaven within is One and will replace the many kingdoms of Earth. The liberated spirit will hardly remember oppressive material concerns. People will no longer be divided into kings and subjects, masters and slaves, rich and poor, the proud virtuous, humble sinners, free and imprisoned. The sun of God will shine on all, the citizens of the Kingdom will be one family of fathers and brothers, and the gates of Paradise will be open again to the sons of Adam, who have become like gods.
Jesus conquered Satan in Himself and now came out of the desert to conquer him among men.
Jesus defeated Satan within Himself and now emerged from the desert to defeat him among people.
THE RETURN
As soon as Jesus came again among men, He learned that the Tetrarch (second husband of Herodias) had imprisoned John in the fortress of Machaerus. The voice crying in the wilderness was stilled and pilgrims to the Jordan saw no more the long shadow of the wild Baptizer fall across the water.
As soon as Jesus returned to the people, He discovered that the Tetrarch (Herodias's second husband) had locked John up in the fortress of Machaerus. The voice crying out in the wilderness was silenced, and visitors to the Jordan no longer saw the long shadow of the wild Baptizer cast across the water.
He had done his work and was now to give way to a more powerful voice. John waited in the blackness of the prison until his bloody head was carried on a golden platter to the banquet—almost the last dish served to that evil woman, betrayer of men.
He had finished his work and was now making way for a more powerful voice. John waited in the darkness of the prison until his bloody head was brought in on a golden platter to the feast—almost the last dish served to that wicked woman, betrayer of men.
Now Jesus understands that His day is at hand, and crossing Samaria He returns into Galilee to announce at once the coming of the Kingdom. He does not go to Jerusalem, the city of the great king, the capital. Jesus comes to destroy that Jerusalem of stone and arrogance, proud on its three hills, hard of heart like the stones. The men whom Jesus comes to combat are precisely those who glory in great cities, in the capitals, in the Jerusalems of the world.
Now Jesus knows that His time is near, and as He crosses Samaria, He goes back to Galilee to immediately proclaim the coming of the Kingdom. He doesn’t head to Jerusalem, the city of the great king, the capital. Jesus intends to dismantle that Jerusalem of stone and pride, standing tall on its three hills, hard-hearted like the rocks. The people Jesus has come to confront are exactly those who take pride in big cities, in capitals, in the Jerusalems of the world.
At Jerusalem live the powerful of the world, the Romans, masters of the world and of Judea, with their soldiers in arms. Jerusalem is ruled by the representatives of the Cæsars; of Tiberius, the drunken assassin, the perfidious heir of Augustus, the hypocritical voluptuary, and of Julius the adulterous spendthrift. At Jerusalem live the High Priests, the old custodians of the Temple, the Pharisees, Sadducees, Scribes, the Levites and their guards, the descendants of those who pursued and killed the prophets, the petrifiers of the Law, the bigots of the letter, the haughty depositories of arid fanaticism. At Jerusalem are the treasurers of God, the treasurers of Cæsar, the guardians of the treasure, the lovers of wealth; the Publicans with their excisemen and parasites, the rich with their servants and their concubines, the merchants with their crowded shops; money bags clinking with shekels in the warmth of the bosom above the heart.
In Jerusalem, the powerful of the world live — the Romans, the masters of both the world and Judea, accompanied by their armed soldiers. Jerusalem is under the control of the representatives of the Caesars; Tiberius, the drunken assassin and treacherous heir of Augustus, the hypocritical pleasure-seeker, and Julius, the unfaithful wasteful spender. In Jerusalem, you’ll find the High Priests, the old guardians of the Temple, along with the Pharisees, Sadducees, Scribes, Levites, and their guards, descendants of those who chased down and killed the prophets, the enforcers of the Law, the letter-bound bigots, and the proud keepers of dry fanaticism. Jerusalem is home to the treasurers of God, the treasurers of Caesar, the guardians of wealth, the lovers of riches; the tax collectors with their aides and hangers-on, the wealthy with their servants and concubines, the traders with their bustling shops; money bags clinking with shekels nestled close to their hearts.
Jesus comes to combat all these. He comes to conquer the 70masters of the earth—the earth which belongs to all; to confound the masters of the word—the word which should be spoken freely wherever God wishes; to condemn the masters of gold, base, perishable and fatal element. He comes to overthrow the kingdom of the soldiers of Rome who oppress bodies; the kingdom of the priests of the Temple who oppress souls; the kingdom of the heapers-up of money who oppress the poor. He comes to save bodies, souls, the poor; He teaches liberty, in opposition to Rome; setting at naught the doctrines of the Temple, He teaches love; He teaches poverty against all the ideals of the rich.
Jesus comes to fight against all of this. He comes to conquer the 70rulers of the earth—the earth that belongs to everyone; to challenge the rulers of words—the words that should be spoken freely wherever God wants; to condemn the rulers of gold, a base, perishable, and deadly element. He comes to dismantle the kingdom of the Roman soldiers who oppress bodies; the kingdom of the Temple priests who oppress souls; the kingdom of the wealthy who exploit the poor. He comes to save bodies, souls, and the poor; He teaches freedom, standing against Rome; disregarding the doctrines of the Temple, He teaches love; He promotes simplicity against all the ideals of the rich.
He does not wish to begin His message in Jerusalem where His enemies, gathered together, are the strongest. He wishes to surround the city, take it from the outside, arrive there later with a following behind Him, when already the Kingdom of Heaven has begun slowly to lay siege to it. The Conquest of Jerusalem will be the last test, the supreme trial, the great battle, the tremendous battle between the greater than the Prophets and Jerusalem, slayer of Prophets. If He should go to Jerusalem now (where He will enter presently as a king and whence He will be buried as a criminal) He would be taken prisoner at once and would not be able to sow His word on less ungrateful, less stony soil.
He doesn’t want to start His message in Jerusalem where His enemies are the strongest. He wants to surround the city, take it from the outside, and arrive later with a following behind Him, when the Kingdom of Heaven has already started to lay siege to it. The conquest of Jerusalem will be the final test, the ultimate trial, the great battle, the monumental struggle between someone greater than the Prophets and Jerusalem, which has slain Prophets. If He were to go to Jerusalem now (where He will soon enter as a king and from where He will be buried as a criminal), He would be captured immediately and wouldn’t be able to spread His word on less ungrateful, less resistant ground.
Jerusalem like all capitals—great sewers to which flow the refuse, the outcasts, the rubbish of the nations—is inhabited by a mob of frivolous, elegant, idle, skeptical and indifferent people, by a ceremonious patrician class who have kept only the tradition of ritual and the sterile rancor of their decadence; by an aristocracy of property owners and speculators who belong to the herd of Mammon, and by a rebellious, restless, ignorant crowd, controlled only by the superstition of the Temple and the fear of the foreigner’s sword. Jerusalem was not fit soil for the sowing of Jesus.
Jerusalem, like all capitals—great receptacles for the waste, outcasts, and debris of nations—is populated by a crowd of trivial, stylish, lazy, skeptical, and indifferent people, a formal patrician class that has retained only the traditions of rituals and the bitter resentment of their decline; by an aristocracy of property owners and speculators who are part of the worship of wealth, and by a rebellious, restless, uninformed crowd, governed only by the superstitions of the Temple and the fear of foreign swords. Jerusalem was not fertile ground for the teachings of Jesus.
A man from the provinces,—therefore healthy and solitary—He goes back to His province. He wishes to carry the tidings of good news to those who were to be the first to receive Him, to the poor and the humble because the tidings are specially for them, because they have long been waiting for them, and 71because more than any others, they will rejoice. Jesus’ coming into the world is for the poor. Therefore leaving Jerusalem, He arrives in Galilee, enters into the Synagogue and begins to teach.
A man from the countryside—so he's healthy and alone—he goes back to his hometown. He wants to share the good news with those who will be the first to hear it, the poor and the humble, because this message is specifically for them, as they've been waiting for it for a long time, and more than anyone else, they will celebrate. Jesus' arrival in the world is meant for the poor. So, leaving Jerusalem, he arrives in Galilee, goes into the synagogue, and starts teaching.
THE REIGN OF GOD
The first words of Jesus are few and simple, very much like those of John, “The time is accomplished; the Kingdom of God is at hand; repent and believe the Gospel.”
The first words of Jesus are brief and straightforward, similar to those of John: "The time has come; the Kingdom of God is near; repent and believe the Gospel."
Bare words, incomprehensible to moderns by their very sobriety. To understand them and to understand the difference between the message of John and the message of Jesus, they need to be translated into our language, filled again with their eternally living meaning.
Bare words, hard for modern people to grasp because of their simplicity. To really get them and to see the difference between the message of John and the message of Jesus, they need to be translated into our language, recharged with their timeless meaning.
“The time has come!” The time for which men have been waiting, which they have prophesied and announced. John said that a King would come ready to found the new Kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven. The King has come and announces that the doors of the Kingdom are open. He is the guide, the path, the hand, before being King in all the splendor of His celestial glory.
“The time has come!” The time that people have been waiting for, which they have predicted and declared. John said that a King would arrive to establish the new Kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven. The King has arrived and proclaims that the doors of the Kingdom are open. He is the guide, the path, the hand, before becoming King in all the glory of His heavenly splendor.
When Jesus says “The time is accomplished,” he does not refer to the exact date, to the fact that it was the fifteenth year of the reign of Tiberius. The time of Jesus is now and always is eternity. The moment of His appearance, the moment of His death, the moment of His return, the moment of His perfect triumph, has not yet arrived, not even yet! And yet, at every moment the time is accomplished, every hour is the fullness of time, on condition that the workers are ready. Every day is His; His era is not written down in numbers: there is no chronology in eternity. Every time a man tries to enter into the Kingdom, confirms the Kingdom by believing, enriches the Kingdom, consolidates, defends, proclaims its perpetual sanctity and its perpetual rightness in opposition to all the inferior kingdoms (inferior because they are human, not divine, earthly not heavenly) then always the time is accomplished. This time is called the epoch of Jesus, the Christian era, the New Covenant. Not quite two thousand 72years divides us from that time; not quite two days, because for God, and for men of understanding, a thousand years are as a day. The time is ripe; even to-day we are in the fullness of time. Jesus calls us even now. The second day has not yet expired, the foundations of the Kingdom are scarcely begun. We who live to-day, this year, in this century (and we shall not always be alive, and we shall perhaps not see the end of this year, and certainly we shall not see the end of this century), we, I say, the living, can take part in this Kingdom, enter into it, live in it, enjoy it. The Kingdom is not the worn-out fancy of a poor Jew nearly twenty centuries ago; it is not an archaism, a dead memory, a bygone frenzy. The Kingdom is of to-day, of to-morrow, of always; a reality of the future always just-realized, alive, actual, ours; a work started a short time ago, a work to which every one is free to put his hand to take it up, to carry it on. The word seems old, the message dim with antiquity repeated by the echoes of two thousand years, but the Kingdom—as a fact, true, accomplished—is new, young, born yesterday, still to grow, to flower, to prosper. Jesus threw the seed into the earth, but the seed has scarcely germinated in two thousand years passed like a stormy winter, in the space of sixty human generations. Is it perhaps possible that our own time after the flood of blood is the divine and longed-for period?
When Jesus says, “The time is accomplished,” He’s not talking about a specific date or the fact that it was the fifteenth year of Tiberius's reign. Jesus’s time is now and always is eternity. The moment of His appearance, His death, His return, and His ultimate triumph has not yet come, not even now! And yet, at every moment, the time is accomplished; every hour is the fullness of time, if the workers are ready. Every day belongs to Him; His era isn’t defined by numbers: there’s no timeline in eternity. Every time someone tries to enter the Kingdom, strengthens the Kingdom through belief, enriches it, defends it, and proclaims its eternal sanctity and truth against all lesser kingdoms (which are lesser because they are human, not divine, earthly not heavenly), then the time is always accomplished. This time is called the epoch of Jesus, the Christian era, the New Covenant. Almost two thousand years separate us from that time; not quite two days, because for God, and for those who understand, a thousand years are like a day. The time is ripe; even today we are in the fullness of time. Jesus calls us even now. The second day hasn’t yet ended, and the foundations of the Kingdom are just beginning. We who live today, this year, in this century (and we won’t always be alive, and we might not see the end of this year, and certainly won’t see the end of this century), we, I say, the living, can be part of this Kingdom, enter it, live in it, and enjoy it. The Kingdom isn’t the tired fantasy of a poor Jew from nearly twenty centuries ago; it’s not an outdated concept, a dead memory, or a thing of the past. The Kingdom is of today, tomorrow, and forever; a reality of the future that is always being realized, alive, real, and ours; a work that started recently, a work that anyone can join in, take on, and continue. The word may sound old, the message might seem faded by the echoes of two thousand years, but the Kingdom—as a reality, true and fulfilled—is new, youthful, born yesterday, still set to grow, flower, and thrive. Jesus planted the seed in the ground, but the seed has barely germinated in two thousand years that have passed like a stormy winter, over sixty human generations. Is it possible that our own time, after the flood of blood, is the divine and long-awaited period?
What this Kingdom is, we shall learn page by page in the words of Jesus; but we must not imagine it as a new Paradise of Delight, as a wearisome Arcady of beatitude, as an immense choir singing Hosannahs with their feet on the clouds and their heads among the stars.
What this Kingdom is, we’ll discover page by page in the words of Jesus; but we shouldn’t picture it as a new Paradise of Delight, a tiresome Arcady of happiness, or a vast choir singing Hosannahs with their feet on the clouds and their heads in the stars.
Christ describes the Kingdom of God as opposed to the Kingdom of Satan, as the antithesis of the Kingdom of Earth. The Kingdom of Satan is the Kingdom of evil, of deceit, of cruelty, of pride, the Kingdom of baseness. Therefore the Kingdom of God means the Kingdom of good, of sincerity, of love, of humility, the Kingdom of the lofty.
Christ describes the Kingdom of God as contrasting with the Kingdom of Satan, serving as the opposite of the Kingdom of Earth. The Kingdom of Satan represents evil, deceit, cruelty, pride, and baseness. Therefore, the Kingdom of God signifies goodness, sincerity, love, humility, and loftiness.
The Kingdom of Earth is the Kingdom of matter and of flesh, the Kingdom of gold, hatred, avarice, sensuality, the Kingdom of all things loved by evil and distraught men. The 73Kingdom of Heaven is to be the opposite of this: the Kingdom of the spirit and of the soul, the Kingdom of renunciation and of purity; the Kingdom of all things valued by men who know the worthlessness of everything else in comparison. God is Father and Goodness; Heaven is above the earth, hence it is the spirit. Heaven is God’s home. The spirit is the dominion of goodness. All that crawls on the earth, grubs in the earth, takes pleasure in matter—that is bestiality; all that lives with upraised eyes, desiring Heaven, wishing to live forever in Heaven—that is Holiness. Most men are beasts. It is Christ’s will that these beasts become saints. This is the simple and ever-living meaning of the Kingdom of God, and the Kingdom of Heaven.
The Kingdom of Earth is the Kingdom of matter and flesh, the Kingdom of wealth, hate, greed, and sensuality, the Kingdom of everything desired by evil and troubled people. The Kingdom of Heaven is meant to be the opposite: the Kingdom of spirit and soul, the Kingdom of self-denial and purity; the Kingdom of everything valued by those who recognize the insignificance of everything else in comparison. God is Father and Goodness; Heaven is above the earth, representing the spirit. Heaven is God's home. The spirit embodies goodness. All that creeps on the earth, burrows in the ground, and takes pleasure in material things—that is animalistic; all that lives with uplifted eyes, longing for Heaven, wishing to live eternally in Heaven—that is Holiness. Most people are like animals. It is Christ's desire that these animals become saints. This is the clear and ever-present meaning of the Kingdom of God and the Kingdom of Heaven.
The Kingdom of God is of men and for men. The Kingdom of Heaven is in us. Begin at once: it is our work, for our happiness in this life on this earth. It depends on our will, on our response given or withheld. Become perfect and the Kingdom will extend even on earth. The Kingdom of God will be founded among men.
The Kingdom of God is for people and by people. The Kingdom of Heaven is within us. Start right away: it’s our responsibility, for our joy in this life on this earth. It relies on our will, on whether we choose to respond or not. Strive for perfection, and the Kingdom will grow even on earth. The Kingdom of God will be established among people.
It is true that Jesus added “repent,” but the old word has been distorted from its true and magnificent meaning. The word of Mark—μετανοειτε—should not be translated “repent”; μετανοια means rather the changing of the mind, the transformation of the soul. Metamorphosis is a change of form; “metanoia,” a changing of the spirit. It ought rather to be translated “conversion,” that is, the renewing of the inner life of man. The idea of “repentance” is only an illustration of Christ’s command.
It’s true that Jesus added “repent,” but the old word has been distorted from its true and powerful meaning. The word of Mark—μετανοειτε—should not be translated as “repent”; μετανοια refers more to a change of mind, a transformation of the soul. Metamorphosis is a change of form; “metanoia” signifies a change of spirit. It would be better translated as “conversion,” meaning the renewal of a person’s inner life. The idea of “repentance” is just an example of Christ’s command.
As one of the conditions of the arrival of the Kingdom and at the same time as the very substance of the new order, Jesus demands complete conversion, a revolution of life and of the common values of life, a transmutation of feelings, of opinions, of intentions. This He called, speaking to Nicodemus, “the second birth.” Little by little He was to explain in what way this total transformation of the ordinary human soul is to be effected. All His life was devoted to this teaching and to setting the example. But in the meantime, He contented Himself with adding one conclusion, “Believe in the Gospel.”
As part of the arrival of the Kingdom and as the very essence of the new order, Jesus calls for complete conversion, a total change in lifestyle and shared values, a transformation of emotions, beliefs, and intentions. He referred to this as “the second birth” when talking to Nicodemus. Gradually, He would clarify how this complete transformation of the ordinary human soul would take place. His entire life was dedicated to this teaching and leading by example. In the meantime, He simply added one conclusion: “Believe in the Gospel.”
74By “Gospel” men nowadays mean usually the book where the quadruple story of Jesus is printed; but Jesus neither wrote books nor thought of volumes. By “Gospel” He meant, according to the plain and sweet meaning of the word, “good tidings.” Jesus is a messenger (in Greek “angel”) who brings good tidings: He brings the cheerful message that the sick will be cured, that the blind will see, the poor will be enriched with imperishable riches, that the sad will rejoice, that sinners will be pardoned, the unclean purified, that the imperfect can become perfect, that animals can become saints, and saints become angels, like unto God.
74Nowadays, when people say "Gospel," they usually mean the book that contains the four accounts of Jesus' life. However, Jesus didn't write books or think in terms of volumes. By "Gospel," He intended, in its simplest and sweetest sense, "good news." Jesus is a messenger (in Greek, “angel”) who shares this good news: He delivers the uplifting message that the sick will be healed, the blind will see, the poor will gain everlasting wealth, the sorrowful will find joy, sinners will be forgiven, the impure will be cleansed, the imperfect can become whole, animals can become holy, and saints can become angels, just like God.
If this Kingdom is to come, if everybody is to prepare himself for its coming, we must believe in the message, believe that the Kingdom is possible and near. If there is no faith in this promise, no one will do what must be done to fulfill the promise. Only the certainty of the truth of this good tidings, only the conviction that the Kingdom is not the lie of an adventurer or the hallucination of an obsessed zealot; only the certainty of the sincerity and validity of the message can arouse men to put their hands to the great work of its foundation.
If this Kingdom is going to come, and if everyone is going to prepare themselves for its arrival, we need to believe in the message, believe that the Kingdom is possible and close. Without faith in this promise, no one will take the necessary steps to make it happen. Only the certainty that this good news is true, only the belief that the Kingdom isn’t just a trick from a fraud or a fantasy from an obsessed fanatic; only the confidence in the sincerity and validity of the message can inspire people to engage in the important work of building it.
With those few words, obscure to the majority of men, Jesus began His teaching. The fullness of time, the need to begin at once! The coming of the Kingdom, victory of spirit over matter; of good over bad, of the saint over the beast. “Metanoia”—the total transformation of the soul. The Gospel—the cheerful assurance that all this is true and eternally possible.
With those few words, unclear to most people, Jesus started His teaching. The time was right; it was necessary to begin immediately! The arrival of the Kingdom, the triumph of spirit over matter; of good over evil, of the saint over the beast. “Metanoia”—the complete transformation of the soul. The Gospel—the joyful promise that all this is true and always possible.
CAPERNAUM
Jesus taught His Galileans on the threshold of their shabby little white houses, on the small shady open places of their cities or the shore of the lake, leaning against a beached boat, His feet on the stones, towards evening when the sun sank red in the west, summoning men to rest.
Jesus taught His followers in Galilee right outside their worn little white houses, in the small shady spots of their towns, or by the lakeshore, leaning against an old boat, His feet on the stones, in the evening when the sun set red in the west, inviting people to take a break.
Many listened to Him and followed Him because, says Luke: “His word was with authority.” The words were not wholly new, but the man was new, and new was the 75warmth of His voice, and the good done by that voice, overflowing from His heart and going straight to the hearts of others. The accent of those words was new, and new the sense that they took in that mouth, lighted by His look.
Many listened to Him and followed Him because, as Luke says, “His word was with authority.” The words weren’t completely new, but the man was new, and the warmth of His voice was new, along with the goodness that flowed from His heart straight to the hearts of others. The tone of those words was fresh, and the meaning they carried was illuminated by His gaze.
Here was no prophet of the mountains shouting in waste places, far from men, solitary, distant, forcing others to come to him if they wished to hear him. Here was a prophet living like a man among other men, a friend of all, friendly to the unfriended, an easy-going and companionable comrade, searching out His brothers where they work in the houses, in the busy streets, eating their bread and drinking wine at their tables, lending a hand with the fisherman’s nets, with a good word for every man, for the sad, for the sick, for the beggar.
Here was no mountain prophet yelling in desolate places, far from people, isolated and remote, making others come to him if they wanted to listen. Here was a prophet living like an ordinary person among everyone else, a friend to all, kind to those without friends, a laid-back and sociable companion, seeking out His brothers where they toiled in their homes, in the crowded streets, sharing their meals and drinking wine at their tables, helping with the fishermen’s nets, and offering a kind word for everyone—the sorrowful, the sick, and the beggar.
The simple-hearted, like animals and children, know instinctively who loves them, they believe him, are happy when he comes (their very faces suddenly transfigured) and are sad when he goes. Sometimes they cannot bring themselves to leave him and follow him to the death.
The simple-hearted, just like animals and children, instinctively know who loves them. They trust that person, feel happy when they arrive (their faces suddenly lighting up), and feel sad when they leave. Sometimes, they can't bear to be apart and follow them to the end.
Jesus spent His time with them walking from one region to another, or talking, seated among His friends. Always dear to Him was the sunny shore of the lake, along the curve of quiet clear water scarcely ruffled by the wind from the desert, dotted with a few boats silently tacking back and forth. The western coast of the lake was His real Kingdom; there He found His first listeners, His first converts, His first disciples.
Jesus spent His time with them walking from one place to another or talking while sitting with His friends. He always loved the sunny shore of the lake, along the curve of the calm, clear water barely disturbed by the desert wind, with a few boats quietly sailing back and forth. The western coast of the lake was truly His Kingdom; there He found His first listeners, His first converts, His first disciples.
If He returned to Nazareth, He stayed there but a short time. He was to go back later, accompanied by the Twelve and preceded by the renown of His miracles, and they were to treat Him as all the cities of the world,—even the most renowned for amenity, Athens and Florence, have treated those of their citizens who made them great above others. After ridiculing Him (they had seen Him as a child, it is out of the question that He can have become a great prophet) they tried to cast Him down from the precipice.
If He went back to Nazareth, He didn’t stay long. He was meant to return later, with the Twelve following Him and the fame of His miracles preceding them. They were going to treat Him like the cities around the world have treated their own citizens who brought them greatness—just like the most respected cities, Athens and Florence. After mocking Him (since they had known Him as a child, it seemed impossible that He could have become a great prophet), they attempted to push Him off a cliff.
In no city did He make a long stay. Jesus was a wanderer, such a man as is called a vagabond by the pot-bellied and sedentary citizen rooted to his threshold. His life is an eternal journey. Before that other Jew who was condemned to 76immortality by one condemned to death, He is the true Wandering Jew. He was born on a journey. Still a baby at the breast, He was carried along the sun-parched road to Egypt; from Egypt He came back to the waters and greenness of Galilee. From Nazareth He often went to Jerusalem for the Passover. The voice of John called Him to the Jordan: an inner voice drove Him out into the desert; and after the forty days of hunger and the Temptation, He began His restless vagabond life from city to city, from village to village, from mountain to mountain, across Palestine. Most often we find Him in Galilee, in Capernaum, Chorazin, in Cana, in Magdala, in Tiberias, but often He crosses Samaria to sit down near the well of Sychar. We find Him from time to time in the Tetrarchy of Philip at Bethsaida, at Gadara, at Cæsarea, also at Gerasa in the Perea of Herod Antipas. In Judah He often stops at Bethany, a few miles away from Jerusalem, or at Jericho, but He did not shrink from journeying outside the limits of the old kingdom and from going down among the Gentiles. We find Him in Phœnicia, in the regions of Tyre and Sidon, and in Syria, if the transfiguration took place on the summit of Mt. Hermon. After the resurrection He appears in Emmaus, on the banks of His lake of Tiberias and finally at Bethany near Lazarus’ house, where He leaves His friends forever.
In no city did He stay for long. Jesus was a wanderer, like the kind of person that's called a vagabond by the chubby and settled citizens stuck at their doorsteps. His life is one continuous journey. Compared to that other Jew who was sentenced to immortality by someone condemned to death, He is the true Wandering Jew. He was born while on the move. Still a nursing baby, He was carried along the sun-baked road to Egypt; from Egypt, He returned to the waters and greenery of Galilee. He often traveled from Nazareth to Jerusalem for Passover. John’s voice called Him to the Jordan: an inner voice pushed Him into the desert; and after enduring forty days of hunger and the Temptation, He began His restless life of wandering from city to city, village to village, and mountain to mountain across Palestine. Most often, we find Him in Galilee, in Capernaum, Chorazin, Cana, Magdala, and Tiberias, but He frequently crosses Samaria to rest by the well of Sychar. We see Him occasionally in the Tetrarchy of Philip at Bethsaida, Gadara, and Cæsarea, as well as at Gerasa in the Perea of Herod Antipas. In Judah, He often stops at Bethany, just a few miles from Jerusalem, or at Jericho, but He didn't hesitate to travel beyond the old kingdom's boundaries and reach out among the Gentiles. We find Him in Phoenicia, in the areas of Tyre and Sidon, and in Syria, if the transfiguration happened on the summit of Mt. Hermon. After the resurrection, He appears in Emmaus, by the shores of His lake in Tiberias, and finally at Bethany near Lazarus' house, where He bids farewell to His friends forever.
He is the traveler without rest, the wanderer with no home, the wayfarer for love’s sake, the voluntary exile in His own country; He says Himself that He has not a stone on which to lay His head, and it is true that He has no bed where He may lie down at night, nor a room that He can call His own. His real home is the road which takes Him along with His first friends in search of new friends. His bed is the furrow in a field, the bench of a boat, the shadow of an olive tree. Sometimes He sleeps in the houses of those who love Him, but only for short periods.
He is the restless traveler, the wanderer without a home, the wayfarer driven by love, the willing exile in His own land; He Himself says He has no stone to rest His head on, and it's true that He has no bed to lie down in at night, nor a room to call His own. His true home is the road, which takes Him alongside His first friends as they search for new ones. His bed is the furrow in a field, the bench of a boat, the shade of an olive tree. Sometimes He sleeps in the homes of those who love Him, but only for a little while.
In the early days we find Him most often at Capernaum, His journeys began there and ended there. Matthew calls it “His city.” Situated on the caravan route which from Damascus crosses Iturea and goes towards the sea, Capernaum had 77become little by little a commercial center of some importance. Artisans, bargainers, brokers, and shopkeepers had come there to stay. Men of finance—as flies swarm on rotten pears—had come there; publicans, excise men and other fiscal tools. The little settlement, half-rustic, half a fishing village, had become a mixed and composite city where the society of the times—even to soldiers and prostitutes—was fully represented. And yet Capernaum, lying along the lake, freshened by the air from the near-by hills and by the breeze from the water, was not a prey to stagnation and decay like the Syrian cities and Jerusalem. There were still peasants who went out to their fields every day, and fishermen who every day went forth to their boats. Good, poor, simple, warm-hearted people who talked of other matters than money and gear. Among them a man could draw his breath freely.
In the beginning, we find Him most often in Capernaum. His journeys started and ended there. Matthew refers to it as “His city.” Located on the caravan route from Damascus that crosses Iturea and heads towards the sea, Capernaum
On the Sabbath Jesus went to the Synagogue. Everybody had the right to enter there, to read aloud and also to expound what had been read. It was a plain house, a bare room where people went with their friends and brothers to reason together and dream of God.
On the Sabbath, Jesus went to the synagogue. Everyone was allowed to enter, read aloud, and explain what had been read. It was a simple place, an empty room where people gathered with their friends and family to discuss and dream about God.
Jesus stood up, had some one give Him one of the scrolls of the Scriptures (more often the Prophets than the Law) and recited in a tranquil voice two, three, four or more verses. Then He commenced to speak with a bold and forceful eloquence which put the Pharisees to confusion, touched sinners, won the poor, and enchanted women.
Jesus stood up, had someone hand Him one of the scrolls of the Scriptures (usually the Prophets rather than the Law), and calmly recited two, three, four, or more verses. Then He began to speak with a bold and powerful eloquence that confused the Pharisees, reached out to sinners, connected with the poor, and captivated women.
Suddenly the old text was transfigured, became transparent, belonged to their own times; it seemed a new truth, a discovery they had made, a discourse heard for the first time; the words withered by antiquity, dried up by repetition, took on life and color; a new sun gilded them one by one, syllable by syllable; fresh words coined at that moment, shining before their eyes like an unexpected revelation.
Suddenly, the old text transformed and became clear, fitting their own times; it felt like a new truth, a discovery they had made, a conversation heard for the first time. The words, faded by age and drained by repetition, came alive and filled with color; a new sun illuminated them one by one, syllable by syllable; fresh words created in that moment shone before their eyes like an unexpected revelation.
POOR PEOPLE
Nobody in Capernaum could remember having heard such a Rabbi. The Sabbaths when Jesus spoke, the Synagogue was 78full, the crowd overflowed out on the street, everybody was there who could come. The gardener comes, who for that day had left his spade, and no longer turned his water wheel to irrigate the green rows of his garden, and the smith, the good country smith, black with smoke and dust every day, but on the Sabbath washed, neatly dressed, his face still a little dusky, although scrubbed and rinsed in many waters like his hands, with his beard combed and anointed with cheap ointment (but still perfumed like a rich man’s beard), the smith all whose days are spent before the fire, sweaty and dirty except this day which is the Sabbath, when he comes to the Synagogue to hear the ancient word of the Ancient of Days, the God of his fathers. He comes devoutly, but he comes too because his family, his friends, his neighbors come there, and he finds them all together, and he comes also because the day is long (all that long holiday without any work, without any hammer in his hand, without the pincers) and in Capernaum there is nothing to do on Sabbaths except go to the Synagogue. The mason comes, he who has worked on this little house of the Synagogue and made it small because the Elders—good, God-fearing people, but inclined to be stingy—did not wish to spend too much. The mason still feels his arms a little numb and lame from his six days’ labor, no longer keeps track of the stones which he has laid in courses and the trowels full of mortar which he has thrown between the stones during the week. The mason puts on his new clothes to-day and sits down on the ground, he who on all other days stands upright, active, watchful so that the work may go well, and the employer be satisfied; the good mason too has come to the house which seems to him partly his own.
Nobody in Capernaum could remember hearing a Rabbi like this. On the Sabbaths when Jesus spoke, the Synagogue was packed, and the crowd spilled out onto the street; everyone who could come was there. The gardener came, having put down his spade for the day and stopped turning his water wheel to irrigate the green rows of his garden. The smith, the hardworking country blacksmith, usually covered in smoke and dirt, cleaned up for the Sabbath, dressed neatly, with his face still slightly grimy despite scrubbing and rinsing in many waters, his hands also clean, his beard combed and oiled with cheap ointment (yet still smelling like a rich man's beard). This smith, who spends his days sweating and dirty, came to the Synagogue this day to hear the ancient word of the Ancient of Days, the God of his ancestors. He comes out of devotion, but also because his family, friends, and neighbors are there, and he enjoys seeing them all together. He also appreciates the long day without work, without a hammer in his hand, and in Capernaum, there's nothing to do on Sabbaths except go to the Synagogue. The mason who worked on the Synagogue, making it small because the Elders—well-meaning, God-fearing people—didn't want to spend too much, also comes. The mason still feels a bit sore from his six days of labor and doesn’t remember how many stones he laid or how much mortar he used during the week. Today, he wears his new clothes and sits on the ground, unlike on other days when he stands, active and alert to ensure the work goes well and the employer is satisfied; the good mason has come to a place that feels partly his own.
The fishermen have come too, the young and the old, both of them with faces tanned by the sun and with eyes half-shut from the constant glare of sunlight reflected by the water. (The old man is handsomer because of the contrast of his white hair and white beard with his weather-beaten and wrinkled face.) The fishermen have turned over their boats on the sand, have left them tied to a stake, have spread the nets on the roof and have come to the Synagogue, although they are 79not used to being within walls and perhaps continue to hear a confused murmur of water lapping about the bow.
The fishermen have arrived too, both the young and the old, their faces tanned by the sun and their eyes half-closed against the constant glare of sunlight bouncing off the water. (The old man looks more distinguished because of the contrast between his white hair and beard and his weathered, wrinkled face.) The fishermen have turned their boats over on the sand, tied them to a stake, spread the nets on the roof, and come to the Synagogue, even though they aren't used to being indoors and may still hear a faint murmur of water lapping at the bow. 79
The peasants of the neighboring countryside are here too, prosperous farmers who have put on a tunic as good as anybody’s, who are satisfied with the harvest almost ready for the scythe. They do not mean to forget God who brings the grain to a head and makes the grape-vine to blossom. There are shepherds come in to town that morning, shepherds and goat-herds with the smell of their flocks still on them, shepherds who live all the week in the mountain-pastures without seeing a soul, without exchanging a word, alone with their quiet animals peacefully grazing on the new grass.
The farmers from the nearby countryside are here too, successful growers wearing tunics as nice as anyone else’s, happy with the almost-ready harvest. They don’t want to forget God, who brings the grain to maturity and makes the grapevines bloom. That morning, shepherds have come into town, shepherds and goat-herds still carrying the scent of their flocks. These shepherds spend the entire week in the mountain pastures without seeing anyone, without speaking a word, alone with their calm animals peacefully grazing on the fresh grass.
The smaller property owners, the small business men, the gentry of Capernaum, all have come. They are men of weight and piety. They stand in the front row, serious, their eyes cast down, satisfied with the business of the last few days and satisfied with their conscience because they have observed the law without failing and are not contaminated. The line of their well-clad backs can be seen, bowed backs but broad and masterful, employers’ backs, backs of people in harmony with the world, and with God, backs full of authority and of religion. There are also transient foreigners, merchants going towards Syria or returning to Tiberias. They have come from condescension or from habit, perhaps to try to pick up a customer, and they stare into everybody’s face with the arrogance which money gives to poverty-stricken souls.
The smaller property owners, the small businesspeople, the local elites of Capernaum, have all gathered. They are respectable and devout individuals. They stand in the front row, serious, their eyes downcast, feeling content with the business they've done in recent days and at peace with their conscience because they have followed the law without fail and remain untainted. The line of their well-dressed backs can be seen—bent yet broad and commanding, the backs of employers, of people in tune with the world and with God, filled with authority and faith. There are also visiting foreigners, merchants traveling to Syria or returning to Tiberias. They've come out of condescension or habit, perhaps hoping to gain a customer, and they look into everyone's faces with the arrogance that money gives to those struggling financially.
At the back of the room (for the Synagogue is only a long white-washed room a little larger than a school, than an inn, than a kitchen) the poor of the countryside are huddled together like dogs near a door, like those who always stand in fear of being sent away. The poorest of all, those who live by odd jobs, by ungracious charity and also—oh, poverty!—by some discreet theft, the ragged, the vermin-ridden, the timid, the wretched; old widows whose children are far away, young orphans not yet able to earn a living, hump-backed old men with no acquaintances, strengthless invalids, those who are incurably sick, those whose wits no longer rightly serve them, who have no understanding, who cannot work. The weak in 80mind, the weak in body, the bankrupt, the rejected, the abandoned, those who one day eat and the next day do not, who never have enough to satisfy their hunger, those who pick up what others throw away, the pieces of dry bread, fish-heads, fruit-cores and skins; and sleep now here and now there, and suffer from the winter cold and every year wait for summer, paradise of the poor, for then there are fruits to be plucked along the roads. They too, the beggars, the wretched, the ragamuffins, the sickly and the weaklings, when the Sabbath comes, go to the Synagogue to hear the stories of the Bible. They cannot be sent away: they have as much right to be there as any one, they are sons of the same Father and servants of the same Lord. On that day they feel a little comforted in their poverty because they can hear the same words heard by the rich and the strong. Here they are not served with another sort of food, poorer and coarser, as happens in the houses where the owner eats the best and the beggar on the threshold must content himself with scraps. Here the fare is the same for the man of possessions and him who has nothing. The words of Moses are the same, everlastingly the same for him who owns the fattest flock and for him who has not even a quarter of lamb on Passover day. But the words of the Prophets are sweeter to them than those of Moses, harder on the great of the world, but kinder for the humble. The poverty-stricken throng at the back of the Synagogue waits every Sabbath for somebody to read a chapter from Amos or from Isaiah because the Prophets take the part of the poor, and announce the punishment and the new world. “And he who was clothed with purple shall be made to handle dung.”
At the back of the room (since the Synagogue is just a long, whitewashed space a bit bigger than a classroom, an inn, or a kitchen), the country’s poor are crammed together like dogs near a door, always afraid of being kicked out. The absolute poorest, those making a living through odd jobs, ungracious charity, and—oh, poverty!—some discreet theft, are the ragged, the infested, the scared, the miserable; old widows whose kids are far away, young orphans who can’t yet support themselves, hunchbacked old men with no friends, weak invalids, those who are incurably ill, those whose minds can no longer function properly, who don’t understand, who can’t work. The mentally weak, the physically weak, the broke, the rejected, the abandoned, those who eat one day and not the next, who never have enough to fill their stomachs, those who scavenge what others toss aside—scraps of dry bread, fish heads, cores and peels of fruit; they sleep here and there, suffering from the winter cold and each year waiting for summer, the paradise of the poor, when they can pick fruit along the roads. They too, the beggars, the miserable, the ragamuffins, the sick, and the weaklings, go to the Synagogue on the Sabbath to hear the stories of the Bible. They can’t be turned away: they have the same right to be there as anyone else; they are all children of the same Father and servants of the same Lord. On that day, they find a bit of comfort in their poverty because they can hear the same words as the rich and strong. Here, they aren’t served a lesser meal that’s poorer and rougher, like what happens in homes where the owner eats well while the beggar at the door must settle for scraps. Here, the meal is the same for both the wealthy and those who have nothing. The words of Moses are the same, eternally the same, for the person with the fattest flock and for the one who doesn’t even have a quarter of a lamb on Passover. But the words of the Prophets are sweeter to them than those of Moses, harsher toward the mighty of the world but kinder to the humble. The poor crowd at the back of the Synagogue eagerly waits each Sabbath for someone to read a chapter from Amos or Isaiah because the Prophets speak for the poor, announcing judgment and a new world. “And he who was clothed in purple shall be made to handle dung.”
And behold on that Sabbath there was One who came expressly for them, who talked for them, who had come back from the desert to announce good tidings for the poor and the sick. No one had ever spoken of them as He did, no one had shown so much love for them. Like the old prophets, He had for them a special affection which offended more fortunate men, but which filled their hearts with comfort and hope.
And on that Sabbath, there was someone who came specifically for them, who spoke for them, who had returned from the desert to share good news with the poor and the sick. No one had ever talked about them like He did, no one had shown them such love. Like the old prophets, He had a special affection for them that upset those who were better off, but it filled their hearts with comfort and hope.
81When Jesus had finished speaking they observed that the elders, the bourgeois, the masters, lords, Pharisees, men who knew how to read and make money, shook their heads forebodingly, and got up, making wry faces and nodding among themselves, half contemptuous, half scandalized; and as soon as they were outside, muttered a grumbling of prudent disapprobation through their great black and silver beards. But no one laughed.
81When Jesus finished speaking, the elders, the wealthy, the leaders, the Pharisees—those who were good at reading and making money—shook their heads in disapproval and stood up, making sour expressions and nodding at each other, feeling half condescending and half shocked. As soon as they were outside, they quietly grumbled their disapproval through their long black and silver beards. But nobody laughed.
The merchants followed them, erect, already thinking of the next day; there remained behind the working men, the poor, the shepherds, the peasants, the gardeners, the smiths, the fishermen, and all the herd of beggars, orphans without inheritance, old men without health, homeless outcasts, friendless unfortunates, penniless men, the diseased, the maimed, the worn-out, the rejected. They could not take their eyes from Jesus, they would have liked Him to go on speaking, to reveal the day of the New Kingdom when they too would have their return for all this misery, and see with their own eyes the day of reckoning. The words of Jesus had made their bruised and weary hearts beat faster. A gleam of light, a glimpse of the sky and of glory, the hallucination of prosperity, of banquets, of repose and abundance, sprang up from those great words in the rich souls of the poor. Perhaps they scarcely understood what the Master meant to say, and perhaps the Kingdom glimpsed by them had some resemblance to a materialistic Land of Cockaigne. But no one loved Him as they did. No one will ever love Him like the poor of Galilee, hungering after peace and truth. Even those who were less destitute, the day-laborers, the fishermen, the working men, though less hungry for bread, loved Him for the love of those poor.
The merchants walked ahead, already thinking about tomorrow; behind them were the workers, the poor, the shepherds, the farmers, the gardeners, the blacksmiths, the fishermen, and a crowd of beggars, orphans without inheritances, elderly people without health, homeless outcasts, friendless souls, broke men, the sick, the disabled, the exhausted, the rejected. They couldn't take their eyes off Jesus; they wished He would keep speaking, to reveal the day of the New Kingdom when they too would see justice for all their suffering, and witness the day of reckoning. Jesus’ words made their battered and tired hearts race. A spark of hope, a glimpse of the sky and glory, the dream of wealth, feasts, peace, and plenty erupted from His powerful words in the hearts of the poor. They might not have fully understood what the Master meant, and perhaps the Kingdom they envisioned bore some resemblance to a materialistic paradise. But no one loved Him like they did. No one will ever love Him the way the poor of Galilee did, craving peace and truth. Even those who were a bit better off, like day laborers, fishermen, and workers, though less desperate for food, loved Him out of compassion for the poor.
And when He came out from the Synagogue all those stood waiting in the street to see Him again. They followed Him timidly as if in a dream; when He entered into the house of a friend to eat they were almost jealous and some waited outside the door until He reappeared; then, grown more bold, they accosted Him and went along together beside the shores of the lake. Others joined them on the way, and now one and now 82another (they were braver under the open sky and outside the Synagogue) began asking questions. And Jesus paused and answered this obscure crowd with words never to be forgotten.
And when He came out of the synagogue, everyone was waiting on the street to see Him again. They followed Him nervously, as if they were dreaming; when He went into a friend’s house to eat, they felt almost jealous, and some waited outside the door until He came out again. Then, feeling bolder, they approached Him and walked together along the shores of the lake. Others joined them along the way, and one by one (they felt braver in the open air and away from the synagogue) started asking questions. Jesus stopped and responded to this uncertain crowd with words that would never be forgotten.
THE FIRST FOUR
Among the fishermen of Capernaum, Jesus found His first disciples. Almost every day He was on the beach of the lake; sometimes the boats were going out, sometimes they were coming in, the sails swelling in the breeze; and from the barks the barefooted men climbed down, wading knee-deep in water, carrying the baskets filled with the wet silver of dead fish piled together, good and bad, and with the old dripping nets.
Among the fishermen of Capernaum, Jesus found His first disciples. Almost every day, He was by the lake's shore; sometimes the boats were going out, sometimes they were coming in, their sails catching the breeze; and from the boats, the barefoot men climbed down, wading knee-deep in the water, carrying baskets filled with the wet silver of dead fish piled together, both good and bad, along with the old dripping nets.
They put out sometimes at nightfall when there was a moon, and came back early in the morning just after the setting of the moon and before sunrise. Often Jesus was waiting for them on the strand and was the first to greet them. But the fishing was not always good, sometimes they came back empty-handed, tired and depressed. Jesus greeted them with words which cheered them, and the disappointed men, although they had not slept, listened to Him willingly. One morning two boats came back towards Capernaum while Jesus standing by the lake was talking to the people who had gathered around Him. The fishermen disembarked and began to arrange the nets; then Jesus entered into one of the boats and asked them to put it out a little from the land so that He might not be pressed upon by the crowd. Upright near the rudder He taught those who had remained on the land, and when He had left speaking He said to Simon, “Launch out into the deep, and let down your nets for a draught.”
They sometimes went out at night when there was a moon and returned early in the morning just after the moon had set and before the sun rose. Often, Jesus was waiting for them on the shore and was the first to greet them. But the fishing wasn’t always good; sometimes they came back empty-handed, tired, and discouraged. Jesus welcomed them with encouraging words, and the disappointed men, even though they hadn’t slept, listened to Him attentively. One morning, two boats returned to Capernaum while Jesus, standing by the lake, was talking to the crowd that had gathered around Him. The fishermen got out of the boats and started to sort the nets; then Jesus got into one of the boats and asked them to move it a bit from the shore so He wouldn’t be crowded by the people. Standing upright near the rudder, He taught those who stayed on the land, and when He finished speaking, He said to Simon, “Put out into deep water and let down your nets for a catch.”
And Simon, son of Jona, owner of the boat, answered, “Master, we have toiled all the night and have taken nothing, nevertheless at thy word, I will let down the net.”
And Simon, the son of Jona, who owned the boat, replied, “Master, we worked hard all night and didn’t catch anything, but because you say so, I’ll drop the net.”
When they were only a short distance from the bank, Simon and Andrew, his brother, threw out into the water a large net. And when they drew it back it was so full of fish that the meshes were almost breaking. Then the two brothers called their partners in the other boat, that they should come to help 83them, and they threw out the net again and drew it up again full. Simon, Andrew and the others cried out “a miracle!” and thanked Jesus, who had brought them this good luck. Simon, impulsive by nature, threw himself at the knees of their guest crying, “Depart from me; for I am a sinful man, O Lord.”
When they were just a short distance from the shore, Simon and his brother Andrew cast a large net into the water. When they pulled it back, it was so full of fish that the net was nearly breaking. The two brothers called to their partners in the other boat to come help them, and they cast the net again and pulled it up full once more. Simon, Andrew, and the others shouted, “It’s a miracle!” and thanked Jesus for their good fortune. Simon, who was naturally impulsive, fell to his knees before their guest, saying, “Leave me; I’m a sinful man, Lord.”
But Jesus, smiling, said, “Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men.”
But Jesus, smiling, said, “Follow me, and I will make you fish for people.”
When they went back to the shore they pulled the boat up on the land, and leaving their nets, the two brothers followed Him. And a few days after this, Jesus saw the other two brothers, James and John, sons of Zebedee, who were partners of Simon and Andrew, and he called them, while they were mending the broken nets; and they too said farewell to their father, who was in the boat with the sailors, and leaving the broken nets half-mended, followed Him. Jesus was no longer alone: four men, two pairs of brothers more deeply brothers in this common faith, were ready to accompany Him wherever He wished to go, to break bread with Him, to repeat His words, to obey Him as a father, and more than a father. Four poor fishermen, four plain men of the lake, men who did not know how to read, nor indeed how to speak correctly, four humble men whom no one else would have been able to distinguish from others, were called by Jesus to found with Him a kingdom which was to occupy all the earth. For Him they left their faithful boats which they had put out into the water so many times, and so many times tied up to the wharf; they left the old fish nets which had drawn from the water thousands of fish; they left their father, their family, their home. They left all that to follow this man who did not promise money or lands and spoke only of love, of poverty and perfection. Thus if their spirit always remained too low to understand their master, always a little rustic and common, and if sometimes they doubted and were uncertain and did not understand His truths and His parables, and at the end abandoned Him, all will be pardoned to them for the candid, unquestioning promptness with which they followed Him at the first call.
When they returned to the shore, they pulled the boat onto the land, and leaving their nets, the two brothers followed Him. A few days later, Jesus saw the other two brothers, James and John, the sons of Zebedee, who were partners with Simon and Andrew, and He called them while they were fixing their broken nets. They also said goodbye to their father, who was in the boat with the sailors, and left the half-mended nets to follow Him. Jesus was no longer alone: four men, two pairs of brothers bound together by their shared faith, were ready to accompany Him wherever He wanted to go, to share meals with Him, to echo His words, and to obey Him as a father, and even more than a father. Four poor fishermen, four ordinary men from the lake, who couldn't read or speak properly, four humble men who blended in with everyone else, were called by Jesus to establish a kingdom that would spread across the earth. For Him, they left their faithful boats that they had launched into the water countless times and had tied up at the dock just as many; they left the old fishing nets that had brought in thousands of fish; they left their father, their family, their home. They gave it all up to follow this man who didn’t promise riches or land but spoke only of love, poverty, and perfection. So, even if their understanding of their master often felt limited, a bit rustic and ordinary, and if they sometimes doubted, felt uncertain, and didn’t grasp His truths and parables, and ultimately abandoned Him, all would be forgiven for the sincere, unquestioning eagerness with which they followed Him at the first call.
84Who among us to-day, among all those now living, would be capable of imitating those four poor men of Capernaum? If a prophet should come and say to the merchant, “Leave your bank and your counter”; and to the Professor, “Come down from your chair and throw away your books”; and to the statesman, “Give up your portfolios and your lies which are only nets for catching men”; and to the working man, “Put away your tools for I will give you other work”; and to the farmer, “Stop in the middle of the furrow and leave your plow among the clods, for I promise you a more wonderful harvest”; and to the factory hand, “Stop your machine and come with me, for spirit is more precious than metal”; and to the rich, “Give away all your goods, for you will acquire with me an inestimable treasure”; ... if a prophet should speak thus to us, men of the present day, how many would follow him with the simple-hearted spontaneity of those fishermen of old? But Jesus made no sign to the merchants who stood trafficking in the open places, and in the shops, nor to those who observed the tiniest commands of the law and could recite by heart verses from the Bible, nor to the farmers rooted to their land and their live-stock, and certainly not to the affluent, surfeited, satisfied, who care nothing about any other kingdoms because their kingdom has long since been realized.
84Who among us today, among all those currently alive, would be able to imitate those four poor men from Capernaum? If a prophet were to come and say to the merchant, “Leave your bank and your shop”; to the professor, “Step down from your chair and put away your books”; to the politician, “Give up your portfolios and the lies that are just traps for people”; to the working man, “Put down your tools because I have other work for you”; to the farmer, “Stop mid-field and abandon your plow, for I promise you a more amazing harvest”; to the factory worker, “Shut off your machine and come with me, because spirit is more valuable than metal”; and to the wealthy, “Give away all your possessions, for you’ll gain a priceless treasure with me”; ... if a prophet spoke this way to us, the people of today, how many would follow him with the simple-hearted spontaneity of those fishermen from long ago? But Jesus didn’t call out to the merchants busy in the marketplaces and shops, nor to those who strictly followed the law and could recite Bible verses from memory, nor to the farmers devoted to their land and livestock, and definitely not to the wealthy, overly comfortable, contented individuals who have no interest in other kingdoms because their own kingdom has already been fulfilled.
Not by chance did Jesus select His first companions from among fishermen. The fisherman who lives a great part of his days in the pure solitude of the water is the man who knows how to wait. He is the patient, unhurried man who lets down his nets and leaves the rest to God. The water has its caprices, the lake its fantasies, no day is like another day; he does not know when he goes away if he will come back with his boat full or without a single fish to cook for his dinner. He commends himself into the hands of God, who sends abundance and famine. He consoles himself for bad days by thinking of the good days which have been and which will come. He does not desire sudden riches, and is glad if he can exchange the results of his fishing for a little bread and wine. He is pure in soul and body. He washes his hands in water and his spirit in solitude.
Not by chance did Jesus choose His first followers from among fishermen. The fisherman, who spends a large part of his day in the quiet solitude of the water, is someone who knows how to wait. He is a patient, unhurried person who casts his nets and leaves the rest up to God. The water has its moods, the lake its quirks; no day is like the others. He doesn’t know when he leaves if he will return with a boat full of fish or with nothing to cook for dinner. He entrusts himself to God, who sends both abundance and scarcity. He finds comfort in the thought of good days that have come and will come again, so he doesn’t crave sudden wealth. He’s content if he can trade what he catches for a little bread and wine. He is pure in both soul and body. He washes his hands in water and refreshes his spirit in solitude.
85Of these fishermen who would have died in the obscurity of Capernaum without any one except their neighbors being aware of them, Jesus made saints whom men even to-day remember and invoke. A great man creates great men; from a somnolent people he raises up prophets; from a debilitated people, warriors; from an ignorant race, teachers. In any weather fires are lighted if there is a hand capable of kindling them. When David appears he finds at once his gibborim; an Agamemnon finds his heroes, an Arthur his knights, Charlemagne his paladins, Napoleon his Marshals. Jesus found among the men of the people of Galilee, His apostles.
85Of these fishermen who would have faded into obscurity in Capernaum without anyone except their neighbors knowing about them, Jesus turned them into saints that people still remember and call upon today. A great leader creates great leaders; from a sleepy crowd, he brings forth prophets; from a weakened people, he raises warriors; from an uneducated society, he finds teachers. Fires can be ignited in any weather if there's someone who knows how to spark them. When David shows up, he immediately discovers his mighty men; an Agamemnon finds his heroes, an Arthur his knights, Charlemagne his paladins, Napoleon his Marshals. Jesus found His apostles among the ordinary people of Galilee.
Jesus did not seek armed warriors, men who would lay their enemies low, conquerors of provinces. His apostles were to fight, but the good fight of perfection against corruption, holiness against sin, health against sickness, spirit against matter, the happy future against the past, henceforth sterile. They were to aid Him in bringing His joyous message to the heavy-hearted. They were to speak in His name in places where He could not go, and in His name to carry on His work after His death.
Jesus didn't look for armed warriors, men who would defeat their enemies or conquer territories. His apostles were meant to fight, but to fight the good fight of striving for perfection against corruption, holiness against sin, health against illness, spirit against materialism, and a bright future against a fruitless past. They were to help Him spread His joyful message to those who were heavy-hearted. They were to speak in His name in places He couldn't reach and, in His name, continue His work after His death.
THE MOUNT
The Sermon on the Mount is the greatest proof of the right of men to exist in the infinite universe. It is our sufficient justification, the patent of our soul’s worthiness, the pledge that we can lift ourselves above ourselves to be more than men, the promise of that supreme possibility, the hope of our rising above the beast.
The Sermon on the Mount is the ultimate evidence of humanity's right to exist in the vast universe. It serves as our solid justification, a declaration of our soul's value, a commitment that we can elevate ourselves beyond our current state to become more than just human, the assurance of that highest potential, and the hope of transcending our primal instincts.
If an angel come down to us from the world above should ask us what our most precious possession is, the master-work of the Spirit at the height of its power, we would not show him the great wonderful oiled machines of which we foolishly boast, although they are but matter in the service of material and superfluous needs; but we would offer him the Sermon on the Mount, and afterwards, only afterwards, a few hundred pages taken from the poets of all the peoples. But the Sermon would be always the one refulgent diamond 86dimming with the clear splendor of its pure light the colored poverty of emeralds and sapphires.
If an angel came down to us from above and asked what our most valuable possession is, the masterpiece of the Spirit at its peak, we wouldn’t show him the amazing, fancy machines we foolishly brag about, even though they only serve our material and unnecessary needs. Instead, we would share the Sermon on the Mount with him, and only afterward would we offer a few hundred pages from poets of all nations. But the Sermon would always be the shining diamond, outshining the colorful allure of emeralds and sapphires with its pure light. 86
And if men were called before a superhuman tribunal and had to give an account to the judges of all the inexplicable mistakes and of the ancient infamies every day renewed, and of the massacres which last for a thousand years, and of all the bloodshed between brothers, and of all the tears shed by the children of men, and of our hardness of heart and of our perfidy only equaled perhaps by our stupidity; we should not bring before this tribunal the reasonings of the philosophers, however learned and fine-spun; not the sciences, ephemeral systems of symbols and recipes; nor our laws, short-sighted compromises between ferocity and fear. The only thing we should have to show as restitution for so much evil, as atonement for our stubborn tardiness in paying our debts, as apology for sixty centuries of hideous history, as the one and supreme attenuation of all those accusations, is the Sermon on the Mount. Who has read it, even once, and has not felt at least in that brief moment while he read, a thrill of grateful tenderness, and an ache in his throat, a passion of love and remorse, a confused but urgent longing to act—so that those words shall not be words alone, nor this sermon mere sounds and signs, but so that they shall be imminent hope, life, alive in all those who live, present truth for always and for every one? He who has read it, if only once, and has not felt all this, he deserves our love beyond all other men, because all the love of men can never make up to him for what he has lost.
And if people were taken before a superhuman court and had to explain to the judges all the confusing mistakes and the old horrors that keep happening, and the massacres that have gone on for a thousand years, and all the bloodshed among brothers, and all the tears shed by humanity, and our coldness and betrayal that might be matched only by our ignorance; we wouldn't present the reasoning of philosophers, no matter how learned and intricate; not the sciences, which are just temporary systems of symbols and formulas; nor our laws, which are short-sighted compromises between brutality and fear. The only thing we could offer as restitution for all the evil, as atonement for our slow progress in settling our debts, as an apology for sixty centuries of horrific history, as the one definitive answer to all those accusations, is the Sermon on the Mount. Who has read it, even just once, and not felt at least for that brief moment a wave of grateful warmth, a lump in their throat, a mix of love and guilt, a strong but confused desire to act—so that those words become more than just words, and this sermon isn’t just sounds and signs, but turns into real hope, alive in everyone who exists, a living truth for all time and for everyone? Anyone who has read it, even just once, and hasn’t felt all this, deserves our love more than anyone else, because no amount of human love can ever replace what they have lost.
The Mount on which Jesus sat the day of the sermon was certainly not so high as that from which Satan had shown Him the Kingdoms of the earth. From it you could see only the plain, calm under the loving sunset light; on one side the silver-green oval of the lake, and on the other the long crest of Carmel where Elijah overcame the scullions of Baal. But from this humble mount which only the hyperbole of the chroniclers called mountain, from this little rocky hill scarcely rising above the level earth, Jesus disclosed that Kingdom which has no confines or boundaries, and wrote not 87on tablets of stone like Jehovah, but on flesh-and-blood hearts, the song of the new man, the hymn of glorification.
The hill where Jesus sat for the sermon wasn't nearly as high as the one from which Satan had shown Him the Kingdoms of the earth. From there, you could only see the calm plain under the gentle sunset light; on one side was the silver-green oval of the lake, and on the other was the long ridge of Carmel where Elijah defeated the followers of Baal. But from this humble hill, which only the exaggerations of the historians called a mountain—this little rocky hill barely rising above the ground—Jesus revealed that Kingdom with no limits or boundaries. He didn't carve it into stone tablets like Jehovah, but onto the hearts of flesh-and-blood people, the song of the new man, the hymn of praise.
“How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace!” Isaiah was never more a prophet than at the moment when these words poured from his soul.
“How beautiful on the mountains are the feet of those who bring good news, who proclaim peace!” Isaiah was never more of a prophet than in that moment when these words flowed from his heart.
BLESSED ARE THE POOR
Jesus sat on a little hill in the midst of the first apostles surrounded by hundreds of eyes that were watching His eyes; and some one asked Him to whom would be allotted this Kingdom of Heaven, of which He so often spoke. Jesus answered with the nine beatitudes.
Jesus sat on a small hill with the first apostles, surrounded by hundreds of eyes watching Him closely. Someone asked Him to whom the Kingdom of Heaven, which He talked about so often, would be given. Jesus replied with the nine beatitudes.
The beatitudes, so often spelled out even nowadays by people who have lost their meaning, are almost always misunderstood, mutilated, deformed, cheapened, distorted. And yet they epitomize the first day of Christ’s teaching, that glorious day!
The beatitudes, frequently recited even today by those who have lost their significance, are almost always misinterpreted, twisted, distorted, diminished, and oversimplified. And yet they embody the very essence of the first day of Christ's teachings, that glorious day!
“Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.” Luke leaves out the words “in spirit,” seeming to mean the “poor” and nothing else; and many people after him (some modern and malicious) have understood him to mean the simple-minded, the silly. They see in the words only a choice between the bankrupt and the imbecile.
“Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.” Luke leaves out the words “in spirit,” which seems to imply the “poor” and nothing more; and many people after him (some modern and malicious) have interpreted him to mean the simple-minded or foolish. They see in the words only a choice between the broke and the clueless.
When He spoke, Jesus was not thinking either of the first or the second. Jesus had no friendship for the rich and detested with all His soul the greedy desire for riches, the greatest obstacle to the true enrichment of the soul; Jesus was friendly to the poor and comforted them because they had less comfort than other people; He kept them near Him because of their greater need to be fed by loving words. But He was not so foolish as to think that to be poor, materially poor in the worldly sense of the word, is a sufficient title to enjoy the Kingdom, without any other qualifications.
When He spoke, Jesus wasn't thinking about the first or the second. Jesus had no affection for the wealthy and utterly despised the greedy desire for wealth, which was the biggest barrier to truly enriching the soul. He was kind to the poor and offered them comfort because they had less than others; He drew them close because they needed to hear loving words more. But He wasn’t naive enough to believe that being materially poor in the worldly sense alone was enough to deserve the Kingdom, without any other requirements.
Jesus never gave any sign of admiring that intelligence which is solely the intelligence of abstraction and the memory for phrases. Purely systematic philosophers, and metaphysical 88sophists, gropers in nature, devourers of books, would never have found grace in His eyes. But intelligence, the power of understanding the signs of the future and the meaning of symbols—enlightened and prophetic intelligence, the loving mastery of the truth—was a gift in His eyes also, and many times He grieved that His listeners and His disciples showed so little of it. For Him supreme intelligence consisted in realizing that the intelligence alone is not enough, that all the soul must be changed to obtain happiness, since happiness is not an absurd dream but eternally possible and within reach. But he fully understood that intelligence ought to aid us in this total transmutation. He could not therefore call to the fullness of the Kingdom of God the dull and the imbecile. Poor in spirit are those who are fully and painfully aware of their own spiritual poverty, of the faultiness of their own souls, of the smallness of the good that is in us all, of the moral indigence of most men. Only the poor who realize that they are really poor suffer from their poverty, and because they suffer from it try to escape from it. Very different these from men apparently rich, from those blind arrogant self-satisfied people who believe themselves fulfilled and perfected, in good standing with God and man, who feel no eagerness to climb upward because they delude themselves with thinking they are already on high, who will never enrich themselves because they do not realize their own fathomless poverty.
Jesus never showed any admiration for a type of intelligence that relies only on abstract thinking and memorizing phrases. Purely systematic philosophers and metaphysical sophists, those who blindly search for knowledge in nature and consume books, would never have found favor in His eyes. However, intelligence—the ability to understand future signs and the meaning of symbols—enlightened and prophetic intelligence, the loving mastery of truth—was something He valued. Many times, He felt sorrow that His listeners and disciples exhibited so little of it. For Him, true intelligence lay in understanding that intelligence alone isn’t enough; the entire soul must change to achieve happiness, which is not an impossible dream but always attainable and within reach. He fully recognized that intelligence should help us with this complete transformation. Thus, He could not invite the dull and the foolish to the fullness of the Kingdom of God. Those who are poor in spirit are deeply and painfully aware of their own spiritual poverty, the flaws in their souls, and the limited goodness that exists in all of us, as well as the moral deficiency of most people. Only those who understand their real poverty suffer from it, and because they do, they seek to escape it. These individuals are very different from those who seem rich—those blind, arrogant, self-satisfied people who believe they are complete and perfect, in good standing with both God and man. They lack the urgency to seek higher ground because they deceive themselves into thinking they are already there, and they will never enrich themselves because they fail to recognize their own immense poverty.
Those therefore who confess themselves poor and undergo suffering to acquire that veritable wealth named perfection, will become holy as God is holy, and theirs shall be the Kingdom of Heaven; those complacent people on the other hand who drape themselves in self-satisfaction, taking no heed of the foulness accumulated and hidden under their vainglory, will not enter into the Kingdom.
Those who admit they are poor and endure hardship to achieve true wealth, which is perfection, will become holy as God is holy, and they will inherit the Kingdom of Heaven. On the other hand, those who are self-satisfied, ignoring the dirtiness hidden beneath their vanity, will not enter the Kingdom.
BLESSED ARE THE MEEK: FOR THEY SHALL INHERIT THE EARTH
The earth here promised is not the literal field of clods, nor monarchies with built-up cities. In the language of the 89Messiah, “to inherit the earth” means to partake of the New Kingdom. The soldier who fights for the earthly earth needs to be fierce; but he who fights within himself for the conquest of the new earth and the new heaven must not abandon himself to anger, the counselor of evil, nor to cruelty, the negation of love. The meek are those who endure close contact with evil men and with themselves—often harder to bear—who do not break out into brutish rage when things go badly, but conquer their inner enemies with that quiet perseverance which more than sudden sterile furies shows the force of the soul. They are like water which is not hard to the touch, which seems to give way before other substances, but slowly rises, silently attacks, and calmly consumes, with the patience of the years, the hardest granites.
The promised land here isn't just a literal field of dirt, nor are we talking about kingdoms with big cities. When the Messiah says “to inherit the earth,” he means being part of the New Kingdom. A soldier fighting for earthly ground needs to be tough; but someone battling their own inner conflicts for a new earth and new heaven shouldn't give in to anger, which leads to evil, or to cruelty, which denies love. The meek are those who endure the presence of evil people and their own flaws—often even harder to handle—who don’t explode in brutal rage when things go wrong, but instead conquer their inner struggles with a quiet perseverance that shows the true strength of the soul, more than sudden outbursts do. They're like water that feels soft to the touch, seems to yield to other substances, but slowly rises, silently attacks, and patiently over time wears down even the hardest stones.
BLESSED ARE THEY THAT MOURN
Blessed are they that mourn, for they shall be comforted. The afflicted, the weeping, those who feel disgust for themselves and pity for the world, who do not live in the supine stupidity of everyday life, who mourn over their own unhappiness and that of their brothers, who grieve over failures, over the blindness which delays the victory of light—because light for men cannot come from the sky if their own eyes do not reflect it—who grieve over the remoteness of that righteousness dreamed-of again and again, promised a thousand times, and yet always further away through our fault and every one’s fault; those who mourn over an offense received instead of increasing the wrong by revenge, and who weep over the wrong they have done and over the good they might have done and did not; those who care little about the loss of a visible treasure but strain after the invisible treasure; those who mourn, hasten with their tears the day of grace, and it is right that they shall some day be comforted.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. The hurting, the crying, those who feel shame for themselves and pity for the world, who don't live in the mindless routine of everyday life, who grieve over their own sadness and that of others, who sorrow over failures and the ignorance that delays the triumph of light—because light for humanity cannot shine from above if their own eyes do not reflect it—who lament the distance of that ideal goodness envisioned again and again, promised a thousand times, and yet always seems further away due to our faults and everyone else's; those who mourn over an offense received rather than adding to the wrong with revenge, and who weep for the harm they’ve caused and for the good they could have done but didn’t; those who care little about losing visible wealth but strive for the invisible riches; those who mourn hasten with their tears the day of grace, and it is fitting that they will someday be comforted.
BLESSED ARE THEY THAT HUNGER AND THIRST AFTER JUSTICE: FOR THEY SHALL BE FILLED
The justice which Jesus means is not the justice of men, obedience to human law, conformity to codes, respect for usage and for the established transactions of men. In the language of the psalmists, the prophets, the saints, the just man is he who lives according to the will of God, because God is the supreme type of all perfection. Not according to the law written by the Scribes set down in the Bible, diluted by Talmudic casuistries, obscured by the subtleties of the Pharisees; but according to the one simple Law which Jesus reduces to one commandment, “Love all men near and far, your fellow countrymen and foreigners, strangers and enemies.” Those who hunger and thirst after this justice shall be filled in the Kingdom of Heaven. Even if they do not succeed in being perfect in all things, much will be pardoned for their endurance of the long vigil.
The justice that Jesus refers to isn't just about following human laws, sticking to codes, or respecting customs and societal norms. In the words of the psalmists, prophets, and saints, a just person is someone who lives according to God's will, since God represents the highest standard of all perfection. It’s not about adhering to the complex laws written by the Scribes in the Bible, muddled by Talmudic interpretations, or clouded by the intricacies of the Pharisees; it's about following the one simple Law that Jesus summarizes in a single commandment: "Love everyone, near and far, your fellow countrymen and foreigners, strangers and enemies." Those who crave this kind of justice will be satisfied in the Kingdom of Heaven. Even if they don't achieve perfection in everything, a lot will be forgiven for their perseverance through the long wait.
BLESSED ARE THE MERCIFUL: FOR THEY SHALL OBTAIN MERCY
He who loves shall be loved, he who gives help shall find help. The law of retaliation is nullified for evil but remains valid for good. We constantly commit sins against the spirit and those sins will be forgiven us only as we forgive those committed against us. Christ is in all men and what we do to others will be done to us. “Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.” If we have pity on others we may have pity for ourselves; God can pardon the evil which we do to ourselves only if we pardon the evil which others do to us.
Whoever loves will be loved, and whoever helps will find help. The principle of retaliation doesn't apply to evil but still holds true for good. We often commit wrongs against the spirit, and those wrongs will only be forgiven if we forgive the wrongs done to us. Christ is in everyone, and what we do to others will be done to us. “Whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.” If we show compassion to others, we can show compassion to ourselves; God can forgive the harm we do to ourselves only if we forgive the harm others do to us.
BLESSED ARE THE PURE IN HEART: FOR THEY SHALL SEE GOD
The Pure of Heart are those who have no other wish than for perfection, no other joy than victory over the evil which hunts us down on every side. He who has his heart crammed with furious desires, with earthly ambitions, with carnal pride 91and with all the lusts which convulse this ant-heap of the earth, can never see God face to face, will never know the sweetness of His magnificent felicity.
The Pure of Heart are those who want nothing but perfection, who find joy only in defeating the evil that surrounds us. A person whose heart is filled with intense desires, earthly ambitions, carnal pride, and all the lusts that shake this bustling world can never see God directly and will never experience the sweetness of His incredible happiness. 91
BLESSED ARE THE PEACEMAKERS: FOR THEY SHALL BE CALLED THE SONS OF GOD
These peacemakers are not the meek of the second beatitude. The meek refrain from answering evil with evil; the peacemakers do more, they return good for evil, they bring peace where wars are flaring up. When Jesus said He had come to bring war and not peace, He meant war to evil, to Satan, to the world, to evil which is wrong, to Satan who is Death, to the world which is an eternal battle. He means, in short, war against war. The peacemakers are those who wage war upon war, those who placate, those who bring about concord. The origin of every war is self-love, love which becomes love of riches, pride of possession, envy of those more wealthy, hatred for rivals; and the new law comes to teach hatred for oneself, contempt for measurable goods, love for all creatures, even for those who hate us. The peacemakers who teach and practice this love cut at the root of all war. When every man loves his brothers more than himself there will be no more wars, neither great nor small, neither civil nor imperial, neither of words nor of blows, between man and man, between class and class, between people and people. The peacemakers will have conquered the earth and they will be called the true sons of God, and they will enter among the first into His Kingdom.
These peacemakers aren't the humble ones mentioned in the second beatitude. The humble avoid responding to evil with evil; the peacemakers do even more—they respond to evil with good and create peace where conflicts are rising. When Jesus said He came to bring war and not peace, He was referring to a battle against evil, Satan, and the world—against the wrongs of evil, against Death, and against the ongoing struggle of the world. Essentially, He meant a war against war. Peacemakers are those who fight against conflict, who calm tensions, and who create harmony. The root of every war is self-centeredness, which turns into a love for material wealth, pride in ownership, jealousy of those who have more, and animosity toward competitors; the new law teaches us to disdain self-love, view material possessions with contempt, and love all beings, even our enemies. The peacemakers who embody and share this love strike at the heart of all conflict. When everyone loves their neighbors more than themselves, there will be no more wars—neither large nor small, neither civil nor imperial, neither verbal nor physical—between individuals, between classes, or between nations. The peacemakers will have inherited the earth, will be called the true children of God, and will be among the first to enter His Kingdom.
BLESSED ARE THEY WHO HAVE BEEN PERSECUTED FOR JUSTICE’ SAKE: FOR THEIRS IS THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN
I send you out to found this Kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven, of that higher justice which is love, of that fatherly goodness whose name is God; I send you out therefore to fight against those who uphold injustice, the servants of materialism, the proselytes of the Adversary. They will defend themselves 92when attacked, and to defend themselves they will attack you. You will be tortured in body, crucified in soul, deprived of liberty and perhaps of life; but if you accept this suffering cheerfully to carry to others that justice which makes you suffer, this persecution will be for you an incontestable title to enter into the Kingdom which you have founded as far as was in your power.
I'm sending you out to establish this Kingdom, the Kingdom of Heaven, which represents a higher justice rooted in love and that fatherly goodness known as God. Therefore, I send you to fight against those who support injustice, the servants of materialism, and the followers of the Adversary. They will defend themselves when attacked, and in doing so, they will retaliate against you. You will experience physical torture, spiritual crucifixion, and deprivation of freedom, and possibly even life; but if you endure this suffering joyfully to bring others the justice that causes you pain, this persecution will serve as undeniable proof for you to enter the Kingdom you have established to the best of your ability.
BLESSED ARE YE WHEN MEN SHALL REPROACH YOU AND PERSECUTE YOU AND SAY ALL MANNER OF EVIL AGAINST YOU FALSELY FOR MY SAKE. REJOICE AND BE EXCEEDING GLAD: FOR GREAT IS YOUR REWARD IN HEAVEN: FOR SO PERSECUTED THEY THE PROPHETS WHICH WERE BEFORE YOU
Persecution is a material attack through physical, legal and political means. The persecutors can take away your bread, and the clear light of the sun, and divine liberty; they may break your bones, but you must endure more than mere persecution. You must expect insult and calumny. They will condemn you because you wish to change bestial men into saints. Wallowing in the foulness of their bestiality, they detest the idea of leaving their filth. But they will not be satisfied to strike only at your body, they will strike also at your soul. They will accuse you of all crimes, they will stone you with slander and contumely. Hogs will say that you are filthy, asses will swear that you are ignorant, ravens will accuse you of eating carrion, rams will drive you away as ill-smelling, the dissolute will cry out upon the scandal of your corruptness and thieves will denounce you for theft. But you must always rejoice because the insult of evil men is the consecration of your own goodness, and the mud thrown at you by the impure is the pledge of your purity. This is, as St. Francis says, “the perfect joy.” Beyond all the graces which Christ gives to His friends is the grace of conquering oneself and willingly enduring injury, opprobrium, pains, discomforts. All the other gifts of God are not ours to glory in, because they come not from us, but from God; but in tribulation and in 93affliction we can glory because that is ours. All the prophets who have ever spoken upon the earth were insulted by men, and men will insult those who are to come. We can recognize prophets by this, that smeared with mud and covered with shame, they pass among men, bright-faced, speaking out what is in their hearts. No mud can close the lips of those who must speak. Even if the obstinate prophet is killed, they cannot silence him. His voice multiplied by the echoes of his death will be heard in all languages and through all the centuries.
Persecution is a direct attack using physical, legal, and political methods. The persecutors can take away your sustenance, the bright light of day, and your freedom; they may injure you physically, but you have to endure more than just persecution. You should expect insults and slander. They will condemn you because you want to transform base individuals into better people. Stuck in their own filth, they despise the idea of changing. But they won’t be satisfied with just hurting your body; they will also target your spirit. They will accuse you of every sin, bombard you with lies and abuse. Pigs will call you dirty, donkeys will claim you're foolish, crows will say you eat the dead, rams will push you away as foul, the immoral will shout about your supposed corruption, and thieves will call you a thief. But you should always find joy in this because the insults from wicked people affirm your goodness, and the dirt thrown at you by the unclean confirms your purity. This is, as St. Francis says, “the perfect joy.” Above all the gifts Christ gives to His friends is the grace of mastering oneself and choosing to endure hurt, shame, pain, and discomfort. We cannot take pride in any other gifts from God because they are not ours; they come from Him. But in trials and suffering, we can take pride because that belongs to us. All the prophets who have ever spoken on earth were insulted, and people will insult those yet to come. We can identify prophets by the way they, covered in shame and mud, walk among people, bright-faced and speaking their hearts. No mud can silence those destined to speak. Even if the stubborn prophet is killed, he cannot be silenced. His voice, echoed by his death, will resonate in all languages and throughout the ages.
This promise brings the beatitudes to their end.
This promise brings the blessings to a close.
By means of the beatitudes, Christ fully explains who are fit to be the citizens of His new Kingdom. Those citizens are henceforth found and sealed; every one can recognize them. The unwilling are warned, the uncertain are reassured. The rich, the proud, the satisfied, the violent, the unjust, the warlike, those who mock, those who do not hunger after perfection, those who persecute and outrage, can never enter into the Kingdom of Heaven. They cannot enter there until they are altogether conquered and changed, and have become the opposite of what they are now. Those who live happily according to the world, those whom the world envies, imitates and admires, are infinitely further from true happiness than those others whom the world scorns and hates. In this exulting beginning Jesus has turned upside down the human hierarchy; now as He goes on He will turn upside down the values of life, and no other revaluation will ever be so divinely paradoxical as His.
Through the beatitudes, Christ clearly defines who is worthy to be part of His new Kingdom. These citizens are now identified and marked; everyone can recognize them. The unwilling are warned, while the uncertain find encouragement. The rich, the proud, the complacent, the violent, the unfair, the aggressive, those who mock, those who don’t seek after perfection, and those who persecute and mistreat others cannot enter the Kingdom of Heaven. They can only enter once they are completely transformed and have become the opposite of who they are now. Those who live happily in the world, whom the world envies, imitates, and admires, are much further from true happiness than those whom the world disregards and despises. In this triumphant beginning, Jesus has upended human hierarchy; as He continues, He will also turn the values of life upside down, and no other re-evaluation will ever be as divinely paradoxical as His.
THE DIVINE PARADOX
Emasculated Gymnosophists and the cowardly sect of the Saturnists,—these are serious-minded men who can understand plain facts but cannot interpret those facts but merely repeat and spoil them—have always looked with unfriendly eyes on what is called the paradoxical. To save themselves the trouble of distinguishing between sacred paradoxes and those which are only a fatuous amusement, they make haste to pass judgment 94on all paradox as nothing else than the overturning of recognized old truths; hence, false and—they add, to clip the wings of vanity—as easy as possible to invent. One would suppose it seems to them more difficult to walk along the road already laid out, and to spell over line by line what was written before they were born by men who certainly had not their cowardly temperament.
Emasculated Gymnosophists and the timid sect of the Saturnists—these are serious-minded people who can grasp straightforward facts but fail to interpret them, merely repeating and distorting them. They've always viewed what is called the paradoxical with skepticism. To avoid the hassle of distinguishing between meaningful paradoxes and those that are just silly distractions, they quickly declare all paradoxes as nothing more than the rejection of established truths; thus, they claim they are false and—as if to curb any hint of arrogance—just as easy to come up with. It appears they think it's harder to follow the well-trodden path and to methodically read through what was written long before they were born by individuals who certainly didn’t possess their timid nature. 94
But if these priests of the already-said would consider the few master ideas on which modern thought is living, or rather on which it is dying, they would discover that they are almost all overturnings, that is to say, paradoxes. When Rousseau says that men are born good but that society makes them bad, he turns inside out the accepted doctrine of original sin; when the disciples of progress affirm that from the worse comes the better; when the evolutionist affirms that the complex springs out of the simple; and the monist that all diversities are but manifestations of the One; and the Marxist that economic history is the basis of spiritual development; when the modern mathematical philosophers affirm that man is not as he has always been believed, the center of the universe, but a minute animal species on one of an infinite number of spheres scattered in the infinite; when the Protestants cry, “The Pope is of no account but only the Scriptures”; when the French Revolutionists say, “The Third Estate is nothing and should be everything”—what are all these people doing except overturning old and commonly held opinions?
But if these priests of the past would consider the few key ideas that modern thought is based on, or rather that it is struggling with, they would find that they are mostly reversals, or in other words, paradoxes. When Rousseau claims that people are born good but that society makes them bad, he flips the accepted idea of original sin on its head; when the proponents of progress assert that better things come from worse; when the evolutionist states that the complex arises from the simple; and the monist argues that all differences are just expressions of the One; and the Marxist claims that economic history underlies spiritual development; when modern mathematical philosophers assert that humanity is not, as traditionally believed, the center of the universe, but rather a small species on one of countless spheres scattered throughout infinity; when Protestants declare, “The Pope doesn’t matter, only the Scriptures”; when the French Revolutionaries say, “The Third Estate is nothing and should be everything”—what are all these people doing except challenging old and widely accepted opinions?
But Jesus is the greatest overturner, the supreme maker of paradoxes, radical and without fear. This is His greatness, His eternal freshness and youth, the secret of the turning sooner or later of every great heart toward His Gospel.
But Jesus is the ultimate game changer, the top creator of contradictions, bold and unafraid. This is His greatness, His everlasting energy and youthfulness, the reason why eventually every great heart is drawn to His Gospel.
He became incarnate to recreate men sunk in error and evil; He found error and evil in the world; how could He fail to overturn the maxims of the world? Read over again the words of the Sermon on the Mount. At every step it proclaims the desire of Jesus that what is low shall be recognized as lofty; that the last shall be first; that the overlooked shall be the preferred; that the scorned shall be reverenced, and finally, that the old truth shall be considered as error, and ordinary 95life as death and corruption. He has said to the past, benumbed in its death agony, to Nature, too easily followed, to universal and common opinion of mankind, the most decisive “NO” in the history of the world.
He became flesh to bring back people lost in mistake and wrongdoing; He found mistakes and wrongs in the world; how could He not challenge the beliefs of the world? Read the words of the Sermon on the Mount again. At every turn, it expresses Jesus’ wish that what is seen as low should be acknowledged as high; that the last will be first; that those who are ignored will be favored; that the despised will be honored; and ultimately, that old truths will be seen as falsehoods, and everyday life as death and decay. He has given the past, trapped in its dying struggle, and Nature, too easily followed, and the widespread common opinion of humanity, the most powerful “NO” in the history of the world.
In this He is faithful to the spirit of His race which in its very downfall always found reasons for greater hope. The most enslaved people dreamed of dominating other peoples with the help of the Son of David. The most despised race felt that glory was promised them, the people most punished by God believed itself the most loved; the most sinful was certain that it alone was to be saved. This absurd reaction of the Hebrew conscience became in Christ a revision of values, became, because of His superhuman origin, a divine renovation of all the principles followed and respected by humanity.
In this, He stays true to the spirit of His people, who, even in their darkest times, always found reasons for hope. The most oppressed groups dreamed of having power over others with the help of the Son of David. The most marginalized people believed that glory was promised to them, and those who suffered the most thought they were the most loved by God; the most sinful were convinced that they alone would be saved. This seemingly irrational response of the Hebrew conscience transformed in Christ into a redefinition of values, and because of His extraordinary origin, it became a divine renewal of all the principles upheld and respected by humanity.
Christ’s first discovery is like that of Buddha, “Men are unhappy, all men—even those who seem happy.” Siddharta to put an end to pain counseled the suppression of life itself. Jesus had another hope, more sublime in that it appears absurd. He taught that men are unhappy because they have not found true life. Let them become the opposite of what they are, let them do the contrary of what they do, and the festival of happiness on earth will begin.
Christ's first realization is similar to Buddha's: "People are unhappy, all people—even those who seem happy." Siddharta suggested ending suffering by suppressing life itself. Jesus had a different hope, one that may seem absurd yet is more noble. He taught that people are unhappy because they haven't discovered true life. If they become the opposite of what they are and do the opposite of what they currently do, then the celebration of happiness on earth will commence.
Until now they have followed Nature, they have let themselves be guided by their instincts, they have accepted and that only superficially a provisional and insufficient law, they have worshiped lying gods, they have thought they could find happiness in wine, in flesh, in gold, in authority, in cruelty, in art, in learning; and the only result has been that their suffering has become more intense. The explanation is that they have lost the path, that they must turn straight around, renounce what seemed good, pick up what was thrown away, worship what was burned, and burn what was worshiped, conquer the animal instincts instead of satisfying them, struggle with their nature instead of justifying it, make a new law and live by it, faithfully, in the spirit. If until now they have not obtained what they looked for, the only possible cure is to turn their present life upside down, that is, to transform their souls.
Until now, they have followed Nature, allowed their instincts to guide them, accepted only a temporary and inadequate set of rules, worshiped false idols, and believed they could find happiness in wine, pleasure, wealth, power, cruelty, art, and knowledge; yet all this has only intensified their suffering. The explanation is that they’ve lost their way and need to turn around, reject what seemed good, reclaim what was discarded, honor what was destroyed, and destroy what was revered, conquer their animal instincts instead of indulging them, grapple with their nature instead of justifying it, create a new set of laws, and adhere to it sincerely, in spirit. If they haven’t found what they’ve been seeking so far, the only way to heal is to completely upend their current lives, that is, to transform their souls.
96Our permanent unhappiness is a proof that the experiment of the old world has failed, that Nature is hostile, that the past is wrong, that to live like animals according to the elementary instinct of animals, only slightly furbished up and varnished with humanity, results in wretchedness and despair.
96Our lasting unhappiness shows that the old world's experiment has failed, that Nature is against us, that the past is flawed, and that living like animals, just a bit polished and covered with a layer of humanity, leads to misery and despair.
Those who have laughed at or wept over the infinite wretchedness of man have seen clearly. The pessimists are right. Those who denounce our boasting, those who scorn our strengthlessness, those who despise our ignominy, how can they be refuted?
Those who have laughed at or cried over the endless misery of humanity have seen the truth. The pessimists are correct. Those who criticize our arrogance, those who look down on our weakness, those who disdain our shame, how can they be argued against?
Whoever is not born to wriggle contentedly in the worm heap, eating his particle of earth, he who has not only a stomach and two hands, but a soul and a heart; he whose soul is of finer temper because it has been so beaten upon, is bound to feel a horror of mankind. For hard, arid natures this horror changes into repugnance and hate; for others richer and more generous it turns to pity and love.
Whoever is not meant to happily wriggle in the dirt, eating their piece of the earth, the one who has more than just a stomach and two hands—who has a soul and a heart; whose soul has been refined through struggle, is destined to feel a deep dread towards humanity. For those who are tough and unyielding, this dread morphs into disgust and hatred; for those who are richer and more generous, it transforms into compassion and love.
When we read Leopardi and consider how he lost (perhaps because of the imperfect Christians surrounding him) his youthful love of Christ and, eating his heart out in reasoning despair, ended with the despairing lines, “Tiresome and bitter is life, never aught but that”; who of us will have the insight to reply, “Be quiet, unfortunate man! If you taste nothing but bitterness, it comes from the wormwood you are eating; if you find life tiresome the fault is yours; you yourself have used the infernal stone of barren reasoning to cauterize those feelings which would have made your life cheerful or at least endurable”?
When we read Leopardi and think about how he lost his youthful love for Christ (maybe because of the imperfect Christians around him) and, consumed by despair, ended with the hopeless lines, “Life is tiresome and bitter, nothing but that”; who of us will have the wisdom to respond, “Calm down, unfortunate man! If all you taste is bitterness, it’s because of the wormwood you’re consuming; if you find life tiresome, it’s your own doing; you’ve used the harsh stone of bleak reasoning to burn away those feelings that could have made your life joyful or at least bearable”?
No, Leopardi was not mistaken, for when you see men as they are and have no hope of saving them, or changing them, and you cannot live like them because you are too different from them, and cannot succeed in loving them because you believe them condemned to eternal unhappiness and wickedness, when you feel that the brutes will always be brutes and the cowards always cowards and the foul always more sunk in their foulness, what else can you do but counsel your heart to silence, and hope for death? There is but one question: are men 97unchangeable, not to be transformed, not capable of becoming better? Or, on the other hand, can man rise above himself and make himself holy? The answer is of terrible importance. All our destiny is in that question. Among superior men many have not been fully conscious of this dilemma. Many have believed and still believe that the form of life can be changed, but not the essence; and that to man everything will be given except to change the nature of his spirit; that man can become yet more master of the world, richer and more learned, but he cannot change his moral structure. His feelings, his primary instincts will always remain as they were in the wild occupants of the caves, in the constructors of the lake cities, in the first barbarians and in the peoples of the most ancient kingdoms.
No, Leopardi wasn't wrong. When you see people as they really are and have no hope of saving or changing them, and you can't live like them because you're too different, and you can't love them because you think they're doomed to eternal unhappiness and wickedness, when you feel that the brutes will always be brutes and the cowards will always be cowards, and the filthy will always sink deeper into their filth, what can you do but tell your heart to be quiet and hope for death? There's just one question: are people unchangeable, incapable of transformation, and not able to become better? Or, can a person rise above themselves and make themselves better? The answer is crucial. Our entire fate hinges on that question. Among the great thinkers, many haven't fully recognized this dilemma. Many have believed, and still believe, that the form of life can change, but not its essence; that everything will be given to man except the ability to change the nature of his spirit; that man can gain more control over the world, become wealthier and wiser, but he cannot change his moral framework. His feelings, his basic instincts will always remain the same as they were in the wild inhabitants of caves, in the builders of lake cities, in the first barbarians, and in the peoples of the ancient kingdoms.
Others feel an equal horror of man as he has been and as he is, but before they sink into the despair of moral nihilism they look at man as he could be. They have a firm faith in his perfectibility of soul and find happiness in the divine but terrible task of preparing the happiness of their brothers.
Others feel the same horror toward humanity as he has been and as he is, but before they fall into the despair of moral nihilism, they look at humanity as he could be. They have a strong belief in the potential for the soul's improvement and find joy in the divine yet daunting task of creating happiness for their fellow humans.
For men who are truly men there is no other choice: either the blackest anguish or the boldest faith; either death or salvation. The past is horrible, the present is repellent; let us give all our life, let us offer all our power of loving and understanding in order that to-morrow may be better, that the future may be happy. If up to now we have erred, and the irrefutable proof is the black past from which we have come, let us work for the birth of a new man and a new life. There are but two possibilities: either happiness will never be given to men or, and this Jesus believed firmly, if happiness could be our ordinary and eternal possession there is no other price for attaining it but to change our course, transform our souls, create new values, deny the old, answer the “No” of holiness to the false “Yes” of the world. If Christ was mistaken, nothing remains but absolute and universal negation, resolute faith in nothing. Either complete and rigorous atheism, not the maimed hypocritical atheism of the cowardly sects of to-day; or active faith in Christ who saves and resurrects us by His love.
For men who are truly men, there’s no other option: either the deepest despair or the strongest faith; either death or salvation. The past is terrible, and the present is unappealing; let’s give everything we have, let’s dedicate all our ability to love and understand so that tomorrow may be better, and the future may be joyful. If we’ve made mistakes up to now, and the undeniable evidence is the dark past we’ve come from, let’s work towards the birth of a new man and a new life. There are only two possibilities: either happiness will never be available to humanity, or, as Jesus firmly believed, if happiness could be our normal and everlasting state, the only way to achieve it is to change our path, transform our souls, create new values, reject the old, and say “No” to the false “Yes” of the world through holiness. If Christ was wrong, then all that’s left is total and universal denial, a strong belief in nothing. It’s either complete and strict atheism, not the weak hypocritical atheism of today’s cowardly groups; or an active faith in Christ who saves and resurrects us with His love.
YE HAVE HEARD
The first prophets, the earliest legislators, the leaders of young nations, the Kings, founders of cities and institutors of justice, the wise masters, the saints, began the domination of the beast. With spoken and sculptured word they tamed wolfish men, domesticated the men of the woods, held barbarians in restraint, taught those bearded children, softened the violent, the vengeful, the inhuman. With the gentleness of the word or the terror of punishment (Orpheus or Draco), by promises or by threats, in the name of the gods of high heavens or the gods under the earth, they trimmed the nails, which immediately grew long again; put muzzles over the sharp-fanged mouths; protected the defenseless, the victims, pilgrims, women. The old law that is found with only a few variations in the Manava Dharmasastra, in the Pentateuch, in the Ta-Hio, in the Avesta, in the traditions of Solon and of Numa, in the sententious maxims of Hesiod and the Seven Wise Men, is the first attempt, rough, imperfect and inadequate, to mold animality into a sketch, a beginning, a simulacrum of humanity.
The first prophets, the earliest lawmakers, the leaders of new nations, the kings, the founders of cities, and the creators of justice began to control the beast. With spoken and carved words, they tamed savage men, domesticated those from the wild, restrained barbarians, educated the uncivilized, softened the violent, the vengeful, and the inhumane. Through the kindness of words or the fear of punishment (Orpheus or Draco), by promises or threats, in the name of the deities of the heavens or the gods below, they clipped the nails, which immediately grew long again; put muzzles over the sharp-toothed mouths; and protected the defenseless, the victims, travelers, and women. The old law, which appears with only a few variations in the Manava Dharmasastra, in the Pentateuch, in the Ta-Hio, in the Avesta, in the traditions of Solon and Numa, and in the wise sayings of Hesiod and the Seven Wise Men, is the first rough, imperfect, and inadequate attempt to shape animal instincts into a version, a beginning, a semblance of humanity.
This law reduced itself to a few elementary rules; not to steal, not to kill, not to perjure, not to fornicate, not to tyrannize over the weak, not to mistreat strangers and slaves any more than was necessary. These are the social virtues, strictly necessary for a common life, useful to all. The legislator contented himself with naming the most ordinary sins, asked for a minimum of inhibition. His ideal rarely surpassed a sort of approximate justice. But the law took for granted the predominance of evil, the sovereignty of instinct, earlier than the law and still existing. Every precept implies its infraction, every rule the practice of the opposite. For this reason the old law, the law of the first peoples, is only an insufficient channeling of the brute force eternal and triumphant. It is a collection of compromises and half-measures between custom and justice, between nature and reason, between the rebellious beast and the divine model.
This law boiled down to a few basic rules: don't steal, don't kill, don't lie under oath, don't have sex outside of marriage, don't oppress the weak, and don't mistreat strangers or slaves any more than absolutely necessary. These are the social virtues that are essential for living together and beneficial for everyone. The lawmaker focused on the most common wrongdoings and sought a bare minimum of self-restraint. Their ideal rarely went beyond a sort of rough justice. But the law assumed that evil was prevalent and that instincts ruled, existing both before the law and still today. Every rule suggests its violation, and every guideline implies the opposite behavior. For this reason, the old law, the law of early societies, is merely an inadequate way to manage the ever-present brute force. It is a collection of compromises and half-measures between tradition and justice, between nature and reason, and between the unruly beast and the divine ideal.
Men of ancient time, carnal, physical, hearty, lusty, muscular, 99sanguine, sturdy, solid, hairy men with ruddy faces, eaters of raw meat, ravishers, cattle-stealers, mutilators of their enemies, fit to be called, like Hector the Trojan, “killers of men,” strong, zestful warriors who, having dragged by the feet their slaughtered antagonists, refreshed themselves with fat haunches of oxen and of mutton, emptying enormous cups of wine; these men ill-tamed, ill-subdued to the law such as we see them in the Mahabharata, and in the Iliad, in the poem of Izdubar, and in the book of the wars of Jehovah, such men without the fear of punishment and of God would have been still more unrestrained and ferocious. In times when a head was asked for an eye, an arm for a finger, and a hundred lives for a life, a law of retaliation which asked only an eye for an eye and a life for a life was a notable victory of generosity, appalling though it seems after the teaching of Jesus.
Men in ancient times were tough, strong, and full of life—muscular, hearty, and passionate. They had ruddy faces, ate raw meat, and were known for raiding cattle and brutalizing their enemies. These fierce warriors, much like Hector the Trojan, were called “killers of men.” They would drag their slain foes by the feet, then feast on juicy cuts of beef and lamb, downing large goblets of wine. These wild men, untamed and resistant to laws, as depicted in the Mahabharata, the Iliad, the poem of Izdubar, and the book of the wars of Jehovah, would have been even more uncontrolled and savage without the fear of punishment or God. In an era when a head was demanded for an eye, an arm for a finger, and a hundred lives for a single life, a law of retaliation that required only an eye for an eye and a life for a life was considered a remarkable act of generosity, no matter how shocking it may seem in light of Jesus's teachings.
But the law was more often disobeyed than observed; the strong endured it against their will, the powerful who ought to have protected it, evaded it; the bad violated it openly; the weak cheated it. And even if it had been entirely obeyed by every man every day it would not have been enough to conquer the evil perpetually boiling up, held down only for a moment, rendered harder to enact but not impossible, condemned but not abolished. It was a reduction of innate fierceness, not its total extirpation. Men, shackled but reluctant, had learned to pretend obedience, did a little good where every one could see them in order to be more free to do wrong secretly, exaggerated the observance of external precepts that they might the better betray the foundation and spirit of the law.
But the law was more often ignored than followed; the strong put up with it against their will, while those in power who should have enforced it found ways to avoid it; the wicked broke it openly; the weak found ways to bypass it. And even if everyone had followed it perfectly every day, it still wouldn’t have been enough to deal with the constant evil bubbling up, which was only suppressed for a moment, made harder to address but not impossible, condemned but not eliminated. It was a limitation of inherent brutality, not its complete removal. People, bound but unwilling, learned to pretend to obey, doing a little good in public so they could be freer to do wrong in private, exaggerating their adherence to superficial rules so they could better undermine the essence and spirit of the law.
They had come to this point when Jesus spoke on the Mount. He understood that the old law was doomed, drowned in the stagnant swamps of formalism; the endless work of the education of the human race was to begin over again, the ashes must be brushed away, the flame of original enthusiasm must be blown into it, it must be carried through to its original destination which is always metanoia, the changing of the soul. And for this it was necessary to terminate the old law, the dried and burnt-out old law.
They had reached this moment when Jesus spoke on the Mount. He realized that the old law was failing, stuck in the stagnant waters of strict formalism; the ongoing effort to educate humanity had to start anew, the ashes had to be cleared away, the spark of original passion needed to be rekindled, and it must be led back to its true purpose, which is always transformation, the change of the soul. To achieve this, it was essential to put an end to the old law, the withered and exhausted old law.
100With Jesus therefore begins the new law: the old is abrogated and declared insufficient.
100With Jesus, the new law starts: the old one is canceled and considered inadequate.
He begins at every example with the words—“Ye have heard it said” ... and at once He substitutes for the old command, which He purifies by paradox or actually overthrows, the new command, “But I say unto you....”
He starts each example with the phrase, “You have heard it said” ... and immediately replaces the old command, which he refines through paradox or completely overturns, with the new command, “But I say to you....”
With these “buts” a new phase of the human education begins. It is not the fault of Jesus if we are still groping along in the twilight of very early dawn.
With these “buts,” a new phase of human education begins. It’s not Jesus's fault that we are still feeling our way through the early morning darkness.
BUT I SAY UNTO YOU
“Ye have heard that it was said by them of old time, Thou shalt not kill ... but I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother ... shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire.” Jesus goes straight to the extreme. He does not even consider the possibility of striking a brother, much less of killing him. He does not conceive even the intention, the wish to kill. A single moment of anger, a single abusive word, a single offensive phrase, are for him the equivalent of assassination. Unimaginative, mediocre people cry out, “Exaggeration.” There can be no grandeur where there is no passion and passion is exaggeration. Jesus has His own logic and makes no mistake. Murder is only the final carrying out of a feeling. From anger follow evil words, from evil words, evil deeds; from blows, murder. It is not enough therefore to forbid the final act, the material and external act. That is only the result of an interior process which has made it inevitable. The right thing to do is to cut at the root of the evil to destroy the evil plant of hate which bears the poisonous fruit.
“You’ve heard that it was said long ago, ‘You shall not kill’ ... but I say to you, that anyone who is angry with their brother ... will be in danger of judgment: and anyone who calls their brother ‘Raca’ will be in danger of the council: but anyone who says, ‘You fool,’ will be in danger of hell fire.” Jesus goes straight to the extreme. He doesn’t even consider the possibility of hitting a brother, let alone killing him. He doesn’t entertain even the thought or desire to kill. A moment of anger, a single insulting word, an offensive phrase, are for him the same as murder. Unimaginative, average people shout, “Exaggeration.” There can be no greatness where there is no passion, and passion is exaggeration. Jesus has His own reasoning and makes no mistake. Murder is just the final act of a feeling. From anger come harmful words, from harmful words come harmful actions; from blows, murder. Therefore, it’s not enough to forbid the final act, the physical and external act. That’s only the result of an internal process that has made it inevitable. The right thing to do is to cut at the root of the evil to destroy the toxic plant of hate that bears the poisonous fruit.
Achilles, son of Peleus, that same Achilles who was wrathful because they took away his concubine, and who begged the Gods to let him become a cannibal so that he could set his teeth in his dead enemies’ flesh, Achilles of the silver-footed mother said: “Whether they come from Gods or from men, ill-omened 101are quarrels and the anger which drives even a wise man to wrath, wrath which sweeter than honey in the mouth grows greater in men’s hearts.” Achilles, after the massacre of his companions, after the death of his dearest friend, discovers finally what a thing is wrath, which kindles and burns and not even a river of blood can quench it. The wrathful hero knows what an evil thing is wrath, but he is not converted. And he foregoes his wrath against the king of men only to vent the fury of his vengeance upon the murdered body of Hector.
Achilles, the son of Peleus, that same Achilles who was furious because they took away his concubine and who begged the Gods to let him become a cannibal so he could sink his teeth into the flesh of his dead enemies, Achilles with the silver-footed mother said: “Whether they come from Gods or from men, disputes and the anger that drives even the wisest to fury are ill-omened; wrath, sweeter than honey in the mouth, grows stronger in people's hearts.” After the slaughter of his friends and the death of his closest companion, Achilles finally realizes the nature of wrath, which sparks and burns, and not even a river of blood can extinguish it. The wrathful hero understands how destructive wrath is, but he doesn't change. He holds back his wrath against the king of men only to unleash his vengeance on the slain body of Hector.
Anger is like fire: it can be smothered only at the first spark; afterwards it is too late. Jesus uttered the profoundest truth when He decreed the same penalty for the first hot words as for murder. When all men learn to conquer at the very start their outbreaks of resentment and to curb their imprecations, quarrels of words or of deeds will flame up no longer between man and his brother man, and homicide will become only a black memory of our wild-beast past.
Anger is like fire: it can only be controlled at the first spark; after that, it’s too late. Jesus spoke a deep truth when He declared the same penalty for the first angry words as for murder. When everyone learns to manage their feelings of resentment right from the start and to hold back their curses, arguments—whether verbal or physical—won't ignite between people anymore, and murder will just be a dark memory of our primitive past.
“Ye have heard that it was said of them of old time, thou shalt not commit adultery, but I say unto you that whoever looketh upon a woman to lust after her hath committed adultery already in his heart.” Even here Jesus does not stop with the material fact which seems of importance to gross men. He always soars from the body to the soul, from flesh to will, from the visible to the invisible. The tree is judged by its fruit, but the seed is judged by the tree. Evil visible to all is seen too late. In its maturity it can no longer be prevented. Sin is the pustule which suddenly appears, but which would not have appeared if the blood had been purged from its malignant humors in time. When a man and another man’s wife desire each other, the betrayal is complete, they have committed adultery whether or not they are guilty in deed. A man marries not only the body of his wife, but her soul. If her soul is lost to him he has lost the greater part. To lose also the lesser part may be unendurably painful, but it is not vital. A woman overcome and forced without her consent by a stranger not loved by her, does not commit adultery. What counts is the intention, the feeling. He who wishes to maintain himself pure must abstain also from the mere silent passing 102look of desire, because the look of desire if not repressed is repeated and a look passes into a word, into a kiss, and into love which spares no lover. To think of, to imagine, to desire a betrayal is already a betrayal. He alone who cuts the first thread can save himself from the great net of perversity which, starting from a glance, grows until not even death can break it. And Jesus advises expressly to pluck out the eye and cast it away if evil comes from the eye, and to cut off the hand and throw it away if evil comes from the hand,—advice which dismays the cowardly and even the strong. Yet even the most cowardly, when threatened by cancer, have their arms or legs cut off, and if a tumor grows in the bowels, are ready to have their bodies cut open to save their lives. Men are concerned to save the body, but grudge any sacrifice necessary to keep in health the soul, without which the body is only an insensate machine of flesh and blood.
“You have heard that it was said long ago, ‘You shall not commit adultery,’ but I say to you that whoever looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery in his heart.” Even here, Jesus doesn’t just focus on the visible actions that seem important to people. He always rises from the physical to the spiritual, from the body to the will, from the seen to the unseen. A tree is judged by its fruit, but the seed is judged by the tree. The evil that everyone can see is noticed too late. Once it has matured, it can no longer be stopped. Sin is like a sore that suddenly appears, but it wouldn’t have shown up if the blood had been cleansed of its corrupt influences in time. When a man and another man’s wife desire each other, the betrayal is complete; they have committed adultery whether or not they act on it. A man marries not just his wife’s body, but her soul. If her soul is lost to him, he has lost the larger part. Losing the smaller part may be unbearably painful, but it isn’t the most vital loss. A woman who is overpowered and forced by a stranger she doesn’t love does not commit adultery. What truly matters is the intention and the feeling. Anyone who wants to keep themselves pure must also avoid even the silent look of desire because if desire is not restrained, it will lead from a look to a word, to a kiss, and to a love that spares no one. To think about, to imagine, to desire a betrayal is already a betrayal. Only he who cuts the first thread can save himself from the great trap of perversion that begins with a glance and grows until not even death can free him from it. And Jesus advises clearly to pluck out the eye and throw it away if evil comes from the eye, and to cut off the hand and throw it away if evil comes from the hand—advice that shocks the cowardly and even the strong. Yet even the most cowardly, when threatened by cancer, have their arms or legs amputated, and if a tumor grows in their abdomen, they are ready to have their bodies opened up to save their lives. People are eager to save the body but hesitate to make any sacrifice necessary to keep the soul healthy, without which the body is merely an insensible machine of flesh and blood.
“Again, ye have heard that it hath been said by them of old time, Thou shalt not forswear thyself, but shalt perform unto the Lord thine oaths:
“Again, you have heard that it was said long ago, You shall not break your vow, but you must keep your promises to the Lord:
“But I say unto you, Swear not at all, neither by heaven; for it is God’s throne:
“But I tell you, do not swear at all, not by heaven; for it is God's throne:
“Nor by the earth; for it is his footstool: neither by Jerusalem; for it is the city of the great King.
“Nor by the earth; for it is his footstool: neither by Jerusalem; for it is the city of the great King.
“Neither shalt thou swear by thy head, because thou canst not make one hair white or black.
“Don't swear by your head, because you can't change one hair to white or black.”
“But let your communication be, Yea, yea; Nay, nay: for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil.”
“But let your communication be, Yes, yes; No, no: for whatever is more than these comes from evil.”
He who swears to the truth is afraid, he who swears to the false is a traitor. The first believes that the power invoked could punish him, the other is an impostor who profits by the faith of others the more readily to deceive them. In both cases swearing is wrong. For us impotent men to call on a superior power to bear witness or to be a judge in our miserable quarrels of opposed interest, to swear by our heads or by our sons’ heads when we cannot change the appearance of the smallest part of our body, is an absurd challenge, a blasphemy. He who always speaks the truth not through dread of penalties, but through natural desire of his soul, needs no oaths. 103Oaths can almost always be called in question, and never serve to give perfect security even to those who seem to be satisfied with them. In the history of the world there are more stories of broken oaths than of oaths kept, and he who uses most words to swear is precisely the man who is already thinking of breaking his oath.
The person who swears to tell the truth is afraid, while the one who swears to a lie is a traitor. The first fears that the power they invoke could punish them; the other is a fraud who takes advantage of others’ trust to deceive them more easily. In both situations, swearing is wrong. For us powerless individuals to call on a higher power to witness or judge our pitiful conflicts of opposing interests, to swear by our own lives or by our children’s lives when we can’t even change a single part of our bodies, is an absurd challenge and a blasphemy. A person who always speaks the truth, not out of fear of punishment but from a genuine desire in their soul, doesn’t need oaths. 103 Oaths can almost always be questioned and don’t provide real security even for those who seem satisfied with them. Throughout history, there are more tales of broken oaths than of oaths that were honored, and the one who uses the most words to swear is often the one already contemplating breaking their oath.
“Ye have heard it said, Honor thy father and thy mother, but I say unto you, he that loveth his father and mother more than me is not worthy of me.” And also, “If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.” Here also the old precept which ties the new order to the old order with the tether of reverence is brusquely reversed.
“You have heard it said, Honor your father and your mother, but I say to you, anyone who loves their father and mother more than me is not worthy of me.” And also, “If anyone comes to me and does not hate their father, mother, wife, children, brothers, sisters, and even their own life, they cannot be my disciple.” Here, the old rule that connects the new order to the old with a bond of respect is sharply turned upside down.
Jesus does not condemn filial love, but He puts it in its right place, which is not first of all, as the people of antiquity thought. For Him the greatest love, the purest is paternal love. The father loves in the son the future, what is new; the son loves in the father, the past, the old. But Jesus comes to change the past, to destroy the old. Homage paid to parents, shutting oneself up in tradition and in the family, is a barrier to the renovation of the world. Love of all men is a greater thing than love for those who gave us life. Salvation for all men is infinitely preferable to the service of the few who make up a family. To have the greater, one must needs abandon the less. It would be more convenient to love only those of our family and to make this love (often forced and simulated) an excuse for not being friendly to any one else. But he who is devoting his life to something which transcends him has a great undertaking which takes all his strength and every moment of his every hour until the last. He who wishes to serve the universe with a broad spirit must give up, and if that is not enough, deny the common affections. He who wishes to be Father in the divine sense of the word, even without physical paternity, cannot be merely a son. “Let the dead bury their dead.” In the old law, and more than ever in the learned traditions, there were hundreds of precepts for the purification of the body, minute, tiresome, complicated precepts without any 104true earthly or heavenly foundation. The Pharisees made the best part of religion consist in the observance of these traditions because it is much less trouble to wash a cup than your own soul. For a dead thing like a cup a little water and a towel are enough; for the soul there must be tears of love and the fire of desire. “Not that which goeth into the mouth defileth a man; but that which cometh out of the mouth, this defileth a man. Do ye not understand that whatsoever entereth in at the mouth goeth into the belly and is cast out into the draught? But those things which proceed out of the mouth come forth from the heart; and they defile the man. For out of the heart proceed evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false witness, blasphemies. These are the things which defile a man; but to eat with unwashen hands defileth not a man.”
Jesus doesn't condemn love for your family, but He puts it in its proper place, which isn't first like the people of ancient times believed. For Him, the greatest and purest love is a father's love. The father sees the future and what’s new in his son, while the son sees the past and what’s old in his father. But Jesus comes to change the past and to transform the old. Giving honor to parents and being confined by tradition and family are obstacles to the world’s renewal. Love for all people is more important than love for those who brought us into the world. Salvation for everyone is far better than serving just a few family members. To embrace the greater, one must let go of the lesser. It might be easier to love just our family and use that love (often forced and fake) as an excuse to not be kind to others. But someone who dedicates their life to something bigger than themselves has a significant mission that consumes all their strength and every moment of their lives until the end. To serve the universe with a generous spirit, one must give up and, if necessary, reject common affections. To truly be a Father in a divine sense, even without biological fatherhood, you cannot just be a son. “Let the dead bury their dead.” In the old law, and even more so in academic traditions, there were countless rules for purifying the body—tedious, complicated rules without any real earthly or heavenly basis. The Pharisees believed the most crucial part of religion was following these traditions because it’s much easier to wash a cup than to cleanse your own soul. For an object like a cup, a little water and a towel will suffice; but for the soul, you need tears of love and the fire of desire. “It’s not what goes into the mouth that defiles a person, but what comes out of the mouth that defiles a person. Don’t you understand that whatever enters through the mouth goes into the stomach and is eliminated? But what comes out of the mouth originates from the heart, and that defiles a person. For out of the heart come evil thoughts, murders, adulteries, fornications, thefts, false testimonies, and blasphemies. These are the things that defile a person; but eating with unwashed hands doesn’t defile a person.”
The bath with water from the well or from the fountain, the bodily and ritual bath, does not take the place of the essential inner purification, and it is better to eat with hands soiled with sweat than to repel a hungry brother with hands washed in three waters. Filth issues from the body, disappears into the vaults and enriches orchards and fields. But there are many finely dressed gentlemen so full to the throat with another sort of filth that the stench of it comes out with the words from their mouths, vainly washed and rinsed. And this filth does not disappear into underground vaults, but soils every one’s life, poisons the air, befouls even the innocent. From these excremental men we should stand far away, even if they are washed twelve times a day; the soaping of the skin is not enough if the heart sends up noisome thoughts. The sewer-cleaner, if he thinks no evil, is certainly cleaner than the rich man who, while splashing in the perfumed water of his marble bath tub, is meditating some new fornication or fraud.
The bath with water from the well or fountain, the physical and ceremonial cleansing, doesn’t replace the important inner purification, and it’s better to eat with hands dirty from sweat than to push away a hungry brother with hands washed in three waters. Filth comes from the body, goes underground, and enriches orchards and fields. But there are many well-dressed men who are so full of a different kind of filth that the stench comes out with their words, even after they’ve vainly washed and rinsed. This filth doesn’t disappear underground but stains everyone’s life, poisons the air, and even taints the innocent. We should keep our distance from these corrupt men, even if they wash twelve times a day; washing the skin isn’t enough if the heart harbors foul thoughts. The sewer cleaner, if his thoughts are pure, is certainly cleaner than the rich man who, while soaking in the perfumed water of his marble bathtub, is plotting some new affair or scam.
NONRESISTANCE
But Jesus had not yet arrived at the most stupefying of His revolutionary teachings. “Ye have heard that it hath been said, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth: But I say 105unto you, That ye resist not evil: But whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also. And if any man will sue thee at the law, and take away thy coat, let him have thy cloke also. And whosoever shall compel thee to go a mile, go with him twain.”
But Jesus hadn't yet reached the most astonishing part of His groundbreaking teachings. “You have heard it said, 'An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.' But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If someone strikes you on your right cheek, turn to him the other cheek also. And if anyone sues you and takes your shirt, let him have your coat as well. And if anyone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles.”
There could be no more definite repudiation of the old law of retaliation. The greater part of those who call themselves Christians not only have never observed this new Commandment, but have never been willing to pretend to approve of it. For an infinite number of believers this principle of not resisting evil has been the unendurable and inacceptable scandal of Christianity.
There could be no clearer rejection of the old law of retaliation. Most people who call themselves Christians not only have never followed this new Commandment, but have never even pretended to support it. For countless believers, this idea of not resisting evil has been the unbearable and unacceptable scandal of Christianity.
There are three answers which men can make to violence: revenge, flight, turning the other cheek. The first is the barbarous principle of retaliation, now smoothed over and emasculated in the legal codes, but nevertheless prevailing in usage: evil is returned for evil, either in one’s own person or by the means of intermediaries, representatives of our tribal lack of civilization, called judges or executioners. To the evil committed by the first offender are added the evils committed by the officers of justice. Often the punishment turns on the punisher and the terrible chain of violence from one revenge to another stretches out interminably. Wrong is two-edged; it fails even if inflicted with the desire of doing good, in nations, or families or individuals. A first crime brings after it a train of expiations and punishments which are distributed with sinister impartiality between offenders and offended. The law of retaliation can give a bestial relief to him who is first struck, but instead of lessening evil it multiplies it.
There are three responses people can have to violence: revenge, escape, or turning the other cheek. The first response is a primitive principle of retaliation, which is now softened and weakened in our legal systems but still exists in practice: evil is met with evil, either directly or through others, like judges or executioners who represent our collective lack of civilization. The harm caused by the initial offender is compounded by the wrongs that come from those enforcing justice. Often, the punishment backfires on the punisher, creating an endless cycle of violence fueled by one act of revenge after another. Wrongdoing is complex; it doesn't succeed even when intended to do good, whether in nations, families, or individuals. A first crime leads to a series of atonements and punishments that are distributed indiscriminately between the offenders and the victims. The principle of retaliation may provide a brutal sense of relief to the one who is initially harmed, but instead of reducing evil, it actually increases it.
Flight is no better than retaliation. He who hides himself redoubles his enemies’ courage. Fear of retaliation can on rare occasions hold back the violent hand, but the man who takes flight invites pursuit. He who hides invites his adversary to make an end of him. His weakness becomes the accomplice of the ferocity of others. Here also evil begets evil.
Flight is no better than revenge. Someone who hides only boosts their enemies' courage. The fear of retaliation can occasionally stop someone from acting violently, but a person who runs away invites others to chase them. Those who hide encourage their opponents to finish them off. Their weakness becomes a partner to the cruelty of others. Here, too, wrongdoing leads to more wrongdoing.
In spite of its apparent absurdity the only way is that commanded by Jesus. If a man gives you a blow and you return another blow, he will answer with his fists, you in turn with 106kicks, weapons will be drawn and one of you may lose your life, often for a trivial reason. If you fly, your adversary will follow you and emboldened by his first experience will knock you down. Turning the other cheek means not receiving the second blow. It means cutting the chain of the inevitable wrongs at the first link. Your adversary who expected resistance or flight is humiliated before you and before himself. He was ready for anything but this. He is thrown into confusion, a confusion which is almost shame. He has the time to come to himself; your immobility cools his anger, gives him time to reflect. He cannot accuse you of fear because you are ready to receive the second blow, and you yourself show him the place to strike. Every man has an obscure respect for courage in others, especially if it is moral courage, the rarest and most difficult sort of bravery. An injured man who feels no resentment and who does not run away shows more strength of soul, more mastery of himself, more true heroism than he who in the blindness of rage rushes upon the offender to render back to him twice the evil received. Quietness, when it is not stupidity, gentleness, when it is not cowardice, astound common souls as do all marvelous things. They make the very brute understand that this man is more than a man. The brute himself when not incited to follow by a hot answer or by cowardly flight, remains paralyzed, feels almost afraid of this new, unknown puzzling force, the more so because among the greatest exciting factors for the man who strikes, is his anticipated pleasure in the angry blow, in the resistance, in the ensuing struggle. Man is a fighting animal; but with no resistance offered, the pleasure disappears; there is no zest left. There is no longer an adversary, but a superior who says quietly, “Is that not enough? Here is the other cheek; strike as long as you wish. It is better that my face should suffer than my soul. You can hurt me as much as you wish, but you cannot force me to follow you into a mad, brutal rage. The fact that some one has wronged me cannot force me to act wrongly.”
Despite its seeming absurdity, the only way is the one that Jesus taught. If someone hits you and you hit back, they'll retaliate with their fists, and you'll respond with kicks; weapons might get involved, and one of you could end up dead, often over something trivial. If you run away, your opponent will chase you and, encouraged by their first victory, will take you down. Turning the other cheek means not taking that second hit. It means stopping the cycle of wrongs right from the start. Your opponent, who expected either a fight or your retreat, is humiliated in front of you and themselves. They were ready for anything but this. They’re thrown into confusion, which feels almost like shame. They have time to collect themselves; your stillness cools their anger and gives them a moment to think. They can't accuse you of being scared because you're ready to take the second hit, and you’re even showing them where to strike. Every person has a hidden respect for the courage they see in others, especially when it’s moral courage, the rarest and toughest kind of bravery. A person who’s been hurt but doesn’t hold a grudge and doesn’t run away shows more inner strength, more self-control, and more real heroism than someone who, blinded by rage, attacks the offender to repay evil with more evil. Composure, when it’s not foolishness, and gentleness, when it’s not cowardice, amaze ordinary people as do all wonderful things. They make even the most brutal person realize that this individual is more than just human. The brute, when not provoked by a furious response or cowardly retreat, becomes paralyzed, feeling almost intimidated by this new, puzzling force, especially since one of the biggest motivators for a person who strikes is the expected thrill of the angry blow, the resistance, and the resulting struggle. Humans are naturally combative; but when there’s no resistance, the thrill fades away; the excitement is lost. There’s no longer an opponent, but someone superior who calmly says, “Is that not enough? Here’s the other cheek; hit me as much as you want. It’s better for my face to hurt than my soul. You can hurt me however you like, but you cannot push me into a frenzy of anger. Just because someone has wronged me doesn’t mean I have to react wrongly.”
Literally to follow this command of Jesus demands a mastery possessed by few, of the blood, of the nerves, and of all the instincts of the baser part of our being. It is a bitter and repellent 107command; but Jesus never said it would be easy to follow Him. He never said it would be possible to obey Him without harsh renunciations, without stern and continuous inner battles; without the denial of the old Adam and the birth of the new man. And yet the results of non-resistance, even if they are not always perfect, are certainly superior to those of resistance or flight. The example of so extraordinary a spiritual mastery, so impossible and unthinkable for common men, the almost superhuman fascination of conduct so contrary to usual customs, traditions and passions; this example, this spectacle of power, this puzzling miracle, unexpected like all miracles, difficult to understand like all prodigies, this example of a strong, sane man who looks like other men, and yet who acts almost like a God, like a being above other beings, above the motives which move other men—this example if repeated more than once, if it cannot be laid to supine stupidity, if it is accompanied by proofs of physical courage when physical courage is necessary to enjoy and not to harm—this example has an effectiveness which we can imagine, soaked though we are in the ideas of revenge and reprisals. We imagine it with difficulty; we cannot prove it because we have had too few of such examples to be able to cite even partial experiments as proofs of our intuition.
Literally following this command of Jesus requires a level of self-control that few possess, over blood, nerves, and all the instincts of our lower nature. It is a harsh and unappealing command; but Jesus never said it would be easy to follow Him. He never claimed it would be possible to obey Him without tough sacrifices, without intense and ongoing inner struggles; without denying the old self and embracing the new. Yet, the outcomes of non-resistance, even if not flawless, are definitely better than those resulting from resistance or escape. The example of such extraordinary self-control, so seemingly impossible for ordinary people, the almost superhuman allure of behavior that goes against common customs, traditions, and desires; this example, this display of strength, this baffling miracle, unexpected like all miracles, challenging to grasp like all wonders, this example of a strong, rational individual who resembles others yet acts almost like a God, like a being above all others, above the motivations that drive others—this example, if repeated more than once, if it cannot be attributed to simple ignorance, if it includes demonstrations of physical bravery when needed to enjoy without causing harm—this example has an impact that we can imagine, even though we are immersed in ideas of revenge and retaliation. We find it hard to envision; we cannot provide proof because we have had too few such examples to cite even partial experiences as evidence for our intuition.
But if this command of Jesus has never been obeyed or too rarely obeyed, there is no proof that it cannot be followed, still less that it ought to be rejected. It is repugnant to human nature, but all real moral conquests are repugnant to our nature. They are salutary amputations of a part of our soul—for some of us the most living part of the soul—and it is natural that the threat of mutilation should make us shudder. But whether it pleases us or not, only by accepting this command of Christ can we solve the problem of violence. It is the only course which does not add evil to evil, which does not multiply evil a hundredfold, which prevents the infection of the wound, which cuts out the malignant growth when it is only a tiny pustule. To answer blows with blows, evil deeds with evil deeds, is to meet the attacker on his own ground, to proclaim oneself as low as he. To answer with flight is to humiliate oneself 108before him, and incite him to continue. To answer a furiously angry man with reasonable words is useless effort. But to answer with a simple gesture of acceptance, to endure for three days the bore who inflicts himself on you for an hour, to offer your breast to the man who has struck you on the shoulder, to give a thousand to the man who has stolen a hundred from you, these are acts of heroic excellence, supine though they may appear, so extraordinary that they overcome the brutal bully with the irresistible majesty of the divine. Only he who has conquered himself can conquer his enemies. Only the saints can charm wolves to mildness. Only he who has transformed his own soul can transform the souls of his brothers, and transform the world into a less grievous place for all.
But if this command from Jesus has never been followed or is only rarely followed, there’s no proof that it can’t be done, and even less that it should be dismissed. It goes against human nature, but all true moral victories go against our nature. They are painful cuts to a part of our soul—for some of us, the most vibrant part of the soul—and it’s natural for us to recoil at the idea of pain. Yet, whether we like it or not, only by accepting this command from Christ can we really address the issue of violence. It’s the only path that doesn’t add more evil to evil, that doesn’t multiply wrongdoing a hundredfold, that prevents the spread of suffering, and that removes the harmful growth when it’s just a small problem. Responding to blows with blows, or evil actions with evil actions, means meeting the attacker on his level, declaring oneself just as low as he is. Running away is to humiliate oneself in front of him and may encourage him to keep going. Trying to respond to an angry person with reason is a pointless effort. But responding with a simple gesture of acceptance, enduring for three days the annoyance of someone who bothers you for an hour, offering your chest to the person who has struck you on the shoulder, giving a thousand to the person who has stolen a hundred from you—these are acts of heroic excellence, however submissive they may seem, so remarkable that they overcome the brutal bully with the undeniable power of the divine. Only those who have mastered themselves can conquer their enemies. Only saints can tame wolves to gentleness. Only those who have transformed their own souls can change the souls of others and make the world a less painful place for everyone.
AGAINST NATURE
Nonresistance to evil is profoundly repugnant to our nature, but to obey the teachings of Christ means that our nature will come to feel disgust for what now pleases us, and find happiness in what now fills us with horror. His every word takes for granted this total renovation of the human spirit: He fearlessly contradicts our most ordinary inclinations and the deepest of our instincts. He praises what every one avoids. He condemns what all men seek. He not only gives the lie to what men teach (often very different from what they really think and do), but He contradicts what they actually think and do every day.
Nonresistance to evil is deeply against our nature, but following Christ’s teachings means that our nature will start to reject what currently satisfies us and find joy in what we now fear. Every word He speaks assumes this complete transformation of the human spirit: He boldly challenges our most common urges and our deepest instincts. He values what everyone shies away from and criticizes what people typically chase after. He doesn’t just expose the lies of what people teach (which often differs from what they truly believe and do), but He also contradicts what they genuinely think and do every day.
Jesus does not believe in the perfection of the natural soul, of the original soul. He believes in its future perfection, only to be reached by a complete overturning of its present nature. His task is the reform of man; more than that, the making-over of man. With Him begins the new race; He is the model, the arch-type, the Adam of humanity remodeled and recast. Socrates tried to reform the mind, Moses the law, others went no further than altering a ritual, a code, a system, a science; but Jesus did not aim at changing one part of man but the whole man from top to bottom, changing the inner man who is 109the motive-power and origin of all the facts and the words of the world. Therefore we need not expect Him to compromise or to wheedle. He will make no concessions to evil and imperfect nature; He will not find specious reasons to justify it as the philosophers do. You cannot serve Jesus and Nature. He who stands with Jesus is against the old animal nature and is working for the higher nature which must conquer it. Everything else is idle talk, dust and ashes.
Jesus doesn’t believe in the perfection of the natural soul, the original soul. He believes in its future perfection, which can only be achieved by completely transforming its current nature. His mission is to reform humanity; more than that, it’s to completely remake humanity. With Him begins a new race; He is the model, the archetype, the new Adam of humanity, redesigned and reshaped. Socrates tried to reform the mind, Moses focused on the law, others only aimed at changing a ritual, a code, a system, or a science; but Jesus didn’t just want to change one aspect of humanity but the whole person from top to bottom, transforming the inner person who is the driving force and source of all actions and words in the world. Therefore, we shouldn’t expect Him to compromise or to beg. He won’t make concessions to evil and imperfect nature; He won’t come up with clever excuses to justify it like philosophers do. You cannot serve Jesus and embrace Nature. Those who align with Jesus stand against the old animalistic nature and work towards the higher nature that must overcome it. Everything else is just empty talk, dust and ashes.
Nothing is more common among men than the thirst for riches. To heap up money by any means, even the most infamous, has always seemed the sweetest and most respectable of occupations. But he who wishes to come with me, said Jesus, must go and sell that which he has and give it to the poor and he shall have treasures in Heaven. Poverty is the first requisite for the citizenship of the Kingdom.
Nothing is more common among people than the desire for wealth. Accumulating money by any means, even the most disgraceful, has always seemed like the most desirable and respectable thing to do. But Jesus said, "Anyone who wants to follow me must sell what they have and give to the poor, and they will have treasures in heaven." Poverty is the first requirement for being a part of the Kingdom.
All men anxiously take thought for the morrow. They are always afraid lest the ground give way under their feet, lest there may not be enough bread to last to the next harvest. They fear that they will not have enough clothes to cover their bodies and the bodies of their children. But Jesus teaches us, “Take therefore no thought for the morrow: sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.”
All people worry about tomorrow. They constantly fear that the ground will crumble beneath them or that there won’t be enough food to last until the next harvest. They are concerned they won't have enough clothes to cover themselves and their children. But Jesus teaches us, “So don’t worry about tomorrow: each day has enough trouble of its own.”
Every man would like to stand first even among his equals. He wishes to be superior to those who surround him, to command, to dominate, to seem greater, richer, handsomer, wiser. The whole history of men is only the terror of standing second; but Jesus teaches us, “And whosoever of you will be the chiefest shall be servant of all.” The greatest is the smallest, the most powerful shall serve the weakest, he who exalts himself shall be humbled, he who humbles himself shall be exalted.
Every man wants to be at the top, even among his peers. He longs to be better than those around him, to lead, to control, to appear more impressive, wealthier, more attractive, and smarter. The entire history of humanity is driven by the fear of coming in second; however, Jesus teaches us, “And whoever among you wants to be the greatest must be the servant of all.” The strongest becomes the least, the most influential will serve the weakest, those who lift themselves up will be brought down, and those who humble themselves will be raised up.
Vanity is another universal curse of men. It poisons even their good actions, because nearly always they perform those insignificant good actions so that they may be seen. They do evil secretly and good openly. Jesus commands us to do just the opposite. “But when thou doest alms, let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth;... And when thou prayest, thou shalt not be as the hypocrites are: for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and in the corners of the 110streets, that they may be seen of men.... But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet.... Moreover when ye fast, be not, as the hypocrites, of a sad countenance: for they disguise their faces, that they may appear to fast.... But thou, when thou fastest, anoint thine head, and wash thy face.”
Vanity is another widespread curse among people. It taints even their good deeds, as they often perform small acts of kindness just to be noticed. They commit wrongdoings in secret and showcase their good actions. Jesus teaches us to do the opposite. “When you give to the needy, don’t let your left hand know what your right hand is doing;... And when you pray, don’t be like the hypocrites, who love to pray standing in synagogues and on street corners to be seen by others.... But you, when you pray, go into your room.... And when you fast, don’t look somber like the hypocrites, for they disfigure their faces to show others they are fasting.... But you, when you fast, wash your face and anoint your head.”
The instinct of self-preservation is the strongest of all those which dominate us. No infamy, cruelty or cowardice is too much for us to pay for the safety of this handful of animated dust. But Jesus tells us: “For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: but whosoever will lose his life for my sake the same shall save it.” For what we call life is not true life and he who gives up his soul ruins also the flesh which houses it.
The instinct for self-preservation is the strongest of all the forces that drive us. There's no shame, cruelty, or cowardice we won't display to protect this fragile existence. But Jesus tells us: “Anyone who tries to save their life will lose it, but whoever gives up their life for my sake will save it.” Because what we consider life isn’t true life, and the person who neglects their soul also harms the body that holds it.
Every one of us has a hankering to judge his fellows. To sit in judgment makes us feel that we are above those judged, better, more righteous, innocent. To accuse others is like saying, “We are not thus.” As a matter of fact it is always the hunchbacks who first cry out on those whose shoulders are a little bent. But Jesus says, “Judge not that ye be not judged, condemn not and ye shall not be condemned, forgive and ye shall be forgiven.”
Every one of us has a desire to judge others. Sitting in judgment makes us feel superior, better, more virtuous, and innocent. Accusing others is like saying, “We are not like that.” In reality, it’s often the flawed ones who are the first to point out the imperfections of those who might be slightly bent. But Jesus says, “Don’t judge, or you won’t be judged; don’t condemn, or you won’t be condemned; forgive, and you’ll be forgiven.”
Every man boasts of being really manly, that is, a grave, mature, wise, substantial, worthy person, who understands the nature of things and who can reason and have an opinion on all subjects. A speech that is too sincere is said to be childish; a simple person is scornfully called childish. But when the disciples asked Him who is the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven, Jesus answered, “Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the Kingdom of God as a little child shall in no wise enter therein.”
Every guy prides himself on being truly manly, which means being serious, mature, wise, substantial, and deserving of respect—someone who understands the world and can think critically about any topic. If someone speaks too honestly, they’re often seen as childish; a straightforward person is mockingly referred to as childish. But when the disciples asked Him who was the greatest in the Kingdom of Heaven, Jesus replied, “Truly I tell you, anyone who does not receive the Kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it.”
The serious-minded man, the devout, the pure, the Pharisee, avoids if possible the company of sinners, of the fallen, of the defiled, and receives as equals at his table only the righteous. But Jesus tirelessly announces that He has come to seek for sinners and not for the righteous, the bad and not the good, and He feels no shame in sitting down to dinner in the house of the publican, where a prostitute anoints his feet. The truly pure man cannot be corrupted by the corrupt, and does not feel 111that for fear of soiling his garments he needs leave them to die in their own vileness.
The serious-minded man, the devout, the pure, the Pharisee, avoids the company of sinners, the fallen, and the defiled whenever possible, and only shares his table with the righteous. But Jesus constantly proclaims that He came to seek out sinners, not the righteous; the bad, not the good. He feels no shame in having dinner at the house of a tax collector, where a prostitute washes His feet with her tears. The truly pure person can’t be tainted by the corrupt and doesn’t feel the need to abandon those who are struggling out of fear of getting dirty themselves. 111
The avarice of men is so great that every one tries to take as much as he can from others and to give back as little. Every one seeks to possess; praises of generosity are only an attempt to cover professional beggary with a decent mask; but Jesus affirms, “It is better to give than to receive.”
The greed of people is so intense that everyone tries to take as much as they can from others while giving back as little. Everyone wants to own more; claims of generosity are just an effort to disguise selfishness with a respectable facade. But Jesus says, “It is better to give than to receive.”
All of us hate most of the people we know. We hate them because they have more than we, because they will not give us all we would like to have, because they do not pay enough attention to us, because they are different from us; in a word, because they exist. We even go so far as to hate our friends, even our benefactors. And Jesus commands us to love men, to love them all, to love even those who hate us.
All of us dislike most of the people we know. We dislike them because they have more than we do, because they won’t give us everything we want, because they don’t pay enough attention to us, because they are different from us; in short, because they exist. We even go so far as to dislike our friends, even those who have helped us. And Jesus tells us to love people, to love everyone, to love even those who dislike us.
No one who disobeys this command can call himself a Christian; though he is on the point of death if he does not love his slayer, he has no right to call himself a Christian.
No one who ignores this command can consider themselves a Christian; even if they are close to death, if they do not love their killer, they have no right to call themselves a Christian.
Love for ourselves, the origin of our hatred for others includes all other tendencies and passions. He who conquers self-love, and the hatred toward others, is already entirely transformed; the rest flows from this as a natural consequence. Hatred toward oneself and love for enemies is the beginning and end of Christianity. The greatest victory over the fierce, blind, brutal man of antiquity is this and nothing else. Men cannot be born again into the happiness of peace until they love those who have offended against them. To love your enemies is the only way to leave not an enemy on earth.
Love for ourselves, which sparks our hatred for others, encompasses all our other tendencies and feelings. Whoever overcomes self-love and the hatred of others undergoes a complete transformation; everything else follows naturally from this. Hatred of oneself and love for one’s enemies represent the beginning and end of Christianity. The greatest triumph over the fierce, blind, brutal individuals of the past is this and nothing more. People cannot be reborn into the joy of peace until they learn to love those who have wronged them. Loving your enemies is the only way to ensure there are no enemies left on earth.
BEFORE LOVE
Those who refuse Christ have many easily understandable reasons for not accepting Him: they would need to renounce their old personalities and they cannot see that they would gain much by this renunciation; and they are afraid of losing the dusty rubbish which seems magnificence to them. People who deny Christ as an excuse for not following His teachings have justified themselves of late by another reason, a learned 112reason: they claim that He said nothing new. His words can be found in the Orient and in the Occident centuries earlier. Either He stole them, or plagiarized unconsciously. If He said nothing new, He is not great; if He is not great, there is no need to listen to Him. Let the ignorant admire Him, the stupid obey Him, the foolish respect Him!
Those who reject Christ have a lot of straightforward reasons for not accepting Him: they would have to give up their old selves and they don’t see how much they’d gain from this change; plus, they’re afraid of losing the meaningless junk that they think is valuable. Recently, people who deny Christ as an excuse for not following His teachings have come up with another reason, a so-called educated one: they argue that He didn’t say anything new. They claim His words can be found in both the East and the West long before Him. Either He borrowed them or unconsciously copied them. If He didn’t say anything new, then He isn’t great; if He isn’t great, there’s no reason to listen to Him. Let the ignorant admire Him, the foolish obey Him, and the silly respect Him!
However, these experts in the genealogy of ideas do not say whether the ideals of Jesus, let them be new or old, should be accepted or rejected; they do not dare to pretend that Christ did nothing of value when He consecrated by His death a great truth, a forgotten, unused truth. They do not look carefully to see whether there is a real identity of sense and of spirit between the ideas of Jesus and those other older ideas, or whether there is merely a simple assonance and a distant verbal resemblance. And in the meantime, in order to avoid being misled in that matter, they reject Christ’s law and that of the philosophers who, they pretend, were Christ’s teachers, and they continue tranquilly to lead their filthy lives as if the Gospels had not been addressed to them as to other men.
