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THE EUSTACE DIAMONDS

 

by

ANTHONY TROLLOPE

 

 

First published in serial form in the
Fortnightly Review from July, 1871, to February, 1873,
and in book form in 1872

 


 

 

CONTENTS

 

Volume I
 
I.   Lizzie Greystock
II.   Lady Eustace
III.   Lucy Morris
IV.   Frank Greystock
V.   The Eustace Necklace
VI.   Lady Linlithgow's Mission
VII.   Mr. Burke's Speeches
VIII.   The Conquering Hero Comes
IX.   Showing What the Miss Fawns Said,
and What Mrs. Hittaway Thought
X.   Lizzie and Her Lover
XI.   Lord Fawn at His Office
XII.   "I Only Thought of It"
XIII.   Showing What Frank Greystock Did
XIV.   "Doan't Thou Marry for Munny"
XV.   "I'll Give You a Hundred Guinea Brooch"
XVI.   Certainly an Heirloom
XVII.   The Diamonds Are Seen in Public
XVIII.   "And I Have Nothing to Give"
XIX.   "As My Brother"
XX.   The Diamonds Become Troublesome
XXI.   "Ianthe's Soul"
XXII.   Lady Eustace Procures a Pony for
the Use of Her Cousin
XXIII.   Frank Greystock's First Visit to Portray
XXIV.   Showing What Frank Greystock Thought
About Marriage
XXV.   Mr. Dove's Opinion
XXVI.   Mr. Gowran Is Very Funny
XXVII.   Lucy Morris Misbehaves
XXVIII.   Mr. Dove in His Chambers
XXIX.   "I Had Better Go Away"
XXX.   Mr. Greystock's Troubles
XXXI.   Frank Greystock's Second Visit to Portray
XXXII.   Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway in Scotland
XXXIII.   "It Won't Be True"
XXXIV.   Lady Linlithgow at Home
XXXV.   Too Bad for Sympathy
XXXVI.   Lizzie's Guests
XXXVII.   Lizzie's First Day
XXXVIII.   Nappie's Grey Horse
 
Volume II
 
XXXIX.   Sir Griffin Takes an Unfair Advantage
XL.   "You Are Not Angry?"
XLI.   "Likewise the Bears in Couples Agree"
XLII.   Sunday Morning
XLIII.   Life at Portray
XLIV.   A Midnight Adventure
XLV.   The Journey to London
XLVI.   Lucy Morris in Brook Street
XLVII.   Matching Priory
XLVIII.   Lizzie's Condition
XLIX.   Bunfit and Gager
L.   In Hertford Street
LI.   Confidence
LII.   Mrs. Carbuncle Goes to the Theatre
LIII.   Lizzie's Sick-Room
LIV.   "I Suppose I May Say a Word"
LV.   Quints or Semitenths
LVI.   Job's Comforters
LVII.   Humpty Dumpty
LVIII.   "The Fiddle with One String"
LIX.   Mr. Gowran Up in London
LX.   "Let It Be As Though It Had Never Been"
LXI.   Lizzie's Great Friend
LXII.   "You Know Where My Heart Is"
LXIII.   The Corsair Is Afraid
LXIV.   Lizzie's Last Scheme
LXV.   Tribute
LXVI.   The Aspirations of Mr. Emilius
LXVII.   The Eye of the Public
LXVIII.   The Major
LXIX.   "I Cannot Do It"
LXX.   Alas!
LXXI.   Lizzie Is Threatened with the Treadmill
LXXII.   Lizzie Triumphs
LXXIII.   Lizzie's Last Lover
LXXIV.   Lizzie at the Police-Court
LXXV.   Lord George Gives His Reasons
LXXVI.   Lizzie Returns to Scotland
LXXVII.   The Story of Lucy Morris Is Concluded
LXXVIII.   The Trial
LXXIX.   Once More at Portray
LXXX.   What Was Said About It All at Matching

 


 

 

VOLUME I

CHAPTER I

Lizzie Greystock
 

It was admitted by all her friends, and also by her enemies,—who were in truth the more numerous and active body of the two,—that Lizzie Greystock had done very well with herself. We will tell the story of Lizzie Greystock from the beginning, but we will not dwell over it at great length, as we might do if we loved her. She was the only child of old Admiral Greystock, who in the latter years of his life was much perplexed by the possession of a daughter. The admiral was a man who liked whist, wine,—and wickedness in general we may perhaps say, and whose ambition it was to live every day of his life up to the end of it. People say that he succeeded, and that the whist, wine, and wickedness were there, at the side even of his dying bed. He had no particular fortune, and yet his daughter, when she was little more than a child, went about everywhere with jewels on her fingers, and red gems hanging round her neck, and yellow gems pendent from her ears, and white gems shining in her black hair. She was hardly nineteen when her father died and she was taken home by that dreadful old termagant, her aunt, Lady Linlithgow. Lizzie would have sooner gone to any other friend or relative, had there been any other friend or relative to take her possessed of a house in town. Her uncle, Dean Greystock, of Bobsborough, would have had her, and a more good-natured old soul than the dean's wife did not exist,—and there were three pleasant, good-tempered girls in the deanery, who had made various little efforts at friendship with their cousin Lizzie; but Lizzie had higher ideas for herself than life in the deanery at Bobsborough. She hated Lady Linlithgow. During her father's lifetime, when she hoped to be able to settle herself before his death, she was not in the habit of concealing her hatred for Lady Linlithgow. Lady Linlithgow was not indeed amiable or easily managed. But when the admiral died, Lizzie did not hesitate for a moment in going to the old "vulturess," as she was in the habit of calling the countess in her occasional correspondence with the girls at Bobsborough.

It was acknowledged by all her friends, and also by her enemies—who were actually the larger and more active group—that Lizzie Greystock had done well for herself. We’ll share the story of Lizzie Greystock from the beginning, but we won’t go into much detail, as we might if we were fond of her. She was the only child of Admiral Greystock, who in his later years was quite troubled by having a daughter. The admiral was a man who enjoyed card games, good wine, and generally living life on the edge, and his ambition was to make the most of every day until the end. People say he succeeded, and that the wine and bad behavior were present even by his bedside as he died. He didn't have a large fortune, yet his daughter, when she was barely a kid, was often adorned with rings, necklaces of red gems, earrings of yellow stones, and white jewels sparkling in her black hair. She was hardly nineteen when her father passed away, and she was taken in by that horrible old battle-ax, her aunt, Lady Linlithgow. Lizzie would have preferred to go to any other friend or relative, if there had been anyone else willing to house her in the city. Her uncle, Dean Greystock of Bobsborough, would have taken her in, and his wife was a genuinely kind old lady—plus, there were three cheerful, friendly girls in the deanery who had tried to connect with their cousin Lizzie. But Lizzie had bigger aspirations than life at the deanery in Bobsborough. She despised Lady Linlithgow. Throughout her father’s life, when she hoped to establish herself before his death, she had never hidden her dislike for Lady Linlithgow. Lady Linlithgow was certainly not warm or easy to deal with. However, when the admiral died, Lizzie wasted no time in going to the old "vulturess," as she referred to the countess in her occasional letters to the girls at Bobsborough.

The admiral died greatly in debt;—so much so that it was a marvel how tradesmen had trusted him. There was literally nothing left for anybody,—and Messrs. Harter and Benjamin of Old Bond Street condescended to call at Lady Linlithgow's house in Brook Street, and to beg that the jewels supplied during the last twelve months might be returned. Lizzie protested that there were no jewels,—nothing to signify, nothing worth restoring. Lady Linlithgow had seen the diamonds, and demanded an explanation. They had been "parted with," by the admiral's orders,—so said Lizzie,—for the payment of other debts. Of this Lady Linlithgow did not believe a word, but she could not get at any exact truth. At that moment the jewels were in very truth pawned for money which had been necessary for Lizzie's needs. Certain things must be paid for,—one's own maid for instance; and one must have some money in one's pocket for railway-trains and little knick-knacks which cannot be had on credit. Lizzie when she was nineteen knew how to do without money as well as most girls; but there were calls which she could not withstand, debts which even she must pay.

The admiral died deeply in debt; so much that it was surprising how vendors had trusted him. There was literally nothing left for anyone, and Mr. Harter and Mr. Benjamin from Old Bond Street decided to visit Lady Linlithgow's house on Brook Street to request the return of the jewels provided over the last year. Lizzie insisted there were no jewels—nothing significant, nothing worth returning. Lady Linlithgow had seen the diamonds and demanded an explanation. Lizzie claimed they had been "parted with" on the admiral's orders to pay off other debts. Lady Linlithgow didn't believe a word of it, but she couldn't uncover the exact truth. At that moment, the jewels were indeed pawned for money that Lizzie needed. Certain expenses had to be covered—like paying one's maid, for example—and one needed some cash for train tickets and little items that couldn’t be bought on credit. Lizzie, at nineteen, knew how to get by without money like most girls; but there were pressures she couldn’t ignore, debts she had to settle.

She did not, however, drop her acquaintance with Messrs. Harter and Benjamin. Before her father had been dead eight months, she was closeted with Mr. Benjamin, transacting a little business with him. She had come to him, she told him, the moment she was of age, and was willing to make herself responsible for the debt, signing any bill, note, or document which the firm might demand from her, to that effect. Of course she had nothing of her own, and never would have anything. That Mr. Benjamin knew. As for payment of the debt by Lady Linlithgow, who for a countess was as poor as Job, Mr. Benjamin, she was quite sure, did not expect anything of the kind. But— Then Lizzie paused, and Mr. Benjamin, with the sweetest and wittiest of smiles, suggested that perhaps Miss Greystock was going to be married. Lizzie, with a pretty maiden blush, admitted that such a catastrophe was probable. She had been asked in marriage by Sir Florian Eustace. Now Mr. Benjamin knew, as all the world knew, that Sir Florian Eustace was a very rich man indeed; a man in no degree embarrassed, and who could pay any amount of jewellers' bills for which claim might be made upon him. Well; what did Miss Greystock want? Mr. Benjamin did not suppose that Miss Greystock was actuated simply by a desire to have her old bills paid by her future husband. Miss Greystock wanted a loan sufficient to take the jewels out of pawn. She would then make herself responsible for the full amount due. Mr. Benjamin said that he would make a few inquiries. "But you won't betray me," said Lizzie, "for the match might be off." Mr. Benjamin promised to be more than cautious.

She didn't, however, cut off her relationship with Mr. Harter and Mr. Benjamin. Before her father had been dead for eight months, she was in a private meeting with Mr. Benjamin, taking care of some business with him. She told him that she had come to him as soon as she turned 18 and was willing to take responsibility for the debt, signing any bill, note, or document the firm might require from her to that effect. Of course, she had nothing to her name and never would have anything. Mr. Benjamin knew that. As for Lady Linlithgow settling the debt, who was as broke as anyone despite being a countess, Lizzie was sure Mr. Benjamin didn’t expect anything from her. But— then Lizzie paused, and Mr. Benjamin, with the sweetest and cleverest of smiles, suggested that perhaps Miss Greystock was about to get married. Lizzie, with a lovely blush, confessed that such a situation seemed likely. She had been proposed to by Sir Florian Eustace. Mr. Benjamin knew, as everyone did, that Sir Florian Eustace was extremely wealthy; a man who had no financial trouble and could cover any jeweler's bills presented to him. So, what did Miss Greystock want? Mr. Benjamin didn’t think Miss Greystock was merely looking to have her old bills paid by her future husband. Miss Greystock was looking for a loan large enough to get the jewels back from the pawnshop. She would then take full responsibility for the total amount owed. Mr. Benjamin said he would check into it. "But you won't tell anyone," Lizzie said, "because the engagement might fall through." Mr. Benjamin promised to be more than discreet.

There was not so much of falsehood as might have been expected in the statement which Lizzie Greystock made to the jeweller. It was not true that she was of age, and therefore no future husband would be legally liable for any debt which she might then contract. And it was not true that Sir Florian Eustace had asked her in marriage. Those two little blemishes in her statement must be admitted. But it was true that Sir Florian was at her feet, and that by a proper use of her various charms,—the pawned jewels included,—she might bring him to an offer. Mr. Benjamin made his inquiries, and acceded to the proposal. He did not tell Miss Greystock that she had lied to him in that matter of her age, though he had discovered the lie. Sir Florian would no doubt pay the bill for his wife without any arguments as to the legality of the claim. From such information as Mr. Benjamin could acquire he thought that there would be a marriage, and that the speculation was on the whole in his favour. Lizzie recovered her jewels and Mr. Benjamin was in possession of a promissory note purporting to have been executed by a person who was no longer a minor. The jeweller was ultimately successful in his views,—and so was the lady.

There wasn't as much deception as one might expect in the statement that Lizzie Greystock made to the jeweler. It wasn't true that she was of age, so no future husband would be legally responsible for any debt she might incur. And it wasn't true that Sir Florian Eustace had proposed to her. Those two small falsehoods in her statement must be acknowledged. But it was true that Sir Florian was infatuated with her, and through a clever use of her various charms—including the pawned jewels—she could entice him to propose. Mr. Benjamin made his inquiries and agreed to the proposal. He didn't tell Miss Greystock that she had lied to him about her age, even though he discovered the truth. Sir Florian would likely cover the bill for his wife without arguing about the legality of the claim. From the information Mr. Benjamin gathered, he believed there would be a marriage and that the situation was generally in his favor. Lizzie got her jewels back, and Mr. Benjamin held a promissory note that supposedly had been signed by someone who was no longer a minor. The jeweler ultimately succeeded in his plans—and so did the lady.

Lady Linlithgow saw the jewels come back, one by one, ring added to ring on the little taper fingers, the rubies for the neck, and the pendent yellow earrings. Though Lizzie was in mourning for her father, still these things were allowed to be visible. The countess was not the woman to see them without inquiry, and she inquired vigorously. She threatened, stormed, and protested. She attempted even a raid upon the young lady's jewel-box. But she was not successful. Lizzie snapped and snarled and held her own,—for at that time the match with Sir Florian was near its accomplishment, and the countess understood too well the value of such a disposition of her niece to risk it at the moment by any open rupture. The little house in Brook Street,—for the house was very small and very comfortless,—a house that had been squeezed in, as it were, between two others without any fitting space for it,—did not contain a happy family. One bedroom, and that the biggest, was appropriated to the Earl of Linlithgow, the son of the countess, a young man who passed perhaps five nights in town during the year. Other inmate there was none besides the aunt and the niece and the four servants,—of whom one was Lizzie's own maid. Why should such a countess have troubled herself with the custody of such a niece? Simply because the countess regarded it as a duty. Lady Linlithgow was worldly, stingy, ill-tempered, selfish, and mean. Lady Linlithgow would cheat a butcher out of a mutton-chop, or a cook out of a month's wages, if she could do so with some slant of legal wind in her favour. She would tell any number of lies to carry a point in what she believed to be social success. It was said of her that she cheated at cards. In back-biting, no venomous old woman between Bond Street and Park Lane could beat her,—or, more wonderful still, no venomous old man at the clubs. But nevertheless she recognised certain duties,—and performed them, though she hated them. She went to church, not merely that people might see her there,—as to which in truth she cared nothing,—but because she thought it was right. And she took in Lizzie Greystock, whom she hated almost as much as she did sermons, because the admiral's wife had been her sister, and she recognised a duty. But, having thus bound herself to Lizzie,—who was a beauty,—of course it became the first object of her life to get rid of Lizzie by a marriage. And, though she would have liked to think that Lizzie would be tormented all her days, though she thoroughly believed that Lizzie deserved to be tormented, she set her heart upon a splendid match. She would at any rate be able to throw it daily in her niece's teeth that the splendour was of her doing. Now a marriage with Sir Florian Eustace would be very splendid, and therefore she was unable to go into the matter of the jewels with that rigour which in other circumstances she would certainly have displayed.

Lady Linlithgow watched as the jewels returned, one by one, each ring added to Lizzie's delicate fingers, the rubies around her neck, and the dangling yellow earrings. Even though Lizzie was in mourning for her father, she was still allowed to show these things. The countess wasn't one to let that slide without probing, and she did so vigorously. She threatened, yelled, and protested. She even tried to invade Lizzie's jewelry box, but she didn't succeed. Lizzie held her ground, snapping back, because at that time, the engagement with Sir Florian was close to being finalized, and the countess knew all too well the value of securing such a match for her niece; she wasn't willing to risk it with any open conflict. The small, uncomfortable house on Brook Street, squeezed in between two others with no proper space, wasn’t a happy home. One bedroom, the largest, was reserved for the Earl of Linlithgow, the countess's son, who spent maybe five nights in town each year. The only other residents were the aunt, the niece, and their four servants—including Lizzie's personal maid. Why did such a countess bother with her niece? Simply because she felt it was her duty. Lady Linlithgow was worldly, miserly, cantankerous, selfish, and petty. She would cheat a butcher out of a lamb chop or a cook out of a month's wages if she could do it with some legal loophole in her favor. She would tell any number of lies to achieve what she thought was social success. It was rumored that she cheated at cards. No spiteful old woman between Bond Street and Park Lane could match her in gossip, nor could any spiteful old man at the clubs. Yet, she acknowledged certain obligations—and fulfilled them, despite her disdain. She attended church, not merely to be seen there—something she truly didn't care about—but because she believed it was right. She took in Lizzie Greystock, whom she despised almost as much as sermons, because the admiral's wife was her sister and it was her duty. But having taken Lizzie in—who was quite beautiful—her primary goal became to marry her off. And though she would have preferred to see Lizzie suffer throughout her life, firmly believing she deserved it, she aimed for a grand match. At the very least, she would be able to remind Lizzie daily that the match was her achievement. Marrying Sir Florian Eustace would be very impressive, so she couldn’t approach the issue of the jewels with the strictness she might have otherwise employed.

The match with Sir Florian Eustace,—for a match it came to be,—was certainly very splendid. Sir Florian was a young man about eight-and-twenty, very handsome, of immense wealth, quite unencumbered, moving in the best circles, popular, so far prudent that he never risked his fortune on the turf or in gambling-houses, with the reputation of a gallant soldier, and a most devoted lover. There were two facts concerning him which might, or might not, be taken as objections. He was vicious, and—he was dying. When a friend, intending to be kind, hinted the latter circumstance to Lady Linlithgow, the countess blinked and winked and nodded, and then swore that she had procured medical advice on the subject. Medical advice declared that Sir Florian was not more likely to die than another man,—if only he would get married; all of which statement on her ladyship's part was a lie. When the same friend hinted the same thing to Lizzie herself, Lizzie resolved that she would have her revenge upon that friend. At any rate the courtship went on.

The match with Sir Florian Eustace—because that’s what it turned out to be—was certainly quite impressive. Sir Florian was a young man, around twenty-eight, very attractive, incredibly wealthy, entirely unburdened, moving in elite circles, popular, and careful enough never to gamble his fortune on horse racing or in casinos, known for being a brave soldier and a devoted lover. There were two things about him that could be seen as drawbacks. He had a troubled nature and—he was dying. When a friend, trying to be helpful, hinted at this last point to Lady Linlithgow, the countess blinked and winked and nodded, then insisted that she had sought medical advice on the matter. The medical advice claimed that Sir Florian wasn’t any more likely to die than any other man—if only he would get married; all of which was a lie on her ladyship's part. When the same friend suggested this to Lizzie herself, Lizzie decided that she would get back at that friend. In any case, the courtship continued.

We have said that Sir Florian was vicious;—but he was not altogether a bad man, nor was he vicious in the common sense of the word. He was one who denied himself no pleasure, let the cost be what it might in health, pocket, or morals. Of sin or wickedness he had probably no distinct idea. In virtue, as an attribute of the world around him, he had no belief. Of honour he thought very much, and had conceived a somewhat noble idea that because much had been given to him much was demanded of him. He was haughty, polite,—and very generous. There was almost a nobility even about his vices. And he had a special gallantry of which it is hard to say whether it is or is not to be admired. They told him that he was like to die,—very like to die, if he did not change his manner of living. Would he go to Algiers for a period? Certainly not. He would do no such thing. If he died, there was his brother John left to succeed him. And the fear of death never cast a cloud over that grandly beautiful brow. They had all been short-lived,—the Eustaces. Consumption had swept a hecatomb of victims from the family. But still they were grand people, and never were afraid of death.

We have said that Sir Florian was vicious;—but he wasn't entirely a bad man, nor was he vicious in the usual sense of the word. He was someone who indulged in every pleasure, no matter the cost to his health, finances, or morals. He probably had no clear idea of sin or wickedness. He didn't believe in virtue as a quality of the world around him. He valued honor a lot and believed that since he had been given so much, much was expected from him in return. He was haughty, polite,—and very generous. There was almost a nobility to his vices. He had a special kind of bravery that’s tough to say whether it deserves admiration or not. They warned him that he was likely to die—very likely to die—if he didn't change his lifestyle. Would he consider going to Algiers for a while? Absolutely not. He wouldn't do that. If he died, his brother John would be there to take over. The fear of death never cast a shadow over that magnificently beautiful face. The Eustaces had all been short-lived. Consumption had claimed many victims in the family. But still, they were remarkable people and never feared death.

And then Sir Florian fell in love. Discussing this matter with his brother, who was perhaps his only intimate friend, he declared that if the girl he loved would give herself to him, he would make what atonement he could to her for his own early death by a princely settlement. John Eustace, who was somewhat nearly concerned in the matter, raised no objection to this proposal. There was ever something grand about these Eustaces. Sir Florian was a grand gentleman; but surely he must have been dull of intellect, slow of discernment, blear-eyed in his ways about the town, when he took Lizzie Greystock,—of all the women whom he could find in the world,—to be the purest, the truest, and the noblest. It has been said of Sir Florian that he did not believe in virtue. He freely expressed disbelief in the virtue of women around him,—in the virtue of women of all ranks. But he believed in his mother and sisters as though they were heaven-born; and he was one who could believe in his wife as though she were the queen of heaven. He did believe in Lizzie Greystock, thinking that intellect, purity, truth, and beauty, each perfect in its degree, were combined in her. The intellect and beauty were there;—but, for the purity and truth—; how could it have been that such a one as Sir Florian Eustace should have been so blind!

And then Sir Florian fell in love. Talking about it with his brother, who was probably his only close friend, he said that if the girl he loved would commit to him, he would do everything possible to make up for his own early death by providing her with a generous settlement. John Eustace, who was somewhat involved in the situation, had no objections to this plan. There was always something remarkable about the Eustaces. Sir Florian was an impressive gentleman; but surely he must have been somewhat dull-witted, slow to see clearly, and somewhat oblivious in his judgments about town when he chose Lizzie Greystock—of all the women he could have found in the world—as the purest, truest, and noblest. It has been said about Sir Florian that he didn’t believe in virtue. He openly expressed skepticism about the virtue of the women around him—believing that women of all classes lacked it. But he believed in his mother and sisters as if they were divine; and he was someone who could believe in his wife as if she were the queen of heaven. He truly believed in Lizzie Greystock, thinking that intellect, purity, truth, and beauty, each perfect in its own way, were all present in her. The intellect and beauty were there;—but what about the purity and truth—; how could someone like Sir Florian Eustace be so blind!

Sir Florian was not, indeed, a clever man; but he believed himself to be a fool. And believing himself to be a fool, he desired, nay, painfully longed, for some of those results of cleverness which might, he thought, come to him, from contact with a clever woman. Lizzie read poetry well, and she read verses to him,—sitting very near to him, almost in the dark, with a shaded lamp throwing its light on her book. He was astonished to find how sweet a thing was poetry. By himself he could never read a line, but as it came from her lips it seemed to charm him. It was a new pleasure, and one which, though he had ridiculed it, he had so often coveted! And then she told him of such wondrous thoughts,—such wondrous joys in the world which would come from thinking! He was proud, I have said, and haughty; but he was essentially modest and humble in his self-estimation. How divine was this creature, whose voice to him was as that of a goddess!

Sir Florian wasn't really a smart guy, but he thought of himself as a fool. And believing he was a fool, he desperately wanted some of the cleverness that he thought might come to him from being around a smart woman. Lizzie read poetry beautifully, and she read verses to him—sitting very close, almost in the dark, with a shaded lamp lighting up her book. He was amazed to discover how beautiful poetry was. He could never read a line by himself, but when it came from her lips, it enchanted him. It was a new pleasure, one he had often mocked but secretly longed for! Then she shared such incredible ideas and joys about the world that could come from thinking! He was proud, as I mentioned, and haughty, but he was fundamentally modest and humble in how he viewed himself. How divine was this woman, whose voice sounded to him like that of a goddess!

Then he spoke out to her, with his face a little turned from her. Would she be his wife? But, before she answered him, let her listen to him. They had told him that an early death must probably be his fate. He did not himself feel that it must be so. Sometimes he was ill,—very ill; but often he was well. If she would run the risk with him he would endeavour to make her such recompense as might come from his wealth. The speech he made was somewhat long, and as he made it he hardly looked into her face.

Then he spoke to her, his face slightly turned away. Would she be his wife? But before she answered him, he wanted her to hear him out. They had told him that an early death was likely in his future. He didn’t really believe that it had to be true. Sometimes he was sick—very sick; but most of the time he felt fine. If she was willing to take that risk with him, he would try to offer her something in return that came from his wealth. His speech was somewhat lengthy, and he barely looked into her eyes as he spoke.

But it was necessary to him that he should be made to know by some signal from her how it was going with her feelings. As he spoke of his danger, there came a gurgling little trill of wailing from her throat, a soft, almost musical sound of woe, which seemed to add an unaccustomed eloquence to his words. When he spoke of his own hope the sound was somewhat changed, but it was still continued. When he alluded to the disposition of his fortune, she was at his feet. "Not that," she said, "not that!" He lifted her, and with his arm round her waist he tried to tell her what it would be his duty to do for her. She escaped from his arm and would not listen to him. But,—but—! When he began to talk of love again, she stood with her forehead bowed against his bosom. Of course the engagement was then a thing accomplished.

But it was important for him to get some sign from her about how she was feeling. As he talked about his danger, a soft, almost musical sound of sorrow escaped her throat, which seemed to add an unexpected depth to his words. When he spoke of his own hope, the sound changed slightly but continued. When he mentioned the situation with his fortune, she was at his feet. "Not that," she said, "not that!" He lifted her up, and with his arm around her waist, he tried to explain what he felt he had to do for her. She slipped out of his embrace and wouldn’t listen. But—when he started talking about love again, she stood with her forehead resting against his chest. At that point, the engagement was definitely a done deal.

But still the cup might slip from her lips. Her father was now dead but ten months, and what answer could she make when the common pressing petition for an early marriage was poured into her ear? This was in July, and it would never do that he should be left, unmarried, to the rigour of another winter. She looked into his face and knew that she had cause for fear. Oh, heavens! if all these golden hopes should fall to the ground, and she should come to be known only as the girl who had been engaged to the late Sir Florian! But he himself pressed the marriage on the same ground. "They tell me," he said, "that I had better get a little south by the beginning of October. I won't go alone. You know what I mean;—eh, Lizzie?" Of course she married him in September.

But still, the cup might slip from her lips. Her father had been dead for only ten months, and what could she say when everyone kept urging her to marry him soon? It was July, and it wouldn’t be right for him to face the harshness of another winter single. She looked into his face and realized she had reason to be afraid. Oh, heavens! What if all these golden dreams fell apart, and she became known only as the girl who was engaged to the late Sir Florian? But he insisted on the marriage for the same reason. "They tell me," he said, "that I should head a little south by the beginning of October. I won’t go alone. You know what I mean;—right, Lizzie?" Of course, she married him in September.

They spent a honeymoon of six weeks at a place he had in Scotland, and the first blow came upon him as they passed through London, back from Scotland, on their way to Italy. Messrs. Harter and Benjamin sent in their little bill, which amounted to something over £400, and other little bills were sent in. Sir Florian was a man by whom such bills would certainly be paid, but by whom they would not be paid without his understanding much and conceiving more as to their cause and nature. How much he really did understand she was never quite aware;—but she did know that he detected her in a positive falsehood. She might certainly have managed the matter better than she did; and had she admitted everything there might probably have been but few words about it. She did not, however, understand the nature of the note she had signed, and thought that simply new bills would be presented by the jewellers to her husband. She gave a false account of the transaction, and the lie was detected. I do not know that she cared very much. As she was utterly devoid of true tenderness, so also was she devoid of conscience. They went abroad, however; and by the time the winter was half over in Naples, he knew what his wife was;—and before the end of the spring he was dead.

They spent a six-week honeymoon at a place he owned in Scotland, and the first shock hit him as they passed through London on their way back from Scotland to Italy. Messrs. Harter and Benjamin sent in their small bill, which totaled over £400, along with other minor bills. Sir Florian was someone who would definitely pay such bills, but he wouldn’t do so without fully understanding their cause and details. How much he really understood, she never quite knew;—but she was aware that he caught her in a complete lie. She could have certainly handled the situation better; if she had been honest about everything, there probably wouldn't have been much to say. However, she didn’t grasp the nature of the note she had signed and thought that the jewellers would simply present new bills to her husband. She gave a false account of the situation, and her lie was discovered. I’m not sure she cared much. Just as she was completely lacking in genuine tenderness, she also lacked any sense of conscience. They went abroad, though, and by the time winter was halfway through in Naples, he realized what his wife was like;—and by the end of spring, he was dead.

She had so far played her game well, and had won her stakes. What regrets, what remorse she suffered when she knew that he was going from her,—and then knew that he was gone, who can say? As man is never strong enough to take unmixed delight in good, so may we presume also that he cannot be quite so weak as to find perfect satisfaction in evil. There must have been qualms as she looked at his dying face, soured with the disappointment she had brought upon him, and listened to the harsh querulous voice that was no longer eager in the expressions of love. There must have been some pang when she reflected that the cruel wrong which she had inflicted on him had probably hurried him to his grave. As a widow, in the first solemnity of her widowhood, she was wretched and would see no one. Then she returned to England and shut herself up in a small house at Brighton. Lady Linlithgow offered to go to her, but she begged that she might be left to herself. For a few short months the awe arising from the rapidity with which it had all occurred did afflict her. Twelve months since she had hardly known the man who was to be her husband. Now she was a widow,—a widow very richly endowed,—and she bore beneath her bosom the fruit of her husband's love.

She had played her game well so far and had won her stakes. What regrets and remorse she felt when she realized he was leaving her—and then knew he was gone, who can really say? Just as a person can never fully enjoy the good without some hesitation, we can assume they can't be weak enough to find complete satisfaction in the bad. There must have been a stirring inside her as she looked at his dying face, marked by the disappointment she had caused, and listened to the harsh, complaining voice that was no longer filled with love. There must have been some pain when she thought about the cruel wrong she had done to him, which likely pushed him to his grave. As a widow, in the solemnity of her new status, she was miserable and refused to see anyone. Then she went back to England and isolated herself in a small house in Brighton. Lady Linlithgow offered to visit her, but she requested to be left alone. For a few short months, the shock of how quickly everything had happened weighed heavily on her. Twelve months ago, she had hardly known the man who would become her husband. Now she was a widow—one who was quite well-off—and she carried the fruit of her husband's love within her.

But, even in these early days, friends and enemies did not hesitate to say that Lizzie Greystock had done very well with herself; for it was known by all concerned that in the settlements made she had been treated with unwonted generosity.

But even in these early days, friends and enemies didn't hesitate to say that Lizzie Greystock had done very well for herself; everyone knew that in the agreements made, she had been treated with unusual generosity.

 

 

CHAPTER II

Lady Eustace
 

There were circumstances in her position which made it impossible that Lizzie Greystock,—or Lady Eustace, as we must now call her,—should be left altogether to herself in the modest widow's retreat which she had found at Brighton. It was then April, and it was known that if all things went well with her, she would be a mother before the summer was over. On what the Fates might ordain in this matter immense interests were dependent. If a son should be born he would inherit everything, subject, of course, to his mother's settlement. If a daughter, to her would belong the great personal wealth which Sir Florian had owned at the time of his death. Should there be no son, John Eustace, the brother, would inherit the estates in Yorkshire which had been the backbone of the Eustace wealth. Should no child be born, John Eustace would inherit everything that had not been settled upon or left to the widow. Sir Florian had made a settlement immediately before his marriage, and a will immediately afterwards. Of what he had done then, nothing had been altered in those sad Italian days. The settlement had been very generous. The whole property in Scotland was to belong to Lizzie for her life,—and after her death was to go to a second son, if such second son there should be. By the will money was left to her, more than would be needed for any possible temporary emergency. When she knew how it was all arranged,—as far as she did know it,—she was aware that she was a rich woman. For so clever a woman she was infinitely ignorant as to the possession and value of money and land and income,—though, perhaps, not more ignorant than are most young girls under twenty-one. As for the Scotch property,—she thought that it was her own, for ever, because there could not now be a second son,—and yet was not quite sure whether it would be her own at all if she had no son. Concerning that sum of money left to her, she did not know whether it was to come out of the Scotch property or be given to her separately,—and whether it was to come annually or to come only once. She had received, while still in Naples, a letter from the family lawyer, giving her such details of the will as it was necessary that she should know, and now she longed to ask questions, to have her belongings made plain to her, and to realise her wealth. She had brilliant prospects; and yet, through it all, there was a sense of loneliness that nearly killed her. Would it not have been much better if her husband had lived, and still worshipped her, and still allowed her to read poetry to him? But she had read no poetry to him after that affair of Messrs. Harter and Benjamin.

There were circumstances in Lizzie Greystock’s life—now referred to as Lady Eustace—that made it impossible for her to be completely alone in the modest widow’s retreat she had found in Brighton. It was April, and it was known that if everything went well for her, she would be a mother before summer ended. Massive interests were dependent on what fate had in store regarding this matter. If she had a son, he would inherit everything, subject to his mother’s settlement. If a daughter was born, she would inherit the substantial personal wealth that Sir Florian had at the time of his death. If there was no son, John Eustace, the brother, would inherit the estates in Yorkshire that had served as the backbone of the Eustace fortune. If no child was born, John Eustace would inherit everything that hadn’t been set aside for or left to his widow. Sir Florian had made a settlement right before their marriage and a will immediately after. Nothing had changed from those sad days in Italy. The settlement was quite generous. The entire Scottish property would belong to Lizzie for her lifetime, and after her death, it would go to a second son, if one were to be born. According to the will, more money than would be needed for any temporary emergency was left to her. When she understood how everything was arranged—as much as she did—she realized that she was a wealthy woman. Despite being clever, she was quite ignorant about the ownership and value of money, land, and income—though, perhaps, not more so than many young women under twenty-one. Regarding the Scottish property, she believed it was hers forever because a second son wouldn’t be possible now; however, she wasn’t entirely sure whether it would belong to her at all if she had no son. About the money left to her, she didn’t know if it was coming from the Scottish property or if it would be given to her separately, and whether it would come in installments or as a lump sum. While still in Naples, she had received a letter from the family lawyer, outlining the necessary details of the will, and now she yearned to ask questions, have her belongings explained, and truly grasp her wealth. She had bright prospects; yet, amidst it all, there was a profound sense of loneliness that nearly overwhelmed her. Wouldn't it have been better if her husband had lived, still adored her, and still let her read poetry to him? But she hadn't read any poetry to him after the incident involving Messrs. Harter and Benjamin.

The reader has, or will have, but little to do with these days, and may be hurried on through the twelve, or even twenty-four months which followed the death of poor Sir Florian. The question of the heirship, however, was very grave, and early in the month of May Lady Eustace was visited by her husband's uncle, Bishop Eustace, of Bobsborough. The bishop had been the younger brother of Sir Florian's father,—was at this time a man about fifty, very active and very popular,—and was one who stood high in the world, even among bishops. He suggested to his niece-in-law that it was very expedient that, during her coming hour of trial, she should not absent herself from her husband's family, and at last persuaded her to take up her residence at the palace at Bobsborough till such time as the event should be over. Lady Eustace was taken to the palace, and in due time a son was born. John, who was now the uncle of the heir, came down, and, with the frankest good humour, declared that he would devote himself to the little head of the family. He had been left as guardian, and the management of the great family estates was to be in his hands. Lizzie had read no poetry to him, and he had never liked her, and the bishop did not like her, and the ladies of the bishop's family disliked her very much, and it was thought by them that the dean's people,—the Dean of Bobsborough was Lizzie's uncle,—were not very fond of Lizzie since Lizzie had so raised herself in the world as to want no assistance from them. But still they were bound to do their duty by her as the widow of the late and the mother of the present baronet. And they did not find much cause of complaining as to Lizzie's conduct in these days. In that matter of the great family diamond necklace,—which certainly should not have been taken to Naples at all, and as to which the jeweller had told the lawyer and the lawyer had told John Eustace that it certainly should not now be detained among the widow's own private property,—the bishop strongly recommended that nothing should be said at present. The mistake, if there was a mistake, could be remedied at any time. And nothing in those very early days was said about the great Eustace necklace, which afterwards became so famous.

The reader has, or will have, little to do with these days and may quickly move through the twelve or even twenty-four months that followed the death of poor Sir Florian. However, the issue of the heirship was quite serious, and early in May, Lady Eustace was visited by her husband's uncle, Bishop Eustace of Bobsborough. The bishop, who was the younger brother of Sir Florian's father, was about fifty at that time, very active, and quite popular. He held a respected position in the world, even among bishops. He suggested to his niece-in-law that it was important for her to remain connected to her husband's family during her upcoming trial. Eventually, he convinced her to stay at the palace in Bobsborough until everything was resolved. Lady Eustace moved to the palace, and in due time, a son was born. John, now the uncle of the heir, came down and, with a cheerful spirit, declared that he would dedicate himself to the little head of the family. He had been appointed as guardian, and the management of the large family estates was to be his responsibility. Lizzie had never read poetry to him, and he had never liked her, and neither did the bishop, while the bishop's family had a strong dislike for her. They believed that the dean's family—the Dean of Bobsborough was Lizzie's uncle—was not very fond of her since she had elevated herself in society to the point of needing no help from them. Still, they were obligated to support her as the widow of the former baronet and the mother of the current one. They didn't find much to complain about concerning Lizzie's behavior during this time. Regarding the matter of the valuable family diamond necklace—which definitely should not have been taken to Naples, and which the jeweler had informed the lawyer, who had then informed John Eustace should not now be considered part of the widow's private property—the bishop strongly advised that nothing should be said at this moment. Any mistake, if there was one, could be corrected at any time. And in those early days, nothing was mentioned about the famous Eustace necklace that would later become so well-known.

Why Lizzie should have been so generally disliked by the Eustaces, it might be hard to explain. While she remained at the palace she was very discreet,—and perhaps demure. It may be said they disliked her expressed determination to cut her aunt, Lady Linlithgow;—for they knew that Lady Linlithgow had been, at any rate, a friend to Lizzie Greystock. There are people who can be wise within a certain margin, but beyond that commit great imprudences. Lady Eustace submitted herself to the palace people for that period of her prostration, but she could not hold her tongue as to her future intentions. She would, too, now and then ask of Mrs. Eustace, and even of her daughter, an eager, anxious question about her own property. "She is dying to handle her money," said Mrs. Eustace to the bishop. "She is only like the rest of the world in that," said the bishop. "If she would be really open, I wouldn't mind it," said Mrs. Eustace. None of them liked her,—and she did not like them.

Why Lizzie was so generally disliked by the Eustaces is hard to explain. While she was at the palace, she was very discreet—and maybe even a bit shy. It could be said they disliked her open determination to cut ties with her aunt, Lady Linlithgow, since they knew that Lady Linlithgow had been a friend to Lizzie Greystock. Some people can be wise to a point, but beyond that, they make serious mistakes. Lady Eustace put herself in the palace's hands during her time of vulnerability, but she couldn’t stop herself from talking about her future plans. She would also occasionally ask Mrs. Eustace, and even her daughter, anxious questions about her own money. “She’s dying to get her hands on her money,” Mrs. Eustace said to the bishop. “She’s just like everyone else in that regard,” the bishop replied. “If she’d be truly honest, I wouldn’t mind it,” said Mrs. Eustace. None of them liked her—and she didn’t like them either.

She remained at the palace for six months, and at the end of that time she went to her own place in Scotland. Mrs. Eustace had strongly advised her to ask her aunt, Lady Linlithgow, to accompany her, but in refusing to do this, Lizzie was quite firm. She had endured Lady Linlithgow for that year between her father's death and her marriage; she was now beginning to dare to hope for the enjoyment of the good things which she had won, and the presence of the dowager-countess,—"the vulturess,"—was certainly not one of these good things. In what her enjoyment was to consist, she had not as yet quite formed a definite conclusion. She liked jewels. She liked admiration. She liked the power of being arrogant to those around her. And she liked good things to eat. But there were other matters that were also dear to her. She did like music,—though it may be doubted whether she would ever play it or even listen to it alone. She did like reading, and especially the reading of poetry,—though even in this she was false and pretentious, skipping, pretending to have read, lying about books, and making up her market of literature for outside admiration at the easiest possible cost of trouble. And she had some dream of being in love, and would take delight even in building castles in the air, which she would people with friends and lovers whom she would make happy with the most open-hearted benevolence. She had theoretical ideas of life which were not bad,—but in practice, she had gained her objects, and she was in a hurry to have liberty to enjoy them.

She stayed at the palace for six months, and by the end of that time, she went back to her place in Scotland. Mrs. Eustace had strongly advised her to ask her aunt, Lady Linlithgow, to go with her, but Lizzie was firm in refusing. She had put up with Lady Linlithgow during the year between her father's death and her marriage; now she was starting to hope for the enjoyment of the good things she had gained, and having the dowager-countess—“the vulturess”—around was definitely not one of those good things. She hadn't fully decided what her enjoyment would consist of yet. She liked jewels. She liked admiration. She liked the power of being arrogant to those around her. And she liked good food. But there were other things that she also treasured. She did enjoy music—though it’s uncertain whether she would ever play it or even listen to it on her own. She liked reading, especially poetry—though even with this, she was insincere and pretentious, skipping through pages, pretending to have read things, lying about books, and curating her literary knowledge for outside admiration with as little effort as possible. She also had a dream of being in love and would take pleasure in imagining an ideal life filled with friends and lovers whom she would make happy with her generous spirit. Her theoretical ideas about life were not bad—but in practice, she had achieved her goals, and she was eager to have the freedom to enjoy them.

There was considerable anxiety in the palace in reference to the future mode of life of Lady Eustace. Had it not been for that baby-heir, of course there would have been no cause for interference; but the rights of that baby were so serious and important that it was almost impossible not to interfere. The mother, however, gave some little signs that she did not intend to submit to much interference, and there was no real reason why she should not be as free as air. But did she really intend to go down to Portray Castle all alone;—that is, with her baby and nurses? This was ended by an arrangement, in accordance with which she was accompanied by her eldest cousin, Ellinor Greystock, a lady who was just ten years her senior. There could hardly be a better woman than Ellinor Greystock,—or a more good-humoured, kindly being. After many debates in the deanery and in the palace,—for there was much friendship between the two ecclesiastical establishments,—the offer was made and the advice given. Ellinor had accepted the martyrdom on the understanding that if the advice were accepted she was to remain at Portray Castle for three months. After a long discussion between Lady Eustace and the bishop's wife the offer was accepted, and the two ladies went to Scotland together.

There was a lot of anxiety in the palace about Lady Eustace's future. If it weren’t for that baby heir, there wouldn’t have been any reason to interfere; but the rights of that baby were so serious and important that interfering seemed almost unavoidable. However, the mother showed some signs that she wasn’t going to let herself be interfered with too much, and there was really no reason why she shouldn’t be as free as she wanted. But did she really plan to go to Portray Castle all by herself—with just her baby and the nurses? That was settled with an arrangement where she was accompanied by her oldest cousin, Ellinor Greystock, a woman ten years her senior. There couldn't be a better woman than Ellinor Greystock—or a more good-natured, kind person. After many discussions at the deanery and in the palace—since there was a strong friendship between the two ecclesiastical institutions—the offer was made, and they gave their advice. Ellinor accepted the challenge on the condition that if the advice was taken, she would stay at Portray Castle for three months. After a lengthy discussion between Lady Eustace and the bishop's wife, the offer was accepted, and the two ladies headed to Scotland together.

During those three months the widow still bided her time. Of her future ideas of life she said not a word to her companion. Of her infant she said very little. She would talk of books,—choosing such books as her cousin did not read; and she would interlard her conversation with much Italian, because her cousin did not know the language. There was a carriage kept by the widow, and they had themselves driven out together. Of real companionship there was none. Lizzie was biding her time, and at the end of the three months Miss Greystock thankfully, and, indeed, of necessity, returned to Bobsborough. "I've done no good," she said to her mother, "and have been very uncomfortable." "My dear," said her mother, "we have disposed of three months out of a two years' period of danger. In two years from Sir Florian's death she will be married again."

During those three months, the widow waited patiently. She didn't share any of her future plans with her companion, and she mentioned her baby very little. Instead, she talked about books—choosing ones her cousin didn't read—and peppered her conversation with a lot of Italian, since her cousin didn't understand the language. The widow had a carriage, and they would go out driving together. There wasn't any real companionship. Lizzie was waiting for the right moment, and at the end of the three months, Miss Greystock gratefully, but inevitably, returned to Bobsborough. "I haven't accomplished anything," she told her mother, "and I've been quite uncomfortable." "My dear," her mother replied, "we’ve used up three months of a two-year period of danger. In two years after Sir Florian's death, she'll be married again."

When this was said Lizzie had been a widow nearly a year, and had bided her time upon the whole discreetly. Some foolish letters she had written,—chiefly to the lawyer about her money and property; and some foolish things she had said,—as when she told Ellinor Greystock that the Portray property was her own for ever, to do what she liked with it. The sum of money left to her by her husband had by that time been paid into her own hands, and she had opened a banker's account. The revenues from the Scotch estate,—some £4,000 a year,—were clearly her own for life. The family diamond-necklace was still in her possession, and no answer had been given by her to a postscript to a lawyer's letter in which a little advice had been given respecting it. At the end of another year, when she had just reached the age of twenty-two, and had completed her second year of widowhood, she was still Lady Eustace, thus contradicting the prophecy made by the dean's wife. It was then spring, and she had a house of her own in London. She had broken openly with Lady Linlithgow. She had opposed, though not absolutely refused, all overtures of brotherly care from John Eustace. She had declined a further invitation, both for herself and for her child, to the palace. And she had positively asserted her intention of keeping the diamonds. Her late husband, she said, had given the diamonds to her. As they were supposed to be worth £10,000, and were really family diamonds, the matter was felt by all concerned to be one of much importance. And she was oppressed by a heavy load of ignorance, which became serious from the isolation of her position. She had learned to draw cheques, but she had no other correct notion as to business. She knew nothing as to spending money, saving it, or investing it. Though she was clever, sharp, and greedy, she had no idea what her money would do, and what it would not; and there was no one whom she would trust to tell her. She had a young cousin, a barrister,—a son of the dean's, whom she perhaps liked better than any other of her relations,—but she declined advice even from her friend the barrister. She would have no dealings on her own behalf with the old family solicitor of the Eustaces,—the gentleman who had now applied very formally for the restitution of the diamonds; but had appointed other solicitors to act for her. Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus were of opinion that as the diamonds had been given into her hands by her husband without any terms as to their surrender, no one could claim them. Of the manner in which the diamonds had been placed in her hands, no one knew more than she chose to tell.

When this was said, Lizzie had been a widow for nearly a year and had mostly managed her situation discreetly. She had written some foolish letters—mainly to the lawyer regarding her money and property—and said some silly things, like telling Ellinor Greystock that the Portray property was hers forever and she could do whatever she wanted with it. By that time, the money left to her by her husband had been paid directly to her, and she had opened a bank account. The income from the Scottish estate—about £4,000 a year—was clearly hers for life. The family diamond necklace was still in her possession, and she hadn't responded to a lawyer's letter that included a bit of advice regarding it. By the end of another year, as she turned twenty-two and completed her second year of widowhood, she was still Lady Eustace, contrary to the prediction made by the dean's wife. It was spring, and she had her own house in London. She had openly cut ties with Lady Linlithgow. She had resisted, though not outright refused, any attempts at brotherly concern from John Eustace. She had turned down another invitation, both for herself and her child, to the palace. And she had firmly stated her intention to keep the diamonds. She insisted her late husband had given the diamonds to her. Since they were believed to be worth £10,000 and were genuine family heirlooms, everyone involved considered the issue significant. She felt weighed down by a heavy burden of ignorance that became serious due to her isolation. She had learned to write checks but had no other clear understanding of financial matters. She knew nothing about spending money, saving it, or investing it. Although she was clever, sharp, and ambitious, she had no clue about what her money could do or what it couldn’t, and there was no one she felt she could trust to tell her. She had a young cousin, a barrister—the dean's son, whom she perhaps liked better than any other relative—but she even refused advice from him. She would not deal on her own behalf with the old family solicitor of the Eustaces, who had now formally requested the return of the diamonds; instead, she hired other solicitors. Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus believed that since her husband had given her the diamonds without any conditions regarding their return, no one could claim them. No one knew more about how the diamonds had come into her possession than she chose to share.

But when she started with her house in town,—a modest little house in Mount Street, near the park,—just two years after her husband's death, she had a large circle of acquaintances. The Eustace people, and the Greystock people, and even the Linlithgow people, did not entirely turn their backs on her. The countess, indeed, was very venomous, as she well might be; but then the countess was known for her venom. The dean and his family were still anxious that she should be encouraged to discreet living, and, though they feared many things, thought that they had no ground for open complaint. The Eustace people were forbearing, and hoped the best. "D–––– the necklace!" John Eustace had said, and the bishop unfortunately had heard him say it! "John," said the prelate, "whatever is to become of the bauble, you might express your opinion in more sensible language." "I beg your lordship's pardon," said John, "I only mean to say that I think we shouldn't trouble ourselves about a few stones." But the family lawyer, Mr. Camperdown, would by no means take this view of the matter. It was, however, generally thought that the young widow opened her campaign more prudently than had been expected.

But when she started living in her house in town—a modest little place on Mount Street, near the park—just two years after her husband passed away, she had a big circle of acquaintances. The Eustace family, the Greystock family, and even the Linlithgow family didn't completely shut her out. The countess, in fact, was quite spiteful, which she had every right to be; but everyone knew the countess had a reputation for being malicious. The dean and his family still hoped she would embrace a more discreet lifestyle, and while they were concerned about many things, they felt they had no grounds for open complaint. The Eustace family remained patient and were optimistic. D–––– the necklace!" John Eustace had exclaimed, and sadly, the bishop had heard him! "John," the bishop responded, "whatever happens with that trinket, you might want to express your thoughts in a more sensible way." "I apologize, your lordship," John replied, "I just mean that I don’t think we should be overly concerned about a few gemstones." However, the family lawyer, Mr. Camperdown, strongly disagreed with this perspective. It was generally believed that the young widow started her new life more carefully than people had anticipated.

And now as so much has been said of the character and fortune and special circumstances of Lizzie Greystock, who became Lady Eustace as a bride, and Lady Eustace as a widow and a mother, all within the space of twelve months, it may be as well to give some description of her person and habits, such as they were at the period in which our story is supposed to have its commencement. It must be understood in the first place that she was very lovely;—much more so, indeed, now than when she had fascinated Sir Florian. She was small, but taller than she looked to be,—for her form was perfectly symmetrical. Her feet and hands might have been taken as models by a sculptor. Her figure was lithe, and soft, and slim, and slender. If it had a fault it was this,—that it had in it too much of movement. There were some who said that she was almost snake-like in her rapid bendings and the almost too easy gestures of her body; for she was much given to action, and to the expression of her thought by the motion of her limbs. She might certainly have made her way as an actress, had fortune called upon her to earn her bread in that fashion. And her voice would have suited the stage. It was powerful when she called upon it for power; but, at the same time, flexible and capable of much pretence at feeling. She could bring it to a whisper that would almost melt your heart with tenderness,—as she had melted Sir Florian's, when she sat near to him reading poetry; and then she could raise it to a pitch of indignant wrath befitting a Lady Macbeth when her husband ventured to rebuke her. And her ear was quite correct in modulating these tones. She knew,—and it must have been by instinct, for her culture in such matters was small,—how to use her voice so that neither its tenderness nor its wrath should be misapplied. There were pieces in verse that she could read,—things not wondrously good in themselves,—so that she would ravish you; and she would so look at you as she did it that you would hardly dare either to avert your eyes or to return her gaze. Sir Florian had not known whether to do the one thing or the other, and had therefore seized her in his arms. Her face was oval,—somewhat longer than an oval,—with little in it, perhaps nothing in it, of that brilliancy of colour which we call complexion. And yet the shades of her countenance were ever changing between the softest and most transparent white, and the richest, mellowest shades of brown. It was only when she simulated anger,—she was almost incapable of real anger,—that she would succeed in calling the thinnest streak of pink from her heart, to show that there was blood running in her veins. Her hair, which was nearly black,—but in truth with more of softness and of lustre than ever belong to hair that is really black,—she wore bound tight round her perfect forehead, with one long love-lock hanging over her shoulder. The form of her head was so good that she could dare to carry it without a chignon, or any adventitious adjuncts from an artiste's shop. Very bitter was she in consequence when speaking of the head-gear of other women. Her chin was perfect in its round, not over long,—as is the case with so many such faces, utterly spoiling the symmetry of the countenance. But it lacked a dimple, and therefore lacked feminine tenderness. Her mouth was perhaps faulty in being too small, or, at least, her lips were too thin. There was wanting from the mouth that expression of eager-speaking truthfulness which full lips will often convey. Her teeth were without flaw or blemish, even, small, white, and delicate; but perhaps they were shown too often. Her nose was small, but struck many as the prettiest feature of her face, so exquisite was the moulding of it, and so eloquent and so graceful the slight inflations of the transparent nostrils. Her eyes, in which she herself thought that the lustre of her beauty lay, were blue and clear, bright as cerulean waters. They were long large eyes,—but very dangerous. To those who knew how to read a face, there was danger plainly written in them. Poor Sir Florian had not known. But, in truth, the charm of her face did not lie in her eyes. This was felt by many even who could not read the book fluently. They were too expressive, too loud in their demands for attention, and they lacked tenderness. How few there are among women, few perhaps also among men, who know that the sweetest, softest, tenderest, truest eyes which a woman can carry in her head are green in colour! Lizzie's eyes were not tender,—neither were they true. But they were surmounted by the most wonderfully pencilled eyebrows that ever nature unassisted planted on a woman's face.

And now that so much has been said about the character, fortune, and unique circumstances of Lizzie Greystock, who became Lady Eustace as a bride, then again as a widow and a mother, all within a year, it might be helpful to describe her appearance and habits as they were when our story begins. First, it should be understood that she was very beautiful—more so now than when she captured Sir Florian's attention. She was petite but taller than she seemed, with a perfectly symmetrical figure. Her hands and feet could have been used as models by a sculptor. Her figure was flexible, soft, slim, and slender. If it had a flaw, it was that it had too much movement. Some said she moved almost like a snake with her quick bends and almost too effortless gestures; she was very expressive and used her body to convey her thoughts. She could have certainly made a name for herself as an actress if fate had required her to earn her living that way. Her voice was also perfect for the stage. It could be powerful when needed but was also flexible and capable of conveying a lot of emotion. She could lower it to a whisper that could almost melt your heart—just as it had with Sir Florian when she sat close to him reciting poetry; then she could elevate it to a pitch of outraged fury, much like Lady Macbeth when her husband dared to scold her. Her ear was incredibly attuned to modulating these tones. She instinctively knew—despite having little training in this area—how to use her voice so that its tenderness or fury wouldn't be misused. There were poems she could read—nothing especially exceptional in itself—that could enchant you; and she looked at you while doing it in such a way that made you hesitate to look away or to meet her gaze. Sir Florian had been uncertain whether to do one or the other, so he had simply taken her in his arms. Her face was oval—slightly more elongated than an oval—lacking perhaps that radiance of color we call complexion. Yet, the shades of her complexion shifted smoothly between the softest, most transparent white and the richest, warmest shades of brown. It was only when she faked anger—which she was nearly incapable of feeling genuinely—that she could draw the faintest blush from her heart, hinting at the blood flowing in her veins. Her hair was nearly black—but actually softer and shinier than true black hair—and she wore it tightly bound around her perfect forehead, with one long lock hanging over her shoulder. The shape of her head was so good that she could confidently wear it without a chignon or any artificial additions from a stylist's shop. Consequently, she was quite critical when talking about other women's hairstyles. Her chin was perfectly rounded—not too long—like many such faces that ruin the balance of the features. However, it lacked a dimple, which made it fall short of feminine sweetness. Her mouth might have been seen as a flaw for being too small, or at the very least, her lips were too thin. Her mouth lacked the expression of eager honesty that full lips often convey. Her teeth were perfect—flawless, small, white, and delicate—but perhaps they were shown a bit too often. Her nose was small, but many considered it the prettiest feature of her face due to its exquisite shape and the eloquent curves of her delicate nostrils. Her eyes, which she believed held the secret to her beauty, were blue and clear, bright as clear waters. They were large and long—but very dangerous. For those who knew how to read faces, there was obvious danger in them. Poor Sir Florian didn't see it. But truly, the allure of her face didn’t lie in her eyes. This was sensed by many, even those who couldn't read faces fluently. Her eyes were too expressive, too demanding of attention, and they lacked tenderness. How few there are among women, or perhaps even among men, who realize that the sweetest, softest, gentlest, truest eyes that a woman can have are actually green! Lizzie's eyes were not tender—nor were they true. But they were topped with the most beautifully shaped eyebrows that nature ever gifted to a woman’s face.

We have said that she was clever. We must add that she had in truth studied much. She spoke French, understood Italian, and read German. She played well on the harp, and moderately well on the piano. She sang, at least in good taste and in tune. Of things to be learned by reading she knew much, having really taken diligent trouble with herself. She had learned much poetry by heart, and could apply it. She forgot nothing, listened to everything, understood quickly, and was desirous to show not only as a beauty but as a wit. There were men at this time who declared that she was simply the cleverest and the handsomest woman in England. As an independent young woman she was perhaps one of the richest.

We have said that she was smart. We should also mention that she had truly studied a lot. She spoke French, understood Italian, and read German. She played the harp well and could manage the piano decently. She sang in good taste and on pitch. She was knowledgeable in various subjects from reading, having really put in the effort to improve herself. She memorized a lot of poetry and could use it effectively. She remembered everything, listened attentively, grasped concepts quickly, and was eager to be seen not just as a beauty but also as someone witty. At that time, some men declared that she was simply the smartest and most beautiful woman in England. As an independent young woman, she might have been one of the wealthiest.

 

 

CHAPTER III

Lucy Morris
 

Although the first two chapters of this new history have been devoted to the fortunes and personal attributes of Lady Eustace, the historian begs his readers not to believe that that opulent and aristocratic Becky Sharp is to assume the dignity of heroine in the forthcoming pages. That there shall be any heroine the historian will not take upon himself to assert; but if there be a heroine, that heroine shall not be Lady Eustace. Poor Lizzie Greystock!—as men double her own age, and who had known her as a forward, capricious, spoilt child in her father's lifetime, would still call her. She did so many things, made so many efforts, caused so much suffering to others, and suffered so much herself throughout the scenes with which we are about to deal, that the story can hardly be told without giving her that prominence of place which has been assigned to her in the last two chapters.

Though the first two chapters of this new history focus on the experiences and characteristics of Lady Eustace, the historian asks readers not to assume that the wealthy and aristocratic Becky Sharp will take on the role of hero in the upcoming pages. Whether there will be a heroine, the historian won’t claim; but if there is a heroine, it won’t be Lady Eustace. Poor Lizzie Greystock!—as men much older than her, who knew her as a bold, fickle, pampered child during her father’s life, would still refer to her. She did countless things, made numerous attempts, caused a great deal of suffering for others, and endured a lot herself throughout the events we are about to explore, so the story can hardly be shared without giving her the central role that has been highlighted in the last two chapters.

Nor does the chronicler dare to put forward Lucy Morris as a heroine. The real heroine, if it be found possible to arrange her drapery for her becomingly, and to put that part which she enacted into properly heroic words, shall stalk in among us at some considerably later period of the narrative, when the writer shall have accustomed himself to the flow of words, and have worked himself up to a state of mind fit for the reception of noble acting and noble speaking. In the meantime, let it be understood that poor little Lucy Morris was a governess in the house of old Lady Fawn, when our beautiful young widow established herself in Mount Street.

Nor does the storyteller dare to present Lucy Morris as a heroine. The true heroine, if it can be arranged to dress her appropriately and put her actions into truly heroic words, will emerge later in the story when the writer has gotten used to the flow of words and has worked himself into a mindset suitable for recognizing noble actions and noble speech. In the meantime, it should be noted that poor little Lucy Morris was a governess in the home of the elderly Lady Fawn when our lovely young widow settled in Mount Street.

Lady Eustace and Lucy Morris had known each other for many years,—had indeed been children together,—there having been some old family friendship between the Greystocks and the Morrises. When the admiral's wife was living, Lucy had, as a little girl of eight or nine, been her guest. She had often been a guest at the deanery. When Lady Eustace had gone down to the bishop's palace at Bobsborough, in order that an heir to the Eustaces might be born under an auspicious roof, Lucy Morris was with the Greystocks. Lucy, who was a year younger than Lizzie, had at that time been an orphan for the last four years. She too had been left penniless, but no such brilliant future awaited her as that which Lizzie had earned for herself. There was no countess-aunt to take her into her London house. The dean and the dean's wife and the dean's daughters had been her best friends, but they were not friends on whom she could be dependent. They were in no way connected with her by blood. Therefore, at the age of eighteen, she had gone out to be a child's governess. Then old Lady Fawn had heard of her virtues,—Lady Fawn, who had seven unmarried daughters running down from seven-and-twenty to thirteen, and Lucy Morris had been hired to teach English, French, German, and something of music to the two youngest Miss Fawns.

Lady Eustace and Lucy Morris had known each other for many years—they had even grown up together—thanks to an old family friendship between the Greystocks and the Morrises. When the admiral's wife was alive, Lucy, as a little girl of eight or nine, had been her guest. She had often stayed at the deanery. When Lady Eustace went to the bishop's palace in Bobsborough so that an heir to the Eustaces could be born under a fortunate roof, Lucy Morris was with the Greystocks. At that time, Lucy, who was a year younger than Lizzie, had been an orphan for the last four years. She had also been left without money, but her future didn’t look as bright as Lizzie’s. There was no countess-aunt to take her into her London home. The dean, his wife, and their daughters had been her closest friends, but they weren’t people she could rely on. They had no blood connection to her. Thus, at eighteen, she set out to become a governess for children. Then, old Lady Fawn heard about her talents—Lady Fawn, who had seven unmarried daughters ranging from twenty-seven to thirteen—and Lucy Morris was hired to teach English, French, German, and a bit of music to the two youngest Miss Fawns.

During that visit at the deanery, when the heir of the Eustaces was being born, Lucy was undergoing a sort of probation for the Fawn establishment. The proposed engagement with Lady Fawn was thought to be a great thing for her. Lady Fawn was known as a miracle of Virtue, Benevolence, and Persistency. Every good quality that she possessed was so marked as to be worthy of being expressed with a capital. But her virtues were of that extraordinarily high character that there was no weakness in them,—no getting over them, no perverting them with follies or even exaggerations. When she heard of the excellencies of Miss Morris from the dean's wife, and then, after minutest investigation, learned the exact qualities of the young lady, she expressed herself willing to take Lucy into her house on special conditions. She must be able to teach music up to a certain point. "Then it's all over," said Lucy to the dean with her pretty smile,—that smile which caused all the old and middle-aged men to fall in love with her. "It's not over at all," said the dean. "You've got four months. Our organist is about as good a teacher as there is in England. You are clever and quick, and he shall teach you." So Lucy went to Bobsborough, and was afterwards accepted by Lady Fawn.

During that visit at the deanery, when the heir of the Eustaces was being born, Lucy was undergoing a sort of trial for the Fawn household. The proposed engagement with Lady Fawn was considered a significant opportunity for her. Lady Fawn was recognized as a beacon of Virtue, Kindness, and Determination. Every good quality she had was so pronounced that it deserved to be capitalized. However, her virtues were so incredibly strong that they had no flaws—no way to overlook them, no twisting them with foolishness or even exaggerations. When she heard about the merits of Miss Morris from the dean's wife, and then learned the specific attributes of the young lady after a thorough investigation, she stated that she would be willing to take Lucy into her home under certain conditions. Lucy needed to be able to teach music up to a certain level. "Then it's all over," said Lucy to the dean with her charming smile—that smile which made all the older men fall in love with her. "It's not over at all," said the dean. "You've got four months. Our organist is one of the best teachers in England. You are smart and quick, and he will teach you." So Lucy went to Bobsborough and was later accepted by Lady Fawn.

While she was at the deanery there sprung up a renewed friendship between her and Lizzie. It was, indeed, chiefly a one-sided friendship; for Lucy, who was quick and unconsciously capable of reading that book to which we alluded in a previous chapter, was somewhat afraid of the rich widow. And when Lizzie talked to her of their old childish days, and quoted poetry, and spoke of things romantic,—as she was much given to do,—Lucy felt that the metal did not ring true. And then Lizzie had an ugly habit of abusing all her other friends behind their backs. Now Lucy did not like to hear the Greystocks abused, and would say so. "That's all very well, you little minx," Lizzie would say playfully, "but you know that they are all asses!" Lucy by no means thought that the Greystocks were asses, and was very strongly of opinion that one of them was as far removed from being an ass as any human being she had ever known. This one was Frank Greystock, the barrister. Of Frank Greystock some special—but, let it be hoped, very short—description must be given by-and-by. For the present it will be sufficient to declare that, during that short Easter holiday which he spent at his father's house in Bobsborough, he found Lucy Morris to be a most agreeable companion.

While she was at the deanery, a renewed friendship developed between her and Lizzie. It was mostly one-sided, though, because Lucy, who was quick and unconsciously good at reading people—as mentioned in a previous chapter—was somewhat intimidated by the wealthy widow. When Lizzie reminisced about their childhood and quoted poetry or spoke about romantic things, which she often did, Lucy felt that it wasn't genuine. Plus, Lizzie had a nasty habit of trash-talking all her other friends behind their backs. Lucy didn’t appreciate hearing her talk badly about the Greystocks and would speak up. "That’s all fine, you little troublemaker," Lizzie would say playfully, "but you know they’re all idiots!" Lucy didn’t think the Greystocks were idiots at all and firmly believed that one of them was about as far from being an idiot as anyone she had ever met. This person was Frank Greystock, the barrister. A special—but hopefully very brief—description of Frank Greystock will be provided later. For now, it’s enough to say that during the short Easter holiday he spent at his father's place in Bobsborough, he found Lucy Morris to be a delightful companion.

"Remember her position," said Mrs. Dean to her son.

"Keep in mind her position," said Mrs. Dean to her son.

"Her position! Well;—and what is her position mother?"

"Her position! Well, what is her position, Mom?"

"You know what I mean, Frank. She is as sweet a girl as ever lived, and a perfect lady. But with a governess, unless you mean to marry her, you should be more careful than with another girl, because you may do her such a world of mischief."

"You know what I mean, Frank. She's as sweet a girl as ever lived and a perfect lady. But with a governess, unless you plan to marry her, you should be more careful than with other girls, because you could really mess things up for her."

"I don't see that at all."

"I don't see that at all."

"If Lady Fawn knew that she had an admirer, Lady Fawn would not let her come into her house."

"If Lady Fawn knew she had an admirer, she wouldn't let her into her house."

"Then Lady Fawn is an idiot. If a girl be admirable, of course she will be admired. Who can hinder it?"

"Then Lady Fawn is an idiot. If a girl is admirable, of course she will be admired. Who can stop that?"

"You know what I mean, Frank."

"You know what I’m saying, Frank."

"Yes—I do; well. I don't suppose I can afford to marry Lucy Morris. At any rate, mother, I will never say a word to raise a hope in her,—if it would be a hope—"

"Yeah—I do; well. I don't think I can afford to marry Lucy Morris. Anyway, Mom, I will never say anything to give her false hope,—if it would even be a hope—

"Of course it would be a hope."

"Of course, it would be a hope."

"I don't know that at all. But I will never say any such word to her,—unless I make up my mind that I can afford to marry her."

"I have no idea about that. But I will never say anything like that to her—unless I decide that I can afford to marry her."

"Oh, Frank, it would be impossible!" said Mrs. Dean.

"Oh, Frank, that would be impossible!" said Mrs. Dean.

Mrs. Dean was a very good woman, but she had aspirations in the direction of filthy lucre on behalf of her children, or at least on behalf of this special child, and she did think it would be very nice if Frank would marry an heiress. This, however, was a long time ago, nearly two years ago; and many grave things had got themselves transacted since Lucy's visit to the deanery. She had become quite an old and an accustomed member of Lady Fawn's family. The youngest Fawn girl was not yet fifteen, and it was understood that Lucy was to remain with the Fawns for some quite indefinite time to come. Lady Fawn's eldest daughter, Mrs. Hittaway, had a family of her own, having been married ten or twelve years, and it was quite probable that Lucy might be transferred. Lady Fawn fully appreciated her treasure, and was, and ever had been, conscientiously anxious to make Lucy's life happy. But she thought that a governess should not be desirous of marrying, at any rate till a somewhat advanced period of life. A governess, if she were given to falling in love, could hardly perform her duties in life. No doubt, not to be a governess, but a young lady free from the embarrassing necessity of earning bread, free to have a lover and a husband, would be upon the whole nicer. So it is nicer to be born to £10,000 a year than to have to wish for £500. Lady Fawn could talk excellent sense on this subject by the hour, and always admitted that much was due to a governess who knew her place and did her duty. She was very fond of Lucy Morris, and treated her dependent with affectionate consideration;—but she did not approve of visits from Mr. Frank Greystock. Lucy, blushing up to the eyes, had once declared that she desired to have no personal visitors at Lady Fawn's house; but that, as regarded her own friendships, the matter was one for her own bosom. "Dear Miss Morris," Lady Fawn had said, "we understand each other so perfectly, and you are so good, that I am quite sure everything will be as it ought to be." Lady Fawn lived down at Richmond all the year through, in a large old-fashioned house with a large old-fashioned garden, called Fawn Court. After that speech of hers to Lucy, Frank Greystock did not call again at Fawn Court for many months, and it is possible that her ladyship had said a word also to him. But Lady Eustace, with her pretty little pair of grey ponies, would sometimes drive down to Richmond to see her "dear little old friend" Lucy, and her visits were allowed. Lady Fawn had expressed an opinion among her daughters that she did not see any harm in Lady Eustace. She thought that she rather liked Lady Eustace. But then Lady Fawn hated Lady Linlithgow as only two old women can hate each other;—and she had not heard the story of the diamond necklace.

Mrs. Dean was a very good woman, but she had ambitions for making money for her children, or at least for this particular child, and she thought it would be great if Frank married an heiress. However, that was a long time ago, almost two years back, and many serious events had taken place since Lucy's visit to the deanery. She had become quite a familiar and established member of Lady Fawn's family. The youngest Fawn girl was not yet fifteen, and it was understood that Lucy would be staying with the Fawns for quite an indefinite time. Lady Fawn's eldest daughter, Mrs. Hittaway, had her own family, having been married for ten or twelve years, and it was likely that Lucy might be moved. Lady Fawn truly valued her treasure and had always been sincerely concerned about making Lucy's life happy. But she believed that a governess shouldn’t be thinking about marriage, at least not until later in life. A governess who fell in love could hardly do her job properly. No doubt, it would be better to be a young lady without the pressure of earning a living, free to have a boyfriend and a husband. It's definitely nicer to be born into a family with £10,000 a year than to wish for £500. Lady Fawn could talk perfectly sensibly about this for hours and always acknowledged that a lot was owed to a governess who knew her place and did her job well. She was very fond of Lucy Morris and treated her dependent with warm consideration; however, she did not approve of visits from Mr. Frank Greystock. Lucy, blushing bright red, once declared that she didn’t want any personal visitors at Lady Fawn's house; but as far as her own friendships went, that was her own business. "Dear Miss Morris," Lady Fawn had said, "we understand each other so perfectly, and you are so good, that I’m sure everything will be as it should." Lady Fawn lived down in Richmond all year round, in a large, old-fashioned house with a big, old-fashioned garden called Fawn Court. After that conversation with Lucy, Frank Greystock didn’t visit Fawn Court again for many months, and it’s possible that her ladyship had also said something to him. However, Lady Eustace, with her cute little pair of grey ponies, would sometimes drive down to Richmond to see her "dear little old friend" Lucy, and those visits were allowed. Lady Fawn had mentioned to her daughters that she saw no harm in Lady Eustace. She thought she kind of liked Lady Eustace. But then Lady Fawn despised Lady Linlithgow the way only two old women can loathe each other;—and she hadn’t heard the story about the diamond necklace.

Lucy Morris certainly was a treasure,—a treasure though no heroine. She was a sweetly social, genial little human being whose presence in the house was ever felt to be like sunshine. She was never forward, but never bashful. She was always open to familiar intercourse without ever putting herself forward. There was no man or woman with whom she would not so talk as to make the man or woman feel that the conversation was remarkably pleasant,—and she could do the same with any child. She was an active, mindful, bright, energetic little thing to whom no work ever came amiss. She had catalogued the library,—which had been collected by the late Lord Fawn with peculiar reference to the Christian theology of the third and fourth centuries. She had planned the new flower-garden,—though Lady Fawn thought that she had done that herself. She had been invaluable during Clara Fawn's long illness. She knew every rule at croquet, and could play piquet. When the girls got up charades they had to acknowledge that everything depended on Miss Morris. They were good-natured, plain, unattractive girls, who spoke of her to her face as one who could easily do anything to which she might put her hand. Lady Fawn did really love her. Lord Fawn, the eldest son, a young man of about thirty-five, a Peer of Parliament and an Under-Secretary of State,—very prudent and very diligent,—of whom his mother and sisters stood in great awe, consulted her frequently and made no secret of his friendship. The mother knew her awful son well, and was afraid of nothing wrong in that direction. Lord Fawn had suffered a disappointment in love, but he had consoled himself with blue-books, and mastered his passion by incessant attendance at the India Board. The lady he had loved had been rich, and Lord Fawn was poor; but nevertheless he had mastered his passion. There was no fear that his feelings towards the governess would become too warm;—nor was it likely that Miss Morris should encounter danger in regard to him. It was quite an understood thing in the family that Lord Fawn must marry money.

Lucy Morris was definitely a gem—not a classic heroine, but a treasure all the same. She was a friendly, warm little person whose presence in the house always felt like sunshine. She wasn’t pushy, but she wasn’t shy either. She was always open to friendly interactions without ever trying to stand out. Everyone she spoke to—the men, women, or children—felt like the conversation was exceptionally enjoyable. She was active, caring, bright, and energetic, and no task was ever too much for her. She had organized the library, which had been built by the late Lord Fawn with a specific focus on Christian theology from the third and fourth centuries. She designed the new flower garden, even though Lady Fawn believed she had done it herself. She was a huge help during Clara Fawn's long illness. She knew every croquet rule and could play piquet. When the girls put together charades, they had to admit that everything relied on Miss Morris. They were nice but plain and unappealing girls, who openly acknowledged her talent. Lady Fawn truly loved her. Lord Fawn, the eldest son, was about thirty-five, a Member of Parliament and an Under-Secretary of State—very cautious and very dedicated—whom his mother and sisters looked up to greatly, often consulting her and showing no hesitation in their camaraderie. The mother understood her son well and wasn't worried about any issues there. Lord Fawn had faced heartbreak but turned to blue books for solace, keeping himself busy with work at the India Board. The woman he had loved was rich, while Lord Fawn was not; however, he had managed to overcome his feelings. There was no concern that he would develop overly strong feelings for the governess, nor was it likely that Miss Morris would find herself in any trouble with him. It was well understood in the family that Lord Fawn needed to marry someone wealthy.

Lucy Morris was indeed a treasure. No brighter face ever looked into another to seek sympathy there, either in mirth or woe. There was a gleam in her eyes that was almost magnetic, so sure was she to obtain by it that community of interest which she desired,—though it were but for a moment. Lord Fawn was pompous, slow, dull, and careful; but even he had given way to it at once. Lady Fawn, too, was very careful, but she had owned to herself long since that she could not bear to look forward to any permanent severance. Of course Lucy would be made over to the Hittaways, whose mother lived in Warwick Square, and whose father was Chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals. The Hittaways were the only grandchildren with whom Lady Fawn had as yet been blessed, and of course Lucy must go to the Hittaways.

Lucy Morris was truly a treasure. No other face ever sought sympathy in another, whether in joy or sorrow, with such brightness. There was a sparkle in her eyes that was almost magnetic, as she was sure to get the connection she wanted, even if it was just for a moment. Lord Fawn was pompous, slow, dull, and cautious; yet even he quickly succumbed to her charm. Lady Fawn was also very cautious, but she had admitted to herself long ago that she couldn't bear the thought of any permanent separation. Of course, Lucy would be given to the Hittaways, whose mother lived in Warwick Square and whose father was the Chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals. The Hittaways were the only grandchildren Lady Fawn had been blessed with so far, so naturally, Lucy had to go to the Hittaways.

She was but a little thing;—and it cannot be said of her, as of Lady Eustace, that she was a beauty. The charm of her face consisted in the peculiar, watery brightness of her eyes,—in the corners of which it would always seem that a diamond of a tear was lurking whenever any matter of excitement was afoot. Her light-brown hair was soft and smooth and pretty. As hair it was very well, but it had no speciality. Her mouth was somewhat large, but full of ever-varying expression. Her forehead was low and broad, with prominent temples, on which it was her habit to clasp tightly her little outstretched fingers as she sat listening to you. Of listeners she was the very best, for she would always be saying a word or two, just to help you,—the best word that could be spoken, and then again she would be hanging on your lips. There are listeners who show by their mode of listening that they listen as a duty,—not because they are interested. Lucy Morris was not such a one. She would take up your subject, whatever it was, and make it her own. There was forward just then a question as to whether the Sawab of Mygawb should have twenty millions of rupees paid to him and be placed upon a throne, or whether he should be kept in prison all his life. The British world generally could not be made to interest itself about the Sawab, but Lucy positively mastered the subject, and almost got Lord Fawn into a difficulty by persuading him to stand up against his chief on behalf of the injured prince.

She was just a little thing—and unlike Lady Eustace, it can't be said that she was a beauty. The appeal of her face lay in the unique, watery brightness of her eyes, which always seemed to have a hint of tears lurking in the corners whenever something exciting was happening. Her light brown hair was soft, smooth, and pretty. As hair, it was nice enough, but it didn't stand out in any particular way. Her mouth was on the larger side, but it expressed a range of emotions. Her forehead was low and broad, with noticeable temples where she tended to tightly clasp her little outstretched fingers while listening to you. She was one of the best listeners, always ready to interject a word or two to help you out—the perfect comments to say—and then she'd be hanging on your every word. There are listeners who make it obvious they're listening as a chore—not because they're genuinely interested. Lucy Morris was not one of them. She would take whatever topic you were discussing and make it her own. At that moment, there was a debate about whether the Sawab of Mygawb should be paid twenty million rupees and placed on a throne or kept imprisoned for life. The British public generally didn't care much about the Sawab, but Lucy really grasped the topic and nearly got Lord Fawn into trouble by convincing him to stand up against his superiors for the wronged prince.

What else can be said of her face or personal appearance that will interest a reader? When she smiled, there was the daintiest little dimple on her cheek. And when she laughed, that little nose, which was not as well-shaped a nose as it might have been, would almost change its shape and cock itself up in its mirth. Her hands were very thin and long, and so were her feet,—by no means models as were those of her friend Lady Eustace. She was a little, thin, quick, graceful creature, whom it was impossible that you should see without wishing to have near you. A most unselfish little creature she was, but one who had a well-formed idea of her own identity. She was quite resolved to be somebody among her fellow-creatures,—not somebody in the way of marrying a lord or a rich man, or somebody in the way of being a beauty, or somebody as a wit; but somebody as having a purpose and a use in life. She was the humblest little thing in the world in regard to any possible putting of herself forward or needful putting of herself back; and yet, to herself, nobody was her superior. What she had was her own, whether it was the old grey silk dress which she had bought with the money she had earned, or the wit which nature had given her. And Lord Fawn's title was his own, and Lady Fawn's rank her own. She coveted no man's possessions,—and no woman's; but she was minded to hold by her own. Of present advantages or disadvantages,—whether she had the one or suffered from the other,—she thought not at all. It was her fault that she had nothing of feminine vanity. But no man or woman was ever more anxious to be effective, to persuade, to obtain belief, sympathy, and co-operation;—not for any result personal to herself, but because, by obtaining these things, she could be effective in the object then before her, be it what it might.

What else can be said about her face or looks that would interest a reader? When she smiled, there was the cutest little dimple on her cheek. And when she laughed, that little nose, which wasn’t as perfectly shaped as it could have been, would almost change its shape and perk up with joy. Her hands were very thin and long, and so were her feet—not nearly as perfect as those of her friend Lady Eustace. She was a small, thin, lively, graceful person whom it was impossible to see without wanting her nearby. She was a truly selfless little thing, but she had a clear sense of her own identity. She was determined to be someone among her peers—not someone by marrying a lord or a rich man, not someone by being a beauty, or a wit; but someone with a purpose and a role in life. She was the humblest little creature when it came to putting herself forward or stepping back as needed; yet, to herself, no one was her superior. What she had was hers, whether it was the old grey silk dress she bought with her own money or the wit nature had given her. Lord Fawn's title was his, and Lady Fawn's rank was hers. She didn’t covet what belonged to any man—or any woman; rather, she was focused on holding onto her own. She didn’t think at all about her current advantages or disadvantages—whether she had one or struggled with the other. It was her flaw that she lacked any feminine vanity. But no man or woman was ever more eager to be effective, to persuade, to gain belief, sympathy, and cooperation—not for any personal gain, but because achieving these things allowed her to be effective in whatever task was in front of her, whatever it might be.

One other thing may be told of her. She had given her heart,—for good and all, as she owned to herself,—to Frank Greystock. She had owned to herself that it was so, and had owned to herself that nothing could come of it. Frank was becoming a man of mark,—but was becoming a man of mark without much money. Of all men he was the last who could afford to marry a governess. And then, moreover, he had never said a word to make her think that he loved her. He had called on her once or twice at Fawn Court,—as why should he not? Seeing that there had been friendship between the families for so many years, who could complain of that? Lady Fawn, however, had—not complained, but just said a word. A word in season, how good is it? Lucy did not much regard the word spoken to herself; but when she reflected that a word must also have been spoken to Mr. Greystock,—otherwise how should it have been that he never came again?—that she did not like.

One more thing can be said about her. She had given her heart—once and for all, as she admitted to herself—to Frank Greystock. She realized that was the case and that nothing would come of it. Frank was becoming a notable figure—but he was becoming notable without much money. Of all men, he was the last who could afford to marry a governess. Moreover, he had never said anything to make her think he loved her. He had visited her once or twice at Fawn Court—why wouldn’t he? Given the long-standing friendship between their families, who could complain about that? Lady Fawn, however, didn’t complain but did mention something. A timely word—how valuable is it? Lucy didn’t pay much attention to what was said to her; but when she thought about the fact that a word must have also been said to Mr. Greystock—otherwise, why hadn’t he visited again?—that she didn’t like.

In herself she regarded this passion of hers as a healthy man regards the loss of a leg or an arm. It is a great nuisance, a loss that maims the whole life,—a misfortune to be much regretted. But because a leg is gone, everything is not gone. A man with a wooden leg may stump about through much action, and may enjoy the keenest pleasures of humanity. He has his eyes left to him, and his ears, and his intellect. He will not break his heart for the loss of that leg. And so it was with Lucy Morris. She would still stump about and be very active. Eyes, ears, and intellect were left to her. Looking at her position, she told herself that a happy love could hardly have been her lot in life. Lady Fawn, she thought, was right. A governess should make up her mind to do without a lover. She had given away her heart, and yet she would do without a lover. When, on one dull, dark afternoon, as she was thinking of all this, Lord Fawn suddenly put into her hands a cruelly long printed document respecting the Sawab, she went to work upon it immediately. As she read it, she could not refrain from thinking how wonderfully Frank Greystock would plead the cause of the Indian prince, if the privilege of pleading it could be given to him.

In her mind, she saw this passion of hers like how a healthy man views losing a leg or an arm. It's a big hassle, a loss that affects her entire life—a misfortune to be truly regretted. But just because one leg is gone, it doesn't mean everything is lost. A guy with a prosthetic leg can still get around and enjoy the best parts of life. He still has his eyes, ears, and mind. He won’t break down over losing that leg. That’s how it was for Lucy Morris. She would keep moving and stay active. She had her eyes, ears, and intellect left. Considering her situation, she told herself that having a happy love life probably wasn’t in the cards for her. Lady Fawn was right, she thought; a governess should accept that she might not have a lover. She had given away her heart, yet she would live without one. On one dull, dark afternoon, as she pondered all this, Lord Fawn suddenly handed her a painfully long printed document about the Sawab, and she started working on it right away. As she read it, she couldn't help but think about how brilliantly Frank Greystock would argue the case of the Indian prince if he had the chance to do so.

The spring had come round, with May and the London butterflies, at the time at which our story begins, and during six months Frank Greystock had not been at Fawn Court. Then one day Lady Eustace came down with her ponies, and her footman, and a new dear friend of hers, Miss Macnulty. While Miss Macnulty was being honoured by Lady Fawn, Lizzie had retreated to a corner with her old dear friend Lucy Morris. It was pretty to see how so wealthy and fashionable a woman as Lady Eustace could show so much friendship to a governess. "Have you seen Frank, lately?" said Lady Eustace, referring to her cousin the barrister.

