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The Shadow Over Innsmouth

Horrifying Novelette

Terrifying Short Story

By H. P. LOVECRAFT

By H. P. Lovecraft

Unspeakable monstrousness over-hung
the crumbling, stench-cursed town of
Innsmouth ... and folks there had somehow
got out of the idea of dying....

Unthinkable horrors loomed over the decaying, foul-smelling town of Innsmouth... and the people there seemed to have forgotten about the idea of death....

[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
Weird Tales January 1942.
Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]

[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
Weird Tales January 1942.
Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]


During the winter of 1927-28 Federal government officials made a strange and secret investigation of certain conditions in the ancient Massachusetts seaport of Innsmouth. The public first learned of it in February, when a vast series of raids and arrests occurred, followed by the deliberate burning and dynamiting—under suitable precautions—of an enormous number of crumbling, worm-eaten, and supposedly empty houses along the abandoned waterfront. Uninquiring souls let this occurrence pass as one of the major clashes in a spasmodic war on liquor.

During the winter of 1927-28, federal government officials conducted a strange and secret investigation into certain conditions in the ancient Massachusetts seaport of Innsmouth. The public first heard about it in February, when a large series of raids and arrests took place, followed by the careful burning and dynamiting—taking proper precautions—of a huge number of decaying, infested, and supposedly empty houses along the deserted waterfront. Uncurious people let this event go by as just another significant clash in the ongoing battle against alcohol.

Keener news-followers, however, wondered at the prodigious number of arrests, the abnormally large force of men used in making them, and the secrecy surrounding the disposal of the prisoners. No trials, or even definite charges, were reported; nor were any of the captives seen thereafter in the regular jails of the nation. There were vague statements about disease and concentration camps, and later about dispersal in various naval and military prisons, but nothing positive ever developed.

More attentive news followers, however, were puzzled by the huge number of arrests, the unusually large number of officers involved in making them, and the secrecy surrounding what happened to the prisoners. No trials or clear charges were reported; none of the detainees were seen later in the country’s regular jails. There were ambiguous reports about illness and concentration camps, and later about being sent to different naval and military prisons, but nothing concrete ever came out of it.

Complaints from many liberal organizations were met with long confidential discussions, and representatives were taken on trips to certain camps and prisons. As a result, these societies became surprisingly passive and reticent. Newspaper men were harder to manage, but seemed largely to cooperate with the government in the end. Only one paper—a tabloid always discounted because of its wild policy—mentioned the deep-diving submarine that discharged torpedoes downward in the marine abyss just beyond Devil Reef. That item, gathered by chance in a haunt of sailors, seemed indeed rather far-fetched; since the low, black reef lies a full mile and a half out from Innsmouth Harbor.

Complaints from many liberal organizations led to lengthy private discussions, and representatives were taken on trips to specific camps and prisons. As a result, these groups became surprisingly passive and quiet. Journalists were tougher to handle, but ultimately seemed to cooperate with the government. Only one newspaper—a tabloid always dismissed due to its outrageous stance—mentioned the deep-diving submarine that launched torpedoes downward into the ocean depths just beyond Devil Reef. That story, picked up by chance in a sailor's bar, sounded rather unbelievable; considering the low, dark reef is a full mile and a half from Innsmouth Harbor.

But at last I am going to defy the ban on speech about this thing. Results, I am certain, are so thorough that no public harm save a shock of repulsion could ever accrue from a hinting of what was found by those horrified raiders at Innsmouth. For my contact with this affair has been closer than that of any other layman, and I have carried away impressions which are yet to drive me to drastic measures.

But finally, I'm going to break the silence around this issue. I’m sure that the findings are so complete that the only public reaction would be one of disgust from even mentioning what the terrified raiders discovered in Innsmouth. My involvement in this situation has been more direct than that of any other outsider, and I've taken away insights that are pushing me toward extreme actions.

It was I who fled frantically out of Innsmouth in the early morning hours of July 16, 1927, and whose frightened appeals for government inquiry and action brought on the whole reported episode. I was willing enough to stay mute while the affair was fresh and uncertain; but now that it is an old story, with public interest and curiosity gone, I have an odd craving to whisper about those few frightful hours in that ill-rumored and evilly-shadowed seaport of death and blasphemous abnormality.

It was me who desperately ran out of Innsmouth in the early morning hours of July 16, 1927, and my scared pleas for the government to investigate and act led to the entire reported incident. I was more than willing to stay silent while things were still fresh and unclear; but now that it's an old story, and public interest and curiosity have faded, I feel a strange urge to share about those few terrifying hours in that infamous and darkly mysterious seaport of death and disturbing abnormalities.

I never heard of Innsmouth till the day before I saw it for the first and—so far—last time. I was celebrating my coming of age by a tour of New England—sightseeing, antiquarian, and genealogical—and had planned to go directly from ancient Newburyport to Arkham, whence my mother's family was derived. I had no car, but was traveling by train, trolley, and motor-coach, always seeking the cheapest possible route. In Newburyport they told me that the steam train was the thing to take to Arkham; and it was only at the station ticket-office, when I demurred at the high fare, that I learned about Innsmouth. The stout, shrewd-faced agent, whose speech showed him to be no local man, seemed sympathetic toward my efforts at economy, and made a suggestion that none of my other informants had offered.

I hadn't heard of Innsmouth until the day before I first— and so far, last—saw it. I was celebrating my coming of age with a trip through New England—sightseeing, exploring old stuff, and researching my family history—and had planned to go straight from the historic Newburyport to Arkham, where my mother's family is from. I didn't have a car, so I was getting around by train, trolley, and bus, always looking for the cheapest way to travel. In Newburyport, they told me the steam train was the best option to Arkham; it was only at the ticket office when I hesitated at the high fare that I found out about Innsmouth. The stout, sharp-faced agent, who clearly wasn't from around there, seemed understanding of my budget concerns and suggested something none of my other sources had mentioned.

"You could take that old bus, I suppose," he said with a certain hesitation, "but it ain't thought much of hereabouts. It goes through Innsmouth—you may have heard about that—and so the people don't like it. Run by an Innsmouth fellow—Joe Sargent—but never gets any custom from here, or Arkham either, I guess. Leaves the Square—front of Hammond's Drug Store—at 10 A.M. and 7 P.M. unless they've changed lately. Looks like a terrible rattletrap—I've never been on it."

"You could take that old bus, I guess," he said hesitantly, "but it’s not very well-liked around here. It goes through Innsmouth—you might have heard of it—and people don’t have a good opinion of that place. It's operated by an Innsmouth guy—Joe Sargent—but it never really gets any customers from here, or Arkham either, I suppose. It leaves the Square—right in front of Hammond's Drug Store—at 10 A.M. and 7 P.M., unless they’ve changed the schedule recently. It looks like a total clunker—I’ve never been on it."

That was the first I ever heard of shadowed Innsmouth. Any reference to a town not shown on common maps or listed in recent guidebooks would have interested me, and the agent's old manner of allusion roused something like real curiosity. So I asked the agent to tell me something about it.

That was the first time I heard about the shadowy town of Innsmouth. Any mention of a place not found on regular maps or in current guidebooks caught my attention, and the agent's old-fashioned way of hinting at it sparked genuine curiosity in me. So I asked the agent to share more about it.

He was very deliberate, and spoke with an air of feeling slightly superior to what he said.

He was very intentional and spoke with a hint of feeling slightly better than what he was saying.

"Innsmouth? Well, it's a queer kind of town down at the mouth of the Manuxet. Used to be almost a city—quite a port before the War of 1812—but all gone to pieces in the last hundred years or so. No railroad now—B. & M. never went through, and the branch line from Rowley was given up years ago.

"Innsmouth? It's a strange kind of town at the mouth of the Manuxet. It used to be almost a city—quite a port before the War of 1812—but it's fallen apart over the last hundred years or so. There's no railroad anymore—B. & M. never passed through, and the branch line from Rowley was abandoned years ago."

"More empty houses than there are people, I guess, and no business to speak of except fishing and lobstering. Everybody trades mostly either here or in Arkham or Ipswich. Once they had quite a few mills, but nothing's left now except one gold refinery running on the leanest kind of part time.

"More empty houses than people, I think, and no real business except for fishing and lobstering. Everyone mainly trades either here or in Arkham or Ipswich. They used to have quite a few mills, but now there’s only one gold refinery operating on the barest kind of part-time schedule."

"That refinery, though, used to be a big thing, and Old Man Marsh, who owns it, must be richer'n Croesus. Queer old duck, though, and sticks mighty close in his home. He's supposed to have developed some skin disease or deformity late in life that makes him keep out of sight. Grandson of Captain Obed Marsh, who founded the business. His mother seems to've been some kind of foreigner—they say a South Sea islander—so everybody raised Cain when he married an Ipswich girl fifty years ago. They always do that about Innsmouth people, and folks here and hereabouts always try to cover up any Innsmouth blood they have in 'em. But Marsh's children and grandchildren look just like anybody else so far's I can see. I've had 'em pointed out to me here—though, come to think of it, the elder children don't seem to be around lately. Never saw the old man.

"That refinery used to be a big deal, and Old Man Marsh, who owns it, must be loaded. He's a strange old guy, though, and stays pretty much at home. It's said he developed some skin condition or deformity later in life that keeps him out of sight. He's the grandson of Captain Obed Marsh, who started the business. His mother is rumored to have been some kind of foreigner—they say a South Sea islander—so everyone went crazy when he married an Ipswich girl fifty years ago. They always react that way about Innsmouth people, and folks around here try to hide any Innsmouth ancestry they have. But Marsh's kids and grandkids look just like anyone else as far as I can tell. I've had them pointed out to me here—though, now that I think about it, the older kids don't seem to be around much lately. I've never seen the old man."

"And why is everybody so down on Innsmouth? Well, young fellow, you mustn't take too much stock in what people around here say. They're hard to get started, but once they do get started they never let up. They've been telling things about Innsmouth—whispering 'em, mostly—for the last hundred years, I guess, and I gather they're more scared than anything else. Some of the stories would make you laugh—about old Captain Marsh driving bargains with the devil and bringing imps out of hell to live in Innsmouth, or about some kind of devil-worship and awful sacrifices in some place near the wharves that people stumbled on around 1845 or there-abouts—but I come from Panton, Vermont, and that kind of story don't go down with me.

"And why is everyone so negative about Innsmouth? Well, young man, you really shouldn't believe everything people around here say. They're hard to get going, but once they do, they won't stop. They've been talking about Innsmouth—mostly in whispers—for the last hundred years, I guess, and it seems they're more afraid than anything else. Some of the stories could make you laugh—like old Captain Marsh striking deals with the devil and bringing demons out of hell to live in Innsmouth, or about some sort of devil-worship and terrible sacrifices near the docks that people discovered around 1845 or so—but I come from Panton, Vermont, and that kind of story doesn't sit well with me."

"You ought to hear, though, what some of the old-timers tell about the black reef off the coast—Devil Reef, they call it. It's well above water a good part of the time, and never much below it, but at that you could hardly call it an island. The story is that there's a whole legion of devils seen sometimes on that reef—sprawled about, or darting in and out of some kind of caves near the top. It's a rugged, uneven thing, a good bit over a mile out, and toward the end of shipping days sailors used to make big detours just to avoid it.

"You should hear what some of the old-timers say about the black reef off the coast—Devil Reef, they call it. It's above water most of the time and rarely goes underwater, but you wouldn't really call it an island. The story goes that there’s a whole bunch of devils spotted sometimes on that reef—sprawled out or darting in and out of some kind of caves near the top. It’s a rough, uneven structure, just over a mile out, and toward the end of the shipping days, sailors used to go out of their way to avoid it."

"That is, sailors that didn't hail from Innsmouth. One of the things they had against old Captain Marsh was that he was supposed to land on it sometimes at night when the tide was right. Maybe he did, for I dare say the rock formation was interesting, and it's just barely possible he was looking for pirate loot and maybe finding it; but there was talk of his dealing with demons there. Fact is, I guess on the whole it was really the captain that gave the bad reputation to the reef.

"That is, sailors who weren't from Innsmouth. One of the things they held against old Captain Marsh was that he supposedly landed there sometimes at night when the tide was right. Maybe he did, since I wouldn’t be surprised if the rock formation was intriguing, and it’s just barely possible he was searching for pirate treasure and maybe finding some; but there were rumors about him dealing with demons there. The truth is, I guess it was actually the captain who gave the reef its bad reputation."

"That was before the big epidemic of 1846, when over half the folks in Innsmouth was carried off. They never did quite figure out what the trouble was, but it was probably some foreign kind of disease brought from China or somewhere by the shipping. It surely was bad enough—there was riots over it, and all sorts of ghastly doings that I don't believe ever got outside of town—and it left the place in awful shape. Never came back—there can't be more'n 300 or 400 people living there now.

"That was before the big outbreak in 1846, when over half the people in Innsmouth were wiped out. They never really figured out what the issue was, but it was likely some foreign disease brought over from China or somewhere by the shipping industry. It was definitely serious—there were riots and all kinds of horrifying incidents that I don't think ever left town—and it left the place in terrible condition. It never recovered—there can't be more than 300 or 400 people living there now."

"But the real thing behind the way folks feel is simply race prejudice—and I don't say I'm blaming those that hold it. I hate those Innsmouth folks myself, and I wouldn't care to go to their town. I s'pose you know—though I can see you're a Westerner by your talk—what a lot our New England ships used to have to do with queer ports in Africa, Asia, the South Seas, and everywhere else, and what queer kinds of people they sometimes brought back with 'em. You've probably heard about the Salem man that came home with a Chinese wife, and maybe you know there's still a bunch of Fiji Islanders somewhere around Cape Cod.

"But the real reason behind how people feel is just racial prejudice—and I'm not saying I blame those who hold it. I can't stand those Innsmouth folks myself, and I wouldn't want to visit their town. I guess you know—though I can tell you’re from the West by how you talk—how much our New England ships used to interact with unusual ports in Africa, Asia, the South Seas, and other places, and what strange types of people they sometimes brought back with them. You've probably heard about the Salem man who came home with a Chinese wife, and maybe you know there's still a group of Fiji Islanders hanging around somewhere near Cape Cod."

"Well, there must be something like that back of the Innsmouth people. The place always was badly cut off from the rest of the country by marshes and creeks, and we can't be sure about the ins and outs of the matter; but it's pretty clear that old Captain Marsh must have brought home some odd specimens when he had all three of his ships in commission back in the twenties and thirties. There certainly is a strange kind of a streak in the Innsmouth folks today—I don't know how to explain it, but it sort of makes you crawl. You'll notice a little in Sargent if you take his bus. Some of 'em have queer narrow heads with flat noses and bulgy, starey eyes that never seem to shut, and their skin ain't quite right. Rough and scabby, and the sides of their necks are all shriveled or creased up. Get bald, too, very young. The older fellows look the worst—fact is, I don't believe I've ever seen a very old chap of that kind. Guess they must die of looking in the glass! Animals hate 'em—they used to have lots of horse trouble before autos came in.

"Well, there’s definitely something unusual about the Innsmouth people. The town has always been pretty isolated from the rest of the country by marshes and creeks, and we can't fully understand the details; but it's obvious that old Captain Marsh must have brought back some strange specimens when he had all three of his ships in operation in the twenties and thirties. There’s definitely an odd vibe about the Innsmouth folks today—I can't quite put it into words, but it creeps you out. You might see a little of it in Sargent if you take his bus. Some of them have weirdly narrow heads with flat noses and bulging, staring eyes that never seem to blink, and their skin doesn’t look right. It's rough and scabby, and the sides of their necks are all shriveled or creased. They go bald at a very young age too. The older guys look the worst—honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever seen an old guy like that. I guess they must die from looking at themselves! Animals hate them—they used to have a lot of trouble with horses before cars became common."

"Nobody can ever keep track of those people, and state school officials and census men have a devil of a time. You can bet that prying strangers ain't welcome around Innsmouth. I've heard personally of more'n one business or government man that's disappeared there, and there's loose talk of one who went crazy and is out at Danvers now. They must have fixed up some awful scare for that fellow.

"Nobody can ever keep track of those people, and state school officials and census workers have a tough time with it. You can bet that nosy outsiders aren't welcome in Innsmouth. I've heard firsthand about more than one business or government guy who disappeared there, and there's rumors about one who went insane and is now at Danvers. They must have done something really frightening to that guy."

"That's why I wouldn't go at night if I was you. I've never been there and have no wish to go, but I guess a daytime trip couldn't hurt you—even though the people hereabouts will advise you not to make it. If you're just sightseeing, and looking for old-time stuff, Innsmouth ought to be quite a place for you."

"That's why I wouldn't go at night if I were you. I've never been there and don't want to go, but I suppose a daytime visit should be fine—even though the locals will tell you not to do it. If you're just sightseeing and looking for some old-fashioned things, Innsmouth should be a great place for you."

And so I spent part of that evening at the Newburyport Public Library looking up data about Innsmouth. The Essex County histories on the library shelves had very little to say, except that the town was founded in 1643, noted for shipbuilding before the Revolution, a seat of great marine prosperity in the early 19th century, and later a minor factory center using the Manuxet as power. The epidemic and riots of 1846 were very sparsely treated, as if they formed a discredit to the country.

And so I spent part of that evening at the Newburyport Public Library searching for information about Innsmouth. The Essex County histories on the library shelves had very little to say, except that the town was founded in 1643, known for shipbuilding before the Revolution, a hub of significant marine prosperity in the early 19th century, and later a small manufacturing center that used the Manuxet for power. The epidemic and riots of 1846 were barely mentioned, as if they were a stain on the country.

References to decline were few, though the significance of the later record was unmistakable. After the Civil War all industrial life was confined to the Marsh Refining Company, and the marketing of gold ingots formed the only remaining bit of major commerce aside from the eternal fishing.

References to decline were few, but the importance of the later record was clear. After the Civil War, all industrial activity was restricted to the Marsh Refining Company, and the sale of gold ingots was the only significant commerce left aside from the ongoing fishing.

Most interesting of all was a glancing reference to the strange jewelry vaguely associated with Innsmouth. It had evidently impressed the whole countryside more than a little, for mention was made of specimens in the museum of Miskatonic University at Arkham, and in the display room of the Newburyport Historical Society. I resolved to see the local sample—said to be a large, queerly-proportioned thing evidently meant for a tiara—if it could possibly be arranged.

Most interesting of all was a brief mention of the unusual jewelry somehow linked to Innsmouth. It had clearly made an impression on the entire area, as there were references to pieces in the museum of Miskatonic University at Arkham, and in the exhibit room of the Newburyport Historical Society. I decided to check out the local piece—reported to be a large, oddly-shaped item clearly designed to be a tiara—if it could be arranged.

The librarian gave me a note of introduction to the curator of the Society, a Miss Anna Tilton, who lived nearby, and after a brief explanation that ancient gentlewoman was kind enough to pilot me into the closed building, since the hour was not outrageously late. The collection was a notable one indeed, but in my present mood I had eyes for nothing but the bizarre object which glistened in a corner cupboard under the electric lights.

