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THE AUTOBIOGRAPHY

OF

ARTHUR YOUNG


Walker & Boutell, phot.

From a Miniature in the possession of Alfred Morrison Esq.r

London Published by Smith Elder & Co 15 Waterloo Place

Walker & Boutell, phot.

From a Miniature owned by Alfred Morrison Esq.r

London Published by Smith Elder & Co 15 Waterloo Place


THE MEMOIR
OF
ARTHUR YOUNG
WITH
Selections from His Emails
‘That wise and honest traveller“’—John Morley
Edited by
M. Betham-Edwards
WITH PORTRAITS AND ILLUSTRATIONS
LONDON
SMITH, ELDER, & CO., 15 WATERLOO PLACE
1898
[All rights reserved]
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INTRODUCTORY NOTE

An apology for these Memoirs is surely not needed. Whilst Arthur Young’s famous ‘Travels in France’ have become a classic, little is known of the author’s life, a life singularly interesting and singularly sad. Whether regarded as the untiring experimentalist and dreamer of economic dreams, as the brilliant man of society and the world, or as the blind, solitary victim of religious melancholia, the figure before us remains unique and impressive. We have here, moreover, a strong character portrayed by himself, an honest piece of autobiography erring, if at all, on the side of outspokenness. In his desire to be perfectly frank, the writer has laid upon his editor the obligation of many curtailments, the Memoirs from beginning to end being already much too long. From seven packets of MS. and twelve folio volumes of correspondence I have put together all that a busy public will probably care to know of Arthur Young—his strength and weakness, his one success and innumerable failures, his fireside and his friends. One striking and instructive feature in this man’s history is his cosmopolitanism, his affectionate relations with Frenchmen, Poles, Russians, Danes, Italians, Scandinavians. Never viEnglishman was more truly English; never Englishman was less narrow in his social sympathies.

An apology for these Memoirs certainly isn’t necessary. While Arthur Young’s famous ‘Travels in France’ has become a classic, not much is known about the author’s life, which is uniquely fascinating and sadly poignant. Whether viewed as the tireless experimentalist and dreamer of economic theories, the brilliant socialite, or the blind, solitary victim of religious sorrow, the figure we have in front of us is both unique and impressive. Additionally, we have a strong character portrayed by himself, an honest autobiography that, if it errs, does so on the side of frankness. In his desire for complete honesty, the writer has placed on his editor the responsibility for many edits, as the Memoirs from start to finish are already far too long. From seven packets of manuscripts and twelve volumes of correspondence, I have compiled all that a busy public will likely want to know about Arthur Young—his strengths and weaknesses, his single success and countless failures, his home life and his friends. One notable and educational aspect of this man’s history is his cosmopolitan nature, his warm connections with Frenchmen, Poles, Russians, Danes, Italians, and Scandinavians. No Englishman was more genuinely English; no Englishman was less narrow in his social sympathies.

The religious melancholia of his later years is explicable on several grounds: to the influence of his friend, the great Wilberforce; to the crushing sorrow of his beloved little daughter ‘Bobbin’s’ death; lastly, perhaps, to exaggerated self-condemnation for foibles of his youth. Few lives have been more many-sided, more varied; few, indeed, have been more fortunate and unfortunate at the same time.

The religious sadness of his later years can be explained for a few reasons: the influence of his friend, the great Wilberforce; the deep grief from the death of his beloved little daughter ‘Bobbin’; and perhaps, an overblown sense of guilt for the mistakes of his youth. Few lives have been as complex and varied; few, in fact, have been both so fortunate and unfortunate at the same time.

The Memoirs, whilst necessarily abridged and arranged, are given precisely as they were written—that is to say, although it has been necessary to omit much, not a word has been added or altered. Whenever a word or sentence needed explanation or correction, the editorial note is bracketed. The foot-notes, unless when otherwise stated, are all editorial.

The Memoirs, while necessarily shortened and organized, are presented exactly as they were originally written—that is to say, even though a lot has been left out, not a single word has been added or changed. Whenever a word or sentence required clarification or correction, the editorial note is in brackets. The footnotes, unless stated otherwise, are all from the editor.

For the use of Memoirs and letters, &c., I am indebted to Mrs. Arthur Young, widow of the late owner of Bradfield Hall, the last of Arthur Young’s race and name, a gentleman alike in his public and private life well worthy of his distinguished ancestry.

For the use of memoirs and letters, etc., I owe gratitude to Mrs. Arthur Young, the widow of the late owner of Bradfield Hall, the last of Arthur Young’s family and name, a gentleman who, in both his public and private life, was truly worthy of his distinguished heritage.

Mr. Arthur Young, who died last year, is buried beside the author of the ‘Travels in France,’ in the pretty little churchyard of Bradfield, near Bury St. Edmunds.

Mr. Arthur Young, who passed away last year, is buried next to the author of ‘Travels in France’ in the lovely little churchyard of Bradfield, near Bury St. Edmunds.

M. B.-E.
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CONTENTS

CHAPTER I
Childhood and Youth, 1741-1759
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Ancestry—Anecdotes—Childhood—School life—Inoculation—The paternal character—Mrs. Kennon—Letters to a schoolboy—A mercantile apprenticeship—A youthful love affair—Family troubles—A gloomy outlook 1
   
CHAPTER II
Farming and Marriage, 1759-1766
   
The gay world—A call on Dr. Johnson—A venture—Offer of a career—Farming decided upon—Garrick—Marriage—Mr. Harte—Lord Chesterfield on farming—Literary work—Correspondence—Birth of a daughter 26
   
CHAPTER III
IN SEARCH OF A LIVING, 1767-1775
   
Home travels—A move—Anecdote of a cat—Disillusion—‘A Farmer’s Letters’—Another move—‘In the full blaze of her beauty’—Hetty Burney and her harpsichord—‘Scant in servants’—Maternal solicitude—Money difficulties—More tours—Lord Sheffield—Howard the philanthropist—Correspondence 44
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CHAPTER IV
IRELAND, 1776-1778
   
The journey to Ireland—Characteristics—Residence at Mitchelstown—Intrigues—A strange bargain—Departure—Letter to his wife—A terrible journey 66
   
CHAPTER V
Farming and Experiments, 1779-1782
   
Corn bounties—A grievance—Reading—Hugh Boyd—Bishop Watson—Howlett on population—Irish Linen Board—Experiments—Correspondence 83
   
CHAPTER VI
First Look at France, 1783-1785
   
Birth of Bobbin—Ice baths—‘The Annals of Agriculture’—A group of friends—Lazowski—First glimpse of France—Death of my mother—The Bishop of Derry—Fishing parties—Rainham 110
   
CHAPTER VII
FIRST TRIP TO FRANCE, 1786-1787
   
Death of my brother—Anecdotes of his character—Dr. Burney on farming—Greenwich vs Eton—Blenheim—Correspondence with Dr. Priestley—County toasts—French projects—First French journey 138
   
CHAPTER VIII
TRAVEL AND INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIPS, 1788-1790
   
The Wool Bill—Sheridan’s speech—Count Berchtold—Experiments—Second French journey—Potato-fed sheep—Cost of housekeeping—Chicory—Burnt in effigy—Correspondence—Third French journey—With Italian agriculturists—Bishop Watson and Mr. Luther—Correspondence—Literary work—Illness—The state of France 163
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CHAPTER IX
Patriotic Proposals, 1791-92
   
Illness—Correspondence with Washington—The King’s gift of a ram—Anecdotes—Revising MSS.—Patriotic proposals—Death of the Earl of Orford—Agricultural schemes—Correspondence 189
   
CHAPTER X
THE BOARD OF AGRICULTURE, 1793
   
The Board of Agriculture—Secretaryship—Residence in London—Twenty-five dinners a month—The King’s bull—The Marquis de Castries—‘The Example of France’—Encomiums thereof—Correspondence 219
   
CHAPTER XI
THE SECRETARYSHIP, 1794-96
   
The Secretaryship and its drawbacks—Social compensations—Illness and death of Elizabeth Hoole—Letters of Jeremy Bentham and others—A visit to Burke—Home travels—Enclosures 241
   
CHAPTER XII
ILLNESS AND DEATH OF BOBBIN, 1797
   
Illness of Bobbin—Letters of Bobbin and her father’s replies—Dress minutes at the opera—Hoping against hope—Bobbin’s death—Seeking for consolation—Retrospection—Beginning of diary—Correspondence 263
   
CHAPTER XIII
DIARY AND CORRESPONDENCE, 1798, 1799, 1800
   
Assessed taxes—Society—Mr. Pitt and the Board of Agriculture—A foolish joke—Dinners to poor children—Interview with the King—Royal farming—Correspondence—Bradfield—Incidents of home travel—Portrait of a great lady—Correspondence 312
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CHAPTER XIV
DIARY CONTINUED, 1801-1803
   
Public affairs and prophecy—The divining rod—The appropriation of waste lands—The word ‘meanness’ defined—South’s sermons—Projected theological compendia—Correspondence—Journalising to ‘my friend’—Anecdote of Dean Milner and Pitt—Death of the Duke of Bedford—Napoleon and Protestantism 347
   
CHAPTER XV
APPROACHING BLINDNESS, 1804-1807
   
A great preacher—Arthur Young the younger goes to Russia—Cowper’s letters—Mrs. Young’s illness—Dr. Symonds—Novel reading—Skinner’s ‘State of Peru’—Death of Pitt—Burke’s publishing accounts—Literary projects—Approaching blindness 391
   
CHAPTER XVI
LAST YEARS, 1808-1820
   
Gradual loss of sight—Illness and death of Mrs. Oakes—Daily routine—A disappointment—Riots—Death of Mrs. Young—Anecdotes of Napoleon—A story of the Terror—National distress—Close of diary—The end 441
   
INDEX 475
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LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS

Arthur Young's portrait Frontispiece
Bradfield Hall in Arthur Young’s Era to face p. 127
Copy of Letter from Arthur Young to Miss Young ”  188
Portrait of 'Bobbin' (Martha Young) ”  265
Arthur Young’s Grave at Bradfield ”  472
1MEMOIR
OF
ARTHUR YOUNG

CHAPTER I
Childhood and Youth, 1741-1759

Ancestry—Anecdotes—Childhood—School life—Inoculation—The paternal character—Mrs. Kennon—Letters to a schoolboy—A mercantile apprenticeship—A youthful love affair—Family troubles—A gloomy outlook.

Ancestry—Stories—Childhood—School life—Vaccination—The father figure—Mrs. Kennon—Letters to a student—A business apprenticeship—A young romance—Family issues—A bleak future.

I was born at Whitehall, London, on September 11, 1741, many years after my brother John and my sister Elizabeth Mary. In examining the family papers from which the following detail is drawn, I should observe that difficulties often occurred by reason of the ancient hand-writing of many documents, and from several being written in the Latin language not easily deciphered; but the circumstances relative to the following dates were clearly ascertained as far as they are noted. The principal object is the possession of the Manor of Bradfield Combust, which is traced in the family of Canham till it came by marriage into 2that of Young. Bartholomew Canham the elder had two sons and two daughters. In 1672 he transferred Bradfield Hall, manor and lands to Arthur Young, married to Elizabeth, his daughter. The Young shield bears a Field Argent, three Bends sable and a Lyon rampant; that of Canham a Field Gule, Bend Argent charged with a cannon ball sable, the Bend cotised with Or. The estate had been purchased in 1620 by my ancestor of Sir Thomas, afterwards Lord Jermyn of Rushbrooke, being part of the great possessions of that family. The steward who acted for Sir Thomas was Martin Folkes, ancestor of the present Sir Martin Folkes. And here it is curious to observe the different results affecting the posterity of the private gentleman who purchases, and of the steward of the great man who sells—I am a poor little gentleman, and Sir Martin Folkes owner of an estate not far short of 10,000l. a year. My father, Dr. Arthur Young, inherited Bradfield from my grandfather, Bartholomew Young, Esq., called Captain from a command in the Militia, and it is remarkable that with only a part of the present Bradfield estate he lived genteely and drove a coach and four on a property which in these present times just maintains the establishment of a wheel-barrow.

I was born at Whitehall, London, on September 11, 1741, many years after my brother John and my sister Elizabeth Mary. While going through the family papers that provide the details below, I should note that there were often difficulties due to the old handwriting of many documents, and some were written in Latin, which isn't easy to read. However, the events related to the dates mentioned were clearly established as far as they are noted. The main focus is on the ownership of the Manor of Bradfield Combust, which is traced in the Canham family until it came through marriage into the Young family. Bartholomew Canham the elder had two sons and two daughters. In 1672, he transferred Bradfield Hall, manor, and lands to Arthur Young, who was married to his daughter Elizabeth. The Young coat of arms shows a silver field with three black bends and a rampant lion; the Canham coat of arms has a red field, a silver bend charged with a black cannonball, and the bend has gold cotises. The estate was purchased in 1620 by my ancestor from Sir Thomas, who later became Lord Jermyn of Rushbrooke, as part of that family's extensive holdings. The steward acting for Sir Thomas was Martin Folkes, an ancestor of the current Sir Martin Folkes. It's interesting to observe the different outcomes for the descendants of a private gentleman who buys versus the steward of a powerful man who sells—I am just a poor gentleman, and Sir Martin Folkes owns property worth nearly £10,000 a year. My father, Dr. Arthur Young, inherited Bradfield from my grandfather, Bartholomew Young, Esq., who was called Captain due to his command in the Militia. It's noteworthy that with only part of the current Bradfield estate, he lived comfortably and drove a coach and four, while the property now barely supports a wheelbarrow.

Dr. Arthur Young, my father, was educated at Eton and admitted to Pembroke Hall, Cambridge, in 1710, afterwards settling at Thames Ditton, Surrey. He was so much liked by the inhabitants that they elected him, against a violent opposition of the inferior classes, minister of that parish. Whether the ladies of the 3place had a particular influence I know not, but he was a remarkably handsome man and six feet high. It was here he became acquainted with Miss Anne Lucretia de Cousmaker, to whom he was afterwards married. She was the daughter of John de Cousmaker, Esq., who came to England with King William III., bringing with him a fortune of 80,000l., the greater part of which he was deprived of by the imprudence of one or two of his sons. If ever there existed in human form an Israelite without guile, it was this worthy man; and it gives me great pleasure to reflect on the extreme respect and affection which were always felt for him and my dear mother. Mr. de Cousmaker, my maternal grandfather, was executor and residuary legatee to a Mrs. Keene, on which account he could have legally possessed himself of an estate left by her. With an honesty unexampled he would not take one penny of it, but exerted himself with incredible industry to discover some distant relation to whom he might transfer the property. He did find one who had no legal claim, and he gave him the estate. This Mr. Keene dying without issue, his widow told my grandfather that out of gratitude she would provide for two of his children. To a daughter she left an annuity of 300l. a year, to a son an estate which passed on to his descendants.

Dr. Arthur Young, my father, was educated at Eton and admitted to Pembroke Hall, Cambridge, in 1710, later settling in Thames Ditton, Surrey. He was so well-liked by the locals that they elected him, despite strong opposition from the lower classes, as the minister of that parish. I don’t know if the ladies of the place had a special influence, but he was a remarkably handsome man, standing six feet tall. It was here that he met Miss Anne Lucretia de Cousmaker, whom he later married. She was the daughter of John de Cousmaker, Esq., who came to England with King William III., bringing with him a fortune of £80,000, most of which he lost due to the imprudence of one or two of his sons. If there ever was a person who embodied an Israelite without guile, it was this honorable man; it brings me great pleasure to think about the deep respect and affection that were always felt for him and my dear mother. Mr. de Cousmaker, my maternal grandfather, was the executor and main beneficiary of a Mrs. Keene, which meant he could have legally claimed an estate left to her. With an unmatched honesty, he wouldn’t take a single penny of it, instead working tirelessly to find a distant relative to whom he could transfer the property. He did locate one who had no legal claim, and he gave him the estate. When Mr. Keene died without children, his widow told my grandfather that out of gratitude she would provide for two of his children. She left an annuity of £300 a year to a daughter, and to a son, an estate that would be passed down to his descendants.

My mother brought a fortune to my father, the amount I know not, but it was sufficient to demand the settlement of the Bradfield estate upon her for life. She was of a very amiable, cheerful disposition, loved conversation, for which she had a talent, and read a great deal on various subjects. The residence at 4Thames Ditton resulted in a friendship with the Onslow family, which proved highly advantageous to my father. General, then Colonel Onslow, appointed him chaplain to his own regiment, and the General’s brother, Speaker of the House of Commons, also named him chaplain, a step which afterwards led to the prebendaryship of Canterbury. Mr. Speaker Onslow and the Bishop of Rochester were my godfathers. Colonel, afterwards General Onslow, was in the estimation of the world a highly respectable character, in the formation of which it may easily be supposed that religion formed no part from the following anecdote. One Sunday morning his wife obtained his permission to read a chapter of the Bible, but he first bolted the door lest the servants should witness the performance. He was afraid that the matter might reach the ears of his Commander-in-Chief, the Duke of Cumberland, who to much brutality of character added the abhorrence of a soldier troubling his head about religion.

My mother brought a fortune to my father, the exact amount of which I don't know, but it was enough to secure the settlement of the Bradfield estate for her for life. She had a very friendly, cheerful nature, loved to chat—something she was good at—and read a lot on various topics. Living in 4Thames Ditton led to a friendship with the Onslow family, which was very beneficial for my father. General, who later became Colonel Onslow, appointed him chaplain to his own regiment, and the General's brother, the Speaker of the House of Commons, also made him chaplain, a decision that eventually paved the way for the prebendary position in Canterbury. Mr. Speaker Onslow and the Bishop of Rochester were my godfathers. Colonel, later General Onslow, was seen by society as a highly respected man, though it’s easy to assume that religion played no role in that based on the following story. One Sunday morning, his wife got his permission to read a chapter from the Bible, but he first locked the door to prevent the servants from witnessing it. He feared that the news might reach his Commander-in-Chief, the Duke of Cumberland, who was known for his cruelty and disdain for soldiers who worried about religion.

In 1734 my father published his ‘Historical Dissertations on Idolatrous Corruptions in Religion,’ a very learned work which is quoted by Voltaire. In 1742 he was in Flanders acting as chaplain to Colonel Onslow’s regiment, and I have found among his papers the journal of a tour made through Brabant, Flanders, and a part of Picardy; on the whole, it is interesting, and the cheapness of living therein described is remarkable. The following letter is from my father to his relation, his Excellency Governor Vassy, relating to the conduct of General Ingoldsby (who married my mother’s sister) at the battle of Fontenoy, and which 5throws a little additional light upon that transaction, though at the expense of the Commander-in-Chief.

In 1734, my father published his "Historical Dissertations on Idolatrous Corruptions in Religion," a highly scholarly work that Voltaire references. In 1742, he was in Flanders serving as chaplain to Colonel Onslow’s regiment, and I found a journal among his papers documenting a trip through Brabant, Flanders, and part of Picardy; overall, it’s quite interesting, and the low cost of living described is notable. The following letter is from my father to his relative, his Excellency Governor Vassy, discussing the behavior of General Ingoldsby (who married my mother’s sister) at the battle of Fontenoy, and it provides some additional insight into that event, albeit at the expense of the Commander-in-Chief. 5

‘Bradfield Hall: July 22, 1745 (O.S.).

‘Dear Sir,—My last, which I wrote some time before our Parliament broke up, was of such a length as I suppose has tired you of my correspondence, since which I, having been here in the country, have had nothing of news worth troubling you with. I make little doubt but that our friend Ingoldsby’s behaviour has made much the same figure in your publick papers as your Appius’s has done in ours. But I can assure you, Sir, that, notwithstanding the account published in our Gazette, he behaved like a good and a brave officer. A court-martial has set upon him, but what the result of it is we know not as yet. But fear the worst, since the clearing of him must reflect upon a King’s son who has the command of an Army. I have enclosed his case, which contains as much of the truth as he could have leave to print, at the bottom of which you will find something wrote which his Royal Highness commanded particularly to be left out. But if you, Sir, who are nearer to the Army than we are, desire a more particular account of this affair, your nephew Everet, who will continue here with us for more than a month longer, shall give you the full detail of it.

‘Dear Sir,—My last letter, which I wrote a while ago before our Parliament went on break, was so lengthy that I imagine it has exhausted you of my correspondence. Since then, I've been out in the country and haven't had any news worth bothering you with. I have no doubt that our friend Ingoldsby’s actions have made just as much of a stir in your public papers as your Appius has in ours. But I can assure you, Sir, that despite what has been reported in our Gazette, he acted like a good and brave officer. A court-martial has been held regarding him, but we don’t yet know the outcome. I fear the worst, since clearing him would reflect on a King's son who commands an Army. I've enclosed his case, which contains as much truth as he was allowed to publish. At the bottom, you’ll find a note that his Royal Highness specifically ordered to be omitted. However, if you, Sir, who are closer to the Army than we are, want a more detailed account of this situation, your nephew Everet, who will be staying here with us for over a month longer, can provide you with the full details.’

‘If, dear Sir, the gentleman who is the bearer of this shall want your protection, I recommend him to it; he is going to the Army as my substitute. His name is Gough, and is nephew to Captain Gough, who is a member of the House of Commons and director of, and 6the great manager in, our East India Company. All that I particularly ask in behalf of him is that you will give him your directions how to find our Army, and, if it be necessary, to halt in your garrison.

‘If, dear Sir, the gentleman carrying this note needs your protection, I highly recommend it. He is going to the Army as my replacement. His name is Gough, and he is the nephew of Captain Gough, who is a member of the House of Commons and a director as well as a key manager in our East India Company. All I specifically ask for him is that you give him directions on how to locate our Army, and, if necessary, allow him to stay in your garrison.

‘I am, dear Sir,
‘Your Excellency’s kinsman and servant,
T. Young.’

Ingoldsby was cruelly used at the battle of Fontenoy by the Duke of Cumberland, who had sent him orders to put himself at the head of a detachment to attack a temporary redoubt which the French had thrown up, but gave him no directions to take cannon; and when Ingoldsby arrived at the spot he saw the necessity. He instantly dispatched his Aide-de-camp to demand cannon, but before they came the position of the troops changed, and an order came to draw off. No consequences attended this business, nor had it any effect on the loss of the battle; but an opportunity was taken to throw the whole blame on Ingoldsby, and to attach to him all the consequences of that defeat. Ingoldsby complained of this, and Ligonier himself came to him from the Duke to assure him that the D. knew his bravery, and highly valued him, but advised him by all means to be quiet, and everything would blow over, and the business be forgotten. Nothing had been said on the affair, but to save the reputation of the Duke. Mrs. Ingoldsby, losing all patience at his not being promoted according to promise, never let him rest till he published his case, which put an end to all hope of promotion in the Army, and he was obliged to retire. He was in all the Duke of Marlborough’s campaigns, and 7served with great reputation to the moment of the battle of Fontenoy.

Ingoldsby was unfairly treated at the battle of Fontenoy by the Duke of Cumberland, who ordered him to lead a unit to attack a temporary fort the French had built, but didn’t instruct him to bring any cannons. When Ingoldsby arrived, he realized they needed cannons. He quickly sent his aide to request some, but before they got there, the troops' position changed, and orders came to withdraw. This situation didn’t have any impact on the outcome of the battle, but people used it to place all the blame on Ingoldsby and make him responsible for the defeat. He expressed his frustration about this, and Ligonier came to reassure him that the Duke recognized his bravery and valued him, but advised him to stay quiet, suggesting everything would eventually blow over and be forgotten. Nothing was said about the incident except to protect the Duke's reputation. Mrs. Ingoldsby, losing patience with his lack of promotion as promised, pushed him until he published his case, which ruined any hopes of advancement in the Army, forcing him to retire. He had participated in all of the Duke of Marlborough’s campaigns and was respected right up to the battle of Fontenoy.

When I was of a proper age to be placed at school, a choice had to be made between those of Bury St. Edmunds and Lavenham[1]; no possible motive could induce any one to think of the latter, except the circumstance of my father having been there himself. The master of the former school, Mr. Kinsman, was one of the finest scholars of his age, and is mentioned with much respect by Cumberland in his memoirs.[2] Whilst the matter was in abeyance the Rev. M. Coulter, Master of Lavenham School, came to Bradfield, and my mother, unfortunately for me, was so much pleased with the extreme good temper manifested in his countenance that she persuaded my father to entrust me to his care. I was accordingly sent to that wretched place. I was to learn Latin and Greek, with arithmetic, but whether from being a favourite or from the diversion of frequent visits home, I afterwards found myself so ill-grounded in the above languages that for some time before I left the school I found it necessary to give much attention to them in order to recover the lost time. It is easy to suppose how much I was indulged from one instance among many others. At dinner the first dish the boys were helped to was pudding, which I disliked, and was excused from eating—the case of no other pupil. As to correction, I have no recollection of receiving any thing of the 8sort.[3] I had, however, a sufficient awe of the Master. During the last years of my stay I had a pointer and gun, and often went out with Mr. Coulter, he with a partridge net and I with my gun. I had a room to myself and a neat collection of books. I remember beginning to write a history of England, thinking that I could make a good one out of several others. How early began my literary follies! I seemed to have a natural propensity for writing books. The following bill for a year’s schooling and board must in the present period (about 1816) be considered a curiosity:—‘The Rev. Dr. Young to John Coulter, Xmas 1750, to Xmas 1751. A year’s board, &c. 15l. Sundries 2l. 4s. 4d. Total 17l. 4s. 4d.’ I find from a memorandum book of my mother’s that in 1746 beef was 3d., veal 3d., and mutton 3½d. per pound at Bury.

When it was time for me to start school, I had to decide between Bury St. Edmunds and Lavenham[1]; no one would realistically choose the latter, except that my father had gone there himself. The headmaster of the first school, Mr. Kinsman, was one of the best scholars of his time and is talked about with great respect by Cumberland in his memoirs.[2] While the decision was still pending, Rev. M. Coulter, the head of Lavenham School, visited Bradfield, and my mother, unfortunately for me, was so impressed by his friendly demeanor that she convinced my father to let him take care of me. So, I ended up at that miserable place. I was meant to learn Latin and Greek, along with arithmetic, but whether because I was favored or due to regular visits home, I found out later that I was poorly grounded in those languages. By the time I left, I had to put in a lot of effort to catch up. It's easy to imagine how spoiled I was; for instance, at dinner, the first dish served to the boys was pudding, which I didn’t like, and I was excused from eating it—something no other student experienced. As for punishment, I can’t recall receiving any.8[3] However, I did have a healthy respect for the Master. In the last years of my time there, I had a pointer dog and a gun, and I often went out with Mr. Coulter, who carried a partridge net while I had my gun. I had my own room and a nice collection of books. I remember starting to write a history of England, thinking I could do a better job than the ones I’d read. My literary ambitions began early! I must note that the following bill for a year’s schooling and board would be seen as quite unusual today: ‘The Rev. Dr. Young to John Coulter, Christmas 1750 to Christmas 1751. A year’s board, etc. 15l. Sundries 2l. 4s. 4d. Total 17l. 4s. 4d.’ From a notebook of my mother’s, I see that in 1746, beef was 3d., veal was 3d., and mutton was 3½d. per pound at Bury.

About the year 1753 I was inoculated. This was a scheme of my mother’s which she had more than once proposed, but my father would not consent to it. Taking, however, the opportunity of his visit to Cambridge, she ventured on the experiment. At this period inoculation was so little understood that it is utterly astonishing how anyone could escape; instead of the cool regimen afterwards prescribed by Sutton,[4] the practice was to 9keep the patient’s chamber as close and hot as possible, the shutters were kept up, and the door never opened without being shut speedily. I suffered much, and Dr. Kerrich, the physician at Bury, for some time attended every day. It pleased the Almighty that I should recover, one of many instances in which His providence preserved a wretch who was to sin against Him by a multitude of offences. When my father returned and I ran out to meet him, my mother exclaimed in a triumphant tone, ‘There! I have had Arthur inoculated, and you enjoy the comfort of knowing that your boy has had that terrible disorder.’ My father looked at me, but neither spoke a word on the subject then nor ever after. This was his way—resolute in rejecting all proposals touching upon novelty, and cool after their accomplishment. In an inferior circumstance he showed the same temper, as I will relate. The family pew at church was a wretched hole, lined with ragged cloth and covered with dust; the pulpit also was tumbling with age and rottenness. On my father’s going to London and leaving my brother at Bradfield, he begged permission to have a new pew and pulpit. This was refused. ‘Good enough, Jack!’ said my father. But Jack attacked his mother, and set the carpenter to work, who made a spacious pew, with one for the servants, new pulpit and reading desk. The first Sunday my father went to church, on approaching the place, he stopped short, surveyed all three with great attention, said nothing, and on joining the family party home never opened his lips, nor ever after mentioned the subject. He was 10inwardly pleased, but not gracious enough to confess it. There was in Dr. Young a strong mixture of obstinacy and sang-froid, as the preceding anecdotes prove.

About 1753, I got inoculated. This was something my mom had suggested more than once, but my dad wouldn’t agree to it. However, when he took a trip to Cambridge, she went ahead with the procedure. At that time, inoculation was so poorly understood that it’s truly surprising anyone could avoid it; instead of the calm care suggested by Sutton,[4] the common practice was to keep the patient's room as closed and warm as possible, with the shutters up and the door quickly shut whenever it was opened. I suffered quite a bit, and Dr. Kerrich, the doctor in Bury, came to see me every day for a while. It was by the grace of God that I recovered, one of many instances where His guidance protected someone who would go on to sin against Him in countless ways. When my dad came back and I rushed out to greet him, my mom joyfully announced, 'Look! I’ve had Arthur inoculated, so you can take comfort in knowing your boy has had that awful disease.' My dad looked at me, but he didn’t say anything at the time or ever after. That was his way—firm in dismissing any new ideas and indifferent after they were done. He showed the same attitude in a less serious situation, as I’ll explain. The family pew at church was a miserable spot, covered in tattered fabric and dust; the pulpit was also worn down and decaying. When my dad went to London and left my brother at Bradfield, he asked for a new pew and pulpit. This request was denied. 'Good enough, Jack!' my dad said. But Jack went against our mom and had a carpenter build a spacious pew, including one for the servants, along with a new pulpit and reading desk. The first Sunday my dad went to church, he stopped short when he got to the pew, examined all three with great interest, said nothing, and on the way home with the family, he never spoke a word or brought it up again. He was quietly pleased, but not generous enough to admit it. Dr. Young had a strong mix of stubbornness and calmness, as these earlier stories demonstrate.

In 1753 I went to London, and find by an old pocket-book that I saw Mr. Garrick in ‘Archer,’[5] heard the Oratorio, ‘The Messiah,’ spent an evening at Ranelagh, and viewed the Tower and St. Paul’s. I also remember visiting the widow of General Ingoldsby, who opened her house every evening to all comers, nor was the number of fashionable people inconsiderable. John Wilkes, afterwards so well known, I met there more than once; he was then considered a wit. Mrs. Ingoldsby made a point of going to Court at least twice a year, but I never heard her repeat any other conversation with the King than complaining to him how much she was afflicted with rheumatism.

In 1753, I went to London, and I found in an old pocketbook that I saw Mr. Garrick in 'Archer,'[5] heard the oratorio 'The Messiah,' spent an evening at Ranelagh, and visited the Tower and St. Paul's. I also remember visiting the widow of General Ingoldsby, who opened her home every evening to everyone, and there were quite a few fashionable people who showed up. I met John Wilkes, who later became quite famous, there more than once; at that time, he was known for his wit. Mrs. Ingoldsby made it a point to go to Court at least twice a year, but I never heard her have any other conversation with the King except for complaining about how much she suffered from rheumatism.

In 1754 died Mrs. Sidney Kennon, a lady highly respected and well known as the midwife to the Princess of Wales; she also brought into the world my brother, sister and myself, and was a very old friend of my father’s, and him she left executor and residuary legatee. That her professional emoluments were of some consideration was proved by the fact of a gentleman after her decease presenting her executor with fifty guineas as her fee for having delivered his wife. By her will all her furniture and a great collection of medals, bronzes, shells, curiosities, books on natural history, &c. with money in the funds, came into his possession, to the amount of nearly five thousand pounds. By a codicil she had ordered that her 11servants should be retained and the house kept for six months after her death, in consequence of which our family moved into her residence in Clifford Street. It was, of course, to be expected that my father would sell all the curiosities, but that a clergyman, a man of learning, having a son of my brother’s attainments should dispose of such a collection, was not looked for; my maternal Uncle, de Cousmaker, dining one day at the house enquired as to my father’s intentions. On being informed that everything would go to an auction, he asked the price. My father replied that the articles had not been valued, but he supposed that they would fetch fifty or sixty pounds. Mr. de C. at once offered sixty guineas, the bargain was struck, and the books departed next day, to our great mortification; the price was preposterous, as the collection contained many curious and scarce publications, and my Uncle afterwards sold many of the duplicates for a greater amount than he had given for the whole, yet retaining a most valuable number. As a proof of the worth of what might be called Mrs. Kennon’s Museum, I insert a letter to her from Sir Martin Folkes, President of the Royal Society.

In 1754, Mrs. Sidney Kennon passed away. She was a highly respected lady known as the midwife to the Princess of Wales; she also delivered my brother, sister, and me, and was a long-time close friend of my father, who she appointed as her executor and main heir. The value of her services was highlighted when a gentleman presented my father's executor with fifty guineas as payment for delivering his wife. According to her will, all her furniture, as well as a large collection of medals, bronzes, shells, curiosities, and books on natural history, along with cash in the funds, amounted to nearly five thousand pounds. In a codicil, she specified that her servants were to be kept and her house maintained for six months after her death, which led our family to move into her home on Clifford Street. Naturally, people expected my father to sell all the curiosities, but it was unexpected for a clergyman, who was educated and had a son with my brother's level of achievement, to part with such a collection. One day, my maternal uncle, de Cousmaker, was having dinner at our house and asked about my father's plans. When he found out everything would go to auction, he inquired about the price. My father said the items hadn’t been valued but guessed they’d bring in fifty or sixty pounds. Mr. de C. immediately offered sixty guineas; a deal was made, and the books were taken away the next day, much to our disappointment. The price was outrageous since the collection included many rare and unique publications, and my uncle later sold many duplicates for more than he paid for the entire collection while still keeping a very valuable amount. To demonstrate the value of what could be called Mrs. Kennon’s Museum, I’m including a letter she received from Sir Martin Folkes, President of the Royal Society.

‘Madame,—I am sorry I had not the happiness of seeing you when I was last to wait on you, but will take another opportunity of paying my respects. The worms you were pleased to send seem to me the very same I received from Holland, and which I was in the utmost distress for, being quite out, and my Polypes in great want, so that a word of instruction, how I may 12get at some of these worms, will be a great obligation. When I had the honour of leaving you a Polype, I had never a one by me with a young one fairly put out, so here was one beginning. I now beg leave to send you such a one; and when you are disposed to cut one will wait on you, and show it you in a microscope, if you have not yet seen it. I beg leave to return very many thanks for the favour of seeing your noble collection of rarities, and have hardly talked of anything else since.

Madam, I’m sorry I didn’t get the chance to see you during my last visit, but I will find another opportunity to pay my respects. The worms you kindly sent seem to be the same ones I received from Holland, which I desperately needed because I was completely out, and my polyps were in great need. So, any guidance on how I can obtain more of these worms would be greatly appreciated. When I had the honor of leaving you with a polyp, I didn’t have one with a young one out, but now I have one that is just starting. I’d like to send you this one, and whenever you’re ready to cut one, I can come by and show it to you under a microscope if you haven’t seen it yet. I also want to thank you very much for the opportunity to see your wonderful collection of rarities; I haven’t talked about anything else since. 12

‘I am, Madam, with the sincerest respect,
‘Your ladyship’s most obedient humble servant,
M. Folkes.

‘May 6, 1743.

‘May 6, 1743.

Doddington, in his diary, under the date of June 28, 1750, mentions supping at this lady’s house, in company with Lady Middlesex, Lord Bathurst, and Lady Torrington; and in the ‘World’ (No. 114) there is a humorous paper on the distinctions between noble birth, great birth, and no birth, in which the writer says, ‘I never suspected that it could possibly mean the shrivelled tasteless fruit of an old genealogical tree. I communicated my doubts, and applied for information to my late, worthy, and curious friend, Mrs. Kennon, whose valuable collection of fossils and minerals, lately sold, sufficiently prove her skill and researches in the most recondite parts of nature. She, with that frankness and humanity which were natural to her, assured me that it was all a vulgar error, in which, however, the nobility and gentry prided themselves; but that, in truth, she had never observed the children of the quality 13to be wholesomer and stronger than others, but rather the contrary, which difference she imputed to certain causes which I shall not here specify.’ I possess several letters written to this lady by the Governor of Bermuda, Mr. Popple, in 1739 and 1740, in which he considers her of sufficient importance to request that she would speak a good word for him in behalf of his being removed to a better Government, or some other employment at home, and concludes a letter with saying, ‘I believe your present power to assist your absent friends is now as great as I have always thought your inclination was.’

Doddington, in his diary dated June 28, 1750, mentions having dinner at this lady's house with Lady Middlesex, Lord Bathurst, and Lady Torrington. In the ‘World’ (No. 114), there’s a funny piece discussing the differences between noble birth, great birth, and no birth at all, where the writer states, “I never imagined it could refer to the shriveled, tasteless fruit of an old family tree. I shared my doubts and sought clarification from my late, admirable, and inquisitive friend, Mrs. Kennon, whose impressive collection of fossils and minerals, recently sold, clearly proved her expertise and research in the most obscure aspects of nature. With her usual candor and kindness, she assured me that it was all a common misconception, in which the nobility and gentry took pride; however, she had never noticed the children of the upper class to be healthier or stronger than others, but rather the opposite, a difference she attributed to certain reasons which I will not specify here.” I have several letters written to this lady by the Governor of Bermuda, Mr. Popple, in 1739 and 1740, in which he considers her important enough to ask her to speak favorably on his behalf for a better position or some other role at home, and he concludes one letter by saying, “I believe your current ability to help your absent friends is now as great as I have always believed your willingness to be.”

When my father returned to Bradfield, after passing the winter in London, he pulled down the old part of the house, a wretched lath and plaster ill-contrived building; then, to the astonishment of every one, he employed a hedge carpenter to rebuild exactly on the old foundations. Thereby was constructed a mansion which had not a single room free from every fault that could be found, whether as to chimney, doors, windows, or connecting passages, and this at a larger expense than need have cost an excellent house. The new stables, with coach-house, brew-house and offices, were built of brick, and cost 500l. It was rather whimsical to give his horses, carriage, and brewery[6] the warmth of solid walls, and to house himself in lath and plaster; but in fixing his new farmery,[7] a sad error was committed. The whole interposed between the dwelling, 14and four acres of turf dotted with beautiful oaks. My poor father, however, did not live to enjoy his improvements, for he was very soon seized with a dropsy, and which—as will be seen—terminated his life. During one of his journeys to London in order to consult a doctor, occurred a circumstance so whimsical that I must mention it. Several sleepless nights made him take it into his head that anything would be better than a bed; as an experiment at one inn he ordered that a hole should be cut in a haystack, in which he passed the night. But it is time to return to myself. During all these years I was at Lavenham School reading Cæsar, Sallust, Homer and the Greek Testament, when a sudden whim seized my father, and he ordered Latin and Greek to be discarded and algebra to take their place. I thus became absorbed in Saunderson.[8] But what commanded more of my attention at this time was a very different branch of learning, namely, the lessons of a dancing master; he came once a week from Colchester to teach the boys, also some young ladies of the neighbourhood, two of whom made terrible havoc with my heart. The first was Miss Betsy Harrington, a grocer’s daughter, admitted by all to be truly beautiful; the second of my youthful flames was Miss Molly Fiske, a clergyman’s sister. For one or two years we corresponded, but afterwards I went away, and she married the Rev. M. Chevalier, of Aspall. Long after her marriage she told me that she had accepted that gentleman on finding that I did not 15come forward with the proposal. Her fortune was 4,000l.

When my father returned to Bradfield after spending the winter in London, he tore down the old part of the house, a poorly constructed lath and plaster building. To everyone's surprise, he hired a hedge carpenter to rebuild it right on the old foundations. This resulted in a mansion with every room flawed in some way, whether it was the chimneys, doors, windows, or connecting passages, all at a cost that far exceeded what a good house should have cost. The new stables, complete with a coach house, brew house, and other facilities, were built from brick and cost 500l. It was a bit odd to give his horses, carriage, and brewery the comfort of solid walls while he chose to live in lath and plaster. However, a major mistake was made when setting up his new farm buildings. They were built right between the house and four acres of lovely turf sprinkled with beautiful oaks. Unfortunately, my poor father didn’t get to enjoy his renovations for long, as he soon suffered from dropsy, which—as will be revealed—led to his death. During one of his trips to London to see a doctor, something so peculiar happened that I must share it. After several sleepless nights, he decided that anything would be better than a bed; as an experiment, he ordered a hole to be cut in a haystack at an inn, and he spent the night there. But it’s time to focus on myself. During those years, I was at Lavenham School studying Cæsar, Sallust, Homer, and the Greek Testament when my father suddenly decided to replace Latin and Greek with algebra. I became engrossed in Saunderson.[8] However, what captured my attention more was a very different type of learning, the lessons from a dancing master who came once a week from Colchester to teach the boys and some young ladies from the area, two of whom wreaked havoc on my heart. The first was Miss Betsy Harrington, a grocer’s daughter, acknowledged by all as truly beautiful; the second of my youthful crushes was Miss Molly Fiske, the sister of a clergyman. For a year or two we exchanged letters, but then I went away, and she married the Rev. M. Chevalier of Aspall. Long after her marriage, she told me she accepted his proposal because I didn’t step up with one of my own. Her fortune was 4,000l.

Arthur Young, from his Sister Elisa Maria
‘1755.

‘Dear Brother,—I acknowledge it’s very long since I last wrote to you, but I enclose you my excuses, and what was I assure you the occasion of my delay. I designed making you a present of lace for a pair of ruffles, and the weather had been so bad that it was too dirty for me to go out and get them. I hope they will engage your approbation, which is all I desire, and you’ll do me honor in wearing them. I’ve not yet seen Miss Aspin, and believe I shall not till Monday, when we propose going to Genl Onslow’s, and calling upon her in our way. We have had so much rain lately that there has been no stirring, or I would have made her a visit long ago.

‘Dear Brother, I know it's been a long time since I last wrote to you, but I’m sending my apologies and what caused my delay. I planned to get you some lace for a pair of ruffles, but the weather has been so bad that I couldn’t go out to get it. I hope you’ll like them, which is all I want, and you’ll honor me by wearing them. I haven’t seen Miss Aspin yet and don’t think I will until Monday, when we plan to visit Genl Onslow and stop by to see her on our way. We've had so much rain lately that I haven't been able to go out, or I would have visited her a long time ago.

‘I believe I told my Mother my Uncle was disappointed of his company which were to be here on Saturday last by Miss Turner being ill, but she recovering we are to have the same party next week, and a very grand concert it is to be, because we are musical people.

‘I think I mentioned to my mom that my uncle was disappointed that his friends, who were supposed to come here last Saturday, couldn’t make it because Miss Turner was sick. However, since she’s getting better, we’re having the same group over next week, and it’s going to be a really fancy concert because we’re a musical family.

‘Ranelagh is to be opened on the 8th with a rural carnival. I vastly wished for you at Mrs. Cibber’s benefit. The play was “Tancred and Sigismunda,” the plan of which you and I have often weep’d over together in “Gil Blas.” It was most inimitably acted by Garrick and Mrs. Cibber; you would have been vastly entertained. The play I was at before, but went purposely to see the 16Princess of Wales and her family. The Prince and Prince Edward were in one box, and the Princess, Lady Augusta, Elizabeth, and Louisa in the other. Upon my word, they are a fine parcel of children; only poor Elizabeth is, unhappily, almost a dwarf, but the rest make very good figures.

‘Ranelagh will be opening on the 8th with a country fair. I really wished you could have been at Mrs. Cibber’s benefit. The play was “Tancred and Sigismunda,” which you and I have often sighed over together while reading “Gil Blas.” It was performed brilliantly by Garrick and Mrs. Cibber; you would have been thoroughly entertained. The play I attended before that, but I went specifically to see the 16Princess of Wales and her family. The Prince and Prince Edward were in one box, and the Princess, Lady Augusta, Elizabeth, and Louisa were in the other. Honestly, they are a lovely group of children; only poor Elizabeth is sadly almost a dwarf, but the others are all quite fine-looking.

‘Monday your Aunt and I were in the House of Commons from one o’clock at noon till nine at night; it was the Mitchell Election,[9] when the great ones were setting themselves in combat against each other; it was a most hard-fought battle. The[10] Duke espousing our party against the Duke of Newcastle in support of the other, but the Tories most of them going with the D. of N. gave him the majority. Though he lost it at the Committee. There was much speaking, which was very entertaining; Mr. Fox talked a great deal with great vehemence, for this loss frustrates his schemes, as he finds the strength of the D. of N.’s party though he had all the Army and the Duke’s Court people with him. And now, Mr. Arthur, you being a very good polititian, I shall proceed to entertain you with some more Parliamentary affairs. Tuesday last the Message was brought from the King to the House. It imparted little; nothing to be collected from it of either peace or war. Only desiring the Parliament would support him in the armaments he might have occasion for by sea and land, &c. &c. General Onslow 17says during the eight and twenty years he has sat in that house he never saw, or could have conceived it to be so unanimous in the acclamations of the King. Every one striving who should in the strongest terms express their confidence in him, Tories and all. Even Sir John Phillips declared he would vote the King twenty shillings in the pound, for that their lives and whole fortunes were not too much for him, and the House rung with their confidence in the King, without any one of the Ministers saying a syllable. They were the silentest people. The General says he would have given any money Miripoix[11] had been in the House to have heard the Parliament of England’s hearty affection for their King. I should have much liked to have been there, but the ladies’ privilege extends no farther than elections. Lady Crosse sent to us on Monday morning at ten o’clock to let us know she would call on us at eleven, and we had to dress in gowns and petticoats and eat our breakfasts, which last was not to be omitted, for it was certain we were to have no dinner. And by much hurry we did get ready for her ladyship, but waited at her house for Sir John till near one, frighted to excess, fearing we should not get in. This Mitchell Election so famous an affair that all the town wanted to hear it, and evidently the gallery would hold a small part of them. However, we had the luck to get excellent places, having a chair for one of us brought out of the Speaker’s chamber. The elections for this year are now all over except the Oxfordshire, and whether they will be able to finish 18that no one can tell. In answer to this long letter I shall hope to hear very soon from you, and am,

‘On Monday, your Aunt and I were in the House of Commons from one in the afternoon until nine at night; it was the Mitchell Election,[9] where the big names were going head to head in a fierce battle. The[10] Duke was on our side against the Duke of Newcastle, who was supporting the opposition, but most of the Tories sided with the Duke of N. and gave him the majority. Although he lost it at the Committee. There was a lot of speaking, which was quite entertaining; Mr. Fox spoke a lot with great passion, since this loss derailed his plans, and he recognized the strength of the Duke of N.’s party, even though he had the entire Army and the Duke’s court supporters with him. And now, Mr. Arthur, as a savvy politician, I intend to entertain you with more Parliamentary happenings. Last Tuesday, a message was delivered from the King to the House. It didn’t reveal much; there was nothing to glean about peace or war. He merely asked Parliament to support him regarding any military needs he might have on land and sea, etc., etc. General Onslow17said that during his twenty-eight years in that house, he had never seen, nor could have imagined, it to be so united in the acclaim for the King. Everyone seemed to compete to express their confidence in him in the strongest possible terms, Tories included. Even Sir John Phillips stated he would vote to give the King twenty shillings per pound since their lives and whole fortunes were not too much for him, and the House resounded with their confidence in the King, without any of the Ministers saying a word. They were the quietest group. The General mentioned he would have gladly paid to have Miripoix[11] in the House to witness the Parliament of England’s heartfelt support for their King. I would have loved to be there, but the ladies’ privilege only extends to elections. Lady Crosse contacted us on Monday morning at ten o’clock to let us know she would visit us at eleven, and we had to dress in gowns and petticoats and eat our breakfasts, which couldn’t be skipped since we knew we wouldn’t have dinner. In a rush, we got ready for her visit, but ended up waiting at her house for Sir John until nearly one o’clock, extremely anxious, fearing we wouldn’t make it inside. This Mitchell Election is such a widely talked-about event that everyone in town wanted to see it, and clearly, the gallery could only hold a small portion of them. Fortunately, we managed to get excellent seats, with one of us having a chair brought out from the Speaker’s chamber. The elections for this year are now wrapping up, except for the Oxfordshire one, and no one knows if they will be able to complete that.18 In response to this lengthy letter, I hope to hear from you soon, and I am,

‘Your most affectionate
E.M. Young.

‘Friday Good (sic).’

‘Friday Good (sic).’

‘August 26, 1755 (from Bristol Hot Wells).

‘Dear Arthur,—I was in hopes you would have given me the pleasure of hearing from you. I should have wrote to you before now, but have so many letters perpetually upon my hands that no clerk to an attorney has more pen exercise. I want much to have a particular account of the Bury Assizes; I suppose you will go to an Assembly, and therefore pray you to send me intelligence of who and who are together, who dresses smartest, looks best, and seems most pleased with themselves and those about them. The balls here are vastly disagreeable. I dance French dances constantly, but none of the people of fashion dance country dances; there are such numbers of Bristol people that do, and they are such an ordinary set that it prevents the fine folks. The rooms of another night are much cleverer; there is a lottery table which we play at from eight till half an hour after nine most nights. My Aunt and I have both hitherto played with great success. The principal support of our table we lose to-day, Mr. Brudenell, member for Rutlandshire, an extreem good-natured, pretty kind of man; the company is going off so fast and the place is so thin, that I fear we shall miss him very much. My Aunt sends her love to you. She says she made you a promise of giving you a pair of 19lace ruffles or a guinea, which ever you chose, and desires you will consult with your mother which you will have, and if the lace, let her know it; for it’s sold here as well as at Bath. I should advise the money; for you have two pair of lace ruffles which I am sure is as much as you can possibly have occasion for; those you have must be taken off the footings, for the fine men weer them extreemly shallow; they should not be near a nail of a yard deep.

‘Dear Arthur,—I was hoping you would have given me the pleasure of hearing from you. I should have written to you by now, but I have so many letters constantly on my plate that no clerk to a lawyer has more pen work. I really want to have a specific account of the Bury Assizes; I assume you will go to an Assembly, so please send me news of who is with whom, who dresses the best, looks the best, and seems the happiest with themselves and those around them. The balls here are quite unpleasant. I constantly dance French dances, but none of the fashionable people dance country dances; there are so many Bristol folks who do, and they are such a common set that it keeps the high society away. The rooms the other night were much nicer; there is a lottery table that we play at from eight until half an hour after nine most nights. My Aunt and I have both done very well so far. The main support of our table is leaving today, Mr. Brudenell, the member for Rutlandshire, an extremely good-natured, rather kind man; the company is leaving so quickly and the place is so empty that I fear we will miss him a lot. My Aunt sends her love to you. She says she promised you a pair of lace ruffles or a guinea, whichever you prefer, and she asks you to consult with your mother about which you will take, and if it's the lace, let her know; it’s being sold here as well as at Bath. I would recommend the money; you have two pairs of lace ruffles, which I’m sure is as much as you could possibly need; those you have must be taken off the footings, as the fine men wear them extremely shallow; they shouldn’t be near a nail of a yard deep.

‘Pray make my compliments to everybody that enquires after me, and let me have a very long letter from you very soon. I have nothing to add to your entertainment, heartily wish I was at Bradfield, and beg you to tell me all you can that is doing there; and

‘Please send my regards to everyone who asks about me, and I would love to get a long letter from you soon. I don’t have anything else to share for your entertainment, I really wish I was at Bradfield, and I ask you to tell me everything happening there; and

‘Believe me with great sincerity,
‘Your most affectionate
Elisa Maria.

‘Be sure don’t speak before my father of my playing at lottery.’

‘Make sure you don't mention to my father that I play the lottery.’

Extracts from further letters

‘My Uncle Ingoldsby I think looks very well. He asked after you, and so did my Aunt. He goes out of town for a fortnight next Monday, and Mr. and Miss go then. Dr. In. has made a new coach. Yesterday was the second day of using it, cost him 82l.; it’s very handsome, all but being painted in a mosaic, which all the smart equipages are. Miss Joy’s mother has made one this spring, cost 147l. There is hardly such a thing seen as a two-wheeled post-chaise; 20nobody uses anything but four-wheeled ones, and numbers of them with boxes put on and run for chariots, and vastly pretty they are.

‘My Uncle Ingoldsby looks really good, I think. He asked about you, and so did my Aunt. He’s going out of town for two weeks starting next Monday, and Mr. and Miss are going too. Dr. In. has made a new coach. Yesterday was only the second day of using it, and it cost him £82; it’s very nice, except for the fact that it’s painted in a mosaic, which is how all the fancy carriages are. Miss Joy’s mother made one this spring, and it cost £147. You hardly ever see a two-wheeled post-chaise anymore; nobody uses anything but four-wheeled ones, and many of them have boxes attached and are used as chariots, and they look really pretty.

‘Now I must give you some account of the masquerade at Mrs. Onslow’s; Lady Onslow was there, Mr. and Mrs. Onslow, the Mr. Shelley we met at the Speaker’s, and Miss Freeman. Lady Onslow was in a Venetian domino white lustring trimmed with scarlet and silver blonde. Mrs. Onslow’s dress we thought not at all pretty nor becoming; she had no jewels on, but was ornamented with mock pearl. Mr. Onslow was in a domino, as was Mr. Shelley; the first was very genteel and handsome, white lustring trimmed with an open shining gold lace and little roses of purple with gold in the middle of them. I never saw anything prettier. Miss Freeman was the sweetest figure I ever saw. Her dress, a dancer, blue satin trimmed with silver in the richest genteelest taste and very fine jewels. They say Fenton Harvey was the best figure there amongst the gentlemen, with his masque; on his dress was a domino which was reckoned the genteelest dresses.

‘Now I must tell you about the masquerade at Mrs. Onslow’s; Lady Onslow was there, along with Mr. and Mrs. Onslow, the Mr. Shelley we met at the Speaker’s, and Miss Freeman. Lady Onslow was wearing a white Venetian domino trimmed with scarlet and silver blonde. We didn’t think Mrs. Onslow's dress was pretty or flattering at all; she wasn’t wearing any jewels but was decorated with fake pearls. Mr. Onslow wore a domino, just like Mr. Shelley; the former was very stylish and good-looking, a white lustring trimmed with shiny gold lace and little purple roses with gold in the center. I’ve never seen anything prettier. Miss Freeman was the most charming figure I’ve ever seen. Her dress was that of a dancer, blue satin trimmed with silver in the richest and most elegant taste and adorned with very fine jewels. They say Fenton Harvey was the best-looking gentleman there, with his mask; his dress featured a domino, which was considered the most stylish attire.’

‘Lady Coventry, amongst the ladies, was the best figure; Lady Peterson another much admired. The Town said beforehand that she was to be Eve and wear a fig leaf of diamonds; however, this was not true.’

‘Lady Coventry was the standout among the women; Lady Peterson was also greatly admired. People in town had said beforehand that she would be Eve and wear a fig leaf made of diamonds; however, that wasn’t true.’

Mrs. Tomlinson (née Elisa Maria Young) to her Father

‘Honoured Sir,—Mr. Tomlinson and myself are your urgent petitioners for a favour which, if granted, 21will give us very great pleasure. It is that you will give my brother Arthur leave to make us a short visit; my mother (who we found safe and well at Chelmsford and have conducted hither) rejoins in the request; she desires you to determine in what manner is best for him to come hither on horseback, the joiner with him or in the stage coach, but either way, we beg to see him Tuesday at farthest, but on Monday if he comes on horseback. Be pleased to direct him to have his linnen washed, stocking (sic) mended, &c., and in case he comes on horseback, it may not be amiss to hint to him that he is not to reach London on one gallop, for his impatience may outrun his prudence. It was a great pleasure to hear a pretty good account of your health, and hope we shall hear often from Bradfield during my mother’s stay here.

Dear Sir, —Mr. Tomlinson and I are your eager petitioners for a favor that, if granted, would bring us great joy. We ask that you allow my brother Arthur to come visit us for a short time; my mother, who we found safe and well in Chelmsford and have brought here, also joins in this request. She asks you to decide the best way for him to travel here, whether on horseback with the carpenter or by stagecoach. Either way, we hope to see him by Tuesday at the latest, but ideally on Monday if he rides. Please remind him to have his laundry done, repair his stockings, etc., and if he travels on horseback, it might be wise to suggest that he shouldn’t rush to London all in one go, as his eagerness might get ahead of his common sense. It was wonderful to hear a decent report about your health, and I hope we hear from Bradfield often during my mother’s stay here.

‘Beg my love with Mr. T.’s to my brother. He desires to present his duty to you.

‘Beg my love with Mr. T.’s to my brother. He wants to send his regards to you.

‘And I am, honoured Sir,
‘Your most affectionate and most dutifull daughter,
E.M. Tomlinson.

‘Bucklersbury: Tuesday night, 10 o’clock (1757).’

'Bucklersbury: Tuesday night, 10 PM (1757).'

Whilst at school I made in the playground a famous fortification, and then besieged it with mines of gun-powder, nearly blowing up two boys and an old woman selling pies. A better example was my habit of reading, which became a sort of fashion. I was thought to be of an uncommon stamp, and when the pupils returned home their parents became desirous of seeing the lad to whom they thought themselves indebted. 22My own acquisitions received a mortal shock on the marriage of my sister with Mr. Tomlinson, of the firm of Tomlinson & Co. The opportunity of introducing me into their counting-house was thought advantageous by my father, and in consequence orders came that I should receive immediate instruction in mercantile accounts; as a further preparation the sum of 400l. was paid to Messrs. Robertson, of Lynn, Norfolk, for a three years’ apprenticeship.

While at school, I built a well-known fort in the playground and then tried to blow it up with gunpowder, nearly injuring two boys and an old woman selling pies. A better example was my reading habit, which became quite trendy. People thought I was unique, and when the students went home, their parents wanted to meet the boy they believed they owed something to. 22My own progress took a big hit when my sister married Mr. Tomlinson from the firm Tomlinson & Co. My father thought it would be a good opportunity to get me into their office, so he arranged for me to get immediate training in business accounts. Additionally, the sum of 400l. was paid to Messrs. Robertson, of Lynn, Norfolk, for a three-year apprenticeship.

In February 1758 I took my last farewell of Lavenham, and paid a visit to my married sister in London. I remember nothing more of this visit than several performances of Mr. Garrick. When I took leave of my sister, who was far advanced in her pregnancy, she wept and said she might never see me more. This proved to be the case, as she died during her lying-in. She was a remarkably clever woman, with much beauty and vivacity of conversation, combined with much solidity of judgment. My mother grieved so much for her loss that she could never be persuaded to go out of mourning, but mourned till her own death, nor did she ever recover her cheerfulness. This had one good effect, and that a very important one for me; she never afterwards looked into any book but on the subject of religion, and her only constant companion was her Bible, herein copying the example of her father.

In February 1758, I said my final goodbye to Lavenham and visited my married sister in London. The only thing I remember from that visit is seeing several performances by Mr. Garrick. When I left my sister, who was quite far along in her pregnancy, she cried and said she might never see me again. Sadly, that turned out to be true, as she died during childbirth. She was an exceptionally intelligent woman, with a lot of beauty and lively conversation, combined with solid judgment. My mother was so heartbroken over her loss that she could never be convinced to stop mourning; she stayed in mourning until her own death and never regained her happiness. However, this had one positive effect, which was very significant for me: she never picked up any book except those about religion, and her only constant companion was her Bible, following in her father's footsteps.

Every circumstance attending this new situation at Lynn was most detestable to me till I effected an improvement. This was done by hiring a lodging, surrounding myself with books, and making the 23acquaintance of Miss Robertson, daughter of my employer’s partner. She was of a pleasing figure, with fine black expressive eyes, danced well, and also sang and performed well on the harpsichord; no wonder, as she received instructions from Mr. Burney.[12] He was a person held in the highest estimation for his powers of conversation and agreeable manners, which made his company much sought after by all the principal nobility and gentry of the neighbourhood. Here I must reflect, as I have done many times before, on the unfortunate idea of making me a merchant. The immediate expense absolutely thrown away differently invested would have kept me four years at the University, enabling my father to make me a clergyman and Rector of Bradfield. This living he actually gave to my Lavenham schoolmaster. The whole course of my life would in such a case have been changed. I should have known nothing of Lynn, and have taken a wife from a different quarter. I should probably have been free from all attraction to agriculture, and that circumstance alone would have changed the whole colour of my existence. I might never have been of any use to the public, but my years would have passed in a far more tranquil current, escaping so many storms and vicissitudes which blew me into a tempest of activity and involved me in great errors, great vice, and perpetual anxiety. This was not to be the case, and what I thought an evil star sent me to Lynn. In this place monthly assemblies were held, a mayor’s feast 24and ball in the evening, a dancing master’s ball and assemblies at the Mart. It was not common, I was told, for merchants’ clerks to frequent these, a suggestion I spurned, and attended them, dancing with the principal belles. I was complimented by the dancing master, who assured me that he pointed out my minuet as an example to his scholars. But pleasure alone would not satisfy me; I was by nature studious, and from my earliest years discovered a thirst for learning and books. These, the smallness of my allowance (I think not more than 30l. per annum), with my great foppery in dress for the balls, would not permit me to purchase and supply me with what I so much needed. Accordingly in 1758 I compiled a political pamphlet named ‘The Theatre of the Present War in North America,’ for which a bookseller allowed me ten pounds’ worth of books; as he urged me to another undertaking I wrote three or four more political tracts, each of which procured me an addition to my little library. My first year’s apprenticeship had not expired before the death of my sister overthrew the whole plan which had sent me to Lynn. As 400l. had been paid for the agreed period of three years, I was kept there from no other motive. Under such circumstances it may be supposed that the counting-house and the business received not an atom more of attention than could be dispensed with. I was twenty years old on leaving Lynn, which I did without education, profession or employment. In June of this year (1759) my father died, and as he left debts, my mother thought it necessary to take 25an exact account of his effects. The following is the result:—

Every aspect of this new situation in Lynn was completely intolerable to me until I managed to improve it. I did this by renting a place, surrounding myself with books, and getting to know Miss Robertson, the daughter of my employer’s partner. She was quite attractive, had beautiful black expressive eyes, danced well, and was also a talented singer and harpsichord player, thanks to her lessons from Mr. Burney. He was highly regarded for his conversational skills and charming personality, making him very popular among the local nobility and gentry. I have often thought about the unfortunate decision to make me a merchant. The money that was wasted on that could have supported me for four years at university, allowing my father to prepare me to become a clergyman and Rector of Bradfield. He actually gave that position to my schoolmaster from Lavenham. My entire life would have taken a different course. I wouldn’t have known anything about Lynn and would have likely married someone from a different place. I probably wouldn’t have developed any interest in farming, which alone would have significantly changed my life. I might not have been of any public service, but my years would have flowed much more peacefully, sparing me from many troubles and upheavals that thrust me into a whirlwind of activity and led me to make major mistakes, indulge in wrongdoing, and live in constant anxiety. But that wasn’t my fate; what I thought was a bad omen sent me to Lynn. In this town, there were monthly gatherings, a mayor’s feast and ball in the evening, as well as a dancing master’s ball and assemblies at the Mart. I was told it wasn’t typical for merchant clerks to go to these events, but I dismissed that idea and attended anyway, dancing with the most popular ladies. The dancing master complimented me, saying he used my minuet as an example for his students. However, mere pleasure wasn't enough for me; I was naturally studious and had a thirst for knowledge and books from a young age. Unfortunately, my limited allowance (I think it was no more than £30 a year) and my fondness for fancy clothes for the balls didn’t allow me to buy the books I desperately needed. So, in 1758, I compiled a political pamphlet titled ‘The Theatre of the Present War in North America,’ for which a bookseller offered me ten pounds’ worth of books. Encouraged by him, I went on to write three or four more political tracts, each of which helped expand my small library. Before my first year of apprenticeship was over, my sister's death disrupted everything that had brought me to Lynn. Since £400 had been paid for the agreed three-year term, I was kept there for no other reason. Given these circumstances, it’s safe to say that the office and my duties received only the bare minimum of my attention. By the time I left Lynn at twenty years old, I had no education, profession, or job lined up. In June of that year (1759), my father passed away, and since he left behind debts, my mother felt it necessary to take a detailed account of his belongings. The following is the result:—

  £ s.
Household goods 674 1
Farming stock 226 4
Plate 149 13
Books 57 0
Total £1,106 18

I am sorry to add that money or money due to him made no part of the estimate. The fact was that my father died much in debt, and it was two years before my mother found herself tolerably free.

I’m sorry to say that money or what was owed to him didn't factor into the estimate. The truth is, my father passed away heavily in debt, and it took my mother two years to get to a point where she felt somewhat financially free.

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CHAPTER II
Farming and Marriage, 1759-1766

The gay world—A call on Dr. Johnson—A venture—Offer of a career—Farming decided upon—Garrick—Marriage—Mr. Harte—Lord Chesterfield on farming—Literary work—Correspondence—Birth of a daughter.

The LGBTQ+ community—A visit to Dr. Johnson—An opportunity—Career prospects—Farming chosen—Garrick—Marriage—Mr. Harte—Lord Chesterfield on farming—Writing projects—Correspondence—Birth of a daughter.

In 1761 I was at the Coronation, had a seat in the gallery of Westminster Hall, and being in the front row above the Duke’s table, I remember letting down a basket during dessert, which was filled by the present Duke of Marlborough. On this visit to London I had a mind to see everything, and ordered a full dress suit for going to Court. This was in September. In December I was again in London figuring in the gay world.[13] In January 1762 I set on foot a periodical publication entitled ‘The Universal Museum,’ which came out monthly, printed with glorious imprudence on my own account. I waited on Dr. Johnson, who was sitting by 27the fire so half-dressed and slovenly a figure as to make me stare at him. I stated my plan and begged that he would favour me with a paper once a month, offering at the same time any remuneration that he might name. ‘No, sir,’ he replied, ‘such a work would be sure to fail if the booksellers have not the property, and you will lose a great deal of money by it.’ ‘Certainly, sir,’ I said; ‘if I am not fortunate enough to induce authors of real talent to contribute.’ ‘No, sir, you are mistaken, such authors will not support such a work, nor will you persuade them to write in it; you will purchase disappointment by the loss of your money, and I advise you by all means to give up the plan.’ Somebody was introduced, and I took my leave. Dr. Kenrick,[14] the translator of Rousseau, was a writer of a very different stamp; he readily engaged to write for me; so did Collier[15] and his wife, who between them translated the ‘Death of Abel.’[16] I printed five numbers of this work, and being convinced that Dr. Johnson’s advice was wise and that I should lose money by the business, I determined to give it up. With that view I procured a meeting of ten or a dozen booksellers, and had the luck and address to persuade them to take the whole scheme upon themselves. I fairly slipped my neck out of the yoke—a most fortunate occurrence, for, though they continued it under far more favourable circumstances, I believe no success ever attended it.

In 1761, I attended the Coronation and had a seat in the gallery of Westminster Hall. Being in the front row above the Duke’s table, I remember lowering a basket during dessert, which was filled by the current Duke of Marlborough. During this visit to London, I wanted to see everything, so I ordered a full dress suit to go to Court. This was in September. In December, I was again in London, enjoying the social scene. [13] In January 1762, I launched a monthly publication called ‘The Universal Museum,’ which I printed recklessly on my own. I visited Dr. Johnson, who was sitting by the fire in a rather disheveled state, which surprised me. I shared my plan and asked him to contribute a piece once a month, offering any payment he might suggest. “No, sir,” he replied, “that kind of project is destined to fail if the booksellers don’t own it, and you’ll end up losing a lot of money.” “Of course, sir,” I said, “if I can’t attract talented authors to contribute.” “No, sir, you’re wrong; those authors won’t support such a publication, and you won’t convince them to write for it. You’ll just end up disappointed and out of pocket, so I strongly advise you to abandon the idea.” Someone else was introduced, and I took my leave. Dr. Kenrick,[14] the translator of Rousseau, was a very different type of writer; he agreed to write for me right away, as did Collier[15] and his wife, who translated the ‘Death of Abel’ together.[16] I published five issues of this work, and realized that Dr. Johnson’s advice was sound and that I would lose money on this venture, so I decided to stop. With that in mind, I organized a meeting with ten or so booksellers and was fortunate enough to convince them to take over the entire project. I managed to free myself from the burden—a very lucky turn of events, since although they continued it under much better circumstances, I believe it never found any real success.

28In September of the following year I broke a blood-vessel and was attended by a Lynn physician, who ordered me to Bristol Hotwells, as I was in a very consumptive state. I accordingly went, boarding and lodging in a house where I met very intelligent and agreeable society; amongst the number was one gentleman with whom I had many arguments concerning Rousseau and his writings, I, like a fool, much admiring both, my new acquaintance abusing them with equal heat. But the principal acquaintance I made at the Hotwells was Sir Charles Howard, K.B., then an old man. Being informed that I was a chess-player, he introduced himself to me in the pump-room and invited me to coffee and a game of chess. After some time and various conversations he made enquiries relating to my family and destination. I took it into my head that he seemed more affable when he was informed (for his enquiries were numerous) that Mr. Speaker Onslow and the Bishop of Rochester were my godfathers. On understanding that I was not bred to any profession and was without hope of any settlement in life, he asked me if I should like to enter the Army. I answered in the affirmative, but added that it could only be matter of theory, as I had not lived with any officers. He often recurred to the idea, and at last told me that he would give me a pair of colours in his own cavalry regiment, and bade me write to my mother for her approval.

28In September of the following year, I had a burst blood vessel and was treated by a doctor in Lynn, who recommended that I go to Bristol Hotwells, as I was in a very fragile state. I went there and stayed in a place where I met some very intelligent and friendly people; among them was a gentleman with whom I had many heated discussions about Rousseau and his writings, while I foolishly admired them, and my new friend criticized them just as passionately. However, the main person I got to know at the Hotwells was Sir Charles Howard, K.B., who was an older man at that time. When he learned that I played chess, he introduced himself to me in the pump-room and invited me for coffee and a game of chess. After spending some time together and having various conversations, he asked about my family and my future plans. I noticed that he seemed friendlier when I mentioned that Mr. Speaker Onslow and the Bishop of Rochester were my godfathers. Once he realized that I wasn't trained for any profession and had no plans for a future career, he asked if I would be interested in joining the Army. I responded positively but mentioned that it was just a theoretical idea since I hadn’t associated with any officers. He often brought up the idea again, and eventually told me that he would offer me a position in his own cavalry regiment, and asked me to write to my mother for her approval.

This I did, and was not at all surprised by her reply. She begged and beseeched me not to think of any such employment, as my health and strength 29were quite inadequate to the life. I loved my dear mother too much to accept an offer against her consent. I also became acquainted with an officer in the Army, Captain Lambert, who visited the Countess of B. at B. Castle. She was esteemed a demirep, handsome and fascinating. A little before I left Bristol I was introduced to her, and had my stay been longer should have made one in the number of her many slaves. On returning from Bristol to my mother at Bradfield, I found myself in a situation as truly helpless and forlorn as could well be imagined, without profession, business, or pursuit, I may add without one well-grounded hope of any advantageous establishment in life. My whole fortune during the life of my mother was a copyhold farm of twenty acres, producing as many pounds, and what possibility there was of turning my time to any advantage did not and could not occur to me; in truth, it was a situation without resource, and nothing but the inconsiderateness of youth could have kept me from sinking into melancholy and despair. My mother, desirous of fixing me with her, proposed that I should take a farm, and especially as the home one of eighty acres was under a lease expiring at Michaelmas. I had no more idea of farming than of physic or divinity, but as it promised, at least, to find me some employment, I agreed to the proposition, and accordingly commenced my rural operations, which entirely decided the complexion of all my remaining years. My connections at Lynn carried me often to that place, and my love of reading proved my chief resource. I farmed during the years 1763-4-5-6, having taken also 30a second farm that was in the hands of a tenant. I gained knowledge, but not much, and the principal effect was to convince me that in order to understand the business in any perfection it was necessary for me to continue my exertions for many years. And the circumstance which perhaps of all others in my life I most deeply regretted and considered as a sin of the blackest dye, was the publishing the result of my experience during these four years, which, speaking as a farmer, was nothing but ignorance, folly, presumption, and rascality. The only real use which resulted from those four years was to enable me to view the farms of other men with an eye of more discrimination than I could possibly have done without that practice. It was the occasion of my going on the southern tour in 1767, the northern tour in 1768, and the eastern in 1770, extending through much the greater part of the kingdom, and the exertion in these tours was admitted by all who read them (and they were very generally read) to be of most singular utility to the general agriculture of the kingdom. In these works I particularly attended to the course of the farmer’s crops, the point perhaps of all others the most important, and the more so at that period, because all preceding writers had neglected it in the most unaccountable manner. They relate good and bad rotations with the same apathy as if it was of little consequence in what order the crops of a farm were put in provided the operations of tillage and manuring were properly performed.

I did this, and wasn’t surprised by her response. She begged me not to even consider such a job, as my health and strength were not suited for that kind of life. I loved my mother too much to accept an offer that went against her wishes. I also met an Army officer, Captain Lambert, who visited the Countess of B. at B. Castle. She was known to be beautiful and captivating, but also had a questionable reputation. Right before I left Bristol, I was introduced to her, and if I had stayed longer, I would have joined the many who were infatuated with her. When I returned to my mother at Bradfield, I found myself in a truly helpless and hopeless situation, without a profession, work, or any pursuit, and without a solid hope of establishing a better life. My entire fortune while my mother was alive was a copyhold farm of twenty acres that yielded about the same in pounds, and I couldn’t see any way to make my time count; honestly, it was a situation without prospects, and only the thoughtlessness of youth kept me from sinking into sadness and despair. My mother, wanting to keep me close, suggested that I take a farm, especially since the home farm of eighty acres was under a lease that would expire at Michaelmas. I knew nothing about farming, much less about medicine or theology, but since it promised at least some kind of work, I agreed and started my farming adventures, which ultimately shaped the rest of my life. My connections in Lynn sent me there often, and my love for reading became my primary escape. I farmed from 1763 to 1766, even taking on a second farm that was being rented. I gained some knowledge, but not much; the main takeaway was that to really understand farming, I needed many more years of effort. The one thing I regretted most in my life, considering it a serious mistake, was publishing what I learned during those four years, which, as a farmer, was largely ignorance, foolishness, arrogance, and deceit. The only real benefit of those years was that it allowed me to evaluate other farmers’ work with more insight than I would have otherwise gained. This experience led me to undertake a southern tour in 1767, a northern tour in 1768, and an eastern one in 1770, covering much of the country, and the findings from these tours were acknowledged by everyone who read them (and they were widely read) to be very useful for the overall agriculture of the nation. In these works, I focused particularly on the farmer’s crop rotation, which was perhaps the most important topic, especially at that time, because previous writers had shockingly overlooked it. They discussed both good and bad rotations with such indifference as if it didn’t matter in what order crops were planted as long as the tilling and fertilizing were done correctly.

It has been very justly said that I first excited the agricultural spirit which has since rendered Britain so 31famous; and I should observe that this is not so great a compliment as at first sight it may seem, since it was nothing more than publishing to the world the exertions of many capital cultivators and in various parts of the kingdom, and especially the local practice of common farmers who, with all their merit, were unknown beyond the limits of their immediate district, and whose operation wanted only to be known to be admired.

It has been accurately said that I first stirred up the agricultural spirit that has since made Britain so famous; and I should point out that this isn’t as significant a compliment as it might seem at first, since it was really just about showcasing the efforts of many excellent farmers across different areas of the country, especially the local practices of ordinary farmers who, despite their worth, were unknown outside their immediate regions, and whose work just needed to be recognized to be appreciated.

In December 1762 I was again in London, and, as usual, constantly at the theatre. The parts in which Mr. Garrick acted to my great entertainment were, Macbeth, Benedict, Lear, Posthumus, Oakely,[17] Abel Drugger,[18] Sir J. Brute,[19] Sir J. Dominant,[20] Bayes,[21] Carlos,[22] Felix,[23] Ranger,[24] Scrub,[25] Hastings.[26] I must once for all remark that this astonishing actor so much exceeded every idea of representing character that the delusion was complete, Nature, not acting, seemed to be before the spectator, and this to a degree a thousand times beyond anything that has been seen since. The tones of his voice, the clear discrimination of feeling and passion in the vast variety of characters he represented, surpassed anything one could imagine, and raised him beyond competition. I have often reflected on the principal personages who figured in England during this age, and I am disposed to think that Garrick was by far the greatest, that is to say, he excelled 32all his contemporaries in the art he professed. Few men have been able to laugh at their own foibles with as much wit as Garrick. A striking instance was his little publication called ‘An Ode to Garrick on the Talk of the Town,’ in which we find this stanza:

In December 1762, I was back in London, and, as always, I spent a lot of time at the theatre. The roles that Mr. Garrick played, which I found incredibly entertaining, included Macbeth, Benedict, Lear, Posthumus, Oakely,[17] Abel Drugger,[18] Sir J. Brute,[19] Sir J. Dominant,[20] Bayes,[21] Carlos,[22] Felix,[23] Ranger,[24] Scrub,[25] Hastings.[26] I have to say that this incredible actor so far surpassed every idea of character portrayal that it felt entirely real; it was nature, not acting, before the audience, to an extent unmatched by anything seen since. The sound of his voice and the precise expression of emotion and passion across the diverse characters he played exceeded anyone's imagination and placed him in a league of his own. I often think about the key figures who stood out in England during this time, and I believe Garrick was definitely the greatest—he outshone all his peers in the craft he practiced. Few people could poke fun at their own flaws with as much humor as Garrick did. A memorable example is his little publication called ‘An Ode to Garrick on the Talk of the Town,’ where we find this stanza:

Two parts they readily allow
Are yours, but not one more they vow,
And they close their spite.
You will be Sir John Brute[27] all day,
And Fribble[28] all the night.

In 1765 the colour of my life was decided. I married. My wife[29] was a daughter of Alderman Allen, of Lynn, and great-granddaughter of John Allen, Esq., of Lyng House, Norfolk, who, according to the Comte de Boulainvilliers,[30] first introduced the custom of marling in the above-named county. We boarded with my mother at Lynn.

In 1765, my life took a major turn. I got married. My wife[29] was the daughter of Alderman Allen from Lynn and the great-granddaughter of John Allen, Esq., from Lyng House, Norfolk, who, according to the Comte de Boulainvilliers,[30] was the first to bring the practice of marling to that county. We lived with my mother in Lynn.

This year (1765) I was in correspondence with the Rev. Walter Harte,[31] Canon of Windsor, and author of 33the ‘Essays on Husbandry’ and the ‘Life of Gustavus Adolphus.’ He advised me to collect my scattered papers in the ‘Museum Rusticum,’ and, with additions, to publish them in a volume. This I did under the title of ‘A Farmer’s Letters.’ I visited Mr. Harte at Bath; his conversation was extremely interesting and instructive. I have rarely received more pleasure than in my intercourse with this amiable and deeply learned man. It is well known that he was tutor to Mr. Stanhope, natural son of Lord Chesterfield, to whom so many of that nobleman’s letters were addressed.[32]

This year (1765), I was in touch with Rev. Walter Harte,[31] Canon of Windsor and author of the ‘Essays on Husbandry’ and the ‘Life of Gustavus Adolphus.’ He suggested I gather my scattered papers from the ‘Museum Rusticum’ and publish them as a book with some additions. I did this under the title ‘A Farmer’s Letters.’ I visited Mr. Harte in Bath, and his conversation was incredibly interesting and enlightening. I have seldom experienced as much joy as I did in my conversations with this kind and profoundly knowledgeable man. It’s well known that he was the tutor to Mr. Stanhope, the natural son of Lord Chesterfield, to whom many of that nobleman’s letters were addressed.[32]

To Mr. Harte
‘Blackheath: August 16, 1764.

‘Sir,—I give you a thousand thanks for your book, of which I’ve read every word with great pleasure and full as great astonishment. When in the name of God could you have found time to read the ten or twenty thousand authors whom you quote, of all countries and all times, from Hesiod to du Hamel?[33] Where have you ploughed, sowed, harrowed, drilled, and dug the earth for at least these forty years? for less time could not have made you such a complete master of the practical part of husbandry. I can only account for it from the Pythagorean doctrine of the transmigration of souls, and the supposition that Hartlib’s soul has animated your body with a small alteration of name; seriously, your book entertains me exceedingly, and has made me 34quite a dilettante, though too late to make me a virtuoso, in the useful and agreeable art of agriculture. I own myself ignorant of them all, but am nevertheless sensible of their utility, and the pleasure it must afford to those who pursue them. Moreover, you’ve scattered so many graces over them that one wishes to be better acquainted with them, and that one reads your book with pleasure most exquisite. It is the only prose Georgic that I know, as agreeable, and I dare say much more useful, in this climate than Virgil. Why have you not put your name to it? for though some passages in it point you out to be the author here, they will not do it so in other countries, and as I am persuaded that your book will be translated into most modern languages and be a polyglott of husbandry, I could have wished your name had been to it. How goes the Havabilious complaint: has not the Bath waters washed it away yet? I heartily wish it was, as I sincerely wish you whatever can give you ease or pleasure.

‘Sir,—Thank you so much for your book, which I've read every word of with great pleasure and just as much astonishment. When in the world did you find the time to read the ten or twenty thousand authors you quote from all over, from Hesiod to du Hamel?[33] Where have you plowed, sown, harrowed, drilled, and dug the earth for at least these forty years? Because I can't imagine less time would make you such a complete expert in the practical aspects of farming. I can only attribute it to the Pythagorean belief in the transmigration of souls, and the idea that Hartlib’s soul has animated your body with just a slight name change; honestly, your book entertains me greatly and has turned me into a bit of a hobbyist, though it’s too late for me to become a master in the useful and enjoyable art of agriculture. I admit I’m ignorant of all these topics, but I can still appreciate their usefulness and the joy they must bring to those who engage with them. Plus, you’ve sprinkled so many charms throughout that it makes one wish to know more, and you read your book with the most exquisite pleasure. It’s the only prose Georgic I know that is as enjoyable, and I’d say much more useful in this climate than Virgil. Why didn't you put your name on it? Because even though some passages suggest you might be the author here, they wouldn’t do so in other countries, and since I believe your book will be translated into most modern languages and become a polyglot of farming, I would have preferred to see your name on it. How’s the Havabilious complaint: haven’t the Bath waters taken care of it yet? I truly hope it has, and I sincerely wish you everything that can bring you ease or pleasure.

‘For I am with great truth your
‘Faithful friend and servant,
Chesterfield.

‘P.S.—Though I can be as partial as another to my friends, I cannot be quite blind to their omissions; for though you have enumerated so many sorts of grass, with a particular panegyrick on your dear Lucern, you have not described, nor so much as mentioned, that particular sort of grass which while it grows the steed starves.

‘P.S.—Even though I can be as biased as anyone when it comes to my friends, I can't completely ignore their oversights; because while you’ve listed so many kinds of grass, with a specific praise for your beloved Lucern, you haven’t described, or even mentioned, that particular type of grass that makes the horse starve while it grows.

‘Your Elève is very well at Dresden. I will send him his book when I can find a good opportunity.’

‘Your student is doing very well in Dresden. I’ll send him his book as soon as I find a good opportunity.’

35The following letters Mr. Harte was so good as to address to me:—

35The following letters Mr. Harte kindly wrote to me:—

‘Bath: February 3, 1765.

‘Dear Sir,—That I am obliged to trouble you with a letter, purely on my own account, I balance not a moment within myself, between interrupting a friend and being thought ungrateful. The kind mention you have been pleased to make of my Essays on Husbandry in the last number of the Museum Rusticum deserves my warmest thanks and acknowledgements: and though your good opinion of me as bonus agricola, bonus civis may be a little partial, yet sure I am that your favourable report is the overflowing of a generous mind, and under that medicament I must with modesty and diffidence arrange it, feeling at the same time that inward pleasure which Tacitus describes Dulce est laudari a laudato Viro. For my own part, my ill health, as I greatly fear, will make me unable to continue much longer on the theatre of agriculture; but if it pleases God that this nation is ever touched with a true vital sense of the uses of husbandry in their full extent (and runs not mad with the visionary notions of Colonies), there will soon be a succession of younger and abler genius’s to perfect that, which I have had the honor and satisfaction of suggesting to my beloved but mistaken country. I may say as old Dryden did to Congreve. (You will put aside the vanity of naming Dryden in the same paragraph with myself.)

Dear Sir,—I’m sorry to bother you with a letter just for my own sake, but I don’t hesitate for a moment about interrupting a friend for fear of seeming ungrateful. Your kind mention of my Essays on Husbandry in the latest issue of the Museum Rusticum deserves my sincerest thanks and acknowledgment. Even though your positive opinion of me as farmer bonus, citizen bonus might be a bit biased, I believe your generous thoughts reflect a kind spirit. With humility and modesty, I’ll take it as a compliment, feeling the same inner joy that Tacitus describes It is sweet to be praised by a praised man. Unfortunately, my poor health will likely prevent me from staying involved in agriculture for much longer. However, if it pleases God that our nation ever develops a true understanding of the full importance of agriculture (and doesn’t get swept away by the fanciful ideas of Colonies), there will soon be younger and more capable minds to advance what I have had the honor and satisfaction of bringing to my dear but misguided country. I could say, like old Dryden did to Congreve. (Please overlook the vanity of comparing myself to Dryden in the same paragraph.)

‘So, when the States one Edward did depose,
A greater Edward in his room arose,
But now not I but husbandry the curst,
And Tom the Second writes like Tom the First.

36‘And now, Sir, give me leave to assure you that I am extremely pleased with your last published performance, and the rather as the idea is useful and new. In order to send abroad a truly qualified person, as you have most judiciously characterised him, you do well to address yourself to noble-spirited individuals. Kings and ministers look upon agriculture as only physical means of supplying mankind with food; nor does one glimpse of an idea ever enter their heads or hearts concerning the circulation of profit from the highest to the lowest resulting from thence; nor of the national strength, health, population, and, I may say, the sobriety of getting money which results from that art when it is exercised and maintained in full activity. France might till this time have languished for her enclosure of waste land and exportation of superfluous corn if a shrewd and artful foreigner had not flattered a fair lady into a passion for agriculture; the man I mean is M. Patulle.[34] And indeed, since the times of Augustus and Mæcenas (which latter loved agriculture, before he loved poetry, but lavishly united both in Virgil) and since the time of Constantine IV. to the present hour I can recollect no Princes and Prime Ministers who understood the national advantages of husbandry in their full extent but Henry IV. and Sully.’ [Letter breaks off here.]

36‘And now, Sir, let me assure you that I am extremely pleased with your latest published work, especially since the idea is useful and original. To send out a truly qualified person, as you wisely characterized him, you’re right to reach out to noble-hearted individuals. Kings and ministers see agriculture as just a physical means of providing food for people; they never consider the flow of profits from the top to the bottom that results from it, or the national strength, health, population, and, I must say, the financial stability that comes from engaging in this art when it’s fully practiced. France could have continued to struggle with her wastelands and surplus grain exportation if a clever and crafty foreigner hadn’t charmed a beautiful lady into a passion for agriculture; the person I mean is M. Patulle.[34] Indeed, since the days of Augustus and Mæcenas (who loved agriculture before poetry, but expertly combined both in Virgil) and since the time of Constantine IV. until now, I can’t recall any princes or prime ministers who truly understood the national benefits of farming to the fullest extent except Henry IV. and Sully.’ [Letter breaks off here.]

‘Windsor: May 1, 1765.

‘Dear Sir,—Your last kind pacquet was conveyed to me here by our much esteemed friend Mrs. Allen, whom I hope to see at Bath in about twelve days. I am now 37to thank you for entertaining me with so much and so good matter relating to Harrows, and look upon your improvement to be a most sensible and most ingenious one at the same time. This is the happy perfection in writing which Horace mentions:

‘Dear Sir,—Your last kind package was delivered to me here by our much esteemed friend Mrs. Allen, whom I hope to see in Bath in about twelve days. I am now 37to thank you for sharing such interesting and substantial information about Harrows, and I consider your improvement to be both very sensible and quite clever at the same time. This is the harmonious perfection in writing that Horace refers to:

"Whoever combines the useful with the pleasant has achieved everything."

‘In the same manner I have also read with delight and improvement your remarks upon broad-wheeled waggons, in the Museum for last March: but why, my good friend, do you bury such dissertations as yours in blue-paper Periodical Essays? Or why rather do you not throw them together in one book, or large pamphlet? I return you my best thanks for your Technical Terms of Art in the Suffolk Husbandry, and the provincial words, which latter, one time or other, shall be considered by me in a more extensive and critical view respecting the English language in general. Many of these provincial words[35] are the truly classical words of our nation. Some of them are elegant and musical, and most of them in general express the sense in their sound. In one word, from a thorough knowledge of the provincial words of our language, one might venture to explain Shakespear, B. Jonson, Beaumont and Fletcher, &c., better and safer than all his editors and conjectural critics. If you have a friend tolerably 38skilled in husbandry, who lives in any part of England except the southern and western, be so obliging to me as to solicit his assistance, and convey the list of words to me; for by what I have before suggested, you see I have views that extend beyond husbandry.

I’ve also enjoyed and learned from your thoughts on broad-wheeled wagons in last March's Museum. But why, my good friend, do you hide such insightful essays in blue-paper Periodical Essays? Why not compile them into a single book or a larger pamphlet? Thank you for your Technical Terms of Art in Suffolk Husbandry and the provincial words. At some point, I plan to take a deeper and more critical look at those in relation to the English language as a whole. Many of these provincial words are truly the classic words of our nation. Some are elegant and musical, and most generally reflect their meaning in their sound. In short, with a solid understanding of the provincial words in our language, one could explain Shakespeare, B. Jonson, Beaumont, Fletcher, etc., better and more accurately than all his editors and speculative critics. If you have a friend who knows a good amount about farming and lives anywhere in England except the south or west, please ask for his help and send me the list of words; as I've mentioned, I have ambitions that go beyond just farming.

‘When you go to London, will you not be tempted to make a flying excursion to Bath? ’Tis a digression, but it can hardly be called an episode. If I have any skill, or knowledge of the world, Mrs. Allen’s conversation alone will indemnify you for your trouble, and that most amply. He also who subscribes his name to this letter has a private ambition to be better known to you than upon paper.

‘When you go to London, won't you be tempted to take a quick trip to Bath? It's a detour, but it’s not really an episode. If I have any expertise or understanding of the world, Mrs. Allen's conversation will more than make up for your efforts, and in a big way. The person who signs this letter also hopes to become better acquainted with you than just through writing.’

‘I am, dear Sir, your most obedient and most humble servant,

'I am, dear Sir, your most obedient and humble servant,

W. Harte.‘
‘Kintbury, Berks: May 7, 1765.

‘Dear Sir,—If gratitude did not operate strongly upon me (and that towards a friend whom I never saw but hope to see, know, and cultivate his friendship) I should not trouble you with another letter so quick upon the heels of my last from Windsor; but finding by chance here, in a lone village, the Museum Rusticum, I see you have done justice to the Essays on Husbandry. I wish they had half the merit which your partiality to the author fancies they have.

‘Dear Sir,—If gratitude didn’t compel me so much (especially towards a friend I’ve never met but hope to see and build a friendship with), I wouldn’t bother you with another letter so soon after my last from Windsor. However, having come across the Museum Rusticum in this remote village, I see that you have given a fair evaluation of the Essays on Husbandry. I wish they had even half the value that your kindness toward the author leads you to believe they do.

‘In the main particular you have spoken exactly my private sentiments. When I write for the instruction and amusement of Cuddy and Lobbin and Clout in matters of husbandry I will also publish a supplemental 39essay on the art of push-pin,[36] stylo puerili. Who would write for farmers, who perhaps cannot read, or who, I am sure, will never try to read? Were I condemned to this punishment I would desire my footman to hold the pen—and even then what would such critics say? They would find fault with inelegance and want of propriety in the work. They bring to my mind an anecdote which de Voltaire once told me of his father (by the way, Voltaire put the incident into a farce, and was disinherited for it). The peevish old gentleman said one morning when his son rose from bed at about 11 o’clock: “Young man, you were drunk last night; you will sleep away your senses, neglect your studies, and die a beggar.” Piqued at this reproach, Voltaire got up at 4 next morning, and by the by it was in winter. “Son,” said his father at breakfast, “you will ruin us in the expenses of fire and candle. All your draggle-tailed Muses will never indemnify us with the wood-merchant and chandler.” This is a just picture of a reviewing Critic or a Mago.

‘In the main, you’ve expressed exactly my thoughts. When I write for the education and entertainment of Cuddy, Lobbin, and Clout about farming, I’ll also publish an additional 39essay on the art of push-pin,[36] stylus puerili. Who would write for farmers who probably can’t read, or who, I’m sure, will never even attempt to read? If I were stuck in this situation, I’d ask my footman to hold the pen—and even then, what would such critics say? They’d complain about the lack of elegance and propriety in the work. This reminds me of an anecdote that de Voltaire once shared with me about his father (by the way, Voltaire turned the story into a farce and was disinherited for it). One morning, the grumpy old man said when his son finally got up at around 11 o'clock: “Young man, you were drunk last night; you’ll sleep away your senses, neglect your studies, and end up a beggar.” Hurt by this criticism, Voltaire woke up at 4 the next morning, and by the way, it was winter. “Son,” said his father at breakfast, “you’re going to ruin us with the costs of firewood and candles. All your ragged Muses will never compensate us with the wood merchant and the candle maker.” This is a true depiction of a reviewing critic or a Mago.

"How can I hold the face of a Proteus changing with the winds?"

‘As to the Museum Rusticum (your writings in it excepted) I know nothing of the authors, but look upon it (as I am now speaking to you sub sigillo silentii) as a blue-paper job. Books in this age are a manufacture as much as hats or pins. The bookseller chooses a subject and the author writes at 10s. a sheet. It is probable that one man in a garret, who does not know a blade of wheat from a blade of barley, writes 40half the letters from the ‘Kentish man,’ ‘Yorkshire man,’ ‘Glocester man,’ &c. And perhaps the same hand, in the notes, signs with all the letters in the alphabet. Perhaps this very man Rocque (I speak only from conjecture), for I observe the whole work has a tendency to favour this avanturier in agriculture. I declare to you seriously that I know nothing of its authors, you excepted. Might it not be better if you kept your admirable tracts by you, and to those you have already published, so much to your honour, you may add such occasional pieces as you shall afterwards write, and let them all appear together in a volume which might be entitled Sylvae,[37] or occasional tracts on husbandry and rural economics. I would have all books on husbandry, if possible, pocket volumes, that one may read in the fields, &c. In short, I would print it in a beautiful duodecimo as du Hamel does; you have written enough already to make one such volume, or nearly. However, there must be some new things in this work; doubtless you have the plan of more tracts by you. If you read French I would recommend a charming idea to you in this enclosing age, namely a little 12mo. called "L’amélioration des Terres," by Patulle. In that work are plans, and also the manner of throwing a square tract of ground of three or four hundred acres, &c., into an ornamented farm, or, as the French call it, ferme ornée: the house and buildings in the centre; the fields are square, the hedges quick set, and the owner may command with his eye, and almost with his voice, everybody and thing he is 41concerned with. If you cannot get the book (though you certainly may at Vaillant’s) I will send you mine.

‘Regarding the Museum Rusticum (except for your writings in it), I know nothing about the authors, but I view it (since I’m speaking to you under seal of silence) as a bit of a shady project. In this day and age, books are produced just like hats or pins. The bookseller picks a topic, and the author writes for 10s. per sheet. It’s likely that some guy in an attic, who couldn’t tell wheat from barley, is responsible for half the letters from the ‘Kentish man,’ ‘Yorkshire man,’ ‘Gloucester man,’ etc. And maybe the same person, in the notes, signs with every letter of the alphabet. Possibly this very man Rocque (I’m just speculating), as I notice the entire work seems to support this rogue in agriculture. I assure you earnestly that I know nothing about the authors, except for you. Would it be better if you kept your fantastic writings with you, and in addition to those you’ve already published—so much to your credit—you added any new pieces you might write later, compiling them all into a volume that could be titled Forests,[37] or occasional tracts on farming and rural economics? I would like all books on farming to be pocket-sized, so they can be read in the fields, etc. In short, I would have it printed in a lovely duodecimo format like du Hamel does; you have already written enough to almost fill one such volume. However, this work must include some new elements; surely you have plans for more tracts. If you read French, I recommend a delightful little 12mo. called "L’amélioration des Terres," by Patulle. This book includes plans as well as methods for turning a square plot of land of three or four hundred acres into an ornamented farm, or as the French call it, decorative farm: with the house and buildings at the center; the fields are square, the hedges neatly trimmed, and the owner can oversee, almost by sight and voice, everything and everyone involved. If you can’t find the book (though you definitely can at Vaillant’s), I’ll send you my copy.

‘Adieu, dear Sir,
‘Your most affectionate and obliged friend,
Walter Harte.’
‘Barton Street, Bath: Oct. 16, 1766.

‘Dear Sir,—My wretched state of health must be my just excuse for being so bad a correspondent. I owe you an answer to a letter of yours which was equally kind and long, and that answer is now of near a quarter of a year’s standing; not but that I think of you and my honoured friend at Lynn almost every day of my life. Pray inform me in your next how your husbandry lucubrations go on in point of progress and advancement? I will be responsible for their good taste and accuracy. You are like the Matinian bee mentioned by Horace, which gathers more fragrance from a few sprigs of thyme than others can do from the stately lilac and larch trees. You gave me some hopes that my ever honoured friend at Worcester should convey to me, from you, some manuscript dissertations on agriculture, but I have been so unhappy as to know no more of them than of the lost books of Livy. In the course of the winter you will see an octavo volume of religious poems intituled the “Amaranth,” adorned with very fine sculptures from the designs of the greatest masters, and executed by an artist of my own forming, who never appeared before in a public capacity, except on my Essays on Husbandry. The poetry I hope will prove that I have been bred up in 42the school of Pope, and I hope the disciple will retain something at least of the manner of the master. When you see Mrs. Allen you will impart this little anecdote to her, because I am not yet quite clear whether I shall prefix my name or not.

‘Dear Sir,—I hope you’ll excuse my poor communication; my terrible health is a valid reason for my lack of correspondence. I still owe you a response to your very kind and lengthy letter, which I haven't replied to for almost a quarter of a year. However, I think about you and my esteemed friend at Lynn nearly every day. Please let me know in your next message how your farming writings are progressing. I’ll vouch for their quality and accuracy. You remind me of the Matinian bee mentioned by Horace, which gathers more sweetness from a few sprigs of thyme than others do from grand lilac and larch trees. You hinted that my ever-esteemed friend at Worcester might send me some of your manuscript discussions on agriculture, but unfortunately, I've heard nothing more about them than the lost books of Livy. This winter, you’ll see an octavo volume of religious poems titled the “Amaranth,” featuring beautiful illustrations from the greatest artists, crafted by a talented artist of my own training, who has never appeared publicly except for my Essays on Husbandry. The poetry should show that I've been raised in the school of Pope, and I hope that I, as the student, will retain at least some of the master’s style. When you see Mrs. Allen, please share this little story with her, as I’m still unsure about whether to add my name or not.

‘I am, dear Sir, &c., &c.,
Walter Harte.

‘P.S.—I have just had a visit from my old friend the Marquis of Rockingham, who (to say truth) loves husbandry as much as you or I do, and is, besides, an excellent judge of it speculatively and practically.’

‘P.S.—I just had a visit from my old friend the Marquis of Rockingham, who, to be honest, loves farming as much as you or I do, and is also an excellent judge of it both theoretically and practically.’

‘Bath: Nov. 24, 1766.

‘Dear Sir,—I received safely by coach your manuscript, which shall be perused with all the accuracy of friendship, after having turned partiality out of doors. My impatience about whatever concerns you has already made me read a part of your work, and enables me to prophesy well concerning it. Pray be not fearful about the execution of your plan, which seems to me a good one; authors must be careful but not fearful; we have a proverb in husbandry (as old, I think, as Henry VII.’s time), which deserves to be written in letters of gold: "He that’s afraid of a blade of grass must not sleep in a meadow."

‘Dear Sir, — I received your manuscript by coach safely, and I will read it with all the care of friendship, putting aside any bias. My eagerness about anything related to you already compelled me to read part of your work, and I feel confident about it. Please don’t worry about the execution of your plan, which I believe is a good one; authors should be careful but not anxious. We have a saying in farming (it’s as old, I think, as the time of Henry VII) that’s worth writing in gold letters: "If you’re afraid of a blade of grass, you shouldn’t sleep in a meadow."

‘I like one part of your manuscript exceedingly; it is in truth the only thing wanted, and yet the only thing too often omitted, I mean the idea and calculation of the outgoing expenses. M. Patulle felt this as folly as you do, and as good wit will jump, hit upon a part of 43your plan. You therefore must see that book, as the French say, coûte que coûte; I have, I believe, almost the only copy in England, which shall be conveyed to you in a week’s time.

‘I really like one part of your manuscript; it’s honestly the only thing you need, yet it’s often overlooked. I’m talking about the idea and calculation of outgoing expenses. M. Patulle realized this was foolish, just like you do, and good ideas will often hit upon a section of 43 your plan. So you must check out that book, as the French say, at all costs; I believe I have one of the only copies in England, which I’ll get to you in a week's time.

‘I am, dearest Sir,
‘Your affectionate friend,
Walter Harte.’

Mr. Harte published a volume of religious poems called ‘Amaranth,’ which he sent me. He took great pains about the decoration of this book by a young artist of his own forming, but it had no success.

Mr. Harte published a collection of religious poems called ‘Amaranth,’ which he sent to me. He put a lot of effort into the design of this book by a young artist he trained, but it wasn't successful.

In 1766 my daughter Mary was born, and I remained at Bradfield, with the exception of several journeys to Lynn.

In 1766, my daughter Mary was born, and I stayed in Bradfield, except for a few trips to Lynn.

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CHAPTER III
IN SEARCH OF A LIVING, 1767-1775

Home travels—A move—Anecdote of a cat—Disillusion—‘A Farmer’s Letters’—Another move—‘In the full blaze of her beauty’—Hetty Burney and her harpsichord—‘Scant in servants’—Maternal solicitude—Money difficulties—More tours—Lord Sheffield—Howard the philanthropist—Correspondence.

Home travels—A move—A cat story—Disillusion—‘A Farmer’s Letters’—Another move—‘In the full blaze of her beauty’—Hetty Burney and her harpsichord—‘Short on servants’—Maternal concern—Money troubles—More tours—Lord Sheffield—Howard the philanthropist—Correspondence.

During this year I executed that journey, the register of which I published under the title of a ‘Six Weeks’ Tour,’ in which, for the first time, the facts and principles of Norfolk husbandry were laid before the public, and which have since become famous in the agricultural world. Till my work appeared nothing of that husbandry was known beyond the county. The publication excited great interest, and became unquestionably the origin of many and great improvements in various parts of the kingdom. I scarcely went into any company in which it was not mentioned. Had I better understood the art of husbandry it might, perhaps, have been well for me. Finding that a mixture of families was inconsistent with comfortable living, I determined to quit Bradfield, and advertised in the London papers for such a house and farm as would suit my views and fortune, that is to say, one thousand pounds which I received with my wife, the 45remainder being settled upon her. I fixed upon a very fine farm in Essex called Samford Hall; there I worked with incredible avidity both in the agricultural and literary department. I remember once to have written a quire of foolscap in one day! The work was entitled ‘Political Essays on the Present State of the British Empire.’

During this year, I took that journey, the record of which I published under the title of a ‘Six Weeks’ Tour,’ where, for the first time, the facts and principles of Norfolk farming were presented to the public, and which have since gained fame in the agricultural community. Before my work came out, nothing about that farming was known outside the county. The publication sparked great interest and undeniably led to many significant improvements in various parts of the country. I hardly attended any gathering where it wasn't mentioned. If I had understood farming better, it might have worked out well for me. Realizing that a mix of families was not conducive to comfortable living, I decided to leave Bradfield and placed an advertisement in the London papers for a house and farm that would align with my goals and finances, specifically one thousand pounds which I received with my wife, the rest being settled on her. I chose a very nice farm in Essex called Samford Hall; there I worked with incredible enthusiasm in both farming and writing. I remember once writing an entire quire of foolscap in a single day! The piece was titled ‘Political Essays on the Present State of the British Empire.’

And here I may mention a singular instance of animal sagacity. The gentleman who gave up the house to me was a Mr. Farquharson. His wife had a favourite cat which, upon their removal, was put into a sack and carried away with the furniture from Essex to Yatesby Bridge in Hampshire. I was surprised in about five or six days to see poor puss again at Samford Hall; nearly at the same time a letter was received from Mrs. Farquharson lamenting her loss, but doubting the possibility of the cat having returned to its original home. The circumstance is astonishing, and shows an instinct almost incredible, for the animal must have travelled seventy miles and threaded the Metropolis.

And here I should mention a unique example of animal intelligence. The man who gave me the house was Mr. Farquharson. His wife had a beloved cat that, when they moved, was placed in a sack and taken along with their furniture from Essex to Yatesby Bridge in Hampshire. I was shocked to see that poor cat again at Samford Hall after about five or six days. Around the same time, we received a letter from Mrs. Farquharson mourning her loss but doubting that the cat could have returned to its original home. This situation is amazing and demonstrates an almost unbelievable instinct, as the animal must have traveled seventy miles and navigated through the city.

My landlord, a Mr. Lamb, was a King’s messenger. He had formerly been, I believe, butler or valet de chambre to the Duke of Leeds, and gave me many accounts of the journeys he had made to Petersburg, Constantinople, Naples, &c., profiting by every journey very considerably, as he expended much less in travelling than was allowed by Government. I write from memory, but I think he said that a journey to Petersburg or Constantinople paid him a neat profit of a hundred guineas.

My landlord, Mr. Lamb, was a King’s messenger. I believe he used to be the butler or room service to the Duke of Leeds, and he shared many stories about the trips he had taken to Petersburg, Constantinople, Naples, etc., making quite a bit of money since he spent much less on travel than what the government allowed. I’m writing this from memory, but I think he mentioned that a trip to Petersburg or Constantinople earned him a nice profit of a hundred guineas.

This speculation turned out a bitter disappointment. 46I trusted to the promise of a relative to lend me some money, making, with what I possessed, sufficient for the undertaking. But he was himself disappointed of the money, and I clearly foresaw that an insufficient capital would infallibly cramp me in such a manner as to render all my efforts very uncomfortable and perhaps vain. I determined to make a short cut and get rid of it immediately, which I did at the end of six months at no further loss than of 100l. This was a lesson of some use to me at subsequent periods of my life, and taught me early to distinguish between certainty and probabilities.

This speculation turned out to be a bitter disappointment. 46I relied on the promise of a relative to lend me some money, which, along with what I had, would be enough for the venture. But he was also let down by the money, and I could clearly see that having insufficient funds would definitely limit me in a way that would make all my efforts very uncomfortable and maybe even useless. I decided to take a shortcut and get out of it right away, which I did after six months, with a total loss of only 100l. This was a lesson that served me well in later phases of my life and taught me early on to differentiate between certainty and probabilities.

Arthur Young to his Wife
‘Tuesday: 1767.[38]

‘My Dearest,—I am much in hopes I shall have a letter from you to-morrow; if I have not it will be a great disappointment; for when you don’t write in huffs your letters are my only comfort. I went to Yeldham’s this morning, but he, according to custom, was out, and will not be home of some days; it will be Saturday before I can see him. How this terrible affair will end I cannot conjecture, nor what I am to do. The most miserable circumstance of all is the being in such suspense and anxiety. It absolutely stupefies me, and I am forced to pin myself down to writing without the soul for anything but mere copying. I would give my right hand that I had never seen this place, but such reflections only make one the more miserable; and the 47thoughts at the same time of what you feel with a young child to suckle hurt me more than I can express in a word; we shall both be capitally miserable till we are fixed somewhere on a certainty, and when that will be Heaven knows. I had infinitely rather live in a cottage upon bread and cheese than drag on the anxious existence I do at present. Whichever way I turn my thoughts I see no remedy, nor know who can advise me what step to take. I know not which is best myself, I am sure, for everyone depends so on contingencies that sagacity itself cannot foresee the consequences of all. An ill star rose on my nativity; had I never been born it would have been just so much the better for me, for you, and our wretched children. If anybody was to knock me on the head it would be a trifling favour done to you all three, for most assuredly no good will ever come from my hands.

‘My Dearest,—I really hope to get a letter from you tomorrow; if not, it will be a huge disappointment because when you’re not writing in moods, your letters are my only comfort. I went to Yeldham’s this morning, but as usual, he was out and won’t be back for a few days; it won’t be until Saturday that I can see him. I can’t imagine how this terrible situation will turn out or what I’m supposed to do. The worst part is being stuck in this constant suspense and anxiety. It completely overwhelms me, and I’m forced to write without any motivation beyond just copying. I would give my right hand to have never seen this place, but dwelling on that only makes me feel worse; and thinking about how you must feel with a young child to care for pains me more than I can express. We’ll both be extremely miserable until we have some certainty about where we’ll end up, and who knows when that will be? I would much rather live in a cottage with just bread and cheese than continue this anxious life I’m leading now. No matter how I think about it, I see no solutions, nor do I know who can advise me on what to do next. I’m not even sure what’s best for us, as everything depends on uncertainties that even the wisest people can’t predict. An ill fate marked my birth; if I had never been born, it would have been better for me, for you, and for our unfortunate children. If someone were to take me out, it would be a small favor to all three of you, as I’m certain that no good will ever come from me.

‘Adieu! I have scribbled out the paper to but little purpose.

‘Goodbye! I've written this paper with very little purpose.

‘A. Y.’

The gentleman who assisted me in getting rid of this nuisance was a Mr. Yeldham. I am sure the reader will peruse with gratification the following letter (given in part):—

The man who helped me deal with this annoyance was Mr. Yeldham. I'm sure the reader will find satisfaction in the following letter (partially shared):—

‘Saling: Dec. 10, 1768.

‘Dear Sir,—Your obliging present of lampreys and more obliging letter of the 7th came safe to my hands, as did your books and Westphalia ham. I assure you I thought myself amply rewarded for the service I did you in Essex by the present of your work on 48agriculture, and everything beyond that was unnecessary and the result of your generosity. Give me leave to return you my respectful thanks, and to assure you that in the twenty-six years I have had transactions with mankind, and whenever in my power have endeavoured to assist as many as I could, I have scarce ever met with so much gratitude as you have shown. It will not be in my power ever again to do you any acceptable service, but for your sake I shall be more ready to do a kind office than ever; so if I mended your fortune by helping you off a hurtful contract, you will mend my heart by making me more in love with mankind, and more ready to seek opportunities of being useful.

‘Dear Sir,—I received your generous gift of lampreys and your even more thoughtful letter from the 7th, along with your books and Westphalia ham. I truly felt I was more than compensated for the help I gave you in Essex by your book on 48agriculture, and everything beyond that was just a reflection of your kindness. Please allow me to express my sincere thanks and to let you know that in the twenty-six years I’ve interacted with people, I’ve rarely experienced as much gratitude as you’ve shown. I may not be able to offer you any further meaningful assistance, but for your sake, I will be even more willing to lend a hand than ever before; if I improved your situation by helping you out of a detrimental contract, you’ll enrich my heart by making me more fond of humanity and more eager to find ways to be helpful.

‘I have often heard of the fine husbandry of the North. If such things as you speak of are to be had every day, why are North Country farmers so poor? Here we give from ten to fifteen shillings per acre for lands not a whit better than you can have in the North for a penny. We get estates and live like gentlemen; North Country farmers are poor and live worse than our labourers. These are allowed truths, but utterly irreconcilable to the small share of reason I possess. All our good farmers can lay up from one to two years’ rent of their farms in common years, after paying the landlord, the parson, the poor, servants’ wages, &c. &c. Were the North Country farms in the least comparable should not we hear of it? Would not some of us get farther from the capital for the sake of profit? Our mercantile people ramble all over the world for gain, so would the farmer could he find it; and any distance would be agreeable. There must, I think, be something 49in the distant counties’ prices which counterbalances the cheapness of the land and labour. I heartily wish you success and comfort in all your undertakings, and that Bradmore Farm may produce corn, wine, and oil in abundance.

‘I’ve often heard about the excellent farming in the North. If what you’re talking about is available every day, why are farmers in the North so poor? Here, we pay between ten to fifteen shillings per acre for land that isn’t any better than what you can get up North for a penny. We acquire estates and live like gentlemen; Northern farmers are poor and live worse than our laborers. These are accepted truths, but they are completely at odds with the little reason I have. All our good farmers can save up to two years’ rent from their farms in typical years, after covering expenses like the landlord, the vicar, the poor, and wages for servants, etc. If North Country farms were even slightly comparable, wouldn’t we be hearing about it? Wouldn’t some of us move farther from the capital for better profit? Our traders travel all over the world for profit, and so would farmers if they could find it; any distance would be fine by them. I believe there must be something in the prices in the distant counties that balances out the low cost of land and labor. I sincerely wish you success and happiness in all your endeavors, and may Bradmore Farm yield plenty of corn, wine, and oil.’

‘Mrs. Yeldham joins in compliments to you and Mrs. Young.

‘Mrs. Yeldham sends her compliments to you and Mrs. Young.

‘I remain, dear Sir, &c. &c.,
John Yeldham.’

My correspondence with Mr. Harte continued. It gave me pain to find that his health greatly declined. He was a cripple at Bath, but the disorders of his body seemed little to affect the vigour of his mind. He spoke very flatteringly of the reception of my ‘Farmer’s Letters.’ ‘I am amazed,’ he writes, ‘that you have so soon and so easily acquired the hardest point in all writing—namely, perspicuity and ease of style.’ And elsewhere, ‘Your letter addressed to my Lord Clive on an experimental farm is new, spirited and pleasing, but I fear he has not a spark of the divina aura in him. I have shown your pamphlet to the best judge in England, my Lord Chesterfield, who is now here. He likes it extremely, and vows if he was young and rich enough he would carry your scheme into execution.’

My correspondence with Mr. Harte continued. It pained me to see that his health had significantly worsened. He was a cripple in Bath, but his physical ailments seemed to have little impact on the sharpness of his mind. He praised the response to my 'Farmer's Letters,' saying, "I am amazed you have so quickly and easily mastered the hardest aspect of writing—clarity and ease of style." Furthermore, he noted, "Your letter to Lord Clive about an experimental farm is new, lively, and enjoyable, but I worry he lacks even a spark of the divine aura. I've shown your pamphlet to the best critic in England, my Lord Chesterfield, who is currently here. He really likes it and insists that if he were young and wealthy enough, he would implement your plan."

From Samford Hall I moved, in 1768, to another farm at North Mimms, in Hertfordshire. I had scarcely settled here before my bookseller united with many correspondents in urging me to take another tour. I accordingly travelled through the north of England, 50registering so many observations, and noting the experiments of such a number of gentlemen, that the record of the whole, with the necessary remarks, filled four octavo volumes, and enabled me to present the public with interesting agricultural details never before published. I may assert this without vanity, because the real merit belonged to those who furnished me with the information; and the success of the work was so great that the first edition was sold almost as soon as it appeared. In the ‘Six Weeks’ Tour’ I visited but few gentlemen, and consequently witnessed but few experiments. On the ‘Northern Journey’ the case was very different, and the number of trials reported on a variety of soils were great and interesting. I spent some time with my friend, Mr. Ellerton, of Risby, in the East Riding; he accompanied me to York races and on a visit of several days to the Marquis of Rockingham, who had previously to the journey invited me to see him, and pointed out a number of persons proper for me to visit. Amongst the company at Wentworth was Mr. Danby, of Swinton, and his daughter,[39] then in the full blaze of her beauty. My Lord Rockingham overheard her speaking to me and using the expression ‘amazingly fine turnips.’ ‘So, so, Mr. Young,’ said his lordship, ‘you are getting farming intelligence of Miss Danby; the lady must let us hear more of those fine turnips.’[40] His lordship ordered me into an apartment, in a closet 51of which was a considerable collection of ancient and curious books on agriculture, which he pointed out for my amusement when I had time to consult them. There was one circumstance which seemed very awkward to me at Wentworth, the necessity of every person always having his hat under his arm, a hint of which Lord R. gave me on my arrival, and I saw the want of it in one or two new comers, who, when the horses were brought to the door, had a journey to make through the house before they could find their hats. From Wentworth I went to the Duke of Portland’s and others, and afterwards examined a great part of the county of York with much attention, everywhere being received in a very flattering manner.

From Samford Hall, I moved in 1768 to another farm in North Mimms, Hertfordshire. I had barely settled in before my bookseller and several correspondents encouraged me to take another trip. As a result, I traveled through northern England, 50 documenting numerous observations and noting the experiments of many gentlemen. The entire record, along with necessary comments, filled four octavo volumes and allowed me to share fascinating agricultural insights that had never been published before. I can say this without pride because the real credit goes to those who provided the information. The success of the work was so remarkable that the first edition sold out almost immediately after its release. In the ‘Six Weeks’ Tour,’ I interacted with only a few gentlemen, so I witnessed just a handful of experiments. However, during the ‘Northern Journey,’ the situation was quite different, as I reported a significant number of trials on various soils, all of which were intriguing. I spent some time with my friend, Mr. Ellerton, of Risby, in the East Riding; he joined me at the York races and on a several-day visit to the Marquis of Rockingham, who had previously invited me to see him and suggested several people for me to meet. Among the guests at Wentworth was Mr. Danby of Swinton and his daughter,[39] who was at the height of her beauty. My Lord Rockingham overheard her talking to me and using the phrase ‘amazingly fine turnips.’ ‘So, so, Mr. Young,’ his lordship remarked, ‘you’re getting farming insights from Miss Danby; she must share more about those fine turnips.’[40] His lordship directed me to a room where he had a decent collection of old and interesting books on agriculture, which he suggested I look at when I had time. One thing that felt quite strange to me at Wentworth was the requirement for everyone to always carry their hat under their arm. Lord R. hinted at this upon my arrival, and I noticed it was lacking in a couple of newcomers who, when the horses were brought to the door, had to make their way through the house to find their hats. From Wentworth, I visited the Duke of Portland and others, before thoroughly examining a large part of Yorkshire, where I was received in a very welcoming manner.

This year I made many visits to my friend, Dr. Burney, in Poland Street, to whom my wife’s sister was married, and whose daughter Hester (by a former marriage) entertained, or rather, fascinated me, by her performance on the harpsichord and singing of Italian airs. I was never tired of listening to the ‘Ah, quelli occhi ladroncelli,’ and ‘Alla larga,’ of Piccini,[41] and it is marvellous to me now to recollect that I was thus riveted to her side for six hours together.

This year, I visited my friend Dr. Burney on Poland Street quite a bit. He is married to my wife’s sister, and his daughter Hester (from a previous marriage) captivated me with her harpsichord playing and her singing of Italian songs. I could never get enough of listening to ‘Ah, those thieving little eyes,’ and "All clear," by Piccini,[41] and it’s amazing to think that I was glued to her side for six straight hours.

During this year my daughter Bessy was born, and the second edition of my ‘Farmer’s Letters’ published.

During this year, my daughter Bessy was born, and the second edition of my ‘Farmer’s Letters’ was published.

1769.—My son Arthur born. The whole of this year I passed at North Mimms, very well received and visited in that thronged neighbourhood. The Duke of Leeds, who lived in the parish, condescended to make 52overtures with a view to my acquaintance. Sir Charles Cocks, afterwards Lord Somers, if I do not mistake the year, did the same, and often drank tea with me; also Dr. Roper and his wife Lady Harriet. He was a man of great learning, and she a most amiable woman, free from all pride and affectation. I also often met Lady Mary Mordaunt at two or three houses, and her sister Lady Frances Bulhely, with whom she lived; with the former I had something of a flirtation and lent her many books; she was rather handsome and very agreeable. I was elected member of a dining club at Hatfield, and became acquainted with Samuel Whitbread, Esq. M.P.,[42] and Mr. Justice Willes from East Barnet. I was very well received by Mrs. Willes, a fine lady, and rather fantastical. They were both vain people, and I remember one day at dinner Judge Willes saying to his wife, ‘My dear, I think we are rather scant in servants’—yet there was one to every chair and some to spare. She was making an ornamental path round the homestead, and asked my advice in several difficulties. During this year Prince Massalski, Bishop of Wilna, wrote me a long French letter on the agricultural prosperity of England. He afterwards passed two days with me in Hertfordshire, an agreeable, well-instructed man, who much lamented the miserable state of his own country.

1769.—My son Arthur was born. I spent the entire year in North Mimms, where I was very well received and visited in that busy neighborhood. The Duke of Leeds, who lived in the area, made an effort to get to know me. Sir Charles Cocks, later known as Lord Somers—if I remember the year correctly—did the same and frequently came over for tea; Dr. Roper and his wife, Lady Harriet, also visited. He was a man of great knowledge, and she was a lovely woman, free from all pride and pretense. I often ran into Lady Mary Mordaunt at a few different houses, along with her sister Lady Frances Bulkeley, with whom she lived; I had a bit of a flirtation with the former and lent her many books. She was quite pretty and very pleasant to be around. I was elected to a dining club in Hatfield, where I got to know Samuel Whitbread, Esq., M.P., and Mr. Justice Willes from East Barnet. I received a warm welcome from Mrs. Willes, a lovely lady with a bit of an eccentric flair. They were both rather vain, and I recall one day at dinner Judge Willes remarking to his wife, “My dear, I think we’re a bit short on servants”—even though there was one for every chair and a few extras. She was creating an ornamental path around their home and sought my advice with various issues. During this year, Prince Massalski, Bishop of Wilna, wrote me a long letter in French about the agricultural success of England. He later spent two days with me in Hertfordshire; he was a pleasant, well-informed man who greatly lamented the unfortunate state of his own country.

1770.—What a year of incessant activity, composition, anxiety and wretchedness was this! No carthorse ever laboured as I did at this period, spending like an 53idiot, always in debt, in spite of what I earned[43] with the sweat of my brow and almost my heart’s blood, such was my anxiety; yet all was clearly vexation of spirit. Well might my dear mother write to me as she did. I trusted in an unparalleled industry, but not in God; and see how He brought it all to nought, as if to convince me of my supreme folly and infatuation. My old Suffolk bailiff was the channel through which I ran into debt to the Bury banker by a series of drawing bills, one to pay another, till the plan became so obvious that he cut short and refused to accept any more. I had run near a thousand pounds into his debt, and it was necessary for me to go over directly to Bury to see what could be done to pacify him. He was at his country seat at Trosston. Thither I followed him, and, with great difficulty, persuaded him to have patience, under a promise that I would make arrangements to pay him very speedily. This I did with difficulty, and I scarcely recollect how. I shall, in the first place, note that the Eastern Tour was accomplished, the journal of which was afterwards published in four volumes. In the preface I returned thanks to those who contributed to my information, and in the number were many most distinguished personages amongst the nobility and gentry in the counties through which I travelled, with numerous distinguished farmers.

1770.—What a year of nonstop work, creativity, stress, and misery this was! No workhorse ever toiled as I did during this time, spending like a fool, always in debt, despite everything I earned with the sweat of my brow and almost my very heart's blood; that’s how worried I was. Yet all of it was just frustrating. No wonder my dear mother wrote to me as she did. I relied on my incredible hard work, but not on God; and look how He brought it all to nothing, as if to show me my foolishness and madness. My old Suffolk bailiff was the reason I fell into debt with the Bury banker through a series of bills drawn one to pay another, until it became so obvious that he cut me off and refused to accept any more. I had racked up almost a thousand pounds in debt to him, and I needed to go directly to Bury to see what I could do to calm him down. He was at his country estate in Trosston. I followed him there and, with a lot of effort, convinced him to be patient, promising that I would make arrangements to pay him back very soon. I managed this, though it was difficult, and I barely remember how. First of all, I'll note that the Eastern Tour was completed, and the journal of it was later published in four volumes. In the preface, I expressed my gratitude to those who helped inform me, including many distinguished people among the nobility and gentry in the counties I traveled through, along with numerous notable farmers.

It is necessary here to pause a little in order to examine the object and the effect of the three tours I made and published. They have, by the very best 54judges, been esteemed highly useful to practical agriculturists, and unquestionably they are equally so for the information they afford in political economy: they have accordingly, in these views, been celebrated[44] in almost every language of Europe. When a work appears, the object and execution of which are equally novel and unexampled, it is not surprising that a certain measure of success should attend such a work. Nothing in the least similar to it had before appeared in the English language; for though there had been a tour of Great Britain, and other tours through great part of the kingdom, yet all these works agreed in one circumstance—that of the authors confining their attention absolutely to towns and seats, without paying any more thought to agriculture than if that art had no existence between the towns they visited. Indeed my work was admitted on all hands to be perfectly original. In regard to the practical husbandry of the farmers, and the experimental observations of the gentlemen I visited, the utility of these could not be doubted. When a Lord Chancellor of England, amusing himself with husbandry, read the English works on that subject for information, and burnt them as affording him nothing but contradictions, without doubt he complained that these writers did not describe the common management of the farmers, and on that management founding their propositions of improvement. But the fact was, and it must be, in the nature of things, writers confined to their closets, or, at most, to a single farm, could not describe what it was impossible for them to know; and before the appearance 55of my tours there was scarcely a district in the kingdom described in such a manner as to convince the reader that the authors had any practical knowledge of the art; for a man to quit his farm and his fireside in order to examine the husbandry of a kingdom by travelling above four thousand miles through a country of no greater extent than England was certainly taking means sufficiently effective for laying a sure basis for the future improvement of the soil. To understand well the present state of cultivation is surely a necessary step prior to proposals of improvement. This I effected; and in the opinion of some very able agriculturists now living, the greatest of the subsequent improvements that have been made during the last forty years have, in a great measure, originated in the defects pointed out by me in the detail of these journeys.

It’s important to take a moment to consider the purpose and impact of the three tours I completed and published. According to some of the best experts, they have been viewed as extremely beneficial to practical farmers, and they undoubtedly provide valuable insights into political economy as well. As a result, they have been recognized in almost every European language. When a work presents something that is both new and unprecedented, it’s not surprising that it finds a certain level of success. Nothing similar had previously been written in English; although there had been a tour of Great Britain and other tours covering much of the country, all those works shared one thing in common: the authors focused solely on towns and estates, hardly considering agriculture as if it didn’t exist between the places they visited. Indeed, my work was widely recognized as completely original. Regarding the practical farming methods of the farmers and the experimental findings of the gentlemen I met, the usefulness of these could not be questioned. When the Lord Chancellor of England, while enjoying farming, read various English publications seeking information and burned them for being nothing but contradictory, he likely expressed dissatisfaction with how these writers didn’t detail the everyday practices of farmers and based their improvement proposals on that management. However, the reality was that it’s only natural for writers who are confined to their studies, or at most, limited to a single farm, to be unable to describe what they have no way of knowing. Before my tours, there were hardly any regions in the country documented in a way that convinced readers that the authors had any practical understanding of agriculture. For someone to leave his farm and home to study the farming practices of an entire country by traveling more than four thousand miles across a land no larger than England was certainly an effective approach to establishing a solid foundation for future improvements in agriculture. Gaining a thorough understanding of current cultivation practices is definitely a crucial step before making proposals for improvements. I accomplished this, and according to some very skilled agriculturalists still living today, many of the significant advancements made over the past forty years have largely arisen from the shortcomings I identified in the details of these journeys.

I shall venture to insert one anecdote which occurred in the Northern Tour. At Mr. Danby’s, at Swinton in Yorkshire, I met a very uncommon instance of extraordinary industry in a collier, who improved some waste moors by the labour of his own hands beside his common hours of working in the colliery. He had so animated a spirit of improvement that I thought it a great pity that he should be left without better support; and therefore I proposed a subscription for him, which raised in all about 100l., and Mr. Danby, his landlord, releasing him from his colliery, he was enabled to extend his improvements with much more comfort to himself. After a few years he died, leaving his farm for the benefit of his family. He shortened his life, poor fellow, by his industry.

I want to share a story from my trip to the North. While I was at Mr. Danby's house in Swinton, Yorkshire, I met an incredible collier who showed amazing dedication. He worked on some barren moors with his own hands in addition to his regular hours at the colliery. His drive for improvement was so inspiring that I thought it was a shame he didn’t have better support. So, I started a fundraiser for him, which collected about £100. Mr. Danby, his landlord, freed him from his colliery duties, allowing him to continue his improvements more comfortably. A few years later, he passed away, leaving his farm to benefit his family. Unfortunately, his hard work took a toll on his health.

This year I was obliged to decline an invitation 56from Lord Holdernesse to accompany him to Hornby Castle. Upon informing my mother of the refusal, she, with her ever watchful kindness concerning my interests, wrote thus: ‘I am extremely sorry that you refused Lord Holdernesse’s invitation; it was an opportunity you may never have again, for when favours that great people offer are refused, they seldom, if ever, make a second; it is very extraordinary indeed if they do. He is as likely to be one in the Administration as any other, for since Lady H. is one of the Ladies of the Queen’s Bedchamber it is not likely that he [Lord H.] will be long out of post; and who knows? you might have found favour in his sight. I fear as long as my poor eyes are open I shall never want for something relating to your welfare to vex me extremely, which I must own is a great weakness. As to the regard of this world, thank God I do often reflect on the shortness of every earthly felicity, a misery compared with the duration of hereafter, and I am fully convinced that on God all events depend. I can’t help transcribing a few lines out of a book you know little of. [Here follow scriptural texts.] Thank God, I don’t owe five pounds in the world, not that I brag of being free from debt as owing to any merit to me, for I am far from thinking anything like it; no, it is to the mercy and goodness of God who has given me a comfortable provision for the situation I am in, and in a better I don’t desire to be, for a little with God’s blessing goes much farther than a great deal without it. You may call all this rubbish if you please, but a time will come when you will be convinced whose notions are rubbish, yours or mine.’ 57I here insert another letter from my mother, at the risk of being taxed with personal vanity:—

This year, I had to turn down an invitation from Lord Holdernesse to join him at Hornby Castle. When I told my mom about my decision, she, always looking out for my best interests, wrote this: "I’m really sorry that you turned down Lord Holdernesse’s invitation; it was an opportunity you might never get again. When someone of his status invites you and you say no, they rarely, if ever, extend a second invitation; it’s quite unusual if they do. He’s as likely to be in the government as anyone else since Lady H. is one of the Queen’s Ladies in Waiting, so it’s unlikely he’ll be out of a position for long. And who knows? You might have won his favor. I worry that as long as I have these poor eyes open, I’ll always find something about your well-being to stress over, which I admit is a big weakness of mine. Regarding worldly matters, thank God I often remember how short-lived every earthly happiness is, which is nothing compared to the eternity that follows, and I truly believe that everything depends on God. I can’t help but share a few lines from a book you don’t know much about. [Here follow scriptural texts.] Thank God, I don’t owe anyone five pounds. It's not that I brag about being debt-free due to some merit of mine; I don’t think that at all. No, it’s thanks to God’s mercy and goodness that I have enough for my current situation, and I don’t wish for more because a little with God’s blessing goes much further than a lot without it. You can call all this nonsense if you want, but there will come a time when you’ll see whose ideas are nonsense—yours or mine." I’m including another letter from my mother, even if it means I might be accused of being self-centered:—

‘I had a letter yesterday from your brother, in which was a paragraph that I think will give you a little pleasure. It is as follows: "I find that Arthur has printed lately a pamphlet on the ‘Exportation of Corn.’ A gentleman who came from the Drawing Room yesterday told me that the King asked him whether he had read Mr. Young’s pamphlet on the subject, and commended it." Oh, dear! how pleasing it is to have the approbation of a King, even though we never get sixpence by it. And yet how few are desirous of the approbation of the King; yet they may be sure of it if they sincerely try, and can never fail of being well rewarded, both in this world and the next. Oh! Arthur, with what capacities are you endowed—with what advantages for being greatly good! But with the talents of an angel a man may be a fool if he judges amiss on the supreme point.’

‘I had a letter yesterday from your brother, and there was a paragraph in it that I think will make you happy. It said: "I found out that Arthur has recently published a pamphlet on the ‘Exportation of Corn.’ A gentleman who came from the Drawing Room yesterday mentioned that the King asked him if he had read Mr. Young’s pamphlet on the subject and praised it." Oh, how nice it is to have the approval of a King, even if it doesn’t bring us any money. And yet, how few people truly want the King’s approval; they can be assured of it if they genuinely try, and they will always be rewarded, both in this life and the next. Oh! Arthur, you have so many great qualities—so many advantages to do amazing good! But even with angelic talents, a person can be foolish if they make the wrong judgment on what truly matters.’

1771.[45]—The same unremitting industry, the same anxiety, the same vain hopes, the same perpetual disappointment. No happiness, nor anything like it.

1771.[45]—The same relentless work, the same worries, the same empty hopes, the same endless letdowns. No happiness, or anything close to it.

This year I published the third edition of the ‘Farmer’s Letters,’ the second edition of the ‘Northern Tour,’ the ‘Farmer’s Calendar,’ my ‘Proposals for Numbering the People’—the occasion of which was the Earl of Chatham’s words: ‘When I compare the number of our people—estimated highly at seven[46] 58millions—with the population of France and Spain, usually computed at twenty-five millions, I see a clear, self-evident possibility for this country to contend with the united powers of the House of Bourbon merely upon the strength of its own resources.’ I conceived that to draw such political principles for the national conduct from a mere supposition of population was a doctrine tending to very mischievous errors. I therefore was convinced that an actual enumeration of the people ought to take place. Nothing, however, was done at the time, but thirty years afterwards[47] the Legislature was of the same opinion, and not till then were the numbers ascertained.ascertained.

This year I published the third edition of the ‘Farmer’s Letters,’ the second edition of the ‘Northern Tour,’ the ‘Farmer’s Calendar,’ and my ‘Proposals for Numbering the People.’ This was inspired by the words of the Earl of Chatham: ‘When I compare the number of our people—estimated high at seven million—with the population of France and Spain, usually calculated at twenty-five million, I see a clear, obvious possibility for this country to compete with the united powers of the House of Bourbon solely based on its own resources.’ I believed that drawing political principles for the nation’s conduct from a mere assumption about population was a principle leading to very harmful errors. Therefore, I was convinced that an actual count of the people needed to happen. Nothing was done at the time, but thirty years later, the Legislature agreed, and only then were the numbers ascertained.

This year I began my correspondence with Mr. John Baker Holroyd,[48] afterwards so well known for his literary productions as Lord Sheffield. In his first letter, dated March 1771, he mentions his wish that I should forward some cabbage seed, and hopes that I may be the means of introducing the culture of cabbages into that neighbourhood (Sussex), but adds—what must now appear singular—that the very extraordinary scarcity of hands cramps him very much. ‘All the lively, able young men are employed in smuggling. They can have a guinea a week as riders and carriers without any risk; therefore it is not to be expected that they will labour for eight shillings a week until some more effectual means are taken to prevent smuggling.’

This year, I started corresponding with Mr. John Baker Holroyd,[48] who later became well-known for his literary works as Lord Sheffield. In his first letter, dated March 1771, he expresses his desire for me to send him some cabbage seeds and hopes that I can help introduce cabbage farming to that area (Sussex). He adds—what must seem quite unusual now—that the severe shortage of workers is a significant issue for him. "All the energetic, capable young men are busy with smuggling. They can earn a guinea a week riding and carrying goods without any risk; so it’s not reasonable to expect them to work for eight shillings a week until more effective measures are taken to stop smuggling."

I had also a letter from the deservedly celebrated 59philanthropist, John Howard, with a basket of his American potatoes, afterwards known under the name of ‘the Howard and cluster potatoes.’ He added: ‘Permit me, sir, to offer my thanks for the entertainment of your very ingenious and useful labours, and the honour you did me in the mention of my name.’

I also received a letter from the well-respected philanthropist, John Howard, along with a basket of his American potatoes, which later became known as ‘the Howard and cluster potatoes.’ He wrote: ‘Please allow me to thank you for the enjoyment of your clever and valuable work, and for the honor you gave me by mentioning my name.’

1772.—Published ‘Political Essays on the British Empire,’ ‘Present State of Waste Lands.’ A third edition of the ‘Six Weeks’ Tour’ was also published.

1772.—Published ‘Political Essays on the British Empire,’ ‘Present State of Waste Lands.’ A third edition of the ‘Six Weeks’ Tour’ was also released.

This year I attended very much the meetings of the Society for the Encouragement of Arts,[49] Manufactures and Commerce, as well as the Committee of Agriculture,[50] of which I was Chairman. In a letter from Mr. Butterworth Bayley, he lamented the want of a respectable publication by the Society of Arts, and called on me to think of some means of remedying the misery (sic). When I became Chairman of the Committee of Agriculture, I was the first to propose that annual publication which afterwards took place. This proposition was at once acceded to, and Valentine Green, the engraver, had the impudence to assert that it originated with him.

This year, I attended many meetings of the Society for the Encouragement of Arts, [49] Manufactures and Commerce, as well as the Committee of Agriculture,[50] which I chaired. In a letter from Mr. Butterworth Bayley, he expressed his disappointment over the lack of a respectable publication from the Society of Arts and urged me to consider ways to fix this issue. When I took on the role of Chairman of the Committee of Agriculture, I was the first to suggest the annual publication that later happened. This proposal was immediately accepted, and Valentine Green, the engraver, had the audacity to claim that it was his idea.

This year I visited Samuel Whitbread, Esq., at Cardington, in Bedfordshire, and as Mr. Howard, who afterwards became so celebrated for his philanthropy, lived in the same parish, Mr. W. took me to call upon him one morning. He was esteemed a singular character, but was at that time quite unknown in the 60world. He was then only famous for introducing a new series of potatoes into cultivation. We found him in a parlour, without books or apparently any employment, dressed as for an evening in London—a powdered bag wig, white silk stockings, thin shoes, and every other circumstance of his habiliments excluding the possibility of a country walk. He was rather pragmatical in his speech, very polite, but expressing himself in a manner that seemed to belong to two hundred years ago. I asked Mr. Whitbread if Mr. Howard was usually thus dressed and confined to his room, for he was as intimate with Whitbread as with anybody. He had never seen him otherwise, he said, but added that he was a sensible man and a very worthy one.

This year, I visited Samuel Whitbread, Esq., at Cardington in Bedfordshire, and since Mr. Howard, who later became famous for his philanthropy, lived in the same parish, Mr. W. took me to visit him one morning. He was regarded as a unique character, but at that time, he was quite unknown to the world. He was only known for introducing a new type of potato into cultivation. We found him in a parlor, without books or any apparent work, dressed as if he were going out for an evening in London—a powdered bag wig, white silk stockings, thin shoes, and every other aspect of his outfit making it clear he wasn’t going for a country walk. He spoke rather formally, very politely, but his way of expressing himself felt like it belonged to two hundred years ago. I asked Mr. Whitbread if Mr. Howard usually dressed this way and stayed in his room since he was as close to Whitbread as anyone. He said he had never seen him any other way, but added that he was a sensible and very decent man.

At this time I published my ‘Political Essays on the Present State of Affairs in the British Empire,’ also the third edition of the ‘Six Weeks’ Tour.’ Comber’s ‘Real Improvements in Agriculture on the Principles of A. Young, Esq.,’ was likewise printed. Comber was afterwards deeply engaged in the ‘Monthly Review,’ and belaboured me with all the abuse he could accumulate. I published also a tract entitled ‘The Present State of Waste Lands in Great Britain.’

At this point, I published my 'Political Essays on the Current State of Affairs in the British Empire,' along with the third edition of the 'Six Weeks' Tour.' Comber's 'Real Improvements in Agriculture Based on the Principles of A. Young, Esq.' was also printed. Comber later got heavily involved in the 'Monthly Review' and criticized me with all the negative comments he could gather. I also released a pamphlet titled 'The Present State of Waste Lands in Great Britain.'

In March, Mr. Allen, my wife’s brother, an alderman of Lynn, applied to the Earl of Orford to procure for me an establishment in some public office, and his Lordship wrote to Lord North on the subject. In his reply the latter spoke of me as one ‘whose very ingenious and useful writings point out as a very 61proper object of notice and reward.’ It was an application for a King’s waiter’s[51] place, a sinecure.

In March, Mr. Allen, my wife's brother and an alderman of Lynn, asked the Earl of Orford to help me get a position in a public office, and his Lordship wrote to Lord North about it. In his response, Lord North referred to me as someone "whose very ingenious and useful writings highlight as a very 61 proper object of notice and reward." It was a request for a King's waiter's[51] position, a sinecure.

At this time I was so distressed that I had serious thoughts of quitting the kingdom[52] and going to America. Surely the three last years ought to have convinced me, had I not been worse than an idiot, of the vanity and folly of my expenses, and how utterly all comfort and happiness must fly such pursuits. Feeling a force and vigour of mind in myself erroneously, I trusted in them. As to God, I lived without Him in the world, and had not a companion that could bring me to Him. But my mother, my ever dear mother, wrote in vain to me; her advice was not listened to. She tried to bring me to a right sense of religion, which would have conferred that peace and content which flew before my vain pursuits.

At this point, I was so distressed that I seriously considered leaving the kingdom[52] and heading to America. After everything that happened in the last three years, I should have realized, if I weren't more foolish than an idiot, how pointless and silly my spending was, and how completely comfort and happiness avoid those kinds of pursuits. Mistakenly feeling strong and energized, I put my faith in that. As for God, I lived in a world without Him, with no friend to guide me towards Him. My mother, my beloved mother, wrote to me in vain; I didn't heed her advice. She tried to help me understand the importance of religion, which would have given me the peace and contentment that escaped me in my pointless pursuits.

Dr. Hunter,[53] of York, wrote to me this year on the Georgical Essays, and on carrots and their conversion into a confection for the use of seamen, of which he entertained great expectations. ‘I received much pleasure,’ he wrote, ‘from the perusal of your Eastern Tour, and could not help expressing uneasiness at the rancorous treatment of the monthly reviewers. We are all open to fair and candid criticism, but when 62there is the least spark of resentment seen it then ceases to be criticism, and deserves another name. I propose to finish the Georgical Essays, with two more volumes, in 1773. My own natural avocations will not permit me in future to be anything but an editor; I wish I had leisure to prosecute so agreeable a study. I have, however, some satisfaction in seeing the art (of agriculture) improve under your hands, and hope that nothing will prevail upon you to withdraw yourself from the public. I have, this year, a large experiment with onions and carrots. These vegetables have not hitherto been cultivated in the field in this country. Besides the application of carrots for horses and hogs, I am persuaded that they may be converted by a cheap process into a confection for the use of seamen. This, and the last year’s experiments, convince me of the practicability of the scheme, and next year I propose to ship a considerable quantity for the above purpose. The expense is small, and my expectations are great.’