However, these experts in the history of ideas don’t say whether the ideals of Jesus, whether they’re new or old, should be accepted or rejected; they don’t dare to claim that Christ did nothing of value when He dedicated a significant, forgotten truth through His death. They don’t examine closely whether there’s a genuine connection in meaning and spirit between the ideas of Jesus and those older ideas, or if there’s just a superficial similarity in wording. In the meantime, to avoid being misled on that topic, they dismiss Christ’s teachings and those of the philosophers who they claim were Christ’s mentors, and they continue to live their unclean lives as if the Gospels weren’t meant for them like for everyone else.
After the promulgation of the old Law there was amity between blood kin; and the citizens of the same city bore with each other and did one another no harm; but for strangers, if they were not guests, there was only hatred and extermination. Inside the family a little love; inside the city an approximate justice; outside the walls and the frontiers inextinguishable hatred. Centuries later voices were heard which asked a little love also for the neighbor, for those who were not of the same household but of the same nation, which asked for a little justice even for strangers, even for enemies. This would have been a wonderful step forward; but these voices—they were so few, so weak, so distant—were not heard, or, if heard, were not heeded.
After the old Law was established, there was harmony among family members, and the citizens of the same city looked out for each other and caused no harm. But for outsiders, unless they were guests, there was only animosity and a desire for destruction. Within families, there was a bit of love; within the city, there was a rough sense of justice; but beyond the walls and borders, there was endless hatred. Centuries later, there were voices that called for a bit of love for neighbors, for those who weren’t in the same household but belonged to the same nation, and for some justice even for strangers, even for enemies. This would have been a remarkable advancement; however, these voices—they were so few, so weak, so far away—went unheard, or if they were heard, they were ignored.
Four centuries before Christ a wise man of China, M’-Ti, wrote a whole book, the Kie-Siang-Ngai, to say that men should love each other. He wrote, “The wise man who wants to improve the world can improve it only if he knows with certainty the origin of disorders; if he does not know that, he 113cannot improve it.... Whence come disorders? They spring up because men do not love each other. Workmen and children have no filial feeling for their employers and parents. Children love themselves but do not love their parents; they cheat their parents for their own purposes. Younger brothers love themselves but do not love their older brothers; subjects love themselves but do not love their princes; the father has no indulgence for the son, the older brother for the younger brother, the prince for his subjects. The father loves himself and does not love his son; he wrongs his son to his own advantage ... thus, everywhere brigands love their own homes and not their neighbors’ homes, and for this they sack other men’s houses to fill their own. Thieves love their own bodies and do not love men, wherefore they steal from men for the good of their own bodies. If thieves considered the bodies of other men as they do their own, who would rob? The thieves would stay their hands.... If universal mutual love should come, countries would not resort to blows, families would not be troubled, thieves would hold their hands, princes, subjects, fathers and sons would be respectful and indulgent and the world would be better.”
Four centuries before Christ, a wise man from China, M’-Ti, wrote a whole book, the Kie-Siang-Ngai, to express that people should love one another. He stated, “The wise person who wants to improve the world can only do so if they clearly understand the root of problems; if they don’t grasp that, they cannot make things better.... Where do these problems come from? They arise because people do not love one another. Workers and children lack respect for their employers and parents. Children love themselves but do not love their parents; they deceive their parents for their own gain. Younger siblings love themselves but do not love their older siblings; subjects care only for themselves and neglect their rulers; fathers show no kindness to their sons, and older brothers to younger brothers, while rulers neglect their subjects. The father loves himself and ignores his son; he harms his son for his own benefit... thus, everywhere, criminals love their own homes and not their neighbors’, plundering others’ houses to satisfy their own needs. Thieves care only for themselves and not for others, which is why they steal from others to benefit themselves. If thieves valued others' lives as much as their own, who would commit theft? They would refrain from stealing.... If universal mutual love were to emerge, countries wouldn't resort to violence, families would find peace, thieves would refrain from stealing, and rulers, subjects, fathers, and sons would treat one another with respect and kindness, making the world a better place.”
For M’-Ti, love, or, to translate it more exactly, benevolence composed of respect and indulgence, is the mortar to hold citizens and the state more closely united. It is a remedy against the evils of life-in-common, a social panacea.
For M’-Ti, love, or, to put it more precisely, kindness made up of respect and leniency, is the glue that keeps citizens and the state closely connected. It's a solution to the problems of communal living, a social cure-all.
“Answer insults with courtesy,” suggests timidly the mysterious Lao-Tse; but courtesy is prudence or mildness, not love. His contemporary, old Confucius, according to his disciple Thseng-Tse, taught a doctrine which consisted in uprightness of heart, and in loving one’s neighbor as oneself (neighbor and not the distant one, the stranger, the enemy) as much as ourselves and not more than ourselves! Confucius preached filial love and general benevolence, necessary to the good ordering of kingdoms, but he did not dream of condemning hate. In the same Lun-Yu, where the words of Thseng-Tse are read, we find these other words, taken from the oldest Confucian text, the Ta-Hio: “Only the just and human man is capable of justly loving and hating men.”
“Respond to insults with politeness,” suggests the timidly mysterious Lao-Tse; but politeness is about caution or gentleness, not love. His contemporary, the old Confucius, according to his disciple Thseng-Tse, taught a philosophy centered on having a good heart and loving your neighbor as yourself (neighbor, not the distant person, the outsider, or the enemy) as much as you love yourself and not more! Confucius advocated for filial love and general kindness, essential for the proper functioning of societies, but he never suggested condemning hatred. In the same Lun-Yu, where we read the words of Thseng-Tse, we also find these additional words from the oldest Confucian text, the Ta-Hio: “Only a just and humane person can truly love and hate others.”
114His contemporary Gautama recommends love for men, for all men, even the most wretched and despised. And the same love is to be felt for animals, for the smallest among animals, for all living beings. In Buddhism love of man for man is only a salutary exercise for the total eradication of self-love, first and strongest prop of life. Buddha wishes to suppress suffering; and to suppress suffering he sees no other way than to drown personal souls and universal souls in Nirvana,—in nothingness. The Buddhist does not love his brother out of love for his brother, but out of self-love,—that is, to avoid suffering, to overcome egotism, to approach absorption in the stream of life. His universal love is cold and self-seeking, egotistical, a form of indifference, stoical in grief as in joy.
114His contemporary Gautama advises love for all people, even those who are the most miserable and looked down upon. This love should also extend to animals, including the smallest creatures and all living beings. In Buddhism, the love humans have for each other is mainly a valuable exercise aimed at completely eliminating self-love, which is the primary support of life. Buddha seeks to eliminate suffering, and his solution is to blend individual souls and universal souls into Nirvana—into nothingness. The Buddhist doesn’t love his brother simply out of love for him, but out of self-love—that is, to avoid suffering, conquer egotism, and move closer to merging with the overall flow of life. His universal love is detached and self-serving, egotistical, resembling a kind of indifference, neither deeply emotional in sorrow nor in happiness.
In Egypt every dead body took with it into the tomb a copy of the book of the dead, an anticipatory apology of the soul before the tribunal of Osiris. The dead praises himself: he has been righteous and has given to the needy, “I have starved no one! I have made no one weep! I have not killed! I have not commanded treacherous murder! I have defrauded no one! I have given bread to the hungry, water to the thirsty, clothes to the naked, a boat to the traveler halted on his journey, sacrifices to the gods, funeral banquets to the dead.” This is righteousness and these are works of mercy (had they really as a matter of fact done all that they claimed?) but we find no love here, much less love for enemies. If we wish to know how the Egyptians treated their enemies let us read an inscription of the great king, Phiops I Miriri: “This army went in peace; it entered as it pleased into the country of the Hirushaitu. This army went in peace; it laid waste the country of the Hirushaitu. This army went in peace; they cut down all their fig trees and their grape vines. This army went in peace; they set on fire all their houses. This army went in peace; it massacred their soldiers by myriads. This army went in peace; it carried away their men, women and children in great numbers, and for this, more than for any other thing, did his Holiness rejoice.”
In Egypt, every dead body took a copy of the Book of the Dead into the tomb, which served as a preemptive defense for the soul before Osiris's judgment. The dead person speaks for themselves: they've been just and given to those in need, saying, “I have starved no one! I have made no one weep! I have not killed! I have not commanded treacherous murder! I have defrauded no one! I have given bread to the hungry, water to the thirsty, clothes to the naked, a boat to the traveler stopped on his journey, sacrifices to the gods, and funeral banquets for the dead.” This represents righteousness and acts of mercy (but did they really do all that they claimed?). However, there’s no sign of love here, let alone love for one’s enemies. If we want to understand how the Egyptians treated their enemies, we can look at an inscription from the great king, Phiops I Miriri: “This army went in peace; it entered freely into the land of the Hirushaitu. This army went in peace; it devastated the land of the Hirushaitu. This army went in peace; they chopped down all of their fig trees and grapevines. This army went in peace; they burned down all their houses. This army went in peace; it slaughtered their soldiers by the thousands. This army went in peace; it carried off their men, women, and children in large numbers, and for this, more than for anything else, his Holiness was glad.”
Zarathushtra also leaves a law for the Iranians. This law commands the faithful of Ahura Mazdâ to be kind to their 115companions in the faith. They are to give clothes to the naked and they are not to refuse bread to the hungry working man. We are still concerned with material charity towards those who belong to us, who serve us, who are our neighbors. There is no talk of love.
Zarathushtra also establishes a law for the Iranians. This law instructs the followers of Ahura Mazdâ to be kind to their fellow believers. They are to provide clothing to the naked and not deny bread to the hungry worker. We are still focused on material charity towards those who are part of our community, who serve us, and who are our neighbors. There is no mention of love.
It has been said that Jesus added nothing to the Mosaic law, and only repeated the old Commandments. “Eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot, Burning for burning, wound for wound, stripe for stripe.” Thus speaks Moses in Deuteronomy, “And thou shalt consume all the people which the Lord thy God shall deliver thee; thine eye shalt have no pity upon them.” Thus it is written in Deuteronomy: a step further and we have reached Love, “Also thou shalt not oppress a stranger: for ye know the heart of a stranger, seeing ye were strangers in the land of Egypt.” This is a beginning: do no wrong to strangers in memory of the time when you also were a stranger; but the stranger who lives with us is not an enemy, and to refrain from wronging him, does not mean to do good to him. Exodus commands not to wrong him. Leviticus is more generous, “And if a stranger sojourn with thee in your land ye shalt not vex him. But the stranger that dwelleth with you shall be unto you as one born among you, and thou shalt love him as thyself....” Always the foreigner who lives with you and has become your fellow-citizen, hence like one of your friends. In the same book we read, “Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge against the children of thy people.” This is another step forward. Do no harm to him who offends you, provided that he is of your own nation. We have come, if not to pardon, to generous forgetfulness, although only for neighbors.
It has been said that Jesus didn’t add anything to the Mosaic law, but just repeated the old commandments. “Eye for eye, tooth for tooth, hand for hand, foot for foot, burning for burning, wound for wound, stripe for stripe.” That’s what Moses says in Deuteronomy, “And you shall destroy all the people whom the Lord your God delivers to you; you must not have pity on them.” It’s written in Deuteronomy: then we move a step further to Love, “Also you must not oppress a stranger, for you know the heart of a stranger, since you were strangers in the land of Egypt.” This is just a start: don’t do wrong to strangers in remembrance of when you were also a stranger; but the stranger living with us is not an enemy, and to avoid wronging him doesn’t mean you’re doing good to him. Exodus commands not to wrong him. Leviticus is more generous, “And if a stranger stays with you in your land, you must not mistreat him. The stranger who dwells with you shall be to you as one born among you, and you shall love him as yourself....” Always the foreigner who lives with you and has become your fellow-citizen, like one of your friends. In the same book we read, “You shall not take vengeance, nor bear any grudge against the children of your people.” This is another step forward. Don’t harm those who offend you, as long as they are from your own nation. We have reached, if not forgiveness, at least generous forgetfulness, but only for neighbors.
“Thou shalt love thy neighbor as thyself.” Neighbor, fellow-citizen, the man who is your racial brother, who can help you. But your enemy? There is also an admonition about the treatment of your enemy: “If thou meet thine enemy’s ox or his ass going astray, thou shalt surely bring it back to him again. If you see the ass of him that hateth thee lying under his burden, and wouldest forbear to help him, thou shalt surely help with him.” Oh, great kindness of Jewish antiquity! It 116would be so sweet to drive the ass further, so that his master would have more trouble in finding him: and when you see the ass fallen down under his pack-saddle, how amusing it would be to smile in your beard and pass on; but the heart of the old Jew was not hardened to this degree: an ass was too precious in those times and those conditions: no one could live without at least one ass in the stable, and every one had an ass. To-day yours has escaped and to-morrow mine may run away. Do not let us avenge ourselves on our animals even if the master is a brute. Because if I am that man’s enemy he is my enemy. Let us set him a good example, an example by which we hope he will profit; let us lend him a hand to readjust the pack-saddle of his ass; let us do to others what we hope others will do to us, and above the crupper and the ears of the ass let us, as merciful men, lay aside every evil thought.
“Love your neighbor as yourself.” Neighbor, fellow citizen, the person who is your racial kin and who can help you. But what about your enemy? There’s also a reminder about how to treat your enemy: “If you come across your enemy’s ox or donkey wandering off, you must definitely bring it back to him. If you see the donkey of someone who hates you lying under its load and you hesitate to help, you should definitely help him.” Oh, what great kindness from ancient Jewish times! It would be so tempting to drive the donkey further away, making it harder for its owner to find it; and when you see the donkey fallen down under its heavy load, how amusing it would be to smile to yourself and just walk by. But the heart of the old Jew wasn’t that hard; a donkey was too valuable back then and under those conditions. No one could manage without at least one donkey in the stable, and everyone had one. Today yours might escape, and tomorrow mine might run away. Let’s not take out our anger on our animals even if the owner is a jerk. Because if I am that person’s enemy, then he is mine. Let’s set a good example, an example we hope he will learn from; let’s lend him a hand to fix his donkey’s load; let’s treat others as we want to be treated, and above the donkey’s saddle and ears, let’s, as compassionate people, put aside every bad thought.
This is rather too little: the old Jew has already made a tremendous effort in caring for the animals of his enemy, but the Psalms, to make up for it, resound at every step with outcries against enemies and with violent demands to the Lord to persecute and destroy them. “As for the head of those that compass me about, let the mischief of their own lips cover them; let burning coals fall upon them ... let them be cast into the fire; into deep pits, that they rise not up again. Let destruction come upon him unawares; and let his net that he hath hid catch himself; into that very destruction let him fall. And my soul shall be joyful in the Lord!”
This is way too little: the old Jew has already gone to great lengths to care for the animals of his enemy, but the Psalms make up for it by constantly crying out against enemies and demanding that the Lord persecute and destroy them. “As for the heads of those surrounding me, let their own words bring about their downfall; let burning coals fall on them... let them be thrown into the fire; into deep pits, never to rise again. Let destruction come upon him unexpectedly; may the trap he set catch him instead; into that very destruction let him fall. And my soul will rejoice in the Lord!”
In such a world it is natural that Saul should be astounded that he was not killed by his enemy David, and that Job should boast of not having exulted in the misfortunes of an enemy. Only in the later proverbs do we find words which forecast Jesus’ saying, “Say not thou, I will recompense evil; but wait on the Lord, and he shall save thee.” The enemy is to be punished, but by hands more powerful than thine. Then the anonymous moralist of the Old Testament comes finally to charity, “If thine enemy be hungry, give him bread to eat; and if he be thirsty, give him water to drink.” This is progress: pity does not stop with the ox, but extends itself also to the owner. But the marvels of love of the Sermon on the Mount 117cannot have sprung from these timid maxims hidden away in a corner of the Scriptures.
In a world like this, it makes sense that Saul would be shocked that his enemy David didn't kill him, and that Job would take pride in not celebrating the misfortunes of an enemy. Only in the later proverbs do we find words that hint at Jesus' teaching, “Don't say, I will pay back evil; instead, wait for the Lord, and He will save you.” The enemy should be punished, but by someone stronger than you. Then the unknown moralist of the Old Testament finally arrives at charity: “If your enemy is hungry, give him bread to eat; and if he is thirsty, give him water to drink.” This shows progress: compassion doesn't stop at the animal but also reaches the owner. However, the extraordinary love expressed in the Sermon on the Mount 117 must not have come from these timid maxims tucked away in a corner of the Scriptures.
But there is, they say, Hillel, the Rabbi Hillel, the great Hillel, master of Gamaliel, Hillel Hababli or the Babylonian. This celebrated Pharisee lived a little before Jesus and taught, they say, the same things which Jesus afterwards taught. He was a liberal Judean, a rational Pharisee, an intelligent rabbi; but was he therefore a Christian? It is true that he said these words, “Do not do unto others what is displeasing to you; this is the whole Law, the rest is only explanation of it.” These are fine words for a master of the old law, but how far away they are from those of the overturner of the ancient law! This is a negative command, “Do not do.” He does not say, “Do good to those who wrong you,” but “Do not do to others (and these others are certainly companions, fellow-citizens, members of the family and friends) what you feel to be evil.” He mildly forbids harmfulness; he gives no absolute command to love. As a matter of fact, the descendants of Hillel were those Talmudists who mired the law in the great swamp of casuistry. The descendants of Jesus were the martyrs who blessed their torturers.
But there is, they say, Hillel, Rabbi Hillel, the great Hillel, master of Gamaliel, Hillel the Babylonian. This well-known Pharisee lived a bit before Jesus and taught, they say, the same ideas that Jesus later taught. He was a progressive Judean, a rational Pharisee, an intelligent rabbi; but does that make him a Christian? It's true that he said, “Do not do to others what is unpleasant for you; this is the entire Law, the rest is just an explanation of it.” These are great words for a teacher of the old law, but they are so different from those of the one who transformed the ancient law! This is a negative command, “Do not do.” He doesn’t say, “Do good to those who wrong you,” but “Do not do to others (and these others are definitely companions, fellow citizens, family members, and friends) what you believe is wrong.” He gently prohibits harm; he doesn’t give an absolute command to love. In fact, Hillel’s followers were those Talmudists who got lost in the complex details of the law. Jesus’ followers were the martyrs who blessed their torturers.
And Philo, the Alexandrian Jew, the Platonizing metaphysician, some twenty years older than Jesus, left a treatise on the love of men; but Philo, with all his talents and with all his mystical and Messianic speculations, is, like Hillel, a theorist, a man of pens and ink-pots, of learning, of books, of systems, of abstractions, of classifications. His dialectic strategy brings into the field thousands of words in parade formation, but he is never inspired to pronounce the one word that burns up in an instant all the past, the one word which brings hearts together. He has talked of love more than Christ, but he could never have said, and he would not have been able to understand, what Christ said to his ignorant friends on the Mount.
And Philo, the Alexandrian Jew and metaphysician influenced by Plato, was about twenty years older than Jesus. He wrote a treatise on the love of people; however, despite all his talents and mystical, Messianic ideas, he, like Hillel, was mainly a theorist—a person of pens and ink, of learning, books, systems, abstractions, and classifications. His argumentative style showcases thousands of words in an impressive display, but he never finds the one word that instantly wipes away the past—the one word that unites hearts. He discussed love more than Christ did, but he could never have articulated or grasped what Christ conveyed to his uneducated friends on the Mount.
ACHILLES AND PRIAM
Is it possible that in Greece, that well-spring from whence all have drunk, there was no love for enemies? Would-be modern 118pagans, enemies of the “Palestine superstition,” claim that Greek thought has everything in it. In the spiritual life of the Occident, Greece is like China to the East, mother of all invention.
Is it possible that in Greece, the source from which everyone has drawn, there was no love for enemies? Modern pagans, opponents of the "Palestine superstition," argue that Greek thought encompasses everything. In the spiritual life of the West, Greece is like China is to the East, the mother of all invention.
In the Ajax of Sophocles, famous Odysseus is moved to pity at the sight of a fallen enemy reduced to misery. In vain Athena herself, Hellenic wisdom personified in the sacred owl, reminds him that “the most delightful mirth is to laugh at one’s enemies.” Ulysses is not convinced. “I pity him, although he is my enemy, because I see him so unfortunate, bound to an evil destiny; and looking at him, I think of myself. Because I see we are not other than ghosts, and unsubstantial shadows, all we who live.... It is not right to do evil to a dying man even if you hate him.” It seems to me that we are here still very far away from love. Wily Ulysses is not wily enough to conceal the motive of his unnatural softening. He pities his enemy because he thinks of himself, remembers that evil could happen also to him, and he pardons his enemy only because he sees him dying and unfortunate.
In Sophocles' Ajax, the famous Odysseus feels pity when he sees a fallen enemy in misery. Despite Athena, the personification of Greek wisdom, reminding him that “the most delightful mirth is to laugh at one’s enemies,” Ulysses isn’t swayed. “I pity him, even though he’s my enemy, because I see him so unfortunate, trapped by a terrible fate; and looking at him, I think of myself. Because I see we are nothing more than ghosts and fleeting shadows, all of us who live.... It’s wrong to do evil to a dying man even if you hate him.” To me, it seems we are still far from love here. Cunning Ulysses isn’t clever enough to hide the reason behind his unusual compassion. He feels sorry for his enemy because he thinks about himself, remembers that bad things could also happen to him, and he forgives his enemy only because he sees him dying and unfortunate.
A wiser man than Ulysses, the son of Sophroniscus, the stone cutter, asked himself, among many other questions, how the righteous man ought to treat his enemies. But reading the texts, we discover with astonishment two Socrates, of different opinions. The Socrates of the Memorabilia frankly accepts the common feeling. Friends are to be treated well and enemies ill, and thus it is better to anticipate one’s enemies in doing ill: “The man most greatly to be praised,” he says to Cherocrate, “is he who anticipates his enemies in hurtfulness and his friends in helpfulness.” But Plato’s Socrates does not accept the common opinion. He says to Crito, “Injustice should be rendered to no one in return for injustice; nor evil for evil whatever has been the injury that thou hast received.” And he affirms the same principle in the Republic, adding in support that the bad are not bettered by revenge. But the ruling idea in Socrates’ head is the thought of justice, not the feeling of love. In no case should the righteous man do evil, out of self-respect (notice this), not out of affection towards his enemy. The bad man must punish himself, otherwise the 119judges in the lower world will punish him after death. Aristotle, the disciple of Plato, turns tranquilly back to the old idea: “Not to resent offenses,” he says in the Ethics to Nicomachus, “is the mark of a base and slavish man.”
A wiser man than Ulysses, the son of Sophroniscus, the stonecutter, asked himself, among many other questions, how a good person should deal with their enemies. But reading the texts, we are surprised to find two Socrates figures, each with different views. The Socrates in the Memorabilia openly accepts the common sentiment. Friends should be treated well and enemies poorly, and therefore it’s better to strike first against one’s enemies: “The person most deserving of praise,” he tells Cherocrates, “is the one who gets ahead of their enemies in doing harm and ahead of their friends in doing good.” However, Plato's Socrates does not agree with the common belief. He tells Crito, “No one should repay injustice with injustice; nor should anyone do evil for evil, regardless of the harm you’ve been dealt.” He reiterates this principle in the Republic, stressing that revenge does not improve the wrongdoer. But what guides Socrates’s thoughts is justice, rather than feelings of love. In no situation should the righteous person do evil, out of self-respect (take note of this), not because of kindness towards their enemy. The wrongdoer must punish themselves; otherwise, the judges in the afterlife will punish them. Aristotle, a student of Plato, calmly returns to the traditional view: “Not holding grudges,” he states in the Ethics to Nicomachus, “is a sign of a lowly and subservient person.”
In Greece, therefore, there is little to the purpose for those who are looking for precedents for Christianity.
In Greece, there's not much available for those seeking examples for Christianity.
But in order to make us believe that Christianity existed before Christ, those who deny Jesus, have found a rival to Jesus even in Rome, in the very palace of the Cæsars. Seneca, the director of conscience to young gentlemen, leader of the fashionable cult of reformed stoicism; the abstract aristocrat never moved by the troubles of the poor; the proprietor who despises riches, and clutches them tightly, who affirms the equality between free and slave, and owns slaves; the talented anatomist of scruples, of evils, of active vices, and complacent virtues; he who canalized the old doctrine of Chrisippus, dull but clear, towards the estuary of preciosity; moral Seneca they claim was a Christian without knowing it during Christ’s very lifetime. Thumbing over his works (many were written after the death of Christ, for Seneca waited till he was sixty-five years old before committing suicide), they have found that “the wise man does not avenge but forgets affronts,” and that “to imitate the Gods we should do good also to the ungrateful because the sun shines equally on the wicked and the seas bear up the pirate ship,” and finally that “We must succor our enemies with a friendly hand.” But the “forgetting” of the philosopher is not “forgiveness”; and “succor” can be philanthropy but is not love. The imperious, the stoic, the Pharisee; the philosopher proud of his philosophy, the righteous man complacent over his righteousness, can despise the affronts of the small, the pricks of enemies, and through pride of magnanimity and to win admiration can deign to give a loaf to a hungry enemy in order to humiliate him more harshly from the heights of perfection. But that bread was prepared with the leaven of vanity and that would-be friendly hand could never have dried a tear or dressed a wound.
But to convince us that Christianity existed before Christ, those who deny Jesus have found a rival in Rome, right in the palace of the Caesars. Seneca, the conscience guide for young gentlemen, leader of the trendy reformed stoicism; the abstract aristocrat who never cared about the struggles of the poor; the owner who scorns wealth while holding onto it tightly, who claims equality between free and slave, yet owns slaves; the skilled analyzer of scruples, evils, active vices, and self-satisfied virtues; he who directed the old teachings of Chrisippus, dull yet clear, towards the path of pretentiousness; they argue that moral Seneca was a Christian without realizing it during Christ’s lifetime. Skimming through his works (many were written after Christ's death, since Seneca waited until he was sixty-five to commit suicide), they found that “the wise man does not seek revenge but forgets insults,” and that “to be like the Gods, we should also do good to the ungrateful because the sun shines equally on the wicked and the sea supports the pirate's ship,” and finally that “we must help our enemies with a friendly hand.” But the philosopher's “forgetting” is not “forgiveness”; and “helping” can be philanthropy but is not love. The commanding, the stoic, the Pharisee; the philosopher who is proud of his philosophy, the righteous man who is self-satisfied with his righteousness, can overlook the insults from those weak, the stings from enemies, and through a sense of pride and to gain admiration can lower himself to give a loaf to a hungry enemy in order to humiliate him even more from his lofty position of perfection. But that bread was made with the yeast of vanity and that supposedly friendly hand could never wipe a tear or heal a wound.
The world of antiquity did not know love. It knew passion for a woman, friendship for a friend, justice for the citizen, 120hospitality for the foreigner; but it did not know love. Zeus protected pilgrims and strangers; he who knocked at the Grecian door was not denied meat, a cup of wine, and a bed. The poor were to be covered, the weak helped, the mourning consoled with fair words; but the men of antiquity did not know love, love that suffers, that shares another’s sorrow, love for all who suffer and are neglected, love for the poor, the lowly, the outlawed, the maligned, the downtrodden, the abandoned; love for all, love which knows no difference between fellow-citizens and strangers, between fair and foul, between criminal and philosopher, between brother and enemy.
The world of ancient times didn’t understand love. It understood passion for a woman, friendship for a friend, justice for a citizen, hospitality for a stranger; but it didn’t know love. Zeus looked after travelers and strangers; anyone who knocked at a Greek door was welcomed with food, a drink, and a place to sleep. The poor were to be cared for, the weak supported, and the grieving comforted with kind words; but the people of ancient times didn’t know love—love that endures, that shares in others' pain, love for all who suffer and are overlooked, love for the poor, the humble, the outcasts, the slandered, the oppressed, the forsaken; love for everyone, love that makes no distinction between fellow citizens and strangers, between good and bad, between criminals and philosophers, between brothers and enemies.
In the last canto of the Iliad we see an old man, a mourner, a father who kisses the hand of his most terrible enemy, of the man who has killed his sons, who has just killed his most loved son. Priam, the old king, head of the rich, ruined city, father of fifty sons, kneels at the feet of Achilles, the greatest hero, and the most unhappy among the Greeks, son of the Sea-Goddess, avenger of Patroclus, slayer of Hector. The white head of the kneeling old man is bowed before the proud youth of the victor, and Priam mourns for the slain, strongest, fairest, most loved of all his fifty sons, and kisses the hand of the slayer! “Thou also,” he says, “hast a grey-haired, failing, defenseless, far-distant father. In the name of thy father’s love, give me back at least the dead body of my son.”
In the last section of the Iliad, we see an old man, a mourner, a father who kisses the hand of his worst enemy, the man who has killed his sons, who has just killed his most beloved son. Priam, the old king, leader of the wealthy, fallen city, father of fifty sons, kneels at the feet of Achilles, the greatest hero and the most sorrowful among the Greeks, son of the Sea Goddess, avenger of Patroclus, slayer of Hector. The white-haired old man kneels before the proud youth of the victor as Priam mourns for his slain son, the strongest, handsomest, and most cherished of all his fifty sons, and kisses the hand of his killer! “You too,” he says, “have an aged, frail, defenseless father far away. In the name of your father’s love, please return to me at least the body of my son.”
Achilles, the fierce, the wild, the slaughterer, puts the suppliant gently on one side and begins to weep; and both of them, the two enemies, the conqueror and the conquered, the father bereft of his son and the son who will never see his father again, the white-haired old man and the golden-haired youth both weep, drawn together for the first time by sorrow. The others round about gaze at them silent and astounded: we ourselves after thirty centuries are shaken by their grief.
Achilles, the fierce, the wild, the killer, gently sets the supplicant aside and starts to cry; both of them, the two enemies, the victor and the defeated, the father who has lost his son and the son who will never see his father again, the old man with white hair and the young man with golden hair both weep, united for the first time by their sorrow. The others around them stare in silence, astonished: even we, after thirty centuries, feel their pain.
But in the kiss of Priam there is no pardon, there is no love. This king humbles himself to obtain a difficult and unusual favor. If a God had not inspired him he would not have stirred from Ilium; and Achilles does not weep for dead Hector, for weeping Priam, for the powerful man who is brought to humble himself, for the enemy who is brought to kiss the 121hand of the slayer. He weeps over his lost friend; over Patrocles, dearer to him than all other men; over Peleus, left at Phthia; over his father, whom he will never more embrace, for he knows that his young days are numbered. And he gives back to the father the dead body of his son—that body which he has dragged for so many days in the dust—because it is the will of Zeus, not because his hunger of vengeance is stilled. Both of them weep for themselves; the kiss of Priam is a harsh necessity, the restitution of Achilles is obedience to the Gods. In the noblest heroic world of antiquity there is no place for that love which destroys hate and takes the place of hate, for love stronger than the strength of hate, more ardent, more implacable, more faithful, for love which is not forgetfulness of wrong, but love of wrong, because wrong is a misfortune for him who commits it rather than for him who suffers. There is no place for love for enemies in the world of antiquity.
But in Priam's kiss, there’s no forgiveness, there’s no love. This king lowers himself to ask for a difficult and unusual favor. If a God hadn't pushed him, he wouldn't have left Ilium; and Achilles doesn’t cry for dead Hector, nor for weeping Priam, nor for the powerful man who is forced to humble himself, nor for the enemy who is brought to kiss the 121 hand of his killer. He weeps for his lost friend; for Patroclus, who meant more to him than anyone else; for Peleus, left back in Phthia; for his father, whom he will never embrace again, knowing that his youth is short-lived. And he returns the dead body of Priam's son—the body he has dragged through the dirt for so many days—because it’s what Zeus wants, not because his desire for revenge is satisfied. Both of them cry for themselves; Priam’s kiss is a bitter necessity, and Achilles' return of the body is obedience to the Gods. In the grand heroic world of ancient times, there's no room for that love which turns hate into something else, a love that’s stronger than hate, more passionate, more unforgiving, more loyal, a love that doesn’t forget wrongs but sees wrong as a tragedy for the one who commits it rather than for the one who suffers. There’s no place for loving one’s enemies in the ancient world.
Jesus was the first to speak of such love, to conceive of such love. This love was not known till the Sermon on the Mount. This is the greatest and the most original of Jesus’ conceptions. Of all His teachings this was the newest to men, this is still His greatest innovation. It is new even to us, new because it is not understood, not imitated, not obeyed; infinitely eternal like truth.
Jesus was the first to talk about such love and to imagine it. This love wasn’t recognized until the Sermon on the Mount. This is the greatest and most original of Jesus’ ideas. Of all His teachings, this was the newest to people, and it remains His greatest breakthrough. It feels new even to us, fresh because it isn’t understood, imitated, or followed; infinitely eternal like truth.
THOU SHALT LOVE
“Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbor and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you and persecute you; That ye may be the children of your Father which is in Heaven: for he maketh his sun to rise on the evil and on the good, and sendeth rain on the just and on the unjust. For if ye love them which love you, what reward have ye? do not even the publicans the same? And if ye salute your brethren only, what do ye more than others? do not even the publicans so? Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in Heaven is perfect.” A few bare, plain words! But they 122are the Magna Charta of the new race, of the third race, of men not yet born. The first race was that of the animal without law, and its name was War; the second were barbarians tamed by the Law, whose highest perfection was justice. This is the race living now, and justice has not yet conquered War, and the Law has not yet supplanted animality. The third is to be the race of real men, not only upright but holy, not like beasts but like God.
“You have heard it said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you; so that you may be children of your Father in Heaven. He makes the sun rise on both the evil and the good, and sends rain on both the just and the unjust. If you love those who love you, what reward do you get? Don’t even tax collectors do the same? And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing that is more than others? Don’t even tax collectors do that? Therefore, you should be perfect, just as your Father in Heaven is perfect.” A few bare, plain words! But they are the foundation of the new race, the third race, of people not yet born. The first race was that of the animal without law, and it was called War; the second were barbarians tamed by Law, whose highest perfection was justice. This is the race living now, and justice has not yet conquered War, and Law has not yet replaced animality. The third will be the race of true humans, not only upright but holy, not like beasts but like God.
Jesus had just one aim: to transform men from beasts to saints by means of love. Circe, the enchantress, the Satanic consort of the old mythologies, converted heroes into beasts by means of animal pleasures. Jesus is the anti-Satan, the anti-Circe, He who saves from animality by a force more powerful than pleasure. This undertaking, which seems hopeless to all animals barely risen above animality and to beings just entering upon real humanity, must be based on the imitation of God. To approximate sanctity one must look toward divinity: “Be holy because God is holy. Be perfect because God is perfect.”
Jesus had just one goal: to change people from animals into saints through love. Circe, the enchantress and the Satanic figure from old myths, turned heroes into animals through indulgence. Jesus is the anti-Satan, the anti-Circe, the one who saves us from our baseness through a power stronger than pleasure. This mission, which seems impossible to those who are barely above animal instincts and to those just starting to become truly human, has to be grounded in emulating God. To achieve holiness, one must look to the divine: “Be holy because God is holy. Be perfect because God is perfect.”
This is not the first time that this appeal has been made to the heart of man. Satan said in the Garden: “You will be as gods.” Jehovah said to His judges: “Be gods, be just as God is just.” But now there is no question of being wise like God, nor is it even enough to be just, like God. God is now more than wisdom and justice. With Jesus, He becomes our Father, becomes love. His earth gives bread and flowers even to the homicide; he who takes His name in vain sees the glorious sun every morning, the same sun which warms the clasped hands of the laborer praying in the field. A true father loves the son who turns from him as he loves the son who seeks him out; a father cherishes the child who obeys him in his house, or who vomits him out with his wine. A father can be saddened, can suffer, can mourn, but no sinning man is capable of making a father become like to himself. No one can induce a father to take revenge.
This isn't the first time this appeal has been made to the human heart. Satan said in the Garden, "You will be like gods." Jehovah told His judges, "Be gods, be just like God is just." But now, it's not just about being wise like God, nor is it enough to be just like Him. God is now more than wisdom and justice. With Jesus, He becomes our Father, becomes love. His earth provides bread and flowers even to the murderer; the one who misuses His name sees the glorious sun every morning, the same sun that warms the hands of the worker praying in the field. A true father loves the son who turns away from him just as he loves the son who seeks him out; a father values the child who obeys him in his home, or who rejects him while inebriated. A father can feel sadness, can suffer, can mourn, but no sinful person can make a father become like himself. No one can force a father to seek revenge.
And we who are so much lower than God, poor finite creatures, who are scarcely capable of remembering yesterday, 123who do not know to-morrow, we unfortunate, inferior creatures, have we not many more motives to feel for our brothers in wretchedness what God feels for us? God is the supreme substance of our ideal. To draw away from Him, not to be as we pray that He may be with us, is this not to draw away from our unique destination, to keep perpetually and despairingly out of our reach that happiness for which we are created, which we believe to be the aim of our lives, imagined by us, dreamed of by us, longed-for, invoked and followed in vain through all the false felicities which are not of God? “Let us be Gods,” cries Bossuet. “Let us be Gods. He permits it, that we may imitate His holiness.”
And we who are so much lower than God, poor finite beings who can barely remember yesterday, 123who don’t know what tomorrow holds, we unfortunate, lesser beings, don’t we have many more reasons to empathize with our brothers in misery the way God feels for us? God is the ultimate essence of our ideals. To turn away from Him, to not be as we hope He will be with us, isn’t that to drift away from our true purpose, to keep that happiness we were created for perpetually and hopelessly out of reach, which we believe is the goal of our lives, imagined by us, dreamed of by us, longed for, called upon, and pursued in vain through all the false joys that aren’t from God? “Let us be Gods,” Bossuet cries. “Let us be Gods. He allows it, so we can imitate His holiness.”
Who will refuse to be like God? Dii estis. Divinity is in us; animality hampers and constricts it, stunting our growth. Who would not wish to be God? Oh, men, are you in very truth content to be only men? Men as you are to-day, half-men, half-beasts? Centaurs without robustness, sirens without sweetness, demons with fauns’ muzzles and goats’ feet? Are you so satisfied with your bastard and imperfect humanity, with your animality scarcely held in leash, taking no step to win holiness save to desire it? Does it seem to you that the life of men as it has been in the past, as it is to-day, is so dear, so happy, so contented that there should be no effort to make it otherwise, entirely different, the opposite of what it is, more like that which for thousands of years we have imagined in the future and in Heaven? Is it not possible to make another life out of this life, to change this world to a world more divine, at last to bring down Heaven and the laws of Heaven upon earth?
Who would choose not to be like God? You are gods. Divinity is within us; our animal instincts hold it back and limit it, hindering our growth. Who wouldn’t want to be God? Oh, people, are you truly content to be just human? Humans as you are today, half-human, half-beast? Centaurs lacking strength, sirens without charm, demons with the faces of fauns and the feet of goats? Are you really so satisfied with your flawed and imperfect humanity, with your animal nature barely controlled, making no effort to achieve holiness except for merely wishing for it? Does it seem to you that life as it has been in the past, as it is now, is so precious, so joyful, so fulfilling that there’s no need to strive for something better, something completely different, something that resembles what we’ve dreamed of for thousands of years in the future and in Heaven? Is it not possible to create a new life from this one, to transform this world into a more divine place, finally bringing Heaven and its laws down to earth?
This new life, this earthly but celestial world is the Kingdom of Heaven, and to bring about the Kingdom we must transfigure and deify ourselves; become like God, imitate God. The secret of the imitation of God is love, the certain way of the transfiguration is love, love of man for man, love for friend and enemy. If this love is impossible, our salvation is impossible. If it is repugnant, it is a sign that happiness is repugnant to us. If it is absurd, our hopes of redemption are 124only absurdity. Common sense tells us that to love our enemies is insanity, and to count such love as a prerequisite of our salvation seems simple madness. Love for enemies is like hatred for ourselves; hence it follows that we can only earn beatitude by hating ourselves.
This new life, this earthly yet heavenly world, is the Kingdom of Heaven. To create this Kingdom, we need to transform and elevate ourselves; we must become like God, imitate God. The key to imitating God is love; the surest path to transformation is love—love for one another, love for friends and enemies alike. If this love feels impossible, our salvation is also impossible. If it feels repulsive, it shows that we find happiness repulsive. If it seems absurd, then our hopes for redemption are merely absurd. Common sense tells us that loving our enemies is madness, and to see this love as a requirement for our salvation seems downright crazy. Loving our enemies feels like hating ourselves; therefore, it follows that we can only achieve bliss by hating ourselves. 124
This conclusion should alarm no one, for it has been proved; all the experiments have been tried. It is not true that there has been no time to test it. For thousands of years we have been proving and proving it, over and over. We have tried the experiment of fierceness; and blood answered blood. We have tried the experiment of lust; and lust has left in the mouth the odor of corruption and a fiercer fever. We have forced the body into the most refined and perverse pleasures and found ourselves worn out and heavy-hearted, lying upon filth. We have tried the experiment of the Law, and we have not obeyed the Law; we have changed it and disobeyed it again, and Justice has not satisfied our hearts. We have tried the experiment of intellectualism, we have taken the census of creation, numbered the stars, described the plants, the dead things and the living things, we have bound them together with the thin threads of abstract ideas, we have transfigured them in the magic clouds of metaphysics; and at the end of all this, things have remained the same, eternally the same; they were not enough for us, they could not be renewed; their names and their numbers did not quiet our hunger, and the most learned men ended with weary confessions of ignorance. We have tried the experiment of art and our feebleness has brought the strongest to despair, because the Absolute cannot be fixed in any form; the Many overflow from the One; the carefully wrought work of art cannot arrest the ephemeral. We have tried the experiment of wealth and have found ourselves poorer; the experiment of force and have come to ourselves, weaker. In no thing has our soul found quiet. We have found no welcoming shade, where our bodies can lie down and be at rest; and our hearts, always seeking, always disappointed, are older, weaker, and emptier because in nothing have they found peace, because no pleasure has brought them joy, no conquest, happiness.
This conclusion shouldn't surprise anyone, as it has been proven; all the experiments have been conducted. It's not true that there hasn't been time to test it. For thousands of years, we've been proving it over and over. We've tried the experiment of aggression; and blood has met blood. We've explored lust, and it's left a taste of corruption and a more intense fever. We've indulged the body in the most refined and twisted pleasures and found ourselves exhausted and heavy-hearted, lying in filth. We've tested the Law, and we haven't obeyed it; we've changed it and disobeyed it again, and Justice hasn't satisfied us. We've delved into intellectualism, taken the tally of creation, counted the stars, described plants, lifeless things, and living things, binding them with thin threads of abstract ideas, transforming them in the magical realms of metaphysics; yet in the end, everything has remained the same, eternally the same; they haven't been enough for us, they couldn't be renewed; their names and numbers didn't satisfy our hunger, and the most knowledgeable ended up confessing their ignorance. We've tried art, and our weakness has brought even the strongest to despair, because the Absolute can't be captured in any form; the Many overflow from the One; the carefully crafted artwork cannot hold back the fleeting. We've tested wealth and found ourselves poorer; we've tried force and realized we are weaker. In nothing has our soul found rest. We haven't found a welcoming shade where our bodies can lie down and be at peace; and our hearts, always searching and always disappointed, are older, weaker, and emptier because they've found no peace, no pleasure has brought them joy, and no conquest has given them happiness.
THE LAST EXPERIMENT
Jesus proposes His experiment, the only remaining possibility, the experiment of love, that experiment which no one has made, which few have even attempted (and that for only a few moments of their lives), the most arduous, the most contrary to our instincts but the only one which can give what it promises.
Jesus suggests His experiment, the only option left, the experiment of love, which nobody has truly tried, which only a handful have even attempted (and that just for brief moments in their lives), the most challenging, the most opposite to our instincts but the only one that can deliver on its promises.
As he comes from the hand of Nature, Man thinks only of himself, loves nothing but himself. Little by little, with tremendous but slow efforts, he succeeds in loving for a while his woman, and his children, in tolerating his accomplices in the hunt, in assassination and in war. Very rarely is he able to love a friend; more easily he hates the man who loves him. He does not dream of loving the man who hates him.
As he emerges from nature, man thinks only of himself and loves nothing but himself. Gradually, with great but slow effort, he manages to love his partner and his children for a time, to tolerate his companions in hunting, killing, and war. It's very rare for him to genuinely love a friend; it's much easier for him to hate the person who loves him. He never considers loving someone who hates him.
All this explains why Jesus commands us to love our enemies. To make over the entire man, to create a new man, the most tenacious center of the old man must be destroyed. From self-love come all the misfortunes, massacres and miseries of the world. To tame the old Adam self-love must be torn out of him, and in its place must be put the love most opposed to his present nature, love for his enemies. The total transformation of man is such a sublime paradox that it can be reached only by fantastic means. It is an extraordinary undertaking, wild and unnatural, to be accomplished only with an extraordinary exaltation, opposed to Nature.
All this explains why Jesus tells us to love our enemies. To completely change a person and create a new self, the deepest roots of the old self must be removed. All the misfortunes, violence, and suffering in the world come from self-love. To tame the old nature, self-love has to be pulled out, and in its place, we must develop a love that is the complete opposite of our current nature: love for our enemies. The total transformation of a person is such an incredible paradox that it can be achieved only through remarkable means. It's an extraordinary challenge, wild and unnatural, that can only be accomplished with an extraordinary uplift that goes against nature.
Until now man has loved himself and hated those who hate him; the man of the future, the inhabitant of the Kingdom, must hate himself and love those who hate him. To love one’s neighbor as one’s self is an insufficient formula, a concession to universal egotism. For he who loves himself cannot perfectly love others, and finds himself perforce in conflict with others. Only hatred for ourselves is sufficient. If we love ourselves, we admire ourselves, we flatter ourselves too much. To overcome this blind love, we need to see our nothingness, our baseness, our infamy. Hatred of ourselves is humility, is the beginning of improvement, of perfection. And only the humble shall enter into the Kingdom of Heaven because they alone 126feel how far they are from it. We are angered at others because our dear ego feels undeservedly offended, not sufficiently served by others; we kill our brother because he seems an obstacle to our good; we steal for the love of our body, we fornicate to give pleasure to our body; envy, mother of rivalry and of wars, is merely sorrow because another has more than we, or has what we have not; pride is the expression of our certainty of being of more account than others, of possessing more than others, of knowing more than others. All the things which religions, morals, and laws call sins, vices, and crimes begin in self-love, in the hatred for others which springs out of that one solitary, disordered love.
Until now, people have loved themselves and hated those who hate them; the person of the future, the resident of the Kingdom, must hate themselves and love those who hate them. Loving your neighbor as yourself is not enough; it's just a concession to widespread selfishness. Those who love themselves cannot truly love others and inevitably end up in conflict with them. Only self-hatred is adequate. If we love ourselves, we admire and flatter ourselves too much. To get past this blind love, we need to recognize our insignificance, our flaws, and our shame. Self-hatred is humility and the start of growth and improvement. Only the humble will enter the Kingdom of Heaven because they alone understand how far they are from it. We get angry with others because our precious ego feels unjustly offended and not adequately served; we harm our brother because he appears to block our good; we steal for the sake of our body, we seek pleasure for our body; envy, the source of rivalry and wars, is simply sorrow because someone else has more than we do or has what we lack; pride is the belief that we are worth more than others, that we have more than others, that we know more than others. All the things that religions, morals, and laws label as sins, vices, and crimes stem from self-love, from the hatred of others that arises from that disordered, solitary love.
What right have we to hate our enemies, when we ourselves have been guilty of the same fault for which we think we have the right to hate them; when we ourselves have been guilty of hatred? What right have we to hate them, even if they have done wrong, even if we believe them wicked, when we ourselves nearly always have done the same wrong actions, have been defiled with the same pitch? What right have we to hate them if nearly always we are responsible for their hate? We, who with the endless errors of our monstrous self-love, have forced them to hate us? And he who hates is unhappy, is the first to suffer. We ought to respond with love to that hatred, with gentleness to that harshness as reparation for the suffering of which we are often the real cause, immediate or distant.
What right do we have to hate our enemies when we ourselves have committed the same wrongs that we think justify our hatred? We've been guilty of hatred too. What right do we have to despise them, even if they’ve done wrong, even if we see them as evil, when we've mostly acted in the same way and have been tainted by the same flaws? What right do we have to hate them if we’re often the reason for their hatred? We, who with our endless mistakes rooted in self-love, have pushed them to hate us? And those who hate are unhappy and are the first to suffer. We should respond to that hatred with love, to that harshness with kindness, as a way to make up for the suffering we often cause, whether directly or indirectly.
Our enemy is also our savior. We ought every day to be grateful to our enemies; they alone see clearly and state openly what is ignoble in us; they make us conscious of our moral poverty, the realization of which is the only beginning for the second birth. For this service we owe them love. For our enemy needs love, and needs our love. He who loves us already has his joy and reward in himself. He needs no reward from us. But he who hates is unhappy; hates because he is unhappy. His hatred is the bitter outlet for his sufferings. We are partly guilty for this suffering, and even if, over-confident in our innocence, we do not feel that we are responsible, we ought nevertheless to comfort with love the unhappiness of the man who hates, to calm him, make him better, convert him 127also to the beatitudes of loving. We will know him better if we love him, and knowing him better, we will love him more. We only love heartily what we know well. If we love our enemy, his soul will be transparent to us, and as we penetrate further into it, we will discover much more to call forth our pity and our love; because every enemy is an unrecognized brother; we often hate in him what resembles our own natures. Something of ourselves, unknown perhaps to us, is in our enemy and is often the cause of our hostility. When we love our enemies we purify our spirit by understanding and lift his spirit upward. Hatred, instead of driving men apart, may thus engender a light that liberates men’s souls. The worst of evil may bring about the highest good.
Our enemy is also our savior. Every day, we should be grateful to our enemies; they are the ones who see clearly and openly point out what is disgraceful in us; they make us aware of our moral deficiencies, and recognizing this is the only way to start anew. For this reason, we owe them love. Our enemy needs love, and our love. Those who love us already find joy and fulfillment within themselves. They don’t need any reward from us. But those who hate are unhappy; they hate because they are suffering. Their hatred is a painful release for their pain. We share some responsibility for this suffering, and even if we’re overly confident in our innocence and don’t feel accountable, we should still comfort the unhappy person who hates with our love, calm him, improve him, and help him embrace the blessings of love. We will understand him better if we love him, and as we gain a deeper understanding, we will love him more. We only truly love what we know well. If we love our enemy, his soul will become clear to us, and as we delve deeper, we’ll find much more to inspire our compassion and love; because every enemy is an unrecognized brother; we often hate in him what reflects our own nature. There’s something of ourselves, perhaps unknown to us, in our enemy, and that often fuels our animosity. When we love our enemies, we purify our spirit through understanding and elevate their spirit as well. Instead of driving people apart, hatred can create a light that frees souls. The worst of evil can lead to the greatest good.
This is the reason why Jesus commands us to reverse the ordinary and customary relations of men. When man loves what he now hates, and hates what he now loves, he will be the opposite of what he is to-day. And if life now is made up of evils and despair, the new, changed life being the opposite of what we now have, will be all goodness and consolation. For the first time we shall know happiness; the Kingdom of Heaven will begin on earth. We will find that eternal Paradise, lost because the first men wished to learn the difference between good and evil. But for absolute love like the love of God the Father, there is neither good nor evil. Evil is overwhelmed by the good. Paradise was love, love between man and God, between man and woman. The new earthly paradise, the paradise regained, will be the love of every man for all men. Christ is He who leads Adam back to the gates of the garden, teaches him how he can enter and live there always.
This is why Jesus tells us to change the usual relationships among people. When a person begins to love what they currently hate and hate what they currently love, they will become the opposite of who they are today. If life now is filled with troubles and despair, this new, transformed life will be full of goodness and comfort. For the first time, we will experience true happiness; the Kingdom of Heaven will start on earth. We will discover that eternal Paradise, which was lost because the first humans wanted to understand the difference between good and evil. But in the pure love of God the Father, there is no distinction between good and evil. Evil is overshadowed by goodness. Paradise was based on love—love between humanity and God, and between man and woman. The new earthly paradise, the paradise restored, will be the love of every person for all people. Christ is the one who guides Adam back to the gates of the garden and shows him how to enter and dwell there forever.
The descendants of Adam have not believed Christ; they have repeated His words but have not obeyed them, and because their hearts are stubborn, men are still groaning in an earthly Hell, which century by century goes on becoming more infernal. When the torments finally become unendurable, then the damned themselves will suddenly learn to hate hatred, the dying rebels in the extremity of their despair will learn to love their executioners. Then, at last, from the depths of sorrowful 128gloom will shine out the pure splendor of a miraculous spring.
The descendants of Adam haven't believed in Christ; they have repeated His words but haven't followed them, and because their hearts are stubborn, people are still suffering in a earthly Hell that becomes more unbearable with each passing century. When the pain finally becomes too much to bear, the damned will suddenly learn to hate hatred itself, and the dying rebels, in their ultimate despair, will learn to love their executioners. Then, at last, from the depths of sorrowful despair will shine the pure brilliance of a miraculous spring.
OUR FATHER
The apostles asked Jesus for a prayer. He had told them to pray briefly and secretly, but they were not satisfied with any prayers recommended by the lukewarm, bookish priests of the Temple. They wanted a prayer of their own which would be like a countersign among the fraternity of Christ. Jesus on the Mount taught for the first time the Pater-noster, the only prayer which He ever taught. It is one of the simplest prayers in the world, the most profound which goes up from human homes to God, a prayer neither literary nor theological—neither bold nor servile—the most beautiful of all prayers. But though the Lord’s Prayer is simple, it is not always understood. The century-old, mechanical reiteration of tongues and lips, the formal ritual repetition, have made it almost a string of syllables from which the original meaning has been lost. Reading it over word for word to-day like a new text, which we read for the first time, it loses its ritual banality, and freshens into its first meaning.
The apostles asked Jesus for a prayer. He had told them to pray briefly and privately, but they were not satisfied with any prayers suggested by the uninspired, scholarly priests of the Temple. They wanted a prayer of their own that would serve as a sign among the brotherhood of Christ. Jesus taught the Pater-noster on the Mount for the first time, the only prayer He ever taught. It is one of the simplest prayers in the world, the most profound that rises from human homes to God, a prayer that is neither literary nor theological—neither bold nor submissive—it's the most beautiful of all prayers. But even though the Lord’s Prayer is simple, it is not always understood. The centuries of mechanical repetition by tongues and lips, the formal ritual recitation, have turned it into almost a series of syllables from which the original meaning has been lost. Reading it over word for word today, like a new text that we encounter for the first time, it sheds its ritual dullness and comes back to its original meaning.
“Our Father”; for we have sprung from Thee and love Thee as sons; from Thee we shall receive no wrong.
"Our Father"; because we come from You and love You like children; we will receive no wrong from You.
“Which art in heaven”—in that which is opposed to the earth, in the opposite sphere from matter, in spirit and in that small but eternal part of the spirit which is our soul.
“Which is in heaven”—in that which is separate from the earth, in the opposite realm from physical matter, in spirit, and in that small but eternal part of the spirit that is our soul.
“Hallowed be Thy name”; let us not only adore Thee with words but be worthy of Thee, drawing nearer to Thee with greater love, because Thou art no longer the avenger, the Lord of Battles, but the Father who teaches the joyfulness of peace.
“Hallowed be Your name”; let us not only praise You with words but also be deserving of You, getting closer to You with deeper love, because You are no longer the avenger, the Lord of Battles, but the Father who teaches the joy of peace.
“Thy Kingdom come”—the Kingdom of Heaven, of the spirit of love, that of the Gospel.
“Your Kingdom come”—the Kingdom of Heaven, of the spirit of love, that of the Gospel.
“Thy will be done, in earth as it is in heaven”—may Thy law of goodness and of perfection rule both spirit and matter, both the visible and invisible universe.
“Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven”—may Your law of goodness and perfection govern both spirit and matter, both the visible and invisible universe.
“Give us this day our daily bread”; because our material body, necessary support of the spirit, needs every day a little 129material food to maintain it. We do not ask of Thee riches, dangerous burden, but only that small amount which permits us to live, to become more worthy of the promised life. Man does not live by bread alone, and yet without a morsel of bread the soul, living in the body, could not nourish itself on other things more precious than bread.
“Give us this day our daily bread”; because our physical body, essential for the spirit, requires a little bit of food each day to sustain it. We don't ask for wealth, which can be a heavy burden, but just enough to allow us to live and become more deserving of the life that’s promised. People don’t live on bread alone, yet without a bit of bread, the soul, residing in the body, couldn’t thrive on things that are more valuable than bread.
“Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.” Pardon us because we pardon others. Thou art our eternal and infinite creditor. We can never pay our debt to Thee, but remember that because of our weakness, it is more of an effort for us to forgive one single debt of a single one of our debtors than it is for Thee to sweep away the record of all that we owe Thee.
“Forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.” Pardon us because we forgive others. You are our eternal and infinite creditor. We can never pay back what we owe You, but remember that, due to our weakness, it takes us a greater effort to forgive one single debt of one of our debtors than it does for You to erase the record of everything we owe You.
“Lead us not into temptation.” We are weak, still snared in fleshliness in this world which at times seems so beautiful and calls us to all the delights of faithlessness. Help us that our struggling transformation may not be too difficult, and that our entry into the Kingdom may not be too long delayed.
“Don’t lead us into temptation.” We are weak, still caught up in the desires of this world that sometimes seems so beautiful and lures us into all the pleasures of faithlessness. Help us so that our difficult journey of change isn’t too hard, and that our entrance into the Kingdom isn’t delayed for too long.
“Deliver us from evil”—Thou who art in Heaven, who art spirit, who hast power over evil, over stubborn and hostile matter which surrounds us everywhere, and from which it is hard to free ourselves, Thou enemy of Satan, negation of matter, help us! Our true greatness lies in this victory over evil, over evil which springs up constantly because it will not be truly conquered until all have conquered it. But this decisive victory will be less distant if Thou helpest us with Thy alliance.
“Deliver us from evil”—You who are in Heaven, who are spirit, who have power over evil, over the stubborn and hostile matter that surrounds us everywhere, and from which it is hard to free ourselves, You enemy of Satan, negation of matter, help us! Our true greatness lies in this victory over evil, over the evil that arises constantly because it will not be fully conquered until all have overcome it. But this decisive victory will be closer if You assist us with Your support.
With this appeal for aid, the Lord’s Prayer ends. In it are none of the tiresome blandishments of Oriental prayers, rigmaroles of adulation and hyperbole which seem invented by a dog, adoring his master with his dog’s soul, because his master permits him to exist and to eat. There are none of the querulous, complaining supplications of the Psalmist who asks God for every variety of aid, more often temporal than spiritual, laments if the harvest has not been good, if his fellow-citizens do not respect him, and calls down wounds and arrows on the enemies whom he cannot conquer himself. In the Lord’s Prayer the only word of praise is the word “Father”; and that praise is a pledge, a testimony of love. From this 130father we ask only for a little bread, and we ask in addition the same pardon that we give our enemies; and at the last a valid protection in our fight with evil, the enemy of all, the great wall which hinders our entry into the Kingdom.
With this request for help, the Lord’s Prayer comes to a close. It doesn't include the annoying flattery of Eastern prayers or the rituals of praise and exaggeration that seem to be created by a dog worshiping its owner, simply because that owner allows it to live and eat. There are no whining, complaining requests from the Psalmist, who asks God for every kind of help, more often for physical needs than spiritual ones, who mourns if the harvest hasn’t been good, if his neighbors don't respect him, and wishes harm upon the enemies he can't defeat himself. In the Lord’s Prayer, the only word of praise is "Father"; and that praise is a promise, a sign of love. From this father, we ask only for a little bread, and we also ask for the same forgiveness we offer our enemies; and finally, we seek real protection in our struggle against evil, the enemy of everyone, the great barrier that stands in our way of entering the Kingdom.
He who says “Our Father” is not proud but neither is he humbled; he speaks to his Father with the intimate quiet accent of confidence almost as from one equal to another. He is sure of his love and he knows that his father needs no long speeches to know his desires. “Your Father,” says Jesus, “knoweth what things ye have need of before ye ask Him.” Thus the most beautiful of all the prayers is a daily calling to mind of all that we need if we are to become like God.
He who says “Our Father” isn’t proud, but he’s not humbled either; he talks to his Father with a confident, intimate tone, almost like he’s speaking to an equal. He’s sure of his love and knows that his father doesn’t need long speeches to understand his needs. “Your Father,” Jesus says, “knows what you need before you ask Him.” So, the most beautiful of all prayers is a daily reminder of everything we need to become like God.
POWERFUL DEEDS
After He had given out the new law of the imitation of God, Jesus came down from the Mount.
After He had shared the new command to imitate God, Jesus came down from the mountain.
One cannot always remain on the heights. The moment we arrive on the summit of a mountain we are fated to descend. Every ascent is a pledge of descent, a promise to come down again. He who has something to say must make himself heard; if he always speaks on the summits, few will stay with him; it is cold on the summits for those who are not all on fire; and his voice will reach few. He who has come to give, cannot ask men, weak lungs, tired hearts, nerveless legs, to follow him upward, hobbling along to the heights. He must follow them down to the plain, into their houses; he must stoop to them if he is to lift them up.
You can’t always stay at the top. The moment we reach the peak of a mountain, we have to come back down. Every climb guarantees a descent, a promise to return. If you have something to share, you need to make yourself heard; if you only speak from the top, few will stick around. It’s cold up there for those who aren’t full of passion, and not many will hear you. If you’re there to help, you can’t expect people with weak lungs, tired hearts, and shaky legs to follow you up the mountain. You have to go down to the flat ground, into their homes; you need to lower yourself to them if you want to lift them up.
Jesus knew that exalted teaching on the heights would not suffice to spread the good news to all. He knew that men need less abstract words, picture-making words, narrated words, words almost as tangible as facts. And He knew that even these words would not be enough.
Jesus understood that lofty teachings alone wouldn’t be enough to share the good news with everyone. He realized that people needed simpler, more relatable language—words that painted a picture, told a story, and were almost as concrete as facts. He also recognized that even these kinds of words wouldn’t be sufficient.
The simple, rustic, coarse, humble people who followed Jesus were men whose lives were based on material things, men who could only understand spiritual things slowly, with great effort, through material proofs, signs and material symbols. They could not understand a spiritual truth without its material 131incarnation; without evidence simple enough for them to weigh, evidence stated in the terms of the everyday world. An illustrative fable can lead men to moral revelation; a prodigy is to them confirmation of a new truth, of a contested mission. Preaching, made up of abstract axioms and aphorisms, left these imaginative Orientals unsatisfied. Jesus had recourse to the marvelous and to poetry: he performed miracles and spoke in parables. For many moderns the miracles recounted by the Evangelists are a compelling reason for turning away from Jesus and the Bible. Their shriveled brains cannot take in the miraculous; therefore, they reason the Gospel lies, and if it lies in so many places none of it can be believed. It is out of the question that Jesus can ever have raised the dead: therefore, His words have no value.
The simple, rustic, rough, humble people who followed Jesus were individuals whose lives revolved around material things. They could only grasp spiritual concepts slowly and with great effort, needing material proof, signs, and symbols to understand them. They couldn't comprehend a spiritual truth without it being shown in a physical form; they needed evidence straightforward enough for them to grasp—evidence articulated in everyday terms. A powerful story could lead people to moral insights; a miracle was, for them, proof of a new truth or a disputed mission. Traditional preaching, filled with abstract principles and sayings, left these imaginative folks from the East feeling unfulfilled. Jesus turned to the extraordinary and to poetry: he performed miracles and shared parables. For many people today, the miracles described by the Gospel writers are a major reason for turning away from Jesus and the Bible. Their closed minds can't accept the miraculous, so they assume the Gospel must be false, and if it’s wrong in so many places, then none of it can be trusted. It's unthinkable that Jesus could have raised the dead; therefore, His words hold no value.
The people who reason in this way reason ill. They give to miracles a weight and a meaning much greater than that which Jesus gave them. If they had read the four Gospels they would have seen that Jesus is always reluctant to perform miracles, that He does not feel this divine power of His is of supreme importance. Every time that He finds a fair reason for refusing, He refuses; if He yields, it is to reward the faith of the sorrowing man or woman who calls on Him; but the Gospels show that for Himself, for His own salvation, He never performs miracles. He performs no miracles in the wilderness with Satan, none at Nazareth when they wish to kill Him, none at Gethsemane when they come to arrest Him, nor on the cross when they challenge Him to save Himself. His power is only for others, to benefit His mortal brothers.
The people who think this way are thinking incorrectly. They give miracles a significance and meaning that are much greater than what Jesus gave them. If they had read the four Gospels, they would have seen that Jesus is always hesitant to perform miracles, and He doesn’t believe that His divine power is the most important thing. Whenever He has a good reason to refuse, He does so; if He complies, it's to reward the faith of the grieving person who calls out to Him. But the Gospels show that for Himself, for His own salvation, He never performs miracles. He performs no miracles in the wilderness with Satan, none in Nazareth when they want to kill Him, none in Gethsemane when they come to arrest Him, and none on the cross when they challenge Him to save Himself. His power is only for others, to benefit His mortal brothers.
There are many who ask for a sign, a sign from Heaven, a sign to persuade the unbelievers that His word is the true word: “An evil and adulterous generation seeketh after a sign; and there shall no sign be given to it, but the sign of the Prophet Jonas.” What is this sign? The writers of the gospel who wrote after the resurrection thought that Jonah emerging the third day from the whale symbolizes Jesus emerging the third day from the tomb, but the rest of what Jesus says shows that He meant something else. “The men of Nineveh shall rise in judgment with this generation, and shall condemn 132it: because they repented at the teaching of Jonas; and, behold, a greater than Jonas is here.” Nineveh did not ask for prodigies: it was converted by the word alone. Men whom Jesus cannot convert by truths infinitely greater than those announced by Jonah, are below the level of the men of Nineveh, idolaters, barbarians. Faith must not rest on marvels alone, nevertheless let us remember that faith—though it is higher and more perfect when achieved without miracles—can by its very fervor accomplish miracles. Hardened hearts, locked shut against truth, are not converted even by the greatest miracles. “If they hear not Moses and the Prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.” He was neglected and rejected by the cities which were the scenes of the greatest prodigies. “Woe unto thee, Chorazin! Woe unto thee, Bethsaida! for if the mighty works which were done in you had been done in Tyre and Sidon, they would have repented long ago, in sack-cloth and ashes.”
Many people seek a sign, a sign from Heaven, a confirmation to convince the unbelievers that His message is the true one: “An evil and adulterous generation seeks after a sign; and no sign will be given to it, except for the sign of the Prophet Jonah.” What is this sign? The gospel writers who wrote after the resurrection believed that Jonah coming out on the third day from the whale symbolizes Jesus rising on the third day from the tomb, but what Jesus really means is something different. “The men of Nineveh will stand up in judgment against this generation and condemn it because they repented at the preaching of Jonah; and, look, someone greater than Jonah is here.” Nineveh didn’t ask for miracles: it converted just by the spoken word. If men cannot be converted by truths far greater than those proclaimed by Jonah, they are below the level of the people of Nineveh—idolaters, barbarians. Faith shouldn’t rely solely on wonders, but let’s remember that faith—though it’s stronger and more perfect when attained without miracles—can achieve miracles through its very intensity. Hardened hearts, shut off from truth, won’t be converted even by the greatest miracles. “If they don’t listen to Moses and the Prophets, they won’t be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.” He was overlooked and rejected by the towns where the greatest miracles took place. “Woe to you, Chorazin! Woe to you, Bethsaida! For if the mighty works done in you had been done in Tyre and Sidon, they would have repented a long time ago, in sackcloth and ashes.”
Jesus never held that miracles were His exclusive privilege. When they came to tell Him that some man was driving out Demons in His name, He answered, “Forbid him not.” This power was not denied to the disciples. “Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give.”
Jesus never believed that miracles were just for Him. When they told Him that someone was casting out demons in His name, He said, “Do not stop him.” This power was also given to the disciples. “Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demons: you received without cost, so give without charge.”
Even charlatanical wizards could perform prodigies which seemed miracles. In His time a certain Simon was doing miracles in Samaria; even the disciples of the Pharisees performed miracles. But miracles are not enough to enter into the Kingdom. “Many shall say to Me in that day, Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Thy name and in Thy name cast out devils, and in Thy name do many mighty works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you; depart from Me, all ye workers of iniquity.” It is not enough to cast out devils, if thou has not cast out the devil in thee, the devil of pride and cupidity.
Even fake wizards could work wonders that looked like miracles. In his time, a guy named Simon was performing miracles in Samaria; even the Pharisees' disciples did miracles. But miracles alone won't get you into the Kingdom. “Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, didn’t we prophesy in Your name, and in Your name cast out demons, and in Your name do many great works? And then I will tell them, I never knew you; depart from Me, all you who do evil.” It's not enough to cast out demons if you haven't taken out the demon within you, the demon of pride and greed.
Even after His death men will see others perform miracles. “For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.” I have put you 133on your guard: do not believe in these signs and these wonders until thou shalt see the Son of Man. The miracles of false prophets do not prove the truth of what they say.
Even after His death, people will see others perform miracles. "For there will be false Christs and false prophets, who will show great signs and wonders; so much so that, if it were possible, they would deceive even the chosen ones." I have warned you: do not believe in these signs and wonders until you see the Son of Man. The miracles of false prophets do not validate what they claim.
For all these reasons, Jesus abstained, as often as possible, from working miracles, but He could not always resist the pleadings of the sorrowful, and often His pity did not wait for the request. For a miracle is an attribute of faith, and His faith is infinite, and that of the believers very great. But often, as soon as the healing was complete, He asked the ones He had healed to keep it secret. “See thou tell no man; Go thy way.” Those who do not listen to the truth of Christ, because they are troubled by the miracles, should remember the profound saying which was addressed to Thomas, “Blessed are they that have not seen and yet have believed.”
For all these reasons, Jesus tried to avoid doing miracles as much as possible, but He couldn’t always say no to those in pain, and often His compassion acted before they even asked. A miracle is tied to faith, and His faith is limitless, while the faith of His followers is quite strong. But often, right after healing someone, He would tell them to keep it quiet. “Don’t tell anyone; Go on your way.” Those who ignore the truth of Christ because they’re distracted by the miracles should remember the profound statement made to Thomas, “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”
THE BLIND SEE
Men cannot live without three things, bread, health and hope. Deprived of everything else men can—raging and cursing—go on living. But if they have not at least these three, they hasten to summon Death, because without them life is like Death. It is death with suffering added, an aggravated, embittered, envenomed death, without even the anæsthetic of insensibility. Hunger is the wasting away of the body; pain makes the body hateful; despair—not to expect anything better, a relief, an alleviation—takes the savor out of everything, takes away every reason to be, and every reason to act. There are men who do not kill themselves because suicide is an action.
Men can't live without three things: food, health, and hope. Stripped of everything else, people can—angry and cursing—continue to exist. But if they lack at least these three, they quickly call on Death, because without them life feels like death. It’s a painful, bitter, and toxic kind of death, without even the numbing comfort of insensibility. Hunger wears down the body; pain makes the body unbearable; despair—not expecting anything better, any relief or comfort—robs everything of its flavor, stripping away every reason to exist and every motivation to act. Some people don’t take their own lives because suicide requires action.
He who wishes to draw men to him must give them bread, health and hope. He must feed them, heal them and give them faith in a more beautiful life.
Those who want to attract others need to provide them with food, health, and hope. They should nourish them, heal them, and inspire them to believe in a better life.
Jesus gives this faith. To those who followed Him into the wilderness and upon the mountains, He distributed material and spiritual bread. He was not willing to transform stones into loaves, but He made the real loaves of bread sufficient for thousands. And the stones which men carry in their breasts He changed into loving hearts.
Jesus gives this faith. To those who followed Him into the wilderness and up the mountains, He provided both physical and spiritual nourishment. He didn’t want to turn stones into bread, but He made enough real bread to feed thousands. And the burdens people carry in their hearts, He transformed into loving ones.
134And He did not reject the sick. Jesus is no self-tormentor, no flagellant. He does not believe that pain is necessary to conquer evil. Evil is evil and must be driven away, but pain also is evil. Sorrow of the soul is enough for salvation: why should the body suffer also, needlessly? The old Jews thought of sickness as a punishment: Christians believe it above all as an aid to conversion.
134And He did not turn away the sick. Jesus isn’t someone who inflicts pain on Himself or believes that suffering is required to defeat evil. Evil is simply evil and needs to be removed, but pain is also harmful. The anguish of the soul is sufficient for salvation: why should the body have to suffer unnecessarily? The ancient Jews saw illness as a punishment; Christians view it primarily as a means to encourage conversion.
But Jesus does not believe in vengeance taken on the innocent, and does not expect that true salvation can be won by ulcers or by hair shirts. Render unto the body that which is the body’s due, and unto the soul that which is the soul’s. He likes the friendly supper-table; He does not refuse good old wine; and He does not send away women who pour perfumes on His head and on His feet. Jesus can fast many days; He can be satisfied with a bit of bread, with half of a broiled fish; and He can sleep on the ground with His head on a stone; but till it is unavoidable He does not seek out want, hunger and suffering. Health seems to Him a good thing and the innocent pleasure of dining with friends; a cup of wine drunk in good company, the fragrance of a vase of nard, seem good and acceptable to Him also when such things cause no suffering to others.
But Jesus doesn’t believe in punishing the innocent, and He doesn’t think that true salvation can be achieved through suffering or self-imposed hardships. Give the body what it needs and give the soul what it needs. He enjoys a friendly dinner table; He doesn’t turn down good wine; and He doesn’t push away women who anoint His head and feet with perfume. Jesus can fast for many days; He can make do with a piece of bread or half a broiled fish; and He can sleep on the ground with His head on a stone. But until it’s absolutely necessary, He doesn’t go looking for want, hunger, and suffering. He sees health as a good thing and takes pleasure in dining with friends; a cup of wine shared in good company, the scent of a vase of nard, all seem good and acceptable to Him as long as they don't bring suffering to others.
If a sick man accosts Him, He cures him. Jesus comes not to deny life, but to affirm it, to institute a happier and more perfect life. He does not purposely seek out the sick. His mission is to drive away spiritual suffering, to bring spiritual joy. But if, by the way, it happens to Him to drive out also suffering of the flesh, to quiet pain, to restore, along with the health of the soul, the health also of the body, He cannot refuse to do it. He shows Himself adverse to it, for the most part, because His aim is higher; and He would not wish to appear in the eyes of the people like a vagabond wizard, or like the worldly Messiah whom most men were expecting. But since He wishes to conquer evil, and there are men who know Him capable of conquering all evils, His love is forced to drive out also those of the body.
If a sick person approaches Him, He heals them. Jesus doesn't come to reject life but to embrace it, aiming to create a happier and more fulfilling life. He doesn't intentionally seek out the sick. His mission is to eliminate spiritual suffering and bring spiritual joy. However, if along the way He happens to alleviate physical suffering, calm pain, and restore both the health of the soul and the body, He can't refuse to do it. He usually seems reluctant because His focus is on something greater; He wouldn't want to appear to the people as a wandering magician or the worldly Messiah that many were expecting. But since He aims to conquer evil, and some people believe He can conquer all evils, His compassion also drives Him to heal the body.
When, on the road trodden by men of health, there come towards Him groups of lepers, repellent, disfigured, horrible 135lepers, and when He sees that swollen lividness, the scaly skin showing through the torn clothes, that scabby, spotted, cracked skin, the withered, wrinkled skin which deforms the mouth, half-closes the eyes, and puffs up the hands; wretched, suffering ghosts, shunned by every one, separated from every one, disgusting to every one, who are thankful if they have a little bread, a saucer for their water, the roof of an old shed for a hiding-place; when painfully bringing out the words through their swollen, ulcerated lips they beg Him, whom they know to be powerful in word and deed, beg Him, their only hope in their despair, for health, for a cure, for a miracle, how could Jesus shun them, as other men did, and ignore their prayer?
When groups of lepers, disfigured and repulsive, approach Him on the path taken by healthy people, and He sees their swollen, discolored skin, the scaly patches peeking through their torn clothing, the scabby, spotted, cracked skin, and the wrinkled faces that distort their mouths, half-close their eyes, and puff up their hands; these miserable, suffering souls, avoided by everyone, cut off from society, disgusting to all, who are grateful just to have a bit of bread, a cup for their water, and the roof of an old shed for shelter; when they painfully manage to speak through their swollen, infected lips to beg Him, who they believe to be powerful in word and action, plead with Him, their only hope in their despair, for healing, for a cure, for a miracle, how could Jesus turn away from them like others do and ignore their plea?
And the epileptics, who writhe in the dust, their faces twisted in a set spasm, the froth on their lips; those possessed of devils who howl among the ruined tombs, evil dogs of the night, disconsolate; the paralytics, trunks which have just enough feeling left to suffer, dead bodies inhabited by an imprisoned and suppliant soul; and the blind, the awful blind, shut up from their birth in the night—foretaste of the blackness of the tomb—stumbling in the midst of the fortunate men who go their way freely, the terrified blind, who walk with their heads held high, their eyes staring, as if the light could reach them from the depths of the infinite, the blind, for whom the world is only a series of more or less harsh surfaces, among which they grope; the blind, eternally alone, who know the sun only by its warmth, by the heat on their bodies! How could Jesus answer “No” to such wretchedness?
And the epileptics, who twitch in the dirt, their faces contorted in a painful spasm, foam on their lips; those possessed by demons who howl among the crumbling tombs, miserable creatures of the night; the paralytics, mere trunks that have just enough feeling left to suffer, lifeless bodies inhabited by a trapped and pleading soul; and the blind, the horrible blind, confined in darkness since birth—a glimpse of the void of death—stumbling among the fortunate people who move freely, the frightened blind, who walk with their heads held high, their eyes wide open, as if the light could penetrate them from the depths of infinity, the blind, for whom the world is just a series of more or less rough surfaces that they navigate; the blind, eternally isolated, who know the sun only by its warmth, by the heat on their skin! How could Jesus say “No” to such misery?
THE ANSWER TO JOHN
Jesus heals the sick, but He is in no way like a wizard or an exorcist. He has no recourse to incantation, to amulets, to smoke, veils and mystery. He does not call to His aid the powers of Heaven or Hell. For Him a word is enough, a strong cry, a gentle accent, a caress. His will is enough, and the faith of the petitioner. To them all He puts the question, “Dost thou believe I can do this?” and when the cure is accomplished, 136“Go, thy faith hath made thee whole.” For Jesus the miracle is the union of two wills for good, the living contact between the faith of the healer and the faith of the one healed. “Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence, to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you. If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you.” Those who have no faith, not even as much as the thousandth part of a grain of mustard seed, swear that no man has this power, and that Jesus is an impostor.
Jesus heals the sick, but He’s not like a wizard or an exorcist. He doesn’t use spells, charms, smoke, veils, or mystery. He doesn’t call on the powers of Heaven or Hell. For Him, just a word is enough—whether it’s a strong shout, a gentle tone, or a touch. His will alone, combined with the faith of the person asking, is enough. He asks them, “Do you believe I can do this?” and when the healing happens, He says, “Go, your faith has made you whole.” For Jesus, a miracle is the coming together of two wills for good—the live connection between the faith of the healer and the faith of the one being healed. “Truly, I tell you, if you have faith like a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it would move, and nothing would be impossible for you. If you had faith like a mustard seed, you could say to this sycamore tree, ‘Be uprooted and planted in the sea,’ and it would obey you.” Those who lack faith, even the tiniest bit, insist that no one has this power and that Jesus is a fraud.
In the Gospels the miracles are called by three names: “Dunameis”—forces; “Terata”—marvels; “Semeis”—signs. They are signs for those who remember the prophecies of the Messiah; they are “marvels” for those who look for proofs that Christ is the Messiah; but for Jesus and in Jesus there are only “Dunameis,” mighty works, victorious lightning-flashes from a superhuman power. The healings of Jesus are two-fold; they are healings not only of bodies but of souls, and it is soul-sickness which Jesus wishes especially to heal, so that the Kingdom of Heaven may be founded also on the earth.
In the Gospels, miracles are referred to by three terms: “Dunameis”—forces; “Terata”—wonders; “Semeis”—signs. They act as signs for those who remember the prophecies about the Messiah; they are “wonders” for those seeking proof that Christ is the Messiah; but for Jesus, and through Jesus, they are solely “Dunameis,” powerful acts, triumphs of a superhuman power. The healings performed by Jesus serve a dual purpose; they heal not just bodies but also souls, and it is the sickness of the soul that Jesus particularly aims to heal, so that the Kingdom of Heaven can be established here on earth.
Most sickness is two-fold, mental and physical, and lends itself with singular exactitude to metaphors and allegory. Jesus cured the maimed, the halt, the fevered, a man with the dropsy, a woman with an issue of blood. He healed also a sword-wound—Malchus’ ear struck off by Peter on the night of Gethsemane—this only in order that His law ... “do good to those who wrong you” ... might be observed to the very last. But Jesus healed more often those possessed by devils, the paralytics, the lepers, the blind, the deaf-mutes. The old name for mental diseases is possession by devils; even Professor Aristotle believed in possession by devils. It was believed that lunatics, epileptics, hysterical patients, were invaded by malign spirits. The contradictory and often merely verbal explanations of the moderns does not invalidate the fact that demoniacs, in many cases, are such in the real sense 137of the word. This learned and popular explanation lent itself admirably to that allegorical and figurative teaching of which Jesus was so fond. He wished to found the Kingdom of God and supplant that of Satan. It was part of His mission to drive out demons. The difference between bodily disorders and actual malign obsessions was of no importance: between bodily infirmities and spiritual infirmities there is a parallelism of nomenclature, based on real affinity. There is a likeness between the maniac and the epileptic, between the paralytic and the slothful, the vile and the leprous, the blind and he who cannot see the truth, the deaf and he who will not listen to the truth, the cured and the resurrected.
Most illness is two-fold: mental and physical. It fits perfectly into metaphors and allegories. Jesus healed the injured, the lame, the feverish, a man with edema, and a woman with a bleeding issue. He also healed a sword wound—Malchus’s ear, which Peter cut off on the night of Gethsemane—not just to perform a miracle, but to emphasize His teaching: “do good to those who wrong you.” However, Jesus more frequently healed those possessed by demons, the paralyzed, the lepers, the blind, and the deaf-mutes. The old term for mental diseases was possession by demons; even Professor Aristotle believed in this. People thought that those with mental illnesses, epileptics, and hysterics were invaded by evil spirits. The conflicting and often only verbal explanations of modern times don’t change the fact that demoniacs, in many cases, are truly such. This well-known and widely accepted explanation fit beautifully with the allegorical and figurative teachings that Jesus preferred. He aimed to establish the Kingdom of God and replace that of Satan. A significant part of His mission was to expel demons. The difference between physical disorders and real malevolent obsessions was negligible: bodily and spiritual weaknesses have similar names because they share true connections. There is a resemblance between the insane and the epileptic, the paralyzed and the lazy, the despicable and the leprous, the blind and the person who cannot see the truth, the deaf and the one who won't listen to the truth, the healed and the resurrected.
When John, shut up in prison, sent two disciples to ask Jesus if He were the awaited prophet, or whether they should await another, Jesus answered them, “Go your way, and tell John what things ye have seen and heard; how that the blind see, the lame walk, the lepers are cleansed, the deaf hear, the dead are raised, to the poor the gospel is preached.” Jesus did not separate the gospel from miraculous cures. They are similar deeds; by that answer he meant that he had cured bodies in order that the souls might be better disposed to receive the gospel.
When John was locked up in prison, he sent two of his disciples to ask Jesus if He was the expected prophet or if they should wait for someone else. Jesus replied, “Go back and tell John what you have seen and heard: the blind can see, the lame can walk, the lepers are healed, the deaf can hear, the dead are raised, and the good news is preached to the poor.” Jesus did not separate the gospel from miraculous healings. They are closely related; by His answer, He meant that He healed bodies to prepare souls to receive the gospel.
Those who did not see the light of the sun can now see the light of truth; those who did not hear even the words of men can now hear the words of God; those who were possessed of Satan are freed from Satan; those who were foul and ulcerated are clean as children; those who could not move, who were strengthless and shrunken, now follow my footsteps; those who were dead to the life of the soul have risen at a word from me ... and the poor, after the Good News, are richer than the wealthy. These are my credentials, my letters proving my legitimacy.
Those who couldn’t see the sunlight can now see the light of truth; those who couldn’t even hear the words of others can now hear the words of God; those who were possessed by evil are freed from it; those who were dirty and suffering are clean like children; those who couldn’t move, who were weak and frail, now follow in my footsteps; those who were dead to spiritual life have come back to life at my word... and the poor, after the Good News, are richer than the wealthy. These are my credentials, my proof of legitimacy.
Jesus, Healer and Liberator, is not what the bad faith of His modern enemies wish to imagine Him, in order to gild once more their comfortable paganism and to protect it against asceticism. “He is the God,” they say, “of the sick, the weak, the dirty, the wretched, the strengthless, the servants.” But all that Christ does is to give health, strength, purity, wealth, 138and liberty. He draws near to the sick precisely in order to drive away their sickness; to the weak to lift them out of their weakness; to the dirty in order to cleanse them; to slaves in order to free them. He does not love the sick only because they are sick: He loves health, just as the men of antiquity did, and He loves it so greatly that He longs to give it back to those who have lost it. Jesus is the prophet of happiness, the promiser of life, of life that is worthier to be lived. The miracles are only pledges of His promise.
Jesus, the Healer and Liberator, is not the way his modern critics want to portray Him, just so they can justify their comfortable lifestyles and shield them from self-discipline. “He is the God,” they claim, “of the sick, the weak, the filthy, the unfortunate, the powerless, the servants.” Yet, all Christ aims to do is provide health, strength, purity, wealth, 138 and freedom. He approaches the sick to remove their illnesses; He reaches out to the weak to uplift them from their weaknesses; He comes to the dirty to cleanse them; and He addresses slaves to liberate them. He doesn’t love the sick solely because they are unwell: He loves health, just like the ancient thinkers, and He loves it so much that He desires to restore it to those who have lost it. Jesus is the prophet of happiness, the one who promises a life that is truly worth living. The miracles are simply signs of His promise.
TALITHA QUMI
“The dead shall arise!” This is one of the signs which are to suffice for John the Baptist in prison. To the good sister, to the hard-working Martha, Jesus said, “I am the resurrection and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live; and whosoever liveth, and believeth in me, shall never die.” The resurrection is a rebirth in faith, immortality is the permanent affirmation of this faith.
“The dead will rise!” This is one of the signs meant to reassure John the Baptist while he’s in prison. To the devoted sister, to the diligent Martha, Jesus said, “I am the resurrection and the life: anyone who believes in me, even if they die, will live; and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die.” The resurrection is a rebirth in faith, and immortality is the lasting affirmation of that faith.
The Evangelists know three resurrections, historical events narrated with a sober but explicit statement of the evidence. Jesus raised up three who were dead: a young lad, a little girl, and a friend.
The Evangelists mention three resurrections, historical events told with a straightforward but clear presentation of the evidence. Jesus brought back to life three individuals who had died: a young boy, a little girl, and a friend.
He was entering Nain, “the beautiful” set on a little hill some miles from Nazareth, and met a funeral procession. They were carrying to the grave the young son of a widow. She had lost her husband a short time before; this son alone had been left to her; now they were carrying away the son in turn for burial. Jesus saw the mother walking among the women, weeping with the amazed and smothered grief of mothers which is so profoundly moving. She had only two men in all the world who loved her; the first one was dead, the second was now dead; one after the other, both of them disappeared. She was left alone, a woman alone without a man. Without a husband, without a son, without a help, a prop, a comfort. Gone the love that was a memory of youth, gone the love that was hope for declining years. Gone both 139those poor, simple loves. A husband can console his wife for the loss of their son; a son can make up for the loss of a husband. If only one had been left! Now her lips were never to know another kiss.
He was entering Nain, “the beautiful,” placed on a small hill a few miles from Nazareth, and came across a funeral procession. They were carrying the young son of a widow to the grave. She had lost her husband not long before; this son was all she had left to her; now they were taking him away for burial. Jesus saw the mother walking among the women, crying with the deep, suffocating sorrow of mothers, which is incredibly moving. She had only two men in the world who loved her; the first one was dead, and now the second was gone too; one after the other, they had both vanished. She was left alone, a woman without a man. Without a husband, without a son, without support, without comfort. The love from her youth was gone, along with the love that was her hope for her later years. Both of those simple loves were lost. A husband can comfort his wife for the loss of their son; a son can compensate for the loss of a husband. If only one had been left! Now her lips would never again feel another kiss.
Jesus had compassion on this mother; her grief was like an accusation. “Weep not,” he said.
Jesus felt for this mother; her sorrow was like a blame. “Don’t cry,” he said.
He went to the side of the cataleptic and touched him. The boy was lying there stretched out, wrapped in his shroud, but with his face uncovered, set in the stern paleness of the dead. The bearers halted; all were silent; even the mother, startled, was quiet.
He went to the side of the person in a cataleptic state and touched him. The boy was lying there stretched out, wrapped in his shroud, but with his face uncovered, showing the cold, serious pallor of the dead. The bearers stopped; everyone was silent; even the mother, shocked, was quiet.
“Young man, I say unto thee, Arise.” And he that was dead sat up, and began to speak. And He delivered him to his mother. He “delivered” him because he was now hers. Jesus had taken him from the land of death to give him back to her who could not live without him, that a mother might cease from weeping.
“Young man, I say to you, get up.” And the dead man sat up and began to speak. And He gave him back to his mother. He “gave” him back because he was now hers. Jesus had brought him back from death to return him to her, so a mother could stop crying.
Another day as he was returning from Gadara, a father fell at His feet. His only little daughter lay at the point of death. The man’s name was Jairus, and although he was a leader at the Synagogue he believed in Jesus. They went along together. When they were half-way, a servant met them, saying, “Thy daughter is dead; trouble not the Master.” But when Jesus heard it, He answered him, saying, “Fear not: believe only, and she shall be made whole.” And when He came into the house He suffered no man to go in, save Peter, and James, and John, and the father and the mother of the maiden. And all wept, and bewailed her: but He said, “Weep not; she is not dead, but sleepeth.” And they laughed Him to scorn, knowing that she was dead. And He put them all out, and took her by the hand, and called, saying, “Maid, arise.” And her spirit came again, and she arose straightway: and He commanded to give her meat. She was not a visible spirit, a ghost, but a living body, awakened a little weak, ready for a new day after feverish dreams.
Another day, as he was coming back from Gadara, a father knelt at His feet. His only little daughter was dying. The man’s name was Jairus, and even though he was a synagogue leader, he believed in Jesus. They walked together. Halfway there, a servant met them and said, “Your daughter is dead; don’t bother the Teacher anymore.” But when Jesus heard this, He replied, “Don’t be afraid; just believe, and she will be healed.” When He arrived at the house, He allowed only Peter, James, John, and the girl’s parents to enter. Everyone was crying and mourning for her, but He said, “Don’t weep; she isn’t dead, but asleep.” They laughed at Him, knowing she was dead. He sent them all outside, took her by the hand, and called, “Child, get up.” Her spirit returned, and she stood up immediately. He ordered them to give her something to eat. She wasn’t a ghost or a spirit; she was a living person, just a bit weak, ready for a new day after a night of feverish dreams.
LAZARUS AWAKENED
Lazarus and Jesus loved each other. More than once Jesus had eaten in his house at Bethany with him and his sisters. Now one day Lazarus fell ill, and sent word of it to Jesus. And Jesus answered, “This sickness is not unto death.” Two days went by. But on the third day He said to His disciples, “Our friend Lazarus sleepeth; but I go, that I may awake him out of sleep.” He was near to Bethany when Martha came to meet Him as if to reproach Him.
Lazarus and Jesus had a deep bond. More than once, Jesus had shared a meal in his home in Bethany with him and his sisters. One day, Lazarus got sick and sent a message to Jesus. Jesus replied, “This illness won’t lead to death.” Two days passed. Then on the third day, He told His disciples, “Our friend Lazarus is sleeping; but I’m going to wake him up.” He was close to Bethany when Martha went out to meet Him, almost as if to blame Him.
“Lord, if Thou hadst been here my brother had not died.” And a little later Mary too said, “Lord, if Thou hadst been here, my brother had not died.” Their repeated reproach touched Jesus, not because He feared He had come too late, but because He was always saddened by the lack of faith even of those dearest to Him.
“Lord, if You had been here, my brother wouldn’t have died.” And a little later, Mary also said, “Lord, if You had been here, my brother wouldn’t have died.” Their repeated accusation affected Jesus, not because He worried He was too late, but because it always saddened Him to see the lack of faith even from those closest to Him.
“And he said, Where have ye laid him? They said unto him, Lord, come and see.... Jesus therefore again groaning in himself cometh to the grave. It was a cave and a stone lay upon it. Jesus said, Take ye away the stone.”
“And he asked, Where have you laid him? They replied, Lord, come and see.... Jesus, once again troubled, came to the grave. It was a cave and a stone was lying across it. Jesus said, Take away the stone.”
Martha, the housekeeper, the practical, concrete character, interrupted, “Lord, by this time he stinketh: for he hath been dead four days.” But Jesus did not heed her, “Take away the stone.” And the stone was rolled away. Jesus made a short prayer, His face lifted towards the sky, drew near to the hole and called His friend in a loud voice, “Lazarus, come forth.”
Martha, the housekeeper and a practical person, interrupted, “Lord, by now he’s definitely starting to smell; he’s been dead for four days.” But Jesus didn’t pay attention to her and said, “Take away the stone.” So, they rolled the stone away. Jesus said a brief prayer, looked up towards the sky, approached the tomb, and called out in a loud voice, “Lazarus, come out.”
And Lazarus came forth, stumbling, for his hands and feet were shrouded and his face covered with a napkin.
And Lazarus came out, stumbling, because his hands and feet were wrapped and his face was covered with a cloth.
“Loose him, and let him go.”
“Let him leave.”
And all four, followed by the Twelve and by a throng of thunderstruck Jews, returned to the house. Lazarus’ eyes grew wonted again to the light. He walked on his feet, although with pain, and used his hands. Martha, moving rapidly, got together the best dinner she could in the confusion after four days of demoralized sorrow—and the man come back to life after death ate with his sister and his friends. Mary could scarcely swallow a mouthful of food, nor take her eyes from 141the conqueror of death, who, having wiped the tears from His eyes, broke His bread and drank His wine as if this day were like any other day.
And all four of them, followed by the Twelve and a crowd of stunned Jews, went back to the house. Lazarus’s eyes adjusted to the light again. He walked on his feet, even though it was painful, and used his hands. Martha hurriedly prepared the best dinner she could in the aftermath of four days of overwhelming sorrow—and the man who had returned from the dead ate with his sister and friends. Mary could barely eat a bite and couldn’t take her eyes off the one who conquered death, who, after wiping the tears from His eyes, broke His bread and drank His wine as if this day were just like any other day.
These are the resurrections narrated by the Evangelists, and from their account we can draw some observations which will allow us to dispense with learned, that is to say with unsuitable, commentaries. In all His life, Jesus raised from the dead only three persons, and this He did, not to make a show of His power and to strike the imagination of the people, but only because He was touched by the sorrow of those who loved the dead, to console a mother, a father, two sisters. Two of these resurrections were public; one, that of the daughter of Jairus, was accomplished in the presence of very few, and Jesus asked those few to say nothing about it.
These are the resurrections described by the Evangelists, and from their accounts, we can make some observations that allow us to avoid unnecessary, scholarly commentary. Throughout His life, Jesus brought only three people back from the dead, and He did this not to display His power or impress the crowds, but because He felt compassion for those mourning the loss of their loved ones— to comfort a mother, a father, and two sisters. Two of these resurrections were public; one, the resurrection of Jairus' daughter, happened in front of only a few people, and Jesus instructed those few not to speak about it.
Another point, and the most important; in all these three cases Jesus spoke to the dead person as if he were not dead but only asleep. He had no time to say anything about the condition of the son of the widow, because that decision was taken too rapidly, but even to him, He said, as to a child, idly oversleeping, “Young man, I say unto thee, arise.” When they told Him that the daughter of Jairus was dead, He answered, “Weep not, she is not dead but sleepeth.” When they confirmed the news of the death of Lazarus, He insisted, “He is not dead but sleepeth.” He made no claim to bring back from the dead, only to awaken. Death for Him was only a sleep, a deeper sleep than the common sleep of everyday, a sleep only to be broken by a superhuman love. This love was for the survivors more than for the dead; it was the love of one whose tears flow at the sight of others’ tears.
Another important point; in all three cases, Jesus spoke to the dead person as if they were just asleep. He didn’t have time to say much about the condition of the widow's son because that decision was made too quickly, but even with him, He said, as if to a child merely napping, “Young man, I say to you, arise.” When they told Him that Jairus’s daughter was dead, He replied, “Do not weep, she is not dead but sleeping.” When they confirmed Lazarus's death, He insisted, “He is not dead but sleeping.” He didn’t claim to bring anyone back to life, only to wake them up. For Him, death was just a sleep, a deeper sleep than the usual one, a sleep that could only be interrupted by a superhuman love. This love was more for those left behind than for the dead; it was the love of someone who cries at the sight of others' tears.
THE MARRIAGE AT CANA
Jesus liked to go to weddings. For the man of the people who very seldom gives way to lavishness and gayety, who never eats and drinks as much as he would like, the day of his wedding is the most remarkable of all his life, a rich passage of generous gayety in his long, drab, commonplace existence. Wealthy people who can have banquets every evening, moderns 142who gulp down in a day what would have sufficed for a week to the poor man of olden times, no longer feel the solemn joyfulness of that day. But the poor man in the old days, the workingman, the countryman, the Oriental who lived all the year round on barley-bread, dried figs and a few fish and eggs, and only on great days killed a lamb or a kid, the man accustomed to stint himself, to calculate closely, to dispense with many things, to be satisfied with what is strictly necessary, saw in weddings the truest and greatest festival of his life. The other festivals, those of the people and those of the Church, were the same for everybody, and they are repeated every twelfth month; but a wedding was his very own festival and only came once for him in all the cycle of his years.
Jesus enjoyed attending weddings. For a person who rarely indulges in extravagance and celebration, who never eats and drinks as much as he wants, the day of his wedding is the most significant in his life, a vibrant moment of generosity and joy in his otherwise dull and ordinary existence. Wealthy individuals who can host lavish banquets every night, modern people who consume in a day what would have sustained a poor man for a week in the past, no longer experience the profound joy of that day. But for the poor man of earlier times, the laborer, the farmer, the person from the East who lived all year on barley bread, dried figs, and a few fish and eggs, only killing a lamb or a kid on special occasions, the man used to denying himself, carefully counting his resources, and making do with only the essentials, saw weddings as the truest and greatest celebration of his life. The other festivals, both popular and religious, were the same for everyone and happened every year; but a wedding was his unique celebration, occurring just once in the entire span of his years.
Then all the delights and splendors of the world were centered around the bride and groom, to make the day unforgettable for them. Torches went at night to meet the groom with singers, dancers and musicians. The house was filled with abundance, all sorts of meats cooked in all sorts of ways; wine-skins of wine leaning against the walls, vases of unguents for the friends; light, music, perfumes, gayety, dancing; nothing was lacking for the gratification of the senses. On that one day all the things which are the daily privilege of princes and rich men triumphed in the poor man’s house.
Then all the joys and wonders of the world were focused on the bride and groom, making their day unforgettable. At night, torches illuminated the path to greet the groom, accompanied by singers, dancers, and musicians. The house was filled with plenty, featuring all kinds of meats prepared in various ways; wine skins were propped against the walls, and there were vases of fragrant oils for the guests. There was light, music, perfumes, laughter, and dancing; nothing was missing to please the senses. On that one day, all the luxuries usually enjoyed by princes and wealthy people flourished in the home of a poor man.
Jesus was pleased by this innocent joy, and touched by the exultation of those simple souls, snatched for those few hours from the gloomy, niggardly poverty of their everyday life. In weddings He saw more than a mere festival. Marriage is the supreme effort of the youth of man to conquer Fate with love, with the union of two affections, with the joining of two loving youths. It is the affirmation of a double faith in life, in the continuity and stability of life. The man who marries is a hostage in the hands of human society. Making himself the head of a new society and father of a new generation, he frees himself while he professes to bind himself. Marriage is a promise of happiness, and an acceptance of suffering. Illusion and conscience have their part in it. In the shadow of tragedy, which sends over the future a trembling hope of joy, is the 143heroic and holy greatness of marriage, which cannot be dispensed with, and yet, in the light of selfish reason, should not be accepted. Who has ever seen, except in this case, a condemnation so eagerly longed for?
Jesus was happy to see this innocent joy and moved by the excitement of those simple people, briefly lifted from the bleak, stingy poverty of their everyday lives. In weddings, He saw more than just a celebration. Marriage is the ultimate effort of young people to overcome fate with love, through the union of two hearts, combining two loving individuals. It confirms a shared trust in life, in its continuity and stability. The man who marries becomes a participant in human society. By becoming the leader of a new family and the father of a new generation, he liberates himself while claiming to commit. Marriage is a promise of happiness and a willingness to accept suffering. Both illusion and conscience play a role in it. Under the cloud of tragedy, with a flickering hope for joy in the future, lies the noble and sacred essence of marriage, which is essential yet, when viewed through the lens of selfish reasoning, should be questioned. Who has ever wished for a condemnation quite like this?
For Jesus marriage has a still deeper meaning: it is the beginning of something eternal. Whom God hath joined, man cannot put asunder. When hearts have been united and bodies joined, no law nor sword can sever them. In this our human life, changeable, ephemeral, evasive, failing, frail, there is only one thing that ought to last forever till death and beyond death,—marriage, the only link of eternity in the perishable chain.
For Jesus, marriage has an even deeper meaning: it marks the beginning of something eternal. What God has joined together, no one can separate. When hearts are united and bodies come together, no law or sword can tear them apart. In our human life, which is changeable, fleeting, uncertain, and fragile, there's only one thing that should last forever, through death and beyond—marriage, the only eternal connection in the temporary chain.
Jesus often speaks of weddings and banquets. Among the most beautiful parables is that of the King who sent out invitations to the wedding of his son, that other of the Virgins who wait by night for the arrival of the bridegroom’s friend; and that of the Lord who prepared a banquet. Christ compares Himself to a bridegroom feasted by His friends when He answers those who are scandalized because His disciples eat and drink.
Jesus often talks about weddings and parties. One of the most beautiful stories is about the King who sent out invites to his son’s wedding, another is about the Virgins waiting at night for the bridegroom’s friend to arrive, and there’s also the one about the Lord who set up a banquet. Christ compares Himself to a bridegroom being celebrated by His friends when He responds to those who are upset because His disciples eat and drink.
He did not despise wine, and when with His Twelve, He drinks that wine which is His blood, He thinks of the new wine of the Kingdom. It is not surprising therefore that He should have accepted the invitation to the wedding at Cana. Every one knows the miracle He wrought that day. Six jars of water were changed by Jesus into wine, and into wine better than that which had been drunk. Old rationalists say that this was a present of wine kept hidden until then, a surprise of Jesus at the end of the meal, in honor of the bride and groom. And six hundred quarts of wine, they add, are a fine present, showing the liberality of the Master.
He didn't turn his back on wine, and when He was with His Twelve, He drank wine that represents His blood, thinking about the new wine of the Kingdom. So, it’s no surprise that He accepted the invitation to the wedding at Cana. Everyone knows about the miracle He performed that day. Jesus turned six jars of water into wine, and it was even better than what had been served before. Some old rationalists claim this was wine that had been saved for later, a surprise from Jesus at the end of the meal to honor the bride and groom. They also point out that six hundred quarts of wine makes for a generous gift, showcasing the Master’s generosity.
These Voltairian vermin have not noticed that only John, the man of allegories, the philosophizer, tells of the Marriage at Cana. It was not a sleight-of-hand trick, but a true transmutation, performed with the power of Spirit over matter, and at the same time it is one of those Parables in fact, instead of in words, a Parable told by actual deeds.
These Voltairian pests haven't realized that only John, the person of symbols, the thinker, talks about the Wedding at Cana. It wasn’t a magic trick, but a real transformation, done with the power of spirit over matter. At the same time, it’s one of those parables in reality, not just in words, a parable conveyed through real actions.
But whoever does not stop at the literal meaning of the story, sees that the water turned into wine symbolizes the 144new epoch which begins with the Gospel. Before the Annunciation and the vigil in the desert, water was enough; the world was left to sorrow. But now the joyful tidings are come, the Kingdom is at hand, happiness is near. Men are about to pass from sadness to joy, from the widowhood of the old law to the new marriage with the new law. The Bridegroom is with us. Now is no time for sadness, but for enthusiasm. There will be no more fasting but rejoicings; no more water but wine.
But anyone who looks beyond the literal meaning of the story sees that the water turning into wine symbolizes the new era that begins with the Gospel. Before the Annunciation and the time spent in the desert, water was enough; the world was steeped in sorrow. But now the good news has arrived, the Kingdom is at hand, happiness is close. People are about to move from sadness to joy, from the loneliness of the old law to the new union with the new law. The Bridegroom is with us. This is not a time for sadness, but for excitement. There will be no more fasting, only celebrations; no more water, only wine.
Remember the words of the steward to the Bridegroom, “Every man at the beginning doth set forth good wine; and when men have well drunk, then that which is worse: but Thou hast kept the good wine until now.” Such was the old usage, the usage of the Jews of old times and of the heathen. But Jesus meant to overturn this old amphictyonic usage also. The men of old gave the good and then the poor; He, after the good wine, gives better. Sour, unripened wine, the poor quality which was drunk at the beginning, symbolizes the wine of the old law, the wine that has turned sour and can no longer be drunk. Christ’s wine, finer and stronger, which cheers the heart and warms the blood, is the new wine of the Kingdom, wine intended for the marriage of Heaven and earth, wine which gives that divine intoxication which will be called later, “the foolishness of God.”
Remember the words of the steward to the Bridegroom: "Everyone serves the good wine first, and when the guests have had enough, the inferior wine. But you’ve kept the good wine until now." This was the tradition, the way of the Jews and the Gentiles of old. But Jesus aimed to change this old custom too. The people in the past provided the good wine, followed by the bad; He gives better after the good wine. Sour, unripe wine, the low-quality stuff served first, represents the old law, the wine that has gone bad and is no longer drinkable. Christ’s wine, richer and stronger, which brings joy and warmth, is the new wine of the Kingdom, meant for the union of Heaven and earth, the wine that brings about a divine intoxication, which would later be referred to as "the foolishness of God."
The marriage of Cana, which in John is the first miracle, is an allegory of the evangelical revolution.
The wedding at Cana, which is the first miracle in John, represents the beginning of the evangelical revolution.
THE ACCURSED FIG-TREE
Another parable expressed in the form of a miracle is that of the withered fig-tree. One morning towards Easter, returning from Bethany to Jerusalem, Jesus was hungry. He came up to a fig-tree and found only leaves. It was too early to expect fruit, even from the earliest species. Yet Jesus, according to Matthew and Mark, was angry at the poor tree and cursed it.
Another parable presented as a miracle is the one about the withered fig tree. One morning around Easter, as Jesus was coming back from Bethany to Jerusalem, he felt hungry. He approached a fig tree but only found leaves on it. It was too early to expect fruit, even from the earliest varieties. However, according to Matthew and Mark, Jesus was upset with the tree and cursed it.
According to Matthew, “Let no fruit grow on thee hence-forward forever.” And presently the fig-tree withered away.
According to Matthew, “Let no fruit grow on you from now on, forever.” And soon, the fig tree withered away.
145According to Mark, “No man eat fruit of thee hereafter forever.... And in the morning, as they passed by, they saw the fig-tree dried up from the roots.”
145According to Mark, “No one will ever eat fruit from you again.... And in the morning, as they passed by, they saw the fig tree dried up from the roots.”
In the Evangelists the account of the curse is followed by a return to the thought many times expressed by Jesus, that anything can be obtained if asked for with powerful faith.
In the Gospels, the story of the curse is followed by a reminder of what Jesus often taught: that anything can be achieved if you ask with strong faith.
Others instead see here a metaphorical lament which many times returned to Jesus’ lips. The fig-tree is Israel, the old Judaic religion, which from now on will bear only unnourishing leaves of rites and ceremonies, leaves fated to shrivel without nourishing men. Jesus, hungry for justice, hungry for love, sought among the leaves for sustaining fruits of mercy and holiness. He did not find them. Israel did not feed His hunger nor fulfill His hope. From now on nothing can be expected from the old trunk, leafy but sterile. May it be dead to all eternity! Other races will henceforth be fruitful.
Others see this as a metaphorical lament that Jesus often expressed. The fig tree represents Israel, the old Jewish religion, which will now only produce barren leaves of rituals and ceremonies, leaves destined to wither without nourishing people. Jesus, craving justice and love, searched among the leaves for the sustaining fruits of mercy and holiness. He didn't find them. Israel did not satisfy His hunger nor meet His hopes. From now on, nothing can be expected from the old trunk, leafy but fruitless. May it be dead for all eternity! Other nations will now be fruitful.
The miracle of the cursed fig-tree is at bottom nothing more than a very apparent gloss of the parable of the sterile fig-tree in Luke. “A certain man had a fig-tree planted in his vineyard; and he came and sought fruit thereon, and found none. Then said he unto the dresser of his vineyard, Behold, these three years I come seeking fruit on this fig-tree and find none: cut it down; why cumbereth it the ground?”
The miracle of the cursed fig-tree is basically just a clear interpretation of the parable of the barren fig-tree in Luke. “A certain man had a fig-tree planted in his vineyard; and he came and sought fruit from it, but found none. Then he said to the gardener of his vineyard, 'Look, for three years I’ve been coming to look for fruit on this fig-tree and haven’t found any: cut it down; why should it take up space on the ground?'”
And he answering said unto him, “Lord, let it alone this year also, till I shall dig about it and dung it: and if it bear fruit, well: and if not, then after that thou shalt cut it down.”
And he answered him, “Lord, give it one more year, and I will work on it and fertilize it. If it produces fruit, great; if not, then you can cut it down.”
The tree was not condemned at first, but after three years of sterility, and even then by the intercession of the workman, was given a year’s respite, and in that year the plant was handled and treated with loving care. That was to be the final test: only if all care was unavailing was it to be hewn down and burned.
The tree wasn't judged at first, but after three years of not producing any fruit, and even then thanks to the worker's plea, it received a year's stay of execution. During that year, the plant was nurtured and treated with great care. This was the ultimate test: only if all this attention failed would it be cut down and burned.
For three years Jesus had preached to the Jews, and He was thinking of giving them up, and announcing the Kingdom to others. But one of His workers, a disciple still attached to his people, asked for mercy; one respite more. We shall see whether even great love could convert this adulterous and bastard 146generation. But when they were on the road from Bethany, Judaism had been put to the test, Christ had only His Cross to expect. The evil fig-tree of Judaism deserved to be burned and from that time on no one will eat its tardy, withered fruit.
For three years, Jesus had been preaching to the Jews, and He was considering giving up on them and sharing the Kingdom with others. But one of His followers, still loyal to his people, pleaded for mercy; just one more chance. We’ll see if even great love can change this adulterous and corrupt generation. But as they were on the way from Bethany, Judaism had been put to the test, and Christ could only anticipate His Cross. The wicked fig tree of Judaism deserved to be destroyed, and from that point on, no one would eat its late, withered fruit.
BREAD AND FISHES
On two occasions there was a multiplication of bread, alike in all details except the proportions of the quantities involved,—that is, in exactly what give them their real spiritual meaning.
On two occasions, bread was multiplied, with all the details being the same except for the amounts involved—that is, in exactly what gives them their true spiritual significance.
Thousands of poor people had followed Jesus into a place in the wilderness, far from any settlements. For three days they had not eaten, so hungry were they for the bread of life which is His word. But on the third day, Jesus took pity on them—there were women and children among them—and ordered His disciples to feed the multitude. But they had only a little bread and a few fishes, and there were thousands of mouths. Then Jesus had them all sit down on the ground on the green grass, in circles of fifty to a hundred, He blessed the small amount of food they had; all were satisfied, and baskets of the broken pieces were left.
Thousands of poor people had followed Jesus into a remote area in the wilderness, far from any towns. They hadn’t eaten for three days because they were so hungry for the bread of life, which is His word. On the third day, Jesus felt compassion for them—there were women and children among the crowd—and instructed His disciples to feed the multitude. However, they only had a small amount of bread and a few fish, and there were thousands of people to feed. So, Jesus had them all sit on the green grass in groups of fifty to a hundred. He blessed the little food they had; everyone was satisfied, and there were baskets left over with the leftovers.
The less there is of the true bread, the bread of truth, the more it satisfies. The old law is abundant, copious, divided into innumerable sections. There are hundreds of precepts written in the books and thousands more invented by the Scribes and Pharisees. At first sight it seems a gigantic table where a whole race could be satisfied. But all these precepts, these rules and formulas are only dry leaves, shavings, trash. No one can live on such fare. The more numerous they are, the less they satisfy. Humble and simple people cannot satisfy their hunger for justice with these innumerable but inedible viands. Instead, one Word alone sums up all the words and transcends the petrified bigotry beloved by the complacent and satiated; one Word which fills the soul, which reconciles hearts, which calms the hunger for justice; the multitudes will be satisfied and there will be enough to eat also for those who 147were not present on that day. Spiritual bread is in itself miraculous. A loaf of wheat bread is only enough for a very few, and when they have finished it, there is no more for any one! But the bread of truth, that mystic bread of Joy is never finished, can never be finished. Give it out to thousands and it is always there; distribute it to millions, and it is always intact. Every one has taken his part as the men and women in the wilderness did, and as much as was given out, so much the more remains for those who are to come.
The less there is of true bread, the bread of truth, the more it satisfies. The old law is abundant, filled with countless sections. There are hundreds of rules written in the books and thousands more created by the Scribes and Pharisees. At first glance, it looks like a massive table where an entire race could be fed. But all these rules and formulas are just dry leaves, scraps, trash. No one can survive on such fare. The more there are, the less satisfying they become. Humble and simple people can't quench their hunger for justice with these countless but uneatable offerings. Instead, one single Word encompasses all the words and goes beyond the rigid beliefs cherished by the satisfied and complacent; one Word that fills the soul, reconciles hearts, and calms the hunger for justice; the masses will be satisfied, and there will be enough for those who 147weren't there that day. Spiritual bread is miraculous in itself. A loaf of wheat bread is only enough for a few, and once they finish it, there’s nothing left for anyone else! But the bread of truth, that mystical bread of Joy, never runs out, can never run out. Share it with thousands, and it’s always available; hand it out to millions, and it remains whole. Everyone has taken their share just like the men and women in the wilderness did, and the more that is given out, the more there is left for those who will come.
Another day when the disciples found themselves without bread, Jesus admonished them to beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and Sadducees. And the disciples, almost always slow to understand Him, said among themselves, “It is because we have taken no bread.” Which when Jesus perceived he said unto them, “O ye of little faith, why reason ye among yourselves, because ye have brought no bread? Do ye not yet understand neither remember the five loaves of the five thousand and how many baskets ye took up? Neither the seven loaves of the four thousand and how many baskets ye took up? How is it that ye do not understand that I spake it not to you concerning bread, that ye should beware of the leaven of the Pharisees and of the Sadducees?” That is, of the blind guardians of the degenerate law.
Another day when the disciples found themselves without bread, Jesus warned them to be careful of the influence of the Pharisees and Sadducees. The disciples, who were almost always slow to understand Him, said among themselves, “It’s because we didn’t bring any bread.” When Jesus heard this, He said to them, “You of little faith, why are you talking among yourselves about not having bread? Don’t you understand or remember the five loaves for the five thousand and how many baskets you collected? Or the seven loaves for the four thousand and how many baskets you gathered? How is it that you don’t realize I wasn’t talking to you about bread, but to be cautious of the influence of the Pharisees and Sadducees?” That is, of the blind guardians of the corrupted law.
They are the Twelve, the chosen, the blest, the faithful, and yet they cannot understand at once, do not sufficiently believe.
They are the Twelve, the chosen ones, the blessed, the faithful, and yet they can't grasp everything right away; they don’t fully believe.
Again in the boat, the night of the tempest, Jesus was obliged to reprove them. The Master had gone to sleep in the stern, His head on the pillow of one of the rowers. Suddenly the wind rose, a storm came down on the lake, the waves beat against the boat and it seemed from one moment to the next that they would be wrecked. The disciples, alarmed, awakened Jesus, “Master, carest thou not that we perish?” And he arose, and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea, “Peace, be still.” And the wind ceased and there was a great calm. And He said unto them, “Why are ye so fearful? how is it that ye have no faith?” And they feared exceedingly, and said one to another, “What manner of man is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?”
Back in the boat during the stormy night, Jesus had to correct them. The Master was resting at the back, His head on one of the rowers' pillows. Suddenly, the wind picked up, a storm hit the lake, and the waves crashed against the boat, threatening to capsize it at any moment. The disciples, frightened, woke Jesus, saying, “Teacher, don’t you care that we’re going to drown?” He got up, rebuked the wind, and said to the sea, “Calm down, be still.” The wind died down, and there was a huge calm. He asked them, “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?” They were filled with awe and said to each other, “Who is this man that even the wind and the sea obey him?”
148There is one, Simon Peter, who has no fear. Not only does his nature transcend the human, but great is his faith, great his love, great his power of will. Nothing animate nor inanimate can resist these three great qualities. A man who possesses them has renounced all that is temporal and is victorious over time. He has renounced the good things of the flesh, and for this reason can save the flesh; he has renounced material things and so is master of matter. Every one can partake of this power. Faith is sufficient, but it must not be faith only in oneself.
148There is one, Simon Peter, who is fearless. Not only does his nature rise above the ordinary, but his faith is immense, his love is deep, and his willpower is strong. Nothing, whether living or non-living, can stand against these three incredible qualities. A person who possesses them has let go of all that is temporary and triumphs over time. He has given up the pleasures of the flesh, and for this reason, he can save the body; he has renounced material possessions and thus controls the physical world. Anyone can access this power. Faith is enough, but it must be more than just faith in oneself.
A few years before Christ, a great Italian, captain in many wars, corrupt but a fitting ruler over the putrefaction of the Republic, was on the sea, on a real sea, in a boat with a few rowers, in search of an army which had not come up in time to win the victory for him. The wind began to blow, the tempest bore down on the boat and the pilot wished to turn back to the harbor. But Cæsar, taking the hand of the pilot, said to him, “Go forward, fear not, Cæsar is with thee and his fortune sails with you.” These words of haughty self-confidence heartened the crew; every one, as if a little of Cæsar’s strength had entered into his soul, did his best to overcome the opposition of the sea. But notwithstanding the efforts of the seamen the ship was nearly sunk and was obliged to turn back. Cæsar’s faith was only pride and ambition, faith in himself: Christ’s faith was all love, love for the Father, love for men.
A few years before Christ, a great Italian, a leader in many wars, corrupt but a suitable ruler over the decay of the Republic, was at sea, really at sea, in a boat with a few rowers, searching for an army that hadn't arrived in time to secure his victory. The wind started to pick up, a storm bore down on the boat, and the captain wanted to head back to the harbor. But Caesar, grabbing the pilot's hand, said to him, “Keep going, don’t be afraid, Caesar is with you and his fortune sails with you.” These words of arrogant self-assurance inspired the crew; each person, as if a bit of Caesar’s strength had infused his spirit, did his best to battle the rough sea. But despite the sailors' efforts, the ship was almost capsized and had to turn back. Caesar’s faith was just arrogance and ambition, belief in himself: Christ’s faith was full of love, love for the Father, love for humanity.
With this love He could walk to meet the boat of the disciples tacking against a contrary wind, and could step upon the water as on the grass of a meadow. They thought in the darkness that it was a specter, and once again He was obliged to reassure them, “Be of good cheer: it is I; be not afraid.” As soon as He was in the boat, the wind fell and in a few minutes they reached the shore. Once again they were astounded because, says the honest Mark, “For they considered not the miracle of the loaves: for their heart was hardened.”
With this love, He could walk to meet the boat of the disciples as it sailed against the wind, and could step on the water as if it were the grass of a meadow. They thought in the darkness that it was a ghost, and once again He had to reassure them, “Take courage: it’s me; don’t be afraid.” As soon as He got into the boat, the wind calmed down and in a few minutes they reached the shore. They were once again amazed because, as the honest Mark says, “For they did not understand the miracle of the loaves, for their hearts were hardened.”
This comparison may seem ingenuous, but it is revealing, for the miracle of the loaves is the foundation of all the others. Every parable spoken in poetic words or expressed with visible 149prodigies was as bread prepared in different manners, so that His own followers, at least His very own, should understand the one needful truth that the Spirit is the only fare worthy of man, and that the man who is nourished on that fare is master of the world.
This comparison might seem simple, but it’s telling, because the miracle of the loaves is the basis for all the others. Every parable shared in poetic language or shown through visible wonders was like bread made in different ways, so that His own followers, at least His closest ones, would grasp the essential truth that the Spirit is the only true sustenance for humanity, and that the person who is fed by that sustenance is in control of the world.
NOT SECRETIVE: A POET
Jesus seems at first sight secretive. He orders those affected by miracles to say to no man who has cured them; He wishes prayers and charity to be done secretly; when the disciples recognize that He is the Christ, He charges them not to repeat it; after the Transfiguration He bids the three keep silence, and when He teaches He uses parables which all men are not capable of understanding.
Jesus initially comes across as secretive. He instructs those healed by miracles not to tell anyone who cured them; He prefers prayers and acts of charity to be done quietly. When the disciples realize that He is the Christ, He tells them not to share that information; after the Transfiguration, He tells the three to remain silent, and when He teaches, He uses parables that not everyone can grasp.
On further thought, on really considering the matter, it is apparent that Jesus has nothing of the esoteric. He has no secret doctrine to impart to a few acolytes. His words are public and open. He always speaks in the public squares of cities, on the beaches of lakes, in the Synagogue, in the midst of the people. He forbids speaking of His miracles in order that He may not be confused with wizards and exorcists; He commands to do good secretly in order to keep vainglory from destroying merit; He does not wish the Twelve to proclaim Him the Christ before His entry into Jerusalem, the public inauguration of His Messiahship; and He speaks in parables to be better understood by the simple who listen more willingly to a story than to a sermon, and remember a narration better than an argument.
On further reflection, after really considering the issue, it's clear that Jesus isn't about the hidden or mysterious. He doesn’t have any secret teachings to share with just a select few. His messages are open and accessible. He always communicates in the public squares of towns, on lakeshores, in the synagogue, and among the people. He asks that His miracles not be publicized so He won’t be mistaken for magicians or exorcists; He instructs people to do good deeds discreetly to prevent pride from undermining their worth; He doesn’t want the Twelve to announce Him as the Messiah before His arrival in Jerusalem, which is the official start of His role; and He uses parables so that everyday people can understand Him better, as they’re more likely to engage with a story than a lecture, and they remember a narrative more easily than a debate.
Three of the Evangelists report a speech of Jesus, which seems to contradict this view. “Unto you,” He is speaking to the disciples, “it is given to know the mysteries of the Kingdom of God, but to others it is not given; therefore I speak to them in parables that seeing they might not see, and hearing they might not understand.”
Three of the Evangelists report a speech of Jesus, which seems to contradict this view. “To you,” He is speaking to the disciples, “it is given to know the mysteries of the Kingdom of God, but to others it is not given; therefore I speak to them in parables so that seeing they might not see, and hearing they might not understand.”
But Jesus means only to say this, “You understand these mysteries, but the many do not understand them, although they have ears and spirits like yours. And to them that they 150may understand I speak in parables,—that is, in a figurative language of facts because it is easier and more familiar.” You teach children with fables and the simple with stories, and “the many” have remained like the simple and the childish. To overcome the slowness of their minds I use words adapted to their nature. They are all fancy, and little intellect; and the parables are an appeal to the imagination more than to the reasoning powers. I do not employ them therefore to hide the truth, but the better to reveal it to those who could not see it in a purely rational form. For if then they do not understand, it is the fault of their obstinacy, which often closes the eyes and ears of the soul.
But Jesus is really saying this: “You understand these mysteries, but many people don't, even though they have ears and spirits like yours. To help them understand, I speak in parables—that is, in figurative language of facts because it's easier and more familiar.” You teach kids with fables and the simple-minded with stories, and “the many” have remained simple and childish. To break through their slow understanding, I use words suited to their nature. They have a lot of imagination but little intellect, and the parables appeal more to their imagination than to their reasoning abilities. I don’t use them to hide the truth, but to better reveal it to those who can’t see it in a purely rational way. If they still don’t understand, it’s their stubbornness that often closes the eyes and ears of the soul.
Jesus had no mysteries to dissemble. It was His wish that all, even the most humble and ignorant, should understand Him. The parables were not made to hide His teaching from the profane, but to make it more explicit and understandable to every one. That sometimes even the intelligence of the Twelve is inferior to this task is a melancholy conclusion by no means unknown to Jesus.
Jesus didn’t keep any secrets. He wanted everyone, even the simplest and least educated, to understand Him. The parables weren’t created to conceal His teachings from those who don’t believe, but to clarify and make them more accessible to everyone. It’s a sad realization that sometimes even the understanding of the Twelve falls short, and Jesus was well aware of this.
The marvelous content of His message has cast into the shade His poetic originality, not less marvelous. Jesus never wrote—once only He wrote on the sand, and the wind destroyed forever His handwriting—but in the midst of a people of powerful imagination, of the people who wrote the Psalter, the story of Ruth, the book of Job, the Song of Songs, He would have been one of the greatest poets of all times. His victorious youthfulness of spirit, the racy, popular language of the country where He grew up, the books He had read, few but among the richest of all poetry—His loving communion with the life of the fields and of animals and above all His divine and passionate yearning to give light to those who suffer in the dark, to save those who are being lost forever, to carry supreme happiness to the most unhappy (because true poetry does not catch its fire from the light of the lantern but at the light of the stars and of the sun, is not found in the writings left behind by great-grandfathers, but in love, in sorrow in the deeply moved soul); these things combined made of Jesus a poet, an inventor of living and eternal images with 151which he achieved a miracle on which the Evangelists make no comment,—the miracle of communicating the highest truth by the means of stories so simple, familiar, full of grace that after twenty centuries they shine with that unique youth which is eternity. Some of these stories are only idyllic or epic restatements of revelations which at other times He expounded in abstract words; but there are some which express things never said in any other form in His teaching. The parables are the imaginative comments on the Sermon on the Mount, such as could be made only by a poet who merits the title of divine more truly than any other poet ever born.
The incredible content of His message has overshadowed His poetic originality, which is also remarkable. Jesus never wrote anything—only once did He write in the sand, and the wind blew away His words forever—but among a people with vivid imaginations, the very ones who wrote the Psalms, the story of Ruth, the book of Job, and the Song of Songs, He would have been one of the greatest poets of all time. His youthful spirit, the vibrant, everyday language of His hometown, the few but profound books He read—His deep connection with nature, animals, and especially His passionate desire to bring light to those in darkness, save those who seem lost forever, and bring true happiness to the most miserable (because true poetry doesn’t get its inspiration from lantern light but from the stars and the sun, and is not found in the writings left by our ancestors, but in love, sorrow, and the deeply moved soul); all these elements made Jesus a poet, a creator of living and eternal images, which allowed Him to achieve a miracle that the Evangelists do not comment on—the miracle of conveying the highest truth through stories that are so simple, familiar, and full of grace that even after twenty centuries they still radiate a unique youthfulness that is eternity. Some of these stories are merely idyllic or epic restatements of revelations He expressed in other times with more abstract words; however, some convey ideas that were never articulated in any other way in His teachings. The parables are the imaginative reflections on the Sermon on the Mount, ones that could only be made by a poet who truly deserves the title of divine more than any other poet ever born.
YEAST
City ladies do not make their own bread, but old countrywomen and housewives know what yeast is. A handful of dough from the last baking as big as a child’s hand, wet with warm water and put into the new dough, raises even as much as three measures of flour.
City women don’t bake their own bread, but older country women and housewives know what yeast is. A handful of dough from the last baking, about the size of a child’s hand, mixed with warm water and added to the new dough, can raise as much as three measures of flour.
Among the seeds of plants that of the mustard is among the smallest; it can hardly be seen, but from this tiny little seed, if it is put into good earth, springs up a fine shrub, and the fowls of the air lodge in the branches of it. The grain of wheat is not large, the farmer throws it into the ground and then goes on about his other affairs; he sleeps, he goes away from home and comes back. Days pass and nights pass, no thought is given to the seed, but underneath there in the moist, plowed field the seed has germinated. There comes out a blade of green and at the top of this blade an ear, at first green and graceful, then little by little becoming golden grain. Now the field is ready for the mowing and the farmer can commence his harvesting.
Among all the plant seeds, mustard seeds are some of the smallest; they’re barely visible, but from this tiny seed, if it’s planted in good soil, a beautiful shrub can grow, and birds can nest in its branches. Wheat seeds aren’t large either; the farmer scatters them in the ground and then moves on to other tasks. He sleeps, leaves home, and returns. Days and nights pass without any thought given to the seed, but below, in the moist, plowed field, the seed has started to grow. A green blade appears, and at the top of this blade is an ear, initially green and delicate, which gradually turns into golden grain. Now the field is ready for harvesting, and the farmer can begin the process.
Likewise with the Kingdom of Heaven and the first news of it. A word seems nothing. What is a word? Syllables, sounds, which come from the lips, enter with difficulty into the ears and only when they come from the heart find other hearts; it is a little thing, small, a breath, a sigh, a sound which comes and goes and the wind carries it away. And yet 152the word of the Kingdom is like yeast. If it goes into good flour, clean honest flour not adulterated with other grains, it ferments and grows. It is like the seed of the fields which germinates deep under the ground, patient as the earth which hides it, which, when Spring comes, grows green and strong and with the beginning of summer, lo, the harvest is ready!
Similarly, with the Kingdom of Heaven and its initial message. A word seems insignificant. What is a word? Syllables, sounds, that come from the lips, barely make it into ears, and only when they come from the heart do they connect with other hearts; it’s something small, just a breath, a sigh, a sound that comes and goes, carried away by the wind. And yet, 152 the word of the Kingdom is like yeast. If it gets mixed into good flour, clean, pure flour free from other grains, it ferments and expands. It’s like the seed in the fields that germinates deep underground, as patient as the earth that hides it, which, when Spring arrives, grows green and strong, and by the start of summer, the harvest is ready!
The gospel is made up of few words, “The Kingdom is at hand, change your souls!” but if it falls into the heart of men ready for it, of simple men who wish to become great, of righteous men who wish to become holy, of sinners who seek in good for that happiness which they have vainly sought in evil, then those words take root in the depths, put out buds and shoots, flourish up in clusters and ears, and luxuriate in a summer never to be followed by the decay of Autumn.
The gospel consists of just a few words: “The Kingdom is near, transform your souls!” But when it lands in the hearts of people who are open to it—simple folks wanting to be better, righteous individuals aiming for holiness, and sinners looking for the happiness they've unsuccessfully chased in wrongdoing—those words take root deep within. They sprout new growth, flourish in abundance, and thrive in a summer that will never fade into the decay of autumn.
Only a few men of those living about Christ believed in the Kingdom and prepared themselves for the great day. Only a few, insignificant men, scattered like tiny particles of yeast in the midst of the divided nations and the immense Empires, but these few dozen insignificant men gathered together in the midst of a predestined people were to become, through the contagion of their example, thousands upon thousands, and only three hundred years after them, in the place of Tiberius, ruled a man who bowed the knee before the heirs of the Apostles.
Only a handful of people living around Christ believed in the Kingdom and got ready for the big day. Just a few, insignificant men, scattered like tiny bits of yeast among the divided nations and vast Empires, but these few dozen unimportant men came together among a predetermined group and, through the impact of their example, were set to inspire thousands upon thousands. Only three hundred years later, in the place of Tiberius, a man ruled who bowed before the heirs of the Apostles.
But men must renounce everything else if they are to enjoy the promised Kingdom. Worldly-minded men do the same in their temporal affairs. If a man working in another’s field discovers a treasure-store, he quickly hides it again and hurries to sell all that he has to buy that field. If a merchant looking for marvelous jewels worthy to be offered to monarchs, finds a pearl larger and purer than any he has ever seen, he goes and sells everything that he has, even the other pearls of less price, to buy this unique and wonderful pearl.
But people have to give up everything else if they want to enjoy the promised Kingdom. People focused on the world do the same in their everyday lives. If someone working in another person's field finds a hidden treasure, they quickly hide it again and rush to sell everything they own to buy that field. If a merchant searching for amazing jewels fit for kings discovers a pearl bigger and purer than any he has ever seen, he goes and sells everything he has, even the other less valuable pearls, to buy this one-of-a-kind and incredible pearl.
If the workman and the merchant, material-minded men, who are satisfied with frail acquisitions, are thus ready to sell all their goods to acquire a treasure which seems to them more precious than anything they possess, even though it is only a material and perishable treasure, how much more reason there 153is for men to renounce what they hold most dear, in order to achieve the Kingdom of God. If the laboring-man and the merchant for a money gain, likely to be stolen or destroyed, thus consent to a provisional sacrifice which will give them a hundred per cent profit, ought not we for an infinitely greater, infinitely higher profit, throw away the best we have, even if it has seemed until now of inestimable price?
If workers and merchants, who are focused on material things and are content with fleeting possessions, are willing to give up everything they own to gain something they believe is more valuable than anything else they have, even if it’s just a temporary and physical treasure, then how much more should people be willing to let go of what they cherish most to attain the Kingdom of God? If a worker and a merchant would sacrifice something temporary for a financial gain that could easily be taken or lost, shouldn’t we be willing to give up our most valuable possessions for something that offers a far greater and higher reward, even if we’ve considered those possessions priceless until now?
But before we make this renunciation we must take thought and be sure that what remains to us will be enough to take us to the end of this new undertaking. We must measure the forces of our soul, that it may not happen to us as to the man who wished to build up a tower, a beautiful tower which would soar up to the sky like that of Jerusalem. He took no account of the cost but called the diggers, had the foundations excavated; called the masons and had the four walls of the foundations begun; but when the tower had scarcely been raised above the level of the earth, and was not yet as high as the roof of a house, he was obliged to stop because he had no more money to pay for the mortar, the stones, the bricks and the working men; and the tower remained thus, low and unsightly, in memory of his presumption: and his neighbors mocked at him.
But before we give this up, we need to think carefully and be sure that what we have left will be enough to see us through this new venture. We must evaluate our inner strength so that we don’t end up like the man who wanted to build a tower, a beautiful tower that would reach up to the sky like the one in Jerusalem. He didn’t consider the cost; he called the diggers and had them excavate the foundations, then he hired the masons and started building the four walls of the foundation. But when the tower was barely above ground level and not even as high as a house, he had to stop because he ran out of money for the mortar, stones, bricks, and laborers. As a result, the tower remained low and unattractive, a reminder of his arrogance, and his neighbors laughed at him.
A king who wants to make war on another king first takes account of his soldiers, and if he can count only on ten thousand and the other has twenty thousand, he puts off any idea of war, and sends an embassy of peace before his enemy can take the first hostile step. He who is not sure of himself, of being able to conquer to the last, does not follow Christ. For the foundation of the Kingdom is infinitely harder work than the building of a tower, and the creation of the new man is war not less harsh than external war, although silent and inner.
A king who wants to go to war with another king first assesses his soldiers, and if he can only count on ten thousand while the other has twenty thousand, he abandons any thoughts of war and sends a peace delegation before his enemy can take the first aggressive step. He who lacks confidence in his ability to win does not follow Christ. The foundation of the Kingdom requires much more effort than constructing a tower, and creating a new person is just as challenging as an external war, even if it is silent and internal.
THE BANQUET
Only the clean of heart can enter into the Kingdom. The Kingdom is an eternal feast, and only those dressed for a feast can go there. There was a King who celebrated his son’s wedding, and those whom he invited did not come. Then 154the King called in the common people, the passers-by, the beggars, every one; but when the King came into the banqueting hall and saw one of the guests all filthy with grease and mud, he had him cast outside the door, to gnash his teeth in the coldness of night.
Only those with pure hearts can enter the Kingdom. The Kingdom is an eternal feast, and only those dressed for a feast can attend. There was a King who celebrated his son's wedding, but those he invited didn't show up. Then 154 the King invited the common people, the passers-by, and the beggars, everyone. But when the King entered the banquet hall and saw a guest covered in grease and mud, he had him thrown outside to suffer in the cold darkness of night.
At the banquet of the Kingdom if the first called do not come, all are accepted; even the wretched and the sinners. The King had invited first the chosen people; but one had bought a piece of ground, another five yoke of oxen, a third had taken a wife that day. They were all deep in their affairs, and some did not even trouble to send an excuse. Then the King sent his servants to pick up out of the streets the blind, the poor, the maimed and the halt, the lowest of the rabble; and still there was room. Then he commanded that those who passed in front of his palace should be forced to come in, whoever they might be; and the banquet began. It was a royal banquet, a rich and magnificent feast; but after all, it consisted in enjoying lamb and fish, in getting drunk on wine and cider. At the break of day the bonfire was burned out, the tables were cleared, every one had to return to his home and to his poverty. If some of those whom the King first invited preferred another material pleasure to this material pleasure it was pardonable.
At the banquet of the Kingdom, if the first guests don't show up, everyone else is welcomed; even the outcasts and sinners. The King had initially invited the chosen people; but one person had bought a piece of land, another had five yoke of oxen, and a third had just gotten married that day. They were all wrapped up in their own lives, and some didn’t even bother to send an apology. So, the King sent his servants to gather up the blind, the poor, the disabled, and the lowest of the low from the streets; and there was still space. Then he ordered that anyone passing by his palace should be forced to come in, no matter who they were; and the banquet began. It was a grand royal feast, rich and magnificent; but ultimately, it was just about enjoying lamb and fish, and getting drunk on wine and cider. By dawn, the bonfire had died down, the tables were cleared, and everyone had to head back to their homes and their poverty. If some of those whom the King originally invited preferred other material pleasures over this one, it was understandable.
