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DEATH COMES
FOR THE
ARCHBISHOP
NEW YORK
ALFRED A KNOPF—MCMXXVII
NEW YORK
ALFRED A KNOPF—1927
COPYRIGHT 1926, 1927, BY WILLA CATHER
COPYRIGHT 1926, 1927, BY WILLA CATHER
The Works of
WILLA CATHER
The Works of
WILLA CATHER
ALEXANDER'S BRIDGE
ALEXANDER'S BRIDGE
O PIONEERS!
O Pioneers!
THE SONG OF THE LARK
The Song of the Lark
MY ANTONIA
My Ántonia
ONE OF OURS
One of Us
A LOST LADY
A Missing Woman
THE PROFESSOR'S HOUSE
THE PROFESSOR'S PLACE
MY MORTAL ENEMY
MY ARCH NEMESIS
YOUTH AND THE BRIGHT MEDUSA
Youth and the Bright Medusa
CONTENTS
Prologue. At Rome
1. The Vicar Apostolic
2. Missionary Journeys
3. The Mass at Ácoma
4. Snake Root
5. Padre Martinez
6. Doña Isabella
7. The Great Diocese
8. Gold under Pike's Peak
9. Death Comes for the Archbishop
Prologue. At Rome
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DEATH COMES FOR THE
ARCHBISHOP
PROLOGUE
AT ROME
ONE summer evening in the year 1848, three Cardinals and a missionary Bishop from America were dining together in the gardens of a villa in the Sabine hills, overlooking Rome. The villa was famous for the fine view from its terrace. The hidden garden in which the four men sat at table lay some twenty feet below the south end of this terrace, and was a mere shelf of rock, overhanging a steep declivity planted with vineyards. A flight of stone steps connected it with the promenade above. The table stood in a sanded square, among potted orange and oleander trees, shaded by spreading ilex oaks that grew out of the rocks overhead. Beyond the balustrade was the drop into the air, and far below the landscape stretched soft and undulating; there was nothing to arrest the eye until it reached Rome itself.
ONE summer evening in 1848, three Cardinals and a missionary Bishop from America were having dinner together in the gardens of a villa in the Sabine hills, overlooking Rome. The villa was known for its stunning view from the terrace. The secluded garden where the four men were seated was about twenty feet below the south end of this terrace and was essentially a rock ledge that jutted over a steep slope filled with vineyards. A set of stone steps linked it to the path above. The table was placed in a sandy square, surrounded by potted orange and oleander trees, and shaded by wide ilex oaks growing out of the rocks above. Beyond the railing was a drop into the open air, and far below, the landscape rolled gently; nothing caught the eye until it reached Rome itself.
It was early when the Spanish Cardinal and his guests sat down to dinner. The sun was still good for an hour of supreme splendour, and across the shining folds of country the low profile of the city barely fretted the sky-line—indistinct except for the dome of St. Peter's, bluish grey like the flattened top of a great balloon, just a flash of copper light on its soft metallic surface. The Cardinal had an eccentric preference for beginning his dinner at this time in the late afternoon, when the vehemence of the sun suggested motion. The light was full of action and had a peculiar quality of climax—of splendid finish. It was both intense and soft, with a ruddiness as of much-multiplied candlelight, an aura of red in its flames. It bored into the ilex trees, illuminating their mahogany trunks and blurring their dark foliage; it warmed the bright green of the orange trees and the rose of the oleander blooms to gold; sent congested spiral patterns quivering over the damask and plate and crystal. The churchmen kept their rectangular clerical caps on their heads to protect them from the sun. The three Cardinals wore black cassocks with crimson pipings and crimson buttons, the Bishop a long black coat over his violet vest.
It was early when the Spanish Cardinal and his guests sat down for dinner. The sun still had about an hour of shining glory left, and across the gleaming landscape, the city's low profile barely disturbed the skyline—fuzzy except for the dome of St. Peter's, a bluish-gray like the flattened top of a giant balloon, just catching a glimpse of copper light on its smooth metallic surface. The Cardinal had an unusual preference for starting dinner at this time in the late afternoon when the intensity of the sun hinted at movement. The light was full of energy and had a unique sense of climax—of brilliant completion. It was both bright and gentle, with a warmth reminiscent of multiplied candlelight, an aura of red in its glow. It penetrated the ilex trees, illuminating their mahogany trunks and softening their dark leaves; it warmed the vivid green of the orange trees and the pink of the oleander flowers to a golden hue; and it sent swirling patterns across the damask, plates, and crystal. The clergy kept their rectangular clerical caps on their heads to shield themselves from the sun. The three Cardinals wore black cassocks with crimson trim and crimson buttons, while the Bishop had a long black coat over his violet vest.
They were talking business; had met, indeed, to discuss an anticipated appeal from the Provincial Council at Baltimore for the founding of an Apostolic Vicarate in New Mexico—a part of North America recently annexed to the United States. This new territory was vague to all of them, even to the missionary Bishop. The Italian and French Cardinals spoke of it as Le Mexique, and the Spanish host referred to it as "New Spain." Their interest in the projected Vicarate was tepid, and had to be continually revived by the missionary, Father Ferrand; Irish by birth, French by ancestry—a man of wide wanderings and notable achievement in the New World, an Odysseus of the Church. The language spoken was French—the time had already gone by when Cardinals could conveniently discuss contemporary matters in Latin.
They were discussing business; they had met to talk about an expected appeal from the Provincial Council in Baltimore for the creation of an Apostolic Vicarate in New Mexico—a part of North America that had recently been added to the United States. This new territory was unclear to all of them, even to the missionary Bishop. The Italian and French Cardinals referred to it as Le Mexique, while the Spanish host called it "New Spain." Their interest in the proposed Vicarate was lukewarm and needed to be constantly rekindled by the missionary, Father Ferrand; Irish by birth and French by ancestry—a man with extensive travels and significant achievements in the New World, an Odysseus of the Church. The language spoken was French—the time had already passed when Cardinals could easily discuss current matters in Latin.
The French and Italian Cardinals were men in vigorous middle life—the Norman full-belted and ruddy, the Venetian spare and sallow and hook-nosed. Their host, Garcia Maria de Allande, was still a young man. He was dark in colouring, but the long Spanish face, that looked out from so many canvases in his ancestral portrait gallery, was in the young Cardinal much modified through his English mother. With his caffè oscuro eyes, he had a fresh, pleasant English mouth, and an open manner.
The French and Italian Cardinals were men in the prime of their lives—the Norman was robust and ruddy, while the Venetian was thin, pale, and had a hooked nose. Their host, Garcia Maria de Allande, was still young. He had dark features, but the long Spanish face that appeared in many paintings in his family’s portrait gallery was somewhat softened in the young Cardinal by his English mother. With his caffè oscuro eyes, he had a fresh, friendly English smile, and an open demeanor.
During the latter years of the reign of Gregory XVI, de Allande had been the most influential man at the Vatican; but since the death of Gregory, two years ago, he had retired to his country estate. He believed the reforms of the new Pontiff impractical and dangerous, and had withdrawn from politics, confining his activities to work for the Society for the Propagation of the Faith—that organization which had been so fostered by Gregory. In his leisure the Cardinal played tennis. As a boy, in England, he had been passionately fond of this sport. Lawn tennis had not yet come into fashion; it was a formidable game of indoor tennis the Cardinal played. Amateurs of that violent sport came from Spain and France to try their skill against him.
During the later years of Gregory XVI's reign, de Allande was the most powerful figure at the Vatican; however, since Gregory's death two years ago, he had retreated to his country estate. He viewed the new Pope's reforms as unrealistic and risky, so he stepped back from politics and focused on his work with the Society for the Propagation of the Faith—the organization that Gregory had supported so strongly. In his free time, the Cardinal played tennis. As a boy in England, he had been a huge fan of the sport. Lawn tennis hadn’t gained popularity yet; he played a challenging version of indoor tennis. Amateurs from Spain and France would come to challenge him in that intense game.
The missionary, Bishop Ferrand, looked much older than any of them, old and rough—except for his clear, intensely blue eyes. His diocese lay within the icy arms of the Great Lakes, and on his long, lonely horseback rides among his missions the sharp winds had bitten him well. The missionary was here for a purpose, and he pressed his point. He ate more rapidly than the others and had plenty of time to plead his cause,—finished each course with such dispatch that the Frenchman remarked he would have been an ideal dinner companion for Napoleon.
The missionary, Bishop Ferrand, looked a lot older than the rest of them—worn and rugged—except for his bright, intensely blue eyes. His diocese was situated within the chilly embrace of the Great Lakes, and during his long, solitary horseback rides to his missions, the sharp winds had worn him down. The missionary was here for a reason, and he pushed his agenda. He ate faster than everyone else and had plenty of time to make his case, finishing each course so quickly that the Frenchman commented he would have been the perfect dinner guest for Napoleon.
The Bishop laughed and threw out his brown hands in apology. "Likely enough I have forgot my manners. I am preoccupied. Here you can scarcely understand what it means that the United States has annexed that enormous territory which was the cradle of the Faith in the New World. The Vicarate of New Mexico will be in a few years raised to an Episcopal See, with jurisdiction over a country larger than Central and Western Europe, barring Russia. The Bishop of that See will direct the beginning of momentous things."
The Bishop laughed and raised his brown hands in apology. "I probably forgot my manners. I'm a bit distracted. Here, it’s hard to grasp what it means that the United States has taken over that vast land that was the birthplace of the Faith in the New World. The Vicarate of New Mexico will soon become an Episcopal See, overseeing a territory larger than Central and Western Europe, excluding Russia. The Bishop of that See will lead the start of significant changes."
"Beginnings," murmured the Venetian, "there have been so many. But nothing ever comes from over there but trouble and appeals for money."
"Beginnings," the Venetian said softly, "there have been so many. But nothing ever comes from over there except trouble and requests for money."
The missionary turned to him patiently. "Your Eminence, I beg you to follow me. This country was evangelized in fifteen hundred, by the Franciscan Fathers. It has been allowed to drift for nearly three hundred years and is not yet dead. It still pitifully calls itself a Catholic country, and tries to keep the forms of religion without instruction. The old mission churches are in ruins. The few priests are without guidance or discipline. They are lax in religious observance, and some of them live in open concubinage. If this Augean stable is not cleansed, now that the territory has been taken over by a progressive government, it will prejudice the interests of the Church in the whole of North America."
The missionary turned to him patiently. "Your Eminence, I urge you to come with me. This country was evangelized in 1500 by the Franciscan Fathers. It has been left to drift for almost three hundred years and is still hanging on. It still sadly calls itself a Catholic country and tries to maintain the rituals of religion without proper guidance. The old mission churches are in ruins. The few priests lack leadership and discipline. They are negligent in religious practices, and some live openly in sin. If this chaotic situation isn't addressed now that the territory has been taken over by a progressive government, it will harm the interests of the Church across North America."
"But these missions are still under the jurisdiction of Mexico, are they not?" inquired the Frenchman.
"But these missions are still under Mexico's authority, right?" asked the Frenchman.
"In the See of the Bishop of Durango?" added Maria de Allande.
"In the diocese of the Bishop of Durango?" added Maria de Allande.
The missionary sighed. "Your Eminence, the Bishop of Durango is an old man; and from his seat to Santa Fé is a distance of fifteen hundred English miles. There are no wagon roads, no canals, no navigable rivers. Trade is carried on by means of pack-mules, over treacherous trails. The desert down there has a peculiar horror; I do not mean thirst, nor Indian massacres, which are frequent. The very floor of the world is cracked open into countless canyons and arroyos, fissures in the earth which are sometimes ten feet deep, sometimes a thousand. Up and down these stony chasms the traveller and his mules clamber as best they can. It is impossible to go far in any direction without crossing them. If the Bishop of Durango should summon a disobedient priest by letter, who shall bring the Padre to him? Who can prove that he ever received the summons? The post is carried by hunters, fur trappers, gold seekers, whoever happens to be moving on the trails."
The missionary sighed. "Your Eminence, the Bishop of Durango is an old man, and it's about fifteen hundred English miles from his seat to Santa Fé. There are no wagon roads, no canals, no navigable rivers. Trade happens using pack mules along dangerous trails. The desert down there is particularly terrifying; I don't just mean thirst or the frequent Indian attacks. The ground itself is cracked open into countless canyons and arroyos, with gaps in the earth that can be ten feet deep or even a thousand. Travelers and their mules struggle to navigate these rocky chasms. It's impossible to go far in any direction without crossing them. If the Bishop of Durango sends a letter to summon a disobedient priest, who will bring the Padre to him? Who can prove that the Padre ever got the letter? The mail is carried by hunters, fur trappers, gold seekers—whoever happens to be traveling the trails."
The Norman Cardinal emptied his glass and wiped his lips.
The Norman Cardinal finished his drink and wiped his lips.
"And the inhabitants, Father Ferrand? If these are the travellers, who stays at home?"
"And the people living there, Father Ferrand? If these are the travelers, then who is staying home?"
"Some thirty Indian nations, Monsignor, each with its own customs and language, many of them fiercely hostile to each other. And the Mexicans, a naturally devout people. Untaught and unshepherded, they cling to the faith of their fathers."
"About thirty Indian nations, Monsignor, each with its own customs and language, many of them intensely hostile toward one another. And the Mexicans, who are naturally religious people. Uneducated and lacking guidance, they hold on to the faith of their ancestors."
"I have a letter from the Bishop of Durango, recommending his Vicar for this new post," remarked Maria de Allande.
"I have a letter from the Bishop of Durango recommending his Vicar for this new position," Maria de Allande said.
"Your Eminence, it would be a great misfortune if a native priest were appointed; they have never done well in that field. Besides, this Vicar is old. The new Vicar must be a young man, of strong constitution, full of zeal, and above all, intelligent. He will have to deal with savagery and ignorance, with dissolute priests and political intrigue. He must be a man to whom order is necessary—as dear as life."
"Your Eminence, it would be a terrible mistake to appoint a local priest; they have never performed well in that role. Additionally, this Vicar is old. The new Vicar needs to be a young man, physically strong, full of passion, and most importantly, smart. He will have to confront brutality and ignorance, corrupt priests, and political schemes. He must be someone who values order as much as life itself."
The Spaniard's coffee-coloured eyes showed a glint of yellow as he glanced sidewise at his guest. "I suspect, from your exordium, that you have a candidate—and that he is a French priest, perhaps?"
The Spaniard's coffee-colored eyes had a hint of yellow as he looked sideways at his guest. "I have a feeling, from your opening remarks, that you have a candidate—and that he is a French priest, maybe?"
"You guess rightly, Monsignor. I am glad to see that we have the same opinion of French missionaries."
"You’re absolutely right, Monsignor. I'm happy to see that we share the same view about French missionaries."
"Yes," said the Cardinal lightly, "they are the best missionaries. Our Spanish fathers made good martyrs, but the French Jesuits accomplish more. They are the great organizers."
"Yeah," said the Cardinal casually, "they're the best missionaries. Our Spanish fathers were great martyrs, but the French Jesuits get more done. They’re the master organizers."
"Better than the Germans?" asked the Venetian, who had Austrian sympathies.
"Better than the Germans?" asked the Venetian, who favored Austria.
"Oh, the Germans classify, but the French arrange! The French missionaries have a sense of proportion and rational adjustment. They are always trying to discover the logical relation of things. It is a passion with them." Here the host turned to the old Bishop again. "But your Grace, why do you neglect this Burgundy? I had this wine brought up from my cellar especially to warm away the chill of your twenty Canadian winters. Surely, you do not gather vintages like, this on the shores of the Great Lake Huron?"
"Oh, the Germans categorize, but the French organize! The French missionaries have an appreciation for balance and logical arrangement. They're always looking to understand how things relate to one another. It’s a true passion for them." Here, the host turned to the old Bishop again. "But Your Grace, why are you ignoring this Burgundy? I had this wine brought up from my cellar specifically to take the edge off your twenty Canadian winters. Surely, you don’t collect vintages like this along the shores of Lake Huron?"
The missionary smiled as he took up his untouched glass. "It is superb, your Eminence, but I fear I have lost my palate for vintages. Out there, a little whisky, or Hudson Bay Company rum, does better for us. I must confess I enjoyed the champagne in Paris. We had been forty days at sea, and I am a poor sailor."
The missionary smiled as he picked up his untouched glass. "It’s excellent, your Eminence, but I’m afraid I’ve lost my taste for fine wines. Out there, a little whiskey or Hudson Bay Company rum is better for us. I have to admit I enjoyed the champagne in Paris. We had been at sea for forty days, and I’m not a great sailor."
"Then we must have some for you." He made a sign to his major-domo. "You like it very cold? And your new Vicar Apostolic, what will he drink in the country of bison and serpents à sonnettes? And what will he eat?"
"Then we have to get some for you." He signaled to his butler. "Do you like it very cold? And what will your new Vicar Apostolic drink in the land of bison and serpents à sonnettes? And what will he eat?"
"He will eat dried buffalo meat and frijoles with chili, and he will be glad to drink water when he can get it. He will have no easy life, your Eminence. That country will drink up his youth and strength as it does the rain. He will be called upon for every sacrifice, quite possibly for martyrdom. Only last year the Indian pueblo of San Fernandez de Taos murdered and scalped the American Governor and some dozen other whites. The reason they did not scalp their Padre, was that their Padre was one of the leaders of the rebellion and himself planned the massacre. That is how things stand in New Mexico!"
"He will eat dried buffalo meat and beans with chili, and he’ll be happy to drink water when he can get it. Your Eminence, his life won't be easy. That land will drain his youth and strength just like it does the rain. He will face demands for every sacrifice, possibly even martyrdom. Just last year, the Indian pueblo of San Fernandez de Taos killed and scalped the American Governor along with a dozen other white people. The reason they didn't scalp their Padre was that he was one of the leaders of the rebellion and had planned the massacre himself. That’s the situation in New Mexico!"
"Where is your candidate at present, Father?"
"Where is your candidate right now, Dad?"
"He is a parish priest, on the shores of Lake Ontario, in my diocese. I have watched his work for nine years. He is but thirty-five now. He came to us directly from the Seminary."
"He is a parish priest on the shores of Lake Ontario in my diocese. I've observed his work for nine years. He is only thirty-five now. He joined us straight from the Seminary."
"And his name is?"
"What's his name?"
"Jean Marie Latour."
"Jean Marie Latour."
Maria de Allande, leaning back in his chair, put the tips of his long fingers together and regarded them thoughtfully.
Maria de Allande, leaning back in her chair, brought the tips of her long fingers together and looked at them thoughtfully.
"Of course, Father Ferrand, the Propaganda will almost certainly appoint to this Vicarate the man whom the Council at Baltimore recommends."
"Of course, Father Ferrand, the Propaganda will almost certainly appoint the person whom the Council in Baltimore recommends to this Vicarate."
"Ah yes, your Eminence; but a word from you to the Provincial Council, an inquiry, a suggestion——"
"Ah yes, your Eminence; but could you say a word to the Provincial Council, maybe ask a question or offer a suggestion——"
"Would have some weight, I admit," replied the Cardinal smiling. "And this Latour is intelligent, you say? What a fate you are drawing upon him! But I suppose it is no worse than a life among the Hurons. My knowledge of your country is chiefly drawn from the romances of Fenimore Cooper, which I read in English with great pleasure. But has your priest a versatile intelligence? Any intelligence in matters of art, for example?"
"That would definitely matter, I’ll admit," said the Cardinal with a smile. "And this Latour is intelligent, you say? What a fate you're setting him up for! But I guess it’s not worse than a life with the Hurons. My understanding of your country mainly comes from the novels of Fenimore Cooper, which I read in English and enjoyed a lot. But does your priest have a well-rounded intelligence? Is he knowledgeable in areas like art, for instance?"
"And what need would he have for that, Monsignor? Besides, he is from Auvergne."
"And why would he need that, Monsignor? Besides, he’s from Auvergne."
The three Cardinals broke into laughter and refilled their glasses. They were all becoming restive under the monotonous persistence of the missionary.
The three Cardinals burst into laughter and topped off their glasses. They were all getting uneasy with the unending persistence of the missionary.
"Listen," said the host, "and I will relate a little story, while the Bishop does me the compliment to drink my champagne. I have a reason for asking this question which you have answered so finally. In my family house in Valencia I have a number of pictures by the great Spanish painters, collected chiefly by my great-grandfather, who was a man of perception in these things and, for his time, rich. His collection of El Greco is, I believe, quite the best in Spain. When my progenitor was an old man, along came one of these missionary priests from New Spain, begging. All missionaries from the Americas were inveterate beggars, then as now, Bishop Ferrand. This Franciscan had considerable success, with his tales of pious Indian converts and struggling missions. He came to visit at my great-grandfather's house and conducted devotions in the absence of the Chaplain. He wheedled a good sum of money out of the old man, as well as vestments and linen and chalices—he would take anything—and he implored my grandfather to give him a painting from his great collection, for the ornamentation of his mission church among the Indians. My grandfather told him to choose from the gallery, believing the priest would covet most what he himself could best afford to spare. But not at all; the hairy Franciscan pounced upon one of the best in the collection; a young St. Francis in meditation, by El Greco, and the model for the saint was one of the very handsome Dukes of Albuquerque. My grandfather protested; tried to persuade the fellow that some picture of the Crucifixion, or a martyrdom, would appeal more strongly to his redskins. What would a St. Francis, of almost feminine beauty, mean to the scalp-takers?
"Listen," said the host, "and I’ll share a little story while the Bishop enjoys my champagne. There’s a reason I’m asking this question, which you answered so definitely. In my family home in Valencia, I have several paintings by great Spanish artists, mostly collected by my great-grandfather, who had a good eye for this kind of thing and was wealthy for his time. I believe his collection of El Greco is among the best in Spain. When my ancestor was an old man, a missionary priest from New Spain came along asking for donations. All missionaries from the Americas were relentless beggars back then, just like now, Bishop Ferrand. This Franciscan had great success with his stories about pious Indian converts and struggling missions. He came to visit my great-grandfather’s house and led prayers in the absence of the Chaplain. He managed to get a good amount of money from the old man, as well as vestments, linens, and chalices—he would take anything—and he begged my grandfather for a painting from his great collection to decorate his mission church among the Indians. My grandfather told him to pick from the gallery, thinking the priest would want the items he could spare most easily. But not at all; the bearded Franciscan went straight for one of the best pieces in the collection: a painting of a young St. Francis in meditation by El Greco, with the model for the saint being one of the very handsome Dukes of Albuquerque. My grandfather objected; he tried to convince the priest that a painting of the Crucifixion or a martyrdom would resonate more with his Native American audience. Why would a St. Francis, almost beautifully feminine, mean anything to the scalp-takers?"
"All in vain. The missionary turned upon his host with a reply which has become a saying in our family: 'You refuse me this picture because it is a good picture. It is too good for God, but it is not too good for you.'
"All in vain. The missionary turned to his host with a response that has become a saying in our family: 'You refuse me this picture because it is a good picture. It's too good for God, but it's not too good for you.'"
"He carried off the painting. In my grandfather's manuscript catalogue, under the number and title of the St. Francis, is written: Given to Fray Teodocio, for the glory of God, to enrich his mission church at Pueblo de Cia, among the savages of New Spain.
"He took the painting. In my grandfather's manuscript catalog, beneath the number and title of the St. Francis, it says: Given to Fray Teodocio, for the glory of God, to enrich his mission church at Pueblo de Cia, among the Indigenous people of New Spain.
"It is because of this lost treasure, Father Ferrand, that I happen to have had some personal correspondence with the Bishop of Durango. I once wrote the facts to him fully. He replied to me that the mission at Cia was long ago destroyed and its furnishings scattered. Of course the painting may have been ruined in a pillage or massacre. On the other hand, it may still be hidden away in some crumbling sacristy or smoky wigwam. If your French priest had a discerning eye, now, and were sent to this Vicarate, he might keep my El Greco in mind."
"It’s because of this lost treasure, Father Ferrand, that I’ve had some personal correspondence with the Bishop of Durango. I once explained everything to him in detail. He replied that the mission at Cia was destroyed a long time ago and its furnishings were scattered. Of course, the painting could have been damaged during a raid or massacre. On the other hand, it might still be hidden away in some decaying sacristy or smoky wigwam. If your French priest had a good eye and were sent to this Vicarate, he might remember my El Greco."
The Bishop shook his head. "No, I can't promise you—I do not know. I have noticed that he is a man of severe and refined tastes, but he is very reserved. Down there the Indians do not dwell in wigwams, your Eminence," he added gently.
The Bishop shook his head. "No, I can't promise you—I'm not sure. I've noticed that he's a man of strict and sophisticated tastes, but he's very private. Down there, the Indians don't live in wigwams, your Eminence," he added gently.
"No matter, Father. I see your redskins through Fenimore Cooper, and I like them so. Now let us go to the terrace for our coffee and watch the evening come on."
"No worries, Dad. I see your Native Americans through Fenimore Cooper, and I like them that way. Now let’s head to the terrace for our coffee and watch the evening roll in."
The Cardinal led his guests up the narrow stairway. The long gravelled terrace and its balustrade were blue as a lake in the dusky air. Both sun and shadows were gone. The folds of russet country were now violet. Waves of rose and gold throbbed up the sky from behind the dome of the Basilica.
The Cardinal guided his guests up the narrow staircase. The long, gravelly terrace and its railing were as blue as a lake in the twilight. Both the sun and shadows had disappeared. The rolling hills were now a shade of violet. Tints of rose and gold pulsed in the sky behind the dome of the Basilica.
As the churchmen walked up and down the promenade, watching the stars come out, their talk touched upon many matters, but they avoided politics, as men are apt to do in dangerous times. Not a word was spoken of the Lombard war, in which the Pope's position was so anomalous. They talked instead of a new opera by young Verdi, which was being sung in Venice; of the case of a Spanish dancing-girl who had lately become a religious and was said to be working miracles in Andalusia. In this conversation the missionary took no part, nor could he even follow it with much interest. He asked himself whether he had been on the frontier so long that he had quite lost his taste for the talk of clever men. But before they separated for the night Maria de Allande spoke a word in his ear, in English.
As the churchmen strolled along the promenade, watching the stars come out, their conversation covered many topics, but they steered clear of politics, as people often do in risky times. Not a single word was said about the Lombard war, where the Pope's situation was quite odd. Instead, they discussed a new opera by young Verdi that was being performed in Venice and a Spanish dancer who had recently become a nun and was said to be performing miracles in Andalusia. The missionary didn't join in this conversation and found it hard to stay engaged. He wondered if he had been on the frontier for so long that he had completely lost his interest in the discussions of intelligent men. But before they parted for the night, Maria de Allande whispered a word in his ear, in English.
"You are distrait, Father Ferrand. Are you wishing to unmake your new Bishop already? It is too late. Jean Marie Latour—am I right?"
"You seem distracted, Father Ferrand. Are you already wanting to undo your new Bishop? It’s too late. Jean Marie Latour—am I correct?"
BOOK ONE
THE VICAR APOSTOLIC
1
THE CRUCIFORM TREE
THE CROSS-SHAPED TREE
ONE afternoon in the autumn of 1851 a solitary horseman, followed by a pack-mule, was pushing through an arid stretch of country somewhere in central New Mexico. He had lost his way, and was trying to get back to the trail, with only his compass and his sense of direction for guides. The difficulty was that the country in which he found himself was so featureless—or rather, that it was crowded with features, all exactly alike. As far as he could see, on every side, the landscape was heaped up into monotonous red sand-hills, not much larger than haycocks, and very much the shape of haycocks. One could not have believed that in the number of square miles a man is able to sweep with the eye there could be so many uniform red hills. He had been riding among them since early morning, and the look of the country had no more changed than if he had stood still. He must have travelled through thirty miles of these conical red hills, winding his way in the narrow cracks between them, and he had begun to think that he would never see anything else. They were so exactly like one another that he seemed to be wandering in some geometrical nightmare; flattened cones, they were, more the shape of Mexican ovens than haycocks—yes, exactly the shape of Mexican ovens, red as brick-dust, and naked of vegetation except for small juniper trees. And the junipers, too, were the shape of Mexican ovens. Every conical hill was spotted with smaller cones of juniper, a uniform yellowish green, as the hills were a uniform red. The hills thrust out of the ground so thickly that they seemed to be pushing each other, elbowing each other aside, tipping each other over.
ONE afternoon in the fall of 1851, a lone horseback rider, followed by a pack mule, was navigating through a dry stretch of land somewhere in central New Mexico. He had lost his way and was trying to find his way back to the trail, relying only on his compass and sense of direction. The challenge was that the area he was in was so featureless—or rather, filled with features, all looking exactly the same. As far as he could see, in every direction, the landscape was covered in monotonous red sand-hills, not much bigger than hay bales, and very much the shape of hay bales. It was hard to believe that in the number of square miles visible to the eye, there could be so many identical red hills. He had been riding among them since early morning, and the scenery hadn’t changed at all as if he had been standing still. He must have traveled through thirty miles of these conical red hills, winding his way through the narrow gaps between them, and he had started to think he would never see anything else. They were so similar that he felt like he was lost in some geometric nightmare; flattened cones, they resembled Mexican ovens more than hay bales—yes, exactly the shape of Mexican ovens, red like brick dust, and bare of vegetation except for small juniper trees. And the junipers, too, were shaped like Mexican ovens. Every conical hill was dotted with smaller cones of juniper, a consistent yellowish-green, just as the hills were a uniform red. The hills were packed so closely together that they looked like they were pushing against each other, elbowing each other aside, tipping each other over.
The blunted pyramid, repeated so many hundred times upon his retina and crowding down upon him in the heat, had confused the traveller, who was sensitive to the shape of things.
The blunt pyramid, seen countless times in his vision and pressing down on him in the heat, had confused the traveler, who was attuned to the shapes of things.
"Mais, c'est fantastique!" he muttered, closing his eyes to rest them from the intrusive omnipresence of the triangle.
"But, it's fantastic!" he muttered, closing his eyes to give them a break from the constant presence of the triangle.
When he opened his eyes again, his glance immediately fell upon one juniper which differed in shape from the others. It was not a thick-growing cone, but a naked, twisted trunk, perhaps ten feet high, and at the top it parted into two lateral, flat-lying branches, with a little crest of green in the centre, just above the cleavage. Living vegetation could not present more faithfully the form of the Cross.
When he opened his eyes again, his gaze immediately landed on a juniper that looked different from the others. It wasn't a thick cone shape, but rather a bare, twisted trunk, about ten feet high, and at the top, it split into two sideways, flat branches, with a small tuft of green in the center, right above the split. Living plants couldn't represent the shape of the Cross more accurately.
The traveller dismounted, drew from his pocket a much worn book, and baring his head, knelt at the foot of the cruciform tree.
The traveler got off his horse, took out a well-worn book from his pocket, and, removing his hat, knelt at the base of the cross-shaped tree.
Under his buckskin riding-coat he wore a black vest and the cravat and collar of a churchman. A young priest, at his devotions; and a priest in a thousand, one knew at a glance. His bowed head was not that of an ordinary man,—it was built for the seat of a fine intelligence. His brow was open, generous, reflective, his features handsome and somewhat severe. There was a singular elegance about the hands below the fringed cuffs of the buckskin jacket. Everything showed him to be a man of gentle birth—brave, sensitive, courteous. His manners, even when he was alone in the desert, were distinguished. He had a kind of courtesy toward himself, toward his beasts, toward the juniper tree before which he knelt, and the God whom he was addressing.
Under his buckskin riding coat, he wore a black vest and a collar and cravat like a clergyman. A young priest, deep in prayer; and a priest like no other, you could tell at a glance. His bowed head wasn’t that of an ordinary person—it was made for a great mind. His forehead was open, generous, and thoughtful, his features handsome and somewhat stern. There was a unique elegance about his hands beneath the fringed cuffs of the buckskin jacket. Everything about him indicated he was a man of noble birth—brave, sensitive, and polite. His manners, even when he was alone in the desert, were refined. He had a certain respect for himself, for his animals, for the juniper tree before which he knelt, and for the God to whom he prayed.
His devotions lasted perhaps half an hour, and when he rose he looked refreshed. He began talking to his mare in halting Spanish, asking whether she agreed with him that it would be better to push on, weary as she was, in hope of finding the trail. He had no water left in his canteen, and the horses had had none since yesterday morning. They had made a dry camp in these hills last night. The animals were almost at the end of their endurance, but they would not recuperate until they got water, and it seemed best to spend their last strength in searching for it.
His prayers lasted about half an hour, and when he got up, he looked rejuvenated. He started talking to his mare in awkward Spanish, asking if she thought it would be better to keep going, even though she was tired, in hopes of finding the trail. He had no water left in his canteen, and the horses hadn’t had any since yesterday morning. They had spent a dry night camping in these hills. The animals were nearly at their limit, but they wouldn’t recover until they got water, so it seemed best to use their last bit of energy to search for it.
On a long caravan trip across Texas this man had had some experience of thirst, as the party with which he travelled was several times put on a meagre water ration for days together. But he had not suffered then as he did now. Since morning he had had a feeling of illness; the taste of fever in his mouth, and alarming seizures of vertigo. As these conical hills pressed closer and closer upon him, he began to wonder whether his long wayfaring from the mountains of Auvergne were possibly to end here. He reminded himself of that cry, wrung from his Saviour on the Cross, "J'ai soif!" Of all our Lord's physical sufferings, only one, "I thirst," rose to His lips. Empowered by long training, the young priest blotted himself out of his own consciousness and meditated upon the anguish of his Lord. The Passion of Jesus became for him the only reality; the need of his own body was but a part of that conception.
On a long caravan trip across Texas, this man had experienced thirst, as the group he traveled with was put on a strict water ration for days at a time. But he hadn't suffered then as he did now. Since morning, he had felt ill; there was a taste of fever in his mouth and bouts of dizziness that worried him. As these conical hills loomed closer, he started to wonder if his long journey from the mountains of Auvergne was going to end here. He remembered that cry from his Savior on the Cross, "J'ai soif!" Of all the physical sufferings of our Lord, only one, "I thirst," came to His lips. Equipped by years of training, the young priest pushed aside his own consciousness and focused on the agony of his Lord. The Passion of Jesus became his sole reality; the needs of his own body were just a small part of that understanding.
His mare stumbled, breaking his mood of contemplation. He was sorrier for his beasts than for himself. He, supposed to be the intelligence of the party, had got the poor animals into this interminable desert of ovens. He was afraid he had been absent-minded, had been pondering his problem instead of heeding the way. His problem was how to recover a Bishopric. He was a Vicar Apostolic, lacking a Vicarate. He was thrust out; his flock would have none of him.
His mare stumbled, breaking his train of thought. He felt worse for his animals than for himself. He, who was supposed to be the smart one in the group, had led the poor creatures into this endless desert of heat. He was worried he had been zoning out, focused on his problem instead of paying attention to the road. His problem was how to regain a Bishopric. He was a Vicar Apostolic, without a Vicarate. He had been pushed out; his flock wanted nothing to do with him.
The traveller was Jean Marie Latour, consecrated Vicar Apostolic of New Mexico and Bishop of Agathonica in partibus at Cincinnati a year ago—and ever since then he had been trying to reach his Vicarate. No one in Cincinnati could tell him how to get to New Mexico—no one had ever been there. Since young Father Latour's arrival in America, a railroad had been built through from New York to Cincinnati; but there it ended. New Mexico lay in the middle of a dark continent. The Ohio merchants knew of two routes only. One was the Santa Fé trail from St. Louis, but at that time it was very dangerous because of Comanche Indian raids. His friends advised Father Latour to go down the river to New Orleans, thence by boat to Galveston, across Texas to San Antonio, and to wind up into New Mexico along the Rio Grande valley. This he had done, but with what misadventures!
The traveler was Jean Marie Latour, recently appointed Vicar Apostolic of New Mexico and Bishop of Agathonica in partibus in Cincinnati a year ago—and ever since, he had been trying to reach his Vicarate. No one in Cincinnati could tell him how to get to New Mexico—no one had ever been there. Since young Father Latour arrived in America, a railroad had been built from New York to Cincinnati; but that was as far as it went. New Mexico was in the middle of an unexplored region. The merchants in Ohio only knew of two routes. One was the Santa Fé trail from St. Louis, but at that time it was very dangerous due to Comanche Indian raids. His friends advised Father Latour to travel down the river to New Orleans, then take a boat to Galveston, cross Texas to San Antonio, and finally make his way into New Mexico along the Rio Grande valley. He had followed this route, but with many misadventures!
His steamer was wrecked and sunk in the Galveston harbour, and he had lost all his worldly possessions except his books, which he saved at the risk of his life. He crossed Texas with a traders' caravan, and approaching San Antonio he was hurt in jumping from an overturning wagon, and had to lie for three months in the crowded house of a poor Irish family, waiting for his injured leg to get strong.
His steamer was wrecked and sunk in Galveston harbor, and he lost all his belongings except for his books, which he saved at great personal risk. He traveled across Texas with a traders' caravan, and as he was nearing San Antonio, he injured himself jumping from a tipping wagon. He had to spend three months lying in the cramped home of a poor Irish family, waiting for his injured leg to heal.
It was nearly a year after he had embarked upon the Mississippi that the young Bishop, at about the sunset hour of a summer afternoon, at last beheld the old settlement toward which he had been journeying so long: The wagon train had been going all day through a greasewood plain, when late in the afternoon the teamsters began shouting that over yonder was the Villa. Across the level, Father Latour could distinguish low brown shapes, like earthworks, lying at the base of wrinkled green mountains with bare tops,—wave-like mountains, resembling billows beaten up from a flat sea by a heavy gale; and their green was of two colors—aspen and evergreen, not intermingled but lying in solid areas of light and dark.
It was almost a year after he had started his journey down the Mississippi that the young Bishop, around sunset on a summer afternoon, finally saw the old settlement he had been traveling toward for so long. The wagon train had been moving all day through a greasewood plain when, late in the afternoon, the teamsters began shouting that the Villa was over there. Across the flat landscape, Father Latour could make out low brown shapes, like earthworks, at the base of wrinkled green mountains with bare peaks—wavy mountains that looked like waves stirred up from a flat sea by a strong wind; and their greenery was in two shades—aspen and evergreen, not mixed but laid out in solid patches of light and dark.
As the wagons went forward and the sun sank lower, a sweep of red carnelian-coloured hills lying at the foot of the mountains came into view; they curved like two arms about a depression in the plain; and in that depression, was Santa Fé, at last! A thin, wavering adobe town ... a green plaza ... at one end a church with two earthen towers that rose high above the flatness. The long main street began at the church, the town seemed to flow from it like a stream from a spring. The church towers, and all the low adobe houses, were rose colour in that light,—a little darker in tone than the amphitheatre of red hills behind; and periodically the plumes of poplars flashed like gracious accent marks,—inclining and recovering themselves in the wind.
As the wagons moved forward and the sun dipped lower, a stretch of red carnelian-colored hills at the base of the mountains came into view; they curved like two arms around a dip in the plain; and in that dip was Santa Fé, finally! A thin, wavering adobe town ... a green plaza ... with a church at one end featuring two earthen towers that rose high above the flat landscape. The long main street started at the church, making the town seem to flow from it like a stream from a spring. The church towers and all the low adobe houses appeared rose-colored in that light—slightly darker than the backdrop of red hills behind; and at intervals, the poplar trees swayed gracefully, their plumes flashing like elegant accent marks—leaning and recovering themselves in the breeze.
The young Bishop was not alone in the exaltation of that hour; beside him rode Father Joseph Vaillant, his boyhood friend, who had made this long pilgrimage with him and shared his dangers. The two rode into Santa Fé together, claiming it for the glory of God.
The young Bishop wasn’t alone in the excitement of that moment; next to him rode Father Joseph Vaillant, his childhood friend, who had made this long journey with him and faced the risks together. The two rode into Santa Fé together, dedicating it to the glory of God.
How, then, had Father Latour come to be here in the sand-hills, many miles from his seat, unattended, far out of his way and with no knowledge of how to get back to it?
How had Father Latour ended up here in the sand hills, many miles from his seat, alone, far off his path, and with no idea how to get back?
On his arrival at Santa Fé, this was what had happened: The Mexican priests there had refused to recognize his authority. They disclaimed any knowledge of a Vicarate Apostolic, or a Bishop of Agathonica. They said they were under the jurisdiction of the Bishop of Durango, and had received no instructions to the contrary. If Father Latour was to be their Bishop, where were his credentials? A parchment and letters, he knew, had been sent to the Bishop of Durango, but these had evidently got no farther. There was no postal service in this part of the world; the quickest and surest way to communicate with the Bishop of Durango was to go to him. So, having travelled for nearly a year to reach Santa Fé, Father Latour left it after a few weeks, and set off alone on horseback to ride down into Old Mexico and back, a journey of full three thousand miles.
Upon his arrival in Santa Fé, this is what happened: The Mexican priests there refused to acknowledge his authority. They denied knowing anything about a Vicarate Apostolic or a Bishop of Agathonica. They claimed they were under the Bishop of Durango's jurisdiction and hadn’t received any instructions to the contrary. If Father Latour was supposed to be their Bishop, where were his credentials? He knew that a parchment and letters had been sent to the Bishop of Durango, but it was clear these hadn’t gotten very far. There was no postal service in this part of the world; the fastest and most reliable way to communicate with the Bishop of Durango was to go see him in person. So, after traveling nearly a year to reach Santa Fé, Father Latour left after a few weeks and set off alone on horseback to ride down into Old Mexico and back, a journey of three thousand miles.
He had been warned that there were many trails leading off the Rio Grande road, and that a stranger might easily mistake his way. For the first few days he had been cautious and watchful. Then he must have grown careless and turned into some purely local trail. When he realized that he was astray, his canteen was already empty and his horses seemed too exhausted to retrace their steps. He had persevered in this sandy track, which grew ever fainter, reasoning that it must lead somewhere.
He had been warned that there were many paths branching off the Rio Grande road, and that a stranger might easily get lost. For the first few days, he was careful and alert. Then he must have let his guard down and taken a local trail. By the time he realized he was off course, his water bottle was already empty and his horses looked too worn out to go back. He had kept going on this sandy path, which was becoming less distinct, believing that it had to lead somewhere.
All at once Father Latour thought he felt a change in the body of his mare. She lifted her head for the first time in a long while, and seemed to redistribute her weight upon her legs. The pack-mule behaved in a similar manner, and both quickened their pace. Was it possible they scented water?
All of a sudden, Father Latour thought he sensed a change in his mare's body. She raised her head for the first time in quite a while and appeared to shift her weight onto her legs. The pack mule acted similarly, and both of them picked up their pace. Could it be that they smelled water?
Nearly an hour went by, and then, winding between two hills that were like all the hundreds they had passed, the two beasts whinnied simultaneously. Below them, in the midst of that wavy ocean of sand, was a green thread of verdure and a running stream. This ribbon in the desert seemed no wider than a man could throw a stone,—and it was greener than anything Latour had ever seen, even in his own greenest corner of the Old World. But for the quivering of the hide on his mare's neck and shoulders, he might have thought this a vision, a delusion of thirst.
Nearly an hour passed, and then, winding between two hills that looked like all the hundreds they had already seen, the two animals whinnied at the same time. Below them, in the midst of that wavy ocean of sand, was a green strip of vegetation and a flowing stream. This ribbon in the desert seemed no wider than a stone could be thrown—and it was greener than anything Latour had ever encountered, even in his own lushest part of the Old World. But for the trembling of his mare's skin on her neck and shoulders, he might have thought this a vision, a mirage brought on by thirst.
Running water, clover fields, cottonwoods, acacias, little adobe houses with brilliant gardens, a boy-driving a flock of white goats toward the stream,—that was what the young Bishop saw.
Running water, clover fields, cottonwood trees, acacias, small adobe houses with vibrant gardens, and a boy herding a flock of white goats toward the stream—that's what the young Bishop saw.
A few moments later, when he was struggling with his horses, trying to keep them from overdrinking, a young girl with a black shawl over her head came running toward him. He thought he had never seen a kindlier face. Her greeting was that of a Christian.
A few moments later, as he struggled with his horses, trying to keep them from drinking too much, a young girl with a black shawl over her head came running up to him. He thought he had never seen a more friendly face. Her greeting was warm and welcoming.
"Ave Maria Purissima, Señor. Whence do you come?"
"Ave Maria Purissima, Sir. Where are you coming from?"
"Blessed child," he replied in Spanish, "I am a priest who has lost his way. I am famished for water."
"Blessed child," he answered in Spanish, "I’m a priest who has lost his way. I'm desperate for water."
"A priest?" she cried, "that is not possible! Yet I look at you, and it is true. Such a thing has never happened to us before; it must be in answer to my father's prayers. Run, Pedro, and tell father and Salvatore."
"A priest?" she exclaimed, "that can’t be! But I see you, and it’s real. This has never happened to us before; it has to be because of my father's prayers. Go run, Pedro, and tell father and Salvatore."
2
HIDDEN WATER
2
HIDDEN WATER
AN hour later, as darkness came over the sand-hills, the young Bishop was seated at supper in the motherhouse of this Mexican settlement—which, he learned, was appropriately called Agua Secreta, Hidden Water. At the table with him were his host, an old man called Benito, the oldest son, and two grandsons. The old man was a widower, and his daughter, Josepha, the girl who had run to meet the Bishop at the stream, was his housekeeper. Their supper was a pot of frijoles cooked with meat, bread and goat's milk, fresh cheese and ripe apples.
An hour later, as darkness settled over the sand dunes, the young Bishop was having dinner at the motherhouse of this Mexican settlement—which, he learned, was fittingly called Agua Secreta, Hidden Water. Sitting at the table with him were his host, an old man named Benito, the oldest son, and two grandsons. The old man was a widower, and his daughter, Josepha, the girl who had hurried to greet the Bishop at the stream, was his housekeeper. Their dinner consisted of a pot of frijoles cooked with meat, bread, goat's milk, fresh cheese, and ripe apples.
From the moment he entered this room with its thick whitewashed adobe walls, Father Latour had felt a kind of peace about it. In its bareness and simplicity there was something comely, as there was about the serious girl who had placed their food before them and who now stood in the shadows against the wall, her eager eyes fixed upon his face. He found himself very much at home with the four dark-headed men who sat beside him in the candlelight. Their manners were gentle, their voices low and agreeable. When he said grace before meat, the men had knelt on the floor beside the table. The grandfather declared that the Blessed Virgin must have led the Bishop from his path and brought him here to baptize the children and to sanctify the marriages. Their settlement was little known, he said. They had no papers for their land and were afraid the Americans might take it away from them. There was no one in their settlement who could read or write. Salvatore, his oldest son, had gone all the way to Albuquerque to find a wife, and had married there. But the priest had charged him twenty pesos, and that was half of all he had saved to buy furniture and glass windows for his house. His brothers and cousins, discouraged by his experience, had taken wives without the marriage sacrament.
From the moment he walked into this room with its thick whitewashed adobe walls, Father Latour felt a sense of peace. In its simplicity, there was something appealing, just like the serious girl who had set their food in front of them and now stood in the shadows against the wall, her eager eyes focused on his face. He felt very comfortable with the four dark-haired men sitting next to him in the candlelight. They were gentle, and their voices were soft and pleasant. When he said grace before the meal, the men knelt on the floor beside the table. The grandfather said that the Blessed Virgin must have guided the Bishop off his path and brought him here to baptize the children and bless the marriages. He mentioned that their settlement was little known. They had no papers for their land and were worried the Americans might take it from them. No one in their settlement could read or write. Salvatore, his oldest son, had traveled all the way to Albuquerque to find a wife and had married there. However, the priest charged him twenty pesos, which was half of what he had saved for furniture and glass windows for his house. His brothers and cousins, discouraged by his experience, had taken wives without the marriage sacrament.
In answer to the Bishop's questions, they told him the simple story of their lives. They had here all they needed to make them happy. They spun and wove from the fleece of their flocks, raised their own corn and wheat and tobacco, dried their plums and apricots for winter. Once a year the boys took the grain up to Albuquerque to have it ground, and bought such luxuries as sugar and coffee. They had bees, and when sugar was high they sweetened with honey. Benito did not know in what year his grandfather had settled here, coming from Chihuahua with all his goods in ox-carts. "But it was soon after the time when the French killed their king. My grandfather had heard talk of that before he left home, and used to tell us boys about it when he was an old man."
In response to the Bishop's questions, they shared the simple story of their lives. They had everything they needed to be happy right here. They spun and wove from the wool of their sheep, grew their own corn, wheat, and tobacco, and dried their plums and apricots for the winter. Once a year, the boys would take the grain to Albuquerque to get it ground and bought luxuries like sugar and coffee. They kept bees, and when sugar prices went up, they used honey to sweeten things. Benito didn’t know what year his grandfather had settled here, arriving from Chihuahua with all his belongings in ox carts. "But it was soon after the time when the French executed their king. My grandfather had heard about that before he left home and used to tell us boys about it when he was old."
"Perhaps you have guessed that I am a Frenchman," said Father Latour.
"Maybe you've figured out that I'm French," said Father Latour.
No, they had not, but they felt sure he was not an American. José, the elder grandson, had been watching the visitor uncertainly. He was a handsome boy, with a triangle of black hair hanging over his rather sullen eyes. He now spoke for the first time.
No, they hadn't, but they were pretty sure he wasn't American. José, the older grandson, had been watching the visitor with uncertainty. He was a good-looking kid, with a triangle of black hair falling over his somewhat gloomy eyes. He finally spoke up for the first time.
"They say at Albuquerque that now we are all Americans, but that is not true, Padre. I will never be an American. They are infidels."
"They say in Albuquerque that now we’re all Americans, but that’s not true, Padre. I will never be an American. They are infidels."
"Not all, my son. I have lived among Americans in the north for ten years, and I found many devout Catholics."
"Not everyone, my son. I’ve lived among Americans in the north for ten years, and I’ve found many devoted Catholics."
The young man shook his head. "They destroyed our churches when they were fighting us, and stabled their horses in them. And now they will take our religion away from us. We want our own ways and our own religion."
The young man shook his head. "They wrecked our churches when they were battling us and kept their horses in them. And now they’re going to take our religion away from us. We want to keep our own traditions and our own faith."
Father Latour began to tell them about his friendly relations with Protestants in Ohio, but they had not room in their minds for two ideas; there was one Church, and the rest of the world was infidel. One thing they could understand; that he had here in his saddle-bags his vestments, the altar stone, and all the equipment for celebrating the Mass; and that to-morrow morning, after Mass, he would hear confessions, baptize, and sanctify marriages.
Father Latour started to share his positive experiences with Protestants in Ohio, but they couldn't handle two ideas at once; there was one Church, and everyone else was an unbeliever. They could grasp one thing: he had his vestments, the altar stone, and all the supplies for celebrating Mass in his saddle-bags; and that tomorrow morning, after Mass, he would hear confessions, baptize, and bless marriages.
After supper Father Latour took up a candle and began to examine the holy images on the shelf over the fire-place. The wooden figures of the saints, found in even the poorest Mexican houses, always interested him. He had never yet seen two alike. These over Benito's fire-place had come in the oxcarts from Chihuahua nearly sixty years ago. They had been carved by some devout soul, and brightly painted, though the colours had softened with time, and they were dressed in cloth, like dolls. They were much more to his taste than the factory-made plaster images in his mission churches in Ohio—more like the homely stone carvings on the front of old parish churches in Auvergne. The wooden Virgin was a sorrowing mother indeed,—long and stiff and severe, very long from the neck to the waist, even longer from waist to feet, like some of the rigid mosaics of the Eastern Church. She was dressed in black, with a white apron, and a black reboso over her head, like a Mexican woman of the poor. At her right was St. Joseph, and at her left a fierce little equestrian figure, a saint wearing the costume of a Mexican ranchero, velvet trousers richly embroidered and wide at the ankle, velvet jacket and silk shirt, and a high-crowned, broad-brimmed Mexican sombrero. He was attached to his fat horse by a wooden pivot driven through the saddle.
After dinner, Father Latour picked up a candle and started to look closely at the religious images on the shelf above the fireplace. The wooden figures of the saints, which could be found even in the simplest Mexican homes, always fascinated him. He had never seen two that were the same. These ones above Benito's fireplace had traveled in oxcarts from Chihuahua nearly sixty years ago. They were carved by some devoted person and painted brightly, although the colors had faded with time, and they were dressed in fabric, like dolls. He preferred these to the factory-made plaster images in his mission churches in Ohio—much more like the simple stone carvings on the front of old parish churches in Auvergne. The wooden Virgin was a truly sorrowful mother—tall and stiff, with a severe look, very long from the neck to the waist, and even longer from the waist to the feet, resembling some of the rigid mosaics of the Eastern Church. She wore black, with a white apron and a black reboso over her head, like a poor Mexican woman. To her right was St. Joseph, and to her left stood a fierce little equestrian saint, dressed in the outfit of a Mexican rancher—richly embroidered velvet trousers that were wide at the ankle, a velvet jacket, and a silk shirt, topped with a high-crowned, broad-brimmed Mexican sombrero. He was connected to his sturdy horse by a wooden pivot drilled through the saddle.
The younger grandson saw the priest's interest in this figure. "That," he said, "is my name saint, Santiago."
The younger grandson noticed the priest's interest in the figure. "That," he said, "is my patron saint, Santiago."
"Oh, yes; Santiago. He was a missionary, like me. In our country we call him St. Jacques, and he carries a staff and a wallet—but here he would need a horse, surely."
"Oh, yes; Santiago. He was a missionary, like me. In our country, we call him St. Jacques, and he carries a staff and a bag—but here he would definitely need a horse."
The boy looked at him in surprise. "But he is the saint of horses. Isn't he that in your country?"
The boy stared at him in shock. "But he's the saint of horses. Isn't that how it is in your country?"
The Bishop shook his head. "No. I know nothing about that. How is he the saint of horses?"
The Bishop shook his head. "No. I don't know anything about that. How is he the saint of horses?"
"He blesses the mares and makes them fruitful. Even the Indians believe that. They know that if they neglect to pray to Santiago for a few years, the foals do not come right."
"He blesses the mares and helps them reproduce. Even the Native Americans believe that. They know that if they forget to pray to Santiago for a few years, the foals don't arrive properly."
A little later, after his devotions, the young Bishop lay down in Benito's deep feather-bed, thinking how different was this night from his anticipation of it. He had expected to make a dry camp in the wilderness, and to sleep under a juniper tree, like the Prophet, tormented by thirst. But here he lay in comfort and safety, with love for his fellow creatures flowing like peace about his heart. If Father Vaillant were here, he would say, "A miracle"; that the Holy Mother, to whom he had addressed himself before the cruciform tree, had led him hither. And it was a miracle, Father Latour knew that. But his dear Joseph must always have the miracle very direct and spectacular, not with Nature, but against it. He would almost be able to tell the colour of the mantle Our Lady wore when She took the mare by the bridle back yonder among the junipers and led her out of the pathless sand-hills, as the angel led the ass on the Flight into Egypt.
A little later, after his prayers, the young Bishop lay down in Benito's soft feather bed, reflecting on how different this night was from what he had expected. He thought he would be camping in the wilderness, sleeping under a juniper tree like the Prophet, tortured by thirst. But here he was, comfortable and safe, filled with love for his fellow beings like a peaceful warmth in his heart. If Father Vaillant were here, he would say, "A miracle"; that the Holy Mother, whom he had prayed to before the cruciform tree, had brought him here. And it was a miracle, Father Latour knew that. But his dear Joseph always needed miracles to be very direct and dramatic, not through Nature, but against it. He could almost describe the color of the mantle Our Lady wore when she took the mare by the bridle back there among the junipers and led her out of the trackless sand hills, just like the angel led the donkey on the Flight into Egypt.
In the late afternoon of the following day the Bishop was walking alone along the banks of the life-giving stream, reviewing in his mind the events of the morning. Benito and his daughter had made an altar before the sorrowful wooden Virgin, and placed upon it candles and flowers. Every soul in the village, except Salvatore's sick wife, had come to the Mass. He had performed marriages and baptisms and heard confessions and confirmed until noon. Then came the christening feast. José had killed a kid the night before, and immediately after her confirmation Josepha slipped away to help her sisters-in-law roast it. When Father Latour asked her to give him his portion without chili, the girl inquired whether it was more pious to eat it like that. He hastened to explain that Frenchmen, as a rule, do not like high seasoning, lest she should hereafter deprive herself of her favourite condiment.
In the late afternoon of the next day, the Bishop was walking alone along the banks of the life-giving stream, reflecting on the events of the morning. Benito and his daughter had created an altar before the sorrowful wooden Virgin, decorating it with candles and flowers. Every person in the village, except for Salvatore's sick wife, had attended the Mass. He had officiated weddings, baptisms, heard confessions, and confirmed individuals until noon. Then came the christening feast. José had killed a kid the night before, and right after her confirmation, Josepha went off to help her sisters-in-law roast it. When Father Latour asked her to serve him a portion without chili, the girl wanted to know if it was more pious to eat it that way. He quickly clarified that French people, in general, don’t like overly spicy food, to ensure she wouldn’t deprive herself of her favorite seasoning in the future.
After the feast the sleepy children were taken home, the men gathered in the plaza to smoke under the great cottonwood trees. The Bishop, feeling a need of solitude, had gone forth to walk, firmly refusing an escort. On his way he passed the earthen thrashing-floor, where these people beat out their grain and winnowed it in the wind, like the Children of Israel. He heard a frantic bleating behind him, and was overtaken by Pedro with the great flock of goats, indignant at their day's confinement, and wild to be in the fringe of pasture along the hills. They leaped the stream like arrows speeding from the bow, and regarded the Bishop as they passed him with their mocking, humanly intelligent smile. The young bucks were light and elegant in figure, with their pointed chins and polished tilted horns. There was great variety in their faces, but in nearly all something supercilious and sardonic. The angoras had long silky hair of a dazzling whiteness. As they leaped through the sunlight they brought to mind the chapter in the Apocalypse, about the whiteness of them that were washed in the blood of the Lamb. The young Bishop smiled at his mixed theology. But though the goat had always been the symbol of pagan lewdness, he told himself that their fleece had warmed many a good Christian, and their rich milk nourished sickly children.
After the feast, the sleepy children were taken home, and the men gathered in the plaza to smoke under the big cottonwood trees. The Bishop, wanting some alone time, decided to walk by himself and firmly declined an escort. On his way, he passed the dirt thrashing floor where the locals beat their grain and winnowed it in the wind, like the Children of Israel. He heard frantic bleating behind him and was caught up by Pedro with the large flock of goats, upset from being cooped up all day and eager to reach the grassy areas along the hills. They jumped over the stream like arrows shot from a bow and glanced at the Bishop as they went by with a teasing, almost human-like smile. The young bucks were light and elegant, with pointed chins and shiny, tilted horns. There was a lot of variety in their faces, but most had a somewhat arrogant and sardonic look. The angoras had long, silky hair that was dazzlingly white. As they leaped through the sunlight, they reminded him of the passage in the Apocalypse about the purity of those washed in the blood of the Lamb. The young Bishop smiled at his mixed theology. But even though goats had always been seen as symbols of pagan lewdness, he reminded himself that their fleece had warmed many good Christians, and their rich milk had nourished sickly children.
About a mile above the village he came upon the water-head, a spring overhung by the sharp-leafed variety of cottonwood called water willow. All about it crowded the oven-shaped hills,—nothing to hint of water until it rose miraculously out of the parched and thirsty sea of sand. Some subterranean stream found an outlet here, was released from darkness. The result was grass and trees and flowers and human life; household order and hearths from which the smoke of burning piñon logs rose like incense to Heaven.
About a mile above the village, he reached the water source, a spring shaded by the sharp-leaved type of cottonwood known as water willow. All around it were rounded hills—nothing to suggest water until it miraculously emerged from the dry, thirsty expanse of sand. Some underground stream found its way out here, released from darkness. This created grass, trees, flowers, and human life; homes with order and hearths from which the smoke of burning piñon logs rose like incense to the heavens.
The Bishop sat a long time by the spring, while the declining sun poured its beautifying light over those low, rose-tinted houses and bright gardens. The old grandfather had shown him arrow-heads and corroded medals, and a sword hilt, evidently Spanish, that he had found in the earth near the water-head. This spot had been a refuge for humanity long before these Mexicans had come upon it. It was older than history, like those well-heads in his own country where the Roman settlers had set up the image of a river goddess, and later the Christian priests had planted a cross. This settlement was his Bishopric in miniature; hundreds of square miles of thirsty desert, then a spring, a village, old men trying to remember their catechism to teach their grandchildren. The Faith planted by the Spanish friars and watered with their blood was not dead; it awaited only the toil of the husbandman. He was not troubled about the revolt in Santa Fé, or the powerful old native priest who led it—Father Martinez, of Taos, who had ridden over from his parish expressly to receive the new Vicar and to drive him away. He was rather terrifying, that old priest, with his big head, violent Spanish face, and shoulders like a buffalo; but the day of his tyranny was almost over.
The Bishop sat by the spring for a long time, as the setting sun cast its beautiful light over the low, rose-colored houses and vibrant gardens. The old grandfather had shown him arrowheads, rusty medals, and a sword hilt, clearly Spanish, that he had found in the ground near the spring. This place had served as a refuge for humanity long before the Mexicans arrived. It was older than recorded history, like those spring heads in his own country where Roman settlers had placed an image of a river goddess, and later, the Christian priests had planted a cross. This settlement was a miniature version of his Bishopric; hundreds of square miles of parched desert, then a spring, a village, with old men trying to recall their catechism to teach their grandchildren. The Faith established by the Spanish friars and nurtured with their blood was not dead; it awaited the hard work of the farmer. He wasn’t worried about the revolt in Santa Fé or the powerful old native priest who was leading it—Father Martinez from Taos, who had come over from his parish specifically to confront the new Vicar and drive him away. That old priest was rather intimidating, with his large head, fierce Spanish face, and shoulders like a buffalo; but his reign of terror was almost at its end.
3
THE BISHOP CHEZ LUI
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THE BISHOP AT HIS PLACE
IT was the late afternoon of Christmas Day, and the Bishop sat at his desk writing letters. Since his return to Santa Fé his official correspondence had been heavy; but the closely-written sheets over which he bent with a thoughtful smile were not to go to Monsignori, or to Archbishops, or to the heads of religious houses,—but to France, to Auvergne, to his own little town; to a certain grey, winding street, paved with cobbles and shaded by tall chestnuts on which, even to-day, some few brown leaves would be clinging, or dropping one by one, to be caught in the cold green ivy on the walls.
It was late afternoon on Christmas Day, and the Bishop sat at his desk writing letters. Since returning to Santa Fé, he had been busy with official correspondence; but the neatly written pages he focused on with a thoughtful smile were not meant for Monsignori, Archbishops, or heads of religious houses—but for France, for Auvergne, for his own little town; for a particular grey, winding street, paved with cobbles and shaded by tall chestnuts, where even now a few brown leaves would be clinging on or falling one by one, caught by the cold green ivy on the walls.
The Bishop had returned from his long horseback trip into Mexico only nine days ago. At Durango the old Mexican prelate there had, after some delay, delivered to him the documents that defined his Vicarate, and Father Latour rode back the fifteen hundred miles to Santa Fé through the sunny days of early winter. On his arrival he found amity instead of enmity awaiting him. Father Vaillant had already endeared himself to the people. The Mexican priest who was in charge of the pro-cathedral had gracefully retired—gone to visit his family in Old Mexico, and carried his effects along with him. Father Vaillant had taken possession of the priest's house, and with the help of carpenters and the Mexican women of the parish had put it in order. The Yankee traders and the military Commandant at Fort Marcy had sent generous contributions of bedding and blankets and odd pieces of furniture.
The Bishop had come back from his long horseback journey into Mexico just nine days ago. In Durango, the old Mexican bishop had finally handed over the documents that defined his Vicarate after some delay, and Father Latour rode the fifteen hundred miles back to Santa Fé during the sunny days of early winter. Upon his arrival, he found friendship instead of hostility waiting for him. Father Vaillant had already won over the people. The Mexican priest who had been in charge of the pro-cathedral had graciously stepped down—he had gone to visit his family in Old Mexico and took his belongings with him. Father Vaillant had moved into the priest's house, and with the help of carpenters and the Mexican women from the parish, he had tidied it up. The Yankee traders and the military Commandant at Fort Marcy had sent generous donations of bedding and blankets and various pieces of furniture.
The Episcopal residence was an old adobe house, much out of repair, but with possibilities of comfort. Father Latour had chosen for his study a room at one end of the wing. There he sat, as this afternoon of Christmas Day faded into evening. It was a long room of an agreeable shape. The thick clay walls had been finished on the inside by the deft palms of Indian women, and had that irregular and intimate quality of things made entirely by the human hand. There was a reassuring solidity and depth about those walls, rounded at door-sills and window-sills, rounded in wide wings about the corner fire-place. The interior had been newly whitewashed in the Bishop's absence, and the flicker of the fire threw a rosy glow over the wavy surfaces, never quite evenly flat, never a dead white, for the ruddy colour of the clay underneath gave a warm tone to the lime wash. The ceiling was made of heavy cedar beams, overlaid by aspen saplings, all of one size, lying close together like the ribs in corduroy and clad in their ruddy inner skins. The earth floor was covered with thick Indian blankets; two blankets, very old, and beautiful in design and colour, were hung on the walls like tapestries.
The Episcopal residence was an old adobe house, really in bad shape, but it had the potential for comfort. Father Latour had picked a room at one end of the wing for his study. There he sat as the afternoon of Christmas Day turned into evening. It was a long room with a pleasant shape. The thick clay walls had been finished on the inside by skilled Indian women, giving them a unique and personal quality that comes from being made entirely by hand. The walls felt solid and substantial, rounded at the door and window sills, and curved smoothly around the corner fireplace. The interior had just been freshly whitewashed while the Bishop was away, and the flickering fire cast a warm glow over the wavy surfaces, never completely flat or pure white, as the reddish color of the clay underneath added a cozy tone to the lime wash. The ceiling was made of heavy cedar beams, overlaid with aspen saplings, all uniform in size, laid close together like the ribs of corduroy, covered with their warm inner bark. The earth floor was covered with thick Indian blankets; two very old and beautifully designed blankets adorned the walls like tapestries.
On either side of the fire-place plastered recesses were let into the wall. In one, narrow and arched, stood the Bishop's crucifix. The other was square, with a carved wooden door, like a grill, and within it lay a few rare and beautiful books. The rest of the Bishop's library was on open shelves at one end of the room.
On both sides of the fireplace, recessed areas were built into the wall. In one, which was narrow and arched, stood the Bishop's crucifix. The other was square, featuring a carved wooden door that looked like a grill, and inside were a few rare and beautiful books. The rest of the Bishop's library was on open shelves at one end of the room.
The furniture of the house Father Vaillant had bought from the departed Mexican priest. It was heavy and somewhat clumsy, but not unsightly. All the wood used in making tables and bedsteads was hewn from tree boles with the ax or hatchet. Even the thick planks on which the Bishop's theological books rested were ax-dressed. There was not at that time a turning-lathe or a saw-mill in all northern New Mexico. The native carpenters whittled out chair rungs and table legs, and fitted them together with wooden pins instead of iron nails. Wooden chests were used in place of dressers with drawers, and sometimes these were beautifully carved, or covered with decorated leather. The desk at which the Bishop sat writing was an importation, a walnut "secretary" of American make (sent down by one of the officers of the Fort at Father Vaillant's suggestion). His silver candlesticks he had brought from France long ago. They were given to him by a beloved aunt when he was ordained.
The furniture in the house was bought by Father Vaillant from a late Mexican priest. It was heavy and a bit awkward, but not unattractive. All the wood used for the tables and beds was chopped from tree trunks with an ax or hatchet. Even the thick planks that held the Bishop's theological books were shaped with an ax. At that time, there was no lathe or sawmill anywhere in northern New Mexico. The local carpenters carved chair rungs and table legs by hand and joined them with wooden pegs instead of iron nails. They used wooden chests instead of dressers with drawers, and some of these were beautifully carved or covered in decorative leather. The desk where the Bishop wrote was imported—an American-made walnut "secretary" sent by one of the Fort's officers at Father Vaillant's suggestion. His silver candlesticks were brought from France long ago. They were a gift from a beloved aunt when he was ordained.
The young Bishop's pen flew over the paper, leaving a trail of fine, finished French script behind, in violet ink.
The young Bishop's pen moved quickly over the paper, creating a smooth, elegant French script in purple ink.
"My new study, dear brother, as I write, is full of the delicious fragrance of the piñon logs burning in my fire-place. (We use this kind of cedar-wood altogether for fuel, and it is highly aromatic, yet delicate. At our meanest tasks we have a perpetual odour of incense about us.) I wish that you, and my dear sister, could look in upon this scene of comfort and peace. We missionaries wear a frock-coat and wide-brimmed hat all day, you know, and look like American traders. What a pleasure to come home at night and put on my old cassock! I feel more like a priest then—for so much of the day I must be a 'business man'!—and, for some reason, more like a Frenchman. All day I am an American in speech and thought—yes, in heart, too. The kindness of the American traders, and especially of the military officers at the Fort, commands more than a superficial loyalty. I mean to help the officers at their task here. I can assist them more than they realize. The Church can do more than the Fort to make these poor Mexicans 'good Americans.' And it is for the people's good; there is no other way in which they can better their condition.
"My new study, dear brother, as I write, is filled with the wonderful scent of the piñon logs burning in my fireplace. (We use this kind of cedar wood exclusively for fuel, and it has a strong, yet subtle aroma. Even during our simplest tasks, we have a constant fragrance of incense around us.) I wish you and my dear sister could see this scene of comfort and peace. We missionaries wear a frock coat and a wide-brimmed hat all day, looking like American traders. What a joy it is to come home at night and put on my old cassock! I feel more like a priest then—for so much of the day I have to be a 'businessman'!—and, for some reason, more like a Frenchman. All day I am an American in speech and thought—yes, in heart, too. The kindness of the American traders, especially the military officers at the Fort, inspires a deeper loyalty than mere surface feelings. I intend to support the officers in their work here. I can help them more than they realize. The Church can do a lot more than the Fort to help these poor Mexicans become 'good Americans.' And it's for their benefit; there's no better way for them to improve their situation."
"But this is not the day to write you of my duties or my purposes. To-night we are exiles, happy ones, thinking of home. Father Joseph has sent away our Mexican woman,—he will make a good cook of her in time, but to-night he is preparing our Christmas dinner himself. I had thought he would be worn out to-day, for he has been conducting a Novena of High Masses, as is the custom here before Christmas. After the Novena, and the midnight Mass last night, I supposed he would be willing to rest to-day; but not a bit of it. You know his motto, 'Rest in action.' I brought him a bottle of olive-oil on my horse all the way from Durango (I say 'olive-oil,' because here 'oil' means something to grease the wheels of wagons!), and he is making some sort of cooked salad. We have no green vegetables here in winter, and no one seems ever to have heard of that blessed plant, the lettuce. Joseph finds it hard to do without salad-oil, he always had it in Ohio, though it was a great extravagance. He has been in the kitchen all afternoon. There is only an open fire-place for cooking, and an earthen roasting-oven out in the courtyard. But he has never failed me in anything yet; and I think I can promise you that to-night two Frenchmen will sit down to a good dinner and drink your health."
"But today isn't the day to talk about my duties or my goals. Tonight, we're feeling like happy exiles, thinking about home. Father Joseph has sent our Mexican woman away—he’ll train her to be a good cook eventually, but tonight he’s making our Christmas dinner himself. I thought he’d be exhausted today since he’s been leading a Novena of High Masses, which is the tradition here before Christmas. After the Novena and the midnight Mass last night, I figured he’d want to rest today; but not at all. You know his motto: 'Rest in action.' I brought him a bottle of olive oil all the way from Durango (I say 'olive oil' because here, 'oil' means something for greasing wagon wheels!), and he’s making some kind of cooked salad. We don’t have any green vegetables in the winter, and it seems no one has ever heard of that wonderful plant, lettuce. Joseph struggles without salad oil; he used to have it back in Ohio, even though it was quite a luxury. He’s been in the kitchen all afternoon. We only have an open fireplace for cooking and a clay roasting oven out in the courtyard. But he’s never let me down with anything so far; I’m sure I can promise you that tonight two Frenchmen will sit down to a nice dinner and toast to your health."
The Bishop laid down his pen and lit his two candles with a splinter from the fire, then stood dusting his fingers by the deep-set window, looking out at the pale blue darkening sky. The evening-star hung above the amber afterglow, so soft, so brilliant that she seemed to bathe in her own silver light. Ave Maris Stella, the song which one of his friends at the Seminary used to intone so beautifully; humming it softly he returned to his desk and was just dipping his pen in the ink when the door opened, and a voice said,
The Bishop put down his pen and lighted his two candles with a splinter from the fire, then stood brushing off his fingers by the deep-set window, gazing out at the pale blue sky as it darkened. The evening star hung above the amber afterglow, so soft, so bright that it looked like it was bathing in its own silver light. Ave Maris Stella, the song that one of his friends at the Seminary used to sing so beautifully; humming it gently, he went back to his desk and was just dipping his pen into the ink when the door opened, and a voice said,
"Monseigneur est servi! Alors, Jean, veux-tu apporter les bougies."
"Sir, dinner is served! So, Jean, would you bring the candles?"
The Bishop carried the candles into the dining-room, where the table was laid and Father Vaillant was changing his cook's apron for his cassock. Crimson from standing over an open fire, his rugged face was even homelier than usual—though one of the first things a stranger decided upon meeting Father Joseph was that the Lord had made few uglier men. He was short, skinny, bow-legged from a life on horseback, and his countenance had little to recommend it but kindliness and vivacity. He looked old, though he was then about forty. His skin was hardened and seamed by exposure to weather in a bitter climate, his neck scrawny and wrinkled like an old man's. A bold, blunt-tipped nose, positive chin, a very large mouth,—the lips thick and succulent but never loose, never relaxed, always stiffened by effort or working with excitement. His hair, sunburned to the shade of dry hay, had originally been tow-coloured; "Blanchet" ("Whitey") he was always called at the Seminary. Even his eyes were near-sighted, and of such a pale, watery blue as to be unimpressive. There was certainly nothing in his outer case to suggest the fierceness and fortitude and fire of the man, and yet even the thick-blooded Mexican half-breeds knew his quality at once. If the Bishop returned to find Santa Fé friendly to him, it was because everybody believed in Father Vaillant—homely, real, persistent, with the driving power of a dozen men in his poorly built body.
The Bishop brought the candles into the dining room, where the table was set and Father Vaillant was switching his cook's apron for his cassock. Crimson from standing over an open fire, his rugged face was even more homely than usual—though one of the first things a stranger noted upon meeting Father Joseph was that the Lord had made few uglier men. He was short, skinny, bow-legged from a life on horseback, and his face had little to boast of except kindness and energy. He looked older than his age of about forty. His skin was tough and marked by exposure to harsh weather, his neck thin and wrinkled like an old man's. He had a bold, blunt-tipped nose, a strong chin, and a very large mouth—with thick, full lips that were never loose or relaxed, always tight from effort or excitement. His hair, sun-bleached to the color of dry hay, had originally been tow-colored; he was always called "Blanchet" ("Whitey") at the Seminary. Even his eyes were near-sighted, with a pale, watery blue that was unremarkable. There was certainly nothing about his appearance to suggest the fierceness, strength, and passion of the man, and yet even the thick-blooded Mexican half-breeds recognized his worth immediately. If the Bishop returned to find Santa Fé welcoming to him, it was because everyone believed in Father Vaillant—homely, genuine, persistent, with the drive of a dozen men packed into his poorly built body.
On coming into the dining-room, Bishop Latour placed his candlesticks over the fire-place, since there were already six upon the table, illuminating the brown soup-pot. After they had stood for a moment in prayer, Father Joseph lifted the cover and ladled the soup into the plates, a dark onion soup with croutons. The Bishop tasted it critically and smiled at his companion. After the spoon had travelled to his lips a few times, he put it down and leaning back in his chair remarked,
On entering the dining room, Bishop Latour set his candlesticks on the fireplace, as there were already six on the table, casting light on the brown soup pot. After a brief moment of prayer, Father Joseph lifted the lid and served the soup into the bowls— a rich onion soup with croutons. The Bishop tasted it thoughtfully and smiled at his companion. After a few bites, he put down his spoon and leaned back in his chair, saying,
"Think of it, Blanchet; in all this vast country between the Mississippi and the Pacific Ocean, there is probably not another human being who could make a soup like this."