Spring had arrived, bringing May and the butterflies in London, just as our story begins. Frank Greystock hadn’t been to Fawn Court for six months. Then one day, Lady Eustace showed up with her ponies, her footman, and a new close friend, Miss Macnulty. While Lady Fawn was entertaining Miss Macnulty, Lizzie had slipped away to a corner with her old friend Lucy Morris. It was lovely to see how a wealthy and fashionable woman like Lady Eustace could be so friendly with a governess. "Have you seen Frank lately?" Lady Eustace asked, referring to her cousin, the barrister.

"Not for ever so long," said Lucy, with her cheeriest smile.

"Not for a long time," Lucy said, with her brightest smile.

"He is not going to prove a false knight?" asked Lady Eustace, in her lowest whisper.

"He’s not going to turn out to be a fake knight, is he?" asked Lady Eustace, in her quietest whisper.

"I don't know that Mr. Greystock is much given to knighthood at all," said Lucy,—"unless it is to being made Sir Francis by his party."

"I don't think Mr. Greystock cares much about knighthood," said Lucy, "unless it's about being made Sir Francis by his party."

"Nonsense, my dear; as if I didn't know. I suppose Lady Fawn has been interfering—like an old cat as she is."

"Nonsense, my dear; as if I didn't know. I guess Lady Fawn has been meddling—just like the old cat she is."

"She is not an old cat, Lizzie! and I won't hear her called so. If you think so, you shouldn't come here. And she hasn't interfered. That is, she has done nothing that she ought not to have done."

"She’s not an old cat, Lizzie! I won’t let you call her that. If you think so, then you shouldn’t be here. And she hasn’t done anything wrong. I mean, she hasn’t done anything she shouldn't have."

"Then she has interfered," said Lady Eustace, as she got up and walked across the room, with a sweet smile to the old cat.

"Then she has interfered," said Lady Eustace, as she got up and walked across the room, giving a sweet smile to the old cat.

 

 

CHAPTER IV

Frank Greystock
 

Frank Greystock the barrister was the only son of the Dean of Bobsborough. Now the dean had a family of daughters,—not quite so numerous indeed as that of Lady Fawn, for there were only three of them,—and was by no means a rich man. Unless a dean have a private fortune, or has chanced to draw the happy lot of Durham in the lottery of deans, he can hardly be wealthy. At Bobsborough the dean was endowed with a large, rambling, picturesque, uncomfortable house, and with £1,500 a year. In regard to personal property it may be asserted of all the Greystocks that they never had any. They were a family of which the males would surely come to be deans and admirals, and the females would certainly find husbands. And they lived on the good things of the world, and mixed with wealthy people. But they never had any money. The Eustaces always had money, and the Bishop of Bobsborough was wealthy. The dean was a man very different from his brother the admiral, who had never paid anybody anything. The dean did pay; but he was a little slow in his payments, and money with him was never very plentiful. In these circumstances it became very expedient that Frank Greystock should earn his bread early in life.

Frank Greystock, the barrister, was the only son of the Dean of Bobsborough. The dean had a family of daughters—not as many as Lady Fawn's, since there were only three of them—and he was definitely not a rich man. Unless a dean has a private fortune or happens to hit the jackpot with a lucrative post like Durham, he can hardly be wealthy. The dean in Bobsborough lived in a large, sprawling, somewhat picturesque yet uncomfortable house and earned £1,500 a year. It's safe to say that the Greystocks never had any personal wealth. They were a family destined to have sons who would become deans and admirals, while the daughters would inevitably find husbands. They enjoyed the good things in life and socialized with wealthy people, but they never had any money of their own. The Eustaces were always financially secure, and the Bishop of Bobsborough was well-off. The dean was quite different from his brother, the admiral, who never paid anyone anything. The dean did pay his debts, but he was a bit slow about it, and money was never in abundance for him. Given these circumstances, it became essential for Frank Greystock to start earning a living early on.

Nevertheless, he had chosen a profession which is not often lucrative at first. He had been called to the Bar, and had gone,—and was still going,—the circuit in which lies the cathedral city of Bobsborough. Bobsborough is not much of a town, and was honoured with the judges' visits only every other circuit. Frank began pretty well, getting some little work in London, and perhaps nearly enough to pay the cost of his circuit out of the county in which the cathedral was situated. But he began life after that impecunious fashion for which the Greystocks have been noted. Tailors, robemakers, and booksellers gave him trust, and did believe that they would get their money. And any persistent tradesman did get it. He did not actually hoist the black flag of impecuniosity, and proclaim his intention of preying generally upon the retail dealers, as his uncle the admiral had done. But he became known as a young man with whom money was "tight." All this had been going on for three or four years before he had met Lucy Morris at the deanery. He was then eight-and-twenty, and had been four years called. He was thirty when old Lady Fawn hinted to him that he had better not pay any more visits at Fawn Court.

Nevertheless, he had picked a profession that isn’t usually profitable at first. He had been called to the Bar and was going—still going—on the circuit that included the cathedral city of Bobsborough. Bobsborough isn’t much of a town and only received the judges' visits every other circuit. Frank started off fairly well, getting some minor work in London, and probably just enough to cover his circuit expenses in the county where the cathedral was located. However, he began life in that financially struggling manner for which the Greystocks are known. Tailors, shoemakers, and booksellers gave him credit, believing they would see their money again. And any determined tradesman did get paid. He didn’t actually raise the black flag of financial trouble and announce his intention to generally prey on shopkeepers, like his uncle the admiral had done. But he became known as a young man with whom money was “tight.” All this had been happening for three or four years before he met Lucy Morris at the deanery. He was then twenty-eight and had been called to the Bar for four years. He was thirty when old Lady Fawn hinted to him that he should avoid paying any more visits to Fawn Court.

But things had much altered with him of late. At the time of that visit to the deanery he had made a sudden start in his profession. The Corporation of the City of London had brought an action against the Bank of England with reference to certain alleged encroachments, of which action, considerable as it was in all its interests, no further notice need be taken here than is given by the statement that a great deal of money in this cause had found its way among the lawyers. Some of it penetrated into the pocket of Frank Greystock; but he earned more than money, better than money, out of that affair. It was attributed to him by the attorneys that the Bank of England was saved from the necessity of reconstructing all its bullion-cellars, and he had made his character for industry. In the year after that the Bobsborough people were rather driven into a corner in search of a clever young Conservative candidate for the borough, and Frank Greystock was invited to stand. It was not thought that there was much chance of success, and the dean was against it. But Frank liked the honour and glory of the contest, and so did Frank's mother. Frank Greystock stood, and at the time in which he was warned away from Fawn Court had been nearly a year in Parliament. "Of course it does interfere with one's business," he had said to his father, "but then it brings one business also. A man with a seat in Parliament who shows that he means work will always get nearly as much work as he can do." Such was Frank's exposition to his father. It may perhaps not be found to hold water in all cases. Mrs. Dean was of course delighted with her son's success, and so were the girls. Women like to feel that the young men belonging to them are doing something in the world, so that a reflected glory may be theirs. It was pleasant to talk of Frank as member for the city. Brothers do not always care much for a brother's success, but a sister is generally sympathetic. If Frank would only marry money, there was nothing he might not achieve. That he would live to sit on the woolsack was now almost a certainty to the dear old lady. But in order that he might sit there comfortably it was necessary that he should at least abstain from marrying a poor wife. For there was fear at the deanery also in regard to Lucy Morris.

But things had changed a lot for him recently. During that visit to the deanery, he suddenly launched forward in his career. The Corporation of the City of London had taken legal action against the Bank of England regarding certain alleged violations, which was significant enough that we only need to note that a lot of money was involved, and a good chunk ended up in the pockets of lawyers. Some of that money went to Frank Greystock, but he gained more than just money—he gained a reputation for hard work. The attorneys credited him with saving the Bank of England from having to completely reconstruct all its bullion cellars. The following year, the people of Bobsborough found themselves in need of a clever young Conservative candidate for the borough, and they invited Frank Greystock to run. It was thought he didn’t have a great chance of winning, and the dean was against it. But Frank enjoyed the honor and excitement of the contest, as did his mother. Frank Greystock ran, and by the time he was warned away from Fawn Court, he had already spent nearly a year in Parliament. "Of course, it does interfere with my work," he had told his father, "but it also brings in work. A man with a seat in Parliament who shows he's willing to put in the effort will always find plenty to do." That was Frank's reasoning to his father. It might not apply in every situation, though. Mrs. Dean was thrilled with her son's success, and so were the girls. Women love to feel that the young men in their lives are achieving something, giving them a share of that glory. It was nice to refer to Frank as the member for the city. Brothers don’t always care much about each other's success, but sisters generally feel supportive. If Frank would just marry someone wealthy, there would be nothing he couldn't achieve. The dear old lady was almost certain that he would live to sit on the woolsack. But for him to sit comfortably there, he really needed to avoid marrying someone poor. There was also concern at the deanery regarding Lucy Morris.

"That notion of marrying money as you call it," Frank said to his second sister Margaret, "is the most disgusting idea in the world."

"That idea of marrying for money, as you call it," Frank said to his second sister Margaret, "is the most disgusting thing in the world."

"It is as easy to love a girl who has something as one who has nothing," said Margaret.

"It’s just as easy to love a girl who has something as it is to love one who has nothing," said Margaret.

"No,—it is not; because the girls with money are scarce, and those without it are plentiful,—an argument of which I don't suppose you see the force." Then Margaret for the moment was snubbed and retired.

"No, it's not; because girls with money are rare, and those without it are common—an argument I don't think you understand." Then Margaret felt insulted for a moment and stepped back.

"Indeed, Frank, I think Lady Fawn was right," said the mother.

"Honestly, Frank, I think Lady Fawn was right," said the mother.

"And I think she was quite wrong. If there be anything in it, it won't be expelled by Lady Fawn's interference. Do you think I should allow Lady Fawn to tell me not to choose such or such a woman for my wife?"

"And I think she was totally wrong. If there’s anything to it, it won't be resolved by Lady Fawn interfering. Do you really think I should let Lady Fawn tell me not to pick this or that woman to be my wife?"

"It's the habit of seeing her, my dear. Nobody loves Lucy Morris better than I do. We all like her. But, dear Frank, would it do for you to make her your wife?"

"It's the habit of seeing her, my dear. Nobody loves Lucy Morris better than I do. We all like her. But, dear Frank, would it be okay for you to make her your wife?"

Frank Greystock was silent for a moment, and then he answered his mother's question. "I am not quite sure whether it would or would not. But I do think this—that if I were bold enough to marry now, and to trust all to the future, and could get Lucy to be my wife, I should be doing a great thing. I doubt, however, whether I have the courage." All of which made the dean's wife uneasy.

Frank Greystock paused for a moment before responding to his mother's question. "I'm not really sure if it would or wouldn't. But I do believe this—that if I were brave enough to marry now, to put everything in the hands of the future, and could get Lucy to be my wife, I would be doing something amazing. However, I doubt that I have the courage." This left the dean's wife feeling uneasy.

The reader, who has read so far, will perhaps think that Frank Greystock was in love with Lucy as Lucy was in love with him. But such was not exactly the case. To be in love, as an absolute, well-marked, acknowledged fact, is the condition of a woman more frequently and more readily than of a man. Such is not the common theory on the matter, as it is the man's business to speak, and the woman's business to be reticent. And the woman is presumed to have kept her heart free from any load of love, till she may accept the burthen with an assurance that it shall become a joy and a comfort to her. But such presumptions, though they may be very useful for the regulation of conduct, may not be always true. It comes more within the scope of a woman's mind, than that of a man's, to think closely and decide sharply on such a matter. With a man it is often chance that settles the question for him. He resolves to propose to a woman, or proposes without resolving, because she is close to him. Frank Greystock ridiculed the idea of Lady Fawn's interference in so high a matter as his love,—or abstinence from love. Nevertheless, had he been made a welcome guest at Fawn Court, he would undoubtedly have told his love to Lucy Morris. He was not a welcome guest, but had been banished; and, as a consequence of that banishment, he had formed no resolution in regard to Lucy, and did not absolutely know whether she was necessary to him or not. But Lucy Morris knew all about it.

The reader who has followed this far might think that Frank Greystock was in love with Lucy just as she was in love with him. But that wasn’t exactly true. Being in love, as a clear, defined, acknowledged fact, is something that happens to women more often and more easily than to men. This isn’t the usual belief, since men are expected to speak up, while women are supposed to hold back. It’s assumed that a woman keeps her heart free from the burden of love until she’s ready to take it on, confident that it will bring her joy and comfort. However, these assumptions, while useful for guiding behavior, aren’t always accurate. Women tend to think deeply and make sharp decisions about love more than men do. For men, it’s often chance that makes the decision for them. They might decide to propose to a woman or do so on a whim simply because she’s nearby. Frank Greystock mocked the idea of Lady Fawn interfering in something as significant as his love life—or lack of it. Still, if he had been welcomed at Fawn Court, he would have undoubtedly confessed his feelings to Lucy Morris. He wasn't a welcome guest; he had been banished, and as a result of that banishment, he hadn’t made any decisions about Lucy and didn’t really know if she was essential to him. But Lucy Morris was fully aware of everything.

Moreover, it frequently happens with men that they fail to analyse these things, and do not make out for themselves any clear definition of what their feelings are or what they mean. We hear that a man has behaved badly to a girl, when the behaviour of which he has been guilty has resulted simply from want of thought. He has found a certain companionship to be agreeable to him, and he has accepted the pleasure without inquiry. Some vague idea has floated across his brain that the world is wrong in supposing that such friendship cannot exist without marriage, or question of marriage. It is simply friendship. And yet were his friend to tell him that she intended to give herself in marriage elsewhere, he would suffer all the pangs of jealousy, and would imagine himself to be horribly ill-treated! To have such a friend,—a friend whom he cannot or will not make his wife,—is no injury to him. To him it is simply a delight, an excitement in life, a thing to be known to himself only and not talked of to others, a source of pride and inward exultation. It is a joy to think of when he wakes, and a consolation in his little troubles. It dispels the weariness of life, and makes a green spot of holiday within his daily work. It is, indeed, death to her;—but he does not know it. Frank Greystock did think that he could not marry Lucy Morris without making an imprudent plunge into deep water, and yet he felt that Lady Fawn was an ill-natured old woman for hinting to him that he had better not, for the present, continue his visits to Fawn Court. "Of course you understand me, Mr. Greystock," she had said, meaning to be civil. "When Miss Morris has left us,—should she ever leave us,—I should be most happy to see you." "What on earth would take me to Fawn Court, if Lucy were not there!" he said to himself,—not choosing to appreciate Lady Fawn's civility.

Moreover, it often happens with guys that they fail to analyze these things and don't figure out any clear definition of what their feelings are or what they mean. We hear that a guy has treated a girl badly when his actions have come simply from a lack of thought. He finds certain companionship enjoyable and accepts the pleasure without questioning it. A vague idea has crossed his mind that the world is wrong in assuming that such friendship can't exist without marriage or any talk of marriage. It's just friendship. Yet, if his friend were to tell him that she plans to marry someone else, he would feel all the pangs of jealousy and think he was being horribly mistreated! Having such a friend—a friend he can’t or won’t marry—is no harm to him. To him, it’s just a delight, an excitement in life, something to keep to himself and not discuss with others, a source of pride and inner joy. It’s nice to think about when he wakes up and a comfort during his minor troubles. It eases the weariness of life and creates a little oasis of joy amid his daily grind. It is, in fact, a death sentence for her; but he doesn’t know it. Frank Greystock thought he couldn't marry Lucy Morris without making a reckless leap into deep water, yet he felt that Lady Fawn was a mean old woman for suggesting he shouldn’t continue visiting Fawn Court for now. "Of course you understand me, Mr. Greystock," she said, trying to be polite. "When Miss Morris has left us—if she ever leaves us—I would be very happy to see you." "What on earth would make me go to Fawn Court if Lucy wasn’t there!" he said to himself, not wanting to appreciate Lady Fawn's politeness.

Frank Greystock was at this time nearly thirty years old. He was a good-looking, but not strikingly handsome man; thin, of moderate height, with sharp grey eyes, a face clean shorn with the exception of a small whisker, with wiry, strong dark hair, which was already beginning to show a tinge of grey;—the very opposite in appearance to his late friend Sir Florian Eustace. He was quick, ready-witted, self-reliant, and not over scrupulous in the outward things of the world. He was desirous of doing his duty to others, but he was specially desirous that others should do their duty to him. He intended to get on in the world, and believed that happiness was to be achieved by success. He was certainly made for the profession which he had adopted. His father, looking to certain morsels of Church patronage which occasionally came in his way, and to the fact that he and the bishop were on most friendly terms, had wished his son to take orders. But Frank had known himself and his own qualities too well to follow his father's advice. He had chosen to be a barrister, and now, at thirty, he was in Parliament.

Frank Greystock was nearly thirty years old at this point. He was good-looking, but not exceptionally handsome; he was thin, of average height, with sharp gray eyes and a clean-shaven face except for a small patch of whiskers. His dark hair was wiry and strong, already showing hints of gray—completely different in appearance from his late friend Sir Florian Eustace. He was quick, witty, self-sufficient, and not overly concerned with social conventions. He wanted to do his duty to others but especially wanted others to do their duty to him. He aimed to succeed in life, believing that happiness came from that success. He was definitely suited for the profession he had chosen. His father, hoping to gain certain opportunities for Church appointments that occasionally came his way and knowing that he and the bishop were on friendly terms, wanted him to become a clergyman. However, Frank knew himself and his abilities well enough to ignore his father's wishes. He chose to become a barrister, and now, at thirty, he was in Parliament.

He had been asked to stand for Bobsborough in the Conservative interest, and as a Conservative he had been returned. Those who invited him knew probably but little of his own political beliefs or feelings,—did not, probably, know whether he had any. His father was a fine old Tory of the ancient school, who thought that things were going from bad to worse, but was able to live happily in spite of his anticipations. The dean was one of those old-world politicians,—we meet them every day, and they are generally pleasant people,—who enjoy the politics of the side to which they belong without any special belief in them. If pressed hard they will almost own that their so-called convictions are prejudices. But not for worlds would they be rid of them. When two or three of them meet together, they are as freemasons, who are bound by a pleasant bond which separates them from the outer world. They feel among themselves that everything that is being done is bad,—even though that everything is done by their own party. It was bad to interfere with Charles, bad to endure Cromwell, bad to banish James, bad to put up with William. The House of Hanover was bad. All interference with prerogative has been bad. The Reform bill was very bad. Encroachment on the estates of the bishops was bad. Emancipation of Roman Catholics was the worst of all. Abolition of corn-laws, church-rates, and oaths and tests were all bad. The meddling with the Universities has been grievous. The treatment of the Irish Church has been Satanic. The overhauling of schools is most injurious to English education. Education bills and Irish land bills were all bad. Every step taken has been bad. And yet to them old England is of all countries in the world the best to live in, and is not at all the less comfortable because of the changes that have been made. These people are ready to grumble at every boon conferred on them, and yet to enjoy every boon. They know, too, their privileges, and, after a fashion, understand their position. It is picturesque, and it pleases them. To have been always in the right and yet always on the losing side; always being ruined, always under persecution from a wild spirit of republican-demagogism,—and yet never to lose anything, not even position or public esteem, is pleasant enough. A huge, living, daily increasing grievance that does one no palpable harm, is the happiest possession that a man can have. There is a large body of such men in England, and, personally, they are the very salt of the nation. He who said that all Conservatives are stupid did not know them. Stupid Conservatives there may be,—and there certainly are very stupid Radicals. The well-educated, widely-read Conservative, who is well assured that all good things are gradually being brought to an end by the voice of the people, is generally the pleasantest man to be met. But he is a Buddhist, possessing a religious creed which is altogether dark and mysterious to the outer world. Those who watch the ways of the advanced Buddhist hardly know whether the man does believe himself in his hidden god, but men perceive that he is respectable, self-satisfied, and a man of note. It is of course from the society of such that Conservative candidates are to be sought; but, alas, it is hard to indoctrinate young minds with the old belief, since new theories of life have become so rife!

He had been asked to run for Bobsborough on behalf of the Conservatives, and as a Conservative, he was elected. Those who invited him probably knew little about his personal political beliefs or feelings—likely didn't even know if he had any. His father was a classic Tory from the old school, who believed that things were getting worse, yet managed to live happily despite his gloomy outlook. The dean was one of those old-school politicians—we encounter them every day, and they are usually friendly—who enjoy the politics of their party without any strong conviction in them. If pressed, they might admit that their so-called beliefs are just biases. But they wouldn’t give them up for anything. When a few of them gather, they resemble freemasons, bound by a pleasant bond that sets them apart from the outside world. They agree among themselves that everything being done is bad—even if it's being done by their own party. It was bad to interfere with Charles, bad to tolerate Cromwell, bad to exile James, and bad to put up with William. The House of Hanover was bad. Any interference with royal authority has been bad. The Reform Bill was very bad. Encroaching on the bishops' estates was bad. Emancipation of Roman Catholics was the worst. The abolition of corn laws, church rates, and oaths and tests was all bad. Interfering with the universities has been a serious issue. The treatment of the Irish Church has been terrible. Oversight of schools is harmful to English education. Education bills and Irish land bills were all bad. Every step taken has been bad. Yet, to them, old England is the best place to live, and it's not any less comfortable because of the changes that have happened. These people are quick to complain about every benefit given to them while also enjoying those benefits. They are aware of their privileges and somewhat understand their position. It's picturesque, and it pleases them. To always be in the right yet on the losing side; to be perpetually ruined and persecuted by a wild spirit of republicanism—yet not lose anything, not even their position or public respect—is quite pleasant. A big, living grievance that doesn't visibly harm you is the happiest possession a person can have. There is a sizable group of such people in England, and personally, they are the backbone of the nation. Whoever said that all Conservatives are stupid didn't know them. There may be stupid Conservatives—and there certainly are some very silly Radicals. The well-educated, widely read Conservative, who firmly believes that all good things are gradually being ended by the popular will, is usually the nicest person to meet. But he’s like a Buddhist, holding a belief system that is entirely dark and mysterious to outsiders. Those who observe the practices of an advanced Buddhist can hardly tell if he truly believes in his hidden god, but people see that he is respectable, self-satisfied, and a person of standing. It’s certainly from such people that Conservative candidates should be sought; but alas, it's difficult to instill the old beliefs in young minds since new life theories have become so widespread!

Nevertheless Frank Greystock, when he was invited to stand for Bobsborough in the Conservative interest, had not for a moment allowed any political heterodoxy on his own part to stand in the way of his advancement. It may, perhaps, be the case that a barrister is less likely to be influenced by personal convictions in taking his side in politics than any other man who devotes himself to public affairs. No slur on the profession is intended by this suggestion. A busy, clever, useful man, who has been at work all his life, finds that his own progress towards success demands from him that he shall become a politician. The highest work of a lawyer can only be reached through political struggle. As a large-minded man of the world, peculiarly conversant with the fact that every question has two sides, and that as much may often be said on one side as on the other, he has probably not become violent in his feelings as a political partisan. Thus he sees that there is an opening here or an opening there, and the offence in either case is not great to him. With Frank Greystock the matter was very easy. There certainly was no apostasy. He had now and again attacked his father's ultra-Toryism, and rebuked his mother and sisters when they spoke of Gladstone as Apollyon, and called John Bright the Abomination of Desolation. But it was easy to him to fancy himself a Conservative, and as such he took his seat in the House without any feeling of discomfort.

Nevertheless, Frank Greystock, when he was invited to run for Bobsborough in the Conservative party, didn’t let any personal political beliefs get in the way of his career advancement. It might be true that a barrister is less likely to be swayed by personal convictions when choosing a political side than anyone else involved in public affairs. This isn’t meant to disrespect the profession. A busy, smart, and effective person who has worked hard all his life finds that his path to success requires him to engage in politics. The highest achievements for a lawyer can only be reached through political struggle. As a broad-minded and worldly man, aware that every issue has two sides and that equal arguments can be made for both, he likely hasn’t become overly passionate as a political supporter. So he sees opportunities here and there, and the impact of either choice doesn’t bother him much. For Frank Greystock, it was quite straightforward. There was certainly no betrayal of his beliefs. He had occasionally criticized his father's extreme Tory views and had scolded his mother and sisters when they referred to Gladstone as Apollyon and called John Bright the Abomination of Desolation. But it was easy for him to imagine himself as a Conservative, and with that mindset, he took his seat in the House without any discomfort.

During the first four months of his first session he had not spoken,—but he had made himself useful. He had sat on one or two Committees, though as a barrister he might have excused himself, and had done his best to learn the forms of the House. But he had already begun to find that the time which he devoted to Parliament was much wanted for his profession. Money was very necessary to him. Then a new idea was presented to him.

During the first four months of his first session, he hadn’t spoken—but he had made himself useful. He had sat on one or two committees, even though as a barrister he could have opted out, and had done his best to learn the rules of the House. But he had already started to realize that the time he dedicated to Parliament was much needed for his career. Money was very important to him. Then a new idea came to him.

John Eustace and Greystock were very intimate,—as also had been Sir Florian and Greystock. "I tell you what I wish you'd do, Greystock," Eustace said to him one day, as they were standing idly together in the lobby of the House. For John Eustace was also in Parliament.

John Eustace and Greystock were really close, much like Sir Florian had been with Greystock. “I’ve got a favor to ask you, Greystock,” Eustace said one day as they were just hanging out in the lobby of the House. After all, John Eustace was also in Parliament.

"Anything to oblige you, my friend."

"Anything to help you out, my friend."

"It's only a trifle," said Eustace. "Just to marry your cousin, my brother's widow."

"It's just a small thing," Eustace said. "Just to marry your cousin, my brother's widow."

"By Jove,—I wish I had the chance!"

"Man, I wish I had the chance!"

"I don't see why you shouldn't. She is sure to marry somebody, and at her age so she ought. She's not twenty-three yet. We could trust you,—with the child and all the rest of it. As it is, she is giving us a deal of trouble."

"I don't see why you shouldn't. She's definitely going to marry someone, and at her age, she really should. She's not even twenty-three yet. We can trust you—with the child and everything else. As it stands, she's causing us a lot of trouble."

"But, my dear fellow—"

"But, my dear friend—"

"I know she's fond of you. You were dining there last Sunday.

"I know she's into you. You were having dinner there last Sunday."

"And so was Fawn. Lord Fawn is the man to marry Lizzie. You see if he doesn't. He was uncommonly sweet on her the other night, and really interested her about the Sawab."

"And so was Fawn. Lord Fawn is the guy to marry Lizzie. Just wait and see if he doesn’t. He was really into her the other night and was genuinely interested in the Sawab."

"She'll never be Lady Fawn," said John Eustace. "And to tell the truth, I shouldn't care to have to deal with Lord Fawn. He would be infinitely troublesome; and I can hardly wash my hands of her affairs. She's worth nearly £5,000 a year as long as she lives, and I really don't think that she's much amiss."

"She'll never be Lady Fawn," said John Eustace. "Honestly, I wouldn't want to deal with Lord Fawn. He'd be a huge hassle, and I can barely get away from her issues. She's worth almost £5,000 a year as long as she’s alive, and I really don’t think there’s anything wrong with her."

"Much amiss! I don't know whether she's not the prettiest woman I ever saw," said Greystock.

"Something's off! I can't tell if she's not the prettiest woman I've ever seen," said Greystock.

"Yes;—but I mean in conduct, and all that. She is making herself queer; and Camperdown, our lawyer, means to jump upon her; but it's only because she doesn't know what she ought to be at, and what she ought not. You could tell her."

"Yeah, but I mean in how she behaves and all of that. She's acting strange, and Camperdown, our lawyer, plans to take her down a notch; but it's just because she doesn't understand what she should be doing and what she shouldn't. You could explain it to her."

"It wouldn't suit me at all to have to quarrel with Camperdown," said the barrister, laughing.

"It wouldn’t be at all suitable for me to argue with Camperdown," said the lawyer, laughing.

"You and he would settle everything in five minutes, and it would save me a world of trouble," said Eustace.

"You and he could sort everything out in five minutes, and it would save me a ton of hassle," said Eustace.

"Fawn is your man;—take my word for it," said Greystock, as he walked back into the House.

"Fawn is the guy for you; trust me on that," Greystock said as he walked back into the House.

 *****

Dramatists, when they write their plays, have a delightful privilege of prefixing a list of their personages;—and the dramatists of old used to tell us who was in love with whom, and what were the blood relationships of all the persons. In such a narrative as this, any proceeding of that kind would be unusual,—and therefore the poor narrator has been driven to expend his first four chapters in the mere task of introducing his characters. He regrets the length of these introductions, and will now begin at once the action of his story.

Dramatists, when they write their plays, have the nice perk of including a list of their characters;—and the dramatists of the past would tell us who was in love with whom and what the family connections were among all the characters. In a narrative like this, including such details would be unusual,—so the poor narrator has had to spend the first four chapters just introducing his characters. He regrets the length of these introductions and will now quickly get into the action of his story.

 

 

CHAPTER V

The Eustace Necklace
 

John Eustace, Lady Eustace's brother-in-law, had told his friend Greystock, the lady's cousin, that Mr. Camperdown the lawyer intended to "jump upon" that lady. Making such allowance and deduction from the force of these words as the slang expression requires, we may say that John Eustace was right. Mr. Camperdown was in earnest, and did intend to obtain the restoration of those jewels. Mr. Camperdown was a gentleman of about sixty, who had been lawyer to Sir Florian's father, and whose father had been lawyer to Sir Florian's grandfather. His connexion with the property and with the family was of a nature to allow him to take almost any liberty with the Eustaces. When therefore John Eustace, in regard to those diamonds, had pleaded that the heir in his long minority would obtain ample means of buying more diamonds, and of suggesting that the plunder for the sake of tranquillity should be allowed, Mr. Camperdown took upon himself to say that he'd "be –––– if he'd put up with it!" "I really don't know what you are to do," said John Eustace.

John Eustace, Lady Eustace's brother-in-law, had told his friend Greystock, the lady's cousin, that Mr. Camperdown, the lawyer, planned to "go after" that lady. Considering the slang expression's implications, we can say that John Eustace was correct. Mr. Camperdown was serious and did intend to recover those jewels. Mr. Camperdown was a gentleman around sixty years old, who had been the lawyer for Sir Florian's father, and his father had been the lawyer for Sir Florian's grandfather. His connection to the property and the family allowed him to take almost any liberties with the Eustaces. So when John Eustace argued that the heir, during his long minority, would have plenty of means to buy more diamonds and suggested that letting go of the jewels for peace of mind should be considered, Mr. Camperdown firmly stated that he'd "be damned if he’d put up with it!" "I really don’t know what you should do," said John Eustace.

"I'll file a bill in Chancery if it's necessary," said the old lawyer. "Heaven on earth! as trustee how are you to reconcile yourself to such a robbery? They represent £500 a year for ever, and she is to have them simply because she chooses to take them!"

"I'll file a lawsuit in Chancery if I have to," said the old lawyer. "Good grief! As a trustee, how can you justify letting this theft happen? They amount to £500 a year forever, and she’s just going to take them because she feels like it!"

"I suppose Florian could have given them away. At any rate he could have sold them."

"I guess Florian could have given them away. Anyway, he could have sold them."

"I don't know that," said Mr. Camperdown. "I have not looked as yet, but I think that this necklace has been made an heirloom. At any rate it represents an amount of property that shouldn't and couldn't be made over legally without some visible evidence of transfer. It's as clear a case of stealing as I ever knew in my life, and as bad a case. She hadn't a farthing, and she has got the whole of the Ayrshire property for her life. She goes about and tells everybody that it's hers to sell to-morrow if she pleases to sell it! No, John;—" Mr. Camperdown had known Eustace when he was a boy, and had watched him become a man, and hadn't yet learned to drop the name by which he had called the boy,—"we mustn't allow it. What do you think of her applying to me for an income to support her child,—a baby not yet two years old?" Mr. Camperdown had been very adverse to all the circumstances of Sir Florian's marriage, and had subjected himself to Sir Florian's displeasure for expressing his opinion. He had tried to explain that as the lady brought no money into the family she was not entitled to such a jointure as Sir Florian was determined to lavish upon her. But Sir Florian had been obstinate,—both in regard to the settlement and the will. It was not till after Sir Florian's death that this terrible matter of the jewels had even suggested itself to Mr. Camperdown. The jewellers in whose custody the things had been since the death of the late Lady Eustace had mentioned the affair to him immediately on the young widow's return from Naples. Sir Florian had withdrawn, not all the jewels, but by far the most valuable of them, from the jewellers' care on his return to London from their marriage tour to Scotland, and this was the result. The jewellers were at that time without any doubt as to the date at which the necklace was taken from them.

"I don't know that," Mr. Camperdown said. "I haven’t looked yet, but I think this necklace has become an heirloom. At the very least, it represents property that shouldn't and couldn't be legally transferred without some clear proof of that transfer. This is as clear a case of stealing as I've ever seen, and it's a pretty bad situation. She didn’t have a penny, and now she has the entire Ayrshire property for her lifetime. She goes around telling everyone it’s hers to sell tomorrow if she wants to! No, John;—" Mr. Camperdown had known Eustace since he was a boy and had watched him grow up, and he still hadn’t gotten used to dropping the name he had used for the boy,—"we can't let this happen. What do you think about her asking me for an income to support her child—a baby not yet two years old?" Mr. Camperdown had been very opposed to all the circumstances surrounding Sir Florian's marriage and had faced Sir Florian’s displeasure for voicing his opinion. He had tried to explain that since the lady brought no money into the family, she wasn't entitled to the generous jointure Sir Florian was determined to give her. But Sir Florian had been stubborn—both about the settlement and the will. It wasn’t until after Sir Florian's death that this awful issue regarding the jewels even crossed Mr. Camperdown's mind. The jewellers, who had been holding the items since the late Lady Eustace's death, had mentioned the matter to him right after the young widow returned from Naples. Sir Florian had taken not all the jewels, but the most valuable ones, from the jewellers' care when he got back to London from their marriage trip to Scotland, and this was the outcome. At that time, the jewellers were absolutely certain about the date on which the necklace was taken from them.

Mr. Camperdown's first attempt was made by a most courteous and even complimentary note, in which he suggested to Lady Eustace that it would be for the advantage of all parties that the family jewels should be kept together. Lizzie as she read this note smiled, and said to herself that she did not exactly see how her own interests would be best served by such an arrangement. She made no answer to Mr. Camperdown's note. Some months after this, when the heir was born, and as Lady Eustace was passing through London on her journey from Bobsborough to Portray, a meeting had been arranged between her and Mr. Camperdown. She had endeavoured by all the wiles she knew to avoid this meeting, but it had been forced upon her. She had been almost given to understand that unless she submitted to it, she would not be able to draw her income from the Portray property. Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus had advised her to submit. "My husband gave me a necklace, and they want me to give it back," she had said to Mr. Mopus. "Do nothing of the kind," Mr. Mopus had replied. "If you find it necessary, refer Mr. Camperdown to us. We will answer him." The interview had taken place, during which Mr. Camperdown took the trouble to explain very plainly and more than once that the income from the Portray property belonged to Lady Eustace for her life only. It would after her death be rejoined, of necessity, to the rest of the Eustace property. This was repeated to Lady Eustace in the presence of John Eustace; but she made no remark on being so informed. "You understand the nature of the settlement, Lady Eustace?" Mr. Camperdown had said. "I believe I understand everything," she replied. Then, just at the close of the interview, he asked a question about the jewels. Lady Eustace at first made no reply. "They might as well be sent back to Messrs. Garnett's," said Mr. Camperdown. "I don't know that I have any to send back," she answered; and then she escaped before Mr. Camperdown was able to arrange any further attack. "I can manage with her better by letter than I can personally," he said to John Eustace.

Mr. Camperdown's first attempt was made with a very polite and somewhat flattering note, in which he suggested to Lady Eustace that it would be best for everyone involved if the family jewels were kept together. As Lizzie read this note, she smiled and thought to herself that she didn't quite understand how such an arrangement would benefit her. She did not respond to Mr. Camperdown’s note. A few months later, when the heir was born, and as Lady Eustace was passing through London on her way from Bobsborough to Portray, a meeting had been set up between her and Mr. Camperdown. She had tried every trick she knew to avoid this meeting, but it had been forced upon her. She had been made to understand that if she did not comply, she would not be able to receive her income from the Portray property. Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus had advised her to go along with it. "My husband gave me a necklace, and they want me to return it," she told Mr. Mopus. "Don’t do that," Mr. Mopus replied. "If necessary, refer Mr. Camperdown to us. We will handle him." The meeting took place, during which Mr. Camperdown went to great lengths to explain clearly and repeatedly that the income from the Portray property belonged to Lady Eustace only for her lifetime. After her death, it would necessarily revert to the rest of the Eustace estate. This was reiterated to Lady Eustace in front of John Eustace, but she said nothing in response to this information. "Do you understand the nature of the settlement, Lady Eustace?" Mr. Camperdown asked. "I believe I understand everything," she replied. Then, just at the end of the meeting, he inquired about the jewels. At first, Lady Eustace didn’t respond. "They might as well be sent back to Messrs. Garnett’s," said Mr. Camperdown. "I don’t know that I have any to send back," she answered, and quickly left before Mr. Camperdown could launch any further inquiries. "I can deal with her more effectively by letter than in person," he told John Eustace.

Lawyers such as Mr. Camperdown are slow, and it was three or four months after that when he wrote a letter in his own name to Lady Eustace, explaining to her, still courteously, that it was his business to see that the property of the Eustace family was placed in fit hands, and that a certain valuable necklace of diamonds, which was an heirloom of the family, and which was undeniably the property of the heir, was believed to be in her custody. As such property was peculiarly subject to risks, would she have the kindness to make arrangements for handing over the necklace to the custody of the Messrs. Garnett? To this letter Lizzie made no answer whatever, nor did she to a second note, calling attention to the first. When John Eustace told Greystock that Camperdown intended to "jump on" Lady Eustace, the following further letter had been written by the firm;—but up to that time Lizzie had not replied to it:
 

Lawyers like Mr. Camperdown tend to be slow, and it was three or four months later when he sent a letter to Lady Eustace in his own name. He explained, still politely, that it was his job to ensure the Eustace family property was handled properly. He mentioned a valuable diamond necklace, an heirloom of the family and clearly belonging to the heir, which was believed to be in her possession. Since such valuable items are particularly vulnerable to risk, he asked if she would kindly arrange to hand over the necklace to the Messrs. Garnett. Lizzie did not respond at all to this letter, nor did she reply to a second note reminding her of the first. When John Eustace informed Greystock that Camperdown planned to "jump on" Lady Eustace, the firm wrote another letter; however, Lizzie still had not replied to it by that time:

62, New Square, Lincoln's Inn,
May 5, 186––.

62, New Square, Lincoln's Inn,
May 5, 186––.

Madam,

Dear Madam,

It is our duty as attorneys acting on behalf of the estate of your late husband Sir Florian Eustace, and in the interest of your son, his heir, to ask for restitution of a certain valuable diamond necklace which is believed to be now in the possession of your ladyship. Our senior partner, Mr. Camperdown, has written to your ladyship more than once on the subject, but has not been honoured with any reply. Doubtless had there been any mistake as to the necklace being in your hands we should have been so informed. The diamonds were withdrawn from Messrs. Garnett's, the jewellers, by Sir Florian soon after his marriage, and were, no doubt, entrusted to your keeping. They are appanages of the family which should not be in your hands as the widow of the late baronet, and they constitute an amount of property which certainly cannot be alienated from the family without inquiry or right, as might any trifling article either of use or ornament. The jewels are valued at over £10,000.

We are writing as the attorneys for the estate of your late husband, Sir Florian Eustace, and in the interest of your son, his heir, to ask for the return of a valuable diamond necklace that we believe you currently possess. Our senior partner, Mr. Camperdown, has contacted you several times about this matter without receiving a reply. Surely, if there was any confusion regarding the necklace being in your possession, we would have been informed. Sir Florian took the diamonds from Messrs. Garnett's, the jewellers, shortly after your marriage, and they were certainly given to you. These jewels are part of the family heirloom that should not be kept by you, as the widow of the late baronet, and they represent a significant asset that cannot be removed from the family without proper investigation or justification, unlike any trivial item of use or decoration. The jewels are valued at over £10,000.

We are reluctantly compelled, by the fact of your having left unanswered three letters from Mr. Camperdown, Senior, on the subject, to explain to you that if attention be not paid to this letter, we shall be obliged, in the performance of our duty, to take legal steps for the restitution of the property.

Regrettably, we must inform you that since you have not responded to three letters from Mr. Camperdown, Senior, regarding this matter, if you do not respond to this letter, we will have to take legal action to recover the property.

We have the honour to be,
Madam,
Your ladyship's most obedient servants,

We are honored to be,
Ma'am,
Your ladyship's most devoted servants,

Camperdown & Son.

Camperdown & Son.

To Lady Eustace.
&c. &c.
 

To Lady Eustace.
&c. &c.

A few days after it was sent old Mr. Camperdown got the letter-book of the office and read the letter to John Eustace.

A few days after it was sent, old Mr. Camperdown grabbed the office's letter-book and read the letter to John Eustace.

"I don't see how you're to get them," said Eustace.

"I don't see how you’re going to get them," Eustace said.

"We'll throw upon her the burthen of showing that they have become legally her property. She can't do it."

"We'll put the burden on her to prove that they are now legally her property. She can't do it."

"Suppose she sold them?"

"What if she sold them?"

"We'll follow them up. £10,000, my dear John! God bless my soul! it's a magnificent dowry for a daughter,—an ample provision for a younger son. And she is to be allowed to filch it, as other widows filch china cups, and a silver teaspoon or two! It's quite a common thing, but I never heard of such a haul as this."

"We'll keep track of them. £10,000, my dear John! Wow! That's an amazing dowry for a daughter—more than enough for a younger son. And she gets to sneak it away, just like other widows sneak china cups and a silver teaspoon or two! It's pretty common, but I’ve never heard of such a big score as this."

"It will be very unpleasant," said Eustace.

"It'll be really unpleasant," said Eustace.

"And then she still goes about everywhere declaring that the Portray property is her own. She's a bad lot. I knew it from the first. Of course we shall have trouble." Then Mr. Eustace explained to the lawyer that their best way out of it all would be to get the widow married to some respectable husband. She was sure to marry sooner or later,—so John Eustace said,—and any "decently decent" fellow would be easier to deal with than she herself. "He must be very indecently indecent if he is not," said Mr. Camperdown. But Mr. Eustace did not name Frank Greystock the barrister as the probable future decent husband.

"And then she keeps going around claiming that the Portray property is hers. She's trouble. I could tell from the start. Of course we're going to have issues." Then Mr. Eustace explained to the lawyer that the best way out of all this would be to get the widow married to a respectable guy. She was bound to marry sooner or later, as John Eustace said, and any "decently decent" man would be easier to handle than she is. "He must be extremely indecently indecent if he isn't," said Mr. Camperdown. But Mr. Eustace didn’t mention Frank Greystock the barrister as the likely candidate for the decent husband.

When Lizzie first got the letter, which she did on the day after the visit at Fawn Court of which mention has been made, she put it by unread for a couple of days. She opened it, not knowing the clerk's handwriting, but read only the first line and the signature. For two days she went on with the ordinary affairs and amusements of her life, as though no such letter had reached her; but she was thinking of it all the time. The diamonds were in her possession, and she had had them valued by her old friend Mr. Benjamin—of the firm of Harter and Benjamin. Mr. Benjamin had suggested that stones of such a value should not be left to the risk of an ordinary London house; but Lizzie had felt that if Mr. Benjamin got them into his hands, Mr. Benjamin might perhaps not return them. Messrs. Camperdown and Garnett between them might form a league with Mr. Benjamin. Where would she be, should Mr. Benjamin tell her that under some legal sanction he had given the jewels up to Mr. Camperdown? She hinted to Mr. Benjamin that she would perhaps sell them if she got a good offer. Mr. Benjamin, who was very familiar with her, hinted that there might be a little family difficulty. "Oh, none in the least," said Lizzie;—"but I don't think I shall part with them." Then she gave Mr. Benjamin an order for a strong box, which was supplied to her. The strong box, which was so heavy that she could barely lift it herself, was now in her London bedroom.

When Lizzie first received the letter, which happened the day after the visit to Fawn Court mentioned earlier, she left it unopened for a couple of days. She opened it without recognizing the clerk's handwriting but only read the first line and the signature. For two days, she went about her usual activities and pastimes as if the letter hadn't arrived; however, it was constantly on her mind. The diamonds were in her possession, and she had them appraised by her old friend Mr. Benjamin from the firm Harter and Benjamin. Mr. Benjamin advised that such valuable stones shouldn't be left in an ordinary London house; but Lizzie worried that if Mr. Benjamin had them, he might not return them. Messrs. Camperdown and Garnett might collaborate with Mr. Benjamin. Where would she stand if Mr. Benjamin told her that, under some legal pretext, he had handed the jewels over to Mr. Camperdown? She hinted to Mr. Benjamin that she might sell them if she received a good offer. Mr. Benjamin, who knew her quite well, suggested there could be a family issue. "Oh, none at all," Lizzie replied, "but I don't think I want to part with them." She then ordered a strong box from Mr. Benjamin, which was delivered to her. The strong box, so heavy that she could barely lift it, was now in her London bedroom.

On the morning of the third day she read the letter. Miss Macnulty was staying with her, but she had not said a word to Miss Macnulty about the letter. She read it up in her own bedroom, and then sat down to think about it. Sir Florian, as he had handed to her the stones for the purpose of a special dinner party which had been given to them when passing through London, had told her that they were family jewels. "That setting was done for my mother," he said, "but it is already old. When we are at home again they shall be reset." Then he had added some little husband's joke as to a future daughter-in-law who should wear them. Nevertheless she was not sure whether the fact of their being so handed to her did not make them her own. She had spoken a second time to Mr. Mopus, and Mr. Mopus had asked her whether there existed any family deed as to the diamonds. She had heard of no such deed, nor did Mr. Camperdown mention such a deed. After reading the letter once she read it a dozen times; and then, like a woman, made up her mind that her safest course would be not to answer it.

On the morning of the third day, she read the letter. Miss Macnulty was staying with her, but she hadn't mentioned anything to Miss Macnulty about it. She read it in her own bedroom and then sat down to think about it. Sir Florian, when he had given her the stones for a special dinner party they attended while passing through London, told her they were family jewels. "That setting was made for my mother," he said, "but it's already old. When we get home, they will be reset." Then he had added some little husband joke about a future daughter-in-law who would wear them. Still, she wasn't sure if the fact that they were given to her made them hers. She had spoken to Mr. Mopus again, and he had asked her if there was any family deed regarding the diamonds. She hadn't heard of any such deed, nor did Mr. Camperdown mention one. After reading the letter once, she read it a dozen times; then, like most women do, she decided that her safest choice would be not to respond.

But yet she felt sure that something unpleasant would come of it. Mr. Camperdown was not a man to take up such a question and to let it drop. Legal steps! What did legal steps mean, and what could they do to her? Would Mr. Camperdown be able to put her in prison,—or to take away from her the estate of Portray? She could swear that her husband had given them to her, and could invent any form of words she pleased as accompanying the gift. No one else had been near them then. But she was, and felt herself to be absolutely, alarmingly ignorant, not only of the laws, but of custom in such matters. Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus and Mr. Benjamin were the allies to whom she looked for guidance; but she was wise enough to know that Mowbray and Mopus, and Harter and Benjamin were not trustworthy, whereas Camperdown and Son and the Messrs. Garnett were all as firm as rocks and as respectable as the Bank of England. Circumstances,—unfortunate circumstances,—drove her to Harter and Benjamin and to Mowbray and Mopus, while she would have taken so much delight in feeling the strong honesty of the other people to be on her side! She would have talked to her friends about Mr. Camperdown and the people at Garnett's with so much satisfaction! But ease, security, and even respectability may be bought too dearly. Ten thousand pounds! Was she prepared to surrender such a sum as that? She had, indeed, already realised the fact that it might be very difficult to touch the money. When she had suggested to Mr. Benjamin that he should buy the jewels, that worthy tradesman had by no means jumped at the offer. Of what use to her would be a necklace always locked up in an iron box, which box, for aught she knew, myrmidons from Mr. Camperdown might carry off during her absence from the house? Would it not be better to come to terms and surrender? But then what should the terms be?

But she was sure that something unpleasant would come of it. Mr. Camperdown wasn’t the type to take up such a question and then drop it. Legal action! What did that even mean, and what could they do to her? Could Mr. Camperdown actually throw her in jail or take away the estate of Portray? She could swear that her husband had given it to her and could come up with any wording she wanted to accompany the gift. No one else had been around them then. But she felt completely and alarmingly clueless, not just about the law but about customs in these situations. Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus and Mr. Benjamin were the allies she turned to for guidance; however, she was savvy enough to realize that Mowbray, Mopus, Harter, and Benjamin weren't reliable, while Camperdown and Son and the Messrs. Garnett were as solid as rocks and as respectable as the Bank of England. Unfortunate circumstances forced her to rely on Harter, Benjamin, Mowbray, and Mopus, when she would have much preferred to feel the strong integrity of the others on her side! She would have talked to her friends about Mr. Camperdown and the people at Garnett's with such satisfaction! But ease, security, and even respectability might come at too high a price. Ten thousand pounds! Was she ready to give up that much money? She had already realized that getting her hands on that money might be very difficult. When she suggested to Mr. Benjamin that he buy the jewels, he didn’t jump at the chance. What good would a necklace be if it was always locked up in an iron box, which, for all she knew, Mr. Camperdown’s agents could carry off while she was away from the house? Wouldn’t it be better to make a deal and give in? But what should the terms be?

If only there had been a friend whom she could consult; a friend whom she could consult on a really friendly footing!—not a simply respectable, off-handed, high-minded friend, who would advise her as a matter of course to make restitution. Her uncle the dean, or her cousin Frank, or old Lady Fawn, would be sure to give her such advice as that. There are people who are so very high-minded when they have to deal with the interests of their friends! What if she were to ask Lord Fawn?

If only she had a friend she could really talk to; a friend she could trust completely!—not just some respectable, distant, high-minded person who would casually tell her to make amends. Her uncle the dean, her cousin Frank, or old Lady Fawn would definitely give her that kind of advice. Some people are so self-righteous when it comes to the interests of their friends! What if she asked Lord Fawn?

Thoughts of a second marriage had, of course, crossed Lady Eustace's mind, and they were by no means the worst thoughts that found a place there. She had a grand idea,—this selfish, hard-fisted little woman, who could not bring herself to abandon the plunder on which she had laid her hand,—a grand idea of surrendering herself and all her possessions to a great passion. For Florian Eustace she had never cared. She had sat down by his side, and looked into his handsome face, and read poetry to him,—because of his wealth, and because it had been indispensable to her to settle herself well. And he had been all very well,—a generous, open-hearted, chivalrous, irascible, but rather heavy-minded gentleman; but she had never been in love with him. Now she desired to be so in love that she could surrender everything to her love. There was as yet nothing of such love in her bosom. She had seen no one who had so touched her. But she was alive to the romance of the thing, and was in love with the idea of being in love. "Ah," she would say to herself in her moments of solitude, "if I had a Corsair of my own, how I would sit on watch for my lover's boat by the sea-shore!" And she believed it of herself, that she could do so.

Thoughts of a second marriage had definitely crossed Lady Eustace's mind, and they were by no means the worst thoughts she entertained. She had a grand idea—this selfish, tough little woman who couldn’t let go of the wealth she had secured—a grand idea of giving herself and all her possessions to a great love. She had never cared for Florian Eustace. She had sat down next to him, looked into his handsome face, and read poetry to him—because of his wealth and because it was essential for her to establish herself well. He had been just fine—a generous, open-hearted, chivalrous, irritable, but somewhat dull-minded gentleman; but she had never loved him. Now she wanted to be so in love that she could give up everything for that love. There was still nothing like that love in her heart. She hadn’t met anyone who had truly moved her. But she was captivated by the romance of it all and was infatuated with the idea of being in love. “Ah,” she would tell herself in her lonely moments, “if I had a Corsair of my own, how I'd wait for my lover’s boat by the shore!” And she convinced herself that she could do just that.

But it would also be very nice to be a peeress,—so that she might, without any doubt, be one of the great ladies of London. As a baronet's widow with a large income, she was already almost a great lady; but she was quite alive to a suspicion that she was not altogether strong in her position. The bishop's people and the dean's people did not quite trust her. The Camperdowns and Garnetts utterly distrusted her. The Mopuses and Benjamins were more familiar than they would be with a really great lady. She was sharp enough to understand all this. Should it be Lord Fawn or should it be a Corsair? The worst of Lord Fawn was the undoubted fact that he was not himself a great man. He could, no doubt, make his wife a peeress; but he was poor, encumbered with a host of sisters, dull as a blue-book, and possessed of little beyond his peerage to recommend him. If she could only find a peer, unmarried, with a dash of the Corsair about him! In the meantime, what was she to do about the jewels?

But it would also be really nice to be a peeress—so she could definitely be considered one of the elite women in London. As a baronet's widow with a substantial income, she was already almost a high-ranking lady; however, she was keenly aware that her status was not entirely secure. The bishop's circle and the dean's circle didn’t fully trust her. The Camperdowns and Garnetts completely distrusted her. The Mopuses and Benjamins were more friendly with her than they would be with a truly great lady. She was smart enough to pick up on all this. Should she go for Lord Fawn or a Corsair? The downside of Lord Fawn was the undeniable fact that he wasn’t a remarkably significant man. He could certainly make his wife a peeress, but he was poor, burdened with a host of sisters, as boring as a blue-book, and had little besides his title to recommend him. If only she could find an unmarried peer with a bit of a Corsair vibe! In the meantime, what should she do about the jewels?

There was staying with her at this time a certain Miss Macnulty, who was related, after some distant fashion, to old Lady Linlithgow, and who was as utterly destitute of possessions or means of existence as any unfortunate, well-born, and moderately-educated, middle-aged woman in London. To live upon her friends, such as they might be, was the only mode of life within her reach. It was not that she had chosen such dependence; nor, indeed, had she endeavoured to reject it. It had come to her as a matter of course,—either that or the poor-house. As to earning her bread, except by that attendance which a poor friend gives,—the idea of any possibility that way had never entered her head. She could do nothing,—except dress like a lady with the smallest possible cost, and endeavour to be obliging. Now, at this moment, her condition was terribly precarious. She had quarrelled with Lady Linlithgow, and had been taken in by her old friend Lizzie,—her old enemy might, perhaps, be a truer expression,—because of that quarrel. But a permanent home had not even been promised to her; and poor Miss Macnulty was aware that even a permanent home with Lady Eustace would not be an unmixed blessing. In her way, Miss Macnulty was an honest woman.

There was a certain Miss Macnulty staying with her at this time, who was related, in some distant way, to old Lady Linlithgow, and who was as completely without possessions or means to support herself as any unfortunate, well-born, and moderately educated middle-aged woman in London. Living off her friends, whoever they might be, was the only way she could survive. It wasn’t that she had chosen this dependence; nor had she really tried to reject it. It had come to her as a matter of course—either that or the poor house. As for earning her own living, aside from the help a poor friend provides, she had never even considered that possibility. She could do nothing but dress like a lady on the smallest budget possible and try to be agreeable. Right now, her situation was extremely insecure. She had fallen out with Lady Linlithgow and had been taken in by her old friend Lizzie—her old enemy might be a more accurate description—because of that argument. But even a permanent home had not been promised to her, and poor Miss Macnulty knew that a permanent home with Lady Eustace wouldn’t be a complete blessing. In her own way, Miss Macnulty was an honest woman.

They were sitting together one May afternoon in the little back drawing-room in Mount Street. They had dined early, were now drinking tea, and intended to go to the opera. It was six o'clock, and was still broad day, but the thick coloured blind was kept across the single window, and the folding doors of the room were nearly closed, and there was a feeling of evening in the room. The necklace during the whole day had been so heavy on Lizzie's heart, that she had been unable to apply her thoughts to the building of that castle in the air in which the Corsair was to reign supreme, but not alone. "My dear," she said,—she generally called Miss Macnulty my dear,—"you know that box I had made by the jewellers."

They were sitting together one May afternoon in the small back drawing room on Mount Street. They had eaten dinner early, were now having tea, and planned to go to the opera. It was six o'clock, and still bright outside, but the thick colored blind was drawn across the single window, and the folding doors of the room were nearly closed, creating an evening atmosphere. The necklace had weighed heavily on Lizzie's heart all day, preventing her from daydreaming about the grand life she imagined, where the Corsair ruled supreme but not alone. “My dear,” she said—she usually called Miss Macnulty "my dear”—“you know that box I had made by the jewelers.”

"You mean the safe."

"You mean the vault."

"Well,—yes; only it isn't a safe. A safe is a great big thing. I had it made especially for the diamonds Sir Florian gave me."

"Well, yes; but it’s not a safe. A safe is a massive thing. I had it specially made for the diamonds Sir Florian gave me."

"I supposed it was so."

"I thought it was true."

"I wonder whether there's any danger about it?"

"I wonder if there's any risk involved?"

"If I were you, Lady Eustace, I wouldn't keep them in the house. I should have them kept where Sir Florian kept them. Suppose anybody should come and murder you!"

"If I were you, Lady Eustace, I wouldn't keep them in the house. I'd have them stored where Sir Florian kept them. What if someone came and tried to murder you?"

"I'm not a bit afraid of that," said Lizzie.

"I'm not scared of that at all," said Lizzie.

"I should be. And what will you do with it when you go to Scotland?"

"I should be. And what are you going to do with it when you go to Scotland?"

"I took them with me before;—in my own care. I know that wasn't safe. I wish I knew what to do with them!"

"I took them with me before;—under my own care. I know that wasn't safe. I wish I knew what to do with them!"

"There are people who keep such things," said Miss Macnulty.

"There are people who hold onto stuff like that," said Miss Macnulty.

Then Lizzie paused a moment. She was dying for counsel and for confidence. "I cannot trust them anywhere," she said. "It is just possible there may be a lawsuit about them."

Then Lizzie paused for a moment. She was desperate for advice and reassurance. "I can't trust them at all," she said. "It’s possible there could be a lawsuit over them."

"How a lawsuit?"

"What about a lawsuit?"

"I cannot explain it all, but I am very unhappy about it. They want me to give them up;—but my husband gave them to me, and for his sake I will not do so. When he threw them round my neck he told me that they were my own;—so he did. How can a woman give up such a present,—from a husband,—who is dead? As to the value, I care nothing. But I won't do it." By this time Lady Eustace was in tears, and had so far succeeded as to have produced some amount of belief in Miss Macnulty's mind.

"I can't explain it all, but I'm really unhappy about it. They want me to give them up;—but my husband gave them to me, and for his sake, I won't do that. When he put them around my neck, he told me they were mine;—and they are. How can a woman give up such a gift,—from a husband,—who is dead? I don't care about the value at all. But I won't do it." By this point, Lady Eustace was in tears, and she had managed to create some level of belief in Miss Macnulty's mind.

"If they are your own, they can't take them from you," said Miss Macnulty.

"If they belong to you, no one can take them away from you," said Miss Macnulty.

"They sha'n't. They shall find that I've got some spirit left." Then she reflected that a real Corsair lover would protect her jewels for her;—would guard them against a score of Camperdowns. But she doubted whether Lord Fawn would do much in that way. Then the door was opened, and Lord Fawn was announced. It was not at all unusual with Lord Fawn to call on the widow at this hour. Mount Street is not exactly in the way from the India Office to the House of Lords; but a Hansom cab can make it almost in the way. Of neglect of official duty Lord Fawn was never guilty; but a half hour for private business or for relaxation between one stage of duty and another,—can any Minister grudge so much to an indefatigable follower? Lady Eustace had been in tears as he was announced, but the light of the room was so low that the traces of them could hardly be seen. She was in her Corsair state of mind, divided between her jewels and her poetry, and caring not very much for the increased rank which Lord Fawn could give her. "The Sawab's case is coming on in the House of Commons this very night," he said, in answer to a question from Miss Macnulty. Then he turned to Lady Eustace. "Your cousin, Mr. Greystock, is going to ask a question in the House."

"They won't. They'll see that I've still got some spirit." Then she thought that a true Corsair lover would protect her jewels for her;—would guard them against a whole fleet of Camperdowns. But she wasn’t sure if Lord Fawn would do much about that. Then the door opened, and Lord Fawn was announced. It wasn't unusual for Lord Fawn to visit the widow at this hour. Mount Street isn't exactly on the way from the India Office to the House of Lords; but a Hansom cab can make it almost in the way. Lord Fawn was never guilty of neglecting his official duties; but a half hour for personal matters or relaxation between one task and another—can any Minister really begrudge that much to a tireless follower? Lady Eustace had been in tears when he was announced, but the lighting in the room was so dim that the traces of them were barely noticeable. She was in her Corsair mindset, torn between her jewels and her poetry, and not particularly concerned about the higher status Lord Fawn could offer her. "The Sawab's case is coming up in the House of Commons tonight," he said, in response to a question from Miss Macnulty. Then he turned to Lady Eustace. "Your cousin, Mr. Greystock, is going to ask a question in the House."

"Shall you be there to answer him?" asked Miss Macnulty innocently.

"Will you be there to answer him?" asked Miss Macnulty innocently.

"Oh dear, no. But I shall be present. A peer can go, you know." Then Lord Fawn, at considerable length, explained to the two ladies the nature and condition of the British Parliament. Miss Macnulty experienced an innocent pleasure in having such things told to her by a lord. Lady Eustace knew that this was the way in which Lord Fawn made love, and thought that from him it was as good as any other way. If she were to marry a second time simply with the view of being a peeress, of having a respected husband, and making good her footing in the world, she would as lief listen to parliamentary details and the prospects of the Sawab as to any other matters. She knew very well that no Corsair propensities would be forthcoming from Lord Fawn. Lord Fawn had just worked himself round to the Sawab again, when Frank Greystock entered the room. "Now we have both the Houses represented," said Lady Eustace, as she welcomed her cousin.

"Oh no, not at all. But I’ll be there. A peer can attend, you know." Then Lord Fawn went on at length to explain to the two ladies the nature and workings of the British Parliament. Miss Macnulty felt a simple joy in hearing such things from a lord. Lady Eustace realized that this was how Lord Fawn expressed his affection and thought it was as good a method as any. If she were to marry again just to become a peeress, have a respectable husband, and secure her place in society, she would just as happily listen to parliamentary details and the prospects of the Sawab as to anything else. She was well aware that no adventurous tendencies would be displayed by Lord Fawn. Lord Fawn had just started to circle back to the Sawab when Frank Greystock walked into the room. "Now we have both Houses represented," said Lady Eustace as she greeted her cousin.

"You intend to ask your question about the Sawab to-night?" asked Lord Fawn, with intense interest, feeling that, had it been his lot to perform that task before he went to his couch, he would at this moment have been preparing his little speech.

"You plan to ask your question about the Sawab tonight?" Lord Fawn asked with keen interest, realizing that if it had been his job to do that before heading to bed, he would be getting his little speech ready right now.

But Frank Greystock had not come to his cousin's house to talk of the Prince of the Mygawb territory. When his friend Eustace had suggested to him that he should marry the widow, he had ridiculed the idea;—but nevertheless he had thought of it a good deal. He was struggling hard, working diligently, making for himself a character in Parliament, succeeding,—so said all his friends,—as a barrister. He was a rising young man, one of those whose names began to be much in the mouths of other men;—but still he was poor. It seemed to himself that among other good gifts that of economy had not been bestowed upon him. He owed a little money, and though he owed it, he went on spending his earnings. He wanted just such a lift in the world as a wife with an income would give him. As for looking about for a girl whom he could honestly love, and who should have a fortune of her own as well as beauty, birth, and all the other things,—that was out of his reach. If he talked to himself of love, if he were ever to acknowledge to himself that love was to have sway over him, then must Lucy Morris be the mistress of his heart. He had come to know enough about himself to be aware of that;—but he knew also that he had said nothing binding him to walk in that path. It was quite open to him to indulge a discreet ambition without dishonour. Therefore he also had come to call upon the beautiful widow. The courtship with her he knew need not be long. He could ask her to marry him to-morrow,—as for that matter to-day,—without a feeling of hesitation. She might accept him or might reject him; but, as he said to himself, in neither case would any harm be done.

But Frank Greystock hadn’t come to his cousin's house to talk about the Prince of the Mygawb territory. When his friend Eustace suggested that he should marry the widow, he laughed at the idea; still, he couldn't stop thinking about it. He was working hard, putting in a lot of effort, building his reputation in Parliament, and succeeding—as all his friends said—as a barrister. He was a young man on the rise, with his name starting to get around, but he was still broke. He felt like he hadn’t been given the gift of budgeting. He owed a bit of money, and despite that, he kept spending what he earned. He needed a boost in life that a wife with an income would provide. As for searching for a girl he could truly love who also had wealth, beauty, and good family background—that seemed impossible. If he were to admit that love could influence him, then it would have to be Lucy Morris who held his heart. He had come to understand that about himself; but he also knew that he hadn’t made any promises to pursue that route. He could still chase a sensible ambition without it being shameful. That’s why he had also come to visit the beautiful widow. He knew his courtship with her wouldn’t take long. He could propose to her tomorrow—or even today—without any hesitation. She might say yes or no; but as he told himself, either way, it wouldn't cause any harm.

An idea of the same kind flitted across Lizzie's mind as she sat and talked to the two gentlemen. She knew that her cousin Frank was poor, but she thought that she could fall in love with him. He was not exactly a Corsair;—but he was a man who had certain Corsair propensities. He was bold and dashing, unscrupulous and clever, a man to make a name for himself, and one to whom a woman could endure to be obedient. There could be no question as to choice between him and Lord Fawn, if she were to allow herself to choose by liking. And she thought that Frank Greystock would keep the necklace, if he himself were made to have an interest in the necklace; whereas Lord Fawn would undoubtedly surrender it at once to Mr. Camperdown.

An idea of the same sort crossed Lizzie's mind as she sat and talked with the two gentlemen. She knew her cousin Frank was struggling financially, but she believed she could fall in love with him. He wasn't exactly a pirate; he had some rebellious traits. He was bold and adventurous, ruthless and smart—a guy who could make a name for himself, and someone a woman could handle being submissive to. There was no doubt she would prefer him over Lord Fawn if she let her feelings guide her choice. And she thought Frank Greystock would keep the necklace if he had a stake in it; on the other hand, Lord Fawn would definitely give it up right away to Mr. Camperdown.

Lord Fawn had some slight idea of waiting to see the cousin go; but as Greystock had a similar idea, and as he was the stronger of the two, of course Lord Fawn went. He perhaps remembered that the Hansom cab was at the door,—costing sixpence every fifteen minutes,—and that he wished to show himself in the House of Lords before the peers rose. Miss Macnulty also left the room, and Frank was alone with the widow. "Lizzie," said he, "you must be very solitary here."

Lord Fawn had a vague plan to wait and see his cousin leave; however, since Greystock had the same idea and was the stronger of the two, Lord Fawn eventually left. He might have recalled that the Hansom cab was waiting outside, charging sixpence every fifteen minutes, and that he wanted to make an appearance in the House of Lords before the peers adjourned. Miss Macnulty also exited the room, leaving Frank alone with the widow. "Lizzie," he said, "you must feel pretty lonely here."

"I am solitary."

"I'm alone."

"And hardly happy."

"And barely happy."

"Anything but happy, Frank. I have things that make me very unhappy;—one thing that I will tell you if you will let me." Frank had almost made up his mind to ask her on the spot to give him permission to console all her sorrows, when there came a clattering double-knock at the door. "They know I shall be at home to nobody else now," said Lady Eustace. But Frank Greystock had hardly regained his self-possession when Miss Macnulty hurried into the room, and, with a look almost of horror, declared that Lady Linlithgow was in the parlour.

"Not at all happy, Frank. I have things that really upset me;—one thing I'll share with you if you’re willing to listen." Frank was just about to ask her right then if he could help ease her troubles when there was a loud double knock at the door. "They know I won’t be seeing anyone else right now," said Lady Eustace. But Frank Greystock had barely gotten his composure back when Miss Macnulty rushed into the room and, looking almost horrified, announced that Lady Linlithgow was in the parlor.

 

 

CHAPTER VI

Lady Linlithgow's Mission
 

"Lady Linlithgow!"—said Frank Greystock, holding up both his hands.

"Lady Linlithgow!" Frank Greystock said, raising both his hands.

"Yes, indeed!" said Miss Macnulty. "I did not speak to her, but I saw her. She has sent her—love to Lady Eustace, and begs that she will see her."

"Yes, definitely!" said Miss Macnulty. "I didn’t talk to her, but I saw her. She has sent her love to Lady Eustace and asks that she will see her."

Lady Eustace had been so surprised by the announcement that hitherto she had not spoken a word. The quarrel between her and her aunt had been of such a nature that it had seemed to be impossible that the old countess should come to Mount Street. Lizzie had certainly behaved very badly to her aunt;—about as badly as a young woman could behave to an old woman. She had accepted bread, and shelter, and the very clothes on her back from her aunt's bounty, and had rejected even the hand of her benefactress the first moment that she had bread, and shelter, and clothes of her own. And here was Lady Linlithgow down-stairs in the parlour, and sending up her love to her niece! "I won't see her!" said Lizzie.

Lady Eustace was so shocked by the announcement that she hadn't said a word until now. The feud between her and her aunt had been so intense that it seemed impossible for the old countess to come to Mount Street. Lizzie had definitely treated her aunt very poorly—almost as poorly as any young woman could treat an older woman. She had accepted food, shelter, and even the clothes on her back from her aunt's generosity, only to reject her benefactor's hand the moment she had her own food, shelter, and clothes. And now, Lady Linlithgow was downstairs in the parlor, sending her love to her niece! "I won’t see her!" Lizzie exclaimed.

"You had better see her," said Frank.

"You should go see her," said Frank.

"I can't see her!" said Lizzie. "Good gracious, my dear—what has she come for?"

"I can't see her!" said Lizzie. "Oh my gosh, my dear—why is she here?"

"She says it's very important," said Miss Macnulty.

"She says it's really important," Miss Macnulty said.

"Of course you must see her," said Frank. "Let me get out of the house, and then tell the servant to show her up at once. Don't be weak now, Lizzie, and I'll come and find out all about it to-morrow."

"Of course you have to see her," said Frank. "Let me step out of the house, and then tell the servant to bring her up right away. Don't be weak now, Lizzie, and I'll come back to find out everything tomorrow."

"Mind you do," said Lizzie. Then Frank took his departure, and Lizzie did as she was bidden. "You remain in here, Julia," she said,—"so as to be near if I want you. She shall come into the front room." Then, absolutely shaking with fear of the approaching evil, she took her seat in the largest drawing-room. There was still a little delay. Time was given to Frank Greystock to get away, and to do so without meeting Lady Linlithgow in the passage. The message was conveyed by Miss Macnulty to the servant, and the same servant opened the front door for Frank before he delivered it. Lady Linlithgow, too, though very strong, was old. She was slow, or perhaps it might more properly be said she was stately in her movements. She was one of those old women who are undoubtedly old women,—who in the remembrance of younger people seem always to have been old women,—but on whom old age appears to have no debilitating effects. If the hand of Lady Linlithgow ever trembled, it trembled from anger;—if her foot ever faltered, it faltered for effect. In her way Lady Linlithgow was a very powerful human being. She knew nothing of fear, nothing of charity, nothing of mercy, and nothing of the softness of love. She had no imagination. She was worldly, covetous, and not unfrequently cruel. But she meant to be true and honest, though she often failed in her meaning;—and she had an idea of her duty in life. She was not self-indulgent. She was as hard as an oak post,—but then she was also as trustworthy. No human being liked her;—but she had the good word of a great many human beings. At great cost to her own comfort she had endeavoured to do her duty to her niece, Lizzie Greystock, when Lizzie was homeless. Undoubtedly Lizzie's bed, while it had been spread under her aunt's roof, had not been one of roses; but such as it had been, she had endured to occupy it while it served her needs. She had constrained herself to bear her aunt;—but from the moment of her escape she had chosen to reject her aunt altogether. Now her aunt's heavy step was heard upon the stairs! Lizzie also was a brave woman after a certain fashion. She could dare to incur a great danger for an adequate object. But she was too young as yet to have become mistress of that persistent courage which was Lady Linlithgow's peculiar possession.

"Just remember," Lizzie said. Then Frank left, and Lizzie followed his instructions. "You stay here, Julia," she said, "so you’ll be close by if I need you. She'll come into the front room." Trembling with fear of what was coming, she took a seat in the largest drawing room. There was a little pause. Time was allowed for Frank Greystock to leave without running into Lady Linlithgow in the hallway. Miss Macnulty relayed the message to the servant, and the same servant opened the front door for Frank before he delivered it. Lady Linlithgow, though very strong, was old. Her movements were slow, or more accurately, stately. She was one of those women who are undeniably old—who, in the memories of younger people, always seem to have been old—but on whom aging appeared to have no weakening effects. If Lady Linlithgow's hand ever shook, it was from anger; if her foot ever wavered, it was for effect. In her own way, Lady Linlithgow was a very formidable person. She knew nothing of fear, charity, mercy, or the tenderness of love. She had no imagination. She was worldly, greedy, and often cruel. Yet she intended to be true and honest, though she often fell short; she had an idea of her duty in life. She wasn’t self-indulgent. She was as tough as an oak post—but she was also reliable. No one liked her; yet she received the goodwill of many people. At great expense to her own comfort, she had tried to do her duty to her niece, Lizzie Greystock, when Lizzie was without a home. Undoubtedly, Lizzie’s bed beneath her aunt’s roof had not been one of roses; but however it was, she had endured it as long as it served her needs. She had forced herself to tolerate her aunt; but the moment she was free, she had chosen to completely reject her. Now her aunt’s heavy footsteps were echoing on the stairs! Lizzie was also a brave woman in her own way. She could face significant danger for a substantial reason. But she was still too young to possess the kind of enduring courage that was Lady Linlithgow's unique trait.

When the countess entered the drawing-room Lizzie rose upon her legs, but did not come forward from her chair. The old woman was not tall;—but her face was long, and at the same time large, square at the chin and square at the forehead, and gave her almost an appearance of height. Her nose was very prominent, not beaked, but straight and strong, and broad at the bridge, and of a dark-red colour. Her eyes were sharp and grey. Her mouth was large, and over it there was almost beard enough for a young man's moustache. Her chin was firm, and large, and solid. Her hair was still brown, and was only just grizzled in parts. Nothing becomes an old woman like grey hair, but Lady Linlithgow's hair would never be grey. Her appearance on the whole was not pre-possessing, but it gave one an idea of honest, real strength. What one saw was not buckram, whalebone, paint, and false hair. It was all human,—hardly feminine, certainly not angelic, with perhaps a hint in the other direction,—but a human body, and not a thing of pads and patches. Lizzie, as she saw her aunt, made up her mind for the combat. Who is there that has lived to be a man or woman, and has not experienced a moment in which a combat has impended, and a call for such sudden courage has been necessary? Alas!—sometimes the combat comes, and the courage is not there. Lady Eustace was not at her ease as she saw her aunt enter the room. "Oh, come ye in peace, or come ye in war?" she would have said had she dared. Her aunt had sent up her love,—if the message had been delivered aright; but what of love could there be between the two? The countess dashed at once to the matter in hand, making no allusion to Lizzie's ungrateful conduct to herself. "Lizzie," she said, "I've been asked to come to you by Mr. Camperdown. I'll sit down, if you please."

When the countess walked into the drawing room, Lizzie stood up, but didn’t move from her chair. The old woman wasn't tall, but her face was long and large, square at the chin and forehead, which gave her an almost imposing height. Her nose was very prominent—straight and strong, broad at the bridge, with a dark-red hue. Her eyes were sharp and gray. Her mouth was large, and above it was enough hair to rival a young man's mustache. Her chin was firm, large, and solid. Her hair was still brown but had some gray strands. Nothing suits an old woman like gray hair, but Lady Linlithgow’s hair would never be entirely gray. Overall, her appearance wasn’t attractive, but it conveyed a sense of genuine, solid strength. What one saw was not artificial—it was all human—hardly feminine, certainly not angelic, with maybe a hint of the contrary. It was a real body, not some thing padded and faked. As Lizzie looked at her aunt, she braced herself for a fight. Who hasn’t faced a moment in life where a confrontation was looming and sudden courage was needed? Unfortunately, sometimes the moment arrives, and the bravery isn’t there. Lady Eustace felt uncomfortable watching her aunt enter the room. "Oh, do you come in peace or war?" she would have asked if she had the nerve. Her aunt had sent her love—if the message was passed correctly; but what kind of love could exist between them? The countess jumped straight into the issue, making no reference to Lizzie's ungratefulness toward her. "Lizzie," she said, "Mr. Camperdown asked me to come see you. May I sit down?"

"Oh, certainly, Aunt Penelope. Mr. Camperdown!"

"Oh, of course, Aunt Penelope. Mr. Camperdown!"

"Yes;—Mr. Camperdown. You know who he is. He has been with me because I am your nearest relation. So I am, and therefore I have come. I don't like it, I can tell you."

"Yeah;—Mr. Camperdown. You know who he is. He’s been with me because I’m your closest relative. So I am, and that’s why I’m here. I really don’t like it, I can tell you."

"As for that, Aunt Penelope, you've done it to please yourself," said Lizzie, in a tone of insolence with which Lady Linlithgow had been familiar in former days.

"As for that, Aunt Penelope, you did it to make yourself happy," said Lizzie, with a tone of sass that Lady Linlithgow had known well in the past.

"No, I haven't, miss. I haven't come for my own pleasure at all. I have come for the credit of the family, if any good can be done towards saving it. You've got your husband's diamonds locked up somewhere, and you must give them back."

"No, I haven't, miss. I'm not here for my own enjoyment at all. I've come for the family's reputation, hoping to do something good to save it. You've got your husband's diamonds locked away somewhere, and you need to return them."

"My husband's diamonds were my diamonds," said Lizzie stoutly.

"My husband's diamonds are my diamonds," Lizzie said confidently.

"They are family diamonds, Eustace diamonds, heirlooms,—old property belonging to the Eustaces, just like their estates. Sir Florian didn't give 'em away, and couldn't, and wouldn't if he could. Such things ain't given away in that fashion. It's all nonsense, and you must give them up."

"They are family diamonds, Eustace diamonds, heirlooms—old property belonging to the Eustaces, just like their estates. Sir Florian didn’t give them away, he couldn’t, and he wouldn’t if he could. Such things aren’t just given away like that. It’s all nonsense, and you have to let them go."

"Who says so?"

"Who says that?"

"I say so."

"I said so."

"That's nothing, Aunt Penelope."

"That's nothing, Aunt Penelope."

"Nothing, is it? You'll see. Mr. Camperdown says so. All the world will say so. If you don't take care, you'll find yourself brought into a court of law, my dear, and a jury will say so. That's what it will come to. What good will they do you? You can't sell them;—and as a widow you can't wear 'em. If you marry again, you wouldn't disgrace your husband by going about showing off the Eustace diamonds! But you don't know anything about 'proper feelings.'"

"Nothing, right? Just wait and see. Mr. Camperdown thinks so. Everyone will agree. If you’re not careful, you might find yourself in court, my dear, and a jury will think the same. That’s how it will turn out. What good will they do you? You can’t sell them, and as a widow, you can’t wear them. If you marry again, you wouldn’t want to embarrass your husband by flaunting the Eustace diamonds! But you really have no idea about ‘proper feelings.’"

"I know every bit as much as you do, Aunt Penelope, and I don't want you to teach me."

"I know just as much as you do, Aunt Penelope, and I don't want you to teach me."

"Will you give up the jewels to Mr. Camperdown?"

"Will you give the jewels to Mr. Camperdown?"

"No—I won't."

"Nope—I won't."

"Or to the jewellers?"

"Or to the jewelers?"

"No; I won't. I mean to—keep them—for—my child." Then there came forth a sob, and a tear, and Lizzie's handkerchief was held to her eyes.

"No; I won't. I plan to—keep them—for—my child." Then a sob escaped, a tear fell, and Lizzie held her handkerchief to her eyes.

"Your child! Wouldn't they be kept properly for him, and for the family, if the jewellers had them? I don't believe you care about your child."

"Your kid! Wouldn't they be taken care of properly for him and for the family if the jewelers had them? I don't think you really care about your child."

"Aunt Penelope, you had better take care."

"Aunt Penelope, you should be careful."

"I shall say just what I think, Lizzie. You can't frighten me. The fact is, you are disgracing the family you have married into, and as you are my niece—"

"I’m going to say exactly what I think, Lizzie. You can't intimidate me. The truth is, you are bringing shame to the family you've married into, and since you are my niece

"I'm not disgracing anybody. You are disgracing everybody."

"I'm not shaming anyone. You're the one shaming everyone."

"As you are my niece, I have undertaken to come to you and to tell you that if you don't give 'em up within a week from this time, they'll proceed against you for—stealing 'em!" Lady Linlithgow, as she uttered this terrible threat, bobbed her head at her niece in a manner calculated to add very much to the force of her words. The words, and tone, and gesture combined were, in truth, awful.

"As my niece, I've come to tell you that if you don't return them within a week from now, they'll take legal action against you for—stealing them!" Lady Linlithgow said this terrible threat while nodding her head at her niece in a way that really emphasized her message. The combination of her words, tone, and gesture was, honestly, frightening.

"I didn't steal them. My husband gave them to me with his own hands."

"I didn't steal them. My husband handed them to me himself."

"You wouldn't answer Mr. Camperdown's letters, you know. That alone will condemn you. After that there isn't a word to be said about it;—not a word. Mr. Camperdown is the family lawyer, and when he writes to you letter after letter you take no more notice of him than a—dog!" The old woman was certainly very powerful. The way in which she pronounced that last word did make Lady Eustace ashamed of herself. "Why didn't you answer his letters, unless you knew you were in the wrong? Of course you knew you were in the wrong."

"You didn't respond to Mr. Camperdown's letters, you know. That alone is enough to condemn you. After that, there's nothing more to say about it—nothing at all. Mr. Camperdown is the family lawyer, and when he writes to you letter after letter, you ignore him like a—dog!" The old woman was definitely very forceful. The way she said that last word made Lady Eustace feel ashamed of herself. "Why didn't you reply to his letters, unless you knew you were in the wrong? Of course, you knew you were in the wrong."

"No; I didn't. A woman isn't obliged to answer everything that is written to her."

"No, I didn't. A woman isn't required to respond to everything that's written to her."

"Very well! You just say that before the judge! for you'll have to go before a judge. I tell you, Lizzie Greystock, or Eustace, or whatever your name is, it's downright picking and stealing. I suppose you want to sell them."

"Alright! Just tell that to the judge! Because you're going to have to see a judge. I’m telling you, Lizzie Greystock, or Eustace, or whatever your name is, it’s just plain stealing. I guess you plan to sell them."

"I won't stand this, Aunt Penelope!" said Lizzie, rising from her seat.

"I can't take this anymore, Aunt Penelope!" Lizzie exclaimed, getting up from her seat.

"You must stand it;—and you'll have to stand worse than that. You don't suppose Mr. Camperdown got me to come here for nothing. If you don't want to be made out to be a thief before all the world—"

"You have to deal with it;—and you'll have to deal with even worse than this. You don't think Mr. Camperdown brought me here for no reason. If you don't want to be seen as a thief in front of the entire world—"

"I won't stand it!" shrieked Lizzie. "You have no business to come here and say such things to me. It's my house."

"I can't take this anymore!" Lizzie yelled. "You have no right to come here and talk to me like that. This is my house."

"I shall say just what I please."

"I’ll say exactly what I want."

"Miss Macnulty, come in." And Lizzie threw open the door, hardly knowing how the very weak ally whom she now invoked could help her, but driven by the stress of the combat to seek assistance somewhere. Miss Macnulty, who was seated near the door, and who had necessarily heard every word of the conversation, had no alternative but to appear. Of all human beings Lady Linlithgow was to her the most terrible, and yet, after a fashion, she loved the old woman. Miss Macnulty was humble, cowardly, and subservient; but she was not a fool, and she understood the difference between truth and falsehood. She had endured fearful things from Lady Linlithgow; but she knew that there might be more of sound protection in Lady Linlithgow's real wrath than in Lizzie's pretended affection.

"Miss Macnulty, come in." Lizzie flung open the door, not really knowing how the fragile ally she now called upon could help her, but overwhelmed by the stress of the situation to seek help anywhere. Miss Macnulty, who was sitting near the door and had inevitably heard every word of the conversation, had no choice but to appear. Of all people, Lady Linlithgow was the most frightening to her, yet, in her own way, she cared for the old woman. Miss Macnulty was humble, timid, and submissive; but she wasn't naive, and she recognized the difference between truth and lies. She had endured terrifying things at the hands of Lady Linlithgow; but she understood that there might be more genuine protection in Lady Linlithgow's real anger than in Lizzie's fake affection.

"So you are there, are you?" said the countess.

"So, you're here, are you?" said the countess.

"Yes;—I am here, Lady Linlithgow."

"Yes, I'm here, Lady Linlithgow."

"Listening, I suppose. Well;—so much the better. You know well enough, and you can tell her. You ain't a fool, though I suppose you'll be afraid to open your mouth."

"Listening, I guess. Well;—that’s good. You know it well enough, and you can tell her. You’re not an idiot, although I guess you’ll be too scared to say anything."

"Julia," said Lady Eustace, "will you have the kindness to see that my aunt is shown to her carriage. I cannot stand her violence, and I will go up-stairs." So saying she made her way very gracefully into the back drawing-room, whence she could escape to her bed-room.

"Julia," Lady Eustace said, "could you please make sure my aunt gets to her carriage? I can't handle her outbursts, and I'm going upstairs." With that, she elegantly made her way into the back drawing-room, where she could slip away to her bedroom.