But the invitation to the banquet of the Kingdom is a promise of spiritual happiness, absolute, satisfying, perpetual. Something else than the passing amusements of terrestrial life: nauseating drunkenness, food that distends the stomach, sensual pleasures that leave a man bone-weary and defiled. And yet the men whom Jesus chose among all other men, and called first of all to the divine feast of the reborn, did not respond. They made wry faces, complained, slipped away and continued their habitual low actions. They preferred the rubbish of carnal goods to the splendor of high hope which is the only reasonable reason for living.
But the invitation to the Kingdom's banquet is a promise of spiritual happiness that is complete, fulfilling, and everlasting. It's something more than the fleeting pleasures of earthly life: mind-numbing drunkenness, food that overindulges, and sensual joys that leave a person exhausted and morally compromised. Yet, the men Jesus chose above all others and invited first to the divine feast of the reborn didn't respond. They grimaced, complained, slipped away, and went back to their usual petty actions. They preferred the trash of material things to the brilliance of high hope, which is the only truly valid reason for living.
Then all the others were called in their place: beggars instead of the rich, sinners instead of Pharisees, women of the streets instead of fine ladies, the sick and sorrowing instead of the strong and happy.
Then all the others were called in their place: beggars instead of the rich, sinners instead of Pharisees, women from the streets instead of elegant ladies, the sick and grieving instead of the strong and cheerful.
155Even the latest arrivals if they come in time will be admitted to the feast. The master of the vineyard saw in the marketplace certain laborers who were waiting for work, sent them out to prune his vines, and agreed on their wages. Later at noon-day he saw others without work and sent also those; and still later more again, and he sent them all. And they all worked, some at pruning and some at hoeing, and when the evening came the master gave the same pay to all. But those who had begun in the morning early, murmured, “Why do those who have worked less than we receive the same payment?” But the master answered one of them and said, “Didst not thou agree with me for a penny; why then dost thou lament? If it is my pleasure to give the same to the working men of the last hour, is that robbing you others?”
155Even the latest arrivals, if they show up on time, will be admitted to the feast. The master of the vineyard noticed some laborers waiting for work in the marketplace, sent them out to prune his vines, and agreed on their pay. Later, around noon, he saw others who were still without work and sent those out as well; even later, he sent out more. They all worked, some pruning and some hoeing, and when evening came, the master paid everyone the same amount. But those who started very early in the morning grumbled, “Why do those who worked less than us get the same pay?” The master answered one of them, saying, “Did you not agree with me for a penny? Why are you complaining? If I want to give the same amount to the workers who came last, is that unfair to you?”
The apparent injustice of the master is only a more generous justice. To all he gives what he has promised, and he who arrived last but works with equal hope has the same right as the others to enjoy that Kingdom for which he has labored until the night.
The seeming unfairness of the master is actually a broader fairness. He gives everyone what he promised, and even those who arrived last but work with the same hope have the same right as the others to enjoy that Kingdom for which they have toiled until the night.
Woe to him who comes too late! No one knows the exact day, but after that hour he who has not gone in will knock at the door, and it will not be opened to him, and he will mourn in outer darkness.
Woe to anyone who arrives too late! No one knows the specific day, but after that time, the person who hasn’t entered will knock on the door, and it won’t be opened for them, leaving them to grieve in the outer darkness.
The master has gone to the wedding and the servants do not know when he will come back. Fortunate are those who have waited for him and whom he will find awake. The master himself will seat them at the table and will serve them. But if he find them sleeping, if no one is ready to receive him, if they make him knock at the door before opening it, if they come to meet him disheveled, tousled, half-clad, and if he finds in the house no lamp lighted, no water warmed, he will take the servants by the arm and drive them out without pity.
The master has gone to the wedding, and the servants don’t know when he’ll be back. Blessed are those who have waited for him and will be found awake. The master himself will seat them at the table and serve them. But if he finds them sleeping, if no one is ready to welcome him, if they make him knock at the door before letting him in, if they come to meet him looking messy, disheveled, and half-dressed, and if he finds no lamp lit, no water warmed in the house, he will take the servants by the arm and throw them out without mercy.
Every one should be ready because the Son of Man is like a thief in the night who sends no word beforehand when he will come. Or like a bridegroom who has been detained by some one in the street. In the house of the bride there are ten virgins who are waiting to go to meet him with the light 156of the procession. Five, the wise virgins, take oil for their lamps, and wait to hear the voices and the steps of the approaching bridegroom. The other five, the foolish, do not think of the oil, and, tired of waiting, fall asleep. And suddenly there is the sound of the nuptial procession arriving. The five wise virgins light their lamps and run out into the street joyfully to welcome the bridegroom. The other five wake up with a start and ask their companions to give them a little oil. But the others say, “Why did you not provide for that sooner? Go and buy some.” And the foolish run from one house to another to get a little oil; but everybody is asleep, and nobody answers them, and the shops are closed and the roaming dogs bark at their heels. They go back to the house of the wedding, but now the door is closed. The five wise virgins are already there and feasting with the bridegroom. The five foolish virgins knock and beg and cry out, but no one comes to open for them. Through the cracks in the window casings they see the glowing lights of the supper. They hear the clatter of the dishes, the clinking of the cups, the songs of the young men, the sound of the musical instruments, but they cannot enter. They must stay there until morning, in the dark, and the wind. Shut out from the pleasures of the evening festival, they tremble and shake in terror.
Everyone should be prepared because the Son of Man comes like a thief in the night, without any warning of when he will arrive. Or like a bridegroom who has been held up by someone on the street. In the bride's house, there are ten virgins waiting to meet him with the light of the procession. Five of them, the wise ones, take oil for their lamps and stay alert to hear the sounds of the approaching bridegroom. The other five, the foolish ones, don’t think about the oil and, tired of waiting, fall asleep. Suddenly, they hear the announcement of the wedding procession arriving. The five wise virgins light their lamps and rush into the street joyfully to greet the bridegroom. The other five wake up with a jolt and ask their friends for some oil. But the wise ones reply, “Why didn’t you prepare earlier? Go buy some.” The foolish ones hurry from one house to another looking for oil, but everyone is asleep, nobody answers, the shops are closed, and the stray dogs bark at them. They return to the wedding house, but the door is now shut. The five wise virgins are already inside, celebrating with the bridegroom. The five foolish virgins knock and plead, but no one comes to let them in. Through the cracks in the windows, they see the warm glow of the feast. They hear the clinking of dishes, the ringing of cups, the songs of young men, and the sound of musical instruments, but they can’t get in. They have to wait until morning, trapped in the dark and the wind. Excluded from the joys of the evening celebration, they tremble and shake in fear.
THE NARROW GATE
“Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.” Those who will try to enter will fail, because the master of the house, when he has shut his door, will no longer recognize any one.
"Enter through the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow is the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." Those who try to enter will fail because the master of the house, once he shuts the door, will not recognize anyone anymore.
Until the great day, until it is too late, “Ask and it shall be given to you; seek and ye shall find, knock and it shall be opened unto you.” Even hard, slothful, obstinate men give way to persistent entreaty. If even men are not always insensible 157to pleadings how much surer will be the response from a Father who loves us?
Until that great day comes, until it’s too late, “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and it will be opened to you.” Even stubborn, lazy, and obstinate people can be swayed by persistent requests. If even people aren't always indifferent to appeals, how much more certain will the response be from a Father who loves us? 157
A man at midnight knocks at the door of a friend and wakens him. Through the door he says to him, “Friend, lend me three loaves; For a friend of mine in his journey is come to me, and I have nothing to set before him.” But the other, still half asleep, replies, “Trouble me not: for I am tired, and I do not wish to arise. And here in my bed I have my children who are asleep and if I get up I will wake them and chill them.” But the other will not give up, and knocks again on the door and raises his voice and begs with clasped hands that the other one will do him this service, for he has no other friends near, and the hour is late and his guest hungry and waiting for him. And he storms so at the door that his friend gets out of bed and lets him come in and gives him as many loaves as he needs. The friend was weak, but good-hearted. And even the bad-hearted do as he does. There was in a certain city a judge who cared for no one, a morose and scornful man who wanted to do everything as it suited him best. A widow went every day before him and asked for justice, and although her cause was just the judge always sent her away and would not do what she wished. But the widow patiently endured all his repulses and did not weary in her importunity. And finally the judge to get rid of this woman who wore him out with her supplications, pleadings, and prayers, gave the sentence and sent her in peace.
A man knocks at his friend's door in the middle of the night, waking him up. He calls out, “Hey, friend, can you lend me three loaves of bread? A friend of mine is visiting, and I have nothing to offer him.” Still half-asleep, the other man replies, “Don’t bother me right now; I’m tired and don’t want to get up. My kids are asleep in bed, and if I get up, I’ll wake them and make them cold.” But the man outside keeps knocking, raising his voice and pleading with his hands together, asking his friend for this favor because he has no other help nearby, it's late, and his guest is hungry and waiting. He knocks so persistently that his friend finally gets out of bed, lets him in, and gives him as many loaves as he needs. The friend was weak but kind-hearted. Even those with bad hearts act similarly. In a certain city, there was a judge who didn’t care about anyone, a grumpy and scornful man who only wanted to do things his way. A widow came to him every day asking for justice. Even though her case was fair, the judge always sent her away and refused to grant her wishes. But the widow patiently endured all his rejections and didn’t give up. Eventually, to get rid of this woman who was wearing him down with her requests, the judge finally made a ruling and sent her away in peace.
But no more must be asked than can be expected. He who has accomplished his task will eat and drink but will not have any special place of honor, nor will he be better served than his brother, and certainly not so well as his superior. When the servant, having been in the field sowing or pasturing the cattle, comes back to the house, the master does not call him to eat at his own table, but first is served himself and afterwards gives the servant the meal which is due him. This is a Parable which Jesus meant for His Apostles, who were already disputing about who would have the highest place in the Kingdom. “Doth he thank that servant because he did the things that were commanded him? I trow 158not. So likewise ye, when ye shall have done all those things which were commanded you, say: We are unprofitable servants: we have done that which was our duty to do.”
But don't expect more than what's reasonable. Those who complete their tasks will eat and drink, but they won't get a special spot or be treated better than their peers, definitely not better than their boss. When a servant, after working in the fields or tending to the livestock, comes back home, the master doesn’t invite him to eat at his table right away; instead, the master eats first and then gives the servant his meal. This is a parable Jesus shared with His Apostles, who were arguing about who would have the top position in the Kingdom. “Does he thank that servant for doing what he was told? I don’t think so. Likewise, when you have done everything that was commanded of you, say: We are unworthy servants; we have done only what we were supposed to do.”
The only thing which counts is the actual doing. There are those who say “yes” to orders but who after this do nothing. Such men shall be condemned more severely than those who refused openly and then afterwards, repentant, obeyed. A father had two sons and said to the older, “Son, go work to-day in my vineyard.” And the son answered, “I go, sir,” but instead of going to work in the vineyard he lay down in the shade to sleep. And the father said to the second, “Go too and work with your brother.” But the son answered, “No, to-day I wish to rest because I am not well.” But later, thinking of the old man who could not do the work himself any longer, he took back his refusal, overcame his indolence and went to the vineyard and worked with a will till evening.
The only thing that matters is actually getting things done. There are people who say "yes" to requests but then don’t follow through. These individuals will face harsher judgment than those who outright said no and later, feeling sorry, decided to comply. A father had two sons and told the older one, “Son, go work in my vineyard today.” The son replied, “Sure, Dad,” but instead of working in the vineyard, he lay down in the shade to take a nap. The father then said to the younger son, “You go too and work with your brother.” This son responded, “No, I want to rest today because I’m not feeling well.” However, later on, thinking about their father, who could no longer do the work himself, he changed his mind, pushed past his laziness, and went to the vineyard, working hard until evening.
To listen to the word of the Kingdom is not enough. To consent verbally and to live just as before, without effort to change the heart, is less than nothing. “Whosoever cometh to me, and heareth my sayings, and doeth them, I will show you to whom he is like; He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock, and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it, for it was founded upon a rock. But he that heareth and doeth not, is like a man that without a foundation built an house upon the earth; against which the stream did beat vehemently, and immediately it fell; and the ruin of that house was great.”
Listening to the message of the Kingdom isn't enough. Just agreeing with it and living the same way as before, without trying to change your heart, means nothing. “Anyone who comes to me, hears my words, and acts on them, I will show you what he’s like; he’s like a man who built a house, dug deep, and laid the foundation on rock. When the flood came, the stream hit that house hard, but it couldn't shake it because it was built on rock. But the one who hears my words and doesn’t act on them is like a man who built a house without a foundation on the ground. The stream hit it hard, and immediately it fell; and the destruction of that house was severe.”
The same teaching is in the Parable of the Sowing, “A sower went out to sow his seed: and as he sowed, some fell by the wayside; and it was trodden down, and the fowls of the air devoured it, and some fell upon a rock; and as soon as it was sprung up, it withered away, because it lacked moisture. And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprang up with it and choked it. And other fell on good ground, and sprang up and bare fruit an hundredfold.” This is the Parable which the Twelve were incapable of understanding. Jesus was obliged to explain it Himself. The seed is the Word of God. 159Those by the wayside are they that hear, then cometh Satan and taketh the Word out of their hearts lest they should believe and be saved. They on the rock are they which when they hear receive the Word with joy, and these have no root which for a while believe and in time of temptation fall away. And that which fell among thorns are they which when they have heard go forth and are choked with cares and riches and pleasures of this life, and bring no fruit to perfection. But that on the good ground are they which in an honest and good heart having heard the Word keep it and bring forth fruit with patience. But it is not enough to hear it merely, to understand it, to practice it. He who has received it should not keep it to himself. Who is the man who having a lamp hides it under the bed or covers it with a vessel? The light should stand high in the center of the room that they which enter in may see it and be lighted.
The same message is found in the Parable of the Sower: “A sower went out to plant his seeds. As he was sowing, some seeds fell along the path, and they were trampled on, and the birds came and ate them. Some seeds fell on rocky ground, and as soon as they sprouted, they withered because they had no moisture. Other seeds fell among thorns, which grew up alongside them and choked them. But some seeds fell on good soil, grew up, and produced a hundredfold.” This is the Parable that the Twelve couldn’t understand, so Jesus had to explain it to them. The seed represents the Word of God. 159 The seeds that fell along the path are those who hear the Word, but then Satan comes and takes the Word out of their hearts so they won’t believe and be saved. The ones on the rocky ground are those who hear and receive the Word with joy, but they have no roots—just believing for a while, they fall away in times of temptation. The seeds that fell among thorns are those who hear the Word, go out, and are choked by worries, wealth, and pleasures of this life, failing to produce mature fruit. But the seeds that fell on good soil are those who hear the Word with an honest and good heart, hold onto it, and produce fruit with patience. However, it’s not enough just to hear it, understand it, and practice it. Those who receive the Word shouldn’t keep it to themselves. Who would take a lamp and hide it under a bed or cover it with a container? The light should be placed high in the center of the room so that everyone who enters can see it and be illuminated.
A Lord traveling into a far country left to each of his servants ten talents with the understanding that they should use the money to good purpose. And when he came back he reckoned with them. And the first delivered to him twenty talents, because with the first ten he had earned ten other talents. And the Lord made him steward over all his goods. And the second delivered him fifteen talents, for he had not been able to earn more than five more. But the third presented himself timorously and showed him, wrapped up in a napkin, the ten talents which he had received. “Lord, I knew thee that thou art an hard man, reaping where thou hast not sown, and gathering where thou hast not strawed: And I was afraid, and went and hid thy talents in the earth.” And the Lord answered, “Thou wicked and slothful servant, I will judge thee by thine own words. Take the talents and give them to him who has twenty.” But he has already plenty. “I say unto you,” answered the Lord, “For unto every one that hath shall be given, and he shall have abundance: but from him that hath not shall be taken away even that which he hath.” And the unprofitable servant was cast into outer darkness, where there was weeping and gnashing of teeth. He who has received the Word ought to double his wealth. 160He has received so great a treasure that if he leaves it useless, he deserves to have it taken away from him. From him who does not add to it shall be taken away even that which he has, and unto him who has doubled his treasures shall be given even more. Those who do not use the treasure of the Word are not poverty-stricken men who need gifts because they are destitute, but faithless and slothful husbandmen, to whom was entrusted the most fruitful field in all the universe. Happy the steward whom the Master shall find attentive to act justly and to give to all their rightful part of the harvest. But if the steward begins to oppress the serving men and women and thinks only of eating and getting drunk he will be scourged and punished when the Master returns, just punishment for the faithless!
A lord who was traveling to a distant country gave each of his servants ten talents, instructing them to use the money wisely. When he returned, he settled accounts with them. The first servant came forward and presented him with twenty talents, having earned ten additional talents from the original amount. The lord made him in charge of all his possessions. The second servant reported back with fifteen talents since he could only earn five more. But the third servant approached hesitantly and showed him the ten talents he had received, wrapped in a cloth. “Lord, I knew you were a tough man, reaping where you didn’t sow and gathering where you didn’t scatter seed. I was afraid, so I hid your talents in the ground.” The lord replied, “You wicked and lazy servant, I will judge you by your own words. Take the talents and give them to the one with twenty.” But he already has enough. “I tell you,” the lord continued, “to everyone who has, more will be given, and they will have abundance; but from the one who has not, even what they have will be taken away.” And the useless servant was thrown into the outer darkness, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. Those who have received the Word should work to increase their wealth. They have been given such a great treasure that if they leave it unused, they deserve to have it taken from them. From those who don't contribute to it, even what they have will be taken away, while those who have doubled their treasures will be given even more. Those who fail to utilize the treasure of the Word are not just poor individuals needing help, but unfaithful and lazy stewards entrusted with the most bountiful field in the universe. Blessed is the steward whom the Master finds diligent in acting justly and giving everyone their proper share of the harvest. But if the steward starts to mistreat the servants and focuses only on eating and drinking, he will be punished when the Master returns—just punishment for the unfaithful! 160
The servant who does not know what the Master wishes done, and so, not knowing, does not carry out His wishes, shall be less punished than he who knew, and still does the contrary, for he shall be driven out of the house where he gave orders. The bearers of the Word have no excuse if they are not the first to obey God’s wishes. From him to whom much was given, much shall be required.
The servant who doesn’t understand what the Master wants and, therefore, doesn’t fulfill His wishes, will be punished less than the one who understands and still goes against them; that person will be cast out of the house where they issued orders. Those who carry the Word have no excuse if they’re not the first to follow God’s wishes. To whom much is given, much is expected.
THE PRODIGAL SON
A man had two sons. His wife was dead, but he still had these two sons, only two. But two are always better than one. If the first is away from home, the second is still there; if the younger fall ill, the older works for two; if one should die ... even children die, even the young die, and sometimes before the old ... if one of the two should die, there is at least one left who will care for the poor father.
A man had two sons. His wife had passed away, but he still had these two sons, just the two of them. But two is always better than one. If the first one is away from home, the second one is still there; if the younger one gets sick, the older one can take care of things; and if one should die... even children can die, even young ones can die, sometimes even before the old... if one of the two should die, at least there’s one left who will look after the poor father.
This man loved his sons, not only because they were of his blood but because he had a loving heart. He loved them both, the older and the younger; perhaps the younger a little more than the older, but so little that he did not realize it himself. Fathers and mothers often have a weakness for the youngest because he is the smallest, he is the sweetest, he is the last baby, and after his birth there was never another one, so that 161his boyhood, still so recent, so prolonged, stretches out to the sill of his young manhood like a lingering halo of tenderness. It seems only yesterday that he was a baby at the breast, that he took his first stumbling steps, that he sprang up to embrace his father, or sat astride his knees.
This man loved his sons, not just because they were his flesh and blood but because he had a caring heart. He loved both of them, the older and the younger; maybe he loved the younger a bit more than the older, but it was such a small amount that he didn’t even notice it. Moms and dads often have a soft spot for the youngest because he’s the smallest, the sweetest, and the last baby. After he was born, there was never another one, so his childhood, which still feels so fresh and extended, feels like a lingering aura of tenderness as he moves into young adulthood. It seems like just yesterday he was a baby nursing, taking his first wobbly steps, jumping up to hug his dad, or sitting on his knees.
But this man was not partial. He loved his sons like his two eyes and his two hands, equally dear, one at the left, one at the right, and he saw to it that both were happy. Nothing lacked for either one.
But this man was fair. He loved his sons like his own two eyes and hands, both equally precious, one on the left, one on the right, and he made sure that both were happy. Neither of them lacked for anything.
And yet, even in the case of sons of one father, it almost never happens that two brothers have the same tastes or even similar tastes. The older was a serious-minded young man, sedate, settled, who seemed already grown up and mature, a husband, the head of a family. He respected his father, but more as master than as father, without any impulsive show of affection. He worked faithfully, but he was hard and captious with the servants; he went through all the religious forms, but did not let the poor come about him. Although the house was full of all possible good things, yet for them there was never anything. He pretended to love his brother, but his heart was full of the poison of envy. When people say “to love like a brother” they say the contrary of what ought to be said. Brothers very rarely love each other. Jewish history, not to speak of any other, begins with Cain, goes on with Jacob’s cheating Esau, with Joseph sold by his brothers, with Absalom, who killed Amon, with Solomon who had Adonijah killed: a long bloody road of jealousy, opposition and betrayal. It would be more correct to say “a father’s love,” rather than a brother’s.
And yet, even in families with the same father, it almost never happens that two brothers share the same tastes or even similar ones. The older brother was serious and composed, already seeming grown up and mature, like a husband and the head of a family. He respected his father, but more out of duty than out of love, without any open displays of affection. He worked hard, but he was strict and nitpicky with the staff; he followed all the religious rituals but didn’t let the less fortunate come near him. Although the house was full of all sorts of good things, there was never anything for them. He pretended to love his brother, but inside, his heart was filled with envy. When people say “to love like a brother,” they really mean the opposite of what they should. Brothers rarely love each other. Jewish history, to say nothing of any other, begins with Cain, continues with Jacob cheating Esau, with Joseph being sold by his brothers, with Absalom killing Amnon, and with Solomon having Adonijah killed: a long, bloody path of jealousy, rivalry, and betrayal. It would be more accurate to say “a father’s love” rather than a brother’s.
The second son seemed of another race. He was younger and was not ashamed to be young. He splashed about and made merry in his youth as in a warm lake. He had all the desires, the graces, and the defects of his age. He was fitful with his father. One day he hurt him, the next, put him into the seventh heaven; he was capable of not saying a word for weeks together and then suddenly throwing himself on his father’s neck in the highest spirits. Good times with his friends were more to his taste than work. He refused no invitations 162to drink, stared at women and dressed better than other people. But he was warmhearted; he gave money to the needy, was charitable without boasting of it, never sent away any one disconsolate. He was seldom seen at the synagogue, and for this and for other reasons the middle-class people of the neighborhood, timid, colorless people, religious and self-seeking, did not think well of him and advised their sons to have nothing to do with him. So much the more because the young man wanted to spend more than his father’s resources allowed him—a good man, they said, but weak and blinded—and because he talked recklessly and said things which were not fitting for the son of a good family brought up as he ought to be. The little life of that little country hole was repugnant to him; he said it was better to look for adventure in rich countries, populous, far away, beyond the mountains and the sea, where the big, luxurious cities are, with marble buildings and the best wines and shops full of silk and silver, and women dressed in fine clothes like queens fresh from aromatic baths who lightly give themselves for a piece of gold.
The second son seemed like he was from another world. He was younger and wasn’t ashamed of being young. He played around and had fun in his youth like it was a warm lake. He had all the desires, charm, and flaws of his age. His relationship with his father was unpredictable. One day he upset him, the next he made him ecstatic; he could go weeks without saying a word and then suddenly throw himself around his father in high spirits. Hanging out with friends was more his style than working. He didn’t turn down any invites to drink, checked out women, and dressed better than most. But he had a kind heart; he donated to those in need, was generous without bragging about it, and never turned anyone away sad. He rarely went to the synagogue, and because of this and other reasons, the middle-class people in the neighborhood, timid and bland, religious and self-serving, didn’t think highly of him and advised their sons to stay away from him. Particularly since he wanted to spend more than his father could afford—a decent man, they said, but weak and blind—and because he spoke recklessly and said things unbefitting the son of a respectable family raised properly. The mundane life of that little town was distasteful to him; he said it was better to seek adventure in rich, bustling places far away, beyond the mountains and the sea, where the grand, luxurious cities were, with marble buildings, the finest wines, shops filled with silk and silver, and women dressed like queens straight from fragrant baths who could easily be won over for a bit of gold.
There in the country you had to obey orders and work hard, and there was no outlet for gypsy-like and nomadic tastes. His father, although he was rich, although he was good, measured out the drachma as if they were talents. His brother was vexed if he bought a new tunic or came home a little tipsy; in the family all they knew was the field, the furrow, the pasture, the stock; a life that was not a life but one long effort.
There in the countryside, you had to follow orders and work hard, with no room for free-spirited or wanderer-like desires. His father, despite being wealthy and kind, counted out the money like it was a fortune. His brother would get annoyed if he bought a new tunic or came home slightly drunk; in the family, all they focused on was the field, the furrow, the pasture, the livestock; a life that felt more like a continuous struggle than a real life.
And one day (he had thought of it many times before, but had never had the courage to say it) he hardened his heart and his face and said to his father, “Father, give me the portion of goods that falleth to me, and I will ask nothing more of thee.”
And one day (he had thought about it many times before, but had never had the guts to say it) he steeled himself and looked his father in the eye and said, “Dad, give me my share of the inheritance, and I won’t ask you for anything else.”
When the old man heard this, he was deeply hurt, but he made no answer, and went away into his room that his tears should not be seen, and for a while neither of them spoke any more of this matter. But the son suffered, was sullen, and lost all his ardor and animation even to the fresh color of his face. And the father, seeing his son suffer, suffered himself, 163and yet suffered more at the thought of losing him. But finally paternal love conquered self-love. The estimations and valuations of the property were made, and the father gave to both his sons their rightful part and kept the rest for himself. The young man lost no time, he sold what he could not carry away, gathered together a goodly sum, and one evening, without saying anything to any one, mounted his fine horse and went away. The older brother was rather pleased by his departure; the younger would never have the courage to come back; so now he was the only son, first in command, and no one would take away the rest of his inheritance from him.
When the old man heard this, he was really hurt, but he didn’t say anything and went to his room so his tears wouldn’t be seen. For a while, neither of them brought up the subject again. The son was miserable, withdrawn, and lost all his excitement, even the fresh color in his face. And the father, noticing his son’s pain, felt hurt himself, but he felt even worse at the thought of losing him. Eventually, though, the father’s love won over his self-interest. They assessed the property, and the father divided it fairly between his two sons, keeping the rest for himself. The young man didn’t waste any time; he sold what he couldn’t take with him, collected a good amount of money, and one evening, without telling anyone, he got on his fine horse and left. The older brother was somewhat happy about his departure; the younger would never have the courage to return, so now he was the only son, in charge, and no one could take away the rest of his inheritance.
But the father secretly wept many tears, all the tears of his old wrinkled eyelids. Every line of his old face was washed with tears, his aged cheeks were soaked with his grieving. His son was gone and he needed all the love of the remaining son to make up for the sorrow of the separation.
But the father quietly cried many tears, all the tears from his old wrinkled eyelids. Every line on his aged face was wet with tears, and his cheeks were soaked with his grief. His son was gone, and he needed all the love from his remaining son to help cope with the pain of the loss.
But he had an intuition that perhaps he had not lost his son forever, his second-born, that before his death he would have the happiness to kiss him again; and this idea helped him to endure the loneliness.
But he had a feeling that maybe he hadn't lost his second-born son forever, that before he died he would have the chance to kiss him again; and this thought helped him get through the loneliness.
In the meantime the young man drew rapidly near to the rich city of revels where he meant to live. At every turning of the road he felt of the money-bags which hung at either side of his saddle. He soon arrived at the city of his desire and began his feasting. It seemed to him that those thousands of coins would last forever. He rented a fine house, bought five or six slaves, dressed like a prince, and soon had men and women friends who were guests at his table, and who drank his wine till their stomachs could hold no more. He did not economize with women and chose the most beautiful the city contained, those who knew how to dance and sing and dress with magnificence, and undress with grace. No presents seemed too fine or too rich to please those bodies which abandoned themselves with such voluptuous softness, and which gave him the wildest, most torturing pleasure. The little provincial lord from the dull country, repressed in the most sensual period of his life, now vented his voluptuousness, his love of luxury, in this dangerous life.
In the meantime, the young man quickly approached the wealthy city of pleasures where he planned to settle. At every bend in the road, he touched the money bags that hung on either side of his saddle. He soon reached the city of his dreams and began his indulging. It felt like those thousands of coins would last forever. He rented a beautiful house, bought five or six servants, dressed like royalty, and quickly made friends—both men and women—who dined at his table and drank his wine until they could handle no more. He didn't hold back with women, choosing the most beautiful ones in the city—those who could dance, sing, dress extravagantly, and undress with elegance. No gift seemed too extravagant or lavish to please those bodies that surrendered themselves with such intoxicating softness, providing him with the wildest, most torturous pleasure. The little provincial lord from the dull countryside, who had been repressed during the most sensual time of his life, now unleashed his desire and love for luxury in this dangerous lifestyle.
164Such a life could not go on forever: the money bags of the prodigal son were not bottomless—no money bags are—and there came a day when there was neither gold nor silver, and not even copper, but only empty bags of canvas and leather lying limp and flabby on the brick floor of his room. His friends disappeared, the women disappeared, slaves, beds and dining-tables were sold. With the proceeds he had enough to buy food, but only for a short time. To complete his misfortune, a famine came on the country and the prodigal son found himself hungering in the midst of a famine-stricken people. The women had gone off to other cities where the situation was better; the friends of his drunken night-revels had hard work to look out for themselves.
164Such a life couldn't last forever: the money bags of the prodigal son weren’t infinite—no money bags are—and eventually came a day when there was no gold or silver, and not even copper, just empty canvas and leather bags lying limp and worn out on the brick floor of his room. His friends vanished, the women left, slaves, beds, and dining tables were sold. With the money he made, he could buy food, but only for a little while. To make matters worse, a famine hit the country, and the prodigal son found himself starving among a people suffering from hunger. The women had gone to other cities where things were better; his friends from the drunken parties were struggling to take care of themselves.
The unfortunate man, stripped and destitute, left the city, traveling with a lord who was going to the country where he had a fine estate. He begged him for work, till the lord hired him as swine-herd because he was young and strong and hardly any one was willing to be a swine-herd. For a Jew nothing could be a greater affliction than this. Even in Egypt, although animals were adored there, the only people forbidden to enter the temples were swine-herds. No father would have given his daughter to wife to a swine-herd and no man for all the gold in the world would have married the daughter of a swine-herd.
The unfortunate man, broke and homeless, left the city, traveling with a lord who was heading to his estate in the countryside. He asked the lord for work until he was hired as a swineherd because he was young and strong, and hardly anyone else wanted the job. For a Jew, nothing could be a bigger disgrace than this. Even in Egypt, where animals were revered, the only people banned from entering the temples were swineherds. No father would ever give his daughter in marriage to a swineherd, and no man would marry the daughter of a swineherd for all the riches in the world.
But the prodigal son had no choice and was forced to lead the herd of swine out to the pasture. He was given no pay and very little to eat, because there was only a little for any one; but there was no famine for the hogs, because they could eat anything. There were plenty of carob beans and they gorged themselves on those. Their hungry attendant enviously watched the pink and black animals rooting in the earth, chewing beans and roots, and longed to fill his stomach with the same stuff and wept, remembering the abundance of his own home and his festivals in the great city. Sometimes overcome with hunger he took one of the black bean-husks, from under the grunting snouts of the pigs, tempering the bitterness of his suffering with that insipid and woody food. And woe to him if his employer had seen him!
But the prodigal son had no choice and was forced to lead the pigs out to pasture. He wasn't paid and got very little to eat, since there was only a small amount for anyone; but the pigs had plenty to eat because they would consume anything. There were lots of carob beans, and they stuffed themselves with those. Their hungry caretaker watched enviously as the pink and black pigs dug in the ground, munching on beans and roots, and yearned to fill his stomach with the same food. He cried, remembering how abundant his own home was and the feasts in the big city. Sometimes, overwhelmed by hunger, he would take one of the black bean husks from under the grunting pigs' snouts, trying to dull the bitterness of his suffering with that bland and woody food. And woe betide him if his boss had seen him!
165His dress was a dirty slave’s smock which smelt of manure, his foot-gear a pair of worn-out sandals scarcely held together with rushes; on his head a faded hood. His fair young face, tanned by the sun of the hills, was thin and long, and had taken a sickly color between gray and brown.
165He was wearing a filthy slave's tunic that smelled like manure, and his footwear was a pair of old sandals barely held together with reeds; on his head was a tattered hood. His fair young face, tanned by the sun on the hills, was thin and long, sporting a sickly hue that was somewhere between gray and brown.
Who was wearing now the spotless home-spun clothes, which he had left in his brother’s chests? Where now were the fair silken tunics dyed purple which he had sold for so little? His father’s hired servants were better dressed than he, and they fared better than he.
Who was now wearing the clean, homemade clothes that he had left in his brother’s trunks? Where were the beautiful, purple-dyed silk tunics that he had sold for so little? His father’s hired workers were dressed better than he was, and they had it better than he did.
Returned to his senses, he said to himself, “How many hired servants of my father’s have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger!” Until now he had brushed away the idea of going home as soon as it had appeared. How could he bear to go back in this condition and give in to his brother after having despised his home, after having made his father weep? To return without a garment, unshod, without a penny, without the ring—the sign of liberty—uncomely, disfigured by this famished slavery, stinking and contaminated by this abominable trade, to show that the wise old neighbors were right, that his serious-minded brother was right, to bow himself at the knee of the old man whom he had left without a greeting, to return with opprobrium as a ragged fellow to the spot from which he had departed as a king! To come back to the soup-plate into which he had spit—into a house which contained nothing of his!
Regaining his senses, he said to himself, “How many of my father’s hired servants have enough bread to spare, and I’m here starving!” Until now, he had pushed away the idea of going home as soon as it came to him. How could he face going back in this state and give in to his brother after looking down on his home and making his father cry? To return without clothes, barefoot, with no money, without the ring—the symbol of freedom—looking rough, marked by this miserable servitude, smelling and tainted by this terrible lifestyle, just to prove that the wise old neighbors were right, that his serious brother was right, to kneel before the old man he had left without a word, to come back in shame as a beggar to the place he left as a king! To go back to the soup bowl he had spat into—to a house that held nothing for him!
No, there was something of his always in his home, his father! If he belonged to his father, his father belonged also to him. He was his creation, made of his flesh, issued from his seed in a moment of love. Though hurt, his father would never drive away his own flesh and blood. If he would not take him back as son, at least he would take him back as a hired servant, as he would any stranger, like a man born of another father. “I will arise and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven and before thee, And am no more worthy to be called thy son: make me as one of thy hired servants.” I do not come back as son but as servant, a worker, and I do not ask love from 166you, for I have no more right to that, but only a little bread from your kitchen.
No, there was always a part of his father in his home! If he was his father's son, then his father was also his. He was his creation, made from his flesh, brought into being from his seed in a moment of love. Even though hurt, his father would never push away his own flesh and blood. If he wouldn’t take him back as a son, at least he would accept him as a hired servant, like he would any stranger, like a man born of another father. “I will get up and go to my father, and I will say to him, Father, I have sinned against heaven and before you, and I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired servants.” I do not return as a son but as a servant, a worker, and I do not ask for love from you, as I have no right to that, just a little bread from your kitchen.
And the young man gave back the hogs to his master, and went towards his own land. He begged a piece of bread from the country people, and wept salt tears as he ate this bread of pity and charity in the shadow of the sycamores. His sore and blistered feet could scarcely carry him. He was barefoot now, but his faith in forgiveness led him homeward step by step.
And the young man returned the hogs to his master and headed toward his own land. He asked the locals for a piece of bread and cried tears of sorrow as he ate this bread, given out of pity and charity, in the shade of the sycamores. His sore and blistered feet could barely support him. He was barefoot now, but his belief in forgiveness guided him home, step by step.
And finally one day at noon he arrived in sight of his father’s house; but he did not dare to knock, nor to call any one, nor to go in. He hung around outside to see if any one would come out. And behold, his father appeared on the threshold. His son was no longer the same, was changed, but the eyes of a father even dimmed by weeping could not fail to recognize him. He ran towards him and caught him to his breast, and kissed him and kissed him again, and could not stop from pressing his pale, old lips on that ravaged face, on those eyes whose expression was altered but still beautiful, on that hair, dusty but still waving and soft, on that flesh that was his own.
And finally, one day at noon, he reached the sight of his father’s house; but he didn’t dare to knock, call out to anyone, or go inside. He lingered outside to see if anyone would come out. And then, his father appeared at the doorway. His son was no longer the same, he had changed, but a father’s eyes, even clouded by tears, could easily recognize him. He ran toward him, embraced him, kissed him repeatedly, and couldn’t stop pressing his pale, old lips against that worn face, on those eyes that had changed but were still beautiful, on that hair, dusty yet still flowing and soft, on that flesh that was his own.
The son, covered with confusion and deeply moved, did not know how to respond to these kisses, and as soon as he could free himself from his father’s arms he threw himself on the ground and repeated tremulously the speech he had prepared. “Father, I have sinned against heaven and before thee, And am no more worthy to be called thy son.”
The son, overwhelmed with emotions and confused, didn’t know how to react to these kisses. As soon as he managed to break free from his father’s embrace, he fell to the ground and nervously said the speech he had prepared. “Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you, and I am no longer worthy to be called your son.”
But if the young man had brought himself to the point of refusing the name of son, the old man never felt himself more father than at this moment; he seemed to become a father for a second time, and without even answering, with his eyes still clouded and soft, but with the ringing voice of his best days, he called to the servants:
But if the young man had really decided to reject the title of son, the old man felt more like a father than ever at that moment; it was as if he was becoming a father for the second time. Without even responding, with his eyes still misty and gentle, but with the strong voice of his younger days, he called for the servants:
“Bring forth the best robe, and put it on him; and put a ring on his hand, and shoes on his feet.”
“Bring out the best robe and put it on him; put a ring on his hand and shoes on his feet.”
The son of the master should not return home wretchedly dressed like a beggar. The finest garment should be given 167him, new shoes, a ring on his finger, and the servants must wait on him because he, too, is a master.
The master's son shouldn't come home looking miserable and dressed like a beggar. He should be given the best clothes, new shoes, a ring on his finger, and the servants should attend to him because he's also a master. 167
“And bring hither the fatted calf; and kill it, and let us eat and be merry: For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.”
“And bring the fattened calf here; and kill it, and let us eat and celebrate: For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found.”
The fatted calf was kept in reserve for great feast days: but what festival can be greater for me than this one? I had wept for my son as dead and here he is alive with me. I had lost him in the world and the world has delivered him back to me. He was far away and now is with me, he was a beggar at the doors of strange houses, and now is master in his own house; he was famished and now he shall be served with a banquet at his own table.
The fattened calf was saved for special celebrations, but what celebration could be more important to me than this one? I had mourned for my son as if he were dead, and now he’s alive and with me. I had lost him to the world, and now the world has brought him back to me. He was far away, and now he’s here with me; he was a beggar at the doors of unfamiliar homes, and now he’s in charge of his own house. He was starving, and now he’ll be served a feast at his own table.
And the servants obeyed him and the calf was killed, skinned, cut up and put to cook. The oldest wine was taken from the wine-cellar, and the finest room was prepared for the dinner in celebration of the return. Servants went to call his father’s friends and others went to summon musicians, that there should be music. And when everything was ready, when the son had been bathed, and his father had kissed him many times more—almost as if to assure himself with his lips that his true son was there with him and it was not the vision of a dream—they commenced the banquet, the wines were mixed and the musicians accompanied the songs of joy.
And the servants followed his orders, and the calf was killed, skinned, cut up, and set to cook. The oldest wine was taken from the cellar, and the best room was prepared for the dinner to celebrate his return. Some servants went to invite his father's friends, while others went to find musicians for music. When everything was ready, after the son had been bathed and his father had kissed him many more times—almost as if he needed to assure himself with his lips that his real son was there with him and it wasn't just a dream—they started the banquet, mixed the wines, and the musicians played joyful songs.
The older son was in the field, working, and in the evening when he came back and was near to the house he heard shouts and stampings and clapping of hands, and the footsteps of dancers. And he could not understand. “Whatever can have happened? Perhaps my father has gone crazy or perhaps a wedding procession has arrived unexpectedly at our house.”
The older son was in the field, working, and in the evening when he came back and was near the house, he heard shouting, stomping, clapping, and the sound of dancing. He couldn’t figure it out. “What could have happened? Maybe my father has lost it, or maybe a wedding party has shown up out of nowhere at our house.”
Disliking noise and new faces, he would not enter and see for himself what it was. But he called to a boy coming out of the house and asked him what all that clatter was.
Not liking noise and new people, he wouldn't go in to see for himself what was happening. But he called out to a boy coming out of the house and asked him what all that commotion was.
“Thy brother is come; and thy father hath killed the fatted calf, because he hath received him safe and sound.”
“Your brother has come home, and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has received him back safe and sound.”
These words were like a thrust at his heart. He turned pale, not with pleasure, but with rage and jealousy. The old envy 168boiled up inside. It seemed to him that he had all the right on his side, and he would not go into the house, but stayed outside, angry.
These words hit him hard. He turned pale, not out of pleasure, but out of rage and jealousy. The old envy bubbled up inside him. It felt like he had every right on his side, and he refused to go inside the house, staying outside, seething with anger.
Then his father went out and entreated him: “Come, for your brother has come back and has asked after you, and will be glad to see you, and we will feast together.”
Then his father went out and urged him, “Come, your brother has returned and has inquired about you. He’ll be happy to see you, and we’ll have a feast together.”
But the serious-minded young man could not contain himself, and for the first time in his life ventured to reprove his father to his face.
But the serious-minded young man couldn't hold back anymore, and for the first time in his life, he dared to confront his father directly.
“Lo, these many years do I serve thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandment; yet thou never gavest me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends: But as soon as this thy son was come, which hath devoured thy living with harlots, thou hast killed for him the fatted calf.”
“Look, I’ve been serving you for many years, and I’ve never disobeyed your commands. Yet you never gave me a goat to celebrate with my friends. But as soon as this son of yours came back, who wasted your money on prostitutes, you killed the best calf for him.”
With these few words he discloses all the ignominy of his soul hidden until then under the Pharisaical cloak of good behavior. He reproaches his father with his own obedience, he reproaches him with his avarice. “You have never given me even a kid”—and he reproaches him, he, a loveless son, for being a too-loving father. “This thy son.” He does not say “brother.” His father may recognize him as son, but he will not recognize him as brother. “He hath devoured thy living with harlots. Money that was not his, with women that were not his; while I stayed with thee sweating on thy fields with no recompense.”
With these few words, he reveals all the shame of his soul that had been hidden under the false mask of good behavior. He criticizes his father for his own obedience and accuses him of greed. “You’ve never given me even a young goat”—and he blames him, he, a son without love, for being a father who cares too much. “This son of yours.” He doesn’t say “brother.” His father may see him as a son, but he won’t acknowledge him as a brother. “He has wasted your money on prostitutes. Money that wasn’t his, with women who weren’t his; while I stayed here working hard in your fields with no reward.”
But his father pardoned this son, as he did the other son. “Son, thou art ever with me, and all that I have is thine. It was meet that we should make merry, and be glad; for this thy brother was dead, and is alive again; and was lost, and is found.”
But his father forgave this son, just like he did the other one. “Son, you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. It was right to celebrate and be happy; because this brother of yours was dead, and now he’s alive again; he was lost, and now he’s found.”
The father is sure that these words will be enough to silence the other. “He was dead and is alive again, was lost and is found. What other reasons can be needed, and what other reasons can be better than these—grant that he has done what he has done, that he has spent my money on women; he has dissipated as much as he could; he left me without a greeting; he left me to weep. He could have done worse than that and 169still would have been my son. He could have stolen on the streets, could have murdered the guiltless, he could have offended me even more, but I never could forget that he is my son, my own blood. He was gone and has returned, was disappeared and has reappeared, was lost and is found, was dead and is alive again. This is enough for me and to celebrate this miracle a fatted calf seems little to me. Thou hast never left me, I always enjoyed thee, all my kids are thine if thou asketh for them; thou hast eaten every day at my table; but he was gone for so many days and weeks and months! I saw him only in my dreams; he has not eaten a single piece of bread with me in all that time. Have I not the right to triumph at least this day?”
The father is confident that these words will be enough to quiet the other. “He was dead and is alive again, was lost and is found. What other reasons do we need, and what could be better than these—sure, he messed up, spent my money on women; he wasted everything he could; he left me without a word; he left me in tears. He could have done worse and still would have been my son. He could have stolen in the streets, could have killed the innocent, could have hurt me even more, but I could never forget that he is my son, my own flesh and blood. He was gone and has come back, was missing and has returned, was lost and is found, was dead and is alive again. This is enough for me, and to celebrate this miracle, a fatted calf seems like nothing. You have never left me; I’ve always loved you, all my kids are yours if you want them; you've eaten at my table every day; but he was gone for so many days and weeks and months! I only saw him in my dreams; he hasn’t shared a single meal with me in all that time. Don’t I have the right to celebrate at least today?”
Jesus stopped here, He did not go on with His story. There was no need of that, the meaning of the parable is clear with no additions. But no story—after that of Joseph—that ever came from human lips is more beautiful than this one or ever touched more deeply the hearts of men. Interpreters are free to comment and explain, that the prodigal son is the new man purified by the experience of grief, and the older son, the Pharisee who observes the old law but does not know love. Or else that the older son is the Jewish people who do not understand the love of the Father welcoming the pagan, although he had wallowed in the foul loves of paganism and had lived in the company of swine.
Jesus paused here; He didn’t continue with His story. There was no need to do so; the meaning of the parable is clear on its own. But no story—after that of Joseph—that has ever been told by human lips is more beautiful than this one or has touched the hearts of people more deeply. Interpreters can comment and explain that the prodigal son represents the new man refined by the experience of sorrow, while the older son is the Pharisee who follows the old law but lacks love. Alternatively, the older son can be seen as the Jewish people who fail to grasp the Father’s love for the pagan, even though he had indulged in the corrupt loves of paganism and lived among the swine.
Jesus was no maker of riddles. He Himself says expressly that the meaning of this and similar parables is: “More joy shall be in Heaven over one sinner who repents than over all the righteous” who vaunt themselves in their false righteousness; than for all the pure who are proud of their external purity; than for all the zealots who hide the aridity of their hearts by their apparent respect for the law.
Jesus didn’t deal in riddles. He clearly states that the meaning of this and similar parables is: “There is more joy in Heaven over one sinner who repents than over all the righteous” who boast about their false sense of righteousness; more than for everyone who is proud of their outward purity; more than for all the zealots who conceal the dryness of their hearts with their apparent obedience to the law.
The truly righteous will be received in the Kingdom, but no one ever doubted them, they have made no one tremble and suffer and there is no need to rejoice; but for him who has been near perdition, who has gone through deep sufferings to make himself a new soul, to overcome his bestiality, who merits 170his place in the Kingdom the more because he has had to deny all his past to obtain it, for him songs of triumph shall arise.
The truly righteous will be welcomed in the Kingdom, but no one ever questioned them; they have never made anyone tremble or suffer, and there's no reason to celebrate. However, for the person who has been close to destruction, who has endured deep suffering to transform himself, to overcome his baser instincts, who deserves his place in the Kingdom even more because he had to deny his past to earn it, for him, songs of triumph will rise.
“What man of you having an hundred sheep, if he lose one of them, doth not leave the ninety and nine in the wilderness, and go after that which is lost, until he find it? And when he hath found it, he layeth it on his shoulders, rejoicing. And when he cometh home, he calleth together his friends and neighbors, saying unto them, Rejoice with me; for I have found my sheep which was lost.”
“What man among you, having a hundred sheep, if he loses one of them, doesn't leave the ninety-nine in the wilderness and go after the lost one until he finds it? And when he finds it, he puts it on his shoulders, celebrating. And when he gets home, he gathers his friends and neighbors, saying to them, 'Rejoice with me; for I have found my lost sheep.'”
Either what woman having ten pieces of silver, if she lose one piece, doth not light a candle, and sweep the house, and seek diligently till she find it? And when she hath found it she calleth her friends and her neighbors together, saying, “Rejoice with me; for I have found the piece which I had lost.”
Either what woman, having ten coins, if she loses one, doesn't light a lamp, sweep the house, and search carefully until she finds it? And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together, saying, “Celebrate with me; for I have found the coin that I lost.”
And what is a sheep compared to a son returned to life, to a man saved? And of what value is a piece of silver compared to one astray, who finds holiness again?
And what is a sheep compared to a son who’s come back to life, to a man who’s been saved? And what worth does a piece of silver have compared to someone lost who finds holiness again?
THE PARABLES OF SIN
But forgiveness creates an obligation for which there are no exceptions allowed. Love is a fire which goes out if it does not kindle others. Thou hast burned with joy; kindle him who comes near you if thou wilt not become like stone, smoky but cold. He who has received must give; it is better to give much, but it is essential to give a part at least.
But forgiveness comes with an obligation that has no exceptions. Love is a fire that goes out if it doesn't ignite others. You have burned with joy; spark the person who comes near you if you don't want to become like stone, smoky but cold. Whoever has received must give; it's better to give a lot, but it's essential to give at least a part.
A king one day wanted a reckoning with his servants and one by one he called them before him. Among the first was one who owed him ten thousand talents, but as he had not anything to pay this, the king commanded that he should be sold and his wife and his children and all that he had, in payment of a part of the debt. The servant in despair threw himself at the feet of the king. He seemed a mere bundle of garments crying out sobs and promises. “Have patience with me, wait a little longer and I will pay you all, but do not have my wife and my children separated from me, sent away like cattle, no one knows where.”
One day, a king wanted to take stock of his servants, so he called them in one by one. Among the first was a servant who owed him ten thousand talents, but since he couldn’t pay it back, the king ordered that he be sold along with his wife, children, and everything he owned to settle part of the debt. The servant, in despair, fell at the king’s feet. He looked like just a pile of clothes, crying out with sobs and promises. “Please have patience with me, give me a little more time, and I will pay you back everything. Just don’t separate me from my wife and children and send them away like livestock, no one knows where.”
171The king was moved with compassion—he also had little children—and he sent him away free and forgave him that great debt. The servant went out and seemed another man; but his heart, even after so much mercy shown to him, was the same as before. And he met one of his fellow-servants who owed him a hundred pence, a small thing compared with ten thousand talents, and he sprang on him and took him by the throat. “Pay me what thou owest and at once, or I will have thee bound by the guards.” The unlucky man assaulted in this way did what his persecutor had done a little while before in the presence of the king. He fell down at his feet and besought him and wept and swore that he would pay him in a few days and kissed the hem of his garment, and recalled to him their old comradeship and begged him to wait in the name of the children who were waiting for him in his home.
171The king was filled with compassion—he also had young children—and he let him go free, forgiving him that huge debt. The servant left and seemed like a different person; but his heart, despite receiving so much mercy, remained unchanged. He encountered one of his fellow servants who owed him a hundred pence, a tiny amount compared to ten thousand talents, and he lunged at him, grabbing him by the throat. “Pay me what you owe me right now, or I’ll have you thrown in jail.” The unfortunate man who was attacked did what his oppressor had done moments before in front of the king. He fell at his feet, begging and crying, swearing that he would pay him back in a few days, and he pleaded with him, reminding him of their old friendship, asking him to wait for him in the name of the children who were waiting for him at home.
But the oaf, who was a servant and not a king, had no compassion. He took his debtor by the arm and had him cast into prison. The news spread abroad among the other servants of the palace. They were full of compassion, and it came quickly to the ears of the king, who called that pitiless man and delivered him to the tormentors: “I forgave you that great debt, shouldst thou not have had compassion on thy brother, for his debt was so much smaller? I had pity on thee, oughtest thou not to have had pity on him?”
But the oaf, who was a servant and not a king, had no compassion. He grabbed his debtor by the arm and had him thrown into prison. The news spread quickly among the other servants of the palace. They were full of compassion, and word soon reached the king, who summoned that heartless man and handed him over to the tormentors: “I forgave you that huge debt, shouldn’t you have shown compassion to your brother, since his debt was so much smaller? I felt pity for you, shouldn’t you have felt pity for him?”
Sinners when they recognize the evil which is in their hearts and abjure it with true humility are nearer to the Kingdom than pious men who daub themselves with the praise of their own piety.
Sinners who acknowledge the wrongdoing in their hearts and reject it with genuine humility are closer to the Kingdom than those who boast about their own piety.
Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a Pharisee, the other a Publican. The Pharisee, with his phylacteries hanging upon his forehead and on his left arm, with the long, glittering fringes on his cloak, erect like a man who feels himself in his own house, prayed thus: “God, I thank thee that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers, or even as this Publican. I fast twice in the week, I give tithes of all that I possess.”
Two men went to the temple to pray; one was a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The Pharisee, wearing his prayer boxes on his forehead and left arm, with the long, shiny fringes on his cloak, stood proudly like a man who feels at home and prayed: “God, I thank you that I’m not like other people—crooks, unjust, adulterers, or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week and give a tenth of everything I have.”
But the Publican did not have the courage even to lift his eyes and seemed ashamed to appear before his Lord. He 172sighed and smote on his breast and said only these words: “God be merciful to me a sinner.”
But the tax collector didn't have the courage to even lift his eyes and looked ashamed to be in front of his Lord. He sighed, struck his chest, and said only these words: “God, please be merciful to me, a sinner.”
“I tell you, this man went down to his house justified rather than the other: for every one that exalteth himself shall be abased; and he that humbleth himself shall be exalted.”
“I tell you, this man went home justified instead of the other: for everyone who lifts themselves up will be brought down, and whoever humbles themselves will be lifted up.”
A lawyer asked Jesus who is one’s neighbor, and Jesus told this story: “A man, a Jew, went down from Jerusalem to Jericho through the mountain passes. Thieves fell upon him, and after they had wounded him and taken away his clothes, they left him upon the road half dead. A priest passed that way, one of those who go to all the feasts and meetings, and boast that they know the will of God from beginning to end. He saw the unfortunate man stretched out but he did not stop, and to avoid touching something unclean he passed by on the other side of the road. A little after came a Levite. He also was among the most accredited of the zealots, knew every detail of all the holy ceremonies, and seemed more than a sacristan, seemed one of the masters of the Temple. He looked at the bloody body and went on his way. And finally came a Samaritan. To the Jews the Samaritans were faithless, traitors, only slightly less detestable than the Gentiles, because they would not sacrifice at Jerusalem and accept the reform of Nehemiah. The Samaritan, however, did not wait to see if the unfortunate man thrown among the stones of the street were circumcized or uncircumcized, were a Jew or a Samaritan. He came up close to him, and seeing him in such an evil pass, he was quickly moved to pity, took down his flasks from his saddle and poured upon his wounds a little oil, a little wine, bound them up as well as he could with a handkerchief, put the stranger across his ass and brought him to an inn, had him put to bed, tried to restore him, giving him something hot to drink, and did not leave him until he saw him come to himself and able to speak and eat. The next day he called the host apart and gave him two pence: ‘Take care of him, do the best thou canst and whatsoever thou spendest more, when I come again, I will repay thee.’
A lawyer asked Jesus who one's neighbor is, and Jesus told this story: “A man, a Jew, was traveling from Jerusalem to Jericho through the mountain passes. Thieves attacked him, wounded him, and took his clothes, leaving him half dead on the road. A priest came along, one of those who attended all the feasts and meetings, boasting that he understood the will of God completely. He saw the unfortunate man lying there but didn’t stop to help. To avoid touching something unclean, he walked by on the other side of the road. Shortly after, a Levite arrived. He was also highly respected among the zealous, knew every detail of the holy ceremonies, and seemed more than just a sacristan; he appeared to be one of the masters of the Temple. He looked at the bloodied body and moved on. Finally, a Samaritan came by. To the Jews, Samaritans were seen as unfaithful, traitors, only slightly less despised than Gentiles, because they wouldn’t sacrifice in Jerusalem and rejected Nehemiah's reforms. However, the Samaritan didn’t hesitate to check if the injured man was circumcised or uncircumcised, if he was a Jew or a Samaritan. He approached him, and seeing his dire condition, he was filled with compassion. He took out some oil and wine from his bags and treated the man's wounds, bandaging them as best he could with a cloth. He placed the stranger on his donkey, took him to an inn, and cared for him, giving him something warm to drink. He stayed with him until he recovered enough to speak and eat. The next day, he called the innkeeper aside and gave him two coins: ‘Take care of him, do your best, and whatever extra you spend, I’ll repay you when I return.’”
“The neighbor, then, is he who suffers, he who needs help, whoever he is, of whatever nation or religion he may be; even 173thine enemy, if he needs thee, even if he does not ask help, is the first of ‘thy neighbors.’”
“The neighbor is someone who suffers, someone who needs help, no matter who they are, what nation they belong to, or what religion they practice; even your enemy, if they need you, even if they don't ask for help, is considered the first of ‘your neighbors.’”
Charity is the most valid title for admission to the Kingdom. The wealthy glutton knew this, he who was clothed in purple and fine linen and fared sumptuously every day. At the gate of his palace there was Lazarus, a poor man, hungry, covered with sores, who would have been glad to have the crumbs and the bones which fell from the rich man’s table. The dogs took pity on Lazarus and on his wretchedness, and did for him all they could, which was to lick his sores. And he caressed these gentle, loving animals with his thin hands. But the rich man had no pity on Lazarus. It never once came into his head to call him to his table, and he never sent him a piece of bread or the leavings of the kitchen destined for the refuse heap, which even the scullions refused to eat. It happened that both of them, the poor man and the rich man, died, and the poor man was welcomed into Abraham’s bosom, and the rich man was cast into the fire to suffer. From afar off he saw Lazarus, who was banqueting with the patriarchs, and from the midst of the fire he cried: “Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame.”
Charity is the most legitimate way to enter the Kingdom. The wealthy glutton understood this; he was dressed in purple and fine linen, enjoying lavish meals every day. At the gate of his mansion lay Lazarus, a poor man who was hungry and covered in sores, wishing for just the crumbs and scraps that fell from the rich man's table. The dogs felt sorry for Lazarus and did what they could for him, which was to lick his sores. He lovingly petted these gentle animals with his frail hands. But the rich man showed no compassion for Lazarus. It never crossed his mind to invite him to his table, nor did he ever send a piece of bread or any leftovers meant for the trash that even the kitchen staff wouldn’t eat. Eventually, both the poor man and the rich man died. The poor man was welcomed into Abraham’s embrace, while the rich man was cast into the fire to suffer. From a distance, he saw Lazarus feasting with the patriarchs and cried out from the flames: “Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, for I am in agony in this fire.”
He had not given Lazarus even a tiny morsel of food when he was alive, and now he did not ask to be let out of the fire, nor a cup of water, nor even a draught, nor even a drop, but he was content with a little dampness which would cling on the tip of a finger, of the smallest finger of the poor man. But Abraham answered: “Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things; but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented.” If thou hadst given the smallest part of thy dinner to him, when thou knewest he was hungered and was crouched at thy door in worse plight than a dog, and even the dogs had more pity than thou, if thou hadst given him a mouthful of bread only once, thou wouldst not need now to ask the tip of his finger dipped in water.
He had never given Lazarus even a little bit of food when he was alive, and now he didn’t ask to be let out of the fire, nor for a cup of water, nor even a sip, nor even a drop, but he was satisfied with just a bit of moisture that would cling to the tip of a finger, the smallest finger of the poor man. But Abraham replied, “Son, remember that in your lifetime you received good things, while Lazarus received bad things; now he is comforted, and you are in pain.” If you had given even the smallest portion of your dinner to him when you knew he was hungry and crouched at your door in worse condition than a dog, and even the dogs had more compassion than you, if you had only given him a mouthful of bread just once, you wouldn’t need to ask for the tip of his finger dipped in water now.
The rich man delights in his property and it grieves him to have to give away even the smallest part of it because he 174thinks that this life will never end and that the future will be like the past. But death comes to him also, and when he expects it least. There was once a landed proprietor who had an especially profitable year in all his possessions. He had fantastic imaginings about his new riches, and he said: “I will pull down my barns and build greater, and there will I bestow all my fruits and my goods, the wheat, the barley and the other grains, and I will make other barns for the hay and the straw and other stables for the oxen that I will buy, and still another stable where I can put all my sheep and goats, and I will say to my soul: Thou hast much goods laid up for many years; take thine ease, eat, drink, and be merry.”
The rich man takes pleasure in his wealth, and he feels upset at the thought of giving away even a tiny piece of it because he believes that this life will never end and that the future will be just like the past. But death eventually comes for him, often when he least expects it. There was once a landowner who had a particularly profitable year with all his holdings. He had grand ideas about his newfound wealth, saying, “I will tear down my barns and build bigger ones, and there I will store all my crops and goods, the wheat, the barley, and other grains. I will build more barns for the hay and straw, as well as additional stables for the oxen I plan to buy, and yet another stable for all my sheep and goats. Then I will say to myself: You have plenty of good things stored up for many years; take it easy, eat, drink, and enjoy life.”
And the idea did not come to him even for a moment that from this largesse of the earth he could have put aside a portion to comfort the poor of his country. But on that very night when he had imagined so many improvements in his property, the rich man died, and the day after, he was buried naked and alone, under the earth, and there was no one to intercede for him in Heaven.
And it never crossed his mind, even for a second, that from all the wealth of the earth, he could have set aside a portion to help the poor in his country. But that very night, while he was dreaming of all the ways to improve his property, the wealthy man died. The next day, he was buried naked and alone in the ground, with no one to plead for him in Heaven.
He who does not make friends among the poor, who does not use wealth to comfort poverty, must not think of entering into the Kingdom. Sometimes the children of this world are in their generation wiser than the children of light, understand the management of their earthly affairs better than the children of light understand their heavenly life. Like that steward who was out of favor with his master and was obliged to leave his position. He called one by one his lord’s debtors to him, and canceled a part of the debt of every one, so that when he was sent away he had made here and there with his fraudulent stratagem so many friends that they did not let him die of hunger. He had benefited himself and the others by cheating and robbing his master. He was a thief, but a shrewd thief. If men would use for the salvation of the spirit the shrewdness which this man used for his bodily comfort, how many more would be converted to faith in the Kingdom!
Anyone who doesn’t make friends with the poor, who doesn’t use their wealth to help those in need, shouldn’t think about entering the Kingdom. Sometimes, people of this world are wiser in their own generation than the children of light and manage their earthly affairs better than the children of light do with their heavenly lives. Take that steward who lost his master's favor and had to leave his job. He called each of his master’s debtors and reduced a part of their debt so that when he was kicked out, he had made enough friends through his cunning to avoid starving. He benefited himself and others by deceiving and robbing his master. He was a thief, but a clever one. If people used the same cleverness for their spiritual salvation as this man did for his physical comfort, how many more would come to believe in the Kingdom!
He who is not converted in time will be cut down like the unfruitful fig-tree. And the conversion must be final, for falling from grace injures a man’s soul a great deal more than repentance 175helps him. A man had an unclean spirit in him and succeeded in driving it away. The demon walked through dry places seeking rest; and finding none, he said: “I will return into my house whence I came out.” It happens that this house, the soul of that man, is empty, swept and garnished so that it is hard to recognize it. Then the demon takes to him seven other spirits more wicked than himself and at the head of the band he enters into his house so that the last state of that man was worse than the first.
Anyone who doesn't change in time will be cut down like a fruitless fig tree. And this change must be permanent, because falling from grace hurts a person's soul much more than repentance helps. A man had an unclean spirit within him and managed to drive it away. The demon wandered through dry places looking for rest; and finding none, he said: “I will return to my house that I came out of.” This house, which is the man's soul, is empty, cleaned, and decorated, making it hard to recognize. Then the demon gathers seven other spirits even more wicked than himself and leads them back into that house, so the last condition of that man is worse than the first.
In the day of triumph laments and excuses will count less than the whispering of the wind among the rushes. Then will be made the last and irrevocable choice, like that of the fisherman who, after having pulled up from the sea his net full of fish, sits down on the beach and puts those fit for food into his baskets and throws away the others. A long truce is given to sinners, that they may have all the time necessary to change their hearts, but when that day has come he who has not arrived at the door, or is not worthy, will remain eternally outside.
On the day of victory, complaints and excuses won’t mean anything compared to the sound of the wind through the reeds. Then the final and unchangeable choice will be made, like the fisherman who, after pulling a net full of fish from the sea, sits on the beach, puts the edible ones in his baskets, and tosses the rest away. Sinners are given a long grace period to change their hearts, but when that day arrives, those who haven’t made it to the door, or aren’t worthy, will be left outside forever.
A good husbandman sowed good seed in his field, but while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares also among the wheat. When the blade was sprung up, the servants of the household saw the tares and came and told their master of it.
A good farmer planted good seeds in his field, but while everyone was asleep, his enemy came and planted weeds among the wheat. When the crops grew tall, the household servants saw the weeds and went to tell their master about it.
“Wilt thou then that we go and gather them up?” But he said, “Nay; lest while ye gather up the tares ye root up also the wheat with them. Let both grow together until the harvest; and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn.”
“Do you want us to go and gather them up?” But he said, “No; if you gather the weeds, you might also uproot the wheat with them. Let both grow together until the harvest; and at harvest time, I will tell the workers, ‘First gather the weeds and tie them in bundles to burn, but gather the wheat into my barn.’”
Thus like a good husbandman Jesus waits for the day of the harvest. One day an immense multitude was about Him to listen to Him, and seeing all these men and these women who were hungering after righteousness and thirsting after love, He was moved with compassion and said to His disciples: “The harvest truly is plenteous but the laborers are few; Pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he will send forth laborers into this harvest.”
So, like a good farmer, Jesus waits for the day of the harvest. One day, a huge crowd gathered around Him to hear Him speak, and seeing all these men and women who were craving righteousness and longing for love, He was filled with compassion and said to His disciples: “The harvest is truly plentiful, but the workers are few; therefore, pray to the Lord of the harvest to send out workers into His harvest.”
176His voice does not carry everywhere, not even the Twelve are enough: others are necessary to proclaim the good news, that it may be carried to all those who suffer and who await it.
176His voice doesn't reach everywhere, and even the Twelve aren't enough: others are needed to spread the good news, so it can be shared with everyone who is suffering and waiting for it.
THE TWELVE
Fate knows no better way to punish the great for their greatness than by sending them disciples. Every disciple, just because he is a disciple, cannot understand all that his master says, but at very best only half, and that according to the kind of mind he has. Thus without wishing to falsify the teaching of his master, he deforms it, vulgarizes it, belittles it, corrupts it.
Fate has no better way to punish the great for their greatness than by giving them followers. Every follower, simply because they are a follower, can’t grasp everything their master says; they can only understand, at best, half of it, and that depends on the kind of mind they have. So, without intending to misrepresent their master’s teachings, they twist it, oversimplify it, diminish it, and corrupt it.
The disciple nearly always has companions and is jealous of them; he would like to be at least first among those who are second; and accordingly he maligns and plots against his fellows; and each one believes that he is, or at least wishes others to believe that he is, the only perfect interpreter of the master.
The disciple usually has friends and feels jealous of them; he wants to be at least the top among those who are not. As a result, he speaks ill of and schemes against his peers; and each one thinks that he is, or at least wants others to think that he is, the only true interpreter of the master.
The disciple knows that he is a disciple and sometimes it shames him to be one who eats at another’s table. Then he twists and turns the master’s thought to make it seem that he has a thought of his own, different and original. Or else, and this is the most graceless and servile manner of being a disciple, he teaches exactly the opposite of what he was taught.
The student realizes that he is a student and sometimes feels embarrassed to be someone who relies on another's support. Then he bends and distorts the teacher's ideas to make it look like he has his own, unique thoughts. Alternatively, and this is the most awkward and submissive way of being a student, he teaches something completely opposite to what he learned.
In every disciple, even in those who seem most loyal, there is the seed of a Judas. A disciple is a parasite, a middleman who robs the seller and tricks the buyer; a dependent who, invited to dine, nibbles at the hors d’œuvres, licks the sauces, picks at the fruit, but does not attack the bones because he has no teeth, or only milk teeth, to crack them and suck out the meaty marrow. The disciple paraphrases sentences, obscures mysteries, complicates what is clear, multiplies difficulties, comments on syllables, travesties principles, clouds evidence, magnifies non-essentials, weakens the essential, dilutes the strong wine, and retails this hodge-podge as elixir distilled and quintessence. Instead of a torch which gives light and fire, he is a smoky wick giving no light even to himself.
In every disciple, even those who seem the most loyal, there is the potential for betrayal. A disciple is like a parasite, a middleman who cheats the seller and deceives the buyer; someone who, when invited to dine, snacks on appetizers, licks up sauces, picks at fruit, but doesn’t touch the meat because they lack the teeth, or only have baby teeth, to break it down and enjoy the rich flavor. The disciple rephrases statements, obscures mysteries, complicates what is simple, creates difficulties, analyzes syllables, distorts principles, muddles clear evidence, exaggerates trivial matters, weakens what is important, waters down strong ideas, and sells this mishmash as if it were a refined elixir. Instead of being a torch that brings light and warmth, they are just a smoky wick giving no illumination even to themselves.
177And yet no one has been able to dispense with these pupils and followers, nor even to wish to. For the great man is so foreign to the multitude, so distant, so alone, that he needs to feel some one near him. He cannot teach without the illusion that some one understands his words, receives his ideas, transmits them to others far away before his death and after his death. This wanderer who has no home of his own needs a friendly hearth. To this uprooted man who cannot have a family of his own flesh and blood, the children of his spirit are dear. The prophet is a captain whose soldiers spring up only after his blood has soaked into the ground, and yet he longs to feel a little army about him during his life-time. Here is one of the most tragic elements in all greatness: disciples are repugnant and dangerous, but disciples, even false ones, cannot be dispensed with. Prophets suffer if they do not find them; they suffer, perhaps more, when they have found them.
177And yet no one has been able to get rid of these students and followers, nor has anyone really wanted to. The great person is so different from the masses, so far away, so isolated, that they need to feel someone nearby. They can’t teach without the belief that someone understands their words, accepts their ideas, and passes them along to others, both before and after they die. This wanderer without a home needs a welcoming place. For this uprooted individual who can’t have a family of their own, the children of their intellect are precious. The prophet is a leader whose followers only emerge after their blood has soaked into the earth, yet they yearn to feel a small army around them while they’re still alive. This is one of the most tragic aspects of greatness: disciples are both unwelcome and risky, yet disciples, even the insincere ones, are essential. Prophets suffer if they don’t find them; they suffer, perhaps even more, when they do.
A man’s thought is bound with a thousand threads to his soul even more closely than a child to a parent’s heart. It is infinitely precious, delicate, fragile, and the newer it is, the harder it is for other men to understand. It is a tremendous responsibility, a continued torture and suffering to confide it to another, to graft it on another’s thought, to give it into the hands of the man incapable of respecting it, this gift so rare, a thought new in human life. And yet every great man longs to share with all men what he has received; and to achieve this sharing with humanity is more than he can do single-handed. Then, too, vanity insinuates itself even in noble breasts: and vanity needs caressing words, needs praise, even offensive praise, needs assent, even verbal, consecration even from the mediocre, victories even if they are only apparent.
A man's thoughts are connected to his soul by a thousand threads, even more tightly than a child to a parent's heart. They are incredibly precious, delicate, and fragile, and the newer they are, the harder it is for others to grasp them. It’s a huge responsibility, a constant source of torment and suffering to share them with someone else, to attach them to another’s thinking, to place them in the hands of someone who can’t appreciate them—this rare gift, a fresh idea in human existence. Yet, every great person yearns to share what they have received with everyone, and making this connection with humanity is more than they can achieve alone. Also, vanity creeps in even among noble minds; and vanity craves kind words, needs praise—even insincere praise, seeks agreement, even verbal acknowledgment, and even seeks validation from the mediocre, chasing wins even if they are just illusions.
Christ has none of this smallness of the great, and yet in order to share all the burdens of mankind, He accepted with the other trials of earthly life the burden of disciples. Before being tormented by His enemies, He gave himself over to be tormented by His friends. The priests killed him, once and once only; the disciples made Him suffer every day of their life with Him. The anguish of His passion would not have 178been completely intolerable if it had not included the desertion of the Apostles in addition to the Sadducees, the guards, the Romans, the crowd.
Christ doesn't have the narrow-mindedness of the powerful, and yet to take on all of humanity's struggles, He accepted the burden of His disciples along with the other trials of earthly life. Before being tormented by His enemies, He allowed Himself to be tormented by His friends. The priests killed him once; the disciples made Him suffer daily throughout their time together. The pain of His passion wouldn't have been completely unbearable if it hadn't also included the abandonment of the Apostles, along with the Sadducees, the guards, the Romans, and the crowd.
We know who the Apostles were. A Galilean, He chose them from among the Galileans. A poor man, He chose them from among the poor; a simple man, but of a divine simplicity transcending all philosophies, He called simple men whose simplicity kept them like clods. He did not wish to choose them from among the rich, because He had come to combat the rich; nor among the scribes and doctors, because He had come to overturn their law; nor among the philosophers, because there were no philosophers living in Palestine, and had there been, they would have tried to extinguish His supernatural mysticism under the dialectic bushel.
We know who the Apostles were. A Galilean, He chose them from among the Galileans. A poor man, He chose them from among the poor; a straightforward man, but with a divine simplicity that surpassed all philosophies, He called simple men whose simplicity kept them humble. He did not want to choose them from among the rich, because He came to challenge the wealthy; nor among the scribes and teachers, because He came to change their laws; nor among the philosophers, because there were no philosophers living in Palestine, and if there had been, they would have tried to bury His supernatural mysticism under their complex arguments.
He knew that these souls were rough but had integrity, were ignorant but ardent, and that He could in the end mold them according to His desire, bring them up to His level, fashion them like clay from the river, which is only mud, and yet when modeled and baked in the kiln, becomes eternal beauty. But flame from the Holy Ghost was needed for that transformation; until the day of the Pentecost their imperfect nature had too often the upper hand. To the Twelve much should be pardoned because almost always they had faith in Him; because they tried to love Him as He wished to be loved; and, above all, because after having deserted Him in the Garden of Gethsemane, they never forgot Him and left to all eternity the memory of His word and of His life.
He knew that these people were tough but had strong principles, were inexperienced yet passionate, and that in the end, He could shape them according to His will, elevate them to His level, mold them like clay from the river, which is just mud, but when formed and fired in the kiln, becomes lasting beauty. But the fire of the Holy Spirit was necessary for that transformation; until the day of Pentecost, their flawed nature often took over. Much should be forgiven to the Twelve because they almost always had faith in Him; because they attempted to love Him the way He wanted to be loved; and, most importantly, because after abandoning Him in the Garden of Gethsemane, they never forgot Him and left for all time the memory of His words and His life.
And yet our hearts ache if we look at them closely in the Gospels, those disciples of whom we have some knowledge. They were not always worthy of their unique and supreme felicity, those men who were so inestimably fortunate as to live with Christ, to walk, to eat with Him, to sleep in the same room, to look into His face, to touch His hand, to kiss Him, to hear His words from His very mouth; those twelve fortunate men, whom throughout the centuries millions of souls have secretly envied.
And yet our hearts hurt when we really think about those disciples in the Gospels that we know something about. They weren't always deserving of their incredible happiness, those men who were so unbelievably lucky to live with Christ, to walk and eat with Him, to sleep in the same room, to look into His face, to touch His hand, to kiss Him, and to hear His words straight from His mouth; those twelve fortunate men, whom millions of souls have envied in silence throughout the ages.
We see them, hard of head and of heart, not able to understand the clearest parables of the Master; not always capable 179of understanding, even after His death, who Jesus had been and what sort of a new Kingdom was proclaimed by Him; often lacking in faith, in love, in brotherly affection; eager for pay; envying each other; impatient for the revenge which would repay them for their long wait; intolerant of those who were not one with them; vindictive towards those who would not receive them, somnolent, doubtful, materialistic, avaricious, cowardly.
We see them, stubborn and unfeeling, unable to grasp the simplest teachings of the Master; often still struggling to understand, even after His death, who Jesus really was and what kind of new Kingdom He announced; frequently lacking in faith, love, and brotherly kindness; quick to seek payment; jealous of one another; eager for revenge to make up for their long wait; intolerant of those who didn’t share their views; resentful towards those who wouldn’t accept them, lazy, doubtful, materialistic, greedy, and cowardly. 179
One of them denies Him three times; one of them delays giving Him due reverence until He is in the sepulcher; one does not believe in His mission because He comes from Nazareth; one is not willing to admit His resurrection; one sells Him to His enemies, and gives Him over with His last kiss to those who come to arrest Him. Others, when Christ’s teachings were on a too-lofty level, “went back and walked no more with Him.”
One of them denies Him three times; one of them waits until He’s in the tomb to show Him the respect He deserves; one doesn’t believe in His mission because He’s from Nazareth; one refuses to accept His resurrection; one betrays Him to His enemies, handing Him over with a final kiss to those who come to arrest Him. Others, when Christ’s teachings were too high for them, “turned back and no longer walked with Him.”
Many times Jesus was forced to reprove them for their slowness of mind. He told them the parable of the sower, and they did not understand its meaning. “Know ye not this parable, and how then will ye know all parables?” He warns them against the leaven of the Pharisees and the Sadducees, and they think that He is speaking of material bread. “Why reason ye because ye have no bread, perceive ye not yet, neither understand? Have ye your heart yet hardened? Having eyes see ye not, and having ears hear ye not?” Like the common people they constantly feel that Jesus should be the worldly Messiah, political, warlike, come to restore the temporal throne of David. Even when He is about to ascend into Heaven they continue to ask Him: “Lord, wilt thou at this time restore again the Kingdom to Israel?” And after the resurrection, the two disciples of Emmaus say: “But we trusted that it had been he which should have redeemed Israel.”
Many times, Jesus had to correct them for their lack of understanding. He shared the parable of the sower, but they didn’t grasp its meaning. “Don’t you understand this parable? How will you understand all parables?” He warned them about the influence of the Pharisees and Sadducees, but they thought He was talking about physical bread. “Why are you discussing the fact that you don’t have bread? Don’t you see or understand yet? Is your heart still hardened? You have eyes, but don’t see; you have ears, but don’t hear?” Like many people, they constantly believed Jesus should be a worldly Messiah, political and warlike, here to restore the earthly kingdom of David. Even when He was about to ascend into Heaven, they kept asking Him: “Lord, are you going to restore the Kingdom to Israel now?” And after the resurrection, the two disciples from Emmaus said: “But we thought he was the one who would redeem Israel.”
They disputed among themselves to know who should have the chief place in the new Kingdom and Jesus reproved them: “What was it that ye disputed among yourselves by the way?” But they held their peace, for by the way they had disputed among themselves who should be the greatest. And He sat down and called the Twelve and saith unto them: “If any man 180desires to be first, the same shall be last of all and the servant of all.” Jealous of their privileges they denounced to Jesus one who was casting out devils in His name: “Forbid him not,” answered Jesus, “for there is no man which shall do a miracle in my name that can lightly speak evil of me. For he that is not against us is on our part.” After a talk at Capernaum many murmured at his words and said: “This is an hard saying; who can hear it?” and they left Him.
They argued among themselves about who would have the top position in the new Kingdom, and Jesus made them aware of it: “What were you arguing about on the way?” But they remained silent, for they had been debating who would be the greatest. Then He sat down, called the Twelve, and said to them: “If anyone wants to be first, they must be last of all and the servant of all.” Feeling jealous of their privileges, they told Jesus about someone who was casting out demons in His name: “Don’t stop him,” Jesus replied, “for no one who performs a miracle in my name will soon be able to speak evil of me. For whoever is not against us is for us.” After a discussion in Capernaum, many complained about His words and said: “This is a hard saying; who can accept it?” and they left Him.
And yet Jesus spared no warnings to those who wished to follow Him. A Scribe said to Him that he would follow Him everywhere. “And Jesus saith unto him: The foxes have holes, and the birds of the air have nests; but the Son of Man hath not where to lay his head.” Another who was a disciple wished first to bury his father, “But Jesus said unto him, Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead.” And still another, “Lord, I will follow thee; but let me first go bid them farewell which are at home at my house. And Jesus said unto him, No man, having put his hand to the plough, and looking back, is fit for the Kingdom of God.”
And yet Jesus gave plenty of warnings to those who wanted to follow Him. A Scribe told Him that he would follow Him anywhere. “And Jesus said to him: Foxes have dens, and birds have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head.” Another disciple wanted to first bury his father. “But Jesus said to him, Follow me; and let the dead bury their dead.” And still another said, “Lord, I will follow you, but let me first say goodbye to those at home.” And Jesus replied, “No one who puts their hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the Kingdom of God.”
A rich young man came to Him who observed all the Commandments. “Then Jesus beholding him loved him, and said unto him, One thing thou lackest: go thy way, sell whatsoever thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven: and come take up the cross, and follow me. And he was sad at that saying, and went away grieved: for he had great possessions.”
A wealthy young man approached Him who followed all the commandments. "Then Jesus looked at him with love and said, 'There’s one thing you lack: go, sell everything you have, and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, take up your cross, and follow me.' The young man was sad at this statement and left feeling upset because he had many possessions."
To be with Him, a man must needs leave his home, his dead, his family, his money,—all the ordinary loves, all the ordinary good things of life. What is given in exchange is so great that it will repay every renunciation. But few are capable of this renunciation, and some after they have believed, falter.
To be with Him, a person must leave behind their home, their past, their family, their money—everything they usually love, everything that makes life good. What is gained in return is so immense that it more than makes up for every sacrifice. But few can truly make this sacrifice, and some who have believed begin to hesitate.
Renunciation was easier for the Twelve, almost all poor men, yet even they did not always succeed in being as Jesus wished them.
Renunciation was easier for the Twelve, almost all of whom were poor, yet even they didn't always manage to be what Jesus wanted them to be.
“Simon, Simon,” He said one day to Peter, “behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat.” In spite of the winnowing of Christ, some evil seeds remained among his grain.
“Simon, Simon,” he said one day to Peter, “look, Satan has asked to have you, so he can sift you like wheat.” Despite Christ's winnowing, some bad seeds stayed mixed in with his grain.
SIMON, CALLED THE ROCK
Peter before the Resurrection is like a body beside a spirit, like a material voice which accompanies the sublimation of the soul. He is the earth which believes in Heaven but remains earthy. In his rough man’s imagination the Kingdom of Heaven still resembles rather too closely the Kingdom of the Prophets’ Messiah.
Peter before the Resurrection is like a body next to a spirit, like a physical voice that follows the uplifting of the soul. He is the earth that believes in Heaven but stays grounded. In his rough, masculine imagination, the Kingdom of Heaven still closely resembles the Kingdom of the Prophets' Messiah.
When Jesus pronounced the famous words: “It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God,” Peter thought this sweeping condemnation of wealth very harsh. “Then answered Peter and said unto him, Behold, we have forsaken all, and followed thee; what shall we have therefore?” He acts like a money lender inquiring what interest he can expect. And Jesus, to console him, promises him that he will sit upon a throne to judge one of the tribes of Israel, that the other eleven will judge the other eleven tribes, and adds that every one shall have a hundred times what he has given up.
When Jesus said the well-known words: “It’s easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God,” Peter thought this strong criticism of wealth was really harsh. “Then Peter replied, ‘Look, we’ve left everything behind and followed you; what will we get in return?’” He sounds like a lender asking about the interest he can expect. And to reassure him, Jesus promises that he will sit on a throne to judge one of the tribes of Israel, that the other eleven will judge the other eleven tribes, and adds that everyone will receive a hundred times what they have given up.
Again Peter does not understand what Christ means when He asserts that only what comes from man himself can defile men. “Peter then answered and said unto him: Declare unto us this parable, and Jesus said: Are ye also without understanding? Do ye not yet understand?” Among the disciples so slow to understand, Peter is one of the slowest. His surname “Cefa,” stone, piece of rock, was not given him only for the firmness of his faith, but for the hardness of his head.
Again, Peter doesn’t get what Christ means when He says that only what comes from a person can make them unclean. “Peter then answered and said to Him: Please explain this parable to us, and Jesus replied: Are you also without understanding? Do you not understand yet?” Among the disciples who are so slow to grasp things, Peter is one of the slowest. His nickname “Cefa,” meaning stone or rock, wasn’t just given for the strength of his faith but also for the stubbornness of his mind.
He was not an alert spirit in either the literal or the figurative meaning of the word. He easily fell asleep even at supreme moments. He fell asleep on the Mount of the Transfiguration. He fell asleep on the night at Gethsemane, after the last supper, where Jesus had uttered the saying which would have kept even a Scribe everlastingly from sleep. And yet his boldness was great. When Jesus that last evening announced that He was to suffer and die, Peter burst out: “Lord, I am ready to go with thee both, into prison, and to death. Although all shall be offended, yet will not I. If I should die with thee, I will not deny Thee in any wise.” Jesus answered him: 182“Verily I say unto thee that this night before the cock crow, thou shalt deny me thrice.”
He wasn’t really aware in either the literal or figurative sense. He easily dozed off even during critical moments. He dozed off on the Mount of the Transfiguration. He dozed off the night in Gethsemane, after the Last Supper, where Jesus had said something that would have kept even the most well-rested person awake forever. Yet, his confidence was remarkable. When Jesus announced that He was going to suffer and die that last evening, Peter exclaimed, “Lord, I’m ready to go with you, both to prison and to death. Even if everyone else turns away, I won’t.” Jesus replied, 182 “Truly, I tell you, this very night before the rooster crows, you will deny me three times.”
Jesus knew him better than Peter knew himself. When he stood in the courtyard of Caiaphas, warming himself at the brazier while the priests were questioning and insulting his God, he denied three times that he was one of His followers.
Jesus understood him better than Peter understood himself. When he stood in the courtyard of Caiaphas, warming himself by the fire while the priests were questioning and mocking his God, he denied three times that he was one of His followers.
At the moment of the arrest he had made, against the teaching of Jesus, an appearance of resistance: he had cut off the ear of Malchus. He had not yet understood after years of daily comradeship with Christ that any form of material violence was repellent to Jesus. He had not understood that if Jesus had wished to save Himself, He could have hidden in the wilderness unknown to all, or escaped out of the hands of the soldiers as He had done that first time at Nazareth. So little did Jesus value this act, contrary to His teaching, that he healed the wound at once and reproved His untimely avenger.
At the moment of his arrest, he had put up a show of resistance against Jesus' teachings by cutting off Malchus' ear. Despite spending years alongside Christ, he still didn’t grasp that Jesus found any form of physical violence abhorrent. He failed to realize that if Jesus had wanted to save Himself, He could have easily hidden in the wilderness or escaped the soldiers just like He did the first time in Nazareth. Jesus valued this act so little, which went against His teachings, that He immediately healed the injury and reprimanded His misguided defender.
That was not the first time that Peter showed himself unequal to great events. He had like all crude personalities a tendency to see the material dross in spiritual manifestations, the low in the lofty, the commonplace in the tragic. On the mountain of the transfiguration, when he was awakened and saw Jesus refulgent with white light, speaking with two others, with two spirits, with two prophets, the first thought which came to him, instead of worshiping and keeping silence, was to build a tabernacle for these great personages. “Lord, it is good for us to be here: if thou wilt, let us make here three tabernacles; one for thee, and one for Moses, and one for Elias.” Luke, the wise man, adds to excuse him, “not knowing what he said.”
That wasn't the first time Peter struggled with significant moments. Like many simple-minded people, he had a tendency to focus on the ordinary aspects of spiritual experiences, to see the low in the lofty, and the mundane in the tragic. On the mountain of transfiguration, when he was awakened and saw Jesus shining with brilliant light, talking with two others, two spirits, two prophets, his first thought, instead of worshiping and staying quiet, was to build a shelter for these important figures. “Lord, it’s good for us to be here; if you want, let’s make three shelters here—one for you, one for Moses, and one for Elijah.” Luke, the wise man, adds to excuse him, “not knowing what he said.”
When he saw Jesus walking in all security on the lake, the idea came to him to do the same thing. “And when Peter was come down out of the ship, he walked on the water, to go to Jesus. But when he saw the wind boisterous, he was afraid; and beginning to sink, he cried, saying, Lord, save me” And immediately Jesus stretched forth His hand, and caught him, and said unto him, “O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?” Because he was familiar with the lake and with 183Jesus, the good fisherman thought he could do as his master did, and did not know that the storm could be mastered only by a soul infinitely greater, a faith infinitely more potent than his.
When he saw Jesus confidently walking on the lake, he thought he could do the same. “And when Peter got out of the boat, he walked on the water to go to Jesus. But when he noticed the strong wind, he got scared; and as he began to sink, he cried out, ‘Lord, save me.’” Immediately, Jesus reached out His hand, caught him, and said, “O you of little faith, why did you doubt?” Because he was familiar with the lake and with Jesus, the experienced fisherman believed he could do what his master did, not realizing that the storm could only be controlled by a spirit far greater, a faith far stronger than his.
His great love for Christ, which makes up for all his weakness, led him one day almost to rebuke Him. Jesus had told His disciples how He must suffer and be killed. “Then Peter took him and began to rebuke him, saying, Be it far from thee, Lord: this shall not be unto thee. But he turned and said unto Peter, Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me: for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.” No one ever pronounced such a terrible judgment on Simon, called Peter. He was called to work for the Kingdom of God, and he thought as men do. His mind, still occupied with the vulgar idea of the triumphant Messiah, refused to conceive of a persecuted Messiah condemned and executed. His soul had not yet kindled to the idea of divine expiation, the idea that salvation cannot be secured without an offering of suffering and blood, and that the great should sacrifice His body to the ferocity of mean men in order that the mean, after being enlightened by that life, may be saved from that death. He loved Jesus, but although his love was warm and potent, it still had something earthy in it, and he grew angry at the thought that his king should be reviled, that his God should die. And yet he was the first to recognize Jesus as the Christ; and this primacy is so great that nothing has been able to cancel it.
His deep love for Christ, which compensates for all his weaknesses, led him one day to almost scold Him. Jesus had told His disciples how He would suffer and be killed. “Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him, saying, ‘Far be it from You, Lord: this shall not happen to You.’ But He turned and said to Peter, ‘Get behind me, Satan: you are a stumbling block to me: for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men.’” No one ever issued such a harsh judgment on Simon, called Peter. He was called to work for the Kingdom of God, but he thought as men do. His thoughts, still clouded by the common expectation of a triumphant Messiah, couldn't grasp the idea of a persecuted Messiah being condemned and executed. His spirit had not yet ignited to the concept of divine atonement, the understanding that salvation can't be achieved without a sacrifice of suffering and blood, and that the great should offer His body to the brutality of lesser men so that the lowly, once enlightened by that life, may be saved from that death. He loved Jesus, but even though his love was strong and passionate, it still had a worldly aspect to it, and he felt angry at the thought of his king being insulted, that his God should die. Yet he was the first to recognize Jesus as the Christ; and this priority is so significant that nothing has been able to erase it.
SONS OF THUNDER
The two fishermen, the brothers James and John, who had left their boat and their nets on the shore at Capernaum in order to go with Jesus, form together with Peter a sort of favorite triumvirate. They are the only ones who accompany Jesus into the house of Jairus, and on the Mount of Transfiguration, and they are the ones whom He takes with Him on the night of Gethsemane. But in spite of their long intimacy with the Master, they never acquired sufficient humility. Jesus gave 184them the surname of “Boanerges—Sons of Thunder,” an ironic surname, alluding perhaps to their fiery, irascible character.
The two fishermen, brothers James and John, who left their boat and nets on the shore at Capernaum to follow Jesus, make up a kind of favorite trio with Peter. They are the only ones who go with Jesus into Jairus's house, and on the Mount of Transfiguration, and they are the ones He takes with Him on the night of Gethsemane. But despite their close relationship with the Master, they never really gained enough humility. Jesus gave them the nickname “Boanerges—Sons of Thunder,” which is an ironic nickname, possibly referring to their fiery, temperamental nature. 184
When they all started together towards Jerusalem, Jesus sent some of them ahead to make ready for Him. They were crossing Samaria and were badly received in a village. “And they did not receive him, because his face was as though he would go to Jerusalem. And when his disciples, James and John, saw this, they said: Lord, wilt thou that we command fire to come down from heaven and consume them? But he turned, and rebuked them.” For them, Galileans, faithful to Jerusalem, the Samaritans were always enemies. In vain had they heard the Sermon on the Mount: “Do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you.” In vain had they received instructions for their mission among the peoples: “And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust from your feet.” Angry at an affront to Jesus they presumed to be able to command fire from Heaven. It seemed to them a work of righteous justice to reduce to ashes the village guilty of inhospitality. And yet far as they were from that loving rebirth of the soul which alone constitutes the reality of the Kingdom of Heaven, these men had the pretension to claim the first places on the day of triumph.
When they all set out together for Jerusalem, Jesus sent some of them ahead to prepare for Him. They were traveling through Samaria and were not well received in a village. “And they did not receive him, because his face was set towards Jerusalem. And when his disciples, James and John, saw this, they said: Lord, do you want us to call down fire from heaven to destroy them? But he turned and rebuked them.” For them, Galileans who were devoted to Jerusalem, the Samaritans were always enemies. They had heard the Sermon on the Mount in vain: “Do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you.” Similarly, they had received instructions for their mission among the people: “And whoever does not welcome you or listen to your words, when you leave that house or city, shake the dust off your feet.” Angered by an offense against Jesus, they thought they could call down fire from Heaven. They believed it was an act of righteous justice to turn the village guilty of inhospitality to ashes. Yet, as far as they were from that loving rebirth of the soul which truly defines the reality of the Kingdom of Heaven, these men foolishly aspired to claim the top spots on the day of triumph.
“And James and John, the sons of Zebedee, came unto him, saying: Master, we would that thou shouldest do for us whatsoever we should desire. And he said unto them: What would ye that I should do for you? They said unto him: Grant unto us that we may sit one on thy right hand and one on thy left hand in thy glory. But Jesus said unto them: Ye know not what ye ask. And when the ten heard it they began to be much displeased with James and John. But Jesus called them to Him and saith unto them: Whosoever will be great among you let him be your minister; and whosoever will be the chief among you, let him be your servant, for even the Son of Man came not to be ministered unto but to minister.”
“James and John, the sons of Zebedee, approached him and said, ‘Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask.’ He replied, ‘What do you want me to do for you?’ They said, ‘Allow us to sit, one at your right and one at your left, in your glory.’ But Jesus said to them, ‘You don’t know what you’re asking for.’ When the other ten heard about this, they were very displeased with James and John. Jesus called them together and said, ‘Whoever wants to be great among you must be your servant, and whoever wants to be first must be a slave to all, for even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve.’”
Christ, the overturner of the old order, took this occasion to repeat the master word to which all magnanimous souls respond. 185Only the useless, the petty, the parasites, wish to be served, even by their inferiors (if any one in the absolute meaning of the word can be inferior to them), but any superior being is always at the service of lesser souls precisely because he is superior.
Christ, the one who changes the old ways, took this moment to reiterate the important message that resonates with all generous people. 185Only the useless, the small-minded, and the freeloaders want to be served, even by those less important than themselves (if anyone can truly be less important than they are), but any truly superior person is always there to help those who are lesser simply because they are superior.
This miraculous paradox is the proof of the fire of genius. It is repugnant to the egotism of the self-centered, to the pretensions of would-be supermen, and to the poverty of the avaricious because the little that they have is not even enough for themselves. He who cannot or will not serve shows that he has nothing to give, is a weakling, impotent, imperfect, empty. But the genius is no true genius if he does not exuberantly benefit his inferiors. To serve is not always the same as to obey. A people can be served better sometimes by a man who puts himself at their head to force them to be saved even if they do not wish it. There is nothing servile in serving.
This amazing paradox proves the brilliance of genius. It shocks the self-centered egotists, the pretentious wannabe supermen, and the greedy who can’t even take care of themselves. Those who can't or won't serve show they have nothing to offer; they're weak, powerless, flawed, and empty. But a genius isn’t really a genius if he doesn't joyfully uplift those beneath him. Serving doesn't always mean obeying. Sometimes, a person can serve the community better by stepping up and leading them toward salvation, even if they don't want it. There's nothing demeaning about serving.
James and John understood this stimulating saying of Jesus. We find one of them, John, among the nearest and most loving of the disciples. At the Last Supper he leans his head on Jesus’ breast; and from the height of the cross Jesus, crucified, confides the Virgin to him, that he should be a son to her.
James and John got what Jesus meant by this inspiring saying. One of them, John, is one of the closest and most affectionate disciples. At the Last Supper, he rests his head on Jesus' chest; and from the cross, as Jesus is being crucified, he entrusts the Virgin to him, asking him to be like a son to her.
THE OTHERS
Thomas owes his popularity to the quality which should be his shame. Thomas, the twin, is the guardian of modernity, as Thomas Aquinas is the oracle of medieval life. He is the true patron saint of Spinoza and of all the other deniers of the resurrection, the man who is not satisfied even with the testimony of his eyes, but wishes that of his hands as well. And yet his love for Jesus makes him pardonable. When they came to the Master to say that Lazarus was dead, and the disciples hesitated before going into Judea among their enemies, it was Thomas alone who said: “Let us also go, that we may die with him.” The martyrdom which he did not find then came to him in India, after Christ’s death.
Thomas owes his popularity to a quality that should bring him shame. Thomas, the twin, is the guardian of modernity, just as Thomas Aquinas is the voice of medieval life. He is the true patron saint of Spinoza and all the others who deny the resurrection, the man who isn’t satisfied even by what he sees but wants to touch with his hands too. And yet, his love for Jesus makes him forgivable. When they approached the Master to say that Lazarus was dead, and the disciples hesitated to go into Judea among their enemies, it was Thomas alone who said: “Let us also go, that we may die with him.” The martyrdom he didn’t encounter then found him in India, after Christ’s death.
Matthew is the dearest of all the Twelve. He was a tax-gatherer, a sort of under-publican, and probably had more 186education than his companions. He followed Jesus as readily as the fishermen. “And after these things he went forth, and saw a publican named Levi, sitting at the receipt of custom: and he said unto him, follow me. And he left all, rose up, and followed him. And Levi made him a great feast in his own house.” It was not a heap of torn nets which Matthew left, but a position, a stipend, secure and increasing earnings. Giving up riches is easy for a man who has almost nothing. Among the Twelve Matthew was certainly the richest before his conversion. Of no other is it told that he could offer a great feast, and this means that he made a greater and more meritorious sacrifice by his rising at the first call from the seat where he was accumulating money.
Matthew was the closest of all the Twelve. He worked as a tax collector, somewhat like an under-publican, and likely had more education than his peers. He followed Jesus just as eagerly as the fishermen did. “And after these things he went out and saw a tax collector named Levi sitting at the customs booth, and he said to him, ‘Follow me.' And Levi left everything, got up, and followed him. And Levi held a great feast in his house.” Matthew didn’t leave behind just a bunch of torn nets; he walked away from a solid job, a steady paycheck, and growing income. It's easy to give up wealth when you have very little. Among the Twelve, Matthew was probably the wealthiest before he changed his life. No one else is noted for hosting a great feast, which shows that he made a bigger and more commendable sacrifice by immediately responding to the call while he was busy earning money.
Matthew and Judas were perhaps the only ones of the Disciples who knew how to write, and to Matthew we owe the first collection of Logia or memorable sayings of Jesus, if the testimony of Papia is true. In the Gospel which is called by his name, we find the most complete text of the Sermon on the Mount. Our debt to the poor excise-man is heavy: without him many words of Jesus, and the most beautiful, might have been lost. This handler of drachma, shekels and talents, whom his despised trade must have predisposed to avarice, has laid up for us a treasure worth more than all the money coined on the earth before and after his time.
Matthew and Judas were probably the only Disciples who knew how to write, and we owe the first collection of Jesus' memorable sayings, or Logia, to Matthew, if Papia's testimony is accurate. In the Gospel that bears his name, we find the most complete version of the Sermon on the Mount. We owe a lot to the poor tax collector: without him, many beautiful words of Jesus might have been lost. This handler of coins—drachmas, shekels, and talents—whose despised job may have led him to be greedy, has provided us with a treasure worth far more than all the money minted on earth before or after his time.
Philip of Bethsaida also knew how to reckon. When the famished multitude pressed about Him, Jesus turned to him to ask what it would cost to buy bread for all those people. Philip answered Him: “Two hundred pennyworth of bread is not sufficient for them.” He was later to become a proclaimer of his Master’s fame. He it was who announced to Nathaniel the coming of Jesus, and it was to him that the Greeks of Jerusalem turned when they wished to speak to the new Prophet.
Philip of Bethsaida also knew how to calculate. When the hungry crowd surrounded Him, Jesus asked him how much it would cost to buy bread for all those people. Philip replied, “Two hundred denarii worth of bread isn't enough for them.” He would later become a messenger of his Master's fame. He was the one who told Nathaniel about the arrival of Jesus, and it was to him that the Greeks in Jerusalem turned when they wanted to talk to the new Prophet.
Nathaniel answered Philip’s announcement with sarcasm: “Can there any good thing come out of Nazareth?” But Philip succeeded in bringing him to Jesus, who as soon as He saw him, exclaimed, “Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom is no guile! Nathaniel saith unto him, Whence knowest thou me? 187Jesus answered and said unto him, Before that Philip called thee, when thou wast under the fig tree, I saw thee. Nathaniel answered and saith unto him, Rabbi, thou art the Son of God; thou art the King of Israel. Jesus answered and said unto him, Because I said unto thee, I saw thee under the fig tree, believest thou? thou shalt see greater things than these.”
Nathaniel responded to Philip’s announcement with sarcasm: “Can anything good come out of Nazareth?” But Philip managed to bring him to Jesus, who as soon as He saw him, exclaimed, “Look, an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no deceit!” Nathaniel asked Him, “How do you know me?” 187 Jesus answered, “Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you.” Nathaniel replied, “Rabbi, you are the Son of God; you are the King of Israel.” Jesus responded, “Because I told you I saw you under the fig tree, do you believe? You will see greater things than these.”
Less enthusiastic and inflammable was Nicodemus, who, as a matter of fact, never wished to be known as a disciple of Jesus. Nicodemus was old, had been to school to the Rabbis, was a friend of the Jerusalem Sanhedrin, but the stories of the miracles had shaken him, and he went by night to Jesus to tell Him that he believed that He was sent by God. Jesus answered him, “Verily, verily, I say unto thee, except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” Nicodemus did not understand these words, or perhaps they startled him. He had come to see a miracle worker and had found a Sybil, and with the homely good sense of the man who wishes to avoid being taken in by a fraud he said, “How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb and be born?” Jesus answers with words of profound meaning, “Except a man be born of water and of the spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.”
Less enthusiastic and easily agitated was Nicodemus, who, in fact, never wanted to be recognized as a disciple of Jesus. Nicodemus was older, educated by the Rabbis, and a member of the Jerusalem Sanhedrin, but the stories of the miracles had unsettled him. He went to see Jesus at night to confess that he believed He was sent by God. Jesus replied, “Truly, truly, I tell you, unless someone is born again, they cannot see the kingdom of God.” Nicodemus didn’t grasp these words, or maybe they caught him off guard. He had come to see a miracle worker and found a prophet, and with the straightforward reasoning of someone who wants to avoid being tricked, he said, “How can a person be born when they are old? Can they enter their mother’s womb a second time and be born?” Jesus responded with words of deep significance, “Unless someone is born of water and the Spirit, they cannot enter the kingdom of God.”
But Nicodemus still did not understand. “How can these things be?” Jesus answered, “Art thou a master of Israel and knowest not these things?”
But Nicodemus still didn’t get it. “How can this be?” Jesus replied, “You’re a teacher of Israel and you don’t know these things?”
Nicodemus always respected the young Galilean, but his sympathy was as circumspect as his visit. Once when the leaders of the priests and the Pharisees were meditating how to capture Jesus, Nicodemus ventured a defense: “Doth our law judge any man, before it hear him, and know what he doeth?” He took his stand on a point of law. He spoke in the name of “our” law, not at all in the name of the new man. Nicodemus is always the old man, law-respecting, the prudent friend of the letter of the law. A few words of reproof were enough to silence him. “They answered and said unto him, Art thou also of Galilee? Search and look: for out of Galilee ariseth no prophet!” He belonged by right to the Sanhedrin, but there is no record that he raised his voice in favor of the accused 188when He was conducted to Caiaphas. The trial was at night and probably to avoid the contempt of his colleagues and his own remorse for the legal assassination, Nicodemus remained in his bed. When he awoke Jesus was dead, and then, forgetting his avarice, he bought a hundred pounds of myrrh and aloes to embalm the body. He who brought others to life was dead, but Nicodemus, although not literally dead, would never know that second birth in which he could not believe.
Nicodemus always respected the young Galilean, but his support was as cautious as his visit. Once, when the priests and Pharisees were planning how to capture Jesus, Nicodemus spoke up to defend Him: “Does our law judge a person before it hears them and knows what they are doing?” He based his argument on the law. He spoke for “our” law, not for the new figure. Nicodemus was always the traditional figure, law-abiding and careful of the letter of the law. A few words of criticism were enough to silence him. “They answered him, ‘Are you also from Galilee? Search and see, for no prophet comes from Galilee!’” He had a rightful place in the Sanhedrin, but there’s no record of him speaking up for the accused when He was brought to Caiaphas. The trial happened at night, and likely to avoid the scorn of his peers and his own guilt over the legal execution, Nicodemus stayed in bed. When he woke up, Jesus was dead, and then, putting aside his greed, he purchased a hundred pounds of myrrh and aloes to prepare the body for burial. He who gave life to others was dead, but Nicodemus, though not literally dead, would never experience that second birth in which he could not believe.
Nicodemus is the eternal type of the luke-warm who will be spewed out of the mouth of God on the day of wrath. He is the half-way soul who would like to say “Yes” with his spirit, but his flesh suggests to him the “No” of cowardice. He is the man of books, the nocturnal disciple who would like to be a follower of the Master, but not to appear as one; who would not mind being born again, but who does not know how to break the withered bark of his ageing trunk; the man of inhibitions and precautions. When the man of his admiration was martyred and killed and His enemies were satisfied, and there was no more danger of being compromised, then he comes with balsams to pour into those wounds which were inflicted partly by his cowardice.
Nicodemus represents the classic example of someone who is lukewarm and will be rejected by God on the day of judgment. He’s the indecisive person who wants to say “Yes” in his heart, but his fear holds him back with a “No.” He’s an intellectual, a secret follower who wants to be a disciple of the Master but doesn’t want to be seen as one; he would be open to being born again, but he doesn’t know how to break through the tough exterior of his old self; he’s a man full of hesitations and caution. When the one he admired was martyred and killed, and his enemies felt satisfied, with no more risk of being exposed, he then shows up with ointments to tend to those wounds that were partly caused by his own cowardice.
But the church to reward his posthumous piety has chosen him to become one of her saints. And there is an old tradition that he was baptized by Peter and put to death for having believed, too late, in Him whom he did not save from death.
But the church, to acknowledge his faith after his death, has chosen him to be one of her saints. There's an old tradition that says he was baptized by Peter and was killed for believing, too late, in the one he couldn't save from death.
LAMBS, SERPENTS, AND DOVES
Those whom Jesus sent out to the conquest of souls were rustic countrymen, but they could be mild as sheep, wary as serpents, simple as doves—sheep without cowardice, serpents without poison, doves without lustfulness.
Those whom Jesus sent out to win souls were simple country folk, but they could be gentle like sheep, shrewd like snakes, and innocent like doves—sheep without fear, snakes without venom, doves without desire.
To be stripped of everything was the first duty of such soldiers. Seeking the poor, they should be poorer than the poor. And yet not beggars, for the laborer is worthy of his hire; the bread of life which they were to distribute to those hungering for justice deserved wheat bread in return. The laborers should set out on their wonderful work destitute of possessions, 189taking nothing for their journey save a staff only, no scrip, no bread, no money in their purse. They should be shod with sandals, clad in a single garment. The metals are a burden which weighs down the soul. The sheen of gold makes men forget the sun’s splendor; the sheen of silver makes them forget the splendor of the stars; the sheen of copper makes them forget the splendor of fire. He who deals with metals weds himself to the earth and is bound fast to the earth. He does not know Heaven, and Heaven does not recognize him.
To be stripped of everything was the first responsibility of these soldiers. They should seek out the poor and be poorer than the poor themselves. Yet, they should not be beggars, as the worker deserves to be paid; the bread of life they were meant to share with those hungry for justice deserved wheat bread in return. The workers should embark on their noble mission without any possessions, taking only a staff for their journey—no bag, no bread, no money in their pockets. They should wear sandals and a single outfit. Material wealth is a burden that weighs down the soul. The shine of gold makes people forget the brightness of the sun; the shine of silver makes them forget the beauty of the stars; the shine of copper makes them forget the glow of fire. Those who work with metals become tied to the earth and are trapped by it. They do not know Heaven, and Heaven does not know them.
It is not enough to preach love of poverty to the poor, or to talk to them about the sumptuous beauty of poverty. The poor do not believe the words of the rich until the rich willingly become poor. The Disciples destined to preach the beauty of poverty to both poor and rich were to set an example of happy poverty to every man in every house on every day. They were to carry nothing with them except the clothes on their backs and the sandals on their feet. They were to accept nothing; only the small piece of daily bread which they would find on the tables of their hosts. The wandering priests of the goddess Siria and of other Oriental divinities carried with them, along with the sacred images, the wallet for offerings, the bag for alms, because common people do not value things which cost them nothing. The apostles of Jesus, on the contrary, were to refuse any gift or payment, “Freely ye have received, freely give.” And as one of the disguises of wealth is merchandise, the messengers of the Kingdom were to renounce even a change of garments, sandals and staff; were to dispense with everything except the barest essentials.
It’s not enough to preach the love of poverty to the poor or to talk about the beautiful simplicity of being poor. The poor don’t believe the rich until they see them willingly embracing poverty. The Disciples who were meant to share the beauty of poverty with both the poor and the rich were to lead by example, showing what a joyful poverty looks like to everyone in every household every day. They were to take nothing with them but the clothes on their backs and the sandals on their feet. They were to accept nothing except for the small piece of daily bread they found on their hosts’ tables. The wandering priests of the goddess Siria and other Eastern deities would carry with them, alongside their sacred images, a wallet for offerings and a bag for alms, since common people don't value things that cost them nothing. In contrast, Jesus’ apostles were to refuse any gifts or payments, saying, “Freely you have received, freely give.” And because one of the disguises of wealth is trade, the messengers of the Kingdom were to renounce even an extra set of clothes, sandals, or a staff; they were to get by with nothing but the bare essentials.
They were to enter into the houses, open to all in a country where the locks and bolts of fear were not yet known, and which preserved some remembrance of nomad hospitality—they were to speak to the men and the women who lived there. Their duty was to announce that the Kingdom of Heaven was at hand, to explain in what way the kingdom of earth could become the Kingdom of Heaven, and to explain the one condition for this happy fulfilling of all the prophecies,—repentance, conversion, transformation of the soul. As a proof that they were sent by One who had the authority to demand this change, 190they had power to heal the sick, to drive away with their words unclean spirits,—that is, the demons, and the vices which make men like demons.
They were to go into the homes, which were open to everyone in a land where fear’s locks and bolts didn't exist yet, and where there was still some memory of the hospitality of nomads—they were to talk to the men and women living there. Their mission was to announce that the Kingdom of Heaven was near, to explain how the kingdom on earth could become the Kingdom of Heaven, and to outline the one condition for the joyful fulfillment of all prophecies—repentance, change, and transformation of the soul. As proof that they were sent by Someone with the authority to demand this change, 190 they had the power to heal the sick and to cast out unclean spirits with their words—meaning the demons and the vices that make people act like demons.
They commanded men to renew their souls and at once with all the power which had been given them they aided them to commence this renovation. They did not leave them alone with this command, so difficult to execute. After the prophetic word, “The Kingdom is at hand,” they began their labors; they worked to restore, to cleanse, to make over these souls which had been abandoned by their rightful shepherds. They explained what it was necessary to do to be worthy of the new Heaven on earth and they lent a hand at once to the work. In short, to complete the paradox they assassinated and brought to life. They killed the old Adam in every convert, but their words were the baptism of the second birth. Pilgrims without purses or bundles, they carried with them truth and life,—peace.
They urged people to renew their spirits and immediately, with all the power they had, helped them begin this transformation. They didn’t leave them to tackle this challenging task alone. After the prophetic message, “The Kingdom is at hand,” they started their work; they aimed to restore, to cleanse, and to revitalize these souls that had been neglected by their rightful leaders. They explained what needed to be done to be worthy of the new Heaven on earth and actively assisted in the effort. In summary, to complete the paradox, they killed and brought to life. They put to death the old Adam in every convert, but their words were the baptism of rebirth. Traveling without money or possessions, they carried truth and life—peace.
“And when ye come into an house salute it,” and this was the salutation, “Peace be with you.” Those who received them gained peace, those who rejected them continued their bitter warfare. Coming away from the house or from the city which had not received them, they were to shake the dust from their feet, not because the dust of the houses and of the cities of those who were not willing to hear them was contaminated, but because shaking it from their feet is a symbolic answer to their deafness and niggardliness of soul. You have refused all, and we will not accept anything from you, not even the dust which clings to our sandals. Because you, made of dust and fated to return to dust as you are, will not give a moment of your time, nor a piece of your bread, we leave behind us the dust of your streets, down to the least grain.
"And when you enter a house, greet it," and the greeting was, "Peace be with you." Those who welcomed them found peace, while those who turned them away continued their bitter struggles. As they left a house or city that had not received them, they were to shake the dust off their feet, not because the dust of those houses and cities was unclean, but because shaking it off symbolized their response to the deafness and stinginess of the soul. You have rejected everything, and we won’t take anything from you—not even the dust that clings to our sandals. Because you, made of dust and destined to return to dust, won’t spare a moment of your time or a piece of your bread, we leave behind the dust of your streets, down to the tiniest grain.
SPEAK YE IN LIGHT
In their faithfulness to the sublime paradox of Him who sends them, the apostles bring peace and at the same time war! All men are not capable of conversion. In the same family, in the same house, there are some who will believe and others 191who will not. And there will spring up between them division and warfare, the hard price with which absolute and stable peace can be secured. If all men should listen at the same moment to the voice, if all could be transformed on the same day, the Kingdom of Heaven would be founded in a twinkling of an eye, with no bloody preface of battles.
In their loyalty to the incredible paradox of the one who sends them, the apostles bring both peace and conflict at the same time! Not everyone is open to change. Within the same family, under the same roof, some will have faith while others will not. This will create division and strife among them, the tough price that must be paid for true and lasting peace. If everyone could hear the message at the same time, if all could be transformed in a single day, the Kingdom of Heaven would be established in an instant, without the need for a bloody series of battles.
Furthermore those who do not wish to change themselves, because they do not understand the news, or believe themselves already perfect, will attack the converters and accuse them before tribunals. Representatives of wealth and of the old law will be cruel to the poor who are teaching the new law to the poor. The rich are not willing to concede that their wealth is dangerous poverty; the scribes are not willing to admit that their learning is only deadly ignorance.... “They will scourge you in their synagogues.... But when they deliver you up, take no thought of how or what ye shall speak.” Jesus is sure that the poor fishermen, though they have never studied in the schools of eloquence, will find for themselves great words in their hour of accusation. One thought, when it is a great thought and profoundly fixed in the heart, engenders of itself all the derivatory and accessory thoughts, and with them perfect form in which to express them. The arid-hearted man who has nothing in himself, who has faith in nothing, who does not feel, burn, and suffer, though he may have studied long with the sophists of Athens and the rhetoricians of Rome, is incapable of improvising one of those powerful and illuminating answers which trouble the conscience of the hardest judges.
Furthermore, those who don't want to change themselves, either because they don't understand the message or think they're already perfect, will go after those trying to bring about change and accuse them in courts. Those representing wealth and the old ways will be harsh toward the poor who are sharing the new teachings with their fellow poor. The wealthy refuse to acknowledge that their riches create a dangerous form of poverty; the scholars won't admit that their education is merely a form of deadly ignorance.... “They will scourge you in their synagogues.... But when they hand you over, don’t worry about how or what you should say.” Jesus believes that the poor fishermen, even if they've never attended eloquence schools, will find powerful words in their moment of accusation. A single great thought, firmly rooted in the heart, naturally generates all the related ideas, along with the perfect way to express them. The person with a barren heart, who has nothing within, who believes in nothing, and does not feel, burn, or suffer—even if they have studied for a long time with the sophists of Athens and the rhetoricians of Rome—cannot spontaneously create one of those impactful and enlightening responses that shake the conscience of the toughest judges.
They are to speak therefore without fear and without hiding anything of what has been taught them. “What I tell you in darkness that seek ye in light, and what ye hear in the ear, preach ye upon the housetops.” With these words Jesus does not ask his Disciples to be more daring than he has been. He has spoken in the darkness, that is obscurity; He has spoken to them, to His first faithful followers, but what He has said to them along deserted roads and in solitary rooms they are to repeat as He Himself has given them the example, on open squares of cities before crowds of people. He has whispered 192the truth into their ears, because the truth at first might alarm those not prepared for it, and because there were so few of the Disciples that there was no need to cry aloud. But this truth must be cried out now from the heights, in order that all may hear it, in order that there may be no one to say on that Day that he has not heard it.
They should speak boldly and not hold back anything they've been taught. “What I tell you in the darkness, seek in the light, and what you hear in private, announce from the rooftops.” With these words, Jesus isn’t asking His Disciples to be braver than He has been. He has spoken in the darkness, meaning obscurity; He has shared His message with them, His earliest followers, but what He has told them along lonely paths and in quiet rooms, they are to share as He has shown them, in open city squares before large crowds. He has whispered the truth into their ears because it might initially unsettle those who aren’t ready for it, and because there were so few Disciples at the time, there was no need to shout. But now, this truth needs to be proclaimed loudly so that everyone can hear, ensuring that no one can claim on that Day that they didn’t hear it.
Men can kill the body of the man who spreads the truth abroad, but they cannot kill his soul; from the death of a single body thousands of new souls will be born into life. But not even your body will die, because there is One who protects it. “Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows.” The birds of the air who do not sow, do not die of hunger; you who do not carry even a staff shall not die at the hands of your enemies.
Men can kill the body of the person who shares the truth, but they can’t kill his soul; from the death of one body, thousands of new souls will come to life. But not even your body will perish, because there is One who protects it. “Aren't two sparrows sold for a penny? And not one of them will fall to the ground without your Father’s knowledge. But the very hairs on your head are all counted. So don’t be afraid; you’re worth more than many sparrows.” The birds in the sky, who don’t plant seeds, don’t starve; you, who don’t even carry a stick, will not fall to your enemies.
They have with them a secret so precious that the flesh which contains it will not be allowed to perish. Jesus is always with them, even though from afar. What is done to them is done to Him. A mystic identity is created for all eternity between Him who sends them out and those disciples who are sent. “And whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones, a cup of cold water only in the name of a disciple, verily I say unto you he shall in no wise lose his reward.”
They carry a secret so valuable that the body holding it will never be allowed to fade away. Jesus is always with them, even from a distance. What happens to them happens to Him. A deep connection is established for all time between the one who sends them out and the disciples who are sent. “And whoever gives one of these little ones a cup of cold water just in the name of a disciple, truly I say to you, they will never lose their reward.”
Jesus is the fountain of living water destined to quench the thirst of all the weary, and yet He will take account also of the cup of water which shall have quenched the thirst of the least among His friends. Those who carry with them the water of truth, which purifies and saves, may need some day a cup of the stagnant water buried at the bottom of village wells. Any person who will give them a little of this ordinary, material water will have in exchange a well-spring which intoxicates the soul more than the strongest wine.
Jesus is the source of living water meant to satisfy the thirst of all who are weary, and He will also recognize the cup of water that has quenched the thirst of even the least of His friends. Those who carry the water of truth, which purifies and saves, might one day need a cup of the stagnant water found at the bottom of village wells. Anyone who offers them a bit of this ordinary, physical water will, in return, receive a spring that fills the soul with more joy than the strongest wine.
The apostles who go about with one garment, with a single pair of sandals, without belts or wallets, poor as poverty, bare as truth, simple as joy, are, in spite of their apparent poverty, 193diverse forms of a king who has come to found a kingdom greater and happier than all kingdoms, to bring to poor people wealth which is worth more than all measurable riches, to offer to the unhappy a joy more profound than any fleshly pleasures. It suits this new King, as it did the kings of the Orient, to show Himself under many forms, to appear to men in diverse garments. But the disguises which He prefers even to-day are these three: Poet, Poor Man, and Apostle.
The apostles who travel with just one garment, a single pair of sandals, and no belts or wallets, are as poor as can be, as honest as truth, and as simple as joy. Yet, despite their apparent poverty, they embody different aspects of a king who has come to create a kingdom that’s greater and happier than all others, to offer wealth to the poor that’s worth more than any measurable riches, and to provide the unhappy with a joy that’s deeper than any physical pleasure. This new King, just like the kings of the East, appears in various forms and shows Himself to people in different outfits. However, the roles He prefers even today are these three: Poet, Poor Man, and Apostle. 193
MAMMON
Jesus is the poor man, infinitely and rigorously poor. Poor with an absolute poverty! The prince of poverty! The Lord of perfect destitution! The poor man who lives with the poor, who has come for the poor, who speaks to the poor, who gives to the poor, who works for the poor! Poor among the poor, destitute among the destitute, beggar among the beggars! The poor man of a great and eternal poverty! The happy and rich poor man, who accepts poverty, who desires poverty, who weds himself to poverty, who chants of poverty! The beggar who gives alms! The naked man who covers the naked! The hungry man who feeds others, the miraculous and supernatural, who changes the men owning false riches into poor men, and poor men into those with real wealth.
Jesus represents extreme poverty, profoundly and fully poor. He is the embodiment of poverty—the prince of the poor, the Lord of complete destitution. He lives with the poor, comes for the poor, speaks to the poor, gives to the poor, and works for the poor! He is poor among the poor, destitute among the destitute, a beggar among beggars. He is the poor man of great and eternal poverty! The joyful and rich poor man, who embraces poverty, desires it, bonds with it, and sings about it! The beggar who offers help! The naked man who clothes the naked! The hungry man who feeds others, the miraculous and supernatural one, who transforms those with false riches into poor people, and the poor into those who possess true wealth.
There are poor men who are poor because they were never capable of acquiring wealth. There are other poor men who are poor because they give away every evening what they earned that day; and the more they give the more they have. Their wealth, the wealth of this second class of poor men, grows greater in proportion as it is given away. It is a pile which becomes greater as more is taken away from it.
There are poor men who are poor because they were never able to make money. Then there are other poor men who are poor because they give away everything they earned that day every evening; and the more they give, the more they have. Their wealth, the wealth of this second group of poor men, increases the more they give away. It's a pile that grows bigger as more is taken from it.
Jesus was one of these poor men. Compared to one of them, men materially rich, rich as the world esteems wealth, rich with their chests of talents, mina, rupees, florins, shekels, crowns, francs, marks, and dollars, are only lamentable beggars. The money-changers of the forum, the great feasters of Jerusalem, the bankers of Florence and Frankfort, the lords of London, the multi-millionaires of New York, compared to 194these poor men are only unfortunate beggars, despoiled and needy; unpaid servants of a fierce master; condemned every day to assassinate their own souls. The wretchedness of such indigence is so terrible that they are reduced to pick up the stones that are found in the mud of the earth, and grope about in filth. Theirs is a poverty so repugnant that not even the poor succeed in bestowing on them the charity of a smile.
Jesus was one of these poor men. Compared to those who are materially rich—wealthy in the way society measures it, with their chests full of gold coins, rupees, florins, shekels, crowns, francs, marks, and dollars—those wealthy individuals are just pitiable beggars. The money-changers in the marketplace, the lavish eaters in Jerusalem, the bankers in Florence and Frankfurt, the lords of London, and the multi-millionaires of New York, when compared to these poor men, are merely unfortunate beggars, stripped of everything and in need; unpaid servants of a cruel master, forced every day to compromise their own values. The misery of such poverty is so extreme that they are left to pick up stones found in the dirt and rummage through filth. Their poverty is so appalling that not even the destitute can offer them the kindness of a smile.
Richness is a curse like work, but a harder and more shameful curse. He who is marked with the sign of wealth has committed, perhaps unconsciously, an infamous crime, one of those mysterious and unimaginable crimes which are nameless in human language. The rich man is either under the burden of the vengeance of God, or God wishes to put him to the test to see if he can succeed in climbing up to divine poverty. For the rich man has committed the greatest sin, the most abominable and unpardonable. The rich man is the man who has fallen because of an exchange: he could have had Heaven and he chose Earth. He could have lived in Paradise and he has chosen Hell. He could have kept his soul and he has exchanged it for material things. He could have loved and he has preferred to be hated. He could have had happiness and he has desired power. No one can save him. Wealth in his hands is a metal which buries him alive under its icy mass; it is the tumor which consumes him still alive in his corruption; it is the fire which burns him and reduces him to a terrible, black mummy, a blind paralytic, black mummy, a ghostly carrion which everlastingly holds out its empty hand in the cemeteries of the centuries, begging in vain for the alms of charitable remembrance.
Wealth is a burden like work, but it’s a tougher and more shameful one. A person marked by wealth has likely committed, perhaps unknowingly, a terrible crime, one of those mysterious and unimaginable offenses that have no name in human language. The wealthy individual is either under the weight of God’s vengeance, or God wants to test him to see if he can succeed in achieving divine poverty. For the rich person has committed the greatest sin, the most despicable and unforgivable. The wealthy person is one who has fallen because of a choice: he could have reached for Heaven but chose Earth instead. He could have lived in Paradise but decided on Hell. He could have kept his soul, but he traded it for material possessions. He could have loved, yet he opted to be hated. He could have had happiness, but he wanted power. No one can save him. Wealth in his hands is a metal that buries him alive under its cold weight; it is the tumor that consumes him while he is still alive in his decay; it is the fire that burns him and turns him into a terrible, black mummy, a blind paralytic, a ghostly corpse that endlessly stretches out its empty hand in the graveyards of the ages, begging in vain for the kindness of remembrance.
For him there is only one salvation: to become a poor man, a true and humble poor man; to throw away the horrible destitution of wealth in order to enter again into poverty. But this resolution is the hardest that the rich man can take. The rich man by the very fact that he is sickened by wealth cannot even imagine that the entire renunciation of wealth would be the beginning of redemption, and because he cannot imagine such an abdication, he cannot even deliberate on it, cannot weigh the 195alternatives. He is a prisoner in the impregnable prison of himself. To liberate himself he must first be free.
For him, there's only one way to find salvation: to become a genuinely poor man, a truly humble poor man; to discard the awful burden of wealth in order to return to poverty. But this decision is the hardest one for a rich person to make. The rich person, being repulsed by wealth, can’t even begin to imagine that completely giving up wealth could be the starting point of their redemption, and because they can't envision such a surrender, they can't even consider it or weigh their options. They're trapped in an unbreakable prison of their own making. To free himself, he must first find freedom.
The rich man does not belong to himself, but belongs to inanimate things. He has not the time to think, to choose. Wealth is a pitiless master who allows no other masters near him. The rich man cannot think of his soul, bowed as he is under the care of his riches, under his thirst to increase his riches, under the fear of losing his riches, under the material joys which are offered to him by those pieces of matter which are called wealth. He cannot even imagine that his sick, suffocating, mutilated, worm-eaten soul needs to be cured. He has taken up his abode in that part of the world which, according to contracts and laws, he has the right to call his, and often he has not even the time, the wish, or the power to enjoy it. He must serve it and take care of it,—he cannot serve or take care of his own soul. All his power of love is absorbed by these material things, which order him about, which have taken the place of his soul, which have robbed him of all his liberty. The horrible fate of the rich man lies in this double absurdity: in order to have the power to command men he has become the slave of dead things; in order to acquire a part (and such a very small part!) he has lost the whole.
The rich man doesn't truly own himself; he belongs to lifeless things. He lacks the time to think or make choices. Wealth is a ruthless master that doesn't permit any other masters to be near. The rich man can't consider his soul, as he is weighed down by caring for his riches, his desire to grow his wealth, and his fear of losing what he has, all while chasing the material pleasures that come from these things called wealth. He can't even conceive that his sick, suffocating, damaged, decaying soul needs healing. He has settled into a part of the world that he believes he can claim as his own according to contracts and laws, yet often he doesn't even have the time, desire, or ability to enjoy it. He must serve it and maintain it — he can't tend to his own soul. All of his capacity for love is consumed by these material possessions, which dictate his actions, taking the place of his soul and stripping him of all his freedom. The terrible fate of the rich man lies in this double absurdity: to have the power to command others, he has become a slave to inanimate things; to gain a tiny portion (and such a small portion at that!), he has lost everything.
Nothing is ours as long as it is ours alone. Outside of himself man can possess, actually own, nothing. The absolute secret of owning other things is to renounce them. Everything is given to him who has refused everything. But he who wishes to grasp for himself, for himself alone, a part of the goods of this world, loses both what he has acquired and everything else. And at the same moment he is incapable of knowing himself, or possessing himself, making himself greater. He has nothing more, not even the things which in appearance belong to him, but to which in reality he belongs; and he has never had his own soul, the one piece of property which is worth possessing. He is the most destitute and despoiled beggar of all the universe. He has nothing. How then can he love others, give to others himself and that which belongs to himself, exercise that loving charity which would conduct him 196so soon to the Kingdom? He is nothing and he has nothing. He who does not exist cannot change. He who does not possess cannot give. How then can the rich man, who is no longer his own, who has no longer a soul, transform a soul, the only possession of mankind, into something nobler and more precious?
Nothing really belongs to us if it’s just for ourselves. Outside of himself, a person can’t truly own anything. The key to owning things is to let go of them. Everything is given to someone who has rejected everything. But if someone tries to hold on to a part of the world's goods just for themselves, they lose what they've gained and everything else, too. At that moment, they're also unable to know themselves or truly possess themselves or make themselves better. They don't have anything, not even the things that seem to belong to them but to which they truly belong; and they've never had their own soul, the one thing worth having. They are the most impoverished and stripped-down beggar in the universe. They have nothing. How can they love others, give to others themselves and what belongs to them, or practice that loving charity that would guide them soon to the Kingdom? They are nothing and they have nothing. Someone who does not exist cannot change. Someone who does not possess cannot give. So how can a rich person, who no longer has themselves, who no longer has a soul, transform a soul, the only possession of humanity, into something nobler and more valuable?
“For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?” This question of Christ’s, simple like all revelations, expresses the exact meaning of the prophetic threat. The rich man not only loses eternity, but, pulled down by his wealth, loses his life here below, his present soul, the happiness of his present earthly life.
“For what good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul?” This question from Christ, straightforward like all revelations, conveys the precise meaning of the prophetic warning. The rich man not only loses eternity but, weighed down by his wealth, also loses his life here and now, his current soul, the happiness of his present earthly existence.
“Ye cannot serve God and mammon.” The Spirit and Gold are two masters who will not tolerate any division or sharing. They are jealous; they insist on having the whole man. And even if he wishes, the man cannot divide himself in two. He must be all here, or all beyond worldly things. For the faithful servant of the spirit, gold is nothing; for him who serves gold, “spirit” is a word without meaning. He who chooses the spirit throws away gold and all the things bought by gold; he who desires gold puts an end to the spirit and renounces all the benefits of the spirit: peace, holiness, love, perfect joy. The first is a poor man who can never use up his infinite wealth; the other is a rich man who can never escape out of his infinite poverty. By the mysterious law of renunciation the poor man possesses even that which is not his—the entire universe; through the hard law of perpetual desire, the rich man does not even possess that little which he believes to be his. God gives immensely more than the immensity which He has promised. Mammon takes away even that very little which he promises. He who renounces everything has everything given him; he who wishes a part for himself alone, finds himself at the end with nothing.
“You cannot serve God and money.” The Spirit and Wealth are two masters that won’t allow any division or sharing. They’re jealous; they demand total commitment. Even if he wants to, a person can’t split himself in two. He must be completely present here or completely beyond material things. For the devoted servant of the spirit, money is meaningless; for someone who serves money, “spirit” is just a word without substance. The one who chooses the spirit lets go of money and everything that money can buy; the one who craves money sacrifices the spirit and all its rewards: peace, holiness, love, and perfect joy. The first is a poor person who can never exhaust his endless wealth; the other is a rich person who can never escape his endless poverty. Through the mysterious law of giving up, the poor person possesses even what isn’t his—the entire universe; through the harsh law of unending desire, the rich person doesn’t even possess the little he thinks is his. God gives much more than the vastness He has promised. Money takes away even that little bit it promises. The one who gives up everything has everything granted to him; the one who only wants a portion for himself ends up with nothing.
When the horrible mystery of wealth is deeply probed, it is easy to see why the masters of men have considered wealth the kingdom of the Demon himself. A thing which costs less than everything else is bought by everything else. A thing which is nothing, the actual value of which is nothing, is bought by 197giving up everything, is secured by exchanging for it the whole of the soul, the whole of life. The most precious thing is exchanged for the most worthless.
When you really dig into the terrible mystery of wealth, it’s clear why those in power see it as the domain of the Devil. Something that costs less than everything else is purchased with everything else. Something that is worth nothing, has no true value, is obtained by giving up everything, by trading away your entire soul, your whole life. The most valuable things are traded for the most meaningless.
And yet even this infernal absurdity has its reason for being, in the economy of the spirit. Man is so universally and naturally drawn by that nothingness called wealth that he could only be dissuaded from his insensate search for it by putting a price so great, so high, so out of all proportion that the very fact of paying it would be a valid proof of insanity and crime. But not even the conditions of the bargain, the eternal exchanged for the ephemeral, power for servitude, sanctity for damnation, are enough to keep men away from the absurd bargain with the powers of evil. Poor people do not rejoice that they are poor. Their only regret is that they cannot be rich; their souls are contaminated and in peril like those of the wealthy. Almost all of them are involuntarily poor men, who have not known how to make money and yet have lost the spirit; they are only poverty-stricken rich people who have not as yet any cash.
And yet even this ridiculous situation has its reason for existing, in the spirit's economy. People are so universally and naturally drawn to that emptiness called wealth that the only way to dissuade them from their reckless pursuit is to set a price so high, so out of line with reality, that the very act of paying it would be a clear sign of insanity and wrongdoing. But not even the terms of the deal—the eternal traded for the temporary, power for submission, purity for damnation—are enough to keep people away from the ridiculous exchange with the forces of evil. Poor people don’t celebrate their poverty. Their only regret is that they can’t be rich; their souls are tainted and at risk just like those of the wealthy. Most of them are involuntary poor, who don’t know how to make money and have lost their spirit; they are simply wealthy people without the cash.
For poverty, voluntarily accepted, joyfully desired, is the only poverty which gives true wealth, spiritual wealth. Absolute poverty frees men for the conquest of the absolute. The Kingdom of Heaven does not promise poor people that they shall become rich, it promises rich people that they shall enter into it when they become freely poor.
For poverty, willingly embraced and happily sought, is the only kind of poverty that brings true wealth, which is spiritual wealth. Absolute poverty liberates individuals for the pursuit of the absolute. The Kingdom of Heaven doesn’t promise poor people that they will become rich; it promises rich people that they will enter it when they choose to become willingly poor.
SELL EVERYTHING
The tragic paradox implied in wealth justifies the advice given by Jesus to those who wish to follow Him.
The tragic irony of wealth explains the advice given by Jesus to those who want to follow Him.
They all should give whatever they have beyond their needs to those in want. But the rich man should give everything. To the young man who comes up to ask Him what he ought to do to be among His followers, Jesus answers: “If thou wilt be perfect, go and sell that thou hast, and give to the poor, and thou shalt have treasure in heaven.” Giving away wealth is not a loss or a sacrifice. Instead of this, Jesus knows and all those know who understand mankind and wealth that it is 198a magnificently profitable transaction, an incommensurable gain. “Sell whatsoever thou hast and give to the poor and thou shalt have treasure in heaven where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt and where thieves do not break through nor steal; for where your treasure is, there will your heart be also. Give to him that asketh thee, and from him that would borrow from thee, turn not thou away, for it is more blessed to give than to receive.”
They should all give whatever they have beyond their needs to those in need. But the rich man should give everything. To the young man who comes up to ask Him what he should do to be among His followers, Jesus replies: “If you want to be perfect, go and sell what you have, and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven.” Giving away wealth is not a loss or a sacrifice. Instead, Jesus knows, and all who understand people and wealth know, that it is a remarkably profitable transaction, an invaluable gain. “Sell whatever you have and give to the poor and you will have treasure in heaven where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in or steal; for where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. Give to those who ask you, and do not turn away from those who want to borrow from you, for it is more blessed to give than to receive.”
Men must give and give without sparing, light-heartedly and without calculation. He who gives in order to get something back is not perfect. He who gives in order to exchange with others, or for other material things, acquires nothing. The recompense is elsewhere, it is in us. Things are not to be given away that they may be paid for by other things, but by purity and contentment alone. “When thou makest a dinner or a supper call not thy friends nor thy brethren, neither thy kinsmen nor thy rich neighbors, lest they also bid thee again, and a recompense be made thee. But when thou makest a feast call the poor, the maimed, the lame, the blind; and thou shalt be blest, for they cannot recompense thee, for thou shalt be recompensed at the resurrection of the just.”