"Just think about it, Blanchet; in this huge country between the Mississippi and the Pacific Ocean, there’s likely not another person who can make a soup like this."
"Not unless he is a Frenchman," said Father Joseph. He had tucked a napkin over the front of his cassock and was losing no time in reflection.
"Not unless he’s a Frenchman," said Father Joseph. He had tucked a napkin over the front of his cassock and was wasting no time in thought.
"I am not deprecating your individual talent, Joseph," the Bishop continued, "but, when one thinks of it, a soup like this is not the work of one man. It is the result of a constantly refined tradition. There are nearly a thousand years of history in this soup."
"I’m not downplaying your individual talent, Joseph," the Bishop continued, "but when you think about it, a soup like this isn’t made by just one person. It’s the outcome of a long-standing tradition. There are almost a thousand years of history in this soup."
Father Joseph frowned intently at the earthen pot in the middle of the table. His pale, near-sighted eyes had always the look of peering into distance. "C'est ça, c'est vrai," he murmured. "But how," he exclaimed as he filled the Bishop's plate again, "how can a man make a proper soup without leeks, that king of vegetables? We cannot go on eating onions for ever."
Father Joseph frowned intently at the clay pot in the middle of the table. His pale, near-sighted eyes always appeared as if he were gazing into the distance. "C'est ça, c'est vrai," he murmured. "But how," he exclaimed as he filled the Bishop's plate again, "how can a man make a proper soup without leeks, the king of vegetables? We can't keep eating onions forever."
After carrying away the soupière, he brought in the roast chicken and pommes sautées. "And salad, Jean," he continued as he began to carve. "Are we to eat dried beans and roots for the rest of our lives? Surely we must find time to make a garden. Ah, my garden at Sandusky! And you could snatch me away from it! You will admit that you never ate better lettuces in France. And my vineyard; a natural habitat for the vine, that. I tell you, the shores of Lake Erie will be covered with vineyards one day. I envy the man who is drinking my wine. Ah well, that is a missionary's life; to plant where another shall reap."
After taking away the soupière, he brought in the roast chicken and pommes sautées. "And salad, Jean," he said as he started to carve. "Are we going to eat dried beans and roots for the rest of our lives? We definitely need to find time to create a garden. Ah, my garden in Sandusky! And you could just pull me away from it! You have to admit that you never had better lettuce in France. And my vineyard; it’s a perfect spot for the vines, for sure. I tell you, one day the shores of Lake Erie will be filled with vineyards. I envy the guy enjoying my wine. Oh well, that’s the life of a missionary; to plant where someone else will harvest."
As this was Christmas Day, the two friends were speaking in their native tongue. For years they had made it a practice to speak English together, except upon very special occasions, and of late they conversed in Spanish, in which they both needed to gain fluency.
As it was Christmas Day, the two friends were speaking in their native language. For years, they had made it a habit to speak English together, except on very special occasions, and recently they had started conversing in Spanish, in which they both needed to improve their fluency.
"And yet sometimes you used to chafe a little at your dear Sandusky and its comforts," the Bishop reminded him—"to say that you would end a home-staying parish priest, after all."
"And yet sometimes you used to feel a bit restless about your dear Sandusky and its comforts," the Bishop reminded him—"to say that you would end up as a home-staying parish priest, after all."
"Of course, one wants to eat one's cake and have it, as they say in Ohio. But no farther, Jean. This is far enough. Do not drag me any farther." Father Joseph began gently to coax the cork from a bottle of red wine with his fingers. "This I begged for your dinner at the hacienda where I went to baptize the baby on St. Thomas's Day. It is not easy to separate these rich Mexicans from their French wine. They know its worth." He poured a few drops and tried it. "A slight taste of the cork; they do not know how to keep it properly. However, it is quite good enough for missionaries."
"Of course, everyone wants to have their cake and eat it too, as they say in Ohio. But that’s enough, Jean. Don't push me any further." Father Joseph started to gently coax the cork out of a bottle of red wine with his fingers. "I got this for your dinner at the hacienda where I went to baptize the baby on St. Thomas's Day. It's tough to get these wealthy Mexicans to part with their French wine. They know its value." He poured a few drops and tasted it. "A hint of cork; they don't know how to store it properly. But it's good enough for missionaries."
"You ask me not to drag you any farther, Joseph. I wish," Bishop Latour leaned back in his chair and locked his hands together beneath his chin, "I wish I knew how far this is! Does anyone know the extent of this diocese, or of this territory? The Commandant at the Fort seems as much in the dark as I. He says I can get some information from the scout, Kit Carson, who lives at Taos."
"You’re asking me not to push you any further, Joseph. I wish," Bishop Latour leaned back in his chair and clasped his hands under his chin, "I wish I knew how far this goes! Does anyone know the limits of this diocese or this area? The Commandant at the Fort seems just as confused as I am. He says I might get some details from the scout, Kit Carson, who lives in Taos."
"Don't begin worrying about the diocese, Jean. For the present, Santa Fé is the diocese. Establish order at home. To-morrow I will have a reckoning with the churchwardens, who allowed that band of drunken cowboys to come in to the midnight Mass and defile the font. There is enough to do here. Festina lente. I have made a resolve not to go more than three days' journey from Santa Fé for one year."
"Don't start worrying about the diocese, Jean. Right now, Santa Fé is the diocese. Get things in order at home. Tomorrow I’ll have a talk with the churchwardens who let that group of drunken cowboys come in for the midnight Mass and mess up the font. There’s plenty to handle here. Festina lente. I've decided not to travel more than three days’ journey from Santa Fé for a year."
The Bishop smiled and shook his head. "And when you were at the Seminary, you made a resolve to lead a life of contemplation."
The Bishop smiled and shook his head. "And when you were at the Seminary, you promised to live a life of contemplation."
A light leaped into Father Joseph's homely face. "I have not yet renounced that hope. One day you will release me, and I will return to some religious house in France and end my days in devotion to the Holy Mother. For the time being, it is my destiny to serve Her in action. But this is far enough, Jean."
A light shone in Father Joseph's simple face. "I haven't given up that hope yet. One day you'll set me free, and I'll go back to a religious house in France to spend my days devoted to the Holy Mother. For now, it's my fate to serve Her through action. But this is far enough, Jean."
The Bishop again shook his head and murmured, "Who knows how far?"
The Bishop shook his head again and said quietly, "Who knows how far?"
The vary little priest whose life was to be a succession of mountain ranges, pathless deserts, yawning canyons and swollen rivers, who was to carry the Cross into territories yet unknown and unnamed, who would wear down mules and horses and scouts and stage-drivers, to-night looked apprehensively at his superior and repeated, "No more, Jean. This is far enough." Then making haste to change the subject, he said briskly, "A bean salad was the best I could do for you; but with onion, and just a suspicion of salt pork, it is not so bad."
The very small priest whose life would be filled with mountain ranges, pathless deserts, deep canyons, and rushing rivers, who was set to carry the Cross into unknown and unnamed lands, who would wear out mules, horses, scouts, and stage drivers, tonight looked nervously at his superior and said, "No more, Jean. This is far enough." Then quickly shifting the topic, he added, "A bean salad was the best I could come up with for you; but with onion and just a hint of salt pork, it’s not too bad."
Over the compote of dried plums they fell to talking of the great yellow ones that grew in the old Latour garden at home. Their thoughts met in that tilted cobble street, winding down a hill, with the uneven garden walls and tall horse-chestnuts on either side; a lonely street after nightfall, with soft street lamps shaped like lanterns at the darkest turnings. At the end of it was the church where the Bishop made his first Communion, with a grove of flat-cut plane trees in front, under which the market was held on Tuesdays and Fridays.
Over the dish of dried plums, they started talking about the big yellow ones that grew in the old Latour garden back home. Their memories connected in that slanted cobblestone street that wound down a hill, with uneven garden walls and tall horse-chestnuts on either side; a quiet street after dark, lit by soft street lamps shaped like lanterns at the darkest corners. At the end of it was the church where the Bishop had his first Communion, with a grove of flat-topped plane trees in front, where the market took place on Tuesdays and Fridays.
While they lingered over these memories—an indulgence they seldom permitted themselves—the two missionaries were startled by a volley of rifle-shots and blood-curdling yells without, and the galloping of horses. The Bishop half rose, but Father Joseph reassured him with a shrug.
While they reminisced about these memories—something they rarely allowed themselves to do—the two missionaries were taken aback by a barrage of gunfire and terrifying screams from outside, along with the sound of horses galloping. The Bishop started to stand, but Father Joseph calmed him down with a shrug.
"Do not discompose yourself. The same thing happened here on the eve of All Souls' Day. A band of drunken cowboys, like those who came into the church last night, go out to the pueblo and get the Tesuque Indian boys drunk, and then they ride in to serenade the soldiers at the Fort in this manner."
"Don't get upset. The same thing happened here on the night before All Souls' Day. A group of drunken cowboys, just like the ones who came into the church last night, go out to the pueblo and get the Tesuque Indian boys drunk, and then they ride in to serenade the soldiers at the Fort like this."
4
A BELL AND A MIRACLE
4
A BELL AND A MIRACLE
ON the morning after the Bishop's return from Durango, after his first night in his Episcopal residence, he had a pleasant awakening from sleep. He had ridden into the courtyard after nightfall, having changed horses at a rancho and pushed on nearly sixty miles in order to reach home. Consequently he slept late the next morning—did not awaken until six o'clock, when he heard the Angelus ringing. He recovered consciousness slowly, unwilling to let go of a pleasing delusion that he was in Rome. Still half believing that he was lodged near St. John Lateran, he yet heard every stroke of the Ave Maria bell, marvelling to hear it rung correctly (nine quick strokes in all, divided into threes, with an interval between); and from a bell with beautiful tone. Full, clear, with something bland and suave, each note floated through the air like a globe of silver. Before the nine strokes were done Rome faded, and behind it he sensed something Eastern, with palm trees,—Jerusalem, perhaps, though he had never been there. Keeping his eyes closed, he cherished for a moment this sudden, pervasive sense of the East. Once before he had been carried out of the body thus to a place far away. It had happened in a street in New Orleans. He had turned a corner and come upon an old woman with a basket of yellow flowers; sprays of yellow sending out a honey-sweet perfume. Mimosa—but before he could think of the name he was overcome by a feeling of place, was dropped, cassock and all, into a garden in the south of France where he had been sent one winter in his childhood to recover from an illness. And now this silvery bell note had carried him farther and faster than sound could travel.
ON the morning after the Bishop returned from Durango, after his first night in his Episcopal residence, he woke up feeling refreshed. He had arrived in the courtyard after dark, changing horses at a rancho and traveling nearly sixty miles to get home. So, he slept in the next morning—he didn’t wake up until six o'clock, when he heard the Angelus ringing. He came to consciousness slowly, reluctant to let go of the pleasant illusion that he was in Rome. Still half convinced that he was staying near St. John Lateran, he listened to each chime of the Ave Maria bell, amazed to hear it rung perfectly (nine quick strokes total, grouped in threes, with a pause in between); the sound came from a bell with a lovely tone. Rich, clear, and gently soothing, each note floated through the air like a silver globe. Before the nine strokes ended, the vision of Rome faded, and in its place, he sensed something Eastern, with palm trees—perhaps Jerusalem, even though he had never been there. Keeping his eyes closed, he savored this sudden, all-encompassing feeling of the East for a moment. Once before, he had experienced a similar out-of-body sensation, far from here. It happened on a street in New Orleans. He had turned a corner and encountered an old woman with a basket of yellow flowers; the sprays of yellow released a sweet, honey-like fragrance. Mimosa—but before he could recall the name, he was overwhelmed by a feeling of place and found himself, cassock and all, in a garden in the south of France where he had been sent one winter in his childhood to recover from an illness. And now this silvery bell sound had taken him even farther and faster than sound could travel.
When he joined Father Vaillant at coffee, that impetuous man who could never keep a secret asked him anxiously whether he had heard anything.
When he sat down with Father Vaillant for coffee, that impatient guy who could never keep a secret asked him eagerly if he had heard anything.
"I thought I heard the Angelus, Father Joseph, but my reason tells me that only a long sea voyage could bring me within sound of such a bell."
"I thought I heard the Angelus, Father Joseph, but my common sense tells me that only a long sea voyage could bring me close enough to hear such a bell."
"Not at all," said Father Joseph briskly. "I found that remarkable bell here, in the basement of old San Miguel. They tell me it has been here a hundred years or more. There is no church tower in the place strong enough to hold it—it is very thick and must weigh close upon eight hundred pounds. But I had a scaffolding built in the churchyard, and with the help of oxen we raised it and got it swung on crossbeams. I taught a Mexican boy to ring it properly against your return."
"Not at all," Father Joseph said quickly. "I discovered this amazing bell down in the basement of old San Miguel. I've heard it’s been here for over a hundred years. There isn’t a church tower around that’s strong enough to hold it—it’s really thick and must weigh almost eight hundred pounds. But I had scaffolding built in the churchyard, and with the help of some oxen, we lifted it and got it hanging on crossbeams. I even taught a Mexican boy how to ring it properly for your return."
"But how could it have come here? It is Spanish, I suppose?"
"But how did it end up here? I'm guessing it's Spanish?"
"Yes, the inscription is in Spanish, to St. Joseph, and the date is 1356. It must have been brought up from Mexico City in an ox-cart. A heroic undertaking, certainly. Nobody knows where it was cast. But they do tell a story about it: that it was pledged to St. Joseph in the wars with the Moors, and that the people of some besieged city brought all their plate and silver and gold ornaments and threw them in with the baser metals. There is certainly a good deal of silver in the bell, nothing else would account for its tone."
"Yes, the inscription is in Spanish, dedicated to St. Joseph, and the date is 1356. It must have been transported from Mexico City in an ox-cart. A brave effort, for sure. No one knows where it was made. But there’s a story about it: that it was promised to St. Joseph during the wars with the Moors, and that the people from some besieged city contributed all their plates and silver and gold jewelry and mixed them in with the lesser metals. There’s definitely a lot of silver in the bell; that’s the only reason for its sound."
Father Latour reflected. "And the silver of the Spaniards was really Moorish, was it not? If not actually of Moorish make, copied from their design. The Spaniards knew nothing about working silver except as they learned it from the Moors."
Father Latour thought to himself. "So, the silver of the Spaniards was actually influenced by the Moors, right? If it wasn't directly made by them, it was definitely inspired by their designs. The Spaniards didn't know how to work with silver until they learned it from the Moors."
"What are you doing, Jean? Trying to make my bell out an infidel?" Father Joseph asked impatiently.
"What are you doing, Jean? Trying to turn my bell into an infidel?" Father Joseph asked impatiently.
The Bishop smiled. "I am trying to account for the fact that when I heard it this morning it struck me at once as something oriental. A learned Scotch Jesuit in Montreal told me that our first bells, and the introduction of the bell in the service all over Europe, originally came from the East. He said the Templars brought the Angelus back from the Crusades, and it is really an adaptation of a Moslem custom."
The Bishop smiled. "I'm trying to understand why, when I heard it this morning, it immediately felt like something from the East. A knowledgeable Scottish Jesuit in Montreal told me that our first bells, and the use of bells in services throughout Europe, originally came from the East. He mentioned that the Templars brought the Angelus back from the Crusades, and it’s actually a variation of a Muslim custom."
Father Vaillant sniffed. "I notice that scholars always manage to dig out something belittling," he complained.
Father Vaillant sniffed. "I see that scholars always find a way to dig up something negative," he complained.
"Belittling? I should say the reverse. I am glad to think there is Moorish silver in your bell. When we first came here, the one good workman we found in Santa Fé was a silversmith. The Spaniards handed on their skill to the Mexicans, and the Mexicans have taught the Navajos to work silver; but it all came from the Moors."
"Belittling? I would argue the opposite. I'm happy to know there's Moorish silver in your bell. When we first arrived here, the only skilled worker we found in Santa Fé was a silversmith. The Spaniards passed their craftsmanship to the Mexicans, and the Mexicans have taught the Navajos how to work with silver; but it all originated with the Moors."
"I am no scholar, as you know," said Father Vaillant rising. "And this morning we have many practical affairs to occupy us. I have promised that you will give an audience to a good old man, a native priest from the Indian mission at Santa Clara, who is returning from Mexico. He has just been on a pilgrimage to the shrine of Our Lady of Guadalupe and has been much edified. He would like to tell you the story of his experience. It seems that ever since he was ordained he has desired to visit the shrine. During your absence I have found how particularly precious is that shrine to all Catholics in New Mexico. They regard it as the one absolutely authenticated appearance of the Blessed Virgin in the New World, and a witness of Her affection for Her Church on this continent."
"I’m no expert, as you know," said Father Vaillant as he stood up. "And this morning we have a lot of practical matters to deal with. I promised that you would meet with a good old man, a local priest from the Indian mission at Santa Clara, who is returning from Mexico. He just went on a pilgrimage to the shrine of Our Lady of Guadalupe and has been greatly inspired. He would like to share his experience with you. It turns out that ever since he was ordained, he has wanted to visit the shrine. While you were away, I realized just how important that shrine is to all Catholics in New Mexico. They see it as the only confirmed appearance of the Blessed Virgin in the New World, and a sign of Her love for Her Church on this continent."
The Bishop went into his study, and Father Vaillant brought in Padre Escolastico Herrera, a man of nearly seventy, who had been forty years in the ministry, and had just accomplished the pious desire of a lifetime. His mind was still full of the sweetness of his late experience. He was so rapt that nothing else interested him. He asked anxiously whether perhaps the Bishop would have more leisure to attend to him later in the day. But Father Latour placed a chair for him and told him to proceed.
The Bishop went into his office, and Father Vaillant brought in Padre Escolastico Herrera, a nearly seventy-year-old man who had been in the ministry for forty years and had just fulfilled a lifelong spiritual wish. His mind was still filled with the joy of his recent experience. He was so absorbed that nothing else seemed to matter to him. He anxiously asked if the Bishop might have more time to see him later in the day. But Father Latour pulled out a chair for him and encouraged him to go ahead.
The old man thanked him for the privilege of being seated. Leaning forward, with his hands locked between his knees, he told the whole story of the miraculous appearance, both because it was so dear to his heart, and because he was sure that no "American" Bishop would have heard of the occurrence as it was, though at Rome all the details were well known and two Popes had sent gifts to the shrine.
The old man thanked him for the honor of being seated. Leaning forward, with his hands clasped between his knees, he shared the entire story of the miraculous event, both because it was very important to him and because he was certain that no "American" Bishop would have heard the story as it truly was, even though all the details were well-known in Rome and two Popes had sent gifts to the shrine.
On Saturday, December 9th, in the year 1531, a poor neophyte of the monastery of St. James was hurrying down Tapeyac hill to attend Mass in the City of Mexico. His name was Juan Diego and he was fifty-five years old. When he was half way down the hill a light shone in his path, and the Mother of God appeared to him as a young woman of great beauty, clad in blue and gold. She greeted him by name and said:
On Saturday, December 9th, 1531, a poor novice from the monastery of St. James was rushing down Tepeyac Hill to go to Mass in Mexico City. His name was Juan Diego, and he was fifty-five years old. When he was halfway down the hill, a light lit up his path, and the Mother of God appeared to him as a beautiful young woman dressed in blue and gold. She greeted him by name and said:
"Juan, seek out thy Bishop and bid him build a church in my honour on the spot where I now stand. Go then, and I will bide here and await thy return."
"Juan, go find your Bishop and ask him to build a church in my honor right here where I'm standing. Now go, and I'll wait here for you to return."
Brother Juan ran into the City and straight to the Bishop's palace, where he reported the matter. The Bishop was Zumarraga, a Spaniard. He questioned the monk severely and told him he should have required a sign of the Lady to assure him that she was indeed the Mother of God and not some evil spirit. He dismissed the poor brother harshly and set an attendant to watch his actions.
Brother Juan rushed into the City and headed straight to the Bishop's palace, where he reported what had happened. The Bishop was Zumarraga, a Spaniard. He questioned the monk harshly and told him he should have asked for a sign from the Lady to confirm that she was really the Mother of God and not some evil spirit. He dismissed the poor brother roughly and assigned someone to keep an eye on him.
Juan went forth very downcast and repaired to the house of his uncle, Bernardino, who was sick of a fever. The two succeeding days he spent in caring for this aged man who seemed at the point of death. Because of the Bishop's reproof he had fallen into doubt, and did not return to the spot where the Lady said She would await him. On Tuesday he left the City to go back to his monastery to fetch medicines for Bernardino, but he avoided the place where he had seen the vision and went by another way.
Juan went out feeling really sad and went to his uncle Bernardino's house, who was suffering from a fever. He spent the next two days taking care of this elderly man who seemed to be on his last legs. After the Bishop's criticism, he started having doubts and didn't go back to the place where the Lady said She would wait for him. On Tuesday, he left the City to return to his monastery to get medicine for Bernardino, but he took a different route to avoid the spot where he had seen the vision.
Again he saw a light in his path and the Virgin appeared to him as before, saying, "Juan, why goest thou by this way?"
Again he saw a light on his path, and the Virgin appeared to him as before, saying, "Juan, why are you going this way?"
Weeping, he told Her that the Bishop had distrusted his report, and that he had been employed in caring for his uncle, who was sick unto death. The Lady spoke to him with all comfort, telling him that his uncle would be healed within the hour, and that he should return to Bishop Zumarraga and bid him build a church where She had first appeared to him. It must be called the shrine of Our Lady of Guadalupe, after Her dear shrine of that name in Spain. When Brother Juan replied to Her that the Bishop required a sign, She said: "Go up on the rocks yonder, and gather roses."
Crying, he told Her that the Bishop didn’t trust his report and that he had been busy taking care of his uncle, who was dying. The Lady spoke to him with reassurance, saying his uncle would be better in no time and that he should go back to Bishop Zumarraga and tell him to build a church where She had first appeared to him. It should be named the shrine of Our Lady of Guadalupe, after Her beloved shrine of the same name in Spain. When Brother Juan told Her that the Bishop needed a sign, She said: "Go up on those rocks over there and gather roses."
Though it was December and not the season for roses, he ran up among the rocks and found such roses as he had never seen before. He gathered them until he had filled his tilma. The tilma was a mantle worn only by the very poor,—a wretched garment loosely woven of coarse vegetable fibre and sewn down the middle. When he returned to the apparition, She bent over the flowers and took pains to arrange them, then closed the ends of the tilma together and said to him:
Though it was December and not the time for roses, he ran up among the rocks and found roses like he had never seen before. He gathered them until his tilma was full. The tilma was a cloak worn only by the very poor—a shabby garment loosely woven from rough plant fibers and stitched down the middle. When he returned to the apparition, She bent over the flowers, carefully arranging them, then closed the ends of the tilma together and said to him:
"Go now, and do not open your mantle until you open it before your Bishop."
"Go now, and don’t open your cloak until you do it in front of your Bishop."
Juan sped into the City and gained admission to the Bishop, who was in council with his Vicar.
Juan rushed into the City and was granted an audience with the Bishop, who was meeting with his Vicar.
"Your Grace," he said, "the Blessed Lady who appeared to me has sent you these roses for a sign."
"Your Grace," he said, "the Blessed Lady who appeared to me has sent you these roses as a sign."
At this he held up one end of his tilma and let the roses fall in profusion to the floor. To his astonishment, Bishop Zumarraga and his Vicar instantly fell upon their knees among the flowers. On the inside of his poor mantle was a painting of the Blessed Virgin, in robes of blue and rose and gold, exactly as She had appeared to him upon the hill-side.
At this, he lifted one end of his tilma and let the roses drop to the floor in abundance. To his surprise, Bishop Zumarraga and his Vicar immediately knelt among the flowers. On the inside of his worn mantle was a painting of the Blessed Virgin, dressed in blue, pink, and gold, just as She had appeared to him on the hillside.
A shrine was built to contain this miraculous portrait, which since that day has been the goal of countless pilgrimages and has performed many miracles.
A shrine was built to house this miraculous portrait, which since that day has been the destination of countless pilgrimages and has performed many miracles.
Of this picture Padre Escolastico had much to say: he affirmed that it was of marvellous beauty, rich with gold, and the colours as pure and delicate as the tints of early morning. Many painters had visited the shrine and marvelled that paint could be laid at all upon such poor and coarse material. In the ordinary way of nature, the flimsy mantle would have fallen to pieces long ago. The Padre modestly presented Bishop Latour and Father Joseph with little medals he had brought from the shrine; on one side a relief of the miraculous portrait, on the other an inscription: Non fecit taliter omni nationi. (She hath not dealt so with any nation.)
Padre Escolastico had a lot to say about this painting: he claimed it was incredibly beautiful, adorned with gold, and the colors were as pure and delicate as the shades of early morning. Many artists had come to the shrine and were amazed that paint could even be applied to such rough and coarse material. Normally, this flimsy covering would have disintegrated long ago. The Padre humbly presented Bishop Latour and Father Joseph with small medals he had brought from the shrine; one side featured a relief of the miraculous portrait, while the other displayed the inscription: Non fecit taliter omni nationi. (She hath not dealt so with any nation.)
Father Vaillant was deeply stirred by the priest's recital, and after the old man had gone he declared to the Bishop that he meant himself to make a pilgrimage to this shrine at the earliest opportunity.
Father Vaillant was profoundly moved by the priest's storytelling, and after the old man left, he told the Bishop that he planned to make a pilgrimage to this shrine as soon as possible.
"What a priceless thing for the poor converts of a savage country!" he exclaimed, wiping his glasses, which were clouded by his strong feeling. "All these poor Catholics who have been so long without instruction have at least the reassurance of that visitation. It is a household word with them that their Blessed Mother revealed Herself in their own country, to a poor convert. Doctrine is well enough for the wise, Jean; but the miracle is something we can hold in our hands and love."
"What a valuable thing for the struggling converts of a wild country!" he exclaimed, wiping his glasses, which were fogged up by his strong emotions. "All these poor Catholics who have been without guidance for so long at least have the comfort of that visitation. It’s a common saying among them that their Blessed Mother showed herself in their own land, to a poor convert. Doctrine is fine for the learned, Jean; but the miracle is something we can grasp and cherish."
Father Vaillant began pacing restlessly up and down as he spoke, and the Bishop watched him, musing. It was just this in his friend that was dear to him. "Where there is great love there are always miracles," he said at length. "One might almost say that an apparition is human vision corrected by divine love. I do not see you as you really are, Joseph; I see you through my affection for you. The Miracles of the Church seem to me to rest not so much upon faces or voices or healing power coming suddenly near to us from afar off, but upon our perceptions being made finer, so that for a moment our eyes can see and our ears can hear what is there about us always."
Father Vaillant started pacing restlessly as he spoke, and the Bishop watched him, deep in thought. This was exactly what he cherished about his friend. "Where there is great love, there are always miracles," he finally said. "One could almost say that an apparition is human vision enhanced by divine love. I don’t see you as you truly are, Joseph; I see you through my affection for you. The miracles of the Church seem to me to rely not so much on faces, voices, or sudden healing power appearing from afar, but on our perceptions becoming sharper, allowing us, for a moment, to see and hear what has always been around us."
BOOK TWO
MISSIONARY JOURNEYS
1
THE WHITE MULES
THE WHITE MULES
IN mid-March, Father Vaillant was on the road, returning from a missionary journey to Albuquerque. He was to stop at the rancho of a rich Mexican, Manuel Lujon, to marry his men and maid servants who were living in concubinage, and to baptize the children. There he would spend the night. To-morrow or the day after he would go on to Santa Fé, halting by the way at the Indian pueblo of Santo Domingo to hold service. There was a fine old mission church at Santo Domingo, but the Indians were of a haughty and suspicious disposition. He had said Mass there on his way to Albuquerque, nearly a week ago. By dint of canvassing from house to house, and offering medals and religious colour prints to all who came to church, he had got together a considerable congregation. It was a large and prosperous pueblo, set among clean sand-hills, with its rich irrigated farm lands lying just below, in the valley of the Rio Grande. His congregation was quiet, dignified, attentive. They sat on the earth floor, wrapped in their best blankets, repose in every line of their strong, stubborn backs. He harangued them in such Spanish as he could command, and they listened with respect. But bring their children to be baptized, they would not. The Spaniards had treated them very badly long ago, and they had been meditating upon their grievance for many generations. Father Vaillant had not baptized one infant there, but he meant to stop to-morrow and try again. Then back to his Bishop, provided he could get his horse up La Bajada Hill.
IN mid-March, Father Vaillant was traveling back from a missionary trip to Albuquerque. He planned to stop at the rancho of a wealthy Mexican, Manuel Lujon, to marry his men and women who were living together without being married, and to baptize the children. He would spend the night there. Tomorrow or the day after, he would head to Santa Fé, stopping by the Indian pueblo of Santo Domingo to hold a service. Santo Domingo had a beautiful old mission church, but the Indians were proud and wary. He had said Mass there on his way to Albuquerque about a week ago. By going door to door and giving out medals and religious prints to everyone who attended church, he managed to gather a decent-sized congregation. It was a large and thriving pueblo, nestled among clean sand-hills, with its rich irrigated farmland lying just below in the Rio Grande valley. His congregation was calm, dignified, and attentive. They sat on the dirt floor, wrapped in their best blankets, with a sense of tranquility in their strong, determined postures. He preached to them in the best Spanish he could manage, and they listened respectfully. But they wouldn’t bring their children to be baptized. The Spaniards had treated them poorly long ago, and they had been nursing their grievances for generations. Father Vaillant hadn’t baptized a single infant there, but he planned to stop again tomorrow and make another attempt. Then he would head back to his Bishop, provided he could manage to get his horse up La Bajada Hill.
He had bought his horse from a Yankee trader and had been woefully deceived. One week's journey of from twenty to thirty miles a day had shown the beast up for a wind-broken wreck. Father Vaillant's mind was full of material cares as he approached Manuel Lujon's place beyond Bernalillo. The rancho was like a little town, with all its stables, corrals, and stake fences. The casa grande was long and low, with glass windows and bright blue doors, a portale running its full length, supported by blue posts. Under this portale the adobe wall was hung with bridles, saddles, great boots and spurs, guns and saddle blankets, strings of red peppers, fox skins, and the skins of two great rattlesnakes.
He had bought his horse from a trader from the North and had been seriously misled. A week-long journey of twenty to thirty miles a day had revealed the horse to be a broken-down wreck. Father Vaillant's mind was filled with worries as he approached Manuel Lujon's place beyond Bernalillo. The rancho was like a small town, complete with stables, corrals, and wooden fences. The casa grande was long and low, featuring glass windows and bright blue doors, with a portale stretching the whole length, supported by blue posts. Under this portale, the adobe wall was decorated with bridles, saddles, large boots and spurs, guns and saddle blankets, strings of red peppers, fox skins, and the skins of two large rattlesnakes.
When Father Vaillant rode in through the gateway, children came running from every direction, some with no clothing but a little shirt, and women with no shawls over their black hair came running after the children. They all disappeared when Manuel Lujon walked out of the great house, hat in hand, smiling and hospitable. He was a man of thirty-five, settled in figure and somewhat full under the chin. He greeted the priest in the name of God and put out a hand to help him alight, but Father Vaillant sprang quickly to the ground.
When Father Vaillant rode in through the gate, kids ran from every direction, some just wearing a little shirt, and women with no shawls over their black hair followed the children. They all vanished when Manuel Lujon stepped out of the big house, hat in hand, smiling and friendly. He was a thirty-five-year-old man, solidly built and a bit fuller under the chin. He greeted the priest in the name of God and extended a hand to help him down, but Father Vaillant quickly jumped to the ground.
"God be with you, Manuel, and with your house. But where are those who are to be married?"
"God be with you, Manuel, and with your home. But where are the ones who are getting married?"
"The men are all in the field, Padre. There is no hurry. A little wine, a little bread, coffee, repose—and then the ceremonies."
"The guys are all out in the field, Padre. There's no rush. A bit of wine, some bread, coffee, and relaxation—and then the ceremonies."
"A little wine, very willingly, and bread, too. But not until afterward. I meant to catch you all at dinner, but I am two hours late because my horse is bad. Have someone bring in my saddle-bags, and I will put on my vestments. Send out to the fields for your men, Señor Lujon. A man can stop work to be married."
"A bit of wine, sure, and some bread, too. But not until later. I planned to join you all for dinner, but I’m two hours late because my horse is acting up. Have someone bring in my saddle-bags so I can put on my formal clothes. Send out to the fields for your workers, Señor Lujon. A guy can take a break from work to get married."
The swarthy host was dazed by this dispatch. "But one moment, Padre. There are all the children to baptize; why not begin with them, if I cannot persuade you to wash the dust from your sainted brow and repose a little."
The dark-skinned host was stunned by this message. "But wait a second, Padre. We have all the children to baptize; why not start with them, if I can't convince you to wash the dust off your holy head and take a little rest?"
"Take me to a place where I can wash and change my clothes, and I will be ready before you can get them here. No, I tell you, Lujon, the marriages first, the baptisms afterward; that order is but Christian. I will baptize the children to-morrow morning, and their parents will at least have been married over night."
"Take me to a place where I can wash and change my clothes, and I'll be ready before you can bring them here. No, I’m telling you, Lujon, the marriages first, the baptisms afterward; that order is the right way. I’ll baptize the kids tomorrow morning, and their parents will at least have been married overnight."
Father Joseph was conducted to his chamber, and the older boys were sent running off across the fields to fetch the men. Lujon and his two daughters began constructing an altar at one end of the sala. Two old women came to scrub the floor, and another brought chairs and stools.
Father Joseph was taken to his room, and the older boys ran off across the fields to get the men. Lujon and his two daughters started setting up an altar at one end of the sala. Two older women came to clean the floor, and another brought chairs and stools.
"My God, but he is ugly, the Padre!" whispered one of these to the others. "He must be very holy. And did you see the great wart he has on his chin? My grandmother could take that away for him if she were alive, poor soul! Somebody ought to tell him about the holy mud at Chimayo. That mud might dry it up. But there is nobody left now who can take warts away."
"My God, he’s so ugly, the Padre!" whispered one of them to the others. "He must be really holy. And did you see the huge wart on his chin? My grandma could have gotten rid of that for him if she were still alive, poor thing! Someone should tell him about the holy mud at Chimayo. That mud might dry it up. But there’s no one around now who can remove warts."
"No, the times are not so good any more," the other agreed. "And I doubt if all this marrying will make them any better. Of what use is it to marry people after they have lived together and had children? and the man is maybe thinking about another woman, like Pablo. I saw him coming out of the brush with that oldest girl of Trinidad's, only Sunday night."
"No, things aren't as good anymore," the other person agreed. "And I doubt that all this marrying will make them any better. What’s the point of marrying people after they've already lived together and had kids? Plus, the guy might be thinking about another woman, like Pablo. I saw him coming out of the bushes with Trinidad's oldest girl just last Sunday night."
The reappearance of the priest upon the scene cut short further scandal. He knelt down before the improvised altar and began his private devotions. The women tiptoed away. Señor Lujon himself went out toward the servants' quarters to hurry the candidates for the marriage sacrament. The women were giggling and snatching up their best shawls. Some of the men had even washed their hands. The household crowded into the sala, and Father Vaillant married couples with great dispatch.
The priest's return to the scene ended any further gossip. He knelt in front of the makeshift altar and started his personal prayers. The women quietly slipped away. Señor Lujon headed toward the servants' quarters to round up the candidates for the marriage ceremony. The women were laughing and grabbing their best shawls. Some of the men even washed their hands. The household gathered in the sala, and Father Vaillant quickly married the couples.
"To-morrow morning, the baptisms," he announced. "And the mothers see to it that the children are clean, and that there are sponsors for all."
"Tomorrow morning, the baptisms," he announced. "And the mothers make sure the kids are clean and that there are sponsors for everyone."
After he had resumed his travelling-clothes, Father Joseph asked his host at what hour he dined, remarking that he had been fasting since an early breakfast.
After he put his travel clothes back on, Father Joseph asked his host what time dinner was, noting that he had been fasting since an early breakfast.
"We eat when it is ready—a little after sunset, usually. I have had a young lamb killed for your Reverence."
"We eat when it's ready—shortly after sunset, usually. I had a young lamb slaughtered for you, Your Reverence."
Father Joseph kindled with interest. "Ah, and how will it be cooked?"
Father Joseph was intrigued. "Oh, and how will it be cooked?"
Señor Lujon shrugged. "Cooked? Why, they put it in a pot with chili, and some onions, I suppose."
Señor Lujon shrugged. "Cooked? Well, they throw it in a pot with chili and some onions, I guess."
"Ah, that is the point. I have had too much stewed mutton. Will you permit me to go into the kitchen and cook my portion in my own way?"
"Ah, that's the point. I've had too much stewed mutton. Will you let me go into the kitchen and cook my portion the way I like?"
Lujon waved his hand. "My house is yours, Padre. Into the kitchen I never go—too many women. But there it is, and the woman in charge is named Rosa."
Lujon waved his hand. "My house is yours, Padre. I never go into the kitchen—too many women there. But it's all yours, and the woman in charge is named Rosa."
When the Father entered the kitchen he found a crowd of women discussing the marriages. They quickly dispersed, leaving old Rosa by her fire-place, where hung a kettle from which issued the savour of cooking mutton fat, all too familiar to Father Joseph. He found a half sheep hanging outside the door, covered with a bloody sack, and asked Rosa to heat the oven for him, announcing that he meant to roast the hind leg.
When the Father walked into the kitchen, he saw a group of women talking about weddings. They quickly scattered, leaving old Rosa by her fireplace, where a kettle hung, releasing the smell of cooking mutton fat, which was all too familiar to Father Joseph. He noticed a half sheep hanging outside the door, covered with a bloody sack, and asked Rosa to warm up the oven for him, saying he planned to roast the hind leg.
"But Padre, I baked before the marriages. The oven is almost cold. It will take an hour to heat it, and it is only two hours till supper."
"But Padre, I baked before the weddings. The oven is almost cold. It'll take an hour to heat it up, and there's only two hours until dinner."
"Very well. I can cook my roast in an hour."
"Okay. I can have my roast ready in an hour."
"Cook a roast in an hour!" cried the old woman. "Mother of God, Padre, the blood will not be dried in it!"
"Cook a roast in an hour!" shouted the old woman. "Oh my God, Padre, the blood won't even be dried in it!"
"Not if I can help it!" said Father Joseph fiercely. "Now hurry with the fire, my good woman."
"Not if I can help it!" Father Joseph said fiercely. "Now hurry up with the fire, my good woman."
When the Padre carved his roast at the supper-table, the serving-girls stood behind his chair and looked with horror at the delicate stream of pink juice that followed the knife. Manuel Lujon took a slice for politeness, but he did not eat it. Father Vaillant had his gigot to himself.
When the Padre carved his roast at the dinner table, the serving girls stood behind his chair and looked in shock at the delicate stream of pink juice that followed the knife. Manuel Lujon took a slice out of courtesy, but he didn’t eat it. Father Vaillant had his gigot all to himself.
All the men and boys sat down at the long table with the host, the women and children would eat later. Father Joseph and Lujon, at one end, had a bottle of white Bordeaux between them. It had been brought from Mexico City on mule-back, Lujon said. They were discussing the road back to Santa Fé, and when the missionary remarked that he would stop at Santo Domingo, the host asked him why he did not get a horse there. "I am afraid you will hardly get back to Santa Fé on your own. The pueblo is famous for breeding good horses. You might make a trade."
All the men and boys sat down at the long table with the host; the women and kids would eat later. Father Joseph and Lujon, at one end, shared a bottle of white Bordeaux. Lujon said it had been brought from Mexico City on the backs of mules. They were talking about the trip back to Santa Fé, and when the missionary mentioned he would stop at Santo Domingo, the host asked why he didn’t get a horse there. "I’m afraid you won’t make it back to Santa Fé on your own. The pueblo is known for raising good horses. You could make a trade."
"No," said Father Vaillant. "Those Indians are of a sullen disposition. If I were to have dealings with them, they would suspect my motives. If we are to save their souls, we must make it clear that we want no profit for ourselves, as I told Father Gallegos in Albuquerque."
"No," Father Vaillant said. "Those Indians tend to be pretty gloomy. If I engage with them, they would question my motives. If we're going to save their souls, we need to make it clear that we aren't looking for any personal gain, just like I told Father Gallegos in Albuquerque."
Manuel Lujon laughed and glanced down the table at his men, who were all showing their white teeth. "You said that to the Padre at Albuquerque? You have courage. He is a rich man, Padre Gallegos. All the same, I respect him. I have played poker with him. He is a great gambler and takes his losses like a man. He stops at nothing, plays like an American."
Manuel Lujon laughed and looked down the table at his men, who were all grinning widely. "You really said that to the Padre in Albuquerque? You've got guts. Padre Gallegos is a wealthy man. Still, I respect him. I've played poker with him. He's a serious gambler and takes his losses like a champ. He stops at nothing and plays like an American."
"And I," retorted Father Joseph, "I have not much respect for a priest who either plays cards or manages to get rich."
"And I," replied Father Joseph, "I don't have much respect for a priest who either plays cards or manages to get wealthy."
"Then you do not play?" asked Lujon. "I am disappointed. I had hoped we could have a game after supper. The evenings are dull enough here. You do not even play dominoes?"
"Then you don't play?" Lujon asked. "I'm disappointed. I was hoping we could have a game after dinner. The evenings are pretty boring here. You don't even play dominoes?"
"Ah, that is another matter!" Father Joseph declared. "A game of dominoes, there by the fire, with coffee, or some of that excellent grape brandy you allowed me to taste, that I would find refreshing. And tell me, Manuelito, where do you get that brandy? It is like a French liqueur."
"Ah, that's a different story!" Father Joseph said. "A game of dominoes by the fire, with coffee or some of that amazing grape brandy you let me try—now that sounds refreshing. And tell me, Manuelito, where do you get that brandy? It's like a French liqueur."
"It is well seasoned. It was made at Bernalillo in my grandfather's time. They make it there still, but it is not so good now."
"It’s well seasoned. It was made in Bernalillo back in my grandfather’s time. They still make it there, but it’s not as good now."
The next morning, after coffee, while the children were being got ready for baptism, the host took Father Vaillant through his corrals and stables to show him his stock. He exhibited with peculiar pride two cream-coloured mules, stalled side by side. With his own hand he led them out of the stable, in order to display to advantage their handsome coats,—not bluish white, as with white horses, but a rich, deep ivory, that in shadow changed to fawn-colour. Their tails were clipped at the end into the shape of bells.
The next morning, after coffee, while the kids were getting ready for baptism, the host took Father Vaillant through his pens and barns to show him his livestock. He proudly showcased two cream-colored mules, parked side by side. He personally led them out of the barn to highlight their beautiful coats—not bluish white like white horses but a rich, deep ivory that turned fawn-colored in the shadows. Their tails were clipped at the ends to look like bells.
"Their names," said Lujon, "are Contento and Angelica, and they are as good as their names. It seems that God has given them intelligence. When I talk to them, they look up at me like Christians; they are very companionable. They are always ridden together and have a great affection for each other."
"Their names," said Lujon, "are Contento and Angelica, and they're just as great as their names suggest. It seems God has blessed them with intelligence. When I talk to them, they look up at me like good people; they're really friendly. They’re always ridden together and have a strong bond."
Father Joseph took one by the halter and led it about. "Ah, but they are rare creatures! I have never seen a mule or horse coloured like a young fawn before." To his host's astonishment, the wiry little priest sprang upon Contento's back with the agility of a grasshopper. The mule, too, was astonished. He shook himself violently, bolted toward the gate of the barnyard, and at the gate stopped suddenly. Since this did not throw his rider, he seemed satisfied, trotted back, and stood placidly beside Angelica.
Father Joseph took one by the halter and led it around. "Wow, they’re such rare creatures! I’ve never seen a mule or horse that looked like a young fawn before." To his host's surprise, the wiry little priest jumped onto Contento's back with the agility of a grasshopper. The mule was surprised too. He shook himself violently, bolted toward the barnyard gate, and stopped suddenly at the gate. Since this didn’t throw off his rider, he seemed satisfied, trotted back, and stood calmly beside Angelica.
"But you are a caballero, Father Vaillant!" Lujon exclaimed. "I doubt if Father Gallegos would have kept his seat—though he is something of a hunter."
"But you are a caballero, Father Vaillant!" Lujon exclaimed. "I doubt Father Gallegos would have stayed seated—though he is somewhat of a hunter."
"The saddle is to be my home in your country, Lujon. What an easy gait this mule has, and what a narrow back! I notice that especially. For a man with short legs, like me, it is a punishment to ride eight hours a day on a wide horse. And this I must do day after day. From here I go to Santa Fé, and, after a day in conference with the Bishop, I start for Mora."
"The saddle will be my home in your country, Lujon. This mule has such a smooth gait and a narrow back! I really notice that. For someone with short legs like me, riding a wide horse for eight hours a day is torture. And that’s what I have to do every day. From here, I’m heading to Santa Fé, and after a day meeting with the Bishop, I’ll set off for Mora."
"For Mora?" exclaimed Lujon. "Yes, that is far, and the roads are very bad. On your mare you will never do it. She will drop dead under you." While he talked, the Father remained upon the mule's back, stroking him with his hand.
"For Mora?" Lujon exclaimed. "Yeah, that's really far, and the roads are terrible. You'll never make it on your mare. She'll just collapse under you." As he spoke, the Father stayed on the mule's back, petting him gently.
"Well, I have no other. God grant that she does not drop somewhere far from food and water. I can carry very little with me except my vestments and the sacred vessels."
"Well, I have nothing else. I hope she doesn't end up somewhere without food and water. I can only bring a little with me, just my clothes and the holy items."
The Mexican had been growing more and more thoughtful, as if he were considering something profound and not altogether cheerful. Suddenly his brow cleared, and he turned to the priest with a radiant smile, quite boyish in its simplicity. "Father Vaillant," he burst out in a slightly oratorical manner, "you have made my house right with Heaven, and you charge me very little. I will do something very nice for you; I will give you Contento for a present, and I hope to be particularly remembered in your prayers."
The Mexican had been becoming more and more pensive, as if he were thinking about something deep and not very happy. Suddenly, his expression brightened, and he turned to the priest with a beaming smile, quite childlike in its innocence. "Father Vaillant," he exclaimed in a somewhat dramatic way, "you have set my house right with Heaven, and you charge me very little. I want to do something nice for you; I will give you Contento as a gift, and I hope you'll remember me in your prayers."
Springing to the ground, Father Vaillant threw his arms about his host. "Manuelito!" he cried, "for this darling mule I think I could almost pray you into Heaven!"
Springing to the ground, Father Vaillant wrapped his arms around his host. "Manuelito!" he exclaimed, "for this lovely mule, I think I could almost pray you into Heaven!"
The Mexican laughed, too, and warmly returned the embrace. Arm-in-arm they went in to begin the baptisms.
The Mexican laughed as well and warmly returned the hug. Arm in arm, they went in to start the baptisms.
The next morning, when Lujon went to call Father Vaillant for breakfast, he found him in the barnyard, leading the two mules about and smoothing their fawn-coloured flanks, but his face was not the cheerful countenance of yesterday.
The next morning, when Lujon went to get Father Vaillant for breakfast, he found him in the barnyard, walking the two mules around and petting their light brown sides, but his face was not the happy expression of yesterday.
"Manuel," he said at once, "I cannot accept your present. I have thought upon it over night, and I see that I cannot. The Bishop works as hard as I do, and his horse is little better than mine. You know he lost everything on his way out here, in a shipwreck at Galveston,—among the rest a fine wagon he had had built for travel on these plains. I could not go about on a mule like this when my Bishop rides a common hack. It would be inappropriate. I must ride away on my old mare."
"Manuel," he said immediately, "I can't accept your gift. I thought about it overnight, and I've realized I can’t. The Bishop works just as hard as I do, and his horse is just as ordinary as mine. You know he lost everything on his way out here, in a shipwreck at Galveston—including a nice wagon he had made for traveling across these plains. I can't be riding around on a mule like this while my Bishop uses an average horse. It wouldn't be right. I have to ride away on my old mare."
"Yes, Padre?" Manuel looked troubled and somewhat aggrieved. Why should the Padre spoil everything? It had all been very pleasant yesterday, and he had felt like a prince of generosity. "I doubt if she will make La Bajada Hill," he said slowly, shaking his head. "Look my horses over and take the one that suits you. They are all better than yours."
"Yes, Padre?" Manuel looked worried and a bit upset. Why did the Padre have to ruin everything? Yesterday had been so nice, and he had felt like a generous prince. "I doubt she'll make it up La Bajada Hill," he said slowly, shaking his head. "Check out my horses and pick the one you like. They're all better than yours."
"No, no," said Father Vaillant decidedly. "Having seen these mules, I want nothing else. They are the colour of pearls, really! I will raise the price of marriages until I can buy this pair from you. A missionary must depend upon his mount for companionship in his lonely life. I want a mule that can look at me like a Christian, as you said of these."
"No, no," Father Vaillant said firmly. "Now that I've seen these mules, I want nothing else. They're the color of pearls, honestly! I’ll increase the marriage price until I can buy this pair from you. A missionary has to rely on his mount for companionship in his lonely life. I want a mule that can look at me like a Christian, like you said about these."
Señor Lujon sighed and looked about his barnyard as if he were trying to find some escape from this situation.
Señor Lujon sighed and glanced around his barnyard, as if he were searching for a way out of this situation.
Father Joseph turned to him with vehemence. "If I were a rich ranchero, like you, Manuel, I would do a splendid thing; I would furnish the two mounts that are to carry the word of God about this heathen country, and then I would say to myself: There go my Bishop and my Vicario, on my beautiful cream-coloured mules."
Father Joseph turned to him passionately. "If I were a wealthy rancher like you, Manuel, I would do something amazing; I would provide the two horses that will carry the word of God through this pagan land, and then I would say to myself: There go my Bishop and my Vicario, on my beautiful cream-colored mules."
"So be it, Padre," said Lujon with a mournful smile. "But I ought to get a good many prayers. On my whole estate there is nothing I prize like those two. True, they might pine if they were parted for long. They have never been separated, and they have a great affection for each other. Mules, as you know, have strong affections. It is hard for me to give them up."
"So be it, Padre," Lujon said with a sad smile. "But I should definitely get a lot of prayers. On my whole estate, there’s nothing I value as much as those two. It’s true they might get very upset if they were apart for too long. They’ve never been separated, and they care a lot for each other. Mules, as you know, can have strong bonds. It’s really hard for me to let them go."
"You will be all the happier for that, Manuelito," Father Joseph cried heartily. "Every time you think of these mules, you will feel pride in your good deed."
"You'll be even happier for that, Manuelito," Father Joseph said warmly. "Every time you think of these mules, you'll feel proud of your good deed."
Soon after breakfast Father Vaillant departed, riding Contento, with Angelica trotting submissively behind, and from his gate Señor Lujon watched them disconsolately until they disappeared. He felt he had been worried out of his mules, and yet he bore no resentment. He did not doubt Father Joseph's devotedness, nor his singleness of purpose. After all, a Bishop was a Bishop, and a Vicar was a Vicar, and it was not to their discredit that they worked like a pair of common parish priests. He believed he would be proud of the fact that they rode Contento and Angelica. Father Vaillant had forced his hand, but he was rather glad of it.
Soon after breakfast, Father Vaillant left on his horse, Contento, with Angelica trotting obediently behind. From his gate, Señor Lujon watched them sadly until they were out of sight. He felt drained, but he held no grudge. He didn’t doubt Father Joseph’s dedication or his clear intentions. After all, a Bishop was a Bishop, and a Vicar was a Vicar; there was no shame in them working like regular parish priests. He thought he would be proud that they rode Contento and Angelica. Father Vaillant had nudged him into action, but he was somewhat glad about it.
2
THE LONELY ROAD TO MORA
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THE LONELY ROAD TO MORA
THE Bishop and his Vicar were riding through the rain in the Truchas mountains. The heavy, lead-coloured drops were driven slantingly through the air by an icy wind from the peak. These raindrops, Father Latour kept thinking, were the shape of tadpoles, and they broke against his nose and cheeks, exploding with a splash, as if they were hollow and full of air. The priests were riding across high mountain meadows, which in a few weeks would be green, though just now they were slate-coloured. On every side lay ridges covered with blue-green fir trees; above them rose the horny backbones of mountains. The sky was very low; purplish lead-coloured clouds let down curtains of mist into the valleys between the pine ridges. There was not a glimmer of white light in the dark vapours working overhead—rather, they took on the cold green of the evergreens. Even the white mules, their coats wet and matted into tufts, had turned a slaty hue, and the faces of the two priests were purple and spotted in that singular light.
THE Bishop and his Vicar were riding through the rain in the Truchas mountains. The heavy, lead-colored drops were driven at an angle through the air by a chilly wind from the peak. Father Latour kept thinking that these raindrops looked like tadpoles as they hit his nose and cheeks, splashing as if they were hollow and full of air. The priests were riding across high mountain meadows, which would be green in a few weeks, but for now, they were slate-colored. All around them were ridges covered in blue-green fir trees; above them rose the rugged backs of mountains. The sky hung low; purplish lead-colored clouds draped curtains of mist into the valleys between the pine ridges. There wasn't a hint of white light in the dark clouds above—instead, they took on the cold green of the evergreens. Even the white mules, their coats damp and matted into tufts, had turned a slate hue, and the faces of the two priests appeared purple and speckled in that strange light.
Father Latour rode first, sitting straight upon his mule, with his chin lowered just enough to keep the drive of rain out of his eyes. Father Vaillant followed, unable to see much,—in weather like this his glasses were of no use, and he had taken them off. He crouched down in the saddle, his shoulders well over Contento's neck. Father Joseph's sister, Philomène, who was Mother Superior of a convent in her native town in the Puy-de-Dôm, often tried to picture her brother and Bishop Latour on these long missionary journeys of which he wrote her; she imagined the scene and saw the two priests moving through it in their cassocks, bare-headed, like the pictures of St. Francis Xavier with which she was familiar. The reality was less picturesque,—but for all that, no one could have mistaken these two men for hunters or traders. They wore clerical collars about their necks instead of neckerchiefs, and on the breast of his buckskin jacket the Bishop's silver cross hung by a silver chain.
Father Latour rode ahead, sitting straight on his mule, with his chin lowered just enough to keep the rain out of his eyes. Father Vaillant followed, having a hard time seeing—his glasses were useless in this weather, so he had taken them off. He hunched down in the saddle, his shoulders leaning over Contento's neck. Father Joseph's sister, Philomène, who was Mother Superior of a convent in her hometown in the Puy-de-Dôme, often tried to imagine her brother and Bishop Latour on these long missionary journeys he wrote about; she pictured the scene and saw the two priests moving through it in their robes, bare-headed, like the images of St. Francis Xavier she was familiar with. The reality was less romantic—but even so, no one could mistake these two men for hunters or traders. They wore clerical collars around their necks instead of neckerchiefs, and the Bishop's silver cross hung from a silver chain on the chest of his buckskin jacket.
They were on their way to Mora, the third day out, and they did not know just how far they had still to go. Since morning they had not met a traveller or seen a human habitation. They believed they were on the right trail, for they had seen no other. The first night of their journey they had spent at Santa Cruz, lying in the warm, wide valley of the Rio Grande, where the fields and gardens were already softly coloured with early spring. But since they had left the Española country behind them, they had contended first with wind and sand-storms, and now with cold. The Bishop was going to Mora to assist the Padre there in disposing of a crowd of refugees who filled his house. A new settlement in the Conejos valley had lately been raided by Indians; many of the inhabitants were killed, and the survivors, who were originally from Mora, had managed to get back there, utterly destitute.
They were on their way to Mora, three days into their journey, and they didn't know how much farther they had to go. Since the morning, they hadn't encountered any travelers or seen any signs of human life. They felt they were on the right path, as there had been no other trails. On the first night of their trip, they had stayed in Santa Cruz, nestled in the warm, broad valley of the Rio Grande, where the fields and gardens were already blooming with early spring colors. But since leaving the Española region, they had been dealing first with wind and sandstorms, and now with the cold. The Bishop was heading to Mora to help the Padre there with a group of refugees who had filled his home. A new settlement in the Conejos valley had recently been attacked by Indians; many of the residents were killed, and the survivors, who originally came from Mora, had managed to return there in complete destitution.
Before the travellers had crossed the mountain meadows, the rain turned to sleet. Their wet buckskins quickly froze, and the rattle of icy flakes struck them and bounded off. The prospect of a night in the open was not cheering. It was too wet to kindle a fire, their blankets would become soaked on the ground. As they were descending the mountain on the Mora side, the gray daylight seemed already beginning to fail, though it was only four o'clock. Father Latour turned in his saddle and spoke over his shoulder.
Before the travelers had crossed the mountain meadows, the rain shifted to sleet. Their wet buckskins quickly froze, and the sound of icy flakes hitting them bounced off. The thought of spending a night outside was discouraging. It was too wet to start a fire, and their blankets would get soaked on the ground. As they were going down the mountain on the Mora side, the gray light of day seemed to be fading, even though it was only four o'clock. Father Latour turned in his saddle and spoke over his shoulder.
"The mules are certainly very tired, Joseph. They ought to be fed."
"The mules are definitely really tired, Joseph. They should be fed."
"Push on," said Father Vaillant. "We will come to shelter of some kind before night sets in." The Vicar had been praying steadfastly while they crossed the meadows, and he felt confident that St. Joseph would not turn a deaf ear. Before the hour was done they did indeed come upon a wretched adobe house, so poor and mean that they might not have seen it had it not lain close beside the trail, on the edge of a steep ravine. The stable looked more habitable than the house, and the priests thought perhaps they could spend the night in it.
"Keep going," said Father Vaillant. "We’ll find some shelter before night falls." The Vicar had been praying earnestly as they crossed the meadows, and he felt sure that St. Joseph wouldn’t ignore them. Before long, they came across a rundown adobe house, so shabby and small that they might have missed it if it hadn’t been right next to the trail, at the edge of a steep ravine. The stable seemed more livable than the house, and the priests thought maybe they could spend the night there.
As they rode up to the door, a man came out, bare-headed, and they saw to their surprise that he was not a Mexican, but an American, of a very unprepossessing type. He spoke to them in some drawling dialect they could scarcely understand and asked if they wanted to stay the night. During the few words they exchanged with him Father Latour felt a growing reluctance to remain even for a few hours under the roof of this ugly, evil-looking fellow. He was tall, gaunt and ill-formed, with a snake-like neck, terminating in a small, bony head. Under his close-clipped hair this repellent head showed a number of thick ridges, as if the skull joinings were overgrown by layers of superfluous bone. With its small, rudimentary ears, this head had a positively malignant look. The man seemed not more than half human, but he was the only householder on the lonely road to Mora.
As they rode up to the door, a man came out, bare-headed, and to their surprise, he wasn't Mexican but American, looking quite unappealing. He spoke to them in a slow, drawling accent they could barely understand and asked if they wanted to stay the night. During the brief conversation, Father Latour felt increasingly reluctant to spend even a few hours under the roof of this ugly, sinister-looking guy. He was tall, skinny, and awkwardly built, with a snake-like neck that ended in a small, bony head. Beneath his closely cropped hair, this off-putting head had several thick ridges, as if the skull joints were encased in layers of excess bone. With its small, poorly formed ears, this head had a distinctly malicious appearance. The man seemed less than fully human, but he was the only householder on the lonely road to Mora.
The priests dismounted and asked him whether he could put their mules under shelter and give them grain feed.
The priests got off their horses and asked him if he could put their mules in a shelter and give them some grain.
"As soon as I git my coat on I will. You kin come in."
"As soon as I get my coat on, I will. You can come in."
They followed him into a room where a piñon fire blazed in the corner, and went toward it to warm their stiffened hands. Their host made an angry, snarling sound in the direction of the partition, and a woman came out of the next room. She was a Mexican.
They followed him into a room where a piñon fire crackled in the corner, and moved toward it to warm their cold hands. Their host made an angry, snarly sound toward the partition, and a woman came out of the next room. She was Mexican.
Father Latour and Father Vaillant addressed her courteously in Spanish, greeting her in the name of the Holy Mother, as was customary. She did not open her lips, but stared at them blankly for a moment, then dropped her eyes and cowered as if she were terribly frightened. The priests looked at each other; it struck them both that this man had been abusing her in some way. Suddenly he turned on her.
Father Latour and Father Vaillant politely spoke to her in Spanish, greeting her in the name of the Holy Mother, as was their tradition. She didn’t say a word but stared at them blankly for a moment, then lowered her gaze and shrank back as if she were extremely scared. The priests exchanged glances; it occurred to them both that this man had been mistreating her in some way. Suddenly, he directed his anger toward her.
"Clear off them cheers fur the strangers. They won't eat ye, if they air priests."
"Get rid of those cheers for the strangers. They won't eat you, if they are priests."
She began distractedly snatching rags and wet socks and dirty clothes from the chairs. Her hands were shaking so that she dropped things. She was not old, she might have been very young, but she was probably half-witted. There was nothing in her face but blankness and fear.
She started nervously grabbing rags, wet socks, and dirty clothes off the chairs. Her hands were trembling so much that she kept dropping things. She wasn't old; she could have been quite young, but she was likely not all there. Her face showed nothing but emptiness and fear.
Her husband put on his coat and boots, went to the door, and stopped with his hand on the latch, throwing over his shoulder a crafty, hateful glance at the bewildered woman.
Her husband put on his coat and boots, went to the door, and paused with his hand on the latch, casting a sly, bitter look back at the confused woman.
"Here, you! Come right along, I'll need ye!"
"Hey, you! Come on over, I need you!"
She took her black shawl from a peg and followed him. Just at the door she turned and caught the eyes of the visitors, who were looking after her in compassion and perplexity. Instantly that stupid face became intense, prophetic, full of awful meaning. With her finger she pointed them away, away!—two quick thrusts into the air. Then, with a look of horror beyond anything language could convey, she threw back her head and drew the edge of her palm quickly across her distended throat—and vanished. The doorway was empty; the two priests stood staring at it, speechless. That flash of electric passion had been so swift, the warning it communicated so vivid and definite, that they were struck dumb.
She grabbed her black shawl from a hook and followed him. Right at the door, she turned and met the eyes of the visitors, who were watching her with sympathy and confusion. In an instant, her previously blank expression turned intense, almost prophetic, filled with a deep, terrible significance. With her finger, she pointed them away, away!—two quick gestures into the air. Then, with a look of horror that words couldn't express, she threw back her head and quickly ran the edge of her palm across her stretched throat—and vanished. The doorway was empty; the two priests stood there staring at it, speechless. That surge of raw emotion had been so quick, the warning it conveyed so clear and striking, that they were left dumbfounded.
Father Joseph was the first to find his tongue. "There is no doubt of her meaning. Your pistol is loaded, Jean?"
Father Joseph was the first to speak. "There's no doubt about what she means. Your gun is loaded, Jean?"
"Yes, but I neglected to keep it dry. No matter."
"Yeah, but I forgot to keep it dry. It’s fine."
They hurried out of the house. It was still light enough to see the stable through the grey drive of rain, and they went toward it.
They rushed out of the house. It was still bright enough to see the stable through the steady rain, and they headed towards it.
"Señor American," the Bishop called, "will you be good enough to bring out our mules?"
"Mr. American," the Bishop called, "could you please bring out our mules?"
The man came out of the stable. "What do you want?"
The man stepped out of the stable. "What do you need?"
"Our mules. We have changed our mind. We will push on to Mora. And here is a dollar for your trouble."
"Our mules. We've changed our minds. We’ll keep going to Mora. And here’s a dollar for your trouble."
The man took a threatening attitude. As he looked from one to the other his head played from side to side exactly like a snake's. "What's the matter? My house ain't good enough for ye?"
The man took on a menacing stance. As he gazed from one person to another, his head swayed from side to side just like a snake. "What's the problem? Is my house not good enough for you?"
"No explanation is necessary. Go into the barn and get the mules, Father Joseph."
"No explanation is needed. Go into the barn and get the mules, Father Joseph."
"You dare go into my stable, you——priest!"
"You dare to enter my stable, you—priest!"
The Bishop drew his pistol. "No profanity, Señor. We want nothing from you but to get away from your uncivil tongue. Stand where you are."
The Bishop pulled out his gun. "No swearing, sir. We don't want anything from you except to escape your rude mouth. Stay where you are."
The man was unarmed. Father Joseph came out with the mules, which had not been unsaddled. The poor things were each munching a mouthful, but they needed no urging to be gone; they did not like this place. The moment they felt their riders on their backs they trotted quickly along the road, which dropped immediately into the arroyo. While they were descending, Father Joseph remarked that the man would certainly have a gun in the house, and that he had no wish to be shot in the back.
The man was unarmed. Father Joseph came out with the mules, which still had their saddles on. The poor animals were each nibbling on a bite of food, but they needed no encouragement to leave; they were not fond of this place. As soon as they felt their riders on their backs, they quickly trotted down the road, which led straight into the arroyo. As they were going down, Father Joseph commented that the man probably had a gun in the house and that he definitely didn’t want to be shot in the back.
"Nor I. But it is growing too dark for that, unless he should follow us on horseback," said the Bishop. "Were there horses in the stable?"
"Me neither. But it's getting too dark for that, unless he follows us on horseback," said the Bishop. "Were there any horses in the stable?"
"Only a burro." Father Vaillant was relying upon the protection of St. Joseph, whose office he had fervently said that morning. The warning given them by that poor woman, with such scant opportunity, seemed evidence that some protecting power was mindful of them.
"Just a donkey." Father Vaillant was counting on the protection of St. Joseph, whose office he had earnestly prayed that morning. The warning from that poor woman, with so little opportunity to share it, felt like proof that some higher power was looking out for them.
By the time they had ascended the far side of the arroyo, night had closed down and the rain was pouring harder than ever.
By the time they climbed up the other side of the ditch, night had fallen, and the rain was coming down harder than ever.
"I am by no means sure that we can keep in the road," said the Bishop. "But at least I am sure we are not being followed. We must trust to these intelligent beasts. Poor woman! He will suspect her and abuse her, I am afraid." He kept seeing her in the darkness as he rode on, her face in the fire-light, and her terrible pantomime.
"I’m not at all sure we can stay on the path," said the Bishop. "But at least I know we’re not being followed. We have to rely on these smart animals. Poor woman! I’m afraid he’ll suspect her and mistreat her." He kept imagining her in the dark as he rode on, her face illuminated by the firelight, and her distressing gestures.
They reached the town of Mora a little after midnight. The Padre's house was full of refugees, and two of them were put out of a bed in order that the Bishop and his Vicar could get into it.
They arrived in the town of Mora just after midnight. The Padre's house was packed with refugees, and two of them were moved out of a bed so the Bishop and his Vicar could use it.
In the morning a boy came from the stable and reported that he had found a crazy woman lying in the straw, and that she begged to see the two Padres who owned the white mules. She was brought in, her clothing cut to rags, her legs and face and even her hair so plastered with mud that the priests could scarcely recognize the woman who had saved their lives the night before.
In the morning, a boy came from the stable and said he had found a deranged woman lying in the straw, asking to see the two Padres who owned the white mules. She was brought in, her clothes torn and ragged, her legs, face, and even her hair caked with mud to the point that the priests could hardly recognize the woman who had saved their lives the night before.
She said she had never gone back to the house at all. When the two priests rode away her husband had run to the house to get his gun, and she had plunged down a wash-out behind the stable into the arroyo, and had been on the way to Mora all night. She had supposed he would overtake her and kill her, but he had not. She reached the settlement before day-break, and crept into the stable to warm herself among the animals and wait until the household was awake. Kneeling before the Bishop she began to relate such horrible things that he stopped her and turned to the native priest.
She said she had never gone back to the house at all. When the two priests rode away, her husband ran to the house to grab his gun, and she had jumped into a washed-out area behind the stable into the creek, and had been on her way to Mora all night. She thought he would catch up to her and kill her, but he didn't. She reached the settlement before dawn and crept into the stable to warm herself among the animals and wait until the household woke up. Kneeling before the Bishop, she started to share such terrible things that he stopped her and turned to the native priest.
"This is a case for the civil authorities. Is there a magistrate here?"
"This is a matter for the local authorities. Is there a magistrate present?"
There was no magistrate, but there was a retired fur trapper who acted as notary and could take evidence. He was sent for, and in the interval Father Latour instructed the refugee women from Conejos to bathe this poor creature and put decent clothes on her, and to care for the cuts and scratches on her legs.
There was no magistrate, but there was a retired fur trapper who served as a notary and could gather evidence. He was called in, and while they waited, Father Latour instructed the refugee women from Conejos to wash this poor woman and dress her in decent clothes, as well as to tend to the cuts and scrapes on her legs.
An hour later the woman, whose name was Magdalena, calmed by food and kindness, was ready to tell her story. The notary had brought along his friend, St. Vrain, a Canadian trapper who understood Spanish better than he. The woman was known to St. Vrain, moreover, who confirmed her statement that she was born Magdalena Valdez, at Los Ranchos de Taos, and that she was twenty-four years old. Her husband, Buck Scales, had drifted into Taos with a party of hunters from somewhere in Wyoming. All white men knew him for a dog and a degenerate—but to Mexican girls, marriage with an American meant coming up in the world. She had married him six years ago, and had been living with him ever since in that wretched house on the Mora trail. During that time he had robbed and murdered four travellers who had stopped there for the night. They were all strangers, not known in the country. She had forgot their names, but one was a German boy who spoke very little Spanish and little English; a nice boy with blue eyes, and she had grieved for him more than for the others. They were all buried in the sandy soil behind the stable. She was always afraid their bodies might wash out in a storm. Their horses Buck had ridden off by night and sold to Indians somewhere in the north. Magdalena had borne three children since her marriage, and her husband had killed each of them a few days after birth, by ways so horrible that she could not relate it. After he killed the first baby, she ran away from him, back to her parents at Ranchos. He came after her and made her go home with him by threatening harm to the old people. She was afraid to go anywhere for help, but twice before she had managed to warn travellers away, when her husband happened to be out of the house. This time she had found courage because, when she looked into the faces of these two Padres, she knew they were good men, and she thought if she ran after them they could save her. She could not bear any more killing. She asked nothing better than to die herself, if only she could hide near a church and a priest for a while, to make her soul right with God.
An hour later, the woman, named Magdalena, calmed by food and kindness, was ready to share her story. The notary had brought his friend, St. Vrain, a Canadian trapper who understood Spanish better than he did. St. Vrain knew her, and he confirmed her statement that she was born Magdalena Valdez in Los Ranchos de Taos, and that she was twenty-four years old. Her husband, Buck Scales, had arrived in Taos with a group of hunters from somewhere in Wyoming. All the white men knew him as a scoundrel and degenerate — but for Mexican girls, marrying an American meant moving up in the world. She had married him six years ago and had been living with him in that miserable house on the Mora trail ever since. During that time, he had robbed and murdered four travelers who stopped there for the night. They were all strangers, unknown in the area. She had forgotten their names, but one was a German boy who spoke very little Spanish and even less English; a nice boy with blue eyes, and she had mourned for him more than for the others. They were all buried in the sandy soil behind the stable. She was always afraid their bodies might wash out in a storm. Buck had taken their horses and ridden off at night to sell them to Indians somewhere in the north. Magdalena had given birth to three children since her marriage, and her husband had killed each of them a few days after they were born, in ways so horrific that she couldn’t bring herself to talk about it. After he killed the first baby, she ran back to her parents at Ranchos. He came after her and forced her to return with threats against her parents. She was scared to seek help, but twice before, she had managed to warn travelers away when her husband happened to be out of the house. This time, she found the courage because when she looked into the faces of these two Padres, she knew they were good men, and she thought that if she ran after them, they could save her. She couldn’t bear any more killing. All she wanted was to die herself if only she could hide near a church and a priest for a while to make her soul right with God.
St. Vrain and his friend got together a search-party at once. They rode out to Scales's place and found the remains of four men buried under the corral behind the stable, as the woman had said. Scales himself they captured on the road from Taos, where he had gone to look for his wife. They brought him back to Mora, but St. Vrain rode on to Taos to fetch a magistrate.
St. Vrain and his friend quickly organized a search party. They rode out to Scales's place and discovered the remains of four men buried under the corral behind the stable, just as the woman had described. They captured Scales himself on the road from Taos, where he had gone to look for his wife. They brought him back to Mora, but St. Vrain continued on to Taos to get a magistrate.
There was no calabozo in Mora, so Scales was put into an empty stable, under guard. This stable was soon surrounded by a crowd of people, who loitered to hear the blood-curdling threats the prisoner shouted against his wife. Magdalena was kept in the Padre's house, where she lay on a mat in the corner, begging Father Latour to take her back to Santa Fé, so that her husband could not get at her. Though Scales was bound, the Bishop felt alarmed for her safety. He and the American notary, who had a pistol of the new revolver model, sat in the sala and kept watch over her all night.
There was no calabozo in Mora, so Scales was placed in an empty stable under guard. This stable quickly became surrounded by a crowd, who hung around to hear the chilling threats the prisoner yelled at his wife. Magdalena was kept in the Padre's house, where she lay on a mat in the corner, pleading with Father Latour to take her back to Santa Fé so her husband couldn't reach her. Even though Scales was restrained, the Bishop worried for her safety. He and the American notary, who had a new-model revolver, sat in the sala and kept watch over her all night.
In the morning the magistrate and his party arrived from Taos. The notary told him the facts of the case in the plaza, where everyone could hear. The Bishop inquired whether there was any place for Magdalena in Taos, as she could not stay on here in such a state of terror.
In the morning, the magistrate and his group arrived from Taos. The notary informed him about the details of the case in the plaza, where everyone could hear. The Bishop asked if there was any place for Magdalena in Taos since she couldn’t remain here in such a state of fear.
A man dressed in buckskin hunting-clothes stepped out of the crowd and asked to see Magdalena. Father Latour conducted him into the room where she lay on her mat. The stranger went up to her, removing his hat. He bent down and put his hand on her shoulder. Though he was clearly an American, he spoke Spanish in the native manner.
A man in buckskin hunting clothes stepped out of the crowd and asked to see Magdalena. Father Latour led him into the room where she was lying on her mat. The stranger approached her, taking off his hat. He leaned down and placed his hand on her shoulder. While it was obvious he was American, he spoke Spanish with a local accent.
"Magdalena, don't you remember me?"
"Magdalena, do you remember me?"
She looked up at him as out of a dark well; something became alive in her deep, haunted eyes. She caught with both hands at his fringed buckskin knees.
She looked up at him as if she were emerging from a dark well; something sparked to life in her deep, haunted eyes. She grasped his fringed buckskin knees with both hands.
"Christobal!" she wailed. "Oh, Christobal!"
"Christobal!" she cried. "Oh, Christobal!"
"I'll take you home with me, Magdalena, and you can stay with my wife. You wouldn't be afraid in my house, would you?"
"I'll take you home with me, Magdalena, and you can stay with my wife. You wouldn't be scared in my house, would you?"
"No, no, Christobal, I would not be afraid with you. I am not a wicked woman."
"No, no, Christobal, I wouldn’t be afraid with you. I’m not a bad woman."
He smoothed her hair. "You're a good girl, Magdalena—always were. It will be all right. Just leave things to me."
He stroked her hair. "You're a good girl, Magdalena—always have been. It'll be fine. Just leave everything to me."
Then he turned to the Bishop. "Señor Vicario, she can come to me. I live near Taos. My wife is a native woman, and she'll be good to her. That varmint won't come about my place, even if he breaks jail. He knows me. My name is Carson."
Then he turned to the Bishop. "Mr. Vicar, she can come to me. I live near Taos. My wife is a native woman, and she'll take good care of her. That troublemaker won't come near my place, even if he escapes from jail. He knows who I am. My name is Carson."
Father Latour had looked forward to meeting the scout. He had supposed him to be a very large man, of powerful body and commanding presence. This Carson was not so tall as the Bishop himself, was very slight in frame, modest in manner, and he spoke English with a soft Southern drawl. His face was both thoughtful and alert; anxiety had drawn a permanent ridge between his blue eyes. Under his blond moustache his mouth had a singular refinement. The lips were full and delicately modelled. There was something curiously unconscious about his mouth, reflective, a little melancholy,—and something that suggested a capacity for tenderness. The Bishop felt a quick glow of pleasure in looking at the man. As he stood there in his buckskin clothes one felt in him standards, loyalties, a code which is not easily put into words but which is instantly felt when two men who live by it come together by chance. He took the scout's hand. "I have long wanted to meet Kit Carson," he said, "even before I came to New Mexico. I have been hoping you would pay me a visit at Santa Fé."