Dr. Hunter,[53] of York, wrote to me this year about the Georgical Essays, particularly regarding carrots and their transformation into a sweet treat for sailors, which he was very optimistic about. "I enjoyed reading your Eastern Tour," he mentioned, "and I couldn't help but feel uneasy about the harsh treatment from the monthly reviewers. We all welcome fair and honest criticism, but when there's even a hint of resentment, it stops being criticism and deserves a different label. I plan to complete the Georgical Essays with two more volumes in 1773. My own natural pursuits will prevent me from being anything but an editor in the future; I wish I had the time to continue such a rewarding study. Nevertheless, I take some comfort in seeing agriculture improve under your guidance and hope nothing will convince you to step back from the public eye. This year, I have a major experiment with onions and carrots. These vegetables haven't been grown in the fields in our country before. Besides using carrots for horses and pigs, I'm convinced they can be turned into a sweet treat for sailors through an inexpensive process. This, along with last year's experiments, assures me that the idea is feasible, and next year I plan to send a significant amount for that purpose. The cost is low, and my expectations are high."

1773.—Here began a new career of industry, ill-exerted, of new hopes and never-failing disappointments, labour and sorrow, folly and infatuation, which it is scarcely possible for a man, turned into the world without business or profession, to escape, and it affords a most impressive lesson to all parents to be almost as ready to hang their children as to bring them up without a regular profession. If I had been a country curate with 50l. a year, in addition to the income I possessed, and had lived in a quiet parsonage, the probability of happiness would have been far greater. The business of my farm at North Mimms was 63insufficient to keep me employed, and the intercourse I constantly had with London I considered as a means which should be turned to some account in the increase of a most insufficient income; in fact, I was in a most uncomfortable state, which induced me to listen to the proposals of a gentleman I met with—I have quite forgotten whom—who informed me that the ‘Morning Post’ proprietors were in great want of some person to report the debates in Parliament. In consequence of this information I applied at their office, and they very readily engaged me for a trial, to see if I was able to perform the business they required. This was done, and as they were well satisfied with the manner in which the work was executed, I continued it at a salary, as well as I can recollect, of five guineas a week. Every Saturday I walked seventeen miles to my farm, and back again on the Monday morning. This year I published my observations on the present state of waste lands, which contained a new idea of extreme importance in the mode of working any great and effective improvement. In most of the attempts that have been made by individuals to accomplish these meritorious works, there generally appeared a weakness of effort and insufficiency of means, which prevented anything considerable being effected, and the cause I justly explained to be, a want of proportion between the means and the end, not so much in a want of money as in a most erroneous method of applying it. To raise a set of buildings for a farm, with gradual additions to the whole, and enclosing from the waste, field after 64field for improvement, with views merely of forming a large farm, and keeping the whole in hand, demands so large a capital that the succeeding languor of the exertions has been evidently owing to want of money, the capital being insufficient for the two distinct objects of farming and improving. The novel idea struck me that the whole capital in such cases should be appropriated to improvements alone; that no other buildings should be raised than exactly sufficient for such a small farm as lets most readily in the district—and this, usually, is little more than a cottage, and ten or twenty acres of grass round it. Hence I proposed that an entire new farm should, after one course of crops, be formed, and let, sold, or mortgaged every year. In this mode of proceeding the farming would be entirely subservient to the improvement, and the capital would be constantly moving to fresh land. I showed that a small sum of money, thus employed, would gradually improve a great and increasing breadth of waste; whereas, if the same money was employed in the common manner of farming and occupying a larger farm, the space improved, after fifteen or twenty years, would be trifling, and the profit very inferior. My explanation of this system carries conviction with it; but the work appearing at a period when the rapidity of my publications satiated the world, little or no attention was paid to it.

1773.—This marked the start of a new chapter filled with hard work, misplaced efforts, new hopes, and constant disappointments, alongside struggle and infatuation. It's nearly impossible for someone who enters the world without a job or profession to avoid these challenges, and it serves as a serious reminder for parents to be just as ready to support their children in finding a stable profession as they are to raise them. If I had been a country curate earning £50 a year on top of my existing income, living in a quiet parsonage, I likely would have found more happiness. My farming at North Mimms didn’t keep me busy enough, and I viewed my frequent trips to London as a way to make my inadequate income better. In fact, I felt quite uncomfortable, which led me to consider the offer from a gentleman I can’t quite remember, who told me the ‘Morning Post’ needed someone to report on the debates in Parliament. After hearing this, I applied at their office, and they quickly took me on for a trial to see if I could handle the job. I succeeded, and to the best of my recollection, I was paid a salary of five guineas a week. Every Saturday, I walked seventeen miles to my farm and returned on Monday morning. That year, I published my thoughts on the current state of waste lands, which included a new, crucial perspective on effectively implementing significant improvements. Many previous attempts to address these important issues were hampered by a lack of effort and insufficient resources, preventing any substantial progress. I identified that the root of the problem lay in the imbalance between resources and goals—not just a lack of money but also a flawed approach to using it. Establishing a series of buildings for a farm, making gradual additions, and enclosing waste land, field by field, with the aim of creating a large, self-sustained farm, requires such a large capital investment that it resulted in diminished efforts due to insufficient funds for both farming and improvement ventures. The novel idea I had was that all the capital in these cases should be dedicated solely to improvements; that no more buildings should be constructed than absolutely necessary for a small farm that rents well in the area—which is typically just a cottage with ten or twenty acres of grass around it. Therefore, I proposed that a completely new farm be created after one crop cycle, then let, sold, or mortgaged every year. This approach would mean that farming would completely support the improvement efforts, and the capital would constantly be invested in new land. I demonstrated that even a small amount of money used this way could gradually improve a vast and growing area of waste; whereas, if the same money was used in the traditional way—farming a larger plot—only a tiny portion would be improved after fifteen or twenty years, yielding much lower profits. My explanation of this system seems convincing, but since my work came out during a time when my rapid publications overwhelmed the market, it received little to no attention.

1774.—I, this year, published on my own account my political arithmetic, one of my best works, which was immediately translated into many languages, and highly commended in many parts of Europe. Judges 65of the subject here, as well as abroad, have considered it as abounding in valuable information and the justest views; but, unfortunately, as in the case of my work on waste lands, it followed so many other of my publications that little attention was paid to it, except by the few who saw the importance of the subject, or who were able to judge of the merit of the work.

1774.—This year, I published my political arithmetic on my own, which is one of my best works. It was quickly translated into many languages and received high praise across various parts of Europe. Experts on the subject, both here and abroad, have found it to be full of valuable information and accurate insights. Unfortunately, like my work on waste lands, it was published alongside many of my other works, so it didn’t get much attention, except from the few who recognized the importance of the topic or could appreciate the quality of the work.

The winter was passed in London in the same employment as the preceding; but I had become known to so many men of science that several hinted to me the propriety of my being a candidate for election as a Fellow of the Royal Society, and my recommendation as such being garnished with some respectable names I was accordingly elected, which adds the F.R.S. to my name. Once in conversation with Dr. Burney on these elections, he said, ‘No matter, for that we have got our ends of them.’ This year I was elected an honorary member of the Palatine Society of Agriculture established at Mannheim, also of the Geographical Society of Florence.

The winter in London was spent doing the same work as before, but I had gained recognition among many scientists. Several suggested that I should run for election as a Fellow of the Royal Society, and with some reputable names backing my recommendation, I was elected, adding F.R.S. to my name. Once, while talking with Dr. Burney about these elections, he said, ‘It doesn’t matter, because we’ve achieved our ends with them.’ This year, I was also elected as an honorary member of the Palatine Society of Agriculture in Mannheim, as well as the Geographical Society of Florence.

1775.—This winter I spent in London. From 1766 to 1775 being ten years, I received 3,000l., or 300l. a year.

1775.—I spent this winter in London. From 1766 to 1775, which is ten years, I received £3,000, or £300 a year.

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CHAPTER IV
IRELAND, 1776-1778

The journey to Ireland—Characteristics—Residence at Mitchelstown—Intrigues—A strange bargain—Departure—Letter to his wife—A terrible journey.

The trip to Ireland—Features—Living in Mitchelstown—Schemes—A bizarre deal—Leaving—Letter to his wife—A difficult journey.

The events which followed the close of this year carried a better complexion than the preceding period, and therefore I shall in general remark that the last four or five years of my life had been detestable, my employments degrading, my anxiety endless, every effort unsuccessful, exertion always on the stretch, and always disappointed in the result, uneasy at home, unhappy abroad, existing with difficulty and struggling to live, never out of debt, and never enjoying one shilling that was spent. What would not a sensible, quiet, prudent wife have done for me? But had I so behaved to God as to merit such a gift?

The events that followed the end of this year were much more positive than the earlier period, so I generally want to say that the last four or five years of my life had been terrible, my work humiliating, my anxiety never-ending, every effort a failure, always pushing myself but always feeling let down by the outcome, restless at home, unhappy abroad, barely getting by and struggling to survive, never out of debt, and never really enjoying any money I spent. What wouldn’t a sensible, calm, and wise wife have done for me? But had I treated God in a way that deserved such a blessing?

The only pleasant moments that I passed were in visits to my friend Arbuthnot[54] at Mitcham, whose agriculture so near the capital brought good company to his house. He was upon the whole the most agreeable, pleasant and interesting connection which I ever 67made in agricultural pursuits. He was brother of the present Rt. Honorable.

The only enjoyable moments I had were during visits to my friend Arbuthnot[54] in Mitcham, whose farming near the capital attracted great company to his home. Overall, he was the most pleasant, agreeable, and interesting connection I ever made in agriculture. He was the brother of the current Rt. Honorable. 67

I had in 1775 determined on making the tour of Ireland, to which the Earl of Shelburne[55] much instigated me, and I corresponded with several persons on the subject, who urged me much to that undertaking, but I was obliged to postpone it to the following year. The following is a note from Mr. Burke on the subject:—

I decided in 1775 to take a trip around Ireland, which the Earl of Shelburne[55] strongly encouraged me to do. I talked to several people about it, who also urged me to go ahead with the plan, but I had to put it off until the next year. Here’s a note from Mr. Burke regarding this matter:—

‘Mr. Burke sends the covers with his best compliments and wishes to Mr. Young. He would be very glad to give Mr. Young recommendations to Ireland, but his acquaintance there is almost worn out, Lord Charlemont and one or two more being all that he thinks care a farthing for him. However, if letters to them would be of any service to Mr. Young, Mr. B. would with great pleasure write them.’

‘Mr. Burke sends his best regards and compliments to Mr. Young. He would be very happy to provide Mr. Young with recommendations to Ireland, but his connections there are nearly exhausted, with only Lord Charlemont and a few others who still care about him. However, if letters to them would be helpful for Mr. Young, Mr. B. would be glad to write them.’

On June 19 of this year 1776 I embarked at Holyhead for Ireland, and in consequence of this journey through every part of the kingdom, produced in 1780 that tour which succeeded so well, and has been reckoned among my best and most useful productions; and I have reason to believe had considerable effect in enlightening the people of that country. I took with me many letters of introduction, from the Earl of Shelburne, Mr. Burke, and other persons of eminence in England; and on landing at Dublin, was immediately introduced to Colonel Burton, afterwards Lord Cunningham, aide-de-camp to the Earl of Harcourt, at that time Lord Lieutenant, and well known to the whole 68kingdom. Colonel Burton, to whom I was more indebted for letters of introduction than to any other man in England, was a most remarkable character. He had great care and elegance united with a measure of roughness, which may be attributed to a sort of personal courage which was apt to boil over. This led him into many quarrels, and not a few duels, one of which was fought across a table of no great length from end to end, and, not strange to tell of in Ireland, several of the party stood near enjoying the sport. He was a true friend to the interests of Ireland, and far more enlightened upon it than the greater part of well-informed people to be found there. He made immense exertions to improve the fisheries on his estate at Donegal, but they were unsuccessful. He was respectable[56] for general knowledge, and possessed a great flow of animated conversation. He carried me to Lord Harcourt’s villa at St. Woolstans, with whom I spent some days; and the Colonel arranged the plan of my journey, giving me a multitude of letters to those who were best able to afford valuable information. I kept a private journal throughout the whole of this tour, in which I minuted many anecdotes and circumstances which occurred to me of a private nature, descriptive of the manners of the people, which, had it been preserved, would have assisted greatly in drawing up these papers; but, unfortunately, it was lost, with all the specimens of soils and minerals which I collected throughout the whole kingdom. On returning to England, I quitted my whisky[57] at Bath, and got into a 69stage, and sent a new London servant, the only one I had, thither to bring the horse and chaise to London, and the trunk containing these things. The fellow was a rascal, stole the trunk, and pretended that he had lost it on the road; in addition to the loss was the torment of hunting him out (for he went away directly) through London for punishment. With great difficulty I found him, and serving a warrant upon him, carried him to Bow Street, where Fielding the magistrate at once dismissed the complaint, it being only a breach of trust, as the robbery could not be proved; and all I got for my pains was abuse from the fellow.

On June 19, 1776, I set out from Holyhead to Ireland, and as a result of this trip throughout the country, I produced my successful tour in 1780, which is considered one of my best and most useful works. I believe it had a significant impact on enlightening the people there. I took with me several letters of introduction from the Earl of Shelburne, Mr. Burke, and other prominent figures in England. Upon arriving in Dublin, I was quickly introduced to Colonel Burton, who later became Lord Cunningham and was the aide-de-camp to the Earl of Harcourt, then the Lord Lieutenant, and well known throughout the kingdom. Colonel Burton, to whom I owed more letters of introduction than to anyone else in England, was a remarkable person. He combined great care and elegance with a bit of roughness, likely due to a boldness that sometimes got him into trouble. This often led to many fights and even a few duels, one of which took place across a table that wasn't very long, and, as is common in Ireland, several people nearby watched for entertainment. He was a true supporter of Ireland's interests and was much more informed about it than many of the well-educated people there. He made considerable efforts to improve the fisheries on his estate in Donegal, but those attempts were unsuccessful. He was respected for his general knowledge and had a lively conversational style. He took me to Lord Harcourt’s villa at St. Woolstans, where I spent several days, and the Colonel organized my travel plan, giving me numerous letters to those who could provide valuable information. I kept a private journal during the entire tour, where I noted many personal anecdotes and observations about the people's manners, which would have been very helpful in preparing these writings had it been preserved. Unfortunately, it was lost along with all the samples of soil and minerals I collected across the kingdom. Upon returning to England, I left my whisky at Bath and took a stagecoach, sending my only London servant to fetch my horse, chaise, and trunk. The scoundrel stole the trunk and claimed it was lost on the road. To add insult to injury, I had to hunt him down through London for retribution. After much effort, I found him and had him arrested, but when I brought him to Bow Street, the magistrate Fielding immediately dismissed my case, citing it as only a breach of trust since the theft couldn’t be proven. All I got for my trouble was abuse from the guy.

This was a very great loss to me, as the specimens I brought of soils would have been of great use to me in the course of experiments which I soon after began in the object of expelling gases from earths. In my journey through Ireland I was received with great hospitality, which characterises the nation, and with that particular attention which my peculiar object excited in so many persons who rendered agriculture either their profit or amusement.

This was a significant loss for me, as the soil samples I brought would have been really helpful for the experiments I soon started to expel gases from soils. During my trip through Ireland, I was welcomed with warm hospitality, which is typical of the nation, and with the special attention my unique goal stirred in many people who were either invested in agriculture for profit or enjoyed it as a hobby.

I travelled four hundred miles de suite without going to an inn. Amongst those who were most desirous of my calling upon them was Sir James Caldwell, of Castle Caldwell, on Lough Erne. One anecdote will give some idea of his character.

I traveled four hundred miles immediately without stopping at an inn. Among those who were eager for me to visit them was Sir James Caldwell, of Castle Caldwell, on Lough Erne. One story will give you a sense of his character.

The Marquis of Lansdowne, then Earl of Shelburne, being in Ireland, and intending to call on Sir James, he, with an hospitality truly Irish, thought of nothing night or day but how to devise some amusement to entertain his noble guest, and came home to breakfast one morning with prodigious eagerness to communicate 70a new idea to Lady Caldwell. This was to summon together the hundred labourers he employed, and choose fifty that, would best represent New Zealand savages, in order that he might form two fleets of boats on the Lough, one to represent Captain Cook and his men, the other a New Zealand chief at the head of his party in canoes, and consulted her how it would be possible to get them dressed in an appropriate manner in time for Lord Shelburne’s arrival. Lady C., who had much more prudence than Sir James, reminded him that he had 200 acres of hay down, and the preparations he mentioned would occupy so much time that the whole would now stand a chance of being spoiled. All remonstrances were in vain. Tailors were pressed into his service from the surrounding country to vamp up, as well as time would permit, the crews of men and fleets. The prediction was fulfilled: the hay was spoiled, and what hurt Sir James much more, he received a letter from Lord S. to put off his coming till his return from Kilkenny, and that uncertain. To add to the mortification, after some weeks, Sir James being on business at Dublin, Lord S. arrived without giving notice, and Lady C., not presuming to exhibit the intended battle, but wishing to amuse his Lordship as well as the place would afford, told him at breakfast that the morning should be spent in fishing. Lord S. replied, ‘My dear Lady C., you look upon a fine lake out of your windows; but I have often remarked—from the ocean to the pond—that where at the first blush you have reason to expect most fish you are sure to find least.’ This made Lady C. exert herself—boats, 71nets, and all were collected, and they caught such an immensity as really proved a most gratifying spectacle to his Lordship, who confessed that his maxim failed him for once. His stay was too short for Sir James’s return.

The Marquis of Lansdowne, who was then the Earl of Shelburne, was in Ireland and planning to visit Sir James. With true Irish hospitality, he spent all his time, day and night, thinking about how to create some fun to entertain his noble guest. One morning, he returned home to breakfast with great excitement to share a new idea with Lady Caldwell. He planned to gather the hundred laborers he employed and select fifty who would best represent New Zealand natives, so he could set up two fleets of boats on the lake: one to represent Captain Cook and his crew, and the other featuring a New Zealand chief leading his group in canoes. He consulted her on how to dress them appropriately before Lord Shelburne's arrival. Lady C., being much more practical than Sir James, reminded him that he had 200 acres of hay ready to be cut, and that the preparations he mentioned would take so long that it could spoil the hay. All her objections were ignored. Tailors from the surrounding area were pressed into service to fix up, as best as they could, the crews and the boats. As predicted, the hay ended up spoiled, and what upset Sir James even more was receiving a letter from Lord S. saying he would delay his visit until after returning from Kilkenny, which was uncertain. To make matters worse, a few weeks later, while Sir James was busy in Dublin, Lord S. arrived without any warning. Lady C., not wanting to show the planned battle but wanting to entertain his Lordship in whatever way she could, told him at breakfast that they would spend the morning fishing. Lord S. replied, "My dear Lady C., you look out at a beautiful lake from your windows; but I have often noticed—from the ocean to the pond—that where you expect to find the most fish at first glance, you’re usually disappointed." This motivated Lady C. to put in extra effort—boats, nets, and everything were gathered, and they caught so many fish that it became a truly delightful spectacle for his Lordship, who admitted that for once, his saying didn't hold true. His visit was too short to allow for Sir James’s return.

At Lord Longford’s I met a person of some celebrity at the time for adventures not worth reciting, Mr. Medlicott. Lord L. and he gave me an account of a gentleman of a good estate in that neighbourhood, but then dead, whose real life, manners and conversation far exceeded anything to be met with in ‘Castle Rackrent.’ His hospitality was unbounded, and it never for a moment came into his head to make any provision for feeding the people he brought into his house. While credit was to be had, his butler or housekeeper did this for him; his own attention was given solely to the cellar that wine might not be wanted. If claret was secured, with a dead ox or sheep hanging in the slaughter-house ready for steaks or cutlets, he thought all was well. He was never easy without company in the house, and with a large party in it would invite another of twice the number. One day the cook came into the breakfast parlour before all the company: ‘Sir, there’s no coals.’ ‘Then burn turf.’ ‘Sir, there’s no turf.’ ‘Then cut down a tree.’ This was a forlorn hope, for in all probability he must have gone three miles to find one, all round the house being long ago safely swept away. They dispatched a number of cars to borrow turf. Candles were equally deficient, for unfortunately he was fond of dogs all half starved, so that a gentleman walking to what was called his 72bed-chamber, after making two or three turnings, met a hungry greyhound, who, jumping up, took the candle out of the candlestick, and devoured it in a trice, and left him in the dark. To advance or return was equally a matter of chance, therefore groping his way, he soon found himself in the midst of a parcel of giggling maidservants. By what means he at last found his way to his ‘shakedown’ is unknown. A ‘shakedown’ when I was in Ireland meant some clean straw spread upon the floor, with blankets and sheets, in what was called the barrack room, one containing several beds for single men.

At Lord Longford’s, I met someone who was quite famous at the time for escapades that aren’t worth repeating, Mr. Medlicott. Lord Longford and he shared stories about a wealthy gentleman from the area who had passed away. This man’s real life, mannerisms, and conversations exceeded anything found in 'Castle Rackrent.' His hospitality knew no bounds, and it never crossed his mind to provide food for his guests. While he still had credit, his butler or housekeeper took care of it; he focused solely on the wine cellar to ensure there was always enough wine available. As long as he had claret secured, along with a dead ox or sheep hanging in the slaughterhouse for steaks or cutlets, he thought everything was fine. He was never comfortable without guests at home, and when hosting a large group, he would invite even more people. One day, the cook entered the breakfast room with the guests and said, “Sir, we're out of coal.” He replied, “Then burn turf.” “Sir, we’re out of turf.” “Then cut down a tree.” This was a desperate option, as he would likely have to walk three miles to find one, since all the trees around the house had been removed long ago. They sent out several carts to borrow turf. They were also low on candles because he had a bunch of half-starved dogs. One gentleman, trying to find his way to his bedroom, encountered a hungry greyhound who jumped up, snatched the candle from the candlestick, and gobbled it up in an instant, leaving him in the dark. Advancing or retreating was a matter of luck, so while feeling his way around, he soon found himself surrounded by a group of giggling maids. How he eventually made it to his ‘shakedown’ is a mystery. A ‘shakedown’ in Ireland during my time meant a clean straw spread on the floor, with blankets and sheets, in what was called the barrack room, which contained several beds for single men.

At Mr. Richard Aldworth’s, in the county of Cork, I met with an instance, both in that gentleman and lady, of elegant manners and cultivated minds. He had made the grand tour, and she had been educated in that style which may be imagined in a person nearly related to a Lord Chief Justice and an Archbishop. But it was evident that patriotic motives alone made them residents in Ireland. A sigh would often escape when circumstances of English manners were named, and they felt the dismal vacuity of living in a country where people of equal ideas were scarce. Mrs. Aldworth had in her possession one original manuscript letter of Dean Swift, entrusted to her under a solemn promise that she would permit no copy to be taken, nor ever read it twice to the same people. It was without exception the wittiest and severest satire upon Ireland that probably ever was written, and it was easy to perceive by the manner in which it was read that the sentiments were not a little in unison with those of the 73reader. This letter was equally hostile to the nobility, the gentry, the people, the country, nay the very rivers and mountains; for it declared the Shannon itself to be little better than a series of marshes, that carried to the ocean less water than flows through one of the arches of London Bridge.

At Mr. Richard Aldworth's place in County Cork, I encountered both him and his wife, who had refined manners and educated minds. He had traveled extensively, and she had been brought up in a way that might be expected from someone closely related to a Lord Chief Justice and an Archbishop. However, it was clear that their decision to stay in Ireland was driven solely by patriotic reasons. They would often sigh when discussing English customs and felt the bleak emptiness of living in a place where like-minded individuals were few and far between. Mrs. Aldworth had in her possession an original manuscript letter from Dean Swift, which she was entrusted with under a strict promise that she wouldn’t allow any copies to be made or read it more than once to the same audience. It was undoubtedly the wittiest and harshest satire on Ireland that had likely ever been penned, and it was easy to tell from the way it was read that the sentiments aligned closely with those of the reader. This letter criticized not just the nobility and gentry but the people, the country, and even the very rivers and mountains; it stated that the Shannon was hardly more than a series of marshes, carrying less water to the ocean than flows through a single arch of London Bridge.

From various other instances, as well as from this, I was inclined to think that that degree of a polished and cultivated education, which suits well enough for London or Paris, or a country residence in a good neighbourhood of England, was ill-framed for a province in Ireland. Persons of equal attainments may now and then come across them, but they are compelled to associate with so many who are the very reverse that a more certain provision of misery can scarcely be laid.

From various other examples, as well as from this one, I started to think that the level of refined and sophisticated education that fits well in London or Paris, or even a nice suburban area in England, just doesn't work in a province in Ireland. You might occasionally meet people with similar skills, but they have to interact with so many who are completely the opposite that it's hard to imagine a more certain path to unhappiness.

The preceding observation is in a measure applicable to Mr. and Mrs. Jefferys and Mr. and Mrs. Trant, who lived in the vicinity of Cork. The two former when I was there were actually embarking for France, after great speculations in building a town and establishing manufactures, which probably had proved too expensive. They were well informed and cultivated, and spoke most modern languages. Mr. Trant was an instance of a singularly retentive memory. It was never necessary for him to consult the same book twice. All that he ever read in a variety of languages was at his tongue’s end, and he applied these uncommon stores with great judgment and propriety. The most beautiful description of Kilkenny was written by him. It gave me pleasure to hear not long afterwards that Mr. and Mrs. Jefferys were at Paris but a 74few days, and then returned to England. The motive of the journey was reported to be to get rid of a much too numerous establishment of servants, as they started again on a much more moderate and comfortable plan.

The earlier observation somewhat applies to Mr. and Mrs. Jefferys and Mr. and Mrs. Trant, who lived near Cork. The Jefferys were actually getting ready to leave for France while I was there, after ambitious plans to build a town and start manufacturing, which probably turned out to be too costly. They were well-educated and cultured, speaking several modern languages. Mr. Trant was a remarkable example of someone with an incredible memory. He never needed to refer to the same book more than once. Everything he read in various languages was at his fingertips, and he used that knowledge with great insight and appropriateness. He wrote the most beautiful description of Kilkenny. It pleased me to hear not long after that Mr. and Mrs. Jefferys were only in Paris for a few days before returning to England. The reason for their trip was said to be to downsize their excessively large staff, as they returned with a much more reasonable and comfortable plan.

As a feature of Irish manners, I may mention another circumstance which astonished me. When upon my tour I spent a day or two with the Right Hon. Silver Oliver, who had at that time much company in his house. The table was well appointed, and everything wore an air of splendour and affluence. Afterwards when I resided at Mitchelstown—Mr. Oliver was either dead or absent, and everything in the house was advertised to be sold by auction—I went over to that auction, which gave me an opportunity of examining the whole house. I desired to be shown into the kitchen, as I could not find it of myself. When pointed out I was in utter amazement. There never was such a hole. I insisted upon it that it could not be the kitchen, as I had myself partook of dinners which could never have been dressed in such a pig-stye; but they assured me there was no other. It was about eight feet wide and ten long. Scarcely any light, and the walls black as the inside of the chimney. The furniture was no better than the fitting up; dressers, tables, and shelves seemed to have been laid aside as superfluous luxuries. It must have been an effort of uncommon ingenuity to cook at a turf hearth, in such a cave as this, the ample dinners I had seen in this house, and Etna or Vesuvius might as soon have been found in England as such a kitchen. Its existence for a single instant in the house of a man of fortune would 75be a moral impossibility. No English farmer would submit to it for a week. This strongly shows the manners of the people.

As a part of Irish culture, I have to mention something that really surprised me. During my trip, I spent a day or two with the Right Hon. Silver Oliver, who had a lot of guests in his home at that time. The dining table was beautifully set, and everything looked luxurious and wealthy. Later, when I was living in Mitchelstown—Mr. Oliver was either dead or away, and everything in the house was up for auction—I went to that auction, which gave me the chance to explore the entire house. I asked to see the kitchen since I couldn’t find it myself. When they showed it to me, I was completely shocked. It was such a mess. I insisted it couldn’t possibly be the kitchen because I had enjoyed dinners that could never have been prepared in such a dump; but they assured me it was the only one. It was about eight feet wide and ten feet long. There was barely any light, and the walls were as black as the inside of a chimney. The furniture was just as disappointing; the dressers, tables, and shelves seemed like unnecessary luxuries. It must have taken incredible skill to cook on a turf fire in such a cave and serve the hearty meals I had seen in that house—finding a kitchen like that in England would be as unlikely as finding Etna or Vesuvius. Its existence, even for a moment, in the home of a wealthy man would be practically impossible. No English farmer would put up with it for even a week. This really highlights the customs of the people.

A family with whom I resided for some time, while waiting for the Waterford packet, was that of Mr. Bolton, in a beautiful situation, commanding the finest views. Mr. Bolton, the elder, was a respectable man; but his son, the present proprietor of the estate, then in Parliament, was a man of singular and genuine patriotism, and of so mild and pleasing a temper that I much regretted I had him not for a neighbour at Bradfield. I had the pleasure of sending him from Suffolk many implements &c. for assisting him in his improved husbandry; and he has proved to the present day one of the most enlightened friends that Ireland has to boast, making an equal figure in my tour, and in the very able work of Mr. Wakefield[58] published within an interval of thirty years.

A family I stayed with for a while, while waiting for the Waterford packet, was the Boltons, who lived in a stunning location with gorgeous views. Mr. Bolton, the father, was a respectable man; however, his son, the current owner of the estate and a member of Parliament, was a man of true and sincere patriotism, with such a gentle and pleasant personality that I really wished he was my neighbor in Bradfield. I enjoyed sending him various tools and equipment from Suffolk to help with his modern farming practices; he has remained one of the most informed supporters that Ireland can claim, making a significant impact in my travels and in the very impressive work of Mr. Wakefield[58] published within thirty years.

Among the persons who received me in the most agreeable and hospitable manner I may be permitted to name the following: Earl of Harcourt (Lord Lieutenant), Earl of Charlemont, Lord Chief Baron Forster, his Grace the Lord Primate, the Archbishop of Tuam, Sir James Caldwell, &c.

Among the people who welcomed me in the friendliest and most hospitable way, I can mention the following: Earl of Harcourt (Lord Lieutenant), Earl of Charlemont, Lord Chief Baron Forster, his Grace the Lord Primate, the Archbishop of Tuam, Sir James Caldwell, etc.

1777.—This was the first favourable turn that promised anything after ten years’ anxiety and misery, yet how little did I deserve from that Providence I had so long neglected. The year was a remarkable one in the events of my life.

1777.—This was the first positive change that gave hope after ten years of worry and suffering, yet I realized how little I deserved from the guidance I had ignored for so long. This year was significant in the events of my life.

76Mr. Danby, of whom mention has already been inserted, was this spring in London, and as Lord Kingsborough, son of the Earl of Kingston, was intimately acquainted with Mr. D., and at that time there also, his Lordship often complained of the sad state of neglect in which his property remained in the hands of an Irish agent, who never saw an acre of the estate but merely on a rapid journey once, or at most twice, a year to receive the rents. For this purpose a clerk resided at Mitchelstown, having a summer house in the Castle garden for his office, and here the tenants came to pay their rents in a constant succession of driblets the whole year round. His Lordship observed that it would be of much importance to him to have a respectable resident agent who understood agriculture, and might greatly contribute to the improvement of the property. Mr. Danby entirely coincided in this opinion, and told his Lordship that he knew a gentleman who possessed the unquestionable knowledge and management of estates, and as he had known me for several years he had every reason to believe in my integrity. He then named me. Lord K. begged him to make the application to me immediately, which Mr. Danby did, and invited me to meet Lord and Lady K. to dinner. I had a good deal of conversation with Lord K., and the next day Mr. Danby made an agreement with his Lordship for me to become his agent at an annual salary of 500l., with an eligible house for my residence, rent free, and a retaining fee, to be paid immediately, of 500l. more.

76Mr. Danby, who we already mentioned earlier, was in London this spring. Since Lord Kingsborough, the son of the Earl of Kingston, was closely acquainted with Mr. D. and was also in town at that time, his Lordship often expressed his frustration about how his property was being neglected by an Irish agent. This agent only visited the estate once or maybe twice a year to collect the rents and had never set foot on the property otherwise. To handle this, a clerk lived in Mitchelstown, where he used a summer house in the Castle garden as his office. Tenants would come in a steady stream throughout the year to pay their rents. His Lordship noted that it was very important for him to have a reliable resident agent who understood agriculture, as this could significantly improve the property. Mr. Danby completely agreed with this view and mentioned that he knew a gentleman with proven knowledge and experience in managing estates—and he had known me for several years, which made him confident in my integrity. He then mentioned my name. Lord K. asked him to contact me immediately, which Mr. Danby did, inviting me to dinner with Lord and Lady K. I had a lengthy conversation with Lord K., and the following day, Mr. Danby came to an agreement with his Lordship for me to become his agent, with an annual salary of £500, plus a suitable house for me to live in, rent-free, and an upfront fee of £500.

In consequence of this arrangement, to which I 77readily agreed, I disposed of the lease of my farm in Hertfordshire, and sent my books and other effects which I might want to Cork by sea, going myself to Dublin, where I resided some time in a constant round of Dublin dinners, till I was informed by Lord Kingsborough that the house at Mitchelstown was ready in which I was to reside, whilst a new one was building on a plan and in a situation approved of myself. In September I left Dublin for Mitchelstown—130 miles off—making a detour through those counties which I had not sufficiently seen the preceding year. And here I cannot avoid inserting the following excellent advice from my ever affectionate mother: ‘My memory begins to fail me, but no wonder at 72. That is not the cause of yours doing so, but the multiplicity of business you are engaged in. I attribute it also to being overburthened with your affairs. I can get neither ploughman nor footman to go over to Ireland, so you must see what you can do when you come yourself, which, I am sorry to hear, is not till (next) September. God only knows if I shall live so long as to see you once more. However, to hear you are well and happy is a great comfort to me, and the only one I have left, for it is my lot to be deprived of all those who to me are dearest. I hate now to do anything but sit by the fire and write to you.... But the happiness of this world, Arthur, is but of a short duration; I therefore wish you would bestow some thoughts on that happiness which will have eternal duration.[59]

As a result of this arrangement, which I readily agreed to, I got rid of the lease of my farm in Hertfordshire and sent my books and other belongings that I might need to Cork by sea. I went to Dublin myself, where I spent some time going to various dinners until Lord Kingsborough informed me that the house in Mitchelstown was ready for me to live in while a new one was being built according to a plan and in a location I approved. In September, I left Dublin for Mitchelstown—130 miles away—making a detour through the counties I hadn't explored enough the previous year. I can't help but include this excellent advice from my ever-loving mother: ‘My memory is starting to fade, but that’s no surprise at 72. That’s not the reason yours is fading, but rather the overwhelming amount of work you have on your plate. I also think it’s because you’re burdened with your own affairs. I can’t find a ploughman or footman to go to Ireland, so you’ll have to see what you can do when you come yourself, which, I regret to hear, won’t be until (next) September. Only God knows if I’ll live long enough to see you again. Still, knowing that you are well and happy is a great comfort to me, and the only one I have left, as I'm deprived of everyone I hold dear. Now, I only want to sit by the fire and write to you.... But the happiness of this world, Arthur, is short-lived; therefore, I hope you’ll give some thought to the happiness that will last forever.[59]

781778.—The opening of this year found me at Mitchelstown, where Mrs. Young joined me. On my arrival I busied myself incessantly in examining and valuing the farms which came out of lease, and was so occupied several months. I was most anxious to persuade Lord K. into the propriety of letting his lands to the occupying cottar as tenant, and dismissing the whole race of middlemen. I adhered steadily to this, and had the satisfaction to find that Lord K. was well inclined to the plan. But a distant relation of Lady K.’s, who had one farm upon the estate as middleman, Major Thornhill, feeling the sweets of a profit rent upon that one farm, was exceedingly anxious to procure from Lord K. the profits of others upon the same terms, and in this respect I was placed in an awkward situation. It was impossible for me, consistently with the interest of Lord K., in any measure whatever to promote the success of designs which struck at the very root of all my plans, as the Major had his eye upon several of the most considerable farms. Lady K. had a high opinion of the Major, who was a lively, pleasant, handsome man, and an ignorant open-hearted duellist; she had of course favoured his plans, and I as carefully avoided ever saying anything in favour of them. Thus from the beginning it was not difficult to see an underground plot to frustrate schemes commencing very early, but things in the meantime carried a fair outward appearance. I dined very often at the Castle, and generally played at chess with Lady Kingsborough for an hour or more after dinner, and I learned by report that her Ladyship was highly pleased with me, saying that I was 79one of the most lively, agreeable fellows. Lord Kingsborough was of a character not so easily ascertained, for at many different periods of his life he seemed to possess qualities very much in contradiction to each other. His manner and carriage were remarkably easy, agreeable, and polite, having the finish of a perfect gentleman; he wanted, however, steadiness and perseverance even in his best designs, and was easily wrought upon by persons of inferior abilities. Mrs. Thornhill, the wife of the Major, was an artful designing woman, ever on the watch to injure those who stood in her husband’s way, and never forgetting her private interest for a moment. I saw a fixed plan in her mind for dispossessing me of the agency and procuring it for the Major, and I conceive it was by her misrepresentations that a decisive use was made of an opportunity which soon after offered for effecting her plan.

781778.—At the start of this year, I was in Mitchelstown, where Mrs. Young joined me. When I arrived, I kept myself busy examining and valuing the farms coming out of lease, which occupied me for several months. I was eager to convince Lord K. that it was wise to rent his lands directly to the tenant farmers instead of using middlemen. I remained committed to this idea and was pleased to find that Lord K. was open to the plan. However, a distant relative of Lady K.'s, Major Thornhill, who had one farm as a middleman, was very eager to get Lord K. to extend similar profits to him for other farms. This put me in a tricky position. It was impossible for me, without compromising Lord K.'s interests, to support any plans that undermined mine since the Major had his sights set on several of the more significant farms. Lady K. held the Major in high regard; he was a lively, charming, good-looking man, but also a somewhat clueless and reckless duelist. Naturally, she supported his plans, while I carefully avoided endorsing them. From the start, it was clear there was an underground plot to sabotage my schemes, even if things looked fine on the surface. I frequently dined at the Castle and usually played chess with Lady Kingsborough for an hour or more after dinner. I heard through others that she was very pleased with me, calling me one of the most lively, agreeable people. Lord Kingsborough was harder to read because throughout his life, he showed qualities that often contradicted each other. He was notably easygoing, pleasant, and polite, reflecting the demeanor of a perfect gentleman. However, he lacked consistency and determination, even in his best intentions, and was easily influenced by less capable people. Mrs. Thornhill, the Major's wife, was cunning and manipulative, always looking to undermine anyone in her husband’s way while never forgetting her own interests. I sensed she had a set plan to remove me from my agency and secure it for the Major, and I believe her misrepresentations led to a critical opportunity that soon arose to help her execute her agenda.

Lady K. had a Catholic governess, a Miss Crosby, relative to whom Mrs. T. had inspired Lady K. with sentiments of jealousy, insomuch that she was discharged, and I was employed to draw up an engagement to grant her an annuity of 50l. per annum. This transaction and others connected with it occasioned me to be much at the Castle, and in situations which were converted by Mrs. Thornhill into proofs that I was in league with Miss C. for securing the affections of Lord Kingsborough at the expense of his wife, and, at the same time, it was carefully impressed into his Lordship’s mind that I was in love with Lady K. Thus by a train of artful intrigues and deceptions the ladies brought Lord K. to the determination of parting with me, 80after which nothing remained but to settle our accounts. This was done, and a balance being due to me of about 600l. or 700l., I informed his Lordship that I waited only to be paid in order to set off for England. Here was a demur, and Major Thornhill came to inform me that his Lordship had not the money to pay me; several days passed in which I was in a very awkward state of uncertainty. It occurred to me as I saw no sign of payment to propose that he should give me an annuity for life, which he at once agreed to. What that annuity should be I was perfectly ignorant, but there was an advertisement in a London paper offering terms, which I sent to his Lordship, with a note, informing him that if he would give me an annuity on the terms there specified I would agree to it and free him for the present from all payment. This his Lordship at once acceded to, and signed a bond granting me an annuity for life of 72l.,[60] according to the terms specified in the advertisement. This business being settled to the satisfaction of both parties, and my books packed up and sent to Cork, I stepped into my post-chaise, and, with a pair of Irish nags, set off on a journey to Waterford on a visit to my excellent friend, Cornelius Bolton, Junr. Esqr. M.P., where I waited for the packet to sail for Milford Haven long enough to have gone round by Dublin and have reached Rome or Naples. I had a miserable passage of three days and nights, a storm blowing us almost to Arklow, but through the providence of God we escaped the threatened dangers and landed safely in the desired 81haven. I travelled post to London, and thus ended one of the greatest speculations of my life, and I remember observing that in all probability the providence of God was exerted to remove me from a kingdom in which no unconnected motives could induce me to remain. The transaction was not absolutely free from circumstances in a measure favourable to my future ease and repose. I had received 500l., which took me out of some difficulties, and had the addition of 72l. per annum to my income, which was to me an object of some consideration. It also removed me entirely from the farm in Hertfordshire, a most unprofitable one, and, what was better, from a winter residence in London. It also took me back to Bradfield to my aged mother, whose health was daily declining, and whose memory, being much impaired, subjected her to imposition by tenants and servants.

Lady K. had a Catholic governess, Miss Crosby, about whom Mrs. T. had made Lady K. jealous enough that she got fired, and I was brought in to draft a contract to give her an annuity of £50 a year. This situation and others related to it made me spend a lot of time at the Castle, where Mrs. Thornhill turned everything into evidence that I was conspiring with Miss C. to win Lord Kingsborough's affections while undermining his wife. At the same time, she made sure that Lord K. believed I was in love with Lady K. Through a series of clever schemes and lies, the women led Lord K. to decide to let me go, after which all that was left was to settle our accounts. This was done, and since I was owed around £600 or £700, I told his Lordship that I was only waiting to be paid before heading to England. There was a delay, and Major Thornhill came to tell me that Lord K. didn’t have the funds to pay me; several days went by while I was stuck in an awkward situation of uncertainty. Since it looked like I wouldn’t be getting paid, I suggested he give me an annuity for life, and he quickly agreed. I had no idea what that annuity should be, but I found an ad in a London paper with terms, which I sent to his Lordship along with a note saying that if he would grant me an annuity on those terms, I would accept it and relieve him from making an immediate payment. He quickly agreed to this and signed a bond granting me a life annuity of £72, according to the terms in the ad. With this matter settled to both our satisfactions, and my books packed up and sent to Cork, I climbed into my post-chaise and, with a pair of Irish horses, set out for Waterford to visit my good friend, Cornelius Bolton, Junr. Esqr. M.P. I waited long enough for the packet to sail for Milford Haven that I could have made a detour through Dublin and reached Rome or Naples. I had a dreadful three-day-and-night journey through a storm that nearly took us to Arklow, but by the grace of God, we escaped the dangers and landed safely in the desired port. I traveled post to London, and thus ended one of the biggest ventures of my life; I remember thinking that God’s providence was likely working to get me out of a kingdom where no unrelated reasons would keep me there. The transaction wasn’t entirely without some circumstances that would make my future easier. I had received £500, which helped me get out of some trouble, and had the additional £72 per year to my income, which was quite significant for me. It also completely took me away from the unprofitable farm in Hertfordshire and, even better, from a winter residence in London. It returned me to Bradfield to my elderly mother, whose health was deteriorating daily and whose memory loss made her vulnerable to being cheated by tenants and servants.

To his Wife
‘Haverford West: Oct. 23.

‘My Dearest,—It pleases God that I am once more to embrace you and my children—a passage that is common in eight hours was from Sunday morn eight o’clock till one o’clock this morning Wednesday, thirty-six hours of which, a raging storm; we talk of them at land, but those who have not seen them at sea know not what the very elements are. Pent up in the Irish Channel, the ship ran adrift, wearing[61] to keep free from rocks and sands—the wind did not blow, it was like volleys of artillery; part of the sails were torn into 82fritters; the waves were mountains high, while the ship was perfectly tossed on end of them; the cabin window burst open, and deluged everything afloat; the horses kicked and groaned, the dogs howled; six passengers praying, shrieking, and vomiting; every soul sick but myself; the sailors swearing and storming; and the whole—such a scene! The Captain, who has been many voyages, and the pilot thirty-six years, never saw such a storm—to last so long.

‘My Dearest,—It pleases God that I am once again able to embrace you and our children—a trip that took a total of eight hours from Sunday morning at eight o’clock until one o’clock this morning, Wednesday. Of that time, thirty-six hours were spent in a raging storm; we talk about storms on land, but those who haven’t experienced them at sea truly don’t understand what it’s like. Stuck in the Irish Channel, the ship drifted, maneuvering to avoid rocks and sand—the wind didn’t just blow, it roared like cannon fire; parts of the sails ripped apart; the waves were towering, and the ship was tossed from one end to the other; the cabin window burst open, soaking everything on board; the horses kicked and groaned, the dogs howled; six passengers prayed, screamed, and were sick; everyone was ill except me; the sailors were cursing and fighting; and the whole scene—what chaos! The Captain, who has been on many voyages, and the pilot with thirty-six years of experience, had never seen such a storm last for so long.

‘It has worried and starved the horses so that I know not what I am to do—shall go with them as far as I can, and if they knock up must leave them and take some fly to be by you thirty-first; of which send immediate notice to B.

‘It has worried and starved the horses so much that I don't know what to do—I will go with them as far as I can, and if they give out, I’ll have to leave them and take a ride to be with you on the thirty-first; please send immediate notice to B.

‘I know not if Bath be my nearest way, so let me have a letter at Nicoll’s in case I am not in Town, to the same purport as that to Bath, to inform me what I am to do and when to go.

‘I don't know if Bath is the closest way for me, so please get me a letter at Nicoll’s in case I'm not in Town, with the same message as the one to Bath, to let me know what I should do and when to go.

‘Adieu,
‘Most truly yours,
‘A. Y.

‘Thank God for me. Peter would not come over with me. My passage has cost me between 7l. and 8l., which is the very devil, so that I shall come home without a shilling, and the thoughts of coming full swing upon poverty again make me miserable. Two ships were lost in the storm.’

‘Thank God for me. Peter wouldn’t come over with me. My fare has cost me between 7l. and 8l., which is such a pain, so I’ll be coming home without a penny, and just thinking about facing poverty again makes me miserable. Two ships were lost in the storm.’


Note in memorandum-book.—‘Note of my being thirty-eight, and poetry in my head.’

Note in memorandum-book.—‘I’m thirty-eight now, and I have poetry on my mind.’

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CHAPTER V

FARMING AND EXPERIMENTS, 1779-1782

Corn bounties—A grievance—Reading—Hugh Boyd—Bishop Watson—Howlett on population—Irish Linen Board Experiments—Correspondence.

Corn bounties—A complaint—Reading—Hugh Boyd—Bishop Watson—Howlett on population—Irish Linen Board Experiments—Correspondence.

1779.—Quitting Ireland and coming again to Bradfield occasioned a great pause and break in my life and pursuits, and had I made a proper use of it might have fixed a quiet destiny, so far as a heart not renewed could be happy and content; but I wanted religion, and that want includes all others. I arrived at Bradfield on the first of January, and had then full time to reflect upon what should be the future pursuit of my life, and upon what plan I could devise for that fresh establishment of myself, which should, at the same time, prevent any relapse into those odious dependencies upon uncertainties, which from 1771 to 1778 had been the perpetual torment of my life. While I was hesitating what plan to follow, an emigration to America arose in my mind and much occupied my thoughts. But the advanced period of my mother’s life and her persuasions against any scheme of that sort prevailed, and with some reluctance I relinquished it. I had also to consider, how far it would be prudent to yield to her earnest entreaties to return to farming at Bradfield and live 84with her. To stock a farm of any size would have been to me a matter of difficulty, but, at the same time, to get free from all London engagements, and to secure the tranquillity of a retired life after all the stormy perplexities through which I had passed, was an object full of attraction, and it prevailed. A small farm contiguous to the old family mansion was to be vacant at Michaelmas, and notice was accordingly given to the tenant to quit. Thus was I once more engaged in husbandry, with a prospect of gradually increasing my business according as my capital should enable me. Relative to my farm, it may here be proper once for all to observe, that as the leases of the estate fell vacant I gradually enlarged my occupation, till I had between three and four hundred acres in hand, most amply stocked, and conducted with such an expense of labour as enabled me to support the credit of my husbandry. I remained at Bradfield the whole year, and the only literary pursuit I engaged in was a correspondence with Mr. Wight upon some points in the Scotch system of farming; it was published in his ‘Present State of the Husbandry of Scotland.’[62] I had reason to believe that his letters were written under the eye of Lord Kames,[63] the author of the well-known work called, ‘The Gentleman Farmer,’ and much better known book, ‘Elements of Criticism.’

1779.—Leaving Ireland and returning to Bradfield marked a significant pause and shift in my life and goals. If I had used this time wisely, it could have led to a peaceful future, as much as someone without a renewed heart could feel happy and content; but I lacked religion, and that absence is connected to every other need. I arrived in Bradfield on January 1st and had plenty of time to think about what I wanted to do next and how I could set myself up in a way that would keep me from falling back into the unpleasant uncertainties that had tormented me from 1771 to 1778. While I was considering my options, the idea of moving to America occupied my mind. However, my mother's advanced age and her strong objections to such a plan influenced me, and reluctantly, I let it go. I also had to think about whether it would be wise to give in to her passionate requests to return to farming in Bradfield and live with her. Starting a farm of any size would be challenging for me, but the thought of escaping all my London commitments and finding peace after the chaotic times I had endured was very appealing, so I chose that route. A small farm near the old family home was set to be available at Michaelmas, and the tenant was informed to leave. So, I found myself once again involved in farming, with the hope of gradually expanding my business as my finances allowed. Regarding my farm, I should mention that as the leases for the estate became available, I gradually increased my landholdings until I had between three and four hundred acres, well-stocked and managed with enough labor to maintain my farming reputation. I spent the entire year in Bradfield, and my only literary engagement was corresponding with Mr. Wight about some aspects of Scottish farming, which was published in his ‘Present State of the Husbandry of Scotland.’ I had reason to believe that his letters were written under the supervision of Lord Kames, the author of the well-known book ‘The Gentleman Farmer’ and the more broadly recognized work ‘Elements of Criticism.’

85About this period I was elected a member of the Imperial Œconomical Society of Petersburg.

85Around this time, I was elected as a member of the Imperial Economic Society of Petersburg.

The first event of the year 1780 was the publication of my Irish Tour in one volume quarto. It was so successful and popular in both kingdoms that it is unnecessary to expatiate upon it; thus much, however, I trust I may say without vanity, that it has stood the test of examination, and received from the best judges the highest commendation. But there is one circumstance which appears never to have been sufficiently understood, or at least the effect properly attributed to this work. Perhaps the most novel, instructing, and decisively useful part of the publication was the attack made upon the bounty paid on the land carriage of corn to Dublin.[64] I therein proved beyond the possibility of doubt the gross absurdity of the measure. The whole kingdom, however, without exception, considered this bounty as the great palladium of their national agriculture, and in conversation upon that subject with the most able men then living there, I found them so strongly prejudiced in its favour that they were not very willing to hear anything spoken against it. But it appeared to me so manifestly absurd that I exerted my industry to examine the measure on its very foundation. When I was a complete master of the subject and stated the result in conversation to the warmest friends of the measure, I had the satisfaction 86to find that the documents thus produced were utterly unknown to all, and they were fairly beat[65] out of their prejudices in favour of the measure; at least their argument entirely failed on the occasion. But the event proved that the conviction was real. For in the very first session after the publication of my book the bounty was reduced by half, as appears by Mr. Henry Cavendish’s publication on the revenue and national expenses of Ireland. It was afterwards gradually reduced, and at last gave up entirely. The saving to the nation occasioned palpably by this publication amounted to 40,000l. per annum immediately, and as the expense of the bounty had been constantly increasing, the saving was of course in reality much greater. Long after, in conversation with Lord Loughborough, he told me that he had read that part of my work relative to the bounty, &c., with particular attention, and that he thought the arguments most unanswerable, adding, ‘Ireland ought to have rewarded you for that.’ When the whole was given up it was a saving of 80,000l. a year to the nation. This was much for one individual to effect; and some reward for such services would not have been much for the nation to grant.

The first event of 1780 was the publication of my Irish Tour in a single volume. It was so successful and popular in both countries that there's no need to elaborate on it; however, I can say, without being vain, that it passed the test of scrutiny and received high praise from the best critics. But there's one thing that seems to have never been fully understood, or at least the effect not properly attributed to this work. Perhaps the most innovative, informative, and undeniably useful part of the publication was the criticism of the subsidy given for transporting grain to Dublin. In it, I demonstrated beyond any doubt the sheer absurdity of that policy. The entire nation, without exception, viewed this subsidy as crucial to their agriculture, and when I discussed the topic with the most knowledgeable individuals at the time, I found them so biased in its favor that they were reluctant to hear anything against it. Yet it seemed so obviously ridiculous to me that I worked hard to investigate the policy from the ground up. Once I fully understood the subject and shared my findings with its staunch supporters, I was pleased to discover that the evidence I presented was completely unknown to them, and they were convincingly swayed from their biases; their arguments fell flat on that occasion. But the outcome showed that the realization was genuine. For in the very first session after my book was published, the subsidy was cut in half, as stated in Mr. Henry Cavendish’s report on Ireland's revenue and national expenses. It was then gradually reduced and eventually eliminated entirely. The savings to the nation as a result of this publication amounted to £40,000 annually right away, and since the cost of the subsidy had been steadily increasing, the real savings were actually much greater. Much later, during a conversation with Lord Loughborough, he told me that he had read the section of my work regarding the subsidy with great interest and found my arguments completely convincing, adding, ‘Ireland should have rewarded you for that.’ When the policy was ultimately abandoned, it saved the nation £80,000 a year. That was a significant achievement for any one person, and some form of reward for such contributions wouldn’t have been too much for the nation to offer.

I cannot on such an occasion name Ireland without remarking that though the Irish are certainly a generous people, and liberal sometimes almost to excess, yet not a ray of that spirit was by any public body shed on my labours.

I can't mention Ireland on such an occasion without pointing out that while the Irish are definitely a generous people and sometimes even excessively so, not a single bit of that spirit was shown by any public organization for my efforts.

After I had left the kingdom and published the tour, I received the following letter:—

After I left the kingdom and published the tour, I got the following letter:—

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‘Dublin: Sept. 16, 1780.

‘Sir,—With great pleasure I take up the pen in obedience to the commands of the Dublin Society, to communicate to you their thanks for the late publication of your tour in Ireland, a treatise which, in doing justice to this country, puts us in a most respectable view; for which reason we consider you to have great merit. But what particularly gained the attention of the Society were your just and excellent observations and reasoning, in the second part of that work, relative to the agriculture, manufactures, trade, and police of the kingdom. And gentlemen thought the publication of that part, particularly so as to fall into the hands of the generality of the people of this country, might be of great benefit and use; and we wish you would let us know your sentiments relative to the preparing a publication of that kind, and in what mode you would think it most proper, and would answer best, and what you would judge a reasonable amends for all this trouble, that we may lay the same before the Society at our next meeting, the beginning of November. There are a great many useful observations and hints interspersed in many parts of your tour which may be of great use to throw into the hands of the public.

‘Sir,—I’m pleased to write to you on behalf of the Dublin Society to express our gratitude for your recent publication of your tour in Ireland. Your work does a great job of showcasing our country in a positive light, and for that, we believe you deserve much recognition. However, what really caught the Society's attention were your insightful and well-reasoned observations in the second part of your work concerning agriculture, manufacturing, trade, and law enforcement in the kingdom. The members felt that publishing that section, especially for the general public here, could be extremely beneficial. We would like to know your thoughts on preparing such a publication, how you think it should be approached, and what you consider a fair compensation for your efforts so we can present it to the Society at our next meeting in early November. There are many valuable insights and suggestions throughout your tour that could greatly benefit the public.’

‘I am, Sir,
‘Your most obedient servant,
Red. Morres.’

In answer to this letter, I returned sincere thanks for the honour of the vote; and assured them that I should be ready either to publish any part of the work 88separately, or to make an abridgment of the whole, reduced in such a manner as to be diffused at a small expense over all the kingdom. In a few posts I received, under the Dublin post-mark, an envelope, enclosing an anonymous essay, cut out of a newspaper, which referred to the transactions of the Society relative to me, and condemning pretty heavily my whole publication; and in this unhandsome manner the business ended.

In response to this letter, I sincerely thanked them for the honor of the vote and assured them that I would be ready to either publish any part of the work separately or create a shorter version of the whole thing, made so it could be spread across the kingdom at a low cost. A few days later, I received an envelope with a Dublin postmark, containing an anonymous essay clipped from a newspaper that discussed the Society's dealings with me and criticized my entire publication quite harshly; that’s how the matter concluded. 88

In a Society which disposed of 10,000l. a year of public money, granted by Parliament chiefly with a view, as the Act expresses, to encourage agriculture, but which patronised manufacturers far more, there will necessarily be an agricultural party and a manufacturing one. According as one or the other happens to prevail, such contradictions will arise. All that is to be said of my case now is, that it was not so bad as that of poor Whyman Baker, who settled in Ireland as their experimenter in agriculture—lived there in poverty ten or twelve years—and broke his heart on account of the treatment which he met with. But while their Societies acted thus, the Parliament of the kingdom paid my book a much greater compliment than any Society could do; for they passed more than one Act almost directly, to alter and vary the police of corn, which I had proved was vicious, but which till then had been universally esteemed as the chief pillar of their national prosperity, and I had thus the satisfaction to see the Legislature of the kingdom improving the policy of it from the known and confessed suggestions of a work that, in other respects, had proved to the author a mere barren blank. I have, however, since 89heard from many most respectable gentlemen of that nation, as well as from the correspondence of others, that the book is even now esteemed of some value to Ireland, and that the agriculture of the kingdom has been advanced in consequence. But it is time to dismiss a subject upon which I have dilated too much, and spoken perhaps with an unguarded vanity and self-love which would ill become me.

In a society that spent £10,000 a year of public funds, provided by Parliament primarily to promote agriculture, but which favored manufacturers much more, there would naturally be an agricultural party and a manufacturing one. Depending on which group was in power, contradictions would arise. All I can say about my situation now is that it wasn't as bad as that of poor Whyman Baker, who moved to Ireland to experiment with agriculture—he lived there in poverty for ten or twelve years and ultimately lost hope due to the treatment he received. However, while their societies acted this way, the Parliament of the kingdom paid my book a much greater compliment than any society could, as they passed multiple Acts specifically to change and improve corn regulation, which I had shown to be flawed but was previously regarded as the backbone of national prosperity. I found satisfaction in seeing the Legislature of the kingdom enhancing it based on the clear recommendations of a work that, in other aspects, had proven to be a complete failure for its author. Nonetheless, I have since 89heard from many esteemed gentlemen from that nation, as well as from others in correspondence, that the book is still considered valuable to Ireland and that the country's agriculture has benefited as a result. But it's time to move on from a topic I've lingered on too long, perhaps discussing it with an unguarded sense of pride and self-importance that doesn't suit me.

I was the chief part of this year at Bradfield, but I had bought at London a pair of roan mares for drawing a post-chaise, and having the small farm in hand, I made myself by practice no bad ploughman, and could finish the stetches[66] neatly, and execute everything except the rivalling the Suffolk ploughman in drawing straight furrows to a mark set for that purpose; yet I overcame this difficulty in a manner that would have been commended in any other county.

I was the main person in charge this year at Bradfield, but I had bought a pair of roan mares in London for pulling a post-chaise. With the small farm in my care, I practiced and became a decent ploughman; I could finish the fields neatly and handle everything except matching the Suffolk ploughman when it came to drawing straight furrows to a marked line. However, I managed to overcome this challenge in a way that would have earned praise in any other county.

The Society for the Encouragement of Arts, Manufactures, and Commerce voted me their Honorary Medal for some experiments I had communicated to them on the culture of potatoes.

The Society for the Encouragement of Arts, Manufactures, and Commerce awarded me their Honorary Medal for some experiments I had shared with them on potato cultivation.

According to custom, part of my time was occupied in reading, and among other works was highly entertained with Gray’s letters, and particularly with the following passage, which displays so much knowledge of the human mind, and, at the same time, much sterling sense: ‘To find oneself business I am persuaded is the great art of life, and I am never so angry as when I hear my acquaintance wishing they had been bred to 90some poking profession, or employed in some office of drudgery, as if it were pleasanter to be at the command of other people than at one’s own, and as if they could not go unless they were wound up. Yet I know and feel what they mean by this complaint; it proves that some spirit, something of genius (more than common) is required to teach a man how to employ himself—I say a man, for women, commonly speaking, never feel this distemper, they have always something to do. Time hangs not on their hands (unless they be fine ladies), a variety of small inventions and occupations fill up the void, and their eyes are never open in vain’ (vol. ii.)

According to tradition, some of my time was spent reading, and among other works, I was really entertained by Gray’s letters, especially the following passage, which shows a deep understanding of the human mind and also a lot of common sense: “I believe that finding one's purpose is the great art of life, and I get most frustrated when I hear my friends wishing they had been trained for some tedious job or stuck in some dull office, as if it were more enjoyable to work for others than to be in charge of their own lives, and as if they could only function if someone else pushed them. Yet, I understand what they mean by this complaint; it shows that a certain spirit, something special (more than usual) is needed to teach a person how to keep themselves busy—I say 'person,' because women, generally speaking, don’t experience this feeling. They always have something to do. Time doesn’t drag for them (unless they’re high-society ladies); a range of small tasks and hobbies fill the emptiness, and their eyes are never open for nothing.” 90

Thank heaven, I have so much of the woman in me as to possess this faculty of employing myself. The day is never too long, for I think time spent in reading is always well employed, unless a man reads like an idiot, that is, equally removed from instruction and entertainment. Now the general occupation of my life—agriculture—has the happy circumstance of giving much employment, and with it exercise, at the same time that it naturally leads into a course of reading, to which it gives the air and turn of a study, and consequently renders it more interesting, an advantage I shall be solicitous to preserve, by persisting, at all events, to be much interested in farming, even though I should not continue an actual farmer. Gray felt the advantage of country pursuits. ‘Happy they that can create a rose tree or erect a honeysuckle, that can watch the brood of a hen, or see a fleet of their own ducklings launch into the water; it is with a sentiment of envy I 91speak it, who never shall have even a thatched roof of my own, nor gather a strawberry but in Covent Garden.’

Thank goodness I have enough feminine qualities in me to know how to keep myself busy. The day is never too long because I believe that time spent reading is always time well spent, unless someone reads like a fool—completely missing out on both learning and entertainment. My main job in life—farming—happily provides plenty of work and exercise, and it naturally leads me to a reading journey that feels like a real study, making it more engaging. I’m determined to stay genuinely interested in farming, even if I’m not a full-time farmer. Gray recognized the benefits of country activities. “Lucky are those who can grow a rosebush or plant a honeysuckle, who can watch a hen’s chicks or see their own little ducklings paddle into the water; I say this with a bit of envy, knowing I’ll never have even a thatched roof of my own or pick a strawberry except in Covent Garden.”

I read also Roberts’ ‘Map of Commerce,’[67] and find the following extract about the spot where should be the ruin of Troy: ‘Anno Domini, 1620.—I hardly saw the relics of this mighty fabric (Troy), though I traced it for many miles, and gave ear to all the ridiculous fables of those poor Grecians that inhabit thereabouts in many villages within the compass of her ancient walls, from Mount Ida to the River Scamander, now only a brook not two feet deep, so that what Ovid said of old I found by experience verified, “jam seges est ubi Troja fuit.”’ There is a melancholy which attends such reflections that with me makes a deep impression; the idea that what was once the seat of power, arts, literature and elegance is now in the most miserable situation which Turkish oppression and Mahometan superstition can inflict, that not a trace of a once mighty city is now to be found, is depressing to the human mind. In an equal series of time what will become of the cities which are now the pride of Europe? what obscure farmer of futurity shall plough the ground whereon that House of Common stands in which a Hampden, a Bolingbroke, a Pitt, and a Mansfield have delighted the most celebrated assembly now in the world?[68]

I also read Roberts' 'Map of Commerce,'[67] and found the following excerpt about the site where Troy should be: 'In the year 1620.—I hardly saw the remains of this great structure (Troy), even though I traced it for many miles, and listened to all the absurd stories told by the poor Greeks living in the nearby villages within the reach of its ancient walls, from Mount Ida to the River Scamander, which is now just a stream only two feet deep. What Ovid said long ago turned out to be true, “now the field is where Troy once stood.”’ There’s a sadness that comes with such thoughts that deeply impacts me; the idea that what was once a center of power, arts, literature, and elegance is now in the most miserable condition brought on by Turkish oppression and Muslim superstition, that not a trace of a once-great city remains, is distressing to the human spirit. In a similar passage of time, what will happen to the cities that are currently the pride of Europe? What unknown farmer of the future will plow the land where the House of Commons now stands, a place where Hampden, Bolingbroke, Pitt, and Mansfield have delighted the most celebrated assembly in the world?[68]

My visit to London was, part of it, very agreeable, 92my whole intercourse with Arbuthnot entirely so. At Dr. Burney’s, while it lasted, the same; the opera, parties, the Royal Society, with some of the attendance on Parliament, add to this being in the world and on the spot for whatever happened, were all so many opportunities for pleasure and amusement, which, however, I did not make the most of. Against these I must now rank ease in my circumstances. Let it fly, and the change has been a bad one, indeed. But I think I have resolution enough to take special care of the greatest of all man’s chances. I do not remember when my acquaintance with Mr. Hugh Boyd[69] began, but I was acquainted with him in London, met him in many companies in Dublin, and travelled with him from thence to London. It has been supposed that he was the author of ‘Junius,’ and I must give it as my opinion that there was much probability in the supposition. I have been many times at his house, at breakfasts, morning calls and dinners, and never without seeing the Public Advertiser and remarking that they were blanks, that is to say, without being stamped. All writers in newspapers are allowed a copy gratis, and these are never stamped. His company was so much sought after in Dublin that I was scarcely at a great dinner without his being present. A very striking circumstance in his character was a memory in some points beyond example; he would multiply nine figures by eight entirely in his head, and would give the result 93with the most perfect accuracy. When it is considered that such an operation demands the recollection not merely of the figures, but of their position in order for the final addition, it must be admitted to be a stupendous one. He was on all occasions and in every circumstance a most pleasing, agreeable companion. His wife was a woman of very good understanding, and appeared to be sensible of her husband’s extraordinary talents. One morning at breakfast Mr. Burke’s son came in, and as his father had made a very celebrated speech the day before in the House of Commons which he intended to publish, but had, in the conclusion, departed from his notes in a very fine strain of eloquence, knowing the great memory of Boyd, he sent his son to request some hints for that conclusion. We set to work to recollect as much as possible his own words, and furnished young Burke much to his satisfaction. Mr. Boyd’s letters, of which I have preserved several, are written in a most pleasing, lively style.

My visit to London was, for the most part, very enjoyable, and my entire time spent with Arbuthnot was completely so. At Dr. Burney’s, while it lasted, it was the same; the opera, parties, the Royal Society, along with some attendance at Parliament, added to being part of the scene and ready for anything that came up, all provided many chances for fun and entertainment, which, however, I didn't fully take advantage of. Against these, I must now acknowledge the comfort of my current situation. Let it go, and the change has certainly been a negative one. But I believe I have enough determination to take special care of the greatest of all man's opportunities. I can't remember when my friendship with Mr. Hugh Boyd began, but I got to know him in London, met him at various gatherings in Dublin, and traveled with him back to London. It has been suggested that he was the author of 'Junius,' and I must say I find that suggestion quite plausible. I've visited his home many times for breakfasts, morning calls, and dinners, and I always noticed the Public Advertiser and how it was blank, meaning it wasn't stamped. All newspaper writers get a free copy, and these are never stamped. His company was so highly sought after in Dublin that I rarely attended a big dinner without him being there. A remarkable aspect of his character was his unparalleled memory; he could multiply nine-digit numbers by eight entirely in his head and provide the result with perfect accuracy. When you consider that such a task requires remembering not just the numbers but their order for the final addition, it’s certainly impressive. He was, at all times and in every situation, a very charming and pleasant companion. His wife was a woman of great understanding and seemed to appreciate her husband’s exceptional talents. One morning at breakfast, Mr. Burke’s son came in, and since his father had given a very famous speech the day before in the House of Commons that he planned to publish, but had strayed from his notes at the end in a beautifully eloquent way, knowing Boyd's impressive memory, he sent his son to ask for some help with that conclusion. We got to work trying to remember as much of his exact words as possible and provided young Burke with plenty to his satisfaction. Mr. Boyd’s letters, which I’ve kept several of, are written in a very charming, lively style.

‘Norfolk Street: August 16, 1780.

‘My dear Sir,—You have an excellent physician, but I should be glad to know what right the patient has to become his own apothecary? The doctor’s prescription consists of such rare ingredients as require no common skill to discover and use, Cuivis in suâ arte. If it had been your inferior fate to wield the pestle instead of the ploughshare and the pen, I should subscribe to the judgment of the apothecary as fully as I do to the author’s genius and the farmer’s knowledge. “A friend who can enliven the dulness of the country.” Well 94said, doctor. Macbeth himself might take your advice, for there is little difference between a dull mind and “a mind diseased;” but my good friend has neither. His mistake, therefore, in making up your prescription, and shaking me up as the aforesaid ingredient, is of little consequence. To convince him, however, that he is mistaken—for I love to set your clever men right—I shall make my appearance, first in the county of Cambridge, and next in the county of Suffolk—or ere the amorous Phœbus shall have twice resorted to his evening assignation to take an oyster with Miss Thetis. By the bye, we have had very good [entertainment] in town for some days—though as to days I can only answer for one and a half; being no longer returned from a Western Tour, which I have had the pleasure and trouble of making—for everything is mixed, you know, pleasure and pain—rose and thorns—man and wife; I ask Mrs. Young ten thousand pardons.

‘Dear Sir,—You have a great doctor, but I would like to know why the patient thinks he can play the role of his own pharmacist? The doctor’s prescription includes such rare ingredients that anyone with basic skills could find and use them, To each in his own art. If it had been your lesser fate to use the pestle instead of the plough and the pen, I would agree with the pharmacist’s opinion as much as I do with the author’s brilliance and the farmer’s expertise. “A friend who can brighten up the dullness of the countryside.” Well said, doctor. Macbeth himself might take your advice, since there isn’t much difference between a dull mind and “a mind diseased;” but my good friend doesn’t have either. His mistake, then, in mixing your prescription and shaking me up as one of the ingredients is not that important. To show him that he’s wrong—for I enjoy correcting your clever people—I will show up first in the county of Cambridge and then in the county of Suffolk—before the lovesick Sun makes his evening visit to have an oyster with Miss Thetis. By the way, we’ve had very good [entertainment] in town lately—although regarding the days, I can only vouch for one and a half; having just returned from a Western Tour, which was both enjoyable and troublesome—because everything is intertwined, you know: pleasure and pain—roses and thorns—man and wife; I sincerely apologize to Mrs. Young.’

‘I have had hopes sometimes of tempting Mrs. B. to a country excursion, and she has almost agreed to make it with me to Cambridge, where I wish to call for half a day, and perhaps longer, soon; the hopes of seeing her friends at Bradfield Hall are a strong inducement.

‘I have sometimes hoped to convince Mrs. B. to join me for a trip to the countryside, and she has nearly agreed to go with me to Cambridge. I’d like to stop there for half a day, and maybe longer, soon; the chance to see her friends at Bradfield Hall is a major incentive.

‘Believe me,
‘Very sincerely yours,
H. Boyd.’
‘August 17, 1780.

‘My good friend will be at least just in this instance, when he is in every other so partial to his friends; and 95you’ll believe that it is no small disappointment to me quod inclination, though the cause will probably be very advantageous, businessly speaking, that I am obliged to postpone my Suffolk trip. Observe I establish a credit by the term postpone, and I sincerely hope it will not be a long term. I have at present only another half minute to say fifty things. But not being able to think, speak, or write the fiftieth part as quick as certain persons of my acquaintance (my love to Mrs. Young), I must confine myself to one subject—which I have too much at heart to omit—the assuring you and her of my being very sincerely yours,

‘My good friend will at least be fair in this case, even though he usually favors his friends. And you’ll understand that it really disappoints me that I have to delay my trip to Suffolk. Just so you know, I’m using the word “postpone” to create a sense of credit, and I genuinely hope it won’t be for long. Right now, I only have another half-minute to say a bunch of things. But since I can’t think, speak, or write nearly as quickly as some people I know (send my love to Mrs. Young), I have to stick to one topic—which I care too much about to leave out—assuring you and her that I am very sincerely yours,

H. Boyd.’
‘September 2, 1780.

‘My dear Friends,—You’ll excuse coarse paper, and coarse writing in every sense, I’m afraid, “in matter, form, and style,” according to Milton’s divisions, when you know that I sit down to this delectable epistle in a City coffee-house, in the midst of Bob-wigs and worsted stocking knaves, Turks, Jews, and brokers, infidels, and merchants. Nunquam, si quid mihi credis, amavi Hos homines. O dialect of Babel! "Who calls for coffee?"—"This policy, sir"—"Strong convoy, a very good thing"—"Pen, ink, and wafer"—"I’sh would be rejoished to do for you, shur"—"Was Mr. Shylock here this morning?"—“Yesh, just gone to Jerusalem.” O blessed race! I wish you were all there, with all your adopted brethren of Jewish Christians from this holy land.

‘My dear friends,—Please excuse the rough paper and the rough writing in every way. I’m afraid it’s “in matter, form, and style,” as Milton said, when you realize I’m writing this delightful letter in a coffee shop in the city, surrounded by people in bob wigs and knitted stockings, Turks, Jews, brokers, non-believers, and merchants. Never, if you believe me, have I loved these people. O language of Babel! "Who’s ordering coffee?"—"This policy, sir"—"Strong convoy, a really good thing"—"Pen, ink, and wafer"—"I’d be happy to do that for you, sir"—"Was Mr. Shylock here this morning?"—“Yes, he just went to Jerusalem.” O blessed people! I wish you were all there, along with all your fellow Jewish Christians from this holy land.

‘I have continued in much disappointment—at least, 96suspense—since I wrote to you last, when I hinted the sudden occurrence of some business preventing the pleasure of my proposed trip. Depending on the pleasures not only of some three or four different persons, but of great ones, too, who think themselves personages, you will not wonder that the said business has been like Sisyphus’s Stone, or Ixion’s Cloud, or Tantalus’s Apple, or anything else that’s infernally troublesome. But it may, and, notwithstanding their greatness, probably it will, be very consequential. In the meantime I must deny myself both Suffolk and Cambridge. The former, indeed, is the self-denial; for Cam. I had more at head than at heart. Besides, wishing to establish my Mastery of Arts by a little residence near them, I had a little reading and writing also in contemplation, near the walks locally—perlongo intervallo in every other sense—of old Erasmus.

‘I have been feeling really disappointed—at least, 96anxious—since I last wrote to you, when I mentioned that some unexpected business was preventing me from enjoying my planned trip. Relying on the enjoyment not just of three or four different people, but also of important figures who consider themselves notables, you won’t be surprised that this business has felt like Sisyphus’s stone, Ixion’s cloud, or Tantalus’s apple, or anything else that’s incredibly frustrating. But it could be, and despite their importance, it likely will be, very significant. In the meantime, I have to miss out on both Suffolk and Cambridge. The former is a sacrifice for sure; for Cambridge, I had more in mind than in heart. Plus, wanting to establish my Master’s degree with a bit of time spent near them, I was also planning a little reading and writing close to the local paths—perlongo break in every other sense—of the old Erasmus.

‘I should have been happy in being at Bradfield Hall; I long to hear my friend refute himself, to complain with good spirits, and to demonstrate, with much wit, that he was extremely dull. But I dare say you have too much genuine vivacity, as well as good taste, to enter much into the bastard sort of alacrity—the intoxicated bustle that rages in empty heads and full pockets, by Royal proclamation. I should not object if the cui bono? could be answered. But in the present desperate size of power and depopulation of spirit, so much and so expensive pains seem little better than a curious folly. If a man’s brains must be blown out, why need he gild his pocket pistol, much less purchase 97a great gun—unless it be a Scotch canonade, which, it must be confessed, will do the business, con amore, for England or Ireland?

‘I should have been happy to be at Bradfield Hall; I long to hear my friend contradict himself, to complain in good spirits, and to cleverly show that he was extremely dull. But I’m sure you have too much genuine energy, as well as good taste, to really engage in that fake kind of excitement—the frantic rush that comes from empty minds and full pockets, by Royal decree. I wouldn’t mind if the who benefits? could be answered. But in the current desperate state of power and spirit depopulation, all this expensive effort seems little better than a strange folly. If a man’s brains must be blown out, why should he gild his pocket pistol, let alone buy a big gun—unless it’s a Scotch canonade, which, it must be said, will do the job, with love, for England or Ireland?

‘Yours ever,
H. Boyd.’

I continued farming at Bradfield, and also reading and writing with much attention, as about this time I had formed the intention of delivering lectures on agriculture, and had prepared several. The original hint came from Mr. Wedderburn,[70] who persuaded me to persevere in this plan; but the lectures never took place. I was highly honoured by the commendation and partiality of a friend, Dr. Watson,[71] the celebrated Professor at Cambridge, afterwards Bishop of Llandaff, who wrote thus: ‘We owe to the agricultural societies, and to the patriotic exertions of one deserving citizen (Arthur Young, Esq.), the present flourishing condition of our husbandry’ (‘Chemical Mag.’ vol. 4).

I kept farming at Bradfield, while also focusing a lot on reading and writing, as during this time I had decided to give lectures on agriculture and had prepared several. The original idea came from Mr. Wedderburn,[70] who encouraged me to stick with this plan; however, the lectures never happened. I felt very honored by the praise and support of a friend, Dr. Watson,[71] the well-known Professor at Cambridge, who later became the Bishop of Llandaff, and he wrote: ‘We owe to the agricultural societies, and to the patriotic efforts of one deserving citizen (Arthur Young, Esq.), the current thriving state of our agriculture’ (‘Chemical Mag.’ vol. 4).

I find from an application of my friend, Arbuthnot, that the Bishop of Chester was at this time collecting materials for a work on population by the Rev. Mr. Howlett,[72] and had desired Arbuthnot to apply to me for assistance. I was myself meditating such a work, 98but complied with the request, and transmitted the collections I had made to the Bishop, who wrote me a most obliging letter.

I learned from my friend, Arbuthnot, that the Bishop of Chester was currently gathering information for a project on population by Rev. Mr. Howlett,[72] and had asked Arbuthnot to reach out to me for help. I was actually considering a similar project myself, 98 but I agreed to the request and sent the materials I had compiled to the Bishop, who wrote me a very kind letter.

‘Your facts are clear and decisive, and the conclusions you draw from them, unanswerable. The only difficulty I am apprehensive of is that as his work is now pretty far advanced, and is already larger than I could wish he will not be able to take in the whole of your papers, especially as I observe that he has in some part of his pamphlet fallen into the same train of reasoning as yourself. If, therefore, you would allow him to take only your two general tables of baptism before and after the Revolution, and the two more recent periods of thirty years each, which is the very method he has himself adopted, subjoining such of your observations as are the most important and are not in some measure anticipated by him, he will be most exceedingly obliged to you, and will, I am sure, be very ready to acknowledge in proper terms the sense he has of your goodness to him.’

‘Your facts are clear and decisive, and the conclusions you draw from them are unchallengeable. The only concern I have is that since his work is now fairly advanced and larger than I would prefer, he might not be able to grasp all of your papers, especially since I notice that he has followed a similar line of reasoning in part of his pamphlet. If you would allow him to take just your two general tables of baptism before and after the Revolution, as well as the two recent periods of thirty years each—which is the exact approach he has taken—adding only your most significant observations that he hasn't already covered, he would be extremely grateful to you. I am sure he would be ready to express his appreciation for your kindness towards him.’

I had also a sad letter from my friend Arbuthnot on his return from France, but it was written in so melancholy a strain on his own situation and that of his wife and family, that it has often made my heart ache to read it. By Lord Loughborough’s interest he got an appointment in Ireland under the Linen Board,[73] which carried him to that country, where he 99lived but a few years. I lost in him by far the most agreeable friend I was ever connected with.

I also received a sad letter from my friend Arbuthnot when he returned from France. It was written in such a sorrowful tone about his own situation and that of his wife and family that it often broke my heart to read it. Thanks to Lord Loughborough’s influence, he got a job in Ireland with the Linen Board,[73] which took him to that country, where he lived for only a few years. I lost the most enjoyable friend I have ever had in him.

At this time I was much engaged in making a variety of experiments in expelling gaseous fluids from specimens of soils, the results of which were afterwards published in ‘The Annals of Agriculture.’ As I met with some difficulties I wrote to Dr. Priestley, stating them, and begging information. He very liberally and politely answered all my enquiries, encouraging me to proceed with my trials, and I received several interesting letters from him.

At that time, I was deeply involved in conducting various experiments to remove gases from soil samples, and the results were later published in 'The Annals of Agriculture.' When I faced some challenges, I wrote to Dr. Priestley to explain my issues and ask for advice. He generously and kindly responded to all my questions, encouraging me to continue my experiments, and I received several fascinating letters from him.

‘Birmingham: Dec. 12, 1781.

‘Dear Sir,—If I had any remarks or hints respecting the subject of your experiments, I should certainly with much pleasure have communicated them long ago. I meant, indeed, to have made a few more experiments on the growth of plants in the course of the last summer, but the weather was so bad, and the sun shone so little, that I dropped the scheme. All I can do, therefore, in return for your facts, is to mention one that I have lately observed. I readily convert pure water into permanent air, by first combining it with quicklime, and then exposing it to a strong heat. The weight of the air is equal to the weight of water, and no part of the water is turned into steam in the process. During the whole of it, a glass velum, interposed between the retort and the recipient for the air, remains quite cool and dry. The air I procure in this manner is in part fixed air, but the bulk of it is such as a candle would hardly burn in it, but is such as I should imagine would be the best for plants, which would purify it and 100render it fit for respiration. And as this kind of air would be yielded in great abundance by volcanoes, from calcareous matter in the earth; such was perhaps the original atmosphere of this earth, which according to the Mosaick account (which you must allow me to respect) had plants before there were any land animals.

‘Dear Sir,—If I had any comments or suggestions regarding your experiments, I would have gladly shared them with you a long time ago. I actually planned to conduct a few more experiments on plant growth last summer, but the weather was so terrible and the sun shone so little that I abandoned the idea. All I can do in response to your facts is to mention one thing I’ve recently noticed. I can easily turn pure water into permanent air by first mixing it with quicklime and then exposing the mixture to intense heat. The weight of the air is equal to the weight of the water, and no part of the water turns into steam during the process. Throughout this, a glass barrier placed between the retort and the air receiver remains completely cool and dry. The air I produce this way consists partly of fixed air, but mostly it's the kind where a candle would hardly burn. However, I believe this air would be best for plants, which would purify it and make it suitable for breathing. And since this type of air would be produced in great amounts by volcanoes from the calcareous materials in the earth, it might have been the original atmosphere of our planet, which, according to the Mosaic account (which I hope you will allow me to respect), had plants before any land animals appeared.

‘This letter I fear is hardly worth sending you; your objects and mine are so very different, though now and then coinciding; but mine have seldom any practical uses, at least no immediate ones, whereas yours are highly and immediately beneficial. Wishing you the greatest success, and wishing you and all philosophers joy of the near prospect of peace,

‘This letter, I’m afraid, isn’t really worth sending you; our goals are so different, even if they sometimes align. However, mine rarely have practical applications, especially not immediate ones, while yours are very useful right away. I wish you the greatest success and hope you and all philosophers enjoy the upcoming peace.’

‘I am, yours sincerely,

J. Priestley.’

‘J. Priestley.’

This year’s memoranda: ‘Wrote “Emigration,” an ode.’

This year’s memoranda: ‘Wrote “Emigration,” a poem.’

In the autumn of this year I spent a month at Lowestoft, where the sea air and bathing agreed so well with me that I do not recollect in my life ever having spent a month with so continued a flow of high spirits, which received no slight addition by the society of a very handsome and most agreeable girl, whose name I have forgotten.[74]

In the fall of this year, I spent a month in Lowestoft, where the sea air and swimming suited me so well that I can’t remember ever having such a month filled with good spirits. My happiness was only heightened by the company of a very attractive and charming girl, whose name I've unfortunately forgotten.[74]

In a letter from Dr. Burney (of this year) he rallied 101me with much wit on my culture of the earth instead of the Muses. This friend of mine had a happy talent of rendering his letters lively and agreeable, indeed they were a picture of the man, for I never met with any person who had more decided talents for conversation, eminently seasoned with wit and humour, and these talents were so at command that he could exert them at will. He was remarkable for some sprightly story or witty bon mot just when he quitted a company, which seemed as much as to say, ‘There now, I have given you a dose which you may work upon in my absence.’ His society was greatly sought after by all classes, from the first nobility to the mere homme de lettres. He dressed expensively, always kept his carriage, and yet died worth about 15,000l., leaving a most capital library of curious books. His second wife was my wife’s sister, the handsome widow of a Mr. Allen, of Lynn, who in a short life in commerce made above 40,000l., leaving her a handsome fortune and her two daughters equally provided for.

In a letter from Dr. Burney this year, he playfully teased me about my focus on farming instead of the arts. This friend of mine had a knack for making his letters lively and enjoyable; they truly reflected his personality. I’ve never met anyone with such a clear talent for conversation, filled with wit and humor, and he could use those skills anytime he wanted. He was known for sharing a clever story or witty remark just as he was leaving a gathering, almost as if to say, ‘There you go, I’ve given you something to think about while I’m gone.’ People from all walks of life sought his company, from high-ranking nobles to ordinary writers. He dressed well, always had a carriage, and yet died with about £15,000 to his name, leaving behind a valuable library of interesting books. His second wife was my wife's sister, a beautiful widow of Mr. Allen from Lynn, who, during his short time in business, earned over £40,000, providing her with a nice fortune and ensuring her two daughters were well taken care of.

This year I had a controversy in the ‘Bury St. Edmunds News’ with Capel Lofft, Esq.,[75] on the proposal which originated with the Earl of Bristol,[76] for building a 74-gun ship and presenting it to the public. I wrote 102a paper in favour of this scheme, which so pleased Lord Bristol that he complimented me on my eloquent, spirited language, and he caused a numerous edition of it to be printed and given away. Lofft attacked the scheme as unconstitutional, I retorted, and a paper war ensued which lasted for some time, and was afterwards published. The Earl of Shelburne, at that time Minister, wrote several letters to Lord Bristol in which he appeared highly gratified by this plan. Capel Lofft at the conclusion of our controversy wrote to me a very polite letter, expressing his satisfaction that our names should be united in the same publication. These papers were read with much avidity, and established the Bury paper in which they were written, to the great emolument of the proprietor.

This year, I got into a debate in the ‘Bury St. Edmunds News’ with Capel Lofft, Esq.,[75] about a proposal from the Earl of Bristol,[76] to build a 74-gun ship and present it to the public. I wrote an article supporting this idea, which impressed Lord Bristol so much that he praised my passionate and eloquent writing, prompting him to have a large edition printed and distributed. Lofft criticized the plan as unconstitutional, I responded, and a series of exchanges followed that lasted for some time and were later published. The Earl of Shelburne, who was the Minister at that time, wrote several letters to Lord Bristol expressing his strong support for this plan. At the end of our debate, Capel Lofft sent me a very courteous letter, saying he was pleased that our names would appear together in the same publication. These articles were read eagerly and boosted the profile of the Bury paper where they were published, greatly benefiting the owner.

Prince Potemkin, the Russian Prime Minister, sent this year to England three young men consigned to the care of M. Smirnove, chaplain to the Russian Embassy, who requested that I would fix them in my immediate vicinity, in order that I might pay some attention to their progress and acquisitions. This I readily did, and took every means to have them well instructed in the English mode of cultivating land.[77]

Prince Potemkin, the Russian Prime Minister, sent three young men to England this year, placed in the care of M. Smirnove, the chaplain of the Russian Embassy, who asked me to keep them nearby so I could monitor their progress and learning. I gladly agreed and did everything possible to ensure they were well-taught in the English methods of farming.[77]

1782.—This year Mrs. Cousmaker, sister to my mother, died in her house at Bradfield. She was a 103maiden lady who never would marry, though she had several advantageous offers. She left me her house and two farms, and a long annuity in the funds of 150l. a year, which expired about fifteen years afterwards. She had 300l. per annum of three annuities, the whole of which had once been left to me, but being much offended with my wife she gave half of it to another person. She also left me her carriage and horses. She was a very religious character; the bequest in her will by which she left the farms to me was not expressed exactly according to her mind, and she therefore altered it with her own hand after executing the will. This vitiated the legacy, on consulting Lord Loughborough, and he had doubts upon the question; but upon taking the opinion of several great lawyers, they declared the legacy null, and that the estates lapsed to the heir of law. This was John Cousmaker, Esq., of Hackney, who very generously declared that he would not take advantage of the error, and desired that Joshua Sharpe, a celebrated solicitor, might draw up a deed, by which he might make good the intention, which was accordingly done. Such an instance of uncommon liberality deserves to be recorded for the credit of mankind.

1782.—This year, Mrs. Cousmaker, my mother's sister, passed away in her home in Bradfield. She was an unmarried woman who never married, despite having several good proposals. She left me her house, two farms, and a long-standing annual income from the funds of £150, which ended about fifteen years later. She had £300 a year from three annuities, all of which had once been left to me, but after having a disagreement with my wife, she decided to give half of it to someone else. She also left me her carriage and horses. She had a very religious nature; the provision in her will that bequeathed the farms to me wasn’t phrased exactly as she intended, so she changed it herself after the will was signed. This invalidated the legacy, and after consulting Lord Loughborough, he expressed some doubts about it; however, after seeking advice from several esteemed lawyers, they ruled the legacy void, and the estates passed to the legal heir. That heir was John Cousmaker, Esq., of Hackney, who very generously stated that he wouldn't take advantage of the mistake and requested that Joshua Sharpe, a well-known solicitor, draft a deed to fulfill her wishes, which was done. Such a remarkable act of generosity deserves to be noted for the good it reflects in humanity.

This year the Episcopal Earl of Bristol lived at Ickworth both summer and winter, and having very early called upon me after coming to the title and estate, a great intimacy took place between us; and Lord B. desired me to dine with him every Thursday, which I did through the whole year. Mr. Symonds, Professor of Modern History at Cambridge, Sir John 104Cullum,[78] author of the ‘History of Hawstead,’ a very learned antiquary, and the Rev. George Ashby, Rector of Barrow,[79] another antiquary, and a man of universal knowledge, who for many years wrote a multitude of papers in the ‘Gentleman’s Magazine,’ being constantly of the party. It was a trait in this nobleman’s character, which deserved something more than admiration, to select men distinguished for knowledge and ability as his companions.

This year, the Episcopal Earl of Bristol lived at Ickworth both summer and winter. After he took on the title and estate, he called on me very early, and we became quite close. Lord B. invited me to dinner with him every Thursday, which I attended throughout the whole year. Mr. Symonds, a Professor of Modern History at Cambridge, Sir John Cullum, the author of the ‘History of Hawstead’ and a highly knowledgeable antiquarian, and the Rev. George Ashby, Rector of Barrow, another antiquarian and a man of broad knowledge, who wrote numerous articles for the ‘Gentleman’s Magazine’ for many years, were always part of the gathering. It was a commendable quality in this nobleman to choose companions who were distinguished for their knowledge and talents.

Lord Bristol was one of the most extraordinary men I ever met with. He was a perfect original—dressed in classical adorning; he had lived much abroad, spoke all modern languages fluently, and had an uncommon vein of pleasantry and wit, which he greatly exerted, and without reserve, when in the company of a few select friends. When abroad, and for many years afterwards, he lived in a manner that was not very episcopal. He had been so long absent from Ireland that the Primate wrote him three letters of remonstrance, and the answer he sent him was to do up and send in three blue peas in a blue bladder. The old proverb symptomatic of contempt, ‘Oh! that is but three blue peas,’ &c., is well known. The Bishop removing, he could not be forced back, and remained where he was. In my life I never passed more agreeable days than these weekly dinners at Ickworth. The conversation was equally instructive and agreeable. This eccentric man built in Ireland a large and very 105expensive round house, on a plan as singular as himself; and, what was more extraordinary, a repetition of it at Ickworth. The shell of the body was finished and covered in; the wings scarcely begun, and nothing done towards completing the centre. Above 40,000l. was expended, and it would require much more than forty more to finish it on the original plan, after which it would be nearly uninhabitable. Lady Bristol used to call it a stupendous monument of folly; but the most extraordinary circumstance in relation to it was, that he began it while he disliked the spot, from the wetness of the soil, and would often tell me that he should never be such a fool as to build in so wet a situation. It was then generally imagined that as he must inherit Rushbrooke he would wait till that period, and if he built at all, would do it there. It was begun and carried on till the time of his death without his ever having seen it; and he often declared in letters that he never would set his foot in England till it was finished and furnished with all the vertu that he had collected in Italy. He never did set his foot in England again, for the shell of this fantastic building, and that of its still more extraordinary possessor, were finished at the same time, and my Lord left the whole, as if by design, a burthen to his son and successor, with whom he had been on the worst terms, and from whom he gave away by will the very furniture of the old habitable house at Ickworth. At the Thursday dinners I, of course, met all who were visitors to the family, among whom Lord B.’s uncle, General Hervey, was sometimes present. This was another uncommon character in 106some respects, but had not half the originality of his brother. He, too, was a most determined infidel, but had so far an expectation, not only of a future state, but also a kind of instinctive belief of the possibility of rewards and punishments, that acting happily for others, poor man, if not for himself, this half-faced belief made him one of the most charitable men living. His morning rides were generally amongst the poor of the neighbouring parishes, amongst whom he distributed clothing, food, and bedding, with money to take them out of difficulties, in a spirit of liberality rarely equalled, and gave away during a long course of years more in charity than thousands who had ten times his fortune. This instance may excite a reflection upon the weakness of judging a man’s religion only by his works; for surely it would be a strange absurdity to take the measure of piety in the heart by any circumstance of the conduct which would be emulated or surpassed by an infidel. But what is charity when the right motive is wanting?

Lord Bristol was one of the most remarkable people I ever met. He was a true original—dressed in classic styles; he had spent a lot of time abroad, spoke all modern languages fluently, and had a unique sense of humor and wit, which he freely expressed when with a few close friends. While abroad, and for many years afterward, he lived in a way that was anything but episcopal. He had been away from Ireland for so long that the Primate wrote him three letters suggesting he return, and his reply was to pack up and send three blue peas in a blue bladder. The old saying that implies contempt, "Oh! that is just three blue peas," is well known. When the Bishop moved, he couldn't be forced to come back and stayed where he was. In my life, I never had more enjoyable days than those weekly dinners at Ickworth. The conversation was both informative and enjoyable. This eccentric man built a large and very expensive round house in Ireland, designed as uniquely as he was; and, even more surprisingly, he repeated the design in Ickworth. The outer shell was completed and covered; the wings were hardly started, and nothing was done to finish the center. Over 40,000 pounds were spent, and it would take much more than forty times that to complete it according to the original design, after which it would be nearly uninhabitable. Lady Bristol referred to it as a colossal monument of foolishness; but the most unusual part was that he started it while he disliked the location due to the wet soil, often telling me he would never be such a fool as to build in such a damp area. It was generally thought that since he was set to inherit Rushbrooke, he would wait and build there if he decided to at all. The construction continued until his death without him ever seeing it; he declared in letters that he would never set foot in England until it was finished and furnished with all the treasures he collected in Italy. He never returned to England, as the shell of this peculiar building and that of its even more peculiar owner were completed simultaneously, and my Lord left everything, seemingly on purpose, a burden to his son and successor, with whom he had been on poor terms, and from whom he bequeathed the furniture of the old habitable house at Ickworth. At the Thursday dinners, I naturally met all the visitors to the family, including Lord Bristol's uncle, General Hervey, who was sometimes present. He was another unusual character in some ways, but he didn’t have half the originality of his brother. He too was a determined skeptic, yet held an expectation of a future existence and a kind of instinctive belief in the possibility of rewards and punishments, which led him to act kindly for others, poor man, if not for himself; this half-hearted belief made him one of the most charitable people alive. His morning rides often took him among the poor in neighboring parishes, where he distributed clothing, food, and bedding, along with money to help them out of hardships, in a spirit of generosity rarely matched, and over the years he gave away more in charity than thousands who had ten times his wealth. This situation may prompt a reflection on the folly of judging a person’s faith solely by their actions; after all, it would be a strange absurdity to gauge the piety in one’s heart by any behavior that could be matched or exceeded by an unbeliever. But what is charity when the right intent is missing?

In my library[80] is a complete edition of Rousseau’s works, given me by the Earl of Bristol.

In my library[80] is a complete edition of Rousseau’s works, which was given to me by the Earl of Bristol.

About this time my friend, the Rev. Mr. Valpy,[81] who had for some time been Usher at the Grammar School of Bury St. Edmunds, was elected master of that at Reading, and a correspondence commenced which lasted many years. He was a most learned, ingenious and agreeable man, in so much that I greatly regretted 107his departure, feeling most sensibly the loss of his society. I have been occasionally connected with him since, and shall always hold him in great estimation for his learning, his talents, and sincerity of friendship. My son was under his tuition for some years. In the following letter my brother describes the state of this nation, which he thinks miserably bad:—

About this time, my friend, the Rev. Mr. Valpy, [81] who had been the Usher at the Grammar School of Bury St. Edmunds for a while, got elected as the master of the school in Reading, and we started a correspondence that lasted many years. He was a very learned, clever, and pleasant man, so much so that I really regretted his departure, feeling the loss of his company deeply. I have occasionally stayed in touch with him since and will always regard him highly for his knowledge, skills, and genuine friendship. My son was under his care for several years. In the following letter, my brother discusses the state of the nation, which he thinks is in a terrible situation:—

‘Eton College: Oct. 31, 1782.

‘Dear Arthur,—I wrote to you three days ago, and yesterday I received yours, complaining that I write no politicks. If you can, I cannot think of them with any degree of patience. We are a ruined people, tearing ourselves to pieces, everyone thinking of his party and himself, and no one caring for the publick, and that is the truth whatever you may hear or read. There is not a blockhead in England, who can only read and write and some who can only sign their names, of whom I could give you instances, who does not think himself qualified to new model the constitution. All true regard for liberty, and law, and a free government is gone, and there seems to be a general resolution not to be governed at all, which must end in despotism. We have no Ministry, nor do I see how we can have any. The whole summer has been spent in enlisting recruits against the winter. The friends of the old Ministry give out that Lord North has the decisive votes, which I think may be true. He was very lately unengaged, and, I am glad to hear, has declared positively against all innovations. For I am sure there is neither honesty, nor knowledge, 108nor abilities in this generation, to be trusted with altering our constitution. There are but two modes of governing—by power, or by influence. I desire to be governed by influence, but not that the influence may be so great as to be equivalent to power. I think that the Bill,[82] taking away the votes of the Revenue officers, will have great effect if ever executed, and am against proceeding further till I see the consequences of that Bill. I would annihilate the enormous plates in the Exchequer, but that would not much affect the influence of the Crown. As to increasing the Navy—what do you mean? Can you possibly increase your Navy without increasing the number of your seamen? And can you increase them without increasing your trade? You have already more ships than you can man. When your silly Suffolk scheme of building a ship was first mentioned to Lord Keppel, he said: If they could find him seamen he should be obliged to them, for he had ten more ships ready if he had seamen to put into them. We have got into one of those stupid wars which the Tories have always clamoured for, a naval war with France, without any land war in which our men might die in German ditches; we pay no subsidies to German princes for defending themselves, and you see how it has succeeded. The French having no diversion of their wealth to a land war are superior at sea, as any man of common sense might have foreseen. If your Suffolk gentry would take care 109of their own duty and suppress the smuggling on their coast, it would be well. The Parliament will supply Government with money, levied equally on the subject, to build ships as they are wanted; and Government is by common law armed with power to avail itself of every seaman in the country; and that is the only just and equitable way of providing a Navy.

‘Dear Arthur,—I wrote to you three days ago, and yesterday I got your letter complaining that I don't discuss politics. If you can, I can't think about them patiently. We are a broken people, tearing each other apart, with everyone focused on their party and themselves, and no one caring about the public good, and that's the truth regardless of what you hear or read. There isn't a fool in England, who can only read and write, and some who can only sign their names, of whom I could give you examples, who doesn't think they're qualified to redesign the constitution. All genuine respect for liberty, law, and a free government is gone, and it seems like there's a general decision not to be governed at all, which will lead to tyranny. We have no Ministry, and I don’t see how we can have one. The whole summer has been spent recruiting for the winter. The supporters of the old Ministry claim that Lord North has the crucial votes, which I think might be true. He was very recently unengaged, and I’m glad to hear he has declared firmly against all changes. For I’m sure there is neither honesty, nor knowledge, nor ability in this generation to be trusted with changing our constitution. There are only two ways to govern—by power or by influence. I prefer to be governed by influence, but not to such an extent that it becomes equivalent to power. I think that the Bill, [82] which removes the votes of the Revenue officers, will have a significant impact if ever enforced, and I oppose any further action until I see the effects of that Bill. I would eliminate the enormous debts in the Exchequer, but that wouldn’t significantly affect the Crown’s influence. As for increasing the Navy—what do you mean? Can you possibly increase your Navy without increasing the number of sailors? And can you increase them without expanding your trade? You already have more ships than you can crew. When your ridiculous Suffolk plan to build a ship was first mentioned to Lord Keppel, he said: If they could find him sailors he would be grateful, because he had ten more ships ready if he had sailors to put on them. We’ve gotten into one of those pointless wars which the Tories have always cried for—a naval war with France—without any land war where our men might die in German ditches; we pay no subsidies to German princes for defending themselves, and you see how that’s turned out. The French, with no diversion of their wealth to a land war, are superior at sea, as any person with common sense could have predicted. If your Suffolk gentry would take care of their own responsibilities and stop the smuggling on their coast, that would help. Parliament will provide the Government with money, collected equally from the populace, to build ships as needed; and the Government is legally empowered to utilize every sailor in the country; and that is the only fair and just way to maintain a Navy.

‘I shall be in town next month, and will call on our Aunt Ingoldsby. I am sorry to hear that my mother’s memory fails so fast; it frightens me out of my wits every time I forget anything.

‘I’ll be in town next month and will visit our Aunt Ingoldsby. I’m sorry to hear that my mother’s memory is declining so quickly; it freaks me out every time I forget something.

‘Yours very affectionately,
J. Young.’
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CHAPTER VI

FIRST GLIMPSE OF FRANCE, 1783-1785

Birth of Bobbin—Ice baths—‘The Annals of Agriculture’—A group of friends—Lazowski—First glimpse of France—Death of my mother—The Bishop of Derry—Fishing parties—Rainham.

Birth of Bobbin—Ice baths—‘The Annals of Agriculture’—A group of friends—Lazowski—First glimpse of France—Death of my mother—The Bishop of Derry—Fishing trips—Rainham.

On May 5 of this year my dear Bobbin was born.[83] I passed the year at Bradfield, and was much in the society of many neighbouring gentlemen. At this time I was a desperate bather, going into the water every morning at four o’clock each winter, and with or without the obstruction of a thick coat of ice, having often to break it before I could bathe. All my friends much condemned the practice, and assured me that I should kill myself, but it became so habitual that their prophecies were vain. As soon as I was out of bed I continued my favourite practice, walking about two hundred yards to a bath I had constructed, and plunging in, notwithstanding the inclemency of the weather.

On May 5 of this year, my dear Bobbin was born.[83] I spent the year at Bradfield and often hung out with many local gentlemen. At that time, I was really into swimming, going into the water every morning at four o’clock throughout the winter. Whether or not there was a thick layer of ice, I often had to break it before I could bathe. My friends strongly disapproved of this habit and warned me that I would end up harming myself, but it became so routine that their warnings were pointless. As soon as I got out of bed, I continued my favorite routine, walking about two hundred yards to the bath I had built and jumping in, regardless of the harsh weather.

I had this year a severe fever, which occasioned several of my friends, with all the acrimony that a departure from the usual modes of life occasions, 111strongly to dissuade me from persisting in my scheme. I myself was firmly persuaded that it was not, as they declared, the cause of my illness, and therefore when I was perfectly recovered resumed the practice, which I continued for many years; and I once at Petworth, at Lord Egremont’s, went into the bath at four in the morning, when the thermometer was below zero. Upon coming out, walked into the shrubbery, and rolled myself in the snow as an experiment to see the effect on my body; it had none, except that of increasing strength and activity, and was not at all disagreeable.

This year, I had a severe fever, which led several of my friends, with the usual fuss that comes from changing daily routines, 111 to strongly advise me against continuing with my plans. I was convinced that it wasn’t, as they claimed, the reason for my illness, so when I fully recovered, I went back to my routine, which I maintained for many years. Once at Petworth, at Lord Egremont’s, I went into the bath at four in the morning when the temperature was below zero. After coming out, I walked into the shrubbery and rolled in the snow as an experiment to see how it would affect my body; it had no negative impact, except to increase my strength and energy, and it wasn't unpleasant at all.

In January commenced one of the greatest speculations in my life—the publication of ‘The Annals of Agriculture.’ I had long meditated such a work, and corresponded upon it with Mr. Whyman Baker, of Ireland, who had promised communications. The plan which first suggested itself was peculiar, and to the exclusion of all private profit—with a constant publication of the printing and publishing accounts—but the booksellers applied to, rejected the idea, and the work appeared monthly, with very indifferent success, for about a twelvemonth. The correspondence being highly respectable, and no papers inserted without the name and place of abode of the writer, it rose gradually to the support of itself, and after a time enabled me to insert a great number of plates. It would have proved a very profitable publication but for the many numbers which were obliged to be reprinted. Printing only 500 afterwards occasioned reprinting another 500, still a third 500. This created so large an expense that it swallowed up everything that wore the resemblance 112of profit, and many years afterwards I continued reprinting various numbers for the sole object of completing sets; this formed a back current; which carried away what would have been profit. It may be added that many of those papers written by myself, forming perhaps a third or fourth of the whole work, may be reckoned among my most valuable productions, and have received the sanction of approbation, by being translated into several foreign languages. It is an anecdote which cannot be generally known, that two very able letters, which came under the name of Robinson, the King’s shepherd at Windsor, were really the production of his Majesty’s own pen, describing what he had long been intimately acquainted with, the husbandry of Mr. Ducket. The King took in two sets of the work, one of which he regularly sent to that farmer; and in the interview which I had with his Majesty upon the terrace of Windsor, the first word the King said to me was: ‘Mr. Y., I consider myself as more obliged to you than to any other man in my dominions,’ and the Queen told me that they never travelled without my ‘Annals’ in the carriage. Lord Fife informed me that he himself always had the ‘Annals’ sent him the moment they were published, but still he always found that the King was beforehand with him, for upon the first of the month, while the number was unopened upon his table, riding out and meeting his Majesty, he at once spoke to him on a paper of his own (Lord Fife’s) in that number, showing that he had read the whole before it had met the eye of the author.

In January, one of the biggest projects of my life kicked off—the publication of 'The Annals of Agriculture.' I had been planning this work for a long time and had been in touch with Mr. Whyman Baker from Ireland, who had promised to contribute. The initial idea I came up with was unique and excluded any personal profit, with regular updates on the printing and publishing costs. However, the booksellers I approached shot down the idea, and the work ended up being published monthly, with pretty mediocre success, for about a year. The correspondence was quite respectable, and no papers were published without the author's name and location, which helped it gradually sustain itself and eventually allowed me to include a lot of illustrations. It could have been a very profitable publication if not for the numerous issues that had to be reprinted. Printing just 500 copies led to the need for another 500, and then yet another 500. This created such a huge expense that it consumed all potential profits, and many years later I was still reprinting various issues just to complete sets; this backlog ate into what could have been profit. It's worth mentioning that many of the papers I wrote myself, which make up perhaps a third or fourth of the entire work, are among my most valuable contributions, having been translated into several foreign languages. There's an interesting story that isn't widely known: two very well-crafted letters attributed to Robinson, the King’s shepherd at Windsor, were actually written by the King himself, detailing what he knew well—the farming practices of Mr. Ducket. The King subscribed to two copies of the work, sending one regularly to that farmer. When I met with His Majesty on the terrace at Windsor, his first words to me were: ‘Mr. Y., I feel more indebted to you than to any other person in my realms,’ and the Queen mentioned that they never traveled without my 'Annals' in their carriage. Lord Fife told me that he always had the 'Annals' sent to him as soon as they were published, but he often found that the King was ahead of him. On the first of the month, while the new issue was still unopened on his desk, he would ride out and meet His Majesty, who would immediately discuss one of Lord Fife's own papers in that issue, indicating that he had read everything before it had even reached the author's eyes.

113Among the letters I received this year the following may be particularly noted:—

113Among the letters I received this year, the following stand out:—

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‘Londonderry: April 23,1783.

‘A thousand thanks to you, my dear friend, for your recollection of me at so many miles’ distance, and for your summary Gazette of the present miscellaneous state of our neighbours, but no thanks at all to you for wishing me back to the foggy, fenny atmosphere of Ickworth, in preference to the exhilarating and invigorating air, or rather ether, of the Downhill. When you are vapid, if ever those pétillant spirits of yours are so, come and imbibe some fixed or unfixed air at the Downhill, where a tree is no longer a rarity, since above 200,000 have this winter been planted in the glens round my house; come and enjoy the rapidity and the success with which I have converted sixty acres of moor, by the medium of two hundred spades, into a green carpet, sprinkled with white clover. Am I not an adept in national dialect? Come and enjoy some mountain converted into arable, and grouse metamorphosed without a miracle, into men; come and teach a willing disciple and an affectionate friend how to finish a work he is barely able to begin.

A thousand thanks to you, my dear friend, for thinking of me from so far away and for your update on our neighbors’ current situation, but no thanks at all for wanting me back in the foggy, marshy atmosphere of Ickworth instead of the refreshing and energizing air—or rather, the atmosphere—of the Downhill. When you’re feeling flat, if your sparkling spirits ever dip, come and take in some fresh air at the Downhill, where trees are no longer a rarity; over 200,000 have been planted in the hills around my house this winter. Come and enjoy the speed and success with which I’ve transformed sixty acres of moorland, using two hundred spades, into a green carpet sprinkled with white clover. Am I not skilled in national dialect? Come and see some mountain turned into farmland, and grouse transformed—without a miracle—into men; come and teach a willing student and a devoted friend how to finish a task he’s barely able to start.

‘In all my leases to the tenants of the See, I have providently, and with a long forecast, made a reservation to myself of all the bog and mountain lands deemed unprofitable. Well, these I am enabled by statute to grant in trust for myself during sixty-one years. Now is the moment to execute this great purpose; the 114reserved acres amount to several thousands, and upon one mountain only I have received proposals for building 200 cabbins (cabins); the limestone is at the bottom of the hill, and the turf at the top. What gold may not this chemistry produce, and who do you think would himself submit to vegetate at Ickworth whilst he can direct such a laboratory at the Downhill?

‘In all my leases to the tenants of the See, I have wisely, and with careful planning, kept for myself all the bog and mountain lands considered not profitable. Well, I can now legally grant these lands in trust for myself for sixty-one years. Now is the time to carry out this great plan; the 114reserved acres total several thousands, and I have received proposals for building 200 cabins on just one mountain; the limestone is at the bottom of the hill, and the turf at the top. What wealth could this combination produce, and who would want to stay at Ickworth when he can manage such a project at the Downhill?

‘Can Ashby crawl—Quantum mutatus ab illo? I shall next expect to hear of Arthur’s creeping. Mure I knew always to be a prince in his ideas; I am glad to hear he is able to be so in his works. Cullum can dignify any subject, and interest his reader in the most insignificant, so I conclude we all read even his Hawstead Antiquities with pleasure and instruction. But what is Symonds[84] about? not six yards round I hope like Falstaff—l.[85] Pray ramble once more to Ireland either by the proxy of a letter or in person. You will ever be welcome to your affectionate friend,

‘Can Ashby crawl—Quantum has changed since then? I’m expecting to hear about Arthur’s crawling next. I’ve always known Mure to be a genius in his ideas; I’m glad to hear he’s applying that to his work. Cullum can make any topic sound important and keep his readers engaged, so I assume we all enjoy reading even his Hawstead Antiquities with pleasure and insight. But what’s Symonds[84] up to? I hope not just six yards around like Falstaff—l.[85] Please make another trip to Ireland, whether through a letter or in person. You will always be welcome to your caring friend,

Bristol.’

This year Arthur Young, an American prisoner, wrote to me asking charity; it deserves to be mentioned that in a book called ‘England’s Black Tribunal’[86] there is a list of emigrants to America in the seventeenth century, at the head of whom stands the name of Arthur 115Young. The following letters are from James Barry,[87] the celebrated painter. This was a very singular character. I sat to him for the portrait which he inserted in his famous painting for the decoration of the Society’s room.[88] I met him often at Dr. Burney’s, and always found him to abound with original observations, which marked a character peculiarly his own. He always seemed to me to be proud of his poverty.

This year, Arthur Young, an American prisoner, wrote to me asking for help. It's worth mentioning that in a book called ‘England’s Black Tribunal’[86] there is a list of emigrants to America in the seventeenth century, and at the top of that list is the name Arthur Young. The following letters are from James Barry,[87] the famous painter. He was quite a unique individual. I sat for him for the portrait that he included in his well-known painting for the Society’s room.[88] I often ran into him at Dr. Burney’s, and I always found him full of original thoughts that highlighted his distinctive character. He always seemed proud of his poverty.

‘Adelphi: April 1783.

‘Dear Sir,—I am very much obliged to you for your kind letter, and hope your goodness will make every allowance for my not having answered it sooner, but of all things I hate writing at any time, more particularly at present, when I had resolved to allow myself some days’ Sabbath, to the utter exclusion of all manner of labour, even of that which was most agreeable to me. I shall be sincerely obliged to you for your corrected copy of my account of the pictures,[89] and the freer and the more extensive your strictures are the more thankful I shall be; whatever is for use shall be adopted, and I will further promise you that whatever may not be to the purpose shall be thrown aside with as little reluctance as if I had written it myself. I expect to find you on a wrong scent in what you call my violence, which you may think has been carried too far, and I shall have a pleasure in setting you right as 116to that matter the first time we meet. You will find nothing has arisen from resentment, nothing from a desire of retaliating, nothing from paltry, interested views; such motives, though I might be inclined to make allowance for them in others, I should reprobate in myself. It appeared to me a bounden duty to point out for the common good whatever I could discover of those quicksands, shoals, and rocks that obstruct and endanger our viaggiatori in the belle arti, and I am confident that the arts and the reputation of the country will receive essential service, whenever this chart (of which I have made but a rude sketch) shall be perfected by some man of more information and better abilities (though perhaps not of more love for truth, for the public and for science) and of penetration, energy, vivacity and perspicuity, to treat this matter as it deserves.

Dear Sir, Thank you very much for your kind letter. I hope you can understand why I haven't replied sooner. Honestly, I dislike writing anytime, but especially now, as I've decided to take a few days off from all work, even the stuff I enjoy. I would sincerely appreciate your corrected copy of my account of the pictures,[89] and the more detailed and extensive your feedback is, the more grateful I will be. I’ll adopt anything that's useful, and I promise that anything that doesn’t fit will be discarded just as easily as if I had written it myself. I anticipate that you may be mistaken about what you refer to as my violence, which you think has been carried too far, and I look forward to clarifying that the next time we meet. You’ll find that nothing in my views has originated from resentment, a desire for revenge, or any selfish motives; even if I might forgive such motives in others, I would never accept them in myself. I believe it is my duty to highlight for everyone's benefit the pitfalls, hazards, and obstacles that hinder and threaten our travelers in the fine arts. I am confident that the arts and our country's reputation will greatly benefit whenever this outline (which I've only roughly sketched) is completed by someone with more knowledge and skill (though perhaps not more love for truth, the public, and science), as well as the insight, energy, enthusiasm, and clarity needed to address this matter properly.

‘Though I don’t wish to hurry you, yet I hope your copy will come soon; I accept your terms, or rather I insist upon them, but do not content yourself with what you may have written in the margin, in which, upon this occasion, I am sorry to believe you must be straitened for want of room; however, you can stick papers between the leaves, and in charity spare not the rod, as it may save the child. I have on all hands got more praise than I well know what to do with, and something else may now be more profitable to me.

‘Though I don't want to rush you, I hope your copy will arrive soon; I accept your terms, or rather I insist on them, but don’t settle for what you may have written in the margin, as I believe you're short on space this time. However, you can insert papers between the leaves, and don't hold back, as it might be beneficial. I've received more praise than I know what to do with, and something else might now be more useful to me.

‘In what you say of yourself I feel for the country—the loss is theirs, not yours. God Almighty has so ordered matters in this world that it is praiseworthy 117and honourable when genius and abilities will struggle to exert themselves for the service of others; it was for this end they were given, and with the consciousness of these honest and dutiful endeavours such men must be contented, and, indeed, ought to be happy, as no more can depend upon themselves. Others are to be accountable, and to receive glory or infamy for what is done on their part in the assistance or the obstruction they may have flung in the way. Farewell!

‘What you say about yourself makes me feel for the country—the loss is theirs, not yours. God has arranged things in this world so that it’s commendable and honorable when talent and ability strive to serve others; that’s the purpose for which they were given. Understanding these honest and dutiful efforts, those individuals should find contentment and, in fact, should be happy, as nothing more can be expected from them. Others are responsible for the outcomes, whether they bring praise or shame for what they contribute, whether in support or in hindrance. Goodbye!

‘Yours most affectionately,
J. Barry.’
‘Adelphi: July 1783.

‘Dear Sir,—I am delighted with your account of Ireland, ’tis wise, candid, bold, exceedingly humane, and just what the nature of the case required. I have long been sick at heart of the timid, trimming, mistakingly prudent, and palliating conduct of those writers who have been hitherto quacking and dabbling with the sores and miseries of that country, and was without the least hope of ever seeing this matter undertaken by any man of such sufficient courage, philanthropy, or charity (which are indeed but different points of view of the same virtue), as might obtain for us a fair, open and entire exposition of this unexampled and very melancholy case. Judge, then, what a pleasure I am receiving in the perusal of your book. You have, I find, probed the evil to the bottom, and left me without a wish. The men of Ireland are surely much indebted to you, and will, I trust, one day acknowledge it, but for the present you must have 118patience and ought to bear with them, as the illiberality or meanness you may justly complain of may fairly be ascribed to an unhappy combination of circumstances, owing principally to the tyrannical monopolising disposition and rascally interference of your own forefathers, who had with the most abominable and diabolical policy employed their whole skill and power utterly to erase from the minds of Irishmen all those noble and generous feelings which were incompatible with a servile and enslaved condition, and which ultimately estranged them from the exercise of even the ordinary vulgar virtues.

Dear Sir, — I’m thrilled with your account of Ireland; it’s wise, candid, bold, extremely humane, and exactly what was needed. I’ve long been disheartened by the timid, compromising, and overly cautious approach of those writers who have previously been tiptoeing around the hardships and suffering in that country. I had lost all hope of seeing someone with enough courage, compassion, or generosity—essentially different sides of the same virtue—take on this matter and provide us with a fair, open, and complete examination of this unparalleled and deeply tragic situation. So, you can imagine how pleased I am while reading your book. You have, it seems, gotten to the root of the problem, leaving me with no further wishes. The people of Ireland definitely owe you a great deal and I hope they will recognize it someday. For now, though, you must be patient and understand that the unfairness or stinginess you might justly criticize can be largely attributed to an unfortunate mix of circumstances, primarily caused by the oppressive, monopolizing tendencies and deceitful interference of your own ancestors, who, with the most reprehensible and malicious intentions, used all their skill and power to completely erase from the minds of the Irish all those noble and generous feelings that were incompatible with a subservient and enslaved existence, ultimately distancing them from even basic, ordinary virtues.

‘In situations where men are divided into large bodies of tyrants and slaves, little good is to be expected. Their vices may differ, but they are all equally remote from virtue, truth, justice, gratitude, the love of excellence, or any other of those qualities which constitute the real dignity of human nature. Those who are attached to no country or description of men, but for the ends and furtherance of humanity, by equal justice and happiness, will with me rejoice and give Almighty God thanks for the dissolution of whatever has hitherto obstructed the growth and spreading of virtue, and for that just sense of the human dignity which is now diffusing itself so extensively in Ireland, and gives fair prospect of a plentiful harvest (in due season) of those other virtues which, though but thinly scattered in England, are at present, I fear, in vain to be sought for anywhere else.

‘In situations where people are divided into large groups of oppressors and the oppressed, not much good can be expected. Their faults may be different, but they are all equally far from virtue, truth, justice, gratitude, the love of excellence, or any of those qualities that define the true dignity of human nature. Those who are loyal to no country or specific group of people, but instead support the advancement of humanity through equal justice and happiness, will join me in celebrating and giving thanks to Almighty God for the ending of whatever has previously hindered the growth and spread of virtue. We also appreciate the strong sense of human dignity that is now spreading widely in Ireland, which offers a hopeful outlook for a plentiful harvest (in due time) of those other virtues that, although they are only sparsely found in England, are, at the moment, I fear, nowhere else to be sought.

‘Yours most affectionately,
James Barry.’

119At this period commenced a most agreeable acquaintance with a French gentleman who came to Bury, and I must dilate a little on the origin of his journey. The Duke of Liancourt[90] was Colonel of a French regiment, the quarters of which were at Pont à Mousson, in Lorraine, to which he went every year, according to the regulations of the French army. At that place he accidentally met Monsieur de Lazowski,[91] son of a Pole, who came to Lorraine with King Stanislas. The Duke was so struck with his manner and conversation that he resolved to cultivate his acquaintance. About that time he was in want of a tutor for his two sons—not for the common purposes of education, but to travel with them. He accordingly engaged Lazowski to make the tour of France with these lads, the Count de la Rochefoucault and the Count Alexander de la Rochefoucault. The Duke thought it an important part of education to become well acquainted with their own country. During two years they travelled over the greatest part of the 120kingdom on horseback. The Duke was so well pleased with the conduct of Lazowski on this journey that, having determined to send his sons to England in order to acquire the language of that country, and, generally, in compliance with the Anglomania which then reigned in France, he continued Lazowski in his situation and sent them all three to England. Among other objects in France, Lazowski had given some attention to agriculture, particularly in its connection with political economy. On his arrival in London he made enquiry who could most probably give him information relative to agriculture, manufactures, commerce and other national objects. Among others I was named to him by some person who was so partial in his representations that he at once determined to fix at Bury for a short time, which he understood was the nearest town to my country residence. He and the two young men went to the Angel Inn, from thence hired convenient apartments, and enquired where I resided. At that time I was absent, and Mr. Symonds, understanding that two young men of fashion from France were at Bury, introduced himself and showed them various civilities, and when I returned brought them over to Bradfield. From that time a friendship between me and Lazowski commenced, and lasted till the death of the latter. He was about forty years of age, and in every respect a most agreeable companion. He soon made rapid progress in the English language, which he spoke not only with fluency, but often with extreme wittiness. There was not in his mind any strong predominant cast; but 121the grace and facility of his manner, with suavity of temper, made him a great favourite, and being also highly elegant and refined, he often produced impressions which were not easily effaced. From his general conversation in mixed society it was not readily concluded that he could or would attend with great industry and perseverance to objects of importance. But this would have been erroneous, for he exerted the greatest industry in making himself a master of all those circumstances which mark the basis of national prosperity, and he formed in his own mind a very correct comparison of the resources both of Britain and France. He often expressed to me much surprise at what he thought on this subject in England, and declared that the ignorance of the French relative to their great rival was most profound. The Duke of Liancourt was highly gratified by his correspondence, and after he had resided some time, first at Bury and afterwards with Mr. Symonds, he was directed to take the young men a tour through England and Scotland, which he did. The Duke himself came over on a visit to Symonds while his sons and their tutor were in the house. Soon after his arrival in England, hearing that there were such carriages at Bury as were called buggies, and desiring to make use of all sorts, he ordered one to be hired to convey him and Lazowski to Bradfield. On its coming to the door, Lazowski perceiving that, though it was drawn by one horse only, it ran upon the quarter,[92] he would have persuaded 122the Duke not to attempt driving, as it would be 20 to 1 that he would overthrow it; but the Duke, full of presumption, held such prudential advice in contempt, and, whipping away, had not gone half a mile in a cross road before he overturned the carriage, and in the fall dislocated his shoulder. The Duke was conveyed to Symonds. Lazowski instantly rode off to inform me of the accident, and the Duke expressed no more desire to drive carriages he had never seen. Lazowski’s connection with the Duke was not put an end to when the education of his sons was finished; he was so useful that he continued his salary and an apartment in the Hôtel de la Rochefoucauld, Paris, and I often admired the independent spirit with which he lived in the family. A dinner did not often pass without an argument between him and the Duke, which was carried on with a great deal of heat on both sides. On such occasions Lazowski never gave up the shadow of an opinion, and being gifted with more natural fluency than the Duke, he had usually the better of the argument. This was equally to the credit of both. His employment was chiefly drawing up memorials upon political subjects for the Duke’s information, who was a vain man, and, without doubt, figured in conversation by this subsidiary assistance. His vanity appeared in one circumstance in which he attempted much more than he could perform. While he was in the bath, or dressing by his valet de chambre, he had three secretaries, to whom he pretended to dictate at the same time. One of them told Lazowski that it was scarcely credible how they were fatigued 123by his incessant blunders. Yet in France, perhaps, this very attempt gave a sort of reputation. It was suspected that he merely attempted this in imitation of Cæsar, who did the same thing, but in a very different manner, it is presumed, from the D. de Liancourt. With a view similar to that of retaining Lazowski, he gave an apartment to Jarré, an officer who had long been in the Russian service, and afterwards became famous for burning the suburbs of Courtray. He was well known in England as General Jarré, and placed at the head of the Military Asylum at Wycombe. While I was in France, M. Jarré published an octavo volume under the title of ‘Crédit National,’ a whimsical work, in which the arguments were very ill supported. Lazowski always showed me great friendliness, and I returned it with great constancy and truth. Among all the men I met with in France, attached to the higher classes or constituting them, all were infidels, and poor Lazowski of the number. He never lost himself so completely as when he entered into an argument upon the truth of Christianity with the Bishop of Llandaff, for, though civilly done, the Bishop ground him to powder. The latter, of course, thought him nothing but a frothy Frenchman, like most of his countrymen, with Voltaire in his head and the devil in his heart, all of whom would have talked the same language had they had the same opportunity. Before Lazowski and his pupils had learnt English, Symonds took them to Cambridge, and introduced them to the Bishop, who, understanding that the young men were of high rank in France, and knowing that 124he spoke French himself with difficulty, put on his canonicals to receive his foreign guests, and, entering the room with a most stately air, addressed them all in Latin, hinting to Symonds the propriety, as Latin was the language of that learned University, and, therefore, in using it he was classically right. The Frenchmen, of course, replied with plenty of bows and grimaces to every learned sentence rolled out in most majestic tone from the Bishop’s mouth, but giving no other answer. The Bishop was at last compelled to address them in his broken French: ‘Latin, gentlemen, is our language here, but perhaps you had rather I should speak in bad French than not use that language at all!’ and then relaxing his episcopal dignity, he conversed with them at ease and quieted their ruffled spirits.

119During this time, I began an enjoyable friendship with a French gentleman who came to Bury, and I should elaborate a bit on how his journey began. The Duke of Liancourt[90] was the Colonel of a French regiment stationed at Pont à Mousson in Lorraine, which he visited every year, as required by the French army. There, he met Monsieur de Lazowski,[91] the son of a Pole who had come to Lorraine with King Stanislas. The Duke was so impressed by his demeanor and conversation that he decided to pursue a friendship with him. Around that time, he was looking for a tutor for his two sons—not for standard education, but to travel with them. He hired Lazowski to tour France with his sons, Count de la Rochefoucault and Count Alexander de la Rochefoucault. The Duke believed that getting to know their own country was an essential part of their education. For two years, they traveled across most of the kingdom on horseback. The Duke was so pleased with Lazowski’s conduct during this journey that when he decided to send his sons to England to learn the language, and to generally indulge in the Anglomania that was then popular in France, he kept Lazowski on and sent all three of them to England. Lazowski had also taken an interest in agriculture in connection with political economy while in France. Upon arriving in London, he sought out someone who could provide information about agriculture, industry, commerce, and other national matters. I was recommended to him by someone who was so enthusiastic in their description that he immediately decided to settle in Bury for a short period, as he understood it was the closest town to my country home. He and the two young men stayed at the Angel Inn, then rented suitable apartments and asked about my residence. At that time I was away, and Mr. Symonds, realizing that two fashionable young men from France were in Bury, introduced himself and offered them various courtesies. When I returned, he brought them over to Bradfield. From that moment, a friendship began between Lazowski and me, lasting until his death. He was around forty years old and an incredibly pleasant companion. He quickly made significant progress in English, speaking it not only fluently but often with considerable wit. There wasn't a strong dominant trait in his character; however, the grace and ease of his manner, combined with a pleasant temperament, made him very well-liked. His elegant and refined demeanor often left lasting impressions. It wouldn't be easy to conclude from his general conversations in mixed company that he could focus intently on important matters. But that would be a mistake, as he worked very hard to master all the details related to national prosperity and formed a correct comparison of the resources of both Britain and France. He frequently expressed surprise at what he perceived regarding this issue in England, claiming that the ignorance of the French about their major rival was quite profound. The Duke of Liancourt was very pleased with his correspondence, and after having lived for a time first in Bury and then with Mr. Symonds, he was instructed to take the young men on a tour of England and Scotland, which he did. The Duke himself visited Symonds while his sons and their tutor were staying there. Shortly after arriving in England, hearing that buggies were available in Bury and wanting to try different types, he ordered one to take him and Lazowski to Bradfield. When it arrived, Lazowski noticed that, although it was drawn by just one horse, it leaned to one side,[92] and tried to persuade the Duke against driving it, warning that it was likely to tip over. However, the Duke, full of arrogance, dismissed such prudent advice and, after only half a mile on a side road, overturned the carriage, injuring his shoulder in the fall. The Duke was taken to Symonds. Lazowski immediately rode off to tell me about the accident, and the Duke expressed no further desire to drive a carriage he had never seen before. Lazowski’s relationship with the Duke continued even after the education of his sons was completed; he proved so valuable that he retained his salary and an apartment at the Hôtel de la Rochefoucauld in Paris. I often admired the independent spirit with which he lived within the family. Dinner rarely passed without a heated debate between him and the Duke, which took place with a great deal of passion on both sides. In such instances, Lazowski never backed down from a point of view, and being naturally more articulate than the Duke, he usually won the argument. This was commendable for both of them. His primary role was drafting memos on political topics for the Duke’s information, who was vain and often shone in discussions thanks to this support. His vanity showed when he attempted much more than he could manage. While bathing or getting dressed by his room attendant, he would dictate to three secretaries all at the same time. One of them told Lazowski that it was almost unbelievable how exhausted they were from his constant mistakes. However, perhaps this very effort earned him some reputation in France. It was speculated that he was merely emulating Caesar, who did something similar, but in a very different way than the Duke of Liancourt. For reasons akin to those for retaining Lazowski, he also provided accommodation to Jarré, an officer who had long served in the Russian military and later became notorious for burning the suburbs of Courtray. He was well-known in England as General Jarré and was put in charge of the Military Asylum at Wycombe. When I was in France, M. Jarré published an octavo volume titled ‘Crédit National,’ a whimsical work where the arguments were poorly supported. Lazowski always treated me with great friendliness, and I reciprocated with equal sincerity and loyalty. Among all the people I met in France, connected to or part of the upper classes, everyone was an infidel, and poor Lazowski was one of them. He was never more at a loss than when he engaged in a debate about the truth of Christianity with the Bishop of Llandaff, for although he was polite, the Bishop completely dismantled him. The Bishop naturally regarded him as just another superficial Frenchman, like most of his compatriots, filled with Voltaire’s ideas and lacking true faith, all of whom would have spoken the same way if given the same opportunity. Before Lazowski and his students learned English, Symonds took them to Cambridge and introduced them to the Bishop, who, realizing that the young men were of high rank in France and knowing he spoke French only with difficulty, put on his formal attire to formally greet his guests. Entering the room with a very dignified air, he addressed them in Latin, suggesting to Symonds that, as Latin was the language of that learned University, it was classically appropriate to use it. The Frenchmen, of course, responded with many bows and gestures to every learned statement made in the Bishop's grand tone, but gave no verbal response. Eventually, the Bishop had to speak to them in his broken French: "Latin, gentlemen, is our language here, but perhaps you'd prefer I speak in poor French rather than not use your language at all!” He then relaxed his episcopal dignity and chatted with them comfortably, soothing their anxious spirits.

1784.—This year I took a journey with my son for farming intelligence into Essex and Kent, &c., and, being at Dover, we went over to Calais just to enable us to say that we had been in France. But I had another motive, which was to see M. Mouron, and the capital improvements that gentleman had made near Calais. We lived three or four days at Dessein’s celebrated inn. M. Mouron not only showed me his great farm, but explained to me every circumstance of the improvements, which I printed in the ‘Annals.’ Some years before the Empress Catherine had sent over seven or eight young men to learn practical agriculture, two or three of whom were fixed with my friend Arbuthnot, and others in different parts of the Kingdom. They were under the superintendence of the Rev. Mr. Sambosky, 125who wrote to me at Bradfield earnestly requesting that I would go to London and examine all the young men, that he might take or send them to St. Petersburg. This I accordingly did, and examined them very closely, except one, who refused to answer any questions from a conviction of his absolute ignorance. I gave a certificate of the others’ examination, and I asked Sambosky what would become of the obstinate fool who would not answer. He replied that without doubt he would be sent to Siberia for life, but I never heard whether this happened. One of them, by much the ablest, remained in England, and became in time Chaplain to the Russian Embassy, in which situation he is at the present time, and held in general esteem. The intended establishment of an Imperial farm never took place, and after at least an expenditure of 10,000l., the men on their arrival were turned loose, some to starve, some driven into the army, and others retained by Russian noblemen. In this wretched and ridiculous manner did the whole scheme end, which, under a proper arrangement, might have been attended with very important effects. Prince Potemkin, one of the first noblemen in the Russian Empire, must have been animated with truly liberal and enlarged ideas, or he would not now have sent three young men to learn practical agriculture. It gave me the greatest pleasure to be able to promote their enquiries during a part of their residence here.

1784.—This year, I took a trip with my son to gather farming insights in Essex and Kent, etc. While we were in Dover, we crossed over to Calais just so we could say we had been to France. But I had another reason: I wanted to see M. Mouron and the significant improvements he had made near Calais. We stayed for three or four days at Dessein’s famous inn. M. Mouron not only showed me his large farm but also explained every detail of the improvements, which I documented in the ‘Annals.’ A few years earlier, Empress Catherine had sent over seven or eight young men to learn practical farming, two or three of whom stayed with my friend Arbuthnot, while others went to different parts of the Kingdom. They were under the supervision of the Rev. Mr. Sambosky, who wrote to me at Bradfield urging me to go to London and evaluate all the young men so that he could take or send them to St. Petersburg. I did this and examined them closely, except for one who refused to answer any questions out of a belief in his complete ignorance. I provided a certificate for the others’ examination and asked Sambosky what would happen to the stubborn fool who wouldn’t answer. He replied that he would undoubtedly be sent to Siberia for life, but I never found out if that actually happened. One of them, the most capable by far, stayed in England and eventually became the Chaplain to the Russian Embassy, a position he still holds today and is generally respected. The planned establishment of an Imperial farm never materialized, and after spending at least 10,000l., the men were released upon arrival, with some left to starve, some forced into the army, and others taken in by Russian noblemen. This was how the entire scheme ended in a miserable and absurd fashion, which, if properly arranged, could have had significant effects. Prince Potemkin, one of the highest noblemen in the Russian Empire, must have had truly open-minded and progressive ideas, or he wouldn’t have sent three young men to learn practical farming. I was very pleased to support their inquiries during part of their time here.

1785.—This year I wrote a note in the ‘Annals’ relative to a great work I had long been engaged in, which it may not be here amiss to insert, viz.: to collect, 126under regular heads, all the well-ascertained facts that are scattered through books of agriculture, and, inter alia, in other works, with those to be deduced from the common practice of various countries; to interweave experiments made purposely to ascertain the doubtful points; and to combine the whole into regular elements of the Science is the great desideratum at present. It is a work more proper for an Academy on a Royal foundation than for any individual. But as no such Academy is to be looked for, and as all private societies pay their attention to desultory objects, as often to those already ascertained as to points in which we want information the most, I undertook the work myself more than ten years ago.[93]

1785.—This year, I wrote a note in the ‘Annals’ about a major project I had been working on for a long time, which it might be useful to share here: to organize, under clear headings, all the verified facts that are spread throughout agriculture books and, among other things, in other publications, along with those we can gather from the common practices of different countries; to incorporate experiments designed to clarify uncertain areas; and to bring everything together into a structured foundation of the Science is the main goal at the moment. This is a task better suited for a Royal Academy than for any individual. However, since no such Academy is on the horizon, and given that all private societies tend to focus on random topics, often on those already understood rather than on the areas where we need the most information, I took it upon myself to start this work over ten years ago.[93]

BRADFIELD HALL AS IN ARTHUR YOUNG’S TIME.

BRADFIELD HALL AS IN ARTHUR YOUNG'S TIME.

I had this year the misfortune to lose my mother, to whom I was most tenderly attached, and with the greatest reason, as her kindness and affection for me had never failed during the course of her whole life. She had been educated in the most religious manner by her father, Mr. de Cousmaker, of whom mention has already been made as a character eminently pious, but it was not till the loss of my sister, Mrs. Tomlinson, that deep affliction recalled in her heart those sentiments of religion which had been 127so assiduously cultivated in her youth. She was always extremely fond of me, and ever eager to do what could contribute to my satisfaction, both as to worldly views, but especially as to my eternal interests.

I had the unfortunate experience this year of losing my mother, to whom I was very close, and with good reason, as her kindness and love for me had never wavered throughout her entire life. She was raised very religiously by her father, Mr. de Cousmaker, who has been mentioned before as an exceptionally devout person, but it wasn’t until my sister, Mrs. Tomlinson, passed away that her deep sorrow brought back those religious feelings that had been so carefully nurtured in her youth. She always cared deeply for me and was always eager to do whatever she could to ensure my happiness, both in terms of worldly matters and especially regarding my spiritual well-being.

The tranquil bosom of my good mother’s hermitage—my native Bradfield—once more opened its arms to receive us, little more than to come to close the eye and receive the last signs of that beloved parent. Blessed spirit!—may my hitherto restless days finish as thine did, who didst meet death with the tranquillity of a healthy life, and mightst have said with as much justice as an Addison, ‘See with what peace a Christian can die.’

The peaceful embrace of my dear mother’s retreat—my hometown of Bradfield—welcomed us again, just to be there to close her eyes and take in the final moments with that cherished parent. Blessed soul!—may my previously troubled days end like yours did, as you faced death with the calmness of a healthy life, and you could have said as justifiably as an Addison, ‘Look at how peacefully a Christian can die.’

Upon her death this patch of landed property[94] devolved to me by a previous agreement with my elder brother, and by my mother’s will, written at his desire with his own hand. But that agreement before it terminated cost me a mortgage of 1,200l. The transaction does my brother’s memory too much honour not to mention it. He was entitled to 2,000l., but knowing the smallness of the property, and humanely considering that I had a family unprovided for, that he had an ample income and no family at all, he generously demanded and took no more than 1,200l. Whether such things happen among relations or strangers, they should be mentioned for the credit of the human heart.

Upon her death, this piece of land[94] passed down to me according to a prior agreement with my older brother and my mother’s will, which he wrote by hand at his request. However, that agreement ended up costing me a mortgage of 1,200l. I feel it’s important to mention this transaction out of respect for my brother’s memory. He was entitled to 2,000l., but understanding the limited value of the property and considering that I had a family to support while he had a substantial income and no dependents, he kindly insisted on taking only 1,200l. Whether these kinds of acts happen among relatives or strangers, they deserve recognition for the goodness of the human heart.

My correspondence this year was, upon the whole, interesting, as a few of the letters will show. From the 128Earl of Bristol, a panegyric on agriculture; another from the same, an animated defence of the Presbyterians.

My letters this year were overall interesting, as a few of them will show. One from the 128Earl of Bristol praised agriculture; another from him passionately defended the Presbyterians.

‘Downhill, Coleraine: Jan. 15, 1785.

‘My dear Arthur,—I am mortified, and should really be ashamed to see your entertaining letter so long unanswered, but that the multiplicity, as well as variety of my occupations, bereave me sometimes of the most pleasing ones; from sunrise to long after sunset I am not a moment idle, either in mind or person, and I can venture to assure you that agriculture, being the basis of all public and private virtues, as it banishes laziness, fortifies the body, leads to fair and honest procreation, provides sustenance and multiplies the tenderest and most endearing ties in nature, has no little share both of my time and attention. Let one hundred and fifty men daily employed verify my assertion; let the rocks which disappear and the grass which succeeds to them corroborate that evidence. But, then, what have I to do with the English plough? Neither our soil, nor our climate, nor our labourers are the same; we are poor and you are rich; when industry has approximated a little of our wealth to yours perhaps we may be tempted to adopt your luxury in agriculture, unless before that you shall have discovered your errors and so saved us the trouble of retracting what we have not had time to adopt.

‘My dear Arthur,—I'm really embarrassed and ashamed that I haven’t replied to your entertaining letter for so long, but the sheer volume and variety of my responsibilities sometimes keep me from the most enjoyable activities. From sunrise to well after sunset, I’m constantly busy, both mentally and physically, and I can assure you that agriculture, being the foundation of all public and private virtues, chases away laziness, strengthens the body, encourages fair and honest parenting, provides food, and fosters the most tender and loving connections in nature, takes up a significant portion of my time and focus. Let the one hundred and fifty men I employ daily prove my point; let the rocks that vanish and the grass that replaces them support that claim. But what does the English plough have to do with me? Our soil, climate, and labor force are all different; we are poor while you are wealthy. If our industry ever brings our wealth closer to yours, maybe we’ll consider adopting your agricultural practices, unless you manage to recognize your mistakes first and spare us the need to undo what we haven’t had time to take on.’