Men should give freely and joyfully without keeping score. Those who give just to receive something in return aren't truly generous. If you give to barter with others or for material gain, you gain nothing. The true reward comes from within us. We shouldn't give things away expecting something else in return, but rather out of purity and contentment. “When you prepare a dinner or a supper, don't invite your friends or family, or your rich neighbors, or they might invite you back, and then you'll receive recompense. Instead, when you host a feast, invite the poor, the disabled, the lame, and the blind; and you will be blessed because they can’t repay you, and you will be rewarded at the resurrection of the righteous.”
Even before Jesus’ time men had been advised to renounce wealth. Jesus was not the first to find in poverty one of the steps to perfection. The great Vaddhamana, the Jain, or triumpher, added to the commandments of Parswa, founder of the Freed, the doctrine of the renunciation of all possessions. Buddha, his contemporary, exhorted his disciples to a similar renunciation. The Cynics stripped themselves of all material goods to be independent of work and of men, and to be able to consecrate their freed souls to truth. Crates, the Theban nobleman, disciple of Diogenes, distributed his wealth to his fellow-citizens and turned beggar. Plato wished the warriors in his Republic to have no possessions. Dressed in purple and seated at tables inlaid with rare stones, the Stoics pronounced eloquent eulogies on poverty. Aristophanes puts blind Pluto on the stage distributing wealth to rascals alone, almost as though wealth were a punishment.
Even before Jesus’ time, people were encouraged to give up their wealth. Jesus wasn’t the first to see poverty as a path to perfection. The great Vaddhamana, also known as the Jain or "triumpher," added to the teachings of Parswa, the founder of the Freed, the idea of renouncing all possessions. Buddha, who lived at the same time, urged his followers to do the same. The Cynics gave up all material goods to be free from work and the influence of others, allowing them to dedicate their liberated souls to the truth. Crates, a nobleman from Thebes and a student of Diogenes, gave away his wealth to his fellow citizens and became a beggar. Plato wanted the warriors in his Republic to own no property. Dressed in fine clothes and sitting at tables made of rare materials, the Stoics spoke beautifully about poverty. Aristophanes portrayed blind Pluto on stage, handing out wealth only to the dishonest, as if having wealth were a punishment.
But in Jesus the love of poverty is not an ascetic rule, 199nor a proud disguise for ostentation. Timon of Athens, who was reduced to poverty after having fed a crowd of parasites with indiscriminate generosity, was not a poor man as Christ would have men poor. Timon was poor through the fault of his vainglory, to feed his own desire to be called magnanimous and liberal. He gave to everybody, even to those who were not needy. Crates, who stripped himself of all his property to imitate Diogenes, was the slave of pride: he wished to do something different from others, to acquire the name of philosopher and sage. The professional beggary of the Cynics is a picturesque form of pride. The poverty of Plato’s warriors is a measure of political prudence. The first republics conquered and flourished as long as the citizens contented themselves, as in old Sparta and old Rome, with strict poverty, and they fell as soon as they valued gold more than sober and modest living. But men of antiquity did not despise wealth in itself. They held it dangerous when it accumulated in the hands of the few, they considered it unjust when it was not spent with judicious liberality. But Plato, who desires for his citizens a condition half-way between need and abundance, puts riches among the good things of human life. He puts it last of all, but he does not forget it. And Aristophanes would kneel before Pluto if the blind God should acquire his sight again and give riches to worthy people.
But in Jesus, the love of poverty isn’t just an ascetic rule, 199 nor a proud cover for show. Timon of Athens, who ended up poor after generously feeding a bunch of parasites, wasn’t poor in the way Christ would want. Timon became poor because of his vanity—he wanted to be seen as noble and generous. He gave to everyone, even those who didn’t need it. Crates, who gave away all his possessions to mimic Diogenes, was driven by pride; he wanted to be different from others and to be known as a philosopher and wise man. The begging of the Cynics is just a flashy form of pride. The poverty of Plato’s soldier class is based on political wisdom. The early republics thrived as long as their citizens accepted strict poverty, like in ancient Sparta and Rome, but they fell when they started valuing gold over a simple and modest life. However, the people of ancient times didn’t hate wealth itself. They saw it as dangerous when hoarded by a few and considered it unfair when not spent wisely. But Plato, who wants his citizens to live in a state between need and excess, includes wealth among the good things in life. He places it last, but he doesn’t ignore it. And Aristophanes would gladly kneel before Pluto if the blind god regained his sight and distributed wealth to worthy individuals.
In the Gospel, poverty is not a philosophical ornament nor a mystic mode. To be poor is not enough to entitle one to citizenship in the Kingdom. Poverty of the body is a preliminary requisite, like humility of the spirit. He who is not convinced that his estate is low never thinks of climbing high; no one can feel a zest for true treasures if he is not freed from all material property,—from that winding-sheet which blinds the eyes and binds down the wings.
In the Gospel, poverty isn’t just a philosophical concept or a mystical state. Just being poor doesn’t automatically grant someone a place in the Kingdom. Physical poverty is a necessary starting point, just like having a humble spirit. Someone who doesn’t realize their low status will never aspire to great heights; no one can truly appreciate real treasures if they aren’t released from all material possessions—those wraps that blind their eyes and weigh them down.
When he does not suffer from his poverty, when he glories in his poverty instead of tormenting himself to convert it into wealth, the poor man is certainly much nearer to moral perfection than the rich man. But the rich man who has despoiled himself in favor of the poor and has chosen to live side by side with his new brothers is still nearer perfection than the 200man who was born and reared in poverty. That he has been touched by a grace so rare and prodigious gives him the right to hope for the greatest blessedness. To renounce what you have never had may be meritorious, because imagination magnifies absent things; but it is the sign of supreme perfectibility to renounce everything that you actually did possess, possessions that were envied by every one.
When he isn’t suffering from his poverty, when he takes pride in it instead of stressing to turn it into wealth, the poor man is definitely much closer to moral perfection than the rich man. However, the rich man who has sacrificed his wealth for the poor and has chosen to live alongside his new brothers is even closer to perfection than the 200man who grew up in poverty. The fact that he has experienced such a rare and incredible grace gives him the right to hope for the greatest blessings. Renouncing what you have never had can be commendable, since imagination enhances what’s missing; but it shows the highest level of perfection to give up everything you actually owned, possessions that everyone else envied.
The poor man who is sober, chaste, simple and contented because he lacks means and occasions for anything else, is inclined to look for a recompense in pleasures which do not cost money, and as it were for a revenge in a spiritual superiority where prosperous people cannot compete with him. But often his virtues come from his impotence or from his ignorance; he does not turn from the right course—he cannot afford to do so—he does not pile up treasure because he possesses only the strictly necessary; he is not drunken and licentious because wine-sellers and women of the streets give no credit. His life, often hard, servile, dark, redeems his faults. And his suffering forces him to lift his eyes towards Heaven in search of consolation. We do so little for the poor that we have no right to judge them. As they are, abandoned by their brothers, kept far from those who could speak to their hearts, avoided by those who shrink from the proximity of their sweaty bodies, excluded from those worlds of intelligence and the arts which might make their poverty more endurable, the poor are, in the universal wretchedness of mankind, the least impure. If they were more loved, they would be better men. How can those who have left them alone in their poverty have the heart to condemn them?
The poor man who is sober, decent, straightforward, and satisfied simply because he has no resources or opportunities for anything else tends to seek joy in pleasures that don't cost money. It’s almost like he seeks a kind of revenge through a sense of spiritual superiority that wealthier people can’t match. But often, his virtues arise from his inability to do otherwise or from his lack of understanding; he stays on the right path—not because he chooses to, but because he has no choice. He doesn’t accumulate wealth because he only has what he absolutely needs; he isn’t drunk or promiscuous because bars and sex workers don’t extend credit. His life, which is often tough, subservient, and bleak, somewhat compensates for his faults. His suffering compels him to look to Heaven for comfort. We do so little for the poor that we have no right to judge them. As they are, abandoned by their peers, kept away from those who could connect with them, shunned by those who avoid their unwashed bodies, and excluded from the realms of knowledge and art that could make their poverty more bearable, the poor are, amidst the universal suffering of humanity, the least corrupt. If they were more loved, they would be better individuals. How can those who have left them alone in their poverty have the heart to condemn them?
Jesus loved the poor; He loved them for the compassion which He felt for them; He loved them because He felt them nearer to His soul, more prepared to understand Him than other men. He loved them because they constantly gave Him the happiness of service, of giving bread to the hungry, strength to the weak, hope to the unhappy. Jesus loved the poor because He saw that if they were justly treated they would be the most legitimate inhabitants of the Kingdom. He loved the poor because they rendered the renunciation of 201the rich easier by the stimulus of charity; but most of all He loved the poor men who had been rich and who for the love of the Kingdom had become poor. Their renunciation was the greatest act of faith in His promise. They had given that which considered absolutely is nothing, but in the eyes of the world is everything, for the certainty of sharing in a more perfect life. They had been obliged to conquer in themselves one of the most profoundly rooted instincts of man. Jesus, born a poor man among the poor, for the poor, never left his brothers. He gave to them the fructifying abundance of His divine property. But in His heart He sought the poor man who had not always been poor, the rich man ready to strip himself for His love. He sought him, perhaps He never found him. But He felt this longed-for, unknown brother man tenderly nearer to his heart than all the docile seekers who crowded about Him.
Jesus loved the poor; He loved them for the compassion He felt for them; He loved them because He felt they were closer to His soul, more ready to understand Him than others. He loved them because they constantly gave Him the joy of serving, feeding the hungry, giving strength to the weak, and offering hope to the unhappy. Jesus loved the poor because He saw that if they were treated justly, they would be the most rightful members of the Kingdom. He loved the poor because they made it easier for the rich to let go of their possessions through acts of charity; but most of all, He loved the poor who had once been rich and had become poor out of love for the Kingdom. Their renunciation was the greatest expression of faith in His promise. They had given up what the world considers everything, but in reality is nothing, for the certainty of sharing in a more perfect life. They had to overcome one of the most deeply ingrained instincts of humanity. Jesus, born a poor man among the poor, for the poor, never abandoned His brothers. He offered them the enriching abundance of His divine grace. But in His heart, He sought the poor man who hadn’t always been poor, the rich man willing to give everything for His love. He looked for him, perhaps He never found him. But He felt this longed-for, unknown brother close to His heart more than all the willing seekers who surrounded Him.
THE DEVIL’S DUNG
Note well, you men who are yet to be born! Jesus was never willing to touch a coin with His hand. Those hands of His which molded the clay of the earth as a cure for blind eyes, those hands which touched the contaminated flesh of lepers and of the dead, those hands which clasped the body of Judas, so much more contaminated than clay, than leprosy, than putrefaction, those white pure healing hands which nothing could sully, never suffered themselves to be touched by one of those metal disks which carry in relief the profiles of the proprietors of the world. Jesus could mention money in His parables; He could see it in the hands of others, but touch it—no! To Him who scorned nothing, money was disgusting. It was repugnant to Him with a repugnance that was like horror. All His nature was in revolt at the thought of a contact with those filthy symbols of wealth.
Note well, you men who are yet to be born! Jesus never wanted to touch a coin with His hand. Those hands of His that shaped the clay of the earth to heal blind eyes, those hands that touched the infected flesh of lepers and the dead, those hands that held the body of Judas—so much more polluted than clay, leprosy, or decay—those pure, healing hands that nothing could tarnish, never allowed themselves to be touched by one of those metal coins that bear the images of the world’s owners. Jesus could talk about money in His parables; He could see it in the hands of others, but touch it—no! To Him who scorned nothing, money was disgusting. It revolted Him with a disgust that felt like horror. All His being rebelled at the thought of touching those filthy symbols of wealth.
But one day even Jesus was constrained to look at a piece of money. They asked Him if it was permitted to the true Israelite to pay the tribute, and He answered at once, “Show me the tribute money.” They showed it to Him, but He would 202not take it. It was a Roman coin stamped with the hypocritical face of Augustus. But He wished to seem not to know whose face it was. He asked, “Whose is this image and superscription?” They answered, “Cæsar’s.” Then He threw into the faces of the wily interrogators the answer which silenced them, “Render therefore unto Cæsar the things which are Cæsar’s; and unto God the things that are God’s.”
But one day even Jesus was forced to look at a coin. They asked Him if it was acceptable for a true Israelite to pay the tax, and He replied right away, “Show me the tax money.” They showed it to Him, but He wouldn't take it. It was a Roman coin with the hypocritical face of Augustus stamped on it. But He pretended not to know whose face it was. He asked, “Whose image and inscription is this?” They answered, “Cæsar’s.” Then He delivered the response that silenced them: “So give to Cæsar what belongs to Cæsar, and to God what belongs to God.”
Give back that which is not yours, money does not belong to us. It is manufactured by the powerful for the needs of power. It is the property of kings and of the kingdom, of that other kingdom which is not ours. The king represents force and is the protector of wealth; but we have nothing to do with violence and reject riches. Our Kingdom has no potentates and has no rich men; the King of our Heaven does not coin money. Money is a means for the exchange of earthly goods, but we do not seek for earthly goods. What little is necessary for us, a little sunshine, a little air, a little water, a piece of bread, a cloak, will be given freely to us by God and by God’s friends. Tire yourselves out, you other people, all your lives to gather together a great pile of those round minted tokens. We have no use for them. For us they are definitely superfluous. Therefore we give them back; we give them back to him who has had them coined, to him who has had his portrait put on them, so that all should know that they are his.
Give back what isn’t yours; money doesn’t belong to us. It’s created by the powerful for their own needs. It’s the property of kings and of that other kingdom that isn’t ours. The king symbolizes power and protects wealth, but we have nothing to do with violence and turn away from riches. Our Kingdom has no rulers and no wealthy people; the King of our Heaven doesn’t mint money. Money is just a way to exchange earthly goods, but we don’t pursue those goods. What little we need—a bit of sunshine, some air, a little water, a piece of bread, a cloak—will be provided freely by God and by God’s friends. Wear yourselves out, you other people, all your lives trying to amass a huge pile of those round coins. We have no need for them. For us, they’re completely unnecessary. So, we give them back; we give them back to the one who had them minted, to the one whose image is on them, so that everyone knows they belong to him.
Jesus never needed to give back any money because He never possessed any. He gave the order to His disciples not to carry bags for offerings on their journeys. He made one single exception, and that a fearful one. The Gospel tells us that one apostle kept the common purse. This disciple was Judas, and even Judas felt himself forced to give back the payment for his betrayal before disappearing in death. Judas is the mysterious victim sacrificed to the curse of money. Money carries with it, together with the filth of the hands which have clutched and handled it, the inexorable contagion of crime. Among the unclean things which men have manufactured to defile the earth and defile themselves, money is perhaps the most unclean. These counters of coined metal 203which pass and repass every day among hands still soiled with sweat or blood, worn by the rapacious fingers of thieves, of merchants, of misers; this round and viscid sputum of the Mint, desired by all, sought for, stolen, envied, loved more than love and often more than life; these ugly pieces of stamped matter, which the assassin gives to the cut-throat, the usurer to the hungry, the enemy to the traitor, the swindler to his partner, the simonist to the barterer in religious offices, the lustful to the woman bought and sold, these foul vehicles of evil which persuade the son to kill his father, the wife to betray her husband, the brother to defraud his brother, the wicked poor man to stab the wicked rich man, the servant to cheat his master, the highwayman to despoil the traveler; this money, these material emblems of matter, are the most terrifying objects manufactured by man. Money which has been the death of so many bodies is every day the death of thousands of souls. More contagious than the rags of a man with the pest, than the pus of an ulcer, than the filth of a sewer, it enters into every house, shines on the counters of the money-changers, settles down in money-chests, profanes the pillow of sleep, hides itself in the fetid darkness of squalid back-rooms, sullies the innocent hands of children, tempts virgins, pays the hangman for his work, goes about on the face of the earth to stir up hatred, to set cupidity on fire, to hasten corruption and death.
Jesus never had to return any money because He never had any. He instructed His disciples not to take bags for donations on their journeys. He made one exception, and it was a fearful one. The Gospel tells us that one apostle managed the shared money. This disciple was Judas, and even he felt compelled to return the payment for his betrayal before meeting his end. Judas is the mysterious victim sacrificed to the curse of money. Money carries with it, along with the dirt of the hands that have grasped it, the unavoidable contagion of crime. Among the unclean things that people have created to tarnish the earth and themselves, money is perhaps the most unclean. These coins that circulate daily among hands still stained with sweat or blood, handled by greedy thieves, merchants, and misers; this round and slimy residue of the Mint, desired by all, sought after, stolen, envied, loved more than love itself and often more than life; these ugly pieces of stamped metal, which the assassin gives to the murderer, the usurer to the hungry, the enemy to the traitor, the swindler to his accomplice, the corrupt to the buyer of religious offices, the lustful to the woman who is sold and bought, these foul instruments of evil that persuade the son to kill his father, the wife to betray her husband, the brother to cheat his brother, the wicked poor man to rob the wicked rich man, the servant to deceive his master, the robber to plunder the traveler; this money, these material symbols of substance, are the most horrifying objects created by mankind. Money, which has caused the death of so many bodies, daily leads to the death of thousands of souls. More contagious than the rags of a man with the plague, the pus of an ulcer, or the filth of a sewer, it enters every home, gleams on the counters of money-changers, settles in money chests, profanes the pillow of sleep, hides in the foul darkness of dirty backrooms, stains the innocent hands of children, tempts virgins, pays the hangman for his work, roams the earth to incite hatred, ignite greed, hasten corruption, and bring death.
Bread, already holy on the family board, becomes on the table of the Church the everlasting body of Christ. Money too is the visible sign of a transubstantiation. It is the infamous Host of the Demon. He who loves money and receives it with joy is in visible communion with the Demon. He who touches money with pleasure touches without knowing it the filth of the Demon. The pure cannot touch it, the holy man cannot endure it. They know with unshakable certainty its ugly essence, and they have for money the same horror that the rich man has for poverty.
Bread, which is already sacred at the family table, becomes the eternal body of Christ at the Church's altar. Money, too, signifies a kind of transformation. It is the infamous Host of the Demon. Those who love money and accept it gladly are in clear communion with the Demon. When someone handles money with enjoyment, they unknowingly engage with the filth of the Demon. The pure cannot touch it; the holy person cannot tolerate it. They know with absolute certainty its corrupt nature, and they share the same revulsion for money that the wealthy feel for poverty.
THE KINGS OF THE NATIONS
“Whose is this image?” asks Jesus when they put the Roman money before his eyes. He knows that face, He knows, as they all do, that Octavius by a sequence of extraordinary good luck became the monarch of the world with the adulatory surname of Augustus. He knows that falsely youthful profile, that head of clustering curls, the great nose that juts forward as if to hide the cruelty of the small mouth, the lips rigorously closed. It is a head, like those of all kings, cut off from the body, cut off below the neck; sinister image of a voluntary and eternal decapitation. Cæsar is the king of the past, the head of the armies, the coiner of silver and gold, fallible administrator of insufficient justice. Jesus is the King of the future, the liberator of servants, the abdicator of wealth, the master of love. There is nothing in common between them. Jesus has come to overthrow the domination of Cæsar, to undo the Roman Empire and every earthly empire, but not to put Himself in Cæsar’s place. If men will listen to Him there will never be any Cæsar again. Jesus is not the heir who conspires against the sovereign to take his place. He has come peaceably to remove all rulers. Cæsar is the strongest and most famous of His rivals, but also the most remote, because his force lies in the slothfulness of men, in the weakness of peoples. But One has come who will awaken the sleeping, open the eyes of the blind, give back strength to the weak. When everything is fulfilled and the Kingdom is founded—a Kingdom which needs no soldiers nor judges nor slaves nor money, but only renewed and living souls—Cæsar’s empire will vanish like a pile of ashes under the victorious breath of the wind.
“Whose image is this?” Jesus asks as they place the Roman coin before Him. He recognizes that face; everyone does. Octavius, through a series of extraordinary strokes of luck, became the ruler of the world with the flattering title of Augustus. He knows that deceptively youthful profile, that head full of curls, the prominent nose that seems to mask the cruelty of the small mouth, the lips tightly sealed. It’s a head, like all kings, severed from the body, cut off below the neck; a grim symbol of a permanent and voluntary beheading. Cæsar is the king of the past, the commander of armies, the mintage of silver and gold, a flawed administrator of inadequate justice. Jesus is the King of the future, the liberator of servants, the renouncer of wealth, the master of love. There’s nothing connecting them. Jesus has come to dismantle Cæsar’s rule, to dismantle the Roman Empire and every earthly empire, but not to take Cæsar’s place. If people will listen to Him, there will never be another Cæsar. Jesus is not the heir plotting against the monarch to usurp the throne. He has come peacefully to remove all rulers. Cæsar is the mightiest and most renowned of His adversaries, but also the most distant, as his power resides in the complacency of humanity, in the vulnerability of people. But One has arrived to awaken the sleeping, to open the eyes of the blind, to restore strength to the weak. When everything is fulfilled and the Kingdom is established—a Kingdom that requires no soldiers, judges, slaves, or money, but only renewed and living souls—Cæsar’s empire will disappear like a heap of ashes in the triumphant breath of the wind.
As long as Cæsar is there, we can give back to him what is his. For the new man, money is nothing. We give back to Cæsar, vowed to eternal nothingness, that silver nothingness which is none of ours. Jesus is always looking forward with passionate longing to the arrival of the second earthly Paradise and He takes no heed of governors because the new land which He announces will not need governors. A people of 205holy men who love each other would have no use for Kings, law-courts and armies. On one occasion only does He speak of kings, and then only to overturn the common established idea. “The Kings of the Gentiles,” He says to His disciples, “exercise lordship over them, and they that exercise authority upon them are called benefactors. But ye shall not be so, but he that is greatest among you, let him be as the younger, and he that is chief, as he that doth serve.” It is the theory of perfect equality in human relationship. The great is small, the master is servant, the King is slave. Since, according to Christ’s teachings, he who governs must become like him who serves, the opposite is true, and he who serves has the same rights and honors as he who governs. Among the righteous, there may be some more ardent than others; there may be saints who were sinners up to the last day; there may be other innocent ones who were citizens of the Kingdom of Heaven from their birth. Different planes of spiritual greatness may exist as variations of the perfection common to all; but to the end of time every category of superior and inferior, of master and subordinate, shall be abolished. Authority presupposes, even if it is badly wielded, a flock to lead, a minority to punish, bestiality to shackle; but when all men are holy, there will be no more need for commands and obedience, for laws and punishments. The Kingdom of Heaven can dispense with the commands of Force.
As long as Caesar is around, we can return to him what belongs to him. For the new person, money means nothing. We hand back to Caesar, dedicated to eternal nothingness, that silver nothingness which isn’t ours. Jesus is always looking ahead with passionate desire for the arrival of the second earthly Paradise and doesn’t pay attention to governors because the new land He speaks of won’t need rulers. A community of holy people who love each other wouldn’t need Kings, courts, or armies. He only mentions kings once, and then only to challenge the usual beliefs. “The Kings of the Gentiles,” He says to His disciples, “lord it over them, and those in authority are called benefactors. But not you; the greatest among you should be like the youngest, and the leader like the one who serves.” It’s the idea of complete equality in human relationships. The great becomes small, the master becomes a servant, the King becomes a slave. According to Christ’s teachings, the one who governs must become like the one who serves, so the opposite is also true: the one who serves has the same rights and honors as the one who governs. Among the righteous, some may be more passionate than others; there may be saints who were sinners until the very end; there may also be others who were innocent and citizens of the Kingdom of Heaven from birth. Different levels of spiritual greatness may exist as variations of the perfection shared by all; but until the end of time, every category of superior and inferior, master and subordinate, will be eliminated. Authority implies, even if misused, a group to lead, a minority to punish, brutality to control; but when all people are holy, there will be no need for commands and obedience, for laws and punishments. The Kingdom of Heaven doesn’t need the commands of Force.
In the Kingdom of Heaven men will not hate each other and will no longer desire riches; every reason and need for government will disappear immediately after these two great changes. The name of the path which conducts to perfect liberty is not Destruction but Holiness. And it is not found in the sophistries of Godwin, or of Stirner, or Proudhon, or of Kropotkin, but only in the gospel of Jesus Christ.
In the Kingdom of Heaven, people won’t hate each other and won’t crave wealth anymore; every reason for government will vanish right after these two major changes. The way to true freedom isn’t through Destruction but through Holiness. It’s not found in the arguments of Godwin, Stirner, Proudhon, or Kropotkin, but only in the teachings of Jesus Christ.
SWORD AND FIRE
Every time that the sycophants of the powerful have desired to sanctify the ambition of the ambitious, the violence of the violent, the fierceness of the fierce, the pugnacity of the pugnacious, 206the conquests of the conquerors, every time that the paid sophists or frenzied orators have tried to reconcile pagan ferocity with Christian gentleness, to use the Cross as the hilt of the sword, to justify blood spilt through hatred by the blood which flowed on Calvary to teach love; every time, in short, that people wish to use the doctrine of peace to legitimatize war, and make Christ surety for Genghis Khan or for Bonaparte or even through refinement of infamy, the outrider of Mahomet, you will see them quote, with the inexorable punctuality of all commonplaces, the celebrated gospel text, which everybody knows by heart and very few have ever understood.
Every time the sycophants of the powerful have sought to legitimize the ambition of the ambitious, the violence of the violent, the fierceness of the fierce, and the aggression of the aggressive, 206 the victories of the conquerors, whenever the hired debaters or passionate speakers have attempted to blend pagan brutality with Christian kindness, to wield the Cross as the handle of a sword, to justify bloodshed fueled by hatred with the blood that flowed at Calvary to teach love; in short, every time people try to use the doctrine of peace to legitimize war and make Christ a supporter of Genghis Khan, Bonaparte, or even the infamous figure of Mahomet, you will see them quote, with the unyielding regularity of all clichés, the famous gospel text that everyone knows by heart but very few truly understand.
“Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.” Some more learned add, “I am come to send fire on the earth.” Others rush forward to present the decisive verse, “The kingdom of heaven suffereth violence, and the violent take it by force.”
“Don’t think that I came to bring peace to the earth: I didn’t come to bring peace, but a sword.” Some more knowledgeable people add, “I also came to bring fire to the earth.” Others jump in to share the key verse, “The kingdom of heaven is forcefully advancing, and violent people take it by force.”
What angel of eloquence, what supernatural enlightener, can ever reveal to these hardened quoters the true meaning of the words which they repeat with such light frivolity? They do not look at the words which come before and after; they pay no attention to the occasion on which they were spoken. They do not imagine for a moment that they can have another meaning from the common one.
What angel of expression, what supernatural enlightener, can ever show these hardened quote-makers the real meaning of the words they repeat so casually? They don’t consider the words that come before and after; they ignore the context in which they were said. They don’t even think for a second that these words could have a different meaning than the usual one.
When Jesus says that He has come to bring a sword,—or as it is written in the parallel passage of Luke, “Discord,” He is speaking to His Disciples who are on the point of departing to announce the coming of the Kingdom. And immediately after having spoken of the sword, He explains with familiar examples what He meant to say: “For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. And a man’s foes shall be they of his own household. For from henceforth there shall be five in one house divided, three against two, and two against three.” The sword therefore does not mean war; it is a figure of speech which dignifies division. The sword is what divides, cuts in two, disunites; and the preaching of the gospel shall divide men of the same family. Because among men there are those deaf and those 207who hear, those who are slow and those who are quick, those who deny and those who believe. Until all are converted and “brothers in the Word,” discord will reign on earth. But discord is not war, is not massacre. Those who have heard and believe—the Christians—will not assault those who do not hear and do not believe. They will, it is true, take up arms against their refractory and stubborn brothers, but these arms will be preaching, example, pardon, love. Those who are not converted perhaps will begin real warfare, the warfare of violence and blood, but they will begin it exactly because they are not converted, precisely because they are not yet Christians. The triumph of the Gospel is the end of all wars, of wars between man and man, between family and family, between caste and caste, between people and people. If the Gospel at first is the cause of separations and discord the fault is not in the truths taught in the Gospel but in the fact that these truths are not yet practiced by all.
When Jesus says that He has come to bring a sword—or as it's stated in the parallel passage in Luke, "Discord," He is speaking to His Disciples who are about to leave to announce the arrival of the Kingdom. Right after mentioning the sword, He clarifies with familiar examples what He means: “I have come to set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. A person's enemies will be those of their own household. From now on, there will be five in one house divided, three against two and two against three.” So, the sword doesn't mean war; it's a metaphor that signifies division. The sword is what separates, cuts apart, and disunites; and the preaching of the gospel will cause division among family members. Because among people, some are deaf and some can hear, some are slow and some are quick, some deny and some believe. Until everyone is converted and "brothers in the Word," discord will prevail on earth. But discord is not war, nor is it massacre. Those who have heard and believe—the Christians—will not attack those who do not hear and do not believe. They will, however, take up arms against their defiant and stubborn brothers, but these arms will be preaching, example, forgiveness, and love. Those who are not converted may start real warfare, the warfare of violence and bloodshed, but they will do so precisely because they are not converted, exactly because they are not yet Christians. The triumph of the Gospel signifies the end of all wars, of wars between people, between families, between classes, and between nations. If the Gospel initially leads to separations and discord, the issue is not with the truths taught in the Gospel but rather with the fact that these truths are not yet embraced by everyone.
When Jesus proclaims that he comes to bring fire, only a literal-minded barbarian can think of murderous and destructive fire, worthy auxiliary of human warfare. “What will I if it be already kindled!” The fire desired by the Son of Man is the fire of purification, of enthusiasm, the ardor of sacrifice, the refulgent flame of love. Until all souls are burning and consumed in that fire, the word of the Gospel will be but useless sound, and the Kingdom still far away. To renew the contaminated and hateful family of men, a wonderful outburst of grief and of passion is needed. The complacent must suffer, the cold must burn, the insensible must cry out, the tepid must flame like torches in the night. All the filth accumulated in the secret life of men, all the sediments of sin which make of every soul an offensive sewer, all the corruption which shuts the ears and suffocates the hearts, must be burned up in this miraculous spiritual fire, which Jesus came to kindle in our hearts.
When Jesus says he's here to bring fire, only a narrow-minded person would think of violent and destructive flames, like those used in human conflict. "What will I do if it's already burning!" The fire that the Son of Man desires is one of purification, passion, the willingness to sacrifice, the bright flame of love. Until every soul is ablaze and transformed by that fire, the message of the Gospel will just be empty words, and the Kingdom will remain distant. To revitalize the broken and hateful human family, we need a powerful surge of grief and passion. The complacent must endure hardship, the indifferent must feel pain, the unfeeling must cry out, and the lukewarm must burn brightly like torches in the dark. All the filth hidden in people's lives, all the buildup of sin that turns each soul into a stinking drain, all the corruption that blocks hearts and deafens ears, must be burned away in this miraculous spiritual fire, which Jesus came to ignite within us.
But to pass beyond this wall of flame there is need for strength of soul and a boldness not possessed by all, possessed only by the valorous; and thus Jesus can say, “The Kingdom of Heaven suffereth violence and the violent take it by force.” The word violent has as a matter of fact in the text the evident 208meaning of “strong,” of men who know how to take doors by assault without hesitating or trembling. “Sword,” “fire,” “violence,” are words which are not to be taken in the literal sense, so pleasing to the advocates of massacres. They are figurative words which we are forced to use to reach the torpid imagination of the crowds. The sword is the symbol of the divisions between those first persuaded and those who are last in believing; fire is purifying love; violence is the strength necessary to make oneself over and to arrive on the threshold of the Kingdom. Any one who understands this passage in any other way either does not know how to read, or is determined to misread.
But to get past this wall of fire, you need strength of spirit and a courage that not everyone has, only the brave; and that's why Jesus can say, “The Kingdom of Heaven suffers violence and the violent take it by force.” The term violent in this context clearly means “strong,” referring to those who know how to charge through doors without hesitation or fear. “Sword,” “fire,” and “violence” are not meant to be taken literally, as appealing as that may be to those who support massacres. These are metaphorical terms that we have to use to awaken the dull imaginations of the masses. The sword represents the divisions between those who were the first to be convinced and those who are the last to believe; fire symbolizes purifying love; and violence refers to the strength needed to transform oneself and to reach the threshold of the Kingdom. Anyone who interprets this passage differently either doesn't know how to read or is intent on misunderstanding.
Jesus is the man of Peace. He has come to bring Peace. The Gospels are nothing but proclamations and instructions for Peace. The very night of His birth celestial voices sang in the sky the prophetic augury: “Peace on Earth to men of good will.” On the Mount one of the first promises which flowed from the heart and from the lips of Christ is that directed to the peacemakers, “Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.” When the apostles are ready to depart on their mission He commands them to wish peace to all the houses where they enter. To the disciples, to His friends, He counsels, “Have peace one with another.” Drawing near to Jerusalem, He looks at it pityingly and exclaims, “If thou hadst known, even thou, at least in this thy day, the things which belong unto thy peace!” and the terrible night on the Mount of Olives, while the mercenaries armed with swords are binding Him, He pronounces the supreme condemnation of violence, “For all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword.” He understands the evils of discord, “Every kingdom divided against itself is brought to desolation; and every city or house divided against itself shall not stand.” And in His talk on the last things, in the grand apocalyptic prophecy, He announces among the terrible signs of the end together with famine, earthquakes and tribulation, also wars. “And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars.... For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.”
Jesus is the man of Peace. He has come to bring Peace. The Gospels are all about proclaiming and teaching Peace. On the very night He was born, heavenly voices sang in the sky a prophetic message: “Peace on Earth to people of good will.” On the Mount, one of the first promises from the heart and lips of Christ is aimed at peacemakers: “Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.” Before the apostles set off on their mission, He tells them to offer peace to every house they enter. To His followers and friends, He advises, “Have peace with one another.” As He approaches Jerusalem, He looks at it with compassion and says, “If you had only known, at least on this day, what would bring you peace!” And during that terrible night on the Mount of Olives, while armed men are binding Him, He delivers the ultimate condemnation of violence: “For all they that take the sword shall perish with the sword.” He knows the pain caused by discord, saying, “Every kingdom divided against itself will be ruined, and every city or household divided against itself will not stand.” And in His discourse about the final things, in the grand apocalyptic prophecy, He speaks of wars, along with famine, earthquakes, and tribulation, saying, “And you will hear of wars and rumors of wars... For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.”
209For Jesus discord is an evil; war is a crime. His God is not the old Lord of Battles. The apologists for great massacres confuse the Old and the New Testament. But the New is new exactly because it transforms the Old.
209For Jesus, conflict is a problem; war is a crime. His God isn’t the ancient Lord of Battles. Those who justify massive killings mix up the Old and the New Testament. However, the New is new precisely because it changes the Old.
Only when considered as a punishment can war be thought of as divine. War is the terrible retribution of men who have recourse to war; it is the cruelest manifestation of the hatred which broods and boils in human hearts, the hatred which drives men to take up arms to destroy one another. War is at the same time a crime and its own punishment.
Only when seen as a punishment can war be considered divine. War is the harsh response of people who resort to violence; it is the harshest expression of the hatred that simmers and erupts in human hearts, the hatred that pushes people to take up arms against each other. War is both a crime and its own punishment.
But when hate is abolished in every heart, war will be incomprehensible: our most terrible punishment will disappear together with our greatest sin. Then at last will arrive the day longed for by Isaiah when, “they shall beat their swords into plow-shares, and their spears into pruninghooks: nation shall not lift up sword against nation, neither shall they learn war any more.”
But when hate is eliminated from every heart, war will be unimaginable: our worst punishment will vanish along with our greatest sin. Finally, the day longed for by Isaiah will come when, “they shall turn their swords into plowshares, and their spears into pruning hooks: nation shall not lift up sword against nation, nor shall they learn war anymore.”
That day announced by Isaiah is the day on which the Sermon on the Mount shall become the only law recognized on earth.
That day mentioned by Isaiah is the day when the Sermon on the Mount will be the only law recognized on earth.
ONE FLESH ONLY
Jesus sanctions the union of man and woman even in the flesh. As long as kings remain, we are to give back to them the coins stamped with their names; as long as men are not like angels the human race must perpetuate itself.
Jesus supports the partnership between man and woman, even physically. As long as there are kings, we should return to them the coins marked with their names; as long as men are not like angels, humanity must continue to reproduce.
The Family and the State, imperfect expedients compared with heavenly beatitude, are necessary during our terrestrial probation; and since they are necessary they should at least become less impure and less imperfect. As long as rulers exist, at least the man who rules should feel himself the equal of the man who serves. As long as marriage exists, the union between man and woman should be eternal and faithful.
The family and the state, though flawed compared to heavenly bliss, are essential during our time on Earth; and because they're necessary, they should strive to become less flawed and less impure. As long as rulers are in power, the person in charge should regard themselves as equal to the person serving them. As long as marriage exists, the bond between a man and a woman should be eternal and faithful.
In marriage Jesus sees first of all the joining of two bodies. On this point He ratifies the metaphor of the Old Law, “So then they are no more twain, but one flesh.” Husband and wife are one body, inseparable. This man shall never have another 210woman; this woman shall never know another man until death divides them. The mating of male and female, when it is not the expression of careless wantonness, or furtive fornication, when it is the meeting of two healthy virginities, when it is preceded by free choice, by a chaste passion, by a public and consecrated covenant, has an almost mystic character which nothing can cancel. The choice is irrevocable, the passion is confirmed, the compact is for eternity. Within the two bodies clinging to each other with bodily desire, there are two souls which recognize each other and find each other in love. Their flesh becomes one flesh; their two souls become one soul.
In marriage, Jesus sees primarily the uniting of two bodies. He confirms the metaphor from the Old Law, “So then they are no more twain, but one flesh.” A husband and wife are one body, inseparable. This man will never have another woman; this woman will never know another man until death separates them. The union of male and female, when it isn’t just mindless desire or secret affairs, when it features two healthy virgins coming together, when it is preceded by free choice, pure passion, and a public and sacred commitment, takes on a nearly mystical quality that nothing can undo. The choice is permanent, the passion is affirmed, and the bond is for eternity. Within the two bodies that cling to each other out of desire, there are two souls that recognize and connect with each other in love. Their flesh becomes one flesh; their two souls become one soul.
The two have been fused into one, and from this communion will be born a new creature formed of the essence of both, which will be the visible form of their union. Love makes them like God, creators of a new and miraculous creation.
The two have become one, and from this union will emerge a new being made from the essence of both, which will be the visible representation of their togetherness. Love transforms them into creators like God, producing a new and amazing creation.
But this Duality of the flesh and of the spirit—the most perfect among imperfect human relations—should never be disturbed or interrupted. Adultery corrupts it, divorce destroys it. Adultery treacherously corrodes the union; divorce repudiates it definitely. Adultery is a secret divorce founded upon untruth and betrayal; divorce followed by another marriage is sanctioned adultery.
But this duality of the flesh and the spirit—the most perfect of imperfect human relationships—should never be disturbed or interrupted. Adultery corrupts it, and divorce destroys it. Adultery secretly undermines the union; divorce completely rejects it. Adultery is a hidden divorce based on lies and betrayal; divorce followed by another marriage is sanctioned adultery.
Jesus always condemns adultery and divorce in the most solemn and absolute manner. His whole nature holds unfaithfulness in horror. There will come a day, he warns people, in speaking of heavenly life, in which men and women will not marry; but up to that day marriage should have at least all the perfections possible to its imperfection. And Jesus who always goes below the surface of things does not call adulterer only the man who robs his brother of his wife, but also the man who looks at her in the street with lustful eyes. The man who has underhand relations with another man’s wife is an adulterer, but no less an adulterer is he who, having put aside his own wife, marries another. On one occasion alone, He seems to admit the possibility of divorce to the husband of an adulteress; but the crime of the repudiated 211wife could never justify the crime which the betrayed man would commit in taking another wife.
Jesus always condemns adultery and divorce in the most serious and absolute way. He is entirely horrified by unfaithfulness. He warns that there will come a day, when speaking of eternal life, when men and women will no longer marry; but until that day, marriage should strive for as much perfection as it can, despite its imperfections. Jesus, who always looks deeper than the surface of things, doesn't just call the man who steals another man's wife an adulterer, but also the man who lustfully looks at her on the street. The man who has secret relationships with another man’s wife is an adulterer, but so is the one who abandons his wife to marry someone else. Only once does He seem to acknowledge the possibility of divorce for a husband whose wife has been unfaithful; however, the wrongdoing of the rejected wife never justifies the wrongdoing of the betrayed man if he takes another wife.
Confronted with a law so absolute and so rigorous, even the Disciples took alarm. “If the case of the man be so with his wife, it is not good to marry. But he said unto them, All men cannot receive this saying, save they to whom it is given. For there are some eunuchs, which were so born from their mother’s womb: and there are some eunuchs which were made eunuchs of men: and there be eunuchs, which have made themselves eunuchs for the kingdom of heaven’s sake. He that is able to receive it, let him receive it.”
Faced with a law that was so strict and severe, even the Disciples were alarmed. “If that’s how it is for a man and his wife, it’s better not to marry.” But he replied, “Not everyone can accept this teaching, only those to whom it has been given. There are some who are eunuchs from birth, some who were made eunuchs by others, and some who have chosen to be eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. Let anyone who can accept this, accept it.”
Marriage is a concession to human nature, and to the propagation of life. “All men cannot receive this saying,” are not capable of remaining chaste, virgin, and alone, but only “they to whom it is given.” Perfect celibacy is a grace, a reward of the victory of the spirit over the body.
Marriage is a compromise with human nature and a means of continuing life. “Not everyone can accept this teaching”; most people can't stay chaste, single, and isolated, only “those to whom it is granted.” Complete celibacy is a gift, a reward for the spirit triumphing over the body.
Any man who wishes to give all his love to a great undertaking must condemn himself to chastity. He cannot serve both humanity and the individual. The man who has a difficult mission to carry out, demanding all his strength up to the last of his days, cannot tie himself to a woman. Marriage means abandoning oneself to another being—but the Saviour must abandon himself to all other beings. The union of two souls is not enough for him—and it would make more difficult, perhaps impossible, union with all other souls. The responsibilities which come with the choice of a mate, the birth of children, the creation of a little community in the midst of the great community of the human race, are so heavy that they would be a daily hindrance to undertakings infinitely more serious. The man who wishes to lead other men, to transform them, cannot bind himself for all his life to one being alone. He would need to be faithless to his wife or to his mission. He loves all his brothers too much to love one only of his sisters. The Hero is solitary. Solitude is his penalty and his greatness. He renounces the pleasures of marital love, but the love which is in his heart, when communicated to all men, is multiplied into a sublimation of sacrifice surpassing all 212earthly joys. The man with no mate is alone, but is free; his soul, unhampered by common and material thoughts, can rise to the heights. He does not beget children of his own flesh, but he brings to a second birth the children of his spirit.
Any man who wants to dedicate all his love to a significant cause must commit to being celibate. He can't serve both humanity and just one person. A man on a tough mission, requiring all his strength until the end of his days, can't tie himself to a woman. Marriage means giving oneself to another person—but the Savior must give himself to all people. The connection of two souls isn't enough for him—and it might complicate, or even prevent, his connection with every other soul. The responsibilities that come with choosing a partner, having children, and building a small community within the larger human community are so heavy that they would be a constant obstacle to far more serious endeavors. A man who wants to lead and transform others cannot commit himself for life to just one person. He'd have to be unfaithful either to his wife or to his mission. He loves all his brothers too much to only love one of his sisters. The Hero is alone. Solitude is both his burden and his greatness. He gives up the pleasures of marital love, but the love in his heart, when shared with everyone, turns into a profound sacrifice that exceeds all earthly joys. The man without a partner is alone, but he is free; his soul, unencumbered by ordinary and material thoughts, can soar to great heights. He doesn't father children of his own flesh, but he gives a second birth to the children of his spirit.
It is not given to every one, however, to resist and abstain. “He that is able to receive it, let him receive it.” The foundation of the Kingdom needs all men who will give all their souls to it; the lusts of the flesh, even when confined to legitimate marriage, are weakening for him who should give all his attention to the things of the spirit.
It’s not something everyone can do, though, to resist and abstain. “Whoever can accept this, should accept it.” The foundation of the Kingdom requires all men who are willing to commit their whole being to it; the desires of the flesh, even when limited to a legitimate marriage, can be draining for someone who should focus entirely on spiritual matters.
Those who will know the resurrection of the great day of triumph will have no further temptations. In the Kingdom of Heaven the joining of man and woman, even sanctified as it is by the permanence of marriage, will exist no more. Its real end is the creation of new human beings, but in that day Death will be conquered and the everlasting renewing of the generations will no longer be necessary. “For when they shall rise from the dead, they neither marry, nor are given in marriage; but are as the angels which are in heaven.”
Those who experience the resurrection on the great day of triumph will face no more temptations. In the Kingdom of Heaven, the union of man and woman, even as it is made holy by the permanence of marriage, will no longer exist. Its true purpose is to bring forth new human beings, but on that day, Death will be defeated, and the continual renewal of generations will no longer be needed. “For when they rise from the dead, they neither marry nor are given in marriage; but are like the angels in heaven.”
With this attainment of eternal and angelic life—the two promises and the two certainties of Christ—what has seemed endurable will become unthinkable, that which seemed pure will become vile, that which was holy will become imperfect. In that supreme and happy world all the trials of the human race will be over. A hasty mating with a stolen woman was enough for the primitive bestial man. Man rose to the higher level of marriage, to union with one woman alone; the saint rose higher yet, to voluntary chastity. But the man who has become an angel in Heaven, who is all spirit and love, will have conquered the flesh even in memory. In a world where there will be no poor, sick, unhappy or enemies, his love will be transfigured into a superhuman contemplation.
With the achievement of eternal and angelic life—the two promises and certainties of Christ—what once seemed bearable will become unimaginable, what seemed pure will become corrupt, and what was holy will become flawed. In that ultimate and joyful realm, all the struggles of humanity will come to an end. A quick affair with a stolen woman was enough for the primitive, beast-like man. Humanity evolved to the higher level of marriage, forming bonds with just one woman; the saint ascended even higher to embrace voluntary chastity. But the man who has become an angel in Heaven, who embodies pure spirit and love, will have conquered even the memories of the flesh. In a world where there are no poor, sick, unhappy, or hostile individuals, his love will transform into a superhuman level of contemplation.
The cycle of births will then be closed. The Fourth Kingdom will be forever established. The citizens of the Kingdom will be eternally the same, themselves and no other through all the centuries. Woman will no longer bring forth her young with suffering. The sentence of exile will be revoked, the Serpent will be conquered; the Father will joyfully welcome 213his wandering son. Paradise will be found again and will never more be lost.
The cycle of births will then be complete. The Fourth Kingdom will be permanently established. The citizens of the Kingdom will always be the same, themselves and no one else throughout the ages. Women will no longer give birth with pain. The punishment of exile will be lifted, the Serpent will be defeated; the Father will happily welcome his lost son. Paradise will be rediscovered and will never be lost again.
FATHERS AND SONS
Jesus was speaking in a house, perhaps at Capernaum, and men and women, all hungering for life and justice, all needing comfort and consolation, had filled the house, had pressed close around Him, and were looking at Him as they would look at their Father returned to them, their Brother healing them, their Benefactor saving them. They were so hungry for His words, these men and women, that Jesus and His friends had not stopped to take a mouthful of food. He had spoken for a long time, and yet they would have liked Him to go on speaking till nightfall, without ever stopping for an instant. They had been waiting for Him for so long! Their fathers and their mothers had waited for Him in wretchedness and dumb resignation for thousands of years. They themselves had waited for Him, year after year, in dull wretchedness. Night after night they had longed for a ray of light, a promise of happiness, a loving word. And now before them was He who was the reward of their long vigil. Now they could wait no longer. These men and these women crowded about Jesus like privileged and impatient creditors who finally have before them the Divine Debtor, for whom they have been eternally waiting; and they claimed their share down to the last penny. He certainly should be able to get along without eating bread just this one time—for centuries and centuries their fathers had been forced to go without the Bread of Truth; for years and years they themselves had not been able to satisfy their hunger for the Bread of Hope.
Jesus was speaking in a house, probably in Capernaum, and men and women, all craving life and justice, all needing comfort and support, had filled the space, pressing close around Him, looking at Him as if He were a Father returned to them, a Brother healing them, a Benefactor saving them. They were so eager for His words that Jesus and His friends hadn’t even taken a moment to eat. He had been talking for a long time, and yet they would have wanted Him to keep speaking until night fell, never stopping for an instant. They had been waiting for Him for so long! Their parents had waited for Him in suffering and silent acceptance for thousands of years. They themselves had waited for Him, year after year, in painful despair. Night after night, they had hoped for a glimmer of light, a promise of happiness, a kind word. And now here He was, the fulfillment of their long wait. Now they could wait no longer. These men and women crowded around Jesus like impatient creditors finally face to face with the Divine Debtor they had been waiting for eternally; and they demanded their due down to the last penny. Surely He could skip eating bread just this once—for centuries their ancestors had gone without the Bread of Truth; for years they themselves had been unable to fill their hunger for the Bread of Hope.
Jesus therefore went on talking to the people who had filled the house. He repeated the most touching figures of His inspiration, told the most persuasive stories of the Kingdom, looked at them with those luminous eyes which shone down into the soul as the morning sun penetrates the shut-in darkness of a house.
Jesus continued speaking to the crowd that had filled the house. He shared the most moving imagery from His inspiration, recounted the most compelling stories about the Kingdom, and gazed at them with those bright eyes that seemed to illuminate their souls like morning sunlight breaking through the darkness of a room.
Any one of us would give what remains of his life to be 214looked at by those eyes, to gaze for a moment into those eyes shining with infinite tenderness; to listen for a moment only to that thrilling voice, changing the Semitic vernacular into melodious music. Those men and women who are now dead, those poor men, those poor women, those wretched people who to-day are dust in the air of the desert, or clay under the hoofs of the camels, those men and those women whom in their lifetime no one envied, and whom we the living are forced to envy after their remote and obscure death; those men and those women heard that voice, saw those eyes.
Any one of us would give the rest of our lives to be looked at by those eyes, to gaze for just a moment into those eyes shining with infinite warmth; to listen, even just for a moment, to that captivating voice, turning the Semitic language into beautiful music. Those men and women who are now gone, those poor souls, those unfortunate people who today are dust in the desert air or clay under the camels' hooves, those men and women whom no one envied while they were alive, and whom we, the living, are forced to envy after their distant and forgotten deaths; those men and women heard that voice, saw those eyes.
But there came a stir and voices were heard at the door of the house: some one wished to come in. One of those present told Jesus, “Behold, thy mother and thy brethren without seek for thee.” But Jesus did not stir, “Who is my mother or my brethren?” And he looked round about on them which sat about him, and said, “Behold my mother and my brethren! For whosoever shall do the will of God, the same is my brother, and my sister, and mother.”
But there was a commotion, and voices were heard at the door of the house: someone wanted to come in. One of those there told Jesus, “Look, your mother and your brothers are outside looking for you.” But Jesus didn't respond, “Who is my mother or my brothers?” Then he looked around at those sitting around him and said, “Here are my mother and my brothers! Whoever does the will of God is my brother, my sister, and my mother.”
My family is all here and I have no other family. The ties of blood do not count unless they are confirmed in the spirit. My father is the Father who made me like unto Him in the perfection of righteousness; my brothers are the poor who weep; my sisters are the women who have left their loves for Love. He did not mean with these words to deny the Virgin of Sorrows, of whose womb He was the fruit; He meant to say that from the day of His voluntary exile He belonged no more to the little family of Nazareth, but only to His mission as Saviour, to the great family of mankind.
My family is all here, and I have no other family. The bonds of blood don’t mean anything unless they're backed by a true connection. My father is the Father who created me to be like Him in the perfection of righteousness; my brothers are the poor who cry; my sisters are the women who have left their lovers for Love. He didn't mean to disregard the Virgin of Sorrows, from whom He was born; he meant to express that since the day of His choice to leave, He no longer belonged to the small family of Nazareth, but only to His mission as Savior, to the greater family of humanity.
In the new organization of salvation, spiritual affiliations surpass the simple relationships of the flesh. “If any come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple.” Individual love must disappear in universal love. We must choose between the old affections of the old mankind and the unique love of the New Man.
In the new framework of salvation, spiritual connections go beyond just physical relationships. “If anyone comes to me and doesn’t hate his father, mother, wife, children, brothers, sisters, and even his own life, he cannot be my disciple.” Personal love must give way to universal love. We need to choose between the traditional attachments of old humanity and the distinctive love of the New Man.
The family will disappear when men, in the celestial life, shall be better than men. In the world as it is, the family is an impediment for him who helps others to rise to higher 215things. “And call no man your father upon the earth: for one is your Father which is in heaven.” He who leaves his family shall be infinitely rewarded. “And he said unto them, Verily I say unto you, There is no man that hath left house, or parents, or brethren, or wife, or children for the kingdom of God’s sake, Who shall not receive manifold more in this present time, and in the world to come life everlasting.”
The family will fade away when people in the spiritual realm become better than humans. In this current world, family can be a barrier for those who help others reach greater things. “And call no one your father on earth: for one is your Father who is in heaven.” Those who leave their families will be infinitely rewarded. “And he said to them, Truly I tell you, no one who has left house, or parents, or siblings, or spouse, or children for the sake of the kingdom of God will fail to receive many times more in this present time, and in the age to come, eternal life.”
Your Heavenly Father will never forsake you, your brothers in the Kingdom will never betray you; but the fathers and the brothers of earthly life might become your assassins. “And ye shall be betrayed both by parents and brethren and kinsfolks and friends; and some of you shall they cause to be put to death.”
Your Heavenly Father will never abandon you, and your brothers in the Kingdom will never let you down; but the fathers and brothers of this world might turn against you. “And you will be betrayed by your parents, siblings, relatives, and friends; and some of you will be put to death.”
And yet fathers at least should be faithful, because, according to Jesus, fathers have more duties toward their sons than sons toward their fathers. The Old Law recognizes only the first. “Honor thy father and thy mother,” said Moses. But he does not add, “Protect and love thy children.” Children seemed to Moses to be the property of those who had begotten them. Life in those times seemed so fair and precious that children were always thought to be in debt to their parents. They were to remain servants forever, everlastingly submissive. They should live only for old age, by the orders of old age.
And yet fathers should at least be loyal, because, according to Jesus, fathers have more responsibilities toward their sons than sons do toward their fathers. The Old Law only acknowledges the former. “Honor your father and your mother,” said Moses. But he doesn't say, “Protect and love your children.” To Moses, children seemed to be the property of their parents. Life back then seemed so fair and valuable that children were always viewed as being in debt to their parents. They were expected to remain servants forever, always submissive. They should live only to serve their elders, following the directives of old age.
Here also the divine genius of the Overthrower sees what is lacking in the old ideals and insists upon righting the balance. Fathers should give without sparing and without rest; even if the children are ungrateful, even if they abandon their father, even if they are unworthy in the eyes of the platitudinous sagacity of the world. The Paternoster is a prayer of sons to a Father. It is the prayer which every child might address to his father. He asks for daily bread; the remission of sins, pardon for his failings, and daily protection against evil.
Here, the divine spirit of the Overthrower recognizes what’s missing in the old ideals and pushes to restore balance. Fathers should give generously and tirelessly; even if their children are ungrateful, abandon them, or are seen as unworthy by the conventional wisdom of the world. The Paternoster is a prayer from sons to a Father. It’s the prayer every child might say to his father. He asks for daily bread, forgiveness for his mistakes, and daily protection from evil.
And yet fathers, even when they give everything, are sometimes forsaken. If their sons leave them to throw themselves into evil ways, they must be forgiven as soon as they come back, as the Prodigal Son in the parable was forgiven. If they 216leave their fathers to seek out a higher and more perfect life—like those who are converted to the Kingdom—they will be rewarded a thousand times in this life and the next.
And yet fathers, even when they give everything, are sometimes abandoned. If their sons leave them to pursue a life of wrongdoing, they must be forgiven as soon as they return, just like the Prodigal Son in the parable was forgiven. If they leave their fathers to strive for a higher and more fulfilling life—like those who convert to the Kingdom—they will be rewarded a thousand times in this life and the next. 216
But from every point of view, fathers are debtors. The tremendous responsibility which they have accepted in giving life to a new human being must be met. Like the Heavenly Father, they must give to those of their children who ask and to those who keep silence, to the worthy and the unworthy, to those who sit about the family board and to those who are wanderers over the earth, to the good and to the bad, to the first and to the last. They must never become weary, not even with the children who flee from them, with those who offend against them, with those who deny them.
But from every angle, fathers are indebted. The huge responsibility they've taken on by bringing a new life into the world must be honored. Like the Heavenly Father, they need to provide for their children, whether those children ask for help or remain silent, whether they’re deserving or not, whether they gather around the family table or roam the earth, whether they’re good or bad, from the first to the last. They should never grow tired, not even with the children who run away from them, those who wrong them, or those who reject them.
“Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone? Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent?” Who will refuse to a son who departs asking nothing, the supreme gift of a love which asks no requital?
“Or what man among you, if his son asks for bread, will he give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a snake?” Who would deny a son who leaves, asking for nothing, the greatest gift of love that doesn’t seek anything in return?
LITTLE CHILDREN
All men are children of the Son of Man, but no one could call Him father in the flesh. Among the disappointing joys of men perhaps the only joy which does not disappoint is to hold in one’s arms or on one’s knees a child whose face is rosy with blood which is also yours, who laughs at you with the dawning splendor of his eyes, who stammers out your name, who uncovers the springs of the lost tenderness of your childhood; to feel against your adult flesh, hardened by winds and the sun, this fresh smooth young flesh where the blood seems still to have kept some of the sweetness of milk, flesh that seems made of warm, living petals. To feel that this flesh is yours, shaped in the flesh of your mate, nourished with the milk of her breasts; to watch the birth and slow flowering of the soul in this flesh; to be the sole father of this unique creature, of this flower opening in the light of the world; to recognize your own aspect in his childish eyes, to hear your own voice through his fresh lips; to grow young again through this child in order to be worthy of him; to be nearer to him; 217to make yourself younger, better, purer; to forget all the years which bring us silently nearer to death, to forget the pride of manhood, the vanity of wisdom, the first wrinkles on the face, the expiations, the ignominies of life and to become a virgin again beside this virginity, calm beside this calmness, good with a goodness never known before; to be in short the father of a child of your own, this is certainly the highest human pleasure given to a man who has a soul within his clay.
All men are children of the Son of Man, but no one can call Him father in the flesh. Among the bittersweet joys of life, perhaps the only joy that truly satisfies is holding a child in your arms or on your knees, a child whose rosy face is filled with your own blood, who laughs at you with bright, shining eyes, who clumsily calls your name, and who brings back the lost tenderness of your childhood. To feel against your adult body, hardened by wind and sun, this soft, youthful flesh where the blood still carries some of the sweetness of milk, flesh that feels like warm, living petals. To know that this flesh is yours, shaped from your mate, nourished by her milk; to witness the birth and gradual development of the soul within this body; to be the sole father of this unique being, this flower blooming in the light of the world; to see your own reflection in his innocent eyes, to hear your own voice through his fresh lips; to feel young again through this child, striving to be worthy of him; to grow closer to him; to make yourself younger, better, purer; to forget all the years that bring us quietly closer to death, to forget the pride of adulthood, the vanity of wisdom, the first wrinkles on your face, the regrets, the humiliations of life and to become a virgin once more beside this innocence, calm beside this tranquility, good with a goodness never before experienced; to be, in short, the father of your own child—this is surely the greatest human pleasure granted to a man who has a soul within his earthly form.
Jesus, whom no one called Father, was drawn to children as to sinners. Lover of the absolute, He loved only extremes. Complete innocence and complete downfall were for Him pledges of salvation. Innocence because it does not need to be cleansed; abject degradation because it feels more keenly the need to be cleansed. The people in danger are those midway; men half depraved and half intact; men who are foul within and wish to seem upright and just; those who have lost with their childhood their native purity and do not yet recognize the filthiness of their inner depravity.
Jesus, whom no one called Father, was naturally drawn to children just like He was to sinners. As a lover of the absolute, He was attracted only to extremes. Complete innocence and complete downfall represented for Him the promise of salvation. Innocence because it doesn’t require cleansing; abject degradation because it feels the need for cleansing more intensely. The people in danger are those in between; men who are partially corrupt and partially whole; men who are dirty inside but want to appear righteous and good; those who have lost their childhood purity and don’t yet see the nastiness of their inner corruption.
Jesus loved children with tenderness and sinners with compassion; the pure and those who stood in dire need of purification. His hand willingly caressed the floating hair of the newly weaned child and did not draw back from the perfumed tresses of the prostitute. He drew near to sinners because they often had not the strength to come to Him; but He called children to Him because children know by instinct who loves them, and run willingly to him. Mothers brought their children to Him to have Him touch them. The Disciples, with their habitual roughness, cried out on them—and Jesus once more was obliged to reprove them, “Suffer little children, and forbid them not to come unto me, for of such is the kingdom of heaven.” “Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein.”
Jesus loved children with kindness and showed compassion to sinners; He cared for the pure and those in desperate need of redemption. His hand gently touched the flowing hair of the newly weaned child and didn't pull away from the fragrant locks of the prostitute. He approached sinners because they often lacked the strength to come to Him, but He called children to Him because kids instinctively know who loves them and run to Him willingly. Mothers brought their children to Him so He could bless them. The Disciples, as usual, harshly rebuked them, and Jesus once again had to correct them, saying, “Let the little children come to me, and don't hinder them, for to such belongs the kingdom of heaven.” “Truly I tell you, anyone who does not receive the kingdom of God like a child will never enter it.”
The Disciples, bearded men, proud of their authority as mature men and as lieutenants of their future Lord, could not understand why their Master consented to waste time with children who could not yet speak plainly and could not understand the meaning of grown people’s words. But Jesus set in 218their midst one of these children and said: “Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven.... And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me. But whoso shall offend one of these little ones which believe in me, it were better for him that a mill-stone were hanged about his neck, and that he were drowned in the depth of the sea.”
The Disciples, bearded men who were proud of their status as mature individuals and future leaders, couldn't understand why their Master would spend time with children who couldn't yet speak clearly and didn't grasp what adults meant. But Jesus placed one of those children among them and said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. Therefore, whoever humbles themselves like this little child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.... And whoever welcomes one such little child in my name welcomes me. But if anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.”
Here, too, the transposition of values is complete. In the Old Law, the child was to respect the grown man, to revere and imitate the old man. The little child was to take the grown person as his model. Perfection was supposed to lie in years of maturity, or, better yet, in old age. The child was respected only as containing the hope for future manhood. Jesus reversed these ideas; grown people were to take their example from little children, elders were to try to become like infants, fathers were to imitate their sons. In the world as it was, as it is, controlled by force, where the only valued art is the art of acquiring riches and overcoming others, children are at the most only human larvæ. In the New World announced by Christ, which will be governed by fearless purity and innocent love, children are the arch-types of happy citizens. The child who seems an imperfect man is thus more perfect than the grown man. The man who imagines that he has come into the fullness of his time and of his soul is to turn back, despoil himself of his complacent complexities and return to his first youth. From having been imitated he becomes an imitator, from his position as first he becomes last.
Here, too, the shift in values is complete. In the Old Law, children were to respect adults, to honor and emulate the elderly. The young child was expected to see the adult as a role model. Perfection was thought to reside in maturity or, even better, in old age. Children were respected only as the hope for future adulthood. Jesus turned these ideas on their head; adults were to look to children for inspiration, elders were to strive to be like infants, and fathers were to learn from their sons. In the world as it is, dominated by power, where the only valued skill is the ability to acquire wealth and defeat others, children are merely seen as human larvae. In the New World heralded by Christ, which will be led by fearless purity and innocent love, children are the ideal citizens. The child who appears to be an imperfect adult is actually more perfect than the grown man. The person who believes they have reached the pinnacle of their time and soul must look back, strip away their self-satisfied complexities, and return to their youthful beginnings. From being imitated, they become imitators, and from their position as first, they become last.
Jesus reaffirms His own likeness to a child, and declares with no hesitation that He is identical with the children who seek Him out, “And whoso shall receive one such little child in my name receiveth me.” The saint, the poor man, the poet, present themselves under this new form which sums them all up: the child, pure and candid as the saint, bare and needy as the poor man, marveling and loving like the poet.
Jesus emphasizes that He is just like a child and confidently states that He is one with the children who come to Him, “And whoever welcomes one of these little children in my name welcomes me.” The saint, the poor person, the poet all reveal themselves in this new form that encompasses them all: the child, innocent and genuine like the saint, vulnerable and in need like the poor person, full of wonder and love like the poet.
Jesus loves children not only as unconscious models for those who wish to attain the perfection of the Kingdom, but as the 219actual mediums of truth. Their ignorance is more illumined than the doctrines of learned men; their ingenuousness is more powerful than the intellect which shows itself in reasoning words. Only a clear and untarnished mirror can reflect the images of the revelation.
Jesus loves children not just as unknowing examples for those who want to reach the ideal of the Kingdom, but as true vessels of truth. Their innocence shines brighter than the teachings of educated people; their sincerity is stronger than the intellect demonstrated through rational argument. Only a clear and spotless mirror can reflect the images of revelation.
“I thank thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes.” Their own wisdom stands in the way of the wise, because they think they understand everything. Their own intelligence is an impediment for the intelligent, because they are not capable of understanding any other light than that of the intellect. Only the simple can understand simplicity, the innocent, innocence, the loving, love. The revelation of Jesus, open only to virginal souls, is all humility, purification and love. But man, as he grows older, becomes more complicated, more corrupt, prouder, and learns the horrible pleasure of hatred. Every day he goes further from Paradise, becomes less capable of finding it. He takes pleasure in his steady downfall and glories in the useless learning which hides from him the only needful truth.
“I thank you, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and knowledgeable and revealed them to little ones.” The wisdom of the wise gets in their way because they believe they understand everything. Their own intelligence is a barrier for the smart, as they can only grasp knowledge through their intellect. Only the simple can understand simplicity, the innocent can understand innocence, and the loving can understand love. The revelation of Jesus, accessible only to pure souls, is all about humility, purification, and love. But as people grow older, they become more complicated, more corrupt, prouder, and learn the terrible pleasure of hatred. Each day they drift further from Paradise and become less capable of finding it. They take pleasure in their steady decline and take pride in the useless knowledge that keeps them from recognizing the only truth they really need.
To find the new Paradise, the Kingdom of innocence and love, it is needful to become like children who have already what others must strive and struggle to regain.
To discover the new Paradise, the Kingdom of innocence and love, it's necessary to become like children who already possess what others have to work hard to reclaim.
Jesus seeks out the company of sinners, of men and women, but He feels Himself with his true brothers only when He lays His hands on the heads of the children whom the Galilean mothers bring to Him as an offering.
Jesus looks for the company of sinners, of men and women, but He truly connects with His brothers when He places His hands on the heads of the children that the Galilean mothers bring to Him as an offering.
MARTHA AND MARY
Women also loved Jesus. He who had the form and flesh of a man, who left His mother and never had a wife, was surrounded all His life and after His death by the warmth of feminine tenderness. The chaste wanderer was loved by women as no man was ever loved, or ever can be loved again. The chaste man, who condemned adultery and fornication, had over women the inestimable prestige of innocence.
Women also loved Jesus. He who had the appearance and body of a man, who left His mother and never had a wife, was surrounded throughout His life and after His death by the warmth of feminine affection. The pure wanderer was loved by women as no man has ever been loved, or ever will be loved again. The pure man, who denounced adultery and fornication, held an incredible aura of innocence among women.
All women, who are not mere females, kneel before him 220who does not bow before them. The husband with all his legal love and authority, the satyr with all his mistresses, the eloquent adulterer, the bold ravisher, have not so much power over the spirit of women as he who loves them without touching them, he who saves them without asking for even a kiss as reward. Woman, slave of her body, of her weakness, her desire and of the desire of the male, is drawn to him who frees her, to him who cures her, to him who loves her and asks no more from her than a cup of water, a smile, a little silent attention.
All women, who are more than just females, kneel before him 220 who doesn’t bow before them. The husband with all his legal love and authority, the satyr with all his mistresses, the charming cheater, the daring aggressor, have less influence over women’s spirits than the one who loves them without having to touch them, the one who saves them without expecting even a kiss in return. A woman, enslaved by her body, her weaknesses, her desires, and the desires of men, is drawn to the one who frees her, the one who heals her, the one who loves her and demands nothing more than a cup of water, a smile, or a moment of quiet attention.
Women loved Jesus. They stopped when they saw Him pass, they followed Him when they saw Him speaking to His friends, they drew near to the house where He had gone in, they brought their children to Him, they blessed Him loudly, they touched His garment to be cured of their ills, they were happy when they could serve Him. All of them might have cried out to Him, like the woman who raised her voice in the midst of the multitude: “Blessed is the womb that bare ye, and the paps which thou hast sucked.”
Women loved Jesus. They paused when they saw Him walk by, they followed Him when they saw Him chatting with His friends, they approached the house where He had entered, they brought their children to Him, they praised Him loudly, they touched His clothing to be healed of their ailments, they were joyful when they could serve Him. All of them might have shouted to Him, like the woman who raised her voice among the crowd: “Blessed is the womb that bore you, and the breasts that nursed you.”
Many followed Him to death. Salome, mother of the Sons of Thunder; Mary, mother of James the less; Martha and Mary of Bethany.
Many followed Him to death. Salome, mother of the Sons of Thunder; Mary, mother of James the Less; Martha and Mary of Bethany.
They would have liked to be His sisters, His servants, His slaves; to serve Him, to set bread before Him, to pour Him wine, to wash His garments, to anoint His tired feet and His flowing hair. Some of them were fortunate enough to be allowed to follow Him, and knew the still greater good fortune of helping Him with their money ... “and the twelve were with him, And certain women, which had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities, Mary, called Magdalene, out of whom went seven devils, And Joanna, the wife of Chuza, Herod’s steward, and Susanna, and many others, which ministered unto him of their substance.” Women, in whom piety is a native gift of the heart before it is acquired through desire for perfection, were, as they have always been, more generous than men.
They would have loved to be His sisters, His servants, His slaves; to serve Him, to set bread in front of Him, to pour Him wine, to wash His clothes, to anoint His tired feet and His flowing hair. Some of them were lucky enough to be allowed to follow Him and experienced the even greater blessing of helping Him with their money ... “and the twelve were with him, and certain women who had been healed of evil spirits and illnesses, Mary, called Magdalene, from whom seven demons had gone out, and Joanna, the wife of Chuza, Herod’s steward, and Susanna, and many others who contributed to His needs from their resources.” Women, who have a natural piety in their hearts long before they seek perfection, were, as they have always been, more generous than men.
When He appears in the house of Lazarus, two women, the two sisters of the man brought back from death, seem distracted 221with joy. Martha rushes towards Him to see what He needs, if He wishes to wash, if He wishes to eat at once, and, bringing Him into the house, she leads Him to the couch that He may lie down, puts over Him a blanket lest He be cold, and runs with a pitcher to get fresh cool water. Then, on her return, she sets to work to prepare for the pilgrim a fine meal, much more abundant than the ordinary dinner of the family. With all haste she lights a great fire, goes to get fresh fish, new-laid eggs, figs and olives; she borrows from one neighbor a piece of new-killed lamb, from another a costly perfume, from another richer than she, a flowered dish. She pulls out from the linen-chest the newest table-cloth, and brings up from the wine-cellar the oldest wine. And while the wood snaps and sparkles in the fire and the water in the kettle begins to simmer, poor Martha, bustling, flushed, hurrying, sets the table, runs between the kneading-trough and the fire, glances at the waiting Master, at the street to see if her brother is coming home, and at her sister, who is doing nothing at all.
When He arrives at Lazarus's house, the two sisters of the man brought back from the dead seem overwhelmed with joy. Martha rushes up to Him to see what He needs—if He wants to wash up or eat right away. She brings Him into the house, leads Him to the couch so He can lie down, covers Him with a blanket to keep Him warm, and runs to get fresh, cold water. Then, as she returns, she starts preparing an impressive meal for the guest, much more lavish than the usual family dinner. She quickly lights a big fire, goes to fetch fresh fish, newly laid eggs, figs, and olives. She borrows a piece of freshly killed lamb from one neighbor, a fancy perfume from another, and a decorative dish from someone richer than her. She pulls out the newest tablecloth from the linen chest and brings up the oldest wine from the cellar. While the wood crackles and sparkles in the fire and the water in the kettle starts to simmer, poor Martha, bustling and flustered, sets the table, darts between the kneading bowl and the fire, glances at the waiting Master, checks the street to see if her brother is coming home, and looks at her sister, who isn’t doing anything at all.
For when Jesus passed the sill of their house, Mary fell into a sort of motionless ecstasy from which nothing could arouse her. She sees only Jesus, hears nothing but Jesus’ voice. There is nothing else in the world for her at that moment. She cannot have enough of looking at Him, of listening to Him, of feeling Him there, living, close to her. If He glances at her, she is happy to be looked at; if He does not look at her, she fixes her eyes on Him; if He speaks, His words drop one by one into her heart, there to remain to her death; if He is silent, she draws from His silence a more direct revelation. And she is almost troubled by the bustling and stepping about of her sister. Why should Martha think that Jesus needs an elaborate dinner? Mary is seated at His feet and does not move even if Martha or Lazarus call her. She is at the service of Jesus, but in another way. She has given Him her soul, only her soul, but such a loving soul! And the work of her hands would be inopportune and superfluous. She is a contemplative soul, an adorer. She will take action only to cover the dead body of her God with perfumes. She would move quickly enough if He should ask of her all her life-blood. 222But the rest, all this business of Martha, is only material activity which is no concern of hers.
When Jesus entered their house, Mary fell into a deep, motionless ecstasy that nothing could shake her from. She sees only Jesus and hears nothing but His voice. In that moment, nothing else exists for her. She can't get enough of looking at Him, listening to Him, and feeling Him there, alive and close to her. If He glances at her, she's thrilled to be seen; if He doesn’t look at her, she stares at Him intently; if He speaks, His words drop one by one into her heart, where they will stay until her death; if He’s silent, she finds a deeper revelation in His silence. The bustling and moving around of her sister almost troubles her. Why does Martha think Jesus needs an elaborate dinner? Mary is sitting at His feet and doesn’t move even if Martha or Lazarus call her. She serves Jesus in a different way. She has given Him her soul—just her soul, but such a loving soul! The work of her hands would be unnecessary and out of place. She is a contemplative, an adorer. She will only take action to cover her God’s lifeless body with perfumes. She would jump to it if He asked for her very life. But all this busyness from Martha is just material activity, which doesn’t concern her. 222
Women loved Him and He requited this love with compassion. No woman who turned to Him was sent away disconsolate. The sorrow of the widow of Nain made Him sorrow, so that He brought to life her dead son; the prayers of the Canaanite woman, although she was a foreigner to Him, wrought on Him to cure her daughter; the unknown woman which had a “spirit of infirmity” eighteen years, and was bowed together and could in no wise lift herself, was cured, although it was on the Sabbath day and the rulers of the synagogue cried, “Sacrilege!” In the first part of His wanderings He cured Peter’s wife’s mother of fever and the Magdalene of evil spirits. He brought to life the daughter of Jairus, and cured that unknown woman who had suffered for twelve years from a bloody flux.
Women loved Him, and He returned that love with compassion. No woman who turned to Him was sent away feeling hopeless. The sorrow of the widow of Nain made Him sad, so He brought her dead son back to life; the prayers of the Canaanite woman, even though she was a foreigner, moved Him to heal her daughter; the unknown woman who had a “spirit of infirmity” for eighteen years, who was bent over and couldn’t stand up straight, was healed, even though it was the Sabbath and the synagogue leaders shouted, “That’s wrong!” Early in His travels, He healed Peter’s mother-in-law from a fever and freed Mary Magdalene from evil spirits. He raised the daughter of Jairus from the dead and healed that unknown woman who had suffered for twelve years from severe bleeding.
The learned men of His time had no esteem for women in spiritual matters. They tolerated their presence at the sacred festivals, but they never would have thought of teaching high and secret doctrines to any woman. “The words of the Law,” says a rabbinical proverb of that time, “rather than teach them to a woman, burn them up!” Jesus on the other hand did not hesitate to speak to them of the highest mysteries. When He went alone to the well of Sichar, and the Samaritan woman who had had five husbands came there, He did not hesitate to proclaim His message to her, although she was a woman and an enemy of His people. “But the hour cometh, and now is, when the true worshipers shall worship the Father in spirit and in truth: for the Father seeketh such to worship him. God is a spirit: and they that worship him must worship him in spirit and in truth.” His Disciples came up, and could not understand what the Master was doing. “And marvelled that he talked with the woman.” They did not yet know that the Church of Christ would make a woman the link between the sons and the Son—the woman who unites in herself the two supreme possibilities of Woman: the Virgin Mother who suffered for us from the night in Bethlehem until the night of Golgotha.
The educated men of His time held little regard for women in spiritual matters. They tolerated their presence at sacred festivals, but they would never have considered teaching any woman deep or secret doctrines. “The words of the Law,” as a rabbinical saying from that time goes, “better to burn them up than teach them to a woman!” Jesus, on the other hand, didn’t hesitate to discuss the highest mysteries with them. When He went alone to the well of Sichar and encountered the Samaritan woman who had been married five times, He openly shared His message with her, despite her being a woman and an enemy of His people. “But the hour is coming, and now is, when the true worshipers will worship the Father in spirit and truth; for the Father seeks such to worship Him. God is spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.” His disciples arrived and couldn’t understand why the Master was speaking to a woman. “And they were amazed that He talked with the woman.” They didn’t yet realize that the Church of Christ would establish a woman as the link between the sons and the Son—the woman who embodies both supreme aspects of femininity: the Virgin Mother who suffered for us from the night in Bethlehem until the night of Golgotha.
WORDS WRITTEN ON THE SAND
On another occasion at Jerusalem, Jesus found Himself before a woman—the Adulteress. A hooting crowd pushed her forward. The woman, hiding her face with her hands and with her hair, stood before Him, without speaking. Jesus had taught that wife and husband should be perfectly one, and He detested adultery. But He detested still more the cowardice of tale-bearers, the hounding by the merciless, the impudence of sinners presuming to set themselves up as judges of sin. Jesus could not absolve the woman who had brutally disobeyed the law of God, but He did not wish to condemn her, because her accusers had no right to be seeking her death. And He stooped down and with His finger wrote upon the ground. It is the first and last time that we see Jesus lower Himself to this trivial operation. No one has ever known what He wrote at that moment, standing there before the woman trembling in her shame, like a deer set upon by a pack of snarling hounds. He chose the sand on which to write expressly that the wind might carry away the words, which would perhaps frighten men if they could read them. But the shameless persecutors insisted that the woman should be stoned. Then Jesus lifted Himself up, looked deep into their eyes and souls, one by one: “He that is without sin among you, let him first cast a stone at her.”
On another occasion in Jerusalem, Jesus found Himself facing a woman—the Adulteress. A jeering crowd pushed her forward. The woman, hiding her face with her hands and her hair, stood before Him in silence. Jesus had taught that husband and wife should be completely united, and He disapproved of adultery. But He was even more appalled by the cowardice of gossipers, the relentless pursuit by the merciless, and the arrogance of sinners who dared to act as judges of sin. Jesus couldn't absolve the woman who had blatantly broken God's law, but He didn't want to condemn her, as her accusers had no right to seek her death. He bent down and wrote on the ground with His finger. This was the only time we see Jesus stoop to such a trivial action. No one knows what He wrote in that moment, standing there before the woman trembling in her shame, like a deer hunted by a pack of snarling hounds. He chose to write in the sand on purpose so that the wind could carry away the words, which might have scared people if they could read them. But the shameless accusers insisted that the woman should be stoned. Then Jesus stood up, looked deeply into their eyes and souls, one by one, and said: “Let anyone here who is without sin throw the first stone at her.”
We are all of us guilty of the faults of our brothers. From the first to the last we are all daily accomplices, although too often unpunished. The Adulteress would not have betrayed her husband if men had not tempted her, if her husband had made himself better loved; the thief would not rob if the rich man’s heart were not so hard; the assassin would not kill if he had not been harshly treated; there would be no prostitutes if men knew how to mortify their wantonness. Only the innocents would have the right to judge; but on this earth there are no innocents, and even if there were, their mercy would be stronger than justice itself.
We are all guilty of the faults of those around us. From beginning to end, we are daily accomplices, even if we often go unpunished. The Adulteress wouldn’t have betrayed her husband if men hadn’t tempted her, or if her husband had been more lovable; the thief wouldn’t steal if rich people’s hearts weren’t so hard; the killer wouldn’t commit murder if he hadn’t been mistreated; there would be no sex workers if men knew how to control their desires. Only the innocent would have the right to judge; but on this earth, there are no innocents, and even if there were, their mercy would outweigh justice itself.
Such thoughts had never occurred to those angry spies, but Christ’s words troubled them. Every one of them thought 224of his own betrayals, his own secret and perhaps recent sins of the flesh. Every soul there was like a sewer which when the stone is raised exhales a fetid gust of nauseous vapor. The old men were the first to go. Then, little by little, all the others, avoiding each other’s eyes, scattered and dispersed. The open place was empty. Jesus had again stooped down to write upon the ground. The woman had heard the shuffling of the departing feet, and heard no longer any voice crying for her death, but she did not dare to raise her eyes because she knew that One alone had remained, the Innocent,—the only one who had the right to throw against her the deadly stones. Jesus for the second time lifted Himself up and saw no one.
Such thoughts had never crossed the minds of those angry spies, but Christ's words disturbed them. Each one reflected on their own betrayals, their own hidden and perhaps recent sins. Every person there was like a sewer that, when the cover is removed, releases a foul gust of nauseating air. The old men were the first to leave. Then, one by one, the others, avoiding each other's gaze, scattered and dispersed. The open space was empty. Jesus had once again bent down to write on the ground. The woman had heard the sound of departing feet and no longer heard any voices calling for her death, but she didn’t dare to lift her eyes because she knew that only One remained, the Innocent—the only one who had the right to cast the deadly stones at her. Jesus stood up again and saw no one.
“Woman, where are those thine accusers? hath no man condemned thee?”
“Woman, where are those who accused you? Has no one condemned you?”
“No man, Lord.”
“No one, Lord.”
“Neither do I condemn thee: go and sin no more.”
“Neither do I judge you: go and don’t sin anymore.”
And for the first time the Adulteress dared to look in the face of her liberator. She did not understand His words. What she had done was evidently a sin in His eyes because he commanded her to “sin no more”; and yet he had so acted that the others did not condemn her. And now He also did not wish to condemn her. What man was this so different from all the others, who hated sin but forgave the sinner? She would have wished to turn to Him with a question, to murmur a word of thanks, to reward Him at least with a smile, because her soul was weak and her lips beautiful. But Jesus had begun again to write on the ground of the court, His head lowered, and she saw only the silky waves of His hair shining in the sun, and His finger moving slowly over the sunlit earth.
For the first time, the Adulteress dared to look into the face of her liberator. She didn’t understand His words. What she had done was clearly a sin in His eyes because He told her to “sin no more”; yet He acted in a way that the others did not condemn her. And now He also did not want to condemn her. What kind of man was this, so different from all the others, who hated sin but forgave the sinner? She wanted to turn to Him with a question, to whisper a word of thanks, to at least reward Him with a smile, because her soul was weak and her lips beautiful. But Jesus had started writing on the ground again, His head bowed, and she could only see the silky waves of His hair shining in the sun and His finger moving slowly over the sunlit earth.
THE SINNER
But no woman loved Him so much as the woman who anointed Him with nard and bathed Him with her tears in the house of Simon the Pharisee. Every one of us has seen that picture in imagination; the weeping woman with her hair falling over the feet of the Wanderer; and yet the true meaning of the episode is understood by very few, so greatly has it 225been disfigured by both the ordinary and the literary interpretations. The decadents of the last century, careful workmen in lascivious preciosity, who swarm to the scent of corruption like flies to filth and crows to carrion, have sought out in the Gospel those women who are redolent of sin. And they have made such women their own, adorning them with the velvet of adjectives, the silk of verbs, the jewelry and precious stones of metaphors; the unknown repentant woman, named Mary Magdalene, the unknown adulteress of Jerusalem, Salome the dancer, the sinister Herodias.
But no woman loved Him as much as the woman who anointed Him with nard and bathed His feet with her tears in the house of Simon the Pharisee. We've all imagined that scene: the weeping woman with her hair draping over the feet of the Wanderer. Yet, very few truly understand the significance of this moment, which has been distorted by both common and literary interpretations. The decadents of the last century, skilled craftsmen in sensual extravagance, flock to the allure of decay like flies to garbage and crows to carcasses. They've sought out those women from the Gospel who are associated with sin. They have claimed these women for themselves, adorning them with the velvet of adjectives, the silk of verbs, and the jewels and precious stones of metaphors: the nameless repentant woman, called Mary Magdalene, the unidentified adulteress of Jerusalem, Salome the dancer, and the ominous Herodias.
The episode of this anointing has been profoundly misrepresented by such writers. It is simpler and infinitely more profound. The praise of Jesus for the woman who brought Him nard is not praise of carnal sin, or of common love as it is commonly understood by men.
The episode of this anointing has been deeply misunderstood by various writers. It's simpler and far more profound. Jesus' praise for the woman who brought Him nard isn't a celebration of physical desire or ordinary love as people typically perceive it.
This sinning woman who silently entered the house of Simon with her box of alabaster was no longer a sinner. She had seen Jesus, had known Him before that day. And she was no longer a woman for hire; she had heard Jesus speak, and was no longer the public woman, flesh on sale for masculine desires. She had heard the voice of Jesus, had listened to His words; His voice had troubled her, His words had shaken her. The woman who had belonged to every one had learned that there is a love more beautiful than lust, a poverty richer than clinking coins. When she came to the house of Simon she was not the woman she had been, the woman whom the men of the countryside had pointed out sneeringly, the woman whom the Pharisee knew and despised. Her soul was changed, all her life was changed. Now her flesh was chaste; her hand was pure; her lips no longer knew the bitter taste of rouge, her eyes had learned to weep. From now on, according to the promise of the King, she was ready to enter into the Kingdom.
This woman, who quietly entered Simon's house with her alabaster box, was no longer a sinner. She had seen Jesus and had known Him before that day. She was no longer a sex worker; she had heard Jesus speak and was no longer just a woman selling her body for men's desires. His voice had troubled her, and His words had shaken her. The woman who had belonged to everyone had discovered a love more beautiful than lust and a wealth richer than coins. When she arrived at Simon's house, she was not the same woman she used to be, the one whom the men in town pointed at mockingly, the woman the Pharisee knew and despised. Her soul had changed, and her whole life was different. Now her body was pure; her hands were clean; her lips no longer tasted of makeup, and her eyes had learned to cry. From this point on, in accordance with the King's promise, she was ready to enter the Kingdom.
Without taking all this for granted it is impossible to understand the story which follows. The sinning woman wished to reward her Saviour with a token of her gratitude. She took one of the most costly things left to her, a sealed box full of nard, perhaps the gift of a chance lover, thinking to anoint her King’s head with this costly oil. Hers was an act 226of public gratitude. The sinning woman wished publicly to thank Him who had cleansed her soul, who had brought her heart to life, who had lifted her up out of shame, who had given her a hope more glorious than all joys.
Without taking all this for granted, it's impossible to understand the story that follows. The sinful woman wanted to show her gratitude to her Savior. She took one of the most valuable things she had, a sealed box full of nard, possibly a gift from a former lover, intending to anoint her King’s head with this expensive oil. Her act was a public display of gratitude. The sinful woman wanted to publicly thank Him who had cleansed her soul, who had revived her heart, who had lifted her out of shame, and who had given her a hope more glorious than all joys.
She went into the house with her box of alabaster clasped to her breast, timid and shrinking as a little girl on her first day of school, as a released prisoner in his first moment outside the prison. She went in silently with her little box of perfume, raising her eyes for only a moment to see at a glance where Jesus was reclining. She went up to the couch, her knees trembling under her, her hands shaking, her delicate eyelids quivering, because she felt they were all looking at her, all those men’s eyes were fixed on her, staring at her beautiful swaying body, wondering what she was about to do.
She entered the house with her box of alabaster held close to her chest, feeling shy and nervous like a little girl on her first day of school, or a freed prisoner taking their first steps outside. She walked in quietly with her small box of perfume, lifting her eyes for just a moment to spot where Jesus was reclining. She approached the couch, her knees trembling beneath her, her hands shaking, her delicate eyelids fluttering, because she sensed that everyone was watching her, those men’s eyes fixed on her, staring at her beautiful, swaying figure, curious about what she was about to do.
She broke the seal of the little alabaster flask, and poured half the oil on the head of Jesus. The large drops shone on His hair like scattered gems. With loving hands she spread the transparent ointment on the curls and did not stay her hand till every hair was softened, silky and shining. The whole room was filled with the fragrance; every eye was fixed on her with astonishment.
She broke the seal of the small alabaster flask and poured half the oil on Jesus' head. The large drops glistened in His hair like scattered jewels. With gentle hands, she applied the transparent ointment to the curls and didn't stop until every strand was soft, silky, and shining. The entire room was filled with the scent; everyone watched her in amazement.
The woman, still silent, took up the opened box and knelt by the feet of the Peace-bringer. She poured the remaining oil into her hand and gently, gently rubbed the right foot and the left with the loving care of a young mother who bathes her first child, for the first time. Then she could control herself no longer, she could restrain no longer the great burst of tenderness which filled her heart, made her throat ache and brought tears to her eyes. She would have liked to speak, to say that this was her thanks, her simple, pure, heartfelt thanks for the great help she had received, for the new light which had unsealed her eyes. But in such a moment, with all those men there, how could she find the right words, words worthy of the wonderful grace, worthy of Him? And besides, her lips trembled so that she could not pronounce two words together; her speech would have been only a stammering broken by sobs. Then not being able to speak with her lips, 227she spoke with her eyes: her tears fell down one by one, swift and hot on the feet of Jesus, like so many silent thank-offerings.
The woman, still quiet, picked up the opened box and knelt by the feet of the Peace-bringer. She poured the remaining oil into her hand and gently rubbed both the right foot and the left with the loving care of a young mother bathing her first child for the very first time. Then she could no longer hold back; the overwhelming tenderness that filled her heart made her throat ache and brought tears to her eyes. She wanted to speak, to express her thanks, her simple, pure, heartfelt gratitude for the great help she had received and the new light that had opened her eyes. But in that moment, with all those men present, how could she find the right words, words worthy of such wonderful grace and of Him? Besides, her lips trembled so much that she couldn’t put two words together; her speech would only have come out as a stammer broken by sobs. So, unable to speak with her lips, 227she spoke with her eyes: her tears fell one by one, swift and hot, onto the feet of Jesus, like countless silent thank-you offerings.
Weeping freed her heart of its oppression; the tears relaxed the tension. She saw and felt nothing now but an inexpressible delight which she had never known on her mother’s knees or in men’s arms; it ran through all her blood, made her tremble, pierced her with its poignant joy, shook all her being in that supreme ecstasy in which joy is a pain and sorrow a joy, in which pain and joy become one mighty emotion.
Crying lifted the weight off her heart; the tears eased the tension. She felt nothing now but a deep happiness that she had never experienced on her mother’s lap or in the arms of men; it flowed through her veins, made her shiver, overwhelmed her with its intense joy, and shook her entire being in that ultimate bliss where joy turns into pain and sorrow becomes joy, where pain and joy merge into one powerful feeling.
She wept over her past life, the miserable life of her vigil. She thought of her poor flesh sullied by men. She had been forced to have a smile for them all, she had been forced to offer her luxurious bed and her perfumed body to them all. With all of them she had been forced to pretend a pleasure she did not feel. She had been forced to show a smiling face to those whom she despised, to those whom she hated. She had slept beside the thief who had stolen the money to pay her. She had kissed the lips of the murderer and of the fugitive from justice; she had been forced to endure the acrid breath and the repellent fancies of the drunkard.
She cried over her past life, the miserable life of her vigil. She thought about her poor body tainted by men. She had to put on a smile for all of them; she had to offer her plush bed and her scented body to everyone. With all of them, she had to fake a pleasure she didn’t actually feel. She had been made to show a cheerful face to those she despised, to those she hated. She had slept next to the thief who stole the money to pay her. She had kissed the lips of the murderer and the fugitive from justice; she had been forced to endure the sour breath and disgusting ideas of the drunkard.
Never, on a kindly summer night when the eastern sky is all a flashing splendor, had she known the welcoming kiss of a husband who had chosen her, virgin among virgins, that she should be one with him till death. She was outside the community and the laws. She was cut off from her people. She was separated from them all. Women envied her and detested her; men desired her and defamed her.
Never, on a beautiful summer night when the eastern sky sparkles with brilliance, had she experienced the loving embrace of a husband who had chosen her, pure among the pure, destined to be with him until death. She was outside the community and the laws. She was cut off from her people. She was separated from everyone. Women envied her and hated her; men desired her and spoke ill of her.
THE SECOND BAPTISM
But at the same time the tears of the weeping woman were tears of joy and exaltation. She was weeping not only because of her shame, now forever canceled, but because of the poignant sweetness of her life beginning anew.
But at the same time, the tears of the weeping woman were tears of joy and celebration. She was crying not only because of her shame, which was now completely erased, but also because of the intense sweetness of her life starting fresh.
She was weeping for her virginity restored, for her soul rescued from evil, her purity miraculously recovered, her condemnation forever revoked. Her tears were the tears of joy 228at the second birth, of exultation for truth discovered, of light-heartedness for her sudden conversion, for the saving of her soul, for the miraculous hope which had released her from the degradation of the material and raised her to the illumination of the spirit. The drops of nard and her tears were so many thank-offerings for this incredible blessing.
She was crying tears of joy for her restored virginity, her soul saved from evil, her purity miraculously regained, her condemnation lifted forever. Her tears expressed joy at her new beginning, celebration for the truth she found, and light-heartedness for her sudden change of heart, for the saving of her soul, and for the miraculous hope that had freed her from the burdens of the physical world and lifted her to a state of spiritual enlightenment. The drops of nard and her tears were countless expressions of gratitude for this amazing blessing. 228
And yet it was not alone for her own sorrow and her own joy that she wept. The tears which bathed the feet of Jesus were also shed for Him.
And yet she wasn't just crying for her own sorrow and joy. The tears that washed the feet of Jesus were also shed for Him.
The unknown woman had anointed her King like a king of olden times. She had anointed His head as the high priests had anointed the kings of Judea; she had anointed His feet as the lords and guests anointed themselves on festal days. But at the same time the weeping woman had prepared Him for death and burial.
The unknown woman had anointed her King like kings of the past. She had anointed His head like the high priests anointed the kings of Judea; she had anointed His feet just as lords and guests would anoint themselves during celebrations. But at the same time, the weeping woman had also prepared Him for death and burial.
Jesus, about to enter Jerusalem, knew that those were the last days of His life in the flesh. He said to His disciples, “For in that she hath poured this ointment on my body, she did it for my burial.” Still living, He was embalmed by a woman’s compassion.
Jesus, on the verge of entering Jerusalem, knew that these were the last days of His life. He said to His disciples, “By pouring this ointment on my body, she did it in preparation for my burial.” Even while He was alive, He was honored by a woman’s kindness.
Christ was to receive before His death a third baptism, the baptism of infamy, the baptism of the supreme insult; prætorian soldiers were to spit upon his face. But He had now received the baptism of glory and the baptism of death. He was anointed like a king about to triumph in His celestial kingdom. He was perfumed like a corpse about to be laid in the tomb. This anointing unites the twin mysteries of His Messiahship and of the crucifixion.
Christ was about to undergo a third baptism before His death, the baptism of disgrace, the baptism of the ultimate insult; soldiers were going to spit in His face. But He had already received the baptism of glory and the baptism of death. He was anointed like a king ready to triumph in His heavenly kingdom. He was perfumed like a body preparing to be laid in the grave. This anointing combines the two mysteries of His role as the Messiah and His crucifixion.
The poor sinning woman, mysteriously chosen for this prophetic rite, had perhaps a confused presentiment of the appalling meaning of this premonitory embalming. Love’s second-sight, stronger in women than in men, the foresight of exalted and deep emotion, may have made her feel that this body perfumed and caressed by her was in a few days to be an icy, blood-stained corpse. Other women, perhaps she herself, were to go to the tomb to cover Him for the last time with aromatics, but they would not find Him. He who was now feasting with His friends was at that time to be at the doors 229of another Hell. Feeling this presentiment, the weeping woman let her tears fall on Jesus’ feet to the astonishment of all the others, who did not know and did not understand.
The poor sinful woman, mysteriously chosen for this prophetic act, might have had a vague sense of the horrifying significance of this premonitory embalming. Love’s intuition, stronger in women than in men, the awareness of profound and intense emotion, could have made her realize that the body she was anointing and comforting would soon become an icy, blood-stained corpse. Other women, maybe even her, were going to the tomb to cover Him one last time with spices, but they wouldn’t find Him. He who was now enjoying a meal with His friends would soon be facing another kind of Hell. Sensing this, the grieving woman let her tears fall on Jesus’ feet, shocking everyone else, who didn’t know or understand. 229
Now the feet of the Saviour, the feet of the condemned one, are all bathed with tears, the salt of the tears mingling with the perfume of the nard. The poor sinning woman does not know how to dry those feet, wet by her tears. She has no white cloth with her, and her garment does not seem to her worthy to touch her Lord’s flesh. Then she thinks of her hair, her long hair which has been so much admired for its fine silkiness. She loosens the braids, slips out the pins, unclasps the fastenings. The blue-black mass of her tresses falls over her face, hiding her flushed face and her compassion. And taking up the masses of these flowing curls in her hands, she slowly dries the feet which have brought her King into that house.
Now the feet of the Savior, the feet of the condemned one, are soaked with tears, the salt from the tears mixing with the scent of the nard. The poor sinful woman doesn’t know how to dry those feet, soaked by her tears. She has no white cloth with her, and her clothing doesn’t seem worthy to touch her Lord’s skin. Then she thinks of her hair, her long hair that has always been admired for its silky texture. She loosens the braids, takes out the pins, and removes the fastenings. The dark mass of her hair falls over her face, hiding her flushed cheeks and her compassion. Gathering the flowing curls in her hands, she slowly dries the feet that have brought her King into that house.
Now her tears are ended. All her tears are shed and dried. Her part is done, but only Jesus has understood her silence.
Now her tears have stopped. All her tears have been shed and dried. Her role is finished, but only Jesus has understood her silence.
SHE LOVED MUCH
Among the men who were present at this dinner there was no one except Jesus who understood the loving service of the nameless woman. But all, struck with wonder, were silent. They did not understand, but they respected obscurely the solemnity of the enigmatic ceremony. All except two, who wished to interpret the woman’s action as an offense to the guest. These two were the Pharisee and Judas Iscariot. The first said nothing, but his expression spoke more clearly than words. The second, the Traitor, presuming on his familiarity with the Master, ventured to speak.
Among the men at the dinner, only Jesus understood the loving service of the nameless woman. Everyone else, amazed, remained silent. They didn't grasp the meaning, but they somewhat respected the seriousness of the mysterious act. All except two, who saw the woman's actions as disrespectful to the guest. These two were the Pharisee and Judas Iscariot. The Pharisee said nothing, but his face conveyed more than words could. The second, the Traitor, thinking he knew the Master well, dared to speak up.
Simon thought to himself, “This man, if he were a prophet, would have known who and what manner of woman this is that toucheth Him, for she is a sinner.” The old hypocrite had for the paid woman the scorn of those who have had much to do with them, or of those who have never known them at all. Like his brothers he belonged to the endless cemetery of white sepulchers, which within are full of foulness. It is 230enough for such men to avoid physical contact with what they think is impure, even if their souls are sinks of iniquity. Their morals are systems of ablutions and washings; they would leave a wounded man to die, abandoned on the road, for fear of staining themselves with blood; they would let a poor man suffer hunger to avoid touching money on the Sabbath day: like all men they commit thefts, adulteries, and murders, but they wash their hands so many times a day that they imagine them as clean as those of babes.
Simon thought to himself, “If this man were a prophet, he would know who this woman is that’s touching him, because she’s a sinner.” The old hypocrite looked down on the woman with the disdain of someone who’s either dealt with them too much or never at all. Like his peers, he was part of the endless graveyard of whitewashed tombs that are filled with decay inside. For men like him, it’s enough to avoid any physical contact with what they see as impure, even if their souls are filled with wickedness. Their sense of morality is made up of rituals and cleansings; they would leave a wounded man to die alone on the road just to avoid getting blood on themselves; they would let a poor man go hungry to steer clear of handling money on the Sabbath day: just like everyone else, they commit thefts, adulteries, and murders, but they wash their hands so many times a day that they imagine their hands are as clean as a baby’s.
He had read the Law, and there were still ringing in his ears the execrations and anathemas of Old Israel against prostitutes. “There shall be no whore of the daughters of Israel.... Thou shalt not bring the hire of a whore, or the price of a dog, into the house of the Lord thy God for any vow: for even both these are abomination to the Lord thy God.” And Simon, the wise burgher, remembered with equal satisfaction the admonition of the author of the Proverbs: “For a whore is a deep ditch; and a strange woman is a narrow pit.... For by means of a whorish woman a man is brought to a piece of bread.” The old Jew would perhaps not have felt so bitterly about prostitutes, if they cost nothing! But they are capable, those shameless women, of eating up a patrimony! The old proprietor could not be reconciled to one of those dangerous women in his house, to the fact that she had touched his guest. He knew that the prostitute Rehab had made victory possible for Joshua and that she was the only one to escape from the massacre of Jericho, but he remembered that the invincible Samson, terror of the Philistines, had been betrayed by a worthless woman. The Pharisee could not understand how a man acclaimed by the people as a prophet should not have understood what sort of woman had come to bestow on Him this discreditable honor; but Jesus had read in the heart of the sinning woman and in the heart of Simon, and answered with the parable of the two debtors. “There was a certain creditor which had two debtors: the one owed five hundred pence and the other fifty. And when they had nothing to pay, he frankly forgave them both. Tell me therefore, which of them will love him most? Simon answered and said, I suppose 231that he, to whom he forgave most. And he said unto him, Thou hast rightly judged.”
He had read the Law, and the curses and condemnations of ancient Israel against prostitutes still echoed in his ears. “There shall be no whore among the daughters of Israel.... You shall not bring the earnings of a prostitute, or the price of a dog, into the house of the Lord your God for any vow: for both are abominations to the Lord your God.” And Simon, the wise merchant, recalled with equal satisfaction the warning from Proverbs: “For a prostitute is a deep pit; and a strange woman is a narrow ditch.... A man is brought to a piece of bread by a whorish woman.” The old Jew might not have felt so bitter about prostitutes if they cost nothing! But those shameless women can devour a fortune! The old owner could not accept having one of those dangerous women in his house, nor the fact that she had touched his guest. He knew that the prostitute Rahab had made victory possible for Joshua and was the only one to escape the massacre at Jericho, but he remembered that the invincible Samson, terror of the Philistines, had been betrayed by a worthless woman. The Pharisee couldn’t understand how a man celebrated by the people as a prophet could fail to see what kind of woman had come to give Him this shameful honor; but Jesus looked into the hearts of the sinful woman and Simon, and replied with the parable of the two debtors. “There was a certain creditor who had two debtors: one owed five hundred pence and the other fifty. And when they had nothing to pay, he forgiven them both. So tell me, which of them will love him more?” Simon answered, “I suppose it’s the one he forgave more.” And Jesus said to him, “You have judged correctly.”
And he turned to the woman, and said unto Simon: “Seest thou this woman? I entered into thine house, thou gavest me no water for my feet: but she hath washed my feet with tears, and wiped them with the hairs of her head.
And he turned to the woman and said to Simon, “Do you see this woman? I came into your house, and you didn’t give me any water for my feet, but she has washed my feet with her tears and wiped them with her hair.”
“Thou gavest me no kiss: but this woman since the time I came in hath not ceased to kiss my feet.
“You didn’t give me a kiss, but this woman has not stopped kissing my feet since I got here.”
“My head with oil thou didst not anoint: but this woman hath anointed my feet with ointment.
"My head you didn't anoint with oil, but this woman has anointed my feet with perfume."
“Wherefore I say unto thee, Her sins, which are many, are forgiven; for she loved much; but to whom little is forgiven, the same loveth little.
“Therefore I say to you, her many sins have been forgiven; for she loved a lot; but someone who has been forgiven little loves little.”
“And he said unto her, Thy sins are forgiven.... Thy faith hath saved thee; go in peace.”
“And he said to her, Your sins are forgiven.... Your faith has saved you; go in peace.”
The parable and the comment of Jesus show how great, even to-day, is the lack of understanding of this episode. Every one or nearly every one remembers only those words: “Her sins are forgiven, for she loved much.” An attentive reading of the text shows that this ordinary interpretation is the opposite of the truth. It is thought that Jesus forgave her sins because she had loved many men, or because she had shown her love for Him with her perfume and her kisses. The parable of the two debtors makes it clear that the meaning of Jesus’ words, badly quoted and even more completely misunderstood, is entirely the contrary. The woman had sinned greatly and because of her repentance she was wholly pardoned; and because her pardon was great she greatly loved Him who had saved her, who had forgiven her; the nard and her tears and her kisses were the expression of that grateful love. If before going into the house that evening the sinning woman had not already become transformed by virtue of her pardon, she would not have obtained from Jesus forgiveness for her past life spent in evil, not by using all the perfumes of India and Egypt nor by all the kisses of her lips, nor by all the tears of her eyes. Christ’s forgiveness was not the reward for those acts of homage; those acts were her thank-offerings for her forgiveness already received; and 232they were great because her forgiveness was great, as her forgiveness had been great because great had been her sin.
The parable and the comments of Jesus illustrate how significant the misunderstanding of this story still is today. Almost everyone only remembers the phrase: “Her sins are forgiven, for she loved much.” However, a closer look at the text reveals that this common interpretation is completely wrong. Many think that Jesus forgave her sins because she had loved many men or because she expressed her love for Him with her perfume and kisses. The parable of the two debtors clarifies that the true meaning of Jesus’ words, which are often misquoted and misunderstood, is quite the opposite. The woman had sinned greatly, and because of her repentance, she was completely forgiven; and her great love for Him who saved her and forgave her was a response to that profound forgiveness. The nard, her tears, and her kisses were expressions of her grateful love. If, before entering the house that evening, the sinful woman hadn’t already been transformed by her forgiveness, she would never have received Jesus’ forgiveness for her past life of sin, no matter how many perfumes from India and Egypt she used, how many kisses she offered, or how many tears she shed. Christ’s forgiveness wasn’t a reward for those acts of homage; those acts were her expressions of gratitude for the forgiveness she had already received. They were significant because her forgiveness was significant, and her forgiveness was significant because her sin had been great.
Jesus would not have repelled the sinning woman even if she had still been a sinner, but if He had not been sure of her conversion He would not perhaps have accepted those tokens of love; from now on even the most rigorous Pharisaical precepts permitted Him to speak with her: “Thy faith hath saved thee; go in peace.”
Jesus wouldn’t have turned away the sinful woman even if she was still sinning, but if He wasn’t confident in her change of heart, He might not have accepted those signs of love; from now on, even the strictest Pharisaical rules allowed Him to talk to her: “Your faith has saved you; go in peace.”
Simon could think of no answer; but from the side of the disciples a rough, angry voice was raised, well known to Jesus. It was the voice of Judas: “Why was this waste of the ointment made, why was not this ointment sold for three hundred pence and given to the poor?” And the other disciples, so the Evangelists say, approved the words of Judas, and murmured against the woman. Judas was the man who held the purse; the basest of them all had chosen the basest element,—money.
Simon couldn't think of a response, but from the group of disciples, a rough, angry voice spoke up, one that Jesus knew well. It was Judas's voice: “Why this waste of the ointment? Why wasn't this ointment sold for three hundred denarii and the money given to the poor?” The other disciples, according to the Evangelists, agreed with Judas and grumbled against the woman. Judas was the one who managed the money; the lowest of them all had chosen the lowest priority—money.
Money was pleasing to Judas, pleasing in itself and pleasing in its possibility of power. He spoke of the poor, but he did not think of the poor, to whom Jesus had distributed bread in the country-solitudes, as well as to his own companions, too poor as yet to conquer Jerusalem and to found the empire of the Messiah where Judas hoped to be one of the masters. And he was envious as well as grasping; envious as all misers are. That silent anointing which was the consecration of the King and the Messiah, those honors offered by a beautiful woman to his Leader, made him suffer; the everlasting jealousy of man against man, when a woman is concerned, was mingled with the disappointment of his cupidity.
Money was appealing to Judas, appealing in its own right and in the power it could bring. He talked about the poor, but didn’t really care about them, even though Jesus had shared bread with them in isolated places, just as he did with his own friends, who were still too poor to take on Jerusalem and start the kingdom of the Messiah, where Judas hoped to be one of the leaders. He felt both envy and greed; envious like all misers are. The silent anointing that was the blessing of the King and the Messiah, those honors given to his Leader by a beautiful woman, caused him pain; the timeless jealousy that exists between men when a woman is involved mixed with the frustration of his greed.
But Jesus answered the words of Judas as He answered the silence of Simon. He did not affront those who had affronted Him, but he defended the woman at His feet. And Jesus said, “Let her alone; why trouble ye her? she hath wrought a good work on me. For ye have the poor with you always, and whensoever ye will ye may do them good: but me ye have not always. She hath done what she could: she is come aforehand to anoint my body to the burying. Verily I say unto you, Wheresoever this gospel shall be preached 233throughout the whole world, this also that she hath done shall be spoken of for a memorial of her.”
But Jesus replied to Judas just like He responded to Simon's silence. He didn't confront those who insulted Him, but He defended the woman at His feet. Jesus said, “Leave her alone; why are you bothering her? She has done a good thing for me. You will always have the poor with you, and whenever you want, you can help them; but you won't always have me. She has done what she could; she came beforehand to anoint my body for burial. Truly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached throughout the whole world, what she has done will also be talked about as a memorial to her.” 233
The inexpressible sadness of this prophecy escaped perhaps those who sat about Him. They could not be persuaded that Jesus, in order to overcome, should be overcome: that in order to triumph eternally He must die. But Jesus felt the day drawing near, “But me ye have not always, she is come to anoint my body to the burying.” The woman listened in terror to this confirmation of her presentiment and another burst of tears rained down from her eyes. Then with her face hidden in her loosened hair, she went away as silently as she had come.
The deep sadness of this prophecy likely went over the heads of those around Him. They couldn’t understand that Jesus needed to be defeated to ultimately win: that to achieve eternal victory, He had to die. But Jesus sensed the day approaching, “But you won’t always have me; she has come to anoint my body for burial.” The woman listened in fear to this confirmation of her intuition, and more tears streamed down her face. Then, with her face hidden in her loose hair, she left as quietly as she had arrived.
The disciples were silent, not convinced, but abashed. To hide his chagrin Simon filled the guest’s cup with better wine, but in the yellow light of the lamps the silent table seemed a banquet of ghosts among whom had passed the shadow of death.
The disciples were quiet, not really convinced, but embarrassed. To cover his discomfort, Simon poured better wine into the guest's cup, but in the yellow light of the lamps, the silent table felt like a feast of ghosts, among whom the shadow of death had crossed.
“WHO AM I?”
And yet the disciples knew. Those words of death were not the first they had heard from Jesus’ lips. They should have remembered that day, not long before, when on a solitary road near Cæsarea, Jesus had asked what people said of Him. They should have remembered the answer which flashed out like sudden flame, the impetuous outcry of belief from Peter’s heart; and the splendor which had shone on three of them on the summit of the mountain; and the exact prophecies of Christ as to the manner of His death.
And yet the disciples understood. Those words about death weren't the first they'd heard from Jesus. They should have recalled that day, not long ago, when on a lonely road near Cæsarea, Jesus asked what people thought of Him. They should have remembered the answer that burst forth like a sudden flame, the passionate declaration from Peter's heart; and the brilliance that shone on three of them at the top of the mountain; and the precise predictions Jesus made about how He would die.
They had heard and they had seen, and still they hoped on,—all but one. The truth shone out in them at moments like lightning-flashes in the dark. Then the night fell blacker than ever. The new man in their hearts who recognized Jesus as the Christ, the man born for the second time, the Christian, disappeared to give way to the Jew, deaf and blind, who saw nothing beyond the Jerusalem of bricks and stone.
They had heard and seen, and still they held on to hope—everyone except one. The truth would occasionally spark in them like flashes of lightning in the darkness. Then the night fell darker than before. The new person inside them who recognized Jesus as the Christ, the person born again, the Christian, vanished, making way for the Jew, who was deaf and blind and saw nothing beyond the physical Jerusalem of bricks and stone.
The question which Jesus had put to the Twelve on the road in Cæsarea must have been the beginning of their complete conversion to the new truth. What need did Jesus have 234to know what others thought of Him? Such a curiosity springs up only in doubtful souls, in those who do not know themselves, in the weak who cannot read in their own hearts, in the blind who are not sure of the ground on which they stand. For any one of us such a question is legitimate, but not for Jesus. No one of us knows really who he is, no one knows with any certainty what is his real nature, his mission, and the name which he has a right to call his own, the eternal name which fits our destiny. The name which was given to us in infancy, together with the salt and water of baptism, the name set down on the municipal register, and written in the records of birth and of death, the name which the mother calls with so much gentleness in the morning, which the sweetheart murmurs with so much desire at night, the name which is cut for the last time on the rectangle of the tomb, that is not our real name. Every one of us has a secret name which expresses our invisible and authentic essence, and which we ourselves will never know until the day of the New Birth, until the full light of the resurrection.
The question Jesus asked the Twelve on the road in Cæsarea must have marked the start of their complete transformation to the new truth. Why did Jesus need to know what others thought of Him? That kind of curiosity only arises in uncertain souls, those who don’t know themselves, in the weak who can’t read their own hearts, and in the blind who aren’t sure of the ground beneath them. For any of us, such a question is valid, but not for Jesus. None of us truly knows who we are, and no one has any certainty about their true nature, mission, or the name they have the right to claim, the eternal name that fits our destiny. The name given to us in infancy, along with the salt and water of baptism, the name recorded in the municipal registry, and noted in birth and death records, the name that a mother gently calls in the morning and a sweetheart murmurs with longing at night, the name that gets inscribed for the last time on the rectangle of the tomb, that is not our true name. Each of us has a secret name that represents our invisible and authentic essence, and we won’t discover it until the day of the New Birth, until the full light of the resurrection.
Few of us dare to ask ourselves, “Who am I?” and there are still fewer who can answer. The question “Who art thou?” is the most tremendous, the most weighty which man can put to man. Other human beings are for each of us a sealed mystery even in the moments of supreme passion, when two souls desperately essay to become one. We are all of us a mystery even to ourselves. Unknown to others, we live among others unknown to us. Much of our wretchedness comes from this universal ignorance. Here is a man who acts like a king and believes himself a king and in the absolute he is really only a poor servant, predestined from the beginning of time to dependent mediocrity. Here is another dressed and acting like a judge; look at him well; he is born a dry-goods dealer, his real place is in the country fair. That man there who writes poetry has not understood his inner voice; he should be a goldsmith, because gold which can be turned into coin suits his taste, and he is attracted by filigree, mosaics, chasing, imitation jewels. This other man who is at the head of an army ought to be teaching school. What an expert and eloquent 235professor he might have become! And that fellow there, shouting in the public places, heading a revolution, calling on the people to revolt, is a gardener who has mistaken his calling; the red of tomatoes, long lines of onions, garlic, and cabbages would be the fit reward of his true mission. This other man here, on the contrary, who, cursing his fate, prunes his grape-vines and spreads the manure on the cultivated earth, should have studied in law-books the art of quibbling: no one can invent sophisms and verbal tricks as he can, and even now, how much eloquence he pours out in humble duels about money matters, this poor “leading lawyer” exiled to barns and furrows.
Few of us dare to ask ourselves, “Who am I?” and even fewer can answer. The question “Who are you?” is the most profound and significant one a person can ask another. Other people are a sealed mystery to each of us, even in moments of intense passion when two souls desperately try to become one. We are all a mystery to ourselves. Unknown to others, we live among people who are also unknown to us. Much of our suffering comes from this universal ignorance. Here’s a man who acts like a king and believes he’s a king, but in reality, he’s just a poor servant, destined from the beginning of time to a life of mediocrity. Here’s another one who dresses and acts like a judge; take a good look at him—he’s actually a dry-goods dealer, his true place is at a country fair. That man over there who writes poetry hasn’t understood his true calling; he should be a goldsmith because gold that can be made into coins suits his taste, and he’s drawn to filigree, mosaics, and imitation gems. This other man, who leads an army, ought to be teaching school. What an expert and articulate professor he could have become! And that guy over there, shouting in public spaces, leading a revolution, calling for people to rise up, is a gardener who has misidentified his calling; the red of tomatoes, long rows of onions, garlic, and cabbages would be a more fitting reward for his true mission. This other man here, on the other hand, who curses his fate while pruning grapevines and spreading manure on the land, should have studied law and the art of argumentation: no one can create clever arguments and wordplay as he can, and even now, he pours out so much eloquence in humble debates about money matters, this poor “leading lawyer” exiled to fields and farms.
These errors concern us because we do not know, because we have not spiritual eyes strong enough to read in the heart which beats inside our own breasts, and the hearts which beat under the flesh of our neighbors, so irrevocably remote from us. Everything is in confusion because of those Names which we do not know, illegible for us, known to genius alone.
These mistakes worry us because we can’t see clearly; we don’t have the spiritual insight needed to understand the feelings inside our own hearts or the hearts of those around us, who feel so distant. Everything is chaotic because of those Names we don’t understand, which are only clear to the truly gifted.
THOU ART THE CHRIST
But what did Jesus care what was said of Him by the men of the lake and of the cities, Jesus who could read in their souls the thoughts hidden even to themselves? Long before that day Jesus alone knew with ineffable certainty what His real name was, and what was his superhuman nature. As a matter of fact He did not ask that He might know, but, now that the end was near, that His faithful followers might know, His real name, at last—even they.
But what did Jesus care about what the people by the lake and in the towns said about Him? Jesus, who could see into their souls and understand thoughts even they weren’t aware of? Long before that day, Jesus alone knew with deep certainty what His true name was and what His extraordinary nature entailed. In fact, He didn’t seek to know this for Himself, but now that the end was near, He wanted His loyal followers to finally know His true name—even they.
“Some say that thou art John the Baptist: some, Elias; and others, Jeremias or, one of the Prophets.”
“Some say that you are John the Baptist; others say you’re Elijah; and some say you’re Jeremiah or one of the Prophets.”
What were these things to Him, these rudimentary guesses of the poor and the ignorant? He wished the definite answer to come from His Disciples, destined as they were to follow His work and to bear witness to Him among the peoples and the centuries. Even at the last He did not wish to impose by force a belief on those who had seen His life close at hand and had heard Him speak. The recognition of His superb human 236mission, that name which not one of them up to that time had pronounced (as if they were afraid of it, as if it were too dangerous a secret to speak aloud), that recognition on the part of the Twelve should be free and spontaneous, should burst out, an impetuous confession of love, from one of those souls, should be pronounced by one of those mouths.
What did these things mean to Him, these basic assumptions of the poor and the ignorant? He wanted a clear answer to come from His Disciples, who were meant to carry on His work and bear witness to Him among people and throughout time. Even at the end, He didn't want to force a belief on those who had seen His life up close and had heard Him speak. The acknowledgment of His incredible human mission, a name that none of them had dared to say until that moment (as if they were afraid of it, as if it was too dangerous a secret to say out loud), should come from the Twelve freely and spontaneously, bursting forth as an impulsive confession of love from one of those souls, expressed through one of those mouths. 236
“But whom say ye that I am?” And then there came to Simon Peter the great light that was almost too great for him, and made him First to all eternity. He could not keep back the words, they came to his lips almost involuntarily in a cry of which he himself the moment before would have believed himself incapable: “Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God. Thou hast the word of eternal life, and we believe and are sure that thou art that Christ, the Son of the living God.”
“But who do you say I am?” Then Simon Peter was struck by an overwhelming realization that felt almost too intense for him, making him First for all eternity. He couldn’t hold back the words; they came to his lips almost unconsciously in a cry he would have thought himself incapable of just moments before: “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God. You have the words of eternal life, and we believe and know that you are that Christ, the Son of the living God.”
At last from Peter the Rock there sprang forth the wellspring which from that day to this has quenched the thirst of sixty generations of men. It was his right and his reward. Peter had been the first to follow Christ in the divine wanderings: it was for him to be the first to recognize in the wanderer the Proclaimer of the Kingdom, the everlasting and lawful sovereign of that Kingdom, the Messiah whom all men had been awaiting in the desert of the centuries, who had finally come and was there Himself, clothed in flesh, standing before their eyes, with His feet in the dust of the road.
At last, from Peter the Rock, a wellspring emerged that has satisfied the thirst of sixty generations ever since. It was his right and his reward. Peter was the first to follow Christ on His divine journey; it was up to him to be the first to see the wanderer as the Proclaimer of the Kingdom, the eternal and rightful ruler of that Kingdom, the Messiah whom everyone had been waiting for in the desert of the ages, who had finally arrived and was standing right there before them, in the flesh, with His feet in the dust of the road.
The pure King, the Son of Justice, the Prince of Peace, the Son of Man sent by God, the Saviour, the Anointed, whom the prophets had foretold in the twilight of sorrow and affliction; who had been seen by apocalyptic writers descending upon the earth like lightning, in the fullness of victory and glory; for whom the poor, the wounded, the hungry, the afflicted, had been waiting from century to century, as dry grass waits for rain, as the flower waits for the sun, as the mouth awaits the kiss, and the heart, consolation; the Son of God and of Man, the Man who hid God in human flesh, the God who cloaked His divinity in Adam’s clay, it is He, the dear Brother of every day, who looks quietly into the astounded eyes of those chosen ones!
The pure King, the Son of Justice, the Prince of Peace, the Son of Man sent by God, the Savior, the Anointed One, whom the prophets predicted during times of sorrow and hardship; who was seen by visionary writers coming down to Earth like lightning, in ultimate victory and glory; for whom the poor, the wounded, the hungry, and the suffering had been waiting for centuries, like dry grass waiting for rain, like flowers waiting for sunlight, like lips waiting for a kiss, and hearts waiting for solace; the Son of God and of Man, the Man who contained God in human form, the God who wrapped His divinity in human flesh, it is He, the beloved Brother of everyday life, who gazes lovingly into the stunned eyes of those chosen ones!
237The period of waiting is done; ended is the vigil! Why had they not recognized Him until that day? Whence did it come in those simple souls, the first notion of the true name of Him who so many times had taken them by the hand, and had spoken for their ears to hear? They could never think that one of them—a common man like them, a workman and poor as they were—could be the Saviour Messiah announced and awaited by saints and by the centuries. With the intellect alone they could never have discovered Him, nor with the mere bodily senses, nor with the teachings of the scriptures; only with the inspiration, the intuition, the sudden flaming illumination of the heart, as it happened that day in the soul of Peter. “Blessed art thou, Simon Bar-Jona; for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee, but my Father which is in Heaven.” Fleshly eyes would not have been able to see what they saw without a revelation from on high.
237The waiting is over; the vigil has ended! Why didn’t they recognize Him before that day? Where did that first inkling come from in those simple souls about the true identity of the one who had so often taken them by the hand and spoken to them? They could never believe that one of them—a regular guy like them, a laborer and as poor as they were—could be the Savior Messiah foretold and anticipated by saints and throughout history. They could never have figured it out with just their minds, nor through their physical senses, nor from the teachings of the scriptures; it was only through inspiration, intuition, and the sudden spark of understanding in the heart, just like it happened that day in Peter’s soul. “Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jona; for human reasoning hasn’t revealed this to you, but my Father who is in Heaven.” Human eyes wouldn’t have seen what they saw without a revelation from above.
But weighty consequences flow from the choice of Peter for this proclamation. It is a reward which calls for other recompense, “Thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of Hell shall not prevail against it. And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in Heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in Heaven.”
But serious consequences come from choosing Peter for this declaration. It's a reward that demands further compensation, “You are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church; and the gates of Hell will not overcome it. And I will give you the keys to the kingdom of heaven: whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven; and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.”
Weighty words from which have emerged, through the patient germination of long centuries, helped by the fire of faith and by the blood of witnesses, one of the greatest Kingdoms which men have ever established upon the earth; the only one of the old kingdoms which still lives on in the same city which saw the rise and fall of the proudest and most pompous of earthly kingdoms. For these words many men suffered, many were tortured, many were killed. To deny or uphold, to interpret or cancel these words, thousands of men have been killed in city squares and in battles; kingdoms have been divided, societies have been shaken and rent, nations have waged war, emperors and beggars have given their all. But their meaning in Christ’s mouth is plain and simple. He means to say, “Thou, Peter, shalt be hard and staunch as a rock, and upon 238the staunchness of thy faith in me, which thou wast the first to profess, is founded the first Christian society, the humble seed of the Kingdom. Against this Church which to-day has only Twelve citizens but which will be spread to the limits of the earth, the forces of evil cannot prevail, because you are the Spirit and the Spirit cannot be overcome and dimmed by Matter. Thou shalt close forever—and when I speak to thee I am speaking to all those who shall succeed thee united in the same certainty—the Gates of Hell; and thou shalt open to all those who are chosen the Gates of Heaven. Thou shalt bind and thou shalt unloosen in my name. What thou shalt forbid after my death shall be forbidden to-morrow also for that new humanity which I will find on my return; what thou shalt command shalt be justly commanded because thou wilt be only repeating in other words what I have told and taught thee. Thou shalt be, in thy person and in that of thy legitimate heirs, the shepherd of the interregnum, the temporary and provisional guide who shalt prepare, together with comrades obedient to thee, the Kingdom of God and of Love.
Powerful words that have grown over many centuries, fueled by faith and the sacrifices of witnesses, have given rise to one of the greatest kingdoms ever established on Earth; the only old kingdom still existing in the same city that witnessed the rise and fall of the mightiest earthly empires. Many people suffered for these words, endured torture, and lost their lives. In defending or rejecting, interpreting or dismissing these words, thousands have died in public squares and battlefields; kingdoms have split, societies have been torn apart, nations have gone to war, and both emperors and beggars have given everything they had. But the meaning of these words in Christ's mouth is clear and straightforward. He means to say, “You, Peter, will be steadfast and strong as a rock, and on the strength of your faith in me, which you were the first to profess, the first Christian community is built, the humble seed of the Kingdom. This Church, with only Twelve members today but destined to spread across the globe, will withstand the forces of evil because you embody the Spirit, and the Spirit cannot be conquered or diminished by Matter. You will forever close—when I speak to you, I am addressing all your successors united in this certainty—the Gates of Hell, and you will open the Gates of Heaven for all the chosen ones. You will bind and you will loosen in my name. What you prohibit after my death will remain prohibited tomorrow for the new humanity I will encounter upon my return; what you command will be rightfully commanded because you will merely be restating what I have shared and taught you. You will be, in yourself and in your rightful successors, the shepherd during the interregnum, the temporary and provisional guide who, along with your obedient companions, will prepare the Kingdom of God and Love.”
“In requital for this revelation and for this promise I lay on you a hard command: to keep silence; for the present you must tell no one who I am. My day is near, but has not yet come; you will be witness to events which you do not expect, which will even be the contrary of what you expect. I know the hour in which I shall speak and in which you shall speak. And when we break our silence, my cry and your cry shall be heard in the most distant realms of Heaven and Earth.”
“In return for this revelation and for this promise, I give you a difficult command: stay silent; for now, you must not tell anyone who I am. My time is close, but hasn't arrived yet; you will witness events that will surprise you, even ones that go against what you expect. I know the moment when I will speak and when you will speak. And when we finally break our silence, my shout and your shout will echo in the farthest corners of Heaven and Earth.”
SUN AND SNOW
A man’s voice, the voice of Peter the Rock, had called Him the Son of Man; another voice issuing from a cloud was to call Him the Son of God.
A man's voice, the voice of Peter the Rock, had referred to Him as the Son of Man; another voice coming from a cloud was to refer to Him as the Son of God.
Very high is the three-peaked mountain of Hermon, covered with snow even in the hot season, the highest mountain of Palestine, higher than Mount Tabor. The Psalmist says, “It is the dew of Hermon that descends upon the mountains of 239Zion.” Jesus became incarnate light on this mountain, the highest mountain in the life of Christ, that life which marks its different stages by great heights—the mountain of the Temptation, the mountain of the Beatitudes, the mountain of the Transfiguration, the mountain of the Crucifixion.
The three-peaked Mount Hermon is very tall, covered in snow even during the hot season. It's the highest mountain in Palestine, taller than Mount Tabor. The Psalmist says, “It is the dew of Hermon that falls on the mountains of 239Zion.” Jesus became the embodiment of light on this mountain, the highest peak in His life, which showcases the different stages marked by significant heights—the mountain of the Temptation, the mountain of the Beatitudes, the mountain of the Transfiguration, and the mountain of the Crucifixion.
Three Disciples alone were with Him: he who was called Peter, and the Sons of Thunder,—the man with the rugged, mountainous character, and the stormy men—fitting company for the place and hour. He prayed alone, apart from them, higher than all of them, perhaps kneeling in the snow. All of us have seen in winter how the snow on a mountain makes any other whiteness seem dull and drab. A pale face seems strangely dark, white linen seems dingy, paper looks like dry clay. The contrary of all this was seen on that day up in the gleaming, deserted height alone in the sky.
Three disciples were with Him: the one called Peter and the Sons of Thunder—he was the rugged, mountain-like man and the fiery ones—perfect companions for the moment and setting. He prayed alone, away from them, elevated above all of them, maybe kneeling in the snow. We've all noticed in winter how the snow on a mountain makes everything else look dull and lifeless. A pale face appears oddly dark, white linen looks off-color, and paper resembles dry clay. The opposite of all this was visible that day up in the bright, empty heights alone in the sky.
Jesus prayed by Himself apart from the others. Suddenly His face shone like the sun and His raiment became as white as snow in the sunshine, white “as no fuller on earth can white them.” Over the whiteness of the snow a more brilliant whiteness, a splendor more powerful than all known splendors, outshone all earthly light.
Jesus prayed by Himself away from the others. Suddenly, His face shone like the sun, and His clothes became as white as snow in the sunlight, white "as no one on earth can make them." Over the brightness of the snow, an even more brilliant whiteness, a glory more powerful than anything known, outshone all earthly light.
The Transfiguration is the Feast and the Victory of Light. Jesus still in the flesh—for so short a time!—took on the most subtle, the lightest and most spiritual aspect of matter. His body awaiting its liberation became sunlight, the light of Heaven, intellectual and supernatural light; His soul transfigured in prayer shone out through the flesh, pierced with its flaming whiteness the screen of His body and His garments, like a flame consuming the walls which close it in, and flashing through them.
The Transfiguration is the Feast and the Victory of Light. Jesus, still in the flesh—for such a brief moment!—embraced the most subtle, lightest, and most spiritual aspect of matter. His body, awaiting its release, became sunlight, the light of Heaven, an intellectual and supernatural light; His soul, transformed in prayer, radiated through the flesh, piercing its bright whiteness through the barrier of His body and His garments, like a flame consuming the walls that confine it and shining through them.
But the light was not the same on His face and on His raiment. The light of His face was like the sun; that of His garments was like the brilliance of snow. His face, mirror of the soul, took on the color of fire; His garments, mere material stuff, were white like ice. For the soul is sun, fire, love; but the garments, all garments,—even that heavy garment which is called the human body,—are opaque, cold, dead; and can shine only by reflected light.
But the light didn't look the same on His face and His clothing. The light on His face was like the sun; the light on His garments was like the brightness of snow. His face, a reflection of the soul, glowed with the color of fire; His clothing, just material stuff, was white like ice. The soul is like the sun, fire, love; but the garments, all garments—even that heavy garment called the human body—are dull, cold, lifeless; and can only shine by reflecting light.
240But Jesus, all light, His face gleaming with quiet refulgence, His garments shining white—gold sparkling in the midst of silver—was not alone. Two great figures, returned from death, gleaming like Him, stood by Him, and spoke with Him, Moses and Elias. The first of the Prophets, men of light and fire, came to bear witness to the new Light which shines on Hermon. All those who have spoken with God remain radiant with light. The face of Moses when he came down from Mt. Sinai had become so resplendent that he covered it with a veil, lest he dazzle the others. And Elias was caught up to Heaven in a chariot of fire drawn by fiery steeds. John, the new Elias, announced the baptism of fire, but his face was darkened by the sun and did not shine like the sun. The only splendor which came into his life was the golden platter on which his bloody head was carried, a kingly gift to Herod’s sinister concubine. But on Hermon there was One whose face shone more than Moses’ and whose ascension was to be more splendid than that of Elias,—He whom Moses had promised and who was to come after Elias. They had come there beside him, but they were to disappear thereafter forever. They were no longer necessary after this last revelation. From now on the world can do without their laws and their hopes. A luminous cloud hid the glorious three from the eyes of the obscure three, and from the cloud came out a voice: “This is my beloved Son: hear him.”
240But Jesus, radiating light, His face glowing with quiet brilliance, His clothes shining white—gold sparkling amidst silver—was not alone. Two majestic figures, returned from death and shining like Him, stood beside Him and talked with Him: Moses and Elijah. The first of the Prophets, men of light and fire, came to testify to the new Light that shines on Hermon. All those who have spoken with God remain radiant. The face of Moses, when he came down from Mt. Sinai, had become so dazzling that he covered it with a veil to avoid blinding others. Elijah was taken up to Heaven in a chariot of fire pulled by fiery horses. John, the new Elijah, announced the baptism of fire, but his face was darkened by the sun and did not shine like the sun. The only brilliance that graced his life was the golden platter carrying his bloody head, a royal gift for Herod’s dark mistress. But on Hermon, there was One whose face shone brighter than Moses’ and whose ascent would be more glorious than Elijah’s—He whom Moses had promised and who was to come after Elijah. They had come to be with Him, but they were destined to fade away forever after this final revelation. From now on, the world could do without their laws and their hopes. A luminous cloud concealed the glorious three from the sight of the obscure three, and from the cloud came a voice: “This is my beloved Son: listen to Him.”
The cloud did not hide the light, but increased it. As from the tempest-cloud, the lightning darts out to light up suddenly all the country; from this cloud already shining in itself, flamed out the fire which burned up the Old Covenant and confirmed to all eternity the New Promise. The column of smoke which guided the fleeing Hebrews in the desert towards Jordan, the black cloud which hid the ark in the day of desolation and fear, had finally become a cloud of light so brilliant that it hid even the sunlike splendor of the face which was soon to be buffeted in the dark days, close at hand.
The cloud didn’t block the light but actually made it brighter. Just like lightning flashes from a storm cloud, lighting up everything around, this cloud, already shining, released the fire that consumed the Old Covenant and established the New Promise forever. The pillar of smoke that led the escaping Hebrews in the desert towards Jordan, the dark cloud that concealed the ark during times of despair and fear, had transformed into a cloud of light so bright that it overshadowed even the sun-like brilliance of the face that was soon to be struck during the approaching dark days.
But when the cloud disappeared, Jesus was once more alone. The two precursors and the two witnesses had disappeared. His face had taken on its natural color. His garments had 241their everyday aspect. Christ, once more a loving brother, turned back to his swooning companions. “Arise, and be not afraid.... Tell the vision to no man, until the son of man be risen again from the dead.”
But when the cloud vanished, Jesus was alone again. The two forerunners and the two witnesses had gone. His face returned to its normal color. His clothes looked ordinary again. Christ, now a caring brother, turned to his fainting friends. “Get up, and don’t be afraid.... Don’t share this vision with anyone until the Son of Man has risen from the dead.”
The Transfiguration forecasts the Ascension; but to die in shame always precedes rising in glory.
The Transfiguration predicts the Ascension; but dying in shame always comes before rising in glory.
I SHALL SUFFER MANY THINGS
Jesus had known that He must soon die a shameful death. It was the reward for which he was waiting and no one could have defrauded Him of it. He who saves others is ready to lose himself; he who rescues others necessarily pays with his person (that is, with the only value which is really his and which surpasses and includes all other values); it is fitting that he who loves his enemies should be hated even by his friends; he who brings salvation to all nations must needs be killed by his own people; it suits human ideas of the fitness of things that he who offers his life should be put to death. Every benefaction is such an offense to the native ingratitude of men that it can be paid for only by the heaviest penalty. We lend ears only to voices which cry out from the tombs, and reserve our scanty capacity for reverence for those whom we have assassinated. The only truths which remain in the fleeting memory of the human race are the truths written in blood.
Jesus knew that He would soon face a humiliating death. It was the sacrifice He was waiting for, and no one could take that away from Him. The one who saves others is willing to lose himself; the one who helps others inevitably pays with his own life (which is the only true value he possesses and encompasses all other values). It's natural that someone who loves his enemies should be rejected even by his friends; the one who brings salvation to all nations must inevitably be killed by his own people. It fits with human ideas of fairness that someone who offers his life should be put to death. Every act of kindness is such a blow to human ingratitude that it can only be repaid with the heaviest of penalties. We listen only to voices crying out from the graves, preserving our meager respect for those we have murdered. The only truths that remain in humanity's fleeting memory are the ones written in blood.
Jesus knew what was awaiting Him at Jerusalem, and as later was said by one worthy to portray Him, His every thought was colored by the thought of death. Three times they had already tried to kill Him; the first time at Nazareth when they took Him up on the summit of the mountain where the city was built and wished to cast Him down; the second time in the Temple, the Jews, offended by His talk, laid their hands on stones to stone Him; and a third time at the feast of the Dedication in winter-time, they took up the stones of the street to silence Him. But for these three times he escaped because His hour was not yet come.
Jesus knew what was waiting for Him in Jerusalem, and as someone later described Him, His every thought was shaped by the idea of death. They had already tried to kill Him three times; first in Nazareth when they brought Him to the edge of the hill the city was built on and tried to throw Him off; second in the Temple, where the Jews, upset by His words, picked up stones to throw at Him; and a third time during the Feast of Dedication in winter, when they gathered stones from the street to shut Him up. But each time, He escaped because His time had not yet come.