Father Latour had been looking forward to meeting the scout. He had imagined him to be a very large man, with a powerful body and a commanding presence. This Carson was not as tall as the Bishop himself, was quite slight in build, modest in manner, and spoke English with a soft Southern drawl. His face was both thoughtful and alert; anxiety had carved a permanent line between his blue eyes. Under his blond mustache, his mouth had a unique refinement. The lips were full and delicately shaped. There was something oddly unconscious about his mouth, reflective and a bit melancholic—and something that hinted at a capacity for tenderness. The Bishop felt a quick warmth of pleasure looking at the man. As he stood there in his buckskin clothes, one sensed within him standards, loyalties, a code that isn’t easily articulated but is instantly recognized when two men who live by it cross paths. He took the scout's hand. "I have long wanted to meet Kit Carson," he said, "even before I came to New Mexico. I have been hoping you would visit me in Santa Fé."
The other smiled. "I'm right shy, sir, and I'm always afraid of being disappointed. But I guess it will be all right from now on."
The other smiled. "I'm really shy, sir, and I'm always worried about getting let down. But I guess everything will be okay from now on."
This was the beginning of a long friendship.
This was the start of a lasting friendship.
On their ride back to Carson's ranch, Magdalena was put in Father Vaillant's care, and the Bishop and the scout rode together. Carson said he had become a Catholic merely as a matter of form, as Americans usually did when they married a Mexican girl. His wife was a good woman and very devout; but religion had seemed to him pretty much a woman's affair until his last trip to California. He had been sick out there, and the Fathers at one of the missions took care of him. "I began to see things different, and thought I might some day be a Catholic in earnest. I was brought up to think priests were rascals, and that the nuns were bad women,—all the stuff they talk back in Missouri. A good many of the native priests here bear out that story. Our Padre Martinez at Taos is an old scapegrace, if ever there was one; he's got children and grandchildren in almost every settlement around here. And Padre Lucero at Arroyo Hondo is a miser, takes everything a poor man's got to give him a Christian burial."
On their ride back to Carson's ranch, Magdalena was placed in Father Vaillant's care while the Bishop and the scout rode together. Carson mentioned that he had become a Catholic mainly out of tradition, like most Americans do when they marry a Mexican girl. His wife was a good person and very devout, but he used to think of religion as mostly a woman’s concern until his last trip to California. He got sick there, and the Fathers at one of the missions took care of him. "I started to see things differently and thought I might actually be a Catholic one day. I was raised to believe that priests were crooks and that nuns were terrible women—all the stuff they say back in Missouri. A lot of the local priests here seem to confirm that belief. Our Padre Martinez in Taos is quite the scoundrel, if ever there was one; he’s got kids and grandkids in almost every settlement nearby. And Padre Lucero at Arroyo Hondo is a miser, taking everything a poor man has just to give him a Christian burial."
The Bishop discussed the needs of his people at length with Carson. He felt great confidence in his judgment. The two men were about the same age, both a little over forty, and both had been sobered and sharpened by wide experience. Carson had been guide in world-renowned explorations, but he was still almost as poor as in the days when he was a beaver trapper. He lived in a little adobe house with his Mexican wife. The great country of desert and mountain ranges between Santa Fé and the Pacific coast was not yet mapped or charted; the most reliable map of it was in Kit Carson's brain. This Missourian, whose eye was so quick to read a landscape or a human face, could not read a printed page. He could at that time barely write his own name. Yet one felt in him a quick and discriminating intelligence. That he was illiterate was an accident; he had got ahead of books, gone where the printing-press could not follow him. Out of the hardships of his boyhood—from fourteen to twenty picking up a bare living as cook or mule-driver for wagon trains, often in the service of brutal and desperate characters—he had preserved a clean sense of honour and a compassionate heart. In talking to the Bishop of poor Magdalena he said sadly: "I used to see her in Taos when she was such a pretty girl. Ain't it a pity?"
The Bishop talked at length with Carson about the needs of his people. He had great confidence in Carson's judgment. The two men were around the same age, both a little over forty, and both had been shaped by extensive experiences. Carson had been a guide in famous explorations, but he was still nearly as broke as when he was a beaver trapper. He lived in a small adobe house with his Mexican wife. The vast territory of desert and mountain ranges between Santa Fé and the Pacific coast was still uncharted; the most reliable map of it existed in Kit Carson's mind. This Missourian, whose eye could quickly read a landscape or a human face, couldn’t read a printed page. At that time, he could barely write his own name. Yet, there was a certain sharp and discerning intelligence in him. His illiteracy was just a circumstance; he had outpaced books, going where the printing press couldn't keep up. From the struggles of his youth—spending ages fourteen to twenty barely scraping by as a cook or mule-driver for wagon trains, often working for harsh and desperate people—he had maintained a strong sense of honor and a compassionate heart. While speaking to the Bishop about the poor Magdalena, he said sadly, "I used to see her in Taos when she was such a pretty girl. Isn’t it a shame?"
The degenerate murderer, Buck Scales, was hanged after a short trial. Early in April the Bishop left Santa Fé on horseback and rode to St. Louis, on his way to attend the Provincial Council at Baltimore. When he returned in September, he brought back with him five courageous nuns, Sisters of Loretto, to found a school for girls in letterless Santa Fé. He sent at once for Magdalena and took her into the service of the Sisters. She became housekeeper and manager of the Sisters' kitchen. She was devoted to the nuns, and so happy in the service of the Church that when the Bishop visited the school he used to enter by the kitchen-garden in order to see her serene and handsome face. For she became beautiful, as Carson said she had been as a girl. After the blight of her horrible youth was over, she seemed to bloom again in the household of God.
The degenerate murderer, Buck Scales, was executed after a brief trial. Early in April, the Bishop left Santa Fé on horseback and rode to St. Louis, heading to the Provincial Council in Baltimore. When he returned in September, he brought back five courageous nuns, Sisters of Loretto, to establish a school for girls in the letterless Santa Fé. He immediately sent for Magdalena and took her into the service of the Sisters. She became the housekeeper and manager of the Sisters' kitchen. She was dedicated to the nuns and so happy in her service to the Church that when the Bishop visited the school, he would enter through the kitchen garden just to see her calm and beautiful face. For she became lovely, just as Carson had said she was as a girl. After the dark period of her terrible youth passed, she seemed to thrive again in the household of God.
BOOK THREE
THE MASS AT ÁCOMA
1
THE WOODEN PARROT
THE WOODEN PARROT
DURING the first year after his arrival in Santa Fé, the Bishop was actually in his diocese only about four months. Six months of that first year were consumed in attending the Plenary Council at Baltimore, to which he had been summoned. He went on horseback over the Santa Fé trail to St. Louis, nearly a thousand miles, then by steamboat to Pittsburgh, across the mountains to Cumberland, and on to Washington by the new railroad. The return journey was even slower, as he had with him the five nuns who came to found the school of Our Lady of Light. He reached Santa Fé late in September.
DURING the first year after he arrived in Santa Fé, the Bishop was actually in his diocese for only about four months. Six months of that first year were spent attending the Plenary Council in Baltimore, to which he had been called. He traveled on horseback along the Santa Fé trail to St. Louis, nearly a thousand miles, then took a steamboat to Pittsburgh, crossed the mountains to Cumberland, and went on to Washington by the new railroad. The return trip took even longer since he had with him the five nuns who came to establish the school of Our Lady of Light. He got back to Santa Fé late in September.
So far, Bishop Latour had been mainly employed on business that took him far away from his Vicarate. His great diocese was still an unimaginable mystery to him. He was eager to be abroad in it, to know his people; to escape for a little from the cares of building and founding, and to go westward among the old isolated Indian missions; Santo Domingo, breeder of horses; Isleta, whitened with gypsum; Laguna, of wide pastures; and finally, cloud-set Ácoma.
So far, Bishop Latour had mostly been busy with tasks that took him far from his Vicarate. His vast diocese was still an unfathomable mystery to him. He was eager to be out in it, to meet his people; to take a brief break from the worries of building and establishing, and to travel west to the old, remote Indian missions; Santo Domingo, known for its horses; Isleta, covered in gypsum; Laguna, with its expansive pastures; and finally, cloud-capped Ácoma.
In the golden October weather the Bishop, with his blankets and coffee-pot, attended by Jacinto, a young Indian from the Pecos pueblo, whom he employed as guide, set off to visit the Indian missions in the west. He spent a night and a day at Albuquerque, with the genial and popular Padre Gallegos. After Santa Fé, Albuquerque was the most important parish in the diocese; the priest belonged to an influential Mexican family, and he and the rancheros had run their church to suit themselves, making a very gay affair of it. Though Padre Gallegos was ten years older than the Bishop, he would still dance the fandango five nights running, as if he could never have enough of it. He had many friends in the American colony, with whom he played poker and went hunting, when he was not dancing with the Mexicans. His cellar was well stocked with wines from El Paso del Norte, whisky from Taos, and grape brandy from Bernalillo. He was genuinely hospitable, and the gambler down on his luck, the soldier sobering up, were always welcome at his table. The Padre was adored by a rich Mexican widow, who was hostess at his supper parties, engaged his servants for him, made lace for the altar and napery for his table. Every Sunday her carriage, the only closed one in Albuquerque, waited in the plaza after Mass, and when the priest had put off his vestments, he came out and was driven away to the lady's hacienda for dinner.
In the beautiful October weather, the Bishop, with his blankets and coffee pot, accompanied by Jacinto, a young Indian from the Pecos pueblo whom he hired as a guide, set off to visit the Indian missions in the west. He spent a night and a day in Albuquerque, with the friendly and popular Padre Gallegos. After Santa Fé, Albuquerque was the most significant parish in the diocese; the priest came from a prominent Mexican family, and he and the ranchers ran their church according to their own preferences, making it quite a lively place. Although Padre Gallegos was ten years older than the Bishop, he would still dance the fandango five nights in a row, as if he could never get enough of it. He had many friends in the American community, with whom he played poker and went hunting when he wasn't dancing with the Mexicans. His cellar was well-stocked with wines from El Paso del Norte, whiskey from Taos, and grape brandy from Bernalillo. He was genuinely welcoming, and the down-on-their-luck gambler or the soldier sobering up were always invited to his table. The Padre was adored by a wealthy Mexican widow, who hosted his dinner parties, hired his staff for him, and made lace for the altar and linens for his table. Every Sunday, her carriage, the only closed one in Albuquerque, waited in the plaza after Mass, and when the priest had removed his vestments, he would come out and be driven to the lady's hacienda for dinner.
The Bishop and Father Vaillant had thoroughly examined the case of Father Gallegos, and meant to end this scandalous state of things well before Christmas. But on this visit Father Latour exhibited neither astonishment nor displeasure at anything, and Padre Gallegos was cordial and most ceremoniously polite. When the Bishop permitted himself to express some surprise that there was not a confirmation class awaiting him, the Padre explained smoothly that it was his custom to confirm infants at their baptism.
The Bishop and Father Vaillant had carefully looked into Father Gallegos’s situation and intended to resolve this scandalous issue well before Christmas. However, during this visit, Father Latour showed neither surprise nor anger about anything, and Padre Gallegos was friendly and extremely polite. When the Bishop expressed some surprise that there wasn’t a confirmation class waiting for him, the Padre smoothly explained that it was his practice to confirm infants during their baptism.
"It is all the same in a Christian community like ours. We know they will receive religious instruction as they grow up, so we make good Catholics of them in the beginning. Why not?"
"It’s all the same in a Christian community like ours. We know they will get religious education as they grow up, so we raise them to be good Catholics from the start. Why not?"
The Padre was uneasy lest the Bishop should require his attendance on this trip out among the missions. He had no liking for scanty food and a bed on the rocks. So, though he had been dancing only a few nights before, he received his Superior with one foot bandaged up in an Indian moccasin, and complained of a severe attack of gout. Asked when he had last celebrated Mass at Ácoma, he made no direct reply. It used to be his custom, he said, to go there in Passion Week, but the Ácoma Indians were unreclaimed heathen at heart, and had no wish to be bothered with the Mass. The last time he went out there, he was unable to get into the church at all. The Indians pretended they had not the key; that the Governor had it, and that he had gone on "Indian business" up into the Cebolleta mountains.
The Padre was worried that the Bishop would want him to join this trip to the missions. He really didn't like limited food and sleeping on rocks. So, even though he had been dancing just a few nights ago, he met his Superior with one foot wrapped in an Indian moccasin and complained about a bad gout flare-up. When asked when he last celebrated Mass at Ácoma, he didn’t give a straight answer. He mentioned that he used to go there during Passion Week, but the Ácoma Indians were still fundamentally unconverted and didn’t want anything to do with the Mass. The last time he was there, he couldn’t even get into the church. The Indians claimed they didn’t have the key; that the Governor had it and was away on "Indian business" in the Cebolleta mountains.
The Bishop did not wish Padre Gallegos's company upon his journey, was very glad not to have the embarrassment of refusing it, and he rode away from Albuquerque after polite farewells. Yet, he reflected, there was something very engaging about Gallegos as a man. As a priest, he was impossible; he was too self-satisfied and popular ever to change his ways, and he certainly could not change his face. He did not look quite like a professional gambler, but something smooth and twinkling in his countenance suggested an underhanded mode of life. There was but one course: to suspend the man from the exercise of all priestly functions, and bid the smaller native priests take warning.
The Bishop didn’t want Padre Gallegos accompanying him on his journey and was relieved he didn’t have to refuse the offer. He rode away from Albuquerque after exchanging polite goodbyes. Still, he thought about how engaging Gallegos was as a person. As a priest, he was impossible; he was too self-satisfied and popular to ever change his ways, and there was no way he could alter his appearance. He didn’t look exactly like a professional gambler, but there was something slick and sparkly about his face that hinted at a shady lifestyle. There was only one action to take: suspend the man from all priestly duties and warn the lesser native priests to be cautious.
Father Vaillant had told the Bishop that he must by all means stop a night at Isleta, as he would like the priest there—Padre Jesus de Baca, an old white-haired man, almost blind, who had been at Isleta many years and had won the confidence and affection of his Indians.
Father Vaillant had told the Bishop that he must definitely stay a night at Isleta, as he wanted to see the priest there—Padre Jesus de Baca, an old white-haired man, nearly blind, who had been at Isleta for many years and had earned the trust and love of his people.
When he approached this pueblo of Isleta, gleaming white across a low plain of grey sand, Father Latour's spirits rose. It was beautiful, that warm, rich whiteness of the church and the clustered town, shaded by a few bright acacia trees, with their intense blue-green like the colour of old paper window-blinds. That tree always awakened pleasant memories, recalling a garden in the south of France where he used to visit young cousins. As he rode up to the church, the old priest came out to meet him, and after his salutation stood looking at Father Latour, shading his failing eyes with his hand.
When he approached the pueblo of Isleta, shining white against a low plain of gray sand, Father Latour felt a surge of joy. The warm, rich whiteness of the church and the nearby town, shaded by a few bright acacia trees with their deep blue-green hues like old paper window shades, was stunning. That tree always brought back happy memories, reminding him of a garden in the south of France where he would visit his young cousins. As he rode up to the church, the old priest came out to greet him, and after his hello, he stood looking at Father Latour, shielding his dimming eyes with his hand.
"And can this be my Bishop? So young a man?" he exclaimed.
"And can this be my Bishop? Such a young guy?" he exclaimed.
They went into the priest's house by way of a garden, walled in behind the church. This enclosure was full of domesticated cactus plants, of many varieties and great size (it seemed the Padre loved them), and among these hung wicker cages made of willow twigs, full of parrots. There were even parrots hopping about the sanded paths,—with one wing clipped to keep them at home. Father Jesus explained that parrot feathers were much prized by his Indians as ornaments for their ceremonial robes, and he had long ago found he could please his parishioners by raising the birds.
They entered the priest's house through a garden, surrounded by walls behind the church. This space was filled with various large domesticated cactus plants (it looked like the Padre really liked them), and among these were wicker cages made of willow twigs, full of parrots. There were even parrots hopping around on the sandy paths, with one wing clipped to keep them from flying away. Father Jesus explained that his parishioners valued parrot feathers as decorations for their ceremonial robes, and he had discovered long ago that raising the birds made them happy.
The priest's house was white within and without, like all the Isleta houses, and was almost as bare as an Indian dwelling. The old man was poor, and too soft-hearted to press the pueblo people for pesos. An Indian girl cooked his beans and cornmeal mush for him, he required little else. The girl was not very skilful, he said, but she was clean about her cooking. When the Bishop remarked that everything in this pueblo, even the streets, seemed clean, the Padre told him that near Isleta there was a hill of some white mineral, which the Indians ground up and used as whitewash. They had done this from time immemorial, and the village had always been noted for its whiteness. A little talk with Father Jesus revealed that he was simple almost to childishness, and very superstitious. But there was a quality of golden goodness about him. His right eye was overgrown by a cataract, and he kept his head tilted as if he were trying to see around it. All his movements were to the left, as if he were reaching or walking about some obstacle in his path.
The priest's house was white inside and out, like all the Isleta houses, and it was nearly as bare as an Indian home. The old man was poor and too kind-hearted to ask the pueblo people for money. An Indian girl cooked his beans and cornmeal mush for him; he didn’t need much more. He said the girl wasn’t very skilled, but she was clean in her cooking. When the Bishop noted that everything in this pueblo, even the streets, seemed clean, the Padre explained that there was a hill nearby with a white mineral that the Indians ground up and used as whitewash. They had been doing this for ages, and the village had always been known for its bright whiteness. A little chat with Father Jesus showed that he was almost childlike in his simplicity and very superstitious. But there was a quality of golden goodness about him. His right eye was covered by a cataract, and he kept his head tilted as if he were trying to see around it. All his movements leaned to the left, as if he were navigating around some obstacle in his way.
After coming to the house by way of a garden full of parrots, Father Latour was amused to find that the sole ornament in the Padre's poor, bare little sala was a wooden parrot, perched in a hoop and hung from one of the roof-logs. While Father Jesus was instructing his Indian girl in the kitchen, the Bishop took this carving down from its perch to examine it. It was cut from a single stick of wood, exactly the size of a living bird, body and tail rigid and straight, the head a little turned. The wings and tail and neck feathers were just indicated by the tool, and thinly painted. He was surprised to feel how light it was; the surface had the whiteness and velvety smoothness of very old wood. Though scarcely carved at all, merely smoothed into shape, it was strangely lifelike; a wooden pattern of parrots, as it were.
After arriving at the house through a garden filled with parrots, Father Latour was amused to see that the only decoration in the Padre's simple, bare little sala was a wooden parrot, perched in a hoop and hanging from one of the roof beams. While Father Jesus was teaching his Indian girl in the kitchen, the Bishop took down this carving to take a closer look. It was carved from a single piece of wood, perfectly shaped like a living bird, with the body and tail straight and stiff, and the head slightly turned. The wings, tail, and neck feathers were lightly suggested by the tool and painted thinly. He was surprised by how light it was; the surface had that bright whiteness and velvety smoothness of very old wood. Even though it was hardly carved at all, just smoothed into shape, it was oddly lifelike; a wooden representation of parrots, in a way.
The Padre smiled when he found the Bishop with the bird in his hand.
The Padre smiled when he saw the Bishop holding the bird.
"I see you have found my treasure! That, your Grace, is probably the oldest thing in the pueblo—older than the pueblo itself."
"I see you’ve discovered my treasure! That, your Grace, is likely the oldest thing in the town—older than the town itself."
The parrot, Father Jesus said, had always been the bird of wonder and desire to the pueblo Indians. In ancient times its feathers were more valued than wampum and turquoises. Even before the Spaniards came, the pueblos of northern New Mexico used to send explorers along the dangerous and difficult trade routes down into tropical Mexico to bring back upon their bodies a cargo of parrot feathers. To purchase these the trader carried pouches full of turquoises from the Cerrillos hills near Santa Fé. When, very rarely, a trader succeeded in bringing back a live bird to his people, it was paid divine honours, and its death threw the whole village into the deepest gloom. Even the bones were piously preserved. There was in Isleta a parrot skull of great antiquity. His wooden bird he had bought from an old man who was much indebted to him, and who was about to die without descendants. Father Jesus had had his eye upon the bird for years. The Indian told him that his ancestors, generations ago, had brought it with them from the mother pueblo. The priest fondly believed that it was a portrait, done from life, of one of those rare birds that in ancient times were carried up alive, all the long trail from the tropics.
The parrot, Father Jesus said, had always been a symbol of wonder and desire for the Pueblo Indians. In ancient times, its feathers were more valuable than wampum and turquoise. Even before the Spanish arrived, the Pueblos of northern New Mexico would send explorers along the risky trade routes to tropical Mexico to bring back a cargo of parrot feathers. To buy these, traders carried pouches full of turquoise from the Cerrillos hills near Santa Fé. When, very rarely, a trader succeeded in bringing back a live bird to his people, it was treated like a divine being, and its death plunged the entire village into deep sorrow. Even the bones were carefully preserved. In Isleta, there was a parrot skull of great age. He had bought his wooden bird from an old man who owed him a lot and was about to die without any heirs. Father Jesus had been keeping an eye on the bird for years. The Indian told him that his ancestors, generations ago, had brought it with them from the mother pueblo. The priest fondly believed it was a lifelike portrait of one of those rare birds that were carried alive all the way from the tropics.
Father Jesus gave a good report of the Indians at Laguna and Ácoma. He used to go to those pueblos to hold services when he was younger, and had always found them friendly.
Father Jesus gave a good report about the Native Americans at Laguna and Ácoma. He used to visit those pueblos to hold services when he was younger and had always found them welcoming.
"At Ácoma," he said, "you can see something very holy. They have there a portrait of St. Joseph, sent to them by one of the Kings of Spain, long ago, and it has worked many miracles. If the season is dry, the Ácoma people take the picture down to their farms at Acomita, and it never fails to produce rain. They have rain when none falls in all the country, and they have crops when the Laguna Indians have none."
"At Ácoma," he said, "you can see something really special. They have a portrait of St. Joseph that was sent to them by one of the Kings of Spain a long time ago, and it has performed many miracles. If it’s a dry season, the Ácoma people take the picture down to their farms at Acomita, and it always brings rain. They have rain when it doesn’t fall anywhere else in the area, and they have crops when the Laguna Indians don’t have any."
2
JACINTO
2
JACINTO
TAKING leave of Isleta and its priest early in the morning, Father Latour and his guide rode all day through the dry desert plain west of Albuquerque. It was like a country of dry ashes; no juniper, no rabbit brush, nothing but thickets of withered, dead-looking cactus, and patches of wild pumpkin—the only vegetation that had any vitality. It is a vine, remarkable for its tendency, not to spread and ramble, but to mass and mount. Its long, sharp, arrow-shaped leaves, frosted over with prickly silver, are thrust upward and crowded together; the whole rigid, up-thrust matted clump looks less like a plant than like a great colony of grey-green lizards, moving and suddenly arrested by fear.
Taking leave of Isleta and its priest early in the morning, Father Latour and his guide rode all day through the dry desert plain west of Albuquerque. It felt like a land of dry ashes; no juniper, no rabbit brush, just thickets of withered, dead-looking cactus, and patches of wild pumpkin—the only plants that looked alive. It’s a vine, notable not for spreading out, but for clustering and climbing. Its long, sharp, arrow-shaped leaves, covered in prickly silver, shoot upward and crowd together; the whole stiff, upright clump looks less like a plant and more like a large group of grey-green lizards, frozen in movement by sudden fear.
As the morning wore on they had to make their way through a sand-storm which quite obscured the sun. Jacinto knew the country well, having crossed it often to go to the religious dances at Laguna, but he rode with his head low and a purple handkerchief tied over his mouth. Coming from a pueblo among woods and water, he had a poor opinion of this plain. At noon he alighted and collected enough greasewood to boil the Bishop's coffee. They knelt on either side of the fire, the sand curling about them so that the bread became gritty as they ate it.
As the morning went on, they had to navigate through a sandstorm that completely blocked the sun. Jacinto knew the area well, having crossed it many times to attend the religious dances at Laguna, but he rode with his head down and a purple handkerchief tied over his mouth. Coming from a town surrounded by woods and water, he thought poorly of this flat land. At noon, he got off his horse and gathered enough greasewood to brew the Bishop's coffee. They knelt on either side of the fire, with sand swirling around them, making the bread gritty as they ate.
The sun set red in an atmosphere murky with sand. The travellers made a dry camp and rolled themselves in their blankets. All night a cold wind blew over them. Father Latour was so stiff that he arose long before day-break. The dawn came at last, fair and clear, and they made an early start.
The sun set red in a sandy haze. The travelers set up a dry camp and wrapped themselves in their blankets. A cold wind blew over them all night. Father Latour was so stiff that he got up long before dawn. Finally, the morning arrived, bright and clear, and they got an early start.
About the middle of that afternoon Jacinto pointed out Laguna in the distance, lying, apparently, in the midst of bright yellow waves of high sand dunes—yellow as ochre. As they approached, Father Latour found these were petrified sand dunes; long waves of soft, gritty yellow rock, shining and bare except for a few lines of dark juniper that grew out of the weather cracks,—little trees, and very, very old. At the foot of this sweep of rock waves was the blue lake, a stone basin full of water, from which the pueblo took its name.
About the middle of that afternoon, Jacinto pointed out Laguna in the distance, seemingly lying in the midst of bright yellow waves of tall sand dunes—yellow like ochre. As they got closer, Father Latour noticed that these were petrified sand dunes; long waves of soft, gritty yellow rock, shining and bare except for a few lines of dark juniper trees that grew from the weathered cracks—little trees, and very, very old. At the base of this rocky wave was the blue lake, a stone basin filled with water, from which the pueblo got its name.
The kindly Padre at Isleta had sent his cook's brother off on foot to warn the Laguna people that the new High Priest was coming, and that he was a good man and did not want money. They were prepared, accordingly; the church was clean and the doors were open; a small white church, painted above and about the altar with gods of wind and rain and thunder, sun and moon, linked together in a geometrical design of crimson and blue and dark green, so that the end of the church seemed to be hung with tapestry. It recalled to Father Latour the interior of a Persian chieftain's tent he had seen in a textile exhibit at Lyons. Whether this decoration had been done by Spanish missionaries or by Indian converts, he was unable to find out.
The friendly Padre at Isleta had sent his cook's brother walking to warn the Laguna people that the new High Priest was coming and that he was a good man who didn’t want any money. They were ready for him; the church was clean and the doors were open. It was a small white church, painted around the altar with gods of wind, rain, thunder, sun, and moon, all connected in a geometric design of crimson, blue, and dark green, making the end of the church look like it was draped in tapestry. It reminded Father Latour of a Persian chieftain's tent he had seen in a textile exhibit in Lyons. He couldn’t figure out whether this decoration was created by Spanish missionaries or by Indian converts.
The Governor told him that his people would come to Mass in the morning, and that there were a number of children to be baptized. He offered the Bishop the sacristy for the night, but there was a damp, earthy smell about that chamber, and Father Latour had already made up his mind that he would like to sleep on the rock dunes, under the junipers.
The Governor told him that his people would come to Mass in the morning and that there were several children to be baptized. He offered the Bishop the sacristy for the night, but there was a musty, earthy smell in that room, and Father Latour had already decided that he would prefer to sleep on the rock dunes, beneath the junipers.
Jacinto got firewood and good water from the Lagunas, and they made their camp in a pleasant spot on the rocks north of the village. As the sun dropped low, the light brought the white church and the yellow adobe houses up into relief from the flat ledges. Behind their camp, not far away, lay a group of great mesas. The Bishop asked Jacinto if he knew the name of the one nearest them.
Jacinto gathered firewood and fresh water from the Lagunas, and they set up their camp in a nice spot on the rocks north of the village. As the sun sank lower, the light highlighted the white church and the yellow adobe houses from the flat ledges. Behind their camp, not far off, was a group of large mesas. The Bishop asked Jacinto if he knew the name of the closest one.
"No, I not know any name," he shook his head. "I know Indian name," he added, as if, for once, he were thinking aloud.
"No, I don’t know any name," he shook his head. "I know an Indian name," he added, as if, for once, he were thinking out loud.
"And what is the Indian name?"
"And what's the Indian name?"
"The Laguna Indians call Snow-Bird mountain." He spoke somewhat unwillingly.
"The Laguna Indians call it Snow-Bird Mountain." He said this a bit reluctantly.
"That is very nice," said the Bishop musingly. "Yes, that is a pretty name."
"That’s really nice," said the Bishop thoughtfully. "Yeah, that’s a lovely name."
"Oh, Indians have nice names too!" Jacinto replied quickly, with a curl of the lip. Then, as if he felt he had taken out on the Bishop a reproach not deserved, he said in a moment: "The Laguna people think it very funny for a big priest to be a young man. The Governor say, how can I call him Padre when he is younger than my sons?"
"Oh, Indians have great names too!" Jacinto replied quickly, sneering a bit. Then, feeling like he had unfairly taken out his annoyance on the Bishop, he added, "The Laguna people find it really funny for a big priest to be a young guy. The Governor says, how can I call him Padre when he's younger than my sons?"
There was a note of pride in Jacinto's voice very flattering to the Bishop. He had noticed how kind the Indian voice could be when it was kind at all; a slight inflection made one feel that one had received a great compliment.
There was a hint of pride in Jacinto's voice that was very flattering to the Bishop. He had observed how warm the Indian voice could be when it was warm at all; a slight inflection made one feel like they had received a big compliment.
"I am not very young in heart, Jacinto. How old are you, my boy?"
"I’m not very young at heart, Jacinto. How old are you, kid?"
"Twenty-six."
"26."
"Have you a son?"
"Do you have a son?"
"One. Baby. Not very long born."
"One. Baby. Not long ago born."
Jacinto usually dropped the article in speaking Spanish, just as he did in speaking English, though the Bishop had noticed that when he did give a noun its article, he used the right one. The customary omission, therefore, seemed to be a matter of taste, not ignorance. In the Indian conception of language, such attachments were superfluous and unpleasing, perhaps.
Jacinto usually left out the article when speaking Spanish, just like he did in English, although the Bishop had noticed that when he did use a noun's article, he got it right. So, the usual omission seemed to be a preference, not a lack of knowledge. In the Indian view of language, those additions might have felt unnecessary and unappealing.
They relapsed into the silence which was their usual form of intercourse. The Bishop sat drinking his coffee slowly out of the tin cup, keeping the pot near the embers. The sun had set now, the yellow rocks were turning grey, down in the pueblo the light of the cook fires made red patches of the glassless windows, and the smell of piñon smoke came softly through the still air. The whole western sky was the colour of golden ashes, with here and there a flush of red on the lip of a little cloud. High above the horizon the evening-star flickered like a lamp just lit, and close beside it was another star of constant light, much smaller.
They fell back into the silence that was their usual way of communicating. The Bishop sat drinking his coffee slowly from the tin cup, keeping the pot close to the embers. The sun had set, and the yellow rocks were turning grey. Down in the pueblo, the light from the cooking fires created red patches in the glassless windows, and the scent of piñon smoke drifted gently through the still air. The entire western sky looked like golden ashes, with a few spots of red on the edge of a small cloud. High above the horizon, the evening star twinkled like a newly lit lamp, and right next to it was another star shining steadily, much smaller.
Jacinto threw away the end of his cornhusk cigarette and again spoke without being addressed.
Jacinto tossed aside the end of his cornhusk cigarette and spoke again without anyone asking him to.
"The ev-en-ing-star," he said in English, slowly and somewhat sententiously, then relapsed into Spanish. "You see the little star beside, Padre? Indians call him the guide."
"The evening star," he said in English, slowly and somewhat pretentiously, then switched back to Spanish. "Do you see the little star next to it, Padre? The Indians call it the guide."
The two companions sat, each thinking his own thoughts as night closed in about them; a blue night set with stars, the bulk of the solitary mesas cutting into the firmament. The Bishop seldom questioned Jacinto about his thoughts or beliefs. He didn't think it polite, and he believed it to be useless. There was no way in which he could transfer his own memories of European civilization into the Indian mind, and he was quite willing to believe that behind Jacinto there was a long tradition, a story of experience, which no language could translate to him. A chill came with the darkness. Father Latour put on his old fur-lined cloak, and Jacinto, loosening the blanket tied about his loins, drew it up over his head and shoulders.
The two companions sat in silence, each lost in their own thoughts as night fell around them; a deep blue night dotted with stars, the silhouette of the solitary mesas breaking against the sky. The Bishop rarely asked Jacinto about his thoughts or beliefs. He didn’t think it was polite and felt it wouldn't be helpful. There was no way for him to share his own memories of European civilization with Jacinto, and he was more than willing to accept that Jacinto carried with him a long tradition, a rich history of experiences that no words could convey to him. A chill came with the darkness. Father Latour put on his old fur-lined cloak, and Jacinto, loosening the blanket tied around his waist, pulled it up over his head and shoulders.
"Many stars," he said presently. "What you think about the stars, Padre?"
"Many stars," he said after a moment. "What do you think about the stars, Padre?"
"The wise men tell us they are worlds, like ours, Jacinto."
"The wise men say there are worlds, just like ours, Jacinto."
The end of the Indian's cigarette grew bright and then dull again before he spoke. "I think not," he said in the tone of one who has considered a proposition fairly and rejected it. "I think they are leaders—great spirits."
The end of the Indian's cigarette glowed brightly and then faded before he spoke. "I don't think so," he said, sounding like someone who has weighed a proposal carefully and turned it down. "I believe they are leaders—great spirits."
"Perhaps they are," said the Bishop with a sigh. "Whatever they are, they are great. Let us say Our Father, and go to sleep, my boy."
"Maybe they are," said the Bishop with a sigh. "Whatever they are, they're significant. Let's say Our Father, and then get some rest, my boy."
Kneeling on either side of the embers they repeated the prayer together and then rolled up in their blankets. The Bishop went to sleep thinking with satisfaction that he was beginning to have some sort of human companionship with his Indian boy. One called the young Indians "boys," perhaps because there was something youthful and elastic in their bodies. Certainly about their behaviour there was nothing boyish in the American sense, nor even in the European sense. Jacinto was never, by any chance, naïf; he was never taken by surprise. One felt that his training, whatever it had been, had prepared him to meet any situation which might confront him. He was as much at home in the Bishop's study as in his own pueblo—and he was never too much at home anywhere. Father Latour felt he had gone a good way toward gaining his guide's friendship, though he did not know how.
Kneeling on either side of the embers, they said the prayer together and then wrapped themselves in their blankets. The Bishop went to sleep feeling satisfied that he was starting to build some form of human connection with his Indian boy. People referred to the young Indians as "boys," perhaps because there was something youthful and flexible about their bodies. Yet, there was nothing childish about their behavior in the American or even European sense. Jacinto was never naïve; he was never caught off guard. It felt like his training, whatever it was, had prepared him to handle any situation that came his way. He felt as comfortable in the Bishop's study as he did in his own pueblo—and he was never too comfortable anywhere. Father Latour sensed that he had made significant progress in earning his guide's friendship, though he couldn't quite tell how.
The truth was, Jacinto liked the Bishop's way of meeting people; thought he had the right tone with Padre Gallegos, the right tone with Padre Jesus, and that he had good manners with the Indians. In his experience, white people, when they addressed Indians, always put on a false face. There were many kinds of false faces; Father Vaillant's, for example, was kindly but too vehement. The Bishop put on none at all. He stood straight and turned to the Governor of Laguna, and his face underwent no change. Jacinto thought this remarkable.
The truth was, Jacinto liked the way the Bishop interacted with people; he thought the Bishop had the right tone with Padre Gallegos, the right tone with Padre Jesus, and showed good manners with the Indians. From his experience, white people always put on a fake persona when speaking to Indians. There were many types of these fake personas; for example, Father Vaillant’s was friendly but too intense. The Bishop didn’t put on any mask at all. He stood tall and faced the Governor of Laguna without changing his expression. Jacinto found this impressive.
3
THE ROCK
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THE ROCK
AFTER early Mass the next morning Father Latour and his guide rode off across the low plain that lies between Laguna and Ácoma. In all his travels the Bishop had seen no country like this. From the flat red sea of sand rose great rock mesas, generally Gothic in outline, resembling vast cathedrals. They were not crowded together in disorder, but placed in wide spaces, long vistas between. This plain might once have been an enormous city, all the smaller quarters destroyed by time, only the public buildings left,—piles of architecture that were like mountains. The sandy soil of the plain had a light sprinkling of junipers, and was splotched with masses of blooming rabbit brush,—that olive-coloured plant that grows in high waves like a tossing sea, at this season covered with a thatch of bloom, yellow as gorse, or orange like marigolds.
AFTER early Mass the next morning, Father Latour and his guide rode off across the low plain that lies between Laguna and Ácoma. Throughout all his travels, the Bishop had never seen a place like this. From the flat red sea of sand rose great rock mesas, generally Gothic in shape, resembling vast cathedrals. They weren't huddled together chaotically, but spaced out thoughtfully, with long views in between. This plain might have once been a huge city, with all the smaller neighborhoods worn away by time, leaving only the public buildings behind—structures that looked like mountains. The sandy soil of the plain had a light scattering of junipers and was dotted with patches of blooming rabbit brush—that olive-colored plant that grows in high waves like a rolling sea, now covered with a layer of blooms, yellow as gorse or orange like marigolds.
This mesa plain had an appearance of great antiquity, and of incompleteness; as if, with all the materials for world-making assembled, the Creator had desisted, gone away and left everything on the point of being brought together, on the eve of being arranged into mountain, plain, plateau. The country was still waiting to be made into a landscape.
This flat-topped hill had a very ancient look, as if it was unfinished; like the Creator had gathered all the materials to create a world but then stopped, leaving everything just before it was going to be shaped into mountains, plains, and plateaus. The land was still waiting to be formed into a landscape.
Ever afterward the Bishop remembered his first ride to Ácoma as his introduction to the mesa country. One thing which struck him at once was that every mesa was duplicated by a cloud mesa, like a reflection, which lay motionless above it or moved slowly up from behind it. These cloud formations seemed to be always there, however hot and blue the sky. Sometimes they were flat terraces, ledges of vapour; sometimes they were dome-shaped, or fantastic, like the tops of silvery pagodas, rising one above another, as if an oriental city lay directly behind the rock. The great tables of granite set down in an empty plain were inconceivable without their attendant clouds, which were a part of them, as the smoke is part of the censer, or the foam of the wave.
Ever since, the Bishop thought of his first ride to Ácoma as his introduction to the mesa country. One thing that immediately struck him was that every mesa had a corresponding cloud mesa above it, like a reflection, which either remained still above it or slowly drifted up from behind. These cloud formations seemed to always be present, no matter how hot and blue the sky was. Sometimes they appeared as flat terraces, layers of vapor; other times they were dome-shaped or whimsical, resembling the tops of silvery pagodas, stacked one on top of another, as if an exotic city lay just behind the rock. The massive granite tables set down in the empty plain were unimaginable without their companion clouds, which were part of them, just like the smoke is part of the censer or the foam of the wave.
Coming along the Santa Fé trail, in the vast plains of Kansas, Father Latour had found the sky more a desert than the land; a hard, empty blue, very monotonous to the eyes of a Frenchman. But west of the Pecos all that changed; here there was always activity overhead, clouds forming and moving all day long. Whether they were dark and full of violence, or soft and white with luxurious idleness, they powerfully affected the world beneath them. The desert, the mountains and mesas, were continually re-formed and re-coloured by the cloud shadows. The whole country seemed fluid to the eye under this constant change of accent, this ever-varying distribution of light.
Traveling along the Santa Fé trail in the vast Kansas plains, Father Latour found the sky more like a desert than the land; a hard, empty blue that felt very dull to a Frenchman. But west of the Pecos, everything changed; there was always something happening above, with clouds forming and shifting all day. Whether they were dark and stormy or soft and white with lazy stillness, they had a strong impact on the world below. The desert, mountains, and mesas were constantly reshaped and colored by the shadows of the clouds. The entire landscape appeared fluid to the eye under this ongoing transformation of tone, this ever-changing distribution of light.
Jacinto interrupted these reflections by an exclamation.
Jacinto broke into these thoughts with an exclamation.
"Ácoma!" He stopped his mule.
"Ácoma!" He halted his mule.
The Bishop, following with his eye the straight, pointing Indian hand, saw, far away, two great mesas. They were almost square in shape, and at this distance seemed close together, though they were really some miles apart.
The Bishop, watching the straight, pointing Indian hand, saw two large mesas in the distance. They were almost square-shaped, and from this viewpoint, they looked close together, even though they were actually several miles apart.
"The far one"—his guide still pointed.
"The far one"—his guide still indicated.
The Bishop's eyes were not so sharp as Jacinto's, but now, looking down upon the top of the farther mesa from the high land on which they halted, he saw a flat white outline on the grey surface—a white square made up of squares. That, his guide said, was the pueblo of Ácoma.
The Bishop's eyes weren't as sharp as Jacinto's, but now, looking down at the top of the distant mesa from the higher ground where they stopped, he saw a flat white shape on the grey surface—a white square made up of smaller squares. That, his guide said, was the pueblo of Ácoma.
Riding on, they presently drew rein under the Enchanted Mesa, and Jacinto told him that on this, too, there had once been a village, but the stairway which had been the only access to it was broken off by a great storm many centuries ago, and its people had perished up there from hunger.
Riding on, they soon stopped under the Enchanted Mesa, and Jacinto told him that there had once been a village here, but the stairway that was the only way up was destroyed by a massive storm many centuries ago, and the people there had died from starvation.
But how, the Bishop asked him, did men first think of living on the top of naked rocks like these, hundreds of feet in the air, without soil or water?
But how, the Bishop asked him, did people first come up with the idea of living on the tops of bare rocks like these, hundreds of feet in the air, without any soil or water?
Jacinto shrugged. "A man can do whole lot when they hunt him day and night like an animal. Navajos on the north, Apaches on the south; the Ácoma run up a rock to be safe."
Jacinto shrugged. "A person can do a lot when they're being hunted day and night like an animal. Navajos to the north, Apaches to the south; the Ácoma run up a rock to find safety."
All this plain, the Bishop gathered, had once been the scene of a periodic man-hunt; these Indians, born in fear and dying by violence for generations, had at last taken this leap away from the earth, and on that rock had found the hope of all suffering and tormented creatures—safety. They came down to the plain to hunt and to grow their crops, but there was always a place to go back to. If a band of Navajos were on the Ácoma's trail, there was still one hope; if he could reach his rock—Sanctuary! On the winding stone stairway up the cliff, a handful of men could keep off a multitude. The rock of Ácoma had never been taken by a foe but once,—by Spaniards in armour. It was very different from a mountain fastness; more lonely, more stark and grim, more appealing to the imagination. The rock, when one came to think of it, was the utmost expression of human need; even mere feeling yearned for it; it was the highest comparison of loyalty in love and friendship. Christ Himself had used that comparison for the disciple to whom He gave the keys of His Church. And the Hebrews of the Old Testament, always being carried captive into foreign lands,—their rock was an idea of God, the only thing their conquerors could not take from them.
All this open land, the Bishop realized, had once been the scene of a regular manhunt; these Indigenous people, who lived in fear and died violently for generations, had finally made this leap away from the earth and found on that rock the hope that all suffering and tormented beings seek—safety. They came down to the plain to hunt and grow their crops, but there was always a refuge to return to. If a group of Navajos were on the Ácoma's trail, there was still hope; if he could reach his rock—Sanctuary! On the winding stone steps up the cliff, a few men could fend off many. The rock of Ácoma had only been taken once by an enemy—by armored Spaniards. It was very different from a mountain stronghold; it was lonelier, starker and grimmer, more captivating to the imagination. The rock, when you think about it, represented the deepest human need; it was something even mere emotion yearned for; it was the ultimate symbol of loyalty in love and friendship. Christ Himself used that symbol for the disciple to whom He entrusted the keys of His Church. And the Hebrews of the Old Testament, constantly being taken captive into foreign lands—their rock was an idea of God, the only thing their conquerors couldn’t strip away from them.
Already the Bishop had observed in Indian life a strange literalness, often shocking and disconcerting. The Ácomas, who must share the universal human yearning for something permanent, enduring, without shadow of change,—they had their idea in substance. They actually lived upon their Rock; were born upon it and died upon it. There was an element of exaggeration in anything so simple!
Already the Bishop had noted a peculiar straightforwardness in Indian life that was often surprising and unsettling. The Ácomas, who surely shared the universal human desire for something lasting, constant, and unchanging—they had their idea in substance. They truly lived on their Rock; they were born on it and died on it. There was an aspect of exaggeration in something so straightforward!
As they drew near the Ácoma mesa, dark clouds began boiling up from behind it, like ink spots spreading in a brilliant sky.
As they got closer to the Ácoma mesa, dark clouds started to gather behind it, like ink drops spreading in a bright sky.
"Rain come," remarked Jacinto. "That is good. They will be well disposed." He left the mules in a stake corral at the foot of the mesa, took up the blankets, and hurried Father Latour into the narrow crack in the rock where the craggy edges formed a kind of natural stairway up the cliff. Wherever the footing was treacherous, it was helped out by little handholds, ground into the stone like smooth mittens. The mesa was absolutely naked of vegetation, but at its foot a rank plant grew conspicuously out of the sand; a plant with big white blossoms like Easter lilies. By its dark blue-green leaves, large and coarse-toothed, Father Latour recognized a species of the noxious datura. The size and luxuriance of these nightshades astonished him. They looked like great artificial plants, made of shining silk.
"Rain is coming," Jacinto said. "That's good. They will be in a good mood." He left the mules in a corral at the base of the mesa, grabbed the blankets, and urged Father Latour into the narrow gap in the rock where the rough edges created a sort of natural staircase up the cliff. Wherever the ground was unstable, there were little handholds, worn into the stone like smooth gloves. The mesa was completely devoid of vegetation, but at its base, a wild plant grew noticeably out of the sand; a plant with large white flowers like Easter lilies. By its dark blue-green leaves, big and jagged, Father Latour recognized a type of the harmful datura. The size and lushness of these nightshades amazed him. They looked like enormous artificial plants made of shiny silk.
While they were ascending the rock, deafening thunder broke over their heads, and the rain began to fall as if it were spilled from a cloud-burst. Drawing into a deep twist of the stairway, under an overhanging ledge, they watched the water shaken in heavy curtains in the air before them. In a moment the seam in which they stood was like the channel of a brook. Looking out over the great plain spotted with mesas and glittering with rain sheets, the Bishop saw the distant mountains bright with sunlight. Again he thought that the first Creation morning might have looked like this, when the dry land was first drawn up out of the deep, and all was confusion.
While they were climbing the rock, loud thunder roared above them, and the rain started pouring down like it was dumped from a cloudburst. Taking shelter in a deep bend of the stairway, under an overhanging ledge, they watched the water cascading in heavy curtains before them. In no time, the area where they stood became like the bed of a stream. Gazing out over the vast plain dotted with mesas and glistening with sheets of rain, the Bishop noticed the distant mountains shining in the sunlight. Again, he thought that the first morning of Creation might have looked like this, when the dry land first emerged from the depths, and everything was in chaos.
The storm was over in half an hour. By the time the Bishop and his guide reached the last turn in the trail, and rose through the crack, stepping out on the flat top of the rock, the noontide sun was blazing down upon Ácoma with almost insupportable brightness. The bare stone floor of the town and its deepworn paths were washed white and clean, and those depressions in the surface which the Ácomas call their cisterns, were full of fresh rain water. Already the women were bringing out their clothes, to begin washing. The drinking water was carried up the stairway in earthen jars on the heads of the women, from a secret spring below; but for all other purposes the people depended on the rainfall held in these cisterns.
The storm lasted about half an hour. By the time the Bishop and his guide reached the last bend in the trail and climbed through the gap, stepping out onto the flat top of the rock, the midday sun was shining down on Ácoma with nearly unbearable brightness. The bare stone floor of the town and its worn paths were washed white and clean, and the depressions in the surface that the Ácomas call their cisterns were filled with fresh rainwater. Already, the women were bringing out their clothes to start washing. The drinking water was carried up the stairs in clay jars on the women's heads from a hidden spring below, but for all other needs, the people relied on the rainwater stored in these cisterns.
The top of the mesa was about ten acres in extent, the Bishop judged, and there was not a tree or a blade of green upon it; not a handful of soil, except the churchyard, held in by an adobe wall, where the earth for burial had been carried up in baskets from the plain below. The white dwellings, two and three storeyed, were not scattered, but huddled together in a close cluster, with no protecting slope of ground or shoulder of rock, lying flat against the flat, bright against the bright,—both the rock and the plastered houses threw off the sun glare blindingly.
The top of the mesa was about ten acres, the Bishop estimated, and there wasn't a single tree or blade of grass on it; no soil at all, except for the churchyard, which was enclosed by an adobe wall, where the earth for burial had been carried up from the plain below in baskets. The white buildings, two and three stories tall, weren’t spread out; they were huddled together in a tight cluster, with no protective slope or rocky outcrop nearby, lying flat against the flat, both the rock and the plastered houses reflecting the bright sunlight blindingly.
At the very edge of the mesa, overhanging the abyss so that its retaining wall was like a part of the cliff itself, was the old warlike church of Ácoma, with its two stone towers. Gaunt, grim, grey, its nave rising some seventy feet to a sagging, half-ruined roof, it was more like a fortress than a place of worship. That spacious interior depressed the Bishop as no other mission church had done. He held a service there before midday, and he had never found it so hard to go through the ceremony of the Mass. Before him, on the grey floor, in the grey light, a group of bright shawls and blankets, some fifty or sixty silent faces; above and behind them the grey walls. He felt as if he were celebrating Mass at the bottom of the sea, for antediluvian creatures; for types of life so old, so hardened, so shut within their shells, that the sacrifice on Calvary could hardly reach back so far. Those shell-like backs behind him might be saved by baptism and divine grace, as undeveloped infants are, but hardly through any experience of their own, he thought. When he blessed them and sent them away, it was with a sense of inadequacy and spiritual defeat.
At the very edge of the mesa, hanging over the abyss so that its wall felt like part of the cliff itself, stood the old warrior church of Ácoma, with its two stone towers. Thin, grim, and grey, its nave stretched about seventy feet up to a sagging, partially ruined roof, resembling a fortress more than a place of worship. The spacious interior weighed heavily on the Bishop like no other mission church had before. He held a service there before noon, and he had never struggled so much to perform the Mass. In front of him, on the grey floor, in the grey light, a group of colorful shawls and blankets surrounded fifty or sixty silent faces; above and behind them were the grey walls. He felt as if he were celebrating Mass at the bottom of the ocean, for ancient beings; for forms of life so old, so hardened, so closed off within their shells that the sacrifice on Calvary could hardly reach that far back. Those shell-like backs behind him might be saved by baptism and divine grace, just like undeveloped infants, but not through any experiences of their own, he thought. When he blessed them and sent them away, he felt a sense of inadequacy and spiritual defeat.
After he had laid aside his vestments, Father Latour went over the church with Jacinto. As he examined it his wonder grew. What need had there ever been for this great church at Ácoma? It was built early in sixteen hundred, by Fray Juan Ramirez, a great missionary, who laboured on the Rock of Ácoma for twenty years or more. It was Father Ramirez, too, who made the mule trail down the other side,—the only path by which a burro can ascend the mesa, and which is still called "El Camino del Padre."
After he had taken off his priestly garments, Father Latour walked around the church with Jacinto. As he looked it over, his amazement grew. What was the point of having this huge church in Ácoma? It was built in the early 1600s by Fray Juan Ramirez, a dedicated missionary who worked on the Rock of Ácoma for over twenty years. It was Father Ramirez who also created the mule trail down the other side—the only route that a donkey can use to climb the mesa, which is still known as "El Camino del Padre."
The more Father Latour examined this church, the more he was inclined to think that Fray Ramirez, or some Spanish priest who followed him, was not altogether innocent of worldly ambition, and that they built for their own satisfaction, perhaps, rather than according to the needs of the Indians. The magnificent site, the natural grandeur of this stronghold, might well have turned their heads a little. Powerful men they must have been, those Spanish Fathers, to draft Indian labour for this great work without military support. Every stone in that structure, every handful of earth in those many thousand pounds of adobe, was carried up the trail on the backs of men and boys and women. And the great carved beams of the roof—Father Latour looked at them with amazement. In all the plain through which he had come he had seen no trees but a few stunted piñons. He asked Jacinto where these huge timbers could have been found.
The more Father Latour looked at this church, the more he felt that Fray Ramirez or some Spanish priest who came after him wasn’t entirely free of earthly ambition, and that they built it for their own satisfaction, maybe, rather than for the needs of the Indigenous people. The stunning location and natural beauty of this stronghold might have influenced them a bit. They must have been powerful men, these Spanish Fathers, to enlist Indigenous labor for this massive project without military backing. Every stone in that structure, every handful of earth in those many thousands of pounds of adobe, was carried up the trail by men, boys, and women. And those large carved beams of the roof—Father Latour stared at them in amazement. Throughout the plain he had traveled, he had seen no trees except for a few stunted piñons. He asked Jacinto where these huge timbers could have come from.
"San Mateo mountain, I guess."
"San Mateo Mountain, I guess."
"But the San Mateo mountains must be forty or fifty miles away. How could they bring such timbers?"
"But the San Mateo mountains are probably forty or fifty miles away. How could they bring such large timber?"
Jacinto shrugged. "Ácomas carry." Certainly there was no other explanation.
Jacinto shrugged. "Ácomas carry." There really wasn't any other explanation.
Besides the church proper there was the cloister, large, thick-walled, which must have required an enormous labour of portage from the plain. The deep cloister corridors were cool when the rock outside was blistering; the low arches opened on an enclosed garden which, judging from its depth of earth, must once have been very verdant. Pacing those shady passages, with four feet of solid, windowless adobe shutting out everything but the green garden and the turquoise sky above, the early missionaries might well have forgotten the poor Ácomas, that tribe of ancient rock-turtles, and believed themselves in some cloister hung on a spur of the Pyrenees.
Besides the main church, there was the cloister, large and thick-walled, which must have taken an immense amount of effort to transport from the plain. The deep cloister corridors were cool when the rock outside was scorching; the low arches opened into an enclosed garden that, judging by its rich soil, must have once been very lush. Walking through those shady passages, with four feet of solid, windowless adobe blocking out everything but the green garden and the turquoise sky above, the early missionaries might have easily forgotten about the poor Ácomas, that ancient tribe of rock-turtles, and convinced themselves they were in some cloister hanging on a ridge of the Pyrenees.
In the grey dust of the enclosed garden two thin, half-dead peach trees still struggled with the drouth, the kind of unlikely tree that grows up from an old root and never bears. By the wall yellow suckers put out from an old vine stump, very thick and hard, which must once have borne its ripe clusters.
In the gray dust of the enclosed garden, two skinny, nearly dead peach trees were still fighting against the drought, the kind of unexpected tree that grows from an old root and never produces fruit. By the wall, yellow shoots emerged from an old vine stump, very thick and sturdy, which must have once produced its ripe clusters.
Built upon the north-east corner of the cloister the Bishop found a loggia—roofed, but with open sides, looking down on the white pueblo and the tawny rock, and over the wide plain below. There he decided he would spend the night. From this loggia he watched the sun go down; watched the desert become dark, the shadows creep upward. Abroad in the plain the scattered mesa tops, red with the afterglow, one by one lost their light, like candles going out. He was on a naked rock in the desert, in the stone age, a prey to homesickness for his own kind, his own epoch, for European man and his glorious history of desire and dreams. Through all the centuries that his own part of the world had been changing like the sky at day-break, this people had been fixed, increasing neither in numbers nor desires, rock-turtles on their rock. Something reptilian he felt here, something that had endured by immobility, a kind of life out of reach, like the crustaceans in their armour.
Built on the northeast corner of the cloister, the Bishop discovered a loggia—roofed but open on the sides, overlooking the white pueblo and the tawny rock, and across the wide plain below. There, he decided to spend the night. From this loggia, he watched the sun set; he watched the desert grow dark, and the shadows rise. Across the plain, the scattered mesa tops, glowing red with the afterglow, gradually lost their light, like candles extinguishing one by one. He felt as if he were on a bare rock in the desert, in the stone age, longing for his own kind, his own time, for European people and their rich history of desire and dreams. Throughout all the centuries that his part of the world had been changing like the sky at dawn, this group had remained unchanged, neither growing in numbers nor desires, like rock-turtles on their rock. He sensed something reptilian here, something that had survived through stillness, a kind of life just out of reach, like crustaceans in their armor.
On his homeward way the Bishop spent another night with Father Jesus, the good priest at Isleta, who talked with him much of the Moqui country and of those very old rock-set pueblos still farther to the west. One story related to a long-forgotten friar at Ácoma, and was somewhat as follows:
On his way home, the Bishop spent another night with Father Jesus, the kind priest at Isleta. They talked a lot about the Moqui country and those ancient rock-set pueblos even further west. One story was about a long-forgotten friar at Ácoma and went something like this:
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THE LEGEND OF FRAY BALTAZAR
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THE LEGEND OF FATHER BALTAZAR
SOME time in the very early years of seventeen hundred, nearly fifty years after the great Indian uprising in which all the missionaries and all the Spaniards in northern New Mexico were either driven out or murdered, after the country had been reconquered and new missionaries had come to take the place of the martyrs, a certain Friar Baltazar Montoya was priest at Ácoma. He was of a tyrannical and overbearing disposition and bore a hard hand on the natives. All the missions now in ruins were active then, each had its resident priest, who lived for the people or upon the people, according to his nature. Friar Baltazar was one of the most ambitious and exacting. It was his belief that the pueblo of Ácoma existed chiefly to support its fine church, and that this should be the pride of the Indians as it was his. He took the best of their corn and beans and squashes for his table, and selected the choicest portions when they slaughtered a sheep, chose their best hides to carpet his dwelling. Moreover, he exacted a heavy tribute in labour. He was never done with having earth carried up from the plain in baskets. He enlarged the churchyard and made the deep garden in the cloister, enriching it with dung from the corrals. Here he was able to grow a wonderful garden, since it was watered every evening by women,—and this despite the fact that it was not proper that a woman should ever enter the cloister at all. Each woman owed the Padre so many ollas of water a week from the cisterns, and they murmured not only because of the labour, but because of the drain on their water-supply.
SOME time in the early 1700s, nearly fifty years after the major Indian uprising that led to the expulsion or murder of all the missionaries and Spaniards in northern New Mexico, after the area had been reconquered and new missionaries arrived to take the place of the martyrs, a certain Friar Baltazar Montoya was a priest in Ácoma. He had a tyrannical and domineering nature and treated the locals harshly. At that time, all the missions that now lay in ruins were operational, each with a resident priest who either served the people or exploited them, depending on their character. Friar Baltazar was one of the most ambitious and demanding priests. He believed that the pueblo of Ácoma existed primarily to support its magnificent church, and that this should be a source of pride for the Indians, just as it was for him. He took the best of their corn, beans, and squashes for his meals, selected the finest cuts during sheep slaughter, and picked their best hides to furnish his home. Additionally, he imposed a heavy labor tribute. He was constantly asking for earth to be carried up from the plain in baskets. He enlarged the churchyard and created a deep garden in the cloister, enriching it with manure from the corrals. There, he cultivated a beautiful garden, thanks to the women who watered it every evening—despite the fact that it was considered inappropriate for a woman to enter the cloister at all. Each woman had to provide the Padre a certain number of ollas of water each week from the cisterns, and they complained not only about the hard work but also about the strain on their water supply.
Baltazar was not a lazy man, and in his first years there, before he became stout, he made long journeys in behalf of his mission and his garden. He went as far as Oraibi, many days' journey, to select their best peach seeds. (The peach orchards of Oraibi were very old, having been cultivated since the days of the earliest Spanish expeditions, when Coronado's captains gave the Moquis peach seeds brought from Spain.) His grape cuttings were brought from Sonora in baskets on muleback, and he would go all the way to the Villa (Santa Fé) for choice garden seeds, at the season when pack trains came up the Rio Grande valley. The early churchmen did a great business in carrying seeds about, though the Indians and Mexicans were satisfied with beans and squashes and chili, asking nothing more.
Baltazar wasn’t a lazy guy, and in his early years there, before he got heavy, he traveled extensively for his mission and his garden. He journeyed all the way to Oraibi, which took many days, to pick the best peach seeds. (The peach orchards in Oraibi were very old, having been cultivated since the original Spanish expeditions, when Coronado’s captains gave the Moquis peach seeds they brought from Spain.) His grape cuttings were transported from Sonora in baskets on mules, and he would travel all the way to the Villa (Santa Fé) for premium garden seeds during the season when pack trains came up the Rio Grande valley. The early churchmen did a booming business in distributing seeds, although the Indians and Mexicans were content with just beans, squashes, and chili, wanting nothing more.
Friar Baltazar was from a religious house in Spain which was noted for good living, and he himself had worked in the refectory. He was an excellent cook and something of a carpenter, and he took a great deal of trouble to make himself comfortable upon that rock at the end of the world. He drafted two Indian boys into his service, one to care for his ass and work in the garden, the other to cook and wait upon him at table. In time, as he grew more unwieldy in figure, he adopted a third boy and employed him as a runner to the distant missions. This boy would go on foot all the way to the Villa for red cloth or an iron spade or a new knife, stopping at Bernalillo to bring home a wineskin full of grape brandy. He would go five days' journey to the Sandia mountains to catch fish and dry or salt them for the Padre's fast-days, or run to Zuñi, where the Fathers raised rabbits, and bring back a pair for the spit. His errands were seldom of an ecclesiastical nature.
Friar Baltazar came from a religious community in Spain known for its good living, and he had worked in the dining hall. He was a great cook and somewhat of a carpenter, and he put a lot of effort into making himself comfortable on that remote rock at the end of the world. He recruited two local boys to help him—one to tend to his donkey and work in the garden, and the other to cook and serve him at the table. As he became heavier, he brought on a third boy to run errands to the distant missions. This boy would walk all the way to the Villa for red cloth, an iron spade, or a new knife, stopping at Bernalillo to bring back a wineskin full of grape brandy. He would journey for five days to the Sandia mountains to catch fish and either dry or salt them for the Padre's fasting days, or run to Zuñi, where the Fathers raised rabbits, and return with a couple for roasting. Most of his errands weren't really church-related.
It was clear that the Friar at Ácoma lived more after the flesh than after the spirit. The difficulty of obtaining an interesting and varied diet on a naked rock seemed only to whet his appetite and tempt his resourcefulness. But his sensuality went no further than his garden and table. Carnal commerce with the Indian women would have been very easy indeed, and the Friar was at the hardy age of ripe manhood when such temptations are peculiarly sharp. But the missionaries had early discovered that the slightest departure from chastity greatly weakened their influence and authority with their Indian converts. The Indians themselves sometimes practised continence as a penance, or as a strong medicine with the spirits, and they were very willing that their Padre should practise it for them. The consequences of carnal indulgence were perhaps more serious here than in Spain, and Friar Baltazar seems never to have given his flock an opportunity to exult over his frailty.
It was obvious that the Friar at Ácoma lived more for physical pleasures than for spiritual ones. The challenge of getting a diverse and interesting diet on a barren rock only seemed to increase his appetite and spark his creativity. However, his sensuality stopped at his garden and meals. Engaging in physical relationships with the Indian women would have been very easy, and the Friar was in the prime of manhood when such temptations are particularly strong. But the missionaries had quickly learned that any hint of unchastity would seriously undermine their influence and authority with their Indian converts. The Indians themselves sometimes practiced self-restraint as a form of penance or as a remedy for spiritual matters, and they were quite happy for their Padre to do the same on their behalf. The repercussions of physical indulgence were likely more serious here than in Spain, and Friar Baltazar never seemed to give his congregation a reason to revel in his weakness.
He held his seat at Ácoma for nearly fifteen prosperous years, constantly improving his church and his living-quarters, growing new vegetables and medicinal herbs, making soap from the yucca root. Even after he became stout, his arms were strong and muscular, his fingers clever. He cultivated his peach trees, and watched over his garden like a little kingdom, never allowing the native women to grow slack in the water-supply. His first serving-boys were released to marry, and others succeeded them, who were even more minutely trained.
He held his position at Ácoma for almost fifteen successful years, consistently upgrading his church and his living space, growing new vegetables and medicinal herbs, and making soap from yucca root. Even after he gained weight, his arms remained strong and muscular, and his fingers skilled. He took care of his peach trees and tended to his garden like it was a small kingdom, never letting the local women slack off with the water supply. His first serving boys were allowed to marry, and others took their place, who were even more thoroughly trained.
Baltazar's tyranny grew little by little, and the Ácoma people were sometimes at the point of revolt. But they could not estimate just how powerful the Padre's magic might be and were afraid to put it to the test. There was no doubt that the holy picture of St. Joseph had come to them from the King of Spain by the request of this Padre, and that picture had been more effective in averting drouth than all the native rain-makers had been. Properly entreated and honoured, the painting had never failed to produce rain. Ácoma had not lost its crops since Friar Baltazar first brought the picture to them, though at Laguna and Zuñi there had been drouths that compelled the people to live upon their famine store,—an alarming extremity.
Baltazar's tyranny increased gradually, and the Ácoma people were often on the verge of rebellion. However, they couldn't fully gauge how strong the Padre's magic truly was and were hesitant to test it. There was no doubt that the holy image of St. Joseph had been sent to them from the King of Spain at the Padre's request, and that image had been more effective in preventing drought than all the local rain-makers combined. When treated with respect and reverence, the painting had never failed to bring rain. Ácoma hadn't lost its crops since Friar Baltazar first brought the image to them, even though Laguna and Zuñi had faced droughts that forced their people to rely on their emergency stores—an alarming situation.
The Laguna Indians were constantly sending legations to Ácoma to negotiate terms at which they could rent the holy picture, but Friar Baltazar had warned them never to let it go. If such powerful protection were withdrawn, or if the Padre should turn the magic against them, the consequences might be disastrous to the pueblo. Better give him his choice of grain and lambs and pottery, and allow him his three serving-boys. So the missionary and his converts rubbed along in seeming friendliness.
The Laguna Indians were always sending delegations to Ácoma to negotiate terms for renting the holy picture, but Friar Baltazar had advised them never to let it go. If such powerful protection were taken away, or if the Padre decided to use the magic against them, the consequences could be disastrous for the pueblo. It was better to give him his choice of grain, lambs, and pottery, and let him have his three serving boys. So, the missionary and his converts managed to get along in what seemed like friendliness.
One summer the Friar, who did not make long journeys now that he had grown large in girth, decided that he would like company,—someone to admire his fine garden, his ingenious kitchen, his airy loggia with its rugs and water jars, where he meditated and took his after-dinner siesta. So he planned to give a dinner party in the week after St. John's Day.
One summer, the Friar, who had gotten quite hefty and didn’t travel much anymore, decided he wanted some company—someone to appreciate his beautiful garden, his clever kitchen, and his spacious loggia with its rugs and water jars, where he relaxed and took his afternoon nap after meals. So, he planned to host a dinner party the week after St. John’s Day.
He sent his runner to Zuñi, Laguna, Isleta, and bade the Padres to a feast. They came upon the day, four of them, for there were two priests at Zuñi. The stable-boy was stationed at the foot of the rock to take their beasts and conduct the visitors up the stairway. At the head of the trail Baltazar received them. They were shown over the place, and spent the morning gossiping in the cloister walks, cool and silent, though the naked rock outside was almost too hot for the hand to touch. The vine leaves rustled agreeably in the breeze, and the earth about the carrot and onion tops, as it dried from last night's watering, gave off a pleasant smell. The guests thought their host lived very well, and they wished they had his secret. If he was a trifle boastful of his air-bound seat, no one could blame him.
He sent his runner to Zuñi, Laguna, Isleta, and invited the priests to a feast. They arrived on the designated day, four of them, since there were two priests at Zuñi. The stable boy was positioned at the bottom of the rock to take care of their animals and guide the guests up the stairs. At the top of the trail, Baltazar welcomed them. They were shown around the place and spent the morning chatting in the cool, quiet cloister walks, even though the bare rock outside was almost too hot to touch. The vine leaves rustled pleasantly in the breeze, and the earth around the carrot and onion tops, as it dried from last night's watering, released a nice scent. The guests thought their host lived very well, and they wished they knew his secret. If he was a little proud of his elevated position, no one could blame him.
With the dinner, Baltazar had taken extravagant pains. The monastery in which he had learned to cook was off the main highway to Seville; the Spanish nobles and the King himself sometimes stopped there for entertainment. In that great kitchen, with its multiplicity of spits, small enough to roast a lark and large enough to roast a boar, the Friar had learned a thing or two about sauces, and in his lonely years at Ácoma he had bettered his instruction by a natural aptitude for the art. The poverty of materials had proved an incentive rather than a discouragement.
With the dinner, Baltazar had gone to great lengths. The monastery where he had learned to cook was situated off the main road to Seville; Spanish nobles and even the King sometimes stopped there for entertainment. In that large kitchen, equipped with various spits—small enough to roast a lark and large enough for a boar—the Friar had picked up a few skills when it came to sauces, and during his lonely years at Ácoma, he had improved upon his training thanks to a natural talent for the craft. The lack of resources had motivated him instead of holding him back.
Certainly the visiting missionaries had never sat down to food like that which rejoiced them to-day in the cool refectory, the blinds open just enough to admit a streak of throbbing desert far below them. Their host was telling them pompously that he would have a fountain in the cloister close when they came again. He had to check his hungry guests in their zeal for the relishes and the soup, warning them to save their mettle for what was to come. The roast was to be a wild turkey, superbly done—but that, alas, was never tasted. The course which preceded it was the host's especial care, and here he had trusted nothing to his cook; hare jardinière (his carrots and onions were tender and well flavoured), with a sauce which he had been perfecting for many years. This entrée was brought from the kitchen in a large earthen dish—but not large enough, for with its luxury of sauce and floating carrots it filled the platter to the brim. The stable-boy was serving to-day, as the cook could not leave his spits, and he had been neat, brisk, and efficient. The Friar was pleased with him, and was wondering whether he could not find some little medal of bronze or silver-gilt to reward him for his pains.
Certainly, the visiting missionaries had never enjoyed a meal like the one that delighted them today in the cool dining room, the blinds open just enough to let in a glimpse of the vibrant desert far below. Their host was pompously telling them that he would have a fountain in the cloister nearby when they came back. He had to hold back his eager guests from diving into the appetizers and soup, warning them to save their energy for what was coming. The main dish was going to be a wild turkey, perfectly cooked—but sadly, it was never tasted. The course that came before it was the host's special focus, and he hadn’t relied on his cook for this; it was hare jardinière (his carrots and onions were tender and well-flavored), accompanied by a sauce he had been perfecting for many years. This entrée was brought in from the kitchen in a large earthen dish—but it wasn't large enough, as its rich sauce and floating carrots filled the platter to the top. The stable-boy was serving today, since the cook couldn't leave his station, and he had been tidy, quick, and effective. The Friar was pleased with him and was thinking about whether he could find a small bronze or silver-gilt medal to reward him for his efforts.
When the hare in its sauce came on, the priest from Isleta chanced to be telling a funny story at which the company were laughing uproariously. The serving-boy, who knew a little Spanish, was apparently trying to get the point of the recital which made the Padres so merry. At any rate, he became distracted, and as he passed behind the senior priest of Zuñi, he tipped his full platter and spilled a stream of rich brown gravy over the good man's head and shoulders. Baltazar was quick-tempered, and he had been drinking freely of the fiery grape brandy. He caught up the empty pewter mug at his right and threw it at the clumsy lad with a malediction. It struck the boy on the side of the head. He dropped the platter, staggered a few steps, and fell down. He did not get up, nor did he move. The Padre from Zuñi was skilled in medicine. Wiping the sauce from his eyes, he bent over the boy and examined him.
When the hare in its sauce was served, the priest from Isleta happened to be telling a funny story that had everyone laughing hard. The serving boy, who knew a little Spanish, was trying to understand what made the Padres so amused. Anyway, he got distracted, and as he walked behind the senior priest of Zuñi, he tipped his full platter, spilling a stream of rich brown gravy over the good man's head and shoulders. Baltazar had a quick temper and had been drinking a lot of strong grape brandy. He grabbed the empty pewter mug next to him and threw it at the clumsy boy with a curse. It hit the boy on the side of the head. He dropped the platter, staggered a few steps, and fell down. He didn’t get up or move. The Padre from Zuñi was skilled in medicine. Wiping the sauce from his eyes, he bent over the boy and examined him.
"Muerto," he whispered. With that he plucked his junior priest by the sleeve, and the two bolted across the garden without another word and made for the head of the stairway. In a moment the Padres of Laguna and Isleta unceremoniously followed their example. With remarkable speed the four guests got them down from the rock, saddled their mules, and urged them across the plain.
"Dead," he whispered. With that, he grabbed his junior priest by the sleeve, and the two ran across the garden without saying anything else and headed for the top of the stairs. Before long, the Padres of Laguna and Isleta followed suit without ceremony. The four guests quickly got down from the rock, saddled their mules, and urged them across the plain.
Baltazar was left alone with the consequences of his haste. Unfortunately the cook, astonished at the prolonged silence, had looked in at the door just as the last pair of brown gowns were vanishing across the cloister. He saw his comrade lying upon the floor, and silently disappeared from the premises by an exit known only to himself.
Baltazar was left alone with the results of his impulsiveness. Unfortunately, the cook, surprised by the long silence, peeked in at the door just as the last pair of brown robes was disappearing across the cloister. He saw his friend lying on the floor and quietly left the premises through an exit known only to him.
When Friar Baltazar went into the kitchen he found it solitary, the turkey still dripping on the spit. Certainly he had no appetite for the roast. He felt, indeed, very remorseful and uncomfortable, also indignant with his departed guests. For a moment he entertained the idea of following them; but a temporary flight would only weaken his position, and a permanent evacuation was not to be thought of. His garden was at its prime, his peaches were just coming ripe, and his vines hung heavy with green clusters. Mechanically he took the turkey from the spit, not because he felt any inclination for food, but from an instinct of compassion, quite as if the bird could suffer from being burned to a crisp. This done, he repaired to his loggia and sat down to read his breviary, which he had neglected for several days, having been so occupied in the refectory. He had begrudged no pains to that sauce which had been his undoing.
When Friar Baltazar walked into the kitchen, he found it empty, the turkey still dripping on the rotisserie. Clearly, he had no desire for the roast. He felt very guilty and uncomfortable, and also angry with his guests who had left. For a moment, he thought about going after them, but a temporary escape would only weaken his standing, and leaving for good was out of the question. His garden was flourishing, his peaches were just starting to ripen, and his vines were laden with green bunches. Automatically, he took the turkey off the spit, not because he was hungry, but out of a sense of compassion, as if the bird could feel pain from being burnt to a crisp. After that, he went to his loggia and sat down to read his breviary, which he hadn’t opened in several days since he had been so busy in the dining hall. He had put so much effort into that sauce which had been his downfall.
The airy loggia, where he customarily took his afternoon repose, was like a birdcage hung in the breeze. Through its open archways he looked down on the huddled pueblo, and out over the great mesa-strewn plain far below. He was unable to fix his mind upon his office. The pueblo down there was much too quiet. At this hour there should be a few women washing pots or rags, a few children playing by the cisterns and chasing the turkeys. But to-day the rock top baked in the fire of the sun in utter silence, not one human being was visible—yes, one, though he had not been there a moment ago. At the head of the stone stairway, there was a patch of lustrous black, just above the rocks; an Indian's hair. They had set a guard at the trail head.
The airy loggia, where he usually took his afternoon break, felt like a birdcage swaying in the breeze. Through its open archways, he looked down at the clustered pueblo and out over the vast plain scattered with mesas far below. He couldn’t focus on his work. The pueblo down there was way too quiet. At this time, there should be a few women washing pots or rags, a few kids playing by the cisterns and chasing the turkeys. But today, the rock top was baking in the sun, completely silent—no one was in sight—well, almost no one. At the top of the stone stairway, there was a patch of shiny black just above the rocks; an Indian's hair. They had stationed a guard at the trailhead.