But her aunt fired a last shot at her. "Unless you do as you're bid, Lizzie, you'll find yourself in prison as sure as eggs!" Then, when her niece was beyond hearing, she turned to Miss Macnulty. "I suppose you've heard about these diamonds, Macnulty?"

But her aunt took one last jab at her. "If you don’t do what you're told, Lizzie, you'll end up in jail for sure!" Then, when her niece was out of earshot, she turned to Miss Macnulty. "I guess you've heard about these diamonds, Macnulty?"

"I know she's got them, Lady Linlithgow."

"I know she has them, Lady Linlithgow."

"She has no more right to them than you have. I suppose you're afraid to tell her so, lest she should turn you out;—but it's well she should know it. I've done my duty. Never mind about the servant. I'll find my way out of the house." Nevertheless the bell was rung, and the countess was shown to her carriage with proper consideration.

"She has no more right to them than you do. I guess you're scared to tell her that, in case she kicks you out;—but she should know the truth. I've done my part. Don’t worry about the servant. I’ll make my way out of the house." Still, the bell was rung, and the countess was shown to her carriage with the appropriate respect.

The two ladies went to the opera, and it was not till after their return, and just as they were going to bed, that anything further was said about either the necklace or the visit. Miss Macnulty would not begin the subject, and Lizzie purposely postponed it. But not for a moment had it been off Lady Eustace's mind. She did not care much for music, though she professed to do so,—and thought that she did. But on this night, had she at other times been a slave to St. Cecilia, she would have been free from that thraldom. The old woman's threats had gone into her very heart's blood. Theft, and prison, and juries, and judges had been thrown at her head so violently that she was almost stunned. Could it really be the case that they would prosecute her for stealing? She was Lady Eustace, and who but Lady Eustace should have these diamonds or be allowed to wear them? Nobody could say that Sir Florian had not given them to her. It could not, surely, be brought against her as an actual crime that she had not answered Mr. Camperdown's letters? And yet she was not sure. Her ideas about law and judicial proceedings were very vague. Of what was wrong and what was right she had a distinct notion. She knew well enough that she was endeavouring to steal the Eustace diamonds; but she did not in the least know what power there might be in the law to prevent, or to punish her for the intended theft. She knew well that the thing was not really her own; but there were, as she thought, so many points in her favour, that she felt it to be a cruelty that any one should grudge her the plunder. Was not she the only Lady Eustace living? As to these threats from Mr. Camperdown and Lady Linlithgow, she felt certain they would be used against her whether they were true or false. She would break her heart should she abandon her prey and afterwards find that Mr. Camperdown would have been wholly powerless against her had she held on to it. But then who would tell her the truth? She was sharp enough to understand, or at any rate suspicious enough to believe, that Mr. Mopus would be actuated by no other desire in the matter than that of running up a bill against her. "My dear," she said to Miss Macnulty, as they went up-stairs after the opera, "come into my room a moment. You heard all that my aunt said?"

The two ladies went to the opera, and it wasn't until after they got back, just as they were about to go to bed, that they talked again about the necklace or the visit. Miss Macnulty didn’t want to bring it up, and Lizzie intentionally delayed it. But Lady Eustace couldn’t stop thinking about it for a second. She wasn't really into music, even though she pretended to be—and thought she was. But on this night, if she had usually been captivated by St. Cecilia, she would have definitely broken free from that spell. The old woman's threats had sunk into her very heart. Theft, prison, juries, and judges had been hurled at her so forcefully that she felt almost dazed. Could it really be possible that they would go after her for stealing? She was Lady Eustace, and who else but her should have those diamonds or be allowed to wear them? No one could claim that Sir Florian hadn’t given them to her. Surely, they couldn’t actually accuse her of a crime for not responding to Mr. Camperdown’s letters? And yet she wasn’t so sure. Her understanding of law and legal proceedings was quite unclear. While she had a clear idea of what was wrong and what was right, she fully realized she was trying to steal the Eustace diamonds; however, she had no idea what the law could do to stop or punish her for her intended theft. She knew that the diamonds weren't really hers; but she thought there were so many arguments in her favor that it felt cruel for anyone to begrudge her the treasure. Wasn't she the only Lady Eustace left? Regarding the threats from Mr. Camperdown and Lady Linlithgow, she was convinced they would use them against her no matter if they were true or false. She would be heartbroken if she let go of her prize only to discover afterwards that Mr. Camperdown would have been totally helpless against her if she had held onto it. But who would tell her the truth? She was clever enough to realize, or at least wearily suspicious enough to believe, that Mr. Mopus only wanted to add to her bill. "My dear," she said to Miss Macnulty as they went upstairs after the opera, "come into my room for a moment. You heard everything my aunt said?"

"I could not help hearing. You told me to stay there, and the door was ajar."

"I couldn't help but hear. You told me to stay there, and the door was slightly open."

"I wanted you to hear. Of course what she said was the greatest nonsense in the world."

"I wanted you to know. Of course, what she said was complete nonsense."

"I don't know."

"I don't know."

"When she talked about my being taken to prison for not answering a lawyer's letter, that must be nonsense?"

"When she said I could be sent to prison for not replying to a lawyer's letter, that has to be nonsense?"

"I suppose that was."

"I guess that was."

"And then she is such a ferocious old termagant,—such an old vulturess. Now isn't she a ferocious old termagant?" Lizzie paused for an answer, desirous that her companion should join her in her enmity against her aunt, but Miss Macnulty was unwilling to say anything against one who had been her protectress, and might, perhaps, be her protectress again. "You don't mean to say you don't hate her?" said Lizzie. "If you didn't hate her after all she has done to you, I should despise you. Don't you hate her?"

"And then she's such a fierce old battle-ax—such an old vulture. Isn't she a fierce old battle-ax?" Lizzie paused for a response, hoping her friend would share her dislike for her aunt, but Miss Macnulty was hesitant to say anything negative about someone who had protected her and might do so again. "You can’t be saying you don’t hate her?" Lizzie pressed. "If you don’t hate her after everything she’s done to you, I would lose respect for you. Don’t you hate her?"

"I think she's a very upsetting old woman," said Miss Macnulty.

"I think she’s a really annoying old woman," said Miss Macnulty.

"Oh, you poor creature! Is that all you dare to say about her?"

"Oh, you poor thing! Is that all you're going to say about her?"

"I'm obliged to be a poor creature," said Miss Macnulty, with a red spot on each of her cheeks.

"I'm forced to be a pathetic person," said Miss Macnulty, with a flush on each of her cheeks.

Lady Eustace understood this, and relented. "But you needn't be afraid," she said, "to tell me what you think."

Lady Eustace got it and softened. "But you don't have to be scared," she said, "to share what you think."

"About the diamonds, you mean?"

"Are you talking about the diamonds?"

"Yes; about the diamonds."

"Yes, about the diamonds."

"You have enough without them. I'd give 'em up for peace and quiet." That was Miss Macnulty's advice.

"You have enough without them. I'd give them up for peace and quiet." That was Miss Macnulty's advice.

"No;—I haven't enough;—or nearly enough. I've had to buy ever so many things since my husband died. They've done all they could to be hard to me. They made me pay for the very furniture at Portray." This wasn't true; but it was true that Lizzie had endeavoured to palm off on the Eustace estate bills for new things which she had ordered for her own country-house. "I haven't near enough. I am in debt already. People talked as though I were the richest woman in the world; but when it comes to be spent, I ain't rich. Why should I give them up if they're my own?"

"No; I don't have enough— or nearly enough. I've had to buy so many things since my husband died. They've done everything they could to make things difficult for me. They even made me pay for the furniture at Portray." This wasn't true; but it was true that Lizzie had tried to pass off bills for new things she had ordered for her own country house as expenses for the Eustace estate. "I don't have nearly enough. I'm already in debt. People act like I'm the richest woman in the world; but when it comes to spending, I'm not rich. Why should I give them up if they're mine?"

"Not if they're your own."

"Not if they're yours."

"If I give you a present and then die, people can't come and take it away afterwards because I didn't put it into my will. There'd be no making presents like that at all." This Lizzie said with an evident conviction in the strength of her argument.

"If I give you a gift and then die, people can't just come and take it away later because I didn't include it in my will. There wouldn't be any gifting like that at all." Lizzie said this with a clear belief in the strength of her argument.

"But this necklace is so very valuable."

"But this necklace is really valuable."

"That can't make a difference. If a thing is a man's own he can give it away;—not a house, or a farm, or a wood, or anything like that; but a thing that he can carry about with him,—of course he can give it away."

"That won't make a difference. If something belongs to a man, he can give it away;—not a house, or a farm, or a piece of land, or anything like that; but something he can take with him,—of course he can give it away."

"But perhaps Sir Florian didn't mean to give it for always," suggested Miss Macnulty.

"But maybe Sir Florian didn't intend to give it forever," suggested Miss Macnulty.

"But perhaps he did. He told me that they were mine, and I shall keep them. So that's the end of it. You can go to bed now." And Miss Macnulty went to bed.

"But maybe he did. He told me those were mine, and I’ll keep them. So that's it. You can go to bed now." And Miss Macnulty went to bed.

Lizzie, as she sat thinking of it, owned to herself that no help was to be expected in that quarter. She was not angry with Miss Macnulty, who was, almost of necessity, a poor creature. But she was convinced more strongly than ever that some friend was necessary to her who should not be a poor creature. Lord Fawn, though a peer, was a poor creature. Frank Greystock she believed to be as strong as a house.

Lizzie, while she sat pondering this, admitted to herself that she couldn't expect any help from that direction. She wasn't angry with Miss Macnulty, who was, by necessity, quite pathetic. But she was more convinced than ever that she needed a friend who wasn't a poor soul. Lord Fawn, despite being a peer, was a poor excuse for a person. She thought Frank Greystock was as solid as a rock.

 

 

CHAPTER VII

Mr. Burke's Speeches
 

Lucy Morris had been told by Lady Fawn that,—in point of fact that, being a governess, she ought to give over falling in love with Frank Greystock, and she had not liked it. Lady Fawn no doubt had used words less abrupt,—had probably used but few words, and had expressed her meaning chiefly by little winks, and shakings of her head, and small gestures of her hands, and had ended by a kiss,—in all of which she had intended to mingle mercy with justice, and had, in truth, been full of love. Nevertheless, Lucy had not liked it. No girl likes to be warned against falling in love, whether the warning be needed or not needed. In this case Lucy knew very well that the caution was too late. It might be all very well for Lady Fawn to decide that her governess should not receive visits from a lover in her house;—and then the governess might decide whether, in those circumstances, she would remain or go away; but Lady Fawn could have no right to tell her governess not to be in love. All this Lucy said to herself over and over again, and yet she knew that Lady Fawn had treated her well. The old woman had kissed her, and purred over her, and praised her, and had really loved her. As a matter of course, Lucy was not entitled to have a lover. Lucy knew that well enough. As she walked alone among the shrubs she made arguments in defence of Lady Fawn as against herself. And yet at every other minute she would blaze up into a grand wrath, and picture to herself a scene in which she would tell Lady Fawn boldly that as her lover had been banished from Fawn Court, she, Lucy, would remain there no longer. There were but two objections to this course. The first was that Frank Greystock was not her lover; and the second, that on leaving Fawn Court she would not know whither to betake herself. It was understood by everybody that she was never to leave Fawn Court till an unexceptionable home should be found for her, either with the Hittaways or elsewhere. Lady Fawn would no more allow her to go away, depending for her future on the mere chance of some promiscuous engagement, than she would have turned one of her own daughters out of the house in the same forlorn condition. Lady Fawn was a tower of strength to Lucy. But then a tower of strength may at any moment become a dungeon.

Lucy Morris had been told by Lady Fawn that, as a governess, she really shouldn’t fall in love with Frank Greystock, and she didn’t like it. Lady Fawn probably didn’t say it so bluntly—she probably used only a few words and mostly communicated through winks, shaking her head, small hand gestures, and ended with a kiss, all of which were meant to mix kindness with discipline, and she truly cared for Lucy. Still, Lucy didn’t appreciate it. No girl wants to be warned against falling in love, whether the warning was necessary or not. In this situation, Lucy understood that the warning was too late. It might be fine for Lady Fawn to decide that her governess shouldn’t have visits from a boyfriend in her house; and then the governess could choose whether she would stay or leave; but Lady Fawn had no right to tell her governess not to fall in love. Lucy repeated all this to herself, yet she also recognized that Lady Fawn had treated her kindly. The older woman had kissed her, cooed over her, praised her, and genuinely cared for her. Naturally, Lucy knew she wasn’t entitled to have a boyfriend. She was well aware of that. As she walked alone among the shrubs, she defended Lady Fawn in her mind. Yet every few minutes, she would seethe in anger, imagining a scene where she would boldly tell Lady Fawn that since her lover had been banished from Fawn Court, she, Lucy, would no longer stay there. There were two problems with this idea. First, Frank Greystock wasn’t actually her boyfriend; and second, if she left Fawn Court, she wouldn’t know where to go. Everyone understood that she was never to leave Fawn Court until a suitable home was found for her, either with the Hittaways or somewhere else. Lady Fawn would not have let her leave, depending on the mere chance of an uncertain future, just as she wouldn’t have thrown one of her own daughters out under the same sad circumstances. Lady Fawn was a strong support for Lucy. But then again, a strong support can quickly become a trap.

Frank Greystock was not her lover. Ah,—there was the worst of it all! She had given her heart and had got nothing in return. She conned it all over in her own mind, striving to ascertain whether there was any real cause for shame to her in her own conduct. Had she been unmaidenly? Had she been too forward with her heart? Had it been extracted from her, as women's hearts are extracted, by efforts on the man's part; or had she simply chucked it away from her to the first comer? Then she remembered certain scenes at the deanery, words that had been spoken, looks that had been turned upon her, a pressure of the hand late at night, a little whisper, a ribbon that had been begged, a flower that had been given;—and once, once—; then there came a burning blush upon her cheek that there should have been so much, and yet so little that was of avail. She had no right to say to any one that the man was her lover. She had no right to assure herself that he was her lover. But she knew that some wrong was done her in that he was not her lover.

Frank Greystock wasn't her boyfriend. Ah—that was the worst part! She had given her heart and received nothing in return. She went over it all in her mind, trying to figure out if there was any real reason for shame in her behavior. Had she been too forward? Had she let her feelings show too easily? Had her heart been drawn out by him, like so many women's hearts are, or had she just thrown it away on the first guy who came along? Then she remembered certain moments at the deanery, things that had been said, looks directed at her, a late-night hand squeeze, a soft whisper, a ribbon she had given, a flower he had handed her;—and once, just once—; then a deep blush spread across her cheeks at how there had been so much, yet so little that was meaningful. She had no right to tell anyone that he was her boyfriend. She had no right to convince herself that he was her boyfriend. But she knew that something was wrong because he wasn't her boyfriend.

Of the importance of her own self as a living thing with a heart to suffer and a soul to endure, she thought enough. She believed in herself, thinking of herself, that should it ever be her lot to be a man's wife, she would be to him a true, loving friend and companion, living in his joys, and fighting, if it were necessary, down to the stumps of her nails in his interests. But of what she had to give over and above her heart and intellect she never thought at all. Of personal beauty she had very little appreciation even in others. The form and face of Lady Eustace, which indeed were very lovely, were distasteful to her; whereas she delighted to look upon the broad, plain, colourless countenance of Lydia Fawn, who was endeared to her by frank good humour and an unselfish disposition. In regard to men she had never asked herself the question whether this man was handsome or that man ugly. Of Frank Greystock she knew that his face was full of quick intellect; and of Lord Fawn she knew that he bore no outward index of mind. One man she not only loved, but could not help loving; the other man, as regarded that sort of sympathy which marriage should recognise, must always have been worlds asunder from her. She knew that men demand that women shall possess beauty, and she certainly had never thought of herself as beautiful; but it did not occur to her that on that account she was doomed to fail. She was too strong-hearted for any such fear. She did not think much of these things, but felt herself to be so far endowed as to be fit to be the wife of such a man as Frank Greystock. She was a proud, stout, self-confident, but still modest little woman, too fond of truth to tell lies of herself even to herself. She was possessed of a great power of sympathy, genial, very social, greatly given to the mirth of conversation,—though in talking she would listen much and say but little. She was keenly alive to humour, and had at her command a great fund of laughter, which would illumine her whole face without producing a sound from her mouth. She knew herself to be too good to be a governess for life;—and yet how could it be otherwise with her?

Of the importance of her own self as a living being with a heart to feel and a soul to endure, she thought quite a bit. She believed in herself, thinking that if she ever became a man's wife, she would be a true and loving friend and companion to him, sharing in his joys and fighting, if necessary, down to her last nerve for his interests. But she never considered what she had to offer beyond her heart and intellect. She had little appreciation for personal beauty, even in others. The form and face of Lady Eustace, which were undeniably beautiful, did not appeal to her; instead, she loved the broad, plain, colorless face of Lydia Fawn, whom she cherished for her genuine good humor and selfless nature. When it came to men, she never questioned whether this man was handsome or that man unattractive. She knew Frank Greystock had a face full of quick intelligence, while Lord Fawn showed no clear indication of his intellect. One man she not only loved but couldn't help loving; the other man, in terms of the kind of connection that marriage should have, was always miles away from her. She understood that men expected women to have beauty, and she certainly never thought of herself as beautiful; yet it never crossed her mind that this would cause her to fail. She was too strong-willed for such fears. She didn't dwell on these things, but felt she was capable of being the wife of someone like Frank Greystock. She was a proud, sturdy, self-assured yet still modest woman, too fond of the truth to lie about herself, even to herself. She had a great capacity for sympathy, was warm and sociable, and loved the joy of conversation—though when she spoke, she would listen much more than she said. She had a sharp sense of humor and a wealth of laughter that would light up her entire face without a sound escaping her lips. She knew she was too good to be a governess for life; yet, how could it be any other way for her?

Lady Linlithgow's visit to her niece had been made on a Thursday, and on that same evening Frank Greystock had asked his question in the House of Commons,—or rather had made his speech about the Sawab of Mygawb. We all know the meaning of such speeches. Had not Frank belonged to the party that was out, and had not the resistance to the Sawab's claim come from the party that was in, Frank would not probably have cared much about the prince. We may be sure that he would not have troubled himself to read a line of that very dull and long pamphlet of which he had to make himself master before he could venture to stir in the matter, had not the road of Opposition been open to him in that direction. But what exertion will not a politician make with the view of getting the point of his lance within the joints of his enemies' harness? Frank made his speech, and made it very well. It was just the case for a lawyer, admitting that kind of advocacy which it is a lawyer's business to practise. The Indian minister of the day, Lord Fawn's chief, had determined, after much anxious consideration, that it was his duty to resist the claim; and then, for resisting it, he was attacked. Had he yielded to the claim, the attack would have been as venomous, and very probably would have come from the same quarter. No blame by such an assertion is cast upon the young Conservative aspirant for party honours. It is thus the war is waged. Frank Greystock took up the Sawab's case, and would have drawn mingled tears and indignation from his hearers, had not his hearers all known the conditions of the contest. On neither side did the hearers care much for the Sawab's claims, but they felt that Greystock was making good his own claims to some future reward from his party. He was very hard upon the minister,—and he was hard also upon Lord Fawn, stating that the cruelty of Government ascendancy had never been put forward as a doctrine in plainer terms than those which had been used in "another place" in reference to the wrongs of this poor ill-used native chieftain. This was very grievous to Lord Fawn, who had personally desired to favour the ill-used chieftain;—and harder again because he and Greystock were intimate with each other. He felt the thing keenly, and was full of his grievance when, in accordance with his custom, he came down to Fawn Court on the Saturday evening.

Lady Linlithgow visited her niece on a Thursday, and that same evening, Frank Greystock asked his question in the House of Commons—or rather, he gave his speech about the Sawab of Mygawb. We all understand what these speeches are about. If Frank hadn’t been part of the opposition party, and if the ruling party hadn’t resisted the Sawab's claim, he probably wouldn’t have cared much about the prince. It’s safe to say he wouldn’t have bothered to read even a line of that long and dull pamphlet he needed to get through before he could take any action, had the path of opposition not been available to him. But what lengths will a politician go to in an effort to get a jab at his rivals? Frank delivered his speech, and he did it well. It was a situation perfect for a lawyer, allowing for that type of advocacy that lawyers are used to. The Indian minister of the day, Lord Fawn's superior, had decided, after much thought, that he needed to resist the claim; and then, for doing so, he faced criticism. If he had given in, the backlash would have been just as fierce, likely coming from the same group. This doesn’t reflect poorly on the young Conservative hopeful seeking recognition. This is how the battle is fought. Frank Greystock took on the Sawab's case, and he would have evoked mixed tears and outrage from his audience, had they not all known the stakes of the fight. Neither side really cared about the Sawab's claims—they realized that Greystock was working to establish his own credentials for future favors from his party. He was particularly tough on the minister—and on Lord Fawn too, stating that the cruelty of government authority had never been expressed so plainly as it had been in "another place" regarding the injustices faced by this poor, mistreated native leader. This affected Lord Fawn deeply, who had personally wanted to support the wrongly treated chieftain; it stung even more because he and Greystock were close. He felt the sting acutely and was full of resentment when, as usual, he arrived at Fawn Court on Saturday evening.

The Fawn family, which consisted entirely of women, dined early. On Saturdays, when his lordship would come down, a dinner was prepared for him alone. On Sundays they all dined together at three o'clock. On Sunday evening Lord Fawn would return to town to prepare himself for his Monday's work. Perhaps, also, he disliked the sermon which Lady Fawn always read to the assembled household at nine o'clock on Sunday evening. On this Saturday he came out into the grounds after dinner, where the oldest unmarried daughter, the present Miss Fawn, was walking with Lucy Morris. It was almost a summer evening;—so much so, that some of the party had been sitting on the garden benches, and four of the girls were still playing croquet on the lawn, though there was hardly light enough to see the balls. Miss Fawn had already told Lucy that her brother was very angry with Mr. Greystock. Now, Lucy's sympathies were all with Frank and the Sawab. She had endeavoured, indeed, and had partially succeeded, in perverting the Under-Secretary. Nor did she now intend to change her opinions, although all the Fawn girls, and Lady Fawn, were against her. When a brother or a son is an Under-Secretary of State, sisters and mothers will constantly be on the side of the Government, so far as that Under-Secretary's office is concerned.

The Fawn family, made up entirely of women, had dinner early. On Saturdays, when Lord Fawn came down, a dinner was prepared just for him. On Sundays, they all ate together at three o'clock. On Sunday evening, Lord Fawn would head back to town to get ready for his work on Monday. Maybe he also didn’t like the sermon that Lady Fawn always read to the family at nine o'clock on Sunday evening. This Saturday, he walked out into the grounds after dinner, where the oldest unmarried daughter, the current Miss Fawn, was out walking with Lucy Morris. It felt almost like a summer evening; in fact, some of the group had been sitting on the garden benches, and four of the girls were still playing croquet on the lawn, even though it was getting too dark to see the balls. Miss Fawn had already told Lucy that her brother was really angry with Mr. Greystock. Lucy was completely on Frank and the Sawab's side. She had tried, and had somewhat succeeded, in changing the Under-Secretary's views. And she had no intention of changing her opinion now, even though all the Fawn girls and Lady Fawn were against her. When a brother or son is an Under-Secretary of State, sisters and mothers will usually side with the Government regarding that Under-Secretary’s position.

"Upon my word, Frederic," said Augusta Fawn, "I do think Mr. Greystock was too bad."

"Honestly, Frederic," said Augusta Fawn, "I really think Mr. Greystock was unfair."

"There's nothing these fellows won't say or do," exclaimed Lord Fawn. "I can't understand it myself. When I've been in opposition, I never did that kind of thing."

"There's nothing these guys won't say or do," exclaimed Lord Fawn. "I can't understand it myself. When I was in opposition, I never did that kind of thing."

"I wonder whether it was because he is angry with mamma," said Miss Fawn. Everybody who knew the Fawns knew that Augusta Fawn was not clever, and that she would occasionally say the very thing that ought not to be said.

"I wonder if it’s because he's mad at mom," said Miss Fawn. Everyone who knew the Fawns was aware that Augusta Fawn wasn't very bright and that she would sometimes say exactly what shouldn’t be said.

"Oh, dear, no," said the Under-Secretary, who could not endure the idea that the weak women-kind of his family should have, in any way, an influence on the august doings of Parliament.

"Oh, no," said the Under-Secretary, who couldn't stand the thought that the fragile women in his family should have any influence over the important matters of Parliament.

"You know mamma did—"

"You know mom did—"

"Nothing of that kind at all," said his lordship, putting down his sister with great authority. "Mr. Greystock is simply not an honest politician. That is about the whole of it. He chose to attack me because there was an opportunity. There isn't a man in either House who cares for such things, personally, less than I do;"—had his lordship said "more than he did," he might, perhaps, have been correct;—"but I can't bear the feeling. The fact is, a lawyer never understands what is and what is not fair fighting."

"Nothing of that sort at all," said his lordship, putting his sister in her place with great authority. "Mr. Greystock is just not an honest politician. That’s really the gist of it. He chose to go after me because it was an opportunity. There's not a single person in either House who cares less about these things personally than I do;"—if his lordship had said "more than he did," he might have been right;—"but I can't stand the feeling. The truth is, a lawyer never really gets what is fair play and what isn't."

Lucy felt her face tingling with heat, and was preparing to say a word in defence of that special lawyer, when Lady Fawn's voice was heard from the drawing-room window. "Come in, girls. It's nine o'clock." In that house Lady Fawn reigned supreme, and no one ever doubted, for a moment, as to obedience. The clicking of the balls ceased, and those who were walking immediately turned their faces to the drawing-room window. But Lord Fawn, who was not one of the girls, took another turn by himself, thinking of the wrongs he had endured.

Lucy felt her face flush with heat and was getting ready to say something in defense of that particular lawyer when Lady Fawn's voice came from the drawing-room window. "Come in, girls. It's nine o'clock." In that house, Lady Fawn had all the power, and no one ever questioned obedience for even a second. The sound of the balls stopped, and those who were walking immediately turned to face the drawing-room window. But Lord Fawn, who wasn’t one of the girls, took another turn by himself, thinking about the wrongs he had suffered.

"Frederic is so angry about Mr. Greystock," said Augusta, as soon as they were seated.

"Frederic is really mad about Mr. Greystock," said Augusta, as soon as they sat down.

"I do feel that it was provoking," said the second sister.

"I do think it was provoking," said the second sister.

"And considering that Mr. Greystock has so often been here, I don't think it was kind," said the third.

"And since Mr. Greystock has been here so often, I don’t think it was very kind," said the third.

Lydia did not speak, but could not refrain from glancing her eyes at Lucy's face. "I believe everything is considered fair in Parliament," said Lady Fawn.

Lydia didn't say anything, but she couldn't help glancing at Lucy's face. "I think everything's fair game in Parliament," said Lady Fawn.

Then Lord Fawn, who had heard the last words, entered through the window. "I don't know about that, mother," said he. "Gentleman-like conduct is the same everywhere. There are things that may be said and there are things which may not. Mr. Greystock has altogether gone beyond the usual limits, and I shall take care that he knows my opinion."

Then Lord Fawn, who had heard the last words, entered through the window. "I don't know about that, Mom," he said. "Being a gentleman is the same everywhere. There are things you can say and things you can't. Mr. Greystock has completely crossed the line, and I'll make sure he knows what I think."

"You are not going to quarrel with the man?" asked the mother.

"You aren't going to argue with the guy?" the mother asked.

"I am not going to fight him, if you mean that; but I shall let him know that I think that he has transgressed." This his lordship said with that haughty superiority which a man may generally display with safety among the women of his own family.

"I’m not going to confront him, if that’s what you mean; but I’ll make sure he knows I think he’s crossed the line." His lordship said this with the kind of arrogant superiority that a man can usually show without worry among the women in his own family.

Lucy had borne a great deal, knowing well that it was better that she should bear such injury in silence;—but there was a point beyond which she could not endure it. It was intolerable to her that Mr. Greystock's character as a gentleman should be impugned before all the ladies of the family, every one of whom did, in fact, know her liking for the man. And then it seemed to her that she could rush into the battle, giving a side blow at his lordship on behalf of his absent antagonist, but appearing to fight for the Sawab. There had been a time when the poor Sawab was in favour at Fawn Court. "I think Mr. Greystock was right to say all he could for the prince. If he took up the cause, he was bound to make the best of it." She spoke with energy and with a heightened colour; and Lady Fawn, hearing her, shook her head at her.

Lucy had put up with a lot, well aware that it was better to keep quiet about such hurt;—but there was a limit to what she could tolerate. It was unbearable for her that Mr. Greystock’s reputation as a gentleman should be questioned in front of all the women in the family, each of whom knew how much she liked him. Then it occurred to her that she could jump into the fray, taking a swipe at his lordship on behalf of his absent opponent, but making it seem like she was defending the Sawab. There was a time when the poor Sawab was favored at Fawn Court. "I think Mr. Greystock was right to speak up for the prince. If he took on the cause, he had to make the best of it." She spoke passionately, her face flushed, and Lady Fawn, overhearing her, shook her head disapprovingly.

"Did you read Mr. Greystock's speech, Miss Morris?" asked Lord Fawn.

"Did you read Mr. Greystock's speech, Miss Morris?" Lord Fawn asked.

"Every word of it, in the Times."

"Every word of it, in the Times."

"And you understood his allusion to what I had been called upon to say in the House of Lords on behalf of the Government?"

"And you got his reference to what I had to say in the House of Lords on behalf of the Government?"

"I suppose I did. It did not seem to be difficult to understand."

"I guess I did. It didn't seem hard to understand."

"I do think Mr. Greystock should have abstained from attacking Frederic," said Augusta.

"I really think Mr. Greystock should have refrained from attacking Frederic," said Augusta.

"It was not—not quite the thing that we are accustomed to," said Lord Fawn.

"It wasn't— not really what we're used to," said Lord Fawn.

"Of course I don't know about that," said Lucy. "I think the prince is being used very ill,—that he is being deprived of his own property,—that he is kept out of his rights, just because he is weak, and I am very glad that there is some one to speak up for him."

"Of course I don't know about that," Lucy said. "I think the prince is being treated really poorly. He's being robbed of what belongs to him and kept from his rights just because he's weak. I'm really glad there's someone who stands up for him."

"My dear Lucy," said Lady Fawn, "if you discuss politics with Lord Fawn, you'll get the worst of it."

"My dear Lucy," Lady Fawn said, "if you talk politics with Lord Fawn, you'll end up on the losing side."

"I don't at all object to Miss Morris's views about the Sawab," said the Under-Secretary generously. "There is a great deal to be said on both sides. I know of old that Miss Morris is a great friend of the Sawab."

"I completely respect Miss Morris's opinion on the Sawab," said the Under-Secretary generously. "There are valid points to consider on both sides. I’m well aware that Miss Morris has always been a strong supporter of the Sawab."

"You used to be his friend too," said Lucy.

"You used to be his friend too," Lucy said.

"I felt for him,—and do feel for him. All that is very well. I ask no one to agree with me on the question itself. I only say that Mr. Greystock's mode of treating it was unbecoming."

"I have sympathy for him—and I still do. That’s fine. I’m not asking anyone to agree with me on the issue itself. I’m just saying that Mr. Greystock’s way of handling it was inappropriate."

"I think it was the very best speech I ever read in my life," said Lucy, with headlong energy and heightened colour.

"I think it was the best speech I've ever read in my life," said Lucy, with intense energy and a flushed face.

"Then, Miss Morris, you and I have very different opinions about speeches," said Lord Fawn, with severity. "You have, probably, never read Burke's speeches."

"Then, Miss Morris, you and I have very different views on speeches," Lord Fawn said sternly. "You probably have never read Burke's speeches."

"And I don't want to read them," said Lucy.

"And I don't want to read them," Lucy said.

"That is another question," said Lord Fawn; and his tone and manner were very severe indeed.

"That's another question," Lord Fawn said, and his tone and demeanor were quite strict.

"We are talking about speeches in Parliament," said Lucy. Poor Lucy! She knew quite as well as did Lord Fawn that Burke had been a House of Commons orator; but in her impatience, and from absence of the habit of argument, she omitted to explain that she was talking about the speeches of the day.

"We're discussing speeches in Parliament," said Lucy. Poor Lucy! She knew just as well as Lord Fawn that Burke had been a speaker in the House of Commons; but in her impatience, and lacking the habit of argument, she forgot to clarify that she was referring to the speeches of the day.

Lord Fawn held up his hands, and put his head a little on one side. "My dear Lucy," said Lady Fawn, "you are showing your ignorance. Where do you suppose that Mr. Burke's speeches were made?"

Lord Fawn raised his hands and tilted his head slightly. "My dear Lucy," said Lady Fawn, "you're demonstrating your lack of knowledge. Where do you think Mr. Burke gave his speeches?"

"Of course I know they were made in Parliament," said Lucy, almost in tears.

"Of course I know they were made in Parliament," Lucy said, nearly in tears.

"If Miss Morris means that Burke's greatest efforts were not made in Parliament,—that his speech to the electors of Bristol, for instance, and his opening address on the trial of Warren Hastings, were, upon the whole, superior to—"

"If Miss Morris means that Burke's biggest contributions weren’t in Parliament—like his speech to the voters of Bristol, for example, and his opening remarks during the trial of Warren Hastings—were, overall, better than—

"I didn't mean anything at all," said Lucy.

"I didn't mean anything at all," Lucy said.

"Lord Fawn is trying to help you, my dear," said Lady Fawn.

"Lord Fawn is trying to help you, my dear," said Lady Fawn.

"I don't want to be helped," said Lucy. "I only mean that I thought Mr. Greystock's speech as good as it could possibly be. There wasn't a word in it that didn't seem to me to be just what it ought to be. I do think that they are ill-treating that poor Indian prince, and I am very glad that somebody has had the courage to get up and say so."

"I don't want any help," Lucy said. "I just meant that I thought Mr. Greystock's speech was as good as it could be. There wasn't a single word in it that didn't seem perfect to me. I really believe they are mistreating that poor Indian prince, and I'm really glad someone has had the courage to stand up and say so."

No doubt it would have been better that Lucy should have held her tongue. Had she simply been upholding against an opponent a political speaker whose speech she had read with pleasure, she might have held her own in the argument against the whole Fawn family. She was a favourite with them all, and even the Under-Secretary would not have been hard upon her. But there had been more than this for poor Lucy to do. Her heart was so truly concerned in the matter, that she could not refrain herself from resenting an attack on the man she loved. She had allowed herself to be carried into superlatives, and had almost been uncourteous to Lord Fawn. "My dear," said Lady Fawn, "we won't say anything more upon the subject." Lord Fawn took up a book. Lady Fawn busied herself in her knitting. Lydia assumed a look of unhappiness, as though something very sad had occurred. Augusta addressed a question to her brother in a tone which plainly indicated a feeling on her part that her brother had been ill-used and was entitled to special consideration. Lucy sat silent and still, and then left the room with a hurried step. Lydia at once rose to follow her, but was stopped by her mother. "You had better leave her alone just at present, my dear," said Lady Fawn.

No doubt it would have been better for Lucy to keep quiet. If she had just been defending a political speaker whose speech she liked against an opponent, she might have held her own in the argument against the whole Fawn family. She was well-liked by them all, and even the Under-Secretary wouldn't have been too hard on her. But Lucy had more than that to deal with. Her heart was so genuinely invested in the matter that she couldn't help but respond to an attack on the man she loved. She let herself get carried away and was almost rude to Lord Fawn. "My dear," Lady Fawn said, "let's not discuss this anymore." Lord Fawn picked up a book. Lady Fawn focused on her knitting. Lydia put on a sad expression, as if something tragic had happened. Augusta asked her brother a question in a tone that clearly showed she felt he had been wronged and deserved special treatment. Lucy sat quietly and still, then left the room quickly. Lydia immediately got up to follow her but was held back by her mother. "You should probably leave her alone for now, dear," said Lady Fawn.

"I did not know that Miss Morris was so particularly interested in Mr. Greystock," said Lord Fawn.

"I didn't realize that Miss Morris was so specifically interested in Mr. Greystock," said Lord Fawn.

"She has known him since she was a child," said his mother.

"She has known him since she was a kid," said his mom.

About an hour afterwards Lady Fawn went up-stairs and found Lucy sitting all alone in the still so-called school-room. She had no candle, and had made no pretence to do anything since she had left the room down-stairs. In the interval family prayers had been read, and Lucy's absence was unusual and contrary to rule. "Lucy, my dear, why are you sitting here?" said Lady Fawn.

About an hour later, Lady Fawn went upstairs and found Lucy sitting all alone in the so-called schoolroom. She didn’t have a candle and hadn’t pretended to do anything since she left the room downstairs. In the meantime, family prayers had been said, and Lucy's absence was unusual and against the rules. "Lucy, my dear, why are you sitting here?" said Lady Fawn.

"Because I am unhappy."

"Because I'm unhappy."

"What makes you unhappy, Lucy?"

"What makes you unhappy, Lucy?"

"I don't know. I would rather you didn't ask me. I suppose I behaved badly down-stairs."

"I don't know. I'd prefer it if you didn’t ask me. I guess I acted badly downstairs."

"My son would forgive you in a moment if you asked him."

"My son would forgive you instantly if you asked him."

"No;—certainly not. I can beg your pardon, Lady Fawn, but not his. Of course I had no right to talk about speeches, and politics, and this prince in your drawing-room."

"No; definitely not. I can apologize to you, Lady Fawn, but not to him. Of course, I had no right to discuss speeches, politics, and this prince in your living room."

"Lucy, you astonish me."

"Lucy, you're amazing."

"But it is so. Dear Lady Fawn, don't look like that. I know how good you are to me. I know you let me do things which other governesses mayn't do;—and say things; but still I am a governess, and I know I misbehaved—to you." Then Lucy burst into tears.

"But it's true. Dear Lady Fawn, please don’t give me that look. I know how kind you are to me. I know you allow me to do things that other governesses wouldn’t;—and say things too; but I’m still a governess, and I realize I acted out of line—with you." Then Lucy started to cry.

Lady Fawn, in whose bosom there was no stony corner or morsel of hard iron, was softened at once. "My dear, you are more like another daughter to me than anything else."

Lady Fawn, who had no cold or hard feelings in her heart, was immediately touched. "My dear, you are more like another daughter to me than anything else."

"Dear Lady Fawn!"

"Dear Lady Fawn!"

"But it makes me unhappy when I see your mind engaged about Mr. Greystock. There is the truth, Lucy. You should not think of Mr. Greystock. Mr. Greystock is a man who has his way to make in the world, and could not marry you, even if, under other circumstances, he would wish to do so. You know how frank I am with you, giving you credit for honest, sound good sense. To me and to my girls, who know you as a lady, you are as dear a friend as though you were—were anything you may please to think. Lucy Morris is to us our own dear, dear little friend Lucy. But Mr. Greystock, who is a Member of Parliament, could not marry a governess."

"But it makes me unhappy when I see you thinking about Mr. Greystock. That’s the truth, Lucy. You shouldn’t be thinking about Mr. Greystock. He’s a man trying to make his way in the world and couldn’t marry you, even if he might want to under different circumstances. You know how honest I am with you, trusting your good sense. To me and my girls, who know you as a lady, you’re as dear a friend as if you were—whatever you might think. Lucy Morris is, to us, our own dear, dear little friend Lucy. But Mr. Greystock, who is a Member of Parliament, couldn’t marry a governess."

"But I love him so dearly," said Lucy, getting up from her chair, "that his slightest word is to me more than all the words of all the world beside! It is no use, Lady Fawn. I do love him, and I don't mean to try to give it up!" Lady Fawn stood silent for a moment, and then suggested that it would be better for them both to go to bed. During that minute she had been unable to decide what she had better say or do in the present emergency.

"But I love him so much," Lucy said, standing up from her chair, "that even his smallest word means more to me than all the words in the world! There's no point, Lady Fawn. I really love him, and I'm not going to try to give that up!" Lady Fawn was quiet for a moment and then suggested that it would be better for both of them to go to bed. During that time, she couldn't figure out what the best thing to say or do was in this situation.

 

 

CHAPTER VIII

The Conquering Hero Comes
 

The reader will perhaps remember that when Lizzie Eustace was told that her aunt was down-stairs Frank Greystock was with her, and that he promised to return on the following day to hear the result of the interview. Had Lady Linlithgow not come at that very moment Frank would probably have asked his rich cousin to be his wife. She had told him that she was solitary and unhappy; and after that what else could he have done but ask her to be his wife? The old countess, however, arrived, and interrupted him. He went away abruptly, promising to come on the morrow;—but on the morrow he never came. It was a Friday, and Lizzie remained at home for him the whole morning. When four o'clock was passed she knew that he would be at the House. But still she did not stir. And she contrived that Miss Macnulty should be absent the entire day. Miss Macnulty was even made to go to the play by herself in the evening. But her absence was of no service. Frank Greystock came not; and at eleven at night Lizzie swore to herself that should he ever come again, he should come in vain. Nevertheless, through the whole of Saturday she expected him with more or less of confidence, and on the Sunday morning she was still well-inclined towards him. It might be that he would come on that day. She could understand that a man with his hands so full of business, as were those of her cousin Frank, should find himself unable to keep an appointment. Nor would there be fair ground for permanent anger with such a one, even should he forget an appointment. But surely he would come on the Sunday! She had been quite sure that the offer was about to be made when that odious old harridan had come in and disturbed everything. Indeed, the offer had been all but made. She had felt the premonitory flutter, had asked herself the important question,—and had answered it. She had told herself that the thing would do. Frank was not the exact hero that her fancy had painted,—but he was sufficiently heroic. Everybody said that he would work his way up to the top of the tree, and become a rich man. At any rate she had resolved;—and then Lady Linlithgow had come in! Surely he would come on the Sunday.

The reader might recall that when Lizzie Eustace learned that her aunt was downstairs, Frank Greystock was with her, and he promised to return the next day to hear about the meeting. If Lady Linlithgow hadn’t arrived at that moment, Frank probably would have asked his wealthy cousin to marry him. She had confided in him that she was lonely and unhappy; after that, what else could he have done but propose? However, the old countess interrupted him when she arrived. He left suddenly, promising to come back the next day, but he never showed up. It was a Friday, and Lizzie waited at home for him all morning. When it passed four o'clock, she knew he would be at the House. Yet, she still didn’t move. She managed to keep Miss Macnulty out all day, even sending her to the theater alone that evening. But her absence didn’t help. Frank Greystock didn’t come, and by eleven at night, Lizzie vowed that if he ever came back, it would be pointless. Still, throughout Saturday, she expected him with varying degrees of hope, and by Sunday morning, she was still favorably disposed towards him. He might show up that day. She understood that someone as busy as her cousin Frank might not be able to stick to an appointment. There wouldn’t be valid reasons for lasting anger towards someone who forgot an appointment. But surely he would come on Sunday! She was convinced that he was about to propose when that awful old woman barged in and disrupted everything. In fact, the proposal was nearly made. She felt the telling excitement, posed the crucial question to herself—and answered it. She had convinced herself that it would work out. Frank wasn’t the exact hero her imagination had created—but he was heroic enough. Everyone said he would rise to the top and become wealthy. At least she had made up her mind; and then Lady Linlithgow had come in! Surely he would come on Sunday.

He did not come on the Sunday, but Lord Fawn did come. Immediately after morning church Lord Fawn declared his intention of returning at once from Fawn Court to town. He was very silent at breakfast, and his sisters surmised that he was still angry with poor Lucy. Lucy, too, was unlike herself,—was silent, sad, and oppressed. Lady Fawn was serious, and almost solemn;—so that there was little even of holy mirth at Fawn Court on that Sunday morning. The whole family, however, went to church, and immediately on their return Lord Fawn expressed his intention of returning to town. All the sisters felt that an injury had been done to them by Lucy. It was only on Sundays that their dinner-table was graced by the male member of the family, and now he was driven away. "I am sorry that you are going to desert us, Frederic," said Lady Fawn. Lord Fawn muttered something as to absolute necessity, and went. The afternoon was very dreary at Fawn Court. Nothing was said on the subject; but there was still the feeling that Lucy had offended. At four o'clock on that Sunday afternoon Lord Fawn was closeted with Lady Eustace.

He didn’t come on Sunday, but Lord Fawn did show up. Right after the morning church service, Lord Fawn announced his plan to head back to town from Fawn Court immediately. He was very quiet at breakfast, and his sisters guessed that he was still upset with poor Lucy. Lucy, too, was not herself—she was quiet, sad, and weighed down. Lady Fawn was serious and almost solemn, so there was hardly any joyful spirit at Fawn Court that Sunday morning. The whole family, though, went to church, and as soon as they got back, Lord Fawn said he intended to go back to town. All the sisters felt that Lucy had wronged them. The male member of the family only graced their dinner table on Sundays, and now he was leaving. "I’m sorry you’re going to abandon us, Frederic," said Lady Fawn. Lord Fawn mumbled something about it being absolutely necessary and left. The afternoon was very dull at Fawn Court. Nothing was said about it, but there was still a sense that Lucy had done something wrong. At four o'clock that Sunday afternoon, Lord Fawn was locked away with Lady Eustace.

The "closeting" consisted simply in the fact that Miss Macnulty was not present. Lizzie fully appreciated the pleasure, and utility, and general convenience of having a companion, but she had no scruple whatever in obtaining absolute freedom for herself when she desired it. "My dear," she would say, "the best friends in the world shouldn't always be together; should they? Wouldn't you like to go to the Horticultural?" Then Miss Macnulty would go to the Horticultural,—or else up into her own bed-room. When Lizzie was beginning to wax wrathful again because Frank Greystock did not come, Lord Fawn made his appearance. "How kind this is," said Lizzie. "I thought you were always at Richmond on Sundays."

The "closeting" simply meant that Miss Macnulty wasn't there. Lizzie completely understood the joy, benefit, and general practicality of having a friend around, but she had no hesitation in claiming her total freedom when she wanted it. "My dear," she'd say, "the best friends in the world shouldn't always be together, right? Wouldn't you like to go to the Horticultural?" Then Miss Macnulty would either go to the Horticultural or retreat to her own bedroom. When Lizzie was starting to get angry again because Frank Greystock hadn't shown up, Lord Fawn arrived. "How nice this is," said Lizzie. "I thought you were always at Richmond on Sundays."

"I have just come up from my mother's," said Lord Fawn, twiddling his hat. Then Lizzie, with a pretty eagerness, asked after Lady Fawn and the girls, and her dear little friend Lucy Morris. Lizzie could be very prettily eager when she pleased. She leaned forward her face as she asked her questions, and threw back her loose lustrous lock of hair, with her long lithe fingers covered with diamonds,—the diamonds, these, which Sir Florian had really given her, or which she had procured from Mr. Benjamin in the clever manner described in the opening chapter. "They are all quite well, thank you," said Lord Fawn. "I believe Miss Morris is quite well, though she was a little out of sorts last night."

"I just came back from my mother's," said Lord Fawn, fiddling with his hat. Then Lizzie, with an eager brightness, asked about Lady Fawn, the girls, and her dear little friend Lucy Morris. Lizzie could be charmingly eager when she wanted to be. She leaned forward as she asked her questions, tossing back her loose, shiny hair with her long, slender fingers adorned with diamonds—these diamonds either truly given to her by Sir Florian or cleverly obtained from Mr. Benjamin, as described in the opening chapter. "They’re all doing well, thanks," said Lord Fawn. "I think Miss Morris is fine, although she was a bit out of sorts last night."

"She is not ill, I hope," said Lizzie, bringing the lustrous lock forward again.

"She’s not sick, I hope," said Lizzie, bringing the shiny strand forward again.

"In her temper, I mean," said Lord Fawn.

"In her temper, I mean," said Lord Fawn.

"Indeed! I hope Miss Lucy is not forgetting herself. That would be very sad, after the great kindness she has received." Lord Fawn said that it would be very sad, and then put his hat down upon the floor. It came upon Lizzie at that moment, as by a flash of lightning,—by an electric message delivered to her intellect by that movement of the hat,—that she might be sure of Lord Fawn if she chose to take him. On Friday she might have been sure of Frank,—only that Lady Linlithgow came in the way. But now she did not feel at all sure of Frank. Lord Fawn was at any rate a peer. She had heard that he was a poor peer,—but a peer, she thought, can't be altogether poor. And though he was a stupid owl,—she did not hesitate to acknowledge to herself that he was as stupid as an owl,—he had a position. He was one of the Government, and his wife would, no doubt, be able to go anywhere. It was becoming essential to her that she should marry. Even though her husband should give up the diamonds, she would not in such case incur the disgrace of surrendering them herself. She would have kept them till she had ceased to be a Eustace. Frank had certainly meant it on that Thursday afternoon;—but surely he would have been in Mount Street before this if he had not changed his mind. We all know that a bird in the hand is worth two in the bush. "I have been at Fawn Court once or twice," said Lizzie, with her sweetest grace, "and I always think it a model of real family happiness."

"Absolutely! I hope Miss Lucy isn't losing herself in all this. That would be really unfortunate, considering the kindness she’s received." Lord Fawn said it would be very unfortunate, and then placed his hat on the floor. At that moment, Lizzie had a sudden realization, almost like a flash of lightning—an electric thought sparked by the movement of the hat—that she could definitely count on Lord Fawn if she wanted to. On Friday, she might have been able to count on Frank—if it weren't for Lady Linlithgow getting in the way. But now, she wasn’t so sure about Frank anymore. At least Lord Fawn was a peer. She had heard he was a poor peer, but she figured a peer couldn't be completely poor. And even though he was kind of a dullard—she didn’t hesitate to admit to herself that he was as dull as they come—he had status. He was part of the Government, and his wife would likely be welcomed anywhere. It was becoming increasingly important for her to get married. Even if her husband decided to let go of the diamonds, she would never take that step herself to give them up. She would hang on to them until she stopped being a Eustace. Frank had definitely intended it on that Thursday afternoon; but surely he would have been at Mount Street by now if he hadn’t changed his mind. We all know that a bird in hand is worth two in the bush. "I've been to Fawn Court a couple of times," Lizzie said sweetly, "and I always find it a perfect example of true family happiness."

"I hope you may be there very often," said Lord Fawn.

"I hope you can be there quite a bit," Lord Fawn said.

"Ah, I have no right to intrude myself often on your mother, Lord Fawn."

"Ah, I really shouldn't keep bothering your mother, Lord Fawn."

There could hardly be a better opening than this for him had he chosen to accept it. But it was not thus that he had arranged it,—for he had made his arrangements. "There would be no feeling of that kind, I am sure," he said. And then he was silent. How was he to deploy himself on the ground before him so as to make the strategy which he had prepared answer the occasion of the day? "Lady Eustace," he said, "I don't know what your views of life may be."

There couldn't be a better opportunity for him if he had chosen to accept it. But that’s not how he had set it up—he had planned everything out. "I'm sure there won't be any feelings like that," he said. Then he fell silent. How was he supposed to position himself in front of her to make the strategy he had prepared fit the situation of the day? "Lady Eustace," he said, "I don’t know what your views on life are."

"I have a child, you know, to bring up."

"I have a kid to raise, you know."

"Ah, yes;—that gives a great interest, of course."

"Ah, yes;—that definitely makes it much more interesting, of course."

"He will inherit a very large fortune, Lord Fawn;—too large, I fear, to be of service to a youth of one-and-twenty; and I must endeavour to fit him for the possession of it. That is,—and always must be, the chief object of my existence." Then she felt that she had said too much. He was just the man who would be fool enough to believe her. "Not but what it is hard to do it. A mother can of course devote herself to her child;—but when a portion of the devotion must be given to the preservation of material interests there is less of tenderness in it. Don't you think so?"

"He’s going to inherit a massive fortune, Lord Fawn; too massive, I worry, to be beneficial for a twenty-one-year-old. I must try to prepare him to handle it. That is—and always will be—the main purpose of my life." Then she realized she had shared too much. He was exactly the type who might be foolish enough to believe her. "It’s definitely challenging, though. A mother can naturally dedicate herself to her child; but when part of that dedication has to go towards protecting financial interests, there’s less warmth in it. Don’t you think?"

"No doubt," said Lord Fawn;—"no doubt." But he had not followed her, and was still thinking of his own strategy. "It's a comfort, of course, to know that one's child is provided for."

"No doubt," said Lord Fawn;—"no doubt." But he hadn't followed her and was still focused on his own plans. "It's a relief, of course, to know that your child is taken care of."

"Oh, yes;—but they tell me the poor little dear will have forty thousand a year when he's of age; and when I look at him in his little bed, and press him in my arms, and think of all that money, I almost wish that his father had been a poor plain gentleman." Then the handkerchief was put to her eyes, and Lord Fawn had a moment in which to collect himself.

"Oh, yes;—but I've heard that the poor little darling will have forty thousand a year when he turns eighteen; and when I see him in his little bed, holding him in my arms, and think about all that money, I almost wish his father had been just a regular, poor gentleman." Then she wiped her eyes with a handkerchief, and Lord Fawn had a moment to collect himself.

"Ah!—I myself am a poor man;—for my rank I mean."

"Ah!—I'm just a poor man;—at least for my status."

"A man with your position, Lord Fawn, and your talents and genius for business, can never be poor."

"A man in your position, Lord Fawn, with your skills and talent for business, can never be broke."

"My father's property was all Irish, you know."

"My dad's property was all Irish, you know."

"Was it indeed?"

"Really?"

"And he was an Irish peer, till Lord Melbourne gave him an English peerage."

"And he was an Irish nobleman until Lord Melbourne granted him an English title."

"An Irish peer, was he?" Lizzie understood nothing of this, but presumed that an Irish peer was a peer who had not sufficient money to live upon. Lord Fawn, however, was endeavouring to describe his own history in as few words as possible.

"An Irish peer, was he?" Lizzie didn’t understand any of this but figured that an Irish peer was someone who didn’t have enough money to live on. Lord Fawn, on the other hand, was trying to explain his own story in as few words as he could.

"He was then made Lord Fawn of Richmond, in the peerage of the United Kingdom. Fawn Court, you know, belonged to my mother's father before my mother's marriage. The property in Ireland is still mine, but there's no place on it."

"He was then made Lord Fawn of Richmond, in the peerage of the United Kingdom. Fawn Court, you know, belonged to my mother's father before my mother's marriage. The property in Ireland is still mine, but there's no building on it."

"Indeed!"

"Absolutely!"

"There was a house, but my father allowed it to tumble down. It's in Tipperary;—not at all a desirable country to live in."

"There was a house, but my father let it fall apart. It's in Tipperary;—not really a great place to live."

"Oh, dear, no! Don't they murder the people?"

"Oh no! Don't they kill people?"

"It's about five thousand a year, and out of that my mother has half for her life."

"It's about five thousand a year, and out of that, my mom has half for her life."

"What an excellent family arrangement," said Lizzie. There was so long a pause made between each statement that she was forced to make some reply.

"What a great family setup," said Lizzie. There was such a long pause between each statement that she felt compelled to respond.

"You see, for a peer, the fortune is very small indeed."

"You see, for someone at your level, the fortune is really quite small."

"But then you have a salary;—don't you?"

"But you have a salary, right?"

"At present I have;—but no one can tell how long that may last."

"Right now I have it;—but no one knows how long it will last."

"I'm sure it's for everybody's good that it should go on for ever so many years," said Lizzie.

"I'm sure it's for everyone's benefit that it should continue for so many years," said Lizzie.

"Thank you," said Lord Fawn. "I'm afraid, however, there are a great many people who don't think so. Your cousin Greystock would do anything on earth to turn us out."

"Thank you," said Lord Fawn. "I'm afraid, though, that many people don't agree. Your cousin Greystock would do anything to get us out."

"Luckily, my cousin Frank has not much power," said Lizzie. And in saying it she threw into her tone, and into her countenance, a certain amount of contempt for Frank as a man and as a politician, which was pleasant to Lord Fawn.

"Fortunately, my cousin Frank doesn't have much influence," said Lizzie. As she said this, she infused her tone and expression with a degree of disdain for Frank both as a person and as a politician, which pleased Lord Fawn.

"Now," said he, "I have told you everything about myself which I was bound, as a man of honour, to tell before—I—I—I—. In short you know what I mean."

"Now," he said, "I've shared everything about myself that I was obligated, as a person of honor, to tell you beforehand—I—I—I—. In short, you get what I'm saying."

"Oh, Lord Fawn!"

"Oh, Lord Fawn!"

"I have told you everything. I owe no money, but I could not afford to marry a wife without an income. I admire you more than any woman I ever saw. I love you with all my heart." He was now standing upright before her, with the fingers of his right hand touching his left breast, and there was something almost of dignity in his gesture and demeanour. "It may be that you are determined never to marry again. I can only say that if you will trust yourself to me,—yourself and your child,—I will do my duty truly by you both, and will make your happiness the chief object of my existence." When she had listened to him thus far, of course she must accept him; but he was by no means aware of that. She sat silent, with her hands folded on her breast, looking down upon the ground; but he did not as yet attempt to seat himself by her. "Lady Eustace," he continued, "may I venture to entertain a hope?"

"I've told you everything. I don't owe any money, but I couldn't afford to marry a wife without an income. I admire you more than any woman I've ever seen. I love you with all my heart." He was now standing tall before her, with the fingers of his right hand touching his left chest, and there was something almost dignified in his gesture and demeanor. "You might be set on never marrying again. All I can say is that if you trust yourself to me—yourself and your child—I will do my duty by both of you and will make your happiness my top priority." After listening to him speak, she knew she had to accept him, but he was completely unaware of that. She remained silent, with her hands folded on her chest, looking down at the ground; he didn't try to sit beside her yet. "Lady Eustace," he continued, "may I dare to hope?"

"May I not have an hour to think of it?" said Lizzie, just venturing to turn a glance of her eye upon his face.

"Can I have an hour to think about it?" Lizzie asked, finally daring to look at his face.

"Oh, certainly. I will call again whenever you may bid me."

"Oh, sure. I’ll call again whenever you want me to."

Now she was silent for two or three minutes, during which he still stood over her. But he had dropped his hand from his breast, and had stooped, and picked up his hat ready for his departure. Was he to come again on Monday, or Tuesday, or Wednesday? Let her tell him that and he would go. He doubtless reflected that Wednesday would suit him best, because there would be no House. But Lizzie was too magnanimous for this. "Lord Fawn," she said, rising, "you have paid me the greatest compliment that a man can pay a woman. Coming from you it is doubly precious; first, because of your character; and secondly—"

Now she was quiet for two or three minutes, during which he continued to stand over her. But he had lowered his hand from his chest and had bent down to pick up his hat, preparing to leave. Should he come back on Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday? If she could just tell him that, he would go. He likely considered that Wednesday would work best for him since there would be no House. But Lizzie was too generous for that. "Lord Fawn," she said, standing up, "you have given me the greatest compliment a man can give a woman. Coming from you, it's even more valuable; first, because of your character; and secondly—

"Why secondly?"

"Why again?"

"Secondly, because I can love you." This was said in her lowest whisper, and then she moved towards him gently, and almost laid her head upon his breast. Of course he put his arm round her waist,—but it was first necessary that he should once more disembarrass himself of his hat,—and then her head was upon his breast. "Dearest Lizzie!" he said.

"Secondly, because I can love you." She said this in a soft whisper, then leaned toward him gently and almost rested her head on his chest. Of course, he wrapped his arm around her waist—but first, he needed to take off his hat—and then her head was against his chest. "Dearest Lizzie!" he said.

"Dearest Frederic!" she murmured.

"Dear Frederic!" she murmured.

"I shall write to my mother to-night," he said.

"I'll write to my mom tonight," he said.

"Do, do;—dear Frederic."

"Go ahead, dear Frederic."

"And she will come to you at once, I am sure."

"And I'm sure she'll come to you right away."

"I will receive her and love her as a mother," said Lizzie, with all her energy. Then he kissed her again,—her forehead and her lips,—and took his leave, promising to be with her at any rate on Wednesday.

"I will welcome her and love her like a mother," said Lizzie, with all her energy. Then he kissed her again—her forehead and her lips—and took his leave, promising to be with her at least on Wednesday.

"Lady Fawn!" she said to herself. The name did not sound so well as that of Lady Eustace. But it is much to be a wife; and more to be a peeress.

"Lady Fawn!" she said to herself. The name didn't sound as good as Lady Eustace. But it's a big deal to be a wife; it's even more significant to be a peeress.

 

 

CHAPTER IX

Showing What the Miss Fawns Said,
and What Mrs. Hittaway Thought
 

In the way of duty Lord Fawn was a Hercules,—not, indeed, "climbing trees in the Hesperides," but achieving enterprises which, to other men, if not impossible, would have been so unpalatable as to have been put aside as impracticable. On the Monday morning, after he was accepted by Lady Eustace, he was with his mother at Fawn Court before he went down to the India Office.

In terms of duty, Lord Fawn was a real powerhouse—not exactly "climbing trees in the Hesperides," but taking on tasks that, for others, if not impossible, would have seemed so undesirable that they’d be dismissed as unfeasible. On the Monday morning after Lady Eustace agreed to his proposal, he was with his mother at Fawn Court before heading down to the India Office.

He had at least been very honest in the description he had given of his own circumstances to the lady whom he intended to marry. He had told her the exact truth; and though she, with all her cleverness, had not been able to realise the facts when related to her so suddenly, still enough had been said to make it quite clear that, when details of business should hereafter be discussed in a less hurried manner, he would be able to say that he had explained all his circumstances before he had made his offer. And he had been careful, too, as to her affairs. He had ascertained that her late husband had certainly settled upon her for life an estate worth four thousand a year. He knew, also, that eight thousand pounds had been left her, but of that he took no account. It might be probable that she had spent it. If any of it were left, it would be a godsend. Lord Fawn thought a great deal about money. Being a poor man, filling a place fit only for rich men, he had been driven to think of money, and had become self-denying and parsimonious,—perhaps we may say hungry and close-fisted. Such a condition of character is the natural consequence of such a position. There is, probably, no man who becomes naturally so hard in regard to money as he who is bound to live among rich men, who is not rich himself, and who is yet honest. The weight of the work of life in these circumstances is so crushing, requires such continued thought, and makes itself so continually felt, that the mind of the sufferer is never free from the contamination of sixpences. Of such a one it is not fair to judge as of other men with similar incomes. Lord Fawn had declared to his future bride that he had half five thousand a year to spend,—or the half, rather, of such actual income as might be got in from an estate presumed to give five thousand a year,—and it may be said that an unmarried gentleman ought not to be poor with such an income. But Lord Fawn unfortunately was a lord, unfortunately was a landlord, unfortunately was an Irish landlord. Let him be as careful as he might with his sixpences, his pounds would fly from him, or, as might, perhaps, be better said, could not be made to fly to him. He was very careful with his sixpences, and was always thinking, not exactly how he might make two ends meet, but how to reconcile the strictest personal economy with the proper bearing of an English nobleman.

He had at least been very honest in describing his own situation to the lady he intended to marry. He had told her the exact truth; and although she, with all her cleverness, hadn’t been able to grasp the facts when presented to her so abruptly, enough had been said to make it clear that, when they discussed business details later on in a calmer manner, he would be able to say that he had explained all his circumstances before making his proposal. He had also been careful regarding her situation. He had found out that her late husband had definitely provided her with an estate worth four thousand a year for life. He also knew that eight thousand pounds had been left to her, but he didn’t factor that in. It was possible she had spent it. If she had any left, it would be a blessing. Lord Fawn thought a lot about money. Being a poor man in a role suited only for wealthy individuals, he had been forced to focus on money and had become self-denying and stingy—perhaps we could say needy and tight-fisted. Such a character is a natural outcome of such a position. There is probably no one who becomes so hardened regarding money as someone who must live among wealthy people and is not wealthy themselves, yet is still honest. The burden of life in these circumstances is so overwhelming, requires constant thought, and is felt so persistently, that the mind of the person suffering is never free from the hassle of small change. It isn’t fair to judge someone like him in the same way as other men with similar incomes. Lord Fawn had declared to his future bride that he had half of five thousand a year to spend—or rather, half of the actual income that could be earned from an estate thought to generate five thousand a year—and one might say that an unmarried gentleman shouldn’t be poor with such an income. But Lord Fawn, unfortunately, was a lord, unfortunately was a landlord, and unfortunately was an Irish landlord. No matter how careful he was with his small change, his pounds would slip away from him, or, perhaps it would be better to say, could not be brought to him. He was very frugal with his small change and was always thinking, not exactly about how to make ends meet, but about how to balance strict personal economy with the proper demeanor of an English nobleman.

Such a man almost naturally looks to marriage as an assistance in the dreary fight. It soon becomes clear to him that he cannot marry without money, and he learns to think that heiresses have been invented exactly to suit his case. He is conscious of having been subjected to hardship by Fortune, and regards female wealth as his legitimate mode of escape from it. He has got himself, his position, and, perhaps, his title to dispose of, and they are surely worth so much per annum. As for giving anything away, that is out of the question. He has not been so placed as to be able to give. But, being an honest man, he will, if possible, make a fair bargain. Lord Fawn was certainly an honest man, and he had been endeavouring for the last six or seven years to make a fair bargain. But then it is so hard to decide what is fair. Who is to tell a Lord Fawn how much per annum he ought to regard himself as worth? He had, on one or two occasions, asked a high price, but no previous bargain had been made. No doubt he had come down a little in his demand in suggesting a matrimonial arrangement to a widow with a child, and with only four thousand a year. Whether or no that income was hers in perpetuity, or only for life, he had not positively known when he made his offer. The will made by Sir Florian Eustace did not refer to the property at all. In the natural course of things, the widow would only have a life-interest in the income. Why should Sir Florian make away, in perpetuity, with his family property? Nevertheless, there had been a rumour abroad that Sir Florian had been very generous; that the Scotch estate was to go to a second son in the event of there being a second son;—but that otherwise it was to be at the widow's own disposal. No doubt, had Lord Fawn been persistent, he might have found out the exact truth. He had, however, calculated that he could afford to accept even the life-income. If more should come of it, so much the better for him. He might, at any rate, so arrange the family matters, that his heir, should he have one, should not at his death be called upon to pay something more than half the proceeds of the family property to his mother,—as was now done by himself.

Such a man naturally looks to marriage as a way to get help in the tough struggle of life. He quickly realizes that he can't get married without money, and he starts to think that wealthy women are just what he needs. He feels that he has faced hardships dealt by fate and sees a rich partner as his rightful escape from them. He has his status, his situation, and possibly his title to offer, and they surely hold some value each year. Giving anything away is not an option for him; he hasn't been in a position to do so. But as an honest man, he will try to make a fair deal. Lord Fawn was definitely an honest man, and for the last six or seven years, he had been trying to make a fair deal. But figuring out what is fair is really tough. Who can tell Lord Fawn how much he should consider himself worth each year? He had set a high price on a couple of occasions, but no previous deal had been made. Admittedly, he had lowered his expectations a bit when he proposed a marriage arrangement to a widow with a child and only four thousand a year. He wasn’t entirely sure whether that income was guaranteed for life or just temporary when he made his proposal. Sir Florian Eustace’s will didn't mention the property at all. Normally, the widow would only have a life interest in the income. Why would Sir Florian give away his family property permanently? Still, there were rumors that Sir Florian had been very generous; that the Scottish estate would go to a second son if there was one; otherwise, it would be at the widow's discretion. If Lord Fawn had pressed on, he could have probably figured out the exact truth. However, he thought he could manage to accept even just the life income. If more came from it, then that would be even better for him. At the very least, he could arrange things so that his heir, if he had one, wouldn’t have to pay more than half of the family estate's proceeds to his mother upon his death—as he currently had to do.

Lord Fawn breakfasted at Fawn Court on the Monday, and his mother sat at the table with him, pouring out his tea. "Oh, Frederic," she said, "it is so important!"

Lord Fawn had breakfast at Fawn Court on Monday, and his mother sat at the table with him, pouring his tea. "Oh, Frederic," she said, "this is so important!"

"Just so;—very important indeed. I should like you to call and see her either to-day or to-morrow."

"Exactly;—very important indeed. I would like you to visit her either today or tomorrow."

"That's of course."

"Of course."

"And you had better get her down here."

"And you should really get her down here."

"I don't know that she'll come. Ought I to ask the little boy?"

"I don’t know if she’ll come. Should I ask the little boy?"

"Certainly," said Lord Fawn, as he put a spoonful of egg into his mouth; "certainly."

"Sure," Lord Fawn said while putting a spoonful of egg in his mouth; "sure."

"And Miss Macnulty?"

"And what about Miss Macnulty?"

"No; I don't see that at all. I'm not going to marry Miss Macnulty. The child, of course, must be one of us."

"No, I don’t see that at all. I’m not going to marry Miss Macnulty. The child, of course, has to be one of us."

"And what is the income, Frederic?"

"And what's the income, Frederic?"

"Four thousand a year. Something more, nominally, but four thousand to spend."

"Four thousand a year. A little more, technically, but four thousand to spend."

"You are sure about that?"

"Are you sure about that?"

"Quite sure."

"Pretty sure."

"And for ever?"

"And forever?"

"I believe so. Of that I am not sure."

"I think so. I'm not completely sure about that."

"It makes a great difference, Frederic."

"It really makes a big difference, Frederic."

"A very great difference indeed. I think it is her own. But, at any rate, she is much younger than I am, and there need be no settlement out of my property. That is the great thing. Don't you think she's—nice?"

"A huge difference for sure. I believe it’s her own. But regardless, she’s a lot younger than I am, and there doesn’t need to be any settlement from my property. That’s the main point. Don’t you think she’s—nice?"

"She is very lovely."

"She is very beautiful."

"And clever?"

"And smart?"

"Certainly very clever. I hope she is not self-willed, Frederic."

"Definitely very smart. I hope she isn't too headstrong, Frederic."

"If she is, we must try and balance it," said Lord Fawn, with a little smile. But, in truth, he had thought nothing about any such quality as that to which his mother now referred. The lady had an income. That was the first and most indispensable consideration. She was fairly well-born, was a lady, and was beautiful. In doing Lord Fawn justice, we must allow that, in all his attempted matrimonial speculations, some amount of feminine loveliness had been combined with feminine wealth. He had for two years been a suitor of Violet Effingham, who was the acknowledged beauty of the day,—of Violet Effingham who, at the present time, was the wife of Lord Chiltern; and he had offered himself thrice to Madame Max Goesler, who was reputed to be as rich as she was beautiful. In either case, the fortune would have been greater than that which he would now win, and the money would certainly have been for ever. But in these attempts he had failed; and Lord Fawn was not a man to think himself ill-used because he did not get the first good thing for which he asked.

"If she is, we need to try to balance it," said Lord Fawn with a slight smile. But in reality, he hadn’t thought at all about the quality his mother was now talking about. The lady had an income. That was the first and most essential factor. She came from a good background, was a lady, and was beautiful. To be fair to Lord Fawn, we should note that in all his marriage pursuits, he had combined a certain level of female beauty with female wealth. For two years, he had courted Violet Effingham, the known beauty of the time—Violet Effingham, who was currently married to Lord Chiltern; and he had proposed to Madame Max Goesler three times, who was said to be as wealthy as she was beautiful. In both cases, the fortune would have been bigger than what he could win now, and the money would definitely have been forever. But in these attempts, he had failed; and Lord Fawn wasn’t the type to think he was wronged just because he didn’t get the first good thing he asked for.

"I suppose I may tell the girls?" said Lady Fawn.

"I guess I can tell the girls?" said Lady Fawn.

"Yes;—when I am gone. I must be off now, only I could not bear not to come and see you."

"Yeah;—when I’m gone. I have to leave now, but I couldn’t stand not coming to see you."

"It was so like you, Frederic."

"It was just like you, Frederic."

"And you'll go to-day?"

"And you're going today?"

"Yes; if you wish it,—certainly."

"Yes, if that's what you want."

"Go up in the carriage, you know, and take one of the girls with you. I would not take more than one. Augusta will be the best. You'll see Clara, I suppose." Clara was the married sister, Mrs. Hittaway.

"Get in the carriage, you know, and take one of the girls with you. I wouldn't take more than one. Augusta will be the best choice. You’ll see Clara, I guess." Clara was the married sister, Mrs. Hittaway.

"If you wish it."

"If you want it."

"She had better call too,—say on Thursday. It's quite as well that it should be known. I sha'n't choose to have more delay than can be avoided. Well;—I believe that's all."

"She should probably call too—maybe on Thursday. It's just as well that it should be known. I don’t want any more delays than absolutely necessary. Well;—I think that’s it."

"I hope she'll be a good wife to you, Frederic."

"I hope she'll be a good wife for you, Frederic."

"I don't see why she shouldn't. Good-bye, mother. Tell the girls I will see them next Saturday." He didn't see why this woman he was about to marry should not be a good wife to him! And yet he knew nothing about her, and had not taken the slightest trouble to make inquiry. That she was pretty he could see; that she was clever he could understand; that she lived in Mount Street was a fact; her parentage was known to him;—that she was the undoubted mistress of a large income was beyond dispute. But, for aught he knew, she might be afflicted by every vice to which a woman can be subject. In truth, she was afflicted by so many, that the addition of all the others could hardly have made her worse than she was. She had never sacrificed her beauty to a lover,—she had never sacrificed anything to anybody,—nor did she drink. It would be difficult, perhaps, to say anything else in her favour; and yet Lord Fawn was quite content to marry her, not having seen any reason why she should not make a good wife! Nor had Sir Florian seen any reason;—but she had broken Sir Florian's heart.

"I don't see why she shouldn't. Goodbye, Mom. Tell the girls I’ll see them next Saturday." He couldn’t understand why the woman he was about to marry wouldn’t be a good wife for him! And yet, he knew nothing about her and hadn't bothered to find out anything. He could tell she was pretty; he understood she was smart; it was a fact that she lived on Mount Street; he knew who her parents were; and it was undeniable that she had a significant income. But for all he knew, she could be plagued by every vice a woman could have. In reality, she had so many issues that adding more couldn’t have made her any worse. She had never sacrificed her beauty for a man—she had never sacrificed anything for anyone—and she didn’t drink. It might be hard to say anything else positive about her; yet Lord Fawn was completely fine with marrying her, not seeing any reason why she wouldn’t make a good wife! Sir Florian hadn’t seen any reason either—but she had broken Sir Florian’s heart.

When the girls heard the news, they were half frightened and half delighted. Lady Fawn and her daughters lived very much out of the world. They also were poor rich people,—if such a term may be used,—and did not go much into society. There was a butler kept at Fawn Court, and a boy in buttons, and two gardeners, and a man to look after the cows, and a carriage and horses, and a fat coachman. There was a cook and a scullery maid, and two lady's maids,—who had to make the dresses,—and two housemaids and a dairymaid. There was a large old brick house to be kept in order, and handsome grounds with old trees. There was, as we know, a governess, and there were seven unmarried daughters. With such encumbrances, and an income altogether not exceeding three thousand pounds per annum, Lady Fawn could not be rich. And yet who would say that an old lady and her daughters could be poor with three thousand pounds a year to spend? It may be taken almost as a rule by the unennobled ones of this country, that the sudden possession of a title would at once raise the price of every article consumed twenty per cent. Mutton that before cost ninepence would cost tenpence a pound, and the mouths to be fed would demand more meat. The chest of tea would run out quicker. The labourer's work, which for the farmer is ten hours a day, for the squire nine, is for the peer only eight. Miss Jones, when she becomes Lady de Jongh, does not pay less than threepence apiece for each "my lady" with which her ear is tickled. Even the baronet when he becomes a lord has to curtail his purchases, because of increased price, unless he be very wide awake to the affairs of the world. Old Lady Fawn, who would not on any account have owed a shilling which she could not pay, and who, in the midst of her economies, was not close-fisted, knew very well what she could do and what she could not. The old family carriage and the two lady's maids were there,—as necessaries of life; but London society was not within her reach. It was, therefore, the case that they had not heard very much about Lizzie Eustace. But they had heard something. "I hope she won't be too fond of going out," said Amelia, the second girl.

When the girls heard the news, they felt both scared and excited. Lady Fawn and her daughters lived pretty isolated lives. They were also poor rich folks—if that's a thing—and didn’t socialize much. At Fawn Court, there was a butler, a footman, two gardeners, a man to take care of the cows, a carriage with horses, and a hefty coachman. There was a cook, a scullery maid, and two ladies’ maids who handled the dresses, along with two housemaids and a dairymaid. They had a big old brick house to maintain and nice grounds with old trees. There was also a governess and seven unmarried daughters. With all these expenses, and an income not exceeding three thousand pounds a year, Lady Fawn couldn’t be called wealthy. Yet, who would claim that an old lady and her daughters were poor with three thousand pounds a year to spend? It can almost be assumed by those without titles in this country that suddenly getting a title would instantly increase the cost of everything consumed by twenty percent. Mutton that once cost ninepence would now cost tenpence a pound, and feeding the mouths would require more meat. The chest of tea would empty faster. The laborer's work, which is ten hours a day for the farmer, nine for the squire, is only eight for the peer. Miss Jones, when she becomes Lady de Jongh, doesn’t pay less than threepence for each "my lady" that tickles her ears. Even a baronet, once he becomes a lord, has to cut back his spending due to higher prices unless he’s very alert to worldly affairs. Old Lady Fawn, who would never owe a shilling she couldn’t pay, and who wasn’t stingy despite her frugality, knew exactly what she could and couldn’t do. The old family carriage and the two ladies’ maids were seen as necessities, but London society was not within her grasp. So, they hadn’t heard much about Lizzie Eustace. But they had heard something. “I hope she won’t be too eager to go out,” said Amelia, the second daughter.

"Or extravagant," said Georgina, the third.

"Or extravagant," said Georgina, the third.

"There was some story of her being terribly in debt when she married Sir Florian Eustace," said Diana, the fourth.

"There was some talk about her being really in debt when she married Sir Florian Eustace," said Diana, the fourth.

"Frederic will be sure to see to that," said Augusta, the eldest.

"Frederic will definitely take care of that," said Augusta, the oldest.

"She is very beautiful," said Lydia, the fifth.

"She's really beautiful," said Lydia, the fifth.

"And clever," said Cecilia, the sixth.

"And smart," said Cecilia, the sixth.

"Beauty and cleverness won't make a good wife," said Amelia, who was the wise one of the family.

"Being beautiful and smart won't make a good wife," said Amelia, who was the wise one in the family.

"Frederic will be sure to see that she doesn't go wrong," said Augusta, who was not wise.

"Frederic will make sure she doesn't mess up," said Augusta, who wasn't very smart.

Then Lucy Morris entered the room with Nina, the cadette of the family. "Oh, Nina, what do you think?" said Lydia.

Then Lucy Morris walked into the room with Nina, the family's youngest member. "Oh, Nina, what do you think?" said Lydia.

"My dear!" said Lady Fawn, putting up her hand and stopping further indiscreet speech.

"My dear!" Lady Fawn said, raising her hand to stop any more inappropriate conversation.

"Oh, mamma, what is it?" asked the cadette.

"Oh, Mom, what is it?" asked the cadette.

"Surely Lucy may be told," said Lydia.

"Of course, Lucy can be told," said Lydia.

"Well, yes; Lucy may be told certainly. There can be no reason why Lucy should not know all that concerns our family;—and the more so as she has been for many years intimate with the lady. My dear, my son is going to be married to Lady Eustace."

"Well, yes; Lucy can definitely be informed. There’s no reason why Lucy shouldn’t know everything about our family; especially since she has been close with the lady for many years. My dear, my son is going to marry Lady Eustace."

"Lord Fawn going to marry Lizzie!" said Lucy Morris, in a tone which certainly did not express unmingled satisfaction.

"Lord Fawn is going to marry Lizzie!" Lucy Morris said, in a tone that definitely didn't show complete satisfaction.

"Unless you forbid the banns," said Diana.

"Unless you stop the wedding announcements," said Diana.

"Is there any reason why he should not?" said Lady Fawn.

"Is there any reason he shouldn't?" said Lady Fawn.

"Oh, no;—only it seems so odd. I didn't know that they knew each other;—not well, that is. And then—"

"Oh, no;—it just seems so strange. I didn't realize they were familiar with each other;—not well, that is. And then—

"Then what, my dear?"

"What's next, my dear?"

"It seems odd;—that's all. It's all very nice, I dare say, and I'm sure I hope they will be happy." Lady Fawn, however, was displeased, and did not speak to Lucy again before she started with Augusta on the journey to London.

"It seems strange; that's all. It's all very nice, I suppose, and I really hope they'll be happy." Lady Fawn, however, was annoyed and didn't talk to Lucy again before she left with Augusta for the trip to London.

The carriage first stopped at the door of the married daughter in Warwick Square. Now, Mrs. Hittaway, whose husband was chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals and who was very well known at all Boards and among official men generally, heard much more about things that were going on than did her mother. And, having been emancipated from maternal control for the last ten or twelve years, she could express herself before her mother with more confidence than would have become the other girls. "Mamma," she said, "you don't mean it!"

The carriage first stopped at the door of the married daughter in Warwick Square. Now, Mrs. Hittaway, whose husband was the chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals and who was well known at all Boards and among officials in general, heard a lot more about what was happening than her mother did. And, having been free from her mother's control for the last ten or twelve years, she could speak to her mother with more confidence than the other girls. "Mom," she said, "you can't be serious!"

"I do mean it, Clara. Why should I not mean it?"

"I really mean it, Clara. Why shouldn't I mean it?"

"She is the greatest vixen in all London."

"She is the biggest femme fatale in all of London."

"Oh, Clara!" said Augusta.

"Oh, Clara!" said Augusta.

"And such a liar," said Mrs. Hittaway.

"And what a liar," said Mrs. Hittaway.

There came a look of pain across Lady Fawn's face, for Lady Fawn believed in her eldest daughter. But yet she intended to fight her ground on a matter so important to her as was this. "There is no word in the English language," she said, "which conveys to me so little of defined meaning as that word vixen. If you can, tell me what you mean, Clara."

A pained expression crossed Lady Fawn's face because she truly believed in her oldest daughter. However, she was determined to stand her ground on something so important to her. "There's no word in the English language," she said, "that conveys so little meaning to me as the word vixen. If you can, please explain what you mean, Clara."

"Stop it, mamma."

"Stop it, mom."

"But why should I stop it,—even if I could?"

"But why should I stop it—even if I could?"

"You don't know her, mamma."

"You don't know her, Mom."

"She has visited at Fawn Court, more than once. She is a friend of Lucy's."

"She has visited Fawn Court multiple times. She's a friend of Lucy's."

"If she is a friend of Lucy Morris, mamma, Lucy Morris shall never come here."

"If she's a friend of Lucy Morris, mom, Lucy Morris is never coming here."

"But what has she done? I have never heard that she has behaved improperly. What does it all mean? She goes out everywhere. I don't think she has had any lovers. Frederic would be the last man in the world to throw himself away upon an ill-conditioned young woman."

"But what has she done? I've never heard that she acted inappropriately. What does it all mean? She goes out all the time. I don't think she's ever had any lovers. Frederic would be the last person to waste himself on a poorly behaved young woman."

"Frederic can see just as far as some other men, and not a bit farther. Of course she has an income,—for her life."

"Frederic can see as far as some other guys, but not any further. Of course, she has an income—for her entire life."

"I believe it is her own altogether, Clara."

"I think it's all hers, Clara."

"She says so, I don't doubt. I believe she is the greatest liar about London. You find out about her jewels before she married poor Sir Florian, and how much he had to pay for her; or rather, I'll find out. If you want to know, mamma, you just ask her own aunt, Lady Linlithgow."

"She says that, and I don't doubt it. I think she's the biggest liar about London. You can learn about her jewels before she married poor Sir Florian, and how much he had to pay for her; or rather, I'll find out. If you want to know, Mom, just ask her own aunt, Lady Linlithgow."

"We all know, my dear, that Lady Linlithgow quarrelled with her."

"We all know, my dear, that Lady Linlithgow had a falling out with her."

"It's my belief that she is over head and ears in debt again. But I'll learn. And when I have found out, I shall not scruple to tell Frederic. Orlando will find out all about it." Orlando was the Christian name of Mrs. Hittaway's husband. "Mr. Camperdown, I have no doubt, knows all the ins and outs of her story. The long and the short of it is this, mamma, that I've heard quite enough about Lady Eustace to feel certain that Frederic would live to repent it."

"It's my belief that she is deep in debt again. But I'll find out. And when I do, I won't hesitate to tell Frederic. Orlando will learn everything about it." Orlando was Mrs. Hittaway's husband's first name. "I'm sure Mr. Camperdown knows all the details of her situation. The bottom line, mom, is that I've heard enough about Lady Eustace to be certain that Frederic will come to regret it."

"But what can we do?" said Lady Fawn.

"But what can we do?" Lady Fawn said.

"Break it off," said Mrs. Hittaway.

"Cut it out," said Mrs. Hittaway.

Her daughter's violence of speech had a most depressing effect upon poor Lady Fawn. As has been said, she did believe in Mrs. Hittaway. She knew that Mrs. Hittaway was conversant with the things of the world, and heard tidings daily which never found their way down to Fawn Court. And yet her son went about quite as much as did her daughter. If Lady Eustace was such a reprobate as was now represented, why had not Lord Fawn heard the truth? And then she had already given in her own adhesion, and had promised to call. "Do you mean that you won't go to her?" said Lady Fawn.

Her daughter's harsh words had a really discouraging effect on poor Lady Fawn. As mentioned before, she genuinely believed in Mrs. Hittaway. She knew that Mrs. Hittaway was in touch with what was happening in the world and received news daily that never reached Fawn Court. And yet, her son was out and about just as much as her daughter. If Lady Eustace was really as bad as they were saying, why hadn't Lord Fawn heard the truth? Plus, she had already agreed to visit and promised to go. "Are you saying you won't go see her?" Lady Fawn asked.

"As Lady Eustace,—certainly not. If Frederic does marry her, of course I must know her. That's a different thing. One has to make the best one can of a bad bargain. I don't doubt they'd be separated before two years were over."