He kept His certainty of death in His own heart for Himself alone until His last hours. For He did not wish to sadden His 242Disciples who would have shrunk from following a condemned man, a man who in His own heart knew Himself at the point of death. But after the triple consecration as Messiah—Peter’s cry, the light of Hermon, the anointing of Bethany—He could no longer keep silence. He knew too well the ingenuous complacency of the Twelve. He knew that when the rare moments of enthusiasm and illumination were gone, their thoughts were often the common thoughts of common people, human even in their highest dreams. He knew that the Messiah for whom they were waiting was a victorious restorer of the Age of Gold and not the Man of Sorrows. They thought of Him as a king on his throne and not as a criminal on the gallows; triumphant, receiving homage and tribute, not spat upon, beaten, and insulted; come to raise the dead and not to be executed like an assassin.
He kept His awareness of death to Himself until His final hours. He didn’t want to upset His Disciples, who would have hesitated to follow a condemned man—someone who knew in His heart that He was facing death. But after the three significant affirmations of His role as Messiah—Peter’s declaration, the vision on Hermon, the anointing in Bethany—He could no longer stay quiet. He was acutely aware of the naive confidence of the Twelve. He realized that when the rare moments of excitement and clarity passed, their thoughts often reflected ordinary, everyday ideas, even in their loftiest aspirations. He understood that the Messiah they anticipated was a victorious restorer of a Golden Age and not a Man of Sorrows. They envisioned Him as a king on a throne, not as a criminal facing execution; victorious, receiving honor and tribute, not being spat on, beaten, and insulted; someone come to raise the dead, not to be executed like a murderer.
Lest the Disciples should lose this new certainty of Christ’s Messiahship on the day of His ignominy, Christ knew that He must warn them. They must learn from His own mouth that the Messiah would be condemned, that the Victorious One would disappear in a dreadful downfall, that the King of all kings would be insulted by Cæsar’s servants, that the Son of God would be crucified by the ignorant, blind servants of God.
To ensure the Disciples wouldn't lose their newfound certainty about Christ’s role as the Messiah on the day of His humiliation, Christ realized He had to warn them. They needed to hear from Him directly that the Messiah would face condemnation, that the Victorious One would endure a terrible downfall, that the King of all kings would be disrespected by Caesar’s servants, and that the Son of God would be crucified by the ignorant, blind followers of God.
Three times they had tried to put Him to death; three times after Peter’s recognition He announced to the Twelve His imminent death. And there were to be three kinds of men who were to bring about His death: the Elders, the High Priests and the Scribes. The Elders were the Patricians, the aristocrats, the lay delegates of the Hebrew middle-classes, they represented authority and wealth, and Christ had come to transform authority into service and to condemn the rich and their treasures. The High Priests represented the Temple, and He had come to destroy the Temple. The Scribes were the doctors of law, of theology, the interpreters of the Book, the masters of the Scriptures, and represented the authority of word and of tradition; and He had come to transform the Word and to regenerate the tradition. These three orders of men 243never could forgive Him even after they had sent Him to Golgotha.
Three times they had tried to kill Him; three times after Peter recognized Him, He told the Twelve about His upcoming death. There were three groups of people who would cause His death: the Elders, the High Priests, and the Scribes. The Elders were the aristocrats, the elite, the representatives of the Hebrew middle class. They stood for authority and wealth, and Christ had come to turn authority into service and criticize the rich and their possessions. The High Priests represented the Temple, and He had come to destroy the Temple. The Scribes were the experts in law and theology, the interpreters of the Scriptures, and they represented the authority of tradition and the written word; He had come to reinterpret the Word and renew tradition. These three groups of people 243 could never forgive Him even after they sent Him to Golgotha.
And there were to be three accomplices to His death: Judas who betrayed Him, Caiaphas who sentenced Him, Pilate who permitted the execution of the sentence. And there were to be three sorts of men to execute the penalty: the guards who arrested Him, the Hebrews who cried “Crucify Him!” before the procurator’s house, the Roman soldiers who nailed Him on the cross.
And there were three accomplices in His death: Judas, who betrayed Him; Caiaphas, who sentenced Him; and Pilate, who allowed the execution of the sentence. And there were three types of people to carry out the penalty: the guards who arrested Him, the Hebrews who shouted “Crucify Him!” in front of the procurator’s house, and the Roman soldiers who nailed Him to the cross.
There were to be three degrees of His afflictions, as He Himself told the disciples. First He was to be spurned and outraged, then spit upon and beaten, and finally killed. But they were not to fear nor to weep. As life has its reward in death, death is the promise of a second life. After three days, He was to rise from the tomb, never more to die. Christ was to be victorious not over earthly kingdoms, but over death. He does not bring golden treasures, nor abundance of grain, but immortality to all those who obey Him, and the cancellation of all sins committed by men. He was to buy this immortality and this liberation by imprisonment and death. The price was hard and bitter, but without those few days of His Passion and burial He could not have secured centuries and centuries of life and freedom for men.
There would be three stages of His suffering, as He Himself explained to the disciples. First, He would be rejected and humiliated, then spat on and beaten, and finally killed. But they were not to be afraid or cry. Just as life finds its reward in death, death is the promise of a new life. After three days, He would rise from the tomb, never to die again. Christ would triumph not over earthly kingdoms but over death. He doesn't bring golden treasures or a surplus of grain, but immortality to all who follow Him and forgiveness for all the sins committed by humanity. He would earn this immortality and freedom through imprisonment and death. The cost was harsh and painful, but without those few days of His suffering and burial, He could not have secured centuries of life and freedom for humanity.
The Disciples were troubled at this revelation and unwilling to believe. But Jesus had already begun His Passion, foreseeing those terrible last days of His life and describing them. From now on the heirs of His work knew all, and He could go on His way towards Jerusalem in order that His words should be fulfilled to the very last.
The disciples were upset by this revelation and hesitant to believe it. But Jesus had already started His Passion, anticipating those awful final days of His life and sharing them. From this point on, the heirs of His work knew everything, and He could continue on His way to Jerusalem so that His words would be fulfilled to the very end.
MARANATHA
And yet for one day at least He was to be like that King awaited by the poor every morning on the thresholds of the holy city.
And yet, for at least one day, He was to be like that King who the poor awaited every morning on the doorsteps of the holy city.
Easter draws near. It was the beginning of the last week which even now had not yet ended—since the new Sabbath 244has not yet dawned. But this time Jesus does not come to Jerusalem as in other years, an obscure wanderer mingled with the crowd of pilgrims, into the evil-smelling metropolis huddled with its houses, white as sepulchers, under the towering vainglory of the Temple destined to the flames. This time, which is the last time, Jesus is accompanied by His faithful friends, by His fellow-peasants, by the women who were later to weep, by the Twelve who were to hide themselves, by the Galileans who come in memory of an ancient miracle, but with the hope of seeing a new miracle. This time He is not alone; the vanguard of the Kingdom is with Him, and He does not come unknown: the cry of the Resurrection has preceded Him. Even in the capital ruled by the iron of the Romans, the gold of the merchants, the letter of the Pharisees, there are eyes which look towards the Mount of Olives and hearts which beat faster.
Easter is approaching. It’s the start of the last week that hasn’t ended yet—since the new Sabbath hasn't arrived. But this time, Jesus doesn't enter Jerusalem like in previous years, as just another traveler blending in with the crowd of pilgrims, in the foul-smelling city packed with its houses, pale as tombs, under the towering pride of the Temple destined for destruction. This time, which is the final time, Jesus is joined by His loyal friends, by His fellow villagers, by the women who would later cry, by the Twelve who would hide away, and by the Galileans who come remembering an ancient miracle, but hoping to witness a new one. This time He is not alone; the forefront of the Kingdom is with Him, and He doesn't come unnoticed: the shout of the Resurrection has gone ahead of Him. Even in the capital controlled by Roman power, merchant wealth, and the laws of the Pharisees, there are eyes looking towards the Mount of Olives and hearts racing.
This time He does not come on foot into the city which should have been the throne of His kingdom, and which was to be His tomb. When He had come to Bethpage, He sent two disciples to look for an ass, “Go into the village over against you, and straightway ye shall find an ass tied, and a colt with her; loose them, and bring them unto me. And if any man say ought unto you, ye shall say, The Lord hath need of them.”
This time He doesn't walk into the city that should have been the center of His kingdom and that would become His tomb. When He arrived at Bethpage, He sent two disciples to find a donkey. “Go into the village ahead of you, and right away you’ll find a donkey tied up, with her colt; untie them and bring them to me. And if anyone asks you what you’re doing, tell them, ‘The Lord needs them.’”
Even up to our days it has been said that Jesus wished to ride on an ass as a sign of humble meekness, as if He wished to signify symbolically that He approached His people as the Prince of Peace. It has been forgotten that in the robust early periods of history asses were not the submissive beasts of burden of to-day, weary bones in flogged and ill-treated skin, brought low by many centuries of slavery, used only to carry baskets and bags over the stones of steep hills. The ass of antiquity was a fiery and warlike animal; handsome and bold as a horse, fit to be sacrificed to divinities. Homer, master of metaphors, intended no belittling of Ajax the robust, the proud Ajax, when he likened him to an ass. The Jews moreover used untamed asses for other comparisons: Zophar the Naamithite said to Job, “For vain man would be wise though 245man be born like a wild ass’ colt.” And Daniel tells how Nebuchadnezzar, as expiation of his tyrannies, was driven from the sons of men, and his heart was made like the beasts, and his dwelling was with the wild asses.
Even today, people say that Jesus chose to ride on a donkey as a symbol of humble meekness, as if He wanted to show that He came to His people as the Prince of Peace. What’s often overlooked is that in the strong early days of history, donkeys were not the submissive, overworked animals they are now, worn down and mistreated, reduced by centuries of servitude, used only to carry baskets and bags over rocky hills. The donkey of ancient times was a spirited and fierce animal; handsome and bold like a horse, worthy of being offered to the gods. Homer, a master of metaphors, meant no disrespect to Ajax, the robust and proud warrior, when he compared him to a donkey. Moreover, the Jews used untamed donkeys in other comparisons: Zophar the Naamathite told Job, “For vain man would be wise though man be born like a wild donkey’s colt.” And Daniel recounts how Nebuchadnezzar, as a punishment for his tyranny, was driven away from humanity, his heart made like that of a beast, and he lived among the wild donkeys.
Jesus asked expressly for an ass not yet broken, never before ridden, something like a wild ass, because on that day, the animal chosen by Him was not a symbol of the humility of his rider but was a symbol of the Jewish people, who were to be liberated and overcome by Christ; the animal, unruly and restive, stiff-necked, whom no prophet and no monarch had mastered and who to-day was tied to a post as Israel was tied with the Roman rope; vain and foolhardy as in the Book of Job; fitting companion for an evil king; slave to foreigners, but at the same time rebellious to the end of time, the Hebrew people had finally found its master. For one day only: it revolted against Him, its legitimate master in that same week; but its revolt succeeded only for a short time. The quarrelsome capitol was pulled down and the god-killing crowd dispersed like the husks of the eternal Winnower over all the face of the earth.
Jesus specifically asked for a donkey that had never been ridden, something like a wild donkey, because on that day, the animal He chose was not just a sign of the humility of its rider but represented the Jewish people, who were to be freed and redeemed by Christ; the animal, unruly and restless, stubborn, whom no prophet or king had ever tamed, was today tied to a post just as Israel was bound by the Roman grip; proud and reckless as in the Book of Job; an appropriate companion for a wicked king; enslaved by outsiders, yet at the same time defiant to the end of time, the Hebrew people had finally found their master. For just one day: they revolted against Him, their rightful master, in that same week; but their rebellion lasted only a short while. The contentious capital was destroyed and the mob that rejected God scattered like the chaff from the eternal Winnower across the entire earth.
The ass’s back is hard, and Christ’s friends throw their cloaks over it. Stony is the slope which leads from the Mount of Olives and the triumphant crowds throw their mantles over the rough stones. This, too, is symbolical of self-consecration. To take off your mantle is the beginning of stripping yourself, the beginning of that bareness which is the desire for confession and the death of false shame; bareness of the body, promising naked truth for the soul. The loving charity of supreme alms-giving; to give what we have on our backs, “If any man ... shall take away thy coat, let him have thy cloke also.”
The donkey's back is tough, and Christ's followers lay their cloaks over it. The path from the Mount of Olives is rocky, and the joyful crowds spread their garments over the rough stones. This also represents self-dedication. Removing your coat is the first step in shedding your layers, the start of that vulnerability that seeks confession and the end of false shame; exposing the body, which promises naked truth for the soul. The pure generosity of ultimate giving; to give what we have on our backs, “If someone... takes your coat, let him have your cloak as well.”
Then began the descent in the heat of the sun and of glory; in the midst of freshly cut branches and of songs of hope. It was at the beginning of breezy April and of the spring. The golden hour of noon lay about the city with its green vineyards, fields and orchards. The sky, immense, deep blue, miraculously calm, clear and joyful as the promise of divine eyes, stretched away into the infinite. The stars could not 246be seen, yet the light of our sun seemed augmented by the quiet brilliance of those other distant suns. A warm breeze, still scented with the freshness of heaven, gently swayed the tender tree-tops and set the young, growing leaves a-flutter. It was one of those days when blue seems bluer, green seems greener, light more brilliant and love more loving.
Then began the descent in the heat of the sun and of glory; in the midst of freshly cut branches and songs of hope. It was the start of breezy April and spring. The golden hour of noon surrounded the city with its green vineyards, fields, and orchards. The sky, vast and deep blue, was miraculously calm, clear, and joyful like the promise of divine eyes, stretching into the infinite. The stars couldn’t be seen, yet the sunlight seemed enhanced by the quiet brilliance of those distant stars. A warm breeze, still carrying the freshness of heaven, gently swayed the tender treetops and made the young, budding leaves flutter. It was one of those days when blue seems bluer, green seems greener, light more brilliant, and love more loving.
Those who accompanied Christ in that descent felt themselves swept away by the rapture of the world and of the moment. Never before that day had they felt themselves so bursting with hope and adoration. The cry of Peter became the cry of the fervent little army winding its way down the slope towards the queen-city. “Hosanna to the Son of David!” said the voices of the young men and of the women, in the midst of this impetuous exultation. Even the Disciples almost began to hope, although they had been warned that this would be the last sun, although they knew that they were accompanying a man about to die.
Those who followed Christ on that descent were caught up in the excitement of the world and the moment. Never before had they felt such a surge of hope and admiration. Peter's shout became the rallying cry of the eager little group making their way down the hill toward the city. “Hosanna to the Son of David!” echoed the voices of the young men and women amid this wild celebration. Even the Disciples started to feel a glimmer of hope, despite being told this would be the last sun and knowing they were with a man destined to die.
The procession approached the mysterious, hostile city with the roaring tumult of a torrent that has burst its banks. These countrymen, these people from the provinces, came forward flanked as by a moving forest, as if they had wished to carry a little country freshness inside the noisome walls, into the drab alleyways. The boldest had cut palm branches along the road, boughs of myrtle, clusters of olives, willow leaves, and they waved them on high, shouting out the impassioned words of the Psalmist towards the shining face of Him who came in the name of God.
The procession moved towards the mysterious, unfriendly city with the loud chaos of a flood that has overflowed its banks. These locals, these people from the countryside, advanced as if they were part of a moving forest, as if they wanted to bring a bit of rural freshness inside the filthy walls, into the dull alleyways. The bravest among them had gathered palm branches, myrtle boughs, clusters of olives, and willow leaves along the way, waving them high while shouting passionate words of the Psalmist towards the bright face of the one who came in the name of God.
Now the first Christian legion had arrived before the gates of Jerusalem and the voices did not still their homage: “Blessed be the King that cometh in the name of the Lord: peace in heaven, and glory in the highest!” Their shouting reached the ears of the Pharisees, who arrived, haughty and severe, to investigate the seditious noise. The cries scandalized those learned ears and troubled those suspicious hearts, and some of them, well wrapped up in their doctoral cloaks, called from among the crowd to Jesus: “Master, rebuke thy disciples.” And then He, without halting, “I tell you that, if these 247should hold their peace, the stones would immediately cry out!”
Now the first Christian legion had arrived at the gates of Jerusalem, and their voices shouted in reverence: “Blessed is the King who comes in the name of the Lord: peace in heaven, and glory in the highest!” Their cheering caught the attention of the Pharisees, who showed up, proud and severe, to check out the rebellious noise. The uproar shocked their scholarly ears and unsettled their wary hearts, and some of them, wrapped in their academic cloaks, called out to Jesus from the crowd: “Teacher, tell your disciples to be quiet.” And He replied, without stopping, “I tell you that if these were silent, the stones would cry out immediately!”
The silent, motionless stones which, according to St. John, God could have transformed into sons of Abraham; the hot stones of the desert which Jesus was not willing to change into loaves of bread at the challenge of the Adversary; the hostile stones of the street which twice had been picked up to stone Him; the hard stones of Jerusalem would have been less hard, less icy, less insensitive than the souls of the Pharisees.
The silent, motionless stones that, according to St. John, God could have turned into sons of Abraham; the hot stones of the desert that Jesus refused to turn into loaves of bread when challenged by the Adversary; the hostile stones of the street that had been picked up twice to stone Him; the hard stones of Jerusalem would have been less hard, less cold, less unfeeling than the souls of the Pharisees.
But with this answer, Jesus had asserted His right to be called “the Christ.” It was a declaration of war. At the very moment of His entrance into His city, the New King gave the signal for the attack.
But with this answer, Jesus claimed His right to be called “the Christ.” It was a declaration of war. At the exact moment He entered His city, the New King signaled the attack.
THE DEN OF THIEVES
He went up to the Temple where all His enemies were assembled. On the hill-top the sacred fortress sunned its new whiteness in the magnificence of the day. The old Ark of the nomads, drawn by oxen through sweltering deserts and over battlefields, had halted on that height, petrified as a defense for the royal city. The moveable cart of the fugitives had become a heavy citadel of stone and marble, a pompous stronghold of palaces and stairways, shady with colonnades, lighted with courts, enclosed by walls, sheer above the valley, protected by bastions and by towers, a fortress rather than a place of worship. It was not only the precinct of the Holy of Holies, and the sacrificial altar, it was no longer only the Temple, the mystic sanctuary of the people. With its great old towers, its guardrooms, its warehouses for offerings, its strong-boxes for deposits, its open piazzas for trade and covered galleries for meetings and amusement, it was anything rather than a sanctuary for meditation and prayer. It was everything, a fortress in case of assault, a bank-vault, a market-place in time of pilgrimage and feast-days, a bazaar on all days, a forum for the disputes of politicians, the wranglings of doctors and the gossip of idlers; a thoroughfare, a rendezvous, 248a business center. Built by a faithless King to win over the favor of a captious and seditious people, to satisfy the pride and avarice of the priestly caste, an instrument of war and a market-place for trade, it must have seemed to the eyes of Jesus the natural focus for all the enemies of His truth.
He went up to the Temple where all His enemies were gathered. On the hilltop, the sacred fortress basked in its new brightness under the glorious day. The old Ark of the nomads, pulled by oxen through scorching deserts and across battlefields, had come to rest on that height, solidified as a defense for the royal city. The portable cart of the refugees had transformed into a massive citadel of stone and marble, an impressive stronghold of palaces and staircases, shaded by colonnades, illuminated by courtyards, enclosed by walls, towering over the valley, protected by bastions and towers—more of a fortress than a place of worship. It was not just the area of the Holy of Holies and the sacrificial altar; it was no longer merely the Temple, the mystical sanctuary of the people. With its grand old towers, guardrooms, storage for offerings, strongboxes for deposits, open squares for trade, and covered galleries for gatherings and entertainment, it was anything but a sanctuary for meditation and prayer. It was everything: a fortress in case of attack, a bank vault, a marketplace during pilgrimages and festivals, a bazaar on all days, a forum for political disputes, medical arguments, and idle chatter; a thoroughfare, a meeting spot, a business hub. Built by a disloyal King to win over the favor of a difficult and rebellious populace, to satisfy the pride and greed of the priestly class, a weapon of war and a trading ground, it must have seemed to Jesus like the natural center for all His truth's adversaries.
Jesus goes up to the Temple to destroy the Temple. He will leave to the Romans of Titus the task of literally dismantling the walls, of scattering the masses of stone, of burning down the buildings, of stealing the bronze and gold, of reducing to a smoky and accursed ruin the great stronghold of Herod; but He will destroy the values which the proud Temple upheld with its piled-up blocks of ordered stone, its paved terraces and its golden doors. Jesus goes up towards the Temple: the Man transfigured on the mountain is set against the scribes parched and withered among their scrolls; the Messiah of the New Kingdom against the usurper of the kingdom defiled by compromises, corrupt with infamy; the Gospel against the Torah; the future against the past; the fire of love against the ashes of the Letter. The day of battle is at hand. Jesus, among the songs of His fervent band, goes up to the sumptuous lair of His enemies. Well does He know the street. How many times He had gone over it as a little child led along by the hand in the crowd of pilgrims, in the midst of noise and dust, in the band of Galileans! Later as an unknown boy, confused by the dust and heat of the sun, tired and bewildered, He used to look toward the walls desperately longing to arrive at the summit, hoping to find up there in the sacred precincts a little shade for His eyes, cool water for His mouth, a word of consolation for His heart.
Jesus goes up to the Temple to take it down. He will leave it to the Romans led by Titus to literally tear down the walls, scatter the stones, set fire to the buildings, steal the bronze and gold, and turn Herod's great stronghold into a smoky, cursed ruin; but He will destroy the values the proud Temple represented with its stacked blocks of stone, its paved terraces, and its golden doors. Jesus approaches the Temple: the Man transformed on the mountain stands in contrast to the scribes withered and parched among their scrolls; the Messiah of the New Kingdom faces the usurper of a kingdom tainted by compromises and corrupted with shame; the Gospel stands against the Torah; the future opposes the past; the fire of love confronts the ashes of the Letter. The day of battle is near. Jesus, among the songs of His passionate group, goes up to the lavish stronghold of His enemies. He knows the street well. How many times had He walked it as a little child guided by the hand in the crowd of pilgrims, amid the noise and dust, with the group of Galileans! Later, as an unknown boy, confused by the dust and heat of the sun, tired and disoriented, He used to gaze at the walls, desperately longing to reach the top, hoping to find a bit of shade for His eyes, cool water for His mouth, a word of comfort for His heart.
But to-day everything is transformed. He is not led along. He leads along. He does not come to adore, but to punish. He knows that there inside, behind the beautiful façades of the sublime sepulcher, there are only ashes and corruption: His enemies selling ashes and feeding themselves on corruption. The first adversary who comes before Him is the demon of greed.
But today, everything has changed. He isn't being guided; he’s the one leading. He doesn't come to worship but to punish. He knows that inside, behind the beautiful façades of the grand tomb, there’s only ash and decay: His enemies selling ash and feeding on decay. The first opponent who stands before Him is the demon of greed.
He enters into the Court of the Gentiles, the most spacious and most densely crowded of all. The great, sunny, well-paved 249terrace is not the atrium of a sanctuary, but a dirty market-place. An immense, roaring din rises up from the vermin-like crowd of bankers, of buyers and sellers, of money-changers who give and take money. There are herdsmen with their oxen and their flocks of sheep; vendors of pigeons and turtle doves, standing by the long lines of their coops; bird-sellers, with cages of chirping sparrows; benches for money-changers, with bowls overflowing with copper and silver. Merchants, their feet in the fresh-dropped dung, handle the flanks of the animals destined for sacrifice; or call with monotonous iteration women who have come there after child-birth, pilgrims who have come to offer a rich sacrifice, lepers who offer living birds for their cure, obtained or hoped for. Money-changers, with a coin hung at their ears as a mark of their trade, gloatingly plunge their greedy talons into gleaming piles; the go-betweens run about in the swarm of the gossiping groups; niggardly, wary provincials hold excited conferences before loosening the purse strings to change their cash for a votive offering, and from time to time a restless ox drowns out with his deep bellow the thin bleating of the lambs, the thrill voices of the women, the clinking of drachma and shekels.
He enters the Court of the Gentiles, the largest and most crowded area of all. The big, sunny, well-paved terrace isn’t the atrium of a sanctuary, but a filthy marketplace. An enormous, loud noise rises from the swarm of bankers, buyers and sellers, and money-changers who are exchanging cash. There are herders with their oxen and flocks of sheep; vendors of pigeons and turtle doves, standing by their long rows of coops; bird-sellers with cages of chirping sparrows; benches for money-changers, with bowls overflowing with coins. Merchants, their feet in the fresh dung, handle the sides of the animals meant for sacrifice; or they call out monotonously to women who have just given birth, pilgrims who have come to offer extravagant sacrifices, lepers who offer live birds for cures they’ve achieved or hope to achieve. Money-changers, with coins dangling from their ears as a sign of their trade, eagerly dive their greedy hands into shiny piles; the middlemen dart around amidst groups of chatting people; stingy, cautious locals have heated discussions before finally loosening their purse strings to exchange cash for a votive offering, and every so often a restless ox drowns out the faint bleating of the lambs, the high-pitched voices of the women, and the clinking of drachmas and shekels.
Christ was familiar with the spectacle. He knew that the house of God had been turned into the house of Mammon, and that, instead of silently invoking the Spirit, material-minded men trafficked there in the filth of the Demon, with the priests as their accomplices. But this time He did not restrain His scorn and His repugnance. To destroy the Temple, He commenced with the destruction of the market-place. The Eternal Mendicant, the poor man, accompanied by his poor friends, flung Himself against the servitors of money. He had in His hand a length of rope, which He knotted together like a whip, and with it He opened a passage-way through the astonished people. The benches of the money-changers crashed down at the first shock. The coins were scattered on the ground amid yells of astonishment and wrath; the seats of the bird-sellers were overturned beside their scattered pigeons. The herdsmen began to urge towards the doors the oxen and 250the sheep. The sparrow-sellers took their cages under their arms and disappeared. Cries rose to Heaven, some scandalized, some approving; from the other court-yards other people came running towards the disturbance. Jesus, surrounded by the boldest of His friends, was brandishing His whip on high, and driving the money-changers towards the door. And He repeated in a loud voice, “My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves!”
Christ was used to the scene. He knew that God's house had been turned into a marketplace, and that instead of quietly seeking the Spirit, materialistic people were trading in the dirt of greed, with the priests acting as their accomplices. But this time, He didn’t hold back His disdain and disgust. To cleanse the Temple, He started by clearing out the marketplace. The Eternal Beggar, the poor man, along with His poor friends, charged at the money handlers. He had a piece of rope in His hand, which He twisted into a whip, and with it, He made a path through the stunned crowd. The money-changers' tables collapsed with the first blow. Coins flew everywhere amidst shouts of shock and anger; the bird sellers' stands were knocked over beside their scattered pigeons. The herders began to push the oxen and sheep towards the exits. The sparrow sellers grabbed their cages and hurried away. Cries rose to the heavens, some shocked, some supportive; from other courtyards, more people rushed in to see what was happening. Jesus, surrounded by the bravest of His friends, was waving His whip in the air, driving the money-changers towards the door. And He shouted loudly, “My house will be a house of prayer; but you have made it a den of thieves!”
And the last money-handlers disappeared from the courts like rubbish scattered by the wind.
And the last money changers vanished from the courts like trash blown away by the wind.
BUSINESS THE GOD
This action of Jesus was not only the righteous purification of the sanctuary, but also the public manifestation of His detestation for Mammon and the servants of Mammon. Business, that modern god, was for Him a form of theft. A marketplace was therefore a cave of obsequious brigands, of tolerated thieves. Among all the elements of the legalized theft which is called commerce, none is more detestable and shameful than the use of money. If some one gives you a sheep in exchange for money, you can be sure that he has made you pay more money than the sheep really cost, but at least he gives you something which is not a hateful mineral symbol of wealth. He gives you a living being, which will furnish you wool in the spring time, which will bear you a lamb, and which you can eat if you like. But the exchange of money for money, of coined metal for coined metal, is something unnatural, paradoxical and demoniac. Everything that is known of banks, rates of exchange, discount and usury, is a shameful and repellent mystery which has always been the terror of simple souls, that is, of upright and deep souls. The peasant who sows his grain, the tailor who makes a garment, the weaver who weaves wool or linen, have up to a certain limit a real right that their wealth should increase, because they have added something which before was not in the world, in cloth, in wool. But that a mountain of money should bring forth other money without labor or effort, without production by man of any object 251to be seen, to be consumed, to be enjoyed, is a scandal which goes beyond, and confounds human imagination.
This action of Jesus was not just a rightful cleansing of the sanctuary, but also a clear demonstration of His disdain for Mammon and those who serve him. Business, this modern god, was for Him a type of stealing. To Him, a marketplace was simply a den of submissive bandits and tolerated thieves. Among all the aspects of the legalized theft we call commerce, none is more despicable and shameful than the use of money. If someone gives you a sheep in exchange for cash, you can be sure they're making you pay more than the sheep is actually worth, but at least you receive something that's not just a hated symbol of wealth. He gives you a living creature, providing you with wool in the spring, a lamb, and something you can eat if you choose. But swapping money for money, exchanging coins for coins, is something unnatural, paradoxical, and evil. Everything associated with banks, exchange rates, discounts, and usury is a disgraceful and repulsive mystery that has always terrified simple souls—that is, honest and profound souls. The farmer who plants his crops, the tailor who creates a garment, the weaver who weaves wool or linen have, up to a certain point, a genuine right to see their wealth grow because they've added something new to the world, like fabric or wool. But for a pile of money to generate more money without any work, effort, or production of something tangible to be seen, consumed, or enjoyed is a scandal that exceeds and confounds human imagination. 251
Money-changers, bankers, amassers of silver and gold, are slaves of the witchcraft of the Demon more than all others. And it is to those men, the men of banks and of finance, that the grateful Demon gives power on this earth: they are the ones even to-day who rule nations, instigate wars, who starve nations, and who, by an infernal system of their own, suck out the life of the poor, transformed into gold, dripping with sweat and blood.
Money changers, bankers, and hoarders of silver and gold are more enslaved by the witchcraft of the Demon than anyone else. It is these men, the financiers and bankers, to whom the grateful Demon grants power on Earth: they are the ones who still rule nations today, instigate wars, starve populations, and through their own infernal system, drain the life from the poor, turning it into gold that drips with sweat and blood.
Christ, who pitied the rich, but who hated and detested wealth, the great wall which cuts off from men the vision of the Kingdom of Heaven, had broken up the den of thieves and had purified the Temple where He was to teach the last truths which remained to Him to expound. But with that violent action, He had antagonized all the commercial middle-class of Jerusalem. The men He had driven away demanded that their patrons should punish the man who was ruining business on the Holy Hill. These men of money found ready hearing with the men of Law, already embittered for other reasons, so much the more because Jesus in disturbing the business of the Temple had condemned and harmed the priests themselves. The most successful bazars were the property of the sons of Annas, that is, close relations of the High-Priest Caiaphas. All the doves which were sold in the Court of the Gentiles were raised on the property of Annas, and the priests who did business in them made a good income every month out of turtle-doves alone. The money-changers, who should not have been allowed to stay in the Temple, paid the great Sadducee families of the priestly aristocracy a goodly tithe on the thousands of shekels brought in every year by the exchange of foreign money into Hebrew money. Had not the Temple itself perhaps become a great national bank with coffers and strong boxes in treasure chambers?
Jesus, who had compassion for the rich but despised wealth—the massive barrier that prevents people from seeing the Kingdom of Heaven—had shut down the thieves’ den and cleaned up the Temple where He would teach the final truths He had left to share. But with that forceful act, He had created enemies among the commercial middle-class of Jerusalem. The merchants He had chased away demanded that their supporters punish the man who was ruining business on the Holy Hill. These wealthy individuals found allies in the legal authorities, who were already resentful for other reasons, especially since Jesus, by disrupting the Temple's business, had condemned and hurt the priests as well. The most successful markets were owned by the sons of Annas, who were closely related to the High Priest Caiaphas. All the doves sold in the Court of the Gentiles were raised on Annas’s property, and the priests involved were making a nice profit every month just from turtle-doves. The money-changers, who should never have been allowed to remain in the Temple, paid substantial fees to the prominent Sadducee families of the priestly elite on the thousands of shekels earned each year by exchanging foreign currency for Hebrew money. Hadn’t the Temple possibly turned into a massive national bank with vaults and secure storage filled with treasures?
Jesus had wounded the twenty thousand priests of Jerusalem in their prestige and in their purses. He had overturned the values of the falsified and mutilated Letter, in the name of which they commanded and on which they fattened. More 252than this, He had driven out their associates, the traffickers and bankers. If He had His way, it would ruin them all. But the two threatened castes drew together still more closely, to make way with the dangerous intruder. It was perhaps that very evening that priests and merchants agreed on the purchase of a betrayer and a cross. The bourgeoisie were to give the small amount of money necessary; the clergy to find the religious pretext; the foreign government, naturally desiring to be on good terms with clergy and bourgeoisie, would lend its soldiers.
Jesus had damaged the prestige and finances of twenty thousand priests in Jerusalem. He had challenged the twisted values of the distorted scriptures they used to wield power and profit. Furthermore, He had driven out their partners, the traders and bankers. If He had his way, it would spell disaster for them all. But the two threatened groups grew even closer together to deal with the dangerous outsider. It was likely that very evening when priests and merchants agreed to hire a traitor and secure a cross. The middle class would provide the small sum of money needed; the clergy would come up with the religious justification; and the foreign government, keen on maintaining good relations with both the clergy and the bourgeoisie, would supply the soldiers.
But Jesus, having left the Temple, went His way towards Bethany, passing by the Mount of Olives.
But Jesus, after leaving the Temple, made His way toward Bethany, passing by the Mount of Olives.
THE VIPERS OF THE TOMBS
The next morning when he went back, the herdsmen and merchants had squatted down outside, near the doors, but the courts were humming with crowds of excited people.
The next morning when he returned, the herdsmen and merchants were sitting outside, close to the doors, but the courts were buzzing with crowds of excited people.
The sentence pronounced and executed by Jesus against the honest thieves had set gossiping Jerusalem all agog. Those blows of the whip, like so many stones thrown into the Jerusalem frog-pond, had awakened the poor to joyous hope and had set the lords quaking with fear.
The sentence given and carried out by Jesus against the honest thieves had the gossiping people of Jerusalem buzzing with excitement. Those lashes of the whip, like stones tossed into the Jerusalem pond, had stirred the poor to hopeful joy and had made the powerful tremble with fear.
And early in the morning, all had gone up there from the dark alleys and from the fine houses, from the work-shops and from the public squares, leaving all their affairs, with the restless anxiety of those who hope for miracles, or revenge. The day-laborers had come, the weavers, the dyers, the cobblers, the woodworkers, all those who detested the swindlers, the stranglers, the shearers of poverty, traders who enriched themselves at the expense of indigence. Among the first had come the lamentable scum of the city, the dirty vermin-ridden prisoners of eternal beggary, with leprous scabs, with their sores uncared for, with their bones protruding through the skin to testify to their hunger. There had also come pilgrims from outside, those of Galilee, who had accompanied Jesus in His festal entrance; and with them Jews from the Syrian and Egyptian colonies, dressed in their best, like distant relatives 253who reappear every once in so often at the family home for a family festival.
And early in the morning, everyone had gathered there from the dark alleys and the fancy houses, from the workshops and the public squares, leaving behind their daily routines, filled with the restless anxiety of those who hope for miracles or revenge. The day laborers, weavers, dyers, cobblers, and woodworkers all came, those who despised the swindlers, the oppressors, and the exploiters who thrived on the misery of others. Among the first were the sad outcasts of the city, the filthy, suffering beggars with leprous sores, their wounds neglected, their bones sticking out through their skin as proof of their hunger. There were also pilgrims from outside, those from Galilee, who had joined Jesus for His grand entrance; and with them came Jews from the Syrian and Egyptian communities, dressed in their finest, like distant relatives who occasionally show up at family gatherings for a celebration. 253
But there came up also, in groups of four or five, the Scribes and Pharisees. They were fraternal colleagues, fitting companions for each other. The Scribes were the Doctors of the Law; the Pharisees were the Puritans of the Law. Nearly all the Scribes were Pharisees, many Pharisees were Scribes. Imagine a professor adding religious pedantry to his doctoral pedantry; or a religious hypocrite provided also with the grave face of a casuistical pedagogue, and you will have the modern equivalent of a Pharisaical Scribe, or of a Pharisee who was also a Scribe. A Tartuffe with academic honors; an Academician, who is at the same time a religious hypocrite; a philosophizing Quaker, are other modern equivalents.
But then groups of four or five Scribes and Pharisees also arrived. They were like-minded colleagues, perfect companions for each other. The Scribes were experts in the Law, while the Pharisees were strict followers of it. Almost all the Scribes were Pharisees, and many Pharisees were Scribes. Picture a professor who adds religious dogmatism to his academic expertise; or a religious hypocrite who also carries the serious demeanor of a moral instructor, and you’ll have the modern equivalent of a Pharisaical Scribe, or a Pharisee who is also a Scribe. A hypocrite with academic credentials; an academic who is also a religious fraud; a philosophizing Quaker—those are other modern equivalents.
These men therefore went up that morning to the Temple with much show of pride without and many evil intentions within. They came up proudly wrapped in their long cloaks, with their fringes fluttering, their chests thrown out, their eyes clouded, their eyebrows raised, with sneering mouths and quivering nostrils, with a step which announced their importance and the indignation felt by them, God’s privileged sheriffs.
These men headed to the Temple that morning, full of pride on the outside but harboring bad intentions on the inside. They arrived, confidently wrapped in their long cloaks, their fringes swaying, chests puffed out, eyes glazed, eyebrows raised, with mocking expressions and flaring nostrils, walking in a way that exuded their importance and the anger they felt as God’s chosen representatives.
Jesus, in the midst of all these eyes turned on Him, waited for those men. It was not the first time that they had come about Him. How many discussions between Him and the provincial Pharisees had taken place here and there in the country! They were Pharisees who had demanded a sign from Heaven, a supernatural proof that He was the Messiah—because the Pharisees, unlike the skeptical Sadducees, sunk in legalized Epicureanism, believed in the imminent arrival of the Saviour.
Jesus, with everyone looking at Him, waited for those men. This wasn't the first time they had come around Him. There had been many debates between Him and the local Pharisees in various places across the region! These Pharisees had asked for a sign from Heaven, a supernatural confirmation that He was the Messiah—because the Pharisees, unlike the doubtful Sadducees who were absorbed in their legalistic materialism, believed in the soon arrival of the Savior.
But the Pharisees expected to see this Saviour as a Jew, strictly observing all laws as they did, and they held that to be worthy to receive Him it was enough to be clean on the outside and to avoid any transgression of any of the trivial rules of Leviticus. The Messiah, the son of David, would not 254deign to save those who had not avoided all contact, even remote, with foreigners and with heathens, who had not observed the smallest detail of legal purification, who had not paid all the tithes of the Temple, who did not respect at any cost the sanctity of the Sabbath day. In their eyes Jesus could not possibly be the Divine Redeemer. No spectacular and magic signs had been seen: He had contented Himself with healing the sick, with talking about love, and with loving. They had seen Him dining with publicans and sinners, and, worse than everything else, had heard with horror that His disciples did not always wash their hands before sitting down to the table. But the greatest horror, the unendurable scandal, had been His lack of respect for the Sabbath. Jesus had not hesitated to cure the sick, even on the Sabbath, and He held it no crime on that day to do good to His unfortunate brothers. He even shamelessly gloried in this, claiming blasphemously that the Sabbath was made for man, rather than man for the Sabbath.
But the Pharisees expected to see this Savior as a Jew, strictly following all the laws just like they did. They believed that to be worthy of receiving Him, it was enough to be clean on the outside and to avoid breaking any of the minor rules of Leviticus. The Messiah, the son of David, would not bother to save those who had not completely avoided even the slightest contact with foreigners and pagans, who had not followed every tiny detail of legal purification, who had not paid all the Temple tithes, and who did not respect the sanctity of the Sabbath at all costs. In their eyes, Jesus could not possibly be the Divine Redeemer. No spectacular or magical signs had been witnessed; He had only healed the sick, talked about love, and practiced love Himself. They had seen Him dining with tax collectors and sinners, and, even worse, had heard with horror that His disciples didn’t always wash their hands before sitting down to eat. But the most shocking scandal was His disrespect for the Sabbath. Jesus didn’t hesitate to heal the sick, even on the Sabbath, and He saw no issue with doing good for His unfortunate brothers on that day. He even shamelessly boasted about it, blasphemously claiming that the Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath.
In the minds of the Pharisees there was only one doubt about Jesus: was He a fool or an impostor? To put the matter to the test, they had tried many times to trap Him by theological tricks, or in dialectical subtleties, but to no avail. As long as He went about in the provinces drawing after Him a few dozen peasants, they had let Him alone, sure that some day or other the last beggar, disillusioned, would leave Him. But now the affair was becoming serious. Accompanied by a band of excitable countrymen, He had gone so far as to enter into the Temple as though it belonged to Him, and had seduced some ignorant unfortunates to call Him the Messiah. More than that, usurping the place of the priests, and almost giving Himself the airs of a king, He had roughly driven out the honest merchants, pious people who admired the Pharisees, even if they did not entirely imitate them. Up to that time the Pharisees had been too easy-going and merciful towards Him. But from now on the unequaled goodness of heart of those extremely mild and tolerant professors would be dangerous and inopportune. The intolerable scandal, the reiterated profanation, the public challenge, called for condemnation and punishment. 255The false Christ must be disposed of and at once. Scribes and Pharisees went up on the hill to see if He had had the impertinence to go back to the place contaminated by His boasting.
In the minds of the Pharisees, there was only one question about Jesus: was He a fool or a fraud? To test this, they had tried many times to trap Him with theological tricks or clever arguments, but it never worked. As long as He was in the provinces, drawing a few dozen peasants to Him, they left Him alone, believing that eventually, the last beggar would become disillusioned and abandon Him. But now, things were getting serious. Accompanied by an excited group of countrymen, He had actually entered the Temple as if it were His own, leading some naive people to call Him the Messiah. More than that, by taking the place of the priests and acting almost like a king, He had forcefully driven out the honest merchants, good people who respected the Pharisees even if they didn't completely imitate them. Until then, the Pharisees had been too lenient and merciful towards Him. But from now on, their extraordinary kindness would become dangerous and inappropriate. The intolerable scandal, the repeated disrespect, and the public challenge called for condemnation and punishment. The false Christ needed to be dealt with immediately. Scribes and Pharisees went up the hill to see if He had the nerve to return to the place tainted by His arrogance.
Jesus was waiting for just those men. He wanted to say to them publicly, with the open sky as witness, what He thought of them, what God thought of them, the definite truth about them. The day before, with His whip, He had condemned the animal-sellers and money-changers. Now He was dealing with the merchants of the Word, with the usurers of the Law, with the swindlers of Truth. The condemnation of that day did not exterminate them: with every generation such men spring up again, innumerable, with new names; but their faces are stamped forever with this condemnation wherever they are born and command.
Jesus was waiting for those men specifically. He wanted to tell them openly, with the sky as a witness, what He thought of them, what God thought of them, the absolute truth about them. The day before, He had used His whip to drive out the animal-sellers and money-changers. Now He was confronting the merchants of the Word, the loan sharks of the Law, the con artists of Truth. The condemnation of that day didn’t eliminate them: with every generation, these kinds of men arise again, countless, with new names; but their faces bear the mark of this condemnation wherever they are born and take control.
THE DESCENDANTS OF CAIN
“Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites!” Their sins could be reduced to one, but that is the most poisonous, the least pardonable of all sins: the sin against the Spirit, the sin against Truth, the betrayal of Truth and Spirit, the laying waste of the only pure wealth which the world possesses. Thieves steal perishable goods, assassins kill the corruptible body, prostitutes sully flesh destined to corruption; but the hypocrites, the Pharisees sully the Word of the absolute, steal the promises of eternity, assassinate the soul. Everything in them is pretense: their dress and their talk, their teaching and their practice. What they say is contradicted by what they do. Their inner life does not correspond to what they choose to show. Secret swinishness gives the lie to their every claim. They are hypocrites because they cover themselves with fringed mantles and with wide phylacteries, to be seen in public places, and love to be called “Master,” and all the time they have hidden the keys of knowledge and have shut the gates of the Kingdom of Heaven, and neither go in themselves nor suffer others to enter. Hypocrites because they make long prayers in public and devour the houses of widows, and take advantage 256of the weak and the desolate. Hypocrites because they wash and clean the outside of the platter and the cup, and inside they are full of rapine and extortion. Hypocrites because they give their attention to minutiæ of rites and purifications and have no care for greater things: they strain at a gnat and swallow a camel. Hypocrites because they observe the smallest commandments and do not obey the only one which is of value: they pay punctually the tithe of mint and anise and cummin and rue, but they have not justice, mercy and faith in their hearts. Hypocrites because they build monuments to the prophets and garnish the sepulchers of righteous men of old times, but persecute the righteous men of to-day, and are preparing to kill the prophets. “Ye serpents, ye generation of vipers, how can ye escape the damnation of hell? Wherefore, behold I sent unto you prophets, and wise men, and scribes: and some of them ye shall kill and crucify; and some of them shall ye scourge in your synagogues, and persecute them from city to city: That upon you may come all the righteous blood shed upon the earth, from the blood of righteous Abel unto the blood of Zacharias son of Barachias, whom ye slew between the temple, and the altar.”
“Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites!” Their sins could be summed up in one, the most toxic and unforgivable of all: the sin against the Spirit, the sin against Truth, the betrayal of Truth and Spirit, the destruction of the only true wealth the world has. Thieves take away material goods, killers end lives, and prostitutes corrupt flesh; but the hypocrites, the Pharisees, corrupt the Word of the absolute, rob the promises of eternity, and kill the soul. Everything about them is fake: their clothing and their words, their teachings and their actions. Their words contradict their deeds. Their inner lives don’t match what they choose to present. Hidden depravity undermines every claim they make. They are hypocrites because they cover themselves with fancy garments and wear large phylacteries to be seen in public, loving to be called “Master,” all the while hiding the keys of knowledge, blocking the gates of the Kingdom of Heaven, not entering themselves nor allowing others to enter. Hypocrites because they offer long public prayers while taking advantage of widows and exploiting the vulnerable and destitute. Hypocrites because they clean the outside of the plate and the cup, while inside they are full of greed and exploitation. Hypocrites because they focus on the minor details of rituals and cleansings while ignoring the more important issues: they strain at a gnat but swallow a camel. Hypocrites because they meticulously follow the smallest commandments yet disregard the one that truly matters: they give their required tithe of mint, dill, and cumin, but lack justice, mercy, and faith in their hearts. Hypocrites because they build monuments to the prophets and decorate the tombs of righteous people from long ago, yet persecute today’s righteous individuals and are ready to kill the prophets. “You snakes, you brood of vipers, how can you avoid being condemned to hell? Therefore, I am sending you prophets, wise people, and scribes: some of them you will kill and crucify; some you will whip in your synagogues and chase from town to town: so that upon you will come all the righteous blood shed on the earth, from the blood of righteous Abel to the blood of Zacharias son of Barachias, whom you killed between the temple and the altar.”
They have accepted the inheritance of Cain. They are the descendants of Cain. They kill brothers, execute saints, crucify prophets. And, like Cain, God has stamped upon their faces a Sign—the mysterious sign of immortality. They cannot be killed because theirs are the hands which must kill. The fugitive fratricide was saved by this sign among early men, and the murderous Pharisees will be saved through all the centuries because God needs them for the high works of His justice which seems foolishness and madness to the eyes of little-minded men. An eternal decree, not revealed to most men, decrees death and the most atrocious death to all who would be like God. But the simple man could never assassinate a saint, nor even a sinner, a miraculous chrysalis of potential sanctity. And the saint would no longer be a saint if he took the life of another saint, the only brother given him by the Father. So the indestructible race of the Pharisees was created for all centuries and for all peoples, men who are never simple 257like children and who never know the way of salvation, those who are not visibly sinners, but who are from head to foot the incarnation of the ugliest sin, those who wish to appear saints and who hate real saints. God has made them fitting instruments of an appalling and necessary massacre, to play the part of executioners of perfect men. Faithful to this command, invulnerable as inhabitants of Hell, marked like Cain, immortal as hypocrisy and cruelty, they have survived all the empires and all the overthrows of empire. With different faces, with different garments, with different rules and pretexts, they have covered the face of the earth, stubborn and prolific, up to the present day. And when they have not been able to kill with nails and with fire, with axes and with knives, they have used tongue and pen with the utmost success.
They have accepted Cain's legacy. They are Cain's descendants. They kill brothers, execute saints, and crucify prophets. And, like Cain, God has marked their faces with a Sign—the mysterious sign of immortality. They can’t be killed because they are the ones who must kill. The fugitive fratricide was saved by this sign among early humans, and the murderous Pharisees will be saved through the ages because God needs them for His high purposes, which seem ridiculous and insane to narrow-minded people. An eternal decree, hidden from most, dictates death and the most horrific death to anyone who would try to be like God. But a simple person could never murder a saint, nor even a sinner, who is a miraculous promise of potential holiness. And a saint would no longer be a saint if he took the life of another saint, his only brother given to him by the Father. Thus, the indestructible race of Pharisees was created for all time and for all people, men who are never simple like children and who never know the path to salvation, those who are not visibly sinful, but who are, from head to toe, the embodiment of the worst sin, those who strive to appear as saints while despising real saints. God has made them suitable instruments of a horrific and necessary massacre, to act as executioners of perfect men. True to this command, invulnerable as the inhabitants of Hell, marked like Cain, immortal as hypocrisy and cruelty, they have survived all empires and every regime change. With different faces, different clothes, different rules and pretexts, they have covered the earth, stubborn and prolific, right up to today. And when they haven’t been able to kill with nails, fire, axes, and knives, they have been highly successful with their words and writings.
Jesus, while He spoke to them in the great open courtyard crowded with witnesses, knew that He spoke to His Judges, and to those who would be, through intermediate persons, the real authors of His death. By speaking out on this day, He justified His later silence before Caiaphas and Pilate. He had condemned them and they would condemn Him; He had judged them first and had nothing more to add when they wished to judge Him.
Jesus, while He spoke to them in the large open courtyard filled with witnesses, knew that He was addressing His judges and those who would ultimately be the real authors of His death through others. By speaking out today, He justified His later silence before Caiaphas and Pilate. He had condemned them, and they would condemn Him; He had judged them first and had nothing more to say when they wanted to judge Him.
Images of death came to His lips as He described them to themselves: vipers and tombs, treacherous black vipers, which as soon as you approach them pour into your blood all the poison hidden in their fangs. Whited sepulchers, fair without but within full of dead men’s bones and all uncleanness.
Images of death filled His thoughts as He described them: vipers and tombs, deceitful black vipers that, as soon as you get close, inject all the poison hidden in their fangs into your bloodstream. Whitewashed tombs, beautiful on the outside but full of dead men's bones and all kinds of impurity on the inside.
The Pharisees who stood before Jesus, and all those who have legitimately descended from them, are glad to hide themselves in the shadow of the dead, to prepare their venom. Cold as a snake’s skin, as the stone of a tomb, neither the heat of the sun, nor the warmth of love, nor the fires of Hell can ever warm them. They know all the words save one, the word of Life.
The Pharisees standing before Jesus, along with all their true descendants, are happy to remain hidden in the shadow of the dead, ready to unleash their bitterness. Cold as a snake's skin, as lifeless as a tombstone, nothing—neither the heat of the sun, the warmth of love, nor the fires of Hell—can ever warm them. They know every word except one: the word of Life.
“Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye are as graves which appear not, and the men that walk over them are not aware of them.” The only one aware of this was Jesus—and it was because of this that He was not to remain 258more than two days in the sepulcher which they were preparing for Him.
“Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! You are like hidden graves that people walk over without realizing it.” The only one who knew this was Jesus—and that’s why He would not stay more than two days in the tomb they were preparing for Him. 258
ONE STONE UPON ANOTHER
The Thirteen went down from the Temple to make their daily ascent to the Mount of Olives. One of the Disciples (who could it have been?—perhaps John, son of Salome, still rather childish and naïvely full of wonder at what he saw? Or Judas Iscariot, with his respect for wealth?) said to Jesus, “Master, see what manner of stones and what buildings are here!”
The Thirteen left the Temple to begin their daily climb to the Mount of Olives. One of the Disciples (who could it be?—maybe John, son of Salome, still a bit childish and innocently amazed by what he saw? Or Judas Iscariot, who valued wealth?) said to Jesus, “Master, look at these incredible stones and buildings!”
The Master turned to look at the high walls faced with marble which the ostentatious calculation of Herod had built up on the hill and said, “Seest thou these great buildings? there shall not be left one stone upon another, that shall not be thrown down.”
The Master turned to look at the tall marble walls that Herod had impressively constructed on the hill and said, “Do you see these magnificent buildings? Not one stone will be left on top of another; all will be demolished.”
The admiring exclamation suddenly died. No one dared answer, but perplexed and surprised, each of them continued to turn over in his mind these words. Hard words for the ears of those carnal-minded Jews, for the narrow hearts of those ambitious provincials. He whom they loved had said in these last days many other hard words, hard to hear, hard to understand, hard to believe. But they did not remember any other words so hard as these. They knew that He was the Christ and that He was to suffer and die, but they hoped that He would rise again at once in the glorious victory of the new David, to give abundance to all Israel and to award the greatest prizes and power to them, faithful to Him in the dangerous wanderings of His poor days. But if the world was to be commanded by Judea, Judea was to be commanded by Jerusalem, and the seats of command were to be in the Temple of the great King. It was occupied to-day by the faithless Sadducees, the hypocritical Pharisees, the traitorous Scribes, but Christ was to drive them away to give their places to His apostles. How then could the Temple be destroyed, splendid memorial of the kingdom in the past; hoped-for rock of the new Kingdom?
The admiring exclamation suddenly faded away. No one dared to respond, but confused and surprised, each person continued to think about those words. They were tough words for the ears of those worldly Jews, for the narrow-minded ambitions of those provincial leaders. The one they loved had recently spoken many other hard truths, difficult to hear, hard to understand, hard to believe. But they couldn't recall words as challenging as these. They knew that He was the Christ and that He was destined to suffer and die, but they hoped He would rise again immediately in the glorious victory of the new David, to bless all of Israel and grant the highest rewards and power to those who had remained faithful to Him during His difficult days. But if the world was supposed to be governed by Judea, then Judea was to be governed by Jerusalem, and the centers of power were to be in the Temple of the great King. Today, it was occupied by the unfaithful Sadducees, the hypocritical Pharisees, and the treacherous Scribes, but Christ would drive them away to make room for His apostles. How then could the Temple be destroyed, a magnificent reminder of the past kingdom; a hoped-for foundation of the new Kingdom?
259This talk of stones was harder than a stone for Simon called the Rock and for his companions. Had not John the Baptist said that God could change the stones of the Jordan into sons of Abraham? Had not Satan said that the Son of God could change the stones of the desert to loaves of wheat bread? Had not Jesus Himself said while He was passing the walls of Jerusalem that those very stones, in place of men, would have shouted out greetings and sung hymns? And was it not He who had made the stones fall from the hands of His enemies, the stones which they had taken up to kill Him? And had He not made them fall from those who accused the adulteress?
259This talk about stones was tougher than a stone for Simon, also known as the Rock, and for his friends. Hadn’t John the Baptist said that God could turn the stones of the Jordan into sons of Abraham? Hadn’t Satan claimed that the Son of God could turn the stones in the desert into loaves of bread? Hadn’t Jesus Himself said while passing the walls of Jerusalem that those very stones would have shouted out greetings and sung hymns instead of people? And wasn’t it He who caused the stones to fall from the hands of His enemies, the stones they had picked up to stone Him? And hadn’t He made them drop from those who accused the adulteress?
But the Disciples could not understand this talk about the stones of the Temple. They could not and they would not understand that those great massive stones, quarried out patiently from the mountains, drawn from afar by oxen, squared and prepared by chisels and mallets, put one upon another by masters of the art to make the most marvelous Temple of the universe; that these stones, warm and brilliant in the sun, should be torn apart once more and pulverized into ruins.
But the Disciples couldn't grasp this discussion about the stones of the Temple. They couldn't and they wouldn't see that those huge, heavy stones, carefully quarried from the mountains and transported by oxen, shaped and finished with chisels and mallets, stacked by skilled craftsmen to create the most beautiful Temple in the universe; that these stones, warm and shining in the sunlight, would be ripped apart again and turned into rubble.
They had scarcely arrived at the Mount of Olives, and Christ had only had time to sit down opposite to the Temple, when their curiosity burst out:
They had just arrived at the Mount of Olives, and Christ had barely had a chance to sit down across from the Temple when their curiosity overflowed:
“Tell us, when shall these things be? and what shall be the sign when all these things shall be fulfilled?”
“Tell us, when will these things happen? And what will be the sign when all these things are fulfilled?”
The answer was the discourse on the Last Things, the second Sermon on the Mount. At the beginning of His work, He had explained how the soul must be transformed to found the Kingdom; now at death’s door He taught what the punishment of the stubborn would be and in what manner He would come again.
The answer was the discussion about the Last Things, the second Sermon on the Mount. At the start of His work, He explained how the soul needs to change to establish the Kingdom; now, at the brink of death, He taught what the consequences would be for the stubborn and how He would return.
This discourse, less understood than the other, and even more forgotten, is not, as it is generally believed, the answer to one question only. The Disciples had put two questions, “When shall these things be?” That is, the ruin of the Temple; and “What shall be the signs of Thy coming?” There are two answers to these two questions. Jesus first describes the events which will precede the destruction of Jerusalem, and 260then He describes the signs of His second appearance. The prophetic discourse, although it is read all in one piece in the Gospels, had two parts. The prophecies are two, quite distinct from each other; the first was fulfilled before the end of Jesus’ generation, about forty years after His death. The second has not yet been fulfilled, but perhaps before the passing of our own generation the first signs will be seen.
This discussion, less understood than the others and even more forgotten, is not, as commonly believed, just the answer to one question. The Disciples asked two questions: “When will these things happen?” referring to the destruction of the Temple; and “What will be the signs of Your coming?” There are two answers to these two questions. Jesus first explains the events that will come before the destruction of Jerusalem, and then He outlines the signs of His second coming. The prophetic discourse, while read as a single piece in the Gospels, actually has two parts. The prophecies are distinct from each other; the first was fulfilled within Jesus’ generation, about forty years after His death. The second has not yet been fulfilled, but perhaps before our own generation passes, the first signs will appear.
SHEEP AND GOATS
Jesus knew the weakness of the Disciples, weakness of the spirit, and perhaps also of the flesh, and He puts them on their guard against two great perils: fraud and martyrdom.
Jesus understood the weaknesses of the Disciples, both in spirit and possibly in body, and He warned them about two significant dangers: deception and martyrdom.
“Take heed that no man deceive you. For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ, and shall deceive many. Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not. For false Christs and false prophets shall rise and shall shew signs and wonders, to seduce, if it were possible, even the elect. Go not after them, nor follow them.”
“Be careful that no one tricks you. Many will come in my name, claiming, 'I am the Christ,' and will mislead many people. If someone says to you, 'See, here is the Christ,' or 'There he is,' don’t believe it. False Christs and false prophets will appear and will perform signs and wonders to mislead, if possible, even the chosen ones. Do not follow them or pursue them.”
But although they are to flee from the frauds of the false Messiahs, they cannot escape the persecutions of the enemies of the real Christ. “Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name’s sake. But take heed to yourselves: for they shall deliver you up to councils; and in the synagogues ye shall be beaten: and ye shall be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them. . . . Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and the children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death. . . . And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another . . . and because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold. But he that shall endure to the end, the same shall be saved.”
But even though they should avoid the deceptions of the false Messiahs, they can't escape the persecution from the enemies of the true Christ. "Then they will hand you over to be tormented and will kill you; and you will be hated by all nations because of my name. But be careful: they will hand you over to councils; and in the synagogues, you will be beaten; and you will be brought before rulers and kings for my sake, as a testimony against them. . . . Now brother will betray brother to death, and father will betray son; and children will rise up against their parents and will have them put to death. . . . Then many will be offended and will betray one another and will hate one another . . . and because lawlessness will increase, the love of many will grow cold. But the one who endures to the end will be saved."
Then shall begin the signs of the imminent punishment, “And when ye shall hear of wars and rumors of wars, be ye not troubled: for such things must needs be; but the end shall not 261be yet. For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be earthquakes in divers places, and there shall be famines and troubles: these are the beginnings of sorrow.”
Then the signs of the approaching punishment will begin, “And when you hear of wars and rumors of wars, do not be troubled; these things must happen, but the end is not yet. Nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: there will be earthquakes in various places, and there will be famines and troubles: these are just the beginnings of sorrow.” 261
These are the preliminary warnings: the order of the world shall be disturbed, the world, peaceful at the time when Christ pronounced these words, shall see man set against man, nation against nation, and the earth itself soaked with blood shall rise against men; shall tremble under their steps; shall cast down their houses; shall vomit out ashes, as if it cast out from the mouth of its mountains all its dead, and shall deny to the fratricides the food which ripens to gold every summer in the fields.
These are the initial warnings: the order of the world will be shaken, and the world, which was peaceful when Christ spoke these words, will witness people turning against each other, nations against nations, and the very earth, drenched in blood, will rise up against humanity; it will tremble beneath their feet; will collapse their homes; will spew out ashes, as if it were expelling all its dead from the mountains, and will deny the murderers the produce that ripens to gold every summer in the fields.
Then when all this shall have come to pass, the punishment will come upon those people who would not be born again in Christ, who did not accept the Gospel; on the city which nailed its Lord upon Golgotha and persecuted His witnesses.
Then when all this has happened, the punishment will fall on those people who refused to be reborn in Christ, who didn't accept the Gospel; on the city that crucified its Lord at Golgotha and persecuted His witnesses.
“And when ye shall see Jerusalem compassed with armies, then know that the desolation thereof is nigh. But when ye shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel, the prophet, standing where it ought not, (let him that readeth understand,) then let them that be in Judea flee to the mountains: and let him that is on the housetop not go down into the house, neither enter therein, to take anything out of his house: And let him that is in the field not turn back again for to take up his garment. But woe to them that are with child, and to them who give suck in those days! And pray ye that your flight be not in winter. For in those days shall be affliction, such as was not from the beginning of creation which God created unto this time, neither shall be. There shall be great distress in the land, and wrath upon this people. And they shall fall by the edge of the sword, and shall be led away captive into all nations: and Jerusalem shall be trodden down of the Gentiles, until the times of the Gentiles be fulfilled.”
“And when you see Jerusalem surrounded by armies, then know that its destruction is near. But when you see the abomination that brings desolation, as mentioned by Daniel the prophet, standing where it shouldn't be (let the reader understand), then those in Judea should flee to the mountains. Let anyone on the rooftop not go down into the house, nor enter it to take anything out. And let anyone in the field not turn back to get their coat. But woe to those who are pregnant and to those nursing in those days! And pray that your escape doesn’t happen in winter. Because in those days there will be great suffering, like nothing that has happened since the creation of the world up until now, and nothing that will happen again. There will be great distress in the land, and anger against this people. They will fall by the sword and be taken captive to all nations, and Jerusalem will be trampled by the Gentiles until the times of the Gentiles come to an end.”
This is the end of the first prophecy. Jerusalem shall be taken and destroyed and of the Temple, defiled by the abomination of desolation, there shall remain not one stone upon another.
This is the end of the first prophecy. Jerusalem will be taken and destroyed, and of the Temple, defiled by the abomination of desolation, there won't be one stone left on top of another.
262But Jesus has not said all, until now has not spoken of His second coming.
262But Jesus hasn’t revealed everything; He hasn’t talked about His second coming until now.
“Jerusalem shall be trodden down of the Gentiles, until the times of the Gentiles be fulfilled.” What are these “tempi dei Gentili, tempora nationum”? The words of the Greek texts express it with greater precision than the other languages: they are the times adapted to, fitting, and awaiting the Gentiles, that is, those in which the non-Jews shall be converted to the Gospel, announced to the Jews before all others. Therefore that real end shall not come until the Gospel has been carried into all nations, until the Gentiles, the faithless ones, tread down the city of Jerusalem. “And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.”
“Jerusalem will be trampled by the Gentiles until the times of the Gentiles are fulfilled.” What are these “times of the Gentiles”? The Greek texts convey this with more precision than other languages: they refer to the times that are appropriate, fitting, and awaiting the Gentiles, meaning the period when non-Jews will convert to the Gospel, which was first announced to the Jews. Therefore, that real end won't come until the Gospel has been spread to all nations, and until the Gentiles, the faithless ones, trample the city of Jerusalem. “And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached throughout the world as a testimony to all nations; and then the end will come.”
The second coming of Christ from Heaven, the Parusia, will be the end of this world and the beginning of the true world, the eternal kingdom. The end of Judea was announced by signs human and terrestrial; this other end will be preceded by signs divine and celestial. “The sun shall be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light. And the stars of heaven shall fall. And upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring; Men’s hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after these things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken. And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.”
The second coming of Christ from Heaven, the Parusia, will mark the end of this world and the start of the true world, the eternal kingdom. The end of Judea was signaled by earthly and human signs; this other end will be preceded by divine and celestial signs. “The sun will be darkened, and the moon will not shine. The stars of heaven will fall. And on the earth, nations will be in distress and confusion; the sea and the waves will roar; people's hearts will fail them for fear and for what is coming on the earth, for the powers of heaven will be shaken. Then the sign of the Son of Man will appear in heaven, and all the tribes of the earth will mourn, and they will see the Son of Man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.”
For the end of Jerusalem only, the little earth was troubled; but for this universal ending, Heaven itself is convulsed. In the great sudden blackness only the roaring of water will be heard, and screams of terror. It is the Day of the Lord, the day of God’s wrath described in their times by Ezekiel, Jeremiah, Isaiah and Joel. “The day of the Lord is at hand, and as a destruction from the Almighty shall it come. A day of darkness and of gloominess! The land is as the garden of Eden before them, and behind them a desolate wilderness. The people shall be much pained: all faces shall gather blackness. 263Therefore shall all hands be faint and every man’s heart shall melt. And they shall be afraid: pangs and sorrow shall take hold of them; they shall be in pain as a woman that travaileth; they shall be amazed one at another. Behold the day of the Lord cometh, cruel both with wrath and fierce anger, to lay the land desolate: and he shall destroy the sinners thereof out of it. For the stars of heaven and the constellations thereof shall not give their light: the heavens shall be rolled together as a scroll: and all their host shall fall down, as the leaf falleth off from the vine, and as a falling fig from the fig tree.”
For the end of Jerusalem alone, the little world was shaken; but for this universal end, even Heaven is in turmoil. In the sudden darkness, only the sound of rushing water will be heard, along with screams of fear. It is the Day of the Lord, the day of God's anger described in ancient times by Ezekiel, Jeremiah, Isaiah, and Joel. “The day of the Lord is near, and it will come like a destruction from the Almighty. A day of darkness and gloom! The land is like the Garden of Eden before them, but behind them lies a desolate wasteland. The people will feel great pain: all faces will turn dark. Therefore, all hands will tremble and everyone's heart will sink. They will be terrified; anguish and sorrow will grip them; they will writhe in pain like a woman in labor; they will be astonished at one another. Behold, the day of the Lord comes, brutal with wrath and fierce anger, to make the land desolate: and He will eliminate its sinners. For the stars of heaven and their constellations will not shine; the heavens will be rolled up like a scroll; and all their hosts will fall like leaves falling from the vine, and like ripe figs falling from the fig tree.”
This is the day of the Father, day of blackness in the Heavens and of terror on earth. But the day of the Son follows immediately after.
This is the day of the Father, a day of darkness in the skies and fear on the ground. But the day of the Son comes right after.
He does not appear this time hidden in a stable, but on high in Heaven, no longer poor and wretched, but in power and splendor of glory. “And he shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.” And when the celestial trumpets shall have awakened all those sleeping in the tombs, the irrevocable division shall be made.
He doesn't show up this time hiding in a stable, but on high in Heaven, no longer poor and miserable, but in power and glorious splendor. “And he will send his angels with a loud trumpet blast, and they will gather his chosen ones from the four winds, from one end of Heaven to the other.” And when the heavenly trumpets wake everyone sleeping in the graves, the final division will be made.
“When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory:
“When the Son of Man comes in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, he will sit on his glorious throne:
“And before him shall be gathered all nations: and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divideth his sheep from, the goats:
“And before him will be gathered all nations, and he will separate them one from another, like a shepherd divides his sheep from the goats:
“And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on his left.
“And he will put the sheep on his right side and the goats on his left.”
“Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand, Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world:
“Then the King will say to those on his right, ‘Come, you who are blessed by my Father, take your inheritance, the kingdom prepared for you since the creation of the world.
“For I was an hungered, and ye gave me meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink: I was a stranger, and ye took me in:
“For I was hungry, and you gave me food: I was thirsty, and you gave me drink: I was a stranger, and you welcomed me:
“Naked, and ye clothed me: I was sick, and ye visited me: I was in prison, and ye came unto me.
“Naked, and you clothed me: I was sick, and you visited me: I was in prison, and you came to me."
“Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when 264saw we thee an hungered, and fed thee? or thirsty, and gave thee drink?
“Then the righteous will answer him, saying, Lord, when did we see you hungry and feed you? Or thirsty and give you a drink?
“When saw we thee a stranger, and took thee in? or naked, and clothed thee?
“When did we see you as a stranger and invite you in? Or see you naked and provide you with clothes?
“Or when saw we thee sick, or in prison, and came unto thee?
“Or when did we see you sick or in prison and come to you?
“And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.
“And the King will answer them, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.’"
“Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels:
“Then he will say to those on his left, ‘Get away from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire that has been prepared for the devil and his angels.'”
“For I was an hungered, and ye gave me no meat: I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink:
“For I was hungry, and you gave me no food: I was thirsty, and you gave me no drink:
“I was a stranger, and ye took me not in: naked, and ye clothed me not: sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.
“I was a stranger, and you didn’t welcome me: naked, and you didn’t clothe me: sick, and in prison, and you didn’t visit me."
“Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when saw we thee an hungered, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto thee?
“Then they will also answer him, saying, Lord, when did we see you hungry, or thirsty, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not help you?”
“Then shall he answer them, saying, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.
“Then he will answer them, saying, Truly I tell you, whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.”
“And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.”
“And these will go away into eternal punishment, but the righteous will go into eternal life.”
Jesus, even in His glory as judge of the last Day, does not forget the poor and unhappy whom He loved so greatly during His life on earth. He wishes to appear as one of those “least” who hold out their hands at the doors and on whom the “great” look down. On earth, in the time of Tiberius, He was the man who was hungering for bread and love, thirsting for water and martyrdom, who was like a stranger in His own country, not recognized by His own brothers, who stripped Himself to clothe those shaking with cold, who was sick with sorrow and suffering and no one comforted Him, who was imprisoned in the base prison of human flesh, in the narrow prison of earthly life. He was divinely hungering for souls, thirsting for faith, He was the stranger come from the ineffable fatherland, defenseless before whips and insults, the Man sick with the holy 265madness of love. But on that great Day of final Judgment, He will not be thinking of Himself, as He did not think of Himself when He was a man among men.
Jesus, even in His glory as the judge on the Last Day, doesn’t forget the poor and suffering whom He loved deeply during His time on earth. He wants to be seen as one of those “least” who reach out their hands at the doors and whom the “great” look down upon. On earth, during the time of Tiberius, He was the one who craved bread and love, yearned for water and martyrdom, like a stranger in His own land, unrecognized by His own brothers. He stripped Himself to provide warmth for those shivering with cold, was sick with sorrow and suffering with no one to comfort Him, imprisoned in the lowly prison of human flesh, in the confined prison of earthly life. He was divinely hungry for souls, thirsty for faith, the stranger who came from the unimaginable homeland, defenseless against whips and insults, the Man afflicted with the holy madness of love. But on that great Day of final Judgment, He will not be thinking of Himself, just as He did not think of Himself when He walked among men.
The code of this dividing of good from evil men will be based on one idea only: Compassion—Charity. During all the time which lies between His first and second coming He has gone on living under the appearance of the poor and the pilgrims, of the sick and persecuted, of wanderers and slaves. And on the Last Day He pays His debts. Mercy shown to those “least” was shown to Him, and He will reward that mercy in the name of all. Only those who did not receive Him when He appeared in the innumerable bodies of the poverty-stricken will be condemned to eternal punishment, because when they drove away the unfortunate they drove away God. When they refused bread, water and a garment to the poor man, they condemned the Son of God to cold, thirst and hunger. The Father had no need of your help, for all is His and He loves you even during the moments when you curse Him. But you must love the Father in the persons of His children. And those who did not quench the thirst of the thirsty will themselves thirst for all eternity; those who did not warm the naked man will suffer in fire for all eternity; those who did not comfort the prisoner will be prisoners of Hell forever; those who did not receive the stranger will never be received in Heaven, and those who did not help the fever-stricken patient will shiver in the spasms of everlasting fever.
The code that separates good from evil will be based on one idea only: compassion—charity. During the time between His first and second coming, He has continued to exist among the poor, the pilgrims, the sick, the persecuted, the wanderers, and the enslaved. And on the Last Day, He will settle His accounts. The mercy shown to the "least" was shown to Him, and He will reward that mercy on behalf of all. Only those who did not accept Him when He appeared in the countless forms of the needy will face eternal punishment, because when they rejected the unfortunate, they rejected God. When they denied food, water, and clothing to the poor, they condemned the Son of God to cold, thirst, and hunger. The Father doesn't need your help, as everything belongs to Him, and He loves you even when you curse Him. But you must love the Father through His children. Those who did not satisfy the thirst of the thirsty will themselves thirst for eternity; those who did not clothe the naked will suffer in fire for all time; those who did not comfort the imprisoned will be trapped in Hell forever; those who did not welcome the stranger will never be welcomed in Heaven, and those who did not help the sick will shiver in the agony of everlasting fever.
The Great Poor Man in the day of His glory will, as justice dictates, reward every one with His infinite riches. He who has given a little life to the poor will have life forever; he who has left the poor in pain will himself be in pain forever. And then the bare sky will be peopled with other more powerful suns, with stars flaming more brightly in the heavens and there will be a new Heaven and a new Earth, and the Chosen will live not as we live now, like beasts, but in the likeness of angels.
The Great Poor Man, in His time of glory, will reward everyone with His endless wealth, as justice requires. Those who have shared a little life with the poor will gain eternal life; those who have caused the poor to suffer will themselves suffer forever. And then the open sky will be filled with other, more powerful suns, with stars shining brighter in the heavens, and there will be a new Heaven and a new Earth. The Chosen will live not as we do now, like animals, but in the image of angels.
WORDS WHICH SHALL NOT PASS AWAY
But when shall these things come to pass? These are the signs, this is the manner in which it shall happen. But the time? Shall we be still here, we who are now under the light of the sun? Or shall the grandchildren of our grandchildren see these events while we are dust and ashes under the earth?
But when will these things happen? These are the signs, this is how it will unfold. But what about the timing? Will we still be here, we who are currently in the light of the sun? Or will our grandchildren's grandchildren witness these events while we are just dust and ashes in the ground?
Up to the very last, the Twelve understand as little as twelve stones. They have the truth before them and they do not see it: they have the Light in their midst and the Light does not reach them. If only they had been among stones like diamonds which send back, divided into reflected rays, the light which strikes them. But these twelve men are rough stones, scarcely dug out of the darkness of the quarry, dull stones, opaque stones, stones which the sun can warm but not kindle, stones which are lighted from without but do not reflect the splendor. They have not yet understood that Jesus is not a common diviner, a student of the Chaldeans and of the Etruscans, and that He has nothing to do with the presumptuous pretensions of astrology. They have not understood that a definitely dated prophecy would not work on men to create a conversion which needs perpetual vigilance. Perhaps they have not even understood that the Apocalyptic sayings revealed on the Mount of Olives form a double prophecy which refers to two events, different and distant from each other. Perhaps these provincial fishermen, for whom a lake was the sea and Judea was the universe, confused the end of the Hebrew people with the end of the human race, the punishment of Jerusalem with the second coming of Christ.
Up until the very end, the Twelve understand as little as twelve stones. They have the truth right in front of them, but they don’t see it: they have the Light among them, yet it doesn’t reach them. If only they were like diamonds that reflect light, splitting it into beautiful rays. Instead, these twelve men are rough stones, barely emerged from the darkness of the quarry, dull and opaque stones that the sun can warm but not ignite, stones that can be illuminated from the outside but don’t reflect the brilliance. They still haven’t grasped that Jesus isn’t just an ordinary fortune-teller, a scholar of the Chaldeans or the Etruscans, and that He has nothing to do with the arrogant pretensions of astrology. They haven’t understood that a specific prophecy dated in advance won’t create a conversion among people that requires constant awareness. Maybe they haven’t even realized that the prophetic sayings revealed on the Mount of Olives make up a dual prophecy related to two distinct and far-off events. Perhaps these local fishermen, for whom a lake was like the ocean and Judea was the whole world, mistook the end of the Hebrew people for the end of humanity, and the destruction of Jerusalem for the second coming of Christ.
But the discourse of Jesus, although it is presented as one unit in the synoptic Gospels, shows us two distinct prophecies.
But the teachings of Jesus, even though they're presented as a single unit in the synoptic Gospels, reveal two separate prophecies.
The first announces the end of the Jewish kingdom, the punishment of Jerusalem, the destruction of the Temple; the second the end of the old world, the reappearance of Jesus, the judgment of the merciful and of the merciless, the beginning of the New Kingdom. The first prophecy given is close at hand—this generation shall not pass before these things shall have arrived—and is local and limited, since it is concerned 267only with Judea and especially with Judea’s metropolis. The hour and the day of the second are not known because certain events, slow to take place but essential, must precede this end, which, unlike the other, will be universal.
The first prophecy announces the end of the Jewish kingdom, the punishment of Jerusalem, and the destruction of the Temple. The second prophecy signals the end of the old world, the return of Jesus, the judgment of both the merciful and the merciless, and the start of the New Kingdom. The first prophecy is close at hand—this generation will not pass before these events occur—and is local and limited, focusing only on Judea, especially its capital. The exact hour and day of the second prophecy are unknown because certain events, which are slow to happen but essential, must take place before this end, which, unlike the first, will be universal. 267
The first, as a matter of fact, was fulfilled to the letter, detail by detail, about forty years after the crucifixion, while many who had known Jesus were still living; the second coming, the triumphal Parusia, is still awaited by those who believe what He said on that day, “Heaven and earth shall pass away: but my words shall not pass away.”
The first happened exactly as predicted, detail by detail, about forty years after the crucifixion, while many people who knew Jesus were still alive; the second coming, the glorious return, is still anticipated by those who believe what He said that day, “Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away.”
A few years after Jesus’ death the signs of the first prophecy began to be seen. False prophets, false Christs, false apostles, swarmed in Judea, as snakes come out of their holes when dog-days arrive. Before Pontius Pilate was exiled, an impostor showed himself in Samaria, who promised to recover the sacred vessels of the Tabernacle hidden by Moses on Mount Gerizim. The Samaritans believed that such a discovery would be the prelude to the coming of the Messiah, and a great mob gathered threateningly on the mountain until it was dispersed by Roman swords.
A few years after Jesus' death, the signs of the first prophecy began to appear. False prophets, false Christs, and false apostles flooded Judea, like snakes coming out of their holes in the summertime. Before Pontius Pilate was exiled, an impostor emerged in Samaria, claiming he would recover the sacred vessels of the Tabernacle that Moses hid on Mount Gerizim. The Samaritans believed that finding these vessels would mark the arrival of the Messiah, and a huge, threatening crowd gathered on the mountain until Roman soldiers dispersed them with their swords.
Under Cuspius Fadus, the procurator who governed from 44 to 66, there arose a certain Theudas, who gave himself out for a great personage and promised great prodigies. Four hundred men followed him, but he was captured and decapitated, and those who had believed him dispersed. After him came an Egyptian Jew, who succeeded in gathering four thousand desperate men, and camping on the Mount of Olives announcing that at a sign from him the walls of Jerusalem would fall. The Procurator Felix attacked him and drove him out into the desert.
Under Cuspius Fadus, the procurator who ruled from 44 to 66, a man named Theudas appeared, claiming to be a significant figure and promising amazing miracles. Four hundred followers joined him, but he was captured and executed, leading his supporters to scatter. After him came an Egyptian Jew who managed to gather four thousand desperate followers, setting up camp on the Mount of Olives and declaring that at his signal, the walls of Jerusalem would collapse. Procurator Felix confronted him and forced him into the desert.
In the meantime, in Samaria, arose the notorious Simon Magus, he who bewitched people with his prodigies and incantations and announced himself as the Power of God. This man, seeing the miracles of Peter, wished to turn Christian, imagining that the Gospel was only one of those Oriental mysteries into which an initiation gave new powers. Repelled by Peter, Magus became the father of heresies. He believed that Ennœa first came from God and that it is now imprisoned in 268human beings: according to him Ennœa (or, the first conception of the Deity), was incarnate in Helen of Tyre, a prostitute who followed him everywhere; and faith in him and in Helen was a necessary condition of salvation. Cerinthus, the first Gnostic, was one of his followers, against whom John wrote his Gospel—and Menander, who boasted that he was Saviour of the world. Another Elxai mixed up the old and new Covenant, told stories of many incarnations besides those of Christ, and swaggered about with his followers, boasting of his magic powers. Hegesippus says that a certain Tebutis through jealousy of Simon, second Bishop of Jerusalem, formed a sect that recognized Jesus as Messiah, but in everything else was faithful to the old Judaism. Paul, in the Epistle to Timothy, puts the “Saints” on guard against Hymeneus, and Phyletus and Alexander. For such are false prophets, deceitful workers transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ, “who twisted truth and sowed the evil seed of heresy in the early church.” A Dositheus had himself called Christ, and a certain Nicholas began with his errors the sect of the Nicolaitans, condemned by John in the Apocalypse: and the Zealots fomented incessant tumults, claiming that the Romans and all the heathen should be driven out in order that God might return to triumph with His own people.
In Samaria, the infamous Simon Magus appeared, a man who amazed others with his wonders and spells, claiming to be the Power of God. Seeing Peter's miracles, he wanted to convert to Christianity, believing the Gospel was just another one of those Eastern mysteries that offered new powers through initiation. After being rejected by Peter, Magus became the source of heresies. He claimed that Ennœa came from God and was now trapped in humans; according to him, Ennœa (or the first idea of the Deity) was embodied in Helen of Tyre, a prostitute who followed him everywhere, and that faith in him and Helen was essential for salvation. Cerinthus, the first Gnostic, was one of his followers, against whom John wrote his Gospel, and Menander, who proudly claimed to be the Savior of the world. Another figure, Elxai, mixed elements of the old and new Covenants, telling tales of many incarnations beyond Christ and boasting of his magical abilities with his followers. Hegesippus mentions a certain Tebutis, who, out of jealousy for Simon, the second Bishop of Jerusalem, started a sect that acknowledged Jesus as the Messiah but remained faithful to traditional Judaism in other matters. Paul, in his letter to Timothy, warns the “Saints” about Hymeneus, Phyletus, and Alexander, describing them as false prophets and deceitful workers pretending to be apostles of Christ, who twisted the truth and spread the harmful seeds of heresy in the early church. A man named Dositheus claimed to be Christ, while a certain Nicholas began the Nicolaitans with his erroneous teachings, which John condemned in the Apocalypse. Meanwhile, the Zealots stirred up constant unrest, insisting that Romans and all non-believers should be expelled so that God could return to triumph with His people.
The second sign, the persecution, arrived promptly. The Disciples had scarcely begun to preach the Gospel in Jerusalem when Peter and John were thrown into prison: freed, they were captured again, and beaten and commanded to speak no more in the name of Jesus. Stephen, one of the most ardent of the neophytes, was taken by the priests outside the city and stoned.
The second sign, the persecution, came quickly. The Disciples had barely started preaching the Gospel in Jerusalem when Peter and John were thrown in jail: after being released, they were arrested again, beaten, and ordered to stop speaking in the name of Jesus. Stephen, one of the most passionate of the newcomers, was taken by the priests outside the city and stoned.
Under the rule of Agrippa the tribulations began afresh. In 42 Herod’s descendant had James the Greater, the brother of John, killed by the sword; and for a third time Peter was imprisoned. In 62 James the righteous, called the brother of Our Lord, was thrown from the terrace of the Temple and killed. In 50 Claudius exiled the Christian Jews from Rome, “Impulsore Chrestus tumultuantes.” In 58, on account of the conversion of Pomponia Græcina, the war against converts began 269in the capital of the Empire. In 64 the burning of Rome, desired and executed by Nero, was the pretext for the first great persecution. An innumerable multitude of Christians obtained their martyrdom in Rome and in the Provinces. Many were crucified: others wrapped in the “tunica molesta” lighted up the nocturnal amusement of the Cæsar: others wrapped in animal skins were given as food to dogs: many, enforced actors in cruel comedies, made a spectacle for amphitheaters and were devoured by lions. Peter died on the cross, nailed head downward. Paul ended under the ax a life which since his conversion had been one long torment. Ten years before his death in 57 he had been flogged five times by the Jews, beaten three times with rods by the Romans, three times imprisoned, three times shipwrecked, stoned and left for dead at Lystra. The greater part of the other Disciples met with similar fates. Thomas met a martyr’s death in India, Andrew was crucified at Patras, Bartholomew was crucified in Armenia. Simon the Zealot and Matthew, like their Master, ended their lives on the cross.
Under Agrippa’s rule, the troubles restarted. In 42, Herod’s descendant had James the Greater, John’s brother, executed by the sword; and Peter was imprisoned for a third time. In 62, James the Just, known as the brother of Our Lord, was thrown from the Temple’s terrace and killed. In 50, Claudius exiled Christian Jews from Rome, “Impulsore Chrestus tumultuantes.” In 58, due to the conversion of Pomponia Græcina, the hostility toward converts began in the capital of the Empire. In 64, the burning of Rome, which Nero wanted and orchestrated, served as the pretext for the first major persecution. A countless number of Christians became martyrs in Rome and the Provinces. Many were crucified; others, wrapped in the "tunica molesta," were used for Nero’s nighttime entertainment; some, dressed in animal skins, were fed to dogs; and many, forced to act in brutal spectacles, were devoured by lions. Peter died on the cross, nailed upside down. Paul was executed by beheading, ending a life that had been filled with torment since his conversion. Ten years before his death in 57, he had been flogged five times by the Jews, beaten three times with rods by the Romans, imprisoned three times, shipwrecked three times, stoned and left for dead at Lystra. Most of the other Disciples faced similar fates. Thomas was martyred in India, Andrew was crucified at Patras, and Bartholomew was crucified in Armenia. Simon the Zealot and Matthew, like their Master, also ended their lives on the cross.
Nor were there lacking wars and rumors of wars. When Jesus was killed, the “peace of Augustus” still existed, but very soon nations rise against nations and kingdoms against kingdoms. Under Nero the Britons rebel and massacre the Romans, the Parthians revolt and force the legions to pass under the yoke; Armenia and Syria murmur against foreign government; Gaul rises with Julius Vindex, Nero is near his end, the Spanish and Gallic legions proclaim Galba Emperor; Nero, fleeing from the Golden House, succeeds in being abject even in suicide. Galba enters Rome, but brings no peace; Nymphidius Sabinus at Rome, Capito in Germany, Clodius Macer in Africa, dispute the power with him. All are dissatisfied with him: on the 15th of January, 69, the Prætorians kill him and proclaim Otho. But the German legions had already proclaimed Vitellius and move on Rome. Conquered at Bedriacum Otho commits suicide, but Vitellius does not rule long either; the Syrian legions choose Vespasian, who sends Antonius Primus into Italy. The followers of Vitellius are defeated at Cremona and at Rome; Vitellius, the voracious hog, is killed on the 20th of December, 27069. In the meanwhile insurrection breaks out in the north, with the Batavians, with Claudius Civilus, and the insurrection of the Jews is not stamped out in the east. In less than two years Italy is invaded twice, Rome taken twice, two Emperors kill themselves; two are killed. And there are wars and rumors of wars on the Rhine and on the Danube, on the Po and on the Tiber, on the banks of the North Sea, at the feet of Atlas and of Tabor.
Wars and rumors of wars were everywhere. When Jesus was killed, the "peace of Augustus" still seemed to be in place, but soon nations were rising against nations and kingdoms against kingdoms. Under Nero, the Britons rebelled and slaughtered the Romans, the Parthians revolted and forced the legions to submit; Armenia and Syria complained about foreign rule; Gaul rose up with Julius Vindex, and Nero was nearing his end as the Spanish and Gallic legions declared Galba as Emperor. Nero, fleeing from the Golden House, managed to be pitiful even in his suicide. Galba entered Rome, but he didn’t bring any peace; Nymphidius Sabinus in Rome, Capito in Germany, and Clodius Macer in Africa all competed for power with him. Everyone was unhappy with him: on January 15, 69, the Praetorians killed him and proclaimed Otho. However, the German legions had already declared Vitellius and were heading for Rome. Defeated at Bedriacum, Otho took his own life, but Vitellius didn’t last long either; the Syrian legions chose Vespasian, who sent Antonius Primus into Italy. Vitellius’s supporters were defeated at Cremona and in Rome; Vitellius, the glutton, was killed on the 20th of December, 69. Meanwhile, a rebellion broke out in the north with the Batavians led by Claudius Civilus, and the Jewish rebellion in the east was not quashed. In less than two years, Italy was invaded twice, Rome was captured twice, two emperors committed suicide, and two were killed. And there were wars and rumors of wars along the Rhine, the Danube, the Po, and the Tiber, on the shores of the North Sea, at the feet of Atlas and Tabor.
The other afflictions announced by Jesus accompany in these years the upheaval of the Empire. Caligula the Mad complained because in his reign nothing horrible happened: he desired famines, pestilences and earthquakes. The degenerate and incestuous epileptic did not have his wish, but in the time of Claudius a series of poor crops brought famine even to Rome. Under Nero pestilence was added to the famine, and at Rome alone in one autumn the treasury of Venus Libitina registered thirty thousand deaths.
The other troubles that Jesus spoke about are happening during these chaotic years of the Empire. Caligula the Mad complained because nothing terrible occurred during his reign; he wanted famines, plagues, and earthquakes. The degenerate and incestuous epileptic didn’t get what he wanted, but during Claudius’ time, a string of poor harvests caused starvation even in Rome. Under Nero, diseases piled on top of the famine, and in one autumn alone, the Venus Libitina treasury in Rome recorded thirty thousand deaths.
In 61 and 62 earthquakes shook Asia, Achaia, and Macedonia: especially the cities of Hierapolis, Laodicea and Colossæ were greatly damaged. In 63 it was Italy’s turn: at Naples, Nocera and Pompeii the earth shook. All the Campagna was a prey to terror. And as if this were not enough, three years later, in 66, the Campagna was devastated by cloudbursts, which destroyed the crops and rendered more threatening the prospects of famine. And while Galba was entering Rome (68) the earth shook under his feet with a terrible roar. All the signs were fulfilled: now had come the fullness of time for the punishment of Judea.
In 61 and 62, earthquakes shook Asia, Achaia, and Macedonia, particularly damaging the cities of Hierapolis, Laodicea, and Colossae. In 63, it was Italy's turn; Naples, Nocera, and Pompeii experienced strong tremors. The entire Campagna was filled with fear. As if that weren't enough, three years later, in 66, the Campagna was hit by flash floods that destroyed crops and increased the threat of famine. And while Galba was entering Rome in 68, the ground shook violently beneath him with a terrible roar. All the signs had come to pass; it was now the time for Judea's punishment.
JUDEA OVERCOME
The earthquake which shook Jerusalem on the Friday of Golgotha was like a signal for the Jewish outbreak. For forty years the country of the god-killers had no peace, not even the peace of defeat and slavery, up to the day, when of the Temple not one stone was left upon another.
The earthquake that rocked Jerusalem on the Friday of Golgotha was like a trigger for the Jewish uprising. For forty years, the land of the god-killers experienced no peace, not even the peace that comes from defeat and slavery, until the day when not a single stone of the Temple was left standing.
Pilate, Cuspius Fadus and Agrippa had been forced to disperse the bands of the false Messiahs. Under the Roman 271procurator, Tiberius Alexander, the conflict began with the raging sect of the Zealots and ended with the crucifixion of the leaders, James and Simon, sons of Judas the Galilean. The procurator, Ventidius Cumanus, 48-52, did not have a day’s peace: the Zealots and their allies, the Sicarii, did not lay down their arms. Under the procurator Felix the disorders knew no truce: under Albinus the flames of the revolt flared out more boldly. Finally at the time of Gessius Florus, 64-66, the last procurator of Judea, the fire, which for some time had been flickering, spread all over the country. The Zealots took possession of the Temple: Florus was obliged to flee, Agrippa, who went as peace-maker, was stoned, Jerusalem fell into the power of Menahem, another son of Judas the Galilean. Zealots and Sicarii now in power massacred the non-Jews and also those among the Jews who seemed tepid to their fanatic eyes.
Pilate, Cuspius Fadus, and Agrippa had to break up the groups of false Messiahs. Under the Roman procurator, Tiberius Alexander, the conflict started with the aggressive Zealots and ended with the crucifixion of their leaders, James and Simon, the sons of Judas the Galilean. The procurator, Ventidius Cumanus, 48-52, never had a moment's peace: the Zealots and their allies, the Sicarii, refused to lay down their arms. Under the procurator Felix, unrest continued without pause; under Albinus, the flames of rebellion burned even brighter. Finally, during the time of Gessius Florus, 64-66, the last procurator of Judea, the unrest that had been smoldering erupted across the country. The Zealots took control of the Temple; Florus had to flee, and Agrippa, who tried to mediate, was stoned. Jerusalem fell under the control of Menahem, another son of Judas the Galilean. The Zealots and Sicarii, now in power, massacred non-Jews and also targeted Jews who seemed too moderate in their eyes.
And then finally came the abomination predicted by Daniel and recorded by Christ. The prophecy of Daniel had already been fulfilled when Antiochus IV Epiphanes had profaned the Temple by placing there the statue of Olympian Jove. In 39 Caligula the Mad, who had set himself up as God and had himself adored as God in various places, had sent the order to the procurator Petronius to put the imperial statue in the Temple, but he died before the order was executed. But Jesus was alluding to something quite other than statues. The holy place during the great rebellion occupied by the Sicarii had become a refuge for assassins, and the great courts were soaked with blood, even with priestly blood. And the Holy City underwent also the abomination of desolation, when in December of 66 Cestius Gallus, at the head of forty thousand men, came to crush the insurgents, camped around Jerusalem with those imperial insignia which the Jews held in horror as idolatrous, and which through a concession of the Emperors had not till then been introduced into the city.
And then finally came the horrible event predicted by Daniel and noted by Christ. Daniel's prophecy had already come true when Antiochus IV Epiphanes defiled the Temple by placing a statue of Olympian Jove there. In 39, Caligula the Mad, who had declared himself a god and demanded to be worshipped as one in various locations, sent an order to the procurator Petronius to install the imperial statue in the Temple, but he died before that order could be carried out. However, Jesus was referring to something much deeper than just statues. The holy site during the great rebellion, taken over by the Sicarii, had turned into a hideout for assassins, and the great courts were drenched in blood, even that of priests. The Holy City also faced the abomination of desolation when, in December of 66, Cestius Gallus, leading forty thousand men, came to suppress the rebels, camped around Jerusalem with those imperial insignia that the Jews found abominable as idolatrous, which had until then not been allowed into the city due to a concession from the Emperors.
But Cestius Gallus, finding more resistance than he had anticipated, retreated and the retreat was turned into flight to the great jubilation of the Zealots, who saw in this victory a sign of divine help.
But Cestius Gallus, encountering more resistance than he had expected, retreated, and this retreat became a rout to the great joy of the Zealots, who viewed this victory as a sign of divine assistance.
272In those days, between the first and second assault, when already the double abomination had contaminated the city, the Christians of Jerusalem, obeying the prophecy of Jesus, fled to Pela, beyond the Jordan. But Rome had no intention of giving way to the Jews. The command of the punitive expedition was given to Titus Flavius Vespasian, who, gathering an army at Ptolemais in 67, advanced against Galilee and conquered it. While the Romans were taking up winter quarters, John of Gischala, one of the heads of the Zealots, having taken refuge in Jerusalem at the head of a band of Idumeans, overturned the aristocratic government and the city was full of uproar and blood.
272Back then, between the first and second attacks, when the city was already tainted by the double outrage, the Christians of Jerusalem, following Jesus' prophecy, escaped to Pela, across the Jordan. But Rome had no plans to yield to the Jews. The task of the military campaign was given to Titus Flavius Vespasian, who, gathering an army at Ptolemais in 67, moved against Galilee and conquered it. While the Romans were settling in for the winter, John of Gischala, one of the leaders of the Zealots, sought refuge in Jerusalem with a group of Idumeans, toppled the aristocratic government, and chaos and bloodshed erupted throughout the city.
Vespasian, going to Rome to become Emperor, gave the command to his son Titus, who on Easter Day in the year 70, came up before Jerusalem and began the siege. Horrible days began. Even at the height of danger, the Zealots, carried away by wild frenzy, quarreled among themselves, and split up into factions, who fought for the control of the city.
Vespasian, on his way to Rome to become Emperor, handed over command to his son Titus, who on Easter Day in the year 70 arrived at Jerusalem and started the siege. Terrible days began. Even during the greatest danger, the Zealots, caught up in wild frenzy, argued among themselves and broke into factions, fighting for control of the city.
John of Gischala occupied the Temple, Simon Bar Giora the city, and their partisans cut the throats of those whom the Romans had not yet killed. In the meantime Titus had taken possession of two lines of wall and of a part of the city: on the fifth of July the Tower of Antonia fell into his power. To the horror of fratricidal massacre and of the siege was added that of hunger. The famine was so great that mothers were seen, so says Josephus, to kill their children and eat them. On the 10th of August the Temple was taken and burned, the Zealots succeeding in shutting themselves up into the upper city, but conquered by hunger they were obliged to surrender on the 7th of September.
John of Gischala took control of the Temple, Simon Bar Giora took the city, and their supporters killed anyone the Romans hadn't yet executed. Meanwhile, Titus captured two sections of the wall and part of the city: on July 5th, he seized the Tower of Antonia. The horror of the fratricidal slaughter and the siege was made worse by hunger. The famine was so severe that mothers were reported, according to Josephus, to have killed their children and eaten them. On August 10th, the Temple was captured and burned; the Zealots managed to barricade themselves in the upper city, but overwhelmed by hunger, they had to surrender on September 7th.
The prophecies of Jesus had been fulfilled: the city by Titus’ order was laid waste: and of the Temple already swept by fire, there remained not one stone upon another. The Jews who had survived hunger and the swords of the Sicarii were massacred by the victorious soldiery. Those who still remained were deported into Egypt to work in mines, and many were killed for the amusement of the crowd in the Amphitheaters of Cæsarea and Berytus. Some hundreds of the handsomest 273were taken prisoners to Rome to figure in the triumphal procession of Vespasian and Titus, and there Simon Bar Giora and other heads of the Zealots were executed before the idols which they hated.
The prophecies of Jesus came true: the city was destroyed on Titus' orders, and the Temple, already burned down, had no stones left standing. The Jews who survived hunger and the swords of the Sicarii were killed by the victorious soldiers. Those who were still alive were taken to Egypt to work in the mines, and many were killed for the entertainment of the crowd in the amphitheaters of Cæsarea and Berytus. Several hundred of the most attractive were captured and brought to Rome to participate in the triumphal parade of Vespasian and Titus, where Simon Bar Giora and other leaders of the Zealots were executed before the idols they despised.
“Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled.” It was the seventieth year of the Christian era and His generation had not yet gone down into the tomb when these things happened. One at least of those who heard Him on the Mount of Olives, John, was witness of the destruction of Jerusalem and of the ruin of the Temple. Within the destined time the words of Jesus were fulfilled, syllable by syllable, with atrocious exactness, by a story of blood and fire.
"Truly I tell you, this generation will not pass away until all these things have happened.” It was the seventieth year of the Christian era, and His generation had not yet gone into the grave when these events occurred. One person who heard Him on the Mount of Olives, John, witnessed the destruction of Jerusalem and the ruin of the Temple. Within the intended time, the words of Jesus were fulfilled, word for word, with horrifying precision, through a narrative of blood and fire.
THE PARUSIA
The end of the god-killing people, the partial and local ending, had taken place. According to the sentence of Christ, the statues of the Temple were scattered among the ruined walls and the faithful of the Temple had met their death by torture or were scattered among other nations.
The end of the people who killed gods, the partial and local ending, had happened. According to Christ's judgment, the Temple's statues were scattered among the ruined walls, and the Temple's faithful met their death by torture or were spread among other nations.
The second prophecy is left. When shall the Son of Man come on the clouds of Heaven, preceded by darkness, announced by angels’ trumpets? Jesus says that no one can be sure of the day of His coming. The Son of Man is likened to lightning which flashes suddenly in the east, to a thief who comes by stealth in the night, to a master who has gone far away and returns suddenly to take his servants by surprise. We must be vigilant and ready. Purify your hearts, because you do not know when He may come; and woe to him who is not ready to appear before Him. Take heed to yourselves lest at any time your hearts be overcharged with surfeiting, and drunkenness, and the cares of this life; and so that day come upon you unawares, for as a snare shall it come upon all them that dwell on the face of the whole earth.
The second prophecy remains. When will the Son of Man arrive on the clouds of Heaven, surrounded by darkness and announced by angel trumpets? Jesus says that no one can know the exact day of His return. The Son of Man is compared to lightning that suddenly flashes in the east, to a thief who sneaks in during the night, to a master who has gone far away and unexpectedly returns to catch his servants off guard. We need to stay alert and prepared. Cleanse your hearts, because you don't know when He might come; and woe to anyone who isn't ready to stand before Him. Be careful not to let your hearts be weighed down with excess, drunkenness, and life's worries, so that day doesn’t come upon you unexpectedly, for it will come like a trap on everyone who lives on the earth.
But if Jesus does not announce the day, He tells us what things must be fulfilled before that day. These things are two: the Gospel of the Kingdom shall be preached to all the nations 274and the Gentiles shall no longer tread down Jerusalem. These two conditions are fulfilled in our own time and perhaps the great day approaches. There are no longer in the world any civilized nations or barbarous tribes where the descendants of the Apostles have not preached the Gospel: since 1918 the Moslems have no longer trodden down Jerusalem and there is talk of a reëstablishment of the Jewish State. According to the words of Hosea, the end of the time shall be near when the sons of Israel, left so long without altar and without King, shall be converted to the Son of David and shall turn, trembling, towards God’s goodness.
But while Jesus doesn’t specify the day, He does tell us what needs to happen before that day arrives. There are two things: the Gospel of the Kingdom will be preached to all nations, and the Gentiles will no longer oppress Jerusalem. These two conditions are being met in our time, and maybe the great day is drawing near. There are no longer any civilized nations or savage tribes where the descendants of the Apostles haven’t shared the Gospel. Since 1918, the Muslims have not oppressed Jerusalem, and there’s talk of a revival of the Jewish State. According to Hosea, the end times will be close when the children of Israel, long without an altar and a King, will turn towards the Son of David and look to God’s kindness in fear.
If the words of the second prophecy are true, as the words of the first prophecy were shown to be true, the Second Coming cannot be far distant. Once again in these years nations have risen against nations, the earth has quaked, destroying many lives, and pestilences, famines and seditions have decimated nations. For more than a century the words of Christ have been translated and preached in all languages. Soldiers who believe in Christ, although they are not all faithful to the heirs of Peter, are in command over that city, which after its downfall was in the power of the Romans, the Persians, the Egyptians and the Turks. And still men do not think of Jesus and His promise. They live as if the world were always going to continue as it has been, and they work and mortify themselves only for their earthly and carnal interests.
If the second prophecy is true, just like the first one turned out to be, the Second Coming can't be too far off. Once again, in these years, nations have fought against nations, the earth has trembled, taking many lives, and plagues, famines, and rebellions have wiped out entire countries. For over a century, Christ’s teachings have been translated and preached in all languages. Soldiers who believe in Christ, even though not all of them are loyal to the successors of Peter, are in charge of that city, which after its fall came under the control of the Romans, Persians, Egyptians, and Turks. Yet, people still don’t think about Jesus and His promise. They live as if the world will always go on as it has, and they focus their efforts solely on their worldly and material interests.
“For as in the days that were before the flood, they were eating and drinking, marrying and given in marriage, until the day that Noah entered into the ark, And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away: so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. Likewise also, as it was in the days of Lot; they did eat, they drank, they bought, they sold, they planted, they builded; But the same day that Lot went out of Sodom it rained fire and brimstone from heaven and destroyed them all. Even thus shall it be in the day when the Son of man is revealed.”
“For just like in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and being married, until the day Noah got into the ark. They didn't realize what was happening until the flood came and swept them all away. That’s how it will be when the Son of Man comes. Similarly, in the days of Lot, people were eating, drinking, buying, selling, planting, and building; but on the same day Lot left Sodom, fire and sulfur rained down from heaven and destroyed them all. It will be the same on the day when the Son of Man is revealed.”
The same thing happens in our day in spite of the wars and the pestilences which have cut down millions of lives in a few years. People eat and drink, marry and have children, buy 275and sell, write and play. And no one thinks of the Divine Thief who will come suddenly in the night, no one waits for the Real Master, who will return unexpectedly, no one looks at the sky to see if lightning is flashing from the east.
The same thing happens today despite the wars and diseases that have taken millions of lives in just a few years. People eat and drink, get married and have kids, buy and sell, write and play. And no one thinks about the Divine Thief who will come suddenly in the night, no one waits for the Real Master, who will return unexpectedly, and no one looks at the sky to see if lightning is flashing from the east.
The apparent life of the living is like the delirious dream of a fatal fever. They seem awake because they hurry about without rest, occupied by those possessions which are clay and poison. They never look up to Heaven—they fear only their brothers. Perhaps they are waiting to be awakened in the last hour by those dead of old, who will rise up at the approach of the Resurrected Christ.
The visible life of the living is like the wild dream of a serious fever. They appear to be awake because they rush around without pause, preoccupied by things that are worthless and harmful. They never look up to Heaven—they only fear their fellow humans. Maybe they are waiting to be stirred awake in the final hour by those who have died long ago, who will rise at the coming of the Resurrected Christ.
UNWELCOME
While Jesus was condemning the Temple and Jerusalem, those maintained by the Temple and the lords of Jerusalem were preparing His condemnation.
While Jesus was criticizing the Temple and Jerusalem, those connected to the Temple and the leaders of Jerusalem were planning His condemnation.
All those who possessed, taught and commanded were waiting only for the right moment to assassinate Him, without danger to themselves. Every man who had a name, dignity, a school, a shop, a sacred office, a little authority was against Him. He came to oppose them and they opposed Him. With the idiocy natural to those in power they believed that they would save themselves by putting Him to death, and they did not know it was exactly His death which was needed as the beginning of their punishment.
All those who had power, taught, and gave orders were just waiting for the right moment to kill Him, without risking anything for themselves. Every person with a reputation, status, a following, a business, a sacred role, or a bit of authority was against Him. He came to challenge them, and they pushed back. With the foolishness typical of those in power, they thought they could protect themselves by eliminating Him, not realizing that His death was precisely what they needed to start facing their consequences.
To have an idea of the hatred which the upper classes of Jerusalem felt towards Jesus, priestly hatred, scholastic hatred and commercial hatred, we must remember that the Holy City apparently lived by faith, but in reality on the Faithful. Only in the Jewish metropolis could valid and acceptable offerings be made to the Old God, and therefore every year, especially on great feast days, streams of Israelites poured in there from the Tetrarchates of Palestine and from all the provinces of the Empire. The Temple was not only the one legitimate sanctuary of the Jews, but for those who were attached to it and for all the others who lived at its feet, it was the great nourishing breast which fed the Capital with the products of the victims, 276the offerings, the tithes and, above all, with the profits accompanying the continual influx of visitors. Josephus says that at Jerusalem on special occasions there were gathered together as many as three million pilgrims.
To understand the hatred that the upper class in Jerusalem had for Jesus—priestly hatred, academic hatred, and commercial hatred—we need to remember that while the Holy City seemed to thrive on faith, it actually depended on the Faithful. Only in the Jewish capital could valid and accepted offerings be made to the Old God, which is why every year, especially during major feast days, a flood of Israelites came from the Tetrarchates of Palestine and all over the Empire. The Temple wasn’t just the only legitimate sanctuary for Jews; for those connected to it and for all those who lived nearby, it was like a great source of nourishment that fed the Capital with the products of sacrifices, offerings, tithes, and, most importantly, the profits from the constant influx of visitors. Josephus noted that during special occasions in Jerusalem, there could be as many as three million pilgrims gathered.
The stationary population depended all the year round on the Temple: business for the animal-sellers, dealers in victuals, money-changers, inn-keepers, and even artisans depended on the fortunes of the Temple. The priestly caste, which without the Levites (and there were a great crowd of them) numbered in Christ’s lifetime twenty thousand descendants of Aaron—got their living from the tithes in kind, from the taxes of the Temple, from the payments for the first-born—even the first-born of men paid five shekels a head!—and got their food from the flesh of the sacrificial animals, of which only the fat was burned. They were the ones who had the pick of herds and crops; even their bread was given them by the people, for the head of every Jewish family was obliged to hand over to the priests the twenty-fourth part of the bread which was baked in his house. Many of them, as we have seen, made money on the raising of the animals which the Faithful were obliged to buy for their offerings; others were associated with money-changers, and it is not impossible that some of them were really bankers, because people readily deposited their savings in the strong-boxes of the Temple.
The permanent population relied year-round on the Temple: the livelihoods of animal sellers, food vendors, money changers, innkeepers, and even craftsmen depended on the Temple’s prosperity. The priestly class, which without the Levites (and there were many of them) numbered about twenty thousand descendants of Aaron during Christ’s time, earned their living from tithes, Temple taxes, and payments for first-born children—even the first-born males paid five shekels each! They also received their food from the meat of sacrificial animals, of which only the fat was burned. They had the first choice of herds and crops; even their bread was provided by the community, as each Jewish father was required to give a twenty-fourth of the bread baked in his house to the priests. Many of them, as we've seen, profited from raising the animals that the faithful had to buy for their offerings; others worked with money changers, and it’s quite possible that some of them were effectively bankers since people would often deposit their savings in the Temple's strong-boxes.
A net-work of self-interest thus bound to the Herodian edifice all the inhabitants of Jerusalem, down to the vendors at fairs and the sandal-makers. The priests lived on the Temple and many of them were merchants and rich men: the rich needed the Temple to increase their profits and keep the common people respectful: the merchants did business with the rich people who had money to spend, with the priests who were their associates and with the pilgrims from every part of the world drawn towards the Temple: the working men and the poor lived from the scraps and leavings which fell from the tables of the rich, the priests, the merchants and the pilgrims.
A network of self-interest connected all the residents of Jerusalem to the Herodian structure, from the vendors at fairs to the sandal-makers. The priests depended on the Temple for their livelihood, and many were wealthy merchants: the rich relied on the Temple to boost their profits and maintain the respect of the common people; the merchants did business with the wealthy who had money to spend, with the priests who were their allies, and with the pilgrims from around the world who were drawn to the Temple. The working-class people and the poor survived on the leftovers that fell from the tables of the rich, the priests, the merchants, and the pilgrims.
Religion was thus the greatest and perhaps the only business in Jerusalem: any one who attacked religion, its representatives, its visible monument (which was the most famous and fruitful 277seat of religion), was necessarily considered an enemy of the people of Jerusalem, and especially of the prosperous and well-to-do.
Religion was the biggest and maybe the only important thing in Jerusalem: anyone who went after religion, its leaders, or its prominent symbol (which was the most well-known and significant place of worship) was seen as an enemy of the people of Jerusalem, especially those who were wealthy and successful.
Jesus with His Gospel threatened directly the positions and fees of these classes. If all the prescriptions of the Law were to be reduced to the practice of love, there would be no more place for the Scribes and Doctors of the Law who made their living out of their teachings. If God did not wish animal sacrifices and asked only for purity of soul and secret prayer, the priests might as well shut the doors of the Sanctuary and learn a new profession: those who did business in oxen and calves and sheep and lambs and kids and doves and sparrows would have seen their business slacken and perhaps disappear. If to be loved by God you needed to transform your life, if it were not enough to wash your drinking-cups and punctually pay your tithes, the doctrine and the authority of the Pharisees would be reduced to nothing. If in short the Messiah had come and had declared the Primacy of the Temple fallen and sacrifices useless, the capital of the cult would, from one day to the next, have lost its prestige and with the passage of time would have become an obscure settlement of impoverished men.
Jesus and His Gospel directly challenged the positions and incomes of these groups. If all the rules of the Law were just about practicing love, there would be no need for the Scribes and Teachers of the Law who made a living from their teachings. If God didn’t want animal sacrifices and only asked for purity of heart and private prayer, the priests might as well close the doors of the Temple and find new jobs: those who dealt in oxen, calves, sheep, lambs, kids, doves, and sparrows would see their business slow down and maybe even vanish. If you had to change your life to be loved by God, and merely cleaning your drinking cups and paying your tithes wasn’t enough, the influence and authority of the Pharisees would mean nothing. In short, if the Messiah came and declared the importance of the Temple over and sacrifices pointless, the center of worship would lose its prestige overnight and eventually become a forgotten place of struggling people.
As a matter of course, Jesus, who preferred fishermen, if they were pure and loving, to members of the Sanhedrin; who took the part of the poor against the rich, who valued ignorant children more than Scribes, blear-eyed over the mysteries of the Scriptures, drew down on His head the hatred of the Levites, the merchants and the Doctors. The Temple, the Academy and the Bank were against Him: when the victim was ready they would call the somewhat reluctant, but nevertheless acquiescent Roman sword, to sacrifice Him to their peace of mind.
As a matter of course, Jesus, who preferred pure and loving fishermen over members of the Sanhedrin; who stood up for the poor against the rich, and valued ignorant children more than the Scribes, who were obsessed with the mysteries of the Scriptures, drew the hatred of the Levites, the merchants, and the Doctors upon Himself. The Temple, the Academy, and the Bank were all against Him: when the time came, they would call on the somewhat reluctant, but still compliant Roman sword to sacrifice Him for their peace of mind.
For some time the life of Jesus had not been safe. The Pharisees said that Herod had sought to kill Him from the days of His last sojourn in Galilee. Perhaps it was the knowledge of this that sent Him into Cæsarea Philippi, outside Galilee, where He predicted His passion.
For a while, Jesus's life hadn't been secure. The Pharisees claimed that Herod had wanted to kill Him since His last visit to Galilee. Maybe it was this awareness that led Him to Cæsarea Philippi, outside of Galilee, where He foretold His suffering.
When He came back to Jerusalem the High Priests, the 278Pharisees and the Scribes gathered about Him to lay traps for Him and take down His words. The uneasy and embittered crowd set on His track spies, destined to become false witnesses in a few days. If we are to believe John, the order was given to certain guards to capture Him, but they were afraid to lay their hands upon Him. The attack with the whips on the animal-sellers and money-changers, the loud invectives against the Scribes and Pharisees, the allusion to the ruin of the Temple, made the cup run over. Time pressed; Jerusalem was full of foreigners and many were listening to Him. Some disorder, some confusion might easily spring up, perhaps an uprising of the provincial crowds who were less attached to the privileges and interests of the metropolis. The contagion must be stopped at the beginning and there seemed to be no better way than to make away with the blasphemer. The wolves of the Altar and of business arranged a meeting of the Sanhedrin to reconcile law with assassination.
When He returned to Jerusalem, the High Priests, the Pharisees, and the Scribes gathered around Him to trap Him and catch His words. The anxious and resentful crowd sent spies to follow Him, who would soon become false witnesses. If we believe John, some guards were ordered to capture Him, but they were too scared to touch Him. His attack on the animal sellers and money changers, along with his strong words against the Scribes and Pharisees and his reference to the destruction of the Temple, pushed them over the edge. Time was critical; Jerusalem was filled with outsiders, and many were listening to Him. Some disorder and confusion could easily erupt, possibly a rebellion from the provincial crowds who were less tied to the privileges and interests of the city. They had to stop this spread right away, and it seemed the only solution was to eliminate the blasphemer. The wolves of the Altar and business convened a meeting of the Sanhedrin to merge law with murder.
THE HIGH PRIEST CAIAPHAS
The Sanhedrin was the assembly of the chiefs, the supreme council of the aristocracy which ruled the capital. It was composed of the priests jealous of the clientele of the Temple which gave them their power and their stipends: of the Scribes responsible for preserving the purity of the law and of tradition: of the Elders who represented the interests of the moderate, moneyed middle-class.
The Sanhedrin was the gathering of the leaders, the top council of the elite that governed the capital. It was made up of priests who were protective of the followers of the Temple that provided them with their power and income; Scribes responsible for maintaining the integrity of the law and tradition; and Elders who represented the interests of the moderate, wealthy middle class.
They were all in accord that it was essential to take Jesus on false pretenses and to have Him killed as a blasphemer against the Sabbath and the Lord. Only Nicodemus attempted a defense, but they were able quickly to silence him. “What do we? for this man doeth many miracles. If we let him thus alone, all men will believe on him: and the Romans shall come and take away both our place and nation.” It is the Reason of State, the Salvation of the Fatherland which political cliques always bring out to screen with legality and ideality the defense of their particular profit.
They all agreed that it was crucial to deceive Jesus and have Him executed for supposedly disrespecting the Sabbath and God. Only Nicodemus tried to defend Him, but they quickly shut him down. “What should we do? This man performs many miracles. If we leave him alone, everyone will believe in him, and the Romans will come and take away both our position and our nation.” It’s the excuse of the State, the Salvation of the Fatherland that political groups always use to justify their own interests under the guise of legality and ideals.
Caiaphas, who that year was High Priest, settled their 279doubts with the maxim which has always justified in the eyes of the world the immolation of the innocent. “Ye know nothing at all nor consider that it is expedient that one man should die for the people and that the whole nation perish not.” This maxim in Caiaphas’ mouth, and on this occasion, and for what it meant, was infamous, and hypocritical like all the speeches made by the Sanhedrin. But transposed into a higher meaning and transferred into the Absolute, changing nation into humanity, the President of the circumcised patriciate was expounding a principle which Jesus Himself had accepted and which has become under another form the crucial mystery of Christianity. Caiaphas did not know—he who had to enter alone into the Holy of Holies to offer up to Jehovah the sins of the people—how much his words, coarse in expression and cynical in sentiment as they were, were in accord with his victim’s thought.
Caiaphas, who was the High Priest that year, resolved their doubts with a saying that has always justified the sacrifice of the innocent in the eyes of the world. “You know nothing at all and don’t realize that it’s better for one man to die for the people than for the whole nation to be destroyed.” This saying, coming from Caiaphas at this moment and for what it meant, was notorious and hypocritical, like all the statements made by the Sanhedrin. But when interpreted in a deeper sense and applied to all of humanity instead of just a nation, the leader of the Jewish elite was conveying a principle that Jesus Himself had accepted, which has taken on a different form to become the essential mystery of Christianity. Caiaphas didn’t realize—he who had to enter alone into the Holy of Holies to present the people’s sins to God—how much his harsh and cynical words actually aligned with the thoughts of his victim.
The thought that only the righteous can pay for injustice, that only the perfect can discount the crimes of the brute, that only the pure can cancel the debts of the ignoble, that only God in His infinite magnificence can expiate the sins which man has committed against Him; this thought, which seems to man the height of madness exactly because it is the height of divine wisdom, certainly did not flash out in the corrupt soul of the Sadducee when he threw to his sixty accomplices the sophism destined to silence their last remorse. Caiaphas, who together with the crown of thorns and the sponge of vinegar was to be one of the instruments of the Passion, did not imagine in that moment that he was bearing witness solemnly, though involuntarily, to the divine tragedy about to begin.
The idea that only the righteous can pay for injustice, that only the perfect can overlook the sins of the brute, that only the pure can erase the debts of the dishonorable, and that only God, in His infinite greatness, can atone for the sins man has committed against Him; this idea, which seems utterly insane to humans because it represents the ultimate divine wisdom, definitely didn’t cross the corrupt mind of the Sadducee when he shared with his sixty accomplices the reasoning meant to silence their final guilt. Caiaphas, who was destined to be one of the instruments of the Passion alongside the crown of thorns and the vinegar-soaked sponge, had no idea in that moment that he was solemnly, though unintentionally, witnessing the divine tragedy that was about to unfold.
And yet the principle that the innocent can pay for the guilty, that the death of one man can be salvation for all, was not foreign to the consciousness of ancient peoples. The heroic myths of the pagans recognize and celebrate voluntary sacrifices of the innocent. They record the example of Pilades, who offered himself to be punished in place of the guilty Orestes; Macaria of the blood of Heracles, who saved her brother’s life with her own; Alcestis, who died that she might avert from her Admetus the vengeance of Artemis; the 280daughters of Erechtheus, who sacrificed themselves that their father might escape Neptune’s blows. The old King Codrus, who threw himself into the Ilissus, in order that his Athenians might be victorious; and Decius Mus and his sons, who consecrated themselves to the Manes that the Romans might triumph over the Samnites; and Curtius, who, fully armed, cast himself into the gulf for the salvation of his country; and Iphigenia, who offered her throat to the knife that Agamemnon’s fleet might sail safely towards Troy. At Athens during the Thargelian feast two men were killed to save the city from divine wrath; Epimenides the Wise, to purify Athens, profaned by the assassination of the followers of Cylon, had recourse to human sacrifice over the tombs; at Curium, in Cyprus, at Terracina, at Marseilles, every year a man threw himself into the sea as payment for the crimes of the community, a man regarded as the Saviour of the people.
And yet the idea that the innocent can pay for the guilty, that the death of one person can bring salvation for all, was well understood by ancient peoples. The heroic myths of pagans acknowledge and celebrate voluntary sacrifices of the innocent. They recount the story of Pylades, who offered himself to be punished instead of the guilty Orestes; Macaria, a descendant of Heracles, who saved her brother's life at the cost of her own; Alcestis, who died to protect her husband Admetus from Artemis's wrath; and the daughters of Erechtheus, who sacrificed themselves so their father could escape Neptune's fury. Old King Codrus jumped into the Ilissus river so that his Athenians would win; Decius Mus and his sons dedicated themselves to the Manes so the Romans could defeat the Samnites; Curtius, fully armed, jumped into the chasm for the sake of his country; and Iphigenia offered her life to ensure Agamemnon's fleet could sail safely to Troy. In Athens, during the Thargelian festival, two men were killed to save the city from divine anger; Epimenides the Wise, to purify Athens after the assassination of Cylon’s followers, resorted to human sacrifice at the tombs; in Curium, Cyprus, at Terracina, and at Marseilles, every year a man would throw himself into the sea as payment for the community's sins, honored as the Saviour of the people.
But these sacrifices, when they were spontaneous, were for the salvation of one being alone, or of a restricted group of men; when they were enforced they added a new crime to those they were intended to expiate; they were examples of individual affection or of superstitious crimes.
But these sacrifices, when they were spontaneous, were for the salvation of one individual alone, or of a small group of people; when they were forced, they added another wrongdoing to those they were meant to atone for; they were acts of personal love or acts of superstitious wrongdoing.
No man had yet appeared who would take upon his head all the sins of men, a God who would imprison Himself in the abject wretchedness of flesh to save all the human race and to give it the power to ascend from bestiality to sanctity, from earthly humiliation to the Kingdom of Heaven. The perfect man, who takes upon himself all imperfections, the pure man who burdens himself with all infamies, the righteous man who shoulders the unrighteousness of all men, had appeared under the aspect of a poor fugitive from justice in the day of Caiaphas. He who was to die for all, the Galilean working-man who was disquieting the rich and the priests of Jerusalem, was there on the Mount of Olives only a short distance from the Sanhedrin. The Seventy, who knew not what they did, who did not know that they were obeying the will of the very man they were persecuting, decided to have Him captured before the Passover; but because they were cowardly, like all men of possessions, one thing restrained them, the fear 281of the people who loved Jesus. They consulted that they might take Jesus by subtlety and kill Him. But they said, “Not on the feast day lest there be an uproar among the people.” To solve their difficulty, by good fortune, there came to them the day after one of the Twelve, he who held the purse, Judas Iscariot.
No man had yet come forward to take on all the sins of humanity, a God willing to confine Himself in the miserable reality of flesh to save the entire human race and empower it to rise from brutality to holiness, from earthly shame to the Kingdom of Heaven. The perfect man, who bears all imperfections, the pure man who carries all shame, the righteous man who takes on the wrongdoing of everyone, appeared as a poor fugitive from justice in the time of Caiaphas. He who was destined to die for all, the Galilean laborer who disturbed the wealthy and the priests of Jerusalem, was present on the Mount of Olives, just a short distance from the Sanhedrin. The Seventy, who were unaware of their actions and didn’t realize they were carrying out the will of the very man they were chasing, decided to have Him captured before the Passover; but because they were cowardly, like all those who have possessions, they were held back by their fear of the people who loved Jesus. They plotted to seize Jesus secretly and kill Him. But they said, “Not on the feast day, lest there be an uproar among the people.” To resolve their dilemma, by chance, one of the Twelve, the one who managed the money, Judas Iscariot, came to them the next day.
THE MYSTERY OF JUDAS
Only two creatures in the world knew the secret of Judas: Christ and the traitor.
Only two beings in the world knew the secret of Judas: Christ and the traitor.
Sixty generations of Christians have racked their brains over it, but the man of Iscariot, although he has drawn after him crowds of disciples, remains stubbornly incomprehensible. His is the only human mystery that we encounter in the Gospels. We can understand without difficulty the depravity of Herod, the rancor of the Pharisees, the revengeful anger of Annas and Caiaphas, the cowardly laxity of Pilate. But we have no evidence to enable us to understand the abomination of Judas. The Four Gospels tell us too little of him and of the reasons which induced him to sell his King.
Sixty generations of Christians have pondered it, but the man from Iscariot, despite attracting many followers, remains frustratingly mysterious. He is the only human enigma we encounter in the Gospels. It's easy for us to grasp the wickedness of Herod, the bitterness of the Pharisees, the vengeful anger of Annas and Caiaphas, and the cowardly indecision of Pilate. But we lack the evidence to understand the horror of Judas. The Four Gospels provide too little information about him and the motives that led him to betray his King.
“Then entered Satan into Judas.” But these words are only the definition of his crime. Evil took possession of his heart, therefore it came suddenly. Before that day, perhaps during the dinner at Bethany, Judas was not in the power of the Adversary. But why suddenly did he throw himself into that power? Why did Satan enter into him and not into one of the others?
“Then Satan entered Judas.” But these words just define his crime. Evil seized his heart, which is why it happened so suddenly. Before that day, maybe during dinner at Bethany, Judas was not under the Adversary's influence. But why did he suddenly surrender to that influence? Why did Satan enter him and not one of the others?
Thirty pieces of silver are a very small sum, especially for an avaricious man. In modern coinage it would amount to about twenty dollars, and, granting that its effective value or as the economists say its buying power were in those days ten times greater, two hundred dollars seem hardly a sufficient price to induce a man whom his companions describe as grasping to commit the basest perfidy recorded by history. It has been said the thirty pieces of silver was the price of a slave. But the text of Exodus states on the contrary that thirty shekels was the compensation to be paid by the owner of an 282ox which had injured a slave. The cases are too far apart for the doctors of the Sanhedrin to have had this early precedent in mind.
Thirty pieces of silver is a very small amount, especially for someone greedy. In today’s money, it would be roughly twenty dollars, and even if we consider that its real value—or, as economists put it, its buying power—was ten times greater back then, two hundred dollars hardly seems like enough to convince a person described by his peers as greedy to commit one of history's most despicable betrayals. It's been said that thirty pieces of silver was the price of a slave. However, the text of Exodus states that thirty shekels was the payment owed by the owner of an 282ox that had injured a slave. The situations are too different for the scholars of the Sanhedrin to have had this early example in mind.
The most significant indication is the office which Judas held among the Twelve. Among them was Matthew, a former tax-collector, and it would have seemed almost his right to handle the small amount of money necessary for the expenses of the brotherhood. In place of Matthew, we see the man of Iscariot as the depository of the offerings. Money is insidious and saturated with danger. The mere handling of money, even if it belongs to others, is poisonous. It is not surprising that John said of Judas the thief, that he, “having the bag, took away what was put therein.” And yet it is not probable that a man greedy for money would have stayed a long time with a group of such poor men. If he had wished to steal, he would have sought out a more promising position. And if he had needed those miserable thirty pieces of silver, could he not have procured them in another way, by running away with the purse, without needing to propose the betrayal of Jesus to the High Priests?
The most significant sign is the position Judas held among the Twelve. Among them was Matthew, a former tax collector, and it would have almost seemed right for him to manage the small amount of money needed for the group's expenses. Instead of Matthew, we see the man from Iscariot as the keeper of the donations. Money is deceitful and fraught with danger. Just handling money, even if it's not yours, is toxic. It's not surprising that John referred to Judas the thief, noting that he "had the bag and took what was put in it." Yet, it's unlikely that a man who craved money would stick around with such a poor group for long. If he wanted to steal, he would have looked for a better opportunity. And if he really needed those miserable thirty pieces of silver, couldn’t he have gotten them another way, just by running off with the purse, without needing to betray Jesus to the High Priests?
These common-sense reflections about a crime so extraordinary have induced many to seek other motives for the infamous transaction. A sect of heretics, the Cainites, had a legend that Judas sorrowfully accepted eternal infamy, knowing that Jesus through His will and the will of the Father was to be betrayed to His death, that no suffering might be lacking in the great expiation. A necessary and voluntary instrument of the Redemption, Judas was according to them a hero and a martyr to be revered and not reviled.
These straightforward thoughts about such an extraordinary crime have led many to look for different reasons behind the infamous act. A group of heretics, the Cainites, had a belief that Judas sadly embraced eternal disgrace, knowing that Jesus, through His will and the will of the Father, was destined to be betrayed to His death, so that no suffering would be missing in the great atonement. According to them, Judas was a necessary and willing part of the Redemption, seen as a hero and a martyr to be honored, not condemned.
According to others, Iscariot, loving his people and hoping for their deliverance, perhaps sharing the sentiments of the Zealots, had joined with Jesus, hoping that he was the Messiah such as the common people then imagined Him: the King of the revenge and restoration of Israel. When little by little, in spite of his slowness of comprehension, it dawned on him from the words of Jesus that he had fallen in with a Messiah of quite another kind, he delivered Him over to His enemies to make up for the bitterness of his disappointment. But this 283fancy to which no text either canonical or apocryphal gives any support is not enough to explain Christ’s betrayer: he could have deserted the Twelve and gone in search of other company more to his taste, which certainly, as we have seen, was not lacking at that time.
According to some, Iscariot, who cared for his people and hoped for their salvation, possibly sharing the views of the Zealots, had joined Jesus, believing he was the Messiah as the common people envisioned Him: a King who would bring revenge and restore Israel. As he gradually realized, despite his slow understanding, from Jesus's words that he had encountered a very different kind of Messiah, he turned Him over to His enemies to make up for the pain of his disillusionment. However, this idea, which lacks support from any accepted or apocryphal texts, does not fully explain Christ's betrayer: he could have left the Twelve and sought out other companions more to his liking, which, as we've seen, were certainly available at that time.
Others have said that the reason is to be sought in his loss of faith. Judas had believed firmly in Jesus, and then could believe no longer. What Jesus said about His end close at hand, the threatening hostility of the metropolis, the delay of his victorious manifestation, had ended by causing Judas to lose all faith in Him whom he had followed up till then. He did not see the Kingdom approaching and he did see death approaching. Mingling with the people to find out the temper of the day, he had perhaps heard a rumor as to the decisions of the meeting of the Elders and feared that the Sanhedrin would not be satisfied with one victim alone, but would condemn all those who had long followed Jesus. Overcome by fear—the form which Satan took to enter into him—he thought he could ward off the danger and save his life by treachery; unbelief and cowardice being thus the ignominious motives of his ignominy.
Others have suggested that the reason lies in his loss of faith. Judas had strongly believed in Jesus but then could no longer hold that belief. What Jesus said about His imminent end, the growing hostility from the city, and the delay of His glorious coming eventually led Judas to lose all faith in Him whom he had followed until then. He didn’t see the Kingdom coming, but he did see death approaching. By mingling with the people to gauge the mood of the day, he might have heard a rumor about the Elders’ meeting and feared that the Sanhedrin would not be satisfied with just one victim but would condemn all those who had long followed Jesus. Overwhelmed by fear—the form that Satan took to enter him—he thought he could avoid the danger and save his own life through betrayal; thus, unbelief and cowardice became the disgraceful motives behind his shame.
An Englishman celebrated as an opium-eater, has thought out a new apology for the traitor which is the opposite of this theory. His idea is that Judas believed: he even believed too absolutely. He was so persuaded that Jesus was really the Christ that he wished by giving Him up to the Tribunal to force Him finally to show Himself as the legitimate Messiah. So strong was his hope that he could not believe that Jesus would be killed. Or if He really were to die, he knew with entire certainty that He would rise again at once to sit on the right hand of the Father as King of Israel and of the world. To hasten the great day, in which the Disciples were at last to have the reward for their faithfulness, Judas, secure in the intangibility of his Divine Friend, wished to force His hand and, putting Him face to face with those whom He was to cast out, to compel Him to show Himself as the true Son of God. According to this theory the action of Judas was not a betrayal but a mistake due to his misunderstanding of the 284real meaning of his Master’s teaching. He did not betray therefore through avarice or revengefulness or cowardice, but through stupidity.
An Englishman known as an opium-eater has come up with a new defense for the traitor that goes against this theory. His idea is that Judas actually believed—he believed too strongly. He was so convinced that Jesus was truly the Christ that he thought by handing Him over to the authorities, he could force Him to finally reveal Himself as the legitimate Messiah. His hope was so intense that he couldn't believe Jesus would actually be killed. And if He did die, he was completely certain that He would rise again immediately to sit at the right hand of the Father as King of Israel and the world. To speed up the great day when the Disciples would finally receive their reward for loyalty, Judas, believing in the invulnerability of his Divine Friend, wanted to push Him into a corner and confront those He was meant to reject, compelling Him to reveal Himself as the true Son of God. According to this theory, Judas's actions weren't a betrayal but rather a mistake stemming from his misunderstanding of his Master’s teachings. He didn’t betray out of greed, revenge, or cowardice, but out of foolishness.
On the other hand others give revenge as the reason. No man betrays another without hating him. Why did Judas hate Jesus? They remember the dinner in the house of Simon and the nard of the weeping woman. The reproof for his stinginess and hypocrisy must have exasperated the disciple who perhaps had been reproved for these faults on other occasions. To the rancor of this rebuff was added envy which always flourishes in vulgar souls. And as soon as he could revenge himself without danger, he went to the palace of Caiaphas.
On the other hand, some say revenge is the motivation. No man betrays another without feeling hate. Why did Judas hate Jesus? They recall the dinner at Simon's house and the expensive perfume used by the weeping woman. The criticism of his stinginess and hypocrisy must have made the disciple furious, especially since he might have been called out for these flaws before. To the bitterness of this insult was added envy, which thrives in petty people. And as soon as he saw a chance to get back at Jesus without facing risk, he went to Caiaphas's palace.
But did he really think that his denunciation would bring Jesus to His death or did he rather suppose that they would content themselves with flogging Him and forbidding Him to speak to the people? The rest of the story seems to show that the condemnation of Jesus unnerved him as a terrible and unexpected result of his kiss. Matthew describes his despair in a way to show that he was sincerely horrified by what had happened through his fault. The money which he had pocketed became like fire to him: and when the priests refused to take it back he threw it down in the Temple. Even after this restitution he had no peace and hastened to kill himself. He died on the same day as his victim. Luke in the Acts sets down in another way the evil end of Judas, but the Christian tradition prefers the story of his remorse and suicide.
But did he really believe that his betrayal would lead to Jesus' death, or did he think they would just beat Him and keep Him from speaking to the people? The rest of the story suggests that the condemnation of Jesus shocked him as a terrible and unexpected outcome of his kiss. Matthew describes his despair in a way that shows he was genuinely horrified by what had happened because of him. The money he had taken became like fire to him, and when the priests refused to take it back, he threw it down in the Temple. Even after this act of restitution, he found no peace and rushed to end his own life. He died on the same day as his victim. Luke, in the Acts, recounts Judas' tragic end in a different way, but Christian tradition favors the story of his remorse and suicide.
In spite of all the unraveling of unsatisfied minds, mysteries are still tangled about the mystery of Judas. But we have not yet invoked the testimony of Him who knew better than all men, even better than Judas, the true secret of the betrayal. Jesus alone could give us the key to the mystery; Jesus who saw into the heart of Judas as into the hearts of all men, and who knew what Judas was to do before he had done it.
In spite of all the confusion and dissatisfaction, the mystery of Judas remains complicated. But we haven't yet called upon the insight of the one who understood it all better than anyone else, even better than Judas himself—the true reason for the betrayal. Only Jesus could provide the key to this mystery; Jesus who could see into Judas's heart just as He could see into the hearts of all people, and who knew what Judas would do before he even did it.
Jesus chose Judas to be one of the Twelve and to carry the gospel to the world along with the others. Would He have chosen him, kept him with Him, beside Him, at His table, 285for so long a time if He had believed him to be an incurable criminal? Would He have confided to him what was dearest in the world to Him, the most precious thing in the world—the prophecy of the Kingdom of God?
Jesus chose Judas to be one of the Twelve and to spread the gospel to the world along with the others. Would He have chosen him, kept him close to Him, at His table, 285for so long if He had thought he was an unchangeable criminal? Would He have trusted him with what was most important to Him, the most valuable thing in the world—the prophecy of the Kingdom of God?