Now the Padre began to feel alarmed, to wish he had gone down that stairway with the others, while there was yet time. He wished he were anywhere in the world but on this rock. There was old Father Ramirez's donkey path; but if the Indians were watching one road, they would watch the other. The spot of black hair never stirred; and there were but those two ways down to the plain, only those ... Whichever way one turned, three hundred and fifty feet of naked cliff, without one tree or shrub a man could cling to.
Now the Padre started to feel anxious, wishing he had gone down that stairway with the others while he still had the chance. He wished he were anywhere in the world but on this rock. There was old Father Ramirez's donkey path, but if the Indians were watching one road, they'd be keeping an eye on the other too. The dark spot of hair never moved; and there were only those two ways down to the plain, just those... No matter which way he turned, it was three hundred and fifty feet of bare cliff, with not a single tree or bush a person could hold onto.
As the sun sank lower and lower, there began a deep, singing murmur of male voices from the pueblo below him, not a chant, but the rhythmical intonation of Indian oratory when a serious matter is under discussion. Frightful stories of the torture of the missionaries in the great rebellion of 1680 flashed into Friar Baltazar's mind; how one Franciscan had his eyes torn out, another had been burned, and the old Padre at Jamez had been stripped naked and driven on all fours about the plaza all night, with drunken Indians straddling his back, until he rolled over dead from exhaustion.
As the sun sank lower and lower, a deep, melodic murmur of male voices rose from the pueblo below him, not quite a chant, but the rhythmic intonation of Native American oratory when discussing something serious. Terrifying stories of the torture of the missionaries during the great rebellion of 1680 flashed through Friar Baltazar's mind; how one Franciscan had his eyes gouged out, another had been burned, and the old Padre at Jamez had been stripped naked and forced to crawl around the plaza all night, with drunken Indians sitting on his back, until he collapsed and died from exhaustion.
Moonrise from the loggia was an impressive sight, even to this Brother who was not over-impressionable. But to-night he wished he could keep the moon from coming up through the floor of the desert,—the moon was the clock which began things in the pueblo. He watched with horror for that golden rim against the deep blue velvet of the night.
Moonrise from the loggia was a stunning sight, even for this Brother who wasn’t easily impressed. But tonight, he wished he could stop the moon from rising over the desert floor—the moon was what triggered events in the pueblo. He watched in dread for that golden edge against the deep blue velvet of the night.
The moon came, and at its coming the Ácoma people issued from their doors. A company of men walked silently across the rock to the cloister. They came up the ladder and appeared in the loggia. The Friar asked them gruffly what they wanted, but they made no reply. Not once speaking to him or to each other, they bound his feet together and tied his arms to his sides.
The moon rose, and when it did, the Ácoma people stepped out of their doors. A group of men walked quietly across the rock to the cloister. They climbed up the ladder and showed up in the loggia. The Friar gruffly asked them what they wanted, but they didn’t respond. Without saying a word to him or to one another, they bound his feet together and tied his arms to his sides.
The Ácoma people told afterwards that he did not supplicate or struggle; had he done so, they might have dealt more cruelly with him. But he knew his Indians, and that when once they had collectively made up their pueblo mind ... Moreover, he was a proud old Spaniard, and had a certain fortitude lodged in his well-nourished body. He was accustomed to command, not to entreat, and he retained the respect of his Indian vassals to the end.
The Ácoma people later said that he neither begged nor fought back; if he had, they might have treated him even worse. But he understood his people, and once they had made a decision as a community... Besides, he was a proud old Spaniard, with a strong resilience built into his well-cared-for body. He was used to giving orders, not pleading, and he held onto the respect of his Indian followers until the very end.
They carried him down the ladder and through the cloister and across the rock to the most precipitous cliff—the one over which the Ácoma women flung broken pots and such refuse as the turkeys would not eat. There the people were assembled. They cut his bonds, and taking him by the hands and feet, swung him out over the rock-edge and back a few times. He was heavy, and perhaps they thought this dangerous sport. No sound but hissing breath came through his teeth. The four executioners took him up again from the brink where they had laid him, and, after a few feints, dropped him in mid-air.
They carried him down the ladder, through the cloister, and across the rock to the steepest cliff—the one where the Ácoma women tossed broken pots and any scraps the turkeys wouldn't eat. There, the crowd had gathered. They cut his ropes, and grabbing him by the hands and feet, swung him out over the edge of the rock and back a few times. He was heavy, and maybe they thought this was a risky game. The only sound was the hissing breath coming through his clenched teeth. The four executioners picked him up again from the edge where they had placed him, and after a few fake outs, let him fall into the air.
So did they rid their rock of their tyrant, whom on the whole they had liked very well. But everything has its day. The execution was not followed by any sacrilege to the church or defiling of holy vessels, but merely by a division of the Padre's stores and household goods. The women, indeed, took pleasure in watching the garden pine and waste away from thirst, and ventured into the cloisters to laugh and chatter at the whitening foliage of the peach trees, and the green grapes shrivelling on the vines.
So they got rid of their tyrant, whom they had generally liked quite a bit. But everything has its time. The execution didn’t lead to any disrespect towards the church or desecration of sacred items, but just resulted in splitting up the Padre's supplies and belongings. The women actually enjoyed watching the garden wither and die from thirst and ventured into the cloisters to laugh and chat about the pale leaves of the peach trees and the green grapes drying up on the vines.
When the next priest came, years afterward, he found no ill will awaiting him. He was a native Mexican, of unpretentious tastes, who was well satisfied with beans and jerked meat, and let the pueblo turkey flock scratch in the hot dust that had once been Baltazar's garden. The old peach stumps kept sending up pale sprouts for many years.
When the next priest arrived years later, he found no resentment waiting for him. He was a local Mexican with simple tastes, content with beans and jerky, and allowed the village's turkey flock to scratch in the hot dust that used to be Baltazar's garden. The old peach stumps continued to send up pale sprouts for many years.
BOOK FOUR
SNAKE ROOT
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THE NIGHT AT PECOS
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PECOS NIGHT
A MONTH after the Bishop's visit to Albuquerque and Ácoma, the genial Father Gallegos was formally suspended, and Father Vaillant himself took charge of the parish. At first there was bitter feeling; the rich rancheros and the merry ladies of Albuquerque were very hostile to the French priest. He began his reforms at once. Everything was changed. The holy-days, which had been occasions of revelry under Padre Gallegos, were now days of austere devotion. The fickle Mexican population soon found as much diversion in being devout as they had once found in being scandalous. Father Vaillant wrote to his sister Philomène, in France, that the temper of his parish was like that of a boys' school; under one master the lads try to excel one another in mischief and disobedience, under another they vie with each other in acts of loyalty. The Novena preceding Christmas, which had long been celebrated by dances and hilarious merry-making, was this year a great revival of religious zeal.
A MONTH after the Bishop's visit to Albuquerque and Ácoma, the friendly Father Gallegos was officially suspended, and Father Vaillant took over the parish. At first, there was a lot of resentment; the wealthy ranch owners and the lively ladies of Albuquerque were very against the French priest. He immediately began implementing his reforms. Everything changed. The holy-days, which had been times of celebration under Padre Gallegos, became days of strict devotion. The changeable Mexican population quickly found as much enjoyment in being devout as they once did in being scandalous. Father Vaillant wrote to his sister Philomène in France that the mood of his parish was like that of a boys' school; under one teacher, the boys try to outdo each other in mischief and disobedience, while under another, they compete in being loyal. The Novena before Christmas, which had previously been celebrated with dances and wild festivities, was this year a major revival of religious enthusiasm.
Though Father Vaillant had all the duties of a parish priest at Albuquerque, he was still Vicar General, and in February the Bishop dispatched him on urgent business to Las Vegas. He did not return on the day that he was expected, and when several days passed with no word from him, Father Latour began to feel some anxiety.
Though Father Vaillant had all the responsibilities of a parish priest in Albuquerque, he was still Vicar General. In February, the Bishop sent him on urgent business to Las Vegas. He didn’t come back on the expected day, and when several days went by without any news from him, Father Latour started to feel anxious.
One morning at day-break a very sick Indian boy rode into the Bishop's courtyard on Father Joseph's white mule, Contento, bringing bad news. The Padre, he said, had stopped at his village in the Pecos mountains where black measles had broken out, to give the sacrament to the dying, and had fallen ill of the sickness. The boy himself had been well when he started for Santa Fé, but had become sick on the way.
One morning at sunrise, a very sick Native American boy rode into the Bishop's courtyard on Father Joseph's white mule, Contento, bringing bad news. The Padre, he said, had stopped at his village in the Pecos mountains where black measles had broken out to give the sacrament to the dying, and had fallen ill with the sickness. The boy himself had been healthy when he started for Santa Fé, but had become sick on the way.
The Bishop had the messenger put into the wood-house, an isolated building at the end of the garden, where the Sisters of Loretto could tend him. He instructed the Mother Superior to pack a bag with such medicines and comforts for the sick as he could carry, and told Fructosa, his cook, to put up for him the provisions he usually took on horseback journeys. When his man brought a pack-mule and his own mule, Angelica, to the door, Father Latour, already in his rough riding-breeches and buckskin jacket, looked at the handsome beast and shook his head.
The Bishop had the messenger taken to the woodhouse, a separate building at the back of the garden, where the Sisters of Loretto could care for him. He told the Mother Superior to pack a bag with whatever medicines and comforts he could carry for the sick and asked Fructosa, his cook, to prepare the usual provisions for his horseback trips. When his assistant brought a pack mule and his own mule, Angelica, to the door, Father Latour, already dressed in his rugged riding breeches and buckskin jacket, looked at the beautiful animal and shook his head.
"No, leave her with Contento. The new army mule is heavier, and will do for this journey."
"No, leave her with Contento. The new army mule is heavier and will be fine for this journey."
The Bishop rode out of Santa Fé two hours after the Indian messenger rode in. He was going direct to the pueblo of Pecos, where he would pick up Jacinto. It was late in the afternoon when he reached the pueblo, lying low on its red rock ledges, half-surrounded by a crown of fir-clad mountains, and facing a sea of junipers and cedars. The Bishop had meant to get fresh horses at Pecos and push on through the mountains, but Jacinto and the older Indians who gathered about the horseman, strongly advised him to spend the night there and start in the early morning. The sun was shining brilliantly in a blue sky, but in the west, behind the mountain, lay a great stationary black cloud, opaque and motionless as a ledge of rock. The old men looked at it and shook their heads.
The Bishop rode out of Santa Fé two hours after the Indian messenger arrived. He was heading straight to the pueblo of Pecos, where he would pick up Jacinto. It was late in the afternoon when he reached the pueblo, which sat low on its red rock ledges, partially surrounded by a ring of fir-covered mountains, and facing a sea of junipers and cedars. The Bishop had planned to get fresh horses at Pecos and continue through the mountains, but Jacinto and the older Indians who gathered around the horseman strongly advised him to spend the night and start early in the morning. The sun was shining brightly in a blue sky, but in the west, behind the mountain, there was a large, stationary black cloud, solid and unmoving like a rock ledge. The old men looked at it and shook their heads.
"Very big wind," said the governor gravely.
"Really strong wind," said the governor seriously.
Unwillingly the Bishop dismounted and gave his mules to Jacinto; it seemed to him that he was wasting time. There was still an hour before nightfall, and he spent that hour pacing up and down the crust of bare rock between the village and the ruin of the old mission church. The sun was sinking, a red ball which threw a copper glow over the pine-covered ridge of mountains, and edged that inky, ominous cloud with molten silver. The great red earth walls of the mission, red as brick-dust, yawned gloomily before him,—part of the roof had fallen in, and the rest would soon go.
Reluctantly, the Bishop got off his mule and handed it over to Jacinto; he felt like he was wasting time. There was still an hour before night fell, and he spent that hour pacing up and down the bare rock between the village and the ruins of the old mission church. The sun was setting, a red ball casting a copper glow over the pine-covered mountain ridge and outlining that dark, foreboding cloud with molten silver. The massive red earthen walls of the mission, as red as brick dust, loomed gloomily before him—part of the roof had collapsed, and the rest was sure to follow soon.
At this moment Father Joseph was lying dangerously ill in the dirt and discomfort of an Indian village in winter. Why, the Bishop was asking himself, had he ever brought his friend to this life of hardship and danger? Father Vaillant had been frail from childhood, though he had the endurance resulting from exhaustless enthusiasm. The Brothers at Montferrand were not given to coddling boys, but every year they used to send this one away for a rest in the high Volvic mountains, because his vitality ran down under the confinement of college life. Twice, while he and Father Latour were missionaries in Ohio, Joseph had been at death's door; once so ill with cholera that the newspapers had printed his name in the death list. On that occasion their Ohio Bishop had christened him Trompe-la-Mort. Yes, Father Latour told himself, Blanchet had outwitted death so often, there was always the chance he would do it again.
At that moment, Father Joseph was lying dangerously ill in the dirt and discomfort of an Indian village in winter. Why, the Bishop was asking himself, had he ever brought his friend to this life of hardship and danger? Father Vaillant had been fragile since childhood, although he had the stamina that came from relentless enthusiasm. The Brothers at Montferrand didn't coddle boys, but every year they would send this one away for a break in the high Volvic mountains, because his energy would run low under the restrictions of college life. Twice, while he and Father Latour were missionaries in Ohio, Joseph had been on the brink of death; once so sick with cholera that the newspapers had included his name in the death list. During that time, their Ohio Bishop had given him the nickname Trompe-la-Mort. Yes, Father Latour reminded himself, Blanchet had outsmarted death so many times that there was always a chance he would do it again.
Walking about the walls of the ruin, the Bishop discovered that the sacristy was dry and clean, and he decided to spend the night there, wrapped in his blankets, on one of the earthen benches that ran about the inner walls. While he was examining this room, the wind began to howl about the old church, and darkness fell quickly. From the low doorways of the pueblo ruddy fire-light was gleaming—singularly grateful to the eye. Waiting for him on the rocks, he recognized the slight figure of Jacinto, his blanket drawn close about his head, his shoulders bowed to the wind.
Walking around the walls of the ruin, the Bishop found that the sacristy was dry and clean, and he decided to spend the night there, wrapped in his blankets on one of the earthen benches that lined the inner walls. As he was looking around the room, the wind started howling through the old church, and darkness fell quickly. From the low doorways of the pueblo, a warm glow from the fire was shining—refreshingly pleasant to see. Waiting for him on the rocks, he recognized the small figure of Jacinto, his blanket pulled tight around his head, his shoulders hunched against the wind.
The young Indian said that supper was ready, and the Bishop followed him to his particular lair in those rows of little houses all alike and all built together. There was a ladder before Jacinto's door which led up to a second storey, but that was the dwelling of another family; the roof of Jacinto's house made a veranda for the family above him. The Bishop bent his head under the low doorway and stepped down; the floor of the room was a long step below the doorsill—the Indian way of preventing drafts. The room into which he descended was long and narrow, smoothly whitewashed, and clean, to the eye, at least, because of its very bareness. There was nothing on the walls but a few fox pelts and strings of gourds and red peppers. The richly coloured blankets of which Jacinto was very proud were folded in piles on the earth settle,—it was there he and his wife slept, near the fire-place. The earth of that settle became warm during the day and held its heat until morning, like the Russian peasants' stove-bed. Over the fire a pot of beans and dried meat was simmering. The burning piñon logs filled the room with sweet-smelling smoke. Clara, Jacinto's wife, smiled at the priest as he entered. She ladled out the stew, and the Bishop and Jacinto sat down on the floor beside the fire, each with his bowl. Between them Clara put a basin full of hot corn-bread baked with squash seeds,—an Indian delicacy comparable to raisin bread among the whites. The Bishop said a blessing and broke the bread with his hands. While the two men ate, the young woman watched them and stirred a tiny cradle of deerskin which hung by thongs from the roof poles. Jacinto, when questioned, said sadly that the baby was ailing. Father Latour did not ask to see it; it would be swathed in layers of wrappings, he knew; even its face and head would be covered against drafts. Indian babies were never bathed in winter, and it was useless to suggest treatment for the sick ones. On that subject the Indian ear was closed to advice.
The young Indian said that dinner was ready, and the Bishop followed him to his specific home in the rows of identical little houses. There was a ladder in front of Jacinto's door that led up to a second floor, but that belonged to another family; the roof of Jacinto's house served as a veranda for the family above him. The Bishop ducked under the low doorway and stepped down; the floor of the room was a long step below the threshold—the Indian way of keeping out drafts. The room he entered was long and narrow, smoothly whitewashed, and looked clean, at least due to its simplicity. There was nothing on the walls except a few fox pelts and strings of gourds and red peppers. The colorful blankets that Jacinto was very proud of were stacked in piles on the earthen bed—where he and his wife slept, near the fireplace. The earth of that bed became warm during the day and held onto its heat until morning, like the stove-bed of Russian peasants. Over the fire, a pot of beans and dried meat was simmering. The burning piñon logs filled the room with sweet-smelling smoke. Clara, Jacinto's wife, smiled at the priest as he came in. She served the stew, and the Bishop and Jacinto sat on the floor beside the fire, each with a bowl. Between them, Clara placed a basin full of hot cornbread baked with squash seeds—a delicacy among Indians that was comparable to raisin bread among whites. The Bishop said a blessing and broke the bread with his hands. While the two men ate, the young woman watched them and swayed a tiny cradle made of deerskin that hung from the roof beams. When asked, Jacinto sadly mentioned that the baby was sick. Father Latour did not ask to see it; he knew it would be wrapped in layers of clothing, even its face and head would be covered against drafts. Indian babies were never bathed in winter, and it was pointless to suggest treatment for the sick ones. On that topic, the Indian ear was closed to advice.
It was a pity, too, that he could do nothing for Jacinto's baby. Cradles were not many in the pueblo of Pecos. The tribe was dying out; infant mortality was heavy, and the young couples did not reproduce freely,—the life-force seemed low. Smallpox and measles had taken heavy toll here time and again.
It was a shame, too, that he couldn't do anything for Jacinto's baby. There weren't many cradles in the town of Pecos. The tribe was fading away; infant mortality was high, and the young couples weren't having many children—the life force seemed weak. Smallpox and measles had repeatedly claimed a heavy toll here.
Of course there were other explanations, credited by many good people in Santa Fé. Pecos had more than its share of dark legends,—perhaps that was because it had been too tempting to white men, and had had more than its share of history. It was said that this people had from time immemorial kept a ceremonial fire burning in some cave in the mountain, a fire that had never been allowed to go out, and had never been revealed to white men. The story was that the service of this fire sapped the strength of the young men appointed to serve it,—always the best of the tribe. Father Latour thought this hardly probable. Why should it be very arduous, in a mountain full of timber, to feed a fire so small that its whereabouts had been concealed for centuries?
Of course, there were other explanations that many good people in Santa Fé believed. Pecos had more than its share of dark legends—maybe because it had always been so tempting to white men and had a complex history. It was said that the locals had kept a ceremonial fire burning in a cave in the mountain since time immemorial, a fire that had never gone out and had never been shown to white men. The story went that the responsibility for this fire drained the strength of the young men chosen to tend it—always the best of the tribe. Father Latour found this hard to believe. Why would it be so difficult, in a mountain full of timber, to maintain a fire so small that its location had been hidden for centuries?
There was also the snake story, reported by the early explorers, both Spanish and American, and believed ever since: that this tribe was peculiarly addicted to snake worship, that they kept rattlesnakes concealed in their houses, and somewhere in the mountain guarded an enormous serpent which they brought to the pueblo for certain feasts. It was said that they sacrificed young babies to the great snake, and thus diminished their numbers.
There was also the snake story, shared by early explorers, both Spanish and American, and believed ever since: that this tribe had a unique devotion to snake worship, that they kept rattlesnakes hidden in their homes, and somewhere in the mountains they guarded a massive serpent that they brought to the pueblo for certain celebrations. It was said that they sacrificed young babies to the great snake, and in doing so, reduced their population.
It seemed much more likely that the contagious diseases brought by white men were the real cause of the shrinkage of the tribe. Among the Indians, measles, scarlatina and whooping-cough were as deadly as typhus or cholera. Certainly, the tribe was decreasing every year. Jacinto's house was at one end of the living pueblo; behind it were long rock ridges of dead pueblo,—empty houses ruined by weather and now scarcely more than piles of earth and stone. The population of the living streets was less than one hundred adults.[1] This was all that was left of the rich and populous Cicuyè of Coronado's expedition. Then, by his report, there were six thousand souls in the Indian town. They had rich fields irrigated from the Pecos River. The streams were full of fish, the mountain was full of game. The pueblo, indeed, seemed to lie upon the knees of these verdant mountains, like a favoured child. Out yonder, on the juniper-spotted plateau in front of the village, the Spaniards had camped, exacting a heavy tribute of corn and furs and cotton garments from their hapless hosts. It was from here, the story went, that they set forth in the spring on their ill-fated search for the seven golden cities of Quivera, taking with them slaves and concubines ravished from the Pecos people.
It seemed much more likely that the contagious diseases brought by white people were the real reason for the decline of the tribe. Among the Indians, measles, scarlet fever, and whooping cough were as deadly as typhus or cholera. Without a doubt, the tribe was getting smaller every year. Jacinto's house was at one end of the inhabited pueblo; behind it were long stretches of abandoned pueblo—empty houses that had been destroyed by the weather and were now barely more than piles of dirt and stones. The population of the living streets was less than one hundred adults.[1] This was all that remained of the once-rich and populous Cicuyè of Coronado's expedition. According to his report, there were six thousand people in the Indian town. They had fertile fields irrigated from the Pecos River. The streams were full of fish, and the mountains were filled with game. The pueblo appeared to rest at the feet of these lush mountains, like a favored child. Out there, on the juniper-dotted plateau in front of the village, the Spaniards had camped, demanding a heavy tribute of corn, furs, and cotton garments from their unfortunate hosts. It was from here, the story went, that they set out in the spring on their doomed search for the seven golden cities of Quivira, taking with them slaves and concubines taken from the Pecos people.
As Father Latour sat by the fire and listened to the wind sweeping down from the mountains and howling over the plateau, he thought of these things; and he could not help wondering whether Jacinto, sitting silent by the same fire, was thinking of them, too. The wind, he knew, was blowing out of the inky cloud bank that lay behind the mountain at sunset; but it might well be blowing out of a remote, black past. The only human voice raised against it was the feeble wailing of the sick child in the cradle. Clara ate noiselessly in a corner, Jacinto looked into the fire.
As Father Latour sat by the fire, listening to the wind howling down from the mountains and across the plateau, he thought about these things. He couldn’t help but wonder if Jacinto, sitting quietly by the same fire, was thinking of them too. He knew the wind was coming from the dark cloud bank behind the mountain at sunset, but it could also be coming from a distant, dark past. The only human sound against the wind was the faint wail of the sick child in the cradle. Clara ate silently in a corner, while Jacinto stared into the fire.
The Bishop read his breviary by the fire-light for an hour. Then, warmed to the bone and assured that his roll of blankets was warmed through, he rose to go. Jacinto followed with the blankets and one of his own buffalo robes. They went along a line of red doorways and across the bare rock to the gaunt ruin, whose lateral walls, with their buttresses, still braved the storm and let in the starlight.
The Bishop read his prayer book by the firelight for an hour. Then, feeling warm all the way through and sure that his blankets were heated, he stood up to leave. Jacinto trailed behind with the blankets and one of his own buffalo robes. They walked past a line of red doorways and over the bare rock to the stark ruin, whose side walls, with their supports, still withstood the storm and allowed the starlight to come in.
2
STONE LIPS
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STONE LIPS
IT was not difficult for the Bishop to waken early. After midnight his body became more and more chilled and cramped. He said his prayers before he rolled out of his blankets, remembering Father Vaillant's maxim that if you said your prayers first, you would find plenty of time for other things afterward.
It wasn't hard for the Bishop to wake up early. After midnight, his body got colder and stiffer. He said his prayers before getting out of his blankets, recalling Father Vaillant's saying that if you prayed first, you'd have plenty of time for everything else later.
Going through the silent pueblo to Jacinto's door, the Bishop woke him and asked him to make a fire. While the Indian went to get the mules ready, Father Latour got his coffee-pot and tin cup out of his saddle-bags, and a round loaf of Mexican bread. With bread and black coffee, he could travel day after day. Jacinto was for starting without breakfast, but Father Latour made him sit down and share his loaf. Bread is never too plenty in Indian households. Clara was still lying on the settle with her baby.
Walking through the quiet village to Jacinto's door, the Bishop woke him up and asked him to start a fire. While the Indian prepared the mules, Father Latour took out his coffee pot and tin cup from his saddle bags, along with a round loaf of Mexican bread. With bread and black coffee, he could travel day after day. Jacinto wanted to leave without breakfast, but Father Latour insisted he sit down and share his loaf. Bread is never in abundance in Indian households. Clara was still resting on the bench with her baby.
At four o'clock they were on the road, Jacinto riding the mule that carried the blankets. He knew the trails through his own mountains well enough to follow them in the dark. Toward noon the Bishop suggested a halt to rest the mules, but his guide looked at the sky and shook his head. The sun was nowhere to be seen, the air was thick and grey and smelled of snow. Very soon the snow began to fall—lightly at first, but all the while becoming heavier. The vista of pine trees ahead of them grew shorter and shorter through the vast powdering of descending flakes. A little after midday a burst of wind sent the snow whirling in coils about the two travellers, and a great storm broke. The wind was like a hurricane at sea, and the air became blind with snow. The Bishop could scarcely see his guide—saw only parts of him, now a head, now a shoulder, now only the black rump of his mule. Pine trees by the way stood out for a moment, then disappeared absolutely in the whirlpool of snow. Trail and landmarks, the mountain itself, were obliterated.
At four o'clock, they hit the road, with Jacinto riding the mule that carried the blankets. He knew the trails through his mountains well enough to navigate them in the dark. Around noon, the Bishop suggested taking a break to rest the mules, but his guide looked at the sky and shook his head. The sun was nowhere in sight, the air was thick and gray, and it smelled like snow. Before long, the snow began to fall—lightly at first, but it quickly got heavier. The view of the pine trees in front of them faded more and more as the snowflakes piled down. A little after midday, a gust of wind sent the snow swirling around the two travelers, and a major storm hit. The wind roared like a hurricane at sea, and the air became blinding with snow. The Bishop could barely see his guide—he could only catch glimpses of him, sometimes just a head, sometimes a shoulder, or only the black rear of his mule. Pine trees along the way briefly stood out, then disappeared completely in the swirling snow. The trail and landmarks, even the mountain itself, were wiped out.
Jacinto sprang from his mule and unstrapped the roll of blankets. Throwing the saddle-bags to the Bishop, he shouted, "Come, I know a place. Be quick, Padre."
Jacinto jumped off his mule and took off the roll of blankets. He tossed the saddle-bags to the Bishop and shouted, "Come on, I know a spot. Hurry, Padre."
The Bishop protested they could not leave the mules. Jacinto said the mules must take their chance.
The Bishop objected, saying they couldn't leave the mules behind. Jacinto replied that the mules would have to fend for themselves.
For Father Latour the next hour was a test of endurance. He was blind and breathless, panting through his open mouth. He clambered over half-visible rocks, fell over prostrate trees, sank into deep holes and struggled out, always following the red blankets on the shoulders of the Indian boy, which stuck out when the boy himself was lost to sight.
For Father Latour, the next hour was a challenge to his endurance. He was blind and out of breath, panting through his open mouth. He climbed over barely visible rocks, tripped over fallen trees, sank into deep holes, and struggled to get out, always following the red blankets on the shoulders of the Indian boy, which stood out when the boy himself disappeared from view.
Suddenly the snow seemed thinner. The guide stopped short. They were standing, the Bishop made out, under an overhanging wall of rock which made a barrier against the storm. Jacinto dropped the blankets from his shoulder and seemed to be preparing to climb the cliff. Looking up, the Bishop saw a peculiar formation in the rocks; two rounded ledges, one directly over the other, with a mouth-like opening between. They suggested two great stone lips, slightly parted and thrust outward. Up to this mouth Jacinto climbed quickly by footholds well known to him. Having mounted, he lay down on the lower lip, and helped the Bishop to clamber up. He told Father Latour to wait for him on this projection while he brought up the baggage.
Suddenly, the snow seemed less dense. The guide stopped abruptly. They were standing, as the Bishop realized, under an overhanging rock wall that acted as a barrier against the storm. Jacinto dropped the blankets from his shoulder and appeared ready to climb the cliff. Looking up, the Bishop noticed a strange formation in the rocks; two rounded ledges, one directly above the other, with an opening between them that looked like a mouth. It resembled two large stone lips, slightly parted and protruding outward. Jacinto quickly climbed up to this opening using footholds he was familiar with. After reaching it, he lay down on the lower ledge and helped the Bishop scramble up. He instructed Father Latour to wait for him on this ledge while he brought up the baggage.
A few moments later the Bishop slid after Jacinto and the blankets, through the orifice, into the throat of the cave. Within stood a wooden ladder, like that used in kivas, and down this he easily made his way to the floor.
A few moments later, the Bishop followed Jacinto and the blankets through the opening into the mouth of the cave. Inside, there was a wooden ladder, similar to those used in kivas, and he easily descended it to the ground below.
He found himself in a lofty cavern, shaped somewhat like a Gothic chapel, of vague outline,—the only light within was that which came through the narrow aperture between the stone lips. Great as was his need of shelter, the Bishop, on his way down the ladder, was struck by a reluctance, an extreme distaste for the place. The air in the cave was glacial, penetrated to the very bones, and he detected at once a fetid odour, not very strong but highly disagreeable. Some twenty feet or so above his head the open mouth let in grey daylight like a high transom.
He found himself in a high cavern that looked a bit like a Gothic chapel, with a vague shape— the only light inside came through the narrow opening between the stone edges. Even though he desperately needed shelter, the Bishop felt a strong reluctance and a deep distaste for the place as he descended the ladder. The air in the cave was icy, chilling him to the bone, and he immediately noticed a foul smell, not very strong but extremely unpleasant. About twenty feet above him, the opening let in gray daylight like a high transom.
While he stood gazing about, trying to reckon the size of the cave, his guide was intensely preoccupied in making a careful examination of the floor and walls. At the foot of the ladder lay a heap of half-burned logs. There had been a fire there, and it had been extinguished with fresh earth,—a pile of dust covered what had been the heart of the fire. Against the cavern wall was a heap of piñon faggots, neatly piled. After he had made a minute examination of the floor, the guide began cautiously to move this pile of wood, taking the sticks up one by one, and putting them in another spot. The Bishop supposed he would make a fire at once, but he seemed in no haste to do so. Indeed, when he had moved the wood he sat down upon the floor and fell into reflection. Father Latour urged him to build a fire without further delay.
While he stood looking around, trying to figure out the size of the cave, his guide was deeply focused on carefully examining the floor and walls. At the bottom of the ladder was a pile of half-burned logs. There had been a fire there, and it had been put out with fresh earth—a layer of dust covered what had been the center of the fire. Leaning against the cave wall was a neatly stacked pile of piñon wood. After thoroughly examining the floor, the guide cautiously started to move this pile of wood, taking each stick one by one and placing them elsewhere. The Bishop thought he would start a fire right away, but the guide didn’t seem in any rush to do so. In fact, after moving the wood, he sat down on the floor and fell into deep thought. Father Latour urged him to build a fire without any more delay.
"Padre," said the Indian boy, "I do not know if it was right to bring you here. This place is used by my people for ceremonies and is known only to us. When you go out from here, you must forget."
"Father," said the Indian boy, "I’m not sure if it was right to bring you here. This place is used by my people for ceremonies and is known only to us. When you leave, you must forget."
"I will forget, certainly. But unless we can have a fire, we had better go back into the storm. I feel ill here already."
"I'll definitely forget. But unless we can have a fire, we should head back into the storm. I already feel sick being here."
Jacinto unrolled the blankets and threw the dryest one about the shivering priest. Then he bent over the pile of ashes and charred wood, but what he did was to select a number of small stones that had been used to fence in the burning embers. These he gathered in his serape and carried to the rear wall of the cavern, where, a little above his head, there seemed to be a hole. It was about as large as a very big watermelon, of an irregular oval shape.
Jacinto unrolled the blankets and wrapped the driest one around the shivering priest. Then he leaned over the pile of ashes and burnt wood, but instead of that, he picked up several small stones that had been used to contain the glowing embers. He gathered these in his serape and carried them to the back wall of the cave, where there appeared to be a hole a bit above his head. It was roughly the size of a large watermelon and had an irregular oval shape.
Holes of that shape are common in the black volcanic cliffs of the Pajarito Plateau, where they occur in great numbers. This one was solitary, dark, and seemed to lead into another cavern. Though it lay higher than Jacinto's head, it was not beyond easy reach of his arms, and to the Bishop's astonishment he began deftly and noiselessly to place the stones he had collected within the mouth of this orifice, fitting them together until he had entirely closed it. He then cut wedges from the piñon faggots and inserted them into the cracks between the stones. Finally, he took a handful of the earth that had been used to smother the dead fire, and mixed it with the wet snow that had blown in between the stone lips. With this thick mud he plastered over his masonry, and smoothed it with his palm. The whole operation did not take a quarter of an hour.
Holes like that are common in the black volcanic cliffs of the Pajarito Plateau, where they appear in large numbers. This one was isolated, dark, and seemed to lead into another cave. Even though it was above Jacinto's head, it was still within easy reach of his arms, and to the Bishop's surprise, he started skillfully and quietly placing the stones he had gathered into the opening, arranging them until he completely sealed it. He then cut wedges from the piñon bundles and pushed them into the gaps between the stones. Finally, he grabbed a handful of the dirt that was used to extinguish the dead fire and mixed it with the wet snow that had blown in between the stone edges. With this thick mud, he coated his work and smoothed it out with his palm. The whole process took less than fifteen minutes.
Without comment or explanation he then proceeded to build a fire. The odour so disagreeable to the Bishop soon vanished before the fragrance of the burning logs. The heat seemed to purify the rank air at the same time that it took away the deathly chill, but the dizzy noise in Father Latour's head persisted. At first he thought it was a vertigo, a roaring in his ears brought on by cold and changes in his circulation. But as he grew warm and relaxed, he perceived an extraordinary vibration in this cavern; it hummed like a hive of bees, like a heavy roll of distant drums. After a time he asked Jacinto whether he, too, noticed this. The slim Indian boy smiled for the first time since they had entered the cave. He took up a faggot for a torch, and beckoned the Padre to follow him along a tunnel which ran back into the mountain, where the roof grew much lower, almost within reach of the hand. There Jacinto knelt down over a fissure in the stone floor, like a crack in china, which was plastered up with clay. Digging some of this out with his hunting knife, he put his ear on the opening, listened a few seconds, and motioned the Bishop to do likewise.
Without saying anything, he went ahead and built a fire. The smell that was so unpleasant to the Bishop quickly disappeared, replaced by the aroma of the burning wood. The warmth seemed to cleanse the foul air while also dispelling the freezing chill, but the spinning noise in Father Latour's head lingered. At first, he thought it was vertigo, a ringing in his ears caused by the cold and changes in his circulation. But as he warmed up and relaxed, he noticed an unusual vibration in the cavern; it buzzed like a beehive, like distant drums rolling heavily. After some time, he asked Jacinto if he noticed it too. The slender Indian boy smiled for the first time since they entered the cave. He picked up a stick to use as a torch and signaled for the Padre to follow him down a tunnel that led deeper into the mountain, where the ceiling dropped much lower, almost within reach. There, Jacinto knelt beside a crack in the stone floor, like a fracture in porcelain, which was sealed with clay. He dug some of it out with his hunting knife, pressed his ear to the opening, listened for a few seconds, then signaled the Bishop to do the same.
Father Latour lay with his ear to this crack for a long while, despite the cold that arose from it. He told himself he was listening to one of the oldest voices of the earth. What he heard was the sound of a great underground river, flowing through a resounding cavern. The water was far, far below, perhaps as deep as the foot of the mountain, a flood moving in utter blackness under ribs of antediluvian rock. It was not a rushing noise, but the sound of a great flood moving with majesty and power.
Father Latour lay with his ear to this crack for a long time, despite the cold that came from it. He thought he was listening to one of the oldest voices of the earth. What he heard was the sound of a huge underground river, flowing through a resonant cavern. The water was far, far below, maybe as deep as the base of the mountain, a flood moving in complete darkness under layers of ancient rock. It wasn’t a rushing noise, but the sound of a great flood moving with majesty and power.
"It is terrible," he said at last, as he rose.
"It’s awful," he said finally, as he stood up.
"Si, Padre." Jacinto began spitting on the clay he had gouged out of the seam, and plastered it up again.
"Yeah, Dad." Jacinto started spitting on the clay he had dug out of the seam, and plastered it back up again.
When they returned to the fire, the patch of daylight up between the two lips had grown much paler. The Bishop saw it die with regret. He took from his saddle-bags his coffee-pot and a loaf of bread and a goat cheese. Jacinto climbed up to the lower ledge of the entrance, shook a pine tree, and filled the coffee-pot and one of the blankets with fresh snow. While his guide was thus engaged, the Bishop took a swallow of old Taos whisky from his pocket flask. He never liked to drink spirits in the presence of an Indian.
When they got back to the fire, the patch of daylight between the two cliffs had faded a lot. The Bishop watched it disappear with sadness. He took his coffee pot, a loaf of bread, and a goat cheese from his saddle bags. Jacinto climbed up to the lower ledge of the entrance, shook a pine tree, and filled the coffee pot and one of the blankets with fresh snow. While his guide was busy with that, the Bishop took a sip of old Taos whisky from his pocket flask. He never liked drinking alcohol in front of an Indian.
Jacinto declared that he thought himself lucky to get bread and black coffee. As he handed the Bishop back his tin cup after drinking its contents, he rubbed his hand over his wide sash with a smile of pleasure that showed all his white teeth.
Jacinto said he felt lucky to have bread and black coffee. As he returned the Bishop's tin cup after finishing its contents, he rubbed his hand over his wide sash with a pleased smile that revealed all his white teeth.
"We had good luck to be near here," he said. "When we leave the mules, I think I can find my way here, but I am not sure. I have not been here very many times. You was scare, Padre?"
"We're lucky to be close to this place," he said. "When we leave the mules, I think I can find my way back here, but I'm not sure. I haven't been here too many times. Were you scared, Padre?"
The Bishop reflected. "You hardly gave me time to be scared, boy. Were you?"
The Bishop thought for a moment. "You barely gave me a chance to be afraid, kid. Were you?"
The Indian shrugged his shoulders. "I think not to return to pueblo," he admitted.
The Indian shrugged his shoulders. "I don't think I'll go back to the village," he admitted.
Father Latour read his breviary long by the light of the fire. Since early morning his mind had been on other than spiritual things. At last he felt that he could sleep. He made Jacinto repeat a Pater Noster with him, as he always did on their night camps, rolled himself in his blankets, and stretched out, feet to the fire. He had it in his mind, however, to waken in the night and study a little the curious hole his guide had so carefully closed. After he put on the mud, Jacinto had never looked in the direction of that hole again, and Father Latour, observing Indian good manners, had tried not to glance toward it.
Father Latour read his prayer book by the light of the fire for a long time. Since early morning, he had been thinking about things other than spiritual matters. Finally, he felt ready to sleep. He had Jacinto say a Pater Noster with him, as he always did during their camping trips, wrapped himself in his blankets, and lay down with his feet toward the fire. However, he intended to wake up during the night to examine the strange hole that his guide had carefully sealed. After applying the mud, Jacinto never looked in the direction of that hole again, and Father Latour, respecting Indian customs, had tried not to look at it either.
He did waken, and the fire was still giving off a rich glow of light in that lofty Gothic chamber. But there against the wall was his guide, standing on some invisible foothold, his arms outstretched against the rock, his body flattened against it, his ear over that patch of fresh mud, listening; listening with supersensual ear, it seemed, and he looked to be supported against the rock by the intensity of his solicitude. The Bishop closed his eyes without making a sound and wondered why he had supposed he could catch his guide asleep.
He woke up, and the fire was still casting a warm glow in that high Gothic room. But there against the wall was his guide, balancing on some hidden ledge, his arms stretched out against the rock, his body pressed against it, his ear over a spot of fresh mud, listening; listening with a heightened sense, it seemed, and he looked like he was propped against the rock by the depth of his concern. The Bishop shut his eyes without making a sound and wondered why he thought he could find his guide asleep.
The next morning they crawled out through the stone lips, and dropped into a gleaming white world. The snow-clad mountains were red in the rising sun. The Bishop stood looking down over ridge after ridge of wintry fir trees with the tender morning breaking over them, all their branches laden with soft, rose-coloured clouds of virgin snow.
The next morning, they crawled out through the stone lips and dropped into a bright white world. The snow-covered mountains glowed red in the rising sun. The Bishop stood there, gazing down over ridge after ridge of wintry fir trees, with the gentle morning light spilling over them, their branches heavy with soft, pinkish clouds of fresh snow.
Jacinto said it would not be worth while to look for the mules. When the snow melted, he would recover the saddles and bridles. They floundered on foot some eight miles to a squatter's cabin, rented horses, and completed their journey by starlight. When they reached Father Vaillant, he was sitting up in a bed of buffalo skins, his fever broken, already on the way to recovery. Another good friend had reached him before the Bishop. Kit Carson, on a deer hunt in the mountains with two Taos Indians, had heard that this village was stricken and that the Vicario was there. He hurried to the rescue, and got into the pueblo with a pack of venison meat just before the storm broke. As soon as Father Vaillant could sit in the saddle, Carson and the Bishop took him back to Santa Fé, breaking the journey into four days because of his enfeebled state.
Jacinto said it wouldn't be worth it to look for the mules. When the snow melted, he would retrieve the saddles and bridles. They struggled on foot for about eight miles to a squatter's cabin, rented horses, and completed their journey by starlight. When they reached Father Vaillant, he was sitting up in a bed of buffalo skins, his fever gone, already on the path to recovery. Another good friend had reached him before the Bishop. Kit Carson, out on a deer hunt in the mountains with two Taos Indians, had heard that this village was affected and that the Vicario was there. He rushed to help and arrived at the pueblo with a pack of venison just before the storm hit. As soon as Father Vaillant was able to sit in the saddle, Carson and the Bishop took him back to Santa Fé, breaking the journey into four days because of his weakened condition.
The Bishop kept his word, and never spoke of Jacinto's cave to anyone, but he did not cease from wondering about it. It flashed into his mind from time to time, and always with a shudder of repugnance quite unjustified by anything he had experienced there. It had been a hospitable shelter to him in his extremity. Yet afterward he remembered the storm itself, even his exhaustion, with a tingling sense of pleasure. But the cave, which had probably saved his life, he remembered with horror. No tales of wonder, he told himself, would ever tempt him into a cavern hereafter.
The Bishop kept his promise and never talked about Jacinto's cave to anyone, but he could never stop thinking about it. It came to his mind occasionally, always accompanied by a feeling of disgust that didn’t really make sense given what he had been through there. It had provided him with a safe haven during a tough time. Yet later, he recalled the storm itself and even his exhaustion with a kind of thrill. But the cave, which had likely saved his life, he thought of with dread. He told himself that no stories of wonder would ever lure him into a cave again.
At home again, in his own house, he still felt a certain curiosity about this ceremonial cave, and Jacinto's puzzling behaviour. It seemed almost to lend a colour of probability to some of those unpleasant stories about the Pecos religion. He was already convinced that neither the white men nor the Mexicans in Santa Fé understood anything about Indian beliefs or the workings of the Indian mind.
At home again, in his own house, he still felt a certain curiosity about this ceremonial cave and Jacinto's confusing behavior. It seemed to give some credibility to those unsettling stories about the Pecos religion. He was already convinced that neither the white people nor the Mexicans in Santa Fé understood anything about Indian beliefs or how the Indian mind worked.
Kit Carson had told him that the proprietor of the trading post between Glorieta Pass and the Pecos pueblo had grown up a neighbour to these Indians, and knew as much about them as anybody. His parents had kept the trading post before him, and his mother was the first white woman in that neighborhood. The trader's name was Zeb Orchard; he lived alone in the mountains, selling salt and sugar and whisky and tobacco to red men and white. Carson said that he was honest and truthful, a good friend to the Indians, and had at one time wanted to marry a Pecos girl, but his old mother, who was very proud of being "white," would not hear to it, and so he had remained a single man and a recluse.
Kit Carson had told him that the owner of the trading post between Glorieta Pass and the Pecos pueblo had grown up near these Indians and knew as much about them as anyone. His parents used to run the trading post before him, and his mother was the first white woman in that area. The trader's name was Zeb Orchard; he lived alone in the mountains, selling salt, sugar, whiskey, and tobacco to both Native Americans and whites. Carson said he was honest and straightforward, a good friend to the Indians, and at one point, he wanted to marry a Pecos girl, but his old mother, who was very proud of being "white," wouldn’t allow it, so he had stayed single and kept to himself.
Father Latour made a point of stopping for the night with this trader on one of his missionary journeys, in order to question him about the Pecos customs and ceremonies.
Father Latour made a point of stopping for the night with this trader on one of his missionary journeys to ask him about the Pecos customs and ceremonies.
Orchard said that the legend about the undying fire was unquestionably true; but it was kept burning, not in the mountain, but in their own pueblo. It was a smothered fire in a clay oven, and had been burning in one of the kivas ever since the pueblo was founded, centuries ago. About the snake stories, he was not certain. He had seen rattlesnakes around the pueblo, to be sure, but there were rattlers everywhere. A Pecos boy had been bitten on the ankle some years ago, and had come to him-for whisky; he swelled up and was very sick, like any other boy.
Orchard said that the legend about the never-ending fire was definitely true; but it was kept alive, not in the mountain, but in their own village. It was a smoldering fire in a clay oven and had been burning in one of the kivas ever since the pueblo was founded, centuries ago. As for the snake stories, he wasn't so sure. He had seen rattlesnakes around the village, that's for sure, but there were rattlers everywhere. A Pecos boy had been bitten on the ankle a few years back and had come to him for whiskey; he swelled up and was really sick, just like any other boy.
The Bishop asked Orchard if he thought it probable that the Indians kept a great serpent in concealment somewhere, as was commonly reported.
The Bishop asked Orchard if he thought it was likely that the Indians were hiding a huge serpent somewhere, as had been widely reported.
"They do keep some sort of varmint out in the mountain, that they bring in for their religious ceremonies," the trader said. "But I don't know if it's a snake or not. No white man knows anything about Indian religion, Padre."
"They keep some kind of creature out in the mountains that they bring in for their religious ceremonies," the trader said. "But I don't know if it's a snake or not. No white man knows anything about Indian religion, Padre."
As they talked further, Orchard admitted that when he was a boy he had been very curious about these snake stories himself, and once, at their festival time, he had spied on the Pecos men, though that was not a very safe thing to do. He had lain in ambush for two nights on the mountain, and he saw a party of Indians bringing in a chest by torchlight. It was about the size of a woman's trunk, and it was heavy enough to bend the young aspen poles on which it was hung. "If I'd seen white men bringing in a chest after dark," he observed, "I could have made a guess at what was in it; money, or whisky, or fire-arms. But seeing it was Indians, I can't say. It might have been only queer-shaped rocks their ancestors had taken a notion to. The things they value most are worth nothing to us. They've got their own superstitions, and their minds will go round and round in the same old ruts till Judgment Day."
As they continued to talk, Orchard confessed that when he was a kid, he had been really curious about those snake stories too, and once, during their festival, he had secretly watched the Pecos men, even though that wasn’t the safest thing to do. He had hidden out for two nights on the mountain and saw a group of Indians carrying a chest by torchlight. It was about the size of a woman’s suitcase and heavy enough to bend the young aspen branches it was hanging from. "If I had seen white men bringing in a chest after dark," he said, "I could have guessed what was inside; money, or liquor, or guns. But since it was Indians, I can't say. It could have just been some oddly shaped rocks their ancestors valued. The things they care about the most are worthless to us. They have their own beliefs, and their minds will just keep circling the same old paths until Judgment Day."
Father Latour remarked that their veneration for old customs was a quality he liked in the Indians, and that it played a great part in his own religion.
Father Latour noted that their respect for traditional customs was something he appreciated in the Indians, and that it was a significant aspect of his own faith.
The trader told him he might make good Catholics among the Indians, but he would never separate them from their own beliefs. "Their priests have their own kind of mysteries. I don't know how much of it is real and how much is made up. I remember something that happened when I was a little fellow. One night a Pecos girl, with her baby in her arms, ran into the kitchen here and begged my mother to hide her until after the festival, for she'd seen signs between the caciques, and was sure they were going to feed—her baby to the snake. Whether it was true or not, she certainly believed it, poor thing, and Mother let her stay. It made a great impression on me at the time."
The trader told him that he could probably convert some of the Indians to Catholicism, but he would never be able to pull them away from their own beliefs. "Their priests have their own mysteries. I’m not sure what’s real and what’s just made up. I remember something that happened when I was little. One night, a Pecos girl, holding her baby, ran into the kitchen and begged my mom to hide her until after the festival because she had seen signs among the caciques and was convinced they were going to sacrifice her baby to the snake. Whether it was true or not, she absolutely believed it, poor thing, and my mom let her stay. It really stuck with me back then."
BOOK FIVE
PADRE MARTINEZ
1
THE OLD ORDER
THE OLD SYSTEM
BISHOP LATOUR, with Jacinto, was riding through the mountains on his first official visit to Taos—after Albuquerque, the largest and richest parish in his diocese. Both the priest and people there were hostile to Americans and jealous of interference. Any European, except a Spaniard, was regarded as a gringo. The Bishop had let the parish alone, giving their animosity plenty of time to cool. With Carson's help he had informed himself fully about conditions there, and about the powerful old priest, Antonio José Martinez, who was ruler in temporal as well as in spiritual affairs. Indeed, before Father Latour's entrance upon the scene, Martinez had been dictator to all the parishes in northern New Mexico, and the native priests at Santa Fé were all of them under his thumb.
BISHOP LATOUR, along with Jacinto, was riding through the mountains on his first official visit to Taos—after Albuquerque, the largest and wealthiest parish in his diocese. Both the priest and the locals there were unfriendly towards Americans and resentful of outside interference. Anyone from Europe, except for Spaniards, was seen as a gringo. The Bishop had left the parish alone, allowing their hostility to settle down. With Carson’s help, he had thoroughly informed himself about the situation there and the influential old priest, Antonio José Martinez, who held power in both secular and spiritual matters. In fact, before Father Latour arrived, Martinez had acted as a dictator over all the parishes in northern New Mexico, and the native priests in Santa Fé were all under his control.
It was common talk that Padre Martinez had instigated the revolt of the Taos Indians five years ago, when Bent, the American Governor, and a dozen other white men were murdered and scalped. Seven of the Taos Indians had been tried before a military court and hanged for the murder, but no attempt had been made to call the plotting priest to account. Indeed, Padre Martinez had managed to profit considerably by the affair.
It was widely believed that Padre Martinez had sparked the revolt of the Taos Indians five years ago, when Bent, the American Governor, and about a dozen other white men were killed and scalped. Seven of the Taos Indians were tried in a military court and hanged for the killings, but no effort was made to hold the scheming priest responsible. In fact, Padre Martinez had managed to gain a lot from the situation.
The Indians who were sentenced to death had sent for their Padre and begged him to get them out of the trouble he had got them into. Martinez promised to save their lives if they would deed him their lands, near the pueblo. This they did, and after the conveyance was properly executed the Padre troubled himself no more about the matter, but went to pay a visit at his native town of Abiquiu. In his absence the seven Indians were hanged on the appointed day. Martinez now cultivated their fertile farms, which made him quite the richest man in the parish.
The Indians who were sentenced to death had called for their Padre and pleaded with him to help them escape the trouble he had caused. Martinez promised to save their lives if they would hand over their land near the pueblo. They agreed, and after the transfer was properly completed, the Padre didn't concern himself any further with the situation and went to visit his hometown of Abiquiu. While he was gone, the seven Indians were hanged on the scheduled day. Martinez then farmed their fertile lands, making him the richest man in the parish.
Father Latour had had polite correspondence with Martinez, but had met him only once, on that memorable occasion when the Padre had ridden up from Taos to strengthen the Santa Fé clergy in their refusal to recognize the new Bishop. But he could see him as if that were only yesterday,—the priest of Taos was not a man one would easily forget. One could not have passed him on the street without feeling his great physical force and his imperious will. Not much taller than the Bishop in reality, he gave the impression of being an enormous man. His broad high shoulders were like a bull buffalo's, his big head was set defiantly on a thick neck, and the full-cheeked, richly coloured, egg-shaped Spanish face—how vividly the Bishop remembered that face! It was so unusual that he would be glad to see it again; a high, narrow forehead, brilliant yellow eyes set deep in strong arches, and full, florid cheeks,—not blank areas of smooth flesh, as in Anglo-Saxon faces, but full of muscular activity, as quick to change with feeling as any of his features. His mouth was the very assertion of violent, uncurbed passions and tyrannical self-will; the full lips thrust out and taut, like the flesh of animals distended by fear or desire.
Father Latour had exchanged polite letters with Martinez but had only met him once, on that memorable occasion when the Padre rode up from Taos to support the Santa Fé clergy in their refusal to acknowledge the new Bishop. Yet he could picture him as if it were just yesterday—the priest of Taos was someone you wouldn't easily forget. You couldn't walk past him on the street without feeling his incredible physical strength and commanding presence. Although he was not much taller than the Bishop, he seemed like a giant. His broad, strong shoulders resembled those of a buffalo, his large head sat defiantly on a thick neck, and the vividly colored, egg-shaped Spanish face—how clearly the Bishop recalled that face! It was so unique that he would welcome seeing it again; a high, narrow forehead, bright yellow eyes set deep in strong brows, and full, rosy cheeks—not smooth, blank areas like in Anglo-Saxon faces, but filled with muscular energy, quick to shift with emotion just like any of his features. His mouth was a clear sign of intense, uncontrolled passions and stubborn self-will; the full lips jutted out and were taut, resembling the flesh of animals stretched by fear or desire.
Father Latour judged that the day of lawless personal power was almost over, even on the frontier, and this figure was to him already like something picturesque and impressive, but really impotent, left over from the past.
Father Latour believed that the era of unchecked personal power was nearly at an end, even on the frontier, and this figure appeared to him as something both striking and impressive, yet ultimately powerless, a relic of the past.
The Bishop and Jacinto left the mountains behind them, the trail dropped to a plain covered by clumps of very old sage-brush, with trunks as thick as a man's leg. Jacinto pointed out a cloud of dust moving rapidly toward them,—a cavalcade of a hundred men or more, Indians and Mexicans, come out to welcome their Bishop with shouting and musketry.
The Bishop and Jacinto left the mountains behind, and the trail descended to a plain dotted with clumps of ancient sagebrush that had trunks as thick as a man's leg. Jacinto pointed out a cloud of dust racing towards them—a group of over a hundred men, both Indians and Mexicans, coming out to greet their Bishop with cheers and gunfire.
As the horsemen approached, Padre Martinez himself was easily distinguishable—in buckskin breeches, high boots and silver spurs, a wide Mexican hat on his head, and a great black cape wound about his shoulders like a shepherd's plaid. He rode up to the Bishop and reining in his black gelding, uncovered his head in a broad salutation, while his escort surrounded the churchmen and fired their muskets into the air.
As the horsemen got closer, Padre Martinez was easy to spot—wearing buckskin pants, tall boots and silver spurs, a wide Mexican hat on his head, and a large black cape draped over his shoulders like a shepherd's cloak. He rode up to the Bishop, reined in his black gelding, and tipped his hat in a wide greeting, while his escort surrounded the church leaders and fired their muskets into the air.
The two priests rode side by side into Los Ranchos de Taos, a little town of yellow walls and winding streets and green orchards. The inhabitants were all gathered in the square before the church. When the Bishop dismounted to enter the church, the women threw their shawls on the dusty pathway for him to walk upon, and as he passed through the kneeling congregation, men and women snatched for his hand to kiss the Episcopal ring. In his own country all this would have been highly distasteful to Jean Marie Latour. Here, these demonstrations seemed a part of the high colour that was in landscape and gardens, in the flaming cactus and the gaudily decorated altars,—in the agonized Christs and dolorous Virgins and the very human figures of the saints. He had already learned that with this people religion was necessarily theatrical.
The two priests rode side by side into Los Ranchos de Taos, a small town with yellow walls, winding streets, and green orchards. The townspeople were all gathered in the square in front of the church. When the Bishop got off his horse to enter the church, the women threw their shawls on the dusty path for him to walk on, and as he moved through the kneeling crowd, men and women reached out to kiss his Episcopal ring. In his home country, all of this would have felt really uncomfortable for Jean Marie Latour. Here, these displays seemed like a natural part of the vibrant landscape and gardens, with the bright cactus and the elaborately decorated altars—filled with anguished Christs, sorrowful Virgins, and very relatable figures of the saints. He had already realized that for these people, religion was inherently theatrical.
From Los Ranchos the party rode quickly across the grey plain into Taos itself, to the priest's house, opposite the church, where a great throng had collected. As the people sank on their knees, one boy, a gawky lad of ten or twelve, remained standing, his mouth open and his hat on his head. Padre Martinez reached over the heads of several kneeling women, snatched off the boy's cap, and cuffed him soundly about the ears. When Father Latour murmured in protest, the native priest said boldly:
From Los Ranchos, the group rode quickly across the gray plain into Taos itself, heading to the priest's house across from the church, where a large crowd had gathered. As the people dropped to their knees, one awkward boy, around ten or twelve, stood with his mouth hanging open and his hat still on his head. Padre Martinez reached over the heads of several kneeling women, yanked off the boy's cap, and smacked him hard around the ears. When Father Latour quietly objected, the local priest replied boldly:
"He is my own son, Bishop, and it is time I taught him manners."
"He is my own son, Bishop, and it’s time I teach him some manners."
So this was to be the tune, the Bishop reflected. His well-schooled countenance did not change a shadow as he received this challenge, and he passed on into the Padre's house. They went at once into Martinez's study, where they found a young man lying on the floor, fast asleep. He was a very large young man, very stout, lying on his back with his head pillowed on a book, and as he breathed his bulk rose and fell amazingly. He wore a Franciscan's brown gown, and his hair was clipped short. At sight of the sleeper, Padre Martinez broke into a laugh and gave him a no very gentle kick in the ribs. The fellow got to his feet in great confusion, escaping through a door into the patio.
So this was the plan, the Bishop thought. His well-trained expression didn’t change at all as he accepted this challenge, and he walked into the Padre's house. They immediately went into Martinez's study, where they found a young man sprawled on the floor, fast asleep. He was a very large young man, quite heavy, lying on his back with his head resting on a book, and as he breathed, his mass rose and fell dramatically. He wore a brown Franciscan robe, and his hair was cut short. Upon seeing the sleeper, Padre Martinez burst into laughter and gave him a not-so-gentle kick in the ribs. The guy jumped up in great embarrassment and fled through a door into the patio.
"You there," the Padre called after him, "only young men who work hard at night want to sleep in the day! You must have been studying by candlelight. I'll give you an examination in theology!" This was greeted by a titter of feminine laughter from the windows across the court, where the fugitive took refuge behind a washing hung out to dry. He bent his tall, full figure and disappeared between a pair of wet sheets.
"You there," the Padre called after him, "only young men who work hard at night want to sleep during the day! You must have been studying by candlelight. I'll give you a theology quiz!" This was met with a burst of feminine laughter from the windows across the courtyard, where the fugitive took cover behind some laundry hung out to dry. He bent his tall, full figure and slipped between a pair of wet sheets.
"That was my student, Trinidad," said Martinez, "a nephew of my old friend Father Lucero, at Arroyo Hondo. He's a monk, but we want him to take orders. We sent him to the Seminary in Durango, but he was either too homesick or too stupid to learn anything, so I'm teaching him here. We shall make a priest of him one day."
"That was my student, Trinidad," said Martinez, "the nephew of my old friend Father Lucero from Arroyo Hondo. He's a monk, but we want him to become ordained. We sent him to the Seminary in Durango, but he was either too homesick or struggling to learn anything, so I'm teaching him here. One day, we'll make a priest out of him."
Father Latour was told to consider the house his own, but he had no wish to. The disorder was almost more than his fastidious taste could bear. The Padre's study table was sprinkled with snuff, and piled so high with books that they almost hid the crucifix hanging behind it. Books were heaped on chairs and tables all over the house,—and the books and the floors were deep in the dust of spring sand-storms. Father Martinez's boots and hats lay about in corners, his coats and cassocks were hung on pegs and draped over pieces of furniture. Yet the place seemed overrun by serving-women, young and old,—and by large yellow cats with full soft fur, of a special breed, apparently. They slept in the window-sills, lay on the well-curb in the patio; the boldest came, directly, to the supper-table, where their master fed them carelessly from his plate.
Father Latour was told to think of the house as his own, but he really didn’t want to. The mess was almost too much for his picky taste to handle. The Padre's study table was sprinkled with snuff and piled so high with books that it almost blocked the crucifix hanging behind it. Books were stacked on chairs and tables throughout the house, and both the books and the floors were covered in the dust from spring sandstorms. Father Martinez's boots and hats were scattered in corners, and his coats and cassocks were hung on hooks and draped over furniture. Still, the place seemed overrun with serving women, both young and old, and large yellow cats with soft fur, of a special breed, it seemed. They napped in the window sills, lounged on the well-curb in the patio; the bravest ones came right to the dinner table, where their master fed them carelessly from his plate.
When they sat down to supper, the host introduced to the Bishop the tall, stout young man with the protruding front, who had been asleep on the floor. He said again that Trinidad Lucero was studying with him, and was supposed to be his secretary,—adding that he spent most of his time hanging about the kitchen and hindering the girls at their work.
When they sat down for dinner, the host introduced the Bishop to the tall, sturdy young man with a prominent forehead who had been sleeping on the floor. He mentioned again that Trinidad Lucero was studying with him and was supposed to be his secretary, adding that he mostly lurked around the kitchen and got in the way of the girls while they worked.
These remarks were made in the young man's presence, but did not embarrass him at all. His whole attention was fixed upon the mutton stew, which he began to devour with undue haste as soon as his plate was put before him. The Bishop observed later that Trinidad was treated very much like a poor relation or a servant. He was sent on errands, was told without ceremony to fetch the Padre's boots, to bring wood for the fire, to saddle his horse. Father Latour disliked his personality so much that he could scarcely look at him. His fat face was irritatingly stupid, and had the grey, oily look of soft cheeses. The corners of his mouth were deep folds in plumpness, like the creases in a baby's legs, and the steel rim of his spectacles, where it crossed his nose, was embedded in soft flesh. He said not one word during supper, but ate as if he were afraid of never seeing food again. When his attention left his plate for a moment, it was fixed in the same greedy way upon the girl who served the table—and who seemed to regard him with careless contempt. The student gave the impression of being always stupefied by one form of sensual disturbance or another.
These comments were made in the young man's presence, but they didn’t embarrass him at all. His full attention was on the mutton stew, which he started to wolf down as soon as his plate was set before him. The Bishop later noticed that Trinidad was treated much like a poor relative or a servant. He was sent on errands, told without any formality to fetch the Padre's boots, bring firewood, and saddle his horse. Father Latour disliked him so much that he could barely stand to look at him. His round face was irritatingly dull and had a grey, oily appearance like soft cheese. The corners of his mouth were deep, plump folds like the creases in a baby’s legs, and the metal rim of his glasses dug into the soft flesh of his nose. He didn't say a word during dinner but ate as if he feared he might never see food again. When he did lift his gaze from his plate for a moment, it greedily landed on the girl serving at the table, who seemed to regard him with casual disdain. The student gave off an impression of being perpetually dazed by one kind of sensual distraction or another.
Padre Martinez, with a napkin tied round his neck to protect his cassock, ate and drank generously. The Bishop found the food poor enough, despite the many cooks, though the wine, which came from El Paso del Norte, was very fair.
Padre Martinez, with a napkin tied around his neck to protect his cassock, ate and drank heartily. The Bishop thought the food was pretty disappointing, despite the many cooks, although the wine, which came from El Paso del Norte, was quite decent.
During supper, his host asked the Bishop flatly if he considered celibacy an essential condition of the priest's vocation.
During dinner, his host asked the Bishop directly if he thought celibacy was a necessary requirement for a priest’s vocation.
Father Latour replied merely that this question had been thrashed out many centuries ago and decided once for all.
Father Latour simply replied that this question had been debated long ago and settled once and for all.
"Nothing is decided once for all," Martinez declared fiercely. "Celibacy may be all very well for the French clergy, but not for ours. St. Augustine himself says it is better not to go against nature. I find every evidence that in his old age he regretted having practised continence."
"Nothing is settled permanently," Martinez stated passionately. "Celibacy might work for the French clergy, but not for ours. St. Augustine himself says it's better not to go against nature. I see plenty of signs that in his later years he regretted practicing celibacy."
The Bishop said he would be interested to see the passages from which he drew such conclusions, observing that he knew the writings of St. Augustine fairly well.
The Bishop said he would be curious to see the sections that led him to those conclusions, noting that he was pretty familiar with the writings of St. Augustine.
"I have the telling passages all written down somewhere. I will find them before you go. You have probably read them with a sealed mind. Celibate priests lose their perceptions. No priest can experience repentance and forgiveness of sin unless he himself falls into sin. Since concupiscence is the most common form of temptation, it is better for him to know something about it. The soul cannot be humbled by fasts and prayer; it must be broken by mortal sin to experience forgiveness of sin and rise to a state of grace. Otherwise, religion is nothing but dead logic."
"I have the important passages written down somewhere. I’ll find them before you leave. You’ve probably read them with a closed mind. Celibate priests lose their understanding. No priest can truly feel repentance and forgiveness for sin unless he himself sins. Since desire is the most common temptation, it’s better for him to know something about it. The soul can't be humbled just by fasting and praying; it must be shattered by serious sin to experience forgiveness and elevate to a state of grace. Otherwise, religion is just lifeless logic."
"This is a subject upon which we must confer later, and at some length," said the Bishop quietly. "I shall reform these practices throughout my diocese as rapidly as possible. I hope it will be but a short time until there is not a priest left who does not keep all the vows he took when he bound himself to the service of the altar."
"This is a topic we need to discuss later, and in detail," said the Bishop calmly. "I will change these practices across my diocese as quickly as I can. I hope it won't be long before there isn't a single priest left who doesn't uphold all the vows he made when he committed to serving at the altar."
The swarthy Padre laughed, and threw off the big cat which had mounted to his shoulder. "It will keep you busy, Bishop. Nature has got the start of you here. But for all that, our native priests are more devout than your French Jesuits. We have a living Church here, not a dead arm of the European Church. Our religion grew out of the soil, and has its own roots. We pay a filial respect to the person of the Holy Father, but Rome has no authority here. We do not require aid from the Propaganda, and we resent its interference. The Church the Franciscan Fathers planted here was cut off; this is the second growth, and is indigenous. Our people are the most devout left in the world. If you blast their faith by European formalities, they will become infidels and profligates."
The dark-skinned Padre laughed and brushed off the big cat that had climbed onto his shoulder. "This will keep you busy, Bishop. Nature has gotten the upper hand here. But even so, our local priests are more devoted than your French Jesuits. We have a vibrant Church here, not just a dead branch of the European Church. Our religion grew from the ground up and has its own roots. We respect the authority of the Holy Father, but Rome has no power here. We don’t need help from the Propaganda, and we dislike its meddling. The Church that the Franciscan Fathers established here was severed; this is the new growth, and it’s homegrown. Our people are the most faithful left in the world. If you undermine their faith with European formalities, they will become nonbelievers and lost in their ways."
To this eloquence the Bishop returned blandly that he had not come to deprive the people of their religion, but that he would be compelled to deprive some of the priests of their parishes if they did not change their way of life.
To this eloquence, the Bishop replied calmly that he had not come to take away the people's religion, but that he would have to remove some of the priests from their parishes if they did not change their lifestyle.
Father Martinez filled his glass and replied with perfect good humour. "You cannot deprive me of mine, Bishop. Try it! I will organize my own church. You can have your French priest of Taos, and I will have the people!"
Father Martinez filled his glass and replied with a cheerful tone. "You can't take mine away, Bishop. Go ahead, try it! I’ll just start my own church. You can keep your French priest from Taos, and I’ll have the people!"
With this the Padre left the table and stood warming his back at the fire, his cassock pulled up about his waist to expose his trousers to the blaze. "You are a young man, my Bishop," he went on, rolling his big head back and looking up at the well-smoked roof poles. "And you know nothing about Indians or Mexicans. If you try to introduce European civilization here and change our old ways, to interfere with the secret dances of the Indians, let us say, or abolish the bloody rites of the Penitentes, I foretell an early death for you. I advise you to study our native traditions before you begin your reforms. You are among barbarous people, my Frenchman, between two savage races. The dark things forbidden by your Church are a part of Indian religion. You cannot introduce French fashions here."
With that, the Padre got up from the table and stood warming his back by the fire, pulling his cassock up around his waist to expose his pants to the flames. "You’re a young man, my Bishop," he continued, tilting his heavy head back and looking up at the well-smoked roof beams. "And you don’t know anything about Indians or Mexicans. If you try to bring European civilization here and change our old ways, meddling with the secret dances of the Indians, or abolishing the bloody rites of the Penitentes, I predict an early death for you. I suggest you learn about our native traditions before you start your reforms. You’re among primitive people, my Frenchman, caught between two savage races. The dark things your Church forbids are part of Indian religion. You can’t impose French customs here."
At this moment the student, Trinidad, got up quietly, and after an obsequious bow to the Bishop, went with soft, escaping tread toward the kitchen. When his brown skirt had disappeared through the door, Father Latour turned sharply to his host.
At that moment, the student, Trinidad, stood up quietly, and after a respectful bow to the Bishop, walked softly toward the kitchen. Once his brown skirt had disappeared through the door, Father Latour turned abruptly to his host.
"Martinez, I consider it very unseemly to talk in this loose fashion before young men, especially a young man who is studying for the priesthood. Furthermore, I cannot see why a young man of this calibre should be encouraged to take orders. He will never hold a parish in my diocese."
"Martinez, I find it really inappropriate to speak so casually in front of young men, especially one who is preparing for the priesthood. Also, I don’t understand why a young man like him should be encouraged to take orders. He will never manage a parish in my diocese."
Padre Martinez laughed and showed his long, yellow teeth. Laughing did not become him; his teeth were too large—distinctly vulgar. "Oh, Trinidad will go to Arroyo Hondo as curate to his uncle, who is growing old. He's a very devout fellow, Trinidad. You ought to see him in Passion Week. He goes up to Abiquiu and becomes another man; carries the heaviest crosses to the highest mountains, and takes more scourging than anyone. He comes back here with his back so full of cactus spines that the girls have to pick him like a chicken."
Padre Martinez laughed, revealing his long, yellow teeth. His laughter didn't suit him; his teeth were too big—quite crude. "Oh, Trinidad will be going to Arroyo Hondo as a curate for his uncle, who’s getting older. Trinidad is a very devout guy. You should see him during Passion Week. He goes up to Abiquiu and transforms completely; he carries the heaviest crosses to the tallest mountains and endures more scourging than anyone. He comes back here with his back so covered in cactus spines that the girls have to pick them out like they would a chicken."
Father Latour was tired, and went to his room soon after supper. The bed, upon examination, seemed clean and comfortable, but he felt uncertain of its surroundings. He did not like the air of this house. After he retired, the clatter of dish-washing and the giggling of women across the patio kept him awake a long while; and when that ceased, Father Martinez began snoring in some chamber near by. He must have left his door open into the patio, for the adobe partitions were thick enough to smother sound otherwise. The Padre snored like an enraged bull, until the Bishop decided to go forth and find his door and close it. He arose, lit his candle, and opened his own door in half-hearted resolution. As the night wind blew into the room, a little dark shadow fluttered from the wall across the floor; a mouse, perhaps. But no, it was a bunch of woman's hair that had been indolently tossed into a corner when some slovenly female toilet was made in this room. This discovery annoyed the Bishop exceedingly.
Father Latour was tired and went to his room shortly after dinner. The bed, upon checking, seemed clean and comfortable, but he felt uneasy about his surroundings. He wasn't fond of the atmosphere in this house. After he settled in, the noise of dishwashing and the laughter of women outside on the patio kept him awake for quite a while; and when that finally stopped, Father Martinez started snoring in a nearby room. He must have left his door open to the patio, because the adobe walls were thick enough to muffle sound otherwise. The Padre snored like an angry bull, until the Bishop decided he would go out, find the door, and close it. He got up, lit his candle, and opened his own door with little determination. As the night breeze swept into the room, a small dark shadow flitted from the wall across the floor; a mouse, perhaps. But no, it was a clump of woman's hair that had been carelessly tossed into a corner when some messy woman got ready in this room. This discovery greatly annoyed the Bishop.
High Mass was at eleven the next morning, the parish priest officiating and the Bishop in the Episcopal chair. He was well pleased with the church of Taos. The building was clean and in good repair, the congregation large and devout. The delicate lace, snowy linen, and burnished brass on the altar told of a devoted Altar Guild. The boys who served at the altar wore rich smocks of hand-made lace over their scarlet surplices. The Bishop had never heard the Mass more impressively sung than by Father Martinez. The man had a beautiful baritone voice, and he drew from some deep well of emotional power. Nothing in the service was slighted, every phrase and gesture had its full value. At the moment of the Elevation the dark priest seemed to give his whole force, his swarthy body and all its blood, to that lifting-up. Rightly guided, the Bishop reflected, this Mexican might have been a great man. He had an altogether compelling personality, a disturbing, mysterious magnetic power.
High Mass was at eleven the next morning, with the parish priest officiating and the Bishop in the Episcopal chair. He was quite pleased with the church in Taos. The building was clean and well-maintained, and the congregation was large and devout. The delicate lace, crisp white linens, and polished brass on the altar reflected a dedicated Altar Guild. The boys serving at the altar wore beautiful lace smocks over their red surplices. The Bishop had never heard the Mass sung so impressively as by Father Martinez. The man had a gorgeous baritone voice, tapping into a deep well of emotional power. Nothing in the service was overlooked; every phrase and gesture had its full significance. At the moment of the Elevation, the dark priest seemed to pour all his energy, his deep complexion and all its vitality, into that act of lifting. If guided correctly, the Bishop thought, this Mexican could have been a great man. He possessed a captivating personality, with a disturbing, mysterious magnetic energy.
After the confirmation service, Father Martinez had horses brought round and took the Bishop out to see his farms and live-stock. He took him all over his ranches down in the rich bottom lands between Taos and the Indian pueblo which, as Father Latour knew, had come into his possession from the seven Indians who were hanged. Martinez referred carelessly to the Bent massacre as they rode along. He boasted that there had never been trouble afoot in New Mexico that wasn't started in Taos.
After the confirmation service, Father Martinez had horses brought around and took the Bishop to see his farms and livestock. He showed him all around his ranches down in the fertile bottom lands between Taos and the Indian pueblo, which, as Father Latour knew, had come into his possession from the seven Indians who were hanged. Martinez casually referred to the Bent massacre as they rode along. He bragged that there had never been trouble in New Mexico that didn't start in Taos.
They stopped just west of the pueblo a little before sunset,—a pueblo very different from all the others the Bishop had visited; two large communal houses, shaped like pyramids, gold-coloured in the afternoon light, with the purple mountain lying just behind them. Gold-coloured men in white burnouses came out on the stairlike flights of roofs, and stood still as statues, apparently watching the changing light on the mountain. There was a religious silence over the place; no sound at all but the bleating of goats coming home through clouds of golden dust.
They stopped just west of the village a little before sunset—a village very different from all the others the Bishop had visited. Two large communal houses, shaped like pyramids, shimmered gold in the afternoon light, with the purple mountain rising just behind them. Men dressed in white robes emerged onto the stepped roofs and stood still like statues, seemingly observing the shifting light on the mountain. A peaceful silence filled the area; the only sound was the bleating of goats returning home through clouds of golden dust.
These two houses, the Padre told him, had been continuously occupied by this tribe for more than a thousand years. Coronado's men found them there, and described them as a superior kind of Indian, handsome and dignified in bearing, dressed in deerskin coats and trousers like those of Europeans.
These two houses, the Padre told him, had been continuously occupied by this tribe for over a thousand years. Coronado's men found them there and described them as a superior kind of Indian, attractive and dignified in their demeanor, wearing deerskin coats and trousers like those of Europeans.