The librarian gave me a note of introduction to the curator of the Society, Miss Anna Tilton, who lived nearby. After a quick explanation, that kind woman took me into the locked building since it wasn’t too late. The collection was impressive, but in my current state of mind, I could only focus on the strange object that shone in a corner cupboard under the electric lights.

It took no excessive sensitiveness to beauty to make me literally gasp at the strange, unearthly splendor of the alien, opulent phantasy that rested there on a purple velvet cushion. The longer I looked, the more the thing fascinated me; and in this fascination there was a curiously disturbing element hardly to be classified or accounted for. I decided that it was the queer other-worldly quality of the art which made me uneasy. It was as if the workmanship were that of another planet.

It didn’t take much sensitivity to beauty for me to literally gasp at the strange, otherworldly splendor of the alien, luxurious fantasy that sat there on a purple velvet cushion. The more I looked, the more it captivated me; and in this fascination, there was a strangely unsettling element that was hard to define or explain. I concluded that it was the bizarre, otherworldly quality of the art that made me feel uneasy. It felt like the craftsmanship came from another planet.

The patterns all hinted of remote secrets and unimaginable abysses in time and space, and the monotonously aquatic nature of the reliefs became almost sinister. Among these reliefs were fabulous monsters of abhorrent grotesqueness and malignity—wholly primal and awesomely ancestral.

The patterns suggested distant secrets and unimaginable depths in time and space, and the consistently watery nature of the reliefs took on an almost sinister quality. Among these reliefs were incredible monsters of terrible grotesqueness and evil—completely primal and overwhelmingly ancestral.

At times I fancied that every contour of these blasphemous fish-frogs was overflowing with the ultimate quintessence of unknown and inhuman evil.

At times, I imagined that every curve of these blasphemous fish-frogs was filled with the essence of some unknown and inhuman evil.

In odd contrast to the tiara's aspect was its brief and prosy history as related by Miss Tilton. It had been pawned for a ridiculous sum at a shop in State Street in 1873, by a drunken Innsmouth man shortly afterward killed in a brawl.

In a strange contrast to the tiara's appearance was its short and mundane history as told by Miss Tilton. It had been pawned for a laughably small amount at a shop on State Street in 1873, by a drunken man from Innsmouth who was killed in a fight shortly afterward.

Miss Tilton was inclined to believe that it formed part of some exotic pirate hoard discovered by old Captain Obed Marsh. This view was surely not weakened by the insistent offers of purchase at a high price which the Marshes began to make as soon as they knew of its presence, and which they repeated to this day despite the Society's unvarying determination not to sell.

Miss Tilton was convinced that it was part of some exotic pirate treasure found by old Captain Obed Marsh. This belief was definitely strengthened by the constant high-price purchase offers the Marshes started making as soon as they found out about it, and they haven't stopped trying to buy it even now, despite the Society's unwavering decision not to sell.

As the good lady showed me out of the building, she assured me that the rumors of devil-worship were partly justified by a peculiar secret cult which had gained force there and engulfed all the orthodox churches.

As the kind woman escorted me out of the building, she assured me that the rumors of devil-worship were somewhat justified by a strange secret cult that had gained influence there and taken over all the traditional churches.

It was called, she said, "The Esoteric Order of Dagon," and was undoubtedly a debased, quasi-pagan thing imported from the East a century before, at a time when Innsmouth fisheries seemed to be going barren. Its persistence among a simple people was quite natural in view of the sudden and permanent return of abundantly fine fishing, and it soon came to be the greatest influence on the town.

It was called, she said, "The Esoteric Order of Dagon," and it was definitely a corrupt, quasi-pagan thing brought in from the East a century earlier, at a time when the Innsmouth fisheries seemed to be running dry. Its lasting presence among a straightforward community made sense given the unexpected and lasting return of plentiful fishing, and it quickly became the biggest influence in the town.

All this, to the pious Miss Tilton, formed an excellent reason for shunning the ancient town of decay and desolation; but to me it was merely a fresh incentive; and I could scarcely sleep in my small room at the "Y" as the night wore away.

All of this, to the devout Miss Tilton, was a strong reason to avoid the old town filled with decay and desolation; but for me, it was just a new motivation, and I could hardly sleep in my small room at the "Y" as the night went on.


II

II

Shortly before ten the next morning I stood with my one small valise in front of Hammond's Drug Store in old Market Square waiting for the Innsmouth bus. In a few moments a small motor-coach of extreme decrepitude and dirty gray color rattled down State Street, made a turn, and drew up at the curb beside me. I felt immediately that it was the right one; a guess which the half-illegible sign on the windshield—"Arkham-Innsmouth-Newb'port"—soon verified.

Shortly before ten the next morning, I stood with my small suitcase in front of Hammond's Drug Store in the old Market Square, waiting for the Innsmouth bus. In a few moments, a tiny, worn-out motor coach, a dirty gray color, rattled down State Street, made a turn, and pulled up beside me. I instantly knew it was the right one; a hunch confirmed by the barely legible sign on the windshield—"Arkham-Innsmouth-Newb'port".

There were only three passengers—dark, unkempt men of sullen visage and somewhat youthful cast—and when the vehicle stopped they clumsily shambled out and began walking up State Street in a silent, almost furtive fashion. The driver also alighted. This, I reflected, must be the Joe Sargent mentioned by the ticket-agent; and even before I had noticed any details there spread over me a wave of spontaneous aversion which could be neither checked nor explained.

There were only three passengers—dark, disheveled men with gloomy faces who seemed somewhat young—and when the vehicle stopped, they awkwardly stumbled out and started walking up State Street in a quiet, almost sneaky way. The driver also got out. I thought to myself that this must be the Joe Sargent the ticket agent mentioned; and even before I noticed any details, I was hit with a wave of instinctive dislike that I couldn’t hold back or understand.

He was a thin, stoop-shouldered man not much under six feet tall, dressed in shabby blue civilian clothes and wearing a frayed gray golf cap. His age was perhaps thirty-five, but the odd, deep creases in the sides of his neck made him seem older when one did not study his dull, expressionless face. He had a narrow head, bulging, watery blue eyes that seemed never to wink, a flat nose, a receding forehead and chin, and singularly undeveloped ears. As he walked toward the bus I observed his peculiarly shambling gait and saw that his feet were inordinately immense. The more I studied them the more I wondered how he could buy any shoes to fit them.

He was a thin, stoop-shouldered guy, not quite six feet tall, dressed in worn-out blue casual clothes and a frayed gray golf cap. He looked about thirty-five, but the weird, deep lines on the sides of his neck made him seem older if you didn’t focus on his dull, blank face. He had a narrow head, bulging, watery blue eyes that never seemed to blink, a flat nose, a receding forehead and chin, and surprisingly underdeveloped ears. As he walked toward the bus, I noticed his oddly awkward walk and saw that his feet were unusually huge. The more I looked at them, the more I wondered how he managed to find any shoes that fit.

A certain greasiness about the fellow increased my dislike. He was evidently given to working or lounging around the fish docks, and carried with him much of their characteristic smell. Just what foreign blood was in him I could not even guess.

A certain greasiness about the guy made me dislike him even more. He clearly spent a lot of time working or hanging out at the fish docks, and he brought a lot of that distinct smell with him. I couldn't even guess what foreign background he had.

I was sorry when I saw that there would be no other passengers on the bus. Somehow I did not like the idea of riding alone with this driver. But as the leaving time obviously approached I conquered my qualms and followed the man aboard, extending him a dollar bill and murmuring the single word "Innsmouth."

I felt uneasy when I noticed there wouldn’t be any other passengers on the bus. The idea of being alone with this driver didn’t sit well with me. But as it got closer to departure time, I pushed through my worries and walked onto the bus, handing him a dollar bill and quietly saying, "Innsmouth."

At length the decrepit vehicle started with a jerk, and rattled noisily past the old brick buildings of State Street amidst a cloud of vapor from the exhaust.

At last, the worn-out vehicle lurched to life and clattered loudly by the old brick buildings on State Street, surrounded by a cloud of exhaust vapor.

The day was warm and sunny, but the landscape of sand, sedge-grass, and stunted shrubbery became more and more desolate as we proceeded. Out the window I could see the blue water and the sandy line of Plum Island, and we presently drew very near the beach as our narrow road veered off from the main highway to Rowley and Ipswich.

The day was warm and sunny, but as we went on, the landscape of sand, sedge grass, and low shrubs appeared increasingly barren. Out the window, I could see the blue water and the sandy shoreline of Plum Island, and soon we got very close to the beach as our narrow road turned off from the main highway to Rowley and Ipswich.

At last we lost sight of Plum Island and saw the vast expanse of the open Atlantic on our left. Our narrow course began to climb steeply, and I felt a singular sense of disquiet in looking at the lonely crest ahead where the rutted roadway met the sky. It was as if the bus were about to keep on its ascent leaving the sane earth altogether and merging with the unknown arcana of upper air and cryptical sky. The smell of the sea took on ominous implications, and the silent driver's bent, rigid back and narrow head became more and more hateful. As I looked at him I saw that the back of his head was almost as hairless as his face, having only a few straggling yellow strands upon a gray scabrous surface.

At last, we lost sight of Plum Island and saw the vast stretch of the open Atlantic to our left. Our narrow path started to climb steeply, and I felt an uneasy sensation as I looked at the lonely peak ahead where the bumpy road met the sky. It was as if the bus was about to continue its ascent, leaving solid ground entirely and merging with the mysterious heights of the upper air and enigmatic sky. The smell of the sea took on a foreboding quality, and the silent driver’s hunched, rigid back and narrow head became increasingly unsettling. As I looked at him, I noticed that the back of his head was almost as hairless as his face, with only a few scattered yellow strands on a gray, rough surface.

Then we reached the crest and beheld the outspread valley beyond, where the Manuxet joins the sea just north of the long line of cliffs that culminate in Kingsport Head; all my attention was captured by the nearer panorama just below me. I had, I realized, come face to face with rumor-shadowed Innsmouth.

Then we reached the top and looked out at the wide valley ahead, where the Manuxet meets the sea just north of the long line of cliffs that end at Kingsport Head; all my focus was taken by the closer view right below me. I realized I had come face to face with the rumored Innsmouth.

It was a town of wide extent and dense construction, yet one with a portentous dearth of visible life. The vast huddle of sagging gambrel roofs and peaked gables conveyed with offensive clearness the idea of wormy decay, and as we approached along the now descending road I could see that many roofs had wholly caved in. Stretching inland I saw the rusted, grass-grown line of the abandoned railway, with leaning telegraph-poles now devoid of wires.

It was a sprawling town with a lot of buildings, but it had a noticeable lack of visible life. The large cluster of sagging roofs and pointed gables clearly suggested a state of decay, and as we moved down the sloping road, I noticed that many roofs had completely collapsed. Stretching inland, I saw the rusty, overgrown tracks of the abandoned railway, with leaning telegraph poles that were now without wires.

Here and there the ruins of wharves jutted out from the shore to end in indeterminate rottenness, those farthest south seeming the most decayed. And far out at sea, despite a high tide, I glimpsed a long, black line scarcely rising above the water yet carrying a suggestion of odd latent malignancy. This, I knew, must be Devil Reef. As I looked, a subtle, curious sense of beckoning seemed superadded to the grim repulsion; and oddly enough, I found this overtone more disturbing than the primary impression.

Here and there, the remains of piers stuck out from the shore, ending in vague decay, with the ones farthest south looking the most deteriorated. And way out at sea, despite the high tide, I spotted a long, black line barely rising above the water, hinting at some strange, hidden menace. I recognized this as Devil Reef. As I observed it, a strange, curious sense of being drawn in seemed to mix with the grim aversion; surprisingly, I found this feeling more unsettling than the initial impression.

As the bus reached a lower level I began to catch the steady note of a waterfall through the unnatural stillness. The leaning, unpainted houses grew thicker, lined both sides of the road, and displayed more urban tendencies than did those we were leaving behind. The panorama ahead had contracted to a street scene, and in spots I could see where a cobblestone pavement and stretches of brick sidewalk had formerly existed. All the houses were apparently deserted, and there were occasional gaps where tumbledown chimneys and cellar walls told of buildings that had collapsed. Pervading everything was the most nauseous fishy odor imaginable.

As the bus descended to a lower level, I started to hear the constant sound of a waterfall cutting through the unnatural quiet. The leaning, unpainted houses became more frequent, lining both sides of the road, showing more urban characteristics than those we had just left behind. The view ahead had shrunk to a street scene, and in places, I could see where cobblestone roads and sections of brick sidewalks used to be. All the houses seemed deserted, with occasional gaps where crumbling chimneys and cellar walls indicated buildings that had fallen down. Everywhere, there was a nauseating fishy smell.

And I was not to reach my destination without one other very strong impression of poignantly disagreeable quality. The bus had come to a sort of open concourse or radial point with churches on two sides and the bedraggled remains of a circular green in the center, and I was looking at a large pillared hall on the right-hand junction ahead. The structure's once white paint was now gray and peeling, and the black and gold sign on the pediment was so faded that I could only with difficulty make out the words "Esoteric Order of Dagon."

And I wasn't going to reach my destination without one more strong and unpleasant impression. The bus had arrived at an open area or hub with churches on two sides and the shabby remains of a circular green space in the center. I was looking at a large pillared hall at the junction on the right ahead. The building's once white paint was now gray and peeling, and the black and gold sign on the front was so faded that I could barely make out the words "Esoteric Order of Dagon."

The door of the church basement was open, revealing a rectangle of blackness inside. And as I looked, a certain object crossed or seemed to cross that dark rectangle; burning into my brain a momentary conception of nightmare which was all the more maddening because analysis could not show a single nightmarish quality in it.

The door to the church basement was open, showing a dark rectangle inside. As I watched, something crossed—or appeared to cross—that dark rectangle, burning into my mind a brief vision of a nightmare that was even more frustrating because I couldn’t identify a single nightmarish element in it.

It was a living object—the first except the driver that I had seen since entering the compact part of the town—and had I been in a steadier mood I would have found nothing whatever of terror in it. Clearly, as I realized a moment later, it was the pastor; clad in some peculiar vestments doubtless introduced since the Order of Dagon had modified the ritual of the local churches. The thing which had probably caught my first subconscious glance and supplied the touch of bizarre horror was the tall tiara he wore; an almost exact duplicate of the one Miss Tilton had shown me the previous evening. This, acting on my imagination, had supplied namelessly sinister qualities to the indeterminate face and robed, shambling form beneath it.

It was a living being—the first one besides the driver that I had seen since entering the busy part of town—and if I had been in a more stable state of mind, I wouldn't have found anything terrifying about it. Clearly, as I realized moments later, it was the pastor; dressed in some strange garments that were probably introduced since the Order of Dagon changed the rituals of the local churches. What had probably caught my initial subconscious attention and added a hint of unsettling horror was the tall tiara he wore; almost an exact copy of the one Miss Tilton had shown me the night before. This, playing on my imagination, gave an undefined, sinister quality to the vague face and robed, shuffling figure beneath it.

A very thin sprinkling of repellent-looking youngish people now became visible on the sidewalks—lone individuals, and silent knots of two or three. The lower floors of the crumbling houses sometimes harbored small shops with dingy signs, and I noticed a parked truck or two as we rattled along. The sound of waterfalls became more and more distinct, and presently I saw a fairly deep river-gorge ahead, spanned by a wide, iron-railed highway bridge beyond which a large square opened out. Then we rolled into the large semicircular square across the river and drew up on the right-hand side in front of a tall, cupola-crowned building with remnants of yellow paint and with a half-effaced sign proclaiming it to be the Gilman House.

A few young-looking people who seemed unappealing were now visible on the sidewalks—some alone and others in small groups of two or three. The lower floors of the rundown buildings occasionally housed small shops with faded signs, and I noticed a couple of parked trucks as we bumped along. The sound of waterfalls grew louder, and soon I spotted a deep river gorge ahead, crossed by a wide highway bridge with iron railings, leading to a large square. We entered the spacious semicircular square across the river and parked on the right side in front of a tall building topped with a dome, its yellow paint peeling, with a barely visible sign that said it was the Gilman House.

I was glad to get out of that bus, and at once proceeded to check my valise in the shabby hotel lobby. There was only one person in sight—an elderly man without what I had come to call the "Innsmouth look"—and I decided not to ask him any of the questions which bothered me; remembering that odd things had been noticed in this hotel. Instead, I strolled out on the square, from which the bus had already gone, and studied the scene minutely and appraisingly.

I was relieved to get off that bus and immediately went to check my suitcase in the rundown hotel lobby. There was just one person around—an old man who didn’t have what I called the "Innsmouth look"—and I decided not to ask him any of the questions that were bothering me, remembering that strange things had been reported about this hotel. Instead, I walked out to the square, which the bus had already left, and carefully examined the scene.

For some reason or other I chose to make my first inquiries at the chain grocery, whose personnel was not likely to be native to Innsmouth. I found a solitary boy of about seventeen in charge, and was pleased to note the brightness and affability which promised cheerful information. He seemed exceptionally eager to talk, and I soon gathered that he did not like the place, its fishy smell, or its furtive people. His family did not like him to work in Innsmouth, but the chain had transferred him there and he did not wish to give up his job.

For some reason, I decided to start my inquiries at the chain grocery store, where the staff was probably not locals from Innsmouth. I came across a lone boy who looked about seventeen in charge and was happy to see how friendly and cheerful he seemed—he promised to have useful information. He appeared particularly eager to chat, and I quickly learned that he didn’t like the town, its fishy smell, or its shady residents. His family didn’t want him working in Innsmouth, but the chain had moved him there, and he didn’t want to lose his job.

There was, he said, no public library or chamber of commerce in Innsmouth, but I could probably find my way about. The street I had come down was Federal. West of that were the fine old residence streets—Broad, Washington, Lafayette, and Adams—and east of it were the shoreward slums.

There wasn’t a public library or a chamber of commerce in Innsmouth, he said, but I could probably figure my way around. The street I had come down was Federal. To the west were the nice old residential streets—Broad, Washington, Lafayette, and Adams—and to the east were the rundown areas by the shore.

Certain spots were almost forbidden territory, as he had learned at considerable cost. One must not, for example, linger much around the Marsh refinery, or around any of the still used churches, or around the pillared Order of Dagon Hall at New Church Green. Those churches were very odd—all violently disavowed by their respective denominations elsewhere, and apparently using the queerest kind of ceremonials and clerical vestments.

Certain places were almost off-limits, as he had learned at significant cost. One should not, for instance, hang around the Marsh refinery, any of the still-active churches, or the columned Order of Dagon Hall at New Church Green. Those churches were really strange—all strongly rejected by their respective denominations elsewhere, and seemingly using the weirdest types of rituals and clerical robes.

As for the Innsmouth people—the youth hardly knew what to make of them. Their appearance—especially those staring, unwinking eyes which one never saw shut—was certainly shocking enough—and their voices were disgusting. It was awful to hear them chanting in their churches at night, and especially during their main festivals or revivals, which fell twice a year on April 30 and October 31.