‘As to my Presbyterians, I am glad you are modest enough not to censure those, whom you are honest enough to confess you do not know; all the harm 129which I find in them is that they love the rights of mankind, and if in pursuing them for themselves they refuse to participate with their fellow citizens, I would join in your execrations, and set them a better example than hitherto they have received from our church. Adieu! let me hear from you sometimes when you have nothing better to do, and tell Symonds, with my affectionate compliments, that I have recovered my lost map of the Pontine marshes, and will send it by the first opportunity. If you ever see the learned and good-humoured Rector (Reverend George Ashby) don’t let him forget

‘As for my Presbyterians, I'm glad you're humble enough not to judge those you honestly admit you don't know; the only issue I see with them is their passion for human rights. If by pursuing these rights for themselves they choose to exclude their fellow citizens, I would join in your criticisms and set them a better example than what they've gotten from our church so far. Goodbye! Please write to me sometimes when you have nothing else to do, and give my warm regards to Symonds. Let him know that I've found my lost map of the Pontine marshes, and I’ll send it with the first opportunity. If you happen to see the learned and good-natured Rector (Reverend George Ashby), make sure he doesn’t forget.’

‘Your affectionate friend,
Bristol.’
‘Downhill, Coleraine: March 9, 1785.

‘Dear Arthur,—I have but just received yours of the 19th, and though I do not think my letters worth paying for, yet since you do, and I have a leisure half hour, have at you. And in this duel of our pens, who would expect a Bishop of the Established Church to be an advocate for the anti-Episcopal Schismatics, called Presbyterians, whilst a man whose religion lies in his plough and his garden, that is, with the Goddess of the one and with the God of the other, to be so zealous an opponent? My defence rests principally on this point, that they have as good a right to differ from me as my ancestors from our joint ancestors, or the Church established above twelve hundred years before.

‘Dear Arthur,—I just received your letter from the 19th, and even though I don’t think my letters are worth the expense, since you do and I have a free half hour, here I am writing back. In this battle of our words, who would expect a Bishop of the Established Church to support the anti-Episcopal Schismatics known as Presbyterians, while a man whose faith is rooted in his farm and garden, that is, with the Goddess of the one and the God of the other, is such a passionate opponent? My defense mainly rests on this point: they have just as much right to disagree with me as my ancestors did with our shared ancestors, or as the Church that has been established for over twelve hundred years.

‘As to their political principles, I think them, from 130their system of parity, and from their practice in most parts of Europe, infinitely more favourable to political liberty than ours.

‘As for their political beliefs, I believe that, based on their system of equality and their practices in most parts of Europe, they are much more supportive of political freedom than ours.

‘Witness Germany and Switzerland and the short reign of Old Nol.

‘Check out Germany and Switzerland and the brief rule of Old Nol.

‘You say, “But their political principles never became powerfully active without involving their country in a civil war.” And are there not two words to that bargain, and does not the pot call the kettle, &c. &c.?[95] You might as well object the same to all good citizens when oppressed by bad ones; you may as well object the same to the first Brutus and to the second; you may as well object it to Luther and Melanchthon. Did the Presbyterians ask anything unreasonable when they desired to have their nonsense tolerated as well as other nonsense? for if it be nonsense ’tis paying it too great a compliment, and ourselves too bad a one, to persecute it; and if it be good sense, surely, for one’s own sake, as well as that of our neighbours, it deserves a better reception than persecution.

‘You say, “But their political principles never became powerfully active without dragging their country into a civil war.” Are there not two sides to that argument, and doesn’t the pot call the kettle, etc.?[95] You could just as easily make the same objection to all good citizens when they're oppressed by bad ones; you could just as easily make the same objection to the first Brutus and to the second; you could just as easily make it to Luther and Melanchthon. Did the Presbyterians ask for anything unreasonable when they wanted their beliefs tolerated just like other beliefs? If it’s nonsense, then it's too generous to call it that, and it reflects poorly on us to persecute it; and if it’s good sense, surely, for our own sake as well as that of our neighbors, it deserves a better response than persecution.

‘When I see Switzerland and Germany pacified for above 150 years, after throat-cutting for 140, by the single means of a reciprocal toleration, and by the Pacta Conventa of 1648,[96] which allowed them to share those loaves and fishes alternately monopolised by each party, I must confess, if I were Frederick the First of Oceana, or of Atlantis, I should not hesitate to begin my reign with that system with which most 131sovereigns are compelled to close theirs! The rights of humanity, dear Arthur, the rights of humanity form a great article in my creed, and that religion, or sect of religion, which can teach otherwise may come from below, but surely did not descend from above.

‘When I see Switzerland and Germany at peace for over 150 years, after fighting for 140, achieved solely through mutual tolerance and the Pacta Conventa of 1648,[96] which allowed them to share the resources that each had previously monopolized, I must admit, if I were Frederick the First of Oceana or Atlantis, I wouldn’t hesitate to start my reign with the approach that most rulers are forced to end theirs! The rights of humanity, dear Arthur, the rights of humanity are a key part of my beliefs, and any religion, or sect of religion, that teaches otherwise may come from below, but surely did not come from above.

‘Believe me, our whirlwind is not past, perhaps ’tis only just beginning; yet three hundred labourers with their spades fill my mind’s eye with as pleasing and as satisfactory ideas as the whole Coleraine Battalion with their muskets before my door. If in this whirlwind I can direct the storm, so much the better for humanity, but not for the lank-haired Divinity, nor the frizzle-topped Divinity, nor the hocus-pocus Divinity.

‘Believe me, our whirlwind isn’t over; maybe it’s just starting. Yet, three hundred workers with their shovels fill my mind’s eye with ideas that are just as pleasing and satisfying as the entire Coleraine Battalion with their rifles in front of my door. If in this whirlwind I can steer the storm, it’ll be much better for humanity, but not for the skinny-haired deity, nor the frizzy-haired deity, nor the trickster deity.

‘I love agriculture because it makes good citizens, good husbands, good fathers, good children; because it does not leave a man time to plunder his neighbour, and because by its plenty it bereaves him of the temptation; and I hate an aristocratical Government because it plunders these honest fellows; because it is idle; it is insolent; it values itself on the merits of it, and because, like an overbearing torrent, the farther it is removed from its fountain head, and the less it partakes of its original purity, the more desolation it carries with it; and because, like a stinking, stagnated pool, it inflicts those very disorders which it was the chief merit of its spring and fountain head to heal and remove.

"I love farming because it creates good citizens, good partners, good parents, and good kids; because it keeps a person too busy to exploit their neighbors, and because its abundance removes that temptation. I dislike an aristocratic government because it exploits these honest people; because it is lazy; it is arrogant; it takes pride in its own supposed merits, and because, like a raging flood, the farther it is from its source, and the less it retains its original clarity, the more destruction it brings with it; and because, like a foul, stagnant pond, it causes the very problems that its original spring was meant to heal and eliminate."

‘Adieu.
‘Ever affectionately,
Bristol.’

132My brother, the Rev. Dr. Young, Fellow of Eton College, in this letter informs me that the King reads my ‘Annals’ and is much pleased with them, and highly approves of my arguments to show that we are far enough from being in a ruined state.

132My brother, Rev. Dr. Young, a Fellow of Eton College, writes to tell me that the King is reading my ‘Annals’ and is really pleased with them. He also strongly approves of my arguments that show we are far from being ruined.

‘Eton College: May 1, 1785.

‘Dear Arthur,—I have two of your letters to answer; the latter directed to Worcester, why, I know not, for I never intended to be there till the beginning of next month. I see no reason for your being at the expense you allude to for the public, and think you ought to be indemnified; you cannot afford these journeys to London, and so I would plainly tell the Ministers.

‘Dear Arthur,—I have two of your letters to respond to; the most recent one addressed to Worcester, which I don’t understand, since I never planned to be there until the beginning of next month. I see no reason for you to incur the costs you mentioned for the public, and I believe you should be compensated; you can’t afford these trips to London, and I would clearly inform the Ministers.

‘Yesterday se’nnight as I returned from the chase the King spoke to me of you in very handsome terms; I find that he reads your publications.

‘Yesterday night as I came back from the hunt, the King spoke to me about you in very complimentary terms; I see that he reads your writings.

‘He commended particularly your recent periodical work as being very useful, and was much pleased with your argument to prove that we are not a ruined people, but have great resources. I told him that you had been sent for by Mr. Rose,[97] which he did know.

‘He particularly praised your recent articles as being very helpful, and he was really impressed with your argument that we are not a defeated people, but that we have significant resources. I mentioned that Mr. Rose had called for you,[97] which he was aware of.

‘You wrote to me some time ago that you were of the same opinion with Lord Sheffield, but now you write that the commercial part of their measure[98] is very good, but the political part is very bad. How do you reconcile this, for Lord S. is against the commercial part?

‘You wrote to me a while back that you agreed with Lord Sheffield, but now you say that the commercial aspect of their proposal[98] is very good, while the political aspect is very bad. How do you make sense of this, considering that Lord S. is opposed to the commercial part?

133‘I wish you would explain this, for I am against both parts, though, I confess, no judge.

133‘I wish you would explain this, because I'm opposed to both parts, although I admit I'm not a judge.

‘You ask whether I continue my new trade of hunting. If you think it is a profitable one you are much mistaken; so far indeed it is, that I hope to take this year twenty pounds out of my apothecary’s bill; I have not been for some winters so well as I have been since I took to hunting, and I hope to continue the trade next year. I was yesterday seven hours and a half on horseback, and rode certainly fifty-five miles, besides fifteen more home from Henley in a post-chaise, which is pretty well at fifty-seven years old.

‘You ask if I’m still pursuing my new hobby of hunting. If you think it’s a lucrative one, you’re mistaken; in fact, I hope to save twenty pounds off my apothecary's bill this year. I haven't felt this good in winters past than I have since I started hunting, and I plan to keep it up next year. Yesterday, I spent seven and a half hours on horseback, riding a solid fifty-five miles, plus another fifteen miles home from Henley in a post-chaise, which is pretty impressive at fifty-seven years old.

‘I have two very fine horses; the King, who is generally but moderately mounted, will tell you the two best in the hunt.

'I have two excellent horses; the King, who is usually but not overly well-mounted, will tell you they're the two best in the hunt.

‘Why would you not call on me when you were in town?

‘Why didn’t you reach out to me when you were in town?

‘Adieu, dear Arthur.
‘Yours affectionately,
John Young.’

From Dr. Valpy, who corrected a poem I sent him, and, to my surprise, approves of my poetry:—

From Dr. Valpy, who fixed up a poem I sent him, and, to my surprise, likes my poetry:—

‘My dear Friend,—I beg your pardon again and again for keeping your poem so long. Unhappily I had mislaid it, and chance only recovered it. There runs a vein of fancy through your poetry which stamps a high character upon it, and would your genius but stoop to the minutiæ of correctness would raise 134you to an exalted rank in that line. Whether you will approve my alterations or not I cannot tell, but it would be difficult to point out more inaccuracies in the poem. You obliged me much by your introductory number. I had sent for one before, with a view to lend it to my friends and to engage them to become purchasers of the work. It is very correctly written, except that sometimes you use shook as a participle.

‘My dear Friend,—I apologize again and again for holding onto your poem for so long. Unfortunately, I misplaced it, and only recently found it by chance. There is an imaginative thread running through your poetry that gives it a strong character, and if your talent would just pay attention to the details, it could elevate you to a distinguished position in that field. I can’t say if you’ll agree with my changes, but it would be hard to identify more inaccuracies in the poem. You really helped me with your introductory issue. I had previously requested one to lend to my friends and encourage them to buy the work. It’s very well written, except that sometimes you use shook as a past participle. 134

‘Everybody here is Pitt mad. Addresses upon addresses crowd the avenue to St. James’s. It has even been proposed to offer Mr. Pitt a seat in Parliament for this town if Mr. Neville can be engaged to put up for the county. Our county meeting was no bad an epitome of the House of Commons. We had some excellent speeches. I had occasion to be at the Oxfordshire meeting—a most shabby wrangle and scene of illiberal confusion. I admire Mr. Pitt—and do not like Fox; but ought not a dissolution to have taken place, or the people have instructed their representatives rather than suffer the House of Commons to be so degraded? What are your sentiments on this unhappy dissension? Sorry, very sorry I am that you would not come down to Reading. I am certain you must have met with an opportunity. It was my intention last Christmas to have paid you a visit, but I had some friends with me. Next Christmas, however, I mean to see Suffolk, if possible. Cullum is still here.

‘Everyone here is obsessed with Pitt. The avenue to St. James’s is packed with addresses. There’s even been a suggestion to offer Mr. Pitt a seat in Parliament for this town if Mr. Neville can be persuaded to run for the county. Our county meeting was quite similar to the House of Commons. We had some outstanding speeches. I attended the Oxfordshire meeting—it was a really messy argument and full of narrow-minded chaos. I admire Mr. Pitt—and I’m not a fan of Fox; but shouldn’t there have been a dissolution, or should the people have directed their representatives instead of allowing the House of Commons to become so diminished? What are your thoughts on this unfortunate disagreement? I’m really sorry you couldn’t come down to Reading. I’m sure there must have been a chance for you. I meant to visit you last Christmas, but I had some friends with me. However, next Christmas, I plan to see Suffolk, if possible. Cullum is still around.

‘The present state of my school is this: six-and-thirty boarders and three parlour boarders, besides day scholars. I have two ushers. I sometimes hear of your brother, but I have not met with him. I am told 135he has a mortal aversion to everything that comes from Oxford.

‘The current situation at my school is this: thirty-six boarders and three day boarders, in addition to those who come for classes. I have two assistants. I occasionally hear about your brother, but I haven’t met him. I've been told he has a strong dislike for anything related to Oxford.

l.—I hope your family and the materfamilias are in a prosperous way. Pray give my best respects to Mrs. Young, and remember me to the young ladies and my old scholar. Something I have heard of another child. One of the greatest luxuries that I sigh for in life is that you lived near me. But inconveniences of absence do not seem likely to be prevented by your endeavour to come after me. Let me, however, hear from you as often as you can.

l.—I hope your family and the matriarch are doing well. Please send my best to Mrs. Young, and say hi to the young ladies and my former student. I've heard some news about another child. One of the biggest luxuries I long for in life is that you lived closer to me. But the challenges of distance don’t seem likely to change with your efforts to visit me. However, I’d love to hear from you as often as you can.

‘Adieu.
R. Valpy.

I find by memoranda that I was busied in the imagination of new fish-ponds,[99] taking lively interest in and examining how much of the low meadow at Bradfield could be laid under water. What led me to this folly is not easy to conceive, because I could have afforded to attempt the making of an ocean as much as of a pond; but how often is the register of a life the register of human folly?

I see from my notes that I was preoccupied with the idea of new fish ponds,[99] taking a keen interest in figuring out how much of the low meadow at Bradfield could be flooded. It’s hard to understand what drove me to this foolishness, since I could just as easily have tried to create an ocean as a pond; but isn’t it true that the record of a life often highlights human folly?

I was (this year) elected an honorary member of the Royal Society of Agriculture of Paris.[100] About this time I went on a farming journey to the Bakewells,[101] in Leicestershire; it was a very instructive journey and 136in which I gained a great deal of valuable information. I also spent several days about this time with Lord Townshend[102] at Rainham and his uncommonly agreeable young wife, equally elegant and beautiful. During my visit I had an ample opportunity of admiring the noble picture of Belisarius by Salvator Rosa, a performance which can never be too highly commended. With the agreeableness of this noble family, and especially of Lady Townshend, I rendered my visit extremely pleasing.

I was elected this year as an honorary member of the Royal Society of Agriculture in Paris.[100] Around this time, I took a farming trip to the Bakewells,[101] in Leicestershire; it was a very educational journey where I gained a lot of valuable information. I also spent several days around this time with Lord Townshend[102] at Rainham and his exceptionally pleasant young wife, who was both elegant and beautiful. During my visit, I had plenty of opportunities to admire the stunning painting of Belisarius by Salvator Rosa, a work that deserves high praise. The warmth of this noble family, and especially Lady Townshend, made my visit extremely enjoyable.

The noble Lord, to whose liberal attention I owe much information, came to his estate in so high a degree of cultivation, owing to the unrivalled exertions of his grandfather, that little was left for him to perform; a life of great activity and service, had the situation of his property been different, would not have allowed a minute’s attention. These notes will, however, show that Lord Townshend has not been idle at Rainham.

The noble Lord, whose generous support has given me a lot of information, inherited his estate in such a well-cultivated state, thanks to the unmatched efforts of his grandfather, that there was hardly anything left for him to do; had his property been in a different location, a life full of activity and service would not have allowed him even a moment's pause. These notes will, however, demonstrate that Lord Townshend has not been inactive at Rainham.

On my arrival there I was anxious to view that part of the estate chiefly near the house, which was improved by a man who quitted all the power and lustre of a Court for the amusements of agriculture.

On my arrival there, I was eager to check out the part of the estate closest to the house, which had been enhanced by a man who gave up all the power and glamour of the Court for the pleasures of farming.

Charles, Lord Viscount Townshend, who was Ambassador Extraordinary to the States General in 1709, a Lord of the Regency on the death of Queen Anne, 137Knight of the Garter, Lord Lieutenant of Ireland, twice Secretary of State, and Lord President of the Council, resigned the seals in May 1730, and, as he died in 1738, it is probable that this period of eight years was that of his improvements round Rainham.

Charles, Lord Viscount Townshend, who served as Ambassador Extraordinary to the States General in 1709, became a Lord of the Regency after Queen Anne passed away. He was a Knight of the Garter, Lord Lieutenant of Ireland, twice Secretary of State, and Lord President of the Council. He resigned his seals in May 1730, and since he died in 1738, it’s likely that these eight years were when he worked on improvements around Rainham. 137

The Irish propositions[103] which were at this time under the consideration of Government meeting with many unforeseen difficulties, I had a letter from Mr. Rose requesting information relative to the comparative circumstances of the two kingdoms, and Mr. Pitt thought the information so much to the purpose that he desired Mr. Rose to write to me requesting my attendance in town. I accordingly went, and gave Mr. Pitt the information he wished, at the same time answering an abundance of collateral enquiries, for which I received a formal letter of thanks. My correspondence with Mr. Rose recurred several times after these interviews. In his third letter he requested to be informed of the amount of a labourer’s consumption of taxed commodities, in order to ascertain what excises and other taxes such consumption supports. ‘I conceive,’ he wrote, ‘that the articles consumed by that description of people are leather, candles, soap, beer, probably some spirits, and perhaps a small quantity of starch. I wish also very much to know what their chief diet is, and the price of the articles in the different parts of the country.’[104]

The Irish proposals[103] were facing a lot of unexpected challenges at this time. I received a letter from Mr. Rose asking for information about the comparative conditions of the two kingdoms. Mr. Pitt found this information very relevant, so he asked Mr. Rose to request my presence in town. I went and provided Mr. Pitt with the information he needed, while also answering numerous related inquiries, for which I received a formal thank-you letter. My correspondence with Mr. Rose continued multiple times after these meetings. In his third letter, he asked me to share details about a laborer’s consumption of taxed goods to understand what excise and other taxes that consumption supports. "I believe," he wrote, "that the items used by these people include leather, candles, soap, beer, possibly some spirits, and maybe a small amount of starch. I would also really like to know what their main diet consists of and the prices of these items in various parts of the country." [104]

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CHAPTER VII

FIRST FRENCH JOURNEY, 1786-1787

Death of my brother—Anecdotes of his character—Dr. Burney on farming—Greenwich versus Eton—Blenheim—Correspondence with Dr. Priestley—County toasts—French projects—First French journey.

Death of my brother—Anecdotes about his character—Dr. Burney on farming—Greenwich vs. Eton—Blenheim—Correspondence with Dr. Priestley—County toasts—French plans—First trip to France.

This year my brother died. He was in the habit of hunting with the King, and having heard of a very fine hunter to be sold in Herefordshire, he sent his servant to purchase him. It was the end of the season, but the King appointing one day more for the sport, Dr. Young determined to try his new horse, and he went in company with another gentleman to the field. His friend observed to him that his horse tripped in an odd manner, to which Dr. Y. replied: ‘It is the last day of hunting, and I shall see how he performs.’ ‘Take care,’ said the other, ‘that it is not the last day of your life.’ He persisted in the trial, and was for a time much pleased with his horse in several leaps; in taking another it struck its own legs against an obstruction, threw his rider, whose neck was instantly broken. He was taken up dead and carried home. Thus died my nearest relative, who was a man of very peculiar talents and of most singular originality 139of character. He had a great deal of eccentric wit, and was extremely beloved by many intimate friends, amongst whom were several of the Townshends, Cornwallises, and the Duke of Grafton, with whom he was on the most intimate terms, and was a great favourite of the Duchess. Cornwallis, Archbishop of Canterbury, valued him so much for his rectitude of conduct in this that he determined to promote him to the best preferment that should fall in his gift, and I have several letters from him repeating this intention. Thus ended a life that promised so many advantages, for he was high in favour with the King, who was pleased not only frequently to converse with him, but to ask his opinion respecting many sermons which were at that time published. Thus high in expectation of further promotion, to lose his life in so unexpected and sudden a manner was indeed singularly awful and unfortunate. It was a dreadful blow also to all my son’s hopes, for as he was educating at Eton for the Church, my brother, who had his turn as Fellow of Eton and Prebendary of Worcester in about seventy pieces of preferment, and had passed all by that came to give away, stood high in the lists purposely with a view of promoting Arthur.[105] There was in Dr. Young a steady rectitude of principle, an absolute abhorrence of every mean and unworthy action, great natural parts, and as he had been Captain (I think), or very near it, of Eton School, he went to King’s at Cambridge a capital scholar.

This year, my brother passed away. He often went hunting with the King, and after hearing about a great horse for sale in Herefordshire, he sent his servant to buy it. The hunting season was almost over, but the King scheduled one more day of hunting, so Dr. Young decided to try out his new horse and went to the field with another gentleman. His friend noticed that the horse stumbled oddly, and Dr. Y. answered, "It's the last day of hunting, so I'll see how he does." The other replied, "Be careful it’s not the last day of your life." Ignoring the warning, he continued to test the horse and was pleased with its performance in several jumps; however, during another jump, the horse hit its legs against something and threw Dr. Young off, breaking his neck instantly. He was found dead and taken home. Thus, my closest relative, a man with unique talents and a wonderfully original character, died. He had a sharp wit and was deeply loved by many close friends, including some from the Townshend and Cornwallis families, as well as the Duke of Grafton, with whom he was very close, and was a favorite of the Duchess. Cornwallis, the Archbishop of Canterbury, valued his integrity so much that he intended to promote him to the best position available, and I have several letters from him expressing this intention. Thus ended a life full of promise; he was favored by the King, who often engaged in conversation with him and sought his opinions on various sermons being published at the time. To lose his life so unexpectedly and suddenly, while on the brink of further advancement, was truly shocking and unfortunate. It was also a devastating blow to my son's hopes, as he was studying at Eton for the Church. My brother, having served as Fellow of Eton and Prebendary of Worcester, had numerous opportunities for advancement, with the intention of promoting Arthur. Dr. Young demonstrated unwavering principles, an absolute disdain for anything mean or unworthy, and great natural ability. Having been the Captain, or nearly so, of Eton School, he went on to be an exceptional scholar at King’s College, Cambridge.

The following anecdote relative to my brother I 140copy from a letter to my wife, written by my old friend Professor Symonds:—

The following story about my brother I 140copy from a letter to my wife, written by my old friend Professor Symonds:—

‘I assure you, Madam, that I was really at a loss to conjecture whether you were in earnest or not when you desired an answer to your letter; but in case you were in earnest (which I can now hardly think, since the question might be answered better in conversation), you must be surprised and offended by my neglect; but I defy you to have been more surprised than you will be at my charging your husband with this letter. I concealed from him the purport of it, but judged it necessary to inform him that there was not the shadow of an intrigue between us.

‘I assure you, ma'am, I was truly unsure whether you were serious when you asked for a response to your letter; but if you were serious (which I can hardly believe now since the question would be better discussed in person), you must be surprised and annoyed by my lack of response; but I challenge you to be more surprised than you will be by my telling your husband about this letter. I kept the content from him, but I felt it was necessary to let him know there was absolutely no secret affair between us.

‘So far the prologue; now for the anecdote, which is just as interesting as thousands are which are daily propagated. It was about two years before the divorce of the Duchess of Grafton that her Grace and Lord March played at “brag” for two or three hours one evening at Euston; the others—viz. the Duke and Mr. Vary and Jack Young—looked over without playing at all. Lord M. had been very forward in “bragging,” but threw up his cards afterwards when he had three knaves, whether he had a presentiment that the Duchess had three aces or whether he had artfully seen her hand. This cowardice struck Jack Young so sensibly that he fixed his eyes very sternly on Lord M., and addressed him thus: "Why! March, thou art the most dunghill Scots’ peer that I ever met with." His Lordship instantly arose from his chair, filled with indignation, and whilst he was wavering whether he should use a poker or some other instrument, the Duke 141said to him: “I find, Lord March, that my friend Jack Young treats you as he constantly treats my wife and me.” This prudent and good-natured interference disarmed Lord M., and they all passed the evening pleasantly. You may depend upon the truth of this story, as I had it from Mr. Vary.

‘So far, so good; now for the story, which is just as interesting as countless others shared every day. About two years before the Duchess of Grafton's divorce, she and Lord March played “brag” for two or three hours one evening at Euston. The others—namely the Duke, Mr. Vary, and Jack Young—watched without playing at all. Lord March had been quite aggressive in his “bragging,” but he folded his cards afterward when he had three knaves, whether because he sensed the Duchess had three aces or if he cleverly saw her hand. This cowardice struck Jack Young so hard that he fixed his gaze sternly on Lord March and said, "Wow! March, you are the most pathetic peer from Scotland I’ve ever met." Lord March immediately jumped up, filled with anger, and while he hesitated over whether to grab a poker or something else, the Duke said to him: “I see, Lord March, that my friend Jack Young treats you the same way he often treats my wife and me.” This wise and good-natured interruption calmed Lord March down, and they all had a pleasant evening. You can trust the truth of this story, as I got it from Mr. Vary.

‘I remain, dear Madam
‘Yours, &c. &c.,
J. Symonds.’

The next anecdote was considered at the time by all who heard it to redound to the credit of my brother. In one of his visits to Euston he arrived unexpectedly and late in the afternoon, and immediately went to the room always appropriated to him to dress for dinner, and thence proceeded directly into the dining-room, when, to his astonishment, he perceived sitting at the head of the table the notorious Nancy Parsons instead of the Duchess. He instantly drew back, at the same moment extending his arms to mark his astonishment. The Duke went up to him with a conciliatory air, took his arm and said: ‘Come, come, Jack, these things are always done in a hurry without consideration. I had no time to make alterations or inform you. I will explain afterwards.’ But he only answered with a shake of his head, and, shrugging up his huge shoulders, retired, mounted his horse, and reached Bradfield the same night, a distance of nearly fifteen miles.

The next story was seen at the time by everyone who heard it as something that boosted my brother's reputation. During one of his visits to Euston, he showed up unexpectedly and late in the afternoon. He immediately went to the room that was always reserved for him to get ready for dinner and then walked straight into the dining room, where, to his surprise, he found the infamous Nancy Parsons sitting at the head of the table instead of the Duchess. He immediately stepped back, raising his arms to show his shock. The Duke approached him with a friendly attitude, took his arm, and said, “Come on, Jack, these things are usually done quickly without much thought. I didn't have time to make changes or inform you. I'll explain later.” But my brother just shook his head and, shrugging his massive shoulders, left, got on his horse, and reached Bradfield the same night, nearly fifteen miles away.

It should be remembered at this time the Duke was Prime Minister and the Doctor looking up to him for further preferment. By this he lost a bishopric.

It should be remembered that at this time, the Duke was Prime Minister and the Doctor was looking to him for more opportunities. Because of this, he lost a bishopric.

142I was at Bradfield, and received an express[106] from Dr. Roberts, Provost of Eton, to inform me of the accident, which called me thither at once. I resided there some time on account of my brother’s affairs, dining every day with the Provost and Fellows. On the same account I was obliged to go to Worcester, where he was a Prebendary and Rector of St. John’s in that city. Dr. Y. died without a will, as he had often told me he would do. When all his affairs were settled I returned to Bradfield. So sudden and dreadful an accident affected me deeply; there is something in such deaths that strikes every feeling of the soul. In the midst of the rapid movements of that animated amusement, in one moment to be hurried into another world without one thought of preparation has something tremendously formidable in it; yet every one is liable to deaths equally sudden, and the suggestion ought to be universal: ‘Prepare to meet thy God.’ The misery is that thousands sitting in their chairs and with ample time for preparation are apt to think of any subject rather than this most important of all.

142I was at Bradfield when I got a message[106] from Dr. Roberts, the Provost of Eton, informing me about the accident, which made me go there immediately. I stayed there for a while to handle my brother's affairs, having lunch every day with the Provost and Fellows. Because of this, I also had to go to Worcester, where he was a Prebendary and Rector of St. John's in that city. Dr. Y. passed away without a will, just as he had often mentioned he would. Once all his affairs were taken care of, I went back to Bradfield. Such a sudden and terrible accident affected me deeply; there's something about these kinds of deaths that resonates with every part of the soul. In the middle of the fast-paced excitement of life, to be thrown into another world in an instant without any time to prepare is incredibly frightening; yet everyone is subject to equally sudden deaths, and the thought should be universal: ‘Prepare to meet your God.’ The unfortunate part is that thousands sitting comfortably in their chairs with plenty of time to prepare often think about anything but this most important issue.

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[No date, but evidently written at this period.]

‘As I should be sorry to keep from you anything that must give you pleasure in your welfare of your children, I shall report a conversation with Dr. Langford, the under-master, who my brother got the Prebendary of Worcester for by speaking to Lord Sidney.

‘Since I wouldn’t want to withhold anything that might make you happy regarding the well-being of your children, I’ll share a conversation I had with Dr. Langford, the under-master, who my brother secured the Prebendary of Worcester for by speaking to Lord Sidney.

143‘On his calling on me I lamented the loss—in which he joined warmly—spoke highly of my brother as his friend. I said that my bosom had all the feelings of affection for him, but that the loss to my poor boy was nothing short of ruin. He had no friend left. “No,” replied he, "don’t say that, for give me leave to say that, feeling as I do the obligations I have been under to Dr. Young, I must be allowed to call myself his friend. If I succeed in life I will be a friend to him, and I hope his progress in his learning will permit me to be so." He said more to the same purpose, and as he is a rising man in a situation that gives him power to act according to his feelings, I hope he will remember it. But the account Mr. Heath gives me is by no means satisfactory, and sorry I am to say that Arthur seems determined to do little for himself. He is now at a crisis, and sinks or swims. I gave Mr. Heath three guineas that he might encourage him with a crown now and then (as from himself) when he did well, but don’t write of that to him, and desired him to write me when he was negligent. My brother’s affairs turn out very badly; bills to the amount of 360l. now lie unpaid before me here, besides Worcester, and I can see no more than 260l. to pay it. I hear a bad account of the Rectory at Worcester, but suspend all judgment till the whole is before me.

143When he came to visit me, I expressed my sorrow over our loss, which he eagerly shared in, praising my brother as his friend. I said that I cared for him deeply, but my poor boy was facing ruin without support. "No," he replied, "don’t say that. Since I feel a strong sense of obligation to Dr. Young, I must consider myself his friend. If I succeed in life, I will be his friend, and I hope his progress in his studies will allow me to be." He continued along those lines, and since he is a rising star in a position to act on his feelings, I hope he remembers this. However, the report I got from Mr. Heath is far from encouraging, and I regret to say that Arthur seems set on doing little for himself. He’s at a turning point now and either succeeds or fails. I gave Mr. Heath three guineas so he could motivate Arthur with a little reward when he does well (as if it were from him), but please don’t mention that to him. I also asked Mr. Heath to let me know when Arthur is slacking. My brother's situation is looking bleak; I have bills totaling £360 sitting unpaid in front of me, and I only see £260 available to address them. I've heard bad news about the Rectory in Worcester, but I'm holding off judgment until I have a complete picture.

‘A. Y.’

Two honours were this year added to my name, by being elected into the Patriotic Society of Milan and that of the Geographical Society of Florence. I had 144also a visit from a Polish nobleman, Count Kalaskowski, who spent some time with me at Bradfield. The letters I received this year were numerous, and many of them very interesting. From the number I have selected the following:—

Two honors were added to my name this year, as I was elected to the Patriotic Society of Milan and the Geographical Society of Florence. I also had a visit from a Polish nobleman, Count Kalaskowski, who spent some time with me at Bradfield. The letters I received this year were numerous, and many of them were really interesting. From the selection, I have chosen the following:—

From Dr. Burney, on reading my ‘Annals’ and a character of Handel. This was after he had been at Bradfield.

From Dr. Burney, after reading my ‘Annals’ and a piece about Handel. This was after he had been at Bradfield.

‘August 1, 1786.

‘What have I without an inch of land to do with farming? Is it the subject or manner of treating it, or both that fascinated me, when you first were so kind, my dear friend, as to send me some of your "Annals of Agriculture"? I was in the midst of my winter’s hurricane and immersed in other pursuits, but now, having conversed with some of your correspondents, seen your farm, and rubbed up my old rusticity, all my love for country matters returns, and I sincerely wish myself a villager. You seem to have worked yourself up to a true pitch of patriotism, and I think, besides the instructions the essays convey, that your knowledge on the subject, and animated reasoning, and admonitions, must have a national effect. Your book fastened on me so much on the road that I hardly looked on anything else. Mr. Symonds’ essays on “Italian Husbandry”[107] are extremely curious, and furnish a species of information totally different from what can be acquired from the perusal of any other author. Many of the communications in the three first volumes, of which I have almost read every word, 145seem to me instructive, amusing, and masterly. My countryman, Mr. Harris, of Hanwood, in Shropshire (the birthplace of my father and grandfather), seems a notable planter. As editor and chief of the Agricola family, I think you merit the thanks of every Englishman, not only who loves his country, but who loves his belly, for if your discoveries, improvements, and instructions are followed, we may certainly always find upon our own island de quoi manger.

‘What do I have to do with farming without a piece of land? Was it the topic or the way you presented it that drew me in when you kindly sent me some of your "Annals of Agriculture"? I was caught up in my winter storm and busy with other things, but now, after chatting with some of your correspondents, visiting your farm, and brushing up on my rural roots, all my passion for country matters is back, and I truly wish I were a villager. You seem to have developed a strong sense of patriotism, and I believe that, in addition to the lessons your essays provide, your knowledge, lively arguments, and encouraging words must have a nationwide impact. Your book captivated me so much during my travels that I barely focused on anything else. Mr. Symonds’ essays on “Italian Husbandry”[107] are incredibly interesting and offer a kind of information that's completely different from what can be learned from any other author. Many of the contributions in the first three volumes, which I've nearly read cover to cover, 145 seem to me both informative and entertaining, expertly written. My fellow countryman, Mr. Harris, from Hanwood in Shropshire (the birthplace of my father and grandfather), appears to be a notable farmer. As the editor and head of the Agricola family, I think you deserve the gratitude of every Englishman, not just those who love their country, but also those who appreciate their food, because if your findings, advancements, and guidance are followed, we can certainly always find food options on our own island.

‘Now I would not have you, my dear Arthur, put contempt upon my praises, as coming from a Londoner, whom you may regard as a mere Cock-neigh immersed in the vanities, follies, and dissipation of the Capital, for then I’d have you to know that I reckon myself a countryman born and bred as much as yourself. I never was within the smell of sweet London till I was eighteen, and then, you know, I lived during nine of the best years of my life in Norfolk among the best farmers in Europe. Indeed, if I were ten or a dozen years younger than I am, I believe I should take your white house and all the land about it you could spare, and enter myself for your scholar, and run for the give and take plate; you know that I have been giving lessons all my life; it is now high time I should take some. As to London, if it were not for a few friends whom I sincerely love, and for its vicinity to several branches of my family, I would take half a crown never to see its sights or hear its sounds again.

‘Now I wouldn’t want you, my dear Arthur, to dismiss my compliments just because they come from a Londoner, whom you might see as just a Cockney caught up in the superficialities, trends, and distractions of the Capital, because I want you to know that I see myself as much a countryman, born and raised, as you are. I didn’t even catch a whiff of the sweet London air until I was eighteen, and then, you know, I spent nine of the best years of my life in Norfolk among the finest farmers in Europe. In fact, if I were ten or twelve years younger than I am, I believe I would take your white house and all the land around it that you could spare, and enroll as your student, aiming for the give-and-take plate; you know I’ve been giving lessons my whole life; it’s about time I started taking some. As for London, if it weren't for a few friends I truly care about, and its nearness to several branches of my family, I’d pay half a crown never to see its sights or hear its sounds again.

‘My friend, honest Arthur, who is a very ingenious, good-natured lad, will deliver to you a copy of my account of the “Commemoration of Handel;” it is not 146so good a one as I wish to send, though the best in my possession. I beg when you have nothing better to do that you will read it without too strong prejudices against Old Handel; for though he is called a Goth by fine travelled gentlemen, accustomed to more modern music and to posthumous refinements, yet candour and true knowledge must allow that he was the greatest man of his time, and that he had a force and majesty that suited our national character, and when you look at the list of his works you will allow that his resources were wonderful. His own performance on the organ was perhaps more superior than that of any inhabitant of this country, even than his compositions. Upon the whole, though I am far from wishing to put an extinguisher upon every other candidate for musical fame, yet it would be the height of injustice not to allow that this country was much obliged to his genius and talent, and that the late performances of his productions do honour to the cultivation of musick in this kingdom, as well as to our national gratitude.

‘My friend, honest Arthur, who is a really smart and good-natured guy, will bring you a copy of my write-up on the “Commemoration of Handel.” It’s not as good as I’d like to send, but it’s the best I have. I hope that when you have some free time, you’ll read it without too many biases against Old Handel. Even though some sophisticated travelers might call him a Goth because they’re used to more modern music and later refinements, honest evaluation and real knowledge should recognize that he was the greatest of his time, with a power and majesty that matched our national character. If you look at his list of works, you’ll see that his talent was incredible. His performances on the organ might have even surpassed his compositions, which is saying a lot. Overall, while I don’t want to dismiss every other aspiring musician, it would be incredibly unfair not to acknowledge how much this country owes to his genius and talent. The recent performances of his works honor both the development of music in this kingdom and our national gratitude.’

‘I beg you will present my affectionate compliments to Mrs. Young, and best thanks for the hospitality and kindness with which she treated us at Bradfield; and pray give our hearty love to the gentle, sweet, and amiable Miss Bessy.

‘I kindly ask you to pass on my warm regards to Mrs. Young, along with my sincere thanks for her hospitality and kindness during our stay at Bradfield; and please send our heartfelt love to the lovely, sweet, and charming Miss Bessy.

‘And believe me to be, with very sincere regard,

‘And believe me to be, with genuine affection,

‘Your affectionate
Charles Burney.’

From John Symonds, Esq., on the examination of the boys at Greenwich School for speaking Latin. 147Gold medal &c. given to master and boys. [A curious letter.]

From John Symonds, Esq., regarding the evaluation of the boys at Greenwich School for their Latin speaking skills. 147Gold medal & etc. awarded to the teacher and students. [An interesting letter.]

‘St. Edmund’s Hill: December 1786.

‘My dearest Friend,—I returned hither yesterday, and shall go to Euston on Thursday to pass five or six days there. The Bishop of Peterborough will return with me, but whether on Wednesday or Thursday se’nnight I know not, but I will send you a line soon after I get there, and I hope you will keep yourself free from engagements those two days. You may possibly have seen or heard of a remarkable circumstance that does equal honour to the Society of Arts and to Greenwich School.

‘My dearest Friend,—I came back here yesterday, and I’m planning to go to Euston on Thursday to spend five or six days there. The Bishop of Peterborough will come back with me, but I’m not sure if it will be on Wednesday or the Thursday after. I’ll send you a note shortly after I arrive, and I hope you can keep those two days open. You might have seen or heard about a notable event that reflects well on both the Society of Arts and Greenwich School.

‘The Society decreed a gold medal to that schoolmaster who should teach his boys to speak the best Latin. This was claimed last week by the schoolmaster of Greenwich.[108] Sir William Fordyce and my friend Professor Martin were appointed Examiners. More, the Secretary, requested Bishop Watson to attend, who excused himself, as he was obliged shortly to leave London. Five boys attended with their master. The Examiners had prepared a great number of questions such as boys maybe supposed to understand. These were put in Latin and answered in Latin without hesitation. The boys were then ordered to withdraw into a private room together, and to make an original composition in Latin without the help of a dictionary. This they all performed in half an hour. Then the Examiners asked numberless questions in English, which were answered immediately in Latin. The gold 148medal was given to the schoolmaster, and five silver ones of equal value to the five boys, who were pretty much upon an equality, and what is surprising is that not one of the five had learned Latin longer than two years and a half, and the eldest of them was not above thirteen years. You may be certain that this is true, as I saw it in a letter from Martin to his brother-in-law, the Vice-Chancellor, and he concludes it by saying “that they all spoke Latin with fluency, propriety, and elegance.” Were I possessed but of a small portion of the fire with which you are animated, I should cry out with a generous indignation, “Blush, ye proud seminaries of Eton and Westminster,” &c. &c. &c.

The Society awarded a gold medal to the schoolmaster who could teach his students to speak the best Latin. Last week, this was claimed by the schoolmaster from Greenwich.[108] Sir William Fordyce and my friend Professor Martin were chosen as Examiners. Additionally, the Secretary asked Bishop Watson to attend, but he declined since he had to leave London shortly. Five boys came with their teacher. The Examiners had prepared a variety of questions suitable for the boys' understanding. These questions were posed in Latin and answered in Latin without any hesitation. The boys were then asked to step into a private room together and write an original composition in Latin without using a dictionary. They completed this in half an hour. Afterward, the Examiners asked numerous questions in English, which the boys answered promptly in Latin. The gold medal was awarded to the schoolmaster, while five silver medals of equal value were given to the boys, who were more or less at the same level. Astonishingly, none of the five had been learning Latin for more than two and a half years, and the oldest among them was just thirteen. You can be sure this is true, as I read it in a letter from Martin to his brother-in-law, the Vice-Chancellor, which concluded by saying “that they all spoke Latin with fluency, correctness, and grace.” If I had just a fraction of the passion you possess, I would shout with righteous indignation, “Shame on you, proud schools of Eton and Westminster,” etc., etc., etc.

‘My compliments aux Polonais.

‘My compliments to the Poles.’

‘I am now set down in earnest to renew acquaintance with my Italian agricoltori.

‘I am now seriously getting back in touch with my Italian farmers.

‘Ever affectionately,
John Symonds.’

In a Westerly Tour I made this year, amongst numerous other places I visited Blenheim, and made the following memorandum:—

In a trip to the West I took this year, among many other places I visited Blenheim and made the following note:—

‘Viewed the pleasure ground at Blenheim, the enclosed part of which consists of 200 acres, with the water near 300. It can scarcely be too much admired; the whole environ of the water is fine, various in its feature, with the character of magnificence everywhere impressed. The cascade scenery, viewed independently of the new improvements, is extremely pleasing, and indeed wants nothing but a deeper and more umbrageous shade for an accompaniment. The new 149walks, caves, fountains, and statues do not, however, seem entirely calculated to add to the beauty of the scenery. The most splendid view is from the walk leading from the cascade to the house. There are two points nearly similar, where are benches; the water fills the bottom of the vale in the style of a very noble river; few, indeed, in the kingdom exceed it. We may conjecture that if Brown, in the exultation of his heart, really said that the Thames would never pardon his superb imitation for exceeding the original, it was the view from one of these benches that inspired the sentiment. The proud waves that roll at your feet; the declivity steep enough to make the water and every contiguous scene more interesting to the eye; the opposite shore, a hill spread with wood that hangs with forest boldness to the water; the whole is formed to make an impression on the mind. No ill-judged decoration weakens by dividing the effect; no intruding objects hurt the simplicity of the scene. I know not any artificial scene that is finer. The concluding one where the water expands is great, but I think inferior to this. But to return——

‘The pleasure grounds at Blenheim cover an enclosed area of 200 acres, with nearly 300 acres of water nearby. It’s hard not to admire it; the entire surrounding area of water is beautiful and varied, with a sense of grandeur everywhere. The waterfall scenery, even without the new improvements, is very pleasing and really just needs deeper and more shaded greenery to enhance it. The new 149paths, caves, fountains, and statues, however, don’t seem to really add to the beauty of the landscape. The best view is from the path that leads from the waterfall to the house. There are two similar spots with benches; the water fills the bottom of the valley like a majestic river; few in the country surpass it. One can imagine that if Brown, in a moment of excitement, actually claimed that the Thames would never forgive him for making such a superb imitation that exceeded the original, it was the view from one of these benches that sparked that thought. The proud waves rolling at your feet; the steep slope makes the water and the surrounding scenery even more captivating; the opposite bank, a hill covered in woods, dramatically descends to the water; the entire scene leaves a strong impression. No poorly chosen decoration disrupts the effect; no distracting objects detract from the simplicity of the landscape. I don’t know of any artificial scene that is more beautiful. The last view where the water widens is impressive, but I think it's not as stunning as this one. But to go back——

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It appears this year[109] that I was engaged in a pursuit entirely new to me, that of making many new and pneumatic experiments on expelling gas from soils, manures, and various other substances, in order to 150ascertain whether there was any connection between the quantity and species of such gas (from Geist, German for ghost, spirit. Authority, B. of Llandaff, see Newman’s ‘Trans. of Boerhave’s Chemistry’) and the fertility of the soils from which my specimens were selected. It seems that I prosecuted this enquiry with diligence; and as it was my commencement in chemistry, I corresponded upon the subject with Dr. Priestley, and went to Cambridge for the conversation of Mr. Milner, then Professor of Chemistry in that University. The result of my experiments was very remarkable, for I decided, after a very careful deduction from the result of all my trials, that there existed a very intimate, and almost unbroken, connection between the fertility of land and the gas to be expelled from it. This was an entirely new discovery belonging to me only, and it has been quoted by many celebrated chemists in a manner which showed that they considered me as the origin of it. I sent a detail of my trials to the Royal Society, through the hands of Mr. Magellan,[110] as my paper contained some eudiometrical experiments made with the eudiometer invented by that philosopher. Mentioning to a friend what I had done, ‘You have been very foolish,’ observed the friend, ‘for depend upon it your paper will never get into the “Philosophical Transactions.”’ Expressing my surprise, I demanded the reason. ‘Why, know you not,’ he replied, ‘that there is a most inveterate hostility between Sir J. Banks and Magellan, 151from a violent quarrel, and Sir J. is not a man to permit anything to be printed that comes through hands offensive to him, especially as the paper is to the credit of Magellan’s instrument?’ The event proved the truth of this prediction, but this did not prevent my labours being duly appreciated by those who were the most competent judges. In the pursuit of these trials I gradually established and furnished a laboratory, sufficient for my own enquiries, at about 150l. expense.

It seems that this year[109] I got involved in something completely new: conducting various experiments on releasing gas from soils, manures, and different substances to find out if there was any link between the amount and type of gas (from Spirit, the German word for ghost or spirit. Source: B. of Llandaff, see Newman’s ‘Trans. of Boerhave’s Chemistry’) and the fertility of the soils I was studying. I pursued this investigation diligently; since it was my entry into chemistry, I exchanged ideas with Dr. Priestley and visited Cambridge to discuss it with Mr. Milner, who was then the Professor of Chemistry there. The results of my experiments were quite surprising, as I concluded, after thoroughly analyzing the outcomes of my tests, that there was a strong and nearly unbroken link between the fertility of the land and the gas produced from it. This was a completely new discovery that I could claim as my own, and it has been referenced by many renowned chemists, indicating they recognized me as the source. I submitted a detailed report of my experiments to the Royal Society through Mr. Magellan,[110] since my paper included eudiometric experiments conducted with the eudiometer invented by him. When I told a friend about my work, he said, "You've been very foolish, because trust me, your paper will never make it into the 'Philosophical Transactions.'" Surprised, I asked why. "Don't you know," he replied, "there's a deep-seated rivalry between Sir J. Banks and Magellan due to a serious disagreement, and Sir J. is not the kind of person to allow anything published that comes from someone he dislikes, especially since the paper credits Magellan's instrument?" It turned out he was right, but this didn't stop my efforts from being valued by those best qualified to judge. While working on these experiments, I gradually set up and equipped a laboratory for my investigations, costing around 150l..

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‘Birmingham: Jan. 27, 1783.

‘Dear Sir,—There is no person I should serve with more pleasure than you, because there is no person whose pursuits are more eminently useful to the world. You alone have certainly done more to promote agriculture, and especially to render it reputable, in this country than all that have gone before you. But the little I might do to aid your investigations will be reduced to a small matter indeed by my distance from you.

‘Dear Sir,—There’s no one I would be happier to serve than you, because there’s no one whose work is more significantly beneficial to the world. You alone have undeniably done more to advance agriculture, and especially to make it respected, in this country than anyone who came before you. However, the limited help I could offer in your research will be minimal due to the distance between us.

‘All that I should be able to do with water would be to expel by heat all the air it contains, and then examine, by nitrous air, how much phlogiston that air contains, but it is very possible that the fitness of water for irrigating meadows may depend upon something besides the phlogiston it contains. Experiment alone can determine these things. I never heard before of the inference, you say, has been drawn from my doctrine with respect to the use of light in vegetation. 152I know of no use that light is of to the soil. The whole effect is on the living plant, enabling it to convert the impure air it meets with in water or in the atmosphere into pure air. When that end is effected that water is of no further use to it. Plants will not thrive unless both their leaves and roots be exposed to air in some degrees impure. This I have fully ascertained, but I am afraid that the doctrine is not capable of much practical application.

‘All I can do with water is to heat it up to remove all the air it holds, and then check, using nitrous gas, how much phlogiston is in that air. However, it's quite possible that how well water works for irrigating meadows depends on factors beyond the phlogiston it has. Only experiments can really determine these things. I’ve never heard of the conclusion you've mentioned being drawn from my theory about the role of light in plant growth. 152 I don't see any use of light for the soil. Its entire effect is on the living plant, allowing it to change the impure air it encounters in water or in the atmosphere into pure air. Once that happens, the water isn’t of any further use to it. Plants won’t grow well unless both their leaves and roots are exposed to air that is somewhat impure. I’ve confirmed this, but I’m afraid this idea may not have much practical use.

‘I know of no method of conveying phlogiston to the roots of plants but as combined with water, and this seems to be done in the best way by a mixture of putrid matter. Water will not imbibe much inflammable air. I find volatile alkali to contain much phlogiston. It is indeed almost another modification of the same thing.

‘I don’t know any way to get phlogiston to the roots of plants other than mixing it with water, and it seems the best way to do this is by using a mix of decaying matter. Water doesn’t absorb much flammable air. I notice that volatile alkali has a lot of phlogiston in it. It’s really just another version of the same thing.

‘Since my last, I have hit upon various methods of converting water into permanent air. It is sufficient to give it something more than a boiling heat. If I only put an ounce of water into a porous earthen retort, I get a hundred ounce measures of air from it, and when I have, in this manner, got near an ounce weight of air from the same retort, it has not weighed one grain less than it did.

‘Since my last update, I’ve discovered several ways to turn water into permanent air. It just takes a little more than boiling heat. If I add just an ounce of water into a porous earthen retort, I can produce a hundred ounces of air from it. And when I’ve extracted nearly an ounce of air from that same retort, it hasn’t weighed even a grain less than before.

‘I shall be glad to hear the result of your experiments, and am truly sorry that I can do so little for you.

'I’ll be happy to hear the results of your experiments and I'm really sorry that I can do so little to help you.'

J. B. Priestley.
‘Birmingham: March 31, 1783.

‘Dear Sir,—I received from Mr. More[111] two bottles of water, one marked X, which Mr. Boswell informed 153him was from the spring mentioned in his “Treatise on Watering Meadows,” and another without any mark from a spring arising in a bed of sand, and I examined them immediately. I found the former to contain air much purer than that of the atmosphere; but the latter air was much worse, that is, phlogisticated; a candle could hardly have burned in it. This last I should think to be the better spring for the watering of meadows, or perhaps it might have been better corked; for on the 19th, though I put the corks in again immediately, but without any cement, I found the air in both very pure, more so than the purest before, and hardly to be distinguished, and they were so this day when I examined them again. They should be examined on the spot. The air in the spring from the sand was much warmer than that in my pump water, or than that of water in general. But water exposed to the open air soon loses the phlogiston it contains.

Dear Sir, I received two bottles of water from Mr. More: one marked X, which Mr. Boswell told him was from the spring mentioned in his “Treatise on Watering Meadows,” and another without any label from a spring that comes up in a bed of sand. I examined them right away. I found the first one contained air that was much purer than the air in the atmosphere, but the second had much worse air, meaning it was phlogisticated; a candle would barely burn in it. I would think the latter would be better for watering meadows, or maybe it just needed to be sealed better; on the 19th, even though I corked them again right away without any cement, I found the air in both to be very pure, even more so than the purest before, and it was hardly distinguishable. They remained that way when I checked them again today. They ought to be examined on site. The air from the spring in the sand was much warmer than that from my pump water or that of water in general. However, water exposed to open air quickly loses the phlogiston it contains.

‘Perhaps much of the effect of water on meadows is that, at this time of the year, it comes out of the earth considerably warmer than the roots of the grass. What think you of this?

‘Maybe a lot of the impact of water on meadows is that, at this time of year, it comes out of the ground noticeably warmer than the roots of the grass. What do you think about this?

‘I expect to set out for London this day three weeks, and shall stay there about a fortnight. I should be glad to meet you there, when we shall find an hour’s conversation better than all our correspondence. Wishing you success in all your laudable pursuits.

‘I plan to leave for London three weeks from today, and I’ll be there for about two weeks. I would love to meet up while I'm there; I think an hour of conversation will be more valuable than all our letters. Wishing you all the best in your commendable endeavors.

‘I am, dear Sir,
‘Yours &c. &c.
J. Priestley.’

154At Chadacre, six miles from Bury, resided John Plampin, Esq.[112] who had three daughters, all, at this time, unmarried and at home. I was intimately acquainted with them. Two of these ladies were much distinguished by their beauty, and reigned as toasts throughout the county: Sophia married afterwards to the Rev. Mr. Macklin, and Betsy married in 1794 to Orbell Ray Oakes, Esq. of Bury. I introduced my friend Lazowski to these ladies, and he was much at Chadacre, admiring not a little the youngest of them. They persuaded their father to give a ball, at which the Duke of Liancourt, his two sons, Lazowski and myself were present, and the evening passed with uncommon hilarity till the rising sun sent us home. Mr. Symonds afterwards gave a weekly ball when the Frenchmen were with him, and these parties were uncommonly agreeable.

154At Chadacre, six miles from Bury, lived John Plampin, Esq.[112] who had three daughters, all of whom were unmarried and living at home at that time. I was close with them. Two of these young women were quite notable for their beauty and were regarded as the most desirable in the county: Sophia eventually married the Rev. Mr. Macklin, and Betsy married in 1794 to Orbell Ray Oakes, Esq. of Bury. I introduced my friend Lazowski to these ladies, and he spent a lot of time at Chadacre, particularly admiring the youngest daughter. They convinced their father to host a ball, which featured the Duke of Liancourt, his two sons, Lazowski, and me, and the evening was filled with exceptional joy until the rising sun sent us home. Mr. Symonds later hosted a weekly ball when the Frenchmen were with him, and those gatherings were extremely enjoyable.

Early in the spring of 1787 I received a letter from a friend at Paris, Mons. Lazowski (who had resided two years at Bury, much to my amusement and satisfaction, with the two sons of the Duke of Liancourt), to inform me that he was going with the Count de la Rochefoucault to the Pyrenees, and proposed my being of the party.[113]

Early in the spring of 1787, I got a letter from a friend in Paris, Mons. Lazowski, who had spent two years at Bury, which I found quite amusing and satisfying, with the two sons of the Duke of Liancourt. He informed me that he was going with the Count de la Rochefoucault to the Pyrenees and suggested that I join them.[113]

‘Liancourt: April 9, 1787.

‘Dear Sir,—I was at Liancourt when I heard from you the last time, so that I was very uneasy upon the bill which you had drawn upon M. de Vergennes, who could not be informed by me about it, but very happily 155my letter to him went at a proper time, and it has been paid. Nothing wants now but to have turnips, as your English wit whispers it. But we have another matter to settle together, if you are not now incumbered. I told you by the last that it could be, but I would travel this summer. The case is that the Count is, for the sake of his health, obliged to go to Bagnères-de-Luchon, in the Pyrénées, to drink those waters; he asked from me to be his companion, and his relations seemed to be glad of it. I did therefore comply with his demand, and we are going about the middle of May, which is the time just of your coming over to France. Now will you come with us? Such proposition is not a foolish one. We will pass by a part of France in going, and come back by another part, so that you will see almost the two-thirds of this kingdom. You will learn the French; with us everything will be explained to you; in short, I will be with you, and that is enough, I hope. That part by which you will pass through is not an uninteresting one. Look upon a map. You will pass through the Limousin and Toulouse in going, and in coming back by Bordeaux, &c.; the Pyrénées are very worth to be seen, and, besides, if nothing very extraordinary prevents it, we intend to go to Barcelona in Spain, in order to see the Catalogne,[114] the finest province after that travel. I must not tell you that I shall be another Arthur here for you, not that I presume to say that you will find in me an Encyclopædia living as I did in you, but your friend, and therefore to your commands in Paris and everywhere. 156Our manner of travelling is very convenient to you also; we go with our own horses, you will have one, my servants will be yours, nothing therefore shall be too much expensive. Have you your horse? Is it possible to come over with him at a proper time? If not, do write to me a word, and the Count and I will do our utmost to get one cheap enough, between fifteen and twenty pounds. If you cannot be ready here for the 15th of May, we will expect five or six days, but you see that it is impossible to expect more, since the Count must drink the waters; in two words, you seemed to wish to see this kingdom, never you will have such an opportunity; if I am obliged to stay at Bagnères, nothing will prevent you to make some excursions in the environs, and you will speak French very well. The whole depends of your family business. If you cannot now, then you will wait till September, and we will be at Paris; but you must give greatest of attention to it, and as soon as your mind will be fixed upon anything pray do write to me. What devil are you doing about the notables? (l.) I suppose you know my mind about the whole by my letter.[115] M. de Calonne is exiled, so is M. Necker. What will be the result I do not know, but the notables have missed the way, and they know nothing of the matter; but public business must give way to what I make a proposal to you, it is question of nothing else but to travel together a thousand miles, without more expense but that you would spend anywhere, &c. &c. 157so you may go to the devil if you don’t speak well of me and my prospect. My best compliments to M. Symonds &c. &c. chiefly Lady Gage and Sir Thomas.

‘Dear Sir,—I was at Liancourt when I last heard from you, so I was quite anxious about the bill you had drawn on M. de Vergennes, who I couldn’t inform about it, but luckily my letter reached him just in time, and it has been paid. Now we just need to get turnips, as your English humor suggests. But we have another matter to discuss if you’re not too busy right now. I mentioned last time that it might be possible for me to travel this summer. The situation is that the Count needs to go to Bagnères-de-Luchon in the Pyrénées for his health to drink the waters; he asked me to join him, and his family seemed pleased about it. So I agreed to his request, and we’re planning to leave around mid-May, which happens to be when you’ll be coming over to France. Will you join us? This isn’t a silly idea. We’ll travel through one part of France on the way there and return by another, so you’ll see almost two-thirds of the country. You’ll pick up some French; we’ll explain everything to you. I’ll be there with you, which I hope is enough. The route we’ll take is actually quite interesting. Take a look at a map. You’ll travel through Limousin and Toulouse on the way there, then return through Bordeaux, etc.; the Pyrénées are definitely worth seeing, and, unless something extraordinary comes up, we plan to go to Barcelona in Spain to see Catalonia, the most beautiful region after that trip. I won’t pretend to be another Arthur for you; I don’t expect you’ll find in me a living encyclopedia as I did in you, but I will be your friend and at your service in Paris and everywhere else. Our way of traveling will suit you, too; we’re going with our own horses, and you’ll have one. My servants will assist you, so nothing should be too costly. Do you have your horse? Is it possible to bring him over in time? If not, just let me know, and the Count and I will do our best to find a decent one for between fifteen and twenty pounds. If you can’t be ready by May 15th, we’ll wait five or six days, but it’s difficult to hold off longer since the Count needs to drink those waters. In short, you mentioned wanting to see this country; you won’t get such a chance again. If I have to stay in Bagnères, nothing will stop you from making some side trips in the area, and you’ll pick up French quite well. Everything depends on your family situation. If now isn’t good for you, then you’ll have to wait until September, when we’ll be in Paris; but you must pay close attention to it, and as soon as you decide on anything, please write to me. What on earth are you doing about the notables? (l.) I assume you know my thoughts on the whole matter from my letter. M. de Calonne is in exile, and so is M. Necker. I don’t know what the outcome will be, but the notables are off track and clueless about it; however, public matters need to take a backseat to my proposal to you, which is simply about traveling together a thousand miles, with no more expense than you’d incur elsewhere, etc. So you can go to hell if you don’t speak highly of me and my plans. My best regards to M. Symonds, and especially to Lady Gage and Sir Thomas.’

‘Yours for ever,
Ly.

‘Do not forget to write and to speak about your horse, whether you will bring yours, or if we must get one for you.’

‘Don’t forget to write and talk about your horse, whether you’ll bring yours or if we need to get one for you.’

This was touching a string tremulous to vibrate. I had so long wished for an opportunity to examine France. In the survey of agriculture which I had taken in England and Ireland, of about 7,000 miles, I had calculated, from facts, the rent produce and resources of those Kingdoms, and I had often reflected on the importance of knowing the real situation of France; the effect of Government; the state of the farmers, of the poor—the state and extent of their manufactures with a hundred other enquiries certainly of political importance; yet strange as it may seem not to be found in any French book written from actual observation, all that I was before able to learn having been composed in some great city without travelling beyond the walls. I should accept a very unsatisfactory work upon sheep, written by Mons. Cartier, employed and paid by Government. I had but little time given me to consider of the proposal, but I wrote to learn if they travelled post, because I previously determined in that case not to go. And, further, I requested to know if I were to travel at any other expense than that of myself and horse. The answer was that they travelled with their own horses, 158and did not propose making more than twenty or twenty-five miles a day; that my expense would be merely what I stated, and mostly in a cheap part of the kingdom. This most agreeable plan I instantaneously acceded to, and soon set out for France on horseback. At Dover, being detained, I copy the following note on that expedition:—

This was like touching a sensitive string ready to resonate. I had longed for a chance to explore France. During my research on agriculture in England and Ireland, covering about 7,000 miles, I had analyzed the rent, yields, and resources of those kingdoms. I often thought about how essential it was to understand the true condition of France: the impact of the government, the state of the farmers and the poor, the condition and extent of their manufacturing, along with a hundred other inquiries that were undeniably politically important. Yet, oddly enough, I couldn’t find this information in any French book based on actual observation; everything I learned before was written in a major city without venturing beyond its walls. I had only encountered a rather unsatisfactory book on sheep by Mons. Cartier, who was hired and funded by the government. I didn’t have much time to consider the proposal, but I wrote to find out if they would be traveling by post, as I had decided not to go in that case. Additionally, I asked if I would incur any expenses beyond my own costs and those for my horse. The reply informed me that they would be traveling with their own horses and planned to cover no more than twenty or twenty-five miles a day; that my expenses would only be what I mentioned and mostly in an affordable part of the country. I immediately agreed to this very appealing plan and soon set off for France on horseback. While in Dover, I was delayed, so I noted the following on that journey:—

l.—Had the packet sailed this morn as I expected I should not have scaled, as I never did before, Shakespeare’s Cliff. By the way it is by no means so formidable as I expected from it. I think the look down from its perpendicular position very striking, and when I reflected how much more it must be from the summit, the reflection, perhaps, injured the principal effect (l.). This is a proof that we ought never, when a powerful impression is wished, to advance to the principal point gradually. It should come upon us at once; nor should I have seen Mr. Harris’s drill plough,[116] which I liked much better from seeing it than from the print. But I principally should have wanted time to run over my accounts, to review the debts and credits of several loose memoranda, and find from the result that I had not acted imprudently or unguardedly in omitting the necessary preparations to such a journey. My dear child, my lovely Bobbin, I left in perfect health, the rest of my family well and provided for in every respect as they themselves had chalked out, the ‘Annals’ lodged in the hands of a man on whose friendship and abilities I could entirely confide. Revolving these circumstances 159in my mind gave me pleasure, so that I could hardly regret in the evening the day which in the morning I had pronounced lost. At night I went into a bye boat[117] and had a villainous passage of fourteen hours. Nine hours rolling at anchor had so fatigued my mare that I thought it necessary for her to rest one day, but next morning I left Calais.

‘i.'—If the packet had sailed this morning as I expected, I wouldn't have climbed Shakespeare’s Cliff as I did for the first time. By the way, it’s not nearly as intimidating as I thought it would be. I find the view looking down from its steep edge really impressive, and when I considered how much more stunning it must be from the top, that thought, perhaps, took away from the main effect (i.). This shows that when we want a strong impression, we shouldn’t approach it step by step. It should hit us all at once; nor would I have appreciated Mr. Harris’s drill plough, which I liked much more in person than in the print. But mainly, I would have needed time to go through my accounts, review the debts and credits from several scattered notes, and determine from the outcome that I hadn’t acted foolishly or carelessly by neglecting the necessary preparations for such a trip. My dear child, my lovely Bobbin, I left in perfect health, and the rest of my family is well and taken care of in every way they had planned. The ‘Annals’ are in the hands of a man whose friendship and abilities I trust completely. Reflecting on these circumstances brought me joy, so much so that I could hardly regret, in the evening, the day I had deemed lost that morning. That night, I took a small boat and faced a terrible journey of fourteen hours. Nine hours of rolling at anchor had exhausted my mare, so I thought it was best for her to rest for a day. However, the next morning, I left Calais.

l.—Wait at Desseins three days for a wind, Dover, London, Bradfield, and have more pleasure in giving my little girl a French doll than in viewing Versailles.’[118]

l.—Wait at Desseins for three days for a wind, Dover, London, Bradfield, and enjoy giving my little girl a French doll more than seeing Versailles.’[118]

The journey to France cost me 118l. 15s. 2d. Things bought, 20l. 17s.; books, 8l. 16s. 6d.

The trip to France cost me £118.15.2. Things I bought: £20.17; books: £8.16.6.

This year I had a long visit at Bradfield from M. Bukaty, nephew to the Polish Ambassador, a heavy, dull man with a Tartar countenance. His intention was to learn agriculture, but he made a poor progress. My correspondence this year contained much variety, and I have reperused many of the letters with much pleasure. In the number were the following:—

This year I had a long visit at Bradfield from M. Bukaty, the nephew of the Polish Ambassador, a serious, dull man with a Tartar look. He came with the aim of studying agriculture, but he didn't make much progress. My correspondence this year was quite diverse, and I've reread many of the letters with great enjoyment. Among them were the following:—

From Sir J. Sinclair[119] on clothing for sheep, which he sent and desired me to buy. I did so, and the rest of the flock took them I suppose for beasts of prey, and fled 160in all directions, till the clothed sheep jumping hedges and ditches soon derobed themselves.

From Sir J. Sinclair[119] about clothes for sheep, which he asked me to buy. I did, and the rest of the flock probably saw them as predators and ran off in all directions, until the sheep in clothes jumped over fences and ditches and soon got rid of them. 160

‘Whitehall: April 11, 1787.

‘Sir,—I went yesterday to Knightsbridge, and have ordered the canvas for covering the sheep, which will be ready next week, and I shall be glad to know how it can be best forwarded.

‘Sir,—I went to Knightsbridge yesterday and ordered the canvas for covering the sheep. It will be ready next week, and I would appreciate knowing the best way to send it.

‘My idea is to put the coverings on immediately after the sheep are shorn, when I imagine it would be comfortable instead of distressing to the animal. That the experiment may have full justice done I send you three covers of oil skin, three of pretty strong unoiled canvas, and two done over with Lord Dundonald’s tar. If lambs are apt to die of cold, would it not be of use to them?

‘My idea is to put the covers on right after the sheep are sheared, when I think it would be comfortable for the animal rather than stressful. To ensure the experiment is fairly evaluated, I'm sending you three oilskin covers, three made of fairly strong untreated canvas, and two that are coated with Lord Dundonald’s tar. If lambs are likely to die from the cold, wouldn’t this help them?

‘I am, Sir, your obedient servant,
John Sinclair.’

From Mr. Symonds, an account of his tour in the West &c., of the King and Queen’s visit to Whitbread’s Brew House; duties to the Crown, 52,000l. per annum for the brewery alone.

From Mr. Symonds, a report on his trip in the West, etc., regarding the King and Queen’s visit to Whitbread’s Brew House; responsibilities to the Crown, £52,000 per year for the brewery alone.

‘Sunning Hill: July 12, 1787.

‘My dear Sir,—I wrote to you from Cornwall, and hope you received the letter which was directed to Creil. I am returning from a tour through Devonshire, where I visited Mount Edgecombe, Dartmouth, Teignmouth, Torbay, Dawlish and Exmouth. At Exeter I passed ten days with my old friend the Bishop, Dr. Ross, and however I may have lost my time in other things I 161certainly was not deficient in my religious duties, for during the ten days I attended divine service nineteen times, taking in his Lordship’s private chapel and the cathedral.

‘My dear Sir,—I wrote to you from Cornwall, and I hope you got the letter that was sent to Creil. I’m coming back from a trip through Devonshire, where I visited Mount Edgecombe, Dartmouth, Teignmouth, Torbay, Dawlish, and Exmouth. I spent ten days in Exeter with my old friend, the Bishop, Dr. Ross, and even though I may have wasted time on other things, I definitely didn’t neglect my religious duties. During those ten days, I attended church services nineteen times, including at his Lordship’s private chapel and the cathedral. 161

‘After visiting most of the fine seats in Somersetshire &c. including Lord Radnor’s famous triangular house, I came to Salisbury, where I met several old acquaintances, and among the rest Mr. Windham, who published Doddington’s Diary, and who permitted me to look over the vast collection of Doddington’s private correspondence, and to copy what I pleased.

‘After visiting most of the beautiful estates in Somersetshire, including Lord Radnor’s famous triangular house, I arrived in Salisbury, where I ran into several old friends, including Mr. Windham, who published Doddington’s Diary. He allowed me to go through the extensive collection of Doddington’s private correspondence and copy whatever I wanted.

‘From Salisbury I came hither, having made nearly a thousand miles in my gig, without suffering the least inconvenience, either from weather or accident. Could I do better than to end, as it were, my tour with a visit to the "Monarch’s and the Muses’ Seats"?

‘From Salisbury I came here, having traveled almost a thousand miles in my carriage, without experiencing any inconvenience from the weather or any accidents. What better way could I have to finish my journey than by visiting the "Monarch’s and the Muses’ Seats"?

‘The only public news that you can now think of abroad is whether we are to have peace or war; but I have heard here from very good authority that Thurlow, Lord Stafford, and Mr. Pitt are for peace, and that ’tis thought the latter will resign if things take a different turn.

‘The only news you can really think about now is whether we’re heading for peace or war; but I’ve heard from very reliable sources here that Thurlow, Lord Stafford, and Mr. Pitt are in favor of peace, and it’s believed that Pitt will resign if things change direction.’

‘Whitbread expended not less than 15,000l. in entertaining the King and Queen at his brewery. They left off working it three days before—new clothes—the floor carpeted, and three or four sets of china made on purpose at Worcester after the most beautiful models of Sèvres, that the Royal Family might be entertained separately, though in the same rooms. The King asked Whitbread what he paid for duties to the Crown, and his Majesty was not a little surprised to hear that he 162paid 52,000l. for the Brewery alone. You will say all that is kind for me to the Count and Lazowski. Madame de Polignac[120] &c., together with the French Ambassador, have been at the Terrace, where they were received by the King and Queen. At Bath the French ladies broke the standing rules by all going to the ball much too late, and on foot, which is not common, and one danced in coloured gloves.

‘Whitbread spent no less than £15,000 entertaining the King and Queen at his brewery. They stopped working three days beforehand—new clothes, the floor carpeted, and three or four sets of china specially made at Worcester based on the beautiful designs from Sèvres, so the Royal Family could be entertained separately, even in the same rooms. The King asked Whitbread how much he paid in duties to the Crown, and His Majesty was quite surprised to learn that he paid £52,000 just for the Brewery. Please say all the kind things you can to the Count and Lazowski. Madame de Polignac, along with the French Ambassador, has been at the Terrace, where they were received by the King and Queen. In Bath, the French ladies broke the usual rules by arriving at the ball much too late and on foot, which is uncommon, and one even danced in colored gloves.’

‘You and I shall agree about the Liancourt Plough as well as most other things. The Duke’s ideas of farming resemble those of Mons. Baron, whose self-conceit is exceeded only by his ignorance, and who must inevitably starve, if he had to gain his bread by farming, and practised for himself.

‘You and I will agree on the Liancourt Plough as well as most other things. The Duke’s views on farming are similar to those of Mons. Baron, whose arrogance is only surpassed by his lack of knowledge, and who would surely starve if he had to earn his living through farming and did it himself.

‘Adieu. Ever faithfully yours,
J. Symonds.’
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CHAPTER VIII

TRAVEL AND INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIPS, 1788-89-90

The Wool Bill—Sheridan’s speech—Count Berchtold—Experiments—Second French journey—Potato-fed sheep—Cost of housekeeping—Chicory—Burnt in effigy—Correspondence—Third French journey—With Italian agriculturists—Bishop Watson and Mr. Luther—Correspondence—Literary work—Illness—The state of France.

The Wool Bill—Sheridan’s speech—Count Berchtold—Experiments—Second French trip—Potato-fed sheep—Cost of living—Chicory—Burnt in effigy—Correspondence—Third French trip—With Italian farmers—Bishop Watson and Mr. Luther—Correspondence—Writing—Illness—The situation in France.

Early in the spring I was deputed by the wool growers of Suffolk to support a petition against the Wool Bill[121] which at that time made much noise in the agricultural world; and in which I united with Sir Joseph Banks,[122] who was deputed by the county of Lincoln for the same purpose. I was most strenuous in the cause. By this Bill the growers of wool were laid under most insufferable restraints by its patrons the manufacturers, under the false pretence which had upon so many occasions been listened to by the Legislature, that immense quantities of wool were smuggled to France; on the gross fallacy of which they made good use, in taking those measures which answered their only design, that of sinking the price.

Early in the spring, I was appointed by the wool growers of Suffolk to support a petition against the Wool Bill[121] that was creating a lot of buzz in the agricultural community. I joined forces with Sir Joseph Banks,[122] who was appointed by the county of Lincoln for the same purpose. I was very dedicated to the cause. This Bill imposed unbearable restrictions on wool growers by its supporters, the manufacturers, under the false claim that huge amounts of wool were being smuggled to France; a gross fallacy they exploited to push measures that served their only goal of driving down prices.

164I applied to many of the leading members of both Houses of Parliament, but to very little effect. Those who deputed me were very desirous that I should see Mr. Fox on the subject; and Sir Peter Burrell, who was also greatly hostile to the Bill, and acted at that time as Lord Great Chamberlain of England at the trial of Mr. Hastings, recommended me to take an opportunity of the managers for the Commons, waiting at that trial to desire to speak with Mr. Fox in the manager’s box; and with this view gave me a pass ticket for the whole trial, by means of which I could be at the bar ready to serve such an opportunity when it offered. These tickets were sold at twenty guineas each; and this afforded me many opportunities of much entertainment. I accordingly saw Mr. Fox, and found him by no means inclined to patronise any opposition to the Bill. All that could be done was to make him a master of certain important facts of which he was ignorant, and which did seem to have some little weight with him. It may here be observed that as I was walking one day in Fleet Street with my pass ticket and a 20l. note in my pocket book, I was hustled unskilfully by a knot of rascals, who picked the book out of my pocket, but I missing it instantly, luckily observed it on the pavement near my foot, and seized on it immediately, and the rascals went off at once. By means of this ticket I was present when Mr. Sheridan made the speech that rendered his eloquence so celebrated.[123] I was examined at the Bar of the Houses of 165Lords and Commons, and published two pamphlets on the subject of the Wool Bill.

164I reached out to many prominent members of both Houses of Parliament, but it didn’t lead to much. Those who sent me were eager for me to talk to Mr. Fox about the issue; Sir Peter Burrell, who was also very much against the Bill and was serving as Lord Great Chamberlain of England during the trial of Mr. Hastings, suggested that I take the chance to speak with Mr. Fox while the managers for the Commons were waiting at that trial. To that end, he gave me a pass ticket for the entire trial, allowing me to be at the bar and ready for the right moment. These tickets were sold for twenty guineas each, giving me plenty of chances for entertainment. I eventually met Mr. Fox and found him not at all interested in supporting any opposition to the Bill. The best I could do was inform him about some important facts that he didn’t know, which did seem to have a bit of influence on him. It’s worth mentioning that one day while I was walking in Fleet Street with my pass ticket and a £20 note in my pocket, I was clumsily jostled by a group of thieves who managed to grab my pocketbook. Luckily, I quickly noticed it on the pavement next to my foot and grabbed it back before they could get away. Thanks to this ticket, I was there when Mr. Sheridan made the speech that made him famous for his eloquence.[123] I was examined at the Bar of the Houses of 165Lords and Commons, and published two pamphlets on the subject of the Wool Bill.

But notwithstanding all the opposition that was made to the measure, after moderating some of the most hostile clauses the Bill passed; but the manufacturers experienced so determined and vigorous an opposition that they would hardly engage again in any similar attack upon the landed interest. In the course of this business I experienced a strange instance of roguery in an Ipswich attorney named Kirby. This man was appointed secretary and receiver of the Suffolk subscriptions for supporting the expense of opposing the Bill. He paid the reckoning twice at the ‘Crown and Anchor’ when a few persons dined there; and after that, under various pretences, when money was to be paid; and on a moderate computation put more than 100l. into his own pocket. I was unwilling to believe it, but upon his death a few years after it was found that he was one of the greatest knaves the devil ever created.

But despite all the opposition to the measure, after softening some of the most aggressive clauses, the Bill was passed; however, the manufacturers faced such strong and fierce opposition that they were hesitant to attempt anything similar against the landowners again. During this process, I saw a bizarre example of dishonesty from an Ipswich lawyer named Kirby. This man was appointed as the secretary and treasurer for the Suffolk contributions to cover the costs of opposing the Bill. He paid the bill twice at the 'Crown and Anchor' when a few people dined there; and afterward, under various excuses, whenever money was due; and with a rough estimate, he pocketed over 100l. I didn't want to believe it, but after his death a few years later, it became evident that he was one of the biggest conmen the devil ever created.

My deputation by the county of Suffolk to represent it, in opposing the Bill at the bar of the two Houses of Parliament, in the same manner as Sir Joseph Banks, a highly eminent character for influence and affluence, was deputed by the county of Lincoln, did me much honour, and shows that a prophet may sometimes be esteemed, even in his own country. The reader who is desirous of becoming acquainted with this 166portion of the history of wool in England may consult my Question of Wool—my speech that might have been spoken—my Reasons against the Bill, and various other papers by myself, inserted in the ‘Annals.’

My appointment by Suffolk County to represent it in opposing the Bill before both Houses of Parliament, similar to how Sir Joseph Banks, a well-known and influential figure, was chosen by Lincoln County, was a great honor and shows that sometimes a person can be recognized even in their own hometown. Readers who want to learn more about this part of the history of wool in England can check out my "Question of Wool," my speech that could have been delivered, my "Reasons Against the Bill," and several other papers of mine published in the ‘Annals.’

The opposition certainly would have been successful if Mr. Pitt had not found what so many ministers have experienced before—that the trading interest at large is a hundred times more active than the landed interest; for very few counties exerted themselves on this occasion. Had half of them acted like Suffolk the Bill would have been inevitably lost, and had I not been a resident in Suffolk that county would have slept with the rest. It may not be amiss to observe that a pamphlet was published, entitled a ‘Letter to Arthur Young, Esq., on the Wool Bill, by Thomas Day,[124] Esq.,’ from which the following is an extract:—

The opposition definitely would have succeeded if Mr. Pitt hadn't discovered what many ministers have faced before—that the business community is way more active than the agricultural sector; very few counties stepped up this time. If even half of them had acted like Suffolk, the Bill would have definitely failed, and if I hadn’t lived in Suffolk, that county would have remained inactive like the others. It’s worth mentioning that a pamphlet was published titled ‘Letter to Arthur Young, Esq., on the Wool Bill, by Thomas Day,[124] Esq.,’ from which the following is an extract:—

‘If we are delivered from the present danger, I know no one who has so great a claim to the public gratitude as yourself. As soon as the storm began to gather, your active eye remarked the curling of the waters and the blackening of the horizon, while all our other Palinuruses were quietly slumbering around. Distinguished, therefore, as you long have been for literary talents, you have now added a nobler wreath, and a sublimer praise to all you merited before.’ Mr. Day in this letter calls my opposition to the Bill ‘A noble stand in defence of the common liberties.’

‘If we make it through this current danger, I can't think of anyone who deserves the public's gratitude more than you. As soon as the storm started brewing, your keen eye noticed the choppy waters and the darkening sky, while everyone else was peacefully dozing off. You have long been recognized for your literary talents, but now you've earned a greater honor and a more profound respect than ever before.’ Mr. Day refers to my opposition to the Bill as ‘A noble stand in defense of the common liberties.’

167April 22.—I was examined on the Wool Bill in the House of Commons. It was a most hard-fought battle between the manufacturers and the landed interest; the Bill laid heavy shackles on every movement of wool near the sea coast, and was opposed with great resolution, both by Sir Joseph Banks and myself.

167April 22.—I was questioned about the Wool Bill in the House of Commons. It was a really tough struggle between the manufacturers and the landowners; the Bill imposed strict restrictions on any movement of wool close to the coast, and both Sir Joseph Banks and I strongly opposed it.

‘We opposed it both in the Commons and the Lords, both being examined at the Bar of the two Houses; the manufacturers on this occasion were so hotly opposed that Sir Joseph thought they would be quiet in future. I was of a different opinion, being convinced that they never would omit any opportunity of imposing their shackle on that insensible, torpid, and stupid body “the landlords of Britain.”’

‘We opposed it in both the Commons and the Lords, with both being examined at the Bar of the two Houses; the manufacturers were so strongly opposed this time that Sir Joseph thought they would be quiet in the future. I disagreed, convinced they would never miss a chance to impose their control over that insensitive, sluggish, and foolish group “the landlords of Britain.”’

About this time Count Leopold Berchtold[125] visited me at Bradfield. But part of the time which he spent in Suffolk (I being absent) was at the ‘Angel’ at Bury, where he lived an extraordinary life of retirement and economy. He daily went out, and employed the whole day in writing and reading. Such temperance has scarcely been known. He drank neither wine nor beer, and would dine upon a potato or an egg.

About this time, Count Leopold Berchtold[125] visited me at Bradfield. However, part of the time he spent in Suffolk (while I was away) was at the ‘Angel’ in Bury, where he lived a remarkably simple and frugal life. He went out every day and spent the entire day writing and reading. Such self-discipline is rarely seen. He didn’t drink wine or beer and would have just a potato or an egg for dinner.

He told the landlord of that inn that he could not live in the manner of other travellers, but that he might charge what he pleased for his apartments. He was a most extraordinary personage. His father had a considerable estate in Bohemia, and one reason for 168the son’s travelling over a great part of the world was the extreme disgust he took at the measures of the Emperor Joseph II., which were oppressive and ruinous to the nobility &c., constantly changing his ill-formed political schemes. He had lived in the principal countries of Europe long enough to become a master of their languages, in every one of which he printed a work which he conceived might be useful to the inhabitants. When at Bradfield he was working hard to learn Arabic, as he proposed passing from England to Morocco, thence to Egypt and Arabia. This journey afterwards he executed, and returned home to Bohemia through the greatest part of the Turkish Empire; and, after escaping a thousand dangers, as he was going to Vienna was murdered by banditti.

He told the innkeeper that he couldn't live like other travelers, but that he could charge whatever he wanted for his room. He was a truly remarkable person. His father owned a large estate in Bohemia, and one reason the son traveled so much was his intense dislike for the policies of Emperor Joseph II., which were oppressive and damaging to the nobility and constantly shifting due to poorly thought-out political plans. He had lived in the main countries of Europe long enough to become fluent in their languages, in each of which he published a work he believed would be helpful to the locals. While in Bradfield, he was diligently learning Arabic, as he planned to travel from England to Morocco, and then on to Egypt and Arabia. He eventually completed this journey, returning home to Bohemia through much of the Turkish Empire; and after facing countless dangers, he was murdered by bandits on his way to Vienna.

He was very tall and graceful in his person, of a handsome, expressive countenance, and as elegant as if he had passed his whole life in a Court. Though invested with the Order of St. Stephano by the Grand Duke of Tuscany, Leopold, he never wore it in England, as his father being alive made it necessary for him to live economically. His conversation was intelligent and pleasing, his knowledge almost universal. He travelled much on foot; and once through France or Germany—I forget which—when he was beset by three or four robbers; but he assumed so much firmness in his manner, with so resolute and determined an air, and with so threatening an attitude of defence, that, after a pause, the robbers retired, thinking it best to let him alone. He had a sabre or some other weapon, and said that they might have had the worst of it if 169they had made the attack, as he had before been set on in the same way more than once.

He was very tall and graceful, with a handsome, expressive face, and he looked as elegant as if he had spent his whole life at court. Although he was given the Order of St. Stephano by the Grand Duke of Tuscany, Leopold, he never wore it in England because he had to live frugally while his father was alive. His conversations were smart and enjoyable, and he had a wealth of knowledge. He traveled a lot on foot, and once while passing through France or Germany—I can’t remember which—he was confronted by three or four robbers. However, he displayed such confidence and a determined attitude that, after a moment, the robbers decided to back off, thinking it was better to leave him alone. He had a saber or some other weapon and claimed that they might have regretted attacking him since he had been in similar situations before.

His first business in every country was to study unremittingly till he had perfectly learnt the language, as without this he considered men and women but as cows and sheep. He then applied himself with singular assiduity to understand those branches of human industry or political economy for which the country was most celebrated, and for this purpose applied to those who were most able to satisfy his inquiries. He was introduced to me by Anthony Souga, the Imperial Consul at London, who gave him the highest possible character. When he had registered these inquiries and printed a book in the language, he left the country for some other.

His first task in every country was to study relentlessly until he had fully mastered the language, as he believed that without it, people were no more than cows and sheep. He then dedicated himself to understanding the key aspects of industry or political economy for which the country was renowned, consulting those who could best answer his questions. He was introduced to me by Anthony Souga, the Imperial Consul in London, who praised him highly. After gathering this information and publishing a book in the language, he left the country for another.

The grand object of Ct. B.’s investigations and inquiries seemed to be not so much the good of the countries he visited, as to possess himself of a great mass of that sort of knowledge which might be most useful in adding to the welfare and happiness of the inhabitants of that estate to which he was born, and which was a very extensive property. He spent some time with me in Suffolk gleaning agricultural information, intending to apply it to the farmers and peasants of his paternal estate and of his own favourite Bohemia, from which he often lamented that he was driven by the folly and tyranny of Joseph II. It was with great concern that I heard of his very unfortunate and untimely death about ten years after leaving England. He was about thirty-six years of age when in Suffolk, was possessed of various and uncommon powers, built 170mentally and bodily on a great scale, talked English like a native, walked like a giant, and was of all the multitude of foreigners who frequented my house the most persevering and the most intelligent.

The main goal of Ct. B.’s investigations and inquiries didn’t seem to be the benefit of the countries he visited, but rather to gather a wealth of knowledge that could be valuable in improving the welfare and happiness of the people on the estate where he was born, which was a large property. He spent some time with me in Suffolk collecting agricultural information, planning to share it with the farmers and peasants of his family estate and his beloved Bohemia, from which he often lamented being driven out due to the foolishness and tyranny of Joseph II. I was deeply saddened to hear about his tragic and premature death about ten years after he left England. He was around thirty-six years old when in Suffolk, had various exceptional abilities, both mentally and physically, spoke English like a native, walked like a giant, and was the most determined and intelligent among the many foreigners who visited my home.

This year I made some experiments on the distemper in wheat called the smut, which were amongst the most satisfactory and decisive that I ever found, and in which I corrected some errors of Mr. de Tillet,[126] and proved, too clearly to be doubted, the proximate cause and prevention of that disease.

This year I conducted some experiments on the wheat disease known as smut, which were among the most satisfying and conclusive I’ve ever experienced. I also corrected some mistakes made by Mr. de Tillet,[126] and clearly proved the direct cause and prevention of this disease.

It is almost intolerable, after experiments so decisive, that so many men, through ignorance of what I had done, should for a long time have been bewildering themselves upon the same subject, and continuing to do so to the present day, publishing, too, the greatest errors. These experiments are inserted in the ‘Annals.’

It’s almost unbearable, after such clear experiments, that so many people, not knowing what I had done, have spent so much time confused about the same topic and still do today, even publishing major mistakes. These experiments are included in the ‘Annals.’

This year I set out on my second journey to France in the month of July. I made this alone, my cloak-bag behind me; and I did not travel thus an[127] hundred miles before my mare fell blind. I have heard and read much of the pleasure of travelling; how it may be with posting—avant-couriers preparing apartments and repasts—I know not. Let those who enjoy such comfort pity me, who made 3,700 miles on a blind mare! and brought her (humanity would not allow me to sell her) safe back to Bradfield. I claim but one merit—that of practising in the midst of all this folly the severest economy in travelling.

This year, I set out on my second trip to France in July. I did this alone, with my backpack behind me, and I didn’t get a hundred miles into my journey before my mare went blind. I’ve heard and read a lot about the joys of traveling; whether it’s with posting—forerunners preparing accommodations and meals—I honestly don’t know. Let those who enjoy such comforts feel sorry for me, having traveled 3,700 miles with a blind mare! And human decency wouldn’t let me sell her, so I brought her safely back to Bradfield. I only claim one credit—the ability to practice strict economy in the midst of all this chaos.

In the winter Mr. Macro took a seat in my postchaise on a farming tour across Essex and into 171Sussex, where we spent a day or two with Lord Sheffield.

In the winter, Mr. Macro joined me in my carriage for a farming trip across Essex and into 171Sussex, where we spent a day or two with Lord Sheffield.

In this tour I learned that General Murray had 4,000 South Down sheep, and that he fed them with potatoes. This was sufficient. To come into the country on the search for sheep and potato intelligence, and not to see such a man, would not be to make a very wise figure when we returned home. But I had not the honour to be known to the General. No matter; 4,000 sheep fed on potatoes were an object before which form must give way. I wrote a card, stating our pursuit, and wishes to have it gratified, desiring leave to view his flock. Those who know the General’s liberality and passion for agriculture will not want to be told what the answer was. We spent five days in his house, and found it the residence of hospitality and good sense.

In this tour, I found out that General Murray had 4,000 South Down sheep, which he fed with potatoes. That was enough. Coming to the country in search of sheep and potato knowledge and not meeting such a notable person wouldn’t leave us looking very wise when we got back home. However, I wasn't honored to be known by the General. No matter; 4,000 sheep fed on potatoes was a sight that couldn’t be overlooked. I wrote a note explaining our purpose and our wish to see his flock. Those who are familiar with the General’s generosity and love for agriculture won’t need to be told what his response was. We spent five days at his house, which turned out to be a place of warmth and good judgment.

Mrs. Murray had resided nine years in the island of Majorca, being the daughter of the English consul. She gave me many particulars relating to that island, and, among others, that the climate was by far the finest she had ever experienced. She never was for a single hour either too hot or too cold, nor ever saw a fog; but the people were unpleasant, ignorant and bigoted.

Mrs. Murray had lived on the island of Majorca for nine years, being the daughter of the English consul. She shared many details about the island with me, including that the climate was the best she had ever experienced. She never felt too hot or too cold for even a moment, and she never saw a fog; however, she thought the locals were unpleasant, ignorant, and bigoted.

I was always very regular in keeping accounts, but do not often mention them in this detail; I may, however, just observe that I seemed to have been no bad economist, as the total expense of house, garden, stable, servants, and keeping a postchaise with not a little company, cost in four months 97l. 2s. 3d., or at the 172rate of 291l. 6s. 9d. per annum; how it was done I forget. If such an expense be compared with the present times[128] it will show the enormous difference, arising principally from the desperate increase of taxation, which has crippled so many classes of the kingdom; but I had a large farm in my hands. On being at London, some time after, I went to Esher and spent a day with Mr. Ducket, examining his farm with great attention; he dined with me at the ‘Tun,’ and I had a very interesting conversation with him to a late hour, upon all the points of his husbandry.

I always kept pretty neat accounts, but I don’t usually go into this much detail. I will say, though, that I seemed to be a decent economist since the total cost for the house, garden, stables, staff, and maintaining a carriage with quite a bit of company came to 97l. 2s. 3d. over four months, which is about 291l. 6s. 9d. per year; I can’t remember how I managed it. If you compare such expenses to today[128], it highlights the huge difference mainly due to the steep rise in taxes that has hurt so many groups in the country; but I had a big farm under my care. After some time in London, I went to Esher and spent a day with Mr. Ducket, looking over his farm with great interest; he joined me for dinner at the ‘Tun,’ and we had a very engaging discussion late into the night about all aspects of his farming practices.

In this year I first introduced the cultivation of Cichorium Intybus[129] at Bradfield, and registered it in the ‘Annals of Agriculture;’ it was at first upon a small scale, but sufficient to convince me of the vast importance of the plant. I brought the seed from Lyons in France, and gradually extended the culture till I had above one hundred acres of it; the utter stupidity of the farming world was never more apparent than in their neglect of this plant, so repeatedly recommended in the ‘Annals.’ The Duke of Bedford kept ten large sheep per acre on a field of it.

This year, I first started growing Cichorium Intybus[129] at Bradfield and documented it in the 'Annals of Agriculture.' Initially, I cultivated it on a small scale, but it was enough to show me how significant this plant is. I brought the seeds from Lyons in France and gradually expanded the cultivation until I had over one hundred acres. The sheer ignorance of the farming community was never more evident than in their disregard for this plant, which was repeatedly recommended in the 'Annals.' The Duke of Bedford kept ten large sheep per acre in one of the fields.

The following letters were among others received this year:—

The following letters were among those received this year:—

From B. H. Latrobe, Esq., on my being burnt in effigy at Norwich by the manufacturers (in re Wool Bill), a very lively letter.

From B. H. Latrobe, Esq., about me being burned in effigy at Norwich by the manufacturers (in regard to Wool Bill), a very lively letter.

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‘Stamp Office, Somerset Place: May 22, 1788.

‘Dear Sir,—We have been waiting for your arrival in town patiently for the week past, and I am afraid we must now make up our minds to wait patiently a great deal longer, as the passing of the Wool Bill has not been able to bring you to town. By the word We I mean my brother, our friend the lord of slaves,[130] myself, and I dare say it includes fifty other people whom I have not the honour of knowing. We have been three days past laying our heads together to find out some method of doing you honour in effigy in order to make up to you in some measure the disgrace you have undergone (as is creditably reported about town) of being burnt in effigy by the wool manufacturers at Bury. My brother is for procuring your effigy, and after having crowned it with a wreath composed of turnip roots, cabbage leaves, potato-apples, wheat-ears, oats, straws, &c., and tied with a band of wool, thinks it ought to be placed upon its pedestal (being the volume of Virgil’s “Georgics”) to be worshipped by the real patriots; Mr. Huthhausen thinks a plain ribbon a sufficient honour for a man whose ideas can admit of the belief of slavery in Silesia; and, as for myself, I am of opinion that a man whose life has been devoted without fee or reward to the service of the public has so great a reward arising from the consciousness of having done good, and so just a claim to honour, that I shall not trouble my head about methods to increase it. But I must beg your pardon for this 174lady-like chat, though your having been burnt in effigy is enough to make any pen run wild.... I could wish that a favour I have to beg of you were not inconvenient.’

‘Dear Sir,—We have been patiently waiting for your arrival in town for the past week, and I’m afraid we’ll have to accept that we’ll be waiting patiently a lot longer, as the passing of the Wool Bill hasn’t brought you to town. By “We,” I mean my brother, our friend the lord of slaves, myself, and I’m sure it includes about fifty other people I don’t have the honor of knowing. We’ve spent the last three days brainstorming how to honor you in effigy to somewhat makeup for the disgrace you’ve apparently faced (as is frequently mentioned around town) of being burned in effigy by the wool manufacturers in Bury. My brother wants to get your effigy made, and after crowning it with a wreath made of turnip roots, cabbage leaves, potato-apples, wheat ears, oats, straws, etc., tied with a band of wool, he thinks it should be placed on a pedestal (which is a copy of Virgil’s “Georgics”) to be worshiped by true patriots. Mr. Huthhausen believes a plain ribbon is enough honor for someone who can accept the idea of slavery in Silesia. As for me, I think a person who has dedicated their life to serving the public without any fee or reward should find their greatest reward in the knowledge that they’ve done good, and they truly deserve honor, so I won’t bother coming up with ways to increase it. But I must apologize for this rather feminine talk, though the fact that you’ve been burned in effigy is enough to make any pen run wild.... I wish the favor I have to ask of you weren’t inconvenient.’

[The writer requests that some remarks of his own on the book named above may be inserted in the ‘Annals.’]

[The writer asks that some of his comments on the book mentioned above be included in the ‘Annals.’]

From Edmund Burke, Esq., on an application I made to him relative to the Wool Bill. [Unfortunately no copy can be found of this letter.]

From Edmund Burke, Esq., regarding a request I made to him about the Wool Bill. [Unfortunately, no copy of this letter can be found.]

Sir Joseph Banks gives me joy of being burned in effigy at Norwich (Bury?) on account of my opposition to the Wool Bill:—

Sir Joseph Banks is delighted that I'm being burned in effigy in Norwich (Bury?) due to my opposition to the Wool Bill:—

‘Soho Square: May 13, 1788.

‘Dear Sir,—With this you will receive the “Instructions given to the Council against the Wool Bill.”[131]

‘Dear Sir,—With this you will receive the “Instructions given to the Council against the Wool Bill.”[131]

‘I have corrected the whole, but I fear you will find it miserably deficient in point of composition, but as I am not ambitious on that head I mean to be satisfied if I am intelligible.

‘I have corrected everything, but I worry you’ll find it lacking in terms of composition. Since I’m not aiming for anything grand in that regard, I just hope to be understood.’

‘I give you joy sincerely at having arrived at the glory of being burned in effigy; nothing is so conclusive a proof of your possessing the best of the argument. No one was ever burned if he was wrong—the business in that case is to expose his blunders—but when argument is precluded firebrands are ready substitutes.

‘I genuinely congratulate you on achieving the honor of being burned in effigy; nothing proves your point better than that. No one has ever been burned if they were in the wrong—the goal in that situation is to reveal their mistakes—but when debate is out of the question, firebrand tactics are ready alternatives.

‘Believe me, dear Sir,
‘Yours faithfully,
J. Banks.’

1751789.—I had yet work to do in France; the survey of that kingdom was not completed in the journeys of the two preceding years. I did not hesitate therefore, but as soon as business at home would permit me to be absent I set out on my third expedition, June 2, and went to Paris in the diligence. As the carrying specimens of remarkable soils and of manufactures, wool, &c. was so inconvenient, I made this journey in a chaise. Through the kindness of the Duchess d’Estissac (de Rochefoucauld) I was most agreeably received at the Hôtel de la Rochefoucauld, and as the States General were assembling I went thither to the Duke’s apartment, where I met many persons of note, such as the Duke of Orleans, the Abbé Sieyès, Rabaut St. Étienne,[132] &c. and was present at an interesting debate in the National Assembly. I spent some time at Paris, which I quitted on my third journey on June 28. I felt much regret on taking leave of my excellent friend Monsieur Lazowski, whose anxiety for the fate of his country[133] made me respect his character as much as I had reason to love it for the thousand attentions I was in the daily habit of receiving from him. My kind protectress the Duchess d’Estissac had the goodness to make me promise that I would again return to her hospitable hotel when I had finished the journey.

1751789.—I still had work to do in France; my exploration of the country wasn’t finished from the previous two years. So, as soon as I could take care of my responsibilities at home, I set off on my third trip on June 2, traveling to Paris by coach. Since it was really inconvenient to transport samples of unique soils, textiles, wool, etc., I made this journey in a carriage. Thanks to the kindness of the Duchess d’Estissac (de Rochefoucauld), I received a warm welcome at the Hôtel de la Rochefoucauld. With the States General assembling, I went to the Duke’s apartment, where I met many distinguished individuals, including the Duke of Orleans, Abbé Sieyès, Rabaut St. Étienne,[132] etc., and attended a fascinating debate in the National Assembly. I spent some time in Paris and left on my third journey on June 28. I felt a deep sense of regret parting ways with my great friend Monsieur Lazowski, whose concern for his country[133] made me admire him as much as I loved him for the countless kindnesses he showed me daily. My generous host, the Duchess d’Estissac, kindly asked me to promise I would return to her welcoming hotel once my journey was complete.

At Toulon I sold my horse and chaise, as I had been informed that I could not thus travel with safety in Italy. I embarked at Toulon to save one or two stages, 176which gave me an opportunity of viewing the fine harbours of that port. On leaving Nice I went by a vetturino to Turin, and was fortunate in making the acquaintance of some of the gentlemen that accompanied me. At that capital I was introduced to various lovers of the plough, and received much valuable information. From this place I went to Milan, where through the kind attentions of the Abate[134] Amorette, a true lover of agriculture and a friend of its professors, I was introduced to a variety of persons who afforded me much intelligence and accompanied me to the seat of the Count di Castiglioni, sixteen miles north of the city, with whom I passed sufficient time to give me an opportunity of remarking the country life of an Italian nobleman of high consideration.

At Toulon, I sold my horse and carriage because I was told it wouldn't be safe to travel this way in Italy. I boarded a ship in Toulon to skip one or two legs of my journey, which allowed me to see the beautiful ports there. After leaving Nice, I took a hired coach to Turin and was lucky to meet some great guys traveling with me. In that city, I was introduced to several farming enthusiasts and learned a lot from them. From there, I headed to Milan, where, thanks to the generous help of Abate Amorette—a true agriculture enthusiast and friend of those in the field—I met various people who provided me with valuable insights and took me to the estate of Count di Castiglioni, located sixteen miles north of the city. I spent enough time there to observe the rural life of a well-respected Italian nobleman.

From Milan I went to Lodi through one of the finest scenes of irrigation in the world. At the latter place I assisted in the whole operation of making a Lodesan, called Parmesan cheese in England, and thereby learnt a few circumstances in that manufacture, which I afterwards applied with success in making cheese in Suffolk. At Lodi I attended the opera, where the Archduke and Archduchess with the most splendid company were present, and it gave me particular pleasure to find such a house so filled in a little town quite dependent on cows, butter and cheese.

From Milan, I traveled to Lodi through one of the most beautiful irrigation systems in the world. While I was there, I got involved in the entire process of making a Lodesan, known as Parmesan cheese in England, and learned a few things about that production, which I later successfully applied when making cheese in Suffolk. In Lodi, I went to the opera, where the Archduke and Archduchess were present along with a fantastic group of people, and I was particularly pleased to see such a full house in a small town that relies heavily on cows, butter, and cheese.

At Bergamo I was electrified by the fine eyes of an Italian fair, and just as I was making a nearer approach, impeded in it by the sudden appearance of her husband.

At Bergamo, I was captivated by the beautiful eyes of an Italian woman, and just as I was about to get closer, I was interrupted by the sudden appearance of her husband.

At Verona I viewed its celebrated amphitheatre 177and gained some agricultural intelligence, then on to Vicenza and Padua, where I stayed some days, having introductions to several professors, then by the canal to Venice, where I employed several days in viewing that singular place and numberless curiosities to be found in it. It fully answered my expectations.

At Verona, I checked out its famous amphitheater 177 and learned some agricultural tips. Then I went on to Vicenza and Padua, where I stayed for a few days, thanks to introductions to several professors. After that, I traveled by canal to Venice, where I spent several days exploring that unique city and all the amazing things to see there. It completely met my expectations.

At Bologna I was so fortunate as to meet Mr. Taylor, of Bifrons, in Kent, with his very agreeable family. By him I was introduced to such of the nobility of the place as had a taste for farming, which, with some excursions in the vicinity, enabled me to understand the agriculture of the district.

At Bologna, I was lucky enough to meet Mr. Taylor from Bifrons in Kent, along with his friendly family. He introduced me to some of the local nobility who were interested in farming, and this, along with a few trips around the area, helped me get a grasp on the agriculture of the region.

Thence I travelled to Florence, where my time was divided between agriculture and the Tribuna, that is, between Farmers and Venuses.

Then I traveled to Florence, where I spent my time divided between farming and the Tribuna, that is, between Farmers and Venuses.

I was here introduced to many celebrated characters and to others able to give me valuable agricultural information. At home we had a very pleasant party, and abroad our eyes were feasted with all that Art or Science could produce.

I was introduced here to many famous people and others who could share useful agricultural knowledge with me. At home, we had a really nice gathering, and everywhere we went, we were treated to all that Art or Science could offer.

Quitting Turin [on the return journey] I joined company with Mr. Grundy, a considerable merchant, from Birmingham. We crossed over Mont Cenis on our route to Lyons.[135]

Quitting Turin [on the return journey], I partnered up with Mr. Grundy, a prominent merchant from Birmingham. We crossed Mont Cenis on our way to Lyon.[135]

During the winter of this year I met Dr. Watson several times at my friend Symonds’, and shall here copy a private note I made on that celebrated character.

During this winter, I met Dr. Watson several times at my friend Symonds’ place, and I’ll share a private note I made about that well-known figure.

I was well acquainted with him for some years before he was made a Bishop as well as long after. 178Nor is it strange that I should be assiduous in cultivating a connection with a man of such extraordinary powers, who had a most peculiar felicity in bringing all the stores of a richly furnished mind to bear as occasion required in conversation. His memory was wonderfully retentive, and he had the art of speaking upon subjects with which he was not well acquainted without betraying any ignorance. He had a clear, logical head, great promptness of application, and the utmost fluency of expression, but sometimes with an affectation of enunciation in a delicate manner which did not at all become the native sturdiness of his disposition. He had a mathematical calculating head, which enabled him readily to apply scientific researches to the ordinary purposes of life. His style was always uncommonly perspicuous. The King once said to him, ‘I know not how it is, my Lord, but when I read any of your publications I am never for one moment at a loss for your meaning, whereas in reading the works of other very able men their want of clearness often makes me doubtful.’ ‘Sir,’ replied the Bishop, ‘we are very assiduous at Cambridge to study Euclid and Locke.’ Almost from being made a Bishop he became a disgusted man, because he never could procure a translation, and it was supposed that the Queen was influenced against him by Bishop Porteus, who had not so high an opinion of him as many others. He was once speaking to Porteus in praise of Locke’s ‘Reasonableness of Christianity,’ and said in the course of conversation, ‘I presume, my Lord, you are of the same opinion.’ But Porteus, who had not been able to get 179in a word for some time, with a firmness not perhaps common with him when conversing with such a man as Watson, said, ‘Indeed, my Lord, I am quite of a different opinion’—then left the room abruptly.

I knew him well for several years before he became a Bishop and for a long time after that. 178 It’s not surprising that I made an effort to connect with someone so exceptional, who had a unique talent for drawing on his wealth of knowledge in conversation. His memory was incredibly sharp, and he could talk about topics he wasn’t very familiar with without showing any signs of ignorance. He had a clear, logical mind, was quick to act, and could express himself very fluently, although sometimes he spoke in a way that felt a bit pretentious, which didn’t suit his naturally strong character. He had a mathematical mind that made it easy for him to apply scientific knowledge to everyday life. His writing style was always remarkably clear. The King once said to him, “I don’t know why, my Lord, but when I read anything you write, I never have to guess what you mean, while with other talented authors, their lack of clarity often leaves me confused.” The Bishop replied, “Sir, we really focus on studying Euclid and Locke at Cambridge.” Almost immediately after becoming a Bishop, he grew frustrated because he couldn’t manage to get a translation, and it was believed that the Queen was influenced against him by Bishop Porteus, who didn’t think as highly of him as many others did. He was once talking to Porteus about Locke’s “Reasonableness of Christianity” and asked, “I suppose, my Lord, you agree with me.” But Porteus, who hadn’t had a chance to speak for a while, firmly but perhaps unusually replied, “Actually, my Lord, I have a completely different opinion”—and then left the room quickly. 179

Watson disapproved of his daughter learning Latin, but was very assiduous to procure her translations of the Classics. Upon coming to the University, or not long after, he found himself very deficient in Classical learning, and applied to recover lost time with indefatigable attention. He was tutor to Mr. Luther, of Essex, at Cambridge, and was useful to him in the great contested election for that county. Soon after, Luther, as was supposed from motives of economy, went to France, and, in his absence, some malignant reports were spread to his disadvantage. Watson saw the great importance of trampling upon them immediately; not trusting to any correspondence, he went to Paris, and represented to him the necessity of instantly returning and showing himself in every company that was possible. Luther felt the propriety of the advice, and directly returned with the Doctor, whose conduct upon this and many other occasions made such an impression on his mind that he left him a good estate in the very heart of the Earl of Egremont’s at Petworth, so that part of it joined not only the park, but the garden. To purchase this estate was a very great object to Lord E., and the Bishop, not liking to ask too high a price in the years’ purchase for the land, made a valuation of a great quantity of young timber on what would be the future value of the trees, and by this means contrived to have a very great price for the 180estate. It was too great an object to Lord E. to be refused; but the Bishop did not escape without censure.

Watson didn't approve of his daughter studying Latin, but he was very eager to get her translations of the Classics. When he arrived at the University, or shortly after, he realized he was lacking in Classical knowledge, and he worked tirelessly to catch up. He was a tutor to Mr. Luther from Essex at Cambridge and helped him during the significant contested election for that county. Soon after, Luther went to France, supposedly for financial reasons, and while he was away, some malicious rumors were spread against him. Watson recognized the urgent need to squash these rumors immediately; instead of relying on letters, he traveled to Paris and explained to Luther the importance of returning right away and making appearances in as many social circles as possible. Luther understood the wisdom of this advice and returned with the Doctor, whose actions on this occasion and many others made such a lasting impression on him that he left him a valuable estate right in the heart of the Earl of Egremont’s property at Petworth, which bordered not only the park but also the garden. Acquiring this estate was a major goal for Lord E., and since the Bishop didn't want to ask too high a price for the land in terms of years' purchase, he estimated the worth of a large amount of young timber based on the future value of the trees. This strategy allowed him to set a very high price for the estate. It was too significant of a deal for Lord E. to pass up; however, the Bishop faced some criticism for it.

Count Leopold Berchtold published this year his ‘Hints to Patriotic Travellers,’ which in a very handsome manner he dedicated to me. My correspondence was somewhat numerous. I could give a long list, but shall only mention the following:—

Count Leopold Berchtold published his 'Hints to Patriotic Travellers' this year, which he dedicated to me in a very elegant way. I received quite a few letters about it. I could provide a long list, but I will only mention the following:—

From Count Bukaty, Polish Ambassador, invitation from the King of Poland.[136]

From Count Bukaty, Polish Ambassador, invitation from the King of Poland.[136]

‘Holles Street: May 27, 1789.

‘Sir,—I acquit myself of my old debt of gratitude which I owe you in returning my sincere thanks for all the kindness which my nephew has experienced from you and your family during his residence at Bradfield Hall. I left him in Poland to spread your name and superior merit, which is already so well known and justly admired all over Europe. Your well-deserved fame reaching his Majesty the King of Poland, and his brother, the Prince Primate, makes them wish to see you once in that country, whose natural riches consisting in agriculture might be essentially improved by your transcendent knowledge therein. It was already their intention to establish there a Society of Agriculture, had it not been for the present political circumstances, which necessarily take up all their time and attention. I would be exceedingly 181happy, Sir, when you will be present in Town in order to have some conversation with you on the subject. In the meantime, I take the liberty to ask your favour in informing me where I could get the machine for separating corn from chaff, whereof the drawing was brought to Poland by my nephew?

‘Sir,—I want to express my deep gratitude for all the kindness you and your family have shown my nephew during his time at Bradfield Hall. I left him in Poland to spread your name and remarkable talents, which are already well-known and admired throughout Europe. Your well-deserved reputation has even reached his Majesty the King of Poland and his brother, the Prince Primate, who wish to see you in their country, where the agricultural wealth could greatly benefit from your exceptional expertise. They were already planning to create an Agricultural Society there, but current political circumstances have taken up all their time and focus. I would be very happy, Sir, if you are in Town so we could discuss this matter. In the meantime, I’d like to ask if you could let me know where I could find the machine for separating corn from chaff that my nephew brought to Poland?

‘I have the honour to be, with the greatest respect,

‘I have the honor to be, with the utmost respect,

‘Sir, your most obedient, &c.,
F. Bukaty,
‘Envoy Extraordinary of Poland.’
From Dr. Burney
‘Chelsea College: Oct. 20, 1789.

‘My dear Friend,—I have begged a corner of this sheet from your daughter Bessy to congratulate you on your safe arrival on Classic ground after the perils and dangers of Gothic ground. How insipid will the history of the present times in this last country render all other history! And what weight will it not give to what has been long called the history of Fabulous times! The Poissardes are but the Amazons of the present day, and the leaders at the attack of the Bastille the Hercules and Theseus. The fetching the King, Queen, and Royal Family from Versailles, and the total demolition of the ancient government of the Kingdom, have no type in history or fable, ancient or modern. The nobles and clergy indiscriminately stripped of their honours and property, not to give it to others of the same rank and class, but to the mob, who are helping themselves to whatever they like, and 182destroying whom and what is not honoured with their approbation in a more successful and effectual way than our Wat Tyler or Jack Straw ever intended, and which would have astonished even J. J. Rousseau had he been living, in spite of his ideas of an égalité de condition. But whether a totally levelling scheme can be rendered permanent in a great Empire or no, time, not experience, can show. I used to think la loi des plus forts only existed among savages, and that in Society there were tall minds as well as tall bodies, but none such have as yet appeared in France. But let us talk of Italy, where I found no want of tall minds, even in these degenerate days. I am glad you seem to like the farming of the Milanese. I was particularly struck with it all through Lombardy, and think you will find even among the peasantry shrewdness, industry, and ingenuity. In all the great cities I found philosophers, mathematicians, and scholars, as well as musicians; these last, indeed, make more noise in the world, and, being travellers, spread their own fame into remote countries, while the drone and scientific part of a nation are seldom heard of out of the walls of their colleges or towns till after their decease. Indeed, almost all those I knew personally nineteen years ago in Italy are now no more! Padre Boccaria at Turin, Padre Boscovich at Milan, and Padre Sacchi. This last, I believe, is still living. But Count Firmian is dead, to whom I and every English traveller was much obliged by his hospitality and kindness. You probably owe the same obligation to his successor, with whose name even I am unacquainted. If you go to Padua you will 183probably stop at Verona, where there are always men of learning and science. But you must not judge of the present state of musick in any part of Italy unless you remain there during the Carnival. At other times (except at the great fairs) the principal theatres are shut, and the others supplied with such riff-raff as our Sadler’s Wells during summer. If Guadagni had been living, you would have him at Padua, and if I had not engaged him to the Pantheon, Pachierotti, whom we expect here in a few days. Pray go to the church of Sant’ Antonio on a festival; there Tartini used to lead and Guadagni sing. If Padre Valetti is living, the Maestro di Capella, pray present my compliments to him and enquire after the sequel of his Treatise. I have as yet only seen the first part. I likewise beg to be remembered to Signor Marsili, the Professor of Botany, and Padre Columbo, the Professor of Mathematics: the first was some time in England and speaks our language; the second was the great friend of Tartini, and left in possession of all his manuscript papers. Enquire what is become of them, and try to get intelligence of the disposal of Padre Martini’s papers, books, and sequel of his ‘History of Musick’ at Bologna. Enquire likewise when you meet with intelligent musical people what are the defects of the newest and best of the great Italian theatres. No plan is, I believe, as yet adopted for rebuilding ours. Le Texier has a model made with many conveniences and more magnificence than our former theatre could boast, but whether it will be adopted, or whether it is to be wished that a Frenchman should ever have the management 184of an Italian opera, I know not. However partial he or his countrymen may seem to German and Italian musick, I know by long observation that they are totally ignorant of, and enemies to, good singing, without which what are the two or three acts of an opera but intermezzi or act tunes to the ballets? I perceive, however, that, amidst all the horrors of Paris, they suffer Italian operas to be performed in Italian and by Italians, which were never allowed before, except at Versailles; but these are only burlettas; serious operas so performed might have some effect on the national taste in singing. But les Dames des Halles, their excellencies Mesdames les Poissardes, furnish them with “other fish to fry” at present; so I shall say no more of France, but that I pity most sincerely every honest man who has the misfortune to be resident in that distracted kingdom.

‘My dear friend,—I’ve borrowed a corner of this sheet from your daughter Bessy to congratulate you on your safe arrival in a classic land after the dangers and challenges of the Gothic one. How dull will the history of our current times in this last country make all other history seem! And what significance will it give to what has long been referred to as the history of legendary times! The Poissardes are just the Amazons of today, and the leaders during the attack on the Bastille are the Hercules and Theseus of our time. The act of bringing the King, Queen, and Royal Family from Versailles, along with the complete destruction of the old government of the Kingdom, has no parallel in history or myth, ancient or modern. The nobles and clergy have been stripped of their honors and property indiscriminately, not to give it to others of the same rank and class, but to the mob, who are helping themselves to whatever they want and destroying anyone or anything that doesn’t have their approval in a more effective way than our Wat Tyler or Jack Straw ever intended, which would have shocked even J. J. Rousseau if he were alive, despite his views on equality. But whether a completely leveling system can endure in a vast Empire remains to be seen — only time can tell, not experience. I used to believe that the law of the strongest existed only among savages, and that in Society there were not just tall bodies but tall minds as well, but none have yet appeared in France. But let’s talk about Italy, where I found plenty of tall minds, even in these declining times. I’m glad you seem to appreciate the farming of the Milanese. I was particularly impressed with it all through Lombardy, and I think you’ll find even among the peasants a lot of sharpness, hard work, and ingenuity. In all the major cities, I found philosophers, mathematicians, and scholars, along with musicians; the latter, indeed, make more noise in the world, and as travelers, spread their fame into far-off countries, while the more scholarly and scientific members of a nation are rarely heard of outside their colleges or towns until after they pass away. In fact, almost all those I knew personally nineteen years ago in Italy are no longer alive! Padre Boccaria in Turin, Padre Boscovich in Milan, and Padre Sacchi. The latter, I believe, is still alive. But Count Firmian is dead, to whom I and every English traveler owe a great deal for his hospitality and kindness. You probably have the same gratitude toward his successor, whose name I’m not even familiar with. If you go to Padua, you might stop in Verona, where there are always learned and scientific individuals. But you shouldn’t judge the current state of music in any part of Italy unless you’re there during Carnival. At other times (except during the big fairs), the main theaters are closed, and others are filled with such low-quality performances as our Sadler’s Wells during the summer. If Guadagni had been alive, you would have seen him in Padua, and if I hadn’t already engaged him for the Pantheon, Pachierotti, whom we expect here in a few days. Please visit the church of Sant’ Antonio during a festival; that’s where Tartini used to lead and Guadagni would sing. If Padre Valetti is alive, the Maestro di Capella, please send my regards to him and ask about the continuation of his Treatise. I have only seen the first part so far. I also ask to be remembered to Signor Marsili, the Professor of Botany, and Padre Columbo, the Professor of Mathematics; the first spent some time in England and speaks our language; the second was a great friend of Tartini and has all of his manuscript papers. Find out what’s happened to them, and try to gather information on the fate of Padre Martini’s papers, books, and continuation of his 'History of Music' in Bologna. Also, when you meet knowledgeable musical people, ask them about the flaws in the newest and best of the great Italian theaters. No plan has, as far as I know, been decided for rebuilding ours. Le Texier has created a model with many conveniences and more grandeur than our former theater could boast, but whether it will be adopted, or whether it’s desirable for a Frenchman to ever manage an Italian opera, I don’t know. However biased he or his countrymen may appear toward German and Italian music, I have observed for a long time that they are completely ignorant of, and opposed to, good singing, without which what are the two or three acts of an opera but intermezzi or musical numbers for ballets? I notice, however, that amid all the turmoil in Paris, they allow Italian operas to be performed in Italian and by Italians, which was never permitted before, except at Versailles; but these are only burlettas; serious operas performed this way might impact the national taste in singing. But the Ladies of the Halles, their excellencies, furnish them with “other fish to fry” right now; so I won’t say more about France, except that I sincerely pity every honest person who has the misfortune to reside in that troubled kingdom.

‘God bless you, my dear Sir, and give you health and spirits to enjoy your rational and useful enquiries.

‘God bless you, my dear Sir, and grant you good health and the energy to enjoy your thoughtful and meaningful inquiries.

Charles Burney.

[The following extracts from Arthur Young’s letters home, and letter to his darling Bobbin, then aged five, are worth giving. With very slight excisions all letters to his daughter Mary are incorporated in the ‘French Travels.’]

[The following excerpts from Arthur Young’s letters home and his letter to his beloved Bobbin, who was only five at the time, are worth sharing. With just a few minor cuts, all letters to his daughter Mary are included in the ‘French Travels.’]

Lyons, Dec. 28, 1789.—Symonds says Arthur has set off very well at Cambridge, which I am very glad to hear. God send him understanding enough to know the value of these four years there, which are either lost absolutely or applied to the amelioration of 185all his life after. French and Italian or German after four years at Cambridge may qualify it for anything.’

Lyons, Dec. 28, 1789.—Symonds says Arthur has started off really well at Cambridge, which I’m very happy to hear. I hope he has enough sense to understand how important these four years are, as they can either be completely wasted or put to good use for the rest of his life. Learning French, Italian, or German after four years at Cambridge could prepare him for anything.

From another letter to the same:—

From another letter to the same:—

‘I found here your Mother’s two letters, of which I can hardly make head or tail; according to custom they are so cross written and so crammed and topsy-turvy, that, like the oracles of old, they may be made to speak whatever is in the reader’s head, alley croaker (sic) or “Paradise Lost” are all one.’

‘I found your mother’s two letters here, and I can barely make sense of them; they’re so jumbled and filled with all sorts of writing that, like the oracles of old, you could interpret them to say anything you want—whether it’s a rant or “Paradise Lost,” it’s all the same.’

From a third letter, dated Florence, November 18, 1789:—

From a third letter, dated Florence, November 18, 1789:—

‘I received here a letter from you, and two from your Mother; yours is dated October 17, one of hers the 30th, the other no date, and not a word of Bobbin in it. What a way of writing, and this to a man 1,400 miles from home. I am greatly concerned for Mr. Arbuthnot, though his silence made him dead to us from the time he went to Ireland. I never knew a family which was the centre of every mild and agreeable virtue so shattered into nothing by a man’s failure. I have long and often regretted that period.... I took 100l. with me, and it lasts exactly six months, buying books included.... Good night. Thank God, Bobbin is well; give her a kiss.’

‘I got a letter from you here, and two from your mom; yours is dated October 17, one of hers is from the 30th, and the other has no date, plus it doesn't mention Bobbin at all. What a way to write, especially to someone 1,400 miles away from home. I'm really worried about Mr. Arbuthnot, even though his silence made it feel like he was gone since the time he went to Ireland. I’ve never seen a family filled with so much kindness and good virtues completely fall apart because of one person's failure. I’ve regretted that period for a long time now.... I brought £100 with me, and it's lasted exactly six months, including buying books.... Good night. Thank God Bobbin is doing well; give her a kiss.’

To his youngest Daughter, Martha (Bobbin)
‘Moulins: August 7, 1789.

‘My dear Bobbin,—I fully expected to have heard from Mary here, and to have known how my dear little girl does, but I was much disappointed and found no letter from England.

‘My dear Bobbin,—I really thought I would have heard from Mary by now and would know how my dear little girl is doing, but I was very disappointed to find no letter from England.

186‘I think it high time to enquire of you how you pass your time—what you do—how Mr. Mag (the pony) does, and the four kittens; I hope you have taken care of them and remembered your Papa wants cats. Do the flowers grow well in your garden? Are you a better gardener than you used to be? The Marq. de Guerchy’s little girls have a little house on a little hill, and on one side a little flower garden, and on the other side a little kitchen garden, which they manage themselves and keep very clean from weeds—Bobbin would like much to see it.

186 "I think it's about time I ask you how you're doing—what you're up to—how Mr. Mag (the pony) is, and the four kittens; I hope you've taken care of them and remembered that your dad wants cats. Do the flowers in your garden grow well? Are you a better gardener than before? The Marq. de Guerchy’s little girls have a small house on a little hill, with a small flower garden on one side and a small kitchen garden on the other, which they take care of themselves and keep free of weeds—Bobbin would really like to see it."

‘I have passed through perils and dangers, for a part of the country is infested by 800 plunderers in arms, yet have burnt in only one district near Mâcon twelve chateaus; but I am now passed the worst and hope to escape at last with whole bones. I have a passport, and am carried to the Bourgeois guard at all the towns.

‘I have gone through risks and dangers, since a part of the country is overrun by 800 armed robbers. Still, I have only burned down twelve chateaus in one area near Mâcon. However, I believe I've made it through the worst and hope to finally make it out in one piece. I have a passport and am being escorted to the Bourgeois guard in every town.'

‘Pray, my little girl, take care, and keep clear from weeds the row of grass I sowed in the round garden, on right hand about ten yards long, but don’t take up anything like grass. And if the two willows which I brought last year 1,000 miles from France are alive yet, give them some water; one is by the hole, and the other by Arthur’s garden—I made little mounds around them. You do not know, my little Bobbin, how much I long to have a walk with you at Bradfield. It is a sad thing I have no letter here; I shall have none till Clermont. I desire a particular account of my farm to be sent here.

‘Please, my little girl, be careful and keep the row of grass I planted in the round garden clear of weeds. It’s about ten yards long on the right side, but don’t pull up anything that looks like grass. If the two willows I brought last year from France are still alive, please give them some water; one is by the hole, and the other is by Arthur’s garden—I made little mounds around them. You have no idea, my little Bobbin, how much I look forward to taking a walk with you at Bradfield. It’s unfortunate that I don’t have a letter here; I won’t get any until Clermont. I’d like a detailed update on my farm to be sent here.

‘I have been ill from heat and fatigue, and had a 187sore throat, but by care and an antiseptic diet I am now, thank God, quite well.

‘I have been sick from the heat and tiredness, and had a sore throat, but with care and an antiseptic diet I am now, thank God, completely well.

‘What do you think of the French at such a moment as this with a free press? yet in this capital of a great province there is not (publickly) one newspaper to be seen; at a coffee house, where twenty tables for company, not one. What blessed ignorance. The Paris m—— have done the whole, and are the only enlightened part of the K——.

‘What do you think of the French at a time like this with a free press? Yet in this capital of a major province, there isn't a single newspaper to be found publicly; at a coffee house, with twenty tables for patrons, there's not one. What blissful ignorance. The Paris m—— have done everything, and are the only enlightened part of the K——.

‘Adieu, my dear B.
‘I am, yours affectionately,
‘A. Y.’

[In a note A. Y. writes:]

[In a note A. Y. writes:]

‘I found Madame la Comtesse de Guerchy a very pleasant, agreeable woman, and among other trifles which occurred at their house was an expedition into the kitchen to teach me to make an omelette, the operation attending which occasioned no little merriment both in the kitchen and parlour. I succeeded pretty well.’[137]

‘I found Madame la Comtesse de Guerchy to be a very pleasant and agreeable woman. One of the fun things that happened at their house was a trip to the kitchen where she taught me how to make an omelette, which caused quite a bit of laughter in both the kitchen and the parlor. I managed to do pretty well.’[137]

1790.—All this summer I was employed in preparing my [French] Travels for the press. In October I had a violent fever, which brought me to the brink of the grave. I made a minute of that illness in the following words: ‘From almost the bed of death, it pleased the Divine Goodness to raise me up, and I remember it was in perfect hardness of heart and free from all true or grateful feelings. I was in a state of 188blindness and insensibility, on which I reflect with horror and amazement.’[138]

1790.—All summer, I was busy getting my [French] Travels ready for publication. In October, I came down with a severe fever that nearly took my life. I documented that experience in these words: ‘From what felt like the edge of death, it was the Divine Goodness that lifted me up, and I remember feeling completely hard-hearted and lacking any genuine or grateful emotions. I was in a state of 188blindness and numbness, which I look back on with horror and disbelief.’[138]

I cannot speak of the ingratitude of my heart to God at this period but in the strongest terms, as it amounted to a degree of insensibility quite unaccountable. I fear that not one thought of God ever occurred to me at that time, and I doubt whether [it was so], while one evening I had resumed the habit of prayer, that is, of those formal prayers which an unconverted person may repeat without any real devotion; and yet during my delirium the physician afterwards told me that I one day broke forth into one of the most eloquent and sublime prayers he ever heard, to his utter astonishment.

I can only describe the ingratitude of my heart toward God during this time in the strongest terms, as it reached a level of insensitivity that was completely unexplainable. I worry that I didn’t have a single thought of God back then, and I’m uncertain if that was the case. One evening, I had gotten back into the routine of praying, which means reciting those formal prayers that someone who hasn't been converted might say without any true devotion. Yet, during my delirium, the doctor later told me that I suddenly launched into one of the most eloquent and profound prayers he’d ever heard, leaving him completely shocked.

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During my recovery I wrote that melancholy review of my past life, which is printed in the ‘Annals.’

During my recovery, I wrote that bittersweet review of my past life, which is published in the ‘Annals.’

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CHAPTER IX

PATRIOTIC PROPOSALS—1791-92

Illness—Correspondence with Washington—The King’s gift of a ram—Anecdotes—Revising MSS.—Patriotic proposals—Death of the Earl of Orford—Agricultural schemes—Correspondence.

Illness—Correspondence with Washington—The King’s gift of a ram—Anecdotes—Revising manuscripts—Patriotic proposals—Death of the Earl of Orford—Agricultural plans—Correspondence.

The year opened with a continuation of that severe illness which had confined me for some months. The following notes are from a journal I kept at that time:—

The year began with the ongoing struggle of a serious illness that had kept me bedridden for several months. Here are some entries from a journal I kept during that period:—

This year my daughter Elizabeth married the Rev. Samuel Hoole, son of the celebrated John Hoole, translator of Tasso and Ariosto. He is a very sensible, moral man of strict integrity, and always behaved to my daughter with much tenderness.

This year my daughter Elizabeth married the Rev. Samuel Hoole, son of the famous John Hoole, who translated Tasso and Ariosto. He is a very thoughtful, principled man with strong integrity, and he has always treated my daughter with great care.

This same year my correspondence[139] opened with General Washington. Having been applied to to procure some implements for his husbandry, I wrote to him offering to procure any article in that line which he might have occasion for, and accordingly afterwards sent him many, amongst others the plan of a barn, which he executed, and is represented by a plate in the ‘Annals of Agriculture.’

This same year, I started corresponding with General Washington. He reached out to me to get some farming tools, so I wrote back offering to find any items he needed. I later sent him many things, including a barn design that he built, which is shown in a plate in the ‘Annals of Agriculture.’

190This year his Majesty had the goodness to make me a present of a Spanish Merino ram, a portrait of which I inserted in the ‘Annals.’

190This year, His Majesty kindly gave me a Spanish Merino ram as a gift, a portrait of which I included in the ‘Annals.’

How many millions of men are there that would smile if I were to mention the Sovereign of a great Empire giving a ram to a farmer as an event that merited the attention of mankind! The world is full of those who consider military glory as the proper object of the ambition of monarchs; who measure regal merit by the millions that are slaughtered; by the public robbery and plunder that are dignified by the titles of dignity and conquest, and who look down on every exertion of peace and tranquillity as unbecoming those who aim at the epithet great, and unworthy the aim of men that are born the masters of the globe.

How many millions of men would smile if I mentioned the ruler of a vast empire giving a ram to a farmer as something worthy of people's attention! The world is full of those who think military glory is the right goal for monarchs; who judge a king's worth by the millions killed; by the public looting and plunder that are glorified with titles of honor and victory, and who look down on any effort for peace and calm as beneath those who aspire to the title great, and unworthy of those born to rule the world.

My ideas are cast in a very different mould, and I believe the period is advancing with accelerated pace that shall exhibit characters in a light totally new, and shall rather brand than exalt the virtues hitherto admired; that shall place in full blaze of meridian lustre actions lost on the mass of mankind; that shall pay more homage to the memory of a Prince that gave a ram to a farmer than for wielding the sceptre obeyed alike on the Ganges and on the Thames.

My ideas are shaped very differently, and I think we're moving forward at a rapid pace that will show qualities in a completely new light, one that will scrutinize rather than celebrate the virtues we’ve admired so far. It will highlight actions that have been overlooked by most people. It will give more recognition to the memory of a Prince who gifted a ram to a farmer than to one who ruled over both the Ganges and the Thames.

I shall presume to offer but one other general observation. When we see his Majesty practising husbandry with that warmth that marks a favourite pursuit, and taking such steps to diffuse a foreign breed of sheep well calculated to improve those of his kingdoms; when we see the Royal pursuits take such a direction, we may safely conclude that the public measures which, 191in certain instances, have been so hostile to the agriculture of this country, have nothing in common with the opinions of our gracious Sovereign; such measures are the work of men, who never felt for husbandry; who never practised it; who never loved it; it is not such men that give rams to farmers.

I want to make just one more general comment. When we see His Majesty enthusiastically farming, showing his genuine passion for it, and taking steps to introduce a foreign breed of sheep that can improve the local stock; when we observe the Royal interests moving in this direction, we can confidently say that the government actions which, in some cases, have been so damaging to our country's agriculture, are not aligned with the views of our kind Sovereign; these actions come from people who have no connection to farming; who have never engaged in it; who have never cared for it; it's not those people who provide rams to farmers. 191

October 21.—A letter to-day from General Washington—Gracious! from the representative of the Majesty of America, all written with his own hand. Also one from the Marquis de la Fayette desiring my assistance to get him a bailiff that understands English ornamental gardening; for both he gives fifty louis[140] a year—this is a French idea to unite what never was united, and, when gained, reward it with wages little better than a common labourer.

October 21.—I received a letter today from General Washington—Wow! A message from the representative of the greatness of America, all written in his own hand. There’s also one from the Marquis de Lafayette asking for my help to find him a bailiff who understands English ornamental gardening; he’s offering fifty louis[140] a year for this—it's a French idea to combine things that were never meant to be combined, and once accomplished, to reward it with pay barely better than that of a regular laborer.

October 24.—Dined yesterday at Sir Thomas Gage’s to meet the Miss Fergus’s and Dr. and Mrs. Onslow. This Dr. was the youngest son of the late General Onslow, brother of my godfather, the Speaker, in whose family my dear mother was for many years upon the most intimate footing of private friendship.

October 24.—Had dinner yesterday at Sir Thomas Gage’s to meet the Miss Fergus’s and Dr. and Mrs. Onslow. This doctor was the youngest son of the late General Onslow, who was the brother of my godfather, the Speaker, in whose family my dear mother was very close friends for many years.

When a boy I was frequently at his house, and well remember having this Arthur, a child, on my knee. Mrs. Onslow mentioned how much she had heard Mr. Boswell talk of my works. I fancy Boswell, from some things I heard of him, and it seems confirmed by various passages in his ‘Life of Johnson,’ has a sort of rage for knowing all sorts of public men, good, bad, and indifferent, all one if a man renders himself known he likes to be acquainted with him. Mrs. Onslow reported 192to me the following conversation which took place at the Prince’s table:—

When I was a boy, I spent a lot of time at his house, and I clearly remember having little Arthur on my lap. Mrs. Onslow mentioned how much she had heard Mr. Boswell talk about my works. I get the impression that Boswell, based on some things I’ve heard about him and what’s confirmed in various parts of his ‘Life of Johnson,’ has this obsession with getting to know all kinds of public figures—whether they’re good, bad, or just okay. It doesn’t matter to him; if someone makes themselves known, he wants to be friends with them. Mrs. Onslow told me about a conversation that happened at the Prince’s table:— 192

The Prince of Wales, with a large company dining with him, said, ‘The three greatest coxcombs in England are in this room. Here is my friend Hanger,[141] the Duke of Queensberry must come in for the second;’ he made a pause, enough for the company to stare for the third, and added, ‘for the third, it is certainly myself.’

The Prince of Wales, dining with a large group, said, “The three biggest fools in England are in this room. Here’s my friend Hanger,[141] the Duke of Queensberry must take second place;” he paused long enough for everyone to look around for the third, then added, “and for the third, it’s definitely me.”

When Sir W. Courtenay asked Lord Bute for a peerage, he carried his pedigree with him. Lord Bute examined and pretended to be a good judge of those things. He told Mr. Symonds that nothing could be clearer or more unquestionable than his descent lineally from Louis le Gros of France, the relationship with the House of Bourbon which occasions the mourning of a day in the Court of France for the death of a Courtenay.[142] Lord Bute told him his demand of a barony was too modest, and that he should be a Viscount, which he was accordingly.

When Sir W. Courtenay asked Lord Bute for a noble title, he brought his family lineage with him. Lord Bute looked it over and pretended to be a good judge of such matters. He told Mr. Symonds that nothing could be clearer or more undeniable than Courtenay's descent from Louis le Gros of France, and that his connection to the House of Bourbon caused the Court of France to mourn the death of a Courtenay.[142] Lord Bute said that his request for a barony was too modest and that he should actually be made a Viscount, which he was.

October 26.—In preparing my Travels [in France] for the press, I experience strongly the importance of an author’s having composed so much more than he means to print as to be able to strike out largely.

October 26.—As I get my Travels [in France] ready for publication, I really feel how crucial it is for an author to write far more than what they actually intend to publish so they can make significant cuts.

My agreement with Richardson was to have six shillings a volume for all sold of one guinea quarto volumes, but when Rackham’s compositor came to cast 193off the MS. he found enough for two large quarto volumes, since which discovery I had to strike out just half of what I had written; and the advantage will be very great to the work. I read the books as they are wanted for the press again and again, reducing the quantity every time till I get it tolerably to my mind, but yet not to the amount of half. The work is certainly improved by this means, and I am strongly of opinion if nine-tenths of other writers were to do the same thing their performances would be so much the better; for one reads very few quartos that would not be improved by reducing to octavo volumes.

My agreement with Richardson was to get six shillings per volume for every one sold of one guinea quarto volumes, but when Rackham’s compositor went to finalize the manuscript, he realized there was enough material for two large quarto volumes. Because of this discovery, I had to cut out about half of what I had written; however, this will greatly benefit the work. I read the books as they’re needed for printing over and over, trimming down the content each time until I get it to a reasonable point, but still not to half. The work is definitely better for it, and I firmly believe that if nine out of ten other writers did the same, their work would improve significantly; you rarely come across quartos that wouldn’t be better off being condensed into octavo volumes.

November 23.—I was five days last week at the Duke of Grafton’s, Admiral, Mrs., and two Miss Pigots were there—she [Mrs. P.] is sister to the Duchess, the Admiral is a very worthy man—Mr. Stonehewer there also, and old Vary. I spent two days in taking the level of the Duke’s river for four miles, in order to see how much land he might water, and the improvement his estate is capable of is very great indeed. The character of this Duke is original; he is uncommonly sensible, there is no stuff in him; he is cold, silent, reserved, and even at times sullen, and he is removed from all that ease and suavity which render people agreeable; yet there is such a solid understanding, and so much learning and knowledge on certain topics, that one must value him in spite of our feelings.

November 23.—I spent five days last week at the Duke of Grafton’s. The Admiral, Mrs. Pigot, and her two daughters were there—she [Mrs. P.] is the sister of the Duchess. The Admiral is a really good man. Mr. Stonehewer was there too, along with old Vary. I spent two days measuring the level of the Duke’s river for four miles to see how much land he could irrigate, and the potential for improving his estate is quite significant. The Duke has a unique character; he is unusually sensible and straightforward. He comes across as cold, quiet, reserved, and sometimes even sullen. He lacks the charm and smoothness that often make people likable; however, there’s a deep understanding and a wealth of knowledge in specific areas that makes it hard not to respect him, despite our personal feelings.

Very little of the conversation interesting enough to be worth recording. I was also at a new club which 194Ruggles[143] has instituted at Melford, which might have been an agreeable thing had there been half a dozen only.

Very little of the conversation was interesting enough to be worth recording. I was also at a new club that Ruggles has started at Melford, which could have been enjoyable if there had only been half a dozen people.

The following are [among] the letters preserved this year:—

The following are some of the letters kept from this year:—

From Dr. Burney, congratulations, pleasant anecdotes, and an account of a large auction of books, &c.:—

From Dr. Burney, congratulations, enjoyable stories, and a report on a big book auction, etc.:—

‘Chelsea College: Jan. 7, 1791.

‘My dear Arthur,—The precipice on which you have so long been scrambling for life seems to be more dangerous than any one of those which I had to encounter from Sarzana to Genoa or Genoa to Final. In the first of these scrambles during three days and three nights on a mule without bridle (except that of Jack Ketch) or saddle, I had a torrent called the Magra roaring in my ears at a perpendicular distance of eight hundred or a thousand feet, and, in the second, the Mediterranean, during a storm which no vessel could weather. In the darkest night I ever saw, with the artificial lights of our lanterns extinguished by the violence of the wind, at every twenty or thirty yards the pedino (a man on foot to guide the mule) cried out, “Alla montagna! alla montagna, Signore!” which was an admonition to alight and crawl on all fours over broken roads on the ridge of a precipice.

‘My dear Arthur,—The edge you’ve been precariously clinging to for your life seems to be more dangerous than any of the ones I faced traveling from Sarzana to Genoa or from Genoa to Final. During the first of those treks, I spent three days and three nights on a saddle-less mule (except for Jack Ketch’s) while a torrent called the Magra roared in my ears from a sheer drop of eight hundred to a thousand feet. In the second, I faced the Mediterranean during a storm that no ship could survive. In the darkest night I’ve ever experienced, with our lanterns' lights snuffed out by the fierce wind, every twenty or thirty yards, the shoe (a guide on foot for the mule) would shout, "To the mountain! To the mountain, Sir!" which was a warning to get off and crawl on all fours over the broken paths along the edge of a cliff.