Though the mountain was timbered, its lines were so sharp that it had the sculptured look of naked mountains like the Sandias. The general growth on its sides was evergreen, but the canyons and ravines were wooded with aspens, so that the shape of every depression was painted on the mountain-side, light green against the dark, like symbols; serpentine, crescent, half-circles. This mountain and its ravines had been the seat of old religious ceremonies, honey-combed with noiseless Indian life, the repository of Indian secrets, for many centuries, the Padre remarked.
Though the mountain was wooded, its lines were so sharp that it had the sculpted appearance of bare mountains like the Sandias. The general vegetation on its slopes was evergreen, but the canyons and ravines were filled with aspens, creating a pattern of every dip painted on the mountainside, light green against the dark, like symbols; serpentine, crescent, half-circles. This mountain and its ravines had hosted ancient religious ceremonies, filled with silent Indian life, holding Indian secrets for many centuries, the Padre noted.
"And some place in there, you may be sure, they keep Popé's estufa, but no white man will ever see it. I mean the estufa where Popé sealed himself up for four years and never saw the light of day, when he was planning the revolt of 1680. I suppose you know all about that outbreak, Bishop Latour?"
"And somewhere in there, you can be sure, they have Popé's estufa, but no white man will ever see it. I mean the estufa where Popé locked himself away for four years and never saw the light of day while planning the revolt of 1680. I assume you know all about that uprising, Bishop Latour?"
"Something, of course, from the Martyrology. But I did not know that it originated in Taos."
"Of course, it's from the Martyrology. But I didn't know it came from Taos."
"Haven't I just told you that all the trouble there ever was in New Mexico originated in Taos?" boasted the Padre. "Popé was born a San Juan Indian, but so was Napoleon a Corsican. He operated from Taos."
"Haven't I just said that all the trouble in New Mexico started in Taos?" the Padre bragged. "Popé was born a San Juan Indian, but just like Napoleon was a Corsican. He operated from Taos."
Padre Martinez knew his country, a country which had no written histories. He gave the Bishop much the best account he had heard of the great Indian revolt of 1680, which added such a long chapter to the Martyrology of the New World, when all the Spaniards were killed or driven out, and there was not one European left alive north of El Paso del Norte.
Padre Martinez understood his country, a place that had no written histories. He provided the Bishop with the best account he had heard of the major Indian revolt of 1680, which added a lengthy chapter to the Martyrology of the New World, when all the Spaniards were either killed or forced out, leaving not a single European alive north of El Paso del Norte.
That night after supper, as his host sat taking snuff, Father Latour questioned him closely and learned something about the story of his life.
That night after dinner, while his host was taking snuff, Father Latour asked him a lot of questions and learned something about his life story.
Martinez was born directly under that solitary blue mountain on the sky-line west of Taos, shaped like a pyramid with the apex sliced off, in Abiquiu. It was one of the oldest Mexican settlements in the territory, surrounded by canyons so deep and ranges so rugged that it was practically cut off from intercourse with the outside world. Being so solitary, its people were sombre in temperament, fierce and fanatical in religion, celebrated the Passion Week by cross-bearings and bloody scourgings.
Martinez was born right under that lone blue mountain on the skyline to the west of Taos, shaped like a pyramid with the top cut off, in Abiquiu. It was one of the oldest Mexican settlements in the area, surrounded by deep canyons and rugged mountain ranges that made it almost isolated from the outside world. Because of this isolation, its people had a serious demeanor, were intense and passionate about their faith, and marked Passion Week with cross-bearing and bloody scourging.
Antonio José Martinez grew up there, without learning to read or write, married at twenty, and lost his wife and child when he was twenty-three. After his marriage he had learned to read from the parish priest, and when he became a widower he decided to study for the priesthood. Taking his clothes and the little money he got from the sale of his household goods, he started on horseback for Durango, in Old Mexico. There he entered the Seminary and began a life of laborious study.
Antonio José Martinez grew up there without learning to read or write. He got married at twenty and lost his wife and child when he was twenty-three. After his marriage, he learned to read from the parish priest, and when he became a widower, he decided to study for the priesthood. Taking his clothes and the little money he made from selling his household items, he set off on horseback for Durango in Old Mexico. There, he entered the Seminary and began a life of intense study.
The Bishop could imagine what it meant for a young man who had not learned to read until long after adolescence, to undergo a severe academic training. He found Martinez deeply versed, not only in the Church Fathers, but in the Latin and Spanish classics. After six years at the Seminary, Martinez had returned to his native Abiquiu as priest of the parish church there. He was passionately attached to that old village under the pyramidal mountain. All the while he had been in Taos, half a lifetime now, he made periodic pilgrimages on horseback back to Abiquiu, as if the flavour of his own yellow earth were medicine to his soul. Naturally he hated the Americans. The American occupation meant the end of men like himself. He was a man of the old order, a son of Abiquiu, and his day was over.
The Bishop could picture what it must be like for a young man who hadn’t learned to read until well after his teenage years to go through intense academic training. He found Martinez to be highly knowledgeable, not just in the Church Fathers, but also in the Latin and Spanish classics. After spending six years at the Seminary, Martinez had returned to his hometown of Abiquiu as the priest of the parish church there. He felt a strong connection to that old village beneath the pyramid-shaped mountain. Throughout his time in Taos, which had been nearly half his life, he would regularly ride back to Abiquiu on horseback, as if the essence of his native land was a balm for his soul. Naturally, he despised the Americans. The American occupation symbolized the end of people like him. He was a man of the old ways, a son of Abiquiu, and his time had passed.
On his departure from Taos, the Bishop went out of his way to make a call at Kit Carson's ranch house. Carson, he knew, was away buying sheep, but Father Latour wished to see the Señora Carson to thank her again for her kindness to poor Magdalena, and to tell her of the woman's happy and devoted life with the Sisters in their school at Santa Fé.
On his way out of Taos, the Bishop made a stop at Kit Carson's ranch house. He knew Carson was away buying sheep, but Father Latour wanted to see Señora Carson to thank her once more for her kindness to poor Magdalena and to tell her about the woman’s happy and dedicated life with the Sisters at their school in Santa Fé.
The Señora received him with that quiet but unabashed hospitality which is a common grace in Mexican households. She was a tall woman, slender, with drooping shoulders and lustrous black eyes and hair. Though she could not read, both her face and conversation were intelligent. To the Bishop's thinking, she was handsome; her countenance showed that discipline of life which he admired. She had a cheerful disposition, too, and a pleasant sense of humour. It was possible to talk confidentially to her. She said she hoped he had been comfortable in Padre Martinez's house, with an inflection which told that she much doubted it, and she laughed a little when he confessed that he had been annoyed by the presence of Trinidad Lucero.
The Señora welcomed him with that quiet but genuine hospitality that's typical in Mexican homes. She was a tall, slender woman with drooping shoulders and shiny black eyes and hair. Even though she couldn't read, her face and conversation showed intelligence. The Bishop thought she was beautiful; her expression reflected the discipline of life that he admired. She also had a cheerful personality and a good sense of humor. It was easy to talk to her openly. She mentioned hoping he had been comfortable at Padre Martinez's place, with a tone that suggested she really doubted it, and she chuckled a bit when he admitted he had found Trinidad Lucero's presence annoying.
"Some people say he is Father Lucero's son," she said with a shrug. "But I do not think so. More likely one of Padre Martinez's. Did you hear what happened to him at Abiquiu last year, in Passion Week? He tried to be like the Saviour, and had himself crucified. Oh, not with nails! He was tied upon a cross with ropes, to hang there all night; they do that sometimes at Abiquiu, it is a very old-fashioned place. But he is so heavy that after he had hung there a few hours, the cross fell over with him, and he was very much humiliated. Then he had himself tied to a post and said he would bear as many stripes as our Saviour—six thousand, as was revealed to St. Bridget. But before they had given him a hundred, he fainted. They scourged him with cactus whips, and his back was so poisoned that he was sick up there for a long while. This year they sent word that they did not want him at Abiquiu, so he had to keep Holy Week here, and everybody laughed at him."
"Some people say he's Father Lucero's son," she said with a shrug. "But I don't think so. It's more likely he’s one of Padre Martinez's. Did you hear what happened to him at Abiquiu last year during Passion Week? He tried to imitate the Savior and had himself crucified. Oh, not with nails! He was tied to a cross with ropes, to hang there all night; they do that sometimes at Abiquiu, it's a very old-fashioned place. But he's so heavy that after hanging there for a few hours, the cross fell over with him, and he was really humiliated. Then he had himself tied to a post and said he would take as many lashes as our Savior—six thousand, as was revealed to St. Bridget. But before they had even given him a hundred, he fainted. They whipped him with cactus whips, and his back got so infected that he was sick up there for a long time. This year, they sent word that they didn’t want him at Abiquiu, so he had to spend Holy Week here, and everyone laughed at him."
Father Latour asked the Señora to tell him frankly whether she thought he could put a stop to the extravagances of the Penitential Brotherhood. She smiled and shook her head. "I often say to my husband, I hope you will not try to do that. It would only set the people against you. The old people have need of their old customs; and the young ones will go with the times."
Father Latour asked the Señora to honestly tell him if she thought he could put an end to the excesses of the Penitential Brotherhood. She smiled and shook her head. "I often tell my husband, I hope you won't try to do that. It would only turn the people against you. The older folks need their traditions, and the younger ones will follow along with the changes."
As the Bishop was taking his leave, she put into his saddle-bags a beautiful piece of lace-work for Magdalena. "She will not be likely to use it for herself, but she will be glad to have it to give to the Sisters. That brutal man left her nothing. After he was hung, there was nothing to sell but his gun and one burro. That was why he was going to take the risk of killing two Padres for their mules—and for spite against religion, maybe! Magdalena said he had often threatened to kill the priest at Mora."
As the Bishop was saying goodbye, she put a beautiful piece of lace in his saddle-bags for Magdalena. "She probably won't use it herself, but she'll be happy to have it to give to the Sisters. That cruel man left her with nothing. After he was hanged, there was nothing to sell except his gun and one donkey. That's why he was willing to risk killing two Padres for their mules—and maybe out of spite against religion! Magdalena said he had often threatened to kill the priest at Mora."
At Santa Fé the Bishop found Father Vaillant awaiting him. They had not seen each other since Easter, and there were many things to be discussed. The vigour and zeal of Bishop Latour's administration had already been recognized at Rome, and he had lately received a letter from Cardinal Fransoni, Prefect of the Propaganda, announcing that the vicarate of Santa Fé had been formally raised to a diocese. By the same long-delayed post came an invitation from the Cardinal, urgently requesting Father Latour's presence at important conferences at the Vatican during the following year. Though all these matters must be taken up in their turn between the Bishop and his Vicar-General, Father Joseph had undoubtedly come up from Albuquerque at this particular time because of a lively curiosity to hear how the Bishop had been received in Taos.
At Santa Fé, the Bishop found Father Vaillant waiting for him. They hadn't seen each other since Easter, and there was a lot to discuss. The energy and dedication of Bishop Latour's leadership had already been recognized in Rome, and he had recently received a letter from Cardinal Fransoni, the Prefect of the Propaganda, announcing that the vicarage of Santa Fé had officially been upgraded to a diocese. Along with that long-awaited letter came an invitation from the Cardinal, urgently requesting Father Latour's presence at important conferences at the Vatican next year. While all these topics needed to be addressed between the Bishop and his Vicar-General, Father Joseph had clearly come up from Albuquerque at this specific time out of a strong curiosity to hear how the Bishop had been received in Taos.
Seated in the study in their old cassocks, with the candles lighted on the table between them, they spent a long evening.
Seated in the study in their old robes, with candles lit on the table between them, they spent a long evening.
"For the present," Father Latour remarked, "I shall do nothing to change the curious situation at Taos. It is not expedient to interfere. The church is strong, the people are devout. No matter what the conduct of the priest has been, he has built up a strong organization, and his people are devotedly loyal to him."
"For now," Father Latour said, "I won't do anything to change the unusual situation at Taos. It’s not wise to interfere. The church is strong, and the people are devoted. Regardless of the priest's behavior, he has created a solid organization, and his community is fiercely loyal to him."
"But can he be disciplined, do you think?"
"But do you think he can be disciplined?"
"Oh, there is no question of discipline! He has been a little potentate too long. His people would assuredly support him against a French Bishop. For the present I shall be blind to what I do not like there."
"Oh, there's no question about discipline! He's been a little ruler for too long. His people would definitely back him against a French Bishop. For now, I’ll ignore what I don't like there."
"But Jean," Father Joseph broke out in agitation, "the man's life is an open scandal, one hears of it everywhere. Only a few weeks ago I was told a pitiful story of a Mexican girl carried off in one of the Indian raids on the Costella valley. She was a child of eight when she was carried away, and was fifteen when she was found and ransomed. During all that time the pious girl had preserved her virginity by a succession of miracles. She had a medal from the shrine of Our Lady of Guadelupe tied round her neck, and she said such prayers as she had been taught. Her chastity was threatened many times, but always some unexpected event averted the catastrophe. After she was found and sent back to some relatives living in Arroyo Hondo, she was so devout that she wished to become a religious. She was debauched by this Martinez, and he married her to one of his peons. She is now living on one of his farms."
"But Jean," Father Joseph said, visibly upset, "this man's life is a total scandal; everyone is talking about it. Just a few weeks ago, I heard a heartbreaking story about a Mexican girl who was taken during one of the Indian raids in the Costella valley. She was only eight when she was kidnapped and was fifteen when she was found and rescued. Throughout all those years, the devout girl managed to keep her virginity through a series of miracles. She wore a medal from the shrine of Our Lady of Guadalupe around her neck and recited the prayers she had learned. Her chastity was threatened many times, but something unexpected always happened to prevent disaster. After she was rescued and returned to her relatives in Arroyo Hondo, she was so pious that she wanted to become a nun. However, she was led astray by this Martinez, and he married her off to one of his workers. Now, she’s living on one of his farms."
"Yes, Christobal told me that story," said the Bishop with a shrug. "But Padre Martinez is getting too old to play the part of Don Juan much longer. I do not wish to lose the parish of Taos in order to punish its priest, my friend. I have no priest strong enough to put in his place. You are the only man who could meet the situation there, and you are at Albuquerque. A year from now I shall be in Rome, and there I hope to get a Spanish missionary who will take over the parish of Taos. Only a Spaniard would be welcomed there, I think."
"Yeah, Christobal told me that story," said the Bishop with a shrug. "But Padre Martinez is getting too old to keep playing Don Juan for much longer. I don’t want to lose the parish of Taos just to punish its priest, my friend. I don't have any priest strong enough to take his place. You're the only one who could handle the situation there, and you're in Albuquerque. A year from now I'll be in Rome, and I hope to get a Spanish missionary who can take over the parish of Taos. I think only a Spaniard would be welcomed there."
"You are doubtless right," said Father Joseph. "I am often too hasty in my judgments. I may do very badly for you while you are in Europe. For I suppose I am to leave my dear Albuquerque, and come to Santa Fé while you are gone?"
"You’re probably right," said Father Joseph. "I often rush to conclusions. I might mess things up for you while you’re in Europe. I guess I’m supposed to leave my beloved Albuquerque and go to Santa Fé while you’re away?"
"Assuredly. They will love you all the more for lacking you awhile. I hope to bring some more hardy Auvergnats back with me, young men from our own Seminary, and I am afraid I must put one of them in Albuquerque. You have been there long enough. You have done all that is necessary. I need you here, Father Joseph. As it is now, one of us must ride seventy miles whenever we wish to converse about anything."
"Definitely. They will appreciate you even more for being away for a bit. I hope to bring back some tougher young men from our Seminary, and I'm afraid I’ll need to place one of them in Albuquerque. You’ve been there long enough. You’ve done everything necessary. I need you here, Father Joseph. Right now, one of us has to travel seventy miles whenever we want to talk about anything."
Father Vaillant sighed. "Ah, I supposed it would come! You will snatch me from Albuquerque as you did from Sandusky. When I went there everybody was my enemy, now everybody is my friend; therefore it is time to go." Father Vaillant took off his glasses, folded them, and put them in their case, which act always announced his determination to retire. "So a year from now you will be in Rome. Well, I had rather be among my people in Albuquerque, that I can say honestly. But Clermont,—there I envy you. I should like to see my own mountains again. At least you will see all my family and bring me word of them, and you can bring me the vestments that my dear sister Philomène and her nuns have been making for me these three years. I shall be very glad to have them." He rose, and took up one of the candles. "And when you leave Clermont, Jean, put a few chestnuts in your pocket for me!"
Father Vaillant sighed. "Ah, I knew this would happen! You’re going to pull me away from Albuquerque just like you did from Sandusky. When I first got there, everyone was against me, and now everyone is my friend; so I guess it’s time to leave." He took off his glasses, folded them, and put them in their case, a gesture that always indicated his decision to retire. "So in a year, you'll be in Rome. Honestly, I would rather be with my people in Albuquerque. But Clermont—there, I’m envious of you. I’d love to see my own mountains again. At least you’ll see all my family and let me know how they are, and you can bring me the vestments that my dear sister Philomène and her nuns have been making for me for the past three years. I will be really happy to have them." He stood up and picked up one of the candles. "And when you leave Clermont, Jean, don’t forget to put a few chestnuts in your pocket for me!"
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THE MISER
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THE CHEAPSKATE
IN February Bishop Latour once more set out on horseback over the Santa Fé trail, this time with Rome as his objective. He was absent for nearly a year, and when he returned he brought with him four young priests from his own Seminary of Montferrand, and a Spanish priest, Father Taladrid, whom he had found in Rome, and who was at once sent to Taos. At the Bishop's suggestion, Padre Martinez formally resigned his parish, with the understanding that he was still to celebrate Mass upon solemn occasions. Not only did he avail himself of this privilege, but he continued to perform all marriages and burial services and to dictate the lives of the parishioners. Very soon he and Father Taladrid were at open war.
IN February, Bishop Latour set out again on horseback along the Santa Fé trail, this time aiming for Rome. He was gone for almost a year, and when he returned, he brought back four young priests from his Seminary of Montferrand and a Spanish priest, Father Taladrid, whom he had met in Rome. Father Taladrid was immediately assigned to Taos. At the Bishop's suggestion, Padre Martinez officially resigned his parish, but it was understood that he would still celebrate Mass on special occasions. Not only did he take advantage of this privilege, but he also continued to oversee all weddings and funerals and to influence the lives of the parishioners. Before long, he and Father Taladrid were in open conflict.
When the Bishop, unable to compose their differences, supported the new priest, Father Martinez and his friend Father Lucero, of Arroyo Hondo, mutinied; flatly refused to submit, and organized a church of their own. This, they declared, was the old Holy Catholic Church of Mexico, while the Bishop's church was an American institution. In both towns the greater part of the population went over to the schismatic church, though some pious Mexicans, in great perplexity, attended Mass at both. Father Martinez printed a long and eloquent Proclamation (which very few of his parishioners could read) giving an historical justification for his schism, and denying the obligation of celibacy for the priesthood. As both he and Father Lucero were well on in years, this particular clause could be of little benefit to anyone in their new organization except Trinidad. After the two old priests went off into schism, one of their first solemn acts was to elevate Father Lucero's nephew to the priesthood, and he acted as curate to them both, swinging back and forth between Taos and Arroyo Hondo.
When the Bishop, unable to resolve their differences, backed the new priest, Father Martinez and his friend Father Lucero from Arroyo Hondo rebelled; they flatly refused to comply and started their own church. They claimed it was the old Holy Catholic Church of Mexico, while the Bishop's church was just an American institution. In both towns, most of the population switched to the new church, although some devout Mexicans, feeling confused, went to Mass at both places. Father Martinez published a long and powerful Proclamation (which very few of his parishioners could actually read) providing a historical justification for his breakaway and rejecting the requirement of celibacy for priests. Since both he and Father Lucero were quite old, this particular point wouldn't really benefit anyone in their new organization except Trinidad. After the two old priests separated, one of their first official actions was to promote Father Lucero's nephew to the priesthood, and he served as their curate, traveling back and forth between Taos and Arroyo Hondo.
The schismatic church at least accomplished the rejuvenation of the two rebellious priests at its head, and far and wide revived men's interest in them,—though they had always furnished their people with plenty to talk about. Ever since they were young men with adjoining parishes, they had been friends, cronies, rivals, sometimes bitter enemies. But their quarrels could never keep them apart for long.
The split church at least managed to revitalize the two rebellious priests leading it, stirring up interest in them all around,—even though they had always given their congregation plenty to discuss. Since they were young men with neighboring parishes, they had been friends, buddies, rivals, and at times, fierce enemies. But their disagreements could never keep them apart for long.
Old Marino Lucero had not one trait in common with Martinez, except the love of authority. He had been a miser from his youth, and lived down in the sunken world of Arroyo Hondo in the barest poverty, though he was supposed to be very rich. He used to boast that his house was as poor as a burro's stable. His bed, his crucifix, and his bean-pot were his furniture. He kept no live-stock but one poor mule, on which he rode over to Taos to quarrel with his friend Martinez, or to get a solid dinner when he was hungry. In his casa every day was Friday—unless one of his neighbour women cooked a chicken and brought it in to him out of pure compassion. For his people liked him. He was grasping, but not oppressive, and he wrung more pesos out of Arroyo Seco and Questa than out of his own arroyo. Thrift is such a rare quality among Mexicans that they find it very amusing; his people loved to tell how he never bought anything, but picked up old brooms after housewives had thrown them away, and that he wore Padre Martinez's garments after the Padre would have them no longer, though they were so much too big for him. One of the priests' fiercest quarrels had come about because Martinez gave some of his old clothes to a monk from Mexico who was studying at his house, and who had not wherewithal to cover himself as winter came on.
Old Marino Lucero had nothing in common with Martinez except for a love of power. He had been a miser since he was young and lived in the impoverished area of Arroyo Hondo, despite being considered very wealthy. He liked to brag that his house was as poor as a donkey's stable. His furniture consisted of a bed, a crucifix, and a bean pot. He didn’t own any livestock except for one worn-out mule, which he rode to Taos to argue with his friend Martinez or to grab a hearty meal when he was hungry. In his casa, every day felt like a Friday—unless one of the women from the neighborhood cooked a chicken and brought it to him out of sheer kindness. People liked him. He was greedy, but not harsh, and he managed to extract more pesos from Arroyo Seco and Questa than from his own arroyo. Thriftiness is so uncommon among Mexicans that it often makes them laugh; his neighbors enjoyed telling how he never bought anything, instead picking up old brooms tossed aside by housewives and wearing Padre Martinez's clothes even when they were far too big for him. One of the priests’ biggest arguments had erupted because Martinez gave some of his old clothes to a monk from Mexico who was studying at his house and had no means to keep warm as winter approached.
The two priests had always talked shamelessly about each other. All Martinez's best stories were about Lucero, and all Lucero's were about Martinez.
The two priests had always openly talked about each other. All of Martinez's best stories were about Lucero, and all of Lucero's were about Martinez.
"You see how it is," Padre Lucero would say to the young men at a wedding party, "my way is better than old José Martinez's. His nose and chin are getting to be close neighbours now, and a petticoat is not much good to him any more. But I can still rise upright at the sight of a dollar. With a new piece of money in my hand I am happier than ever; and what can he do with a pretty girl but regret?"
"You see how it is," Padre Lucero would say to the young men at a wedding party, "my way is better than old José Martinez's. His nose and chin are becoming quite close now, and a skirt doesn’t do much for him anymore. But I can still stand tall at the sight of a dollar. With a fresh bill in my hand, I’m happier than ever; and what can he do with a pretty girl but feel regret?"
Avarice, he assured them, was the one passion that grew stronger and sweeter in old age. He had the lust for money as Martinez had for women, and they had never been rivals in the pursuit of their pleasures. After Trinidad was ordained and went to stay with his uncle, Father Lucero complained that he had formed gross habits living with Martinez, and was eating him out of house and home. Father Martinez told with delight how Trinidad sponged upon the parish at Arroyo Hondo, and went about poking his nose into one bean-pot after another.
Avarice, he told them, was the one passion that only got stronger and sweeter as you got older. He had a desire for money like Martinez had for women, and they had never competed in their quests for pleasure. After Trinidad was ordained and went to stay with his uncle, Father Lucero complained that he had developed bad habits living with Martinez and was eating him out of house and home. Father Martinez happily recounted how Trinidad was living off the parish at Arroyo Hondo, poking his nose into one bean-pot after another.
When the Bishop could no longer remain deaf to the rebellion, he sent Father Vaillant over to Taos to publish the warning for three weeks and exhort the two priests to renounce their heresy. On the fourth Sunday Father Joseph, who complained that he was always sent "à fouetter les chats," solemnly read the letter in which the Bishop stripped Father Martinez of the rights and privileges of the priesthood. On the afternoon of the same day, he rode over to Arroyo Hondo, eighteen miles away, and read a similar letter of excommunication against Father Lucero.
When the Bishop could no longer ignore the rebellion, he sent Father Vaillant to Taos to announce the warning for three weeks and urge the two priests to abandon their heresy. On the fourth Sunday, Father Joseph, who complained that he was always sent "à fouetter les chats," solemnly read the letter in which the Bishop removed Father Martinez of the rights and privileges of the priesthood. That afternoon, he rode over to Arroyo Hondo, eighteen miles away, and read a similar letter of excommunication against Father Lucero.
Father Martinez continued at the head of his schismatic church until, after a short illness, he died and was buried in schism, by Father Lucero. Soon after this, Father Lucero himself fell into a decline. But even after he was ailing he performed a feat which became one of the legends of the country-side,—killed a robber in a midnight scuffle.
Father Martinez continued leading his split church until, after a brief illness, he passed away and was buried in separation by Father Lucero. Soon after this, Father Lucero himself began to decline. But even while he was unwell, he accomplished a feat that became one of the legends of the region—he killed a robber in a midnight struggle.
A wandering teamster who had been discharged from a wagon train for theft, was picking up a living over in Taos and there heard the stories about Father Lucero's hidden riches. He came to Arroyo Hondo to rob the old man. Father Lucero was a light sleeper, and hearing stealthy sounds in the middle of the night, he reached for the carving-knife he kept hidden under his mattress and sprang upon the intruder. They began fighting in the dark, and though the thief was a young man and armed, the old priest stabbed him to death and then, covered with blood, ran out to arouse the town. The neighbours found the Padre's chamber like a slaughter-house, his victim hang dead beside the hole he had dug. They were amazed at what the old man had been able to do.
A wandering teamster who got kicked off a wagon train for stealing was making a living in Taos when he heard the stories about Father Lucero's hidden riches. He made his way to Arroyo Hondo to rob the old man. Father Lucero was a light sleeper, and when he heard quiet sounds in the middle of the night, he grabbed the carving knife he kept hidden under his mattress and jumped on the intruder. They started fighting in the dark, and even though the thief was young and armed, the old priest stabbed him to death and then, covered in blood, ran out to wake the town. The neighbors found the Padre's room like a slaughterhouse, with his victim dead next to the hole he had dug. They were shocked by what the old man had accomplished.
But from the shock of that night Father Lucero never recovered. He wasted away so rapidly that his people had the horse doctor come from Taos to look at him. This veterinary was a Yankee who had been successful in treating men as well as horses, but he said he could do nothing for Father Lucero; he believed he had an internal tumour or a cancer.
But after the shock of that night, Father Lucero never bounced back. He deteriorated so quickly that his community brought in the horse doctor from Taos to examine him. This vet was a Northerner who had proved effective in treating both people and horses, but he said he couldn’t help Father Lucero; he suspected he had an internal tumor or cancer.
Padre Lucero died repentant, and Father Vaillant, who had pronounced his excommunication, was the one to reconcile him to the Church. The Vicar was in Taos on business for the Bishop, staying with Kit Carson and the Señora. They were all sitting at supper one evening during a heavy rain-storm, when a horseman rode up to the portale. Carson went out to receive him. The visitor he brought in with him was Trinidad Lucero, who took off his rubber coat and stood in a full-skirted cassock of Arroyo Hondo make, a crucifix about his neck, seeming to fill the room with his size and importance. After bowing ceremoniously to the Señora, he addressed himself to Father Vaillant in his best English, speaking slowly in his thick felty voice.
Padre Lucero died feeling remorseful, and Father Vaillant, who had declared his excommunication, was the one to bring him back to the Church. The Vicar was in Taos on Bishop-related business, staying with Kit Carson and the Señora. One evening, while they were having dinner during a heavy rainstorm, a horseman arrived at the portale. Carson went out to greet him. The visitor he brought in was Trinidad Lucero, who removed his rubber coat and stood before them in a full-skirted cassock made in Arroyo Hondo, wearing a crucifix around his neck and appearing to fill the room with his size and significance. After bowing formally to the Señora, he turned to Father Vaillant and spoke to him in his best English, enunciating slowly in his thick, soft voice.
"I am the only nephew of Padre Lucero. My uncle is verra seek and soon to die. She has vomit the blood." He dropped his eyes.
"I am the only nephew of Padre Lucero. My uncle is very sick and soon to die. He has vomited blood." He dropped his eyes.
"Speak to me in your own language, man!" cried Father Joseph. "I can at least do more with Spanish than you can with English. Now tell me what you have to say of your uncle's condition."
"Talk to me in your own words, man!" shouted Father Joseph. "I can at least handle Spanish better than you can deal with English. Now tell me what you have to say about your uncle's condition."
Trinidad gave some account of his uncle's illness, repeating solemnly the phrase, "She has vomit the blood," which he seemed to find impressive. The sick man wished to see Father Vaillant, and begged that he would come to him and give him the Sacrament.
Trinidad shared details about his uncle's illness, solemnly repeating the phrase, "She has vomited blood," which he found to be significant. The sick man wanted to see Father Vaillant and asked him to come and administer the Sacrament.
Carson urged the Vicar to wait until morning, as the road down into "the Hondo" would be badly washed by rain and dangerous to go over in the dark. But Father Vaillant said if the road were bad he could go down on foot. Excusing himself to the Señora Carson, he went to his room to put on his riding-clothes and get his saddle-bags. Trinidad, upon invitation, sat down at the empty place and made the most of his opportunity. The host saddled Father Vaillant's mule, and the Vicar rode away, with Trinidad for guide.
Carson urged the Vicar to wait until morning because the road down into "the Hondo" would be really washed out from the rain and dangerous to navigate in the dark. But Father Vaillant insisted that if the road was bad, he could go down on foot. After excusing himself to Señora Carson, he went to his room to change into his riding clothes and grab his saddle bags. Trinidad, invited over, took the empty seat and made the most of his chance. The host saddled Father Vaillant’s mule, and the Vicar rode off, with Trinidad as his guide.
Not that he needed a guide to Arroyo Hondo, it was a place especially dear to him, and he was always glad to find a pretext for going there. How often he had ridden over there on fine days in summer, or in early spring, before the green was out, when the whole country was pink and blue and yellow, like a coloured map.
Not that he needed a guide to Arroyo Hondo; it was a place especially meaningful to him, and he was always happy to find a reason to go there. How many times had he ridden over there on beautiful summer days, or in early spring before everything turned green, when the entire countryside was pink, blue, and yellow, like a colorful map?
One approached over a sage-brush plain that appeared to run level and unbroken to the base of the distant mountains; then without warning, one suddenly found oneself upon the brink of a precipice, of a chasm in the earth over two hundred feet deep, the sides sheer cliffs, but cliffs of earth, not rock. Drawing rein at the edge, one looked down into a sunken world of green fields and gardens, with a pink adobe town, at the bottom of this great ditch. The men and mules walking about down there, or plowing the fields, looked like the figures of a child's Noah's ark. Down the middle of the arroyo, through the sunken fields and pastures, flowed a rushing stream which came from the high mountains. Its original source was so high, indeed, that by merely laying an open wooden trough up the opposite side of the arroyo, the Mexicans conveyed the water to the plateau at the top. This sluice was laid in sections that zigzagged up the face of the cliff. Father Vaillant always stopped to watch the water rushing up the side of the precipice like a thing alive; an ever-ascending ladder of clear water, gurgling and clouding into silver as it climbed. Only once before, he used to tell the natives, in Italy, had he seen water run up hill like that.
One approached over a sagebrush plain that seemed to stretch out flat and uninterrupted to the base of the distant mountains. Then, without warning, one found themselves on the edge of a steep drop, a chasm in the earth over two hundred feet deep, with sheer cliffs of earth, not rock. Pulling up at the edge, one gazed down into a sunken world of green fields and gardens, along with a pink adobe town at the bottom of this massive ditch. The men and mules moving around down there, or plowing the fields, looked like figures from a child's Noah's ark. A rushing stream flowed down the center of the arroyo, through the sunken fields and pastures, coming from the high mountains. Its original source was so high that the Mexicans simply laid an open wooden trough up the opposite side of the arroyo to redirect the water to the plateau at the top. This sluice was made in sections that zigzagged up the cliff. Father Vaillant always stopped to watch the water rushing up the side of the cliff like it was alive; an ever-ascending ladder of clear water, gurgling and shimmering into silver as it climbed. He would often tell the locals that he had only seen water flow uphill like that once before, in Italy.
The water thus diverted was but a tiny thread of the full creek; the main stream ran down the arroyo over a white rock bottom, with green willows and deep hay grass and brilliant wild flowers on its banks. Evening primroses, the fireweed, and butterfly weed grew to a tropical size and brilliance there among the sedges.
The water that was diverted was just a small trickle of the full creek; the main stream flowed down the canyon over a smooth rock bed, with green willows, thick grass, and vibrant wildflowers along its banks. Evening primroses, fireweed, and butterfly weed grew to impressive sizes and colors among the reeds.
But this was the first time Father Vaillant had ever gone down into the Hondo after dark, and at the edge of the cliff he decided not to put Contento to so cruel a test. "He can do it," he said to Trinidad, "but I will not make him." He dismounted and went on foot down the steep winding trail.
But this was the first time Father Vaillant had ever gone down into the Hondo after dark, and at the edge of the cliff he decided not to put Contento to such a harsh test. "He can do it," he told Trinidad, "but I won't force him." He got off his horse and continued on foot down the steep winding path.
They reached Father Lucero's house before midnight. Half the population of the town seemed to be in attendance, and the place was lit up as if for a festival. The sick man's chamber was full of Mexican women, sitting about on the floor, wrapped in their black shawls, saying their prayers with lighted candles before them. One could scarcely step for the candles.
They arrived at Father Lucero's house before midnight. It felt like half the town was there, and the place was glowing like it was a celebration. The sick man's room was packed with Mexican women sitting on the floor, draped in their black shawls, praying with candles lit in front of them. It was hard to move around because of all the candles.
Father Vaillant beckoned to a woman he knew well, Conçeption Gonzales, and asked her what was the meaning of this. She whispered that the dying Padre would have it so. His sight was growing dim, and he kept calling for more lights. All his life, Conçeption sighed, he had been so saving of candles, and had mostly done with a pine splinter in the evenings.
Father Vaillant called over a woman he knew well, Concepcion Gonzales, and asked her what this was all about. She whispered that the dying Padre wanted it this way. His vision was fading, and he kept asking for more lights. All his life, Concepcion sighed, he had been so careful with candles and mostly managed with a pine splinter in the evenings.
In the corner, on the bed, Father Lucero was groaning and tossing, one man rubbing his feet, and another wringing cloths out of hot water and putting them on his stomach to dull the pain. Señora Gonzales whispered that the sick man had been gnawing the sheets for pain; she had brought over her best ones, and they were chewed to lacework across the top.
In the corner, on the bed, Father Lucero was groaning and tossing, one guy rubbing his feet, and another squeezing cloths soaked in hot water and placing them on his stomach to ease the pain. Señora Gonzales whispered that the sick man had been biting the sheets in agony; she had brought her finest ones, and they were chewed to lace along the top.
Father Vaillant approached the bed-side, "Get away from the bed a little, my good women. Arrange yourselves along the wall, your candles blind me."
Father Vaillant walked over to the bedside, "Step back from the bed a bit, ladies. Line up against the wall, your candles are blinding me."
But as they began rising and lifting their candlesticks from the floor, the sick man called, "No, no, do not take away the lights! Some thief will come, and I will have nothing left."
But as they started to get up and lift their candlesticks off the floor, the sick man shouted, "No, no, please don't take away the lights! A thief will come, and I’ll be left with nothing."
The women shrugged, looked reproachfully at Father Vaillant, and sat down again.
The women shrugged, shot a disapproving look at Father Vaillant, and sat back down.
Padre Lucero was wasted to the bones. His cheeks were sunken, his hooked nose was clay-coloured and waxy, his eyes were wild with fever. They burned up at Father Joseph,—great, black, glittering, distrustful eyes. On this night of his departure the old man looked more Spaniard than Mexican. He clutched Father Joseph's hand with a grip surprisingly strong, and gave the man who was rubbing his feet a vigorous kick in the chest.
Padre Lucero was completely wasted. His cheeks were sunken, his hooked nose looked clay-colored and waxy, and his eyes were wild with fever. They blazed at Father Joseph—big, black, glittering, and full of distrust. On this night of his departure, the old man looked more Spanish than Mexican. He grabbed Father Joseph's hand with a surprisingly strong grip and kicked the man who was rubbing his feet right in the chest.
"Have done with my feet there, and take away these wet rags. Now that the Vicar has come, I have something to say, and I want you all to hear." Father Lucero's voice had always been thin and high in pitch, his parishioners used to say it was like a horse talking. "Señor Vicario, you remember Padre Martinez? You ought to, for you served him as badly as you did me. Now listen:"
"Get these wet rags off my feet. Now that the Vicar is here, I have something to say, and I want everyone to hear it." Father Lucero's voice had always been thin and high-pitched; his parishioners used to say it was like a horse talking. "Mr. Vicar, do you remember Padre Martinez? You should, since you treated him as poorly as you did me. Now listen:"
Father Lucero related that Martinez, before his death, had entrusted to him a certain sum of money to be spent in masses for the repose of his soul, these to be offered at his native church in Abiquiu. Lucero had not used the money as he promised, but had buried it under the dirt floor of this room, just below the large crucifix that hung on the wall yonder.
Father Lucero shared that Martinez, before he died, had given him a sum of money to be used for masses for the peace of his soul, which were to be held at his hometown church in Abiquiu. Lucero had not spent the money as he promised but had buried it under the dirt floor of this room, right below the large crucifix hanging on the wall over there.
At this point Father Vaillant again signalled to the women to withdraw, but as they took up their candles, Father Lucero sat up in his night-shirt and cried, "Stay as you are! Are you going to run away and leave me with a stranger? I trust him no more than I do you! Oh, why did God not make some way for a man to protect his own after death? Alive, I can do it with my knife, old as I am. But after?"——
At this point, Father Vaillant signaled to the women to leave, but as they picked up their candles, Father Lucero sat up in his nightshirt and shouted, "Don't go! Are you going to run away and leave me with a stranger? I trust him no more than I trust you! Oh, why didn’t God provide a way for a man to protect his own after death? While I’m alive, I can do it with my knife, even at my age. But after?"
The Señora Gonzales soothed Father Lucero, persuaded him to lie back upon his pillows and tell them what he wanted them to do. He explained that this money which he had taken in trust from Martinez was to be sent to Abiquiu and used as the Padre had wished. Under the crucifix, and under the floor beneath the bed on which he was lying, they would find his own savings. One third of his hoard was for Trinidad. The rest was to be spent in masses for his soul, and they were to be celebrated in the old church of San Miguel in Santa Fé.
The Señora Gonzales comforted Father Lucero, convincing him to lie back on his pillows and share what he wanted them to do. He explained that the money he had taken in trust from Martinez was meant to be sent to Abiquiu and used as the Padre wished. Under the crucifix and beneath the floor under the bed where he was lying, they would find his own savings. One third of his stash was for Trinidad. The rest was to be used for masses for his soul, and those were to be held in the old church of San Miguel in Santa Fé.
Father Vaillant assured him that all his wishes should be scrupulously carried out, and now it was time for him to dismiss the cares of this world and prepare his mind to receive the Sacrament.
Father Vaillant assured him that all his wishes would be carefully fulfilled, and now it was time for him to set aside the worries of this world and get ready to receive the Sacrament.
"All in good time. But a man does not let go of this world so easily. Where is Conçeption Gonzales? Come here, my daughter. See to it that the money is taken up from under the floor while I am still in this chamber, before my body is cold, that it is counted in the presence of all these women, and the sum set down in writing." At this point, the old man started, as with a new hope. "And Christobal, he is the man! Christobal Carson must be here to count it and set it down. He is a just man. Trinidad, you fool, why did you not bring Christobal?"
"All in good time. But a man doesn’t just leave this world easily. Where is Concepción Gonzales? Come here, my daughter. Make sure the money is taken from under the floor while I’m still in this room, before my body gets cold, so it can be counted in front of all these women, and the total recorded in writing." At this point, the old man perked up, filled with new hope. "And Christobal, he’s the man! Christobal Carson needs to be here to count it and record it. He’s a fair man. Trinidad, you idiot, why didn’t you bring Christobal?"
Father Vaillant was scandalized. "Unless you compose yourself, Father Lucero, and fix your thoughts upon Heaven, I shall refuse to administer the Sacrament. In your present state of mind, it would be a sacrilege."
Father Vaillant was appalled. "Unless you calm down, Father Lucero, and focus your thoughts on Heaven, I won't give you the Sacrament. In your current state of mind, it would be sacrilege."
The old man folded his hands and closed his eyes in assent. Father Vaillant went into the adjoining room to put on his cassock and stole, and in his absence Conçeption Gonzales covered a small table by the bed with one of her own white napkins and placed upon it two wax candles, and a cup of water for the ministrant's hands. Father Vaillant came back in his vestments, with his pyx and basin of holy water, and began sprinkling the bed and the watchers, repeating the antiphon, Asperges me, Domine, hyssopo, et mundabor. The women stole away, leaving their lights upon the floor. Father Lucero made his confession, renouncing his heresy and expressing contrition, after which he received the Sacrament.
The old man clasped his hands and closed his eyes in agreement. Father Vaillant went into the next room to put on his robe and stole, and while he was gone, Conçception Gonzales set a small table by the bed with one of her own white napkins and placed two wax candles and a cup of water for the minister's hands on it. Father Vaillant returned in his vestments, carrying his pyx and basin of holy water, and began sprinkling the bed and the bystanders, repeating the antiphon, Asperges me, Domine, hyssopo, et mundabor. The women slipped away, leaving their candles on the floor. Father Lucero made his confession, renouncing his heresy and expressing remorse, after which he received the Sacrament.
The ceremony calmed the tormented man, and he lay quiet with his hands folded on his breast. The women returned and sat murmuring prayers as before. The rain drove against the window panes, the wind made a hollow sound as it sucked down through the deep arroyo. Some of the watchers were drooping from weariness, but not one showed any wish to go home. Watching beside a death-bed was not a hardship for them, but a privilege,—in the case of a dying priest it was a distinction.
The ceremony soothed the troubled man, and he lay still with his hands crossed over his chest. The women came back and sat, quietly murmuring prayers as they had before. The rain pounded against the window panes, and the wind created a hollow sound as it rushed through the deep gully. Some of the watchers were getting drowsy from exhaustion, but not one indicated a desire to leave. Staying by a deathbed wasn’t a burden for them, but a privilege—especially in the case of a dying priest, it was an honor.
In those days, even in European countries, death had a solemn social importance. It was not regarded as a moment when certain bodily organs ceased to function, but as a dramatic climax, a moment when the soul made its entrance into the next world, passing in full consciousness through a lowly door to an unimaginable scene. Among the watchers there was always the hope that the dying man might reveal something of what he alone could see; that his countenance, if not his lips, would speak, and on his features would fall some light or shadow from beyond. The "Last Words" of great men, Napoleon, Lord Byron, were still printed in gift-books, and the dying murmurs of every common man and woman were listened for and treasured by their neighbours and kinsfolk. These sayings, no matter how unimportant, were given oracular significance and pondered by those who must one day go the same road.
In those days, even in European countries, death had a serious social importance. It wasn’t seen as just a moment when certain body parts stopped working, but as a dramatic peak, a moment when the soul entered the next world, passing in full awareness through a simple door to an unimaginable scene. Among the observers, there was always hope that the dying person might reveal something of what only they could see; that their face, if not their words, would communicate, and that some light or shadow from beyond would fall on their features. The "Last Words" of great figures like Napoleon and Lord Byron were still printed in gift books, and the final murmurs of everyday people were listened for and cherished by their neighbors and family. These sayings, no matter how trivial, were given prophetic significance and contemplated by those who would one day take the same journey.
The stillness of the death chamber was suddenly broken when Trinidad Lucero knelt down before the crucifix on the wall to pray. His uncle, though all thought him asleep, began to struggle and cry out, "A thief! Help, help!" Trinidad retired quickly, but after that the old man lay with one eye open, and no one dared go near the crucifix.
The quiet of the death chamber was suddenly interrupted when Trinidad Lucero knelt before the crucifix on the wall to pray. His uncle, although everyone believed he was asleep, started to struggle and shout, "A thief! Help, help!" Trinidad quickly backed away, but after that, the old man lay with one eye open, and no one dared to go near the crucifix.
About an hour before day-break the Padre's breathing became so painful that two of the men got behind him and lifted his pillows. The women whispered that his face was changing, and they brought their candles nearer, kneeling close beside his bed. His eyes were alive and had perception in them. He rolled his head to one side and lay looking intently down into the candlelight, without blinking, while his features sharpened. Several times his lips twitched back over his teeth. The watchers held their breath, feeling sure that he would speak before he passed,—and he did. After a facial spasm that was like a sardonic smile, and a clicking of breath in his mouth, their Padre spoke like a horse for the last time:
About an hour before dawn, the Padre's breathing became so painful that two of the men positioned themselves behind him and adjusted his pillows. The women whispered that his face was changing, and they brought their candles closer, kneeling right beside his bed. His eyes were alert and filled with awareness. He turned his head to one side and stared intently down into the candlelight, unblinking, as his features became more defined. Several times, his lips pulled back over his teeth. The watchers held their breath, convinced that he would speak before he passed—and he did. After a facial twitch that resembled a sardonic smile and a clicking breath in his mouth, their Padre spoke like a horse for the final time:
"Comete tu cola, Martinez, comete tu cola!" (Eat your tail, Martinez, eat your tail!) Almost at once he died in a convulsion.
"Eat your tail, Martinez, eat your tail!" Almost immediately, he died in a convulsion.
After day-break Trinidad went forth declaring (and the Mexican women confirmed him) that at the moment of death Father Lucero had looked into the other world and beheld Padre Martinez in torment. As long as the Christians who were about that death-bed lived, the story was whispered in Arroyo Hondo.
After dawn, Trinidad went out saying (and the Mexican women backed him up) that at the moment of his death, Father Lucero had gazed into the afterlife and seen Padre Martinez suffering. As long as the Christians who were around that deathbed were alive, the tale was shared in Arroyo Hondo.
When the floor of the priest's house was taken up, according to his last instructions, people came from as far as Taos and Santa Cruz and Mora to see the buckskin bags of gold and silver coin that were buried beneath it. Spanish coins, French, American, English, some of them very old. When it was at length conveyed to a Government mint and examined, it was valued at nearly twenty thousand dollars in American money. A great sum for one old priest to have scraped together in a country parish down at the bottom of a ditch.
When the floor of the priest's house was taken up, following his final instructions, people traveled from as far as Taos, Santa Cruz, and Mora to check out the buckskin bags filled with gold and silver coins buried underneath. There were Spanish coins, French, American, and English ones, some of them very old. When it was eventually taken to a government mint for inspection, it was valued at nearly twenty thousand dollars in American currency. That's a huge amount for one old priest to have saved up in a rural parish down at the bottom of a ditch.
BOOK SIX
DOÑA ISABELLA
1
DON ANTONIO
DON ANTONIO
BISHOP LATOUR had one very keen worldly ambition; to build in Santa Fé a cathedral which would be worthy of a setting naturally beautiful. As he cherished this wish and meditated upon it, he came to feel that such a building might be a continuation of himself and his purpose, a physical body full of his aspirations after he had passed from the scene. Early in his administration he began setting aside something from his meagre resources for a cathedral fund. In this he was assisted by certain of the rich Mexican rancheros, but by no one so much as by Don Antonio Olivares.
BISHOP LATOUR had one strong worldly ambition: to build a cathedral in Santa Fé that would match its naturally beautiful surroundings. As he held onto this dream and pondered it, he began to feel that such a building could be a continuation of himself and his mission, a lasting embodiment of his aspirations after he was gone. Early in his tenure, he started to set aside a portion of his limited resources for a cathedral fund. He received support from some of the wealthy Mexican rancheros, but none were as helpful as Don Antonio Olivares.
Antonio Olivares was the most intelligent and prosperous member of a large family of brothers and cousins, and he was for that time and place a man of wide experience, a man of the world. He had spent the greater part of his life in New Orleans and El Paso del Norte, but he returned to live in Santa Fé several years after Bishop Latour took up his duties there. He brought with him his American wife and a wagon train of furniture, and settled down to spend his declining years in the old ranch house just east of the town where he was born and had grown up. He was then a man of sixty. In early manhood he had lost his first wife; after he went to New Orleans he had married a second time, a Kentucky girl who had grown up among her relatives in Louisiana. She was pretty and accomplished, had been educated at a French convent, and had done much to Europeanize her husband. The refinement of his dress and manners, and his lavish style of living, provoked half-contemptuous envy among his brothers and their friends.
Antonio Olivares was the smartest and most successful member of a large family of brothers and cousins. At that time and place, he was a man of broad experience, someone who had seen the world. He had spent most of his life in New Orleans and El Paso del Norte, but he returned to live in Santa Fé a few years after Bishop Latour started his work there. He brought his American wife with him along with a wagon train of furniture and settled down to spend his later years in the old ranch house just east of the town where he was born and raised. He was sixty at the time. In his early adulthood, he had lost his first wife; after moving to New Orleans, he married for the second time, this time to a girl from Kentucky who had been raised among her relatives in Louisiana. She was attractive and well-educated, having studied at a French convent, and she had done a lot to refine her husband’s style. His polished clothing, manners, and extravagant lifestyle inspired a mix of envy and disdain among his brothers and their friends.
Olivares's wife, Doña Isabella, was a devout Catholic, and at their house the French priests were always welcome and were most cordially entertained. The Señora Olivares had made a pleasant place of the rambling adobe building, with its great courtyard and gateway, carved joists and beams, fine herring-bone ceilings and snug fire-places. She was a gracious hostess, and though no longer very young, she was still attractive to the eye; a slight woman, spirited, quick in movement, with a delicate blonde complexion which she had successfully guarded in trying climates, and fair hair—a little silvered, and perhaps worn in too many puffs and ringlets for the sharpening outline of her face. She spoke French well, Spanish lamely, played the harp, and sang agreeably.
Olivares's wife, Doña Isabella, was a devoted Catholic, and their home always welcomed French priests, who were warmly received. Señora Olivares had transformed the sprawling adobe building into a lovely space, complete with a large courtyard and entrance, intricately carved beams, beautiful herring-bone ceilings, and cozy fireplaces. She was a gracious hostess, and although she wasn't very young anymore, she still caught the eye; a petite woman, lively and quick in her movements, with a delicate blonde complexion that she had managed to protect through challenging climates, and light hair—a bit silvered, and perhaps styled in too many puffs and ringlets for the angular shape of her face. She spoke French fluently, struggled with Spanish, played the harp, and sang pleasantly.
Certainly it was a great piece of luck for Father Latour and Father Vaillant, who lived so much among peons and Indians and rough frontiersmen, to be able to converse in their own tongue now and then with a cultivated woman; to sit by that hospitable fireside, in rooms enriched by old mirrors and engravings and upholstered chairs, where the windows had clean curtains, and the sideboard and cupboards were stocked with plate and Belgian glass. It was refreshing to spend an evening with a couple who were interested in what was going on in the outside world, to eat a good dinner and drink good wine, and listen to music. Father Joseph, that man of inconsistencies, had a pleasing tenor voice, true though not strong. Madame Olivares liked to sing old French songs with him. She was a trifle vain, it must be owned, and when she sang at all, insisted upon singing in three languages, never forgetting her husband's favourites, "La Paloma" and "La Golandrina," and "My Nelly Was A Lady." The negro melodies of Stephen Foster had already travelled to the frontier, going along the river highways, not in print, but passed on from one humble singer to another.
Certainly, it was a stroke of luck for Father Latour and Father Vaillant, who spent so much time among laborers, Indigenous people, and rough frontiersmen, to chat in their own language every now and then with a refined woman; to sit by that welcoming fire, in rooms decorated with old mirrors and engravings and comfortable upholstered chairs, where the windows had clean curtains, and the sideboard and cupboards were filled with silverware and Belgian glass. It was refreshing to spend an evening with a couple who cared about what was happening in the outside world, to enjoy a nice dinner and good wine, and to listen to music. Father Joseph, that inconsistent man, had a pleasant tenor voice, true but not strong. Madame Olivares liked to sing old French songs with him. She was a bit vain, it must be said, and when she sang, she insisted on performing in three languages, always remembering her husband’s favorites, "La Paloma," "La Golandrina," and "My Nelly Was A Lady." The African American melodies of Stephen Foster had already made their way to the frontier, traveling along the river routes, not in print, but shared from one humble singer to another.
Don Antonio was a large man, heavy, full at the belt, a trifle bald, and very slow of speech. But his eyes were lively, and the yellow spark in them was often most perceptible when he was quite silent. It was interesting to observe him after dinner, settled in one of his big chairs from New Orleans, a cigar between his long golden-brown fingers, watching his wife at her harp.
Don Antonio was a big guy, heavyset with a bit of a belly, slightly balding, and spoke very slowly. But his eyes were lively, and the yellow spark in them was most noticeable when he was completely quiet. It was fascinating to watch him after dinner, lounging in one of his oversized chairs from New Orleans, a cigar between his long golden-brown fingers, as he watched his wife play the harp.
There was gossip about the lady in Santa Fé, of course, since she had retained her beautiful complexion and her husband's devoted regard for so many years. The Americans and the Olivares brothers said she dressed much too youthfully, which was perhaps true, and that she had lovers in New Orleans and El Paso del Norte. Her nephews-in-law went so far as to declare that she was enamoured of the Mexican boy the Olivares had brought up from San Antonio to play the banjo for them,—they both loved music, and this boy, Pablo, was a magician with his instrument. All sorts of stories went out from the kitchen; that Doña Isabella had a whole chamber full of dresses so grand that she never wore them here at all; that she took gold from her husband's pockets and hid it under the floor of her room; that she gave him love potions and herb-teas to increase his ardour. This gossip did not mean that her servants were disloyal, but rather that they were proud of their mistress.
There was gossip about the lady in Santa Fé, of course, since she had kept her beautiful complexion and her husband’s devoted affection for so many years. The Americans and the Olivares brothers said she dressed way too young, which might have been true, and that she had lovers in New Orleans and El Paso del Norte. Her nephews-in-law even claimed that she was in love with the Mexican boy the Olivares had brought up from San Antonio to play the banjo for them—both of them loved music, and this boy, Pablo, was a magician with his instrument. All kinds of stories spread from the kitchen; that Doña Isabella had a whole room full of fancy dresses that she never wore here at all; that she took gold from her husband’s pockets and hid it under the floor of her room; that she gave him love potions and herbal teas to boost his passion. This gossip didn’t mean that her servants were disloyal, but rather that they were proud of their mistress.
Olivares, who read the newspapers, though they were weeks old when he got them, who liked cigars better than cigarettes, and French wine better than whisky, had little in common with his younger brothers. Next to his old friend Manuel Chavez, the two French priests were the men in Santa Fé whose company he most enjoyed, and he let them see it. He was a man who cherished his friends. He liked to call at the Bishop's house to advise him about the care of his young orchard, or to leave a bottle of home-made cherry brandy for Father Joseph. It was Olivares who presented Father Latour with the silver hand-basin and pitcher and toilet accessories which gave him so much satisfaction all the rest of his life. There were good silversmiths among the Mexicans of Santa Fé, and Don Antonio had his own toilet-set copied in hammered silver for his friend. Doña Isabella once remarked that her husband always gave Father Vaillant something good for the palate, and Father Latour something good for the eye.
Olivares, who read newspapers even though they were weeks old by the time he got them, preferred cigars over cigarettes and French wine over whisky. He had little in common with his younger brothers. Alongside his old friend Manuel Chavez, the two French priests were the men in Santa Fé whose company he enjoyed the most, and he made sure they knew it. He was a man who valued his friends. He liked to stop by the Bishop's house to offer advice on taking care of his young orchard or to drop off a bottle of homemade cherry brandy for Father Joseph. It was Olivares who gifted Father Latour the silver hand-basin, pitcher, and toilet accessories that brought him so much joy for the rest of his life. There were talented silversmiths among the Mexicans of Santa Fé, and Don Antonio had his own toilet set made in hammered silver for his friend. Doña Isabella once mentioned that her husband always gave Father Vaillant something tasty, and Father Latour something visually pleasing.
This couple had one child, a daughter, the Señorita Inez, born long ago and still unmarried. Indeed, it was generally understood that she would never marry. Though she had not taken the veil, her life was that of a nun. She was very plain and had none of her mother's social graces, but she had a beautiful contralto voice. She sang in the Cathedral choir in New Orleans, and taught singing in a convent there. She came to visit her parents only once after they settled in Santa Fé, and she was a somewhat sombre figure in that convivial household. Doña Isabella seemed devotedly attached to her, but afraid of displeasing her. While Inez was there, her mother dressed very plainly, pinned back the little curls that hung over her right ear, and the two women went to church together all day long.
This couple had one child, a daughter, Señorita Inez, who was born a long time ago and is still unmarried. In fact, it was widely believed that she would never marry. Although she hadn’t taken religious vows, her life resembled that of a nun. She was quite plain and lacked her mother's social elegance, but she had a stunning contralto voice. She sang in the Cathedral choir in New Orleans and taught singing at a convent there. She only visited her parents once after they moved to Santa Fé, and she was a rather serious presence in that lively household. Doña Isabella appeared deeply attached to her but seemed afraid of disappointing her. While Inez was there, her mother dressed very simply, pinned back the little curls that fell over her right ear, and the two women went to church together all day.
Antonio Olivares was deeply interested in the Bishop's dream of a cathedral. For one thing, he saw that Father Latour had set his heart on building one, and Olivares was the sort of man who liked to help a friend accomplish the desire of his heart. Furthermore, he had a deep affection for his native town, he had travelled and seen fine churches, and he wished there might some day be one in Santa Fé. Many a night he and Father Latour talked of it by the fire; discussed the site, the design, the building stone, the cost and the grave difficulties of raising money. It was the Bishop's hope to begin work upon the building in 1860, ten years after his appointment to the Bishopric. One night, at a long-remembered New Year's party in his house, Olivares announced in the presence of his guests that before the new year was gone he meant to give to the Cathedral fund a sum sufficient to enable Father Latour to carry out his purpose.
Antonio Olivares was really interested in the Bishop's dream of building a cathedral. For one thing, he could see that Father Latour was dedicated to the idea, and Olivares was the kind of person who liked to help a friend achieve their dreams. Plus, he had a strong affection for his hometown; he had traveled and seen beautiful churches, and he hoped that one day there would be one in Santa Fé. Many nights, he and Father Latour talked about it by the fire, discussing the location, the design, the building materials, the costs, and the tough challenges of raising money. The Bishop hoped to start construction in 1860, ten years after he was appointed Bishop. One night, during a memorable New Year's party at his house, Olivares announced in front of his guests that before the year ended, he intended to contribute enough to the Cathedral fund to help Father Latour realize his vision.
That supper party at the Olivares' was memorable because of this pledge, and because it marked a parting of old friends. Doña Isabella was entertaining the officers at the Post, two of whom had received orders to leave Santa Fé. The popular Commandant was called back to Washington, the young lieutenant of cavalry, an Irish Catholic, lately married and very dear to Father Latour, was to be sent farther west. (Before the next New Year's Day came round he was killed in Indian warfare on the plains of Arizona.)
That dinner party at the Olivares' was unforgettable because of this promise, and because it signified a farewell among old friends. Doña Isabella was hosting the officers at the Post, two of whom had been ordered to leave Santa Fé. The well-liked Commandant was called back to Washington, while the young cavalry lieutenant, an Irish Catholic who had recently married and was very dear to Father Latour, was being sent further west. (By the next New Year's Day, he would be killed in Indian warfare on the plains of Arizona.)
But that night the future troubled nobody; the house was full of light and music, the air warm with that simple hospitality of the frontier, where people dwell in exile, far from their kindred, where they lead rough lives and seldom meet together for pleasure. Kit Carson, who greatly admired Madame Olivares, had come the two days' journey from Taos to be present that night, and brought along his gentle half-breed daughter, lately home from a convent school in St. Louis. On this occasion he wore a handsome buckskin coat, embroidered in silver, with brown velvet cuffs and collar. The officers from the Fort were in dress uniform, the host as usual wore a broadcloth frock-coat. His wife was in a hoop-skirt, a French dress from New Orleans, all covered with little garlands of pink satin roses. The military ladies came out to the Olivares place in an army wagon, to keep their satin shoes from the mud. The Bishop had put on his violet vest, which he seldom wore, and Father Vaillant had donned a fresh new cassock, made by the loving hands of his sister Philomène, in Riom.
But that night, no one was worried about the future; the house was filled with light and music, the air warm with the simple hospitality of the frontier, where people live in exile, far from their families, leading tough lives and rarely gathering for fun. Kit Carson, who highly respected Madame Olivares, had traveled two days from Taos to be there that night and brought his gentle half-breed daughter, who had just returned from a convent school in St. Louis. On this occasion, he wore a stylish buckskin coat, embroidered in silver, with brown velvet cuffs and collar. The officers from the Fort were in dress uniforms, and the host, as usual, wore a broadcloth frock coat. His wife was in a hoop skirt, a French dress from New Orleans, adorned with little garlands of pink satin roses. The military ladies arrived at the Olivares place in an army wagon to keep their satin shoes out of the mud. The Bishop had put on his violet vest that he rarely wore, and Father Vaillant had donned a fresh new cassock, made by the loving hands of his sister Philomène, in Riom.
Father Latour had used to feel a little ashamed that Joseph kept his sister and her nuns so busy making cassocks and vestments for him; but the last time he was in France he came to see all this in another light. When he was visiting Mother Philomène's convent, one of the younger Sisters had confided to him what an inspiration it was to them, living in retirement, to work for the far-away missions. She told him also how precious to them were Father Vaillant's long letters, letters in which he told his sister of the country, the Indians, the pious Mexican women, the Spanish martyrs of old. These letters, she said, Mother Philomène read aloud in the evening. The nun took Father Latour to a window that jutted out and looked up the narrow street to where the wall turned at an angle, cutting off further view. "Look," she said, "after the Mother has read us one of those letters from her brother, I come and stand in this alcove and look up our little street with its one lamp, and just beyond the turn there, is New Mexico; all that he has written us of those red deserts and blue mountains, the great plains and the herds of bison, and the canyons more profound than our deepest mountain gorges. I can feel that I am there, my heart beats faster, and it seems but a moment until the retiring-bell cuts short my dreams." The Bishop went away believing that it was good for these Sisters to work for Father Joseph.
Father Latour used to feel a bit embarrassed that Joseph kept his sister and her fellow nuns so busy making cassocks and vestments for him; but the last time he visited France, he saw it differently. While visiting Mother Philomène's convent, one of the younger Sisters revealed to him how inspiring it was for them, living a quiet life, to work for the distant missions. She also shared how much they cherished Father Vaillant's long letters, where he described the land, the Indigenous people, the devout Mexican women, and the old Spanish martyrs. These letters, she mentioned, Mother Philomène would read aloud in the evenings. The nun took Father Latour to a protruding window that overlooked the narrow street, where the wall turned at an angle, blocking the view further down. "Look," she said, "after Mother reads one of those letters from her brother, I come and stand in this alcove and gaze up our little street with its single lamp, and just beyond that corner is New Mexico; everything he’s written about those red deserts and blue mountains, the vast plains and the herds of bison, and the canyons deeper than our steepest mountain valleys. I can feel that I am there, my heart races, and it feels like no time at all before the retreat bell interrupts my daydreams." The Bishop left with the belief that it was important for these Sisters to work for Father Joseph.
To-night, when Madame Olivares was complimenting Father Vaillant on the sheen of his poplin and velvet, for some reason Father Latour recalled that moment with the nun in her alcove window, her white face, her burning eyes, and sighed.
To night, when Madame Olivares was praising Father Vaillant for the shine of his poplin and velvet, Father Latour recalled that moment with the nun in her alcove window—her pale face, her intense eyes—and sighed.
After supper was over and the toasts had been drunk, the boy Pablo was called in to play for the company while the gentlemen smoked. The banjo always remained a foreign instrument to Father Latour; he found it more than a little savage. When this strange yellow boy played it, there was softness and languor in the wire strings—but there was also a kind of madness; the recklessness, the call of wild countries which all these men had felt and followed in one way or another. Through clouds of cigar smoke, the scout and the soldiers, the Mexican rancheros and the priests, sat silently watching the bent head and crouching shoulders of the banjo player, and his seesawing yellow hand, which sometimes lost all form and became a mere whirl of matter in motion, like a patch of sand-storm.
After dinner was finished and the toasts had been made, the boy Pablo was called in to play for the guests while the men smoked. The banjo always felt foreign to Father Latour; he found it quite savage. When this strange yellow boy played it, there was softness and languor in the strings—but also a hint of madness; the recklessness, the allure of wild places that all these men had felt and pursued in their own ways. Through clouds of cigar smoke, the scout, the soldiers, the Mexican rancheros, and the priests sat quietly watching the bent head and hunched shoulders of the banjo player, and his swaying yellow hand, which sometimes lost all shape and became just a whirl of motion, like a patch of a sandstorm.
Observing them thus in repose, in the act of reflection, Father Latour was thinking how each of these men not only had a story, but seemed to have become his story. Those anxious, far-seeing blue eyes of Carson's, to whom could they belong but to a scout and trail-breaker? Don Manuel Chavez, the handsomest man of the company, very elegant in velvet and broadcloth, with delicately cut, disdainful features,—one had only to see him cross the room, or to sit next him at dinner, to feel the electric quality under his cold reserve; the fierceness of some embitterment, the passion for danger.
Watching them like this, at rest and lost in thought, Father Latour realized that each of these men had their own story, but they also seemed to have become part of his narrative. Those anxious, piercing blue eyes of Carson’s—who else could they belong to but a scout and trailblazer? Don Manuel Chavez, the most handsome man in the group, impeccably dressed in velvet and broadcloth, with finely chiseled, aloof features—just watching him glide across the room or sitting next to him at dinner made one feel the intense energy beneath his cool exterior; the bitterness of some past hurt, the thrill-seeking nature.
Chavez boasted his descent from two Castilian knights who freed the city of Chavez from the Moors in 1160. He had estates in the Pecos and in the San Mateo mountains, and a house in Santa Fé, where he hid himself behind his beautiful trees and gardens. He loved the natural beauties of his country with a passion, and he hated the Americans who were blind to them. He was jealous of Carson's fame as an Indian-fighter, declaring that he had seen more Indian warfare before he was twenty than Carson would ever see. He was easily Carson's rival as a pistol shot. With the bow and arrow he had no rival; he had never been beaten. No Indian had ever been known to shoot an arrow as far as Chavez. Every year parties of Indians came up to the Villa to shoot with him for wagers. His house and stables were full of trophies. He took a cool pleasure in stripping the Indians of their horses or silver or blankets, or whatever they had put up on their man. He was proud of his skill with Indian weapons; he had acquired it in a hard school.
Chavez bragged about his heritage from two Castilian knights who liberated the city of Chavez from the Moors in 1160. He owned land in the Pecos and in the San Mateo mountains, along with a house in Santa Fé, where he secluded himself among his beautiful trees and gardens. He had a deep love for the natural beauty of his country and despised the Americans who couldn’t appreciate it. He envied Carson’s reputation as an Indian fighter, insisting that he had experienced more Indian warfare before he turned twenty than Carson would ever encounter. He was easily Carson’s equal as a marksman. With a bow and arrow, he had no competition; he had never been defeated. No Indian had ever been known to shoot an arrow as far as Chavez. Every year, groups of Indians came to the Villa to compete with him for bets. His house and stables were filled with trophies. He took satisfaction in taking the Indians’ horses, silver, blankets, or whatever they had wagered. He was proud of his proficiency with Indian weapons; he had honed it through tough experiences.
When he was a lad of sixteen Manuel Chavez had gone out with a party of Mexican youths to hunt Navajos. In those days, before the American occupation, "hunting Navajos" needed no pretext, it was a form of sport. A company of Mexicans would ride west to the Navajo country, raid a few sheep camps, and come home bringing flocks and ponies and a bunch of prisoners, for every one of whom they received a large bounty from the Mexican Government. It was with such a raiding party that the boy Chavez went out for spoil and adventure.
When he was sixteen, Manuel Chavez went out with a group of Mexican guys to hunt Navajos. Back then, before the American occupation, "hunting Navajos" didn’t need an excuse; it was just a sport. A crew of Mexicans would ride west into Navajo territory, raid a few sheep camps, and come back with flocks and ponies and a bunch of captives, for each of whom they got a good payout from the Mexican Government. It was with this raiding party that young Chavez set out for loot and adventure.
Finding no Indians abroad, the young Mexicans pushed on farther than they had intended. They did not know that it was the season when all the roving Navajo bands gather at the Canyon de Chelly for their religious ceremonies, and they rode on impetuously until they came out upon the rim of that mysterious and terrifying canyon itself, then swarming with Indians. They were immediately surrounded, and retreat was impossible. They fought on the naked sandstone ledges that overhang that gulf. Don José Chavez, Manuel's older brother, was captain of the party, and was one of the first to fall. The company of fifty were slaughtered to a man. Manuel was the fifty-first, and he survived. With seven arrow wounds, and one shaft clear through his body, he was left for dead in a pile of corpses.
Finding no Indians around, the young Mexicans went further than they planned. They didn’t realize that it was the time of year when all the wandering Navajo groups gather at Canyon de Chelly for their religious ceremonies, and they rode on eagerly until they reached the edge of that mysterious and frightening canyon, which was now filled with Indians. They were quickly surrounded, and there was no way to retreat. They fought on the bare sandstone ledges that hung over the abyss. Don José Chavez, Manuel’s older brother, was the leader of the group and was one of the first to fall. The group of fifty was wiped out completely. Manuel was the fiftieth, and he survived. With seven arrow wounds and one arrow pierced through his body, he was left for dead among a pile of corpses.
That night, while the Navajos were celebrating their victory, the boy crawled along the rocks until he had high boulders between him and the enemy, and then started eastward on foot. It was summer, and the heat of that red sandstone country is intense. His wounds were on fire. But he had the superb vitality of early youth. He walked for two days and nights without finding a drop of water, covering a distance of sixty odd miles, across the plain, across the mountain, until he came to the famous spring on the other side, where Fort Defiance was afterward built. There he drank and bathed his wounds and slept. He had had no food since the morning before the fight; near the spring he found some large cactus plants, and slicing away the spines with his hunting-knife, he filled his stomach with the juicy pulp.
That night, while the Navajos were celebrating their victory, the boy crawled along the rocks until he was hidden behind high boulders from the enemy, and then started heading east on foot. It was summer, and the heat in that red sandstone area was intense. His wounds were burning. But he had the amazing energy of youth. He walked for two days and nights without finding a drop of water, covering over sixty miles across the plains and mountains, until he reached the famous spring on the other side, where Fort Defiance would later be built. There he drank, cleaned his wounds, and slept. He hadn’t eaten since the morning before the fight; near the spring he found some large cactus plants, and after slicing away the spines with his hunting knife, he filled his stomach with the juicy pulp.
From here, still without meeting a human creature, he stumbled on until he reached the San Mateo mountain, north of Laguna. In a mountain valley he came upon a camp of Mexican shepherds, and fell unconscious. The shepherds made a litter of saplings and their sheepskin coats and carried him into the village of Cebolleta, where he lay delirious for many days. Years afterward, when Chavez came into his inheritance, he bought that beautiful valley in the San Mateo mountain where he had sunk unconscious under two noble oak trees. He built a house between those twin oaks, and made a fine estate there.
From there, still without encountering another person, he wandered on until he reached the San Mateo mountain, north of Laguna. In a mountain valley, he found a camp of Mexican shepherds and passed out. The shepherds fashioned a stretcher from saplings and their sheepskin coats and carried him into the village of Cebolleta, where he lay in a fever for many days. Years later, when Chavez inherited his fortune, he bought that beautiful valley in the San Mateo mountain where he had lost consciousness under two grand oak trees. He built a house between those twin oaks and created a lovely estate there.
Never reconciled to American rule, Chavez lived in seclusion when he was in Santa Fé. At the first rumour of an Indian outbreak, near or far, he rode off to add a few more scalps to his record. He distrusted the new Bishop because of his friendliness toward Indians and Yankees. Besides, Chavez was a Martinez man. He had come here to-night only in compliment to Señora Olivares; he hated to spend an evening among American uniforms.
Never accepting American rule, Chavez lived in hiding when he was in Santa Fé. At the first hint of an Indian uprising, near or far, he rode off to add a few more scalps to his record. He distrusted the new Bishop because of his friendliness toward Indians and Yankees. Besides, Chavez was a Martinez supporter. He had come here tonight only to pay his respects to Señora Olivares; he hated spending an evening among American uniforms.
When the banjo player was exhausted, Father Joseph said that as for him, he would like a little drawing-room music, and he led Madame Olivares to her harp. She was very charming at her instrument; the pose suited her tip-tilted canary head, and her little foot and white arms.
When the banjo player was tired, Father Joseph mentioned that he would appreciate some music in the drawing room, and he guided Madame Olivares to her harp. She was really enchanting at her instrument; the pose complemented her cute, tilted canary head, along with her small foot and white arms.
This was the last time the Bishop heard her sing "La Paloma" for her admiring husband, whose eyes smiled at her even when his heavy face seemed asleep.
This was the last time the Bishop heard her sing "La Paloma" for her admiring husband, whose eyes sparkled at her even when his tired face looked like it was asleep.
Olivares died on Septuagesima Sunday—fell over by his own fire-place when he was lighting the candles after supper, and the banjo boy was sent running for the Bishop. Before midnight two of the Olivares brothers, half drunk with brandy and excitement, galloped out of Santa Fé, on the road to Albuquerque, to employ an American lawyer.
Olivares died on Septuagesima Sunday—he collapsed by his own fireplace while lighting the candles after dinner, and the banjo boy was sent to get the Bishop. Before midnight, two of the Olivares brothers, half drunk on brandy and excitement, rode out of Santa Fé on their way to Albuquerque to hire an American lawyer.
2
THE LADY
2
THE WOMAN
ANTONIO OLIVARES'S funeral was the most solemn and magnificent ever seen in Santa Fé, but Father Vaillant was not there. He was off on a long missionary journey to the south, and did not reach home until Madame Olivares had been a widow for some weeks. He had scarcely got off his riding-boots when he was called into Father Latour's study to see her lawyer.
ANTONIO OLIVARES'S funeral was the most solemn and magnificent ever seen in Santa Fé, but Father Vaillant wasn't there. He was on a long missionary trip to the south and didn't return until Madame Olivares had already been a widow for several weeks. He had barely taken off his riding boots when he was summoned to Father Latour's study to meet her lawyer.
Olivares had entrusted the management of his affairs to a young Irish Catholic, Boyd O'Reilly, who had come out from Boston to practise law in the new Territory. There were no steel safes in Santa Fé at that time, but O'Reilly had kept Olivares's will in his strong-box. The document was brief and clear: Antonio's estate amounted to about two hundred thousand dollars in American money (a considerable fortune in those days). The income therefrom was to be enjoyed by "my wife, Isabella Olivares, and her daughter, Inez Olivares," during their lives, and after their decease his property was to go to the Church, to the Society for the Propagation of the Faith. The codicil, in favour of the Cathedral fund, had, unfortunately, never been added to the will.
Olivares had put a young Irish Catholic, Boyd O'Reilly, in charge of his affairs. O'Reilly had come from Boston to practice law in the new Territory. There weren't any steel safes in Santa Fé at that time, but O'Reilly kept Olivares's will in his strongbox. The document was short and straightforward: Antonio's estate was worth about two hundred thousand dollars in American currency (a significant amount back then). The income from it was to be enjoyed by "my wife, Isabella Olivares, and her daughter, Inez Olivares," for their lifetimes, and after their deaths, his property was to go to the Church, specifically to the Society for the Propagation of the Faith. Unfortunately, the codicil in favor of the Cathedral fund had never been added to the will.