"As Lady Eustace—definitely not. If Frederic does marry her, then I have to get to know her. That’s a separate issue. You just have to make the best of a bad deal. I don’t doubt they’ll be apart before two years are up."

"Oh, dear, how dreadful!" exclaimed Augusta.

"Oh my gosh, that's awful!" exclaimed Augusta.

Lady Fawn, after much consideration, was of opinion that she must carry out her intention of calling upon her son's intended bride in spite of all the evil things that had been said. Lord Fawn had undertaken to send a message to Mount Street, informing the lady of the honour intended for her. And in truth Lady Fawn was somewhat curious now to see the household of the woman who might perhaps do her the irreparable injury of ruining the happiness of her only son. Perhaps she might learn something by looking at the woman in her own drawing-room. At any rate she would go. But Mrs. Hittaway's words had the effect of inducing her to leave Augusta where she was. If there were contamination, why should Augusta be contaminated? Poor Augusta! She had looked forward to the delight of embracing her future sister-in-law;—and would not have enjoyed it the less, perhaps, because she had been told that the lady was false, profligate, and a vixen. As, however, her position was that of a girl, she was bound to be obedient,—though over thirty years old,—and she obeyed.

Lady Fawn, after much thought, decided she needed to follow through with her plan to visit her son's future bride despite all the negative things that had been said. Lord Fawn had promised to send a message to Mount Street, letting the woman know about the honor intended for her. In fact, Lady Fawn was now a bit curious to see the home of the woman who might potentially ruin her only son's happiness. Maybe she could learn something by seeing the woman in her own living room. At the very least, she would go. However, Mrs. Hittaway's comments made her decide to leave Augusta where she was. If there was a chance of contamination, why should Augusta be affected? Poor Augusta! She had been looking forward to the joy of meeting her future sister-in-law—she might have even enjoyed it more, especially since she had been told that the woman was deceitful, promiscuous, and a troublemaker. Still, since Augusta was a young lady, she felt obligated to be obedient—even at over thirty years old—and she complied.

Lizzie was of course at home, and Miss Macnulty was of course visiting the Horticultural Gardens or otherwise engaged. On such an occasion Lizzie would certainly be alone. She had taken great pains with her dress, studying not so much her own appearance as the character of her visitor. She was very anxious, at any rate for the present, to win golden opinions from Lady Fawn. She was dressed richly, but very simply. Everything about her room betokened wealth; but she had put away the French novels, and had placed a Bible on a little table, not quite hidden, behind her own seat. The long lustrous lock was tucked up, but the diamonds were still upon her fingers. She fully intended to make a conquest of her future mother-in-law and sister-in-law;—for the note which had come up to her from the India Office had told her that Augusta would accompany Lady Fawn. "Augusta is my favourite sister," said the enamoured lover, "and I hope that you two will always be friends." Lizzie, when she had read this, had declared to herself that of all the female oafs she had ever seen, Augusta Fawn was the greatest oaf. When she found that Lady Fawn was alone, she did not betray herself, or ask for the beloved friend of the future. "Dear, dear Lady Fawn!" she said, throwing herself into the arms and nestling herself against the bosom of the old lady, "this makes my happiness perfect." Then she retreated a little, still holding the hand she had grasped between her own, and looking up into the face of her future mother-in-law. "When he asked me to be his wife, the first thing I thought of was whether you would come to me at once." Her voice as she thus spoke was perfect. Her manner was almost perfect. Perhaps there was a little too much of gesture, too much gliding motion, too violent an appeal with the eyes, too close a pressure of the hand. No suspicion, however, of all this would have touched Lady Fawn had she come to Mount Street without calling in Warwick Square on the way. But those horrible words of her daughter were ringing in her ears, and she did not know how to conduct herself.

Lizzie was, of course, at home, and Miss Macnulty was, of course, either visiting the Horticultural Gardens or otherwise busy. On occasions like this, Lizzie would definitely be by herself. She had put a lot of effort into her outfit, focusing not so much on her own looks but on the impression she would make on her guest. She was very eager, at least for now, to impress Lady Fawn. She was dressed elegantly but very simply. Everything in her room showed off her wealth; however, she had tucked away the French novels and had placed a Bible on a small table, not quite hidden, behind her chair. Her long, shiny hair was pinned up, but she still wore diamonds on her fingers. She was fully determined to win over her future mother-in-law and sister-in-law; the note she had received from the India Office informed her that Augusta would be accompanying Lady Fawn. "Augusta is my favorite sister," said the lovesick admirer, "and I hope you both will always be friends." After reading this, Lizzie had told herself that out of all the clueless women she had ever encountered, Augusta Fawn was the biggest clueless one. When she discovered that Lady Fawn was alone, she didn't show any sign of disappointment or ask about her beloved friend. "Dear, dear Lady Fawn!" she exclaimed, throwing herself into the lady's arms and nestling close to her, "this makes my happiness complete." Then she pulled back a little, still holding the hand she had clasped in hers, and gazed up into the face of her future mother-in-law. "When he asked me to be his wife, the first thing I thought about was whether you would come to me right away." Her voice as she spoke was flawless. Her demeanor was almost flawless. Perhaps she was a bit too expressive, using too many gestures, too much gliding movement, too intense of an appeal with her eyes, and too firm of a grip on the hand. However, Lady Fawn wouldn’t have suspected anything unusual had she not stopped in Warwick Square on her way to Mount Street. But those awful words from her daughter echoed in her mind, and she was unsure of how to behave.

"Of course I came as soon as he told me," she said.

"Of course I came right away when he told me," she said.

"And you will be a mother to me?" demanded Lizzie.

"And you will be a mom to me?" Lizzie asked.

Poor Lady Fawn! There was enough of maternity about her to have enabled her to undertake the duty for a dozen sons' wives,—if the wives were women with whom she could feel sympathy. And she could feel sympathy very easily; and was a woman not at all prone to inquire too curiously as to the merits of a son's wife. But what was she to do after the caution she had received from Mrs. Hittaway? How was she to promise maternal tenderness to a vixen and a liar? By nature she was not a deceitful woman. "My dear," she said, "I hope you will make him a good wife."

Poor Lady Fawn! She had enough motherly instincts to take on the role for a dozen sons' wives—if those wives were women she could connect with. And she was quite good at feeling that connection; she wasn't the type to scrutinize her son's wife too closely. But what was she supposed to do after the warning she got from Mrs. Hittaway? How could she promise to be caring towards a deceitful and dishonest woman? By nature, she wasn't a dishonest person. "My dear," she said, "I hope you will be a good wife to him."

It was not very encouraging, but Lizzie made the best of it. It was her desire to cheat Lady Fawn into a good opinion, and she was not disappointed when no good opinion was expressed at once. It is seldom that a bad person expects to be accounted good. It is the general desire of such a one to conquer the existing evil impression; but it is generally presumed that the evil impression is there. "Oh, Lady Fawn!" she said, "I will so strive to make him happy. What is it that he likes? What would he wish me to do and to be? You know his noble nature, and I must look to you for guidance."

It wasn’t very encouraging, but Lizzie made the most of it. She wanted to win Lady Fawn over to a favorable opinion, and she wasn’t surprised when no good opinion was expressed right away. It’s rare for someone with bad intentions to expect to be seen as good. Usually, they want to change the negative impression people have of them; however, it’s generally accepted that the negative impression exists. “Oh, Lady Fawn!” she said, “I will work so hard to make him happy. What does he like? What would he want me to do and be? You know his noble character, and I must look to you for guidance.”

Lady Fawn was embarrassed. She had now seated herself on the sofa, and Lizzie was close to her, almost enveloped within her mantle. "My dear," said Lady Fawn, "if you will endeavour to do your duty by him, I am sure he will do his by you."

Lady Fawn was embarrassed. She had now settled onto the sofa, and Lizzie was right beside her, almost wrapped in her shawl. "My dear," said Lady Fawn, "if you try to fulfill your responsibilities to him, I'm sure he will do his to you."

"I know it. I am sure of it. And I will; I will. You will let me love you, and call you mother?" A peculiar perfume came up from Lizzie's hair which Lady Fawn did not like. Her own girls, perhaps, were not given to the use of much perfumery. She shifted her seat a little, and Lizzie was compelled to sit upright, and without support. Hitherto Lady Fawn had said very little, and Lizzie's part was one difficult to play. She had heard of that sermon read every Sunday evening at Fawn Court, and she believed that Lady Fawn was peculiarly religious. "There," she said, stretching out her hand backwards and clasping the book which lay upon the small table,—"there; that shall be my guide. That will teach me how to do my duty by my noble husband."

"I know it. I'm sure of it. And I will; I will. You will let me love you and call you mother?" A strange perfume wafted up from Lizzie's hair that Lady Fawn didn't like. Her own daughters probably didn't use much perfume. She shifted in her seat a bit, forcing Lizzie to sit up straight and unsupported. Until now, Lady Fawn had said very little, and Lizzie's role was a tough one to play. She had heard about the sermon read every Sunday evening at Fawn Court and believed that Lady Fawn was particularly religious. "There," she said, reaching back and grabbing the book on the small table, "there; that will be my guide. That will teach me how to fulfill my duty to my noble husband."

Lady Fawn in some surprise took the book from Lizzie's hand, and found that it was the Bible. "You certainly can't do better, my dear, than read your Bible," said Lady Fawn,—but there was more of censure than of eulogy in the tone of her voice. She put the Bible down very quietly, and asked Lady Eustace when it would suit her to come down to Fawn Court. Lady Fawn had promised her son to give the invitation, and could not now, she thought, avoid giving it.

Lady Fawn was a bit surprised when she took the book from Lizzie's hand and discovered it was the Bible. "You really can’t go wrong by reading your Bible, dear," Lady Fawn said—but there was more criticism than praise in her tone. She set the Bible down quietly and asked Lady Eustace when it would be convenient for her to come down to Fawn Court. Lady Fawn had promised her son she would extend the invitation, and she thought she couldn’t avoid doing so now.

"Oh, I should like it so much!" said Lizzie. "Whenever it will suit you, I will be there at a minute's notice." It was then arranged that she should be at Fawn Court on that day week, and stay for a fortnight. "Of all things that which I most desire now," said Lizzie, "is to know you and the dear girls,—and to be loved by you all."

"Oh, I would love that so much!" said Lizzie. "Whenever it works for you, I'll be there in a minute." It was then agreed that she would be at Fawn Court a week from that day and stay for two weeks. "Of all the things I want right now," said Lizzie, "it's to get to know you and the lovely girls—and to be loved by all of you."

Lady Eustace, as soon as she was alone in the room, stood in the middle of it, scowling,—for she could scowl. "I'll not go near them," she said to herself,—"nasty, stupid, dull, puritanical drones. If he don't like it, he may lump it. After all it's no such great catch." Then she sat down to reflect whether it was or was not a catch. As soon as ever Lord Fawn had left her after the engagement was made, she had begun to tell herself that he was a poor creature, and that she had done wrong. "Only five thousand a year!" she said to herself;—for she had not perfectly understood that little explanation which he had given respecting his income. "It's nothing for a lord." And now again she murmured to herself, "It's my money he's after. He'll find out that I know how to keep what I've got in my own hands." Now that Lady Fawn had been cold to her, she thought still less of the proposed marriage. But there was this inducement for her to go on with it. If they, the Fawn women, thought that they could break it off, she would let them know that they had no such power.

Lady Eustace, once she was alone in the room, stood in the middle, frowning—because she could frown. "I won't go near them," she said to herself, "nasty, stupid, boring, puritanical drones. If he doesn't like it, tough. After all, he's not such a great catch." Then she sat down to think about whether he really was a catch or not. The moment Lord Fawn left her after the engagement was set, she started telling herself that he was a pathetic guy and that she had made a mistake. "Only five thousand a year!" she thought; she hadn't fully grasped the little explanation he gave about his income. "It's nothing for a lord." Now she muttered to herself again, "It's my money he wants. He'll discover that I know how to keep what I've got in my own control." Now that Lady Fawn had been cold to her, she thought even less of the proposed marriage. But there was one reason for her to go through with it. If the Fawn women thought they could break it off, she'd show them that they had no such power.

"Well, mamma, you've seen her?" said Mrs. Hittaway.

"Well, Mom, have you seen her?" said Mrs. Hittaway.

"Yes, my dear; I've seen her. I had seen her two or three times before, you know."

"Yeah, my dear; I've seen her. I had seen her two or three times before, you know."

"And you are still in love with her?"

"And you still love her?"

"I never said that I was in love with her, Clara."

"I never said I was in love with her, Clara."

"And what has been fixed?"

"And what has been updated?"

"She is to come down to Fawn Court next week, and stay a fortnight with us. Then we shall find out what she is."

"She is supposed to come down to Fawn Court next week and stay with us for two weeks. Then we'll see what she really is."

"That will be best, mamma," said Augusta.

"That will be best, Mom," said Augusta.

"Mind, mamma; you understand me. I shall tell Frederic plainly just what I think. Of course he will be offended, and if the marriage goes on, the offence will remain,—till he finds out the truth."

"Listen, mom; you understand me. I'm going to tell Frederic exactly what I think. Of course, he’ll be upset, and if the marriage happens, that upset will linger—until he discovers the truth."

"I hope he'll find out no such truth," said Lady Fawn. She was, however, quite unable to say a word in behalf of her future daughter-in-law. She said nothing as to that little scene with the Bible, but she never forgot it.

"I hope he doesn't find out the truth," said Lady Fawn. She was, however, completely unable to say anything in support of her future daughter-in-law. She said nothing about that little scene with the Bible, but she never forgot it.

 

 

CHAPTER X

Lizzie and Her Lover
 

During the remainder of that Monday and all the Tuesday, Lizzie's mind was, upon the whole, averse to matrimony. She had told Miss Macnulty of her prospects, with some amount of exultation; and the poor dependant, though she knew that she must be turned out into the street, had congratulated her patroness. "The Vulturess will take you in again, when she knows you've nowhere else to go," Lizzie had said,—displaying, indeed, some accurate discernment of her aunt's character. But after Lady Fawn's visit she spoke of the marriage in a different tone. "Of course, my dear, I shall have to look very close after the settlement."

During the rest of that Monday and all of Tuesday, Lizzie's thoughts were mostly against marriage. She had told Miss Macnulty about her prospects with some excitement, and the poor dependent, knowing she would be kicked out onto the street, had congratulated her patron. "The Vulturess will take you back in when she realizes you have nowhere else to go," Lizzie had said, showing a keen understanding of her aunt's character. But after Lady Fawn’s visit, she talked about the marriage differently. "Of course, my dear, I’ll need to keep a close eye on the settlement."

"I suppose the lawyers will do that," said Miss Macnulty.

"I guess the lawyers will handle that," said Miss Macnulty.

"Yes;—lawyers! That's all very well. I know what lawyers are. I'm not going to trust any lawyer to give away my property. Of course we shall live at Portray, because his place is in Ireland;—and nothing shall take me to Ireland. I told him that from the very first. But I don't mean to give up my own income. I don't suppose he'll venture to suggest such a thing." And then again she grumbled. "It's all very well being in the Cabinet—!"

"Yeah; lawyers! That's fine and all. I know what lawyers are like. I'm not about to let any lawyer take away my property. Of course, we'll be living at Portray since his place is in Ireland; and nothing is going to make me go to Ireland. I made that clear from the start. But I'm not planning to give up my own income. I doubt he'll even think about suggesting that." And then she complained again. "It's great being in the Cabinet—!"

"Is Lord Fawn in the Cabinet?" asked Miss Macnulty, who in such matters was not altogether ignorant.

"Is Lord Fawn in the Cabinet?" asked Miss Macnulty, who was not completely clueless about these things.

"Of course he is," said Lizzie, with an angry gesture. It may seem unjust to accuse her of being stupidly unacquainted with circumstances, and a liar at the same time; but she was both. She said that Lord Fawn was in the Cabinet because she had heard some one speak of him as not being a Cabinet Minister, and in so speaking appear to slight his political position. Lizzie did not know how much her companion knew, and Miss Macnulty did not comprehend the depth of the ignorance of her patroness. Thus the lies which Lizzie told were amazing to Miss Macnulty. To say that Lord Fawn was in the Cabinet, when all the world knew that he was an Under-Secretary! What good could a woman get from an assertion so plainly, so manifestly false? But Lizzie knew nothing of Under-Secretaries. Lord Fawn was a lord, and even commoners were in the Cabinet. "Of course he is," said Lizzie; "but I sha'n't have my drawing-room made a Cabinet. They sha'n't come here." And then again on the Tuesday evening she displayed her independence. "As for those women down at Richmond, I don't mean to be overrun by them, I can tell you. I said I would go there, and of course I shall keep my word."

"Of course he is," Lizzie said, making an angry gesture. It might seem unfair to call her stupid for not knowing the facts and a liar at the same time, but she was both. She claimed that Lord Fawn was part of the Cabinet because she had heard someone mention him as not being a Cabinet Minister, which seemed to belittle his political status. Lizzie had no idea how much her friend knew, and Miss Macnulty didn’t understand just how ignorant Lizzie really was. Therefore, the lies Lizzie told amazed Miss Macnulty. To say that Lord Fawn was in the Cabinet when everyone knew he was just an Under-Secretary! What could a woman gain from stating something so clearly, so obviously false? But Lizzie didn’t know anything about Under-Secretaries. Lord Fawn was a lord, and even commoners were part of the Cabinet. “Of course he is,” said Lizzie; “but I’m not having my drawing-room turned into a Cabinet meeting. They’re not coming here.” Then, again on Tuesday evening, she showed her independence. “As for those women down at Richmond, I won’t let them run all over me, I can tell you. I said I would go there, and of course I will keep my promise.”

"I think you had better go," said Miss Macnulty.

"I think you should go," said Miss Macnulty.

"Of course, I shall go. I don't want anybody to tell me where I'm to go, my dear, and where I'm not. But it'll be about the first and the last visit. And as for bringing those dowdy girls out in London, it's the last thing I shall think of doing. Indeed, I doubt whether they can afford to dress themselves." As she went up to bed on the Tuesday evening, Miss Macnulty doubted whether the match would go on. She never believed her friend's statements; but if spoken words might be supposed to mean anything, Lady Eustace's words on that Tuesday betokened a strong dislike to everything appertaining to the Fawn family. She had even ridiculed Lord Fawn himself, declaring that he understood nothing about anything beyond his office.

"Of course, I’m going. I don't want anyone telling me where I should go, my dear, or where I shouldn't. But it’ll probably be my first and last visit. And as for bringing those unfashionable girls out in London, that's the last thing I’ll consider doing. Honestly, I doubt they can even afford to dress themselves." As she went to bed on Tuesday night, Miss Macnulty wondered whether the engagement would still happen. She never trusted her friend’s claims; but if spoken words had any meaning, Lady Eustace's comments that Tuesday showed a strong dislike for everything related to the Fawn family. She even made fun of Lord Fawn himself, saying that he didn’t understand anything beyond his job.

And, in truth, Lizzie almost had made up her mind to break it off. All that she would gain did not seem to weigh down with sufficient preponderance all that she would lose. Such were her feelings on the Tuesday night. But on the Wednesday morning she received a note which threw her back violently upon the Fawn interest. The note was as follows: "Messrs. Camperdown and Son present their compliments to Lady Eustace. They have received instructions to proceed by law for the recovery of the Eustace diamonds, now in Lady Eustace's hands, and will feel obliged to Lady Eustace if she will communicate to them the name and address of her attorney. 62, New Square, May 30, 186––." The effect of this note was to drive Lizzie back upon the Fawn interest. She was frightened about the diamonds, and was, nevertheless, almost determined not to surrender them. At any rate, in such a strait she would want assistance, either in keeping them or in giving them up. The lawyer's letter afflicted her with a sense of weakness, and there was strength in the Fawn connexion. As Lord Fawn was so poor, perhaps he would adhere to the jewels. She knew that she could not fight Mr. Camperdown with no other assistance than what Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus might give her, and therefore her heart softened towards her betrothed. "I suppose Frederic will be here to-day," she said to Miss Macnulty, as they sat at breakfast together about noon. Miss Macnulty nodded. "You can have a cab, you know, if you like to go anywhere." Miss Macnulty said she thought she would go to the National Gallery. "And you can walk back, you know," said Lizzie. "I can walk there and back too," said Miss Macnulty,—in regard to whom it may be said that the last ounce would sometimes almost break the horse's back.

And, in truth, Lizzie was almost ready to end it. The benefits she would gain didn’t seem to outweigh what she would lose. That was how she felt on Tuesday night. But on Wednesday morning, she received a note that pulled her back towards the Fawn interest. The note read: "Messrs. Camperdown and Son send their regards to Lady Eustace. They have been instructed to take legal action to recover the Eustace diamonds, currently in Lady Eustace's possession, and would appreciate it if Lady Eustace could provide them with the name and address of her attorney. 62, New Square, May 30, 186––. The effect of this note was to push Lizzie back towards the Fawn interest. She was scared about the diamonds, yet still almost resolute about not giving them up. In any case, in such a predicament, she would need help, whether to keep them or to hand them over. The lawyer’s letter made her feel weak, while there was strength in the Fawn connection. Since Lord Fawn was so poor, maybe he would stick by the jewels. She knew she couldn’t take on Mr. Camperdown relying solely on the help Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus could give her, so her heart softened towards her fiancé. "I suppose Frederic will be here today," she said to Miss Macnulty as they had breakfast together around noon. Miss Macnulty nodded. "You can take a cab, you know, if you want to go anywhere." Miss Macnulty said she was thinking of going to the National Gallery. "And you can walk back, you know," Lizzie added. "I can walk there and back too," Miss Macnulty replied, who could be said to be at her limit sometimes.

"Frederic" came and was received very graciously. Lizzie had placed Mr. Camperdown's note on the little table behind her, beneath the Bible, so that she might put her hand upon it at once, if she could make an opportunity of showing it to her future husband. "Frederic" sat himself beside her, and the intercourse for awhile was such as might be looked for between two lovers of whom one was a widow, and the other an Under-Secretary of State from the India Office. They were loving, but discreetly amatory, talking chiefly of things material, each flattering the other, and each hinting now and again at certain little circumstances of which a more accurate knowledge seemed to be desirable. The one was conversant with things in general, but was slow; the other was quick as a lizard in turning hither and thither, but knew almost nothing. When she told Lord Fawn that the Ayrshire estate was "her own, to do what she liked with," she did not know that he would certainly find out the truth from other sources before he married her. Indeed, she was not quite sure herself whether the statement was true or false, though she would not have made it so frequently had her idea of the truth been a fixed idea. It had all been explained to her;—but there had been something about a second son, and there was no second son. Perhaps she might have a second son yet,—a future little Lord Fawn, and he might inherit it. In regard to honesty, the man was superior to the woman, because his purpose was declared, and he told no lies;—but the one was as mercenary as the other. It was not love that had brought Lord Fawn to Mount Street.

"Frederic" arrived and received a warm welcome. Lizzie had placed Mr. Camperdown's note on the small table behind her, under the Bible, so she could easily grab it if she found a chance to show it to her future husband. "Frederic" sat next to her, and their conversation was what you might expect between two lovers, one being a widow and the other an Under-Secretary of State from the India Office. They were affectionate, but carefully flirtatious, mostly discussing practical matters, each complimenting the other, and occasionally hinting at certain details that seemed worth clarifying. One was knowledgeable about various topics but slow, while the other was quick and restless but lacked much understanding. When she told Lord Fawn that the Ayrshire estate was "hers to do with as she pleased," she didn’t realize he would definitely find out the truth from others before marrying her. In fact, she wasn't entirely certain if her statement was true or false, although she wouldn’t have mentioned it so often if her grasp of the truth had been solid. Everything had been explained to her; there had been something about a second son, but there was no second son. Perhaps she might still have a second son one day—a future little Lord Fawn who could inherit it. In terms of honesty, the man was more straightforward than the woman, as his intentions were clear, and he told no lies; however, both were equally mercenary. It wasn’t love that had brought Lord Fawn to Mount Street.

"What is the name of your place in Ireland?" she asked.

"What do you call your place in Ireland?" she asked.

"There is no house, you know."

"There isn't a house, you know."

"But there was one, Frederic?"

"But there was one, Frederic?"

"The town-land where the house used to be, is called Killeagent. The old demesne is called Killaud."

"The area where the house used to stand is called Killeagent. The old estate is called Killaud."

"What pretty names! and—and—does it go a great many miles?" Lord Fawn explained that it did run a good many miles up into the mountains. "How beautifully romantic!" said Lizzie. "But the people live on the mountain and pay rent?"

"What lovely names! And—does it stretch for a lot of miles?" Lord Fawn clarified that it goes quite a distance into the mountains. "How wonderfully romantic!" Lizzie exclaimed. "But do the people live in the mountains and pay rent?"

Lord Fawn asked no such inept questions respecting the Ayrshire property, but he did inquire who was Lizzie's solicitor. "Of course there will be things to be settled," he said, "and my lawyer had better see yours. Mr. Camperdown is a—"

Lord Fawn didn't ask any silly questions about the Ayrshire property, but he did want to know who Lizzie's lawyer was. "Of course there will be things to sort out," he said, "and my lawyer should probably talk to yours. Mr. Camperdown is a—

"Mr. Camperdown!" almost shrieked Lizzie. Lord Fawn then explained, with some amazement, that Mr. Camperdown was his lawyer. As far as his belief went, there was not a more respectable gentleman in the profession. Then he inquired whether Lizzie had any objection to Mr. Camperdown. "Mr. Camperdown was Sir Florian's lawyer," said Lizzie.

"Mr. Camperdown!" Lizzie nearly shouted. Lord Fawn explained, somewhat surprised, that Mr. Camperdown was his lawyer. As far as he believed, there wasn't a more respectable person in the field. Then he asked if Lizzie had any issues with Mr. Camperdown. "Mr. Camperdown was Sir Florian's lawyer," Lizzie said.

"That will make it all the easier, I should think," said Lord Fawn.

"That should make things a lot easier, I imagine," said Lord Fawn.

"I don't know how that may be," said Lizzie, trying to bring her mind to work upon the subject steadily. "Mr. Camperdown has been very uncourteous to me;—I must say that; and, as I think, unfair. He wishes to rob me now of a thing that is quite my own."

"I don't know how that can be," said Lizzie, trying to focus her thoughts on the matter. "Mr. Camperdown has been very rude to me; I have to say that, and I believe it’s unfair. He wants to take away something that is entirely mine."

"What sort of a thing?" asked Lord Fawn slowly.

"What kind of thing?" asked Lord Fawn slowly.

"A very valuable thing. I'll tell you all about it, Frederic. Of course I'll tell you everything now. I never could keep back anything from one that I loved. It's not my nature. There; you might as well read that note." Then she put her hand back and brought Mr. Camperdown's letter from under the Bible. Lord Fawn read it very attentively, and as he read it there came upon him a great doubt. What sort of woman was this to whom he had engaged himself because she was possessed of an income? That Mr. Camperdown should be in the wrong in such a matter was an idea which never occurred to Lord Fawn. There is no form of belief stronger than that which the ordinary English gentleman has in the discretion and honesty of his own family lawyer. What his lawyer tells him to do, he does. What his lawyer tells him to sign, he signs. He buys and sells in obedience to the same direction, and feels perfectly comfortable in the possession of a guide who is responsible and all but divine. "What diamonds are they?" asked Lord Fawn in a very low voice.

"A very valuable thing. I'll share everything with you, Frederic. Of course, I’ll tell you everything now. I could never hold anything back from someone I loved. It’s just not in my nature. There, you might as well read that note." Then she reached back and took out Mr. Camperdown's letter from under the Bible. Lord Fawn read it very carefully, and as he did, a great doubt settled over him. What kind of woman had he committed to just because she had an income? The idea that Mr. Camperdown might be wrong in such a matter never crossed Lord Fawn’s mind. There’s no belief stronger than that of the average English gentleman in the judgment and integrity of his family lawyer. Whatever his lawyer advises him to do, he does. Whatever his lawyer tells him to sign, he signs. He buys and sells based on the same advice, feeling completely at ease with a guide he sees as responsible and almost divine. "What diamonds are those?" Lord Fawn asked in a very low voice.

"They are my own,—altogether my own. Sir Florian gave them to me. When he put them into my hands, he said that they were to be my own for ever and ever. 'There,' said he,—'those are yours to do what you choose with them.' After that they oughtn't to ask me to give them back,—ought they? If you had been married before, and your wife had given you a keepsake,—to keep for ever and ever, would you give it up to a lawyer? You would not like it;—would you, Frederic?" She had put her hand on his, and was looking up into his face as she asked the question. Again, perhaps, the acting was a little overdone; but there were the tears in her eyes, and the tone of her voice was perfect.

"They're mine—completely mine. Sir Florian gave them to me. When he handed them over, he said they were mine forever. 'There,' he said, 'those are yours to do whatever you want with.' So, they shouldn't be asking me to give them back, right? If you had been married before and your wife had given you a keepsake—to keep forever—would you give it up to a lawyer? You wouldn't like that, would you, Frederic?" She placed her hand on his and looked up at him as she asked the question. Maybe her performance was a bit much, but there were tears in her eyes, and her tone was just right.

"Mr. Camperdown calls them Eustace diamonds,—family diamonds," said Lord Fawn. "What do they consist of? What are they worth?"

"Mr. Camperdown calls them Eustace diamonds—family diamonds," Lord Fawn said. "What are they made of? How much are they worth?"

"I'll show them to you," said Lizzie, jumping up and hurrying out of the room. Lord Fawn, when he was alone, rubbed his hands over his eyes and thought about it all. It would be a very harsh measure, on the part of the Eustace family and of Mr. Camperdown, to demand from her the surrender of any trinket which her late husband might have given her in the manner she had described. But it was, to his thinking, most improbable that the Eustace people or the lawyer should be harsh to a widow bearing the Eustace name. The Eustaces were by disposition lavish, and old Mr. Camperdown was not one who would be strict in claiming little things for rich clients. And yet here was his letter, threatening the widow of the late baronet with legal proceedings for the recovery of jewels which had been given by Sir Florian himself to his wife as a keepsake! Perhaps Sir Florian had made some mistake, and had caused to be set in a ring or brooch for his bride some jewel which he had thought to be his own, but which had, in truth, been an heirloom. If so, the jewel should, of course, be surrendered,—or replaced by one of equal value. He was making out some such solution, when Lizzie returned with the morocco case in her hand. "It was the manner in which he gave it to me," said Lizzie, as she opened the clasp, "which makes its value to me."

"I'll show them to you," Lizzie said, jumping up and rushing out of the room. Once Lord Fawn was alone, he rubbed his hands over his eyes and thought about everything. It would be a very harsh move by the Eustace family and Mr. Camperdown to demand that she give up any gift her late husband might have given her, as she had described. But in his view, it seemed unlikely that the Eustace family or the lawyer would be tough on a widow with the Eustace name. The Eustaces were generally generous, and old Mr. Camperdown wasn’t one to be strict about small things for wealthy clients. Still, here was his letter, threatening the widow of the late baronet with legal action to recover jewels that had been given to her by Sir Florian as a keepsake! Maybe Sir Florian had made a mistake, inadvertently setting a gem that he thought was his own into a ring or brooch for his bride when it was actually an heirloom. If that were the case, then the gem should, of course, be surrendered—or replaced with something of equal value. He was considering some kind of resolution when Lizzie returned with a morocco case in her hand. "It was how he gave it to me," Lizzie said as she opened the clasp, "that makes it valuable to me."

Lord Fawn knew nothing about jewels, but even he knew that if the circle of stones which he saw, with a Maltese cross appended to it, was constituted of real diamonds, the thing must be of great value. And it occurred to him at once that such a necklace is not given by a husband even to a bride in the manner described by Lizzie. A ring, or brooch, or perhaps a bracelet, a lover or a loving lord may bring in his pocket. But such an ornament as this on which Lord Fawn was now looking, is given in another sort of way. He felt sure that it was so, even though he was entirely ignorant of the value of the stones. "Do you know what it is worth?" he asked.

Lord Fawn didn’t know much about jewelry, but even he realized that the circle of stones he saw, with a Maltese cross attached to it, would be incredibly valuable if it were made of real diamonds. It immediately struck him that a husband wouldn’t give such a necklace to a bride in the way Lizzie described. A ring, brooch, or maybe a bracelet could be casually handed over by a lover or a caring lord. But an ornament like this one that Lord Fawn was now gazing at is given in a completely different way. He was certain of that, even though he had no idea about the stones' actual worth. "Do you know what it’s worth?" he asked.

Lizzie hesitated a moment, and then remembered that "Frederic," in his present position in regard to herself, might be glad to assist her in maintaining the possession of a substantial property. "I think they say its value is about—ten thousand pounds," she replied.

Lizzie paused for a moment, then remembered that "Frederic," given his current situation with her, might be willing to help her keep hold of a significant property. "I think they say it's worth about—ten thousand pounds," she replied.

"Ten—thousand—pounds!" Lord Fawn riveted his eyes upon them.

"Ten thousand pounds!" Lord Fawn fixed his gaze on them.

"That's what I am told—by a jeweller."

"That's what a jeweler told me."

"By what jeweller?"

"By which jeweler?"

"A man had to come and see them,—about some repairs,—or something of that kind. Poor Sir Florian wished it. And he said so."

"A man had to come and see them—about some repairs—or something like that. Poor Sir Florian wanted it to happen. And he said so."

"What was the man's name?"

"What was the guy's name?"

"I forget his name," said Lizzie, who was not quite sure whether her acquaintance with Mr. Benjamin would be considered respectable.

"I can't remember his name," said Lizzie, who wasn't entirely sure if her relationship with Mr. Benjamin would be seen as proper.

"Ten thousand pounds! You don't keep them in the house;—do you?"

"Ten thousand pounds! You don't keep that in the house, do you?"

"I have an iron case up-stairs for them;—ever so heavy."

"I have a heavy metal case upstairs for them."

"And did Sir Florian give you the iron case?"

"And did Sir Florian give you the metal case?"

Lizzie hesitated for a moment. "Yes," said she. "That is,—no. But he ordered it to be made; and then it came,—after he was—dead."

Lizzie paused for a moment. "Yes," she said. "That is—no. But he had it made; and then it arrived—after he was—dead."

"He knew their value, then?"

"Did he know their value?"

"Oh, dear, yes. Though he never named any sum. He told me, however, that they were very—very valuable."

"Oh, of course. Although he never mentioned any specific amount. He did say, though, that they were extremely—extremely valuable."

Lord Fawn did not immediately recognise the falseness of every word that the woman said to him, because he was slow and could not think and hear at the same time. But he was at once involved in a painful maze of doubt and almost of dismay. An action for the recovery of jewels brought against the lady whom he was engaged to marry, on behalf of the family of her late husband, would not suit him at all. To have his hands quite clean, to be above all evil report, to be respectable, as it were, all round, was Lord Fawn's special ambition. He was a poor man, and a greedy man, but he would have abandoned his official salary at a moment's notice, rather than there should have fallen on him a breath of public opinion hinting that it ought to be abandoned. He was especially timid, and lived in a perpetual fear lest the newspapers should say something hard of him. In that matter of the Sawab he had been very wretched, because Frank Greystock had accused him of being an administrator of tyranny. He would have liked his wife to have ten thousand pounds' worth of diamonds very well; but he would rather go without a wife for ever,—and without a wife's fortune,—than marry a woman subject to an action for claiming diamonds not her own. "I think," said he, at last, "that if you were to put them into Mr. Camperdown's hands—"

Lord Fawn didn’t immediately see the truth behind every word the woman said to him because he was slow and couldn’t process thoughts and sounds at the same time. But he quickly found himself in a painful web of doubt and almost despair. A lawsuit over jewels initiated by the family of her late husband against the woman he was set to marry was completely unacceptable to him. His main goal was to have a spotless reputation, to be seen as respectable in every way. He was a poor man, and quite greedy, but he would have quit his government salary in an instant if it meant avoiding any hint of public scrutiny suggesting he should. He was especially cautious and lived in constant fear that the newspapers would publish something negative about him. In the situation with the Sawab, he felt very miserable because Frank Greystock had accused him of being a tyrannical administrator. He would have liked his wife to have a diamond collection worth ten thousand pounds, but he would rather remain unmarried for life—along with missing out on his wife's wealth—than marry a woman involved in a lawsuit over diamonds that didn’t belong to her. "I think," he finally said, "that if you were to put them into Mr. Camperdown's hands—

"Into Mr. Camperdown's hands!"

"Into Mr. Camperdown's hands!"

"And then let the matter be settled by arbitration—"

"And then let’s settle the matter through arbitration—"

"Arbitration? That means going to law?"

"Arbitration? Does that mean going to court?"

"No, dearest,—that means not going to law. The diamonds would be entrusted to Mr. Camperdown. And then some one would be appointed to decide whose property they were."

"No, my dear,—that means not going to court. The diamonds would be given to Mr. Camperdown. Then someone would be chosen to determine whose property they were."

"They're my property," said Lizzie.

"They're my stuff," said Lizzie.

"But he says they belong to the family."

"But he says they're part of the family."

"He'll say anything," said Lizzie.

"He'll say anything," Lizzie said.

"My dearest girl, there can't be a more respectable man than Mr. Camperdown. You must do something of the kind, you know."

"My dear girl, there’s no one more respectable than Mr. Camperdown. You really need to do something about this, you know."

"I sha'n't do anything of the kind," said Lizzie. "Sir Florian Eustace gave them to me, and I shall keep them." She did not look at her lover as she spoke; but he looked at her, and did not like the change which he saw on her countenance. And he did not like the circumstances in which he found himself placed. "Why should Mr. Camperdown interfere?" continued Lizzie. "If they don't belong to me, they belong to my son;—and who has so good a right to keep them for him as I have? But they belong to me."

"I’m not doing that," Lizzie said. "Sir Florian Eustace gave me these, and I'm keeping them." She didn't look at her boyfriend while she spoke; but he looked at her and didn't like the change he saw on her face. And he didn't like the situation he was in. "Why should Mr. Camperdown get involved?" Lizzie continued. "If they don't belong to me, they belong to my son; and who has a better right to keep them for him than I do? But really, they are mine."

"They should not be kept in a private house like this at all, if they are worth all that money."

"They shouldn't be kept in a private home like this at all if they're worth that much money."

"If I were to let them go, Mr. Camperdown would get them. There's nothing he wouldn't do to get them. Oh, Frederic, I hope you'll stand to me, and not see me injured. Of course I only want them for my darling child."

"If I let them go, Mr. Camperdown would take them. There’s nothing he wouldn’t do to get them. Oh, Frederic, I hope you’ll support me and keep me from being hurt. Of course I only want them for my precious child."

Frederic's face had become very long, and he was much disturbed in his mind. He could only suggest that he himself would go and see Mr. Camperdown, and ascertain what ought to be done. To the last, he adhered to his assurance that Mr. Camperdown could do no evil;—till Lizzie, in her wrath, asked him whether he believed Mr. Camperdown's word before hers. "I think he would understand a matter of business better than you," said the prudent lover.

Frederic's face had grown quite long, and he was really troubled. He could only suggest that he would go see Mr. Camperdown to find out what should be done. Until the end, he held on to his belief that Mr. Camperdown couldn't do any harm;—until Lizzie, in her anger, asked him if he trusted Mr. Camperdown's word over hers. "I think he would understand a business matter better than you," said the cautious lover.

"He wants to rob me," said Lizzie, "and I shall look to you to prevent it."

"He wants to rob me," Lizzie said, "and I'm counting on you to stop him."

When Lord Fawn took his leave,—which he did not do till he had counselled her again and again to leave the matter in Mr. Camperdown's hands,—the two were not in good accord together. It was his fixed purpose, as he declared to her, to see Mr. Camperdown; and it was her fixed purpose,—so, at least, she declared to him,—to keep the diamonds, in spite of Mr. Camperdown. "But, my dear, if it's decided against you—" said Lord Fawn gravely.

When Lord Fawn said goodbye—after repeatedly advising her to let Mr. Camperdown handle the situation—the two were not on good terms. He was determined, as he told her, to meet with Mr. Camperdown; and she was just as determined—at least, that’s what she told him—to keep the diamonds, regardless of Mr. Camperdown. "But, my dear, if the decision goes against you—" Lord Fawn said seriously.

"It can't be decided against me, if you stand by me as you ought to do."

"It can't go against me if you support me like you're supposed to."

"I can do nothing," said Lord Fawn, in a tremor. Then Lizzie looked at him,—and her look, which was very eloquent, called him a poltroon as plain as a look could speak. Then they parted, and the signs of affection between them were not satisfactory.

"I can't do anything," said Lord Fawn, trembling. Then Lizzie looked at him—her gaze said everything, calling him a coward as clearly as words could. Then they parted, and the signs of affection between them were not encouraging.

The door was hardly closed behind him before Lizzie began to declare to herself that he shouldn't escape her. It was not yet twenty-four hours since she had been telling herself that she did not like the engagement and would break it off; and now she was stamping her little feet, and clenching her little hands, and swearing to herself by all her gods, that this wretched, timid lordling should not get out of her net. She did, in truth, despise him because he would not clutch the jewels. She looked upon him as mean and paltry because he was willing to submit to Mr. Camperdown. But still she was prompted to demand all that could be demanded from her engagement,—because she thought that she perceived a something in him which might produce in him a desire to be relieved from it. No! he should not be relieved. He should marry her. And she would keep the key of that iron box with the diamonds, and he should find what sort of a noise she would make if he attempted to take it from her. She closed the morocco case, ascended with it to her bed-room, locked it up in the iron safe, deposited the little patent key in its usual place round her neck, and then seated herself at her desk, and wrote letters to her various friends, making known to them her engagement. Hitherto she had told no one but Miss Macnulty,—and, in her doubts, had gone so far as to desire Miss Macnulty not to mention it. Now she was resolved to blazon forth her engagement before all the world.

The door had barely closed behind him when Lizzie started insisting to herself that he shouldn't get away. It had only been less than twenty-four hours since she was telling herself she didn’t like the engagement and wanted to end it; and now she was stomping her little feet, clenching her little hands, and swearing to all her gods that this pitiful, timid lord wouldn’t escape her trap. Truthfully, she despised him for not grabbing the jewels. She viewed him as small and insignificant because he was willing to bow to Mr. Camperdown. But still, she felt compelled to demand everything she could from the engagement—because she thought she saw something in him that might make him want to be free of it. No! He should not be freed. He should marry her. And she would keep the key to that iron box with the diamonds, and he would find out what kind of noise she would make if he tried to take it from her. She closed the morocco case, took it up to her bedroom, locked it away in the iron safe, secured the small patent key around her neck as usual, then sat down at her desk and wrote letters to her friends announcing her engagement. Until now, she had told no one but Miss Macnulty—and, in her uncertainty, had even asked Miss Macnulty not to mention it. Now she was determined to proclaim her engagement to the whole world.

The first "friend" to whom she wrote was Lady Linlithgow. The reader shall see two or three of her letters, and that to the countess shall be the first.
 

The first "friend" she wrote to was Lady Linlithgow. The reader will see two or three of her letters, with the one to the countess being the first.

My dear Aunt,

My dear Aunt,

When you came to see me the other day, I cannot say that you were very kind to me, and I don't suppose you care very much what becomes of me. But I think it right to let you know that I am going to be married. I am engaged to Lord Fawn, who, as you know, is a peer, and a member of Her Majesty's Government, and a nobleman of great influence. I do not suppose that even you can say anything against such an alliance.

When you visited me the other day, I can't say you were very nice, and I doubt you really care about what happens to me. But I think it's important to let you know that I'm getting married. I'm engaged to Lord Fawn, who, as you know, is a peer, a member of Her Majesty's Government, and a nobleman with a lot of influence. I can’t imagine even you would have anything bad to say about such a match.

I am, your affectionate niece,

I am, your affectionate niece,

Eli. Eustace.
 

Eli. Eustace.

Then she wrote to Mrs. Eustace, the wife of the Bishop of Bobsborough. Mrs. Eustace had been very kind to her in the first days of her widowhood, and had fully recognised her as the widow of the head of her husband's family. Lizzie had liked none of the Bobsborough people. They were, according to her ideas, slow, respectable, and dull. But they had not found much open fault with her, and she was aware that it was for her interest to remain on good terms with them. Her letter, therefore, to Mrs. Eustace was somewhat less acrid than that written to her aunt Linlithgow.
 

Then she wrote to Mrs. Eustace, the wife of the Bishop of Bobsborough. Mrs. Eustace had been very kind to her during the early days of her widowhood and had fully acknowledged her as the widow of the head of her husband’s family. Lizzie didn’t like any of the people from Bobsborough. In her view, they were slow, respectable, and boring. However, they hadn’t openly criticized her much, and she knew it was in her best interest to stay on good terms with them. Therefore, her letter to Mrs. Eustace was somewhat less harsh than the one she wrote to her aunt Linlithgow.

My dear Mrs. Eustace,

My dear Mrs. Eustace,

I hope you will be glad to hear from me, and will not be sorry to hear my news. I am going to be married again. Of course I am not about to take a step which is in every way so very important without thinking about it a great deal. But I am sure it will be better for my darling little Florian in every way; and as for myself, I have felt for the last two years how unfitted I have been to manage everything myself. I have therefore accepted an offer made to me by Lord Fawn, who is, as you know, a peer of Parliament, and a most distinguished member of Her Majesty's Government; and he is, too, a nobleman of very great influence in every respect, and has a property in Ireland, extending over ever so many miles, and running up into the mountains. His mansion there is called Killmage, but I am not sure that I remember the name quite rightly. I hope I may see you there some day, and the dear bishop. I look forward with delight to doing something to make those dear Irish happier. The idea of rambling up into our own mountains charms me, for nothing suits my disposition so well as that kind of solitude.

I hope you’re pleased to hear from me and that my news won't upset you. I’m getting married again. Of course, I wouldn’t make such an important decision without careful consideration. But I’m confident it will be better for my sweet little Florian in every way. Over the past two years, I’ve realized how unprepared I’ve been to manage everything on my own. So, I’ve accepted an offer from Lord Fawn, who, as you know, is a member of Parliament and a respected figure in Her Majesty's Government. He’s also a nobleman with significant influence and owns a vast estate in Ireland that stretches for miles into the mountains. His mansion is called Killmage, although I’m not entirely sure I have that name right. I hope to see you there someday, along with the dear bishop. I’m looking forward to doing something to bring joy to those lovely Irish folks. The idea of exploring the mountains really appeals to me because nothing fits my personality better than that kind of solitude.

Of course Lord Fawn is not so rich a man as Sir Florian, but I have never looked to riches for my happiness. Not but what Lord Fawn has a good income from his Irish estates; and then, of course, he is paid for doing Her Majesty's Government;—so there is no fear that he will have to live upon my jointure, which, of course, would not be right. Pray tell the dear bishop and dear Margaretta all this, with my love. You will be happy, I know, to hear that my little Flo is quite well. He is already so fond of his new papa! [Lizzie's turn for lying was exemplified in this last statement, for, as it happened, Lord Fawn had never yet seen the child.]

Of course, Lord Fawn isn't as wealthy as Sir Florian, but I’ve never relied on money for my happiness. It’s true that Lord Fawn has a decent income from his Irish properties, plus he earns a salary for his work with Her Majesty's Government—so there’s no concern that he’ll need to depend on my jointure, which wouldn’t be appropriate. Please share all this with the dear bishop and dear Margaretta, along with my love. I know you’ll be happy to hear that my little Flo is doing well. He’s already become very attached to his new dad! [Lizzie's tendency to lie is shown in this last statement, as Lord Fawn had never actually met the child.]

Believe me to be always your most affectionate niece,

Believe me to always be your most loving niece,

Eli. Eustace.
 

Eli. Eustace.

There were two other letters,—one to her uncle, the dean, and the other to her cousin Frank. There was great doubt in her mind as to the expediency of writing to Frank Greystock; but at last she decided that she would do it. The letter to the dean need not be given in full, as it was very similar to that written to the bishop's wife. The same mention was made of her intended husband's peerage, and the same allusion to Her Majesty's Government,—a phrase which she had heard from Lord Fawn himself. She spoke of the Irish property, but in terms less glowing than she had used in writing to the lady, and ended by asking for her uncle's congratulation—and blessing. Her letter to Frank was as follows, and, doubtless, as she wrote it, there was present to her mind a remembrance of the fact that he himself might have offered to her, and have had her if he would.
 

There were two other letters—one to her uncle, the dean, and the other to her cousin Frank. She was unsure about whether she should write to Frank Greystock, but in the end, she decided to go ahead with it. The letter to the dean doesn't need to be included in full since it was quite similar to the one she wrote to the bishop's wife. It mentioned her intended husband's peerage and referenced Her Majesty's Government—a phrase she had heard from Lord Fawn himself. She talked about the Irish property, but in less enthusiastic terms than she had used in her letter to the lady, and concluded by asking for her uncle's congratulations and blessing. Her letter to Frank was as follows, and as she wrote it, she surely remembered that he could have proposed to her, and could have had her if he wanted to.

My dear Cousin,

My dear Cousin,

As I would rather that you should hear my news from myself than from any one else, I write to tell you that I am going to be married to Lord Fawn. Of course I know that there are certain matters as to which you and Lord Fawn do not agree,—in politics, I mean; but still I do not doubt but you will think that he is quite able to take care of your poor little cousin. It was only settled a day or two since, but it has been coming on ever so long. You understand all about that;—don't you? Of course you must come to my wedding, and be very good to me,—a kind of brother, you know; for we have always been friends;—haven't we? And if the dean doesn't come up to town, you must give me away. And you must come and see me ever so often; for I have a sort of feeling that I have no one else belonging to me that I can call really my own, except you. And you must be great friends with Lord Fawn, and must give up saying that he doesn't do his work properly. Of course he does everything better than anybody else could possibly do it,—except Cousin Frank.

I wanted you to hear my news from me, so I’m writing to let you know that I’m getting married to Lord Fawn. I know there are some things you and Lord Fawn disagree on—politics, to be exact—but I believe you’ll see he’s more than capable of taking care of your poor little cousin. We just settled this a day or two ago, but it’s been in the works for a while. You understand all that, right? You definitely have to come to my wedding and be extra nice to me—like a brother, you know; we’ve always been friends, haven’t we? If the dean doesn’t come to town, you’ll have to give me away. And you need to visit me often because I feel like you’re the only one I can really call my own. You should also get along well with Lord Fawn and stop saying he doesn’t do his job right. Of course, he does everything better than anyone else—except Cousin Frank.

I am going down next week to Richmond. Lady Fawn has insisted on my staying there for a fortnight. Oh, dear, what shall I do all the time? You must positively come down and see me,—and see somebody else too! Only, you naughty coz! you mustn't break a poor girl's heart.

I’m heading to Richmond next week. Lady Fawn has insisted I stay there for two weeks. Oh dear, what will I do the whole time? You absolutely have to come down and see me—and meet someone else too! But you mischievous cousin! You mustn’t break a poor girl’s heart.

Your affectionate cousin,

Your affectionate cousin,

Eli. Eustace.
 

Eli. Eustace.

Somebody, in speaking on Lady Eustace's behalf, and making the best of her virtues, had declared that she did not have lovers. Hitherto that had been true of her;—but her mind had not the less dwelt on the delight of a lover. She still thought of a possible Corsair who would be willing to give up all but his vices for her love, and for whose sake she would be willing to share even them. It was but a dream, but nevertheless it pervaded her fancy constantly. Lord Fawn,—peer of Parliament, and member of Her Majesty's Government, as he was,—could not have been such a lover to her. Might it not be possible that there should exist something of romance between her and her cousin Frank? She was the last woman in the world to run away with a man, or to endanger her position by a serious indiscretion; but there might, perhaps, be a something between her and her cousin,—a liaison quite correct in its facts, a secret understanding, if nothing more,—a mutual sympathy, which should be chiefly shown in the abuse of all their friends,—and in this she could indulge her passion for romance and poetry.

Somebody, speaking on Lady Eustace's behalf and making the most of her good qualities, claimed that she didn’t have any lovers. Until now, that had been true for her; however, she couldn't help but think about the joy of having a lover. She still imagined a possible Corsair who would be ready to give up everything but his bad habits for her love, and for whose sake she would be willing to share even those. It was just a fantasy, but it consistently filled her thoughts. Lord Fawn—an aristocrat and a member of Her Majesty's Government—could never be that kind of lover for her. Was it possible that there could be something romantic between her and her cousin Frank? She would be the last woman to run away with a man or jeopardize her position through a serious mistake; but perhaps there could be something between her and her cousin—a connection that was entirely proper on the surface, a secret understanding at the least—a shared sympathy that would mainly come out in their mutual disdain for all their friends—and in this, she could indulge her love for romance and poetry.

 

 

CHAPTER XI

Lord Fawn at His Office
 

The news was soon all about London,—as Lizzie had intended. She had made a sudden resolve that Lord Fawn should not escape her, and she had gone to work after the fashion we have seen. Frank Greystock had told John Eustace, and John Eustace had told Mr. Camperdown before Lord Fawn himself, in the slow prosecution of his purpose, had consulted the lawyer about the necklace. "God bless my soul;—Lord Fawn!" the old lawyer had said when the news was communicated to him. "Well,—yes;—he wants money. I don't envy him; that's all. We shall get the diamonds now, John. Lord Fawn isn't the man to let his wife keep what doesn't belong to her." Then, after a day or two, Lord Fawn had himself gone to Mr. Camperdown's chambers. "I believe I am to congratulate you, my lord," said the lawyer. "I'm told you are going to marry—; well, I mustn't really say another of my clients, but the widow of one of them. Lady Eustace is a very beautiful woman, and she has a very pretty income too. She has the whole of the Scotch property for her life."

The news quickly spread all over London, just as Lizzie had planned. She had made a sudden decision that Lord Fawn wouldn’t slip away from her, and she had set about it in the way we've seen before. Frank Greystock had informed John Eustace, and John Eustace had told Mr. Camperdown before Lord Fawn himself, in his slow pursuit of his goal, consulted the lawyer about the necklace. “Good gracious;—Lord Fawn!” the old lawyer exclaimed when he received the news. “Well,—yes;—he needs money. I don’t envy him; that’s all. We’ll get the diamonds now, John. Lord Fawn isn’t the kind of guy who lets his wife keep what isn’t rightfully hers.” Then, after a day or two, Lord Fawn himself visited Mr. Camperdown’s office. “I believe I should congratulate you, my lord,” said the lawyer. “I hear you’re going to marry—well, I really shouldn’t mention another of my clients, but the widow of one of them. Lady Eustace is a very beautiful woman, and she has a lovely income too. She gets to keep the entire Scottish property for her lifetime.”

"It's only for her life, I suppose?" said Lord Fawn.

"Is it just for her life, then?" said Lord Fawn.

"Oh, no, no;—of course not. There's been some mistake on her part;—at least, so I've been told. Women never understand. It's all as clear as daylight. Had there been a second son, the second son would have had it. As it is, it goes with the rest of the property—just as it ought to do, you know. Four thousand a year isn't so bad, you know, considering that she isn't more than a girl yet, and that she hadn't sixpence of her own. When the admiral died, there wasn't sixpence, Lord Fawn."

"Oh, no, no; of course not. There must have been some misunderstanding on her part; at least, that’s what I’ve been told. Women never really get it. It's all very straightforward. If there had been a second son, he would have inherited it. As it stands, it goes along with the rest of the property—just like it should, you know. Four thousand a year isn’t so bad, considering she’s still just a girl and didn’t have a penny to her name. When the admiral died, there wasn’t a penny, Lord Fawn."

"So I have heard."

"Yeah, I've heard that."

"Not sixpence. It's all Eustace money. She had six or eight thousand pounds, or something like that, besides. She's as lovely a young widow as I ever saw,—and very clever."

"Not even a sixpence. It's all Eustace's money. She had six or eight thousand pounds, or something like that, on top of that. She's the loveliest young widow I've ever seen—and very smart."

"Yes;—she is clever."

"Yes, she’s clever."

"By-the-bye, Lord Fawn, as you have done me the honour of calling,—there's a stupid mistake about some family diamonds."

"By the way, Lord Fawn, since you have honored me by calling—there's a silly mix-up regarding some family diamonds."

"It is in respect to them that I've come," said Lord Fawn. Then Mr. Camperdown, in his easy, off-hand way, imputing no blame to the lady in the hearing of her future husband, and declaring his opinion that she was doubtless unaware of its value, explained the matter of the necklace. Lord Fawn listened, but said very little. He especially did not say that Lady Eustace had had the stones valued. "They're real, I suppose?" he asked. Mr. Camperdown assured him that no diamonds more real had ever come from Golconda, or passed through Mr. Garnett's hands. "They are as well known as any family diamonds in England," said Mr. Camperdown. "She has got into bad hands,"—continued Mr. Camperdown. "Mowbray and Mopus;—horrible people; sharks, that make one blush for one's profession; and I was really afraid there would have been trouble. But, of course, it'll be all right now;—and if she'll only come to me, tell her I'll do everything I can to make things straight and comfortable for her. If she likes to have another lawyer, of course, that's all right. Only make her understand who Mowbray and Mopus are. It's quite out of the question, Lord Fawn, that your wife should have anything to do with Mowbray and Mopus." Every word that Mr. Camperdown said was gospel to Lord Fawn.

"It’s about them that I've come," said Lord Fawn. Then Mr. Camperdown, casually and without placing any blame on the lady in front of her future husband, and stating his belief that she probably didn't realize its worth, explained the situation regarding the necklace. Lord Fawn listened but didn’t say much. He notably didn’t mention that Lady Eustace had gotten the stones appraised. "They're real, I assume?" he asked. Mr. Camperdown confirmed that no diamonds more genuine had ever come from Golconda or been handled by Mr. Garnett. "They are as well recognized as any family diamonds in England," Mr. Camperdown said. "She has fallen into bad hands," he continued. "Mowbray and Mopus;—terrible people; sharks that make you embarrassed for your profession; and I was genuinely concerned there would be trouble. But, of course, it'll all be fine now;—and if she will just come to me, tell her I will do everything I can to help her get things sorted and comfortable. If she wants to hire another lawyer, that’s totally fine. Just make her understand who Mowbray and Mopus are. It’s absolutely out of the question, Lord Fawn, that your wife should have anything to do with Mowbray and Mopus." Every word Mr. Camperdown spoke was absolute truth to Lord Fawn.

And yet, as the reader will understand, Mr. Camperdown had by no means expressed his real opinion in this interview. He had spoken of the widow in friendly terms,—declaring that she was simply mistaken in her ideas as to the duration of her interest in the Scotch property, and mistaken again about the diamonds;—whereas in truth he regarded her as a dishonest, lying, evil-minded harpy. Had Lord Fawn consulted him simply as a client, and not have come to him an engaged lover, he would have expressed his opinion quite frankly; but it is not the business of a lawyer to tell his client evil things of the lady whom that client is engaged to marry. In regard to the property he spoke the truth, and he spoke what he believed to be the truth when he said that the whole thing would no doubt now be easily arranged. When Lord Fawn took his leave, Mr. Camperdown again declared to himself that as regarded money the match was very well for his lordship; but that, as regarded the woman, Lizzie was dear at the price. "Perhaps he doesn't mind it," said Mr. Camperdown to himself, "but I wouldn't marry such a woman myself, though she owned all Scotland."

And yet, as the reader will understand, Mr. Camperdown hadn’t really shared his true opinion during this meeting. He spoke about the widow in friendly terms, claiming she was simply misinformed about how long she would remain interested in the Scottish property, and mistaken again about the diamonds. In reality, though, he viewed her as a dishonest, deceitful, malicious gold digger. If Lord Fawn had consulted him just as a client, and not as an engaged lover, he would have expressed his opinion openly. However, it’s not a lawyer’s place to tell a client bad things about the woman he plans to marry. Regarding the property, he spoke honestly, and he believed it when he said that everything would likely be easily resolved. After Lord Fawn left, Mr. Camperdown reminded himself that financially, the match was great for his lordship, but concerning the woman, Lizzie was worth far less than the price. "Maybe he doesn’t care," Mr. Camperdown thought, "but I wouldn’t marry a woman like her even if she owned all of Scotland."

There had been much in the interview to make Lord Fawn unhappy. In the first place, that golden hope as to the perpetuity of the property was at an end. He had never believed that it was so; but a man may hope without believing. And he was quite sure that Lizzie was bound to give up the diamonds,—and would ultimately be made to give them up. Of any property in them, as possibly accruing to himself, he had not thought much;—but he could not abstain from thinking of the woman's grasp upon them. Mr. Camperdown's plain statement, which was gospel to him, was directly at variance with Lizzie's story. Sir Florian certainly would not have given such diamonds in such a way. Sir Florian would not have ordered a separate iron safe for them, with a view that they might be secure in his wife's bed-room. And then she had had them valued, and manifestly was always thinking of her treasure. It was very well for a poor, careful peer to be always thinking of his money, but Lord Fawn was well aware that a young woman such as Lady Eustace should have her thoughts elsewhere. As he sat signing letters at the India Board, relieving himself when he was left alone between each batch by standing up with his back to the fire-place, his mind was full of all this. He could not unravel truth quickly, but he could grasp it when it came to him. She was certainly greedy, false, and dishonest. And,—worse than all this,—she had dared to tell him to his face that he was a poor creature because he would not support her in her greed, and falsehoods, and dishonesty! Nevertheless, he was engaged to marry her! Then he thought of one Violet Effingham whom he had loved, and then came over him some suspicion of a fear that he himself was hard and selfish. And yet what was such a one as he to do? It was of course necessary for the maintenance of the very constitution of his country that there should be future Lord Fawns. There could be no future Lord Fawns unless he married;—and how could he marry without money? "A peasant can marry whom he pleases," said Lord Fawn, pressing his hand to his brow, and dropping one flap of his coat, as he thought of his own high and perilous destiny, standing with his back to the fire-place, while a huge pile of letters lay there before him waiting to be signed.

There had been a lot in the interview to make Lord Fawn unhappy. First of all, that golden hope for the property’s future was gone. He had never really believed it, but a person can still hope even without faith. And he was sure that Lizzie would have to give up the diamonds—and in the end, she would. He hadn’t thought much about whether he would get any benefit from them himself, but he couldn't stop thinking about how tightly she was holding onto them. Mr. Camperdown's straightforward statement, which he took as gospel, directly contradicted Lizzie's story. Sir Florian definitely wouldn’t have given such valuable diamonds in that way. Sir Florian wouldn’t have ordered a separate iron safe for them so they could be kept secure in his wife's bedroom. Plus, she had gotten them appraised and clearly was always thinking about her treasure. It was fine for a careful, less wealthy peer to constantly worry about money, but Lord Fawn knew that a young woman like Lady Eustace should have other things on her mind. As he sat there signing letters at the India Board, taking breaks by standing up with his back to the fireplace after each batch, his mind was filled with all of this. He couldn’t quickly untangle the truth, but he could recognize it when it became clear. She was certainly greedy, deceitful, and dishonest. And—worse of all—she had dared to call him a lowlife to his face for not supporting her greed, lies, and dishonesty! Yet, he was engaged to marry her! Then he thought of Violet Effingham, whom he had loved, and a nagging fear washed over him that he might be hard and selfish. But what was he supposed to do? It was essential for the very foundation of his country’s system that there should be future Lord Fawns. There couldn’t be any future Lord Fawns unless he got married—and how could he marry without money? "A peasant can marry whoever he wants," Lord Fawn sighed, pressing his hand to his forehead and dropping one flap of his coat as he pondered his own significant and risky fate, standing with his back to the fireplace while a huge stack of letters lay before him waiting to be signed.

It was a Saturday evening, and as there was no House there was nothing to hurry him away from the office. He was the occupier for the time of a large, well-furnished official room, looking out into St. James's Park, and as he glanced round it he told himself that his own happiness must be there, and not in the domesticity of a quiet home. The House of Lords, out of which nobody could turn him, and official life,—as long as he could hold to it,—must be all in all to him. He had engaged himself to this woman, and he must—marry her. He did not think that he could now see any way of avoiding that event. Her income would supply the needs of her home, and then there might probably be a continuation of Lord Fawns. The world might have done better for him,—had he been able to find favour in Violet Effingham's sight. He was a man capable of love,—and very capable of constancy to a woman true to him. Then he wiped away a tear as he sat down to sign the huge batch of letters. As he read some special letter in which instructions were conveyed as to the insufficiency of the Sawab's claims, he thought of Frank Greystock's attack upon him, and of Frank Greystock's cousin. There had been a time in which he had feared that the two cousins would become man and wife. At this moment he uttered a malediction against the member for Bobsborough, which might perhaps have been spared had the member been now willing to take the lady off his hands. Then the door was opened, and the messenger told him that Mrs. Hittaway was in the waiting-room. Mrs. Hittaway was, of course, at once made welcome to the Under-Secretary's own apartment.

It was a Saturday evening, and without a session in the House, there was nothing pressing to pull him away from the office. He was currently occupying a large, well-furnished official room that overlooked St. James's Park, and as he took a look around, he reassured himself that his true happiness lay there, not in the comforts of a quiet home. The House of Lords, from which he could not be removed, and his official life—as long as he could cling to it—had to be everything to him. He was committed to this woman, and he had to marry her. He didn’t see any way to avoid that now. Her income would cover the needs of their home, and there might likely be a continuation of Lord Fawns. The world could have been kinder to him—had he managed to win Violet Effingham's favor. He was capable of love—and very capable of being loyal to a woman who was faithful to him. Then he wiped away a tear as he sat down to sign a large stack of letters. While reading a specific letter that detailed the inadequacy of the Sawab's claims, he thought about Frank Greystock's criticism of him and Frank Greystock's cousin. There had been a time when he feared the two cousins would become a couple. At that moment, he cursed the member for Bobsborough, which he might have refrained from had the member been willing to take the lady off his hands. Then the door opened, and the messenger informed him that Mrs. Hittaway was in the waiting room. Mrs. Hittaway was immediately welcomed into the Under-Secretary's office.

Mrs. Hittaway was a strong-minded woman,—the strongest-minded probably of the Fawn family,—but she had now come upon a task which taxed all her strength to the utmost. She had told her mother that she would tell "Frederic" what she thought about his proposed bride, and she had now come to carry out her threat. She had asked her brother to come and dine with her, but he had declined. His engagements hardly admitted of his dining with his relatives. She had called upon him at the rooms he occupied in Victoria Street,—but of course she had not found him. She could not very well go to his club;—so now she had hunted him down at his office. From the very commencement of the interview Mrs. Hittaway was strong-minded. She began the subject of the marriage, and did so without a word of congratulation. "Dear Frederic," she said, "you know that we have all got to look up to you."

Mrs. Hittaway was a determined woman—probably the strongest in the Fawn family—but she had now taken on a challenge that tested all her strength. She had told her mother that she would share her thoughts with "Frederic" about his future wife, and now she was going to follow through on that promise. She had invited her brother over for dinner, but he had turned her down. His schedule barely allowed him to have dinner with family. She had visited him at his place on Victoria Street—but of course, he wasn't there. She couldn't exactly go to his club; so now she had tracked him down at his office. From the very start of the meeting, Mrs. Hittaway was resolute. She brought up the topic of the marriage without any words of congratulations. "Dear Frederic," she said, "you know that we all have to look up to you."

"Well, Clara,—what does that mean?"

"Well, Clara, what does that mean?"

"It means this,—that you must bear with me, if I am more anxious as to your future career than another sister might be."

"It means this: you have to be patient with me if I care more about your future than another sister might."

"Now I know you are going to say something unpleasant."

"Now I know you're about to say something harsh."

"Yes, I am, Frederic. I have heard so many bad things about Lady Eustace!"

"Yes, I am, Frederic. I've heard so many negative things about Lady Eustace!"

The Under-Secretary sat silent for awhile in his great arm-chair. "What sort of evil things do you mean, Clara?" he asked at last. "Evil things are said of a great many people,—as you know. I am sure you would not wish to repeat slanders."

The Under-Secretary sat quietly for a bit in his big armchair. "What kind of bad things are you talking about, Clara?" he finally asked. "Lots of people have bad things said about them, as you know. I’m sure you wouldn’t want to spread rumors."

Mrs. Hittaway was not to be silenced after this fashion. "Not slanders, certainly, Frederic. But when I hear that you intend to raise this lady to the rank and position of your wife, then of course the truth or falsehood of these reports becomes a matter of great moment to us all. Don't you think you had better see Mr. Camperdown?"

Mrs. Hittaway was not going to be silenced like that. "Not slanders, for sure, Frederic. But when I hear that you plan to elevate this lady to the status of your wife, then the truth or falsehood of these rumors becomes very important to all of us. Don't you think you should talk to Mr. Camperdown?"

"I have seen him."

"I've seen him."

"And what does he say?"

"And what does he say?"

"What should he say? Lady Eustace has, I believe, made some mistake about the condition of her property, and people who have heard it have been good-natured enough to say that the error has been wilful. That is what I call slander, Clara."

"What should he say? Lady Eustace seems to have made some mistake about the state of her property, and those who have heard it have been nice enough to say that the error was intentional. I consider that slander, Clara."

"And have you heard about her jewels?" Mrs. Hittaway was alluding here to the report which had reached her as to Lizzie's debt to Harter and Benjamin when she married Sir Florian; but Lord Fawn of course thought of the diamond necklace.

"And have you heard about her jewels?" Mrs. Hittaway was referring to the news she received about Lizzie's debt to Harter and Benjamin when she married Sir Florian; but Lord Fawn, of course, thought about the diamond necklace.

"Yes;" said he, "I have heard all about them. Who told you?"

"Yeah," he said, "I've heard all about them. Who told you?"

"I have known it ever so long. Sir Florian never got over it." Lord Fawn was again in the dark, but he did not choose to commit himself by asking further questions. "And then her treatment of Lady Linlithgow, who was her only friend before she married, was something quite unnatural. Ask the dean's people what they think of her. I believe even they would tell you."

"I've known about it for a long time. Sir Florian never recovered from it." Lord Fawn was still confused, but he didn't want to dig deeper by asking more questions. "And the way she treated Lady Linlithgow, who was her only friend before she got married, was really strange. You should ask the dean's people what they think of her. I believe even they would have something to say."

"Frank Greystock desired to marry her himself."

"Frank Greystock wanted to marry her himself."

"Yes,—for her money, perhaps;—because he has not got a farthing in the world. Dear Frederic, I only wish to put you on your guard. Of course this is very unpleasant, and I shouldn't do it if I didn't think it my duty. I believe she is artful and very false. She certainly deceived Sir Florian Eustace about her debts;—and he never held up his head after he found out what she was. If she has told you falsehoods, of course you can break it off. Dear Frederic, I hope you won't be angry with me."

"Yes—for her money, probably—since he doesn’t have a penny to his name. Dear Frederic, I just want to warn you. I know this is really uncomfortable, and I wouldn’t say anything if I didn’t feel it was my responsibility. I truly believe she’s manipulative and dishonest. She definitely misled Sir Florian Eustace about her financial situation; he never recovered after he realized the truth about her. If she’s lied to you, you can definitely end things. Dear Frederic, I hope you won’t be upset with me."

"Is that all?" he asked.

"Is that it?" he asked.

"Yes;—that is all."

"Yes, that’s all."

"I'll bear it in mind," he said. "Of course it isn't very pleasant."

"I'll keep that in mind," he said. "It definitely isn't very pleasant."

"No;—I know it is not pleasant," said Mrs. Hittaway, rising, and taking her departure with an offer of affectionate sisterly greeting, which was not accepted with cordiality.

"No; I know it's not pleasant," said Mrs. Hittaway, standing up and leaving with a friendly sisterly greeting, which wasn’t received warmly.

It was very unpleasant. That very morning Lord Fawn had received letters from the Dean and the Bishop of Bobsborough congratulating him on his intended marriage,—both those worthy dignitaries of the Church having thought it expedient to verify Lizzie's statements. Lord Fawn was, therefore, well aware that Lady Eustace had published the engagement. It was known to everybody, and could not be broken off without public scandal.

It was really unpleasant. That morning, Lord Fawn had received letters from the Dean and the Bishop of Bobsborough congratulating him on his upcoming marriage—both those respected church leaders had decided to confirm Lizzie's claims. Lord Fawn was well aware that Lady Eustace had announced the engagement. Everyone knew about it, and it couldn't be called off without causing a public scandal.

 

 

CHAPTER XII

"I Only Thought of It"
 

There was great perturbation down at Fawn Court. On the day fixed, Monday, June 5, Lizzie arrived. Nothing further had been said by Lady Fawn to urge the invitation; but, in accordance with the arrangement already made, Lady Eustace, with her child, her nurse, and her own maid, was at Fawn Court by four o'clock. A very long letter had been received from Mrs. Hittaway that morning,—the writing of which must have seriously interfered with the tranquillity of her Sunday afternoon. Lord Fawn did not make his appearance at Richmond on the Saturday evening,—nor was he seen on the Sunday. That Sunday was, we may presume, chiefly devoted to reflection. He certainly did not call upon his future wife. His omission to do so no doubt increased Lizzie's urgency in the matter of her visit to Richmond. Frank Greystock had written to congratulate her. "Dear Frank," she had said in reply, "a woman situated as I am has so many things to think of. Lord Fawn's position will be of service to my child. Mind you come and see me at Fawn Court. I count so much on your friendship and assistance."

There was a lot of tension down at Fawn Court. On the scheduled day, Monday, June 5, Lizzie arrived. Lady Fawn hadn’t said anything further to push the invitation, but as planned, Lady Eustace, along with her child, nurse, and maid, was at Fawn Court by four o'clock. That morning, they received a very long letter from Mrs. Hittaway, which must have seriously disrupted her peaceful Sunday afternoon. Lord Fawn didn’t show up at Richmond on Saturday night, nor was he seen on Sunday. We can assume that Sunday was mostly spent in reflection. He definitely didn’t visit his future wife. His failure to do so probably increased Lizzie’s urgency about her trip to Richmond. Frank Greystock had written to congratulate her. “Dear Frank,” she replied, “a woman in my position has so many things to consider. Lord Fawn’s status will be beneficial for my child. You must come and see me at Fawn Court. I really depend on your friendship and support.”

Of course she was expected at Richmond,—although throughout the morning Lady Fawn had entertained almost a hope that she wouldn't come. "He was only lukewarm in defending her," Mrs. Hittaway had said in her letter, "and I still think that there may be an escape." Not even a note had come from Lord Fawn himself,—nor from Lady Eustace. Possibly something violent might have been done, and Lady Eustace would not appear. But Lady Eustace did appear,—and, after a fashion, was made welcome at Fawn Court.

Of course she was expected at Richmond, although throughout the morning Lady Fawn had almost hoped she wouldn’t show up. "He was only half-hearted in defending her," Mrs. Hittaway had written in her letter, "and I still believe there might be a way out." Not even a note had come from Lord Fawn himself—or from Lady Eustace. It was possible that something drastic had happened, and Lady Eustace wouldn’t come. But Lady Eustace did show up, and, in a way, was welcomed at Fawn Court.

The Fawn ladies were not good hypocrites. Lady Fawn had said almost nothing to her daughters of her visit to Mount Street, but Augusta had heard the discussion in Mrs. Hittaway's drawing-room as to the character of the future bride. The coming visit had been spoken of almost with awe, and there was a general conviction in the dovecote that an evil thing had fallen upon them. Consequently, their affection to the new-comer, though spoken in words, was not made evident by signs and manners. Lizzie herself took care that the position in which she was received should be sufficiently declared. "It seems so odd that I am to come among you as a sister," she said. The girls were forced to assent to the claim, but they assented coldly. "He has told me to attach myself especially to you," she whispered to Augusta. The unfortunate chosen one, who had but little strength of her own, accepted the position, and then, as the only means of escaping the embraces of her newly-found sister, pleaded the violence of a headache. "My mother!" said Lizzie to Lady Fawn. "Yes, my dear," said Lady Fawn. "One of the girls had perhaps better go up and show you your room." "I am very much afraid about it," said Lady Fawn to her daughter Amelia. Amelia replied only by shaking her head.

The Fawn ladies weren't very good at pretending. Lady Fawn had hardly mentioned her visit to Mount Street to her daughters, but Augusta overheard the conversations in Mrs. Hittaway's drawing-room about the future bride's character. The upcoming visit was discussed almost with reverence, and there was a shared belief among them that something bad was looming. As a result, their affection for the newcomer, while verbally expressed, wasn't shown through their actions or demeanor. Lizzie made sure it was clear how she was received. "It's so weird that I'm coming to be like a sister to you," she said. The girls had to agree with her, but they did so with indifference. "He told me to get especially close to you," she whispered to Augusta. The poor girl, who didn't have much confidence, accepted this role, and then, in order to avoid her new sister's hugs, claimed to have a terrible headache. "My mother!" Lizzie called to Lady Fawn. "Yes, my dear," Lady Fawn replied. "One of the girls might want to go up and show you your room." "I'm really worried about this," Lady Fawn said to her daughter Amelia. Amelia just shook her head in response.

On the Tuesday morning there came a note from Lord Fawn to his lady-love. Of course the letter was not shown, but Lizzie received it at the breakfast table, and read it with many little smiles and signs of satisfaction. And then she gave out various little statements as having been made in that letter. He says this, and he says that, and he is coming here, and going there, and he will do one thing, and he won't do the other. We have often seen young ladies crowing over their lovers' letters, and it was pleasant to see Lizzie crowing over hers. And yet there was but very little in the letter. Lord Fawn told her that what with the House and what with the Office, he could not get down to Richmond before Saturday; but that on Saturday he would come. Then he signed himself "yours affectionately, Fawn." Lizzie did her crowing very prettily. The outward show of it was there to perfection,—so that the Fawn girls really believed that their brother had written an affectionate lover's letter. Inwardly, Lizzie swore to herself, as she read the cold words with indignation, that the man should not escape her.

On Tuesday morning, Lord Fawn sent a note to his lady-love. Of course the letter wasn’t shown, but Lizzie received it at the breakfast table and read it with lots of little smiles and signs of satisfaction. Then she shared various little details from the letter. “He says this, and he says that, and he’s coming here, and going there, and he’ll do one thing and he won’t do the other.” We’ve often seen young women gloating over their lovers' letters, and it was nice to see Lizzie doing the same. Yet, there was hardly anything in the letter. Lord Fawn mentioned that between the House and the Office, he couldn’t make it to Richmond before Saturday; but he would be there on Saturday. He signed it "yours affectionately, Fawn." Lizzie gloating was quite charming. The display of it was just perfect, so much so that the Fawn girls genuinely believed their brother had written a heartfelt letter. Inside, Lizzie swore to herself, as she read the cold words with frustration, that he would not escape her.

The days went by very tediously. On the Wednesday and the Friday Lady Eustace made an excuse of going up to town, and insisted on taking the unfortunate Augusta with her. There was no real reason for these journeys to London,—unless that glance which on each occasion was given to the contents of the iron case was a real reason. The diamonds were safe, and Miss Macnulty was enjoying herself. On the Friday Lizzie proposed to Augusta that they should jointly make a raid upon the member of Her Majesty's Government at his office; but Augusta positively refused to take such a step. "I know he would be angry," pleaded Augusta. "Psha! who cares for his anger?" said Lizzie. But the visit was not made.

The days dragged on. On Wednesday and Friday, Lady Eustace came up with an excuse to head to the city, insisting on bringing the unfortunate Augusta along. There was really no valid reason for these trips to London—unless the glance given to the contents of the iron case each time counted as one. The diamonds were secure, and Miss Macnulty was having a good time. On Friday, Lizzie suggested to Augusta that they should team up to pay a visit to a member of Her Majesty's Government at his office, but Augusta firmly refused to go through with it. "I know he would be angry," Augusta pleaded. "Pshaw! Who cares about his anger?" Lizzie replied. Still, the visit didn't happen.

On the Saturday,—the Saturday which was to bring Lord Fawn down to dinner,—another most unexpected visitor made his appearance. At about three o'clock Frank Greystock was at Fawn Court. Now it was certainly understood that Mr. Greystock had been told not to come to Fawn Court as long as Lucy Morris was there. "Dear Mr. Greystock, I'm sure you will take what I say as I mean it," Lady Fawn had whispered to him. "You know how attached we all are to our dear little Lucy. Perhaps you know—." There had been more of it; but the meaning of it all was undoubtedly this,—that Frank was not to pay visits to Lucy Morris at Fawn Court. Now he had come to see his cousin Lizzie Eustace.

On Saturday—the Saturday when Lord Fawn was supposed to come for dinner—another unexpected visitor showed up. Around three o'clock, Frank Greystock arrived at Fawn Court. It was clearly understood that Mr. Greystock had been told not to visit Fawn Court as long as Lucy Morris was there. "Dear Mr. Greystock, I'm sure you'll take what I say the way I mean it," Lady Fawn had whispered to him. "You know how much we all care about our dear little Lucy. Perhaps you know—." There was more to it, but the point was clear—Frank was not supposed to visit Lucy Morris at Fawn Court. Now he had come to see his cousin Lizzie Eustace.

On this occasion Lady Fawn, with Amelia and two of the other girls, were out in the carriage. The unfortunate Augusta had been left at home with her bosom friend;—while Cecilia and Nina were supposed to be talking French with Lucy Morris. They were all out in the grounds, sitting upon the benches, and rambling among the shrubberies, when of a sudden Frank Greystock was in the midst of them. Lizzie's expression of joy at seeing her cousin was almost as great as though he had been in fact a brother. She ran up to him and grasped his hand, and hung on his arm, and looked up into his face, and then burst into tears. But the tears were not violent tears. There were just three sobs, and two bright eyes full of water, and a lace handkerchief,—and then a smile. "Oh, Frank," she said, "it does make one think so of old times!" Augusta had by this time been almost persuaded to believe in her,—though the belief by no means made the poor young woman happy. Frank thought that his cousin looked very well, and said something as to Lord Fawn being "the happiest fellow going." "I hope I shall make him happy," said Lizzie, clasping her hands together.

On this occasion, Lady Fawn, along with Amelia and two of the other girls, were out in the carriage. The unfortunate Augusta was left at home with her close friend, while Cecilia and Nina were supposed to be practicing French with Lucy Morris. They were all outside in the garden, sitting on the benches and wandering among the shrubs when suddenly Frank Greystock appeared among them. Lizzie’s joy at seeing her cousin was almost as if he were actually her brother. She ran up to him, took his hand, clung to his arm, looked up at his face, and then burst into tears. But the tears weren’t over the top; just three sobs, two bright eyes full of water, a lace handkerchief, and then a smile. “Oh, Frank,” she said, “this really brings back memories of old times!” By this point, Augusta had almost been convinced to believe in her, although that belief didn’t make the poor young woman happy at all. Frank thought his cousin looked great and mentioned something about Lord Fawn being “the happiest guy around.” “I hope I can make him happy,” Lizzie said, folding her hands together.

Lucy meanwhile was standing in the circle with the others. It never occurred to her that it was her duty to run away from the man she loved. She had shaken hands with him, and felt something of affection in his pressure. She did believe that his visit was made entirely to his cousin, and had no idea at the moment of disobeying Lady Fawn. During the last few days she had been thrown very much with her old friend Lizzie, and had been treated by the future peeress with many signs of almost sisterly affection. "Dear Lucy," Lizzie had said, "you can understand me. These people,—oh, they are so good, but they can't understand me." Lucy had expressed a hope that Lord Fawn understood her. "Oh, Lord Fawn,—well; yes; perhaps;—I don't know. It so often happens that one's husband is the last person to understand one."

Lucy was standing in the circle with the others. It never crossed her mind that she should run away from the man she loved. She had shaken hands with him and felt a sense of affection in his grip. She believed that his visit was solely for his cousin and had no idea at that moment that she was disobeying Lady Fawn. Over the past few days, she had spent a lot of time with her old friend Lizzie, who had shown her many signs of almost sisterly affection. "Dear Lucy," Lizzie had said, "you can understand me. These people—oh, they're so nice, but they can't really get me." Lucy had hoped that Lord Fawn understood her. "Oh, Lord Fawn—well, yes, maybe—I don't know. It often happens that your husband is the last person to understand you."

"If I thought so, I wouldn't marry him," said Lucy.

"If I thought that, I wouldn't marry him," Lucy said.

"Frank Greystock will understand you," said Lizzie. It was indeed true that Lucy did understand something of her wealthy friend's character, and was almost ashamed of the friendship. With Lizzie Greystock she had never sympathised, and Lizzie Eustace had always been distasteful to her. She already felt that the less she should see of Lizzie Fawn the better she should like it.

"Frank Greystock will get you," said Lizzie. It was true that Lucy did understand something about her rich friend’s character and felt a bit embarrassed about the friendship. She had never really connected with Lizzie Greystock, and Lizzie Eustace had always rubbed her the wrong way. She already sensed that the less she saw of Lizzie Fawn, the happier she would be.

Before an hour was over, Frank Greystock was walking round the shrubberies with Lucy,—and was walking with Lucy alone. It was undoubtedly the fact that Lady Eustace had contrived that it should be so. The unfitness of the thing recommended it to her. Frank could hardly marry a wife without a shilling. Lucy would certainly not think at all of shillings. Frank,—as Lizzie knew,—had been almost at her feet within the last fortnight, and might, in some possible emergency, be there again. In the midst of such circumstances nothing could be better than that Frank and Lucy should be thrown together. Lizzie regarded all this as romance. Poor Lady Fawn, had she known it all, would have called it diabolical wickedness and inhuman cruelty.

Before an hour had passed, Frank Greystock was walking around the gardens with Lucy—and he was walking with Lucy alone. It was definitely true that Lady Eustace had orchestrated it that way. The inappropriateness of the situation made it appealing to her. Frank could hardly marry someone without any money. Lucy, on the other hand, wouldn’t care about money at all. Frank— as Lizzie knew—had been pretty much at her feet in the past two weeks and might find himself there again in some future situation. In light of these circumstances, nothing could be better than for Frank and Lucy to be together. Lizzie saw all of this as romance. Poor Lady Fawn, had she known everything, would have called it outright evil and cruel.