‘Now let me play the pedino’s part to your worship, and admonish you to be very careful how you travel in the perilous way to health which you have still to pass, after your escape from the great precipice; for 195which escape, as an Italian would say, io me ne congratulo non meno con me medesimo che con voi.”

‘Now let me play the pedino's role to your honor, and remind you to be very careful how you navigate the risky road to health that you still have to travel, after your escape from the steep cliff; for 195 that escape, as an Italian would say, "I congratulate myself no less than I congratulate you."

‘But besides congratulating you on your amendment, I have for some time wished to tell you that in the Paitoni catalogue of Italian books now selling by auction at Robson’s room, there are many on Natural History and Agriculture. Now as you have dipped into Italian literature and farming, it struck me on seeing the catalogue that there may be several works that you would wish to purchase, particularly as the Italian books of Science have hitherto sold at this auction for almost nothing. I purchased nearly fifty volumes of poetry and miscellanies, and my bill did not amount to five pounds. The books are in exceeding good condition, and most of them such as have never appeared before in the Osburn, Payne, or Robson catalogues. I am inclined to think that this sale will enrich future catalogues in our country for many years to come. Indeed I was so tired of eternally meeting with the same book over and over again that I had no longer patience to read them.

‘But besides congratulating you on your update, I’ve wanted to tell you for a while now that in the Paitoni catalogue of Italian books currently being auctioned at Robson’s room, there are many on Natural History and Agriculture. Since you’ve explored Italian literature and farming, it occurred to me when I saw the catalogue that there might be several works you’d want to buy, especially because the Italian Science books have sold for almost nothing at this auction. I bought nearly fifty volumes of poetry and other works, and my total didn’t even reach five pounds. The books are in excellent condition, and most of them have never appeared in the Osburn, Payne, or Robson catalogues. I believe this sale will enrich future catalogues in our country for many years. Honestly, I got so tired of seeing the same books repeatedly that I lost my patience to read them.’

‘If you see any you wish I will get them purchased, but as neither your Bibliomania nor mine has ever raged to such a degree as to wish to buy in at any price, it will be necessary to say that we mean not to vie with those who being more curious in books than authors procure them at any price to look at and not to read. A rich acquaintance of mine, and a customer of old Tom Payne, has often bought books in languages of which he knew not a single word, merely because they were beautifully bound or very scarce.’

‘If you see any that you want, I’ll go ahead and buy them, but since neither your love of books nor mine has ever been so extreme as to want to purchase at any cost, we should clarify that we don't intend to compete with those who, being more interested in books than authors, buy them at any price just to look at and not to read. A wealthy friend of mine, who has been a customer of old Tom Payne, has often bought books in languages he didn't understand at all, simply because they were beautifully bound or very rare.’

196From another letter:—

From another letter:—

‘I have not time nor space to lengthen my letter, or I should tell you of a long conversation I had last Sunday at Lady Lucan’s blue-stocking conversazione with Lord Macartney about you. He has just come from Ireland and wanted to know whether you were recovered—whether you come to London this winter, as he wished to communicate some memorandums he made in perusing your “Irish Tour” while he was in Ireland. He is a charming man, to my mind.

‘I don’t have the time or space to write more, or I would share about a long conversation I had last Sunday at Lady Lucan’s gathering with Lord Macartney about you. He just got back from Ireland and wanted to know if you’re feeling better—if you’re coming to London this winter, as he wanted to share some notes he made while reading your “Irish Tour” during his time in Ireland. I think he’s a wonderful person.’

‘Poor Fanny[144] has been very ill indeed, and we have been in expectation of her coming to nurse, but she will risk the dying at her Majesty’s feet to show her zeal before she can be spared, I suppose.

‘Poor Fanny[144] has been very sick, and we were hoping she’d come to help us, but I guess she’ll take the chance of dying at her Majesty’s feet to demonstrate her dedication before she can be released.

‘I have had the great Haydn here, and think him as good a creature as great Musician. As to operas, the Pantheon advertises to open as a theatre; it is the most elegant in Europe, Pacchierotti says, but it has great enemies. The Haymarket folks have not yet obtained a licence, at which they affect surprise, though they were told so before their building was a foot high. Old Mingotti is come over with her scholar Madame Lobo, the intended first woman of the Haymarket. It will be a busy and memorable season in the history of tweedle-dum and tweedle-dee quarrels.

‘I have had the great Haydn here, and I think he is as good a person as he is a great musician. As for operas, the Pantheon is set to open as a theater; it's the most elegant in Europe, according to Pacchierotti, but it has many opponents. The Haymarket people have yet to get a license, which they're pretending to be surprised about, even though they were warned before their building was even a foot high. Old Mingotti has come over with her student Madame Lobo, who is meant to be the first lady of the Haymarket. It’s going to be a busy and memorable season in the history of the tweedle-dum and tweedle-dee conflicts.

‘Adieu!
‘Believe me,
‘Yours very affectionately,
Charles Burney.’
197
‘Chelsea College: Sept. 21, 1791.

‘My dear Friend,—I am quite ashamed of not answering your kind and hearty letter of invitation sooner. But a listless and irresolute disposition has made my mind for some time past as flimsy as a dish-clout, and I must confess that I have invariably "left undone those things which I ought to have done"—“for there was no health in me,” indeed, not enough to enable me “to do many things which I ought not to have done.” Original sin and depravity just enabled me to read when I should have written, and to lie in bed when I should have got up, &c. I wished to commit other guess crimes than those, to have rambled over a great part of the kingdom and revelled with distant friends. But prudence, in the shape of rheumatism, and in many other hideous shapes, prevented me. Yet, in spite of all these admonitions, I had a month’s mind to accept of your hospitable offer. But we have guests at our apartments now, my two aged sisters, and, when they depart, winter will begin to show his sour face and chain me to my chimney corner till after Christmas, when I shall be unfettered, merely to be dragged into the hurry and din of London, which are every year more and more insupportable. I have long ceased to like the country, except in long days and fine weather, and, in winter, prefer London with all its horrors and fatigues to rural amusements. Indeed, autumn with all its golden glow and variegated charms for landscape painters is to me a constant memento mori, with its withered leaves tumbling about my ears; and all my most severe attacks of rheumatism 198have been during the equinoctial winds and rains; so that I am afraid of trusting myself far from home at this season of the year, as one can be sick and cross nowhere so comfortably as at home.

‘My dear Friend,—I’m quite embarrassed for not responding to your warm and thoughtful invitation sooner. I've been feeling a bit lazy and indecisive lately, and my mind has felt as flimsy as a dishcloth. I must admit that I have constantly "failed to do the things I should have done"—“for there was no health in me,” really, not enough to handle “the many things I should not have done.” Original sin and my flaws allowed me to read when I should have written, and to stay in bed when I should have gotten up, among other things. I wished to pursue other guess adventures besides those, to explore a great part of the country and enjoy time with distant friends. But caution, in the form of rheumatism and various other terrible issues, kept me from doing so. Yet, despite all these reminders, I seriously considered accepting your generous offer. However, we currently have guests in our home, my two elderly sisters, and once they leave, winter will start to show its unpleasant face and lock me in my cozy corner until after Christmas, when I’ll finally be free, only to be thrust back into the chaos of London, which becomes increasingly unbearable every year. I have long stopped enjoying the countryside, except during long summer days and nice weather, and in winter, I prefer London with all its mess and exhaustion over rural distractions. Honestly, autumn, with its beautiful colors and appealing scenes for artists, feels to me like a constant remember you will die, with its dried leaves blowing around me; and all my worst rheumatism flare-ups have happened during the equinoctial winds and rains. So, I’m hesitant to venture too far from home at this time of year, as you can't be sick and grumpy anywhere as comfortably as at home.

‘Having scribbled my apology, I must now hasten to congratulate you and Mrs. Young on the marriage of our dear and worthy girl Bessy.[145] The match, indeed, is not splendid for either in point of circumstances; but they are quite as likely to scramble happily through life, with good hearts and wishes limited to their means, as the richest peers and peeresses in the land, who generally outlive their income, be it what it will, and have mortifications incident to pride and disappointed ambition which little folk know nothing about. They (I mean our young couple) have my hearty benediction and good wishes. A man without family attachments is an awkward and insulated being, but a woman without a mate is still more insignificant and helpless; and, having become adventurers in the matrimonial lottery, I sincerely hope they will gain a prize in the fortuitous distribution of such happiness as reasonable mortals have a right to expect.

‘Having written my apology, I now must quickly congratulate you and Mrs. Young on the marriage of our dear and lovely girl Bessy.[145] The match, to be honest, isn't exactly grand for either of them in terms of circumstances; but they are just as likely to happily navigate life, with good hearts and dreams aligned with their means, as the wealthiest nobles in the land, who often end up living beyond their means, whatever that may be, and face the frustrations of pride and unfulfilled ambition that ordinary folks know nothing about. They (meaning our young couple) have my heartfelt blessings and good wishes. A man without family ties is an awkward and lonely individual, but a woman without a partner is even more vulnerable and helpless; and, having become adventurers in the matrimonial lottery, I genuinely hope they hit the jackpot in the random distribution of happiness that reasonable people can expect.’

‘I dare not venture on French politics. What a marvellous period in the history of that nation! I think the clergy and many worthy people of the lower class of nobility have been cruelly used, and that the mob is at present too powerful and insolent. Too much has been promised them, and nothing short of an agrarian law will satisfy them. The word tax, taille, 199impost, are carefully avoided in the National Chart. But they must be levied under some denomination or other, and, I fancy, “contribution” will be as detestable a term in France, ere long, as “free-gift” was in England during the last century. I wish the worthy people of France may enjoy the rational liberty which seems now in their power, but I question whether the inhabitants of that kingdom in general will deserve the ample liberty which is offered them, or know how to use it. I think them so fickle and frivolous that I should not be surprised if in a few years they were as tired of their new Government as the English at the death of Oliver Cromwell. In the meantime what has happened in America and France will shake every sovereignty upon earth. The French Guards laying down their arms when ordered to fire on the mob will make mobs formidable things in every country, for whenever a similar defection happens a revolution must be the consequence.

'I can't really speak about French politics. What an incredible time in that nation’s history! I believe the clergy and many honorable people from the lower nobility have been treated badly, and the mob is currently too strong and arrogant. They’ve been promised too much, and only an agrarian law will appease them. The words tax, size, and impost are carefully avoided in the National Charter. But they will have to be imposed under some name or another, and I suspect that “contribution” will soon be just as hated in France as “free-gift” was in England last century. I hope the good people of France can enjoy the real freedom that seems to be within their reach, but I doubt whether the citizens of that kingdom will truly deserve the significant liberty being offered to them, or know how to use it wisely. I find them so changeable and superficial that I wouldn’t be surprised if in a few years they grow as tired of their new Government as the English did after Oliver Cromwell's death. In the meantime, what has occurred in America and France will shake every government on earth. The French Guards laying down their arms when told to fire on the mob will make mobs frighteningly powerful in every country, for when a similar betrayal occurs, a revolution is sure to follow.'

‘I am sorry not to be able to give your friend, Mr. Capel Lofft, an account of any Lyre in modern times having been in use that has been constructed, strung, and tuned on the principles of the antients. Innumerable volumes have been written on their division of the scale and genera. Kircher, indeed, calls a Vielle a hurdy-gurdy, Lyra mendicorum. And a Viol da Gamba, with additional strings and new tuning, was in the last century called a Lyra-Viol. Mace,[146] Playford,[147] Simpson,[148] I believe, and others describe this 200instrument. But though many modern instruments have had the honour of being called Lyres, yet none of them resemble the antient in their form or in the manner of playing them. The Mandoline is the only modern instrument played with anything like a plectrum. Vicenzio Galileo, the father of Galileo, in his tract, “Della Musica antica e moderna,” published at Florence 1602, speaks much of the similarity of the antient Lyre and Cythara, but gives more proof from antient authors of their difference than identity. He tells us, however, that “the modern Harp, which is nothing but the antient Cythara with many strings, was brought into Italy from Ireland.” Now the Irish harp is a single instrument of few strings, partly brass and partly steel, and of such small compass as to admit no bass, being confined to mere melody. Carolan, the celebrated modern Irish Bard, played only the treble part of tunes. And it seems to me as if this simple instrument resembled the antient Lyre and Cythara more than any other modern instrument with which I am acquainted. Pray tell Mr. Lofft that I have examined Bonanni’s description of all the musical instruments that are known, with engravings of them all, but found nothing satisfactory about a modern Lyre. This book was published at Rome 1722. I have likewise looked into Ceruti’s new edition with corrections, 1776, without success.

‘I’m sorry I can’t provide your friend, Mr. Capel Lofft, with any information about a modern Lyre that has been made, strung, and tuned based on ancient principles. Countless volumes have been written about their scale divisions and types. Kircher actually refers to a Vielle as a hurdy-gurdy, or Lyra mendicorum. A Viol da Gamba, with extra strings and new tuning, was referred to as a Lyra-Viol in the last century. Mace,[146] Playford,[147] and Simpson,[148] I believe, and others describe this 200 instrument. However, while many modern instruments have been referred to as Lyres, none of them actually resemble the ancient ones in shape or playing style. The Mandoline is the only modern instrument that is played with something similar to a plectrum. Vicenzio Galileo, Galileo’s father, discusses the similarities between the ancient Lyre and Cythara in his treatise “Della Musica antica e moderna,” published in Florence in 1602, but he provides more evidence of their differences than similarities. He mentions that “the modern Harp, which is essentially the ancient Cythara with many strings, was brought to Italy from Ireland.” The Irish harp is a single instrument with few strings, made partly of brass and partly of steel, and it has such a limited range that it can only play melodies, not bass. Carolan, the famous modern Irish Bard, played only the treble part of tunes. It seems to me that this simple instrument resembles the ancient Lyre and Cythara more than any other modern instrument I know of. Please let Mr. Lofft know that I have looked into Bonanni’s description of all known musical instruments, complete with engravings, but found nothing satisfactory regarding a modern Lyre. This book was published in Rome in 1722. I’ve also checked Ceruti’s new edition with corrections from 1776, without any success.’

‘I am, my dear friend,
‘Yours affectionately,
Charles Burney.’

201From Dr. John Symonds on the political state of the country—an account of a conference between Mr. Pitt and the Duke of Grafton:—

201From Dr. John Symonds on the political situation in the country—an overview of a meeting between Mr. Pitt and the Duke of Grafton:—

‘Bates’ Hotel, Adelphi: April 19, 1791.

‘My dear Young,—Hope you will not expect to hear me talking on Agriculture; of that you will have a sufficient taste from seeing the wonderful knowledge exhibited by all the House of Commons in the Corn Bill. You will look for something on politics, though the newspapers themselves sufficiently show the straits to which Mr. Pitt is driven; for his majority is such as will ruin any Minister if a war be unpopular; and had the American war been so at first, it is not probable that Lord North would have dared to pursue it, though he was so strongly supported in Parliament.

‘My dear Young,—I hope you’re not expecting me to talk about Agriculture; you’ll get plenty of that from the impressive knowledge shown by everyone in the House of Commons regarding the Corn Bill. You might be looking for something on politics, but the newspapers clearly show the tough situation Mr. Pitt is in; his majority could spell disaster for any Minister if a war becomes unpopular. If the American war had been seen that way from the start, it’s unlikely that Lord North would have dared to carry on with it, even with strong support in Parliament.'

‘The truth is, some of Mr. Pitt’s bosom friends absolutely refuse to vote with him on this occasion. Among these are Wilberforce and Banks. The Duke of Grafton desired his son-in-law, Mr. Smith, to tell Mr. Pitt he wished to have some conversation with him; Mr. Pitt very politely came and staid half-an-hour, and the Duke used every argument he could think of to convince him, both of the impolicy and injustice of the war, "that the augmentation of taxes coming upon the neck of the cessed ones, and malt tax, which made a great noise, would occasion universal discontent, if not worse effects; that we ought to lay no stress upon the promises of a Turkish Ministry and advantages in the Turkey trade, which must chiefly accrue to France from her situation, and other causes; 202that what we could do in the Baltic was merely to burn a few villages and distress individuals, as the Russian fleet would lie securely among rocks, that Russia appeared to act with moderation in desiring to retain Ockzakow only; and that to plunge this nation into a vast expense, merely to serve the King of Prussia’s views, when we could obtain no benefit from it, would expose the Ministry to very great censure, more especially as we entered into it as volunteers, not being obliged to it by the terms of the Treaty." Other things which his Grace said I omit, as every argument has been used in the House of Commons. The conference ended as conferences of this sort generally do—each of them kept to his opinion.

‘The truth is, some of Mr. Pitt’s closest friends absolutely refuse to support him this time. Among them are Wilberforce and Banks. The Duke of Grafton asked his son-in-law, Mr. Smith, to inform Mr. Pitt that he wanted to have a conversation with him; Mr. Pitt politely came and stayed for half an hour, during which the Duke used every argument he could think of to convince him that the war was both unwise and unjust. He argued that the increase in taxes burdening the taxed individuals, and the loud malt tax, would lead to widespread discontent, if not worse consequences; that we should not rely on the promises from a Turkish government or the benefits from the Turkey trade, which would largely benefit France due to its location and other factors; 202 that our actions in the Baltic would only result in burning a few villages and harming individuals since the Russian fleet could safely hide among the rocks; that Russia seemed moderate in wanting to keep Ockzakow only; and that putting this nation into a massive expense just to serve the King of Prussia’s interests, with no benefit to us, would make the Ministry subject to severe criticism, especially since we engaged in it as volunteers, not because of any obligation from the Treaty." Other things his Grace mentioned I will leave out as every argument has been made in the House of Commons. The meeting ended like these kinds of meetings usually do—each of them stuck to their own opinion.

‘You observe probably in the papers, that on Baker’s motion, Pole Carew moved the previous question and contended “that the interests of all are closely connected even in respect to things not stipulated by treaty.” This judicious doctrine was first advanced by the Chancellor, and Mr. Pitt defended in his speech on Baker’s motion. According to this doctrine, there is no difference between defensive and offensive treaties; all the writer’s de jure gentium should be burnt, and, indeed, most of the European treaties also; and it is certain that under such circumstances England ought never to make an alliance on the Continent unless a Continental war were actually broken out; otherwise she could not foresee the consequences to which she would be exposed.

‘You probably see in the news that on Baker’s motion, Pole Carew brought up the previous question and argued “that the interests of everyone are closely linked even regarding matters not outlined by treaty.” This wise idea was first proposed by the Chancellor, and Mr. Pitt supported it in his speech on Baker’s motion. According to this idea, there’s no difference between defensive and offensive treaties; all the writer’s law of nations should be destroyed, and honestly, most of the European treaties as well; and it is clear that under these conditions England should never form an alliance on the Continent unless a Continental war has already started; otherwise, she wouldn't be able to predict the consequences she would face.

‘Charles Fox said in his speech on Baker’s motion “that Mr. Pitt dared not to enter into the war, and that 203he kept a majority together at present by his assurance that there would not be one.”

‘Charles Fox said in his speech on Baker’s motion “that Mr. Pitt didn’t dare to go into the war, and that 203he holds a majority together right now by assuring them that there won’t be one.”’

‘This is, perhaps, the case; but however it may be, it is certain that Faukner, Clerk of the Council, is sent to Berlin, and most persons think with a view of showing the King of Prussia the impossibility of persuading this country to enter into a Russian war. Had Mr. Pitt felt the pulse of the Parliament and people before he delivered the King’s message, he would have saved his credit, though he might have been blamed; but he has now run into the horns of a dilemma, as the logicians call it. If he prosecute the war, he will infallibly be ex-Minister, and bad consequences are to be apprehended in a country oppressed by taxes and heated by political pamphlets; if he give it ‘up, he will lose all his influence in the eyes of Europe, and teach foreign Courts that no confidence is to be placed in an English Minister. His friends lament very much this last circumstance.

‘This might be the case; but no matter how it stands, it’s clear that Faukner, Clerk of the Council, is being sent to Berlin, and most people believe it’s to show the King of Prussia the futility of convincing this country to join a war with Russia. If Mr. Pitt had gauged the sentiment of Parliament and the public before he delivered the King’s message, he could have preserved his reputation, even if he would have faced criticism; but he has now found himself in a tricky situation, as logicians would say. If he continues the war, he will definitely lose his position as Minister, and there will be serious consequences in a country burdened by taxes and stirred up by political pamphlets; if he backs down, he will forfeit all his influence in the eyes of Europe and teach foreign courts that no trust should be placed in an English Minister. His friends are very troubled by this last point.’

‘Adieu!
John Symonds.

A circumstance in the exploits of my public career which made, perhaps, a more general impression than any other event of my life, was the proposal in 1792 for arming the property of the Kingdom in a sort of horse militia. My first suggestion of this idea was in May (of that year). Should any have claimed it, or should any hereafter form such a claim, it ought in truth and strict candour to be absolutely rejected. The proposal was more formally made in August of the 204same year in the ‘Annals,’ vol. xviii. p. 495, under the title of French events.[149] In the end of 1792 and the beginning of 1793 these papers were collected and much enlarged in a pamphlet entitled, ‘The Example of France,’ &c. which ran speedily through four numerous editions, and excited a very general attention. The author was publicly thanked in resolutions of associated assemblies, and my great plea of a horse militia produced almost immediately three volunteer corps of cavalry, which multiplied rapidly through the Kingdom. It is not known that any persons or any bodies of men ever laid claim to a priority in this idea; accordingly my health was the first toast given for being the origin of those corps, which, when assembled, had this opportunity of publicly declaring their opinion. The scheme took with astonishing celerity, and became the parent of a measure of a very different complexion, which was putting arms into the hands of thousands without property, and upon whose allegiance and constitutional principle but little reliance could be placed. Government received demands for arms to the amount of above 700,000 men. The Ministers were alarmed, and saw too late the consequence of their own blindness and incapacity. They refused their consent, in many cases without properly discriminating between men with and without property, and felt themselves in so awkward a position that it is no wonder their conduct continued void of any steady adherence to the principle of the original proposition. 205Had my plan not only been adopted but carried into execution, strictly upon the principles I had explained, we might from that moment to the present have had a horse militia, absolutely under the command of Government, numbering from 100,000 to 200,000 men, which might, by progressive improvements, have been matured into a force efficient for every purpose. It is very seldom that so private an individual can by a happy thought become the origin of a system which, had my principles been steadily adhered to, would have been attended with inconceivable benefit, and none of those evils, real or imaginary, afterwards attributed to volunteers in general.

A moment in my public career that probably made a bigger impression than any other event in my life was the proposal in 1792 to arm the citizens of the Kingdom in a type of cavalry militia. I first suggested this idea in May of that year. If anyone has claimed it or if anyone makes such a claim in the future, it should be completely rejected in truth and fairness. The proposal was officially made in August of the same year in the ‘Annals,’ vol. xviii. p. 495, under the title of French events. By the end of 1792 and the beginning of 1793, these papers were collected and significantly expanded into a pamphlet titled ‘The Example of France,’ which quickly went through four editions and attracted a lot of attention. The author received public thanks in resolutions from various assemblies, and my idea for a cavalry militia almost immediately resulted in three volunteer cavalry corps that rapidly multiplied across the Kingdom. No one has claimed to be the originator of this idea; thus, my health was the first toast given for being the cause of those corps, which, when gathered, had the chance to publicly express their views. The plan gained incredible momentum and led to a very different outcome: putting weapons in the hands of thousands who had no property, and whom we could hardly rely on for loyalty or constitutional principles. The government received requests for arms for more than 700,000 men. The ministers were alarmed and realized too late the consequences of their own ignorance and incompetence. They refused their approval, often without distinguishing between property owners and non-property owners, and found themselves in such an awkward situation that it's no surprise their actions lacked a consistent commitment to the original proposal. Had my plan not only been accepted but implemented according to the principles I laid out, we could have had a cavalry militia under government control, numbering between 100,000 and 200,000 men, which could have been improved over time into a force efficient for all purposes. It is rare for such a private individual to create a system that, if my principles had been consistently followed, would have brought unimaginable benefits and avoided many of the problems—real or imagined—later associated with volunteers in general.

The pamphlet rendered the author exceedingly popular among all the friends of government and order, and as unpopular among the whole race of reformers and Jacobins. I was not content with the mere theoretical idea, but in my own person put it into practice, and enrolled myself in the ranks of a corps raised at my recommendation, in the vicinity of Bury [St. Edmunds], and commanded by the present Marquis of Cornwallis, then Lord Broome, having with this intention learnt the sword exercise at London of a sergeant, who was eminently skilled in it. My example was followed by gentlemen of fortune, several of whom were also in the ranks and refused to be officers. This was a part of the plan of particular importance, for had gentlemen accepted only the situation of officers, the spirit of entering the corps among yeomen, farmers &c. would have been much cooler; but when they saw their landlords, and men of 206high consideration in the neighbourhood, in the same situation, their vanity was flattered, and they enrolled themselves with great readiness, and the great object of property of such importance in case of revolutionary disturbance was thus secured.

The pamphlet made the author very popular among supporters of government and order, and quite unpopular among reformers and Jacobins. I wasn't satisfied with just the theoretical idea, so I took action and joined a corps formed at my suggestion, near Bury [St. Edmunds], which was led by the current Marquis of Cornwallis, who was known as Lord Broome at the time. I learned swordsmanship from a highly skilled sergeant in London to prepare for this. My choice inspired others of wealth and status, many of whom joined as regular members instead of accepting officer positions. This was a key part of the plan because if gentlemen had only taken officer roles, fewer yeomen and farmers would have joined the corps. But when they saw their landlords and respected local figures in the same ranks, their pride was boosted, and they signed up eagerly, securing the important property interests in case of revolutionary troubles.

Some years afterwards, being at the Duke of Bedford’s at Woburn, I sat at dinner by a gentleman of great property, captain of a troop of yeomanry, who told me that whenever his troop met he always drank my health after the King’s, for being the undisputed origin of all the yeomanry corps in the kingdom, possibly arising from extracts from my writings on the subject having been much circulated in the newspapers.

Some years later, while at the Duke of Bedford's place in Woburn, I sat at dinner next to a wealthy gentleman who was the captain of a troop of yeomanry. He told me that whenever his troop came together, he always toasted my health right after the King's, because I was the recognized origin of all the yeomanry corps in the country, possibly due to my writings on the subject being widely shared in the newspapers.

This year my valuable and very sincere friend, the Earl of Orford, died. The public papers that have announced the death of this noble lord have recorded the ancestry from which he was descended, the heirs of his honours, and the inheritors of his wealth, and have dwelt upon the titles that are extinct or devolved, together with all the posts and employments that are vacant. To me be the melancholy duty of noting what is of much more moment than the descent of a peerage or the transfer of an estate—the loss of an animated improver; of one who gave importance to cultivation by a thorough knowledge of political economy, and bent all his endeavours towards making mankind happy by seconding the pursuits of the farmer and the enquiries of the experimentalist. I leave the lieutenancy of a county, the rangership of a park, and the honours of the bedchamber to those in whose eyes such baubles are respectable. I would rather 207dwell on the merit of the first importer of Southdown sheep into Norfolk; on the merit of sending to the most distant regions for breeds of animals, represented as useful, not indeed always with success, but never without liberality in the motive; on the patron and friend of the common farmer, not the lord of a little circle of tenants, but the general and diffusive encourager of every species of agricultural improvement. Nor did he associate with the useful men because he was not qualified for the company of higher classes, for his mind was fraught with a great extent of knowledge; it was decorated by no trivial stores of classical learning, which exercised and set off the powers of a brilliant imagination, and thus qualified, alike for a Court or an Academy of Science, he felt no degradation in attending to THE PLOUGH. By the death of this noble personage the ‘Annals’ have lost a valuable correspondent, and their editor a warm friend. Notwithstanding the immense list of Peers, seven or eight only have become correspondents in this work. The insects of a drawing-room, the patrons of faro, the luminaries of Newmarket, are spared; while the hand of death deprives the farmer of a friend, Norfolk of a protector, and England of a real patriot.

This year, my dear and genuine friend, the Earl of Orford, passed away. The news articles announcing the death of this noble lord have detailed his family lineage, the heirs to his titles, and the inheritors of his wealth, discussing the titles that have become extinct or have shifted, along with all the positions and jobs that are now vacant. It falls to me to take on the sad duty of highlighting what is far more significant than the lineage of a peer or the transfer of an estate—the loss of a dynamic contributor; one who brought significance to farming through a deep understanding of political economy and dedicated all his efforts to making people happy by supporting farmers and the inquiries of researchers. I leave the county lieutenant ship, the park ranger position, and the honors of the bedchamber to those who see such trinkets as respectable. I would rather focus on the achievement of the first person to import Southdown sheep to Norfolk; on the effort to source animal breeds from the farthest regions, deemed useful, not always successfully, but always driven by generous intentions; on the patron and friend of the everyday farmer, not just the lord of a small group of tenants, but a broad and widespread supporter of all kinds of agricultural advancement. He didn’t socialize with these practical individuals because he was unworthy of higher company; his mind was filled with extensive knowledge. He had no mere trivial classical learning but possessed a brilliant imagination, making him equally suited for a Court or an Academy of Science, and he felt no shame in focusing on THE PLOW. With the death of this noble person, the ‘Annals’ have lost a valuable correspondent, and their editor has lost a close friend. Despite the long list of Peers, only seven or eight have become contributors to this work. The socialites of drawing-rooms, the lovers of gambling, and the stars of Newmarket are untouched; meanwhile, death takes away from the farmer a friend, from Norfolk a protector, and from England a true patriot.

Lord Loughborough was the Judge at the Summer Assizes this year at Bury, and I being on the Grand Jury, he sent a note to inform me that he was alone at his lodgings, and desired me to come and chat with him. This I did, of course, and in our conversation he mentioned that there was an estate of 4,400 acres of land in Yorkshire on the moors, in the vicinity of Paitley 208Bridge, to be sold for 4,000l., that it was chiefly freehold, and enclosed with a ring fence, also that there was a neat shooting-box on it built by the Duke of Devonshire, who hired the grouse. I assured his Lordship that he must be mistaken, for it was impossible that such a tract of land under several circumstances which he named could be on sale for half an hour without being purchased. He answered that nobody would buy it, as the land was all moor or peat, and covered with ling, but that some neighbouring farmers gave, he believed, 100l. per annum for the whole as a walk for mountain sheep. I told him that it seemed so extraordinary to me that I would go immediately to view it. He said the proper persons to apply to to view it were Sir Cecil Wray, Dr. Kilvington, and another gentleman. I accordingly went immediately to Yorkshire, and, taking up my quarters at Paitley Bridge, enquired till I found a person who knew the whole estate perfectly well, and engaged him early the next morning in order to make the tour of the whole property. It appeared to me to be wonderfully improvable, and that very considerable tracts to the amount of some hundred acres were palpably capable of irrigation and improvement, evidently applicable from the case of a small watercourse for conducting the water to an old smelting mill, but long neglected. This course had overflowed and converted the ling, over about fifteen acres, to grass. I asked my conductor what this grass would let for with a small cottage and stable for cows; he said, ‘Certainly fifteen shillings an acre.’ It was sufficiently evident that improvements might be 209wrought at a very small expense, and that building was remarkably cheap, from every material except timber being found on the spot, and lime at a small distance. There was a small farm in cultivation to produce oats, and the appearance not unfavourable. As I knew that a land surveyor well acquainted with all this country resided at Leeds, I determined to go thither to bring him over to view, and give his opinion as to the value of the property. This I did, brought him over in a postchaise, and rode with him over the principal part of the estate. His opinion confirmed my own, nor must I forget to mention that this estate was to be purchased without money as it was offered on its own security in mortgage.

Lord Loughborough was the judge at the Summer Assizes this year at Bury, and since I was on the Grand Jury, he sent me a note to let me know he was alone at his lodgings and wanted to chat. I went, of course, and during our conversation, he mentioned that there was an estate of 4,400 acres of land in Yorkshire on the moors, near Paitley Bridge, up for sale for £4,000. It was mostly freehold and enclosed with a ring fence, plus there was a nice shooting lodge on it built by the Duke of Devonshire, who leased the grouse. I told his Lordship he must be mistaken, as it was impossible for such a large piece of land, given several circumstances he described, to be on the market for even half an hour without being bought. He replied that nobody would buy it because all the land was moor or peat, covered with heather, but nearby farmers paid, he believed, £100 per year for the whole area as grazing land for mountain sheep. I found it so surprising that I decided to go see it immediately. He said the right people to contact about viewing it were Sir Cecil Wray, Dr. Kilvington, and another gentleman. So, I went straight to Yorkshire and, after settling in at Paitley Bridge, inquired until I found someone who knew the entire estate well. I hired him early the next morning to tour the whole property. It seemed to me to be incredibly improvable, with substantial areas—several hundred acres—clearly capable of irrigation and improvement, particularly from a small watercourse leading to an old smelting mill that had been long neglected. This watercourse had overflowed and turned the heather on about fifteen acres into grass. I asked my guide how much this grass would rent for along with a small cottage and stable for cows, and he said, "Certainly fifteen shillings an acre." It was clear that improvements could be made at a very low cost and that building was remarkably inexpensive, as all materials except timber were available on-site, with lime nearby. There was a small farm cultivating oats, and it didn't look unfavorable. Knowing that a land surveyor familiar with the area lived in Leeds, I decided to go there to bring him over to assess the property. I did that, brought him back in a post chaise, and rode with him around the main part of the estate. His opinion confirmed mine, and I mustn't forget to mention that this estate could be bought without any cash, as it was offered on its own security in mortgage.

In the enclosure of this immense waste, called forest, there were two allotments purchased by the proprietors, one of 1,638 acres, and another of 1,113, in all 2,751 acres, which were a copyhold tenure, at a small fine certain. In addition to which they hired, at the same time, on a long lease, 1,614 acres more, being an allotment to the King, at a rent of 50l. in money, and 50l. to be laid out on improvements. The whole, situated half-way between Knaresboro’ and Skipton, I found walled in; three farm-houses built, with barns and offices of various sorts, and lands annexed, and partly subdivided, to the amount of about 400 acres; the remaining 4,000 in one vast waste. These farms produced the rent of 44l. 5s. The game was let at 30l. with the use of a handsome shooting-box, sufficient for the residence of a small family. Peat dug from the bogs produced from 6l. to 8l. a year; and the great 210waste was let at 100l. a year, which, for 4,000 acres, is at the rate of sixpence per acre. The annual rental was therefore about 181l. per annum. From these circumstances it appeared clear to me that the purchase could not well be an unfavourable speculation. 2,750 acres (throwing the leasehold entirely out of the question) for 4,400l. is exactly 32l. an acre fee simple for land that paid a mere trifle in poor rates and land tax,[150] and tithe free; it did not seem therefore to be necessary that the produce should amount to three shillings, for if the rent was reckoned only at one shilling it was but thirty-two years’ purchase. I determined, therefore, to make it, and concluded the transaction as soon as possible.

In this vast area of wilderness, known as a forest, there were two plots bought by the owners, one covering 1,638 acres and another 1,113 acres, totaling 2,751 acres, which were held under a copyhold agreement with a small guaranteed fee. Additionally, they leased 1,614 more acres on a long-term basis, designated for the King, at a rent of £50 in cash, plus £50 to be spent on upgrades. This entire area, located midway between Knaresborough and Skipton, was enclosed; there were three farmhouses constructed, along with barns and various other buildings, covering around 400 acres, while the remaining 4,000 acres were a vast wilderness. These farms generated a rent of £44 5s. The game rights were leased for £30, which included access to a nice hunting lodge suitable for a small family. Peat harvested from the bogs yielded between £6 and £8 annually, and the large swath of waste land was rented for £100 a year, which, for 4,000 acres, works out to sixpence per acre. Therefore, the total annual rental income was about £181. Given these factors, it seemed evident to me that the purchase couldn’t be an unwise investment. Acquiring 2,750 acres (excluding the leasehold entirely) for £4,400 equals £32 per acre as a freehold for land that incurs minimal poor rates and land tax, and is tithe-free; thus, it appeared unnecessary for the returns to reach three shillings. Even if the rent were simply one shilling, it would only amount to thirty-two years’ worth of purchase. I decided to proceed with the acquisition and finalized the deal as quickly as possible.

My plan was, to let my farm in Suffolk, of about 300 acres, and transfer the capital, with some additions, to the gradual improvement of this large tract; and, in doing this, I should have begun with one farm on the Southern extremity, near the turnpike road, of three or four hundred acres, let separately for 20l. a year, but all a waste, and, in addition to this, have run a watering canal from one of the streams, till from 100 to 200 acres were below the level, walling such tract in. Thus prepared, I found myself at last in a situation to realise the speculations I had so long been busy in—when a new scene of a very different kind opened upon me—but of that hereafter.

My plan was to lease my farm in Suffolk, which is about 300 acres, and reinvest the funds, with some extra money, into gradually improving this large area. I intended to start with one farm at the southern end, close to the main road, of three or four hundred acres, renting it out separately for £20 a year, but it was all wasteland. Additionally, I planned to dig a watering canal from one of the streams to irrigate about 100 to 200 acres, surrounding that area with walls. Having prepared everything, I finally found myself in a position to pursue the plans I had been thinking about for so long—when an entirely different situation arose for me, but I’ll discuss that later.

The following are the letters of this year reserved. From J. Symonds, Esq., an account of the Duke of Grafton’s illness:—

The following are this year's reserved letters. From J. Symonds, Esq., a report on the Duke of Grafton's illness:—

211
‘Euston: Jan. 30, 1792.

‘So you tell me that I know not how to stay at home! but this is a visit of pure friendship, for the duke likes very well to chat with me, though he is so nervous as hardly to bear with strangers. Yesterday Lord Clermont, who is very intimate with him, came hither, but he was too much for the duke, and had he not gone away this morning, the duchess would have hinted it gently to him. What would you do with such nerves?

‘So you’re saying I don’t know how to stay home! But this is a visit out of pure friendship, because the duke really enjoys talking with me, even though he’s so nervous that he can hardly handle strangers. Yesterday, Lord Clermont, who is very close to him, came over, but he was too overwhelming for the duke, and if he hadn't left this morning, the duchess would have gently hinted at it. What would you do with such nerves?

‘Last night, insteadinstead of reading a sermon or charge, I read to the whole company (by the duke’s desire) your essays on the placeplace of corn and capital employed in the French husbandry, with which he had been so pleased. Lord Clermont, who has lived much in France, and though a man of pleasure, had inquired much into the state of that country, was not more delighted than surprised with them. “Well, then,” said the duke, “as you like them so much and intend to buy the book, recommend it as much as possible to your friends in the great world.” This he engaged to do. His Lordship gave a pressing invitation for you and I to pass two or three days with him; he fixed upon the month of May, which will suit me, and, I hope, you.

‘Last night, insteadinstead of reading a sermon or message, I read to the whole group (at the duke’s request) your essays on the placeplace of corn and investment used in French agriculture, which he found very impressive. Lord Clermont, who has spent a lot of time in France and, despite being a man of pleasure, had shown a real interest in the condition of that country, was both delighted and surprised by them. “Well, then,” said the duke, “since you enjoyed them so much and plan to buy the book, recommend it as much as you can to your friends in high society.” He agreed to do that. His Lordship extended a warm invitation for you and me to spend two or three days with him; he suggested May, which should work for me, and hopefully, for you too.

‘As an inducement I was to tell you that he has marled four hundred and fifty acres with a hundred and twenty loads an acre—this is an object.

‘As an incentive, I was supposed to tell you that he has marked four hundred and fifty acres with a hundred and twenty loads per acre—this is a significant point.

J Symonds.

212J. W. Coke, Esq., M.P., proposing some laws for the benefit of the poor in their present distress:—

212J. W. Coke, Esq., M.P., proposing some laws to help the poor in their current struggles:—

‘Holkham: Oct. 23, 1792.

‘Dear Sir,—I have no better motive to urge for addressing myself to you upon the subject of this letter than that I know of no man so well qualified as yourself to give me the information I stand in need of, should my plan be thought practicable and useful by you, otherwise I should take shame to myself to intrude for a moment on your time, which I esteem so precious, as it is always most usefully employed in the most laudable pursuits.

‘Dear Sir,—I have no better reason to reach out to you regarding this letter than the fact that I know no one more qualified than you to provide the information I need. If you think my plan is feasible and valuable, then great; otherwise, I would feel embarrassed to take even a moment of your time, which I greatly value, as it is always spent on the most worthy endeavors.’

‘Having turned my thoughts much of late to the most probable causes of the discontent among the lower classes of people in this country, I find that the high price of provisions, especially of bread, has been invariably the motive assigned by them whenever they have assembled in a tumultuous manner. And this is not surprising, as the existence of a poor man’s family must depend upon that last-mentioned necessary article, most truly his staff of life. It is surely, then, the interest, as well as the duty, of the landed proprietors to endeavour by every means that can be devised that the poor may never suffer in this respect. Now, it has occurred to me that perhaps a Bill might be framed to fix an assize on flour according to the average price of wheat.

‘Lately, I've been thinking a lot about the reasons behind the discontent among the lower classes in this country. I’ve noticed that the high cost of food, especially bread, is often cited as the main reason whenever they gather in a disruptive way. This makes sense, as a poor family's survival hinges on that essential food, truly their lifeline. Therefore, it's both in the interest and the responsibility of landowners to make sure that the poor don't suffer in this area. I've been considering that maybe we could create a law to regulate the price of flour based on the average cost of wheat.’

‘That millers should be obliged to grind for all persons at a certain sum per bushel instead of toll; persons being at liberty to inspect their corn whilst 213grinding, and that allowance should be made to millers for any alleged deficiency in grinding. All complaints to be heard in a summary way before a Justice of the Peace, and the complaint to be made within six days. The average price of wheat to be taken from the nearest market at the discretion of the Justice. Penal clauses should also be enacted against millers adulterating wheat and mixing water with the meal to increase its weight.

‘Millers should be required to grind for everyone at a fixed price per bushel instead of taking toll; individuals can check their grain while it’s being ground, and millers should be compensated for any claims of insufficient grinding. All complaints should be processed quickly before a Justice of the Peace, and complaints must be filed within six days. The average price of wheat should be determined from the nearest market at the Justice's discretion. There should also be penalties for millers who adulterate wheat or mix water with the flour to increase its weight.

‘These loose hints I submit to your superior judgment and better information; but, from my own observation, I do suspect the poor suffer greatly from the shameful practices and combinations of the millers, which I should be proud to check by bringing a Bill into Parliament as one of the representatives of the great arable county, should you approve the idea and would have the goodness to lend me your assistance in framing the Bill.

'I'm putting these vague suggestions forward for your better judgment and knowledge; however, from what I've seen, I suspect that the poor are suffering a lot due to the disgraceful actions and collusions of the millers. I'd be honored to address this by introducing a Bill in Parliament as one of the representatives from our great farming county, if you support the idea and would be kind enough to help me draft the Bill.'

‘I must also mention another cruel grievance to the poor, that there is no legal restraint on shopkeepers in villages respecting their weights and measures.

‘I must also mention another cruel grievance to the poor: there are no legal restrictions on shopkeepers in villages regarding their weights and measures.

‘Could no means be devised to protect the buyer from the artifices of the seller without injury to the latter in their honest gains? Why might not magistrates have the power of punishing for short weights and measures, complaint to be made within six days?

‘Could we find a way to protect the buyer from the tricks of the seller without harming the seller's legitimate profits? Why shouldn't magistrates have the authority to penalize short weights and measures, with complaints to be made within six days?

‘I remain, dear Sir.
‘Yours very sincerely,
J.W. Coke.’

214From Dr. Burney on my ‘Travels’ and his own engagements:—

214From Dr. Burney about my ‘Travels’ and his own commitments:—

‘Chelsea College: July 17, 1792.

‘My dear Friend,—Your very kind and hearty invitation to Bradfield came at a time when I was utterly unable to answer it. I was just emerged from the sick room into daily hurry and business, for which I was but little fit, and am still detained here by an unusual number of engagements for this time of year, the end of which I am not able to see. If my patients had walked off as early as I wished them, or if, like other doctors, I could have them put to their long home by a dash of my pen, I really believe I should not have been able to resist the lure you threw out; but now, if I am able to travel, or fit for any house but my own, I have two positive engagements on my hands of long standing: the first to Mickleham, to my daughter, Phillips, where I promised, as soon as I could pronounce myself a convalescent, to go and complete my cure; the other is to Crewe Hall, in Cheshire, whither I have been going more than twice seven years; and at which place I was so sure of arriving last August, that my correspondents, at my request, addressed their letters to me there. This year the claims upon me and Fanny have been so powerfully renewed by Mrs. Crewe that nothing but increased indisposition can resist them. She has promised to carry us down by slow journeys, and, if it should be necessary for me to go to Buxton for my confounded rheumatism (which, though less painful, still deprives me of all use of my left paw), she will 215even accompany me thither. My poor wife is also in sad health, and we are neither of us fit for anything but to con ailments with those who are as old and infirm as ourselves. But we send you a splinter[151] from us, before we were quite broke up and unfit for service. It is not sufficient to improve your fire of a wet day, but may perhaps be of some little use in the way of kindling.

‘My dear Friend,—Your very generous and heartfelt invitation to Bradfield arrived at a time when I was completely unable to respond. I had just emerged from the sickroom into the daily rush and responsibilities, for which I wasn't really prepared, and I'm still held back here by an unusual number of commitments for this time of year, the end of which I can't foresee. If my patients had left as early as I hoped, or if, like other doctors, I could send them off to their resting place with a stroke of my pen, I honestly think I wouldn't have been able to resist your tempting offer; but now, if I'm able to travel or fit for any place other than my own, I have two definite long-standing commitments: the first to Mickleham, to my daughter, Phillips, where I promised, as soon as I could declare myself on the mend, to go and finish my recovery; the other is to Crewe Hall, in Cheshire, where I have been planning to go for more than fourteen years; and at that place, I was so certain of arriving last August that my correspondents, at my request, sent their letters there. This year, Mrs. Crewe has renewed the claims on me and Fanny so strongly that only worsening health could prevent us. She has promised to take us down slowly, and if I need to go to Buxton for my pesky rheumatism (which, though less painful, still leaves me unable to use my left hand), she will even come with me. My poor wife is also in poor health, and neither of us is fit for anything but to commiserate with ailments alongside those who are as old and frail as we are. But we send you a piece[151] from us, before we were completely worn out and unfit for anything. It's not enough to really improve your fire on a rainy day, but it might be of some small assistance in getting it started.

‘I thank you heartily for your very interesting book of “Travels.” It is in public perusal of an evening, and has fastened on us. The parts of France which you have traversed were to me almost unknown. I never saw the Loire or the Garonne. No one can accuse you of drowsiness, like old Homer and such folks; you are always awake, and keep your readers so. We are now in the midst of that most astonishing of all events, the French Revolution, and like your narrative extremely. Though an enemy to the old tyranny, you neither reason about the rights of man like Wat Tyler or even Tom Payne. You saw coming on all the evils which anarchy has occasioned. You have long seen the futility of theory without practice among French agriculturists, and the political philosophers who think themselves wiser than the experiences of all antiquity, and not content with anything already done, must needs set about inventing an entire new government, and you see what a fine mess they have made of it.

‘I sincerely thank you for your fascinating book "Travels." It has captivated us during our evening reading. The regions of France you've explored were almost completely unfamiliar to me. I've never seen the Loire or the Garonne. No one can label you as dull like old Homer and the others; you always stay alert and keep your readers engaged. We are currently in the midst of the most astonishing event of all, the French Revolution, and I enjoy your narrative immensely. While you oppose the old tyranny, you don't argue about the rights of man like Wat Tyler or even Tom Paine. You've recognized the various problems that anarchy has caused. You've long understood the uselessness of theory without practice among French farmers, and the political philosophers who believe they know better than the wisdom of past ages, who aren't satisfied with anything that's been achieved, and feel the need to create an entirely new government, and you see what a disaster they have made of it.

‘Yours ever,
Charles Burney.’

216From Miss Burney, afterwards Mdme. d’Arblay, writing on some traits of my character, &c.:—

216From Miss Burney, later known as Madame d’Arblay, writing about some aspects of my character, etc.:—

‘Chelsea College: July 17, 1792.

‘Nay, if you talk of your difficulties in fabricating an epistle to me, please to consider how much greater are mine in attempting to answer it. You! a country farmer, the acknowledged head of “the only art worth cultivating,” as you tell us,—the contemner of every other pursuit, the scorner of all old customs, the defier of all musty authorities, the derider of all fogrum superiors,—in one word a Jacobin. You afraid? and of whom? a Chelsea pensioner? One who, maimed in the royal service, ignobly forbears, spurning royal reparation? One who, though flying a court, degenerately refrains from hating or even reviling kings, queens, and princesses? One who presumes to wish as well to manufactures for her outside, as to agriculture for her inside? One who has the ignorance to reverence commerce, and who cannot think of a single objection to the Wool Bill? One, in short, and to say all that is abominable at once, one who in theory is an aristocrat, and in practice a ci-devant courtier?

‘No, if you're going to talk about your struggles in writing a letter to me, consider how much harder it is for me to respond. You! A country farmer, the self-proclaimed leader of “the only art worth cultivating,” as you say—someone who looks down on every other pursuit, mocks all old traditions, defies all outdated authorities, and ridicules all higher-ups—basically a Jacobin. You’re afraid? Of whom? A Chelsea pensioner? Someone who, injured in royal service, shamefully holds back, dismissing royal compensation? Someone who, despite leaving the court, cowardly refuses to hate or even criticize kings, queens, and princesses? Someone who dares to wish just as well for industry as for agriculture? Someone who is foolish enough to respect commerce and can’t come up with a single objection to the Wool Bill? In short, to sum up everything terrible, someone who, in theory, is an aristocrat and, in practice, a former courtier?’

‘And shall a creature of this description, the willing advocate of every opinion, every feeling you excommunicate from “your business and bosom,” dare to write to you? Impossible!

‘And can a creature like this, the eager supporter of every opinion, every feeling you exclude from “your business and bosom,” dare to write to you? No way!

‘Whether I shall come and see you all or not is another matter. If I can I will.

‘Whether I will come and see all of you or not is another issue. If I can, I will.

‘P.S. Will Honeycomb says if you would know anything 217of a lady’s meaning (always providing she has any) when she writes to you, look at her postscript. Now pray, dear sir, how came you ever to imagine what you are pleased to blazon to the world with all the confidence of self-belief, that you think farming the only thing worth manly attention? You, who, if taste rather than circumstance had been your guide, might have found wreaths and flowers almost any way you had turned, as fragrant as those of Ceres.’

‘P.S. Will Honeycomb says that if you want to understand a lady’s intentions (assuming she has any) when she writes to you, pay attention to her postscript. Now, tell me, dear sir, how did you ever come to believe, with such boldness and confidence, that you think farming is the only thing worthy of a man’s focus? You, who, if your tastes had been your guide instead of your situation, could have discovered beautiful things all around you, as fragrant as the flowers of Ceres.’

My reply:—

My response:—

‘You, “the willing advocate of every feeling I excommunicate from my bosom,” knew you had thrown so bitter a potion into your letter that you could not (kind creature!) help a little sweetening in the postscript; but must there in your sweets be some alloy? Could you not conclude without falling foul of poor Ceres?

‘You, “the eager supporter of every emotion I push away from my heart,” knew you had included such a harsh message in your letter that you couldn’t help but add a bit of sweetness in the postscript; but does there have to be some bitterness mixed in with your kindness? Could you not end without taking a jab at poor Ceres?

‘Your letter, or rather your profession of faith, is one of the worst political creeds I remember to have read; you see no merit but beneath a diadem. In government a professed aristocrat, in political economy a monopolist, who commends manufactures, not as a market for the farmer, but for the much nobler purpose of contributing to adorn your outside; and who can attain not one better idea of the immortal plough than that of giving some sustenance to your inside. But, by the way, is not that inside of yours an equivoque? Do you mean your real or your metaphorical inside, your ribs or your feelings? If you allude to your brains, they are by your own account a wool-gathering. Do you 218mean your heart, and that the philosophical contemplation of so pure an engine as the plough is the sustenance of your best emotions? How will that agree with the panegyrist of a court and the satirist of a farm? Or is it that this inside of yours is a mere bread and cheese cupboard, which, certes, the plough can furnish? Or is it a magic lanthorn full of gay delusions, lighted by tallow from the belly of a sheep? Till you have settled these doubts, I know not which you prefer, manufactures for improving your complection, or agriculture for farming your heart. Nor must you wonder at such questions arising while you use terms that leave one in doubt whether you mean your head or your tail. I know something of the one; the other is a metaphor. Though there is high treason against the plough in almost every line of your letter, yet the words If I can I will are not in the spirit that contains the Eleusinian mysteries; they bring balm to my wounded feelings.’

'Your letter, or rather your statement of beliefs, is one of the worst political views I've read; you see no value unless it comes with a crown. In government, you're a self-proclaimed aristocrat, and in economics, a monopolist, who praises manufacturing not as a way to help farmers, but for the much nobler reason of improving your appearance; and who can’t seem to see that the purpose of the plough is just to provide some food for your stomach. By the way, isn’t that “inside” of yours a bit ambiguous? Are you referring to your physical or emotional self, your body or your feelings? If you're talking about your brain, by your own admission, it seems to be wandering aimlessly. Are you talking about your heart, suggesting that the deep contemplation of such a pure tool as the plough nourishes your best emotions? How does that fit with being an admirer of the court and a critic of the farm? Is that inside of yours simply a pantry, which, indeed, the plough can provide for? Or is it a magic lantern filled with cheerful illusions, lit by fat from a sheep's belly? Until you clarify these uncertainties, I don’t know whether you prefer manufacturing to enhance your looks or agriculture to feed your heart. And you shouldn’t be surprised that such questions come up when you use terms that leave one unsure if you’re referring to your head or your rear end. I’m familiar with one; the other is just a figure of speech. Although your letter seems to betray the plough in almost every line, the words 'If I can, I will' are not in line with the spirit of the Eleusinian mysteries; they bring comfort to my hurt feelings.'

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CHAPTER X
THE BOARD OF AGRICULTURE, 1793

The Board of Agriculture—Secretaryship—Residence in London—Twenty-five dinners a month—The King’s bull—The Marquis de Castries—‘The Example of France’—Encomiums thereof—Correspondence.

The Board of Agriculture—Secretaryship—Living in London—Twenty-five dinners a month—The King’s bull—The Marquis de Castries—‘The Example of France’—Praise for it—Correspondence.

The most remarkable event of this year was the establishment of the Board of Agriculture.[152] I found that Mr. Pitt had determined that I should be secretary, and Mr. Le Blanc, of Caversham, informed me that this new board was established with a view of rewarding me for my ‘Example of France.’ In a conversation with Lord Loughborough on the attendance required, he remarked, ‘You may do what suits yourself best, I conceive, for we all consider ourselves so much obliged to you that you cannot be rewarded in a manner too agreeably.’ If the appointment of secretary be considered, as it has been by many, a reward for what I had effected, it was not a magnificent one; the salary, 400l. per annum, would have been desirable had it left me more time in Suffolk, but when I found a very strict attendance attached to it, with no house to assemble in 220except Sir John Sinclair’s, and in a room common to the clerks and all comers, I was much disposed to throw it up and go back in disgust to my farm; but the advice of others and the apprehension of family reproaches kept me to the annoyance of a situation not ameliorated till Sir John was turned out of the Presidentship by Mr. Pitt, and the Board procured a house for itself.

The most notable event of this year was the creation of the Board of Agriculture.[152] I discovered that Mr. Pitt had decided I should be the secretary, and Mr. Le Blanc from Caversham told me this new board was set up to reward me for my 'Example of France.' During a conversation with Lord Loughborough about attendance requirements, he said, 'You can do what suits you best, because we all feel so grateful to you that we can’t reward you too generously.' If the secretary position is seen, as many do, as a reward for my contributions, it wasn't particularly impressive; the salary of 400l. per year would have been great if it allowed me more time in Suffolk, but when I learned that strict attendance was required and there was no office to meet in except Sir John Sinclair’s, which was a shared room with clerks and visitors, I was very tempted to quit and return to my farm in frustration. However, the advice of others and the fear of family criticism kept me stuck in a situation that only improved after Mr. Pitt removed Sir John from the presidency and the Board secured its own office.220

My letter to Mr. Pitt, asking for the secretaryship of the new Board of Agriculture:—

My letter to Mr. Pitt, requesting the position of secretary for the new Board of Agriculture:—

‘Bradfield Hall: May 20, 1793.

‘Sir,—I am informed by Lord Sheffield and Sir John Sinclair that the establishment of a Board of Agriculture is determined.

‘Sir,—I’ve been told by Lord Sheffield and Sir John Sinclair that the creation of a Board of Agriculture is confirmed.

‘It has been the employment of the last thirty years of my life to make myself as much a master of the practice and the political encouragement of agriculture as my talents would allow. I have examined every part of the kingdom, and have farming correspondents in all the counties.

‘For the last thirty years, I’ve dedicated myself to becoming as skilled as possible in the practice and promotion of agriculture, based on my abilities. I’ve explored every corner of the country and have farming contacts in every county.

‘It is impossible I should know what is your intention in relation to the office of the secretary; but the same wisdom that established the Board will, without doubt, give such an appointment to that office as may fill it in a manner the best adapted to the business.

‘It’s impossible for me to know what your intention is regarding the secretary position; however, the same wisdom that created the Board will undoubtedly appoint someone to that role who is best suited for the job.’

‘Should I be happy enough to appear in your eyes qualified for such a post, and you would have the goodness to name me to it, it might lessen the anxieties of a life that has been passed in the service of the 221national agriculture; and I should feel with unvarying gratitude the obligation of the favour.

‘If I’m fortunate enough to seem worthy in your eyes for such a position, and you would be kind enough to appoint me to it, it could ease the worries of a life spent serving the 221national agriculture; and I would feel a constant gratitude for your favor.

‘I have the honour to be, sir, with the greatest respect,

‘I am honored to be, sir, with the utmost respect,

‘Your most humble and obedient servant,
Arthur Young.’

My reply to George Rose, Esq., on his communicating to me Mr. Pitt’s approbation of my appointment:—

My response to George Rose, Esq., regarding his message about Mr. Pitt's approval of my appointment:—

‘Bradfield Hall: May 30, 1793.

‘Sir,—It is with pleasure that I acknowledge the receipt of your letter, as it shows that, whatever may be the result of the present business, my exertions have met with the approbation of Government, whose public-spirited and laudable views I have long been solicitous to second.

‘Sir,—I’m pleased to confirm that I received your letter, as it shows that, regardless of the outcome of the current situation, my efforts have been recognized by the Government, whose public-minded and commendable goals I have long been eager to support.

‘The salary you mention is, I confess, less than I imagined would be assigned to the office, but its being adequate or not depends entirely on the circumstances of attendance, duty, residence, &c. If these be arranged on a footing any way liberal, the sum is equal to my desires; and I shall in that case accept the office with pleasure. If, on the contrary, these points be so fixed as to overturn my present pursuits in life, they would render a larger salary less valuable to me than the sum you mention.

‘The salary you're mentioning is, I have to admit, lower than I expected for the position, but whether it's enough really depends on things like attendance, responsibilities, living situation, etc. If those aspects are set up in a way that's generous, then the amount meets my expectations, and I would happily accept the position. However, if those factors are arranged in a way that disrupts my current activities in life, then a higher salary wouldn’t mean as much to me as the figure you mentioned.

‘From the nature of the Board, intended to consist, as I understand, of members of the two Houses, with the objects in view, I take it for granted that the points above mentioned may, without the least impediment to the business, be easily arranged. 222‘Trusting in this entirely to Mr. Pitt and yourself, I beg your good offices that, if I should have improperly expressed my meaning, you will do me the justice to rely on the integrity of my views, and not imagine me eager in making a bargain for profit with a great and liberal benefactor.

‘Given the nature of the Board, which I understand is meant to include members from both Houses, and considering the objectives at hand, I assume that the points mentioned earlier can be sorted out easily without disrupting the business. 222‘I trust completely in Mr. Pitt and you. If I've expressed my thoughts poorly, I ask that you give me the benefit of the doubt regarding my intentions and not think that I'm trying to strike a deal for personal gain with a significant and generous supporter.’

‘I have the honour to remain &c.
Arthur Young.’

What a change in the destination of a man’s life! Instead of becoming the solitary lord of four thousand acres, in the keen atmosphere of lofty rocks, and mountain torrents, with a little creation rising gradually around me, making the black desert smile with cultivation, and grouse give way to industrious population, active and energetic, though remote and tranquil, and, every instant of my existence, making two blades of grass to grow where not one was found before—behold me at a desk in the smoke, the fog, the din of Whitehall. ‘Society has charms’—true; and so has solitude to a mind employed. But the die is cast, and my steps may still be said, metaphorically, to be in the furrow. My pleasures are of another sort; I see daily a noble activity of zeal in the service of the national husbandry in the President—of that happy effort of royal patriotism, commendable and exemplary; and I see in so many great and distinguished characters such a disinterested attention to the public good, and such liberality of spirit in promoting it, that the view is cheering, whether in a capital or a desert.

What a change in a man's life! Instead of becoming the solitary ruler of four thousand acres, surrounded by towering rocks and rushing mountain streams, with a little community gradually building around me, transforming the barren wasteland into cultivated land, where fewer grouse are replaced by a hardworking population—active and vibrant, even though it's remote and peaceful—and with every moment of my life, making two blades of grass grow where there was none before—here I am, stuck at a desk in the smoke, the fog, and the noise of Whitehall. "Society has its charms"—true; but so does solitude for an engaged mind. Yet, what's done is done, and I can still say my steps are, metaphorically, in the field. My pleasures are different now; I see daily a noble enthusiasm in the President's efforts for our national progress—a commendable and exemplary display of royal patriotism. I witness so many great and distinguished figures showing genuine concern for the public good and a generous spirit in advancing it, making the perspective uplifting, whether in a city or the wilderness.

The two situations were incompatible with each 223other. I therefore advertised the estate for sale; and nothing proves to me how very ill understood waste lands are in this kingdom than the advertisement being repeated near a twelvemonth before I could sell it with much less profit than I had reason to expect. So large a contiguous tract, in many respects so eligible for improvement, I thought would have been a favourite object with numbers; as to the ignorance of those who viewed and rejected it, I can only pity them.

The two situations were completely at odds with each other. So, I put the estate up for sale; and nothing demonstrates to me how poorly understood wastelands are in this country than the fact that my ad ran for almost a year before I could sell it, and I made much less profit than I expected. A large, connected piece of land, which was so suitable for improvement in many ways, I thought would attract a lot of interest; as for the ignorance of those who viewed and rejected it, I can only feel sorry for them.

The attention I received from individuals was, however, very flattering, for I find, by an old memorandum book, that I dined out from twenty-five to thirty days in the month, and had, in that time, forty invitations from people of the highest rank and consequence. Here I copy a memorandum made at the time: August 21, ‘I feel an advancement of a certain kind since the publication of my Travels, well calculated to add agreeably to a new sphere in life by means of this new Board; but how it will turn out is not easy to conjecture, and my “Example of France: a Warning to Great Britain”[153] is applauded in a manner of which I had not the slightest conception. The Ministry commend it most highly, and express themselves in [a way] truly gratifying to my feelings. The last time I was in town, the Chancellor dwelt on the idea of how much they were all obliged to me, and treated me as a man that must be gratified when I was explaining my wish to reside but little in London. And Rose’s 224report from Mr. Pitt was equal; his own expression was that I had beat all rivalship and produced the most useful work printed on the occasion, &c. Thus I come with all the advantages I could wish—and I could see in every eye and hear from every tongue of numbers to whom Sir John Banks introduced me on the Terrace at Windsor that I was considered as one to whom the nation was obliged. The King spoke to me, but not so graciously as some years before; and this brought to my mind a visit which Mr. Majendie and his brother, the Canon of Windsor, paid me at Bradfield, when the latter asked me in a very significant manner whether I had not said something against the King’s bull, as it was commonly reported that I had fallen foul of his Majesty’s dairy; so I suppose the man who showed me the cattle reported to the King every word I had said of them, and possibly with additions. Who is it that says one should be careful in a court not to offend even a dog? However, Sir J. Sinclair reported to me some days afterwards that his Majesty had expressed to him great satisfaction at my appointment to the secretaryship of the Board.’Board.’

The attention I got from people was really flattering, as I found in an old notebook that I dined out twenty-five to thirty days a month and received forty invitations during that time from folks of the highest rank and importance. Here’s a note I made back then: August 21, “I feel like I’ve made some progress since the publication of my Travels, which seems well-suited to help me adapt to a new stage in life because of this new Board; but it’s hard to predict how it will go, and my ‘Example of France: a Warning to Great Britain’[153] has been praised in a way I never expected. The Ministry highly commends it and expresses themselves in a truly gratifying way. Last time I was in town, the Chancellor emphasized how much they appreciated me and treated me like someone who must be pleased when I shared my desire to spend less time in London. And Rose’s 224report from Mr. Pitt was similar; he said that I had surpassed all competition and produced the most valuable work published at the time, etc. So here I am with all the advantages I could hope for—and I could see in everyone’s eyes and hear in everyone’s words, from many whom Sir John Banks introduced to me on the Terrace at Windsor, that I was seen as someone the nation appreciated. The King spoke to me, but not as kindly as he had a few years back; this reminded me of a visit from Mr. Majendie and his brother, the Canon of Windsor, when the latter asked me pointedly if I had said something against the King’s cattle, since it was commonly believed that I had criticized his Majesty’s dairy; so I assume the guy who showed me the animals reported every word I said to the King, likely with some embellishments. Who says you should be careful not to offend even a dog in court? However, Sir J. Sinclair later told me that his Majesty had expressed to him great satisfaction with my appointment to the secretaryship of the Board.Board.’

About this time I met Sir John Macpherson, from Bengal, but now from Italy. He came by the Rhine; had a conversation with the King of Prussia on my ‘Travels,’ which his Majesty was reading, and commended greatly. He saw also the Marshal de Castries,[154] who was likewise reading them, and praised me in the highest terms. Sir John Macpherson told him that he 225had found my accounts of Lombardy so uncommonly just and accurate that he intended seeing the author as soon as he arrived in England. ‘Tell him, then,’ said the marshal, ‘that I did not know France till I read his admirable work, which astonishes me for its truth, and extent and justness of observation;’ and the next day he wrote to him pointing out an error of mine in the passage relating to his opening the French West Indies to foreign navigation. No man can speak in higher terms of a book than Sir John does of this. He says it is the best that ever was published. It is something whimsical that the ladies should tell me it is as entertaining as a romance, and that statesmen should praise it for its information. Faith! I had need be flattered to be kept in good humour—losing my time doing nothing in London in August.

Around this time, I met Sir John Macpherson, who was originally from Bengal but was now in Italy. He came via the Rhine and had a conversation with the King of Prussia about my ‘Travels,’ which the King was reading and praised highly. He also spoke with Marshal de Castries, who was also reading it and praised me very highly. Sir John Macpherson told him that he found my accounts of Lombardy to be exceptionally accurate and precise, and he planned to meet the author as soon as he got to England. ‘Tell him,’ said the marshal, ‘that I didn’t truly know France until I read his remarkable work, which amazes me in its truthfulness, breadth, and keen observations;’ and the next day he wrote to him pointing out a mistake I made regarding the opening of the French West Indies to foreign navigation. No one speaks more highly of a book than Sir John does of this one. He says it’s the best ever published. It’s quite amusing that the ladies say it’s as entertaining as a novel, while statesmen praise it for its insights. Honestly! I really need to be flattered to stay in good spirits—wasting my time doing nothing in London in August.

September 9.—Dined at Pinherring’s, the American ambassador; he is a gentleman-like man; but for his company, though this was a great entertainment, there was such a motley group as would be difficult to find; they were so indelicate as to call for a war with England.

September 9.—Had dinner at Pinherring’s, the American ambassador; he’s a classy guy. However, despite the fact that this was a big event, the mix of people was so unusual that it would be hard to find anything like it. They were so inappropriate as to suggest a war with England.

I preserved the following among letters of this year:—

I kept the following among the letters from this year:—

From the Countess of Bristol
‘January 4, 1793.

‘Dear Sir,—In spite of a bad cold, which makes me very heavy and ill qualified to write to un homme d’esprit, I must say a word or two in answer to your letter, and also assure you that the one you enclosed 226for Lord Bristol was forwarded by the same post to his agent in town.

‘Dear Sir,—Even though I have a bad cold that makes me feel sluggish and unfit to write to a witty man, I need to say a few words in response to your letter and also assure you that the one you included 226 for Lord Bristol was sent to his agent in town with the same post.

‘Do I recollect reading your "Travels"? Yes, certainly, and the great pleasure and instruction I received from them; but the approbation, I assure you, came from a better quarter, or I should not have presumed on its being worth your acceptance. However that may be, I am much pleased with the effect, and fairly confess that I did wish to set your pen a-going, because you had experience and facts to write upon, and that I knew your warm colouring would suit the picture—in short, I saw you were a convert. I wished you to make others, and if I have been the least instrumental by awakening the spark in you, I shall feel that I am not wholly useless to the community where providence has placed me. I think everybody with talents is called upon, particularly at this time, to use them for the good of their once happy country, and I know of no one better qualified than yourself to employ your eloquence usefully.

‘Do I remember reading your "Travels"? Yes, definitely, and I took great pleasure and learned a lot from them; but I assure you, my approval came from a more credible source, or I wouldn’t have assumed it was worth your time. Regardless, I’m really happy with the outcome and openly admit that I did hope to inspire you to write, because you had experience and facts to draw from, and I knew your vibrant style would enhance the narrative—in short, I saw that you were convinced. I wanted you to inspire others, and if I've played even a small role in igniting that spark in you, I’ll feel like I'm not completely useless to the community where fate has placed me. I believe everyone with talent has a responsibility, especially right now, to use it for the benefit of their once-happy country, and I can’t think of anyone better than you to effectively use your eloquence.

‘The pamphlet you mention, of an earnest address to farmers, was brought to me amongst others, and I immediately said it was yours—but pray rescue it from its mangled state and print it again as it was written. I flatter myself that you intend to send me the “Example of France: A Warning to Britain,” for which, I assure you, I am very impatient.

‘The pamphlet you mentioned, titled An Earnest Address to Farmers, was given to me along with others, and I immediately recognized it as yours—please get it out of its damaged state and publish it again as it was originally written. I hope you plan to send me “Example of France: A Warning to Britain,” because I can’t wait to see it.

‘I write from Lord Abercorn’s, and wish I could hear anything, but upon every subject there is at this moment an awful pause. It is hoped that the Alien Bill may be passed to-morrow, it is so much wanted, 227and that the wretched state of the French armies and their dissentions at home may make it unnecessary for us to declare war. Three Prussian officers of rank have been arrested for treasonable correspondence with Dumouriez, which, they say, is to explain the Duke of Brunswick’s retreat; and now it is supposed that Custine’s army cannot escape him.

‘I’m writing from Lord Abercorn’s and wish I could hear anything, but right now there’s an awful silence on every topic. There’s hope that the Alien Bill will be passed tomorrow; it’s really needed, 227 and the terrible condition of the French armies and their internal conflicts might make it unnecessary for us to declare war. Three high-ranking Prussian officers have been arrested for treasonous communication with Dumouriez, which they claim is meant to explain the Duke of Brunswick’s retreat; and now it’s believed that Custine’s army can’t escape him.

‘I saw two gentlemen who were in Paris a fortnight ago, and who told me that the treasury would hold out very little longer, that bread was scarce, commerce destroyed, and the people either in fury or despair, the whole town affording a melancholy scene of poverty, distrust and disorder—houses shut up, public buildings destroyed, churches turned into warehouses, &c. &c.

‘I saw two gentlemen who were in Paris two weeks ago, and they told me that the treasury wouldn't last much longer, that bread was hard to find, businesses were ruined, and the people were either furious or in despair. The entire city presented a sad picture of poverty, distrust, and chaos—houses were boarded up, public buildings were damaged, churches had been converted into storage facilities, etc. etc.

‘For want of better materials I send you a print which I think is not a bad one, considering the double part Mr. Fox has acted. I thank you for enquiring after my daughters. Lady Erne is not yet returned from Hampshire, Lady Elizabeth is with the Duchess of Devonshire at Florence, and Lady Louisa is here, and desires her compliments.

‘Since I don't have better materials, I'm sending you a print that I think is decent, given the double role Mr. Fox has played. I appreciate you asking about my daughters. Lady Erne hasn't returned from Hampshire yet, Lady Elizabeth is with the Duchess of Devonshire in Florence, and Lady Louisa is here and sends her regards.

‘I am, sincerely yours,
E. Bristol.’
From the same
‘Bruton Street: March 20, 1793.

‘Dear Sir,—I have just seen in the True Briton of this morning that the thanks of the association at the “Crown and Anchor” were voted to you for your last publication, which, I assure you, gives me great pleasure; at the same time it reminds me that I have 228too long deferred mine, but which I now beg you will accept. I like it very much, and think it is admirably well written, and calculated to inform the ignorant and deluded of their real danger. I should have told you so long ago, but waited to hear the opinions of those from which I thought you would receive more satisfaction; and I can now assure you that your pamphlet is much liked by Lord Orford and several others of good judgment. And I think you may, without flattery, consider yourself as one of the means which has rescued this glorious country from the destruction which was preparing for it.

‘Dear Sir, — I just saw in the True Briton this morning that the association at the “Crown and Anchor” thanked you for your latest publication, which, I assure you, gives me great pleasure. At the same time, it reminds me that I have delayed mine for too long, but I now ask you to accept it. I really like it and think it’s extremely well written and designed to inform the ignorant and misled about their real danger. I should have told you this a while ago, but I wanted to wait to hear the opinions of those whose feedback I thought you would value more. I can now assure you that your pamphlet is well received by Lord Orford and several others with good judgment. And I think you can, without flattery, consider yourself one of the reasons this glorious country was saved from the destruction that was looming.

‘There are great events impending just now. I pray God to direct them for our good.

There are big events about to happen right now. I pray that God guides them for our benefit.

‘I am, dear sir,
‘Your sincere humble servant,
E. Bristol.’

From Lord Bristol (Bishop of Derry), objections to my proposal for selling all lambs at Harrington Fair.

From Lord Bristol (Bishop of Derry), objections to my proposal for selling all lambs at Harrington Fair.

‘Ratisbon: Jan. 17, 1793.

‘My dear Arthur,—Why will you make me a request with which I cannot in prudence comply? And why must I say No to a man whom I wish only to answer with Yes? You are as great a quack in farming as I once was in politics, and therefore, knowing the force of the term, I must be on my guard against you.

‘My dear Arthur,—Why do you ask me for something I can't responsibly agree to? And why do I have to say No to someone I'd rather say Yes to? You're as much of a fraud in farming as I once was in politics, so I have to be cautious with you.

No reform, dear Arthur, at this time of day. Ipswich has an old prescriptive right to our lambs—we have sold them well at that market; buyers are accustomed 229to it; have their connections there of every kind; may very possibly not come to Horningheath for many years. Let the buyers advertise that they wish to change the market, and I, though a great heretic against most establishments, will be none against them. Adieu! magnanimous Arthur. Reserve your prowess for a greater object than distressing poor Ipswich by bereaving it of its ancient patrimony.

No reform, dear Arthur, at this time of day. Ipswich has a long-standing right to our lambs—we’ve done well selling them at that market; buyers are used to it; they have connections there of all sorts; they might not even come to Horningheath for many years. Let the buyers announce that they want to change the market, and I, despite being a bit of a rebel against most traditions, won’t oppose them. Goodbye, noble Arthur. Save your efforts for something bigger than upsetting poor Ipswich by taking away its historic rights.

‘We have a sheep fair here, too, at Ratisbon, but of old horned rams, and not of young Suffolk lambs.

‘We have a sheep fair here, too, in Regensburg, but it features old horned rams, not young Suffolk lambs.

‘Yours cordially,
Bristol.’

From Thomas Law, Esq., who resided long in Bengal, on the application of the Corn Laws.

From Thomas Law, Esq., who lived in Bengal for a long time, regarding the issue of the Corn Laws.

‘Weymouth Street: Jan. 5, 1793.

‘Sir,—I have fortunately obtained the perusal of your “Travels,” and the sentiments conveyed therein so totally coincide with my observations of eighteen years upon the extensive continent of Asia, that, upon your arrival in town, I shall be happy to convey to you any information in my power respecting the agriculture of Bengal, Behar, and Benares.

‘Sir,—I have had the good fortune to read your “Travels,” and the views expressed in it completely match my observations from eighteen years spent across the vast continent of Asia. When you arrive in town, I would be glad to share any information I can about the agriculture of Bengal, Behar, and Benares.

‘When a member of a grain committee during a drought, I pursued your system, which coincides with that of Adam Smith, viz.: All our object was to prevent impediments to the free transport of corn, being convinced that it would be removed from an abundant province to one which was less productive, and, like water, find its level, and that the interest of 230merchants would convey it from cheap places to dear ones, and thus promote the general good. I could impart to you many fatal instances of the intervention of powers by fixing the price and by forcing corn to market.

‘When I was on a grain committee during a drought, I followed your approach, which aligns with Adam Smith's idea: our goal was to eliminate barriers to the free transport of grain. We believed that grain would naturally move from areas of plenty to those that were less productive, just like water seeking its level. Merchants would transport it from cheaper places to more expensive ones, benefiting everyone in the process. I could share with you many disastrous examples of government intervention by setting prices and forcing grain into the market.

‘I can show you the thanks of a resident who presided in the capital of an extensive district threatened with a famine, and who wrote to me asking my opinion upon the following propositions: First, “Shall I raise subscriptions to supply the poor with rice at this crisis?” Answer, “You will thereby not only encourage a concourse to your city of persons whose expectations will be deceived, as their numbers will exceed the amount of your gratuities, and you will thereby destroy many; but you will enhance the price in the city.” Secondly, “Shall I compel the granaries to be opened, and fix a moderate price?” Answer, “By no means. You will thereby deter the merchants from bringing grain to market, and will thereby starve your inhabitants. Your power can only extend to a certain limit, and within that the merchant will not enter. If supplies are coming to you, those who have grain for sale will have advice of it, and hurry their grain to market; but if you compel them, you will stop all imports by such forcible interference. Have you calculated at what price the merchant buys at a distance, at what expense he brings it, &c.? In short, you have the choice of the alternative—whether for a day or two you will submit to want, and then be relieved by the exertions of those who always hasten to a good market; or whether you will gain popularity for a day or two by a compulsory expenditure of the 231quantity within your grasp, and then fall a martyr to an exasperated starving people.” He adopted the first, and thanked me in the strongest terms.

‘I can show you the gratitude of a resident who ran the capital of a large area facing a famine. He wrote to me asking for my opinion on these proposals: First, “Should I raise money to provide the poor with rice during this crisis?” Answer: “You will not only encourage a rush of people to your city with false hopes, as their numbers will exceed the amount of your donations, and this will harm many; but you will also drive up the prices in the city.” Secondly, “Should I force the granaries to open and set a reasonable price?” Answer: “Absolutely not. This will discourage merchants from bringing grain to market and will starve your residents. Your power has its limits, and within that, merchants will be reluctant to enter. If supplies are on the way to you, those with grain for sale will know about it and rush to the market; but if you force them, you will stop all imports through such harsh measures. Have you considered the price at which the merchant buys far away, the cost of transport, etc.? In short, you have a choice—whether to deal with a brief shortage and then be helped by those who are always eager for a profitable market; or to gain temporary popularity by spending your limited resources and then become a victim of a desperate, starving crowd.” He chose the first option and thanked me profusely.

‘About that time, when Government intended to purchase grain to supply certain places, I protested against it, because those places would entirely rely upon Government management; for no merchant would convey to places where Government by a sudden import might overflow the market—if London were to be supplied with every want by a contract or monopoly, the effect is easily foreseen.

‘Around that time, when the Government planned to buy grain to supply certain areas, I objected to it because those places would become completely dependent on Government control; no merchant would transport goods to areas where the Government could suddenly flood the market—if London were to have all its needs met through a contract or monopoly, the consequences are easy to predict.

‘In respect to a fixed land tax, I can show you some very satisfactory papers upon the subject; as I had to contend against some very able advocates for periodical equalisation, and at length have obtained a fixed land tax for ever. In Asia we have metayers, as in France; we have surveyors of the crop. In short, to a gentleman of your philosophic and agricultural turn I may prove a welcome referee. To the many pertinent questions you will put, you will, no doubt, find many deficient replies, for I am conscious of having omitted much. Unluckily I had never seen your able productions, and had too often to find the truth by the experience of error.

‘When it comes to a fixed land tax, I can share some very convincing documents on the topic; I've had to argue against some strong supporters of periodic equalization, and finally, I’ve secured a fixed land tax for good. In Asia, we have sharecroppers, much like in France; we also have crop surveyors. In short, for someone with your philosophical and agricultural interests, I can be a helpful resource. For the many relevant questions you’re likely to ask, you’ll probably find several inadequate answers, as I know I’ve left out a lot. Unfortunately, I’ve never had the chance to see your impressive work, and too often, I’ve learned the hard way through my mistakes.

‘Many serious evils may be prevented if a person of your influence could have conveyed to Asia your sentiments upon taxation, the corn, trade, &c., for the perusal of the several servants entrusted with the charge of vast districts with numerous industrious subjects. If Necker committed such palpable mistakes after so much experience, must not young men in the 232company’s service be subject to fatal errors where the instruction of books is not always to be attained, or the advice of the well-informed, as in Europe?

‘Many serious problems could be avoided if someone with your influence could share your views on taxation, the corn, trade, etc., for the review of the various officials responsible for managing large areas with many hardworking people. If Necker made such obvious mistakes after so much experience, shouldn’t young people in the 232 company's service be vulnerable to serious errors when the teaching from books isn’t always available, or they can’t access the advice of knowledgeable individuals like they can in Europe?’

‘I remain, with respect, sir,
‘Your most obedient humble servant,
Thomas Law.’

From the Right Hon. Edmund Burke, highly praising the ‘Example of France’:—

From the Right Hon. Edmund Burke, greatly complimenting the 'Example of France':—

Mr. Burke thanks Mr. Young for his most able, useful and reasonable pamphlet. He has not seen anything written in this controversy which stands better bottomed upon practical principle, or is more likely to produce an effect on the popular mind. It is, indeed, incomparably well done. We are all very much obliged to Mr. Young, and think the Committee ought to circulate his book.

Mr. Burke thanks Mr. Young for his very effective, useful, and sensible pamphlet. He hasn't seen anything written on this issue that is better grounded in practical principles or more likely to impact public opinion. It's truly outstanding. We're all really grateful to Mr. Young, and we believe the Committee should distribute his book.

‘Duke Street, St. James’s: March 5, 1793.’

"Duke Street, St. James's: March 5, 1793."

From Dr. Burney, on my ‘Example of France,’ &c.:—

From Dr. Burney, on my ‘Example of France,’ etc.:—

‘Chelsea College: May 12, 1793.

‘My dear Friend,—I cannot let Mrs. Young return without sending you my best thanks for the second edition of your excellent pamphlet. Indeed, if I were singular in approbation of it, you might think me a cleverer fellow than I shall seem among the crowd of your admirers. What is a single name in a list fifty yards long? And if I were to tell you what numbers of first-rate judges have spoke well of your performance, I should want more room than Mr. Sheridan’s friends 233at Glasgow. I shall only just specify those who would be at the head of a complete list, if I had time to make one: Mr. Burke, Lord Orford, who, on my asking him if he had seen your pamphlet, pointed to it, “There it is; I read nothing else;” Mrs. Montagu the same; a large party of bluestockings at Lady Hesketh’s all agreed that your book and Hannah More’s “Chip”[155] were the best on the subject. When I made Mrs. Crewe read the first edition, she wrote me word that she had perused it with great attention, and that she found it contained stubborn facts, to each of which she should say with the grave-digger, “Answer me that and unyoke.” Last week, in a note she sent me from Hampstead, she says: "Mr. Arthur Young’s pamphlet makes a great noise, and, I think, I never knew any book take more; it is reprinted, you know, with additions." In the communication of the latter information she got the start of me; the second edition could not have been out three days but you are meditating a third. I like your additions to the second much, particularly what concerns the reform of Parliament.

‘My dear Friend,—I can’t let Mrs. Young leave without expressing my sincere thanks for the second edition of your excellent pamphlet. Honestly, if I were the only one who praised it, you might think I'm more impressive than I really come across among your many fans. What does one name mean on a list that's fifty yards long? And if I told you how many top-notch critics have spoken highly of your work, I'd need more space than Mr. Sheridan's friends 233 in Glasgow. I'll just mention a few who would be at the top of a complete list, if I had the time to create one: Mr. Burke, Lord Orford, who, when I asked him if he had seen your pamphlet, pointed to it and said, “There it is; I read nothing else;” Mrs. Montagu said the same; a large group of bluestockings at Lady Hesketh’s all agreed that your book and Hannah More’s “Chip”[155] were the best on the topic. When I had Mrs. Crewe read the first edition, she wrote to me saying she read it with great attention and found it full of hard facts, to which she’d respond with the grave-digger's “Answer me that and unyoke.” Last week, in a note she sent me from Hampstead, she said: "Mr. Arthur Young’s pamphlet is causing quite a stir, and I think I've never seen a book gain so much attention; it’s been reprinted, you know, with additions." In sharing that information, she got ahead of me; the second edition couldn’t have been out for more than three days before you were already planning a third. I really like your additions to the second, especially those about Parliament reform.

‘I wish you could overhaul Grey’s speech as well as Charles Fox’s on that subject, and in an appendix expose the weakness and inconsistence of both. Only observe how both confess that there was danger to our constitution “from opinions favourable to the principles and measures of France,” after so stubbornly and pertinaciously denying in Parliament the existence of any such danger; challenging Government to prove it, 234and saying that “the Proclamation, call of Parliament, Alien and Traitorous Correspondence Bills, were mere Ministerial juggles” to increase influence, diminish liberty, and encourage excess of loyalty. “But,” says Mr. G. “that danger must now be much lessened, as all approbation of those principles, or imitation of that example, is now improbable, totally discredited, and removed from all political speculation and practice.” What, then, is all the defence of France and Frenchmen by the Opposition? And why is every measure condemned in Parliament that tends to put an end to their anarchy and ambition? Why is war against them so censured? Why is it always called the war of kings and despots? Why is the Minister so importuned to make peace with regicides and assassins, determined to force, if possible, every nation upon earth to adopt their measures? Mr. Grey repeats in his speech, “All dread of the example is completely removed, and that none could suppose him, or any other party in this country, favourable to that example.” What is this but open falsehood? Mr. Fox allows that “there was a party whose wild theories certainly aimed at an impracticable perfection, that could only have been pursued by means subversive of every part of our constitution.” Yet there never was any danger! Mr. G. says, in express terms, “that his motion extended to an alteration in the present government of the country.” But he had no specific plan ready of his own, or that he chose to father. But as all the petitions he and Mr. Sheridan brought in for a reform demanded nothing less than universal suffrage, and as these gentlemen 235either drew up or approved the contents of these petitions, we may easily judge what was the general plan of our Jacobins, if they could have had the tinkering of the constitution.

‘I wish you could revamp Grey’s speech as well as Charles Fox’s on that topic, and in an appendix reveal the flaws and inconsistencies of both. Just look at how both admit that there was a threat to our constitution “from opinions that support the principles and actions of France,” after stubbornly denying in Parliament that any such danger existed; they challenged the Government to prove it and said that “the Proclamation, the call of Parliament, and the Alien and Traitorous Correspondence Bills were just tricks by the Ministers” to boost their power, restrict freedom, and promote excessive loyalty. “But,” Mr. G. says, “that danger must now be greatly reduced, as any approval of those principles or imitation of that example is now unlikely, completely discredited, and removed from all political discussion and action.” So what’s with all the defense of France and the French by the Opposition? And why is every measure in Parliament that seeks to end their chaos and ambition condemned? Why is the war against them criticized so heavily? Why is it always called the war of kings and tyrants? Why is the Minister pressured to make peace with regicides and murderers who aim to compel every nation on earth to adopt their actions? Mr. Grey repeats in his speech, “All fear of the example is entirely gone, and no one could think he, or any other group in this country, would support that example.” What is this if not blatant falsehood? Mr. Fox admits that “there was a group whose extreme ideas definitely sought an unattainable perfection, which could only be achieved through means that would dismantle every part of our constitution.” Yet there was never any danger! Mr. G. states clearly that “his motion referred to a change in the current government of the country.” But he didn’t have a specific plan of his own or one he was willing to endorse. However, since all the petitions he and Mr. Sheridan introduced for a reform demanded nothing less than universal suffrage, and since these gentlemen either drafted or approved the contents of these petitions, we can easily infer what the overall plan of our Jacobins was, had they been given the chance to meddle with the constitution.

‘Grey seems to me a silly fellow, with a greater wish than abilities to do mischief. Charles Fox’s speech is more a panegyric on the constitution than on his friend’s motion. When every man is left to himself to reform an old constitution or make a new one, no two will be found of a mind on the subject. Sherry’s speech was nothing to the purpose. There was no attempt of the phalanx which I so much dreaded, as the doubling our tiers état. Thank God, their great gun has flashed in the pan! The mountain has laboured in vain. You know I hope that the gang in Parliament, like Egalité’s creatures in the “Convention,” is called the Mountain. And it has been called by a punster of the party Mount Sigh-on. I fear the war will be long and bloody; and how it will end who can tell? Nothing but a vigorous prosecution of the war can save the whole civilised globe from destruction. After disdaining in the House the principles which they had suggested and encouraged out of it, I should not wonder if the Scotch and English petitioners for reform on the basis of universal suffrage should mob and September their friends the demagogues whenever they can catch them. I don’t love mischief, but I do cordially wish something of that kind were to happen.

‘Grey seems pretty foolish to me, more eager to cause trouble than actually skilled at it. Charles Fox’s speech is more of a praise for the constitution than for his friend’s proposal. When everyone is left to their own devices to fix an old constitution or create a new one, you won’t find two people who agree on the issue. Sherry’s speech didn’t really address anything relevant. I was really worried about the possibility of them doubling our state tiers. Thank goodness their big plan fizzled out! The mountain has labored in vain. You know I hope that the group in Parliament, like Egalité’s followers in the “Convention,” is referred to as the Mountain. And someone from the party has jokingly called it Mount Sigh-on. I’m afraid the conflict will be long and bloody; who knows how it will end? Only a strong push in the war can save the entire civilized world from destruction. After condemning in the House the ideas they had suggested and encouraged outside of it, I wouldn’t be surprised if the Scottish and English reform petitioners, advocating for universal suffrage, start attacking their demagogues whenever they get the chance. I’m not a fan of chaos, but I do sincerely hope something like that happens.’

‘Adieu.
‘Ever yours sincerely,
Charles Burney.’

236From Dr. Symonds, high encomiums of my ‘Example,’ &c.

236From Dr. Symonds, high praise for my 'Example,' &c.

‘Prince of Wales Coffee House: April 8, 1793.

‘Traveller Coxe[156] desired me to tell you how charmed he was with your pamphlet; nay, he had begun to write five or six lines to you, but thought afterwards it was taking too great a liberty. One thing, however, he wishes you to expunge in your next edition, viz.: a reflection on Sunday schools as not being founded on truth. You must not be surprised at this, for he is a zealous patron of them, and has explained the Catechism in print for that purpose. Wherever I go I hear your “Example of France” spoken of in the highest terms as to the matter.

‘Traveller Coxe[156] asked me to let you know how much he enjoyed your pamphlet. In fact, he started to write you a note but then decided it would be too forward. However, there’s one thing he wants you to remove in your next edition: a comment about Sunday schools not being based on truth. Don’t be surprised by this; he’s a strong supporter of them and has published an explanation of the Catechism for that reason. Everywhere I go, I hear people praising your “Example of France” for its content.

‘Everyone agrees that no political writer whatever has set the representation of property in so clear and just a light. Bishop Douglas, who has written many good pamphlets, and is therefore the best judge, makes no scruple to declare frequently that you deserve from Government a most ample reward; but we both wish, as well as others, for your sake, that the second edition may be printed more correctly.

‘Everyone agrees that no political writer has presented the representation of property as clearly and fairly. Bishop Douglas, who has written many great pamphlets, and is considered the best judge, openly states that you deserve a substantial reward from the Government; but we, like others, hope that for your sake, the second edition will be printed more accurately.

‘You should come to town and be presented, or, at least, take an opportunity to walk on the Terrace at Windsor, where you would not fail of being marked out. Bishop Watson’s appendix has rendered him rectus in curia. A few days ago he was at Court, talking with Lord Dartmouth, who mentioned the word philosophy, which the King overhearing, came 237to the bishop, and said, “I have read the best sort of philosophy, my lord, in your sermon and appendix, which has wonderfully pleased me.” The bishop, of course, made his bow, and then the King went on, “You write so concisely and so forcibly, that everyone must be convinced by your arguments;” on which the bishop replied, “I like, Sir, to step forward in a moment of danger.” The King rejoined, “You have shown a good spirit, and it could not be done in a better manner.” Should the last volume of "Clarendon’s Letters" come in your way, I would advise you to read the famous one from Sir John Colepeper to Secretary Nicholas; which is always esteemed as a wonderful instance of political sagacity, as it foretold that the Restoration would be accomplished by Monk! But I think there is another part of this letter which shows equal sagacity, viz.: his desiring that Charles would not send over any foreign troops into England, as this measure would not fail of uniting the English against him; whereas, if they were left to themselves, he would always have a strong party, and must sooner or later be restored. I am fully convinced of the truth of this reasoning; and of what use is history unless it be considered as a school for modern politicians?

You should definitely come to town and be introduced, or at least take the chance to stroll on the Terrace at Windsor, where you would surely stand out. Bishop Watson’s appendix has made him a key player. A few days ago, he was at Court talking with Lord Dartmouth, who mentioned the word philosophy. The King overheard this and approached the bishop, saying, “I’ve read the best kind of philosophy, my lord, in your sermon and appendix, which I found extremely enjoyable.” The bishop bowed in response, and then the King continued, “You write so clearly and powerfully that everyone must be convinced by your arguments.” The bishop replied, “I like to step up in a moment of crisis, Sir.” The King responded, “You’ve shown great spirit, and you couldn’t have done it better.” If the latest volume of "Clarendon’s Letters" comes your way, I recommend you read the famous letter from Sir John Colepeper to Secretary Nicholas; it’s always regarded as a remarkable example of political insight because it predicted that Monk would bring about the Restoration! But I think there’s another part of this letter that shows equal insight: his request that Charles should not send any foreign troops into England, as that would surely unite the English against him; whereas, if left to their own devices, he would always have a strong faction and would eventually be restored. I am completely convinced of the accuracy of this reasoning, and what good is history if it isn’t seen as a learning tool for today’s politicians?

‘Why did you not let me know whether your second edition had gone to the press or not? Before I left Cambridge I saw a gentleman who told me that Sir William Scott had mentioned in a letter to one of his friends there that it was by far the most convincing and best pamphlet that had been published.

‘Why didn't you let me know if your second edition had gone to print or not? Before I left Cambridge, I met a gentleman who told me that Sir William Scott had mentioned in a letter to one of his friends there that it was by far the most convincing and best pamphlet that had been published.

‘All I could wish is that you had not stigmatised 238all reformers with the name of enemies to the state; or, at least, you intimated it. I was always myself an enemy to reform in Parliament, and continue to be so; yet I know some warm advocates for it, who mean as well to the benefit of this country as you can possibly do.

‘All I wish is that you hadn’t labeled all reformers as enemies of the state; or, at least, you suggested it. I’ve always been against reform in Parliament, and I still am; yet I know some passionate supporters of it who genuinely want what’s best for this country, just as you do. 238

‘Dr. Hardy and Sir Henry Moncrief (a Scotch clergyman) are come to solicit a Bill for the enlarging of the stipends of the Scotch clergy. They do not apprehend much difficulty in carrying it through the Houses, though the addition must be supplied out of the tithes in the hands of lay proprietors. Hardy is Professor of Ecclesiastical History at Edinburgh—a most sensible man, with great liberality of mind. Sir Henry is a polished man, and likewise a man of business. I hope to see them both at St. Edmund’s Hill, and you must meet them. You should get Hardy’s pamphlet, the “Patriot,” published in Scotland on the present emergency; there are in it many excellent things.

‘Dr. Hardy and Sir Henry Moncrief (a Scottish clergyman) have come to request a bill to increase the salaries of the Scottish clergy. They don’t expect much trouble getting it approved in the Houses, even though the extra funds must come from the tithes held by lay owners. Hardy is a Professor of Ecclesiastical History at Edinburgh—he’s a very sensible guy with a broad-minded perspective. Sir Henry is a polished individual and also a practical person. I hope to see both of them at St. Edmund’s Hill, and you need to meet them. You should get Hardy’s pamphlet, the “Patriot,” published in Scotland regarding the current situation; it contains many excellent points.

‘You seem in your letter to be still apprehensive of some plots and insurrections.

‘You seem to still be worried about some schemes and uprisings in your letter.

‘Plot! Plots! was the catch-word in King Charles II.’s time. Sir H. Moncrief and Dr. Hardy laughed at Dundas’s account of the political riots in Scotland. They absolutely denied the existence of them—considered them as political; and when you read Hardy’s pamphlet, you will see that he would not have failed setting them forth if they had deserved any consideration.

‘Plot! Plots!’ was the catchphrase during King Charles II’s era. Sir H. Moncrief and Dr. Hardy laughed at Dundas’s description of the political riots in Scotland. They completely denied that such events occurred—viewed them as political fabrications; and when you read Hardy’s pamphlet, you’ll see that he wouldn’t have hesitated to highlight them if they had been worthy of any attention.

‘Adieu! I should not have come to London had it not been on account of my ecclesiastical foundling.

‘Goodbye! I wouldn’t have come to London if it weren’t for my church-related orphan.

John Symonds.
239From Dr. Symonds
‘September 1, 1793.

‘My dear Sir,—I do not wonder that you smiled at the affected secrecy of Macpherson concerning the Censomento. The book to which he alludes cannot be the “Bilancio dello stato,” &c., which was written to please Count Firmian. I knew well the gentleman who wrote it and gave it to me, as I often met him at dinner at the count’s.

‘My dear Sir,—I’m not surprised that you found Macpherson's secretiveness about the Censomento amusing. The book he’s referring to can’t be the “State budget,” & c., which was written to impress Count Firmian. I knew the gentleman who wrote it and gave it to me, as I often saw him at dinner with the count.

‘Sometimes he was too decisive. One day he said at the count’s table that the Bresciano contained 800,000 inhabitants now. As Count F. knew that I had just come from Brescia, and had not lost my time there, he asked me what number there was; on which I told him that there were 376,000 according to a census taken a few years before. The count smiled, and looked very attentively on Carpani (for that was the author’s name), who never liked me so well after that day, nor had Count Firmian so high an opinion of him. You possibly may not know the history of Sir John Macpherson. He offered the Duke of Grafton, when he was at the head of the Treasury, a vast collection of jewels, by order of the Nabob of Arcot, which the duke absolutely refused, and Bradshaw, his secretary, also. Sir John, thinking that the nabob would not believe that he had offered the present, published for his own vindication the answers of the duke and Bradshaw, for which he was turned out of the company’s service, as he was pursuing an interest then opposite to its interests.

‘Sometimes he was a bit too sure of himself. One day at the count’s table, he stated that Brescia had 800,000 residents now. Since Count F. knew I had just come from Brescia and hadn’t been idle there, he asked me for the actual number. I told him it was 376,000 according to a census taken a few years earlier. The count smiled and looked closely at Carpani (that was the author’s name), who didn’t like me much after that day, and Count Firmian didn’t think as highly of him either. You might not know the story of Sir John Macpherson. He offered the Duke of Grafton, when he was leading the Treasury, a huge collection of jewels on behalf of the Nabob of Arcot, which the duke flatly refused, and so did his secretary, Bradshaw. Sir John, thinking the nabob wouldn’t believe he had made the offer, published the duke’s and Bradshaw’s responses to defend himself, for which he was dismissed from the company’s service, as he was pursuing an interest that was against theirs.

‘Scotch influence not long after restored him. You 240will find the letters in Lind’s appendix to the defence of Lord Pigot. You are now, of course, so much of a politician as not to be surprised (shall I say disgusted?) at Macpherson’s conduct. The opinion of the King of Prussia as to your book I value not a straw; but that of the Marshal de Castries certainly carries with it great weight.

‘Scotch influence soon brought him back. You 240 will find the letters in Lind’s appendix to the defense of Lord Pigot. You are now, of course, savvy enough not to be surprised (should I say disgusted?) by Macpherson’s behavior. I don’t care at all about the King of Prussia’s opinion on your book; however, the opinion of Marshal de Castries definitely holds a lot of weight.

‘He is one of the few who adhered to Necker from gratitude, when the latter was turned out of his post about ten years ago; and I heard a very good character of the maréchal when I was last in France. St. Paul, as you and the duke are pleased to call him, is finished, and the preface is on the stocks.[157]

‘He is one of the few who stuck by Necker out of gratitude when he was removed from his position about ten years ago; and I heard a great review of the maréchal when I was last in France. St. Paul, as you and the duke like to call him, is complete, and the preface is in the works.[157]

‘Why do you wish Clarke had commented on the Epistle to the Romans? Locke and Taylor have done it admirably; and easy as you may think the Gospels are, they have been rendered much more so by Clarke.

‘Why do you wish Clarke had shared his thoughts on the Epistle to the Romans? Locke and Taylor have done it excellently; and as straightforward as you might think the Gospels are, Clarke has made them even clearer.’

‘What do you mean by saying that the Gospels want no explanation? St. John is extremely difficult in some parts, notwithstanding Clarke’s paraphrase; and I think, with Markland, that he is as yet very far from being perfectly understood. Adieu!

‘What do you mean when you say that the Gospels don’t need any explanation? St. John is pretty tough to understand in some sections, even with Clarke’s paraphrase; and I think, like Markland, that he’s still quite far from being fully understood. Goodbye!

‘I remain,
‘Ever your sincere friend,
John Symonds.’
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CHAPTER XI

THE SECRETARYSHIP, 1794-95-96

The Secretaryship and its drawbacks—Social compensations—Illness and death of Elizabeth Hoole—Letters of Jeremy Bentham and others—A visit to Burke—Home travels—Enclosures.

The role of Secretary and its drawbacks—Social compensations—Illness and death of Elizabeth Hoole—Letters from Jeremy Bentham and others—A visit to Burke—Traveling at home—Enclosures.

The Board of Agriculture, meeting in February, arranged the President’s plan for the attendance of their officers. By these laws all the officers of the Board were bound to attend, with no other exception than the months of August, September and October, with one month at Christmas and three weeks at Easter. These laws, ready cut and dried when the Board met, were adopted with no other alterations than such as the President himself had made in them, previously to their being presented at the meeting. Lord Hawke had examined the rules and orders of many societies, and found that in all letters communications were addressed to the Secretaries, and answers given by them. Sir John Sinclair struck this out, and directed all such communications to be to the President (himself), and for him also to sign all letters. This at once converted the Secretary into nothing more than a first clerk. I saw not at first the tendency of the alterations; but I soon felt their effect. All letters 242were dictated by the Secretary and written in a book; this book was altered and corrected at the will of the President, and such alterations made as in respect of agriculture were absurd enough; the whole done in such a manner as not to be very pleasing.

The Board of Agriculture met in February to organize the President’s plan for the attendance of their officers. According to these rules, all officers had to attend except for August, September, and October, one month during Christmas, and three weeks at Easter. These rules, already prepared when the Board gathered, were accepted with no changes except for those the President made before the meeting. Lord Hawke reviewed the guidelines of several societies and noticed that all written communications were sent to the Secretaries, who also replied. Sir John Sinclair removed this provision and directed that all communications go to the President (who was himself) and for him to sign all letters. This immediately turned the Secretary into little more than a chief clerk. I didn’t realize the implications of these changes at first, but I soon felt their impact. All letters were dictated by the Secretary and recorded in a book; this book was modified and corrected at the President's discretion, with changes that were rather ridiculous regarding agriculture, all done in a way that wasn’t very pleasant.

In addition to this, Sir John Sinclair gave the Board the use of his house, which ensured another circumstance hostile to my feelings. There was only one room for transacting the business, by the Secretary, under-Secretary, two clerks, to which Sir J. after added the constant attendance of an attorney, for assisting in the business of a general Enclosing Act, about which the President busied himself some years in vain. As I was determined to pass all the vacations at my farm in Suffolk, six journeys of myself and servants became necessary, and caused a considerable expense. I also was compelled to hire lodgings at the expense of two or two guineas and a half per week, and when I experienced the full career[158] of all these circumstances, I deliberated repeatedly and carefully with myself, whether it would not be cheaper to me to throw up the employment. Long after, upon review of the whole, I was amazed that I had not done it, more especially as my plan for settling on the moors in Yorkshire was offered to my choice. I was infinitely disgusted with the inconsiderate manner in which Sir John Sinclair appointed the persons who drew up the original reports, men being employed who scarcely knew the right end of a plough; and the President one day desired I would accompany him with one 243of these men, a half-pay officer out of employment, to call on Lord Moira to request his assistance in the Leicestershire Report, when this person told his Lordship that he was out of employment and should like a summer’s excursion. To do him justice, he did not know anything of the matter. Still, however, he was appointed, and amused himself with his excursion to Leicester. But the most curious circumstance of effrontery was, that the greater number of the reporters were appointed, and actually travelled upon the business before the first meeting of the Board took place, under the most preposterous of all ideas—that of surveying the whole Kingdom and printing the Reports in a single year; by which manœuvre Sir John thought he should establish a great reputation for himself. Consequently by his sole authority, who could not possibly know whether the members of the Board would approve or not such a plan. I was a capital idiot not to absent myself sufficiently to bring the matter to a question, and leave them to turn me out if they pleased. Mr. Pitt would probably have interfered and effected the object I wanted, and, if not, would have provided for me in a better way. However, I made use of the opportunities that offered to frequent the company of those that were agreeable to me; for a part of the time was pretty regularly passed at the conversaziones of Mrs. Matthew Montagu and the Countess of Bristol, where I met an assemblage of persons remarkable for every characteristic of the bas-bleu mixed with great numbers of the highest rank. [I was] also at many similar parties upon a smaller scale at Mr. Charles Coles’, the 244intimate friend of Soame Jenyns, and to whom he left the property of his works. The petits soupers at Mrs. Matthew Montagu’s, and to which she asked a selection of eight or nine persons, were very pleasant, the conversations interesting, and this select number more agreeable than I ever found full rooms. On my first coming to town in the spring of 1794, I enquired of several members of the Board whether there was not a farmers’ club in London, and was surprised that there never had been any institution of the kind. I determined to endeavour at establishing one, and spoke to the Duke of Bedford and the Earls of Egremont and Winchilsea, who much approved the idea, and applying also to a few more, I directed cards to be sent them from the Thatched House Tavern,[159] in order to establish a club. This meeting was fully attended, and a book being called for, the club was instituted, and several rules entered, and the meetings appointed once a fortnight during the sittings of Parliament. This club became very fashionable, and applications to be elected were very numerous, from the members of both Houses of Parliament; and it subsists to this day, but has for some time been very ill attended. This was occasioned by too free an election of all who offered. While the club was limited to fifty members it was well attended, but afterwards such numbers were received, and with so much facility, as greatly to injure the establishment. I have one remark to make upon clubs; the life and soul of them is limitation to a selected few, and to 245blackball the great mass of applicants, selecting merely such as will form a very valuable addition to the society, which probably may not amount to more than one in twenty. The annual subscription was two guineas: one to the house, one to form a fund at the disposition of the club. The latter gradually accumulated till it amounted to 700l. or 800l. Both Sir John Sinclair and I were strenuous that this might be applied to some useful purpose, and with difficulty we got an appropriation of fifty guineas as a reward for the best plough that could be produced; but the money assigned to advertisements being much too small, the offer was unknown, and no plough produced.

In addition to this, Sir John Sinclair allowed the Board to use his house, which created another situation that was frustrating for me. There was only one room for the Secretary, the Under-Secretary, and two clerks to conduct business, and Sir J. later added a lawyer to help with the general Enclosing Act, which the President spent years trying to tackle without success. Since I was determined to spend all my vacations at my farm in Suffolk, I had to make six trips for myself and my staff, which resulted in significant expenses. I also had to rent a place costing two to two and a half guineas per week, and when I fully realized all these factors, I repeatedly thought about whether it would be cheaper for me to quit the job. Looking back, I was amazed that I hadn't done so, especially since my plan to settle on the moors in Yorkshire was presented as an option. I was extremely frustrated with how carelessly Sir John Sinclair appointed people to write the original reports; they were hired without a clue about proper farming techniques. One day, the President asked me to join him and one of these men—a retired officer without a job—to visit Lord Moira and seek his help with the Leicestershire Report. This person told his Lordship that he was unemployed and would appreciate a summer trip. To be fair, he really had no idea about the project. Yet, he was appointed and enjoyed his trip to Leicester. The most outrageous thing was that most of the reporters were appointed and traveled for the job before the first Board meeting was held, based on the ridiculous notion of surveying the entire country and publishing reports within a single year; Sir John believed this would boost his reputation. As a result, he acted solely on his own authority, completely unaware of whether the Board members would even support such a plan. I was a complete fool for not distancing myself enough to raise the issue and let them dismiss me if they wanted. Mr. Pitt might have stepped in and helped me, or at least found me a better opportunity. Regardless, I took the chances I had to spend time with people I enjoyed; I spent part of my time at the gatherings of Mrs. Matthew Montagu and the Countess of Bristol, where I met a group of people notable for their bas bleu characteristics mixed with many from the highest ranks. I also attended smaller gatherings at Mr. Charles Coles’, who was a close friend of Soame Jenyns and inherited his works. The light dinners at Mrs. Matthew Montagu’s, where she invited a select group of eight or nine, were very enjoyable, with interesting conversations, and this smaller group was more pleasant than I ever found in larger crowds. When I first arrived in town in the spring of 1794, I asked several Board members if there was a farmers' club in London, and I was surprised to learn there had never been any such organization. I decided to try to establish one, speaking with the Duke of Bedford and the Earls of Egremont and Winchilsea, who all really liked the idea. After contacting others, I had invitations sent from the Thatched House Tavern,[159] to set up a club. The meeting was well attended, and when a book was requested, the club was officially formed with several rules recorded, and meetings set for every two weeks during the parliamentary sessions. This club became quite fashionable, with numerous applications for membership from both Houses of Parliament, and it still exists today, although it has had low attendance for some time. This drop was due to letting in too many members too freely. When the club was limited to fifty members, it had better attendance, but later, the influx of new members, accepted too easily, seriously harmed its standing. I want to make one observation about clubs: their life and soul depend on having a limit on who gets in and keeping out the majority of applicants, focusing on selecting only those who would greatly benefit the group, which probably amounts to just one in twenty. The annual fee was two guineas: one for the house, one to create a fund controlled by the club. This fund gradually grew until it reached around 700l. or 800l. Both Sir John Sinclair and I insisted that this should be used for something beneficial, and we barely managed to secure an allocation of fifty guineas as a prize for the best plough produced; however, the amount set aside for advertisements was far too little, so the offer went unnoticed and no ploughs were submitted.

A member once proposed that the 800l. might be given to charitable institutions; but this was negatived in an instant, and the sum is still left (1812) unemployed in the funds.

A member once suggested that the 800l. could be donated to charitable organizations; however, this idea was quickly dismissed, and the amount is still left (1812) unused in the funds.

While the club flourished the members who most generally attended were the Dukes of Bedford, Buccleugh, Montrose, the Earls of Egremont, Winchester and Darnley, the Lords of Wentworth, Somerville, de Dunstanville, Sheffield, &c. &c.

While the club thrived, the members who frequently attended were the Dukes of Bedford, Buccleugh, Montrose, the Earls of Egremont, Winchester, and Darnley, the Lords of Wentworth, Somerville, de Dunstanville, Sheffield, etc.

I often dined at Charles Coles’, where I met repeatedly Jacob Bryant,[160] Mrs. Montagu, Mrs. York, Mrs. Garrick, Hannah More, Mrs. Orde and Soame Jenyns. The conversation at these parties on the publications of the day, anecdotes of the time, with the conduct of many of the great men of the age, was usually very interesting. Alas! alas! how few of these persons 246are now left. I was very eager in listening to every word that fell from Hannah More, though not nearly so much so as I should have been many years after.

I often had dinner at Charles Coles’ place, where I frequently ran into Jacob Bryant, Mrs. Montagu, Mrs. York, Mrs. Garrick, Hannah More, Mrs. Orde, and Soame Jenyns. The conversations at these gatherings about the latest publications, stories of the time, and the actions of many prominent figures of the era were usually quite engaging. Unfortunately, how few of these people are still around now. I was very keen on listening to everything Hannah More said, although not nearly as much as I would have been many years later.

I had an incessant round of dinners and many evening parties, and generally with people of the highest rank and consequence, but I was not pleased, being discontented with my employment, and disgusted with the frivolous business of the Board, which seemed to me engaged in nothing that could possibly produce the least credit with the public. After five months’ residence at London, I went to the Duke of Bedford’s at Woburn on my way to Bradfield, spending some days very agreeably in company that could not fail of being interesting.

I had a constant schedule of dinners and various evening parties, usually with people of high status and importance, but I wasn't happy. I was dissatisfied with my job and irritated by the pointless activities of the Board, which I felt were not contributing anything worthwhile to the public. After spending five months in London, I decided to stop by the Duke of Bedford’s place at Woburn on my way to Bradfield, where I spent several enjoyable days with interesting company.

This year my second daughter Elizabeth, who, as I have mentioned before, was married to the Rev. John Hoole, died of consumption. She was of a most amiable, gentle temper, and in a resigned frame of mind, which gave me much satisfaction. The last visit I paid her at Abinger, in Surrey, she was very weak, yet not suspected to be so near her end. But at the last parting with me, she did it in so feeling and affectionate a manner as seemed to imply that she thought she should see me no more. It made me, for a time, extremely melancholy, which was shaken off with great difficulty. I took a tour into Hampshire, where I passed several days with Mr. Poulett at Sombourne, taking an account of the agriculture of that district, the result of which examination was printed as an appendix to the original Hampshire Report.

This year, my second daughter Elizabeth, who, as I've mentioned before, was married to Rev. John Hoole, passed away from tuberculosis. She had a very kind, gentle nature and an accepting attitude, which brought me a lot of comfort. During my last visit to her in Abinger, Surrey, she was quite weak, though we didn’t realize how close she was to the end. However, during our final goodbye, she embraced me in such a heartfelt and loving way that it felt like she knew she wouldn't see me again. This left me very sad for a long time, and it was hard to shake off that feeling. I took a trip to Hampshire, where I spent several days with Mr. Poulett in Sombourne, looking into the agriculture of that area, and the findings were published as an appendix to the original Hampshire Report.

On the meeting of the Board in 1793, Sir John 247Sinclair had particularly requested me to draw up a Report for the County of Suffolk, to effect which I took several journeys into different parts of the county at some expense, and formed the Report which was printed in 1794. I never executed any work more commended in Suffolk than this. I had no remuneration.

On the Board meeting in 1793, Sir John 247Sinclair specifically asked me to create a Report for Suffolk County. To do this, I traveled to various parts of the county at some cost and put together the Report, which was published in 1794. I’ve never received more praise in Suffolk for any work than for this one. I didn’t get paid for it.

Letters received this year:—

Letters received this year:—

From Jeremy Bentham, Esq., enquiries into the landed property of Great Britain and into the rental and value of houses:—

From Jeremy Bentham, Esq., inquiries into the land ownership of Great Britain and into the rental prices and value of houses:—

‘Hendon, Middlesex: Sept. 1794.

‘Dear Sir,—Permit my ignorance to draw upon your science on an occasion that happens just now to be a very material one to me. I have a sort of floating recollection of a calculation, so circumstanced, either in point of authority or argument, as to carry weight with it, in which the total value of the landed property in this country (Scotland, I believe, included) was reckoned at a thousand millions, and that of the movable property at either a thousand millions or twelve hundred millions. Public debt did not come, I think, at least, it ought not to come, into the account; it being only so much owned by one part of the proprietors of the two thousand or the two thousand two hundred millions to another.

‘Dear Sir,—Please allow my lack of knowledge to rely on your expertise regarding a matter that is currently very important to me. I have a vague memory of a calculation, possibly backed by some authority or reasoning, which indicated that the total value of land in this country (Scotland included, I believe) was assessed at one billion, and that of movable property at either one billion or one point two billion. I don’t think public debt should be included in this estimate; it should only reflect the ownership from one group of property owners to another among the two billion or two point two billion in total.’

‘Upon searching your book on France, which was the source from whence I thought I had taken the idea, I can find no calculation of the value of the movable property, nor even of the immovable in an explicit form; on the contrary, in the instance of the immovable, I find suppositions with which any such 248estimate appears to be incompatible. The land tax at four shillings, I find, you suppose, were it to be equal all over the country, would be equivalent to as much as three shillings, on which supposition the rental (the tax of four shillings producing no more than two thousand millions) would amount to no more than 13,000,000l. nor consequently the value, at so many years’ purchase, say twenty-eight, to more than three hundred and sixty-four millions; or at thirty, to three hundred and ninety millions; to which, in order to complete the calculation of the landed property of Great Britain, that of Scotland would have to be added.

‘Upon searching your book on France, which I thought was the source of my idea, I can’t find any calculations of the value of movable property or even of immovable property in clear terms; instead, regarding immovable property, I see assumptions that seem incompatible with any such estimate. You suggest that the land tax at four shillings, if it were equal throughout the country, would be equivalent to three shillings. Based on that assumption, the rental (with the tax of four shillings yielding no more than two thousand million) would amount to only 13,000,000l. Hence, the value, at a purchase of so many years, say twenty-eight, would be no more than three hundred and sixty-four million; or at thirty, three hundred and ninety million; and to complete the calculation of the landed property of Great Britain, that of Scotland would need to be added.

‘The population of the three kingdoms you reckon in two places at eleven millions; but in another place at fifteen. Is the latter a slip of the pen? or, in the two former places, was only two kingdoms (England and Scotland) in your view, though three are mentioned? A circumstance that seems to favour the latter supposition is, that the population of Ireland is well known (if I do not much misrecollect) from recent and authentic sources to be a little more than four millions; and as Scotland turns out to contain a million and a half, this would leave nine and a half millions for England, which, I should suppose, would quadrate in round numbers with Mr. Howlett’s calculations, to which we refer; a book which, from forgetfulness, I have never made myself master of, and to which, being in the country, I have no speedy means of recurring.

‘You estimate the population of the three kingdoms in two places at eleven million, but in another place at fifteen million. Was that last number a mistake? Or in the first two instances, were you only considering two kingdoms (England and Scotland), even though three are mentioned? One thing that seems to support the second idea is that the population of Ireland is well-known (if I remember correctly) from recent and reliable sources to be just over four million. And since Scotland comes in at a million and a half, that would leave nine and a half million for England, which I would assume aligns pretty closely with Mr. Howlett’s figures, which we refer to. It's a book I haven't fully gotten into yet due to forgetting it, and since I’m in the country, I don’t have quick access to it.

‘Now what I wish for is as follows: (1) a calculation (or, I should rather say, the result) of the value of the landed property of Great Britain reckoned at [so 249many] years’ purchase, two prices—a peace price and a war price—could they be respectively of sufficient permanence to be ascertained, would be of use.

‘Now what I wish for is as follows: (1) a calculation (or, I should say, the result) of the value of the real estate in Great Britain calculated at [so 249many] years’ purchase, two prices—a price in peacetime and a price in wartime—if they could be determined with enough stability, would be useful.

‘(2) A calculation of the value of the personal, i.e. immovable property of Great Britain.

‘(2) A calculation of the value of personal, i.e. immovable property in Great Britain.

‘(3) The amount of the population of Great Britain.

‘(3) The population size of Great Britain.

‘What I am a petitioner for is the benefit of your judgment and authority upon the three several subjects; by reference, if there be any other person’s calculation that you are satisfied with; otherwise from your own notes; and, in either case, a word or two just to indicate the sources from which they are taken would be an additional help and satisfaction.

‘What I’m asking for is your judgment and authority on the three different topics; by referring to any other person's calculations that you trust, or from your own notes; and in either case, a brief mention of the sources would be a great help and assurance.

‘The occasion of the trouble I am attempting to give you I expressly forbear mentioning; not only for want of space and time, but more particularly that it may be impossible, and might, upon occasion, be known to be impossible, that the response of the Oracle should have received any bias from the consideration of the purpose for which it was consulted.

‘I'm intentionally not mentioning the reason for the trouble I'm trying to share with you; not only because of limited space and time, but also because it's possible, and sometimes known to be possible, that the Oracle's response could be influenced by the purpose for which it was consulted.

‘I am, dear sir, with never failing esteem and regard,

‘I am, dear sir, with unwavering respect and appreciation,

‘Yours ever,
Jeremy Bentham.’
‘Q.I.P.: Sept. 30, 1794.

‘Dear Sir,—A thousand thanks for your kind letter—sorry you should fancy you have been bathing[161] for health—hope it was not true—only idleness—we can’t afford to have you otherwise than well.

‘Dear Sir,—Thank you so much for your kind letter—sorry to hear you think you’ve been bathing[161] for your health—hope that's not the case—just taking it easy—we can't have you anything but well.

250‘Must prefer[162] you once more, “Rental of England twenty-four millions.” Good! but houses, such as those in town, and others that have a separate rent, are included? I suppose not; since for them you would have given a separate and different price in number of years’ purchase.

250‘You must prefer[162] you once again, “Rent in England is twenty-four million.” Great! But does that include houses in town and others that have separate rents? I assume not; because for those, you would have listed a separate and different price in terms of the number of years’ purchase.

‘In one of your tours you guess this article at five millions. Do you abide by that guess? I think the number must have increased since then considerably; that was, I believe, about twenty years ago. London and the environs must since then have increased, I should think, at least a quarter of a million. How many years’ purchase would you reckon houses at, upon an average, old and young together? Shall we say sixteen? I should think, at the outside.

‘During one of your tours, you estimated this article at five million. Do you still stand by that estimate? I think the number must have increased a lot since then; that was about twenty years ago, if I remember correctly. I would guess that London and the surrounding areas have grown by at least a quarter of a million since then. How many years’ worth of earnings would you estimate houses are worth on average, old and new combined? Should we say sixteen? I think that’s the maximum.’

‘I am, dear Sir,
‘Your much obliged,
Jeremy Bentham.

‘A. Young, Esq.’

‘A. Young, Esq.’

The two following letters are from Mrs. Hoole, Dr. Burney’s favourite, Miss Bessy, to her father:—

The two letters below are from Mrs. Hoole, Dr. Burney’s favorite, Miss Bessy, to her dad:—

To Arthur Young, Esq.
‘Sidmouth: Feb. 22, 1794.

‘Dear Sir,—We came hither from Lynn near three weeks since, as Mr. Hoole informed you. We are in very warm and comfortable lodgings, and the woman of the house is very attentive and obliging. The air of this place is very mild and very moist, but they tell 251us the healthiest of any upon the coast. Mr. Hoole has been on to Exmouth, which, upon the whole, he does not like so well. We do not find that Devonshire is cheaper the further you go, but the contrary, at least on the coast.

‘Dear Sir,—We arrived here from Lynn almost three weeks ago, as Mr. Hoole has told you. We have very warm and comfortable accommodations, and the woman of the house is very attentive and helpful. The air here is quite mild and moist, but they say it’s the healthiest place on the coast. Mr. Hoole went on to Exmouth, which, overall, he doesn’t like as much. We’ve noticed that Devonshire isn’t cheaper the further you go; in fact, it seems to be the opposite, at least on the coast.

‘With regard to myself, I do not find I am any better for this journey, indeed I have had more fever and cough since I came here than ever I had. I am at present better, but I know that is owing to a very strict regimen which I have lately taken to. The weather has been very unfavourable, for though it has not been cold we have had almost constantly either rain or wind. We have been absent from home near nine weeks, and Mr. H. must very soon return to his curacy; he will either take me with him or leave me here, and we wish very much to know what you advise, considering all circumstances.

‘As for me, I don’t feel any better from this trip; in fact, I’ve had more fever and cough since I got here than ever before. I’m feeling a bit better now, but I know that’s thanks to a very strict routine I’ve been following lately. The weather has been really unfavorable; even though it hasn’t been cold, we’ve had almost nonstop rain or wind. We’ve been away from home for almost nine weeks, and Mr. H. needs to go back to his curacy soon. He’ll either take me with him or leave me here, and we’re really eager to hear your advice, considering all circumstances.

‘This place is certainly warmer than Surrey, but we have heard here, as at Lynn, that it sometimes proves unfavourable in consumptive cases. I do not think Abinger at all in fault; I have been well or better there than anywhere. But I am not unwilling to be left here, if it should still be thought advisable. Will you have the goodness to write as soon as you can, as we shall not determine till we hear? Mr. Hoole has had but one letter from you about a month ago. This I mention lest you should have sent any which may have miscarried.

‘This place is definitely warmer than Surrey, but we’ve heard here, just like at Lynn, that it can sometimes be bad for people with consumption. I don’t blame Abinger at all; I’ve been just as well or even better there than anywhere else. But I’m fine with staying here if it’s still considered a good idea. Could you please write back as soon as you can, since we won’t make any decisions until we hear from you? Mr. Hoole has only received one letter from you about a month ago. I mention this in case you sent any others that may have gotten lost.’

‘Believe me, dear Sir,
‘Your affectionate Daughter,
Elizabeth Hoole.

252‘Perhaps you may like to know something of the price of provisions: Meat 4½d. per lb.; poultry is reasonable; chickens from 2s. to 2s. 6d. a couple; milk 2d. a quart; butter 10d. per lb.’

252‘You might be interested in the cost of food: Meat is 4.5 pence per pound; poultry is reasonably priced; chickens range from 2 shillings to 2 shillings 6 pence for a pair; milk is 2 pence per quart; butter is 10 pence per pound.’

Postscript from Mr. Hoole

‘I fear this journey will be of no avail. I do not think our dear Bessy is in any immediate danger, but I much fear this cruel disease is gradually preying on her strength.

‘I’m worried this journey won’t help at all. I don’t think our dear Bessy is in any immediate danger, but I’m really afraid this terrible disease is slowly draining her strength.

‘S. H.’
‘Sidmouth: March 18, 1794.

‘My dear Sir,—I was very sorry to find from your letter that what I had written had made you uneasy; I am certain you think me worse than I am; indeed it is very foolish to write my symptoms to my friends, as they give way perhaps, or some of them, in a short time, as is my case. I am now quite free from pain, and can sleep on one side as well as the other; I think the last blister was of use. I have been twice in the warm bath since Mr. Hoole went. My cough must have its course.

‘My dear Sir,—I was really sorry to see from your letter that what I wrote upset you; I’m sure you think I’m worse off than I actually am. Honestly, it’s pretty silly to share my symptoms with my friends, since they tend to change, or at least some of them do, over time, like mine did. I’m now completely pain-free and can sleep on either side without any issue; I think the last treatment helped. I’ve used the warm bath twice since Mr. Hoole left. My cough just needs to run its course.

‘I had a very kind letter from Agnes yesterday; she offers, if she can get permission, to come and stay with me until Mr. Hoole returns, and adds, if she cannot, Mrs. Forbes says she is at liberty, and would willingly come; but I would not bring them down upon any account, as I am more comfortably settled than anybody would suppose, and I am sure Mr. Hoole will be back in a short time.

‘I received a really nice letter from Agnes yesterday; she says that if she can get permission, she would come stay with me until Mr. Hoole returns. She also mentioned that if not, Mrs. Forbes is available and would gladly come. However, I wouldn’t want to bring them down for any reason, as I’m actually more comfortable here than anyone would think, and I’m sure Mr. Hoole will be back soon.

‘Sidmouth is certainly very mild; we have had no 253cold winds, but this clear weather suits me better than that warm moist weather we had in February. But I cannot walk by the seaside; there is always wind, and it seems colder than anywhere else.

‘Sidmouth is definitely very mild; we haven’t had any cold winds, but this clear weather is way better for me than that warm, humid weather we had in February. However, I can't walk by the seaside; there’s always wind, and it feels colder than anywhere else.

‘I would not blame Mrs. F. in the least; I might have been the same or worse anywhere; if anything in the air disagreed with me, it was the moisture. We have no post from hence, either Monday or Tuesday. I wrote to Mr. Hoole last Sunday, or would have answered yours sooner. The quickness, or rather rapidity, with which our letters arrive from town, seems surprising—a letter put in one night we have the next. It is not the custom indeed to deliver them at night, as the post comes in so late as nine, but if you send they will give you them. At Lynn, which is about the same distance from town, they deliver them at six in the evening, but we have here a cross-post to send for them nine miles.

‘I wouldn’t blame Mrs. F. at all; I could have been the same or worse anywhere. If anything bothered me, it was the humidity. We haven’t received any mail here on Monday or Tuesday. I wrote to Mr. Hoole last Sunday, or I would have replied to you sooner. It’s surprising how quickly our letters arrive from town—if you drop a letter in one night, we get it the next day. They don’t usually deliver them at night since the post comes in late, around nine, but if you send something, they’ll get it for you. At Lynn, which is about the same distance from town, they deliver them at six in the evening, but we have to send a cross-post nine miles to get ours.’

‘I beg you will not think me worse than I am, and believe me,

‘I beg you not to think of me as worse than I am, and believe me,

‘Your affectionate Daughter,
Elizabeth Hoole.’
From J. Symonds, Esq.
‘Cambridge: March 27, 1795.

‘My dear Sir,—I am to thank you for two letters, which should not have lain unanswered if a retirement like mine would have furnished me with any materials. However, I must take notice of your way of arguing. You say “the people in France are starved, and assignats are destroyed,” with significant dashes. You 254told me just the same in 1793 and 1794, and venture it once more. Assuredly you seem to reason like the old wizard Tiresias in Horace, “Quicquid dicam aut erit aut non.” Whether your predictions be verified or not, you assume, like Tiresias, to speak the truth.

‘My dear Sir,—I want to thank you for your two letters, which wouldn’t have gone unanswered if my situation had provided me with any material to respond with. However, I need to point out your way of arguing. You say “the people in France are starving, and assignats are being destroyed,” with bold emphasis. You told me the same thing in 1793 and 1794, and I see you’re doing it again. You certainly seem to reason like the old seer Tiresias in Horace, "Whatever I say will either be true or false." Whether your predictions come true or not, you claim, like Tiresias, to be stating the truth.

‘I always thought with you, that Mr. Pitt would receive no real benefit from his new friends; but I have heard the Duke of Grafton say that he would not have entered on the war if he had not been able to detach some from the Opposition. If this be so, there is great reason to lament that he could detach them.

‘I always thought, like you, that Mr. Pitt wouldn’t really gain anything from his new friends; but I’ve heard the Duke of Grafton say that he wouldn’t have gone to war if he hadn’t been able to pull some away from the Opposition. If that’s true, it’s really unfortunate that he was able to do that.

‘We have received here the Bishop of Llandaff’s speech on the Duke of Bedford’s motion, published by Debrett. It amazed me to find that the Bishop of Durham ventured to speak after him. A gentleman who heard them both says that Watson’s was rich, clouted cream, and Barrington’s thin, meagre, blue skim milk, frothed up with an egg, but with so weak a froth that it rose only to fall instantly. We are told that after Æschines was banished, in consequence of Demosthenes’ speech de coronâ, one of Æschines’ friends carried to him in his banishment a copy of Demosthenes’ speech; on which the former said, “But what if you had heard it?”

‘We’ve received the Bishop of Llandaff’s speech on the Duke of Bedford’s motion, published by Debrett. I was surprised to see that the Bishop of Durham decided to speak after him. A gentleman who heard both said that Watson’s speech was rich, like clotted cream, while Barrington's was thin, meager, blue skim milk, frothed with an egg, so weak that it barely rose before falling flat. It’s said that after Æschines was banished due to Demosthenes’ speech of the crown, one of Æschines’ friends brought him a copy of Demosthenes’ speech; to which Æschines replied, “But what if you had heard it?”

‘Two fellows of this college, who heard Watson, bear the same ample testimony to the excellent manner in which he delivered it.

‘Two members of this college, who heard Watson, give the same strong endorsement of the excellent way he delivered it.

‘You tell me “that our situation is prosperous beyond all example;” I should think so too if it were unnecessary to multiply loans. The complaints of the dearness of the necessaries of life seem to pervade the whole island, and I fear they must still be dearer. If 255we be forced to persist in this war (and how are we to get out of it, it is difficult to see) the middle class of the people, of which you and I form a part, must be driven down to the lower. They hold it is a principle not to tax the lower, but to tax luxuries, so that the middle class will be forced to abandon everything but necessaries, and then the upper class must pay all. This, to use your words, “must render us prosperous beyond all example.” I rather accede to Charles Coles’ declaration in his last letter to me: “Alas! our glory is gone to decay.” A day or two ago I was looking into the famous pamphlet of my old friend, Israel Mauduit,[163] on the German war, in which I stumbled on the following sentence, very applicable to our entering into this just war to save the Dutch: “Is Britain to make itself the general knight errant of Europe, to rescue oppressed States, and exhaust itself in order to save men in spite of themselves, who will not do anything towards their own deliverance?” Adieu!

‘You tell me that our situation is more prosperous than ever; I might think so too if we didn’t have to keep taking out loans. It seems like complaints about the high cost of living are everywhere on the island, and I worry things will only get more expensive. If we’re stuck in this war (and it’s hard to see how we can get out), the middle class, which includes both of us, will be pushed down into the lower class. They believe in not taxing the lower class but taxing luxuries, which means the middle class will have to give up everything except for the essentials, leaving the upper class to foot the entire bill. This, to use your words, “must make us more prosperous than ever.” I somewhat agree with Charles Coles’ statement in his last letter to me: “Unfortunately, our glory is fading.” A day or two ago, I was reading the famous pamphlet by my old friend Israel Mauduit on the German war, and I came across a sentence that really fits our situation in this so-called just war to save the Dutch: “Is Britain going to become the knight errant of Europe, trying to rescue oppressed states and wear itself out saving people who won’t do anything for their own freedom?” Goodbye!

‘Yours sincerely,
J. Symonds.’

1796.—In the spring of this year I waited on Mr. Pitt, by his appointment, in order to answer some enquiries of his relative to the propriety of any regulations by Parliament of the price of labour.

1796.—In the spring of this year, I met with Mr. Pitt as he requested, to respond to some of his questions about whether Parliament should regulate the price of labor.

I answered all his enquiries, and could not but admire the wonderful quickness of his apprehension of 256all those collateral difficulties which I started, and of which he seemed in a moment to comprehend the full extent. I found him hostile to the idea.

I answered all his questions and couldn't help but admire his amazing ability to quickly understand all the related issues I brought up, and he seemed to grasp their full scope in an instant. I found him opposed to the idea.

March.—Among various dinners [was] at Mr. Burke’s and at Mrs. Barrington’s parties. In May dinners at Duke of Bedford’s, Duke of Buccleugh’s, and Mr. Jenkinson and Lady Louisa’s; her manner is not the most agreeable, [but] she has ease and elegance. I have long known her at Ickworth.

March.—Among the various dinners were ones at Mr. Burke’s and at Mrs. Barrington’s parties. In May, there were dinners at the Duke of Bedford’s, the Duke of Buccleugh’s, and at Mr. Jenkinson and Lady Louisa’s; her behavior isn’t the most pleasant, but she has a relaxed and graceful style. I have known her for a long time at Ickworth.

May 1.—For some time past the following advertisement has appeared in many of the London papers: ‘Speedily will be published a letter from the Bight Hon. Edmund Burke to Arthur Young, Esq., Secretary to the Board of Agriculture, on some projects talked of in Parliament, for regulating the price of labour.’ The appearance of this advertisement induced Sir John Sinclair to write to Mr. Burke to propose to him that he should undertake to draw up for the Board the chapter of a general Report which was intended to treat on the subject of labour and provisions.

May 1.—For some time now, the following advertisement has been appearing in many London newspapers: ‘Coming soon, a letter from the Right Hon. Edmund Burke to Arthur Young, Esq., Secretary to the Board of Agriculture, regarding some proposals discussed in Parliament about regulating labor prices.’ The publication of this advertisement prompted Sir John Sinclair to write to Mr. Burke, suggesting that he take on the task of drafting the chapter for a general Report intended to address the topic of labor and provisions.

The question in the House of Commons was decided before the publication could appear, and it was supposed that Mr. Burke had, in consequence, abandoned the intention of publishing his ideas. But Sir John, not having received any answer, or, at least, any that was satisfactory to him, requested me to take his chariot and go to Gregory’s, in order that I might discover whether that celebrated character continued his intention of throwing his thoughts upon paper.

The question in the House of Commons was resolved before the publication could come out, and it was thought that Mr. Burke had, as a result, given up on publishing his ideas. However, Sir John, not having received any response, or at least no response that satisfied him, asked me to take his chariot and go to Gregory’s to find out if that well-known figure still planned to write down his thoughts.

257I reached Mr. Burke’s before breakfast, and had every reason to be pleased with my reception.

257I arrived at Mr. Burke’s before breakfast and had every reason to feel happy about how I was received.

‘Why, Mr. Young, it is many years since I saw you, and, to the best of my recollection, you have not suffered the smallest change; you look as young as you did sixteen years ago. You must be very strong; you have no belly; your form shows lightness; you have an elastic mind.’

‘Why, Mr. Young, it’s been many years since I last saw you, and, as far as I can remember, you haven’t changed at all; you look as young as you did sixteen years ago. You must be very fit; you don’t have a belly; your figure shows a lightness; you have a quick mind.’

I wished to myself that I could have returned anything like the compliment, but I was shocked to see him so broken, so low, and with such expressions of melancholy. I almost thought that I was come to see the greatest genius of the age in ruin.

I wished I could return the compliment, but I was shocked to see him so broken, so down, and with such sad expressions. I almost thought I had come to see the greatest genius of the age in ruins.

And I had every reason to think, from all that passed on this visit, that the powers of his mind had suffered considerably.

And I had every reason to believe, based on everything that happened during this visit, that his mental abilities had decreased significantly.

He introduced me to his brother, Mr. W. Burke, to Mrs. B., and to the Count de la Tour du Pin, an emigrant philosopher and naturalist.

He introduced me to his brother, Mr. W. Burke, to Mrs. B., and to Count de la Tour du Pin, an immigrant philosopher and naturalist.

After breakfast he took me a sauntering walk for five hours over his farm, and to a cottage where a scrap of land had been stolen from the waste. I was glad to find his farm in good order, and doubly so to hear him remark that it was his only amusement, except the attention which he paid to a school in the vicinity for sixty children of noble emigrants. His conversation was remarkably desultory, a broken mixture of agricultural observations, French madness, price of provisions, the death of his son, the absurdity of regulating labour, the mischief of our Poor-laws, and the difficulty of cottagers keeping cows. An argumentative 258discussion of any opinion seemed to distress him, and I, therefore, avoided it. And his discourse was so scattered and interrupted by varying ideas, that I could bring away but few of his remarks that were clearly defined.

After breakfast, he took me for a leisurely walk for five hours around his farm and to a cottage where a small piece of land had been reclaimed from the wasteland. I was happy to see his farm in good condition and even happier to hear him say it was his only hobby, apart from his involvement with a nearby school for sixty children of noble emigrants. His conversation was quite random, a jumble of agricultural insights, French nonsense, food prices, the death of his son, the foolishness of regulating labor, the issues with our Poor Laws, and the challenges faced by cottagers trying to keep cows. Engaging in a debate about any opinion seemed to upset him, so I avoided that. His speech was so scattered and interrupted by different thoughts that I could only remember a few of his comments clearly.

Speaking on public affairs he said that he never looked at a newspaper; ‘but if anything happens to occur which they think will please me, I am told of it.’ I observed there was strength of mind in this resolution. ‘Oh, no!’ he replied, ‘it is mere weakness of mind.’ It appeared evident that he would not publish upon the subject which brought me to Gregory’s; but he declared himself to be absolutely inimical to any regulation whatever by law; that all such interference was not only unnecessary but would be mischievous. He observed that the supposed scarcity was extremely ill understood, and that the consumption of the people was a clear proof of it; this, in his neighbourhood, was not lessened in the material articles of bread, meat, and beer, which he learnt by a very careful examination of many bakers, butchers, and excisemen; nor had the poor been distressed further than what resulted immediately from that improvidence which was occasioned by the Poor-laws.

Speaking about public affairs, he mentioned that he never reads the newspaper; “but if something happens that they think will interest me, I get told about it.” I noticed there was a strong determination in this choice. “Oh, no!” he replied, “it’s just a weakness of mind.” It was clear that he wouldn’t speak on the topic that brought me to Gregory’s; however, he claimed to be completely against any kind of regulation by law, stating that all such interference was not only unnecessary but could also be harmful. He pointed out that the supposed scarcity was widely misunderstood and that the consumption patterns of the people clearly showed it; this, in his area, wasn’t reduced when it came to essential items like bread, meat, and beer, which he learned through a thorough examination of many bakers, butchers, and tax collectors; nor had the poor suffered beyond what directly resulted from the irresponsibility caused by the Poor Laws.

Mr. Burke had not read Lord Sheffield’s Memoirs of Gibbon. On my observing that Mr. Gibbon declares himself of the same opinion with him on the French Revolution, he said that Gibbon was an old friend of his, and he knew well that before he (Mr. G.) died, that he heartily repented of the anti-religious part of his work for contributing to free mankind from 259all restraint on their vices and profligacy, and thereby aiding so much the spirit which produced the horrors that blackened the most detestable of all revolutions.

Mr. Burke hadn’t read Lord Sheffield’s Memoirs of Gibbon. When I pointed out that Mr. Gibbon shared the same view as him on the French Revolution, he mentioned that Gibbon was a longtime friend of his. He knew well that before Gibbon died, he deeply regretted the anti-religious aspects of his work for encouraging people to break free from all constraints on their vices and immoral behaviors, which ultimately contributed to the mindset that led to the horrific events of the most detestable revolution.

Upon my mentioning Monsieur de Mounier and Lally Tollendal, he exclaimed, ‘I wish they were both hanged!

Upon my mentioning Monsieur de Mounier and Lally Tollendal, he exclaimed, ‘I wish they were both hanged!