Up to the last days, up to that last evening, Jesus treated Judas exactly like the others. To him, as to all others, He gave His body, symbolized by bread, His soul, symbolized by wine. He washed and wiped, with His own hands, the feet of Judas, those feet which had carried him to the house of Caiaphas—with those hands which, through Judas’ fault, were to be nailed to the cross on the following day. And when, in the red light of the flickering lanterns and the flashing of swords, Judas, under the dark shadow of the olive trees, came and kissed that face still wet with bloody sweat, Jesus did not repel him, but said, “Friend, wherefore art thou come?”
Up until the very last days, including that final evening, Jesus treated Judas the same as everyone else. To him, just like to all the others, He offered His body, represented by bread, and His soul, represented by wine. He personally washed and dried Judas' feet, the same feet that had taken him to Caiaphas' house—with the same hands that were to be nailed to the cross the next day because of Judas' betrayal. And when, in the dim light of flickering lanterns and the glint of swords, Judas approached and kissed that face still stained with bloody sweat under the dark olive trees, Jesus didn’t push him away but said, “Friend, why have you come?”
Friend! It was the last time that Jesus spoke to Judas, and even in that moment He would use none other than that wonted word. Judas was not for Him the man of darkness who came in the darkness to turn Him over to the guards, but the friend, the same who a few hours before had been sitting with Him before the dish of lamb and herbs, and had set his lips to His cup: the same who, so many times in hours of rest in leafy shade, or in the shadow of walls, had listened with the others like a disciple, like a companion, like a friend, like a brother, to the great words of the Promise. Jesus had said at the Last Supper, “Woe unto that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! it had been good for that man if he had not been born.” But now that the traitor was before Him, that the treachery was complete, now that Judas had added to that betrayal the outrage of the kiss laid on the lips of Him who has commanded love for our enemies, He answered him with the sweet and divine words of their habitual intercourse, “Friend, wherefore art thou come?”
Friend! It was the last time Jesus spoke to Judas, and even then, He used that familiar word. To Him, Judas wasn't just the man of darkness who came in the night to hand Him over to the guards, but a friend—the same one who just hours before had sat with Him at the table of lamb and herbs, who had shared His cup. He was the one who, many times in moments of rest in the leafy shade or by the walls' shadows, had listened with the others as a disciple, a companion, a friend, and a brother to the great words of the Promise. Jesus had said at the Last Supper, “Woe to the man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! It would have been better for that man if he had never been born.” But now, with the traitor right in front of Him, the betrayal complete, and having added to that betrayal the shocking kiss on the lips of the one who commanded love for our enemies, Jesus replied with the gentle and divine words they often shared, “Friend, why have you come?”
Thus the testimony of Him who was betrayed increases our bewilderment instead of raising the veil of the dreadful secret. He knew that Judas was a thief and He gave him the purse: He knew that Judas was evil and He confided to him a treasure 286of truth infinitely more precious than all the money in the universe: He knew that Judas was to betray Him and He made him a participant of His divinity, offering him the mouthful of bread and the sip of wine; He saw Judas leading His assailants upon Him and He still addressed him as at first, as He always had, with the holy name of friend.
Thus, the testimony of the one who was betrayed deepens our confusion instead of revealing the terrible secret. He knew that Judas was a thief, yet He entrusted him with the money bag; He knew that Judas was wicked, but He shared with him a treasure of truth far more valuable than all the money in the universe. He knew that Judas was going to betray Him, yet He let him share in His divine nature, offering him a piece of bread and a sip of wine. He saw Judas leading His attackers to Him, and still, He called him as He always had, with the sacred name of friend. 286
“It had been good for that man if he had not been born.” These words might have been, rather than a condemnation, an exclamation of pity at the thought of a fate which could not be escaped. If Judas hated Jesus, we see no signs that Jesus was ever repelled by Judas, because Jesus knew that the base bargain was necessary, as the weakness of Pilate was necessary, the rage of Caiaphas, the insults of the soldiery, the timbers and nails of the cross. He knew that Judas must needs do what he did and He did not curse him, as He did not curse the people who wished His death, or the hammer which drove the nails into the cross. One prayer alone broke from him, to beg Judas to shorten the dreadful agony, “That thou doest, do quickly.”
“It would have been better for that man if he had never been born.” These words might have been, more than a condemnation, an expression of pity for a fate that couldn’t be avoided. If Judas hated Jesus, we see no signs that Jesus ever rejected Judas, because Jesus understood that the treacherous deal was necessary, just as Pilate’s weakness was necessary, Caiaphas’s rage, the soldiers’ insults, the wood and nails of the cross. He knew that Judas had to do what he did, and He didn’t curse him, just as He didn’t curse the people who wanted Him dead, or the hammer that drove the nails into the cross. Only one prayer escaped from Him, pleading with Judas to end the terrible suffering, “What you are about to do, do quickly.”
The mystery of Judas is doubly tied to the mystery of the Redemption and we lesser ones shall never solve it.
The mystery of Judas is closely linked to the mystery of Redemption, and we, the lesser ones, will never figure it out.
No analogy can give us light. Joseph also was sold by one of his brothers, who, like Iscariot, was called Judas, and was sold to Ishmaelite merchants for twenty pieces of silver, but Joseph, who prefigured Christ, was not sold to his enemies, was not sold to be put to death: and as a compensation for his betrayal, great good fortune was his and he became so wealthy that he could enrich his father, and so generous that he could pardon even his brothers.
No analogy can enlighten us. Joseph was also sold by one of his brothers, who, like Iscariot, was named Judas, and he was sold to Ishmaelite traders for twenty pieces of silver. However, Joseph, who foreshadowed Christ, was not sold to his enemies, nor was he sold to be killed. Instead, as a reward for his betrayal, he experienced great fortune and became so wealthy that he could provide for his father, and so generous that he could forgive even his brothers.
Jesus was not only betrayed, but sold, sold for a price, sold for a small price, bought with coins. He was the object of a bargain, a bargain struck and paid. Judas, the man of the purse, the cashier, did not present himself as an accuser, did not offer himself as a cut-throat, but as a merchant doing business in blood. The Jews, who understood bartering for blood, daily cutting the throats of victims, and quartering them, butchers of the Most High, were the first and last customers of Judas. The sale of Jesus was the first business 287done by the merchant, just entering business; not very big business, it must be admitted, but a real, true commercial transaction, a valid contract of buying and selling, verbal, but honestly lived up to by the contracting parties. If Jesus had not been sold, something would have been lacking to the perfect ignominy of His expiation: if He had been sold for more money, for three hundred shekels instead of thirty, for gold instead of silver, the ignominy would have been diminished, slightly, but still diminished. It had been destined to all eternity that He should be bought, but bought with a small sum. In order that an infinite, supernatural but communicable value should be made available to men, it was needful to buy it with a small sum, and with a sum of metal, which has no real value. Did Jesus bought by others not do the same, He who wished to redeem with the blood of only one man all the blood shed on the earth from the days of Cain to Caiaphas?
Jesus was not just betrayed, but sold, sold for a price, sold for a low price, bought with coins. He became the subject of a deal, a deal that was made and paid for. Judas, the money guy, the treasurer, didn’t come across as an accuser or a murderer, but as a trader dealing in blood. The Jews, who were familiar with bartering for blood, regularly slaughtering victims, and butchering them, were the first and last customers of Judas. The sale of Jesus was the first transaction made by the merchant who was just getting started; it wasn’t exactly a big operation, it has to be said, but it was a real, genuine commercial exchange, a valid contract of buying and selling, verbal, but genuinely honored by both parties. If Jesus hadn’t been sold, something would have been missing from the perfect disgrace of His sacrifice: if He had been sold for more money, for three hundred shekels instead of thirty, for gold instead of silver, the disgrace would have been lessened, just a bit, but still lessened. It was destined for all eternity that He should be bought, but bought for a small amount. So that an infinite, supernatural but shareable value could be given to humanity, it was necessary to purchase it with a small amount, and with money that has no real worth. Did Jesus being bought by others not do the same, He who wanted to redeem with the blood of just one man all the blood shed on earth from the days of Cain to Caiaphas?
And if He had been sold as a slave, as so many living souls were sold in those days in the public places, if He had been sold as redeemable property, as human capital, as a living tool for work, the ignominy would have been almost nothing, and the Redemption put off. But He was sold as the calf is sold to the butcher, as the innocent animals which the butcher buys to kill, to sell again, to distribute in morsels to flesh-eaters. The sacred butcher, Caiaphas, never in his most successful days had a victim so prodigious. For more than two thousand years Christians have been fed on that victim, and it is still intact, and those who feed are not satiated.
And if He had been sold as a slave, like so many people were in those days in public places, if He had been sold as something to be redeemed, like human capital or a living tool for labor, the shame would have been minimal, and the Redemption postponed. But He was sold like a calf is sold to the butcher, like the innocent animals that the butcher buys to kill, sell again, and distribute in pieces to meat-eaters. The sacred butcher, Caiaphas, never had a victim so remarkable in all his successful days. For more than two thousand years, Christians have been sustained by that victim, and it remains unchanged, and those who partake are never satisfied.
Every one of us has contributed his quota, an infinitesimal quota, to buy that victim from Judas. We have all contributed towards the sum for which the blood of the Redeemer was bought: Caiaphas was only our agent. The field of Aceldama, bought with the price of blood, is our inheritance, our property. And this field has grown mysteriously larger, has spread over half the face of the earth: whole populous cities, paved, lighted, well-ordered cities, of shops and brothels, shine resplendent on it from north to south. And that the mystery should be even greater, Judas’ money, also multiplied by the betrayals of so many centuries, by the accumulation of interest, has become 288incalculably great. Nothing is so fruitful and fecund as blood. The statisticians, those soothsayers of modern days, can bear witness to the fact that all the courts of the Temple could not contain the money engendered from that day to this by those thirty pieces of silver cast down there in a delirium of remorse, by the man who sold his God.
Each of us has played a part, a tiny part, in purchasing that victim from Judas. We have all contributed to the cost for which the blood of the Redeemer was obtained: Caiaphas was simply our representative. The field of Aceldama, bought with the price of blood, is our inheritance, our asset. And this field has grown mysteriously larger, spreading over half the planet: entire bustling cities, well-paved, well-lit, well-organized cities filled with shops and brothels, shine brightly on it from north to south. To make the mystery even greater, Judas’ money, multiplied by the betrayals of so many centuries and accumulated interest, has become incalculably vast. Nothing is as productive and fertile as blood. The statisticians, the soothsayers of modern times, can attest to the fact that all the courts of the Temple could not hold the wealth generated since that day by those thirty pieces of silver thrown down in a frenzy of regret by the man who sold his God.
THE MAN WITH THE PITCHER
The bargain was struck, the price paid, the buyers were impatient to finish the transaction. They had said “before the Feast day.” The great feast day of the Passover fell on a Saturday and this was Thursday.
The deal was made, the payment was done, and the buyers were eager to complete the transaction. They had said "before the Feast day." The big feast day of Passover was on a Saturday, and this was Thursday.
Jesus had but one more day of freedom, the last day.
Jesus had just one more day of freedom, the final day.
Before leaving His friends, those who were to abandon Him that night, He wished once more to dip His bread in the same platter with them. Before the Syrian soldiery should have spit upon Him, before He should be defiled by the Jewish filth, He wished to kneel down and wash the feet of those who until the day of their death were to travel all the roads of the earth to tell the story of His death. Before the blood dropped from His hands, His feet, His chest, He wished to give the first fruits to those who were to be one soul with Him until the end. Before suffering thirst, nailed upon the cross, He wished to drink a cup of wine with His companions. This last evening before His death was to be like an anticipation of the banquet of the Kingdom.
Before leaving His friends, who were about to abandon Him that night, He wanted to dip His bread in the same bowl with them one last time. Before the Syrian soldiers could spit on Him, before He would be defiled by the Jewish crowd, He wanted to kneel and wash the feet of those who, until the day they died, would travel all over the earth to tell the story of His death. Before His blood dripped from His hands, His feet, His chest, He wanted to give the first fruits to those who would be one soul with Him until the end. Before experiencing thirst while nailed to the cross, He wanted to share a cup of wine with His companions. This final evening before His death was meant to be like a preview of the banquet of the Kingdom.
On the evening of Thursday, the first day of unleavened bread, the Disciples asked Him, “Where wilt thou that we go and prepare that thou mayest eat the passover?”
On Thursday evening, the first day of unleavened bread, the Disciples asked Him, “Where do you want us to go and prepare for you to eat the Passover?”
The Son of Man, poorer than the foxes, had no home of His own. He had left His home in Nazareth forever. The home of Simon of Capernaum, which had been in the early days like His own, was far away; and the home of Mary and Martha in Bethany, where He was almost Master, was too far outside the city.
The Son of Man, poorer than the foxes, had no place to call home. He had left His home in Nazareth for good. Simon's house in Capernaum, which had once felt like His own, was far away; and Mary and Martha’s home in Bethany, where He was almost like the master, was too far from the city.
He had only enemies in Jerusalem or shame-faced friends: 289Joseph of Arimathea was to receive Him as his guest only the next evening, in the dark cave, the banquet-hall of worms.
He only had enemies in Jerusalem or friends who were embarrassed to associate with him: 289Joseph of Arimathea would welcome him as his guest only the next evening, in the dark cave, the banquet hall for worms.
But a condemned man on his last day has a right to any favor he may ask. All the houses of Jerusalem were rightfully His. The Father would give Him the house best suited to shelter His last joy. And He sent two Disciples with this mysterious command, “Go ye into the city, and there shall meet you a man bearing a pitcher of water; follow him. And wheresoever he shall go in, say ye to the good man of the house, the Master saith, My time is at hand; where is the guest chamber, where I shall eat the passover with my disciples? And he will show you a large upper room furnished and prepared: there make ready for us.”
But a condemned man on his last day has the right to request any favor he wants. All the houses in Jerusalem belong to Him. The Father would provide Him with the house best suited to host His final moments of joy. So, He sent two disciples with this mysterious instruction: “Go into the city, and you will meet a man carrying a pitcher of water; follow him. Wherever he goes in, tell the owner of the house, ‘The Master says, My time is near; where is the guest room where I can eat the Passover with my disciples?’ He will show you a large upper room that is furnished and ready: prepare it for us there.”
It has been believed that the master of that house was a friend of Jesus and that they had arranged this beforehand. But that cannot be. Jesus would have sent the two Disciples straight to him, giving his name, and would not have had recourse to the following of the man with the pitcher.
It’s been thought that the owner of that house was a friend of Jesus and that they had planned this in advance. But that can’t be. Jesus would have sent the two disciples directly to him, telling them his name, and wouldn’t have needed to rely on the man with the pitcher.
There were many men on the morning of that feast day who must have been coming up from Shiloah with pitchers of water. The two Disciples were to follow the first one whom they saw before them. They did not know why they were not to stop him instead of going after him to see where he went in. His master, since he had a servant, certainly was not a poor man, and in his house, as in all those of prosperous people, there would certainly be a room suitable for serving a supper, and he would know at least by hearsay who “the Master” was. In those days at Jerusalem there was little talk of anything else. The request was one which could not be refused. “The Master saith, My time is at hand.” The time which was “His” was the hour of death. No one could shut out from his house a man at the point of death, who wished to satisfy his hunger for the last time. The Disciples set out, found the man with the pitcher, entered the house, talked with the master, prepared there what was necessary for the supper: lamb cooked on the spit, round loaves without leaven, bitter herbs, red sauce, the wine of thanksgiving, and warm water. They set 290the couches and pillows about the table and spread over it the white cloth. On the cloth they set the few dishes, the candelabra, the pitcher full of wine, and one cup, one cup only to which all were to set their lips. They forgot nothing: both were experienced in this preparation. From childhood up, in their home beside the lake, they had watched, wide-eyed, the preparations for the most heart-warming feast of the year. And it was not the first time since they had been with Him whom they loved, that they had thus eaten all together of the feast of the Passover. But for that last day—and perhaps their dull minds had at last understood the dreadful truth that it was really the last—for this last supper which all the thirteen were to have together, for this Passover which was the last for Jesus and the last valid Passover for old Judaism because a new covenant was about to begin for all countries and all nations: for this festal banquet which was a memorial of life, and a warning of death, the Disciples performed those humble menial tasks with a new tenderness, with that pensive joy that almost brings tears.
On the morning of that feast day, many men must have been coming up from Shiloah with jugs of water. The two Disciples were supposed to follow the first person they saw in front of them. They didn’t understand why they were supposed to follow him instead of stopping him to see where he went in. His master, since he had a servant, was clearly not a poor man, and in his house, like in those of other well-off people, there was surely a room suitable for hosting a supper, and he would at least know who “the Master” was by reputation. Back then in Jerusalem, there was little talk of anything else. The request was one that couldn’t be turned down. “The Master says, My time is at hand.” The time that was “His” was the hour of death. No one could refuse a man at the point of death who wanted to satisfy his hunger for the last time. The Disciples set out, found the man with the jug, entered the house, spoke with the master, and prepared what was needed for the supper: lamb roasted on the spit, unleavened round loaves, bitter herbs, red sauce, thanksgiving wine, and warm water. They arranged the couches and pillows around the table and spread the white cloth over it. On the cloth, they placed the few dishes, the candelabra, the jug full of wine, and one cup, just one cup that everyone would share. They forgot nothing: both were skilled at this preparation. Since childhood, by the lakeside, they had watched, wide-eyed, as the preparations were made for the most heartwarming feast of the year. And it wasn't the first time they had all together celebrated the Passover with Him whom they loved. But for that last day—and perhaps they had finally grasped the awful truth that it really was the last—for this final supper that all thirteen would share, for this Passover that was the last for Jesus and the last meaningful Passover for old Judaism because a new covenant was about to start for all nations: for this festive banquet that was a memorial of life and a warning of death, the Disciples performed those simple tasks with a new tenderness, with a thoughtful joy that nearly brought tears.
With the setting of the sun, the other ten came with Jesus and placed themselves around the table, now in readiness. All were silent as if heavy-hearted with a presentiment which they were afraid to see reflected in their companions’ eyes. They remembered the supper in Simon’s house, almost funereal, the odor of the nard, the woman and her endless weeping, and Christ’s words on that evening, and His words of those last days; the repeated warnings of ignominy and of the end; the signs of hatred increasing about them, and the indications, now very plain, of the conspiracy, which with all its torches was about to come out from the darkness.
As the sun set, the other ten joined Jesus and gathered around the table, ready for what was to come. Everyone was quiet, weighed down by a sense of foreboding they feared to see mirrored in each other's eyes. They recalled the dinner at Simon's house, which felt almost like a funeral, the scent of nard, the woman and her endless tears, and Christ's words from that evening, along with His messages from those final days; the constant warnings about disgrace and what was to come; the growing signs of hostility around them, and the clear indications of the conspiracy that was about to emerge from the shadows, torches in hand.
But two of them—for opposite reasons—were more oppressed, more moved than the others: the two for whom this was the last of their lives, the two who were about to die: Christ and Judas, the one sold and the seller; the Son of God and the abortion of Satan.
But two of them—for completely different reasons—felt more oppressed, more affected than the others: the two for whom this was the end of their lives, the two who were about to die: Christ and Judas, the one who was betrayed and the betrayer; the Son of God and the spawn of Satan.
Judas had finished his bargain, he had the thirty pieces of silver on his person wrapped tightly so that they would not clink. But he knew no peace. The Enemy had entered into 291him, but perhaps the friend of Christ was not yet dead in his heart. To see Him there in the midst of His friends, calm but with the pensive expression of the man who is the only one who knows a secret, who is aware of a crime, a betrayal; to see Him, still at liberty in the company of those who loved Him, still alive, all the blood still in His veins under the delicate protection of the skin—and yet those bargainers who had paid the price refused to wait any longer, the affair was arranged for that very night!—and they were only waiting for Judas to act. But suppose Jesus, who must know all, had denounced him to the eleven? And suppose they, to save their Master, had thrown themselves on Judas to bind him, perhaps to kill him? Judas began to feel that to betray Christ to His death was perhaps not enough to save himself from the death, which he so greatly feared and yet which was near upon him.
Judas had completed his deal; he had the thirty pieces of silver on him, wrapped tightly so they wouldn't clink. But he felt no peace. The Enemy had taken hold of him, but maybe the friend of Christ wasn’t completely dead in his heart yet. To see Him there among His friends, calm but with a thoughtful look, like someone who knows a secret, who is aware of a crime, a betrayal; to see Him still free, surrounded by those who loved Him, still alive, all the blood still flowing in His veins under His delicate skin—and yet those who had paid for the betrayal were unwilling to wait any longer; the plan was set for that very night!—and they were just waiting for Judas to take action. But what if Jesus, who surely knew everything, had exposed him to the other eleven? And what if they, to protect their Master, had jumped on Judas to restrain him, maybe even to kill him? Judas began to realize that betraying Christ to His death might not be enough to save himself from the death he feared so much and that was closing in on him.
All these thoughts darkened his somber face, more and more blackly, and at times terrified him. While the more active ones busied themselves with the last arrangements for serving the supper, he looked furtively at the eyes of Jesus—clear eyes scarcely veiled with the loving sadness of parting—as if to read there the revocation of his fate, so close at hand. Jesus broke the silence: “With desire I have desired to eat this Passover with you before I suffer: For I say unto you, I will not any more eat thereof, until it be fulfilled in the kingdom of God.”
All these thoughts darkened his serious face more and more, at times leaving him terrified. While the more active ones were busy with the final preparations for serving dinner, he looked secretly at Jesus’s eyes—clear eyes barely hidden by the loving sadness of farewell—as if trying to understand the cancellation of his fate, so close at hand. Jesus broke the silence: “I have really wanted to share this Passover meal with you before I suffer. I tell you, I won’t eat it again until it is fulfilled in the kingdom of God.”
Such great love had not up to that moment been expressed by any words of Christ to His friends: such a longing for the day of perfect union, for the feast, so ancient and destined to so great a sublimation. They knew that He loved them; but until this evening their poor bruised hearts had not felt how poignant His love was. He knew that this evening was the last respite of rest and cheer before His death, and yet He had desired it ardently as though it were a boon, with that fervor which is the mark of passionate souls, souls on fire, loving souls, those who battle for the love of victory, who endure all things for a high prize. He had ardently desired to eat this Passover with them. He had eaten others: He had eaten with them thousands of other times, seated in boats, in 292their friends’ houses, in strangers’ houses, in rich men’s houses, or seated beside the road, in mountain pastures, in the shadow of bushes on the shore; and yet for so long He had ardently desired to eat with them this supper which was the last! The blue skies of happy Galilee, the soft winds of the spring just passed, the sun of the last Passover, the waving branches of His triumphant entry, did He think of them now? Now He saw only His first friends and His last friends, the little group destined to be diminished by treachery, and dispersed by cowardice. Still, for a time they were there about Him in the same room, at the same table, sharing with Him the same overwhelming grief, but sharing also the light of a supernatural certainty.
Such immense love had never been expressed by Christ to His friends before: a deep longing for the day of perfect unity, for the feast that was both ancient and meant for a profound transformation. They knew He loved them, but until that evening, their wounded hearts hadn’t felt how intense His love truly was. He realized that this evening was their final moment of rest and joy before His death, yet He had longed for it as if it were a gift, with the fervor characteristic of passionate souls—souls ablaze, loving souls, those who fight for the love of victory, who endure everything for a significant reward. He had eagerly wanted to share this Passover meal with them. He had shared others before; He had eaten with them thousands of times, whether in boats, in friends’ homes, in strangers’ homes, in the houses of the wealthy, or sitting by the roadside, in mountain fields, under the shade of bushes by the shore; and yet for so long He had intensely desired to celebrate this last supper with them! Did He remember the bright skies of joyful Galilee, the gentle winds of the recently passed spring, the sun of the last Passover, the swaying branches of His triumphant entry? Now, He saw only His first and final friends, the little group that would soon be betrayed and scattered by fear. Still, for a moment, they were all there with Him in the same room, at the same table, sharing with Him the same overwhelming sorrow, but also sharing the light of a supernatural certainty.
Up to that day He had suffered, but not for Himself; He had suffered because of His ardent desire for this nocturnal hour, when the air was already heavy with the tragedy of farewells. And, when He had thus told them how great was His love, Christ’s face, soon to be buffeted, shone with that noble sadness which is so strangely like joy.
Up until that day, He had endured pain, but not for His own sake; He had suffered due to His intense longing for this nighttime moment, when the air was already thick with the sorrow of goodbyes. And when He shared with them the depth of His love, Christ's face, which was soon to be struck, radiated with that dignified sadness that oddly resembles joy.
THE WASHING OF THE FEET
Now that He was on the point of being snatched from those whom He loved, He wished to give them a supreme proof of this love. From the time they had begun to share His life, He had always loved them, all of them, even Judas: He always loved them with a love surpassing all other affections, a love so bountiful that their narrow hearts could not always contain it; but now about to leave them, knowing that He was to be with them again only when transfigured after death, all His hitherto unexpressed affection overflowed in a great wave of tender sadness.
Now that He was about to be taken away from those He loved, He wanted to show them the depth of His love one last time. From the moment they started sharing His life, He had always loved them—even Judas. His love was greater than any other, so abundant that their limited hearts couldn't always hold it. But now, as He prepared to leave them and knowing He would only be with them again in a transformed state after death, all His previously unexpressed feelings came pouring out in a wave of deep sadness.
Before beginning the supper where He was the head of the family, He wished to be kinder than a Father, humbler than a servant. He was their King, and He would humble Himself to the service performed by slaves: He was their Master and He would put Himself below the level of His disciples; He was the Son of God and He would accept a 293position despised of men: He was the first and He would kneel before His inferiors as if He had been the last. So many times, to rebuke their pride and jealousy, He had told them that the Master must serve his servants, that the Son of Man was come to serve, that the first must be last. But His words had not yet been assimilated by those souls, since even up to the last, they continued to quarrel for priority and precedence.
Before starting the dinner where He was the head of the family, He wanted to be kinder than a father, humbler than a servant. He was their King, and He would lower Himself to do the work of slaves: He was their Master, yet He would place Himself below His disciples; He was the Son of God and He would accept a role that was looked down upon by people: He was the first, and He would kneel before those beneath Him as if He were the last. So many times, to correct their pride and jealousy, He had told them that the Master must serve his servants, that the Son of Man came to serve, and that the first must be last. But His words had not yet been understood by those individuals, as even at the end, they continued to argue over who was the most important.
For raw, untrained minds, action has more meaning than words. Jesus prepared Himself to repeat, with the symbolic aspect of a humiliating service, one of His most important instructions. John tells us, “He riseth from supper, and laid aside his garments; and took a towel, and girded himself. After that he poureth water into a bason and began to wash the disciples’ feet, and to wipe them with the towel wherewith he was girded.”
For untrained minds, actions speak louder than words. Jesus got ready to demonstrate, through the symbolic act of a humbling service, one of His most important teachings. John tells us, “He rose from supper, laid aside his outer clothing, took a towel, and wrapped it around himself. Then he poured water into a basin and started to wash the disciples’ feet, and to dry them with the towel he had wrapped around himself.”
Only a mother or a slave would have done what Jesus did that evening. The mother would have done it for her little children, but for no one else: the slave for his masters, but for no others. The mother would have served joyfully because of her love, the slave would have been resigned through obedience. But the Twelve were neither Christ’s children nor His masters. Son of Man and of God, His love was above that of all earthly mothers,—King of a kingdom existing in the future, but more legitimate than all existing monarchies, He was the unrecognized Master of all masters.
Only a mother or a servant would have done what Jesus did that evening. The mother would have done it for her little kids, but for no one else; the servant would have done it for his masters, but for no others. The mother would have served joyfully out of love, while the servant would have done it out of obedience. But the Twelve were neither Christ’s children nor His masters. As the Son of Man and of God, His love was greater than that of all earthly mothers. King of a future kingdom, but more legitimate than all current monarchies, He was the unrecognized Master of all masters.
And yet He was willing to wash and wipe those twenty-four callous and sweaty feet, in order to engrave on those unwilling hearts, still swollen with vanity, the truth which His lips had so long vainly pronounced; “And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted.”
And yet He was willing to wash and wipe those twenty-four rough and sweaty feet, to impress on those reluctant hearts, still full of pride, the truth that His lips had long spoken in vain: “And whoever exalts himself will be humbled; and whoever humbles himself will be exalted.”
So after He had washed their feet and taken His garments and was set down again He said unto them, “Know ye what I have done to you? Ye call me Master and Lord: and ye say well; for so I am. If I then, your Lord and Master, have washed your feet; ye also ought to wash one another’s feet. For I have given you an example, that ye should do as I have 294done to you. Verily, verily I say unto you, The servant is not greater than his lord; neither is he that is sent greater than he that sent him. If ye know these things, happy are ye if ye do them.”
So after He had washed their feet, taken off His garments, and sat down again, He said to them, “Do you understand what I’ve done for you? You call me Teacher and Lord, and you’re right because that’s what I am. If I, your Teacher and Lord, have washed your feet, you should also wash each other’s feet. I’ve set an example for you to follow, just as I have done for you. Truly, truly I tell you, a servant is not greater than his master, nor is the messenger greater than the one who sent him. If you understand these things, you will be blessed if you do them.”
Jesus had not only given them a memory of complete humility, but an example of perfect love. “A new commandment I give unto you, That ye love one another; as I have loved you, that ye also love one another. Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends. Ye are my friends if ye do whatsoever I command you.”
Jesus not only provided them with a reminder of total humility but also a model of perfect love. “I’m giving you a new command: Love each other. Just as I have loved you, you should love one another. There’s no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command you.”
But this action, with its deep meaning hidden under the appearance of menial service, signifies purification as well as love. “He that is washed needeth not save to wash his feet, but is clean every whit: and ye are clean, but not all.”
But this act, with its profound significance masked by the guise of simple service, represents both purification and love. “A person who is washed doesn’t need to wash anything except their feet, and they are completely clean: and you are clean, but not all.”
The eleven, although not of lofty character, had some right to this cleansing service from Jesus. For many months those feet had trodden the dusty, muddy, filthy roads of Judea to follow Him who brought life; and after His death, year by year, they were to tread longer and harder roads in countries the very names of which they then did not know; and foreign clay would soil the sandaled feet of those who were to go as pilgrims and strangers to repeat the call of the Crucified One.
The eleven, while not particularly noble, had some justification for this act of washing from Jesus. For many months, their feet had walked the dusty, muddy, filthy roads of Judea to follow the one who brought life; and after His death, year after year, they would walk longer and tougher paths in lands whose names they didn't even know at the time; and foreign dirt would stain the sandaled feet of those who were destined to travel as pilgrims and strangers to share the message of the Crucified One.
TAKE—EAT
These thirteen men had apparently come together to perform the old social rite in memory of the liberation of their people from Egyptian slavery. They seemed to be thirteen devout men of the people, waiting about a white table redolent of roasted lamb and wine, for the signal to begin an intimate and festal supper.
These thirteen men had apparently gathered to observe the traditional social ritual in memory of their people's freedom from slavery in Egypt. They appeared to be thirteen faithful men of the community, standing around a white table smelling of roasted lamb and wine, waiting for the signal to start a close and festive dinner.
But this was only in appearance. In reality it was a vigil of leave-taking and separation. Two of these thirteen, He into whom God had entered and he into whom Satan had entered, were to die terrible deaths before the next nightfall. The very next day the others were to be dispersed, like reapers at the first downfall of hail.
But this was just how it looked. In reality, it was a watch of goodbyes and parting. Two of these thirteen, the one filled with God and the one filled with Satan, were going to face horrific deaths before the next night. The very next day, the others were going to scatter, like harvesters when the first hailstorm hits.
295But this supper which was the viaticum of an ending, was also a wonderful beginning. In the midst of these thirteen Jews the observance of the Jewish Passover was about to be transfigured into something incomparably higher and more universal, into something unequaled and ineffable; into the great Christian mystery. The simple eating of bread was to become actual communion with God.
295But this supper, which marked the end, was also an amazing beginning. Among these thirteen Jews, the observance of the Jewish Passover was about to be transformed into something much greater and more universal, into something unmatched and indescribable; into the great Christian mystery. The simple act of eating bread was to become a true communion with God.
For the Jews, Easter is only the feast in memory of their flight from Egypt. They never forgot their victorious escape from their slavery, accompanied by so many prodigies, so manifestly under God’s protection, although they were to bear on their necks the yokes of other captivities, and to undergo the shame of other deportations. Exodus prescribed an annual festivity which took the name of the Passover; Pasch, the paschal feast. It was a sort of banquet intended to bring to mind the hastily prepared food of the fugitives. A lamb or a goat should be roasted over the fire, that is, cooked in the simplest and quickest way; bread without leaven, because there was no time to let yeast rise. And they were to eat of it with their loins girded, their staves in their hands, eating in haste, like people about to set out upon a journey. The bitter herbs were the poor wild grasses snatched up as they went along by the fugitives, to dull the hunger of their interminable wanderings. The red sauce, where the bread was dipped, was in memory of the bricks which the Jewish slaves were obliged to bake for the Pharaohs. The wine was something added: the joy of escape, the hope of the land of promise, the exaltation of thanksgiving to the Eternal.
For the Jews, Easter is just a celebration to remember their escape from Egypt. They never forgot their triumphant flight from slavery, marked by so many miracles, clearly under God’s protection, even though they would later bear the burdens of other captivities and face the shame of further deportations. Exodus commanded an annual celebration called Passover; the Pasch, the paschal feast. It was a kind of banquet meant to recall the quickly prepared food of the escapees. A lamb or a goat was to be roasted over the fire, cooked in the simplest and fastest way; there was unleavened bread because they didn’t have time to let the yeast rise. They were to eat with their belts tightened, staff in hand, eating in a hurry, like people about to leave on a journey. The bitter herbs were the wild greens quickly gathered by the escapees to ease the hunger of their long wanderings. The red sauce, where the bread was dipped, was a reminder of the bricks that Jewish slaves had to make for the Pharaohs. The wine was an addition: the joy of escape, the hope for the promised land, and the gratitude towards the Eternal.
Jesus changed nothing in the order of this ancient feast. After the prayer He had them pass from hand to hand the cup of wine, calling on God’s name. Then He gave the bitter herbs to each one and filled a second time the cup which was to be passed around the table for each to sip.
Jesus changed nothing about this ancient feast. After the prayer, He had them pass the cup of wine from hand to hand, calling on God’s name. Then He gave the bitter herbs to each person and refilled the cup, which was to be passed around the table for everyone to drink from.
What taste did that wine have in the mouth of the traitor, when Jesus in that deep silence pronounced those words of longing and hope which were not for Judas, but only for those who could ascend to the eternal banquet of the Father: Take this and divide it among yourselves, “but I say unto you I 296will not drink henceforth of this fruit of the vine, until that day when I drink it new with you in my Father’s kingdom.”
What was the taste of that wine in the traitor's mouth when Jesus, in that profound silence, spoke those words of longing and hope that were meant not for Judas, but only for those who could join the eternal banquet of the Father: "Take this and share it among yourselves, but I tell you I 296won't drink from this fruit of the vine again until the day I drink it new with you in my Father’s kingdom."
A sad farewell; but nevertheless the confirming of a solemn promise. Perhaps they felt only the promise, and perhaps there flashed before their poor men’s eyes a vision of the great Heavenly feast. They did not believe that they would have a long time to mourn: after that other vintage-time, after the fruit of the vine had fermented, and the sweet wine had been poured into the flasks, the Master would return, as He had promised, to summon them to the great wedding of Heaven and Earth, to the everlasting banquet. They must have thought, “We are men growing old, elderly men, more than mature, within sight of old age; if the Bridegroom tarries too long He will not find us among the living, and those who have believed Him will be mocked at.”
A sad goodbye; but still the affirmation of a serious promise. Maybe they only sensed the promise, and perhaps a vision of the grand Heavenly feast flashed before the eyes of those poor men. They didn’t think they would have to mourn for long: after that other harvest time, after the grapes had fermented, and the sweet wine had been poured into the bottles, the Master would come back, just as He promised, to invite them to the great wedding of Heaven and Earth, to the eternal feast. They must have thought, “We are aging men, older men, more than just mature, close to old age; if the Bridegroom takes too long, He won’t find us among the living, and those who believed in Him will be ridiculed.”
Comforted by the certainty of an early and glorious reunion, they chanted together, as the custom was, the Psalm of the first Thanksgiving, a chant of praise to the Father from Him who served Him. “Tremble, thou earth, at the presence of the Lord, at the presence of the God of Jacob; which turned the rock into a standing water, the flint into a fountain of waters.—He raiseth up the poor out of the dust, and lifteth the needy out of the dung-hill; that he may set him with princes, even with the princes of his people.”
Comforted by the promise of an early and glorious reunion, they chanted together, as was the tradition, the Psalm of the first Thanksgiving, a song of praise to the Father from Him who served Him. “Tremble, O earth, at the presence of the Lord, at the presence of the God of Jacob; who turned the rock into a flowing stream, and the flint into a fountain of water. He lifts the poor from the dust and raises the needy from the ash heap; to seat him among princes, even with the princes of his people.”
These old words, colored at that moment with a new meaning, were sung with a joyful conviction of their truth. They, too, the Disciples, were poor men and they would be raised out of the dust of poverty by the intercession of the Son of God: they too were poor men and He would soon raise them out of the misery of their beggary, to make them masters of inconsumable wealth.
These old words, now filled with a new meaning, were sung with a joyful certainty of their truth. They, the Disciples, were poor men, and they would be lifted out of the dust of poverty by the intercession of the Son of God: they too were poor men, and He would soon lift them out of the misery of their begging to make them masters of endless wealth.
Then Jesus, who saw how insufficiently they understood, took the loaves, blessed them, broke them and, as He gave them each a piece, set the dreadful truth before their eyes. “Take, eat; This is my body which is given for you: this do in remembrance of me.”
Then Jesus, recognizing how little they understood, took the loaves, blessed them, broke them, and as He gave each of them a piece, revealed the harsh truth. “Take, eat; this is my body which is given for you: do this in remembrance of me.”
So He was not to return as quickly as they thought! After His brief stay during the Resurrection, His second coming was 297to be delayed, so long that it might be possible to forget Him and His death.
So He wasn’t coming back as soon as they thought! After His short time during the Resurrection, His second coming would be postponed for so long that it might be possible to forget Him and His death. 297
“This do in remembrance of me.” The breaking of bread at the common table among those who await Him shall be the signal of a new brotherhood. Every time that you break bread, I will not only be present among you, but by that means you will be intimately united with me. Because, as this bread is broken in my hands, my body will be broken by my enemies. As this bread eaten to-night will be your food until to-morrow, my body which I will offer in death to all men shall satisfy the hunger of those who believe in me, until the day when the great granaries of the Kingdom shall be open to all, when you shall be angels in the presence of your Father whom you shall have found again. I will leave you therefore not merely a memory; I will be present with a mystic but real presence in every particle of bread consecrated to me and this bread shall be a living necessary food for souls, and my promise to be with you shall be fulfilled till time shall be no more.
“Do this in remembrance of me.” Breaking bread at the common table among those who await Him will signal a new brotherhood. Every time you break bread, I won’t just be present with you; through it, you will be closely connected to me. Just as this bread is broken in my hands, my body will be broken by my enemies. As this bread eaten tonight will be your sustenance until tomorrow, my body, which I will offer in death for all, will satisfy the hunger of those who believe in me, until the day when the great storehouses of the Kingdom are open to everyone, and you are angels in the presence of your Father, whom you will have found again. Therefore, I will leave you not just a memory; I will be present with a mystical but real presence in every piece of bread consecrated to me, and this bread will be a living, essential food for souls, and my promise to be with you will be fulfilled until time is no more.
In the meantime, this evening, eat this unleavened bread, this bread made by the hand of man, made of water and grain, these loaves which have felt the heat of the oven and which my hands, not yet cold in death, have divided amongst you—and which my love has changed into my flesh so that it may be your everlasting food. It is sweet to the heart of a friend to see his friends eating bread at his table, bread born of the earth, bread which was green blades with flowering lilies among them, and then the ripe ear bending down the tall stalk with its golden weight. You know how many efforts, how much anxiety, how much trouble, are contained in a piece of bread; how the great oxen cultivated the earth, how the countrymen threw great handfuls of the grain into the fallow land in winter, how the first blade softly penetrated the damp darkness of the earth, how the reapers all day long cut down the ripened stalks, and then the sheaves were bound, and carried to the threshing floor and beaten so that the ears let fall the grain. The workers must wait for a little wind, neither too gentle nor too violent, to winnow out the good grain from the chaff. 298Then they grind it, sift out the bran from it, make a dough with warm water, heat the oven with dry grass or twigs. All this must be done with love and patience before the father may break a piece with his children, the friend with his friends, the host with strangers. Plowers, sowers, reapers, winnowers, millers and bakers sweat in the heat of the sun, in the heat of the oven, before the golden wheat can be transformed into well-baked golden bread for our table.
In the meantime, this evening, eat this unleavened bread, this bread made by human hands, made of water and grain, these loaves that have felt the heat of the oven and which my hands, still warm from life, have shared among you—and which my love has turned into my flesh so that it may be your everlasting food. It warms the heart of a friend to see his friends eating bread at his table, bread that comes from the earth, bread that started as green blades with blooming lilies around them, and then grew into ripe ears bending down the tall stalks with their golden weight. You know how much effort, worry, and trouble go into a piece of bread; how the strong oxen plowed the land, how the farmers scattered handfuls of grain in the bare soil during winter, how the first shoots softly broke through the moist darkness of the earth, how all day long the reapers cut down the ripened stalks, and then the bundles were tied up and taken to the threshing floor to be beaten so the ears released the grain. The workers must wait for just the right breeze, not too soft nor too strong, to separate the good grain from the chaff. 298 Then they grind it, sift out the bran, make a dough with warm water, and heat the oven with dry grass or twigs. All of this must be done with love and patience before the father can break a piece with his children, the friend with his friends, the host with strangers. Plowers, sowers, reapers, winnowers, millers, and bakers sweat under the sun's heat and in the oven's warmth before the golden wheat can be transformed into beautifully baked golden bread for our table.
Truly it is sweet to eat good wholesome bread with friends: the soft white crumb, covered with the crisp crust. So many times with me you have begged bread in poor men’s houses; and all your lives you are to beg it in my name: you will have the moldy hard crusts which dogs refuse, the dry bits left at the bottom of the dish, the crusts gnawed by children and old people which they have let fall upon the hearth. But you know want, and nights of fasting and the pale face of poverty. But you are strong; you have the powerful jaws of those who eat hard bread. You will not lose courage, if no place is made for you at the tables of the well-to-do.
It really is nice to enjoy good, wholesome bread with friends: the soft white inside, topped with a crispy crust. So many times, you’ve asked for bread in the homes of the needy; and for all your lives, you will ask for it in my name: you’ll get the stale crusts that even dogs turn down, the dry scraps left at the bottom of the dish, the crusts chewed on by kids and the elderly that they’ve dropped on the hearth. But you know hunger, the nights spent fasting, and the pale face of poverty. Yet you are strong; you have the strong jaws of those who eat tough bread. You won’t lose heart, even if there’s no place for you at the tables of the wealthy.
But verily it is infinitely sweeter for Him who loves you to transform the bread which comes from the hard earth and from hard labor into the Body which will be eternally offered for you, into the Body which every day will come down from Heaven as the visible means of grace.
But truly, it is infinitely sweeter for Him who loves you to change the bread that comes from tough soil and hard work into the Body that will be offered to you forever, into the Body that will come down from Heaven every day as a visible means of grace.
Remember the prayer which I taught you: “Give us this day our daily bread—” For to-day and for always your bread is this bread, my Body. He shall never know hunger who shall eat my Body, which every morning throughout endless centuries shall be changed into endless morsels of transubstantiated bread. But whosoever shall refuse it, shall be anhungered to all eternity.
Remember the prayer I taught you: “Give us this day our daily bread—” For today and forever, your bread is this bread, my Body. Anyone who eats my Body will never go hungry; it will be transformed into endless pieces of bread every morning for countless centuries. But whoever refuses it will be hungry for all eternity.
WINE AND BLOOD
As soon as they had eaten the lamb with the bread and the bitter herb, Jesus filled the common cup for the third time and gave it to the Apostle nearest Him, “Drink ye all of 299it; for this is my blood of the new testament, which is shed for many.”
As soon as they finished eating the lamb with the bread and the bitter herb, Jesus poured the common cup for the third time and handed it to the Apostle closest to Him, “Drink from it; for this is my blood of the new covenant, which is poured out for many.”
His blood, mixed with sweat, had not yet fallen on the ground, under the olives, and had not yet dropped from the nails upon Golgotha. But His desire to give life with His life, to redeem with His suffering all the sorrows of the world, to transmit at least a part of His substance to His immediate heirs; this desire to give Himself up wholly for those whom He loves is so great that from this moment on, He feels the immolation complete and the gift possible. If bread is the body, blood is in a certain sense the soul. The Lord said to Noah: “But flesh with the life thereof, which is the blood thereof, shall ye not eat.” With blood as visibly representing life, the God of Abraham and of Jacob had established the covenant with His own people. When Moses had received the law, he had sacrificed oxen, took half of the blood and put it in basins, and half of the blood he sprinkled on the altar: “And Moses took the blood, and sprinkled it on the people, and said, Behold the blood of the covenant which the Lord hath made with you concerning all these words.”
His blood, mixed with sweat, had not yet hit the ground under the olive trees, and it hadn't yet dripped from the nails on Golgotha. But His desire to give life with His life, to redeem the world's sorrows through His suffering, and to pass on at least part of His essence to those closest to Him; this desire to completely surrender Himself for those He loves is so immense that from this moment on, He feels the sacrifice is complete and the gift is possible. If bread is the body, then blood is, in a sense, the soul. The Lord said to Noah: “But you must not eat meat that has its lifeblood still in it.” With blood visibly representing life, the God of Abraham and Jacob established the covenant with His people. When Moses received the law, he sacrificed oxen, took half of the blood and put it in basins, and sprinkled the other half on the altar: “And Moses took the blood, and sprinkled it on the people, and said, Behold the blood of the covenant which the Lord has made with you concerning all these words.”
But after a trial of many centuries, God had announced by the voice of the prophets that the Old Covenant was obliterated and abrogated, and that another was henceforth necessary. The blood of animals sprinkled upon stubborn heads and upon blaspheming faces had lost its virtue; another Blood, purer and more precious, was needed for the New Covenant, for the Last Covenant of the Father with His perjured children. In many ways He had already tried to lead His first-born towards the narrow door of salvation; the rain of fire on Sodom, the washings of the waters of the flood, the Egyptian slavery, hunger in the desert, had terrified them without reforming them.
But after many centuries of trial, God had declared through the prophets that the Old Covenant was canceled and replaced, and that a new one was necessary from then on. The blood of animals, sprinkled on stubborn heads and blasphemous faces, had lost its power; another Blood, purer and more valuable, was needed for the New Covenant, for the Last Covenant of the Father with His unfaithful children. In various ways, He had already attempted to guide His first-born toward the narrow path of salvation; the rain of fire on Sodom, the waters of the flood, the slavery in Egypt, and hunger in the desert had terrified them without bringing about any change.
And now there had come a Liberator at once more divine and more human than the old Captain of Exodus. Moses also saved a people, spoke upon a mountain, announced a promised land. But Jesus saves not only His people, but all peoples; writes His laws not upon stone, but upon human 300hearts; and His promised land is not a country of rich grazing-land and vineyards, with great clusters of grapes, but a Kingdom of holiness and eternal joy. Moses had killed a man, and Jesus brought the dead to life; Moses changed water into blood and Jesus, after having changed water into wine at the wedding banquet, changed wine into blood, into His own blood, at the melancholy last supper of His marriage with death. Moses died full of years and honors on a solitary mountain top, glorified by his people; and Jesus was to die among the insults of those whom He loved.
And now a Liberator has come who is both more divine and more human than the old Captain of Exodus. Moses saved a people, spoke on a mountain, and announced a promised land. But Jesus saves not just His people, but all people; He writes His laws not on stone, but on human 300hearts; and His promised land isn't a country with rich pastures and vineyards full of huge clusters of grapes, but a Kingdom of holiness and eternal joy. Moses killed a man, while Jesus raised the dead; Moses turned water into blood, and Jesus, after turning water into wine at a wedding, transformed wine into blood—His own blood—at the sorrowful last supper of His union with death. Moses died full of years and honors on a lonely mountain top, celebrated by his people; and Jesus was to die among the insults of those He loved.
The blood of oxen, the impure blood of earthly animals, involuntary and inferior victims, is no longer sufficient. The New Covenant was established that night with the words of Christ, who under the appearance of wine shed His own blood and His own soul: “This cup is the new testament in my blood, which is shed for you.”
The blood of oxen, the impure blood of earthly animals, involuntary and lesser victims, is no longer enough. The New Covenant was created that night with Christ's words, who, under the guise of wine, poured out His own blood and His own essence: “This cup is the new testament in my blood, which is shed for you.”
It was shed not merely for the Twelve who were there; they represent in His eyes all of humanity alive at that time and all those to be born thereafter. The blood which was to be shed the next day, on Golgotha, was real blood, actual, warm blood congealing on the cross in clots which all the tears shed by Christians can never wash away. But the blood of the Last Supper symbolizes a soul which gave itself up to make over into His own likeness, the souls shut up in the bodies of men: which was given to those who asked for it and to those who fled away from it, which had suffered for the sake of those who had received it and for those who had blasphemed it. This baptism of blood which came after the baptism of water by John, after the baptism of tears by the women of Bethany, after the baptism of spitting by the Jews and by the Romans, this baptism of blood, red as the baptism of fire announced by the prophet of fire, and mixed with the tears shed by women over His blood-stained body, this is the greatest sacrament, revealed to His betrayers, by Him who was betrayed.
It was shed not just for the Twelve who were there; they represent, in His eyes, all of humanity alive at that time and all those to be born later. The blood that would be shed the next day on Golgotha was real blood, actual, warm blood congealing on the cross in clots that all the tears shed by Christians can never wash away. But the blood of the Last Supper symbolizes a soul that gave itself up to transform the souls trapped in the bodies of men into His own likeness: it was given to those who asked for it and to those who turned away from it, who suffered for the sake of those who received it and for those who blasphemed it. This baptism of blood, which came after the baptism of water by John, after the baptism of tears by the women of Bethany, and after the baptism of spitting by the Jews and the Romans, this baptism of blood, red like the baptism of fire foretold by the prophet of fire and mixed with the tears shed by women over His bloodied body, is the greatest sacrament, revealed to His betrayers by Him who was betrayed.
I have broken bread for you, daily bread for which you pray every day to the Father, as my body will be broken to-morrow, and I offer you now my blood in this wine which 301I drink for the last time on earth. If you always do this in memory of me, you will feel no hunger, no thirst. There is no food better than wheat-bread, and no drink better than wine, but the bread and wine which I have given you to-night will feed you and quench your thirst for all your lives, by virtue of my sacrifice and of that love which makes me seek for death and which reigns beyond death.
I have shared bread with you, the daily bread that you pray for every day to the Father, just as my body will be broken tomorrow. I offer you now my blood in this wine, which I will drink for the last time on earth. If you always do this in remembrance of me, you will feel no hunger or thirst. There's no food better than wheat bread, and no drink better than wine, but the bread and wine I’ve given you tonight will sustain you and satisfy your thirst for all your lives, because of my sacrifice and the love that drives me to seek death and that continues beyond death.
Ulysses advised Achilles to give the Achaians, before they went into battle, “bread and wine that they should have strength and courage.” For the Greek the strength of his members came from bread and homicidal courage from wine. Wine was to intoxicate men so that they should destroy each other and bread was to strengthen their arms so that they could battle without weakness. The bread given by Christ does not strengthen the flesh, but the soul, and His wine gives that divine intoxication which is Love, that Love which the Apostle, scandalizing the descendants of Ulysses, was to call in his Epistle to the Corinthians, “the foolishness of God.”
Ulysses told Achilles to give the Achaeans, before they headed into battle, “bread and wine so they would have strength and courage.” For the Greeks, physical strength came from bread, and violent courage came from wine. Wine was meant to intoxicate men so they would destroy each other, while bread was meant to strengthen their arms so they could fight without weakness. The bread given by Christ doesn't strengthen the body, but the soul, and His wine provides a divine intoxication that is Love, a Love that the Apostle, shocking the descendants of Ulysses, would call in his letter to the Corinthians, “the foolishness of God.”
Judas also ate that bread and swallowed that wine, partook of that body, in which he had trafficked, drank that blood which he was to help shed, but he had not the courage to confess his infamy, to throw himself down weeping at the feet of Him who would have wept with him. Then the only friend remaining to Judas warned him, “Verily I say unto you, that one of you shall betray me.”
Judas also ate the bread and drank the wine, shared in the body he had betrayed, consumed the blood he would help spill, but he didn’t have the courage to admit his shame, to fall to his knees crying at the feet of the one who would have wept with him. Then the only friend left to Judas warned him, “Truly I tell you, that one of you will betray me.”
The eleven were capable of leaving Him alone in the midst of Caiaphas’ guards, but they never could have brought themselves to sell Him for money, and at this they shuddered. Every one looked in his neighbor’s face, almost dreading to see in his companion the livid look of guilt, and all, one after the other, said, “Lord, is it I?”
The eleven could have left Him alone among Caiaphas' guards, but they could never bring themselves to betray Him for money, and that thought made them shudder. Each one looked at his neighbor’s face, almost afraid to see the pale look of guilt in his companion, and one after another, they all asked, “Lord, is it me?”
Even Judas, hiding his increasing confusion under the appearance of offended astonishment, was able to force his voice to say, “Lord, is it I?” But Jesus, who the next day would not defend Himself, would not even bring an accusation and only repeated the sad prophecy in more definite words, “He that dippeth his hand with me in the dish, the same shall betray me.” And while they all still gazed at Him in painful 302doubt, for the third time He insisted, ... “The hand of him that betrayeth me is with me on the table.” He added no more, but to follow the old customs up to the last, He filled the cup for the fourth time and gave it to them to drink. And once more the thirteen voices rang out in the old hymn, the “great hallel” which ended the liturgy of the Passover. Jesus repeated the vigorous words of the Psalmist which were like a prophetic funeral oration for Him, pronounced before His death. “The Lord is on my side; I will not fear; what can man do unto me?... They compassed me about like bees: they are quenched as the fire of thorns.... I shall not die, but live.... The Lord hath chastened me sore: but he hath not given me over unto death. Open to me the gates of righteousness: I will go into them, and I will praise the Lord:... The stone which the builders refused is become the headstone of the corner.... Bind the sacrifice with cords, even unto the horns of the altar.”
Even Judas, masking his growing confusion with a look of offended surprise, managed to force out the words, “Lord, is it me?” But Jesus, who the next day wouldn’t defend Himself, didn't even make an accusation and simply repeated the sad prophecy in clearer terms, “The one who dips his hand with me in the dish will betray me.” And while they all continued to stare at Him in painful doubt, He insisted for the third time, “The hand of the one who betrays me is with me on the table.” He said no more, but to stick to the old traditions until the end, He filled the cup for the fourth time and gave it to them to drink. Once again, the thirteen voices rose in the old hymn, the “great hallel,” which concluded the Passover liturgy. Jesus recited the powerful words of the Psalmist that sounded like a prophetic eulogy for Him, spoken before His death. “The Lord is on my side; I will not be afraid; what can man do to me?... They surrounded me like bees: they are extinguished like the fire of thorns.... I shall not die, but live.... The Lord has disciplined me heavily, but He has not given me over to death. Open for me the gates of righteousness; I will enter them, and I will praise the Lord:... The stone that the builders rejected has become the cornerstone.... Bind the sacrifice with cords, even to the horns of the altar.”
The victim was ready and the next day the inhabitants of Jerusalem were to see a new altar of wood and iron. But perhaps the Disciples, sleepy and confused, did not understand the new meaning both melancholy and triumphant of the old canticles.
The victim was prepared, and the next day the people of Jerusalem would see a new altar made of wood and iron. But maybe the Disciples, weary and bewildered, didn't grasp the new, both sorrowful and victorious meaning of the old hymns.
When the hymn was ended they left the room and the house, at once. As soon as they had emerged from the house Judas disappeared into the night. The remaining eleven silently followed Jesus, who, as was His wont, made His way to the Mount of Olives.
When the hymn was over, they left the room and the house immediately. As soon as they stepped out, Judas vanished into the night. The other eleven quietly followed Jesus, who, as usual, headed to the Mount of Olives.
ABBA FATHER
On the Mount there was a garden, and a place where olives were crushed, which gave it its name, Gethsemane. Jesus and His friends had been spending the nights there, either to avoid the odors and noise of the great city, distasteful to them, country-bred as they were, or because they were afraid of being treacherously captured in the midst of their enemies’ houses.
On the Mount, there was a garden and a place where olives were crushed, which is how it got its name, Gethsemane. Jesus and His friends had been spending their nights there to escape the smells and noise of the big city, which they found unpleasant since they were used to the countryside, or because they were worried about being secretly captured in their enemies’ homes.
303And when He was at the place, He said to His disciples, “Sit ye here while I go and pray yonder.”
303When He arrived at the location, He said to His disciples, “Stay here while I go and pray over there.”
But He was so heavy-hearted that He dreaded being alone. He took with Him the three whom He loved the best, Simon Peter, James and John. And when they had gone a little way from the others, He began to be sorrowful and very heavy. “My soul is exceedingly sorrowful, even unto death; tarry ye here, and watch with me.”
But He was so sad that He feared being alone. He took with Him the three He loved the most, Simon Peter, James, and John. And when they had walked a little way from the others, He began to feel deep sorrow and heaviness. “My soul is overwhelmed with sadness, even to the point of death; stay here and keep watch with me.”
If they answered Him no one knows what they said. But we know that they did not comfort Him with the words which come from the heart when it shares the suffering of a loved one, for He withdrew Himself from them alone, and went further on, to pray. He fell on the ground on His face and prayed, saying, “Abba, Father, all things are possible unto thee; O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me.”
If they answered Him, no one knows what they said. But we know that they didn’t comfort Him with the words that come from the heart when it feels the pain of a loved one, because He stepped away from them and went further to pray. He fell on the ground on His face and prayed, saying, “Abba, Father, everything is possible for You; O my Father, if it’s possible, let this cup pass from me.”
He was alone now, alone in the night, alone in the midst of men, alone before God, and He could show His weakness without shame. After all, he was a Man, too, a man of flesh and blood, a living, breathing man, who knew that His destruction was at hand, that His body would be destroyed, that His flesh would be pierced, that His blood would be poured out on the ground.
He was alone now, alone in the night, alone among people, alone before God, and he could show his weakness without shame. After all, he was a man too, a man of flesh and blood, a living, breathing man, who knew that his end was near, that his body would be broken, that his flesh would be pierced, that his blood would be spilled on the ground.
This was the second temptation. After the defeat of Satan in the desert, the Evangelist says: “he departed from him for a season.” He had left Him till this moment. Now He was in a new desert, terribly alone in the darkness, more alone than in the desert where the wild beasts served Him. Cloaked and learned wild beasts were at hand now, but only to tear Him to pieces. In that terrible nocturnal desert, Satan returned to tempt his enemy; at first he had promised Christ, kingdoms, victories, and prodigies, he had tried to draw Him by the bait of power. Now, on the contrary, he counted on His weakness. At the beginning of His life, Christ burning with confident love had not fallen into his trap, but Christ near His end, abandoned by those nearest to Him, encompassed by His enemies, might be conquered by fear, even though He had risen above cupidity. The prayer to the Father was at 304the instigation of Satan, was a beginning of cowardice. Jesus knew He must die, that His death was necessary, that He had come to give life by His death, to confirm by His death that greater life which He announced. He had made no effort to avoid death, He had been willing to die for His friends, for all men, for those who did not know Him, for those who hated Him, for those not yet born. He had predicted His death to His friends, had already given them the rewards of His death, the bread of His body, the blood of His soul; and He had no right to ask the Father that the cup might pass from His lips or that His death might be delayed. He had written His words on the dust of the public place, and the wind had quickly obliterated them. He had written them on the hearts of a few men, but He knew how easily effaced are words written on the hearts of men. If His truth were to remain forever on the earth so that no one could ever forget it He must write it with His blood. Only with the blood in our veins can truth be written permanently on the pages of earth so that it will not fade under men’s footsteps or under the rainfall of centuries. The Cross is the rigorously necessary consequence of the Sermon on the Mount. He who brings love is given over to hatred, and He can only conquer hatred by accepting condemnation. Everything must be paid for, the good at a higher price than evil; and the greatest good, which is love, must be paid for by the greatest evil in men’s power, assassination.
This was the second temptation. After Satan was defeated in the desert, the Evangelist says: “he departed from him for a season.” He had left Him until this moment. Now He was in a new desert, incredibly alone in the darkness, more alone than in the desert where the wild beasts served Him. Cloaked and cunning beasts were nearby now, but only to tear Him apart. In that terrifying nighttime desert, Satan returned to tempt his enemy; at first he had promised Christ kingdoms, victories, and miracles, trying to lure Him with the temptation of power. Now, on the other hand, he relied on His weakness. At the beginning of His life, Christ, full of confident love, had not fallen for his trap, but Christ near His end, abandoned by those closest to Him and surrounded by His enemies, might be conquered by fear, even though He had risen above greed. The prayer to the Father, spurred on by Satan, was a sign of cowardice beginning to creep in. Jesus knew He must die, that His death was necessary, that He had come to give life through His death, to confirm that greater life which He announced. He had made no effort to escape death; He had willingly died for His friends, for all people, for those who did not know Him, for those who hated Him, for those not yet born. He had predicted His death to His friends, had already given them the rewards of His death, the bread of His body, the blood of His soul; and He had no right to ask the Father for the cup to pass from His lips or for His death to be postponed. He had written His words in the dust of the public square, and the wind quickly erased them. He had written them on the hearts of a few men, but He knew how easily words written on the hearts of men could be erased. If His truth were to last forever on Earth so that no one could ever forget it, He must write it with His blood. Only with the blood in our veins can truth be written permanently on the pages of earth so it won’t fade under men’s footsteps or the rainfall of centuries. The Cross is the absolutely necessary outcome of the Sermon on the Mount. He who brings love is given over to hatred, and He can only conquer hatred by accepting condemnation. Everything has a price; the good at a higher cost than evil; and the greatest good, which is love, must be paid for with the greatest evil within human power: murder.
But all that faith and revelation tell us of His divinity rises up against the idea that He can ever have been subjected to temptation. If the torture and the end of His body had really terrified Him, was there not yet time to save Himself? For many days He had known that they were trying to take Him captive, and even on that night there were ways of escaping the pack of hounds ready to fall upon Him. He would have been safe if, either alone or with His most faithful friends, He had taken the road back to the Jordan, and thence by hidden paths have passed across Perea into the Tetrarchy of Philip, where He had already taken refuge to escape the ill-will of Antipas. The Jewish police were so few and primitive 305that they could scarcely have found Him. The fact that He did not do this, did not flee, shows that He did not try to escape death and the horrors that were to accompany it. From the point of view of our coarse human logic His death was a suicide—a divine suicide by the hand of others, not unlike that of the heroes of antiquity who fell upon the sword of a friend or a slave. What sort of a life would He have had after such a flight? To grow old obscurely, the timorous master of a hidden sect, to die at the last, worn out, the death-rattle in His throat like any other man! Better, infinitely better to finish the sowing of the Gospel on the Cross and to water it with His blood. He had spoken out His truths and now, that those truths should be everlastingly remembered He must needs link with them the horror of His unforgettable death. Perhaps this blood, like a stinging drink, would arouse His disciples forever.
But all that faith and revelation about His divinity goes against the idea that He could have ever been tempted. If the torture and the end of His body had really frightened Him, wasn't there still time for Him to save Himself? For many days, He had known that they were trying to capture Him, and even on that night, there were ways to escape the pack of hounds ready to pounce on Him. He would have been safe if, either alone or with His most loyal friends, He had taken the path back to the Jordan, and from there, through hidden routes, crossed into Perea and the Tetrarchy of Philip, where He had previously sought refuge to avoid Antipas's hostility. The Jewish police were so few and unsophisticated that they could hardly have found Him. The fact that He didn’t do this, didn’t flee, shows that He didn’t try to escape death and the horrors that would come with it. From the perspective of our rough human reasoning, His death was a suicide—a divine suicide at the hands of others, much like the heroes of ancient times who fell on a friend's or a slave's sword. What kind of life would He have had after such an escape? To age quietly, the fearful leader of a secret sect, eventually dying worn out, with death rattle in His throat like any other man! It was far better, infinitely better, to complete the sowing of the Gospel on the Cross and to water it with His blood. He had proclaimed His truths, and now, for those truths to be remembered forever, He had to connect them with the horror of His unforgettable death. Perhaps this blood, like a sharp drink, would awaken His disciples for all time.
But if the cup that Jesus wished to pass from Him was not fear of death, what else could it have been? Betrayal by him whom He had chosen and loved, by the disciple whose hunger He had fed that very evening with His body, whose thirst He had quenched with His soul? Or the denial close at hand of the other disciple in whom after his cry at Cæsarea He had the greatest hope? Or the desertion of all the others who would flee like scattered lambs when the wolf sets his fangs into their mother’s body? Or was it grief for that greater denial, the refusal of His own people, the Jews, of the people from whom He was born and who now despised Him like one born out of His time, and suppressed Him like a child of shame, and did not know that the blood of Him who came to save them would never be wiped from their foreheads? Perhaps in the darkness of this last vigil He had a glimpse of the fate which would befall His children later on, the bewilderment of the first saints, the dissensions between them, the desertions, the martyrdoms, the massacres, and after the hour of triumph the weakness of those who should have guided the multitude, the irrepressible schisms, the dismemberment of the Church, the wild dreaming of heretical pride, the growth of innumerable sects, the confusion of false prophets, the boldness 306of rebellious reformers, the simony and dissoluteness of those who deny Him in their actions while glorifying Him in word and gesture: the persecutions of Christians by Christians, the neglect of the lukewarm and the arrogant, the dominion of new Pharisees and new Scribes, distorting and betraying His teachings, the misunderstanding of His words, when they fall into the hands of the hair-splitters, weighers of the immaterial, separators of the inseparable, who, with learned vanity, eviscerate and cut to pieces the living things they pretend to bring to life.
But if the cup that Jesus wanted to avoid was not the fear of death, then what else could it have been? Was it the betrayal by the one He had chosen and loved, the disciple He had just fed with His own body that very evening, whose thirst He had quenched with His soul? Or was it the impending denial by the other disciple, in whom He had the greatest hope after his confession at Cæsarea? Or the abandonment of all the others who would scatter like lost lambs when the wolf sinks its teeth into their mother? Or was it grief over the deeper denial, the rejection by His own people, the Jews, the people He was born into, who now looked down on Him as an outsider and treated Him like someone to be ashamed of, not realizing that the blood of the one who came to save them would never be wiped from their foreheads? Perhaps during the darkness of this last watch, He caught a glimpse of the fate awaiting His followers later on: the confusion of the first saints, the disagreements among them, the betrayals, the martyrdoms, the massacres, and after the moment of triumph, the weaknesses of those who should have led the crowd, the unstoppable divisions, the fragmentation of the Church, the reckless ambitions of heretical pride, the rise of countless sects, the chaos caused by false prophets, the audacity of those rebelling against Him, the corruption and moral decay of those who deny Him through their actions while praising Him with their words: the persecutions of Christians by other Christians, the indifference of the lukewarm and the arrogant, the control of new Pharisees and new Scribes who distort and betray His teachings, the misinterpretation of His words when they fall into the hands of nitpickers, those who weigh the immaterial and separate what is inseparable, who, with their learned arrogance, strip and dismantle the living truths they claim to bring to life.
The cup that Jesus wished to pass from Him might therefore have been not at all any wrong done to Him, but wrongs committed by others, those alive then and close to Him, or those not yet born and far-distant. What He was asking from His Father might have been not His own safety from death, but safety from the evils, which, then and later, were to overwhelm those who claim to believe in Him. The origin of His sadness would have been thus not fear for Himself, but love for others.
The cup that Jesus wanted to avoid might not have been related to any wrongs done to Him, but rather the wrongs committed by others, both those who were alive and near to Him and those who were yet to be born and far away. What He was asking of His Father might not have been about His own safety from death, but about protecting from the evils that would later overwhelm those who profess to believe in Him. Therefore, the source of His sadness might have been not fear for Himself, but love for others.
But no one will ever know the true meaning of the words cried out by the Son to the Father, in the black loneliness of the Olives. A great French Christian called the story of this night the “Mystery of Jesus.” The “Mystery of Judas” is the only human mystery in the Gospels; the prayer of Gethsemane is the most inscrutable, divine mystery of the story of Christ.
But no one will ever understand the true meaning of the words shouted by the Son to the Father in the deep solitude of the Mount of Olives. A great French Christian referred to the story of this night as the “Mystery of Jesus.” The “Mystery of Judas” is the only human mystery in the Gospels; the prayer at Gethsemane is the most profound, divine mystery in the story of Christ.
BLOOD AND SWEAT
And when He had prayed, He turned back to find the Disciples, who were perhaps waiting for Him to return. But the three had gone to sleep. Crouching on the ground, wrapped as best they could in their cloaks, Peter, James and John, the faithful, the specially chosen, had allowed themselves to be overcome with sleep. The obscure apprehensions, the repeated agitations of those last few days, the oppressive melancholy of the Supper, accompanied by words so grave, by presentiments so sad, had plunged them into that prostration which 307is more like torpor than sleep. The voice of the Master—who of us has the spiritual acuteness to realize that the accent of that voice in the sinister black silence is speaking also to our own hearts now?—called them: “What, could ye not watch with me one hour? Watch and pray that ye enter not into temptation. The spirit indeed is willing but the flesh is weak.” Did they hear these words in their sleep? Did they answer, shamefaced, putting their hands to their confused eyes which could not bear even the dim light of the night? What could they answer, startled, only half awake, to the Sleepless One who was to sleep no more?
And after He had prayed, He turned back to find the Disciples, who were probably waiting for Him to return. But the three had fallen asleep. Crouched on the ground, wrapped as best they could in their cloaks, Peter, James, and John, the faithful ones, the specially chosen, had let themselves drift off. The vague unease, the constant worries of those past few days, and the heavy sadness of the Supper, accompanied by such serious words and sad premonitions, had led them into a stupor that felt more like a deep fog than sleep. The voice of the Master—who among us has the spiritual insight to realize that in the eerie silence, that voice is also speaking to our own hearts now?—called out to them: “What, couldn’t you stay awake with me for one hour? Stay alert and pray so you don’t fall into temptation. The spirit is indeed willing, but the flesh is weak.” Did they hear these words in their sleep? Did they respond, embarrassed, rubbing their confused eyes that couldn’t even handle the dim light of the night? What could they say, startled and only half awake, to the One who would sleep no more?
Jesus went away again, more heavy-hearted than ever. Was the temptation against which He had put them on guard in them alone or also in Him? Was it the temptation to escape? To deny Himself as others were to deny Him? To oppose violence to violence? To pay with the lives of others for His own life, or to beg once more with a more despairing supplication that the peril might be averted from His head?
Jesus walked away again, feeling more weighed down than ever. Was the temptation He had warned them about only in them, or was it also in Him? Was it the temptation to run away? To deny Himself like others were denying Him? To respond to violence with violence? To sacrifice others' lives for His own, or to plead once more in a more desperate way that the danger might be taken away from Him?
Jesus was once more alone, more alone than ever, in a solitude complete as infinite desolation. Until that hour He might have thought that there, close at hand, His loved friends were keeping vigil with Him. Now they had reached the limit of their endurance and had deserted Him spiritually before deserting Him bodily.
Jesus was once again alone, more alone than ever, in a solitude that felt as complete as infinite desolation. Until that moment, He might have thought that His beloved friends were keeping watch with Him nearby. Now they had reached their breaking point and had abandoned Him spiritually before they left Him physically.
They had left Him alone; they were not men enough to grant Him the last favor which He asked, they who had received so many. In return for His blood, and His soul, for all His promises, for all His love, He had asked one thing only, that they should not fall asleep. And this small favor had not been granted Him. And yet He was suffering and struggling at that moment for the sake of those who slept. He who gave all was to receive nothing. During that night of refusals His every prayer was denied; both His Father and His fellow-men refused Him.
They had left Him alone; they weren't strong enough to give Him the last favor He asked for, even though they had received so much in return. He had given His blood and His soul, kept all His promises, and shown all His love, yet He asked for just one thing: that they wouldn't fall asleep. And this small favor wasn't granted to Him. Even then, He was suffering and struggling at that moment for the sake of those who were sleeping. He who gave everything was going to receive nothing. Throughout that night of refusals, every one of His prayers was denied; both His Father and the people around Him turned their backs on Him.
Satan also had disappeared into the darkness which is his own kingdom, and Christ was alone, utterly alone, alone as men are alone who raise themselves above other men, who suffer in the darkness to bring light to all. Every hero is always 308the only one awake in a world of sleepers, like the pilot watching over his ship in the solitude of the ocean and of the night, while his companions rest.
Satan had vanished into the darkness of his own realm, leaving Christ alone, completely alone, just as those men are who elevate themselves above others, enduring the darkness to bring light to everyone. Every hero is always the only one awake in a world full of sleepers, like the pilot watching over his ship in the solitude of the ocean and night while his crew rests. 308
Jesus was the most solitary of all these eternally solitary souls. Everything slept about Him. The city slept, its white, shadow-checkered mass sprawling beyond the Kedron; and in all the houses, in all the cities in the world, the blind race of ephemeral men were sleeping. The only ones awake at that hour were perhaps some woman waiting for the call of her lover; perhaps a thief in ambush in the dark, his hand on the hilt of his knife; perhaps a philosopher pondering the problem, “Does God exist?”
Jesus was the most alone of all these eternally lonely souls. Everything around Him was asleep. The city was quiet, its white, shadowy mass stretching beyond the Kedron; and in every house, in every city around the world, the fleeting race of humans was sleeping. The only ones awake at that hour were maybe a woman waiting for her lover's call; maybe a thief hiding in the dark, hand on his knife; or maybe a philosopher thinking about the question, “Does God exist?”
But the leaders of the Jews and their guards were not asleep that night. Those who should have defended Jesus, who might at least have consoled Him, those who claimed to love Him and who in their way at times did really love Him, were stretched in sleep. But those who hated Him, who wished to kill Him, did not sleep. Caiaphas was not asleep and the only Disciple awake at that moment was Judas.
But the Jewish leaders and their guards weren't asleep that night. Those who should have stood by Jesus, who might have at least comforted Him, those who said they loved Him and, in their own way, sometimes really did love Him, were lost in sleep. But those who hated Him, who wanted to kill Him, were wide awake. Caiaphas was alert, and the only Disciple awake at that moment was Judas.
Until the arrival of Judas His Master was alone with His death-like sadness. That He might feel less alone He began to pray to His Father, and once more those imploring words rushed to His lips. The effort to keep them back, the conflict which convulsed His whole being—because the divinity which was in Him accepted joyfully what it had willed, while the ruddy clay which clothed it shuddered—this human and superhuman effort brought to Him at last the victory. He was racked with suffering, but He was triumphant; He was utterly spent, but He had conquered.
Until Judas arrived, His Master was alone in His death-like sadness. To feel less isolated, He started to pray to His Father, and once again those pleading words rushed to His lips. The struggle to hold them back, the conflict that shook His entire being—because the divine within Him embraced what it had chosen, while the frail body that surrounded it trembled—this human and superhuman struggle ultimately brought Him victory. He was overwhelmed with pain, but He was triumphant; He was completely exhausted, but He had conquered.
The spirit had once more overcome the flesh; but from now on His body was merely a trunk which bled and died. The tension of the terrible struggle had done so great a violence to all that was earthly in Him that the sweat stood out on Him, as though He had achieved an impossible task, had endured the unendurable. The sweat poured from all His person; but not merely the natural sweat which runs down the face of the man walking in the sun, or working in the fields or raving in fever. The blood which He had promised to shed 309for men was shed first on the grass of the garden of Gethsemane. Great drops of blood mixed with sweat fell on the earth as a first offering of His conquered flesh. It was the beginning of liberation, almost a relief to that humanity which was the greatest burden of His expiation.
The spirit had once again triumphed over the flesh; from now on, His body was just a shell that bled and suffered. The intensity of the horrific struggle had so violently impacted everything earthly within Him that sweat appeared on Him, as if He had completed an impossible task and endured the unbearable. Sweat poured from Him entirely; but not just the natural sweat that drips from someone walking in the sun, working in the fields, or burning with fever. The blood He promised to shed for humanity was first spilled on the grass of Gethsemane. Great drops of blood mixed with sweat fell to the ground as an initial offering of His broken body. It marked the beginning of liberation, almost a release for that humanity which was the heaviest burden of His atonement.
Then from His lips wet with tears, wet with sweat, wet with blood, arose a new prayer: “O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done. Not my will, but thine, be done.”
Then from His lips, damp with tears, sweat, and blood, came a new prayer: “O my Father, if this cup cannot pass from me unless I drink it, your will be done. Not my will, but yours, be done.”
Gone now was any trace of cowardly shrinking; the will, that is the individual, abdicated in the obedience which alone can assure the freedom of the universal. He is no longer a man, but Man; the Man one with God, “I wish that which Thou wisheth.” From that moment His victory over death is assured, because he who gives himself wholly to the Eternal cannot die. “For whosoever will save his life shall lose it: and whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it.”
Gone now was any trace of cowardly shrinking; the will, which is the individual, gave up its power in the obedience that can ensure the freedom of everyone. He is no longer just a man, but Man; the Man united with God, “I wish what You wish.” From that moment, His victory over death is certain, because anyone who fully surrenders to the Eternal cannot die. “For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.”
He stood up calmed, and turned back towards His Disciples. His sad reproof had been vain; worn out and exhausted, the three were again sleeping. But this time Jesus did not call them. He had found a consolation greater than any which they could give Him—and He kneeled down once more to repeat to the Father those great words of abnegation, “Not my will, but thine, be done.”
He stood up, feeling calmer, and turned back towards His Disciples. His sad attempt to correct them had been useless; worn out and drained, the three were asleep again. But this time Jesus didn’t wake them up. He had found a comfort greater than anything they could offer Him—and He knelt down again to tell the Father those important words of surrender, “Not my will, but yours, be done.”
God was no longer to be asked to be the servant of man. Up to that time men had asked Him to satisfy their particular wishes in exchange for canticles and offerings. I wish for prosperity, said the man who prayed, for safety, for strength, for flowering fields, for the ruin of my enemies. But now Christ, the Over-turner, has come to transpose the common prayer, “Not what is pleasing to me, but what is pleasing to Thee. Thy will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven.” Blessedness can only come as a result of perfect harmony between the sovereign will of the Father and the subordinate will of man, as a result of the convergence and identity of those two wills. What if the will of God give me into the hands of the torturers and fastens me like an evil and malignant beast upon two crossed beams of wood? If I believe in the Father as a 310Father, I know that He loves me more than I could love myself, and that He knows more than I could know, therefore He can wish only for what is best for me even if that best to human eyes seems the most dreadful evil; and I wish for what the Father wills. If His foolishness is unimaginably more wise than our wisdom, martyrdom given by Him will be incomparably better than any earthly pleasures.
God was no longer to be seen as serving man. Until now, people had asked Him to fulfill their specific desires in exchange for hymns and gifts. "I pray for prosperity," said the man, "for safety, for strength, for abundant fields, for the downfall of my enemies." But now Christ, the One who turns everything upside down, has transformed the common prayer to, “Not what I want, but what You want. May Your will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven.” True happiness can only come from perfect harmony between the sovereign will of the Father and the subordinate will of man, from the alignment and unity of those two wills. What if God's will puts me in the hands of torturers and binds me like a wicked beast to two crossed beams of wood? If I trust in the Father as a loving Father, I know He loves me more than I can love myself and knows more than I can understand. Therefore, He can only want what is best for me, even if that seems like the worst evil to human eyes; and I desire what the Father desires. If His foolishness is unimaginably wiser than our wisdom, then the martyrdom He gives will be far better than any earthly pleasure.
What if the Disciples slept? What if all men slept? Christ was no longer alone. He was content to suffer, content to die. He had found His peace under the hammer-stroke of anguish.
What if the Disciples were asleep? What if everyone was asleep? Christ was no longer alone. He was willing to suffer, willing to die. He had found His peace in the painful moments.
Now He can listen almost longingly for the footsteps of Judas.
Now He can listen almost wistfully for the footsteps of Judas.
For a time He hears only the beating of His own heart, so much calmer than at first, now that the horror is nearer. But after some moments, He hears approaching the sound of cautious shuffling, and there among the bushes which border the road red flickerings of light appear and disappear in the darkness. They are the servants of the assassins who are following Iscariot along the path.
For a while, He only hears the steady beat of His own heart, much calmer now that the horror is closer. But after a few moments, He hears the sound of cautious footsteps approaching, and among the bushes that line the road, red flickers of light appear and disappear in the darkness. They are the assassins' servants following Iscariot down the path.
Jesus turns to the Disciples, still asleep, “Behold the hour is come; rise, let us go. Lo, he that betrayeth me is at hand.”
Jesus turns to the Disciples, who are still asleep, “Look, the hour has come; get up, let’s go. The one who is going to betray me is here.”
The eight other Disciples, sleeping farther away, are already aroused by the noise, but have no time to answer the Master because while He is still speaking the crowd comes up and stops.
The eight other Disciples, sleeping farther away, are already woken up by the noise, but they don’t have time to respond to the Master because, while He is still speaking, the crowd approaches and halts.
THE HOUR OF DARKNESS
It was the rabble who swarmed around the Temple, paid by the Sanhedrin; bunglingly made over for the time being into warriors; sweepers, and door-keepers, the lower parasites of the sanctuary, who had taken up swords in place of brooms and keys. There were many of them, a great multitude, so the Evangelists say, although they knew they were going out against only twelve men, who had only two swords. It is not credible that there were Roman soldiers among them and certainly not “a captain,” as John says, an officer over a thousand men. Caiaphas wished to make Christ a prisoner before he 311presented Him to the procurator, and the few forces at his disposition (the last vestiges of David’s army) with the addition of some clients and relatives were enough to carry out the far-from-dangerous capture.
It was the crowd that gathered around the Temple, paid by the Sanhedrin; awkwardly turned into warriors for the moment; cleaners and doormen, the lower levels of the sanctuary, who had picked up swords instead of brooms and keys. There were many of them, a great multitude, as the Evangelists say, even though they knew they were going up against only twelve men, who had just two swords. It’s hard to believe that there were Roman soldiers among them and definitely not “a captain,” as John says, an officer overseeing a thousand men. Caiaphas wanted to capture Christ before he presented Him to the procurator, and the few forces he had (the last remnants of David’s army) along with some supporters and relatives were enough to carry out the relatively uneventful capture.
This haphazard mob had come with torches and lanterns almost as if out for an evening celebration. The pallid faces of the disciples, the livid face of Judas seemed to flicker in the red lights. Christ offered His face, stained with blood but more luminous than the lights, to Judas’ kiss. “Friend, wherefore art thou come? Betrayest thou the Son of Man with a kiss?” He knew what Judas came to do, and He knew that this kiss was the first of His tortures and the most unendurable. This kiss was the signal for the guards who did not know the delinquent by sight. “Whomsoever I shall kiss, that same is He: take Him and lead Him away safely,” the merchant of blood had told the rough crowd who followed him as they came along the road. But that kiss was at once the first and the most horrible sullying of those lips which had pronounced the most heavenly words ever spoken here in the inferno of our earth. The spitting, the buffeting, the blows of the Jewish rabble and of the Roman soldiers, and the sponge dipped in vinegar, were to be less intolerable than that kiss, the kiss of a mouth which had called Him friend and Master, which had drunk from His cup, which had eaten from His dish.
This chaotic mob had arrived with torches and lanterns as if it were a festive evening. The pale faces of the disciples and the grim face of Judas seemed to flicker in the red light. Christ presented His face, stained with blood but more radiant than the lights, to Judas’ kiss. “Friend, why have you come? Are you betraying the Son of Man with a kiss?” He knew what Judas was there to do and understood that this kiss was the beginning of His suffering and the hardest to bear. This kiss was the signal for the guards who didn’t recognize the traitor by sight. “Whomever I kiss, that’s the one: take Him and lead Him away safely,” the blood merchant had instructed the rough crowd following him as they made their way down the road. But that kiss was both the first and the most dreadful corruption of those lips, which had spoken the most divine words ever uttered in the hell of our world. The spitting, the beatings, the strikes from the Jewish mob and the Roman soldiers, and the sponge soaked in vinegar would all be less unbearable than that kiss, the kiss from a mouth that had called Him friend and Master, which had sipped from His cup and dined from His plate.
As soon as the sign was given the boldest came up to their enemy.
As soon as the signal was given, the bravest approached their enemy.
“Whom seek ye?”
“Who are you looking for?”
“Jesus of Nazareth.”
"Jesus of Nazareth."
“I am he.” He had scarcely said “I am he” when the curs fell backward, either at the sound of His tranquil voice or at the light of those divine eyes. But even at such a moment Jesus took thought for His friends “I have told you that I am He, if therefore ye seek me, let these go their way.”
“I am he.” He had barely finished saying “I am he” when the attackers fell back, either at the sound of His calm voice or the brightness of those divine eyes. But even in that moment, Jesus was mindful of His friends: “I have told you that I am He; if you’re looking for me, let these go their way.”
At the moment, profiting by the confusion of the guards, Simon, coming suddenly to himself from his sleep and from his panic, laid his hand to a sword and cut off the ear of Malchus, a servant of Caiaphas. Peter on that night was full 312of contradictory impulses; after the supper he had sworn that no matter what happened he would never leave Jesus; then in the garden he fell asleep and could not keep himself awake; after that, tardily he set himself up as a militant defender; and a little later he was to deny that he had ever known his Master. Simon’s untimely and futile action was at once repudiated by Christ: “Put up thy sword into the sheath, for all they that take the sword shall perish by the sword. The cup which my Father hath given me, shall I not drink it?” And He offered His hands to the nearest rogues who made all haste to tie them with the rope which they had brought. While they were busy tying Him, the prisoner accused them of cowardice. “Are ye come out, as against a thief, with swords and staves to take me? When I was daily with you in the temple ye stretched forth no hands against me: but this is your hour and the power of darkness.”
In the midst of the chaos caused by the guards, Simon suddenly snapped out of his sleep and panic, grabbed a sword, and cut off Malchus’s ear, who was a servant of Caiaphas. Peter, that night, was overwhelmed with conflicting emotions; after dinner, he had sworn he would never abandon Jesus, yet in the garden, he fell asleep and couldn't stay awake. Later, he attempted to act as a defender, but soon after, he would deny knowing his Master. Simon's impulsive and pointless action was immediately rejected by Christ: “Put your sword back in its place, for all who draw the sword will die by the sword. Shouldn't I drink the cup my Father has given me?” He then offered his hands to the nearby criminals who were rushing to tie him up with the ropes they had brought. As they bound him, the prisoner called them out for their cowardice. “Why have you come out against me like a criminal, with swords and clubs? When I was with you every day in the temple, you didn't lay a hand on me. But this is your moment—and it’s the reign of darkness.”
He is the Light of the world, and the powers of darkness seek to extinguish it; but they can obscure it only for a short time, as on a July noon when the sun is suddenly covered by a dark storm-cloud but an hour afterwards shines out again, higher and more majestic than ever. The guards, eager to return triumphantly and to receive their fees, did not trouble to answer; they dragged Him by the rope towards the road to Jerusalem as butchers drag the ox to the slaughter-house. Then, confesses Matthew, “... all the disciples forsook him, and fled.” Their Master forbade them to defend Him; instead of blasting His enemies the Messiah offered His hands to be bound; the Saviour was powerless to save Himself. What could they do but disappear so that they might not also be brought before those powers which yesterday they had boasted of overthrowing, but which now, in the flickering of the lanterns and the swords, seemed suddenly very formidable to their distracted minds? And only two followed the infamous procession, and they from a safe distance. We shall see them later in the court-yard of Caiaphas’ house.
He is the Light of the world, and the forces of darkness try to snuff it out; but they can only hide it for a little while, just like on a July afternoon when a dark storm cloud suddenly covers the sun, which shines out again within an hour, more brilliantly than ever. The guards, eager to triumphantly return and collect their pay, didn’t bother to respond; they dragged Him by a rope toward the road to Jerusalem like butchers dragging an ox to slaughter. Then, Matthew admits, “... all the disciples abandoned him and ran away.” Their Master told them not to defend Him; instead of striking back at His enemies, the Messiah offered His hands to be tied; the Savior couldn't save Himself. What could they do but vanish to avoid being dragged before the powers they had previously boasted of defeating, but which now, in the flickering light of lanterns and swords, seemed incredibly intimidating to their panicked minds? Only two followed the disgraceful procession, and they kept a safe distance. We’ll see them later in the courtyard of Caiaphas’s house.
All this bustle awakened a young man who had been sleeping in the house in the grove of olives. Inquisitive like all young men, he did not take the time to dress, but wrapping 313a sheet about him, stepped out to see what was happening. The guards thought him a disciple who had not had time to escape, and laid hands on him, but the young man, casting off the sheet, left it in their hands and fled from them naked.
All this commotion woke up a young man who had been sleeping in the house in the olive grove. Curious like most young men, he didn’t bother to get dressed; instead, he wrapped a sheet around himself and stepped outside to see what was going on. The guards mistook him for a disciple who hadn’t managed to escape and grabbed him, but the young man threw off the sheet, leaving it in their hands, and ran away naked.
No one has ever known the identity of this mysterious man awakened from his sleep, who appeared suddenly in the night, and as suddenly disappeared. Perhaps he was the youthful Mark, the only one of the Evangelists who tells this story. If it were Mark, it is possible that on that night the involuntary witness of the beginning of the Passion first conceived the impulse to become, as Mark did, its first historian.
No one has ever figured out who this mysterious man is—he woke up from his sleep, showed up out of nowhere at night, and just as quickly vanished. Maybe he was the young Mark, the only one of the Evangelists who shares this story. If it was Mark, then that night he might have first felt the urge to become, like Mark did, its first historian.
ANNAS
In a short time the criminal was taken to the house which Annas shared with his son-in-law, the High Priest Caiaphas. Although the night was now well advanced, and although the assembly had been warned the day before, that Caiaphas hoped to capture the blasphemer early in the morning, many of the Jews were still in bed and the prosecution could not begin at once. In order that the common people might not have time to rise in rebellion, nor Pilate to take thought, the leaders were in haste to finish the affair that very morning. Some of the guards who returned from the Mount of Olives were sent to awake the more important Scribes and Elders, and in the meantime old Annas, who had not slept all that night, set himself on his own account to question this false Prophet.
In no time, the criminal was taken to the house that Annas shared with his son-in-law, the High Priest Caiaphas. Even though it was late at night and the assembly had been warned the day before that Caiaphas wanted to capture the blasphemer early in the morning, many of the Jews were still in bed, and the prosecution couldn't start right away. To prevent the common people from waking up and causing trouble or Pilate from having time to think, the leaders were in a hurry to wrap things up that very morning. Some of the guards returning from the Mount of Olives were sent to wake up the more important Scribes and Elders, and in the meantime, the old Annas, who had not slept all night, took it upon himself to question this false Prophet.
Annas, son of Seth, had been for seven years High Priest, and though deposed in the year 14 under Tiberius, he was still the real primate of the Jewish Church. A Sadducee, head of one of the most aggressive and wealthy families of the ecclesiastical patriarchate, he was still, through his son-in-law, leader of his caste. Five of his sons were afterwards High Priests, and one of them, also called Annas, caused James, the brother of the Lord, to be stoned to death.
Annas, son of Seth, had served as High Priest for seven years, and even though he was removed from office in the year 14 under Tiberius, he remained the true leader of the Jewish Church. A Sadducee and the head of one of the most powerful and wealthy families in the religious hierarchy, he continued to hold influence through his son-in-law, who was the leader of their group. Five of his sons later became High Priests, and one of them, also named Annas, was responsible for the stoning of James, the brother of the Lord.
Jesus was led before him. It was the first time that the wood-worker of Nazareth found Himself face to face with the 314religious head of His people, with His greatest enemy. Up to that time He had met only the subalterns in the Temple, the common soldiers, the Scribes and Pharisees; now He was before the head, and He was no longer the accuser but the accused. This was the first questioning of that day. In the space of a few hours, four authorities examined Him; two rulers from the Temple, Annas and Caiaphas; and two temporal rulers, Antipas and Pilate.
Jesus was brought before him. It was the first time that the carpenter from Nazareth found Himself face to face with the religious leader of His people, who was also His greatest enemy. Until that moment, He had only encountered the lesser officials in the Temple, the regular soldiers, the Scribes, and the Pharisees; now He stood before the head authority, and He was no longer the one making accusations but the one being accused. This was the first interrogation of the day. Within hours, four leaders questioned Him; two religious leaders from the Temple, Annas and Caiaphas; and two political leaders, Antipas and Pilate.
The first question Annas put to Jesus was to ask Him who His disciples were. The old political priest who like all the other Sadducees gave no credence to the foolish stories about the coming of a Messiah, wished to know first of all who were the followers of the new Prophet, and from what rank of society He had picked them up, so that he might determine how far the seditious ulcer had progressed. But Jesus looked at Him without answering. How could that dove-huckster have thought that Jesus could betray those who had betrayed Him?
The first question Annas asked Jesus was who His disciples were. The old political priest, like all the other Sadducees who dismissed the foolish stories about the arrival of a Messiah, wanted to know who the followers of the new Prophet were and what social class He had chosen them from, so he could gauge how far the trouble had spread. But Jesus just looked at him without answering. How could that money-driven priest think that Jesus would turn on those who had turned on Him?
Then Annas asked about His doctrine. Jesus answered that it was not for Him to explain: “I spake openly to the world; I ever taught in the synagogue and in the temple, whither the Jews always resort; and in secret have I said nothing. Why askest thou me? ask them which heard me, what I have said unto them: behold, they know what I said.”
Then Annas asked about His teachings. Jesus answered that it wasn't for Him to explain: “I spoke openly to everyone; I always taught in the synagogue and in the temple, where the Jews gather; and I haven’t said anything in secret. Why are you asking me? Ask those who heard me, what I said to them: they know what I said.”
This was the truth. Jesus was not esoteric. Even if He sometimes said to His Disciples words that He did not repeat in the open places of the city, He exhorted them to cry out on the housetops what He told them in the house. But Annas must have made a wry face at an answer which pre-supposed an honest trial, for one of the officers standing by struck Jesus with the palm of his hand, saying, “Answerest thou the high priest so?”
This was the truth. Jesus wasn't secretive. Even if He sometimes told His Disciples things He didn't share publicly, He encouraged them to shout from the rooftops what He shared privately. But Annas must have reacted negatively to a response that assumed a fair trial, because one of the officers nearby struck Jesus with the palm of his hand, saying, “Are you answering the high priest like that?”
This blow from the quick-tempered attendant was the beginning of the insults which were henceforth rained upon Christ up to the cross. But He who had been struck, with His cheek reddened by the boor, turned towards the man who had struck Him, “If I have spoken evil, bear witness of the evil: but if well, why smitest thou me?”
This hit from the hotheaded attendant marked the start of the insults that would be hurled at Christ all the way to the cross. But He, who had been struck and had His cheek reddened by the rude man, turned to the one who hit Him and said, “If I’ve done something wrong, prove it: but if I haven’t, why are you hitting me?”
The rogue, abashed by such calm, found no answer. Annas 315began to see that this Galilean was no common adventurer, and he was all the more eager to get Him out of the way. Seeing, however, that he was not succeeding in extracting anything from Him, he sent Him bound to Caiaphas, the High Priest, so that the fiction of a legal prosecution might begin at once.
The rogue, embarrassed by such calmness, had no response. Annas 315 started to realize that this Galilean was no ordinary troublemaker, and he became even more determined to get Him out of the picture. However, seeing that he wasn’t able to get anything out of Him, he sent Him, tied up, to Caiaphas, the High Priest, so that the charade of a legal trial could start right away.
THE COCK CROWS
Only two of the fleeing Disciples repented of their cowardice, and trembling in the shadow of the walls, followed from afar the swaying lanterns which accompanied Christ to the den of fratricides: Simon, son of Jonas, and John, son of Zebedee.
Only two of the fleeing Disciples felt remorse for their cowardice, and trembling in the shadow of the walls, they followed from a distance the swaying lanterns that led Christ to the den of traitors: Simon, son of Jonas, and John, son of Zebedee.
John, who was known in the household of Caiaphas, went into the courtyard of the building with Jesus, but Simon, more shamefaced, or not so bold, did not enter and stood at the door without: then after a few moments John, not seeing his companion, and wishing to have him at hand for sympathy or defense, went out and persuaded the suspicious doorkeeper to let Peter also come in. But as he stepped through the door, the woman recognized him: “Art not thou also one of his disciples?”
John, who was known in Caiaphas's household, went into the courtyard with Jesus, but Simon, feeling embarrassed or less confident, stayed outside by the door. After a little while, John noticed that his companion was missing and wanted him nearby for support, so he went out and convinced the wary doorkeeper to let Peter in as well. But as Peter stepped through the door, the woman recognized him: “Aren't you also one of his disciples?”
But Peter took on an offended air, “I know not, neither understand I what thou sayest. I know him not.”
But Peter acted offended, saying, “I don’t know, and I don’t understand what you’re saying. I don’t know him.”
And he sat down with John near the brazier which the servants had kindled in the courtyard because, although it was in April, the night was cold. But the woman would not give up her idea, and coming to the fire and looking at him earnestly, said, “Thou also wast with Jesus of Nazareth,” and he denied again with curses, “Woman, I know him not!”
And he sat down with John near the fire that the servants had started in the courtyard because, even though it was April, the night was cold. But the woman wouldn’t drop her idea, and coming to the fire and looking at him intensely, said, “You were also with Jesus of Nazareth,” and he denied it again with curses, “Woman, I don’t know him!”
The gate-keeper, shaking her head, turned back to her gate, but the men aroused by these heated denials looked at him more closely and said, “Surely thou art one of them: for thou art a Galilean, and thy speech agreeth thereto.”
The gatekeeper, shaking her head, turned back to her gate, but the men, intrigued by these heated denials, looked at him more closely and said, “You must be one of them: you’re a Galilean, and your accent gives you away.”
Then Simon began to curse and to swear, but another, a kinsman of Malchus whose ear Peter had cut off, cut short his testimony: “Did I not see thee in the garden with him?”
Then Simon started cursing and swearing, but another person, a relative of Malchus whose ear Peter had cut off, interrupted him: “Did I not see you in the garden with him?”
316But Peter, now hopelessly involved in lies, began again to protest that they had mistaken him for another and that he was not one of the friends of the Man.
316But Peter, now deeply entangled in lies, started to insist again that they had confused him with someone else and that he was not one of the Man's friends.
At this very moment Jesus, bound among the guards, crossed the courtyard after His colloquy with Annas, passing to the other part of the palace, where Caiaphas lived: and He heard the words of Simon and looked at Him. For just one moment He turned His eyes upon Simon, those eyes where Simon, denying Him now, had once recognized the gleam of divinity. For an instant only He looked at him with eyes whose gentleness was more unendurable than any contempt. And this look pierced for all time the pitiable, distracted heart of the fisherman. To the day of his death he could never forget those sad, mild eyes fixed on him in that terrible night; those eyes which in one flash expressed more and moved him more than a thousand words.
At that very moment, Jesus, tied up among the guards, walked through the courtyard after His conversation with Annas, heading to another part of the palace where Caiaphas lived. He heard the words of Simon and looked at him. For just a moment, He locked eyes with Simon, whose gaze had once seen the divine in Him, but now was denying Him. For an instant, He looked at him with a gentleness that was more unbearable than any scorn. That look pierced the troubled heart of the fisherman for all time. Until the day he died, he could never forget those sad, gentle eyes on him that terrible night; those eyes that expressed more in a single glance than a thousand words ever could.
“Thou also who wast the first, of whom I hoped most, the hardest but the most zealous, the most ignorant but the most fervent, thou also, Simon, the same who cried out my true name near Cæsarea, thou also who knowest all my words and hast slept with thy head on my cloak and hast kissed me so many times with those lips which now deny me, thou also, Simon Peter, son of Jonas, deny me before those who are about to kill me! I was right that day when I called thee a stumbling block and reproached thee with thinking not like God but like men. Thou mightest at least have fled away as the others did if thou hadst not the strength to drink with me the cup of infamy which I had foretold to thee. Flee away now that I may see thee no more until the day when I shall be truly free and thou shalt be truly made over by faith. If thou fearest for thy life why art thou here? If thou fearest not, why dost thou deny me? Even Judas at the last has been more faithful than thou: he came with my enemies, but he did not deny that he knew me. Simon, Simon, I foretold that thou wouldst leave me like the others, but now thou art more cruel than the others. I have pardoned thee from my heart. I am about to die, and I pardon him who brings me to death, 317and thee also; and I love thee as I have always loved thee, but canst thou forgive thyself?”
“You, who were the first I hoped for the most, the harshest yet the most passionate, the most clueless yet the most intense, you, Simon, the one who called out my true name near Caesarea, you who know all my words and have rested your head on my cloak and have kissed me countless times with those lips that now deny me— you, Simon Peter, son of Jonas, deny me before those who are about to kill me! I was right that day when I called you a stumbling block and criticized you for thinking like humans instead of God. You could have at least run away like the others did if you didn't have the strength to share the shameful cup I had foretold to you. Run away now so I won't see you again until the day I'm truly free and you’re completely transformed by faith. If you’re scared for your life, why are you here? If you're not scared, why do you deny me? Even Judas, at the end, was more loyal than you: he came with my enemies, but he didn’t deny knowing me. Simon, Simon, I predicted you would leave me like the others, but now you are more heartless than they are. I have forgiven you from my heart. I’m about to die, and I forgive the one who brings me to my death, and you too; I love you as I have always loved you, but can you forgive yourself?”
Under the weight of this look, Simon hung his head and his heart beat furiously in his breast. Not for his very life could he have brought out another “No.” His face burned with an intolerable heat as if the brazier before him had been the mouth of Hell. He was torn by an unbearable tumult of passion and of remorse; in one breath he seemed frozen, in the next all his body flamed. A moment before he had said that he had never known Jesus, and now it seemed to him that he had spoken truly, that at this moment he knew Him for the first time: that he finally understood who He was, as if those eyes full of loving grief had pierced him with a flash like an archangel’s sword.
Under the weight of that gaze, Simon lowered his head, his heart racing in his chest. He couldn’t say another “No” for anything in the world. His face felt unbearably hot, as if the fire before him was the mouth of Hell. He was overwhelmed by a mix of passion and regret; one moment he felt frozen, the next his entire body was on fire. Just before, he'd claimed he had never known Jesus, and now it felt as though that was true, that at this moment he was really getting to know Him for the first time: he finally understood who He was, as if those eyes full of loving sorrow had pierced him with a flash like an archangel’s sword.
He was scarcely able to drag himself to his feet and to stumble out to the door. As he went out into the street in the silent, solitary darkness a distant cock crew. This gay, bold note was for Peter like the cry which awakens a sleeper from his nightmare. Then in the dim light of dawn the last stars saw a man staggering along like a drunkard, his head hidden in his cloak, his shoulders shaken by the sobs of a despairing lament.
He could hardly pick himself up and stumble to the door. As he stepped out into the quiet, lonely darkness, a distant rooster crowed. This cheerful, confident sound was like a call that jolted Peter awake from his nightmare. Then, in the faint light of dawn, the last stars saw a man staggering along like a drunk, his head buried in his cloak, his shoulders shaking with the sobs of deep sorrow.
Weep, Peter, now that God mercifully grants you the grace of tears, weep for yourself and for Him, weep for Judas, your traitor brother; weep for your fleeing brothers, weep for the death of Him who is dying to save your poor soul, for all those who will come after you and who will do as you have done, deny their Saviour, and who will not pay for their redemption by repentance. Weep for all the apostates, for all the others who will deny Him, all those who will say as you have said, “I am not one of His disciples!” Who of us has not done at least once what Simon Peter did? Who of us, born in the Church of Christ, having prayed to Him with our childish lips, having knelt before His blood-stained face, has not said, fearing a mocking smile, “I never knew Him.”
Weep, Peter, now that God kindly offers you the grace of tears; weep for yourself and for Him, weep for Judas, your betrayer; weep for your fleeing brothers, weep for the death of Him who is dying to save your soul, for all those who will follow in your footsteps and deny their Savior, and who will not seek redemption through repentance. Weep for all the apostates, for all those who will deny Him, all those who will echo your words, “I am not one of His disciples!” Who among us has not at least once done what Simon Peter did? Who among us, raised in the Church of Christ, having prayed to Him with our innocent voices, having knelt before His blood-stained face, has not, fearing a mocking smile, said, “I never knew Him”?
Thou at least, unfortunate Simon, although thou wast Peter the rock, wept bitterly and hid in thy cloak thy face convulsed 318with remorse. And before many days Christ risen from the dead will kiss thee once more because thy perjured mouth has been washed clean forever by thy tears.
You, unfortunate Simon, even though you were Peter the rock, wept bitterly and hid your face, twisted with remorse, in your cloak. 318 And before long, Christ, risen from the dead, will kiss you once more because your lying mouth has been washed clean forever by your tears.
THEN THE HIGH PRIEST RENT HIS CLOTHES
Caiaphas’ real name was Joseph. Caiaphas is a surname and is the same word as Cephas, Simon’s surname, that is to say, Rock. On that Friday morning’s dawn, the Son of Man was caught between those two rocks like a grain of wheat between two millstones. Simon Peter is the type of the timid friends who knew not how to save Him: Joseph Peter, of His enemies, determined at any cost to destroy Him. Between the denial of Simon and the hatred of Joseph, between the head of the church about to disappear and the head of the Church just coming into existence, between those two rocks Jesus was like wheat between the mill-stones.
Caiaphas’ real name was Joseph. Caiaphas is a surname and is the same word as Cephas, Simon’s surname, meaning Rock. On that Friday morning at dawn, the Son of Man was caught between those two rocks like a grain of wheat between two millstones. Simon Peter represents the fearful friends who didn’t know how to save Him: Joseph Peter, among His enemies, was determined at any cost to destroy Him. Between Simon's denial and Joseph's hatred, between the head of the church that was about to disappear and the head of the Church that was just starting to take shape, Jesus was like wheat caught between the millstones.
The Sanhedrin had already come together and was awaiting Him. Together with Annas and Caiaphas who presided, there were John, Alexander, and all the reeking scum of the upper classes. As a rule the Sanhedrin was composed of twenty-three priests, twenty-three Scribes, twenty-three Elders, and two Presidents, in all, seventy-one. But on this occasion some were absent, those who had more fear of an uprising of the people than hatred for the blasphemer, and those few who would not lift a finger to condemn Him, but would not defend Him openly: among these last were certainly Nicodemus, the nocturnal disciple, and Joseph of Arimathea, who was devoutly to lay Jesus in His tomb.
The Sanhedrin had already gathered and was waiting for Him. Along with Annas and Caiaphas, who were in charge, there were John, Alexander, and all the sleazy upper-class people. Typically, the Sanhedrin was made up of twenty-three priests, twenty-three Scribes, twenty-three Elders, and two Presidents, totaling seventy-one. But on this occasion, some were missing—those who were more afraid of a people’s uprising than they were of their hatred for the blasphemer. There were also a few who wouldn’t do anything to condemn Him but wouldn’t defend Him openly either; among these were certainly Nicodemus, the secret disciple, and Joseph of Arimathea, who faithfully planned to place Jesus in His tomb.
They had come together to ratify with a cloak of legality the decree of murder already written on their hearts. These delegates from the Temple, from the School and the Bank, burned with impatience to confirm, each for his own reasons, their revengeful sentence. The great room of the council already full of people was like a den of werewolves. The new day showed itself hesitatingly: the orange-colored tongues of the torches were scarcely visible in the dim light of dawn. In this sinister half-shadow the Jews were waiting: aged, 319portly, hook-nosed, harsh, beetle-browed, wrapped in their white cloaks, their heads covered, stroking their venerable beards, with choleric eyes, seated in a half circle, they seemed a council of sorcerers awaiting a living offering. The rest of the hall was occupied by the clients of the seated assembly, by guards with staves in their hands, by the domestic servants of the house. The air was heavy and dense as in a charnel house.
They had come together to legitimize the murder they had already decided in their hearts. These delegates from the Temple, the School, and the Bank were burning with impatience to confirm their vengeful judgment, each for their own reasons. The large council room, already full of people, felt like a den of werewolves. The new day appeared hesitantly: the orange flickers of the torches were barely visible in the early light of dawn. In this ominous half-light, the Jews waited: old, stout, with hooked noses, harsh faces, and beetle-like brows, wrapped in their white cloaks, heads covered, stroking their long beards, with fiery eyes, seated in a half circle, they looked like a council of sorcerers waiting for a sacrifice. The rest of the hall was filled with the clients of the seated assembly, guards with staves in their hands, and the household servants. The air was heavy and suffocating, like in a mortuary.
Jesus, His wrists still tied with ropes, was thrust into the midst of this kennel like a condemned man thrown to the beasts of the Imperial amphitheater. Annas had gathered together in all haste from among the rabble some false witnesses to make an end of any discussion or defense. The pretense of a trial began with calling these perjurers. Two of them came forward and swore that they had heard these words: “I will destroy this temple that is made with hands, and within three days I will build another made without hands.”
Jesus, with His wrists still tied, was thrown into this situation like a condemned man thrown to the beasts in a Roman arena. Annas quickly gathered some false witnesses from the crowd to silence any debate or defense. The sham of a trial started by calling these liars. Two of them stepped up and claimed they had heard Him say, “I will destroy this temple made by human hands, and in three days I will build another one not made by hands.”
At the time and for those hearers this accusation was a very grave one, meaning nothing less than sacrilege and blasphemy. For in the minds of its upholders the Temple of Jerusalem was the one intangible home of the Lord. And to threaten the Temple was to threaten their real Master, the Master of all the Jews. But Jesus had never said these words or at least not in this form, nor with this meaning. It is true that He had announced that of the Temple not one stone would remain upon another, but not through any action of His. And the reference to the Temple not made with hands, built up in three days, was part of another discourse in which He had spoken figuratively of His resurrection. The false witnesses could not even agree about these words confusedly and maliciously repeated, and one statement from Jesus would have been enough to confound them utterly. But Jesus held His peace.
At the time and for those listening, this accusation was extremely serious, implying nothing less than sacrilege and blasphemy. For its supporters, the Temple of Jerusalem was the one sacred home of the Lord. Threatening the Temple was like threatening their true Master, the Master of all the Jews. But Jesus had never actually said those words, or at least not in that way or with that meaning. It’s true that He had declared that not one stone of the Temple would be left standing, but not because of anything He would do. The mention of a Temple not made with hands, raised in three days, was part of another conversation where He had talked figuratively about His resurrection. The false witnesses couldn’t even agree on these words, which they confusedly and maliciously repeated, and a single clear statement from Jesus would have completely discredited them. But Jesus remained silent.
The High Priest could not endure this silence, and standing up, cried out, “Answerest thou nothing? What is it which these witness against thee?”
The High Priest couldn’t take the silence anymore, and standing up, shouted, “Aren’t you going to say anything? What are these people testifying against you?”
But Jesus answered nothing.
But Jesus didn't respond.
These silences of Jesus were so weighty with magnetic eloquence 320that they enraged His judges. He held His peace at the first questioning of Annas. He was silent now at the outcry of Caiaphas and He was to be silent with Antipas and Pilate.
These silences of Jesus were so powerful and full of meaning that they infuriated His judges. He kept quiet during the first questioning by Annas. He remained silent now during Caiaphas's outburst, and He would also be silent with Antipas and Pilate. 320
He had made already, a thousand times, the statements He might have made now, and any other answers He might have made would either have been misunderstood by His judges, or have been used by them as new pretexts for attacking Him. Superhuman truths are in their very nature ineffable, and only a shadow of them can be grasped, through a loving effort by those who already have a faint divination of that shadow; and even to them this comes more through the heart than through faulty and defective words.
He had already made the same statements a thousand times, and any other answers he might have given would either have been misunderstood by his judges or used by them as new excuses to attack him. Superhuman truths are essentially beyond words, and only a glimpse of them can be understood through a loving effort by those who already have a slight sense of that glimpse; and even for them, it comes more from the heart than from imperfect and inadequate words.
Jesus did not speak, but looked about Him with His great calm eyes, at the troubled and convulsed faces of His assassins, and for all eternity judged these phantom judges. In a flash every one of them was weighed and condemned by that look which went straight to the soul. Were they worthy to hear His words, those flawed, self-seeking souls, empty and inane, those of them that are not ulcerous and moribund? How could He ever, by the most unthinkable prodigy, stoop to justify Himself before them?
Jesus didn't say anything, but instead looked around with His calm, deep eyes at the disturbed and tormented faces of His executioners, and for all time judged these phantom judges. In an instant, each one of them was weighed and found wanting by that gaze which pierced straight to the soul. Were they worthy to hear His words, those imperfect, selfish souls, empty and superficial, those among them who weren't decayed and dying? How could He ever, by the most unimaginable miracle, lower Himself to justify His existence to them?
Such self-justification was attempted by the son of the midwife, the flat-nosed student and rival of the Sophists! The seventy-year-old arguer, who for so many years had bored the artisans and the idlers on the market-place, was capable of reciting to the judges of Athens an eloquent and carefully arranged oration of excuses, which, from the limits of dialectics, descended little by little to the sophistries of law courts. It is true that the ironical old man who had set himself to reform the art of thinking rather than the art of living, who had not been above usury, who, not having his fill with Xantippe, had had two children by his concubine Myra, and who amused himself with caressing handsome young men more than was becoming for the father of a family, was ready to die, and knew how to die with noble firmness; but at the bottom of his heart he would have preferred to descend into Hades by the more natural road. Towards the end of his specious defense, 321he tried to placate his judges by recalling his old age to them. “It is useless to kill me because I will die very soon anyhow”—and offered to pay thirty greater minæ if they would let him go in peace.
Such self-justification was attempted by the son of the midwife, the flat-nosed student and rival of the Sophists! The seventy-year-old arguer, who had bored the craftsmen and idlers in the marketplace for so many years, was capable of delivering an eloquent and well-organized speech of excuses to the judges of Athens, which gradually shifted from the limits of dialectics to the trickery of the courts. It’s true that the ironic old man, who aimed to reform the art of thinking rather than the art of living, who wasn’t above usury, who, not satisfied with Xantippe, had two children with his mistress Myra, and who took pleasure in flirting with handsome young men more than was appropriate for a family man, was ready to die, and knew how to do so with dignity; but deep down, he would have preferred to enter Hades through a more natural path. Toward the end of his specious defense, 321 he tried to win over his judges by reminding them of his old age. “It’s pointless to kill me because I will die very soon anyway”—and offered to pay thirty greater minæ if they would just let him go in peace.
But Christ was neither a sophist nor a lawyer, Christ whom so many posthumous Pilates have tried to belittle by comparing Him to Socrates, so inferior to Him. Like Dante’s angel, He disdained human discussions. He answered with silence, or if He was forced to speak, spoke candidly and briefly. Caiaphas, exasperated by this disrespectful taciturnity, finally hit on a way to make him speak. “I adjure thee by the living God, that thou tell us whether thou be the Christ, the Son of God.”
But Christ was neither a thinker nor a lawyer, the same Christ whom so many later figures like Pilate have tried to diminish by comparing Him to Socrates, who is so inferior to Him. Like Dante’s angel, He looked down on human debates. He responded with silence, or if pressed to speak, he did so honestly and briefly. Caiaphas, frustrated by this rude silence, finally came up with a way to get Him to talk. “I urge you by the living God, tell us if you are the Christ, the Son of God.”
As long as they conducted His trial with the usual insidious procedure, adducing falsities or asking Him about perfectly well-known truths, Jesus said no word; but even in the infamous mouth of the High Priest, the invocation to the living God was irresistible. Jesus could not deny Himself to the living God, to the God who will live eternally, and who lives in all of us, and who was present there even in that lair of demons. And yet He hesitated a moment before dazzling those bleared eyes with the splendor of His formidable secret.
As long as they ran His trial using the usual sneaky tactics, bringing up lies or questioning Him about things that were already well-known, Jesus stayed silent. But even coming from the infamous High Priest, the call to the living God was too powerful to ignore. Jesus couldn't reject the living God, the God who is eternal, who exists in all of us, and who was present even in that den of evil. Still, He paused for a moment before revealing the brilliance of His incredible secret to those foggy eyes.
“If I tell you, ye will not believe: And if I also ask you, ye will not answer me.”
“If I tell you, you won’t believe me; and if I ask you, you won’t answer me.”
Now Caiaphas was not alone in putting the question; all of them, excited, sprang to their feet and cried out, their clawing fingers stretched towards Him, “Art thou then the Son of God?”
Now Caiaphas wasn’t the only one asking the question; all of them, excited, jumped to their feet and shouted, their outstretched fingers reaching towards Him, “Are you then the Son of God?”
Jesus could not, like Peter, deny the irrefutable certainty which was the reason for His life and for His death. He was responsible towards His own people and towards all men. But, as at Cæsarea, He wished others to be the ones to pronounce His real name, and when they had said it He did not refuse it, even though death were the penalty.
Jesus couldn’t deny the undeniable truth that was the reason for His life and death, like Peter did. He felt accountable to His own people and to all humanity. However, just like in Cæsarea, He wanted others to reveal His true identity, and when they did, He accepted it, even though it meant facing death.
“Ye say that I am. I say unto you, Hereafter shall ye see the Son of man sitting on the right hand of power, and coming in the clouds of heaven.”
"You say that I am. I tell you, from now on you will see the Son of Man sitting at the right hand of power and coming on the clouds of heaven."
He had condemned Himself out of His own mouth. The 322snarling pack about Him was frothing at the mouth with delight and anger. In the presence of His assassins He had proclaimed what He had secretly admitted to His most loving friends. Although they might betray Him, He had not betrayed Himself or His father. Now He was ready for the last degradation. He had said what He had to say.
He had condemned Himself with His own words. The 322snarling group around Him was filled with excitement and rage. In front of His killers, He had revealed what He had only shared with His closest friends. Even if they might turn against Him, He had remained true to Himself and His father. Now He was prepared for the final humiliation. He had said everything he needed to say.
Caiaphas was triumphant. Pretending a shocked horror which he did not feel—because like all the Sadducees he had no faith whatever in the apocalyptic writers and cared about nothing but the fees and honors of the Temple—he rent his priestly garments, crying out, “He hath spoken blasphemy! What further need have we of witnesses? behold, now ye have heard his blasphemy. What think ye?”
Caiaphas was triumphant. Faking a shocked horror he didn’t actually feel—because like all the Sadducees, he had no belief in the apocalyptic writers and cared only about the payments and prestige of the Temple—he tore his priestly garments, shouting, “He has spoken blasphemy! What more do we need for witnesses? Look, you’ve now heard his blasphemy. What do you think?”
And all the noisy kennel bayed out their answer, “He is guilty of death.”
And all the noisy kennel barked their response, “He is guilty of death.”
And without any further examination, without a single protest, they all condemned Him to death as a blasphemer and false prophet.
And without any further examination, without a single protest, they all condemned Him to death as a blasphemer and false prophet.
The comedy of legal pretense was played to an end, and the cloaked ghosts felt themselves relieved of an immense weight. It had cost the High Priest a garment and he let the torn pieces hang like glorious symbols of victorious battle. He did not know that on that very day a garment more precious than any of his was to be torn, and he did not dream that his gesture was a symbolic recognition of another death-sentence. The priesthood of which he was the head was henceforth disqualified and abolished forever. His successors were to be mere semblances of priests, spurious and illegitimate, and in a few years the sumptuous garment of marble and masonry of the Jewish sanctuary was to be rent by the Roman rabble.
The farce of legal pretense came to an end, and the hidden ghosts felt a huge weight lifted off their shoulders. The High Priest lost a piece of clothing, and he let the tattered bits hang like proud symbols of a hard-fought victory. He didn’t realize that on that very day, a garment far more precious than his would also be torn, nor did he suspect that his action was a symbolic acknowledgment of another death sentence. The priesthood he led was now disqualified and permanently abolished. His successors would just be fake priests, illegitimate and unworthy, and in a few years, the grand structure of the Jewish sanctuary would be torn apart by the Roman mob.
AND WHEN THEY HAD BLINDFOLDED HIM
When the tragi-comedy acted by the masters had ended in a death-sentence, the devils’ band of subalterns had their turn. While the high officials went apart to take counsel on the manner of securing the ratification from the Procurator 323and executing the death sentence with all speed, Jesus was thrown as prey to the rabble in the Palace, as the offal of the slain animal is thrown to the pack which has taken part in the hunt. The ruffians who lived upon the leavings of the Temple felt that they had as their perquisite the right to some amusement. Man, the beast, when he is certain of impunity, knows no more pleasing recreation than to wreak himself upon the defenseless, especially if the defenseless is innocent. Our bestial nature, crouching untamed at the bottom of every human heart, rushes out bold and snarling; the face becomes a muzzle, teeth are tusks, hands appear what they really are, claws, the articulate sounds of human speech vanish in snarlings and growlings. If a drop of blood reddens to the view, they jostle each other to lick it up: there is no more intoxicating liquor than blood: it is far more stimulating than wine, and far fairer to see, red as it is, than the water of Pilate.
When the tragi-comedy performed by the masters ended with a death sentence, the band of devils' lackeys had their moment. While the high officials stepped aside to discuss how to get the Procurator's approval and swiftly carry out the execution, Jesus was left vulnerable to the mob in the Palace, much like the leftover scraps of a slain animal are thrown to the pack that participated in the hunt. The thugs who fed off the Temple's remnants felt entitled to some entertainment. Man, like a wild beast, when he’s sure he can act without consequences, finds no greater pleasure than venting his frustration on the defenseless, especially when that defenseless person is innocent. Our primal instincts, lying untamed at the core of every human heart, surge forth, bold and aggressive; faces turn into muzzles, teeth become fangs, hands reveal their true nature as claws, and the spoken words of humans fade into howls and growls. When a drop of blood becomes visible, they jostle to lick it up: there’s no intoxicating substance like blood. It’s much more energizing than wine and far more visually captivating, bright red, than Pilate’s water.
But tigerishness breaking loose readily takes the form of play; even tigers are sportive, even children, as soon as they begin to grow strong at all, are tigerish. The captors of Christ, waiting for foreign authority to confirm the death sentence of the most innocent of their brothers, meant to give Christ a humorous foretaste of His sufferings. They had permission to jest with their King, to divert themselves with their God. And they felt that they really deserved some amusement; they had been awake all night long, and the night had been cold: and then the march up to the Mount of Olives, fearing resistance, a well-grounded fear, since one of them had had his ear stricken off; and then the long wait, till dawn, a very tiring business especially on those festal days when the city and the Temple were full of foreigners and there was so much more for every one to do.
But the wildness breaking loose easily takes the form of play; even tigers have their playful side, and even children, as soon as they start to grow strong, can be fierce. The captors of Christ, waiting for foreign authorities to confirm the death sentence of the most innocent of their brothers, intended to give Christ a humorous preview of His sufferings. They had permission to joke with their King and have fun with their God. They felt like they really deserved some entertainment; they had been awake all night, and it had been cold: then there was the march up to the Mount of Olives, worried about resistance, which was a justified concern since one of them had lost his ear; and then the long wait until dawn, which was really exhausting, especially during those festive days when the city and the Temple were packed with foreigners and there was so much more for everyone to do.
But they did not know how to begin. He was tied and his friends had disappeared. But this man who looked at them with an expression they had never seen till then, with a steady look which seemed beyond all earthly things and yet searched them out within like a ray of troublesome sunshine—this man, bound, exhausted, the fresh sweat on His face softening the 324drops of dried blood on His cheeks, this insignificant man, this defenseless provincial with no protecting patrons, condemned to death by the highest and holiest tribunal of the Jewish people, this human rubbish destined to the cross of slaves and thieves, this laughingstock whom the authorities had given over to their abuse like a puppet at the saturnalia, this man who did not speak nor complain nor weep, but who looked on them as if He had compassion on them, as a father might look at his sick child, as a friend might look at a delirious friend, this man, mocked by all, inspired in their worthless souls a mysterious reverence.
But they didn’t know how to start. He was tied up and his friends had vanished. Yet this man, who looked at them with an expression they had never seen before—a steady gaze that seemed to transcend the earthly and yet penetrated deep within them, like an annoying beam of sunlight—this man, bound and exhausted, with fresh sweat on his face mingling with the dried blood on his cheeks, this unassuming man, this defenseless local who had no powerful allies, condemned to death by the highest and holiest court of the Jewish people, this human debris destined for the cross of slaves and criminals, this object of ridicule whom the authorities had tossed around like a puppet during a festival, this man who did not speak, complain, or cry, but looked at them as if he felt pity for them, like a father might look at his sick child, like a friend might gaze at a friend in delirium—this man, ridiculed by all, stirred in their worthless hearts a mysterious reverence.
But one of the Scribes or the Elders gave the example, and spat at Jesus as he passed by Him. He was too careful of His ritual cleanliness to contaminate His newly washed hands, ready for the Passover, by touching an enemy of God, who, near to death, was already impure like a corpse. But saliva: what is saliva? Refuse of the body, contempt materialized in a liquid.
But one of the Scribes or the Elders set an example and spat at Jesus as He walked by. He was too focused on keeping Himself ritually clean to risk contaminating His freshly washed hands, prepared for Passover, by touching an enemy of God, who, near death, was already impure like a corpse. But saliva: what is saliva? Waste from the body, contempt turned into liquid.
And on that face illumined by the early morning sun and by imprisoned divinity, on that face transfigured by the light of the sun and by love’s light, on the golden face of Christ, the spittle of the Jews covered the first blood of the Passion. But for the rabble of the servants and the guards spitting was not enough, nor were they afraid of sullying their hands. The example of the leaders had overcome the impression made on them by the condemned man’s sad and brotherly look. The guards who were nearest Him struck Him in the face; those who could not strike His face rained down blows and threats, and the words which came from the mouths of those insensate men wounded Him more cruelly than blows.
And on that face lit by the early morning sun and by a divine presence, on that face transformed by the sunlight and by the light of love, on the golden face of Christ, the spit of the Jews covered the first blood of the Passion. But for the crowd of servants and guards, spitting wasn’t enough, nor were they afraid of getting their hands dirty. The influence of the leaders had erased the effect of the condemned man's sad and compassionate gaze. The guards closest to Him hit Him in the face; those who couldn’t reach His face rained down blows and threats, and the words that came from those senseless men hurt Him more deeply than the physical blows.
That face, which had been white as a hawthorn blossom and shining like sunlight, darkened into the livid purple of beaten flesh. The fair, gracious body, reeling with blows, staggered in the midst of the heaving crowd. Christ said no word to those who vomited out on Him the appalling contents of their souls. He had answered the guard who had struck Him in the presence of Annas, asking him to correct Him if He had spoken ill; for this ribald mob let loose He had no answer. 325But one of them more quick-witted or more childish than the others had an idea: he took a dirty cloth and with it covered the bleeding, buffeted face, tying the corners behind. And he said: “Let us play blind man’s buff. This man boasts of being a prophet; let us see if he can guess which of us is striking him.”
That face, which had been as white as a hawthorn blossom and shining like sunlight, darkened into the dull purple of bruised flesh. The fair, graceful body, reeling from the blows, staggered in the middle of the heaving crowd. Christ said nothing to those who unleashed the horrifying contents of their souls onto Him. He had replied to the guard who struck Him in front of Annas, asking him to correct Him if He had spoken poorly; but to this unruly mob, He had no response. 325 But one of them, either more clever or more childish than the rest, had an idea: he grabbed a dirty cloth and covered the bleeding, battered face, tying the corners behind. And he said: “Let’s play blind man’s buff. This man claims to be a prophet; let’s see if he can guess which of us is hitting him.”
Christ’s face was covered. Was there, in the action of the ruffians, an unconsciously compassionate desire to spare Him, at least, the sight of His brothers become like beasts? Or was that look of suffering love really unendurable to them? With childish cruelty, they arranged themselves in a circle about Him and first one and then another twitched a fold of His garment, gave Him a blow on the shoulder, thrust Him in the back, struck Him with a staff over the head: “Prophesy! Who is it that smote thee?”
Christ’s face was covered. Was there, in the actions of the ruffians, an unconscious desire to spare Him, at least, the sight of His brothers turned into beasts? Or was that expression of suffering love truly unbearable for them? With childish cruelty, they surrounded Him in a circle and one by one, they pulled at a fold of His garment, hit Him on the shoulder, shoved Him in the back, and struck Him on the head with a stick: “Prophesy! Who hit you?”
Why did He not answer? Had He not predicted the ruin of the Temple, wars and earthquakes, the coming of the Son of Man on clouds and many other idle stories? How was it that now He could not make such an easy guess, give the name of a person so close at hand? What sort of a prophet was this? Had he lost His power all at once, or had He never had it? He might be able to make those poor countrified Galileans believe His stories, but here we are in Jerusalem, the city which understands prophets and kills them when they do not show a proper spirit. Luke adds, “And many other things blasphemously spake they against him.”
Why didn't He respond? Didn't He predict the destruction of the Temple, wars and earthquakes, the arrival of the Son of Man on clouds, and a bunch of other pointless tales? How come He couldn't make such an easy guess now, or name someone so nearby? What kind of prophet is this? Did He suddenly lose His powers, or did He never have them? He might have convinced those simple Galileans with His stories, but we are in Jerusalem, the city that knows prophets and kills them if they don’t behave properly. Luke adds, “And many other things blasphemously spoke they against him.”
But Caiaphas and the others were in haste and thought that the servile pack had amused itself long enough. The false king must be taken to Pilate that his sentence be confirmed: the Sanhedrin could pronounce judgment, but since Judea was under Roman rule, it had no longer, unfortunately, the Jus Gladii. And the High Priests, Scribes and Elders, set out for the Palace of the Procurator, followed by the guards leading Jesus with ropes, and by the yelling horde which grew larger as they went along the street.
But Caiaphas and the others were in a rush and thought that the crowd had entertained itself long enough. The fake king needed to be taken to Pilate to have his sentence confirmed: the Sanhedrin could issue a verdict, but since Judea was under Roman control, it unfortunately no longer had the power of life and death. The High Priests, Scribes, and Elders set out for the Procurator's Palace, followed by the guards leading Jesus with ropes, and by the shouting mob that grew larger as they moved down the street.
PONTIUS PILATE
Since A. D. 26, Pontius Pilate had been Procurator in the name of Tiberius Cæsar. Historians know nothing of him before his arrival in Judea. If the name comes from Pileatus it may be supposed that he was a freedman or descendant of freedmen, since the Pileo, or skull cap, was the head gear of freed slaves.
Since A.D. 26, Pontius Pilate had been the governor on behalf of Tiberius Caesar. Historians know nothing about him before he arrived in Judea. If his name is derived from Pileatus, it’s possible that he was a freedman or a descendant of freedmen, as the Pileo, or skull cap, was the headgear of freed slaves.
He had been in Judea only a few years, but long enough to draw upon himself the bitterest hate of those over whom he ruled. It is true that all our information about him comes from Jews and Christians, who were, of course, his declared enemies; but it appears that he finally lost favor even with his masters, since in A. D. 36 the Governor of Syria, Lucius Vitellius, sent him to Rome to justify himself before Tiberius. The Emperor died before Pilate arrived in the metropolis, but according to tradition, he was exiled by Caligula, exiled into Gaul, where he killed himself.
He had only been in Judea for a few years, but it was long enough to earn the intense hatred of those he ruled. It's true that all our information about him comes from Jews and Christians, who were, of course, his obvious enemies; but it seems he eventually lost favor even with his superiors, as in A. D. 36 the Governor of Syria, Lucius Vitellius, sent him to Rome to explain himself to Tiberius. The Emperor died before Pilate reached the city, but according to tradition, he was exiled by Caligula to Gaul, where he took his own life.
In the first place the hatred of the Jews came from the profound scorn which he showed from the start for this stiff-necked, indocile people, who must have seemed to him, brought up in Roman ideas, like a snake pit of venomous serpents—a low, dirty crowd, scarcely worthy to be tamed by the cudgels of the mercenaries. To have an idea of Pilate’s personality, make a mental picture of an English Viceroy of India, a subscriber to the Times, a reader of John Stuart Mill and Shaw—with Byron and Swinburne on his bookshelves—destined to administer the government over a ragged, captious, hungry and turbulent people, wrangling among themselves over a confusion of castes and mythologies and superstitions for which their ruler feels in his heart the profoundest aversion, looking down on them from the height of his dignity as a white man, a European, a Briton and a Liberal. Pilate, as shown by his questions put to Jesus, was one of those skeptics of the Roman decadence corrupted with Pyrrhonism, a devotee of Epicurus, an encyclopedist of Hellenism without any belief in the gods of his country, nor any belief that any real God existed at all. The idea certainly can never have 327occurred to Pilate that the true God could be found in this vermin-ridden, superstitious mob, in the midst of this factious and jealous clergy, in this religion which must have seemed to him like a barbarous mixture of Syrian and Chaldean oracles. The only faith remaining to him, or which he needed to pretend to hold because of his office, was the new Roman religion, civic and political, concentrated on the cult of the Emperor. The first conflict with the Jews arose in fact from this religion. When he had changed the guard of Jerusalem, he ordered the soldiers to enter the city by night, without taking off from their ensigns the silver images of Cæsar. In the morning, as soon as the Jews were aware of this, great was the horror and the uproar. It was the first time that the Romans had lacked in external respect for the religion of their subjects in Palestine. These figures of the deified Cæsar planted near the Temple were for them an idolatrous provocation, the beginning of the abomination of desolation. All the country was in an uproar; a deputation was sent to Cæsarea to have Pilate take them away. Pilate refused; for five days and nights they stormed about him day and night. Finally the Procurator, to get himself out of the trouble, convoked them in the amphitheater and treacherously had them surrounded with soldiers with naked swords, assuring them that no one would escape if they did not make an end of their clamor. But the Jews, instead of asking for mercy, offered their throats to the swords, and Pilate, conquered by this heroic stubbornness, ordered that the insignia be carried back to Cæsarea.
First of all, Pilate's hatred of the Jews stemmed from the deep contempt he had for this stubborn, unruly people. To him, raised with Roman ideals, they must have seemed like a pit of venomous snakes—a low, filthy crowd hardly worthy of being subdued by the mercenaries' clubs. To understand Pilate's character, imagine an English Viceroy in India, someone who reads the Times and enjoys John Stuart Mill and Shaw, with Byron and Swinburne on his bookshelves. He is tasked with governing a disheveled, difficult, hungry, and restless population, fighting amongst themselves over a jumble of castes, myths, and superstitions that he secretly despises. He looks down on them from his lofty position as a white man, a European, a Briton, and a Liberal. Pilate, as revealed by his questions to Jesus, was one of those skeptics of Roman decadence, influenced by Pyrrhonism, a follower of Epicurus, an encyclopedic thinker of Hellenism, without any belief in his country’s gods or any true God at all. It would never have occurred to Pilate that the true God could be found among this superstitious, pest-ridden crowd, amid this factional and envious clergy, in a religion that must have appeared to him as a barbaric mix of Syrian and Chaldean oracles. The only faith he had left, or needed to pretend to hold due to his position, was the new Roman religion, focused on civic and political duties and centered on the worship of the Emperor. The conflict with the Jews initially arose from this very religion. After changing the guard in Jerusalem, he ordered the soldiers to enter the city at night with the silver images of Caesar still on their standards. The next morning, when the Jews found out, there was great horror and uproar. It was the first time the Romans had shown such blatant disrespect for the religion of their subjects in Palestine. The presence of these deified Caesar figures near the Temple felt to them like an idolatrous provocation, marking the beginning of an abomination. The entire region was in turmoil; a delegation was sent to Caesarea, demanding that Pilate remove them. Pilate refused, and for five days and nights, they protested around him relentlessly. Finally, to extricate himself from the situation, the Procurator summoned them to the amphitheater, surrounding them with soldiers wielding drawn swords and promising that no one would escape if the noise didn’t stop. Yet, instead of pleading for mercy, the Jews offered their necks to the swords, and Pilate, overwhelmed by their resolute bravery, ordered that the insignia be taken back to Caesarea.
But if this clemency did not diminish the hatred of the Jews for the new Procurator, neither did it lessen Pilate’s distaste nor his desire to do them an ill turn. A little while after this, he introduced into Herod’s palace, where he lived when he stayed at Jerusalem, votive tablets dedicated to the Emperor. But the priests heard of it and once more the people were aroused to outraged and furious anger. He was asked to take away the idolatrous objects at once. An appeal to Cæsar was threatened, an appeal supported by evidence of the impositions and cruelties committed by Pilate. Pilate this time also did not yield. The Jews then made the appeal to Tiberius, 328who decreed that the tablets should be sent back to Cæsarea.
But even though this leniency didn’t reduce the Jews’ hatred for the new Procurator, it also didn’t lessen Pilate’s dislike or his desire to cause them trouble. Shortly after this, he brought votive tablets dedicated to the Emperor into Herod’s palace, where he stayed when he was in Jerusalem. However, the priests caught wind of it, and once again, the people were filled with outrage and fury. They demanded that he remove the idolatrous items immediately. They threatened to appeal to Cæsar, backed by evidence of the wrongs and cruelties Pilate had inflicted. This time, Pilate still did not give in. The Jews then appealed to Tiberius, who ordered that the tablets be sent back to Cæsarea.