"Well, Lucy;—what do you think of it?" Frank Greystock said to her.

"Well, Lucy—what do you think?" Frank Greystock asked her.

"Think of what, Mr. Greystock?"

"Think about what, Mr. Greystock?"

"You know what I mean;—this marriage?"

"You know what I mean about this marriage?"

"How should I be able to think? I have never seen them together. I suppose Lord Fawn isn't very rich. She is rich. And then she is very beautiful. Don't you think her very beautiful?"

"How am I supposed to think? I've never seen them together. I guess Lord Fawn isn't that rich. She is wealthy. Plus, she's really beautiful. Don’t you think she’s really beautiful?"

"Sometimes exquisitely lovely."

"Sometimes beautifully lovely."

"Everybody says so;—and I am sure it is the fact. Do you know;—but perhaps you'll think I am envious."

"Everyone says that, and I'm sure it's true. Do you know? But maybe you'll think I'm just being jealous."

"If I thought you envious of Lizzie, I should have to think you very foolish at the same time."

"If I thought you were jealous of Lizzie, I would also have to think you were very foolish."

"I don't know what that means;"—she did know well enough what it meant;—"but sometimes to me she is almost frightful to look at."

"I don't know what that means,"—she did know well enough what it meant;—"but sometimes to me she is almost terrifying to look at."

"In what way?"

"How so?"

"Oh, I can't tell you. She looks like a beautiful animal that you are afraid to caress for fear it should bite you;—an animal that would be beautiful if its eyes were not so restless, and its teeth so sharp and so white."

"Oh, I can't explain it. She looks like a stunning creature that you're scared to touch because you think it might bite you;—a creature that would be gorgeous if its eyes weren't so restless and its teeth weren't so sharp and so white."

"How very odd."

"That's so strange."

"Why odd, Mr. Greystock?"

"Why unusual, Mr. Greystock?"

"Because I feel exactly in the same way about her. I am not in the least afraid that she'll bite me; and as for caressing the animal,—that kind of caressing which you mean,—it seems to me to be just what she's made for. But, I do feel sometimes, that she is like a cat."

"Because I feel the same way about her. I’m not the least bit worried that she’ll bite me; and as for petting the animal—the kind of petting you mean—it seems to me that’s exactly what she’s meant for. But sometimes, I do feel like she’s kind of like a cat."

"Something not quite so tame as a cat," said Lucy.

"Something a bit wilder than a cat," Lucy said.

"Nevertheless she is very lovely,—and very clever. Sometimes I think her the most beautiful woman I ever saw in the world."

"Still, she is really lovely—and very smart. Sometimes I think she’s the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen in the world."

"Do you, indeed?"

"Really, do you?"

"She will be immensely run after as Lady Fawn. When she pleases she can make her own house quite charming. I never knew a woman who could say pretty things to so many people at once."

"She will be highly sought after as Lady Fawn. Whenever she wants, she can make her home very inviting. I've never met a woman who can say nice things to so many people at the same time."

"You are making her out to be a paragon of perfection, Mr. Greystock."

"You’re making her look like a perfect role model, Mr. Greystock."

"And when you add to all the rest that she has four thousand a year, you must admit that Lord Fawn is a lucky man."

"And when you consider that she has an income of four thousand a year, you have to agree that Lord Fawn is a lucky guy."

"I have said nothing against it."

"I haven't said anything against it."

"Four thousand a year is a very great consideration, Lucy." Lucy for a while said nothing. She was making up her mind that she would say nothing;—that she would make no reply indicative of any feeling on her part. But she was not sufficiently strong to keep her resolution. "I wonder, Mr. Greystock," she said, "that you did not attempt to win the great prize yourself. Cousins do marry."

"Four thousand a year is a really big deal, Lucy." Lucy was silent for a moment. She was deciding that she wouldn’t say anything; that she wouldn’t respond in a way that showed any feelings on her part. But she wasn’t strong enough to stick to her decision. "I wonder, Mr. Greystock," she said, "why you didn’t try to win the big prize for yourself. Cousins do marry."

He had thought of attempting it, and at this moment he would not lie to her. "The cousinship had nothing to do with it," he said.

He had considered trying it, and right now he wouldn't lie to her. "The family connection had nothing to do with it," he said.

"Perhaps you did think of it."

"Maybe you did think about it."

"I did, Lucy. Yes, I did. Thank God, I only thought of it." She could not refrain herself from looking up into his face and clasping her hands together. A woman never so dearly loves a man as when he confesses that he has been on the brink of a great crime,—but has refrained, and has not committed it. "I did think of it. I am not telling you that she would have taken me. I have no reason whatever for thinking so."

"I did, Lucy. Yes, I did. Thank God, it was just a thought." She couldn't help but look up into his face and clasp her hands together. A woman never loves a man more dearly than when he admits he was about to commit a serious crime—but held back and didn't go through with it. "I did think about it. I'm not saying she would have accepted me. I have no reason to believe that."

"I am sure she would," said Lucy, who did not in the least know what words she was uttering.

"I’m sure she would," said Lucy, who had no idea what she was saying.

"It would have been simply for her money,—her money and her beauty. It would not have been because I love her."

"It would have just been for her money—her money and her looks. It wouldn’t have been because I love her."

"Never—never ask a girl to marry you, unless you love her, Mr. Greystock."

"Never—never ask a girl to marry you unless you genuinely love her, Mr. Greystock."

"Then there is only one that I can ever ask," said he. There was nothing of course that she could say to this. If he did not choose to go further, she was not bound to understand him. But would he go further? She felt at the moment that an open declaration of his love to herself would make her happy for ever, even though it should be accompanied by an assurance that he could not marry her. If they only knew each other,—that it was so between them,—that, she thought, would be enough for her. And as for him—if a woman could bear such a position, surely he might bear it. "Do you know who that one is?" he asked.

"Then there's only one thing I can ask," he said. There was really nothing she could say in response. If he didn’t want to share more, she wasn’t obligated to understand him. But would he share more? At that moment, she felt that an open declaration of his love for her would make her happy forever, even if it came with the assurance that he couldn't marry her. If they just knew each other—that it was like that between them—that, she thought, would be enough for her. And as for him—if a woman could handle such a situation, surely he could too. "Do you know who that one is?" he asked.

"No," she said,—shaking her head.

"No," she said, shaking her head.

"Lucy, is that true?"

"Lucy, is that real?"

"What does it matter?"

"What's the point?"

"Lucy;—look at me, Lucy," and he put his hand upon her arm.

"Lucy, look at me," he said, placing his hand on her arm.

"No,—no,—no!" she said.

"No, no, no!" she said.

"I love you so well, Lucy, that I never can love another. I have thought of many women, but could never even think of one, as a woman to love, except you. I have sometimes fancied I could marry for money and position,—to help myself on in the world by means of a wife,—but when my mind has run away with me, to revel amidst ideas of feminine sweetness, you have always—always been the heroine of the tale, as the mistress of the happy castle in the air."

"I love you so much, Lucy, that I can never love anyone else. I've considered many women, but I can't truly imagine loving anyone but you. Sometimes I've thought about marrying for money and status—to advance in life through a wife—but whenever my thoughts wander into dreams of sweetness and romance, you have always been the main character in my fantasy, the queen of my dream world."

"Have I?" she asked.

"Have I?" she asked.

"Always,—always. As regards this,"—and he struck himself on the breast,—"no man was ever more constant. Though I don't think much of myself as a man, I know a woman when I see her." But he did not ask her to be his wife;—nor did he wait at Fawn Court till Lady Fawn had come back with the carriage.

"Always—always. As for this,"—and he hit his chest,—"no man has ever been more loyal. Even though I don't think much of myself as a man, I recognize a woman when I see one." But he didn't ask her to marry him;—nor did he stick around Fawn Court until Lady Fawn came back with the car.

 

 

CHAPTER XIII

Showing What Frank Greystock Did
 

Frank Greystock escaped from the dovecote before Lady Fawn had returned. He had not made his visit to Richmond with any purpose of seeing Lucy Morris, or of saying to her when he did see her anything special,—of saying anything that should, or anything that should not, have been said. He had gone there, in truth, simply because his cousin had asked him, and because it was almost a duty on his part to see his cousin on the momentous occasion of this new engagement. But he had declared to himself that old Lady Fawn was a fool, and that to see Lucy again would be very pleasant. "See her;—of course I'll see her," he had said. "Why should I be prevented from seeing her?" Now he had seen her, and as he returned by the train to London, he acknowledged to himself that it was no longer in his power to promote his fortune by marriage. He had at last said that to Lucy which made it impossible for him to offer his hand to any other woman. He had not, in truth, asked her to be his wife; but he had told her that he loved her, and could never love any other woman. He had asked for no answer to this assurance, and then he had left her.

Frank Greystock left the dovecote before Lady Fawn got back. He hadn’t gone to Richmond with any intention of seeing Lucy Morris, or of saying anything special to her when he did see her—nothing that should have been said or shouldn’t have been said. Honestly, he had gone there just because his cousin had asked him to, and it felt like a duty to support his cousin during this important moment of his new engagement. But he had told himself that old Lady Fawn was foolish, and that seeing Lucy again would be really nice. "Of course I'll see her; why should I not see her?" he had thought. Now that he had seen her, as he took the train back to London, he realized that it was no longer possible for him to advance his future through marriage. He had finally confessed to Lucy something that made it impossible for him to offer himself to any other woman. In truth, he hadn’t asked her to marry him; but he had told her that he loved her and could never love anyone else. He hadn’t expected any response to this declaration, and then he had walked away.

In the course of that afternoon he did question himself as to his conduct to this girl, and subjected himself to some of the rigours of a cross-examination. He was not a man who could think of a girl as the one human being whom he loved above all others, and yet look forward with equanimity to the idea of doing her an injury. He could understand that a man unable to marry should be reticent as to his feelings,—supposing him to have been weak enough to have succumbed to a passion which could only mar his own prospects. He was frank enough in owning to himself that he had been thus weak. The weakness had come upon himself early in life,—and was there, an established fact. The girl was to him unlike any other girl;—or any man. There was to him a sweetness in her companionship which he could not analyse. She was not beautiful. She had none of the charms of fashion. He had never seen her well-dressed,—according to the ideas of dress which he found to be prevailing in the world. She was a little thing, who, as a man's wife, could attract no attention by figure, form, or outward manner,—one who had quietly submitted herself to the position of a governess, and who did not seem to think that in doing so she obtained less than her due. But yet he knew her to be better than all the rest. For him, at any rate, she was better than all the rest. Her little hand was cool and sweet to him. Sometimes when he was heated and hard at work, he would fancy how it would be with him if she were by him, and would lay it on his brow. There was a sparkle in her eye that had to him more of sympathy in it than could be conveyed by all the other eyes in the world. There was an expression in her mouth when she smiled, which was more eloquent to him than any sound. There were a reality and a truth about her which came home to him, and made themselves known to him as firm rocks which could not be shaken. He had never declared to himself that deceit or hypocrisy in a woman was especially abominable. As a rule he looked for it in women, and would say that some amount of affectation was necessary to a woman's character. He knew that his cousin Lizzie was a little liar,—that she was, as Lucy had said, a pretty animal that would turn and bite;—and yet he liked his cousin Lizzie. He did not want women to be perfect,—so he would say. But Lucy Morris, in his eyes, was perfect; and when he told her that she was ever the queen who reigned in those castles in the air which he built,—as others build them, he told her no more than the truth.

During that afternoon, he questioned his behavior toward the girl and put himself through a tough self-assessment. He wasn't the type of guy who could see a girl as the one person he loved more than anyone else and yet calmly consider hurting her. He could understand why a man who couldn't marry would be hesitant about his feelings, especially if he was foolish enough to give in to a passion that could ruin his own future. He was honest with himself about his weakness in this regard. This weakness had hit him early in life and was now a clear reality. The girl was different from any other girl—or any man. There was something sweet about being with her that he couldn't explain. She wasn't beautiful and didn't have the trendy charms he saw in others. He had never seen her dressed well by the standards of fashion. She was tiny, and as a man's wife, she wouldn't attract attention for her looks or personality—she had quietly taken on the role of a governess and didn't seem to think she deserved any less. But he recognized she was better than all the others. For him, at least, she was better than anyone else. Her small hand felt cool and comforting to him. Sometimes, when he was hot and focused on work, he would imagine how nice it would be if she were there to lay her hand on his forehead. There was a sparkle in her eye that conveyed more sympathy than he could find in all other eyes combined. The way she smiled held more meaning for him than any words. There was a reality and truth about her that felt solid and unshakeable. He had never claimed that dishonesty or pretense in women was particularly terrible. Generally, he expected to find it in women and would argue that some level of affectation was essential to a woman's character. He knew his cousin Lizzie was a bit of a liar—that she was, as Lucy described, a pretty creature who could turn and bite—but he still liked his cousin Lizzie. He didn't need women to be perfect—at least, that's what he would say. But to him, Lucy Morris was perfect, and when he told her she was always the queen ruling in the castles of dreams he built—just like everyone else does—he was telling her nothing but the truth.

He had fallen into these feelings and could not now avoid them, or be quit of them;—but he could have been silent respecting them. He knew that in former days, down at Bobsborough, he had not been altogether silent. When he had first seen her at Fawn Court he had not been altogether silent. But he had been warned away from Fawn Court, and in that very warning there was conveyed, as it were, an absolution from the effect of words hitherto spoken. Though he had called Lady Fawn an old fool, he had known that it was so,—had, after a fashion, perceived her wisdom,—and had regarded himself as a man free to decide, without disgrace, that he might abandon ideas of ecstatic love and look out for a rich wife. Presuming himself to be reticent for the future in reference to his darling Lucy, he might do as he pleased with himself. Thus there had come a moment in which he had determined that he would ask his rich cousin to marry him. In that little project he had been interrupted, and the reader knows what had come of it. Lord Fawn's success had not in the least annoyed him. He had only half resolved in regard to his cousin. She was very beautiful no doubt, and there was her income;—but he also knew that those teeth would bite and that those claws would scratch. But Lord Fawn's success had given a turn to his thoughts, and had made him think, for a moment, that if a man loved, he should be true to his love. The reader also knows what had come of that,—how at last he had not been reticent. He had not asked Lucy to be his wife; but he had said that which made it impossible that he should marry any other woman without dishonour.

He had fallen into these feelings and couldn't avoid them now, nor shake them off;—but he could have kept quiet about them. He remembered that in the past, back in Bobsborough, he hadn’t been entirely silent. When he had first seen her at Fawn Court, he had definitely not held back. But he had been warned away from Fawn Court, and within that very warning was, in a way, an absolution from the impact of words spoken before. Even though he had called Lady Fawn an old fool, he knew that was true—he had, in a way, recognized her wisdom—and had considered himself free to decide, without shame, that he could give up on ideas of passionate love and look for a wealthy wife instead. Thinking he could be discreet in the future regarding his beloved Lucy, he felt he could do as he liked. Thus, there came a moment when he decided he would ask his rich cousin to marry him. He was interrupted in that little plan, and the reader knows what happened next. Lord Fawn's success hadn't bothered him at all. He had only half made up his mind about his cousin. She was undeniably beautiful, and her income was appealing;—but he also knew that her teeth could bite and her claws could scratch. However, Lord Fawn's success had shifted his thoughts and made him consider, for a moment, that if a man loves, he should be true to that love. The reader also knows what resulted from that,—how in the end he had not been discreet. He hadn’t asked Lucy to be his wife, but he had said something that made it impossible for him to marry any other woman without dishonor.

As he thought of what he had done himself, he tried to remember whether Lucy had said a word expressive of affection for himself. She had in truth spoken very few words, and he could remember almost every one of them. "Have I?"—she had asked, when he told her that she had ever been the princess reigning in his castles. And there had been a joy in the question which she had not attempted to conceal. She had hesitated not at all. She had not told him that she loved him. But there had been something sweeter than such protestation in the question she had asked him. "Is it indeed true," she had said, "that I have been placed there where all my joy and all my glory lies?" It was not in her to tell a lie to him, even by a tone. She had intended to say nothing of her love, but he knew that it had all been told. "Have I?"—he repeated the words to himself a dozen times, and as he did so, he could hear her voice. Certainly there never was a voice that brought home to the hearer so strong a sense of its own truth!

As he reflected on his actions, he tried to remember if Lucy had ever expressed any affection for him. In reality, she had said very few words, and he could recall almost all of them. "Have I?"—she had asked when he told her that she had always been the princess ruling in his castles. There was an unmistakable joy in the question that she didn't try to hide. She had hesitated not at all. She hadn't told him that she loved him, but there was something even sweeter than such a declaration in the question she had posed. "Is it really true," she had said, "that I've been placed where all my joy and glory lie?" It wasn’t in her nature to lie to him, even with her tone. She had no intention of revealing her love, but he understood that everything had already been said. "Have I?"—he repeated the words to himself a dozen times, and with each repetition, he could hear her voice. There truly was no voice that conveyed such a strong sense of truth to the listener!

Why should he not at once make up his mind to marry her? He could do it. There was no doubt of that. It was possible for him to alter the whole manner of his life, to give up his clubs,—to give up even Parliament, if the need to do so was there,—and to live as a married man on the earnings of his profession. There was no need why he should regard himself as a poor man. Two things, no doubt, were against his regarding himself as a rich man. Ever since he had commenced life in London he had been more or less in debt; and then, unfortunately, he had acquired a seat in Parliament at a period of his career in which the dangers of such a position were greater than the advantages. Nevertheless he could earn an income on which he and his wife, were he to marry, could live in all comfort; and as to his debts, if he would set his shoulder to the work they might be paid off in a twelvemonth. There was nothing in the prospect which would frighten Lucy, though there might be a question whether he possessed the courage needed for so violent a change.

Why shouldn’t he just decide to marry her? He could definitely do it. There was no doubt about that. He could completely change his way of life, give up his clubs—even give up Parliament if it came to that—and live as a married man on the income from his job. He didn’t need to see himself as a poor man. Two things, of course, made it hard for him to think of himself as rich. Ever since he started his life in London, he had been somewhat in debt; and unfortunately, he had gotten a seat in Parliament at a time when the risks of that role outweighed the benefits. Still, he could earn enough to live comfortably with his future wife if he married. And regarding his debts, if he worked at it, they could be paid off within a year. There was nothing in that future that would scare Lucy, although there was a question of whether he had the courage needed for such a big change.

He had chambers in the Temple; he lived in rooms which he hired from month to month in one of the big hotels at the West End; and he dined at his club, or at the House, when he was not dining with a friend. It was an expensive and a luxurious mode of life,—and one from the effects of which a man is prone to drift very quickly into selfishness. He was by no means given to drinking,—but he was already learning to like good wine. Small economies in reference to cab-hire, gloves, umbrellas, and railway fares were unknown to him. Sixpences and shillings were things with which, in his mind, it was grievous to have to burden the thoughts. The Greystocks had all lived after that fashion. Even the dean himself was not free from the charge of extravagance. All this Frank knew, and he did not hesitate to tell himself, that he must make a great change if he meant to marry Lucy Morris. And he was wise enough to know that the change would become more difficult every day that it was postponed. Hitherto the question had been an open question with him. Could it now be an open question any longer? As a man of honour, was he not bound to share his lot with Lucy Morris?

He had an office in the Temple; he lived in rooms he rented month to month at one of the big hotels in the West End, and he dined at his club or at the House unless he was dining with a friend. It was an expensive and luxurious lifestyle, one that can quickly lead a person to become selfish. He wasn't really a big drinker, but he was starting to appreciate good wine. He had no concept of saving on taxi fares, gloves, umbrellas, or train tickets. The idea of worrying about sixpences and shillings seemed burdensome to him. The Greystocks all lived like this. Even the dean was guilty of being extravagant. Frank was aware of all this, and he didn't hesitate to remind himself that he needed to make a significant change if he wanted to marry Lucy Morris. And he was smart enough to realize that the longer he waited to make that change, the harder it would be. Until now, the question had been open for him. Could it still be an open question? As a man of honor, wasn't he obligated to share his life with Lucy Morris?

That evening,—that Saturday evening,—it so happened that he met John Eustace at a club to which they both belonged, and they dined together. They had long known each other, and had been thrown into closer intimacy by the marriage between Sir Florian and Lizzie. John Eustace had never been fond of Lizzie, and now, in truth, liked her less than ever; but he did like Lizzie's cousin, and felt that possibly Frank might be of use to him in the growing difficulty of managing the heir's property and looking after the heir's interests. "You've let the widow slip through your fingers," he said to Frank, as they sat together at the table.

That evening—Saturday evening—it just so happened that he ran into John Eustace at a club they both went to, and they had dinner together. They had known each other for a long time and had gotten closer because of Sir Florian's marriage to Lizzie. John Eustace had never been a fan of Lizzie, and honestly, he liked her even less now; however, he did like Lizzie's cousin and thought that maybe Frank could help him deal with the growing challenges of managing the heir's property and looking after the heir's interests. "You've let the widow slip through your fingers," he said to Frank as they sat at the table.

"I told you Lord Fawn was to be the lucky man," said Frank.

"I told you Lord Fawn was going to be the lucky guy," said Frank.

"I know you did. I hadn't seen it. I can only say I wish it had been the other way."

"I know you did. I hadn't seen it. All I can say is that I wish it had been the other way."

"Why so? Fawn isn't a bad fellow."

"Why is that? Fawn isn't a bad guy."

"No;—not exactly a bad fellow. He isn't, you know, what I call a good fellow. In the first place, he is marrying her altogether for her money."

"No; not exactly a bad guy. He isn't, you know, what I consider a good guy. First of all, he's marrying her just for her money."

"Which is just what you advised me to do."

"That's exactly what you told me to do."

"I thought you really liked her. And then Fawn will be always afraid of her,—and won't be in the least afraid of us. We shall have to fight him, and he won't fight her. He's a cantankerous fellow,—is Fawn,—when he's not afraid of his adversary."

"I thought you actually liked her. And then Fawn will always be scared of her—and won't be the least bit scared of us. We'll have to go up against him, and he won't go up against her. He's a difficult guy—Fawn is—when he's not scared of his opponent."

"But why should there be any fighting?"

"But why should there be any fighting?"

Eustace paused a minute, and rubbed his face and considered the matter before he answered. "She is troublesome, you know," he said.

Eustace took a moment, rubbed his face, and thought about it before he replied. "She's a handful, you know," he said.

"What; Lizzie?"

"What is it, Lizzie?"

"Yes;—and I begin to be afraid she'll give us as much as we know how to do. I was with Camperdown to-day. I'm blessed if she hasn't begun to cut down a whole side of a forest at Portray. She has no more right to touch the timber, except for repairs about the place, than you have."

"Yeah;—and I'm starting to worry she'll outdo us. I was with Camperdown today. Honestly, she's started to chop down an entire side of a forest at Portray. She has just as much right to touch the timber, except for repairs around the place, as you do."

"And if she lives for fifty years," asked Greystock, "is none to be cut?"

"And if she lives for fifty years," Greystock asked, "is no one going to be cut?"

"Yes;—by consent. Of course the regular cutting for the year is done, year by year. That's as regular as the rents, and the produce is sold by the acre. But she is marking the old oaks. What the deuce can she want money for?"

"Yeah;—by agreement. Of course the usual cutting for the year is done, year after year. That's as routine as the rents, and the crops are sold by the acre. But she's marking the old oaks. What on earth does she need money for?"

"Fawn will put all that right."

"Fawn will fix everything."

"He'll have to do it," said Eustace. "Since she has been down with the old Lady Fawn, she has written a note to Camperdown,—after leaving all his letters unanswered for the last twelvemonth,—to tell him that Lord Fawn is to have nothing to do with her property, and that certain people, called Mowbray and Mopus, are her lawyers. Camperdown is in an awful way about it."

"He'll have to take care of it," Eustace said. "Since she’s been with the old Lady Fawn, she wrote a note to Camperdown—after ignoring all his letters for the past year—to let him know that Lord Fawn won’t have anything to do with her property and that a couple of people, Mowbray and Mopus, are her lawyers. Camperdown is really stressed about it."

"Lord Fawn will put it all right," said Frank.

"Lord Fawn will fix everything," said Frank.

"Camperdown is afraid that he won't. They've met twice since the engagement was made, and Camperdown says that, at the last meeting, Fawn gave himself airs, or was, at any rate, unpleasant. There were words about those diamonds."

"Camperdown is worried that he won't. They've met twice since the engagement was announced, and Camperdown says that, at the last meeting, Fawn acted pretentious or was, at least, rude. There were comments about those diamonds."

"You don't mean to say that Lord Fawn wants to keep your brother's family jewels?"

"You can't be serious that Lord Fawn wants to keep your brother's family jewels?"

"Camperdown didn't say that exactly;—but Fawn made no offer of giving them up. I wasn't there, and only heard what Camperdown told me. Camperdown thinks he's afraid of her."

"Camperdown didn't say that exactly;—but Fawn didn't offer to let them go. I wasn't there, and I only heard what Camperdown told me. Camperdown thinks he's scared of her."

"I shouldn't wonder at that in the least," said Frank.

"I wouldn't be surprised by that at all," said Frank.

"I know there'll be trouble," continued Eustace, "and Fawn won't be able to help us through it. She's a strong-willed, cunning, obstinate, clever little creature. Camperdown swears he'll be too many for her, but I almost doubt it."

"I know we’re going to have problems," Eustace continued, "and Fawn won’t be able to get us out of it. She’s a strong-willed, clever, stubborn little creature. Camperdown insists he’ll be too much for her, but I'm not so sure."

"And therefore you wish I were going to marry her?"

"And so you want me to marry her?"

"Yes, I do. You might manage her. The money comes from the Eustace property, and I'd sooner it should go to you than a half-hearted, numb-fingered, cold-blooded Whig, like Fawn."

"Yes, I do. You might be able to handle her. The money comes from the Eustace property, and I'd prefer it go to you than to a half-hearted, numb-fingered, cold-blooded Whig like Fawn."

"I don't like cunning women," said Frank.

"I don't like crafty women," said Frank.

"As bargains go, it wouldn't be a bad one," said Eustace. "She's very young, has a noble jointure, and is as handsome as she can stand. It's too good a thing for Fawn;—too good for any Whig."

"As bargains go, it wouldn't be a bad deal," said Eustace. "She's very young, has a generous dowry, and is as beautiful as can be. It's too good for Fawn;—too good for any Whig."

When Eustace left him, Greystock lit his cigar and walked with it in his mouth from Pall Mall to the Temple. He often worked there at night when he was not bound to be in the House, or when the House was not sitting,—and he was now intent on mastering the mysteries of some much-complicated legal case which had been confided to him, in order that he might present it to a jury enveloped in increased mystery. But, as he went, he thought rather of matrimony than of law;—and he thought especially of matrimony as it was about to affect Lord Fawn. Could a man be justified in marrying for money, or have rational ground for expecting that he might make himself happy by doing so? He kept muttering to himself as he went, the Quaker's advice to the old farmer, "Doan't thou marry for munny, but goa where munny is!" But he muttered it as condemning the advice rather than accepting it.

When Eustace left, Greystock lit his cigar and walked with it in his mouth from Pall Mall to the Temple. He often worked there at night when he didn’t have to be at the House, or when the House wasn’t in session—and he was currently focused on getting to grips with the complexities of a complicated legal case that had been entrusted to him, so he could present it to a jury surrounded by even more mystery. However, as he walked, he found himself thinking more about marriage than law;—specifically about how marriage was about to impact Lord Fawn. Could a man really justify marrying for money, or have any reasonable expectation that it might make him happy? He kept muttering to himself as he walked, the Quaker's advice to the old farmer, "Don't marry for money, but go where the money is!" But he muttered it as if he were criticizing the advice rather than agreeing with it.

He could look out and see two altogether different kinds of life before him, both of which had their allurements. There was the Belgravia-cum-Pimlico life, the scene of which might extend itself to South Kensington, enveloping the parks and coming round over Park Lane, and through Grosvenor Square and Berkeley Square back to Piccadilly. Within this he might live with lords and countesses and rich folk generally, going out to the very best dinner-parties, avoiding stupid people, having everything the world could give, except a wife and family and home of his own. All this he could achieve by the work which would certainly fall in his way, and by means of that position in the world which he had already attained by his wits. And the wife, with the family and house of his own, might be forthcoming, should it ever come in his way to form an attachment with a wealthy woman. He knew how dangerous were the charms of such a life as this to a man growing old among the flesh-pots, without any one to depend upon him. He had seen what becomes of the man who is always dining out at sixty. But he might avoid that. "Doan't thou marry for munny, but goa where munny is." And then there was that other outlook, the scene of which was laid somewhere north of Oxford Street, and the glory of which consisted in Lucy's smile, and Lucy's hand, and Lucy's kiss, as he returned home weary from his work.

He could look out and see two completely different kinds of life in front of him, each with its own appeal. There was the Belgravia-and-Pimlico lifestyle, stretching out to South Kensington, surrounding the parks and wrapping around Park Lane, through Grosvenor Square and Berkeley Square back to Piccadilly. In this world, he could socialize with lords and countesses and generally wealthy people, attending the best dinner parties, steering clear of dull company, enjoying everything life had to offer—except a wife, kids, and a home of his own. He could achieve all this through the work that would surely come his way, thanks to the status he had already gained through his intelligence. And a wife, along with a family and a house, might happen if he ever formed a connection with a wealthy woman. He was aware of how seductive such a lifestyle could be for a man getting older among comfort, without anyone depending on him. He had seen what happens to men who are always dining out at sixty. But he could steer clear of that. "Don't marry for money, but go where money is." Then there was the other possibility, set somewhere north of Oxford Street, where the real glory lay in Lucy's smile, Lucy's hand, and Lucy's kiss as he returned home tired from work.

There are many men, and some women, who pass their lives without knowing what it is to be or to have been in love. They not improbably marry,—the men do, at least,—and make good average husbands. Their wives are useful to them, and they learn to feel that a woman, being a wife, is entitled to all the respect, protection, and honour which a man can give, or procure for her. Such men, no doubt, often live honest lives, are good Christians, and depart hence with hopes as justifiable as though they had loved as well as Romeo. But yet, as men, they have lacked a something, the want of which has made them small and poor and dry. It has never been felt by such a one that there would be triumph in giving away everything belonging to him for one little whispered, yielding word, in which there should be acknowledgment that he had succeeded in making himself master of a human heart. And there are other men,—very many men,—who have felt this love, and have resisted it, feeling it to be unfit that Love should be Lord of all. Frank Greystock had told himself, a score of times, that it would be unbecoming in him to allow a passion to obtain such mastery of him as to interfere with his ambition. Could it be right that he who, as a young man, had already done so much, who might possibly have before him so high and great a career, should miss that, because he could not resist a feeling which a little chit of a girl had created in his bosom,—a girl without money, without position, without even beauty; a girl as to whom, were he to marry her, the world would say, "Oh, heaven!—there has Frank Greystock gone and married a little governess out of old Lady Fawn's nursery!" And yet he loved her with all his heart, and to-day he had told her of his love. What should he do next?

There are many men, and some women, who go through life without ever knowing what it's like to be or to have been in love. The men probably get married at least and become decent average husbands. Their wives are helpful to them, and they come to understand that a woman, as a wife, deserves all the respect, protection, and honor that a man can provide or arrange for her. These men likely lead honest lives, are good Christians, and leave this world with hopes as valid as if they had loved as passionately as Romeo. However, as men, they've missed something, the lack of which has made their lives feel small, unfulfilled, and dry. They’ve never experienced the thrill of giving up everything for a single whispered word that shows they’ve truly won someone’s heart. Then there are other men—many men—who have felt this love but have resisted it, believing it unreasonable for Love to take control over everything. Frank Greystock had told himself countless times that it would be undignified to let a passion dominate him and interfere with his ambitions. Could it be right for him, as a young man who had already accomplished so much, who potentially had a high and noble career ahead, to throw it away because he couldn't resist feelings stirred up by a girl—one without money, status, or even beauty? A girl who, if he married her, would make the world gossip, “Oh, heaven!—Frank Greystock just married a little governess from old Lady Fawn's nursery!” And yet he loved her with all his heart, and today he had confessed his love. What should he do next?

The complicated legal case received neither much ravelling nor unravelling from his brains that night; but before he left his chambers he wrote the following letter:—
 

The complex legal case didn't get much thought from him that night; but before he left his office, he wrote the following letter:—

Midnight, Saturday,
All among my books and papers,
2, Bolt Court, Middle Temple.

Midnight, Saturday,
Surrounded by my books and papers,
2, Bolt Court, Middle Temple.

Dear, dear Lucy,

Dear, dear Lucy,

I told you to-day that you had ever been the Queen who reigned in those palaces which I have built in Spain. You did not make me much of an answer; but such as it was,—only just one muttered doubtful-sounding word,—it has made me hope that I may be justified in asking you to share with me a home which will not be palatial. If I am wrong—? But no;—I will not think I am wrong, or that I can be wrong. No sound coming from you is really doubtful. You are truth itself, and the muttered word would have been other than it was, if you had not—! may I say,—had you not already learned to love me?

I told you today that you've always been the Queen ruling over the palaces I built in Spain. You didn't say much in response, but the one unsure word you did say has made me hopeful that I can ask you to share a simple home with me. What if I’m wrong? But no; I refuse to believe I could be wrong. No comment from you is truly uncertain. You embody truth, and your response would have been different if you hadn't—may I say—already started to love me?

You will feel, perhaps, that I ought to have said all this to you then, and that a letter in such a matter is but a poor substitute for a spoken assurance of affection. You shall have the whole truth. Though I have long loved you, I did not go down to Fawn Court with the purpose of declaring to you my love. What I said to you was God's truth; but it was spoken without thought at the moment. I have thought of it much since;—and now I write to ask you to be my wife. I have lived for the last year or two with this hope before me; and now— Dear, dear Lucy, I will not write in too great confidence; but I will tell you that all my happiness is in your hands.

You might think I should have said all this to you back then, and that writing a letter is a poor substitute for expressing my feelings in person. I promise to share the whole truth. Although I've loved you for a long time, I didn’t go to Fawn Court planning to confess my feelings. What I told you was completely true, but I said it without really thinking at that moment. I've thought a lot about it since then, and now I'm writing to ask you to be my wife. I've held onto this hope for the last couple of years, and now— Dear, dear Lucy, I won’t be too confident, but I need you to know that my happiness depends on you.

If your answer is what I hope it may be, tell Lady Fawn at once. I shall immediately write to Bobsborough, as I hate secrets in such matters. And if it is to be so,—then I shall claim the privilege of going to Fawn Court as soon and as often as I please.

If your answer is what I’m hoping for, please let Lady Fawn know right away. I’ll write to Bobsborough immediately because I can’t stand secrets in situations like this. And if that’s the case, then I’ll take the chance to visit Fawn Court whenever I want, as often as I like.

Yours ever and always,—if you will have me,—

Yours forever and always—if you want me,—

F. G.
 

F. G.

He sat for an hour at his desk, with his letter lying on the table, before he left his chambers,—looking at it. If he should decide on posting it, then would that life in Belgravia-cum-Pimlico,—of which in truth he was very fond,—be almost closed for him. The lords and countesses, and rich county members, and leading politicians, who were delighted to welcome him, would not care for his wife; nor could he very well take his wife among them. To live with them as a married man, he must live as they lived;—and must have his own house in their precincts. Later in life, he might possibly work up to this;—but for the present he must retire into dim domestic security and the neighbourhood of Regent's Park. He sat looking at the letter, telling himself that he was now, at this moment, deciding his own fate in life. And he again muttered the Quaker's advice, "Doan't thou marry for munny, but goa where munny is!" It may be said, however, that no man ever writes such a letter, and then omits to send it. He walked out of the Temple with it in his hand, and dropped it into a pillar letter-box just outside the gate. As the envelope slipped through his fingers, he felt that he had now bound himself to his fate.

He sat at his desk for an hour, staring at the letter lying on the table, before he left his room. If he decided to send it, then his life in Belgravia-cum-Pimlico, which he actually enjoyed, would be almost closed off to him. The lords, countesses, wealthy county members, and top politicians who were happy to welcome him wouldn’t want his wife around; he also couldn’t easily bring her into their circle. To live with them as a married man, he’d have to live like they did and have his own house in their area. Maybe later in life he could achieve that, but for now, he had to retreat into a quiet domestic life near Regent's Park. He stared at the letter, telling himself that he was currently deciding his own fate. He muttered the Quaker's advice again, "Don’t marry for money, but go where money is!" However, it can be said that no man ever writes such a letter and then doesn't send it. He walked out of the Temple with it in his hand and dropped it into a pillar letterbox just outside the gate. As the envelope slipped through his fingers, he felt he had now committed himself to his fate.

 

 

CHAPTER XIV

"Doan't Thou Marry for Munny"
 

As that Saturday afternoon wore itself away, there was much excitement at Fawn Court. When Lady Fawn returned with the carriage, she heard that Frank Greystock had been at Fawn Court; and she heard also, from Augusta, that he had been rambling about the grounds alone with Lucy Morris. At any exhibition of old ladies, held before a competent jury, Lady Fawn would have taken a prize on the score of good humour. No mother of daughters was ever less addicted to scold and to be fretful. But just now she was a little unhappy. Lizzie's visit had not been a success, and she looked forward to her son's marriage with almost unmixed dismay. Mrs. Hittaway had written daily, and in all Mrs. Hittaway's letters some addition was made to the evil things already known. In her last letter Mrs. Hittaway had expressed her opinion that even yet "Frederic" would escape. All this Lady Fawn had, of course, not told to her daughters generally. To the eldest, Augusta, it was thought expedient to say nothing, because Augusta had been selected as the companion of the, alas! too probable future Lady Fawn. But to Amelia something did leak out, and it became apparent that the household was uneasy. Now,—as an evil added to this,—Frank Greystock had been there in Lady Fawn's absence, walking about the grounds alone with Lucy Morris. Lady Fawn could hardly restrain herself. "How could Lucy be so very wrong?" she said, in the hearing both of Augusta and Amelia.

As that Saturday afternoon went on, there was a lot of excitement at Fawn Court. When Lady Fawn came back with the carriage, she found out that Frank Greystock had been at Fawn Court, and Augusta told her he had been wandering around the grounds alone with Lucy Morris. In any competition of old ladies judged by a fair jury, Lady Fawn would have won a prize for her good nature. No mother of daughters was ever less likely to scold or be irritable. But at the moment, she was feeling a bit unhappy. Lizzie's visit had not gone well, and she looked at her son's upcoming marriage with nearly all kinds of dread. Mrs. Hittaway had been writing daily, and in every letter, she added more bad news to what was already known. In her last letter, Mrs. Hittaway expressed her belief that even now "Frederic" would get away. Lady Fawn hadn’t shared all this with her daughters. With the eldest, Augusta, it was considered best to say nothing, since Augusta was chosen to be the companion of the, unfortunately, likely future Lady Fawn. But some information did slip out to Amelia, revealing that the household was tense. Now, as an additional problem, Frank Greystock had been there while Lady Fawn was away, walking around the grounds with Lucy Morris. Lady Fawn could barely hold back her frustration. "How could Lucy be so very wrong?" she said, loud enough for both Augusta and Amelia to hear.

Lizzie Eustace did not hear this; but knowing very well that a governess should not receive a lover in the absence of the lady of the house, she made her little speech about it. "Dear Lady Fawn," she said, "my cousin Frank came to see me while you were out."

Lizzie Eustace didn’t hear this; but knowing that a governess shouldn't have a visitor when the lady of the house isn't around, she brought it up. "Dear Lady Fawn," she said, "my cousin Frank came to see me while you were out."

"So I hear," said Lady Fawn.

"So I've heard," said Lady Fawn.

"Frank and I are more like brother and sister than anything else. I had so much to say to him;—so much to ask him to do! I have no one else, you know, and I had especially told him to come here."

"Frank and I are more like siblings than anything else. I had so much to talk to him about;—so many things I wanted him to do! I don’t have anyone else, you know, and I specifically asked him to come here."

"Of course he was welcome to come."

"Of course, he was welcome to come."

"Only I was afraid you might think that there was some little lover's trick,—on dear Lucy's part, you know."

"Honestly, I was just worried you might think it was some kind of silly love game on dear Lucy's end, you know."

"I never suspect anything of that kind," said Lady Fawn, bridling up. "Lucy Morris is above any sort of trick. We don't have any tricks here, Lady Eustace." Lady Fawn herself might say that Lucy was "wrong," but no one else in that house should even suggest evil of Lucy. Lizzie retreated smiling. To have "put Lady Fawn's back up," as she called it, was to her an achievement and a pleasure.

"I never suspect anything like that," said Lady Fawn, straightening up. "Lucy Morris is above any kind of trick. We don't have tricks here, Lady Eustace." Lady Fawn might say that Lucy was "wrong," but no one else in that house should even hint at anything bad about Lucy. Lizzie smiled as she stepped back. To have "put Lady Fawn's back up," as she put it, was both an accomplishment and a delight for her.

But the great excitement of the evening consisted in the expected coming of Lord Fawn. Of what nature would be the meeting between Lord Fawn and his promised bride? Was there anything of truth in the opinion expressed by Mrs. Hittaway that her brother was beginning to become tired of his bargain? That Lady Fawn was tired of it herself,—that she disliked Lizzie, and was afraid of her, and averse to the idea of regarding her as a daughter-in-law,—she did not now attempt to hide from herself. But there was the engagement, known to all the world, and how could its fulfilment now be avoided? The poor dear old woman began to repeat to herself the first half of the Quaker's advice, "Doan't thou marry for munny."

But the main excitement of the evening revolved around the anticipated arrival of Lord Fawn. What would the meeting between Lord Fawn and his promised bride be like? Was there any truth to Mrs. Hittaway's suggestion that her brother was starting to have second thoughts about his commitment? Lady Fawn was definitely growing weary of it herself—she disliked Lizzie, was afraid of her, and didn't want to think of her as a daughter-in-law; she could no longer deny that. Yet, there was the engagement, known to everyone, and how could they avoid going through with it now? The poor dear old woman began to repeat to herself the first half of the Quaker's advice, "Don't you marry for money."

Lord Fawn was to come down only in time for a late dinner. An ardent lover, one would have thought, might have left his work somewhat earlier on a Saturday, so as to have enjoyed with his sweetheart something of the sweetness of the Saturday summer afternoon;—but it was seven before he reached Fawn Court, and the ladies were at that time in their rooms dressing. Lizzie had affected to understand all his reasons for being so late, and had expressed herself as perfectly satisfied. "He has more to do than any of the others," she had said to Augusta. "Indeed, the whole of our vast Indian empire may be said to hang upon him, just at present;"—which was not complimentary to Lord Fawn's chief, the Right Honourable Legge Wilson, who at the present time represented the interests of India in the Cabinet. "He is terribly overworked, and it is a shame;—but what can one do?"

Lord Fawn was only coming down in time for a late dinner. You'd think a passionate lover would have wrapped up his work a bit earlier on a Saturday to enjoy some of the lovely Saturday summer afternoon with his girlfriend, but he didn’t arrive at Fawn Court until seven, and the ladies were then in their rooms getting dressed. Lizzie pretended to understand all his reasons for being so late and claimed to be perfectly fine with it. "He has more to do than anyone else,” she told Augusta. “Honestly, the entire vast Indian empire seems to depend on him right now,”—which wasn’t very flattering to Lord Fawn's boss, the Right Honourable Legge Wilson, who was currently representing Indian interests in the Cabinet. “He’s working way too hard, and it’s unfair; but what can you do?”

"I think he likes work," Augusta had replied.

"I think he likes working," Augusta had replied.

"But I don't like it,—not so much of it; and so I shall make him understand, my dear. But I don't complain. As long as he tells me everything, I will never really complain." Perhaps it might some day be as she desired; perhaps as a husband he would be thoroughly confidential and communicative; perhaps when they two were one flesh he would tell her everything about India;—but as yet he certainly had not told her much.

"But I don't like it— not that much of it; so I’ll make him understand, my dear. But I’m not complaining. As long as he shares everything with me, I won’t really complain." Maybe one day it would be as she wished; perhaps as a husband he would be completely open and honest; maybe when they became one, he would tell her everything about India;—but so far he definitely hadn’t shared much.

"How had they better meet?" Amelia asked her mother.

"How should we meet?" Amelia asked her mom.

"Oh;—I don't know;—anyhow; just as they like. We can't arrange anything for her. If she had chosen to dress herself early, she might have seen him as he came in; but it was impossible to tell her so." No arrangement was therefore made, and as all the other ladies were in the drawing-room before Lizzie came down, she had to give him his welcome in the midst of the family circle. She did it very well. Perhaps she had thought of it, and made her arrangements. When he came forward to greet her, she put her cheek up, just a little, so that he might see that he was expected to kiss it;—but so little, that should he omit to do so, there might be no visible awkwardness. It must be acknowledged on Lizzie's behalf, that she could always avoid awkwardness. He did touch her cheek with his lips, blushing as he did so. She had her ungloved hand in his, and, still holding him, returned into the circle. She said not a word; and what he said was of no moment;—but they had met as lovers, and any of the family who had allowed themselves to imagine that even yet the match might be broken, now unconsciously abandoned that hope. "Was he always such a truant, Lady Fawn?"—Lizzie asked, when it seemed to her that no one else would speak a word.

"Oh; I don't know; anyway, just as they like. We can't arrange anything for her. If she had decided to get ready earlier, she might have seen him when he came in; but it couldn't be said to her." No plans were made, and since all the other ladies were in the drawing-room before Lizzie came down, she had to welcome him in front of the family. She did it very well. Maybe she had thought it through and made her own plans. When he approached to greet her, she tilted her cheek just a little, so he would know he was supposed to kiss it—but just enough that if he didn't, there wouldn't be any obvious awkwardness. It must be acknowledged that Lizzie always knew how to avoid awkward moments. He did press his lips to her cheek, blushing as he did. She held his ungloved hand and, still holding him, stepped back into the circle. She said nothing, and what he said didn’t matter; but they had met as lovers, and any family members who had hoped that the match might still be broken now unconsciously let go of that hope. "Is he always such a truant, Lady Fawn?"—Lizzie asked when it seemed no one else would say a word.

"I don't know that there is much difference," said Lady Fawn. "Here is dinner. Frederic, will you give—Lady Eustace your arm?" Poor Lady Fawn! It often came to pass that she was awkward.

"I don't think there's much difference," said Lady Fawn. "Dinner is served. Frederic, will you give Lady Eustace your arm?" Poor Lady Fawn! She often found herself in awkward situations.

There were no less than ten females sitting round the board, at the bottom of which Lord Fawn took his place. Lady Fawn had especially asked Lucy to come in to dinner, and with Lucy had come the two younger girls. At Lord Fawn's right hand sat Lizzie, and Augusta at his left. Lady Fawn had Amelia on one side and Lucy on the other. "So Mr. Greystock was here to-day," Lady Fawn whispered into Lucy's ear.

There were at least ten women sitting around the table, where Lord Fawn took his seat at the end. Lady Fawn had specifically invited Lucy to dinner, and Lucy had brought the two younger girls along. Lizzie sat on Lord Fawn's right, and Augusta was on his left. Lady Fawn had Amelia on one side and Lucy on the other. "So Mr. Greystock was here today," Lady Fawn whispered into Lucy's ear.

"Yes; he was here."

"Yes, he was here."

"Oh, Lucy!"

"Oh, Lucy!"

"I did not bid him come, Lady Fawn."

"I didn't invite him to come, Lady Fawn."

"I am sure of that, my dear;—but—but—" Then there was no more to be said on that subject on that occasion.

"I’m sure of that, my dear;—but—but—" Then there was nothing more to discuss on that topic at that moment.

During the whole of the dinner the conversation was kept up at the other end of the table by Lizzie talking to Augusta across her lover. This was done in such a manner as to seem to include Lord Fawn in every topic discussed. Parliament, India, the Sawab, Ireland, the special privileges of the House of Lords, the ease of a bachelor life, and the delight of having at his elbow just such a rural retreat as Fawn Court,—these were the fruitful themes of Lizzie's eloquence. Augusta did her part at any rate with patience; and as for Lizzie herself, she worked with that superhuman energy which women can so often display in making conversation under unfavourable circumstances. The circumstances were unfavourable, for Lord Fawn himself would hardly open his mouth; but Lizzie persevered, and the hour of dinner passed over without any show of ill-humour, or of sullen silence. When the hour was over, Lord Fawn left the room with the ladies, and was soon closeted with his mother, while the girls strolled out upon the lawn. Would Lizzie play croquet? No; Lizzie would not play croquet. She thought it probable that she might catch her lover and force him to walk with her through the shrubberies; but Lord Fawn was not seen upon the lawn that evening, and Lizzie was forced to content herself with Augusta as a companion. In the course of the evening, however, her lover did say a word to her in private. "Give me ten minutes to-morrow between breakfast and church, Lizzie." Lizzie promised that she would do so, smiling sweetly. Then there was a little music, and then Lord Fawn retired to his studies.

During the entire dinner, Lizzie kept the conversation going at the other end of the table by talking to Augusta over her boyfriend. She did this in a way that seemed to include Lord Fawn in every topic they discussed. Parliament, India, the Sawab, Ireland, the special privileges of the House of Lords, the ease of being a bachelor, and the joy of having a rural retreat like Fawn Court at his side—these were the rich topics of Lizzie's chatter. Augusta was patient in her role, and as for Lizzie herself, she put in that incredible effort women often show when trying to keep a conversation alive in tough situations. The situation was tough because Lord Fawn barely spoke up, but Lizzie kept at it, and the dinner passed without any signs of bad humor or sulky silence. When dinner ended, Lord Fawn left the room with the ladies and soon had a private conversation with his mother, while the girls wandered out onto the lawn. Would Lizzie play croquet? No, she would not. She thought it was likely she could find her boyfriend and convince him to walk with her through the bushes, but Lord Fawn was nowhere to be found on the lawn that evening, and Lizzie had to settle for Augusta's company. However, later that evening, her boyfriend did manage to speak to her privately. "Give me ten minutes tomorrow between breakfast and church, Lizzie." Lizzie promised she would, smiling sweetly. Then there was a bit of music, and after that, Lord Fawn went off to his studies.

"What is he going to say to me?" Lizzie asked Augusta the next morning. There existed in her bosom a sort of craving after confidential friendship,—but with it there existed something that was altogether incompatible with confidence. She thoroughly despised Augusta Fawn, and yet would have been willing,—in want of a better friend,—to press Augusta to her bosom, and swear that there should ever be between them the tenderest friendship. She desired to be the possessor of the outward shows of all those things of which the inward facts are valued by the good and steadfast ones of the earth. She knew what were the aspirations,—what the ambition, of an honest woman; and she knew, too, how rich were the probable rewards of such honesty. True love, true friendship, true benevolence, true tenderness, were beautiful to her,—qualities on which she could descant almost with eloquence; and therefore she was always shamming love and friendship and benevolence and tenderness. She could tell you, with words most appropriate to the subject, how horrible were all shams, and in saying so would be not altogether insincere;—yet she knew that she herself was ever shamming, and she satisfied herself with shams. "What is he going to say to me?" she asked Augusta, with her hands clasped, when she went up to put her bonnet on after breakfast.

"What is he going to say to me?" Lizzie asked Augusta the next morning. She felt a strong desire for a close friendship, but there was also something that completely clashed with that need for trust. She truly disliked Augusta Fawn, yet, in the absence of a better friend, she would have liked to hug Augusta and promise that they would always have the closest friendship. She wanted the outward appearances of all those things that the honest and loyal people of the world truly value. She understood what the aspirations and ambitions of a good woman were, and she also recognized how rewarding that honesty could be. True love, true friendship, true kindness, true affection were beautiful to her—qualities she could talk about with great passion; yet she was always pretending to have love, friendship, kindness, and affection. She could tell you, using the right words, how terrible all pretenses were, and in saying this, she wouldn't be entirely insincere; however, she knew she was always being fake herself, and she was okay with that. "What is he going to say to me?" she asked Augusta, with her hands clasped, as she went to put on her bonnet after breakfast.

"To fix the day, I suppose," said Augusta.

"To set the date, I guess," said Augusta.

"If I thought so, I would endeavour to please him. But it isn't that. I know his manner so well! I am sure it is not that. Perhaps it is something about my boy. He will not wish to separate a mother from her child."

"If I thought that, I would try to make him happy. But it's not that. I know his behavior too well! I'm sure it’s not that. Maybe it’s something to do with my son. He wouldn't want to separate a mother from her child."

"Oh dear, no," said Augusta. "I am sure Frederic will not want to do that."

"Oh no," said Augusta. "I'm sure Frederic won't want to do that."

"In anything else I will obey him," said Lizzie, again clasping her hands. "But I must not keep him waiting,—must I? I fear my future lord is somewhat impatient." Now, if among Lord Fawn's merits one merit was more conspicuous than another, it was that of patience. When Lizzie descended he was waiting for her in the hall without a thought that he was being kept too long. "Now, Frederic! I should have been with you two whole minutes since, if I had not had just a word to say to Augusta. I do so love Augusta."

"In everything else, I will obey him," Lizzie said, clasping her hands again. "But I can’t keep him waiting—can I? I worry my future husband is a bit impatient." Now, if there was one thing Lord Fawn was known for, it was his patience. When Lizzie came downstairs, he was waiting for her in the hall, not even considering that he had been waiting too long. "Now, Frederic! I would have been with you two whole minutes ago if I hadn’t had just a word to say to Augusta. I really do love Augusta."

"She is a very good girl," said Lord Fawn.

"She's a really good girl," said Lord Fawn.

"So true and genuine,—and so full of spirit. I will come on the other side because of my parasol and the sun. There, that will do. We have an hour nearly before going to church;—haven't we? I suppose you will go to church."

"So true and genuine—and so full of spirit. I'll move to the other side because of my parasol and the sun. There, that should work. We have almost an hour before going to church, right? I assume you’ll be going to church."

"I intend it," said Lord Fawn.

"I mean it," said Lord Fawn.

"It is so nice to go to church," said Lizzie. Since her widowhood had commenced, she had compromised matters with the world. One Sunday she would go to church, and the next she would have a headache and a French novel and stay in bed. But she was prepared for stricter conduct during at least the first months of her newly-married life.

"It’s really nice to go to church," Lizzie said. Since she became a widow, she had made some compromises with the world. One Sunday, she would go to church, and the next, she'd stay in bed with a headache and a French novel. But she was ready to follow stricter rules during at least the first few months of her new married life.

"My dear Lizzie," began Lord Fawn, "since I last saw you I have been twice with Mr. Camperdown."

"My dear Lizzie," started Lord Fawn, "since I last saw you, I've met with Mr. Camperdown twice."

"You are not going to talk about Mr. Camperdown to-day?"

"You’re not going to talk about Mr. Camperdown today?"

"Well;—yes. I could not do so last night, and I shall be back in London either to-night or before you are up to-morrow morning."

"Well;—yes. I couldn’t do that last night, and I'll be back in London either tonight or before you wake up tomorrow morning."

"I hate the very name of Mr. Camperdown," said Lizzie.

"I can't stand the name Mr. Camperdown," Lizzie said.

"I am sorry for that, because I am sure you could not find an honester lawyer to manage your affairs for you. He does everything for me, and so he did for Sir Florian Eustace."

"I’m sorry about that because I know you couldn’t find a more honest lawyer to handle your affairs. He takes care of everything for me, just as he did for Sir Florian Eustace."

"That is just the reason why I employ some one else," she answered.

"That's exactly why I hire someone else," she replied.

"Very well. I am not going to say a word about that. I may regret it, but I am, just at present, the last person in the world to urge you upon that subject. What I want to say is this. You must restore those diamonds."

"Alright, I won't say anything about that. I might regret it later, but right now, I'm definitely not the person to pressure you on that topic. What I really want to say is this: you need to return those diamonds."

"To whom shall I restore them?"

"Who should I give them back to?"

"To Mr. Garnett, the silversmith, if you please,—or to Mr. Camperdown;—or, if you like it better, to your brother-in-law, Mr. John Eustace."

"To Mr. Garnett, the silversmith, if you don't mind,—or to Mr. Camperdown;—or, if you prefer, to your brother-in-law, Mr. John Eustace."

"And why am I to give up my own property?"

"And why should I give up my own property?"

Lord Fawn paused for some seconds before he replied. "To satisfy my honour," he then said. As she made him no immediate answer, he continued,—"It would not suit my views that my wife should be seen wearing the jewels of the Eustace family."

Lord Fawn paused for a few seconds before he replied. "To satisfy my honor," he then said. As she didn't respond right away, he continued, "It wouldn’t be in my interest for my wife to be seen wearing the jewels of the Eustace family."

"I don't want to wear them," said Lizzie.

"I don't want to wear them," Lizzie said.

"Then why should you desire to keep them?"

"Then why would you want to hold on to them?"

"Because they are my own. Because I do not choose to be put upon. Because I will not allow such a cunning old snake as Mr. Camperdown to rob me of my property. They are my own, and you should defend my right to them."

"Because they’re mine. Because I won’t let myself be pushed around. Because I won’t let a sly old snake like Mr. Camperdown take my property from me. They’re mine, and you should stand up for my right to them."

"Do you mean to say that you will not oblige me by doing what I ask you?"

"Are you really saying that you won’t help me by doing what I’m asking?"

"I will not be robbed of what is my own," said Lizzie.

"I won't let anyone take what belongs to me," said Lizzie.

"Then I must declare—" and now Lord Fawn spoke very slowly—"then I must declare that under these circumstances, let the consequences be what they may, I must retreat from the enviable position which your favour has given me." The words were cold and solemn, and were ill-spoken; but they were deliberate, and had been indeed actually learned by heart.

"Then I have to say—" and now Lord Fawn spoke very slowly—"then I have to say that given these circumstances, no matter what happens, I must step back from the admirable position your support has granted me." The words were icy and serious, and not well-articulated; but they were intentional and had actually been memorized.

"What do you mean?" said Lizzie, flashing round upon him.

"What do you mean?" Lizzie said, turning to look at him.

"I mean what I say,—exactly. But perhaps it may be well that I should explain my motives more clearly."

"I mean what I say—exactly. But maybe it would be helpful if I explained my motives more clearly."

"I don't know anything about motives, and I don't care anything about motives. Do you mean to tell me that you have come here to threaten me with deserting me?"

"I don't know anything about motives, and I don't care about them either. Are you seriously telling me that you came here to threaten me by saying you might leave?"

"You had better hear me."

"You should listen to me."

"I don't choose to hear a word more after what you have said,—unless it be in the way of an apology, or retracting your most injurious accusation."

"I don’t want to hear another word after what you just said—unless it's an apology or you take back your really hurtful accusation."

"I have said nothing to retract," said Lord Fawn solemnly.

"I haven't said anything to take back," Lord Fawn said seriously.

"Then I will not hear another word from you. I have friends, and you shall see them."

"Then I don't want to hear another word from you. I have friends, and you will meet them."

Lord Fawn, who had thought a great deal upon the subject, and had well understood that this interview would be for him one of great difficulty, was very anxious to induce her to listen to a few further words of explanation. "Dear Lizzie—" he began.

Lord Fawn, who had thought a lot about the situation and fully realized that this conversation would be very challenging for him, was eager to get her to hear a few more words of clarification. "Dear Lizzie—" he started.

"I will not be addressed, sir, in that way by a man who is treating me as you are doing," she said.

"I won’t be talked to like that, sir, by a man who is treating me the way you are," she said.

"But I want you to understand me."

"But I want you to get me."

"Understand you! You understand nothing yourself that a man ought to understand. I wonder that you have the courage to be so insolent. If you knew what you were doing, you would not have the spirit to do it."

"Understand you! You don't understand anything that a man should understand. I’m surprised you have the nerve to be so rude. If you really knew what you were doing, you wouldn't have the guts to do it."

Her words did not quite come home to him, and much of her scorn was lost upon him. He was now chiefly anxious to explain to her that though he must abide by the threat he had made, he was quite willing to go on with his engagement if she would oblige him in the matter of the diamonds. "It was necessary that I should explain to you that I could not allow that necklace to be brought into my house."

Her words didn't really resonate with him, and much of her contempt went over his head. Now, he primarily wanted to explain that even though he had to stick to the threat he made, he was totally open to continuing their engagement if she could help him out with the diamonds. "I needed to let you know that I couldn't allow that necklace to come into my house."

"No one thought of taking it to your house."

"No one considered bringing it to your place."

"What were you to do with it, then?"

"What were you supposed to do with it, then?"

"Keep it in my own," said Lizzie stoutly. They were still walking together, and were now altogether out of sight of the house. Lizzie in her excitement had forgotten church, had forgotten the Fawn women,—had forgotten everything except the battle which it was necessary that she should fight for herself. She did not mean to allow the marriage to be broken off,—but she meant to retain the necklace. The manner in which Lord Fawn had demanded its restitution,—in which there had been none of that mock tenderness by which she might have permitted herself to be persuaded,—had made her, at any rate for the moment, as firm as steel on this point. It was inconceivable to her that he should think himself at liberty to go back from his promise, because she would not render up property which was in her possession, and which no one could prove not to be legally her own! She walked on full of fierce courage,—despising him, but determined that she would marry him.

"Keep it for myself," Lizzie said firmly. They were still walking together and were now completely out of sight of the house. In her excitement, Lizzie had forgotten about church, the Fawn women—she had forgotten everything except the battle she needed to fight for herself. She wasn’t going to let the marriage be called off—but she was going to keep the necklace. The way Lord Fawn had demanded its return—with none of that fake tenderness that might have convinced her—had made her, at least for the moment, as resolute as steel on this issue. It was unimaginable to her that he would think he could go back on his promise just because she wouldn't give back something that was in her possession and which no one could prove wasn’t legally hers! She walked on full of fierce courage—hating him, but determined that she would marry him.

"I am afraid we do not understand each other," he said at last.

"I'm afraid we don't understand each other," he finally said.

"Certainly I do not understand you, sir."

"Honestly, I don't understand you, sir."

"Will you allow my mother to speak to you on the subject?"

"Can my mom talk to you about this?"

"No. If I told your mother to give up her diamonds, what would she say?"

"No. If I told your mom to give up her diamonds, what would she say?"

"But they are not yours, Lady Eustace, unless you will submit that question to an arbitrator."

"But they aren’t yours, Lady Eustace, unless you agree to submit that issue to an arbitrator."

"I will submit nothing to anybody. You have no right to speak on such a subject till after we are married."

"I won't submit anything to anyone. You have no right to discuss this topic until after we’re married."

"I must have it settled first, Lady Eustace."

"I need to get it sorted out first, Lady Eustace."

"Then, Lord Fawn, you won't have it settled first. Or rather it is settled already. I shall keep my own necklace, and Mr. Camperdown may do anything he pleases. As for you,—if you ill-treat me, I shall know where to go to." They had now come out from the shrubbery upon the lawn, and there was the carriage at the door, ready to take the elders of the family to church. Of course in such a condition of affairs it would be understood that Lizzie was one of the elders. "I shall not go to church now," she said, as she advanced across the lawn towards the hall door. "You will be pleased, Lord Fawn, to let your mother know that I am detained. I do not suppose that you will dare to tell her why." Then she sailed round at the back of the carriage and entered the hall, in which several of the girls were standing. Among them was Augusta, waiting to take her seat among the elders;—but Lizzie passed on through them all, without a word, and marched up to her bed-room.

"Then, Lord Fawn, you won’t have it settled first. Or rather, it's already settled. I’ll keep my own necklace, and Mr. Camperdown can do whatever he wants. As for you—if you mistreat me, I’ll know where to go." They had now stepped out from the bushes onto the lawn, and there was the carriage at the door, ready to take the older members of the family to church. Of course, given the circumstances, it was understood that Lizzie was one of the older ones. "I’m not going to church now," she said, as she walked across the lawn toward the hall door. "Please let your mother know that I’m stuck here, Lord Fawn. I don’t think you’ll have the guts to tell her why." Then she walked around the back of the carriage and entered the hall, where several girls were standing. Among them was Augusta, waiting to take her place with the older ones; but Lizzie passed by them all without a word and marched up to her bedroom.

"Oh, Frederic, what is the matter?" asked Augusta, as soon as her brother entered the house.

"Oh, Frederic, what's wrong?" asked Augusta as soon as her brother walked in the house.

"Never mind. Nothing is the matter. You had better go to church. Where is my mother?"

"Forget it. There's nothing wrong. You should just go to church. Where's my mom?"

At this moment Lady Fawn appeared at the bottom of the stairs, having passed Lizzie as she was coming down. Not a syllable had then been spoken, but Lady Fawn at once knew that much was wrong. Her son went up to her and whispered a word in her ear. "Oh, certainly," she said, desisting from the operation of pulling on her gloves. "Augusta, neither your brother nor I will go to church."

At that moment, Lady Fawn showed up at the bottom of the stairs, having just passed Lizzie as she was coming down. Not a word had been said, but Lady Fawn immediately sensed that something was off. Her son approached her and whispered something in her ear. "Oh, of course," she said, stopping the process of putting on her gloves. "Augusta, neither your brother nor I will be going to church."

"Nor—Lady Eustace?"

"Nor—Lady Eustace?"

"It seems not," said Lady Fawn.

"It doesn’t seem that way," said Lady Fawn.

"Lady Eustace will not go to church," said Lord Fawn.

"Lady Eustace isn't going to church," said Lord Fawn.

"And where is Lucy?" asked Lydia.

"And where's Lucy?" Lydia asked.

"She will not go to church either," said Lady Fawn. "I have just been with her."

"She won't go to church either," said Lady Fawn. "I just saw her."

"Nobody is going to church," said Nina. "All the same, I shall go by myself."

"Nobody's going to church," said Nina. "Still, I'm going to go by myself."

"Augusta, my dear, you and the girls had better go. You can take the carriage of course." But Augusta and the girls chose to walk, and the carriage was sent round into the yard.

"Augusta, my dear, you and the girls should head out. You can take the carriage, of course." But Augusta and the girls opted to walk, and the carriage was taken around to the yard.

"There's a rumpus already between my lord and the young missus," said the coachman to the groom;—for the coachman had seen the way in which Lady Eustace had returned to the house. And there certainly was a rumpus. During the whole morning Lord Fawn was closeted with his mother, and then he went away to London without saying a word to any one of the family. But he left this note for Lady Eustace:—
 

"There's a fight going on already between my lord and the young lady," said the coachman to the groom;—for the coachman had noticed how Lady Eustace came back to the house. And there definitely was a fight. All morning, Lord Fawn was shut in with his mother, and then he left for London without telling anyone in the family a word. But he left this note for Lady Eustace:—

Dearest Lizzie,

Dear Lizzie,

Think well of what I have said to you. It is not that I desire to break off our engagement; but that I cannot allow my wife to keep the diamonds which belong of right to her late husband's family. You may be sure that I should not be thus urgent had I not taken steps to ascertain that I am right in my judgment. In the meantime you had better consult my mother.

Please think carefully about what I've said. It's not that I want to end our engagement; it's just that I can't allow my wife to keep the diamonds that truly belong to her late husband's family. You can be sure I wouldn’t be so persistent if I didn't believe I was right. In the meantime, it would be wise for you to talk to my mother.

Yours affectionately,

Yours affectionately,

Fawn.
 

Fawn.

 

 

CHAPTER XV

"I'll Give You a Hundred Guinea Brooch"
 

There had been another "affair" in the house that morning, though of a nature very different to the "rumpus" which had occurred between Lord Fawn and Lady Eustace. Lady Fawn had been closeted with Lucy, and had expressed her opinion of the impropriety of Frank Greystock's visit. "I suppose he came to see his cousin," said Lady Fawn, anxious to begin with some apology for such conduct.

There had been another "incident" in the house that morning, but it was very different from the "commotion" that had happened between Lord Fawn and Lady Eustace. Lady Fawn had been talking privately with Lucy and had shared her thoughts on the inappropriateness of Frank Greystock's visit. "I guess he came to see his cousin," said Lady Fawn, eager to start with a bit of an excuse for that behavior.

"I cannot tell," said Lucy. "Perhaps he did. I think he said so. I think he cared more to see me." Then Lady Fawn was obliged to express her opinion, and she did so, uttering many words of wisdom. Frank Greystock, had he intended to sacrifice his prospects by a disinterested marriage, would have spoken out before now. He was old enough to have made up his mind on such a subject, and he had not spoken out. He did not mean marriage. That was quite evident to Lady Fawn;—and her dear Lucy was revelling in hopes which would make her miserable. If Lucy could only have known of the letter, which was already her own property though lying in the pillar letter-box in Fleet Street, and which had not already been sent down and delivered simply because it was Sunday morning! But she was very brave. "He does love me," she said. "He told me so."

"I can't say," Lucy replied. "Maybe he did. I think he mentioned it. I believe he was more interested in seeing me." Then Lady Fawn felt it was necessary to share her thoughts, and she did, offering a lot of wise advice. Frank Greystock, if he really meant to throw away his future for a selfless marriage, would have said something by now. He was old enough to have made a decision about this, and he hadn’t spoken up. He didn’t mean marriage. That was clear to Lady Fawn; and her dear Lucy was clinging to hopes that would only make her unhappy. If only Lucy knew about the letter, which was already hers even though it was sitting in the pillar mailbox on Fleet Street, and which hadn’t been sent and delivered simply because it was Sunday morning! But she was very brave. "He does love me," she said. "He told me so."

"Oh, Lucy;—that is worse and worse. A man to tell you that he loves you, and yet not ask you to be his wife!"

"Oh, Lucy; that’s just getting worse. A guy tells you he loves you but doesn’t even ask you to marry him!"

"I am contented," said Lucy. That assertion, however, could hardly have been true.

"I’m happy," said Lucy. That claim, however, was probably not true.

"Contented! And did you tell him that you returned his love?"

"Happy! And did you let him know that you loved him back?"

"He knew it without my telling him," said Lucy. It was so hard upon her that she should be so interrogated while that letter was lying in the iron box!

"He knew it without me telling him," Lucy said. It was really tough for her to be questioned like that while that letter was sitting in the iron box!

"Dear Lucy, this must not be," said Lady Fawn. "You are preparing for yourself inexpressible misery."

"Dear Lucy, this can't happen," said Lady Fawn. "You're setting yourself up for unimaginable misery."

"I have done nothing wrong, Lady Fawn."

"I haven't done anything wrong, Lady Fawn."

"No, my dear;—no. I do not say you have been wrong. But I think he is wrong,—so wrong! I call it wicked. I do indeed. For your own sake you should endeavour to forget him."

"No, my dear; no. I'm not saying you were wrong. But I think he is wrong—so wrong! I consider it wicked. I really do. For your own sake, you should try to forget him."

"I will never forget him!" said Lucy. "To think of him is everything to me. He told me I was his Queen, and he shall be my King. I will be loyal to him always." To poor Lady Fawn this was very dreadful. The girl persisted in declaring her love for the man, and yet did not even pretend to think that the man meant to marry her! And this, too, was Lucy Morris,—of whom Lady Fawn was accustomed to say to her intimate friends that she had altogether ceased to look upon her as a governess. "Just one of ourselves, Mrs. Winslow,—and almost as dear as one of my own girls!" Thus, in the warmth of her heart, she had described Lucy to a neighbour within the last week. Many more words of wisdom she spoke, and then she left poor Lucy in no mood for church. Would she have been in a better mood for the morning service had she known of the letter in the iron post?

"I will never forget him!" said Lucy. "Thinking about him means everything to me. He told me I was his Queen, and he will be my King. I will always be loyal to him." This was very distressing for poor Lady Fawn. The girl kept insisting that she loved the man, yet she didn’t even pretend to think that he intended to marry her! And this, too, was Lucy Morris—of whom Lady Fawn used to say to her close friends that she had completely stopped seeing her as a governess. "Just one of us, Mrs. Winslow—and almost as dear as one of my own girls!" In the warmth of her heart, she had described Lucy to a neighbor within the past week. She shared many more words of wisdom, and then she left poor Lucy in no mood for church. Would she have felt differently about the morning service had she known about the letter in the iron post?

Then Lady Fawn had put on her bonnet and gone down into the hall, and the "rumpus" had come. After that, everybody in the house knew that all things were astray. When the girls came home from church, their brother was gone. Half an hour before dinner Lady Fawn sent the note up to Lizzie, with a message to say that they would dine at three,—it being Sunday. Lizzie sent down word that as she was unwell, she would ask to have just a cup of tea and "something" sent to her own room. If Lady Fawn would allow her, she would remain up-stairs with her child. She always made use of her child when troubles came.

Then Lady Fawn put on her hat and went down to the hall, and that’s when the "chaos" began. After that, everyone in the house knew that things were off. When the girls got home from church, their brother was missing. Half an hour before dinner, Lady Fawn sent a note up to Lizzie, letting her know that they would have dinner at three since it was Sunday. Lizzie replied that since she wasn't feeling well, she would like just a cup of tea and "something" sent to her room. If Lady Fawn would permit, she wanted to stay upstairs with her child. She always used her child as a reason when trouble arose.

The afternoon was very sad and dreary. Lady Fawn had an interview with Lady Eustace, but Lizzie altogether refused to listen to any advice on the subject of the necklace. "It is an affair," she said haughtily, "in which I must judge for myself,—or with the advice of my own particular friends. Had Lord Fawn waited until we were married; then indeed—!"

The afternoon was pretty gloomy and dull. Lady Fawn met with Lady Eustace, but Lizzie completely refused to take any advice about the necklace. "This is something," she said arrogantly, "that I need to decide for myself—or with the guidance of my own close friends. If Lord Fawn had waited until we were married; then really—!"

"But that would have been too late," said Lady Fawn severely.

"But that would have been too late," Lady Fawn said firmly.

"He is, at any rate, premature now in laying his commands upon me," said Lizzie. Lady Fawn, who was perhaps more anxious that the marriage should be broken off than that the jewels should be restored, then withdrew; and as she left the room Lizzie clasped her boy to her bosom. "He, at any rate, is left to me," she said. Lucy and the Fawn girls went to evening church, and afterwards Lizzie came down among them when they were at tea. Before she went to bed Lizzie declared her intention of returning to her own house in Mount Street on the following day. To this Lady Fawn of course made no objection.

"He's definitely jumping the gun by trying to order me around," said Lizzie. Lady Fawn, who was probably more concerned about the marriage falling apart than getting the jewels back, then left the room; as she did, Lizzie pulled her boy close to her. "At least I still have him," she said. Lucy and the Fawn girls went to evening church, and later, Lizzie joined them for tea. Before heading to bed, Lizzie announced that she planned to go back to her own house on Mount Street the next day. Lady Fawn naturally had no objections to this.

On the next morning there came an event which robbed Lizzie's departure of some of the importance which might otherwise have been attached to it. The post-office, with that accuracy in the performance of its duties for which it is conspicuous among all offices, caused Lucy's letter to be delivered to her while the members of the family were sitting round the breakfast table. Lizzie, indeed, was not there. She had expressed her intention of breakfasting in her own room, and had requested that a conveyance might be ready to take her to the 11.30 train. Augusta had been with her, asking whether anything could be done for her. "I care for nothing now, except my child," Lizzie had replied. As the nurse and the lady's maid were both in the room, Augusta, of course, could say nothing further. That occurred after prayers, and while the tea was being made. When Augusta reached the breakfast-room, Lucy was cutting up the loaf of bread, and at the same moment the old butler was placing a letter immediately under her eyes. She saw the handwriting and recognised it, but yet she finished cutting the bread. "Lucy, do give me that hunchy bit," said Nina.

On the next morning, something happened that took away some of the significance of Lizzie's departure. The post office, known for its reliable service, delivered Lucy's letter just as the family was gathered around the breakfast table. Lizzie wasn't there; she had decided to eat breakfast in her own room and had asked for a ride to the 11:30 train. Augusta had been with her, checking if there was anything she could do to help. “I don’t care about anything now except my child,” Lizzie had responded. Since the nurse and the lady's maid were both in the room, Augusta couldn’t say anything more. This happened after prayers, while the tea was being prepared. When Augusta arrived in the breakfast room, Lucy was cutting bread, and at that same moment, the old butler was placing a letter right in front of her. She recognized the handwriting but still finished cutting the bread. “Lucy, please hand me that crusty piece,” Nina said.

"Hunchy is not in the dictionary," said Cecilia.

"Hunchy isn't in the dictionary," Cecilia said.

"I want it in my plate, and not in the dictionary," said Nina.

"I want it on my plate, not in the dictionary," said Nina.

Lucy did as she was asked, but her hand trembled as she gave the hunch, and Lady Fawn saw that her face was crimson. She took the letter and broke the envelope, and as she drew out the sheet of paper, she looked up at Lady Fawn. The fate of her whole life was in her hands, and there she was standing with all their eyes fixed upon her. She did not even know how to sit down, but, still standing, she read the first words, and at the last, "Dear, dear Lucy,"—"Yours ever and always, if you will have me, F. G." She did not want to read any more of it then. She sat down slowly, put the precious paper back into its envelope, looked round upon them all, and knew that she was crimson to the roots of her hair, blushing like a guilty thing.

Lucy did what she was asked, but her hand shook as she handed over the note, and Lady Fawn noticed that her face was bright red. She took the letter, tore open the envelope, and while taking out the sheet of paper, she glanced up at Lady Fawn. The outcome of her entire life was in her hands, and there she stood with all their eyes on her. She didn’t even know how to sit down, but while still standing, she read the first lines, and at the end, "Dear, dear Lucy,"—"Yours forever and always, if you’ll have me, F. G." She didn’t want to read any more at that moment. She slowly sat down, put the precious paper back into its envelope, looked around at them all, and realized that she was blushing deep to her roots, like someone caught in wrongdoing.

"Lucy, my dear," said Lady Fawn,—and Lucy at once turned her face full upon her old friend,—"you have got a letter that agitates you."

"Lucy, my dear," said Lady Fawn, — and Lucy immediately turned to face her old friend, — "you've received a letter that's troubling you."

"Yes,—I have," she said.

"Yeah, I have," she said.

"Go into the book-room. You can come back to breakfast when you have read it, you know." Thereupon Lucy rose from her seat, and retired with her treasure into the book-room. But even when she was there she could not at once read her letter. When the door was closed and she knew that she was alone she looked at it, and then clasped it tight between her hands. She was almost afraid to read it lest the letter itself should contradict the promise which the last words of it had seemed to convey to her. She went up to the window and stood there gazing out upon the gravel road, with her hand containing the letter pressed upon her heart. Lady Fawn had told her that she was preparing for herself inexpressible misery;—and now there had come to her joy so absolutely inexpressible! "A man to tell you that he loves you, and yet not ask you to be his wife!" She repeated to herself Lady Fawn's words,—and then those other words, "Yours ever and always, if you will have me!" Have him, indeed! She threw from her, at once, as vain and wicked and false, all idea of coying her love. She would leap at his neck if he were there, and tell him that for years he had been almost her god. And of course he knew it. "If I will have him! Traitor!" she said to herself, smiling through her tears. Then she reflected that after all it would be well that she should read the letter. There might be conditions;—though what conditions could he propose with which she would not comply? However, she seated herself in a corner of the room and did read the letter. As she read it, she hardly understood it all;—but she understood what she wanted to understand. He asked her to share with him his home. He had spoken to her that day without forethought;—but mustn't such speech be the truest and the sweetest of all speeches? "And now I write to you to ask you to be my wife." Oh, how wrong some people can be in their judgments! How wrong Lady Fawn had been in hers about Frank Greystock! "For the last year or two I have lived with this hope before me." "And so have I," said Lucy. "And so have I;—with that and no other." "Too great confidence! Traitor," she said again, smiling and weeping, "yes, traitor; when of course you knew it." "Is his happiness in my hands? Oh,—then he shall be happy." "Of course I will tell Lady Fawn at once;—instantly. Dear Lady Fawn! But yet she has been so wrong. I suppose she will let him come here. But what does it matter, now that I know it?" "Yours ever and always,—if you will have me.—F. G." "Traitor, traitor, traitor!" Then she got up and walked about the room, not knowing what she did, holding the letter now between her hands, and then pressing it to her lips.

"Go into the study. You can come back for breakfast once you’ve read it, you know." With that, Lucy got up from her seat and went into the study with her treasure. But even there, she couldn’t read her letter right away. When the door was closed and she realized she was alone, she looked at it and clasped it tightly in her hands. She was almost afraid to read it, worried that the letter might contradict the promise that its last words seemed to give her. She approached the window and stood there, gazing out at the gravel road, with her hand holding the letter pressed to her heart. Lady Fawn had told her that she was heading towards indescribable misery—and now joy, utterly indescribable, had come to her! "A guy telling you he loves you, yet not asking you to be his wife!" She repeated Lady Fawn's words to herself, and then those other words, "Yours ever and always, if you’ll have me!" Have him, indeed! She immediately dismissed as pointless, wicked, and false any thought of hiding her love. She would throw herself at his neck if he were there and tell him that for years he had been almost like a god to her. And of course, he knew it. "If I will have him! Traitor!" she said to herself, smiling through her tears. Then she realized it would be good to read the letter after all. There might be conditions; although what conditions could he propose that she wouldn’t agree to? Anyway, she settled into a corner of the room and read the letter. As she read it, she hardly understood everything—but she understood what she wanted to. He was asking her to share his home. He had spoken to her that day without thinking; but surely such words must be the truest and sweetest of all? "And now I’m writing to ask you to be my wife." Oh, how wrong some people can be in their judgments! How wrong Lady Fawn had been about Frank Greystock! "For the last year or two, I’ve kept this hope alive." "And so have I," Lucy said. "And so have I; with that and nothing else." "Too much confidence! Traitor," she said again, smiling and crying, "yes, traitor; when of course you knew it." "Is his happiness in my hands? Oh—then he will be happy." "Of course I’ll tell Lady Fawn right away—immediately. Dear Lady Fawn! But she has been so wrong. I guess she’ll let him come here. But what does it matter now that I know?" "Yours ever and always—if you will have me.—F. G." "Traitor, traitor, traitor!" Then she got up and walked around the room, not knowing what she was doing, holding the letter between her hands, then pressing it to her lips.

She was still walking about the room when there came a low tap at the door, and Lady Fawn entered. "There is nothing the matter, Lucy?" Lucy stood stock still, with her treasure still clasped, smiling, almost laughing, while the tears ran down her cheeks. "Won't you eat your breakfast, my dear?" said Lady Fawn.

She was still moving around the room when there was a soft knock on the door, and Lady Fawn walked in. "Is everything okay, Lucy?" Lucy froze in place, still holding her treasure, smiling and almost laughing, while tears streamed down her face. "Aren't you going to have your breakfast, dear?" Lady Fawn asked.

"Oh, Lady Fawn—oh, Lady Fawn!" said Lucy, rushing into her friend's arms.

"Oh, Lady Fawn—oh, Lady Fawn!" Lucy exclaimed, running into her friend's arms.

"What is it, Lucy? I think our little wise one has lost her wits."

"What’s wrong, Lucy? I think our little genius has lost her mind."

"Oh, Lady Fawn, he has asked me!"

"Oh, Lady Fawn, he asked me!"

"Is it Mr. Greystock?"

"Is this Mr. Greystock?"

"Yes;—Mr. Greystock. He has asked me. He has asked me to be his wife. I thought he loved me. I hoped he did, at least. Oh dear, I did so hope it! And he does!"

"Yes;—Mr. Greystock. He asked me. He asked me to be his wife. I thought he loved me. I hoped he did, at least. Oh dear, I really hoped it! And he does!"

"Has he proposed to you?"

"Did he pop the question?"

"Yes, Lady Fawn. I told you what he said to me. And then he went and wrote this. Is he not noble and good,—and so kind? You shall read it,—but you'll give it me back, Lady Fawn?"

"Yes, Lady Fawn. I told you what he said to me. And then he went and wrote this. Isn't he noble and good—and so kind? You can read it—but you'll give it back to me, Lady Fawn?"

"Certainly I'll give it you back. You don't think I'd rob you of your lover's letter?"

"Of course I'll return it to you. You don't really think I'd steal your lover's letter, do you?"

"Perhaps you might think it right."

"Maybe you think it's okay."

"If it is really an offer of marriage—," said Lady Fawn very seriously.

"If it's truly a marriage proposal—," Lady Fawn said very seriously.

"It couldn't be more of an offer if he had sat writing it for ever," said Lucy as she gave up her letter with confidence. Lady Fawn read it with leisurely attention, and smiled as she put the paper back into the envelope. "All the men in the world couldn't say it more plainly," said Lucy, nodding her head forward.

"It couldn't be a better offer if he had spent forever writing it," said Lucy as she confidently handed over her letter. Lady Fawn read it slowly and smiled as she slipped the paper back into the envelope. "No man in the world could say it more clearly," Lucy said, nodding her head forward.

"I don't think they could," said Lady Fawn. "I never read anything plainer in my life. I wish you joy with all my heart, Lucy. There is not a word to be said against him."

"I don’t think they could," Lady Fawn said. "I’ve never read anything clearer in my life. I wish you all the happiness in the world, Lucy. There’s nothing bad to say about him."

"Against him!" said Lucy, who thought that this was very insufficient praise.

"That’s not good enough!" said Lucy, who felt that this was very weak praise.

"What I mean is, that when I objected to his coming here I was only afraid that he couldn't afford,—or would think, you know, that in his position he couldn't afford to marry a wife without a fortune."

"What I mean is, when I said I didn't want him to come here, I was just worried that he couldn't afford it—or would think, you know, that in his situation, he couldn't afford to marry someone without a fortune."

"He may come now, Lady Fawn?"

"He can come now, Lady Fawn?"

"Well,—yes; I think so. I shall be glad just to say a word to him. Of course you are in my hands, and I do love you so dearly, Lucy! I could not bear that anything but good should happen to you."