He seemed to bear hard upon the Duke de Liancourt, and to allude indistinctly to some report of my having opened an hospitable door to that nobleman, and having received a bad return. I defended the duke, and had not the conversation been interrupted I should have discovered what he meant by the remark. The same observation has met my ear on other occasions, but was never explained.

He appeared to be critical of the Duke de Liancourt and vaguely mentioned some rumor about me having welcomed that nobleman and receiving a poor response in return. I defended the duke, and if the conversation hadn't been interrupted, I would have figured out what he meant by that comment. I've heard the same thing on other occasions, but it was never clarified.

Mrs. Crewe arrived just before dinner, and though she exerted herself with that brilliancy of imagination which renders her conversation so interesting, it was not sufficient to raise the drooping spirits of Mr. Burke; it hurt me to see the languid manner in which he lounged rather than sat at table, his dress entirely neglected, and his manner quite dejected; yet he tried once or twice to rally, and once even to pun. Mrs. Crewe, observing that Thelwel was to stand for Norwich, said it would be horrid for Mr. Wyndham to be turned out by such a man. ‘Aye,’ he replied, ‘that would not tell well.’

Mrs. Crewe arrived just before dinner, and although she put in the effort with her lively imagination that makes her conversation so engaging, it wasn’t enough to lift Mr. Burke's spirits, which were clearly low. It upset me to see how lethargically he lounged rather than sat at the table, his clothes in complete disarray and his demeanor totally downcast; still, he made an effort a couple of times to perk up, and even attempted a joke once. Mrs. Crewe, noticing that Thelwel was going to run for Norwich, remarked that it would be terrible for Mr. Wyndham to be defeated by such a person. ‘Yeah,’ he replied, ‘that wouldn’t look good.’

She laughed at him in the style of condemning a bad pun. Somebody said it was a fair one, he said it was neither very bad nor good.

She laughed at him like she would for a terrible joke. Someone mentioned it was a decent one, and he said it was neither very bad nor good.

He gave more attention to her account of Charles Fox than to any other part of her conversation. She 260spoke slightingly of him, and gave us some account of his life at Mrs. Armstead’s. She says he lives very little in the world, or in any general society, for years past; that his pleasure is to be at the head of a little society of ten or twelve toad eaters, and seems to contract his mind to such a situation.

He paid more attention to her comments about Charles Fox than to anything else she said. She talked down about him and shared some details about his life at Mrs. Armstead's. She mentioned that he hasn't really participated in the world or any broader social scene for years; instead, he enjoys leading a small group of ten or twelve sycophants and seems to limit his thinking to that environment.

The conversation would have become more interesting had not Mrs. Crewe been so full of a plan for Ladies’ Subscriptions for the Emigrants, and consulting him so much on the means of securing the money from the fangs of the Bishop of St. Pol de Léon, whose part, however, Mr. Burke took steadily. This business was so discussed as to preclude much other conversation. Mr. Burke has been at Gregory’s twenty-nine years; and I was pleased to remark that he lived on the same moderate plan of life which I witnessed here five-and-twenty years ago.

The conversation would have become more interesting if Mrs. Crewe hadn't been so focused on her plan for Ladies' Subscriptions for the Emigrants, constantly asking him for advice on how to keep the money away from the grasp of the Bishop of St. Pol de Léon, a role that Mr. Burke took on with determination. This discussion took up so much time that there wasn't much room for anything else. Mr. Burke has been at Gregory’s for twenty-nine years, and I was pleased to notice that he still lives by the same moderate lifestyle I observed here twenty-five years ago.

Mem. ‘To search for that visit.’[164]

Mem. 'To search for that visit.'[164]

My visit on the whole was interesting. I am glad once more to have seen and conversed with the man who I hold to possess the greatest and most brilliant parts of any person of the age in which he lived. Whose conversation has often fascinated me; whose eloquence has charmed; whose writings have delighted and instructed the world; and whose name will without question descend to the latest posterity. But to behold so great a genius so depressed with melancholy, stooping with infirmity of body, feeling the anguish of a lacerated mind, and sinking to the grave under accumulated misery; to see all this in a character I venerate, and 261apparently without resource or comfort, wounded every feeling of my soul, and I left him the next day almost as low-spirited as himself.

My visit was really interesting overall. I'm glad to have seen and talked to the man who I believe has the most remarkable and brilliant qualities of anyone in his era. His conversations have often captivated me; his eloquence has enchanted me; his writings have inspired and educated the world; and his name will undoubtedly be remembered by future generations. But to see such a great talent so weighed down by sadness, struggling with physical weakness, experiencing the pain of a troubled mind, and sinking into despair under overwhelming misery; to witness all of this in someone I admire, seemingly without help or comfort, hurt me deeply, and I left him the next day feeling almost as downhearted as he was. 261

In May the Duke of Buccleugh carried me to see Mr. Secretary Dundas’s farm at Wimbledon, where I was to give my opinion of the mode of draining it. I found his people throwing money away like fools. They know nothing of the matter. This duke is another determined farmer, and seems to like conversing on no other subject.

In May, the Duke of Buccleuch took me to see Mr. Secretary Dundas's farm in Wimbledon, where I was supposed to share my thoughts on the drainage methods. I found his workers wasting money like idiots. They really don't know what they're doing. This duke is another serious farmer and seems to enjoy talking about nothing else.

This year I undertook a journey through the western counties, through Devon into Cornwall, returning by Somersetshire, and published the register of it in the ‘Annals of Agriculture.’ I happened to be at Exeter at the time of the quarter sessions, and dined with thirty magistrates, Mr. Leigh, clerk of the House of Commons, being chairman. I did not know him personally, and joined more warmly in a conversation on the Enclosure Bill,[165] than I should have done had I known that I was speaking to a person so much interested against it. Mr. Leigh was very decided in his opposition to the measure, asserting that there was no protection for property in any other mode of proceeding, which had been so long the established custom. I very eagerly refuted this observation till some 262gentleman present spoke to Mr. Leigh, alluding to his official character. This was one proof of what I had often heard, that the officers of the two Houses of Parliament were of all others the most determined opposers of that measure. The reason is obvious; they have very considerable fees on the passing of every private Act,[166] and the clerks of the House have a further benefit which might not be compensated in any equivalent that might be given them; because they solicit many of the bills. Still, as there is so plain a precedent which has existed for many years in the case of the Speaker of the House, who has 6,000l. per annum instead of all fees, it seems no difficult matter to give an equal equivalent to the clerks for all their profits, including what they might make as solicitors.

This year, I traveled through the western counties, from Devon to Cornwall, and returned via Somerset, publishing my findings in the ‘Annals of Agriculture.’ While I was in Exeter for the quarter sessions, I had lunch with thirty magistrates, with Mr. Leigh, the clerk of the House of Commons, as the chairman. I didn't know him personally, and I engaged more passionately in a discussion about the Enclosure Bill than I would have if I had known he was firmly against it. Mr. Leigh was very vocal in his opposition to the bill, claiming that there was no protection for property through any other legal process that had been the established custom for so long. I eagerly challenged this view until someone in the room addressed Mr. Leigh, referencing his official position. This confirmed what I had often heard: that the officers of both Houses of Parliament are among the most steadfast opponents of that bill. The reason is clear; they earn substantial fees with each private Act that passes, and the clerks of the House gain even more from their role, which couldn't be matched by any other compensation. However, since there has been a straightforward precedent for many years with the Speaker of the House, who receives £6,000 a year instead of all fees, it shouldn't be too difficult to provide equivalent compensation to the clerks for all their earnings, including what they might earn as solicitors.

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CHAPTER XII

ILLNESS AND DEATH OF BOBBIN, 1797

Illness of Bobbin—Letters of Bobbin and her father’s replies—Dress minutes at the opera—Hoping against hope—Bobbin’s death—Seeking for consolation—Retrospection—Beginning of diary—Correspondence.

Illness of Bobbin—Letters from Bobbin and her father's responses—Dress updates from the opera—Hoping against hope—Bobbin’s passing—Looking for comfort—Looking back—Start of the diary—Correspondence.

This year, so fatal to every worldly hope, which overturned every prospect I had in life, and changed me almost as much as a new creation, opened in the common manner by my going to London to attend the meeting of the Board [of Agriculture]. I brought my dear angelic child[167] with me, who went to school in January, in good health but never in good spirits, for she abhorred school. Oh! what infatuation ever to send her to one. In the country she had health, spirits, and strength, as if there were not enough with what she might have learned at home, instead of going to that region of constraint and death, Camden House.

This year, which destroyed all my worldly hopes, ruining every plan I had for life and changing me almost completely, began like any other year with my trip to London for the meeting of the Board [of Agriculture]. I brought my dear angelic child[167] with me, who started school in January, healthy but always in low spirits, as she hated school. Oh! What a mistake it was to send her there. In the countryside, she was full of health, energy, and strength, as if there wasn’t enough she could learn at home instead of going to that place of restriction and despair, Camden House.

The rules for health are detestable, no air but in a measured, formal walk, and all running and quick motion prohibited. Preposterous! She slept with a girl who could hear only with one ear, and so ever laid on one side; and my dear child could do no otherwise 264afterwards without pain; because the vile beds are so small that they must both lie the same way. The school discipline of all sorts, the food, &c. &c., all contributed. She never had a bellyful at breakfast. Detestable this at the expense of 80l. a year. Oh! how I regret ever putting her there, or to any other, for they are all theatres of knavery, illiberality, and infamy.[168] Upon her being ill in March I took her to my lodgings in Jermyn Street, where Dr. Turton attended her till April 12, when I carried her to Bradfield. He certainly mistook her case entirely, not believing in a consumption, and by physic brought her so low that she declined hourly; he stuffed her with medicine at a time when sending her at once to Bristol or even to Bradfield she went little more than skin and bone, with prescriptions for more physicking under a stupid fellow at Bury, who purged her till she was a spectre. On June 13 she went to Smiths’ (Bradfield neighbours), and there complained ‘that such a young girl as I who came for air and exercise should be thus crammed with physic.’ Poor thing! her instinct told her it was wrong, but she submitted.

The health rules are terrible, allowing only a measured, formal walk, and banning any running or quick movements. Ridiculous! She shared a bed with a girl who could only hear from one ear, so she always lay on one side; my dear child could never lie any other way afterwards without pain, because the beds are so small that they had to lie the same way. The strict school rules, the food, and everything else added to the problem. She never had enough to eat at breakfast. It's outrageous, especially considering it's costing 80l. a year. Oh, how I regret ever sending her there, or to any other place, because they are all places of deceit, lack of generosity, and disgrace.[168] When she got sick in March, I took her to my place on Jermyn Street, where Dr. Turton cared for her until April 12, when I took her to Bradfield. He completely misunderstood her condition, not believing she had consumption, and his treatments weakened her so much that she was getting worse by the hour. He overloaded her with medicine at a time when sending her to Bristol or even to Bradfield was necessary; she was barely more than skin and bones, with prescriptions for more medicine from a foolish guy in Bury, who purged her until she was a mere ghost. On June 13, she went to Smiths’ (neighbors of Bradfield), and there she complained, ‘that such a young girl as I, who came for fresh air and exercise, should be thus crammed with medicine.’ Poor thing! her instinct knew it was wrong, but she went along with it.

BOBBIN’ (MARTHA YOUNG).
From a miniature by Plymer.

BOBBIN’ (MARTHA YOUNG).
From a small illustration by Plymer.

From Bobbin to her Father

‘My dear Papa,—I received your letter this morning. Thank you for it. My strength is much the same as 265when I saw you; my appetite is getting better a good deal. Mr. Smith saw me yesterday, and said it was a running pulse, but that he thought me better. I think if anything I am better than when I saw you. Thank you for the wine, which I have not yet received, but suppose it is at Bury. As for the bad news, I am tired of it. I want, and should very much like, a nice writing-box to hold pens, ink, paper, all my letters, &c., in short everything exact; this is just the thing for a birthday present. As for sweet things, I do not wish for them particularly; any little thing that you think wholesome I should be glad of. The weather [is] as yet so bad that I cannot stir out. Remember me to the party, and thank Mr. Kedington for waking me at six o’clock on the Monday morning.

‘My dear Papa,—I got your letter this morning. Thank you for it. My strength is about the same as when I saw you; my appetite has improved quite a bit. Mr. Smith saw me yesterday and said I had a running pulse, but he thought I looked better. I think, if anything, I’m doing better than when I last saw you. Thank you for the wine, which I haven’t received yet, but I assume it’s at Bury. As for the bad news, I’m tired of it. I’d like a nice writing box to hold pens, ink, paper, all my letters, etc., basically everything neat and organized; this would be perfect for a birthday present. I don’t particularly want sweet things; any little item you think is wholesome would be great. The weather is still so bad that I can’t go out. Please say hi to everyone for me, and thank Mr. Kedington for waking me up at six o'clock on Monday morning.

‘Believe me, dear Papa,
‘Your dutiful Daughter,
M. Young.’
His Reply

‘My dear Bobbin,—I am much obliged to you for the description you gave me of your health, but I beg you will repeat it directly, and do not forget appetite, pulse, sleep, pains, swelled legs, fever, exercise on change of weather, thirst, &c., for I am extremely anxious to know how you go on. I have looked at a great many writing-boxes, but find none yet under 1l. 5s. and 1l. 11s. 6d., but I hear there are good ones to be had at 15s. The moment I can find one I will buy and send it packed full of seals, or something else.

‘My dear Bobbin,—Thank you so much for updating me on your health, but please repeat it right away, and don’t forget to include details about your appetite, pulse, sleep, pains, swollen legs, fever, how you’re feeling with the weather changes, thirst, etc., because I’m really anxious to know how you’re doing. I’ve looked at a lot of writing boxes, but haven’t found any yet for less than £1. 5s. and £1. 11s. 6d., though I hear there are good ones available for 15s. As soon as I find one, I’ll buy it and send it packed full of seals or something else.’

‘Politics are melancholy, for the fleet is satisfied, 266the army is not, and the same spirit [there] would be dreadful. To-day, it is said, the Duke of York has declared the intention of raising the pay of Infantry, which is wise, but it may not be done to satisfy them, and in a moment they might be masters of the Tower, Bank, Parliament, &c.; however, let us hope that measures will be taken to prepare for the worst. The French will make no peace with us, but bring all their force to the coast and ruin us, if they can, by invasion expense.

‘Politics are gloomy, because the navy is happy, 266but the army is not, and the same attitude there would be terrible. Today, it’s said that the Duke of York has announced plans to raise the pay of the Infantry, which is smart, but it might not satisfy them, and at any moment they could take control of the Tower, the Bank, Parliament, etc.; however, let’s hope that precautions will be taken to prepare for the worst. The French will make no peace with us but will gather all their strength on the coast and try to ruin us through invasion costs.

‘I cannot read half your mother’s letter; but enough to see that she is very angry, for I know not what. I am not paid, and have nothing to send.

‘I can’t read half of your mom’s letter, but I can tell she’s really angry about something. I’m not getting paid, and I don’t have anything to send.’

‘Dear Bobbin,
‘Yours affectionately,
‘A. Y.’
Bobbin to her Father

‘My dear Papa,—I received your letter this morning, for which I thank you. My appetite is a great deal better, pulse rather too quick, sleep very well, no pains, no swelled legs, no fever. We have had Sunday, Monday, and yesterday fine, and only those since you went. I walked in the Stone Walk. Pray send my writing-box as soon as you can, and, as you see by this, I want writing paper to write to you and Griffiths; I hope you will put some into it. I think one under a guinea will not be of any use to me. I saw Mr. and Mrs. O. Oakes[169] in Bury yesterday, they have made 267but a short stay in town. I am much obliged to you for the wine and porter, which I have received safe. Remember me to the party, write soon, and believe me, dear papa,

‘My dear Dad,—I got your letter this morning, thanks for that. My appetite is much better, my pulse is a bit fast, I'm sleeping very well, no pain, no swollen legs, no fever. We've had nice weather on Sunday, Monday, and yesterday, and that's all since you left. I walked in the Stone Walk. Please send my writing box as soon as you can, and as you can see from this, I need writing paper to write to you and Griffiths; I hope you'll include some. I think anything under a guinea won't be useful for me. I saw Mr. and Mrs. O. Oakes[169] in Bury yesterday; they only had a short stay in town. Thank you for the wine and porter, which arrived safely. Remember me to everyone, write soon, and believe me, dear Dad,

‘Your dutiful Daughter,
M. Young.

N.B.—By the time Mr. Kedington comes his strawberries will be ripe; ask him if he would give me a few if I send for them. Pray remember a patent lock, so it will be a guinea besides that.’

N.B.—By the time Mr. Kedington arrives, his strawberries will be ripe; ask him if he could give me some if I send for them. Please remember a patent lock, so it will cost a guinea on top of that.’

Reply

‘I was very glad to receive my dear Bobbin’s letter, for it gives the best account I have yet received of your health. As you wish a guinea box you shall have one, though I can very ill afford it at present. As to your mother’s ideas of my being paid, nothing can be said to it, if she knows better than I do. Her intelligence that I have sold the Exchequer annuity is like all the rest; if it is of longer duration than I supposed, so much the better for those who have bought it of me, and the worse for me.

'I was really happy to get my dear Bobbin’s letter because it gives the best update I’ve received about your health. Since you want a guinea box, you’ll get one, even though I can't really afford it right now. As for your mother’s thoughts on me getting paid, there’s nothing to say about it if she knows better than I do. Her claim that I’ve sold the Exchequer annuity is just like everything else; if it lasts longer than I thought, that's great for those who bought it from me, and not so great for me.'

‘Lady Hawkesbury, Lady Hervey and Lady Erne[170] have given the Macklins and me some opera tickets several times—last night for the benefit of the sailors’ widows and orphans, under Lord Jarvis; but sailors are not in fashion; the pit was not more than two-thirds 268full. They go out of town on Sunday or Monday. The weather has been very hot. Yesterday I could scarcely get from the Board home, for coaches and crowds along all the streets near St. James’s, &c. The King is low-spirited at the thought of parting from his daughter. The Duchy of Wurtemburg is in the very jaws of France, and the prospect not favourable. Every person that comes from France asserts the same, that their whole force will be brought against this country. I have been sent for, and had an interview with a cabinet minister on arming the landed interest; but I fear nothing will be done effectually, though they seemed determined that something shall. Don’t mention this out of the family. I will put paper in your box, changing the lock will take some time, but you shall have it, I hope, on Monday. Continue to write me. Tell your M. [mother] I have no money; therefore, why worry me? She might as well ask blood from a post.

‘Lady Hawkesbury, Lady Hervey, and Lady Erne[170] have invited the Macklins and me to the opera several times—last night for the benefit of the sailors’ widows and orphans, organized by Lord Jarvis; but sailors aren’t in vogue; the pit was only about two-thirds full. They head out of town on Sunday or Monday. The weather has been really hot. Yesterday I could hardly get home from the Board because of the coaches and crowds all along the streets near St. James’s, etc. The King is feeling down at the thought of saying goodbye to his daughter. The Duchy of Wurtemburg is right in France's grasp, and the outlook isn’t good. Everyone coming from France says the same thing—that their whole force will be aimed at this country. I’ve been called in and had a meeting with a cabinet minister about arming the landed interest; but I worry that nothing will be done effectively, although they seem set on making something happen. Don’t bring this up outside the family. I’ll put paper in your box; changing the lock will take some time, but I hope you’ll have it by Monday. Keep writing to me. Tell your M. [mother] I have no money, so why stress me out? She might as well ask a post for blood.’

‘Dear Bobbin,
‘Yours affectionately,
‘A. Y.’
From Bobbin to her Father

‘My dear Papa,—I received your letter this morning and am extremely obliged to you for your attention about the writing-box, but if it be not purchased, I have seen one at Rackham’s which suits me exactly in every respect, therefore, if you will send a patent lock, I can have it put on. The price of Rackham’s is a guinea, but if you have bought it I shall like it as well. 269My chief complaints are weakness, and a very bad cough, nothing else that I mind. I dare say you were entertained at the opera.

‘Dear Dad,—I got your letter this morning and I really appreciate you thinking about the writing box. However, if it hasn’t been bought yet, I found one at Rackham’s that’s perfect for me in every way. If you could send a patent lock, I can have it put on. The one at Rackham’s costs a guinea, but if you’ve already bought it, I’ll be happy with that too. 269My main complaints are weakness and a really bad cough, but nothing else bothers me. I bet you had a good time at the opera.

‘I have just got six of the most beautiful little rabbits you ever saw, they skip about so prettily, you can’t think, and I shall have some more in a few weeks. Having had so much physic I am right down tired of it. I take it still twice a day; my appetite is better. What can you mind politics so for? I don’t think about them. Well, good bye, and believe me, dear papa,

‘I just got six of the cutest little rabbits you’ve ever seen; they hop around so adorably, you wouldn’t believe it, and I’ll be getting more in a few weeks. After all this medicine, I’m really tired of it. I’m still taking it twice a day; my appetite is better. Why do you worry so much about politics? I don’t think about them. Well, goodbye, and believe me, dear dad,

‘Your dutiful Daughter,
M. Young.

‘Saturday.’

‘Saturday.’

His Reply
‘Monday.

‘My dear Bobbin,—I received your letter this morning, and am sorry it did not come in time to stop my buying this box, which is twenty-five shillings besides carriage; but I hope you will like it; the lock is good and not common. I cannot afford a patent one, which is fifteen shillings alone.

‘My dear Bobbin,—I got your letter this morning, and I’m sorry it didn’t arrive in time to stop me from buying this box, which costs twenty-five shillings plus shipping; but I hope you’ll like it. The lock is good and not typical. I can’t afford a patented one, which is fifteen shillings just by itself.

‘I am sorry to hear you have a bad cough and are weak. God send this fine weather may make you well soon. Continue to let me know how you do, particularly your cough. You do not say if you are upon the whole better, nor whether you have got on horseback yet, which I must have you do, at all events, or you will not get well at all. Be more particular—what physic do you take?

‘I’m sorry to hear you have a bad cough and feel weak. I hope this nice weather helps you get better soon. Keep me updated on how you’re doing, especially with your cough. You didn’t mention if you’re feeling any better overall, or if you’ve been able to ride yet, which you really need to do, or you won’t get well. Please be more specific—what medicine are you taking?’

‘You are right not to trouble yourself about 270politics. Mr. and Mrs. M. went out of town this morning.

‘You’re right not to worry about politics. Mr. and Mrs. M. left town this morning.

‘The Directory of France has ordered all my works on Agriculture to be translated in twenty volumes, and their friends here would guillotine the author. The “Travels” sell greatly there in French, the third edition coming.

‘The Directory of France has ordered all my works on Agriculture to be translated into twenty volumes, and their friends here would execute the author. The “Travels” are selling very well there in French, with the third edition coming out.

‘Adieu.
‘Yours affectionately.

‘I have just time to send this [writing-box]. I intended it by coach, but as I am sure the seals would be ground all to powder, I think it best by waggon, which will explain the reason of your not having it so soon as I hoped and promised, and I think you would be vexed to have your collection spoiled. It goes by Bury waggon. Your pincushion box won’t come in it.’

‘I just have time to send this [writing-box]. I meant to send it by coach, but I'm sure the seals would get crushed, so I think it's better to send it by wagon. That explains why you won't get it as soon as I hoped and promised, and I know you’d be upset to have your collection ruined. It’s going by Bury wagon. Your pincushion box won’t be included with it.’

Note from A. Y. to Bonnet (Farm Bailiff)

‘Miss Patty is to ride out in the chaise or whisky, or on double horse, whenever Bonnet is not obliged to be absent from the farm. If he is at market when the days are long and Miss Patty rises early, she can have a ride before breakfast.

‘Miss Patty is to ride out in the carriage or on horseback, whenever Bonnet doesn't have to be away from the farm. If he is at the market when the days are long and Miss Patty gets up early, she can go for a ride before breakfast.

‘Bonnet to pay Miss Patty a shilling a week.’

‘Bonnet will pay Miss Patty a shilling a week.’

To Bobbin from her Father

‘My dear Bobbin,—I know your understanding, and therefore shall not write to you, young as you are, as a child. Mrs. Oakes writes me from Smith that Dr. T. 271ordered you physic which you have not taken, at the same time that he does not at all like your case. Now this is a very serious business for your health, and consequently it makes me very uneasy. You are extremely weak by your own account, and steel is to strengthen. I gave it with my own hand to my father for a year, and with great effect; why you should doubt the efficacy of anything prescribed by so great a physician is more than I can understand; as to ill tastes, it is beneath common sense to listen to anything of the sort.

‘My dear Bobbin,—I know you’re smart, so I won’t talk to you like a child, even though you're young. Mrs. Oakes wrote to me from Smith that Dr. T. 271 prescribed some medicine for you that you haven’t taken, and he’s not happy about your situation at all. This is a serious issue for your health, and it makes me very worried. You say you’re extremely weak, and steel is meant to help you get stronger. I gave it to my father for a year, and it worked really well; I don’t understand why you’d doubt the effectiveness of anything prescribed by such a great doctor. As for bad tastes, it’s really not sensible to pay attention to that kind of thing.’

‘But, my dear Bobbin, you ought to bring some circumstances to your recollection; the expense I have been at is more than I can afford, and I am now paying your school the same as if present. It is surely incumbent on you to consider, that when a father is doing everything upon earth for your good, yet you ought from feelings of gratitude and generosity to do all you can for yourself. I ask nothing but what another would positively insist on, and would order violent means of securing obedience; I, on the contrary, rely on your own feelings and your good sense, and so relying, I do beg that you will take everything ordered without murmur or hesitation, for I assure you it is with astonishment I hear that you have omitted this some time. Call your understanding to your aid, and ask yourself what you can think must be my surprise at hearing that while all around you are anxious for your health, that you alone will be careless of it. It is a much worse thing than ill health, for I had rather hear you were worse in body than that you had a 272malady in your heart or head. Think seriously of such conduct, and I am confident it will cease, for I know your disposition, and that makes me the more surprised, for knowing your good temper so well as I do it is perfectly astonishing. I am sure I shall hear, and it will be with great pleasure, that you are acting worthy of yourself; and having so much patience in your illness, you will show it in this, as in so many other things. (The first cheap lobsters I shall send you three by mail, the weather being hot.) I think you are not strong enough to ride a dicky alone. Surely double-horse would be better, but if you have tried you must be able to judge. Pray continue to write me constantly, for you must know how anxious I am to hear exactly your case.

‘But, my dear Bobbin, you need to remember some things; the money I've spent is more than I can handle, and I'm still paying your school fees as if I were there. It's really important for you to think about the fact that while your father is doing everything for your benefit, you should also, out of gratitude and kindness, do your best for yourself. I only ask for what anyone else would insist on and would force compliance if necessary; I, on the other hand, rely on your feelings and your good judgment. So, I sincerely ask that you follow everything I've requested without complaint or delay, as I'm genuinely surprised to hear that you’ve been neglecting this for some time. Use your understanding and ask yourself how shocked I must be to find out that while everyone around you is concerned for your well-being, you alone seem to ignore it. It's much worse than being physically unwell; I’d prefer to hear you were sicker in body than that you had an issue with your heart or mind. Think seriously about this behavior, and I believe it will stop, because I know your character, which is why I'm even more surprised – knowing your good nature as well as I do, it’s truly astonishing. I’m confident I’ll hear, and it will make me very happy, that you’re acting in a way that reflects your true self; and with all the patience you’ve shown in your illness, I hope you’ll apply it here as well. (I’ll send you three inexpensive lobsters by mail, considering the warm weather.) I don’t think you’re strong enough to ride alone in a dicky. Surely riding with two horses would be better, but if you’ve tried it, you must be able to decide for yourself. Please keep writing to me regularly, as you know how anxious I am to hear about your situation.’

‘God bless you, my dear girl. I talk of your physician and your physic, but God forbid you trusted to either without asking His blessing regularly. You tell me that you always say your prayers; you cannot deceive God, and I hope you have a reliance on His blessing, which you cannot have if you do not ask it, and gain the habit of asking it.’

‘God bless you, my dear girl. I mention your doctor and your medicine, but I hope you don’t rely on either without regularly seeking His blessing. You tell me that you always say your prayers; you can’t fool God, and I hope you really trust in His blessing, which you can’t have if you don’t ask for it and get into the habit of asking.’

From Bobbin to her Father

‘My dear Papa,—I received your letter yesterday. Thank you for your advice; I had taken the steel and draughts long before I received it, besides which I take some more stuff[171] ... and ask him [the doctor] likewise 273how long the steel, &c., must be taken before you feel any effect from it, for one might take physic for ever without receiving any benefit. Let not my giving you my opinion make you think that I do not take mine regularly; I assure you I do. My dear papa, how can you imagine that I should ever neglect my prayers? No! believe me, I know my duty too well for that. I believe once, the last time I was at the cottage, when I was too weak to say them out of bed, I then said them when Betty brought the asses’ milk. One morning I fell asleep and forgot them; I thought of it at night, and told her to remind me of them, which she did—this she can tell you. I thank you for some fine cod and lobsters, which came very fresh and good.

‘My dear Dad,—I got your letter yesterday. Thanks for your advice; I had already taken the steel and draughts before I received it, and in addition, I’m taking some more stuff[171] ... and I’ll ask the doctor how long the steel, etc., needs to be taken before you notice any effects, because one could take medicine forever without seeing any benefit. Don’t think that just because I’m giving you my opinion that I’m not taking mine regularly; I promise I am. My dear Dad, how could you think I would ever neglect my prayers? No! Believe me, I know my responsibilities too well for that. I remember once, the last time I was at the cottage, when I was too weak to say them out of bed, I said them when Betty brought the donkey's milk. One morning I fell asleep and forgot them; I remembered at night and told her to remind me, which she did—she can tell you. I appreciate the great cod and lobsters, which arrived very fresh and delicious.

‘I am much the same as when I wrote last, my cough very troublesome still. I called on Mrs. Belgrave, she was gone to town. Adieu, my dear papa. Believe me

‘I’m pretty much the same as when I last wrote, my cough is still very annoying. I visited Mrs. Belgrave, but she was away in town. Goodbye, my dear dad. Trust me

‘Your dutiful and affectionate Daughter,
M. Young.’
His Reply
‘Saturday.

‘My dearest Bobbin,—The moment your letter came I went to Dr. Turton, but he was, as I feared he would be, out. However, I shall call on him this evening and send you his answer by to-morrow night’s mail, if he is not gone to Kent, which I hope he will not be. If so, I cannot see him till Tuesday, as I shall be Sunday and Monday at the Duke of Bedford’s.... I am of opinion you should leave off steel till you have 274my answer.... It is to give you strength.... You are a very good girl for having taken it, and equally for saying your prayers. Always preserve the habit of doing so. God protect and bless you!

‘My dearest Bobbin, — The moment your letter arrived, I went to see Dr. Turton, but he was, as I feared, out. However, I’ll call on him this evening and send you his response by tomorrow night’s mail, unless he’s gone to Kent, which I hope he hasn’t. If he has, I won’t be able to see him until Tuesday, as I’ll be at the Duke of Bedford’s on Sunday and Monday.... I believe you should stop taking steel until you have 274 my answer.... It’s meant to give you strength.... You’re a very good girl for taking it and equally for saying your prayers. Always keep up that habit. God protect and bless you!

‘Two 64’s and fifteen merchantmen have left the mutineers under a heavy fine, and it is expected the rest will do the same very soon, and then Admiral Parker and Co. will swing. Great expectations of a peace. Tell Mary, St. Paul’s would come to B. as soon as Dr. T., but her thought was a good one.

‘Two 64-gun ships and fifteen merchant ships have abandoned the mutineers after facing a heavy penalty, and it’s anticipated that the others will follow suit very soon, leading to Admiral Parker and his team gaining power. There are high hopes for peace. Tell Mary that St. Paul’s would arrive in B. as soon as Dr. T., but her idea was a good one.

‘Write me again soon.

Text me soon.

‘Yours very affectionately,
‘A. Y.’
To Bobbin from her Father
‘Jermyn Street: Friday.

‘My dear Bobbin,—As I desired you to write to me twice a week I expected a letter yesterday, but hope when I go by and by to the [Board] that I shall find one from you, for I am very anxious to hear how you do, and what Dr. Turton has ordered Smith to do for you. I had a very disagreeable journey to town, and did not sleep a minute, but, thank God, did not take cold; went to bed next night at nine o’clock and recovered the fatigue. The Macklins and Kedington were in a good deal of rain. They have been at two plays; I go to none. K. lives with us, and I am to charge him what he costs. They will go somewhere every night. I order everything just as usual before I go to the Board, and though I am to pay no more than my common expenses when alone, yet, as I necessarily 275live much better, I think it but fair to be quite economical, and we have a great deal of pleasant laugh at my pinching them, and not permitting their being extravagant. I allow no scrap of a supper which they make a rout about, for they come hungry as hounds from the play, and drink porter when they can get it; the wine I lock up, and have been twice in bed when they return. If you saw them devour at breakfast you would laugh; K., who is to be with the Oakes’ when they come (we have hired Merlin’s for them), threatens that he will give us nothing but potatoes.

‘My dear Bobbin,—Since I asked you to write to me twice a week, I expected a letter yesterday, but I hope that when I head over to the [Board] later, I’ll find one from you. I'm really eager to hear how you're doing and what Dr. Turton has advised Smith to do for you. I had a pretty rough trip to town and didn’t sleep at all, but thankfully, I didn't catch a cold. I went to bed at nine o'clock the next night and managed to recover from the fatigue. The Macklins and Kedington faced quite a bit of rain. They've been to two plays; I'm going to none. K. is living with us, and I need to keep track of his expenses. They go out somewhere every night. I set everything up just as usual before I go to the Board, and even though I only pay my usual expenses when I'm alone, since I’m living much better now, I think it’s only fair to be quite economical. We have a lot of fun laughing about how I'm pinching pennies and not letting them get extravagant. I allow no scraps of supper that they complain about since they come back hungry as hounds from the play and drink porter when they can get it. I lock up the wine and have been in bed twice by the time they return. If you saw how they devour breakfast, you would laugh; K., who will be with the Oakes when they come (we’ve rented Merlin's for them), threatens to only serve us potatoes.

‘The news you see. It is said that there will be mutinies in the army as soon as the camps are formed; if so, and no immense army of property to awe them, the very worst of consequences may be expected. Ireland is in a dreadful state of alarm and apprehension—in a word, everything wears a threatening appearance, and nothing but the greatest wisdom and prudence can save us.

‘The news you see. It's said that there will be mutinies in the army as soon as the camps are set up; if that's the case, and there's no massive army of property to intimidate them, we could face the worst consequences. Ireland is in a terrible state of fear and worry—in short, everything seems menacing, and only the utmost wisdom and caution can save us.

‘I hope you have got rid of your lameness, and use your legs much more than you did when I was with you. Pray, my dear Bobbin, exert yourself, and take much air and exercise on the Stone Walk, which will do in all weathers except rain. I have not seen anybody yet except Lord Egremont.

‘I hope you’ve recovered from your injury and are using your legs a lot more than when I was with you. Please, my dear Bobbin, make an effort and get plenty of fresh air and exercise on the Stone Walk, which is good in all weather except rain. I haven’t seen anyone yet except Lord Egremont.

‘Tell Arthur to write to the Lewes bookseller that the Board buys two hundred copies and finds the plates, that is the copper, so that it must be to him not a hazardous speculation. Adieu, my dear girl.

‘Tell Arthur to write to the Lewes bookseller that the Board is purchasing two hundred copies and providing the plates, which are the copper, so it shouldn’t be a risky investment for him. Goodbye, my dear girl.

‘Yours affectionately,
‘A. Y.’
276Bobbin’s Reply

‘My dear Papa,—I received your letter this morning. I am sorry you had not a pleasant journey. Every day since you went we have had nothing but rain all day (most part of the night) long, so I have not been able to stir out, only in the chaise. I am much the same as when I saw you, but hope that when we have fine weather I shall get better. My leg is a great deal better. Mr. Smith advises porter, the beer is so new.... If you like to send a quarter cask my mother will pay the carriage; she has no opinion of Bury porter. If you send it by the Diss waggon let me know when it comes; if you don’t like this, order Bonnet to get me some at Bury. What terrible news you write me in your letter. I really have nothing more to tell you; write soon, and believe me

‘Dear Dad, — I got your letter this morning. I’m sorry your trip wasn’t pleasant. Since you left, it’s been pouring rain every day (and most of the night), so I haven’t been able to go out at all, except by carriage. I’m about the same as when I saw you, but I hope to feel better when the weather clears up. My leg is feeling a lot better. Mr. Smith suggests porter since the beer is so fresh.... If you want to send a quarter cask, my mom will cover the shipping; she’s not a fan of Bury porter. If you send it with the Diss wagon, let me know when it arrives; if you don’t want to do that, ask Bonnet to pick some up for me in Bury. The news you wrote me is terrible. I really don’t have anything else to share; write back soon, and know that I’m thinking of you.

‘Your dutiful Daughter,
M. Young.

‘N.B.—Papa, you said you would send me some red wine, as there is none drank here; he speaks very much against my drinking so much water without red wine in it, because my ankles swell so much.’

‘N.B.—Dad, you said you would send me some red wine since there's none being served here; he often complains about me drinking so much water without red wine mixed in, because my ankles swell a lot.’

The following were memoranda noted at the time:—

The following were notes taken at the time:—

The 11th of June I went to the Duke of Bedford’s sheep-shearing, and got back (to London) on the 16th. The next day I had a letter that terrified me so much that on the 19th I set off for Suffolk, and went directly to Troston Hall (the seat of Capel Lofft, Esq.), where 277the dear dear child had been carried some days before for change of air. Good God! what a situation I found her in, worse than I had conceived possible in so short a time, so helpless and immovable as to be carried from a chair to her bed, evidently in one of those cruel consumptive cases which flatter by some favourable symptoms, yet with fatal ones that almost deprive hope.

On June 11th, I went to the Duke of Bedford’s sheep-shearing and returned to London on the 16th. The next day, I received a letter that terrified me so much that on the 19th, I set off for Suffolk and went straight to Troston Hall (the residence of Capel Lofft, Esq.), where the dear child had been taken a few days earlier for a change of air. Good God! What a situation I found her in, worse than I could have imagined in such a short time, so helpless and unable to move that she had to be carried from a chair to her bed, clearly in one of those cruel cases of consumption that show some favorable symptoms but also present fatal ones that almost strip away all hope.

Good Heaven! what have I to look forward to if I lose my child? For her own sake I know not what to hope; the world is so full of wickedness and misery, and she must be so innocent and free from crimes, that her lot hereafter, I hope and have confidence in the mercies of God, will be blessed. Ought I then, but from selfishness, to wish her here? Yet a fond father’s feelings will be predominant. Oh, save her, save her, is my prayer to God Almighty!

Good heavens! What do I have to look forward to if I lose my child? I can’t imagine what to hope for her sake; the world is so filled with wickedness and misery, and she is so innocent and free from sin that I hope, and have faith in God’s mercy, that her future will be blessed. Should I want her here, if not out of selfishness? Yet, a loving father's feelings will take over. Oh, save her, save her, is my prayer to God Almighty!

Dr. Wollaston, the eminent physician at Bury, has been consulted; he gives little hopes, but advises a milk and vegetable diet, and said that sea air and a humid mild climate would be good. I next wrote to Dr. Thornton, who recommended an egg and meat diet; and Mr. Martyn, in a letter, desired me to try the inhaling of ether; in fact, all has been done that the urgency of the case required, but, alas! she is past the assistance of all human power. After remaining a week at Troston I wrote into Lincolnshire for a house at Boston, with a view to be near the sea, in case she should be able to support a short voyage; and the air of that low place is reckoned preferable to the keen air of Bradfield. We travelled with slow and 278short journeys on July 5 to Bradon—still more exhausted; on the 6th to Wisbeach—no alteration yet from the change of air; on the 7th only to Long Sutton—worse, greatly fatigued, and a very bad night. Oh! the lacerated feelings of my wounded heart! To see the child of my tenderest affection in such a state! growing hourly weaker and more emaciated, during the last week being even unable to stand. It is beyond my power to describe what is struggling within me! My sorrow has softened me and wrings my very heart strings! How hard does it appear submissively to bow to that text—‘He that loveth son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me.’ I have but one consolation, which prevents my utter depression and despair. I trust in the goodness of her Almighty Creator and in the merits of her blessed Redeemer, that They will, in the mercy of omnipotence, pardon what slight offences she may have been guilty of, and receive her into that heavenly mansion which I humbly hope her innocence may expect. I pray fervently for Their mercy, and only wish that I was worthy of being heard. May my future life be such as to make an hereafter the great view, aim, and end of my remaining life! The 8th we reached Spalding, too much fatigued to go on, thinking that an air so different from what she had left might have given some ease. Vain hope! No effort of the kind appears. The 11th we arrived at Boston, and she bore the journey well. Alas! it was her final stage in this world!

Dr. Wollaston, the well-known doctor in Bury, has been consulted; he gives little hope but recommends a milk and vegetable diet and suggests that sea air and a mild, humid climate would be beneficial. I then wrote to Dr. Thornton, who advised an egg and meat diet; and Mr. Martyn, in a letter, urged me to try inhaling ether. In fact, everything has been done that the urgency of the situation required, but, unfortunately, she is beyond the help of any human power. After staying a week in Troston, I wrote to Lincolnshire for a house in Boston to be near the sea, in case she could handle a short trip; the air in that low area is thought to be better than the sharp air of Bradfield. We traveled with slow and short journeys on July 5 to Bradon—she was even more exhausted; on the 6th to Wisbeach—no change yet from the new air; on the 7th only to Long Sutton—she was worse, very fatigued, and had a terrible night. Oh, the pain of my wounded heart! To see the child I love most in such a condition! Growing weaker and more frail by the hour, unable even to stand this past week. It’s beyond my ability to describe what I'm feeling inside! My sorrow has softened me and is tearing at my heartstrings! How difficult it is to humbly accept that text—‘He who loves son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me.’ I have only one comfort that keeps me from falling into complete depression and despair. I trust in the goodness of her Almighty Creator and in the merits of her blessed Redeemer, that They will, in Their all-powerful mercy, forgive her minor offenses and welcome her into that heavenly home, which I sincerely hope her innocence deserves. I pray fervently for Their mercy and only wish that I was worthy to be heard. May my future life be such that the hereafter becomes the great focus, aim, and purpose of my remaining days! On the 8th, we reached Spalding, too exhausted to continue, hoping that an air so different from what she had left might provide some relief. A futile hope! No effort of that kind seems to help. On the 11th we arrived at Boston, and she managed the journey well. Alas! it was her final stage in this world!

The next day she was still worse, but even now gave one of those traits which displayed her delicacy, 279for upon finding that her mother was detaining Dr. Wilson with questions, she reminded her of it by saying, ‘Mamma, you forget there are other ladies wanting the doctor.’ On the 13th the crisis of her sufferings was approaching; she whispered to me as I sat by her bedside, ‘I hope you pray for me.’ At about eleven o’clock she asked her sister Mary to read a prayer as usual, and attended with apparent fervour, putting her hands together in the attitude of devotion.

The next day she was feeling even worse, but still showed a hint of her delicate nature. 279 When she realized that her mom was keeping Dr. Wilson busy with questions, she reminded her, saying, “Mom, you forget there are other ladies who need the doctor.” On the 13th, the peak of her suffering was nearing; she whispered to me while I sat by her bedside, “I hope you’re praying for me.” At about eleven o’clock, she asked her sister Mary to read a prayer like usual and participated with obvious sincerity, putting her hands together in a gesture of devotion.

My poor dear child breathed her last at twelve minutes past one o’clock on Friday morning, the 14th. I was on my knees at her bedside in great agony of mind. She looked at me and said, ‘Pray for me.’ I assured her that I did. She replied, ‘Do it now, papa,’ on which I poured forth aloud ejaculations to the Almighty, that He would have compassion and heal the affliction of my child. She clasped her hands together in the attitude of praying, and when I had done said, ‘Amen’—her last words.

My poor dear child took her last breath at twelve minutes after one o'clock on Friday morning, the 14th. I was on my knees at her bedside, completely overwhelmed with grief. She looked at me and said, ‘Pray for me.’ I assured her that I was. She replied, ‘Do it now, Papa,’ so I fervently prayed aloud to the Almighty, asking Him to have compassion and heal my child's suffering. She brought her hands together in a praying position, and when I finished, she said ‘Amen’—her final words.

Thank God of His infinite mercy she expired without a groan, or her face being the least agitated; her inspirations were gradually changed from being very distressing, till they became lost in gentleness, and at the last she went off like a bird.

Thank God for His infinite mercy that she passed away without a sound or any sign of distress on her face. Her breaths gradually shifted from being very painful to gentle, and in the end, she drifted away like a bird.

Thus fled one of the sweetest tempers and, for her years, one of the best understandings that I ever met with. She was a companion for mature years, for there was in her none of the childish stuff of most girls. And there fled the first hope of my life, the child on whom I wished to rest in the affliction of my age, should I reach such a period. But the Almighty’s will 280be done, and may I turn the event to the benefit of my soul, and in such a manner as to trust through the mediation of my Redeemer to become worthy to join her in a better world. Her disposition was most affectionate, gentle, and humane; to her inferiors, full of humility, and always ready to perform acts of beneficence, thus attaching the poor by her charity, whilst she was equally courted by those above her for that fascination of manners possessing the attraction of the loadstone. Her countenance in health beamed with animation, and her dimpled cheeks smiled with the beauty of a Hebe. Dear interesting creature! Endowed, too, with a sensibility that shrunk from the gaze, her appearance in society produced [here the sentence breaks off].

Thus fled one of the sweetest personalities and, for her age, one of the best understandings I've ever encountered. She was a companion for adulthood, as she didn't have the childish traits that most girls do. And there went the first hope of my life, the child I wished to lean on in the difficulties of my old age, if I were to reach that point. But may the Almighty's will be done, and may I turn this event into a benefit for my soul, trusting that through the mediation of my Redeemer, I can become worthy to join her in a better world. Her nature was incredibly affectionate, gentle, and kind; she showed humility toward those less fortunate and was always ready to help, endearing herself to the poor with her charity. At the same time, she was admired by those in higher circles for her captivating manners, which had a magnetic charm. In good health, her face radiated with energy, and her dimpled cheeks smiled with the beauty of a goddess. Dear, fascinating being! She was also gifted with a sensitivity that recoiled from too much attention; her presence in society created [here the sentence breaks off].

What a scene have I described for a fond father to witness!

What a scene I’ve described for a loving father to see!

On the 15th the Rev. S. Partridge and his wife came to give us what comfort they could, and took us in a most kind and friendly manner to their house. I determined that her remains should be carried to Bradfield, having a warm hope of being animated to a more fervent devotion by the idea of her ashes being deposited in our own village church. To the departed spirit it is less than nothing—to me it may do good, and I have need of working out my salvation with fear and trembling. I feel that a wretched and depressed state of mind leads me to more Christian thoughts and more favourable to religious impressions than prosperity, or ease, or happiness, as it is called, and therefore hope I am justified in doing it; and if my family think the same, they also will derive benefit.

On the 15th, Rev. S. Partridge and his wife came to comfort us as best as they could, and they kindly took us to their home. I decided that her remains should be taken to Bradfield, hoping that the idea of her ashes being laid to rest in our village church would inspire me to be more devoted. For the departed spirit, it means nothing—but for me, it might be beneficial, and I need to work out my salvation with fear and trembling. I find that feeling wretched and downcast leads me to more thoughtful and spiritual reflections than prosperity, ease, or so-called happiness, so I hope I am justified in this choice; and if my family agrees, they will also gain from it.

281After a day passed in deep sorrow, Mr. Partridge read one of his sermons on the intermediate state of departed souls, and which I afterwards found was one of Jortin’s.[172] From many passages of Scripture it was made clear that they are conscious, and if good in this life, happy.

281After a day filled with deep sorrow, Mr. Partridge read one of his sermons about the state of departed souls, which I later discovered was one of Jortin’s.[172] Through various passages from the Bible, it was made clear that these souls are aware and, if they were good in this life, they are happy.

On Monday, the 17th, I arrived at Bradfield, where every object is full of the dear deceased.

On Monday, the 17th, I arrived at Bradfield, where everything is filled with memories of the beloved departed.

On going into the library the window looks into the little garden in which I have so many times seen her happy. O gracious and merciful God! pardon me for allowing any earthly object thus to engross my feelings and overpower my whole soul! But what were they not on seeing and weeping over the roses, variegated sage, and other plants she had set there and cultivated with her dear hands. But every room, every spot is full of her, and it sinks my very heart to see them. Tuesday evening, the 18th, her remains arrived, and at midnight her brother read the service over her in a most impressive manner. I buried her in my pew, fixing the coffin so that when I kneel it will be between her head and her dear heart. This I did as a means of preserving the grief I feel, and hope to feel while breath is in my body. It turns all my views to an hereafter, and fills my mind with earnest wishes, that when the great Author of my existence may please to take me I may join my child in a better world.

When I step into the library, the window looks out onto the little garden where I’ve often seen her so happy. Oh gracious and merciful God! Forgive me for allowing something so earthly to consume my feelings and overwhelm my entire soul! But how could I not, when seeing and weeping over the roses, colorful sage, and other plants that she had lovingly planted and nurtured with her gentle hands? Every room, every corner is filled with her presence, and it breaks my heart to see them. On Tuesday evening, the 18th, her remains arrived, and at midnight, her brother conducted the service for her in a truly moving way. I buried her in my pew, positioning the coffin so that when I kneel, it will be between her head and her loving heart. I did this to hold onto the grief I feel, and I hope to continue feeling as long as I draw breath. It directs all my thoughts toward an afterlife, and fills my mind with earnest hopes that when the great Author of my existence decides to take me away, I may join my child in a better world.

O merciful Saviour, that took on Thee our nature and feelings, grant me Thy Holy Spirit to confirm and 282strengthen these sentiments; to repent of all my sins and errors, and enable me for the rest of my days to look steadily towards that better world where, I trust, the innocence of my child, united with her piety, have given her a place. Sure, sure, I shall pray with a more fervent and sincere devotion over the remains of her whom I so much wish, when it pleases Heaven, that I may join. This was my motive.

O merciful Savior, who took on our nature and feelings, grant me Your Holy Spirit to confirm and strengthen these sentiments; to repent of all my sins and mistakes, and enable me for the rest of my days to look steadily toward that better world where, I trust, the innocence of my child, along with her piety, has earned her a place. Surely, I will pray with more fervent and sincere devotion over the remains of her whom I deeply wish, when it pleases Heaven, to join. This was my motive.

The 19th I went into a little chamber which I had neatly fitted up about three years ago. My dear child had decorated it with some drawings and placed her books on the shelves, and left it in that order and regularity which followed all her actions. I burst into tears while viewing it, and felt such a depression at my heart that I thought I should have sunk on the floor. It shall never be altered, but everything continued as she left it.

The 19th, I went into a small room that I had carefully set up about three years ago. My dear child had decorated it with some drawings and arranged her books on the shelves, leaving it in the same order and neatness that she applied to everything she did. I broke down in tears as I looked around and felt such a heavy sadness in my heart that I thought I might collapse on the floor. It will never be changed; everything will stay just as she left it.

20th.—Again looked at her garden, and a new one she had marked out and planted under a weeping willow. No day arrives but some new object is presented to move all the springs of affection and regret; and what day can pass in which these melancholy feelings will not predominate? In the meantime I read the Scriptures, and Jortin and other sermons, with an attention I never paid before; and may God of His mercy confirm this disposition, and enable me thus to turn this heavy misfortune to the benefit of my soul. Dispositions which company, travelling, and other pursuits would have tended to banish, I wish to cherish; a melancholy has produced in me a more earnest desire to be reconciled to God than any other 283event of my life, and proves that of all the medicines of the soul, sorrow is perhaps the most powerful.

20th.—I looked at her garden again, along with a new one she had planned and planted under a weeping willow. Not a day goes by without some new thing stirring up all my feelings of love and regret; and what day can go by without these sad emotions being in the foreground? In the meantime, I’m reading the Scriptures, along with Jortin and other sermons, with an attention I’ve never given before; and may God, in His mercy, strengthen this mindset and help me turn this heavy misfortune into a benefit for my soul. The feelings that socializing, traveling, and other activities would usually push away, I want to hold onto; a sense of sadness has sparked in me a stronger desire to be reconciled with God than any other event in my life, proving that of all the remedies for the soul, sorrow may be the most potent. 283

Business, pleasure, and the world, tend only to stifle this seriousness of thought, and to prevent the mind from looking into itself and examining the foundation of all its future hopes. For these three days I have continued perusing no books but the New Testament and sermons, of which I have read many.

Business, pleasure, and the world tend to stifle serious thinking and keep the mind from reflecting on itself and exploring the basis of all its future hopes. For these three days, I’ve only read the New Testament and sermons, of which I’ve read many.

21st.—Hoed part of my dear child’s garden under the window, and carried her bonnet and cap to her chamber. They produced many tears, for I yet continue weak as a babe. Read the whole Gospel of St. John, two sermons of Tillotson on the state of the blessed, and two of Dr. Horne’s on the purification of the mind by troubles and the government of the thoughts. I had before in this week read all the Epistles, the Hebrews, and the Acts of the Apostles, and also Bryant’s ‘Authenticity of the Scriptures.’ Such studies are my only consolation. I give full attention, and hope for the blessing of God’s Holy Spirit, that I may not let it be vain, or ever suffer the world to wipe out this taste for the things that concern another world. I attempt the regulation of my thoughts, and to contemplate the goodness and mercy of the Deity; but my misery for the irreparable loss I have suffered yet weighs me down.

21st.—I hoed part of my dear child's garden under the window and took her bonnet and cap to her room. They brought many tears because I still feel weak as a baby. I read the entire Gospel of John, two sermons by Tillotson about the state of the blessed, and two by Dr. Horne on how troubles purify the mind and govern thoughts. Earlier this week, I read all the Epistles, Hebrews, and the Acts of the Apostles, as well as Bryant's 'Authenticity of the Scriptures.' These studies are my only comfort. I focus completely and hope for the blessing of God's Holy Spirit, so that it won't be in vain, and I won't let the world take away my desire for things that relate to the next life. I try to manage my thoughts and reflect on the goodness and mercy of God; however, my sorrow for the irreparable loss I’ve endured still weighs heavily on me.

22nd.—Hoed the rest of her garden. Symonds and Carter spent the day at the Hall. I wish they had not come together, I wanted conversation with them separately on the question I had read a good deal of, the sleep of the soul after death till the resurrection.

22nd.—Finished hoeing the rest of her garden. Symonds and Carter spent the day at the Hall. I wish they hadn't come together; I wanted to talk to them separately about something I've read a lot about: the soul's sleep after death until the resurrection.

284Symonds will not admit that we can draw any satisfactory conclusion for or against it, but Carter allows Dr. Jortin’s reasoning in his sermon on that subject. In the evening I read what Dr. H. More[173] says upon the subject, who is strenuously against it. A state of insensibility is a dreadful idea, and I find consolation in the conviction that my dear girl is now happy.

284Symonds won’t admit that we can reach any clear conclusion about it, but Carter agrees with Dr. Jortin’s reasoning in his sermon on the topic. In the evening, I read what Dr. H. More[173] says about it, and he strongly opposes it. The thought of being in a state of insensibility is terrifying, but I find comfort in knowing that my dear girl is now happy.

23rd.—Sunday; passed it, I hope, like a Christian. At church sitting over the remains of my child! Oh! what a train of feelings absorbed my soul. In the evening read St. Luke’s Gospel and took a most heart-sinking melancholy walk. I cannot yet bring my mind to sufficient tranquillity to throw into one little memoir these and other particulars.

23rd.—Sunday; I hope I spent it like a Christian. At church, sitting there with the memory of my child! Oh! what a wave of emotions overwhelmed me. In the evening, I read St. Luke’s Gospel and took a deeply sorrowful walk. I still can't find the calmness to put these and other details into a single memoir.

Examined the willows she planted on the island. Oh! that they were thriving oaks that promised a longer duration, but they may last as long as anybody that will care for the planter. Continue to read Scripture, and some of Secker’s[174] and Ogden’s[175] sermons, and again began ‘Bryant on Christianity.’ I pray to God with all the fervency I feel to give me the grace of His Holy Spirit, that I may turn this loss to the benefit of my soul. Dr. Jortin, in his seventeenth sermon, most truly says, ‘It is adversity which seizes upon the future as prosperity dwells upon the present.’present.’ 285On the 25th I read Littleton’s[176] ‘Conversion and Apostleship of St. Paul.’ I had brought down from London a new political pamphlet of Howlett’s on a subject that was once interesting, but I can attend to nothing except inquiries which in some degree connect with that habit of mind which flows from my recent loss.

Examined the willows she planted on the island. Oh! that they were thriving oaks that promised a longer life, but they may last as long as anyone who cares for them does. I continued to read Scripture, along with some of Secker’s[174] and Ogden’s[175] sermons, and then started ‘Bryant on Christianity.’ I pray to God with all the fervor I feel to grant me the grace of His Holy Spirit, so I can turn this loss into a benefit for my soul. Dr. Jortin, in his seventeenth sermon, rightly says, ‘It is adversity which seizes upon the future as prosperity dwells upon the present.present.’ 285 On the 25th I read Littleton’s[176] ‘Conversion and Apostleship of St. Paul.’ I had brought down from London a new political pamphlet by Howlett on a topic that was once interesting, but I can focus on nothing except questions that somewhat connect with the mindset that comes from my recent loss.

Mrs. —— called to persuade me into company for regaining cheerfulness. Alas! it will come, I fear, much too soon, and what is it good for? Sorrow is the best physician to heal a soul that has been too careless in its duty to God.

Mrs. —— called to convince me to join her for some company to lift my spirits. Unfortunately, I think that will happen much too soon, and what good will it do? Sadness is the best remedy for a soul that has been neglectful in its duty to God.

Will the world, and pleasure, and society contribute like grief to secure me a probability of joining in another world the spirit of her I mourn?

Will the world, pleasure, and society help, like grief, to give me a chance of joining in another world the spirit of the one I mourn?

26th.—I read part of Dr. Clarke’s[177] ‘Demonstration of the Being and Attributes of God,’ as much as I could understand without too intense an application, and then part of ‘Butler’s Analogy.’ Prayed to the Almighty in the middle of the day. The morning is the proper time, but when we are tired and sleepy, the evening I think an improper period to offer either thanksgiving or petitions to the Divine goodness.

26th.—I read part of Dr. Clarke’s[177] ‘Demonstration of the Being and Attributes of God,’ as much as I could grasp without too much concentration, and then part of ‘Butler’s Analogy.’ I prayed to the Almighty in the middle of the day. Morning is the right time, but when we’re tired and drowsy, I feel that evening isn’t the best time to offer either thanks or requests to the Divine goodness.

Why, oh! why must we have misfortune and sorrow to make us sensible of our duty to our heavenly Father and our Saviour and Redeemer? How difficult to instil a right attention into young people.

Why, oh! why do we have to experience misfortune and sorrow to remind us of our responsibility to our heavenly Father and our Savior and Redeemer? It’s so hard to teach young people to pay attention in the right way.

286I am, however, thankful that my dear child was naturally serious and, I believe, well disposed in this respect; with what joy I now read the following passage in a letter I received from her while she was ill at Bradfield before I came down: ‘My dear papa, how can you imagine that I should ever neglect my prayers? No! believe me, I know my duty too well for that.’

286I'm grateful that my dear child was naturally serious and, I believe, had the right attitude about this; I feel such joy reading this passage from a letter I got from her while she was sick at Bradfield before I arrived: ‘My dear dad, how could you think I would ever skip my prayers? No! Trust me, I know my responsibilities better than that.’

What now would be the idea of any improvement or accomplishment compared with the least trait like this?

What would the value of any improvement or achievement be compared to the smallest trait like this?

27th.—Called for a few minutes on some neighbours. They all want me to dine with them, but such society to a mind diseased yields no food for reflection, and is, therefore, not fit for me. I could associate with nobody with comfort, but those whose religious acquirements could tend to strengthen my present habits.

27th.—I stopped by to visit some neighbors for a few minutes. They all want me to have dinner with them, but spending time with them doesn’t offer any food for thought for my troubled mind, so it's not really for me. I can only find comfort in associating with those whose religious knowledge can help reinforce my current beliefs.

I continue to read Butler, also two sermons by Conybeare[178] on angels; looked at the miniature which my wife has of the dear girl, a most striking likeness by Plymer;[179] wept over it with feelings easier imagined than described. I will have a copy of it; ’twill serve, at least, as a melancholy remembrance, and, I hope, recall my mind should it ever wander from the lamented original.

I’m still reading Butler and also two sermons by Conybeare[178] about angels. I looked at the mini portrait my wife has of the dear girl; it’s a really striking likeness by Plymer;[179] and I cried over it with feelings that are easier to imagine than to describe. I want to get a copy of it; at least it will serve as a sad reminder, and I hope it’ll bring my thoughts back if they ever drift away from the beloved original.

28th.—Finished Butler’s ‘Analogy.’ It does not quite answer the idea I had formed of him, though a 287powerful work; but he demands a second perusal, but does not even then promise to be perfectly clear. Read also Mr. Locke’s ‘Reasonableness of Christianity,’ which is a luminous convincing work, and must have done great good. Watered dear Bobbin’s garden and read over her letters. She had, for her early years, a most uncommon understanding and a penetration into character wonderful for the age of fourteen. On reviewing her last illness I am filled with nothing but the most poignant regret and self-condemnation for putting so much reliance in the medical tribe, for she had the personal attendance or correspondence of five physicians and none agreed. I did for the best and spared nothing, but had she been a pauper in a village she would, I verily think, have been alive and hearty. Such are the blessings of money; it has cost me 100l. to destroy my child, for I do not think one shilling was bestowed which did not in one way or other do mischief.

28th.—I finished reading Butler’s ‘Analogy.’ It doesn’t fully match the idea I had of him, even though it’s a powerful work; it definitely needs to be read a second time, and even then it may not be completely clear. I also read Mr. Locke’s ‘Reasonableness of Christianity,’ which is a brilliantly convincing work and must have done a lot of good. I watered dear Bobbin’s garden and looked over her letters. She had, for her early years, a remarkably sharp understanding and an incredible ability to see through character at just fourteen. Reflecting on her last illness fills me with immense regret and self-blame for placing too much trust in doctors. She had the personal attention or correspondence of five physicians, and none of them agreed. I tried to do my best and spared no expense, but I honestly believe that if she had been a poor child in a village, she would likely still be alive and thriving. Such are the drawbacks of wealth; I’ve spent 100l. to lose my child, as I believe that not a single shilling I spent didn’t cause some sort of harm.

Whilst I was in much anxiety about my child’s health I bought Mr. Wilberforce on Christianity.[180] I read it coldly at first, but advanced with more attention. It brought me to a better sense of my dangerous state; but I was much involved in hesitation and doubt, and was very far from understanding the doctrinal part of the book. This was well, for it induced me to read it again and again, and it made so much impression upon me that I scarcely knew how 288to lay it aside. It excited a very insufficient degree of repentance, and a still more insufficient view of my interest in the Great Physician of souls.

While I was really worried about my child's health, I bought Mr. Wilberforce's book on Christianity.[180] I initially read it without much interest, but then I began to pay more attention. It helped me realize how dangerous my situation was, but I was filled with hesitation and doubt, and I was far from grasping the doctrinal aspects of the book. This turned out to be a good thing because it led me to read it over and over, and it left such a strong impression on me that I found it hard to put down. It sparked a rather insufficient sense of repentance, and an even weaker understanding of my connection to the Great Physician of souls.

It is rather singular that a trifling circumstance at this time first brought me acquainted with Mr. Wilberforce, whose book I had been again perusing for the fourth time with increased pleasure, and to whom I had more than once thought of writing for his opinion on the intermediate state and original sin. On arriving at Boston, what was my surprise on receiving a letter from him relative to Parkinson’s subscription to some book on agriculture, and apologising for the application to a stranger. I seized the pen with eagerness to reply, writing largely about his own book, praising it greatly, and telling him of my wish to apply to him. Should this (I thought) be productive of a connection that might confirm my pious resolution, I might, perhaps, be justified in attributing it to the interposition of God.

It’s pretty unusual that a small event at this moment introduced me to Mr. Wilberforce, whose book I had just reread for the fourth time, enjoying it even more, and about whom I had considered reaching out for his thoughts on the afterlife and original sin. When I arrived in Boston, I was surprised to receive a letter from him regarding Parkinson’s subscription to a book on agriculture, apologizing for reaching out to someone he didn’t know. I eagerly grabbed my pen to respond, writing extensively about his own book, praising it highly, and expressing my desire to consult with him. I thought that if this connection led to a relationship that could strengthen my spiritual commitment, I might have a reason to believe it was the work of God.

I hope that the thought is not presumptuous. Is it the spirit of my sweet girl that is thus friendly to me? How pleasing an idea!

I hope this thought isn't too forward. Is it my sweet girl's spirit that's being so kind to me? What a lovely idea!

July 29.—Having excused myself from dining out with the Balgraves, a note from her this morning. But it will not do. Company and the world will only draw off my mind from those religious contemplations and that course of reading which is favourable to prayer, repentance, and reformation. I wish not to lessen my grief or banish my feelings of that sorrow which turns my heart at present to seek God. I dread it will come 289but too soon; and were it not for this apprehension I should go on my journey to Lincolnshire for the Board directly, but I wish to confirm these feelings and earnestly pray for the Divine grace to preserve them to the extirpation from my heart of love for the world or any of its follies.

July 29.—I skipped dinner with the Balgraves and received a note from her this morning. But I can’t go. Being around people will only distract me from the spiritual reflections and reading that help with prayer, remorse, and personal change. I don’t want to lessen my pain or push away the feelings of sorrow that currently drive me to seek out God. I fear that it will come too quickly; if it weren't for this worry, I would head straight to Lincolnshire for the Board meeting. Instead, I want to strengthen these feelings and sincerely pray for God’s grace to help me hold onto them until my heart is free of love for the world or any of its distractions.

[Note added by A. Y. in 1817.]

[Note added by A. Y. in 1817.]

Throughout many of the succeeding notes, several expressions occur not all consistent with true evangelical religion; but I would not afterwards alter them, because I wished to ascertain, on the re-perusal of these papers, what was at the moment of my affliction the state of my mind and of my faith; and when I consider what were the books which I read and admired, I cannot be surprised at any such remarks falling from my pen.

Throughout many of the following notes, several expressions appear that aren't fully aligned with true evangelical faith; however, I chose not to change them later because I wanted to see, when I reread these papers, the state of my mind and faith during my time of struggle. Considering the books I read and admired, I can't be surprised by any of those remarks coming from me.

I have often reflected on the great mercy and goodness of God in not permitting my religious opinions to be permanently injured by some of the works which it will be found I so eagerly perused at a period when I could not have one moment’s conversation with any truly pious character. Two circumstances probably contributed to this effect: first, the incessant attention which I gave to reading the New Testament; and secondly, my ardent study of Mr. Wilberforce’s ‘Practical Christianity,’ though without thoroughly understanding it.

I have often thought about the incredible mercy and goodness of God for not letting my religious beliefs be permanently damaged by some of the books I eagerly read during a time when I couldn't have a single conversation with anyone truly devout. Two things likely helped with this: first, the constant focus I had on reading the New Testament; and second, my passionate study of Mr. Wilberforce’s ‘Practical Christianity,’ even though I didn’t fully grasp it.

The solitary life I condemned myself to, or, to speak with more propriety, which alone I relished, while reading sixteen or seventeen hours a day, and in which I consequently rather devoured books than read them, 290was, I think, very advantageous, and possibly more so in the final result than if my authors had been more truly sound.

The isolated life I chose for myself, or to put it more accurately, the one I enjoyed, while reading for sixteen or seventeen hours a day, was more about devouring books than actually reading them. 290 I believe this was quite beneficial, and maybe even more so in the end than if my authors had been more genuinely credible.

I have since perused many works which, had they fallen into my hands at that time, would probably have made me quit my retirement and rush into the society of men who would have conducted me, in my then state of mind, to the utmost lengths of enthusiasm.

I have since read many works that, if I had come across them back then, would probably have made me leave my isolation and dive into the company of people who would have taken me, given my mindset at the time, to the heights of enthusiasm.

The writers I consulted were well calculated to lay a certain solidity of foundation in the great leading truths of Christianity, which formed a basis whereon it was easy afterwards to raise a more evangelical edifice.

The writers I consulted were well-equipped to establish a solid foundation in the key principles of Christianity, which created a base on which it was easy to build a more evangelical structure later.

In all this business I cannot but admire the goodness of the Almighty in protecting me from many evils to which I might easily have been led by my troubled feelings.

In all this, I can't help but admire the goodness of the Almighty for protecting me from many evils that I could have easily been led into by my troubled feelings.

[Diary continued.]

[Diary ongoing.]

Read Dr. Isaac Barrow’s sermon on submission to the Divine will. He seems a powerful writer, but his language is debased by expressions void of all dignity. Read a good deal in Barrow on the pre-existence of human souls. Very singular; the texts on which he builds support him very faintly, yet there is a degree of probability in the system consonant to reason.

Read Dr. Isaac Barrow’s sermon on accepting the Divine will. He comes across as a strong writer, but his language lacks dignity with expressions that fall flat. Explore a lot of Barrow’s work on the pre-existence of human souls. It's quite unique; the texts he relies on provide only weak support, yet there’s a certain level of plausibility in his ideas that aligns with reason.

30th.—Prayed to God over the remains of my dear child, and the circumstance fills my mind with that melancholy that is not unsuitable to religious feelings. I do not wonder at the custom of the primitive Christians praying at the tombs of the departed, it is an obvious and natural prejudice.

30th.—I prayed to God over the remains of my dear child, and the situation fills my mind with a sadness that aligns with my religious feelings. I can understand why early Christians prayed at the graves of their loved ones; it’s a clear and natural inclination.

Finished Barrow, and wrote to my friend Mr. Cole 291to desire he would apply to his neighbour, the learned Bryant, to know his opinion of that question. Began Dr. More on the ‘Immortality of the Soul.’ Capel Lofft spent the day with us; his conversation is ready on any subject, and mine led to serious ones, which he seems to like. We had much that was metaphysical on the soul (pre-existence), a future state, &c. He is of opinion that heaven is not so very different from our ideas of what this world might be, as are commonly entertained; and rightly observes, that if death, evil, anxiety, and disease, with corporeal passions, were banished, this earth would be a heaven; and that the knowledge of one another hereafter is not at all inconsistent with our Saviour’s expression, ‘in My Father’s house are many mansions.’

Finished Barrow and wrote to my friend Mr. Cole 291 to ask him to reach out to his neighbor, the knowledgeable Bryant, to get his thoughts on that question. I started reading Dr. More on the ‘Immortality of the Soul.’ Capel Lofft spent the day with us; he can talk about any topic, and I steered our conversation toward serious matters, which he seems to enjoy. We discussed a lot of metaphysical ideas about the soul (pre-existence), a future state, etc. He believes that heaven isn’t that different from how we envision this world could be, contrary to common beliefs; and rightly points out that if death, evil, anxiety, and disease, along with physical desires, were eliminated, this world would be like heaven; and that knowing each other in the afterlife doesn’t contradict our Savior’s statement, ‘in My Father’s house are many mansions.’

31st.—Read Littleton’s sermon on the necessity of well husbanding our time. It is excellent, he has thoughts and modes of expanding his observations that are beyond the common run. Laid aside Dr. More on the ‘Immortality of the Soul;’ he gets so high in the region of fancy, and is so full of jargon and supposition, under the formula of demonstrations, that I am disgusted with his farrago; and [there is] so much on witches, apparitions, &c., as to be mere rubbish.

31st.—Read Littleton’s sermon on the importance of managing our time wisely. It's excellent; he has insights and ways of elaborating on his observations that are far from ordinary. I set aside Dr. More’s work on the ‘Immortality of the Soul;’ he gets so lofty in the realm of imagination and is filled with jargon and assumptions, presented as if they’re solid arguments, that I’m put off by his nonsense; and there’s so much about witches, apparitions, etc., that it’s just rubbish.

Read Sherlock’s sixth sermon on the ‘Immortality of the Soul,’ which is an admirable one. I see plainly from what I feel upon occasion of the severe, dreadfully severe misfortune that I have met with, that under great afflictions there can be no real consolation but in religion. I have mused and meditated much on what 292philosophy, as it is called, could afford in such an exigency, but the amount would be no more than the employment of the mind, and preventing its dwelling without interruption on the loss sustained, the comfort to be drawn from it would be weak and vain; but the Gospel offers considerations which bear immediately on the source of the evil; affords matter of consolation in the certainty of another life, and in those promises which meet the yearnings of the distempered soul; diffuses a calm and quiet resignation to the Divine will, under the pleasing hope of seeing those again in the next world whom we have loved tenderly in this. To me it seems that when this wish is founded on a virtuous object here as that of a parent and a child, the very hope is an argument in its favour, because it is perfectly consistent with infinite benevolence to grant it—and the desire must be universal in every human mind.

Read Sherlock's sixth sermon on the 'Immortality of the Soul,' which is truly admirable. I can clearly see, given my feelings during the severe and terribly harsh misfortune I've faced, that under great suffering, the only real comfort comes from religion. I've thought a lot about what philosophy, as it's called, can offer in such difficult times, but in the end, it would just serve to occupy the mind and prevent it from dwelling endlessly on the loss I've suffered—this comfort would be weak and pointless. In contrast, the Gospel provides insights that address the root of the pain; it offers solace in the certainty of an afterlife and in those promises that resonate with the longing of a troubled soul. It brings a sense of calm and quiet acceptance of God's will, with the hopeful prospect of reuniting with those we have loved dearly in this life after death. It seems to me that when this hope is based on a virtuous relationship—like that between a parent and child—this very hope strengthens the case for it, because it aligns perfectly with infinite goodness to grant such wishes, and the desire for this is universal among all humans.

August 1.—Read about half of Sherlock on ‘Immortality,’ but my patience was then quite exhausted; the verbiage is such that it sickens one, though I approve the doctrine entirely and agree with him in everything. What a loss! that excellent books for matter should be so written, or rather spun into such endless circumlocutions that time is wasted for want of compression. Read three or four sermons of Littleton—clear, lucid, and impressive.

August 1.—I read about half of Sherlock’s piece on ‘Immortality,’ but I quickly lost my patience; the language is so convoluted that it's frustrating, even though I completely support the ideas and agree with him on everything. What a shame that such great topics are expressed in such a way, or rather twisted into endless roundabout phrases that waste time when they could be more concise. I read three or four sermons by Littleton—clear, straightforward, and impactful.

At night a Dane came, recommended by Sir J. Sinclair. Unfortunate to all my feelings. I refuse dining with all my friends, and to be tormented with a trifler who can speak neither French nor English.

At night, a Dane arrived, sent by Sir J. Sinclair. It was unfortunate for all my feelings. I declined to dine with all my friends to avoid being stuck with a bore who could speak neither French nor English.

293My mind is in a state that cannot bear interruption. I love to mope alone, and reflect on my misery.

293My mind is in a state that can’t handle interruptions. I enjoy being by myself and thinking about my sadness.

August 2.—Began Scott’s[181] ‘Christian Life,’ but Smythies having sent me the sixth volume of Bishop Newton’s[182] works, containing a dissertation on the ‘Intermediate State,’ I read it with equal eagerness and satisfaction. It exceeds on that subject all I have yet met with. He is of opinion, in which all agree, that good spirits will know each other; and probably, from the parable of Lazarus, have some knowledge of what passes on earth. But that is of little consequence in comparison with the most consoling and comfortable idea contained in the first opinion. And what a call is it to strive with earnestness and ardour to arrive at a situation that will recompense us in so great a degree for every evil and sorrow we can meet with in this world. Can I then hope, by dedicating the rest of my life here to God, to join my dear child hereafter, my mother, my other daughter, and my sister; and should it so please the Almighty in His mercy, my father and brother? Of the females I can have little doubt, or rather none. I know too little of the lives of the others to venture to pronounce. Read also Bishop Newton’s dissertation on the Resurrection, general judgment, and final state of man. They are all excellent, and I rather devoured than read them. These books I must buy to read again with more attention.

August 2.—I started reading Scott’s[181] ‘Christian Life,’ but since Smythies sent me the sixth volume of Bishop Newton’s[182] works, which includes a dissertation on the ‘Intermediate State,’ I read it with just as much eagerness and satisfaction. It surpasses everything else I’ve encountered on that topic. He believes, as everyone agrees, that good spirits will recognize one another and probably, based on the parable of Lazarus, have some awareness of what happens on earth. But that’s minor compared to the most comforting and reassuring idea in his first opinion. What a motivation it is to strive with passion and determination to reach a state that will greatly compensate us for every hardship and sorrow we face in this world. Can I then hope that by dedicating the rest of my life to God here, I will reunite with my dear child, my mother, my other daughter, and my sister? And if it pleases the Almighty in His mercy, with my father and brother as well? I have little doubt about the women; I have no doubts at all. I know too little about the lives of the others to make judgments. I also read Bishop Newton’s dissertation on the Resurrection, general judgment, and the final state of man. They’re all excellent, and I consumed them rather than just read them. I need to buy these books so I can read them again with more focus.

3rd.—The Dane is gone, and therefore I am left to 294my favourite contemplations. Newton’s dissertations are consoling, for they leave me no doubts about that hideous doctrine, the sleep of the soul, which, however it might have been suited for the dead, is dreadful to those they leave behind. For the rest of my life to know that my dear child is in a state of conscious existence, and consequently happy, is the first of comforts; but to feel the enlivening warmth and light of the sun, thinking that she felt nothing, but slept in the cold grave, would have almost sunk me into it. No! she lives, and as there is reason to believe, the departed spirits have some knowledge of what passes here. What a call is it to conduct myself so as to give no pain to her! Let me imagine myself for ever seen by the spirits of my mother and my child. Let me have a keen feeling of the pain any unworthy action or impure thought would give to them, and of the pleasure they would reap from seeing the reverse; that I was so living as gave them a hope of my joining them hereafter. Let me, if possible, entertain this persuasion till I am convinced of it. I cannot have the thought without being the better man. Oh! guard me against relapsing into evil negligence, the two certain fruits of pleasure and prosperity.

3rd.—The Dane is gone, so I’m left with my favorite thoughts. Newton’s writings are comforting because they dispel any doubts about that awful idea, the sleep of the soul, which might be fine for the dead but is terrifying for those they leave behind. For the rest of my life, knowing that my beloved child is consciously alive and, therefore, happy, is my greatest comfort; but to feel the warmth and light of the sun while thinking she felt nothing and was cold in the grave would nearly destroy me. No! She lives, and there’s reason to believe that departed spirits have some awareness of what happens here. What a strong motivation to live in a way that causes her no pain! Let me imagine that I am always seen by the spirits of my mother and my child. Let me feel deeply any pain that unworthy actions or impure thoughts would cause them, and the joy they would experience from witnessing the opposite—that I live in a way that gives them hope of reuniting with them someday. Let me, if possible, hold on to this belief until I’m completely convinced. I can’t think this way without becoming a better person. Oh! Protect me from falling back into careless neglect, the inevitable results of pleasure and prosperity.

What are the friendships of the world! What consolation, what comfort!

What amazing friendships the world has! What a source of consolation, what comfort!

When most wanted it is sure to fail. One has business, another pleasure; one, a family, another a husband, all have something to render them broken reeds to such as are in want; and whether the boon be comfort or money, they prove the same to the 295touchstone. Who have been my friends? Symonds and Carter are good men, but I have seen them [of late] only once. Who must I name but Ogden, Sherlock, Jortin, Bishop Newton, Butler, Locke, and Clarke? These have told me how to make a friend not like to fail in the time of need, my God and my Saviour. May I strengthen and confirm that friendship and turn it to be a habit of my life! And thou, most gentle spirit of my departed child, if it is allowed thee to look down on earth, be my guardian angel and lead me to everlasting life, to join thee to part no more!

When most people want something, it’s likely to fail. Some have work, others have fun; some have family, others have partners—everyone has something that makes them unreliable to those in need. Whether what they offer is comfort or money, it all comes back to the same test. Who have been my friends? Symonds and Carter are good people, but I’ve only seen them once lately. Who else should I mention? Ogden, Sherlock, Jortin, Bishop Newton, Butler, Locke, and Clarke? They’ve shown me how to make a friend who won’t let me down in times of need, my God and my Savior. May I strengthen and solidify that friendship and make it a part of my life! And you, most gentle spirit of my departed child, if you are allowed to look down on Earth, be my guardian angel and guide me to everlasting life, so I can join you and never be apart again!

4th.—Read three of Bishop Sherlock’s sermons and one of Dr. Clarke’s, also some passages in his ‘Demonstration of the Truth of Revealed Religion.’

4th.—Read three of Bishop Sherlock's sermons and one of Dr. Clarke's, along with some excerpts from his ‘Demonstration of the Truth of Revealed Religion.’

5th.—Read a very good sermon of Bishop Sherlock on Redemption, the third in fourth volume. Bishop Butler on human ignorance, excellent. This subject, in the books I have yet read, has not been sufficiently treated, it might be made to refute all the infidels, and draw mankind to a more religious life.

5th.—Read a really good sermon by Bishop Sherlock on Redemption, the third one in the fourth volume. Bishop Butler on human ignorance is excellent. This topic, in the books I've read so far, hasn’t been covered enough; it could be used to counter all the skeptics and encourage people to lead a more religious life.

My dear girl’s books are come, her unfinished work, her letters, &c. Melancholy employment to unpack and arrange them in her room. If any difference I think of her with more, rather than with less regret; yet I hope and trust, not without resignation to the Almighty will of the great and good Being whose providence has deprived me of her. I think I feel that this deep regret, this calm sorrow will last my life, and that no events can happen that will ever banish her from my mind. Ranby called and I conversed with him about her till tears would, had I continued it, 296stopped my speaking. I hate and pity those who avoid talking to the afflicted upon the subject which causes their affliction, it argues a little trifling mind in one party or the other.

My dear girl's books have arrived, along with her unfinished work, her letters, etc. It's a sad task to unpack and organize them in her room. If there's any difference, I think of her with more regret, not less; yet I hope and trust, not without accepting the will of the Almighty, the great and good Being whose providence has taken her from me. I feel that this deep regret, this calm sorrow, will last my whole life, and that nothing will ever erase her from my mind. Ranby called, and I talked to him about her until I was on the verge of tears, which would’ve stopped my speaking if I had kept going. I dislike and feel sorry for those who avoid discussing the painful subject with those who are suffering; it shows a shallow mindset in either person.

Read Bishop Sherlock’s ‘Dissertation respecting the Sense of the Ancients on the Fall of Man,’ which seems to me (who am, however, no judge) a very clear and satisfactory work. He appears to have a singular talent in reconciling seeming difficulties in knotty texts of Scripture, and opens every subject with great clearness and an acute spirit of discrimination.

Read Bishop Sherlock’s ‘Dissertation on the Ancients’ Understanding of the Fall of Man,’ which I find (though I'm no expert) to be a very clear and satisfying work. He seems to have a unique talent for resolving apparent difficulties in tricky passages of Scripture, and he approaches each topic with great clarity and sharp discernment.

I suppose there must be some commonplace book of divinity, but I know not whose; a collection of luminous passages from such an immensity of writings as there are on this most important of all subjects would be very useful; yet every man should make his own, selecting such topics and observations as come home to his own case and bosom.

I guess there must be some kind of common collection of religious writing, but I don't know whose it is; a collection of insightful quotes from the vast amount of literature on this most essential topic would be really helpful. Still, each person should create their own, choosing the topics and thoughts that resonate with their own experiences and feelings.

Were I not going now a most uninteresting journey, I would do this for myself. This tour hangs on my mind; nothing would suit my feelings so well as to stay here in my present melancholy gloom, reading divinity, and endeavouring so steadily to fix my mind on eternity and the hope of joining my dear child, as to work a change in my habits, my life, my conversation, and pursuits; and to do all that human frailty will permit to reconcile myself to the Almighty. These thoughts, however, I shall try to preserve in spite of a journey. I will take the New Testament and Wilberforce with me, and read a portion every day, and spend the Sundays in a manner I have never done yet in travelling.

If I weren't about to go on such a boring journey, I would do this for myself. This trip is weighing on my mind; nothing would suit my feelings better than to stay here in my current state of sadness, reading religious texts and trying hard to focus on eternity and the hope of being reunited with my dear child. I want to change my habits, my life, my conversations, and my pursuits, and to do everything that human weakness allows to make peace with the Almighty. However, I will try to hold onto these thoughts despite the journey. I’ll take the New Testament and Wilberforce with me and read a portion every day, spending Sundays in a way I've never done while traveling.

297August 7.—To Ely. Called for a moment on Carter, who thinks so highly of Bishop Newton that he intends to buy his works.

297August 7.—To Ely. Stopped by to see Carter for a moment, who thinks so highly of Bishop Newton that he plans to buy his works.

At Ely quite alone, and no resource but in my own melancholy ideas. My first thought was to send to a Mr. Hall, who has hired Tattersall’s farm, or Mr. Metcalfe, a minor canon, who has written in the ‘Annals of Agriculture’—but I rejected the scheme and kept to solitude. As soon as I finished dinner I began Mr. Wilberforce for the fourth time, reading with renewed attention. I hear many objections to him, of his being a Presbyterian engrafted on a Methodist, but it is arrant nonsense. My mind goes with him in every word. View the Minster and Trinity chapel, and venerate the piety of former ages that raised such noble edifices in honour of God the Almighty giver and governor of all things. I once thought such buildings the efforts of superstition, perhaps folly! How different are my present sentiments! for what can be more rational than to raise temples of a character that shall impress some idea, however weak, of the sublimity of that infinite Being who made and pervades all that exists, except His own great creative self!

At Ely, completely alone, with nothing but my own gloomy thoughts for company. My first idea was to reach out to Mr. Hall, who has rented Tattersall’s farm, or Mr. Metcalfe, a minor canon who has written in the ‘Annals of Agriculture’—but I dismissed the idea and chose to stay in solitude. After finishing dinner, I picked up Mr. Wilberforce for the fourth time, reading with renewed focus. I've heard a lot of criticisms about him, claiming he's a Presbyterian fused with a Methodist, but that's just ridiculous. I agree with him on every point. Look at the Minster and Trinity Chapel, and honor the faith of the past that built such impressive structures in honor of God, the Almighty creator and ruler of everything. I once thought these buildings were products of superstition, maybe even folly! How different I feel now! What could be more logical than to create temples that convey, however faintly, the majesty of that infinite Being who created and encompasses everything that exists, except for His own great creative self!

8th.—Rise at five, write to my friends Dr. Valpy and C. Cole. To Peterborough. Much time for reflection, and it is singular that even while I am depressed with deep melancholy at the loss I have sustained, yet unholy ideas and imaginations will intrude. Is this the devil and his powers of darkness which buffet and beset us? Is not depravity and sin so inherent in our natures that we are ever liable to these wanderings 298which so disgrace our nature at better moments? But the conclusion, whatever it be owing to, is clear, that the government of the thoughts is an essential part of our duty, as Johnson has well explained in an admirable ‘Rambler.’ Such thoughts, unresisted, seize and take possession of the mind, and they cannot do that without leading to action and all the guilt that may follow. Repel the first germinating principle of the idea, and the difficulty is not great; but indulge the pleasing dream and the heart is vitiated, for the imagination is impure.

8th.—I got up at five and wrote to my friends Dr. Valpy and C. Cole. I went to Peterborough. I had a lot of time to think, and it’s strange that even while I’m feeling deeply sad about my loss, unwanted thoughts and fantasies keep creeping in. Is this the influence of evil and the dark forces that challenge us? Is it not true that depravity and sin are so ingrained in our nature that we’re always susceptible to these distractions that shame us during better times? But the conclusion, whatever the cause, is clear: managing our thoughts is a crucial part of our responsibility, as Johnson has brilliantly articulated in a remarkable ‘Rambler.’ Such thoughts, if not fought against, take over the mind, and they can’t do that without leading to actions and all the guilt that may ensue. If you push away the first seeds of the thought, it’s not too difficult; but if you indulge in the tempting fantasy, the heart becomes tainted, because the imagination is unclean.

[The remainder of the diary, in the same strain, is much too long for insertion. Here are a few closing sentences.]

[The rest of the diary follows the same theme and is way too long to include. Here are a few final sentences.]

September 2 [in Yorkshire].—To what is it that I shall return? My child no more! To what at London? Solitary in my lodgings, where am I to send for her whose cheerfulness gilded every scene, and little pleasing ways lent such a charm to render her presence such a comfort to me? All gone—gone for ever! Of that description of feelings what remains? A blank!—a desert!... Cried over the hair of my sweet departed Bobbin! Never more in this world to see thee again!

September 2 [in Yorkshire].—What am I coming back to? My child is gone! What will I find in London? Alone in my place, who can I call for the one whose brightness lit up every moment, and whose little quirks made her presence so comforting? All gone—gone forever! What’s left of those feelings? A void!—a wasteland!... I sobbed over the hair of my precious little Bobbin! I will never see you again in this world!

October 15.—I have torn my heart to pieces with looking at my dear child’s hair! Melancholy remains, but how precious when their owner is no more! I am to see her no more in this world. Gone for ever!

October 15.—I have shattered my heart by staring at my dear child's hair! The sadness lingers, but it feels so precious now that she's not here anymore! I won’t see her again in this world. Gone forever!

London, November 13.—This day se’nnight I came to town with Mrs. Y. and Mary. I knew it would be a very uncomfortable plan; but to do as I would be done by made it proper.

London, November 13.—A week ago today, I arrived in town with Mrs. Y. and Mary. I knew it would be a very uncomfortable situation, but treating others the way I want to be treated made it the right thing to do.

299November 26.—I have been a week at Petworth, an interesting, splendid, gay and cheerful week, and, as too often the case, a vain, frivolous, and impious one. Sir John Sinclair would have me on the Sunday go to Goodwood. Never a serious word, never a soul to church from that house to thank God for the numerous blessings showered down upon it, and the means of good which 60,000l. a year confers. Yet Lord Egremont does all that could be wished as far as humanity, charity, and doing moral benefits can—but no religion. In the chapel, no worship, no hats off but my own—dreadful example to a great family and to his children and to 2,500 people in the town. I talked to Arthur, and strongly recommended to him to attend constantly and to keep himself clear from such a want of piety. He disapproves of it much; and I pray to God that yet he may not be corrupted by such evil examples, but imbibe a dislike to such want of gratitude. I watched for opportunities of serious remark, but none of effect offered except one observation on Lady Webster’s infidelity in religion, when I threw in a word or two. The very virtues of such people do mischief by recommending their irreligious example.

299November 26.—I've spent a week at Petworth, an interesting, splendid, fun, and cheerful week, yet, as often happens, also a vain, frivolous, and sinful one. Sir John Sinclair invited me to go to Goodwood on Sunday. Not a serious word was spoken, and no one from that house went to church to thank God for the countless blessings bestowed upon them, or for the good that comes from having £60,000 a year. Still, Lord Egremont does everything one could wish in terms of kindness, charity, and moral support—but there’s no religion. In the chapel, there's no worship, no one removes their hat except for me—what a terrible example for a great family, his children, and the 2,500 people in the town. I spoke to Arthur and strongly encouraged him to attend church regularly and to avoid such a lack of piety. He greatly disapproves of it, and I pray to God that he won’t be corrupted by such bad examples, but instead develop a dislike for such ingratitude. I looked for chances to make serious remarks, but the only opportunity arose when I commented on Lady Webster’s lack of faith, so I added a few words. The very virtues of such people do harm by promoting their irreligious example.

The following letters are selected from those received this year:—

The following letters are chosen from those received this year:—

From Dr. Burney
‘Chelsea College: March 16, 1797.

‘My dear Sir,—You have applied to a very incompetent person for political consolation in addressing 300me, an old notorious alarmist who has long seen evils approaching even worse than those which have already arrived. I wish anything had happened to convince me that my mental eyes had been as short-sighted as those in my head. But, alas! things are going on everywhere from bad to worse. My foolish countrymen, nay, worse, the wicked and incurable democrats who inhabit the same island, so far from being cured by the savage cruelties and universal misery brought about in France by the Revolution and the treatment of other countries which she has conquered and even fraternised with, still long for a revolution here, without even wishing to avert any of the evils which have happened elsewhere, from the diabolical character and principles of her inhabitants! I have seen that a wish to break the Bank has long been formed, and I even have been advised to get all the cash I could for my notes if I had any; and the person who advised this measure, who had never been at the Bank before in his life, and was forced to inquire his way thither, had been bullying the harassed clerks to give him cash for a forty-pound note, for no other purpose than to lock it up. Seven millions of guineas were issued for notes in one week! Of this sum 300,000l., it is said, were for notes presented by the English Santerre. A banker from Norwich had collected notes to the amount of 400,000l., with which he came post to London in the same seraphic hope of breaking the Bank; but unluckily for his benevolent plan, the further issuing of cash had been stopped the night before his arrival. The favourite Jacobin plan at present is to make this 301nation and all Europe believe that we are really in a state of bankruptcy, and that the notes now in circulation will be soon of as little value as French assignats, reporting every day that they are at a very considerable discount, which God forbid should ever happen. For my own part, I would starve myself to death sooner than buy, even food, by the parting with a bank note for a farthing less value than it has hitherto had. But the poor Duke of Bedford, Mr. Cooke, the dissenting manufacturers, &c., are so distressed for want of cash to pay their workmen, that they are obliged to dismiss them. And this, to be sure, is not done with an intention of throwing all the blame upon Government and making furious rebels of all the persons discharged. Everything is seen and represented in the blackest colours—the French always right and the Administration wrong. For if opposition should ever be obliged to allow the present ministry to be right, why change it? And down they must pull every person and thing above them, even if, like Samson, they are crushed in the ruins, which I have not the least doubt will be the case if ever the revolution they seem so determined to bring about should happen.

‘My dear Sir,—You’ve asked a very unqualified person for political comfort by reaching out to me, an old notorious alarmist who has long seen even worse troubles on the horizon than what we've already faced. I wish I could be convinced that my foresight had been as limited as my physical vision. But, sadly, things are getting worse everywhere. My foolish countrymen, or rather, the wicked and hopeless democrats on this island, instead of learning from the brutal suffering and widespread misery caused in France by the Revolution and its treatment of other countries it has conquered and even allied with, still yearn for a revolution here, without any desire to prevent the horrors that have unfolded elsewhere due to the vile character and principles of its people! I’ve noticed that a desire to destabilize the Bank has been forming for a while, and I’ve even been told to gather as much cash as possible for my notes if I had any; the person who gave me this advice, who had never been to the Bank before and had to ask for directions to get there, was bullying the stressed clerks to exchange a forty-pound note for cash, only to lock it away. Seven million guineas in notes were issued in just one week! Of that amount, it’s said that 300,000 l. were for notes presented by the English Santerre. A banker from Norwich gathered 400,000 l. in notes and came rushing to London with the same misguided hope of breaking the Bank; but unfortunately for his kind-hearted plan, the further issuing of cash was halted the night before he arrived. The current favored Jacobin strategy is to convince this nation and all of Europe that we are actually on the brink of bankruptcy, and that the notes in circulation will soon be worth as little as French assignats, claiming every day that they are at a significant discount, which God forbid should ever happen. For my part, I would rather starve than buy even food by giving up a bank note for any less value than it’s had until now. But the poor Duke of Bedford, Mr. Cooke, the dissenting manufacturers, etc., are so short on cash to pay their workers that they are forced to let them go. And this, of course, isn’t done with the intention of putting all the blame on the Government and inciting rebellion among the dismissed workers. Everything is portrayed in the bleakest light—the French are always right and the Administration is always wrong. For if the opposition ever has to admit the current ministry is correct, then why change it? They must drag down every person and thing above them, even if, like Samson, they end up crushed in the wreckage, which I have no doubt will happen if the revolution they seem so eager to bring about ever occurs.

‘The ballot has fallen upon me to furnish a man and a horse to the Provisional Cavalry,[183] which has occasioned me much trouble and vexation. The expense, had it been double, I would have paid with alacrity, for the defence of everything dear to honest men, during such 302a war and with such enemies; but the business of recruiting, clothing, accoutring, &c., is so new to men of peace, that they know not how to go to work. Three substitutes that I had engaged have disappointed me, and the horse I have purchased I am not sure will pass muster. Had Government levied a tax of five or ten guineas upon each horse that was kept for pleasure, either in or out of harness, and done the business of raising a certain number of cavalry themselves, it would have been better done, and ladies and superannuated gentlemen (like my worship) would have escaped infinite plague and vexation.

'I've been called on to provide a man and a horse for the Provisional Cavalry,[183] which has caused me a lot of trouble and frustration. I would gladly have paid double the expense for the defense of everything that matters to decent people in such a war against such enemies; however, the tasks of recruiting, outfitting, and equipping are so unfamiliar to peaceful folks that they don’t know where to start. Three substitutes I arranged have let me down, and I'm not sure if the horse I bought will meet the requirements. If the Government had imposed a tax of five or ten guineas on every horse kept for leisure, whether in or out of harness, and handled the recruitment of a specific number of cavalry themselves, it would have been done much better, and ladies and older gentlemen (like myself) would have avoided a lot of hassle and frustration.

‘I am exceedingly sorry that your dear and charming little daughter is not well.

‘I am really sorry that your lovely little daughter is not feeling well.

‘I am, with sincere regard,
‘My dear Sir,
‘Your affectionate Friend,
Charles Burney.’

From Edmund Burke, Esq., alluding to the projects in Parliament before named for regulating the price of labour.

From Edmund Burke, Esq., mentioning the proposals in Parliament previously mentioned for regulating labor costs.

‘Bath: May 23, 1797.

‘Dear Sir,—I am on the point of leaving Bath, having no further hope of benefit from these waters; and as soon as I get home (if I should live to get home) should I find the papers transmitted me by your Board I shall send them faithfully to you; though, to say the truth, I do not think them of very great importance.

‘Dear Sir,—I am about to leave Bath, having no more hope of getting anything from these waters; and as soon as I get home (if I even make it home) if I find the papers sent to me by your Board, I will send them to you. Honestly, though, I don’t think they are very important.’

303‘My constant opinion was, and is, that all matters relative to labour ought to be left to the conversations of the parties. That the great danger is in Government intermeddling too much. What I should have taken the liberty of addressing to you, had I possessed strength to go through it, would be to illustrate or enforce that principle.

303‘I’ve always believed, and still do, that all matters related to labor should be left to the discussions between the involved parties. The real danger lies in too much government interference. What I would have liked to discuss with you, if I had the strength to do so, would be to explain or emphasize that principle.

‘I am extremely sorry that any one in the House of Commons should be found so ignorant and unadvised as to wish to revive the senseless, barbarous, and, in fact, wicked regulations made against free trade in matters of provision which the good sense of late Parliaments had removed. I am the more concerned at the measure, as I was myself the person who moved the repeal of the absurd code of statutes against the most useful of all trades, under the invidious names of forestalling and regrating. But, however, I console myself on this point by considering that it is not the only breach by which barbarism is entering upon us. It is, indeed, but a poor consolation, and one taken merely from the balance of misfortunes.

‘I am really sorry that anyone in the House of Commons is so clueless and misguided as to want to bring back the pointless, cruel, and truly wrong regulations against free trade in provisions that recent Parliaments have abolished. I’m even more troubled by this move because I was the one who pushed for the repeal of those ridiculous laws against the most essential trade, under the unfair titles of forestalling and regrating. Still, I find some comfort in thinking that this isn’t the only way that barbarism is creeping in. It’s really not much of a comfort, though, just a way to compare our misfortunes.’

‘You have titles enough of your own to pass your name to posterity, and I am pleased that you have got spirit enough to hope that there will be such a thing as a civilised posterity to attend to things of this kind.

‘You have plenty of titles of your own to leave your name for future generations, and I'm glad you have the courage to believe that there will be a civilized future to care about these things.’

‘I have the honour to be,
‘With very high respect and esteem,
‘Your most obedient, humble servant,
Edmund Burke.’

Mr. Burke died July 7 [note by A. Y.].

Mr. Burke passed away on July 7 [note by A. Y.].

304From John Symonds, Esq., on public affairs, very gloomy, with much condemnation of Mr. Pitt.

304From John Symonds, Esq., on public matters, quite pessimistic, with a lot of criticism directed at Mr. Pitt.

‘St. Edmund’s Hill: June 8, 1797.

‘At the time, my dear sir, that I received your letter I was travelling over Italy, in order to figure in your “Annals of Agriculture;” but the state of that country has been so much bouleversé, that my head has been turned in reflecting upon it, as is most probably the case with the greater part of its inhabitants.

‘At the time, my dear sir, when I got your letter, I was traveling through Italy to be included in your “Annals of Agriculture;” but the situation in that country has been so much overwhelmed that it's left me quite confused as it likely has for many of its inhabitants.

‘You ask me what plan I could propose to save the country. Arm, undoubtedly, as you say; but how to do it most effectually I pretend not to determine. You justly reprobate volunteering infantry.

‘You ask me what plan I could suggest to save the country. Arm, obviously, as you mentioned; but I'm not sure how to do it most effectively. You rightly criticize volunteering infantry.

‘Charles Cole tells me you have something in the press upon this subject. To fill the army or navy with defenders or volunteers, is the way to pave the way to our ruin. But I should begin with proposing a scheme which would probably be heard with disdain, and which has been rejected by the King: recall Lord Camden; appoint Lord Moira, Lord Lieutenant, with full powers to emancipate the Roman Catholics. He is much respected in Ireland as well as in England, for the opinion formed of him from his civil and military knowledge and moral character. I have heard Lord Bishop Douglas, who is no mean estimator of mankind, often say, that he wished he could see Lord Moira one of the Secretaries of State.

‘Charles Cole tells me you have something in the press about this topic. Filling the army or navy with defenders or volunteers is a sure way to lead to our downfall. However, I should start by suggesting a plan that would probably be met with scorn and has already been rejected by the King: recall Lord Camden; appoint Lord Moira as Lord Lieutenant, giving him full powers to free the Roman Catholics. He is highly respected in both Ireland and England for his civil and military knowledge and moral integrity. I’ve heard Lord Bishop Douglas, who has a good sense of people, often express a desire to see Lord Moira as one of the Secretaries of State.

‘Were the Catholics satisfied, Ireland might bid defiance to the French, and, perhaps, some regular 305infantry might thence be sent to England, which, the Duke of Grafton said lately in the House of Lords, was much wanted here. But it is in vain to speak or write about Ireland.

‘If the Catholics were satisfied, Ireland could challenge the French, and maybe some regular infantry could be sent to England, which, as the Duke of Grafton recently mentioned in the House of Lords, is desperately needed here. But it's pointless to discuss or write about Ireland. 305

We govern there by a faction—the Beresfords, Fitzgibbons, and Fosters—whose emoluments, including their relations and dependents, fall not short of 100,000l. per annum; some think much more. Now the Polignacs under the old government had not more than 50,000l. per annum, including a bishopric. This the Duchess of Liancourt one day made out to me upon paper, yet she was willing enough to exaggerate the profits of that family; especially as the old duchess just before had been cast in a lawsuit with one of them.

We’re ruled by a group—the Beresfords, Fitzgibbons, and Fosters—whose total income, along with their family and dependents, comes to at least £100,000 a year; some say it’s even more. In comparison, the Polignacs during the previous government made no more than £50,000 a year, which included a bishopric. The Duchess of Liancourt once showed me this in writing, though she was keen to inflate the profits of that family, especially since the old duchess had just lost a legal battle with one of them.

‘Your idea of applying to Bonaparte pleases me much. He would probably do more towards effecting a peace than a hundred Malmesburys and St. Helens. It will be curious to see what terms Pitt will propose. There seems to be no doubt but that the French will insist on having all the places taken from them; and probably a restitution of twelve or fourteen ships of the line, and perhaps a sum of money by way of indemnification, for this word was always in the mouth of our Premier. After this, an ample recompense to the Dutch and Spaniards, whose interests the French will consider as their own. A fine peace indeed, after so many absurd and haughty declarations of our ministry! A peace there must be or an insurrection, if considerable taxes be proposed to continue 306the war. Not that these would be of any avail; for were the French merely to line their coasts from Ostend to Calais with troops, and do nothing else, their point would be carried. At the very time that a separate peace was made by the Emperor with the French, Mr. Pitt, in the House of Commons, called him “our great and good ally.” It was but two days after that the news came of his defection, which every thinking man naturally expected.

‘Your idea of reaching out to Bonaparte sounds great to me. He would probably do more to achieve peace than a hundred Malmesburys and St. Helens. It will be interesting to see what terms Pitt proposes. There’s no doubt that the French will insist on getting back all the territories taken from them; they will likely want a return of twelve or fourteen ships of the line and perhaps some money as indemnification, since our Premier always mentions that. After this, generous compensation to the Dutch and Spaniards, whose interests the French will regard as their own. What a fine peace that would be, after so many ridiculous and arrogant statements from our government! A peace is necessary, or there will be a revolt if high taxes are suggested to keep the war going. Not that those taxes would help; if the French simply stationed troops from Ostend to Calais and did nothing else, they would achieve their goal. Just as a separate peace was made by the Emperor with the French, Mr. Pitt, in the House of Commons, labeled him “our great and good ally.” Just two days later, the news of his betrayal came, which everyone who thinks clearly anticipated.

‘Mr. P. seems determined to do dirty jobs to the last; whilst our enemies are almost at our gates, the subscribers to the loyalty loan must forsooth be rewarded because many of them are his Parliamentary friends. Should you hear your knight open himself on this subject, remind him that a million or a million and a half are wanted to pay the arrears of the Civil List; that professors, whose stipends are fixed by Acts of Parliament, are in danger of losing the profits of a couple of years from an abominable clause in Burke’s Bill. Remind him of a remarkable circumstance in Sully’s memoirs. When Henry IV. was in great distress for money it was proposed to him to decline paying any stipends to the professors in the University of Paris. “No,” said he, with an honest indignation, “I will never consent to that; retrench the expense of my table instead of touching their emoluments.” Such an answer, and such conduct in conformity to it, reflected peculiar honour on a prince who had never been trained up in the study of polite lettersletters

‘Mr. P. seems set on doing the dirty work until the end; while our enemies are nearly at our door, the backers of the loyalty loan must be rewarded because many of them are his friends in Parliament. If you hear your knight talk about this, remind him that we need a million or a million and a half to pay the arrears of the Civil List; that professors, whose salaries are set by Acts of Parliament, risk losing out on a couple of years of pay due to an awful clause in Burke’s Bill. Remind him of an interesting point in Sully’s memoirs. When Henry IV. was in desperate need of funds, he was advised to stop paying the professors at the University of Paris. “No,” he responded with honest anger, “I will never agree to that; cut back on my own expenses instead of touching their salaries.” Such a response, and the actions that followed it, brought unique honor to a prince who had never been educated in the study of polite lettersletters

307‘Carnot[184] cannot be too much commended for ordering your agricultural works to be translated and published. It was giving his countrymen a mass of knowledge, founded on experiment not to be procured in their own writers. He showed very good sense in sacrificing party prejudices. Would Pitt have acted thus in his situation?

307‘Carnot[184] deserves a lot of praise for having your agricultural work translated and published. He was providing his fellow countrymen with a wealth of knowledge based on experiments that they couldn't find in their own literature. He demonstrated great judgment by putting aside party biases. Would Pitt have done the same in his position?

‘I have not read Wilberforce’s “Practical View of Christianity,” nor am I indeed much solicitous about it, for my faith is not built upon establishments but on the New Testament, which I have considered with as much attention as most of our divines. W. is a strict Calvinist, and is therefore orthodox, for he is supported by our Articles of Religion. I who think that the Articles on this head are not founded on Scripture, am a heretic, as I take you to be also. It is very observable that the young theologians of Geneva are at this day instructed much more in Ostervald’s[185] Catechism than in Calvin’s books. The death of that worthy man and excellent master of Italian, Isola, is an exceedingly great loss to me, for he has managed all my little concerns at Cambridge for twenty years. He can have left nothing for his family but his good example. So respected was he by every one, that when a long illness and his wife’s death prevented him from making his usual earnings, and he was unavoidably loaded with heavy debts, they not only raised for him 180l. by private 308subscriptions in the Colleges, but in the following year the University gave him 100l. out of the public chest. I shall be very careful in recommending his successor, for Isola always told me that most of the Italians in England were rascals, and he therefore had no communication with them when they came to Cambridge. I allowed him twenty guineas a year, as few learn Italian. The profits from teaching it are hardly sufficient to maintain one who has a family; for parents in general are so foolish as not to require of their sons the learning of that language, though their intention is to send them into Italy.

‘I haven’t read Wilberforce’s “Practical View of Christianity,” and honestly, I’m not really concerned about it, because my faith isn’t based on institutions but on the New Testament, which I’ve studied as thoroughly as most of our theologians. Wilberforce is a strict Calvinist, so he fits into the orthodox category since he’s backed by our Articles of Religion. I, on the other hand, believe that the Articles on this topic aren’t based on Scripture, so I’m considered a heretic, just like I think you are. It’s quite noticeable that the young theologians in Geneva today are taught much more from Ostervald’s Catechism than from Calvin’s writings. The passing of the esteemed man and excellent teacher of Italian, Isola, is a tremendous loss for me, as he managed all my small affairs at Cambridge for twenty years. He probably left nothing for his family except his good example. He was so respected that when a long illness and his wife's death prevented him from earning his usual income and he was burdened with heavy debts, they raised £180 through private subscriptions in the Colleges, and the following year the University gave him £100 from the public fund. I will be very careful in recommending his successor, as Isola always told me that most of the Italians in England were dishonest, and he avoided interacting with them when they came to Cambridge. I paid him twenty guineas a year since few people study Italian. The income from teaching it barely supports someone with a family, as parents generally are foolish enough not to require their sons to learn that language, even if they plan to send them to Italy.

‘Adieu! You will repent provoking me to write.

‘Goodbye! You'll regret making me write this.

J. Symonds.
From Jeremy Bentham, Esq., on the poor, &c.
‘Queen Square, Westminster: Sept. 8, 1797.

‘Dear Sir,—It was but the other day that I became master of a complete series of your “Annals of Agriculture;” accept my confession and record my penitence. Having on my return from my long peregrination on the Continent lent to a friend—who had lent to another friend, whom we neither of us could recollect—the twenty-five or thirty numbers which I had taken in before that period, I postponed from time to time the completion of the series in hopes of recovering the commencement of it. When at last shame and necessity got the better of procrastination, what a treasure of information burst upon me. No—so long as power without ——— and without 309——— shall have left an annual guinea in my pocket (blanks are better here than words) not a number of the “Annals” shall ever be wanting to my shelves. Hold—don’t take me for a Jacobin now, nor even for a croaker. What I allude to is not any common burden, such as you land-owners and land-holders grunt under, but my own ten thousand pound tax—my privilegium—a thing as new to English language as it is to English practice—sole and peculiar fruit of the very particular notice with which I have been honoured by ———.

‘Dear Sir, — Just the other day, I finally got my hands on a complete set of your “Annals of Agriculture.” Please accept my confession and my regret. After returning from my long journey abroad, I had lent out the twenty-five or thirty issues I previously collected to a friend, who passed them on to another friend whose name neither of us could remember. I kept postponing completing the series in hopes of retrieving the beginning issues. But eventually, shame and necessity overcame my procrastination, and I discovered a treasure trove of information. As long as I have an annual guinea in my pocket (the blanks here are better left unsaid), I will never be short of “Annals” on my shelves. Wait—don’t mistake me for a radical or a complainer now. What I’m referencing isn’t some common burden like the ones you landowners and property holders groan under, but my own ten thousand-pound tax—my privilege—a concept as new to the English language as it is to English practice—solely the unique result of the very particular attention I have been given by ———.

‘This waits upon you with a proof of a blank pauper population table, framed for the purpose of collecting an account of them in as many parishes as I can. Knowing so well your zeal for all zeal-worthy objects, and mindful of your often experienced kindness, I cannot on this occasion harbour a doubt of your assistance. Is it worth while to give the table the indiscriminate circulation of your "Annals"? At any rate your editorial Majesty will, I hope, be pleased graciously to grant unto me your royal letters, patent or close, or both, addressed to all, and if need be, singular, your loving subjects my fellow correspondents; charging and exhorting them, each in his parish—and as many other parishes as may be—to fill my tables and send in their contributions.

‘This is awaiting your approval with a blank table for tracking the pauper population, designed to gather information from as many parishes as I can. Knowing your enthusiasm for worthy causes and remembering your frequent kindness, I have no doubt you will assist me this time. Is it worthwhile to circulate the table widely through your "Annals"? In any case, I hope your esteemed editorial presence will kindly provide me with your royal letters, patent or close, or both, addressed to all, and if necessary, singular, my fellow correspondents; instructing and encouraging them, each in their parish—and as many other parishes as possible—to complete my tables and submit their contributions.

‘Along with the table you will find a MS. paper, exhibiting the importance of the information I am thus labouring to collect; you will print it or suppress it as you think best. I also send in MS. a table of cases calling for relief; a general map of pauper land with all the roads to it. Few, if any, of the projects I have 310seen but what have appeared (the arch-project not excepted) to bear an exclusive—at least a predilective—reference to some of these cases, overlooking or slighting the rest. I send it in the state in which I propose printing it for my own book; but, in the meantime, if it be worthy the honour of a place in the “Annals,” it is altogether at your service. This preparatory insertion will turn to the advantage of the work itself, if any of your correspondents (not forgetting their editor) would have the goodness to contribute their remarks to the emendation of it. You will not easily conceive—few heads, at least, but yours are qualified to conceive—the labour it has cost me to bring the two tables to this state. As to the work at large, it will occupy two independent, though connected volumes. Pauper systems compared; pauper management improved—the last the romance, the Utopia, to which I had once occasion to allude. Romance? How could it be anything less? I mean to an author’s partial eye. In proportion as a thing is excellent, when established, is it anything but romance, and theory, and speculation, till the touch of the seal or the sceptre has converted it into practice. Distress, at least, distress, the very life and soul of romance, cannot be denied to mine; for in this short and close-packed specimen already you behold it in all its shapes. Magnanimous president! accomplished secretary! ye, too, have your romance. Heaven send you a happy catastrophe and a fettered land “a happy deliverance.” Patience! patience! ye too, before you are comforted, must bear to be tormented.

‘Along with the table, you will find a manuscript paper that shows the importance of the information I am working to gather; you can print it or hide it as you see fit. I’m also including another manuscript with a table of cases needing assistance; a general map of pauper land with all the roads to it. Few, if any, of the proposals I’ve seen (including the main one) seem to focus exclusively—at least primarily—on some of these cases, ignoring or undervaluing others. I’m sending it in the form I plan to use for my own book, but in the meantime, if it deserves a spot in the “Annals,” it’s completely at your disposal. This initial inclusion will benefit the work itself, if any of your contacts (including their editor) would be kind enough to share their feedback for its improvement. You can hardly imagine—the few minds out there, especially yours, are qualified to understand—the effort it took to bring the two tables to this point. As for the larger work, it will be in two independent, yet connected volumes. Comparing pauper systems; improving pauper management—the latter being the dream, the Utopia, I once mentioned. A dream? How could it be anything less? I mean to an author’s subjective view. The more excellent something is once established, the more it feels like romance, theory, and speculation, until the touch of the seal or the sceptre makes it real. Distress, at least, the very essence of romance, cannot be denied in my work; for in this brief and tightly packed sample, you see it in all its forms. Great president! Skilled secretary! You too have your romance. May heaven grant you a happy ending and a fettered land “a happy deliverance.” Patience! Patience! You too, before you find comfort, must endure torment.

311‘Apropos of presidents. The high priest of Ceres, having divined or not divined my recent occupations, has been pleased to send me a mandate in form, summoning me to devote myself to this branch of his goddess’s service, that the fruit of my labours may be consecrated in her temple at Whitehall; so that whatever other requisites may fail me, I shall be in no want of auspices.

311‘Speaking of presidents. The high priest of Ceres, whether he knows about my recent activities or not, has sent me an official request, asking me to dedicate myself to this area of her goddess’s service, so that the results of my work may be honored in her temple at Whitehall; therefore, no matter what else I might lack, I will have plenty of good omens.

‘I fear you will say to yourself that the Observations[186] I have sent you are a sad farrago, but your miscellany, how superior soever to others in subject-matter and contents, has this in common with them, that half-formed ideas, so they have but matter in them, are not prohibited from presenting themselves. It is part of the character of your correspondents to have more of substance about them than of form; and of the many recommendations which join in drawing so much good company to your conversazione, one, nor that the least, is the convenience of being admitted to it in boots. Mine (you will say) have hobnails in them; for, somehow or other, the very idea of the person to whom I am addressing myself has insensibly betrayed me into that sort of playful confidence—that épanchement, as I think the French call it—which I have always felt in his company.

‘I worry you might think that the Observations[186] I’ve sent you are a jumbled mess, but your collection, no matter how much better its topics and content are compared to others, has this in common with them: half-formed ideas, as long as they have substance, can show up. Your correspondents tend to be more about substance than form; and one of the many reasons that brings such great people to your conversation is the convenience of being able to join in wearing boots. You might say mine have hobnails; because somehow, just the thought of the person I’m addressing has led me into that kind of lighthearted confidence—that outpouring, as the French would call it—that I’ve always experienced in his company.

‘Believe me, with the most serious respect,
‘Ever yours,
Jeremy Bentham.’
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CHAPTER XIII

DIARY AND CORRESPONDENCE, 1798, 1799, 1800

Assessed taxes—Society—Mr. Pitt and the Board of Agriculture—A foolish joke—Dinners to poor children—Interview with the King—Royal farming—Correspondence—Bradfield—Incidents of home travel—Portrait of a great lady—Correspondence.

Assessed taxes—Society—Mr. Pitt and the Board of Agriculture—A silly joke—Dinners for poor children—Meeting with the King—Royal farming—Letters—Bradfield—Experiences of domestic travel—Portrait of a remarkable woman—Letters.

January 9, 1798.—At Petworth. This is the way in which I keep a journal; had I the abilities of Johnson it might be an excuse, but I am as idle as he without the talents that enabled him to think to good purpose.

January 9, 1798.—At Petworth. This is how I keep a journal; if I had Johnson's skills, it might serve as an excuse, but I am just as lazy as he was, lacking the talent that allowed him to think effectively.

London has passed away till the vacation without much to note, yet always something; for I met many at Mrs. M. Montagu’s parties twice a week, whose conversation was interesting. Very few dinners, for the town was empty. Attended divine service at Mr. Cecil’s chapel, and ought to have made memoranda.

London has passed until vacation with not much to remember, but there was still something; I met many interesting people at Mrs. M. Montagu’s parties twice a week, and their conversations were engaging. There were very few dinners since the town was quiet. I went to church at Mr. Cecil’s chapel and should have taken notes.

The breakfast at Wilberforce’s with Mr. Serjeant, Hawkins, Brown, Thornton, &c., all members in committee on the assessed taxes.[187] Miss Griffiths, the friend and mother of my ever dear Bobbin at school, coming to 313board with Mrs. Y.; these and many more articles all passed over, and, above all, the reflections which thronged in my mind on the conclusion of that year which deprived me of my child and turned my heart so imperfectly to God Almighty. Without that event how should I have been able to bear the stroke of the taxes, my share of which will I fear be 100l.

The breakfast at Wilberforce's with Mr. Serjeant, Hawkins, Brown, Thornton, etc., all committee members on the assessed taxes.[187] Miss Griffiths, the friend and mother of my dear Bobbin from school, came to board with Mrs. Y.; these and many other matters were discussed, and most importantly, the thoughts that filled my mind at the end of that year which took my child away and made my heart turn toward God in a less than perfect way. Without that event, how would I have been able to handle the blow of the taxes, my share of which I fear will be 100l.

Had I been out of debt it would have been comparatively light, but I am seized about some bills which yet remain, and which, if I pay,[188] shall not be able to pay those taxes. I have advertised my cottage and eighty acres of land to let, but no chance of getting such a rent as I know I ought to have to make letting answer.

Had I been debt-free, it would have been easier to manage, but I'm still struggling with some outstanding bills, and if I pay them,[188] I won’t be able to cover those taxes. I’ve put my cottage and eighty acres of land up for rent, but there’s no way I can get the rent I know I should be able to in order to make it worthwhile.

I have been here with Lord Egremont above a fortnight. A good deal of rabble, but some better. Lord Spencer, Lord Althorp, Lord Dungarvan, Lord Milton, Lord Stair, Sir John Shelley, Mr. James Feiryman, &c. I shall stay the whole vacation.

I have been here with Lord Egremont for over two weeks. There's a fair amount of chaos, but some decent people too. Lord Spencer, Lord Althorp, Lord Dungarvan, Lord Milton, Lord Stair, Sir John Shelley, Mr. James Feiryman, etc. I plan to stay the entire vacation.

February 14.—Another great gap, in which time I was four days with the Duke of Bedford at Woburn, with a strange party, for all in all I think the most strange I have been in for many years. Trevis, the pseudo-Venetian Jew, who came long ago to England, has ran through a great fortune, reduced from 200,000l.to 1,200l. a year, having shined with most satanic light in the annals of gallantry; Lady Stanhope, Lady Cadogan, and a hundred more. Strong 314parts, wits, originality (name evidently omitted here) and at seventy-one sings wonderfully; Lord Lauderdale, who is a very pleasant, easy, cheerful companion with knowledge, and so more capable of doing mischief; Lord Maynard, Johns the parson, Bob Lee, Bligh, &c. The duke has much good sense and clearness of head.

February 14.—Another long stretch, during which I spent four days with the Duke of Bedford at Woburn, in a rather unusual group, probably the most unusual I've been part of in years. Trevis, the fake Venetian Jew who came to England long ago, has burned through a vast fortune, dropping from £200,000 a year to just £1,200, after shining with a decidedly devilish reputation in matters of romance; Lady Stanhope, Lady Cadogan, and a hundred others. Strong character, cleverness, originality (name clearly omitted here), and at seventy-one still sings beautifully; Lord Lauderdale, who is a very nice, easygoing, cheerful companion with a wealth of knowledge, making him quite capable of causing trouble; Lord Maynard, the parson Johns, Bob Lee, Bligh, etc. The duke is very sensible and has a clear mind.

On my return to town, Lord Carrington applied to me to get a drainer for Mr. Pitt at Holwood. I told him none to be had but from a distance, and at a considerable expense; that perhaps it was an easy job, and if so his own people could do it if the drains were marked out for them, and I would go and look when nobody there. Next day he came again from Pitt with thanks, and desiring me to go when he was there.

On my way back to town, Lord Carrington asked me to find a drainer for Mr. Pitt at Holwood. I told him that the only options were far away and would cost a lot. I suggested that it might be a simple job, and if that's the case, his own team could handle it if the drains were marked out for them, and I'd check it out when no one else was around. The next day, he came back from Pitt to thank me and asked me to go while he was there.

I went, and examined the land. A hill wet from springs, the cure obvious. So I am to do it for him. He and Lord Auckland and Lord Carrington walked round the place with me, and then returned to a cold dinner, where we debated the Board of Agriculture, and Pitt seemed pleased with my idea of Government hiring the Bishop of Llandaff’s house for the Board, and so getting rid of the difficulty of not being able to quit Sir J. Sinclair’s without sixteen members agreeing in the affirmative, a stupid statute they made.

I went and checked out the land. A hill damp from springs, the solution clear. So I'm supposed to handle it for him. He, Lord Auckland, and Lord Carrington walked around the area with me, and then went back to a cold dinner, where we discussed the Board of Agriculture. Pitt seemed happy with my suggestion of the Government renting the Bishop of Llandaff’s house for the Board, which would solve the problem of needing sixteen members to agree to leave Sir J. Sinclair’s, a ridiculous rule they established.

By the first reports of the Board, and a multitude of other expenses equally useless, Sir John ran the Board so much in debt that it became a question of great difficulty how they should be enabled to carry on any business at all. Through a spirit of liberality in many individuals, a subscription was set on foot, and ten guineas apiece by members and honorary members, 315which kept them for some time on their legs. The revenue of the Board went entirely to printers, above eighty reports in quarto, with broad margins, having been given away to any who would accept them; and they were in general so miserably executed, that they brought the institution into contempt.

By the initial reports from the Board and a lot of other pointless expenses, Sir John put the Board so deep in debt that it became a big challenge to figure out how to keep any operations going at all. Thanks to the generosity of several individuals, a fundraising effort was launched, and members and honorary members each contributed ten guineas, which kept them afloat for a while. The Board's revenue was entirely consumed by printers, with over eighty reports in quarto format, featuring wide margins, being handed out for free to anyone willing to take them. Sadly, these reports were generally so poorly done that they brought the organization into disrepute.

While Sir John Sinclair was engaged in this pursuit he thought of nothing but the establishment of his own character, and imagined that his indefatigable exertions, misplaced as they were, gave him a claim to the attention of Government, and, it is said, induced him to ask a peerage. But Mr. Pitt not acceding to the proposition, he next desired to be a Privy Councillor. When this second gentle request failed, he set hard to work to form a party of his own in the House of Commons in opposition to Government, which by degrees completely estranged Mr. Pitt from him; and he was, by the votes of the official members, turned out of the chair. Lord Carrington taking me to Holwood, we walked about the place for some time before Mr. Pitt came down. When he arrived, ordering a luncheon, he said he had desired Lord C. to bring me, that he might understand what members of the Board of Agriculture were proper to fill the chair.

While Sir John Sinclair was focused on this effort, he thought only about building his own reputation and believed that his tireless work, though misguided, entitled him to the Government's attention. It's said that this led him to request a peerage. However, when Mr. Pitt did not agree to this request, Sinclair then sought to become a Privy Councillor. When that second mild request also failed, he began to vigorously work on forming his own faction in the House of Commons in opposition to the Government, which gradually drove Mr. Pitt away from him. Eventually, due to the votes of the official members, he was ousted from the chair. Lord Carrington took me to Holwood, and we walked around the area for a while before Mr. Pitt came down. When he arrived and ordered lunch, he mentioned that he had asked Lord C. to bring me so he could understand which members of the Board of Agriculture would be suitable to fill the chair.

I named Lord Egremont. ‘He has been applied to,’ rejoined Mr. Pitt, ‘and declined it.’ I then mentioned Lord Winchilsea; the same answer was returnedreturned. I named one or two more, but the minister seemed not to relish their appointment. I next said Lord Somerville, who was famous for the attention he had paid to some branches of husbandry. Mr. Pitt’s 316reply was, ‘He is not quite the thing, but I doubt we must have him,’ and the conversation concluded with an apparent determination that Lord S. should be the man. He was accordingly elected; and I, the same day, received the orders of the Board instantly to look out for a house (because Sir John S. being turned out would no longer volunteer his), which I accordingly did, and fixed upon one in Sackville Street, into which the Board immediately moved their property, and appointed the secretary to reside in the house, with an allowance of one hundred guineas a year for paying the porter, keeping a maid in the house in summer, and finding coals and candles.

I mentioned Lord Egremont. "He has been approached," Mr. Pitt replied, "and he turned it down." I then suggested Lord Winchilsea; the same answer was returned. I named a couple more, but the minister didn’t seem to like the idea of their appointments. I then mentioned Lord Somerville, who was known for his focus on certain areas of agriculture. Mr. Pitt's reply was, "He’s not exactly the right fit, but I think we have to choose him." The conversation ended with a clear decision that Lord S. would be the one. He was then elected, and on the same day, I received instructions from the Board to find a house (because Sir John S., now out of the picture, would no longer volunteer his), which I did, settling on one on Sackville Street. The Board quickly moved their property there and appointed the secretary to live in the house, with an annual allowance of one hundred guineas to pay the porter, maintain a maid during the summer, and supply coal and candles.

April 8.—A long gap, in which much has happened. The election, and Sir J. Sinclair deposed. The world gives its all to politics, but it was not caused solely by that motive; his management of the 3,000l. a year was next to throwing it away, and gradually created much disgust; had his industry been under the direction of a better judgment he would have been an admirable president. I have hired a house for him and myself in Sackville Street. Crag, the clerk, wants an apartment, and I have befriended him with Lord Somerville, the new president, much against my own convenience, for the house is not large enough; but, do as we would be done by, must be a rule far more obeyed by me in future than formerly, and it is more a convenience to him than an evil to me. It would be easy for me to prevent it, and time has been that I should have taken that part; but God send me the power to follow better dictates. I have been twice more at Holwood. I have written a 317new pamphlet, a ‘Letter to Wilberforce.’ I have worked hard at my Lincoln report, and the election, with the business public and private concerning it, has been on the whole such a worry, that I long for a week or two of privacy and quiet, to render my mind more tranquil; it seems as if my whole life is to be lost in a bustle. I am now going to Petworth, and within the week to Bradfield; there I hope to make a momentary retreat, and have time for recollection. I do not suffer anything to distract me on a Sunday, or I should be lost in this hurry, and everything serious driven from my mind. I have anxiety also about my new habitation on another account, which is the doubt whether they will furnish it for me; if they should not, it will be a most heavy burthen of at least 200l., and an unjust one, elected as I am annually.

April 8.—A long gap during which a lot has happened. The election took place, and Sir J. Sinclair has been removed from his position. The world is fully focused on politics, but that wasn’t the only reason; his management of the £3,000 a year was almost reckless and gradually caused a lot of frustration. If his efforts had been guided by better judgment, he could have been an excellent president. I’ve rented a house for him and myself on Sackville Street. Crag, the clerk, is looking for a place to stay, and I’ve helped him connect with Lord Somerville, the new president, even though it’s not the best move for me, as the house isn’t big enough. However, treating others as we wish to be treated has to be a rule I stick to more strictly than I have in the past, and it’s more of an advantage for him than a burden for me. It would be easy for me to stop this, and there was a time when I would have taken that stance; but I hope to have the strength to follow better principles. I’ve been to Holwood two more times. I’ve written a new pamphlet, a ‘Letter to Wilberforce.’ I’ve worked hard on my Lincoln report, and the election, along with the related public and private matters, has been so stressful that I long for a week or two of peace and quiet to calm my mind; it feels like my whole life is being consumed by chaos. I’m heading to Petworth now, and later this week to Bradfield; there I hope to find a brief refuge and some time for reflection. I refuse to let anything distract me on a Sunday, or I would get lost in this rush, and everything serious would leave my mind. I also have concerns about my new place for another reason, which is whether they will furnish it for me; if not, it will be a heavy burden of at least £200, which is unfair given that I’m elected every year.

Last Sunday se’nnight a new scene of sorrow and vexation. Arthur sent me a foolish letter of his written to Lloyd from Dover, by way of a stupid joke, describing an ideal conversation with some of O’Connor’s jurymen,[189] to frighten Lloyd, who sent it to Lofft, and he to Walker, to Erskine, &c. It was read in court at Maidstone, and Lord Egremont told me it had an immense effect, exciting universal indignation.

Last Sunday night, there was another scene of sadness and frustration. Arthur sent me a silly letter he wrote to Lloyd from Dover, as a dumb joke, describing a made-up conversation with some of O’Connor’s jurymen,[189] to scare Lloyd. Lloyd passed it on to Lofft, who then shared it with Walker, Erskine, and others. It was read in court at Maidstone, and Lord Egremont told me it had a huge impact, stirring up widespread outrage.

The Attorney-General pledged himself to punish it. The Jacobin papers kindly assigned it to Arthur Young, so all believed it to be me. I had a letter contradicting sent to four papers, and have been in 318incessant worry ever since, writing for explanation, employing Gotobed and Garrow, and seeing Lord Egremont often on it. I sent an express to the Attorney-General, with a letter to him, and another to O’Connor’s counsel. All agree Lofft to be a base villain, pretending so much friendship for all the family, and keeping the letter ten days in spite of Lloyd demanding it, and never asking any explanation or naming it to Mrs. Y., Mary, or A. I have fretted about this affair and worried myself terribly, and with reasons, for it will be the utter ruin of my son. Possibly a fine of 500l. and two years’ imprisonment if he is not able to prove it to be a jest. To avoid being punished as a rascal, he must prove himself the greatest fool in Christendom, which he certainly is, for the letter was unquestionably a humbug.

The Attorney-General promised to take action against it. The Jacobin papers pointed the finger at Arthur Young, so everyone assumed it was me. I sent a letter to four newspapers to deny it and have been in 318 nonstop worry since then, writing for clarification, involving Gotobed and Garrow, and frequently meeting with Lord Egremont about it. I dispatched an urgent message to the Attorney-General, with a letter for him, and another for O’Connor’s lawyer. Everyone agrees that Lofft is an awful person, pretending to care for the whole family, yet holding onto the letter for ten days despite Lloyd asking for it, and never mentioning it to Mrs. Y., Mary, or A. I've obsessed over this issue and stressed myself out terribly, and with good reason, as it could completely ruin my son. There might be a fine of 500l. and two years in prison if he can't prove it was a joke. To avoid being punished as a scoundrel, he has to show that he is the biggest fool in the world, which he certainly is, because the letter was definitely a scam.

June 23rd.—I have had a roasting three weeks languishing for the country; but, however, not discontented, and bringing my mind with some success to submit cheerfully to everything I meet with. Arthur has been in Kent and procured nine or ten affidavits of the jurymen; those who refuse he never set eyes on till he made the application, so he has cleared himself to me, but whether it will do for the Attorney-General is another question. It is a sad business, and will be very expensive, when I can ill afford it.

June 23.—I've spent the last three weeks yearning for the countryside; however, I'm not unhappy, managing to accept everything I encounter with a positive attitude. Arthur has been in Kent and obtained nine or ten affidavits from the jurors; those who declined, he never saw until he made the request, so he has cleared himself in my eyes, but whether it will satisfy the Attorney-General is another matter. It's a difficult situation and will be quite costly, which I can hardly afford.

I have been four days at Woburn with Lord Somerville—a very great meeting. The duke desired me to preside at the lower end of the table; he told me to keep Stone from it.

I have been at Woburn with Lord Somerville for four days—a really significant gathering. The duke asked me to sit at the lower end of the table; he told me to keep Stone away from it.

I have been thrice at Holwood and conversed with 319Mr. Pitt every time, but it is only on farming. No wonder. Reading Baxter’s ‘Serious Call to a Holy Life,’ which I have done with great pleasure, and have begun it a second time. I think it an admirable performance. Charity and a universal intention to please God in everything are recommended with great ability.

I’ve visited Holwood three times and talked with Mr. Pitt each time, but it was only about farming. That’s not surprising. I’ve read Baxter’s ‘Serious Call to a Holy Life,’ which I enjoyed a lot, and I’ve started it again. I think it’s an excellent work. It strongly recommends charity and a genuine intention to please God in everything.

I have forgotten to add a word about my new habitation. It is an admirable house, and Mrs. Young’s only apprehension was the plan of Cragg, the first clerk, having apartments in it; but when it came to be debated, Lord Carrington procured it entirely to me, with an allowance of 90l. a year for a porter, maid, coals, &c. Upon the whole it is an arrangement which is equal in all to 100l. a year to me, and in comfort, saving me the trouble of thrice a year seeking lodgings, as good as a hundred more.

I forgot to mention my new place. It’s a great house, and Mrs. Young was only worried about Cragg, the first clerk, having some rooms in it. But when we talked it over, Lord Carrington made sure it was entirely for me, along with a budget of £90 a year for a porter, maid, fuel, etc. All in all, this arrangement amounts to about £100 a year for me, and in terms of comfort, it saves me the hassle of looking for a place to stay three times a year, which is worth at least an extra hundred.

I am thankful to God for it, and may He give me His grace not to apply to ill uses the favour of His providence.

I am grateful to God for this, and I hope He gives me the grace not to misuse the blessings of His providence.

July 14th!!!—This day twelvemonth it pleased God to take to Himself my ever dear and beloved child. In the evening at the Hall, my wife and self, children, and Miss Griffith joined in prayer.

July 14!—A year ago today, God chose to take my cherished and beloved child to be with Him. In the evening at the Hall, my wife, children, Miss Griffith, and I gathered for prayer.

[The remainder of the diary, chiefly detailing morbid religious introspection, is not of sufficient interest to include.]

[The rest of the diary, mainly focusing on dark religious reflections, isn't interesting enough to include.]

Notes from Memorandum-book

Notes from Notebook

March.—A dinner for fifteen poor children, 11s. 10d.[190]

March.—Dinner for fifteen underprivileged kids, 11s. 10d.[190]

Another dinner for thirty-seven children, 16s. 6d.

Another dinner for thirty-seven children, 16s. 6d.

320Another dinner for forty-seven children, 1l. 6s. 6d.

320Another dinner for forty-seven kids, 1l. 6s. 6d.

April.—This month seven dinners to about forty-eight children each time.

April.—This month, we hosted seven dinners for around forty-eight children each time.

May.—Four dinners to about forty-eight children each time.

May.—Four dinners for around forty-eight children each time.

This year I sold the copyright of my ‘Travels’ for 250 guineas.

This year I sold the copyright of my ‘Travels’ for 250 guineas.

April 1799.—In London. I am alone, therefore at peace. I rise at four or five o’clock and go to bed at nine to ten P.M.

April 1799.—In London. I'm alone, so I'm at peace. I wake up around four or five in the morning and go to bed between nine and ten P.M.

I have no pleasures, and wish for none, saving that comfort which religion gives me; and the sooner I make it my only pleasure the wiser I shall be. I go to no amusements, and read some Scripture every day; never lay aside my good books but for business. I have dined out but little, and wish for no more than I have. I get into habits of reading and writing, and don’t like to quit them; privacy, and silence, and retirement suit me, and I am content. New servants, all; and the cook, a two-handed Yahoo, and cannot boil a potato. No matter, I am passed being troubled at such things, but I like old servants, and can’t bear this change.

I have no pleasures and don’t want any, except for the comfort that religion brings me; and the sooner I make it my only pleasure, the wiser I’ll be. I don’t go to any entertainments and read some Scripture every day; I only set aside my good books for work. I’ve hardly dined out and don’t want more than I already have. I get into the habit of reading and writing, and I don’t want to stop. I enjoy privacy, silence, and solitude, and I’m content. New servants all around; the cook is a clumsy oaf and can’t even boil a potato. No matter, I’ve moved past being bothered by such things, but I prefer old servants and can’t stand this change.

May 4 of this year I went to the opera with Mrs. Oakes;[191] and that amusement which had for so many years been my delight, I met so coldly as to be almost asleep through much of the performance. What a change had taken place in my mind! This was the last public diversion at which I have been present.

On May 4 of this year, I went to the opera with Mrs. Oakes;[191] and the entertainment that had delighted me for so many years left me feeling so detached that I was nearly asleep for much of the performance. What a change had happened in my mind! This was the last public event I attended.

I thank the Father of mercies that I have yet 321retained my attention to religion, that I have read few books but those of devotion, that I live very retired without any regret, that I rise at four or five o’clock, and never omit my private devotions, morn and eve, and but rarely family prayer. Thank the Almighty goodness I have almost weaned myself from the world.

I’m grateful to the God of mercy that I still pay attention to my faith, that I’ve only read a few books and most of them are about devotion, that I live a pretty quiet life without any regrets, that I get up at four or five in the morning, and I never skip my personal prayers, both morning and evening, and I rarely miss family prayer. Thank goodness I’ve almost detached myself from the world.

June 4.—The King’s birthday. I have been in Kensington Gardens to see the King review 8,000 volunteers of London and Westminster. These corps owe their origin I may, without presumption, say to me, and I should in a former part of my life have been full of mortification and envy at the gay and brilliant situation of others, whilst I was a humble spectator lost in the crowd, ‘the mob’ as I should once have called them; but, thank God, I had no such ideas, and am more free from sin of such thoughts than I am from that of entering this note of it. My mind was much occupied in thinking of such multitudes of people of all ranks, all ages, from infancy to decrepitude, gay, lively, and running at the tilt of pleasure, followed by more splendid scenes of courts, balls, dinners and all, all to be in a few years in their graves, their souls in their eternal doom, thoughtless as they may now be.

June 4.—The King’s birthday. I went to Kensington Gardens to watch the King review 8,000 volunteers from London and Westminster. I can confidently say that these groups originated from my efforts, and in the past, I would have felt a mix of humiliation and jealousy seeing others in such a glamorous position while I stood as a humble onlooker, lost in the crowd, which I would have referred to as ‘the mob.’ Fortunately, I don’t hold those kinds of thoughts anymore, and I feel less guilty about recording this observation than I do about the thoughts I used to have. My mind was occupied with the sight of so many people from all walks of life, of all ages, from babies to the elderly, joyful and lively, chasing after pleasure, all while being followed by grand scenes of courts, balls, and dinners, all of which will soon be mere memories as they will face their graves, their souls meeting their eternal fate, all of this while they remain completely oblivious.

I work myself as often as I can, and as much as I can, into meditations on the utter vanity of all such scenes and thence to the inanity.

I push myself as much as I can into thoughts about the complete emptiness of all these situations and then to the pointlessness.

July 1.—Wrote Mrs. Oakes an account of my visits to the King’s farm. I got Sir J. Banks to ask his leave to see his farm. He gave it readily, and said he would order Frost, his bailiff, to show me everything 322completely. I wrote, but my letter came, by mistake of the post, after I was there myself; and as Frost knew the King would like to see me, he went when likely to meet him on his return from a review. The Queen, Prince of Wales, the Princesses, &c., were in two sociables, and the King on horseback, with his train of lords, aides-de-camp, &c. He inquired who I was, and called me to him; rode up to the Queen, &c., and introduced me. The Queen said it was long since I was at Windsor, &c., not recollecting me at first; they passed on, and then the King rode with me over his farm for two and a half hours, talking farming, asking questions without number, and waiting for answers, and reasoning upon points he differed in. Explained his system of crops, his reasons, with many observations; enquired about the Board, the publications of it, the ‘Annals,’ and asked if I continued to work on my ‘Elements,’ which I have been many years about; recommended me to compress the sense of quotations in short paragraphs, ‘as there are many, Mr. Young, who catch the sense of a short paragraph, that lose the meaning of a long one;’ said the work would be highly useful. Those who read the two letters of R. R. in the last ‘Annals,’ written by his Majesty, will see how clearly he expresses himself. He enquired about my farm, grasses, sheep, &c.; he has himself only 160 lambs from 800 ewes. His strong land farm is in admirable order, and the crops all clean and fine. He was very desirous that I should see all, and ordered Frost to carry me to two or three other things next morning. I found fault with his hogs. He said I must not find fault with a 323present to him; the Queen was so kind as to give them from Germany, and while the intention was pleasing, we must not examine the object too critically. ‘The value of the intention, Mr. Young, is greater than a better breed.’ He told me he learned the principles of his farming from my books, and found them very just. Quoted particularly the ‘Rural Economy:’ Cattle give manure, and manure corn. ‘Well understood now, sir, but not so well before you wrote.’ When I said anything that struck him he turned about to tell it to the nobles that followed. He is the politest of men, keeps his hat off till every one is covered. An officer with a lady in a whisky drew in his horse as he saw the King crossing the road, taking his hat off. The King rode up to him, uncovered, and conversed a little, and afterwards said, ‘I think it is Captain Thorp, of such a regiment.’ What a memory!