The young lawyer explained to Father Vaillant that the Olivares brothers had retained the leading legal firm of Albuquerque and were contesting the will. Their point of attack was that Señorita Inez was too old to be the daughter of the Señora Olivares. Don Antonio had been a promiscuous lover in his young days, and his brothers held that Inez was the offspring of some temporary attachment, and had been adopted by Doña Isabella. O'Reilly had sent to New Orleans for an attested copy of the marriage record of the Olivares couple, and the birth certificate of Señorita Inez. But in Kentucky, where the Señora was born, no birth records were kept; there was no document to prove the age of Isabella Olivares, and she could not be persuaded to admit her true age. It was generally believed in Santa Fé that she was still in her early forties, in which case she would not have been more than six or eight years old at the date when Inez was born. In reality the lady was past fifty, but when O'Reilly had tried to persuade her to admit this in court, she simply refused to listen to him. He begged the Bishop and the Vicar to use their influence with her to this end.
The young lawyer told Father Vaillant that the Olivares brothers had hired the top law firm in Albuquerque and were challenging the will. Their argument was that Señorita Inez was too old to be the daughter of Señora Olivares. Don Antonio had been a womanizer in his youth, and his brothers claimed that Inez was the child of a brief affair and had been adopted by Doña Isabella. O'Reilly had sent to New Orleans for an official copy of the marriage record of the Olivares couple and the birth certificate of Señorita Inez. However, in Kentucky, where Señora Olivares was born, no birth records were kept; there was no document to prove Isabella Olivares's age, and she wouldn’t admit her true age. People generally thought in Santa Fé that she was still in her early forties, which would mean she couldn’t have been more than six or eight years old when Inez was born. In reality, the lady was over fifty, but when O'Reilly tried to convince her to admit this in court, she simply refused to listen to him. He pleaded with the Bishop and the Vicar to use their influence with her to get her to agree.
Father Latour shrank from interfering in so delicate a matter, but Father Vaillant saw at once that it was their plain duty to protect the two women and, at the same time, secure the rights of the Propaganda. Without more ado he threw on his old cloak over his cassock, and the three men set off through the red mud to the Olivares hacienda in the hills east of the town.
Father Latour hesitated to get involved in such a sensitive issue, but Father Vaillant immediately recognized that it was their clear responsibility to defend the two women and, at the same time, uphold the rights of the Propaganda. Without wasting any time, he put on his old cloak over his cassock, and the three men headed out through the red mud to the Olivares hacienda in the hills east of the town.
Father Joseph had not been to the Olivares' house since the night of the New Year's party, and he sighed as he approached the place, already transformed by neglect. The big gate was propped open by a pole because the iron hook was gone, the courtyard was littered with rags and meat bones which the dogs had carried there and no one had taken away. The big parrot cage, hanging in the portale, was filthy, and the birds were squalling. When O'Reilly rang the bell at the outer gate, Pablo, the banjo player, came running out with tousled hair and a dirty shirt to admit the visitors. He took them into the long living-room, which was empty and cold, the fire-place dark, the hearth unswept. Chairs and window-sills were deep in red dust, the glass panes dirty, and streaked as if by tear-drops. On the writing-table were empty bottles and sticky glasses and cigar ends. In one corner stood the harp in its green cover.
Father Joseph hadn't been to the Olivares' house since the New Year's party, and he sighed as he approached, already changed by neglect. The large gate was propped open with a pole because the iron hook was missing, and the courtyard was littered with rags and meat bones that the dogs had dragged there and nobody had cleaned up. The big parrot cage, hanging in the portale, was filthy, and the birds were squawking loudly. When O'Reilly rang the bell at the outer gate, Pablo, the banjo player, came running out with messy hair and a dirty shirt to let the visitors in. He took them into the long living room, which was empty and cold, the fireplace dark and the hearth unswept. Chairs and window sills were covered in thick red dust, the glass panes dirty and streaked like tear stains. On the writing table were empty bottles, sticky glasses, and cigar butts. In one corner stood the harp in its green cover.
Pablo asked the Fathers to be seated. His mistress was staying in bed, he said, and the cook had burnt her hand, and the other maids were lazy. He brought wood and laid a fire.
Pablo asked the Fathers to take a seat. He mentioned that his mistress was still in bed, the cook had burned her hand, and the other maids were being lazy. He gathered some wood and started a fire.
After some time, Doña Isabella entered, dressed in heavy mourning, her face very white against the black, and her eyes red. The curls about her neck and ears were pale, too—quite ashen.
After a while, Doña Isabella came in, wearing deep mourning attire, her face very pale against the black, and her eyes red. The curls around her neck and ears were pale as well—almost ash-colored.
After Father Vaillant had greeted her and spoken consoling words, the young lawyer began once more gently to explain to her the difficulties that confronted them, and what they must do to defeat the action of the Olivares family. She sat submissively, touching her eyes and nose with her little lace handkerchief, and clearly not even trying to understand a word of what he said to her.
After Father Vaillant greeted her and offered comforting words, the young lawyer gently began to explain to her again the challenges they were facing and what they needed to do to counter the Olivares family's actions. She sat quietly, dabbing her eyes and nose with her small lace handkerchief, clearly not even trying to understand a word he was saying.
Father Joseph soon lost patience and himself approached the widow. "You understand, my child," he began briskly, "that your husband's brothers are determined to disregard his wishes, to defraud you and your daughter, and, eventually, the Church. This is no time for childish vanity. To prevent this outrage to your husband's memory, you must satisfy the court that you are old enough to be the mother of Mademoiselle Inez. You must resolutely declare your true age; fifty-three, is it not?"
Father Joseph soon lost his patience and approached the widow directly. "Listen, my child," he started firmly, "your husband's brothers are set on ignoring his wishes, cheating you and your daughter, and ultimately, the Church. This isn’t the time for foolish pride. To protect your husband’s memory, you need to prove to the court that you're old enough to be Mademoiselle Inez's mother. You have to clearly state your real age; it's fifty-three, isn’t it?"
Doña Isabella became pallid with fright. She shrank into one end of the deep sofa, but her blue eyes focused and gathered light, as she became intensely, rigidly animated in her corner,—her back against the wall, as it were.
Doña Isabella turned pale with fear. She curled up at one end of the deep sofa, but her blue eyes sharpened and lit up as she became intensely and stiffly alert in her corner—her back against the wall, so to speak.
"Fifty-three!" she cried in a voice of horrified amazement. "Why, I never heard of anything so outrageous! I was forty-two my last birthday. It was in December, the fourth of December. If Antonio were here, he would tell you! And he wouldn't let you scold me and talk about business to me, either, Father Joseph. He never let anybody talk about business to me!" She hid her face in her little handkerchief and began to cry.
"Fifty-three!" she exclaimed in shock. "I can’t believe it! I was forty-two on my last birthday. It was in December, on the fourth of December. If Antonio were here, he would tell you! And he wouldn’t let you scold me or talk about business with me, either, Father Joseph. He never let anyone talk about business to me!" She buried her face in her little handkerchief and started to cry.
Father Latour checked his impetuous Vicar, and sat down on the sofa beside Madame Olivares, feeling very sorry for her and speaking very gently. "Forty-two to your friends, dear Madame Olivares, and to the world. In heart and face you are younger than that. But to the Law and the Church there must be a literal reckoning. A formal statement in court will not make you any older to your friends; it will not add one line to your face. A woman, you know, is as old as she looks."
Father Latour calmed his impulsive Vicar and sat down on the sofa next to Madame Olivares, feeling a lot of compassion for her and speaking softly. "Forty-two to your friends, dear Madame Olivares, and to the world. In spirit and appearance, you're younger than that. But for the Law and the Church, there has to be an exact accounting. A formal statement in court won’t age you in the eyes of your friends; it won't add a single line to your face. A woman, you know, is as old as she appears."
"That's very sweet of you to say, Bishop Latour," the lady quavered, looking up at him with tearbright eyes. "But I never could hold up my head again. Let the Olivares have that old money. I don't want it."
"That's really nice of you to say, Bishop Latour," the lady said, her voice shaking as she looked up at him with tear-filled eyes. "But I could never hold my head up again. Let the Olivares have that old money. I don't want it."
Father Vaillant sprang up and glared down at her as if he could put common sense into her drooping head by the mere intensity of his gaze. "Four hundred thousand pesos, Señora Isabella!" he cried. "Ease and comfort for you and your daughter all the rest of your lives. Would you make your daughter a beggar? The Olivares will take everything."
Father Vaillant jumped up and glared at her as if he could shove common sense into her drooping head just with the strength of his stare. "Four hundred thousand pesos, Señora Isabella!" he shouted. "A life of ease and comfort for you and your daughter for the rest of your lives. Do you want to make your daughter a beggar? The Olivares will take everything."
"I can't help it about Inez," she pleaded. "Inez means to go into the convent anyway. And I don't care about the money. Ah, mon père, je voudrais mieux être jeune et mendiante, que n'être que vieille et riche, certes, oui!"
"I can't help how I feel about Inez," she said desperately. "Inez plans to join the convent anyway. And I don't care about the money. Ah, my father, I would rather be young and begging than old and rich, for sure, yes!"
Father Joseph caught her icy cold hand. "And have you a right to defraud the Church of what is left to it in your trust? Have you thought of the consequences to yourself of such a betrayal?"
Father Joseph grabbed her icy cold hand. "Do you really have the right to cheat the Church out of what is left to it in your care? Have you considered the consequences for yourself of such a betrayal?"
Father Latour glanced sternly at his Vicar. "Assez," he said quietly. He took the little hand Father Joseph had released and bent over it, kissing it respectfully. "We must not press this any further. We must leave this to Madame Olivares and her own conscience. I believe, my daughter, you will come to realize that this sacrifice of your vanity would be for your soul's peace. Looking merely at the temporal aspect of the case, you would find poverty hard to bear. You would have to live upon the Olivares's charity, would you not? I do not wish to see this come about. I have a selfish interest; I wish you to be always your charming self and to make a little poésie in life for us here. We have not much of that."
Father Latour looked seriously at his Vicar. "Enough," he said softly. He took the small hand that Father Joseph had released and leaned down to kiss it respectfully. "We shouldn’t push this any further. This is something that Madame Olivares and her conscience need to handle. I believe, my daughter, that you’ll come to see that this sacrifice of your pride would bring peace to your soul. If you focus only on the temporary situation, you’d find poverty difficult to endure. You’d have to rely on the Olivares's charity, wouldn’t you? I really don’t want that to happen. I have a selfish reason; I want you to always be your charming self and to bring a bit of poésie into our lives here. We don't have much of that anymore."
Madame Olivares stopped crying. She raised her head and sat drying her eyes. Suddenly she took hold of one of the buttons on the Bishop's cassock and began twisting it with nervous fingers.
Madame Olivares stopped crying. She lifted her head and sat there drying her eyes. Then she grabbed one of the buttons on the Bishop's cassock and started twisting it with her nervous fingers.
"Father," she said timidly, "what is the youngest I could possibly be, to be Inez's mother?"
"Father," she said quietly, "what's the youngest I could be to be Inez's mom?"
The Bishop could not pronounce the verdict; he hesitated, flushed, then passed it on to O'Reilly with an open gesture of his fine white hand.
The Bishop couldn’t deliver the verdict; he hesitated, blushed, then handed it off to O'Reilly with a graceful gesture of his elegant white hand.
"Fifty-two, Señora Olivares," said the young man respectfully. "If I can get you to admit that, and stick to it, I feel sure we will win our case."
"Fifty-two, Señora Olivares," the young man said respectfully. "If you can acknowledge that and stand by it, I'm confident we will win our case."
"Very well, Mr. O'Reilly." She bowed her head. As her visitors rose, she sat looking down at the dust-covered rugs. "Before everybody!" she murmured, as if to herself.
"Alright, Mr. O'Reilly." She lowered her head. As her guests stood up, she stared at the dusty rugs. "In front of everyone!" she whispered, almost to herself.
When they were tramping home, Father Joseph said that as for him, he would rather combat the superstitions of a whole Indian pueblo than the vanity of one white woman.
When they were walking home, Father Joseph said that for him, he'd rather challenge the superstitions of an entire Indian pueblo than deal with the vanity of one white woman.
"And I would rather do almost anything than go through such a scene again," said the Bishop with a frown. "I don't think I ever assisted at anything so cruel."
"And I would rather do just about anything than experience that kind of scene again," said the Bishop with a frown. "I don't think I've ever witnessed anything so cruel."
Boyd O'Reilly defeated the Olivares brothers and won his case. The Bishop would not go to the court hearing, but Father Vaillant was there, standing in the malodorous crowd (there were no chairs in the court room), and his knees shook under him when the young lawyer, with the fierceness born of fright, poked his finger at his client and said:
Boyd O'Reilly beat the Olivares brothers and won his case. The Bishop didn’t attend the court hearing, but Father Vaillant was there, standing in the smelly crowd (there were no chairs in the courtroom), and his knees shook when the young lawyer, fueled by fear, pointed his finger at his client and said:
"Señora Olivares, you are fifty-two years of age, are you not?"
"Mrs. Olivares, you are fifty-two years old, right?"
Madame Olivares was swathed in mourning, her face a streak of shadowed white between folds of black veil.
Madame Olivares was dressed in black for mourning, her face a pale streak of white visible between layers of her black veil.
"Yes, sir." The crape barely let it through.
"Yes, sir." The crape barely allowed it to pass through.
The night after the verdict was pronounced, Manuel Chavez, with several of Antonio's old friends, called upon the widow to congratulate her. Word of their intention had gone about the town and put others in the mood to call at a house that had been closed to visitors for so long. A considerable company gathered there that evening, including some of the military people, and several hereditary enemies of the Olivares brothers.
The night after the verdict was announced, Manuel Chavez, along with some of Antonio's old friends, visited the widow to congratulate her. News of their plan spread around town and encouraged others to visit a house that had been off-limits to guests for so long. A large crowd gathered there that evening, including some military personnel and several long-time rivals of the Olivares brothers.
The cook, stimulated by the sight of the long sala full of people once more, hastily improvised a supper. Pablo put on a white shirt and a velvet jacket, and began to carry up from the cellar his late master's best whisky and sherry, and quarts of champagne. (The Mexicans are very fond of sparkling wines. Only a few years before this, an American trader who had got into serious political trouble with the Mexican military authorities in Santa Fé, regained their confidence and friendship by presenting them with a large wagon shipment of champagne—three thousand, three hundred and ninety-two bottles, indeed!)
The cook, inspired by the sight of the long room filled with people again, quickly whipped up a dinner. Pablo changed into a white shirt and a velvet jacket and started bringing up from the cellar his late master's finest whisky, sherry, and cases of champagne. (Mexicans really love sparkling wines. Just a few years earlier, an American trader who had gotten into major trouble with the Mexican military in Santa Fé regained their trust and friendship by giving them a huge shipment of champagne—three thousand, three hundred and ninety-two bottles, to be exact!)
This hospitable mood came upon the house suddenly, nothing had been prepared beforehand. The wineglasses were full of dust, but Pablo wiped them out with the shirt he had just taken off, and without instructions from anyone he began gliding about with a tray full of glasses, which he afterward refilled many times, taking his station at the sideboard. Even Doña Isabella drank a little champagne; when she had sipped one glass with the young Georgia captain, she could not refuse to take another with their nearest neighbour, Ferdinand Sanchez, always a true friend to her husband. Everyone was gay, the servants and the guests, everything sparkled like a garden after a shower.
This friendly atmosphere suddenly filled the house; nothing had been prepared in advance. The wine glasses were dusty, but Pablo cleaned them out with the shirt he had just taken off, and without needing any instructions, he started moving around with a tray full of glasses, which he refilled many times, taking his place at the sideboard. Even Doña Isabella had a little champagne; after sipping one glass with the young Georgia captain, she couldn't say no to another with their closest neighbor, Ferdinand Sanchez, who had always been a true friend to her husband. Everyone was in high spirits, including the servants and guests, and everything sparkled like a garden after a rain.
Father Latour and Father Vaillant, having heard nothing of this spontaneous gathering of friends, set off at eight o'clock to make a call upon the brave widow. When they entered the courtyard, they were astonished to hear music within, and to see light streaming from the long row of windows behind the portale. Without stopping to knock, they opened the door into the sala. Many candles were burning. Señors were standing about in long frock-coats buttoned over full figures. O'Reilly and a group of officers from the Fort surrounded the sideboard, where Pablo, with a white napkin wrapped showily about his wrist, was pouring champagne. From the other end of the room sounded the high tinkle of the harp, and Doña Isabella's voice:
Father Latour and Father Vaillant, unaware of this spontaneous gathering of friends, set off at eight o'clock to pay a visit to the brave widow. When they entered the courtyard, they were surprised to hear music coming from inside and to see light streaming from the long row of windows behind the portale. Without pausing to knock, they opened the door into the sala. Many candles were lit. Gentlemen were standing around in long frock coats buttoned over their full figures. O'Reilly and a group of officers from the Fort gathered around the sideboard, where Pablo, with a white napkin dramatically wrapped around his wrist, was pouring champagne. From the other end of the room, they could hear the high tinkle of the harp and Doña Isabella's voice:
The priests waited in the doorway until the song was finished, then went forward to pay their respects to the hostess. She was wearing the unrelieved white that grief permitted, and the yellow curls were bobbing as of old—three behind her right ear, one over either temple, and a little row across the back of her neck. As she saw the two black figures approaching, she dropped her arms from the harp, took her satin toe from the pedal, and rose, holding out a hand to each. Her eyes were bright, and her face beamed with affection for her spiritual fathers. But her greeting was a playful reproach, uttered loud enough to be heard above the murmur of conversing groups:
The priests waited in the doorway until the song ended, then stepped forward to greet the hostess. She was dressed in plain white, as grief allowed, and her yellow curls bounced as they always did—three behind her right ear, one on each side of her forehead, and a little row at the back of her neck. When she noticed the two figures in black coming closer, she lowered her arms from the harp, lifted her foot from the pedal, and stood up, reaching out a hand to each of them. Her eyes sparkled, and her face radiated warmth for her spiritual mentors. But her greeting had a teasing tone, loud enough to be heard over the chatter of the other groups:
"I never shall forgive you, Father Joseph, nor you either, Bishop Latour, for that awful lie you made me tell in court about my age!"
"I will never forgive you, Father Joseph, and you too, Bishop Latour, for that terrible lie you forced me to tell in court about my age!"
The two churchmen bowed amid laughter and applause.
The two clergy members bowed with laughter and applause around them.
BOOK SEVEN
THE GREAT DIOCESE
1
THE MONTH OF MARY
THE MONTH OF MARY
THE Bishop's work was sometimes assisted, often impeded, by external events.
THE Bishop's work was sometimes helped, often hindered, by outside events.
By the Gadsden Purchase, executed three years after Father Latour came to Santa Fé, the United States took over from Mexico a great territory which now forms southern New Mexico and Arizona. The authorities at Rome notified Father Latour that this new territory was to be annexed to his diocese, but that as the national boundary lines often cut parishes in two, the boundaries of Church jurisdiction must be settled by conference with the Mexican Bishops of Chihuahua and Sonora. Such conferences would necessitate a journey of nearly four thousand miles. As Father Vaillant remarked, at Rome they did not seem to realize that it was no easy matter for two missionaries on horseback to keep up with the march of history.
By the Gadsden Purchase, completed three years after Father Latour arrived in Santa Fé, the United States acquired a large area from Mexico that now makes up southern New Mexico and Arizona. The authorities in Rome informed Father Latour that this new territory would be added to his diocese, but since national borders often split parishes, the boundaries of Church jurisdiction needed to be determined through discussions with the Mexican Bishops of Chihuahua and Sonora. These discussions would require a journey of nearly four thousand miles. As Father Vaillant pointed out, the people in Rome didn’t seem to understand that it wasn’t easy for two missionaries on horseback to keep up with the pace of history.
The question hung fire for some years, the subject of voluminous correspondence. At last, in 1858, Father Vaillant was sent to arrange the debated boundaries with the Mexican Bishops. He started in the autumn and spent the whole winter on the road, going from El Paso del Norte west to Tucson, on to Santa Magdalena and Guaymas, a seaport town on the Gulf of California, and did some seafaring on the Pacific before he turned homeward.
The question lingered for several years, sparking a lot of correspondence. Finally, in 1858, Father Vaillant was tasked with settling the disputed boundaries with the Mexican Bishops. He set out in the fall and spent the entire winter traveling, going from El Paso del Norte west to Tucson, then on to Santa Magdalena and Guaymas, a coastal town on the Gulf of California, and even did some sailing on the Pacific before heading back home.
On his return trip he was stricken with malarial fever, resulting from exposure and bad water, and lay seriously ill in a cactus desert in Arizona. Word of his illness came to Santa Fé by an Indian runner, and Father Latour and Jacinto rode across New Mexico and half of Arizona, found Father Vaillant, and brought him back by easy stages.
On his way back, he got hit with malarial fever from exposure and contaminated water, and lay seriously ill in a cactus desert in Arizona. News of his illness reached Santa Fé by an Indian runner, and Father Latour and Jacinto rode across New Mexico and half of Arizona, found Father Vaillant, and brought him back gradually.
He was ill in the Bishop's house for two months. This was the first spring that he and Father Latour had both been there at the same time, to enjoy the garden they had laid out soon after they first came to Santa Fé.
He was sick in the Bishop's house for two months. This was the first spring that he and Father Latour had both been there at the same time to enjoy the garden they had created soon after they first arrived in Santa Fé.
It was the month of Mary and the month of May. Father Vaillant was lying on an army cot, covered with blankets, under the grape arbour in the garden, watching the Bishop and his gardener at work in the vegetable plots. The apple trees were in blossom, the cherry blooms had gone by. The air and the earth interpenetrated in the warm gusts of spring; the soil was full of sunlight, and the sunlight full of red dust. The air one breathed was saturated with earthy smells, and the grass under foot had a reflection of blue sky in it.
It was the month of Mary and May. Father Vaillant was lying on an army cot, covered with blankets, under the grape arbor in the garden, watching the Bishop and his gardener working in the vegetable plots. The apple trees were in bloom, and the cherry blossoms had passed. The warm spring breezes blended the air and the earth; the soil was filled with sunlight, and the sunlight was dusted with red. The air was rich with earthy scents, and the grass beneath him reflected the blue sky.
This garden had been laid out six years ago, when the Bishop brought his fruit trees (then dry switches) up from St. Louis in wagons, along with the blessed Sisters of Loretto, who came to found the Academy of Our Lady of Light. The school was now well established, reckoned a benefit to the community by Protestants as well as Catholics, and the trees were bearing. Cuttings from them were already yielding fruit in many Mexican gardens. While the Bishop was away on that first trip to Baltimore, Father Joseph had, in addition to his many official duties, found time to instruct their Mexican housekeeper, Fructosa, in cookery. Later Bishop Latour took in hand Fructosa's husband, Tranquilino, and trained him as a gardener. They had boldly planned for the future; the ground behind the church, between the Bishop's house and the Academy, they laid out as a spacious orchard and kitchen-garden. Ever since then the Bishop had worked on it, planting and pruning. It was his only recreation.
This garden was created six years ago when the Bishop brought his fruit trees (which were just dry sticks at the time) up from St. Louis in wagons, along with the blessed Sisters of Loretto, who came to establish the Academy of Our Lady of Light. The school is now well established and considered a benefit to the community by both Protestants and Catholics, and the trees are producing fruit. Cuttings from them are already yielding fruit in many Mexican gardens. While the Bishop was away on that first trip to Baltimore, Father Joseph had found time, in addition to his many official duties, to teach their Mexican housekeeper, Fructosa, how to cook. Later, Bishop Latour took Fructosa's husband, Tranquilino, under his wing and trained him to be a gardener. They had confidently planned for the future; the land behind the church, between the Bishop's house and the Academy, was laid out as a large orchard and kitchen garden. Since then, the Bishop has worked on it, planting and pruning. It has been his only form of recreation.
A line of young poplars linked the Episcopal courtyard with the school. On the south, against the earth wall, was the one row of trees they had found growing there when they first came,—old, old tamarisks, with twisted trunks. They had been so neglected, left to fight for life in such hard, sun-baked, burro-trodden ground, that their trunks had the hardness of cypress. They looked, indeed, like very old posts, well seasoned and polished by time, miraculously endowed with the power to burst into delicate foliage and flowers, to cover themselves with long brooms of lavender-pink blossom.
A row of young poplar trees connected the Episcopal courtyard with the school. On the south side, against the earthen wall, was the single row of trees they had discovered when they first arrived—ancient tamarisks with twisted trunks. They had been so neglected, left to struggle for survival in the hard, sun-baked, burro-trodden soil, that their trunks were as tough as cypress. They really did resemble very old posts, well-aged and polished by time, miraculously gifted with the ability to sprout delicate leaves and flowers, covering themselves in long clusters of lavender-pink blossoms.
Father Joseph had come to love the tamarisk above all trees. It had been the companion of his wanderings. All along his way through the deserts of New Mexico and Arizona, wherever he had come upon a Mexican homestead, out of the sun-baked earth, against the sun-baked adobe walls, the tamarisk waved its feathery plumes of bluish green. The family burro was tied to its trunk, the chickens scratched under it, the dogs slept in its shade, the washing was hung on its branches. Father Latour had often remarked that this tree seemed especially designed in shape and colour for the adobe village. The sprays of bloom which adorn it are merely another shade of the red earth walls, and its fibrous trunk is full of gold and lavender tints. Father Joseph respected the Bishop's eye for such things, but himself he loved it merely because it was the tree of the people, and was like one of the family in every Mexican household.
Father Joseph had come to love the tamarisk more than any other tree. It had been his companion during his travels. Throughout the deserts of New Mexico and Arizona, wherever he encountered a Mexican homestead, the tamarisk swayed with its feathery plumes of bluish green against the sun-baked adobe walls. The family burro was tied to its trunk, the chickens scratched beneath it, the dogs napped in its shade, and the laundry hung on its branches. Father Latour often noted that this tree seemed perfectly shaped and colored for the adobe village. The sprays of bloom that adorned it matched another shade of the red earth walls, and its fibrous trunk displayed gold and lavender hues. Father Joseph appreciated the Bishop's eye for such details, but he loved it simply because it was the tree of the people, a part of every Mexican household, almost like family.
This was a very happy season for Father Vaillant. For years he had not been able properly to observe this month which in his boyhood he had selected to be the holy month of the year for him, dedicated to the contemplation of his Gracious Patroness. In his former missionary life, on the Great Lakes, he used always to go into retreat at this season. But here there was no time for such things. Last year, in May, he had been on his way to the Hopi Indians, riding thirty miles a day; marrying, baptizing, confessing as he went, making camp in the sand-hills at night. His devotions had been constantly interrupted by practical considerations.
This was a really happy time for Father Vaillant. For years, he hadn’t been able to fully enjoy this month, which he had chosen in his youth to be the most sacred month of the year, dedicated to reflecting on his Gracious Patroness. During his previous missionary work on the Great Lakes, he always took time for retreat during this season. But here, there was no opportunity for that. Last year in May, he had been on his way to the Hopi Indians, riding thirty miles a day; getting people married, baptizing, hearing confessions as he traveled, and camping in the sand-hills at night. His time for prayer had been consistently interrupted by practical matters.
But this year, because of his illness, the month of Mary he had been able to give to Mary; to Her he had consecrated his waking hours. At night he sank to sleep with the sense of Her protection. In the morning when he awoke, before he had opened his eyes, he was conscious of a special sweetness in the air,—Mary, and the month of May. Alma Mater redemptoris! Once more he had been able to worship with the ardour of a young religious, for whom religion is pure personal devotion, unalloyed by expediency and the benumbing cares of a missionary's work. Once again this had been his month; his Patroness had given it to him, the season that had always meant so much in his religious life.
But this year, due to his illness, he had been able to dedicate the month of Mary to Her; he had devoted his waking hours to Her. At night, he fell asleep feeling Her protection. In the morning, before he even opened his eyes, he sensed a special sweetness in the air—Mary and the month of May. Alma Mater redemptoris! Once again, he had been able to worship with the passion of a young religious, for whom faith is pure personal devotion, untouched by practicality and the draining concerns of a missionary's work. Once more, this had been his month; his Patroness had given it to him, the season that had always held such significance in his spiritual life.
He smiled to remember a time long ago, when he was a young curate in Cendre, in the Puy-de-Dôm; how he had planned a season of special devotion to the Blessed Virgin for May, and how the old priest to whom he was assistant had blasted his hopes by cold disapproval. The old man had come through the Terror, had been trained in the austerity of those days of the persecution of the clergy, and he was not untouched by Jansenism. Young Father Joseph bore his rebuke with meekness, and went sadly to his own chamber. There he took his rosary and spent the entire day in prayer. "Not according to my desires, but if it is for thy glory, grant me this boon, O Mary, my hope." In the evening of that same day the old pastor sent for him, and unsolicited granted him the request he had so sternly denied in the morning. How joyfully Father Joseph had written all this to his sister Philomène, then a pupil with the nuns of the Visitation in their native Riom, begging her to make him a quantity of artificial flowers for his May altar. How richly she had responded!—and she rejoiced no less than he that his May devotions were so largely attended, especially by the young people of the parish, in whom a notable increase of piety was manifest. Father Vaillant's had been a close-knit family—losing their mother while they were yet children had brought the brothers and sisters the closer together—and with this sister, Philomène, he had shared all his hopes and desires and his deepest religious life.
He smiled as he recalled a time long ago when he was a young curate in Cendre, in the Puy-de-Dôme; how he had planned a season of special devotion to the Blessed Virgin for May, and how the old priest he assisted had crushed his hopes with cold disapproval. The old man had lived through the Terror, had been shaped by the harshness of those days of persecution against the clergy, and he was influenced by Jansenism. Young Father Joseph accepted his rebuke quietly and went sadly to his own room. There, he took his rosary and spent the entire day in prayer. "Not according to my wishes, but if it is for Your glory, grant me this favor, O Mary, my hope." Later that same evening, the old pastor called for him and unexpectedly granted him the request he had sternly denied earlier. With joy, Father Joseph wrote all about this to his sister Philomène, who was then a student with the nuns of the Visitation in their hometown of Riom, asking her to make him a lot of artificial flowers for his May altar. She responded beautifully!—and she was just as thrilled as he was that his May devotions were so well attended, especially by the young people of the parish, who showed a significant increase in piety. The Vaillant family had been very close-knit—losing their mother while they were still children had brought the siblings even closer together—and with his sister Philomène, he had shared all his hopes, dreams, and his deepest spiritual life.
Ever since then, all the most important events in his own history had occurred in the blessed month when this sinful and sullied world puts on white as if to commemorate the Annunciation, and becomes, for a little, lovely enough to be in truth the Bride of Christ. It was in May that he had been given grace to perform the hardest act of his life; to leave his country, to part from his dear sister and his father (under what sad circumstances!), and to start for the New World to take up a missionary's labours. That parting was not a parting, but an escape—a running away, a betrayal of family trust for the sake of a higher trust. He could smile at it now, but at the time it had been terrible enough. The Bishop, thinning carrots yonder, would remember. It was because of what Father Latour had been to him in that hour, indeed, that Father Joseph was here in a garden in Santa Fé. He would never have left his dear Sandusky when the newly appointed Bishop asked him to share his hardships, had he not said to himself: "Ah, now it is he who is torn by perplexity! I will be to him now what he was to me that day when we stood by the road-side, waiting for the diligence to Paris, and my purpose broke, and he saved me."
Ever since then, all the significant events in his life had happened in that blessed month when this sinful and tarnished world dresses in white to honor the Annunciation, becoming, for a brief moment, beautiful enough to truly be the Bride of Christ. It was in May that he had been given the strength to perform the hardest act of his life: leaving his homeland, parting from his beloved sister and father (under such sad circumstances!), and heading to the New World to take on missionary work. That departure was not just a goodbye but an escape—a running away, a betrayal of family loyalty for the sake of a greater calling. He could smile about it now, but at the time, it had been truly terrible. The Bishop, thinning carrots over there, would remember. It was because of what Father Latour meant to him in that moment that Father Joseph found himself in a garden in Santa Fé. He would never have left his dear Sandusky when the newly appointed Bishop asked him to share in his struggles if he hadn’t told himself: “Ah, now it is he who is faced with uncertainty! I will be for him now what he was for me that day when we stood by the roadside, waiting for the diligence to Paris, and my resolve faltered, and he rescued me.”
That time came back upon Father Vaillant now so keenly that he wiped a little moisture from his eyes,—(he was quickly moved, after the way of sick people) and he cleared his glasses and called:
That moment came back to Father Vaillant so strongly that he wiped a little moisture from his eyes—(he was easily moved, like sick people often are) and he cleaned his glasses and called:
"Father Latour, it is time for you to rest your back. You have been stooping over a great while."
"Father Latour, it's time for you to take a break. You've been bent over for quite a while."
The Bishop came and sat down in a wheelbarrow that stood at the edge of the arbour.
The Bishop came and sat down in a wheelbarrow that was at the edge of the garden.
"I have been thinking that I shall no longer pray for your speedy recovery, Joseph. The only way I can keep my Vicar within call is to have him sick."
"I've been thinking that I'm not going to pray for your quick recovery anymore, Joseph. The only way I can keep my Vicar nearby is by having him sick."
Father Joseph smiled.
Father Joseph grinned.
"You are not in Santa Fé a great deal yourself, my Bishop."
"You’re not in Santa Fé much, my Bishop."
"Well, I shall be here this summer, and I hope to keep you with me. This year I want you to see my lotus flowers. Tranquilino will let the water into my lake this afternoon." The lake was a little pond in the middle of the garden, into which Tranquilino, clever with water, like all Mexicans, had piped a stream from the Santa Fé creek flowing near at hand. "Last summer, while you were away," the Bishop continued, "we had more than a hundred lotus blossoms floating on that little lake. And all from five bulbs that I put into my valise in Rome."
"Well, I'll be here this summer, and I hope to have you with me. This year, I want you to see my lotus flowers. Tranquilino will let the water into my lake this afternoon." The lake was a small pond in the middle of the garden, into which Tranquilino, skilled with water like all Mexicans, had piped a stream from the nearby Santa Fé creek. "Last summer, while you were away," the Bishop continued, "we had more than a hundred lotus blossoms floating on that little lake. And all from five bulbs that I packed in my suitcase in Rome."
"When do they blossom?"
"When do they bloom?"
"They begin in June, but they are at their best in July."
"They start in June, but they really shine in July."
"Then you must hurry them up a little. For with my Bishop's permission, I shall be gone in July."
"Then you need to speed them up a bit. Because with my Bishop's approval, I'll be leaving in July."
"So soon? And why?"
"Already? And why?"
Father Vaillant moved uneasily under his blankets. "To hunt for lost Catholics, Jean! Utterly lost Catholics, down in your new territory, towards Tucson. There are hundreds of poor families down there who have never seen a priest. I want to go from house to house this time, to every little settlement. They are full of devotion and faith, and it has nothing to feed upon but the most mistaken superstitions. They remember their prayers all wrong. They cannot read, and since there is no one to instruct them, how can they get right? They are like seeds, full of germination but with no moisture. A mere contact is enough to make them a living part of the Church. The more I work with the Mexicans, the more I believe it was people like them our Saviour bore in mind when He said, Unless ye become as little children. He was thinking of people who are not clever in the things of this world, whose minds are not upon gain and worldly advancement. These poor Christians are not thrifty like our country people at home; they have no veneration for property, no sense of material values. I stop a few hours in a village, I administer the sacraments and hear confessions, I leave in every house some little token, a rosary or a religious picture, and I go away feeling that I have conferred immeasurable happiness, and have released faithful souls that were shut away from God by neglect.
Father Vaillant shifted uncomfortably under his blankets. "We need to search for lost Catholics, Jean! Completely lost Catholics, down in your new area, around Tucson. There are hundreds of poor families down there who have never met a priest. This time, I want to visit each house, every small settlement. They are filled with devotion and faith, but it’s based on the most misguided superstitions. They remember their prayers incorrectly. They can’t read, and since there’s no one to teach them, how can they find the right path? They’re like seeds, full of potential but lacking moisture. A simple interaction is enough to connect them to the Church. The more I engage with the Mexicans, the more I feel that they are the kind of people our Savior had in mind when He said, Unless ye become as little children. He was thinking of those who are not savvy about worldly matters, who aren’t focused on wealth and success. These poor Christians aren’t frugal like our folks back home; they have no reverence for property or material values. I spend a few hours in a village, I administer the sacraments and hear confessions, I leave behind little tokens, a rosary or a religious picture, and I depart feeling like I’ve brought immeasurable joy and freed souls that were kept away from God due to neglect."
"Down near Tucson a Pima Indian convert once asked me to go off into the desert with him, as he had something to show me. He took me into a place so wild that a man less accustomed to these things might have mistrusted and feared for his life. We descended into a terrifying canyon of black rock, and there in the depths of a cave, he showed me a golden chalice, vestments and cruets, all the paraphernalia for celebrating Mass. His ancestors had hidden these sacred objects there when the mission was sacked by Apaches, he did not know how many generations ago. The secret had been handed down in his family, and I was the first priest who had ever come to restore to God his own. To me, that is the situation in a parable. The Faith, in that wild frontier, is like a buried treasure; they guard it, but they do not know how to use it to their soul's salvation. A word, a prayer, a service, is all that is needed to set free those souls in bondage. I confess I am covetous of that mission. I desire to be the man who restores these lost children to God. It will be the greatest happiness of my life."
"Down near Tucson, a Pima Indian convert once asked me to go into the desert with him because he had something to show me. He took me to a place so wild that someone less used to it might have felt scared for their life. We went down into a scary canyon of black rock, and deep inside a cave, he showed me a golden chalice, vestments, and cruets—everything needed to celebrate Mass. His ancestors had hidden these sacred items there when the mission was attacked by Apaches, though he didn’t know how many generations ago. The secret had been passed down in his family, and I was the first priest to come and return to God what was His. To me, this situation is like a parable. The Faith, in that wild frontier, is like buried treasure; they protect it, but they don’t know how to use it for their souls' salvation. A word, a prayer, a service is all that’s needed to free those souls in bondage. I admit I am envious of that mission. I want to be the person who brings these lost children back to God. That would be the greatest happiness of my life."
The Bishop did not reply at once to this appeal. At last he said gravely, "You must realize that I have need of you here, Father Joseph. My duties are too many for one man."
The Bishop didn't respond immediately to this request. Finally, he said seriously, "You need to understand that I need you here, Father Joseph. My responsibilities are too much for one person."
"But you do not need me so much as they do!" Father Joseph threw off his coverings and sat up in his cassock, putting his feet to the ground. "Any one of our good French priests from Montferrand can serve you here. It is work that can be done by intelligence. But down there it is work for the heart, for a particular sympathy, and none of our new priests understand those poor natures as I do. I have almost become a Mexican! I have learned to like chili colorado and mutton fat. Their foolish ways no longer offend me, their very faults are dear to me. I am their man!"
"But you don’t need me as much as they do!" Father Joseph threw off his blankets and sat up in his cassock, putting his feet on the ground. "Any of our good French priests from Montferrand can help you here. This is work that requires intelligence. But down there, it’s work for the heart, for a special kind of understanding, and none of our new priests get those poor souls like I do. I’ve almost become a Mexican! I’ve learned to enjoy chili colorado and mutton fat. Their silly ways don’t bother me anymore; even their flaws are endearing to me. I am their man!"
"Ah, no doubt, no doubt! But I must insist upon your lying down for the present."
"Ah, no doubt, no doubt! But I really must insist that you lie down for now."
Father Vaillant, flushed and excited, dropped back upon his pillows, and the Bishop took a short turn through the garden,—to the row of tamarisk trees and back. He walked slowly, with even, unhesitating pace, with that slender, unrigid erectness, and the fine carriage of head, which always made him seem master of the situation. No one would have guessed that a sharp struggle was going on within him. Father Joseph's impassioned request had spoiled a cherished plan, and brought Father Latour a bitter personal disappointment. There was but one thing to do,—and before he reached the tamarisks he had done it. He broke off a spray of the dry lilac-coloured flowers to punctuate and seal, as it were, his renunciation. He returned with the same easy, deliberate tread, and stood smiling beside the army cot.
Father Vaillant, flushed and excited, fell back onto his pillows, and the Bishop took a short stroll through the garden—to the line of tamarisk trees and back. He walked slowly, with a steady, unwavering pace, displaying that graceful, composed posture and the elegant tilt of his head that always made him seem in control. No one would have guessed that a fierce struggle was happening inside him. Father Joseph's passionate request had ruined a cherished plan and brought Father Latour a deep personal disappointment. There was only one thing to do—and before he reached the tamarisks, he did it. He broke off a sprig of the dried lilac-colored flowers to mark and seal, in a way, his renunciation. He returned with the same calm, measured gait and stood smiling next to the army cot.
"Your feeling must be your guide in this matter, Joseph. I shall put no obstacles in your way. A certain care for your health I must insist upon, but when you are quite well, you must follow the duty that calls loudest."
"Your feelings should guide you in this situation, Joseph. I won’t stand in your way. I do want to emphasize taking care of your health, but once you’re feeling better, you should pursue the path that feels most urgent."
They were both silent for a few moments. Father Joseph closed his eyes against the sunlight, and Father Latour stood lost in thought, drawing the plume of tamarisk blossom absently through his delicate, rather nervous fingers. His hands had a curious authority, but not the calmness so often seen in the hands of priests; they seemed always to be investigating and making firm decisions.
They were both quiet for a moment. Father Joseph shut his eyes to shield them from the sunlight, while Father Latour stood deep in thought, absentmindedly running the plume of tamarisk blossom through his delicate, somewhat anxious fingers. His hands had a strange sense of authority, but lacked the calmness often found in the hands of priests; they always seemed to be exploring and making firm choices.
The two friends were roused from their reflections by a frantic beating of wings. A bright flock of pigeons swept over their heads to the far end of the garden, where a woman was just emerging from the gate that led into the school grounds; Magdalena, who came every day to feed the doves and to gather flowers. The Sisters had given her charge of the altar decoration of the school chapel for this month, and she came for the Bishop's apple blossoms and daffodils. She advanced in a whirlwind of gleaming wings, and Tranquilino dropped his spade and stood watching her. At one moment the whole flock of doves caught the light in such a way that they all became invisible at once, dissolved in light and disappeared as salt dissolves in water. The next moment they flashed around, black and silver against the sun. They settled upon Magdalena's arms and shoulders, ate from her hand. When she put a crust of bread between her lips, two doves hung in the air before her face, stirring their wings and pecking at the morsel. A handsome woman she had grown to be, with her comely figure and the deep claret colour under the golden brown of her cheeks.
The two friends were brought out of their thoughts by a frantic flurry of wings. A bright flock of pigeons swooped over their heads to the far end of the garden, where a woman was just coming through the gate into the school grounds; Magdalena, who came every day to feed the doves and pick flowers. The Sisters had assigned her the responsibility of decorating the altar in the school chapel for the month, and she was there for the Bishop's apple blossoms and daffodils. She moved like a whirlwind of gleaming wings, and Tranquilino dropped his spade and watched her. At one moment, the whole flock of doves caught the light just right and became invisible all at once, dissolving into light and disappearing like salt dissolves in water. The next moment, they flashed around, black and silver against the sun. They settled on Magdalena's arms and shoulders, eating from her hand. When she put a crust of bread between her lips, two doves hovered in the air in front of her, flapping their wings and pecking at the morsel. She had grown into a beautiful woman, with her shapely figure and the deep claret color under the golden-brown of her cheeks.
"Who would think, to look at her now, that we took her from a place where every vileness of cruelty and lust was practised!" murmured Father Vaillant. "Not since the days of early Christianity has the Church been able to do what it can here."
"Who would think, looking at her now, that we rescued her from a place where every form of cruelty and lust was unleashed!" murmured Father Vaillant. "Not since the early days of Christianity has the Church been able to achieve what it can do here."
"She is but twenty-seven or -eight years old. I wonder whether she ought not to marry again," said the Bishop thoughtfully. "Though she seems so contented, I have sometimes surprised a tragic shadow in her eyes. Do you remember the terrible look in her eyes when we first saw her?"
"She is only twenty-seven or twenty-eight years old. I wonder if she should consider getting married again," said the Bishop, reflecting. "Even though she appears so happy, I've occasionally noticed a sad hint in her eyes. Do you remember the terrible look in her eyes when we first saw her?"
"Can I ever forget it! But her very body has changed. She was then a shapeless, cringing creature. I thought her half-witted. No, no! She has had enough of the storms of this world. Here she is safe and happy." Father Vaillant sat up and called to her. "Magdalena, Magdalena, my child, come here and talk to us for a little. Two men grow lonely when they see nobody but each other."
"Can I ever forget it! But her whole body has changed. She used to be a shapeless, timid creature. I thought she was half-witted. No, no! She has had enough of life's storms. Here she is safe and happy." Father Vaillant sat up and called to her. "Magdalena, Magdalena, my child, come here and talk to us for a bit. Two men get lonely when they only see each other."
2
DECEMBER NIGHT
2
DECEMBER NIGHT
FATHER VAILLANT had been absent in Arizona since midsummer, and it was now December. Bishop Latour had been going through one of those periods of coldness and doubt which, from his boyhood, had occasionally settled down upon his spirit and made him feel an alien, wherever he was. He attended to his correspondence, went on his rounds among the parish priests, held services at missions that were without pastors, superintended the building of the addition to the Sisters' school: but his heart was not in these things.
FATHER VAILLANT had been away in Arizona since mid-summer, and now it was December. Bishop Latour was experiencing one of those phases of coldness and doubt that, since his childhood, had periodically weighed on his spirit, making him feel out of place no matter where he was. He took care of his letters, visited the parish priests, conducted services at missions without pastors, and oversaw the construction of the extension to the Sisters' school; but none of it brought him joy.
One night about three weeks before Christmas he was lying in his bed, unable to sleep, with the sense of failure clutching at his heart. His prayers were empty words and brought him no refreshment. His soul had become a barren field. He had nothing within himself to give his priests or his people. His work seemed superficial, a house built upon the sands. His great diocese was still a heathen country. The Indians travelled their old road of fear and darkness, battling with evil omens and ancient shadows. The Mexicans were children who played with their religion.
One night about three weeks before Christmas, he was lying in bed, unable to sleep, feeling the weight of failure in his heart. His prayers felt like empty words and offered him no comfort. His soul had turned into a lifeless desert. He had nothing inside him to offer his priests or his people. His work felt shallow, like a house built on sand. His vast diocese was still a pagan land. The Indigenous people were stuck in their old patterns of fear and darkness, struggling against bad omens and old ghosts. The Mexicans were like children playing with their faith.
As the night wore on, the bed on which the Bishop lay became a bed of thorns; he could bear it no longer. Getting up in the dark, he looked out of the window and was surprised to find that it was snowing, that the ground was already lightly covered. The full moon, hidden by veils of cloud, threw a pale phosphorescent luminousness over the heavens, and the towers of the church stood up black against this silvery fleece. Father Latour felt a longing to go into the church to pray; but instead he lay down again under his blankets. Then, realizing that it was the cold of the church he shrank from, and despising himself, he rose again, dressed quickly, and went out into the court, throwing on over his cassock that faithful old cloak that was the twin of Father Vaillant's.
As the night went on, the bed where the Bishop lay felt like a bed of thorns; he could stand it no longer. Getting up in the dark, he looked out of the window and was surprised to see that it was snowing, and the ground was already lightly covered. The full moon, hidden by clouds, cast a pale, shimmering light across the sky, and the church towers stood out dark against this silvery cover. Father Latour felt a desire to go into the church to pray; but instead, he lay down again under his blankets. Then, realizing that it was the cold of the church he was avoiding, and feeling ashamed of himself, he got up again, dressed quickly, and stepped outside into the courtyard, throwing on top of his cassock that trusty old cloak that matched Father Vaillant's.
They had bought the cloth for those coats in Paris, long ago, when they were young men staying at the Seminary for Foreign Missions in the rue du Bac, preparing for their first voyage to the New World. The cloth had been made up into caped riding-cloaks by a German tailor in Ohio, and lined with fox fur. Years afterward, when Father Latour was about to start on his long journey in search of his Bishopric, that same tailor had made the cloaks over and relined them with squirrel skins, as more appropriate for a mild climate. These memories and many others went through the Bishop's mind as he wrapped the trusty garment about him and crossed the court to the sacristy, with the big iron key in his hand.
They had bought the fabric for those coats in Paris a long time ago when they were young men staying at the Seminary for Foreign Missions on rue du Bac, getting ready for their first trip to the New World. The fabric had been transformed into caped riding cloaks by a German tailor in Ohio and lined with fox fur. Years later, when Father Latour was about to embark on his long journey to seek his Bishopric, that same tailor had reworked the cloaks and relined them with squirrel skins, which were more suitable for a mild climate. These memories and many others flashed through the Bishop's mind as he wrapped the trusty garment around him and crossed the courtyard to the sacristy, holding the big iron key in his hand.
The court was white with snow, and the shadows of walls and buildings stood out sharply in the faint light from the moon muffled in vapour. In the deep doorway of the sacristy he saw a crouching figure—a woman, he made out, and she was weeping bitterly. He raised her up and took her inside. As soon as he had lit a candle, he recognized her, and could have guessed her errand.
The courtyard was blanketed in snow, and the shadows of the walls and buildings were clearly defined in the dim light from the moon, which was obscured by mist. In the deep doorway of the sacristy, he noticed a crouched figure—a woman, he realized, and she was crying uncontrollably. He lifted her up and brought her inside. Once he lit a candle, he recognized her and could have guessed why she was there.
It was an old Mexican woman, called Sada, who was slave in an American family. They were Protestants, very hostile to the Roman Church, and they did not allow her to go to Mass or to receive the visits of a priest. She was carefully watched at home,—but in winter, when the heated rooms of the house were desirable to the family, she was put to sleep in a woodshed. To-night, unable to sleep for the cold, she had gathered courage for this heroic action, had slipped out through the stable door and come running up an alley-way to the House of God to pray. Finding the front doors of the church fastened, she had made her way into the Bishop's garden and come round to the sacristy, only to find that, too, shut against her.
It was an old Mexican woman named Sada who was a servant in an American family. They were Protestants, very hostile toward the Catholic Church, and they did not allow her to attend Mass or have visits from a priest. She was closely watched at home, but in winter, when the family wanted the warmth of the heated rooms, she was made to sleep in a shed. Tonight, unable to sleep because of the cold, she finally gathered the courage for this brave act, slipped out through the stable door, and ran up an alleyway to the House of God to pray. When she found the front doors of the church locked, she made her way into the Bishop's garden and went around to the sacristy, only to find that locked as well.
The Bishop stood holding the candle and watching her face while she spoke her few words; a dark brown peon face, worn thin and sharp by life and sorrow. It seemed to him that he had never seen pure goodness shine out of a human countenance as it did from hers. He saw that she had no stockings under her shoes,—the cast-off rawhides of her master,—and beneath her frayed black shawl was only a thin calico dress, covered with patches. Her teeth struck together as she stood trying to control her shivering. With one movement of his free hand the Bishop took the furred cloak from his shoulders and put it about her. This frightened her. She cowered under it, murmuring, "Ah, no, no, Padre!"
The Bishop stood there holding the candle and watching her face while she spoke a few words; a dark brown peon face, worn thin and sharp by life and sorrow. It seemed to him that he had never seen pure goodness shine from a human face like it did from hers. He noticed that she wasn’t wearing any stockings under her shoes—the discarded rawhides of her master—and beneath her frayed black shawl, she only had a thin calico dress, covered in patches. Her teeth chattered as she stood there trying to control her shivering. With a quick movement of his free hand, the Bishop took the fur-lined cloak from his shoulders and wrapped it around her. This startled her. She huddled under it, murmuring, "Ah, no, no, Padre!"
"You must obey your Padre, my daughter. Draw that cloak about you, and we will go into the church to pray."
"You need to listen to your father, my daughter. Pull that cloak around you, and we’ll head into the church to pray."
The church was utterly black except for the red spark of the sanctuary lamp before the high altar. Taking her hand, and holding the candle before him, he led her across the choir to the Lady Chapel. There he began to light the tapers before the Virgin. Old Sada fell on her knees and kissed the floor. She kissed the feet of the Holy Mother, the pedestal on which they stood, crying all the while. But from the working of her face, from the beautiful tremors which passed over it, he knew they were tears of ecstasy.
The church was completely dark except for the red glow of the sanctuary lamp in front of the high altar. Taking her hand and holding the candle in front of him, he led her across the choir to the Lady Chapel. There, he started to light the candles in front of the Virgin. Old Sada fell to her knees and kissed the floor. She kissed the feet of the Holy Mother, the pedestal they stood on, crying the whole time. But from the expression on her face, from the beautiful shivers that went through her, he knew they were tears of joy.
"Nineteen years, Father; nineteen years since I have seen the holy things of the altar!"
"Nineteen years, Dad; nineteen years since I've seen the sacred things of the altar!"
"All that is passed, Sada. You have remembered the holy things in your heart. We will pray together."
"Everything that has happened is behind us, Sada. You’ve kept the sacred things in your heart. Let’s pray together."
The Bishop knelt beside her, and they began, O Holy Mary, Queen of Virgins....
The Bishop knelt next to her, and they started, O Holy Mary, Queen of Virgins....
More than once Father Vaillant had spoken to the Bishop of this aged captive. There had been much whispering among the devout women of the parish about her pitiful case. The Smiths, with whom she lived, were Georgia people, who had at one time lived in El Paso del Norte, and they had taken her back to their native State with them. Not long ago some disgrace had come upon this family in Georgia, they had been forced to sell all their negro slaves and flee the State. The Mexican woman they could not sell because they had no legal title to her, her position was irregular. Now that they were back in a Mexican country, the Smiths were afraid their charwoman might escape from them and find asylum among her own people, so they kept strict watch upon her. They did not allow her to go outside their own patio, not even to accompany her mistress to market.
More than once, Father Vaillant had talked to the Bishop about this elderly captive. There had been a lot of gossip among the devout women in the parish about her sad situation. The Smiths, who she lived with, were from Georgia, and they had previously lived in El Paso del Norte before taking her back to their home state. Recently, some disgrace had fallen upon this family in Georgia, forcing them to sell all their black slaves and flee the state. They couldn't sell the Mexican woman because they had no legal claim to her; her status was irregular. Now that they were back in a Mexican territory, the Smiths feared that their housekeeper might escape and find refuge with her own people, so they kept a close watch on her. They didn’t let her go outside their own patio, not even to go to the market with her mistress.
Two women of the Altar Guild had been so bold as to go into the patio to talk with Sada when she was washing clothes, but they had been rudely driven away by the mistress of the house. Mrs. Smith had come running out into the court, half dressed, and told them that if they had business at her casa they were to come in by the front door, and not sneak in through the stable to frighten a poor silly creature. When they said they had come to ask Sada to go to Mass with them, she told them she had got the poor creature out of the clutches of the priests once, and would see to it that she did not fall into them again.
Two women from the Altar Guild had been daring enough to approach Sada while she was doing laundry in the patio, but Mrs. Smith, the mistress of the house, had rudely chased them away. She came rushing out into the courtyard, half-dressed, and told them that if they had business at her casa, they needed to come through the front door instead of sneaking in through the stable to scare a poor, confused girl. When they explained they wanted to invite Sada to Mass, she insisted that she had already rescued the poor girl from the priests once and would make sure she wouldn’t fall into their grasp again.
Even after that rebuff a very pious neighbour woman had tried to say a word to Sada through the alley door of the stable, where she was unloading wood off the burro. But the old servant had put her finger to her lips and motioned the visitor away, glancing back over her shoulder the while with such an expression of terror that the intruder hastened off, surmising that Sada would be harshly used if she were caught speaking to anyone. The good woman went immediately to Father Vaillant with this story, and he had consulted the Bishop, declaring that something ought to be done to secure the consolations of religion for the bond-woman. But the Bishop replied that the time was not yet; for the present it was inexpedient to antagonize these people. The Smiths were the leaders of a small group of low-caste Protestants who took every occasion to make trouble for the Catholics. They hung about the door of the church on festival days with mockery and loud laughter, spoke insolently to the nuns in the street, stood jeering and blaspheming when the procession went by on Corpus Christi Sunday. There were five sons in the Smith family, fellows of low habits and evil tongues. Even the two younger boys, still children, showed a vicious disposition. Tranquilino had repeatedly driven these two boys out of the Bishop's garden, where they came with their lewd companions to rob the young pear trees or to speak filth against the priests.
Even after that dismissal, a very devout neighbor woman tried to speak to Sada through the alley door of the stable while she was unloading wood from the burro. But the old servant put her finger to her lips and signaled the visitor to leave, glancing back over her shoulder with such a look of terror that the intruder hurried away, guessing that Sada would face severe punishment if caught talking to anyone. The good woman immediately went to Father Vaillant with this story, and he consulted the Bishop, stating that something should be done to provide the bond-woman with the comforts of religion. But the Bishop replied that the time wasn't right; for now, it was unwise to provoke these people. The Smiths were the leaders of a small group of low-caste Protestants who took every opportunity to create trouble for Catholics. They loitered around the church door on festival days, mocking and laughing loudly, spoke disrespectfully to the nuns in the street, and jeered and blasphemed as the procession passed by on Corpus Christi Sunday. There were five sons in the Smith family, young men of bad behavior and foul mouths. Even the two younger boys, still just kids, showed a mean streak. Tranquilino had repeatedly chased these two boys out of the Bishop's garden, where they came with their unruly friends to steal from the young pear trees or to speak obscenities against the priests.
When they rose from their knees, Father Latour told Sada he was glad to know that she remembered her prayers so well.
When they got up from their knees, Father Latour told Sada he was happy to see that she remembered her prayers so well.
"Ah, Padre, every night I say my Rosary to my Holy Mother, no matter where I sleep!" declared the old creature passionately, looking up into his face and pressing her knotted hands against her breast.
"Ah, Padre, every night I pray my Rosary to my Holy Mother, no matter where I sleep!" declared the old woman passionately, looking up at his face and pressing her gnarled hands against her chest.
When he asked if she had her beads with her, she was confused. She kept them tied with a cord around her waist, under her clothes, as the only place she could hide them safely.
When he asked if she had her beads with her, she was puzzled. She kept them tied with a cord around her waist, under her clothes, since it was the only place she could hide them securely.
He spoke soothingly to her. "Remember this, Sada; in the year to come, and during the Novena before Christmas, I will not forget to pray for you whenever I offer the Blessed Sacrament of the Mass. Be at rest in your heart, for I will remember you in my silent supplications before the altar as I do my own sisters and my nieces."
He spoke gently to her. "Remember this, Sada; in the coming year, during the Novena before Christmas, I will make sure to pray for you every time I offer the Blessed Sacrament of the Mass. Find peace in your heart, because I will keep you in my silent prayers at the altar just like I do for my own sisters and nieces."
Never, as he afterward told Father Vaillant, had it been permitted him to behold such deep experience of the holy joy of religion as on that pale December night. He was able to feel, kneeling beside her, the preciousness of the things of the altar to her who was without possessions; the tapers, the image of the Virgin, the figures of the saints, the Cross that took away indignity from suffering and made pain and poverty a means of fellowship with Christ. Kneeling beside the much enduring bondwoman, he experienced those holy mysteries as he had done in his young manhood. He seemed able to feel all it meant to her to know that there was a Kind Woman in Heaven, though there were such cruel ones on earth. Old people, who have felt blows and toil and known the world's hard hand, need, even more than children do, a woman's tenderness. Only a Woman, divine, could know all that a woman can suffer.
Never, as he later told Father Vaillant, had he experienced such deep joy in religion as on that pale December night. Kneeling beside her, he felt the significance of what the altar represented to someone who had nothing—the candles, the statue of the Virgin, the figures of the saints, the Cross that transformed suffering into something meaningful and connected pain and poverty to Christ. Beside the enduring bondwoman, he felt those sacred mysteries just as he had in his youth. He realized how much it meant to her to know there was a Kind Woman in Heaven, even when there were so many cruel ones on earth. Older people, who have faced struggles and the harshness of the world, need a woman's tenderness even more than children do. Only a divine Woman could understand all that a woman can endure.
Not often, indeed, had Jean Marie Latour come so near to the Fountain of all Pity as in the Lady Chapel that night; the pity that no man born of woman could ever utterly cut himself off from; that was for the murderer on the scaffold, as it was for the dying soldier or the martyr on the rack. The beautiful concept of Mary pierced the priest's heart like a sword.
Not often had Jean Marie Latour come so close to the Fountain of all Pity as he did in the Lady Chapel that night; the kind of pity that no man born of a woman could ever completely escape; it was the same for the murderer on the scaffold, the dying soldier, or the martyr on the rack. The beautiful image of Mary struck the priest's heart like a sword.
"O Sacred Heart of Mary!" she murmured by his side, and he felt how that name was food and raiment, friend and mother to her. He received the miracle in her heart into his own, saw through her eyes, knew that his poverty was as bleak as hers. When the Kingdom of Heaven had first come into the world, into a cruel world of torture and slaves and masters, He who brought it had said, "And whosoever is least among you, the same shall be first in the Kingdom of Heaven." This church was Sada's house, and he was a servant in it.
"O Sacred Heart of Mary!" she whispered beside him, and he felt how that name was everything to her—food, clothing, friend, and mother. He absorbed the miracle from her heart into his own, saw through her eyes, and realized that his poverty was just as harsh as hers. When the Kingdom of Heaven first entered the world, a cruel world filled with suffering, slaves, and masters, He who brought it had said, "And whoever is the least among you, the same shall be first in the Kingdom of Heaven." This church was Sada's home, and he was a servant in it.
The Bishop heard the old woman's confession. He blessed her and put both hands upon her head. When he took her down the nave to let her out of the church, Sada made to lift his cloak from her shoulders. He restrained her, telling her she must keep it for her own, and sleep in it at night. But she slipped out of it hurriedly; such a thought seemed to terrify her. "No, no, Father. If they were to find it on me!" More than that, she did not accuse her oppressors. But as she put it off, she stroked the old garment and patted it as if it were a living thing that had been kind to her.
The Bishop listened to the old woman's confession. He blessed her and placed both hands on her head. As he walked her down the nave to let her out of the church, Sada tried to lift his cloak from her shoulders. He stopped her, telling her she should keep it for herself and sleep in it at night. But she quickly slipped it off; the idea seemed to frighten her. "No, no, Father. What if they found it on me!" She didn’t say anything more about her oppressors. However, as she took it off, she stroked the old garment and patted it like it was a living thing that had been kind to her.
Happily Father Latour bethought him of a little silver medal, with a figure of the Virgin, he had in his pocket. He gave it to her, telling her that it had been blessed by the Holy Father himself. Now she would have a treasure to hide and guard, to adore while her watchers slept. Ah, he thought, for one who cannot read—or think—the Image, the physical form of Love!
Happily, Father Latour remembered a little silver medal with a figure of the Virgin that he had in his pocket. He gave it to her, telling her that it had been blessed by the Holy Father himself. Now she would have a treasure to hide and protect, to adore while her watchers slept. Ah, he thought, for someone who cannot read—or think—the Image, the physical form of Love!
He fitted the great key into its lock, the door swung slowly back on its wooden hinges. The peace without seemed all one with the peace in his own soul. The snow had stopped, the gauzy clouds that had ribbed the arch of heaven were now all sunk into one soft white fog bank over the Sangre de Cristo mountains. The full moon shone high in the blue vault, majestic, lonely, benign. The Bishop stood in the doorway of his church, lost in thought, looking at the line of black footprints his departing visitor had left in the wet scurf of snow.
He inserted the large key into the lock, and the door creaked open on its wooden hinges. The calm outside felt connected to the calm in his own soul. The snow had stopped, and the thin clouds that had streaked across the sky were now just a soft white fog hovering over the Sangre de Cristo mountains. The full moon hung high in the blue sky, majestic, solitary, and kind. The Bishop stood in the doorway of his church, deep in thought, gazing at the line of dark footprints his departing visitor had left in the wet, crusty snow.
3
SPRING IN THE NAVAJO COUNTRY
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SPRING IN NAVAJO COUNTRY
FATHER VAILLANT was away in Arizona all winter. When the first hint of spring was in the air, the Bishop and Jacinto set out on a long ride across New Mexico, to the Painted Desert and the Hopi villages. After they left Oraibi, the Bishop rode several days to the south, to visit a Navajo friend who had lately lost his only son, and who had paid the Bishop the compliment of sending word of the boy's death to him at Santa Fé.
FATHER VAILLANT spent the entire winter in Arizona. As soon as spring started to show itself, the Bishop and Jacinto set off on a long journey through New Mexico, heading towards the Painted Desert and the Hopi villages. After leaving Oraibi, the Bishop rode south for several days to visit a Navajo friend who had recently lost his only son and had honored the Bishop by informing him of the boy's death while he was in Santa Fé.
Father Latour had known Eusabio a long while, had met him soon after he first came to his new diocese. The Navajo was in Santa Fé at that time, assisting the military officers to quiet an outbreak of the never-ending quarrel between his people and the Hopis. Ever since then the Bishop and the Indian chief had entertained an increasing regard for each other. Eusabio brought his son all the way to Santa Fé to have the Bishop baptize him,—that one beloved son who had died during this last winter.
Father Latour had known Eusabio for a long time, having met him soon after he first arrived in his new diocese. The Navajo was in Santa Fé at that time, helping the military officers to calm down an ongoing conflict between his people and the Hopis. Since then, the Bishop and the Indian chief had developed a growing respect for each other. Eusabio brought his son all the way to Santa Fé to have the Bishop baptize him—that one cherished son who had passed away during the last winter.
Though he was ten years younger than Father Latour, Eusabio was one of the most influential men among the Navajo people, and one of the richest in sheep and horses. In Santa Fé and Albuquerque he was respected for his intelligence and authority, and admired for his fine presence. He was extremely tall, even for a Navajo, with a face like a Roman general's of Republican times. He always dressed very elegantly in velvet and buckskin rich with bead and quill embroidery, belted with silver, and wore a blanket of the finest wool and design. His arms, under the loose sleeves of his shirt, were covered with silver bracelets, and on his breast hung very old necklaces of wampum and turquoise and coral—Mediterranean coral, that had been left in the Navajo country by Coronado's captains when they passed through it on their way to discover the Hopi villages and the Grand Canyon.
Though he was ten years younger than Father Latour, Eusabio was one of the most influential men among the Navajo people and one of the wealthiest in sheep and horses. In Santa Fe and Albuquerque, he was respected for his intelligence and authority and admired for his impressive presence. He was extremely tall, even for a Navajo, with a face like a Roman general from ancient times. He always dressed very elegantly in velvet and buckskin adorned with bead and quill embroidery, belted with silver, and wore a blanket of the finest wool and design. His arms, under the loose sleeves of his shirt, were covered with silver bracelets, and on his chest hung very old necklaces made of wampum, turquoise, and coral—Mediterranean coral that had been left in Navajo territory by Coronado's captains when they passed through on their way to discover the Hopi villages and the Grand Canyon.
Eusabio lived, with his relatives and dependents, in a group of hogans on the Colorado Chiquito; to the west and south and north his kinsmen herded his great flocks.
Eusabio lived with his family and dependents in a cluster of hogans on the Colorado Chiquito; to the west, south, and north, his relatives tended to his large flocks.
Father Latour and Jacinto arrived at the cluster of booth-like cabins during a high sand-storm, which circled about them and their mules like snow in a blizzard and all but obliterated the landscape. The Navajo came out of his house and took possession of Angelica by her bridle-bit. At first he did not open his lips, merely stood holding Father Latour's very fine white hand in his very fine dark one, and looked into his face with a message of sorrow and resignation in his deep-set, eagle eyes. A wave of feeling passed over his bronze features as he said slowly:
Father Latour and Jacinto arrived at the cluster of booth-like cabins during a heavy sandstorm, which swirled around them and their mules like snow in a blizzard, nearly hiding the landscape. The Navajo emerged from his home and took hold of Angelica by her bridle bit. At first, he didn’t say anything; he just stood there holding Father Latour's elegant white hand in his strong dark one, looking into his face with a look of sorrow and resignation in his deep-set, eagle-like eyes. A wave of emotion washed over his bronze features as he said slowly:
"My friend has come."
"My friend's here."
That was all, but it was everything; welcome, confidence, appreciation.
That was it, but it meant everything: warmth, confidence, gratitude.
For his lodging the Bishop was given a solitary hogan, a little apart from the settlement. Eusabio quickly furnished it with his best skins and blankets, and told his guest that he must tarry a few days there and recover from his fatigue. His mules were tired, the Indian said, the Padre himself looked weary, and the way to Santa Fé was long.
For his stay, the Bishop was given a single hogan, a bit away from the settlement. Eusabio quickly outfitted it with his best skins and blankets, and told his guest that he should stay there for a few days to recover from his fatigue. His mules were tired, the Indian said, the Padre himself looked worn out, and the journey to Santa Fé was long.
The Bishop thanked him and said he would stay three days; that he had need for reflection. His mind had been taken up with practical matters ever since he left home. This seemed a spot where a man might get his thoughts together. The river, a considerable stream at this time of the year, wound among mounds and dunes of loose sand which whirled through the air all day in the boisterous spring winds. The sand banked up against the hogan the Bishop occupied, and filtered through chinks in the walls, which were made of saplings plastered with clay.
The Bishop thanked him and said he would stay for three days; he needed some time to think. His mind had been focused on practical matters ever since he left home. This seemed like a place where a person could gather their thoughts. The river, a significant stream at this time of year, wound among mounds and dunes of loose sand that swirled through the air all day in the lively spring winds. The sand piled up against the hogan the Bishop was staying in and seeped through the gaps in the walls, which were made of saplings covered with clay.
Beside the river was a grove of tall, naked cottonwoods—trees of great antiquity and enormous size—so large that they seemed to belong to a bygone age. They grew far apart, and their strange twisted shapes must have come about from the ceaseless winds that bent them to the east and scoured them with sand, and from the fact that they lived with very little water,—the river was nearly dry here for most of the year. The trees rose out of the ground at a slant, and forty or fifty feet above the earth all these white, dry trunks changed their direction, grew back over their base line. Some split into great forks which arched down almost to the ground; some did not fork at all, but the main trunk dipped downward in a strong curve, as if drawn by a bowstring; and some terminated in a thick coruscation of growth, like a crooked palm tree. They were all living trees, yet they seemed to be of old, dead, dry wood, and had very scant foliage. High up in the forks, or at the end of a preposterous length of twisted bough, would burst a faint bouquet of delicate green leaves—out of all keeping with the great lengths of seasoned white trunk and branches. The grove looked like a winter wood of giant trees, with clusters of mistletoe growing among the bare boughs.
Beside the river stood a grove of tall, bare cottonwoods—ancient trees of massive size—so huge that they seemed to belong to another time. They were spaced out, and their oddly twisted shapes must have been shaped by the constant winds that bent them to the east and scoured them with sand, along with the fact that they survived with very little water—the river was almost dry here for most of the year. The trees leaned at an angle, and forty or fifty feet above the ground, all these white, dry trunks changed direction, arching back over their base line. Some split into large forks that curved down almost to the ground; others didn’t fork at all, but the main trunk dipped strongly downward as if pulled by a bowstring; and some ended in a thick jumble of growth, resembling a crooked palm tree. They were all living trees, yet they seemed to be made of ancient, dead, dry wood and had very little foliage. High up in the forks, or at the end of a bizarrely long twisted branch, a faint bouquet of delicate green leaves would emerge—completely out of place with the long stretches of seasoned white trunk and branches. The grove resembled a winter forest of giant trees, with clusters of mistletoe growing among the bare branches.
Navajo hospitality is not intrusive. Eusabio made the Bishop understand that he was glad to have him there, and let him alone. Father Latour lived for three days in an almost perpetual sand-storm—cut off from even this remote little Indian camp by moving walls and tapestries of sand. He either sat in his house and listened to the wind, or walked abroad under those aged, wind-distorted trees, muffled in an Indian blanket, which he kept drawn up over his mouth and nose. Since his arrival he had undertaken to decide whether he would be justified in recalling Father Vaillant from Tucson. The Vicar's occasional letters, brought by travellers, showed that he was highly content where he was, restoring the old mission church of St. Xavier del Bac, which he declared to be the most beautiful church on the continent, though it had been neglected for more than two hundred years.
Navajo hospitality is not intrusive. Eusabio made the Bishop feel welcome and then left him alone. Father Latour spent three days in an almost constant sandstorm—cut off from even this remote little Indian camp by swirling walls and curtains of sand. He either sat in his house listening to the wind or walked outside under those old, wind-battered trees, wrapped in an Indian blanket pulled up over his mouth and nose. Since arriving, he had been trying to decide whether he should recall Father Vaillant from Tucson. The Vicar's occasional letters, carried by travelers, showed that he was very happy where he was, restoring the old mission church of St. Xavier del Bac, which he claimed was the most beautiful church on the continent, even though it had been neglected for more than two hundred years.
Since Father Vaillant went away the Bishop's burdens had grown heavier and heavier. The new priests from Auvergne were all good men, faithful and untiring in carrying out his wishes; but they were still strangers to the country, timid about making decisions, and referred every difficulty to their Bishop. Father Latour needed his Vicar, who had so much tact with the natives, so much sympathy with all their short-comings. When they were together, he was always curbing Father Vaillant's hopeful rashness—but left alone, he greatly missed that very quality. And he missed Father Vaillant's companionship—why not admit it?
Since Father Vaillant left, the Bishop's responsibilities had become heavier and heavier. The new priests from Auvergne were all good people, dedicated and tireless in following his wishes; but they were still new to the area, hesitant to make decisions, and brought every challenge to their Bishop. Father Latour needed his Vicar, who had such great understanding with the locals and empathy for all their flaws. When they were together, he often reined in Father Vaillant's overly optimistic impulsiveness—but on his own, he really missed that very trait. And he missed Father Vaillant's company—why not be honest about it?
Although Jean Marie Latour and Joseph Vaillant were born in neighbouring parishes in the Puy-de-Dôm, as children they had not known each other. The Latours were an old family of scholars and professional men, while the Vaillants were people of a much humbler station in the provincial world. Besides, little Joseph had been away from home much of the time, up on the farm in the Volvic mountains with his grandfather, where the air was especially pure, and the country quiet salutary for a child of nervous temperament. The two boys had not come together until they were Seminarians at Montferrand, in Clermont.
Although Jean Marie Latour and Joseph Vaillant were born in neighboring parishes in Puy-de-Dôme, they didn't know each other as kids. The Latours were an old family of scholars and professionals, while the Vaillants came from a much humbler background in the provincial world. Plus, little Joseph had spent most of his time away from home, up on his grandfather's farm in the Volvic mountains, where the air was especially fresh and the peaceful countryside was good for a child with a nervous temperament. The two boys only came together when they were seminarians at Montferrand in Clermont.
When Jean Marie was in his second year at the Seminary, he was standing on the recreation ground one day at the opening of the term, looking with curiosity at the new students. In the group, he noticed one of peculiarly unpromising appearance; a boy of nineteen who was undersized, very pale, homely in feature, with a wart on his chin and tow-coloured hair that made him look like a German. This boy seemed to feel his glance, and came up at once, as if he had been called. He was apparently quite unconscious of his homeliness, was not at all shy, but intensely interested in his new surroundings. He asked Jean Latour his name, where he came from, and his father's occupation. Then he said with great simplicity:
When Jean Marie was in his second year at the Seminary, he was standing on the recreation ground one day at the start of the term, curiously watching the new students. In the group, he noticed one boy who looked particularly unpromising; a nineteen-year-old who was short, very pale, plain-looking, with a wart on his chin and light-colored hair that made him look like he was from Germany. This boy seemed to sense Jean's gaze and approached him immediately, as if he had been summoned. He appeared completely unaware of his plainness, was not shy at all, and was very interested in his new environment. He asked Jean Latour his name, where he was from, and what his father did for a living. Then he said with great simplicity:
"My father is a baker, the best in Riom. In fact, he's a remarkable baker."