Twice Pilate had had the worst of a dispute. But the third time he was triumphant. Coming from the city of public baths and aqueducts, a friend, as is well known, of ablutions, he noticed that Jerusalem lacked water and he planned to have a fine large reservoir constructed and an aqueduct several miles long. But the undertaking was expensive and to pay for it he used a goodly sum taken from the treasury of the Temple. The treasury was rich, for all the Jews scattered about in the Empire came there to bring offerings, and when they could not come in person sent them from a distance—but the priests cried out on the sacrilege, and the people incited by them made such a commotion that when Pilate came for the Feast of the Passover to Jerusalem, thousands of men gathered in a tumultuous crowd in front of his Palace. But this time he sent among the multitude a large number of disguised soldiers who at a given signal began to lay about them so vigorously, among the most furious of the crowd, that in a short time they all fled away, and Pilate could enjoy in peace the water of the reservoir paid for with the Jews’ money, and make use of it for his various ablutions.
Twice Pilate had lost a debate. But the third time, he won. Coming from a city known for its public baths and aqueducts, a guy who was all about cleanliness, he realized that Jerusalem was short on water and decided to build a large reservoir and a long aqueduct. However, the project was costly, so he used a significant amount of money from the Temple treasury to fund it. The treasury was wealthy since Jews from all over the Empire came to make offerings, and those who couldn’t make it in person sent contributions from afar—but the priests were outraged at what they called sacrilege, and the people, stirred up by them, created such an uproar that when Pilate arrived in Jerusalem for the Feast of the Passover, thousands of men gathered in a chaotic crowd outside his Palace. This time, he sent a large number of undercover soldiers into the crowd who, at a signal, began to beat back the most aggressive individuals so effectively that the crowd quickly dispersed. Pilate was then able to enjoy the water from the reservoir funded by the Jews’ money and use it for his various cleanliness rituals.
Only a short time had passed since this last encounter and now these very priests who three times had risen against his authority, the very ones who had tried to obtain his deposition, the very ones who hated him heartily, hated him as a Roman, as a symbol of the foreign dominion and of their slavery, and hated him still more personally as Pontius Pilate, as plotter against their religion and thief of their money—these very High Priests were forced to have recourse to him in order to vent another hatred, which for the moment was more bitter in their wicked hearts. Only hard necessity drove them to it, because death sentences could not be carried out if they were not confirmed by Cæsar’s representative.
Only a short time had passed since this last encounter, and now these same priests who had risen against his authority three times, the ones who had tried to have him removed, the ones who completely despised him—hating him as a Roman, a symbol of foreign rule and their oppression, and even more personally as Pontius Pilate, as someone plotting against their faith and stealing their money—these same High Priests were forced to turn to him to express another hatred that was, for the moment, stronger in their wicked hearts. Only out of sheer necessity did they do this, as death sentences couldn't be executed without approval from Cæsar’s representative.
That Friday, at dawn, Pontius Pilate, wrapped in his toga, still sleepy and yawning, was waiting for them in Herod’s palace, very ill-disposed towards those tiresome trouble-makers, whose contentions had forced him to rise earlier than usual.
That Friday, at dawn, Pontius Pilate, wrapped in his toga, still sleepy and yawning, was waiting for them in Herod’s palace, very annoyed with those bothersome trouble-makers, whose arguments had made him get up earlier than usual.
WHAT IS TRUTH?
The crowd of the accusers and of the rough populace finally came out into the open place which was before Herod’s palace, but they stopped outside, because if they went into a house where there was leaven and bread baked with leaven, they would be contaminated all day long and could not eat the Passover. Innocent blood does not pollute, but leaven does.
The group of accusers and the unruly crowd finally gathered in the public square in front of Herod’s palace, but they held back, because if they entered a house that had leaven and bread made with leaven, they would be defiled all day and wouldn't be able to eat the Passover. Innocent blood doesn't stain, but leaven does.
Pilate, warned of their coming, went out on the door-sill and asked abruptly: “What accusation bring ye against this man?”
Pilate, alerted to their arrival, stepped out onto the threshold and asked sharply, “What charge do you bring against this man?”
Those who were before him were his enemies. It appeared that this man was their enemy and Pilate instinctively took his part. Not that he had any pity for him—was he not a Jew like the others, and poor into the bargain? But if he were by any chance innocent, Pilate had no mind to lend himself to a whim of those detestable vermin.
Those who came before him were his foes. It seemed that this man was their adversary, and Pilate instinctively sided with him. Not that he felt any sympathy for him—wasn’t he a Jew like the rest, and poor to boot? But if there was any chance he was innocent, Pilate had no intention of going along with the whims of those disgusting creatures.
Caiaphas answered at once as if offended: “If he were not a malefactor, we would not have delivered him up unto you.”
Caiaphas immediately replied, sounding offended: “If he weren't a criminal, we wouldn't have handed him over to you.”
Then Pilate who wished to lose no time with ecclesiastical squabbles, and did not think that there was any question of a capital crime, answered dryly: “Take ye him, and judge him according to your law.”
Then Pilate, who didn’t want to waste time on religious disputes and didn’t believe there was any question of a serious crime, replied curtly: “Take him and judge him according to your law.”
Already in these words appears his wish to save the man without being forced to take sides openly. But the concession of the Procurator, which in any other case would have delighted Caiaphas and his party, this time did not suit them, because the Sanhedrin could inflict only light sentences and now they desired the most extreme sentence of all and could not dispense with the Roman arm. They answered: “It is not lawful for us to put any man to death.”
Already in these words, his desire to save the man is clear without having to take sides openly. However, the Procurator's concession, which would usually please Caiaphas and his group, didn’t satisfy them this time because the Sanhedrin could only impose light sentences. They wanted the harshest punishment possible and couldn’t do without Roman authority. They responded: “It’s not lawful for us to put anyone to death.”
Pilate suddenly understood what sentence they wished passed on the wretched man who stood before him, and he wished to find out what crime He had committed. What might seem worthy of a death sentence to those bigoted rabbis might seem a venial fault in the eyes of a Roman.
Pilate suddenly realized what judgment they wanted to impose on the miserable man standing before him, and he wanted to learn what crime He had committed. What might seem deserving of a death sentence to those narrow-minded rabbis could appear as a minor offense in the eyes of a Roman.
The foxes of the Temple had thought of this difficulty before taking action. They knew very well that Pilate would not be satisfied if they told him that this man attacked the 330religion of their fathers and announced the Kingdom of God. They were prepared therefore to lie. For a man about to commit a base action, one more accessory and subordinate infamy seems of little consequence. Pilate could be conquered only with his own weapons, by appealing to his loyalty to Rome and to the Emperor and to the basis of his office-holding. It was already agreed that they would give a political color to the accusation. If they told him that Jesus was a false Messiah, Pilate would smile. But if they said that He was a seditious inciter of revolt, that He was trying to rouse the common people against Rome, Pilate could not do less than put Him to death.
The foxes of the Temple had thought about this problem before taking action. They knew Pilate wouldn’t be satisfied if they just told him that this man was attacking their ancestral religion and announcing the Kingdom of God. So, they were ready to lie. For someone about to commit a dishonorable act, one more act of disgrace feels insignificant. Pilate could only be defeated with his own tactics, by appealing to his loyalty to Rome, the Emperor, and the foundation of his position. They had already agreed to frame the accusation in a political way. If they told him that Jesus was a false Messiah, Pilate would just laugh. But if they claimed He was inciting rebellion and trying to turn the common people against Rome, Pilate would have no choice but to have Him executed.
“We found this fellow perverting the nation, and forbidding to give tribute to Cæsar, saying that he himself is Christ, a King.... He stirreth up all the people, teaching throughout all Jewry, beginning from Galilee to this place.”
“We found this guy messing with the nation and telling people not to pay taxes to Caesar, claiming that he’s Christ, a King.... He’s stirring up everyone, teaching all over Judea, starting from Galilee and coming here.”
Every word was a lie. Jesus had commanded men to render unto Cæsar that which was Cæsar’s. He paid no attention whatever to the Romans. He said that He was Christ but not in the coarse, political meaning of a King of the Jews: and He did not stir up the people but wished to make of an unhappy and degraded people a blessed kingdom of saints. However grave these accusations might have seemed to Pilate if they had been true, they only increased his suspicions of the priests. Was it probable that those treacherous vipers who detested him and Rome, and who had tried to overturn him so many times and whose one dream was to sweep away the governing pagans and foreigners, should suddenly be kindled with so much zeal to denounce a rebel of their own nation?
Every word was a lie. Jesus had told people to give Cæsar what belonged to Cæsar. He completely ignored the Romans. He claimed to be Christ but not in the crude, political sense of being a King of the Jews: he didn’t incite the masses, but wanted to transform a miserable and degraded people into a blessed kingdom of saints. No matter how serious these charges might have seemed to Pilate if they were true, they only deepened his distrust of the priests. Was it likely that those treacherous snakes who hated him and Rome, and who had tried to overthrow him so many times, and whose sole ambition was to get rid of the ruling pagans and foreigners, would suddenly be so eager to accuse a rebel from their own nation?
Pilate was not convinced and he wished to find out for himself, by questioning the accused man in private. He went back into the palace and commanded that Jesus be brought to him. Disregarding the less important accusations, he went at once to the essential: “Art thou the King of the Jews?”
Pilate wasn't convinced and wanted to find out for himself by questioning the accused man privately. He went back into the palace and ordered that Jesus be brought to him. Ignoring the less important accusations, he went straight to the point: “Are you the King of the Jews?”
But Jesus did not answer. How could He ever make this Roman understand! This Roman who knew nothing of God’s promises, misinformed by His assassins, a Pyrrhonic atheist, whose only religion was the artificial and diabolical cult of a 331living man—and of what a man—Tiberius!—how could He ever explain to this freedman, a pupil of the lawyers and rhetoricians of Rome in the most decadent of all the degenerate foulness of that time; how could He explain that He was the King of a Kingdom not yet founded, of a spiritual Kingdom which would abolish all human kingdoms?
But Jesus didn’t reply. How could He ever get this Roman to understand! This Roman who knew nothing of God’s promises, misled by His killers, a skeptic who rejected all deities, whose only belief was the twisted and evil cult of a living man—and what a man—Tiberius!—how could He ever make this freedman, a student of the lawyers and speakers of Rome in the worst excesses of that corrupted era, understand that He was the King of a Kingdom not yet established, of a spiritual Kingdom that would replace all human kingdoms?
Jesus read the depths of Pilate’s soul and made no answer, as He had kept silent at first before Annas and before Caiaphas. The Procurator could not understand this silence on the part of a man over whom hung the threat of death. “Hearest thou not how many things they witness against thee?”
Jesus saw into the depths of Pilate’s soul and said nothing, just like He had remained silent at first before Annas and Caiaphas. The Procurator couldn't grasp this silence from a man facing the threat of death. “Don’t you hear how many things they’re accusing you of?”
But Jesus answered him never a word. Pilate, who at all costs wished to triumph over those who hated him as much as they hated this man, insisted, hoping to extract a denial which would permit him to set Him at liberty: “Art thou the King of the Jews?”
But Jesus didn’t answer him at all. Pilate, who desperately wanted to come out on top against those who hated him just as much as they hated this man, kept insisting, hoping to get a denial that would allow him to set Him free: “Are you the King of the Jews?”
If Jesus denied this He would betray Himself. He had said to His disciples and to the Jews that He was Christ. He had no wish to lie and save Himself. The better to sound the Roman’s mind He answered Him, as was his wont, with another question: “Sayest thou this thing of thyself, or did others tell it thee of me?”
If Jesus denied this, He would betray Himself. He had told His disciples and the Jews that He was the Christ. He had no desire to lie and save Himself. To understand the Roman’s perspective better, He responded, as was His habit, with another question: “Are you saying this on your own, or did others tell you about me?”
Pilate answered, as if offended, “Am I a Jew? Thine own nation and the chief priests have delivered thee unto me. Art thou the King of the Jews?”
Pilate replied, as if insulted, “Am I a Jew? Your own people and the chief priests have handed you over to me. Are you the King of the Jews?”
With the exception of this contemptuous beginning, this answer of Pilate was conciliatory. “For whom do you take me? Do you not know that I am a Roman, that I do not believe what your enemies believe? Your accusers are priests, not I; but they are obliged to give you into my hands: your safety rests with me: tell me that what they say is not true and you shall be free.”
With the exception of this disrespectful start, Pilate's response was more accommodating. “Who do you think I am? Don't you realize I'm Roman and don’t share the beliefs of your enemies? Your accusers are priests, not me; but they have to hand you over to me: your safety is in my hands. Just tell me that what they’re saying isn’t true, and you’ll be set free.”
Jesus had no wish to escape death, but still He determined to try to shed more light on this pagan. Everything is possible to the Father: was it not possible that Pilate might be the last convert of the dying man?
Jesus didn’t want to avoid death, but He still decided to try to shed more light on this pagan. Everything is possible for the Father: could it not be that Pilate might be the last person to convert before the dying man?
“My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be 332delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence.”
“My kingdom isn’t of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, my followers would fight to prevent my capture by the Jews. But right now, my kingdom is not from here.”
The servant of Tiberius did not understand. The difference between “of this world” and “my kingdom is not from hence” was obscure to him. Pilate thought that what is the phrase “not of this world” meant the gods above if there were really any, gods favorable or malignant to men, and below in Hades the shadows of the dead if really there was anything remaining of us when the body had been consumed by fire or worms: the only reality for such a man as Pilate was “this world,” the great world with all its kingdoms. And once more he asked: “Art thou a king then?”
The servant of Tiberius didn’t get it. The difference between “of this world” and “my kingdom is not from here” was unclear to him. Pilate thought that the phrase “not of this world” referred to the gods above, if they actually existed, whether they were good or bad for humans, and down in Hades, the shadows of the dead, if there was anything left of us after our bodies were consumed by fire or worms: the only reality for someone like Pilate was “this world,” the vast world with all its kingdoms. And once again he asked, “So, are you a king then?”
There was no longer any reason to deny. He would say to this blinded man what He had proclaimed to the others: “Thou sayest that I am a king. To this end was I born, and for this cause came I into the world, that I should bear witness unto the truth. Every one that is of the truth heareth my voice.”
There was no longer any reason to deny. He would say to this blinded man what He had proclaimed to the others: “You say that I am a king. For this purpose I was born, and for this reason I came into the world, to bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is on the side of truth hears my voice.”
Then Pilate, annoyed by what seemed to him truculent mystification, answered with the celebrated question: “What is truth?”
Then Pilate, irritated by what he saw as aggressive confusion, responded with the famous question: “What is truth?”
And without waiting for an answer, he rose to go out. The skeptical Roman had many times been present at the endless disputes of philosophers, and because he had heard so many contradictory metaphysical contentions and so many sophistical quibblings, had become convinced that truth did not exist, or if it did exist, could never be known by men. He did not dream for a moment that this obscure Jew who stood before him as a malefactor could tell him the truth. It was Pilate’s destiny on that one day of his life to contemplate the face of truth, supreme truth made man, and he could not see it. Living truth, the truth which could have made him a new man, was before him clothed with human flesh and rough garments, with buffeted face, and hands tied. But in his arrogance he did not guess what prodigious good fortune was his, a good fortune which millions of men have envied him after his death. If any one had told him that because of this one encounter, because to him was vouchsafed the overwhelming honor of 333having spoken to Jesus and having sent Him to the cross, his name would be known, although in infamy and malediction, through all the centuries and by all the human race, such a prophecy would have seemed to him like the frenzied ravings of a madman. Pilate was blind with an appalling and incurable blindness, but Christ on that very day was to pardon even him because the blind, even less than others, know what they do.
And without waiting for a response, he stood up to leave. The skeptical Roman had often witnessed the endless arguments of philosophers, and after hearing so many contradictory metaphysical debates and clever tricks with words, he became convinced that truth didn’t exist, or if it did, it could never be understood by people. He never imagined for a second that this obscure Jew standing before him as a criminal could reveal the truth. It was Pilate’s fate that day to face the embodiment of truth, the ultimate truth made human, but he couldn’t recognize it. The living truth, the truth that could have transformed him into a new man, was right there in front of him, clothed in human flesh and worn clothes, with a battered face and hands tied. But in his arrogance, he didn’t realize what an incredible stroke of luck he had, a fortune that millions of people have envied ever since his death. If someone had told him that because of this one meeting, because he had the immense privilege of speaking to Jesus and sending Him to the cross, his name would be remembered, albeit in shame and curses, for all time by all of humanity, such a prediction would have sounded to him like the wild ramblings of a madman. Pilate was suffering from a terrible and incurable blindness, yet Christ that day was prepared to forgive even him, because the blind, more than anyone, do not know what they are doing.
CLAUDIA PROCULA
Just as Pilate was preparing to go out and give his answer to the Jews, who were muttering restlessly and impatiently before the door, a servant sent by his wife came up to him, giving him this message: “Have thou nothing to do with that just man: for I have suffered many things this day in a dream because of him.”
Just as Pilate was getting ready to go out and respond to the Jews, who were anxiously murmuring at the door, a servant sent by his wife approached him with this message: “Don’t get involved with that innocent man, because I’ve been through a lot today in a dream because of him.”
No one in the four Gospels tells us what impression was made on the Procurator by this unexpected intercession from his wife. We know nothing of her except her name. According to the Gospel of Nicodemus her name was Claudia Procula, and if this name was really hers she may have belonged to the Gente Claudia, distinguished and powerful at Rome. We may thus suppose that she was by birth and connections of a higher social rank than her husband, and that Pilate, a mere freedman, may have owed to her and her influence in Rome his post in Judea.
No one in the four Gospels tells us how the Procurator reacted to his wife’s unexpected plea. We know nothing about her except her name. According to the Gospel of Nicodemus, her name was Claudia Procula, and if that was indeed her name, she might have come from the Gente Claudia, a distinguished and powerful family in Rome. Therefore, we can assume that she had a higher social status and connections than her husband, and that Pilate, being just a freedman, may have owed his position in Judea to her and her influence in Rome.
If all this was true, certainly the request of Claudia Procula must have made some impression on Pilate, especially if he loved her; and that he loved her, at least as a man of his nature could love, seems proved by the fact that he had asked to take her with him into Asia. The Lex Oppia, although mitigated by a decree of the Senate in the consulship of Cethegus and Varro, forbade the pro-consuls to take their wives with them, and Pontius Pilate had a special permit from Tiberius allowing Claudia Procula to accompany him to Palestine.
If all this was true, Claudia Procula's request must have impacted Pilate, especially if he loved her; and the fact that he loved her, at least in a way a man like him could, is shown by his asking to take her with him to Asia. The Lex Oppia, even though softened by a decree from the Senate during the consulship of Cethegus and Varro, prohibited pro-consuls from taking their wives with them, but Pontius Pilate had special permission from Tiberius that allowed Claudia Procula to accompany him to Palestine.
The motives for this intercession, so briefly stated, are mysterious. The words of Matthew refer to a dream in which she 334had suffered because of Jesus: it is probable that she had heard people talking for some time of the new Prophet; perhaps she had seen Him, and found Him very different from the other Jews. The fact that He was neither a vulgar demagogue nor a hypocritical Pharisee must have been pleasing to the imagination of a fanciful Roman woman. She did not understand the language spoken in Jerusalem, but some interpreter of the law courts might have repeated to her some of Jesus’ words, words which would have convinced her that He was not, as they said, a dangerous criminal.
The reasons for her intervention, though stated so briefly, are mysterious. Matthew mentions a dream in which she suffered because of Jesus; it’s likely she had been hearing people talk about the new Prophet for a while. She might have even seen Him and found Him quite different from other Jews. The fact that He was neither a common demagogue nor a hypocritical Pharisee would have appealed to the imagination of an imaginative Roman woman. Though she didn’t understand the language spoken in Jerusalem, someone in the courts might have repeated some of Jesus’ words to her, words that would have convinced her He wasn't, as they claimed, a dangerous criminal.
In those days the Romans, especially Roman women, were beginning to feel the attraction of Oriental myths and cults, which gave more satisfaction to the longing for personal immortality than the old Latin religion, a cold, legal, businesslike exchange of sacrifices to obtain utilitarian and political ends. Many patrician women, even in Rome, had been initiated into the mysteries of Mithra, Osiris and of Isis, the Great Mother, and some showed a certain leaning towards Judaism. In that very reign of Tiberius many Jews living in Rome were exiled from the Capital because, according to Josephus, some of them had deceived a matron Fulvia—converted to Judaism—and Fulvia, as we see from a reference of Suetonius, was not the only one.
In those days, the Romans, especially Roman women, were starting to feel drawn to Eastern myths and cults, which offered more fulfillment for their desire for personal immortality than the old Roman religion—a cold, transactional way of making sacrifices to achieve practical and political goals. Many noblewomen, even in Rome, had been initiated into the mysteries of Mithra, Osiris, and Isis, the Great Mother, and some showed an interest in Judaism. During the reign of Tiberius, many Jews living in Rome were exiled from the Capital because, according to Josephus, some had deceived a woman named Fulvia—who had converted to Judaism—and Fulvia, as noted by Suetonius, was not the only one.
It is not impossible that Claudia Procula, living in Judea, had been curious to know more in detail about the religion of the people governed by her husband, and that, curious like all women about new things, she had tried to find out what new doctrines were being preached by the Galilean prophet of whom every one in Jerusalem was talking. It is certain that she had become convinced that Jesus was a “just man” and hence innocent. The dream of that night, the terrible dream—for she had “suffered many things” in it—had confirmed her in this conviction, and it is not surprising that relying on the influence which women have with their husbands, even if their husbands love them no longer, she sent this imploring message to Pilate.
It's quite possible that Claudia Procula, living in Judea, was curious to learn more about the religion of the people her husband governed. Like many women who are interested in new things, she likely sought to discover what new teachings were being shared by the Galilean prophet everyone in Jerusalem was talking about. It's clear that she became convinced that Jesus was a “just man” and therefore innocent. The dream she had that night, a terrible dream—where she "suffered many things"—only reinforced this belief. It's not surprising that, knowing the influence women can have on their husbands, even if their husbands no longer love them, she sent this desperate message to Pilate.
It is enough for us that she called Him “That just man”—the man whom the Jews wished to assassinate. Together with the Centurion of Capernaum and with the Canaanite woman, 335Claudia Procula is the first pagan who believed in Christ, and the Greek Church has good reason to revere her as a Saint.
It’s enough for us that she referred to Him as “That just man”—the man whom the Jews wanted to kill. Along with the Centurion of Capernaum and the Canaanite woman, 335Claudia Procula is the first non-Jew to believe in Christ, and the Greek Church has every reason to honor her as a Saint.
This message from his wife strengthened Pilate’s reluctance, inclined as he already was to neutrality, if not to clemency, through his animosity to Caiaphas, and perhaps through the words of the Accused. Claudia Procula had not said, “Save Him”—but: “Have thou nothing to do with that just man.” This was Pilate’s idea, also; as if he had a confused divination of the importance of this mysterious beggar who called Himself King. At the very first he had ordered the Jews to judge Him, themselves, but they had not been willing to do this. Then another way to evade the responsibility occurred to him. He went back to Jesus and asked whether He were a Galilean.
This message from his wife made Pilate even more hesitant, already leaning towards being neutral, if not lenient, because of his dislike for Caiaphas and maybe influenced by the words of the Accused. Claudia Procula hadn't said, “Save Him”—but rather, “Have nothing to do with that righteous man.” Pilate shared this same thought; it was as if he had a vague sense of the significance of this mysterious man who called Himself King. Initially, he had told the Jews to judge Him themselves, but they refused to do so. Then he thought of another way to avoid responsibility. He went back to Jesus and asked if He was a Galilean.
This evasion seemed to promise success. Jesus did not belong to his jurisdiction, but to that of Herod Antipas. By good luck Herod was there at Jerusalem at that very time, come as was his wont for the Passover. The Procurator had found a legitimate subterfuge to satisfy his wife—and to free himself from this troublesome perplexity. With one stroke he would ingratiate himself with the Jews, leaving to one of their own race the decisive judgment, and at the same time he would do a bad turn to the patriarch whom he hated with all his heart because he suspected him with good reason of spying on him and tale-bearing to Tiberius. So, losing no time, he ordered the soldiers to take Jesus before Herod.
This evasion seemed to assure success. Jesus wasn’t under his authority but under Herod Antipas’s. By chance, Herod was in Jerusalem at that very moment, as he usually came for the Passover. The Procurator had found a legitimate excuse to please his wife—and to free himself from this annoying dilemma. With one move, he would win over the Jews by letting one of their own make the final decision, while also getting back at the patriarch he loathed, suspecting him, with good reason, of spying on him and reporting to Tiberius. So, without wasting any time, he instructed the soldiers to take Jesus to Herod.
THE WHITE CLOAK
The third judge before whom Jesus was led was a son of that bloody-minded hog, Herod the Great, by one of his five wives. He was the true son of his father because he wronged his brothers as his father had wronged his sons. When his brother Archelaus, his own half-brother, was accused by his subjects, he managed to have him exiled. He robbed his other brother Herod of his wife. When he was seventeen years old he began to reign as Tetrarch over Galilee and over Berea, and to ingratiate himself with Tiberius, offered himself as a secret tale-bearer of the sayings and doings of his brothers 336and of the Roman officials in Judea. On a voyage to Rome he fell in love with Herodias, who was both his niece and his sister-in-law, since she was the daughter of his brother Aristobulus, and wife of his brother Herod, and not shrinking from the double incest, he persuaded her to follow him, together with Salome, the daughter of the adulteress. His first wife, daughter of Aretas, king of the Nabatei, went back to her father, who declared war on Antipas and defeated him.
The third judge who Jesus was brought before was the son of that ruthless guy, Herod the Great, from one of his five wives. He was just like his father, doing wrong by his brothers as his father had done to his sons. When his half-brother Archelaus was criticized by his subjects, he managed to get him exiled. He took his other brother Herod's wife. At seventeen, he started ruling as Tetrarch over Galilee and Berea, and to win favor with Tiberius, he offered himself as a secret informant about his brothers and the Roman officials in Judea. During a trip to Rome, he fell for Herodias, who was both his niece and his sister-in-law because she was the daughter of his brother Aristobulus and the wife of his brother Herod. Not worried about the incest, he convinced her to come with him, along with Salome, the daughter of the adulteress. His first wife, the daughter of Aretas, king of the Nabateans, went back to her father, who then declared war on Antipas and beat him.
This happened while John the Baptist was beginning to be talked about among the people. The prophet let slip some words of condemnation against these two incestuous adulterers, and this was enough for Herodias to persuade her new husband to have him taken and shut up in the fortress of Machærus. Every one knows how the foul Tetrarch, inflamed by cruel Salome’s lascivious arts, and perhaps meditating a new incest, was forced to offer her the bearded head of the Prophet of Fire on a golden platter.
This happened while John the Baptist was starting to catch the attention of the people. The prophet made some condemning remarks about these two incestuous adulterers, which was enough for Herodias to convince her new husband to imprison him in the fortress of Machærus. Everyone knows how the vile Tetrarch, driven by cruel Salome’s seductive ways, and possibly contemplating another act of incest, was compelled to present her with the bearded head of the Prophet of Fire on a golden platter.
But even after his decapitation John’s shade disturbed Herod, and when he began to hear talk of Jesus and of His miracles he said to his courtiers, “This is John the Baptist; he is risen from the dead.”
But even after his beheading, John's ghost troubled Herod, and when he started to hear about Jesus and His miracles, he said to his advisors, “This is John the Baptist; he has come back from the dead.”
It seems that he kept his eye on the new prophet, and that at one time he thought of serving Him as he had his precursor; but either for political or superstitious reasons, deciding that he would have no more to do with prophets, he saw that the best way was to force Jesus to leave his Tetrarchy. One day some Pharisees, very probably acting on Herod’s instructions, went to say to Jesus: “Get thee out, and depart hence: for Herod will kill thee.”
It looks like he was keeping an eye on the new prophet, and at one point he considered serving Him just like he did with the one before. However, either for political reasons or out of superstition, he decided to steer clear of prophets altogether. He figured the best way to do that was to push Jesus out of his territory. One day, some Pharisees, likely acting on Herod’s orders, went to tell Jesus: “Get out of here, because Herod wants to kill you.”
“And he said unto them, Go ye and tell that fox ... nevertheless I must walk to-day, and to-morrow, and the day following; for it cannot be that a prophet perish out of Jerusalem.”
“And he said to them, Go and tell that fox ... nevertheless I must walk today, tomorrow, and the next day; for it cannot be that a prophet dies outside of Jerusalem.”
And now at Jerusalem near His death, He appeared before that fox. That traitor and spy, incestuous adulterer, assassin of John and enemy of the prophets was the most fitting person to condemn innocence. But Jesus had named him well: he was more fox than tiger, and he shrank from being a substitute 337for Pilate. Luke tells us, “When Herod saw Jesus he was exceeding glad: for he was desirous to see him of a long season, because he had heard many things of him; and he hoped to have seen some miracle done by him.”
And now, near His death in Jerusalem, He faced that crafty man. That traitor and spy, adulterer, killer of John, and enemy of the prophets was the most appropriate person to condemn innocence. But Jesus had named him well: he was more cunning than fierce, and he hesitated to take Pilate's place. 337 Luke tells us, “When Herod saw Jesus, he was very glad, because he had wanted to see Him for a long time; he had heard many things about Him and hoped to witness some miracle performed by Him.”
The son of the Idumean and the Samaritan woman had scorched himself in John’s fire, and he received Jesus as an old tamer of animals, with the marks of the lion’s teeth still on his arm, looks at a new wild animal brought for him to see. But, like all Oriental barbarians, his mind was obsessed by prodigies, and he imagined Jesus to be a wandering wizard who could, whenever He wished, repeat some of His sorcery. Herod hated Him as he had hated John, but he hated Him partly because he feared Him; the prophets had a power which Herod did not understand and which intimidated him: perhaps the beheading of John had brought him bad luck. He too wished Jesus to be killed, but he had no mind to be in any way responsible for His death.
The son of the Idumean and the Samaritan woman had burned himself in John’s fire, and he received Jesus like an experienced animal handler, with the marks of lion bites still visible on his arm, looking at a new wild animal brought for him to observe. But, like all Eastern barbarians, his mind was fixated on wonders, and he thought of Jesus as a wandering magician who could, whenever he wanted, perform some of his magic. Herod hated Him just as he had hated John, but he also hated Him partly out of fear; the prophets had a power that Herod didn't understand and which intimidated him: perhaps John’s beheading had brought him bad luck. He too wanted Jesus dead, but he had no intention of being responsible for His death.
Seeing that there were no miracles to be expected, he began to put many questions, to which Jesus made no answer. He had broken His silence for Annas, for Caiaphas, for Pilate, but He would not for this crowned rascal! Annas and Caiaphas were His declared enemies, Pilate was a blind man groping along, thinking that he was saving Him, but this Herod was a cowardly fox and did not deserve even an insult. The High Priests and the Scribes, fearing that John’s assassin would be too cowardly to kill Jesus, as in fact he was, had followed their victim there and vehemently accused him. These furious accusations and the silence of the accused man deepened the hidden rancor of Antipas, who, together with his soldiers, abused the Man of divine silences, threw over his shoulders a gorgeous robe, and sent Him again to Pilate.
Seeing that there were no miracles to be expected, he started asking a lot of questions, but Jesus didn’t answer. He had spoken up for Annas, Caiaphas, and Pilate, but wouldn’t entertain this crowned fool! Annas and Caiaphas were His open enemies, Pilate was just a clueless guy trying to help, but this Herod was a cowardly rat and didn't even deserve an insult. The High Priests and the Scribes, worried that John’s killer would be too scared to kill Jesus—as he actually was—had followed their target and loudly accused him. These angry accusations and the silence of the accused man fueled Antipas's hidden resentment, and along with his soldiers, he mocked the Man of divine silence, threw a fancy robe over His shoulders, and sent Him back to Pilate.
Like Pilate, but for other reasons, he was not willing to condemn the man baptized by John, and who perhaps was John himself returned from the dead to avenge himself. But when he sent Him away he made Him a gift which bears unconscious witness to the rank of the man about to die. The mantle, shining with whiteness, was, so Josephus says, the garment of the Jewish Kings, and Jesus was accused of wishing to make 338Himself King of the Jews. Antipas, the astute, wished to ridicule the pretensions of Jesus by ironically making him a present of the regal robe; but when he covered Him with that whiteness, which is the symbol of innocence and of sovereignty, the ignoble fox sent to Pilate a symbolical message which involuntarily confirmed the message of Claudia Procula, the accusation of Caiaphas, and what Christ Himself had said.
Like Pilate, but for different reasons, he wasn't willing to condemn the man baptized by John, who might have been John himself come back from the dead to seek revenge. But when he sent Him away, he gave Him a gift that unintentionally revealed the status of the man about to die. The mantle, shining white, was, according to Josephus, the garment of the Jewish Kings, and Jesus was accused of trying to make Himself King of the Jews. Antipas, the clever one, wanted to mock Jesus' claims by ironically giving Him the royal robe; but when he covered Him with that whiteness, a symbol of innocence and sovereignty, the unworthy fox sent Pilate a symbolic message that inadvertently confirmed Claudia Procula's message, Caiaphas' accusation, and what Christ Himself had said.
CRUCIFY HIM!
Pilate had thought that he had succeeded in extracting himself from the troublesome position in which his adversaries had tried to place him. But when he saw Jesus return wrapped in that regal white garment he understood that he must at any cost get the matter settled.
Pilate believed he had managed to free himself from the tricky situation his opponents had tried to put him in. But when he saw Jesus come back wearing that royal white robe, he realized he had to resolve the issue at all costs.
The bitter fury of those who for so many reasons were objects of suspicion to him, his wife’s compassion, the answers of Christ, the fact that Antipas had refrained from action, all inclined him to refuse to give the Jews the life for which they were asking. Perhaps while Jesus was with the Tetrarch, Pilate had asked some one of his followers about the pretended King, and the information confirmed him in his decision. Jesus had never said anything that would be offensive to Pilate: rather there was much in what He said calculated to please the Roman, or at least that would seem advantageous to the authority of Rome.
The bitter anger of those who, for various reasons, were objects of suspicion to him, his wife’s compassion, Christ’s responses, and the fact that Antipas had held back from taking action, all led him to deny the Jews the life they were pleading for. Maybe while Jesus was with the Tetrarch, Pilate had asked one of his followers about the supposed King, and the information reinforced his decision. Jesus had never said anything that would offend Pilate; in fact, much of what He said seemed likely to please the Roman, or at least appeared beneficial to Rome’s authority.
Jesus taught love for enemies, and in Judea the Romans were considered enemies; He called the poor blessed, hence He exhorted them to resignation and not to revolt; He advised men to render unto Cæsar that which was Cæsar’s, that is, to pay tribute to the Emperor; He was opposed to the Pharisaical formalism which made the relations of the Romans with their subjects so difficult; He did not respect the Sabbath; He ate with publicans and with Gentiles; and finally He announced that His Kingdom was not of this world, but of a world so metaphysical and remote that it could never endanger Tiberius or his successors. If Pilate knew these things, he must have said to himself with the superficiality of all skeptics, especially 339when they think themselves expert politicians, that it would be a good thing for him and for Rome if many Jews followed Jesus, rather than fomented rebellion in the councils of the Zealots.
Jesus taught love for enemies, and in Judea, the Romans were seen as enemies; He called the poor blessed, encouraging them to accept their situation instead of revolting; He advised people to give to Cæsar what belonged to Cæsar, meaning they should pay taxes to the Emperor; He opposed the Pharisaical formalism that complicated the relationship between the Romans and their subjects; He ignored the Sabbath; He dined with tax collectors and Gentiles; and ultimately, He stated that His Kingdom was not of this world, but of a metaphysical realm so distant that it could never threaten Tiberius or his successors. If Pilate was aware of these things, he probably thought to himself with the usual shortsightedness of all skeptics, especially when they consider themselves savvy politicians, that it would be better for him and for Rome if many Jews followed Jesus instead of stirring up trouble among the Zealots.
He had therefore decided to save Jesus, but in this indulgence he wanted to put a sarcastic note, something that would be offensive to the High Priests, who three times had set themselves against him and now were importuning him to be their hangman. Up to the last he would pretend to treat Jesus like the King of the Jews. Here is your King, the King that you deserve, wretched and perfidious people! A village carpenter, a vagabond, a beggar, who vapored of reigning beyond earthly life, and who as a matter of fact had as followers only a few fishermen and peasants and a few silly women. See how wretched He is, how miserable! Why do you want to kill Him? Keep Him; you deserve no better King than He. I will follow your example, will amuse myself a little by tormenting Him, and then I will let Him go.
He had decided to save Jesus, but he wanted to add a sarcastic twist, something that would offend the High Priests, who had opposed him three times and were now begging him to be their executioner. Until the end, he would pretend to treat Jesus like the King of the Jews. Here is your King, the King you deserve, pathetic and deceitful people! A village carpenter, a drifter, a beggar, who claimed to reign beyond this life, and who, in reality, had only a few fishermen, peasants, and some foolish women as his followers. Look at how miserable He is! Why do you want to kill Him? Keep Him; you deserve no better King than Him. I will follow your lead, have some fun by tormenting Him a bit, and then I’ll let Him go.
And causing Jesus to be led out, Pilate went to the door and said to the High Priests and the others who crowded about, their faces thrust forward to hear the sentence given at last, “Ye have brought this man unto me, as one that perverteth the people: and, behold, I, having examined him before you, have found no fault in this man touching those things whereof ye accuse him: No, nor yet Herod: for I sent you to him; and lo, nothing worthy of death is done unto him. I will therefore chastise him and release him.”
And after having Jesus brought out, Pilate went to the door and said to the High Priests and the others gathered around, eagerly leaning in to hear the final verdict, “You brought this man to me, claiming he is misleading the people: and look, I have examined him in front of you and found no fault in him regarding the charges you bring against him. Neither did Herod find anything wrong, because I sent you to him; and see, nothing deserving of death has been done to him. So, I will punish him and release him.”
This was not the answer awaited by the ravening hounds, yelling in the square before the Procurator’s house. A bestial cry burst out from those gaping mouths, “Kill Him!”
This was not the response the hungry hounds were expecting, barking wildly in the square outside the Procurator’s house. A savage shout erupted from those open mouths, “Kill Him!”
A flogging would be too light a punishment for this dangerous enemy of the God of Armies and the God of Business. Something quite different from that was necessary to satisfy these butchers of the Temple. They had come to ask for blood and not for pardon.
A beating would be too gentle a punishment for this dangerous enemy of the God of Armies and the God of Business. Something much more severe was needed to appease these butchers of the Temple. They had come to demand blood, not forgiveness.
“Kill Him!” yelled Annas and Caiaphas, and with them the Pharisaical vipers hissed, the sellers of the holy animals shrieked, the money-changers, the men who rented beasts of 340burden, the porters of the caravans. “Kill Him!” howled the Scribes, wrapped in their theological cloaks, the vendors of the Passover fair, the tavern-keepers of the upper city, the Levites, the servants of the Temple, the hired helpers of the usurers, the errand boys of the priests, all the servile horde assembled before the Procurator’s house.
“Kill Him!” shouted Annas and Caiaphas, and with them the Pharisaical vipers hissed, the sellers of the holy animals screamed, the money-changers, the guys who rented out pack animals, the porters of the caravans. “Kill Him!” wailed the Scribes, wrapped in their theological robes, the vendors of the Passover market, the tavern owners of the upper city, the Levites, the Temple servants, the hired hands of the moneylenders, the errand boys for the priests, all the subservient crowd gathered outside the Procurator’s house.
As soon as this uproar was a little quieted, Pilate asked, “What will ye then that I shall do unto him whom ye call King of the Jews?”
Once the commotion settled down a bit, Pilate asked, “What do you want me to do with him whom you call King of the Jews?”
And they all answered, “Crucify him!”
And they all responded, “Crucify him!”
But the Procurator resisted, “Why, what evil hath he done?”
But the Procurator pushed back, “What wrong has he done?”
And they cried out the more exceedingly, “Crucify him!”
And they shouted even louder, “Crucify him!”
Jesus, pale and calm in the whiteness of the mocking cloak, looked quietly at the crowd, which desired to give Him what in His heart He had been seeking. He was dying for them, with the divine hope of saving even them by His death, and they were assailing Him, howling as if He had wished to escape His accepted fate. His friends were not there, were hidden; all His people wished to pierce His flesh with nails, and only a foreigner, an idolater, defended His life. Why was Pilate not moved to compassion? Why did He not give Him at once to the crucifiers? Did he not realize that his false pity only lengthened and embittered the anguish? He loved and it was fitting that He should be hated; He brought men back from death and it was fitting that He should be killed; He wished to save others and it was fitting that all men should wish to destroy Him; He was innocent and it was fitting that He should be sacrificed.
Jesus, pale and calm in the white mocking cloak, looked quietly at the crowd, which wanted to give Him what He had been seeking in His heart. He was dying for them, hoping to save even them through His death, while they attacked Him, howling as if He wanted to escape His accepted fate. His friends were not there; they were hiding. All His people wanted to pierce His flesh with nails, and only a foreigner, an idolater, defended His life. Why was Pilate not moved to compassion? Why didn’t he hand Him over to the crucifiers right away? Did he not realize that his false pity only prolonged and deepened the suffering? He loved, and it was fitting that He should be hated; He brought people back from death, and it was fitting that He should be killed; He wanted to save others, and it was fitting that everyone should wish to destroy Him; He was innocent, and it was fitting that He should be sacrificed.
But obstinate Pilate did not surrender to the howls of the Jews nor to Jesus’ silent prayer. At any cost he wanted to win his point. He would not give in once more to that fierce, filthy mob. He had not succeeded in transferring to Antipas the disagreeable responsibility of a death-sentence; he had not succeeded in persuading this tigerish and mulish people of the innocence of their wretched king. What they wanted was to see a little blood; on these festival days they wanted to enjoy the spectacle of a crucifixion. He would satisfy them with a 341bargain, giving them the carcass of a murderer in exchange for the body of an innocent man.
But stubborn Pilate didn’t give in to the screams of the Jews or to Jesus’ silent prayer. He was determined to get his way. He refused to back down to that fierce, filthy mob again. He hadn’t succeeded in shifting the unpleasant responsibility of a death sentence onto Antipas; he hadn’t managed to convince these aggressive and stubborn people of their king’s innocence. What they wanted was to see some blood; during these festival days, they wanted to enjoy the spectacle of a crucifixion. He would give them what they wanted by making a deal, handing over the body of a murderer in exchange for the body of an innocent man.
BARABBAS
“I find in him no fault at all. But ye have a custom, that I should release unto you one at the passover. Whom will ye that I release unto you? Barabbas, or Jesus which is called Christ?”
“I don’t see any fault in him at all. But you have a tradition that I should release one prisoner to you at Passover. Who do you want me to release to you? Barabbas, or Jesus who is called the Christ?”
Taken by surprise, the people did not know what to answer. Until then there had been but one name, one victim, one punishment asked for; everything was as clear as the sky on that mid-April morning. But now, in order to save that scandal-maker, this impertinent pagan brought into question another name which confused the whole matter. Pilate wanted to flog Him only, instead of crucifying Him: and now he wanted to crucify another delinquent in His place. By good fortune the Elders, Scribes and Priests were still there and they had no intention of letting Jesus escape. In a flash they suggested the right reply. So that when Pilate asked them a second time which of the two they wished him to free, they answered with one voice, “Away with this man, and release unto us Barabbas!”
Caught off guard, the crowd didn't know how to respond. Up until that point, there had only been one name, one victim, one punishment being called for; everything was as clear as the sky on that mid-April morning. But now, to defend that troublemaker, this rude pagan raised another name, which completely muddled things up. Pilate wanted to whip Him instead of crucifying Him, and now he was considering crucifying another criminal in His place. Luckily, the Elders, Scribes, and Priests were still there, and they weren’t about to let Jesus slip away. In an instant, they suggested the perfect reply. So when Pilate asked them again which of the two he should free, they shouted in unison, “Away with this man, and release to us Barabbas!”
He was not an ordinary delinquent, the man whom the Procurator offered as blood-ransom to those men with such a morbid relish for crucifixions. The common tradition has preserved his memory as a street ruffian, a criminal by profession. But his surname—Bar Rabban, which means Son of Rab, or rather disciple of the Master, since the scholars of the Rabbis were called their sons—shows us that through birth or through study he belonged to the caste of Doctors of Law. Mark and Luke say expressly that he was accused of having committed murder during a sedition, hence a political assassin. Jesus Barabbas, a student in the school of the Scribes, lamenting over the loss of the Jewish Kingdom, and hating Judea’s pagan masters, was probably a Zealot and had been captured in one of the unsuccessful revolts, so common at that time. Was it likely that such an absurd bargain would satisfy the Sadducee 342and Pharisee assembly which shared the sentiments of the Zealots, even if for reasons of state they hid them, or out of weakness of soul forgot them?
He wasn't just any ordinary delinquent; the man the Procurator offered as a blood ransom to those who had a twisted taste for crucifixions. Common tradition has remembered him as a street thug, a professional criminal. But his surname—Bar Rabban, meaning Son of Rab, or more accurately, disciple of the Master, since students of the Rabbis were called their sons—indicates that, whether by birth or study, he belonged to the group of Doctors of Law. Mark and Luke clearly state that he was accused of murder during a rebellion, marking him as a political assassin. Jesus Barabbas, a student in the Scribes’ school, mourned the loss of the Jewish Kingdom and despised Judea’s pagan rulers; he was likely a Zealot who got caught in one of the many failed uprisings common at that time. Was it reasonable to think that such a ridiculous deal would satisfy the Sadducee and Pharisee assembly, who shared the Zealots' sentiments, even if they concealed them for political reasons or forgot them out of weakness?
Barabbas, although an assassin, and indeed precisely because he was an assassin—was a patriot, a martyr, persecuted by the foreigners. Jesus, on the other hand, although He had never killed any one, had wished to overturn the law of Moses, and to ruin the Temple. The first, in short, was a sort of national hero, the other an enemy of the nation: there could be no doubt about their choice. “Free Barabbas! Let this man die!” Once more Pontius Pilate had failed to save Christ or himself. He ought to have realized before this, that the leaders of the Jews would not loose their hold on the flesh into which they had already set their teeth, the only flesh which could stay their hunger. Their need for it that day was like their need for bread and air. They would not have left that spot, not even to eat, until they had seen that Bastard Messiah fastened with four nails upon two beams.
Barabbas, despite being an assassin, and in fact because he was an assassin, was seen as a patriot, a martyr, persecuted by outsiders. Jesus, on the other hand, although He had never killed anyone, had wanted to change the law of Moses and destroy the Temple. In short, one was viewed as a national hero, while the other was seen as an enemy of the nation: there was no doubt about who they would choose. “Free Barabbas! Let this man die!” Once again, Pontius Pilate failed to save Christ or himself. He should have realized by now that the Jewish leaders would never let go of the power they had already grasped, the only power that could satisfy their hunger. Their need for it that day was as essential as their need for bread and air. They wouldn’t have left that place, not even to eat, until they had seen that so-called Messiah nailed with four nails to two beams.
Pontius Pilate was cowardly. He was afraid that he was committing an injustice; he was afraid of displeasing his wife; he was afraid of giving satisfaction to his enemies; but at the same time he was afraid to put Jesus in a place of safety; he was afraid to have his soldiers disperse that sullen, arrogant crowd; he was afraid to decide with a clear-cut act of authority that Jesus, the innocent man, should be released, and not Barabbas, the assassin. A real Roman, a Roman of antiquity, of the true Roman stock, would either at once have satisfied the demands of that turbulent crowd and would not have wasted a moment in defending an obscure visionary; or would at once have decreed, from the beginning, that this man was innocent and was under the august protection of the Empire.
Pontius Pilate was cowardly. He was afraid he would be doing something unjust; he was afraid of upsetting his wife; he was afraid of letting his enemies win; but at the same time, he was scared to put Jesus in safety; he was scared to have his soldiers break up that angry, arrogant crowd; he was scared to make a clear decision declaring that Jesus, the innocent man, should be freed and not Barabbas, the assassin. A true Roman, one from ancient times and of genuine Roman heritage, would either have quickly met the demands of that restless crowd without wasting a moment defending an unknown visionary; or would have immediately declared, from the start, that this man was innocent and under the respected protection of the Empire.
By his stratagems, half-measures, indolent questionings, hesitations and partially executed maneuvers Pilate found himself slowly pushed towards a decision he did not wish to make. The fact that he had not at once decided the question with a yes or no had increased the insolence of the High Priests and the excitement of the people. Now there were only two alternatives: either to give in shamefully after resisting 343so long, or to risk starting a tumult which on those days, when Jerusalem included almost a third of the population of Judea, might become a perilous uprising.
Through his schemes, half-hearted efforts, lazy questioning, doubts, and incomplete actions, Pilate found himself gradually forced into a decision he didn’t want to make. The fact that he hadn’t made an immediate choice of yes or no only fueled the arrogance of the High Priests and the agitation of the crowd. Now there were only two options: either to give in shamefully after resisting for so long, or to risk igniting a riot that, during those days when Jerusalem held almost a third of Judea's population, could turn into a dangerous uprising.
Undone by his cowardly wavering, deafened by the yells, the only thing that came into his mind was to ask once more the advice of men to whom he should have issued orders.
Undone by his cowardly hesitation, overwhelmed by the shouting, the only thing that came to his mind was to ask again for advice from men he should have been giving orders to.
“What shall I do then with Jesus which is called Christ?”
“What should I do with Jesus, who is called Christ?”
“Crucify him, let him be crucified!”
“Crucify him, let him be crucified!”
“Why, what evil hath he done?”
“Why, what wrong has he done?”
“Crucify him! Crucify him!”
“Crucify him! Crucify him!”
What affair is it of this odious foreigner if Jesus had done evil or not? According to our faith He is an impostor, a blasphemer, an enemy of the people and deserves death. Even if He has done no evil He deserves death because His words are more dangerous than any wicked actions.
What difference does it make to this annoying outsider if Jesus did wrong or not? According to our beliefs, He is a fraud, a blasphemer, an enemy of the people and deserves to die. Even if He hasn't done anything wrong, He deserves death because His words are more dangerous than any evil actions.
“Crucify him! Crucify him!”
“Crucify him! Crucify him!”
“Take ye him and crucify him,” cried Pilate, “for I find no fault in him.”
“Take him and crucify him,” shouted Pilate, “for I see no reason to charge him.”
“We have a law, and by our law he ought to die, because he made himself the Son of God.”
"We have a law, and according to our law, he should die because he claimed to be the Son of God."
The silence of Jesus was more potent than this bestial outcry. They were fighting for the possession of His body, and He seemed scarcely to be aware of it. He knew that from the beginning of time His destiny was sealed and that this was His day. The battle was so uneven! On one side a Gentile, who knew nothing and understood nothing of Him, who did not defend Him through love but through Hate, who did not defend Him openly but with tricks and quibbles, who was more afraid of a revolt than of an injustice, who was stubborn through punctilio and not because of his certainty of Christ’s innocence. On the other hand, a threatened clergy, a vindictive bourgeoisie, a crowd, like all crowds, easily incited to evil deeds. It was easy enough to foresee the outcome.
The silence of Jesus was stronger than this animalistic outcry. They were fighting over His body, and He seemed barely aware of it. He knew that from the dawn of time His fate was determined and that this was His day. The battle felt so unequal! On one side was a Gentile who knew nothing and understood nothing about Him, who didn’t defend Him out of love but out of hate, who didn’t defend Him openly but with tricks and excuses, who was more afraid of a riot than of an injustice, who was stubborn out of pride and not because he believed in Christ’s innocence. On the other side were a threatened clergy, a vengeful middle class, and a crowd, like all crowds, easily stirred to commit evil acts. The outcome was all too predictable.
But Pontius Pilate would not yield the point. He would restore Barabbas to his accomplices, but he would not give up Jesus. His first idea came into his head again: to have Him scourged; perhaps when they saw the bruises and the blood dripping from His back they would be satisfied with that punishment 344and would leave in peace the innocent man who looked with equal pity on the cowardly shepherd and the unruly wolves.
But Pontius Pilate refused to back down. He would release Barabbas to his accomplices, but he wouldn’t give up Jesus. The thought came back to him to have Jesus whipped; maybe when they saw the bruises and blood dripping from His back, they would be satisfied with that punishment and let the innocent man, who looked with equal pity at the cowardly shepherd and the unruly wolves, go in peace. 344
The Procurator had said that he found no fault with Him, and yet he was to have Him scourged with rods. This contradiction, this half-injustice, this compromise, is characteristic of Pilate. But it was to be of no avail; like his other efforts, it was merely to add one more shame to his final defeat.
The Procurator claimed he found no fault in Him, yet he still ordered Him to be whipped with rods. This contradiction, this partial injustice, this compromise, is typical of Pilate. But it would make no difference; like his other attempts, it would only add one more humiliation to his ultimate defeat.
The Jews were still shrieking, “Let him be crucified!” But Pilate went back into his house and gave Jesus over to the Roman soldiers to be flogged.
The Jews were still shouting, "Let him be crucified!" But Pilate went back into his house and handed Jesus over to the Roman soldiers to be whipped.
A CROWNED KING
The mercenaries, who (in the provinces) were the majority in the legions, had been waiting for this decision. Throughout the long dispute the soldiers of the Procurator’s guard had been obliged to look on, silent and motionless, at this mysterious colonial uproar, of which only one thing seemed clear to them, that their commanding officer was not cutting the best figure. For a while they had been amused by watching the sinister faces, the excitability and the gesticulation of that Jewish swarm; and they had become aware that the Procurator, somber and perplexed, was vainly trying to unravel the tangled threads of this early-morning quarrel. They kept their eyes on him, as dogs watch an unskillful hunter, circling about without making up his mind to fire, although the quarry is close at hand.
The mercenaries, who made up most of the legions in the provinces, had been waiting for this decision. Throughout the lengthy argument, the soldiers in the Procurator’s guard had to stand by, silent and still, observing this strange colonial chaos, with only one thing becoming clear to them: their commanding officer was not doing well. For a while, they found it entertaining to watch the grim faces, the restlessness, and the hand gestures of that Jewish crowd; they realized that the Procurator, dark and confused, was desperately trying to sort out the tangled threads of this early-morning dispute. They kept their eyes on him, like dogs watching a clumsy hunter, circling around and unable to decide to shoot, even though the target was right in front of him.
Now at last something to their taste happened. They were to have their turn at amusing themselves. To flog a Jew, hated by the Jews themselves, was an amusement neither dangerous nor very tiring,—just enough to exercise their arms, to stretch the muscles contracted by the morning chill, and to start the blood circulating.
Now, finally, something they liked happened. They were going to have their chance to have some fun. Beating a Jew, who was despised even by other Jews, was an activity that was neither risky nor overly exhausting — just enough to get their arms moving, loosen up the muscles stiffened by the morning cold, and get the blood flowing.
All the company was ordered into the court-yard of the palace, and the white cloak given by Antipas was taken from Jesus’ back—the first spoils of the enterprise—together with part of His other clothes. The lictors chose the rods, and the 345strongest among the soldiers snatched at them. They were practical people who knew how to flog energetically and according to the rules.
All the company was ordered into the courtyard of the palace, and the white cloak given by Antipas was taken from Jesus' back—the first spoils of the enterprise—along with part of His other clothes. The lictors selected the rods, and the strongest among the soldiers grabbed them. They were practical people who knew how to whip effectively and by the book.
Jesus, half of His body bared, tied to a pillar, that He might not lessen the force of the blows by bending forward, silently prayed to the Father for the soldiers about to scourge Him. Had He not said: “Love those who hate you, do good to those who persecute you, offer the left cheek to him who has struck the right”? At that moment He could reward his scourgers only by interceding with God for their forgiveness. These soldiers were prisoners as much as He, and they knew not whom they were flogging with such innocent heartiness. They themselves had been flogged sometimes for small breaches of discipline, and they saw nothing out of the way in the fact that the Procurator, a Roman officer, had them scourge a delinquent belonging to a subject and inferior race.
Jesus, with half of His body exposed, was tied to a pillar so He couldn't lessen the impact of the blows by leaning forward. He silently prayed to the Father for the soldiers who were about to whip Him. Had He not taught: “Love your enemies, do good to those who persecute you, turn the other cheek”? In that moment, His only way to help His tormentors was to ask God to forgive them. These soldiers were as much prisoners as He was, and they didn't realize whom they were whipping with such eager brutality. They had themselves been punished before for minor offenses, and they saw nothing wrong in the fact that the Procurator, a Roman official, ordered them to flog someone from a lesser, subject race.
Strike hard, O legionaries, for of this blood which now begins to flow, some drops are shed for you. This was the first blood drawn by men from the Son of Man. At the Last Supper His blood had been symbolized by the wine, on the Mount of Olives the blood which mixed with the sweat, stood in drops on His face, came from a suffering altogether spiritual and inner. But now, at last, men’s hands shed blood from the veins of Christ; knotty hands of soldiers in the service of the rich and the powerful, hands which wield the scourge before taking up the nails. That livid back, swollen and bloody, was ready for the cross; torn and raw as it was, it would add to the suffering of crucifixion when they stretched it out on the rough wood of the cross. Now they could stop, the courtyard of the cowardly stranger was stained with blood. Servants that very day might wash away those spots, but they would start out again on the well-washed white hands of Pontius Pilate.
Strike hard, soldiers, because some of this blood that’s starting to flow is shed for you. This is the first blood drawn from the Son of Man by human hands. At the Last Supper, His blood was represented by the wine, and on the Mount of Olives, the blood that mixed with His sweat dripped from His face, arising from deep spiritual anguish. But now, for the first time, human hands are spilling blood from Christ's veins; the rough hands of soldiers serving the wealthy and powerful, hands that wield the whip before picking up the nails. That bruised, swollen, bloody back was ready for the cross; as torn and raw as it was, it would only intensify the agony of crucifixion when they stretched it out on the rough wood. Now they could stop; the courtyard of that cowardly stranger is stained with blood. Servants might wash away those stains that very day, but they would reappear on the freshly washed white hands of Pontius Pilate.
The number of blows prescribed had been duly administered, but now, after their taste of amusement, the legionaries did not wish to let their plaything escape at once. All they had done so far was to execute an order; now they wished to have some entertainment of their own. This man, so said the Jews howling 346out there in the public square, pretended to be a king. Let us give Him His wish, this madman, and thus we will enrage those who refuse Him His royal dignity.
The number of blows given had been properly carried out, but now, after their bit of fun, the soldiers didn’t want their toy to get away just yet. All they had done so far was follow an order; now they wanted some entertainment for themselves. This guy, as the Jews shouting 346 out in the square claimed, pretended to be a king. Let’s grant His wish, this crazy man, and that way we’ll anger those who deny Him His royal title.
A soldier took off his scarlet cloak, the red chlamys of the legionaries, and threw it over those shoulders, red with blood; another took up a handful of dry thorns, kindling for the brazier of the night-watch, twisted a couple of them together like a crown and put it on His head; a third had a slave give Him a reed and forced it into the fingers of His right hand; then, roaring with laughter, they pushed Him upon a seat. One by one, passing before Him, they bent their knees awkwardly, crying: “Hail, King of the Jews!”
A soldier removed his scarlet cloak, the red chlamys of the legionaries, and draped it over His shoulders, stained with blood; another grabbed a handful of dry thorns, kindling for the night-watch’s fire, twisted a couple of them together like a crown, and placed it on His head; a third had a slave hand Him a reed and forced it into His right hand; then, laughing loudly, they shoved Him onto a seat. One by one, as they passed in front of Him, they awkwardly bent their knees, shouting: “Hail, King of the Jews!”
But some were not satisfied with this burlesque homage, and one of them struck a blow at the cheek, still showing the marks of the fingers of Caiaphas’ servants; one, snatching the reed out of His hand, gave Him a blow on the head, so that the thorns of His crown pierced the skin and made about His forehead a border of drops red as His cloak.
But some were not happy with this mock tribute, and one of them hit Him on the cheek, still showing the fingerprints of Caiaphas’ servants; another, grabbing the reed out of His hand, struck Him on the head, causing the thorns of His crown to pierce His skin and leaving a trail of drops as red as His cloak around His forehead.
They would perhaps have thought of some other amusing diversion if the Procurator, coming up when they were making merry, had not ordered them to lead the scourged King outside. The jocose disguise invented by the legionaries fitted in with the sarcastic intention of Pilate. He smiled, and taking Jesus by the hand, led Him to the crowd of wild animals there, and cried: “Behold the man!”
They might have come up with some other fun distraction if the Procurator hadn't shown up while they were having a good time and ordered them to take the beaten King outside. The playful outfit created by the soldiers matched Pilate's sarcastic intent. He smiled, and taking Jesus by the hand, led Him to the crowd of wild animals there, and shouted, “Look at the man!”
THE WASHING OF THE HANDS
“Behold the man!”
"Check out the man!"
And he turned Christ’s shoulders towards that expanse of yelling muzzles that they might see the welts left by the rods, red with oozing blood. It was as if he said: Look at Him, your King, the only King that you deserve, in His true majesty, tricked out as befits such a King. His crown is of sharp thorns; His purple cloak is the chlamys of a mercenary; His scepter is a dry reed. These are the ornaments merited by your degraded King, unjustly rejected by a degraded people like yourselves. Was it His blood you desired? Here is His 347blood; see how it drops from the thorns of His crown. There is not much of it, but it ought to be enough for you, since it is innocent blood. It is shed as a great favor to you—to satisfy you. And now be off from here, for you have troubled me long enough!
And he turned Christ’s shoulders toward that crowd of shouting people so they could see the bruises left by the rods, red with oozing blood. It was as if he said: Look at Him, your King, the only King you deserve, in His true glory, dressed as a King should be. His crown is made of sharp thorns; His purple cloak is the cloak of a mercenary; His scepter is a dry reed. These are the ornaments earned by your degraded King, unjustly rejected by a degraded people like you. Was it His blood you wanted? Here is His blood; see how it drips from the thorns of His crown. There isn’t much, but it should be enough for you, since it’s innocent blood. It is shed as a great favor to you—to satisfy you. And now get out of here, for you have bothered me long enough!
But the Jews were quieted neither by these words nor by that spectacle. They demanded something quite other than a flogging and a masquerade before they would go their ways. Pilate thought that he could make mock of them, but he would realize that this was no time for feeble jokes. They had had the best of him twice already and they would again. A few bruises and a practical joke played by the soldiery were not enough to punish this enemy of God as He deserved; there were trees in Judea and nails to nail Him to them. And their hoarse voices shouted all together, “Let him be crucified! Let him be crucified!”
But the Jews were not satisfied by these words or by that scene. They wanted something completely different from just a beating and a show before they would leave. Pilate thought he could make fun of them, but he would soon realize that this wasn't the time for weak jokes. They had bested him twice already, and they would do it again. A few bruises and a prank by the soldiers weren't enough to punish this enemy of God as he deserved; there were trees in Judea and nails to hang him on them. And their hoarse voices shouted in unison, “Crucify him! Crucify him!”
Too late Pilate realized that they had driven him into a tangle from which he could not disengage himself. All his decisions were combated with a pertinacity he had not foreseen. By a flash of inspiration he had pronounced the great words, “Behold the man!” But he himself did not understand that proclamation which transcended his base soul. He did not realize that he had found the truth he was seeking: a half-truth, but deeper than all the teachings of the philosophers of Rome and Greece. He did not understand how Jesus was really Man, the symbol of all humanity, sorrowing and humiliated, betrayed by its rulers, deceived by its masters, crucified every day by the Kings who oppress their subjects, by the rich who cause the poor to weep, by priests who think of their bellies rather than of God. Jesus is the Man of Sorrows announced by Isaiah, the man without form or comeliness, despised and rejected of men, who was to be killed for all men; He is God’s only son who had taken on man’s flesh, and who would ascend in the glory of power and of the new sun, in the midst of the blaring of the trumpets calling the dead to life. But now to the eyes of Pilate, to the eyes of Pilate’s enemies, He was only a wretched, insignificant man, flesh for rods and for nails, a man and not Man, a 348mortal and not a God. Why did Pilate lose time with those sibylline remarks before delivering Him to the executioner?
Too late, Pilate realized that they had trapped him in a situation he couldn't escape. All his decisions were met with a stubbornness he hadn't anticipated. In a moment of inspiration, he declared the famous words, “Behold the man!” But he didn’t fully understand the significance of that statement, which went beyond his shallow nature. He failed to see that he had discovered the truth he was searching for: a partial truth, yet deeper than all the teachings of the philosophers of Rome and Greece. He couldn’t grasp how Jesus represented true humanity—the symbol of all people, suffering and humiliated, betrayed by its leaders, misled by its masters, crucified daily by Kings who oppress their subjects, by the wealthy who cause the poor to cry, and by priests more concerned with their own needs than with God. Jesus is the Man of Sorrows foretold by Isaiah, a man without beauty or dignity, despised and rejected by others, meant to be sacrificed for everyone; He is God’s only son who took on human form and would rise in the glory of power and the new dawn, amidst the sound of trumpets calling the dead back to life. But to Pilate and his enemies, He was just a pitiful, unimportant man, mere flesh for beating and nailing, a man and not the Man, a mortal and not a God. Why did Pilate waste time with those cryptic comments before handing Him over to be executed?
And yet Pilate still did not yield. Standing beside that silent man, the Roman felt his heart heavy with an oppression he had never known before. Who could this man be whom all the people wished to kill, and whom he could neither save nor sacrifice? He turned once more to Jesus, “Whence art thou?”
And yet Pilate still didn’t give in. Standing next to that silent man, the Roman felt a heaviness in his heart from a pressure he had never experienced before. Who could this man be that everyone wanted to kill, and whom he could neither save nor sacrifice? He turned to Jesus again, “Where are you from?”
But Jesus gave him no answer.
But Jesus didn't respond to him.
“Speakest thou not unto me? knowest thou not that I have power to crucify thee, and have power to release thee?”
“Are you not talking to me? Don’t you know that I have the power to crucify you and the power to set you free?”
Then the insulted King raised His head, “Thou couldest have no power at all against me, except it were given thee from above: therefore he that delivered me unto thee hath the greater sin.”
Then the insulted King raised His head, “You would have no power over me at all if it hadn't been given to you from above: so the one who handed me over to you is guilty of the greater sin.”
Caiaphas and his associates were the guilty ones; the others were dogs incited by Caiaphas, mere tools of Caiaphas. Even Pilate was only an indocile instrument of priestly hatred and of the Divine will.
Caiaphas and his associates were the ones at fault; the others were just pawns stirred up by Caiaphas, nothing more than tools for him. Even Pilate was just a stubborn instrument of the priests' hatred and the Divine will.
But the Procurator in his perplexity found no new expedient to free himself from the net about him, and returned to his fixed idea, “Behold your King!”
But the Procurator, feeling confused, couldn't find any new way to escape the trap he was in, and went back to his persistent thought, “Here is your King!”
The Jews, infuriated by this repeated insult, burst out, enraged, “If thou let this man go, thou art not Cæsar’s friend; whosoever maketh himself a king speaketh against Cæsar.”
The Jews, furious from this ongoing insult, shouted in anger, “If you let this man go, you’re not a friend of Caesar; anyone who makes themselves a king is speaking out against Caesar.”
At last they had hit on the right words to bring pressure on weak, cowardly Pilate. Every Roman magistrate, no matter how high his rank, depended on Cæsar’s favor. Pilate’s reputation might be ruined by an accusation of this sort, presented with ability, by malicious advocates—and there were plenty of those among the Hebrews, as was shown later by the memorial of Philo. But in spite of the threat, Pilate cried out his last and weakest question, “Shall I crucify your king?”
At last, they had found the right words to put pressure on weak, cowardly Pilate. Every Roman official, no matter how high their rank, relied on Cæsar’s favor. Pilate’s reputation could easily be destroyed by a well-presented accusation from malicious critics—and there were plenty of those among the Hebrews, as was later shown by Philo's memorial. But despite the threat, Pilate shouted his last and weakest question, “Should I crucify your king?”
The High Priests, feeling that they were on the point of winning, answered with their last lie, “We have no king but Cæsar.”
The High Priests, sensing they were close to victory, responded with their final falsehood, "We have no king but Caesar."
Pilate surrendered. He was forced to yield unless he wished to start an uproar which might set all Judea on fire. His conscience 349did not disturb him: had he not tried everything possible to save this man who did not wish to save Himself?
Pilate gave in. He had no choice unless he wanted to cause a riot that could ignite all of Judea. His conscience wasn't bothered: hadn’t he done everything he could to save this man who didn’t want to save himself? 349
He had tried to save Him by referring the matter to the Sanhedrin, which could not pronounce a death sentence; he had tried to save Him by sending Him to Herod; he had tried to save Him by affirming that he found no fault in Him; he had tried to save Him by offering to free Him in the place of Barabbas; he had tried to save Him by having Him scourged in the hope that this ignominious punishment would pacify them; he had tried to save Him by seeking to arouse a little pity in those hardened hearts. But all his maneuvers had failed, and he certainly did not wish the whole province to rise on account of that unfortunate Prophet; and even less was he willing that on His account they should accuse him before Tiberius and have him deposed.
He had tried to save Him by bringing the case to the Sanhedrin, which couldn’t issue a death sentence; he had tried to save Him by sending Him to Herod; he had tried to save Him by insisting that he found no fault in Him; he had tried to save Him by offering to release Him instead of Barabbas; he had tried to save Him by having Him whipped, hoping that this humiliating punishment would calm them down; he had tried to save Him by trying to evoke a bit of compassion in those hard hearts. But all his efforts had failed, and he definitely didn’t want the entire province to riot over that unfortunate Prophet; even less did he want to be accused before Tiberius and lose his position because of Him.
Pilate thought himself innocent of the blood of this innocent man. And in order that they might all have a visible representation of that innocence which they would not forget, he had a basin of water brought to him and washed his hands there before them all, saying, “I am innocent of the blood of this just person: see ye to it.”
Pilate believed he was not responsible for the death of this innocent man. To give everyone a clear symbol of that innocence so they wouldn't forget, he had a basin of water brought to him and washed his hands in front of them all, saying, “I am not responsible for the death of this just person: you take care of it.”
Then answered all the people and said, “His blood be on us, and on our children.”
Then all the people answered and said, “Let His blood be on us and on our children.”
“Then released he Barabbas unto them: and when he had scourged Jesus he delivered him to be crucified.”
“Then he released Barabbas to them, and after having Jesus whipped, he handed him over to be crucified.”
But the water which flowed over his hands was not enough to cleanse them. His hands are still blood-stained, and will be to all eternity. He might have saved Christ if he had really wished. Jesus was sent to Golgotha by Pilate’s subterfuges, by the multiple forms taken by the cowardice of Pilate’s soul, poisoned by the irony of skeptics. He would have been less base if he had really believed Christ guilty and had given his consent to the assassination. But he knew that there was no fault in Jesus, that Jesus was a just man as Claudia Procula had said, as he himself had repeated after her. There is no excuse for a man in authority who, fearing for himself, allows a just man to be killed: he holds office in order to protect the 350just against assassins. But Pilate said, “I have done everything that I could to save Him from the hands of the unjust.” That was not true; he had tried many ways, but not the only way which could have succeeded. He had not offered himself, had not sacrificed himself, had not been willing to risk his dignity and his fortune. The Jews hated Jesus, but they also hated Pilate, who had harassed and derided them so many times. Instead of proposing the seditious Barabbas in exchange for Jesus, he ought to have proposed himself, Pontius Pilate, Procurator of Judea, and perhaps the people might have accepted the bargain. No other victim except himself would have satisfied the rage of the Jews. It would not have been necessary for him to die. It would have been enough to let them denounce him to Cæsar as Cæsar’s enemy. Tiberius would have deposed him and perhaps have banished him, but he would have taken into exile and into disgrace a comforting certainty of innocence. Little did his shifts avail him; for the fate he now sought to avert by giving Jesus over into the hands of his adversaries fell upon him a few years later. The Jews and the Samaritans accused him; the Governor of Syria deposed him, and Caligula banished him to the frontiers of Gaul. But he was followed into his exile by the shade of that great, silent man, assassinated with his consent. In vain had he constructed in Jerusalem the great reservoir full of water, in vain had he washed himself with that water before the multitude. That water was Jewish water, turbid and ill-omened water that did not cleanse. No washing will ever cleanse his hands from the stains left on them by the divine blood of Christ.
But the water that flowed over his hands was not enough to wash them clean. His hands are still stained with blood, and they will be forever. He could have saved Christ if he had truly wanted to. Jesus was sent to Golgotha by Pilate’s tricks, by the various forms the cowardice of Pilate’s soul took, poisoned by the skepticism of others. He would have been less callous if he had genuinely believed Christ was guilty and had allowed the execution to happen. But he knew there was nothing wrong with Jesus, that Jesus was a righteous man, just as Claudia Procula said, as he himself had echoed after her. A person in authority has no excuse for allowing an innocent man to be killed simply because he fears for himself: he is in office to protect the just from assassins. But Pilate said, “I have done everything I could to save Him from the hands of the unjust.” That wasn’t true; he had attempted many things, but not the one thing that could have worked. He didn’t offer himself, didn’t sacrifice himself, didn’t risk his dignity and his position. The Jews hated Jesus, but they also despised Pilate, who had persecuted and mocked them so many times. Instead of suggesting the rebellious Barabbas in exchange for Jesus, he should have offered himself, Pontius Pilate, Procurator of Judea, and maybe the people would have accepted the deal. No other victim besides himself would have satisfied the anger of the Jews. He wouldn’t have needed to die. It would have been enough to let them accuse him before Caesar as Caesar’s enemy. Tiberius would have removed him from office and perhaps banished him, but he would have gone into exile with the comforting certainty of his innocence. His efforts were futile; for the fate he tried to avoid by handing Jesus over to his enemies fell upon him just a few years later. The Jews and the Samaritans accused him; the Governor of Syria deposed him, and Caligula banished him to the edges of Gaul. But he was followed into exile by the ghost of that great, silent man, who was killed with his consent. All his efforts to build the large reservoir full of water in Jerusalem were in vain, and all the washing he did with that water before the crowd was in vain. That water was Jewish water, murky and ill-fated, and it didn’t clean anything. No amount of washing will ever remove the stains left on his hands by the divine blood of Christ.
GOOD FRIDAY
The sun rose higher in the clear April sky and now it was near to noon. The contest between the flaccid defender and the furious assailants had wasted most of the morning, and there was no time to lose. According to Mosaic law, the bodies of executed criminals could not remain after sunset on the place of punishment, and April days are not as long as June days.
The sun climbed higher in the clear April sky, approaching noon. The battle between the weak defender and the aggressive attackers had taken up most of the morning, and there was no time to waste. According to Mosaic law, the bodies of executed criminals couldn't stay at the execution site after sunset, and April days are shorter than June days.
351Moreover, Caiaphas, reënforced though he was by so many furiously enraged partisans, could not draw a tranquil breath until the Vagabond’s feet were forever halted, fastened with iron nails on the cross. He remembered how, a few days before, Jesus had entered the city surrounded with waving branches and joyful hymns. He was sure of the city itself, but at this period it was full of provincials come from everywhere, who had not the same interests and the same passions as the clientele dependent on the Temple. Those Galileans especially, who had followed Him until now, who loved Him, might make some effort at resistance and put off, even if they did not actually prevent, the real votive offering of that day.
351Furthermore, Caiaphas, bolstered as he was by so many furious, angry supporters, couldn't take a calm breath until the Vagabond's feet were permanently stopped, nailed down with iron on the cross. He recalled how, just days earlier, Jesus had entered the city amidst waving branches and joyful songs. He felt confident about the city itself, but at this time it was filled with visitors from everywhere who didn't share the same interests and passions as the followers of the Temple. Those Galileans in particular, who had followed Him up to this point and loved Him, might try to resist and delay, if not outright stop, the true offering of that day.
Pilate, too, was in haste to have that troublesome, innocent man taken away. He did not wish to think of Him again. He hoped that he would forget after His death that look, those words and, above all, his own corroding uneasiness, so painfully like remorse. Although he had washed and dried his hands, that man in His silence, it seemed to him, was sentencing him to a penalty worse than death itself. Before that scourged man, at the point of death, he felt himself the guilty one. To vent his uneasiness on those who really caused it, he dictated the wording of the titulus or superscription, which the condemned man was to wear about His neck until it was fastened above His head at the top of the cross, as follows: “Jesus of Nazareth the King of the Jews.” The Scribe wrote these words three times in three languages in clear, red letters on the white wood.
Pilate was also eager to get rid of that troublesome, innocent man. He didn't want to think about Him again. He hoped that after His death, he could forget that look, those words, and especially his own gnawing discomfort, which felt painfully similar to remorse. Even though he had washed and dried his hands, he felt like that man in His silence was sentencing him to a punishment worse than death. In front of that tortured man, who was on the brink of death, he felt guilty. To release his unease on those who were truly responsible, he dictated the wording of the sign that the condemned man would wear around His neck until it was attached above His head on the cross, which read: “Jesus of Nazareth the King of the Jews.” The Scribe wrote these words three times in three languages in bold, red letters on the white wood.
The leaders of the Jews, who had remained there, craning their necks, to hasten the preparations, read this sarcastic inscription and protested. They said to Pilate, “Write not, The King of the Jews; but that he said, I am King of the Jews.”
The Jewish leaders who were still there, straining to see and speed up the preparations, read this sarcastic sign and objected. They said to Pilate, “Don’t write, The King of the Jews; write that he said, I am King of the Jews.”
But the Procurator cut them short with a dry brevity: “What I have written I have written.”
But the Procurator interrupted them with a terse response: "What I have written, I have written."
These are the last words recorded of him, and the most profound! I am forced to make you a present of the life of this man, but I do not deny what I have said. Jesus is a Nazarene, which means also, saint. And He is your King, the wretched King who fits your wretchedness. I wish all men to know 352how your ill-born race treats saints and kings. It is for this I have written these words in Latin and Greek as well as in Hebrew. And now be off, for I have endured you long enough, “Quod scripsi, scripsi.”
These are his final words, and they are quite profound! I have to give you an account of this man's life, but I stand by what I've said. Jesus is a Nazarene, which also means saint. And He is your King, the unfortunate King who reflects your own miseries. I want everyone to see how your ill-begotten race treats saints and kings. This is why I've written these words in Latin, Greek, and Hebrew. Now, leave me, for I've put up with you long enough, “Quod scripsi, scripsi.”
In the meantime the soldiers had put back on the King His poor man’s garments and had tied the notice about His neck. Others had brought out from the storerooms three massive crosses of pine, the nails, the hammer and the pincers. The escort was ready. Pilate pronounced the usual formula: “I lictor, expedi crucem.” And the sinister procession moved forward.
In the meantime, the soldiers had dressed the King in His humble clothes again and had tied the notice around His neck. Others had pulled out three huge pine crosses, along with the nails, the hammer, and the pliers from the storerooms. The escort was ready. Pilate said the usual command: “I lictor, expedi crucem.” And the grim procession moved ahead.
The Centurion rode at the head, he whom Tacitus calls with terrible brevity, “exactor mortis.” Immediately after him came, in the midst of the armed legionaries, Jesus and the two thieves who were to be crucified with Him. Each of them carried a cross on his shoulders, according to the Roman rule. And behind them, the shuffling steps and the uproar of the excited crowd, increased at every step by accomplices and idle sight-seers.
The Centurion rode at the front, the one Tacitus refers to with chilling simplicity as "exactor mortis." Right behind him, surrounded by armed soldiers, were Jesus and the two thieves who were going to be crucified alongside Him. Each of them carried a cross on their backs, as Roman custom dictated. Behind them, the shuffle of feet and the noise of the thrilled crowd grew louder with every step, fueled by accomplices and curious onlookers.
It was Parasceve, the day of preparations, the last night before the Passover. Thousands of lambs’ skins were stretched out on the sunlit roofs; and from every house rose a column of smoke, delicate as a flower-bud, which opened out in the air and then was lost in the clear, festal sky. Old women with malignant faces, mumbling anathemas, emerged from the dark alley-ways; dirty-faced little children trotted along with bundles under their arms; bearded men carried on their shoulders a kid or a cask of wine; drovers were dragging along asses with hanging heads; children stared with impudent and melancholy eyes at the foreigners who were walking about circumspectly, impeded by this festal bustling. In every home the house-mother was busy, preparing everything needful for the next day, because with the setting of the sun every one was exempt for twenty-four hours from the curse of Adam. The lambs, skinned and quartered, were all ready for the fire; the loaves of unleavened bread were piled up fresh from the oven; men were decanting the wine, and the children to lend a hand somewhere were cleaning the bitter herbs.
It was Parasceve, the day of preparations, the last night before Passover. Thousands of lambskins were spread out on the sunlit rooftops; and from every house rose a plume of smoke, delicate like a flower bud, which opened up in the air and then vanished into the bright, festive sky. Old women with bitter faces, mumbling curses, emerged from the dark alleyways; dirty-faced little kids trotted along with bundles under their arms; bearded men carried a goat or a barrel of wine on their shoulders; drovers dragged along donkeys with drooping heads; children stared with bold and sad eyes at the foreigners who walked carefully, held back by the celebratory bustle. In every home, the housemother was busy, preparing everything needed for the next day because with the sunset everyone was free for twenty-four hours from the curse of Adam. The lambs, skinned and cut up, were ready for the fire; the loaves of unleavened bread were stacked fresh from the oven; men were pouring the wine, and children were cleaning the bitter herbs to help out wherever they could.
353There was no one idle, no one whose heart was not rejoicing at the thought of that festal day of repose, when all families would be gathered about the father, when they would eat in peace and drink the wine of Thanksgiving from the same cup; and God would be witness of this cheer because the psalms of the grateful would go up to Him from every house. On that day even the poor felt themselves almost rich; and the rich, because of their unusual profits, felt themselves almost generous; and children whose hopes had not yet been dashed by experience of life felt themselves more loving; and women more loved.
353Everyone was busy, and everyone’s heart was filled with joy at the thought of that festive day of rest when all families would come together around the father, sharing food peacefully and sipping the wine of Thanksgiving from the same cup; and God would witness this happiness as the thankful songs rose to Him from every home. On that day, even the poor felt almost wealthy; the rich, because of their extra profits, felt almost generous; children whose dreams hadn’t yet been crushed by life felt more affectionate; and women felt more loved.
Everywhere there was that peaceful confusion, that good-natured tumult, that joyous bustle which goes before a great, popular feast-day. An odor of hope and of Spring purified the old filth of the Jewish ant-heap. And the great eastern sun sent down a flood of light upon the four Hills.
Everywhere there was that calm chaos, that friendly noise, that happy energy that leads up to a big, popular celebration. A scent of hope and Spring cleared away the old grime of the Jewish community. And the bright eastern sun poured down light over the four Hills.
SIMON OF CYRENE
Under that festal sky, through that festal crowd, slow as a funeral procession, the sinister column of the bearers of the cross made its way. About them everything spoke of joy and of life, and they were going to burning thirst and to death. About them all men were waiting joyfully to spend the evening with their loved ones, to sit down at the well-garnished table, to drink the bright, genial wine served on feast-days, to stretch themselves out on their beds to wait for the most longed-for Sabbath morning of the year. And the three, cut off forever from those who loved them, would be stretched upon the cross of infamy, would drink only a sip of bitter wine, and, cold in death, would be thrown into the cold earth.
Under that festive sky, through that festive crowd, moving as slowly as a funeral procession, the ominous line of cross bearers made their way. Everything around them was filled with joy and life, while they were heading toward burning thirst and death. Nearby, everyone was eagerly waiting to spend the evening with their loved ones, to gather around a beautifully set table, to drink the bright, cheerful wine served on holidays, to lie down in bed and look forward to the most anticipated Sabbath morning of the year. And the three, cut off forever from those who loved them, would be nailed to the cross of disgrace, would only sip on bitter wine, and, lifeless, would be laid to rest in the cold ground.
At the sound of the Centurion’s horse, people stepped to one side and stopped to look at the wretched men toiling and sweating under their terrible burden. The two thieves seemed more sturdy and callous, but the first, the Man of Sorrows, seemed scarcely able to take another step. Worn out by the terrible night, by His four questionings, by the buffetings, by the beatings, by the flogging, disfigured with blood, sweat, 354saliva, and by the terrible effort of this last task set Him, He did not seem like the fearless young man who a few days before had scourged the vermin out of the Temple. His fair, shining face was drawn and contracted by the convulsions of pain; His eyes, red with suppressed tears, were sunken in their sockets; on His shoulders, torn by the rods, His clothes clung to the wounds, increasing His sufferings; His legs, more than His other members, felt this terrible weakness, and they bent under His weight and under that of the cross. “The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.” After the vigil, which had been the beginning of His agony, how many blows had been struck upon that flesh! Judas’ kiss, the flight of His friends, the rope on His wrists, the threats of the judges, the blows of the guard, the cowardice of Pilate, the howling demands for His death, the insults of the legionaries, and now this weight of the cross, carried along amid the sneers and scoffing of those whom He loved!
At the sound of the Centurion’s horse, people stepped aside and stopped to look at the miserable men struggling and sweating under their heavy load. The two thieves appeared more robust and indifferent, but the first, the Man of Sorrows, seemed hardly able to take another step. Exhausted from the terrible night, His four interrogations, the beatings, and the flogging, disfigured with blood, sweat, 354saliva, and the immense effort of this final task, He no longer resembled the fearless young man who just days earlier had driven the vermin out of the Temple. His fair, shining face was drawn and twisted in agony; His eyes, red with held-back tears, were sunken deep in their sockets; on His shoulders, bruised by the rods, His clothes clung to the wounds, intensifying His pain; His legs, more than any other part of His body, felt the overwhelming weakness, bending under His weight and that of the cross. “The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.” After the night of Vigil that marked the start of His suffering, how many hits had that body taken! Judas’ kiss, the abandonment by His friends, the rope binding His wrists, the judges' threats, the blows from the guards, Pilate's cowardice, the frenzied calls for His death, the insults from the soldiers, and now this burden of the cross, carried amidst the jeers and mockery of those He loved!
Those who saw Him pass took no notice of Him, or at the most, those who knew how to read tried to make out the inscription which hung down on His chest. Many, however, knew Him by sight and by name, and pointed Him out to their neighbors with learned and complacent airs. Some of them mingled with the crowd, following behind to enjoy to the end the spectacle, always new, of a man’s death; and more would have followed if it had not been a day when there was much to do at home. Those who had begun to hope in Him now despised Him because He had not been stronger, because He had let Himself be taken like any sneak-thief; and to ingratiate themselves with the Priests and Elders mingled with the crowd, they cast out at the false Messiah as He went by some neatly phrased insult. Very few were those who felt any movement of pity to see Him in that situation and among those few were some who did not know who He was, who were moved merely by the natural pity which any crowd feels for condemned men. Some few there were who still felt a little love in their hearts for the Master who had loved the poor, who had healed the sick, who had announced the Kingdom so much more righteous and holy than the kingdoms then in existence 355and ruining the earth. But these were few, and they were almost ashamed of that secret tenderness for one whom they had believed to be less hated or more powerful. The greater part laughed, satisfied and contented, as if this funeral procession had been a part of the feast-day.
Those who saw Him pass by ignored Him completely, or at best, those who could read tried to decipher the inscription hanging from His chest. Many, however, recognized Him by sight and name, pointing Him out to their neighbors with a sense of superiority. Some joined the crowd, trailing behind to witness the all-too-familiar spectacle of a man's death; even more would have followed if it weren't for all the chores waiting at home. Those who had once put their hopes in Him now scorned Him because He wasn’t strong enough, because He allowed Himself to be captured like any common thief; to win favor with the Priests and Elders, they tossed out cleverly crafted insults as He passed. Very few felt any pity seeing Him in such a situation, and among those few were some who didn’t even know who He was, simply reacting to the natural compassion any crowd feels for condemned individuals. A small number still harbored a bit of love for the Master who had cared for the poor, who had healed the sick, who had preached about a Kingdom far more just and holy than the ones existing at that time and ruining the earth. But these were rare, and they felt almost ashamed of their secret affection for someone they had hoped would be less despised or more powerful. Most laughed, pleased and content, as if this funeral procession were just another part of the festive occasion. 355
Only some women, their heads wrapped in their cloaks, came behind all the rest, weeping, but trying to hide this seditious grief.
Only a few women, their heads wrapped in their cloaks, followed behind the others, crying but trying to conceal their rebellious sorrow.
They had not yet come to the Gate of Gardens, but they were almost there when Jesus, His strength utterly exhausted, fell to the ground and lay there stretched under His cross. His face had suddenly gone white as snow; the reddened eyelids were dropped over His eyes; He would have seemed dead if it had not been for the painful breath coming and going through His half-open mouth.
They hadn't reached the Gate of Gardens yet, but they were close when Jesus, completely drained of strength, collapsed on the ground, lying there beneath His cross. His face had suddenly turned pale like snow; His reddened eyelids hung low over His eyes; He would have looked dead if it weren't for the labored breaths that came in and out through His partially open mouth.
They all stopped, and a dense circle of jeering men stretched out their faces and hands towards the fallen man. The Jews, who had followed Him from Caiaphas’ house, would not listen to reason.
They all stopped, and a tight circle of mocking men reached out their faces and hands towards the fallen man. The Jews, who had followed Him from Caiaphas' house, refused to listen to reason.
“He is only pretending,” they cried. “Lift Him up! He is a hypocrite! He ought to carry the cross to the last! That is the law! Give Him a kick, as you would to an ass, and let Him get along!”
“He's just faking it,” they shouted. “Lift Him up! He's a fraud! He should carry the cross all the way! That's the rule! Kick Him, like you would a donkey, and let Him figure it out!”
Others said, “Look at the great King who was to conquer Kingdoms. He cannot manage even two sticks of wood, and yet He wanted to wear armor. He said that He was more than a man, and see, He is a womanish creature who faints away at the first work given Him. He made paralytics walk and He Himself cannot stand up. Give Him a cup of wine to bring back His strength.”
Others said, “Look at the great King who was supposed to conquer kingdoms. He can’t even handle two sticks of wood, and yet He wanted to wear armor. He claimed to be more than a man, but look, He’s a weakling who faints at the first task given to Him. He made paralytics walk, and He Himself can’t even stand up. Give Him a cup of wine to restore His strength.”
But the Centurion who, like Pilate, was in great haste to finish his distasteful task, was experienced in the handling of men, and saw clearly that the unfortunate Jesus would never be able to drag the cross along all the way to Golgotha. He cast his eyes about to find some one to carry that weight. Just at that moment there came in from the country a Cyrenian called Simon, who, at the sight of so many people, had stepped into the crowd and was looking with an astonished and pitying 356expression at the body prostrate and panting under the two beams. The Centurion saw that he had a kindly look, and furthermore that he was strongly built, and called to him, saying, “Take this cross and come after us.”
But the Centurion, who, like Pilate, was eager to wrap up his unpleasant task, was skilled in managing people and realized that the unfortunate Jesus would never be able to carry the cross all the way to Golgotha. He looked around for someone to take on that burden. Just then, a Cyrenian named Simon came in from the countryside; seeing the large crowd, he stepped forward and looked on with a mix of surprise and pity at the body lying weakly beneath the two beams. The Centurion noticed that Simon had a kind expression and was physically strong, so he called out to him, saying, “Take this cross and follow us.”
Without a word the Cyrenian obeyed, perhaps out of goodness of heart, but in any case from necessity, because the Roman soldiers in the countries which they occupied had the right to force any one to help them. “If a soldier gives you some task to do,” wrote Arrian, “be careful not to resist him and not to murmur, otherwise you will be beaten.”
Without a word, the Cyrenian complied, possibly out of kindness, but definitely from necessity, since the Roman soldiers in the territories they controlled had the authority to compel anyone to assist them. “If a soldier assigns you a task,” Arrian wrote, “be sure not to resist him or complain, or else you'll get beaten.”
We know nothing more of the merciful-hearted man who lent his broad countryman’s shoulders to lighten Jesus’ load, but we know that his sons, Alexander and Rufus, were Christians, and it is extremely probable that they were converted by their father’s telling them of the death of which he was an enforced witness.
We don’t know anything else about the kind-hearted man who helped carry Jesus’ burden, but we do know that his sons, Alexander and Rufus, became Christians. It’s very likely that they were inspired to convert by their father sharing the story of Jesus’ death, which he witnessed.
Two soldiers helped the fallen man up on His feet, and urged Him forward. The procession took up its way again under the noon-day sun, but the two thieves muttered between their teeth that no one thought of them, and that it was not right that that other man by pretending to fall should be freed of His burden while they still were forced to carry theirs. It was favoritism, nothing less, especially as that fellow, to hear what the priests said about Him, was much more guilty than they. From that moment His two companions in punishment, jealous of Him, began to hate Him, and were to insult Him even when they were nailed at His side on the crosses which they were then carrying on their backs.
Two soldiers helped the fallen man to his feet and urged him to move forward. The procession continued under the midday sun, but the two thieves muttered to each other that no one cared about them, and it wasn't fair that this other man could pretend to fall and be relieved of his burden while they still had to carry theirs. It was favoritism, plain and simple, especially since that guy, judging by what the priests said about him, was much more guilty than they were. From that moment on, his two companions in punishment, envious of him, began to resent him and would even insult him while they were nailed to the crosses they were then carrying on their backs.
FORGIVE THEM
The Centurion halted outside the old walled city, in the midst of the young verdure of the suburban gardens. The city of Caiaphas did not allow capital punishment within its walls; the air perfumed with the virtue of the Pharisees would be polluted; and the soft hearts of the Sadducees would be distressed; hence, condemned prisoners were expelled from the city before their death.
The Centurion stopped outside the old walled city, surrounded by the fresh green of the suburban gardens. The city of Caiaphas prohibited capital punishment within its walls; the air, filled with the righteousness of the Pharisees, would be tainted, and the compassionate hearts of the Sadducees would be troubled; so, condemned prisoners were sent out of the city before their execution.
357They had stopped on the summit of a rounded mound of limestone resembling a skull. This resemblance might seem to be the reason for choosing this place for executions, but the real reason was rather because the two great roads from Jaffa and Damascus crossed each other close at hand, and it was well that the cross should show its terrible warning to the traveling multitude of pilgrims, merchants and provincials.
357They had paused at the top of a rounded limestone hill that looked like a skull. While this resemblance might appear to be why this location was chosen for executions, the actual reason was that the major roads from Jaffa and Damascus intersected nearby. It was fitting that this cross should serve as a grim warning to the many pilgrims, traders, and locals passing by.
The sun, the benign sun of the solstice, the high noon-day sun, shone on the white mound and on the mattocks ringing sonorously in the rock. In the nearby gardens the spring flowers expanded in the mild air; singing birds, hidden in the trees, rent the sky with the silver arrows of their warblings; doves flew about in pairs in the warm, pastoral peace. It would be sweet to live there in some well-watered garden beside a well, in the perfume of the earth awakening and clothing itself, awaiting the harvest moon, in company with loving friends! Days of Galilee, days of peace, days of sunshine and friendship among the vineyards, beside the lake, days of light and liberty, wandering with friends who listened understandingly, days drawing to a close with the well-earned cheerfulness of supper, days which seemed eternal, although they were so short!
The sun, the gentle solstice sun, the bright midday sun, shone on the white mound and on the tools ringing clearly against the rock. In the nearby gardens, the spring flowers bloomed in the mild air; singing birds, hidden in the trees, filled the sky with their beautiful melodies; doves flew around in pairs in the warm, peaceful setting. It would be lovely to live there in a lush garden next to a well, surrounded by the fresh scents of the earth coming to life, waiting for the harvest moon, with loving friends! Days of Galilee, days of peace, days filled with sunshine and friendship among the vineyards, by the lake, days of light and freedom, wandering with friends who truly understood, days ending with the well-deserved joy of supper, days that felt endless, even though they were so brief!
Now Thou hast no one with Thee, Jesus, called the Christ. These soldiers preparing that appalling bed, these thieves insulting Thee, those hounds awaiting Thy blood, are only shadows, cast by the great shadow of God. Thou art alone as Thou wert alone at night; the sun that warms Thy assassins is not for Thee. Before Thee lies no other day, no other journey; ended are Thy wanderings and now at last Thou canst rest; this skull of rock is Thy goal. A few hours hence, Thine imprisoned spirit shall be torn from its dungeon.
Now you have no one with you, Jesus, called the Christ. These soldiers preparing that horrible bed, these thieves mocking you, those dogs waiting for your blood, are just shadows, cast by the great shadow of God. You are alone as you were alone at night; the sun that warms your killers is not for you. Before you lies no other day, no other journey; your wanderings are over and now at last you can rest; this rocky skull is your destination. A few hours from now, your trapped spirit will be torn from its prison.
God’s human face is wet with cold sweat. The blows of the mattocks ring in His head, as if they struck at Him; the sun which He loved so much, symbol of the Father, just even to the unjust, now falls harshly on His aching eyes and swollen eyelids. His whole body aches with weariness, trembles in a yearning for rest which He resists with all His soul. Has He not promised to suffer as much as is needful up to the very last? At the same time it seems to Him that He loves with a 358more intimate tenderness those whom He is leaving, even those who are working for His death. And from the depths of His soul, like a song of victory over the torn and weary flesh, rise up the words, never to be forgotten by men, “Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.”
God’s human face is wet with cold sweat. The sounds of the pickaxes ring in His head, as if they were hitting Him; the sun, which He loved so much—a symbol of the Father that shines equally on the just and unjust—now beats down harshly on His aching eyes and swollen eyelids. His entire body aches with exhaustion, trembling with a longing for rest that He fights against with all His being. Has He not promised to endure as much as necessary up to the very end? At the same time, it seems to Him that He feels an even deeper love for those He is leaving behind, even for those who are working for His death. And from the depths of His soul, like a victorious song over the broken and tired flesh, the words rise up, never to be forgotten by humanity, “Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do.”
No more divine prayer was ever raised to Heaven since men have lived and prayed; it is not the prayer of a man, but of a God to a God. Men, who cannot pardon even the innocence of an innocent man, had never before that day dreamed that a man might pray for the forgiveness of those who were putting him to death.
No more prayers to Heaven have been said since humans began to live and pray; it’s not a prayer from one person to another, but from a God to a God. People, who can't even forgive the innocence of an innocent person, had never imagined that someone might pray for the forgiveness of those who were killing him.
For they know not what they do! Wrongs consciously wrought cannot be absolved without assurance of repentance. But the ignorance of men is so appallingly great that only a few really know what they do.
For they don’t know what they’re doing! Wrong actions done on purpose can’t be forgiven without genuine repentance. But people’s ignorance is so shockingly vast that only a few actually understand the consequences of their actions.
Jesus had taught what men should know; but how many knew it? Even His own Disciples, the only ones to know that Jesus was Christ, had been overcome by the fear of losing this last remnant of their lives; even as they fled away, they had shown that they did not know what they did. And even more ignorant of what they really did were the Pharisees, fearful of losing their preëminence; the Doctors, fearful of losing their privileges; the rich, fearful of losing their money; Pilate, fearful of losing his office; and most ignorant of all were the Jews, misled by their leaders, and the soldiers obedient to orders. None of them knew who Christ was and what He came to do, and why He was killed. Some of them were to know it, but afterwards, and they came to know it only through the intercession of the Man whom they were killing.
Jesus taught what people should understand, but how many actually got it? Even His Disciples, the only ones who knew Jesus was the Christ, were paralyzed by the fear of losing the last bit of their lives; as they ran away, they showed that they didn’t really understand what they were doing. The Pharisees were even more clueless about their actions, afraid of losing their status; the scholars were worried about losing their privileges; the wealthy feared losing their money; Pilate was anxious about losing his position; and the Jews were the most misled of all, following the wrong guidance from their leaders, along with the soldiers just following orders. None of them understood who Christ was, what He came to do, or why He was killed. Some of them would come to realize it, but only later, and they would learn it through the very Man they were executing.
Now, at the point of death, He had confirmed His most difficult and divine teaching, “Love for enemies,” and He could now hold out His hands to the hammer. The crosses had been raised; now they were piling stones about them to steady them under the weight, and were filling the holes with earth, stamping it down with their feet.
Now, at the moment of death, He had confirmed His most challenging and divine teaching, “Love your enemies,” and He could now extend His hands to the hammer. The crosses had been raised; now they were stacking stones around them to stabilize them under the weight, filling the holes with dirt and packing it down with their feet.
The women of Jerusalem approached the condemned Man with a pitcher. It contained a mixture of wine, incense and myrrh, which the executioners, out of the goodness of their 359hearts, imagined would dull consciousness. Those very people who were making Him suffer pretended as a last insult that they had mercy on that suffering, and by reducing it by the merest trifle they thought they had the greater right to demand that the rest of the cup of suffering be drained. But Jesus, as soon as He had tasted this mixture, bitter as gall, pushed it away. He would have accepted a single word in place of the wine, but the only one on that day who could find the word to say was one of the thieves whom they had dragged up to the place of the skull with Him.
The women of Jerusalem came to the condemned Man with a pitcher. It held a mix of wine, incense, and myrrh, which the executioners, in their twisted kindness, thought would numb His pain. Those very people who were causing Him agony pretended that they had compassion and believed that by lessening His suffering just a little, they had more right to insist He endure the rest. But as soon as Jesus tasted this mixture, bitter as bile, He pushed it away. He would have accepted just a word instead of the wine, but the only person that day who had something to say was one of the thieves who had been brought to the place of the skull alongside Him.
The incense and the myrrh which they offered Him on that day were not perfumed like that incense and myrrh brought to Him in the stable by the Wise Men from the distant Orient. And in place of the gold which had lighted the dingy darkness of the stable, there was the iron of the nails, gray now, waiting to be reddened. And that wine which seemed poisoned so bitter was it, was not the genial nuptial wine of Cana, nor that which He had drunk the evening before, warm and dark as blood dripping from a wound.
The incense and myrrh they offered Him that day weren’t as fragrant as the ones the Wise Men brought to Him in the stable from far away. Instead of the gold that had brightened the dimness of the stable, there was the cold iron of the nails, gray and waiting to be stained red. And that wine, which tasted so bitter and felt almost poisoned, wasn’t the cheerful wedding wine from Cana, nor was it the warm, dark wine He had drunk the night before, like blood dripping from a wound.
FOUR NAILS
On the top of the hill of the Skull the three crosses, tall, dark, with outspread beams like giants with outstretched arms, stood out against the great sweep of the sweet spring sky. They threw no shadow, but they were outlined by brilliant reflections from the sun. The beauty of the world on that day in that hour was so great that tortures were unthinkable; could they not, those wooden branches, blossom out with field flowers, and be wreathed with garlands of tender green, hiding the scaffold with verdure, in the shade of which reconciled and friendly brothers might sit down?
At the top of Skull Hill, the three crosses stood tall and dark, their beams stretching out like giants with open arms against the bright spring sky. They cast no shadow, but were highlighted by the brilliant sunlight. The beauty of the world on that day and at that hour was so overwhelming that the notion of torture seemed impossible; couldn’t those wooden beams bloom with wildflowers and be adorned with gentle green garlands, hiding the scaffold in lushness where reconciled and friendly brothers could sit together?
But the Priests, the Scribes, the Pharisees, those who gloated over suffering and over revenge, who had come there to satisfy their morbid appetites with the spectacle of three deaths, were stamping with impatience, and jeeringly hastening on the Romans.
But the priests, the scribes, and the Pharisees—those who reveled in suffering and revenge, who had come there to satisfy their twisted desires with the sight of three deaths—were stamping their feet with impatience and mockingly urging the Romans to hurry up.
The Centurion gave an order. Two soldiers approached 360Jesus and with rapid, rough gestures removed all His clothes. The criminal condemned to crucifixion must be entirely naked.
The Centurion gave an order. Two soldiers approached 360°Jesus and, with quick, rough movements, took off all His clothes. The criminal sentenced to crucifixion must be completely naked.
As soon as He was stripped, they passed two ropes under His armpits, and hoisted Him up on the cross. Half-way up on the upright was a rough wooden peg like a seat where the body was to find a precarious and painful support. Another soldier leaned the ladder against one of the arms of the cross, climbed up on it, hammer in hand, seized the hand which had cured lepers and caressed little children’s hair, spread it out on the wood and drove a nail into the middle of the palm. The nails were long, and with a wide head so that they could be easily hammered. The soldier struck a vigorous blow, which pierced the flesh at once, and then another and a third so that the nail would hold firmly and so that only the head would remain outside. A little blood spurted out from the pierced hand upon the hammering hand, but the diligent workman paid no attention to it, and continued to hammer away vigorously until his work was properly done. Then he came down the ladder and did the same to the other hand.
As soon as He was stripped, they passed two ropes under His armpits and hoisted Him up on the cross. Halfway up on the upright was a rough wooden peg that served as a seat, giving the body a painful and unstable support. Another soldier leaned a ladder against one of the arms of the cross, climbed up with a hammer in hand, took hold of the hand that had healed lepers and gently touched children's hair, stretched it out on the wood, and drove a nail into the center of the palm. The nails were long and had a wide head, making them easy to hammer in. The soldier struck a strong blow that pierced the flesh immediately, followed by another and a third so the nail would hold firmly, leaving only the head outside. A little blood spurted from the pierced hand onto the hammering hand, but the focused worker paid no attention to it and kept hammering vigorously until the job was done. Then he climbed down the ladder and did the same to the other hand.
All the spectators had fallen silent, hoping to hear screams from the condemned man. But Jesus was silent before His executioners as He had been silent before His judges.
All the spectators had fallen silent, hoping to hear screams from the condemned man. But Jesus remained silent before His executioners, just as He had been silent before His judges.
Now they turned their attention to the feet. This was work which could be done standing on the ground, for the Roman crosses were set so low that, if the bodies of the executed criminals were left on them too long, prowling dogs and jackals could tear out their bowels and eat them.
Now they focused on the feet. This was work that could be done standing on the ground, since the Roman crosses were set so low that if the bodies of the executed criminals were left on them too long, wandering dogs and jackals could rip them open and eat them.
The soldier who was nailing Christ on the cross now lifted up His knees so that the soles of His feet should be flat against the wood, and taking the measure so that the iron nail should be long enough to go through the instep, he pierced the first foot, and drove the nail home. He did the same to the other foot, and at the end glanced up, still with his hammer in his hand, to see if he had finished his work, and if anything was lacking. He remembered the scroll which they had taken from Jesus’ neck and flung down on the ground. He picked it up, climbed again up the ladder, and with two nails fastened it on the upright of the cross, above the thorn-crowned head.
The soldier who was nailing Christ to the cross lifted His knees so that the soles of His feet rested flat against the wood. He measured the iron nail to ensure it was long enough to go through the instep and pierced the first foot, driving the nail all the way in. He did the same with the other foot, and when he finished, he glanced up, still holding the hammer, to see if his work was done and if anything was missing. He remembered the sign they had taken from Jesus' neck and thrown on the ground. He picked it up, climbed back up the ladder, and with two nails secured it to the upright of the cross, above the thorn-crowned head.
361Then he came down the ladder for the last time, threw away his hammer, and looked to see if his companions had finished their work. The thieves, too, were now in place and all three crosses had their flesh-offerings. The soldiers could rest and divide the garments which henceforth the men up there on the crosses needed no more. This was the perquisite of the executioners and came to them by law. Four soldiers had a right to Jesus’ clothes and they divided them into four parts. This left the tunic, which was without seam, woven all in one piece. It would be a sin to cut it, for after that it would be of no use to any one; but one of them, an old gambler, took out his dice, threw them, and the tunic was awarded by luck. From now on the only possession of the King of the Jews was the thorns of His crown which, as a greater insult, they had left on His head.
361Then he climbed down the ladder for the last time, tossed aside his hammer, and checked to see if his companions had completed their tasks. The thieves were now in position, and all three crosses had their offerings. The soldiers could take a break and divide the garments, which from this point on the men on the crosses wouldn't need anymore. This was the executioners' right and was granted to them by law. Four soldiers had a claim to Jesus’ clothes, and they split them into four parts. This left the tunic, which was seamless and woven in one piece. It would be wrong to cut it, as it would be of no use to anyone afterward; but one of the soldiers, an old gambler, pulled out his dice, rolled them, and the tunic was decided by chance. From then on, the only possession of the King of the Jews was the crown of thorns that they had left on His head as an even greater insult.
All was finished: the drops of blood fell slowly from His hands on the ground and the blood from His feet reddened the cross. From now on He was to flee no more; His blaspheming mouth was soon to be gaping in agony, but it was to teach no more forever. The assassins might be satisfied with themselves and with the foreign executioners. The poisoner of the people, the enemy of the Temple and of business, was fastened with four solid nails on the tree of ignominy. From that night on the lords of Jerusalem could sleep more peacefully.
All was over: the drops of blood fell slowly from His hands onto the ground, and the blood from His feet stained the cross. From now on, He would no longer flee; His blaspheming mouth would soon be open in agony, but it would teach no more forever. The assassins could feel satisfied with themselves and with the foreign executioners. The poisoner of the people, the enemy of the Temple and of business, was nailed down with four solid nails on the tree of shame. From that night on, the lords of Jerusalem could sleep more peacefully.
A clamor of demoniac laughter, of exultant exclamations, of ferocious jests rose from the crowd about Golgotha. There He was, the bird of ill-omen, nailed with outspread wings. The poor man, satisfied if He had but a tunic, now was altogether naked; the vagabond, who had only a stone on which to lay His head, now had a fine pillow of wood; the impostor who deceived with His miracles, no longer had His hands free to mold the clay which restored sight to the blind; the throne of the King was a hard wooden peg; the hater of Jerusalem was hung up in sight of the Holy City; the Master with so many disciples now had as companions only two thieves who insulted Him, and four bored soldiers. “Call on the Father now to save Thee, ask for a legion of angels to take Thee away from there and disperse us with flaming swords. Then even we will 362believe that Thou art the Christ, and we will fall down with our faces in the dust to adore Thee.”
A loud mix of evil laughter, excited shouts, and brutal jokes erupted from the crowd around Golgotha. There He was, the bird of bad luck, nailed up with His arms stretched wide. The poor man, who was happy with just a tunic, was now completely naked; the wanderer, who had only a stone to rest His head on, now had a fine wooden pillow; the fraud who performed miracles now had His hands tied, unable to shape the clay that could give sight to the blind; the King’s throne was just a rough wooden peg; the one who despised Jerusalem was displayed before the Holy City; the Master, once surrounded by many disciples, now had only two thieves mocking Him and four bored soldiers. “Call on the Father now to save You, ask for a legion of angels to come take You away and scatter us with flaming swords. Then even we will believe that You are the Christ, and we will fall on our faces in the dust to worship You.”
And some of the priests, shaking their heads, said: “Thou that destroyest the temple, and buildest it in three days, save thyself. If thou be the Son of God, come down from the cross.”
And some of the priests, shaking their heads, said: “You who destroy the temple and rebuild it in three days, save yourself. If you are the Son of God, come down from the cross.”
This challenge recalls that of Satan in the desert. They, like Satan, wished for a prodigy. They had asked so many times for a sign! “It would be a fine sign if Thou couldst loosen the four nails and come down from the cross, and if the power of the Father should flame out in the Heavens destroying us as God-killers. But Thou seest well that the nails are strong and are not loosened, and that no one appears to aid Thee from heaven or from earth.”
This challenge is similar to what Satan faced in the desert. They, like Satan, wanted a miracle. They had asked countless times for a sign! “It would be an amazing sign if You could pull out the four nails and come down from the cross, and if the power of the Father could burst forth in the Heavens to destroy us as those who killed God. But You can see well that the nails are strong and aren’t coming loose, and that no one seems to be coming to Your aid from heaven or from earth.”
The Scribes, the Elders, mocked Him in the same way, and so did even the soldiers, although the affair was none of theirs, and even the thieves also, suffering though they were in anguish with Him.
The scribes and elders ridiculed Him in the same way, and so did the soldiers, even though the situation had nothing to do with them, and the thieves, despite their own suffering, joined in as well.
“He saved others; himself he cannot save. If he be the King of Israel, let him now come down from the cross, and we will believe him. He trusted in God; let him deliver him now if he will have him: ... for he said, I am the Son of God.”
“He saved others; he can’t save himself. If he’s the King of Israel, let him come down from the cross now, and we’ll believe in him. He trusted in God; let God deliver him now if he wants to: … because he said, I am the Son of God.”
He had announced that He came to give life, but now He could not save Himself from death! He had boasted that He was the Son of God, but God did not move to save His firstborn from the scaffold. Therefore, He had always lied; it was not true that He had ever saved any one. It was not true that God was His Father, and if He had lied about that, He had lied about everything, and deserved this fate. There was no need of proof, but the proof was there so clear that all could see it, and their consciences were perfectly at rest. If any miracle were possible, He would no longer be crucified there to agonize; but the sky was empty and the sun, God’s light, shone clearly that all men might see more clearly the contractions of His face and the painful heaving of His chest.
He had claimed that He came to give life, but now He couldn’t save Himself from dying! He had boasted that He was the Son of God, but God didn’t act to save His firstborn from the cross. So, He had always been lying; it wasn’t true that He had ever saved anyone. It wasn’t true that God was His Father, and if He had lied about that, then He had lied about everything and deserved this fate. There was no need for proof, but the proof was so clear that everyone could see it, and their consciences were completely at peace. If any miracle were possible, He wouldn’t still be there suffering; but the sky was empty and the sun, God’s light, shone brightly so everyone could see the agony on His face and the painful rise and fall of His chest.
“What a pity that the Romans do not allow our old punishment for blasphemers, for it would have relieved us to have 363stoned Thee one by one. Thus every one would have had his share of pleasure, taking aim at the head with well-directed stones, and covering Thee with bruises, clothing Thee in a tunic of stones. Once before when the adulteress was brought before Thee we put down our stones, but to-day no one would be backward, and Thou wouldst have paid for Thee and for her! The cross is well enough, but how much less satisfying for the spectators! If only these foreigners had permitted us to give a blow of the hammer on the nails! Thou answerest not? Hast Thou no longer any desire to preach? Canst Thou not come down? Why dost Thou not deign to convert us also? If we ought to love Thee, show us first that God loves Thee enough to do a great miracle to save Thee from death!”
“What a shame that the Romans don’t let us use our old punishment for blasphemers, because it would have been nice to stone You one by one. Everyone would have had their chance to enjoy it, aiming for Your head with well-placed stones, covering You in bruises, dressing You in a tunic of stones. Once before, when the adulteress was brought before You, we put down our stones, but today no one would hold back, and You would have paid for Yourself and for her! The cross is fine, but it’s so much less satisfying for the spectators! If only these foreigners had allowed us to hammer in the nails! You aren’t answering? Don’t You want to preach anymore? Can’t You come down? Why won’t You bother to convert us too? If we’re supposed to love You, first show us that God loves You enough to perform a great miracle to save You from death!”
But the divine Sacrifice was silent. The torture of the fever, which had begun already, was not so terrible as those words of His brothers who were crucifying Him a second time on the cross of their appalling ignorance.
But the divine Sacrifice was silent. The pain of the fever, which had already started, was not as unbearable as the words of His brothers who were crucifying Him a second time on the cross of their shocking ignorance.
DISMAS
The thieves who had been crucified with Jesus had begun to be hostile to Him in the street when He was liberated from the weight of His cross. They felt aggrieved because no one thought of them; they were to die the same death, but no one seemed to think of this; people abused Him, but at least they recognized that He was there, they were all thinking about Him, running along for His sake as if He had been alone. It was for Him that all those people were following along—important people, educated and wealthy—it was for Him that the women were weeping and that even the Centurion was moved to pity. He was the King of the occasion, this country cheat, and He drew every one’s attention as if He had really been a King. Who knew, perhaps the wine with myrrh would never have been offered to them, if He had not been so fastidious as to refuse it.
The thieves crucified with Jesus started to turn against Him in the street when He was freed from the burden of His cross. They felt overlooked because no one paid attention to them; they were going to die the same way, but no one seemed to care. People yelled at Him, but at least they acknowledged His presence, focusing on Him as if He were the only one suffering. It was for Him that all those people followed—important figures, educated and wealthy—it was for Him that the women cried and even the Centurion felt compassion. He was the center of attention, this country outlaw, and he drew everyone’s gaze as if he were truly a king. Who knows, maybe if He hadn’t been so picky about refusing the wine mixed with myrrh, they would have never been offered it.
But one of them, when he heard the great words of his envied companion, “Forgive them; for they know not what they 364do,” suddenly fell silent. That prayer was so new for him, summoned him to emotions so foreign to his nature and all his life, that it carried him back at one stroke to his almost forgotten childhood, when he also was innocent, and when he knew there was a God of whom one could ask for peace as poor men beg for bread at the rich man’s door. But in no canticle could he remember hearing any such prayer as this, so extraordinary, so paradoxical in the mouth of one who was at that moment being killed. And yet those impossible words found in the thief’s withered heart an echo of something he would have liked to believe, above all at that moment when he was about to appear before a Judge more awful than those of the law-courts. This prayer of Jesus’ found an unexpected echo in his own thought, a thought beyond his power to formulate or express, but which now seemed to him luminous in the darkness of his fate. Had he really known what he was doing? Had other men ever thought of him? Had they ever done for him what they could to turn him from evil? Had there ever been any one who really loved him? Had any one given him food when he was hungry and a cloak when he was cold, and a friendly word when suddenly temptations laid siege to his lonely and dissatisfied soul? If he had had a little more bread and love, would he have committed the actions which had brought him to Golgotha? Was he not also among those who knew not what they do, distraught by poverty, abandoned among ambushed passions? Were they not thieves like him, the Levites who trafficked in the offerings of the faithful, the Pharisees who cheated widows, the rich men, who by their usury drained dry the veins of the poverty-stricken? Those were the men who had condemned him to death; but what right had they to kill him if they had never done anything to save him, and if they, too, were tainted with his guilt?
But one of them, when he heard the powerful words of his envious companion, “Forgive them; for they know not what they 364do,” suddenly went quiet. That prayer was so new to him, calling forth feelings so unfamiliar to his nature and his entire life, that it instantly brought him back to his almost forgotten childhood, when he too was innocent, and when he knew there was a God from whom one could ask for peace like poor people beg for bread at a rich man's door. But he could not remember hearing such a prayer in any song, so extraordinary, so paradoxical coming from someone who was being killed at that moment. Yet those impossible words struck a chord in the thief’s withered heart, echoing something he wished he could believe, especially at that moment when he was about to stand before a Judge far more terrifying than any in the courts. This prayer of Jesus found an unexpected resonance in his thoughts, a thought he couldn't quite articulate or express, but which now seemed bright amidst the darkness of his fate. Did he truly understand what he was doing? Had others ever thought of him? Had anyone tried to steer him away from evil? Had there ever been someone who genuinely loved him? Had anyone given him food when he was hungry, a cloak when he was cold, or a kind word when temptations suddenly attacked his lonely and dissatisfied soul? If he had just had a little more bread and love, would he have committed the acts that brought him to Golgotha? Was he not among those who did not know what they were doing, overwhelmed by poverty, abandoned amongst overwhelming desires? Were the Levites who exploited the offerings of the faithful, the Pharisees who cheated widows, and the rich who drained the poor with their loans not thieves like him? Those were the men who had condemned him to death; but what right did they have to kill him if they had never done anything to save him, and if they, too, shared in his guilt?
All these thoughts went through his distracted heart while he waited to be fastened to the cross. The nearness of death—and what a death!—this unheard-of prayer of the man who was not a thief, but who was suffering the penalty of thieves, the hate which deformed the faces of the men who had condemned him also, moved his poor, maimed soul, and inclined him to 365emotions unfelt since his boyhood, to emotions the very name of which he did not know, but which were very like to tenderness and repentance.
All these thoughts raced through his troubled heart as he waited to be nailed to the cross. The proximity of death—and what a death it was!—this unimaginable prayer from a man who wasn’t a thief but was facing the punishment of thieves, the hatred that twisted the faces of the men who had condemned him, all of it stirred his wounded soul and prompted feelings he hadn’t experienced since childhood, feelings that he didn’t even have a name for, but were very similar to compassion and regret. 365
When they were all on the cross, the other thief, although suffering terribly from his pierced hands and feet, began again to insult Jesus. He also began to vomit out the challenge of the Jews, “If thou be Christ, save thyself and us.”
When they were all on the cross, the other thief, despite suffering greatly from his nailed hands and feet, started insulting Jesus again. He also joined in on the Jewish challenge, saying, “If you are the Christ, save yourself and us.”
If He were really the Son of God would He not have thought of freeing also His companions in misery? Why was He not moved to compassion? Hence, they were right, those men down there: He was a deceiver, a man of no account, an execrated outcast. And the anger of the raging thief was intensified by his fury over a lost hope, an abortive hope, an impossible dream of miraculous salvation; but a despairing man hopes even for the impossible, and this hope withdrawn seemed to him a betrayal.
If He was truly the Son of God, wouldn’t He have thought about freeing His companions in suffering too? Why wasn’t He filled with compassion? So, those men down there were right: He was a fraud, a worthless man, a cursed outcast. The angry thief’s rage grew stronger from his fury over a lost hope, a shattered hope, an impossible dream of miraculous salvation; yet a desperate person still hopes for the impossible, and having that hope taken away felt like a betrayal to him.
But the Good Thief who had been listening to him, and to the other raging voices shrieking down below, now turned to his companion. “Dost thou not fear God, seeing thou art in the same condemnation? And we indeed justly; for we receive the due reward of our deeds; but this man has done nothing amiss.”
But the Good Thief who had been listening to him, and to the other angry voices shouting down below, turned to his companion. “Don’t you fear God, since you’re under the same sentence? We’re being punished justly; we’re getting what we deserve for our actions, but this man hasn’t done anything wrong.”
The thief had passed from the doubt of his own blameworthiness to the certainty of the innocence of that mysterious Pardoner at his side. “We have committed deeds (he was not willing to call them crimes) which men punish, but this man has done nothing amiss, and yet He is punished as we are; why, therefore, insult Him? Hast thou no fear that God will punish thee for having humiliated an innocent man?”
The thief had moved from questioning his own guilt to being sure of the innocence of the mysterious Pardoner beside him. “We have done things (he didn’t want to call them crimes) that people get punished for, but this man hasn’t done anything wrong, and yet he is being punished like us; so why should we insult him? Don’t you fear that God will punish you for humiliating an innocent man?”
And he turned over in his mind what he had heard told about Jesus—only a few things and those not at all clear to him—but he knew that Jesus had spoken of a Kingdom of Peace and that He himself was to be at the head of it. Then with impetuous faith as if he invoked the blood which fell at the same moment from his criminal hands and from those guiltless hands, he cried out these words, “Lord, remember me when thou comest into thy kingdom.”
And he thought about what he had heard about Jesus—just a few things that weren't very clear to him—but he knew that Jesus had talked about a Kingdom of Peace and that He would be in charge of it. Then, with intense faith, as if he was calling upon the blood that was simultaneously spilling from his guilty hands and those innocent hands, he shouted, “Lord, remember me when you come into your kingdom.”
We have suffered together; wilt Thou not recognize the man 366who was beside Thee on the cross, the only man who defended Thee when all were attacking Thee?
We have been through this together; won’t You acknowledge the man 366who was next to You on the cross, the only one who stood up for You when everyone else was against You?
And Jesus, who had answered no man, turned His head as well as He could towards the pitying thief and answered him, “Verily I say unto thee, To-day shalt thou be with me in paradise.”
And Jesus, who hadn't replied to anyone, turned His head as best as He could toward the sympathetic thief and told him, “I truly say to you, today you will be with me in paradise.”
He could promise him nothing earthly: what would it have availed him to be unnailed from the cross and to drag himself along the roads of the earth a few years more, crippled and needy? And unlike the other thief he had not asked to be saved from death: he had asked only to be remembered after his death, if Jesus should return in glory. Jesus instead of fleshly and uncertain life promised him the eternal life of Paradise, and that without delay—“to-day.”
He could promise him nothing of this world: what good would it do to be taken down from the cross and to drag himself along the roads for a few more years, crippled and in need? And unlike the other thief, he hadn’t asked to be saved from death; he only asked to be remembered after he died, if Jesus were to come back in glory. Instead of a temporary and uncertain life, Jesus promised him the eternal life of Paradise, and that without delay—“today.”
He had sinned; in the eyes of men, he had gravely sinned, he had taken away from the rich a little of their riches, perhaps he had also stolen a little from the poor, but for sinners ailing with an illness worse than any bodily weakness, Jesus had always a tenderness of which He made no show, but which He was never willing to hide. Had He not come to bring back to the warmth of the stable the flock lost among the thorns of the countryside? Were not the wicked already sufficiently punished with their own wickedness? And those who thought themselves righteous, were they not perhaps often more corrupt than the wicked they condemned? Jesus does not pardon all men. That would be injustice, holier than the injustice of the world, but still unjust. But a single motion of repentance, a single word of regret is enough. The prayer of the thief was enough to absolve him.
He had sinned; in the eyes of others, he had seriously sinned. He had taken a little from the rich and possibly stolen a bit from the poor as well. But for sinners suffering from an illness worse than any physical weakness, Jesus always showed a kindness that He didn’t flaunt but would never hide. Had He not come to bring back to the warmth of the stable the lost sheep from the thorns of the countryside? Were the wicked not already suffering enough from their own wickedness? And those who believed they were righteous, were they not often more corrupt than the sinners they condemned? Jesus does not forgive everyone. That would be unfair, even if it were a higher unfairness than that of the world. But a single act of repentance, a single word of regret is enough. The prayer of the thief was enough to set him free.
The Good Thief was Jesus’ last convert in His corporeal existence. He was the last Disciple and at the same time the first of the martyrs, for Peter’s Gospel tells us that when they heard his words, the Jews were angered against him and demanded that his legs should not be broken, in order that he might die in greater torment. The legs of crucified men were broken out of mercy that their sufferings might end sooner; this shortening of his torture was refused to him because he 367had defended Christ and believed in Him: like his Master, he was forced to drink his cup to the dregs.
The Good Thief was Jesus’ last convert during His time on Earth. He was the last disciple and also the first of the martyrs, because Peter’s Gospel tells us that when the Jews heard his words, they were furious with him and demanded that his legs not be broken, so he could die in even greater pain. The legs of crucified men were typically broken out of mercy to end their suffering sooner; this mercy was denied to him because he defended Christ and believed in Him: like his Master, he had to endure his suffering to the fullest. 367
We know nothing more of him; only his name preserved in an apocryphal manuscript. The Church has received him among her saints because of this promise of Christ, with the name of Dismas.
We don’t know anything else about him; just his name preserved in an apocryphal manuscript. The Church has recognized him as a saint because of this promise from Christ, known as Dismas.
THE DARKNESS
Jesus’ breathing was more and more like the death-rattle. His chest heaved with convulsive efforts to breathe; loud, painful pulses hammered at His temples. His heart beat so rapidly and so violently that it shook Him as if it would tear Him loose; the feverish thirst of crucified men flamed all over His body, as if His blood had become a raging molten fire in His veins. Stretched in that painful position, nailed to the beams and not able to move, held up by His hands, which were lacerated if He let Himself hang by them, but which, if He held them up, exhausted His weak and worn-out frame, that young and divine body which had suffered so many times because it contained too great a soul, was now a funeral pyre of suffering where all the sufferings of the world burned together.
Jesus’ breathing sounded more and more like the gasps of someone near death. His chest heaved with desperate attempts to breathe; loud, painful throbs pounded at His temples. His heart raced so fast and so violently that it felt like it would tear Him apart; the intense thirst of crucified men burned all over His body, as if His blood had turned into a raging fire in His veins. Stretched in that agonizing position, nailed to the cross and unable to move, held up by His hands, which were torn if He let Himself hang by them, but which exhausted His weak and worn-out body if He tried to support Himself, that young and divine body, which had suffered so much because it housed too great a soul, was now a burning pyre of suffering where all the pain of the world merged together.
As ancient writers admitted, crucifixion was the cruelest and blackest of punishments. It gave the greatest torture for the longest time. If tetanus set in, a merciful torpor hastened death; but there were men who held out, suffering always more and more, until the second day after crucifixion, and even longer. The thirst of their fever, the congestion of their hearts, the rigidity of their veins, their cramped muscles, the dizziness and terrible pains in the head, the ever-greater agony—all these were not enough to make an end of them. But most men died at the end of twelve hours.
As ancient writers acknowledged, crucifixion was the most brutal and terrible punishment. It inflicted the greatest suffering for the longest period. If tetanus occurred, a merciful state of numbness sped up death; however, there were individuals who endured, increasingly suffering, until the second day after crucifixion, or even longer. Their thirst from fever, the strain on their hearts, the stiffness of their veins, their muscle cramps, the dizziness, and excruciating headaches, and the escalating agony—none of these were enough to bring them to an end. Yet, most people died within twelve hours.
The blood from the four wounds of Jesus had clotted about the nail-heads, but every movement made fresh blood gush out, which fell slowly along the cross and dripped upon the ground. His head drooped on His weary neck; His eyes, 368those mortal eyes, whence God had looked out upon the earth, were glazing over in the death stupor; and His livid lips, parched with suffering and thirst, drawn by His painful breathing, were withered by that last kiss, the poisonous kiss of Judas.
The blood from Jesus's four wounds had clotted around the nails, but every movement made fresh blood pour out, trickling down the cross and dripping onto the ground. His head hung heavy on His tired neck; His eyes, those human eyes that God had gazed through at the world, were glazing over in death's haze; and His pale lips, dried out from pain and thirst, were drawn tight with each labored breath, withered by that final kiss, the toxic kiss of Judas.
Thus died a God, who had cooled the blood of the feverish, had given the water of life to the thirsty, who had raised up the dead from their tombs, who had quickened the paralyzed, cast out demons from obsessed souls, who had wept with the weeping, who, instead of punishing the wicked, had made them to be born again into a new life, who had taught with poetic words and proved by miracles that glorious aspiration—the life of perfect love—which raging beasts sunk in stupor and in blood would never have been capable of discovering for themselves. He had healed wounds and they wounded all His perfect body; He had pardoned evildoers, and evildoers nailed Him, an innocent man, between two criminals; He had infinitely loved all men, even those unworthy of His love, and hatred had nailed Him there where hatred punished and was punished; He had been more righteous than righteousness and they had wreaked upon Him the most iniquitous unrighteousness; He had called mean souls to holiness and He had fallen into the hands of vilifiers and demons. He had brought life, and in return they gave Him the most ignominious death.
Thus died a God, who had calmed the feverish, given the water of life to the thirsty, raised the dead from their graves, restored the paralyzed, cast out demons from tormented souls, cried with the sorrowful, who, instead of punishing the wicked, had allowed them to be reborn into a new life, who had taught with beautiful words and proved through miracles that glorious aspiration—the life of perfect love—which wild beasts, lost in stupor and blood, would never have been able to discover on their own. He had healed wounds, and they hurt His perfect body; He had forgiven wrongdoers, and wrongdoers nailed Him, an innocent man, between two criminals; He had loved all people infinitely, even those unworthy of His love, and hatred had nailed Him where hatred punished and was punished; He had been more righteous than righteousness itself, and they unleashed upon Him the most unfair injustice; He had called lowly souls to holiness, and He had fallen into the hands of slanderers and demons. He had brought life, and in return, they gave Him the most disgraceful death.
All this was necessary that men should learn again the road to the earthly Paradise; that they should mount above drunken bestiality and attain the exaltation of the saints; that they should be resurrected from their sluggish folly which seems life and is death, to the magnificence of the Kingdom of Heaven.
All this was necessary for people to rediscover the path to earthly Paradise; to rise above mindless indulgence and reach the greatness of the saints; to be awakened from their lazy ignorance, which feels like life but is really death, to the splendor of the Kingdom of Heaven.
The mind may bow before the dreadful mystery of this necessity, but the heart of men can never forget the price exacted as payment of our debts. For nineteen hundred years, men born again in Christ, worthy to know Christ, to love Christ, and to be loved by Him, have wept, at least once in their lives, at the memory of that day and of that suffering. But all our tears gathered together like a bitter sea do not compensate for one of the drops which fell, red and heavy, on Golgotha.
The mind might submit to the terrifying mystery of this necessity, but the hearts of people can never forget the cost of our debts. For nineteen hundred years, those reborn in Christ, deserving to know Christ, to love Christ, and to be loved by Him, have cried, at least once in their lives, when recalling that day and that suffering. But all our tears combined, like a bitter sea, do not make up for even one of the drops that fell, red and heavy, on Golgotha.
369A barbarous king of barbarians pronounced the most vigorous words ever spoken by Christian lips about that blood. They were reading to Clovis the story of the Passion, and the fierce King was sighing and weeping when suddenly, no longer able to contain himself, clapping his hand to the hilt of his sword, he cried out, “Oh, that I had been there with my Franks!” Ingenuous words, words of a soldier and of a violent man, opposed to Christ’s words, spoken to Peter among the olives, but words beautiful with all the naïve beauty of a candid and virile love. For it is not enough to weep over Christ who gave more than tears; we must fight, fight in us everything that divides us from Christ, fight in our midst all of Christ’s enemies.
369A ruthless king of barbarians said some of the most powerful words ever spoken by a Christian about that blood. They were reading the story of the Passion to Clovis, and the fierce King was sighing and crying when suddenly, unable to hold back any longer, he slapped his hand on the hilt of his sword and shouted, “Oh, that I had been there with my Franks!” Honest words, words from a soldier and a passionate man, contrasting with Christ’s words spoken to Peter among the olives, but words filled with all the naive beauty of sincere and strong love. Because it’s not enough to simply weep for Christ who gave more than tears; we must fight, fight against everything within us that separates us from Christ, fight against all of Christ’s enemies among us.
For, although millions of men have since wept when thinking of that day, on that Friday around the cross, all except the women were laughing, and those men who laughed have left sons and grandsons, many of them baptized, and they still laugh and their descendants will continue to laugh until the day when One alone will be able to laugh. If weeping cannot cancel that blood, what punishment can ever expiate that awful laughter?
For, even though millions of men have cried thinking about that day, on that Friday around the cross, everyone except the women was laughing, and those men who laughed have left behind sons and grandsons, many of whom were baptized, and they still laugh, and their descendants will keep laughing until the day when only One will be able to laugh. If crying can't erase that blood, what punishment could ever make up for that terrible laughter?
Look at them therefore once more, those who are laughing about the cross where Jesus hangs pierced by the most agonizing pain. There they are, clustered on the slopes of Golgotha, dehumanized by hate! Look at them well, look them in the face, one by one; you will recognize them all, for they are immortal.
Look at them one more time, those who are laughing about the cross where Jesus hangs, suffering from the deepest pain. There they are, gathered on the slopes of Golgotha, stripped of their humanity by hate! Look at them carefully, look them in the face, one by one; you will recognize them all, because they are eternal.
See how they thrust out their twitching muzzles, their scrawny necks, their noses humped and hooked, their rapacious eyes, gleaming under their bristling eyebrows. See how hideous they are, branded with the mark of Cain. Count them over well, for they are all there, just like the men whom we now know, brothers of the men whom we meet every day in our streets. Not one is missing.
See how they thrust out their twitching snouts, their skinny necks, their noses bent and hooked, their greedy eyes shining under their coarse eyebrows. See how ugly they are, marked with the sign of Cain. Count them carefully, because they’re all there, just like the men we now recognize, brothers of the men we encounter every day on our streets. Not a single one is missing.
In the front row there are the priests, with crammed paunches, with arid hearts, with great hairy ears, with thick-lipped, gaping mouths, craters of blasphemy. And elbow to elbow with them, the arrogant Scribes, blear-eyed and scrofulous, 370their faces of an excremental yellow, piecers-together of lies, belching out pus and ink. And the Epulones, thrusting out before them the obscene heaviness of their stuffed bellies, brutes who trade on hunger, who fatten on famines, who convert into money the patience of the poor, the beauty of virgins, the sweat of slaves. And the money-changers, expert in illicit traffic and in oppression, who live to wrest unlawfully from others; and the knotty lawyers skillful at turning the law against the innocent. And behind these high pillars of society, there is the mob of cheating scullions, of overbearing rascals, of foul-mouthed rogues, of whining beggars, of filthy knaves, the lower dregs of the population, famished hounds who eat under the tables and snarl between the legs of whoever does not give them either a mouthful or a kick.
In the front row are the priests, with bulging bellies, with cold hearts, with big hairy ears, with thick lips and gaping mouths, spewing blasphemy. Next to them are the arrogant Scribes, bleary-eyed and grubby, their faces a sickly yellow, piecing together lies, belching out filth and deceit. Then there are the Epulones, pushing out their grotesquely heavy bellies, brutes who profit from hunger, who thrive on famines, who turn the patience of the poor, the beauty of virgins, and the sweat of slaves into cash. The money-changers stand there too, experts in shady dealings and oppression, living to unlawfully take from others; and the shifty lawyers are skilled at twisting the law against the innocent. Behind these pillars of society are the mob of deceitful kitchen help, overbearing criminals, foul-mouthed scoundrels, whiny beggars, and filthy lowlifes, the bottom of the social ladder, starving dogs that scavenge under the tables and growl between the legs of anyone who doesn’t spare them a bite or a kick.
They are the eternal enemies of Christ—they who celebrated on that day their infamous Saturnalia; and they have vomited out on Christ’s face their poisonous saliva, the muddy lees of their souls. This miry dross of humanity, foul and polluted, vomited out from their filthy hearts their hatred for Him who was saving them; they howled against Him who was forgiving them; they insulted Christ who was agonizing for them, Christ who was dying for them. The antithesis of good and evil, innocence and infamy, light and darkness, was never presented with such a dramatic and utter contrast as on that irreparable day.
They are the eternal enemies of Christ—those who celebrated their infamous Saturnalia that day; and they have spat their poisonous hatred in Christ’s face, the filthy residue of their souls. This muddy waste of humanity, disgusting and corrupted, came pouring out from their tainted hearts, revealing their hatred for the one who was saving them; they screamed against the one who was forgiving them; they mocked Christ who was suffering for them, Christ who was dying for them. The conflict between good and evil, innocence and infamy, light and darkness, was never shown in such a dramatic and complete contrast as on that unforgettable day.
Nature itself seemed to wish to hide the horror of that sight: the sky, which all the morning had been clear, suddenly grew dark. A thick cloud, dark as though it came from the marshes of hell, rose above the hills and little by little spread to every corner of the horizon. Black clouds gathered about the sun, that sweet, clear April sun, which had warmed the hands of the murderers, encircled it, laid siege to it, and finally covered it with a thick curtain of darkness ... “and there was a darkness over all the earth until the ninth hour.”