"Well,—yeah; I think so. I’d be happy to say a word to him. Of course, you're in my hands, and I love you so much, Lucy! I couldn't stand the thought of anything bad happening to you."

"This is good," said Lucy.

"This is great," said Lucy.

"It won't be good, and Mr. Greystock won't think you good, if you don't come and eat your breakfast." So Lucy was led back into the parlour, and sipped her tea and crunched her toast, while Lydia came and stood over her.

"It won’t be good, and Mr. Greystock won’t think highly of you, if you don’t come and have your breakfast." So Lucy was taken back into the living room, where she sipped her tea and ate her toast, while Lydia came and hovered over her.

"Of course it is from him?" whispered Lydia. Lucy again nodded her head while she was crunching her toast.

"Of course it's from him?" whispered Lydia. Lucy nodded again while she chewed on her toast.

The fact that Mr. Greystock had proposed in form to Lucy Morris was soon known to all the family, and the news certainly did take away something from the importance which would otherwise have been attached to Lizzie's departure. There was not the same awe of the ceremony, the same dread of some scene, which, but for Frank Greystock's letter, would have existed. Of course, Lord Fawn's future matrimonial prospects were to them all an affair of more moment than those of Lucy; but Lord Fawn himself had gone, and had already quarrelled with the lady before he went. There was at present nothing more to be done by them in regard to Lizzie, than just to get rid of her. But Lucy's good fortune, so unexpected, and by her so frankly owned as the very best fortune in the world that could have befallen her, gave an excitement to them all. There could be no lessons that morning for Nina, and the usual studies of the family were altogether interrupted. Lady Fawn purred, and congratulated, and gave good advice, and declared that any other home for Lucy before her marriage would now be quite out of the question. "Of course it wouldn't do for you to go even to Clara," said Lady Fawn,—who seemed to think that there still might be some delay before Frank Greystock would be ready for his wife. "You know, my dear, that he isn't rich;—not for a member of Parliament. I suppose he makes a good income, but I have always heard that he was a little backward when he began. Of course, you know, nobody need be in a hurry." Then Lucy began to think that if Frank should wish to postpone his marriage,—say for three or four years,—she might even yet become a burthen on her friend. "But don't you be frightened," continued Lady Fawn; "you shall never want a home as long as I have one to give you. We shall soon find out what are Mr. Greystock's ideas; and unless he is very unreasonable we'll make things fit."

The fact that Mr. Greystock had formally proposed to Lucy Morris quickly became known to the whole family, and the news definitely lessened the significance that would have otherwise been attached to Lizzie's departure. There wasn't the same sense of ceremony or fear of some drama, which would have been there if it weren't for Frank Greystock's letter. Naturally, Lord Fawn's future marriage prospects were a bigger deal for everyone than Lucy's; however, Lord Fawn had left and had already argued with the lady before he went. Right now, there was nothing more they could do regarding Lizzie other than to let her go. But Lucy's unexpected good fortune, which she openly acknowledged as the best possible outcome for her, excited everyone. There could be no lessons for Nina that morning, and the family's usual studies were completely interrupted. Lady Fawn was delighted, congratulated everyone, offered advice, and insisted that any other home for Lucy before her marriage would now be completely out of the question. "Of course, it wouldn't be right for you to go even to Clara," said Lady Fawn, who seemed to think there might still be some delay before Frank Greystock would be ready for his wife. "You know, my dear, he isn't rich; not for a Member of Parliament. I suppose he makes a decent income, but I’ve always heard he was a bit slow to start. Of course, no one needs to rush." Then Lucy started to think that if Frank decided to delay their marriage—say for three or four years—she might still end up being a burden to her friend. "But don't worry," Lady Fawn continued; "you'll never be without a home as long as I have one to offer you. We’ll soon find out what Mr. Greystock's plans are, and unless he's very unreasonable, we’ll make everything work."

Then there came a message to Lucy from Lady Eustace. "If you please, miss, Lady Eustace will be glad to see you for a minute up in her room before she starts." So Lucy was torn away from the thoughts of her own happiness, and taken up-stairs to Lady Eustace. "You have heard that I am going?" said Lizzie.

Then Lucy received a message from Lady Eustace. "If you don’t mind, miss, Lady Eustace would be happy to see you for a moment in her room before she leaves." So Lucy was pulled away from her own happy thoughts and taken upstairs to Lady Eustace. "You’ve heard that I’m leaving?" Lizzie asked.

"Yes;—I heard you were to go this morning."

"Yeah; I heard you were leaving this morning."

"And you have heard why? I'm sure you will not deceive me, Lucy. Where am I to look for truth, if not to an old, old friend like you?"

"And you know why? I'm sure you won't trick me, Lucy. Where else can I look for the truth, if not to an old, old friend like you?"

"Why should I deceive you, Lizzie?"

"Why would I lie to you, Lizzie?"

"Why, indeed? only that all people do. The world is so false, so material, so worldly! One gives out one's heart and gets in return nothing but dust and ashes,—nothing but ashes and dust. Oh, I have been so disappointed in Lady Fawn!"

"Why, really? It's just what everyone does. The world is so fake, so focused on material things, so superficial! You open your heart and all you get back is dust and ashes—just ashes and dust. Oh, I’ve been so let down by Lady Fawn!"

"You know she is my dearest friend," said Lucy.

"You know she's my closest friend," said Lucy.

"Psha! I know that you have worked for her like a slave, and that she gives you but a bare pittance."

"Psha! I know you’ve worked for her like a dog, and she gives you just a tiny paycheck."

"She has been more like a mother to me than anything else," said Lucy angrily.

"She's been more like a mom to me than anything else," Lucy said, frustrated.

"Because you have been tame. It does not suit me to be tame. It is not my plan to be tame. Have you heard the cause of the disagreement between Lord Fawn and me?"

"Because you’ve been so easygoing. It doesn’t suit me to be easygoing. I don’t intend to be easygoing. Have you heard about the disagreement between Lord Fawn and me?"

"Well,—no."

"Well, not really."

"Tell the truth, Lucy."

"Be honest, Lucy."

"How dare you tell me to tell the truth? Of course I tell the truth. I believe it is something about some property which he wants you to give back to somebody; but I don't know any more."

"How can you tell me to be honest? Of course, I’m honest. I think it’s about some property he wants you to return to someone, but I don’t know anything else."

"Yes, my dear husband, Sir Florian, who understood me,—whom I idolized,—who seemed to have been made for me,—gave me a present. Lord Fawn is pleased to say that he does not approve of my keeping any gift from my late lord. Considering that he intends to live upon the wealth which Sir Florian was generous enough to bestow upon me, this does seem to be strange! Of course, I resented such interference. Would not you have resented it?"

"Yes, my dear husband, Sir Florian, who really understood me—whom I idolized—who seemed to be made for me—gave me a gift. Lord Fawn is quick to say that he thinks I shouldn’t keep any gift from my late husband. Considering he plans to benefit from the wealth Sir Florian generously gave me, this does seem odd! Of course, I was annoyed by such interference. Wouldn't you have been?"

"I don't know," said Lucy, who thought that she could bring herself to comply with any request made to her by Frank Greystock.

"I don't know," said Lucy, feeling that she could manage to agree to any request made by Frank Greystock.

"Any woman who had a spark of spirit would resent it, and I have resented it. I have told Lord Fawn that I will, on no account, part with the rich presents which my adored Florian showered upon me in his generosity. It is not for their richness that I keep them, but because they are, for his sake, so inexpressibly dear to me. If Lord Fawn chooses to be jealous of a necklace, he must be jealous." Lucy, who had, in truth, heard but a small fragment of the story,—just so much of it as Lydia had learned from the discreet Amelia, who herself had but a very hazy idea of the facts,—did not quite know how much of the tale, as it was now told to her, might be true and how much false. After a certain fashion she and Lizzie Eustace called themselves friends. But she did not believe her friend to be honest, and was aware that in some matters her friend would condescend—to fib. Lizzie's poetry, and romance, and high feelings, had never had the ring of true soundness in Lucy's ears. But her imagination was not strong enough to soar to the altitude of the lies which Lizzie was now telling. She did believe that the property which Lizzie was called upon to restore was held to be objectionable by Lord Fawn simply because it had reached Lizzie from the hands of her late husband. "What do you think of such conduct as that?" asked Lady Eustace.

"Any woman with a bit of spirit would feel resentful, and I certainly do. I've told Lord Fawn that no matter what, I'm not parting with the expensive gifts my beloved Florian generously gave me. It's not their value that means so much to me, but because they’re priceless reminders of him. If Lord Fawn wants to be jealous of a necklace, that's on him." Lucy, who had only heard a small part of the story—just what Lydia had picked up from the discreet Amelia, who herself had a vague understanding of the facts—was unsure about how much of what she was hearing was true and how much was exaggerated. In a way, she and Lizzie Eustace referred to each other as friends. However, she didn't trust her friend to be honest and knew that sometimes Lizzie would stoop to lying. Lizzie's poetry, romance, and passionate feelings never seemed genuine to Lucy. But her imagination wasn't sharp enough to grasp the extent of the lies Lizzie was spinning now. She did believe that the property Lizzie was supposed to return was considered problematic by Lord Fawn simply because it had come to her from her late husband. "What do you think of such behavior?" Lady Eustace asked.

"Won't it do if you lock them up instead of wearing them?" asked Lucy.

"Why not just lock them up instead of wearing them?" Lucy asked.

"I have never dreamed of wearing them."

"I never imagined wearing them."

"I don't understand about such things," said Lucy, determined not to impute any blame to one of the Fawn family.

"I don't get how things like that work," said Lucy, determined not to blame any member of the Fawn family.

"It is tyranny, sheer tyranny," continued the other, "and he will find that I am not the woman to yield to it. No. For love I could give up everything;—but nothing from fear. He has told me in so many words that he does not intend to go on with his engagement!"

"It’s pure tyranny," the other continued, "and he’ll see that I’m not the type of woman to give in to it. No. For love, I would give up everything;—but not out of fear. He’s made it clear that he doesn’t plan to continue with his engagement!"

"Has he indeed?"

"Really?"

"But I intend that he shall. If he thinks that I am going to be thrown over because he takes ideas of that kind into his head, he's mistaken. He shall know that I'm not to be made a plaything of like that. I'll tell you what you can do for me, Lucy."

"But I plan for him to do just that. If he believes I’m going to be pushed aside because he has thoughts like that, he’s wrong. He will realize that I'm not someone to be toyed with like that. Let me tell you what you can do for me, Lucy."

"What can I do for you?"

"What can I help you with?"

"There is no one in the world I trust more thoroughly than I do you," said Lizzie,—"and hardly any one that I love so well. Think how long we have known each other! And you may be sure of this;—I always have been, and always will be, your friend with my cousin Frank."

"There is no one in the world I trust more completely than you," said Lizzie, "and hardly anyone I love as much. Just think about how long we've known each other! And you can be certain of this—I have always been and will always be your friend along with my cousin Frank."

"I don't want anything of that kind," said Lucy,—"and never did."

"I don't want anything like that," said Lucy, "and I never did."

"Nobody has so much influence with Frank as I. Just do you write to me to-morrow, and the next day,—and the day after,—a mere line, you know, to tell me how the land lies here."

"Nobody has as much influence with Frank as I do. Just write to me tomorrow, and the next day—and the day after—a simple line, you know, to let me know what's going on here."

"There would be nothing to tell."

"There wouldn't be anything to say."

"Yes, there will; ever so much. They will be talking about me every hour. If you'll be true to me, Lucy, in this business, I'll make you the handsomest present you ever saw in your life. I'll give you a hundred-guinea brooch;—I will, indeed. You shall have the money, and buy it yourself."

"Yes, there will be a lot. They’ll be talking about me every hour. If you stay loyal to me, Lucy, in this situation, I’ll get you the most beautiful gift you’ve ever seen. I’ll give you a hundred-guinea brooch; I really will. You’ll have the money to buy it yourself."

"A what!" said Lucy.

"A what?" said Lucy.

"A hundred guineas to do what you please with!"

"A hundred guineas to spend however you want!"

"You mean thing!" said Lucy. "I didn't think there was a woman so mean as that in the world. I'm not surprised now at Lord Fawn. Pick up what I hear, and send it you in letters,—and then be paid money for it!"

"You mean person!" said Lucy. "I didn't think there was a woman so cruel in the world. I'm not surprised now at Lord Fawn. Pick up what I hear, send it to you in letters,—and then get paid for it!"

"Why not? It's all to do good."

"Why not? It's all about doing good."

"How can you have thought to ask me to do such a thing? How can you bring yourself to think so badly of people? I'd sooner cut my hand off; and as for you, Lizzie—I think you are mean and wicked to conceive such a thing. And now good-bye." So saying, she left the room, giving her dear friend no time for further argument.

"How could you even think to ask me to do something like that? How can you look at people that way? I’d rather cut off my own hand; and as for you, Lizzie—I think it’s cruel and wrong for you to come up with such an idea. Now, goodbye." With that, she left the room, not giving her dear friend a chance to argue further.

Lady Eustace got away that morning, not in time, indeed, for the 11.30 train, but at such an hour as to make it unnecessary that she should appear at the early dinner. The saying of farewell was very cold and ceremonious. Of course, there was no word as to any future visit,—no word as to any future events whatever. They all shook hands with her, and special injunctions were given to the coachman to drive her safely to the station. At this ceremony Lucy was not present. Lydia had asked her to come down and say good-bye; but Lucy refused. "I saw her in her own room," said Lucy.

Lady Eustace left that morning, not in time for the 11:30 train, but early enough to skip the early dinner. The farewell was very formal and chilly. Naturally, there were no discussions about any future visits or events. They all shook hands with her, and specific instructions were given to the driver to take her safely to the station. Lucy was not there for this farewell. Lydia had asked her to come down and say goodbye, but Lucy declined. "I saw her in her own room," Lucy said.

"And was it all very affectionate?" Lydia asked.

"And was it all very affectionate?" Lydia asked.

"Well—no; it was not affectionate at all." This was all that Lucy said, and thus Lady Eustace completed her visit to Fawn Court.

"Well—no; it wasn’t affectionate at all." This was all that Lucy said, and so Lady Eustace finished her visit to Fawn Court.

The letters were taken away for the post at eight o'clock in the evening, and before that time it was necessary that Lucy should write to her lover. "Lady Fawn," she said in a whisper, "may I tell him to come here?"

The letters were picked up for delivery at eight o'clock in the evening, and before that time, it was important for Lucy to write to her boyfriend. "Lady Fawn," she said quietly, "can I ask him to come here?"

"Certainly, my dear. You had better tell him to call on me. Of course he'll see you, too, when he comes."

"Of course, my dear. You should definitely tell him to come see me. He'll see you too when he comes."

"I think he'd want to see me," said Lucy, "and I'm sure I should want to see him!" Then she wrote her answer to Frank's letter. She allowed herself an hour for the happy task; but though the letter, when written, was short, the hour hardly sufficed for the writing of it.

"I think he'd want to see me," said Lucy, "and I'm sure I want to see him too!" Then she wrote her reply to Frank's letter. She gave herself an hour for the joyful task; but even though the letter, when finished, was brief, the hour barely was enough to get it done.

"Dear Mr. Greystock;"—there was matter for her of great consideration before she could get even so far as this; but, after biting her pen for ten minutes, during which she pictured to herself how pleasant it would be to call him Frank when he should have told her to do so, and had found, upon repeated whispered trials, that of all names it was the pleasantest to pronounce, she decided upon refraining from writing it now—
 

"Dear Mr. Greystock,";"—she had a lot to think about before she could write even this much. After chewing on her pen for ten minutes, during which she imagined how nice it would be to call him Frank once he gave her the go-ahead, and after trying out the name quietly to herself and realizing it was the easiest and most enjoyable to say, she decided not to write it this time—

Lady Fawn has seen your letter to me,—the dearest letter that ever was written,—and she says that you may call upon her. But you mustn't go away without seeing me too.
 

Lady Fawn has read your letter to me—the most wonderful letter ever written—and she says you can visit her. However, you can't leave without seeing me as well.

Then there was great difficulty as to the words to be used by her for the actual rendering herself up to him as his future wife. At last the somewhat too Spartan simplicity of her nature prevailed, and the words were written, very plain and very short.
 

Then she struggled a lot with what to say when she finally offered herself up to him as his future wife. Eventually, her rather overly simple nature won out, and she wrote the words, which were very plain and very short.

I love you better than all the world, and I will be your wife. It shall be the happiness of my life to try to deserve you.

I love you more than anyone else in the world, and I want to be your wife. It makes me happy to try to be worthy of you.

I am, with all my heart,
Most affectionately your own

With all my heart,
Most lovingly yours

Lucy.
 

Lucy.

When it was written it did not content her. But the hour was over, and the letters must go. "I suppose it'll do," she said to herself. "He'll know what it means." And so the letter was sent.

When she finished writing it, she wasn't satisfied. But the time was up, and the letters had to be sent. "I guess it’s good enough," she told herself. "He'll understand what I mean." And so the letter was sent.

 

 

CHAPTER XVI

Certainly an Heirloom
 

The burden of his position was so heavy on Lord Fawn's mind that, on the Monday morning after leaving Fawn Court, he was hardly as true to the affairs of India as he himself would have wished. He was resolved to do what was right,—if only he could find out what would be the right thing in his present difficulty. Not to break his word, not to be unjust, not to deviate by a hair's breadth from that line of conduct which would be described as "honourable" in the circle to which he belonged; not to give his political enemies an opportunity for calumny,—this was all in all to him. The young widow was very lovely and very rich, and it would have suited him well to marry her. It would still suit him well to do so, if she would make herself amenable to reason and the laws. He had assured himself that he was very much in love with her, and had already, in his imagination, received the distinguished heads of his party at Portray Castle. But he would give all this up,—love, income, beauty, and castle,—without a doubt, rather than find himself in the mess of having married a wife who had stolen a necklace, and who would not make restitution. He might marry her, and insist on giving it up afterwards; but he foresaw terrible difficulties in the way of such an arrangement. Lady Eustace was self-willed, and had already told him that she did not intend to keep the jewels in his house,—but in her own! What should he do, so that no human being,—not the most bigoted Tory that ever expressed scorn for a Whig lord,—should be able to say that he had done wrong? He was engaged to the lady, and could not simply change his mind and give no reason. He believed in Mr. Camperdown; but he could hardly plead that belief, should he hereafter be accused of heartless misconduct. For aught he knew, Lady Eustace might bring an action against him for breach of promise, and obtain a verdict and damages, and annihilate him as an Under-Secretary. How should he keep his hands quite clean?

The weight of his position was weighing heavily on Lord Fawn's mind that Monday morning after leaving Fawn Court, making it difficult for him to focus on matters regarding India as he would have liked. He was determined to do the right thing—if only he could figure out what that was in his current situation. He wanted to keep his word, be fair, and stick to the standard of conduct considered "honorable" in his social circle; he didn't want to give his political rivals any chance to slander him—this meant everything to him. The young widow was beautiful and wealthy, and marrying her would be a good move for him. It still would be, if she could just be reasonable and follow the rules. He had convinced himself that he was deeply in love with her and had even imagined hosting the prominent members of his party at Portray Castle. But he would give it all up—love, wealth, beauty, and the castle—without hesitation, rather than get caught up in the disaster of marrying a woman who had stolen a necklace and wouldn’t return it. He could marry her and insist on giving it back later, but he saw serious problems arising from that plan. Lady Eustace was strong-willed and had already told him she would keep the jewels in her own property, not his! How could he ensure that no one—no matter how staunch a Tory—could claim he had acted wrongly? He was engaged to her and couldn't just back out without explaining himself. He had faith in Mr. Camperdown, but he could hardly use that as a defense if he were ever accused of being heartless. For all he knew, Lady Eustace might sue him for breach of promise, win the case, and ruin his career as an Under-Secretary. How could he keep his hands completely clean?

Frank Greystock was, as far as he knew, Lizzie's nearest relative in London. The dean was her uncle, but then the dean was down at Bobsborough. It might be necessary for him to go down to Bobsborough;—but in the meantime he would see Frank Greystock. Greystock was as bitter a Tory as any in England. Greystock was the very man who had attacked him, Lord Fawn, in the House of Commons respecting the Sawab,—making the attack quite personal,—and that without a shadow of a cause! Within the short straight grooves of Lord Fawn's intellect the remembrance of this supposed wrong was always running up and down, renewing its own soreness. He regarded Greystock as an enemy who would lose no opportunity of injuring him. In his weakness and littleness he was quite unable to judge of other men by himself. He would not go a hair's breadth astray, if he knew it; but because Greystock had, in debate, called him timid and tyrannical, he believed that Greystock would stop short of nothing that might injure him. And yet he must appeal to Greystock. He did appeal, and in answer to his appeal Frank came to him at the India House. But Frank, before he saw Lord Fawn, had, as was fitting, been with his cousin.

Frank Greystock was, as far as he knew, Lizzie's closest relative in London. The dean was her uncle, but he was down in Bobsborough. It might be necessary for him to go to Bobsborough, but in the meantime, he would see Frank Greystock. Greystock was as hardcore a Tory as any in England. He was the guy who had attacked Lord Fawn in the House of Commons over the Sawab, making the attack very personal, and without any real reason! The memory of this supposed wrong ran through Lord Fawn's mind again and again, constantly reopening old wounds. He viewed Greystock as an enemy who would jump at any chance to hurt him. In his weakness and pettiness, he couldn't judge other men fairly. He wouldn’t stray even a little if he could help it; but since Greystock had called him timid and tyrannical during a debate, he believed that Greystock would stop at nothing to harm him. And yet he had to turn to Greystock for help. He did reach out, and in response to his request, Frank came to see him at the India House. But before meeting Lord Fawn, Frank, as was appropriate, had been with his cousin.

Nothing was decided at this interview. Lord Fawn became more than ever convinced that the member for Bobsborough was his determined enemy, and Frank was more convinced than ever that Lord Fawn was an empty, stiff-necked, self-sufficient prig.

Nothing was decided at this meeting. Lord Fawn became even more convinced that the representative for Bobsborough was his staunch enemy, and Frank was even more certain that Lord Fawn was a pretentious, uptight, self-satisfied snob.

Greystock, of course, took his cousin's part. He was there to do so; and he himself really did not know whether Lizzie was or was not entitled to the diamonds. The lie which she had first fabricated for the benefit of Mr. Benjamin when she had the jewels valued, and which she had since told with different degrees of precision to various people,—to Lady Linlithgow, to Mr. Camperdown, to Lucy, and to Lord Fawn,—she now repeated with increased precision to her cousin. Sir Florian, in putting the trinket into her hands, had explained to her that it was very valuable, and that she was to regard it as her own peculiar property. "If it was an heirloom he couldn't do it," Frank had said, with all the confidence of a practising barrister.

Greystock, of course, supported his cousin. He was there to do just that; and he honestly didn’t know whether Lizzie had a right to the diamonds or not. The lie she initially made up for Mr. Benjamin when she had the jewels appraised, which she had since told with varying degrees of accuracy to different people—Lady Linlithgow, Mr. Camperdown, Lucy, and Lord Fawn—she now repeated with more precision to her cousin. Sir Florian, while handing her the trinket, explained that it was very valuable and that she should consider it her own personal property. "If it was an heirloom, he couldn’t do that," Frank said, with all the confidence of a practicing lawyer.

"He made it over as an heirloom to me," said Lizzie, with plaintive tenderness.

"He passed it down to me as an heirloom," Lizzie said, with a touch of sad tenderness.

"That's nonsense, dear Lizzie." Then she smiled sweetly on him, and patted the back of his hand with hers. She was very gentle with him, and bore his assumed superiority with pretty meekness. "He could not make it over as an heirloom to you. If it was his to give, he could give it you."

"That's ridiculous, dear Lizzie." Then she smiled sweetly at him and patted the back of his hand with hers. She was very gentle with him and tolerated his fake superiority with a lovely meekness. "He couldn't pass it on to you as an heirloom. If it was his to give, he could give it to you."

"It was his,—certainly."

"It was definitely his."

"That is just what I cannot tell as yet, and what must be found out. If the diamonds formed part of an heirloom,—and there is evidence that it is so,—you must give them up. Sir Florian could only give away what was his own to give."

"That's exactly what I can't say right now, and what needs to be figured out. If the diamonds were part of an inheritance—and there’s proof that they are—you have to return them. Sir Florian could only give away what belonged to him."

"But Lord Fawn had no right to dictate."

"But Lord Fawn had no authority to dictate."

"Certainly not," said Frank; and then he made a promise, which he knew to be rash, that he would stand by his pretty cousin in this affair. "I don't see why you should assume that Lady Eustace is keeping property that doesn't belong to her," he said to Lord Fawn.

"Definitely not," Frank said, and then he made a promise, which he knew was risky, that he would support his beautiful cousin in this situation. "I don't understand why you think Lady Eustace is holding onto property that isn't hers," he said to Lord Fawn.

"I go by what Camperdown tells me," said Lord Fawn.

"I trust what Camperdown tells me," said Lord Fawn.

"Mr. Camperdown is a very excellent attorney, and a most respectable man," said Greystock. "I have nothing on earth to say against Mr. Camperdown. But Mr. Camperdown isn't the law and the prophets, nor yet can we allow him to be judge and jury in such a case as this."

"Mr. Camperdown is a really good lawyer and a very respectable man," said Greystock. "I have absolutely nothing negative to say about Mr. Camperdown. But Mr. Camperdown isn't everything there is to law, and we can't let him be the judge and jury in a case like this."

"Surely, Mr. Greystock, you wouldn't wish it to go before a jury."

"Surely, Mr. Greystock, you wouldn't want it to go before a jury."

"You don't understand me, Lord Fawn. If any claim be really made for these jewels by Mr. John Eustace on the part of the heir, or on behalf of the estate, a statement had better be submitted to counsel. The family deeds must be inspected, and no doubt counsel would agree in telling my cousin, Lady Eustace, what she should, or what she should not do. In the meantime, I understand that you are engaged to marry her?"

"You don't get me, Lord Fawn. If Mr. John Eustace is actually making any claims for these jewels on behalf of the heir or the estate, it would be best to get a statement reviewed by a lawyer. The family documents need to be looked over, and I'm sure the lawyer would advise my cousin, Lady Eustace, on what she should or shouldn't do. In the meantime, I hear you're engaged to marry her?"

"I was engaged to her, certainly," said Lord Fawn.

"I was definitely engaged to her," said Lord Fawn.

"You can hardly mean to assert, my lord, that you intend to be untrue to your promise, and to throw over your own engagement because my cousin has expressed her wish to retain property which she believes to be her own!" This was said in a tone which made Lord Fawn surer than ever that Greystock was his enemy to the knife. Personally, he was not a coward; and he knew enough of the world to be quite sure that Greystock would not attempt any personal encounter. But morally, Lord Fawn was a coward, and he did fear that the man before him would work him some bitter injury. "You cannot mean that," continued Frank, "and you will probably allow me to assure my cousin that she misunderstood you in the matter."

"You can't seriously be saying, my lord, that you plan to break your promise and abandon your own engagement just because my cousin wants to keep property she thinks belongs to her!" This was said in a way that made Lord Fawn more certain than ever that Greystock was his sworn enemy. He wasn't a coward in the traditional sense; he understood enough about the world to know that Greystock wouldn't seek a personal confrontation. But on a moral level, Lord Fawn was indeed a coward, and he feared that the man in front of him would cause him some serious harm. "You can't really mean that," Frank continued, "and I hope you'll let me assure my cousin that she misunderstood you regarding this issue."

"I'd sooner see Mr. Camperdown again before I say anything."

"I'd rather see Mr. Camperdown again before I say anything."

"I cannot understand, Lord Fawn, that a gentleman should require an attorney to tell him what to do in such a case as this." They were standing now, and Lord Fawn's countenance was heavy, troubled, and full of doubt. He said nothing, and was probably altogether unaware how eloquent was his face. "My cousin, Lady Eustace," continued Frank, "must not be kept in this suspense. I agree on her behalf that her title to these trinkets must be made the subject of inquiry by persons adequate to form a judgment. Of course, I, as her relative, shall take no part in that inquiry. But, as her relative, I must demand from you an admission that your engagement with her cannot in any way be allowed to depend on the fate of those jewels. She has chosen to accept you as her future husband, and I am bound to see that she is treated with good faith, honour, and fair observance."

"I can't understand, Lord Fawn, why a gentleman would need a lawyer to tell him what to do in a situation like this." They were now standing, and Lord Fawn's expression was serious, troubled, and full of uncertainty. He didn't say anything and probably had no idea how expressive his face was. "My cousin, Lady Eustace," Frank continued, "shouldn't be left in this suspense. I agree on her behalf that her right to these belongings should be examined by people qualified to make a judgment. Of course, as her relative, I won’t be involved in that examination. But, as her relative, I must insist that your relationship with her cannot depend on the outcome of those jewels. She has chosen to accept you as her future husband, and I have to make sure she is treated with honesty, respect, and fairness."

Frank made his demand very well, while Lord Fawn was looking like a whipped dog. "Of course," said his lordship, "all I want is, that the right thing should be done."

Frank made his demand very clearly, while Lord Fawn looked like a beaten dog. "Of course," said his lordship, "all I want is for the right thing to be done."

"The right thing will be done. My cousin wishes to keep nothing that is not her own. I may tell her, then, that she will receive from you an assurance that you have had no intention of departing from your word?" After this, Lord Fawn made some attempt at a stipulation that this assurance to Lizzie was to be founded on the counter-assurance given to him that the matter of the diamonds should be decided by proper legal authority; but Frank would not submit to this, and at last the Under-Secretary yielded. The engagement was to remain in force. Counsel were to be employed. The two lovers were not to see each other just at present. And when the matter had been decided by the lawyers, Lord Fawn was to express his regret for having suspected his lady-love! That was the verbal agreement, according to Frank Greystock's view of it. Lord Fawn, no doubt, would have declared that he had never consented to the latter stipulation.

"The right thing will be done. My cousin wants to keep nothing that isn’t hers. So, I can tell her that she will get from you a guarantee that you never intended to go back on your word?" After this, Lord Fawn tried to add a condition that this assurance to Lizzie would depend on the assurance given to him that the diamond issue would be settled by the appropriate legal authority; however, Frank wouldn’t agree to this, and eventually, the Under-Secretary relented. The agreement was to stay in effect. Lawyers were to be hired. The two lovers were not to see each other for now. And once the lawyers had made their decision, Lord Fawn was to express his regret for having doubted his beloved! That was the verbal agreement, according to Frank Greystock's interpretation. Lord Fawn would no doubt insist that he never agreed to the last condition.

About a week after this there was a meeting at Mr. Camperdown's chambers. Greystock, as his cousin's friend, attended to hear what Mr. Camperdown had to say in the presence of Lord Fawn and John Eustace. He, Frank, had, in the meantime, been down to Richmond, had taken Lucy to his arms as his future bride, and had been closeted with Lady Fawn. As a man who was doing his duty by Lucy Morris, he was welcomed and made much of by her ladyship; but it had been impossible to leave Lizzie's name altogether unmentioned, and Frank had spoken as the champion of his cousin. Of course there had arisen something of ill-feeling between the two. Lady Fawn had taught herself to hate Lizzie, and was desirous that the match should be over, diamonds or no diamonds. She could not quite say this to her visitor, but she showed her feeling very plainly. Frank was courteous, cold, and resolute in presuming, or pretending to presume, that as a matter of course the marriage would take place. Lady Fawn intended to be civil, but she could not restrain her feeling; and though she did not dare to say that her son would have nothing more to do with Lizzie Eustace, she showed very plainly that she intended to work with that object. Of course, the two did not part as cordial friends, and of course poor Lucy perceived that it was so.

About a week later, there was a meeting at Mr. Camperdown's office. Greystock, being his cousin's friend, attended to hear what Mr. Camperdown had to say alongside Lord Fawn and John Eustace. In the meantime, Frank had gone to Richmond, embraced Lucy as his future bride, and had a private conversation with Lady Fawn. As a man fulfilling his responsibilities to Lucy Morris, he was warmly welcomed by her ladyship; however, it was impossible to avoid mentioning Lizzie's name altogether, and Frank spoke up in defense of his cousin. Naturally, some tension had developed between the two. Lady Fawn had conditioned herself to dislike Lizzie and wanted the engagement to end, diamonds or no diamonds. She couldn’t outright say this to Frank, but her feelings were clear. Frank remained polite, distant, and determined to act as if the marriage was a done deal. Lady Fawn aimed to be gracious, but she couldn’t hide her feelings; although she wouldn’t say her son would have nothing to do with Lizzie Eustace, it was obvious she intended to work towards that goal. Unsurprisingly, they didn’t part on friendly terms, and Lucy noticed it right away.

Before the meeting took place, Mr. Camperdown had been at work, looking over old deeds. It is undoubtedly the case that things often become complicated which, from the greatness of their importance, should have been kept clear as running water. The diamonds in question had been bought, with other jewels, by Sir Florian's grandfather, on the occasion of his marriage with the daughter of a certain duke,—on which occasion old family jewels, which were said to have been heirlooms, were sold or given in exchange as part value for those then purchased. This grandfather, who had also been Sir Florian in his time, had expressly stated in his will that these jewels were to be regarded as an heirloom in the family, and had as such left them to his eldest son, and to that son's eldest son, should such a child be born. His eldest son had possessed them, but not that son's son. There was such an Eustace born, but he had died before his father. The younger son of that old Sir Florian had then succeeded, as Sir Thomas, and he was the father of that Florian who had married Lizzie Eustace. That last Sir Florian had therefore been the fourth in succession from the old Sir Florian by whom the will had been made, and who had directed that these jewels should be regarded as heirlooms in the family. The two intermediate baronets had made no allusion to the diamonds in any deeds executed by them. Indeed, Sir Florian's father had died without a will. There were other jewels, larger but much less valuable than the diamonds, still in the hands of the Messrs. Garnett, as to which no question was raised. The late Sir Florian had, by his will, left all the property in his house at Portray to his widow, but all property elsewhere to his heir. This was what Mr. Camperdown had at last learned, but he had been forced to admit to himself, while learning this, that there was confusion.

Before the meeting took place, Mr. Camperdown had been busy looking over old deeds. It’s clear that things often get complicated when they really should be simple and clear. The diamonds in question were purchased, along with other jewels, by Sir Florian’s grandfather when he married the daughter of a certain duke. During that time, old family jewels, claimed to be heirlooms, were sold or traded as part of the payment for those newly bought. This grandfather, who had also been Sir Florian during his lifetime, specifically stated in his will that these jewels were to be considered an heirloom in the family and left them to his eldest son, and to that son’s eldest child, if one was born. His eldest son had them, but that son’s son did not. A boy named Eustace was born, but he died before his father. The younger son of the old Sir Florian then took over as Sir Thomas, and he was the father of the Florian who married Lizzie Eustace. That last Sir Florian was the fourth in succession from the original Sir Florian who had made the will and designated the jewels as family heirlooms. The two baronets in between didn’t mention the diamonds in any deeds they signed. In fact, Sir Florian’s father died without a will. There were other jewels, larger but much less valuable than the diamonds, still with the Messrs. Garnett, and there were no disputes over those. The late Sir Florian had left all property in his house at Portray to his widow, but all other property to his heir. This was what Mr. Camperdown eventually discovered, but he had to admit to himself, while piecing this together, that there was confusion.

He was confident enough, however, that there was no difficulty in the matter. The Messrs. Garnett were able to say that the necklace had been in their keeping, with various other jewels still in their possession, from the time of the death of the late Lady Eustace, up to the marriage of the late Sir Florian, her son. They stated the date on which the jewels were given up to be the 24th of September, which was the day after Sir Florian's return from Scotland with his bride. Lizzie's first statement had coincided with this entry in the Messrs. Garnett's books; but latterly she had asserted that the necklace had been given to her in Scotland. When Mr. Camperdown examined the entry himself in the jewellers' book, he found the figures to be so blotted that they might represent either the 4th or 24th September. Now, the 4th September had been the day preceding Sir Florian's marriage. John Eustace only knew that he had seen the necklace worn in Scotland by his mother. The bishop only knew that he had often seen them on the neck of his sister-in-law when, as was very often the case, she appeared in full-blown society. Mr. Camperdown believed that he had traced two stories to Lizzie,—one, repeated more than once, that the diamonds had been given to her in London, and a second, made to himself, that they had been given to her at Portray. He himself believed that they had never been in Scotland since the death of the former Lady Eustace; but he was quite confident that he could trust altogether to the disposition made of them by the old Sir Florian. There could be no doubt as to these being the diamonds there described, although the setting had been altered. Old Mr. Garnett stated that he would swear to them if he saw the necklace.

He was sure that there was no issue with the situation. The Garnetts were able to confirm that they had kept the necklace, along with other jewels, from the time of the late Lady Eustace's death until the marriage of her son, the late Sir Florian. They stated that the jewels were returned on September 24th, the day after Sir Florian came back from Scotland with his wife. Lizzie's initial statement matched this date in the Garnetts' records, but later she claimed that the necklace was given to her in Scotland. When Mr. Camperdown checked the record himself in the jeweler's book, he found the numbers were so smudged that they could represent either September 4th or 24th. September 4th was the day before Sir Florian's wedding. John Eustace only knew he had seen his mother wearing the necklace in Scotland. The bishop knew he had often seen it around his sister-in-law's neck when she was out in society. Mr. Camperdown believed he had found two different stories from Lizzie—one, repeated several times, that the diamonds were given to her in London, and another, told to him, that they were given to her at Portray. He believed they had never been in Scotland since the previous Lady Eustace’s death, but he was quite confident in relying on the arrangement made by the old Sir Florian. There was no doubt these were the diamonds described, even though the setting had been changed. Old Mr. Garnett stated he would swear to their authenticity if he saw the necklace.

"You cannot suppose that Lady Eustace wishes to keep anything that is not her own," said Frank Greystock.

"You can't think that Lady Eustace wants to keep anything that's not hers," said Frank Greystock.

"Of course not," said John Eustace.

"Of course not," John Eustace replied.

"Nobody imagines it," said Mr. Camperdown. Lord Fawn, who felt that he ought not to be there, and who did not know whether he might with a better grace take Lizzie's part or a part against her, said nothing. "But," continued Mr. Camperdown, "there is luckily no doubt as to the facts. The diamonds in question formed a part of a set of most valuable ornaments settled in the family by Sir Florian Eustace in 1799. The deed was drawn up by my grandfather, and is now here. I do not know how we are to have further proof. Will you look at the deed, Mr. Greystock, and at the will?" Frank suggested that, as it might probably be expedient to take advice on the subject professionally, he had rather not look at the deed. Anything which he might say, on looking at the document now, could have no weight. "But why should any advice be necessary," said Mr. Camperdown, "when the matter is so clear?"

"Nobody thinks about it," said Mr. Camperdown. Lord Fawn, who felt out of place and wasn't sure whether he should support Lizzie or go against her, remained silent. "But," Mr. Camperdown continued, "thankfully, there's no doubt about the facts. The diamonds in question were part of a valuable set of jewelry given to the family by Sir Florian Eustace in 1799. My grandfather drafted the deed, and it's right here. I don't know how we can get further proof. Will you take a look at the deed, Mr. Greystock, and at the will?" Frank suggested that it might be better to get professional advice on the matter, so he'd prefer not to look at the deed. Anything he said based on the document now wouldn’t hold any weight. "But why would we need advice," Mr. Camperdown said, "when the situation is so clear?"

"My dear sir," said Frank, "my cousin, Lady Eustace, is strong in her confidence that her late husband intended to give them to her as her own, and that he would not have done this without the power of doing so." Now, Mr. Camperdown was quite sure that Lizzie was lying in this, and could therefore make no adequate answer. "Your experience must probably have told you," continued Frank, "that there is considerable difficulty in dealing with the matter of heirlooms."

"My dear sir," Frank said, "my cousin, Lady Eustace, firmly believes that her late husband meant to give her those as her own, and he wouldn't have done this without the authority to do so." Mr. Camperdown was quite sure that Lizzie was lying about this, so he couldn't respond properly. "You’ve probably learned," Frank continued, "that there’s a lot of complexity in handling heirlooms."

"I never heard of any such difficulty," said Mr. Camperdown.

"I've never heard of any such difficulty," said Mr. Camperdown.

"People generally understand it all so clearly," said Lord Fawn.

"People usually get it all so clearly," said Lord Fawn.

"The late Sir Florian does not appear to have understood it very clearly," said Frank.

"The late Sir Florian doesn't seem to have understood it very clearly," said Frank.

"Let her put them into the hands of any indifferent person or firm till the matter is decided," said Mr. Camperdown. "They will be much safer so than in her keeping."

"Let her hand them over to any indifferent person or firm until the matter is resolved," said Mr. Camperdown. "They will be much safer that way than in her possession."

"I think they are quite safe," said Frank.

"I think they're pretty safe," said Frank.

And this was all that took place at that meeting. As Mr. Camperdown said to John Eustace, it was manifest enough that she meant "to hang on to them." "I only hope Lord Fawn will not be fool enough to marry her," said Mr. Camperdown. Lord Fawn himself was of the same way of thinking;—but then how was he to clear his character of the charge which would be brought against him; and how was he to stand his ground before Frank Greystock?

And that was everything that happened at the meeting. As Mr. Camperdown told John Eustace, it was pretty clear that she intended "to hold on to them." "I just hope Lord Fawn isn't foolish enough to marry her," Mr. Camperdown said. Lord Fawn felt the same way; however, how was he supposed to prove he wasn’t guilty of the accusations against him, and how could he hold his own against Frank Greystock?

 

 

CHAPTER XVII

The Diamonds Are Seen in Public
 

Let it not be supposed that Lady Eustace, during these summer weeks, was living the life of a recluse. The London season was in its full splendour, and she was by no means a recluse. During the first year of her widowhood she had been every inch a widow,—as far as crape would go, and a quiet life either at Bobsborough or Portray Castle. During this year her child was born,—and she was in every way thrown upon her good behaviour, living with bishops' wives and deans' daughters. Two years of retreat from the world is generally thought to be the proper thing for a widow. Lizzie had not quite accomplished her two years before she re-opened the campaign in Mount Street with very small remnants of weeds, and with her crape brought down to a minimum;—but she was young and rich, and the world is aware that a woman of twenty-two can hardly afford to sacrifice two whole years. In the matter of her widowhood Lizzie did not encounter very much reproach. She was not shunned, or so ill spoken of as to have a widely-spread bad name among the streets and squares in which her carriage-wheels rolled. People called her a flirt, held up their hands in surprise at Sir Florian's foolish generosity,—for the accounts of Lizzie's wealth were greatly exaggerated,—and said that of course she would marry again.

Let’s not think that Lady Eustace was spending her summer weeks like a recluse. The London season was in full swing, and she was definitely not hiding away. In her first year of widowhood, she had fully embraced the role of a widow—thanks to her mourning attire and a quiet life at Bobsborough or Portray Castle. During that year, her child was born, which put her under scrutiny, living among bishops' wives and deans' daughters. It’s generally considered appropriate for a widow to retreat from the world for two years. Lizzie hadn’t quite spent her two years in mourning before she jumped back into society in Mount Street, with only the slightest hints of her past attire and her mourning dress significantly reduced; but she was young and wealthy, and everyone knows that a twenty-two-year-old woman can’t afford to throw away two whole years. Lizzie didn’t face much criticism regarding her widowhood. She was not ostracized, nor was her reputation so bad that her name was widely dragged through the mud in the streets and squares where her carriage rolled. People called her a flirt, raised their eyebrows at Sir Florian's silly generosity—because the reports of Lizzie's wealth were greatly exaggerated—and said that, of course, she would remarry.

The general belief which often seizes upon the world in regard to some special falsehood is very surprising. Everybody on a sudden adopts an idea that some particular man is over head and ears in debt, so that he can hardly leave his house for fear of the bailiffs;—or that some ill-fated woman is cruelly ill-used by her husband;—or that some eldest son has ruined his father; whereas the man doesn't owe a shilling, the woman never hears a harsh word from her lord, and the eldest son in question has never succeeded in obtaining a shilling beyond his allowance. One of the lies about London this season was founded on the extent of Lady Eustace's jointure. Indeed, the lie went on to state that the jointure was more than a jointure. It was believed that the property in Ayrshire was her own, to do what she pleased with it. That the property in Ayrshire was taken at double its value was a matter of course. It had been declared, at the time of his marriage, that Sir Florian had been especially generous to his penniless wife, and the generosity was magnified in the ordinary way. No doubt Lizzie's own diligence had done much to propagate the story as to her positive ownership of Portray. Mr. Camperdown had been very busy denying this. John Eustace had denied it whenever occasion offered. The bishop in his quiet way had denied it. Lady Linlithgow had denied it. But the lie had been set on foot and had thriven, and there was hardly a man about town who didn't know that Lady Eustace had eight or nine thousand a year, altogether at her own disposal, down in Scotland. Of course a woman so endowed, so rich, so beautiful, so clever, so young, would marry again, and would marry well. No doubt, added to this there was a feeling that "Lizzie," as she was not uncommonly called by people who had hardly ever seen her, had something amiss with it all. "I don't know where it is she's lame," said that very clever man, Captain Boodle, who had lately reappeared among his military friends at his club, "but she don't go flat all round."

The general belief that seems to suddenly grip everyone about a certain falsehood is pretty surprising. Out of nowhere, people start to think that a particular man is drowning in debt, to the point where he can barely leave his house because he’s afraid of the debt collectors; or that a unlucky woman is being treated terribly by her husband; or that an eldest son has completely wrecked his father’s finances, when in reality the man doesn’t owe a dime, the woman never gets a harsh word from her husband, and the eldest son has never managed to take home a penny beyond his allowance. One of the rumors going around London this season was about the size of Lady Eustace's jointure. In fact, the rumor even claimed that the jointure was more than just a jointure. People believed that the property in Ayrshire belonged to her, giving her the freedom to do whatever she wanted with it. Naturally, it was understood that the property in Ayrshire was valued at double what it was worth. At the time of his marriage, it had been said that Sir Florian was especially generous to his broke wife, and that generosity was exaggerated in the usual way. No doubt Lizzie's own efforts had played a big role in spreading the story about her outright ownership of Portray. Mr. Camperdown had been working hard to deny this. John Eustace had denied it whenever he got the chance. The bishop had quietly denied it. Lady Linlithgow had denied it. But the lie had taken off and thrived, and there were hardly any men around town who didn’t think that Lady Eustace had eight or nine thousand a year at her complete disposal down in Scotland. Naturally, a woman blessed with such wealth, beauty, intelligence, and youth would remarry, and would likely marry well. No doubt, on top of this, there was a sense that “Lizzie,” as she was casually referred to by people who had hardly ever seen her, had something off about her. “I don’t know what her deal is,” remarked that sharp guy, Captain Boodle, who had recently returned to his military friends at the club, “but she doesn’t seem quite right all around.”

"She has the devil of a temper, no doubt," said Lieutenant Griggs.

"She has a really bad temper, for sure," said Lieutenant Griggs.

"No mouth, I should say," said Boodle. It was thus that Lizzie was talked about at the clubs; but she was asked to dinners and balls, and gave little dinners herself, and to a certain extent was the fashion. Everybody had declared that of course she would marry again, and now it was known everywhere that she was engaged to Lord Fawn.

"No mouth, I should say," said Boodle. This is how Lizzie was discussed at the clubs; however, she was invited to dinners and balls, hosted small dinners herself, and was somewhat in vogue. Everyone had asserted that she would definitely get married again, and it was now widely known that she was engaged to Lord Fawn.

"Poor dear Lord Fawn!" said Lady Glencora Palliser to her dear friend Madame Max Goesler; "do you remember how violently he was in love with Violet Effingham two years ago?"

"Poor dear Lord Fawn!" said Lady Glencora Palliser to her good friend Madame Max Goesler; "do you remember how madly in love he was with Violet Effingham two years ago?"

"Two years is a long time, Lady Glencora; and Violet Effingham has chosen another husband."

"Two years is a long time, Lady Glencora; and Violet Effingham has picked a different husband."

"But isn't this a fall for him? Violet was the sweetest girl out, and at one time I really thought she meant to take him."

"But isn't this a failure for him? Violet was the sweetest girl around, and at one point, I really thought she intended to choose him."

"I thought she meant to take another man whom she did not take," said Madame Goesler, who had her own recollections, who was a widow herself, and who, at the period to which Lady Glencora was referring, had thought that perhaps she might cease to be a widow. Not that she had ever suggested to herself that Lord Fawn might be her second husband.

"I thought she meant to take another man she didn't end up with," said Madame Goesler, who had her own memories, was a widow herself, and who, at the time Lady Glencora was talking about, had considered that maybe she could stop being a widow. Not that she had ever thought Lord Fawn might be her second husband.

"Poor Lord Fawn!" continued Lady Glencora. "I suppose he is terribly in want of money."

"Poor Lord Fawn!" continued Lady Glencora. "I guess he really needs money."

"But surely Lady Eustace is very pretty."

"But surely Lady Eustace is really pretty."

"Yes;—she is very pretty; nay more, she is quite lovely to look at. And she is clever,—very. And she is rich,—very. But—"

"Yeah; she’s really pretty; actually, she’s quite lovely to look at. And she’s smart—really smart. And she’s wealthy—very wealthy. But—"

"Well, Lady Glencora. What does your 'but' mean?"

"Well, Lady Glencora. What does your 'but' mean?"

"Who ever explains a 'but'? You're a great deal too clever, Madame Goesler, to want any explanation. And I couldn't explain it. I can only say I'm sorry for poor Lord Fawn,—who is a gentleman, but will never set the Thames on fire."

"Who ever explains a 'but'? You're much too smart for that, Madame Goesler. I couldn't explain it anyway. All I can say is that I'm sorry for poor Lord Fawn—he's a gentleman, but he's not exactly outstanding."

"No, indeed. All the same, I like Lord Fawn extremely," said Madame Goesler, "and I think he's just the man to marry Lady Eustace. He's always at his office or at the House."

"No, really. Still, I really like Lord Fawn," said Madame Goesler, "and I think he’s the perfect match for Lady Eustace. He’s always either at his office or at the House."

"A man may be a great deal at his office, and a great deal more at the House than Lord Fawn," said Lady Glencora laughing, "and yet think about his wife, my dear." For of all men known, no man spent more hours at the House or in his office than did Lady Glencora's husband, Mr. Palliser, who at this time, and had now for more than two years, filled the high place of Chancellor of the Exchequer.

"A man can be really important at his office and even more so at the House than Lord Fawn," Lady Glencora said, laughing, "and still think about his wife, my dear." Of all the men around, none spent more hours at the House or in his office than Lady Glencora's husband, Mr. Palliser, who was currently, and had been for over two years, the Chancellor of the Exchequer.

This conversation took place in Madame Goesler's little drawing-room in Park Lane; but, three days after this, the same two ladies met again at the house then occupied by Lady Chiltern in Portman Square,—Lady Chiltern, with whom, as Violet Effingham, poor Lord Fawn had been much in love. "I think it is the nicest match in the world for him," Lady Chiltern had said to Madame Goesler.

This conversation happened in Madame Goesler's small living room on Park Lane; however, three days later, the same two ladies met again at the home then occupied by Lady Chiltern in Portman Square—Lady Chiltern, who poor Lord Fawn had been very much in love with as Violet Effingham. "I think it's the best match in the world for him," Lady Chiltern had told Madame Goesler.

"But have you heard of the diamonds?" asked Lady Glencora.

"But have you heard about the diamonds?" asked Lady Glencora.

"What diamonds?" "Whose diamonds?" Neither of the others had heard of the diamonds, and Lady Glencora was able to tell her story. Lady Eustace had found all the family jewels belonging to the Eustace family in the strong plate room at Portray Castle, and had taken possession of them as property found in her own house. John Eustace and the bishop had combined in demanding them on behalf of the heir, and a lawsuit had then commenced! The diamonds were the most costly belonging to any Commoner in England, and had been valued at twenty-four thousand pounds! Lord Fawn had retreated from his engagement the moment he heard that any doubt was thrown on Lady Eustace's right to their possession! Lady Eustace had declared her intention of bringing an action against Lord Fawn,—and had also secreted the diamonds! The reader will be aware that this statement was by no means an accurate history of the difficulty as far as it had as yet progressed. It was, indeed, absolutely false in every detail; but it sufficed to show that the matter was becoming public. "You don't mean to say that Lord Fawn is off?" asked Madame Goesler.

"What diamonds?" "Whose diamonds?" Neither of the others knew about the diamonds, and Lady Glencora was able to explain. Lady Eustace had found all the family jewels belonging to the Eustace family in the secure vault at Portray Castle and claimed them as property discovered in her own home. John Eustace and the bishop had teamed up to demand them on behalf of the heir, which led to a lawsuit! The diamonds were the most valuable owned by any commoner in England and were appraised at twenty-four thousand pounds! Lord Fawn had backed out of his engagement the moment he learned that there was any doubt about Lady Eustace's right to keep them! Lady Eustace had announced her intention to sue Lord Fawn—and had also hidden the diamonds! The reader will realize that this account was not an accurate depiction of the situation as it stood at that point. In fact, it was completely false in every detail; but it was enough to show that the issue was becoming public. "You don't mean to say that Lord Fawn is out?" asked Madame Goesler.

"I do," said Lady Glencora.

"I do," Lady Glencora said.

"Poor Lord Fawn!" exclaimed Lady Chiltern. "It really seems as though he never would be settled."

"Poor Lord Fawn!" Lady Chiltern exclaimed. "It really seems like he will never settle down."

"I don't think he has courage enough for such conduct as that," said Madame Goesler.

"I don't think he has enough courage for behavior like that," said Madame Goesler.

"And besides, Lady Eustace's income is quite certain," said Lady Chiltern, "and poor dear Lord Fawn does want money so badly."

"And besides, Lady Eustace's income is pretty stable," Lady Chiltern said, "and poor dear Lord Fawn really needs money."

"But it is very disagreeable," said Lady Glencora, "to believe that your wife has got the finest diamonds in England, and then to find that she has only—stolen them. I think Lord Fawn is right. If a man does marry for money he should have the money. I wonder she ever took him. There is no doubt about her beauty, and she might have done better."

"But it's really unpleasant," said Lady Glencora, "to think that your wife has the best diamonds in England, only to discover that she has just—stolen them. I think Lord Fawn has a point. If a man marries for money, he should actually have the money. I wonder why she ever chose him. There's no doubt about her beauty, and she could have done better."

"I won't hear Lord Fawn be-littled," said Lady Chiltern.

"I won't let anyone put down Lord Fawn," said Lady Chiltern.

"Done better!" said Madame Goesler. "How could she have done better? He is a peer, and her son would be a peer. I don't think she could have done better." Lady Glencora in her time had wished to marry a man who had sought her for her money. Lady Chiltern in her time had refused to be Lady Fawn. Madame Goesler in her time had declined to marry an English peer. There was, therefore, something more of interest in the conversation to each of them than was quite expressed in the words spoken. "Is she to be at your party on Friday, Lady Glencora?" asked Madame Goesler.

"Done better!" said Madame Goesler. "How could she have done better? He’s a peer, and her son would be a peer. I don’t think she could have done better." Lady Glencora had once wanted to marry a man who pursued her for her money. Lady Chiltern had turned down the opportunity to be Lady Fawn. Madame Goesler had previously refused to marry an English peer. So, there was definitely more to their conversation than what was said. "Is she coming to your party on Friday, Lady Glencora?" asked Madame Goesler.

"She has said she would come,—and so has Lord Fawn; for that matter, Lord Fawn dines with us. She'll find that out, and then she'll stay away."

"She said she would come—and so did Lord Fawn; actually, Lord Fawn is having dinner with us. She'll find that out, and then she'll skip it."

"Not she," said Lady Chiltern. "She'll come for the sake of the bravado. She's not the woman to show the white feather."

"Not her," said Lady Chiltern. "She'll come for the thrill. She's not the type to back down."

"If he's ill-using her she's quite right," said Madame Goesler.

"If he's mistreating her, she's completely justified," said Madame Goesler.

"And wear the very diamonds in dispute," said Lady Chiltern. It was thus that the matter was discussed among ladies in the town.

"And wear the actual diamonds that are being argued over," said Lady Chiltern. That's how the topic was talked about among the women in town.

"Is Fawn's marriage going on?" This question was asked of Mr. Legge Wilson by Barrington Erle. Mr. Legge Wilson was the Secretary of State for India, and Barrington Erle was in the Government.

"Is Fawn's marriage happening?" This question was posed to Mr. Legge Wilson by Barrington Erle. Mr. Legge Wilson was the Secretary of State for India, and Barrington Erle was part of the Government.

"Upon my word I don't know," said Mr. Wilson. "The work goes on at the office;—that's all I know about Fawn. He hasn't told me of his marriage, and therefore I haven't spoken to him about it."

"Honestly, I have no idea," said Mr. Wilson. "The work is still happening at the office; that's all I know about Fawn. He hasn't mentioned his marriage to me, so I haven't brought it up with him."

"He hasn't made it official?"

"He's not made it official?"

"The papers haven't come before me yet," said Mr. Wilson.

"The papers haven't been brought to me yet," said Mr. Wilson.

"When they do they'll be very awkward papers, as far as I hear," said Barrington Erle. "There is no doubt they were engaged, and I believe there is no doubt that he has declared off, and refused to give any reason."

"When they do, they’ll be really awkward papers, from what I hear," said Barrington Erle. "There's no doubt they were engaged, and I believe there's no doubt that he has called it off and refused to give any reason."

"I suppose the money is not all there," suggested Mr. Wilson.

"I guess the money isn't all there," suggested Mr. Wilson.

"There's a queer story going about as to some diamonds. No one knows whom they belong to, and they say that Fawn has accused her of stealing them. He wants to get hold of them, and she won't give them up. I believe the lawyers are to have a shy at it. I'm sorry for Fawn. It'll do him a deal of mischief."

"There's a strange story going around about some diamonds. No one knows who they belong to, and they say that Fawn has accused her of stealing them. He wants to get his hands on them, and she won't give them up. I think the lawyers are going to take a shot at it. I feel bad for Fawn. This is going to cause him a lot of trouble."

"You'll find he won't come out much amiss," said Mr. Legge Wilson. "He's as cautious a man as there is in London. If there is anything wrong—"

"You'll see he won't be off much," said Mr. Legge Wilson. "He's one of the most careful guys in London. If there's anything incorrect—

"There is a great deal wrong," said Barrington Erle.

"There’s a lot wrong," said Barrington Erle.

"You'll find it will be on her side."

"You'll see it will be on her side."

"And you'll find also that she'll contrive that all the blame shall lie upon him. She's clever enough for anything! Who's to be the new bishop?"

"And you'll see that she'll make sure all the blame falls on him. She's smart enough for anything! Who's going to be the new bishop?"

"I have not heard Gresham say as yet; Jones, I should think," said Mr. Wilson.

"I haven't heard Gresham speak yet; I think it's Jones," Mr. Wilson said.

"And who is Jones?"

"And who is Jones?"

"A clergyman, I suppose,—of the safe sort. I don't know that anything else is necessary." From which it will be seen that Mr. Wilson had his own opinion about church matters, and also that people very high up in the world were concerning themselves about poor Lizzie's affairs.

"A clergyman, I guess—of the reliable kind. I don't think anything else is needed." This shows that Mr. Wilson had his own views on church issues, and it also indicates that influential people were taking an interest in poor Lizzie's situation.

Lady Eustace did go to Lady Glencora's evening party, in spite of Mr. Camperdown and all her difficulties. Lady Chiltern had been quite right in saying that Lizzie was not the woman to show the white feather. She went, knowing that she would meet Lord Fawn, and she did wear the diamonds. It was the first time that they had been round her neck since the occasion in respect to which Sir Florian had placed them in her hands, and it had not been without much screwing up of her courage that she had resolved to appear on this occasion with the much-talked-of ornament upon her person. It was now something over a fortnight since she had parted with Lord Fawn at Fawn Court; and, although they were still presumed to be engaged to marry each other, and were both living in London, she had not seen him since. A sort of message had reached her, through Frank Greystock, to the effect that Lord Fawn thought it as well that they should not meet till the matter was settled. Stipulations had been made by Frank on her behalf, and this had been inserted among them. She had received the message with scorn,—with a mixture of scorn and gratitude,—of scorn in regard to the man who had promised to marry her, and of affectionate gratitude to the cousin who had made the arrangement. "Of course I shall not wish to see him while he chooses to entertain such an idea," she had said, "but I shall not keep out of his way. You would not wish me to keep out of his way, Frank?" When she received a card for Lady Glencora's party, very soon after this, she was careful to answer it in such a manner as to impress Lady Glencora with a remembrance of her assent. Lord Fawn would probably be there,—unless he remained away in order to avoid her. Then she had ten days in which to make up her mind as to wearing the diamonds. Her courage was good; but then her ignorance was so great! She did not know whether Mr. Camperdown might not contrive to have them taken by violence from her neck, even on Lady Glencora's stairs. Her best security,—so she thought,—would be in the fact that Mr. Camperdown would not know of her purpose. She told no one,—not even Miss Macnulty; but she appeared before that lady, arrayed in all her glory, just as she was about to descend to her carriage. "You've got the necklace on!" said Miss Macnulty. "Why should I not wear my own necklace?" she asked, with assumed anger.

Lady Eustace went to Lady Glencora's evening party, despite Mr. Camperdown and all her troubles. Lady Chiltern had been right in saying that Lizzie wasn’t the type to back down. She went, knowing she would see Lord Fawn, and she wore the diamonds. It was the first time she’d had them around her neck since Sir Florian gave them to her, and it took a lot of courage for her to decide to flaunt the much-discussed piece of jewelry. It had been just over two weeks since she'd last seen Lord Fawn at Fawn Court; although they were still considered engaged and both living in London, they hadn’t met since then. A message had come to her through Frank Greystock, indicating that Lord Fawn thought it was better for them not to see each other until things were resolved. Frank had made arrangements on her behalf, and this was included in them. She received the message with both scorn and gratitude—scorn for the man who promised to marry her and affectionate gratitude for the cousin who had made the arrangement. "Of course, I won’t want to see him while he thinks that way," she said, "but I won’t avoid him. You wouldn’t want me to avoid him, would you, Frank?" When she got an invitation to Lady Glencora’s party shortly after, she made sure to respond in a way that would remind Lady Glencora of her agreement. Lord Fawn would probably be there—unless he stayed away to dodge her. Then she had ten days to decide about wearing the diamonds. Her courage was high, but her uncertainty was significant! She didn’t know if Mr. Camperdown might somehow manage to snatch them from her neck, even on Lady Glencora’s stairs. She thought her best defense was that Mr. Camperdown wouldn’t know her plans. She told no one—not even Miss Macnulty—but she showed up before that lady, dressed to the nines, just as she was about to head to her carriage. "You've got the necklace on!" Miss Macnulty exclaimed. "Why shouldn’t I wear my own necklace?" she replied, feigning anger.

Lady Glencora's rooms were already very full when Lizzie entered them, but she was without a gentleman, and room was made for her to pass quickly up the stairs. The diamonds had been recognised by many before she had reached the drawing-room;—not that these very diamonds were known, or that there was a special memory for that necklace;—but the subject had been so generally discussed, that the blaze of the stones immediately brought it to the minds of men and women. "There she is, with poor Eustace's twenty thousand pounds round her neck," said Laurence Fitzgibbon to his friend Barrington Erle. "And there is Lord Fawn going to look after them," replied the other.

Lady Glencora's rooms were already quite crowded when Lizzie walked in, but she didn't have a gentleman with her, so they made space for her to quickly head up the stairs. The diamonds had been recognized by many even before she reached the drawing room; not that these particular diamonds were familiar, or that there was a specific memory attached to that necklace, but the topic had been discussed so widely that the sparkle of the stones instantly reminded everyone of it. "There she is, with poor Eustace's twenty thousand pounds around her neck," Laurence Fitzgibbon said to his friend Barrington Erle. "And there's Lord Fawn going to check on them," replied Barrington.

Lord Fawn thought it right, at any rate, to look after his bride. Lady Glencora had whispered into his ear before they went down to dinner that Lady Eustace would be there in the evening, so that he might have the option of escaping or remaining. Could he have escaped without any one knowing that he had escaped, he would not have gone up-stairs after dinner; but he knew that he was observed; he knew that people were talking about him; and he did not like it to be said that he had run away. He went up, thinking much of it all, and as soon as he saw Lady Eustace he made his way to her and accosted her. Many eyes were upon them, but no ear probably heard how infinitely unimportant were the words which they spoke to each other. Her manner was excellent. She smiled and gave him her hand,—just her hand without the slightest pressure,—and spoke a half-whispered word, looking into his face, but betraying nothing by her look. Then he asked her whether she would dance. Yes;—she would stand up for a quadrille; and they did stand up for a quadrille. As she danced with no one else, it was clear that she treated Lord Fawn as her lover. As soon as the dance was done she took his arm and moved for a few minutes about the room with him. She was very conscious of the diamonds, but she did not show the feeling in her face. He also was conscious of them, and he did show it. He did not recognise the necklace, but he knew well that this was the very bone of contention. They were very beautiful, and seemed to him to outshine all other jewellery in the room. And Lady Eustace was a woman of whom it might almost be said that she ought to wear diamonds. She was made to sparkle, to be bright with outside garniture,—to shine and glitter, and be rich in apparel. The only doubt might be whether paste diamonds might not better suit her character. But these were not paste, and she did shine and glitter and was very rich. It must not be brought as an accusation against Lady Glencora's guests that they pressed round to look at the necklace. Lady Glencora's guests knew better than to do that. But there was some slight ferment,—slight, but still felt both by Lord Fawn and by Lady Eustace. Eyes were turned upon the diamonds, and there were whispers here and there. Lizzie bore it very well; but Lord Fawn was uncomfortable.

Lord Fawn thought it was important, at least, to keep an eye on his bride. Lady Glencora had whispered in his ear before they went down to dinner that Lady Eustace would be there in the evening, giving him the choice to either leave or stay. If he could have slipped away unnoticed, he wouldn’t have gone upstairs after dinner; but he knew he was being watched, he knew people were talking about him, and he didn’t want it said that he had run away. He headed upstairs, troubled by it all, and as soon as he spotted Lady Eustace, he made his way over to her and greeted her. Many eyes were on them, but probably no one heard how incredibly trivial their conversation was. She was very gracious. She smiled and offered him her hand—just her hand without any pressure—and spoke a softly murmured word while looking into his eyes, but gave nothing away with her expression. Then he asked her if she wanted to dance. Yes; she would join him for a quadrille, and they stood up to dance. Since she danced with no one else, it was clear that she treated Lord Fawn as her admirer. Once the dance was over, she took his arm and walked around the room with him for a few minutes. She was very aware of the diamonds, but she didn’t show it on her face. He also noticed them, and he did show it. He didn’t recognize the necklace, but he knew it was the very source of contention. They were gorgeous and seemed to him to outshine all the other jewelry in the room. And Lady Eustace was a woman who almost seemed destined to wear diamonds. She was meant to sparkle, to be bright with adornments—to shine and glitter, and be wealthy in her attire. The only question might have been whether fake diamonds would suit her better. But these weren’t fake, and she did shine and glitter and looked very rich. It shouldn't be held against Lady Glencora's guests that they gathered around to admire the necklace. Her guests were too sophisticated for that. But there was a subtle tension—slight, but still felt by both Lord Fawn and Lady Eustace. Eyes were drawn to the diamonds, and there were whispers here and there. Lizzie handled it quite well; but Lord Fawn felt uneasy.

"I like her for wearing them," said Lady Glencora to Lady Chiltern.

"I like her for wearing them," Lady Glencora said to Lady Chiltern.

"Yes;—if she means to keep them. I don't pretend, however, to know anything about it. You see the match isn't off."

"Yeah; if she plans to hang onto them. But I’m not claiming to know anything about it. You can see the match isn’t canceled."

"I suppose not. What do you think I did? He dined here, you know, and, before going down-stairs, I told him that she was coming. I thought it only fair."

"I guess not. What do you think I did? He had dinner here, you know, and before heading downstairs, I mentioned that she was on her way. I thought that was only fair."

"And what did he say?"

"And what did he say?"

"I took care that he shouldn't have to say anything; but, to tell the truth, I didn't expect him to come up."

"I made sure he didn't have to say anything, but to be honest, I didn't think he would show up."

"There can't be any quarrel at all," said Lady Chiltern.

"There can't be any argument at all," said Lady Chiltern.

"I'm not sure of that," said Lady Glencora. "They are not so very loving."

"I'm not sure about that," said Lady Glencora. "They're not really that loving."

Lady Eustace made the most of her opportunity. Soon after the quadrille was over she asked Lord Fawn to get her carriage for her. Of course he got it, and of course he put her into it, passing up and down-stairs twice in his efforts on her behalf. And of course all the world saw what he was doing. Up to the last moment not a word had been spoken between them that might not have passed between the most ordinary acquaintance, but, as she took her seat, she put her face forward and did say a word. "You had better come to me soon," she said.

Lady Eustace seized her chance. Right after the quadrille ended, she asked Lord Fawn to fetch her carriage. Naturally, he did, and he made a point of helping her into it, going up and down the stairs twice to assist her. And of course, everyone noticed what he was doing. Up until the very last moment, they hadn't exchanged any words that could've been said between complete strangers, but as she settled into her seat, she leaned forward and said, "You should come see me soon."

"I will," said Lord Fawn.

"I will," said Lord Fawn.

"Yes; you had better come soon. All this is wearing me,—perhaps more than you think."

"Yes; you should come soon. This is really exhausting me—maybe more than you realize."

"I will come soon," said Lord Fawn, and then he returned among Lady Glencora's guests, very uncomfortable. Lizzie got home in safety and locked up her diamonds in the iron box.

"I'll be back soon," said Lord Fawn, and then he went back to Lady Glencora's guests, feeling quite uneasy. Lizzie got home safely and locked her diamonds in the iron box.

 

 

CHAPTER XVIII

"And I Have Nothing to Give"
 

It was now the end of June, and Frank Greystock had been as yet but once at Fawn Court since he had written to Lucy Morris asking her to be his wife. That was three weeks since, and as the barrier against him at Fawn Court had been removed by Lady Fawn herself, the Fawn girls thought that as a lover he was very slack; but Lucy was not in the least annoyed. Lucy knew that it was all right; for Frank, as he took his last walk round the shrubbery with her during that visit, had given her to understand that there was a little difference between him and Lady Fawn in regard to Lizzie Eustace. "I am her only relative in London," Frank had said.

It was now the end of June, and Frank Greystock had only been to Fawn Court once since he wrote to Lucy Morris asking her to be his wife. That was three weeks ago, and since Lady Fawn had removed the obstacle for him at Fawn Court, the Fawn girls thought he was being pretty slow as a lover; but Lucy wasn’t bothered at all. Lucy knew everything was fine because, during his last walk around the shrubs with her during that visit, Frank had hinted that he had a different view from Lady Fawn when it came to Lizzie Eustace. "I’m her only relative in London," Frank had said.

"Lady Linlithgow," suggested Lucy.

"Lady Linlithgow," Lucy suggested.

"They have quarrelled, and the old woman is as bitter as gall. There is no one else to stand up for her, and I must see that she isn't ill-used. Women do hate each other so virulently, and Lady Fawn hates her future daughter-in-law." Lucy did not in the least grudge her lover's assistance to his cousin. There was nothing of jealousy in her feeling. She thought that Lizzie was unworthy of Frank's goodness, but on such an occasion as this she would not say so. She told him nothing of the bribe that had been offered her, nor on that subject had she said a word to any of the Fawns. She understood, too, that as Frank had declared his purpose of supporting Lizzie, it might be as well that he should see just at present as little of Lady Fawn as possible. Not a word, however, had Lady Fawn said to Lucy disparaging her lover for his conduct. It was quite understood now at Fawn Court, by all the girls, and no doubt by the whole establishment, that Lizzie Eustace was to be regarded as an enemy. It was believed by them all that Lord Fawn had broken off the match—or, at least, that he was resolved to break it; but various stratagems were to be used, and terrible engines of war were to be brought up, if necessary, to prevent an alliance which was now thought to be disreputable. Mrs. Hittaway had been hard at work, and had found out something very like truth in regard to the whole transaction with Mr. Benjamin. Perhaps Mrs. Hittaway had found out more than was quite true as to poor Lizzie's former sins; but what she did find out she used with all her skill, communicating her facts to her mother, to Mr. Camperdown, and to her brother. Her brother had almost quarrelled with her, but still she continued to communicate her facts.

"They've had a fight, and the old woman is really bitter. There's no one to stand up for her, and I have to make sure she isn't treated badly. Women can really hate each other, and Lady Fawn detests her future daughter-in-law." Lucy didn't begrudge her boyfriend's help to his cousin at all. She didn't feel jealous. She thought Lizzie didn't deserve Frank's kindness, but she wouldn't say that on an occasion like this. She didn't mention the bribe that had been offered to her, nor did she say anything about it to any of the Fawns. She also knew that since Frank had made it clear he was going to support Lizzie, it was probably best for him to avoid Lady Fawn as much as possible for now. However, Lady Fawn hadn't said a single negative word to Lucy about her boyfriend's actions. It was pretty clear now at Fawn Court, to all the girls and likely to the entire household, that Lizzie Eustace was to be seen as an enemy. They all believed that Lord Fawn had ended the engagement—or at least intended to—but various strategies were going to be employed, and serious measures would be taken if needed to stop an alliance that was now considered disgraceful. Mrs. Hittaway had been busy digging up information and had learned something pretty close to the truth regarding the whole situation with Mr. Benjamin. Maybe Mrs. Hittaway discovered more than was entirely true about poor Lizzie's past mistakes, but she used what she found to her advantage, sharing her information with her mother, Mr. Camperdown, and her brother. Her brother almost had a fight with her, but she kept on sharing her findings.

At this period Frank Greystock was certainly somewhat unreasonable in regard to his cousin. At one time, as the reader will remember, he had thought of asking her to be his wife;—because she was rich; but even then he had not thought well of her, had hardly believed her to be honest, and had rejoiced when he found that circumstances rather than his own judgment had rescued him from that evil. He had professed to be delighted when Lord Fawn was accepted,—as being happy to think that his somewhat dangerous cousin was provided with so safe a husband; and, when he had first heard of the necklace, he had expressed an opinion that of course it would be given up. In all this then he had shown no strong loyalty to his cousin, no very dear friendship, nothing to make those who knew him feel that he would buckle on armour in her cause. But of late,—and that, too, since his engagement with Lucy,—he had stood up very stoutly as her friend, and the armour was being buckled on. He had not scrupled to say that he meant to see her through this business with Lord Fawn, and had somewhat astonished Mr. Camperdown by raising a doubt on the question of the necklace. "He can't but know that she has no more right to it than I have," Mr. Camperdown had said to his son with indignation. Mr. Camperdown was becoming unhappy about the necklace, not quite knowing how to proceed in the matter.

At this time, Frank Greystock was definitely a bit unreasonable about his cousin. At one point, as the reader may recall, he had considered asking her to marry him—mostly because she was wealthy—but even then he didn’t think highly of her, barely trusted her honesty, and felt relieved when he realized that circumstances, not his own judgment, had saved him from that mistake. He had claimed to be pleased when Lord Fawn was accepted, insisting he felt happy knowing his somewhat tricky cousin was marrying such a stable guy. And when he first heard about the necklace, he confidently stated that it would obviously be returned. Through all of this, he hadn’t shown much loyalty to his cousin, very little friendship, and nothing that would lead anyone who knew him to believe he would fight for her. But recently—especially since his engagement to Lucy—he had stepped up as her friend, and the armor was being put on. He didn’t hesitate to say he intended to help her navigate the situation with Lord Fawn, which surprised Mr. Camperdown when he expressed doubt about the necklace issue. “He must know she has no more right to it than I do,” Mr. Camperdown had said to his son, visibly upset. Mr. Camperdown was starting to feel uneasy about the necklace, unsure of how to handle the situation.

In the meantime Frank had obeyed his better instincts, and had asked Lucy Morris to be his wife. He had gone to Fawn Court in compliance with a promise to Lizzie Eustace, that he would call upon her there. He had walked with Lucy because he was at Fawn Court. And he had written to Lucy because of the words he had spoken during the walk. In all this the matter had arranged itself as such matters do, and there was nothing, in truth, to be regretted. He really did love the girl with all his heart. It may, perhaps, be said that he had never in truth loved any other woman. In the best humours of his mind he would tell himself,—had from old times told himself often,—that unless he married Lucy Morris he could never marry at all. When his mother, knowing that poor Lucy was penniless, had, as mothers will do, begged him to beware, he had spoken up for his love honestly, declaring to her that in his eyes there was no woman living equal to Lucy Morris. The reader has seen him with the words almost on his tongue with which to offer his hand to his cousin, Lizzie Eustace, knowing as he did so that his heart had been given to Lucy,—knowing also that Lucy's heart had been given to him! But he had not done it, and the better humour had prevailed.

In the meantime, Frank had listened to his better instincts and had asked Lucy Morris to be his wife. He had gone to Fawn Court because he promised Lizzie Eustace that he would visit her there. He had walked with Lucy simply because he was at Fawn Court. And he had written to Lucy because of the things he had said during their walk. Everything had fallen into place as these things often do, and honestly, there was nothing to regret. He truly loved the girl with all his heart. It could be said that he had never really loved any other woman. In his best moments, he would remind himself—something he had done often for a long time—that unless he married Lucy Morris, he would never marry at all. When his mother, knowing that poor Lucy was broke, had, as mothers often do, urged him to be cautious, he had defended his love sincerely, telling her that in his eyes, no other woman compared to Lucy Morris. The reader has seen him almost ready to propose to his cousin, Lizzie Eustace, fully aware that his heart belonged to Lucy—and knowing that Lucy's heart belonged to him too! But he hadn’t done it, and his better judgment had won out.

Within the figure and frame and clothes and cuticle, within the bones and flesh of many of us, there is but one person,—a man or woman, with a preponderance either of good or evil, whose conduct in any emergency may be predicted with some assurance of accuracy by any one knowing the man or woman. Such persons are simple, single, and, perhaps, generally, safe. They walk along lines in accordance with certain fixed instincts or principles, and are to-day as they were yesterday, and will be to-morrow as they are to-day. Lady Eustace was such a person, and so was Lucy Morris. Opposite in their characters as the two poles, they were, each of them, a simple entity; and any doubt or error in judging of the future conduct of either of them would come from insufficient knowledge of the woman. But there are human beings who, though of necessity single in body, are dual in character;—in whose breasts not only is evil always fighting against good,—but to whom evil is sometimes horribly, hideously evil, but is sometimes also not hideous at all. Of such men it may be said that Satan obtains an intermittent grasp, from which, when it is released, the rebound carries them high amidst virtuous resolutions and a thorough love of things good and noble. Such men,—or women,—may hardly, perhaps, debase themselves with the more vulgar vices. They will not be rogues, or thieves, or drunkards,—or, perhaps, liars; but ambition, luxury, self-indulgence, pride, and covetousness will get a hold of them, and in various moods will be to them virtues in lieu of vices. Such a man was Frank Greystock, who could walk along the banks of the quiet, trout-giving Bob, at Bobsborough, whipping the river with his rod, telling himself that the world lost for love would be a bad thing well lost for a fine purpose; and who could also stand, with his hands in his trousers pockets, looking down upon the pavement, in the purlieus of the courts at Westminster, and swear to himself that he would win the game, let the cost to his heart be what it might. What must a man be who would allow some undefined feeling,—some inward ache which he calls a passion and cannot analyse, some desire which has come of instinct and not of judgment,—to interfere with all the projects of his intellect, with all the work which he has laid out for his accomplishment? Circumstances had thrown him into a path of life for which, indeed, his means were insufficient, but which he regarded as, of all paths, the noblest and the manliest. If he could be true to himself,—with such truth as at these moments would seem to him to be the truest truth,—there was nothing in rank, nothing in ambition, which might not be within his reach. He might live with the highest, the best-educated, and the most beautiful; he might assist in directing national councils by his intelligence; and might make a name for himself which should be remembered in his country, and of which men would read the records in the histories written in after ages. But to do this, he must walk warily. He, an embarrassed man, a man already in debt, a man with no realised property coming to him in reversion, was called upon to live, and to live as though at his ease, among those who had been born to wealth. And, indeed, he had so cleverly learned the ways of the wealthy, that he hardly knew any longer how to live at his ease among the poor.

Within the figure, frame, clothes, and skin, within the bones and flesh of many of us, there exists just one person—a man or woman—with either more good or more evil. Their behavior in any situation can be predicted with a fair amount of certainty by anyone who knows them. These individuals are straightforward, singular, and generally safe. They adhere to certain fixed instincts or principles and are the same today as they were yesterday, and will be tomorrow. Lady Eustace was such a person, as was Lucy Morris. Opposite in character like the two poles, each of them was a simple entity; and any doubt or mistake in predicting the future behavior of either would stem from a lack of understanding of the woman. However, there are human beings who, although they are single in body, have dual characters—where good and evil constantly battle within them, and where evil can sometimes be grotesquely evil, but at other times is not hideous at all. Regarding such individuals, one might say that Satan has a temporary hold on them, and when it loosens, they soar high with virtuous resolutions and a true love for good and noble things. Such men, or women, might not be inclined to indulge in more blatant vices. They won’t be crooks, thieves, drunkards, or perhaps liars; but ambition, luxury, self-indulgence, pride, and greed can take hold, sometimes appearing to them as virtues rather than vices. Frank Greystock was such a man; he could stroll along the calm, trout-filled Bob River at Bobsborough, casting his line and telling himself that losing the world for love would be a worthwhile sacrifice for a grand purpose. He could also stand with his hands in his pockets, staring down at the pavement in Westminster's courts, vowing to himself that he would succeed, no matter what it cost him emotionally. What must a man be like who lets an undefined feeling—some inner ache he calls passion and can’t analyze, some instinctual desire—interfere with all his intellectual plans and the work he has set out to accomplish? Circumstances had led him down a path in life for which he didn't have the means but regarded as the noblest and most manly path of all. If he could be true to himself—with the kind of truth that seems the truest in those moments—there was nothing in rank or ambition that wouldn’t be within his grasp. He could associate with the highest, best-educated, and most beautiful; he could contribute his intelligence to guiding national councils; and he could create a name for himself that would be remembered in his country and referenced in histories written in future ages. But to achieve this, he had to tread carefully. He, a man in debt and lacking any expected inheritance, was expected to live among those born into wealth as if he were at ease. In fact, he had become so skilled at navigating the ways of the wealthy that he hardly knew how to live comfortably among the poor anymore.

But had he walked warily when he went down to Richmond, and afterwards, sitting alone in the obscurity of his chamber, wrote the letter which had made Lucy Morris so happy? It must be acknowledged that he did, in truth, love the girl,—that he was capable of a strong feeling. She was not beautiful,—hardly even pretty, small, in appearance almost insignificant, quite penniless, a governess! He had often asked himself what it was that had so vanquished him. She always wore a pale grey frock,—with, perhaps, a grey ribbon,—never running into any bright form of clothing. She was educated, very well-educated; but she owned no great accomplishment. She had not sung his heart away, or ravished him with the harp. Even of her words she was sparing, seeming to care more to listen than to speak; a humble little thing to look at,—one of whom you might say that she regarded herself as well-placed if left in the background. Yet he had found her out, and knew her. He had recognised the treasure, and had greatly desired to possess it. He had confessed to himself that, could splendour and ambition be laid aside, that little thing would be all the world to him. As he sat in court, or in the House, patient from practice as he half-listened to the ponderous speeches of advocates or politicians, he would think of the sparkle in her eye, of the dimple in her chin, of the lines of the mouth which could plead so eloquently, though with few words. To sit on some high seat among his countrymen, and also to marry Lucy Morris,—that would be a high ambition. He had chosen his way now, and she was engaged to be his wife.

But had he been careful when he went down to Richmond, and later, sitting alone in the dimness of his room, written the letter that made Lucy Morris so happy? It has to be admitted that he truly loved the girl—that he was capable of strong feelings. She wasn't beautiful—barely even pretty, small, and almost insignificant in appearance, totally broke—just a governess! He often wondered what had completely won him over. She always wore a pale grey dress—with maybe a grey ribbon—never dressing in any bright colors. She was well-educated, but she had no grand accomplishments. She hadn't sung his heart away or dazzled him with the harp. Even her words were few; she seemed to enjoy listening more than talking—she looked like a humble little thing, someone you might say was content just being in the background. Yet he had seen through her and knew her true worth. He recognized the treasure she was and greatly desired to have it. He had admitted to himself that if he could set aside ambition and luxury, that little thing would mean everything to him. As he sat in court or in the House, patiently listening to the heavy speeches of lawyers or politicians, he would think of the sparkle in her eye, the dimple in her chin, the lines of her mouth that could express so much, even with few words. To sit in a prominent position among his fellow countrymen and also marry Lucy Morris—that would be a great ambition. He had chosen his path now, and she was set to be his wife.

As he thought of it after he had done it, it was not all happiness, all contentment, with him. He did feel that he had crippled himself,—impeded himself in running the race, as it were, with a log round his leg. He had offered to marry her, and he must do so at once, or almost at once, because she could now find no other home but his. He knew, as well as did Lady Fawn, that she could not go into another family as governess; and he knew also that she ought not to remain in Lady Fawn's house an hour longer than she would be wanted there. He must alter his plan of living at once, give up the luxury of his rooms at the Grosvenor, take a small house somewhere, probably near the Swiss Cottage, come up and down to his chambers by the underground railway, and, in all probability, abandon Parliament altogether. He was not sure whether, in good faith, he should not at once give notice of his intended acceptance of the Chiltern Hundreds to the electors of Bobsborough. Thus meditating, under the influence of that intermittent evil grasp, almost angry with himself for the open truth which he had spoken,—or rather written, and perhaps thinking more of Lizzie and her beauty than he should have done, in the course of three weeks he had paid but one visit to Fawn Court. Then, of a sudden, finding himself one afternoon relieved from work, he resolved to go there. The days were still almost at their longest, and he did not scruple to present himself before Lady Fawn between eight and nine in the evening. They were all at tea, and he was welcomed kindly. Lucy, when he was announced, at once got up and met him almost at the doorway, sparkling with just a tear of joy in her eye, with a look in her face, and a loving manner, which for the moment made him sure that the little house near the Swiss Cottage would, after all, be the only Elysium upon earth. If she spoke a word he hardly heard it, but her hand was in his, so cool and soft, almost trembling in its grasp, with no attempt to withdraw itself, frank, loving, and honest. There was a perfect satisfaction in her greeting which at once told him that she had no discontented thoughts,—had had no such thought,—because he had been so long without coming. To see him was a great joy. But every hour of her life was a joy to her, knowing, as she did know, that he loved her.