As for the people of Innsmouth, the young folks didn’t really know how to react to them. Their looks—especially those staring, unblinking eyes that never seemed to close—were definitely unsettling, and their voices were repulsive. It was terrible to hear them singing in their churches at night, especially during their big festivals or revivals, which happened twice a year on April 30 and October 31.

They were very fond of the water, and swam a great deal in both river and harbor. Swimming races out to Devil Reef were very common, and everyone in sight seemed well able to share in this arduous sport.

They really loved the water and swam a lot in both the river and the harbor. Swimming races out to Devil Reef were quite common, and it seemed like everyone around was capable of participating in this challenging sport.

It would be of no use, my informant said, to ask the natives anything about the place. The only one who would talk was a very aged but normal-looking man who lived at the poorhouse on the north rim of the town and spent his time walking about or lounging around the fire station. This hoary character, Zadok Allen, was 96 years old and somewhat touched in the head, besides being the town drunkard. He was a strange, furtive creature who constantly looked over his shoulder as if afraid of something, and when sober could not be persuaded to talk at all with strangers. He was, however, unable to resist any offer of his favorite poison; and once drunk would furnish the most astonishing fragments of whispered reminiscence.

It wouldn't be helpful, my source said, to ask the locals anything about the area. The only person willing to talk was a very old but seemingly normal man who lived at the poorhouse on the north edge of town and spent his time walking around or hanging out at the fire station. This elderly figure, Zadok Allen, was 96 years old and a bit off his rocker, besides being the town drunk. He was a peculiar, secretive guy who always looked over his shoulder as if he was scared of something, and when sober, he wouldn’t engage in conversation with strangers at all. However, he couldn't resist any offer for his favorite drink; once drunk, he would share the most incredible bits of whispered memories.

After all, though, little useful data could be gained from him; since his stories were all insane, incomplete hints of impossible marvels and horrors which could have no source save in his own distorted fancy. Nobody ever believed him, but the natives did not like him to drink and talk with any strangers; and it was not always safe to be seen questioning him. It was probably from him that some of the wildest popular whispers and delusions were derived.

After all, though, little useful information could be gained from him; his stories were just crazy, incomplete suggestions of impossible wonders and horrors that seemed to come only from his own warped imagination. Nobody ever believed him, but the locals didn't like him drinking and chatting with strangers; it wasn't always safe to be seen asking him questions. Some of the wildest rumors and misconceptions probably originated from him.

The Marshes, together with the other three gently bred families of the town—the Waites, the Gilmans, and the Eliots—were all very retiring. They lived in immense houses along Washington Street, and several were reputed to harbor in concealment certain kinsfolk whose personal aspect forbade public view, and whose deaths had been reported and recorded.

The Marshes, along with the other three well-established families in town—the Waites, the Gilmans, and the Eliots—were all quite private. They resided in large houses on Washington Street, and some were rumored to hide relatives whose appearance was deemed unfit for public view, and whose deaths had been reported and recorded.

Warning me that most of the street signs were down, the youth drew for my benefit a rough but ample and painstaking sketch map of the town's salient features. After a moment's study I felt sure that it would be of great help, and pocketed it with profuse thanks.

Warning me that most of the street signs were missing, the young man created a rough but detailed sketch map of the town's main features for my benefit. After looking it over for a moment, I was confident it would be very helpful, so I pocketed it with plenty of thanks.

Thus began my systematic though half-bewildered tour of Innsmouth's narrow, shadow-blighted ways. Crossing the bridge and turning toward the roar of the lower falls, I passed close to the Marsh refinery, which seemed oddly free from the noise of industry. This building stood on the steep river bluff near a bridge and an open confluence of streets which I took to be the earliest civic center, displaced after the Revolution by the present Town Square.

Thus started my methodical yet somewhat confused exploration of Innsmouth's narrow, shadow-covered streets. After crossing the bridge and heading toward the sound of the lower falls, I passed by the Marsh refinery, which seemed strangely quiet amid the hustle of industry. This building was situated on the steep river bank near a bridge and an open intersection of streets that I assumed was the original town center before it was moved after the Revolution to the current Town Square.

Re-crossing the gorge on the Main Street bridge, I struck a region of utter desertion which somehow made me shudder. Collapsing huddles of gambrel roofs formed a jagged and fantastic skyline, above which rose the ghoulish, decapitated steeple of an ancient church.

Re-crossing the gorge on the Main Street bridge, I entered an area of complete abandonment that sent a chill down my spine. Crumbling clusters of gambrel roofs created a rough and surreal skyline, above which loomed the eerie, headless steeple of an old church.

Fish Street was as deserted as Main, though it differed in having many brick and stone warehouses still in excellent shape. Water Street was almost its duplicate, save that there were great seaward gaps where wharves had been. Not a living thing did I see, except for the scattered fishermen on the distant breakwater, and not a sound did I hear save the lapping of the harbor tides and the roar of the falls in the Manuxet.

Fish Street was as empty as Main, but it was different because it had many brick and stone warehouses that were still in great condition. Water Street was almost identical, except for the large gaps leading to the sea where wharves used to be. I didn’t see a single living thing, except for a few fishermen on the far breakwater, and the only sounds I heard were the waves lapping at the harbor and the roar of the falls in the Manuxet.

I kept north along Main to Martin, then turning inland, crossing Federal Street safely north of the Green, and entering the decayed patrician neighborhood of northern Broad, Washington, Lafayette, and Adams Streets. Following Washington Street toward the river, I now faced a zone of former industry and commerce; noting the ruins of a factory ahead, and seeing others, with the traces of an old railway station and covered railway bridge beyond up the gorge on my right.

I continued north on Main to Martin, then turned inland, safely crossing Federal Street north of the Green, and entered the worn-down upscale neighborhood of northern Broad, Washington, Lafayette, and Adams Streets. As I followed Washington Street toward the river, I found myself in an area that used to be industrial and commercial. I noticed the remains of a factory ahead, along with others, and could see the remnants of an old railway station and a covered railway bridge up the gorge on my right.

The uncertain bridge now before me was posted with a warning sign, but I took the risk and crossed again to the south bank where traces of life reappeared. Furtive, shambling creatures stared cryptically in my direction, and more normal faces eyed me coldly and curiously. Innsmouth was rapidly becoming intolerable, and I turned down Paine Street toward the Square in the hope of getting some vehicle to take me to Arkham before the still-distant starting time of that sinister bus.

The shaky bridge in front of me had a warning sign, but I decided to take the chance and made my way to the south bank, where signs of life started to show again. Sneaky, awkward creatures looked at me mysteriously, while more typical faces studied me with a mix of coldness and curiosity. Innsmouth was quickly becoming unbearable, so I took a turn down Paine Street toward the Square, hoping to catch a ride to Arkham before that ominous bus left at its still-distant time.

It was then that I saw the tumbledown fire station on my left, and noticed the red-faced, bushy-bearded, watery-eyed old man in nondescript rags who sat on a bench in front of it talking with a pair of unkempt but not abnormal-looking firemen. This, of course, must be Zadok Allen, the half-crazed, liquorish non-agenarian whose tales of old Innsmouth and its shadow were so hideous and incredible.

It was then that I saw the rundown fire station on my left, and noticed the red-faced, bushy-bearded, watery-eyed old man in tattered clothes sitting on a bench in front of it, talking with a couple of scruffy but otherwise normal-looking firemen. This, of course, had to be Zadok Allen, the half-crazed, alcohol-loving nonagenarian whose stories of old Innsmouth and its dark past were so horrifying and unbelievable.


III

III

I had been assured that the old man could do nothing but hint at wild, disjointed, and incredible legends, and I had been warned that the natives made it unsafe to be seen talking with him; yet the thought of this aged witness to the town's decay, with memories going back to the early days of ships and factories, was a lure that no amount of reason could make me resist. Curiosity flared up beyond sense and caution, and in my youthful egotism I fancied I might be able to sift a nucleus of real history from the confused, extravagant outpouring I would probably extract with the aid of whiskey.

I had been told that the old man could do nothing but hint at crazy, disjointed, and unbelievable stories, and I had been warned that the locals made it dangerous to be seen talking with him; yet the thought of this elderly witness to the town's decline, with memories stretching back to the early days of ships and factories, was a lure that no amount of reasoning could make me resist. My curiosity surged beyond common sense and caution, and in my youthful arrogance, I thought I might be able to find a core of real history amid the confusing, extravagant tales I would likely get with the help of whiskey.

A quart bottle of such was easily, though not cheaply, obtained in the rear of a dingy variety-store just off the Square in Eliot Street.

A quart bottle of this was easily, though not cheaply, found in the back of a rundown variety store just off the Square on Eliot Street.

Re-entering the Square I saw that luck was with me; for—shuffling out of Paine Street around the corner of the Gilman House—I glimpsed nothing less than the tall, lean, tattered form of old Zadok Allen himself. In accordance with my plan, I attracted his attention by brandishing my newly-purchased bottle; and soon realized that he had begun to shuffle wistfully after me as I turned into Waite Street on my way to the most deserted region I could think of. Before I reached Main Street I could hear a faint and wheezy "Hey, Mister!" behind me, and I presently allowed the old man to catch up and take copious pulls from the quart bottle.

Re-entering the Square, I felt lucky; because—shuffling out of Paine Street around the corner of the Gilman House—I spotted none other than the tall, thin, shabby figure of old Zadok Allen himself. Following my plan, I caught his attention by waving my newly-bought bottle around; and soon realized he had started to shuffle after me as I turned into Waite Street, heading towards the most deserted area I could think of. Before reaching Main Street, I heard a faint, wheezy "Hey, Mister!" behind me, and eventually let the old man catch up so he could take big swigs from the quart bottle.

I began putting out feelers as we walked along to Water Street and turned southward amidst the omnipresent desolation and crazily tilted ruins, but found that the aged tongue did not loosen as quickly as I had expected. At length I saw a grass-grown opening toward the sea between crumbling brick walls, with the weedy length of an earth-and-masonry wharf projecting beyond. Piles of moss-covered stones near the water promised tolerable seats, and the scene was sheltered from all possible view by a ruined warehouse on the north.

I started probing for information as we walked to Water Street and headed south through the constant desolation and crazily leaning ruins, but I noticed that the old man wasn’t opening up as fast as I thought he would. Eventually, I found a grass-covered gap leading to the sea between the crumbling brick walls, with a weedy stretch of an earthen wharf sticking out. Piles of mossy stones close to the water looked like decent seats, and the whole scene was hidden from view by a ruined warehouse to the north.

About four hours remained for conversation if I were to catch the eight o'clock coach for Arkham, and I began to dole out more liquor to the ancient tippler; meanwhile eating my own frugal lunch. In my donations I was careful not to overshoot the mark, for I did not wish Zadok's vinous garrulousness to pass into a stupor. After an hour his furtive taciturnity showed signs of disappearing, and something or other had caused his wandering gaze to light on the low, distant line of Devil Reef, then showing plainly and almost fascinatingly above the waves. He bent toward me, took hold of my coat lapel, and hissed out some hints that could not be mistaken.

About four hours were left for conversation if I wanted to catch the eight o'clock coach to Arkham, so I started pouring more liquor for the old drunk while eating my simple lunch. I was careful not to overdo it, as I didn’t want Zadok’s rambling to turn into unconsciousness. After an hour, his cautious silence began to fade, and something caught his wandering gaze, making him focus on the low, distant line of Devil Reef, which was now clearly visible and almost mesmerizing above the waves. He leaned toward me, grabbed my coat lapel, and whispered some unmistakable hints.

"Thar's whar it all begun—that cursed place of all wickedness whar the deep water starts. Gate o' hell—sheer drop daown to a bottom no saoundin'-line kin tech. Ol' Cap'n Obed done it—him that faound aout more'n was good fer him in the Saouth Sea islands.

"That's where it all began—that cursed place of all wickedness where the deep water starts. Gateway to hell—a sheer drop down to a bottom no sounding line can reach. Old Captain Obed did it—he found out more than was good for him in the South Sea islands."

"Never was nobody like Cap'n Obed—old limb o' Satan! Heh, heh! I kin mind him a-tellin' abaout furren parts, an' callin' all the folks stupid fer goin' to Christian meetin' an' bearin' their burdens meek an' lowly. Says they'd orter git better gods like some o' the folks in the Injies—gods as ud bring 'em good fishin' in return fer their sacrifices, an' ud reely answer folks's prayers.

"Never was there anyone like Captain Obed—old limb of Satan! Heh, heh! I can remember him talking about foreign places and calling everyone stupid for going to Christian meetings and bearing their burdens meekly and humbly. He said they should get better gods like some of the people in the Indies—gods that would bring them good fishing in return for their sacrifices, and would really answer people's prayers."

"Matt Eliot, his fust mate, talked a lot, too, only he was agin' folks's doin' any heathen things. Told abaout an island east of Othaheite whar they was a lot o' stone ruins older'n anybody knew anything abaout, kind o' like them on Ponape, in the Carolines, but with carvin's of faces that looked like the big statues on Easter Island. They was a little volcanic island near thar, too, whar they was other ruins with diff'rent carvin's—ruins all wore away like they'd ben under the sea onct, an' with picters of awful monsters all over 'em.

"Matt Eliot, his first mate, talked a lot too, but he was against people doing any heathen things. He told about an island east of Tahiti where there were a lot of stone ruins older than anyone knew anything about, kind of like those on Ponape in the Carolines, but with carvings of faces that resembled the big statues on Easter Island. There was a little volcanic island nearby too, where there were other ruins with different carvings—ruins all worn away as if they had been underwater once, and with pictures of terrifying monsters all over them."

"Wal, Sir, Matt he says the natives araound thar had all the fish they cud ketch, an' sported bracelets an' armlets an' head rigs made aout of a queer kind o' gold an' covered with picters o' monsters jest like the ones carved over the ruins on the little island—sorter fishlike frogs or froglike fishes that was drawed in all kinds o' positions like they was human bein's. Nobody cud git aout o' them whar they got all the stuff, an' all the other natives wondered haow they managed to find fish in plenty even when the very next islands had lean pickin's. Matt he got to wonderin' too, an' so did Cap'n Obed. Obed, he notices, besides, that lots of the han'some young folks ud drop aout o' sight fer good from year to year, an' that they wan't many old folk araound. Also, he thinks some of the folks looks durned queer even fer Kanakys.

"Well, Sir, Matt says the natives around there had all the fish they could catch and wore bracelets, armlets, and headgear made of a strange kind of gold, covered with pictures of monsters just like the ones carved over the ruins on the little island—sort of fishlike frogs or froglike fishes drawn in all kinds of positions as if they were human beings. Nobody could figure out where they got all that stuff, and all the other natives were puzzled about how they managed to find plenty of fish even when the very next islands had slim pickings. Matt started to wonder too, and so did Captain Obed. Obed also noticed that a lot of the handsome young people would disappear for good from year to year, and there weren’t many older folks around. He also thought some of the people looked pretty strange even for Kanakys."

"It took Obed to git the truth aout o' them heathens. I dun't know haow he done it, but he begun by tradin' fer the gold-like things they wore. Ast 'em whar they come from, an' ef they cud git more, an' finally wormed the story aout o' the old chief—Walakea, they called him. Nobody but Obed ud ever a believed the old yeller devil, but the Cap'n cud read folks like they was books. Heh, heh! Nobody never believes me naow when I tell 'em, an I dun't s'pose you will, young feller—though come to look at ye, ye hev kind o' got them sharp-readin' eyes like Obed had."

"It took Obed to get the truth out of those heathens. I don't know how he did it, but he started by trading for the gold-like things they wore. He asked them where they came from, and if they could get more, and finally got the story out of the old chief—Walakea, they called him. Nobody but Obed would have ever believed the old yellow devil, but the Captain could read people like they were books. Heh, heh! Nobody believes me now when I tell them, and I don't suppose you will, young fella—though come to think of it, you kind of have those sharp-reading eyes like Obed had."

The old man's whisper grew fainter, and I found myself shuddering at the terrible and sincere portentousness of his intonation, even though I knew his tale could be nothing but drunken phantasy.

The old man's whisper grew softer, and I couldn't help but shiver at the serious and eerie tone of his voice, even though I knew his story was just drunken fantasy.

"Wal, Sir, Obed he larnt that they's things on this arth as most folks never heard abaout—an' wouldn't believe ef they did hear. It seems these Kanakys was sacrificin' heaps o' their young men an' maidens to some kind o' god-things that lived under the sea, an' gittin' all kinds o' favors in return. They met the things on the little islet with the queer ruins, an' it seems them awful picters o' frog-fish monsters was supposed to be picters o' these things. Mebbe they was the kind o' critters as got all the mermaids stories an' sech started. They had all kinds o' cities on the sea-bottom, an' this island was heaved up from thar. Seems they was some of the things alive in the stone buildin's when the island come up sudden to the surface. That's haow the Kanakys got wind they was daown thar. Made sign-talk as soon as they got over bein' skeert, an' pieced up a bargain afore long.

"Well, sir, Obed learned that there are things on this earth that most people have never heard of—and wouldn’t believe even if they did hear. It seems these Kanakys were sacrificing a lot of their young men and women to some kind of god-like beings that lived under the sea, and in return, they were getting all sorts of favors. They encountered these beings on the small islet with the strange ruins, and it seems those terrifying pictures of frog-fish monsters were supposed to represent these beings. Maybe they were the kind of creatures that inspired all the mermaid stories and such. They had all sorts of cities on the ocean floor, and this island was pushed up from there. It appears that some of these beings were alive in the stone buildings when the island suddenly emerged to the surface. That’s how the Kanakys found out they were down there. They used sign language as soon as they got over being scared and struck up a deal before long."

"Them things liked human sacrifices. Had had 'em ages afore, but lost track o' the upper world arter a time. What they done to the victims it ain't fer me to say, an' I guess Obed wa'n't none too sharp abaout askin'. But it was all right with the heathens, because they'd ben havin' a hard time an' was desp'rate abaout everything. They give a sarten number o' young folks to the sea-things twict every year—May-Eve an' Hallowe'en—reg'lar as cud be. Also give some o' the carved knick-knacks they made. What the things agreed to give in return was a plenty o' fish—they druv 'em in from all over the sea—an' a few gold-like things naow an' then.

"They liked human sacrifices. They had been doing it for ages, but lost touch with the world above after a while. I can’t say what they did to the victims, and I think Obed wasn't exactly keen on asking. But the heathens were all right with it because they had been struggling and were desperate about everything. They offered a certain number of young people to the sea creatures twice a year—on May Eve and Halloween—regularly. They also gave some of the carved trinkets they made. In return, the creatures promised plenty of fish—they brought them in from all over the sea—and a few gold-like items now and then."

"When it come to matin' with them toad-lookin' fishes, the Kanakys kind o' balked, but finally they larnt something as put a new face on the matter. Seems that human folks has got a kind o' relation to sech water-beasts—that everything alive come aout o' the water onct, an' only needs a little change to go back agin. Them things told the Kanakys that ef they mixed bloods there'd be children as ud look human at fust, but later turn more'n more like the things, till finally they'd take to the water an' jine the main lot o' things daown thar. An' this is the important part, young feller—them as turned into fish things an' went into the water wouldn't never die. Them things never died excep' they was kilt violent.