July 1.—I wrote to Mrs. Oakes about my visits to the King’s farm. I got Sir J. Banks to ask for permission to see the farm. He agreed readily and said he would instruct Frost, his bailiff, to show me around completely. I wrote a letter, but it arrived, by mistake of the post, after I had already been there; and since Frost knew the King would like to see me, he went out to meet him on his return from a review. The Queen, the Prince of Wales, the Princesses, etc., were in two carriages, while the King rode on horseback, accompanied by his group of lords, aides-de-camp, etc. He asked who I was and called me over; then he rode up to the Queen and others and introduced me. The Queen mentioned that it had been a long time since I was last at Windsor, not recognizing me at first; they moved on, and then the King rode with me around his farm for two and a half hours, discussing farming, asking countless questions, waiting for answers, and reasoning about points where we disagreed. He explained his crop system, his reasons behind it, with many observations; he asked about the Board, its publications, and the ‘Annals,’ and inquired if I was still working on my ‘Elements,’ which I had been developing for many years; he suggested that I condense the sense of quotations into short paragraphs, ‘as there are many, Mr. Young, who catch the sense of a short paragraph but miss the meaning of a longer one;’ he said the work would be very beneficial. Those who read the two letters from R. R. in the last ‘Annals,’ written by his Majesty, will see how clearly he expresses himself. He asked about my farm, grasses, sheep, etc.; he himself has only 160 lambs from 800 ewes. His strong land farm is in excellent order, with all the crops clean and thriving. He was very keen for me to see everything and instructed Frost to take me to two or three more things the next morning. I critiqued his hogs. He said I shouldn’t criticize a gift from him; the Queen kindly brought them from Germany, and although the intention was nice, we shouldn't examine the gift too critically. ‘The value of the intention, Mr. Young, is greater than a better breed.’ He told me he learned the principles of his farming from my books and found them very accurate. He specifically mentioned the ‘Rural Economy’: Cattle produce manure, and manure grows corn. ‘That is well understood now, sir, but it wasn't so clear before you wrote.’ Whenever I said something that caught his interest, he turned around to share it with the nobles following him. He is the politest of men and keeps his hat off until everyone else is covered. An officer with a lady in a carriage pulled in his horse as he saw the King crossing the road, taking his hat off. The King rode up to him, uncovered, chatted a little, and afterward said, ‘I think it’s Captain Thorp, of such a regiment.’ What a memory!

Enquired much about the Duke of Bedford’s party at Woburn, &c. &c. I forgot three-fourths. He was in high spirits, and looks remarkably well.

Enquired a lot about the Duke of Bedford’s gathering at Woburn, etc. I’ve forgotten most of it. He was in great spirits and looks really good.

My son this year married Miss Jane Berry, daughter of Edward Berry, Esq. The connection arose from her being at school with my dear Bobbin at Campden House, and afterwards visiting us at Bradfield.

My son got married this year to Miss Jane Berry, the daughter of Edward Berry, Esq. They connected because she was in school with my dear Bobbin at Campden House and later visited us at Bradfield.

Selected letters from those received this year:—

Selected letters from those received this year:—

From Count Rumford on lime-kilns and cement for fire-places, &c.

From Count Rumford on lime kilns and cement for fireplaces, etc.

‘Brompton Row: Jan. 8, 1799.

‘Dear Sir,—On my return to town last evening from Broadlands I found your letter. I beg you will 324present my best compliments to Lord Egremont and assure his lordship that it would give me very great pleasure to visit Petworth and see the various improvements he has, and is, introducing into the neighbourhood; but my stay in England will be but short, and, as I have more to do in the meantime than it will be possible for me to execute without being very industrious, I must devote all my time to those occupations in which I am engaged.

‘Dear Sir,—Last night, when I returned to town from Broadlands, I found your letter. Please extend my best regards to Lord Egremont and let him know that I would be very happy to visit Petworth and see the various improvements he has made and is making in the area; however, my time in England will be short, and since I have more to do in the meantime than I can manage without being quite focused, I must dedicate all my time to my current commitments. 324

‘I wish it were in my power to give you any satisfactory information respecting lime-kilns, but I have not yet had leisure to complete the experiments I had projected, and which are necessary in order to enable me to form decided opinions on that subject. The kiln I had constructed at Munich not being well built, and being forced with too intense a fire before the masonry was properly dried, cracked, and burst open from top to bottom, so that no just conclusions can be drawn from the imperfect experiments that were made with it.

'I wish I could provide you with any useful information about lime kilns, but I haven't had the time to finish the experiments I planned, which are essential for me to form solid opinions on the topic. The kiln I built in Munich wasn't constructed well, and it was subjected to too much heat before the masonry had fully dried, causing it to crack and break apart from top to bottom, meaning no reliable conclusions can be drawn from the flawed experiments that were conducted with it.'

‘With regard to the best materials for withstanding the action of intense fire, I believe common fire-bricks, as they are called, to be one of the best. I am just now employing them in the construction of open chimney fire-places, and they seem to answer perfectly well. In laying them I have a cement of clay and brick dust instead of common mortar.

‘When it comes to the best materials for resisting intense fire, I think common firebricks are one of the best options. I'm currently using them to build open chimney fireplaces, and they seem to work perfectly. Instead of regular mortar, I’m using a mix of clay and brick dust as my cement.’

‘One of the best kinds of cement for resisting the action of fire I ever met with was composed of equal parts of brick dust, quick lime, and iron filings, mixed up with blood. It unites itself firmly to metals 325as to bricks and stones of all kinds, and even the most intense fire seems to have very little effect on it. It may even be made to join metals to stones, or even wood to metals. Our soap boilers in Bavaria use it to join the wooden tops of their boilers to their copper bottoms, which it does in so effectual a manner that they are very seldom found to leak. It was from them I learnt the secret of the composition of this most useful cement. I have no doubt but it would be found to answer very well for plastering the backs and covings of open chimney fire-places. I wish you would make a trial. If it should be found to answer it would be a most important discovery, for in that case bricks would certainly be as good, or even better, than fire-stones for constructing fire-places.

One of the best types of cement forwithstanding fire that I’ve come across is made of equal parts of brick dust, quicklime, and iron filings, mixed with blood. It bonds tightly to metals as well as to all kinds of bricks and stones, and even the hottest fire doesn't seem to affect it much. It can even be used to bond metals to stones, or wood to metals. Our soap makers in Bavaria use it to connect the wooden tops of their boilers to their copper bottoms, and it works so effectively that they rarely leak. I learned the secret of this very useful cement from them. I’m sure it would work well for plastering the backs and ledges of open fireplace chimneys. I hope you’ll give it a try. If it proves effective, it would be a significant discovery, as bricks could definitely be as good, or even better, than firestones for building fireplaces.

‘I am, dear Sir, with unfeigned regard and esteem,

‘I am, dear Sir, with genuine regard and respect,

‘Yours most faithfully,
Rumford.’
From the Duke of Grafton
‘Piccadilly: 1799.

‘Dear Sir,—I had but just time to cast an eye on Mr. Wilberforce’s letter last night, and seeing that the references are so many to texts of Scripture, I must desire you to leave it with me till I can have a good hour’s leisure to give it that consideration which everything from him must deserve.

‘Dear Sir,—I only had a moment to glance at Mr. Wilberforce’s letter last night, and noticing the numerous references to Scripture, I kindly ask you to leave it with me until I have a good hour to give it the attention it truly deserves.’

‘I wish Mr. Wilberforce[192] and myself were agreed upon all points as we are on the (I fear) hopeless 326attempts to abolish totally the slave trade. Depend upon it that no one who knows that gentleman so little honours him more than myself; nor do I impute any opinions or dogmas to him which I have not learnt from his writings. I believe him to be an upright, sincerely pious and beneficent character, treading a road that leads to future happiness, even should he be under great but involuntary errors. Will he say the same of any one of those whom he improperly calls Socinians? For, though they honour the memory of Socinus, they do not follow his faith; far from it, for they acknowledge no masters on matters of religion but Christ and His Apostles.

‘I wish Mr. Wilberforce[192] and I were in agreement on everything as we are on the (I fear) futile attempts to completely abolish the slave trade. Believe me, no one who knows that man less respects him more than I do; nor do I attribute any beliefs or opinions to him that I haven't learned from his writings. I view him as an honest, genuinely religious, and kind person, following a path that leads to future happiness, even if he has some significant but unintentional misconceptions. Will he say the same about any of those he mistakenly calls Socinians? For while they honor the memory of Socinus, they don't adhere to his beliefs; quite the opposite, because they recognize no authority in religious matters other than Christ and His Apostles.

‘Yours very faithfully,
Grafton.’
From Dr. Burney[193]
‘Dover: Sept. 11, 1799.

‘My dear Sir,—Your letter [arrived] at Quarley after I had left my friend Mr. Cox, and was returned to Chelsea preparing for a journey into Kent. I have been here and hereabouts near three weeks in the thick of all the military bustle of this county. My headquarters are at my friend Mr. Crewe’s house in this town, the best it affords, and is taken for three months. Mr. Crewe, being colonel of the Second Royal Cheshire Militia, is quartered at Hythe, but comes over frequently, Mrs. and Miss Crewe being stationed here. The Duke of Portland and Lady Mary 327Bentinck came hither on a visit last Thursday, and remained inmates with us till yesterday morning. Being within eight or nine miles of the camp on Barham Downs and seven of Walmer Castle, we have been there several times, have dined twice at Sir Charles Grey’s, the commander-in-chief at the camp, and twice at Walmer Castle with Mr. Pitt, Mr. Dundas, and Lady Jane Dundas, who does the honours, and is a most amiable, sweet, and charming woman. Mr. Ryder and Lady Susan have a small house just by the castle, and Mr. Canning is lodged within its walls. The Duke of York was there for several days before he embarked for Holland. We, that is Mrs. and Miss Crewe, with Lady Mary Bentinck, went in one coach, and the Duke of Portland, with your humble servant, in another, at five o’clock on Sunday morning to see the third embarkation launched. The wind was furiously adverse, but it was done with wonderful dexterity, quickness, and cheerfulness, without accident. The Duke of York and Mr. Dundas were on the beach, the ladies were all in tears; the soldiers in high spirits, and all fun and jollity. We afterwards went to Walmer Castle to breakfast, and as the Duke of York was not to embark till the evening, Mr. Pitt invited Mrs. Crewe and her party to stay and take an early scrambling dinner. This was accepted, and we remained in the castle while the cannon on its ramparts were fired on his Royal Highness entering the launch in sight of a fleet of at least two hundred sail of ships, by which he was saluted; and we saw the flash of every gun, and heard the report which was brought to us by the raging east wind, forte, fortissimo. It was 328a glorious sight! God prosper the expedition, and grant that those brave men who are gone so cheerfully to fight our battles and those of all Europe, may come home with honour and whole bones. The Duke of Portland’s youngest son, Lord Charles Bentinck, sailed with the Duke of York, and young Crewe sails to-day with the last embarkation, being lieut.-colonel commandant of the Ninth Regiment of Infantry. The hymn to the Emperor and Souvarow’s[194] march have been sung and played to all these great folks with good effect and applause. Lady Susan Ryder and Miss Crewe sing it admirably, and I join in the chorus. I have obliged all the ladies mentioned above, including Lady Grey, with copies of these compositions; they are all musicians, and are the personages in the world most deserving of such a favour, and where the granting of it will be of most use.

‘My dear Sir, — Your letter arrived at Quarley after I had left my friend Mr. Cox and returned to Chelsea, getting ready for a trip to Kent. I've been around here for nearly three weeks amidst all the military activity in this county. My headquarters are at my friend Mr. Crewe’s house in this town, the best available, taken for three months. Mr. Crewe, being the colonel of the Second Royal Cheshire Militia, is stationed at Hythe, but he visits here often, as Mrs. and Miss Crewe are based here. The Duke of Portland and Lady Mary Bentinck came for a visit last Thursday and stayed with us until yesterday morning. Being just eight or nine miles from the camp on Barham Downs and seven from Walmer Castle, we've been there several times, dined twice at Sir Charles Grey’s—who is the commander-in-chief at the camp—and twice at Walmer Castle with Mr. Pitt, Mr. Dundas, and Lady Jane Dundas, who is charming, sweet, and a delightful hostess. Mr. Ryder and Lady Susan have a small house nearby, and Mr. Canning is staying within the castle grounds. The Duke of York was there for several days before he set off for Holland. We—Mrs. and Miss Crewe along with Lady Mary Bentinck—went in one carriage, while the Duke of Portland and I rode in another, setting off at five o’clock on Sunday morning to see the third launch. The wind was against us, but it happened with impressive skill, speed, and cheerfulness, without a hitch. The Duke of York and Mr. Dundas were on the beach; the ladies were all in tears while the soldiers were in high spirits, full of fun and merriment. We later went to Walmer Castle for breakfast, and since the Duke of York wasn’t leaving until the evening, Mr. Pitt invited Mrs. Crewe and her group to stay for an early casual dinner. They accepted, and we lingered in the castle while the cannons on its ramparts were fired as His Royal Highness entered the launch, visible to a fleet of at least two hundred ships that gave him a salute; we saw the flash from every gun and heard the sound carried to us by the fierce east wind, forte, fortissimo. It was a magnificent sight! God speed the expedition, and may those brave men who have gone off so eagerly to fight our battles and those of all Europe return home with honor and in one piece. The Duke of Portland’s youngest son, Lord Charles Bentinck, sailed with the Duke of York, and young Crewe sets off today with the final group, being the lieutenant-colonel in command of the Ninth Regiment of Infantry. The hymn to the Emperor and Souvarow’s march have been performed for all these distinguished guests to great effect and applause. Lady Susan Ryder and Miss Crewe sing it beautifully, and I join in the chorus. I’ve given copies of these pieces to all the ladies mentioned above, including Lady Grey; they are all musicians and truly deserving of such a favor, and it will be of the most use to grant it to them.’

‘I congratulate you on the great events of this wonderful campaign, not forgetting the acquisition of the Dutch fleet, which, I am glad to find, is ordered to England. The Duke of Portland received a letter yesterday before he left Dover from his son, who is with Marshal Souvarow (pronounced Souvaroff), of the battle of Novi, confirming all that the French have told us of the death of their General Joubert, of Moreau’s being unhorsed, and all his staff killed, wounded, or prisoners. It has cost the Allies 5,000 men. However, 329it seems to put an end to all other fighting and resistance by Jacobin armies of Italy.

‘I congratulate you on the significant events of this amazing campaign, including the acquisition of the Dutch fleet, which I'm pleased to hear is being sent to England. The Duke of Portland received a letter yesterday before he left Dover from his son, who is with Marshal Souvarow (pronounced Souvaroff), regarding the battle of Novi, confirming everything the French have told us about the death of their General Joubert, Moreau being thrown from his horse, and all of his staff being killed, wounded, or captured. The Allies have lost 5,000 men. However, it seems to bring an end to all other fighting and resistance from the Jacobin armies in Italy.

‘I intend returning in about ten days, but have a visit of a few days to make on the road to Sir William and Lady Fawcett, at Eltham.

‘I plan to return in about ten days, but I have a visit to make for a few days on the way to Sir William and Lady Fawcett at Eltham.

‘God bless you.
‘My dear Sir,
Charles Burney.’

1800. Bradfield.—I never come to this place without reaping all the pleasure which any place can give me now. It is beautiful and healthy, and is endeared to me by so many recollections, melancholy ones now, alas! that I feel more here than anywhere else. Here have I lived from my infancy, here my dear mother breathed her last, here was all I knew of a sister, and the church contains the remains of my father, mother, and ever beloved child! Here, under my window, her little garden—the shrubs and flowers she planted—the willow on the island, her room, her books, her papers. There have I prayed to the Almighty that I might join her in the next world. All that locality can give an interest to in this world is here—sweet Bradfield, to use an epithet of my dear mother fifty years ago at Bath!—the scene also of many and great sins; and of none perhaps greater than the black ingratitude of never thanking God with fervency for the blessing of such a spot till misery turned my heart to Him, and oh! how cold my thanksgivings compared with what I ought to feel!

1800. Bradfield.—I never come to this place without experiencing all the joy that any location can offer me now. It’s beautiful and healthy, and it's special to me because of so many memories, sadly melancholic ones now, that I feel more here than anywhere else. I've lived here since I was a child; it's where my dear mother passed away, where I knew my sister, and the church holds the remains of my father, mother, and beloved child! Here, right outside my window, is her little garden—the shrubs and flowers she planted—the willow on the island, her room, her books, her papers. I've prayed to the Almighty here that I might join her in the next life. Everything that can give a place meaning in this world is here—sweet Bradfield, to use a term my dear mother used fifty years ago at Bath!—also the site of many great sins, and perhaps none greater than the deep ingratitude of never truly thanking God for the blessing of such a place until hardship opened my heart to Him, and oh! how feeble my thanksgivings are compared to what I should feel!

To me it has, however, often been a source of foolish 330uneasiness. I have reflected on the increasing taxes and burthens on land and houses in this kingdom as the inevitable cause of ruin to all little estates; they are gone or fast going in this country, and what hope can I have that this should remain in the posterity of so poor a person as I am?

To me, it has often been a source of foolish uneasiness. I have thought about the increasing taxes and burdens on land and houses in this country as the unavoidable cause of ruin for all small estates; they are disappearing or are close to disappearing in this country, and what hope can I have that this will last for the descendants of someone as poor as I am?

I have preserved it by a life of industry and singular success, or it had gone long ago. But such thoughts are wicked. All is in the hands of the great Preserver and Disposer of all earthly as well as all other existence.

I have kept it safe through hard work and unique achievements, or it would have been lost a long time ago. But such thoughts are wrong. Everything is in the control of the great Preserver and Organizer of all earthly and other existence.

How few years are passed since I should have pushed on eagerly to Woburn! This time twelvemonth I dined with the duke on the Sunday. The party not very numerous, but chiefly of rank; the entertainment more splendid than usual there. He expects me to-day, but I have more pleasure in resting, going twice to church and eating a morsel of cold lamb at a very humble inn, than partaking of gaiety and dissipation at a great table which might as well be spread for a company of heathens as English lords and men of fashion.

How few years have passed since I should have eagerly headed to Woburn! A year ago today, I had lunch with the duke on Sunday. The group wasn’t very large, but mostly made up of people of high rank; the event was more extravagant than usual. He expects me today, but I find more joy in relaxing, going to church twice, and having a bit of cold lamb at a small inn than in joining the festivities and excess at a grand table that could just as easily be set for a bunch of barbarians as for English lords and fashionable gentlemen.

In my way from Royston to Baldock, passing a village I saw a couple of cottages which seemed very miserable. Alighted therefore and entered one. The woman said she was very unhappy. I enquired why? Her daughter was now dead in the house. How old? Thirty-eight. Married to a glazier in London. She had been down with her mother some time for health in a decline, and died two days ago. ‘I hope she died a good Christian.’ ‘I hope so,’ replied the woman, who 331seemed to feel very little. And it is the blessing of God that they do not—they cannot afford to grieve like their betters. It was odd that I should happen to stop and enter a cottage with a corpse in it, but nothing interesting followed. God forbid it should be for want of my sifting and enquiring more—but nothing led to it. The husband was expected soon, and the woman has a son, a miller, who keeps her, a cow, and she had a good pig feeding at the door. She was, however, thankful for the trifle I gave her.

On my way from Royston to Baldock, I passed a village and saw a couple of cottages that looked pretty rundown. So, I got out and went into one. The woman inside said she was very unhappy. I asked why? Her daughter had just died in the house. How old was she? Thirty-eight. Married to a glazier in London. She had been visiting her mom for some time because her health was failing and died two days ago. ‘I hope she died a good Christian.’ ‘I hope so,’ the woman replied, seeming to feel very little. It’s a blessing from God that they don’t—they can’t afford to grieve like those better off. It was strange that I happened to stop and enter a cottage with a corpse in it, but nothing noteworthy came of it. God forbid it was because I didn’t ask enough questions, but there was just nothing else to learn. The husband was expected soon, and the woman had a son, a miller, who was taking care of her, a cow, and she had a decent pig feeding at the door. She was, however, grateful for the little I gave her.

My adventures increase and have a strange similitude. Passing through Millbrook, near Lord Ossory’s, some cottages, with corn in their gardens, on the slopes of a narrow sandy vale, caught my eye, but speedily passing it was a second thought to stop the horse and walk down to them. There are thirteen of them, and all inhabited by owners. A hemp weaver, who lives in the first I entered, gave me an account of them all, and amongst the rest he named Underwood’s, who had a large family, and was sadly poor. I went to it. Poor indeed! the cottage almost tumbling down, the wind blowing through it on every side. On a bed, which was hardly good enough for a hog, was the woman very ill and moaning; she had been lately brought to bed, and her infant was dead in a cradle by the bedside. What a spectacle! She had four children living; one, a little girl, was at home, and putting together a few embers on the hearth. My heart sank within me at the sight of so much misery, and so dark, cold, tattered and wretched a room. Merciful God, to take the little child to Himself, rather than leave it existing in such a 332place. What a sight! I entered another cottage, which was lately built, neat and cheerful, the Widow Scarboro’s; she earns something by washing, but her smoky chimney most uncomfortable. No wonder, with the old broad high fire-place. In the depth of winter the door must be open. I told her how to cure it, but I wished to give her a Rumford grate and see it fixed. Impossible! and her evils are nothing to poor Underwood’s.

My adventures keep getting more interesting and start to feel oddly similar. As I passed through Millbrook, near Lord Ossory’s place, I noticed some cottages with corn growing in their gardens on the slopes of a narrow sandy valley. I quickly thought about stopping the horse and walking down to them. There are thirteen cottages, and they're all owned by the residents. The hemp weaver who lives in the first one I entered told me about all of them, mentioning Underwood's, who had a big family and was sadly poor. I decided to check it out. It was indeed poor! The cottage was nearly falling apart, with the wind blowing through it from all sides. On a bed that was barely fit for an animal lay a woman who was very ill and moaning; she had recently given birth, and her baby was dead in a cradle by the bedside. What a heartbreaking sight! She had four living children; one, a little girl, was at home, gathering a few embers on the hearth. I felt my heart sink at the sight of such misery in that dark, cold, tattered, and wretched room. Merciful God, to take the little child to Himself rather than leave it in such a 332place. What a scene! I then entered another cottage, which had recently been built, tidy and bright; it belonged to the Widow Scarboro. She makes some money by doing laundry, but her chimney is really smoky and uncomfortable. No surprise, given the old wide high fireplace. In the middle of winter, the door must be left open. I told her how to fix it, but I wished I could give her a Rumford grate and see it installed. Impossible! And her problems are nothing compared to poor Underwood's.

But how strange yesterday to find a dead woman in a house, and to-day a dead child, and in such an accidental manner, as it seems, to enter just these houses. No chance; the more I see, the more I reflect, the more I am convinced that the providence of the Almighty directs everything, but in a manner utterly incomprehensible to us; and it is the more incomprehensible from our paying so very little attention to it. If every one was to be careful to observe all such apparently accidental events, they would have reason to acknowledge the hand of Omnipotence. In three days how has what the world calls chance conducted my steps!

But how strange it was yesterday to find a dead woman in a house, and today a dead child, and to enter just these houses in such an accidental way. It’s not chance; the more I see and think about it, the more I’m convinced that the will of the Almighty directs everything, though in a way that’s completely beyond our understanding. It becomes even harder to grasp because we pay so little attention to it. If everyone were to pay close attention to all these seemingly random events, they would have reason to recognize the hand of a higher power. In just three days, look at how what the world calls chance has guided my steps!

These poor people know not by what tenure they hold their land; they say they once belonged to the duke, but that the duke has swopped them away to my lord (Lord Ossory). How little do the great know what they swop and what they receive! What would be a blessing poured into their hands if they knew how to use it. What a field is here! How very trifling the repairs to render these poor families warm and comfortable! Above their gardens on one side there is a waste fern tract now enclosed, from which 333small additions might be given them, yet would enable them to live from their ground at least much better than at present. What have not great and rich people to answer, for not examining into the situation of their poor neighbours?

These poor people don’t even understand how they own their land; they say they used to belong to the duke, but that the duke has handed them over to my lord (Lord Ossory). How little the powerful know about what they trade and what they gain! What could be a blessing in their hands if they only knew how to make use of it. What an opportunity is here! It would take so little to make these poor families warm and comfortable! Above their gardens on one side, there’s a barren area of ferns that’s now enclosed, from which small plots could be added for them, allowing them to live much better off the land than they do now. What responsibility do the wealthy and powerful have for not looking into the situation of their less fortunate neighbors?

To Woburn Abbey. Here is wealth and grandeur and worldly greatness; but I am sick of it as soon as I enter these splendid walls. I had rather be amongst the cottagers at Millbrook had I but the means of aiding them. I will see Lord Ossory, and try to do something for them.

To Woburn Abbey. Here is wealth and grandeur and worldly greatness; but I feel sick of it as soon as I walk through these impressive walls. I would rather be among the cottagers at Millbrook if I had the means to help them. I will see Lord Ossory and try to do something for them.

In these farming tours[195] of mine, vain ideas will too often rise in my mind on the importance of my labour to the public good; and were the improvement of agriculture alone to be considered, I believe little doubt could be entertained. But what is the tendency of all these improvements except to add to the wealth and prosperity of a country that is already under a most heavy responsibility to the Almighty for innumerable temporal blessings; repaid with the black ingratitude of irreligion, and a general contempt of everything serious or sacred. Carriers’ waggons and stage coaches are passing here every hour in open defiance of the laws 334of God and man; and the Sabbath is the sure day of labour for all travelling gentlemen. What horses are they that rest, that can by any means be made to work? Our fields are made to smile with cultivation for the profits of men thankless to Heaven. Can such a country continue to be thus blessed? I fear and dread some terrible reverse, and have the only hope that the prayers of religious men, Methodists as they are called, may be heard, and avert the misfortunes we deserve. It damps all vanity of public good attending such attempts as mine, to think of the use that is made of great wealth. Affliction and poverty may do something in bringing nations, like individuals, to their senses; but to increase the wealth that adds to our irreligion and ingratitude, is of a very poor importance indeed, and too questionable to permit one vain thought to be fairly founded.

During my farming tours[195], I often get caught up in the idea of how important my work is for the public good. If we only consider the improvement of agriculture, I believe there would be no doubt about its value. But what do all these improvements actually lead to, except to increase the wealth and prosperity of a country that already owes a heavy debt to God for countless blessings, which it repays with the ingratitude of irreligion and a general disdain for anything serious or sacred? Carriers’ wagons and stagecoaches pass by here every hour, openly disregarding the laws of both God and man, and the Sabbath has become a regular workday for all traveling gentlemen. What horses truly get a break if they are still made to work? Our fields are cultivated to benefit men who are utterly ungrateful to Heaven. Can such a country continue being so blessed? I fear and dread some terrible consequence, hoping only that the prayers of religious people, known as Methodists, might be heard and help us avoid the misfortunes we deserve. It dampens all my pride in contributing to the public good when I think about how great wealth is actually used. While suffering and poverty might help bring nations, like individuals, to their senses, increasing wealth that leads to our irreligion and ingratitude is of very little importance, and it is too questionable to allow even a single vain thought to be reasonably established.

July 7.—Breakfasting at Huntingdon from Kimbolton, after spending just a week with the duke and duchess. It has been so pleasant and agreeable that I am unhinged on quitting them. The duchess pleases me as much or more than any woman I have met these many years. Her character in every worldly respect is most amiable. There is a native ease, simplicity, and naïveté of character in her which delights me; and when I consider the life of the Duchess of Gordon, her mother, the great patroness of every dissipation, I am amazed at this secluded young duchess, who never goes to London, loves a retired life, and is quite contented on a fortune very moderate for the rank of her husband. She gave me her whole history, from going one summer for some weeks to drink goat’s whey on the mountains 335many miles beyond Gordon Castle, and running up and down the hills bare-footed, driving down the goats and milking them; and being delighted with the place and the life, though no human being within many miles except the family and an old woman of the solitary house. This was the case of all the girls; she never went to school, and laid in a fine stock of health, and with it a sweetness of temper and simplicity of character which, joined with an excellent understanding, contributed so much to form her as she is at present, calculated to be a blessing to her husband. She loves him, and behaves with a most exemplary and unexampled patience and mildness under his connection with Mrs. ——. I like her greatly,[196] and wish I could add that she was religious. She goes to church often, she says, and brings her four lovely children up to attend it; but I see she has no sense or feeling of real religion, which I spoke of repeatedly, and earnestly recommended. The next time they come to Culford they both promised to come and see me, and will do it I have no doubt. The spectacle in this age of seeing a very plain table, a plain unaffected way of living, and everything about them modest and moderate in scale, very little company, and never at London, yet all cheerfulness and content, even under the above circumstance, speaks a good heart and an amiable temper, as much 336as such can be good with the Almighty coming in for so poor a share of its attentions. I do and will pray to God that He will give her His grace to change in this respect, and then she will be a pattern for her sex.

July 7.—Having breakfasted at Huntingdon after spending just a week with the duke and duchess, I feel a bit unsettled leaving them. I find the duchess as pleasing, if not more so, than any woman I’ve met in years. She has a wonderfully charming personality in every way. There’s a natural ease, simplicity, and naivety about her that I truly enjoy. When I think about the life of the Duchess of Gordon, her mother, who indulges in every kind of extravagance, I’m amazed by this reserved young duchess who never goes to London, enjoys a quiet life, and is completely happy with a fortune that’s quite modest for her husband’s rank. She shared her entire story with me, talking about a summer she spent for weeks drinking goat’s whey on the mountains far beyond Gordon Castle, running barefoot up and down the hills, herding goats, and milking them. She loved the place and the lifestyle, even though there was no one around for miles except for her family and an old woman in a lonely house. This was true for all the girls; she never went to school but built up great health, which, combined with her sweet temperament and simple character, along with an excellent understanding, shaped her into the person she is today, becoming a blessing to her husband. She loves him and shows remarkable patience and gentleness despite his connection with Mrs. ——. I like her a lot,[196] and I wish I could say she was religious. She tells me she often goes to church and brings her four lovely children along, but I can see she lacks a true sense of or feeling for real religion, which I have spoken about repeatedly and earnestly recommended. The next time they come to Culford, they both promised to visit me, and I’m sure they will. In this day and age, the sight of a very simple table, an unaffected lifestyle, and everything about them being modest and moderate, with little company and never in London, yet all full of cheerfulness and contentment, even in light of her circumstances, reflects a good heart and a lovely temperament, even if such goodness is somewhat limited in its devotion to the Almighty. I do and will pray to God that He grants her the grace to change in this aspect, and then she will be a true example for her sex.

July 7.—To Huntingdon, St. Ives, and Holywell, at the Reverend Mr. Hutchinson’s, who was long at Kimbolton, and had livings given to him by the late duke; [has] four stout, well-looking, unmarried daughters, that have been marriageable some years. A common spectacle, and everywhere from the same cause: the fornication of men with the abandoned of the sex robs thousands of such virtuous and good girls of husbands. The more I reflect, the more I see the reason of God’s wrath and denunciations against this vice in Scripture, however natural it is, and however powerful the temptation. The more the temptation the more the wickedness to throw so many into it, by depriving those of husbands to whom God has given the right, but of which the vice of man deprives them. Every man would have his wife, and every woman her husband, were it not for whores and whoremongers. Christianity is in everything consistent with reason, morals, and the religion of nature.

July 7.—To Huntingdon, St. Ives, and Holywell, at the Reverend Mr. Hutchinson’s, who was at Kimbolton for a long time and received his positions from the late duke; [he has] four strong, attractive, unmarried daughters who have been eligible for marriage for several years. It’s a common sight, and it happens everywhere for the same reason: the promiscuity of men with women of ill repute robs countless virtuous and good girls of their husbands. The more I think about it, the more I understand the reasons behind God’s anger and the warnings against this sin in Scripture, no matter how natural it may be or how strong the temptation is. The greater the temptation, the more wickedness there is to lead so many into it, depriving those who have the right to a spouse—a right granted by God that man’s vice takes away from them. Every man would have his wife, and every woman her husband, if it weren’t for prostitutes and those who seek them out. Christianity aligns completely with reason, morals, and the religion of nature.

At St. Ives [met] a drunken beast, a doctor of divinity, is intoxicated every day; drunk about the streets; introduced himself to me, and breathed like a puncheon of rum in my face.

At St. Ives, I met a drunken guy, a doctor of divinity, who is wasted every day; stumbling around the streets; he approached me and blew the smell of rum right in my face.

Sunday, 20th: Downham.—I have had a busy week and gained a great variety of good intelligence; but what is it all but vanity and vexation of spirit if examined with view of a superior nature! However, it is my 337undoubted duty to do my best, and I must approve upon the whole of exerting as much industry for the Board as ever I did upon my own account. My employment is not only lawful, but useful; God grant me to render it as much so to the poor as circumstances will permit. In this week I have been at Wing’s at Thorney Abbey. A party of ladies [here], Mrs. Ansel of Ormsby in Lincolnshire and two daughters. They attacked me, but with politeness, on my rabbit article in the Lincoln report. I found from their conversation on Wilberforce and H. More that they are good Christians, so they might say anything; but we parted very good friends. At March: Reverend Mr. Jobson and a vulgar steward, a prating but a useful fellow, Wandby, dined with me.

Sunday, 20th: Downham.—I've had a busy week and gathered a lot of valuable information, but what does it all mean if looked at from a higher perspective? Still, it's my clear duty to do my best, and I must commit myself to working as hard for the Board as I ever did for my own interests. My work is not only lawful but also beneficial; may God help me make it as helpful to the less fortunate as possible. This week, I visited Wing's at Thorney Abbey. There was a group of ladies there, including Mrs. Ansel from Ormsby in Lincolnshire and her two daughters. They confronted me, though politely, about my rabbit article in the Lincoln report. From their discussion about Wilberforce and H. More, I gathered that they are good Christians, so they could say anything; still, we parted as good friends. At March: Reverend Mr. Jobson and a rather common steward, a talkative but useful guy named Wandby, had dinner with me.

At Downham: Lemon, Dashwood, and a poor fen man Talbot. I have gone on well for the object of my journey; would that I went on as well in the great journey to the next world! At church twice; Mr. Dashwood in his sermon spoke very properly on a topic which I have often thought should be inveighed upon vigorously: the great indecency of people sitting when they should kneel, which is now everywhere so common; but in the afternoon a better congregation and no sermon! For a clergyman to have an audience collected ready to hear him and yet quit the church without preaching, how very lukewarm he must be in care of souls who can bring himself without violence to such a conduct! Is this the way with Methodists as they are called? God forbid! With a 338church thus filled as that of England is, who can wonder at Sectaries increasing? All is poor work when men are not in earnest—when they are not as animated and eager in their sacred calling as others are in their business and shops. A parson should always think: what would St. Paul do on this occasion?

At Downham: Lemon, Dashwood, and a poor fen man, Talbot. I've been doing well for the purpose of my journey; I wish I was doing as well in the bigger journey to the next world! I went to church twice; Mr. Dashwood spoke very aptly in his sermon about a topic I often think should be strongly criticized: the great indecency of people sitting when they should be kneeling, which is now so widespread. But in the afternoon, there was a better crowd and no sermon! For a clergyman to have an audience ready to listen and then leave the church without preaching, he must be pretty indifferent about the souls he’s meant to care for to act that way without any struggle! Is this how the so-called Methodists operate? God forbid! With a church as full as the Church of England, who can be surprised at the growth of sects? Everything falls short when people aren’t serious—when they aren’t as passionate and eager in their sacred calling as others are in their businesses. A pastor should always ask: what would St. Paul do in this situation?

Sunday, August 3.—Dined last Tuesday with the Grand Jury at Cambridge, and in the afternoon Lord Hardwicke took me with him to Wimpole. On the Thursday, a great public day, seventy-three at dinner, turtle, venison, and everything that could be. A Lord Lieutenant’s gala which has not been these four years. Lady Cotton, Sir Wm. Rowley’s sister, there all the week, and a Miss Coburn. Lady Margaret Fordyce has uncommon talents, and reading and languages, French, Italian and German, but I mistake if she is not a bit of a fury when she has a mind. I don’t like her countenance. Lady H. pleases me better. Lord H. is very clever, has very good parts and a clear head, a man of business. I was pleased to find that he went twice to church, and read a long prayer at night to all the family, taken from the Liturgy. I shall be here a week, and have idled none of it away, but beat the country well for enclosures. I have not, however, broken my resolution of passing Sunday alone without being [misled], for even in such a family I had a farming expedition to the next parish, and conversation is never religious—I hope I shall do it no more.

Sunday, August 3.—I had dinner last Tuesday with the Grand Jury in Cambridge, and in the afternoon, Lord Hardwicke took me to Wimpole. On Thursday, which was a big public day, there were seventy-three people at dinner, with turtle, venison, and everything else imaginable. It was a gala hosted by the Lord Lieutenant, the first one in four years. Lady Cotton, Sir Wm. Rowley’s sister, was there all week, along with a Miss Coburn. Lady Margaret Fordyce has remarkable skills, particularly in reading and languages—French, Italian, and German—but I may be mistaken if she doesn’t have a fiery temper when she feels like it. I’m not particularly fond of her face. Lady H. is more to my liking. Lord H. is very smart, has great qualities, and a clear mind; he’s a businessman. I was glad to see that he went to church twice and read a long prayer at night to the whole family, taken from the Liturgy. I’ll be here for a week, and I haven’t wasted any of it, exploring the countryside for enclosures. However, I haven’t broken my resolution to spend Sunday alone without distractions, because even in such a family, I had a farming trip to the next parish, and conversations rarely turn to religion—I hope I won’t do that again.

Night.—Lord Hardwicke had all the family together, and read a long prayer taken from the Liturgy, from almost every part of it. I am glad to find a great Lord 339who is not ashamed of praying to God. May there be many such!

Night.—Lord Hardwicke had the whole family together and read a long prayer from the Liturgy, covering almost every part of it. I’m glad to see a great Lord who isn’t ashamed to pray to God. May there be many more like him!

4th.—I left Wimpole, and the 9th came to Bradfield after a journey of eight weeks, thanks to the Almighty, in health and safety. There passed a week, staying two Sundays. Mrs. Y. in great health, and when that is the case in too much irritation—God forgive her—life is a scene of worrying, time trifled with, a book never looked in, quarrels and irritation never subsiding. My daughter and daughter-in-law reading cart loads of novels. While at Bradfield I received from Sir J. Banks, confidentially, many enquiries about the means of encouraging the culture of hemp; they are therefore apprehensive of a war with Russia. At the time of the Russian armament I was consulted on the same subject by Lord Liverpool, but they do nothing except on the spur of the moment, and then never effectually. Heaven avert more wars, those scourges of humanity! This first week of my second journey[197] I have laboured very hard in my enquiries, and travelled many miles on bad roads, not finishing the day till six in the evening, and then dining and having much writing. Such a life I should earnestly wish to avoid if I had a home tolerably comfortable, but mine is so far from that description in almost every respect that I submit the better to being ever in harness. It is the will of God, and my duty is to submit with cheerfulness.

4th.—I left Wimpole, and on the 9th, I arrived at Bradfield after an eight-week journey, thanks to the Almighty, in good health and safety. I stayed for a week, including two Sundays. Mrs. Y. is in great health, but when that happens, it can lead to too much irritation—God forgive her—making life a constant source of worry, time wasted, books untouched, and endless quarrels and irritations. My daughter and daughter-in-law are reading piles of novels. While in Bradfield, I received several inquiries from Sir J. Banks regarding ways to encourage hemp cultivation; they’re concerned about a potential war with Russia. During the time of the Russian military buildup, Lord Liverpool had consulted me on the same topic, but they never take action unless it's urgent, and even then, it rarely leads to effective change. Heaven forbid more wars, those blights on humanity! During this first week of my second journey[197], I have worked very hard gathering information and traveling many miles on bad roads, not finishing my day until six in the evening, followed by dinner and a lot of writing. I sincerely wish to avoid such a life if I had a reasonably comfortable home, but mine is so far from that description in almost every way that I resign myself to being constantly busy. It’s God’s will, and my duty is to accept it with a positive spirit.

October 6th: Hounslow.—Found near twenty letters at the post-office, and, among the rest, two from Parker of Ripon, attorney to Sir Cecil Wray, Kilvington, and 340Allanson, to inform he had orders to hold me to bail on my bond to them on buying Knaresboro’ Forest, as Abbey of Northampton has not paid one shilling rent or interest. This is a fine affair; it is true there is land security for the 4,000l. of double the value, but who am I to get to bail me? I fear this is the hand of God working against me, and that He means me chastisement. The Lord’s will be done! I shall pray earnestly to be spared, but if it is His will, be it done, and may He grant me resignation, patience, and submission to His correction. It comes heavy at the moment, for I was much injured at Enfield by coffee out of copper, as I suppose, with a violent purging colic and vomiting, and left by it in a state of great debility of body; this stroke of fresh anxiety cuts therefore. May God be appeased and spare me the affliction.

October 6th: Hounslow.—I found almost twenty letters at the post office, including two from Parker of Ripon, the attorney for Sir Cecil Wray of Kilvington, and Allanson. They informed me that they have orders to hold me to bail on my bond for purchasing Knaresboro’ Forest, as the Abbey of Northampton hasn’t paid a single penny in rent or interest. This is a troubling situation; it’s true there’s land securing double the value of 4,000l., but who can I get to bail me out? I fear this might be God working against me, and that He intends to punish me. May the Lord's will be done! I will pray earnestly to be spared, but if it is His will, let it be so, and may He grant me the strength, patience, and acceptance to endure His correction. It feels particularly heavy right now because I suffered a lot at Enfield from coffee, probably from a copper pot, which caused me severe colic and vomiting, leaving me in a state of great weakness. This new anxiety is hard to bear. May God be merciful and spare me this suffering.

Last Sunday I read much in Hale’s ‘Contemplations: Moral and Divine,’ in which the Providence of God is treated more to my mind than in any other book I have read. I have derived on various occasions, as well as the present, much consolation from that most excellent work, which I now earnestly recommend to my children, and hope if they should ever read these words, they will think of their father and follow his advice to make that great lawyer’s book their constant companion.

Last Sunday I read a lot in Hale’s ‘Contemplations: Moral and Divine,’ which discusses God’s Providence in a way that resonates with me more than any other book I've read. I've found a lot of comfort from that amazing work on different occasions, including now, and I seriously recommend it to my children. I hope that if they ever read these words, they'll remember their father and take his advice to make that great lawyer’s book their constant companion.

On the close of this century it may not be improper to look back through the period of my own recollections in order to reflect on some eminent names that may be mentioned as forming the principal constellation of talents which have distinguished the period; and the 341more readily because I have had the honour of conversing with most of them, and being well known to several. In minuting such a list I may name the following, viz.: Burke, Pitt, Fox, Johnson, Reynolds, Barry, Burney, Miss Burney, H. More, Wilberforce, Soame.

At the end of this century, it seems fitting to look back over the time of my memories to consider some prominent names that stand out as the main group of talents that have marked this period; and I can do so more easily since I've had the privilege of speaking with most of them and being well acquainted with several. In compiling such a list, I can mention the following: Burke, Pitt, Fox, Johnson, Reynolds, Barry, Burney, Miss Burney, H. More, Wilberforce, Soame.

The following are the selection of this year’s letters:—

The following is this year’s selection of letters:—

From Jeremy Bentham, Esq., queries sent from the
Treasury to the Board of Agriculture
‘Queen’s Square Place, Westminster; June 14, 1800.

‘Dear Sir,—Underneath is a question, which I have just been calling in Sackville Street to beg the favour of your answer to, for my own information. It is in contemplation to make the purport of it the subject of a reference to the Board of Agriculture from the Treasury. The occasion seemed to be of a nature particularly favourable to the enabling the public to avail itself of the services of the Board, and may perhaps have the effect of placing the utility of that Institution in a new and additional point of view; while the dignity of its members, and the manner in which it is composed, will give such a title to public confidence, in respect of the grand point of superiority to all personal considerations, as would in vain be looked for in any other quarter capable of being applied to for such a purpose. In this light I have just been mentioning the matter to Mr. Nepean, who entered so thoroughly into it as to say he would himself propose it to the Treasury to make such reference.

‘Dear Sir, — Below is a question that I just stopped by Sackville Street to ask for your answer, as it’s for my own information. I'm thinking about making it the subject of a request to the Board of Agriculture from the Treasury. This seems like a great opportunity for the public to benefit from the Board's services, and it might even showcase the usefulness of that Institution in a new and different way. The respectability of its members and the way it is structured will inspire public confidence, aiming for a level of superiority over personal interests that isn’t easily found elsewhere for such matters. I just talked about this with Mr. Nepean, who was so engaged in the discussion that he said he would propose it to the Treasury for consideration.

342‘On enquiring I had the mortification of learning that the Board had adjourned to some day in November: but would there be no such thing as the calling an extra meeting, if not to the Board at large, of a Committee for the purpose of receiving a reference from such a quarter, and making a Report? If not, possibly the opinion of the Secretary might be accepted of as the only obtainable succedaneum to the opinion of the Board; for where else could any other equally competent opinion be obtained? But howsoever the matter may stand with regard to the Board and Mr. Secretary, I hope Mr. Young will not refuse an old correspondent the favour of an answer for his own guidance, and that as speedy as possible; for it is for this answer that I wait to enable me to fill up a blank with figures, the propriety of which is what is proposed as above to be made the subject of reference to the Board. If you are unable to guess my reason for interfering in the business, so much the better, but if you have your conjectures, all I can do is to beg (which I do with the utmost sincerity) that you would forbear letting them find their way, directly or indirectly, to any person to whose lot it may fall to concur in making the Report. It was at Mr. Nepean’s express recommendation that I called in Sackville Street for the purpose of conversing with you in person: but, if your absence be not fatal to the business, I shall be much better pleased with the opportunity of transacting it in this manner without any other communication than what will show itself in black and white. I am not sure but the Report from the Board might be waited for without much inconvenience 343till their regular time of reassembling: but till Mr. Young’s answer is obtained, or is known to be unobtainable, everything is at a stand. And a business in which the public has an interest of no inconsiderable magnitude, and for the conclusion of which all parties are impatient, sleeps, and, in short, if it does not come at farthest before this week is at an end, the hopes entertained of an answer from a quarter thus respectable must be deserted. But these matters are so perfectly A.B.C. to Mr. Young that I am sanguine enough to hope, if not for a definitive solution, at least for an answer with an approximation, and announcing a definitive solution in a few days, by return of post.

342After asking, I was sadly informed that the Board had postponed their meeting until some day in November. Is there any chance of calling an extra meeting, even if it's just for a Committee to handle a reference from that direction and make a Report? If that’s not possible, perhaps we could just go with the Secretary's opinion as the only available substitute for the Board's official stance; where else would we find any other equally qualified opinion? Regardless of what happens with the Board and the Secretary, I hope Mr. Young won't deny an old correspondent a prompt reply for guidance, as I really need this answer to complete a blank with figures that are proposed for the Board's consideration. If you can't guess why I'm involved in this matter, then great, but if you have your suspicions, all I can sincerely ask is that you don’t let them slip to anyone who might influence the Report. It was at Mr. Nepean’s explicit suggestion that I came by Sackville Street to talk to you in person. However, if your absence doesn’t ruin the matter, I’d prefer to handle it this way with just written communication. I'm not entirely certain, but I think we could wait for the Board’s Report until their next scheduled meeting without any real trouble. But until I get Mr. Young’s response or find out it can’t be obtained, everything is on hold. A matter of public interest of significant importance is on pause, and if we don’t hear back by the end of this week, we’ll have to abandon hopes of an answer from such a credible source. These points are so clear to Mr. Young that I’m hopeful, if not for a final answer, at least for a reply that gives us a close approximation and promises a final resolution in a few days by return mail. 343

‘I am, dear Sir, with all respect,
‘Your faithful humble servant,
Jeremy Bentham.

‘Now for my question—A sum having been allotted in March, 1793, for the maintenance of a certain number of persons, of the lowest rank of life, in provisions, clothing, bedding, washing, firing, and lighting, how much, if anything, per cent. ought to be the additional allowance made at present in consideration of the intervening rise of prices? The calculation to be grounded not on the prices of a particularly bad year (such as the present), but on the probable average of a future term—say of twelve years.

‘Now for my question—A budget was set aside in March 1793 to support a certain number of people at the lowest income level with food, clothing, bedding, washing, heating, and lighting. How much, if anything, should the additional allowance be now, considering the increase in prices? The calculation should be based not on the prices of a particularly bad year (like the current one), but on the expected average over a future period—let's say twelve years.’

‘P.S.—Relative to the "Annals"—I have got a titbit for your “Dragon” (the name Dr. Hawksworth used to give his magazine), some facts which to me are as new as they are interesting, relative to the effect of 344the rise of prices on the wages of the self-maintaining labourers in agriculture, and the mode of provision for the burthensome. The author, a very intelligent and respectable clergyman, Mr. North, Rector of Ashdon in Essex. They are contained in two or three letters:[198] the moral of them appears to lean to two practical results, both of them I believe as alien to your notions as to mine, viz. rating wages and restricting the size of farms. At the same time what they indicate is certainly a disease, the mischief of which, however, would, I am inclined to think, be much exceeded by that of the least mischievous of the above two remedies. But if capable of an answer, they are, at the same time, highly deserving of one; and this not only on account of the facts themselves, but on account of the good sense as well as candour with which they are delivered.

‘P.S.—About the "Annals"—I have a little scoop for your “Dragon” (the name Dr. Hawksworth used for his magazine), some facts that are both new and interesting to me, about how rising prices affect the wages of self-sufficient agricultural workers and the way we support those in need. The author is Mr. North, a smart and reputable clergyman, Rector of Ashdon in Essex. His findings are shared in a couple of letters: [198] the main point seems to suggest two practical outcomes, both of which I believe are as foreign to your ideas as they are to mine, namely, setting wage rates and limiting farm sizes. At the same time, what they reveal definitely points to a problem, the trouble of which, however, I think would be much worse than that caused by even the least harmful of the two proposed solutions. But if there's a way to respond, it’s certainly worth doing so, not only because of the facts themselves but also due to the good reasoning and honesty with which they are presented.

‘J. B.’
From J. Symonds, Esq., to the Speaker of the House
of Commons, &c.
‘Euston: November 30, 1800.

‘My dear Sir,—I came hither on Friday and shall go home next Saturday. I hear there are three pamphlets lately published that command much attention—Lord Sheffield’s,[199] Sir Thomas Sturton’s, and “Candid Enquiries,” etc. When does your Board intend to enter the lists? The Duke says it has shown him 345great politeness by the attention it has paid to a proposal of his. If you have not got “Islington on Forestalling,” &c. you should buy it, for several statutes, absurd as they are, you will find set forth clearly and methodically—I should not properly say clearly (but this is no fault of the editor), for we do not know what statutes may be said to be declaratory of the common law, or not. Did you not rejoice with me that Sheridan animadverted on those judges who had thundered their anathemas against forestallers, &c.? I am persuaded that some of the riots owed their origin to the intemperate language so extra-judicially used. I was sorry to see the turn which affairs took upon the Report of the Committee. Had Pitt been silent about the Jacobins, and had your friend Wilberforce abstained from abusing Grey’s connections and Sir Francis Burdett’s speech, there would probably have been a great unanimity. The more Wilberforce endeavoured to exculpate himself, the deeper he seemed to plunge. He was well advised by Sir F. B., who seldom harangues with any propriety, “to think more, and speak less.”

‘My dear Sir,—I arrived here on Friday and will head back home next Saturday. I hear there are three recently published pamphlets generating a lot of interest—Lord Sheffield’s, [199] Sir Thomas Sturton’s, and “Candid Enquiries,” etc. When does your Board plan to get involved? The Duke says it has shown him great courtesy by considering one of his proposals. If you haven’t gotten “Islington on Forestalling,” etc., you should buy it, because several statutes, as absurd as they are, are clearly and methodically laid out—I shouldn’t say clearly (but that's not the editor's fault), since we can’t know which statutes can be considered declaratory of common law. Didn't you celebrate with me when Sheridan criticized those judges who condemned forestallers, etc.? I believe some of the riots were sparked by the extreme language used outside the courtroom. I was disappointed to see how things turned out after the Committee's Report. If Pitt had not spoken about the Jacobins, and if your friend Wilberforce had kept quiet about criticizing Grey’s connections and Sir Francis Burdett’s speech, there likely would have been much more agreement. The more Wilberforce tried to clear his name, the more trouble he seemed to get into. Sir F. B., who rarely speaks properly, wisely advised him “to think more and speak less.”

‘When I mentioned agricultural books I ought not to have appeared insensible to the pleasure I received from perusing the greater part of Burke’s pamphlet, very lately published by Dr. Lawrence. You, I find, make there a distinguished figure in the foreground. Do you approve of what Burke says about the distilleries?

‘When I brought up agricultural books, I shouldn’t have seemed oblivious to the enjoyment I got from reading most of Burke’s pamphlet, which was recently published by Dr. Lawrence. I see that you play a prominent role in it. Do you agree with what Burke says about the distilleries?

‘A few minutes before I came hither on Friday a very melancholy event took place. Winterton, the 346Groom of the Chambers, had been seen walking by the side of the river near the mill, not far from the house, and was never heard of afterwards till his body was found in the river. The Coroner is expected to-day, and he will probably instruct the jury to bring in their verdict, “lunacy,” as some of the servants had observed in him marks of insanity a few days preceding.

‘A few minutes before I arrived here on Friday, a very sad event happened. Winterton, the Groom of the Chambers, was seen walking by the river near the mill, not far from the house, and was never heard from again until his body was found in the river. The Coroner is expected today, and he will probably instruct the jury to return a verdict of “lunacy,” as some of the servants noticed signs of madness in him a few days before.

‘If you can spare five minutes from the service you pay to the Board and to the public, favour me with a few lines. You live now more with politicians than with farmers.

‘If you can take five minutes away from the work you do for the Board and the public, please send me a few lines. You spend more time with politicians now than with farmers.

‘What will be the result of our breaking with the Emperor of Russia, whose conduct Mr. Pitt truly calls "strange versatility and caprice"?

‘What will happen if we break ties with the Emperor of Russia, whose behavior Mr. Pitt accurately describes as "strange versatility and caprice"?

‘Tell me a good deal, for the Duke has no regular correspondent in Town now that Stonehewer is here.

‘Give me a good offer, because the Duke doesn't have a consistent contact in Town now that Stonehewer is here.

‘I was with you at Bradfield when Buonaparte’s first offers for a peace were published.

‘I was with you at Bradfield when Bonaparte’s first peace proposals were published.

‘You said you thought the Ministry would pay attention to them, and do you think that, upon the whole, we can make as good a peace as them, the French having been almost driven out of Italy?

‘You said you thought the Ministry would pay attention to them, and do you think that, overall, we can make a peace as good as theirs, considering that the French have been nearly driven out of Italy?

‘Adieu.
‘Yours sincerely,
J. Symonds.’
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CHAPTER XIV
DIARY CONTINUED, 1801-1803

Public affairs and prophecy—The divining rod—The appropriation of waste lands—The word ‘meanness’ defined—South’s sermons—Projected theological compendia—Correspondence—Journalising to ‘my friend’—Anecdote of Dean Milner and Pitt—Death of the Duke of Bedford—Napoleon and Protestantism.

Public affairs and prophecy—The divining rod—The appropriation of waste lands—The word ‘meanness’ defined—South’s sermons—Planned theological summaries—Correspondence—Writing to ‘my friend’—Anecdote of Dean Milner and Pitt—Death of the Duke of Bedford—Napoleon and Protestantism.

March 20.—It is in vain to complain of gaps; if I had but attention enough to write only two lines every day I should have hope of going on. I have been thinking more seriously of the Journal, and of converting it to use as a memento of the progress I make in the only business worth real attention—my salvation through the merits of the Blessed Saviour. For this purpose I must fix on some hour of the day to be regular at it, and, if I hold my resolution, it shall be immediately after my prayers in the morning, being always up at 4 A.M. and sometimes at 3 A.M. I am then sure to be uninterrupted; positively I will begin to-morrow morning.

March 20.—It's pointless to complain about gaps; if I could just focus enough to write even two lines each day, I’d have hope of continuing. I've been thinking more seriously about the Journal and how to use it as a reminder of the progress I’m making in the only pursuit that truly matters—my salvation through the grace of the Blessed Savior. For this, I need to choose a specific time of day to be consistent with it, and if I stick to my plan, it will be right after my morning prayers, since I'm always awake by 4 A.M. and sometimes at 3 AM At that time, I'll be sure to have no interruptions; I’m definitely going to start tomorrow morning.

21st.—Dined yesterday with Lord Somerville. I did not like the day. Duke of Montrose, Duke of Athol, and Lord Rossmore sent excuses, but the Marquis of Abercorn, Lord Dalkeith, Lord Villiers, Lord Barrington, Mr. McDougal, Mr. Baird, and two Scotch 348members were there, the last but one a hard-headed, sensible man.

21st.—I had dinner yesterday with Lord Somerville. I didn't enjoy the day. The Duke of Montrose, the Duke of Athol, and Lord Rossmore sent their apologies, but the Marquis of Abercorn, Lord Dalkeith, Lord Villiers, Lord Barrington, Mr. McDougal, Mr. Baird, and two Scottish 348 members were present, the second to last being a practical and sensible guy.

Much conversation, particularly farming. This morning Sir A. St. John Mildmay called to have my opinion of a Bill he is now bringing into Parliament to enable the clergy to give leases of their tithes beyond the term of their lives. The Archbishop has not negatived it, but such a Bill can no more pass than the abolition of tithes; it is open to such frauds that perhaps it ought not to pass.

Much talk, especially about farming. This morning, Sir A. St. John Mildmay stopped by to get my take on a Bill he is introducing in Parliament that would allow clergy to lease their tithes for a longer term than their lifetimes. The Archbishop hasn't opposed it, but this Bill stands little chance of passing, just like the abolition of tithes; it's susceptible to so much fraud that maybe it shouldn't go through at all.

My chief misfortune in having little society with well-disposed minds: I know few except Wilberforce and Cecil; the latter I rarely see, and W. is so full of business that I might nearly as well be unknown to him. I will urge him to form a Society to meet once a week for conversation merely on religion.

My main problem is that I don't have much interaction with friendly people. I only really know a couple of them, Wilberforce and Cecil; I hardly ever see Cecil, and Wilberforce is so busy that I might as well be a stranger to him. I'm going to suggest that he start a group to meet once a week just to talk about religion.

22nd, Sunday.—To be eager and alert in rising at 4 A.M. for all my secular employments and sluggish on the Lord’s Day, when, if I rise, it must be to His worship, seemed long ago a snare of Satan, which, blessed be God, I have resisted. I was yesterday at the Society for Bettering the Condition of the Poor, the Bishop of Durham in the chair; it is an excellent institution, and may call down the blessing of God—may that Being grant them his grace to do good from right motives! With the Duke of Bedford on the Smithfield Society, and the whole day full of business, which, on the Sabbath, I banish as much as I can from my mind. In the evening my son and daughter only at home, and therefore I got an hour’s religious conversation with them on the times and the Prophecies.

22nd, Sunday.—It's frustrating to be eager and ready to get up at 4 A.M. for all my regular work but sluggish on the Lord's Day. If I do wake up, it should be to worship Him, which feels like a trap set by the devil, but thank God I've managed to resist it. Yesterday, I attended the Society for Bettering the Condition of the Poor, with the Bishop of Durham leading. It's a great organization, and I hope it receives God's blessings—may He give them the grace to do good for the right reasons! I also spent time with the Duke of Bedford at the Smithfield Society, and my whole day was packed with activities, which I try to push away from my mind as much as possible on Sundays. In the evening, my son and daughter were the only ones at home, so I had an hour of religious discussion with them about current events and the Prophecies.

349I have been too negligent of improving such opportunities, but the tremendous moment in which we live, so lately having seen the country without King, without minister, with a famine, and seven wars! If it be not a moment to call people to a serious recollection, nothing can ever do it.

349I have been too careless about taking advantage of these opportunities, but the incredible time we’re in—having just witnessed the country without a king, without a leader, facing famine, and dealing with seven wars! If this isn’t a moment that compels people to think seriously, then nothing ever will.

So near the expiration of the 1,260 years of Daniel and St. John; the Turkish Empire on the point of destruction; a strange and unthought-of establishment in Egypt, a country that is to have much to do in the return of the Jews—ourselves in India, they may have some unknown relation to that phial to be poured out on the Euphrates to make way for the Kings of the East—altogether combine strangely to give suspicion that we are on the eve of some great events which are to usher in the final consummation of all things, and consequently the fall of the ten Kings of Europe. The times are truly awful, and demand such piety and resignation as no other period of modern history even approached to.

So close to the end of the 1,260 years mentioned by Daniel and St. John; the Turkish Empire is about to collapse; there's a strange and unexpected development in Egypt, a country that will play a significant role in the return of the Jews—while we find ourselves in India, which may somehow connect to the vial that will be poured out on the Euphrates to prepare the way for the Kings of the East—all of these factors come together to suggest that we are on the brink of major events that will lead to the final resolution of everything, and thus the downfall of the ten Kings of Europe. The times are truly dire and require a level of faith and acceptance that no other time in modern history has ever seen.

23rd.—At the Lock yesterday. Scott is now my favourite preacher, and I have heard him ever since I came to Town with great pleasure and attention in spite of a very bad manner. His matter is most excellent. Received the Sacrament.

23rd.—At the Lock yesterday. Scott is now my favorite preacher, and I have enjoyed listening to him since I arrived in town, despite his really poor delivery. His content is outstanding. Received the Sacrament.

24th.—Called yesterday on Mr. and Mrs. Montagu in their great house. It is said he has just lost a coal pit that was worth 6,000l. or 7,000l. a year; I had a card for her Monday parties, and not having been, I apologised. I must now and then go after Easter. But all company of the sort is flat to me. I have just made up the 350annual account for 1800, and the loss upon the year is 22l.; this meeting a tax on paper which will cost 48l. a year is alarming. I had entertained many vain hopes that the work after so many years’ continuance would have stood its ground, but I know not what to think. Now I must print only six instead of seven sheets, and try so for another year. If I lose then, I must give up the work, much as it will hurt me. The ‘Agricultural and Commercial Magazine’ and the ‘Farmers’ Magazine,’ which approach more to the nature of newspapers, and which have contained hardly one paper of real importance, have been selling well; such is the world, its judgment and discernment!

24th.—I visited Mr. and Mrs. Montagu yesterday at their big house. It's rumored that he's just lost a coal mine that was worth £6,000 or £7,000 a year. I received an invitation for her Monday parties, and since I didn’t attend, I offered my apologies. I think I should try to go after Easter. But honestly, this kind of socializing feels dull to me. I’ve just finished the annual account for 1800, and I’ve taken a loss of £22 for the year; the new tax on paper costing £48 annually is concerning. I had held onto some unrealistic hopes that the work would hold up after all these years, but I'm unsure now. I’ll have to print just six sheets instead of seven and see how it goes for another year. If I lose again, I’ll have to give up the work, which will be really painful for me. The ‘Agricultural and Commercial Magazine’ and the ‘Farmers’ Magazine,’ which are more like newspapers and have barely included any significant articles, are selling well; such is the world, its judgment and understanding!

28th.—Yesterday the Board proceeded to Hyde Park in a body to see the experiments of Captain Hoar on the Virgula divina. He, many years ago, saw Lady Milbank’s surprising faculty of discovering springs, and trying, found that he had it himself. He is recommended to the Board by Mr. Lascelles, member for Yorkshire.

28th. — Yesterday, the Board went to Hyde Park together to observe Captain Hoar's experiments with the Divine comma. Many years ago, he noticed Lady Milbank's remarkable ability to locate springs, and upon trying it himself, he realized he had the same talent. Mr. Lascelles, the member for Yorkshire, has recommended him to the Board.

I found from the conductor of the waterworks at the reservoir then at work, that the twig in Mr. Hoar’s hand when he crossed them turned up in a surprising manner. He seemed, in the opinion of Sir Joseph Banks, to fail once, but in the four trials I watched, and in which I know he could not be acquainted with the direction of the pipes, he succeeded completely. Next Tuesday another trial.

I learned from the waterworks supervisor at the reservoir that the twig Mr. Hoar was holding when he crossed over the pipes reacted in a surprising way. According to Sir Joseph Banks, he appeared to fail once, but in the four tests I observed, where I know he couldn't have known the direction of the pipes, he was completely successful. Another test is scheduled for next Tuesday.

To-morrow will be published in the ‘Annals’ the first parts of my essay on applying waste lands to the better support of the poor. I prepared it some time ago for the Board, as it was collected in my last summer’s 351journey; I read it to a committee—Lord Carrington, Sir C. Willoughby and Mr. Millington—who condemned it, and, after waiting a month, Lord C. told me I might do what I pleased with it for myself, but not print it as a work for the Board; so I altered the expressions which referred to the body, and sent it to the ‘Annals.’ I prayed earnestly to God on and since the journey for His blessing on my endeavours to serve the poor, and to influence the minds of people to accept it; but for the wisest reasons certainly He has thought proper not to do this, and for the same reasons probably it will be printed without effect. I think it, however, my duty to Him to do all I possibly can. Such events and circumstances I am well persuaded are entirely in His Divine management, and that we are mere instruments in His hands. Whether I print or not is a matter wholly unimportant, but the use made of it is in the hands of the Almighty alone. I am well persuaded that this is the only possible means of saving the nation from the ruin fast coming on by the misery of the poor and the alarming ruin of rates. God’s will be done!

Tomorrow, the first parts of my essay on using waste lands to better support the poor will be published in the ‘Annals.’ I wrote it some time ago for the Board, as it was gathered during my journey last summer; I presented it to a committee—Lord Carrington, Sir C. Willoughby, and Mr. Millington—who disapproved of it. After waiting a month, Lord C. informed me that I could do whatever I wanted with it personally, but I couldn’t publish it as a work for the Board. So, I changed the parts that referred to the group and sent it to the ‘Annals.’ I earnestly prayed to God during and after the journey for His blessing on my efforts to serve the poor and to influence people's minds to accept it; however, for reasons known only to Him, He has chosen not to do this, and probably for the same reasons, it will be published without impact. I believe it is my duty to do everything I can for Him. I am fully convinced that these events and circumstances are entirely under His Divine management, and that we are just instruments in His hands. Whether I publish or not is ultimately insignificant, but how it is used is solely in the hands of the Almighty. I truly believe that this is the only way to save the nation from the impending disaster caused by the suffering of the poor and the alarming collapse of rates. God's will be done!

29th.—Yesterday at the Farmers’ Club. I have little relish of these meetings, unless given to farming conversation, and this was nothing but wrangling about the disposition of money. Sunday before Easter.—Company and talk, eating and wine; sitting up late are ill preparations for the Sabbath.

29th.—Yesterday at the Farmers’ Club. I don’t really enjoy these meetings unless the conversation focuses on farming, and this one was just arguing about how to handle money. Sunday before Easter.—Gathering with people, chatting, eating, and drinking late are not good ways to prepare for the Sabbath.

31st.—The Duke of Bedford and Lord Winchilsea at the Club; filled up vacancies and settled the premiums. The Board greatly attended yesterday, and adjourned for the holidays.

31st.—The Duke of Bedford and Lord Winchilsea were at the Club; they filled vacancies and finalized the premiums. The Board had a large turnout yesterday and adjourned for the holidays.

352Captain Hoar is turned over to Lord Egremont, of whom the Bishop of Durham said that he possessed of all the men almost that he ever knew the clearest head and most penetrating understanding. I asked Lord Carrington to employ Arthur while I am absent; he said it was mean to make him a clerk—but everything is wrong that is proposed to this man, even the things which, let alone, he would propose himself.

352Captain Hoar has been handed over to Lord Egremont, who the Bishop of Durham remarked had one of the clearest heads and most penetrating understandings of anyone he had ever known. I asked Lord Carrington to hire Arthur while I’m away; he said it was petty to make him a clerk—but everything suggested to this man seems wrong, even the things he would suggest himself if left alone.

Honest industry in a lawful employment cannot be mean, especially in an employment that he likes. This is one of the world’s prejudices, and rotten like all the rest.

Honest work in a legal job can't be viewed as lowly, especially if it's a job someone enjoys. This is one of the world's biases, and it's just as flawed as all the others.

April 4.—At Bradfield. The pleasure of coming into the country from such a place as London is great and pure. The freshness and sweetness of the air, the quiet and stillness, the sunshine unclouded by smoke, the singing of the birds, the verdure of the fields, the budding out of vegetation, altogether is charming.

April 4.—At Bradfield. The joy of escaping to the countryside from a place like London is amazing. The fresh and clean air, the peace and quiet, the clear sunshine without smoke, the birds singing, the green fields, and the blooming plants—it's all delightful.

I have only an old woman who keeps the house in our absence, and never was so attended before; but no matter—I am quiet, peaceful, and living economically, and shall, I hope, be very well contented. Divine service was worse done than anything; Sharpe, who is past everything, preaches and reads worse than any human being; this is lamentable. That point is the glory of London; one can find churches where our attention is commanded by instruction.

I only have an old woman who looks after the house while we’re away, and I've never had such care before; but it doesn’t matter—I’m calm, at peace, and living simply, and I hope to be very content. The church service was worse than anything; Sharpe, who is past his prime, preaches and reads worse than anyone I know; it’s a shame. But that’s the beauty of London; there are churches where our attention is captured by good teachings.

I never saw the wheat look better, thanks to God! My farm is the source of disquiet as well as pleasure—such bailiffs as I must keep execute everything badly, except just what they have always been used to; and 353with great expenses there are always many things sadly neglected. With such absences as I am forced to, this must be the case.

I’ve never seen the wheat look better, thank God! My farm brings both stress and joy—my bailiffs do everything poorly, except what they’re used to; and with high costs, there are always many things unfortunately overlooked. With the absences I have to deal with, this is bound to happen.

I have read Barrow’s sermons chiefly since I came down. That on Good Friday excellent, on Whit Sunday capital, and on the prophecies of the Messiah such as would convince an infidel, were not infidelity true hardness of heart.

I have read Barrow’s sermons mostly since I arrived. The one on Good Friday was excellent, the one on Whit Sunday was outstanding, and the one on the prophecies of the Messiah could convince even a skeptic, if skepticism weren't just true hardness of heart.

5th.—At the Sacrament, none but Green and his wife, and the clerk and his wife. How much have the clergy to answer for! Reading Barrow and South’s sermons, ‘The Image of God in the Creation,’ which is full of wit. Barrow is a most powerful writer, he pours out a torrent of matter, a stream of mind, as Johnson said of Burke; an amazing flow of conception and of expression, forcible and varied; a rich command of language, and such fertility that one of his sermons would make ten modern ones.

5th.—At the Sacrament, it was just Green and his wife, the clerk and his wife. The clergy have a lot to answer for! I read Barrow and South’s sermons, ‘The Image of God in the Creation,’ which is really witty. Barrow is an incredibly powerful writer; he flows with ideas and thoughts, just like Johnson described Burke. His writing has an impressive range and strength; his language is rich, and he’s so creative that one of his sermons could fill ten modern ones.

The life I am getting into here of walking and reading is such a contrast to that at London as to be a most pleasant change and recreation to my soul and body.

The life I'm starting here, with all the walking and reading, is such a contrast to life in London that it's a really nice change and refreshment for my mind and body.

From January 20th I had been so loaded with business of the requisitions from the Committees of Lords and Commons, and reading 360 essays, that I was employed every day from morn to dinner. I rose at 4 A.M. regularly, sometimes sooner, even at 3 A.M., and neglected my ‘Elements’[200] entirely on this account. All was for the Board, and not free from anxiety. Here I shall have a fortnight’s refreshment and relaxation, 354thanks to the Almighty for it, and that He blesses me with health to enjoy it.

From January 20th, I had been overwhelmed with the demands from the Committees of Lords and Commons, along with reading 360 essays, which kept me busy every day from morning until dinner. I woke up at 4 Morning. regularly, sometimes even earlier, at 3 AM, and completely neglected my ‘Elements’[200] because of this. Everything was for the Board and not without stress. Now, I’ll have a fortnight of rest and relaxation, 354thanks to the Almighty for this, and for blessing me with the health to enjoy it.

7th.—Yesterday at 2 o’clock I walked to Bury, for I have neither horse nor chaise to go in or on. Dined with my friend[201] alone. I had much talk, and tried hard to impress her with good religious notions, but I fear in vain; she will not be converted but by misfortune and misery, her easy prosperous situation will prevent it. I can only pray for her.

7th.—Yesterday at 2 o’clock I walked to Bury because I don’t have a horse or carriage. I had lunch with my friend[201] alone. We talked a lot, and I tried hard to influence her with good religious ideas, but I fear it was in vain; she won’t be changed unless she faces hardship and suffering, her comfortable and successful situation is stopping that. I can only pray for her.

I have made an experiment in living here not unimportant. I drink no wine or beer, only a pint or one-third of a bottle of cider at dinner. I care not what I eat, I have only one maid and no helps, and could thus live for a trifle in a cottage. In such times such trials may have their use beyond the Christian propriety of self-denial; but my collection of good books are a great comfort, which, if deprived of, I should miss terribly. I rise at 4 A.M., walk up to my neck in the garden pond, pray, and then read till breakfast; read, walk, and farm till dinner, and so on till it is dark, and no moment hangs heavily on my hands. I reproach myself with indolence for not going among the cottagers, but they come to me numerously, and having descriptive lists I know enough to do more than I am able, but I ought to go to their houses and examine their state well.

I’ve been experimenting with living here, and it's been pretty significant. I don’t drink wine or beer, just a pint or a third of a bottle of cider with dinner. I’m not picky about what I eat; I have only one maid and no other help, so I could easily live cheaply in a cottage. During times like these, such experiences can be valuable beyond just the Christian virtue of self-denial; however, my collection of good books really comforts me, and I would miss them greatly if I didn’t have them. I get up at 4 AM, wade neck-deep in the garden pond, pray, and then read until breakfast; I read, walk, and work on the farm until dinner, and I keep busy until it gets dark, so no moment feels wasted. I feel lazy for not spending more time with the cottagers, but they come to me often, and with my detailed lists, I know enough to do more than I’m capable of, yet I should visit their homes and really check on how they’re doing.

I have been reading Watson’s Collection,[202] and am forming a table of striking passages, and think to have 355them copied for arranging with the many I have already written, and may print it some time or other under some such title as this: A course of reading on the origin, truth, and doctrines of the Christian Religion. I know of no book of evidences that includes all; by taking the most impressive passages on each subject from many books, and disposing them in a lucid form, I think I could produce a very useful work without presuming to compose any part of it myself. May the Lord afford me His Spirit should I go on with the design, but with my employment it would be a business requiring much time!

I’ve been reading Watson’s Collection,[202] and I'm putting together a list of impactful quotes. I plan to have them copied and organized with the many I’ve already written, and I might publish it eventually under a title like: A Course of Reading on the Origin, Truth, and Doctrines of the Christian Religion. I don’t know of any book on evidence that covers everything, but by selecting the most striking passages on each topic from various sources and arranging them clearly, I believe I could create a really valuable resource without trying to write any part of it myself. May the Lord give me His Spirit if I pursue this project, but with my current job, it would require a lot of time!

9th.—Dined with Mr. and Mrs. Balgrave. Balgrave is a good-tempered Suffolk parson, neglects the duty of his church, idle, indolent, drinks his bottle of port and reads his newspaper, but what is called a respectable character, no vices, nor any imprudent follies.

9th.—Had dinner with Mr. and Mrs. Balgrave. Balgrave is an easygoing parson from Suffolk who neglects his church duties, is lazy and idle, drinks his bottle of port, and reads his newspaper. He's considered a respectable character, with no vices or foolish behaviors.

10th.—Symonds dined with me and took a bed. The Duke of Brunswick marching into Hanover will, he says, be a keen revenge.

10th.—Symonds had dinner with me and stayed over. He says the Duke of Brunswick marching into Hanover will be a sharp revenge.

When he married our King’s sister, Lord Bute (who told the whole to S. while travelling with him in Italy) promised him the government of Hanover as soon as it should be vacant, with the King’s knowledge. The Marquis of Granby conveyed the assurance. When the vacancy happened the Prince of Mecklenburg was talked of. Lord Granby wrote to Lord Bute to remonstrate, who went to the King and Queen, and urged the real necessity of adhering to the promise. All in vain, the Queen prevailed, and her brother, not two 356degrees better than ——, was appointed. The Duke of Brunswick never forgave it, and when invited to England rejected the idea with anger. Symonds saw him at Venice and noted the asperity of some of his expressions.

When he married our King’s sister, Lord Bute (who shared the whole story with S. while they were traveling in Italy) promised him the government of Hanover as soon as it became available, with the King’s approval. The Marquis of Granby communicated this assurance. When the vacancy occurred, there was talk of the Prince of Mecklenburg taking the position. Lord Granby wrote to Lord Bute to express his concerns, who then went to the King and Queen and emphasized the importance of keeping the promise. It was all in vain; the Queen succeeded in her efforts, and her brother, who was not much better than ——, was appointed. The Duke of Brunswick never forgave this decision, and when invited to England, he rejected the idea with anger. Symonds saw him in Venice and noted the harshness of some of his words.

11th.—Reading Sherlock’s sermons. In those on the truth of Christianity, and a defence of the mysteries of it, I know none equal; excellent indeed and clear, persuasive, and convincing; but I have some doubts on the vitality of his faith. In the third discourse of the second volume he says: ‘Here is a plain proof of what the work of the Spirit is. It brings proofs to the reason of man, but does not bring the reason of man to the proofs.’ I conceive just the contrary, the proofs themselves are clear, full, and abounding with what ought to produce universal conviction, but men, for want of the Spirit, turn their back, neglect, or despise them.

11th.—Reading Sherlock’s sermons. In those about the truth of Christianity and a defense of its mysteries, I know of no one who matches him; they are truly excellent, clear, persuasive, and convincing. However, I have some doubts about the strength of his faith. In the third discourse of the second volume, he states: ‘Here is a plain proof of what the work of the Spirit is. It brings proofs to the reason of man, but does not bring the reason of man to the proofs.’ I see it quite the opposite; the proofs themselves are clear, complete, and full of what should create universal belief, but people, lacking the Spirit, turn away, ignore, or dismiss them.

It is the business of the Spirit to take away the heart of stone, and then the proofs are manifest: the heart and reason of man are really brought to the proofs.

It’s the job of the Spirit to remove the heart of stone, and then the evidence is clear: the heart and mind of a person are truly put to the test.

12th, Sunday.—The ground white with snow, and the wind cutting. I am up every morn at 4 A.M., and walk to the garden pond; habits will do anything. I do not mind it at all, and sometimes stand in the wind till dry; it is, however, sharp work.

12th, Sunday.—The ground is covered in white snow, and the wind is biting. I get up every morning at 4 AM and walk to the garden pond; habits can make you do anything. I don’t mind it at all, and sometimes I stand in the wind until I’m dry; however, it is pretty harsh.

A nonsensical letter from Lord Carrington requiring me to go to the Treasury for the 800l. for the Essays, which is entirely the treasurer’s business. He is as unfeeling as a log; this is a return for my being at 357work from 4 A.M. in the morning for ten weeks. I should once have been full of indignation and abhorrence; thank God, I am more calm. I shall go on Friday instead of the Monday following. But I wish he had let me alone. I am vexed, but the world is full of nothing but great miseries or teasing vexations, the more the better; they wean us from it effectually.

A ridiculous letter from Lord Carrington telling me to head to the Treasury for the 800l. for the Essays, which should be the treasurer's responsibility. He’s as insensitive as a rock; this is a response to the fact that I’ve been working from 4 AM for ten weeks. I used to feel a lot of anger and disgust; thankfully, I’m more composed now. I’ll go on Friday instead of the following Monday. But I wish he had left me alone. It annoys me, but the world is filled with nothing but major miseries or annoying little troubles, and the more, the better; they really help us detach from it all.

I have been here ten days and have not visited one poor family. My heart reproaches me. I have given as much as I apprehended I could afford, but that is laziness. The cold winds and sleet have kept me too much in the house. It is easier to give than to be active in doing good. I have four days more. Oh, let me be stirring in doing good! Indolence is inexcusable. If I thought I had but a little time to live, with what energy would all this be done! And how soon may I be trembling on a death bed! Have mercy on me, O God, and give me grace to serve Thee with activity and vigour. Read the whole book of Job. I can read, think, speculate, write, and meditate, but in doing good am negligent and slothful. I have had a passing fit of melancholy from looking at my ever dear daughter’s picture, which I carry with me everywhere, and never think of her but to bless God for having in some measure (how imperfectly!) brought me to Himself. Age coming on apace; the world fading faster still; horrible threatenings in the aspect of public affairs; small hope of any comfort underived from religion. How black and dreary would all my prospects be were it not for the consolation I draw from a most lively and never varying faith in the truth of Christianity, in the 358full assurance of immortality! What would be my situation without this only balm of my existence? Domestic comfort a blank; my friends dropping into the grave, and the infirmities of age in near prospect.

I’ve been here for ten days and haven’t visited a single poor family. My heart is heavy with guilt. I've given as much as I thought I could afford, but that's just an excuse for laziness. The cold winds and sleet have kept me stuck indoors too much. It’s easier to give than to actively do good. I have four days left. Oh, let me be active in doing good! Laziness is inexcusable. If I knew I had only a little time left to live, how energetically I would do all this! And how soon might I find myself on my deathbed! Have mercy on me, O God, and give me the strength to serve You actively and energetically. Read the entire book of Job. I can read, think, speculate, write, and meditate, but I’m negligent and lazy when it comes to doing good. I’ve had a moment of sadness from looking at the picture of my beloved daughter, which I carry with me everywhere, and I only think of her to thank God for bringing me, however imperfectly, closer to Him. Aging is coming on quickly; the world is fading even faster; there are terrible signs in public affairs; and there’s little hope for comfort outside of religion. How bleak and gloomy would my outlook be if it weren’t for the comfort I find in a steadfast and unwavering faith in the truth of Christianity, in the full assurance of immortality! What would my life be like without this only source of comfort? Domestic happiness feels empty; my friends are passing away, and I face the infirmities of old age.

Gratitude and thanksgiving to my blessed Saviour for affording me grace to believe; and with it all the comfort that remains for me in this world. My child! My child! Oh, may we meet in heaven!

Gratitude and thanks to my blessed Savior for giving me the grace to believe; and with it, all the comfort that I have left in this world. My child! My child! Oh, may we meet in heaven!

13th.—The poor people of the neighbouring villages crowd here to my great distress. I give all something, and wish I could give more; but I dread falling into the dark impropriety of giving too much, of making what would seem and be a parade of charity or generosity with other people’s money, which is somewhat the case with a man who gives while he has debts unprovided for. I truly know not what rightly to do in this case. The evil just described is great, and ought to be avoided, but at the same time what ought I to think of myself who have been always ready to spend and run in debt for forty years together; and then should take up so strictly as to do nothing for miserably poor people in such times as these? Surely on such an occasion we should be exerting every power to relieve them!

13th.—The poor people from the nearby villages are coming here, and it really upsets me. I give everyone something and wish I could give more, but I'm afraid of giving too much and making it look like a display of charity or generosity with other people's money, which is kind of what happens when someone gives while still being in debt. I honestly don’t know what the right thing to do is in this situation. The problem I just mentioned is significant and should be avoided, but at the same time, what should I think of myself, having always been willing to spend and go into debt for the past forty years? Should I then become so strict that I do nothing for these desperately poor people during times like these? Surely, at times like this, we should be doing everything we can to help them!

20th.—Friday to London. Saturday, Farmers’ Club. An argument with Lord Egremont, &c., on land for the poor; everybody is against it. What infatuation!

20th.—Friday to London. Saturday, Farmers’ Club. A debate with Lord Egremont, etc., about land for the poor; everyone is opposed to it. What madness!

21st.—Last night at Mrs. Montagu’s conversazione. I had some [talk] with the Bishop of Durham, who agrees with me on the poor; with Lady Harcourt, who 359wants restrictions on farmers; with Lord Somers, who told stories of supernatural movements of furniture in Norfolk.[203] I left it very early though invited for all March and April. This is the first of my going.

21st.—Last night at Mrs. Montagu’s gathering. I had some discussions with the Bishop of Durham, who agrees with me about the issues facing the poor; with Lady Harcourt, who wants restrictions on farmers; and with Lord Somers, who shared stories about supernatural occurrences involving furniture in Norfolk.[203] I left quite early even though I was invited for all of March and April. This was my first time attending.

London very disagreeable to me, and has made me compare in my mind my present situation with a large income, and that of living in a cottage in the country upon 100l. a year, without trouble or anxiety or business, except to make my peace with God. I liked my time alone with my old woman [servant] at Bradfield much better than here. I had nobody to wrangle and quarrel with me.

London is very unpleasant for me, and it's made me think about my current situation compared to having a large income and living in a cottage in the countryside on £100 a year, without any stress or business, except for making my peace with God. I preferred my time alone with my old servant at Bradfield much more than here. I had no one to argue or quarrel with me.

May 4.—Yesterday I was at church in the morning with Mrs. O. Oakes at the Lock, and heard Scott, and in the evening at the Surrey Chapel to hear Rowland Hill. Neither of them pleased, though she admits Scott’s matter was excellent. She was most struck with the extreme fervency of Mr. Wilberforce’s devotion, who, sitting in the reading desk for the convenience of hearing better, she saw him clearly. Bought Rowland Hill’s sermon on the Sunday Schools against the attack of Bishop Horsley,[204] who is, from all I hear of him, such a bishop as Suffolk parsons are clergymen. Scott thinks that evil spirits do work on our souls, and to me it is remarkable that he says the imagination is their great field. I have reason enough to believe him in the right. These are enquiries in which we have no other clue to guide us but Scripture, and surely 360there we find proofs without end of the agency of evil spirits; for my own part I have no doubt of it.

May 4.—Yesterday I went to church in the morning with Mrs. O. Oakes at the Lock and listened to Scott. In the evening, I attended the Surrey Chapel to hear Rowland Hill. Neither speaker impressed me, although she acknowledges that Scott’s content was outstanding. She was particularly moved by Mr. Wilberforce's deep devotion; from her position at the reading desk, she had a clear view of him. I got Rowland Hill’s sermon on Sunday Schools addressing the critique from Bishop Horsley,[204] who, from everything I hear, is like the Suffolk clergymen. Scott believes that evil spirits influence our souls, and I find it notable that he describes the imagination as their main territory. I have plenty of reasons to believe he’s right. These are questions where our only guide is Scripture, and surely 360°there we find countless proofs of the presence of evil spirits; for my part, I have no doubt about it.

Bradfield.—As there was no church this morning, I had eleven poor women from the village to talk to upon their neglect of church. I read many passages on public worship and prayer out of Dodd’s Commentary on the Bible, and explained, preached, and reasoned with them. One made a defence, and was inclined to prate. I took it coolly, and presently brought her to better reason. I doubt they liked a sixpence apiece better than my sermon, yet three of them cried. How much more docile and teachable are the poor than the rich! One might gradually do much with the poor, but very little indeed with their betters. God opens the hearts of the one, and hardens those of the others as a punishment for their pride and ingratitude.

Bradfield.—Since there was no church this morning, I had eleven women from the village to talk to about their neglect of church. I read several passages on public worship and prayer from Dodd’s Commentary on the Bible, and I explained, preached, and reasoned with them. One of them tried to defend herself and was a bit chatty. I stayed calm and eventually got her to see reason. I suspect they preferred a sixpence each over my sermon, but three of them ended up crying. How much more open and teachable the poor are compared to the rich! You can gradually make a lot of progress with the poor, but very little with their betters. God opens the hearts of one group and hardens those of the other as a punishment for their pride and ingratitude.

The Duke of Bedford has asked Lord Carrington to the sheep shearing. Lord Egremont called, he remarks that the Chancellor, Lord Rosslyn, and Lord Grenville, &c. &c., all have in the late debates gone out of the way to abuse the Board of Agriculture, and remarks that keeping a Board only to treat it in this manner is preposterous.

The Duke of Bedford invited Lord Carrington to the sheep shearing. Lord Egremont mentioned that the Chancellor, Lord Rosslyn, and Lord Grenville, among others, have all gone out of their way to criticize the Board of Agriculture in the recent debates, pointing out that maintaining a Board only to treat it this way is ridiculous.

7th.—My publications are very well adapted to take off the edge of all worldly infatuated admiration or dependence on the things of time in comparison of those of eternity. Washington’s Letters have been advertised to the expense of 5l. or 6l., and I do not believe that 100 are sold, and my enquiry into the cottage system for poor people will have no more effect 361on Government or the Legislature than if I had whistled ‘Alley Croker.’ So much the better perhaps for the good of my soul.

7th.—My writings are really good at cutting through all the shallow admiration and reliance on temporary things compared to eternal ones. Washington’s Letters have been marketed at a cost of £5 or £6, and I doubt that 100 copies have been sold. My investigation into the cottage system for the poor won’t have any more impact on the Government or the Legislature than if I had just whistled ‘Alley Croker.’ Perhaps that’s better for the sake of my soul. 361

25th.—Mr. Hoole called and was let in. He has heard at a great table (he did not say where) a very so-so account of Lord Carrington—fidgeting, restless, dissatisfied, ambitious, avaricious, with a mere show of parts and knowledge. He has made immensely by the loan; and the richer he grows, so much the worse. The eldest girl said to Mr. H. when he called: ‘My papa used to have prayers in his family; but none since he has been a peer.’ What a motive for neglecting God! Also he is a dissenter and a democrat. A Unitarian he may be, but certainly no democrat. The Lord show mercy to him, and by interrupting his prosperity or lowering his health, bring him to repentance!

25th.—Mr. Hoole visited and was let in. He has heard at a big gathering (he didn't say where) a pretty mediocre description of Lord Carrington—fidgety, restless, dissatisfied, ambitious, greedy, with only a superficial display of skills and knowledge. He has made a lot from the loan; and the richer he gets, the worse it is. The oldest girl said to Mr. H. when he came by: ‘My dad used to have family prayers; but none since he became a peer.’ What a reason to neglect God! Also, he is a dissenter and a democrat. He might be a Unitarian, but definitely not a democrat. May the Lord have mercy on him, and by disrupting his success or affecting his health, lead him to repentance!

26th.—Yesterday I dined with the Duke of Grafton, and he asked me when the election of president and secretary of the Board was, for he heard there was an intention of turning Lord Carrington and me out. He said his answer was, as to Lord C., there were reasons which might account for that, but what can Mr. Y. have done? ‘Oh, he is careless, and does nothing,’ and so I dare say there are people to report and perhaps so think. Lord Somerville in revenge, I doubt not, hates everything belonging to the Board, and wishes to come in and sweep everyone clear away, in order to introduce creatures of his own, and this, uniting with Gifford’s scandals and slander about the Board intending to pull down the club in the ‘Porcupine’ and ‘Anti-Jacobin 362Review,’[205] gains the attention of fools, and mingled by the depravity of the world, is circulated and believed. But of all farces, that of my doing nothing is the most precious. What I have done through the whole session of the Board surpasses credibility, almost to myself, and nothing but rising at 4 A.M. in the morning could have enabled me to go through it. The first spare half day I have I will make a list of all I have done, and see if they will not acquit me to my own heart. Oh, did I serve my God as well as I have served the Board! Could I review my services to my Redeemer as satisfactorily, happy should I be!

26th.—Yesterday I had dinner with the Duke of Grafton, and he asked me when the election for the president and secretary of the Board was, since he heard there was a plan to get rid of Lord Carrington and me. He said his answer regarding Lord C. was that there were reasons that might explain that, but what could Mr. Y. have done? "Oh, he’s careless and does nothing," so I assume there are people who report that and maybe even believe it. Lord Somerville, I bet, hates everything to do with the Board in revenge and wants to come in and sweep everyone away to bring in his own people. This, combined with Gifford’s scandals and slander about the Board supposedly trying to bring down the club in the 'Porcupine' and 'Anti-Jacobin Review,' 362 [205] grabs the attention of fools, and mixed with the world's corruption, it gets circulated and believed. But of all absurdities, the idea that I'm doing nothing is the most amusing. What I’ve accomplished throughout the entire session of the Board is almost unbelievable, even to me, and nothing but getting up at 4 AM in the morning could have allowed me to manage it. The first free half-day I have, I’ll make a list of everything I’ve done and see if that won’t relieve my conscience. Oh, if only I served my God as well as I have served the Board! If I could reflect on my services to my Redeemer with the same satisfaction, I would be so happy!

27th.—Symonds and Hoole dined with us, and, as the former will see the Duke of Grafton to-day, I gave him a message card, on one side of which is ‘Some use in rising at 4 A.M.,’ and on the other as follows: ‘From January 20 to May 23 are 90 days, Sundays and vacation excluded, 50 Boards and Committees; 340 essays read, and every one commented on. Report to the House of Commons on Potatoes. Report to the Lords on Grass Lands. Enquiry into cottagers’ land published, but drawn up for the Board. Memoir on Salt, from more than fifty authors. Ten new premises framed. Memoir on wastes, paring, burning, and arable land.’

27th.—Symonds and Hoole had dinner with us, and since the former will be meeting the Duke of Grafton today, I gave him a message card. On one side, it says ‘Some use in rising at 4 A.M.,’ and on the other side, it reads: ‘From January 20 to May 23, there are 90 days, excluding Sundays and vacations; 50 Boards and Committees; 340 essays read, with comments on each. Report to the House of Commons about Potatoes. Report to the Lords about Grass Lands. Inquiry into cottagers’ land published, but prepared for the Board. Memoir on Salt, from more than fifty authors. Ten new premises established. Memoir on wastes, paring, burning, and arable land.’

If for such employment I am stigmatised for doing nothing, it shows that in order to please, it matters not what we do, caprice will be the only judgment. 363What conclusion is to be drawn from such cases? Serve God truly, and as to man trouble not thyself about him; let this be the golden rule, and it will bring peace at the last.

If I'm criticized for doing nothing in this job, it just shows that to please others, it doesn't matter what we do; it'll all come down to whim. 363 What can we conclude from situations like this? Serve God sincerely, and don’t worry about what people think; let this be the guiding principle, and it will lead to peace in the end.

28th.—Lord Carrington fretting and worrying, and upon the full fidget about the newspapers’ abuse, and the criticisms in the House of Lords upon the publication of the Board; swearing that he will allow no nonsense to be published, and this will be more absurd and pragmatical than ever. Oh! Mr. Pitt, Mr. Pitt, that thou shouldest have formed such a Board as this, and then permit it to frame such a constitution as should render it absolutely dependent on the folly and caprice of a president! What might it not have done had its laws been what they ought to have been!

28th.—Lord Carrington is stressed and anxious about the negative coverage in the newspapers and the criticism in the House of Lords regarding the Board's publication; he’s determined not to let any nonsense get published, and this is going to be more ridiculous and impractical than ever. Oh! Mr. Pitt, Mr. Pitt, how could you have created such a Board and then allowed it to create a constitution that makes it completely dependent on the whims and foolishness of a president! Just think what it could have accomplished if its laws had been what they should have been!

Dalton, of Yorkshire, gave me a long account of his taking Hyder Ali when only the colonel of 500 horse—a soldier of fortune.[206] Lord Egremont came up from Petworth, where, he tells me, not a loaf for three days and a half, and a mutiny among the volunteers.

Dalton from Yorkshire shared a detailed story about his experience capturing Hyder Ali when he was just a colonel commanding 500 horsemen—a soldier looking for fortune.[206] Lord Egremont arrived from Petworth, where, according to him, there hadn’t been a loaf of bread for three and a half days, and there was a mutiny among the volunteers.

29th.—Dined yesterday at Lord Winchilsea’s. There were the Duke of Bedford, Lord Egremont, Lord Romney, Lord Somerville, Mr. Calhoun, Mr. Northey, Mr. Conyers, and myself: much farming. Lord Romney gave Lord Egremont a guinea, to receive fifty when he produced a tench that weighed seven pounds.

29th.—Had dinner yesterday at Lord Winchilsea’s. There were the Duke of Bedford, Lord Egremont, Lord Romney, Lord Somerville, Mr. Calhoun, Mr. Northey, Mr. Conyers, and me: a lot of talk about farming. Lord Romney gave Lord Egremont a guinea, in exchange for fifty when he caught a tench that weighed seven pounds.

Yesterday the Committee voted 50l. to my son for his labour in arranging &c., during thirteen weeks, the Reports from inclosed parishes to the House of Commons. 364I thanked them very awkwardly, and talked of gratitude, for it came on unexpectedly; that readiness which is never at a loss I have not an atom of. My heart always speaks at a sudden; whereas in many cases the head is most wanted. But the fault was on the right side, it was more than I expected.

Yesterday, the Committee voted 50l. for my son for his work in organizing, among other things, the Reports from included parishes to the House of Commons over thirteen weeks. 364I thanked them rather awkwardly and mentioned my gratitude because it came as a surprise; I don’t have an ounce of that quick-thinking readiness. My heart tends to respond suddenly, while in many situations, it's the mind that's more required. But the mistake was on the positive side; it was more than I anticipated.

June 6.—Charming weather for the country, now in its full beauty, and I am stoved up in this horrid place. Lord C. talked of adjourning the Board on Tuesday, which I hope much he will do. The 15th is the Sheep Show at Woburn; it will be the 20th before it is possible for me to see Bradfield, and hardly then; the longest day before a man gets into the country!!! Let them turn me out of my secretaryship and I shall not regret it, but down all discontent; it is God’s will, and my duty is to be thankful for all.

June 6.—The weather is lovely for the countryside, now at its peak beauty, and I am stuck in this awful place. Lord C. mentioned possibly adjourning the Board on Tuesday, which I really hope he will do. The Sheep Show at Woburn is on the 15th; it won’t be until the 20th that I might be able to see Bradfield, and probably not even then; it’s such a long wait before I can get to the countryside!!! If they want to kick me out of my secretary position, I won’t mind, but I’ll push aside all my discontent; it’s God’s will, and my duty is to be grateful for everything.

It is a comfort which exceeds all others, that as age advances the end of life is viewed as a mere change of residence, and the mental eye fixed on heaven, with full confidence in the promises of God. I would not give this conviction for the wealth of the Indies, for the empire of the world. And what does one lose by religion? I enjoy all such pleasures of life as are unattended by remorse, just as much, or more indeed, far more, than I did while I was a dissipated character. Reading, composition, serious conversation on any topic worth discussing, the rural beauties of Nature, and the pleasures of agriculture, friendship, affection, not love, as it is called, the whole of which I fear is founded in lust, and proves nineteen times in twenty the tyrant of the breast, and the fertile source of ten thousand miseries! 365Happy those in whom it terminates in a settled, quiet, tranquil friendship, sufficient to satisfy without the wanderings of the heart that lead to so much misery.

It’s a comfort like no other that as we get older, the end of life is seen as just a change of address, with our thoughts focused on heaven and total trust in God’s promises. I wouldn’t trade this belief for all the riches in the world, not for anything. And what do you lose by being religious? I enjoy all the pleasures of life without guilt, just as much—actually, far more—than I did when I was reckless. I find joy in reading, writing, meaningful conversations on topics that matter, the beauty of nature, the joys of farming, and in friendships that are caring but not those so-called loves, which I believe are often based in lust, usually leading to heartbreak and countless problems! 365 days How lucky are those whose love ends in a steady, peaceful friendship that fulfills without the wandering feelings that bring so much pain.

I was here (at Bradfield) three weeks at Easter after a severe confinement to incessant business; I am now again in the same deep retirement, the life of a hermit, after eight weeks of business and bustle. I feel how vast the benefit is to have these periodical retirements from the world in silence and solitude. Had I gone directly from London on my tour, plunging from one busy scene to another, my mind would have had no time to cool, none to settle into any calm and tranquil state for reflection, which is unfavourable to the growth of religion, of morals, nay, of talents to perform anything of consequence. A round of business or dissipation thus unbroken is mischievous to the heart, ties it to the world, and unfits it for every effort of regeneration and repentance, or of meditation and philosophy.

I was here (at Bradfield) for three weeks during Easter after being stuck in non-stop work; now I’m back in this same deep retreat, living like a hermit, after eight weeks of busyness. I really see how beneficial it is to take these regular breaks from the world in silence and solitude. If I had gone straight from London on my trip, jumping from one hectic situation to another, my mind wouldn’t have had the chance to cool down or settle into a calm and peaceful state for reflection, which is essential for nurturing faith, morals, and even the skills needed to accomplish something meaningful. A constant cycle of work or partying, without interruption, is harmful to the heart, keeps it tied to the world, and makes it less capable of any efforts toward renewal, repentance, meditation, or philosophy.

Lord Euston is going the tour of Suffolk, ordering returns to be made of all carts, waggons, horses, mills, and ovens; a step preparatory in the expectation of an invasion. But it is in everyone’s mouth that with such a price of corn half the country would join an enemy. I must freely confess I dread the result. We have no hope but in the protection of the Almighty, who has hitherto so wonderfully protected us; and what has been the gratitude shown to Him?

Lord Euston is touring Suffolk, asking for reports on all carts, wagons, horses, mills, and ovens; a move in anticipation of an invasion. But everyone is talking about how, with such high corn prices, half the country would side with an enemy. I must honestly admit I'm afraid of the outcome. Our only hope is in the protection of God, who has so wonderfully shielded us so far; and what gratitude have we shown Him?

Most melancholy is the reflection. Our rulers are truly infatuated, to have done nothing for the assistance of the poor, but leave them to such trying times without even showing a disposition to take any steps that could 366be effective. To do nothing to give relief, when land for the poor does relieve them so beneficially wherever they have it, is a cruel infatuation. To see poor rates at their present enormous height and the poor in misery—yet where they have land, to find rates 3d. or 4d. or 9d. in the £, and the poor in a state of ease and comfort—one would think should speak feelingly and powerfully—but no such thing. Men are governed by their stupid prejudices, and have too much pride to permit their eyes to be opened. Had an Act passed last session that had the effect of thus assisting the poor, instead of the pernicious system by rates, and some progress were now making in every county to carry it into execution, we should not hear such opinions advanced, because they would be groundless; the poor labourers, seeing such steps taken for their comfort and to free them from the ineffective thraldom of parish rates, would be patient and quiet. At present they see nothing done or doing for them, and have their hearts almost broken by penury—without resource—without hope.

Most sadly is the reflection. Our leaders are truly clueless, having done nothing to help the poor, leaving them to struggle through tough times without even attempting to take any effective action. To provide no relief when land for the poor can help them so much wherever they have it is a cruel oversight. To witness poor rates at their current outrageous level and the poor living in misery—yet where they have land, to find rates of 3d., 4d., or 9d. in the £, and the poor in a state of comfort—one would think this would evoke strong feelings and reactions, but it doesn’t. People are driven by their stubborn beliefs and have too much pride to allow themselves to see the truth. If a law had passed last session that actually helped the poor instead of the harmful system of rates, and there were some progress being made in every county to implement it, we wouldn’t hear such opinions expressed, as they would be unfounded; the poor laborers, seeing genuine efforts made for their comfort and to free them from the ineffective grip of parish rates, would be patient and calm. Right now, they see nothing being done for them, and their hearts are nearly broken by poverty—without means—without hope.

In such a situation who would wonder to see men join an enemy in crowds? Heaven forbid that this infatuation of Government be not providential, and the means by which the Deity may mean to punish the nation for and by its sins!

In a situation like this, who would be surprised to see people joining an enemy in large numbers? God forbid that this obsession with government isn't by divine design, and that it isn't the way the divine might intend to punish the nation for its sins!

The trumpeter of the Corps of Yeomanry came to me with a written engagement to forfeit 5s. the first absence and 10s. 6d. every successive one if we do not meet the first Friday of every month. I was always exempted on account of my necessary absence; however, 367as they expect to be called into actual service, I would not now retire when an invasion is expected, so I signed; but when the alarm is quite blown over—should that please the Almighty—I shall withdraw, for I am too old and too weak, and my pursuits too far off and too numerous to permit attendance.

The trumpeter from the Yeomanry Corps came to me with a written agreement stating that I would lose 5£ for the first absence and 10£ 6p for every absence after that if we don't meet on the first Friday of every month. I was always excused due to my necessary absences; however, since they expect to be called to actual service, I wouldn’t back out now with an invasion looming, so I signed. But once the alarm is fully over—if that pleases God—I will step back, as I’m too old and too weak, and my commitments are too far and too many to allow me to attend.

September 7 [on tour, at Dunstable].—Breakfasted with Mr. Parkyn, and then went to meet a person who instructs people in plaiting straw, and I bargained with him at 30s. a week for a girl to be instructed—a month will do; that is 6l., and the journey there and back, about 4l., so for 10l. I shall be able to introduce this most excellent fabric among our poor. The children begin at four years old, and by six earn 2s. or 3s. a week; by seven 1s. a day; and at eight and nine, &c., 10s. or 12s. a week. This will be of immense use to them.

September 7 [on tour, at Dunstable].—I had breakfast with Mr. Parkyn, and then I went to meet someone who teaches straw weaving. I negotiated a rate of 30s. a week for a girl to be trained—one month will be enough; that totals 6l., and the round trip costs about 4l., so for 10l. I can help introduce this wonderful craft to our community. The children start learning at four years old, and by six, they can earn 2s. or 3s. a week; by seven, it's 1s. a day; and at eight and nine, they can make 10s. or 12s. a week. This will be incredibly helpful to them.

Got to Woburn by 2 P.M., sat down and wrote for two hours and a half, then dressed, but did not dine till nearly 8 P.M. The Duke of Manchester there with Lord Preston, Mr. Cartwright, and Edwards, the bookseller, who is putting the library to rights and showing how to make the catalogue. I was surprised to learn from him that a man could not lay out in one year more than 5,000l. judiciously in books; that Lord Spencer has been fourteen years expending 25,000l., and has the best library in England, perhaps better than the King’s. He tells me the nation [France] bought L’Héritier’s[207] library, and gave it to the Botanical 368Garden. Miss Knight,[208] authoress of the continuation of ‘Rasselas,’ whom I met at Kedington’s, lent Dolmien’s[209] ‘Life at Naples,’ through Lady Hamilton’s interest with the Queen. He wrote to her from prison.

Got to Woburn by 2 P.M., sat down and wrote for two and a half hours, then got ready, but didn’t have dinner until almost 8 P.M. The Duke of Manchester was there with Lord Preston, Mr. Cartwright, and Edwards, the bookseller, who is organizing the library and explaining how to create the catalog. I was surprised to learn from him that a person couldn't spend more than 5,000l. wisely on books in one year; that Lord Spencer has spent 25,000l. over fourteen years and has the best library in England, maybe even better than the King’s. He tells me that the nation [France] bought L’Héritier’s[207] library and donated it to the Botanical 368Garden. Miss Knight,[208] the author of the continuation of ‘Rasselas,’ whom I met at Kedington’s, lent Dolmien’s[209] ‘Life at Naples,’ through Lady Hamilton’s connection with the Queen. He wrote to her from prison.

Did not get to bed till past 11 P.M. Such hours and fasting from 9 A.M. in morn to 8 P.M. at night did not agree with me. I waked at 4 A.M., and having a lamp, rose, washed, prayed, and sat down by candlelight to my notes and finished them.

Didn’t get to bed until after 11 PM Those hours and fasting from 9 AM in the morning to 8 P.M. at night didn’t agree with me. I woke up at 4 AM, and having a lamp, got up, washed, prayed, and sat down by candlelight to finish my notes.

Lord Preston swears; it hurts me to hear him. I certainly ought to convert such people and reproach myself, and confess the sin every day in my catalogue to God; but I go on and do it not. If I had wit I could laugh at it, but I have no more wit than a pig.

Lord Preston swears; it hurts me to hear him. I definitely should try to change people like him and blame myself, confessing that sin to God every day in my list; but I keep doing nothing about it. If I were clever, I could laugh at it, but I have no more sense than a pig.

The following are selected from this year’s correspondence:

The following are taken from this year’s correspondence:

From T. Symonds, Esq., describing Trinity College Establishment, Revenue, &c.

From T. Symonds, Esq., describing Trinity College Establishment, Revenue, & etc.

‘Cambridge: March 20, 1801.

‘You desire me, good friend, to send you a long letter from this place, but I could more easily find materials to write one to our friend Charles Cole, from his being perfectly conversant with every one here, and with almost everything. You observe very right, that landlords cannot come into a share of the wealth of their tenants but by a corn rent. This I have insisted 369upon of late frequently at Bury. The present state of the University is an indisputable proof of it. The pressure of the times is hardly felt by its members. Will you not think so, when you hear that the revenue of this College amounted to nearly 16,000l. last year, and that the eight senior fellows received more than 300l. each, and the junior half of that sum? They have been obliged to raise, however, the price of the commons (as they are called) from fifteen to eighteen pence. But I sit down here every day for this sum to a dinner, which gentlemen of a thousand a year cannot give often with prudence.

‘You want me, my good friend, to send you a long letter from here, but I could more easily write one to our friend Charles Cole since he knows everyone here and almost everything about them. You are absolutely right to point out that landlords can only benefit from the wealth of their tenants through a corn rent. I've been emphasizing this a lot lately at Bury. The current state of the University is clear proof of this. Its members hardly feel the pressure of these times. You’ll agree when you hear that the revenue of this College was nearly £16,000 last year, and that the eight senior fellows received more than £300 each, while the juniors got half that amount. However, they’ve had to raise the price of the commons (as they’re called) from fifteen to eighteen pence. But I still sit down here every day for that amount to have a dinner that even gentlemen with a thousand a year can’t afford to have often with prudence.’

‘The papers, I presume, have informed you of the trial of our plate stealers last week.

‘The news, I assume, has updated you on the trial of the people who stole our silverware last week.

‘The whole business was ill conducted. The man who sold to the Jew the medals of King’s College for 70l., the plate of this for 300l., and the plate of Caius for 500l., pleaded guilty, and in consequence of a free pardon to appear against the Jew, who, though acquitted at these Assizes, will probably be hanged at the next. Grimshaw, the chimney sweeper, is the only victim at present. Your friend Simeon was not wanting in his visits to him. He told an acquaintance of mine "that he found Grimshaw’s conversation delightful; that he had grace to die; and that the sooner he was executed the better, for fear this grace should evaporate." Should it ever be my lot to be condemned for execution, I will immediately apply to you for consolation. Simeon could work no conviction in the Jew; this will not surprise you.

The whole situation was poorly handled. The guy who sold the King’s College medals to the Jew for £70, the plate from there for £300, and the Caius plate for £500, admitted he was guilty. He got a free pass to testify against the Jew, who, even though he was found not guilty at these Assizes, will probably be hanged next time. Grimshaw, the chimney sweeper, is the only one in trouble right now. Your friend Simeon didn’t hold back on visiting him. He told someone I know that he found Grimshaw’s conversation delightful, that he had a grace about dying, and that the sooner he was executed the better, to avoid that grace fading away. If I ever find myself facing execution, I will definitely reach out to you for comfort. Simeon couldn’t get a conviction against the Jew; I’m sure that doesn’t surprise you.

‘I saw in the papers a list of the dancers at Lady 370Carrington’s ball; but, to my astonishment, did not discover your name. The papers have raised Lord C. to the degree of Viscount;[210] it would be too insulting for a man recently in business to step above the heads of our ancient Barons. I should have told you that we have here a young nobleman of unblemished character. I mean Lord Henry Petty, whose knowledge and abilities are such, both in writing and speaking in public, as to lead me to imagine that he cannot fail to make a distinguished figure in Parliament. By the bye, there seem to be some members of the House of Commons who are jealous of your Board.

‘I saw in the newspapers a list of the dancers at Lady 370Carrington’s ball; but, to my surprise, I didn’t see your name. The papers have promoted Lord C. to the rank of Viscount; [210] it would be too disrespectful for a man who just got into business to surpass our ancient Barons. I should have mentioned that we have a young nobleman here with an impeccable reputation. I’m talking about Lord Henry Petty, whose knowledge and skills in writing and public speaking make me believe he will definitely make a name for himself in Parliament. By the way, it seems that some members of the House of Commons are envious of your Board.

‘Yours sincerely,
J. Symonds.’

January 24, 1802.—A great gap; but from coming to London in November to quitting it the following month I wrote journal letters paged to my friend.[211] Through the Christmas holidays a blank. I have subscribed to the Lock Hospital 5l. 5s., and go every Sunday. Wilberforce always there taking notes of Scott’s sermons.

January 24, 1802.—A big gap; but from when I arrived in London in November to when I left the following month, I wrote journal letters paged to my friend.[211] During the Christmas holidays, nothing happened. I have subscribed to the Lock Hospital for 5l. 5s., and I go every Sunday. Wilberforce is always there taking notes on Scott’s sermons.

In the great business of my salvation I go on slowly, struggling hard, however, to advance, by freeing my imagination from sensuality and my heart from coldness. God give me grace to persist. I lay great stress on trying by every means to impress in my mind a constant sense of God’s presence.

In the important journey of my salvation, I move ahead slowly, working hard to progress by freeing my imagination from desires and my heart from indifference. May God give me the strength to keep going. I place a lot of emphasis on doing everything I can to keep a constant awareness of God’s presence in my mind.

371March 8.—At Wilberforce’s last night till 10 o’clock, and was not in bed till quarter past 11 P.M. Though I was up before 4 A.M., and had no sleep in the day, or very little, the consequence was that in the night just past I slept very soundly indeed, and till 6 A.M. Dean Milner[212] there, and I had much conversation with him about W. while he and Mr. W. were out of the room. He first made an impression on Wilberforce’s mind at Scarborough; he hinted on some person named being an enthusiast, but Milner (though not religious then himself) checked it with a firmness that made W. think. They afterwards travelled to Nice, and were there three months about the year 1783 or 1784. The Duke of Gloucester was then an infidel; the conversation M. had with him upon the journey had no other effect (indeed that was the capital one) but of making him serious in reading and considering the Bible, which he did with great industry and deep attention, bringing to it a heart open to conviction; his health was injured by application, but his eternal soul was saved. He afterwards broke off his intimacies with a social fashionable set, and particularly from dinners which hurt his progress in Divine impersonation. He fairly and openly told his friends the reason. Pitt never joked or laughed at him—some did, but he never; all were sorry to lose him. But he was in earnest, and carried his determination into effect to give himself wholly to the care of his soul in the first place, and next to 372perform his temporal duties by assiduity in business. The Dean remarked the great good his book is likely to do from this time to the end of the world. Many, many may be saved by it. He dictated an answer to some quotations from David which the Duke of Grafton gave me the other day in argument against original sin, the righteousness named 1,000 years before Christ. He replied as I had done on the spot to the Duke, that these men had the spirit, and then were righteous before God in Jesus Christ who saved from the creation.

371March 8.—I was at Wilberforce’s last night until 10 o’clock and didn’t get to bed until a quarter past 11 P.M. Even though I was up before 4 AM and barely slept during the day, the result was that I slept very soundly last night until 6 AM Dean Milner[212] was there, and I had a long conversation with him about W. while he and Mr. W. were out of the room. He first made an impression on Wilberforce’s mind at Scarborough; he referred to someone as an enthusiast, but Milner (who wasn’t religious at the time) countered it firmly, which made W. think. They later traveled to Nice and spent about three months there around 1783 or 1784. The Duke of Gloucester was then an infidel; the conversation Milner had with him on the journey had no other effect (in fact, this was the main effect) than making him serious about reading and contemplating the Bible, which he did with great diligence and deep focus, approaching it with an open heart ready for conviction; his health suffered from the effort, but his eternal soul was saved. He later distanced himself from a social and fashionable crowd, especially from dinners that hindered his spiritual growth. He honestly and openly told his friends his reasons. Pitt never mocked or laughed at him—some did, but he never; everyone was sorry to see him go. But he was serious and followed through on his decision to devote himself entirely to caring for his soul first and then to fulfilling his earthly duties through hard work. The Dean noted the significant impact his book is likely to have from this time until the end of the world. Many, many may be saved by it. He dictated a response to some quotes from David that the Duke of Grafton brought up the other day in a debate against original sin, pointing out the righteousness that was mentioned 1,000 years before Christ. He replied, just as I had done on the spot with the Duke, that these people had the spirit, and therefore were righteous before God in Jesus Christ, who saved from the beginning of creation.

The Duke of Bedford’s death! How much I could write on that topic. I met Halifax at the Duke of Grafton’s. He died with what is called perfect courage, collectedness, and resolution that is perfectly hardened in insensibility. A most tremendous, awful, horrible case! But very difficult to separate affection for the amiable temper and useful life from a just condemnation of his utter want of religion and piety.

The Duke of Bedford's death! There’s so much I could say about that. I ran into Halifax at the Duke of Grafton's place. He died with what people call perfect courage, composure, and a kind of resolution that was completely hardened in insensibility. A truly tremendous, awful, horrible situation! But it's really tough to separate the affection for his nice personality and helpful life from a fair criticism of his total lack of religion and piety.

From the Duke of Bedford[213]
in carrying out the plans of his late Brother
‘Woburn Abbey: March 28, 1802.

‘Sir,—The sudden and fatal event which deprived me of one of the kindest of friends and most affectionate of brothers, Agriculture of one of its firmest props, and Society of one of its best and most useful members, coming upon me too so soon after a former severe domestic calamity, left my mind in such a state of sad dejection as to render me wholly incapable of 373writing to you on a subject deeply interesting to me, because it occupied the last thoughts of my much lamented brother. His zeal for that first and most interesting of pursuits, Agriculture, did not forsake him even in the last moments of his life, and on his death-bed, with an earnestness of mind expressive of his character, and with that anxious consideration for the interests of his country which occupied so many years of his well-spent life, he strongly urged me to follow up those plans of national improvement which he had begun, and from which he had formed the most sanguine hopes of success. He referred me to Mr. Cartwright and to you for explanations and details; with Mr. C. I have already had some conversation, and hope soon to have the pleasure of seeing you. I shall be in London in a day or two, and if you will favour me with a line in Arlington Street, to name the day and hour most convenient to you to call upon me, you will much oblige me. Should you be absent from Town I trust it will not be long before I have the satisfaction of seeing you at Woburn.

‘Sir,—The sudden and tragic event that took away one of my dearest friends and most loving brothers, removed Agriculture of one of its strongest supporters, and left Society without one of its best and most helpful members, hit me hard, especially right after a previous major family loss. This has put me in such a state of deep sadness that I found myself completely unable to write to you about a topic that means so much to me, as it was on my brother's mind in his final moments. His passion for the vital and fascinating field of Agriculture never left him, even in his last hours. On his deathbed, with a seriousness that reflected his character, and with genuine concern for the interests of his country that filled so many years of his life, he urged me to continue the national improvement plans he had started, from which he had high hopes for success. He directed me to you and Mr. Cartwright for further explanations and details; I’ve already spoken with Mr. C. and hope to see you soon. I will be in London in a day or two, and if you could send me a quick note at Arlington Street, mentioning the day and time that works best for you to meet, I would greatly appreciate it. If you’re out of Town, I hope it won’t be long before I can look forward to seeing you at Woburn.

‘Desirous as I am in every point of view to fulfil the last wishes of my departed brother, I feel that my humble efforts must be at such a vast distance from the exertions of his well-regulated and superior mind, that without the aid and advice of those most capable of assisting me, I should utterly despair of attaining the objects now so near to my heart.

‘As eager as I am to fulfill my late brother’s final wishes, I realize that my humble efforts are far from matching the capabilities of his well-ordered and brilliant mind. Without the help and guidance of those who are most able to assist me, I would completely lose hope in achieving the goals that are now so important to me.

‘I am, Sir,
‘Your faithful and obedient servant,
Bedford.’
374My Reply
‘32 Sackville Street: March 1802.

‘My Lord,—The melancholy event which has deprived your Grace of a brother so beloved was a stroke that affected every feeling of my heart; others more habituated to his merit on great occasions better knew than it was possible for me to do the powers of a mind that could fathom the most important subjects; but to me, sinking his great consequence in the country, he was a kind, most amiable, and indulgent friend, nor shall I ever cease to lament the loss of the best temper I ever met with; good humour seemed to spring from a perennial source in his bosom. Pleasing and happy it is for his lamented memory that all ranks and classes of the people have vied in the expressions of grief for the loss of so able, sincere, and unquestionable a patriot. It pleased him on several late occasions to converse with me on his plans of those establishments he meditated to connect with the employment of Mr. Cartwright. Probably that gentleman has explained all or most of them to your Grace. I shall be most happy to repeat them, and I am sure I need not add that veneration for the memory of one who commanded the regrets of a great nation, as well as the respect I owe to your Grace’s character, will induce me most willingly to give you the little assistance that is in my power to lessen the loss we have all suffered.

‘My Lord,—The sad event that has taken away your beloved brother has deeply affected me; others who were more accustomed to recognizing his merits in significant situations understood his capabilities better than I ever could. To me, setting aside his great importance in the country, he was a kind, incredibly friendly, and generous friend, and I will always mourn the loss of the best temperament I've ever known; his good humor seemed to come from a never-ending source within him. It is comforting to know that people from all walks of life have come together to express their sorrow for the loss of such a capable, sincere, and undeniable patriot. Recently, he enjoyed discussing his plans for the projects he was considering in relation to Mr. Cartwright's work. That gentleman has likely shared most, if not all, of those plans with you. I would be more than happy to go over them again, and I know I don’t need to mention that my respect for the memory of someone who inspired the sorrow of a great nation, along with the respect I have for your Grace’s character, will make me more than willing to offer whatever small help I can to ease the loss we have all experienced.

‘I rejoice in hearing of your Grace’s determination to tread in those steps which proved so direct a path to a well-earned and most useful fame.

‘I am glad to hear of your Grace’s decision to follow in those footsteps that led so directly to a well-deserved and very useful reputation.

375‘From eleven o’clock to-day till four, and from twelve till three on Thursday, I am engaged with the Board, but will wait on your Grace at any other time you are pleased to appoint.

375 “I’m busy with the Board today from eleven to four, and on Thursday from twelve to three, but I’ll be available to meet with you at any other time that works for you.”

‘I am, my Lord,
‘Most respectfully your Grace’s
‘Much obliged and most humble servant,
Arthur Young.’

The Board has been busy in voting testimonies to the memory of the Duke of Bedford, a race who should express most strongly their veneration. The Bishop of Llandaff brought a dedication for the volume now ready—a medal ordered and a bust. These people are carnal and worldly, except, however, Mr. Wilberforce, who much promoted it, and spoke often in favour of it. His example is authority, or I should have considered the whole as a worldly-minded business, and bad. This Duke, with vast powers and immense influence, set an example to a town and populous neighbourhood in the country, and to a great circle of friends and dependents, of an utter neglect, if not contempt, of religion: all was worldly in his views; all his motives tending that way, and his example mischievous to religion and the souls of men. All this praise and veneration is therefore very questionable, and, I think, unlawful; it is looking at objects and judging of things with the herd, and therefore wrong; we cannot go with them but to do mischief. Of what consequence is religion to the world if farming and beneficence and good temper, and a life highly useful 376in a worldly view, is to outweigh the evils of irreligion, and so very bad an example in morals and want of piety? I cannot approve of it, much as I liked the man in all worldly respects.

The Board has been busy voting on tributes in memory of the Duke of Bedford, a group that should express their deep respect. The Bishop of Llandaff presented a dedication for the volume now prepared—a medal commissioned and a bust. These individuals are focused on material and worldly matters, except for Mr. Wilberforce, who strongly supported it and frequently spoke in its favor. His endorsement carries weight; otherwise, I would have viewed it all as a worldly endeavor, which is negative. This Duke, with great power and significant influence, set an example in a town and populous area of the country, as well as among a large circle of friends and followers, of complete neglect, if not disdain, for religion: all his perspectives were worldly; all his motivations leaned that way, with his example being harmful to religion and the souls of people. All this praise and respect is, therefore, very questionable, and I believe it’s wrong; it reflects a perspective that follows the crowd and thus is misguided; we can’t join them without causing harm. What does religion matter to the world if farming, generosity, good manners, and a highly productive life in a worldly sense take precedence over the harms of irreligion and such a bad example in morals and lack of devotion? I can’t support it, even though I liked the man in all worldly respects.

Dr. Pearson talking of experiments observed that contrary experiments to good ones are nothing. ‘I can get evidence for or against anything: for the existence of angels and devils,’ &c. He is a great infidel, one of the gang of philosophers of the Royal Society, whose head, Sir J. B., is of the same mould, and whose influence is all on the same side, and does much mischief. The great, the wise, and the learned in this town, I fear, are nineteen in twenty infidels. Shocking! dreadful to think of!!

Dr. Pearson, discussing experiments, noted that the experiments that contradict good ones are worthless. "I can find evidence for or against anything: even for the existence of angels and demons," etc. He is a major skeptic, part of the group of philosophers at the Royal Society, led by Sir J. B., who shares the same views and whose influence is all aligned, causing a lot of harm. The great, wise, and learned people in this town, I’m afraid, are nineteen out of twenty skeptics. Shocking! Terrible to think about!!

Dined at the Duke of Grafton’s, Menil the Nimrod and Dr. Halifax there. I never fail to combat his Unitarianism, but do no good; yet his arguments are weak as water.

Dined at the Duke of Grafton’s with Menil the Hunter and Dr. Halifax. I always try to challenge his Unitarian beliefs, but it doesn't make a difference; still, his arguments are as weak as water.

20th.—At the Farmers’ Club. Carried with some difficulty a premium of fifty guineas for the best plough; several voted against it, because impossible to decide which of several should be the best! These folks can hardly know the right end of a plough.

20th.—At the Farmers’ Club. It took some effort to award a prize of fifty guineas for the best plough; several members voted against it because it was impossible to determine which one was the best! These people can barely recognize the correct end of a plough.

25th.—Dined at the Bishop of Durham’s; Price, the Vice-Chamberlain, there, and Mr. and Mrs. Bernard. I would have some serious talk, and therefore asked the Bishop if he had read Overton’s[214] book? He had, and highly approved it. He met with it at York, and asked 377the Archbishop if he knew anything of the author, and, to his surprise, found that he did not even know there was such a man, and knew nothing of him. The Bishop promised to send me his two charges and letters to the Deists. He was lately in company with Otto,[215] and made enquiries what that minister conceived would be the result of the present order of things in France relative to religion. Otto thought that it would end in the establishment of Protestantism;[216] 378this is remarkable and not improbable. The Concordat will not be executed. I questioned the Bishop about Paley: ‘Mr. Y., I gave Dr. P. a living of 1,100l. a year for two great works, the “Horæ Paulinæ” and “The Evidences,” and so I told him: “But, Dr. P., as to your Moral Philosophy I disapprove of it, and therefore do not mistake my motive”’!! He is engaged in a work now at press on natural religion by the Bishop’s recommendation.

25th.—Had dinner at the Bishop of Durham’s; Price, the Vice-Chamberlain, was there, along with Mr. and Mrs. Bernard. I wanted to have a serious discussion, so I asked the Bishop if he had read Overton’s[214] book. He had, and he liked it a lot. He came across it at York and asked the Archbishop if he knew anything about the author. To his surprise, the Archbishop didn’t even know that the author existed. The Bishop promised to send me his two charges and letters to the Deists. He had recently been with Otto,[215] and inquired about Otto’s thoughts on the current situation in France regarding religion. Otto believed it would lead to the establishment of Protestantism;[216] this is notable and not unlikely. The Concordat will not be implemented. I asked the Bishop about Paley: ‘Mr. Y., I gave Dr. P. a living of £1,100 a year for two significant works, the "Pauline Hours" and “The Evidences,” and I told him: “But, Dr. P., regarding your Moral Philosophy, I don’t approve of it, so don’t get me wrong”!! He is currently working on a project about natural religion by the Bishop’s recommendation.

27th.—Our third volume Part I. of the ‘Communications’ is out, but I have yet heard nothing of the public opinion. The mere printing this thin quarto has been the whole business of the Board, that is, of the President, from last November; nothing else done of any sort or kind. This is pitiable. He corrected the proofs and made them dance up and down to Wycombe, and wait as if time was of no consequence, and a whole Session will pass with this for its only employment. My ‘Hertford’ is ready for printing, Pitt’s ‘Leicester,’ Howlett’s ‘Essex,’ and Plymley’s ‘Salop,’ and all at a stand; not one proof of the second part of the ‘Essays’ at press in a fortnight, and nothing else thought of. He is as fit to be President of the Board as Grand Llama of Thibet; such is the way that all public business is conducted. If I saw as much of the Treasury, have no doubt but similar though not equal neglect would appear. But what a table of cyphers to meet week after week and urge nothing to satisfy the public. The whole of this 379flows from the most fastidious coxcombical pretension to purity of language: the time is spent in making phrases, as the French express it, which ought to be employed in devising and executing plans of improvement and pushing on the county surveys. Lamentable! A fine folly, however, has taken place; the President and two other members went to see Salisbury’s botanical garden—there he agreed to hire six acres at rent and taxes 14l. an acre for Board experiments 1½ miles from Hyde Park Corner. I was not consulted, and 60l. paid for a lease before I knew a word of the matter; then I was ordered to view it, which I did, but no opinion asked. Next I was directed to draw up a plan of experiments, which I did, without corn, for myriads of sparrows from nurseries would eat all up. These were partly accepted and partly rejected, and potatoes scouted because people are sick of the name of potatoes. ‘Suppose another famine, my Lord, what will those persons then think who are now sick of potatoes?’

27th.—Our third volume, Part I. of the ‘Communications’ is out, but I haven’t heard anything about public opinion. The entire effort of the Board, especially the President, since last November has been focused solely on printing this thin quarto; nothing else has been done at all. This is sad. He corrected the proofs and sent them back and forth to Wycombe, acting like time was no issue, and an entire Session will pass with this being the only work accomplished. My ‘Hertford’ is ready for printing, along with Pitt’s ‘Leicester,’ Howlett’s ‘Essex,’ and Plymley’s ‘Salop,’ but all are on hold; not a single proof of the second part of the ‘Essays’ has been printed in the past two weeks, and nothing else is being considered. He’s as suited to be the President of the Board as the Grand Llama of Tibet; that’s how public business is managed. If I spent as much time with the Treasury, I have no doubt a similar, though not equal, neglect would show up. What a group of figures to meet week after week and push nothing to satisfy the public. The whole situation stems from an overly fussy and pretentious desire for pure language: time is wasted on crafting phrases, as the French say, that should be spent on creating and executing plans for improvement and advancing the county surveys. It’s pathetic! A ridiculous incident happened; the President and two other members visited Salisbury’s botanical garden—there he agreed to lease six acres at a rent and taxes of 14l. an acre for Board experiments, just 1½ miles from Hyde Park Corner. I wasn’t consulted, and £60 was paid for a lease before I even heard about it; then I was instructed to inspect it, which I did, but no one asked for my opinion. Next, I was told to draft a plan for experiments, which I did, but without corn, since countless sparrows from nurseries would eat it all. These plans were partly accepted and partly rejected, and potatoes were dismissed because people are tired of the name of potatoes. 'What if another famine happens, my Lord, what will those people think who are currently sick of potatoes?'

It stands over for the Board. The whole idea is stark, staring folly; it will cost 250l. a year, and the harvest well deserved ridicule.

It stands over for the Board. The whole idea is complete nonsense; it will cost 250l. a year, and the harvest truly deserves mockery.

April 11.—Last Wednesday, Lord Carrington took me into his room and told me that his brother having the loan, he had spoken to him to write me down for 500l.; and that the rise having been 4 per cent. he had directed it to be sold, and it would produce me 200l. clear of charges. I thanked him much. Such a thing never entered my thoughts, and consequently surprised me much. It was very kind and considerate, and I am 380certainly much obliged to him for it. Next evening he sent for me, and gave me a draft on Smith and Payne, 221l. 17s. 6d., for the rise was 4½ per cent. I was thankful to God for this, and meditated much on it. If God had not been willing it would not have entered his head, and I find it comfortable to attribute everything to God, as, indeed, everything ought certainly to be attributed, and the more we trust entirely to Him the better I am persuaded it is for us. This is the first lottery for many years that I have been out of, but meeting with a passage in some of Scott’s things against lotteries I would not put in, or have anything to do with it. If God pleases to give me money He has a thousand ways of doing it, and in these reflections I have had hard work to guard my mind against the temptation to consider it in the light of a reward which would be vile where there is no merit, no desert. I offend too daily and hourly to deserve anything but wrath at His hands, and this I cannot dwell on too much or too deeply. But for two years past of His infinite goodness He has made all money matters very favourable to me, and I thank Him for an uninterrupted stream of His bounty without let or hindrance, and this notwithstanding my sensual mind and many offences. I cannot be too grateful for so much goodness, and I pray Him to give me grace to be kind and charitable to others while He is so good to me. I think of these things with fear and trembling, lest they should throw my mind and conduct into an improper train.

April 11.—Last Wednesday, Lord Carrington took me into his room and told me that since his brother had the loan, he had asked him to put me down for £500; and because the rise was 4 percent, he had instructed it to be sold, which would give me £200 clear of charges. I really appreciated that. I never even thought about something like this, so it surprised me a lot. It was very kind and thoughtful of him, and I'm certainly grateful. The next evening he called me back and gave me a draft on Smith and Payne for £221 17s. 6d., as the rise was 4½ percent. I was thankful to God for this and thought about it a lot. If God hadn’t allowed it, it wouldn’t have crossed his mind, and I find it comforting to attribute everything to God, as everything definitely should be attributed, and the more we fully trust Him, the better I believe it is for us. This is the first lottery I’ve been out of in many years, but after seeing a passage in some of Scott’s writings against lotteries, I didn’t want to get involved or have anything to do with it. If God chooses to give me money, He has countless ways to do it, and while reflecting on this, I’ve had a hard time guarding my mind against the temptation to view it as a reward, which would be despicable where there’s no merit or deserving. I offend too much every day and hour to deserve anything but anger from Him, and I can’t dwell on that too much or too deeply. However, for the past two years, through His infinite goodness, He has made all my financial matters very favorable, and I'm thankful for this uninterrupted flow of His generosity without any obstacles, despite my worldly inclinations and many wrongdoings. I can’t express enough gratitude for such goodness, and I pray for grace to be kind and charitable to others as He is so good to me. I think about these things with fear and trembling, lest they lead my mind and actions in the wrong direction.

Of late I have been ruminating on a short publication 381against the Deists, to consist merely of an attack on them to show the difficulties and absurdities of their system; it will consist chiefly of extracts. I have read Bogue,[217] and Fuller and Berkeley’s[218] ‘Minute Philosopher,’ and Leslie,[219] but none of them come up to my idea. It should be unmixed with a defence of Christianity, which should come in by way of appendix. I cannot get it out of my head, and shall certainly attempt it; the worst is I must read their works (i.e. of the Deists, &c.), which is bad, but I shall not do it without prayer to God to fortify me against their sophistries and delusions.

Recently, I've been thinking about a brief publication 381 that will critique the Deists, focusing on the challenges and absurdities of their beliefs; it will mainly include excerpts. I've read Bogue,[217] and Fuller, along with Berkeley’s[218] ‘Minute Philosopher,’ and Leslie,[219] but none of them align with my vision. It should not mix in a defense of Christianity, which can come as an appendix. I can't shake this idea, and I will definitely pursue it; the downside is I have to read their works (i.e., the Deists, etc.), which is unfortunate, but I won't do it without praying to God for strength against their misleading arguments and falsehoods.

Yesterday morning I hoped and expected to leave London, but Lord Pelham, Secretary of State, has sent us the returns of acres cropped last year from the clergy of the Kingdom, and so a Committee to-day, and to-morrow Good Friday; for Saturday I have taken places.places. Thus, after twelve weeks in London, I lose four days. Very unlucky, and very disagreeable, and for such nonsense as disgraces common sense. He wrote a circular letter to all the clergy of the Kingdom last June for this purpose, and from 10,000 parishes received accounts from about a half. Precious ones, to be sure! A very probable matter that the farmers would give the number of acres sown with every sort of grain to the parsons; such attempts degrade Government in the eyes of the people. What opinion can they have of men’s abilities who expect thus to gain such facts?

Yesterday morning, I was hoping to leave London, but Lord Pelham, the Secretary of State, sent us the crop return data from last year gathered by the clergy across the Kingdom. So, there's a Committee meeting today, and tomorrow is Good Friday; I've made plans for Saturday. That means, after spending twelve weeks in London, I’m losing four days. It’s really unfortunate and quite annoying, especially for such foolishness that undermines common sense. He sent a circular to all the clergy in the Kingdom last June for this purpose, and out of 10,000 parishes, we got responses from about half. Priceless, indeed! It’s quite unlikely that the farmers would accurately report the number of acres planted with each type of grain to the clergy; such efforts make the Government look bad in the eyes of the public. What kind of regard can they have for the abilities of people who expect to gather such information in this way?

382I was in danger of returning to London without one entry in this Journal, but going up to wipe my dear Bobbin’s book has thrown my mind into a fit of melancholy that I know not how easily to get rid of; yet will it go too soon? I have been whitewashing the house, cleaning about it, and keeping all things in pretty good order to do justice to the place as well as I am able; but my dear child’s recollection brings forcibly to my heart the impression that it is the will of God I should have hardly any chance of this prosperity being kept in my family. My son has no children, nor likely to have any. Mary, no chance of marrying, so that my posterity ends with the next generation. The will of God be done, but human vanity and feelings will rise in the bosom, and they cannot rise without these unpleasant ideas forcing themselves into my mind. Bradfield has been ours 200 years, and I should have liked that my name and family might here have continued. But God has punished me for my sins; I can have nothing at His hands that I do not deserve. Blessed be His holy Name, be it my endeavour to submit to His will with resignation and cheerfulness.

382I was at risk of returning to London without writing a single entry in this Journal, but going up to clean my dear Bobbin’s book has thrown me into a state of sadness that I find hard to shake off; yet, will it pass too soon? I have been painting the house, tidying up around it, and keeping things in decent shape to do my best for the place; however, the memory of my dear child strongly reminds me that it seems to be God's will that this prosperity won’t last in my family. My son has no children and is unlikely to have any. Mary has no chance of marrying, which means my lineage ends with the next generation. May God's will be done, but human pride and emotions inevitably stir up inside, and they bring uncomfortable thoughts into my mind. Bradfield has been in our family for 200 years, and I would have liked my name and family to continue here. But God has punished me for my sins; I can have nothing from Him that I don’t deserve. Blessed be His holy Name; let it be my goal to accept His will with patience and joy.

Betsy and O. dined with me on Tuesday, but the day so bad I could not show her the round garden, which was got in very neat order. I have had a letter from the Duke of Liancourt in which he speaks of coming to England. I wrote to advise him against it, for he would, I fear, be very ill received. The Duke of Grafton read me a letter expressed in most indignant terms on the passage relative to him and his family in Mons. de 383Liancourt’s travels.[220] The new Duke of Bedford writes to desire me, in very kind terms, to go to the Woburn sheep-shearing; asks it as a sort of favour. I had some very fine days on coming down, but of late the weather has been cold, damp, and melancholy, but I never come without wishing to live here constantly. I cannot help wishing it, but I hope without discontent—that would be black ingratitude to God. He fixes me where I am; all, all things I am well persuaded come from His Almighty hand, and therefore a cheerful submission is one great article of a religious life. I brought down linen for the poor, but the number that want, and I cannot relieve, is melancholy: I think I have fixed straw work here, for above twenty-five have learned, and my splitting machines are all distributed. Some days since I sent off to Dunstable the first product of their work, and hope I shall have a good sale for the poor children.

Betsy and O. had dinner with me on Tuesday, but the weather was so bad that I couldn't show her the round garden, which I've kept really neat. I've received a letter from the Duke of Liancourt in which he mentions coming to England. I wrote to advise him against it because I’m afraid he’d be poorly received. The Duke of Grafton read me a letter filled with indignation regarding what was said about him and his family in Mons. de 383Liancourt’s travels.[220] The new Duke of Bedford has written to kindly ask me to attend the sheep-shearing at Woburn, requesting it as a sort of favor. I had some really nice weather on my way down, but lately, it’s been cold, damp, and gloomy. Still, I never come here without wishing I could live here all the time. I can’t help but wish for it, but I hope it’s without discontent— that would be ungrateful to God. He has placed me where I am; I truly believe everything comes from His Almighty hand, so maintaining a cheerful acceptance is a big part of a religious life. I brought down some linens for the poor, but the number of those in need that I can’t help is disheartening. I think I've successfully set up straw work here, as more than twenty-five have learned, and I’ve distributed all my splitting machines. A few days ago, I sent off to Dunstable the first products of their work, and I hope to have a good sale for the poor kids.

June 1: London.—I keep this Journal as I do everything else, lest good purposes be turned aside by trifles and want of resolution. This is the thanksgiving-day; and last night was the Union masquerade, and the coaches are now (5 A.M. in the morning) rattling, and one fool in some monkey dress has walked by my windows.

June 1: London.—I keep this journal just like I do everything else, to make sure good intentions aren't swayed by little things and a lack of willpower. Today is Thanksgiving, and last night was the Union masquerade. Now, the coaches are rattling by my windows at 5 Morning., and I just saw a ridiculous person in a silly costume walk by.

A letter from the Duke of Bedford asking me to go to Woburn, which I shall do, and then I hope to Holkham, where Mr. Coke will take me in his coach——and 384there I am on my ground for the survey of Norfolk; but it is not yet decided whether I am to do it. It is a duty I owe to God to use the vacation in the best manner I can, but I can ill afford to travel at my own expense, determined as I am, if possible, to pay 700l. of debts.

A letter from the Duke of Bedford is asking me to come to Woburn, which I will do, and then I plan to go to Holkham, where Mr. Coke will take me in his coach——and 384there I’ll be on my ground for the survey of Norfolk; but it’s not yet decided if I’ll actually do it. I feel it’s my duty to God to make the most of my vacation, but I can barely afford to travel on my own dime, especially since I’m determined to pay off 700l. of debts if I can.

I should like to make a long journey in enquiries concerning the poor; I know not what would be best, and have prayed to God to guide me, but I am utterly displeased with myself in my religious pursuits. My mind is sensual, and my progress slow; may the mercy of the Almighty be shed on me in grace to mend. I have planned a new work, ‘Deism Delineated,’ and made some progress, but do not please myself. It must be done gradually as I read, and my time is fully occupied with many pursuits.