"My dad is a baker, the best in Riom. Honestly, he’s an amazing baker."
Young Latour was amused, but expressed polite appreciation of this confidence. The queer lad went on to tell him about his brother and his aunt, and his clever little sister, Philomène. He asked how long Latour had been at the Seminary.
Young Latour found it amusing but politely appreciated the confidence shared with him. The quirky kid continued to talk about his brother, his aunt, and his smart little sister, Philomène. He then asked how long Latour had been at the Seminary.
"Have you always intended to take orders? So have I, but I very nearly went into the army instead."
"Have you always planned to take orders? I have too, but I almost joined the army instead."
The year previous, after the surrender of Algiers, there had been a military review at Clermont, a great display of uniforms and military bands, and stirring speeches about the glory of French arms. Young Joseph Vaillant had lost his head in the excitement, and had signed up for a volunteer without consulting his father. He gave Latour a vivid account of his patriotic emotions, of his father's displeasure, and his own subsequent remorse. His mother had wished him to become a priest. She died when he was thirteen, and ever since then he had meant to carry out her wish and to dedicate his life to the service of the Divine Mother. But that one day, among the bands and the uniforms, he had forgotten everything but his desire to serve France.
The year before, after Algiers surrendered, there was a military review at Clermont, a big showcase of uniforms and military bands, and inspiring speeches about the glory of the French military. Young Joseph Vaillant got caught up in the excitement and signed up as a volunteer without checking with his dad. He told Latour in detail about his patriotic feelings, his father's anger, and his own guilt afterward. His mother had wanted him to become a priest. She passed away when he was thirteen, and since then he had planned to fulfill her wish and devote his life to serving the Divine Mother. But that one day, surrounded by the bands and the uniforms, he forgot everything except his desire to serve France.
Suddenly young Vaillant broke off, saying that he must write a letter before the hour was over, and tucking up his gown he ran away at full speed. Latour stood looking after him, resolved that he would take this new boy under his protection. There was something about the baker's son that had given their meeting the colour of an adventure; he meant to repeat it. In that first encounter, he chose the lively, ugly boy for his friend. It was instantaneous. Latour himself was much cooler and more critical in temper; hard to please, and often a little grey in mood.
Suddenly, young Vaillant stopped, saying he needed to write a letter before the hour was up, and tucking up his gown, he dashed away at full speed. Latour stood there watching him, determined to take this new boy under his wing. There was something about the baker's son that made their meeting feel like an adventure; he intended to repeat it. In that first encounter, he chose the lively, unattractive boy as his friend. It happened instantly. Latour himself was much cooler and more critical by nature; hard to please, and often a bit gloomy.
During their Seminary years he had easily surpassed his friend in scholarship, but he always realized that Joseph excelled him in the fervour of his faith. After they became missionaries, Joseph had learned to speak English, and later, Spanish, more readily than he. To be sure, he spoke both languages very incorrectly at first, but he had no vanity about grammar or refinement of phrase. To communicate with peons, he was quite willing to speak like a peon.
During their seminary years, he easily outperformed his friend academically, but he always recognized that Joseph was more passionate in his faith. After they became missionaries, Joseph picked up English and later Spanish much faster than he did. Admittedly, he spoke both languages quite poorly at first, but he didn’t care about grammar or fancy wording. To connect with laborers, he was more than happy to speak like one of them.
Though the Bishop had worked with Father Joseph for twenty-five years now, he could not reconcile the contradictions of his nature. He simply accepted them, and, when Joseph had been away for a long while, realized that he loved them all. His Vicar was one of the most truly spiritual men he had ever known, though he was so passionately attached to many of the things of this world. Fond as he was of good eating and drinking, he not only rigidly observed all the fasts of the Church, but he never complained about the hardness and scantiness of the fare on his long missionary journeys. Father Joseph's relish for good wine might have been a fault in another man. But always frail in body, he seemed to need some quick physical stimulant to support his sudden flights of purpose and imagination. Time and again the Bishop had seen a good dinner, a bottle of claret, transformed into spiritual energy under his very eyes. From a little feast that would make other men heavy and desirous of repose, Father Vaillant would rise up revived, and work for ten or twelve hours with that ardour and thoroughness which accomplished such lasting results.
Though the Bishop had worked with Father Joseph for twenty-five years, he couldn't quite understand the contradictions in his nature. He just accepted them and, after Joseph had been away for a long time, realized that he loved them all. His Vicar was one of the most genuinely spiritual people he had ever known, even though he was so passionately attached to many things in this world. As much as he enjoyed good food and drink, he strictly observed all the Church's fasts and never complained about the meagerness of his meals on long missionary journeys. Father Joseph's appreciation for good wine might have been a flaw in someone else. But always physically fragile, he seemed to need some quick energy boost to support his sudden bursts of purpose and creativity. Time and again, the Bishop had witnessed a good dinner and a bottle of claret turn into spiritual energy right before his eyes. From a little feast that would make other men feel heavy and wanting to rest, Father Vaillant would rise energized and work for ten or twelve hours with a passion and thoroughness that achieved lasting results.
The Bishop had often been embarrassed by his Vicar's persistence in begging for the parish, for the Cathedral fund and the distant missions. Yet for himself, Father Joseph was scarcely acquisitive to the point of decency. He owned nothing in the world but his mule, Contento. Though he received rich vestments from his sister in Riom, his daily apparel was rough and shabby. The Bishop had a large and valuable library, at least, and many comforts for his house. There were his beautiful skins and blankets—presents from Eusabio and his other Indian friends. The Mexican women, skilled in needlework and lace-making and hem-stitching, presented him with fine linen for his person, his bed, and his table. He had silver plate, given him by the Olivares and others of his rich parishioners. But Father Vaillant was like the saints of the early Church, literally without personal possessions.
The Bishop often felt awkward about his Vicar's constant requests for donations to the parish, the Cathedral fund, and faraway missions. However, Father Joseph wasn’t really materialistic to the point of being decent. He owned nothing in the world except his mule, Contento. Even though he got rich vestments from his sister in Riom, his everyday clothes were rough and shabby. At least the Bishop had a big and valuable library, along with many comforts in his home. He had beautiful skins and blankets—gifts from Eusabio and his other Indian friends. The Mexican women, skilled in needlework, lace-making, and hem-stitching, gifted him fine linens for his clothes, his bed, and his table. He had silver plate given to him by the Olivares and other wealthy parishioners. But Father Vaillant was like the saints of the early Church, literally without any personal belongings.
In his youth, Joseph had wished to lead a life of seclusion and solitary devotion; but the truth was, he could not be happy for long without human intercourse. And he liked almost everyone. In Ohio, when they used to travel together in stagecoaches, Father Latour had noticed that every time a new passenger pushed his way into the already crowded stage, Joseph would look pleased and interested, as if this were an agreeable addition—whereas he himself felt annoyed, even if he concealed it. The ugly conditions of life in Ohio had never troubled Joseph. The hideous houses and churches, the ill-kept farms and gardens, the slovenly, sordid aspect of the towns and country-side, which continually depressed Father Latour, he seemed scarcely to perceive. One would have said he had no feeling for comeliness or grace. Yet music was a passion with him. In Sandusky it had been his delight to spend evening after evening with his German choir-master, training the young people to sing Bach oratorios.
In his youth, Joseph had wanted to live a life of seclusion and solitary devotion; but the truth was, he couldn't be happy for long without human interaction. And he liked almost everyone. In Ohio, when they used to travel together in stagecoaches, Father Latour noticed that every time a new passenger squeezed into the already crowded stage, Joseph would look pleased and interested, as if this were a welcome addition—while he himself felt annoyed, even if he hid it. The harsh conditions of life in Ohio never bothered Joseph. The ugly houses and churches, the poorly maintained farms and gardens, the messy, rundown look of the towns and countryside, which continually depressed Father Latour, he seemed barely to notice. It was as if he had no appreciation for beauty or elegance. Yet music was his passion. In Sandusky, he loved spending evening after evening with his German choir master, training the young people to sing Bach oratorios.
Nothing one could say of Father Vaillant explained him. The man was much greater than the sum of his qualities. He added a glow to whatever kind of human society he was dropped down into. A Navajo hogan, some abjectly poor little huddle of Mexican huts, or a company of Monsignori and Cardinals at Rome—it was all the same.
Nothing anyone could say about Father Vaillant truly captured who he was. He was much more than just a collection of traits. He brought a certain brightness to any community he became part of. Whether it was a Navajo hogan, a shabby cluster of Mexican huts, or a gathering of Monsignori and Cardinals in Rome—it made no difference.
The last time the Bishop was in Rome he had heard an amusing story from Monsignor Mazzucchi, who had been secretary to Gregory XVI at the time when Father Vaillant went from his Ohio mission for his first visit to the Holy City.
The last time the Bishop was in Rome, he heard an entertaining story from Monsignor Mazzucchi, who had been the secretary to Gregory XVI when Father Vaillant traveled from his Ohio mission for his first visit to the Holy City.
Joseph had stayed in Rome for three months, living on about forty cents a day and leaving nothing unseen. He several times asked Mazzucchi to secure him a private audience with the Pope. The secretary liked the missionary from Ohio; there was something abrupt and lively and naïf about him, a kind of freshness he did not often find in the priests who flocked to Rome. So he arranged an interview at which only the Holy Father and Father Vaillant and Mazzucchi were present.
Joseph had spent three months in Rome, getting by on about forty cents a day and making sure he saw everything. He asked Mazzucchi several times to arrange a private meeting with the Pope. The secretary appreciated the missionary from Ohio; there was something direct, energetic, and innocent about him— a kind of freshness he rarely encountered in the priests who came to Rome. So he set up a meeting with just the Holy Father, Father Vaillant, and Mazzucchi present.
The missionary came in, attended by a chamberlain who carried two great black valises full of objects to be blessed—instead of one, as was customary. After his reception, Father Joseph began to pour out such a vivid account of his missions and brother missionaries, that both the Holy Father and the secretary forgot to take account of time, and the audience lasted three times as long as such interviews were supposed to last. Gregory XVI, that aristocratic and autocratic prelate, who stood so consistently on the wrong side in European politics, and was the enemy of Free Italy, had done more than any of his predecessors to propagate the Faith in remote parts of the world. And here was a missionary after his own heart. Father Vaillant asked for blessings for himself, his fellow priests, his missions, his Bishop. He opened his big valises like pedlars' packs, full of crosses, rosaries, prayer-books, medals, breviaries, on which he begged more than the usual blessing. The astonished chamberlain had come and gone several times, and Mazzucchi at last reminded the Holy Father that he had other engagements. Father Vaillant caught up his two valises himself, the chamberlain not being there at the moment, and thus laden, was bowing himself backward out of the presence, when the Pope rose from his chair and lifted his hand, not in benediction but in salutation, and called out to the departing missionary, as one man to another, "Coraggio, Americano!"
The missionary entered with a chamberlain who carried two large black suitcases full of items to be blessed instead of the usual one. After being welcomed, Father Joseph started sharing such an engaging account of his missions and fellow missionaries that both the Pope and the secretary lost track of time, and the meeting lasted three times longer than it was supposed to. Gregory XVI, that aristocratic and authoritarian figure, who consistently took the wrong stance in European politics and opposed Free Italy, had done more than any of his predecessors to spread the Faith in far-off places. Here was a missionary he truly appreciated. Father Vaillant asked for blessings for himself, his fellow priests, his missions, and his Bishop. He opened his large suitcases like a peddler's bundles, filled with crosses, rosaries, prayer books, medals, and breviaries, for which he requested more blessings than usual. The surprised chamberlain had come and gone several times, and finally, Mazzucchi reminded the Pope that he had other commitments. Father Vaillant grabbed his two suitcases himself since the chamberlain was absent at that moment, and as he was awkwardly backing out of the room, the Pope stood up from his chair, raised his hand—not to bless but to greet—and called out to the departing missionary, like a friend to another, "Coraggio, Americano!"
Bishop Latour found his Navajo house favourable for reflection, for recalling the past and planning the future. He wrote long letters to his brother and to old friends in France. The hogan was isolated like a ship's cabin on the ocean, with the murmuring of great winds about it. There was no opening except the door, always open, and the air without had the turbid yellow light of sand-storms. All day long the sand came in through the cracks in the walls and formed little ridges on the earth floor. It rattled like sleet upon the dead leaves of the tree-branch roof. This house was so frail a shelter that one seemed to be sitting in the heart of a world made of dusty earth and moving air.
Bishop Latour found his Navajo house great for reflection, for thinking about the past and planning for the future. He wrote long letters to his brother and to old friends in France. The hogan was as isolated as a ship's cabin on the ocean, with the sound of strong winds surrounding it. There was only one opening, the door, which was always open, and the air outside had the murky yellow light of sandstorms. All day long, sand crept in through the cracks in the walls and formed little ridges on the dirt floor. It rattled like sleet on the dead leaves of the tree-branch roof. This house was such a fragile shelter that it felt like sitting in the middle of a world made of dusty earth and moving air.
4
EUSABIO
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EUSABIO
ON the third day of his visit with Eusabio, the Bishop wrote a somewhat formal letter of recall to his Vicar, and then went for his daily walk in the desert. He stayed out until sunset, when the wind fell and the air cleared, to a crystal sharpness. As he was returning, still a mile or more up the river, he heard the deep sound of a cottonwood drum, beaten softly. He surmised that the sound came from Eusabio's house, and that his friend was at home.
ON the third day of his visit with Eusabio, the Bishop wrote a formal letter to his Vicar recalling him, and then went for his daily walk in the desert. He stayed out until sunset, when the wind calmed down and the air became crystal clear. As he was heading back, still a mile or more up the river, he heard the deep sound of a cottonwood drum being gently played. He guessed that the sound was coming from Eusabio's house and that his friend was home.
Retracing his steps to the settlement, Father Latour found Eusabio seated beside his doorway, singing in the Navajo language and beating softly on one end of his long drum. Before him two very little Indian boys, about four and five years old, were dancing to the music, on the hard beaten ground. Two women, Eusabio's wife and sister, looked on from the deep twilight of the hut.
Retracing his steps to the settlement, Father Latour found Eusabio sitting by his doorway, singing in Navajo and softly tapping one end of his long drum. In front of him, two small Indian boys, around four and five years old, were dancing to the music on the hard-packed ground. Two women, Eusabio's wife and sister, watched from the dimness of the hut.
The little boys did not notice the stranger's approach. They were entirely engrossed in their occupation, their faces serious, their chocolate-coloured eyes half closed. The Bishop stood watching the flowing, supple movements of their arms and shoulders, the sure rhythm of their tiny moccasined feet, no larger than cottonwood leaves, as without a word of instruction they followed the irregular and strangely-accented music. Eusabio himself wore an expression of religious gravity. He sat with the drum between his knees, his broad shoulders bent forward; a crimson banda covered his forehead to hold his black hair. The silver on his dark wrists glittered as he stroked the drum-head with a stick or merely tapped it with his fingers. When he finished the song he was singing, he rose and introduced the little boys, his nephews, by their Indian names, Eagle Feather and Medicine Mountain, after which he nodded to them in dismissal. They vanished into the house. Eusabio handed the drum to his wife and walked away with his guest.
The little boys didn't notice the stranger coming near. They were completely focused on what they were doing, their faces serious, their chocolate-colored eyes half-closed. The Bishop observed the smooth, flowing movements of their arms and shoulders, the steady rhythm of their tiny moccasined feet, just as small as cottonwood leaves, as they naturally followed the irregular and oddly accented music without needing any guidance. Eusabio himself looked serious and focused. He sat with the drum between his knees, his broad shoulders leaned forward; a crimson banda held back his black hair on his forehead. The silver on his dark wrists shone as he hit the drumhead with a stick or just tapped it with his fingers. When he finished the song he was singing, he stood up and introduced the little boys, his nephews, using their Indian names, Eagle Feather and Medicine Mountain, then nodded to them as a sign to leave. They disappeared into the house. Eusabio handed the drum to his wife and walked away with his guest.
"Eusabio," said the Bishop, "I want to send a letter to Father Vaillant, at Tucson. I will send Jacinto with it, provided you can spare me one of your people to accompany me back to Santa Fé."
"Eusabio," the Bishop said, "I want to send a letter to Father Vaillant in Tucson. I’ll send Jacinto with it, if you can spare someone from your group to come back to Santa Fé with me."
"I myself will ride with you to the Villa," said Eusabio. The Navajos still called the capital by its old name.
"I'll ride with you to the Villa," said Eusabio. The Navajos still referred to the capital by its old name.
Accordingly, on the following morning, Jacinto was dispatched southward, and Father Latour and Eusabio, with their pack-mule, rode to the east.
Accordingly, the next morning, Jacinto was sent south, while Father Latour and Eusabio, along with their pack mule, rode east.
The ride back to Santa Fé was something under four hundred miles. The weather alternated between blinding sand-storms and brilliant sunlight. The sky was as full of motion and change as the desert beneath it was monotonous and still,—and there was so much sky, more than at sea, more than anywhere else in the world. The plain was there, under one's feet, but what one saw when one looked about was that brilliant blue world of stinging air and moving cloud. Even the mountains were mere ant-hills under it. Elsewhere the sky is the roof of the world; but here the earth was the floor of the sky. The landscape one longed for when one was far away, the thing all about one, the world one actually lived in, was the sky, the sky!
The ride back to Santa Fe was just under four hundred miles. The weather switched between blinding sandstorms and bright sunshine. The sky was as full of movement and change as the desert below was dull and still—and there was so much sky, more than at sea, more than anywhere else in the world. The plain was right under your feet, but what you saw when you looked around was that brilliant blue world of sharp air and shifting clouds. Even the mountains looked like tiny ant hills beneath it. Elsewhere, the sky is the roof of the world; but here, the earth felt like the floor of the sky. The landscape you longed for when you were far away, the thing surrounding you, the world you actually lived in, was the sky, the sky!
Travelling with Eusabio was like travelling with the landscape made human. He accepted chance and weather as the country did, with a sort of grave enjoyment. He talked little, ate little, slept anywhere, preserved a countenance open and warm, and like Jacinto he had unfailing good manners. The Bishop was rather surprised that he stopped so often by the way to gather flowers. One morning he came back with the mules, holding a bunch of crimson flowers—long, tube-shaped bells, that hung lightly from one side of a naked stem and trembled in the wind.
Travelling with Eusabio was like experiencing the landscape personified. He embraced spontaneity and weather just like the countryside did, with a serious appreciation. He spoke little, ate little, slept anywhere, kept an open and warm expression, and like Jacinto, he had impeccable manners. The Bishop was quite surprised at how often he paused to pick flowers along the way. One morning, he returned with the mules, holding a bunch of vivid red flowers—long, tubular bells that hung delicately from one side of a bare stem and danced in the wind.
"The Indians call rainbow flower," he said, holding them up and making the red tubes quiver. "It is early for these."
"The Indians call it rainbow flower," he said, holding them up and making the red tubes shake. "It's early for these."
When they left the rock or tree or sand dune that had sheltered them for the night, the Navajo was careful to obliterate every trace of their temporary occupation. He buried the embers of the fire and the remnants of food, unpiled any stones he had piled together, filled up the holes he had scooped in the sand. Since this was exactly Jacinto's procedure, Father Latour judged that, just as it was the white man's way to assert himself in any landscape, to change it, make it over a little (at least to leave some mark or memorial of his sojourn), it was the Indian's way to pass through a country without disturbing anything; to pass and leave no trace, like fish through the water, or birds through the air.
When they left the rock, tree, or sand dune that had sheltered them for the night, the Navajo made sure to erase every sign of their temporary stay. He buried the fire's embers and leftover food, removed any stones he had piled, and filled in the holes he had dug in the sand. Since this was exactly how Jacinto did things, Father Latour realized that, while the white man’s approach to any landscape was to assert himself by altering it, at least leaving some mark or reminder of his visit, the Indian’s way was to move through a land without disturbing anything; to pass through and leave no trace, like fish swimming in water or birds flying through the air.
It was the Indian manner to vanish into the landscape, not to stand out against it. The Hopi villages that were set upon rock mesas, were made to look like the rock on which they sat, were imperceptible at a distance. The Navajo hogans, among the sand and willows, were made of sand and willows. None of the pueblos would at that time admit glass windows into their dwellings. The reflection of the sun on the glazing was to them ugly and unnatural—even dangerous. Moreover, these Indians disliked novelty and change. They came and went by the old paths worn into the rock by the feet of their fathers, used the old natural stairway of stone to climb to their mesa towns, carried water from the old springs, even after white men had dug wells.
It was the Indian way to blend into the landscape, not to stand out against it. The Hopi villages built on rock mesas were designed to look like the rocks beneath them and were almost invisible from a distance. The Navajo hogans, set among the sand and willows, were made of sand and willows. At that time, none of the pueblos included glass windows in their homes. The sun's reflection on the glass seemed ugly and unnatural to them—even dangerous. Furthermore, these Indians preferred tradition and avoided change. They used the same old paths worn into the rock by their ancestors, climbed the natural stone stairways to reach their mesa towns, and fetched water from the old springs, even after white men had dug wells.
In the working of silver or drilling of turquoise the Indians had exhaustless patience; upon their blankets and belts and ceremonial robes they lavished their skill and pains. But their conception of decoration did not extend to the landscape. They seemed to have none of the European's desire to "master" nature, to arrange and re-create. They spent their ingenuity in the other direction; in accommodating themselves to the scene in which they found themselves. This was not so much from indolence, the Bishop thought, as from an inherited caution and respect. It was as if the great country were asleep, and they wished to carry on their lives without awakening it; or as if the spirits of earth and air and water were things not to antagonize and arouse. When they hunted, it was with the same discretion; an Indian hunt was never a slaughter. They ravaged neither the rivers nor the forest, and if they irrigated, they took as little water as would serve their needs. The land and all that it bore they treated with consideration; not attempting to improve it, they never desecrated it.
In working with silver or drilling turquoise, the Indians showed endless patience; they poured their skill and effort into their blankets, belts, and ceremonial robes. However, their idea of decoration didn’t include the landscape. They didn’t share the European desire to “master” nature, to organize and reshape it. Instead, they focused their creativity in the opposite direction—adapting to the environment around them. The Bishop believed this was less about laziness and more about a deep-rooted caution and respect. It was as if the vast land were in a deep sleep, and they wanted to go about their lives without disturbing it; or as if the spirits of earth, air, and water were forces not to provoke or upset. When they hunted, they did so with care; Indian hunting was never a massacre. They didn’t overfish the rivers or strip the forests bare, and when they irrigated, they took only what little water they needed. They treated the land and everything it yielded with respect; instead of trying to improve it, they never desecrated it.
As Father Latour and Eusabio approached Albuquerque, they occasionally fell in with company; Indians going to and fro on the long winding trails across the plain, or up into the Sandia mountains. They had all of them the same quiet way of moving, whether their pace was swift or slow, and the same unobtrusive demeanour: an Indian wrapped in his bright blanket, seated upon his mule or walking beside it, moving through the pale new-budding sage-brush, winding among the sand waves, as if it were his business to pass unseen and unheard through a country awakening with spring.
As Father Latour and Eusabio neared Albuquerque, they sometimes encountered others—Indians traveling back and forth on the long, winding paths across the plain or up into the Sandia mountains. They all had the same calm way of moving, whether they were walking quickly or slowly, and maintained a subtle demeanor: an Indian wrapped in his colorful blanket, either sitting on his mule or walking alongside it, passing through the pale, newly sprouting sagebrush, weaving among the sand drifts, as if it were his duty to go unseen and unheard through a land coming to life with spring.
North of Laguna two Zuñi runners sped by them, going somewhere east on "Indian business." They saluted Eusabio by gestures with the open palm, but did not stop. They coursed over the sand with the fleetness of young antelope, their bodies disappearing and reappearing among the sand dunes, like the shadows that eagles cast in their strong, unhurried flight.
North of Laguna, two Zuñi runners zipped past them, heading east on "Indian business." They greeted Eusabio with gestures of an open palm but didn't stop. They raced over the sand with the speed of young antelopes, their bodies vanishing and reappearing among the sand dunes, like the shadows that eagles cast in their powerful, easy flight.
BOOK EIGHT
GOLD UNDER PIKE'S PEAK
1
CATHEDRAL
1
CAThedral
FATHER VAILLANT had been in Santa Fé nearly three weeks, and as yet nothing had been revealed to him that warranted his Bishop in calling him back from Tucson. One morning Fructosa came into the garden to tell him that lunch would be earlier than usual, as the Bishop was going to ride somewhere that afternoon. Half an hour later he joined his superior in the dining-room.
FATHER VAILLANT had been in Santa Fé for almost three weeks, and so far nothing had happened that would convince his Bishop to call him back to Tucson. One morning, Fructosa came into the garden to let him know that lunch would be served earlier than usual since the Bishop would be going for a ride that afternoon. Half an hour later, he joined his superior in the dining room.
The Bishop seldom lunched alone. That was the hour when he could most conveniently entertain a priest from one of the distant parishes, an army officer, an American trader, a visitor from Old Mexico or California. He had no parlour—his dining-room served that purpose. It was long and cool, with windows only at the west end, opening into the garden. The green jalousies let in a tempered light. Sunbeams played on the white, rounded walls and twinkled on the glass and silver of the sideboard. When Madame Olivares left Santa Fé to return to New Orleans and sold her effects at auction, Father Latour bought her sideboard, and the dining-table around which friends had so often gathered. Doña Isabella gave him her silver coffee service and candelabra for remembrance. They were the only ornaments of the severe and shadowy room.
The Bishop rarely had lunch alone. That was the time when he could easily host a priest from one of the far-off parishes, an army officer, an American trader, or a visitor from Old Mexico or California. He didn’t have a formal sitting room—his dining room served that role. It was long and cool, with windows only at the west end, opening into the garden. The green shutters let in a soft light. Sunlight danced on the white, rounded walls and sparkled on the glass and silver of the sideboard. When Madame Olivares left Santa Fé to go back to New Orleans and sold her belongings at auction, Father Latour bought her sideboard and the dining table where friends had often gathered. Doña Isabella gifted him her silver coffee set and candelabra as a keepsake. They were the only decorations in the stark and dimly lit room.
The Bishop was already at his place when Father Joseph entered. "Fructosa has told you why we are lunching early? We will take a ride this afternoon. I have something to show you."
The Bishop was already at his seat when Father Joseph walked in. "Fructosa filled you in on why we're having lunch early? We're going for a ride this afternoon. I have something to show you."
"Very good. Perhaps you have noticed that I am a little restless. I don't know when I have been two weeks out of the saddle before. When I go to visit Contento in his stall, he looks at me reprovingly. He will grow too fat."
"Very good. Maybe you’ve noticed that I’m a bit restless. I can’t remember the last time I went two weeks without riding. When I visit Contento in his stall, he looks at me disapprovingly. He’s going to get too fat."
The Bishop smiled, with a shade of sarcasm on his upper lip. He knew his Joseph. "Ah, well," he said carelessly, "a little rest will not hurt him, after coming six hundred miles from Tucson. You can take him out this afternoon, and I will ride Angelica."
The Bishop smiled, a hint of sarcasm on his upper lip. He knew his Joseph. "Oh, well," he said casually, "a little rest won’t hurt him after traveling six hundred miles from Tucson. You can take him out this afternoon, and I’ll ride Angelica."
The two priests left Santa Fé a little after midday, riding west. The Bishop did not disclose his objective, and the Vicar asked no questions. Soon they left the wagon road and took a trail running straight south, through an empty greasewood country sloping gradually in the direction of the naked, blue Sandia mountains.
The two priests left Santa Fé a little after noon, heading west. The Bishop didn't reveal his destination, and the Vicar didn't ask any questions. Soon, they veered off the wagon road and took a trail heading directly south, through an empty area of greasewood that gradually sloped toward the bare, blue Sandia mountains.
At about four o'clock they came out upon a ridge high over the Rio Grande valley. The trail dropped down a long decline at this point and wound about the foot of the Sandias into Albuquerque, some sixty miles away. This ridge was covered with cone-shaped, rocky hills, thinly clad with piñons, and the rock was a curious shade of green, something between sea-green and olive. The thin, pebbly earth, which was merely the rock pulverized by weather, had the same green tint. Father Latour rode to an isolated hill that beetled over the western edge of the ridge, just where the trail descended. This hill stood up high and quite alone, boldly facing the declining sun and the blue Sandias. As they drew close to it, Father Vaillant noticed that on the western face the earth had been scooped away, exposing a rugged wall of rock—not green like the surrounding hills, but yellow, a strong golden ochre, very much like the gold of the sunlight that was now beating upon it. Picks and crowbars lay about, and fragments of stone, freshly broken off.
At around four o'clock, they came out onto a ridge high above the Rio Grande valley. The path sloped down steeply here and wound around the base of the Sandias towards Albuquerque, which was about sixty miles away. This ridge was dotted with cone-shaped rocky hills, lightly covered with piñon trees, and the rock had a strange shade of green, somewhere between sea-green and olive. The thin, pebbly soil was just the rock ground down by the weather and carried the same green hue. Father Latour rode to a solitary hill that jutted out over the western edge of the ridge, right where the trail began to drop. This hill stood tall and alone, facing the setting sun and the blue Sandias. As they got closer, Father Vaillant noticed that the earth on the western side had been dug away, revealing a rough rock wall—not green like the surrounding hills, but yellow, a vibrant golden ochre, very similar to the sunlight beating down on it. Picks and crowbars were scattered nearby, along with chunks of freshly broken stone.
"It is curious, is it not, to find one yellow hill among all these green ones?" remarked the Bishop, stooping to pick up a piece of the stone. "I have ridden over these hills in every direction, but this is the only one of its kind." He stood regarding the chip of yellow rock that lay in his palm. As he had a very special way of handling objects that were sacred, he extended that manner to things which he considered beautiful. After a moment of silence he looked up at the rugged wall, gleaming gold above them. "That hill, Blanchet, is my Cathedral."
"It’s interesting, isn’t it, to see one yellow hill among all these green ones?" the Bishop said, bending down to pick up a piece of the stone. "I’ve ridden over these hills in every direction, but this is the only one like it." He stared at the yellow rock chip in his hand. He had a special way of handling things he considered sacred, and he applied that same care to things he found beautiful. After a moment of silence, he looked up at the rugged wall, shining gold above them. "That hill, Blanchet, is my Cathedral."
Father Joseph looked at his Bishop, then at the cliff, blinking. "Vraiment? Is the stone hard enough? A good colour, certainly; something like the colonnade of St. Peter's."
Father Joseph looked at his Bishop, then at the cliff, blinking. "Really? Is the stone strong enough? A nice color, definitely; something like the columns of St. Peter's."
The Bishop smoothed the piece of rock with his thumb. "It is more like something nearer home—I mean, nearer Clermont. When I look up at this rock I can almost feel the Rhone behind me."
The Bishop ran his thumb over the rock. "It feels more like something from closer to home—I mean, closer to Clermont. When I look at this rock, I can almost feel the Rhone behind me."
"Ah, you mean the old Palace of the Popes, at Avignon! Yes, you are right, it is very like. At this hour, it is like this."
"Ah, you mean the old Palace of the Popes in Avignon! Yes, you're right, it really is similar. At this time, it looks like this."
The Bishop sat down on a boulder, still looking up at the cliff. "It is the stone I have always wanted, and I found it quite by chance. I was coming back from Isleta. I had been to see old Padre Jesus when he was dying. I had never come by this trail, but when I reached Santo Domingo I found the road so washed by a heavy rain that I turned out and decided to try this way home. I rode up here from the west in the late afternoon; this hill confronted me as it confronts us now, and I knew instantly that it was my Cathedral."
The Bishop sat down on a rock, still looking up at the cliff. "This is the stone I've always wanted, and I found it by chance. I was coming back from Isleta. I had gone to see old Padre Jesus when he was dying. I had never taken this trail before, but when I reached Santo Domingo, the road was so washed out from a heavy rain that I decided to take this way home. I rode up here from the west in the late afternoon; this hill faced me just like it does now, and I instantly knew it was my Cathedral."
"Oh, such things are never accidents, Jean. But it will be a long while before you can think of building."
"Oh, things like that don't just happen by chance, Jean. But it'll be a long time before you can think about building."
"Not so very long, I hope. I should like to complete it before I die—if God so wills. I wish to leave nothing to chance, or to the mercy of American builders. I had rather keep the old adobe church we have now than help to build one of those horrible structures they are putting up in the Ohio cities. I want a plain church, but I want a good one. I shall certainly never lift my hand to build a clumsy affair of red brick, like an English coach-house. Our own Midi Romanesque is the right style for this country."
"Not too long, I hope. I want to finish it before I die—if that’s what God wants. I don’t want to leave anything to chance or rely on American builders. I’d rather keep the old adobe church we have now than help build one of those awful buildings they’re putting up in the cities of Ohio. I want a simple church, but I want it to be a good one. I will definitely never lift a finger to build a clumsy red brick structure, like an English coach house. Our own Midi Romanesque is the right style for this country."
Father Vaillant sniffed and wiped his glasses. "If you once begin thinking about architects and styles, Jean! And if you don't get American builders, whom will you get, pray?"
Father Vaillant sniffed and wiped his glasses. "If you start thinking about architects and styles, Jean! And if you don't hire American builders, who are you going to get, really?"
"I have an old friend in Toulouse who is a very fine architect. I talked this matter over with him when I was last at home. He cannot come himself; he is afraid of the long sea voyage, and not used to horseback travel. But he has a young son, still at his studies, who is eager to undertake the work. Indeed, his father writes me that it has become the young man's dearest ambition to build the first Romanesque church in the New World. He will have studied the right models; he thinks our old churches of the Midi the most beautiful in France. When we are ready, he will come and bring with him a couple of good French stone-cutters. They will certainly be no more expensive than workmen from St. Louis. Now that I have found exactly the stone I want, my Cathedral seems to me already begun. This hill is only about fifteen miles from Santa Fé; there is an up-grade, but it is gradual. Hauling the stone will be easier than I could have hoped for."
"I have an old friend in Toulouse who is a great architect. I discussed this matter with him the last time I was home. He can't come himself; he's worried about the long sea journey and isn't used to traveling by horse. However, he has a young son who’s still in school and is excited to take on the project. In fact, his father wrote to me that building the first Romanesque church in the New World has become the young man’s greatest ambition. He will have studied the right models; he believes our old churches from the Midi are the most beautiful in France. When we are ready, he will come and bring along a couple of skilled stone-cutters from France. They will definitely be just as affordable as workers from St. Louis. Now that I’ve found the exact stone I want, my Cathedral feels like it has already started. This hill is only about fifteen miles from Santa Fé; there's an incline, but it’s gentle. Transporting the stone will be easier than I expected."
"You plan far ahead," Father Vaillant looked at his friend wonderingly. "Well, that is what a Bishop should be able to do. As for me, I see only what is under my nose. But I had no idea you were going in for fine building, when everything about us is so poor—and we ourselves are so poor."
"You think ahead a lot," Father Vaillant said, looking at his friend with surprise. "Well, that's something a Bishop should be able to do. As for me, I can only see what's right in front of me. But I had no idea you were into such fancy architecture when everything around us is so run-down—and we ourselves are struggling so much."
"But the Cathedral is not for us, Father Joseph. We build for the future—better not lay a stone unless we can do that. It would be a shame to any man coming from a Seminary that is one of the architectural treasures of France, to make another ugly church on this continent where there are so many already."
"But the Cathedral isn't for us, Father Joseph. We're building for the future—better not to lay a stone unless we can do that. It would be a shame for any man coming from a seminary that's one of the architectural treasures of France to create another ugly church on this continent where there are already so many."
"You are probably right. I had never thought of it before. It never occurred to me that we could have anything but an Ohio church here. Your ancestors helped to build Clermont Cathedral, I remember; two building Bishops de la Tour back in the thirteenth century. Time brings things to pass, certainly. I had no idea you were taking all this so much to heart."
"You’re probably right. I never considered that before. It never crossed my mind that we could have anything other than an Ohio church here. I remember your ancestors helped build Clermont Cathedral; two Bishops de la Tour back in the thirteenth century. Time definitely changes things. I had no idea you were taking all this so seriously."
Father Latour laughed. "Is a cathedral a thing to be taken lightly, after all?"
Father Latour laughed. "Is a cathedral something to be taken lightly, after all?"
"Oh, no, certainly not!" Father Vaillant moved his shoulders uneasily. He did not himself know why he hung back in this.
"Oh, no, definitely not!" Father Vaillant shifted his shoulders uncomfortably. He wasn't sure why he hesitated about this.
The base of the hill before which they stood was already in shadow, subdued to the tone of rich yellow clay, but the top was still melted gold—a colour that throbbed in the last rays of the sun. The Bishop turned away at last with a sigh of deep content. "Yes," he said slowly, "that rock will do very well. And now we must be starting home. Every time I come here, I like this stone better. I could hardly have hoped that God would gratify my personal taste, my vanity, if you will, in this way. I tell you, Blanchet, I would rather have found that hill of yellow rock than have come into a fortune to spend in charity. The Cathedral is near my heart, for many reasons. I hope you do not think me very worldly."
The base of the hill they were standing in front of was already in shadow, softened to a rich yellow clay color, but the top was still glowing gold—a color that pulsed in the last rays of the sun. The Bishop finally turned away with a deep sigh of satisfaction. "Yes," he said slowly, "that rock will work just fine. And now we need to head home. Every time I come here, I like this stone more. I could hardly have imagined that God would indulge my personal taste, my vanity, if you like, in this way. I’m telling you, Blanchet, I would prefer to have discovered that hill of yellow rock than to have received a fortune to spend on charity. The Cathedral means a lot to me for many reasons. I hope you don’t think I’m too materialistic."
As they rode home through the sage-brush silvered by moonlight, Father Vaillant was still wondering why he had been called home from saving souls in Arizona, and wondering why a poor missionary Bishop should care so much about a building. He himself was eager to have the Cathedral begun; but whether it was Midi Romanesque or Ohio German in style, seemed to him of little consequence.
As they rode home through the sagebrush illuminated by moonlight, Father Vaillant was still trying to understand why he had been called back from saving souls in Arizona, and why a poor missionary Bishop would care so much about a building. He was excited to see the Cathedral started; but whether it was in Midi Romanesque or Ohio German style seemed to him like a minor detail.
2
A LETTER FROM LEAVENWORTH
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A LETTER FROM LEAVENWORTH
THE day after the Bishop and his Vicar rode to the yellow rock the weekly post arrived at Santa Fé. It brought the Bishop many letters, and he was shut in his study all morning. At lunch he told Father Vaillant that he would require his company that evening to consider with him a letter of great importance from the Bishop of Leavenworth.
THE day after the Bishop and his Vicar rode to the yellow rock, the weekly post arrived in Santa Fé. It brought the Bishop several letters, and he spent the entire morning in his study. At lunch, he informed Father Vaillant that he would need his company that evening to discuss a very important letter from the Bishop of Leavenworth.
This letter of many pages was concerned with events that were happening in Colorado, in a part of the Rocky Mountains very little known. Though it was only a few hundred miles north of Santa Fé, communication with that region was so infrequent that news travelled to Santa Fé from Europe more quickly than from Pike's Peak. Under the shadow of that peak rich gold deposits had been discovered within the last year, but Father Vaillant had first heard of this through a letter from France. Word of it had reached the Atlantic coast, crossed to Europe, and come from there back to the South-west, more quickly than it could filter down through the few hundred miles of unexplored mountains and gorges between Cripple Creek and Santa Fé. While Father Vaillant was at Tucson he had received a letter from his brother Marius, in Auvergne, and was vexed that so much of it was taken up with inquiries about the gold rush to Colorado, of which he had never heard, while Marius gave him but little news of the war in Italy, which seemed relatively near and much more important.
This lengthy letter was about events taking place in Colorado, in a part of the Rocky Mountains that was not well known. Even though it was only a few hundred miles north of Santa Fe, communication with that area was so rare that news traveled to Santa Fe from Europe faster than from Pike's Peak. Under the shadow of that peak, rich gold deposits had been found in the past year, but Father Vaillant had only learned about it through a letter from France. The news had reached the Atlantic coast, crossed over to Europe, and come back to the Southwest more quickly than it could make its way through the few hundred miles of unmapped mountains and gorges between Cripple Creek and Santa Fe. While Father Vaillant was in Tucson, he received a letter from his brother Marius in Auvergne and was annoyed that so much of it was focused on questions about the gold rush in Colorado, which he had never heard of, while Marius gave him very little news about the war in Italy, which seemed much closer and way more important.
That congested heaping up of the Rocky Mountain chain about Pike's Peak was a blank space on the continent at this time. Even the fur trappers, coming down from Wyoming to Taos with their pelts, avoided that humped granite backbone. Only a few years before, Frémont had tried to penetrate the Colorado Rockies, and his party had come half-starved into Taos at last, having eaten most of their horses. But within twelve months everything had changed. Wandering prospectors had found large deposits of gold near Cripple Creek, and the mountains that were solitary a year ago were now full of people. Wagon trains were streaming westward across the prairies from the Missouri River.
That crowded jumble of the Rocky Mountain range around Pike's Peak was a blank spot on the map at that time. Even the fur trappers, traveling from Wyoming to Taos with their skins, steered clear of that humped granite ridge. Just a few years earlier, Frémont had tried to explore the Colorado Rockies, and his team had arrived in Taos half-starved, having eaten most of their horses. But within a year, everything had changed. Roaming prospectors discovered large gold deposits near Cripple Creek, and the once-empty mountains were now bustling with people. Wagon trains were moving westward across the prairies from the Missouri River.
The Bishop of Leavenworth wrote Father Latour that he himself had just returned from a visit to Cripple Creek. He had found the slopes under Pike's Peak dotted with camps, the gorges black with placer miners; thousands of people were living in tents and shacks, Cherry Creek was full of saloons and gambling-rooms; and among all the wanderers and wastrels were many honest men, hundreds of good Catholics, and not one priest. The young men were adrift in a lawless society without spiritual guidance. The old men died from exposure and mountain pneumonia, with no one to give them the last rites of the Church.
The Bishop of Leavenworth wrote to Father Latour that he had just returned from visiting Cripple Creek. He discovered that the slopes beneath Pike's Peak were filled with camps, and the gorges were crowded with placer miners; thousands of people were living in tents and shacks, and Cherry Creek was lined with saloons and gambling rooms. Among all the drifters and the lost were many decent people, hundreds of good Catholics, and not a single priest. The young men were lost in a lawless society without any spiritual guidance. The older men died from exposure and mountain pneumonia, with no one to administer the last rites of the Church.
This new and populous community must, for the present, the Kansas Bishop wrote, be accounted under Father Latour's jurisdiction. His great diocese, already enlarged by thousands of square miles to the south and west, must now, on the north, take in the still undefined but suddenly important region of the Colorado Rockies. The Bishop of Leavenworth begged him to send a priest there as soon as possible,—an able one, by all means, not only devoted, but resourceful and intelligent, one who would be at his ease with all sorts of men. He must take his bedding and camp outfit, medicines and provisions, and clothing for the severe winter. At Camp Denver there was nothing to be bought but tobacco and whisky. There were no women there, and no cook stoves. The miners lived on half-baked dough and alcohol. They did not even keep the mountain water pure, and so died of fever. All the living conditions were abominable.
This new and growing community must, for now, the Kansas Bishop wrote, be considered under Father Latour's jurisdiction. His large diocese, already expanded by thousands of square miles to the south and west, must now, to the north, include the still undefined but suddenly significant area of the Colorado Rockies. The Bishop of Leavenworth urged him to send a priest there as soon as possible — one who was capable, definitely devoted, but also resourceful and intelligent, someone who would be comfortable with all kinds of people. He needed to bring his bedding and camping gear, medications and supplies, and clothing for the harsh winter. At Camp Denver, you could only buy tobacco and whisky. There were no women around, and no cooking stoves. The miners lived on half-baked dough and alcohol. They didn't even keep the mountain water clean, resulting in fever outbreaks. All the living conditions were terrible.
In the evening, after dinner, Father Latour read this letter aloud to Father Vaillant in his study. When he had finished, he put down the closely written pages.
In the evening, after dinner, Father Latour read this letter aloud to Father Vaillant in his study. When he was done, he set down the tightly written pages.
"You have been complaining of inactivity, Father Joseph; here is your opportunity."
"You've been saying you're not doing enough, Father Joseph; here's your chance."
Father Joseph, who had been growing more and more restless during the reading of the letter, said merely: "So now I must begin speaking English again! I can start to-morrow if you wish it."
Father Joseph, who had been getting more and more restless while the letter was being read, simply said: "So now I have to start speaking English again! I can begin tomorrow if you want."
The Bishop shook his head. "Not so fast. There will be no hospitable Mexicans to receive you at the end of this journey. You must take your living with you. We will have a wagon built for you, and choose your outfit carefully. Tranquilino's brother, Sabino, will be your driver. This, I fear, will be the hardest mission you have ever undertaken."
The Bishop shook his head. "Not so fast. There won’t be any welcoming Mexicans at the end of this journey. You’ll need to bring your own provisions. We’ll have a wagon made for you, so choose your supplies wisely. Tranquilino’s brother, Sabino, will be your driver. I’m afraid this will be the toughest mission you’ve ever taken on."
The two priests talked until a late hour. There was Arizona to be considered; somebody must be found to continue Father Vaillant's work there. Of all the countries he knew, that desert and its yellow people were the dearest to him. But it was the discipline of his life to break ties; to say farewell and move on into the unknown.
The two priests talked late into the night. They needed to think about Arizona; someone had to be found to carry on Father Vaillant's work there. Of all the places he had been, that desert and its yellow people were the most special to him. But it was a rule he lived by to cut connections; to say goodbye and step into the unknown.
Before he went to bed that night Father Joseph greased his boots and trimmed the calloused spots on his feet with an old razor. At the Mexican village of Chimayo, over toward the Truchas mountains, the good people were especially devoted to a little equestrian image of Santiago in their church, and they made him a new pair of boots every few months, insisting that he went abroad at night and wore out his shoes, even on horseback. When Father Joseph stayed there, he used to tell them he wished that, in addition to the consecration of the hands, God had provided some special blessing for the missionary's feet.
Before he went to bed that night, Father Joseph polished his boots and trimmed the calloused spots on his feet with an old razor. In the Mexican village of Chimayo, near the Truchas mountains, the locals were particularly devoted to a small statue of Santiago in their church, and they made him a new pair of boots every few months, believing that he traveled at night and wore out his shoes, even while riding. When Father Joseph stayed there, he would tell them he wished that, in addition to the blessing of the hands, God had given some special blessing for the missionary's feet.
He recalled affectionately an incident which concerned this Santiago of Chimayo. Some years ago Father Joseph was asked to go to the calabozo at Santa Fé to see a murderer from Chimayo. The prisoner proved to be a boy of twenty, very gentle in face and manner. His name was Ramon Armajillo. He had been passionately fond of cock-fighting, and it was his undoing. He had bred a rooster that never lost a battle, but had slit the necks of cocks in all the little towns about. At last Ramon brought the bird to Santa Fé to match him with a famous cock there, and half a dozen Chimayo boys came along and put up everything they had on Ramon's rooster. The betting was heavy on both sides, and the gate receipts also were to go to the winner. After a somewhat doubtful beginning, Ramon's cock neatly ripped the jugular vein of his opponent; but the owner of the defeated bird, before anyone could stop him, reached into the ring and wrung the victor's neck. Before he had dropped the limp bunch of feathers from his hand, Ramon's knife was in his heart. It all happened in a flash—some of the witnesses even insisted that the death of the man and the death of the cock were simultaneous. All agreed that there was not time for a man to catch his breath between the whirl of the wrist and the gleam of the knife. Unfortunately the American judge was a very stupid man, who disliked Mexicans and hoped to wipe out cock-fighting. He accepted as evidence statements made by the murdered man's friends to the effect that Ramon had repeatedly threatened his life.
He fondly remembered an incident involving this Santiago of Chimayo. A few years ago, Father Joseph was asked to go to the jail in Santa Fe to see a murderer from Chimayo. The prisoner turned out to be a twenty-year-old boy, very gentle in appearance and demeanor. His name was Ramon Armajillo. He had been fiercely passionate about cockfighting, which led to his downfall. He had raised a rooster that never lost a fight and had defeated countless cocks in all the small towns nearby. Eventually, Ramon brought the bird to Santa Fe to compete against a famous rooster, and half a dozen boys from Chimayo joined him, betting everything they had on Ramon's rooster. The betting was intense on both sides, and the gate receipts were also going to the winner. After a rather uncertain start, Ramon's cock skillfully severed the jugular vein of its opponent; however, the owner of the defeated bird, before anyone could intervene, reached into the ring and strangled the winner. Before he even dropped the lifeless bird from his grasp, Ramon's knife was plunged into his heart. It all happened in an instant—some witnesses even insisted that the man’s death and the rooster’s death occurred at the same time. Everyone agreed there wasn’t even a moment for a man to catch his breath between the swift motion of the wrist and the flash of the knife. Unfortunately, the American judge was very dim-witted, held a bias against Mexicans, and aimed to eliminate cockfighting. He accepted as evidence statements from the slain man’s friends claiming that Ramon had repeatedly threatened his life.
When Father Vaillant went to see the boy in his cell a few days before his execution, he found him making a pair of tiny buckskin boots, as if for a doll, and Ramon told him they were for the little Santiago in the church at home. His family would come up to Santa Fé for the hanging, and they would take the boots back to Chimayo, and perhaps the little saint would say a good word for him.
When Father Vaillant visited the boy in his cell a few days before his execution, he found him crafting a pair of tiny buckskin boots, almost like something for a doll. Ramon explained that they were for the little Santiago in the church back home. His family was coming up to Santa Fé for the hanging, and they planned to take the boots back to Chimayo, hoping that maybe the little saint would say a good word for him.
Rubbing oil into his boots by candlelight, Father Vaillant sighed. The criminals with whom he would have to do in Colorado would hardly be of that type, he told himself.
Rubbing oil into his boots by candlelight, Father Vaillant sighed. The criminals he would be dealing with in Colorado would probably be nothing like that, he told himself.
3
AUSPICE MARIA!
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GO MARY!
THE construction of Father Vaillant's wagon took a month. It must be a wagon of very unusual design, capable of carrying a great deal, yet light enough and narrow enough to wind through the mountain gorges beyond Pueblo,—where there were no roads at all except the rocky ravines cut out by streams that flowed full in the spring but would be dry now in the autumn. While his wagon was building, Father Joseph was carefully selecting his stores, and the furnishings for a small chapel which he meant to construct of saplings or canvas immediately upon his arrival at Camp Denver. Moreover, there were his valises full of medals, crosses, rosaries, coloured pictures and religious pamphlets. For himself, he required no books but his breviary and the ordinary of the Mass.
THE construction of Father Vaillant's wagon took a month. It had to be a wagon with a very unique design, able to carry a lot but still light and narrow enough to navigate through the mountain gorges beyond Pueblo—where there were no roads except for the rocky ravines carved out by streams that would be full in the spring but dry now in the autumn. While his wagon was being built, Father Joseph was carefully choosing his supplies and the furnishings for a small chapel that he planned to set up with saplings or canvas as soon as he got to Camp Denver. In addition, he had his suitcases packed with medals, crosses, rosaries, colored pictures, and religious pamphlets. For himself, he needed no books other than his breviary and the standard texts for Mass.
In the Bishop's courtyard he sorted and re-sorted his cargo, always finding a more necessary article for which a less necessary had to be discarded. Fructosa and Magdalena were frequently called upon to help him, and when a box was finally closed, Fructosa had it put away in the woodshed. She had noticed the Bishop's brows contract slightly when he came upon these trunks and chests in his hallway and dining-room. All the bedding and clothing was packed in great sacks of dressed calfskin, which Sabino procured from old Mexican settlers. These were already going out of fashion, but in the early days they were the poor man's trunk.
In the Bishop's courtyard, he organized and reorganized his cargo, constantly discovering a more essential item that required him to discard a less essential one. Fructosa and Magdalena were often asked to assist him, and when a box was finally sealed, Fructosa stored it in the woodshed. She noticed the Bishop's expression tighten a bit when he came across the trunks and chests in his hallway and dining room. All the bedding and clothing were packed in large bags made of dressed calfskin, which Sabino sourced from old Mexican settlers. Though these bags were falling out of style, they had once been the poor man's trunk.
Bishop Latour also was very busy at this time, training a new priest from Clermont; riding about with him among the distant parishes and trying to give him an understanding of the people. As a Bishop, he could only approve Father Vaillant's eagerness to be gone, and the enthusiasm with which he turned to hardships of a new kind. But as a man, he was a little hurt that his old comrade should leave him without one regret. He seemed to know, as if it had been revealed to him, that this was a final break; that their lives would part here, and that they would never work together again. The bustle of preparation in his own house was painful to him, and he was glad to be abroad among the parishes.
Bishop Latour was also very busy at this time, training a new priest from Clermont; riding around with him to the remote parishes and trying to help him understand the people. As a Bishop, he could only support Father Vaillant's eagerness to leave and the excitement with which he embraced the new challenges. But personally, he felt a bit hurt that his old friend was leaving without any sadness. He seemed to know, almost as if it had been revealed to him, that this was a final departure; that their paths would separate here, and they would never work together again. The hustle and bustle of preparation in his own house was painful for him, and he appreciated being out among the parishes.
One day when the Bishop had just returned from Albuquerque, Father Vaillant came in to luncheon in high spirits. He had been out for a drive in his new wagon, and declared that it was satisfactory at last. Sabino was ready, and he thought they would start the day after to-morrow. He diagrammed his route on the table-cloth, and went over the catalogue of his equipment. The Bishop was tired and scarcely touched his food, but Father Joseph ate generously, as he was apt to do when fired by a new project.
One day, when the Bishop had just gotten back from Albuquerque, Father Vaillant came in for lunch in great spirits. He had taken a drive in his new wagon and said it was finally satisfactory. Sabino was all set, and he thought they would leave the day after tomorrow. He sketched out his route on the tablecloth and reviewed his gear. The Bishop was tired and barely ate, while Father Joseph indulged, as he often did when excited about a new plan.
After Fructosa had brought the coffee, he leaned back in his chair and turned to his friend with a beaming face. "I often think, Jean, how you were an unconscious agent in the hands of Providence when you recalled me from Tucson. I seemed to be doing the most important work of my life there, and you recalled me for no reason at all, apparently. You did not know why, and I did not know why. We were both acting in the dark. But Heaven knew what was happening at Cripple Creek, and moved us like chessmen on the board. When the call came, I was here to answer it—by a miracle, indeed."
After Fructosa brought the coffee, he leaned back in his chair and turned to his friend with a bright smile. "I often think, Jean, about how you unconsciously played a role in fate when you called me back from Tucson. I felt like I was doing the most important work of my life there, and you brought me back for no apparent reason. You didn’t know why, and I didn’t either. We were both in the dark. But fate knew what was going on at Cripple Creek and moved us like pieces on a chessboard. When the call came, I was here to answer it—truly a miracle.”
Father Latour put down his silver coffee-cup. "Miracles are all very well, Joseph, but I see none here. I sent for you because I felt the need of your companionship. I used my authority as a Bishop to gratify my personal wish. That was selfish, if you will, but surely natural enough. We are countrymen, and are bound by early memories. And that two friends, having come together, should part and go their separate ways—that is natural, too. No, I don't think we need any miracle to explain all this."
Father Latour set down his silver coffee cup. "Miracles are nice and all, Joseph, but I don't see any here. I called you because I wanted your company. I used my power as a Bishop to meet a personal desire. That was selfish, I guess, but it’s completely natural. We come from the same place and share old memories. And it makes sense that two friends who have reunited might eventually go their separate ways—that's natural, too. No, I don't think we need any miracle to understand all of this."
Father Vaillant had been wholly absorbed in his preparations for saving souls in the gold camps—blind to everything else. Now it came over him in a flash, how the Bishop had held himself aloof from his activities; it was a very hard thing for Father Latour to let him go; the loneliness of his position had begun to weigh upon him.
Father Vaillant had been completely focused on getting ready to save souls in the gold camps—unaware of everything else. Suddenly, it hit him how the Bishop had kept himself distant from his work; it was really tough for Father Latour to let him leave; the isolation of his role had started to feel heavy on him.
Yes, he reflected, as he went quietly to his own room, there was a great difference in their natures. Wherever he went, he soon made friends that took the place of country and family. But Jean, who was at ease in any society and always the flower of courtesy, could not form new ties. It had always been so. He was like that even as a boy; gracious to everyone, but known to a very few. To man's wisdom it would have seemed that a priest with Father Latour's exceptional qualities would have been better placed in some part of the world where scholarship, a handsome person, and delicate perceptions all have their effect; and that a man of much rougher type would have served God well enough as the first Bishop of New Mexico. Doubtless Bishop Latour's successors would be men of a different fibre. But God had his reasons, Father Joseph devoutly believed. Perhaps it pleased Him to grace the beginning of a new era and a vast new diocese by a fine personality. And perhaps, after all, something would remain through the years to come; some ideal, or memory, or legend.
Yes, he thought as he quietly went to his room, there was a big difference in their personalities. No matter where he went, he quickly made friends who filled the gap left by his home and family. But Jean, who was comfortable in any social setting and always polite, couldn’t seem to form new connections. It had always been this way. Even as a boy, he was friendly to everyone but really knew very few. To anyone rational, it might have seemed that a priest with Father Latour’s exceptional qualities would have been better suited to a place where intelligence, good looks, and sensitivity mattered more; and that a rougher man would have been just fine as the first Bishop of New Mexico. Clearly, Bishop Latour’s successors would be different kinds of men. But God had His reasons, Father Joseph sincerely believed. Maybe it pleased Him to start a new era and a large new diocese with a remarkable personality. And perhaps, after all, something would endure through the years; some ideal, memory, or legend.
The next afternoon, his wagon loaded and standing ready in the courtyard, Father Vaillant was seated at the Bishop's desk, writing letters to France; a short one to Marius, a long one to his beloved Philomène, telling her of his plunge into the unknown and begging her prayers for his success in the world of gold-crazed men. He wrote rapidly and jerkily, moving his lips as well as his fingers. When the Bishop entered the study, he rose and stood holding the written pages in his hand.
The next afternoon, with his wagon packed and waiting in the courtyard, Father Vaillant sat at the Bishop's desk, writing letters to France; a quick one to Marius and a longer one to his dear Philomène, sharing his leap into the unknown and asking for her prayers for success in the gold-obsessed world. He wrote quickly and with a bit of tension, moving his lips along with his fingers. When the Bishop came into the study, he got up and stood there holding the written pages in his hand.
"I did not mean to interrupt you, Joseph, but do you intend to take Contento with you to Colorado?"
"I didn't mean to interrupt you, Joseph, but are you planning to take Contento with you to Colorado?"
Father Joseph blinked. "Why, certainly. I had intended to ride him. However, if you have need for him here——"
Father Joseph blinked. "Of course. I was going to ride him. But if you need him here——"
"Oh, no. Not at all. But if you take Contento, I will ask you to take Angelica as well. They have a great affection for each other; why separate them indefinitely? One could not explain to them. They have worked long together."
"Oh, no. Not at all. But if you take Contento, I will ask you to take Angelica as well. They care for each other a lot; why separate them for so long? One couldn't explain it to them. They've worked together for a long time."
Father Vaillant made no reply. He stood looking intently at the pages of his letter. The Bishop saw a drop of water splash down upon the violet script and spread. He turned quickly and went out through the arched doorway.
Father Vaillant didn't respond. He stared closely at the pages of his letter. The Bishop noticed a drop of water splash onto the violet writing and spread. He quickly turned and walked out through the arched doorway.
At sunrise next morning Father Vaillant set out, Sabino driving the wagon, his oldest boy riding Angelica, and Father Joseph himself riding Contento. They took the old road to the north-east, through the sharp red sand-hills spotted with juniper, and the Bishop accompanied them as far as the loop where the road wound out on the top of one of those conical hills, giving the departing traveller his last glimpse of Santa Fé. There Father Joseph drew rein and looked back at the town lying rosy in the morning light, the mountain behind it, and the hills close about it like two encircling arms.
At sunrise the next morning, Father Vaillant set out, with Sabino driving the wagon, his oldest son riding Angelica, and Father Joseph himself riding Contento. They took the old road to the northeast, navigating the sharp red sand hills dotted with juniper, and the Bishop accompanied them as far as the loop where the road curved up to the top of one of those conical hills, giving the departing traveler one last view of Santa Fé. There, Father Joseph stopped and looked back at the town glowing in the morning light, with the mountain behind it and the hills surrounding it like two protective arms.
"Auspice, Maria!" he murmured as he turned his back on these familiar things.
"Auspice, Maria!" he whispered as he turned away from these familiar things.
The Bishop rode home to his solitude. He was forty-seven years old, and he had been a missionary in the New World for twenty years—ten of them in New Mexico. If he were a parish priest at home, there would be nephews coming to him for help in their Latin or a bit of pocket-money; nieces to run into his garden and bring their sewing and keep an eye on his housekeeping. All the way home he indulged in such reflections as any bachelor nearing fifty might have.
The Bishop rode home to his solitude. He was forty-seven years old and had been a missionary in the New World for twenty years—ten of those in New Mexico. If he were a parish priest back home, there would be nephews coming to him for help with their Latin or a little bit of pocket money; nieces would run into his garden to do some sewing and help out with his housekeeping. All the way home, he entertained thoughts typical of any bachelor approaching fifty.
But when he entered his study, he seemed to come back to reality, to the sense of a Presence awaiting him. The curtain of the arched doorway had scarcely fallen behind him when that feeling of personal loneliness was gone, and a sense of loss was replaced by a sense of restoration. He sat down before his desk, deep in reflection. It was just this solitariness of love in which a priest's life could be like his Master's. It was not a solitude of atrophy, of negation, but of perpetual flowering. A life need not be cold, or devoid of grace in the worldly sense, if it were filled by Her who was all the graces; Virgin-daughter, Virgin-mother, girl of the people and Queen of Heaven: le rêve suprême de la chair. The nursery tale could not vie with Her in simplicity, the wisest theologians could not match Her in profundity.
But when he walked into his study, he seemed to snap back to reality, sensing a Presence waiting for him. The curtain of the arched doorway had barely fallen behind him when that feeling of personal loneliness disappeared, and a sense of loss was replaced by a feeling of restoration. He sat down at his desk, lost in thought. It was this solitude of love in which a priest's life could resemble his Master's. It wasn't a loneliness of stagnation or denial, but one of constant blooming. A life doesn’t have to be cold or lack grace in the worldly sense if it is filled with Her who embodies all graces; Virgin-daughter, Virgin-mother, girl of the people and Queen of Heaven: le rêve suprême de la chair. The nursery tale couldn’t compete with Her in simplicity, and the wisest theologians couldn’t match Her in depth.
Here in his own church in Santa Fé there was one of these nursery Virgins, a little wooden figure, very old and very dear to the people. De Vargas, when he recaptured the city for Spain two hundred years ago, had vowed a yearly procession in her honour, and it was still one of the most solemn events of the Christian year in Santa Fé. She was a little wooden figure, about three feet high, very stately in bearing, with a beautiful though rather severe Spanish face. She had a rich wardrobe; a chest full of robes and laces, and gold and silver diadems. The women loved to sew for her and the silversmiths to make her chains and brooches. Father Latour had delighted her wardrobe keepers when he told them he did not believe the Queen of England or the Empress of France had so many costumes. She was their doll and their queen, something to fondle and something to adore, as Mary's Son must have been to Her.
Here in his own church in Santa Fe, there was one of these nursery Virgins, a small wooden figure, very old and very beloved by the people. De Vargas, when he recaptured the city for Spain two hundred years ago, had promised to hold an annual procession in her honor, and it was still one of the most important events of the Christian year in Santa Fe. She was a small wooden figure, about three feet tall, very dignified in appearance, with a beautiful, albeit somewhat stern, Spanish face. She had an impressive wardrobe; a chest full of robes and lace, along with gold and silver crowns. The women loved to sew for her, and the silversmiths enjoyed making her chains and brooches. Father Latour thrilled her wardrobe caretakers when he told them he didn’t think the Queen of England or the Empress of France had as many outfits. She was their doll and their queen, something to cherish and something to worship, just as Mary's Son must have been to Her.
These poor Mexicans, he reflected, were not the first to pour out their love in this simple fashion. Raphael and Titian had made costumes for Her in their time, and the great masters had made music for Her, and the great architects had built cathedrals for Her. Long before Her years on earth, in the long twilight between the Fall and the Redemption, the pagan sculptors were always trying to achieve the image of a goddess who should yet be a woman.
These poor Mexicans, he thought, weren’t the first to express their love in such a simple way. Raphael and Titian had created costumes for Her in their time, and the great masters had composed music for Her, while the renowned architects built cathedrals in Her honor. Long before Her time on earth, in the long twilight between the Fall and the Redemption, the pagan sculptors were always trying to create the image of a goddess who should also be a woman.
Bishop Latour's premonition was right: Father Vaillant never returned to share his work in New Mexico. Come back he did, to visit his old friends, whenever his busy life permitted. But his destiny was fulfilled in the cold, steely Colorado Rockies, which he never loved as he did the blue mountains of the South. He came back to Santa Fé to recuperate from the illnesses and accidents which consistently punctuated his way; came with the Papal Emissary when Bishop Latour was made Archbishop; but his working life was spent among bleak mountains and comfortless mining camps, looking after lost sheep.
Bishop Latour's intuition was spot on: Father Vaillant never came back to continue his work in New Mexico. He did return occasionally to visit his old friends when his busy schedule allowed. However, his fate was sealed in the harsh, unforgiving Colorado Rockies, which he never adored as much as the blue mountains of the South. He returned to Santa Fé to recover from the illnesses and accidents that constantly disrupted his life; he came with the Papal Emissary when Bishop Latour was named Archbishop. But most of his career was spent in desolate mountains and uncomfortable mining camps, taking care of lost souls.
Creede, Durango, Silver City, Central City, over the Continental Divide into Utah,—his strange Episcopal carriage was known throughout that rugged granite world.
Creede, Durango, Silver City, Central City, over the Continental Divide into Utah—his unusual Episcopal carriage was recognized all throughout that rugged granite landscape.
It was a covered carriage, on springs, and long enough for him to lie down in at night,—Father Joseph was a very short man. At the back was a luggage box, which could be made into an altar when he celebrated Mass in the open, under a pine tree. He used to say that the mountain torrents were the first road builders, and that wherever they found a way, he could find one. He wore out driver after driver, and his coach was repaired so often and so extensively that long before he abandoned it there was none of the original structure left.
It was a covered carriage with springs, long enough for him to lie down in at night—Father Joseph was quite short. At the back was a luggage box that could be turned into an altar when he celebrated Mass outdoors under a pine tree. He often said that the mountain streams were the first road builders, and wherever they found a path, he could find one too. He went through driver after driver, and his coach was repaired so frequently and so thoroughly that by the time he finally gave it up, there was nothing left of the original structure.
Broken tongues and singletrees, smashed wheels and splintered axles he considered trifling matters. Twice the old carriage itself slipped off the mountain road and rolled down the gorge, with the priest inside. From the first accident of this kind, Father Vaillant escaped with nothing worse than a sprain, and he wrote Bishop Latour that he attributed his preservation to the Archangel Raphael, whose office he had said with unusual fervour that morning. The second time he rolled down a ravine, near Central City, his thigh-bone was broken just below the joint. It knitted in time, but he was lamed for life, and could never ride horseback again.
Broken tongues and singletrees, smashed wheels and splintered axles were things he dismissed as minor issues. Twice the old carriage slipped off the mountain road and tumbled down the gorge, with the priest inside. After the first incident, Father Vaillant got away with just a sprain, and he wrote to Bishop Latour that he credited his survival to the Archangel Raphael, whose office he had recited with unusual passion that morning. The second time the carriage went over a ravine, near Central City, he broke his thigh just below the joint. It healed eventually, but he was left disabled for life and could never ride a horse again.
Before this accident befell him, however, he had one long visit among his friends in Santa Fé and Albuquerque, a renewal of old ties that was like an Indian summer in his life. When he left Denver, he told his congregation there that he was going to the Mexicans to beg for money. The church in Denver was under a roof, but the windows had been boarded up for months because nobody would buy glass for them. In his Denver congregation there were men who owned mines and saw-mills and flourishing businesses, but they needed all their money to push these enterprises. Down among the Mexicans, who owned nothing but a mud house and a burro, he could always raise money. If they had anything at all, they gave.
Before this accident happened to him, he had a long visit with his friends in Santa Fé and Albuquerque, a refreshing reunion that felt like an Indian summer in his life. When he left Denver, he told his congregation there that he was going to ask the Mexicans for money. The church in Denver had a roof, but the windows had been boarded up for months because no one would buy glass for them. In his Denver congregation, there were men who owned mines, sawmills, and successful businesses, but they needed all their money to support these ventures. Down among the Mexicans, who owned nothing but a mud house and a donkey, he could always raise funds. If they had anything at all, they gave.
He called this trip frankly a begging expedition, and he went in his carriage to bring back whatever he could gather. When he got as far as Taos, his Irish driver mutinied. Not another mile over these roads, he said. He knew his own territory, but here he refused to risk his neck and the Padre's. There was then no wagon road from Taos to Santa Fé. It was nearly a fortnight before Father Vaillant found a man who would undertake to get him through the mountains. At last an old driver, schooled on the wagon trains, volunteered; and with the help of ax and pick and shovel, he brought the Episcopal carriage safely to Santa Fé and into the Bishop's courtyard.
He honestly called this trip a begging mission, and he took his carriage to collect whatever he could find. When he reached Taos, his Irish driver refused to go any further. "Not another mile on these roads," he said. He knew his own routes, but here he wasn’t going to risk his life or the Padre's. There was no wagon road from Taos to Santa Fé at that time. It took nearly two weeks before Father Vaillant found someone willing to help him get through the mountains. Finally, an experienced old driver from the wagon trains stepped up, and with some tools like an ax, pick, and shovel, he successfully navigated the Episcopal carriage to Santa Fé and into the Bishop's courtyard.
Once again among his own people, as he still called them, Father Joseph opened his campaign, and the poor Mexicans began taking dollars out of their shirts and boots (favourite places for carrying money) to pay for windows in the Denver church. His petitions did not stop with windows—indeed, they only began there. He told the sympathetic women of Santa Fé and Albuquerque about all the stupid, unnecessary discomforts of his life in Denver, discomforts that amounted to improprieties. It was a part of the Wild West attitude to despise the decencies of life. He told them how glad he was to sleep in good Mexican beds once more. In Denver he lay on a mattress stuffed with straw; a French priest who was visiting him had pulled out a long stem of hay that stuck through the thin ticking, and called it an American feather. His dining-table was made of planks covered with oilcloth. He had no linen at all, neither sheets nor serviettes, and he used his wornout shirts for face towels. The Mexican women could scarcely bear to hear of such things. Nobody in Colorado planted gardens, Father Vaillant related; nobody would stick a shovel into the earth for anything less than gold. There was no butter, no milk, no eggs, no fruit. He lived on dough and cured hog meat.
Once again among his own people, as he still called them, Father Joseph started his campaign, and the struggling Mexicans began pulling dollars out of their shirts and boots (their favorite spots for hiding money) to pay for windows in the Denver church. His requests didn’t stop at windows—in fact, they only started there. He told the sympathetic women of Santa Fé and Albuquerque about all the ridiculous, unnecessary discomforts in his life in Denver, discomforts that bordered on shameful. It was part of the Wild West mindset to disregard the basic decencies of life. He shared how happy he was to sleep in nice Mexican beds again. In Denver, he lay on a mattress stuffed with straw; a French priest who visited him pulled out a long piece of hay that was poking through the thin fabric and called it an American feather. His dining table was made of planks covered with oilcloth. He had no linens at all, neither sheets nor napkins, and he used his worn shirts as face towels. The Mexican women could hardly stand to hear about such things. Nobody in Colorado planted gardens, Father Vaillant explained; nobody would dig into the earth for anything less than gold. There was no butter, no milk, no eggs, no fruit. He lived on dough and cured pork.
Within a few weeks after his arrival, six featherbeds were sent to the Bishop's house for Father Vaillant; dozens of linen sheets, embroidered pillowcases and table-cloths and napkins; strings of chili and boxes of beans and dried fruit. The little settlement of Chimayo sent a roll of their finest blankets.
Within a few weeks after he arrived, six featherbeds were delivered to the Bishop's house for Father Vaillant; dozens of linen sheets, embroidered pillowcases, tablecloths, and napkins; strings of chili, along with boxes of beans and dried fruit. The small community of Chimayo sent a roll of their best blankets.
As these gifts arrived, Father Joseph put them in the woodhouse, knowing well that the Bishop was always embarrassed by his readiness to receive presents. But one morning Father Latour had occasion to go into the woodhouse, and he saw for himself.
As these gifts came in, Father Joseph stored them in the woodhouse, fully aware that the Bishop always felt awkward about accepting presents. But one morning, Father Latour had a reason to go into the woodhouse, and he saw it for himself.
"Father Joseph," he remonstrated, "you will never be able to take all these things back to Denver. Why, you would need an ox-cart to carry them!"
"Father Joseph," he protested, "you'll never be able to take all this stuff back to Denver. Seriously, you'd need an ox-cart to carry it!"
"Very well," replied Father Joseph, "then God will send me an ox-cart."
"Alright," replied Father Joseph, "then God will send me a cart."
And He did, with a driver to take the cart as far as Pueblo.
And He did, with a driver to take the cart all the way to Pueblo.
On the morning of his departure for home, when his carriage was ready, the cart covered with tarpaulins and the oxen yoked, Father Vaillant, who had been hurrying everyone since the first streak of light, suddenly became deliberate. He went into the Bishop's study and sat down, talking to him of unimportant matters, lingering as if there were something still undone.
On the morning he was set to leave for home, with his carriage all set, the cart covered with tarps and the oxen hitched up, Father Vaillant, who had been rushing everyone since daybreak, suddenly slowed down. He went into the Bishop's study and sat down, chatting with him about trivial things, lingering as if there was still something left to do.
"Well, we are getting older, Jean," he said abruptly, after a short silence.
"Well, we’re getting older, Jean," he said suddenly, after a brief pause.
The Bishop smiled. "Ah, yes. We are not young men any more. One of these departures will be the last."
The Bishop smiled. "Ah, yes. We're not young men anymore. One of these departures will be final."
Father Vaillant nodded. "Whenever God wills. I am ready." He rose and began to pace the floor, addressing his friend without looking at him. "But it has not been so bad, Jean? We have done the things we used to plan to do, long ago, when we were Seminarians,—at least some of them. To fulfil the dreams of one's youth; that is the best that can happen to a man. No worldly success can take the place of that."
Father Vaillant nodded. "Whenever God wants. I'm ready." He stood up and started walking back and forth, speaking to his friend without looking at him. "But it hasn't been so bad, Jean? We've accomplished some of the things we used to plan when we were seminarians—at least some of them. Fulfilling the dreams of your youth; that's the best thing that can happen to a person. No worldly success can replace that."
"Blanchet," said the Bishop rising, "you are a better man than I. You have been a great harvester of souls, without pride and without shame—and I am always a little cold—un pédant, as you used to say. If hereafter we have stars in our crowns, yours will be a constellation. Give me your blessing."
"Blanchet," said the Bishop standing up, "you're a better person than I am. You've brought in countless souls without pride or shame—and I tend to be a bit aloof—un pédant, as you used to say. If we earn stars in our crowns in the future, yours will be a whole constellation. Please give me your blessing."
He knelt, and Father Vaillant, having blessed him, knelt and was blessed in turn. They embraced each other for the past—for the future.
He knelt, and Father Vaillant, after blessing him, knelt and received a blessing in return. They embraced each other for the past and for the future.
BOOK NINE
DEATH COMES FOR THE
ARCHBISHOP
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WHEN that devout nun, Mother Superior Philomène, died at a great age in her native Riom, among her papers were found several letters from Archbishop Latour, one dated December 1888, only a few months before his death. "Since your brother was called to his reward," he wrote, "I feel nearer to him than before. For many years Duty separated us, but death has brought us together. The time is not far distant when I shall join him. Meanwhile, I am enjoying to the full that period of reflection which is the happiest conclusion to a life of action."