"When it came to mating with those toad-like fish, the Kanakys hesitated, but eventually they learned something that changed their perspective. It turns out that humans have a kind of connection to those water creatures—that everything alive once came out of the water, and it only takes a little change to go back again. Those creatures told the Kanakys that if they mixed their blood, there would be children who would look human at first, but then gradually become more like them, until finally, they'd take to the water and join the main group down there. And this is the important part, young fellow—those who turned into fish and went into the water would never die. They only died if they were killed violently."

"Wal, Sir, it seems by the time Obed knowed them islanders they was all full o' fish blood from them deep-water things. When they got old an' begun to show it, they was kep' hid until they felt like takin' to the water an' quittin' the place. Some was more teched than others, an' some never did change quite enough to take to the water; but mostly they turned aout jest the way them things said. Them as was born more like the things changed arly, but them as was nearly human sometimes stayed on the island till they was past seventy, though they'd usually go daown under fer trial trips afore that. Folks as had took to the water, gen'rally come back a good deal to visit, so's a man ud often be a-talkin' to his own five-times-great-grandfather, who'd left the dry land a couple o' hundred years or so afore.

"Well, sir, by the time Obed got to know those islanders, they were all covered in fish blood from those deep-sea creatures. When they got old and started showing it, they were kept hidden until they felt ready to head back to the water and leave the place. Some transformed more than others, and some never quite changed enough to return to the sea; but mostly, they turned out just like those things said they would. Those who were born more like the creatures changed early, but those who were nearly human sometimes stayed on the island until they were over seventy, though they'd usually go down under for trial runs before that. People who had gone back to the water usually came back often to visit, so a man would often end up talking to his own five-times-great-grandfather, who had left dry land a couple of hundred years ago."

"Everybody got aout o' the idee o' dyin'—excep' in canoe wars with the other islanders, or as sacrifices to the sea-gods daown below, or from snake-bite or plague or sharp gallopin' ailments or somethin' afore they cud take to the water—but simply looked forrad to a kind o' change that wa'n't a bit horrible arter a while. They thought what they'd got was well wuth all they'd had to give up—an' I guess Obed kind o' come to think the same hisself when he'd chewed over old Walakea's story a bit. Walakea, though, was one of the few as hadn't got none of the fish blood—bein' of a royal line that intermarried with royal lines on other islands.

"Everyone got the idea of dying—except in canoe wars with the other islanders, or as sacrifices to the sea gods below, or from snake bites or plagues or sudden, serious illnesses before they could take to the water—but simply looked forward to a kind of change that wasn't horrible after a while. They believed what they had was worth everything they had to give up—and I guess Obed kind of felt the same way after thinking about old Walakea's story for a bit. Walakea, though, was one of the few who didn't have any of the fish blood—being of a royal lineage that intermarried with royal lines on other islands."

"Walakea give him a funny kind o' thingumajig made aout o' lead or something, that he said ud bring up the fish things from any place in the water whar they might be a nest of 'em. The idee was to drop it daown with the right kind o' prayers an' sech. Walakea allaowed as was the things was scattered all over the world, so's anybody that looked abaout cud find a nest an' bring 'em up ef they was wanted.

"Walakea gave him a strange little gadget made out of lead or something, which he claimed would bring up the fish from anywhere in the water where they might be hiding. The idea was to drop it down with the right kind of prayers and such. Walakea said that the fish were scattered all over the world, so anyone who looked around could find a spot and bring them up if they were needed."

"Matt he didn't like this business at all, an' wanted Obed shud keep away from the island; but the Cap'n was sharp fer gain, an' faound he cud git them gold-like things so cheap it ud pay him to make a specialty of 'em.

"Matt didn't like this whole situation at all, and wanted Obed to stay away from the island; but the Captain was keen on profit and found he could get those gold-like things so cheaply it would be worth his while to specialize in them."

"Things went on that way fer years, an' Obed got enough o' that gold-like stuff to make him start the refinery in Waite's old run-daown fullin' mill.

"Things went on like that for years, and Obed gathered enough of that gold-like stuff to start the refinery in Waite's old rundown fulling mill."

"Wall, come abaout 'thutty-eight—when I was seven year' old—Obed he faound the island people all wiped aout between v'yages. Seems the other islanders had got wind o' what was goin' on, an' had took matters into their own hands. S'pose they must a had, arter all, them old magic signs as the sea things says was the only things they was afeard of. No tellin' what any o' them Kanakys will chance to git a holt of when the sea-bottom throws up some island with ruins older'n the deluge. Pious cusses, these was—they didn't leave nothin' standin' on either the main island or the little volcanic islet excep' what parts of the ruins was too big to knock daown.

"Well, around '38—when I was seven years old—Obed found that the island people had all been wiped out between voyages. It seems the other islanders had caught wind of what was happening and took matters into their own hands. I guess they must have had those old magic signs that the sea creatures said were the only things they were afraid of. There's no telling what any of those Kanakys might end up with when the sea floor brings up some island with ruins older than the flood. They were pious folks; they didn’t leave anything standing on either the main island or the little volcanic islet except for the parts of the ruins that were too big to knock down."

"That naturally hit Obed pretty hard, seein' as his normal trade was doin' very poor. It hit the whole of Innsmouth, too, because in seafarin' days what profited the master of a ship gen'lly profited the crew proportionate. Most o' the folks araound the taown took the hard times kind o' sheeplike an' resigned, but they was in bad shape because the fishin' was peterin' aout an' the mills wa'n't doin' none too well.

That really affected Obed since his usual business was struggling. It also hit all of Innsmouth hard because back in the seafaring days, if the ship's captain made money, generally the crew did too, at least to some extent. Most of the people around town accepted the tough times passively and resignedly, but they were in a bad spot because fishing was declining and the mills weren’t doing well either.

"Then's the time Obed he begun a-cursin' at the folks fer bein' dull sheep an' prayin' to a Christian heaven as didn't help 'em none. He told 'em he'd knowed of folks as prayed to gods that give somethin' ye reely need, an' says ef a good bunch o' men ud stand by him, he cud mebbe git a holt o' sarten paowers as ud bring plenty o' fish an' quite a bit o' gold."

"That’s when Obed started cursing at the people for being dull and praying to a Christian heaven that wasn’t helping them at all. He told them he knew of people who prayed to gods that actually gave them what they really needed, and he said if a good group of men would stand by him, he might be able to get hold of certain powers that would bring plenty of fish and quite a bit of gold."

Here the old man faltered, mumbled, and lapsed into a moody and apprehensive silence; glancing nervously over his shoulder and then turning back to stare fascinatedly at the distant black reef. When I spoke to him he did not answer, so I knew I would have to let him finish the bottle. He licked its nose and slipped it into his pocket, then beginning to nod and whisper softly to himself. I bent close to catch any articulate words he might utter, and thought I saw a sardonic smile behind the stained, bushy whiskers. Yes—he was really forming words, and I could grasp a fair proportion of them.

Here the old man hesitated, mumbled, and fell into a moody and anxious silence; glancing nervously over his shoulder and then turning back to stare intently at the distant black reef. When I spoke to him, he didn’t respond, so I knew I would have to let him finish the bottle. He licked its rim and slipped it into his pocket, then started to nod and whisper softly to himself. I leaned in close to catch any clear words he might say and thought I saw a sardonic smile behind his stained, bushy beard. Yes—he was really forming words, and I could understand a good amount of them.

"Poor Matt—Matt he allus was agin it—tried to line up the folks on his side, an' had long talks with the preachers—no use—they run the Congregational parson aout o' taown, an' the Methodist feller quit—never did see Resolved Babcock, the Baptist parson, agin—Wrath o' Jehovy—I was a mighty little critter, but I heerd what I heerd an' seen what I seen—Dagon an' Ashtoreth—Belial an' Beëlzebub—Golden Caff an' the idols o' Canaan an' the Philistines—Babylonish abominations—Mene, mene, tekel, upharsin—"

"Poor Matt—he was always against it—tried to get people on his side and had long talks with the preachers—no use—they ran the Congregational pastor out of town, and the Methodist guy quit—never did see Resolved Babcock, the Baptist pastor, again—Wrath of Jehovah—I was just a little kid, but I heard what I heard and saw what I saw—Dagon and Ashtoreth—Belial and Beëlzebub—Golden Calf and the idols of Canaan and the Philistines—Babylonish abominations—Mene, mene, tekel, upharsin—"

He stopped again, and from the look in his watery blue eyes I feared he was close to a stupor after all. But when I gently shook his shoulder he turned on me with astonishing alertness and snapped out some more obscure phrases.

He stopped again, and from the look in his watery blue eyes, I worried he was close to passing out after all. But when I gently shook his shoulder, he turned to me with surprising alertness and fired off some more confusing phrases.

"Dun't believe me, hey? Heh, heh, heh—then just tell me, young feller, why Cap'n Obed an' twenty odd other folks used to row aout to Devil Reef in the dead o' night an' chant things so laoud ye cud hear 'em all over taown when the wind was right? Tell me that, hey? An' tell me why Obed was allus droppin' heavy things daown into the deep water t'other side o' the reef whar the bottom shoots daown like a cliff lower'n ye kin saound? Tell me what he done with that funny-shaped lead thingumajig as Walakea give him? Hey, boy?"

"Don’t believe me, huh? Heh, heh, heh—then just tell me, kid, why did Captain Obed and about twenty other people used to row out to Devil Reef in the dead of night and chant things so loudly you could hear them all over town when the wind was right? Tell me that, okay? And tell me why Obed was always dropping heavy stuff down into the deep water on the other side of the reef where the bottom drops down like a cliff deeper than you can sound? Tell me what he did with that weird-shaped lead thing that Walakea gave him? Hey, kid?"

The watery blue eyes were almost savage and maniacal now, and the dirty white beard bristled electrically. Old Zadok probably saw me shrink back, for he began to cackle evilly.

The watery blue eyes were now almost wild and crazed, and the dirty white beard stood out as if charged with electricity. Old Zadok probably noticed me flinch, because he started to laugh sinisterly.

"Heh, heh, heh, heh! Beginnin' to see, hey? Haow abaout the night I took my pa's ship's glass up to a cupalo an' seed the reef a-bristlin' thick with shapes that dove off quick soon's the moon riz? Obed an' the folks was in a dory, but them shapes dove off the far side into the deep water an' never come up.... Haow'd ye like to be a little shaver alone up in a cupalo a-watchin' shapes as wa'n't human shapes?... Hey?... Heh, heh, heh, heh...."

"Heh, heh, heh, heh! Getting the picture now, huh? How about the night I took my dad's ship's binoculars up to a cupola and saw the reef filled with shapes that quickly dove away as soon as the moon rose? Obed and the others were in a small boat, but those shapes disappeared over the other side into the deep water and never came back.... How would you like to be a little kid all alone up in a cupola watching shapes that weren’t human shapes?... Huh?... Heh, heh, heh, heh...."


The old man was getting hysterical, and I began to shiver with a nameless alarm. He laid a gnarled claw on my shoulder, and it seemed to me that its shaking was not altogether that of mirth.

The old man was becoming frantic, and I started to shiver with a vague sense of fear. He placed a twisted hand on my shoulder, and it felt to me that his trembling was not entirely one of joy.

"S'pose one night ye seed somethin' heavy heaved offen Obed's dory beyond the reef, an' then larned nex' day a young feller was missin' from home? Hey? Did anybody ever see hide or hair o' Hiram Gilman agin? Did they? An' Nick Pierce, an' Luelly Waite, an' Adoniram Saouthwick, an' Henry Garrison? Hey? Heh, heh....

"Suppose one night you saw something heavy being tossed out of Obed's boat beyond the reef, and then found out the next day that a young guy was missing from home? Right? Did anyone ever see hide or hair of Hiram Gilman again? Did they? And Nick Pierce, and Luelly Waite, and Adoniram Southwick, and Henry Garrison? Right? Heh, heh...."

"Wal, Sir, that was the time Obed begun to git on his feet agin. Folks see his three darters a-wearin' gold-like things as nobody'd never see on 'em afore, an' smoke started comin' aout o' the refin'ry chimbly. Other folks was prosp'rin', too—fish began to swarm into the harbor fit to kill, an' heaven knows what sized cargoes we begun to ship aout to Newb'ryport, Arkham, an' Boston. 'Twas then Obed got the ol' branch railrud put through.

"Well, sir, that was when Obed started to get back on his feet again. People saw his three daughters wearing gold-like things that nobody had ever seen on them before, and smoke started coming out of the refinery chimney. Other folks were thriving too—fish began to flood into the harbor like crazy, and heaven knows what size cargoes we started to ship out to Newburyport, Arkham, and Boston. That’s when Obed got the old branch railroad put in."

"Remember, I ain't sayin' Obed was set on hevin' things jest like they was on that Kanaky isle. I dun't think he aimed at fust to do no mixin', nor raise no young-uns to take to the water an' turn into fishes with etarnal life. He wanted them gold things, an' was willin' to pay heavy, an' I guess the others was satisfied fer a while....

"Remember, I'm not saying Obed was determined to have things just like they were on that Kanaky island. I don't think he originally intended to mix things up or raise kids to go into the water and become fish with eternal life. He wanted those gold things, and he was willing to pay a lot, and I guess the others were satisfied for a while...."

"Come in 'forty-six the taown done some lookin' an' thinkin' fer itself. Too many folks missin'—too much wild preachin' at meetin' of a Sunday—too much talk abaout that reef. I guess I done a bit by tellin' Selectman Mowry what I see from the cupalo. They was a party one night as follered Obed's craowd aout to the reef, an' I heerd shots betwixt the dories. Nex' day Obed an' thutty-two others was in jail, with everybody a-wonderin' jest what was afoot an' jest what charge agin 'em cud be got to holt. God, ef anybody'd looked ahead ... a couple o' weeks later, when nothin' had ben throwed into the sea fer that long...."

"Back in '46, the town started to think for itself. Too many people were missing—too much wild preaching at Sunday meetings—too much talk about that reef. I guess I did a bit by telling Selectman Mowry what I saw from the cupola. There was a party one night that followed Obed's group out to the reef, and I heard shots between the boats. The next day, Obed and thirty-two others were in jail, with everyone wondering what was going on and what charges could actually hold up against them. If only anyone had looked ahead ... a couple of weeks later, when nothing had been thrown into the sea for that long..."

Zadok was showing signs of fright and exhaustion, and I let him keep silence for a while, though glancing apprehensively at my watch. The tide had turned and was coming in now, and the sound of the waves seemed to arouse him.

Zadok looked scared and worn out, so I let him stay quiet for a bit, even though I kept nervously checking my watch. The tide had changed and was coming in now, and the sound of the waves seemed to wake him up.

"That awful night.... I seed 'em.... I was up in the cupalo ... hordes of 'em ... swarms of 'em ... all over the reef an' swimmin' up the harbor into the Manuxet.... God, what happened in the streets of Innsmouth that night ... they rattled our door, but pa wouldn't open ... then he clumb aout the kitchen winder with his musket to find Selectman Mowry an' see what he cud do.... Maounds o' the dead an' the dyin' ... shots an' screams ... shaoutin' in Ol' Squar an' Taown Squar an' New Church Green ... jail throwed open ... proclamation ... treason ... called it the plague when folks come in an' faound haff our people missin' ... nobody left but them as ud jine in with Obed an' them things or else keep quiet ... never heerd o' my pa no more...."

"That terrible night... I saw them... I was up in the cupola... hordes of them... swarms of them... all over the reef and swimming up the harbor into the Manuxet... God, what happened in the streets of Innsmouth that night... they banged on our door, but Dad wouldn't open it... then he climbed out the kitchen window with his musket to find Selectman Mowry and see what he could do... Piles of the dead and dying... gunshots and screams... shouting in Old Square and Town Square and New Church Green... the jail thrown open... proclamation... treason... they called it the plague when folks came in and found half our people missing... nobody left but those who would join in with Obed and those things or else stay quiet... never heard from my dad again..."

The old man was panting, and perspiring profusely. His grip on my shoulder tightened.

The old man was breathing heavily and sweating a lot. His grip on my shoulder tightened.

"Everything cleaned up in the mornin'—but they was traces.... Obed he kinder takes charge an' says things is goin' to be changed ... others'll worship with us at meetin'-time, an' sarten haouses hez got to entertain guests ... they wanted to mix like they done with the Kanakys, an' he fer one didn't feel baound to stop 'em. Far gone, was Obed ... jest like a crazy man on the subjeck. He says they brung us fish an' treasure, an' shud hev what they hankered arter....

"Everything was cleaned up in the morning—but there were traces.... Obed kind of takes charge and says things are going to change... others will worship with us during meeting time, and certain houses need to host guests... they wanted to mix like they did with the Kanakys, and he for one didn't feel obligated to stop them. Obed was far gone... just like a crazy man on the subject. He says they brought us fish and treasure, and should have what they desired...."

"Nothin' was to be diff'runt on the aoutside, only we was to keep shy o' strangers ef we knowed what was good fer us. We all hed to take the Oath o' Dagon, an' later on they was secon' an' third Oaths that some of us took. Them as ud help special, ud git special rewards—gold an' sech. No use balkin', fer they was millions of 'em daown thar. They'd ruther not start risin' an' wipin' aout humankind, but ef they was gave away an' forced to, they cud do a lot toward jest that.

"Nothing was supposed to be different on the outside, but we had to stay away from strangers if we knew what was good for us. We all had to take the Oath of Dagon, and later on, there were second and third Oaths that some of us took. Those who helped out specifically would get special rewards—gold and such. There was no point in resisting, because there were millions of them down there. They’d rather not start rising up and wiping out humanity, but if they were pushed and forced to, they could do a lot toward just that."

"Yield up enough sacrifices an' savage knick-knacks an' harborage in the taown when they wanted it, an' they'd let well enough alone. All in the band of the faithful—Order o' Dagon—an' the children shud never die, but go back to the Mother Hydra an' Father Dagon what we all come from onct—Iä! Iä! Cthulhu fhtagn! Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgahnagl fhtagn—"

"Make enough sacrifices and wild trinkets available and provide shelter in town when they needed it, and they'd leave things alone. All in the group of the faithful—Order of Dagon—and the children should never die, but return to Mother Hydra and Father Dagon from whom we all came once—Iä! Iä! Cthulhu fhtagn! Ph'nglui mglw'nafh Cthulhu R'lyeh wgahnagl fhtagn—"

Old Zadok began to moan now, and tears were coursing down his channelled cheeks into the depths of his beard.

Old Zadok started to moan now, and tears were streaming down his lined cheeks into the depths of his beard.