As he reflected on it after doing it, he felt it wasn’t all happiness and satisfaction. He realized he had hindered himself—like running a race with a log tied to his leg. He had proposed to her, and he needed to act quickly, because she could only find a home with him now. He understood, just like Lady Fawn, that she couldn’t take another governess position in another family; and he also knew she shouldn’t stay in Lady Fawn's house a minute longer than necessary. He had to change his living arrangements immediately, give up the comfort of his rooms at the Grosvenor, find a small house somewhere, probably near Swiss Cottage, commute to his chambers by subway, and likely leave Parliament altogether. He wasn't sure if, in good faith, he should inform the voters of Bobsborough that he intended to accept the Chiltern Hundreds. While thinking this over, under the influence of that nagging feeling, almost upset with himself for being so honest—which he had spoken—or rather written, and perhaps contemplating Lizzie and her beauty more than he should, in three weeks he had only visited Fawn Court once. Then, suddenly free one afternoon, he decided to go there. The days were still long, and he didn’t hesitate to show up at Lady Fawn’s around eight or nine in the evening. They were all having tea, and he was warmly welcomed. As soon as Lucy heard he was there, she stood up and approached him at the doorway, a spark of a tear of joy in her eye, a look on her face, and a loving demeanor that made him momentarily believe that the little house near Swiss Cottage would indeed be the only paradise on Earth. If she said anything, he hardly caught it, but her hand was in his—cool and soft, almost trembling in his grasp, with no attempt to pull back, open, loving, and sincere. There was complete satisfaction in her greeting that instantly told him she had no feelings of discontent—never had—because he had taken so long to visit. Seeing him was a huge joy for her. But every moment of her life was joyful, knowing, as she did, that he loved her.

Lady Fawn was gracious, the girls were hospitable, and he found himself made very welcome amidst all the women at the tea-table. Not a word was said about Lizzie Eustace. Lady Fawn talked about Parliament, and professed to pity a poor lover who was so bound to his country that he could not see his mistress above once a fortnight. "But there'll be a good time coming next month," she said;—for it was now July. "Though the girls can't make their claims felt, the grouse can."

Lady Fawn was polite, the girls were warm and inviting, and he felt very welcomed among all the women at the tea table. No one mentioned Lizzie Eustace. Lady Fawn talked about Parliament and claimed to feel sorry for a poor lover so tied to his country that he could only see his partner once every two weeks. "But there's a good time coming next month," she said, as it was now July. "Even if the girls can't make their presence known, the grouse can."

"It isn't the House altogether that rules me with a rod of iron, Lady Fawn," said Frank, "but the necessity of earning daily bread by the sweat of my brow. A man who has to sit in court all day must take the night,—or, indeed, any time that he can get,—to read up his cases."

"It’s not the House that controls me with an iron fist, Lady Fawn," Frank said, "but the need to earn my daily bread through hard work. A man who has to be in court all day has to use the night—or really any time he can spare—to prepare for his cases."

"But the grouse put a stop to all work," said Lady Fawn. "My gardener told me just now that he wanted a day or two in August. I don't doubt but that he is going to the moors. Are you going to the moors, Mr. Greystock?"

"But the grouse put a halt to everything," said Lady Fawn. "My gardener just told me he needs a day or two off in August. I’m sure he’s heading to the moors. Are you going to the moors, Mr. Greystock?"

As it happened, Frank Greystock did not quite know whether he was going to the moors or not. The Ayrshire grouse-shooting is not the best in Scotland;—but there is grouse-shooting in Ayrshire; and the shooting on the Portray mountains is not the worst shooting in the county. The castle at Portray overhangs the sea, but there is a wild district attached to it stretching far back inland, in regard to which Lizzie Eustace was very proud of talking of "her shooting." Early in the spring of the present year she had asked her cousin Frank to accept the shooting for the coming season,—and he had accepted it. "I shall probably be abroad," she said, "but there is the old castle." She had offered it as though he had been her brother, and he had said that he would go down for a couple of weeks,—not to the castle, but to a little lodge some miles up from the sea, of which she told him when he declined the castle. When this invitation was given there was no engagement between her and Lord Fawn. Since that date, within the last day or two, she had reminded him of it. "Won't his lordship be there?" he had said laughingly. "Certainly not," she had answered with serious earnestness. Then she had explained that her plan of going abroad had been set aside by circumstances. She did mean to go down to Portray. "I couldn't have you at the castle," she said, smiling; "but even an Othello couldn't object to a first cousin at a little cottage ever so many miles off." It wasn't for him to suggest what objections might rise to the brain of a modern Othello; but after some hesitation he said that he would be there. He had promised the trip to a friend, and would like to keep his promise. But, nevertheless, he almost thought that he ought to avoid Portray. He intended to support his cousin as far as he might do so honestly; but he was not quite minded to stand by her through good report and evil report. He did not desire to be specially known as her champion, and yet he felt that that position would be almost forced upon him. He foresaw danger,—and consequently he was doubting about his journey to Scotland.

As it turned out, Frank Greystock wasn't sure if he was going to the moors or not. The grouse shooting in Ayrshire isn't the best in Scotland; but there is indeed grouse shooting in Ayrshire, and the shooting on the Portray mountains isn't the worst in the county. The castle at Portray overlooks the sea, but there's a wild area attached to it that stretches far inland, which Lizzie Eustace was always proud to refer to as "her shooting." Early in the spring of this year, she had asked her cousin Frank to take the shooting for the upcoming season — and he had agreed. "I’ll probably be abroad," she said, "but there’s the old castle." She offered it as if he were her brother, and he replied that he would come by for a couple of weeks — not to the castle, but to a little lodge a few miles up from the sea, which she mentioned when he declined the castle invitation. At the time of this invitation, there was no engagement between her and Lord Fawn. Since then, just a day or two ago, she reminded him of it. "Won't his lordship be there?" he asked jokingly. "Of course not," she replied with serious sincerity. Then she explained that her plans to go abroad had been changed by circumstances. She really intended to go to Portray. "I couldn't have you at the castle," she said with a smile; "but even an Othello couldn't mind having a first cousin at a little cottage miles away." It wasn't his place to suggest what objections a modern Othello might entertain; but after some thought, he said he would be there. He had promised a trip to a friend and wanted to keep that promise. Still, he almost felt he should avoid Portray. He planned to support his cousin as much as he could honestly, but he wasn't entirely willing to stand by her through both good and bad. He didn't want to be specifically known as her champion, yet he sensed that role would be somewhat thrust upon him. He anticipated trouble — and thus he was uncertain about his trip to Scotland.

"I hardly know whether I am or not," said Frank,—and he almost felt that he was blushing.

"I barely know if I am or not," said Frank, and he almost felt like he was blushing.

"I hope you are," said Lucy. "When a man has to work all day and nearly all night he should go where he may get fresh air."

"I hope you are," said Lucy. "When a guy has to work all day and almost all night, he should go somewhere he can get some fresh air."

"There's very good air without going to Scotland for it," said Lady Fawn, who kept up an excellent house at Richmond, but who, with all her daughters, could not afford autumn trips. The Fawns lived at Fawn Court all the year round, and consequently Lady Fawn thought that air was to be found in England sufficiently good for all purposes of vitality and recreation.

"There's perfectly good air without heading to Scotland for it," said Lady Fawn, who maintained a lovely home in Richmond but, along with all her daughters, couldn’t afford trips in the fall. The Fawns lived at Fawn Court year-round, and because of this, Lady Fawn believed that the air in England was good enough for all needs of health and leisure.

"It's not quite the same thing," said Lucy;—"at least, not for a man."

"It's not exactly the same," Lucy said;—"at least, not for a guy."

After that she was allowed to escape into the grounds with her lover, and was made happy with half-an-hour of unalloyed bliss. To be alone with the girl to whom he is not engaged is a man's delight;—to be alone with the man to whom she is engaged is the woman's. When the thing is settled there is always present to the man something of a feeling of clipped wings; whereas the woman is conscious of a new power of expanding her pinions. The certainty of the thing is to him repressive. He has done his work, and gained his victory,—and by conquering has become a slave. To her the certainty of the thing is the removal of a restraint which has hitherto always been on her. She can tell him everything, and be told everything,—whereas her previous confidences, made with those of her own sex, have been tame, and by comparison valueless. He has no new confidence to make,—unless when he comes to tell her he likes his meat well done, and wants his breakfast to be punctual. Lucy now not only promised herself, but did actually realise a great joy. He seemed to her all that her heart desired. He was a man whose manner was naturally caressing and demonstrative, and she was to him, of all women, the sweetest, the dearest, the most perfect,—and all his own. "But, Frank,"—she had already been taught to call him Frank when they were alone together,—"what will come of all this about Lizzie Eustace?"

After that, she was allowed to escape into the grounds with her lover and enjoyed half an hour of pure happiness. Being alone with the girl he isn't engaged to is a man's joy; being alone with the man she's engaged to is a woman's. When the situation is settled, a man often feels somewhat restrained, while a woman feels a new freedom to spread her wings. For him, the certainty of it can be stifling. He has done his part and secured his win—but in doing so, he feels trapped. For her, the certainty removes a limitation that has always been there. She can share everything with him and hear everything back—unlike her previous conversations with other women, which felt dull and less valuable in comparison. He doesn't have much new to share with her—unless he’s mentioning that he likes his meat well done and wants his breakfast on time. Lucy not only promised herself but also truly experienced a great joy. He seemed to be everything her heart desired. He was a man who naturally showed affection and was openly loving, and she was, to him, the sweetest, dearest, and most perfect of all women—and completely his. "But, Frank,"—she had already been taught to call him Frank when they were alone—“what will happen with all this about Lizzie Eustace?”

"They will be married,—of course."

"They're definitely going to marry."

"Do you think so? I am sure Lady Fawn doesn't think so."

"Do you really think that? I’m pretty sure Lady Fawn doesn’t think that."

"What Lady Fawn thinks on such a matter cannot be helped. When a man asks a woman to marry him, and she accepts, the natural consequence is that they will be married. Don't you think so?"

"What Lady Fawn thinks about this is irrelevant. When a man asks a woman to marry him and she says yes, the obvious outcome is that they will get married. Don't you agree?"

"I hope so,—sometimes," said Lucy, with her two hands joined upon his arm, and hanging to it with all her little weight.

"I hope so—sometimes," said Lucy, her hands clasped around his arm, leaning on it with all her small weight.

"You really do hope it?" he said.

"You really hope so?" he said.

"Oh, I do; you know I do. Hope it! I should die if I didn't hope it."

"Oh, I do; you know I do. I hope so! I would be devastated if I didn't have hope."

"Then why shouldn't she?" He asked his question with a quick, sharp voice, and then turned upon her for an answer.

"Then why shouldn't she?" He asked his question in a quick, sharp tone, and then looked at her for a response.

"I don't know," she said, very softly, and still clinging to him. "I sometimes think there is a difference in people."

"I don't know," she said softly, still holding onto him. "Sometimes I think there's a difference between people."

"There is a difference; but, still, we hardly judge of people sufficiently by our own feelings. As she accepted him, you may be sure that she wishes to marry him. She has more to give than he has."

"There’s a difference, but we barely judge people based on our own feelings. Since she accepted him, you can be sure she wants to marry him. She has more to offer than he does."

"And I have nothing to give," she said.

"And I have nothing to offer," she said.

"If I thought so, I'd go back even now," he answered. "It is because you have so much to give,—so much more than most others,—that I have thought of you, dreamed of you as my wife, almost ever since I first knew you."

"If I believed that, I'd go back right now," he replied. "It’s because you have so much to offer—so much more than most people—that I've thought about you, envisioned you as my wife, almost since the first time I met you."

"I have nothing left to give," she said. "What I ever had is all given. People call it the heart. I think it is heart, and brain, and mind, and body,—and almost soul. But, Frank, though Lizzie Eustace is your cousin, I don't want to be likened to her. She is very clever, and beautiful,—and has a way with her that I know is charming;—but—"

"I have nothing left to give," she said. "Everything I had is already given. People call it the heart. I think it’s heart, brain, mind, body—and almost soul. But, Frank, even though Lizzie Eustace is your cousin, I don’t want to be compared to her. She's really smart and beautiful—and she has a charm about her that I know is captivating;—but—

"But what, Lucy?"

"But what is it, Lucy?"

"I don't think she cares so much as some people. I dare say she likes Lord Fawn very well, but I do not believe she loves him as I love you."

"I don't think she cares as much as some people do. I would say she likes Lord Fawn quite a bit, but I don't believe she loves him the way I love you."

"They're engaged," said Frank, "and the best thing they can do is to marry each other. I can tell you this, at any rate,"—and his manner again became serious,—"if Lord Fawn behaves ill to her, I, as her cousin, shall take her part."

"They're engaged," Frank said, "and the best thing they can do is get married. I can tell you this much, at least,"—and his tone shifted to serious—"if Lord Fawn treats her badly, I, as her cousin, will stand up for her."

"You don't mean that you'll—fight him!"

"You can't be serious about—fighting him!"

"No, my darling. Men don't fight each other now-a-days;—not often, at least, and Fawn and I are not of the fighting sort. I can make him understand what I mean and what others will mean without fighting him. He is making a paltry excuse."

"No, my dear. Men don't really fight each other these days;—not often, anyway, and Fawn and I are not the fighting type. I can get him to understand what I mean and what others will mean without having to fight him. He's just making a weak excuse."

"But why should he want to excuse himself—without reason?"

"But why would he want to excuse himself—without any reason?"

"Because he is afraid. People have got hold of him and told him lies, and he thinks there will be a scrape about this necklace, and he hates a scrape. He'll marry her at last, without a doubt, and Lady Fawn is only making trouble for herself by trying to prevent it. You can't do anything."

"Because he's afraid. People have gotten to him and told him lies, and he thinks there will be a mess over this necklace, and he hates a mess. He'll marry her eventually, no doubt, and Lady Fawn is only causing trouble for herself by trying to stop it. There's nothing you can do."

"Oh no;—I can't do anything. When she was here it became at last quite disagreeable. She hardly spoke to them, and I'm sure that even the servants understood that there was a quarrel." She did not say a word of Lizzie's offer of the brooch to herself, nor of the stories which by degrees were reaching her ears as to the old debts, and the diamonds, and the young bride's conduct to Lady Linlithgow as soon as she married her grand husband, Sir Florian. She did think badly of Lizzie, and could not but regret that her own noble, generous Frank should have to expend his time and labour on a friend unworthy of his friendship; but there was no shade of jealousy in her feeling, and she uttered no word against Lizzie more bitter than that in which she declared that there was a difference between people.

"Oh no; I can't do anything. When she was here, it finally became quite uncomfortable. She hardly spoke to them, and I’m sure even the servants realized there was a disagreement." She didn’t mention Lizzie's offer of the brooch to her, nor the stories that were gradually coming her way about the old debts, the diamonds, and the young bride's behavior toward Lady Linlithgow right after she married her wealthy husband, Sir Florian. She thought poorly of Lizzie and couldn’t help but regret that her own noble, generous Frank had to waste his time and energy on a friend who wasn’t deserving of his friendship; however, there was no hint of jealousy in her feelings, and she said nothing against Lizzie more scathing than her assertion that there is a difference between people.

And then there was something said as to their own prospects in life. Lucy at once and with vehemence declared that she did not look for or expect an immediate marriage. She did not scruple to tell him that she knew well how difficult was the task before him, and that it might be essential for his interest that he should remain as he was for a year or two. He was astonished to find how completely she understood his position, and how thoroughly she sympathised with his interests. "There is only one thing I couldn't do for you," she said.

And then they talked about their own prospects in life. Lucy immediately and passionately stated that she wasn’t looking for or expecting to get married right away. She had no hesitation in telling him that she knew just how challenging his situation was, and that it might be important for him to stay as he was for a year or two. He was surprised to see how fully she understood his circumstances and how deeply she cared about his interests. “There’s only one thing I couldn’t do for you,” she said.

"And what is the one thing?"

"And what is the one thing?"

"I couldn't give you up. I almost thought that I ought to refuse you because I can do nothing,—nothing to help you. But there will always come a limit to self-denial. I couldn't do that! Could I?"

"I couldn't let you go. I almost thought I should push you away because I can't do anything—nothing to support you. But there always comes a point where you can't keep denying yourself. I couldn't do that! Could I?"

The reader will know how this question was answered, and will not want to be told of the long, close, clinging, praiseworthy kiss with which the young barrister assured her that would have been on her part an act of self-denial which would to him have been absolutely ruinous. It was agreed, however, between them, that Lady Fawn should be told that they did not propose to marry till some time in the following year, and that she should be formally asked to allow Lucy to have a home at Fawn Court in the interval.

The reader will know how this question was answered and won't want to hear about the long, intense, affectionate kiss with which the young lawyer assured her that it would have been a major act of self-denial on her part, which would have been totally disastrous for him. They agreed, however, that Lady Fawn should be informed that they did not plan to marry until sometime next year and that she should be formally asked to let Lucy stay at Fawn Court in the meantime.

 

 

CHAPTER XIX

"As My Brother"
 

Lord Fawn had promised, as he put Lizzie into her carriage, that he would come to her soon,—but he did not come soon. A fortnight passed and he did not show himself. Nothing further had been done in the matter of the diamonds, except that Mr. Camperdown had written to Frank Greystock, explaining how impossible it was that the question of their possession should be referred to arbitration. According to him they belonged to the heir, as did the estate; and no one would have the power of accepting an arbitration respecting them,—an arbitration which might separate them from the estate of which an infant was the owner for his life,—any more than such arbitration could be accepted as to the property of the estate itself. "Possession is nine points of the law," said Frank to himself, as he put the letter aside,—thinking at the same time that possession in the hands of Lizzie Eustace included certainly every one of those nine points. Lizzie wore her diamonds again and then again. There may be a question whether the possession of the necklace and the publicity of their history,—which, however, like many other histories, was most inaccurately told,—did not add something to her reputation as a lady of fashion. In the meantime, Lord Fawn did not come to see her. So she wrote to him. "My dear Frederic, had you not better come to me? Yours affectionately,—L. I go to the North at the end of this month."

Lord Fawn had promised, as he helped Lizzie into her carriage, that he would visit her soon—but he didn’t. Two weeks went by, and he still hadn’t shown up. Nothing more had happened regarding the diamonds, except that Mr. Camperdown had written to Frank Greystock, explaining how impossible it was for the ownership question to go to arbitration. According to him, they belonged to the heir, just like the estate; and no one could accept arbitration about them—an arbitration that could potentially separate them from the estate owned by a child for his lifetime—just as no arbitration could be accepted over the estate's property itself. "Possession is nine points of the law," Frank thought to himself as he set the letter aside, at the same time considering that possession in Lizzie Eustace's hands definitely included all nine points. Lizzie wore her diamonds again and again. There might be a debate about whether owning the necklace and the public knowledge of its history—which, like many other stories, was told quite inaccurately—added to her reputation as a fashionable lady. In the meantime, Lord Fawn hadn’t visited her, so she wrote to him. "My dear Frederic, shouldn’t you come see me? Yours affectionately,—L. I’m heading to the North at the end of this month."

But Frank Greystock did visit her,—more than once. On the day after the above letter was written he came to her. It was on Sunday afternoon, when July was more than half over, and he found her alone. Miss Macnulty had gone to church, and Lizzie was lying listlessly on a sofa with a volume of poetry in her hand. She had in truth been reading the book, and in her way enjoying it. It told her the story of certain knights of old, who had gone forth in quest of a sign from heaven, which sign, if verily seen by them, might be taken to signify that they themselves were esteemed holy, and fit for heavenly joy. One would have thought that no theme could have been less palatable to such a one as Lizzie Eustace; but the melody of the lines had pleased her ear, and she was always able to arouse for herself a false enthusiasm on things which were utterly outside herself in life. She thought she too could have travelled in search of that holy sign, and have borne all things, and abandoned all things, and have persevered,—and of a certainty have been rewarded. But as for giving up a string of diamonds, in common honesty,—that was beyond her.

But Frank Greystock did visit her—more than once. The day after the letter above was written, he came to see her. It was a Sunday afternoon, well into July, and he found her alone. Miss Macnulty had gone to church, and Lizzie was lying listlessly on a sofa with a book of poetry in her hand. She had actually been reading it and, in her own way, enjoying it. It told the story of certain knights from long ago who set out in search of a sign from heaven. If they truly saw this sign, it might mean they were considered holy and worthy of heavenly joy. One might think such a theme would be completely unappealing to someone like Lizzie Eustace, but she found the melody of the lines pleasing, and she could always muster a false enthusiasm for things completely outside her own life. She imagined she too could have traveled in search of that holy sign, enduring hardships, giving up everything, and persevering—certainly she would have been rewarded. But as for actually giving up a string of diamonds, in all honesty—that was just too much for her.

"I wonder whether men ever were like that?" she said, as she allowed her cousin to take the book from her hands.

"I wonder if men have ever been like that?" she said, as she let her cousin take the book from her hands.

"Let us hope not."

"Let's hope not."

"Oh, Frank!"

"Oh, Frank!"

"They were, no doubt, as fanatic and foolish as you please. If you will read to the end—"

"They were definitely as obsessed and silly as you can imagine. If you read to the end—

"I have read it all,—every word of it," said Lizzie, enthusiastically.

"I've read it all—every single word," Lizzie said excitedly.

"Then you know that Arthur did not go on the search, because he had a job of work to do, by the doing of which the people around him might perhaps be somewhat benefited."

"Then you know that Arthur did not go on the search because he had work to do, which might benefit the people around him."

"I like Launcelot better than Arthur," said Lizzie.

"I like Launcelot more than Arthur," Lizzie said.

"So did the Queen," replied Frank.

"So did the Queen," Frank replied.

"Your useful, practical man, who attends vestries, and sits at Boards, and measures out his gifts to others by the ounce, never has any heart. Has he, Frank?"

"Your practical guy who goes to meetings, sits on committees, and doles out his help in tiny amounts never really has any heart. Does he, Frank?"

"I don't know what heart means. I sometimes fancy that it is a talent for getting into debt, and running away with other men's wives."

"I don’t know what heart means. Sometimes I think it’s just a talent for getting into debt and running off with other guys’ wives."

"You say that on purpose to make me quarrel with you. You don't run away with other men's wives, and you have heart."

"You say that just to get me to argue with you. You don’t steal other guys’ wives, and you actually care."

"But I get into debt, unfortunately; and as for other men's wives, I am not sure that I may not do even that some day. Has Lord Fawn been here?" She shook her head. "Or written?" Again she shook her head. As she did so the long curl waved and was very near to him, for he was sitting close to the sofa, and she had raised herself so that she might look into his face and speak to him almost in a whisper. "Something should be settled, Lizzie, before you leave town."

"But I end up in debt, unfortunately; and as for other men's wives, I can’t guarantee that I won’t do that someday. Has Lord Fawn been here?" She shook her head. "Or written?" Again she shook her head. As she did so, the long curl swayed and was very close to him, since he was sitting next to the sofa, and she had lifted herself up to look into his face and speak to him almost in a whisper. "Something needs to be settled, Lizzie, before you leave town."

"I wrote to him, yesterday,—one line, and desired him to come. I expected him here to-day, but you have come instead. Shall I say that I am disappointed?"

"I wrote to him yesterday—just a line—and asked him to come. I expected him here today, but you showed up instead. Should I say that I'm disappointed?"

"No doubt you are so."

"You're definitely right."

"Oh, Frank, how vain you men are! You want me to swear to you that I would sooner have you with me than him. You are not content with—thinking it, unless I tell you that it is so. You know that it is so. Though he is to be my husband,—I suppose he will be my husband,—his spirit is not congenial to mine, as is yours."

"Oh, Frank, how vain you men are! You want me to swear that I’d rather have you with me than him. You’re not satisfied with just thinking it unless I say it’s true. You know it is. Even though he’s meant to be my husband— I suppose he will be my husband—his spirit isn’t a match for mine like yours is."

"Had you not loved him you would not have accepted him."

"If you hadn't loved him, you wouldn't have accepted him."

"What was I to do, Frank? What am I to do? Think how desolate I am, how unfriended, how much in want of some one whom I can call a protector! I cannot have you always with me. You care more for the little finger of that prim piece of propriety down at the old dowager's than you do for me and all my sorrows." This was true, but Frank did not say that it was true. "Lord Fawn is at any rate respectable. At least, I thought he was so when I accepted his offer."

"What am I supposed to do, Frank? What should I do? Just think about how lonely I am, how friendless, how desperately I need someone I can call a protector! I can’t have you around all the time. You care more about that prissy woman at the old dowager's than you do about me and all my problems." This was true, but Frank didn't admit that it was true. "Lord Fawn is at least respectable. At least, I thought he was when I accepted his offer."

"He is respectable enough."

"He's respectable enough."

"Just that;—isn't it?—and nothing more. You do not blame me for saying that I would be his wife? If you do, I will unsay it, let it cost me what it may. He is treating me so badly that I need not go far for an excuse." Then she looked into his face with all the eagerness of her gaze, clearly implying that she expected a serious answer. "Why do you not answer me, Frank?"

"That's all it is, right?—nothing more. You don't hold it against me for saying I would marry him, do you? If you do, I’ll take it back, no matter the cost. He's treating me so poorly that I don't need to search for an excuse." Then she looked into his face with such eagerness, clearly expecting a serious response. "Why aren’t you answering me, Frank?"

"What am I to say? He is a timid, cautious man. They have frightened him about this trumpery necklace, and he is behaving badly. But he will make a good husband. He is not a spendthrift. He has rank. All his people are respectable. As Lady Fawn, any house in England will be open to you. He is not rich, but together you will be rich."

"What am I supposed to say? He’s a shy, careful guy. They’ve scared him over this silly necklace, and he’s acting out. But he’ll make a great husband. He’s not a wasteful spender. He has good status. His family is respectable. As Lady Fawn, you'll have access to any house in England. He’s not wealthy, but together, you’ll be well-off."

"What is all that without love?"

"What is all that without love?"

"I do not doubt his love. And when you are his own he will love you dearly."

"I don’t doubt his love. And when you belong to him, he will love you deeply."

"Ah, yes;—as he would a horse or a picture. Is there anything of the rapture of love in that? Is that your idea of love? Is it so you love your Miss Demure?"

"Ah, yes;—just like he would a horse or a painting. Is there any of the excitement of love in that? Is that what you think love is? Is that how you love your Miss Demure?"

"Don't call names, Lizzie."

"Don't insult, Lizzie."

"I shall say what I please of her. You and I are to be friends, and I may not speak? No;—I will have no such friendship! She is demure. If you like it, what harm is there in my saying it? I am not demure. I know that. I do not, at least, pretend to be other than I am. When she becomes your wife, I wonder whether you will like her ways?" He had not yet told her that she was to be his wife, nor did he so tell her now. He thought for a moment that he had better tell her, but he did not do so. It would, he said to himself, add an embarrassment to his present position. And as the marriage was to be postponed for a year, it might be better, perhaps, for Lucy that it should not be declared openly. It was thus he argued with himself, but yet, no doubt, he knew well that he did not declare the truth because it would take away something of its sweetness from this friendship with his cousin Lizzie.

"I’ll say what I want about her. You and I are supposed to be friends, and I can’t speak my mind? No; I won’t have that kind of friendship! She’s reserved. If you like that, what’s wrong with me saying it? I’m not reserved. I know that. I don’t pretend to be anything other than myself. When she becomes your wife, I wonder if you’ll still like her ways?" He hadn’t told her yet that she was going to be his wife, nor did he tell her now. For a moment, he thought he should tell her, but he decided against it. He said to himself that it would only add an awkwardness to his current situation. And since the marriage was going to be postponed for a year, it might be better for Lucy if it wasn’t openly declared. That’s how he reasoned with himself, but he also knew that he was holding back the truth because it would take away some of the sweetness from this friendship with his cousin Lizzie.

"If ever I do marry," he said, "I hope I shall like my wife's ways."

"If I ever get married," he said, "I hope I’ll like my wife's habits."

"Of course you will not tell me anything. I do not expect confidence from you. I do not think a man is ever able to work himself up to the mark of true confidence with his friend. Men together, when they like each other, talk of politics, or perhaps of money; but I doubt whether they ever really tell their thoughts and longings to each other."

"Of course, you won’t share anything with me. I’m not expecting you to be open. I don’t believe a man can ever truly reach that level of confidence with a friend. When men are together and they like each other, they might discuss politics or money, but I doubt they ever actually reveal their true thoughts and desires to one another."

"Are women more communicative?"

"Are women better at communication?"

"Yes;—certainly. What is there that I would not tell you if you cared to hear it? Every thought I have is open to you if you choose to read it. I have that feeling regarding you that I would keep nothing back from you. Oh, Frank, if you understood me, you could save me,—I was going to say—from all unhappiness."

"Yes, of course. What wouldn’t I share with you if you wanted to know? Every thought I have is yours to see if you choose to look. I feel like I wouldn’t hide anything from you. Oh, Frank, if you really understood me, you could save me—from all unhappiness, I was going to say."

She did it so well that he would have been more than man had he not believed some of it. She was sitting almost upright now, though her feet were still on the sofa, and was leaning over towards him, as though imploring him for his aid, and her eyes were full of tears, and her lips were apart as though still eager with the energy of expression, and her hands were clasped together. She was very lovely, very attractive, almost invincible. For such a one as Frank Greystock opposition to her in her present mood was impossible. There are men by whom a woman, if she have wit, beauty, and no conscience, cannot be withstood. Arms may be used against them, and a sort of battle waged, against which they can raise no shield,—from which they can retire into no fortress,—in which they can parry no blow. A man so weak and so attacked may sometimes run; but even the poor chance of running is often cut off from him. How unlike she was to Lucy! He believed her,—in part; and yet that was the idea that occurred to him. When Lucy was much in earnest, in her eye, too, a tear would sparkle, the smallest drop, a bright liquid diamond that never fell; and all her face would be bright and eloquent with feeling;—but how unlike were the two! He knew that the difference was that between truth and falsehood;—and yet he partly believed the falsehood! "If I knew how to save you from an hour's uneasiness, I would do it," he said.

She did it so well that he would have to be more than human not to believe some of it. She was sitting almost upright now, her feet still on the sofa, leaning toward him as if pleading for his help. Her eyes were filled with tears, her lips parted as if still charged with emotion, and her hands were clasped together. She was incredibly beautiful, very alluring, almost unbeatable. For someone like Frank Greystock, opposing her in this moment was impossible. There are men against whom a woman with intelligence, beauty, and no guilt cannot stand. They can use all their defenses, but there’s no real protection they can summon, no fortress they can retreat to, and no way to dodge the assault. A man so overwhelmed might sometimes flee; but often, even that small chance of escape is taken from him. How different she was from Lucy! He believed her—partly; yet that thought crossed his mind. When Lucy was truly serious, a single tear would spark in her eye, a tiny droplet, a bright, liquid diamond that never fell. Her whole face would radiate with emotion; yet how different the two were! He recognized that the difference was between truth and deception; and yet he partly believed the deception! "If I knew how to spare you an hour of distress, I would do it," he said.

"No;—no;—no;" she murmured.

"No;—no;—no," she whispered.

"Would I not? You do not know me then." He had nothing further to say, and it suited her to remain silent for the moment, while she dried her eyes, and recovered her composure, and prepared herself to carry on the battle with a smile. She would carry on the battle, using every wile she knew, straining every nerve to be victorious, encountering any and all dangers, and yet she had no definite aim before her. She herself did not know what she would be at. At this period of her career she did not want to marry her cousin,—having resolved that she would be Lady Fawn. Nor did she intend that her cousin should be her lover,—in the ordinary sense of love. She was far too wary in the pursuit of the world's goods to sacrifice herself to any such wish as that. She did want him to help her about the diamonds,—but such help as that she might have, as she knew well, on much easier terms. There was probably an anxiety in her bosom to cause him to be untrue to Lucy Morris; but the guiding motive of her conduct was the desire to make things seem to be other than they were. To be always acting a part rather than living her own life was to her everything. "After all we must come to facts," he said, after a while. "I suppose it will be better that you should marry Lord Fawn."

"Would I not? You don’t really know me then." He had nothing more to say, and she preferred to stay quiet for a moment while she dried her eyes, regained her composure, and prepared to face the challenge with a smile. She would continue the fight, using every trick she knew, pushing herself to succeed, facing any and all dangers, yet she had no clear goal in mind. She didn’t even know what she wanted. At this point in her life, she didn't want to marry her cousin — she was set on being Lady Fawn. Nor did she plan for her cousin to be her boyfriend — not in the typical sense of love. She was much too careful in the pursuit of wealth to give herself up to any such desire. She did want his help with the diamonds — but she knew she could get that help on much easier terms. There was likely a part of her that wanted him to cheat on Lucy Morris; but the main reason for her actions was to make things appear different from how they really were. To always be playing a role rather than living her own life was everything to her. "After all, we have to face the facts," he said after a while. "I guess it’s better you marry Lord Fawn."

"If you wish it."

"If you want it."

"Nay;—I cannot have that said. In this matter you must rule yourself by your own judgment. If you are averse to it—" She shook her head. "Then you will own that it had better be so." Again she shook her head. "Lizzie, for your sake and my own, I must declare, that if you have no opinion in this matter, neither will I have any. You shall never have to say that I pressed you into this marriage or debarred you from marrying. I could not bear such an accusation."

"No; I can't let that be said. In this situation, you have to rely on your own judgment. If you don't want to—" She shook her head. "Then you have to admit that it's better this way." She shook her head again. "Lizzie, for both our sakes, I have to say that if you have no opinion on this, then I won't either. You will never have to say that I forced you into this marriage or prevented you from marrying. I couldn't handle that accusation."

"But you might tell me what I ought to do."

"But you could tell me what I should do."

"No;—certainly not."

"No, definitely not."

"Think how young I am, and,—by comparison,—how old you are. You are eight years older than I am. Remember;—after all that I have gone through, I am but twenty-two. At my age other girls have their friends to tell them. I have no one,—unless you will tell me."

"Think about how young I am, and—by comparison—how old you are. You’re eight years older than me. Just remember; after everything I’ve been through, I'm only twenty-two. At my age, other girls have their friends to talk to. I don’t have anyone—unless you will talk to me."

"You have accepted him?"

"Have you accepted him?"

"Yes."

"Yep."

"I suppose he is not altogether indifferent to you?"

"I guess he doesn’t totally ignore you, right?"

She paused, and again shook her head. "Indeed, I do not know. If you mean, do I love him, as I could love some man whose heart was quite congenial to my own, certainly I do not." She continued to shake her head very sadly. "I esteemed him,—when he asked me."

She paused and shook her head again. "Honestly, I don’t know. If you’re asking if I love him like I could love someone whose heart matched mine, no, I definitely don’t." She kept shaking her head sadly. "I respected him—when he asked me."

"Say at once that, having made up your mind, you will go through with it."

"Just say it clearly—now that you've made up your mind, you're going to follow through."

"You think that I ought?"

"Do you think I should?"

"You think so,—yourself."

"You think so—yourself?"

"So be it, Frank. I will. But, Frank, I will not give up my property. You do not wish me to do that. It would be weak, now;—would it not? I am sure that it is my own."

"So be it, Frank. I will. But, Frank, I’m not giving up my property. You don't want me to do that. It would be weak now, wouldn’t it? I’m sure it’s mine."

"His faith to you should not depend on that."

"His faith in you shouldn't rely on that."

"No, of course not; that is just what I mean. He can have no right to interfere. When he asked me to be his wife, he said nothing about that. But if he does not come to me, what shall I do?"

"No, absolutely not; that's exactly what I mean. He has no right to interfere. When he asked me to marry him, he didn't mention anything about that. But if he doesn’t come to me, what am I supposed to do?"

"I suppose I had better see him," said Frank slowly.

"I guess I should go see him," Frank said slowly.

"Will you? That will be so good of you. I feel that I can leave it all so safely in your hands. I shall go out of town, you know, on the thirtieth. I feel that I shall be better away, and I am sick of all the noise, and glitter, and worldliness of London. You will come on the twelfth?"

"Will you? That would be really kind of you. I trust I can leave everything so safely in your hands. I’m planning to head out of town, you know, on the thirtieth. I think I’ll be better off away from here; I’m tired of all the noise, the glitz, and the social scene in London. You’ll come on the twelfth?"

"Not quite so soon as that," he said, after a pause.

"Not that soon," he said, after a pause.

"But you will come?"

"But you're coming, right?"

"Yes;—about the twentieth."

"Yes, around the twentieth."

"And, of course, I shall see you?"

"And, of course, I'll see you?"

"Oh, yes."

"Yep."

"So that I may have some one to guide me that I can trust. I have no brother, Frank; do you ever think of that?" She put out her hand to him, and he clasped it, and held it tight in his own; and then, after a while, he pulled her towards him. In a moment she was on the ground, kneeling at his feet, and his arm was round her shoulder, and his hand was on her back, and he was embracing her. Her face was turned up to him, and he pressed his lips upon her forehead. "As my brother," she said, stretching back her head and looking up into his face.

"So that I can have someone to guide me that I can trust. I don't have a brother, Frank; do you ever think about that?" She reached out her hand to him, and he took it, holding it tightly in his own. After a moment, he pulled her closer. Before long, she was on the ground, kneeling at his feet, his arm around her shoulder, his hand on her back as he embraced her. Her face was lifted up to him, and he pressed his lips to her forehead. "As my brother," she said, tilting her head back and looking up into his face.

"Yes;—as your brother."

"Yes, like your brother."

They were sitting, or rather acting their little play together, in the back drawing-room, and the ordinary entrance to the two rooms was from the landing-place into the larger apartment;—of which fact Lizzie was probably aware, when she permitted herself to fall into a position as to which a moment or two might be wanted for recovery. When, therefore, the servant in livery opened the door, which he did, as Frank thought somewhat suddenly, she was able to be standing on her legs before she was caught. The quickness with which she sprung from her position, and the facility with which she composed not her face only, but the loose lock of her hair and all her person, for the reception of the coming visitor, was quite marvellous. About her there was none of the look of having been found out, which is so very disagreeable to the wearer of it; whereas Frank, when Lord Fawn was announced, was aware that his manner was awkward, and his general appearance flurried. Lizzie was no more flurried than if she had stepped that moment from out of the hands of her tirewoman. She greeted Lord Fawn very prettily, holding him by the hand long enough to show that she had more claim to do so than could any other woman, and then she just murmured her cousin's name. The two men shook hands—and looked at each other as men do who know that they are not friends, and think that they may live to be enemies. Lord Fawn, who rarely forgot anything, had certainly not forgotten the Sawab; and Frank was aware that he might soon be called on to address his lordship in anything but friendly terms. They said, however, a few words about Parliament and the weather, and the desirability of escaping from London.

They were sitting, or rather performing their little play together, in the back drawing room, and the usual entrance to the two rooms was from the landing into the bigger space;—which Lizzie was probably aware of when she let herself fall into a position that might take a moment or two to recover from. So, when the servant in uniform opened the door—somewhat unexpectedly, as Frank thought—she was able to stand up before being noticed. The speed with which she jumped up from her position and the ease with which she fixed not just her face but also her loose hair and overall appearance for the incoming visitor was quite impressive. She didn’t have that look of being caught that is so unpleasant for someone; meanwhile, Frank, when Lord Fawn was announced, felt awkward and flustered. Lizzie was as composed as if she had just stepped out of her stylist’s hands. She greeted Lord Fawn charmingly, holding his hand just long enough to show she had more reason to do so than any other woman, and then she softly mentioned her cousin's name. The two men shook hands and exchanged looks as men do when they know they are not friends and might end up as enemies. Lord Fawn, who seldom forgot anything, certainly hadn’t forgotten the Sawab; and Frank knew he might soon have to speak to his lordship in anything but polite terms. However, they exchanged a few words about Parliament and the weather, and the idea of getting away from London.

"Frank," said Lady Eustace, "is coming down in August to shoot my three annual grouse at Portray. He would keep one for you, my lord, if he thought you would come for it."

"Frank," Lady Eustace said, "is coming down in August to shoot my three annual grouse at Portray. He would save one for you, my lord, if he thought you would come for it."

"I'll promise Lord Fawn a fair third, at any rate," said Frank.

"I’ll guarantee Lord Fawn a fair one-third, anyway," said Frank.

"I cannot visit Portray this August, I'm afraid," said his lordship, "much as I might wish to do so. One of us must remain at the India Office—"

"I can't visit Portray this August, I'm afraid," said his lordship, "as much as I would love to. One of us has to stay at the India Office—

"Oh, that weary India Office!" exclaimed Lizzie.

"Oh, that tired India Office!" exclaimed Lizzie.

"I almost think you official men are worse off than we barristers," said Frank. "Well, Lizzie, good-bye. I dare say I shall see you again before you start."

"I almost think you officials have it worse than we lawyers," said Frank. "Well, Lizzie, goodbye. I'm sure I'll see you again before you leave."

"Of course you will," said Lizzie. And then the two lovers were left together. They had met once, at Lady Glencora's ball, since the quarrel at Fawn Court, and there, as though by mutual forbearance, had not alluded to their troubles. Now he had come, especially to speak of the matter that concerned them both so deeply. As long as Frank Greystock was in the room, his work was comparatively easy, but he had known beforehand that he would not find it at all easy should he be left alone with her. Lizzie began. "My lord," she said, "considering all that has passed between us, you have been a truant."

"Of course you will," Lizzie said. Then the two lovers were left alone together. They had met once at Lady Glencora's ball since their argument at Fawn Court, and there, out of mutual respect, they had avoided mentioning their issues. Now he had come specifically to talk about the matter that affected them both so deeply. As long as Frank Greystock was in the room, it was relatively easy for him, but he knew in advance that it wouldn't be easy at all if he were alone with her. Lizzie started. "My lord," she said, "given everything that's happened between us, you've been avoiding me."

"Yes;—I admit it—but—"

"Yes, I admit it, but—"

"With me, my lord, a fault admitted is a fault forgiven." Then she took her old seat on the sofa, and he placed himself on the chair which Frank Greystock had occupied. He had not intended to own a fault, and certainly not to accept forgiveness; but she had been too quick for him; and now he could not find words by which to express himself. "In truth," she continued, "I would always rather remember one kindness than a dozen omissions on the part of a friend."

"With me, my lord, admitting a fault means it's forgiven." Then she took her old spot on the sofa, and he sat in the chair where Frank Greystock had been. He hadn't planned on admitting a fault, and definitely not on accepting forgiveness; but she had caught him off guard, and now he couldn't find the words to respond. "Honestly," she continued, "I would always prefer to remember one act of kindness over a dozen times a friend didn't come through."

"Lady Eustace, I have not willingly omitted anything."

"Lady Eustace, I haven't left anything out on purpose."

"So be it. I will not give you the slightest excuse for saying that you have heard a reproach from me. You have come at last, and you are welcome. Is that enough for you?"

"So be it. I won’t give you any reason to claim that I’ve criticized you. You’ve finally arrived, and you’re welcome. Is that enough for you?"

He had much to say to her about the diamonds, and, when he was entering the room, he had not a word to say to her about anything else. Since that, another subject had sprung up before him. Whether he was, or was not, to regard himself as being at this moment engaged to marry Lady Eustace, was a matter to him of much doubt;—but of this he was sure, that if she were engaged to him as his wife, she ought not to be entertaining her cousin Frank Greystock down at Portray Castle, unless she had some old lady, not only respectable in life, but high in rank also, to see that everything was right. It was almost an insult to him that such a visit should have been arranged without his sanction or cognizance. Of course, if he were bound by no engagement,—and he had been persuaded by his mother and sister to wish that he were not bound,—then the matter would be no affair of his. If, however, the diamonds were abandoned, then the engagement was to be continued;—and in that case it was out of the question that his elected bride should entertain another young man,—even though she was a widow and the young man was her cousin. Of course, he should have spoken of the diamonds first; but the other matter had obtruded itself upon him, and he was puzzled. "Is Mr. Greystock to accompany you into Scotland?" he asked.

He had a lot to say to her about the diamonds, and when he walked into the room, he didn't have anything else to talk about. Since then, another topic had come up for him. Whether he was or wasn't engaged to marry Lady Eustace was something he strongly doubted; however, he was certain that if she was engaged to him as his future wife, she shouldn't be hosting her cousin Frank Greystock at Portray Castle unless there was an elderly lady there, who was both respectable and of high rank, to ensure that everything was proper. It felt almost like an insult to him that such a visit could be planned without his approval or knowledge. Of course, if he wasn't bound by any engagement—and he had been convinced by his mother and sister to wish that he weren't—then it wouldn’t concern him at all. However, if the diamonds were off the table, then the engagement would carry on; and in that case, it was out of the question for his intended bride to entertain another young man—even if she was a widow and the young man was her cousin. Naturally, he should have talked about the diamonds first, but the other issue had pushed itself into his mind, and he was confused. "Is Mr. Greystock going to accompany you to Scotland?" he asked.

"Oh dear no. I go on the thirtieth of this month. I hardly know when he means to be there."

"Oh no, I’m leaving on the thirtieth of this month. I hardly know when he plans to arrive."

"He follows you to Portray?

"Is he following you to Portray?"

"Yes;—he follows me, of course. 'The king himself has followed her, When she has gone before.'" Lord Fawn did not remember the quotation, and was more puzzled than ever. "Frank will follow me, just as the other shooting men will follow me."

"Yeah; he’s following me, of course. 'The king himself has followed her, When she has gone before.'” Lord Fawn didn’t recall the quote and was more confused than ever. “Frank will follow me, just like the other guys with guns will follow me.”

"He goes direct to Portray Castle?"

"He goes straight to Portray Castle?"

"Neither directly nor indirectly. Just at present, Lord Fawn, I am in no mood to entertain guests,—not even one that I love so well as my cousin Frank. The Portray mountains are somewhat extensive, and at the back of them there is a little shooting-lodge."

"Neither directly nor indirectly. Right now, Lord Fawn, I’m not in the mood to host anyone—not even someone I care for as much as my cousin Frank. The Portray mountains are quite vast, and behind them, there’s a small shooting lodge."

"Oh, indeed," said Lord Fawn, feeling that he had better dash at once at the diamonds.

"Oh, definitely," said Lord Fawn, realizing that he should just go for the diamonds right away.

"If you, my lord, could manage to join us for a day, my cousin and his friend would, I am sure, come over to the castle, so that you should not suffer from being left alone with me and Miss Macnulty."

"If you, my lord, could spend a day with us, I'm sure my cousin and his friend would come to the castle, so you wouldn't have to be alone with me and Miss Macnulty."

"At present it is impossible," said Lord Fawn;—and then he paused. "Lady Eustace, the position in which you and I stand to each other is one not altogether free from trouble."

"Right now it’s impossible," said Lord Fawn;—and then he paused. "Lady Eustace, the situation between you and me isn’t entirely without complications."

"You cannot say that it is of my making," she said, with a smile. "You once asked—what men think a favour from me; and I granted it,—perhaps too easily."

"You can't say that I made it happen," she said with a smile. "You once asked what men consider a favor from me, and I granted it—maybe a bit too easily."

"I know how greatly I am indebted to your goodness, Lady Eustace—" And then again he paused.

"I know how much I owe you for your kindness, Lady Eustace—" And then he paused again.

"Lord Fawn!"

"Lord Fawn!"

"I trust you will believe that nothing can be further from me than that you should be harassed by any conduct of mine."

"I hope you understand that I would never want to cause you any distress with my actions."

"I am harassed, my lord."

"I'm being harassed, my lord."

"And so am I. I have learned that you are in possession of certain jewels which I cannot allow to be held by my wife."

"And so am I. I've learned that you have some jewels that I can't let my wife keep."

"I am not your wife, Lord Fawn." As she said this, she rose from her reclining posture and sat erect.

"I am not your wife, Lord Fawn." As she said this, she got up from her relaxed position and sat up straight.

"That is true. You are not. But you said you would be."

"That's true. You're not. But you said you would be."

"Go on, sir."

"Go ahead, sir."

"It was the pride of my life to think that I had attained to so much happiness. Then came this matter of the diamonds."

"It was the pride of my life to think that I had achieved so much happiness. Then came the situation with the diamonds."

"What business have you with my diamonds,—more than any other man?"

"What do you want with my diamonds—more than any other guy?"

"Simply that I am told that they are not yours."

"Basically, I've been told that they don't belong to you."

"Who tells you so?"

"Who says that?"

"Various people. Mr. Camperdown."

"Different people. Mr. Camperdown."

"If you, my lord, intend to take an attorney's word against mine, and that on a matter as to which no one but myself can know the truth, then you are not fit to be my husband. The diamonds are my own, and should you and I become man and wife, they must remain so by special settlement. While I choose to keep them they will be mine,—to do with them as I please. It will be my pleasure, when my boy marries, to hang them round his bride's neck." She carried herself well, and spoke her words with dignity.

"If you, my lord, plan to believe an attorney over me, especially on something only I can know the truth about, then you're not suitable to be my husband. The diamonds are mine, and if we become husband and wife, they must stay mine through a special agreement. As long as I choose to keep them, they are mine to do with as I wish. It will bring me joy to hang them around my son's bride’s neck when he gets married." She held herself with grace and spoke with dignity.

"What I have got to say is this," began Lord Fawn;—"I must consider our engagement as at an end unless you will give them up to Mr. Camperdown."

"What I have to say is this," started Lord Fawn;—"I have to consider our engagement over unless you agree to give them up to Mr. Camperdown."

"I will not give them up to Mr. Camperdown."

"I won't hand them over to Mr. Camperdown."

"Then,—then,—then,—"

"Then, then, then,"

"And I make bold to tell you, Lord Fawn, that you are not behaving to me like a man of honour. I shall now leave the matter in the hands of my cousin, Mr. Greystock." Then she sailed out of the room, and Lord Fawn was driven to escape from the house as he might. He stood about the room for five minutes with his hat in his hand, and then walked down and let himself out of the front door.

"And I dare say, Lord Fawn, that you're not acting like a man of honor. I'm going to leave this matter in the hands of my cousin, Mr. Greystock." Then she strode out of the room, and Lord Fawn felt forced to leave the house as best he could. He lingered in the room for five minutes with his hat in hand, then walked down and let himself out through the front door.

 

 

CHAPTER XX

The Diamonds Become Troublesome
 

The thirtieth of July came round, and Lizzie was prepared for her journey down to Scotland. She was to be accompanied by Miss Macnulty and her own maid and her own servants, and to travel, of course, like a grand lady. She had not seen Lord Fawn since the meeting recorded in the last chapter, but had seen her cousin Frank nearly every other day. He, after much consideration, had written a long letter to Lord Fawn, in which he had given that nobleman to understand that some explanation was required as to conduct which Frank described as being to him "at present unintelligible." He then went, at considerable length, into the matter of the diamonds, with the object of proving that Lord Fawn could have no possible right to interfere in the matter. And though he had from the first wished that Lizzie would give up the trinket, he made various points in her favour. Not only had they been given to his cousin by her late husband,—but even had they not been so given, they would have been hers by will. Sir Florian had left her everything that was within the walls of Portray Castle, and the diamonds had been at Portray at the time of Sir Florian's death. Such was Frank's statement,—untrue indeed, but believed by him to be true. This was one of Lizzie's lies, forged as soon as she understood that some subsidiary claim might be made upon them on the ground that they formed a portion of property left by will away from her;—some claim subsidiary to the grand claim, that the necklace was a family heirloom. Lord Fawn was not in the least shaken in his conviction that Lizzie had behaved, and was behaving, badly, and that, therefore, he had better get rid of her; but he knew that he must be very wary in the reasons he would give for jilting her. He wrote, therefore, a very short note to Greystock, promising that any explanation needed should be given as soon as circumstances should admit of his forming a decision. In the meantime, the 30th of July came, and Lady Eustace was ready for her journey.

The thirtieth of July arrived, and Lizzie was all set for her trip to Scotland. She would be traveling with Miss Macnulty, her maid, and her own staff, and would, of course, travel like a lady of prestige. She hadn’t seen Lord Fawn since their last meeting mentioned in the previous chapter, but she had seen her cousin Frank almost every day. After giving it a lot of thought, he had written a lengthy letter to Lord Fawn, making it clear that he wanted some explanation regarding behavior that Frank described as "currently puzzling." He then elaborated on the issue of the diamonds, aiming to demonstrate that Lord Fawn had absolutely no right to be involved. Although he had initially hoped that Lizzie would relinquish the jewelry, he made several arguments on her behalf. Not only had the items been given to his cousin by her late husband, but even if they hadn't been gifted, they would still belong to her according to the will. Sir Florian had left her everything that was inside Portray Castle, and the diamonds had been there at the time of Sir Florian’s death. This was Frank's claim—false, indeed, but he believed it to be true. This was one of Lizzie's fabrications, created as soon as she realized that there might be another claim against them based on the idea that they were part of an inheritance separate from her; a claim in addition to the main argument that the necklace was a family heirloom. Lord Fawn remained completely convinced that Lizzie was acting, and continued to act, poorly, and that it was best for him to cut ties with her; however, he understood that he had to be very careful about the reasons he would provide for ending things. He therefore penned a very brief note to Greystock, assuring that any needed explanation would be given once he was able to make a decision based on the circumstances. In the meantime, July 30th arrived, and Lady Eustace was prepared for her journey.

There is, or there was, a train leaving London for Carlisle at 11 a.m., by which Lizzie proposed to travel, so that she might sleep in that city and go on through Dumfries to Portray the next morning. This was her scheme; but there was another part of her scheme as to which she had felt much doubt. Should she leave the diamonds, or should she take them with her? The iron box in which they were kept was small, and so far portable that a strong man might carry it without much trouble. Indeed, Lizzie could move it from one part of the room to the other, and she had often done so. But it was so heavy that it could not be taken with her without attracting attention. The servant would know what it was, and the porter would know, and Miss Macnulty would know. That her own maid should know was a matter of course; but even to her own maid the journey of the jewels would be remarkable because of the weight of the box, whereas if they went with her other jewels in her dressing-case, there would be nothing remarkable. She might even have taken them in her pocket,—had she dared. But she did not dare. Though she was intelligent and courageous, she was wonderfully ignorant as to what might and what might not be done for the recovery of the necklace by Mr. Camperdown. She did not dare to take them without the iron box, and at last she decided that the box should go. At a little after ten, her own carriage,—the job-carriage, which was now about to perform its last journey in her service,—was at the door, and a cab was there for the servants. The luggage was brought down, and with the larger boxes was brought the iron case with the necklace. The servant, certainly making more of the weight than he need have done, deposited it as a foot-stool for Lizzie, who then seated herself, and was followed by Miss Macnulty. She would have it placed in the same way beneath her feet in the railway carriage, and again brought into her room at the Carlisle hotel. What though the porter did know! There was nothing illegal in travelling about with a heavy iron box full of diamonds, and the risk would be less this way, she thought, than were she to leave them behind her in London. The house in Mount Street, which she had taken for the season, was to be given up; and whom could she trust in London? Her very bankers, she feared, would have betrayed her, and given up her treasure to Mr. Camperdown. As for Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, she felt sure that they would be bribed by Mr. Camperdown. She once thought of asking her cousin to take the charge of them, but she could not bring herself to let them out of her own hands. Ten thousand pounds! If she could only sell them and get the money, from what a world of trouble would she be relieved. And the sale, for another reason, would have been convenient; for Lady Eustace was already a little in debt. But she could not sell them, and therefore when she got into the carriage there was the box under her feet.

There was a train leaving London for Carlisle at 11AM, which Lizzie planned to take so she could sleep in that city and continue through Dumfries to Portray the following morning. This was her plan, but there was another part of it that she was unsure about. Should she leave the diamonds behind or take them with her? The iron box where they were stored was small enough that a strong person could carry it without much hassle. In fact, Lizzie could move it from one side of the room to the other, and she had done so often. But it was heavy enough that carrying it would draw attention. The servant would recognize it, the porter would notice, and so would Miss Macnulty. Of course, her own maid would know too, and even to her maid, the weight of the box would be noticeable. If she placed it with her other jewels in her dressing-case, it wouldn’t seem unusual. She even thought about putting them in her pocket—if she had the nerve. But she didn’t dare. Although she was smart and brave, she was quite clueless about what could or couldn't be done to recover the necklace with Mr. Camperdown's help. She decided she couldn't take it without the iron box, and ultimately decided that the box would go with her. Just after ten, her own carriage—the job carriage, which was about to make its last trip for her—arrived at the door, and a cab was there for the servants. The luggage was brought down, and along with the larger boxes, the iron case containing the necklace was carried out. The servant, definitely making a bigger deal out of the weight than necessary, set it down as a footstool for Lizzie, who then sat down and was followed by Miss Macnulty. She insisted it be placed beneath her feet in the train carriage, and again brought into her room at the Carlisle hotel. So what if the porter knew? There was nothing illegal about traveling with a heavy iron box full of diamonds, and she thought the risk was lower this way than if she left them in London. The house in Mount Street, which she had rented for the season, was going to be given up, and who could she trust in London? She feared even her bankers would betray her and hand over her treasure to Mr. Camperdown. As for Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, she was sure they would be bribed by Mr. Camperdown. She once considered asking her cousin to take care of them, but she couldn't bring herself to give them up. Ten thousand pounds! If only she could sell them and get the money, she would be free from so much trouble. Selling them would also be convenient for another reason; Lady Eustace was already a little in debt. But she couldn’t sell them, so when she got into the carriage, the box was right under her feet.

At that very moment who should appear on the pavement, standing between the carriage and the house-door, but Mr. Camperdown! And with Mr. Camperdown there was another man,—a very suspicious-looking man,—whom Lizzie at once took to be a detective officer of police. "Lady Eustace!" said Mr. Camperdown, taking off his hat. Lizzie bowed across Miss Macnulty, and endeavoured to restrain the tell-tale blood from flying to her cheeks. "I believe," said Mr. Camperdown, "that you are now starting for Scotland."

At that very moment, who should show up on the sidewalk, standing between the carriage and the front door, but Mr. Camperdown! And with Mr. Camperdown was another man—a very shady-looking guy—who Lizzie immediately thought was a police detective. "Lady Eustace!" said Mr. Camperdown, tipping his hat. Lizzie nodded her head across Miss Macnulty and tried to stop her cheeks from turning red. "I believe," said Mr. Camperdown, "that you are about to head to Scotland."

"We are, Mr. Camperdown;—and we are very late."

"We are, Mr. Camperdown; and we are very late."

"Could you allow me two minutes' conversation with you in the house?"

"Can you give me two minutes to talk with you inside the house?"

"Oh dear, no. We are late, I tell you. What a time you have chosen for coming, Mr. Camperdown!"

"Oh no, we’re late, I tell you. What a time you’ve chosen to show up, Mr. Camperdown!"

"It is an awkward hour, Lady Eustace. I only heard this morning that you were going so soon, and it is imperative that I should see you."

"It’s an awkward time, Lady Eustace. I just found out this morning that you were leaving so soon, and I really need to see you."

"Had you not better write, Mr. Camperdown?"

"Shouldn't you write, Mr. Camperdown?"

"You will never answer my letters, madam."

"You will never reply to my letters, ma'am."

"I—I—I really cannot see you now. William, the coachman must drive on. We cannot allow ourselves to lose the train. I am really very sorry, Mr. Camperdown, but we must not lose the train."

"I—I—I really can’t see you right now. William, the driver has to keep going. We can’t afford to miss the train. I’m truly sorry, Mr. Camperdown, but we can’t miss the train."

"Lady Eustace," said Mr. Camperdown, putting his hand on the carriage-door, and so demeaning himself that the coachman did not dare to drive on, "I must ask you a question." He spoke in a low voice, but he was speaking across Miss Macnulty. That lady, therefore, heard him, and so did William, the servant, who was standing close to the door. "I must insist on knowing where are the Eustace diamonds." Lizzie felt the box beneath her feet, and, without showing that she did so, somewhat widened her drapery.

"Lady Eustace," Mr. Camperdown said as he put his hand on the carriage door, and so positioned himself that the coachman didn’t dare to move, "I need to ask you a question." He spoke quietly, but he was addressing Miss Macnulty. Therefore, she heard him, and so did William, the servant, who was standing right by the door. "I must insist on knowing where the Eustace diamonds are." Lizzie felt the box under her feet, and without revealing that she did, she subtly adjusted her dress.

"I can tell you nothing now. William, make the coachman drive on."

"I can't tell you anything right now. William, tell the driver to keep going."

"If you will not answer me, I must tell you that I shall be driven in the execution of my duty to obtain a search-warrant, in order that they may be placed in proper custody. They are not your property, and must be taken out of your hands."

"If you won't answer me, I have to let you know that I’ll be forced to get a search warrant to have them placed in proper custody. They aren't your property and need to be taken out of your hands."

Lizzie looked at the suspicious man with a frightened gaze. The suspicious man was, in fact, a very respectable clerk in Mr. Camperdown's employment, but Lizzie for a moment felt that the search was about to begin at once. She had hardly understood the threat, and thought that the attorney was already armed with the powers of which he spoke. She glanced for a moment at Miss Macnulty, and then at the servant. Would they betray her? If they chose to use force to her, the box certainly might be taken from her. "I know I shall lose the train," she said. "I know I shall. I must insist that you let my servant drive on." There was now a little crowd of a dozen persons on the pavement, and there was nothing to cover her diamonds but the skirt of her travelling-dress.

Lizzie looked at the suspicious man with a frightened expression. The suspicious man was actually a well-respected clerk working for Mr. Camperdown, but Lizzie momentarily felt like the search was about to start immediately. She barely grasped the threat and thought that the attorney already had the powers he mentioned. She glanced briefly at Miss Macnulty and then at the servant. Would they betray her? If they decided to use force, they could definitely take the box from her. "I know I’m going to miss the train," she said. "I know I will. I need to insist that you let my servant drive on." A small crowd of around a dozen people had gathered on the pavement, and the only thing covering her diamonds was the hem of her traveling dress.

"Are they in this house, Lady Eustace?"

"Are they in this house, Lady Eustace?"

"Why doesn't he go on?" shouted Lizzie. "You have no right, sir, to stop me. I won't be stopped."

"Why isn't he continuing?" shouted Lizzie. "You have no right, sir, to stop me. I won't be held back."

"Or have you got them with you?"

"Or do you have them with you?"

"I shall answer no questions. You have no right to treat me in this way."

"I won't answer any questions. You have no right to treat me like this."

"Then I shall be forced, on behalf of the family, to obtain a search-warrant, both here and in Ayrshire, and proceedings will be taken also against your ladyship personally." So saying, Mr. Camperdown withdrew, and at last the carriage was driven on.

"Then I will have to, on behalf of the family, get a search warrant, both here and in Ayrshire, and legal action will also be taken against you personally." With that, Mr. Camperdown left, and finally, the carriage was moved on.

As it happened, there was time enough for catching the train,—and to spare. The whole affair in Mount Street had taken less than ten minutes. But the effect upon Lizzie was very severe. For a while she could not speak, and at last she burst out into hysteric tears,—not a sham fit,—but a true convulsive agony of sobbing. All the world of Mount Street, including her own servants, had heard the accusation against her. During the whole morning she had been wishing that she had never seen the diamonds; but now it was almost impossible that she should part with them. And yet they were like a load upon her chest, a load as heavy as though she were compelled to sit with the iron box on her lap day and night. In her sobbing she felt the thing under her feet, and knew that she could not get rid of it. She hated the box, and yet she must cling to it now. She was thoroughly ashamed of the box, and yet she must seem to take a pride in it. She was horribly afraid of the box, and yet she must keep it in her own very bed-room. And what should she say about the box now to Miss Macnulty, who sat by her side, stiff and scornful, offering her smelling-bottles, but not offering her sympathy? "My dear," she said at last, "that horrid man has quite upset me."

As it turned out, there was more than enough time to catch the train. The whole situation in Mount Street had taken less than ten minutes. But the impact on Lizzie was intense. For a while, she couldn’t speak, and eventually, she broke down in hysterical tears—this wasn’t fake, but a true, convulsive agony of sobbing. Everyone in Mount Street, including her own staff, had heard the accusation against her. Throughout the morning, she had wished she had never seen the diamonds; but now it seemed nearly impossible to part with them. Yet they felt like a weight on her chest, as heavy as if she had to sit with the iron box on her lap day and night. In her sobbing, she sensed the thing beneath her and knew she couldn’t get rid of it. She loathed the box, and yet she had to cling to it now. She was completely ashamed of the box, but she had to appear proud of it. She was terribly scared of the box, yet she had to keep it right in her bedroom. And what was she supposed to say about the box now to Miss Macnulty, who sat next to her, stiff and scornful, offering her smelling salts but not her sympathy? "My dear," she finally said, "that horrible man has completely thrown me off."

"I don't wonder that you should be upset," said Miss Macnulty.

"I can understand why you'd be upset," said Miss Macnulty.

"And so unjust, too,—so false,—so—so—so—. They are my own as much as that umbrella is yours, Miss Macnulty."

"And it's so unfair, too—so untrue—so—so—so—. They are mine just as much as that umbrella is yours, Miss Macnulty."

"I don't know," said Miss Macnulty.

"I don't know," Miss Macnulty said.

"But I tell you," said Lizzie.

"But I’m telling you," said Lizzie.

"What I mean is, that it is such a pity there should be a doubt."

"What I mean is, it's such a shame there should be any doubt."

"There is no doubt," said Lizzie;—"how dare you say there is a doubt? My cousin, Mr. Greystock, says that there is not the slightest doubt. He is a barrister, and must know better than an attorney like that Mr. Camperdown." By this time they were at the Euston Square station, and then there was more trouble with the box. The footman struggled with it into the waiting-room, and the porter struggled with it from the waiting-room to the carriage. Lizzie could not but look at the porter as he carried it, and she felt sure that the man had been told of its contents and was struggling with the express view of adding to her annoyance. The same thing happened at Carlisle, where the box was carried up into Lizzie's bedroom by the footman, and where she was convinced that her treasure had become the subject of conversation for the whole house. In the morning people looked at her as she walked down the long platform with the box still struggling before her. She almost wished that she had undertaken its carriage herself, as she thought that even she could have managed with less outward show of effort. Her own servants seemed to be in league against her, and Miss Macnulty had never before been so generally unpleasant. Poor Miss Macnulty, who had a conscientious idea of doing her duty, and who always attempted to give an adequate return for the bread she ate, could not so far overcome the effect of Mr. Camperdown's visit as to speak on any subject without being stiff and hard. And she suffered, too, from the box,—to such a degree that she turned over in her mind the thought of leaving Lizzie, if any other possible home might be found for her. Who would willingly live with a woman who always travelled about with a diamond necklace worth ten thousand pounds, locked up in an iron safe,—and that necklace not her own property.

"There’s no way," Lizzie said. "How can you say there is? My cousin, Mr. Greystock, insists there isn’t the slightest doubt. He’s a barrister and knows better than that attorney, Mr. Camperdown." By this point, they had arrived at Euston Square station, and there was more hassle with the box. The footman struggled with it into the waiting room, while the porter struggled with it from the waiting room to the carriage. Lizzie couldn’t help but watch the porter as he carried it, convinced that he had been informed about its contents and was deliberately trying to annoy her. The same thing happened at Carlisle, where the footman carried the box into Lizzie's bedroom, and she was sure that her precious cargo had become a topic of gossip for the entire house. In the morning, people stared at her as she walked down the long platform, the box still being wrestled before her. She almost wished she had taken care of it herself, thinking she could have handled it with less outward effort. Her own staff seemed to be conspiring against her, and Miss Macnulty had never been so generally unpleasant. Poor Miss Macnulty, who sincerely believed in doing her duty and always tried to give a fair return for her pay, couldn’t shake off the discomfort from Mr. Camperdown’s visit enough to talk about anything without being stiff and cold. She also struggled because of the box—to the point that she considered leaving Lizzie if she could find another place to go. Who would willingly live with a woman who traveled around with a diamond necklace worth ten thousand pounds, locked up in an iron safe—and that necklace not even belonging to her?

But at last Lady Eustace, and Miss Macnulty, and the servants,—and the iron box,—reached Portray Castle in safety.

But finally, Lady Eustace, Miss Macnulty, the servants, and the iron box arrived at Portray Castle safely.

 

 

CHAPTER XXI

"Ianthe's Soul"
 

Lady Eustace had been rather cross on the journey down to Scotland, and had almost driven the unfortunate Macnulty to think that Lady Linlithgow or the workhouse would be better than this young tyrant; but on her arrival at her own house she was for awhile all smiles and kindness. During the journey she had been angry without thought, but was almost entitled to be excused for her anger. Could Miss Macnulty have realised the amount of oppression inflicted on her patroness by the box of diamonds she would have forgiven anything. Hitherto there had been some secrecy, or at any rate some privacy attached to the matter; but now that odious lawyer had discussed the matter aloud, in the very streets, in the presence of the servants, and Lady Eustace had felt that it was discussed also by every porter on the railway from London down to Troon, the station in Scotland at which her own carriage met her to take her to her own castle. The night at Carlisle had been terrible to her, and the diamonds had never been for a moment off her mind. Perhaps the worst of it all was that her own man-servant and maid-servant had heard the claim which had been so violently made by Mr. Camperdown. There are people, in that respect very fortunately circumstanced, whose servants, as a matter of course, know all their affairs, have an interest in their concerns, sympathise with their demands, feel their wants, and are absolutely at one with them. But in such cases the servants are really known, and are almost as completely a part of the family as the sons and daughters. There may be disruptions and quarrels; causes may arise for ending the existing condition of things; but while this condition lasts, the servants in such households are, for the most part, only too well inclined to fight the battles of their employers. Mr. Binns, the butler, would almost foam at the mouth if it were suggested to him that the plate at Silvercup Hall was not the undoubted property of the old squire; and Mrs. Pouncebox could not be made to believe, by any amount of human evidence, that the jewels which her lady has worn for the last fifteen years are not her ladyship's very own. Binns would fight for the plate, and so would Pouncebox for the jewels, almost till they were cut to pieces. The preservation of these treasures on behalf of those who paid them their wages and fed them, who occasionally scolded them, but always succoured them, would be their point of honour. No torture would get the key of the cellar from Binns; no threats extract from Pouncebox a secret of the toilet. But poor Lizzie Eustace had no Binns and no Pouncebox. They are plants that grow slowly. There was still too much of the mushroom about Lady Eustace to permit of her possessing such treasures. Her footman was six feet high, was not bad looking, and was called Thomas. She knew no more about him, and was far too wise to expect sympathy from him, or other aid than the work for which she paid him. Her own maid was somewhat nearer to her; but not much nearer. The girl's name was Patience Crabstick, and she could do hair well. Lizzie knew but little more of her than that.

Lady Eustace had been pretty annoyed on the way to Scotland, and had almost made poor Macnulty think that Lady Linlithgow or the workhouse would be better than dealing with this young tyrant; but once she got to her own house, she was all smiles and kindness for a while. During the trip, she had been angry without really thinking about it, but she was somewhat justified in her frustration. If Miss Macnulty had understood how much stress that box of diamonds was causing her patroness, she would have forgiven everything. Until now, there had been some secrecy, or at least some privacy, around the issue; but now that awful lawyer had talked about it openly in the streets, right in front of the servants, and Lady Eustace felt like it was being discussed by every porter on the train from London all the way to Troon, the station in Scotland where her carriage met her to take her to her castle. The night in Carlisle had been awful for her, and the diamonds were constantly on her mind. Maybe the worst part was that her own footman and maid had heard the aggressive claim made by Mr. Camperdown. There are people, fortunately, whose servants know all their business, have a stake in their matters, empathize with their needs, understand their desires, and are completely aligned with them. But in those cases, the servants are actually known, and are almost as much a part of the family as the children. There might be conflicts and disagreements; situations might arise that threaten the current state of things; but while things are as they are, the servants in those homes are mostly eager to fight for their employers. Mr. Binns, the butler, would nearly go mad if anyone dared suggest that the silver at Silvercup Hall wasn't definitely the old squire's property; and Mrs. Pouncebox would refuse to believe, no matter how much evidence you showed her, that the jewels Lady Eustace had worn for the last fifteen years weren't truly hers. Binns would defend the silver, and Pouncebox would defend the jewels, almost until they were harmed. Protecting these valuables for those who paid their salaries and fed them, who sometimes scolded them but always supported them, would be a matter of pride. No amount of torture would get the key to the cellar from Binns; no threats could force Pouncebox to reveal a secret about Lady Eustace's beauty routine. But poor Lizzie Eustace had no Binns and no Pouncebox. Those are things that take time to cultivate. There was still too much of the mushroom in Lady Eustace for her to have such assets. Her footman was six feet tall, decent-looking, and called Thomas. She didn't know anything else about him and was far too smart to expect any sympathy from him, or anything beyond the job for which she hired him. Her maid was a bit closer to her, but not by much. The girl's name was Patience Crabstick, and she was good at hairstyling. Lizzie knew little more about her than that.

Lizzie considered herself still to be engaged to be married to Lord Fawn,—but there was no sympathy to be had in that quarter. Frank Greystock might be induced to sympathise with her;—but hardly after the fashion which Lizzie desired. And then sympathy in that direction would be so dangerous should she decide upon going on with the Fawn marriage. For the present she had quarrelled with Lord Fawn;—but the very bitterness of that quarrel, and the decision with which her betrothed had declared his intention of breaking off the match, made her the more resolute that she would marry him. During her journey to Portray she had again determined that he should be her husband; and, if so, advanced sympathy,—sympathy that would be pleasantly tender with her cousin Frank, would be dangerous. She would be quite willing to accept even Miss Macnulty's sympathy, if that humble lady would give it to her of the kind she wanted. She declared to herself that she could pour herself out on Miss Macnulty's bosom, and mingle her tears even with Miss Macnulty's, if only Miss Macnulty would believe in her. If Miss Macnulty would be enthusiastic about the jewels, enthusiastic as to the wickedness of Lord Fawn, enthusiastic in praising Lizzie herself, Lizzie,—so she told herself,—would have showered all the sweets of female friendship even on Miss Macnulty's head. But Miss Macnulty was as hard as a deal board. She did as she was bidden, thereby earning her bread. But there was no tenderness in her;—no delicacy;—no feeling;—no comprehension. It was thus that Lady Eustace judged her humble companion; and in one respect she judged her rightly. Miss Macnulty did not believe in Lady Eustace, and was not sufficiently gifted to act up to a belief which she did not entertain.

Lizzie still thought of herself as engaged to Lord Fawn, but there was no understanding to be found there. Frank Greystock might be sympathetic, but not in the way Lizzie wanted. Plus, any sympathy from him would be risky if she decided to go through with the marriage to Fawn. Currently, she had fallen out with Lord Fawn, but the intensity of that argument and his firm statement about ending their engagement only strengthened her resolve to marry him. During her trip to Portray, she reaffirmed that he would be her husband, and if that was the case, any sympathy—especially that which could be sweet and comforting from her cousin Frank—would be dangerous. She would also gladly accept sympathy from Miss Macnulty, if that simple lady could offer the kind she needed. She told herself that she could confide in Miss Macnulty, sharing her tears as long as Miss Macnulty believed in her. If Miss Macnulty could be enthusiastic about the jewelry, condemn Lord Fawn’s wickedness, and praise Lizzie, then Lizzie thought she would shower all the sweetness of female friendship on Miss Macnulty. But Miss Macnulty was as unyielding as a plank. She did what she was told, earning her living, but showed no warmth—no sensitivity—no understanding. This was how Lady Eustace viewed her humble companion, and in this regard, she was correct. Miss Macnulty didn’t believe in Lady Eustace and wasn’t capable of acting on a belief she didn’t hold.

Poor Lizzie! The world, in judging of people who are false and bad and selfish and prosperous to outward appearances, is apt to be hard upon them, and to forget the punishments which generally accompany such faults. Lizzie Eustace was very false and bad and selfish,—and, we may say, very prosperous also; but in the midst of all she was thoroughly uncomfortable. She was never at ease. There was no green spot in her life with which she could be contented. And though, after a fashion, she knew herself to be false and bad, she was thoroughly convinced that she was ill-used by everybody about her. She was being very badly treated by Lord Fawn;—but she flattered herself that she would be able to make Lord Fawn know more of her character before she had done with him.

Poor Lizzie! The world often judges people who are deceitful, bad, selfish, and outwardly successful harshly, forgetting the consequences that usually come with such flaws. Lizzie Eustace was indeed deceitful, bad, and selfish—and we can say she was also quite prosperous; yet, amid all this, she was completely unhappy. She was never at ease. There was no bright spot in her life where she could find contentment. Even though she somewhat realized she was deceitful and bad, she was firmly convinced that everyone around her treated her unfairly. She was being mistreated by Lord Fawn; however, she convinced herself that she would be able to make Lord Fawn see more of her true character before their time together ended.

Portray Castle was really a castle,—not simply a country mansion so called, but a stone edifice with battlements and a round tower at one corner, and a gate which looked as if it might have had a portcullis, and narrow windows in a portion of it, and a cannon mounted upon a low roof, and an excavation called the moat,—but which was now a fantastic and somewhat picturesque garden,—running round two sides of it. In very truth, though a portion of the castle was undoubtedly old, and had been built when strength was needed for defence and probably for the custody of booty,—the battlements, and the round tower, and the awe-inspiring gateway had all been added by one of the late Sir Florians. But the castle looked like a castle, and was interesting. As a house it was not particularly eligible, the castle form of domestic architecture being exigeant in its nature, and demanding that space, which in less ambitious houses can be applied to comfort, shall be surrendered to magnificence. There was a great hall, and a fine dining-room with plate-glass windows looking out upon the sea; but the other sitting-rooms were insignificant, and the bedrooms were here and there, and were for the most part small and dark. That, however, which Lizzie had appropriated to her own use was a grand chamber, looking also out upon the open sea.

Portray Castle was really a castle—not just a country mansion pretending to be one, but a solid stone building with battlements and a round tower at one corner, plus a gate that looked like it could have had a portcullis, narrow windows in some parts, and a cannon sitting on a low roof. There was also a trench called the moat, which had turned into a quirky and somewhat charming garden that wrapped around two sides of the castle. While part of the castle was definitely old and built for defense or to store treasure, the battlements, round tower, and impressive gateway were all added by the recent Sir Florians. But the castle looked like a proper castle and was quite interesting. As a home, it wasn’t very practical; the castle-style architecture was demanding and required space that, in simpler houses, could be used for comfort but was instead dedicated to grandeur. There was an impressive hall and a lovely dining room with large glass windows that overlooked the sea. However, most of the other sitting rooms were unimpressive, and the bedrooms were scattered around, mostly small and dark. That said, the room Lizzie had made her own was a grand chamber with views of the open sea.

The castle stood upon a bluff of land, with a fine prospect of the Firth of Clyde, and with a distant view of the Isle of Arran. When the air was clear, as it often is clear there, the Arran hills could be seen from Lizzie's window, and she was proud of talking of the prospect. In other respects, perhaps, the castle was somewhat desolate. There were a few stunted trees around it, but timber had not prospered there. There was a grand kitchen garden,—or rather a kitchen garden which had been intended to be grand;—but since Lizzie's reign had been commenced, the grandeur had been neglected. Grand kitchen gardens are expensive, and Lizzie had at once been firm in reducing the under-gardeners from five men to one and a boy. The head-gardener had of course left her at once; but that had not broken her heart, and she had hired a modest man at a guinea a week instead of a scientific artist, who was by no means modest, with a hundred and twenty pounds a year and coals, house, milk, and all other horticultural luxuries. Though Lizzie was prosperous and had a fine income, she was already aware that she could not keep up a town and country establishment and be a rich woman on four thousand a year. There was a flower garden and small shrubbery within the so-called moat; but, otherwise, the grounds of Portray Castle were not alluring. The place was sombre, exposed, and, in winter, very cold; and, except that the expanse of sea beneath the hill on which stood the castle was fine and open, it had no great claim to praise on the score of scenery. Behind the castle, and away from the sea, the low mountains belonging to the estate stretched for some eight or ten miles; and towards the further end of them, where stood a shooting-lodge, called always The Cottage, the landscape became rough and grand. It was in this cottage that Frank Greystock was to be sheltered with his friend, when he came down to shoot what Lady Eustace had called her three annual grouse.

The castle sat on a bluff, offering a great view of the Firth of Clyde and a distant look at the Isle of Arran. On clear days, which were common there, Lizzie could see the Arran hills from her window, and she took pride in talking about the view. In other ways, the castle felt a bit empty. A few scraggly trees surrounded it, but the timber had not thrived there. There was a grand kitchen garden—or at least one that had been intended to be grand—but since Lizzie took over, that grandeur had faded. Grand kitchen gardens are costly, and Lizzie had quickly cut down the number of under-gardeners from five men to one man and a boy. The head gardener had, of course, left immediately, but that hadn’t upset her too much; she hired a humble man for a guinea a week instead of an expert who was anything but humble, making one hundred and twenty pounds a year along with coal, housing, milk, and all the other gardening luxuries. Although Lizzie was financially comfortable and had a good income, she realized she couldn’t maintain both a city and a country home and still be considered wealthy on four thousand a year. There was a flower garden and a small shrubbery within the so-called moat; otherwise, Portray Castle’s grounds weren’t very appealing. The place felt dark, exposed, and very cold in winter; and aside from the beautiful view of the sea below the hill where the castle stood, it didn’t have much to boast about in terms of scenery. Behind the castle, away from the sea, the low mountains belonging to the estate stretched for about eight or ten miles; at the far end, where a shooting lodge known as The Cottage stood, the landscape became rough and dramatic. It was in this cottage that Frank Greystock would stay with his friend when he came down to shoot what Lady Eustace referred to as her three annual grouse.

She ought to have been happy and comfortable. There will, of course, be some to say that a young widow should not be happy and comfortable,—that she should be weeping her lost lord, and subject to the desolation of bereavement. But as the world goes now, young widows are not miserable; and there is, perhaps, a growing tendency in society to claim from them year by year still less of any misery that may be avoidable. Suttee propensities of all sorts, from burning alive down to bombazine and hideous forms of clothing, are becoming less and less popular among the nations, and women are beginning to learn that, let what misfortunes will come upon them, it is well for them to be as happy as their nature will allow them to be. A woman may thoroughly respect her husband, and mourn him truly, honestly, with her whole heart, and yet enjoy thoroughly the good things which he has left behind for her use. It was not, at any rate, sorrow for the lost Sir Florian that made Lady Eustace uncomfortable. She had her child. She had her income. She had her youth and beauty. She had Portray Castle. She had a new lover,—and, if she chose to be quit of him, not liking him well enough for the purpose, she might undoubtedly have another whom she would like better. She had hitherto been thoroughly successful in her life. And yet she was unhappy. What was it that she wanted?

She should have been happy and comfortable. Of course, some would argue that a young widow shouldn’t be happy and comfortable—that she should be mourning her lost husband and dealing with the pain of her loss. But nowadays, young widows aren’t miserable; in fact, there seems to be an increasing expectation in society for them to feel less and less of any sadness that can be avoided. Practices like burning widows alive or enforcing oppressive mourning attire are becoming less and less accepted globally, and women are starting to realize that, regardless of the hardships they face, it’s important for them to find happiness as much as they can. A woman can deeply respect her husband and truly mourn him with all her heart while still enjoying the good things he left for her. At least, it wasn’t mourning Sir Florian that made Lady Eustace unhappy. She had her child. She had her income. She had her youth and beauty. She had Portray Castle. She had a new lover—and if she decided she didn’t like him enough, she could certainly find another who she liked better. She had been quite successful in her life so far. And yet, she was unhappy. What was it that she wanted?

She had been a very clever child,—a clever, crafty child; and now she was becoming a clever woman. Her craft remained with her; but so keen was her outlook upon the world, that she was beginning to perceive that craft, let it be never so crafty, will in the long run miss its own object. She actually envied the simplicity of Lucy Morris, for whom she delighted to find evil names, calling her demure, a prig, a sly puss, and so on. But she could see,—or half see,—that Lucy with her simplicity was stronger than was she with her craft. She had nearly captivated Frank Greystock with her wiles, but without any wiles Lucy had captivated him altogether. And a man captivated by wiles was only captivated for a time, whereas a man won by simplicity would be won for ever,—if he himself were worth the winning. And this, too, she felt,—that let her success be what it might, she could not be happy unless she could win a man's heart. She had won Sir Florian's, but that had been but for an hour,—for a month or two. And then Sir Florian had never really won hers. Could not she be simple? Could not she act simplicity so well that the thing acted should be as powerful as the thing itself;—perhaps even more powerful? Poor Lizzie Eustace! In thinking over all this, she saw a great deal. It was wonderful that she should see so much and tell herself so many home truths. But there was one truth she could not see, and therefore could not tell it to herself. She had not a heart to give. It had become petrified during those lessons of early craft in which she had taught herself how to get the better of Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, of Sir Florian Eustace, of Lady Linlithgow, and of Mr. Camperdown.