I want to take a long journey exploring the issues facing the poor; I’m not sure what the best approach is and I’ve prayed to God for guidance, but I’m really unhappy with myself in my spiritual life. My thoughts are focused on physical pleasures, and I’m making slow progress; I hope for the Almighty’s mercy to help me improve. I’ve started a new project, ‘Deism Delineated,’ and have made some headway, but I’m still not satisfied with it. It has to be done step by step as I read, and my time is completely filled with various tasks.

Post to Chesterford, and having received a letter from the present Duke of Bedford requesting me to meet Lord Somerville and Mr. Coke at Woburn in order to consult upon the best means of carrying the late Duke’s intentions into execution, especially in relation to the sheep-shearing, I set off accordingly, and got to Woburn at night, where I found Lord Somerville and Mr. Coke, and we considered the matter as well as the late Duke’s proposals to breeders. At the meeting the Duke’s attention was very pleasing, for he had great solicitude to arrange everything down to the minutest trifles in exactly the same manner as his brother had done on former occasions.

Post to Chesterford, and after receiving a letter from the current Duke of Bedford asking me to meet Lord Somerville and Mr. Coke at Woburn to discuss the best ways to implement the late Duke’s plans, especially regarding the sheep-shearing, I set off as requested and arrived in Woburn at night. There, I met Lord Somerville and Mr. Coke, and we went over the situation and the late Duke’s proposals for breeders. During the meeting, the Duke’s attention was notably positive, as he was very keen on organizing everything down to the smallest details just like his brother had done in the past.

Before dinner, the first day, he came up to me and said, ‘Mr. Y., I beg you will take your old seat, and 385preside at one end of the table, for which purpose I have ordered a servant to keep your chair.’ Everyone remarked the extreme attention of the duke that all the business of the meeting should be well conducted.

Before dinner on the first day, he approached me and said, ‘Mr. Y., I kindly ask you to take your usual seat and lead from one end of the table, for which I have arranged for a servant to hold your chair.’ Everyone noted the duke's keen attention to ensuring that the meeting ran smoothly.

12th.—Heartily tired of London, and the scenes I have endured at home. I left town, and took Betsy’s new chaise, which I had bought for her (170 guineas) for Chesterfield, where her whole family were. It was a hurrying day.

12th.—Completely worn out by London and the situations I've dealt with at home. I left the city and took Betsy’s new carriage, which I had bought for her (170 guineas), to Chesterfield, where her entire family was. It was a rushed day.

Next morning, Sunday, to church, and in the afternoon, contrary to many feelings, to Baldock. No post-chaise to be had, so went on in my whisky to Shefford, then post to Woburn by particular desire of the Duke of Bedford, to concert matters with Lord Somerville and Mr. Coke for the shearing business. It was 11 P.M. at night before I arrived; nobody there except they and Cartwright.

Next morning, Sunday, I went to church, and in the afternoon, despite a lot of mixed feelings, I headed to Baldock. There was no post-chaise available, so I took my whisky to Shefford, and then by post to Woburn at the specific request of the Duke of Bedford, to discuss plans with Lord Somerville and Mr. Coke for the shearing business. It was 11 P.M. by the time I got there; the only ones there were those three and Cartwright.

On the Thursday, with Mr. Coke and Mr. Talbot, in Coke’s chaise to Brandon, and on Friday morning to Holkham.

On Thursday, with Mr. Coke and Mr. Talbot, in Coke’s carriage to Brandon, and on Friday morning to Holkham.

Farmed on Saturday and too much on Sunday, so here have been two Lord’s days profaned. How difficult it is to be in the world and preserve oneself uncontaminated by common practices! At church, however, in the morning.

Farmed on Saturday and too much on Sunday, so there have been two Sundays disrespected. It's so hard to be in the world and keep yourself untainted by everyday habits! But at church, though, in the morning.

The sheep-shearing the four following days, at which I had never been before. He does it handsomely; 200 dined on plate.

The sheep-shearing took place over the next four days, which I had never attended before. He does it really well; 200 people dined on plates.

The dinner better than at Woburn, I think from vicinity to the sea, which gives plenty of fish.

The dinner was better than at Woburn, I believe because of the proximity to the sea, which provides plenty of fish.

At the Holkham meeting, had I entertained my 386former feelings of pride and discontent, I should not have been too well pleased, for Mr. C. was personally civil and attentive; and yet he took not the smallest public opportunity of mentioning me, the Board, my report, or anything about it, though the occasion certainly called in reason for it. Once this would have mortified me, but now I value such matters not a straw. May God permit me to do my duty to Him, and as to what men think of me, I regard it less than the idle wind. I went to bed every night directly after coffee, between 9 and 10 P.M., and was up between 3 and 4 A.M.

At the Holkham meeting, if I had let my old feelings of pride and dissatisfaction take over, I wouldn't have been too happy, because Mr. C. was polite and attentive to me; yet he didn't find any opportunity to mention me, the Board, my report, or anything related to it, even though the situation clearly called for it. This would have upset me before, but now I don't care about such things at all. I hope God allows me to do my duty to Him, and as for what people think of me, I consider it less than meaningless chatter. I went to bed every night right after coffee, between 9 and 10 P.M., and woke up between 3 and 4 AM

[In London] at Mrs. Montagu’s.—Sir Sidney not there; Ryder, the Privy Councillor, and his brother and Montagu, had been at Paris, and we had little conversation except on Bonaparte, &c. They contended that every scrap of land is cultivated and much that was waste. Sir F. combated the idea, and urged reports of prefects, speeches, &c., as proving rents sunk, price of land fallen, produce as four to six, population lessened, and the price of labour risen, &c. &c. The last no proof of decline.

[In London] at Mrs. Montagu’s.—Sir Sidney wasn’t there; Ryder, the Privy Councillor, his brother, and Montagu had been in Paris, and we hardly talked about anything except Bonaparte, etc. They argued that every bit of land is being farmed and much of the wasteland has been transformed. Sir F. disagreed with this idea and pointed to reports from prefects, speeches, etc., to show that rents had dropped, land prices had fallen, production was down to four to six, the population had decreased, and the cost of labor had risen, etc. The last point wasn’t proof of decline.

Ryder, on corn, observed that the same fact of wheat being dearer in peace than in war is found in the French prices annexed to Arnold.[221]

Ryder noted that wheat is more expensive in times of peace than in war, similar to the prices for corn in the French data attached to Arnold.[221]

They would not be introduced to Bonaparte. Fox had much conversation with him, and he plainly urged the fact that Wyndham was concerned in the infernal machine, asserting that he had the proof. Sir F. says that this proof was one George, being much 387with W., and afterwards going on the expedition to Quiberon. A party was taken amongst whose papers (on the arrests for the infernal machine) were letters on that conspiracy to or from George, which combination was Bonaparte’s proof. The Government, [he says, is] the completest military despotism that ever was in the world.

They wouldn’t be introduced to Bonaparte. Fox had a long conversation with him and clearly pointed out that Wyndham was involved with the infernal machine, claiming he had proof. Sir F. mentions that this proof was related to one George, who spent a lot of time with W., and later went on the expedition to Quiberon. They arrested a group of people, and among their papers (related to the arrests for the infernal machine) were letters tied to that conspiracy from or to George, which was Bonaparte’s proof. The Government, [he says, is] the most complete military dictatorship that has ever existed in the world.

At the theatre some Frenchmen finding Montagu was English, spoke much of me; and said they wanted of all things that I should come and examine France a second time under the new régime.

At the theater, some Frenchmen discovered that Montagu was English and talked a lot about me. They said they really wanted me to come and explore France again under the new diet.

Dined with Swirenove, the Russian chaplain of the embassy, greatly employed by the nobility of that Empire in agricultural commissions. Patterson, bailiff to Lord Hardwicke, is going to Russia, and left me to make a bargain for him, which I did. He is to have 100 guineas first year, and increasing 20 yearly till 200 guineas; 60 for his son-in-law, and 20 for his daughter, and 25 for a ploughman. Count Rostopchin, at Woronowo, near Moscow, who has an immense estate, is the man. A Russian count there, Benwakin, I think, [he named] whose peasants pay him 30 roubles a year; but paper money so multiplied and at 50 per cent. discount, that all prices are greatly risen nominally. The Emperor’s going to farm so largely has already had a great effect in turning the attention of the nobility to it. My annuity yesterday remitted from Ireland, 72l.[222] Thank God for that uninterrupted stream of His bounty which I have enjoyed of late years without let or 388hindrance, and which my vile ingratitude returns so badly.

Dined with Swirenove, the Russian chaplain of the embassy, who is heavily involved with the nobility of that Empire in agricultural projects. Patterson, the steward for Lord Hardwicke, is heading to Russia and left me to negotiate a deal for him, which I did. He will receive 100 guineas in the first year, with an increase of 20 guineas each year until it reaches 200 guineas; 60 for his son-in-law, 20 for his daughter, and 25 for a ploughman. Count Rostopchin, at Woronowo near Moscow, who has a huge estate, is the one responsible. There’s a Russian count there, Benwakin, I think, whose peasants pay him 30 roubles a year; however, paper money has become so inflated and is at a 50 percent discount that all prices have risen significantly on paper. The Emperor’s extensive farming ventures have already significantly shifted the nobility's attention towards agriculture. My annuity was remitted yesterday from Ireland, 72l.[222] Thank God for that continuous flow of His blessings that I've enjoyed in recent years without interruption, even though I repay it with such ingratitude.

Lord Winchilsea called yesterday, and sat an hour with me. He is, I believe, one of the very best of the nobility, and a really respectable moral character, and benevolent to the poor.

Lord Winchilsea visited yesterday and spent an hour with me. I believe he is one of the best among the nobility, has a truly respectable moral character, and is kind to the poor.

August 22: Bradfield.—Here is a blank of many weeks, which shows once more how difficult it is to keep journal resolutions. After a long tour in Norfolk, which would have afforded much pleasure had not business occupied all my time, I met Betsy and O. at Harleston, on the 9th.

August 22: Bradfield.—There's a gap of several weeks here, which once again highlights how hard it is to stick to journal commitments. After a long trip to Norfolk, which could have been really enjoyable if I hadn't been so tied up with work, I ran into Betsy and O. in Harleston on the 9th.

War much talked of. The militia calling out. These things, whatever the event, are certainly God’s providences. His will be done. But when I consider the almost universal vice and iniquity of the kingdom, the amazing protection and blessings which have been showered down on us, and the vile ingratitude to God which pervades all ranks in an utter forgetfulness of Him, or contempt of His judgments, I must own I tremble at the thought.

War is on everyone's lips. The militia is being called up. Regardless of what happens, these things are definitely acts of God. His will be done. But when I think about the widespread vice and wrongdoing in the kingdom, the incredible protection and blessings we've received, and the disgusting ingratitude towards God that exists at every level, in complete forgetfulness of Him or disregard for His judgments, I have to admit that I feel a sense of dread at the thought.

I have lived some time without making a will, which has been very wrong. I am under such complex settlements that I do not understand what power I have; and Gotobed’s draft was so full of law jargon, that I understand nothing of it. I wait no longer, but have made one plain and simple, and such as I hope, with the blessing of God, will not nor can be misunderstood. I have disposed of what I have to the best of my conscience, that is, if I was to die at Christmas. 389Here is only 300l. to be made up by sale of timber, ‘Annals,’ &c. &c., but a farm auction would produce more than 900l., and rents are always behind, some over due. I pray to God for better economy, and much hope, by a fresh and careful attention to my farm and ‘Annals,’ to bring things speedily to a better account.

I've lived for a while without making a will, which has been a big mistake. I'm in such complicated financial arrangements that I don't really understand what I can do; and Gotobed’s draft was so packed with legal terms that I couldn't make heads or tails of it. I'm not waiting any longer; I've created one that’s straightforward and simple, and I hope, with God’s blessing, it won’t be misunderstood. I've arranged my belongings as best as I can, considering if I were to pass away at Christmas. 389 There's only £300 to be made by selling timber, 'Annals,' etc., but a farm auction would bring in over £900, and the rents are always behind, with some already overdue. I pray to God for better management, and I really hope that by paying fresh and careful attention to my farm and 'Annals,' I can quickly improve the situation.

I forgot 100l. due to me from the Board for Norfolk Report, so that I evidently leave enough for all demands, probably without cutting any timber.

I forgot 100l. owed to me from the Board for the Norfolk Report, so I clearly leave enough for all expenses, likely without having to cut any timber.

I have never lived so well with Mrs. Young as for five weeks past.

I’ve never gotten along so well with Mrs. Young as I have in the past five weeks.

War! To look into futurity is idle. The event is in the Lord’s hand, and will depend on the number and piety of true Christians amongst us, and not be governed by fleets and armies. France is so unprepared at sea, that no war ever opened in that respect with better prospects. But this is the arm of flesh, and may mark the vanity of all trust in such circumstances.

War! Looking into the future is pointless. The outcome is in the Lord's hands and will depend on the number and faith of true Christians among us, rather than on fleets and armies. France is so unprepared at sea that no war has ever begun under better circumstances. But this is relying on human strength, which may show the futility of placing trust in such situations.

The following letter to A. Y. may fitly close the chronicle of this year:

The following letter to A. Y. is a fitting way to conclude the chronicle of this year:

‘Drinkstone: Dec. 8, 1803.

‘Sir,—A letter from Lord Euston to Sir Charles Davers recommends that in case of invasion all horses and draft cattle that cannot be driven out of the reach of the enemy be shot; and that all the axle-trees or wheels of all carriages likely to fall into the enemy’s hands be broken, the fullest assurance being given of complete indemnification, provided no horses, draft cattle, or carriages of any description fall into their 390hands through negligence or want of proper exertion on the part of the owners.

‘Sir,—A letter from Lord Euston to Sir Charles Davers suggests that in the event of an invasion, any horses and draft animals that can't be moved out of the enemy's reach should be euthanized; and that all axle-trees or wheels of carriages likely to be captured by the enemy should be destroyed, with a full guarantee of compensation, as long as no horses, draft animals, or carriages of any kind are lost due to negligence or lack of proper effort from their owners. 390

‘All other stock is to be left for the use of the troops, unless there be evident danger it may fall into the invader’s hands, in which case the measures formerly determined upon must be resorted to.

‘All other supplies are to be kept for the use of the troops, unless there is a clear risk they might fall into the invader’s hands, in which case the previously decided measures must be implemented.

‘I am, Sir,
‘Your obedient humble servant,
Joshua Grigby.’
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CHAPTER XV
COMING TO TERMS WITH BLINDNESS
1804-1807

A great preacher—Arthur Young the younger goes to Russia—Cowper’s Letters—Mrs. Young’s illness—Dr. Symonds—Novel reading—Skinner’s ‘State of Peru’—Death of Pitt—Burke’s publishing accounts—Literary projects—Approaching blindness.

A great preacher—Arthur Young the younger goes to Russia—Cowper’s Letters—Mrs. Young’s illness—Dr. Symonds—Novel reading—Skinner’s ‘State of Peru’—Death of Pitt—Burke’s publishing accounts—Literary projects—Approaching blindness.

February 24.—The sins of a journal are like those of life, much offence and a little repentance, minutes applied and months neglected. Last night, for the first time in my life, I was at a religious conversazione. Mr. Fry has it once a fortnight.

February 24.—The faults of a journal are similar to those in life, a lot of wrongdoing and a bit of remorse, minutes spent on details and months overlooked. Last night, for the first time in my life, I attended a religious discussion group. Mr. Fry holds it once every two weeks.

Mrs. Wilberforce and thirty more, I suppose, began with singing a hymn, and then a prayer, and ended in the same manner; the subject discussed was Providence. Scott, Macaulay, and Fry were the only speakers except myself, who threw in a word or two in a bad manner and not in unison; but I went without preparing the temper of my mind, and it proved to me a mere temptation to sin, as everything is sure to do when we trust in our own strength and do not pray for divine assistance. I like the thing itself much, and the recollection since it passed has produced in my mind a degree of humiliation which might not have been in it had I not gone there. I wished to touch on the state of the King’s health, where the hand of God is so 392evident; but they would attend only to little and private things, and probably were right. They made every possible event, the most trivial, providential. Scott is a predestinarian, but impresses the necessity of attending to the means by which God acts as much as if the divine decrees were not universal. The next subject is Temptation.

Mrs. Wilberforce and about thirty others started by singing a hymn, followed by a prayer, and concluded in the same way; the topic of discussion was Providence. Scott, Macaulay, and Fry were the only speakers besides me, and I threw in a word or two awkwardly and out of sync. I went in without being prepared mentally, and it turned out to be just a temptation to sin, as everything tends to do when we rely on our own strength and don’t pray for divine help. I actually like the event itself, and the memories afterward have brought a sense of humility that might not have been there if I hadn’t gone. I wanted to bring up the state of the King’s health, where God’s hand is so 392clear, but they only wanted to focus on small, private matters, which they were probably right to do. They made every possible event, no matter how trivial, seem providential. Scott is a predestinarian but emphasizes the importance of considering the means through which God works, as if divine decrees weren't universal. The next topic will be Temptation.

May 22.—My dear friend[223] at Bradfield writes me in a most melancholy strain, on the ill success of her husband’s farming. I doubt I shall lose largely by a scheme which was executed merely to keep him out of greater mischief.

May 22.—My dear friend[223] at Bradfield writes to me in a very sad tone about her husband’s unsuccessful farming. I’m afraid I’m going to suffer a significant loss from a plan that was put in place just to keep him from getting into even bigger trouble.

The new Bishop of Bristol is in dress and manners much like what we call in Suffolk a leather breeches parson.

The new Bishop of Bristol dresses and acts a lot like what we would call a leather breeches preacher in Suffolk.

Somebody called on Mrs. Pelham, and found her lying on a sofa reading a novel, rouged as much as any Madame la Marquise. They thought she seemed to be too high flown to be asked to a sober party of whist. What a gradation of evil amongst the worldly even in the respectable (soi-disant) class.

Somebody visited Mrs. Pelham and found her lying on a sofa reading a novel, as made up as any high-society lady. They thought she appeared too glamorous to be invited to a serious game of whist. What a range of wrongdoing among the worldly, even in the respectable (self-proclaimed) class.

An application from Phillips for another edition of the ‘Farmer’s Calendar.’ He printed 2,000 of the fifth, and 1,200 sold in a month; they will all be gone before it can be reprinted. I had 100l. for that edition, 40l. more for this six months after publication, and in future 25l. each succeeding one.

An application from Phillips for another edition of the ‘Farmer’s Calendar.’ He printed 2,000 of the fifth edition, and 1,200 sold in a month; they will all be sold out before it can be reprinted. I received £100 for that edition, £40 more six months after publication, and in the future, £25 for each subsequent one.

How grateful I ought to be, but am not, to God for a success which has smoothed many difficulties, and enabled me much to lessen, in assistance to other circumstances, 393my debts. The sale is an extraordinary one.

How thankful I should be, but I'm not, to God for a success that has made many challenges easier and allowed me to reduce my debts significantly, thanks to other factors. The sale is truly remarkable.

What would be with me the result of moral reflections and trust in human means, in the power of a vile heart to cure its own iniquities? I have a conviction amounting to sensation in its truth, that everything but looking unto Jesus is weaker than water—vain and frivolous. This is the grand consideration, result, and object of religion in the soul, all beside is wide of the mark and without power and efficacy. Oh, my God, my God! write these truths in my soul, impress them in my heart, that by communion with Thee I may by Thy grace be purified, washed, and cleansed from every evil thought. Blessed be Thy Holy Name for keeping me from acts of sin. Oh! have mercy on my mind and take away every thought of it.

What would be the outcome of my moral reflections and faith in human capabilities, in the ability of a corrupt heart to fix its own wrongdoings? I feel strongly, almost instinctively, that anything other than looking to Jesus is as weak as water—pointless and trivial. This is the main point, the conclusion, and the goal of religion within the soul; everything else misses the mark and lacks power and effectiveness. Oh, my God, my God! Please engrave these truths in my soul, impress them on my heart, so that through my connection with You, I may be purified, washed, and free from every evil thought by Your grace. Blessed be Your Holy Name for keeping me from acts of sin. Oh! Have mercy on my mind and remove every thought of it.

I shall have to experience another temptation, and should be preparing for it. I have little doubt but Lord Carrington will be again President of the Board. He likes not me, and I shall be much more uncomfortable than I have been with Lord Sheffield; but such changes, if they happen, will be from the Lord, for nothing is so idle as for a Christian to suppose that anything takes place by chance.

I’ll have to face another temptation and should be getting ready for it. I have no doubt that Lord Carrington will be President of the Board again. He doesn’t like me, and I’ll be a lot more uncomfortable than I was with Lord Sheffield; but if these changes do happen, they’ll be from the Lord, because there’s nothing more foolish than for a Christian to think that anything happens by chance.

I do not mean to leave town till the Woburn meeting, but I am restless, and want to get away. This is a common folly, and ought carefully to be checked. It is the spirit that wastes half a life, ever looking to a future moment and never enjoying the present, which is that alone that is truly our own.[224]

I don't plan to leave town until the Woburn meeting, but I'm feeling restless and want to escape. This is a common mistake and should be managed carefully. It's the mindset that squanders half a life, constantly focused on a future moment and never appreciating the present, which is the only time that truly belongs to us.[224]

394There is not a more valuable lesson than to learn how to apply every portion of time to use, and not to suffer the expectation of, or waiting for, any future moment to make the intermediate ones tiresome or unpleasant. It is wasting life and time that is never to return.

394There’s no better lesson than learning how to make the most of every moment and not letting the anticipation of the future make the present feel dull or burdensome. That’s just wasting life and time that you’ll never get back.

Yesterday, at 7 P.M., I dined with Mr. Anson—a farming party: Duke of Bedford, Earl of Galloway, Earl of Albemarle, Lord Somerville, Sir Robert Lowley, Sir John Wrottesley, Mr. Coke, Mr. Motteaux, Mr. Child, Sir G. Pigot, Mr. Western, Mr. Wilbraham, all M.P.’s or in high life.

Yesterday, at 7 PM, I had dinner with Mr. Anson—a farming gathering: Duke of Bedford, Earl of Galloway, Earl of Albemarle, Lord Somerville, Sir Robert Lowley, Sir John Wrottesley, Mr. Coke, Mr. Motteaux, Mr. Child, Sir G. Pigot, Mr. Western, Mr. Wilbraham, all Members of Parliament or in prominent positions.

Nothing but a farming conversation makes the company of these people proper for me to have anything to do with; and that it is not to be conceived how little they know on the subject, considering it’s a favourite pursuit. Such great fortunes and a life of luxury and bustle and motion are hostile to every kind of knowledge; and the conversation abounds with information for those who watch for and have a memory to retain it, yet it demands a good deal of knowledge previously digested and arranged to make a due use of it. A splendid house, one of the best in London; magnificent furniture, plate, servants, wines, and everything, equal to 30,000l. or 40,000l. a year, but he has no such income.

Nothing but a farming conversation makes it appropriate for me to engage with these people; and it’s hard to believe how little they know about the topic, considering it’s their favorite pastime. Such huge fortunes and a life of luxury, hustle, and bustle are bad for any kind of knowledge; and the conversation is full of information for those who are attentive and have a good memory to keep it, yet it requires quite a bit of prior knowledge that’s been digested and organized to use it effectively. A splendid house, one of the best in London; magnificent furniture, silverware, staff, fine wines, and everything, worth around £30,000 or £40,000 a year, but he doesn’t have that kind of income.

I have—I think I have—no envy of these doings. Such situations are so hostile to the religious principle that ought to animate the soul, that I should think of them with fear and trembling. I hate parties, and my heart condemns me whenever I go to them, in which 395not a word ever occurs to give God the glory due to His Holy Name, which is sometimes profaned but never honoured, where Grace before and after meat is discarded. And this is a sort of denial of Christ which gives me no slight disquiet and remorse, and ought entirely to banish me from all such company; it works in me, and I cordially hope it will soon produce that effect, for the pleasure I receive is little and the offence to God I fear is much. ‘Come out from among them and touch not the unclean thing,’ is applicable to more cases than I have applied it to. I am determined to go only to Woburn this year and not to Holkham; four days of noise and bustle are too much, I will get away in three; but a whole fortnight is horrible. I will get to Cambridge by Saturday, and I hope Jane will meet me there to spend Sunday, and perhaps Monday, with Simeon, and make him promise to meet Fry at Bradfield. Yesterday and this day hurry, bustle, packing up, paying bills, and recollection on the stretch lest anything should be forgotten. Wrote to Cordell, the bookseller, to settle with me for the Irish Tour. It has been years out of print, and the last settlement in 1795. I have half the sale; 154 were then left, my half, 30l. at least, and it never came into my head before. Very careless indeed, and in money to receive! Such busy days are unpleasant because both mind and body are fatigued.

I think I have no envy of these events. These situations are so against the religious principles that should inspire the soul that I can only think of them with fear and worry. I dislike parties, and I feel guilty every time I attend one, where not a single word is said to honor God and His Holy Name, which is often disrespected but rarely celebrated. Grace before and after meals is ignored, and this sort of denial of Christ really troubles me and makes me feel remorse, which should keep me away from such gatherings entirely. It affects me, and I sincerely hope it will soon have that effect because the enjoyment I get is minimal, while the offense to God I fear is significant. The phrase ‘Come out from among them and touch not the unclean thing’ applies to more situations than I’ve considered. This year, I'm only going to Woburn and skipping Holkham; four days of noise and chaos are too much—I’ll leave after three, while two weeks would be unbearable. I plan to get to Cambridge by Saturday, and I hope Jane will meet me there to spend Sunday and maybe Monday with Simeon and make sure he promises to meet Fry at Bradfield. Yesterday and today have been filled with rushing, packing, settling bills, and trying to remember everything that might have been overlooked. I wrote to Cordell, the bookseller, to settle up with me for the Irish Tour. It’s been years since it was in print, and the last settlement was in 1795. I have half of the sales; 154 copies were left at that time, which means my share is at least £30, and it never occurred to me before. I’ve been very careless about this, especially regarding the money I need to collect! These busy days are unpleasant because both my mind and body feel exhausted.

18th at Woburn. Came with Lord Sheffield yesterday. I detest this profanation of the Sabbath, but he urged me so to accompany him that I yielded like a fool. A great dinner, Lords Albemarle, Ossory, Ludlow, Duke of Manchester, Sir H. Fetherstone, Sir R. Pigot, 396the Wilbrahams, &c., twenty in all. Several apartments newly furnished, and many very expensive articles, clocks, &c., from Paris to the amount of 2,000l. Much done to the greenhouse, and everywhere a profusion of expense. The late rains have given a fine verdure, and the place in full beauty. Such a flow of worldly blessings as are seen in one of these very great residences makes me melancholy when I reflect on the immense temptation and dreadful responsibility that attaches. What have not these people to answer for if they forget the Giver in the profusion of His gifts? and where am I to go to find a great house and establishment with a society and conversation that shows the Gospel of our Lord to be held in reverence and affection?

18th at Woburn. I arrived with Lord Sheffield yesterday. I really dislike this disrespect for the Sabbath, but he insisted I join him, and I gave in like an idiot. We had a huge dinner with Lords Albemarle, Ossory, Ludlow, the Duke of Manchester, Sir H. Fetherstone, Sir R. Pigot, 396 the Wilbrahams, and others, totaling twenty in all. Several rooms have been newly furnished, featuring many expensive items, clocks, etc., from Paris amounting to £2,000. A lot of changes have been made to the greenhouse, and there's lavish spending everywhere. The recent rains have brought out vibrant greenery, and the place is in full bloom. Such an overflow of worldly blessings found in these grand homes makes me feel sad when I think about the immense temptation and terrible responsibility that comes with it. What will these people have to answer for if they forget the Giver amid all His gifts? Where can I find a grand house and community where society and conversations show a genuine reverence and love for the Gospel of our Lord?

This poor Duke of Bedford, whose nominal income is so enormous, will, I fear, involve himself with the same imprudence. Cartwright has built him a steam engine (700l.) for threshing and grinding: 12 per cent. interest in the least to be calculated, or 84l., and yet a one-horse mill, price 50l., would thresh all the corn that will ever be brought to this yard.

This unfortunate Duke of Bedford, whose supposed income is so huge, will, I’m afraid, get himself into the same kind of trouble. Cartwright has made him a steam engine (£700) for threshing and grinding: at least 12 percent interest to consider, or £84, and yet a one-horse mill, costing £50, would thresh all the grain that will ever come to this yard.

An extravagant duchess, Paris toys, a great farm, little economy, and immense debts, will prove a canker in all the rosebuds of his garden of life. The providence of the Almighty governs all, and will not permit an utter forgetfulness of Him to produce even the temporal happiness which is alone sought for.

An extravagant duchess, Paris trinkets, a big farm, little budgeting, and huge debts will ruin all the promising joys in his life. The will of God controls everything and won't allow total disregard for Him to bring even the temporary happiness that people are looking for.

I am tired of the whole, and long for the retirement and quiet of Bradfield after so many weeks of London, and this finishing of hurry and bustle. I would not have another week of it for a hundred pounds. What 397has a Christian to do with such scenes? How a person of fortune and the world can be one I know not. They are never cool, and have no time for reading or thought. It is madness to continue in such a state, but to travel 120 miles in order to enter a fresh scene of it, and perhaps within earshot of such a profane beast and fool as that Captain G. I sat near last year—this would be insanity. What a spectacle at Woburn was that miserably swearing profligate, Major B., of Sussex, at the age of eighty-one, sticking to the last moment to worldly dissipation, and utterly regardless of what is to become of him hereafter. Like Lord Lauderdale, who declared that he feared nothing in this world nor in the next either! These people call themselves Deists; I think they must be atheists, or they are utterly in contradiction to themselves. It is a sin, and ought to be repented of, to go into such company. I feel myself here, looking on the tranquil bosom of the Ouse, as having escaped from a multiplicity of temptations, and that this is the first moment of my summer holidays, quiet and alone. This morning I had a letter from Jane, by which I find it is quite uncertain whether I shall meet her at Cambridge. She asks my directions, but had she thought, must have known that she could not receive an answer in time. I hope to hear Simeon[225] twice on Sunday, and much wish that she may be there, as I wrote before to request it; and she says she should like it of all things.

I’m tired of everything and long for the peace and quiet of Bradfield after so many weeks in London, and this hectic rush and noise. I wouldn't want another week of this for a hundred pounds. What does a Christian have to do with such scenes? I can't understand how someone with wealth and status can live like this. They're never at ease and have no time for reading or reflection. It’s crazy to stay in such a situation, and then to travel 120 miles just to enter a new version of it, and maybe even be within earshot of that rude fool, Captain G., I sat near last year—this would be madness. What a sight at Woburn was that miserable swearing libertine, Major B. from Sussex, at the age of eighty-one, clinging to the last moment of worldly pleasure, completely indifferent to what will happen to him after he's gone. Like Lord Lauderdale, who claimed he feared nothing in this world or the next! These people call themselves Deists; I think they must be atheists, or they're completely contradictory. It’s a sin and should be repented to be in such company. I feel here, looking at the peaceful Ouse, like I've escaped from a lot of temptations, and that this is my first moment of summer holidays, quiet and alone. This morning I got a letter from Jane, and it seems uncertain whether I’ll meet her at Cambridge. She asks for my directions, but had she thought about it, she must have known I couldn’t respond in time. I hope to hear Simeon[225] twice on Sunday and really wish she could be there, as I mentioned before. She says she would love it more than anything.

39824th: Cambridge.—I dined here yesterday. Inquired for that great and good man, Simeon, but he was not to be in town till the evening. I walked behind Trinity and John’s, &c., twice—a delightful day. Wrote and left a letter for him; at nine he came, and will certainly meet Fry at Bradfield. Thank God! I shall hear him twice to-day and Mr. Thomason once, for I shall go thrice to Trinity Church. I mentioned Fry’s calculation of three millions of Christians; but he very properly thought it very erroneous. He thinks Cambridge a fair average, and in 10,000 people knows but of 110 certainly vital Christians—more than 150 can scarcely be from a seventy-fifth to a hundredth part therefore! There are, I am rejoiced to hear it, many very pious young men in the colleges.

39824th: Cambridge.—I had dinner here yesterday. I asked about that great and good man, Simeon, but he wouldn’t be in town until the evening. I walked behind Trinity and John’s, etc., twice—a lovely day. I wrote and left him a letter; at nine he came, and he'll definitely meet Fry at Bradfield. Thank God! I’ll get to hear him twice today and Mr. Thomason once since I’ll go to Trinity Church three times. I mentioned Fry’s estimate of three million Christians, but he rightly thought that was very off. He believes Cambridge is a fair average and among 10,000 people he knows of only 110 truly vital Christians—certainly no more than 150 can be from one seventy-fifth to one hundredth part! I’m glad to hear there are many very devout young men in the colleges.

Night.—I have been at Trinity Church thrice to-day. In the morning a very good sermon by Simeon, a decent one by Thomason, and in the evening to a crowded congregation a superlative discourse by Simeon on the twelfth verse of chapter iv. of the Acts: ‘There is no other name under heaven,’ &c. Vital, evangelical, powerful, and impressive in his animated manner.

Night.—I went to Trinity Church three times today. In the morning, there was a really good sermon by Simeon, a decent one by Thomason, and in the evening, to a packed congregation, an outstanding talk by Simeon on the twelfth verse of chapter four of the Acts: ‘There is no other name under heaven,’ & etc. It was vital, evangelical, powerful, and impressive, thanks to his lively delivery.

Sunday, July 8: Bradfield.—This day se’nnight took the Sacrament with Jane at Bury, suddenly, and therefore without any preparation, and got there in the Lessons. The week has been vile and miserable. Fry cannot come, but had a letter from Simeon, he will be here to-morrow! O Lord, of Thy mercy give a blessing to his presence, that conversation and prayer with him may give a turn to my mind! Were it not for what I think a firm faith in the Cross of my Redeemer, I should 399think that I was almost in the jaws of hell. But if I perish it shall be looking at the brazen serpent. Fiery serpents innumerable bite; let me turn instantly to the Cross, and there see and trust to the blood of sprinkling. What should I have thought of this before my conversion? Is it true and saving faith now to think and feel it—or rather to know it in my understanding than feel it in my heart? I am full of apprehensions, and the only sign of spiritual life in me is some sense and feeling of my own iniquity and the plague of my carnal thoughts; but if they were truly a load to me, would not the Lord ease me of the burden?

Sunday, July 8: Bradfield.—Last Sunday, I took the Sacrament with Jane at Bury, unexpectedly and without any preparation, and managed to get there in time for the Lessons. This week has been horrible and miserable. Fry can't come, but I received a letter from Simeon; he'll be here tomorrow! Oh Lord, in Your mercy, bless his presence so that our conversation and prayer together may help shift my mindset! If it weren't for what I believe is a strong faith in the Cross of my Redeemer, I would think I was on the edge of despair. But if I perish, it will be while looking at the brazen serpent. Countless fiery serpents are biting; let me quickly turn to the Cross and there see and rely on the blood of sprinkling. What would I have thought of this before my conversion? Is it true and saving faith now to think and feel it—or is it more about understanding it than feeling it in my heart? I'm filled with worries, and the only sign of spiritual life in me is some recognition of my own sins and the burden of my sinful thoughts; but if they were truly a weight to me, wouldn't the Lord lift the burden off?

10th.—Yesterday, Simeon came. His character singular. His piety—his strong expressions—his fervency in prayer—a powerful mind!

10th.—Yesterday, Simeon visited. His personality is unique. His devotion—his intense words—his passion in prayer—a formidable mind!

13th.—Simeon went this morning. I have been horribly negligent in not writing down many of his conversations. What he thinks of me I know not, but he spoke to Jane with great freedom and candour, and as became a good Christian.

13th.—Simeon left this morning. I’ve been really careless about not recording a lot of our conversations. I don’t know what he thinks of me, but he spoke to Jane very openly and honestly, as a good Christian should.

His abilities are considerable, his parts strong, his ardour and animation uncommonly great. His eloquence great, and his manner impressive. His prayers admirably adapted to the cases of all who heard him. He came with a servant and two very fine horses, on which he places a high value. From his life and expenses must have a considerable income; for his preferment is only expense, and costs him more than he receives from it. His fellowship is as good as 400 guineas a year to him. He must have a very good private fortune, from some circumstances, as I judge, 400which he dropped in conversation. He went to Cambridge from Eton and became a Christian on the third day, now about twenty-five or twenty-six years ago. During all which time he has never doubted of his future salvation. He is remarkably cheerful and has much wit, or something nearly allied to it.

His abilities are impressive, his skills strong, his enthusiasm and energy extremely high. His charisma is great, and his demeanor noteworthy. His prayers are perfectly suited to everyone who listens to him. He arrived with a servant and two really nice horses, which he values highly. He must have a decent income based on his lifestyle and expenses, as his position only adds to his costs, and he ends up spending more than he gains from it. His fellowship brings him about 400 guineas a year. He must have a good personal fortune based on some information he casually mentioned in conversation. He went to Cambridge from Eton and became a Christian on the third day, which was around twenty-five or twenty-six years ago. Throughout all that time, he has never doubted his future salvation. He is notably cheerful and has a lot of humor, or something very similar to it. 400

I wrote to N. H., requesting his pulpit for Sunday, but he refused it; and after church apologised, saying it was not from himself, but he was talked to.

I wrote to N. H., asking to use his pulpit for Sunday, but he turned me down; and after church, he apologized, saying it wasn't his decision, but he was talked to.

Oh! for the dumb dogs of our clergy who will neither preach the Gospel themselves nor let others do it. I told him that my request was to him a safe one, for I asked, of course, only for a regularly bred clergyman, and who possessed preferment in the national church. Very unlucky! Symonds dined here, and his conversation never does any good. He explained his chance for salvation in the merits alone of Jesus Christ, but denies original sin. This seems a contradiction; I would not think so for a thousand worlds! How can he be sensible of what he wants in the blood of the Saviour without knowing the utter depravity of his heart?

Oh! those silent clergy who neither preach the Gospel themselves nor allow others to do it. I told him that my request was a safe one for him because I was asking only for a properly educated clergyman who had a position in the national church. Unfortunately, Symonds came over for dinner, and his conversation never leads to anything good. He talked about his chances for salvation resting solely on the merits of Jesus Christ, but he rejects the idea of original sin. That seems contradictory to me; I wouldn’t think so for a thousand worlds! How can he understand what he needs from the Savior's blood without recognizing the complete corruption of his own heart?

Tuesday morning, C. Coke, of Holkham, Allen, and Moore called on me to see the farm, and would have me dine with them at Moore’s. Haunch of venison, &c. Mrs. M. young, and in the worldly sphere very agreeable; her dress horrid. She contrives to force out her prominent bust in a manner that must take no small attention in dressing, is very big with child, and thinly clad; such a figure is common in these times, but the fashion is contrived purposely.

Tuesday morning, C. Coke from Holkham, Allen, and Moore came to visit me to check out the farm and invited me to dinner at Moore's. We had haunch of venison, etc. Mrs. M. is young and quite charming socially, but her dress is awful. She manages to accentuate her prominent bust in a way that must require a lot of effort when getting dressed, is very pregnant, and not dressed very warmly; that kind of figure is common these days, but the style is intentionally designed that way.

Mr. Smirenove came last night to dinner, and 401brought Count Rostopchin’s snuff-box. It is turned in his own oak, lined with gold, and has a tablet containing the representation of a building dedicated to me. The inscription in Russian, A Pupil to his Master, set round with sixty-six diamonds. Query—Should not all such toys be turned into money and given to the poor? He was Prime Minister under Paul, and has 50,000l. English per annum.

Mr. Smirenove came over for dinner last night and brought Count Rostopchin’s snuff-box. It's made of his own oak, lined with gold, and has a plaque featuring a building dedicated to me. The inscription in Russian, A Pupil to his Master, is surrounded by sixty-six diamonds. I wonder—shouldn't all these trinkets be sold off and the money given to the poor? He was Prime Minister under Paul and earns 50,000 l. English a year.

On Monday I breakfasted, dined, and slept at Lord Bristol’s; Lady B. and her sister, Miss Upton, sung Italian airs till twelve o’clock at night. They were many years ago a horrible temptation, now [they are] a frivolous waste of time, but ever a bad tendency on the heart. Pressed me greatly to stay; but I was engaged next day to dinner at Gooch’s, and yesterday I dined at Betsy’s. All this visiting is very bad for my soul.

On Monday, I had breakfast, lunch, and slept at Lord Bristol's place. Lady B. and her sister, Miss Upton, sang Italian songs until midnight. Many years ago, they were a tempting distraction, but now they just feel like a silly waste of time, even though they still have a negative effect on my heart. They urged me a lot to stay longer, but I had already made plans for dinner at Gooch's the next day, and yesterday I had dinner at Betsy's. All this socializing is really not good for my soul.

Friday I dined again at Lord Bristol’s, by desire of the Oakes, as they expected meeting none they knew, but there were several. Music in the evening, slept there; in the morning, at Bury, met Benjafield on justice business. He wanted to commit a woman for being a lewd woman, on the statute of King James, by which it can only be for a year; if this was executed, all the prisons in the county would not hold them, and the time is far too severe; nor do I conceive that the case comes within it. I declined, and desired they might be heard on Wednesday, as appeared the week before. I go on in repentance miserably, my heart is cold, and I am languid in devotion. Oh, could I sufficiently hate and abhor myself!!

Friday, I had dinner again at Lord Bristol’s, at the request of the Oakes, since they expected not to see anyone they knew, but there were several familiar faces. There was music in the evening, and I stayed overnight. In the morning, in Bury, I ran into Benjafield regarding a legal matter. He wanted to arrest a woman for being immoral, under the statute of King James, which allows for a punishment of only a year; if this were enforced, all the jails in the county would overflow, and the penalty is way too harsh; I also don't think the situation qualifies under that law. I declined and asked that they be heard on Wednesday, as had been suggested the previous week. I continue to struggle with my regrets; my heart feels distant, and I lack passion in my devotion. Oh, if only I could truly hate and despise myself!

November 2.—If I go ten yards from home it can 402be only into the world, and therefore I never move but for mischief. I have every post a packet of letters from Lord Sheffield, filling the tables and for many hours employment every day. There seems to be no great reason for apprehending any famine, or even such a scarcity as before, but the price must be too high for the poor, without being half high enough for the farmer: I mean of wheat, the crop of which is full as bad as it has been for ten years past, but there is a stock in hand which will keep it down.

November 2.—If I go ten yards from home, it can only be into the world, so I never move unless it’s for trouble. I have a stack of letters from Lord Sheffield at every post, filling up the tables and keeping me busy for many hours each day. There doesn’t seem to be much reason to worry about a famine, or even the kind of shortage we had before, but prices are too high for the poor, while still not high enough for the farmers. I’m talking about wheat, the crop of which is just as poor as it has been for the past ten years, but there’s enough stocked up to keep prices down.

December 30.—I went to London on account of the Smithfield Club and there received the first Bedford medal of the Bath Society for an essay on the Nature and Properties of Manures, there being four other candidates. At London also I dined with M. de Novosilikoff, a particular friend of the Emperor Alexander, who is here on a political mission of great importance.

December 30.—I went to London for the Smithfield Club and received the first Bedford medal from the Bath Society for an essay on the Nature and Properties of Manures, competing against four other candidates. While in London, I also had dinner with M. de Novosilikoff, a close friend of Emperor Alexander, who is here on a significant political mission.

Davidson, who manages the Emperor’s farm, and Smirenove were present; their plan at present is to have reports of their Governments made upon the same system as ours, of counties, and Mr. de N. talked much of the great advantage of my going. I would not offer myself, but said that the whole would depend on the sort of men employed. Since I came down I wrote to Smirenove, offering Arthur (by his own desire), provided the sum granted for the purpose was adequate.

Davidson, who runs the Emperor’s farm, and Smirenove were there; their current plan is to have their governments submit reports based on the same system we use for counties, and Mr. de N. discussed a lot about the significant benefits of me going. I didn’t want to put myself forward, but mentioned that it would all depend on the kind of people involved. Since I arrived, I wrote to Smirenove, offering Arthur (at his own request), as long as the budget approved for this was sufficient.

De N. was out of town, so no answer yet.

De N. was out of town, so there’s no answer yet.

The attention I give to all these worldly matters, though they do not sit at all close to my heart, yet occupy too much of my time.

The focus I give to all these worldly issues, even though they don't really mean much to me, still takes up too much of my time.

I do not give enough to the far greater interests 403of the eternal world; and I have been for months past, and am at present, in a dead, sinful state, remote from the only God of hope and consolation.

I don’t pay enough attention to the much bigger interests of the eternal world; I have been for months now, and I am still, in a dead, sinful state, far from the only God who offers hope and comfort. 403

His mercy to me is great, for I have life and health. I am not in hell; but I find a horrible difficulty in coming to God, and a deadness of heart which hurts my prayers and plunges me more and more in sin and offence.

His mercy towards me is immense, for I have life and health. I'm not in hell; however, I struggle greatly to connect with God, and I feel a numbness in my heart that hinders my prayers and drags me further into sin and offense.

O Lord, of Thy mercy listen unto me. Oh! look with compassion on my wretchedness.

O Lord, in Your mercy, hear me. Oh! Please look with compassion on my misery.

1805. Jan. 30.—The 19th I came to London; the 23rd breakfasted with Mr. Novosilikoff, and made my proposals of terms on which Arthur would go to Russia, having before received a letter from Smirenove announcing an entire approbation in Mr. N. of my son for the expedition. The terms were that he and his wife should go by land, getting out hence the beginning of March, in order to be at Moscow the beginning of May; that is, if out a year he should have a thousand pounds, and proportionably for a longer time, and all his expenses paid to, at, and from Russia. He came into it readily, and when the conversation was over, Mr. Davidson, who was present, said, ‘Well, now it seems all settled, and it only remains to know where Mr. Y. is to be supplied with money for his journey.’ Mr. de N. said Mr. Smirenove would be directed to advance it.

1805. Jan. 30.—I arrived in London on the 19th; on the 23rd, I had breakfast with Mr. Novosilikoff and discussed the terms for Arthur's trip to Russia. I had previously received a letter from Smirenove confirming that Mr. N. fully supported my son's participation in the expedition. The terms we discussed were that he and his wife would travel by land, leaving here at the beginning of March to arrive in Moscow by early May. If he were to be away for a year, he would receive a thousand pounds, proportionate for a longer period, and all his expenses would be covered to, during, and from Russia. He agreed to these terms easily, and when our conversation concluded, Mr. Davidson, who was with us, remarked, 'Well, now it seems everything is settled, and we just need to figure out how Mr. Y. will get the money for his journey.' Mr. de N. replied that Mr. Smirenove would be told to advance the funds.

Reflecting afterwards on this conversation, I thought that some admission of the terms in writing should be obtained, as in case of deaths or revolutions they might be questioned; I therefore wrote to Mr. de N., recapitulating 404the terms on both sides and begging to know if I was correct.

Reflecting on this conversation later, I thought it would be wise to get some written confirmation of the terms, as they might be challenged in the event of deaths or revolutions. So, I wrote to Mr. de N., summarizing the terms on both sides and asking if I was right. 404

No answer was returned; but Lord Somerville, calling on me two days after, mentioned in conversation that be had recommended a Mr. Green, who had farmed in Normandy, and been seven years in a French prison, of which he had published an account, to Mr. de N. to go to Russia to survey a government, hinting at the same time his knowledge that my son was in contemplation also. He said that G. had breakfasted with de N., who was much pleased with him.

No answer was given; but Lord Somerville, visiting me two days later, mentioned in our conversation that he had recommended a Mr. Green, who had farmed in Normandy and spent seven years in a French prison, for which he had published an account, to Mr. de N. to go to Russia for a government survey, while hinting that he knew my son was also being considered. He said that G. had breakfasted with de N., who was very pleased with him.

All this awakens suspicions in my mind that, combined with the silence of Mr. de N., make it apparently necessary to know how we really stand, and I determined to write to Smirenove requesting that he would speak to Mr. de N., as any uncertainty was unpleasant, while my son was actually arranging his farm, &c., for his departure. This I have now done, and shall send it before breakfast, for no answer is yet come.

All of this raises suspicions in my mind that, along with Mr. de N.’s silence, makes it clear that I need to understand our situation. I’ve decided to write to Smirenove asking him to talk to Mr. de N., since any uncertainty is uncomfortable, especially with my son preparing his farm, etc., for his departure. I’ve done that now and will send it before breakfast, as I haven’t received a response yet.

I do not like the complexion of the business, but think it likely that Green speaking French, which will save the necessity of Jane going as an interpreter, and perhaps his taking one or two hundreds instead of 1,000l., may have induced de N. to think again of the matter.

I don't like how the business looks, but I think it's possible that Green speaking French, which would eliminate the need for Jane to act as an interpreter, and maybe his taking one or two hundred instead of 1,000l., might have made de N. reconsider the situation.

I have prayed earnestly to the Lord that He would prevent the journey taking place if it would turn out in any way injurious to the state of their souls, putting the matter entirely in His Almighty hands, and determining to rest assured that if it does not take place, it 405will be the Lord’s will, and that I should be thankful for His interference to prevent it.

I have sincerely prayed to the Lord that He would stop the trip if it would harm their souls in any way, completely trusting it to His Almighty hands, and deciding to be at peace, knowing that if it doesn’t happen, it will be the Lord’s will, and I should be grateful for His intervention to prevent it. 405

The government of Moscow which A. was to have done is thirteen times as big as Norfolk. It would take two years to do it well without any doubt. A. is much disappointed, for he liked the thoughts of the scheme much.

The government of Moscow that A. was supposed to complete is thirteen times larger than Norfolk. It would definitely take two years to do it right. A. is really disappointed because he was very fond of the idea of the project.

I threw out in conversation with N. that if the business of the Board would permit, and they approved it, I would go over in June, and stay till November to assist in the work; that I should ask only my expenses. He seemed much to approve of this, but it was mentioned only as a contingency. Here the matter rests. I shall know soon what the event will be.

I mentioned in a conversation with N. that if the Board's schedule allowed and they agreed, I would head over in June and stay until November to help with the work; I would only ask for my expenses. He seemed to really support this idea, but it was just a possibility. That’s where things stand now. I’ll find out soon what will happen.

Many things have had a very lowering aspect of late, the ‘Annals’ with Phillips are certainly at an end. They do not answer with him, and he has demurred at settling the account, with 100l. or more due to me. This will be a loss of 180l. a year. My plan is to print four numbers a year on my own account, for the sake of selling old stock; by this I shall lose 40l. more. In Ar.’s (Arthur’s) farm the rent will be sunk from last Michaelmas 20l. a year, and I am engaged to pay Noxford 20l. a year more tithe. This year the Exchequer annuity of 150l. a year ceases.

Many things have felt pretty bleak lately; the ‘Annals’ with Phillips are definitely finished. They don’t work with him, and he’s hesitated to settle up, with over 100l. owed to me. This will mean a loss of 180l. a year. My plan is to publish four issues a year on my own to clear out old stock; by doing this, I’ll lose another 40l. more. For Arthur’s farm, the rent has dropped by 20l. a year since last Michaelmas, and I’m also committed to paying Noxford an additional 20l. a year in tithes. This year, the Exchequer annuity of 150l. a year will end.

On the whole here is full 400l. a year loss of income, which will be very distressing if every expenditure be not pared down in a most economical manner. May the Lord’s mercy give me grace to be steady and determined in this matter, for it is a most important one. I have very little to suffer personally in the reduction, 406for the expenses do not run that way, but comforts must be cheerfully lessened.

Overall, there’s a loss of 400l. a year in income, which will be very upsetting if all spending isn’t cut down in the most economical way. May the Lord’s mercy give me the strength to be steady and determined in this matter, as it’s very important. I don’t have much to personally endure from the cuts, 406 since the expenses don’t go that way, but comforts must be willingly reduced.

Feb. 3.—No answer came from Novosilikoff; I wrote therefore to Smirenove, who replied last Friday that N. was gone to St. Petersburg, that he had replied to my letter, and was surprised that I had not received it; that he approved of all the contents of mine, and had left orders with him to supply money.

Feb. 3.—I didn’t hear back from Novosilikoff, so I wrote to Smirenove, who replied last Friday that N. had gone to St. Petersburg. He said N. had responded to my letter and was surprised I hadn’t received it. He also mentioned that N. agreed with everything in my letter and had left instructions with him to provide money.

This I despatched to A., who was become very uneasy and impatient. So now the business seems concluded and the die cast, but may the Lord prevent it taking place if it is to be productive of evil to the eternal interests of either! I pray for this, may He hear my prayers. I have little notion of comfort in anything that is undertaken without consulting God, opening the business to Him, and begging His direction how to proceed. I have had a letter from Orbell’s[226] friend, who agrees to my terms of letting Ar.’s farm, so, thank God, that is settled.

I sent this to A., who has become very anxious and impatient. So now the matter seems settled and the decision made, but I hope the Lord stops it from happening if it will lead to harm for either of our eternal interests! I pray for this; may He hear my prayers. I don’t find comfort in anything that’s done without consulting God, bringing the situation to Him, and asking for His guidance on how to move forward. I received a letter from Orbell’s[226] friend, who agrees to my terms for renting Ar.’s farm, so, thank God, that’s taken care of.

17th.—Many difficulties have occurred relative to a post-chaise for them. Brown has examined my old one and sent an estimate of the repairs, 56l. Smirenove approved of it, but his second advice is that it would not do. He proposed one of his, and letters backwards and forwards. But yesterday I found one at Holmes’s in Long Acre, built for a Mr. Lock to go to Malta, which will do exactly, and in which they may have bedding and sleep at full length; a journeyman said the price was 50 guineas. H. not at home, in the evening a letter, and 70 guineas named.

17th.—We've had a lot of issues finding a carriage for them. Brown checked out my old one and gave me an estimate for the repairs, which is 56l. Smirenove liked it, but he mentioned it wouldn't be suitable. He suggested using one of his, and we've been exchanging letters back and forth. However, yesterday I came across one at Holmes’s in Long Acre, made for a Mr. Lock to go to Malta, which is perfect. They can have bedding and lie down comfortably. A worker there said the price was 50 guineas. H. wasn't home, but later I got a letter saying it would be 70 guineas.

407I got up as always at 4 A.M., and have been reading and praying. Fry last Sunday alluded to an apostate from the truth, and Wilberforce asked him who it was, saying that of course he would not answer if the question was improper.

407I got up as usual at 4 AM, and have been reading and praying. Fry mentioned an apostate from the truth last Sunday, and Wilberforce asked him who it was, saying that of course he wouldn’t answer if the question was inappropriate.

It was Townsend,[227] of Wiltshire, the traveller in Spain, who began his career quite in the style of Whitfield’s energy and openness of declaring his principles in the fields or in barns, &c. The Lansdown folks told him they could never make him a bishop with such conduct or such principles; upon which he dropped the whole, giving out to his friends that he only suspended his conduct and meant to resume it at a better season. That never came, and he has continued an apostate from all religion, and from having 200 communicants at his church, has now only two or three besides himself and his clerk.

It was Townsend,[227] of Wiltshire, the traveler in Spain, who started his career much like Whitfield, with the same energy and openness in declaring his beliefs in fields or barns, etc. The people of Lansdown told him they could never make him a bishop with such behavior or principles; in response, he abandoned the whole idea, telling his friends that he was just putting his conduct on hold and planned to pick it back up at a better time. That time never came, and he has continued to reject all religion. From having 200 members in his church, he now has only two or three besides himself and his clerk.

This miserably constituted Board of Agriculture is ever in a dilemma when a new president is to be elected. Lord S. will keep it no longer, and he is in a difficulty to propose another. He has written to the Duke of Bedford, and I fear in a way that may make the duke suppose that Government approves of it. Lord Carrington I suspected intended to come in again, but he assures me that he would not.

This poorly run Board of Agriculture is always stuck when it's time to elect a new president. Lord S. won't stay any longer, and he's having a hard time suggesting someone else. He wrote to the Duke of Bedford, and I worry that he did it in a way that might make the duke think the Government is on board with it. I suspected Lord Carrington planned to go for the position again, but he assures me that he won't.

March 3.—I borrowed of Mr. Wilberforce, Owen[228] on ‘Indwelling Sin,’ to which are annexed two other 408essays on Temptation and the Mortification of Sin in Believers. The last work is incomparable, chapter ix. of it perhaps the most useful paper ever written. I have made many extracts from all three. The essay on Mortification I meditate printing a new edition of, being out of print, to which I could add notes that might be useful. The reading these treatises has had an effect on my mind which I hope, with the blessing of the grace of God, will produce a more serious attention to the state of my heart with God than reading any book has done since Wilberforce’s.

March 3.—I borrowed Owen's book on ‘Indwelling Sin’ from Mr. Wilberforce, which includes two additional essays on Temptation and Mortifying Sin in Believers. The last essay is outstanding, with chapter nine being possibly the most helpful article ever written. I've made quite a few notes from all three. I'm considering publishing a new edition of the essay on Mortification since it's out of print, to which I could add notes that might be beneficial. Reading these works has impacted my thoughts, and I hope, with God's grace, it will lead to a more serious focus on my spiritual state than any book has since Wilberforce’s.

April 20.—At Bradfield. Yesterday returned from Harwich. Arthur and Jane went on board the ‘Diana’ packet, Capt. Stewart, Thursday, the 18th, at 3 o’clock, and I have taken a long and melancholy farewell of them! Oh! may Almighty God give His blessing to the undertaking, and that we may all meet again in health and happiness. But when the fearful uncertainty of all earthly events is considered, such partings ought to be more melancholy than they are. She felt much, and has a cordial affection for me.

April 20.—At Bradfield. I returned from Harwich yesterday. Arthur and Jane boarded the ‘Diana’ packet, Capt. Stewart, on Thursday the 18th at 3 o’clock, and I said a long and sad goodbye to them! Oh! may Almighty God bless their journey, and may we all meet again in good health and happiness. But when I think about the frightening uncertainty of all worldly events, these goodbyes should feel much more sorrowful than they do. She cared deeply and has a warm affection for me.

The undertaking, thus employed by a foreign sovereign to make a report of one of his provinces, is the first thing of the kind that has occurred, and will either give Arthur a great reputation, or sink that which he has gained. It is a very difficult work, however, to produce a good book from a very ill-cultivated province, and in the large experience of all our own reports we see that very few are well executed; the object has either been ill understood or poorly done, the surveyors deal in reflections instead of giving the 409experience of individuals, yet the husbandry of a county is made up of nothing else but private exertions. They do not half travel [over] the districts, and do not take notes of the practice of one hundredth part of those persons that might be applied to. Arthur goes with every possible advantage except languages, I hope he will exert them.

The project, undertaken by a foreign ruler to report on one of his provinces, is the first of its kind and will either enhance Arthur's reputation or damage the one he has built. However, it’s very challenging to create a good book from a poorly developed province, and in our extensive experience with our own reports, we find that very few are well done; either the purpose has been misunderstood or the execution lacks quality. Surveyors tend to focus on their opinions instead of providing insights from individuals, yet the agriculture of a county is built solely on personal efforts. They barely cover the areas and fail to gather information on even a small fraction of those who could be consulted. Arthur is equipped with every possible advantage, except for language skills; I hope he makes the most of what he has.

Bradfield is very melancholy without them. Jane was always cheerful, always affectionate and kind to me, ever pleased with my presence, and never parted from me but with regret. The loss of such a friend with much conversation and an excellent understanding nothing human can make amends for. It is a loss that ought to turn all my attention and all my heart to that better world where parting, sorrow, and death will find no place.

Bradfield feels really sad without them. Jane was always happy, always loving and kind to me, always glad to see me, and never left without feeling regret. Losing such a friend, who was great to talk to and had an amazing understanding, is something nothing human can replace. It’s a loss that should make me focus all my energy and heart on that better world where parting, sorrow, and death don’t exist.

24th.—Last night I slept at Bury, at the Oakes’, having walked there in the morning and dined with them. It raised my low spirits a little—but badly—for such company is mere dissipation.

24th.—Last night I slept at Bury, at the Oakes’, after walking there in the morning and having lunch with them. It lifted my spirits a bit—but not in a good way—because spending time with them is just a distraction.

On Monday morning, hankering after some sort of dissipation to divert my melancholy, I fortunately recollected that Jane had left Cowper’s Letters, and that I had not read the third volume. I got it, and beginning knew not how to lay the book out of my hand, and before night read the volume through. There is an uncommon charm in his sentiments and his style; something that interests the heart wonderfully. The religious passages are peculiarly valuable, and a few struck me very much.

On Monday morning, wanting some kind of distraction to lift my spirits, I suddenly remembered that Jane had left Cowper’s Letters, and that I hadn’t read the third volume. I picked it up, and once I started, I found it hard to put the book down, and by night, I had read the entire volume. There’s a unique charm in his thoughts and writing style; something that deeply resonates with the heart. The religious sections are particularly valuable, and a few really stood out to me.

On the Sabbath he is extremely just. On turning 410the mind from creation’s beauties to creation’s Author, the observation is fine; his remarks on the life of dissipation at Brighton, beautiful; on religion, page 106, on local attachments, on familiar communion with God, on natural music, terminated by a most sublime passage—‘There is somewhere in infinite space a world that does not roll within the precincts of mercy; and as it is reasonable and even scriptural to suppose that there is music in heaven, in those dismal regions perhaps the reverse of it is found. Tones so dismal as to make woe itself more insupportable, and to acuminate even despair!’ What a striking thought! But how many are there that will believe in neither hell nor devil, and what must their belief and feelings be who, closing their ears here, open them to the sounds of such a world as that! How many passages do we meet with in great authors which seem sufficient to strike a reader’s mind to conviction and conversion; yet read by thousands, perhaps admired, without the smallest effect on the heart.

On the Sabbath, he is very just. Turning the mind from the beauty of creation to its Creator is a great observation. His comments on the life of indulgence in Brighton are beautiful; his thoughts on religion, on local attachments, on having a close relationship with God, and on natural music conclude with a truly profound statement—‘There is a world somewhere in infinite space that doesn’t exist within the bounds of mercy; and since it makes sense, and even aligns with scripture, to think that there is music in heaven, perhaps there is something quite the opposite in those gloomy areas. Sounds so bleak that they make sorrow itself even harder to bear, amplifying even despair!’ What a powerful idea! But how many people don’t believe in either hell or the devil, and what must their beliefs and feelings be like if they shut their ears here and open them to the sounds of such a world? How many passages do we come across in great literature that seem enough to persuade and convert a reader; yet they are read by thousands, perhaps even admired, without making the slightest impact on their hearts.

25th.—A Mr. Cole called here to ask about passports for Russia. He has hired 30,000 acres in the province of Minsk, which he is to have with 300 boors, paying half the profits as rent. He was advised not to take a grant of land, as it would cause a difficulty after it to quit Russia. I must caution Arthur about this, for he may entangle himself without being aware of it. In the melancholy, solitary moments I pass here, I have been thinking of the many blessings the Almighty has been graciously pleased to shower down upon me. First, He gives me great health, at sixty-four, as good 411as at any time for twenty years past, and much better than forty years ago. Secondly, He has been pleased to leave me two children. Oh, that He would call them to feel truly His faith, fear, and love! Thirdly, He has granted me an ample income very far beyond what I had, upon entering the world, the smallest reason to expect. I have many doubts of money ever being a blessing, but that is owing to the receiver and not to the giver, it certainly is that which might be made by grace a very considerable one. Fourthly, He has given me the power of being greatly useful to my country; it would be foolish not to reckon that which I know beyond the possibility of vanity deceiving me. Fifthly, He has given me a paternal estate and residence which I greatly love and never wish to change. I could go on and reckon many other things, but these are sufficient to call for a heartfelt and deeply abiding gratitude. I ought to be able to add, that I am miserable for want of feeling this as I should do; in truth I am in this respect a brute beast devoid of everything that marks the Christian and the penitent. O Lord, of Thy mercy soften this obdurate heart by the grace of Jesus Christ! Fill it with contrition for offences. Purify and renew it, bring it in holy faith to the foot of the Cross, and make it feel its iniquities, till it be changed and impressed with Thy holy image.

25th.—A Mr. Cole came here to ask about passports for Russia. He has rented 30,000 acres in the province of Minsk, which comes with 300 peasants, paying half the profits as rent. He was advised not to take a land grant, as it would make it difficult to leave Russia later. I need to warn Arthur about this, as he might get caught up in it without realizing it. In the sad, lonely moments I spend here, I’ve been reflecting on the many blessings that the Almighty has kindly given me. First, He has given me great health at sixty-four, as good as it has been at any time over the last twenty years, and much better than forty years ago. Secondly, He has blessed me with two children. Oh, that He would guide them to truly experience His faith, fear, and love! Thirdly, He has provided me with a substantial income, far beyond what I had any reason to expect when I entered the world. I often doubt that money can be a blessing, but that’s due to how people use it, not because of the giver; it certainly could be a considerable blessing if received with grace. Fourthly, He has given me the ability to be very useful to my country; it would be foolish not to acknowledge that, as I know it without any vanity deceiving me. Fifthly, He has provided me with a family estate and home that I love dearly and never want to leave. I could go on and list many other things, but these are enough to inspire heartfelt and lasting gratitude. I should be able to say that I am miserable for lacking the ability to feel this as I should; in truth, I feel like a brute beast, devoid of everything that marks a Christian and a penitent. O Lord, in Your mercy, soften this hard heart through the grace of Jesus Christ! Fill it with sorrow for my offenses. Purify and renew it, bring it in holy faith to the foot of the Cross, and make it aware of its wrongs, until it is transformed and imprinted with Your holy image.

26th.—I read the concluding entry of yesterday, and it struck me that I had not thanked God for the friends He had given me, and this made me muse for a while. Had I wrote before I became serious, how warmly should I have thanked Him on this score! 412How it is with others I know not, but with me religion has cooled, checked, or annihilated those feelings; real friendship cannot be felt by a Christian but to a Christian.

26th.—I read the final entry from yesterday, and it hit me that I hadn’t thanked God for the friends He gave me, which made me think for a bit. If I had written before I became serious, I would have expressed my gratitude much more passionately! 412 I don’t know how it is for others, but for me, religion has cooled, restrained, or destroyed those feelings; a true friendship can only be felt by a Christian towards another Christian.

What surprises me much more is that I do not feel any very striking advantage from the society of Christians. This I attribute as a fault in myself, and dare say it is for want of more grace and prayer. I love their company, and, some hankerings apart, desire no other. I hope with God’s blessing to improve in this respect—hitherto solitude has been my best friend. Here there are none to be acquainted with but a very few poor people who are never at their ease with me; and at London those I know are too much engaged to see many more than for a moment. Going to bed at nine o’clock prevents the society I might otherwise have there if it were followed up.

What surprises me even more is that I don't feel any significant benefit from being around Christians. I see this as a flaw in myself and I suspect it's due to my lack of grace and prayer. I enjoy their company, and aside from a few cravings, I don't want to be around anyone else. I hope, with God's help, to improve in this area—until now, solitude has been my closest friend. Here, there are only a few poor people who never feel completely comfortable with me; and in London, the people I know are too busy to spend more than a moment with me. Going to bed at nine o’clock keeps me from having the social life I could otherwise have there if I pushed for it.

28th.—Symonds slept here the night before last and dined twice, which obliged me to postpone more business than I otherwise should have done. He told me one anecdote I had not heard before. In Lord Bute’s administration, as his lordship told him himself, the King settled with him to give the Royal Society 500l. a year for ever, which was accordingly communicated, and to Lord Bute’s amazement refused. On enquiry he found that the motive was an apprehension that he should become too popular if it was accepted! Was ever such folly heard of?

28th.—Symonds stayed here the night before last and had dinner twice, which forced me to push back more work than I would have otherwise. He shared an anecdote that I hadn't heard before. During Lord Bute’s administration, as he told me himself, the King agreed to give the Royal Society £500 a year forever, which was communicated, only for Lord Bute to be astonished when it was refused. Upon asking, he discovered that the reason was the fear that the Society would become too popular if they accepted it! Is there ever such foolishness?

Another anecdote of Symonds. He dined last year at Sir C. Bunbury’s, where he met the rich Mr. Mills, the brandy merchant, who bought Mure’s estate, and 413who said he found my ‘Annals’ there, which were good for nothing. ‘What, nothing good in them?’ said S. ‘No, nothing at all.’ ‘That is unfortunate with so many correspondents. But if the “Annals” are bad, have you read Mr. Y.’s travels?’ ‘Yes, and very poor stuff they are.’ ‘That is still more unfortunate, for I know that the Marshal de Castries and the late King of Prussia spoke in the highest possible terms of them, and books in French by respectable writers have been dedicated to Mr. Y. in consequence of that publication.’ ‘I can see nothing in them.’

Another story about Symonds. He had dinner last year at Sir C. Bunbury’s, where he met the wealthy Mr. Mills, the brandy merchant, who bought Mure’s estate. Mr. Mills mentioned that he found my ‘Annals’ there, which he thought were worthless. “What, nothing good in them?” Symonds asked. “No, nothing at all," Mr. Mills replied. “That's unfortunate with so many contributors. But if the ‘Annals’ are bad, have you read Mr. Y.’s travels?” “Yes, and they're very poor quality.” “That’s even more unfortunate, because I know that Marshal de Castries and the late King of Prussia praised them highly, and respectable French writers have dedicated books to Mr. Y. because of that publication.” “I can see nothing in them.”

The next day he wrote Symonds a letter with many apologies, as he understood that he had been talking to a gentleman who had contributed much to the ‘Annals.’

The next day, he wrote Symonds a letter filled with apologies, realizing that he had been speaking with a gentleman who had contributed significantly to the 'Annals.'

So much for my rich neighbour.

So much for my wealthy neighbor.

Letters from London, and I am very sorry to find that my poor wife is much worse. Nothing but bad news. Sir J. Banks writes me that Sir J. Sinclair is to resume the chair of the Board under promises of good behaviour. My wife’s miserable state is a much worse business.

Letters from London, and I’m really sorry to hear that my poor wife is much worse. Just bad news all around. Sir J. Banks writes to me that Sir J. Sinclair is going to take back the chair of the Board with promises to behave. My wife’s terrible condition is a much bigger issue.

May 22.—I am entirely alone and not without melancholy. Worldly people have a thousand resources, as I had once, but every atom of them leads to mischief, and I am a thousand times better without them. Lord Carrington the other day, speaking to Sir C. Willoughby about his son going to school, said, ‘Oh, send him to a great one, which will give him a manly character fit for the world, make him a man of the world.’ So it is with these people; Jesus Christ tells us to hate the world, and that what is in high estimation amongst 414men is abomination in the eyes of God; but worldly men declare, and think, and feel, and act, directly hostile to Scripture; they urge one another and impress as respectable everything that God abhors. Words cannot express a character more in contradiction to the Christian than that which is meant by a man of the world.

May 22.—I am completely alone and feeling quite sad. People focused on worldly things have countless ways to cope, just like I once did, but every one of those leads to trouble, and I'm far better off without them. The other day, Lord Carrington was talking to Sir C. Willoughby about his son going to school and said, “Oh, send him to a prestigious one that will give him a strong character suited for the world, make him a man of the world.” It's the same with these people; Jesus Christ tells us to reject the world, and that what is highly valued among people is detestable in God's eyes. Yet, worldly people promote, believe in, and act in ways that directly contradict Scripture; they encourage each other and consider respectable everything that God despises. Words cannot capture a character more opposed to Christian values than what is described as a man of the world.

23rd.—I was awake at 2 A.M. and laid without sleep till 3 A.M. My thoughts were not edifying, so I jumped out of bed, and having prayed to the Father of mercies, I began with business. But the train of thought I had been in came again and interrupted me; it was upon the event of what would befall me as secretary to the Board. I have many reasons for thinking that several of the members do not like me, and should anything happen that gave them any handle, would be glad to get rid of me. This was not the case when I was one of themselves, but they know that I associate with religious people, go to the Lock (a very black mark), and read the Bible, and now and then words drop which I understand. Should Sir J. Sinclair become president or Lord Carrington, they might make it very unpleasant to me. Sir John is as poor as a church mouse, and would like well to have his lodging here. Should my family lessen, it would be quite unbearable, and if the idea was started, I must resist it, the question would probably be lost, and then I should resign; this would fix me in repose at Bradfield, and I should be to the full as happy as at present, but my family would not, and then—all this is very wild. I will have done with it for so much as I am persuaded that everything is in 415the hands of God; nothing can be greater folly than pretending thus to look forward, it is equally useless and uncomfortable.

23rd.—I woke up at 2 AM and lay awake until 3 AM My thoughts were not uplifting, so I got out of bed, prayed to the Father of mercies, and started getting to work. But the thoughts that had been bothering me came back and distracted me; I was worried about what might happen with my role as secretary to the Board. I have many reasons to believe that several members don’t like me, and if anything happened that gave them a reason, they would be happy to get rid of me. That wasn’t the case when I was one of them, but now they know I associate with religious people, visit the Lock (which is a huge strike against me), and read the Bible, and sometimes I drop words that I understand. If Sir J. Sinclair or Lord Carrington became president, things could get very uncomfortable for me. Sir John is as broke as a church mouse and would love to have his place here. If my family size decreases, it would be completely unbearable, and if that thought was suggested, I’d have to fight it; the issue would likely be lost, and then I’d resign. That would settle me in at Bradfield, and I’d be just as happy as I am now, but my family wouldn’t be, and then—all of this is very irrational. I’m done thinking about it, as I’m convinced that everything is in 415 God’s hands; pretending to predict the future is the height of foolishness, and it’s both pointless and uncomfortable.

June 3.—Since the last entry I have had letters from Jane and Arthur at Berlin, where they seemed to have stayed a week. They had been received with great politeness and attention by the Princess of Holstein, Prince Baratinsky’s mother; had dined with her, and she carried them to her villa; they had dined also with the English and Russian Ambassadors, and been at Charlottenburg with Sir G. Rumbold.

June 3.—Since my last entry, I've received letters from Jane and Arthur in Berlin, where they've spent about a week. They were treated with great courtesy and attention by the Princess of Holstein, the mother of Prince Baratinsky; they had dinner with her, and she took them to her villa. They also dined with the English and Russian Ambassadors and visited Charlottenburg with Sir G. Rumbold.

I begin to be a little restless to get into the country.

I’m starting to feel a bit impatient to get into the countryside.

15th.—Bradfield. I got here the 6th, earlier than ever before or since the institution of the Board, which is a great blessing. I have managed to escape both Woburn and Holkham.

15th.—Bradfield. I arrived here on the 6th, earlier than ever before or since the establishment of the Board, which is a huge blessing. I’ve managed to avoid both Woburn and Holkham.

I have missed Jane terribly, but I have endeavoured to turn it to a religious account. Poorly and weakly, but still better than not at all. The weather has been bad, which has caused my taking less exercise than is good for me, but blessed be God, my health is excellent.

I have missed Jane a lot, but I’ve tried to make the best of it. Not perfectly, but still better than nothing. The weather has been bad, which has led to me getting less exercise than I should, but thank God, my health is great.

I have stuck close to my great work the ‘Elements,’ and have gone through my own Norfolk report and the fourth volume of the Board ‘Communications.’ What an immense labour has it been, and for how many years to collect and arrange materials. I could not have conceived how much it is necessary to do before I can fairly say, Now all is before me and in order, ready to compare and draw conclusions.

I have stayed focused on my major work, the ‘Elements,’ and reviewed my own Norfolk report as well as the fourth volume of the Board ‘Communications.’ What an incredible amount of work it has been, and for how many years I've spent collecting and organizing materials. I couldn’t have imagined how much needed to be done before I could confidently say, "Now everything is in front of me and organized, ready for comparison and conclusions."

416I mean it to contain everything good that has ever been printed. Till all that is collected and before me, how can I know what is already done, and what wants to be added?

416I'm aiming to include everything good that's ever been published. Until I've gathered everything and seen it all, how can I know what's already been done and what still needs to be added?

But the labour, when continued year after year, is what I never dreamt of when I began. I have worked hard at the first division—Soils, and brought it into some form; and it is a specimen of how much attention every division will demand. I have also began the second, on Vegetation. I fear making the work too voluminous, and that by-and-by I must curtail greatly. Success is pleasant, and I should fear that if it exceeded two large quartos.

But the work, when it goes on year after year, is what I never imagined when I started. I've put a lot of effort into the first section—Soils, and shaped it into something coherent; it serves as an example of how much focus each section will need. I've also started on the second section, about Vegetation. I'm worried about making the project too lengthy, and that eventually I'll have to cut back significantly. Success is rewarding, but I'm concerned that if it becomes more than two large volumes, it could be overwhelming.

Since I have been here I have read a little work of Flavel’s,[229] ‘A Saint indeed,’ which is truly admirable; some [passages] in Marshall[230] on ‘Sanctification,’ and very many of Cowper’s letters, all the religious ones.

Since I've been here, I've read a small work by Flavel, [229] ‘A Saint Indeed,’ which is really impressive; some parts of Marshall’s[230] on ‘Sanctification,’ and a lot of Cowper’s letters, all the religious ones.

18th.—Cowper is invaluable to a country gentleman that would enjoy his residence without the world’s assistance. Reading his letters has made me more attentive to every beauty of this place, of which I was always so fond; there is something very amiable in the manner in which he converts every flower, tree, and twig to enjoyment, and I walk out better prepared for this pleasure from the perusal of that most agreeable writer. There is but one danger from which, poor man, his poverty secured him, and that is the mind insensibly running into speculation of improvement. I have 417made many here, and the taste is very insatiable; this may without a guard lead to too much expense. But I endeavour to correct the wanderings of imagination, and to dwell on the beauties of every single tree, shrub, and spot, and to be content with them all as they are. The laburnum in the back lawn is more beautiful than I ever saw it, so entirely covered with rich clusters of its golden flowers, that I can admire it for an hour together. This enjoyment, however, is very poor and fading if we do not, with Cowper, tum our minds habitually to the great and beneficent Author of all these beauties. This sentiment is impressive and durable, and leads the mind to the richest contemplations. If for such a race the earth is thus clothed, what must heaven be?

18th.—Cowper is invaluable to a country gentleman who wants to enjoy his home without relying on the outside world. Reading his letters has made me more aware of every beauty in this place, which I have always loved; there’s something very charming about how he finds joy in every flower, tree, and twig. After reading that delightful writer, I'm better prepared to appreciate this pleasure. There’s only one risk that, unfortunately for him, his poverty kept him safe from, and that’s the mind gradually drifting into thoughts of improvement. I’ve come up with many ideas here, and the desire is quite insatiable; this can easily lead to overspending without caution. But I try to rein in my imaginative wanderings and focus on the beauty of each tree, shrub, and spot, and to be content with them just as they are. The laburnum in the back lawn looks more beautiful than I’ve ever seen it, completely covered with rich clusters of its golden flowers, and I can admire it for an hour straight. However, this enjoyment feels shallow and fleeting if we don’t, like Cowper, regularly turn our thoughts to the great and generous Creator of all these beauties. This feeling is profound and lasting, guiding the mind to the most enriching reflections. If the earth is dressed this way for such a brief existence, what must heaven be like?

A reading habit is a great blessing. I am sure I find it so, for though I have risen at 3 A.M. since I have been here, and not once been in bed at four, still I am not tired at night. A walk is a refreshment to be had in the country in a moment, but at London half a mile of street thronged and noisy, and then only a crowded park, with sights to wound or to tempt. I do not like snow, but a deep one and blustering wind here is preferable to calm sunshine in the streets of London.

A reading habit is a huge blessing. I really believe that, because even though I've been getting up at 3 AM since I've been here and haven't once gone to bed at four, I still don't feel tired at night. A walk in the countryside is a quick refreshment, but in London, it's half a mile through crowded and noisy streets, and then only a packed park, with sights that either hurt or tempt you. I’m not a fan of snow, but a deep snowfall and strong winds here are better than calm sunshine in the streets of London.

But much as I like Bradfield even alone, I must leave it and get quickly into Essex. I could write the Report from materials before me, and from a long knowledge of the county, and produce a valuable work, but that would not be honest. I shall take their money, and will therefore travel as much in it, and give as much 418attention to it, as if I had no materials at all to work upon.

But as much as I like Bradfield, even by itself, I have to leave it and head straight to Essex. I could write the Report based on the information I have and my extensive knowledge of the county, and create something valuable, but that wouldn’t be right. I’ll take their payment, so I’ll travel as much as I need to and give as much focus to it as if I didn’t have any resources to work with at all. 418

August 12.—Letters from Jane and Arthur at St. Petersburg. They give sad accounts of the treatment the English have received there if most specific agreements be not made beforehand for everything. I wish cordially they were well home again, and so do they, I believe.

August 12.—I got letters from Jane and Arthur in St. Petersburg. They share troubling stories about how the English are treated there unless specific agreements are made in advance for everything. I genuinely wish they were safely home again, and I think they feel the same way.

October 20.—At Rayleigh. To keep a journal in this manner is nonsense, and worse than nonsense; besides, I have time to do better, and therefore ought to do it.

October 20.—At Rayleigh. Keeping a journal like this is pointless, and worse than pointless; also, I have time to do better, so I should do it.

Three nights past I slept at the Earl of St. Vincent’s, who, being a great character, forces a note. I had much inclination to have called on him, as I heard of Sir T. Leonard that he farmed, but I thought it would be a forward step, and so passed on to the Squire of the parish, Towers. He was in with the gout, but his sons told me that they had lately dined in company of Lord St. V., who mentioned my being in the country, and that he expected to see me. Whence this expectation came I have no conception. He received me politely, pleasantly, and cordially; kept me all day to dinner and to sleep, and desired me if ever I came near him again to be sure to make his house my headquarters. He showed me every acre, cow, ox, and pig, and talked sensibly enough on farming, as far as he knew of it. When he returned he told me he did not dine till 6 P.M., and as he should be out again, I should have a fire in Lady St. V.’s dressing room, and a pen and ink, and that I was my own master. Montague Burgoyne coming, he sent him up to me. At and after dinner 419much political conversation, for Burgoyne is a desperate politician. It was plain that Lord St. Vincent thought himself very ill used by opposition as well as by Mr. Pitt; he seemed to think that they made a great cry about him while it served their own purpose, but that when this would not answer, they cared little for him and forgot him, but he praised Lord Sidmouth greatly. Burgoyne, who wanted Fox in when Lord Sidmouth accepted, told Lord St. V. the only sin he ever committed was joining that lord, as he could not have made an administration without him. He said it was impossible to resist, the state of the country was such that his conscience would have condemned him; it was greatly to his personal injury, for he was, as commander of the Channel fleet, in the receipt of a good 25,000l. a year, which he gave up for a miserably paid Cabinet place then of only 3,000l. That the King urged him to keep the command with the Admiralty, and Lord Sidmouth agreed to it, but he would not do it, it would have been wrong. The King urged the precedent of Lord Howe, who kept both, and why should not he? But he was firm. He hates all religions, called Lord Barham an old canting hypocrite—all of them—and ‘little Wilber-force too!’ I said something against that, but not half enough. He remarked that the old hypocrite would soon, very soon, be removed. I hope in this he will find himself mistaken. He swears pretty much, not quite as sailors do, but he says grace before and after dinner; is not this hypocrisy? He has great spirits, a good understanding, and is very pleasant.

Three nights ago, I stayed at the Earl of St. Vincent’s place. He’s quite an important figure and really makes an impression. I was tempted to visit him since I heard from Sir T. Leonard that he was farming, but I thought it might be too forward, so I decided to head to the local squire, Towers. He was suffering from gout, but his sons told me they had recently dined with Lord St. Vincent, who mentioned I was in the area and was looking forward to seeing me. I have no idea why he expected my visit. He welcomed me warmly and cordially, insisting I stay for dinner and to spend the night. He asked me to make his home my base whenever I’m nearby. He proudly showed me around his property, talking reasonably about farming as much as he knew. When he returned, he mentioned he didn’t have dinner until 6 PM and since he’d be out again, I could have a fire in Lady St. Vincent’s dressing room, along with a pen and ink, meaning I was free to do as I pleased. Montague Burgoyne came by and he sent him upstairs to me. During and after dinner, there was plenty of political discussion since Burgoyne is quite the political enthusiast. It was clear Lord St. Vincent felt wronged by both the opposition and Mr. Pitt; he seemed to think they made a scene about him when it suited their needs, but forgot him when it didn’t. However, he spoke highly of Lord Sidmouth. Burgoyne, who wanted Fox to take over when Lord Sidmouth accepted, told Lord St. Vincent that his only mistake was teaming up with that lord, as he couldn’t have formed a government without Sidmouth. He explained it was impossible to refuse given the state of the country; his conscience would have judged him harshly. It was a big personal loss for him since he was commanding the Channel fleet, making around 25,000l. a year, which he gave up for a poorly paid Cabinet position that was only 3,000l. The King urged him to keep his command alongside the Admiralty, and Lord Sidmouth agreed, but he refused. He thought it would be wrong. The King mentioned the example of Lord Howe, who held both positions, so why not him? But he stood his ground. He has a strong dislike for all religions, calling Lord Barham an old hypocrite, and even ‘little Wilberforce too!’ I objected a bit, but not strongly enough. He noted that the old hypocrite would be gone very soon, which I hope won’t turn out to be true. He swears a fair bit, not quite like sailors do, but still, he says grace before and after dinner; isn’t that hypocrisy? He has great energy, a good mind, and is very enjoyable to be around.

December 9.—My old friend Symonds being dangerously 420and in all probability fatally ill, I went yesterday to see him. I was there four hours. He dozed much, but when awake had the perfect use of his faculties, though not quite speech enough or recollection to explain himself as when well; my dear Jane took him to be a real Christian, though not without thinking he had bad notions on certain points. I ever doubted it, and thought I saw much in him of sound, good doctrine, but great deficiencies.

December 9.—My old friend Symonds is seriously and probably fatally ill, so I went to visit him yesterday. I was there for four hours. He dozed a lot, but when he was awake, he had full control of his faculties, although he couldn't speak or remember clearly like he usually could. My dear Jane believes he is a genuine Christian, although she thinks he has some misguided views on certain topics. I have always had my doubts and felt there was a lot of solid, good doctrine in him, but also some significant shortcomings.

He utterly disbelieved original sin, which appeared always to me a fatal sign.

He completely rejected the idea of original sin, which always seemed to me like a bad omen.

He talked to me of Naples, Bonaparte, &c., said he had something particular to say to me, upon which B. left the room. It was to tell me that Cocksedge would not give 40l. for a very well done map and survey of the Eldo estate, and that therefore he should take care that he should have nothing done to accommodate him, no part of the furniture should be his, &c. This will be talked of, and therefore mention the motive. What stuff to occupy the attention of a dying man! I took four or five opportunities, or rather made them, to turn his mind to Christ, but they passed, and he was silent, not one religious or serious word came out of his mouth, nothing of the kind seemed to be in his mind. He was in general quite easy and composed, and slept perfectly free from any apparent disturbance. Awful is such insensibility.

He talked to me about Naples, Bonaparte, etc., and said he had something specific to tell me, after which B. left the room. It was to inform me that Cocksedge wouldn’t pay 40l. for a very well-done map and survey of the Eldo estate, and that he needed to ensure he had nothing done to favor him, that none of the furniture should belong to him, etc. This will be discussed, so mention the motive. What a waste of time for a dying man! I took four or five chances, or rather created them, to direct his thoughts to Christ, but those moments passed, and he remained silent, not a single religious or serious word came from him, nothing of that sort seemed to be on his mind. Overall, he was quite calm and composed, and slept without any visible disturbance. It’s terrifying how detached he was.

10th.—I was with him again yesterday, and through such a day of rain that I hope I shall not take cold. He was just the same, mentioned Casburn’s account of the Blue Coat Hospital, and being washed four times a day; 421talked of the water gods, smiled, and joked. I could not endure the moment passing without another attempt to turn his mind to more serious impressions. I asked C. if he had had any prayers said to and for him. No, he had not mentioned it, but two nights before he had prayed shortly for himself. I told him that there ought to be prayers in the room, and that C. could read them. He said, ‘Yes, he could,’ and for the family also! It made no impression, and soon after closing his eyes as if for sleep, said, ‘Your servant, I only keep you,’ so I left him. I have fears that it is a sort of judicial blindness and insensibility of his state to have his senses and make no better use of them, I am much shocked.

10th.—I was with him again yesterday, in a day filled with rain, and I hope I don’t catch a cold. He was just the same, mentioned Casburn’s report about the Blue Coat Hospital, and how they get washed four times a day; 421 talked about the water gods, smiled, and joked. I couldn’t let the moment pass without trying again to get him to think about more serious things. I asked C. if he had had any prayers said for him. No, he hadn’t mentioned it, but two nights ago he had prayed briefly for himself. I told him there should be prayers in the room, and that C. could read them. He said, ‘Yes, he could,’ and for the family too! It made no impact, and soon after closing his eyes like he was going to sleep, he said, ‘Your servant, I only keep you,’ so I left him. I’m worried that it’s a kind of willful blindness and insensitivity to his situation that he has his senses and doesn’t use them better; I’m very troubled.

11th.—Yesterday there again, but he was getting up to have his bed made, and White, the physician, thought I had better not go up.

11th.—Yesterday he was there again, but he was getting up to have his bed made, and White, the doctor, thought it would be best if I didn't go up.

January 10, 1806.—Peggy Metcalfe lent me ‘Marie Menzikoff’ as a true history, and I, like a fool, read much of it, after finding it a mere romance. I have not looked at anything of the novel kind for many years, but this French thing seized my attention and hurried me on. I wish she had been further before putting it in my hands. It has unhinged me, and broken my attention to better things, which shows strongly how pernicious this sort of reading is, and what a powerful temptation to vice such productions are sure to prove.

January 10, 1806.—Peggy Metcalfe lent me ‘Marie Menzikoff’ claiming it was a true story, and I, like a fool, read a lot of it after realizing it was just a romance. I haven’t read anything like this in years, but this French book grabbed my attention and pulled me in. I wish she had reconsidered before giving it to me. It has thrown me off balance and distracted me from better things, which clearly shows how harmful this kind of reading can be, and how much of a temptation to vice these kinds of stories can become.

Oh! the number of miserables that novels have sent to perdition!

Oh! the number of miserable people that novels have sent to ruin!

16th.—I have been looking over Dr. Johnson’s ‘Prayers and Meditations,’ and, upon the whole, the 422feeling they have impressed is that of pity; he seemed by one passage to think his complaints nearly allied to madness, and often speaks of his morbid melancholy; his sloth seems to have been dreadful. What a contrast to the life of John Wesley!

16th.—I’ve been reviewing Dr. Johnson’s ‘Prayers and Meditations,’ and overall, the impression I get is one of pity; in one part, he seems to consider his complaints almost as a form of madness, and he frequently mentions his deep sadness; his laziness appears to have been severe. What a contrast to John Wesley's life!

His religion seems to have been against the very grain of his soul, and all the tendencies of his mind to have arisen from his understanding only, and never to have been truly in his heart. Company, and engagements, and indolence keep him from church from January to March; he scarcely ever got to it in time for the service, and he aimed in resolutions only at taking the Sacrament thrice in the year; he does not name a book (the Scriptures excepted) that was likely to give a right turn to his devotion. To study religion and to read the Scriptures was a matter for resolution, like rising early, but he does not seem to have been carried to the employment by the comfort, hope, joy, and consolation to be derived from them, they were never his pleasure. ’Tis well his mind was morbid, for he seems to me (from this work) never to have been really converted. Fasting, penance, and a gloomy superstition banished from his soul the felicities of piety founded in faith. But I must look it over again with more care. Yesterday morning I went to Flempton and called on Carter; with him I had some very proper conversation. He is far from the truly evangelical state, and his mind fully occupied with being satisfied with the opinions and conduct of the regular clergy in general; he has no affection, no regard for truly evangelical ones, a readiness to sneer at them, and with all 423a laxity in doctrines, a comprehensive candour, which gives me but an ill opinion of his doctrines. He is a very worthy respectable man in all worldly points.

His religion seems to have gone against the grain of his soul, and all his thinking appears to stem from his intellect alone, never truly from his heart. Socializing, commitments, and laziness keep him from church from January to March; he rarely made it in time for the service and only aimed to take Communion three times a year. He doesn’t mention a book (except the Scriptures) that could inspire true devotion in him. Studying religion and reading the Scriptures was something he resolved to do, like waking up early, but he didn’t seem to find comfort, hope, joy, or consolation in them; they were never a source of pleasure for him. It’s probably a good thing his mindset was unhealthy, as he appears to have never truly converted. Fasting, penance, and a gloomy superstition drove away the joys of faith-based piety. I need to review this again more carefully. Yesterday morning, I visited Flempton and spoke with Carter; we had some very appropriate conversation. He is far from being truly evangelical, and his mind is fully occupied with being satisfied with the beliefs and actions of the regular clergy in general; he has no affection or respect for truly evangelical individuals, readily sneering at them, and he displays a laxity in doctrines along with a broad-mindedness that gives me a poor impression of his beliefs. He is a very respectable man in all worldly matters.

My neighbour Gooch called yesterday. He has taken the curacy of Wattisfield of Plampin, who has evaded the curate’s law. Gooch gave me twenty cases at least of rectors who decidedly cheat and impose on their curates by most unworthy evasions; but if a farmer cheats them of a turnip in tithe, they pronounce them all the rogues to be imagined. Most lamentable is this for those who should be the ministers of Christ’s gospel.

My neighbor Gooch called yesterday. He has taken the position of curate in Wattisfield from Plampin, who has avoided the curate’s regulations. Gooch shared at least twenty examples of rectors who definitely cheat and take advantage of their curates through very unworthy tricks; yet if a farmer cheats them out of a turnip in tithes, they label them all as the worst kind of rogues. This is quite unfortunate for those who are meant to be the ministers of Christ’s gospel.

But in no country that I have heard of is there such a set of clergy as in this neighbourhood. Dreadful!

But in no country that I know of is there such a group of clergy as in this area. Terrible!

I have been sketching out an essay on the defence of the kingdom in case of invasion, and yesterday added to it. The regularity with which I have made entries in my journal since I determined to write one line in it, shows the infinite importance of method and regularity in every pursuit and business of life. What is regularly undertaken will be regularly executed, but desultory endeavours at fits and starts perform nothing.

I’ve been drafting an essay on defending the kingdom in case of an invasion, and I added to it yesterday. The consistency with which I’ve been writing in my journal since I decided to write at least one line in it highlights the crucial importance of method and regularity in everything we do in life. Things that are approached regularly will be completed, but random attempts here and there achieve nothing.

22nd.—Yesterday I went up into my dear Bobbin’s room, in which I had not been for a year or more. I wiped the mould off her books, &c., with a heavy heart, and prayed to God that I might join her spirit in heaven. It made me very melancholy! She has been dead nine years, would therefore have been two-and-twenty had it pleased God to spare her. But what a world is this for a girl of that age!

22nd.—Yesterday I went into my dear Bobbin’s room, which I hadn’t visited in over a year. I wiped the dust off her books and other things with a heavy heart and prayed to God that I could join her spirit in heaven. It made me very sad! She has been gone for nine years and would have been twenty-two if God had allowed her to live. But what a world it is for a girl that age!

23rd.—To-day I pack up and prepare, and to-morrow, 424with God’s permission, to London. May He protect me from all dangers! Mr. Pitt dead! This has struck a damp into my soul that I cannot shake off.

23rd.—Today I’m packing and getting ready, and tomorrow, with God’s permission, I’m heading to London. May He keep me safe from all dangers! Mr. Pitt is dead! This has hit my soul in a way I can’t shake off.

26th.—Arrived safely, thanks to the Lord. Yesterday I unpacked and set all my things in order. Mrs. Y. better than I expected, but I cannot perceive that warmth of gratitude to God which I hoped to find. I know not what to make of her state of soul! Pitt’s death made a considerable sensation, and I wonder not at it. The providence of the Almighty has taken the two men perhaps the most necessary to our worldly prosperity in order to show us that it is on Him only we should depend, and to convince us that vain is the arm of flesh. May He protect us! Providence is better to depend on than a hundred Nelsons and Pitts if we consider them in any light except that of means in the hand of Him who governs the fate of nations.

26th.—I arrived safely, thank the Lord. Yesterday, I unpacked and organized all my things. Mrs. Y. is doing better than I expected, but I can’t sense the warmth of gratitude to God that I hoped to find. I’m not sure what to make of her spiritual state! Pitt’s death caused quite a stir, and I’m not surprised. The Almighty’s will has taken away two of the men who were perhaps the most essential to our worldly success to remind us that we should rely solely on Him and to show us that trusting in human strength is futile. May He protect us! It’s better to rely on Providence than on a hundred Nelsons and Pitts if we view them in any light other than as instruments in the hands of the One who governs the fate of nations.

Ministry not arranged. It is said that Fox is as much plagued with the apprehensions of some of his own people as with those of the Grenvilles. Grey First Lord of Admiralty! Is it possible? What a scheme!

Ministry not arranged. It’s said that Fox is just as troubled by the concerns of some of his own supporters as by those of the Grenvilles. Grey as First Lord of the Admiralty! Is that really happening? What a plan!

Could not sleep longer for three nights past than half-past two or three; evil imaginations were generating. Plunged out of bed, but as I cannot get to bed before ten (at Lady Egremont’s last night but one, and De Bees’ last night) it makes me heavy. De Bees says that all foreigners agree as to the folly of our expeditions; that to the Mediterranean should have been in greater force to Venice, which would have preserved that city, and enabled the Archduke Charles to have stood 425his ground. It is obvious, if driven from the Continent, Venice at least would have been saved.

I couldn't sleep longer than half-past two or three for the past three nights; I was plagued by dark thoughts. I jumped out of bed, but since I can't get to bed before ten (like at Lady Egremont's the night before last and De Bees' the night before that), it's making me feel tired. De Bees says that all foreigners agree that our military actions are foolish; that we should have sent a larger force to Venice to protect that city and help Archduke Charles hold his ground. It's clear that if we had been pushed from the continent, at least Venice could have been saved. 425

February 2.—I have seen Smirenove, he thinks his Emperor will have a great army on the Danube early in the spring, for preparations are active; they think, or have intelligence, that Bonaparte has ceded to Austria much more than Servia, probably large provinces, to cut Russia off from contact with the Turks. He has Trieste, and now his dominions embrace both shores of the Adriatic and join the Turkish Empire. This must be productive of great events, and I cannot but look forward to the destruction of that Empire which seems clearly advancing, and we all know how very important an epoch that will be towards the winding up of all things.

February 2.—I’ve met with Smirenove; he believes his Emperor will assemble a large army on the Danube early this spring since preparations are in full swing. They suspect, or have intelligence, that Bonaparte has given Austria much more than just Servia, likely large provinces, to cut Russia off from contact with the Turks. He has Trieste, and now his territories stretch across both sides of the Adriatic and connect with the Turkish Empire. This is bound to lead to significant events, and I can’t help but anticipate the downfall of that Empire, which clearly seems to be on the horizon, and we all recognize how crucial that moment will be in the resolution of everything.

8th.—Mary dined with Lord Coventry, and met Mrs. Lyggon and Mrs. Nesbit, and heard that D. Moira will take nothing. He wanted to be Prime Minister, and the King would rather have had him. The Queen of Wurtemburg has written a letter to our Queen and to Lady Harrington in praise of the politeness and goodness of Bonaparte. De Bees in the evening; Fox was in powder, which made everyone stare.

8th.—Mary had dinner with Lord Coventry and met Mrs. Lyggon and Mrs. Nesbit. She heard that D. Moira isn’t accepting anything. He wanted to be Prime Minister, and the King would have preferred him. The Queen of Wurtemburg wrote a letter to our Queen and Lady Harrington praising Bonaparte's politeness and kindness. De Bees in the evening; Fox was in powder, which caught everyone's attention.

14th.—Read much in Skinner’s ‘State of Peru,’[231] which has some curious things in it. I work every morning on my ‘Elements,’ but though I have been near thirty years reading and making extracts for this work (but with long intermissions), yet now I am arranging the chapters and sections I find numberless gaps to supply as I advance.

14th.—I read a lot in Skinner’s ‘State of Peru,’[231] which has some interesting insights. I work on my ‘Elements’ every morning, but even after nearly thirty years of reading and gathering information for this project (with long breaks), I'm now organizing the chapters and sections and discovering countless gaps to fill as I go along.

42615th.—Dined with the Duke of Grafton against my will, for I think it wrong to go to the house of a Unitarian, or have anything to do with them; the only defence of its lawfulness even that I know of is St. Paul’s supposition of his converts being invited to a feast, and if you are disposed to go, &c., then do so. In the evening Walker, an engraver, who has been twenty years at St. Petersburg, and who brought letters from Jane some time ago, called. He gives but a bad account of Russia, and it is from every authority a very bad country to live in, in every respect that should make a country desirable, except the people being good tempered and very ingenious. England! England! thou art the first of countries! Oh! that thou wert grateful to Heaven for the multitude of thy blessings.

42615th.—I had dinner with the Duke of Grafton against my wishes because I believe it's wrong to visit the home of a Unitarian or be involved with them. The only justification for its legality that I know of is St. Paul’s suggestion that if his followers are invited to a feast, and if you want to go, then go ahead. In the evening, Walker, an engraver who has spent twenty years in St. Petersburg and brought letters from Jane some time ago, stopped by. He gives a poor description of Russia, and by all accounts, it's a very difficult place to live in, lacking in every aspect that would make a country appealing, except that the people are good-natured and quite clever. England! England! you are the greatest of all countries! Oh! that you were more grateful to Heaven for the many blessings you have.

20th.—Lord Carrington half an hour, then Vancouver,[232] who has seen Vansittart[233] on his tour scheme, and who did not seem to approve of it at all, but desired him to have an interview at Tyrrwhitt’s with Dr. Beke to hear his opinion, whom he esteems much, the greatest political arithmetician of the time. This is accordingly to take place. Vansittart told him the whole income of the public is 200,000,000 sterling. V. replied that it was three times as much. At night I went to the Lock and heard a most excellent sermon by Fry on Luke xi. 21, 22.

20th.—Lord Carrington for half an hour, then Vancouver,[232] who has talked to Vansittart[233] about his tour plan, and who didn't seem to like it at all, but wanted him to meet with Dr. Beke at Tyrrwhitt’s to get his opinion, as he thinks very highly of him, the best political statistician of the time. This is set to happen. Vansittart told him the total public income is 200,000,000 sterling. V. replied that it's three times that amount. In the evening, I went to the Lock and heard a fantastic sermon by Fry on Luke xi. 21, 22.

42722nd.—It was so fine a day that I took a walk to Kensington Gardens Gate. The Marquis of Hertford chatted with me for some time as he walked his horse, and wants a drainer for his estate in Ireland. I saw Marshall[234] also, and I never see and converse with him, but I think I see the haughty, proud, ill-tempered, snarling, disgusted character which he manifested in his connection with Sir John Sinclair. A thousand pities that so extremely able a man, for of his talents there can be no question, should not have more amenity and mildness. Government, however, should have promoted him without any doubt; and it is a blot in their scutcheon that they have not done it.

42722nd.—It was such a nice day that I went for a walk to Kensington Gardens Gate. The Marquis of Hertford chatted with me for a while as he walked his horse and is looking for a drainage system for his estate in Ireland. I also saw Marshall[234], and every time I see and talk to him, I feel like I see the arrogant, proud, bad-tempered, and frustrated person he showed when he worked with Sir John Sinclair. It’s a real shame that such a talented man—there's no doubt about his abilities—doesn’t have more kindness and gentleness. However, the government should definitely have promoted him; it’s a stain on their reputation that they haven’t done so.

The funeral of Mr. Pitt. I think him a very great national loss, and did not go near any part of the business. Pomp and pageantry of all sorts do not accord with my feelings. A pamphlet published to prepare us for peace, ‘The Relative Situation of France and England,’ said to be by Wraxall.[235] I dread a peace politically, but as a Christian all is directed by Him who cannot err.

The funeral of Mr. Pitt. I consider it a significant national loss and stayed away from all related activities. I don't resonate with the pomp and ceremony. A pamphlet published to get us ready for peace, titled ‘The Relative Situation of France and England,’ is said to be by Wraxall.[235] I fear political peace, but as a Christian, I trust that everything is guided by Him who never makes mistakes.

25th.—I have of late been uneasy lest Dodsley, the bookseller, should have lost much money by my ‘Experimental Agriculture,’ and called on Becket to know what became of him, and who he left. There I found that Nicoll was one of his executors, and now the only one left. I went to him and desired some information. 428On examining the list of his books he found there was but one single copy, and that consequently to suppose he lost by the work would be idle. ‘I can tell you what he gave you for the copy, for here is one of the greatest of curiosities.’ This was Dodsley’s book for authors’ receipts; in that he showed me William Burke’s receipt for 6l. 6s. on account of Edmund Burke, for the copy of the ‘Vindication of Natural Society.’ That book, said Nicoll, was so much admired in France by d’Alembert, Diderot, &c. &c., that it made them mad, and really produced the Revolution.

25th.—Lately, I've been worried that Dodsley, the bookseller, might have lost a lot of money on my ‘Experimental Agriculture,’ so I visited Becket to find out what happened to him and who he left behind. There, I learned that Nicoll was one of his executors and now the only one left. I spoke to him to ask for some information. 428 When we looked through the list of his books, he discovered there was only one single copy, so it would be absurd to think he lost money on the work. ‘I can tell you what he gave you for the copy; here is one of the greatest curiosities.’ This was Dodsley’s book for authors’ payments; in it, he showed me William Burke’s payment receipt for 6l. 6s. on behalf of Edmund Burke for the copy of the ‘Vindication of Natural Society.’ Nicoll mentioned that this book was so highly regarded in France by d’Alembert, Diderot, and others that it drove them mad and ultimately contributed to the Revolution.

‘And now’ (he added) ‘I have shown you what Burke had for kindling the Revolution, let me also show you what he had for putting it out,’ and then he pointed out his (Burke’s) own receipt for 1,000l. for the profits of his famous volume. The [other] writings, &c., one other of his later pamphlets, were sold together for 300l. He seems, however, to have left it to Dodsley, and when the things were sold, to have taken what D. said was fair. Melmoth had a great deal of money of him, for his translations, &c.

‘And now’ (he added) ‘I’ve shown you what Burke had for starting the Revolution, let me also show you what he had for stopping it,’ and then he pointed out his (Burke’s) own receipt for 1,000l. for the profits of his famous book. The [other] writings, etc., one other of his later pamphlets, were sold together for 300l. He seems, however, to have left it to Dodsley, and when the items were sold, he took what D. said was fair. Melmoth owed him a lot of money for his translations, etc.

At night letters to us all. Three came from Jane and Arthur. A sad account of the interpreter provided for him, who is an ignorant puppy of a nobleman who is too lazy to do anything. Of all the Governments I have heard of, it seems to be the most stupid, the most ignorant, and the most profligate: the fact, I dare say, is that the army alone is attended [to]. They had the news of the battle of Austerlitz, with a loss as they supposed of 40,000 Russians. Not a family at Moscow but must have lost a relation, yet a grand ball that night, 429and nothing but gaiety and festivity. They have no feeling. The governor took Jane into a window and told her that he was informed she disapproved of all her husband’s farming ideas as much as anyone could do, and ridiculed all his schemes. Upon explanation it came from Marshall Romanzoff, who had it from a German baron that had been at Bradfield, who, admiring the number of experiments, Mrs. Y. told him that she detested them all, and that I had ruined myself by them. A true report I will answer for, for this was her conduct through life. Lamentable it was that no enemy ever did me the mischief that I received from the wife of my bosom by the grossest falsehoods and the blackest malignity; of just such anecdotes of her conversation I have had instances from every part of the world. But do such things rise from the dust? Oh! no, they come from God, and were far less than what I merited at His hands. I had such as I deserved, or much better.

At night, we received letters from everyone. Three were from Jane and Arthur. They shared a sad story about the interpreter assigned to him, who is a clueless nobleman too lazy to do anything. Of all the governments I’ve heard of, it seems like the most foolish, ignorant, and extravagant. The army seems to be the only thing they care about. They received news about the battle of Austerlitz, thinking there were 40,000 Russian casualties. Every family in Moscow must have lost someone, yet they held a grand ball that night, filled with nothing but joy and celebration. They have no sensitivity. The governor took Jane aside and told her he heard she disapproved of all her husband’s farming ideas as much as anyone could and made fun of his plans. Upon clearing up the misunderstanding, it turned out it came from Marshall Romanzoff, who heard it from a German baron who had been at Bradfield. The baron admired the number of experiments, and Mrs. Y. told him she hated them all and that I had ruined myself because of them. I can vouch for this being true, as this was her behavior throughout her life. It was tragic that no enemy has ever caused me as much harm as the wife I loved through the most outrageous lies and the worst malice; I’ve heard such stories of her conversations from all over the world. But do such things just appear out of nowhere? Oh no, they come from God, and they were far less than what I deserved from Him. I received what I deserved, or maybe even better.

27th.—I was up at four o’clock and kept the fast till 8.30 at night; and as I have a strong stomach that will bear it pretty well, I determined to take no snuff, of which I every day take much, and am almost uncomfortable if at any time I forget my box. This was more a fast with me than abstaining from food; but whether it was not done in a right spirit, or that I had thought about it too much, I know not, but I was dead, and sleepy, and sluggish in body and soul all day except at the evening sermon. Unluckily the night before the fast long letters from Russia, and an account that Arthur had been warned much as if he would be 430murdered, so determinately hostile to the object are all the Russian nobility.

27th.—I woke up at four o’clock and fasted until 8:30 at night; and since I have a strong stomach that handles it pretty well, I decided not to use any snuff, which I usually take a lot of every day and feel almost uncomfortable if I forget my box. For me, this was more about fasting than just avoiding food; but whether I didn’t do it in the right spirit or if I overthought it, I don’t know, but I felt dead, sleepy, and sluggish in body and soul all day except during the evening sermon. Unfortunately, the night before the fast, I received long letters from Russia, along with news that Arthur was warned in such a way that it seemed like he might be murdered, given how strongly the Russian nobility is opposed to the cause.

March 1.—Yesterday was a most worrying moment, full of labour and anxiety. In the morning to Smirenove, to read him my letter to Novosilikoff. He advised me to call on Count Strogonoff, who is here on a political mission, and who treated with Arthur at St. Petersburg. Accordingly, as soon as I returned, I wrote to request he would name a time for my waiting on him, which he did, and fixed Sunday, 10.30. Oh, how the world values that day!

March 1.—Yesterday was really stressful, filled with work and worry. In the morning, I went to Smirenove to share my letter to Novosilikoff. He suggested that I should meet with Count Strogonoff, who is here on a political mission and had talked with Arthur in St. Petersburg. So, as soon as I got back, I wrote to ask him when I could meet, and he replied, setting it for Sunday at 10:30. Oh, how much importance people put on that day!

Then to copy fair my letter to Novosilikoff and inclose it to Arthur in his; this, with two hundred other things, kept me till dinner on the table to the chin in anxiety, for if I did not trust in the goodness and mercy of God’s providence, I should be fearfully apprehensive of my son’s personal safety, the hints he has had are alarming.

Then I needed to make a clean copy of my letter to Novosilikoff and include it with Arthur's letter. This, along with two hundred other things, had me feeling extremely anxious until dinner was served. If I didn't believe in God's goodness and mercy, I would be very worried about my son’s safety; the hints he has received are concerning.

Their general conviction at Moscow, that he is come with full powers or intentions to emancipate the boors, have made them all hostile to the plan.

Their general belief in Moscow that he has come with full authority or intentions to free the peasants has made them all opposed to the plan.

March 17.—Yesterday morning, at 4 A.M., I came down to pray according to custom, and it pleased God that I should pray with more than usual fervency. I then meditated a little and fell asleep. I awaked with a certain sweetness of frame that I noticed at the time, and a transitory idea crossed my mind that God had heard my prayers, and that what I felt might possibly be His grace, or an effusion in some small degree of the Holy Spirit in my soul. It struck me also that I should know if it was by the current of my thoughts 431and imaginations; for any proof of the Spirit unattended by good effects would be a mere fanatical idea. I took the blessed Sacrament, and in the evening Fry preached on the means of ascertaining whether a man has the Spirit or not—a very excellent sermon, and one well adapted to urge and assist self-examination. The day closed, and I was not sensible of giving way to any loose and wild imaginations.

March 17.—Yesterday morning, at 4 A.M., I got up to pray as I usually do, and I felt a strong connection with God during my prayers. After that, I reflected briefly and then fell asleep. I woke up feeling a special sweetness inside that I noticed at the time, and I briefly thought that God had heard my prayers, and what I was feeling might be His grace, or a small touch of the Holy Spirit in my soul. I realized that I should check if that was true by looking at the flow of my thoughts and feelings; any evidence of the Spirit without positive outcomes would just be a false idea. I took the blessed Sacrament, and in the evening, Fry preached about how to know if someone has the Spirit or not—his sermon was excellent and really helped with self-examination. The day ended, and I didn't feel like I was giving in to any wild or careless thoughts.

23rd.—Thanks to the ever blessed God, I think that I spent last week in a more satisfactory frame of heart and mind than any for an age past—more upon the watch against sin—more in contemplation of the greatness and goodness of God; vile thoughts have intruded, but I dismissed them by struggling, and my prayers have been more fervent.

23rd.—Thanks to the ever-blessed God, I believe I spent last week in a more satisfying state of heart and mind than I have in a long time—more vigilant against sin—more reflecting on the greatness and goodness of God; unworthy thoughts have come up, but I pushed them away by fighting against them, and my prayers have been more passionate.

April 19.—I have only to-day and to-morrow in the country. Solitude agrees best with my soul. I read all day, and only divinity, temptations are distant. Wesley could not bear the country, from the hurry and bustle of his perpetual labours having given him habits quite contrary to it.

April 19.—I only have today and tomorrow in the countryside. Solitude suits my soul best. I read all day, and only divine temptations are far away. Wesley couldn't stand the countryside because the constant rush and stress of his never-ending work had made him so used to the opposite.

June 3.—I was up again this morning at 3 A.M., and by it escaped falling into evil imaginations. This is an evil I thus fight against and struggle to avoid. I think the Lord will hear my prayers and free me from this buffeting of Satan, this thorn in the flesh, which is a horrible disquiet to me.

June 3.—I was up again this morning at 3 Morning., and by doing so, I managed to avoid falling into bad thoughts. This is a struggle that I constantly fight against. I believe God will hear my prayers and help me overcome this torment from Satan, this persistent issue that is deeply unsettling for me.

4th.—I found the devil at work with me this morning, and jumped out of bed at twenty minutes before 3 A.M., dressed, and came down to prayers.

4th.—I found the devil messing with me this morning, so I jumped out of bed at twenty minutes before 3 AM, got dressed, and came down for prayers.

Paying debts formerly with me had but little effect 432from the necessary contraction of new ones; but at present I have abstained steadily from all, so that though I want shirts, &c., and have only one coat, and that much worn, yet I order nothing, that I may endeavour effectively to get quite free as soon as possible.

Paying off my past debts didn’t really help reduce the need for new ones. But now, I’ve completely stopped taking on any new debts. Even though I need shirts and I only have one coat that's pretty worn out, I’m not ordering anything so I can focus on getting completely debt-free as quickly as I can. 432

17th.—A letter from Arthur, he has had a week’s fever, and went back to Moscow, which recovered him. It was caused by want of sleep, owing to bugs, lice, fleas, &c., fatigue and vile food. They are horrid savages, and five centuries behind us in all but vice, wickedness, and extravagance. The interpreter behaves much better, which is comfortable.

17th.—I got a letter from Arthur. He had a week of fever and went back to Moscow, which helped him recover. It was caused by lack of sleep because of bugs, lice, fleas, fatigue, and terrible food. They are horrible savages, five centuries behind us in everything except for vice, wickedness, and extravagance. The interpreter is behaving much better, which is a relief.

18th.—The last Board for the season sat yesterday and adjourned till November. Mr. Coke was here, pressed me to go to Holkham; but I have long determined against it; there is not one feature which could carry a Christian there for pleasure, but a thousand to repel him, and this is so much the case with all public meetings that they are odious. The Norfolk farmers are rich and profligate; of course oaths and profanations salute the ear at every turn; and gentlemen and the great, when without ladies, are too apt to be as bad as the mob, and many of them much worse. I am never in such company, but the repugnance of my soul to it is so great, that much as I love agriculture I can renounce it with more pleasure than I can partake of it thus contaminated. I shall get to Bradfield as soon as possible, I hope on Saturday, and having much to do there, God send that employment may keep me out of all temptation.

18th.—The last meeting of the Board for the season took place yesterday and will reconvene in November. Mr. Coke was here, urging me to go to Holkham; however, I have long decided against it. There's nothing about it that would attract a Christian for enjoyment, but plenty that would push him away. This is unfortunately true for all public gatherings, which I find quite unpleasant. The Norfolk farmers are wealthy and reckless; naturally, swearing and blasphemy are everywhere, and gentlemen and the upper class, when the ladies aren’t around, tend to behave just as poorly as the crowd, if not worse. I never choose to be in such company, and my distaste for it is so profound that, as much as I love agriculture, I would rather give it up entirely than engage in it in such a tainted environment. I plan to get to Bradfield as soon as I can, hopefully on Saturday, and since I have a lot to do there, I pray that work will keep me away from all temptation.

433July 13.—Every Sunday I hear sixteen or eighteen children read the Scripture and say their Catechism, and I pay for the schooling of all that will learn. They are sadly careless and inattentive, but still they come on. If it pleases God to turn it to account by their reading the Scriptures it will be well. The rest of the day I pass in reading; the spirit of visiting in the country among servants prevents much that might be done, but still I am not satisfied, and must find the means of doing more in the instruction of the parish poor.

433July 13.—Every Sunday, I listen to sixteen or eighteen kids read the Bible and recite their Catechism, and I cover the costs for all who want to learn. They're often careless and not paying attention, but they keep coming. If it pleases God to make good use of their reading of the Scriptures, that would be great. I spend the rest of the day reading; the social visits in the countryside with the servants keep me from doing more, but I still feel unsatisfied and need to find ways to do more to educate the poor in the parish.

14th.—I have been reading over my ‘Inquiry into the Propriety of applying Wastes to the better Maintenance of the Poor.’ I had almost forgotten it, but of all the essays and papers I have produced, none I think so pardonable as this, so convincing by facts, and so satisfactory to any candid reader. Thank God I wrote it, for though it never had the smallest effect except in exciting opposition and ridicule, it will, I trust, remain a proof of what ought to have been done; and had it been executed, would have diffused more comfort among the poor than any proposition that ever was made.

14th.—I've been going over my ‘Inquiry into the Propriety of Applying Wastes to Better Support the Poor.’ I had nearly forgotten about it, but of all the essays and papers I've written, I think none are as justifiable as this one, so backed by facts and so satisfactory to any fair-minded reader. Thank God I wrote it, because even though it never made the slightest impact except to stir up opposition and mockery, I hope it will stand as proof of what should have been done; and if it had been implemented, it would have brought more comfort to the poor than any proposal ever made.

February 21, 1807.—To think of keeping a journal regularly is all in vain; the gaps in mine are terrible.

February 21, 1807.—Thinking about keeping a journal consistently is pointless; the gaps in mine are awful.

March 9.—Mrs. Wilberforce lent me Crichton’s ‘Diary of Blackadder,’[236] and gave me Dr. Owen on the 130th Psalm. I have read much of the former and find it a reproach to my whole soul, life, and conversation. 434What a Christian was there! and what a wretch am I?

March 9.—Mrs. Wilberforce lent me Crichton’s ‘Diary of Blackadder,’[236] and gave me Dr. Owen’s commentary on the 130th Psalm. I’ve read a lot of the first one and it makes me feel ashamed of my entire soul, life, and conversation. 434What a remarkable Christian he was! And what a miserable person I am!

10th.—I am very much struck with ‘Blackadder’s Diary’ and letters to his wife, so much so that I have prayed earnestly to God to enable me by His grace to have the same constant trust and reliance in His mercy and goodness that this excellent Christian had.

10th.—I am really impressed with ‘Blackadder’s Diary’ and the letters to his wife, so much that I have prayed earnestly to God to help me, through His grace, to have the same unwavering trust and dependence on His mercy and goodness that this remarkable Christian had.

12th.—The Marquis Saloo, from Sicily, gave me many accounts of Bolsamo, and how much he referred in his lectures to his master, Arthur Young. If there be glory in this sort of fame, oh! my Father, let me have done with glorying save in the Cross of the Lord Jesus. I have been glorying in foreign and domestic fame for forty years in true fleshly vanity.

12th.—The Marquis Saloo, from Sicily, shared many stories about Bolsamo and how often he mentioned his mentor, Arthur Young, in his lectures. If there’s any honor in this kind of fame, oh! my Father, let me stop boasting except in the Cross of the Lord Jesus. I've been bragging about foreign and local fame for forty years in pure earthly vanity.

I have been seven weeks in London, and, blessed be the Lord, I have had only four or five invitations to dinner and accepted but two. There has been a great kick up in the Ministry. Tyrrwhitt, from Carleton House, called here, and tells me that Lord Sidmouth and his friends were actually out, but the Foxites made it up with the King, pacified him, and they were immediately restored; but Lord Howick and the rest are to give their opinion in the House of Commons, and the obnoxious clause to be left out. The King is ready to turn many out the moment there is strength enough to carry on business without them.

I’ve been in London for seven weeks now, and thankfully, I’ve only received four or five dinner invitations and accepted just two. There’s been quite a stir in the Ministry. Tyrrwhitt, from Carleton House, came by and told me that Lord Sidmouth and his allies were actually out, but the Foxites smoothed things over with the King, calmed him down, and they were quickly brought back. However, Lord Howick and the others are set to share their opinion in the House of Commons, and the unpopular clause will be removed. The King is ready to let many people go as soon as there’s enough support to continue operations without them.

Called at Lord Egremont’s; that detestable atheistical profligate kinsman —— was with him. Lord E. loud in the commendation of the Dactylis glomerata;[237] 435it succeeds so greatly with him on cold, strong, wet lands that oxen fatten where they could never be kept before, and it grows all winter. I was the first man in England that had five acres of this grass. I believe they had a root of it twenty years ago; I had much, and recommended it greatly.

Visited Lord Egremont; that awful atheistic wastrel of a relative was with him. Lord E. was praising the Timothy grass;[237] 435it works so well for him on cold, strong, wet land that oxen fatten there where they could never be raised before, and it grows all winter. I was the first person in England to have five acres of this grass. I think they got a root of it twenty years ago; I had a lot and praised it highly.

A letter from Tyrrwhitt, Carleton House, to inform me that Vansittart and Lord Grenville approve my plan, which I proposed to T. It is this: The Baltic and co. [country] around it being shut up or eaten up, and 400,000 men in our grainery [granary], should we this year have a short crop of wheat or a bad harvest, or a mildew, the supply being cut off, the price would rise beyond all experience; therefore I propose that the Government should supply money to enable the Board to give great premium for the culture of potatoes for the use of cattle and horses; without this object an alarm might spread and more mischief than good accrue. T. writes me they approve the idea, and will advance the Board 2,000l., but I will have this explained; it must not be to lend 2,000l. but to give it.

A letter from Tyrrwhitt at Carleton House to let me know that Vansittart and Lord Grenville support my plan, which I suggested to T. Here it is: With the Baltic and surrounding countries being shut off or depleted, and with 400,000 men in our granary, if we have a poor wheat crop or a bad harvest this year, or face mildew, and the supply is cut off, the price will skyrocket beyond all previous experiences. Therefore, I propose that the Government provide funds to allow the Board to offer a large premium for growing potatoes for the use of cattle and horses; without this aim, there could be widespread panic and result in more harm than good. T. told me they support the idea and will advance the Board £2,000, but I need to clarify this; it shouldn’t be a loan of £2,000 but an outright grant.

March 26.—I am very sure that I do not give to poor Christians so much as I ought to do, but I am in doubt whether I do not give more than I ought to do to others. Here is a German, Behrens, once a merchant in good circumstances, whom Sir John received papers from and sent to me. He translated a paper for the Board, and made known such poverty that I promised him a pair of boots; but writing to him on the translation, I took occasion to enquire what religion he 436was of; he was educated a Lutheran, but I see plainly he has none. He shall have the boots, but I shall give him nothing else. I can do nothing for Christians if I give to all others that apply.

March 26.—I’m really sure that I don’t give poor Christians as much as I should, but I’m also uncertain if I’m giving more than I should to others. There’s a German named Behrens, who used to be a well-off merchant, and Sir John received some documents from him and sent them to me. He translated a document for the Board and revealed such poverty that I promised him a pair of boots; however, when I wrote to him about the translation, I took the opportunity to ask what religion he practiced. He was raised Lutheran, but it’s clear he doesn’t really follow it. He’ll get the boots, but I won’t be giving him anything else. I can’t help Christians if I give to everyone else who asks.

April 6.—At Bradfield. There is a poor fellow in the gaol condemned to die next Wednesday for forging or uttering bank notes. I heard some bad accounts of him, and as I came from Bury early in the morning, yesterday called to see him. I found that he had been attended by the minister, Mr. Hastead, and also by a Methodist, recommended by a brother of his. I had a good deal of conversation with him, and prayed with him. He was very ignorant, and had no feeling of religion till he was condemned, but has since been instructed and spoke properly enough, lamenting his want of faith at times, and at others being full of faith. I gave him the best instruction I could, and urged little more than (which is his only possible hope) faith in the Lord Jesus. He prayed aloud for some minutes, and more to the purpose than I should have expected. He thanked me much for coming, and as he begged me to come again I promised, and accordingly this morning went on purpose. It comforted him much. I prayed earnestly and fervently for him, and his amens and ejaculations seemed to come quite from his heart. I left him tranquil, and, blessed be a merciful God, I think he may without presumption hope strongly for pardon at the throne of mercy.

April 6.—At Bradfield. There’s a poor guy in jail who’s set to die next Wednesday for counterfeiting or passing fake banknotes. I heard some bad reports about him, and since I was coming back from Bury early yesterday morning, I decided to visit him. I found that he had been visited by the minister, Mr. Hastead, and a Methodist recommended by his brother. I had quite a long conversation with him and prayed with him. He was really uninformed and didn’t feel any religious connection until he was sentenced, but since then he’s learned and spoke quite well, sometimes regretting his lack of faith and at other times being very confident in it. I gave him the best advice I could and emphasized that his only hope is faith in the Lord Jesus. He prayed out loud for several minutes, and his words were more heartfelt than I expected. He thanked me a lot for coming, and since he asked me to return, I promised, so this morning I went back specifically for that reason. It really comforted him. I prayed earnestly and fervently for him, and his amens and spontaneous prayers seemed to come straight from his heart. I left him feeling peaceful, and, thank God for His mercy, I believe he can sincerely hope for forgiveness at the throne of grace.

I am planting lands, and forming an experiment on the application of vegetable substances as manure.

I am cultivating land and conducting an experiment on using plant materials as fertilizer.

29th.—London. At eight o’clock at night I received 437the following note from Sir John Sinclair. I hurried away to the place named in the cover, Great Shire Lane, where I found Sir John; and Dr. Garthshore on the same errand as myself.

29th.—London. At eight o’clock at night, I got a note from Sir John Sinclair. I rushed to the address on the envelope, Great Shire Lane, where I found Sir John and Dr. Garthshore there for the same reason I was.

We signed a bail bond.

We signed a bail agreement.

‘My dear Sir,—A most extraordinary circumstance has happened to me. A rascally saddler, whom I employed at Edinburgh to furnish accoutrements to my regiment of Invincibles, brought me in so exorbitant an amount, that I refused to pay it; and instead of bringing an action against me at Edinburgh, he has arrested me for 750l. So many of my friends are out of town, that I must trouble you to give bail for my appearance.

‘My dear Sir,—An extraordinary thing has happened to me. A shady saddler, whom I hired in Edinburgh to supply gear for my regiment of Invincibles, charged me such an outrageous amount that I refused to pay it. Instead of suing me in Edinburgh, he has had me arrested for 750l. Many of my friends are out of town, so I need your help to provide bail for my appearance.

‘Sincerely yours,
John Sinclair.

‘Tuesday.’

‘Tuesday.’

Sir John’s regiment has been disbanded nine or ten years, and consequently this rascally saddler has been at least so long kept out of his money. What can these people think of themselves! To live quietly while thus depriving tradesmen of their right for such a number of years!

Sir John's regiment has been disbanded for about nine or ten years now, and because of that, this shady saddler has been kept from his money for at least that long. What must these people think of themselves! To live peacefully while denying tradespeople their rights for so many years!

May 16.—This is the first fine day that has occurred since I left town; the lilacs are coming fast into blossom, and the fresh verdure of the grass and trees is highly pleasing.

May 16.—This is the first nice day since I left town; the lilacs are blooming quickly, and the fresh green of the grass and trees is really nice.

August 29.—As the time approaches to go this Oxford journey, I dislike it more and more, and wish I had firmly rejected it. I am not in a situation at all comfortable here, and have only one maid—no man or 438boy—and only the carpenter to put my horse in the whisky; but with a little exertion all this could be arranged. Mrs. Y. going to the sea for seven weeks, and therefore seven weeks’ peace here if I stayed. I am in a regular habitual application to my ‘Elements,’ and have made a good progress in them, so that if I kept here I should have gone through many meetings of the Board; and then if it pleased the Lord to take me, they would at least be in a state to be serviceable to mankind, and the great collection I have made in divinity would gradually be brought into order.

August 29.—As the time to go on this trip to Oxford gets closer, I dislike it more and more and wish I had just said no. I'm not at all comfortable here, and I only have one maid—no man or boy—and just the carpenter to help me with my horse. But with a little effort, I could sort all this out. Mrs. Y. is going to the beach for seven weeks, which means I’d have seven weeks of peace here if I stayed. I’m regularly focused on my ‘Elements’ and have made good progress, so if I stayed here, I would have gone through many Board meetings. And if it pleased the Lord to take me, at least I would leave them in a position to help others, and the large collection I’ve made in divinity would gradually be organized.

All around here is a region dead in iniquity and sins, as far as ladies and gentlemen are concerned. Amongst the Sectaries there is Christianity, and nowhere else, which is a horrible thing to think of. The clergy are, if possible, more dead than any others; many of them very profligate, many thoroughly worldly minded, but some of very respectable moral characters, but without a spark of vital religion.

All around here is an area filled with wrongdoing and sin, especially in the eyes of ladies and gentlemen. Among the Sectarians, there is Christianity, and nowhere else, which is a terrible thought. The clergy are, if anything, even more lifeless than others; many are quite immoral, many are completely focused on worldly matters, but some have very respectable morals, though they lack any real sense of vital religion.

I associate only with Mrs. O. Oakes. Having written till I am tired, I go once or twice a week to relax with the mild green (sic) of her soul, because I can be free and do as I like, and I try hard to make her a Christian, but hitherto in vain. If evil ideas at any time plague me, then I keep away, and, thanks to God, I have of late had an unusual command over my imagination, which for years plagued me terribly. Prayer is my refuge.

I only spend time with Mrs. O. Oakes. After writing until I'm exhausted, I go to unwind with the calmness of her spirit once or twice a week because I can be myself and do what I want. I try really hard to guide her toward Christianity, but so far it's been unsuccessful. If negative thoughts ever bother me, I stay away, and thankfully, I've had a surprising amount of control over my imagination lately, which has troubled me for years. Prayer is my safe haven.

November 23.—The 17th, 18th, and 19th at Euston, and I had much conversation with the duke, in which I earnestly endeavoured to impress on his mind the 439fact, that by his tenets he placed himself entirely under the covenant of works, and that he must be tried for them, and that I would not be in such a situation for ten thousand worlds. He was mild and more patient than I expected.

November 23.—On the 17th, 18th, and 19th at Euston, I had a lot of discussions with the duke, during which I strongly tried to make him understand that by his beliefs, he was completely bound by the covenant of works, and that he would be judged for them; I wouldn’t want to be in that position for a million worlds. He was calmer and more patient than I anticipated.

He lent me, and I read it there, Priestley’s Life, by himself. He asked me what I thought of it? My reply was that through the whole it was the recital of a man perfectly well satisfied with himself, not the confessions of a sinner lamenting what has been wrong in him. He seems to have had no feeling of the sort; as if, when tried by the test of his own merit, it would be a great injustice in God not to be satisfied with him, and that I had no conception of any man having it in his power to review or detail his life with any religious aspect without much self-condemnation, and beseeching God to try him in any way rather than by an appeal to his life or his own merit, but (if he be really a Christian) by the merits only of the blood of his Redeemer. He said it was my view of things, and not that of the doctor, whom he believed was undoubtedly a very good man. The conversation continued, but we were as far as the poles asunder. The duke has drawn up memoirs of his life, and he and Lady Augusta read to me that part which concerned his own administration, which is very satisfactory, as it consists much of original letters. He appears to much more advantage in it than I conceived he would have done, and it was certainly a wise step to leave such a memorial in justification of himself. Lord Templeton there one day. They seem to me to grow more and 440more economical, and to descend to minute attentions which are below their rank and fortune.

He lent me Priestley’s Life, written by himself, and I read it there. He asked what I thought of it. I replied that throughout, it felt like the story of a man completely satisfied with himself, not the confessions of a sinner regretting his wrongdoings. He seemed to have no sense of that; it was as if, when assessing his own worth, he believed it would be a great injustice from God not to be pleased with him. I couldn’t imagine anyone being able to reflect on their life or share their story in a religious sense without feeling a lot of self-condemnation, and pleading with God to test them in some way other than by their life or merit, but if they are truly a Christian, by the merits of the blood of their Redeemer alone. He said that was just my perspective, and not that of the doctor, who he believed was certainly a good man. The conversation went on, but we were as far apart in our views as possible. The duke has written memoirs of his life, and he and Lady Augusta shared with me the section that dealt with his own administration, which is quite impressive, as it includes many original letters. He comes across much better in it than I thought he would, and it was definitely a smart move to leave behind such a record in defense of himself. Lord Templeton was there one day. They seem to be becoming more and more frugal, paying attention to details that are beneath their rank and wealth. 440

I do not feel comfortable, though he always receives me well, and desires me to come again. It is long since I was there before, and will be long before I go again; such visits, however, have very little of dissipation in them, and so much the better.

I don't feel comfortable, even though he always welcomes me and wants me to come back. It's been a while since I was there last, and it will be a long time before I go again; those visits, however, don't involve much excitement, and that's probably for the best.

The less we like them the safer they are.

The less we like them, the safer they are.

[Note, probably by Mary, Arthur Young’s only surviving daughter]: ‘1807. It was upon this journey [into Oxfordshire] that Mr. Y. first perceived the approach of that dimness of sight which afterwards terminated in its total eclipse. His first suspicion arose from looking at the planet Jupiter, and perceiving what appeared to him to be two very small stars near him, at which he was much surprised, as he knew that the satellites were invisible to the naked eye, and nobody saw these stars but himself. This multiplication of bright objects increased the following year, till at last one lamp appeared to him to be five. Objects became by degrees more and more confused, and at last totally disappeared.’

[Note, probably by Mary, Arthur Young’s only surviving daughter]: ‘1807. It was during this trip [into Oxfordshire] that Mr. Y. first noticed the onset of the blurriness in his vision that eventually led to its complete loss. His initial concern came from looking at the planet Jupiter and seeing what he thought were two tiny stars nearby, which surprised him since he knew that the moons were invisible to the naked eye, and no one else saw these stars but him. The number of bright objects he perceived increased the following year until, ultimately, one light seemed to him like five. The objects gradually became more and more confused, and eventually vanished completely.’

(Total blindness appears to have resulted from the failure of an operation for cataract, as will be seen later on.)

(Total blindness seems to have resulted from a failed cataract surgery, as will be discussed later.)

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CHAPTER XVI
LAST YEARS, 1808-1820

Gradual loss of sight—Illness and death of Mrs. Oakes—Daily routine—A disappointment—Riots—Death of Mrs. Young—Anecdotes of Napoleon—A story of the Terror—National distress—Close of diary—The end.

Gradual loss of sight—Illness and death of Mrs. Oakes—Daily routine—A disappointment—Riots—Death of Mrs. Young—Anecdotes of Napoleon—A story of the Terror—National distress—Close of diary—The end.

In February I was obliged to take a reader as my sight was failing fast.

In February, I had to get a reader because my eyesight was really declining.

February 27.—For some months past I have had the comfort of seeing my debts drawing to such a conclusion that I might consider myself as free; and I have certainly thought too much of it, and rested too much satisfaction in it, and not sufficiently been thankful to God for so great a blessing. If I am so ungrateful as not to thank God sufficiently for blessings, how can I expect to avoid misfortunes? My eyes! My eyes! Is not His hand upon me here, too, for the same reason?

February 27.—For the past few months, I’ve had the relief of watching my debts come to an end, making me feel almost free. I've definitely focused on this too much, taking too much pride in it, and haven't been grateful enough to God for such a huge blessing. If I'm ungrateful and don’t thank God properly for my blessings, how can I expect to steer clear of misfortunes? Oh, my eyes! Isn’t His hand on me here for the same reason?

What has been my gratitude to Him for their preservation during sixty-seven years? and what uses have I made of them?

What is my gratitude to Him for keeping them safe for sixty-seven years? And how have I made use of them?

April 4.—How employment can be carried further than with me I am at a loss to conceive. Notwithstanding the state of my eyes I am generally up at 4424 A.M., though I do not call St. Croix [his reader] before five.

April 4.—I honestly can't imagine how anyone could be busier than I am. Despite the condition of my eyes, I usually get up at 4424 AM, although I don’t wake St. Croix [his reader] until after five.

Last Tuesday I read the first lecture that was, I believe, ever read on agriculture in England, my subject ‘Tillage at the Board,’ The room was well filled, and several of much ability and more of rank; but the day was a bad one, which kept others away. I found that they were well satisfied.

Last Tuesday, I read what I think was the first lecture ever given on agriculture in England, titled ‘Tillage at the Board.’ The room was pretty full, with several talented people and some of high rank in attendance; however, the weather was bad, which kept others from coming. I noticed that those who were there seemed to be quite satisfied.

So many years in the habit of incessant employment has made any idleness irksome to me. But my eyes force me to have time for contemplation; and I pray to God to enable me to fill it as a Christian ought to do whose conversation is in heaven; but my mind will run out too much on worldly objects, and sometimes on sinful ones.

So many years of constant work have made any downtime frustrating for me. But my eyes compel me to take time for reflection; and I pray to God to help me use it the way a Christian should, whose focus is on heaven; but my mind often gets distracted by worldly things, and sometimes by sinful ones.

How much in all things do I want washing in the fountain opened for sin and uncleanness!

How much I long for everything to be clean in the fountain opened for sin and impurities!

May 13.—Much of my time has of late been lost by people calling on the malt business.[238] I am tired of sugar and malt before the question comes into the House of Commons, which will not be till Monday. I sent another letter to Cobbett last Monday, but he did not insert it. I care little about it, and I wish that I cared less, for these questions only connect one more nearly with the world than a Christian ought to be connected with it.

May 13.—I've been spending a lot of time lately dealing with people regarding the malt business.[238] I'm fed up with sugar and malt before the issue is brought up in the House of Commons, which won't be until Monday. I sent another letter to Cobbett last Monday, but he didn’t publish it. I don't really care about it, and I wish I cared even less, because these topics connect you with the world more than a Christian should be connected to it.

However, it is in my vocation, and my conscience is not at all wounded by the part I take, for I am well persuaded that the consequences of this measure will be mischievous and tend to scarcity, which is so 443greatly to be guarded against for a thousand reasons. Sir John Sinclair spoke once against it in the House, and he tells me that Percival looked as black and indignant at him as if he had been talking treason.

However, it is my profession, and my conscience is not at all troubled by the role I play, because I'm convinced that the results of this decision will be harmful and lead to scarcity, which must be avoided for a thousand reasons. Sir John Sinclair once spoke against it in the House, and he tells me that Percival looked as angry and offended at him as if he had been committing treason. 443

July 25: Bradfield.—I am tired of the thoughts of such a journal; had I kept it of late it would have been employed on my departing sight. I can see to write a little, but can read scarcely anything.

July 25: Bradfield.—I’m fed up with the idea of keeping a journal; if I had been writing it lately, it would have been filled with my farewell. I can manage to write a bit, but I can hardly read anything.

Praised be the mercy of God that enables me to pay a reader; St. Croix is with me. And I have been hard at work on my ‘Elements’ to get those papers into such order as to want as little as possible my own sight in the future progress of completing them. Whenever it may be the will of God to make me quite blind, oh! may I receive His dispensation with the submission of a Christian!

Praised be the mercy of God that allows me to pay a reader; St. Croix is with me. I've been working hard on my 'Elements' to organize those papers so that I won't have to rely too much on my own sight in the future as I finish them. Whenever it is God's will to make me completely blind, oh! may I accept His plan with the humility of a true Christian!

1809. May 16.—April twelvemonth I read my own lectures by means of Baker’s great hand and black ink; but last month Mr. Cragg read the two, and one new one for me, for I am unable to do it; yet I can write a little, but cannot read when written. The Lord’s will be done, and may He sanctify the affliction and turn all my attention to Himself.

1809. May 16.—Last April, I delivered my own lectures using Baker’s big hand and black ink; but last month, Mr. Cragg read the two and one new lecture for me, since I can't do it myself; I can write a bit, but I can't read what I’ve written. May the Lord's will be done, and may He bless this struggle and turn all my focus to Himself.

Mrs. Oakes arrived at Bury last Sunday fortnight; and on Sunday se’nnight she broke a blood-vessel and brought up two spoonfuls, and on Saturday evening last had another smaller attack. My own fear and opinion is that it will end fatally. Her fatigue coming from Bath and Bristol, and at London, contrary to advice, has caused it. I have prayed most earnestly for her. Oh! may the Lord of all mercy hear and 444grant my petitions. My thoughts are all employed on the state of her soul. The long intimacy and friendship I have had for her, and the kindness and attention I have ever received from her, now lacerate the heart with wounds that sink deep; and my conscience reproaches me that I have not done all that I might have done to turn her heart more to God.

Mrs. Oakes arrived in Bury two Sundays ago; and last Sunday night she suffered a hemorrhage and expelled two spoonfuls of blood, and on Saturday evening she had another smaller episode. I fear and believe it will end badly. Her exhaustion from traveling from Bath and Bristol, and then London, against medical advice, has caused this. I have prayed earnestly for her. Oh! may the Lord of all mercy hear and grant my requests. My thoughts are completely focused on the state of her soul. The long friendship and closeness I've had with her, along with the kindness and care she has always shown me, now tear at my heart with deep wounds; and my conscience torments me for not doing everything I could to draw her heart closer to God.

May 18.—I am very, very unhappy, and cannot think of her without wretchedness. In every worldly respect what a loss will she be to me! A placid, sweet temper, with a good understanding; that ever recd. [received] me with kindness, and attention, and preference, with whom I was at my ease, and where I could be at any time; a resource in blindness fast coming on that would have been great. The hope has fled and a sad and dreary vacancy, which freezes me, is in its place.