"God, what I seen senct I was fifteen year' old—Mene, mene, tekel, upharsin!—the folks as was missin', an' them as kilt theirselves—them as told things in Arkham or Ipswich or sech places was all called crazy, like you're a-callin' me right naow—but God, what I seen—they'd a kilt me long ago fer what I know, only I'd took the fust an' secon' Oaths o' Dagon offen Obed, so was pertected unlessen a jury of 'em proved I told things knowin' an' delib'rit ... but I wudn't take the third Oath—I'd a died ruther'n take that—

"God, what I've seen since I was fifteen years old—Mene, mene, tekel, upharsin!—the people who went missing, and those who ended their own lives—people who talked about things in Arkham or Ipswich or such places were all called crazy, just like you're calling me right now—but God, what I've seen—they would have killed me long ago for what I know, if I hadn't taken the first and second Oaths of Dagon off Obed, so I was protected unless a jury of them proved that I shared things knowingly and deliberately... but I wouldn't take the third Oath—I would have rather died than take that—

"It got wuss araound Civil War time, when children born senct 'forty-six begun to grow up—some of 'em, that is. I was afeard—never did no pryin' arter that awful night, an' never see one o'—them—clost to in all my life. That is, never no full-blooded one. Barnabas Marsh that runs the refin'ry naow is Obed's grandson by his fust wife—son of Onesiphorus, his eldest son, but his mother was another o' them as wa'n't never seed aoutdoors.

"It got weaker around Civil War time, when kids born since '46 started to grow up—some of them, anyway. I was scared—I never did any snooping after that terrible night and never saw one of—them—up close in all my life. That is, never a full-blooded one. Barnabas Marsh, who runs the refinery now, is Obed's grandson by his first wife—son of Onesiphorus, his oldest son, but his mother was another one of those who was never seen outside.

"Right naow Barnabas is abaout changed. Can't shet his eyes no more, an' is all aout o' shape. They say he still wears clothes, but he'll take to the water soon." ...

"Right now Barnabas is about to change. Can't shut his eyes anymore, and is all out of shape. They say he still wears clothes, but he'll be going to the water soon."

The sound of the incoming tide was now very insistent, and little by little it seemed to change the old man's mood from maudlin tearfulness to watchful fear. He would pause now and then to renew those nervous glances over his shoulder or out toward the reef, and despite the wild absurdity of his tale, I could not help beginning to share his vague apprehensiveness. Zadok now grew shriller, and seemed to be trying to whip up his courage with louder speech.

The sound of the incoming tide was now very persistent, and gradually it seemed to shift the old man's mood from emotional sadness to cautious fear. He would stop every so often to cast nervous glances over his shoulder or out toward the reef, and despite the wild absurdity of his story, I couldn't help starting to feel his vague unease. Zadok now grew more frantic and seemed to be trying to boost his courage with louder words.

"Hey, yew, why dun't ye say somethin'? Haow'd ye like to be livin' in a taown like this, with everything a-rottin' an' a-dyin', an' boarded-up monsters crawlin' an' bleatin' an' barkin' an' hoppin' araoun' black cellars an' attics every way ye turn? Hey? Wal, Sir, let me tell ye that aint the wust!"

"Hey, you, why don't you say something? How would you like living in a town like this, with everything rotting and dying, and boarded-up buildings crawling and bleating and barking and hopping around dark cellars and attics every way you turn? Huh? Well, let me tell you that isn’t the worst!"

Zadok was really screaming now, and the mad frenzy of his voice disturbed me more than I care to own.

Zadok was really screaming now, and the wild intensity of his voice upset me more than I like to admit.

"Curse ye, dun't set thar a-starin' at me with them eyes—I tell Obed Marsh he's in hell, an' hez got to stay thar! Heh, heh ... in hell, I says! Can't git me—I hain't done nothin' nor told nobody nothin'—

"Curse you, don’t sit there staring at me with those eyes—I’m telling Obed Marsh he’s in hell, and he has to stay there! Heh, heh ... in hell, I say! Can’t get me—I haven’t done anything nor told anyone anything—"

"Oh, you, young feller? Wal, even ef I hain't told nobody nothin' yet, I'm a-goin' to naow! Yew jest set still an' listen to me, boy—this is what I ain't never told nobody.... I says I didn't get to do no pryin' arter that night—but I found things aout jest the same!

"Oh, you, young guy? Well, even if I haven't told anyone anything yet, I'm going to now! You just sit still and listen to me, kid—this is what I've never told anyone.... I say I didn't get to do any snooping after that night—but I found out things just the same!

"Yew want to know what the reel horror is, hey? Wal, it's this—it ain't what them fish devils hez done, but what they're a-goin' to do! They're a-bringin' things up aout o' whar they come from into the taown—ben doin' it fer years, an' slackenin' up lately. Them haouses north o' the river betwixt Water an' Main Streets is full of 'em—them devils an' what they brung—an' when they git ready ... I say, when they git ready ... ever hear tell of a shoggoth?....

"You want to know what real horror is, huh? Well, it's this—it’s not what those fish monsters have done, but what they’re going to do! They've been bringing things up from where they come from into the town—have been doing it for years, and they've been slacking off lately. Those houses north of the river between Water and Main Streets are full of them—their monsters and what they brought—and when they get ready ... I mean, when they get ready ... ever heard of a shoggoth?..."

"Hey, d'ye hear me? I tell ye I know what them things be—I seen 'em one night when.... EH-AHHHH—AH! E'YAAHHHH...."

"Hey, do you hear me? I tell you I know what those things are—I saw them one night when.... EH-AHHHH—AH! E'YAAHHHH...."

The hideous suddenness and inhuman frightfulness of the old man's shriek almost made me faint. His eyes, looking past me toward the malodorous sea, were positively starting from his head; while his face was a mask of fear worthy of Greek tragedy. His bony claw dug monstrously into my shoulder, and he made no motion as I turned my head to look at whatever he had glimpsed.

The terrifying shock and unnatural horror of the old man's scream nearly made me pass out. His eyes, staring past me toward the stinky sea, looked like they were about to pop out of his head; his face was a mask of fear that belonged in a Greek tragedy. His bony hand gripped my shoulder tightly, and he didn’t move as I turned my head to see what he had noticed.

There was nothing that I could see. Only the incoming tide, with perhaps one set of ripples more local than the long-flung line of breakers. But now Zadok was shaking me, and I turned back to watch the melting of that fear-frozen face into a chaos of twitching eyelids and mumbling gums. Presently his voice came back—albeit as a trembling whisper.

There was nothing I could see. Just the incoming tide, with maybe one set of ripples closer to me than the distant line of waves crashing. But now Zadok was shaking me, and I turned to see his fear-frozen face transform into a mess of twitching eyelids and mumbling lips. Eventually, his voice returned—though it came out as a shaky whisper.

"Git aout o' here! Git aout o' here! They seen us—git aout fer your life! Dun't wait fer nothin'—they know naow—Run fer it—quick—aout o' this taown—"

"Get out of here! Get out of here! They saw us—get out for your life! Don’t wait for anything—they know now—Run for it—quick—out of this town—"

Another heavy wave dashed against the loosening masonry of the bygone wharf, and changed the mad ancient's whisper to another inhuman and blood-curdling scream.

Another heavy wave crashed against the crumbling stones of the old wharf, changing the mad ancient's whisper into another inhuman and blood-curdling scream.

"E-YAAAHHHH!...

"E-YAAAHHHH!...

"YHAAAAAAAA!..."

"YAAAAS!..."

Before I could recover my scattered wits he had relaxed his clutch on my shoulder and dashed wildly inland toward the street, reeling northward around the ruined warehouse wall.

Before I could regain my composure, he let go of my shoulder and rushed frantically inland toward the street, zigzagging north around the crumbling warehouse wall.

I glanced back at the sea, but there was nothing there. And when I reached Water Street and looked along it toward the north there was no remaining trace of Zadok Allen.

I looked back at the sea, but there was nothing there. And when I got to Water Street and looked north along it, there was no sign of Zadok Allen left.


IV

IV

I can hardly describe the mood in which I was left by this harrowing episode—an episode at once mad and pitiful, grotesque and terrifying. The grocery boy had prepared me for it, yet the reality left me none the less bewildered and disturbed. Puerile though the story was, old Zadok's insane earnestness and horror had communicated to me a mounting unrest which joined with my earlier sense of loathing for the town and its blight of intangible shadow.

I can barely put into words the mood I was left in after this distressing experience—an experience that was both crazy and sad, bizarre and frightening. The grocery boy had warned me about it, but the actual experience still left me confused and unsettled. Silly as the story was, old Zadok's insane seriousness and fear had given me an increasing unease that mixed with my earlier feelings of disgust for the town and its overwhelming sense of gloom.

The hour had grown perilously late—my watch said 7:15, and the Arkham bus left Town Square at eight—so I tried to give my thoughts as neutral and practical a cast as possible, meanwhile walking rapidly through the deserted streets of gaping roofs and leaning houses toward the hotel where I had checked my valise and would find my bus.

The hour was dangerously late—my watch showed 7:15, and the Arkham bus was set to leave Town Square at eight—so I tried to keep my thoughts as neutral and practical as I could while quickly walking through the empty streets lined with open roofs and leaning houses toward the hotel where I had checked my suitcase and would catch my bus.

Studying the grocery youth's map and seeking a route I had not traversed before, I chose Marsh Street instead of State for my approach to Town Square. Near the corner of Fall Street I began to see scattered groups of furtive whisperers, and when I finally reached the Square I saw that almost all the loiterers were congregated around the door of the Gilman House. It seemed as if many bulging, watery, unwinking eyes looked oddly at me as I claimed my valise in the lobby, and I hoped that none of these unpleasant creatures would be my fellow-passengers on the coach.

Studying the map of the local kids and looking for a route I hadn’t taken before, I chose Marsh Street instead of State to get to Town Square. Near the corner of Fall Street, I started to notice small groups of people whispering quietly, and when I finally arrived at the Square, I saw that almost all the people hanging around were gathered by the door of the Gilman House. It felt like many bulging, watery, unblinking eyes were staring at me awkwardly as I picked up my suitcase in the lobby, and I hoped that none of these unpleasant people would be my travel companions on the coach.

The bus, rather early, rattled in with three passengers somewhat before eight, and an evil-looking fellow on the sidewalk muttered a few indistinguishable words to the driver. I was, it appeared, in very bad luck. There had been something wrong with the engine, despite the excellent time made from Newburyport, and the bus could not complete the journey to Arkham. No, it could not possibly be repaired that night, nor was there any other way of getting transportation out of Innsmouth, either to Arkham or elsewhere. Sargent was sorry, but I would have to stop over at the Gilman. Probably the clerk would make the price easy for me, but there was nothing else to do. Almost dazed by this sudden obstacle, and violently dreading the fall of night in this decaying and half-unlighted town, I left the bus and reentered the hotel lobby; where the sullen, queer-looking night clerk told me I could have Room 428 on next the top floor—large, but without running water—for a dollar.

The bus arrived a bit early, rattling in with three passengers just before eight, and a shady-looking guy on the sidewalk muttered some barely understandable words to the driver. I seemed to be out of luck. There was something wrong with the engine, despite the smooth trip from Newburyport, and the bus couldn't finish the ride to Arkham. No, it definitely couldn't be fixed that night, and there was no other way to get transportation out of Innsmouth, whether to Arkham or anywhere else. Sargent was sorry, but I would have to stay at the Gilman. The clerk would probably keep the price reasonable for me, but there was nothing else I could do. Almost stunned by this unexpected hurdle, and seriously anxious about nightfall in this rundown and poorly lit town, I left the bus and went back into the hotel lobby, where the gloomy, odd-looking night clerk told me I could have Room 428 on the next to the top floor—spacious, but without running water—for a dollar.

Despite what I had heard of this hotel in Newburyport, I signed the register, paid my dollar, let the clerk take my valise, and followed that sour, solitary attendant up three creaking flights of stairs past dusty corridors which seemed wholly devoid of life. My room, a dismal rear one with two windows and bare, cheap furnishings, over-looked a dingy courtyard otherwise hemmed in by low, deserted brick blocks, and commanded a view of decrepit westward-stretching roofs with a marshy countryside beyond. At the end of the corridor was a bathroom—a discouraging relique with ancient marble bowl, tin tub, faint electric light, and musty wooden panelling around all the plumbing fixtures.

Despite what I had heard about this hotel in Newburyport, I signed the register, paid my dollar, let the clerk take my suitcase, and followed that grumpy, lonely staff member up three creaking flights of stairs past dusty hallways that seemed completely empty. My room, a gloomy rear one with two windows and bare, cheap furniture, overlooked a dingy courtyard surrounded by low, deserted brick buildings, and offered a view of run-down westward-stretching roofs with a marshy landscape beyond. At the end of the hallway was a bathroom—a disappointing relic with an old marble sink, a tin tub, a dim electric light, and musty wooden paneling around all the plumbing fixtures.

As twilight deepened I turned on the one feeble electric bulb over the cheap, iron-framed bed, and tried as best I could to read. I felt it advisable to keep my mind wholesomely occupied, for it would not do to brood over the abnormalities of this ancient, blight-shadowed town while I was still within its borders. The insane yarn I had heard from the aged drunkard did not promise very pleasant dreams, and I felt I must keep the image of his wild, watery eyes as far as possible from my imagination.

As twilight settled in, I switched on the weak electric bulb above the cheap, iron-framed bed and tried my best to read. I thought it wise to keep my mind positively engaged, since it wouldn’t help to dwell on the oddities of this old, gloomy town while I was still there. The crazy story I had heard from the elderly drunk didn’t seem likely to lead to pleasant dreams, and I felt I needed to keep the image of his wild, watery eyes as far from my mind as I could.

Another thing that disturbed me was the absence of a bolt on the door of my room. One had been there, as marks clearly showed, but there were signs of recent removal. No doubt it had become out of order, like so many other things in this decrepit edifice. In my nervousness I looked around and discovered a bolt on the clothespress which seemed to be of the same size, judging from the marks, as the one formerly on the door. To gain a partial relief from the general tension I busied myself by transferring this hardware to the vacant place with the aid of a handy three-in-one device including a screw-driver which I kept on my keyring. The bolt fitted perfectly, and I was somewhat relieved when I knew that I could shoot it firmly upon retiring. There were adequate bolts on the two lateral doors to connecting rooms, and these I proceeded to fasten.

Another thing that bothered me was the lack of a bolt on my room's door. There had been one, as the marks clearly showed, but it looked like it had been removed recently. No doubt it had broken, like so many other things in this rundown building. Feeling nervous, I looked around and found a bolt on the closet that seemed to be the same size, judging by the marks, as the one that used to be on the door. To ease some of the overall tension, I kept myself busy by moving this hardware to the empty spot using a handy three-in-one tool with a screwdriver that I had on my keyring. The bolt fit perfectly, and I felt a bit relieved knowing I could secure it tightly when I went to bed. There were enough bolts on the two side doors to the connecting rooms, and I went ahead and locked those, too.

I did not undress, but decided to read till I was sleepy and then lie down with only my coat, collar, and shoes off. Taking a pocket flashlight from my valise, I placed it in my trousers, so that I could read my watch if I woke up later in the dark. Drowsiness, however, did not come; and when I stopped to analyze my thoughts I found to my disquiet that I was really unconsciously listening for something—listening for something which I dreaded but could not name.

I didn't change out of my clothes but chose to read until I felt tired, then lie down with only my coat, collar, and shoes off. I took a pocket flashlight from my bag and tucked it into my pants so I could check the time if I woke up later in the dark. However, I wasn't getting sleepy; when I paused to reflect on my thoughts, I realized with unease that I was actually listening for something—something I feared but couldn't identify.

At length, feeling a fatigue which had nothing of drowsiness in it, I bolted the newly outfitted hall door, turned off the light, and threw myself down on the hard, uneven bed—coat, collar, shoes, and all. In the darkness every faint noise of the night seemed magnified, and a flood of doubly unpleasant thoughts swept over me. I was sorry I had put out the light, yet was too tired to rise and turn it on again. Then, after a long, dreary interval, and prefaced by a fresh creaking of stairs and corridor, there came that soft, damnably unmistakable sound which seemed like a malign fulfilment of all my apprehensions. Without the least shadow of a doubt, the lock on my hall door was being tried—cautiously, furtively, tentatively—with a key.

Finally, feeling a fatigue that wasn’t quite sleepiness, I locked the newly fitted hall door, turned off the light, and collapsed onto the hard, uneven bed—coat, collar, shoes, and all. In the darkness, every faint sound of the night felt amplified, and a wave of troubling thoughts crashed over me. I regretted turning off the light but was too exhausted to get up and turn it back on. Then, after a long, dismal wait, marked by a new creaking of the stairs and hallway, I heard that soft, unmistakable sound which seemed like a malicious confirmation of all my fears. Without a doubt, someone was trying the lock on my hall door—cautiously, secretly, hesitantly—with a key.

The change in the menace from vague premonition to immediate reality was a profound shock, and fell upon me with the force of a genuine blow. It never once occurred to me that the fumbling might be a mere mistake. Malign purpose was all I could think of, and I kept deathly quiet, awaiting the would-be intruder's next move.

The shift from a vague feeling of danger to an immediate threat hit me hard, like a real punch. I never considered that the fumbling could just be a mistake. All I could think about was malicious intent, and I stayed completely still, waiting for the intruder's next move.

After a time the cautious rattling ceased, and I heard the room to the north entered with a pass key. Then the lock of the connecting door to my room was softly tried. The bolt held, of course, and I heard the floor creak as the prowler left the room. After a moment there came another soft rattling, and I knew that the room to the south of me was being entered. Again a furtive trying of a bolted connecting door, and again a receding creaking. This time the creaking went along the hall and down the stairs, so I knew that the prowler had realized the bolted condition of my doors and was giving up his attempt for a time.

After a while, the cautious rattling stopped, and I heard someone enter the room to the north with a master key. Then, the lock on the connecting door to my room was gently tested. The bolt held, of course, and I heard the floor creak as the intruder left the room. A moment later, there was another quiet rattling, and I realized that the room to the south of me was being accessed. Again, there was a sneaky attempt to open the bolted connecting door, and again I heard creaking as it moved away. This time, the creaking continued down the hall and down the stairs, so I knew that the intruder had figured out that my doors were bolted and was giving up for now.

The one thing to do was to get out of that hotel alive as quickly as I could, and through some channel other than the front stairs and lobby!

The only thing I needed to do was to get out of that hotel alive as fast as possible, and through some way other than the front stairs and lobby!

Rising softly and throwing my flashlight on the switch, I sought to light the bulb over my bed in order to choose and pocket some belongings for a swift, valiseless flight. Nothing, however, happened; and I saw that the power had been cut off. So, filling my pockets with the flashlight's aid, I put on my hat and tiptoed to the windows to consider chances of descent. Despite the state's safety regulations there was no fire escape on this side of the hotel, and I saw that my windows commanded only a sheer three-story drop to the cobbled courtyard. On the right and left, however, some ancient brick business blocks abutted on the hotel; their slant roofs coming up to a reasonable jumping distance from my fourth-story level. To reach either of these lines of buildings I would have to be in a room two doors from my own—in one case on the north and in the other case on the south—and my mind instantly set to work calculating what chances I had of making the transfer.