WHEN the devoted nun, Mother Superior Philomène, passed away at an old age in her hometown of Riom, several letters from Archbishop Latour were discovered among her belongings, one dated December 1888, just a few months before his death. "Since your brother was called to his reward," he wrote, "I feel closer to him than ever before. For many years, Duty kept us apart, but death has reunited us. It won’t be long before I join him. In the meantime, I am fully embracing this period of reflection, which is the happiest ending to a life of action."
This period of reflection the Archbishop spent on his little country estate, some four miles north of Santa Fé. Long before his retirement from the cares of the diocese, Father Latour bought those few acres in the red sand-hills near the Tesuque pueblo, and set out an orchard which would be bearing when the time came for him to rest. He chose this place in the red hills spotted with juniper against the advice of his friends, because he believed it to be admirably suited for the growing of fruit.
This time of reflection, the Archbishop spent at his small country estate, about four miles north of Santa Fé. Long before he retired from the responsibilities of the diocese, Father Latour purchased those few acres in the red sand hills near the Tesuque pueblo and planted an orchard that would bear fruit when he was ready to relax. He chose this spot in the red hills dotted with juniper, despite his friends' advice, because he thought it was perfect for growing fruit.
Once when he was riding out to visit the Tesuque mission, he had followed a stream and come upon this spot, where he found a little Mexican house and a garden shaded by an apricot tree of such great size as he had never seen before. It had two trunks, each of them thicker than a man's body, and though evidently very old, it was full of fruit. The apricots were large, beautifully coloured, and of superb flavour. Since this tree grew against the hill-side, the Archbishop concluded that the exposure there must be excellent for fruit. He surmised that the heat of the sun, reflected from the rocky hill-slope up into the tree, gave the fruit an even temperature, warmth from two sides, such as brings the wall peaches to perfection in France.
Once, while he was riding out to visit the Tesuque mission, he followed a stream and stumbled upon a spot where he found a small Mexican house and a garden shaded by an enormous apricot tree that he had never seen before. It had two trunks, each thicker than a man's body, and although it was clearly very old, it was full of fruit. The apricots were large, beautifully colored, and had an amazing flavor. Since this tree grew against the hillside, the Archbishop concluded that the exposure there must be ideal for growing fruit. He guessed that the sun's heat, reflected off the rocky slope and into the tree, provided the fruit with a consistent temperature and warmth from both sides, similar to how wall peaches are perfected in France.
The old Mexican who lived there said the tree must be two hundred years old; it had been just like this when his grandfather was a boy, and had always borne luscious apricots like these. The old man would be glad to sell the place and move into Santa Fé, the Bishop found, and he bought it a few weeks later. In the spring he set out his orchard and a few rows of acacia trees. Some years afterward he built a little adobe house, with a chapel, high up on the hill-side overlooking the orchard. Thither he used to go for rest and at seasons of special devotion. After his retirement, he went there to live, though he always kept his study unchanged in the house of the new Archbishop.
The old Mexican living there said the tree must be two hundred years old; it had looked just like this when his grandfather was young, and it had always produced delicious apricots like these. The old man was happy to sell the place and move to Santa Fe, the Bishop discovered, and he bought it a few weeks later. In the spring, he planted his orchard and a few rows of acacia trees. A few years later, he built a small adobe house, with a chapel, high up on the hillside overlooking the orchard. He would go there to relax and during special seasons of devotion. After he retired, he moved there to live, although he always kept his study the same in the house of the new Archbishop.
In his retirement Father Latour's principal work was the training of the new missionary priests who arrived from France. His successor, the second Archbishop, was also an Auvergnat, from Father Latour's own college, and the clergy of northern New Mexico remained predominantly French. When a company of new priests arrived (they never came singly) Archbishop S—— sent them out to stay with Father Latour for a few months, to receive instruction in Spanish, in the topography of the diocese, in the character and traditions of the different pueblos.
In his retirement, Father Latour focused on training the new missionary priests who came from France. His successor, the second Archbishop, was also from Auvergne and had attended Father Latour's college, which meant that the clergy in northern New Mexico continued to be mostly French. When a group of new priests arrived (they never came one at a time), Archbishop S—— sent them to stay with Father Latour for a few months to learn Spanish, understand the layout of the diocese, and get acquainted with the character and traditions of the various pueblos.
Father Latour's recreation was his garden. He grew such fruit as was hardly to be found even in the old orchards of California; cherries and apricots, apples and quinces, and the peerless pears of France—even the most delicate varieties. He urged the new priests to plant fruit trees wherever they went, and to encourage the Mexicans to add fruit to their starchy diet. Wherever there was a French priest, there should be a garden of fruit trees and vegetables and flowers. He often quoted to his students that passage from their fellow Auvergnat, Pascal: that Man was lost and saved in a garden.
Father Latour's favorite pastime was his garden. He grew fruits that were hardly found even in California's old orchards: cherries and apricots, apples and quinces, and the unmatched pears of France—even the most delicate types. He encouraged the new priests to plant fruit trees wherever they went and to motivate the Mexicans to include fruit in their starchy diets. Wherever there was a French priest, there should be a garden full of fruit trees, vegetables, and flowers. He often quoted to his students that line from their fellow Auvergnat, Pascal: that Man was both lost and saved in a garden.
He domesticated and developed the native wild flowers. He had one hill-side solidly clad with that low-growing purple verbena which mats over the hills of New Mexico. It was like a great violet velvet mantle thrown down in the sun; all the shades that the dyers and weavers of Italy and France strove for through centuries, the violet that is full of rose colour and is yet not lavender; the blue that becomes almost pink and then retreats again into sea-dark purple—the true Episcopal colour and countless variations of it.
He cultivated and enhanced the native wildflowers. One hillside was completely covered with low-growing purple verbena, which spreads across the hills of New Mexico. It looked like a huge violet velvet blanket laid out in the sun; all the shades that dye makers and weavers in Italy and France sought for centuries, the violet that has hints of rose but isn't quite lavender; the blue that almost turns pink and then pulls back into a dark sea-purple—the true Episcopal color and all its countless variations.
In the year 1885 there came to New Mexico a young Seminarian, Bernard Ducrot, who became like a son to Father Latour. The story of the old Archbishop's life, often told in the cloisters and class-rooms at Montferrand, had taken hold of this boy's imagination, and he had long waited an opportunity to come. Bernard was handsome in person and of unusual mentality, had in himself the fineness to reverence all that was fine in his venerable Superior. He anticipated Father Latour's every wish, shared his reflections, cherished his reminiscences.
In 1885, a young Seminarian named Bernard Ducrot arrived in New Mexico and became like a son to Father Latour. The stories about the old Archbishop's life, often shared in the cloisters and classrooms at Montferrand, fascinated this boy, and he had been eager for a chance to come. Bernard was good-looking and exceptionally bright; he had a deep respect for everything admirable about his esteemed Superior. He anticipated Father Latour's every desire, shared his thoughts, and valued his memories.
"Surely," the Bishop used to say to the priests, "God himself has sent me this young man to help me through the last years."
"Definitely," the Bishop would say to the priests, "God himself has sent me this young man to help me during these final years."
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THROUGHOUT the autumn of the year '88 the Bishop was in good health. He had five French priests in his house, and he still rode abroad with them to visit the nearer missions. On Christmas eve, he performed the midnight Mass in the Cathedral at Santa Fé. In January he drove with Bernard to Santa Cruz to see the resident priest, who was ill. While they were on their way home the weather suddenly changed, and a violent rain-storm overtook them. They were in an open buggy and were drenched to the skin before they could reach any Mexican house for shelter.
THROUGHOUT the fall of '88, the Bishop was doing well. He had five French priests living with him, and he still rode out with them to visit the nearby missions. On Christmas Eve, he led the midnight Mass at the Cathedral in Santa Fé. In January, he and Bernard drove to Santa Cruz to check on the resident priest, who was sick. On their way back, the weather suddenly changed, and a severe rainstorm hit them. They were in an open buggy and got completely soaked before they could find any Mexican house for shelter.
After arriving home, Father Latour went at once to bed. During the night he slept badly and felt feverish. He called none of his household, but arose at the usual hour before dawn and went into the chapel for his devotions. While he was at prayer, he was seized with a chill. He made his way to the kitchen, and his old cook, Fructosa, alarmed at once, put him to bed and gave him brandy. This chill left him feverish, and he developed a distressing cough.
After getting home, Father Latour went straight to bed. He didn’t sleep well during the night and felt hot and sweaty. He didn’t call anyone from his household, but he got up at his usual hour before dawn and went to the chapel to pray. While he was praying, he suddenly felt a chill. He made his way to the kitchen, and his old cook, Fructosa, immediately got worried, put him in bed, and gave him some brandy. This chill left him feeling feverish, and he started to have a troubling cough.
After keeping quietly to his bed for a few days, the Bishop called young Bernard to him one morning and said:
After lying quietly in bed for a few days, the Bishop summoned young Bernard to him one morning and said:
"Bernard, will you ride into Santa Fé to-day and see the Archbishop for me. Ask him whether it will be quite convenient if I return to occupy my study in his house for a short time. Je voudrais mourir à Santa Fé."
"Bernard, can you ride into Santa Fé today and see the Archbishop for me? Ask him if it would be okay for me to return and use my study in his house for a little while. Je voudrais mourir à Santa Fé."
"I will go at once, Father. But you should not be discouraged; one does not die of a cold."
"I'll go right away, Dad. But don't get discouraged; you can't die from a cold."
The old man smiled. "I shall not die of a cold, my son. I shall die of having lived."
The old man smiled. "I won't die from a cold, my son. I’ll die from having truly lived."
From that moment on, he spoke only French to those about him, and this sudden relaxing of his rule alarmed his household more than anything else about his condition. When a priest had received bad news from home, or was ill, Father Latour would converse with him in his own language; but at other times he required that all conversation in his house should be in Spanish or English.
From that moment on, he only spoke French to those around him, and this sudden change in his usual behavior worried his household more than anything else about his health. When a priest had received bad news from home or was unwell, Father Latour would talk to him in his native language; but at other times, he insisted that all conversations in his house be in Spanish or English.
Bernard returned that afternoon to say that the Archbishop would be delighted if Father Latour would remain the rest of the winter with him. Magdalena had already begun to air his study and put it in order, and she would be in special attendance upon him during his visit. The Archbishop would send his new carriage to fetch him, as Father Latour had only an open buggy.
Bernard came back that afternoon to say that the Archbishop would be happy if Father Latour stayed with him for the rest of the winter. Magdalena had already started to air out his study and tidy it up, and she would be especially attentive to him during his visit. The Archbishop would send his new carriage to pick him up since Father Latour only had an open buggy.
"Not to-day, mon fils," said the Bishop. "We will choose a day when I am feeling stronger; a fair day, when we can go in my own buggy, and you can drive me. I wish to go late in the afternoon, toward sunset."
"Not today, my son," said the Bishop. "We'll pick a day when I'm feeling better; a nice day, when we can take my own carriage, and you can drive me. I want to go late in the afternoon, around sunset."
Bernard understood. He knew that once, long ago, at that hour of the day, a young Bishop had ridden along the Albuquerque road and seen Santa Fé for the first time... And often, when they were driving into town together, the Bishop had paused with Bernard on that hill-top from which Father Vaillant had looked back on Santa Fé, when he went away to Colorado to begin the work that had taken the rest of his life and made him, too, a Bishop in the end.
Bernard understood. He knew that once, long ago, at that time of day, a young Bishop had ridden along the Albuquerque road and seen Santa Fé for the first time... And often, when they were driving into town together, the Bishop had stopped with Bernard on that hilltop from which Father Vaillant had looked back at Santa Fé when he left for Colorado to start the work that ultimately occupied the rest of his life and made him a Bishop as well.
The old town was better to look at in those days, Father Latour used to tell Bernard with a sigh. In the old days it had an individuality, a style of its own; a tawny adobe town with a few green trees, set in a half-circle of carnelian-coloured hills; that and no more. But the year 1880 had begun a period of incongruous American building. Now, half the plaza square was still adobe, and half was flimsy wooden buildings with double porches, scroll-work and jackstraw posts and banisters painted white. Father Latour said the wooden houses which had so distressed him in Ohio, had followed him. All this was quite wrong for the Cathedral he had been so many years in building,—the Cathedral that had taken Father Vaillant's place in his life after that remarkable man went away.
The old town looked better back in the day, Father Latour would tell Bernard with a sigh. In the past, it had its own character and style; a dusty adobe town with a few green trees, nestled in a half-circle of reddish-brown hills—that was all there was to it. But in 1880, a time of mismatched American buildings began. Now, half of the plaza square was still adobe, while the other half was filled with flimsy wooden structures sporting double porches, decorative scroll-work, and flimsy posts and railings painted white. Father Latour lamented that the wooden houses that had upset him in Ohio had followed him here. All of this was completely inappropriate for the Cathedral he had spent so many years building—the Cathedral that had taken Father Vaillant's place in his life after that remarkable man left.
Father Latour made his last entry into Santa Fé at the end of a brilliant February afternoon; Bernard stopped the horses at the foot of the long street to await the sunset.
Father Latour made his final entry into Santa Fé at the end of a beautiful February afternoon; Bernard stopped the horses at the bottom of the long street to wait for the sunset.
Wrapped in his Indian blankets, the old Archbishop sat for a long while, looking at the open, golden face of his Cathedral. How exactly young Molny, his French architect, had done what he wanted! Nothing sensational, simply honest building and good stone-cutting,—good Midi Romanesque of the plainest. And even now, in winter, when the acacia trees before the door were bare, how it was of the South, that church, how it sounded the note of the South!
Wrapped in his Indian blankets, the old Archbishop sat for a long time, gazing at the open, golden face of his Cathedral. Young Molny, his French architect, had truly achieved what he wanted! It wasn't anything flashy, just solid craftsmanship and good stone-cutting—straightforward Midi Romanesque at its simplest. And even now, in winter, when the acacia trees in front of the door were bare, that church felt so much like the South, resonating with the spirit of the South!
No one but Molny and the Bishop had ever seemed to enjoy the beautiful site of that building,—perhaps no one ever would. But these two had spent many an hour admiring it. The steep carnelian hills drew up so close behind the church that the individual pine trees thinly wooding their slopes were clearly visible. From the end of the street where the Bishop's buggy stood, the tawny church seemed to start directly out of those rose-coloured hills—with a purpose so strong that it was like action. Seen from this distance, the Cathedral lay against the pinesplashed slopes as against a curtain. When Bernard drove slowly nearer, the backbone of the hills sank gradually, and the towers rose clear into the blue air, while the body of the church still lay against the mountain.
No one except Molny and the Bishop had ever seemed to appreciate the stunning location of that building—maybe no one ever would. But these two had spent countless hours admiring it. The steep carnelian hills rose so close behind the church that you could distinctly see the individual pine trees scattered along their slopes. From the end of the street where the Bishop's buggy was parked, the tawny church appeared to rise directly from those rose-colored hills—with a purpose so powerful it felt almost like action. From this distance, the Cathedral seemed to rest against the pine-covered slopes like it was part of a backdrop. As Bernard drove slowly closer, the peaks of the hills gradually descended, and the towers rose tall into the blue sky, while the main body of the church remained nestled against the mountain.
The young architect used to tell the Bishop that only in Italy, or in the opera, did churches leap out of mountains and black pines like that. More than once Molny had called the Bishop from his study to look at the unfinished building when a storm was coming up; then the sky above the mountain grew black, and the carnelian rocks became an intense lavender, all their pine trees strokes of dark purple; the hills drew nearer, the whole background approached like a dark threat.
The young architect often told the Bishop that churches only sprang from mountains and black pines like that in Italy or at the opera. More than once, Molny called the Bishop from his study to check out the unfinished building when a storm was brewing; the sky above the mountain would turn dark, and the carnelian rocks would shift to a deep lavender, with all the pine trees appearing as strokes of dark purple; the hills seemed to draw closer, the entire background looming like a dark threat.
"Setting," Molny used to tell Father Latour, "is accident. Either a building is a part of a place, or it is not. Once that kinship is there, time will only make it stronger."
"Setting," Molny used to tell Father Latour, "is just an accident. A building is either part of a place, or it isn't. Once that connection is established, time will only make it stronger."
The Bishop was recalling this saying of Molny's when a voice out of the present sounded in his ear. It was Bernard.
The Bishop was remembering Molny's saying when a voice from the present caught his attention. It was Bernard.
"A fine sunset, Father. See how red the mountains are growing; Sangre de Cristo."
"A beautiful sunset, Dad. Look how red the mountains are getting; Sangre de Cristo."
Yes, Sangre de Cristo; but no matter how scarlet the sunset, those red hills never became vermilion, but a more and more intense rose-carnelian; not the colour of living blood, the Bishop had often reflected, but the colour of the dried blood of saints and martyrs preserved in old churches in Rome, which liquefies upon occasion.
Yes, Sangre de Cristo; but no matter how bright the sunset, those red hills never turned to vermilion, but became a deeper and deeper rose-carnelian; not the color of fresh blood, the Bishop had often thought, but the color of the dried blood of saints and martyrs kept in old churches in Rome, which occasionally liquefies.
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THE next morning Father Latour wakened with a grateful sense of nearness to his Cathedral—which would also be his tomb. He felt safe under its shadow; like a boat come back to harbour, lying under its own sea-wall. He was in his old study; the Sisters had sent a little iron bed from the school for him, and their finest linen and blankets. He felt a great content at being here, where he had come as a young man and where he had done his work. The room was little changed; the same rugs and skins on the earth floor, the same desk with his candlesticks, the same thick, wavy white walls that muted sound, that shut out the world and gave repose to the spirit.
THE next morning, Father Latour woke up feeling grateful for the closeness to his Cathedral—which would also be his final resting place. He felt secure under its shadow, like a boat returning to port, resting beneath its own seawall. He was in his old study; the Sisters had sent over a small iron bed from the school for him, along with their finest linens and blankets. He felt a deep sense of contentment being here, where he had come as a young man and where he had accomplished his work. The room was little changed; the same rugs and furs on the earthen floor, the same desk with his candlesticks, and the same thick, wavy white walls that muffled sound, kept out the world, and provided peace to the spirit.
As the darkness faded into the grey of a winter morning, he listened for the church bells,—and for another sound, that always amused him here; the whistle of a locomotive. Yes, he had come with the buffalo, and he had lived to see railway trains running into Santa Fé. He had accomplished an historic period.
As the darkness turned to the gray of a winter morning, he listened for the church bells—and for another sound that always entertained him here: the whistle of a train. Yes, he had come with the buffalo, and he had lived to see trains running into Santa Fé. He had witnessed a historic moment.
All his relatives at home, and his friends in New Mexico, had expected that the old Archbishop would spend his closing years in France, probably in Clermont, where he could occupy a chair in his old college. That seemed the natural thing to do, and he had given it grave consideration. He had half expected to make some such arrangement the last time he was in Auvergne, just before his retirement from his duties as Archbishop. But in the Old World he found himself homesick for the New. It was a feeling he could not explain; a feeling that old age did not weigh so heavily upon a man in New Mexico as in the Puy-de-Dôm.
All his relatives at home and his friends in New Mexico thought the old Archbishop would spend his final years in France, probably in Clermont, where he could take a position at his old college. That seemed like the obvious choice, and he had seriously considered it. He had somewhat expected to make such an arrangement the last time he was in Auvergne, right before retiring as Archbishop. However, in the Old World, he found himself missing the New. It was a feeling he couldn’t quite explain; a sense that old age felt less burdensome for a man in New Mexico than in the Puy-de-Dôme.
He loved the towering peaks of his native mountains, the comeliness of the villages, the cleanness of the country-side, the beautiful lines and the cloisters of his own college. Clermont was beautiful,—but he found himself sad there; his heart lay like a stone in his breast. There was too much past, perhaps... When the summer wind stirred the lilacs in the old gardens and shook down the blooms of the horsechestnuts, he sometimes closed his eyes and thought of the high song the wind was singing in the straight, striped pine trees up in the Navajo forests.
He loved the towering peaks of his home mountains, the charm of the villages, the cleanliness of the countryside, the beautiful architecture and cloisters of his own college. Clermont was lovely—but he felt a deep sadness there; his heart felt heavy in his chest. Perhaps there was too much history... When the summer breeze stirred the lilacs in the old gardens and caused the blossoms of the horse chestnuts to fall, he would sometimes close his eyes and think of the uplifting song the wind was singing in the tall, striped pine trees up in the Navajo forests.
During the day his nostalgia wore off, and by dinner-time it was quite gone. He enjoyed his dinner and his wine, and the company of cultivated men, and usually retired in good spirits. It was in the early morning that he felt the ache in his breast; it had something to do with waking in the early morning. It seemed to him that the grey dawn lasted so long here, the country was a long while in coming to life. The gardens and the fields were damp, heavy-mists hung in the valley and obscured the mountains; hours went by before the sun could disperse those vapours and warm and purify the villages.
During the day, his nostalgia faded away, and by dinner time, it was completely gone. He enjoyed his dinner and wine, along with the company of well-educated friends, and usually retired in a good mood. It was in the early morning that he felt a heaviness in his chest; it had something to do with waking up so early. It seemed to him that the gray dawn lasted a long time here, and the countryside took a while to come to life. The gardens and fields were damp, heavy mists hung in the valley and obscured the mountains; hours passed before the sun could clear those mists and warm and brighten the villages.
In New Mexico he always awoke a young man; not until he rose and began to shave did he realize that he was growing older. His first consciousness was a sense of the light dry wind blowing in through the windows, with the fragrance of hot sun and sagebrush and sweet clover; a wind that made one's body feel light and one's heart cry "To-day, to-day," like a child's.
In New Mexico, he always woke up feeling young; it wasn't until he got up and started shaving that he realized he was getting older. His first awareness was the feeling of the light, dry wind coming through the windows, carrying the scent of the hot sun, sagebrush, and sweet clover; a breeze that made his body feel light and his heart shout, "Today, today," like a child's.
Beautiful surroundings, the society of learned men, the charm of noble women, the graces of art, could not make up to him for the loss of those light-hearted mornings of the desert, for that wind that made one a boy again. He had noticed that this peculiar quality in the air of new countries vanished after they were tamed by man and made to bear harvests. Parts of Texas and Kansas that he had first known as open range had since been made into rich farming districts, and the air had quite lost that lightness, that dry aromatic odour. The moisture of plowed land, the heaviness of labour and growth and grain-bearing, utterly destroyed it; one could breathe that only on the bright edges of the world, on the great grass plains or the sage-brush desert.
Beautiful surroundings, the company of wise men, the charm of noble women, and the beauty of art couldn’t replace the loss of those carefree mornings in the desert, or that wind that made him feel young again. He had noticed that this unique quality in the air of new places disappeared once they were tamed by humans and turned into productive fields. Areas of Texas and Kansas that he had first known as open range had since been transformed into rich farming zones, and the air had completely lost that lightness, that dry, aromatic scent. The moisture of plowed land, the weight of labor, growth, and harvest destroyed it entirely; one could only breathe that on the bright edges of the world, in the vast grass plains or the sagebrush desert.
That air would disappear from the whole earth in time, perhaps; but long after his day. He did not know just when it had become so necessary to him, but he had come back to die in exile for the sake of it. Something soft and wild and free, something that whispered to the ear on the pillow, lightened the heart, softly, softly picked the lock, slid the bolts, and released the prisoned spirit of man into the wind, into the blue and gold, into the morning, into the morning!
That air might eventually vanish from the entire planet, but that would be long after his time. He wasn't sure when it had become so essential to him, but he had returned to die in exile for it. Something gentle, untamed, and liberating, something that quietly spoke to him on the pillow, lifted his spirits, gently unlocked the doors, slid back the bolts, and set the imprisoned soul of man free into the breeze, into the blue and gold, into the morning, into the morning!
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FATHER LATOUR arranged an order for his last days; if routine was necessary to him in health, it was even more so in sickness. Early in the morning Bernard came with hot water, shaved him, and helped him to bathe. They had brought nothing in from the country with them but clothing and linen, and the silver toilet articles the Olivares had given the Bishop so long ago; these thirty years he had washed his hands in that hammered basin. Morning prayers over, Magdalena came with his breakfast, and he sat in his easy-chair while she made his bed and arranged his room. Then he was ready to see visitors. The Archbishop came in for a few moments, when he was at home; the Mother Superior, the American doctor. Bernard read aloud to him the rest of the morning; St. Augustine, or the letters of Madame de Sevigné, or his favourite Pascal.
FATHER LATOUR organized his final days; if routine was important to him when he was healthy, it was even more crucial during his illness. Early in the morning, Bernard brought hot water, shaved him, and helped him bathe. They had only brought clothes and linens from the countryside, along with the silver toiletries the Olivares had given the Bishop so many years ago; for thirty years, he had washed his hands in that hammered basin. After morning prayers, Magdalena arrived with his breakfast, and he settled into his easy chair while she made his bed and tidied up the room. Then he was ready for visitors. The Archbishop came by briefly when he was available, along with the Mother Superior and the American doctor. Bernard read to him for the rest of the morning; St. Augustine, the letters of Madame de Sevigné, or his favorite Pascal.
Sometimes, in the morning hours, he dictated to his young disciple certain facts about the old missions in the diocese; facts which he had come upon by chance and feared would be forgotten. He wished he could do this systematically, but he had not the strength. Those truths and fancies relating to a bygone time would probably be lost; the old legends and customs and superstitions were already dying out. He wished now that long ago he had had the leisure to write them down, that he could have arrested their flight by throwing about them the light and elastic mesh of the French tongue.
Sometimes, in the early morning, he would tell his young disciple certain stories about the old missions in the diocese; stories he had stumbled upon by chance and worried would be forgotten. He wished he could do this more regularly, but he didn’t have the energy. Those truths and ideas about a past era would likely be lost; the old legends, customs, and superstitions were already fading away. He wished that long ago he had taken the time to write them down, that he could have captured them by wrapping them in the rich and flexible threads of the French language.
He had, indeed, for years, directed the thoughts of the young priests whom he instructed to the fortitude and devotion of those first missionaries, the Spanish friars; declaring that his own life, when he first came to New Mexico, was one of ease and comfort compared with theirs. If he had used to be abroad for weeks together on short rations, sleeping in the open, unable to keep his body clean, at least he had the sense of being in a friendly world, where by every man's fireside a welcome awaited him.
He had, in fact, for years, guided the thoughts of the young priests he taught towards the strength and dedication of the first missionaries, the Spanish friars; stating that his own life, when he first arrived in New Mexico, was one of ease and comfort compared to theirs. Even though he used to be out for weeks at a time on limited supplies, sleeping outdoors and unable to keep himself clean, he at least felt the comfort of being in a friendly world, where he would find a warm welcome by every man’s fireside.
But the Spanish Fathers who came up to Zuñi, then went north to the Navajos, west to the Hopis, east to all the pueblos scattered between Albuquerque and Taos, they came into a hostile country, carrying little provisionment but their breviary and crucifix. When their mules were stolen by Indians, as often happened, they proceeded on foot, without a change of raiment, without food or water. A European could scarcely imagine such hardships. The old countries were worn to the shape of human life, made into an investiture, a sort of second body, for man. There the wild herbs and the wild fruits and the forest fungi were edible. The streams were sweet water, the trees afforded shade and shelter. But in the alkali deserts the water holes were poisonous, and the vegetation offered nothing to a starving man. Everything was dry, prickly, sharp; Spanish bayonet, juniper, greasewood, cactus; the lizard, the rattlesnake,—and man made cruel by a cruel life. Those early missionaries threw themselves naked upon the hard heart of a country that was calculated to try the endurance of giants. They thirsted in its deserts, starved among its rocks, climbed up and down its terrible canyons on stone-bruised feet, broke long fasts by unclean and repugnant food. Surely these endured Hunger, Thirst, Cold, Nakedness, of a kind beyond any conception St. Paul and his brethren could have had. Whatever the early Christians suffered, it all happened in that safe little Mediterranean world, amid the old manners, the old landmarks. If they endured martyrdom, they died among their brethren, their relics were piously preserved, their names lived in the mouths of holy men.
But the Spanish priests who traveled to Zuñi, then moved north to the Navajos, west to the Hopis, and east to all the pueblos scattered between Albuquerque and Taos, entered a dangerous land, carrying little but their prayer books and crucifixes. When their mules were stolen by Native Americans, which happened often, they continued on foot, without a change of clothes, food, or water. A European could hardly imagine such hardships. The old countries were developed to suit human life, molded into a kind of second skin for people. There, wild herbs, fruits, and mushrooms were edible. The streams were fresh water, and the trees provided shade and shelter. But in the alkali deserts, the water holes were toxic, and the plants offered nothing to a starving person. Everything was dry, prickly, and sharp: Spanish bayonet, juniper, greasewood, cactus; the lizard, the rattlesnake—and people made cruel by a harsh life. Those early missionaries threw themselves into the unforgiving heart of a land designed to test the strength of giants. They thirsted in its deserts, starved among its rocks, climbed up and down its harsh canyons on battered feet, and broke long fasts with unclean and repulsive food. Surely they faced Hunger, Thirst, Cold, and Nakedness, beyond anything St. Paul and his companions could have imagined. Whatever the early Christians endured, it was all in that safe little Mediterranean world, among familiar ways and landmarks. If they faced martyrdom, they died among their fellow believers, their relics were carefully preserved, and their names lived on in the stories of holy men.
Riding with his Auvergnats to the old missions that had been scenes of martyrdom, the Bishop used to remind them that no man could know what triumphs of faith had happened there, where one white man met torture and death alone among so many infidels, or what visions and revelations God may have granted to soften that brutal end.
Riding with his Auvergnats to the old missions that had been sites of martyrdom, the Bishop would remind them that no one could truly know what feats of faith had taken place there, where one white man faced torture and death alone among so many non-believers, or what visions and revelations God might have given to ease that brutal end.
When, as a young man, Father Latour first went down into Old Mexico, to claim his See at the hands of the Bishop of Durango, he had met on his journey priests from the missions of Sonora and Lower California, who related many stories of the blessed experiences of the early Franciscan missionaries. Their way through the wilderness had blossomed with little miracles, it seemed. At one time, when the renowned Father Junípero Serra, and his two companions, were in danger of their lives from trying to cross a river at a treacherous point, a mysterious stranger appeared out of the rocks on the opposite shore, and calling to them in Spanish, told them to follow him to a point farther up the stream, where they forded in safety. When they begged to know his name, he evaded them and disappeared. At another time, they were traversing a great plain, and were famished for water and almost spent; a young horseman overtook them and gave them three ripe pomegranates, then galloped away. This fruit not only quenched their thirst, but revived and strengthened them as much as the most nourishing food could have done, and they completed their journey like fresh men.
When Father Latour, as a young man, first traveled to Old Mexico to take his position from the Bishop of Durango, he encountered priests from the missions of Sonora and Lower California along the way. They shared many stories about the amazing experiences of the early Franciscan missionaries. Their journey through the wilderness seemed filled with little miracles. Once, when the famous Father Junípero Serra and his two companions were in danger of drowning while trying to cross a river at a dangerous spot, a mysterious stranger appeared from the rocks on the opposite bank. He called out to them in Spanish and told them to follow him to a safer crossing point upstream. When they asked for his name, he avoided answering and vanished. On another occasion, they were crossing a large plain, parched for water and nearly exhausted. A young horseman caught up with them and gave them three ripe pomegranates before riding off. The fruit not only quenched their thirst but also revived and invigorated them as much as the most nourishing food could have, allowing them to finish their journey feeling refreshed.
One night in his travels through Durango, Father Latour was entertained at a great country estate where the resident chaplain happened to be a priest from one of the western missions; and he told a story of this same Father Junípero which had come down in his own monastery from the old times.
One night during his travels in Durango, Father Latour was hosted at a large country estate where the resident chaplain was a priest from one of the western missions. He shared a story about Father Junípero that had been passed down in his monastery from long ago.
Father Junípero, he said, with a single companion, had once arrived at his monastery on foot, without provisions. The Brothers had welcomed the two in astonishment, believing it impossible that men could have crossed so great a stretch of desert in this naked fashion. The Superior questioned them as to whence they had come, and said the mission should not have allowed them to set off without a guide and without food. He marvelled how they could have got through alive. But Father Junípero replied that they had fared very well, and had been most agreeably entertained by a poor Mexican family on the way. At this a muleteer, who was bringing in wood for the Brothers, began to laugh, and said there was no house for twelve leagues, nor anyone at all living in the sandy waste through which they had come; and the Brothers confirmed him in this.
Father Junípero, he said, had once arrived at his monastery on foot with just one companion and no supplies. The Brothers welcomed the two with disbelief, thinking it was impossible for anyone to cross such a vast desert in that state. The Superior asked them where they had come from and mentioned that the mission shouldn't have let them leave without a guide and food. He was amazed they had made it through alive. But Father Junípero replied that they had done quite well, and a poor Mexican family had kindly taken care of them along the way. At this point, a muleteer, who was bringing wood for the Brothers, started laughing and said there was no house for twelve leagues, and no one lived in the sandy wasteland they had crossed; the Brothers confirmed this.
Then Father Junípero and his companion related fully their adventure. They had set out with bread and water for one day. But on the second day they had been travelling since dawn across a cactus desert and had begun to lose heart when, near sunset, they espied in the distance three great cottonwood trees, very tall in the declining light. Toward these they hastened. As they approached the trees, which were large and green and were shedding cotton freely, they observed an ass tied to a dead trunk which stuck up out of the sand. Looking about for the owner of the ass, they came upon a little Mexican house with an oven by the door and strings of red peppers hanging on the wall. When they called aloud, a venerable Mexican, clad in sheepskins, came out and greeted them kindly, asking them to stay the night. Going in with him, they observed that all was neat and comely, and the wife, a young woman of beautiful countenance, was stirring porridge by the fire. Her child, scarcely more than an infant and with no garment but his little shirt, was on the floor beside her, playing with a pet lamb.
Then Father Junípero and his companion shared the details of their adventure. They had set out with just bread and water for one day. But on the second day, after traveling since dawn across a cactus desert, they started to lose hope when, near sunset, they spotted three tall cottonwood trees in the distance, glowing in the fading light. They rushed toward the trees. As they got closer, they noticed a donkey tied to a dead trunk sticking out of the sand. Looking around for the donkey's owner, they found a small Mexican house with an oven by the door and strings of red peppers hanging on the wall. When they called out, an old Mexican man dressed in sheepskins came out and warmly welcomed them, inviting them to stay the night. Going inside with him, they saw that everything was tidy and pleasant, and the man's wife, a young woman with a beautiful face, was stirring porridge by the fire. Her child, who was barely more than a baby and wearing only a little shirt, played on the floor beside her with a pet lamb.
They found these people gentle, pious, and well-spoken. The husband said they were shepherds. The priests sat at their table and shared their supper, and afterward read the evening prayers. They had wished to question the host about the country, and about his mode of life and where he found pasture for his flock, but they were overcome by a great and sweet weariness, and taking each a sheepskin provided him, they lay down upon the floor and sank into deep sleep. When they awoke in the morning they found all as before, and food set upon the table, but the family were absent, even to the pet lamb,—having gone, the Fathers supposed, to care for their flock.
They found these people kind, religious, and articulate. The husband mentioned they were shepherds. The priests sat at their table and shared their dinner, and afterward, they said the evening prayers. They had planned to ask the host about the area, his lifestyle, and where he grazed his flock, but they were overcome by a deep and comforting tiredness. Taking the sheepskins provided for them, they lay down on the floor and fell into a deep sleep. When they woke up in the morning, everything was as it had been, with food laid out on the table, but the family was gone, even the pet lamb—having left, the priests assumed, to tend to their flock.
When the Brothers at the monastery heard this account they were amazed, declaring that there were indeed three cottonwood trees growing together in the desert, a well-known landmark; but that if a settler had come, he must have come very lately. So Father Junípero and Father Andrea, his companion, with some of the Brothers and the scoffing muleteer, went back into the wilderness to prove the matter. The three tall trees they found, shedding their cotton, and the dead trunk to which the ass had been tied. But the ass was not there, nor any house, nor the oven by the door. Then the two Fathers sank down upon their knees in that blessed spot and kissed the earth, for they perceived what Family it was that had entertained them there.
When the Brothers at the monastery heard this story, they were amazed, stating that there were indeed three cottonwood trees growing together in the desert, a well-known landmark; but if a settler had come, it must have been very recently. So Father Junípero and Father Andrea, his companion, along with some of the Brothers and the mocking muleteer, went back into the wilderness to check it out. They found the three tall trees shedding their cotton and the dead trunk where the donkey had been tied. But the donkey was not there, nor was there any house, or the oven by the door. Then the two Fathers fell to their knees in that sacred spot and kissed the ground, realizing what Family had hosted them there.
Father Junípero confessed to the Brothers how from the moment he entered the house he had been strangely drawn to the child, and desired to take him in his arms, but that he kept near his mother. When the priest was reading the evening prayers the child sat upon the floor against his mother's knee, with the lamb in his lap, and the Father found it hard to keep his eyes upon his breviary. After prayers, when he bade his hosts good-night, he did indeed stoop over the little boy in blessing; and the child had lifted his hand, and with his tiny finger made the cross upon Father Junípero's forehead.
Father Junípero told the Brothers that from the moment he entered the house, he felt an unusual pull towards the child and wanted to hold him, but the boy stayed close to his mother. While the priest was reading the evening prayers, the child sat on the floor against his mother's knee, holding a lamb in his lap, and Father Junípero struggled to focus on his breviary. After prayers, when he said good-night to his hosts, he leaned down to bless the little boy; the child raised his hand and with his tiny finger traced the sign of the cross on Father Junípero's forehead.
This story of Father Junípero's Holy Family made a strong impression upon the Bishop, when it was told him by the fireside of that great hacienda where he was a guest for the night. He had such an affection for that story, indeed, that he had allowed himself to repeat it on but two occasions; once to the nuns of Mother Philomène's convent in Riom, and once at a dinner given by Cardinal Mazzucchi, in Rome. There is always something charming in the idea of greatness returning to simplicity—the queen making hay among the country girls—but how much more endearing was the belief that They, after so many centuries of history and glory, should return to play Their first parts, in the persons of a humble Mexican family, the lowliest of the lowly, the poorest of the poor,—in a wilderness at the end of the world, where the angels could scarcely find Them!
This story of Father Junípero's Holy Family left a strong impression on the Bishop when it was shared with him by the fireside of that great hacienda where he was staying for the night. He cherished that story so much that he only told it twice: once to the nuns at Mother Philomène's convent in Riom, and once at a dinner hosted by Cardinal Mazzucchi in Rome. There's something enchanting about the idea of greatness returning to simplicity—like a queen working in the fields with country girls—but it’s even more heartwarming to think that They, after so many centuries of history and glory, would come back to play Their original roles through a humble Mexican family, the lowest of the lowly, the poorest of the poor, in a wilderness at the ends of the earth, where the angels could hardly locate Them!
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AFTER his déjeuner the old Archbishop made a pretence of sleeping. He requested not to be disturbed until dinner-time, and those long hours of solitude were precious to him. His bed was at the dark end of the room, where the shadows were restful to his eyes; on fair days the other end was full of sunlight, on grey days the light of the fire flickered along the wavy white walls. Lying so still that the bed-clothes over his body scarcely moved, with his hands resting delicately on the sheet beside him or upon his breast, the Bishop was living over his life. When he was otherwise motionless, the thumb of his right hand would sometimes gently touch a ring on his forefinger, an amethyst with an inscription cut upon it, Auspice Maria,—Father Vaillant's signet-ring; and then he was almost certainly thinking of Joseph; of their life together here, in this room ... in Ohio beside the Great Lakes ... as young men in Paris ... as boys at Montferrand. There were many passages in their missionary life that he loved to recall; and how often and how fondly he recalled the beginning of it!
AFTER his lunch, the old Archbishop pretended to sleep. He asked not to be disturbed until dinner, and those long hours of solitude were precious to him. His bed was at the dark end of the room, where the shadows were soothing to his eyes; on sunny days, the other end was filled with light, and on gray days, the firelight flickered along the wavy white walls. Lying so still that the blankets over his body barely moved, with his hands resting gently on the sheet beside him or on his chest, the Bishop was reliving his life. When he was otherwise motionless, the thumb of his right hand would sometimes lightly touch a ring on his forefinger, an amethyst with an inscription carved on it, Auspice Maria—Father Vaillant's signet ring; and then he was almost certainly thinking of Joseph; of their life together here, in this room ... in Ohio by the Great Lakes ... as young men in Paris ... as boys at Montferrand. There were many moments in their missionary life that he loved to remember; and how often and how fondly he recalled the beginning of it!
They were both young men in their twenties, curates to older priests, when there came to Clermont a Bishop from Ohio, a native of Auvergne, looking for volunteers for his missions in the West. Father Jean and Father Joseph heard him lecture at the Seminary, and talked with him in private. Before he left for the North, they had pledged themselves to meet him in Paris at a given date, to spend some weeks of preparation at the College for Foreign Missions in the rue du Bac, and then to sail with him from Cherbourg.
They were both young men in their twenties, assistants to older priests, when a bishop from Ohio, who was originally from Auvergne, came to Clermont looking for volunteers for his missions in the West. Father Jean and Father Joseph listened to his lecture at the seminary and spoke with him privately. Before he headed north, they promised to meet him in Paris on a specific date to spend a few weeks preparing at the College for Foreign Missions on rue du Bac, then to sail with him from Cherbourg.
Both the young priests knew that their families would strongly oppose their purpose, so they resolved to reveal it to no one; to make no adieux, but to steal away disguised in civilian's clothes. They comforted each other by recalling that St. Francis Xavier, when he set forth as missionary to India, had stolen away like this; had "passed the dwelling of his parents without saluting them," as they had learned at school; terrible words to a French boy.
Both young priests knew their families would strongly oppose their mission, so they decided to keep it secret; to make no farewells but to slip away dressed in regular clothes. They reassured each other by remembering that St. Francis Xavier, when he went off as a missionary to India, left like this; had "passed the dwelling of his parents without saluting them," as they had learned in school; harsh words for a French boy.
Father Vaillant's position was especially painful; his father was a stern, silent man, long a widower, who loved his children with a jealous passion and had no life but in their lives. Joseph was the eldest child. The period between his resolve and its execution was a period of anguish for him. As the date set for their departure drew near, he grew thinner and paler than ever.
Father Vaillant's situation was particularly difficult; his father was a strict, quiet man, a long-time widower, who loved his children with an intense passion and had no existence outside of their lives. Joseph was the oldest child. The time between his decision and carrying it out was filled with distress for him. As the departure date approached, he became even thinner and paler than before.
By agreement the two friends were to meet at dawn in a certain field outside Riom on the fateful day, and there await the diligence for Paris. Jean Latour, having made his decision and pledged himself, knew no wavering. On the appointed morning he stole out of his sister's house and took his way through the sleeping town to that mountain field, tip-tilted by reason of its steepness, just beginning to show a cold green in the heavy light of a cloudy day-break. There he found his comrade in a miserable plight. Joseph had been abroad in the fields all night, wandering up and down, finding his purpose and losing it. His face was swollen with weeping. He shook with a chill, his voice was beyond his control.
By agreement, the two friends were to meet at dawn in a specific field outside Riom on the crucial day and wait for the diligence to Paris. Jean Latour, having made his decision and committed himself, felt no uncertainty. On the scheduled morning, he quietly left his sister's house and made his way through the sleeping town to that steep mountain field, just starting to show a cold green in the dim light of a cloudy dawn. There, he found his friend in a terrible state. Joseph had been wandering in the fields all night, going back and forth, finding his purpose and losing it. His face was puffy from crying. He was shivering with cold, and his voice was shaking uncontrollably.
"What shall I do, Jean? Help me!" he cried. "I cannot break my father's heart, and I cannot break the vow I have made to Heaven. I had rather die than do either. Ah, if I could but die of this misery, here, now!"
"What should I do, Jean? Help me!" he exclaimed. "I can't break my father's heart, and I can't go against the vow I've made to Heaven. I'd rather die than do either. Oh, if only I could just die from this misery, right here, right now!"
How clearly the old Archbishop could recall the scene; those two young men in the fields in the grey morning, disguised as if they were criminals, escaping by stealth from their homes. He had not known how to comfort his friend; it seemed to him that Joseph was suffering more than flesh could bear, that he was actually being torn in two by conflicting desires. While they were pacing up and down, arm-in-arm, they heard a hollow sound; the diligence rumbling down the mountain gorge. Joseph stood still and buried his face in his hands. The postilion's horn sounded.
How clearly the old Archbishop could remember the scene; those two young men in the fields on that gray morning, disguised as if they were criminals, sneaking away from their homes. He hadn't known how to comfort his friend; it seemed to him that Joseph was suffering more than anyone could handle, that he was actually being torn apart by conflicting desires. While they were pacing back and forth, arm-in-arm, they heard a hollow sound; the diligence rumbling down the mountain gorge. Joseph stood still and buried his face in his hands. The postilion's horn sounded.
"Allons!" said Jean lightly. "L'invitation du voyage! You will accompany me to Paris. Once we are there, if your father is not reconciled, we will get Bishop F—— to absolve you from your promise, and you can return to Riom. It is very simple."
"Let’s go!" said Jean casually. "The invitation to travel! You will come with me to Paris. Once we’re there, if your father hasn’t made peace, we’ll get Bishop F—— to free you from your promise, and you can head back to Riom. It's very straightforward."
He ran to the road-side and waved to the driver; the coach stopped. In a moment they were off, and before long Joseph had fallen asleep in his seat from sheer exhaustion. But he always said that if Jean Latour had not supported him in that hour of torment, he would have been a parish priest in the Puy de Dôm for the rest of his life.
He ran to the side of the road and waved to the driver; the coach stopped. In no time, they were on their way, and soon Joseph had fallen asleep in his seat from sheer exhaustion. But he always said that if Jean Latour hadn’t supported him during that difficult time, he would have been a parish priest in the Puy de Dôm for the rest of his life.
Of the two young priests who set forth from Riom that morning in early spring, Jean Latour had seemed the one so much more likely to succeed in a missionary's life. He, indeed, had a sound mind in a sound body. During the weeks they spent at the College of Foreign Missions in the rue du Bac, the authorities had been very doubtful of Joseph's fitness for the hardships of the mission field. Yet in the long test of years it was that frail body that had endured more and accomplished more.
Of the two young priests who left Riom that morning in early spring, Jean Latour seemed much more likely to succeed as a missionary. He had a sound mind in a sound body. During the weeks they spent at the College of Foreign Missions on rue du Bac, the authorities were very uncertain about Joseph's ability to handle the challenges of the mission field. Yet, over the long test of time, it was that frail body that had endured and achieved more.
Father Latour often said that his diocese changed little except in boundaries. The Mexicans were always Mexicans, the Indians were always Indians. Santa Fé was a quiet backwater, with no natural wealth, no importance commercially. But Father Vaillant had been plunged into the midst of a great industrial expansion, where guile and trickery and honourable ambition all struggled together; a territory that developed by leaps and bounds and then experienced ruinous reverses. Every year, even after he was crippled, he travelled thousands of miles by stage and in his carriage, among the mountain towns that were now rich, now poor and deserted; Boulder, Gold Hill, Caribou, Cache-à-la-Poudre, Spanish Bar, South Park, up the Arkansas to Cache Creek and California Gulch.
Father Latour often said that his diocese changed little except for its borders. The Mexicans were always Mexicans, and the Indians were always Indians. Santa Fé was a quiet, isolated place, lacking natural resources and commercial importance. But Father Vaillant found himself in the middle of a major industrial boom, where cunning, deception, and honorable ambition all mixed together; a region that grew rapidly and then faced disastrous setbacks. Every year, even after he was injured, he traveled thousands of miles by stagecoach and in his carriage, visiting the mountain towns that would sometimes be rich, sometimes poor and abandoned; Boulder, Gold Hill, Caribou, Cache-à-la-Poudre, Spanish Bar, South Park, up the Arkansas River to Cache Creek and California Gulch.
And Father Vaillant had not been content to be a mere missionary priest. He became a promoter. He saw a great future for the Church in Colorado. While he was still so poor that he could not have a rectory of ordinary comfort to live in, he began buying up great tracts of land for the Church. He was able to buy a great deal of land for very little money, but that little had to be borrowed from banks at a ruinous rate of interest. He borrowed money to build schools and convents, and the interest on his debts ate him up. He made long begging trips through Ohio and Pennsylvania and Canada to raise money to pay this interest, which grew like a rolling snowball. He formed a land company, went abroad and floated bonds in France to raise money, and dishonest brokers brought reproach upon his name.
And Father Vaillant wasn’t satisfied just being a regular missionary priest. He became an advocate. He saw a huge potential for the Church in Colorado. Even though he was so poor that he couldn’t afford a rectory with basic comforts, he started purchasing large pieces of land for the Church. He managed to buy a lot of land for very little money, but he had to borrow that little from banks at outrageous interest rates. He took out loans to build schools and convents, and the interest on his debts consumed him. He went on long fundraising trips through Ohio, Pennsylvania, and Canada to gather money to cover the interest, which kept piling up like a rolling snowball. He created a land company, went overseas, and sold bonds in France to raise funds, but dishonest brokers tarnished his reputation.
When he was nearly seventy, with one leg four inches shorter than the other, Father Vaillant, then first Bishop of Colorado, was summoned to Rome to explain his complicated finance before the Papal court,—and he had very hard work to satisfy the Cardinals.
When he was almost seventy, with one leg four inches shorter than the other, Father Vaillant, who was the first Bishop of Colorado, was called to Rome to explain his complicated finances to the Papal court, and he found it very challenging to satisfy the Cardinals.
When a dispatch was flashed into Santa Fé announcing Bishop Vaillant's death, Father Latour at once took the new railroad for Denver. But he could scarcely believe the telegram. He recalled the old nickname, Trompe-la-Mort, and remembered how many times before he had hurried across mountains and deserts, not daring to hope he would find his friend alive.
When a message was sent to Santa Fé announcing Bishop Vaillant's death, Father Latour immediately took the new train to Denver. But he could hardly believe the telegram. He remembered the old nickname, Trompe-la-Mort, and thought about how many times he had rushed across mountains and deserts, not daring to hope he would find his friend alive.
Curiously, Father Latour could never feel that he had actually been present at Father Joseph's funeral—or rather, he could not believe that Father Joseph was there. The shrivelled little old man in the coffin, scarcely larger than a monkey—that had nothing to do with Father Vaillant. He could see Joseph as clearly as he could see Bernard, but always as he was when they first came to New Mexico. It was not sentiment; that was the picture of Father Joseph his memory produced for him, and it did not produce any other. The funeral itself, he liked to remember—as a recognition. It was held under canvas, in the open air; there was not a building in Denver—in the whole Far West, for that matter,—big enough for his Blanchet's funeral. For two days before, the populations of villages and mining camps had been streaming down the mountains; they slept in wagons and tents and barns; they made a throng like a National Convention in the convent square. And a strange thing happened at that funeral:
Curiously, Father Latour could never shake the feeling that he hadn’t truly been at Father Joseph's funeral—or rather, he couldn’t accept that Father Joseph was gone. The tiny, frail old man in the coffin, barely the size of a monkey—that didn’t seem like Father Vaillant to him. He could picture Joseph as clearly as he could picture Bernard, but only as he was when they first arrived in New Mexico. It wasn’t sentiment; that was just the image of Father Joseph his mind conjured up, and it wouldn’t give him any other. He liked to remember the funeral itself—as a tribute. It took place under a tent, outdoors; there wasn’t a building in Denver—in the entire Far West, for that matter—that was big enough for his Blanchet’s funeral. For two days beforehand, people from villages and mining camps had been streaming down the mountains; they slept in wagons, tents, and barns; they created a crowd like a National Convention in the convent square. And something strange happened at that funeral:
Father Revardy, the French priest who had gone from Santa Fé to Colorado with Father Vaillant more than twenty years before, and had been with him ever since as his curate and Vicar, had been sent to France on business for his Bishop. While there, he was told by his physician that he had a fatal malady, and he at once took ship and hurried homeward, to make his report to Bishop Vaillant and to die in the harness. When he got as far as Chicago, he had an acute seizure and was taken to a Catholic hospital, where he lay very ill. One morning a nurse happened to leave a newspaper near his bed; glancing at it, Father Revardy saw an announcement of the death of the Bishop of Colorado. When the Sister returned, she found her patient dressed. He convinced her that he must be driven to the railway station at once. On reaching Denver he entered a carriage and asked to be taken to the Bishop's funeral. He arrived there when the services were nearly half over, and no one ever forgot the sight of this dying man, supported by the cab-driver and two priests, making his way through the crowd and dropping upon his knees beside the bier. A chair was brought for him, and for the rest of the ceremony he sat with his forehead resting against the edge of the coffin. When Bishop Vaillant was carried away to his tomb, Father Revardy was taken to the hospital, where he died a few days later. It was one more instance of the extraordinary personal devotion that Father Joseph had so often aroused and retained so long, in red men and yellow men and white.
Father Revardy, the French priest who had traveled from Santa Fé to Colorado with Father Vaillant over twenty years ago, and had been his curate and Vicar ever since, was sent to France on a mission for his Bishop. While there, his doctor told him he had a terminal illness, and he immediately boarded a ship to hurry home, intending to report to Bishop Vaillant and die in service. When he reached Chicago, he suffered a severe seizure and was taken to a Catholic hospital, where he was very ill. One morning, a nurse accidentally left a newspaper by his bed; glancing at it, Father Revardy saw an announcement about the death of the Bishop of Colorado. When the Sister came back, she found him dressed. He insisted that he must be taken to the train station immediately. Upon arriving in Denver, he got into a carriage and requested to be taken to the Bishop's funeral. He arrived when the service was nearly halfway done, and no one ever forgot the sight of this dying man, supported by the cab driver and two priests, making his way through the crowd and dropping to his knees beside the coffin. A chair was brought for him, and for the rest of the ceremony, he sat with his forehead resting against the edge of the coffin. When Bishop Vaillant was taken away to his resting place, Father Revardy was taken to the hospital, where he died a few days later. It was yet another example of the extraordinary personal devotion that Father Joseph had often inspired and maintained for so long, among people of all races.
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DURING those last weeks of the Bishop's life he thought very little about death; it was the Past he was leaving. The future would take care of itself. But he had an intellectual curiosity about dying; about the changes that took place in a man's beliefs and scale of values. More and more life seemed to him an experience of the Ego, in no sense the Ego itself. This conviction, he believed, was something apart from his religious life; it was an enlightenment that came to him as a man, a human creature. And he noticed that he judged conduct differently now; his own and that of others. The mistakes of his life seemed unimportant; accidents that had occurred en route, like the shipwreck in Galveston harbour, or the runaway in which he was hurt when he was first on his way to New Mexico in search of his Bishopric.
DURING those last weeks of the Bishop's life, he didn't think much about death; it was the Past he was leaving behind. The future would take care of itself. However, he had an intellectual curiosity about dying; about how a person's beliefs and priorities change. More and more, life seemed to him like an experience of the Ego, but not the Ego itself. He believed this conviction was separate from his religious life; it was an insight he gained as a person, a human being. He noticed that he judged actions differently now; both his own and those of others. The mistakes he made in life seemed trivial; just accidents that happened en route, like the shipwreck in Galveston harbor, or the runaway accident that injured him when he was first heading to New Mexico in search of his Bishopric.
He observed also that there was no longer any perspective in his memories. He remembered his winters with his cousins on the Mediterranean when he was a little boy, his student days in the Holy City, as clearly as he remembered the arrival of M. Molny and the building of his Cathedral. He was soon to have done with calendared time, and it had already ceased to count for him. He sat in the middle of his own consciousness; none of his former states of mind were lost or outgrown. They were all within reach of his hand, and all comprehensible.
He noticed that there was no longer any depth to his memories. He recalled the winters spent with his cousins by the Mediterranean when he was a kid, his student days in the Holy City, just as clearly as he remembered the arrival of M. Molny and the construction of his Cathedral. He was about to move past the concept of time, and it had already stopped meaning much to him. He sat in the center of his own awareness; none of his past mindsets were lost or outgrown. They were all within his grasp, and all made sense.
Sometimes, when Magdalena or Bernard came in and asked him a question, it took him several seconds to bring himself back to the present. He could see they thought his mind was failing; but it was only extraordinarily active in some other part of the great picture of his life—some part of which they knew nothing.
Sometimes, when Magdalena or Bernard walked in and asked him something, it took him several seconds to snap back to reality. He could tell they thought he was losing his mind; but he was just deeply engaged in another aspect of the bigger picture of his life—one that they were completely unaware of.
When the occasion warranted he could return to the present. But there was not much present left; Father Joseph dead, the Olivares both dead, Kit Carson dead, only the minor characters of his life remained in present time. One morning, several weeks after the Bishop came back to Santa Fé, one of the strong people of the old deep days of life did appear, not in memory but in the flesh, in the shallow light of the present; Eusabio the Navajo. Out on the Colorado Chiquito he had heard the word, passed on from one trading post to another, that the old Archbishop was failing, and the Indian came to Santa Fé. He, too, was an old man now. Once again their fine hands clasped. The Bishop brushed a drop of moisture from his eye.
When the moment called for it, he could come back to the present. But there wasn't much of the present left; Father Joseph was dead, the Olivares were both dead, Kit Carson was dead—only the minor figures in his life remained. One morning, a few weeks after the Bishop returned to Santa Fé, someone from the strong old days appeared, not just in his memory but in person, in the dim light of the present; Eusabio the Navajo. Out on the Colorado Chiquito, he had heard the news, passed from one trading post to another, that the old Archbishop was fading, so he came to Santa Fé. He, too, was now an old man. Once again, their strong hands clasped. The Bishop wiped a tear from his eye.
"I have wished for this meeting, my friend. I had thought of asking you to come, but it is a long way."
"I’ve been looking forward to this meeting, my friend. I thought about asking you to come, but it’s quite a distance."
The old Navajo smiled. "Not long now, any more. I come on the cars, Padre. I get on the cars at Gallup, and the same day I am here. You remember when we come together once to Santa Fé from my country? How long it take us? Two weeks, pretty near. Men travel faster now, but I do not know if they go to better things."
The old Navajo smiled. "Not much longer now. I take the train, Padre. I get on the train in Gallup, and the same day I'm here. Do you remember when we traveled together to Santa Fé from my home? How long did it take us? Nearly two weeks. People travel faster now, but I’m not sure if they’re going to better things."
"We must not try to know the future, Eusabio. It is better not. And Manuelito?"
"We shouldn't try to know the future, Eusabio. It's better that way. And Manuelito?"
"Manuelito is well; he still leads his people."
"Manuelito is doing well; he still guides his people."
Eusabio did not stay long, but he said he would come again to-morrow, as he had business in Santa Fé that would keep him for some days. He had no business there; but when he looked at Father Latour he said to himself, "It will not be long."
Eusabio didn't stay for long, but he said he would come back tomorrow since he had business in Santa Fé that would keep him for a few days. He had no real business there; however, when he looked at Father Latour, he thought to himself, "It won't be long."
After he was gone, the Bishop turned to Bernard; "My son, I have lived to see two great wrongs righted; I have seen the end of black slavery, and I have seen the Navajos restored to their own country."
After he left, the Bishop turned to Bernard; "My son, I have lived to witness two significant injustices corrected; I have seen the end of black slavery, and I have seen the Navajos returned to their own land."
For many years Father Latour used to wonder if there would ever be an end to the Indian wars while there was one Navajo or Apache left alive. Too many traders and manufacturers made a rich profit out of that warfare; a political machine and immense capital were employed to keep it going.
For many years, Father Latour would wonder if there would ever be an end to the Indian wars as long as a single Navajo or Apache was still alive. Too many traders and manufacturers were making a lot of money off that conflict; a political machine and massive capital were invested to keep it going.
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THE Bishop's middle years in New Mexico had been clouded by the persecution of the Navajos and their expulsion from their own country. Through his friendship with Eusabio he had become interested in the Navajos soon after he first came to his new diocese, and he admired them; they stirred his imagination. Though this nomad people were much slower to adopt white man's ways than the homestaying Indians who dwelt in pueblos, and were much more indifferent to missionaries and the white man's religion, Father Latour felt a superior strength in them. There was purpose and conviction behind their inscrutable reserve; something active and quick, something with an edge. The expulsion of the Navajos from their country, which had been theirs no man knew how long, had seemed to him an injustice that cried to Heaven. Never could he forget that terrible winter when they were being hunted down and driven by thousands from their own reservation to the Bosque Redondo, three hundred miles away on the Pecos River. Hundreds of them, men, women, and children, perished from hunger and cold on the way; their sheep and horses died from exhaustion crossing the mountains. None ever went willingly; they were driven by starvation and the bayonet; captured in isolated bands, and brutally deported.
THE Bishop's middle years in New Mexico were marked by the persecution of the Navajos and their removal from their homeland. Through his friendship with Eusabio, he became interested in the Navajos shortly after arriving in his new diocese, and he admired them; they captured his imagination. Although this nomadic group was much slower to embrace white settlers' ways than the more stationary Indians living in pueblos, and were generally more indifferent to missionaries and the white man’s religion, Father Latour sensed a unique strength in them. There was a deeper purpose and conviction behind their mysterious calm; something dynamic and sharp, something with an edge. The Navajos' forced removal from their ancestral land, of which no one knew the history, struck him as a grave injustice that called out for action. He could never forget that dreadful winter when they were relentlessly hunted down and driven in their thousands from their reservation to Bosque Redondo, three hundred miles away along the Pecos River. Hundreds—men, women, and children—died of hunger and cold on the journey; their sheep and horses collapsed from exhaustion crossing the mountains. None went willingly; they were driven by starvation and violence, captured in isolated groups, and cruelly deported.
It was his own misguided friend, Kit Carson, who finally subdued the last unconquered remnant of that people; who followed them into the depths of the Canyon de Chelly, whither they had fled from their grazing plains and pine forests to make their last stand. They were shepherds, with no property but their live-stock, encumbered by their women and children, poorly armed and with scanty ammunition. But this canyon had always before proved impenetrable to white troops. The Navajos believed it could not be taken. They believed that their old gods dwelt in the fastnesses of that canyon; like their Shiprock, it was an inviolate place, the very heart and centre of their life.
It was his own misguided friend, Kit Carson, who finally defeated the last unyielding remnants of that tribe; who pursued them into the depths of Canyon de Chelly, where they had fled from their grazing lands and pine forests to make their final stand. They were herders, with no possessions aside from their livestock, burdened by their women and children, poorly armed and with limited ammunition. But this canyon had always proven impenetrable to white troops before. The Navajos believed it couldn't be taken. They thought that their old gods resided in the hidden parts of that canyon; like their Shiprock, it was a sacred place, the very heart and soul of their existence.
Carson followed them down into the hidden world between those towering walls of red sandstone, spoiled their stores, destroyed their deep-sheltered corn-fields, cut down the terraced peach orchards so dear to them. When they saw all that was sacred to them laid waste, the Navajos lost heart. They did not surrender; they simply ceased to fight, and were taken. Carson was a soldier under orders, and he did a soldier's brutal work. But the bravest of the Navajo chiefs he did not capture. Even after the crushing defeat of his people in the Canyon de Chelly, Manuelito was still at large. It was then that Eusabio came to Santa Fé to ask Bishop Latour to meet Manuelito at Zuñi. As a priest, the Bishop knew that it was indiscreet to consent to a meeting with this outlawed chief; but he was a man, too, and a lover of justice. The request came to him in such a way that he could not refuse it. He went with Eusabio.
Carson followed them down into the hidden world between those towering walls of red sandstone, spoiled their supplies, destroyed their deeply sheltered cornfields, and cut down the terraced peach orchards that meant so much to them. When they saw everything sacred to them laid waste, the Navajos lost hope. They didn’t surrender; they just stopped fighting and were captured. Carson was a soldier following orders, and he did the brutal work of a soldier. But he didn’t capture the bravest of the Navajo chiefs. Even after the devastating defeat of his people in Canyon de Chelly, Manuelito was still at large. It was then that Eusabio came to Santa Fé to ask Bishop Latour to meet Manuelito at Zuñi. As a priest, the Bishop knew it was unwise to agree to a meeting with this outlawed chief; however, he was also a man and a lover of justice. The request was presented in a way that he couldn’t refuse. He went with Eusabio.
Though the Government was offering a heavy reward for his person, living or dead, Manuelito rode off his own reservation down into Zuñi in broad daylight, attended by some dozen followers, all on wretched, half-starved horses. He had been in hiding out in Eusabio's country on the Colorado Chiquito.
Though the government was offering a large reward for him, alive or dead, Manuelito rode off his reservation down into Zuñi in broad daylight, accompanied by about a dozen followers, all on poor, half-starved horses. He had been hiding out in Eusabio's territory in the Colorado Chiquito.
It was Manuelito's hope that the Bishop would go to Washington and plead his people's cause before they were utterly destroyed. They asked nothing of the Government, he told Father Latour, but their religion, and their own land where they had lived from immemorial times. Their country, he explained, was a part of their religion; the two were inseparable. The Canyon de Chelly the Padre knew; in that canyon his people had lived when they were a small weak tribe; it had nourished and protected them; it was their mother. Moreover, their gods dwelt there—in those inaccessible white houses set in caverns up in the face of the cliffs, which were older than the white man's world, and which no living man had ever entered. Their gods were there, just as the Padre's God was in his church.
It was Manuelito's hope that the Bishop would go to Washington and advocate for his people's cause before they were completely wiped out. They asked for nothing from the Government, he told Father Latour, except their religion and the land they had inhabited since ancient times. Their country, he explained, was a part of their religion; the two were interconnected. The Padre knew the Canyon de Chelly; in that canyon, his people had lived when they were a small, vulnerable tribe; it had nourished and protected them; it was their mother. Moreover, their gods resided there—in those unreachable white houses built into the cliffs, which were older than the white man's world and which no living man had ever entered. Their gods were there, just as the Padre's God was in his church.
And north of the Canyon de Chelly was the Shiprock, a slender crag rising to a dizzy height, all alone out on a flat desert. Seen at a distance of fifty miles or so, that crag presents the figure of a one-masted fishing-boat under full sail, and the white man named it accordingly. But the Indian has another name; he believes that rock was once a ship of the air. Ages ago, Manuelito told the Bishop, that crag had moved through the air, bearing upon its summit the parents of the Navajo race from the place in the far north where all peoples were made,—and wherever it sank to earth was to be their land. It sank in a desert country, where it was hard for men to live. But they had found the Canyon de Chelly, where there was shelter and unfailing water. That canyon and the Shiprock were like kind parents to his people, places more sacred to them than churches, more sacred than any place is to the white man. How, then, could they go three hundred miles away and live in a strange land?
And north of the Canyon de Chelly was Shiprock, a tall, slender rock rising high all alone in a flat desert. From about fifty miles away, that rock looks like a one-masted fishing boat with its sails up, and that's what the white man named it. But the Native American has a different name; he believes that rock was once a ship in the air. Long ago, Manuelito told the Bishop, that rock floated through the sky, carrying the ancestors of the Navajo people from a far northern place where everyone was created—and wherever it landed was meant to be their home. It landed in a desert area, where it was tough for people to survive. But they discovered Canyon de Chelly, which offered shelter and constant water. That canyon and Shiprock were like loving parents to his people, places more sacred to them than churches, more sacred than any place is to the white man. How could they then go three hundred miles away and live in a foreign land?
Moreover, the Bosque Redondo was down on the Pecos, far east of the Rio Grande. Manuelito drew a map in the sand, and explained to the Bishop how, from the very beginning, it had been enjoined that his people must never cross the Rio Grande on the east, or the Rio San Juan on the north, or the Rio Colorado on the west; if they did, the tribe would perish. If a great priest, like Father Latour, were to go to Washington and explain these things, perhaps the Government would listen.
Moreover, the Bosque Redondo was located near the Pecos River, far east of the Rio Grande. Manuelito made a map in the sand and explained to the Bishop how, from the very beginning, it had been ordained that his people must never cross the Rio Grande to the east, or the Rio San Juan to the north, or the Rio Colorado to the west; if they did, the tribe would be doomed. If a powerful priest, like Father Latour, went to Washington to explain these matters, maybe the Government would pay attention.
Father Latour tried to tell the Indian that in a Protestant country the one thing a Roman priest could not do was to interfere in matters of Government. Manuelito listened respectfully, but the Bishop saw that he did not believe him. When he had finished, the Navajo rose and said:
Father Latour tried to explain to the Indian that in a Protestant country, the one thing a Roman priest couldn’t do was interfere in government matters. Manuelito listened respectfully, but the Bishop noticed he didn’t believe him. When he finished, the Navajo stood up and said:
"You are the friend of Cristobal, who hunts my people and drives them over the mountains to the Bosque Redondo. Tell your friend that he will never take me alive. He can come and kill me when he pleases. Two years ago I could not count my flocks; now I have thirty sheep and a few starving horses. My children are eating roots, and I do not care for my life. But my mother and my gods are in the West, and I will never cross the Rio Grande."
"You are Cristobal's friend, who hunts my people and forces them over the mountains to Bosque Redondo. Tell your friend that he will never take me alive. He can come and kill me whenever he wants. Two years ago, I could barely count my flocks; now I have thirty sheep and a few starving horses. My children are eating roots, and I don’t care about my life. But my mother and my gods are in the West, and I will never cross the Rio Grande."
He never did cross it. He lived in hiding until the return of his exiled people. For an unforeseen thing happened:
He never crossed it. He lived in hiding until his exiled people returned. Because something unexpected happened:
The Bosque Redondo proved an utterly unsuitable country for the Navajos. It could have been farmed by irrigation, but they were nomad shepherds, not farmers. There was no pasture for their flocks. There was no firewood; they dug mesquite roots and dried them for fuel. It was an alkaline country, and hundreds of Indians died from bad water. At last the Government at Washington admitted its mistake—which governments seldom do. After five years of exile, the remnant of the Navajo people were permitted to go back to their sacred places.
The Bosque Redondo turned out to be completely unsuitable for the Navajos. It could have been farmed with irrigation, but they were nomadic shepherds, not farmers. There wasn’t any pasture for their herds. There was no firewood; they had to dig up mesquite roots and dry them for fuel. The land was alkaline, and many Indians died from polluted water. Eventually, the Government in Washington acknowledged its mistake—which is something governments rarely do. After five years of exile, the remaining Navajo people were allowed to return to their sacred lands.
In 1875 the Bishop took his French architect on a pack trip into Arizona to show him something of the country before he returned to France, and he had the pleasure of seeing the Navajo horsemen riding free over their great plains again. The two Frenchmen went as far as the Canyon de Chelly to behold the strange cliff ruins; once more crops were growing down at the bottom of the world between the towering sandstone walls; sheep were grazing under the magnificent cottonwoods and drinking at the streams of sweet water; it was like an Indian Garden of Eden.
In 1875, the Bishop took his French architect on a pack trip into Arizona to show him some of the landscape before he went back to France. He enjoyed seeing the Navajo horsemen riding freely across their vast plains again. The two Frenchmen traveled all the way to Canyon de Chelly to see the unusual cliff ruins; once again, crops were growing at the bottom of the world between the towering sandstone walls. Sheep were grazing under the stunning cottonwoods and drinking from the clear streams; it felt like an Indian Garden of Eden.
Now, when he was an old man and ill, scenes from those bygone times, dark and bright, flashed back to the Bishop: the terrible faces of the Navajos waiting at the place on the Rio Grande where they were being ferried across into exile; the long streams of survivors going back to their own country, driving their scanty flocks, carrying their old men and their children. Memories, too, of that time he had spent with Eusabio on the Little Colorado, in the early spring, when the lambing season was not yet over,—dark horsemen riding across the sands with orphan lambs in their arms—a young Navajo woman, giving a lamb her breast until a ewe was found for it.
Now, as he was an old man and sick, scenes from those past times, both dark and bright, flashed back to the Bishop: the haunting faces of the Navajos waiting at the spot on the Rio Grande where they were being ferried into exile; the long lines of survivors returning to their homeland, herding their few sheep, carrying their elderly and their children. He also remembered the time he had spent with Eusabio on the Little Colorado in early spring, when lambing season wasn't over yet—dark horsemen riding across the sands with orphan lambs in their arms—a young Navajo woman nursing a lamb until a ewe was found for it.
"Bernard," the old Bishop would murmur, "God has been very good to let me live to see a happy issue to those old wrongs. I do not believe, as I once did, that the Indian will perish. I believe that God will preserve him."
"Bernard," the old Bishop would murmur, "God has been very good to let me live to see a happy resolution to those old wrongs. I no longer believe, as I once did, that the Indian will perish. I believe that God will protect him."
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THE American doctor was consulting with Archbishop S—— and the Mother Superior. "It is his heart that is the trouble now. I have been giving him small doses to stimulate it, but they no longer have any effect. I scarcely dare increase them; it might be fatal at once. But that is why you see such a change in him."
THE American doctor was meeting with Archbishop S—— and the Mother Superior. "The issue now is his heart. I've been giving him small doses to stimulate it, but they're not working anymore. I can hardly risk increasing the doses; it could be deadly immediately. That's why you're seeing such a change in him."
The change was that the old man did not want food, and that he slept, or seemed to sleep, nearly all the time. On the last day of his life his condition was pretty generally known. The Cathedral was full of people all day long, praying for him; nuns and old women, young men and girls, coming and going. The sick man had received the Viaticum early in the morning. Some of the Tesuque Indians, who had been his country neighbours, came into Santa Fé and sat all day in the Archbishop's courtyard listening for news of him; with them was Eusabio the Navajo. Fructosa and Tranquilino, his old servants, were with the supplicants in the Cathedral.
The change was that the old man didn’t want food and seemed to sleep almost all the time. On the last day of his life, everyone pretty much knew about his condition. The Cathedral was packed with people all day long, praying for him; nuns, elderly women, young men, and girls came and went. The sick man had received the Viaticum early in the morning. Some of the Tesuque Indians, who had been his neighbors, came into Santa Fé and spent the whole day in the Archbishop's courtyard waiting for news about him; among them was Eusabio the Navajo. Fructosa and Tranquilino, his old servants, were with the people praying in the Cathedral.
The Mother Superior and Magdalena and Bernard attended the sick man. There was little to do but to watch and pray, so peaceful and painless was his repose. Sometimes it was sleep, they knew from his relaxed features; then his face would assume personality, consciousness, even though his eyes did not open.
The Mother Superior, Magdalena, and Bernard cared for the sick man. There wasn’t much to do except watch and pray, as his resting was so peaceful and painless. Sometimes he was asleep, which they recognized by his relaxed features; then his face would show signs of personality and awareness, even though his eyes remained closed.
Toward the close of day, in the short twilight after the candles were lighted, the old Bishop seemed to become restless, moved a little, and began to murmur; it was in the French tongue, but Bernard, though he caught some words, could make nothing of them. He knelt beside the bed: "What is it, Father? I am here."
Toward the end of the day, in the brief twilight after the candles were lit, the old Bishop appeared to become restless, shifted a bit, and started to mumble; it was in French, but Bernard, although he heard some words, couldn’t really understand them. He knelt beside the bed: "What is it, Father? I'm here."
He continued to murmur, to move his hands a little, and Magdalena thought he was trying to ask for something, or to tell them something. But in reality the Bishop was not there at all; he was standing in a tip-tilted green field among his native mountains, and he was trying to give consolation to a young man who was being torn in two before his eyes by the desire to go and the necessity to stay. He was trying to forge a new Will in that devout and exhausted priest; and the time was short, for the diligence for Paris was already rumbling down the mountain gorge.
He kept murmuring and moving his hands slightly, and Magdalena thought he might be trying to ask for something or tell them something. But in reality, the Bishop wasn’t present at all; he was standing in a sloping green field among his homeland’s mountains, trying to comfort a young man who was being pulled in two directions right before his eyes by the urge to leave and the need to stay. He was attempting to instill a new resolve in that devoted and weary priest; and time was running out, as the diligence to Paris was already rumbling down the mountain valley.
When the Cathedral bell tolled just after dark, the Mexican population of Santa Fé fell upon their knees, and all American Catholics as well. Many others who did not kneel prayed in their hearts. Eusabio and the Tesuque boys went quietly away to tell their people; and the next morning the old Archbishop lay before the high altar in the church he had built.
When the Cathedral bell rang just after dark, the Mexican community in Santa Fé dropped to their knees, along with all the American Catholics. Many others who didn't kneel prayed silently. Eusabio and the Tesuque boys quietly left to inform their people, and the next morning, the old Archbishop lay before the high altar in the church he had built.
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