Nature itself seemed to want to hide the horror of that scene: the sky, which had been clear all morning, suddenly turned dark. A thick cloud, as dark as if it came from the depths of hell, rose above the hills and gradually spread to every corner of the horizon. Black clouds gathered around the sun, that sweet, clear April sun, which had warmed the hands of the killers, surrounded it, besieged it, and finally covered it with a heavy curtain of darkness ... “and there was a darkness over all the earth until the ninth hour.”
LAMA SABACHTHANI
Many, alarmed by the falling of that mysterious darkness, fled away from the Hill of the Skull, and went home, silenced. But not all; the air was calm; no rain fell as yet, and in the obscurity, the three pallid bodies shone out whitely; many of the spectators wished to sate themselves to the very last on His agony; why go away from the theater until the tragedy is finished to the last scream?
Many, alarmed by the encroaching darkness, fled from the Hill of the Skull and returned home in silence. But not everyone left; the air was calm, it wasn't raining yet, and in the gloom, the three pale bodies stood out starkly. Many of the onlookers wanted to fully experience His suffering; why leave the theater before the tragedy reached its final scream?
And those who remained listened in the darkness to hear if the hated protagonist would break by some word His groaning death-rattle. Christ’s sufferings constantly became more intolerable. His body, sensitive and delicate by nature, exhausted by the tension of these last days, convulsed by the struggle of the last night, worn out by the tortures of the last hours, could endure no more. And His spirit suffered even more than the tortured body which still for a short time was its prison. It seemed to Him that His divinely youthful soul had become suddenly aged, and that He was old beyond memory. Everything seemed far-distant from Him, the companions of His happy days, the confidants of His tenderness, the poor who looked lovingly at Him, the children whose heads He had caressed, the healed men and women who could not bring themselves to leave Him, His Disciples for whom He had created a new soul—they were all far away. Close to Him there were only a gang of cannibals, possessed by the devil, eager for Him to die.
And those who stayed behind listened in the darkness to see if the hated main character would break with some word amidst His groaning death-rattle. Christ's suffering was becoming more unbearable. His body, naturally sensitive and delicate, was worn out from the stress of the last few days, convulsed from the struggles of the last night, and exhausted by the tortures of the last hours—it couldn't take any more. His spirit was suffering even more than the tortured body, which was still a prison for a little while longer. It felt to Him like His divinely youthful soul had suddenly aged, as if He were older than memory itself. Everything felt distant, like the companions from His happier days, the trusted friends of His compassion, the poor who looked at Him with love, the children whose heads He had gently touched, the healed men and women who couldn't bear to leave Him, His Disciples for whom He had given new life—they were all far away. The only ones close to Him were a group of cannibals, possessed by evil, eager for His death.
Only the women had not deserted Him. On one side at some distance from the cross, through fear of the howling men, Mary, His mother, Mary Magdalene, Mary of Cleofa, Salome, mother of James and John—and perhaps also Joanna of Cusa, and Martha—were present, terrified witnesses of His death. He still had the strength to confide to John, the dearest and most sacred inheritance which He left on earth—the Virgin of Sorrows. But after this, through the veil of His suffering, He saw no one and believed Himself alone with death, as He had ever been alone at the most solemn moments of His life. Even the Father seemed suddenly remote, inexplicably 372absent. Where was that loving Father to whom He was wont to speak, sure that He would be answered, would be helped? Why did the Father not help Him, give some sign of His presence, or at least show Jesus the mercy of calling Him to God without cruel delay?
Only the women had not abandoned Him. A little distance from the cross, afraid of the shouting men, Mary, His mother, Mary Magdalene, Mary of Cleopha, and Salome, the mother of James and John—and maybe also Joanna of Cusa and Martha—were there, terrified witnesses to His death. He still had the strength to entrust to John the most cherished legacy He left on earth—the Virgin of Sorrows. But after that, through the pain of His suffering, He saw no one and felt completely alone with death, just as He had often felt alone during the most important moments of His life. Even the Father felt suddenly distant, inexplicably absent. Where was that loving Father He used to talk to, knowing He would be heard and helped? Why didn’t the Father help Him, give any sign of His presence, or at least show Jesus the mercy of calling Him to God without this cruel delay?
And then there was heard in the thick air, in the silence of the darkness, these words, “Eli, Eli, Lama Sabachthani?” that is to say: “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”
And then, in the heavy air, in the silence of the darkness, the words were heard, “Eli, Eli, Lama Sabachthani?” which means: “My God, my God, why have you abandoned me?”
This was the first verse of a psalm which He had repeated to Himself many times because He had found there so many presages of His life and of His death. He no longer had the strength to cry it all aloud as He had in the desert, but now into His troubled spirit those sorrowing invocations came back one by one, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring?... Our fathers trusted in thee: they trusted and thou didst deliver them. They cried unto thee, and were delivered: ... but I am a worm, and no man; a reproach of men, and despised of the people. All that see me laugh me to scorn: they shoot out the lip, they shake the head, saying, He trusted on the Lord that he would deliver him: let him deliver him, seeing he delighted in him. But thou art he that took me out of the womb: thou didst make me hope when I was upon my mother’s breasts. Be not far from me: for trouble is near; for there is none to help. Many bulls have compassed me: ... they gaped upon me with their mouths, as a ravening and a roaring lion. I am poured out like water, and all my bones are out of joint: my heart is like wax; it is melted in the midst of my bowels. My strength is dried up like a potsherd: and my tongue cleaveth to my jaws; and thou hast brought me into the dust of death. For dogs have compassed me: the assembly of the wicked have enclosed me: they pierced my hands and my feet ... they look and stare upon me. They part my garments among them, and cast lots upon my vesture. But be thou not far from me, O Lord: O my strength, haste thee to help me.”
This was the first verse of a psalm that He had repeated to Himself many times because He found so many signs of His life and death in it. He no longer had the strength to shout it out loud as He had in the desert, but now those sorrowful invocations returned to His troubled spirit one by one: “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me and from the words of my cries? Our ancestors trusted in you; they trusted and you delivered them. They cried out to you and were rescued: ... but I am a worm, not a man; a disgrace to humanity, despised by the people. All who see me mock me; they curl their lips, they shake their heads, saying, 'He trusted in the Lord; let Him deliver him—let Him rescue him, since He delights in him.' But you are the one who brought me out of the womb; you made me hope when I was on my mother’s breasts. Do not be far from me, for trouble is near and there is no one to help. Many bulls surround me; ... they open their mouths against me like a roaring and ravenous lion. I am poured out like water, my bones are out of joint; my heart is like wax; it melts within me. My strength is dried up like a piece of pottery; my tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth, and you have brought me to the dust of death. For dogs surround me; a band of evil people encircles me; they have pierced my hands and my feet ... they look and stare at me. They divide my clothes among themselves and cast lots for my clothing. But do not be far from me, O Lord; my strength, come quickly to help me.”
The supplications of this prophetic psalm, which recall so 373closely the Man of Sorrows of Isaiah, rose from the wounded heart of the crucified Man as the last expression of His dying humanity. But certain of the brutes nearest to the cross thought that He was calling Elias, the immortal prophet, who in the popular imagination was to appear with Christ. “Behold, He calleth Elias.”
The prayers in this prophetic psalm, which closely resemble the Man of Sorrows from Isaiah, came from the broken heart of the crucified Man as the final expression of His dying humanity. However, some of the harshest onlookers at the cross thought He was calling for Elijah, the everlasting prophet, who was believed to return with Christ. "Look, He’s calling for Elijah."
One of the soldiers now took a sponge, soaked it in vinegar, put it on a reed and held it to the lips of Christ. But the Jews said, “Let alone; let us see whether Elias will come to take him down.”
One of the soldiers took a sponge, soaked it in vinegar, put it on a reed, and held it up to Christ's lips. But the Jews said, “Leave him alone; let’s see if Elijah comes to take him down.”
The legionary, not wishing to make trouble, laid down the reed. But after a little—and the time seemed infinitely long in that darkness, in that suspense, that painful tension—Christ’s voice came down as if from a great distance, “I thirst.”
The soldier, not wanting to cause a scene, put down the reed. But after a while—and the time felt like it stretched on forever in that darkness, in that waiting, that painful tension—Christ’s voice echoed down, as if from far away, “I thirst.”
The soldier took up the sponge again, dipped it once more in the vessel full of the mixture of water and vinegar and once more held it to the parched mouth which had prayed for his forgiveness. And Jesus when He had taken the vinegar said, “It is finished.”
The soldier picked up the sponge again, dipped it once more in the container filled with the mix of water and vinegar, and held it to the thirsty mouth that had asked for his forgiveness. And Jesus, after taking the vinegar, said, “It is finished.”
Christ, who had satisfied so many times the thirst of others, and who left in the world an ever-springing fountain of life, where the weary find strength, the corrupt find their youth, and the restless find peace, Christ had always suffered with an unsatisfied thirst for love. And even now in the terrible burning of His fever, His thirst was not for water but for a pitying word which would break the oppression of His desolate solitude. Instead of the pure water of the Galilean brooks, instead of the heart-warming wine of the Last Supper, the Roman soldier gave Him a little of his acid drink, but the prompt and kindly act of that obscure slave quenched His thirst, because, although reeling in the darkness of death, He felt that a human heart had pitied His heart.
Christ, who had often quenched the thirst of others and left a never-ending source of life in the world, where the tired find strength, the corrupt regain their youth, and the restless find peace, had always suffered from an unfulfilled thirst for love. Even now, in the terrible heat of His fever, His thirst was not for water but for a kind word that would relieve the burden of His lonely despair. Instead of the pure water from the Galilean streams, instead of the comforting wine of the Last Supper, the Roman soldier offered Him a bit of his sour drink, but that quick and kind gesture from that unknown soldier satisfied His thirst, because, even while teetering on the brink of death, He sensed that a human heart had shown compassion for His own.
If a stranger who had never seen Him before that day had done this, although so small a thing, through compassion for Him, it was a sign that the Father had not abandoned Him. The cup was finished: all the bitterness was drunk. Eternity began. With His last strength He cried with a loud voice 374in the darkness: “Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit!”
If a stranger who had never seen Him before that day had done this, even though it was a small gesture, it showed that the Father had not forsaken Him. The cup was emptied: all the bitterness was consumed. Eternity started. With His final strength, He shouted into the darkness, “Father, into your hands I commit my spirit!” 374
I called Thee because it seemed to me in the darkness of my suffering that Thou hadst left me. But now Thou hast answered. Thou hast answered by means of this poor soldier; Thou hast answered with the peace which dulls the last pangs of my death, the death which brings me to my awakening with Thee. It is not true that Thou hadst abandoned me. When I called Thee it was not I who spoke but that human blood burning in my veins, and dropping from the nails. I know that Thou art present with me, one with me to all eternity: Thou art my Father and I Thy Son. Into what dearer and surer hands could I commend my soul?
I called out to You because it felt like You had left me in the darkness of my suffering. But now You've answered. You've answered through this brave soldier; You've answered with the peace that eases the final pains of my death, a death that leads me to my awakening with You. It's not true that You abandoned me. When I called out, it wasn't me speaking, but the human blood burning in my veins and dripping from the nails. I know that You are here with me, united with me for all eternity: You are my Father, and I am Your Son. Into what safer and dearer hands could I entrust my soul?
And Jesus, after he had cried out with a loud voice, bowed His head and gave up the spirit. That loud cry, so powerful that it freed the soul from the flesh, rang out of the darkness and lost itself in the furthermost ends of the earth. Matthew tells us that “the veil of the temple was rent in twain from the top to the bottom; and the earth did quake, and the rocks rent; And the graves were opened, and many bodies of the saints which slept arose, and appeared unto many.” But the hearts of the spectators were harder than rocks; none of those dead souls who wore the outward aspect of life were reanimated at that supreme summons.
And Jesus, after shouting with a loud voice, bowed His head and gave up His spirit. That powerful cry, so intense it separated the soul from the body, echoed through the darkness and reached the farthest corners of the earth. Matthew tells us that “the veil of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom; the earth shook, and the rocks split; and the graves were opened, and many bodies of the saints who had died arose and appeared to many.” But the hearts of the onlookers were harder than rocks; none of those dead souls who seemed to be alive were brought back to life at that ultimate call.
Nineteen hundred years have passed from the day when the earth echoed to that cry, and men have intensified the tumult of their lives that they may drown it out. But in the fog and smoke of our cities, in the darkness, ever more profound where men light the fires of their wretchedness, that despairing cry of joy and of liberation, that prodigious cry which eternally summons every one of us, still rings in the heart of every man who has not forced himself to forget.
Nineteen hundred years have gone by since the day the earth heard that cry, and people have ramped up the chaos of their lives to drown it out. But in the fog and smoke of our cities, in the ever-deepening darkness where people light the fires of their misery, that desperate cry of joy and freedom, that incredible cry which forever calls to each of us, still resonates in the heart of every person who hasn't chosen to forget.
Christ was dead. He had died on the cross in the manner which men had willed, which the Son had chosen, to which the Father had consented. The death-struggle was over and the Jews were satisfied. He had expiated all up to the last, and now He was dead. Now our own expiation begins—and it is not yet finished.
Christ was dead. He had died on the cross in the way that humans had chosen, which the Son had accepted, and to which the Father had agreed. The battle was over, and the Jews were satisfied. He had atoned for everything up to the last moment, and now He was dead. Now our own atonement begins—and it’s still ongoing.
WATER AND BLOOD
Christ was dead, as the leaders of His people had wished, but not even His last cry had awakened them. Some of them, says Luke, went away smiting their breasts; but were there within those breasts hearts which truly felt for the great heart which had stopped beating? They did not speak, they hurried home to their supper,—perhaps it was more terror than love which they were feeling.
Christ was dead, just as the leaders of His people wanted, but not even His final cry had stirred them. Some of them, according to Luke, went away beating their chests; but did those chests really hold hearts that cared for the great heart that had stopped beating? They didn’t say anything, they rushed home to their dinner—maybe it was more fear than love that they were feeling.
But a foreigner, the Centurion, Petronius, who had been the silent witness of the execution, was moved, and from his pagan mouth came the words of Claudia Procula, “Certainly this was a righteous man.”
But a foreigner, the Centurion, Petronius, who had quietly observed the execution, was touched, and from his non-Christian lips came the words of Claudia Procula, “Surely this was a righteous man.”
He did not even know the true name of the man who was dead, but he was sure at least that He was no evildoer. He was the third Roman witness in favor of the innocence of Christ, who was to become, through the Apostles, eternally Roman.
He didn’t even know the real name of the man who was dead, but he was certain that He was no wrongdoer. He was the third Roman witness supporting the innocence of Christ, who would ultimately become, through the Apostles, eternally Roman.
The Jews had no thought of recantations. What was in their minds was the thought that the Passover would be spoiled if the bloody corpses were not carried away at once. Evening was close at hand and with the setting of the sun the great Sabbath began. Therefore they sent word to Pilate to have the condemned men’s legs broken at once and to have them buried. The breaking of the legs was one of the cruel discoveries of cruelty to shorten the sufferings of crucified men,—a sort of grace useful in cases of haste. The soldiers, when they had received the order, came up to the bad thief, who, more robust than his companions, was still alive, and they broke his legs with a club.
The Jews had no intention of changing their minds. What they were concerned about was that the Passover would be ruined if the bloody bodies weren’t taken away immediately. Evening was approaching, and with the sunset, the important Sabbath would begin. So they sent a message to Pilate asking him to break the legs of the condemned men right away and to bury them. Breaking the legs was one of the cruel ways to hasten the suffering of crucified men—a sort of twisted mercy when time was tight. The soldiers, upon receiving the order, approached the bad thief, who, stronger than the others, was still alive, and they broke his legs with a club.
They had seen Jesus die, and they could save themselves the trouble of using the club, but John says that one of them, to make quite sure, pierced His side with a spear, and saw with astonishment that water and blood came out from the wound. The name of this soldier according to an old tradition was Longinus, and it is said that some drops of that blood fell upon his eyes which had been infected, and immediately cured them. The history of martyrs tells of him that 376Longinus believed in Christ from that day on, and was a monk for twenty-eight years at Cæsarea until he was murdered because of his faith. Claudia Procula, the pious legionary, who for the last time wet the lips of the dying man, the Centurion, Petronius, and Longinus were the first Gentiles who accepted Jesus on the very day when Jerusalem had cast Him out.
They had witnessed Jesus' death and didn’t need to use the club, but John states that one of them, just to be sure, pierced His side with a spear and was astonished to see water and blood come out of the wound. According to an old tradition, this soldier was named Longinus, and it’s said that some drops of that blood fell onto his eyes, which had been infected, and healed them immediately. The history of martyrs tells of how Longinus believed in Christ from that day forward and became a monk for twenty-eight years in Cæsarea until he was killed because of his faith. Claudia Procula, the devoted legionary, who for the last time moistened the lips of the dying man, along with the Centurion, Petronius, and Longinus, were the first Gentiles to accept Jesus on the very day when Jerusalem had rejected Him.
But not all the Jews had forgotten Him. Now that He was dead, really dead, now that He was cold like all dead men, and motionless like any other corpse, now that He was a silent, harmless, quiet corpse, a body with no soul, a silent mouth, a heart which beat no more, see how they come out from the houses where they had shut themselves in, the friends of the twenty-fifth hour, the tepid followers, the secret disciples, the anonymous admirers, who at night hide their light under a bushel, and when the sun shines, disappear. We have all known friends like these, cautious souls, trembling at the idea of what people will say, who follow you but from afar; receive you—but when no one can see you together; esteem you—but do not so much as admit this esteem to others; love you—but not so much as to lose a single hour of sleep or a single miserable penny to help you! But when death comes, even when it comes through the fault or the avarice, or the cowardice of such despicable men, then their celebration begins. They are the ones who weep more tears and more glittering tears than any one else. They are the ones who weave together with busy hands the flowers of the wreaths and the flowers of funereal rhetoric; and with enthusiasm and ardor become necrologists, epitaph writers, and memorialists. To see them you would think that the deceased had had no more faithful, no more loving companions than they, and good-hearted people are moved to compassion for those unfortunate survivors who seem to have lost a half, or at the very least, a quarter of their souls.
But not all the Jews had forgotten Him. Now that He was dead, really dead, now that He was cold like all dead men, and motionless like any other corpse, now that He was a silent, harmless, quiet corpse, a body with no soul, a silent mouth, a heart that no longer beat, see how they come out from the houses where they had shut themselves in, the friends of the twenty-fifth hour, the tepid followers, the secret disciples, the anonymous admirers, who at night hide their light under a bushel, and when the sun shines, disappear. We have all known friends like these, cautious souls, trembling at the idea of what people will say, who follow you but from afar; accept you—but only when no one can see you together; value you—but do not even acknowledge this value to others; love you—but not so much as to lose a single hour of sleep or a single miserable penny to help you! But when death comes, even when it comes because of the faults or greed, or cowardice of such despicable men, then their celebration begins. They are the ones who shed more tears and shinier tears than anyone else. They are the ones who busy their hands weaving together the flowers for the wreaths and the flowers of funeral speeches; and with enthusiasm and fervor become eulogists, epitaph writers, and memorialists. To see them, you would think that the deceased had had no more faithful, no more loving companions than they, and good-hearted people are moved to pity for those unfortunate survivors who seem to have lost half, or at the very least, a quarter of their souls.
To His sorrow in life and in death Christ had many friends of this sort, and two of them stepped forward in that Good Friday twilight. They were two serious and worthy citizens, two notables of Jerusalem and of the Council, two rich lords, 377in short two members of the Sanhedrin; Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus.
To His sadness in life and in death, Christ had many friends like this, and two of them came forward in that Good Friday twilight. They were two serious and respected citizens, two notable figures of Jerusalem and the Council, two wealthy individuals, in short, two members of the Sanhedrin: Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus. 377
In order not to stain their hands with the blood of Jesus, they had kept away from the meeting of the Sanhedrin and had hidden themselves in their houses, heaving regretful sighs, perhaps, and thinking that they could thus save their reputation and their conscience. But they did not reflect that even passive complicity was active help to the assassins, and that to abstain from opposition, not even to voice their opposition, was equivalent to consenting. Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus had therefore taken part in the murder of Christ, although they had been absent and invisible, and their posthumous grief can diminish but by no means cancel their responsibility.
To avoid getting involved in the death of Jesus, they stayed away from the Sanhedrin meeting and hid in their homes, probably sighing in regret, thinking they could protect their reputation and conscience. But they didn’t realize that even being passively complicit was still helping the killers and that staying silent was just as good as agreeing. Therefore, Joseph of Arimathea and Nicodemus were part of Christ's murder, even though they weren't there and didn't act visibly, and their later sorrow can't lessen, much less erase, their responsibility.
But in the evening when they ran no risk of offending their colleagues, when the Elders had received full satisfaction and had left Golgotha, when there was no danger of compromising themselves in the eyes of high clerical and middle-class society, since the dead man was dead and could harm no one, the two nocturnal disciples, hidden, “for fear of the Jews,” thought that they would diminish their remorse by providing for the burial of the executed man.
But in the evening, when they weren't at risk of upsetting their coworkers, after the Elders had gotten what they wanted and had left Golgotha, and when there was no danger of compromising themselves in front of the high-ranking clergy and middle-class society, since the dead man was lifeless and could no longer hurt anyone, the two night-time disciples, hiding "for fear of the Jews," decided they would ease their guilt by arranging the burial of the executed man.
The bolder of the two, Joseph, “... went in boldly unto Pilate” (Mark noted the fact as remarkable for that toga-clad rabbit) and asked for the body of Jesus. Pilate was astonished that He should already be dead, since crucified men often lived for two days—and called in Petronius, who had been charged with the execution. After Pilate had heard his report, he “gave” the body to the Sanhedrist. The Procurator was generous on that day because as a rule the Roman officers forced the families of condemned men to pay for the corpses. He could not say no to a person so respectable, and rich into the bargain. Possibly, too, this free gift came as much from weariness as from generosity. They had annoyed him all the morning with that troublesome King, and now he had no peace even when He was dead!
The bolder of the two, Joseph, “... went in boldly to Pilate” (Mark noted this as remarkable for that toga-wearing man) and requested the body of Jesus. Pilate was surprised that He was already dead, since crucified people often survived for two days—and called in Petronius, who had been responsible for the execution. After Pilate heard his report, he “gave” the body to the member of the Sanhedrin. The Procurator was generous that day because normally the Roman officers made the families of condemned men pay for the bodies. He couldn’t say no to someone so respectable and wealthy. It’s possible that this free gift was due to exhaustion as much as generosity. They had bothered him all morning with that annoying King, and now he couldn’t even have peace when He was dead!
When Joseph had received permission he took a fine white winding-sheet and linen bands, and went towards the Hill of 378the Skull. There, or on the way there, he met Nicodemus, who, having the same character, may have been his friend, and who had come with the same thought. Nicodemus also had not spared expense, and had brought with him on the shoulders of a servant a hundred pounds of a mixture of myrrh and aloes.
When Joseph got permission, he took a fine white burial cloth and linen strips and headed towards the Hill of the Skull. There, or on the way, he ran into Nicodemus, who shared the same beliefs and might have been his friend, and who had come with the same intention. Nicodemus also had not held back on expenses, bringing with him a hundred pounds of a mixture of myrrh and aloes carried by a servant.
And when they came to the cross, while the soldiers were taking down the two thieves to throw them into the common grave of condemned men, they prepared themselves to take down the body of Jesus.
And when they got to the cross, while the soldiers were taking down the two thieves to throw them into the shared grave for condemned men, they got ready to take down the body of Jesus.
PERFUMES IN THE ROCK
What little light had penetrated the dark cloud disappeared with the setting of the sun. The darkness was thick and sinister. A black night was shutting down on the world which on that day had lost the only Being which could give it light. Against the scarcely visible whiteness of the Hill of the Skull, the naked corpses glimmered dimly. They were obliged to work by the red light of torches, flaming without smoke in that windless air, and by that blood-red light they could see clearly, even to the long streaks of blood which had run down the foot of the cross, to the newly stirred earth.
What little light had sneaked through the dark cloud vanished with the setting sun. The darkness was thick and menacing. A black night was settling over the world that had lost the only Being capable of bringing it light. Against the barely visible whiteness of Golgotha, the bare corpses glimmered faintly. They had to work by the red light of torches, burning without smoke in the still air, and by that blood-red light, they could clearly see even the long streaks of blood that ran down the foot of the cross, to the freshly disturbed earth.
Joseph, aided by Nicodemus and by a third helper, was scarcely able to draw out the deep-driven nails which held the feet. The ladder was still there. One of them, climbing up on it, took out the nails from the hands, supporting the loosened body with his shoulder. The others helped him to lower down the corpse, and the body was placed on the knees of the Virgin of Sorrows who had borne Him. Then they all made their way towards a garden near by where there was a sepulcher destined for Jesus. The garden belonged to the rich Joseph, who had had the sepulcher hewn out of the stone for himself and his family, for in those days every well-to-do Jew had a family sepulcher far from all the others, and the dead were not condemned to the promiscuity of our administrative cemeteries; temporary, geometric, and democratic like all our modern magnificent barbarisms.
Joseph, along with Nicodemus and a third helper, struggled to remove the deep-driven nails that held the feet. The ladder was still there. One of them climbed up and took out the nails from the hands, supporting the loosened body with his shoulder. The others helped him lower the corpse, placing it on the knees of the Virgin of Sorrows who had given birth to Him. Then they all made their way to a nearby garden where there was a tomb meant for Jesus. The garden belonged to the wealthy Joseph, who had the tomb carved out of stone for himself and his family. In those days, every prosperous Jew had a family tomb separate from all the others, and the dead were not subjected to the overcrowding of our modern administrative cemeteries; temporary, geometric, and democratic like all our current grand barbarisms.
As soon as they had arrived at the garden, the two bearers 379of the dead had water brought from the well, and washed the body. Until then the women, the three Marys—the Virgin Mary, the contemplative Mary, the liberated Mary—had not moved from the place where He whom they loved had died. Now, defter and more skillful than men, they began to help in order that this burial, performed thus at night and in haste, would not be unworthy of Him for whom they wept. They lifted from His head the insulting crown of Pilate’s legionaries, and plucked out the thorns which had penetrated the skin: they were the ones to smooth and arrange the hair clotted with blood; and to close the eyes into which they had looked so many times with pure tenderness, and that mouth which they had never kissed. Many loving tears fell upon that face where in the calm paleness of death the old sweetness shone once more, and their tears washed it with water purer than that from Joseph’s well.
As soon as they arrived at the garden, the two bearers of the dead brought water from the well and washed the body. Until then, the three Marys—the Virgin Mary, the contemplative Mary, and the liberated Mary—had not moved from the spot where the one they loved had died. Now, more agile and skilled than men, they began to assist so that this burial, done at night and in haste, would not be unworthy of Him whom they mourned. They removed the mocking crown placed on His head by Pilate's soldiers and pulled out the thorns that had pierced His skin; they were the ones to smooth and arrange the hair matted with blood and gently close the eyes they had looked into so many times with pure love, and that mouth which they had never kissed. Many loving tears fell upon that face where, in the calm paleness of death, the old sweetness shone once more, and their tears washed it with water purer than that from Joseph’s well.
All His body was sullied with sweat, with dust, with blood; bloody serum oozed out from the wounds of the hands, of the feet, of the chest. When the washing was finished, the corpse was sprinkled with Nicodemus’ spices, and that without sparing, for they were abundant; even the black wounds left by the nails were filled with spices. The body of Jesus had received nothing but insults and blows after the evening when the sinning woman with a premonition of this day had poured nard upon the feet and upon the head of the Pardoner. But now, as then, the murdered white body was covered with perfumes and with tears sweeter than perfumes.
His entire body was covered in sweat, dust, and blood; bloody fluid oozed from the wounds on his hands, feet, and chest. Once the washing was done, the corpse was covered with Nicodemus’ spices, and a generous amount was used; even the dark wounds left by the nails were filled with spices. Jesus' body had received nothing but insults and blows since the evening when the sinful woman, sensing this day, had poured nard on the feet and head of the Pardoner. But now, just like before, the murdered white body was adorned with perfumes and tears more fragrant than any perfume.
Then, when the hundred pounds of Nicodemus had covered Jesus with a fragrant pall, the winding sheet was tied about the body with long linen bands, the head was wrapped in a napkin and another white cloth was spread over the face, after they had all kissed Him on the forehead.
Then, after Nicodemus had covered Jesus with a fragrant cloth weighing a hundred pounds, they tied the linen strips around His body, wrapped His head in a cloth, and spread another white cloth over His face, after they had all kissed Him on the forehead.
There was space but for one body in the open sepulcher. Recently made, it had never been used. Joseph of Arimathea, not able to save Christ alive in any of his houses, now that the fury of the world had died down, gave up to Him the dark subterranean habitation hewn in the rock, and intended for his own dead body. According to the ritual the two Sanhedrists 380recited aloud the mortuary psalm, and finally, after they had placed the white-wrapped body in the cave, they closed the opening with a great stone and went away silently, followed by the others.
There was room for only one body in the open tomb. Recently built, it had never been used. Joseph of Arimathea, unable to save Christ alive in any of his houses, now that the world's fury had calmed down, offered Him the dark underground place carved into the rock, meant for his own deceased body. Following the ritual, the two members of the Sanhedrin recited the funeral psalm aloud, and finally, after placing the body wrapped in white in the cave, they sealed the entrance with a large stone and left quietly, followed by the others.
But the women did not follow them. They could not bring themselves to leave that rock which separated them forever from Him whom they loved more than their beauty. How could they leave Him alone in the darkness, doubly black, of the night and of the tomb, He who had been so desperately alone in His long death agony? They whispered prayers, and recalled to each other the memory of a day, or a gesture, or a word of the loved one, and if one of them tried to comfort another, the second but sobbed more bitterly. Sometimes they called Him by name as they leaned against the rock, and spoke lovingly to Him now that His ears were closed in death, as they had not dared while He was alive. They poured out, at last in the damp black shade of the garden, that love greater than love, which their poor, limited human hearts could no longer hold back.
But the women didn't follow them. They couldn't bring themselves to leave the rock that separated them forever from the one they loved more than their own beauty. How could they leave Him alone in the dark, which was even darker with the night and the tomb, He who had been so desperately alone during His long suffering? They whispered prayers and reminisced about a day, a gesture, or a word from their beloved, and if one of them tried to comfort another, the second just sobbed more bitterly. Sometimes they called out His name as they leaned against the rock, speaking lovingly to Him now that His ears were shut off by death, in a way they had never dared while He was alive. They finally poured out, in the damp, dark shade of the garden, a love greater than love, which their poor, limited human hearts could no longer contain.
Then finally, chilled and terrified by the night’s blackness, they too went away, their eyes burning, stumbling amid the bushes and the stones, promising one another to return there as soon as the feast-day had passed.
Then finally, feeling cold and scared by the darkness of the night, they also left, their eyes stinging, tripping over the bushes and the rocks, making a promise to each other to come back as soon as the feast day was over.
HE IS NOT HERE
The sun had not yet risen on the day which for us is Sunday, when the women once more drew near to the garden; but over the eastern hills a white hope, light as the distant reflection of an earth clothed with lilies and silver, rose slowly in the midst of the throbbing constellations, vanquishing little by little the sparkling brilliance of the night. It was one of those calm dawns, suggesting innocents asleep, and the clear benign air seemed stirred as by a recent stir of angels’ wings. It seemed one of the virginal days, ushered in with transparent pallor, shy and cheerful with cool breezes.
The sun hadn't risen yet on what we consider Sunday, when the women once again approached the garden. However, over the eastern hills, a white hope, light as the distant glow of a world covered in lilies and silver, slowly emerged amidst the pulsing stars, gradually overcoming the sparkling brilliance of the night. It was one of those calm dawns, hinting at innocent dreams, and the clear, gentle air felt as if it had just been stirred by angels' wings. It felt like one of those pure days, arriving with a soft glow, shy yet cheerful with cool breezes.
In the half light, the women advanced, breathed upon by 381wandering airs, lost in their sadness, under the spell of an emotion they could not have explained. Were they returning to weep upon the rock? Or to see Him once more, He who had captured their hearts without laying them waste? Or to put about the body of the Immaculate One spices stronger than those of Nicodemus? And speaking among themselves, they said, “Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the sepulchre?”
In the dim light, the women moved forward, touched by wandering breezes, engulfed in their sorrow, under the influence of an emotion they couldn’t quite explain. Were they going back to mourn at the rock? Or to see Him one last time, the one who had captured their hearts without destroying them? Or to place on the body of the Immaculate One spices even stronger than those of Nicodemus? And as they talked among themselves, they asked, “Who will roll away the stone from the entrance of the tomb?”
There were four of them, since Joanna of Cusa and Salome had joined Mary of Magdala and Mary of Bethany, but they were women and weakened by their sorrow.
There were four of them, since Joanna of Cusa and Salome had joined Mary of Magdala and Mary of Bethany, but they were women and overwhelmed by their grief.
But when they came to the rock they stood still, astounded. The opening into the sepulcher showed black against the darkness. Not believing her eyes, the boldest of them touched the sill with her trembling hands. In the daylight, brightening now with every moment, they saw the stone there beside them, leaning against the rocks.
But when they reached the rock, they stopped in shock. The entrance to the tomb was dark against the shadows. Not trusting what she saw, the bravest among them touched the edge with her shaking hands. In the light, which was getting brighter by the second, they saw the stone next to them, propped up against the rocks.
The women, struck into silence by their fright, turned around as if expecting some one to come to tell them what had happened in those two nights which had passed. Mary of Magdala feared at once that the Jews, not satisfied with what they had made Him suffer when He was alive, had stolen away the body of Christ; or perhaps, unwilling to have the honorable sepulcher used by a heretic, they had thrown Him into the shameful common grave used for men stoned and crucified.
The women, frozen in fear, turned around as if expecting someone to come and explain what had happened during those two nights that had passed. Mary Magdalene immediately feared that the Jews, not content with what they had made Him endure when He was alive, had taken Christ's body; or perhaps, not wanting to let a heretic be buried in an honorable tomb, they had thrown Him into a disgraceful common grave used for those stoned and crucified.
But this was no more than a presentiment. Perhaps Jesus was still lying inside in His perfumed wrappings. Enter they dared not, yet they could not bear to go away, not knowing what had happened. As soon as the sun, risen at last above the summit of the hills, shone into the opening of the sepulcher, they took courage and entered.
But this was just a feeling. Maybe Jesus was still lying inside in His scented wrappings. They didn't dare to go in, but they couldn't bear to leave, not knowing what had happened. Once the sun finally rose above the hills and shone into the entrance of the tomb, they gathered their courage and went inside.
At first they saw nothing, but they were shaken by a new fear. At their right, seated, was a young man clothed in a long white garment, showing in that darkness like snow. He seemed to be awaiting them.
At first, they saw nothing, but a new fear washed over them. On their right, sitting there, was a young man dressed in a long white robe, standing out like snow in the darkness. He appeared to be waiting for them.
“Be not affrighted: he is not here: for he is risen. Why seek ye the living among the dead? Remember how he spake 382unto you when he was yet in Galilee, Saying, The Son of man must be delivered into the hands of sinful men, and be crucified, and the third day rise again.”
“Don’t be afraid: he’s not here: he has risen. Why are you looking for the living among the dead? Remember how he told you when he was still in Galilee, saying, The Son of Man must be handed over to sinful people, be crucified, and on the third day rise again.”
The women listened, terrified and trembling, not able to answer, but the youth went on, “Go quickly, and tell his disciples that he is risen from the dead; and, behold, he goeth before you into Galilee; there shall ye see him.”
The women listened, scared and shaking, unable to respond, but the young man continued, “Go quickly and tell his disciples that he has risen from the dead; look, he is going ahead of you to Galilee; there you will see him.”
All four of them, quivering with terror and joy, left the grotto to hasten where they had been sent. But after a few steps, when they were almost outside the garden, Mary of Magdala stopped, and the others went along the road towards the city without waiting for her. She herself did not know why she had remained behind. Perhaps the words of the unknown youth had not convinced her, and she remembered that they had not even made sure that the sepulcher was really empty; perhaps the youth in white was an accomplice of the priests who wished to deceive them?
All four of them, trembling with fear and excitement, left the grotto to hurry to where they had been sent. But after a few steps, when they were almost outside the garden, Mary of Magdala stopped, and the others continued down the road toward the city without waiting for her. She didn’t even know why she had stayed behind. Maybe the words of the unknown young man hadn’t convinced her, and she remembered that they hadn’t even confirmed that the tomb was really empty; maybe the young man in white was an accomplice of the priests trying to trick them?
Suddenly she turned and saw a man near her, outlined against the green of the garden, and the sunlight; but she did not recognize Him even when He spoke. “Woman, why weepest thou? whom seekest thou?”
Suddenly, she turned and saw a man next to her, silhouetted against the greenery of the garden and the sunlight; but she didn't recognize Him even when He spoke. “Woman, why are you crying? Who are you looking for?”
Mary thought that it might be Joseph’s gardener come early to his work. “Because they have taken away my Lord, and I know not where they have laid him. Sir, if thou have borne him hence, tell me where thou hast laid him, and I will take him away.”
Mary thought it might be Joseph’s gardener who had come to work early. “They’ve taken away my Lord, and I don't know where they've put him. Sir, if you've moved him, please tell me where you've laid him, and I will take him away.”
The unknown man, touched by this impassioned candor, by this child-like simplicity, answered only one word, spoke only one name, her name, pronounced longingly, wistfully in the touching and unforgettable voice which had called her so many times: “Mary!”
The stranger, moved by her heartfelt honesty and innocent simplicity, responded with just one word, uttering her name, filled with longing and nostalgia in the unforgettable voice that had called her so many times: “Mary!”
At this, as if awakened with a start, the despairing woman found her lost Master: “Rabboni, Master!” And she fell at His feet in the dewy grass and clasped in her hands those bare feet still showing the two red marks of the nails.
At this, as if suddenly awakened, the despairing woman found her lost Master: “Rabboni, Master!” And she fell at His feet in the damp grass and grasped with her hands those bare feet still showing the two red marks from the nails.
But Jesus said to her, “Touch me not; for I am not yet ascended to my Father: but go to my brethren, and say unto 383them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and to my God, and to your God.”
But Jesus said to her, “Don’t touch me; for I haven’t ascended to my Father yet. Instead, go to my brothers and tell them, ‘I’m ascending to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’”
And at once, He withdrew from the kneeling woman, and moved away among the plants, crowned with sunshine.
And right away, He stepped back from the kneeling woman and walked among the sunlit plants.
Mary watched Him until He had disappeared; then she lifted herself up from the grass, her face convulsed, wild, blind with joy, and ran after her companions.
Mary watched Him until He was gone; then she got up from the grass, her face twisted, wild, and blinded by joy, and ran after her friends.
They had but just come to the house where the Disciples were in hiding and they had told hastily and breathlessly the incredible news: the sepulcher opened, the youth clad in white, the things which he had said, the Master risen, the message to His brothers.
They had just arrived at the house where the Disciples were hiding, and they quickly and breathlessly shared the unbelievable news: the tomb was open, the young man dressed in white, the things he had said, the Master had risen, the message for His brothers.
But the men, still stunned by the catastrophe, and who in these dangerous days had shown themselves more torpid and passive than the weaker women, were not willing to believe this wildly improbable news. Hallucinations, women’s dreams, they said. How could He be risen from the dead after only two days? He had said that He would return, but not at once: so many terrible things were to be seen before that day of His return!
But the men, still shocked by the disaster, and who during these dangerous times had been more sluggish and passive than the weaker women, weren't willing to accept this highly unlikely news. They dismissed it as hallucinations or women's fantasies. How could He have risen from the dead after just two days? He had said He would come back, but not right away: so many awful things were supposed to happen before that day of His return!
They believed in the resurrection of the Master, but not before the day when all the dead would rise again, and He would come in glory to rule His kingdom. But not now: it was too soon, it could not be true: waking dreams of hysteric women!
They believed in the Master’s resurrection, but not until the day when all the dead would rise again, and He would come in glory to rule His kingdom. But not now: it was too soon, it couldn’t be true: just the waking dreams of overly emotional women!
But in the meantime, Mary of Magdala rushed in, breathless with haste and agitation. What the others had said was all true. But there was more: she herself had seen Him with her own eyes, and He had spoken to her, and she had not known Him at once, but had recognized Him as soon as He had called her by name: she had touched His feet with her hands, had seen the wounds on His feet; it was He, alive once more; and He had told her, as had the unknown youth, to go to His brethren, so that they should know that He had risen from the dead as He had promised.
But in the meantime, Mary of Magdala rushed in, breathless with urgency and excitement. What the others had said was all true. But there was more: she had seen Him with her own eyes, and He had spoken to her. At first, she didn’t recognize Him, but she realized who He was as soon as He called her by name. She had touched His feet with her hands and had seen the wounds on His feet; it was Him, alive again. He had told her, like the unknown young man, to go to His brothers so they would know that He had risen from the dead just as He had promised.
Simon and John, finally aroused, rushed out of the house and began to run towards Joseph’s garden. John, who was 384younger, outran Peter and came first to the sepulcher. He looked through the door, saw the linen cloths lying on the ground, but did not go in. Simon came up panting and rushed into the grotto. The linen cloths were lying on the ground, but the napkin which had been about the head of the corpse was folded and wrapped together in a place by itself. John also went in, saw, and believed. And without another word they returned in all haste towards the house, still running, as if they expected to find the Risen One in the midst of the others whom they had left.
Simon and John, finally awake, dashed out of the house and started running toward Joseph’s garden. John, being younger, outpaced Peter and arrived first at the tomb. He peered through the entrance, saw the linen cloths lying on the ground, but didn’t go inside. Simon arrived, out of breath, and hurried into the cave. The linen cloths were on the ground, but the cloth that had covered the head of the body was folded and placed separately. John also entered, saw, and believed. Without saying another word, they hurried back to the house, still running as if they expected to find the Risen One among those they had left behind.
But Jesus, after He had left Mary, withdrew from Jerusalem.
But Jesus, after leaving Mary, went away from Jerusalem.
EMMAUS
After the solemn interval of the Passover, plain, ordinary everyday life began again for all men.
After the serious break of Passover, regular, everyday life started up again for everyone.
Two friends of Jesus, among those who were in the house with the Disciples, were to go that morning on an errand to Emmaus, a hamlet about two hours’ journey from Jerusalem. They left as soon as Simon and John had returned from the sepulcher. All these amazing tales had shaken them somewhat, but had not really convinced them of an event so portentous and unexpected. Serious-minded men, they could not understand or believe what they had heard: if the body of the Master was no longer there, might it not have been taken away by men’s hands?
Two friends of Jesus, who were in the house with the Disciples, were set to head out that morning on a trip to Emmaus, a small village about two hours' journey from Jerusalem. They left as soon as Simon and John came back from the tomb. All the incredible stories they heard had unsettled them a bit, but hadn’t really convinced them of something so significant and unexpected. Being serious-minded, they couldn’t understand or believe what they had heard: if the Master’s body was no longer there, could it not have been taken away by someone?
Cleopas and his companion were good Jews, men who left a place for the ideal in their minds, burdened with many material cares. But this place for the ideal was not to be too large, and this ideal must be commensurate with their own natures if it were not to be expelled as an unwelcome guest. Like almost all the Disciples, they too expected the coming of a Liberator, but of one who would come to liberate Israel first of all,—a Messiah, in short, who should be the son of David rather than the Son of God, a warrior on horseback rather than a poor pedestrian, a scourge of His enemies and not a lover of sick people and children. The words of Christ 385had almost given them a glimpse of higher truths, but the crucifixion disheartened them. They loved Jesus, and they suffered in His suffering, but this sudden, shameful ending without glory and without resistance was too great a contrast to what they had expected, and especially to much of what they had hoped. They could understand that He might be a humble Saviour, riding on gentle asses instead of on warlike chargers, and a little more spiritual and gentle than they would have liked; they could understand this, although with difficulty, and endure it although grudgingly. But that the Liberator had not known how to free either Himself or others, that the Messiah of the Jews should have died through the will of so many Jews on the scaffold of murderers and parricides, was too great a disappointment,—an inexcusable scandal. They pitied the crucified leader with all their hearts, but at the same time they were tempted to believe that they had been deceived about His real nature. His death—and what a death!—looked to their narrow, practical minds sadly like a failure.
Cleopas and his companion were devout Jews, individuals who held space in their minds for ideals but were weighed down by many material concerns. However, this space for ideals wasn't very large, and those ideals had to align with their own natures, or else they would dismiss them as unwelcome. Like most of the Disciples, they anticipated the arrival of a Liberator, but one who would free Israel first and foremost—a Messiah, essentially, who would be a descendant of David rather than the Son of God, a warrior on horseback instead of a poor traveler, a defender against enemies rather than a caretaker for the sick and children. The words of Christ had almost offered them a glimpse of higher truths, but the crucifixion left them feeling disheartened. They loved Jesus and shared in His suffering, but this sudden, disgraceful end without glory and without a fight was a stark contrast to what they had expected, particularly to much of what they had hoped for. They could understand Him being a humble Saviour, riding on gentle donkeys instead of fierce horses, and being a bit more spiritual and soft than they would have liked; they could comprehend this, albeit reluctantly, and tolerate it, albeit begrudgingly. But the fact that the Liberator couldn’t free Himself or others, that the Messiah of the Jews ended up dying at the hands of so many Jews on the gallows of murderers and parental killers, was too much of a letdown—a scandal that was unforgivable. They pitied their crucified leader with all their hearts but were simultaneously tempted to think that they had been misled about His true nature. His death—and what a death!—seemed to their narrow, practical minds to be a sad failure.
They were reasoning together of all these things as they went along under the warm noonday sun and at times the discussion grew hot, for they did not always agree. Then suddenly they caught a glimpse of a shadow on the ground near them. They turned around. The shadow was that of a man who was following as if he wished to hear what they were saying. They stopped, as was the custom, to greet him, and the traveler joined them. His did not seem an unknown face to the two men, but look at him as they might, they could not think who it was. The newcomer, instead of answering their silent questions, asked them, “What manner of communications are these that ye have one to another, as ye walk?”
They were discussing all these things as they walked under the warm midday sun, and sometimes the conversation got heated because they didn’t always agree. Then suddenly, they noticed a shadow on the ground nearby. They turned around. The shadow belonged to a man who was following them, seemingly wanting to hear what they were saying. They stopped, as was the custom, to greet him, and the traveler joined them. He didn’t seem like a stranger to the two men, but no matter how they looked at him, they couldn’t figure out who he was. Instead of answering their unspoken questions, the newcomer asked, “What are you talking about as you walk?”
Cleopas, who must have been the older, answered with a wondering gesture, “Art thou only a stranger in Jerusalem, and hast not known the things which are come to pass there in these days?”
Cleopas, who was probably older, responded with a puzzled gesture, “Are you just a stranger in Jerusalem and don't know what’s been happening there lately?”
“What things?” asked the unknown man.
"What stuff?" the stranger asked.
“Concerning Jesus of Nazareth, which was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people: And how 386the chief priests and our rulers delivered him to be condemned to death, and have crucified him. But we trusted that it had been he which should have redeemed Israel: and beside all this, to-day is the third day since these things were done. Yea, and certain women also of our company made us astonished, which were early at the sepulchre; And when they found not his body, they came, saying, that they had also seen a vision of angels, which said that he was alive. And certain of them which were with us went to the sepulchre and found it even so as the women had said: but him they saw not.”
“Regarding Jesus of Nazareth, who was a powerful prophet in action and word before God and all the people: The chief priests and our leaders handed him over to be condemned to death, and they crucified him. We had hoped he was the one who would redeem Israel; and besides all this, today is the third day since these events took place. Indeed, some women from our group amazed us; they went to the tomb early and, when they didn’t find his body, they returned, claiming they had seen a vision of angels who said he was alive. Some of those with us went to the tomb and found things just as the women had described, but they didn’t see him.”
“O fools, and slow of heart,” exclaimed the stranger, “to believe all that the prophets have spoken: Ought not Christ to have suffered these things, and to enter into his glory?” Do you not remember how He was predicted from Moses down to our own time? Have you not read Ezekiel and Daniel? Do you not even know our songs of the Lord and His promises?
“O fools, and slow to understand,” said the stranger, “to believe everything the prophets have said: Shouldn't Christ have suffered these things and then enter into his glory? Don’t you remember how He was foretold from Moses to our own time? Haven’t you read Ezekiel and Daniel? Don’t you even know our songs about the Lord and His promises?”
And almost indignantly He recited the old words and the prophecies, recalled the description of the Man of Sorrows given by Isaiah. The two listened, docile and attentive, without answering, because the newcomer spoke with so much heat, and the old admonitions in His mouth took on new warmth and a meaning so clear that it seemed almost impossible that they had not understood them before. The talk of the newcomer gave them the impression of being the echo of other talks like those heard in times past, but confusedly, like a voice from the other side of a wall.
And almost angrily, He recited the old words and prophecies, recalling Isaiah's description of the Man of Sorrows. The two listened, obedient and attentive, without replying, because the newcomer spoke with such passion, and the old warnings in His words felt newly charged and the meaning so clear that it seemed impossible they had ever missed it before. The newcomer’s talk felt like an echo of similar conversations from the past, but confused, like a voice coming from the other side of a wall.
In the meantime they had arrived at the entrance of Emmaus, and the pilgrim made as though He would have gone further. But now the two friends were not willing to part with their mysterious companion, and they begged Him to stay with them. The sun was going down, throwing a warmer golden light on the countryside, and their three shadows had lengthened on the dusty road.
In the meantime, they had reached the entrance of Emmaus, and the pilgrim acted like He was going to continue on. But the two friends weren't ready to say goodbye to their mysterious companion, so they asked Him to stay with them. The sun was setting, casting a warm golden light over the countryside, and their three shadows had stretched out on the dusty road.
“Abide with us,” they said, “for it is toward evening, and the day is far spent.” Also thou art tired and it is the hour for food. And they took Him by the hand and made Him come into the house where they were going.
“Stay with us,” they said, “for it’s getting late, and the day is almost over.” You must be tired, and it’s time for dinner. They took Him by the hand and led Him into the house where they were headed.
387When they were at table, the guest who sat between them took bread, and broke it and gave a little to one of His friends. At this action, the eyes of Cleopas and the other man were opened, as when we are suddenly wakened and find the sun shining. Both of them sprang to their feet, trembling with emotion, pale, amazed, and finally knew Him, the murdered man whom they had misunderstood and slandered. But they had no time even to run to kiss Him, for Jesus vanished out of their sight.
387While they were eating, the guest sitting between them took some bread, broke it, and shared a bit with one of His friends. In that moment, Cleopas and the other man suddenly realized who He was, like waking up to find the sun shining. They both jumped up, trembling with emotion, pale and stunned, finally recognizing Him, the man they had wronged and spoken about unfairly. But they didn't even have time to rush over and embrace Him because Jesus disappeared from their sight.
They had not recognized Him when they had seen Him, not even by His speech, although that was so like His speech in His lifetime; they had not recognized Him even by the light of His eyes while He spoke, nor by the sound of His voice! But when He took the bread in His hands, like a father who shares it with His children in the evening after a day of work or of travel, in that loving action which they had seen Him perform so many times in their hastily arranged intimate suppers, they had recognized His hands, His blessed and wounded hands, and the cloud lifted and they found themselves face to face with the splendor of Christ risen from the dead. In His first life when He was their friend they had not understood Him; when on the road to Emmaus He had taught them, they had not recognized Him, but at the moment when He became the loving Master, serving His servants and giving them bread which is life and the hope of life, then for the first time they saw Him.
They hadn’t recognized Him when they saw Him, not even by His speech, which was so similar to how He used to talk; they hadn’t recognized Him by the light in His eyes while He spoke, nor by the sound of His voice! But when He took the bread in His hands, like a father sharing it with His children after a long day of work or travel, in that loving gesture they had seen Him do so many times during their quickly arranged dinners, they recognized His hands, His blessed and wounded hands, and the veil lifted, revealing the glory of Christ risen from the dead. In His previous life as their friend, they hadn’t understood Him; when He taught them on the road to Emmaus, they didn’t recognize Him, but at the moment He became the loving Master, serving His servants and giving them the bread that is life and the hope of life, that was when they truly saw Him for the first time.
And tired and fasting as they were, they went back over the road which they had come, and after nightfall arrived at Jerusalem.
And exhausted and hungry as they were, they retraced the path they had taken and arrived in Jerusalem after dark.
And as they went along they said almost shamefacedly, “Did not our heart burn within us, while he talked with us by the way, and while he opened to us the scriptures?”
And as they walked along, they said almost awkwardly, “Didn’t our hearts feel warm inside while he talked with us on the road and explained the scriptures to us?”
The Disciples were still awake. Without drawing breath the newcomers told of their encounter and what had been said along the way, and how they had recognized Him only at the moment when He broke the bread. And in answer to this new confirmation, three or four voices cried out together, “The Lord is risen indeed, and hath appeared to Simon!”
The disciples were still up. Without taking a breath, the newcomers shared their experience and what had been said on the way, explaining how they recognized Him only when He broke the bread. In response to this new confirmation, three or four voices called out together, “The Lord has truly risen and has appeared to Simon!”
388But not all the Apostles were convinced even by these four appearances, by the fourfold testimony. To some, this prompt, this extraordinary resurrection, which had taken place by night in a secret and suspicious manner, seemed more the hallucination of grief and of yearning than actual truth. Who were the people who claimed to have seen Him? A hysterical woman who had been possessed by a devil; a distraught man who had not seemed himself from the moment when he had denied his Master; and two plain fellows who were not even His real Disciples, and whom Jesus had thus chosen, no one knew why, in preference to His closer friends. Mary might have been deceived by a phantom; Simon, to win back his self-respect after his baseness, was determined to do no less than Mary; the others were perhaps impostors or, at the most, visionaries. If Christ were really risen, would not He have been seen by them all while they were together? Why these preferences? Why this appearance at three-score furlongs from Jerusalem?
388But not all the Apostles were convinced even by these four appearances, by the fourfold testimony. To some, this sudden and extraordinary resurrection, which had happened at night in a secret and suspicious way, seemed more like a hallucination born from grief and longing than actual truth. Who were the people claiming to have seen Him? A distressed woman who had been possessed; a troubled man who hadn’t been himself since he denied his Master; and two ordinary guys who weren’t even His real Disciples, chosen for reasons no one knew over His closer friends. Mary might have been tricked by an illusion; Simon, desperate to regain his self-respect after his betrayal, was determined to match Mary; the others might have been frauds or, at best, visionaries. If Christ had truly risen, wouldn’t He have been seen by everyone while they were together? Why these choices? Why show Himself three-score furlongs away from Jerusalem?
They believed in His resurrection, but they thought of it as one of the signs of the ending of the world, when everything would be fulfilled. But now that they found themselves confronted with the fact that He alone had risen from the dead while everyday life went on as usual, they realized that the return into life of human flesh (and of human flesh which had not gone to sleep peacefully in the last sleep, but whose life had been torn away by violence), that this idea of rising from the dead not in the distant future but in the immediate present, contradicted all the other concepts which made up the tissue of their minds. They realized that this contradiction had always existed, but their doubt had not risen to consciousness until this brusque encounter of two impossible elements: a remote miracle and an actual fact.
They believed in His resurrection, but they saw it as a sign of the world's end, when everything would be completed. But now that they were faced with the reality that He had risen from the dead while everyday life continued normally, they understood that the return of human life (and of human life that hadn’t just peacefully passed away, but whose life had been violently taken) meant that the idea of rising from the dead was happening not in the distant future, but right now. This contradicted all the other beliefs that shaped their thoughts. They recognized that this contradiction had always been there, but their doubts hadn't fully surfaced until this jarring clash of two impossible ideas: a distant miracle and a real event.
If Jesus had risen from the dead, that would mean that He was really God; but would a real God, a Son of God, ever have been reconciled to allow Himself to be killed, and in so shameful a way? If He could conquer death, why had He not stricken down the judges, put Pilate to confusion, paralyzed the arms of those about to nail Him to the cross? Through 389what paradoxical mystery had the Omnipotent allowed Himself to be dragged through the ignominy of the weak?
If Jesus really rose from the dead, that would mean He was truly God; but would a real God, the Son of God, ever allow Himself to be killed, especially in such a disgraceful way? If He could defeat death, why didn't He take down the judges, embarrass Pilate, or stop those about to nail Him to the cross? Through what strange mystery did the all-powerful let Himself be dragged through the shame of the weak?
They were reasoning thus among themselves, some of the Disciples who had heard but had not understood. Prudent like all sophists, they did not venture openly to deny the resurrection in the presence of those exalted hearts, but they reserved judgment, turning over in their minds the reasons for its possibility and impossibility, wishing for a manifest confirmation, but unable to hope for one.
They were discussing this among themselves, some of the disciples who had heard but didn’t fully get it. Cautious like all clever thinkers, they didn’t dare to openly reject the idea of the resurrection in front of those passionate individuals, but they held off on making a judgment, considering the reasons for and against its possibility, hoping for clear proof, but unable to truly believe in it.
In the excitement of the day no one had eaten. But the women had prepared supper, and now all sat down to the table. Simon remembered the Last Thursday: “This do in remembrance of me.”
In the excitement of the day, no one had eaten. But the women had prepared dinner, and now everyone sat down at the table. Simon recalled the Last Thursday: “Do this in remembrance of me.”
And a flood of tears dimmed his eyes while he broke the bread and gave it to his friends.
And tears filled his eyes as he broke the bread and shared it with his friends.
HAVE YE HERE ANY MEAT?
They had scarcely eaten the last mouthfuls when Jesus appeared in the doorway, tall and pale. He looked at them one by one, and in His melodious voice greeted them: “Peace be unto you.”
They had barely finished their last bites when Jesus showed up in the doorway, tall and pale. He looked at each of them and, in His soothing voice, said, “Peace be with you.”
No one answered. Their astonishment overcame their joy, even for those who had already seen Him since His death. On their faces the Man risen from the dead read the doubt which He knew they all felt, the question which they did not dare express in words, “Art Thou really Thyself a living man, or a spirit which comes from the caverns of the dead to tempt us?”
No one responded. Their shock overshadowed their happiness, even for those who had already seen Him since His death. On their faces, the Man who had risen from the dead saw the doubt that they all felt, the question they didn’t dare to voice, “Are you really yourself, a living man, or a spirit that has come from the depths of the dead to test us?”
“Why are ye troubled?” said the Man who had been betrayed, “and why do thoughts arise in your hearts? Behold my hands and my feet, that it is I, myself: handle me, and see; for a spirit hath not flesh and bones, as ye see me have.”
“Why are you troubled?” said the man who had been betrayed, “and why do thoughts arise in your hearts? Look at my hands and my feet; it’s really me. Touch me and see; a spirit doesn’t have flesh and bones like I do.”
And He stretched out His hands towards them, showed them the marks still bloody left by the nails, opened His garment over His breast so that they could see the mark of the lance in His side. Some of them, rising from their couches, knelt 390down and saw on His bare feet the two deep wounds, each with its livid ring around it.
And He reached out His hands to them, showed them the still-bloody marks left by the nails, and opened His garment over His chest so they could see the mark of the spear in His side. Some of them, getting up from their couches, knelt down and saw the two deep wounds on His bare feet, each surrounded by a dark ring. 390
But they could not bring themselves to touch Him, for they feared to see Him disappear suddenly as He had come suddenly. If one of them had embraced Him, would he have felt the warm solidity of a body, or would his arms have passed through the emptiness of a mere shadow?
But they couldn’t bring themselves to touch Him, because they were afraid He would vanish just as suddenly as He had appeared. If one of them had hugged Him, would he have felt the warm solidity of a body, or would his arms have passed through the emptiness of just a shadow?
It was He with His face, with His voice, with the irrefutable traces of the crucifixion, and yet there was something changed in His aspect which they could not have described, even if they had been calm. The most reluctant were forced to believe that the Master stood before them with all the appearance of life begun anew, but their thoughts whirled in the last of their doubts and they were silent as if they were afraid to believe in their senses, as if they expected to wake up, from one moment to another. Even Simon was silent. What could he have said without betraying himself by tears to Him who had looked at him with those same eyes in the courtyard of Caiaphas while he swore that he had never known Him?
It was Him, with His face, His voice, and the undeniable marks of the crucifixion, yet something about Him had changed in a way they couldn't put into words, even if they had been calm. The most hesitant among them had to accept that the Master was right there, looking as if life had started over, but their minds spun with lingering doubts, leaving them quiet, as if they were scared to trust their senses, expecting to wake up at any moment. Even Simon was silent. What could he say without giving himself away with tears to the One who had looked at him with those same eyes in Caiaphas’s courtyard while he swore he never knew Him?
To make an end of their last doubts, Jesus asked, “Have ye here any meat?”
To settle their last doubts, Jesus asked, “Do you have any food here?”
He needed no longer any food except that for which He had vainly asked all His life. But these men of the flesh needed a fleshly proof, a material demonstration as was befitting those who believed only in matter and nourished themselves only on matter. They had eaten together on their last evening; this evening also, now that they were again together, He would eat with them. “Have ye here any meat?”
He no longer needed any food except for what He had foolishly asked for all His life. But these men of the flesh needed a physical proof, a tangible demonstration suitable for those who believed only in the material world and fed on nothing but physical things. They had shared a meal together on their last evening; now that they were together again, He would eat with them. "Do you have any food here?"
A piece of broiled fish was left in a dish. Simon put it before the Master, who sat down at the table and ate the fish with a piece of bread while they all stared at Him as though it were the first time they had ever seen Him eat.
A piece of grilled fish was left on a plate. Simon placed it in front of the Master, who sat at the table and ate the fish with a piece of bread while everyone watched Him as if it were the first time they had ever seen Him eat.
And when He had finished, He raised His eyes towards them, and, “Are you convinced now, or do you still not understand: does it seem possible to you that a spirit can eat as I have eaten here in your presence? So many times I have been forced to reprove your hardness of heart, and your little faith! And behold you are still as you were at first, and you were 391not willing to believe those who had seen me, and yet I had hid nothing of what was to happen in these days. But you, deaf and forgetful, hear and then forget, read and do not understand. When I was with you, did I not tell you that all things which were written and which I announced must be fulfilled; that it behooved Christ to suffer and to rise from the dead on the third day, and that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in His name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem? Now you are witnesses of these things, and behold I send the promise of my Father upon you. Go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every creature. All power is given unto me in heaven and on earth, and as the Father sent me, I send you. Go ye therefore and teach all nations, teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you. He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved, but he that believeth not shall be damned. I will remain here a little and we shall meet again in Galilee, but I am with you always even unto the end of the world.”
And when He finished, He looked up at them and said, “Are you convinced now, or do you still not understand? Do you really think it's possible for a spirit to eat like I’ve eaten here in front of you? I’ve had to correct your stubbornness and lack of faith so many times! Yet here you are, still as you were at the beginning, unwilling to believe those who have seen me, even though I haven't hidden anything about what was going to happen. But you, deaf and forgetful, hear and then forget, read and don’t understand. When I was with you, didn’t I tell you that everything written and that I announced had to be fulfilled? That it was necessary for Christ to suffer and rise from the dead on the third day, and that repentance and forgiveness of sins should be preached in His name to all nations, starting in Jerusalem? Now you are witnesses to these things, and look, I’m sending the promise of my Father to you. Go into all the world and preach the gospel to everyone. All authority has been given to me in heaven and on earth, and as the Father sent me, I’m sending you. So go and teach all nations, instructing them to obey everything I’ve commanded you. Anyone who believes and is baptized will be saved, but anyone who does not believe will be condemned. I will stay here a little while, and we’ll meet again in Galilee, but I am with you always, even to the end of the age.”
Little by little as He spoke, His Disciples’ faces lighted up with a forgotten hope, and their eyes shone with exaltation. This was the hour of consolation after the gloom of those dreadful days just passed. His indubitable presence showed that the impossible was assured, that God had not abandoned them and never would abandon them. Their enemies, apparently victorious, were conquered; the visible truth bore out all the prophecies. It was true that they had known already everything He was then saying, but those truths really lived in them only when His lips repeated them.
Little by little as He spoke, His Disciples’ faces lit up with a forgotten hope, and their eyes sparkled with joy. This was the moment of comfort after the darkness of those terrible days that had just passed. His undeniable presence proved that the impossible was guaranteed, that God had not abandoned them and never would. Their enemies, seemingly triumphant, were defeated; the visible truth confirmed all the prophecies. It was true that they already knew everything He was saying, but those truths only truly came alive in them when He spoke them.
Their King had come back, the Kingdom was near at hand, and His brothers, instead of being derided and persecuted, would reign with Him through all eternity. These words had fired again the most tepid, had brightened the memory of other words, of other sunnier days, and suddenly they felt an exaltation, an ardor, a greater desire to embrace each other, to love each other, never more to be separated from each other. If the Master was risen from the dead, they themselves could not die; if He could leave the sepulcher, His promises were 392the promises of a God and He would fulfill them to the uttermost. Their faith was not in vain, and they were no longer alone: the crucifixion had been the darkening of one day in order that the light might shine out more splendidly for all the days to come.
Their King had returned, the Kingdom was close, and His brothers, instead of being mocked and harmed, would rule with Him for all eternity. These words had ignited even the most indifferent, had brightened the memory of other words, of other brighter days, and suddenly they felt a rush of joy, a passion, a stronger desire to embrace one another, to love one another, never to be separated again. If the Master rose from the dead, they themselves could not die; if He could leave the tomb, His promises were 392the promises of a God, and He would fulfill them completely. Their faith was not in vain, and they were no longer alone: the crucifixion had been the darkening of one day so that the light could shine out more brilliantly for all the days to come.
THOMAS DIDYMUS
Thomas, called Didymus, was not present when Jesus appeared, but the day after, his friends ran to seek him, still agitated by what Jesus had said. “We have seen the Lord!” they said. “It was really He. He talked with us. He ate with us like a living man.”
Thomas, known as Didymus, wasn't there when Jesus showed up, but the next day, his friends rushed to find him, still shaken by what Jesus had said. “We have seen the Lord!” they exclaimed. “It was really Him. He spoke with us. He shared a meal with us like any living person.”
Thomas was one of those who had been profoundly shaken by the shame of Golgotha. He had said once that he was ready to die with his Master, but he had fled away with the others when the lanterns of the guard had appeared on the Mount of Olives. His faith had been darkened by the gloom which had shut down on Golgotha. In spite of Christ’s warnings, he had never once thought that the end of his Master could be thus. To think of the shame into which Jesus let himself be led, with the passivity of a feeble sheep, made him suffer, almost more than the loss of Him who had loved him. This disappointment of all his hopes had shocked him almost as though he had discovered that he had been cheated, and in his eyes his disappointment excused even the shame of their abandoning Him. Thomas, like Cleopas and his comrades, was a sensualist, whom the exalted example of Christ had lifted high into a world which was not his own. Faith had taken him unawares, like a contagious fervor. But as soon as the flame which had kindled him anew every day was buried, or seemed buried, under the shameful stoning of hate, the light of his soul burned low, and grew cold. He took on again his first character, his real character, which sought tangible things with the senses, hoped for material changes in matter, and expected to find only in material things material certainties and consolations. His eyes refused to look at the things which his hands could not touch, and for this he was condemned never to see the 393invisible,—a grace reserved only for those who believe it possible. He hoped for the Kingdom, especially when the words and the presence of Jesus brightened his earthly heart with the light of Heaven, but not for a purely spiritual Kingdom floating in the firmament among the unsubstantial islands of the clouds, but a kingdom where living, warm-blooded men might have eaten and drunk at solid and tangible tables, might govern with new laws a fairer earth assigned to them by God.
Thomas was one of those who had been deeply affected by the shame of Golgotha. He had once claimed he was ready to die with his Master, but he had run away with the others when the guards' lanterns appeared on the Mount of Olives. His faith had been clouded by the darkness that surrounded Golgotha. Despite Christ’s warnings, he never imagined that his Master’s end could be like this. The thought of the humiliation Jesus endured, like a helpless sheep, caused him more pain than the loss of the one who had loved him. This disappointment in all his hopes shocked him as if he had found out he had been deceived, and in his eyes, this disappointment justified even the shame of abandoning Him. Thomas, like Cleopas and his friends, was someone who sought pleasure through the senses, and the inspiring example of Christ had lifted him into a world that wasn’t his own. Faith had caught him off guard, like a contagious passion. But once the flame that had reignited him every day was seemingly buried under the shameful onslaught of hatred, the light in his soul dimmed and grew cold. He reverted to his original self, his true self, which sought material things through the senses, hoped for tangible changes in the physical world, and expected to find certainty and comfort only in material things. His eyes refused to see what his hands couldn’t touch, and for this, he was doomed never to perceive the invisible—a grace reserved for those who believe it’s possible. He longed for the Kingdom, especially when Jesus' words and presence filled his earthly heart with heavenly light, but not for a purely spiritual Kingdom floating in the sky among the insubstantial clouds, but rather a kingdom where living, warm-blooded people could eat and drink at solid, tangible tables and govern a fairer earth given to them by God.
Thomas, after the scandal of the crucifixion, was not at all disposed to believe a hearsay report of the resurrection. He had seen his first beliefs too roughly disabused to put any faith now in his equally deceived companions. And he answered to those who joyfully brought him the news, “Except I shall see in his hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand into his side, I will not believe.”
Thomas, after the shock of the crucifixion, was not at all inclined to trust a secondhand report of the resurrection. He had seen his initial beliefs shattered too painfully to have any faith now in his equally misled friends. He responded to those who happily brought him the news, “Unless I see the marks of the nails in his hands and put my finger in the marks of the nails and put my hand in his side, I will not believe.”
He had said at first, “Except I shall see.” But he corrected himself at once: even his eyes could deceive him, and many men were cheated by visions. And his thoughts went on to a material test, to the coarse, brutal proof of fact,—to put his finger there where the nails had been, to put his hand, his whole hand, where the lance had penetrated. To do as a blind man does who sometimes is less mistaken than men who see.
He initially said, “I need to see.” But he quickly corrected himself; even his eyes could mislead him, and many people were fooled by illusions. Then he focused on a physical test, on the harsh, undeniable proof of reality—he wanted to touch the spots where the nails had been, to put his hand, his whole hand, where the spear had entered. To act like a blind person who can sometimes be less wrong than those who can see.
He rejected faith which is the higher vision of the soul. He even refused to have faith in the sight of his eyes, the most divine of our bodily senses. He put his faith only in his hands, flesh handling flesh. This double denial left him in the dark, groping like a blind man, until the Light made Man, through a supreme loving concession, gave him back light for his eyes and for his heart.
He turned away from faith, which is the deeper understanding of the soul. He even chose not to trust what he saw, the most sacred of our physical senses. He only believed in what he could touch, flesh interacting with flesh. This complete rejection left him lost, feeling around like a blind person, until the Light that became Man, through an act of ultimate love, restored light to his eyes and his heart.
But this answer of Thomas has made him one of the most famous men in the world: for it is Christ’s eternal characteristic to immortalize even those men who affronted Him. All those afraid to touch spiritual concepts for fear of breaking them, all cheap skeptics, all the misers in academic chairs, all tepid half-wits stuffed with prejudices, all the faint-hearted, sophists, the cynics, the beggars and the retort-cleaners of science; in short all rush-lights jealous of the sun, all geese hissing 394at the flight of soaring falcons, have chosen for their protector and patron Thomas called Didymus. They know nothing of him except this: he does not believe in what he cannot touch. This answer seems to them the sum-total of perfect good sense. Let anybody who wishes claim that he sees in the darkness, hears in the silence, speaks in solitude, lives in death; the followers of Thomas can get no such idea into their thick, dense heads. So-called “reality” is their stronghold, and they will not budge from it. They prefer to fill their lives with gold which satisfies no hunger, with land in which they will occupy so small a cavity, with glory so fleeting a whisper in the silence of eternity, with flesh which is to become worm-eaten corruption, and with those noisy, magic discoveries which after enslaving men hurry them towards the formidable discovery of death. These and other things like them are “real things,” beloved by the devotees of Thomas. But perhaps if they had ever had the idea of reading what happened after that answer made by Thomas, they would have their doubts even of him who doubted the resurrection.
But Thomas's answer has made him one of the most famous people in the world, since it’s Christ’s eternal trait to immortalize even those who opposed Him. All those afraid to engage with spiritual ideas for fear of breaking them, all the shallow skeptics, all the tightwads in academic positions, all the half-baked thinkers stuffed with biases, all the faint-hearted, sophists, cynics, beggars, and the ones who clean up the retorts of science; in short, all the low-lifes envious of the sun, all the geese hissing at the soaring falcons, have chosen Thomas called Didymus as their protector and patron. They know nothing about him except this: he doesn't believe in what he can't touch. This answer seems to them the epitome of common sense. Anyone who wants to can claim they see in the darkness, hear in the silence, speak in solitude, live in death; the followers of Thomas can't grasp such ideas in their thick, dense heads. So-called “reality” is their stronghold, and they refuse to budge from it. They prefer to fill their lives with gold that satisfies no hunger, with land where they occupy merely a tiny space, with glory that’s just a fleeting whisper in the silence of eternity, with flesh that will rot away, and with those loud, magical discoveries that, after enslaving people, rush them toward the harsh reality of death. These and similar things are what the followers of Thomas consider "real things." But perhaps if they had ever thought about reading what happened after Thomas's answer, they would even doubt the one who doubted the resurrection.
A week later, the Disciples were in the same house as on the first occasion and Thomas was with them. He had hoped all that week that he also might be permitted to see the risen Master, and sometimes he had trembled, thinking that his answer might be the reason for Christ’s absence; but suddenly there came a voice at the door, “Peace be unto you.”
A week later, the Disciples were in the same house as before, and Thomas was with them. He had been hoping all week that he would also get to see the risen Master, and sometimes he felt anxious, thinking that his response might be why Christ wasn't there; but suddenly a voice called out from the door, “Peace be unto you.”
Jesus entered, his eyes seeking out Thomas: He came for Thomas, for him alone, because Christ’s love for him was greater than any affront. And He called him by name and came up to him so that he could see Him clearly, face to face, “Reach hither thy finger, and behold my hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into my side: and be not faithless, but believing.”
Jesus walked in, his eyes searching for Thomas: He came for Thomas, just for him, because Christ’s love for him was stronger than any insult. He called him by name and approached him so that he could see Him clearly, face to face, “Put your finger here, and look at my hands; and put your hand here, and touch my side: don’t be faithless, but believe.”
But Thomas did not obey Him. He dared not put his finger in the nail print nor his hand in the wound. He only said to him: “My Lord and my God.”
But Thomas didn't listen to Him. He was too afraid to put his finger in the nail mark or his hand in the wound. He simply said to Him, “My Lord and my God.”
With these words which seemed an ordinary greeting, Thomas admitted his defeat, fairer than any victory; and from that moment he was wholly Christ’s. Up to that time he had 395revered Him as a man more perfect than others, now he recognized Him as God, as his God.
With these words that sounded like a simple greeting, Thomas acknowledged his defeat, which felt more significant than any victory; and from that point on, he belonged entirely to Christ. Until then, he had respected Him as a man who was more perfect than others, but now he saw Him as God, his God.
Then Jesus, who could not forget Thomas’ doubt, answered, “Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou hast believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.”
Then Jesus, who couldn't forget Thomas' doubt, said, "Thomas, because you have seen me, you have believed: blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."
This is the last of the Beatitudes and the greatest: blessed are they that have not seen and yet have believed, for in spite of the theories of the dissectors of corpses, the only truths which have an absolute value in reality are those which the eyes of the flesh cannot see and hands of flesh and blood can never handle. These truths come from on high and reach the soul directly: the man whose soul is locked shut cannot receive them, and will see them only on the day in which his body, with its five limited doorways, is like a shabby worn-out garment left upon a bed, in the interval before men hide it underground like a noisome afterbirth.
This is the last and greatest of the Beatitudes: blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed. Despite the theories of those who dissect corpses, the only truths that hold absolute value in reality are those that the eyes of flesh cannot see and the hands of flesh and blood can never touch. These truths come from above and reach the soul directly. A person whose soul is closed off cannot receive them and will only see them on the day when their body, with its five limited senses, is like a shabby, worn-out garment left on a bed, just before it is hidden underground like a foul afterbirth.
Thomas is one of the saints and yet he was not one of those blest by that Beatitude. An old legend relates that up to the day of his death his hand was red with blood, a legend true with all the truth of a terrible symbolical meaning, if we understand from it that incredulity can be a form of murder. The world is full of such assassins who have begun by assassinating their own souls.
Thomas is one of the saints, yet he wasn't among those blessed by that Beatitude. An old legend says that until the day he died, his hand was stained with blood—a legend that holds a terrible symbolic truth if we recognize that disbelief can be a form of murder. The world is full of such killers who have started by killing their own souls.
THE REJECTION OF THE RESURRECTION
Christ’s first companions were at last convinced that His second and eternal life had begun. He who had been killed, who had slept as a corpse sleeps, covered with the perfumes of Nicodemus and the winding-sheet of Joseph, had after two days awakened like a God. But how long it took them to admit the reality of His return!
Christ’s first companions were finally convinced that His second and eternal life had begun. He who had been killed, who had slept like a corpse, covered with the perfumes of Nicodemus and the shroud of Joseph, had after two days risen like a God. But it took them a long time to accept the reality of His return!
And yet the enemies of Christ, to make an end to the greatest obstacles in the way of their other negations, have accused those very astonished, perplexed Disciples with having willingly or unwillingly invented the myth of the resurrection. Caiaphas and his followers claimed that the Disciples carried off the body by night and then spread around the news of 396the empty sepulcher in order that weak-headed mystics might more readily believe that Christ was risen and thus allow those cheats to continue their pestiferous trickery in the name of the dead Trickster. And Matthew says that the Jews bought some witnesses with “large money” that if needful they should report that they had seen Simon and his accomplices violate the sepulcher and carry away on their shoulders a heavy burden wrapped in white.
And yet the enemies of Christ, in order to eliminate the biggest obstacles to their other falsehoods, have accused those astonished and confused Disciples of either willingly or unwillingly creating the myth of the resurrection. Caiaphas and his followers claimed that the Disciples secretly took the body during the night and then spread the news about the empty tomb so that gullible mystics might more easily believe that Christ had risen, allowing those deceivers to continue their harmful tricks in the name of the dead Trickster. And Matthew mentions that the Jews paid off some witnesses with “large sums of money” to report that they had seen Simon and his accomplices break into the tomb and carry away a heavy burden wrapped in white.
But His modern enemies, through a last remnant of respect for those who founded with their blood the indestructible Church, or rather through their profound conviction of the simple-mindedness of the first martyrs, have given up this idea of deceit. Neither Simon nor the others could have acted out such a deception; they never could have kept such a piece of trickery straight in their poor thick heads. But if they were not consciously deceiving, they were certainly stupid victims of their own fancy or of the knavery of others.
But his modern opponents, out of a lingering respect for those who sacrificed their lives to establish the enduring Church, or perhaps because of their deep belief in the innocence of the first martyrs, have abandoned this notion of deceit. Neither Simon nor the others could have pulled off such a ruse; they would never have been able to maintain such a scheme in their simple minds. However, if they weren't intentionally deceiving anyone, they were definitely naïve victims of either their own imaginations or the trickery of others.
These enemies of Christ affirm that the Disciples hoped so vividly to see Jesus rise from the dead as He had promised, and that the resurrection was so urgently needed to counteract the disgrace of the crucifixion, that they were induced, almost forced, to expect it and to announce it as imminent. Then in that atmosphere of superstitious suspense, the vision of a hysterical woman, the hallucination of a dreamer, the delusion of an unbalanced man sufficed to spread the news of the appearance of Christ about the little circle of the desolate survivors. Some of them, unable to believe that the Master had deceived them, easily put their faith in the affirmations of those who claimed to have seen Him after His death. And, by dint of repeating the fantasies of these wild dreams, they ended by taking them seriously themselves and by convincing the more candid souls. Only on condition of such a posthumous confirmation of the divinity of the dead man was it possible to hold together those who had followed Him and to create the first stable organization of the universal Church.
These opponents of Christ claim that the Disciples were so eager to see Jesus rise from the dead as He promised, and that the resurrection was desperately needed to counter the shame of the crucifixion, that they were almost pushed into expecting it and announcing it as something that would happen soon. In that atmosphere of superstitious anticipation, the vision of an emotional woman, the hallucination of a dreamer, the delusion of an unstable man was enough to spread the news of Christ’s appearance among the small group of grieving followers. Some of them, unable to accept that the Master had let them down, quickly chose to believe the accounts of those who said they had seen Him after His death. And by continuously repeating these wild fantasies, they eventually took them seriously themselves and convinced the more open-minded ones. Only with such a posthumous affirmation of the divinity of the deceased could those who had followed Him stay united and form the first stable organization of the universal Church.
But those who with their accusations of stupidity or fraud try to undermine the certainty of the first Christian generation, forget too many things and too many essential things.
But those who attempt to undermine the certainty of the first Christian generation with their accusations of stupidity or fraud forget too much and too many important things.
397First of all is the testimony of Paul. Saul the Pharisee had been to school to Gamaliel, and might have been present, even though at a distance and as an enemy, at Christ’s death, and certainly knew all the theories of his early teachers, the Jews, about the pretended resurrection. But Paul, who received the first Gospel from the lips of James, called the brother of the Lord, and from Simon, Paul famous in all the churches of the Jews and the Gentiles, wrote thus in his first letter to the Corinthians: “Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures; and that he was seen of Cephas, then of the twelve: After that he was seen of above five hundred brethren at once; of whom the greater part remain unto this present, but some are fallen asleep.” The Letter to the Corinthians is recognized as authentic even by the most disdainful and suspicious nosers-out of falsification. The first Letter to the Corinthians cannot have been written later than the spring of the year 58, and hence it is older than the oldest Gospel. Many of those who had known the living Christ were still living at that time and could easily have contradicted or undeceived the Apostle. Corinth was at the gates of Asia, inhabited by many Asiatics, in close relation with Judea; Paul’s letters were public messages which were publicly read at gatherings, and copies of them were made to send to other churches. The solemn and specific testimony of Paul must have come to Jerusalem, where the enemies of Jesus, many of them still alive, would have found some way to controvert them by other witnesses. If Paul could have thought a valid confutation possible, he never would have dared write those words. That he was able therefore, so short a time after the event, publicly to affirm a prodigy so contrary to ordinary beliefs and to the interests of Christ’s watchful enemies, shows that the resurrection was not merely a phantasy of a few fanatics, but a certainty denied with difficulty, easily proved. We have no other record except this letter of Paul’s of the appearance of Christ to the five hundred brothers, but we cannot even for a moment imagine that Paul, one of the greatest and purest souls of early Christianity, could have invented it,—he who 398had so long persecuted those who believed in the reality of the resurrection. It is extremely probable that the appearance of Christ to the five hundred happened in Galilee on the mountain spoken of by Matthew, and that the Apostle had known one of those who had been present at that memorable meeting.
397First, there’s Paul’s testimony. Saul the Pharisee studied under Gamaliel and might have even been present, albeit from a distance and as an enemy, during Christ’s crucifixion. He certainly knew all the theories from his early training as a Jew regarding the alleged resurrection. But Paul, who received the first Gospel from James, the brother of the Lord, and from Simon, became well-known in all the churches of both Jews and Gentiles. He wrote in his first letter to the Corinthians: “Christ died for our sins as the scriptures said; and he was buried, and he rose again on the third day as the scriptures said; and he was seen by Cephas, then by the twelve. After that, he was seen by more than five hundred brothers all at once; most of whom are still alive, though some have died.” The Letter to the Corinthians is accepted as authentic even by those who are the most skeptical and critical. This letter must have been written no later than the spring of 58, making it older than the earliest Gospel. Many of those who knew the living Christ were still alive at that time and could have easily contradicted or corrected the Apostle. Corinth was at the gateway to Asia, home to many Asiatics and closely connected to Judea. Paul’s letters were public messages read at gatherings, and copies were made to send to other churches. The serious and specific testimony of Paul would have reached Jerusalem, where Jesus’ enemies, many of whom were still alive, would have found a way to dispute it with other witnesses. If Paul thought valid evidence against it was possible, he wouldn’t have dared to write those words. The fact that he could publicly assert such a remarkable event shortly after it occurred, which went against common beliefs and the interests of Christ’s vigilant enemies, shows that the resurrection wasn’t just a fantasy of a few fanatics, but a certainty that was hard to deny and easily proven. We have no other record besides this letter of Paul’s regarding Christ appearing to the five hundred brothers, but we can’t imagine for a second that Paul, one of the greatest and most sincere figures of early Christianity, would have made it up—especially when he had so long persecuted those who believed in the resurrection’s reality. It’s very likely that Christ’s appearance to the five hundred took place in Galilee on the mountain mentioned by Matthew, and that the Apostle knew one of those who were present at that significant meeting. 398
But this is not all. The Evangelists, who set down with some incoherence, but with the greatest frankness, the recollections of Jesus’ first companions, admit, perhaps without wishing to, that the Apostles themselves did not expect the resurrection and found it hard to believe. When we read the four Gospels with attention we see that they continued to doubt even with the risen Christ before them. When on Sunday morning the women ran to tell the Disciples that the sepulcher was empty and Christ alive, the Disciples accused them of raving. When later He appeared to many in Galilee: “And when they saw him, they worshipped him:” said Matthew; “but some doubted.” And when He appeared at evening in the room where they were taking supper, there were some who could not believe their own eyes and hesitated until they had seen Him eating. Thomas still doubted after this, until the moment when his Lord’s body was actually before his own.
But that's not all. The Evangelists, who recorded the memories of Jesus' first followers with some inconsistency but the greatest honesty, acknowledge, perhaps unintentionally, that the Apostles themselves didn't expect the resurrection and found it hard to believe. When we read the four Gospels carefully, we see that they continued to doubt even with the risen Christ right in front of them. When, on Sunday morning, the women ran to tell the Disciples that the tomb was empty and Christ was alive, the Disciples accused them of being crazy. Later, when He appeared to many in Galilee, Matthew says, “And when they saw him, they worshipped him; but some doubted.” And when He appeared that evening in the room where they were eating, there were some who couldn't believe their own eyes and hesitated until they saw Him eat. Thomas still doubted after this, until the moment when his Lord's body was actually in front of him.
So little did they expect to see Him rise again that the first effect upon them of His appearance was fright. “They were affrighted and supposed that they had seen a spirit.” They were therefore not so credulous and easily fooled as their defamers would have them. And they were so far from the idea of seeing Him return a living man among the living that when they first saw Him they mistook Him for another. Mary of Magdala thought that He was the gardener of Joseph of Arimathea; Cleopas and his companions were not able to recognize Him all along the road; Simon and the others when He came to them upon the shore of the lake, “knew not that it was Jesus.” If they had really been expecting Him, Himself, their minds on the alert, burning with longing, would they have been frightened, would they not have known Him at once? When we read the Gospels, we get the impression that Christ’s friends, far from inventing His return, accepted it almost because they were forced, by external coercion, and 399after much hesitation; the exact contrary, in short, of what is desired to be proved by those who accuse Christ’s friends of being deceived or of having deceived.
They were so unprepared for Him to rise again that the first thing they felt when they saw Him was fear. "They were terrified and thought they had seen a ghost." This shows they weren't as gullible and easily tricked as their critics claimed. They were so far from expecting to see Him as a living man that when they first saw Him, they mistook Him for someone else. Mary Magdalene thought He was the gardener for Joseph of Arimathea; Cleopas and his friends didn’t recognize Him at all during their walk; and Simon and the others, when He appeared to them by the lake, "did not know that it was Jesus." If they had truly been waiting for Him, their minds would have been alert and full of longing—wouldn’t they have recognized Him immediately? When we read the Gospels, it seems that Christ’s friends didn’t invent His return; they accepted it almost reluctantly, as if pushed by outside forces and after a lot of doubt. This is the complete opposite of what those who accuse Christ’s friends of being deceived or being deceivers want to prove.
But why this hesitation? Because the warnings of Christ had not been able to dislodge from those slow and indocile minds the old Jewish repugnance to the idea of immortality. The belief in the resurrection of the dead was for centuries and centuries foreign to the wholly material mentality of the Jews. In a few prophets like Daniel and Hosea there are some passing traces of the idea, but it does not appear explicitly except in one passage of the story of the Maccabees. At the time of Christ the common people had a confused idea of it as a distant miracle, a part of the conceptions of the Apocalyptic writers, but they did not think it possible before the final upheaval of the great day: the Sadducees denied it firmly and the Pharisees admitted it as the remote and common reward of all righteous men. When the superstitious Antipas said that Christ was John risen from the dead, he meant to say with a vigorous figure of speech that the new Prophet was like a second John.
But why the hesitation? Because Christ's warnings hadn't been able to change the old Jewish reluctance toward the idea of immortality in those slow and stubborn minds. The belief in the resurrection of the dead was foreign to the purely material mindset of the Jews for centuries. Only a few prophets like Daniel and Hosea showed slight traces of the idea, but it didn't appear explicitly except in one part of the Maccabees' story. By the time of Christ, regular people had a vague notion of it as a distant miracle, tied to the ideas of the Apocalyptic writers, but they didn’t believe it could happen before the final upheaval of the great day. The Sadducees firmly denied it, while the Pharisees acknowledged it as the distant and universal reward for all righteous people. When the superstitious Antipas claimed that Christ was John risen from the dead, he meant to say, in a strong figure of speech, that the new Prophet was like a second John.
Reluctance to admit such an extraordinary infraction of the laws of death was so profoundly rooted in the Jewish people that the very Disciples of Christ were not disposed to admit the possibility of the resurrection without reiterated proofs, although they had seen Him raise others from the dead and had heard Him predict His own resurrection. And yet they had seen Him bring to life with His powerful summons the son of the Widow of Nain, the daughter of Jairus, the brother of Martha and Mary: the three sleepers whom Jesus had awakened because of His compassion for the grief of a mother, of a father, of a sister. But it was the habit and the fate of the Twelve to misunderstand and to forget. They were too set upon their material thoughts to be ready to believe at once such a victory over death. But when they were convinced, their certainty was so firm and strong that from the sowing of those first enforced witnesses has sprung up an enormous harvest of men born again in the faith of the resurrected One—which the centuries have not yet mowed down.
Reluctance to acknowledge such an extraordinary violation of death's laws was deeply ingrained in the Jewish people that even Christ's Disciples were hesitant to accept the possibility of resurrection without repeated evidence, despite having witnessed Him bring others back to life and having heard Him predict His own resurrection. They had seen Him call back to life the son of the Widow of Nain, the daughter of Jairus, and the brother of Martha and Mary: the three individuals whom Jesus had awakened out of compassion for their mother, father, and sister. However, it was typical for the Twelve to misunderstand and forget. They were too focused on their earthly concerns to believe in such a triumph over death right away. But once they were convinced, their certainty was so solid and unwavering that from the seeds planted by those first reluctant witnesses, an enormous harvest of people reborn in the faith of the resurrected One has emerged—a harvest that the passing centuries have not diminished.
400The calumnies of the Jews, the accusations of false witnesses, the doubts of the Disciples, the plots of implacable enemies, the fallacious sophistry of the progeny of Thomas, the fantasies of heresiarchs, the distorted conceptions of men eager to prove Christ definitely dead, the turns and twists of the myth-spinners, the mines and assaults of the higher and lower criticism have not availed to wrench from the millions of human hearts the certainty that the body taken down from the cross of Golgotha reappeared on the third day to die no more. The people chosen by Christ condemned Him to death, hoping to have done with Him, but death refused Him as the Jews had refused Him, and humanity has not yet finished its accounting with that assassinated Man who came out from the sepulcher to show that breast where the Roman lance had forever made visible the heart which loves those who hate Him.
400The slander from the Jews, the accusations from false witnesses, the doubts from the Disciples, the schemes of relentless enemies, the misleading arguments from the descendants of Thomas, the delusions of heretics, the twisted interpretations from those eager to prove Christ was definitely dead, the fabrications of myth-makers, and the attacks from both high and low criticism have not managed to take away from millions of people's hearts the certainty that the body taken down from the cross at Golgotha rose again on the third day to die no more. The people chosen by Christ condemned Him to death, thinking they could be rid of Him, but death rejected Him just as the Jews had, and humanity has not yet settled its debt with that murdered Man who emerged from the tomb to reveal the wound where the Roman spear had forever exposed the heart that loves those who hate Him.
The cowardly souls who will not believe in His first life, in His second life, in His eternal life, cut themselves off from true life: from life which is generous acceptance, spontaneous love, hope in the invisible, certainty of the truth which passeth understanding. They themselves are dead, although they seem living, those who refuse Him, as death refused Him. Those who drag the weight of their still warm and breathing corpses over the patient earth laugh at the resurrection. The second birth in the spirit will not be granted to those who reject life, but an appalling and inevitable resurrection will be granted to them on the last day.
The fearful souls who refuse to believe in His first life, in His second life, and in His eternal life cut themselves off from true life: the life that is full of generous acceptance, spontaneous love, hope in the unseen, and certainty of the truth that goes beyond understanding. They are dead, even though they appear to be living, those who turn away from Him, just as death turned away from Him. Those who drag the burden of their still warm and breathing bodies over the patient earth mock the resurrection. The second birth in the spirit will not be given to those who reject life, but a horrifying and unavoidable resurrection will be theirs on the last day.
THE RETURN BY THE SEA
When the tragedy had drawn to a close with its greatest sorrow, its greatest joy, every one turned again to his own destination, the Son to the Father, the King to His Kingdom, the High Priest to his basins of blood, the fishermen to their nets.
When the tragedy ended with its deepest sorrow and its greatest joy, everyone went back to their own paths: the Son to the Father, the King to His Kingdom, the High Priest to his basins of blood, and the fishermen to their nets.
These water-soaked nets, with broken meshes, torn by the unaccustomed weight of the great draughts, so many times mended, patched, knotted together again, which had been left 401by the first fishers of men without one backward look, on the shores of Capernaum, had finally been mended and laid on one side, by some one with the prudence of the stay-at-home who knows that dreams are soon over and hunger lasts for all one’s lifetime. The wife of Simon, the father of James and John, the brother of Thomas, had saved the casting nets and the drag-nets as tools which might be useful, in memory of the exiles, as if a voice had said to those who had remained at home: “They too will come back; the Kingdom is fair, but far distant, and the lake is fair now, to-day, and full of fish. Holy is holiness, but no man lives by the spirit alone. And a fish on the table now is worth more to a hungry man than a throne a year from now.”
These waterlogged nets, with broken meshes, torn by the unexpected weight of the big catches, had been mended, patched, and tied together again countless times. They had been left behind by the first fishers of men without a second thought on the shores of Capernaum. Finally, someone with the wisdom of someone who stays at home—who understands that dreams are fleeting and hunger lasts a lifetime—had repaired them and set them aside. Simon's wife, who was the mother of James and John and Thomas's brother, had saved the casting nets and the drag nets as tools that might come in handy, as a reminder of those who were exiled. It was as if a voice had said to those who stayed behind: “They will return; the Kingdom is beautiful but far away, and today the lake is lovely and full of fish. Holiness is sacred, but no one lives by spirit alone. And a fish on the table now is worth more to a hungry man than a throne a year from now.”
And for a time the wisdom of the stay-at-homes, taken root in their native countryside like moss on a stone, was vindicated. The fishermen returned. The fishers of men appeared again in Galilee and once more took the old nets into their hands. They had received the order of Him who had drawn them away from there that they should be witnesses to His shame and to His glory. They had not forgotten Him and they could never forget Him: they always talked of Him among themselves and with all those who were willing to listen to them. But Christ on His return had said, “We will meet again in Galilee.” And they had gone away from ill-omened Judea, from the mercenary city ruled by its murderous masters, and they had trod once more the road back to their sweet, calm fatherland, whence the loving ravisher of souls had snatched them away. The old houses had a mellow beauty, with the white banners of newly washed linen, and the young grass greening along the old walls, and the tables cleaned by humble old hands, and the oven, which every week spat out sparks from its flaming mouth. And the quiet fishing-town had beauty, too; with its tanned naked boys, the sun high over the level market-place, the bags and baskets in the shadow of the inns, and the smell of fish which at dawn was wafted over it, with the morning breeze. But more beautiful than all was the lake: a gray-blue and slate-colored expanse on cloudy afternoons: a milky basin of opal with lines 402and patches of jacinth on warm evenings; a dark shadow flecked with white on starry nights: a silvery, heaving shadow in the moonlight. On this lake which seemed the very spirit of the quiet, happy countryside, the fishermen’s eyes had for the first time discovered the beauty of light and of water, nobler than the heavy unlovely earth and kinder than fire. The boat with its slanting sails, its worn seats, the high red rudder, had from their childhood been dearer to them than that other home which awaited them, stationary, whitened, four-square on the bank. Those infinitely long hours of tedium and of hope as they gazed at the brilliant water, the swaying of the nets, the darkening of the sky, had filled the greater part of their poor and homely lives.
And for a while, the wisdom of those who stayed home, rooted in their familiar countryside like moss on a stone, was proven right. The fishermen came back. The fishers of men showed up again in Galilee and picked up their old nets once more. They had received the message from Him who had called them away, that they should bear witness to His shame and His glory. They had not forgotten Him, and they could never forget Him: they always talked about Him among themselves and with anyone willing to listen. But Christ, upon His return, had said, “We will meet again in Galilee.” So they left the cursed Judea, the greedy city ruled by its murderous leaders, and made their way back to their beloved, peaceful homeland, from where the compassionate gatherer of souls had taken them. The old houses had a warm beauty, with white linens freshly washed, young grass sprouting along weathered walls, tables cleaned by gentle old hands, and the oven that every week belched sparks from its fiery mouth. The quiet fishing town had its own charm too; with its tanned, carefree boys, the sun high above the flat marketplace, the bags and baskets in the shade of the inns, and the smell of fish carried over it at dawn by the morning breeze. But more beautiful than all of this was the lake: a gray-blue and slate-colored stretch on cloudy afternoons; a milky basin of opal with streaks and patches of jacinth on warm evenings; a dark shadow speckled with white on starry nights; a silvery, heaving shadow in the moonlight. On this lake, which seemed to embody the spirit of the tranquil, happy countryside, the fishermen's eyes first discovered the beauty of light and water, nobler than the heavy, unattractive earth and kinder than fire. The boat with its tilted sails, worn seats, and tall red rudder had been closer to their hearts since childhood than that other stationary home waiting for them, solid, white, and square on the bank. Those endlessly long hours of boredom and hope, as they gazed at the sparkling water, the swaying nets, and the darkening sky, filled most of their simple, humble lives.
Then came the day when a Master, poorer and more powerful than they, had called them to Himself to be workers with Him in a supernatural, perilous undertaking. The poor souls uprooted from their usual surroundings had done their best to be lighted by that flame, but the new life had trodden them out like grapes in the wine-press, like olives in the olive crusher in order that their rough hearts should yield up tears of love and pity.
Then came the day when a Master, who was poorer yet more powerful than they, called them to join Him in a supernatural and dangerous mission. The poor souls, pulled out of their normal lives, tried their best to be inspired by that flame, but the new life had trampled them like grapes in a wine-press, like olives in an olive crusher so that their tough hearts would produce tears of love and compassion.
It was only after the Cross had been raised on Golgotha that they had wept with true sorrow: and only after the Crucified Leader had returned to break bread with them that they had been kindled anew to hope.
It was only after the Cross was raised on Golgotha that they wept with real sorrow; and only after the Crucified Leader came back to share bread with them that they were reignited with hope.
And now they had come home, bringing back only a few recollections, and yet those recollections were enough to transform the world. But before beginning the work which He had commanded, they were waiting to see Him whom they loved in the place which He had loved. They were different men from the men who had gone away, more restless, sadder, almost estranged, as if they had come back from the land of the lotus-eaters and saw from beyond with purer eyes a new earth indissolubly united with Heaven. But the nets were there, hung up on the walls, and the boats at anchor swayed up and down on the water. Once more the fishers of men, perhaps out of nostalgia, perhaps out of material need, began to be lake fishermen.
And now they had come home, bringing back only a few memories, but those memories were enough to change the world. But before starting the work He had assigned them, they were waiting to see Him whom they loved in the place He had cherished. They were different men from those who had left, more restless, sadder, almost disconnected, as if they had returned from the land of the lotus-eaters and saw a new earth, forever linked with Heaven, through clearer eyes. But the nets were there, hanging on the walls, and the boats at anchor rocked gently on the water. Once again, the fishers of men, perhaps out of nostalgia, perhaps out of need, began to fish in the lake.
403Seven Disciples of Christ were together one evening in the harbor of Capernaum, Simon called Peter, Thomas called Didymus, Nathanael of Cana, James, John and two others. Simon said, “I go afishing.”
403Seven disciples of Christ were hanging out one evening in the harbor of Capernaum: Simon Peter, Thomas (also known as Didymus), Nathanael from Cana, James, John, and two others. Simon said, “I’m going fishing.”
His friends answered, “We also go with thee.”
His friends replied, "We’ll go with you too."
They went into the boat and put off, but all that night they caught nothing. When day came, a little depressed because of the wasted night, they came back towards the shore. And when they were near they saw in the faint light of the dawn a man standing on the shore, who seemed to be waiting for them. “But the disciples knew not that it was Jesus.”
They got into the boat and set off, but they didn't catch anything all night. When morning came, feeling a bit down about the wasted night, they headed back to shore. As they got closer, they noticed in the dim light of dawn a man standing on the shore, who seemed to be waiting for them. “But the disciples didn’t realize it was Jesus.”
“Children, have ye any meat?” called the unknown man.
“Kids, do you have any food?” called the unknown man.
And they answered, “No.”
And they said, “No.”
“Cast the net on the right side of the ship, and ye shall find.”
“Throw the net on the right side of the boat, and you'll find something.”
They obeyed and in a moment the net was so full that they were scarcely able to draw it in. And they all began to tremble because they had guessed who it was awaiting them.
They followed the instructions, and in no time, the net was so full that they could barely pull it in. Everyone started to tremble because they realized who was waiting for them.
“It is the Lord,” said John to Simon.
“It’s the Lord,” John said to Simon.
Peter answered nothing, but hastily drew on his fisher’s coat (for he was naked), and cast himself into the sea that he might be first on shore. The boat was scarcely two hundred cubits from the land and in a few moments the seven Disciples were about their Lord. And no one asked Him, “Who art thou?”—because they had recognized Him.
Peter said nothing but quickly put on his fishing coat (since he was naked) and jumped into the sea to be the first to reach the shore. The boat was hardly two hundred cubits from land, and in a few moments, the seven Disciples were around their Lord. No one asked Him, “Who are you?”—because they recognized Him.
On the shore there were bread and a lighted brazier with fishes broiling on it, and Jesus said, “Bring of the fish which ye have now caught.”
On the shore, there was bread and a lit brazier with fish grilling on it, and Jesus said, “Bring the fish that you just caught.”
And for the last time He broke the Bread and gave to them and the fish likewise. After they had finished eating Jesus turned to Simon and under His look the unhappy man, silent till then, turned pale: “Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me more than these?”
And for the last time, He broke the bread and gave it to them, along with the fish. After they had finished eating, Jesus turned to Simon, and under His gaze, the miserable man, who had been silent until then, turned pale: “Simon, son of Jonas, do you love me more than these?”
The man who had denied Him, when he heard this question full of tenderness, but for him so cruel, felt himself carried back to another place beside another brazier with other questions put to him, and he remembered the answer he had made then, and the look from Christ about to die and his own great lamentation in the night. And he dared not answer as he 404wished: “Yes” in his mouth would have been boasting and shamelessness: “No” would have been a shameful lie.
The man who had denied Him, when he heard this question filled with kindness but so painful for him, found himself transported back to a different time next to another fire with different questions being asked of him. He remembered the answer he had given then, the look from Christ, who was about to die, and his own deep sorrow during the night. And he couldn't respond as he wanted: saying “Yes” would feel like boasting and being shameless, while saying “No” would be a disgraceful lie.
“Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I love thee.”
“Yeah, Lord; you know that I love you.”
He made no claim for himself but “thou knowest that I love thee,” Thou who knowest all and seest into the most hidden hearts. “I love thee”: but he had not the courage to add “more than these” in the presence of the others, who knew what he had done.
He didn't lay any claims for himself but said, “you know that I love you,” You who know everything and see into the deepest hearts. “I love you”: but he didn’t have the courage to add “more than these” in front of the others, who were aware of what he had done.
Christ said to him, “Feed my lambs.”
Christ said to him, “Feed my lambs.”
And for the second time He asked him: “Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me?”
And for the second time He asked him, “Simon, son of Jonas, do you love me?”
And Peter in his trouble found no other answer than, “Yea, Lord; thou knowest that I love thee.”
And Peter, in his distress, found no other response than, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.”
Why dost Thou still make me suffer? Dost Thou not know without my telling Thee that I love Thee, that I love Thee more than at first, as I have never loved Thee, and that I will give up my life to affirm my love?
Why do You still make me suffer? Don't You know without me telling You that I love You, that I love You more than ever, as I have never loved You before, and that I would give up my life to prove my love?
Then Jesus said, “Feed my sheep.”
Then Jesus said, “Take care of my followers.”
And for the third time He insisted, “Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me?”
And for the third time He insisted, “Simon, son of Jonas, do you love me?”
He was drawing from Peter three affirmations, three new promises to cancel his three denials at Jerusalem. But Peter could not endure this repeated suffering. Almost weeping, He cried out, “Lord, thou knowest all things; thou knowest that I love thee!”
He was getting three affirmations from Peter, three new promises to counteract his three denials in Jerusalem. But Peter couldn't handle this repeated pain. Almost in tears, he shouted, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you!”
The terrible ordeal was over, and Jesus went on, “Feed my sheep. Verily, verily I say unto thee, When thou wast young, thou girdest thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry whither thou wouldest not.”
The awful experience was over, and Jesus said, “Feed my sheep. Truly, truly I tell you, when you were young, you dressed yourself and went where you wanted. But when you get older, you’ll stretch out your hands, and someone else will dress you and take you where you don’t want to go.”
That is, to the cross, like the cross where they nailed me. Know, therefore, what it means to love me. My love is brother to death. Because I love you, they have killed me: for your love for me, they will kill you. Think, Simon, son of Jonas, what is the covenant which you make with me, and the fate which is before you. From now on, I shall not be at hand to take you back, to give you the peace of forgiveness, after 405coward fallings from grace. From now on defections and desertions will be a thousand times more serious. You must answer for all the lambs which I leave in your care and as reward at the end of your labors you will have two crossed beams, and four nails as I had, and life eternal. Choose: it is the last time that you can choose and it is a choice for all time—irrevocable. For an account will be asked of you as a servant left in the place of his master: and now that you know all and have decided, come with me.
That is, to the cross, like the cross where they nailed me. So, understand what it means to love me. My love is as deep as death. Because I love you, they killed me; for your love for me, they will kill you. Think, Simon, son of Jonas, about the commitment you’re making with me and the fate that lies ahead of you. From now on, I won’t be here to bring you back, to offer you peace and forgiveness after falling short. From now on, any betrayals or desertions will be far more serious. You are responsible for all the sheep I leave in your care, and your reward at the end of your efforts will be two crossed beams and four nails like I had, as well as eternal life. Choose: this is the last time you can choose, and it’s a choice that lasts forever—final. You will be held accountable as a servant left in place of his master. Now that you know everything and have made your decision, come with me.
“Follow me!”
"Come with me!"
Peter obeyed, but turning about saw John coming after him and said, “Lord, and what shall this man do?”
Peter obeyed, but when he turned around and saw John following him, he said, “Lord, what’s going to happen to this guy?”
Jesus said to him, “If I will that he tarry till I come, what is that to thee? follow thou me!”
Jesus said to him, “If I want him to stay until I come back, what’s that to you? You follow me!”
For Simon the primacy and martyrdom; for John immortality and endless waiting. He who bore the same name as the precursor of Christ’s first coming was to prophesy His second coming. The historian of the end was to be persecuted, a solitary prisoner, but he was to live longer than all the others and to see with his own eyes the crumbling of the stones, not one left upon another, of the ill-omened hill of Jerusalem. In his sonorous blue desert, in the midst of the blinding light and the immense blackness of the midnight sea, in his vision of the great deeds of the last day he will rejoice and suffer. Peter followed Christ, was crucified for Christ and left behind him the eternal dynasty of the Vicars of Christ: but John was not permitted to find rest in death: he waits with us, the contemporary of every generation, silent as love, eternal as hope.
For Simon, there’s primacy and martyrdom; for John, immortality and endless waiting. The one who shared the name of Christ’s precursor was destined to prophesy His second coming. The historian of the end would face persecution, becoming a solitary prisoner, yet he would outlive everyone else and witness the stones of the ill-fated hill of Jerusalem crumble, not a single one left on top of another. In his vast blue desert, surrounded by blinding light and the deep darkness of the midnight sea, he would rejoice and suffer in his vision of the great events of the last day. Peter followed Christ, was crucified for Him, and established the eternal dynasty of the Vicars of Christ. But John wasn’t allowed to find peace in death; he waits with us, a contemporary of every generation, silent like love, eternal like hope.
THE CLOUD
Once more they returned to Jerusalem, leaving their nets, this time forever, travelers setting out upon a journey, the stages of which were to be marked by blood.
Once again, they went back to Jerusalem, leaving their nets behind, this time for good, as travelers starting a journey, the path of which would be marked by blood.
In the same place where He had gone down to the city glorified by men, in the shade of blossoming branches, He was to rise again after the interval of His dishonor and His resurrection, in the glory of Heaven. He remained 406in the midst of men, for forty days after the resurrection, for as long a time as He had remained in the desert after His symbolic death by water. Although His body seemed human, His life was transfigured into the ultimate sublimination of humanity and He was ready to enter as pure spirit, into the spirit of the Father from whom He had been separated thirty years before, that He might cast a gleam of heavenly light upon the shadow-darkened world.
In the same place where He had come down to the city celebrated by people, under the shade of blooming branches, He was to rise again after His time of dishonor and resurrection, in the glory of Heaven. He stayed among people for forty days after His resurrection, just as long as He had been in the desert after His symbolic death by water. Even though His body appeared human, His life was transformed into the highest expression of humanity, and He was ready to enter as pure spirit into the spirit of the Father, from whom He had been separated thirty years earlier, so that He could bring a ray of heavenly light to the shadowy world.
He did not, as before, lead a life in common with the Disciples, because He was separated now from the life of living men; but He reappeared to them more than once to confirm His great promises, and perhaps to explain to those most capable of receiving them those mysteries which were not written down in any book but were passed on, under the seal of secrecy, through all the apostolic period and the following periods, and were imperfectly set down later under the title of Arcana Disciplina.
He didn’t, like before, live a shared life with the Disciples since He was now separated from the lives of everyday people; however, He showed up to them more than once to reinforce His significant promises and maybe to explain to those who could best understand them the mysteries that weren’t written in any book but were passed down, under the seal of secrecy, throughout the apostolic period and beyond, and were later imperfectly recorded under the title of Arcana Disciplina.
The last time they saw Him was on the Mount of Olives, where before His death He had prophesied the ruin of the Temple and of the city and the signs of His return, and where, in the darkness of night and of anguish, Satan, before his final defeat, had left Him wet with sweat and blood. It was one of the last evenings of May and the clouds in that golden hour, like golden celestial islands in the gold of the setting sun, seemed to rise from the warm earth towards near-by Heaven, like incense from great fragrant offerings. In the fields of grain, the birds began to call back the fledglings to the nests, and the cool breeze lightly shook the branches and their drooping, unripened fruit. From the distant city, still inact, from the pinnacles, the towers and the white squares of the Temple rose a smoky cloud of dust.
The last time they saw Him was on the Mount of Olives, where before His death He had predicted the destruction of the Temple and the city, along with the signs of His return. In the darkness of night and despair, Satan, before his final defeat, had left Him drenched in sweat and blood. It was one of the last evenings of May, and the clouds during that golden hour, like golden celestial islands in the sunlight, seemed to rise from the warm earth toward nearby Heaven, like incense from large fragrant offerings. In the fields of grain, the birds began to call the fledglings back to their nests, and the cool breeze gently shook the branches and their drooping, unripened fruit. From the distant city, still untouched, a cloud of dusty smoke rose from the pinnacles, towers, and the white squares of the Temple.
And once again the Disciples asked Jesus the question which they had put to Him in the same place on the evening of the two prophecies. Now that He had come back as He had promised, what else were they to await?
And once again the Disciples asked Jesus the question they had posed to Him in the same spot on the evening of the two prophecies. Now that He had returned as He had promised, what else were they supposed to anticipate?
“Lord, wilt thou at this time restore again the kingdom to Israel?”
“Lord, will you restore the kingdom to Israel at this time?”
They may have meant the Kingdom of God, which in their 407minds, as in the minds of the Prophets, was one with the Kingdom of Israel, since the divine restoration of the earth was to begin with Judea.
They might have meant the Kingdom of God, which in their 407eyes, like in the eyes of the Prophets, was the same as the Kingdom of Israel, since the divine restoration of the earth was supposed to start with Judea.
Christ answered: “It is not for you to know the times or the season, which the Father hath put in his own power. But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost parts of the earth.”
Christ answered: “It’s not up to you to know the times or seasons that the Father has set by His own authority. But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes upon you, and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, throughout Judea, in Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.”
And having said this, He lifted up His hands and blessed them. And while they beheld, He was taken up from the earth and suddenly a shining cloud as on the morning of the Transfiguration wrapped Him about and hid Him from their sight. But they could not look away from the sky and continued to gaze steadfastly up in their astonishment, when two men in white apparel spoke to them: “Ye men of Galilee, why stand ye gazing up into heaven? this same Jesus, which is taken up from you into heaven, shall so come in like manner as ye have seen him go into heaven.”
And after saying this, He raised His hands and blessed them. While they were watching, He was lifted up from the ground, and suddenly a bright cloud, like on the morning of the Transfiguration, surrounded Him and concealed Him from their view. But they couldn’t tear their eyes away from the sky and kept staring up in amazement when two men in white clothing spoke to them: “You men of Galilee, why are you standing here looking up into the sky? This same Jesus, who has been taken up from you into heaven, will return in the same way you have seen Him go into heaven.”
Then having prayed in silence, they returned to Jerusalem, glowing with melancholy joy, thinking of the day just begun: the first day of a task which, after two thousand years, is not yet accomplished. They were alone now, alone against that innumerable enemy called the World. But Heaven is not so cut off from the earth as before the coming of Christ; the mystic ladder of Jacob is no longer a lonely man’s dream, but is set up on the earth, on this earth which we tread, and above there is an Intercessor who does not forget the ephemeral beings destined to eternal life who, for a time, were His brothers. “Lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world” had been one of His last promises and the greatest. He had ascended into Heaven, but Heaven was no longer merely the barren dome where swift, tumultuous storm-clouds appear and disappear; where the stars shine out silently, like the souls of saints.
Then, after praying in silence, they returned to Jerusalem, filled with a bittersweet joy, thinking about the day that had just started: the first day of a mission that, after two thousand years, is still not finished. They were now alone, standing against that countless enemy known as the World. But Heaven isn’t as disconnected from the earth as it was before Christ came; Jacob’s mystical ladder is no longer just the dream of a lonely man but is established here on this earth that we walk on, and above, there is an Intercessor who remembers the fleeting beings destined for eternal life who, for a time, were His brothers. “Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world” had been one of His last and greatest promises. He had risen to Heaven, but Heaven was no longer just the empty sky where swift, chaotic storm clouds form and vanish; where the stars shine silently, like the souls of saints.
He is still with us, the Son of Man, who to be nearer Heaven ascended mountains, who was light made manifest, who died, raised above the earth towards the blackness of 408Heaven, and rose from the dead to ascend into Heaven in the peacefulness of evening, and who will return again on the clouds of Heaven. He is still present in the world which He meant to free. He is still attentive to our words, if they truly come from the depths of our hearts, to our tears if they are tears of blood in our hearts before being salt drops in our eyes. He is with us, an invisible, benignant guest, never more to leave us, because by His wish our earthly life is an anticipation of the Kingdom of Heaven, and is a part of Heaven from this day on. Christ has taken to Himself as His eternal possession that rough foster-mother of us all, that sphere which is but a point in the infinite and yet contains hope for the infinite; and to-day He is closer to us than when He ate the bread of our fields. No divine promise can be blotted out: the May cloud which hid Him from sight, still hovers near the earth, and every day we raise our weary and mortal eyes to that same Heaven from which He will descend in the terrible splendor of His glory.
He is still with us, the Son of Man, who climbed mountains to be closer to Heaven, who was light made real, who died, lifted above the earth towards the darkness of 408Heaven, and rose from the dead to go up into Heaven in the calm of evening, and who will return again on the clouds of Heaven. He is still present in the world He intended to save. He is still listening to our words, if they truly come from the depths of our hearts, to our tears if they are tears of blood in our hearts before turning into salty drops in our eyes. He is with us, an invisible, kind guest, never to leave us, because by His desire our earthly life is a preview of the Kingdom of Heaven, and is part of Heaven from now on. Christ has taken as His eternal possession that rough mother figure for us all, that sphere which is just a point in the infinite yet holds hope for the infinite; and today He is closer to us than when He shared the bread from our fields. No divine promise can be erased: the cloud of May that hid Him from view still hovers near the earth, and every day we lift our weary and mortal eyes to that same Heaven from which He will descend in the terrible splendor of His glory.
INDEX
- Abba, Father, 302
- Abnegation, 309
- Abraham, 42
- Achilles, 100;
- Adam, 127
- Adulteress, 223
- Adultery, 101, 210
- Adversary. See Satan
- Agrapha, 12
- Aim of this book, 13, 14, 17, 20
- Ajax of Sophocles, 118
- Alabaster box, 224
- Alms, 109
- Andrew, 82
- Angels, 62, 74, 212
- Anger, 100
- Animality, 98, 123
- Animals, 22
- Annas, 251, 313
- Anointing, 224
- Anti-Christ, 4
- Anxiety for the morrow, 109
- Apostles, 85, 178. See also Disciples
- Aquinas, Thomas, 185
- Arcana Disciplina, 406
- Aristophanes, 198, 199
- Aristotle, 119, 136
- Art, 124
- Ascension, 241, 405, 407
- Asking and receiving, 156
- Ass, 22, 116;
- Jesus riding on, 244
- Augustus, 204
- Author of this book, his coming to Christ, 18
- Authority, 13
- Avarice, 111
- Awakened one, 30
- Babylon, 44
- Balaam, 22, 23
- Banks and bankers, 250
- Banquet of the Kingdom, 153, 154
- Baptism, of blood, 300;
- Barabbas, 341
- Barns, new, 174
- Beatitudes, 87, 93;
- last and greatest, 395
- Beauty, 15
- Beggars, 80, 154, 193
- Behold the man!, 346
- Belief, 73, 74, 395
- Benevolence, 113
- Bestiality, 62, 73, 92, 323
- Bethany, 140
- Bethlehem, 24, 25;
- babies, 28
- Bethpage, 244
- Betrayal, 281
- Betrayal of women, 102
- Birth of Jesus, 21
- Blasphemy, 322
- Blindfolding Jesus, 325
- Blindness, 133
- Blood, scourging of Jesus, 345;
- Blood-offering, 29
- Boyhood, 32
- Bread, as the body of Christ, 296, 298;
- Bridegroom, 155
- Brothers, 161, 168, 207;
- Buddha, 95, 198
- Buddhism, 114
- Burial of Jesus, 379
- Business as a God, 250
- Business men, 79
- But I say unto you, 100
- Cæsar, faith, 148;
- Cæsarea, 233
- Cain, descendants of, 255
- Cainites, 282
- Caiaphas, 243, 251, 278, 287, 310, 315, 318, 348;
- Caligula, 270, 271
- Camel and needle’s eye, 181
- Cana, 141
- Canaan, 43
- Capernaum, 74, 76
- Capital punishment, 356
- Carpenter, 35;
- Jesus as, 36
- Catalepsy, 139
- Catholic Church, 12
- Celibacy, 211
- Centurion, 352, 355, 356
- Cerinthus, 268
- Chaldea, 24
- Charity, 173, 265
- Chastity, 211, 212
- Children, 216;
- Christ, Jesus declares himself, 247;
- Christian era, 6, 71
- Christian martyrs, 269
- Christianity, precedents for, 119
- Christs, false, 260, 267
- Church, 396;
- Circe, 122
- Claudia Procula, 333, 376
- Cleopas, 384, 385, 387
- Cloud, Jesus’ glorification, 405
- Clovis, 369
- Cock crow, 315, 317
- Commerce, 250
- Communion with God, 295
- Confucius, 113
- Conversion, 73;
- in Jesus’ life, 58
- Converted sinner, 59
- Corinthians, letter to the, 397
- Cost, counting, 153
- Country, 39
- Courage, 106
- Court of the Gentiles, 248
- Courtesy, 113
- Covenants, 40
- Crates, 198, 199
- Criticism, 8, 12
- Cross, 304, 305, 352;
- Jesus and the two thieves carrying, 353;
- Jesus nailed to, 360;
- superscription, 351.
- See also Crucifixion
- Crown of thorns, 346
- Crucifixion, 359, 367
- Crucify him!, 338, 340, 343, 347
- Cynics, 198
- Cyrenian, 353, 355
- Daniel, 271
- Darkness, at the crucifixion, 367, 370;
- Jesus’ hour of, 310
- David, 43, 116
- Day of the Lord, 262
- Dead, raising, 138
- Death, 133;
- Death of Jesus, authors and accomplices, 242, 243;
- foreknowledge, 241;
- His prayer, Abba, Father, 302.
- See also Crucifixion
- Deborah, 43
- Debts, forgiving, 171, 230
- Defilement, 104
- Demons, 137, 175
- Desert, 61, 68, 69
- Devil. See Satan
- Didymus, 392
- Disciples, 176;
- Discord, 206
- Dismas, 363, 367
- Divinity, 123
- Divorce, 210
- Doing versus hearing, 158
- Dositheus, 268
- Doubt of Thomas, 392
- Earthly kingdoms, 63, 65, 67, 72
- Earthquakes, 270
- Easter, 243, 295
- Edification, 14
- Education of the human race, 98
- Egypt, character, 31;
- Egyptians, 114
- Elder son, 167, 169
- Elders, 242
- Elias, 240, 373
- Eloquence, 16
- Elxai, 268
- Emmaus, 384
- End of the world, 262, 266
- Enemies, Egyptians and, 114;
- Ennœa, 267
- Entreaty, 156
- Epileptics, 135
- Erudition, 13
- Eternal life, 264, 400
- Eternal punishment, 264
- Eternity, 71
- Evangelists on the Resurrection, 398
- Evil, flight from, 105;
- root of, 100
- Evil for evil, 105
- Exaggeration, 100
- Exile in Egypt, 32
- Expiation, 279
- Faith, 132, 133, 136, 148
- False Christs, 260, 267
- False witnesses, 319
- Family, 103
- Farmers, 79
- Father, real, 34;
- universal, 45
- Fatherhood of God, 37
- Father’s business, 33
- Fathers and sons, 213
- Fatted calf, 167
- Feast, 153
- Feed my sheep, 404
- Feet, washing of, 292
- Fig tree, accursed, 144
- Fire, 207;
- First and last, 180
- First covenant, 40
- Fishermen, 78;
- Fishers of men, 83
- Flesh, conquest of, 212;
- one flesh, 209
- Flight from evil, 105
- Flight into Egypt, 30
- Flogging, 343, 344
- Flood, 41
- Florence, 20
- Forgive them, 356, 358, 363
- Forgiveness, 170;
- of sin, 231
- Forsaken, on the cross, 372
- Forty days, 62
- Fourth Covenant, 43
- Frankincense, 25
- Friends, Jesus and Judas, 285;
- Friendliness, 75
- Fulvia, 334
- Galilee, 69, 71, 401
- Gardeners, 78
- Garments of Jesus, division, 361
- Gate, narrow, 156
- Gentiles and Jerusalem, 262
- Gethsemane, 181, 183, 302
- Gnostics, 268
- God, 122;
- Gods of Greece, 64
- Gold, frankincense and myrrh, 25
- Golgotha, 357
- Good Friday, 350
- Good thief, 363
- Good tidings, 74
- Gospel, 74
- Gospels, 6;
- authenticity, 11
- Greatness, 177
- Greek gods, 64
- Greeks, treatment of enemies, 117
- Happiness, 95, 97, 154
- Harvest, 175
- Hasmonæans, 27
- Hatred, of enemies, 126;
- He is risen, 381
- Health, 134, 138;
- of soul, 102
- Hearing versus doing, 158
- Heaven, 73, 407.
- See also Kingdom of Heaven
- Heights, 130
- Heresies, 267
- Hermon, Mount, 238
- Herod Antipas, 335;
- Jesus before, 337
- Herod the Great, 27, 325
- Herodias, 336
- High Priests, 242;
- Hillel, 117
- Holiness, 122, 205
- Horace, 26
- Hosannas, 246
- Hosea, 274
- House on a rock, 158
- Human nature, mystery, 234
- Human race, education, 98
- Humility, 125, 172, 293
- Hungering after justice, 90
- Husbandman, good, 175
- Hypocrites, 255
- Ideas of Jesus, antiquity of, 112
- Imagination, 15, 16
- Immortality, 399
- Inasmuch, 264
- Incest, 336
- Inferno, 35
- Inheriting the earth, 88
- Injustice, 91
- Innocents, slaughter of, 28
- Insults, 92, 314, 324, 354
- Intellectualism, 124
- Intelligence, 87
- Introduction, 3
- Jairus’ daughter, 139
- James, 83, 183, 184
- Jericho, 172
- Jerusalem, desolation, 261;
- Jesus, attempts on his life, 241;
- baptism of, 57, 60;
- birth, 21;
- blindfolded, 325;
- as the Christ, 233;
- condemnation, 322;
- crucifixion, 359, 367;
- deeds, 130;
- foreknowledge, 49;
- foreknowledge of death, 241;
- friendliness, 75;
- hatred and condemnation for, 275;
- healer, 138;
- Herod Antipas and, 334;
- liberator, 299, 384;
- nailed to the cross, 360;
- nature, 233;
- Pilate and, 329, 338;
- Pilate’s question, 330, 332;
- poverty, 193;
- prosecution, 315;
- resurrection, 381;
- road to Emmaus, 384;
- second crucifixion, 3;
- sinlessness, 58;
- spat on and struck, 324;
- under the cross, 353;
- the wanderer, 75, 76;
- what men said of him, 233, 235.
- See also Christ
- Jewish State, reëstablishment, 274
- Jews, dispersal, 44, 272;
- Job, 116
- John, 83, 183, 184, 185, 315, 318;
- John the Baptist, 54;
- Jonah, 131
- Jordan and John the Baptist, 54
- Joseph, 34, 286
- Joseph of Arimathea, 318, 377
- Joshua, 43
- Judas, 186, 202, 243;
- Judea, outbreak, 270
- Judging others, 110
- Judgment Day, 263, 265
- Justice, 118, 122, 124, 155;
- hunger for, 90
- King of the Jews, 330, 346, 351
- Kingdom of Heaven (of God), 66, 68, 71, 93;
- Kingdom of Satan, 72, 196
- Kingdoms of the earth, 63, 65, 67, 72
- Kings, at the birth of Jesus, 25;
- of the nations, 204
- Kiss of Judas, 311
- Knowledge, 25
- Lama sabachthani, 372
- Lamps, 156
- Land of Promise, 42
- Lao-Tse, 113
- Last and first, 180
- Last judgment, 263, 265
- Last Supper, 288
- Last things, 259
- Law, 122, 124;
- old and new, 99
- Lazarus, 140, 220
- Lazarus, the beggar, 173
- Legs, breaking, 366, 375
- Leopardi, Giacomo, 95
- Lepers, 135
- Liberator, 299, 384
- Life, 5;
- Light, Jesus’ Transfiguration, 239
- Lives of Christ, kind we need, 10;
- two kinds, 7
- Logia, 12, 186
- Longinus, 375
- Lord’s Prayer, exposition, 128
- Losing one’s soul, 196
- Lost found, 32
- Lost sheep, 170
- Love, antiquity and, 111-121;
- Lovest thou me?, 403
- Luke-warmness, 188
- Malchus, 311
- Mammon, 193, 196;
- Temple at Jerusalem and, 249
- Man, early rules, 98;
- perfectibility, 97
- Manger, 21
- Maranatha, 243
- Mariamne, 27
- Mark, 313
- Marriage, 142, 209;
- Martha, 138, 140, 219
- Martyrs, 269
- Mary (of Bethany), 138, 140, 219, 379
- Mary (Virgin Mother), 13, 222, 371, 378, 379;
- flight into Egypt, 30
- Mary Magdalene, 220, 224, 379;
- risen Lord and, 382
- Masons, 78
- Massacre of the Innocents, 29
- Matthew, 185, 186, 282
- Meander, 268
- Meekness, 88
- Memory of Christ, 5
- Mental diseases, 136
- Merciful, 90
- Mercy, 263, 265
- Messiah, 183;
- Messiahship, 49
- Messianic prophecies, 50
- Metals, 189, 201
- Miracles, 66, 67, 131, 136
- Money, banks, exchange, etc., 250;
- Money-changers, 249
- Mosaic law, 115
- Moses, 30;
- Moslems, 274
- Mount, Sermon on the, 85, 94, 186
- Mountain, Jesus praying on, 239
- Mourning, 89
- M’-Ti, 112, 113
- Mud, 31
- Murder, 100
- Mustard seed, 151
- Myrrh, 25
- Mysteries, 406;
- Nails, four, 359, 361
- Names, secret and real, 234
- Nard, 224
- Narrow gate, 156
- Nathaniel, 186
- Nature, 95;
- Nazarene, 351
- Nazareth, any good thing out of?, 186;
- Nazir, 54
- Negative command, 117
- Neighbor, 172
- Nero, 269
- New Covenant, 71, 299
- Nicodemus, 187, 278, 318, 377
- Nicolatians, 268
- Nirvana, 114
- Noah, 41
- Nomads, 41
- Nonresistance, 104, 107
- Oaths, 103
- Octavius Augustus, 26
- Old Adam, 59, 125
- Old Covenant, 40, 299
- Old ideas, 112
- Old law, 117
- Old Testament morality, 116
- Older son, 167, 169
- Olives, Mount of, 244, 245, 252, 259, 302
- Ophir, 44
- Opinion of Christ, modern, 19
- Other cheek, 105, 106
- Overturnings of opinion, 94
- Ox, 22
- Paganism, 169
- Palazzo Vecchio, 20
- Palm branches, 246
- Parables, 131, 149, 151
- Paradise, 40, 43, 127, 213, 219;
- for the penitent thief on the cross, 356
- Paradox, 93
- Parasceve, 352
- Parusia, 259, 262, 267, 273
- Passion, beginning, 243
- Passover, 32, 288, 295;
- night before, 352
- Paternoster, 128, 215
- Patriarchs, 41
- Paul, 269;
- testimony as to the resurrection, 397
- Peace, 208
- Peace and war, 190, 205
- Peacemakers, 91
- Peasants, 79
- Persecutions, 26, 91, 260, 268
- Peter, 268, 269;
- Petronius, 375
- Pharaoh, 42
- Pharisees, 55, 104, 147, 253;
- Philip, 186
- Philo, 117
- Pilate, Pontius, 243, 325;
- Pitcher, man with, 288, 289
- Pity, 171, 265, 354
- Plato, 118, 198, 199
- Pluto, 198, 199
- Poet, Jesus as, 150
- Poetry, 15
- Poor, the, Jesus’ love of, 200;
- Possession by devils, 136
- Poverty, 79, 109, 174;
- Prayer, 128;
- Priam, 117, 120
- Priestly caste, 276
- Primacy, 405
- Prodigal son, 160-169
- Prophecy of Jesus on Last Things, 259, 266
- Prophets, 44, 45;
- Prostitutes, 230
- Proverbs, 116
- Psalms, imprecations on enemies, 116
- Publicans, 56;
- prayer of Publican and Pharisee, 171
- Punishment, eternal, 264
- Pure in heart, 90
- Purification, 104
- Purity, 110;
- of Jesus, 58
- Rabboni, 382
- Readiness, 155
- Reed, 346, 373
- Religion, as a business in Jerusalem, 276;
- Roman, 327
- Religions for the irreligious, 4
- Renan, J. E., 9
- Renunciation, 152, 180, 196, 200, 201
- Repentance, 59, 73, 363, 366
- Resurrection, 381;
- Resurrections from the dead, 138
- Retaliation, 90, 99;
- Jesus’ repudiation of the old law, 105
- Revenge, 105
- Rich and poor, 173, 189, 194
- Rich man, 194
- Righteousness, 114
- Risen from the dead, 381
- Rock, Caiaphas and Peter, 318;
- Roman Emperor, 327
- Roman Empire, 204;
- upheaval, 269
- Roman soldiers, 344, 356
- Rome and the Christian martyrs, 269
- Sabbath, Jesus and, 254;
- Jesus at Capernaum, 77
- Sacrifice, of the innocent for the guilty, 279;
- pagan examples, 279
- Sadducees, 55, 147
- Saints, 256, 351
- Salome, 336
- Salvation, 194
- Samaritan, the good, 172
- Samaritans, 172, 184
- Sanhedrin, 187, 278;
- Jesus before, 318
- Satan, Jesus and, 63;
- Jesus and—Gethsemane, 303
- Saul, 43, 116
- Savonarola, 20
- Scarlet cloak, 346
- Scourging, 343, 344
- Scribes, 242, 253;
- condemnation in the Temple, 255
- Second birth, 73, 187, 188
- Second coming, 259, 262, 267;
- Second covenant, 41
- Secret name, 234
- Secretiveness, 149
- Self-justification, Socrates and Jesus, 320
- Self-love, 111, 125, 126
- Self-preservation, 110
- Sell all, 197
- Selling Jesus, 286
- Seneca, 119
- Sepulcher, Jesus and, 378
- Sepulchers, 257
- Sermon on the Mount, 85, 94, 186
- Sermon on the Mount, second, 259
- Sermons, 17
- Servant of all, 109
- Service, 185
- Sheba, Queen of, 44
- Sheep, lost, 170
- Sheep and goats, 260, 263
- Shepherds, 23, 79
- Sickness, 134
- Signs, 131
- Simon of Cyrene, 353, 355
- Simon Magus, 267
- Simon Peter, 82, 148, 180;
- Simplicity, 110, 178, 219
- Sin, 101, 126;
- Sinlessness of Jesus, 58
- Sinners, 175;
- converted, 59
- Skull, Hill of the, 357, 359, 371
- Sleep, 181;
- Smiths, 78
- Snow and sun, 238
- Socrates, 320;
- on enemies, 118
- Solitude, 61;
- of Jesus, 307
- Solomon, 44
- Son of David, 246
- Son of God, 236, 238;
- question put to Jesus, 321
- Son of Man, 236, 238, 262, 263, 273, 274
- Sons, 160;
- fathers and, 213
- Sons of Thunder, 183
- Sonship, 37
- Soul, losing, 196
- Sower, parable of, 158
- Spinoza, 185
- Spirit, 62, 196, 406;
- Spitting on Jesus, 324
- Sponge soaked in vinegar, 373
- Stable, 21
- Stephen, 268
- Steward, 160, 174
- Stoics, 198
- Stones, crying out, 247;
- Suffering, 134
- Sun and snow, 238
- Sunday, 380
- Superiority, 185
- Supper, last, 288
- Swearing, 102
- Sweat of Jesus, 306
- Swine-herds, 164
- Sword, fire and, 205, 208;
- not peace but a sword, 206
- Talents, parable of, 159
- Talitha qumi, 138
- Tares and wheat, 175
- Teachers of Jesus, 34
- Teaching of Jesus, at Capernaum, 77;
- Tebutis, 268
- Temple, 45;
- Temptations of Jesus, 64, 303
- Ten Commandments, 43
- Theology, 12, 25
- Theudas, 267
- Thief on the cross, penitent, 363
- Thieves, two, 352, 356, 363
- Third Covenant, 42
- Thirst of Jesus on the cross, 373
- Thomas, 133, 185;
- doubts, 392
- Thomas Aquinas, 185
- Thorns, 346
- Tiberius, 326, 331
- Time, fullness of, 71
- Titus, 272
- Too late, 155, 156
- Transfiguration, 182, 183, 239, 241
- Transformation of soul, 73, 74, 95, 97, 108, 189
- Truth, 15;
- Turning the other cheek, 105, 106
- Twelve, the, 176. See also Disciples
- Ulysses, 118
- Vaddhamana, 198
- Vagabondage of Jesus, 76
- Vanity, 109, 177
- Veil of the temple, 374
- Vespasian, 272
- Vinegar, 373
- Vineyard, laborers in, 155
- Violence, 205, 208;
- Vipers, 252, 256
- Virgil, 26, 27
- Virgin Mother, 13, 222, 371, 378, 379
- Virgins, wise and foolish, 156
- Walking on the water, 182
- Wandering Jew, 76
- War, 91, 122, 206, 209;
- wars and rumors of wars, 269
- Warnings, 260
- Washing of the feet, 292
- Washing of the hands, 346, 349
- Watch and pray, 307
- Water, blood and, from body of Jesus, 375;
- Wealth, 124, 174, 194;
- ancient feeling toward, 199
- Weddings, 141
- What I have written, 351
- Wheat and tares, 175
- White cloak, 335, 337, 344
- Whited sepulchers, 257
- Who am I?, 233
- Will of God, 309
- Wind and sea obedient, 147
- Wine, 143, 295, 301;
- Wise men, 24
- Witnesses, false, 319
- Women, Jesus and, 219;
- Woodworker, 34
- Work, 35
- Writing on the sand, 223
- Ye have heard, 98
- Yeast, 151
- Zarathushtra, 5, 114
- Zealots, 268, 271, 272, 341
- Zebedee’s sons, 83
- Zeus, 120, 121
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