I slowly got up and turned on my flashlight to light up the bulb over my bed so I could grab some things for a quick, no-frills escape. But nothing happened; the power was out. So, using the flashlight to fill my pockets, I put on my hat and quietly went to the windows to check out my options for getting down. Even with safety regulations, there was no fire escape on this side of the hotel, and I could see that my windows led to a straight three-story drop into the cobbled courtyard. However, on both sides, there were some old brick buildings right next to the hotel; their slanted roofs were within jumping distance from my fourth-floor level. To get to either of those buildings, I would need to be in a room two doors down from mine—one to the north and one to the south—and I immediately started calculating my chances of making the jump.

First, I reinforced my own outer door by pushing the bureau against it—little by little, in order to make a minimum of sound. Then, gathering from the grocery boy's map that the best route out of town was southward, I glanced first at the connecting door on the south side of the room. It was designed to open in my direction, hence I saw—after drawing the bolt and finding other fastenings in place—it was not a favorable one for forcing. Accordingly abandoning it as a route, I cautiously moved the bedstead against it to hamper any attack which might be made on it later from the next room. The door on the north was hung to open away from me, and this—though a test proved it to be locked or bolted from the other side—I knew must be my route. If I could gain the roofs of the buildings in Paine Street and descend successfully to the ground level, I might perhaps dart through the courtyard and the adjacent or opposite buildings to Washington or Bates—or else emerge in Paine and edge around southward into Washington. In any case, I would aim to strike Washington somehow and get quickly out of the Town Square region. My preference would be to avoid Paine, since the fire station there might be open all night.

First, I reinforced my front door by pushing the dresser against it—slowly, to make as little noise as possible. Then, using the grocery boy's map, I realized that the best way out of town was south. I looked at the door on the south side of the room. It was meant to open towards me, so after unlocking the bolt and checking the other fastenings, I saw that it wasn't a good choice for forcing open. So, I decided to move the bed against it to block any attack that might come from the next room. The door on the north side opened away from me, and even though a test showed it was locked or bolted from the other side, I knew it had to be my way out. If I could get onto the roofs of the buildings on Paine Street and then make my way down to the ground, I might be able to sneak through the courtyard and the nearby or opposite buildings to reach Washington or Bates—or I could come out on Paine and find my way south to Washington. Either way, I aimed to get to Washington quickly and leave the Town Square area. I wanted to avoid Paine, since the fire station there might be open all night.

I was irresolutely speculating on when I had better attack the northward door, and on how I could least audibly manage it, when I noticed that the vague noises underfoot had given place to a fresh and heavier creaking of the stairs. A wavering flicker of light showed through my transom, and the boards of the corridor began to groan with a ponderous load. Muffled sounds of possible vocal origin approached, and at length a firm knock came at my outer door.

I was uncertainly thinking about when I should try to open the north door and how I could do it quietly when I noticed that the vague noises underfoot had been replaced by a new, heavier creaking of the stairs. A flickering light appeared through my transom, and the floorboards in the corridor began to groan under a heavy weight. Muffled sounds that seemed like voices got closer, and finally, there was a strong knock at my outer door.

For a moment I simply held my breath and waited. Eternities seemed to elapse, and the nauseous fishy odor of my environment seemed to mount suddenly and spectacularly. Then the knocking was repeated—continuously, and with growing insistence. I knew that the time for action had come, and forthwith drew the bolt of the northward connecting door, bracing myself for the task of battering it open. The knocking waxed louder, and I hoped that its volume would cover the sound of my efforts. At last beginning my attempt, I lunged again and again at the thin panelling with my left shoulder, heedless of shock or pain.

For a moment, I just held my breath and waited. It felt like forever, and the terrible fishy smell around me suddenly became overwhelming. Then the knocking started again—constant and increasingly urgent. I knew it was time to do something, so I quickly unlatched the north door, gearing up to force it open. The knocking got louder, and I hoped it would drown out the noise of what I was doing. Finally, I started my attempt, throwing my left shoulder against the thin paneling again and again, ignoring any shock or pain.

Finally the connecting door gave, but with such a crash that I knew those outside must have heard. Instantly the outside knocking became a violent battering, while keys sounded ominously in the hall doors of the rooms on both sides of me. Rushing through the newly opened connection, I succeeded in bolting the northerly hall door before the lock could be turned; but even as I did so I heard the hall door of the third room—the one from whose window I had hoped to reach the roof below—being tried with a pass key.

Finally, the connecting door gave way, but with such a crash that I knew the people outside must have heard it. Immediately, the knocking from outside turned into a violent pounding, while keys ominously jingled in the hall doors of the rooms on both sides. Rushing through the newly opened passage, I managed to bolt the northern hall door before the lock could be turned; but even as I did this, I heard the hall door of the third room—the one with the window I had hoped to use to reach the roof below—being tested with a passkey.

For an instant I felt absolute despair, since my trapping in a chamber with no window egress seemed complete. Then, with a dazed automatism, I made for the next connecting door and performed the blind motion of pushing at it in an effort to get through!

For a moment, I felt total despair, as if I was completely trapped in a windowless room. Then, in a dazed state, I went to the next connecting door and mindlessly pushed on it, trying to get through!

Sheer fortunate chance gave me my reprieve—for the connecting door before me was not only unlocked but actually ajar. In a second I was through, and had my right knee and shoulder against a hall door which was visibly opening inward. My pressure took the opener off guard, for the thing shut as I pushed, so that I could slip the well-conditioned bolt as I had done with the other door. As I gained this respite I heard the battering at the two other doors abate, while a confused clatter came from the connecting door I had shielded with the bedstead. Evidently the bulk of my assailants had entered the southerly room and were massing in a lateral attack. But at the same moment a pass key sounded in the next door to the north, and I knew that a nearer peril was at hand.

Sheer luck gave me a break—because the door in front of me wasn’t just unlocked; it was actually ajar. In an instant, I was through and had my right knee and shoulder against a hallway door that was clearly opening inward. My push caught the person on the other side by surprise, causing the door to shut as I pressed against it, allowing me to slip the well-oiled bolt just like I had done with the other door. As I got this moment of relief, I heard the banging on the two other doors slow down, while a chaotic noise came from the connecting door that I had blocked with the bed. Clearly, most of my attackers had gone into the room to the south and were preparing to come at me from the side. But at that same moment, I heard a key turning in the door to the north, and I realized that a closer danger was approaching.

The northward connecting door was wide open, but there was no time to think about checking the already turning lock in the hall. All I could do was to shut and bolt the open connecting door, as well as its mate on the opposite side—pushing a bedstead against the one and a bureau against the other, and moving a washstand in front of the hall door. I must, I saw, trust to such makeshift barriers to shield me till I could get out the window and on the roof of the Paine Street block. But even in this acute moment my chief horror was something apart from the immediate weakness of my defenses. I was shuddering because not one of my pursuers, despite some hideous pantings, gruntings, and subdued barkings at odd intervals, was uttering an intelligible vocal sound!

The northward connecting door was wide open, but there was no time to check the lock in the hall. All I could do was shut and bolt the open connecting door, as well as the one on the opposite side—pushing a bed against one and a dresser against the other, and moving a washstand in front of the hall door. I realized I had to rely on these makeshift barriers to protect me until I could get out the window and onto the roof of the Paine Street block. But even in this tense moment, my main fear was something beyond the weakness of my defenses. I was shuddering because none of my pursuers, despite their horrible panting, grunting, and muffled barking at odd moments, was making any understandable sound!

As I moved the furniture and rushed toward the windows I heard a frightful scurrying along the corridor toward the room north of me, and perceived that the southward battering had ceased. Plainly, most of my opponents were about to concentrate against the feeble connecting door which they knew must open directly on me. Outside, the moon played on the ridge-pole of the block below, and I saw that the jump would be desperately hazardous because of the steep surface on which I must land.

As I moved the furniture and hurried toward the windows, I heard a terrifying scurrying in the hallway leading to the room next to mine, and I noticed that the pounding from the south had stopped. Clearly, most of my attackers were getting ready to focus on the weak connecting door that they knew would open right into my room. Outside, the moonlight shone on the ridge of the building below, and I realized that jumping down would be extremely dangerous because of the steep surface I would have to land on.

The clatter at the northerly connecting door was now terrific, and I saw that the weak panelling was beginning to splinter. Obviously, the besiegers had brought some ponderous object into play as a battering-ram. The bedstead, however, still held firm; so that I had at least a faint chance of making good my escape. As I opened the window I noticed that it was flanked by heavy velour draperies suspended from a pole by brass rings, and also that there was a large projecting catch for the shutters on the exterior. Seeing a possible means of avoiding the dangerous jump, I yanked at the hangings and brought them down, pole and all; then quickly hooking two of the rings in the shutter catch and flinging the drapery outside. The heavy folds reached fully to the abutting roof, and I saw that the rings and catch would be likely to bear my weight. So, climbing out of the window and down the improvised rope ladder, I left behind me forever the morbid and horror-infested fabric of the Gilman House.

The noise at the northern connecting door was deafening, and I noticed the weak paneling starting to splinter. Clearly, the attackers had introduced a heavy object as a battering ram. Luckily, the bedstead still held firm, giving me at least a slim chance to escape. As I opened the window, I saw it was flanked by heavy velour curtains hanging from a pole with brass rings, and there was also a large catch for the shutters outside. Spotting a potential way to avoid a dangerous jump, I pulled down the curtains along with the pole and quickly hooked two of the rings into the shutter catch, tossing the drapery outside. The heavy folds extended all the way to the adjacent roof, and I figured the rings and catch could support my weight. Climbing out of the window and down the makeshift rope ladder, I left behind the grim and terrifying atmosphere of the Gilman House for good.

I landed safely on the loose slates of the steep roof, and succeeded in gaining the gaping black skylight without a slip. The place inside was ghoulish-looking, but I was past minding such impressions and made at once for the staircase revealed by my flashlight—after a hasty glance at my watch, which showed the hour to be 2 A.M. The steps creaked, but seemed tolerably sound; and I raced down past a barnlike second story to the ground floor. The desolation was complete, and only echoes answered my footfalls.

I landed safely on the loose shingles of the steep roof and managed to reach the open black skylight without slipping. The inside looked creepy, but I was beyond caring about that and headed straight for the staircase my flashlight revealed—after a quick check of my watch, which read 2 A.M. The steps creaked, but felt solid enough; I rushed past a barn-like second floor down to the ground level. The place was completely desolate, and only echoes responded to my footsteps.

The hallway inside was black, and when I reached the opposite end I saw that the street door was wedged immovably shut. Resolved to try another building, I groped my way toward the courtyard, but stopped short when close to the doorway.

The hallway inside was dark, and when I got to the other end, I saw that the street door was stuck tight. Determined to try a different building, I felt my way toward the courtyard but stopped abruptly when I was close to the doorway.

For out of an opened door in the Gilman House a large crowd of doubtful shapes was pouring—lanterns bobbing in the darkness, and horrible croaking voices exchanging low cries in what was certainly not English. Their features were indistinguishable, but their crouching, shambling gait was abominably repellent. And worst of all, I perceived that one figure was strangely robed, and unmistakably surmounted by a tall tiara of a design altogether too familiar. Again groping toward the street, I opened a door off the hall and came upon an empty room with closely shuttered but sashless windows. Fumbling in the rays of my flashlight, I found I could open the shutters; and in another moment had climbed outside and was carefully closing the aperture in its original manner.

Out of an open door in the Gilman House, a large crowd of strange figures was spilling out—lanterns swaying in the dark, and creepy croaking voices murmuring low sounds in what definitely wasn't English. Their faces were hard to see, but their huddled, awkward movements were disturbingly repulsive. Worst of all, I noticed that one figure was dressed oddly, topped with a tall tiara that looked painfully familiar. Feeling my way toward the street, I opened a door off the hallway and discovered an empty room with tightly shut, sashless windows. As I fumbled in the beam of my flashlight, I found I could open the shutters; in a moment, I climbed outside and carefully closed the opening as I had found it.

I walked rapidly, softly, and close to the ruined houses. At Bates Street I drew into a yawning vestibule while two shambling figures crossed in front of me, but was soon on my way again and approaching the open space where Eliot Street obliquely crosses Washington at the intersection of South. Though I had never seen this space, it had looked dangerous to me on the grocery youth's map; since the moonlight would have free play there. There was no use trying to evade it, for any alternative course would involve detours of possibly disastrous visibility and delaying effect. The only thing to do was to cross it boldly and openly; imitating the typical shamble of the Innsmouth folk as best I could, and trusting that no one—or at least no pursuer of mine—would be there.

I walked quickly, quietly, and close to the abandoned houses. At Bates Street, I slipped into a dark entryway while two awkward figures walked by me, but I soon continued on my way, heading toward the open area where Eliot Street crosses Washington at the intersection of South. Although I had never been to this spot, it had seemed dangerous on the grocery store clerk's map because the moonlight would shine freely there. It was useless to try to avoid it, since any other route would mean taking potentially risky detours that could make me more visible and delay me. The only thing to do was to cross it confidently and openly; I mimicked the typical shamble of the Innsmouth locals as best I could, hoping that no one—or at least no one chasing me—would be around.

Just how fully the pursuit was organized—and indeed, just what its purpose might be—I could form no idea. There seemed to be unusual activity in the town, but I judged that the news of my escape from the Gilman had not yet spread. The open space was, as I had expected, strongly moonlit. But my progress was unimpeded, and no fresh sound arose to hint that I had been spied. Glancing about me, I involuntarily let my pace slacken for a second to take in the sight of the sea, gorgeous in the burning moonlight at the street's end. Far out beyond the breakwater was the dim, dark line of Devil Reef.

I had no idea how well-organized the pursuit was or what its actual purpose might be. There seemed to be a lot of unusual activity in the town, but I figured that the news of my escape from the Gilman hadn't spread yet. The open area was, as I had expected, brightly lit by the moon. But I moved forward without any issues, and no new sounds suggested that I had been seen. As I looked around, I unconsciously slowed my pace for a moment to take in the view of the sea, beautiful in the bright moonlight at the end of the street. Far out beyond the breakwater, I could see the faint, dark outline of Devil Reef.

Then, without warning, I saw the intermittent flashes of light on the distant reef. My muscles tightened for panic flight, held in only by a certain unconscious caution and half-hypnotic fascination. And to make matters worse, there now flashed forth from the lofty cupola of the Gilman House, which loomed up to the northeast behind me, a series of analogous though differently spaced gleams which could be nothing less than an answering signal.

Then, out of nowhere, I noticed the quick flashes of light on the faraway reef. My muscles tensed, ready to flee in panic, but I was held back by a strange mix of subconscious caution and a half-hypnotic fascination. To make things even worse, a series of similar but differently spaced flashes suddenly lit up from the tall dome of the Gilman House, which towered in the northeast behind me, and it could only be an answering signal.

I now bent to the left around the ruinous green; still gazing toward the ocean as it blazed in the spectral summer moonlight, and watching the cryptical flashing of those nameless, unexplainable beacons.

I now leaned to the left around the overgrown ruins, still looking at the ocean as it shone in the eerie summer moonlight, and observing the mysterious flickering of those unknown, unexplainable lights.

It was then that the most horrible impression of all was borne in upon me—the impression which destroyed my last vestige of self-control and sent me running frantically southward past the yawning black doorways and fishily staring windows of that deserted nightmare street. For at a closer glance I saw that the moonlit waters between the reef and the shore were far from empty. They were alive with a teeming horde of shapes swimming inward toward the town!

It was then that the most terrifying realization hit me—the one that shattered my last bit of self-control and made me sprint frantically southward past the wide, dark doorways and eerily staring windows of that abandoned, nightmarish street. For upon a closer look, I saw that the moonlit waters between the reef and the shore were far from empty. They were alive with a swarm of figures swimming toward the town!

My frantic running ceased before I had covered a block, for at my left I began to hear something like the hue and cry of organized pursuit. There were footsteps and guttural sounds, and a rattling motor wheezed south along Federal Street. In a second all my plans were utterly changed—for if the southward highway were blocked ahead of me, I must clearly find another egress from Innsmouth. I paused and drew into a gaping doorway, reflecting how lucky I was to have left the moonlit open space before these pursuers came down the parallel street.

My frantic running stopped before I had even covered a block, because to my left I started hearing what sounded like the organized noise of a chase. There were footsteps and harsh noises, and a wheezing motor rattled south along Federal Street. In an instant, all my plans changed completely—if the road ahead of me was blocked, I had to figure out another way to get out of Innsmouth. I paused and stepped into a wide doorway, thinking how lucky I was to have left the moonlit open area before these pursuers came down the street next to me.

Then I thought of the abandoned railway to Rowley, whose solid line of ballasted, weed-grown earth still stretched off to the northwest from the crumbling station on the edge of the river gorge. There was just a chance that the townsfolk would not think of that!

Then I remembered the old railway to Rowley, whose sturdy, overgrown tracks still extended to the northwest from the decaying station by the river gorge. There was a slim chance the locals wouldn’t consider that!

Drawing inside the hall of my deserted shelter, I once more consulted the grocery boy's map with the aid of the flashlight. The immediate problem was how to reach the ancient railway; and I now saw that the safest course was ahead to Babson Street, then west to Lafayette—there edging around but not crossing an open space homologous to the one I had traversed—and subsequently back northward and westward in zigzagging line through Lafayette, Bates, Adams, and Banks Streets—the latter skirting the river gorge—to the abandoned and dilapidated station I had seen from my window. My reason for going ahead to Babson was that I wished neither to re-cross the earlier open space nor to begin my westward course along a cross street as broad as South. I crossed the street to the right-hand side in order to edge around into Babson as inconspicuously as possible.

Sitting in the hall of my deserted shelter, I once again looked at the grocery boy’s map using my flashlight. The immediate issue was figuring out how to get to the old railway. I realized that the safest route was to head straight to Babson Street, then west to Lafayette—skirting around but not crossing a large open area similar to the one I had crossed earlier—and then zigzagging north and west through Lafayette, Bates, Adams, and Banks Streets—the last of which runs along the river gorge—to the abandoned and crumbling station I had spotted from my window. I wanted to go to Babson first because I didn't want to cross the earlier open area again or start heading west along a street as wide as South. I crossed to the right side of the street to quietly make my way into Babson.

In Babson Street I clung as closely as possible to the sagging, uneven buildings; twice pausing in a doorway as the noises behind me momentarily increased. The open space ahead shone wide and desolate under the moon, but my route would not force me to cross it. During my second pause I began to detect a fresh distribution of the vague sounds; and upon looking cautiously out from cover beheld a motor car darting across the open space, bound outward along Eliot Street.

In Babson Street, I stayed as close as I could to the sagging, uneven buildings, pausing twice in a doorway as the sounds behind me suddenly grew louder. The open space ahead lay wide and empty under the moonlight, but I didn't have to cross it. During my second pause, I started to notice a new arrangement of the indistinct noises; and when I carefully peeked out from my hiding spot, I saw a car speeding across the open area, heading out along Eliot Street.