May 18.—I am really, really unhappy, and I can't think of her without feeling miserable. In every way, what a loss she will be to me! A calm, sweet nature, with a good mind; she always welcomed me with kindness, attention, and preference, where I felt comfortable and could go anytime; a support in the blindness that is quickly approaching that would have been significant. The hope is gone, and in its place is a sad, empty feeling that chills me.

May 19.—Good news though not of better health. Hastead has been with her, to be sure, by desire, which shows an attention to her soul.

May 19.—Good news, although not regarding her health. Hastead has been with her, certainly by choice, which indicates care for her well-being.

Poor thing! she has been bled twice more, and the blood as highly inflamed as ever; bleeding gives relief to her lungs.

Poor thing! She has been bled two more times, and the blood is just as inflamed as before; bleeding provides relief to her lungs.

The Duke of Bedford and Mr. Coke [have written] desiring me to go to Woburn and Holkham; but all great meetings, and anything like festivity, have for some years become so insipid and disagreeable that I shall have done with them wholly. They, like so many other things, are links of that worldly harness which it is high time for me to throw down for ever.

The Duke of Bedford and Mr. Coke [have written] asking me to go to Woburn and Holkham; but all big gatherings and any kind of celebration have become so dull and unpleasant over the years that I’m completely done with them. They are just like so many other things, parts of that worldly burden that it’s about time I let go of for good.

June 1.—Read the ‘Edinburgh Review’ on ‘Cœlebs in Search of a Wife,’ by Sydney Smith. Wretched 445stuff; false and frivolous, reasoning on cards, assemblies, plays,[239] &c.

June 1.—I read the ‘Edinburgh Review’ about ‘Cœlebs in Search of a Wife’ by Sydney Smith. It was terrible stuff; superficial and silly, talking about games, parties, plays, [239] &c.

June 3.—Yesterday, as the ‘Edinburgh Review’ was read to me, I was much struck with a reference to Necker on the finances, saying that 7,000 pedigrees of the nobility in the archives of the old Government were destroyed in the Revolution. It occurred at once to me that this was the exact number of names of men slain in Revelations. It is in the eleventh chapter: ‘The tenth part of the city fell in a great earthquake, and 7,000, &c.’ The commentators all seem to have reckoned France as the tenth part of the city; but of the names of men they knew not what to make, but 7,000 pedigrees answer to a wonderful degree, and the coincidence of numbers is truly amazing.

June 3.—Yesterday, while I was listening to the ‘Edinburgh Review,’ I was really struck by a mention of Necker discussing the finances, noting that 7,000 records of noble lineages in the old Government archives were destroyed during the Revolution. It immediately struck me that this number matches exactly with the names of men killed in Revelation. It's in the eleventh chapter: ‘A tenth of the city fell in a great earthquake, and 7,000, &c.’ The commentators all seem to interpret France as the tenth part of the city; however, they didn’t seem to know how to interpret the names of men, but 7,000 pedigrees correspond remarkably well, and the coincidence of numbers is truly astonishing.

June 6.—Yesterday’s letter bad. Poor thing, she has been bled eight ounces, and much inflamed; had been out twice, and I suppose took cold. She wrote herself, and there are some comfortable expressions relative to the state of her mind with regard to religion. I have little hope of her recovery.

June 6.—Yesterday’s letter wasn’t good. Poor thing, she’s lost eight ounces of blood and is very inflamed; she’s been out twice, and I guess she caught a cold. She wrote it herself, and there are some reassuring thoughts about her state of mind concerning her faith. I have little hope for her recovery.

July 4.—Betsy continues just the same, whether better or worse, the cough does not go, and therefore I conclude the case bad. But, thanks to God, her mind, I hope, goes on; she has the Testament read to her by all the four children.

July 4.—Betsy is still the same, whether she's getting better or worse; the cough won’t go away, so I’m concluding the situation is serious. But, thank God, I believe her mind is still intact; all four children are reading the Testament to her.

July 6.—I work at the ‘Elements’ every day, and 446find every time they are read to me something to cancel, something to add, and much to reconsider and correct.

July 6.—I work at the ‘Elements’ every day, and 446every time they’re read to me, I find something to remove, something to add, and a lot to rethink and fix.

July 8.—The gradual declension of my sight in viewing the scenery of this place, but especially in knowing faces, makes me surprised that I can manage to write; I cannot read in the least degree, or know anything of the views in Lord Valentia’s Travels.[240] It is a very great deprivation, but much better than feeling the torture of very painful distempers, so that I am very thankful to God for the less affliction. It was, I doubt not, very necessary for me to have some heavy one, and what I am likely to suffer is comparatively a mercy to what might have been the dispensation of the Almighty.

July 8.—The slow decline of my vision while taking in the sights around here, especially when it comes to recognizing faces, surprises me because I can still write; I can't read at all or understand anything from Lord Valentia’s Travels.[240] It's a huge loss, but I consider it much better than enduring the agony of very painful conditions, so I am really grateful to God for this lesser hardship. I have no doubt that it was necessary for me to face some heavy trial, and what I’m dealing with now is a mercy compared to what could have been the will of the Almighty.

Mrs. O. the same, and the weather as unfavourable to her; I drank tea there on Thursday.

Mrs. O. was the same, and the weather was just as bad for her; I had tea there on Thursday.

July 19.—Drank tea with her last night. [She was] bled in the morning, and going to have a blister. All her symptoms worse, I suppose she has caught cold.

July 19.—Had tea with her last night. [She] bled in the morning and is going to have a blister. All her symptoms are worse; I guess she has caught a cold.

August 4.—I have been so provoked, my dear Jane,[241] with so many of my letters miscarrying that I am determined to begin a book to use some safe opportunity of conveying it to you, for I know nothing so provoking as to write twenty letters for one or two that arrive safe. In your last you made many enquiries into what I was doing? How I passed my time, &c. &c. A very short account will answer this. I rise from four to five in the morning, pray to God for half an hour, 447more or less, according as He affords me the spirit to do it. At half-past five I call Mr. St. Croix, who comes to me at six, and reads a chapter in Scott’s Bible with notes. I then dictate such letters as want to be written, after which we sit down to my ‘Elements of Agriculture,’ which have been more than thirty years in hand, and at which I have worked for two years past with much assiduity, wishing to finish it before my sight is quite gone. At half-past eight the servant brings me the water to shave; from nine to ten we breakfast, and sit down again to work for two or three hours, as it may happen, as I take the opportunity of sunshine for a brisk walk of an hour, very often backwards and forwards on the gravel between yours and the round garden. I wish much to have my thoughts during that hour employed upon death and the other world, but my weakness and want of resolution are lamentable, so that I sometimes think on every subject except that which I intend should occupy me. We then sit down to work again, till the boy and his dicky arrive with the letters and newspapers. When they are read we work again, but usually catch half an hour for another walk before dinner. When alone we dine at four, and always at that hour in the height of summer, but if any person be in the house, as it prevents an evening work, five is the dinner hour. What is read afterwards is usually some book not immediately connected with work. At eight we drink tea and go to bed at ten, but the Sunday is an exception; you know there is service but once a day. At the church hour, whether morning or afternoon (when no service), about thirty children from Bradfield, Stanningfield, and Cuckfield 448come to read in the Testament and repeat their Catechism, and undergo some examination from Mrs. Trimmer’s ‘Teacher’s Assistant.’ Whatever is well done receives a mark against the name; the girl or boy that has fewest marks receives nothing, the next a halfpenny, next a penny, and so on, all which does not amount to more than two or three shillings. I cannot boast much of their progress, though I pay for most of them as constant scholars. In the evening, between six and seven o’clock, forms are set in the hall to receive all that please to come to hear a sermon read, and the numbers who attend amount from twenty to sixty or seventy, according to weather and other circumstances. Such, my dear Jane, is the tenor of my life both in summer and winter while I am in the country.

August 4.—I’ve been so frustrated, my dear Jane,[241] with so many of my letters getting lost that I've decided to start a book to safely send it to you, because nothing is more annoying than writing twenty letters for just one or two that actually arrive. In your last letter, you asked a lot about what I was doing—how I spend my time, etc. A brief summary will do. I wake up between four and five in the morning, pray to God for about half an hour, depending on how inspired I feel. At 5:30, I call Mr. St. Croix, who arrives at six, and reads a chapter from Scott’s Bible with notes. Then I dictate any letters that need to be written, after which we work on my ‘Elements of Agriculture,’ which I’ve been working on for over thirty years and have dedicated two years to recently, hoping to finish it before my eyesight completely fails. At 8:30, the servant brings me water to shave; from nine to ten, we have breakfast, and then we work again for two or three hours, depending on the day, as I take the opportunity of sunny weather to go for a brisk hour-long walk, often back and forth on the gravel path between your place and the round garden. I really want to focus my thoughts during that hour on death and the afterlife, but my weakness and lack of determination are frustrating, so I often end up thinking about everything except what I intend to concentrate on. Then we work again until the boy and his cart arrive with the letters and newspapers. After we read those, we usually manage to squeeze in another half-hour walk before dinner. When we’re alone, we eat at four, which is always the case during the height of summer, but if we have guests, we dine at five to avoid interrupting evening work. Afterwards, we usually read something unrelated to work. At eight, we have tea and go to bed by ten, except on Sundays; you know there’s only one service a day. At the church hour, whether it's morning or afternoon (when there’s no service), about thirty kids from Bradfield, Stanningfield, and Cuckfield come to read from the Testament and repeat their Catechism, undergoing some examination based on Mrs. Trimmer’s ‘Teacher’s Assistant.’ Those who perform well receive a mark next to their name; the kid with the fewest marks gets nothing, the next gets a halfpenny, the next a penny, and so on, which amounts to no more than two or three shillings in total. I can’t really brag about their progress, even though I pay for most of them as regular students. In the evening, between six and seven o’clock, we set up chairs in the hall for anyone who wants to come and listen to a sermon read, and the number of attendees usually ranges from twenty to seventy, depending on the weather and other factors. That, my dear Jane, is the routine of my life both in summer and winter while I'm in the countryside.

December 1.[242]—Here is a pretty breach in the continuance of this book letter, but you are not to fail to remember that during this period I have sent off two letters to you, not short ones, which, from Smirenove’s account of the conveyance, I hope may get to you safe. I have also received two short ones from you, and another from Arthur at Odessa, describing the severity of the winter, and an escape he had of being burnt in a Tartar combustion of old grass, but, most provokingly, saying not one word of his own intentions, or a syllable of what he is about. This is very mortifying to me, for what are frost and fire to me compared with his own plans and views? Nor does he say a word about coming to England; and the idea of the possibility of your coming in autumn is 449now all past by, and I am precluded from the possibility of seeing you till next summer, by which time I shall have no eyes to see you.

December 1.[242]—Here’s a pretty break in the flow of this letter, but don’t forget that during this time I've sent you two letters, not short ones, which, based on Smirenove’s delivery report, I hope reach you safely. I've also received two short letters from you, along with one from Arthur in Odessa, detailing the harshness of winter and a narrow escape he had from being caught in a Tartar fire of old grass. But, frustratingly, he doesn't mention a word about his own plans or what he's doing. This really bothers me because, honestly, what do frost and fire matter to me compared to his plans and ideas? He also doesn’t say a thing about coming to England; the idea of you possibly coming in the fall has now faded, and I'm left with the reality that I won’t see you until next summer, by which time I’ll be too old to enjoy it. 449

April 9, 1810.[243]—The discovery lately made by your letter of the enormous expense of postage must limit my correspondence to private hands, and will not permit the communication of anything but topics the most immediately interesting to your future motions. My notes of the riots, therefore, are preserved for your eye by copying a letter to Mrs. Oakes:—

April 9, 1810.[243]—The recent revelation through your letter about the high cost of postage means I can only write to people privately. I won’t be able to discuss anything other than the most pressing matters that relate to your future plans. So, I’m keeping my notes on the riots for you by copying a letter to Mrs. Oakes:—

‘I know not what reports may have reached you relative to the state of London, nor what newspapers you read, but I have been witness to such a scene as I hope, through the blessing of God, will not occur again. On Friday night the mob was extremely agitated in Piccadilly, especially near Sir Francis Burdett’s, and they took the unaccountable whim of forcing everyone to illuminate. I lighted up as other people did, and when I went to bed left orders with the servant who sat up to be sure to keep the candles burning till daylight, instead of which, when others put out their candles, ours were extinguished also. At two o’clock the mob returned and broke many windows, and ours among the rest. The servant ran into my room and waked me out of my sleep to tell me the windows were smashing. We hurried the candles out again, and, upon examination, found the alarm exceeded the damage, for only three panes were broken. All Saturday passed in a very quiet manner, and in the evening the illumination was more general, but troops 450pouring into London from all quarters, we hoped to be secure without violence. The mob, however, were so determined, that by twelve o’clock we heard platoons firing in Piccadilly, and a few in other directions more remote, the Riot Act having been read. A person who saw much, and clearly, told me that orders being received by the commanding officer to fire with ball, about fifty cavalry fired twice over the heads of the people, that the whizzing of the balls might inform them what they had to expect; still, however, they were audacious, insomuch that the officer was forced to fire on them. In five minutes all Piccadilly was cleared. We afterwards heard a little more distant firing, and a party of horse scoured up Sackville Street, firing in a scattered manner at the flying mob; but, from the reports of the pieces, I believe with powder only. The reports relative to the mischief done are extremely vague and not to be depended on. Some say that one trooper was killed, others three or four; what was the loss suffered by the mob is, I believe, quite unknown, but certainly it was very inconsiderable. During Sunday the agitation of the streets threatened a bad night, but Government had brought in so many troops, that had we known it we need not have been alarmed. A train of artillery in the park, horses attached and matches lighted, two pieces of artillery in Berkeley Square, two others in Soho Square, and many more about the town, and doubtless many others of which I knew nothing, all ready at a moment’s warning, with parties of troops scouring the streets, showed such a state of preparation as effectually awed 451the mob, notwithstanding the efforts of Sir F. Burdett to inflame them. He was at his house ready to resist the Speaker’s warrant for commitment, and had the audacity to write to the sheriff to bring the posse comitatus to assist him in so doing, printing the letter in the Sunday’s newspaper. They say he is still at his house, and that he will not be seized before the House meets this day. It really is a tremendous moment, for if they do not carry it with a high hand, as a means of prevention, we shall have an organised mob and great mischief will follow. It is expected that the gallery of the House will to-day be cleared by acclamation and a Bill brought in to suspend the Habeas Corpus Act, and the rascally authors, printers, and publishers of those inflammatory papers which have done so much mischief seized and imprisoned; but whether the Ministry, with such a violent opposition, will have resolution enough for this will depend on the influence the Marquis of Wellesley has among his colleagues in the Cabinet. I am much inclined to expect that good will result by drawing close to the Ministry all the honest men in both Houses, with all others that might be wavering; for it is a question now whether we are to be governed by Parliament or the mob. Many circumstances, however, are unfortunate, and not the least, that though the public revenue amounts to 62,000,000l., yet the expenses of the year will rise to above 80,000,000l., and must be made good by means that will occasion the necessity of having additional taxes. This will cause a yell for peace—and such a peace as must be ruinous if made. We have also 452one adversary armed at all points, and whose depth of policy is such as ought ever to create alarm and the exertions of all the talents the country possesses to oppose him.’

‘I don’t know what reports you might have heard about the situation in London or what newspapers you read, but I've witnessed a scene that, with God's blessing, I hope won't happen again. On Friday night, the crowd was extremely restless in Piccadilly, especially near Sir Francis Burdett’s place, and they had the strange idea of forcing everyone to light up their homes. I lit up my house like everyone else, and when I went to bed, I told the servant who was staying up to make sure the candles stayed lit until morning. However, when others put out their candles, ours were extinguished too. At two o'clock, the mob returned and broke many windows, including ours. The servant ran into my room and woke me from my sleep to tell me the windows were breaking. We quickly lit the candles again, and upon checking, we found that the alarm was worse than the damage, as only three panes were broken. Saturday was much quieter, and in the evening more people were illuminating their homes, but with troops pouring into London from all directions, we hoped to be safe without any violence. However, the crowd was so determined that by midnight we heard gunfire in Piccadilly and a few shots in other places further away, after the Riot Act had been read. Someone who saw everything clearly told me that the commanding officer received orders to fire live rounds, and about fifty cavalry fired twice over the crowd to warn them what to expect; still, the crowd was so bold that the officer was forced to fire at them. Within five minutes, all of Piccadilly was cleared. Then we heard more distant gunfire, and a group of cavalry patrolled Sackville Street, firing randomly at the fleeing mob, but from the sound of the shots, I believe they were only using blanks. Reports about the damage done are really vague and unreliable. Some say one cavalryman was killed, while others claim three or four; the losses on the crowd’s side are, I believe, completely unknown, but they were certainly minimal. Throughout Sunday, the tension in the streets suggested a rough night ahead, but the government had brought in so many troops that, had we known about it, we wouldn’t have been worried. A line of artillery in the park, horses hitched up with lit fuses, two cannons in Berkeley Square, two more in Soho Square, and many others around the city, not to mention others I didn’t know about, were ready at a moment's notice, with troops patrolling the streets, creating such a state of readiness that effectively intimidated the crowd, despite Sir F. Burdett’s attempts to incite them. He was at his home ready to resist the Speaker’s warrant for his arrest and had the audacity to write to the sheriff asking him to gather the posse comitatus to help him in this, even printing the letter in the Sunday newspaper. They say he is still at his house and won't be arrested before the House meets today. It’s truly a critical moment, for if they don’t take strong action as a preventative measure, we will end up with an organized mob, and serious trouble will follow. It’s expected that today the gallery of the House will be cleared by acclamation, and a bill will be introduced to suspend the Habeas Corpus Act, and that the unscrupulous authors, printers, and publishers of those inflammatory papers that have caused so much havoc will be arrested and imprisoned; however, whether the Ministry, facing such violent opposition, will have the resolve to do this depends on the influence the Marquis of Wellesley has with his colleagues in the Cabinet. I’m quite hopeful that good can come from bringing together all the honest members of both Houses, along with those who might be wavering, because it’s now a question of whether we are to be governed by Parliament or the mob. Many circumstances are unfortunate, particularly that although the public revenue amounts to £62,000,000, the expenses for the year will exceed £80,000,000, and need to be covered in a way that will require additional taxes. This will spark a call for peace—and a peace that would be disastrous if achieved. We also have one opponent fully armed and strategically deep, whose level of cunning should always alarm us and compel the use of all the talents our country has to oppose him.’

May 3, 1811.—I do not think that for the last twenty years of my life my general health has been better than at the moment when discontent, I fear, with the will of God, induced me to oppose that will. In the most mild and merciful manner He had nearly deprived me of sight without my feeling the smallest pain. Heavy as this dreadful deprivation is and must remain to me, I feel, in proportion to my convalescence, that even blindness itself may be a temptation; as a dispensation from God, it must have been meant as a calamity, and a calamity to be deeply felt. Is there not danger then that a mind which has been accustomed to look upon the favourable side of objects, should gradually so accustom itself to its new situation as to deprive it in a good measure of the misery which might be the direct intention of the Almighty? The capacity of continuing the attention formerly given to old objects by means of the eyes of others, may leave the mind almost as full of the world as when by sight I could enjoy its visible objects; this is a circumstance which ought undoubtedly to be guarded against, that is, prayed against. For a man of seventy to be struck blind and to continue worldly-minded, with his head and heart full of objects which, though not of sight, command attention, is to tempt God to send some deeper affliction in order to bring his heart home to its true centre. This is a subject which merits great 453attention, and may the Lord of His mercy enable me to consider it as I ought to do!

May 3, 1811.—I don’t think that for the past twenty years my health has been better than it is now, when dissatisfaction, I fear, with God’s will, has led me to resist that will. In a gentle and merciful way, He almost took away my sight without me feeling any pain. As heavy as this terrible loss is and will always be for me, I sense that with my recovery, even blindness itself might be a test; as a trial from God, it must have been intended as a hardship, and a hardship to be deeply experienced. Is there not a risk that a mind that has been used to focusing on the positive side of things might gradually adapt to its new reality, thus losing much of the suffering that might be the direct intention of the Almighty? The ability to maintain the attention previously given to familiar sights through the eyes of others might leave the mind almost as engaged with the world as it was when I could enjoy its visible wonders; this is something that definitely needs to be watched and prayed against. For a seventy-year-old to be struck blind yet remain fixated on worldly matters, with thoughts and feelings filled with objects that, though unseen, command attention, is to provoke God to send a heavier trial to bring his heart back to its true center. This is a topic that deserves serious consideration, and may the Lord in His mercy help me reflect on it as I should!

May 8.—Twelve o’clock at noon my dear friend Mrs. Oakes breathed her last, after a long severe illness, and many and great sufferings. Thanks to God she was attentive throughout this sad period, as I am well informed, to the state of her soul with God. Thus is terminated in this world a very intimate friendship of twenty-six years, with a temper so mild and cheerful, with manners so gentle and persuasive, that had it pleased the Almighty to have spared her, she would have been the source of great comfort to me in my melancholy state.

May 8.—At noon, my dear friend Mrs. Oakes passed away after a long and painful illness. Thank God she remained focused during this difficult time on her relationship with God. This marks the end of a very close friendship of twenty-six years, marked by her calm and cheerful demeanor and her gentle, persuasive nature. Had the Almighty chosen to spare her, she would have brought me great comfort in my sorrowful state.

May 16, 1812.—At this time a new oculist appeared in town, a desideratum much wanted. The highest accounts were universally circulated of his skill and success, and the most unequivocal good effects attended his new attempts at removing cataract. I was unwilling to go to him, cherished no hope of my own case, and considered this calamity as the appointment of Providence, concerning which I had but one wish—that of submitting to it with the most unaffected resignation. But the persuasions of my friends, more sanguine than myself, and the high reputation of Mr. Adams at length prevailed, and a day was appointed finally to decide my state—to give some expectation of recovery or to destroy all hope.

May 16, 1812.—A new eye doctor came to town, which was much needed. Everyone was talking about his skill and success, and his attempts to remove cataracts showed clear positive results. I was hesitant to see him, held little hope for my own situation, and viewed my condition as a fate imposed by Providence, with just one desire—to accept it with genuine resignation. But my friends, more optimistic than I was, along with Mr. Adams’ solid reputation, eventually convinced me, and a day was set to determine my condition—to either spark some hope for recovery or to crush all chances.

The feelings of the mind may be subdued, but they cannot be destroyed. From the reluctance I showed to name the day even after resolving to go, the dread of hearing my doom, and the natural desire to enjoy a 454little longer the precious glimmering of hope, may be inferred. At length the long-wished-for dreaded morning came. The sun shone brightly as I walked to the house; I felt its warmth, and the thought that perhaps his light may still, ere long, ‘revisit these sad eyes,’ lent new interest to his cheering beams.

The feelings in our minds can be pushed down, but they can’t be erased. From my hesitation to set the date even after deciding to go, the fear of facing my fate, and the natural wish to hold onto a little longer the precious glimmer of hope, you can tell how I felt. Finally, the long-awaited and feared morning arrived. The sun was shining brightly as I walked to the house; I could feel its warmth, and the thought that maybe its light would soon 'revisit these sad eyes' gave new meaning to its comforting rays.

The man who has never had his mind enlivened and his senses cheered by contemplating the scenes of nature or the employment of his fellow creatures, would feel much less at the thought of learning whether this would ever be his fate or not, than he who, once having felt in every variety the extent of the blessing, loses it, learns by experience the sadness of the contrast, and goes with a throbbing heart to enquire if any hope exists of again enjoying that power he would gladly forfeit all his possessions to recover.

The man who has never experienced the joy of nature or the activities of his fellow humans would feel much less anxious about whether he would ever experience that joy than someone who has felt its many forms. Once that person has lost it, he learns from experience the sadness of what he’s missing and approaches the question of whether he can ever enjoy that power again with a heavy heart, wishing he could give up everything he owns to regain it.

I was shown into a room, where I waited a few minutes (they were painful ones), and Mr. Adams appeared. ‘I wish, sir, to be informed what is the state of my eyes,’ looking very attentively at him. ‘You have not, sir, undergone an extraction for cataract?’[244] ‘That you must decide.’ ‘Why, yes, and I 455fear unsuccessfully.’ ‘Is there any hope of recovery?’ Mr. Adams started, and looked down with evident marks of bitter disappointment the first instant he saw me. ‘I grieve, sir, to say that the eye itself is destroyed, the cornea gone, and there has been such an excessive discharge of the vitreous humour, that the coats are collapsed.’ ‘No chance, then, of course?’ ‘I fear, sir, none;’ then, after a pause, ‘I believe I am addressing Mr. A. Young?’ I bowed. ‘I have heard your case differently reported; it was the subject of much conversation, and excited unenviable interest last spring when it happened, and I had hoped that it would have been possible to relieve you, but I now see the contrary.’ ‘I am much obliged to you, sir, good morning,’ I replied, and came away.

I was shown into a room, where I waited a few minutes (they were uncomfortable ones), and Mr. Adams appeared. “I’d like to know the condition of my eyes,” I said, looking at him intently. “You haven’t had a cataract extraction, have you?”[244] “That you need to determine.” “Well, yes, and I’m afraid it wasn’t successful.” “Is there any hope for recovery?” Mr. Adams flinched and looked down, clearly showing signs of deep disappointment when he first saw me. “I regret to inform you, sir, that the eye itself is destroyed, the cornea is gone, and there has been such a significant discharge of the vitreous humor that the layers have collapsed.” “So there’s no chance, then?” “I’m afraid, sir, none;” then, after a pause, “I believe I’m speaking to Mr. A. Young?” I nodded. “I’ve heard your case reported differently; it was a topic of much discussion and drew unwanted interest last spring when it happened, and I had hoped it would be possible to help you, but I now see otherwise.” “Thank you very much, sir, good morning,” I replied and left.

Mr. Adams was a young man, his aspect was pleasing and intelligent, and there was a sorrowful look when I departed that well became the sad occasion. There were two things worth repeating on that morning, one was his liberality in clearing his brother professor from the character of carelesness, which he endeavoured to do. I complained that I was sure I could not have been well prepared. But Mr. Adams replied that preparation was not necessary for extraction, that people of the worst habits had been treated in that way with no preparation and complete success; that the fault was not of the operator, but of the operation, which must always be liable to failure. Mr. Adams’ 456own method of removing cataract was not this ill-fated scheme of extraction. The second remark is this. It had become much the custom to use hot water for the eyes when weak or inflamed. The author of this memoir had been afflicted with a transient indisposition of them, and on application to Phipps, hot water had been recommended and used for a twelvemonth without effect.

Mr. Adams was a young man, with a pleasing and intelligent appearance, and he had a sorrowful look when I left that appropriately matched the sad occasion. There were two things worth mentioning that morning. The first was his generosity in defending his brother professor from the label of carelessness, which he tried to do. I mentioned that I was sure I couldn't have been well prepared. But Mr. Adams responded that preparation was not needed for extraction, that people with the worst habits had undergone treatment successfully without any preparation at all; that the fault lay not with the operator, but with the operation itself, which was always subject to failure. Mr. Adams’ 456 own method of removing cataracts was not this ill-fated extraction technique. The second point is this: it had become quite common to use hot water for the eyes when they were weak or inflamed. The author of this memoir had experienced a temporary issue with his eyes and, upon consulting Phipps, was advised to use hot water, which he did for a year without any effect.

Mr. Adams, on being questioned with regard to the expedience of its continuance, decidedly answered, that by increasing the relaxation, hot water would only augment the disease; prescribed the frequent use of the citrine ointment[245] (to be had at any druggist’s) and cold water constantly. On the way home, I was for a few moments depressed. ‘How happy,’ I cried, ‘are those beings who can see; no one can tell the misery of blindness, the dark gloom over that mind never cheered by the light of the sun, especially now with me, who am certain never to see again. If it were not for religion, I should wish to be the poor man who is to be hanged next Monday; but, thank God, I can consider the whole affair as His appointment, intended not for a curse but a blessing, and can reconcile my mind to it completely as His will. You will see,’ I added after a pause [presumably addressing Mr. Adams], smiling, ‘I shall be as cheerful and happy as ever,’ and so I was.

Mr. Adams, when asked about whether it should continue, firmly replied that increasing the relaxation and using hot water would only worsen the condition; he recommended regular use of the citrine ointment[245] (available at any drugstore) and constant use of cold water. On my way home, I felt a bit down for a moment. ‘How fortunate,’ I exclaimed, ‘are those who can see; no one understands the pain of blindness, the dark cloud over a mind that is never brightened by the sun’s light, especially now for me, who is certain never to see again. If it weren't for my faith, I would prefer to be the poor guy who's going to be executed next Monday; but, thank God, I can view the entire situation as His plan, meant not as a curse but as a blessing, and I can fully accept it as His will. You’ll see,’ I added after a pause [presumably addressing Mr. Adams], smiling, ‘I’ll be just as cheerful and happy as ever,’ and indeed, I was.

1814.—This year I paid much attention to the ‘Elements.’

1814.—This year I focused a lot on the 'Elements.'

My son came from Russia.

My son is from Russia.

4571815.—Arthur, Jane, and myself went post to London the last day of January, Mary remained at Bradfield with Mrs. Young, who was unable to move.

4571815.—Arthur, Jane, and I took a carriage to London on the last day of January, while Mary stayed at Bradfield with Mrs. Young, who couldn't get around.

About this time ‘Baxteriana’[246] was published. Through the following spring I was, at various times, too apt to fall into reflections which tended, more than they ought to have done, to discontent; but in thirteen weeks to the present day I have not once entered the doors of any other person than those of Mr. Wilberforce, and I have not dined once with him, having been only at breakfast for the pleasure of hearing his Exposition and Prayer; for the conversation at and after breakfast has been entirely desultory, and not once on any religious question. And as to any Christian calling on me, John Babbington, from Peterborough, once breakfasted here, and is, I believe, never in town without calling. Mrs. Strachey, who was in town a month, was so kind as to call three or four times; Mrs. John Wayland twice, and here, I think, except Miss Francis,[247] dining once a week, is the whole amount of my communication with those whose conversation would please me.

Around this time, 'Baxteriana' [246] was published. Throughout the upcoming spring, I often found myself falling into thoughts that leaned more towards discontent than they should have. However, in the thirteen weeks since then, I haven't entered anyone else's home except Mr. Wilberforce's, and I haven’t dined there, only stopping by for breakfast to enjoy his Exposition and Prayer. The conversations during and after breakfast have been completely random and haven’t touched on any religious topics. As for any other Christian visiting me, John Babbington from Peterborough came over for breakfast once and I believe he always calls when he's in town. Mrs. Strachey, who was in town for a month, kindly called on me three or four times; Mrs. John Wayland visited twice. Aside from those occasions, and Miss Francis [247] dining with me once a week, that sums up my interactions with people whose conversations I would enjoy.

It would be natural to suppose that a poor old blind man who, through the blessing of God, retains his health and strength might have received something more of friendly attention than this, but such discontent should be banished, for let me not a single moment forget the great mercies of God to me; and while many are on beds of torment from dreadful 458diseases, I am free from bodily pain. These are points that should give a perpetual spring of gratitude in my bosom, and if the neglect which I have been apt to think of too much turns my attention more to the Lord Jesus, it is a benefit and not a misfortune. Let me only take care to be looking unto Jesus, and then I shall esteem, in the manner it deserves, all that the world can do for me.

It would be natural to think that a poor old blind man who, thanks to God, still has his health and strength might receive a bit more kindness than this. However, I should dismiss such dissatisfaction, for I must not forget the great blessings God has given me. While many suffer on beds of torment from terrible diseases, I am free from bodily pain. These are reasons that should always fill me with gratitude, and if the neglect I’ve been prone to think about too much causes me to focus more on the Lord Jesus, then it’s a benefit, not a misfortune. I just need to make sure I keep looking to Jesus, and then I will appreciate, as I should, everything the world can offer me.

Monday, March 6, most execrable riots began in London, on account of the Corn Bill, then in the House of Commons, attended with circumstances proving decisively the abominable effects (sufficiently proved before) of printing in all the newspapers those violent and mischievous speeches which are made as much to the Gallery as to the House, and can be intended for nothing else but to inflame the people, which they have done to a degree of desperation. Petitions from a multitude of cities and towns pour in to the Houses every day they meet, and, in fact, the prayer of them all is to beg that they, the petitioners, may be starved, which would probably be the result of granting their desire. 600,000 qrs. of French wheat of an excellent quality have been poured into our markets to meet a crop generally mildewed; this has reduced the price on an average of the kingdom to 59s. per quarter, and that average taken in so preposterous a way that the real price fairly ascertained would not amount to 50s.; 90s. per qr. [quarter] would not pay the farmer in so bad a year. If importation was to be continued, at least half the farmers in England would be ruined, and wheat consequently must rise in 459a year or two to scarcity, and if importation should be prevented, by many probable events to famine. Country labourers throughout the kingdom are in the greatest distress, as I know from many correspondents. For want of employment they go to the parish, but these poor families never petition, even when starving, and a Legislature which attended not to their interest would deserve the abuse now vomited forth by towns. From thirty to forty houses at London have had their windows broken, many their doors forced, and everything in them destroyed; and after much mischief, with general anxiety and apprehensionapprehension, the military were called forth; but it was the last day of the week before their numbers were sufficient to secure any tolerable tranquillity.

Monday, March 6, the most terrible riots started in London, triggered by the Corn Bill, which was being discussed in the House of Commons. This was accompanied by clear evidence of the awful effects—already well established—of printing those inflammatory and harmful speeches in all the newspapers. These speeches are aimed as much at the gallery as at the House and are designed solely to stir up the people, which they have done to a desperate degree. Petitions from many cities and towns flood into the Houses every day they meet, and essentially, all of them ask that they, the petitioners, may be starved, which would likely be the result of granting their wishes. 600,000 quarters of high-quality French wheat have been brought into our markets to offset a generally ruined crop; this has lowered the average price across the kingdom to 59s. per quarter, and that average is calculated so absurdly that the actual price would not reach 50s.; 90s. per quarter wouldn’t even cover the farmer's costs in such a bad year. If imports continue, at least half the farmers in England would be ruined, and wheat prices must rise to scarcity within a year or two; if imports are stopped, many would face famine. Country laborers across the kingdom are in extreme distress, as I know from many correspondents. Due to lack of work, they go to the parish, but these poor families never petition, even when starving, and a legislature that ignores their needs deserves the backlash currently being directed at towns. Thirty to forty houses in London have had their windows smashed, many had their doors broken down, and everything inside has been destroyed; after a lot of damage and widespread anxiety and apprehensionapprehension, the military was called in; however, it wasn't until the last day of the week that their numbers were sufficient to restore any decent level of peace.

Monday, March 13.—I breakfasted with Mr. Wilberforce: a file of soldiers in his house, because his servants had been violently threatened that it should be speedily attacked.

Monday, March 13.—I had breakfast with Mr. Wilberforce: a group of soldiers in his house, because his staff had been harshly warned that it would soon be attacked.

The bawler bearing[248] last week, in the House, read a denunciation in a petition from Carlisle against the Board of Agriculture, which made it necessary for me to hire a bedchamber elsewhere, as blindness would not permit an escape by the roof of the house.

The person who spoke last week in the House read a complaint in a petition from Carlisle against the Board of Agriculture, which forced me to find another place to sleep since my blindness made it impossible to escape through the roof.

I wrote to Mr. Vansittart, transcribing a resolution of the Committee of 1774, proposing to lay the millers under an assize. The Bill for that purpose passed the Commons, but was lost in the Lords.

I wrote to Mr. Vansittart, copying a resolution from the Committee of 1774, suggesting that millers be placed under an assize. The Bill for that purpose passed in the Commons, but failed in the Lords.

In Mr. Vansittart’s answer to me, he mentioned 460the difficulties in the way, but observed that as Mr. Franklin Lewis had taken up the business of bread and flour in the House, he would mention to him what I proposed. From Lord Sidmouth’s speech it seems they intend to remove the assize of bread, which will leave in case of scarcity the bakers without protection in case of riots, and also leave the millers in full possession of their rascality.

In Mr. Vansittart's response to me, he pointed out the challenges ahead but said that since Mr. Franklin Lewis had taken over the bread and flour business in the House, he would share my proposal with him. From Lord Sidmouth's speech, it looks like they plan to get rid of the bread price control, which would leave bakers unprotected during shortages and allow millers to continue their dishonest practices.

At Mr. Wilberforce’s I met Miss Francis and Mr. Legh Richmond, who read to us, with Lord Calthorpe and General Macaulay, a most interesting letter from a Russian Princess, describing her conversion to vital Christianity by Mr. Pinkerton instructing her children, and her translating into Russian the ‘Dairyman’s Daughter,’ and thanking Mr. Richmond for his other tracts sent her for the same purpose. Her English extremely good, and real Christianity, with expressions of the deepest humility, breathing in every line.

At Mr. Wilberforce's, I met Miss Francis and Mr. Legh Richmond, who read to us, along with Lord Calthorpe and General Macaulay, a fascinating letter from a Russian princess. She described how Mr. Pinkerton taught her children and how she translated "The Dairyman's Daughter" into Russian, also thanking Mr. Richmond for the other pamphlets he sent her for the same purpose. Her English was very good, and real Christianity, filled with deep humility, came through in every line.

This was an eventful year, for my poor wife breathed her last after a long illness, and it gives me great comfort to be informed that she showed great marks of resignation and piety. My daughter was with her to the last.

This was a year full of events, as my poor wife passed away after a long illness, and it gives me great comfort to know that she displayed a strong sense of acceptance and faith. My daughter was with her until the end.

May 12.—A few days ago, writing to Miss Francis, I used the expression, ‘If a Christian was to call on me it should be entered in a pocket-book with a mark of exclamation.’ Mr. Wilberforce saw this note, and yesterday morning Mr. Pakenham called on me, and introduced himself by saying that he came for some conversation with me, by desire of Mr. W. He was quite unknown to me, but I found that he was the 461grandson of that Lord Longford with whom I was in Ireland in 1776, forty years ago, which lord was in the Navy; and the present gentleman is also in that employment, about twenty-six or twenty-seven years of age; his father living and an admiral. I soon found that he was a firmly established Christian, ready to converse on the good subject, which he did with good sense and no inconsiderable energy.

May 12.—A few days ago, when I wrote to Miss Francis, I used the phrase, ‘If a Christian were to visit me, it should be noted in a pocketbook with an exclamation mark.’ Mr. Wilberforce saw this note, and yesterday morning, Mr. Pakenham came to see me. He introduced himself by saying he was there for a conversation at the request of Mr. W. I had never met him before, but I learned that he is the grandson of that Lord Longford, whom I met in Ireland in 1776, forty years ago. That lord was in the Navy, and this gentleman is also in that field, around twenty-six or twenty-seven years old, with his father still alive and an admiral. I soon realized that he was a strong Christian, eager to discuss the good subject, which he did with good sense and considerable energy.

He is in mourning for General Pakenham, and the Duchess of Wellington is his first cousin. Mentioning Miss Francis, he said he met her twice at Mr. Wilberforce’s, and speaking in commendation of her, I told him that she was to dine with me at five o’clock, and that it would give me much pleasure if he would meet her; this he readily complied with, and came accordingly.

He is grieving for General Pakenham, and the Duchess of Wellington is his first cousin. When I mentioned Miss Francis, he said he had met her twice at Mr. Wilberforce’s place. Speaking highly of her, I told him that she was going to have dinner with me at five o’clock and that I would be very pleased if he would join us; he agreed without hesitation and came as planned.

I have not had so much religious conversation for an age past; and had not Dr. Halliday from Moscow called between seven and eight, expecting to see my son, this conversation would have been uninterrupted. I wish he had come on some other day. Remarking that I had some apprehension of the ensuing war, because we should be, in fact, fighting for the restoration of the Pope, the Jesuits, and the Inquisition, Mr. P. replied, that Lord Liverpool had informed Mr. Wilberforce that Bonaparte was reconciled to the Pope, pretending to be a most dutiful son of the Church. It seems agreed by all that the first victory gained on either side will have most decisive consequences. I hope I shall hear more of this young 462man, whose determined avowal of his religious principles pleases me much.

I haven’t had such a deep conversation about religion in a long time; if Dr. Halliday hadn’t stopped by from Moscow between seven and eight, expecting to see my son, we would have had an uninterrupted discussion. I wish he had come another day. Noticing that I was worried about the coming war since we would essentially be fighting for the restoration of the Pope, the Jesuits, and the Inquisition, Mr. P. mentioned that Lord Liverpool had told Mr. Wilberforce that Bonaparte had made peace with the Pope, pretending to be a very loyal member of the Church. Everyone seems to agree that the first victory on either side will have significant consequences. I hope to hear more about this young man, whose strong declaration of his religious beliefs really pleases me. 462

May 15.—Breakfasted at Mr. Wilberforce’s. General Macaulay there; he told me that in his late tour in France, travelling from Lyons to Geneva, he met with a Monsieur Michaud, who, speaking much of his farm and offering to show it, the general accompanied him to view it, and found everything in the highest state of management, and so much superior to all the rest of the country, that he enquired into the origin of such great superiority. The answer was, ‘My cultivation is entirely that of Monsieur Arthur Young, whose recommendations I have carried into practice with the success you see.’

May 15.—Had breakfast at Mr. Wilberforce’s. General Macaulay was there; he told me that during his recent trip to France, traveling from Lyons to Geneva, he met a Monsieur Michaud. Michaud talked a lot about his farm and offered to show it to the general, who went along to see it. He found everything was managed exceptionally well and far better than the rest of the region, so he asked about the source of such remarkable quality. The answer was, 'My farming methods are completely based on those of Monsieur Arthur Young, whose advice I’ve implemented with the success you see.'

Much conversation about Bonaparte; the general is well persuaded that the allies will be entirely successful, as B. is, and must be, very badly provided to resist them, and that the first campaign will carry them to Paris.

Much talk about Bonaparte; the general is convinced that the allies will definitely succeed, as Bonaparte is, and must be, very poorly equipped to fight back against them, and that the first campaign will get them to Paris.

May 17.—Last night, being at West Street Chapel, Mr. Gurney, after the sermon, came into the pew, when I told him he had not performed his promise, by calling, on which he came home with me, and gave us a long account of his life and conversion, beginning at four years old with a magpie which his father found in a nest, in a haunted wood, where he went at night in search of a reputed ghost, and which proved to be only a white pony. This magpie was, by a strange series of little events, his introduction to Drummond, the banker, and to procuring himself a school and college education, a knowledge of several of the nobility, and 463eventually, through Lord Exeter, the appointment to the Rectory of St. Clement Danes; and all this from having been no more than a poor country labourer’s son, and one of twenty-two children. The detail was very interesting, from being not only well told, but, from the providence of God, clearly marked in many little circumstances, and attended by what to him were great events. These were so remarkable as to induce him to make many memoranda, and to think at times that they ought to be published, but on this point he does not seem to be at all determined. I urged it strongly as a sort of duty. He is uncommonly lively and animated in conversation, and contrived to talk with little interruption, from drinking tea and smoking several pipes, till twelve o’clock at night. I much hope that we shall see him often.

May 17.—Last night, at West Street Chapel, Mr. Gurney came into the pew after the sermon. I mentioned that he hadn’t kept his promise to call, and he came home with me. He shared a long story about his life and conversion, starting from when he was four years old and found a magpie in a nest in a spooky woods, where he went at night looking for a rumored ghost that turned out to be just a white pony. This magpie, through a strange series of small events, led him to Drummond, the banker, and helped him secure a school and college education, connect with several nobles, and eventually, through Lord Exeter, get appointed to the Rectory of St. Clement Danes. All of this came from being just a poor laborer’s son, one of twenty-two children. The details were very engaging, not only because they were well told, but also because they reflected God’s providence in many small circumstances that felt significant to him. These events were so extraordinary that he made many notes and sometimes considered that they should be published, although he seems uncertain about that. I strongly encouraged him to see it as a duty. He is remarkably lively and animated in conversation, managing to talk with little interruption while we drank tea and smoked several pipes until midnight. I really hope we’ll see him often.

1816.—This was a very barren year, for the memoranda made are uncommonly few, but among them is the preparation for the publication of ‘Oweniana.’[249] The extraction from my religious papers of those published under the titles of ‘Baxteriana’ and ‘Oweniana’ has greatly diminished the mass, but the remainder is considerable, and increases every year.

1816.—This was a very barren year, as the notes taken are surprisingly few, but among them is the preparation for the publication of ‘Oweniana.’[249] The extraction of content from my religious papers published under the titles ‘Baxteriana’ and ‘Oweniana’ has significantly reduced the volume, but the remaining material is substantial and continues to grow every year.

February.—Last Tuesday se’nnight Sir John Seabright, coming up to me, said: ‘Mr. Young, the Archdukes of Austria desire to be introduced to you,’ and the Archduke John, who Seabright said was the farmer, began a conversation on agriculture which, as many persons were around, was very short. Some 464days afterwards Mr. Ackerman, of the Strand, called to inform me that his Imperial Highness Archduke John desired to have more conversation with me, and in three or four days he called and made many enquiries into those points upon which, I suppose, he had most doubts, contrasting many circumstances with the system of Austrian peasants, who, by his account, are in general the proprietors of their little farms even to the amount of as little as three or four acres. In the conversation I took occasion to mention my son being in the Crimea, and intending to return to England by Vienna. In a most obliging manner he desired me to write to him to tell him to be sure not to pass Vienna without making himself known to him (the Archduke), as he would show him everything worth attending to in agriculture. The conversation was in French, for he speaks no English. It is a pity that he will go away without seeing anything of Norfolk or Suffolk.

February.—Last Tuesday week, Sir John Seabright came up to me and said, “Mr. Young, the Archdukes of Austria would like to meet you.” The Archduke John, whom Seabright described as the farmer, started a discussion about agriculture, but since there were many people around, it was quite brief. A few days later, Mr. Ackerman from the Strand came to tell me that His Imperial Highness Archduke John wanted to talk to me more. In three or four days, he called and asked me various questions about topics that I assume he was most uncertain about, comparing many situations to the system of Austrian peasants, who, according to him, generally own their small farms, which can be as little as three or four acres. During our conversation, I mentioned that my son was in Crimea and planned to return to England via Vienna. He kindly asked me to write to him and remind my son not to pass through Vienna without getting in touch with him (the Archduke), as he would show him everything worth seeing in agriculture. The conversation was in French, since he doesn't speak any English. It’s unfortunate that he will leave without experiencing anything of Norfolk or Suffolk.

Sir J. Sinclair just come from Paris. He saw Sylvestre[250] there, the secretary to the Royal Society of Agriculture, who told him that agriculture saved his life in the Revolution. He was in prison and brought to trial, and told that his life should be saved if he could show that he had ever done anything really useful to the Republic. He replied that he had unquestionably done good, for Arthur Young’s ‘Travels through France’ contained much highly important information, and in order to spread it through the Republic in a cheap form, ‘I published a useful 465abridgement,’ he said, ‘which has been much read, and has had important effects. I was pardoned and set at liberty,’ and then, turning to Sir John, he said, ‘Tell your friend, Mr. Young, that he was thus the means of saving my life.’

Sir J. Sinclair just returned from Paris. He saw Sylvestre[250] there, the secretary of the Royal Society of Agriculture, who told him that agriculture saved his life during the Revolution. He was in prison and brought to trial, where he was told that he would be spared if he could prove he had ever contributed anything truly valuable to the Republic. He answered that he had indeed done good, as Arthur Young’s ‘Travels through France’ contained a lot of important information, and to make it accessible to the Republic in an affordable way, ‘I published a useful 465abridgment,’ he said, ‘which has been widely read and has had significant impacts. I was pardoned and set free,’ and then, turning to Sir John, he said, ‘Tell your friend, Mr. Young, that he was the reason I am alive today.’

February 17.—The Board met for the first time last Tuesday, but had no business whatever before them. I suggested the propriety of sending a circular letter throughout the kingdom, in order to ascertain by facts the real state of the farming world. They approved the proposal, observing that not a moment should be lost, and I retired in order to draw out a letter with Queries. This they examined and altered to their mind; it was immediately despatched to the printer, and all the rest of the week has been employed in drawing out lists of persons from the reports, to whom these letters have been addressed, post paid, to the amount of 12l., and many yet to despatch on Monday.

February 17.—The Board met for the first time last Tuesday, but they had no business to discuss. I suggested that we should send out a circular letter across the kingdom to gather information about the actual situation in farming. They agreed with the idea, noting that we shouldn’t waste any time, and I stepped away to draft a letter with Queries. They reviewed and revised it to their satisfaction; it was quickly sent to the printer, and I spent the rest of the week compiling lists of people from the reports to whom these letters were addressed, with postage paid, totaling 12l., and many more to send out on Monday.

The replies have just begun to come in; by two valuable ones from Maxwell, near Peterborough, and from Page, of Cobham, the probability is that much important information will be gained, and a basis laid for a very interesting publication, but I greatly question whether they will permit any public use to be made of the information, and I suspect that it will disclose so lamentable a state of distress, that it may prove somewhat dangerous, or, at least, questionable to make it public. What are we to think of the infatuation of Government in laying on a property tax at such a moment, rather than borrow a few 466millions to avoid the necessity, one of the great evils resulting from our Government being in all money matters little better than a Committee of the Bank?

The responses have just started coming in; two valuable ones from Maxwell, near Peterborough, and from Page in Cobham suggest that we might gather significant information and set the stage for an intriguing publication. However, I seriously doubt they will allow any public use of the information, and I worry it could reveal such a tragic state of distress that making it public might be somewhat risky, or at least questionable. What are we to make of the government’s foolishness in imposing a property tax at such a time, instead of borrowing a few million to avoid it? One of the major issues with our government is that, in all financial matters, it functions little better than a committee for the Bank.

Answers to the circular letter of the Board, which was despatched throughout the kingdom the first week in February, flowed in rapidly till about April 10, and they describe such a state of agricultural misery and ruin as to be almost inconceivable to those who do not connect such a defect with the utter want of circulating medium; the ruin of the country banks, and the great want of confidence in those that remain, with an issue of Bank of England notes utterly insufficient to fill up the vacuity thus occasioned, has made the want of money so great as to cripple every species of demand.

Answers to the circular letter from the Board, which was sent out across the country in the first week of February, came in quickly until about April 10. They describe such a level of agricultural distress and devastation that it's hard to imagine for those who don't link this issue to the complete lack of circulating currency; the collapse of local banks, and the significant lack of trust in the ones that are still operating, combined with an insufficient amount of Bank of England notes, has created such a shortage of money that it hampers all types of demand.

It is difficult to pronounce what the consequence of the present ruined state of agriculture will prove, but I must confess that I dread a scarcity, which must have dreadful effects, coming at a period when such multitudes are almost starving for want of employment, even with such cheap bread. What must be their situation should it be dear? To my astonishment, Government seems utterly insensible of the danger, and has not taken one single step to prevent it, or to meet it should it come.

It’s hard to say what the outcome of the current disastrous state of agriculture will be, but I have to admit I fear a shortage, which would have horrific consequences, especially at a time when so many people are nearly starving due to lack of work, even with affordable bread. What will happen to them if bread becomes expensive? To my surprise, the Government appears completely unaware of the danger and hasn’t taken a single action to prevent it or to address it if it occurs.

March.—Lord Winchilsea, who I have not seen for some time, called on me yesterday and mentioned his having been long absent in France, Spain, &c. He was at Marseilles when Bonaparte landed from Elba, in Provence; every circumstance was previously arranged. Messina, at Marseilles, kept everything 467quiet on his left, and the [garrison?] at Grenoble was prepared to receive him; of all this there was no doubt. Uncertain of what might be the event in France, his lordship embarked instantly for Barcelona; from thence he crossed Spain to Lisbon, and throughout the whole of his Spanish journey he did not pass through a town that was not in a state of ruin and desolation. He everywhere enquired the cause, and was always told ‘that the French had done all the mischief,’ with many expressions of cordial detestation. He would not have conceived a country to be in a more wretched and deplorable state.

March.—Lord Winchilsea, whom I haven't seen in a while, visited me yesterday and mentioned that he had been away in France, Spain, etc. He was in Marseilles when Bonaparte landed from Elba, in Provence; everything had been arranged in advance. Messina, in Marseilles, kept everything 467 quiet on his left, and the garrison in Grenoble was ready to receive him; there was no doubt about any of this. Not knowing what might happen in France, he immediately set sail for Barcelona; from there, he crossed Spain to Lisbon, and throughout his journey in Spain, he didn't pass through a single town that wasn't in ruins. He inquired everywhere about the cause and was always told, "the French have done all the damage," accompanied by many expressions of strong hatred. He would never have imagined that a country could be in such a miserable and tragic state.

April 24.—Miss Way and Miss Neve, daughter of the late Sir Richard Neve, both high Calvinists and constant hearers of Mr. Wilkinson, called on me the other day in order to converse on religion. They appear to me to be perfectly sincere, but seem wedded to the high Calvinistic notions of that preacher. Miss Way lent me two manuscript sermons of his full of predestination, and the impossibility of falling from grace; her sister took them in shorthand. This day Miss Neve called on me again, bringing with her a Miss Johnson, another Calvinistic lady, who, being in Italy with some relations, went to Elba to see Bonaparte, and had much conversation with him. He had told somebody, who told the Johnsons, that he wanted to see my ‘Travels in France,’ which he had often thought of reading, but came to Elba without them. Mr. Johnson had these ‘Travels,’ and took them with him to Elba and presented them to the Emperor, who expressed much pleasure at receiving them, and 468Mr. Johnson afterwards heard that he had read them eagerly and with much approbation. His countenance indicates a steadfast, resolute, determined mind, and he is known to abhor all doubtful and hesitating answers that do not come immediately to the point in question. In the very short interview that took place he was standing with his hands in his breeches pockets clinking the money in them; but she observed that his nails as well as his teeth were dirty. He enquired, when they were in Provence, and especially on the coast, whether there were troops at Antibes or at Nice. This conversation took place on the Thursday, and he left the island on the Sunday following. He asked her name, and on the reply of Helen, ‘Oh! I am to be sent to St. Helena,[251] this is ominous of my voyage.’ The interview was very short with him, but with the Bertrands the conversation was rather longer.

April 24.—Miss Way and Miss Neve, daughter of the late Sir Richard Neve, both strong believers in high Calvinism and regular attendees of Mr. Wilkinson's sermons, visited me the other day to discuss religion. They seem completely sincere but are clearly committed to the high Calvinistic ideas of that preacher. Miss Way lent me two of his handwritten sermons that are full of themes about predestination and the impossibility of losing grace; her sister took them down in shorthand. Today, Miss Neve visited me again, bringing along Miss Johnson, another Calvinistic woman, who, while in Italy with some relatives, went to Elba to see Bonaparte and had a lot of conversations with him. He mentioned to someone, who then told the Johnsons, that he wanted to see my ‘Travels in France,’ which he often thought about reading, but he arrived in Elba without them. Mr. Johnson owned these ‘Travels,’ took them to Elba, and gave them to the Emperor, who expressed great pleasure in receiving them, and Mr. Johnson later heard that he had read them eagerly and with much approval. His face shows a strong, determined mind, and he is known to dislike any vague or hesitant answers that don’t directly address the question at hand. During their very short meeting, he stood there with his hands in his pants pockets, jingling the change inside; however, she noticed that both his nails and his teeth were dirty. He asked whether there were troops stationed at Antibes or Nice when they were in Provence, particularly along the coast. This conversation happened on Thursday, and he left the island the following Sunday. He asked her name, and when she replied Helen, he said, “Oh! I am to be sent to St. Helena,[251] this is a bad omen for my voyage.” The meeting with him was very brief, but the conversation with the Bertrands lasted a bit longer.

I have finished reading the first volume of ‘Gibbon’s Miscellaneous Works,’ published by Lord Sheffield. Of mere worldly production, it is the most interesting that I have read for many years, more especially Gibbon’s own memoirs of himself. I have been acquainted with Lord Sheffield above forty years, and more than once met Gibbon at his house; and, if I remember rightly, the first time I was at Sheffield Place, which, I think, was in 1770, being invited by him on my advertising the intentions of the Eastern tour. Mr. Foster and Lady Elizabeth his wife, daughter of the Earl of 469Bristol, were there. I thought her a most fascinating woman—an opinion many times afterwards confirmed by often meeting her at Ickworth. I was not therefore surprised to find such advantageous mention made of her by Gibbon, but, alas! the whole volume has not one word of Christianity in it, though many which mark the infidelity of the whole gang. Lord Sheffield never had a grain of religion, and his intimate connections with Gibbon would alone account for it. Of course he took no pains to instil it into his family, and if Mrs. Clinton and Lady Stanley have any, they are not indebted for it to their father or to his friend. A great number of persons of high rank, extraordinary talents, and great celebrity thus passing in review, and all of them (Burke alone excepted) without the least suspicion of religion attaching to their characters, yield a melancholy impression on the mind of a Christian. Nineteen in twenty of the persons mentioned are gone to their eternal state, and of what account is it at present whether they were celebrated authors, splendid orators, great ministers, or successful generals or admirals? Whatever might be their worldly greatness how little are they to be compared at present to the case of a poor Christian whose employment was sweeping the streets! Without doubt the propriety of such observations depends entirely on Christianity being true; but what a dreadful situation is that man in whose safety is attached solely to the falsehood of that religion. The reflection makes my blood almost run cold, and old and blind as I am, and scarcely exchanging in six weeks a single word with more than one or two 470persons out of my family, I feel a comfort and consolation, and I will add a measure of happiness, not one atom of which would be found in my bosom if I were not most perfectly convinced of the absolute truth and importance of that blessed religion which forms the sole enjoyment of my life.

I’ve just finished reading the first volume of ‘Gibbon’s Miscellaneous Works,’ published by Lord Sheffield. Out of all the worldly literature, it’s the most interesting I've read in years, especially Gibbon’s own memoirs. I’ve known Lord Sheffield for over forty years and have met Gibbon at his home more than once. If I remember correctly, the first time I visited Sheffield Place was in 1770, after he invited me when I announced my plans for an Eastern tour. Mr. Foster and his wife, Lady Elizabeth, who is the daughter of the Earl of Bristol, were there. I thought she was absolutely captivating—an opinion I continually confirmed after seeing her at Ickworth. So, I wasn't surprised to see Gibbon praise her, but unfortunately, the entire volume contains not a single word about Christianity, even though it’s full of remarks that indicate the group’s disbelief. Lord Sheffield had no religious conviction, and his close ties with Gibbon explain that. Naturally, he made no effort to instill any faith in his family, and if Mrs. Clinton and Lady Stanley have any beliefs, they didn’t get them from their father or his friend. The lengthy list of high-ranking, exceptionally talented, and famous individuals mentioned, all of whom (except Burke) seem devoid of any religious beliefs, leaves a sad impression on a Christian mind. Nineteen out of twenty of those individuals have passed on to their eternal state, and what does it matter now whether they were celebrated authors, great orators, top ministers, or successful generals and admirals? No matter their worldly fame, they stand in stark contrast to the case of a poor Christian who swept the streets! The validity of such observations hinges entirely on Christianity being true; but what a dreadful situation it is for someone whose safety relies solely on the falsehood of that faith. That thought sends shivers down my spine, and even though I’m old and nearly blind, hardly speaking to anyone outside my family for six weeks, I still find comfort, consolation, and even a measure of happiness—none of which would exist within me if I weren’t absolutely convinced of the complete truth and significance of that cherished faith that is the sole joy of my life.

June.—Lord Winchilsea called here and chatted with me upon cottagers’ land for cows, which he is well persuaded, and most justly, is the only remedy for the evil of poor rates.

June.—Lord Winchilsea came by and talked with me about cottagers’ land for cows, which he strongly believes, and rightly so, is the only solution to the problem of poor rates.

1817.—The death of the Princess Charlotte this year created the greatest sensation ever known.

1817.—The death of Princess Charlotte this year caused an enormous stir.

1818.—On coming to London in February, five-and-twenty claims for the premium on the [summary of] the state of the poor, the causes of their distress, and the means of remedying it, were received, and it afforded me continued employment for many weeks in reading and giving a character of them. Much the greater part of the authors who drew up these memoirs were of the same opinion as to the cause of the national distress, attributing it to the peace having thrown a vast number of men out of employment who were in the Army or Navy, or working in the manufactures immediately supported by military demands; and this evil concurring with a general stagnation from the failure of a multitude of country banks, had materially affected the industry of the whole kingdom. The remedies proposed were various, and many of them visionary; the most rational advised the issuing of Exchequer Bills in payment of various sorts of public works, such as canals, roads, harbours, fisheries, and many other employments. Such 471suggestions had been proposed to Government, but unfortunately the ministers in England have very rarely indeed listened to any such propositions. My friend Mr. Attwood, of Birmingham, in a work publicly addressed to me, wrote upon the subject with great ability, and most justly remarked upon dismissing at once both the Army and the Navy, and turning such numbers loose upon the public when it was perfectly well known that they could not find employment was highly mischievous. This ought to have been done slowly and gradually, as the expense would have been an evil far less deplorable than that which was insured by a contrary conduct. It was the beginning of 1818 before the kingdom was decidedly found to be in a reviving state, and in the mean time the infinite number of offences against the peace and property of the people arose to an alarming height in every part of the kingdom. The first week in January I received half a year’s rents, and it was a great comfort to me to find that the tenants continued their regular payments without running the least in arrears, and this at a time when complaints on the non-payment of rents were very general over the greater part of the kingdom. I attributed this effect, which was very general around Bury and through all Suffolk, to the stability and flourishing state of our country banks, whose paper passed readily current, and formed a perfect contrast to the deficiencies and distress so generally felt in various other countries; nor can anything be more lamentable than for gentlemen of small estates finding their tenants running in arrears of rent.

1818.—When I arrived in London in February, I received twenty-five applications for the premium on the [summary of] the state of the poor, the reasons for their suffering, and the ways to fix it. This kept me busy reading and reviewing them for many weeks. Most of the authors who wrote these reports shared the same view on the cause of the national distress, blaming it on the peace that left a large number of soldiers from the Army and Navy, as well as those working in industries supported by military needs, without jobs. This issue, combined with a general economic slowdown from numerous country banks failing, significantly impacted the entire nation's labor. The suggested remedies varied widely, with many being unrealistic; the most sensible ones recommended issuing Exchequer Bills to fund various public works like canals, roads, harbors, fisheries, and other jobs. These ideas had been proposed to the Government, but unfortunately, ministers in England rarely took such suggestions seriously. My friend Mr. Attwood from Birmingham addressed this topic in a public work directed at me, skillfully noting that dismissing both the Army and the Navy at once and leaving so many people without jobs when it was clear they couldn't find work was extremely harmful. This process should have been carried out slowly and gradually, as the costs would have been far less disastrous than the consequences of the opposite approach. It wasn't until early 1818 that the kingdom was clearly in a recovering state, and during that time, the alarming rise in crimes against peace and property was evident across the nation. In the first week of January, I received six months’ worth of rent, and it was reassuring to see that my tenants continued making regular payments without any delays, especially when complaints about missed rent payments were widespread across much of the country. I attributed this general consistency around Bury and throughout Suffolk to the stability and success of our country banks, whose notes circulated easily, creating a stark contrast to the problems and hardships felt in many other areas. There's nothing more regrettable than landowners with small estates watching their tenants fall behind on rent.

472This was much experienced in the counties of Cambridge, Huntingdon, and part of Bedford. Sir George Leeds informed me that he had farms in the former counties abandoned and lying absolutely waste.

472This was commonly seen in the counties of Cambridge, Huntingdon, and part of Bedford. Sir George Leeds told me that he had farms in those counties that were abandoned and completely deserted.

ARTHUR YOUNG’S TOMB AT BRADFIELD.

Arthur Young's tomb at Bradfield.

Here ends the diary. Arthur Young died in Sackville Street on April 20, 1820, and was buried at Bradfield. The following letter from Mary Young to her brother in Russia gives some details about his last years. The letter (undated) apparently belongs to 1818: ‘My father talks of going to Bradfield in June with Miss Francis and Mr. St. Croix. He is fearful lest Miss Francis (who is a granddaughter of Dr. Burney, and a daughter of Mrs. Broom by her first husband) will join the Wilberforces at Brighton, and leave him. When at Bradfield she sleeps over the servants’ hall, with a packthread tied round her wrist, and placed through the keyhole, which he pulls at four or five times, till he awakens her, when she gets up and accompanies him in a two hours’ walk on the turnpike road to some cottage or other, and they take milk at some farmhouse; and she distributes tracts (religious ones), and questions the people about their principles, and reads to them and catechises them. They return at half-past six, as that is the hour Mr. St. Croix gets up (his secretary), who finds it quite enough to read and write two hours and a half before breakfast. After breakfast they all three adjourn to the library till one, when Mr. St. Croix takes his walk for an hour; she and my father read, or write, or walk till three. Before she went to Bradfield, Mr. St. Croix had but one hour. She 473has a table and great chair filled with books in all languages, as she reads in every language every day to keep them up—Greek, Latin, Italian, Hebrew, Arabic, German, Spanish, French, Dutch, &c. &c. &c.

Here ends the diary. Arthur Young passed away on Sackville Street on April 20, 1820, and was buried at Bradfield. The following letter from Mary Young to her brother in Russia provides some details about his final years. The letter (undated) seems to be from 1818: ‘My father is planning to go to Bradfield in June with Miss Francis and Mr. St. Croix. He is worried that Miss Francis (who is a granddaughter of Dr. Burney and a daughter of Mrs. Broom from her first marriage) will join the Wilberforces in Brighton and leave him. While at Bradfield, she sleeps above the servants’ hall, with a thread tied around her wrist and passed through the keyhole, which he pulls at four or five times until he wakes her up. Then she gets up and walks with him for two hours on the turnpike to a cottage or somewhere, and they get milk at a farmhouse; she hands out religious tracts, asks people about their beliefs, reads to them, and quizzes them. They return at half-past six, which is when Mr. St. Croix (his secretary) gets up; he finds it plenty to read and write for two and a half hours before breakfast. After breakfast, the three of them head to the library until one, when Mr. St. Croix goes out for an hour; she and my father read, write, or walk until three. Before she went to Bradfield, Mr. St. Croix only had one hour. She has a table and a big chair loaded with books in all languages, as she reads in every language every day to keep up—Greek, Latin, Italian, Hebrew, Arabic, German, Spanish, French, Dutch, etc., etc., etc.’

‘My father puts children to school at Cuckfield, Stanningfield, and Bradfield. Every morning, summer or winter, she inspects and teaches at these schools. Every Sunday they all meet in the hall and read, and are catechised; and every Sunday night a hundred meet, when St. Croix reads a sermon and a chapter, and my father explains for an hour, after which a prayer dismisses them! Last summer they went to church at Acton or Ampton every Sunday, each church ten miles out and ten home, besides teaching the schools and the meeting at night in the hall.

‘My father sends kids to school at Cuckfield, Stanningfield, and Bradfield. Every morning, whether it’s summer or winter, she checks in and teaches at these schools. Every Sunday, they all gather in the hall to read and are taught lessons; and every Sunday night, about a hundred people come together, where St. Croix reads a sermon and a chapter, and my father explains for an hour. After that, they end with a prayer! Last summer, they attended church at Acton or Ampton every Sunday, with each church being ten miles away and ten miles back, in addition to teaching at the schools and the evening meeting in the hall.

‘He has taken out a licence for the hall, as there is an assembly of people which would have been otherwise liable to an information.

‘He has obtained a license for the hall, as there is a gathering of people that would otherwise have been subject to a citation.

‘Adieu, my dear Arthur. Are we ever to meet any more?

‘Goodbye, my dear Arthur. Will we ever see each other again?

‘Yours affectionately,
‘M. Y.’

The following is added by Mr. St. Croix:—

The following is added by Mr. St. Croix:—

‘Mr. Young’s benevolent exertions for the poor in his own and the adjoining parishes, and constant plan for welfare and relief of their necessities, was very beautiful, and I believe and fear very uncommon. To women this attention is natural.

‘Mr. Young’s generous efforts for the poor in his own and nearby parishes, along with his ongoing plans for their welfare and relief from hardship, were truly admirable, and I believe, though I fear, quite rare. This kind of attention is natural for women.

‘H. More truly says, “Charity is the employment of a female; the care of the poor is her profession;” 474but to see this extend to the other sex, to witness the same solicitude for the distresses of the ignorant, unextinguished by business or by ingratitude, in a man of such activity of genius as Mr. Y., was indeed an impressive sight. At one time he established spinning matches; a cap was the prize, and several young girls contended for it, the best spinner being victorious. This occasioned industry and emulation, certainly; but even this was not without its attendant evil, and Mr. Y. finally abandoned it, from the dread of encouraging vanity, and appropriated the money to winter feasts.

‘H. More rightly says, “Charity is a woman’s work; caring for the poor is her profession;” 474 but to see this extend to men, to witness the same concern for the struggles of the ignorant, unshaken by work or ingratitude, in a man as dynamic as Mr. Y., was truly a powerful sight. At one point, he organized spinning competitions; a cap was the prize, and several young girls competed for it, with the best spinner winning. This encouraged diligence and competition, for sure; but it wasn’t without its downsides, and Mr. Y. eventually gave it up, fearing that it could foster vanity, and redirected the funds to winter feasts.

‘In this cold, unproductive season, there were amongst the poor constant endeavours and constant failure at repletion. Every Sunday after church a set of poor people, chiefly children, were invited, and a plentiful dinner provided for them, Mr. Y. waiting on them and carving himself.

‘In this cold, unproductive season, there were among the poor constant efforts and ongoing failures at having enough to eat. Every Sunday after church, a group of poor people, mostly children, were invited, and a generous dinner was provided for them, with Mr. Y. serving them and carving the food himself.

‘But this he was at last obliged to relinquish. The Sunday cooking was certainly a grand objection; and some neighbouring ladies who had (charity) schools remonstrated at the absence of the children, who were crazy if they were not allowed to forsake everything in order to attend Mr. Y.’s dinners. But another scheme, more extensive and more useful, succeeded this—namely, the introduction of straw-plaiting among the young cottagers.’

‘But he ultimately had to give this up. The Sunday cooking was definitely a big issue; and some nearby ladies who ran charity schools complained about the absence of the children, who went wild if they couldn't drop everything to attend Mr. Y.’s dinners. However, another plan, which was broader and more beneficial, followed this—specifically, the introduction of straw-plaiting among the local young people.’

475

INDEX

  • Abercorn, Marquis of, 347
  • Aldworth, Richard, 72
  • Allen, Alderman (father-in-law of Arthur Young), 32
  • — —(son of the above), 60
  • — Mrs., 36, 38
  • Althorp, Lord, 313
  • Amorette, Abate, 176
  • Anson, Mr., 394
  • Arblay, Madame d’, 23 note 12, 32 note 29, 61 note 52, 100 note 74, 135 note 99, 196, 214, 216
  • Arbuthnot, Mr. (son of Viscount Arbuthnot), 66, 92, 97, 98, 124
  • Armstead, Mrs., 260
  • Ashby, Rev. George, 104 and note 79, 114, 129
  • Aspin, Miss, 15
  • Attwood, Mr., 471
  • Auckland, Lord, 314
  • Augusta of Saxe Gotha (Princess of Wales), 16
  • Ingoldsby, Dr., 19
  • — General, 4, 5, 6, 7
  • — Mrs., 6, 10
  • Kalaskowski, Count, 144
  • Kames, Lord, 84 and note 63
  • Keene, Mr. and Mrs., 3
  • Kennon, Mrs. Sidney, 10, 11, 12, 13
  • 481Kenrick, Dr., 27 and note 14
  • Keppel, Lord, 108
  • Kingsborough, Lord, 76, 77-80
  • Kinsman, Mr. (master of Bury St. Edmunds School), 7
  • Knight, Cornelia, 368 and note 208
  • Nepean, Mr., 341, 342
  • Neve, Miss, 467
  • Neville, Mr., 134
  • Newcastle, Duke of, 16
  • North, Lord, 60, 107, 201
  • — Rev. Mr., 344
  • Northey, Mr., 363
  • Queensberry, Duke of, 192
  • Radnor, Lord, 161
  • Richardson, Samuel, 192
  • Richmond, Legh, 460
  • Roberts, Dr., Provost of Eton, 142
  • — Lewis, 91 and note 67
  • Robertson, Messrs. (of Lynn), 22, 23
  • Rochefoucault, Counts de la, 119-121, 154
  • Rochester, Bishop of, 4, 28
  • Rockingham, Marquis of, 42, 50
  • Roper, Dr., 52
  • Rose, George (President of the Board of Trade), 132 and note 97, 137, 221, 241, 242
  • Ross, Bishop, 160
  • Rosslyn, Lord, 360
  • Rossmore, Lord, 347
  • Rostopchin, Count, 387, 401
  • Ruggles, Th., 194 and note 143
  • Rumford, Count, 323
  • Ryder, Lady Susan, 327, 328
  • — Mr., 327, 386
  • Thornhill, Major, 78, 79
  • Thurlow, Lord, 161
  • Tillet, Mr. de, 170
  • Tomlinson, Mr., 22
  • — Mrs. (sister of Arthur Young), 20, 22, 126
  • Tour du Pin, Count de la, 257
  • Townsend, Rev. J., 407 and note 227
  • Townshend, Lord, 136
  • Trant, Mr. and Mrs., 73
  • Tuam, Archbishop of, 75
  • 485Turner, Miss, 15
  • Turton, Dr., 264, 273, 274
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1. Lavenham is a very pretty village, with splendid church, lying between Sudbury and Whelnethan, whilst Bury St. Edmunds is the second town in Suffolk.

1. Lavenham is a beautiful village with an impressive church, located between Sudbury and Whelnethan, while Bury St. Edmunds is the second largest town in Suffolk.

2. Memoirs of Richard Cumberland, 1806.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Memoirs of Richard Cumberland, 1806.

3. Elsewhere Arthur Young mentions a severe flogging ‘very properly’ administered by his father for an act of cruelty, adding, ‘It was the only time that I ever received any correction at his hands, yet he was a remarkably passionate man.’

3. Elsewhere, Arthur Young talks about a harsh beating that his father gave him for an act of cruelty, saying, "It was the only time I ever got punishment from him, yet he was a really passionate man."

4. Robert Sutton, physician and inoculist, 1757, Dict. of Biography, Sampson Low. Dr. Guy’s Public Health has the following: ‘The Suttons were noted for their success in inoculation, but Dr. Gregory gives more credit to diet and exposure to air than to the antimonial and mercurial medicines they extolled.’

4. Robert Sutton, a doctor and inoculation expert, 1757, Dict. of Biography, Sampson Low. Dr. Guy’s Public Health says: ‘The Suttons were famous for their success in inoculation, but Dr. Gregory attributes more success to diet and fresh air than to the antimonial and mercurial medicines they praised.’

5. Hero of The Beaux’ Stratagem, G. Farquhar.

5. Hero of The Beaux’ Stratagem, G. Farquhar.

6. Till the last generation it was the fashion to brew one’s own beer in Suffolk.

6. Until the last generation, it was common to brew your own beer in Suffolk.

7. ‘The buildings and yards necessary for the business of a farm.’—Webster.

7. ‘The structures and grounds required for running a farm.’—Webster.

8. Nicholas Saunderson, D.D., author of the Elements of Algebra, in ten books, 1740.

8. Nicholas Saunderson, D.D., author of the Elements of Algebra, in ten volumes, 1740.

9. The Mitchell Election, a petition brought by Lord Orwell and Colonel Wedderburn against undue election and return for borough of Mitchell, in Cornwall. See Commons’ Journals, xxii., xxiv. and xxxii.

9. The Mitchell Election, a petition filed by Lord Orwell and Colonel Wedderburn challenging the improper election and return for the borough of Mitchell in Cornwall. See Commons’ Journals, xxii., xxiv. and xxxii.

10. The Duke of Cumberland.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Duke of Cumberland.

11. M. de Miripoix, then French Ambassador at St. James’s.

11. Mr. de Miripoix, the French Ambassador at St. James’s.

12. Dr. Charles Burney, author of the History of Music, father of Madame d’Arblay.

12. Dr. Charles Burney, writer of the History of Music, father of Madame d’Arblay.

13. The following notes are taken from a small memorandum-book appended to memorials:—

13. The following notes are taken from a small notebook attached to memorials:—

‘1761.    July 23.—Leak in full (meaning debts), 5l. 5s.
Sept. 22.—Coronation.
”    28.—To Court.
Oct. 9.—Blackheath; cards.
Dec.   —To London with Ed. Allen.
”   31.—Debts 62l.
(My) History of the War published.’

14. Dr. Kenrick, critic of the Monthly Review, attacked Dr. Johnson, who said, ‘I do not think myself bound by Kenrick’s rules.’

14. Dr. Kenrick, a critic for the Monthly Review, criticized Dr. Johnson, who responded, "I don’t feel obligated to follow Kenrick’s rules."

15. Joseph and Mary Collier; the first, author of a History of England.

15. Joseph and Mary Collier; the first, author of a History of England.

16. Gesner Solomon, born at Zurich, 1730.

16. Gesner Solomon, born in Zurich, 1730.

17. The Jealous Wife.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Jealous Wife.

18. The Alchemist.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Alchemist.

19. The Provoked Wife.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Provoked Wife.

20. The Man of Mode.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Man of Mode.

21. The Rehearsal.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Rehearsal.

22. Love Makes a Man.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Love Makes a Man.

23. The Wonder.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Wonder.

24. The Suspicious Husband.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Suspicious Husband.

25. The Beaux’ Stratagem.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Beaux' Stratagem.

26. She Stoops to Conquer.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. She Stoops to Conquer.

This last play seems to have been first acted in 1773. See Brewer’s Reader’s Handbook.

This last play appears to have first been performed in 1773. See Brewer’s Reader’s Handbook.

27. ‘The coarse pot-house valour of Sir John Brute, Garrick’s famous part, is finely contrasted with the fine lady airs and affectation of his wife.’—Chambers’s English Literature.

27. ‘The rough, boisterous bravado of Sir John Brute, Garrick’s famous role, is beautifully contrasted with the pretentious sophistication and airs of his wife.’—Chambers’s English Literature.

28. ‘All the domestic business will be taken from my wife’s hands, I shallI shall shall make the tea, comb the dogs, and dress the children myself.’—Fribble, in Miss in her Teens (Garrick).

28. ‘All the household chores will be taken off my wife’s plate, I willI shall make the tea, groom the dogs, and get the kids ready myself.’—Fribble, in Miss in her Teens (Garrick).

29. Mrs. Young was sister to Fanny Burney’s stepmother. The marriage proved unhappy from the beginning.

29. Mrs. Young was the sister of Fanny Burney’s stepmother. The marriage was unhappy from the start.

30. See his work, Les Intérêts de la France mal entendus, Henri, Comte de Boulainvilliers, voluminous author on French history, 1658-1722.

30. Check out his work, The Misunderstood Interests of France, Henri, Count de Boulainvilliers, a prolific author on French history, 1658-1722.

31. Rev. W. Harte, poet, writer on rural affairs, historian, 1700-1774. Dr. Johnson much commended Harte as a scholar and a man of the most companionable talents he had ever known. He said the defects in his history (Gustavus Adolphus) arose not from imbecility, but from foppery. His Essays on Husbandry is an elegant, erudite, and valuable work (Lowndes).

31. Rev. W. Harte, poet, writer on rural issues, historian, 1700-1774. Dr. Johnson highly praised Harte as a scholar and one of the most affable people he had ever met. He noted that the flaws in his history (Gustavus Adolphus) were not due to incompetence, but to pretentiousness. His Essays on Husbandry is a refined, knowledgeable, and important work (Lowndes).

32. The accompanying letter is included in Arthur Young’s correspondence of this year, and is given, although not addressed to himself.

32. The letter that goes with this is part of Arthur Young’s correspondence from this year and is included here, even though it wasn't addressed to him.

33. Duhamel du Monceau, botanist and agronome, contributor to the Encyclopédie, 1700-1781.

33. Duhamel du Monceau, a botanist and agriculture expert, contributor to the Encyclopedia, 1700-1781.

34. Patulle. A French writer on agriculture.

34. Patulle. A French author focused on farming.

35. Here is an illustration. The Suffolk husbandman’s afternoon collation is invariably called ‘beaver.’ In Nares’ Glossary we find, ‘Bever, from the Sp. and It.: an intermediate refreshment between breakfast and dinner.’ ‘Without any prejudice to their bevers, drinkings, and suppers.’—B. and Fletcher, ‘The Woman Hater.’

35. Here is an illustration. The Suffolk farmer’s afternoon snack is always referred to as ‘beaver.’ In Nares’ Glossary we find, ‘Bever, from the Spanish and Italian: a light meal between breakfast and lunch.’ ‘Without any impact on their bevers, drinks, and dinners.’—B. and Fletcher, ‘The Woman Hater.’

36. ‘A child’s game, in which pins are pushed alternately.’—Webster.

36. ‘A kid's game where players take turns pushing pins.’—Webster.

37. Included in A Farmer’s Letters.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Featured in A Farmer’s Letters.

38. ‘We were married more than two years.’ [Note by A. Y.]

38. 'We've been married for over two years.' [Note by A. Y.]

39. ‘The Mashamshire Molly,’ afterwards Countess of Harcourt.

39. ‘The Mashamshire Molly,’ later known as Countess of Harcourt.

40. It must be remembered that turnips were a comparative novelty at this date, not being cultivated as food for cattle till the latter part of the last century.

40. It's important to remember that turnips were relatively new at this time, as they weren't grown as food for cattle until the late part of the last century.

41. Nicolo Piccini, 1728-1800, composer of the opera Zénobie, &c.

41. Nicolo Piccini, 1728-1800, composer of the opera Zénobie, etc.

42. Samuel Whitbread, son of a great brewer, distinguished in Parliamentary life as a vigorous assailant of Pitt; committed suicide 1815.

42. Samuel Whitbread, the son of a prominent brewer, was known in Parliament for his strong criticism of Pitt; he died by suicide in 1815.

43. Entry in memorandum-book of this year: ‘The year’s receipts, 1,167l.

43. Entry in the memo book of this year: ‘The year’s earnings, 1,167l.

44. Sic in author’s MS.; ‘translated’ would seem to be the word.

44. Thus in the author's manuscript; 'translated' seems to be the right word.

45. In a memorandum-book occurs the following entry: ‘1771.—Receipts, 697l.; expenses, 360l.—I know not how.’

45. In a notebook, there's this note: ‘1771.—Income, 697l.; expenses, 360l.—I have no idea how.’

46. Estimated population of England and Wales in 1770, 7,428,000.—Haydn’s Dictionary of Dates.

46. Estimated population of England and Wales in 1770: 7,428,000. —Haydn’s Dictionary of Dates.

47. The first census was taken in 1801.

47. The first census happened in 1801.

48. 1740-1821. The friend and editor of Gibbon.

48. 1740-1821. The friend and editor of Gibbon.

49. Founded 1754, mainly owing to the efforts of Mr. Shipley and Lord Folkestone.

49. Established in 1754, primarily due to the efforts of Mr. Shipley and Lord Folkestone.

50. This evidently depended on the Society of Arts.

50. This clearly depended on the Society of Arts.

51. King’s waiter. I have not been able to discover the precise nature of this sinecure.

51. King's waiter. I haven't been able to figure out exactly what this job entails.

52. ‘Mr. Young is not well, and appears almost overcome with the horrors of his situation; in fact, he is almost destitute. This is a dreadful trial for him, yet I am persuaded he will find some means of extricating himself from his distress—at least, if genius, spirit, and enterprise can prevail.’—Early Diaries of Fanny Burney.

52. 'Mr. Young isn’t well and seems almost overwhelmed by the horrors of his situation; in fact, he is nearly broke. This is a terrible trial for him, but I believe he will find a way to pull himself out of his troubles—at least if talent, determination, and initiative can make a difference.'—Early Diaries of Fanny Burney.

53. Dr. Alexander Hunter, died 1809, editor of Evelyn’s Sylva, and author of Georgical Essays, ‘an able and esteemed work’ (Lowndes).

53. Dr. Alexander Hunter, who passed away in 1809, was the editor of Evelyn’s Sylva and the author of Georgical Essays, described as ‘a skilled and respected work’ (Lowndes).

54. Appears to have been brother to the Hon. Robert Arbuthnot, third son of John, Viscount Arbuthnot, whose death is recorded in the Annual Register of 1801.

54. Seems to have been the brother of the Hon. Robert Arbuthnot, the third son of John, Viscount Arbuthnot, whose death is noted in the Annual Register of 1801.

55. First Marquis of Lansdowne; took part in Lord Chatham’s Ministry.

55. First Marquis of Lansdowne; participated in Lord Chatham’s administration.

56. This use of the word as respectworthy is noticeable.

56. This use of the word as admirable is noticeable.

57. Whisky: a light carriage built for rapid motion.—Webster.

57. Whiskey: a lightweight vehicle designed for quick travel.—Webster.

58. Edward Wakefield, An Account of Ireland: Political and Stastical. 1812.

58. Edward Wakefield, An Account of Ireland: Political and Statistical. 1812.

59. Entries in memorandum-book ‘the year’s receipts, 1,145l. Wrote Alcon and Flavia, a poem.’

59. Entries in my notebook: 'This year's earnings, £1,145. Wrote Alcon and Flavia, a poem.'

60. This curious arrangement seems to have been faithfully kept, as will be seen later on.

60. This unusual setup appears to have been carefully maintained, as will be shown later.

61. Wear: sea-term, to bring a ship on.—Bailey’s Dictionary.

61. Wear: nautical term, to steer a ship.—Bailey’s Dictionary.

62. In memorandum-book occurs this note: ‘Correspondence with Wight printed in his reports.’ This seems to be Alexander Wight, author of ‘An Enquiry into the Rise and Progress of Parliament, chiefly in Scotland.’

62. In the notebook, there's a note: ‘Correspondence with Wight printed in his reports.’ This appears to refer to Alexander Wight, the author of ‘An Enquiry into the Rise and Progress of Parliament, mainly in Scotland.’

63. Henry Home, a Scotch judge, better known by the title of Lord Kames, author of several legal and other works, among them ‘Introduction to the Art of Thinking.’ Died 1782.

63. Henry Home, a Scottish judge, also known as Lord Kames, was the author of several legal and other works, including ‘Introduction to the Art of Thinking.’ He passed away in 1782.

64. Corn bounty in Ireland, 1780. This was granted by the Irish Parliament. The Lord Lieutenant, in his speech at the close of the session, said: ‘Ample bounties on the export of your corn, your linen, and your sail-cloth have been granted.’ See Annual Register, 1780, p. 338.

64. Corn bounty in Ireland, 1780. This was approved by the Irish Parliament. In his closing speech for the session, the Lord Lieutenant stated: ‘Generous incentives for exporting your corn, linen, and sail-cloth have been approved.’ See Annual Register, 1780, p. 338.

65. Beat: participial adjective.—Webster.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Beat: participial adjective. —Webster.

66. Stetch: as much land as lies between one farm and another.—Prov. Eng., Halliwell.

66. Stretch: the amount of land that exists between one farm and the next.—Prov. Eng., Halliwell.

67. Lewis Roberts, The Merchant’s Map of Commerce, London, 1638. ‘The first systematic writer upon trade in the English language’ (Lowndes).

67. Lewis Roberts, The Merchant’s Map of Commerce, London, 1638. 'The first comprehensive writer on trade in English' (Lowndes).

68. Had this sentence appeared in print anterior to Macaulay’s famous passage, the latter might have been deemed a plagiarism.

68. If this sentence had been published before Macaulay’s famous passage, the latter might have been considered a plagiarism.

69. Hugh Boyd, a writer whose real name was Macaulay, author of two political tracts now forgotten. Died at Madras in 1791, having dissipated his wife’s fortune and his own.

69. Hugh Boyd, a writer whose actual name was Macaulay, authored two political pamphlets that are now overlooked. He passed away in Madras in 1791, having squandered both his wife’s wealth and his own.

70. Alex. Wedderburn, Earl of Rosslyn, Baron Loughborough. In 1778 Attorney-General; in 1793 succeeded Lord Thurlow to the Chancellorship. Died 1805.

70. Alex. Wedderburn, Earl of Rosslyn, Baron Loughborough. In 1778, he was the Attorney-General; in 1793, he took over the Chancellorship from Lord Thurlow. Died in 1805.

71. Richard Watson, a celebrated prelate. In 1796 he published an answer to Paine’s Age of Reason. He was left an estate worth 24,000l. by a Mr. Luther, an entire stranger to him, author of many theological works and memoirs of himself. Died 1816.

71. Richard Watson, a well-known church leader. In 1796, he published a response to Paine’s Age of Reason. He inherited an estate valued at 24,000 l. from Mr. Luther, who was a complete stranger to him and the author of several theological works and memoirs about himself. He died in 1816.

72. Died in 1804. There is a notice of this writer in Watts’ Bibliotheca Britannica.

72. Died in 1804. There is a mention of this writer in Watts’ Britannica.

73. Irish Linen Board, established 1711; the Board abolished 1828. We do not learn upon what business Mr. Arbuthnot had gone to France.

73. Irish Linen Board, founded in 1711; the Board was dissolved in 1828. We don’t find out what business Mr. Arbuthnot went to France for.

74. That Arthur Young’s society was equally agreeable to the other sex Fanny Burney tells us. In the gossipy, ecstatic journal of her girlhood she writes: ‘Last night, whilst Hetty, Susey, and myself were at tea, that lively, charming, spirited Mr. Young entered the room. Oh, how glad we were to see him!’

74. Fanny Burney tells us that Arthur Young’s company was just as enjoyable for women. In her lively and enthusiastic journal from her youth, she writes: ‘Last night, while Hetty, Susey, and I were having tea, that lively, charming, spirited Mr. Young walked into the room. Oh, how happy we were to see him!’

75. A Suffolk squire, ardent Whig, and of considerable literary attainments. At his expense was published Bloomfield’s Farmer’s Boy.

75. A Suffolk landowner, passionate Whig, and quite accomplished in literature. He funded the publication of Bloomfield’s Farmer’s Boy.

76. Frederick Hervey, Episcopal Earl of Bristol. The Annual Register for 1803 has the following: ‘His love of art and science was only surpassed by love of his country and generosity to the unfortunate of every country. He was a great traveller, and there is not a country of Europe in which the distressed have not obtained his succour. He was among the leaders of Irish patriots during the American War, and a member of the Convention of Volunteer Delegates in 1782. He was on this occasion escorted from Derry to Dublin by volunteer cavalry, receiving military honours at every town. He died at Albano, Rome, surrounded by artists whose talents his judgment had directed and whose wants his liberality had supplied.’

76. Frederick Hervey, Episcopal Earl of Bristol. The Annual Register for 1803 states: ‘His passion for art and science was only surpassed by his love for his country and his generosity towards the unfortunate in every nation. He was a great traveler, and there isn't a European country where those in distress haven't received his help. He was a leader among Irish patriots during the American War and a member of the Convention of Volunteer Delegates in 1782. During this time, he was escorted from Derry to Dublin by volunteer cavalry, receiving military honors in every town. He died in Albano, Rome, surrounded by artists whose talents he guided and whose needs he generously supported.’

77. By an irony of fate, Arthur Young, who had found farm after farm in his own hands a disaster, was now by general acceptance the first European authority on agriculture.

77. Ironically, Arthur Young, who had encountered disaster after disaster in his own farming endeavors, was now widely recognized as the leading European expert on agriculture.

78. The History and Antiquities of Hawstead and Hardwicke, in Suffolk. The second edition appeared in 1813, with notes by Sir T. Gery-Cullum.

78. The History and Antiquities of Hawstead and Hardwicke, in Suffolk. The second edition was published in 1813, with notes by Sir T. Gery-Cullum.

79. Author of many antiquarian treatises.

79. Author of many historical papers.

80. Sold by auction in December 1896.

80. Auctioned off in December 1896.

81. Richard Valpy, D.D., 1754-1836, distinguished scholar, voluminous writer on educational works, and author of the famous Greek and Latin grammars.

81. Richard Valpy, D.D., 1754-1836, was a notable scholar, prolific writer on educational topics, and the creator of the well-known Greek and Latin grammars.

82. This Bill to disable Revenue officers from voting in Parliamentary elections was introduced April 16, 1782, and read a third time on the 25th; read a third time in the House of Lords by 34 Contents to 18 Non-contents. See. Hansard.

82. This bill, which prevents revenue officers from voting in parliamentary elections, was introduced on April 16, 1782, and was read a third time on the 25th; it was read a third time in the House of Lords with 34 in favor and 18 against. See. Hansard.

83. ‘My lovely Bobbin’—christened Martha Ann—the adored child whose loss at the age of fourteen was the great sorrow of Arthur Young’s life. The pet name of ‘Bobbin’ originated in that of ‘Robin,’ which the child gave herself but could not pronounce.

83. ‘My lovely Bobbin’—named Martha Ann—the cherished child whose passing at fourteen was the greatest sadness of Arthur Young’s life. The nickname ‘Bobbin’ came from her attempt to say ‘Robin,’ which she gave herself but couldn’t quite pronounce.

84. Dr. J. Symonds, Professor of Modern History at Cambridge, was LL.D., and wrote a book, Hints and Observations on Scripture.

84. Dr. J. Symonds, Professor of Modern History at Cambridge, held an LL.D. and wrote a book titled Hints and Observations on Scripture.

85. The Bishop misquotes from memory. The quotation is from Horace, Ep. Bk. I. iii. 21; agis should be audes.

85. The Bishop misremembers the quote. It's from Horace, Ep. Bk. I. iii. 21; agis should actually be audes.

86. Published 1703, giving an account of the trial of Charles I., of Montrose, &c.

86. Published in 1703, providing a report on the trial of Charles I, Montrose, etc.

87. Died in great poverty, 1808, and was buried in St. Paul’s Cathedral.

87. Died in extreme poverty, 1808, and was buried in St. Paul’s Cathedral.

88. The society of Arts, Adelphi.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Arts Society, Adelphi.

89. This apparently refers to Barry’s report of the Royal Academy.

89. This seems to reference Barry’s report to the Royal Academy.

90. The friend of Louis XVI., who summoned courage to announce the fall of the Bastille. ‘It is a revolt?’ said the King. ‘Sire,’ replied the Duke, ‘it is a revolution.’ This amiable and well-intentioned man leaned towards a constitutional monarchy; finding this hopeless, he emigrated, returning after exile to Liancourt (Seine and Oise), ending his days among a community he had raised morally and materially. Died 1827.

90. The friend of Louis XVI who found the courage to report the fall of the Bastille. ‘Is it a revolt?’ asked the King. ‘Your Majesty,’ replied the Duke, ‘it's a revolution.’ This kind and well-meaning man supported a constitutional monarchy; finding that impossible, he left the country, and returned after his exile to Liancourt (Seine and Oise), spending his final days among a community he had uplifted both morally and materially. Died 1827.

91. His brother must not be wholly judged from Madame Roland’s portrait, penned in prison. The ‘Queen of the Gironde’ no more than her fellow-partisans was free from political animus. It is true that Lazowski threw himself into the very heart of Sans-culottisme, and that his funeral oration (1792) was pronounced by Robespierre. His alleged share in the September massacres requires stronger evidence than that of his bitterest enemies at bay.

91. We shouldn't fully judge his brother based on Madame Roland's portrait, written while she was in prison. The 'Queen of the Gironde,' just like her fellow supporters, was not free from political bias. It’s true that Lazowski was deeply involved in Radical politics, and Robespierre delivered his funeral speech in 1792. However, to prove his supposed involvement in the September massacres, we need stronger evidence than the claims of his most bitter enemies trying to attack him.

92. ‘That part of a horse’s foot between the toe and heel, being the side of the coffin.’—Farrier’s Dict.

92. ‘That section of a horse’s hoof between the toe and heel, representing the side of the hoof.’—Farrier’s Dict.

93. This project developed into one much more formidable than the writer at this period conceived, namely, that monumental history—or, rather, encyclopædia—of agriculture never destined to see the light. For three-quarters of a century the ten folio volumes of manuscript garnished the library of Bradfield Hall, perhaps once in twenty years to be taken down by some curious guest. What was to have been Arthur Young’s crowning achievement and legacy to future ages is, fortunately, not wholly lost to posterity. The ten volumes are now housed in the MS. department of the British Museum.

93. This project turned out to be much more ambitious than the writer imagined at the time, specifically, a monumental history—or rather, an encyclopedia—of agriculture that was never meant to be published. For seventy-five years, the ten folio volumes of manuscript sat in the library of Bradfield Hall, only occasionally pulled down by a curious visitor, maybe once every twenty years. What was meant to be Arthur Young’s greatest achievement and his gift to future generations is, thankfully, not entirely lost to history. The ten volumes are now stored in the MS. department of the British Museum.

94. Bradfield Hall was sold on the death of Arthur Young’s last descendant, the late Arthur Young, Esq., in 1896.

94. Bradfield Hall was sold after the passing of Arthur Young’s last descendant, the late Arthur Young, Esq., in 1896.

95. Proverb, ‘The pot calls the kettle black.’—Bailey’s Dict.

95. Proverb, ‘The pot calls the kettle black.’—Bailey’s Dict.

96. The Peace of Westphalia.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Westphalia Peace Treaty.

97. George Rose, President of the Board of Trade. Died 1818.

97. George Rose, President of the Board of Trade. Died 1818.

98. This measure is referred to on page 137.

98. This reference is mentioned on page 137.

99. Arthur Young’s fishing parties are described in Fanny Burney’s Camilla.

99. Arthur Young's fishing trips are mentioned in Fanny Burney's Camilla.

100. Founded 1785.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Established 1785.

101. Robert Bakewell, died 1795, a celebrated grazier. It was wittily remarked that ‘his animals were too dear for anyone to buy, and too fat for anyone to eat.’

101. Robert Bakewell, who died in 1795, was a famous livestock breeder. It was humorously noted that "his animals were too expensive for anyone to purchase, and too plump for anyone to eat."

102. ‘Turnip Townshend,’ ancestor of the Lord Townshend here named, was celebrated in the famous lines—

102. ‘Turnip Townshend,’ the ancestor of the Lord Townshend mentioned here, was famous for the well-known lines—

‘Why of two brothers, rich and restless, one
Ploughs, burns, manures, and toils from sun to sun;
The other slights for women, sports, and wines,
All Townshend’s turnips and all Grosvenor’s mines.’
Pope’s 6th translation of Horace.

103. This seems to refer to Mr. Pitt’s resolutions upon the commercial intercourse between England and Ireland. The debate thereon began February 22, 1785. See. Hansard.

103. This appears to relate to Mr. Pitt’s proposals regarding trade relations between England and Ireland. The discussion started on February 22, 1785. See. Hansard.

104. How different would be the list of a labouring man’s ‘necessaries’ in these days!

104. How different would the list of a working person's 'essentials' be these days!

105. Arthur Young’s only son, born 1769.

105. Arthur Young’s only son, born in 1769.

106. Express, n., a messenger sent on a special errand.—Webster.

106. Express, n., a courier dispatched for a specific purpose.—Webster.

107. Published in the Annals.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Published in the *Annals*.

108. Dr. Egan, Royal Park Academy.

108. Dr. Egan, Royal Park Academy.

109. The writer’s memory is at fault here. His correspondence with Dr. Priestley is dated 1783. The letters, however, are given here, as otherwise they would not be intelligible.

109. The writer's memory is mistaken in this case. His communication with Dr. Priestley is from 1783. However, the letters are included here, as they would otherwise be confusing.

110. Mr. Magellan. This gentleman, often mentioned in A. Y.’s correspondence as descendant of the great Portuguese discoverer, seems to have attained some proficiency—even eminence—in science.

110. Mr. Magellan. This guy, frequently referenced in A. Y.’s letters as a descendant of the famous Portuguese explorer, appears to have achieved some knowledge—perhaps even a notable standing—in science.

111. Secretary to the Society of Arts.

111. Secretary of the Society of Arts.

112. An old Suffolk family. Captain Plampin, mentioned in the French travels, is noticed in the new Dictionary of National Biography.

112. An old Suffolk family. Captain Plampin, mentioned in the French travels, is noted in the new Dictionary of National Biography.

113. M. Lazowski’s broken English is given as we find it.

113. M. Lazowski’s broken English is presented just as it is.

114. Catalonia.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Catalonia.

115. It has been found impossible to include this letter from want of space.

115. It has been deemed impossible to include this letter due to lack of space.

116. A sort of plough for sowing grain in drills.

116. A type of plow used for planting seeds in rows.

117. A chance or passing boat.

117. An opportunity or a passing boat.

118. As Arthur Young’s letters, with trifling excisions, are incorporated into the famous travels, I do not give them here. His anxiety about Bobbin is ever apparent. ‘Give Bobbin a kiss for me. God send her well,’ he writes to his eldest daughter Mary; and, in another letter, ‘Remember me to your mother, and tell Bobbin I never forget her.’ ‘The Robin,’ or Bobbin, was now five years old.

118. Since Arthur Young’s letters, with minor cuts, are included in the famous travels, I won't provide them here. His concern for Bobbin is always clear. "Give Bobbin a kiss for me. I hope she’s doing well," he writes to his oldest daughter Mary; and in another letter, "Say hi to your mom for me, and tell Bobbin I never forget her." 'The Robin,' or Bobbin, was now five years old.

119. Statist, political and agricultural writer; born 1754, died 1835. Sat in Parliament for several constituencies, and took an active part in political and scientific movements; was also a voluminous writer.

119. A statist, political, and agricultural writer; born in 1754, died in 1835. Served in Parliament for several constituencies and was actively involved in political and scientific movements; he was also a prolific writer.

120. The Prince and Princess de Polignac, after receiving countless honours, privileges, and substantial favours from Louis XVI. and the Queen, were among the first to desert them. The present head of this ancient house married a daughter of Mr. Singer, inventor of the sewing-machine.

120. The Prince and Princess de Polignac, after receiving numerous honors, privileges, and significant favors from Louis XVI and the Queen, were among the first to abandon them. The current head of this historic family married a daughter of Mr. Singer, the inventor of the sewing machine.

121. A Bill prohibiting the exportation of wool passed the House of Commons, May 15, 1788.

121. A bill to ban the export of wool was approved by the House of Commons on May 15, 1788.

122. President of the Royal Society, and supporter of the cause of agriculture and science; died 1810.

122. President of the Royal Society and advocate for agriculture and science; passed away in 1810.

123. ‘Then came the Oude case, that lasted no less than twenty-one days, and ended by a speech from Sheridan on which great labour and pains had been bestowed. This speech had been looked forward to as rivalling the great Begum speech of the same orator’ (Knight). Is not A. Y. here thinking of the great Begum speech of an earlier session?

123. ‘Then came the Oude case, which lasted for twenty-one days and ended with a speech from Sheridan that required a lot of effort and care. People had anticipated this speech, hoping it would be on par with the famous Begum speech by the same speaker’ (Knight). Isn't A. Y. thinking of the famous Begum speech from an earlier session?

124. The author of Sandford and Merton died 1789 from the kick of a colt, which he had refused to have broken in on account of the cruelty usually involved in the process.

124. The author of Sandford and Merton died in 1789 from a kick by a colt, which he had chosen not to break in because of the usual cruelty involved in that process.

125. Died 1809. One of the most active members of the Royal Humane Society; fell a victim to his devotion in attending the sick and wounded Austrian soldiers on the field of Wagram.

125. Died 1809. He was one of the most active members of the Royal Humane Society and lost his life while caring for sick and wounded Austrian soldiers on the battlefield at Wagram.

126. See vol. x. of the Annals of Agriculture.

126. See vol. x. of the Annals of Agriculture.

127. Sic.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Sic.

128. Written about 1816.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Written around 1816.

129. Wild chicory or succory, used by the French as a winter salad, and in the adulteration of coffee.

129. Wild chicory or succory, used by the French as a winter salad and in the mixing of coffee.

130. Refers (see below) to a work by Baron Huthhausen on the servitude of the Silesian peasantry.

130. Refers (see below) to a work by Baron Huthhausen on the servitude of the Silesian peasantry.

131. For this article see Annals of Agriculture, vol. ix. p. 479.

131. For this article, see Annals of Agriculture, vol. 9, p. 479.

132. Son of a Protestant pastor of Nîmes, member of the Constituent Assembly; guillotined 1784. See Letters of Helen Maria Williams.

132. Son of a Protestant pastor from Nîmes, a member of the Constituent Assembly; executed by guillotine in 1784. See Letters of Helen Maria Williams.

133. His country by adoption; Lazowski was a Pole.

133. He was Polish by adoption; Lazowski was from Poland.

134. Abbot.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Abbot.

135. ‘January 30, 1790. To Bradfield, and here terminate, I hope, my travels.’—Travels in France, Bohn’s Library.

135. 'January 30, 1790. To Bradfield, and I hope this marks the end of my travels.'—Travels in France, Bohn’s Library.

136. This letter is interesting as written by the last representative of that unhappy country in England. We read in Knight’s History of England, vol. v., that, on the reassembling of Parliament after the partition of Poland no allusion whatever was made in the House of Commons to that event. The final partition treaty was signed in 1795 by Russia, Prussia, and Austria.

136. This letter is notable because it was written by the last representative of that troubled country in England. In Knight’s History of England, vol. v., we learn that when Parliament reconvened after the partition of Poland, there was no mention of it at all in the House of Commons. The final partition treaty was signed in 1795 by Russia, Prussia, and Austria.

137. The passage occurs in the small memorandum-book from which I have occasionally quoted particulars of yearlyof yearly expenses, &c.

137. The passage comes from the small memo book where I’ve occasionally mentioned details of yearlyof yearly expenses, etc.

138. Vol. xv. 1791, My Own Memoirs.

138. Vol. 15. 1791, My Own Memoirs.

139. These letters were sold by Sotheby, Wilkinson & Co., London, December 1896.

139. These letters were sold by Sotheby, Wilkinson & Co., London, December 1896.

140. Louis d’or at this time worth 24 francs.—Littré.

140. A Louis d’or was worth 24 francs at this time.—Littré.

141. The well-known Colonel George Hanger, afterwards fourth Lord Coleraine. ‘He served in the Army during the American War, and was afterwards a distinguished character in high society. Wrote his Life, Adventures, and Opinions.’—Annual Register, 1824.

141. The famous Colonel George Hanger, who later became the fourth Lord Coleraine. ‘He served in the Army during the American War and later became a prominent figure in high society. He wrote his Life, Adventures, and Opinions.’—Annual Register, 1824.

142. See on this subject Gibbon’s Rome, vol. xi. ch. lxi.

142. For more on this topic, check out Gibbon’s Rome, vol. xi. ch. lxi.

143. Th. Ruggles, author of a History of the Poor, reprinted afterwards from the Annals of Agriculture. Many passages were omitted, in accordance with the wishes of Pitt.—Lowndes.

143. Th. Ruggles, writer of a History of the Poor, reprinted later from the Annals of Agriculture. Many sections were cut out, following Pitt's requests.—Lowndes.

144. Dr. Burney’s daughter, Madame d’Arblay.

144. Dr. Burney’s daughter, Madame d’Arblay.

145. Arthur Young’s daughter Elizabeth, the first wife of Rev. Samuel Hoole.

145. Arthur Young’s daughter Elizabeth, who was the first wife of Rev. Samuel Hoole.

146. Th. Mace, author of Music’s Monument.

146. Th. Mace, writer of Music’s Monument.

147. T. Playford, author of Music’s Delight, &c., 1668, 1676.

147. T. Playford, author of Music’s Delight, &c., 1668, 1676.

148. C. Simpson, author of The Division Viol, 1687.

148. C. Simpson, author of The Division Viol, 1687.

149. See the Travels in France, Bohn’s Library, p. 335 et seq., for the views therein set forth.

149. See the Travels in France, Bohn’s Library, p. 335 et seq., for the views presented there.

150. All the public charges on 4,000 acres amounted only to 14l.

150. All the public expenses on 4,000 acres totaled just 14l.

151. His daughter Sarah, the writer of several ingenious and interesting works.—A. Y.

151. His daughter Sarah, the author of several clever and captivating works.—A. Y.

152. By Act of Parliament, 1793.

152. By Act of Parliament, 1793.

153. This recantation of Arthur Young’s former democratic utterances was published in June 1793.

153. This retraction of Arthur Young’s earlier democratic statements was published in June 1793.

154. Marquis de Castries and Maréchal of France. Joined the émigrés on the Revolution, and served in Condé’s army.

154. Marquis de Castries and Marshal of France. Joined the expats during the Revolution and served in Condé’s army.

155. Village Politics, by Will Chip, 1793; price 2d.

155. Village Politics, by Will Chip, 1793; price 2d.

156. William Coxe, 1747-1828, author of Travels into Poland, Russia, Sweden, and Denmark, &c. &c.

156. William Coxe, 1747-1828, wrote Travels into Poland, Russia, Sweden, and Denmark, etc. etc.

157. Evidently an allusion to some work of the writer.

157. Clearly a reference to some work by the author.

158. Career, general course of action or procedure.—Webster.

158. Career, overall path or approach.—Webster.

159. This appears to have been the place lately known as the Thatched House Club, St. James’s Street, Piccadilly.

159. This seems to have been what is currently referred to as the Thatched House Club, St. James's Street, Piccadilly.

160. 1715-1804. Author of numerous works on speculative history, in one of which he denied the existence of Troy.

160. 1715-1804. Writer of many pieces on speculative history, in one of which he claimed that Troy never existed.

161. Probably an allusion to A. Y.’s habit of air baths.

161. Probably a reference to A. Y.’s routine of taking air baths.

162. Prefer, to set forth, propose.—Webster.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Choose, present, suggest.—Webster.

163. Israel Mauduit, son of a Dissenting minister; at first the same, afterwards merchant; published Considerations on the German War, 1760, &c. &c. See Chalmers’ Biog. Dict.

163. Israel Mauduit, the son of a dissenting minister; initially the same, later became a merchant; published Considerations on the German War, 1760, etc. See Chalmers’ Biog. Dict.

164. No note is to be found among papers concerning this visit.

164. There’s no record among the papers about this visit.

165. Enclosure Bill. ‘At the Revolution of 1688 more than half the kingdom was believed to consist of moorland, forest, and fen, and vast commons and wastes covered the greater part of England north of the Humber. But the numerous Enclosure Bills which began with the reign of George II., and especially marked that of his successor, changed the whole face of the country. Ten thousand square miles of untilled land have been [? had been] added, under their operation, to the area of cultivation.’—Green’s History of the English People.

165. Enclosure Bill. ‘At the time of the 1688 Revolution, it was believed that more than half the kingdom was made up of moorland, forests, and marshes, while vast common lands and wastelands covered most of England north of the Humber. However, the many Enclosure Bills that started during the reign of George II, and especially those during his successor's reign, completely transformed the landscape. An additional ten thousand square miles of uncultivated land have been added, due to these changes, to the area of farming.’—Green’s History of the English People.

166. Abolished (saving the rights of the then holders of office) in 1812. 52 Geo. III. c. xi.

166. Abolished (keeping the rights of the current officeholders) in 1812. 52 Geo. III. c. xi.

167. Now fourteen years old.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Now 14 years old.

168. This passage has been crossed out with a pencil, but is given as showing the régime of young ladies’ schools a hundred years ago. In another note occurs the sentence, ‘Brought my dear little girl from Camden House to London.’ Presumably Camden Town is meant, at that time being less than suburban.

168. This passage has been crossed out with a pencil, but is included to show the diet of young ladies’ schools a hundred years ago. In another note, there's the sentence, ‘Brought my dear little girl from Camden House to London.’ Presumably, Camden Town is meant, as it was less suburban at that time.

169. The county belle, Betsey Plampin, married some years before to Mr. Orbell Oakes.

169. The county sweetheart, Betsey Plampin, married a few years ago to Mr. Orbell Oakes.

170. Lady Mary Hervey, the beautiful daughter of the Earl of Bristol, Bishop of Derry. Her portrait, by Gainsborough, was on show at Agnew’s in 1896.

170. Lady Mary Hervey, the stunning daughter of the Earl of Bristol, Bishop of Derry. Her portrait, painted by Gainsborough, was displayed at Agnew’s in 1896.

171. Some medical questions the child wishes put to her London doctor are here omitted.

171. Some medical questions the child wants to ask her London doctor are left out here.

172. John Jortin, D.D., born 1696, died 1770. His numerous theological and historical works have been frequently reprinted.

172. John Jortin, D.D., born in 1696, died in 1770. His many theological and historical works have been reprinted often.

173. Henry More, D.D., born 1614, died 1687. In 1640 published Psycho-Zoia; or, the Life of the Soul. His philosophical and theological works have been reprinted.

173. Henry More, D.D., born in 1614, died in 1687. In 1640, he published Psycho-Zoia; or, the Life of the Soul. His philosophical and theological works have been reprinted.

174. Th. Secker, Archbishop of Canterbury, born 1693, died 1768.

174. Th. Secker, Archbishop of Canterbury, born in 1693, died in 1768.

175. Samuel Ogden, D.D., born 1716, died 1778.

175. Samuel Ogden, D.D., born 1716, died 1778.

176. Adam Littleton, D.D., born 1627, died 1674.

176. Adam Littleton, D.D., born 1627, died 1674.

177. Samuel Clarke, D.D., born 1675, died 1729. The piece alluded to was the first Boyle Lecture. Of his works Dr. Johnson remarked, ‘I should recommend Dr. Clarke’s works were he orthodox.’

177. Samuel Clarke, D.D., born 1675, died 1729. The piece mentioned was the first Boyle Lecture. Dr. Johnson noted, ‘I would recommend Dr. Clarke’s works if he were orthodox.’

178. John Conybeare, D.D., born 1691, died 1755. ‘A great champion of revelation.’

178. John Conybeare, D.D., born 1691, died 1755. ‘A great champion of revelation.’

179. Plymer; in Redgrave’s Dictionary of Artists written ‘Plimer.’ Two brothers therein mentioned, Andrew and Nathaniel, both miniature painters and exhibitors at the R.A.; born 1763, died 1837; born 1767, died 1822.

179. Plymer; in Redgrave’s Dictionary of Artists listed as ‘Plimer.’ Two brothers mentioned there, Andrew and Nathaniel, were both miniature painters and exhibitors at the R.A.; Andrew was born in 1763 and died in 1837; Nathaniel was born in 1767 and died in 1822.

180. Practical View of the Prevailing System of Professed Christians in the Higher and Middle Ranks in this Country, Contrasted with Real Christianity. Published 1797, and frequently reprinted.

180. Practical View of the Prevailing System of Professed Christians in the Higher and Middle Ranks in this Country, Contrasted with Real Christianity. Published 1797, and frequently reprinted.

181. Th. Scott—the friend of Cowper—born 1747, died 1821, chaplain to the Lock Hospital.

181. Th. Scott—the friend of Cowper—born 1747, died 1821, chaplain to the Lock Hospital.

182. Th. Newton, born 1704, died 1782; edited Paradise Lost.

182. Th. Newton, born in 1704, passed away in 1782; edited Paradise Lost.

183. Alluding to the movement suggested by A. Y., and ultimately carried out, of forming regiments of volunteer cavalry, in view of the menacing attitude of France.

183. Referring to the initiative proposed by A. Y., and eventually executed, to create volunteer cavalry regiments in response to the threatening stance of France.

184. Carnot, the ‘organiser of victory,’ grandfather of the late lamented President of the French Republic. Almost alone of the Senate, Carnot refused to sanction the coup d’état of Napoleon, 1799.

184. Carnot, the 'organizer of victory,' grandfather of the recently deceased President of the French Republic. Almost alone in the Senate, Carnot refused to approve the coup d’état by Napoleon in 1799.

185. J. F. Ostervald, Swiss Protestant divine, born 1683, died 1747. All his works have been translated into English.

185. J. F. Ostervald, Swiss Protestant theologian, born 1683, died 1747. All his works have been translated into English.

186. These ‘Observations,’ above referred to, are inserted in vol. xxix Annals of Agriculture.

186. These "Observations," mentioned earlier, are included in vol. xxix Annals of Agriculture.

187. Assessed taxes. On December 4, 1797, Mr. Pitt introduced a Bill for trebling the amount of assessed taxes. This was again debated in the House of Commons in January 1798, and finally passed. See Hansard’s Parliamentary History.

187. Assessed taxes. On December 4, 1797, Mr. Pitt proposed a bill to triple the amount of assessed taxes. This was debated again in the House of Commons in January 1798 and was ultimately approved. See Hansard’s Parliamentary History.

188. In a memorandum-book of the preceding year occur the following entries: ‘Receipts, 901l.; debts, Dec. 31, 986l.’ Debts seem to have been a burden throughout A. Y.’s long life.

188. In a notebook from the previous year, there are the following entries: ‘Income, 901l.; debts, Dec. 31, 986l.’ It seems that debts were a consistent burden throughout A. Y.’s long life.

189. A. O’Connor, concerned with others in an address to the Directory France; tried for treason at Maidstone, 1798; found not guilty. See Annual Register, 1798.

189. A. O’Connor, worried about people in a speech to the Directory France; tried for treason at Maidstone, 1798; found not guilty. See Annual Register, 1798.

190. These dinners to poor children were given in memory of Bobbin.

190. These dinners for underprivileged children were held in memory of Bobbin.

191. Née Betsy Plampin.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Born Betsy Plampin.

192. Referring to a long letter from the great Wilberforce on ‘Original Sin.’

192. Referring to a lengthy letter from the remarkable Wilberforce on ‘Original Sin.’

193. The Letters of Maria Josepha Holroyd give an amusing account of the events here described.

193. The Letters of Maria Josepha Holroyd provide a funny account of the events mentioned here.

194. On November 4, 1794, Souvarow took Warsaw, when 8,000 soldiers and 12,000 men, women, and children were massacred in cold blood. See L’histoire générale de Lavisse et Rambaud, vol. viii. p. 358. It is to be hoped that Dr. Burney was in ignorance of this.

194. On November 4, 1794, Souvarow captured Warsaw, resulting in the cold-blooded massacre of 8,000 soldiers and 12,000 men, women, and children. See The General History by Lavisse and Rambaud, vol. viii. p. 358. Hopefully, Dr. Burney was unaware of this.

195. Note by A. Y. at close of year’s diary: ‘In the summer,’ in consequence of much conversation with Lord Carrington on the importance of enclosures, I proposed to him that I should take a tour expressly for the purpose of ascertaining what the effect had really been in practice. He approved of the idea, and desired me to execute it; and, in regard to the expense, I told him that if he would allow 100l., I would expend it in travelling, and report to him the country travelled and the enclosures examined, and then he might extend or not the undertaking at his pleasure. He approved the plan, and I accordingly employed twenty weeks on the journey.’

195. Note by A. Y. at the end of the year’s diary: ‘During the summer,’ after a lot of discussions with Lord Carrington about the importance of enclosures, I suggested that I should take a trip specifically to find out what the actual effects had been in practice. He liked the idea and asked me to go ahead with it; regarding the costs, I told him that if he would give me £100, I would use it for traveling and report back to him about the areas I visited and the enclosures I looked at. Then he could decide whether to continue the project or not. He agreed to the plan, and I therefore spent twenty weeks on the trip.’

196. In the Annals of Agriculture, vol. xxxv. p. 432, occurs the following: ‘If a farming traveller comes to Kimbolton, and forgets its mistress, may his sheep rot and crops blight! A young duchess, ever in the country, loving it, and free from a wish for London—a character that, if I was to give my pen scope, it would run wild on such a subject.’

196. In the Annals of Agriculture, vol. xxxv. p. 432, we find the following: ‘If a farming traveler visits Kimbolton and forgets its mistress, may his sheep rot and his crops fail! A young duchess, always in the countryside, loving it, and having no desire for London—a character that, if I let my pen go, it would go on and on about such a subject.’

197. Full accounts of these tours are given in the Annals of Agriculture.

197. Full accounts of these tours are provided in the Annals of Agriculture.

198. These letters are inserted in the Annals of Agriculture, vol. xxxv. p. 459.

198. These letters are included in the Annals of Agriculture, vol. xxxv, p. 459.

199. Lord Sheffield published Remarks on the Deficiency of Grain 1799-1800, and Observations on the Exportation of Wool from Great Britain to Ireland. 1800.

199. Lord Sheffield published Remarks on the Deficiency of Grain 1799-1800, and Observations on the Exportation of Wool from Great Britain to Ireland. 1800.

200. The Elements of Agriculture.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. The Essentials of Farming.

201. Mrs. Oakes, née Betsy Plampin.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Mrs. Oakes, formerly Betsy Plampin.

202. A Collection of Theological Tracts, by the Bishop of Llandaff, 6 vols.

202. A Collection of Theological Tracts, by the Bishop of Llandaff, 6 vols.

203. This seems to have been an anticipation of table-turning.

203. This appears to have been a hint at a change in circumstances.

204. Samuel Horsley, born 1733, died 1806, Bishop of St. Asaph’s, St. David’s, and Rochester; celebrated for his controversy with Dr. Priestley.

204. Samuel Horsley, born in 1733 and died in 1806, was the Bishop of St. Asaph, St. David's, and Rochester; he is well-known for his debates with Dr. Priestley.

205. The Anti-Jacobin, or Weekly Examiner, was started by Canning, J. H. Frere, and others; the editor was W. Gifford. It ran from November 20, 1797, to July 9, 1798.

205. The Anti-Jacobin, or Weekly Examiner, was launched by Canning, J. H. Frere, and others; W. Gifford served as the editor. It was published from November 20, 1797, to July 9, 1798.

206. I print this as written, but can find no allusion in works of reference to the circumstance mentioned.

206. I’m printing this exactly as it’s written, but I can’t find any mention of the situation described in reference materials.

207. C. de l’Héritier, born 1746, died 1800; botanist, and member of the Académie des Sciences.

207. C. de l’Héritier, born 1746, died 1800; botanist, and member of the Académie des Sciences.

208. Cornelia Knight, author of Dinarbas, a continuation of Rasselas, 1790, and other works.

208. Cornelia Knight, author of Dinarbas, a follow-up to Rasselas, 1790, and other works.

209. Celebrated French geologist. Accompanied Napoleon to Egypt; on his return was taken prisoner and confined at Messina by the King of Sicily; on peace being made with Naples was liberated.

209. Renowned French geologist. Went with Napoleon to Egypt; upon his return, he was captured and held in Messina by the King of Sicily; after peace was established with Naples, he was set free.

210. Robert Smith, son of a banker at Nottingham; M.P. for that town from 1770 to 1796; supporter and friend of Pitt; raised to the Irish peerage in 1796, to the English peerage in 1797.

210. Robert Smith, son of a banker in Nottingham; Member of Parliament for that town from 1770 to 1796; supporter and friend of Pitt; elevated to the Irish peerage in 1796, and to the English peerage in 1797.

211. Mrs. Orbell Oakes, the beautiful Betty Plampin of former flirtations, is ‘the friend’ henceforth constantly alluded to.

211. Mrs. Orbell Oakes, the stunning Betty Plampin from past romantic encounters, is ‘the friend’ that's continually referenced from now on.

212. Isaac Milner, 1751-1820, son of a poor weaver (brother of the no less remarkable Joseph Milner), Dean of Carlisle, and Professor of Mathematics at Cambridge.

212. Isaac Milner, 1751-1820, son of a poor weaver (brother of the equally notable Joseph Milner), Dean of Carlisle, and Professor of Mathematics at Cambridge.

213. John Russell, sixth Duke, ‘the great Duke of Bedford,’ who did so much for agriculture, and in 1830 rebuilt Covent Garden Market at a cost of 40,000l. Died 1839.

213. John Russell, the sixth Duke, 'the great Duke of Bedford,' who contributed significantly to agriculture, rebuilt Covent Garden Market in 1830 at a cost of £40,000. Died in 1839.

214. J. Overton, officer in the Excise; made telescopes, and had a private press, where he printed books, mostly theological. Died 1838. See Annual Register for that year.

214. J. Overton, an Excise officer, made telescopes and had a private press where he printed mostly theological books. He died in 1838. See Annual Register for that year.

215. L. W. Otto, Count of Morlay, was a German diplomatist in the French service, and lived 1752-1817. See Didot, Biographie Universelle.

215. L. W. Otto, Count of Morlay, was a German diplomat in the service of France and lived from 1752 to 1817. See Didot, Universal Biography.

216. This was not, perhaps, impossible. See the following note from the Daily News Paris correspondent three or four years ago:

216. This wasn't, maybe, impossible. Check out this note from the Daily News Paris correspondent three or four years ago:

‘An account of Napoleon I.’s visit to Breda in 1810 is now appearing, for the first time, in the Débats, and is deeply interesting. It will be seen that Napoleon I. at the zenith of his power was on the point of becoming a Protestant.

‘An account of Napoleon I’s visit to Breda in 1810 is now being published for the first time in the Discussions, and it’s really fascinating. It shows that Napoleon I, at the height of his power, was on the verge of becoming a Protestant.

‘The Emperor, after receiving several Deputies, went up to the Catholic Vicar, who had written a speech, and proceeded to read it. The Emperor, without replying, asked where were the Protestant ministers. Then M. Ten Oever, in his robes, followed by the entire Protestant clergy, was presented by the Prince de Wagram, and read an address. The Emperor remarked with satisfaction that the Protestant ministers wore their robes. Then, turning to the Roman Catholic clergy, he asked, “How is it that you are not wearing your frocks? What! I come to a Department [Holland had been annexed to France] where the majority are Catholics, who were formerly oppressed, and who have received more liberty from the King, my brother, and myself, and your first act is to show me disrespect! I have always found my Protestants faithful subjects. I have six thousand at Paris and eight hundred thousand in my empire, and I have no cause for complaint against a single one. Fools that you are! If the Concordat had not been accepted by the Pope, I should have turned Protestant, and thirty million Frenchmen would have followed my example. [The italics are my own.] You have calumniated Protestants, representing them as men teaching principles contrary to the rights of sovereigns. I have no better subjects. They serve in my palace in Paris. It was not Luther, nor Calvin, but the German princes who declined to submit to your fanatical yoke. The English were quite right to part company with you. You would like to set up scaffolds and stakes, but I will prevent you. All authority comes from God.”’

‘The Emperor, after meeting with several representatives, approached the Catholic Vicar, who had prepared a speech, and began to read it. Without responding, the Emperor inquired about the Protestant ministers. Then M. Ten Oever, in his robes, along with the entire Protestant clergy, was introduced by the Prince de Wagram and delivered a speech. The Emperor noted with pleasure that the Protestant ministers were in their robes. He then turned to the Roman Catholic clergy and asked, “Why aren’t you wearing your robes? What! I come to a region [Holland had been annexed to France] where the majority are Catholics, who were once oppressed, and who have received more freedom from the King, my brother, and myself, and your first action is to show me disrespect! I have always found my Protestant subjects loyal. I have six thousand in Paris and eight hundred thousand across my empire, and I have no complaints against any of them. You fools! If the Concordat had not been accepted by the Pope, I would have become Protestant, and thirty million Frenchmen would have followed my lead. [The italics are my own.] You have slandered Protestants, portraying them as people who teach ideas contrary to the rights of rulers. I have no better subjects. They serve in my palace in Paris. It was not Luther or Calvin, but the German princes who refused to submit to your fanatical control. The English were right to break away from you. You would love to erect scaffolds and stakes, but I will stop you. All authority comes from God.”’

217. D. Bogue, D.D., On the Divine Authority of the New Testament, 1801.

217. D. Bogue, D.D., On the Divine Authority of the New Testament, 1801.

218. Bishop of Cloyne, Alciphron; or, the Minute Philosopher, 1732.

218. Bishop of Cloyne, Alciphron; or, the Minute Philosopher, 1732.

219. C. Leslie, died 1722, author of The Rehearsals: Tracts against the Deists and Socinians, 4 vols.

219. C. Leslie, who died in 1722, was the author of The Rehearsals: Tracts against the Deists and Socinians, 4 vols.

220. Voyage en Amérique, 2 vols. 1800. It seems that the French émigrés, after being most hospitably treated in England, showed little return in the way of graciousness. See Letters of Maria Josepha Holroyd; also the Jerningham Letters.

220. Trip to America, 2 vols. 1800. It seems that the French migrants, after receiving such warm hospitality in England, didn’t show much gratitude in return. See Letters of Maria Josepha Holroyd; also the Jerningham Letters.

221. Ambrose Marie Arnault, French economist, 1750-1812. See Vapereau.

221. Ambrose Marie Arnault, French economist, 1750-1812. See Vapereau.

222. See Chap. IV. ‘Ireland,’ for this curious bargain, by which A. Y., instead of a sum total of 700l., in 1776 was to receive 72l. per annum!

222. See Chap. IV. ‘Ireland,’ for this interesting deal, where A. Y., instead of a total of 700l., was set to receive 72l. each year in 1776!

223. Mrs. Oakes.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Mrs. Oakes.

224. This recalls Goethe’s line, ‘Der Augenblick ist Ewigkeit.’Ewigkeit.’

224. This brings to mind Goethe’s line, ‘The moment is Eternity.’Ewigkeit.’

225. Ch. Simeon, 1759-1836, an eminent divine of the Evangelical school. His works, consisting of 2,536 sermons, &c., were published in twenty-one volumes in 1832.

225. Ch. Simeon, 1759-1836, a prominent religious leader from the Evangelical tradition. His writings, which include 2,536 sermons and more, were published in twenty-one volumes in 1832.

226. Orbell Oakes, husband of ‘my friend,’ the beautiful Betsy.

226. Orbell Oakes, husband of 'my friend,' the gorgeous Betsy.

227. J. Townsend, 1740-1816, English divine, and author of A Journey through Spain, 2nd edit. 1792.

227. J. Townsend, 1740-1816, English scholar and writer of A Journey through Spain, 2nd edition, 1792.

228. John Owen, D.D., 1616-1683, the great Nonconformist divine who accompanied Cromwell to Scotland. In 1817 A. Y. published Oweniana (or selections from his works).

228. John Owen, D.D., 1616-1683, the prominent Nonconformist theologian who traveled with Cromwell to Scotland. In 1817, A. Y. published Oweniana (a collection of his writings).

229. John Flavel, Nonconformist divine, 1627-1662, author of numerous works.

229. John Flavel, Nonconformist theologian, 1627-1662, writer of many works.

230. By Walter Marshall, 1692; frequently reprinted.

230. By Walter Marshall, 1692; frequently reprinted.

231. Joseph Skinner, Present State of Peru, 1805.

231. Joseph Skinner, Current Situation in Peru, 1805.

232. ‘There is now with us a Mr. Van Couver, of Vancouver’s Island, who would entertain you very much. He is making an agricultural tour in Sussex.’—Letters of Maria Josepha Holroyd, p. 326.

232. ‘We now have a Mr. Van Couver from Vancouver Island with us, and he would be very entertaining. He’s on an agricultural tour in Sussex.’—Letters of Maria Josepha Holroyd, p. 326.

233. Nicholas Vansittart, Lord Bexley, sometime Governor of Bengal of great financial reputation.

233. Nicholas Vansittart, Lord Bexley, former Governor of Bengal with a strong financial reputation.

234. W. Marshall, 1778-1817, a voluminous writer on agriculture, Minutes of Agriculture, &c. &c.

234. W. Marshall, 1778-1817, a prolific writer on agriculture, Minutes of Agriculture, & et cetera & et cetera.

235. Evidently alluding to Sir Nathaniel Wraxall, a voluminous writer in France, whose works are now forgotten.

235. Clearly referencing Sir Nathaniel Wraxall, a prolific writer in France, whose works are now overlooked.

236. J. Blackadder, lieut.-colonel, afterwards minister, died in prison 1685.

236. J. Blackadder, lieutenant colonel, later a minister, died in prison in 1685.

237. ‘Cock’s foot grass, considered valuable as a pasture grass in light soils.’—Loudon.

237. ‘Cock's foot grass, seen as valuable for grazing in lighter soils.’—Loudon.

238. See Hansard.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Check out Hansard.

239. ‘No cards, because cards are employed in gaming; no assemblies, because many dissipated persons pass their lives in assemblies. Carry this but a little further, and we must say—no wine, because of drunkenness; no meat, because of gluttony; no use, that there may be no abuse.’—Sydney Smith on Hannah More.

239. ‘No cards, because cards are used for gambling; no gatherings, since many wasted people spend their lives in gatherings. Take this a step further, and we’d have to say—no wine, because of drunkenness; no food, because of overeating; no use, so there’s no abuse.’—Sydney Smith on Hannah More.

240. Voyages and Travels in India, Ceylon, &c., 1809.

240. Voyages and Travels in India, Ceylon, &c., 1809.

241. A pathetic interest attaches to this sentence. Here A. Y.’s fine hold handwriting (of late rather painting in black ink) ceases. A few desperate splashes, and we seem to see the pen despairingly cast aside and the journalising handed over to his secretary.

241. There’s a sad interest in this sentence. Here A. Y.’s neat handwriting (which has recently been more like black ink painting) stops. Just a few frantic splashes, and we get the sense that the pen has been thrown aside in despair, and the journaling has been passed over to his assistant.

242. Still addressed to Jane Young.

242. Still directed to Jane Young.

243. Written from London.

__A_TAG_PLACEHOLDER_0__. Based in London.

244. This is explained in a letter from Mary Young to her brother Arthur, dated March 27; no year added, but evidently written in 1811. The Duke of Grafton died March 14, 1811. ‘It seems that the poor patient was very intractable, and that the operator said, “Indeed, sir, if you are not more patient I must leave you.”... Mr. Wilberforce, with the best wishes imaginable, called [after the couching], and was shown up to his bedroom; and the very first words he said were, “So we have lost the poor Duke of Grafton!” then began and continued in his mild, soft manner a most pathetic dissertation on the duke’s pious resignation, &c. &c., till your father burst into tears, which was, Phipps (the oculist) vowed, the worst thing possible, and which anyone knew in his lamentable state of inflammation was destruction. It flung him back, being only a week after the operation. Oh, Ar., as I greatly believe he will be entirely blind, do try to come to him.’

244. This is explained in a letter from Mary Young to her brother Arthur, dated March 27; no year added, but clearly written in 1811. The Duke of Grafton died on March 14, 1811. "It seems that the poor patient was very uncooperative, and the surgeon said, 'Honestly, sir, if you can't be more patient, I have to leave you.'... Mr. Wilberforce, with the best wishes imaginable, visited [after the procedure] and was shown into his bedroom; and the very first thing he said was, 'So we have lost the poor Duke of Grafton!' Then he began and continued in his gentle, soft manner a deeply moving speech about the duke’s peaceful acceptance, etc., etc., until your father burst into tears, which was, Phipps (the eye doctor) insisted, the worst thing possible, and anyone knew in his unfortunate state of inflammation it was disastrous. It set him back, being only a week after the operation. Oh, Ar., as I genuinely believe he will be completely blind, please try to visit him."

245. ‘Citrine ointment: a mercurial ointment, the unguentum hydrargyri nitralis.’—Webster.

245. ‘Citrine ointment: a quicksilver ointment, the unguentum hydrargyri nitralis.’—Webster.

246. A selection from the writings of Baxter, by A. Y.

246. A selection from the writings of Baxter, by A. Y.

247. This lady afterwards became assistant secretary to A. Y.

247. This woman later became the assistant secretary to A. Y.

248. This must be a mistake of the French secretary. Surely Baring is intended.

248. This has to be a mistake by the French secretary. It must be Baring that's meant.

249. A selection from the works of J. Owen, D.D., by A. Y.

249. A selection from the works of J. Owen, D.D., by A. Y.

250. A. F. Baron de, 1762-1851, celebrated agriculturist and member of the Institut.

250. A. F. Baron de, 1762-1851, renowned farmer and member of the Institut.

251. Sir Walter Scott and other historians of Napoleon refer to a vague rumour that in 1814 and 1815 the Allied Powers had a secret design to remove Napoleon from Elba to St. Helena. He affected to believe the rumour, and frequently mentioned it.

251. Sir Walter Scott and other historians of Napoleon talk about a vague rumor that in 1814 and 1815, the Allied Powers secretly planned to move Napoleon from Elba to St. Helena. He pretended to believe the rumor and often brought it up.


Transcription Note

In the Table of Contents, the page for Chapter I was missing and has been supplied. The page given for Chapter III was ‘4’ and has been replaced by the correct page 44.

In the Table of Contents, the page for Chapter I was missing and has now been added. The page listed for Chapter III was ‘4’ and has been updated to the correct page 44.

The Index has frequent references to footnotes, mentioning the page and number on those pages. Since all footnotes have been renumbered sequentially, for uniqueness, across the text, the Index references have been modified to reflect the new numbers.

The Index has regular references to footnotes, indicating the page and the number on those pages. Since all footnotes have been renumbered sequentially for uniqueness throughout the text, the Index references have been updated to show the new numbers.

On p. 223, Young includes a memorandum from August 21, opening with a quotation mark which is never closed. Judging from the tone of the memorandum, it is likely that it closes at the end of a long paragraph on p. 224 (see below).

On p. 223, Young includes a memo from August 21, starting with an opening quotation mark that is never closed. Based on the tone of the memo, it probably closes at the end of a long paragraph on p. 224 (see below).

Errors deemed most likely to be the printer’s have been corrected, and are noted here. The references are to the page and line in the original.

Errors considered most likely to be the printer’s have been corrected, and are noted here. The references are to the page and line in the original.

32.23 [I ]shall make the tea Added.
58.13 were the numbers ascertained.[’] Removed.
187.30 quoted particulars o[f] yearly expenses Restored.
211.11 ‘Last night, in[s]tead of reading Inserted.
213.13 on the p[oli/la]ce of corn and capital employed Probable.
224.22 secretaryship of the Board.[’] Added.
284.26 dwells upon the present.[’] Added.
306 the study of polite letters[.] Added.
315.27 the same answer was [r]eturned Restored.
381.16 I have taken places[.] Added.
393.31 ‘Der Augenblick ist Ewigkeit.[’] Added.
459.12 general anxiety and app[r]ehension Inserted.
Transcription of Manuscript Letter after p. 188

The following is a transcription of a letter from Arthur Young to his wife Mary. There are several place names that resist transcription in indicated with bracketed dashes.

The following is a transcription of a letter from Arthur Young to his wife Mary. There are several place names that are difficult to transcribe, indicated with bracketed dashes.

No 82
Besançon July 27. 89

Dear Mary

Hi Mary

I expected a Lr here, but was disappointed How comes yt: I hope not to be so at Dijon.

I expected an Lr here, but I was disappointed. How come yt: I hope not to feel this way in Dijon.

I think I wrote you fro Strasbourg: the day after at yt place 20,000 mob pillaged the Hotel d. Ville a house 3 times as big as the Angel & almost tore it in pieces: It was well furnished, but all turn’d out of windows in sight of 6 Regim.ts who could not or w’d not do anything to save it. From yt time to this moment all has been riot in every place I have been at. I spent a day at Schelestad with the Ct. de la Rochefoucauld who was very civil & obliging but on ye qui vive for populace who are every where in motion At one place I was near being knocked on the head for want of a Tiers etat Cockade; and at another saved by self being an englishn. by explaining how ye Tiers etat pd no taxes but the Seigneurs all in England; proposing to them to do the same in France, they relished this, and believed yt I was not a Seigneur, but an honest fellow.

I think I wrote to you from Strasbourg: the day after, at your place, a mob of 20,000 people ransacked the Hotel de Ville, a building three times the size of the Angel, and almost tore it apart. It was nicely furnished, but everything was thrown out of the windows in front of six regiments that either couldn’t or wouldn’t do anything to stop it. From that time until now, there has been nothing but riots everywhere I’ve been. I spent a day at Schelestad with the Count de la Rochefoucauld, who was very polite and helpful, but on edge because the crowd was restless. At one place, I almost got hit on the head for not wearing a Tiers etat cockade; at another, I was saved by being English. I explained how the Tiers etat didn't pay taxes while the nobles did in England, suggesting they do the same in France. They liked this idea and believed I wasn’t a noble but just a regular guy.

In this country worse & worse—they are burning and plundering chateaus, & hunt down the Seigneurs like wild beasts—some have been shot, others hanged, and hundreds driven out of the Country & ruined. You see by ye papers I suppose that the King is at Versailles bereft of Guards power, family & all but claps and huzzas: the Queen shut up at St Cyr; the Count d’Artois gone to Spain it is said but first to [————]; and all the Queen’s friends fled the Kingdom to escape halters. Never was such a revolution known or heard off. The towns are every where arming the tiers etat, so it will very soon be too late for the nobility to stir in their defence.

In this country, things are getting worse and worse—they're burning and looting chateaus, and hunting down the nobles like wild animals. Some have been shot, others hanged, and hundreds have been forced out of the country and ruined. You see in the papers, I assume, that the King is at Versailles without guards, family, or anyone, except for cheers and applause: the Queen is locked up at St. Cyr; Count d’Artois has supposedly gone to Spain but is said to stop first at [————]; and all of the Queen’s friends have fled the kingdom to avoid the noose. Never has there been such a revolution known or heard of. The towns are arming the common people everywhere, so it will soon be too late for the nobility to defend themselves.

Pray tell Hyde to take Care that the acre in Grav P.field yt is to be inclosed be well dunged & sowed with cabbage seed I ordered fro [——] thro Bess—witht fail by the 20th. august in fine order. Write me how the Cabbages are, fro a little bed in [——] past Round garden; How does Cooper go on? I desire that Arthur may lose no time at home, but take Mr Symonds directions when to go to C. I have not had a Lr from him of 11 months; I suppose because I expressly desired one once a fortnight: But nothing surprizes me that come fro him; Eton has I hope has done so much for his head that it leaves nothing for his heart—God send it may prove so; & yt I have not impoverished myself for nothing.

Please ask Hyde to make sure that the acre in Grave P. field that still needs to be enclosed is well-fertilized and sown with the cabbage seeds I ordered through Bess—don’t let this fail by the 20th of August in good condition. Let me know how the cabbages are doing from a little bed in [——] past the Round garden; how is Cooper doing? I hope Arthur doesn’t waste any time at home and follows Mr. Symonds' directions about when to go to C. I haven’t received a letter from him in 11 months; I assume it’s because I specifically requested one every fortnight. But nothing surprises me that comes from him; I hope Eton has improved his thinking so much that it leaves nothing for his feelings—God grant it may prove true; and that I haven't made myself poor for no reason.

Give my dear Bobbin a Kiss for me & tell her I shall write her a Lr next.

Give my dear Bobbin a kiss for me & tell her I’ll write her a letter next.

Adieu Yr affectt AY

Remr me to yr Mother

Remind me to your Mother

Say nothing to Arth. abt writing; I had much rather have no Lr than such as those hints bring: observe this:

Say nothing to Arth. abt writing; I’d much rather have no Lr than the kind of hints that come from that: observe this:

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