As I watched—choked by a sudden rise in the fishy odor after a short abatement—I saw a band of uncouth, crouching shapes loping and shambling in the same direction; and knew that this must be the party guarding the Ipswich road, since that highway forms an extension of Eliot Street. Two of the figures I glimpsed were in voluminous robes, and one wore a peaked diadem which glistened whitely in the moonlight. The gait of this figure was so odd that it sent a chill through me—for it seemed to me the creature was almost hopping.

As I stood there, overwhelmed by a sudden wave of fishy smell after a brief pause, I saw a group of strange, hunched figures moving clumsily in the same direction. I realized that this must be the group guarding the Ipswich road, since that road is an extension of Eliot Street. Two of the shapes I spotted were dressed in large robes, and one wore a pointed crown that shone brightly in the moonlight. The way this figure moved was so bizarre that it gave me a chill—it looked like the creature was almost hopping.

When the last of the band was out of sight I resumed my progress; darting around the corner into Lafayette Street, and crossing Eliot very hurriedly lest stragglers of the party be still advancing along that thoroughfare. I did hear some croaking and clattering sounds far off toward Town Square, but accomplished the passage without disaster. My greatest dread was in re-crossing broad and moonlit South Street—with its seaward view—and I had to nerve myself for the ordeal. Someone might easily be looking, and possible Eliot Street stragglers could not fail to glimpse me from either of two points. At the last moment I decided I had better slacken my trot and make the crossing as before in the shambling gait of an average Innsmouth native.

When the last of the group was out of sight, I continued on my way, quickly rounding the corner onto Lafayette Street and crossing Eliot as fast as I could, in case any stragglers from the party were still coming down that street. I heard some croaking and clattering noises off in the direction of Town Square, but I managed to get across without any trouble. My biggest fear was having to cross wide, moonlit South Street—with its view of the sea—and I had to brace myself for that moment. Someone could easily be watching, and any potential stragglers on Eliot Street would definitely see me from either side. At the last second, I decided it was better to slow down a bit and cross as I had before, moving in the way an average Innsmouth local would.

I had not quite crossed the street when I heard a muttering band advancing along Washington from the north. As they reached the broad open space where I had had my first disquieting glimpse of the moonlit water I could see them plainly only a block away—and was horrified by the bestial abnormality of their faces and the dog-like sub-humanness of their crouching gait. One man moved in a positively simian way, with long arms frequently touching the ground; while another figure—robed and tiaraed—seemed to progress in an almost hopping fashion. I judged this party to be the one I had seen in the Gilman's courtyard—the one, therefore, most closely on my trail. As some of the figures turned to look in my direction I was transfixed with fright, yet managed to preserve the casual, shambling gait I had assumed. To this day I do not know whether they saw me or not. If they did, my stratagem must have deceived them, for they passed on across the moonlit space without varying their course—meanwhile croaking and jabbering in some hateful guttural patois I could not identify.

I had just started to cross the street when I heard a mumbling group moving along Washington from the north. As they reached the large open area where I had my first unsettling glimpse of the moonlit water, I could see them clearly just a block away—and was horrified by the animalistic abnormality of their faces and the dog-like, sub-human way they crouched as they walked. One man moved in a distinctly ape-like manner, with long arms that often touched the ground; while another figure—dressed in robes and a tiara—seemed to hop along. I figured this group was the same one I had seen in the Gilman's courtyard—the one that was closest to tracking me. When some of them turned to look in my direction, I was frozen with fear, but I managed to keep up the casual, shuffling walk I had adopted. To this day, I still don’t know if they saw me or not. If they did, my trick must have fooled them, as they continued on across the moonlit space without changing their path—meanwhile croaking and jabbering in some disgusting, guttural language I couldn’t recognize.

Once more in shadow, I resumed my former dog-trot past the leaning and decrepit houses that stared blankly into the night. Having crossed to the western sidewalk I rounded the nearest corner into Bates Street, where I kept close to the buildings on the southern side. At last I saw the ancient arcaded station—or what was left of it—and made directly for the tracks that started from its farther end.

Once again in the shadows, I continued my previous jog past the rundown and crumbling houses that stared vacantly into the night. After crossing to the western sidewalk, I turned the nearest corner onto Bates Street, staying close to the buildings on the south side. Finally, I spotted the old arched station—or what remained of it—and headed straight for the tracks that began at its far end.

The rails were rusty but mainly intact, and not more than half the ties had rotted away. Walking or running on such a surface was very difficult; but I did my best, and on the whole made very fair time. For some distance the line kept on along the gorge's brink, but at length I reached the long covered bridge where it crossed the chasm at a dizzy height. The condition of this bridge would determine my next step. If humanly possible, I would use it; if not, I would have to risk more street wandering and take the nearest intact highway bridge.

The tracks were rusty but mostly in one piece, and less than half the ties had fallen apart. Walking or running on such a surface was really tough, but I did my best and managed to make decent progress. For a while, the tracks followed the edge of the gorge, but eventually I got to the long covered bridge that spanned the chasm at a dizzying height. The state of this bridge would decide what I would do next. If at all possible, I would use it; if not, I would have to take a chance on wandering through the streets and find the nearest usable highway bridge.

The vast, barnlike length of the old bridge gleamed spectrally in the moonlight and I saw that the ties were safe for at least a few feet within. Entering, I began to use my flashlight, and was almost knocked down by the cloud of bats that flapped past me. About halfway across there was a perilous gap in the ties which I feared for a moment would halt me; but in the end I risked a desperate jump which fortunately succeeded.

The long, barn-like old bridge shimmered eerily in the moonlight, and I noticed that the ties were secure for at least a few feet inside. As I stepped in, I turned on my flashlight and was nearly knocked over by a swarm of bats flying by. About halfway across, I encountered a dangerous gap in the ties that made me worried I would have to stop; but in the end, I took a risky leap that thankfully worked out.

I was glad to see the moonlight again when I emerged from that macabre tunnel. The old tracks crossed River Street at a grade, and at once veered off into a region increasingly rural and with less and less of Innsmouth's abhorrent fishy odor. Here the dense growth of weeds and briers hindered me and cruelly tore my clothes, but I was none the less glad that they were there to give me concealment in case of peril. I knew that much of my route must be visible from the Rowley road.

I was happy to see the moonlight again when I came out of that creepy tunnel. The old tracks crossed River Street at an angle and quickly turned into a more rural area with less of Innsmouth's awful fishy smell. The thick growth of weeds and thorns got in my way and ripped my clothes, but I was still thankful they were there to hide me in case of danger. I knew that a lot of my path could be seen from the Rowley road.

The marshy region began very shortly, with the single track on a low, grassy embankment. Then came a sort of island of higher ground, where the line passed through a shallow open cut choked with bushes and brambles. I was very glad of this partial shelter, since at this point the Rowley road was uncomfortably near according to my window view.

The marshy area started soon after, with a narrow track on a low, grassy bank. Then there was a sort of island of elevated land, where the track went through a shallow cut filled with bushes and brambles. I was really thankful for this bit of shelter, as at this point the Rowley road felt uncomfortably close from my window view.

Just before entering the cut I glanced behind me, but saw no pursuer. The ancient spires and roofs of decaying Innsmouth gleamed lovely and ethereal in the magic yellow moonlight, and I thought of how they must have looked in the old days before the shadow fell. Then, as my gaze circled inland from the town, something less tranquil arrested my notice and held me immobile for a second.

Just before entering the cut, I looked back, but saw no one chasing me. The old spires and rotting roofs of Innsmouth shimmered beautifully and eerily in the magical yellow moonlight, and I thought about how they must have looked in the past before the darkness descended. Then, as I turned my gaze away from the town, something much less peaceful caught my attention and froze me in place for a moment.

What I saw—or fancied I saw—was a disturbing suggestion of undulant motion far to the south; a suggestion which made me conclude that a very large horde must be pouring out of the city along the level Ipswich road. The distance was great, and I could distinguish nothing in detail; but I did not at all like the look of that moving column.

What I saw—or thought I saw—was a troubling hint of wavy movement way down south; a hint that led me to believe that a huge crowd was spilling out of the city along the flat Ipswich road. The distance was far, and I couldn't make out any details; but I definitely didn't like the look of that moving group.

All sorts of unpleasant conjectures crossed my mind. I thought of those very extreme Innsmouth types said to be hidden in crumbling, centuried warrens near the waterfront. I thought, too, of those nameless swimmers I had seen. Counting the parties so far glimpsed, as well as those presumably covering other roads, the number of my pursuers must be strangely large for a town as depopulated as Innsmouth.

All kinds of disturbing thoughts crossed my mind. I imagined those really extreme Innsmouth types said to be hiding in the decaying, centuries-old buildings by the waterfront. I also remembered those unidentifiable swimmers I had seen. Adding up the groups I had seen so far, along with those likely coming from other directions, the number of my pursuers had to be unusually high for a town as sparsely populated as Innsmouth.

Who were they? Why were they here? And if such a column of them was scouring the Ipswich road, would the patrols on the other roads be likewise augmented?

Who were they? Why were they here? And if a group like that was traveling down the Ipswich road, would the patrols on the other roads be increased too?

I had entered the brush-grown cut and was struggling along at a very slow pace when that damnable fishy odor again waxed dominant. There were sounds, too—a kind of wholesale, colossal flopping or pattering which somehow called up images of the most detestable sort.

I had stepped into the brush-filled path and was making my way through it at a really slow pace when that awful fishy smell became overwhelming again. There were sounds as well—a massive, chaotic flopping or pattering that somehow brought to mind the most disgusting images.

And then both stench and sounds grew stronger, so that I paused shivering and grateful for the cut's protection. It was here, I recalled, that the Rowley road drew so close to the old railway before crossing westward and diverging. Something was coming along that road, and I must lie low till its passage and vanishment in the distance. Crouched in the bushes of that sandy cleft I felt reasonably safe, even though I knew the searchers would have to cross the track in front of me not much more than a hundred yards away. I would be able to see them, but they could not, except by a malign miracle, see me.

And then the smell and sounds got stronger, so I stopped, shivering and thankful for the cover. I remembered that the Rowley road got really close to the old railway before going west and splitting off. Something was coming down that road, and I had to stay hidden until it passed and disappeared into the distance. Crouched in the bushes of that sandy dip, I felt pretty safe, even though I knew the searchers would have to cross the track right in front of me, not much more than a hundred yards away. I would be able to see them, but they couldn’t, unless by some bad luck, see me.

All at once I began dreading to look at them as they passed. I saw the close moonlit space where they would surge by, and had curious thoughts about the irredeemable pollution of that space. They would perhaps be the worst of all Innsmouth types—something one would not care to remember.

All of a sudden, I started to dread looking at them as they went by. I saw the small moonlit area where they would rush past and had strange thoughts about the permanent contamination of that space. They might be the worst of all the Innsmouth types—something you'd rather forget.

The stench waxed overpowering, and the noises swelled to a bestial babel of croaking, baying, and barking, without the least suggestion of human speech. Were these indeed the voices of my pursuers? That flopping or pattering was monstrous—I could not look upon the degenerate creatures responsible for it. I would keep my eyes shut till the sounds receded toward the west. The horde was very close now—the air foul with their hoarse snarlings, and the ground almost shaking with their alien-rhythmed footfalls. My breath nearly ceased to come, and I put every ounce of will-power into the task of holding my eyelids down.

The stench became overwhelming, and the sounds grew into a chaotic mix of croaking, howling, and barking, with no hint of human speech. Were these really the voices of my pursuers? The flopping and pattering noises were horrifying—I couldn't bear to look at the twisted creatures making them. I kept my eyes shut until the sounds faded into the distance. The crowd was very close now—the air thick with their raspy growls, and the ground almost trembling from their strange footfalls. I could barely breathe, and I focused all my willpower on keeping my eyelids closed.

I am not even yet willing to say whether what followed was a hideous actuality or only a nightmare hallucination. The later action of the government, after my frantic appeals, would tend to confirm it as a monstrous truth; but could not an hallucination have been repeated under the quasi-hypnotic spell of that ancient, haunted, and shadowed town?

I’m not even ready to say if what happened next was a terrible reality or just a nightmare. The government’s later actions, after my desperate pleading, suggest it was a horrific truth; but couldn’t a hallucination have been experienced again under the eerie, hypnotic influence of that old, haunted, and shadowy town?

But I must try to tell what I thought I saw that night under the mocking yellow moon—saw surging and hopping down the Rowley road in plain sight in front of me as I crouched among the wild brambles of that desolate railway cut. Of course my resolution to keep my eyes shut had failed. It was foredoomed to failure—for who could crouch blindly while a legion of croaking, baying entities of unknown source flopped noisomely past, scarcely more than a hundred yards away?

But I have to try to explain what I thought I saw that night under the mocking yellow moon—saw it moving and hopping down the Rowley road right in front of me while I crouched among the wild brambles of that desolate railway cut. Of course, my decision to keep my eyes shut didn’t work. It was bound to fail—who could crouch blindly while a legion of croaking, baying beings of unknown origin moved noisily past, barely a hundred yards away?

For I knew that a long section of them must be plainly in sight where the sides of the cut flattened out and the road crossed the track—and I could no longer keep myself from sampling whatever horror that leering yellow moon might have to show.

For I knew that a long stretch of them had to be clearly visible where the sides of the cut leveled off and the road crossed the tracks—and I couldn't hold myself back from experiencing whatever nightmare that mocking yellow moon might unveil.

It was the end, for whatever remains to me of life on the surface of this earth, of every vestige of mental peace and confidence in the integrity of nature and of the human mind. Can it be possible that this planet has actually spawned such things; that human eyes have truly seen, as objective flesh, what man has hitherto known only in febrile phantasy and tenuous legend?

It was the end of everything left for me in this life on the surface of the earth, of every trace of mental peace and faith in the honesty of nature and the human mind. Is it really possible that this planet has produced such things; that human eyes have actually witnessed, as physical beings, what humanity has only known before in wild imagination and fragile myth?

And yet I saw them in a limitless stream—flopping, hopping, croaking, bleating—surging inhumanly through the spectral moonlight in a grotesque, malignant saraband of fantastic nightmare. And some of them had tall tiaras of that nameless whitish-gold metal ... and some were strangely robed ... and one, who led the way, was clad in a ghoulishly humped black coat and striped trousers, and had a man's felt hat perched on the shapeless thing that answered for a head....

And still, I saw them moving endlessly—flopping, hopping, croaking, bleating—surging unnaturally through the eerie moonlight in a twisted, sinister dance of bizarre nightmares. Some of them wore tall crowns made of that strange whitish-gold metal... others were dressed in odd robes... and one, who took the lead, was wearing a creepy, hunched black coat and striped pants, with a man’s felt hat balanced on the misshapen thing that served as his head...

I think their predominant color was a grayish-green, though they had white bellies. They were mostly shiny and slippery, but the ridges of their backs were scaly. Their forms vaguely suggested the anthropoid, while their heads were the heads of fish, with prodigious bulging eyes that never closed. At the sides of their necks were palpitating gills, and their long paws were webbed. They hopped irregularly, sometimes on two legs and sometimes on four. I was somehow glad that they had no more than four limbs. Their croaking, baying voices, clearly used for articulate speech, held all the dark shades of expression which their staring faces lacked.

I think their main color was a grayish-green, but they had white bellies. They were mostly shiny and slippery, but the ridges on their backs were scaly. Their shapes vaguely resembled humans, while their heads were like fish, with enormous bulging eyes that never closed. On the sides of their necks were pulsating gills, and their long paws were webbed. They hopped in an irregular way, sometimes on two legs and sometimes on four. I was somewhat glad that they had only four limbs. Their croaking, baying voices, clearly used for speaking, expressed all the dark tones that their staring faces lacked.

But for all of their monstrousness they were not unfamiliar to me. I knew too well what they must be—for was not the memory of that evil tiara at Newburyport still fresh? They were the blasphemous fish-frogs of the nameless design—living and horrible—and as I saw them I knew also of what that humped, tiaraed priest in the black church basement had so fearsomely reminded me. Their number was past guessing. It seemed to me that there were limitless swarms of them—and certainly my momentary glimpse could have shown only the least fraction. In another instant everything was blotted out by a merciful fit of fainting; the first I had ever had.

But despite how monstrous they were, they weren’t unfamiliar to me. I knew all too well what they had to be—wasn't the memory of that evil tiara in Newburyport still fresh? They were the blasphemous fish-frogs of the nameless design—real and horrifying—and as I looked at them, I also recalled what that humped, tiaraed priest in the dark church basement had dreadfully reminded me of. There were too many to count. It felt like there were endless swarms of them—and my quick glimpse could have shown only the tiniest fraction. In a moment, everything faded away as I fainted; it was the first time I had ever fainted.


V

V

It was a gentle daylight rain that awaked me from my stupor in the brush-grown railway cut, and when I staggered out to the roadway ahead I saw no trace of any prints in the fresh mud. Innsmouth's ruined roofs and toppling steeples loomed up grayly toward the southeast, but not a living creature did I spy in all the desolate salt marshes around. My watch was still going, and told me that the hour was past noon.

It was a light rain that woke me from my daze in the overgrown railway cut, and when I stumbled out onto the road ahead, I saw no signs of any footprints in the fresh mud. Innsmouth's crumbling roofs and leaning steeples rose up gray in the southeast, but I didn't see a single living thing in the empty salt marshes around me. My watch was still working and showed that it was past noon.

The reality of what I had been through was highly uncertain in my mind, but I felt that something hideous lay in the background. I must get away from evil-shadowed Innsmouth—and accordingly I began to test my cramped, wearied powers of locomotion. Despite weakness, hunger, horror, and bewilderment I found myself after a time able to walk; so started slowly along the muddy road to Rowley. Before evening I was in the village, getting a meal and providing myself with presentable clothes. I caught the night train to Arkham, and the next day talked long and earnestly with government officials there; a process I later repeated in Boston. With the main result of these colloquies the public is now familiar—and I wish, for normality's sake, there were nothing more to tell. Perhaps it is madness that is overtaking me—yet perhaps a greater horror—or a greater marvel—is reaching out.

The reality of what I had experienced was really unclear to me, but I sensed that something terrible was lurking in the background. I had to get away from the sinister Innsmouth—and so I started to test my exhausted, worn-out ability to move. Despite feeling weak, hungry, terrified, and confused, I eventually managed to walk; so I began to slowly make my way along the muddy road to Rowley. By evening, I was in the village, getting a meal and finding some decent clothes. I caught the night train to Arkham, and the next day I had a long and serious conversation with government officials there; I eventually did the same in Boston. The main outcome of these discussions is now known to the public—and I wish, for the sake of normalcy, that there was nothing more to share. Maybe this is madness that is taking over me—but perhaps a greater horror—or a greater wonder—is reaching out.

I dared not look for that piece of strange jewelry said to be in the Miskatonic University Museum. I did, however, improve my stay in Arkham by collecting some genealogical notes I had long wished to possess; very rough and hasty data, it is true, but capable of good use later on when I might have time to collate and codify them. The curator of the historical society there—Mr. E. Lapham Peabody—was very courteous about assisting me, and expressed unusual interest when I told him I was a grandson of Eliza Orne of Arkham, who was born in 1867 and had married James Williamson of Ohio at the age of seventeen.

I didn't dare search for that strange piece of jewelry rumored to be in the Miskatonic University Museum. However, I did make my time in Arkham more enjoyable by gathering some genealogical notes I had long wanted to have; they were quite rough and hastily put together, it's true, but they would be useful later when I had time to organize and compile them. The curator of the historical society there—Mr. E. Lapham Peabody—was very helpful and showed unusual interest when I mentioned that I was the grandson of Eliza Orne of Arkham, who was born in 1867 and married James Williamson from Ohio at the age of seventeen.

It seemed that a maternal uncle of mine had been there many years before on a quest much like my own; and that my grandmother's family was a topic of some local curiosity. There had, Mr. Peabody said, been considerable discussion about the marriage of her father, Benjamin Orne, just after the Civil War; since the ancestry of the bride was peculiarly puzzling. That bride was understood to have been an orphaned Marsh of New Hampshire—a cousin of the Essex County Marshes—but her education had been in France and she knew very little of her family. A guardian had deposited funds in a Boston bank to maintain her and her French governess; but that guardian's name was unfamiliar to Arkham people, and in time he dropped out of sight, so that the governess assumed his role by court appointment. The French-woman—now long dead—was very taciturn, and there were those who said she could have told more than she did.

It seemed that my uncle had been there many years before on a quest similar to mine, and that my grandmother's family was a subject of some local interest. Mr. Peabody mentioned that there had been quite a bit of talk about her father, Benjamin Orne's, marriage shortly after the Civil War since the bride's ancestry was particularly puzzling. That bride was believed to be an orphaned Marsh from New Hampshire—a cousin of the Essex County Marshes—but she had been educated in France and knew very little about her own family. A guardian had deposited money in a Boston bank to support her and her French governess; however, that guardian's name was not known to the people of Arkham, and over time he faded from view, leaving the governess to take on his role by court appointment. The French woman—now long gone—was very quiet, and there were those who said she could have revealed more than she did.

But the most baffling thing was the inability of anyone to place the recorded parents of the young woman—Enoch and Lydia (Meserve) Marsh—among the known families of New Hampshire. Possibly, many suggested, she was the natural daughter of some Marsh of prominence—she certainly had the true Marsh eyes. Most of the puzzling was done after her early death, which took place at the birth of my grandmother—her only child. Having formed some disagreeable impressions connected with the name of Marsh, I did not welcome the news that it belonged on my own ancestral tree; nor was I pleased by Mr. Peabody's suggestion that I had the true Marsh eyes myself. However, I was grateful for data which I knew would prove valuable; and took copious notes and lists of book references regarding the well-documented Orne family.

But the most confusing thing was that no one could connect the recorded parents of the young woman—Enoch and Lydia (Meserve) Marsh—with any known families in New Hampshire. Some people speculated that she might be the illegitimate daughter of a prominent Marsh—she definitely had the distinctive Marsh eyes. Most of the confusion happened after her early death, which occurred during the birth of my grandmother—her only child. Having formed some negative impressions associated with the name Marsh, I wasn't thrilled to find out it was part of my own family tree; nor was I happy about Mr. Peabody's comment that I also had the true Marsh eyes. However, I appreciated the information that I knew would be useful; I took extensive notes and made lists of book references concerning the well-documented Orne family.

I went directly home to Toledo from Boston, and later spent a month at Maumee recuperating from my ordeal. In September I entered Oberlin for my final year, and from then till the next June was busy with studies and other wholesome activities—reminded of the bygone terror only by occasional official visits from government men in connection with the campaign which my pleas and evidence had started. Around the middle of July—just a year after the Innsmouth experience—I spent a week with my late mother's family in Cleveland; checking some of my new genealogical data with the various notes, traditions, and bits of heirloom material in existence there, and seeing what kind of a connected chart I could construct.

I went straight home to Toledo from Boston and then spent a month in Maumee recovering from what I went through. In September, I started my final year at Oberlin, and from then until the next June, I was busy with studies and other positive activities—reminded of the past terror only by occasional official visits from government officials related to the campaign that my pleas and evidence had initiated. Around mid-July—just a year after the Innsmouth incident—I spent a week with my late mother's family in Cleveland, checking some of my new genealogical information against the various notes, traditions, and heirloom materials they had, and seeing what kind of connected chart I could create.

I did not exactly relish this task, for the atmosphere of the Williamson home had always depressed me. There was a strain of morbidity there, and my mother had never encouraged my visiting her parents as a child, although she always welcomed her father when he came to Toledo. My Arkham-born grandmother had seemed strange and almost terrifying to me, and I do not think I grieved when she disappeared. I was eight years old then, and it was said that she had wandered off in grief after the suicide of my uncle Douglas, her eldest son. He had shot himself after a trip to New England—the same trip, no doubt, which had caused him to be recalled at the Arkham Historical Society.

I didn't exactly enjoy this task, because the atmosphere of the Williamson home always brought me down. There was a sense of gloom there, and my mom never encouraged me to visit her parents when I was a kid, even though she always welcomed her dad when he came to Toledo. My grandmother from Arkham had seemed weird and almost scary to me, and I don’t think I felt sad when she vanished. I was eight at the time, and it was said that she had wandered off in sorrow after my uncle Douglas, her oldest son, committed suicide. He had shot himself after a trip to New England—the same trip, no doubt, that led to him being called back by the Arkham Historical Society.

This uncle had resembled her, and I had never liked him either. Something about the staring, unwinking expression of both of them had given me a vague, unaccountable uneasiness. My mother and uncle Walter had not looked like that. They were like their father, though poor little cousin Lawrence—Walter's son—had been an almost perfect duplicate of his grandmother before his condition took him to the permanent seclusion of a sanitarium at Canton. I had not seen him in four years, but my uncle once implied that his state, both mental and physical, was very bad. This worry had probably been a major cause of his mother's death two years before.

This uncle looked a lot like her, and I had never liked him either. There was something about the way they both stared without blinking that made me feel uneasy for no clear reason. My mom and Uncle Walter didn’t have that same look. They looked more like their dad, although poor little cousin Lawrence—Walter's son—had been almost a perfect copy of his grandmother before his illness took him to the permanent isolation of a sanitarium in Canton. I hadn’t seen him in four years, but my uncle once hinted that his mental and physical condition was really bad. This worry had probably been a major factor in his mother’s death two years earlier.

My grandfather and his widowered son Walter now comprised the Cleveland household, but the memory of older times hung thickly over it. I still disliked the place, and tried to get my researches done as quickly as possible. Williamson records and traditions were supplied in abundance by my grandfather; though for Orne material I had to depend on my uncle Walter, who put at my disposal the contents of all his files, including notes, letters, cuttings, heirlooms, photographs, and miniatures.

My grandfather and his widowed son Walter now made up the Cleveland household, but the memory of earlier times weighed heavily on it. I still didn't like the place and tried to finish my research as quickly as possible. My grandfather provided plenty of records and traditions about Williamson; however, for Orne material, I had to rely on my uncle Walter, who offered me everything in his files, including notes, letters, clippings, heirlooms, photographs, and miniatures.

It was in going over the letters and pictures on the Orne side that I began to acquire a kind of terror of my own ancestry. As I have said, my grandmother and uncle Douglas had always disturbed me. Now, years after their passing, I gazed at their pictured faces with a measurably heightened feeling of repulsion and alienation. I could not at first understand the change, but gradually a horrible sort of comparison began to obtrude itself on my unconscious mind despite the steady refusal of my consciousness to admit even the least suspicion of it. It was clear that the typical expression of these faces now suggested something it had not suggested before—something which would bring stark panic if too openly thought of.

It was while looking through the letters and pictures on the Orne side that I started to feel a kind of fear about my own family history. As I mentioned, my grandmother and Uncle Douglas always made me uneasy. Now, years after they had passed away, I looked at their images with an increased sense of disgust and disconnection. At first, I couldn't understand why I felt this way, but gradually a horrible type of comparison began to creep into my subconscious, even though my conscious mind was determined to dismiss it entirely. It was obvious that the usual expressions on their faces now suggested something they hadn't before—something that would cause me intense fear if I thought about it too openly.

But the worst shock came when my uncle showed me the Orne jewelry in a downtown safe-deposit vault. Some of the items were delicate and inspiring enough, but there was one box of strange old pieces descended from my mysterious great-grandmother which my uncle was almost reluctant to produce. They were, he said, of very grotesque and almost repulsive design.

But the biggest surprise came when my uncle took me to see the Orne jewelry in a downtown safe-deposit vault. Some of the pieces were delicate and beautiful, but there was one box of unusual old items that belonged to my mysterious great-grandmother, which my uncle seemed a bit hesitant to show me. He said they had a very bizarre and almost off-putting design.

As my uncle began slowly and grudgingly to unwrap the things, he urged me not to be shocked by the strangeness and frequent hideousness of the designs. There were two armlets, a tiara, and a kind of pectoral; the latter having in high relief certain figures of almost unbearable extravagance.

As my uncle slowly and reluctantly started to unwrap the items, he told me not to be surprised by the weirdness and often ugly designs. There were two bracelets, a tiara, and a kind of chest piece; the latter featuring overly extravagant figures in high relief.

He seemed to expect some demonstration when the first piece—the tiara—became visible, but I doubt if he expected quite what actually happened. I did not expect it, either, for I thought I was thoroughly forewarned regarding what the jewelry would turn out to be. What I did was to faint silently away just as I had done in that brier-choked railway cut a year before.

He seemed to expect some reaction when the first piece—the tiara—was revealed, but I doubt he anticipated what actually happened. I didn't expect it either, as I thought I was fully prepared for what the jewelry would be like. Instead, I ended up fainting silently, just like I had a year earlier in that overgrown railway cut.

From that day on my life has been a nightmare of brooding and apprehension, nor do I know how much is hideous truth and how much madness. My great-grandmother had been a Marsh of unknown source whose husband lived in Arkham—and did not old Zadok say that the daughter of Obed Marsh by a monstrous mother was married to an Arkham man through a trick? What was it the ancient toper had muttered about the likeness of my eyes to Captain Obed's? In Arkham, too, the curator had told me I had the true Marsh eyes. Was Obed Marsh my own great-great-grandfather? Who—or what—then, was my great-great-grandmother? But perhaps this was all madness. Those whitish-gold ornaments might easily have been bought from some Innsmouth sailor by the father of my great-grandmother, whoever he was. And that look in the staring-eyed faces of my grandmother and self-slain uncle might be sheer fancy, bolstered up by the Innsmouth shadow which had so darkly colored my imagination. But why had my uncle killed himself after an ancestral quest in New England?

From that day on, my life has been a nightmare of anxiety and dread, and I can’t tell how much of it is a horrible truth and how much is just madness. My great-grandmother was a Marsh of unknown origins, and her husband lived in Arkham—and didn’t old Zadok say that Obed Marsh's daughter, with her monstrous mother, tricked an Arkham man into marrying her? What was it that the old drunk muttered about my eyes resembling Captain Obed's? In Arkham, the curator also told me I had the true Marsh eyes. Was Obed Marsh my great-great-grandfather? Who—or what—could my great-great-grandmother have been? But maybe this is all just madness. Those whitish-gold ornaments could have easily been bought from some sailor from Innsmouth by my great-grandmother’s father, whoever he was. And that look in the gazing faces of my grandmother and my uncle, who took his own life, might just be a figment of my imagination, fueled by the Innsmouth shadow that has so darkly influenced my thoughts. But why had my uncle killed himself after searching for our family history in New England?

For more than two years I fought off these reflections with partial success. My father secured me a place in an insurance office, and I buried myself in routine as deeply as possible. In the winter of 1930-31, however, the dreams began. They were very sparse and insidious at first, but increased in frequency and vividness as the weeks went by. Great watery spaces opened out before me, and I seemed to wander through titanic sunken porticos and labyrinths of weedy cyclopean walls and grotesque fishes as my companions. Then the other shapes began to appear, filling me with nameless horror the moment I awoke. But during the dreams they did not horrify me at all—I was one with them; wearing their unhuman trappings, treading their aqueous ways, and praying monstrously at their evil sea-bottom temples.

For more than two years, I fended off these thoughts with some success. My father got me a job at an insurance office, and I buried myself in the daily grind as much as possible. However, in the winter of 1930-31, the dreams started. At first, they were sparse and sneaky, but they grew more frequent and intense as the weeks passed. Vast watery spaces opened up before me, and I felt like I was wandering through massive sunken arches and maze-like walls overgrown with weeds, accompanied by bizarre fish. Then the other shapes began to show up, filling me with an indescribable dread the moment I woke up. But during the dreams, they didn’t frighten me at all—I felt connected to them, wearing their otherworldly forms, navigating their watery paths, and praying in a monstrous way at their dark sea-bottom temples.

There was much more than I could remember, but even what I did remember each morning would be enough to stamp me as a madman or a genius if ever I dared write it down. Some frightful influence, I felt, was seeking gradually to drag me out of the sane world of wholesome life into unnameable abysses of blackness and alienage; and the process told heavily on me. My health and appearance grew steadily worse, till finally I was forced to give up my position and adopt the static, secluded life of an invalid. Some odd nervous affliction had me in its grip, and I found myself at times almost unable to shut my eyes.

There was a lot more than I could remember, but even the bits I did remember each morning would be enough to label me as either crazy or brilliant if I ever dared to write it down. I felt like some terrifying force was slowly pulling me out of the sane world of normal life and into unimaginable depths of darkness and strangeness; and this was taking a heavy toll on me. My health and appearance steadily declined, until I eventually had to quit my job and embrace the quiet, isolated life of an invalid. I was caught in some strange nervous condition, and I sometimes found it almost impossible to close my eyes.

It was then that I began to study the mirror with mounting alarm. The slow ravages of disease are not pleasant to watch, but in my case there was something subtler and more puzzling in the background. My father seemed to notice it, too, for he began looking at me curiously and almost affrightedly. What was taking place in me? Could it be that I was coming to resemble my grandmother and uncle Douglas?

It was then that I started to study the mirror with growing concern. The gradual effects of illness are never easy to see, but for me, there was something more subtle and confusing underneath. My father seemed to notice it as well, as he began looking at me with curiosity and even fear. What was happening to me? Could it be that I was beginning to look like my grandmother and Uncle Douglas?

One night I had a frightful dream in which I met my grandmother under the sea. She lived in a phosphorescent palace of many terraces, with gardens of strange leprous corals and grotesque brachiate efflorescences, and welcomed me with a warmth that may have been sardonic. She had changed—as those who take to the water change—and told me she had never died. Instead, she had gone to a spot her dead son had learned about, and had leaped to a realm whose wonders—destined for him as well—he had spurned with a smoking pistol. This was to be my realm, too—I could not escape it. I would never die, but would live with those who had lived since before man ever walked the earth.

One night I had a terrifying dream where I met my grandmother under the sea. She lived in a glowing palace with multiple terraces, surrounded by strange, diseased corals and bizarre, branching flowers, and welcomed me with a warmth that might have been sarcastic. She had changed—as those who enter the water change—and told me she had never died. Instead, she had gone to a place her deceased son had learned about and had jumped into a realm that he had rejected with a smoking gun. This was to be my realm too—I couldn’t escape it. I would never die, but would live with those who had existed long before humans ever walked the earth.


"One night, in a frightful dream, I met two Ancient Ones under the sea in a phosphorescent, many terraced palace surrounded by gardens of strange, leprous corals."

"One night, in a terrifying dream, I encountered two Ancient Ones beneath the sea in a glowing, multi-level palace surrounded by gardens of bizarre, sickly corals."


I met also that which had been her grandmother. For eighty thousand years Pth'thya-l'yi had lived in Y'ha-nthlei, and thither she had gone back after Obed Marsh was dead. Y'ha-nthlei was not destroyed when the upper-earth men shot death into the sea. It was hurt, but not destroyed. The Deep Ones could never be destroyed, even though the palaeogean magic of the forgotten Old Ones might sometimes check them. For the present they would rest; but some day, if they remembered, they would rise again for the tribute Great Cthulhu craved. It would be a city greater than Innsmouth next time. They had planned to spread, and had brought up that which would help them, but now they must wait once more. For bringing the upper-earth men's death I must do a penance, but that would not be heavy. This was the dream in which I saw a shoggoth for the first time, and the sight set me awake in a frenzy of screaming. That morning the mirror definitely told me I had acquired the Innsmouth look.

I also met what had once been her grandmother. For eighty thousand years, Pth'thya-l'yi had lived in Y'ha-nthlei, and she had returned there after Obed Marsh died. Y'ha-nthlei wasn't destroyed when the surface dwellers unleashed death into the sea. It was damaged, but not destroyed. The Deep Ones could never be completely wiped out, even though the ancient magic of the forgotten Old Ones might sometimes hold them back. For now, they would rest; but someday, if they remembered, they would rise again for the tribute that Great Cthulhu desired. Next time, it would be a city bigger than Innsmouth. They had planned to expand and had brought what would assist them, but now they must wait once again. For the death brought on by the surface dwellers, I must do penance, but it wouldn't be severe. This was the dream in which I saw a shoggoth for the first time, and that sight jolted me awake in a frenzy of screaming. That morning, the mirror clearly showed me that I had acquired the Innsmouth look.

So far I have not shot myself as my uncle Douglas did. I bought an automatic and almost took the step, but certain dreams deterred me. The tense extremes of horror are lessening, and I feel queerly drawn toward the unknown sea-deeps instead of fearing them. I hear and do strange things in sleep, and awake with a kind of exaltation instead of terror. I do not believe I need to wait for the full change as most have waited. If I did, my father would probably shut me up in a sanitarium as my poor little cousin is shut up. Stupendous and unheard-of splendors await me below, and I shall seek them soon. Iā-R'lyeh! Cthulhu fhtagn! Iā! Iā! No, I shall not shoot myself—I cannot be made to shoot myself!

So far, I haven't shot myself like my uncle Douglas did. I bought a gun and almost went through with it, but certain dreams held me back. The intense horror is fading, and I feel strangely drawn to the mysterious depths of the sea instead of fearing them. I hear and do weird things in my sleep, and I wake up feeling a kind of excitement instead of fear. I don’t think I need to wait for the complete change like most have. If I did, my dad would probably lock me up in a mental hospital like my poor little cousin. Incredible and unimagined wonders await me below, and I’m going to seek them out soon. Iā-R'lyeh! Cthulhu fhtagn! Iā! Iā! No, I won't shoot myself—I can't be made to shoot myself!

I shall plan my cousin's escape from that Canton madhouse, and together we shall go to marvel-shadowed Innsmouth. We shall swim out to that brooding reef in the sea and dive down through black abysses to cyclopean and many-columned Y'ha-nthlei, and in that lair of the Deep Ones we shall dwell amidst wonder and glory forever.

I will plan my cousin's getaway from that place in Canton, and together we will head to the mysterious Innsmouth. We'll swim out to that dark reef in the sea and dive down through the depths to the massive, multi-columned Y'ha-nthlei, and in that home of the Deep Ones, we will live in wonder and glory forever.


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