She had been a very smart child—a smart, crafty child; and now she was turning into a clever woman. Her craftiness was still there, but her perspective on life was sharp enough for her to start realizing that, no matter how clever it seemed, craft would ultimately fail to achieve its true goals. She actually envied Lucy Morris's simplicity, and she found pleasure in labeling Lucy with mean nicknames, calling her demure, a goody-goody, a sly fox, and so on. But she could see—or at least partly see—that Lucy's straightforwardness made her stronger than her own craftiness. She had almost charmed Frank Greystock with her tricks, but without any tricks, Lucy had completely won him over. A man won by wiles is only captivated for a while, whereas a man captivated by simplicity would stay captivated forever—if he was worth winning in the first place. And she also felt this: no matter how successful she might be, she couldn't find happiness unless she won a man's heart. She had won Sir Florian’s, but that was only for an hour or two, a month at most. And Sir Florian never truly won hers. Could she not be simple? Could she not perform simplicity so convincingly that the act itself would be just as powerful—maybe even more powerful—than the real thing? Poor Lizzie Eustace! In thinking all this over, she noticed a lot. It was amazing that she could see so much and confront herself with so many hard truths. But there was one truth she couldn't see, and thus she couldn't admit it to herself: she didn’t have a heart to give. It had become hardened during those early lessons in craftiness where she had learned to outsmart Mr. Harter and Mr. Benjamin, Sir Florian Eustace, Lady Linlithgow, and Mr. Camperdown.

Her ladyship had now come down to her country house, leaving London and all its charms before the end of the season, actuated by various motives. In the first place, the house in Mount Street was taken furnished, by the month, and the servants were hired after the same fashion, and the horses jobbed. Lady Eustace was already sufficiently intimate with her accounts to know that she would save two hundred pounds by not remaining another month or three weeks in London, and sufficiently observant of her own affairs to have perceived that such saving was needed. And then it appeared to her that her battle with Lord Fawn could be better fought from a distance than at close quarters. London, too, was becoming absolutely distasteful to her. There were many things there that tended to make her unhappy, and so few that she could enjoy! She was afraid of Mr. Camperdown, and ever on the rack lest some dreadful thing should come upon her in respect of the necklace,—some horrible paper served upon her from a magistrate, ordering her appearance at Newgate, or perhaps before the Lord Chancellor, or a visit from policemen, who would be empowered to search for and carry off the iron box. And then there was so little in her London life to gratify her! It is pleasant to win in a fight;—but to be always fighting is not pleasant. Except in those moments, few and far between, in which she was alone with her cousin Frank,—and perhaps in those other moments in which she wore her diamonds,—she had but little in London that she enjoyed. She still thought that a time would come when it would be otherwise. Under these influences she had actually made herself believe that she was sighing for the country, and for solitude; for the wide expanse of her own bright waves,—as she had called them,—and for the rocks of dear Portray. She had told Miss Macnulty and Augusta Fawn that she thirsted for the breezes of Ayrshire, so that she might return to her books and her thoughts. Amidst the whirl of London it was impossible either to read or to think. And she believed it too,—herself. She so believed it, that on the first morning of her arrival she took a little volume in her pocket, containing Shelley's "Queen Mab," and essayed to go down upon the rocks. She had actually breakfasted at nine, and was out on the sloping grounds below the castle before ten, having made some boast to Miss Macnulty about the morning air.

Her ladyship had now come down to her country house, leaving London and all its charms before the end of the season for various reasons. First, the house on Mount Street was rented furnished by the month, the servants were hired the same way, and the horses were leased. Lady Eustace was already familiar enough with her finances to know that she would save two hundred pounds by not staying another month or three weeks in London and was observant enough of her own affairs to realize that such savings were necessary. It also seemed to her that her conflict with Lord Fawn could be better managed from a distance rather than being up close. London was also becoming completely unappealing to her. There were many things there that made her unhappy and so few that she actually enjoyed! She was afraid of Mr. Camperdown, constantly anxious that something terrible would happen regarding the necklace—perhaps some awful notice served upon her from a magistrate, summoning her to Newgate, or maybe a visit from police officers authorized to search for and seize the iron box. And there was so little in her London life to please her! Winning a fight is enjoyable; however, constantly fighting is not. Besides those rare moments when she was alone with her cousin Frank—and perhaps those times when she wore her diamonds—there was very little in London that she found enjoyable. She still believed that a time would come when things would be different. Under these influences, she had actually convinced herself that she longed for the countryside and solitude; for the wide expanse of her own bright waves—as she had named them—and for the rocks of dear Portray. She had told Miss Macnulty and Augusta Fawn that she craved the breezes of Ayrshire so she could return to her books and thoughts. Amidst the chaos of London, it was impossible to read or think. And she genuinely believed it—herself. She believed it so much that on the first morning of her arrival, she took a little book containing Shelley's "Queen Mab" in her pocket and attempted to go down to the rocks. She had actually had breakfast at nine and was out on the sloping grounds below the castle before ten, after boasting to Miss Macnulty about the morning air.

She scrambled down,—not very far down, but a little way beneath the garden gate, to a spot on which a knob of rock cropped out from the scanty herbage of the incipient cliff. Fifty yards lower the real rocks began; and, though the real rocks were not very rocky, not precipitous or even bold, and were partially covered with salt-fed mosses down almost to the sea, nevertheless they justified her in talking about her rock-bound shore. The shore was hers,—for her life, and it was rock-bound. This knob she had espied from her windows;—and, indeed, had been thinking of it for the last week, as a place appropriate to solitude and Shelley. She had stood on it before, and had stretched her arms with enthusiasm towards the just-visible mountains of Arran. On that occasion the weather, perhaps, had been cool; but now a blazing sun was overhead, and when she had been seated half a minute, and "Queen Mab" had been withdrawn from her pocket, she found that it would not do. It would not do, even with the canopy she could make for herself with her parasol. So she stood up and looked about herself for shade;—for shade in some spot in which she could still look out upon "her dear wide ocean, with its glittering smile." For it was thus that she would talk about the mouth of the Clyde. Shelter near her there was none. The scrubby trees lay nearly half a mile to the right,—and up the hill, too. She had once clambered down to the actual shore, and might do so again. But she doubted that there would be shelter even there; and the clambering up on that former occasion had been a nuisance, and would be a worse nuisance now. Thinking of all this, and feeling the sun keenly, she gradually retraced her steps to the garden within the moat, and seated herself, Shelley in hand, within the summer-house. The bench was narrow, hard, and broken; and there were some snails which discomposed her;—but, nevertheless, she would make the best of it. Her darling "Queen Mab" must be read without the coarse, inappropriate, every-day surroundings of a drawing-room; and it was now manifest to her that, unless she could get up much earlier in the morning, or come out to her reading after sunset, the knob of rock would not avail her.

She scrambled down—not very far, just a little bit below the garden gate to a spot where a rock jutted out from the thin grass on the starting cliff. Fifty yards lower, the real rocks began; and while they weren't very steep or bold and were partly covered with salt-fed moss down almost to the sea, they still justified her claim of having a rock-bound shore. The shore was hers—for her lifetime—and it truly was rock-bound. She had spotted this knob from her windows and had been thinking about it for the last week as a perfect place for solitude and Shelley. She had stood on it before and stretched her arms with excitement towards the barely visible mountains of Arran. That time, the weather had likely been cool, but now a blazing sun was overhead. After sitting for half a minute with "Queen Mab" taken out of her pocket, she realized it wouldn't work. Not even with the shade she could create with her parasol. So, she stood up and looked around for a shady spot—somewhere she could still gaze at “her dear wide ocean, with its glittering smile.” That's how she described the mouth of the Clyde. There was no shelter nearby. The scraggly trees were nearly half a mile to her right—and up the hill too. She had once climbed down to the actual shore and might do that again. However, she doubted there would be any shelter there either, and climbing up from that last time had been a hassle and would be an even bigger hassle now. As she thought about all this and felt the sun's heat, she slowly made her way back to the garden inside the moat and sat down, Shelley in hand, in the summer house. The bench was narrow, hard, and broken; there were a few snails that bothered her, but she would make the best of it. Her beloved "Queen Mab" deserved to be read away from the rough, inappropriate, everyday surroundings of a drawing-room; and it was clear to her that unless she could get up much earlier in the morning, or come out for her reading after sunset, the knob of rock wouldn't be helpful.

She began her reading, resolved that she would enjoy her poetry in spite of the narrow seat. She had often talked of "Queen Mab," and perhaps she thought she had read it. This, however, was in truth her first attempt at that work. "How wonderful is Death! Death and his brother, Sleep!" Then she half-closed the volume, and thought that she enjoyed the idea. Death,—and his brother Sleep! She did not know why they should be more wonderful than Action, or Life, or Thought;—but the words were of a nature which would enable her to remember them, and they would be good for quoting. "Sudden arose Ianthe's soul; it stood all-beautiful in naked purity." The name of Ianthe suited her exactly. And the antithesis conveyed to her mind by naked purity struck her strongly, and she determined to learn the passage by heart. Eight or nine lines were printed separately, like a stanza, and the labour would not be great, and the task, when done, would be complete. "Instinct with inexpressible beauty and grace, Each stain of earthliness Had passed away, it reassumed Its native dignity, and stood Immortal amid ruin." Which was instinct with beauty,—the stain or the soul, she did not stop to inquire, and may be excused for not understanding. "Ah,"—she exclaimed to herself, "how true it is; how one feels it; how it comes home to one!—'Sudden arose Ianthe's soul!'" And then she walked about the garden, repeating the words to herself, and almost forgetting the heat. "'Each stain of earthliness had passed away.' Ha;—yes. They will pass away, and become instinct with beauty and grace." A dim idea came upon her that when this happy time should arrive, no one would claim her necklace from her, and that the man at the stables would not be so disagreeably punctual in sending in his bill. "'All-beautiful in naked purity!'" What a tawdry world was this, in which clothes and food and houses are necessary! How perfectly that boy-poet had understood it all! "'Immortal amid ruin!'" She liked the idea of the ruin almost as well as that of the immortality, and the stains quite as well as the purity. As immortality must come, and as stains were instinct with grace, why be afraid of ruin? But then, if people go wrong,—at least women,—they are not asked out any where! "'Sudden arose Ianthe's soul; it stood all-beautiful—'" And so the piece was learned, and Lizzie felt that she had devoted her hour to poetry in a quite rapturous manner. At any rate she had a bit to quote; and though in truth she did not understand the exact bearing of the image, she had so studied her gestures, and so modulated her voice, that she knew that she could be effective. She did not then care to carry her reading further, but returned with the volume into the house. Though the passage about Ianthe's soul comes very early in the work, she was now quite familiar with the poem, and when, in after days, she spoke of it as a thing of beauty that she had made her own by long study, she actually did not know that she was lying. As she grew older, however, she quickly became wiser, and was aware that in learning one passage of a poem it is expedient to select one in the middle, or at the end. The world is so cruelly observant now-a-days, that even men and women who have not themselves read their "Queen Mab" will know from what part of the poem a morsel is extracted, and will not give you credit for a page beyond that from which your passage comes.

She started reading, determined to enjoy her poetry despite the cramped seat. She had often mentioned "Queen Mab," and maybe she thought she had read it before. However, this was actually her first attempt at that work. "How amazing is Death! Death and his brother, Sleep!" Then she partially closed the book, considering that she liked the idea. Death—and his brother Sleep! She didn’t understand why they seemed more remarkable than Action, Life, or Thought; but the words were memorable, and they'd be good for quoting. "Sudden arose Ianthe's soul; it stood all-beautiful in naked purity." The name Ianthe fit her perfectly. The contrast expressed by naked purity struck her strongly, and she decided to memorize the passage. Eight or nine lines were printed separately, like a stanza, so it wouldn’t be too much work, and the task would feel complete when done. "Instinct with inexpressible beauty and grace, Each stain of earthliness Had passed away, it reassumed Its native dignity, and stood Immortal amid ruin." Which was full of beauty—the stain or the soul—she didn’t stop to ask, and it was understandable that she didn’t fully grasp it. "Ah," she thought to herself, "how true that is; how deeply it resonates; how it really hits home!—'Sudden arose Ianthe's soul!'" Then she wandered around the garden, repeating the words to herself and almost forgetting the heat. "'Each stain of earthliness had passed away.' Ha; yes. They will vanish and become filled with beauty and grace." A vague thought crossed her mind that when that happy time came, no one would ask for her necklace back, and the man from the stables wouldn't be so annoyingly prompt with his bills. "'All-beautiful in naked purity!'" What a tacky world this is, where clothes, food, and houses are necessary! How perfectly that boy-poet understood it all! "'Immortal amid ruin!'" She liked the idea of ruin almost as much as that of immortality, and the stains just as much as the purity. Since immortality was inevitable and stains could be filled with grace, why fear ruin? But then, if people misstep—especially women—they aren’t invited anywhere! "'Sudden arose Ianthe's soul; it stood all-beautiful—'" And just like that, she learned the piece and felt she had spent her hour on poetry in an ecstatic way. At least she had a line to quote, and even though she didn’t fully grasp the specific meaning of the imagery, she had practiced her gestures and modulated her voice enough to know she could be effective. She didn’t want to read more, so she returned the book to the house. Although the passage about Ianthe's soul comes very early in the poem, she felt quite familiar with the work, and when later on, she talked about it as something beautiful she had made her own through long study, she genuinely didn’t realize she was being dishonest. However, as she grew older, she quickly became wiser and realized that when memorizing a poem, it’s better to choose a line from the middle or the end. The world is so watchful nowadays, that even those who haven’t read their "Queen Mab" will know from where a snippet is taken and won’t give you credit for anything beyond the part your quote comes from.

After lunch Lizzie invited Miss Macnulty to sit at the open window of the drawing-room and look out upon the "glittering waves." In giving Miss Macnulty her due, we must acknowledge that, though she owned no actual cleverness herself, had no cultivated tastes, read but little, and that little of a colourless kind, and thought nothing of her hours but that she might get rid of them and live,—yet she had a certain power of insight, and could see a thing. Lizzie Eustace was utterly powerless to impose upon her. Such as Lizzie was, Miss Macnulty was willing to put up with her and accept her bread. The people whom she had known had been either worthless,—as had been her own father, or cruel,—like Lady Linlithgow, or false,—as was Lady Eustace. Miss Macnulty knew that worthlessness, cruelty, and falseness had to be endured by such as she. And she could bear them without caring much about them;—not condemning them, even within her own heart, very heavily. But she was strangely deficient in this,—that she could not call these qualities by other names, even to the owners of them. She was unable to pretend to believe Lizzie's rhapsodies. It was hardly conscience or a grand spirit of truth that actuated her, as much as a want of the courage needed for lying. She had not had the face to call old Lady Linlithgow kind, and therefore old Lady Linlithgow had turned her out of the house. When Lady Eustace called on her for sympathy, she had not courage enough to dare to attempt the bit of acting which would be necessary for sympathetic expression. She was like a dog or a child, and was unable not to be true. Lizzie was longing for a little mock sympathy,—was longing to show off her Shelley, and was very kind to Miss Macnulty when she got the poor lady into the recess of the window. "This is nice;—is it not?" she said, as she spread her hand out through the open space towards the "wide expanse of glittering waves."

After lunch, Lizzie invited Miss Macnulty to sit at the open window of the drawing-room and look out at the "glittering waves." To give Miss Macnulty her due, we should acknowledge that, although she had no real cleverness, no refined tastes, read very little, and that little was pretty dull, and didn’t think much about her time except to pass it and survive, she did have a certain insight and could see things clearly. Lizzie Eustace couldn't fool her at all. Despite Lizzie's nature, Miss Macnulty was willing to put up with her and accept her support. The people she had known were either worthless—like her own father—or cruel—like Lady Linlithgow—or false—like Lady Eustace. Miss Macnulty understood that people like her had to endure worthlessness, cruelty, and falseness. She could handle them without being too bothered; she didn't heavily judge them even in her own heart. But she had a strange shortcoming—she couldn’t call these qualities by different names, even to the people who had them. She couldn’t pretend to buy into Lizzie's enthusiasm. It wasn't so much a matter of conscience or a strong moral spirit as it was a lack of the courage needed to lie. She hadn’t dared to call the old Lady Linlithgow kind, and because of that, the old lady had thrown her out of the house. When Lady Eustace sought her sympathy, she didn’t have the courage to act in a way that would show any sympathy. She was like a dog or a child, unable to be anything but honest. Lizzie was eager for just a little fake sympathy—yearning to flaunt her Shelley—and she was particularly nice to Miss Macnulty when she drew the poor lady into the nook of the window. "This is nice; isn’t it?" she said, spreading her hand out through the open space towards the "wide expanse of glittering waves."

"Very nice,—only it glares so," said Miss Macnulty.

"Very nice, but it's just so bright," said Miss Macnulty.

"Ah, I love the full warmth of the real summer. With me it always seems that the sun is needed to bring to true ripeness the fruit of the heart." Nevertheless she had been much troubled both by the heat and by the midges when she tried to sit on the stone. "I always think of those few glorious days which I passed with my darling Florian at Naples;—days too glorious because they were so few." Now Miss Macnulty knew some of the history of those days and of their glory,—and knew also how the widow had borne her loss.

"Ah, I love the full warmth of real summer. For me, it always feels like the sun is essential to truly ripen the fruit of the heart." Still, she had been quite bothered by the heat and the midges when she tried to sit on the stone. "I always think of those few amazing days I spent with my darling Florian in Naples—days that were too amazing because they were so few." Now Miss Macnulty was aware of some of the history of those days and their glory—and also knew how the widow had coped with her loss.

"I suppose the bay of Naples is fine," she said.

"I guess the Bay of Naples is nice," she said.

"It is not only the bay. There are scenes there which ravish you, only it is necessary that there should be some one with you that can understand you. 'Soul of Ianthe!'" she said, meaning to apostrophise that of the deceased Sir Florian. "You have read 'Queen Mab'?"

"It’s not just the bay. There are moments there that take your breath away, but you need someone with you who can really get it. 'Soul of Ianthe!'" she said, intending to address the spirit of the late Sir Florian. "Have you read 'Queen Mab'?"

"I don't know that I ever did. If I have, I have forgotten it."

"I don’t think I ever did. If I did, I’ve forgotten it."

"Ah,—you should read it. I know nothing in the English language that brings home to one so often one's own best feelings and aspirations. 'It stands all-beautiful in naked purity,'" she continued, still alluding to poor Sir Florian's soul. "'Instinct with inexpressible beauty and grace, Each stain of earthliness had passed away.' I can see him now in all his manly beauty, as we used to sit together by the hour, looking over the waters. Oh, Julia, the thing itself has gone,—the earthly reality; but the memory of it will live for ever!"

"Hey,—you really should read it. There's nothing in English that captures your own feelings and dreams so well. 'It stands all-beautiful in naked purity,'” she went on, still talking about poor Sir Florian's soul. “‘Instinct with inexpressible beauty and grace, each stain of earthiness has faded away.’ I can picture him now in all his masculine beauty, as we used to sit together for hours, gazing over the water. Oh, Julia, the actual thing is gone—the earthly reality; but the memory of it will last forever!"

"He was a very handsome man, certainly," said Miss Macnulty, finding herself forced to say something.

"He was definitely a very handsome man," said Miss Macnulty, feeling obliged to say something.

"I see him now," she went on, still gazing out upon the shining water. "'It reassumed its native dignity, and stood Primeval amid ruin.' Is not that a glorious idea, gloriously worded?" She had forgotten one word and used a wrong epithet; but it sounded just as well. Primeval seemed to her to be a very poetical word.

"I see him now," she continued, still looking out at the sparkling water. "'It regained its natural dignity and stood ancient among the ruins.' Isn't that a beautiful idea, beautifully expressed?" She had forgotten one word and used the wrong term, but it still sounded just as good. To her, "ancient" felt like a very poetic word.

"To tell the truth," said Miss Macnulty, "I never understand poetry when it is quoted unless I happen to know the passage beforehand. I think I'll go away from this, for the light is too much for my poor old eyes." Certainly Miss Macnulty had fallen into a profession for which she was not suited.

"Honestly," said Miss Macnulty, "I never really get poetry when it's quoted unless I already know the lines. I think I'll step away from this, because the light is too harsh for my old eyes." It's clear that Miss Macnulty had chosen a profession that didn't suit her.

 

 

CHAPTER XXII

Lady Eustace Procures a Pony for the Use of Her Cousin
 

Lady Eustace could make nothing of Miss Macnulty in the way of sympathy, and could not bear her disappointment with patience. It was hardly to be expected that she should do so. She paid a great deal for Miss Macnulty. In a moment of rash generosity, and at a time when she hardly knew what money meant, she had promised Miss Macnulty seventy pounds for the first year, and seventy for the second, should the arrangement last longer than a twelvemonth. The second year had been now commenced, and Lady Eustace was beginning to think that seventy pounds was a great deal of money when so very little was given in return. Lady Linlithgow had paid her dependant no fixed salary. And then there was the lady's "keep," and first-class travelling when they went up and down to Scotland, and cab-fares in London when it was desirable that Miss Macnulty should absent herself. Lizzie, reckoning all up, and thinking that for so much her friend ought to be ready to discuss Ianthe's soul, or any other kindred subject, at a moment's warning, would become angry, and would tell herself that she was being swindled out of her money. She knew how necessary it was that she should have some companion at the present emergency of her life, and therefore could not at once send Miss Macnulty away; but she would sometimes become very cross, and would tell poor Macnulty that she was—a fool. Upon the whole, however, to be called a fool was less objectionable to Miss Macnulty than were demands for sympathy which she did not know how to give.

Lady Eustace couldn't find any sympathy from Miss Macnulty, and she struggled to handle her disappointment patiently. It was hardly surprising. She was paying a lot for Miss Macnulty’s services. In a moment of impulsive generosity, and when she barely understood the value of money, she had promised Miss Macnulty seventy pounds for the first year, and another seventy for the second, assuming the arrangement would last beyond a year. Now that they were into the second year, Lady Eustace was starting to feel like seventy pounds was a lot of money for so little in return. Lady Linlithgow hadn't given her assistant any fixed salary. Plus, there were expenses for the lady's meals, first-class travel when they went back and forth to Scotland, and cab fares in London when it was necessary for Miss Macnulty to be absent. Lizzie, adding it all up and thinking that for that amount her friend should be ready to discuss Ianthe's soul or any similar topic at a moment’s notice, would get angry and feel like she was being cheated out of her money. She understood how important it was to have some companionship during this critical time in her life, so she couldn’t just send Miss Macnulty away immediately; however, she would often get really annoyed and call poor Macnulty a fool. Overall, though, being called a fool was less bothersome to Miss Macnulty than being asked for sympathy that she didn’t know how to provide.

Those first ten days of August went very slowly with Lady Eustace. "Queen Mab" got itself poked away, and was heard of no more. But there were other books. A huge box full of novels had come down, and Miss Macnulty was a great devourer of novels. If Lady Eustace would talk to her about the sorrows of the poorest heroine that ever saw her lover murdered before her eyes, and then come to life again with ten thousand pounds a year,—for a period of three weeks, or till another heroine, who had herself been murdered, obliterated the former horrors from her plastic mind,—Miss Macnulty could discuss the catastrophe with the keenest interest. And Lizzie, finding herself to be, as she told herself, unstrung, fell also into novel-reading. She had intended during this vacant time to master the "Faery Queen;" but the "Faery Queen" fared even worse than "Queen Mab;"—and the studies of Portray Castle were confined to novels. For poor Macnulty, if she could only be left alone, this was well enough. To have her meals, and her daily walk, and her fill of novels, and to be left alone, was all that she asked of the gods. But it was not so with Lady Eustace. She asked much more than that, and was now thoroughly discontented with her own idleness. She was sure that she could have read Spenser from sunrise to sundown, with no other break than an hour or two given to Shelley,—if only there had been some one to sympathise with her in her readings. But there was no one, and she was very cross. Then there came a letter to her from her cousin,—which for that morning brought some life back to the castle. "I have seen Lord Fawn," said the letter, "and I have also seen Mr. Camperdown. As it would be very hard to explain what took place at these interviews by letter, and as I shall be at Portray Castle on the 20th,—I will not make the attempt. We shall go down by the night train, and I will get over to you as soon as I have dressed and had my breakfast. I suppose I can find some kind of a pony for the journey. The 'we' consists of myself and my friend, Mr. Herriot,—a man whom I think you will like, if you will condescend to see him, though he is a barrister like myself. You need express no immediate condescension in his favour, as I shall of course come over alone on Wednesday morning. Yours always affectionately, F. G."

Those first ten days of August dragged on for Lady Eustace. "Queen Mab" was tucked away and forgotten. But there were other books. A big box full of novels had arrived, and Miss Macnulty was a big fan of novels. If Lady Eustace would chat with her about the woes of the poorest heroine who ever witnessed her lover being murdered before her eyes—and then returning to life with an annual income of ten thousand pounds—for about three weeks, or until another heroine, who had also been killed, erased the earlier traumas from her impressionable mind, Miss Macnulty could talk about the disaster with the utmost interest. And Lizzie, feeling out of sorts, also got into reading novels. She had planned to use this free time to delve into the "Faery Queen," but the "Faery Queen" fared even worse than "Queen Mab"—and the studies at Portray Castle were limited to novels. For poor Macnulty, if she could just be left alone, that was good enough. Having her meals, a daily walk, and plenty of novels, while being left alone, was all she asked for from the gods. But it was different for Lady Eustace. She wanted much more than that and was now completely dissatisfied with her laziness. She was sure she could have read Spenser from dawn till dusk, only taking breaks for an hour or two for Shelley—if only someone had been there to share her reading experience. But there was no one, and she felt very irritable. Then she received a letter from her cousin, which brought some life back to the castle that morning. “I have seen Lord Fawn,” the letter said, “and I have also met Mr. Camperdown. Since it would be difficult to explain what happened during these meetings in a letter, and as I’ll be at Portray Castle on the 20th, I won’t try. We’ll take the night train, and I’ll come to you as soon as I’ve dressed and had breakfast. I assume I can find some sort of pony for the journey. The 'we' refers to myself and my friend, Mr. Herriot—a man I think you’ll like, if you’re willing to meet him, though he is a barrister like me. You don’t need to show any immediate interest in him, as I’ll be coming over alone on Wednesday morning. Yours always affectionately, F. G.”

The letter she received on the Sunday morning, and as the Wednesday named for Frank's coming was the next Wednesday, and was close at hand, she was in rather a better humour than she had displayed since the poets had failed her. "What a blessing it will be," she said, "to have somebody to speak to!"

The letter she got on Sunday morning, and since the Wednesday scheduled for Frank's arrival was just around the corner, she was in a bit of a better mood than she had been since the poets had let her down. "What a relief it will be," she said, "to have someone to talk to!"

This was not complimentary, but Miss Macnulty did not want compliments. "Yes, indeed," she said. "Of course you will be glad to see your cousin."

This wasn't flattering, but Miss Macnulty wasn't looking for flattery. "Yes, definitely," she said. "Of course you’ll be happy to see your cousin."

"I shall be glad to see anything in the shape of a man. I declare that I have felt almost inclined to ask the minister from Craigie to elope with me."

"I'd be happy to see anyone who looks like a man. Honestly, I've been tempted to ask the minister from Craigie to run away with me."

"He has got seven children," said Miss Macnulty.

"He has seven kids," said Miss Macnulty.

"Yes, poor man, and a wife, and not more than enough to live upon. I daresay he would have come. By-the-bye, I wonder whether there's a pony about the place."

"Yeah, the poor guy, and a wife, and barely enough to get by. I bet he would have shown up. By the way, I wonder if there’s a pony around here."

"A pony!" Miss Macnulty of course supposed that it was needed for the purpose of the suggested elopement.

"A pony!" Miss Macnulty naturally thought it was needed for the planned elopement.

"Yes;—I suppose you know what a pony is? Of course there ought to be a shooting pony at the cottage for these men. My poor head has so many things to work upon that I had forgotten it; and you're never any good at thinking of things."

"Yes;—I guess you know what a pony is? Obviously, there should be a shooting pony at the cottage for these guys. My poor head has so many things to think about that I had forgotten it; and you're never any good at coming up with ideas."

"I didn't know that gentlemen wanted ponies for shooting."

"I didn't realize that guys wanted ponies for hunting."

"I wonder what you do know? Of course there must be a pony."

"I’m curious about what you actually know? There has to be a pony, right?"

"I suppose you'll want two?"

"Do you want two?"

"No, I sha'n't. You don't suppose that men always go riding about. But I want one. What had I better do?" Miss Macnulty suggested that Gowran should be consulted. Now, Gowran was the steward and bailiff and manager and factotum about the place, who bought a cow or sold one if occasion required, and saw that nobody stole anything, and who knew the boundaries of the farms, and all about the tenants, and looked after the pipes when frost came, and was an honest, domineering, hard-working, intelligent Scotchman, who had been brought up to love the Eustaces, and who hated his present mistress with all his heart. He did not leave her service, having an idea in his mind that it was now the great duty of his life to save Portray from her ravages. Lizzie fully returned the compliment of the hatred, and was determined to rid herself of Andy Gowran's services as soon as possible. He had been called Andy by the late Sir Florian, and, though every one else about the place called him Mr. Gowran, Lady Eustace thought it became her, as the man's mistress, to treat him as he had been treated by the late master. So she called him Andy. But she was resolved to get rid of him,—as soon as she should dare. There were things which it was essential that somebody about the place should know, and no one knew them but Mr. Gowran. Every servant in the castle might rob her, were it not for the protection afforded by Mr. Gowran. In that affair of the garden it was Mr. Gowran who had enabled her to conquer the horticultural Leviathan who had oppressed her, and who, in point of wages, had been a much bigger man than Mr. Gowran himself. She trusted Mr. Gowran, and hated him,—whereas Mr. Gowran hated her, and did not trust her. "I believe you think that nothing can be done at Portray except by that man," said Lady Eustace.

"No, I won’t. You don’t think men just ride around all the time. But I want one. What should I do?" Miss Macnulty suggested consulting Gowran. Now, Gowran was the steward, bailiff, manager, and jack-of-all-trades around the place. He bought or sold cows when needed, made sure nothing was stolen, knew the boundaries of the farms, understood everything about the tenants, looked after the pipes when it froze, and was an honest, domineering, hard-working, intelligent Scotsman who had been raised to love the Eustaces but hated his current employer with all his heart. He didn’t leave her service because he believed it was his duty to protect Portray from her destruction. Lizzie equally returned his hatred and was determined to get rid of Andy Gowran as soon as she could. He had been called Andy by the late Sir Florian and, although everyone else called him Mr. Gowran, Lady Eustace thought it was appropriate to treat him as the late master had. So she called him Andy. But she was set on getting rid of him—as soon as she felt she could. There were things that someone on the estate needed to know, and only Mr. Gowran had that knowledge. Any servant in the castle might steal from her if it weren't for Mr. Gowran's protection. In the garden situation, it was Mr. Gowran who helped her tackle the horticultural giant that had oppressed her, and in terms of salary, that giant was much more significant than Mr. Gowran himself. She both trusted and hated Mr. Gowran, while he hated her and didn’t trust her. "I believe you think that nothing can be done at Portray except by that man," said Lady Eustace.

"He'll know how much you ought to pay for the pony."

"He'll know how much you should pay for the pony."

"Yes,—and get some brute not fit for my cousin to ride, on purpose, perhaps, to break his neck."

"Yeah—and get some brute that’s not suitable for my cousin to ride, just to possibly break his neck."

"Then I should ask Mr. Macallum, the postmaster of Troon, for I have seen three or four very quiet-looking ponies standing in the carts at his door."

"Then I should ask Mr. Macallum, the postmaster of Troon, because I have seen three or four very calm-looking ponies standing in the carts at his door."

"Macnulty, if there ever was an idiot you are one!" said Lady Eustace, throwing up her hands. "To think that I should get a pony for my cousin Frank out of one of the mail carts."

"Macnulty, if there was ever an idiot, it's you!" Lady Eustace said, throwing up her hands. "I can't believe I would get a pony for my cousin Frank from one of the mail carts."

"I daresay I am an idiot," said Miss Macnulty, resuming her novel.

"I honestly think I'm an idiot," said Miss Macnulty, picking up her novel again.

Lady Eustace was, of course, obliged to have recourse to Gowran, to whom she applied on the Monday morning. Not even Lizzie Eustace, on behalf of her cousin Frank, would have dared to disturb Mr. Gowran with considerations respecting a pony on the Sabbath. On the Monday morning she found Mr. Gowran superintending four boys and three old women, who were making a bit of her ladyship's hay on the ground above the castle. The ground about the castle was poor and exposed, and her ladyship's hay was apt to be late. "Andy," she said, "I shall want to get a pony for the gentlemen who are coming to the Cottage. It must be there by Tuesday evening."

Lady Eustace had to turn to Gowran, so she reached out to him on Monday morning. Not even Lizzie Eustace, on behalf of her cousin Frank, would have dared to bother Mr. Gowran about a pony on Sunday. On Monday morning, she found Mr. Gowran supervising four boys and three older women who were cutting some of her hay on the land above the castle. The land around the castle was poor and exposed, and her hay often came in late. "Andy," she said, "I need to get a pony for the gentlemen who are coming to the Cottage. It needs to be ready by Tuesday evening."

"A pownie, my leddie?"

"A pony, my lady?"

"Yes;—a pony. I suppose a pony may be purchased in Ayrshire,—though of all places in the world it seems to have the fewest of the comforts of life."

"Yes;—a pony. I guess you can buy a pony in Ayrshire,—though of all places in the world, it seems to have the fewest comforts of life."

"Them as find it like that, my leddie, needn't bide there."

"The people who find it like that, my lady, don’t have to stay there."

"Never mind. You will have the kindness to have a pony purchased and put into the stables of the Cottage on Tuesday afternoon. There are stables, no doubt."

"Forget it. Please be kind enough to buy a pony and have it put in the stables at the Cottage on Tuesday afternoon. There are stables, right?"

"Oh, ay,—there's shelter, nae doot, for mair pownies than they'll ride. When the Cottage was biggit, my leddie, there was nae cause for sparing nowt." Andy Gowran was continually throwing her comparative poverty in poor Lizzie's teeth, and there was nothing he could do which displeased her more.

"Oh, yes—there's definitely room for more ponies than they can ride. When the Cottage was built, my lady, there was no reason to hold back on anything." Andy Gowran was always rubbing Lizzie's relative poverty in her face, and nothing bothered her more than that.

"And I needn't spare my cousin the use of a pony," she said grandiloquently, but feeling as she did so that she was exposing herself before the man. "You'll have the goodness to procure one for him on Tuesday."

"And I won’t deny my cousin the use of a pony," she said boastfully, but as she did, she felt like she was putting herself on display in front of the man. "You’ll kindly arrange one for him on Tuesday."

"But there ain't aits nor yet fother, nor nowt for bedding down. And wha's to tent the pownie? There's mair in keeping a pownie than your leddyship thinks. It'll be a matter of auchteen and saxpence a week,—will a pownie." Mr. Gowran, as he expressed his prudential scruples, put a very strong emphasis indeed on the sixpence.

"But there aren't any oats or straw, or anything for bedding down. And who's going to look after the pony? There's more to caring for a pony than you think, my lady. It'll cost about eighteen shillings and sixpence a week for a pony." Mr. Gowran, while voicing his cautious concerns, really stressed the sixpence.

"Very well. Let it be so."

"Okay. That's settled."

"And there'll be the beastie to buy, my leddie. He'll be a lump of money, my leddie. Pownies ain't to be had for nowt in Ayrshire, as was ance, my leddie."

"And there will be the creature to buy, my lady. He'll cost a lot, my lady. Ponies aren't easy to get for free in Ayrshire like they used to be, my lady."

"Of course I must pay for him."

"Of course I have to pay for him."

"He'll be a matter of ten pound, my leddie."

"He'll be about ten pounds, my lady."

"Very well."

"Sounds good."

"Or may be twal; just as likely." And Mr. Gowran shook his head at his mistress in a most uncomfortable way. It was not surprising that she should hate him.

"Or maybe twelve; just as likely." And Mr. Gowran shook his head at his boss in a really uncomfortable way. It wasn't surprising that she would hate him.

"You must give the proper price,—of course."

"You have to pay the right price, of course."

"There ain't no proper prices for pownies,—as there is for jew'ls and sich like." If this was intended for sarcasm upon Lady Eustace in regard to her diamonds, Mr. Gowran ought to have been dismissed on the spot. In such a case no English jury would have given him his current wages. "And he'll be to sell again, my leddie?"

"There aren't any proper prices for ponies—like there are for jewels and stuff." If this was meant as sarcasm aimed at Lady Eustace and her diamonds, Mr. Gowran should have been fired immediately. In that situation, no English jury would have awarded him his regular pay. "And he'll be sold again, my lady?"

"We shall see about that afterwards."

"We'll talk about that later."

"Ye'll never let him eat his head off there a' the winter! He'll be to sell. And the gentles'll ride him, may be, ance across the hillside, out and back. As to the grouse, they can't cotch them with the pownie, for there ain't none to cotch." There had been two keepers on the mountains,—men who were paid five or six shillings a week to look after the game in addition to their other callings, and one of these had been sent away, actually in obedience to Gowran's advice;—so that this blow was cruel and unmanly. He made it, too, as severe as he could by another shake of his head.

"You'll never let him waste away all winter! He's got to be sold. And the gentlemen might ride him, maybe, once across the hillside, in and out. As for the grouse, they can’t catch them with the pony, because there aren't any to catch." There had been two keepers on the mountains—men who were paid five or six shillings a week to look after the game in addition to their other jobs, and one of these had been sent away, actually following Gowran's advice; so this blow was harsh and cowardly. He made it as intense as he could with another shake of his head.

"Do you mean to tell me that my cousin cannot be supplied with an animal to ride upon?"

"Are you really telling me that my cousin can’t be provided with a horse to ride?"

"My leddie, I've said nowt o' the kind. There ain't no useful animal as I kens the name and nature of as he can't have in Ayrshire,—for paying for it, my leddie;—horse, pownie, or ass, just whichever you please, my leddie. But there'll be a seddle—"

"My lady, I haven't said anything like that. There's no useful animal that I know of that he can't have in Ayrshire—for paying for it, my lady;—horse, pony, or donkey, whichever you prefer, my lady. But there'll be a saddle

"A what?"

"A what now?"

There can be no doubt that Gowran purposely slurred the word so that his mistress should not understand him. "Seddles don't come for nowt, my leddie, though it be Ayrshire."

There’s no doubt that Gowran purposely slurred the word so that his mistress wouldn’t understand him. “Saddles don’t come for free, my lady, even if it’s Ayrshire.”

"I don't understand what it is that you say, Andy."

"I don't get what you're saying, Andy."

"A seddle, my leddie,"—said he, shouting the word at her at the top of his voice,—"and a briddle. I suppose as your leddyship's cousin don't ride bare-back up in Lunnon?"

"A saddle, my lady," he said, shouting the word at her at the top of his voice, "and a bridle. I guess your ladyship's cousin doesn't ride bareback in London?"

"Of course there must be the necessary horse-furniture," said Lady Eustace, retiring to the castle. Andy Gowran had certainly ill-used her, and she swore that she would have revenge. Nor when she was informed on the Tuesday that an adequate pony had been hired for eighteen pence a day, saddle, bridle, groom, and all included, was her heart at all softened towards Mr. Gowran.

"Of course, we need the proper horse gear," said Lady Eustace as she headed back to the castle. Andy Gowran had definitely mistreated her, and she vowed to get her revenge. Even when she found out on Tuesday that a decent pony had been hired for eighteen pence a day, saddle, bridle, groom, and everything included, she still felt no sympathy for Mr. Gowran.

 

 

CHAPTER XXIII

Frank Greystock's First Visit to Portray
 

Had Frank Greystock known all that his cousin endured for his comfort, would he have been grateful? Women, when they are fond of men, do think much of men's comfort in small matters, and men are apt to take the good things provided almost as a matter of course. When Frank Greystock and Herriot reached the cottage about nine o'clock in the morning, having left London over night by the limited mail train, the pony at once presented itself to them. It was a little shaggy, black beast, with a boy almost as shaggy as itself, but they were both good of their kind. "Oh, you're the laddie with the pownie, are you?" said Frank, in answer to an announcement made to him by the boy. He did at once perceive that Lizzie had taken notice of the word in his note, in which he had suggested that some means of getting over to Portray would be needed, and he learned from the fact that she was thinking of him and anxious to see him.

Had Frank Greystock known everything his cousin went through for his comfort, would he have felt grateful? When women care for men, they often think a lot about their comfort in small things, while men tend to take the good things given to them for granted. When Frank Greystock and Herriot arrived at the cottage around nine in the morning after leaving London the night before on the limited mail train, the pony immediately made itself known. It was a small, shaggy black creature, accompanied by a boy almost as shaggy, but they were both good in their own way. "Oh, you're the kid with the pony, huh?" Frank said in response to the boy's announcement. He quickly realized that Lizzie had picked up on the word in his note where he suggested that a way to get to Portray would be necessary, and he understood from this that she was thinking about him and eager to see him.

His friend was a man a couple of years younger than himself, who had hitherto achieved no success at the Bar, but who was nevertheless a clever, diligent, well-instructed man. He was what the world calls penniless, having an income from his father just sufficient to keep him like a gentleman. He was not much known as a sportsman, his opportunities for shooting not having been great; but he dearly loved the hills and fresh air, and the few grouse which were,—or were not,—on Lady Eustace's mountains would go as far with him as they would with any man. Before he had consented to come with Frank, he had especially inquired whether there was a game-keeper, and it was not till he had been assured that there was no officer attached to the estate worthy of such a name, that he had consented to come upon his present expedition. "I don't clearly know what a gillie is," he said, in answer to one of Frank's explanations. "If a gillie means a lad without any breeches on, I don't mind; but I couldn't stand a severe man got up in well-made velveteens, who would see through my ignorance in a moment, and make known by comment the fact that he had done so." Greystock had promised that there should be no severity, and Herriot had come. Greystock brought with him two guns, two fishing-rods, a man-servant, and a huge hamper from Fortnum and Mason's. Arthur Herriot, whom the attorneys had not yet loved, brought some very thick boots, a pair of knickerbockers, together with Stone and Toddy's "Digest of the Common Law." The best of the legal profession consists in this;—that when you get fairly at work you may give over working. An aspirant must learn everything; but a man may make his fortune at it, and know almost nothing. He may examine a witness with judgment, see through a case with precision, address a jury with eloquence,—and yet be altogether ignorant of law. But he must be believed to be a very pundit before he will get a chance of exercising his judgment, his precision, or his eloquence. The men whose names are always in the newspapers never look at their Stone and Toddy,—care for it not at all,—have their Stone and Toddy got up for them by their juniors when cases require that reference shall be made to precedents. But till that blessed time has come, a barrister who means success should carry his Stone and Toddy with him everywhere. Greystock never thought of the law now, unless he had some special case in hand; but Herriot could not afford to go out on his holiday without two volumes of Stone and Toddy's Digest in his portmanteau.

His friend was a guy a couple of years younger than him, who hadn’t had any success at the Bar so far, but was nonetheless smart, hardworking, and well-educated. He was what people nowadays refer to as broke, getting enough money from his dad to live like a gentleman. He wasn't very known as a sportsman since he didn't have many chances to shoot, but he really loved the hills and fresh air, and the few grouse that were—or weren't—on Lady Eustace's mountains would be just fine for him. Before he agreed to go with Frank, he specifically asked if there was a gamekeeper, and it wasn’t until he was told there was no officer on the estate who was worth that title that he decided to join the adventure. "I don't quite understand what a gillie is," he said, responding to one of Frank's explanations. "If a gillie means a guy without any pants on, I'm okay with that; but I couldn't handle a serious man dressed in nice velvet who would quickly see through my ignorance and make it obvious with his comments." Greystock had promised there would be no seriousness, so Herriot came along. Greystock brought two guns, two fishing rods, a manservant, and a huge basket from Fortnum and Mason’s. Arthur Herriot, who the lawyers hadn’t warmed up to yet, brought some really thick boots, a pair of knickerbockers, and Stone and Toddy's "Digest of the Common Law." The best part of the legal profession is this: once you really get going, you can stop working. An aspiring lawyer has to learn everything; however, a person can make a fortune at it while knowing almost nothing. They can question a witness intelligently, understand a case clearly, speak to a jury eloquently—and still know nothing about the law. But they have to seem like a real expert before they get a chance to show their judgment, precision, or eloquence. The lawyers whose names are always in the news hardly ever look at their Stone and Toddy—they don't care about it at all—having their Stone and Toddy taken care of by their juniors when they need to reference precedents. But until that wonderful time comes, a barrister who wants to be successful should take his Stone and Toddy with him everywhere. Greystock hardly thought about the law now, unless he had a specific case to handle; but Herriot couldn’t afford to go on his holiday without two volumes of Stone and Toddy's Digest in his suitcase.

"You won't mind being left alone for the first morning?" said Frank, as soon as they had finished the contents of one of the pots from Fortnum and Mason.

"You don’t mind being left alone for the first morning, do you?" Frank asked, right after they finished one of the pots from Fortnum and Mason.

"Not in the least. Stone and Toddy will carry me through."

"Not at all. Stone and Toddy will get me through."

"I'd go on the mountain if I were you, and get into a habit of steady loading."

"I'd head to the mountain if I were you and start getting into a routine of consistent loading."

"Perhaps I will take a turn,—just to find out how I feel in the knickerbockers. At what time shall I dine if you don't come back?"

"Maybe I'll take a walk—just to see how I feel in the knickerbockers. What time should I have dinner if you don't come back?"

"I shall certainly be here to dinner," said Frank, "unless the pony fails me or I get lost on the mountain." Then he started, and Herriot at once went to work on Stone and Toddy, with a pipe in his mouth. He had travelled all night, and it is hardly necessary to say that in five minutes he was fast asleep.

"I'll definitely be here for dinner," said Frank, "unless the pony lets me down or I get lost in the mountains." Then he took off, and Herriot immediately got to work on Stone and Toddy, with a pipe in his mouth. He had traveled all night, and it goes without saying that in five minutes, he was sound asleep.

So also had Frank travelled all night, but the pony and the fresh air kept him awake. The boy had offered to go with him, but that he had altogether refused;—and, therefore, to his other cares was added that of finding his way. The sweep of the valleys, however, is long and not abrupt, and he could hardly miss his road if he would only make one judicious turn through a gap in a certain wall which lay half way between the cottage and the castle. He was thinking of the work in hand, and he found the gap without difficulty. When through that he ascended the hill for two miles, and then the sea was before him, and Portray Castle, lying, as it seemed to him at that distance, close upon the sea-shore. "Upon my word, Lizzie has not done badly for herself," he said almost aloud, as he looked down upon the fair sight beneath him, and round upon the mountains, and remembered that, for her life at least, it was all hers, and after her death would belong to her son. What more does any human being desire of such a property than that?

Frank had also traveled all night, but the pony and the fresh air kept him alert. The boy had offered to join him, but he had completely declined; so, on top of everything else, he had to figure out his way. However, the valleys stretched out long and not steep, so he could hardly miss his path if he just made one smart turn through a gap in a specific wall located halfway between the cottage and the castle. He was focused on the task at hand and easily found the gap. Once through, he climbed the hill for two miles until the sea appeared before him, with Portray Castle seeming to sit right on the shoreline. "You know, Lizzie has really set herself up well," he said almost out loud as he gazed down at the beautiful scene below and around him at the mountains, remembering that, at least for her life, it was all hers, and after her death it would belong to her son. What more could anyone want from such a property than that?

He rode down to the great doorway,—the mountain track which fell on to the road about half a mile from the castle having been plain enough, and there he gave up the pony into the hands of no less a man than Mr. Gowran himself. Gowran had watched the pony coming down the mountain-side, and had desired to see of what like was "her leddyship's" cousin. In telling the whole truth of Mr. Gowran, it must be acknowledged that he thought that his late master had made a very great mistake in the matter of his marriage. He could not imagine bad things enough of Lady Eustace, and almost believed that she was not now, and hadn't been before her marriage, any better than she should be. The name of Admiral Greystock, as having been the father of his mistress, had indeed reached his ears; but Andy Gowran was a suspicious man, and felt no confidence even in an admiral,—in regard to whom he heard nothing of his having, or having had, a wife. "It's my fer-rm opeenion she's jist naebody—and waur," he had said more than once to his own wife, nodding his head with great emphasis at the last word. He was very anxious, therefore, to see "her leddyship's" cousin. Mr. Gowran thought that he knew a gentleman when he saw one. He thought, also, that he knew a lady, and that he didn't see one when he was engaged with his mistress. Cousin, indeed! "For the matter o' that, ony man that comes the way may be ca'ed a coosin." So Mr. Gowran was on the grand sweep before the garden gate, and took the pony from Frank's hand. "Is Lady Eustace at home?" Frank asked. Mr. Gowran perceived that Frank was a gentleman, and was disappointed. And Frank didn't come as a man comes who calls himself by a false name, and pretends to be an honest cousin when in fact he is something,—oh, ever so wicked! Mr. Gowran, who was a stern moralist, was certainly disappointed at Frank's appearance.

He rode down to the big doorway—the mountain path that connected to the road about half a mile from the castle was clear enough. There, he handed the pony over to none other than Mr. Gowran himself. Gowran had seen the pony coming down the mountain and wanted to check out what “her ladyship's” cousin was like. To be fair to Mr. Gowran, he believed that his former employer made a significant mistake in choosing to marry. He couldn’t think badly enough of Lady Eustace and almost believed she was no better now, nor had she been before her marriage. He had heard the name Admiral Greystock mentioned as being the father of his mistress, but Andy Gowran was a distrustful man and had no confidence even in an admiral, especially since he hadn’t heard anything about him having, or having had, a wife. "In my humble opinion, she’s just nobody—and worse," he had said more than once to his wife, nodding his head emphatically at the last word. So, he was very eager to see “her ladyship's” cousin. Mr. Gowran thought he could recognize a gentleman when he saw one. He also thought he could recognize a lady, and that he wasn’t seeing one when he dealt with his mistress. Cousin, really! "For that matter, any man passing by can be called a cousin." Thus, Mr. Gowran stood grandly before the garden gate and took the pony from Frank's hand. "Is Lady Eustace at home?" Frank asked. Mr. Gowran realized that Frank was a gentleman and felt disappointed. Frank didn’t come across as someone pretending to use a false name and acting like an honest cousin when, in reality, he was something—oh, so wicked! Mr. Gowran, being a stern moralist, was certainly disheartened by Frank's appearance.

Lizzie was in a little sitting-room, reached by a long passage with steps in the middle, at some corner of the castle which seemed a long way from the great door. It was a cheerful little room, with chintz curtains, and a few shelves laden with brightly-bound books, which had been prepared for Lizzie immediately on her marriage. It looked out upon the sea, and she had almost taught herself to think that here she had sat with her adored Florian, gazing in mutual ecstasy upon the "wide expanse of glittering waves." She was lying back in a low arm-chair as her cousin entered, and she did not rise to receive him. Of course she was alone, Miss Macnulty having received a suggestion that it would be well that she should do a little gardening in the moat. "Well, Frank?" she said, with her sweetest smile, as she gave him her hand. She felt and understood the extreme intimacy which would be implied by her not rising to receive him. As she could not rush into his arms there was no device by which she could more clearly show to him how close she regarded his friendship.

Lizzie was in a small sitting room, accessed by a long hallway with steps in the middle, in a corner of the castle that felt far from the main entrance. It was a bright little room, with floral-patterned curtains and a few shelves filled with well-bound books that had been prepared for her right after her marriage. It overlooked the sea, and she had almost convinced herself that she had spent time there with her beloved Florian, lost in admiration while gazing at the "vast expanse of sparkling waves." She was reclining in a low armchair when her cousin entered, and she didn’t get up to greet him. Naturally, she was alone, as Miss Macnulty had been suggested to do some gardening in the moat. “Well, Frank?” she said, flashing her sweetest smile as she extended her hand. She felt and understood the deep intimacy implied by not getting up to welcome him. Since she couldn’t rush into his arms, this was the clearest way to show him how much she valued their friendship.

"So I am at Portray Castle at last," he said, still holding her hand.

"So I’m finally at Portray Castle," he said, still holding her hand.

"Yes,—at the dullest, dreariest, deadliest spot in all Christendom, I think,—if Ayrshire be Christendom. But never mind about that now. Perhaps, as you are at the other side of the mountain at the Cottage, we shall find it less dull here at the castle."

"Yeah—at the dullest, dreariest, deadliest place in all Christendom, I think—if Ayrshire is considered Christendom. But let's not worry about that right now. Maybe, since you're on the other side of the mountain at the Cottage, we’ll find it less boring here at the castle."

"I thought you were to be so happy here."

"I thought you'd be so happy here."

"Sit down and we'll talk it all over by degrees. What will you have,—breakfast or lunch?"

"Sit down and we'll discuss everything gradually. What do you want—breakfast or lunch?"

"Neither, thank you."

"Neither, thanks."

"Of course you'll stay to dinner?"

"Are you going to stay for dinner?"

"No, indeed. I've a man there at the Cottage with me who would cut his throat in his solitude."

"No, really. I have a guy at the Cottage with me who would slit his own throat when he's alone."

"Let him cut his throat;—but never mind now. As for being happy, women are never happy without men. I needn't tell any lies to you, you know. What makes me sure that this fuss about making men and women all the same must be wrong, is just the fact that men can get along without women, and women can't without men. My life has been a burthen to me. But never mind. Tell me about my lord;—my lord and master."

"Let him do what he wants; but let's not focus on that right now. When it comes to happiness, women are never truly happy without men. I won’t lie to you about that. The reason I believe this push for making men and women equal must be flawed is that men can manage without women, but women can’t manage without men. My life has felt like a burden. But forget that. Tell me about my lord; my lord and master."

"Lord Fawn?"

"Lord Fawn?"

"Who else? What other lord and master? My bosom's own; my heart's best hope; my spot of terra firma; my cool running brook of fresh water; my rock; my love; my lord; my all! Is he always thinking of his absent Lizzie? Does he still toil at Downing Street? Oh, dear; do you remember, Frank, when he told us that 'one of us must remain in town?'"

"Who else? What other ruler and master? My closest friend; my heart's greatest hope; my piece of solid ground; my refreshing stream of fresh water; my foundation; my love; my lord; my everything! Is he always thinking of his absent Lizzie? Is he still working at Downing Street? Oh, dear; do you remember, Frank, when he told us that 'one of us must stay in town?'"

"I have seen him."

"I've seen him."

"So you wrote me word."

"So you texted me."

"And I have seen a very obstinate, pig-headed, but nevertheless honest and truth-speaking gentleman."

"And I've encountered a very stubborn, headstrong, but still honest and straightforward gentleman."

"Frank, I don't care twopence for his honesty and truth. If he ill-treats me—" Then she paused; looking into his face she had seen at once by the manner in which he had taken her badinage, without a smile, that it was necessary that she should be serious as to her matrimonial prospects. "I suppose I had better let you tell your story," she said, "and I will sit still and listen."

"Frank, I couldn't care less about his honesty and truth. If he treats me badly—" Then she paused; looking at his face, she realized from the way he responded to her teasing, without a smile, that she needed to be serious about her marriage prospects. "I guess I should let you tell your story," she said, "and I'll sit here and listen."

"He means to ill-treat you."

"He plans to mistreat you."

"And you will let him?"

"And you're going to let him?"

"You had better listen, as you promised, Lizzie. He declares that the marriage must be off at once unless you will send those diamonds to Mr. Camperdown or to the jewellers."

"You better listen, like you promised, Lizzie. He says the marriage has to be canceled right away unless you send those diamonds to Mr. Camperdown or the jewelers."

"And by what law or rule does he justify himself in a decision so monstrous? Is he prepared to prove that the property is not my own?"

"And by what law or rule does he justify himself in making such a monstrous decision? Is he ready to prove that the property isn't mine?"

"If you ask me my opinion as a lawyer, I doubt whether any such proof can be shown. But as a man and a friend I do advise you to give them up."

"If you want my take as a lawyer, I don't think any proof like that can be provided. But as a person and a friend, I really do recommend that you let them go."

"Never!"

"Not a chance!"

"You must, of course, judge for yourself;—but that is my advice. You had better, however, hear my whole story."

"You should definitely decide for yourself;—but that’s my advice. You might want to hear my entire story, though."

"Certainly," said Lizzie. Her whole manner was now changed. She had extricated herself from the crouching position in which her feet, her curl, her arms, her whole body had been so arranged as to combine the charm of her beauty with the charm of proffered intimacy. Her dress was such as a woman would wear to receive her brother, and yet it had been studied. She had no gems about her but what she might well wear in her ordinary life, and yet the very rings on her fingers had not been put on without reference to her cousin Frank. Her position had been one of lounging ease, such as a woman might adopt when all alone, giving herself all the luxuries of solitude;—but she had adopted it in special reference to cousin Frank. Now she was in earnest, with business before her; and though it may be said of her that she could never forget her appearance in presence of a man whom she desired to please, her curl, and rings, and attitude were for the moment in the background. She had seated herself on a common chair, with her hands upon the table, and was looking into Frank's face with eager, eloquent, and combative eyes. She would take his law, because she believed in it; but, as far as she could see as yet, she would not take his advice unless it were backed by his law.

"Sure," said Lizzie. Her whole vibe had shifted. She had gotten out of the relaxed position where her feet, curls, arms, and entire body were positioned to blend her beauty with an air of closeness. Her dress was something a woman might wear to greet her brother, yet it had been carefully chosen. She had no jewelry on except what she would normally wear, but even the rings on her fingers had been selected with her cousin Frank in mind. She had been lounging comfortably, like a woman enjoying her alone time, but she had done it with a particular focus on Frank. Now she was serious, with something to discuss; and although it could be said that she never lost sight of how she looked around a man she wanted to impress, her curls, rings, and posture were momentarily secondary. She had taken a seat on an ordinary chair, hands on the table, and was looking at Frank with eager, passionate, and challenging eyes. She would accept his rules because she believed in them; however, as far as she could tell so far, she wouldn’t follow his advice unless it was supported by his rules.

"Mr. Camperdown," continued Greystock, "has consented to prepare a case for opinion, though he will not agree that the Eustace estate shall be bound by that opinion."

"Mr. Camperdown," Greystock continued, "has agreed to prepare a case for review, although he won't agree that the Eustace estate will be obligated by that review."

"Then what's the good of it?"

"Then what's the point of it?"

"We shall at least know, all of us, what is the opinion of some lawyer qualified to understand the circumstances of the case."

"We'll at least all know what some lawyer, qualified to understand the situation, thinks about it."

"Why isn't your opinion as good as that of any lawyer?"

"Why isn't your opinion just as valid as a lawyer's?"

"I couldn't give an opinion;—not otherwise than as a private friend to you, which is worth nothing, unless for your private guidance. Mr. Camperdown—"

"I can't really give an opinion;—not any more than as a personal friend to you, which doesn't hold much value, except for your personal use. Mr. Camperdown—

"I don't care one straw for Mr. Camperdown."

"I don't care at all about Mr. Camperdown."

"Just let me finish."

"Just let me finish up."

"Oh, certainly;—and you mustn't be angry with me, Frank. The matter is so much to me; isn't it?"

"Oh, of course; and you can't be mad at me, Frank. This means so much to me; doesn't it?"

"I won't be angry. Do I look as if I were angry? Mr. Camperdown is right."

"I won't be angry. Do I look like I'm angry? Mr. Camperdown is right."

"I daresay he may be—what you call right. But I don't care about Mr. Camperdown a bit."

"I dare say he might be—what you call right. But I don’t care about Mr. Camperdown at all."

"He has no power, nor has John Eustace any power, to decide that the property which may belong to a third person shall be jeopardised by any arbitration. The third person could not be made to lose his legal right by any such arbitration, and his claim, if made, would still have to be tried."

"He has no power, and neither does John Eustace, to determine that property belonging to a third party can be put at risk by any arbitration. The third party cannot be forced to lose their legal rights through any such arbitration, and their claim, if presented, would still need to be heard in court."

"Who is the third person, Frank?"

"Who's the third person, Frank?"

"Your own child at present."

"Your child right now."

"And will not he have it any way?"

"And won't he have it anyway?"

"Camperdown and John Eustace say that it belongs to him at present. It is a point that, no doubt, should be settled."

"Camperdown and John Eustace say that it belongs to him right now. That's definitely a point that should be settled."

"To whom do you say that it belongs?"

"Who do you say it belongs to?"

"That is a question I am not prepared to answer."

"That's a question I'm not ready to answer."

"To whom do you think that it belongs?"

"Who do you think it belongs to?"

"I have refused to look at a single paper on the subject, and my opinion is worth nothing. From what I have heard in conversation with Mr. Camperdown and John Eustace, I cannot find that they make their case good."

"I haven't looked at any papers on the topic, so my opinion doesn't hold much weight. From what I've heard in conversations with Mr. Camperdown and John Eustace, I can't see that they make their case convincing."

"Nor can I," said Lizzie.

"Me neither," said Lizzie.

"A case is to be prepared for Mr. Dove."

"A case needs to be prepared for Mr. Dove."

"Who is Mr. Dove?"

"Who is Mr. Dove?"

"Mr. Dove is a barrister, and no doubt a very clever fellow. If his opinion be such as Mr. Camperdown expects, he will at once proceed against you at law for the immediate recovery of the necklace."

"Mr. Dove is a lawyer, and definitely a very smart guy. If his opinion is what Mr. Camperdown anticipates, he will immediately take legal action against you to recover the necklace."

"I shall be ready for him," said Lizzie, and as she spoke all her little feminine softnesses were for the moment laid aside.

"I'll be ready for him," said Lizzie, and as she spoke, all her little feminine softness was momentarily set aside.

"If Mr. Dove's opinion be in your favour—"

"If Mr. Dove's opinion is on your side—"

"Well," said Lizzie,—"what then?"

"Well," said Lizzie, "what now?"

"In that case Mr. Camperdown, acting on behalf of John Eustace and young Florian—"

"In that case, Mr. Camperdown, representing John Eustace and young Florian—

"How dreadful it is to hear of my bitterest enemy acting on behalf of my own child!" said Lizzie, holding up her hands piteously. "Well?"

"How terrible it is to hear my worst enemy acting for my own child!" said Lizzie, raising her hands in despair. "Well?"

"In that case Mr. Camperdown will serve you with some notice that the jewels are not yours,—to part with them as you may please."

"In that case, Mr. Camperdown will give you a notice that the jewels aren't yours—to do with them as you wish."

"But they will be mine."

"But they'll be mine."

"He says not;—but in such case he will content himself with taking steps which may prevent you from selling them."

"He doesn’t say so;—but if that’s the case, he’ll be fine with taking actions that could stop you from selling them."

"Who says that I want to sell them?" demanded Lizzie indignantly.

"Who says I want to sell them?" Lizzie asked angrily.

"Or from giving them away,—say to a second husband."

"Or by giving them away—like to a second husband."

"How little they know me!"

"How little they understand me!"

"Now I have told you all about Mr. Camperdown."

"Now I've shared everything about Mr. Camperdown."

"Yes."

"Yep."

"And the next thing is to tell you about Lord Fawn."

"And the next thing is to tell you about Lord Fawn."

"That is everything. I care nothing for Mr. Camperdown; nor yet for Mr. Dove,—if that is his absurd name. Lord Fawn is of more moment to me,—though, indeed, he has given me but little cause to say so."

"That's all. I don't care at all about Mr. Camperdown, and even less about Mr. Dove—if that's really his ridiculous name. Lord Fawn matters more to me, although he hasn't really given me much reason to think that."

"In the first place, I must explain to you that Lord Fawn is very unhappy."

"In the first place, I need to tell you that Lord Fawn is very unhappy."

"He may thank himself for it."

"He can thank himself for that."

"He is pulled this way and that, and is half distraught; but he has stated with as much positive assurance as such a man can assume, that the match must be regarded as broken off unless you will at once restore the necklace."

"He is being yanked in every direction and is pretty upset; but he has confidently declared, as much as someone like him can, that the engagement has to be considered off unless you immediately return the necklace."

"He does?"

"Really?"

"He has commissioned me to give you that message;—and it is my duty, Lizzie, as your friend, to tell you my conviction that he repents his engagement."

"He has asked me to pass on that message to you;—and as your friend, Lizzie, it’s my responsibility to share my belief that he regrets his engagement."

She now rose from her chair and began to walk about the room. "He shall not go back from it. He shall learn that I am not a creature at his own disposal in that way. He shall find that I have some strength,—if you have none."

She stood up from her chair and started to pace around the room. "He won't back out of this. He'll learn that I'm not someone he can control like that. He'll see that I have some power—if you don't."

"What would you have had me do?"

"What did you want me to do?"

"Taken him by the throat," said Lizzie.

"Grabbed him by the throat," Lizzie said.

"Taking by the throat in these days seldom forwards any object,—unless the taken one be known to the police. I think Lord Fawn is behaving very badly, and I have told him so. No doubt he is under the influence of others,—mother and sisters,—who are not friendly to you."

"Grabbing someone by the throat these days rarely accomplishes anything—unless that person is already on the police radar. I think Lord Fawn is acting really poorly, and I've told him that. No doubt he's being influenced by others—his mother and sisters—who aren't supportive of you."

"False-faced idiots!" said Lizzie.

"Fake idiots!" said Lizzie.

"He himself is somewhat afraid of me,—is much afraid of you;—is afraid of what people will say of him; and,—to give him his due,—is afraid also of doing what is wrong. He is timid, weak, conscientious, and wretched. If you have set your heart upon marrying him—"

"He’s a bit afraid of me—definitely afraid of you—afraid of what people will think of him; and, to be fair, he’s also worried about doing the wrong thing. He’s timid, weak, conscientious, and miserable. If you’ve set your sights on marrying him—"

"My heart!" said Lizzie scornfully.

"My heart!" Lizzie said mockingly.

"Or your mind,—you can have him by simply sending the diamonds to the jewellers. Whatever may be his wishes, in that case he will redeem his word."

"Or your mind—you can get him by just sending the diamonds to the jewelers. No matter what he wants, in that case, he’ll keep his promise."

"Not for him or all that belongs to him! It wouldn't be much. He's just a pauper with a name."

"Not for him or anything that belongs to him! It wouldn't mean much. He's just a broke guy with a name."

"Then your loss will be so much the less."

"Then your loss will be so much smaller."

"But what right has he to treat me so? Did you ever before hear of such a thing? Why is he to be allowed to go back,—without punishment,—more than another?"

"But what gives him the right to treat me like this? Have you ever heard of such a thing before? Why is he allowed to go back—without facing any consequences—more than anyone else?"

"What punishment would you wish?"

"What punishment do you want?"

"That he should be beaten within an inch of his life;—and if the inch were not there, I should not complain."

"That he should be beaten to the brink of death;—and if that brink didn't exist, I wouldn't mind."

"And I am to do it,—to my absolute ruin, and to your great injury?"

"And I'm supposed to do it—knowing it will completely ruin me and seriously hurt you?"

"I think I could almost do it myself." And Lizzie raised her hand as though there were some weapon in it. "But, Frank, there must be something. You wouldn't have me sit down and bear it. All the world has been told of the engagement. There must be some punishment."

"I think I could probably do it myself." And Lizzie raised her hand like there was a weapon in it. "But, Frank, there has to be something. You can't expect me to just sit and take it. The whole world knows about the engagement. There has to be some kind of punishment."

"You would not wish to have an action brought,—for breach of promise?"

"You wouldn’t want to have a lawsuit filed for breaking a promise, right?"

"I would wish to do whatever would hurt him most,—without hurting myself," said Lizzie.

"I would want to do whatever would hurt him the most—without hurting myself," said Lizzie.

"You won't give up the necklace?" said Frank.

"You’re not going to give up the necklace?" Frank asked.

"Certainly not," said Lizzie. "Give it up for his sake,—a man that I have always despised?"

"Definitely not," said Lizzie. "Give it up for him—someone I've always looked down on?"

"Then you had better let him go."

"Then you should probably let him go."

"I will not let him go. What,—to be pointed at as the woman that Lord Fawn had jilted? Never! My necklace should be nothing more to him than this ring." And she drew from her finger a little circlet of gold with a stone, for which she had owed Messrs. Harter and Benjamin five-and-thirty pounds till Sir Florian had settled that account for her. "What cause can he give for such treatment?"

"I won’t let him go. What, to be the woman that Lord Fawn dumped? No way! My necklace should mean nothing more to him than this ring." And she took off a thin gold band with a stone from her finger, which she had owed Messrs. Harter and Benjamin thirty-five pounds for until Sir Florian paid that debt for her. "What reason can he give for treating me like this?"

"He acknowledges that there is no cause which he can state openly."

"He admits that there’s no reason he can share publicly."

"And I am to bear it? And it is you that tell me so? Oh, Frank!"

"And I'm supposed to handle it? And you're the one telling me this? Oh, Frank!"

"Let us understand each other, Lizzie. I will not fight him,—that is, with pistols; nor will I attempt to thrash him. It would be useless to argue whether public opinion is right or wrong; but public opinion is now so much opposed to that kind of thing, that it is out of the question. I should injure your position and destroy my own. If you mean to quarrel with me on that score, you had better say so."

"Let’s get on the same page, Lizzie. I won’t fight him—at least not with guns; nor will I try to beat him up. There’s no point in debating whether public opinion is right or wrong; the truth is, people are so against that kind of thing that it’s simply not an option. I’d only hurt your reputation and ruin my own. If you plan to argue with me about this, you might as well just say it."

Perhaps at that moment he almost wished that she would quarrel with him, but she was otherwise disposed. "Oh, Frank," she said, "do not desert me."

Perhaps at that moment he almost wished she would fight with him, but she was in a different mood. "Oh, Frank," she said, "please don't abandon me."

"I will not desert you."

"I won't abandon you."

"You feel that I am ill-used, Frank?"

"You think I'm being treated unfairly, Frank?"

"I do. I think that his conduct is inexcusable."

"I do. I think his behavior is unacceptable."

"And there is to be no punishment?" she asked, with that strong indignation at injustice which the unjust always feel when they are injured.

"And there’s no punishment?" she asked, with that strong anger at injustice that the unfair always feel when they are wronged.

"If you carry yourself well,—quietly and with dignity,—the world will punish him."

"If you carry yourself well—calmly and with dignity—the world will take care of him."

"I don't believe a bit of it. I am not a Patient Grizel who can content myself with heaping benefits on those who injure me, and then thinking that they are coals of fire. Lucy Morris is one of that sort." Frank ought to have resented the attack, but he did not. "I have no such tame virtues. I'll tell him to his face what he is. I'll lead him such a life that he shall be sick of the very name of necklace."

"I don’t believe any of it. I’m not a Patient Grizel who can just pile up good deeds for those who hurt me and think they're somehow being punished. Lucy Morris is like that. Frank should have stood up for himself, but he didn’t. “I don’t have any of those submissive virtues. I’ll tell him exactly what he is. I’ll make his life so miserable that he’ll hate even the thought of a necklace.”

"You cannot ask him to marry you."

"You can't ask him to marry you."

"I will. What, not ask a man to keep his promise when you are engaged to him? I am not going to be such a girl as that."

"I will. What, you shouldn't ask a guy to keep his promise when you're engaged to him? I'm not going to be that kind of girl."

"Do you love him, then?"

"Do you still love him?"

"Love him! I hate him. I always despised him, and now I hate him."

"Love him! I can't stand him. I've always disliked him, and now I really hate him."

"And yet you would marry him?"

"And still you would marry him?"

"Not for worlds, Frank. No. Because you advised me, I thought that I would do so. Yes, you did, Frank. But for you I would never have dreamed of taking him. You know, Frank, how it was,—when you told me of him and wouldn't come to me yourself." Now again she was sitting close to him and had her hand upon his arm. "No, Frank; even to please you I could not marry him now. But I'll tell you what I'll do. He shall ask me again. In spite of those idiots at Richmond he shall kneel at my feet,—necklace or no necklace; and then,—then I'll tell him what I think of him. Marry him! I would not touch him with a pair of tongs." As she said this, she was holding her cousin fast by the hand.

"Not for anything in the world, Frank. No. Because you suggested it, I thought I would consider it. Yes, you did, Frank. But if it weren't for you, I would never have even thought about taking him. You know, Frank, how it was—when you told me about him and didn’t come to me yourself." Now she was sitting close to him again, her hand resting on his arm. "No, Frank; even to make you happy, I can’t marry him now. But here’s what I’ll do. He can ask me again. Despite those idiots at Richmond, he can kneel at my feet—necklace or no necklace; and then—then I’ll tell him exactly what I think of him. Marry him! I wouldn’t even touch him with a pair of tongs." As she said this, she held her cousin tightly by the hand.

 

 

CHAPTER XXIV

Showing What Frank Greystock Thought About Marriage
 

It had not been much after noon when Frank Greystock reached Portray Castle, and it was very nearly five when he left it. Of course he had lunched with the two ladies, and as the conversation before lunch had been long and interesting, they did not sit down till near three. Then Lizzie had taken him out to show him the grounds and garden, and they had clambered together down to the sea-beach. "Leave me here," she had said, when he insisted on going because of his friend at the Cottage. When he suggested that she would want help to climb back up the rocks to the castle, she shook her head, as though her heart was too full to admit of a consideration so trifling. "My thoughts flow more freely here with the surge of the water in my ears, than they will with that old woman droning to me. I come here often, and know every rock and every stone." That was not exactly true, as she had never been down but once before. "You mean to come again?" He told her that of course he should come again. "I will name neither day nor hour. I have nothing to take me away. If I am not at the castle I shall be at this spot. Good-bye, Frank." He took her in his arms and kissed her,—of course as a brother; and then he clambered up, got on his pony, and rode away. "I dinna ken just what to mak' o' him," said Gowran to his wife. "May be he is her coosin; but coosins are nae that sib that a weedow is to be hailed aboot jist ane as though she were ony quean at a fair." From which it may be inferred that Mr. Gowran had watched the pair as they were descending together towards the shore.

It was shortly after noon when Frank Greystock arrived at Portray Castle, and almost five when he left. Naturally, he had lunch with the two ladies, and since the conversation before lunch was long and engaging, they didn't sit down until nearly three. Then Lizzie took him out to show him the grounds and garden, and they climbed down to the beach together. "Leave me here," she said when he insisted on going due to his friend at the Cottage. When he suggested she might need help climbing back up the rocks to the castle, she shook her head, as if her feelings were too intense to acknowledge such a minor concern. "My thoughts flow more freely here with the sound of the waves in my ears than they will with that old woman droning on at me. I come here often and know every rock and stone." That wasn’t entirely true since she had only been down before once. "Do you plan to come back?" He assured her that he would definitely return. "I won't mention a day or an hour. I have nothing pulling me away. If I'm not at the castle, I'll be at this spot. Goodbye, Frank." He embraced her and kissed her — of course, as a brother would; then he climbed back up, got on his pony, and rode away. "I don't really know what to make of him," Gowran said to his wife. "Maybe he's her cousin; but cousins aren’t quite as close that a widow should be treated just like any woman at a fair." From this, it can be inferred that Mr. Gowran had been watching the pair as they made their way down to the shore.

Frank had so much to think of, riding back to the Cottage, that when he came to the gap, instead of turning round along the wall down the valley, he took the track right on across the mountain and lost his way. He had meant to be back at the Cottage by three or four, and yet had made his visit to the castle so long, that without any losing of his way he could not have been there before seven. As it was, when that hour arrived, he was up on the top of a hill, and could again see Portray Castle clustering down close upon the sea, and the thin belt of trees, and the shining water beyond;—but of the road to the Cottage he knew nothing. For a moment he thought of returning to Portray, till he had taught himself to perceive that the distance was much greater than it had been from the spot at which he had first seen the castle in the morning;—and then he turned his pony round and descended on the other side.

Frank had a lot on his mind while riding back to the Cottage, so when he reached the gap, instead of following the wall down the valley, he took the path straight across the mountain and lost his way. He had planned to be back at the Cottage by three or four, but he spent so much time at the castle that even without getting lost, he wouldn't have made it back before seven. By the time seven rolled around, he was at the top of a hill and could see Portray Castle nestled close to the sea, the thin band of trees, and the glimmering water beyond;—but he had no idea how to get back to the Cottage. For a moment, he considered going back to Portray, but he quickly realized that the distance was much greater than it had been from where he first spotted the castle that morning;—so he turned his pony around and rode down the other side.

His mind was very full of Lizzie Eustace, and full also of Lucy Morris. If it were to be asserted here that a young man may be perfectly true to a first young woman while he is falling in love with a second, the readers of this story would probably be offended. But undoubtedly many men believe themselves to be quite true while undergoing this process, and many young women expect nothing else from their lovers. If only he will come right at last, they are contented. And if he don't come right at all,—it is the way of the world, and the game has to be played over again. Lucy Morris, no doubt, had lived a life too retired for the learning of such useful forbearance, but Frank Greystock was quite a proficient. He still considered himself to be true to Lucy Morris, with a truth seldom found in this degenerate age,—with a truth to which he intended to sacrifice some of the brightest hopes of his life,—with a truth which, after much thought, he had generously preferred to his ambition. Perhaps there was found some shade of regret to tinge the merit which he assumed on this head, in respect of the bright things which it would be necessary that he should abandon; but, if so, the feeling only assisted him in defending his present conduct from any aspersions his conscience might bring against it. He intended to marry Lucy Morris,—without a shilling, without position, a girl who had earned her bread as a governess, simply because he loved her. It was a wonder to himself that he, a lawyer, a man of the world, a member of Parliament, one who had been steeped up to his shoulders in the ways of the world, should still be so pure as to be capable of such a sacrifice. But it was so; and the sacrifice would undoubtedly be made,—some day. It would be absurd in one conscious of such high merit to be afraid of the ordinary social incidents of life. It is the debauched broken drunkard who should become a teetotaller, and not the healthy hard-working father of a family who never drinks a drop of wine till dinner-time. He need not be afraid of a glass of champagne when, on a chance occasion, he goes to a picnic. Frank Greystock was now going to his picnic; and, though he meant to be true to Lucy Morris, he had enjoyed his glass of champagne with Lizzie Eustace under the rocks. He was thinking a good deal of his champagne when he lost his way.

His mind was completely occupied with Lizzie Eustace and also with Lucy Morris. If someone were to claim that a young man can be completely loyal to one girl while he’s falling for another, the readers of this story would likely be upset. However, many men genuinely believe they're being faithful while going through this process, and many young women expect nothing less from their partners. As long as he ultimately comes back to them, they are satisfied. And if he doesn't come back at all—well, that's just how things go, and the game needs to start over. Lucy Morris had probably lived a life too sheltered to learn such valuable patience, but Frank Greystock was quite skilled at it. He still considered himself loyal to Lucy Morris, with a loyalty rarely found in today’s world—a loyalty he intended to sacrifice some of his brightest hopes for—loyalty he had generously chosen over his ambition after much thought. There might have been a hint of regret that colored the commendable stance he took regarding the bright opportunities he would have to give up; but if so, that feeling only helped him justify his current actions against any guilt his conscience might raise. He planned to marry Lucy Morris—without any money, without status, a girl who had earned her living as a governess—simply because he loved her. It was astonishing to him that he, a lawyer, a worldly man, a member of Parliament, someone deeply entrenched in worldly affairs, could still be pure enough to make such a sacrifice. But it was true, and the sacrifice would definitely be made—someday. It would be ridiculous for someone who felt such high integrity to fear the usual social events in life. It’s the fallen, broken drunk who should become a teetotaler, not the healthy, hardworking family man who never touches wine before dinner. He shouldn’t worry about having a glass of champagne when he happens to go to a picnic. Frank Greystock was on his way to his picnic now; and although he intended to be faithful to Lucy Morris, he enjoyed his glass of champagne with Lizzie Eustace under the rocks. He was thinking a lot about his champagne when he lost his way.

What a wonderful woman was his cousin Lizzie;—and so unlike any other girl he had ever seen! How full she was of energy, how courageous, and, then, how beautiful! No doubt her special treatment of him was sheer flattery. He told himself that it was so. But, after all, flattery is agreeable. That she did like him better than anybody else was probable. He could have no feeling of the injustice he might do to the heart of a woman who at the very moment that she was expressing her partiality for him, was also expressing her anger that another man would not consent to marry her. And then women who have had one husband already are not like young girls in respect to their hearts. So at least thought Frank Greystock. Then he remembered the time at which he had intended to ask Lizzie to be his wife,—the very day on which he would have done so had he been able to get away from that early division at the House,—and he asked himself whether he felt any regret on that score. It would have been very nice to come down to Portray Castle as to his own mansion after the work of the courts and of the session. Had Lizzie become his wife, her fortune would have helped him to the very highest steps beneath the throne. At present he was almost nobody;—because he was so poor, and in debt. It was so, undoubtedly; but what did all that matter in comparison with the love of Lucy Morris? A man is bound to be true. And he would be true. Only, as a matter of course, Lucy must wait.

What a wonderful woman his cousin Lizzie was—so different from any other girl he had ever met! She was full of energy, so brave, and beautiful! He certainly told himself that her special treatment of him was just flattery. But honestly, flattery feels nice. It was likely that she liked him better than anyone else. He didn't worry about the unfairness he might be causing to a woman who, at that moment, was not only showing her preference for him but also expressing her frustration that another man wouldn’t marry her. Plus, women who have already been married aren’t the same as young girls when it comes to their hearts. At least that’s what Frank Greystock thought. Then he remembered the day he had planned to ask Lizzie to marry him—the very day he would have done it if he hadn't been stuck with that early session at the House—and he wondered if he felt any regret about that. It would have been really nice to arrive at Portray Castle like it was his own home after dealing with the courts and sessions. If Lizzie had become his wife, her money would have helped him climb to the highest ranks below the throne. Right now, he felt almost like nobody because he was so broke and in debt. That was true, without a doubt; but what did any of that matter compared to Lucy Morris's love? A man has to be faithful. And he would be faithful. However, of course, Lucy would have to wait.

When he had first kissed his cousin up in London, she suggested that the kiss was given as by a brother, and asserted that it was accepted as by a sister. He had not demurred, having been allowed the kiss. Nothing of the kind had been said under the rocks to-day;—but then that fraternal arrangement, when once made and accepted, remains, no doubt, in force for a long time. He did like his cousin Lizzie. He liked to feel that he could be her friend, with the power of domineering over her. She, also, was fond of her own way, and loved to domineer herself; but the moment that he suggested to her that there might be a quarrel, she was reduced to a prayer that he would not desert her. Such a friendship has charms for a young man, especially if the lady be pretty. As to Lizzie's prettiness, no man or woman could entertain a doubt. And she had a way of making the most of herself, which it was very hard to resist. Some young women, when they clamber over rocks, are awkward, heavy, unattractive, and troublesome. But Lizzie had at one moment touched him as a fairy might have done; had sprung at another from stone to stone, requiring no help; and then, on a sudden, had become so powerless that he had been forced almost to carry her in his arms. That, probably, must have been the moment which induced Mr. Gowran to liken her to a quean at a fair.

When he first kissed his cousin in London, she said that the kiss was given like a brother would and that it was accepted like a sister would. He didn’t argue, since he had been allowed to kiss her. Nothing like that was said under the rocks today; but once that brother-sister dynamic is set, it usually lasts a long time. He really liked his cousin Lizzie. He enjoyed feeling like he could be her friend and also have the upper hand. She, too, liked to have her own way and loved to be in charge; but as soon as he hinted that there might be a fight, she quickly pleaded with him not to abandon her. Such a friendship is appealing to a young man, especially when the girl is pretty. As for Lizzie's beauty, no one could doubt it. She had a way of enhancing her appeal that was hard to resist. Some young women, when climbing over rocks, can be clumsy, heavy, unattractive, and a hassle. But Lizzie, at one moment, had captivated him like a fairy might; then, at another moment, she leaped from stone to stone effortlessly, and suddenly became so weak that he had to almost carry her in his arms. That was probably the moment that made Mr. Gowran compare her to a queen at a fair.

But, undoubtedly, there might be trouble. Frank was sufficiently experienced in the ways of the world to know that trouble would sometimes come from young ladies who treat young men like their brothers, when those young men are engaged to other young ladies. The other young ladies are apt to disapprove of brothers who are not brothers by absolute right of birth. He knew also that all the circumstances of his cousin's position would make it expedient that she should marry a second husband. As he could not be that second husband,—that matter was settled, whether for good or bad,—was he not creating trouble, both for her and for himself? Then there arose in his mind a feeling, very strange, but by no means uncommon, that prudence on his part would be mean, because by such prudence he would be securing safety for himself as well as for her. What he was doing was not only imprudent,—but wrong also. He knew that it was so. But Lizzie Eustace was a pretty young woman; and, when a pretty young woman is in the case, a man is bound to think neither of what is prudent, nor of what is right. Such was—perhaps his instinct rather than his theory. For her sake, if not for his own, he should have abstained. She was his cousin, and was so placed in the world as specially to require some strong hand to help her. He knew her to be, in truth, heartless, false, and greedy; but she had so lived that even yet her future life might be successful. He had called himself her friend as well as cousin, and was bound to protect her from evil, if protection were possible. But he was adding to all her difficulties, because she pretended to be in love with him. He knew that it was pretence; and yet, because she was pretty, and because he was a man, he could not save her from herself. "It doesn't do to be wiser than other men," he said to himself as he looked round about on the bare hill-side. In the meantime he had altogether lost his way.

But there would definitely be trouble. Frank was experienced enough to know that trouble often comes from young women who treat young men like brothers, especially if those young men are engaged to other women. The other women usually don’t approve of "brothers" who aren’t brothers by blood. He also realized that all the circumstances of his cousin’s situation would make it necessary for her to marry a second husband. Since he couldn't be that second husband—whether that was good or bad was already decided—wasn't he just creating trouble for both her and himself? Then he felt something strange, but not unusual, that being cautious would be selfish, as it would secure safety for himself as well as for her. What he was doing was not just imprudent but wrong too. He knew it was wrong. But Lizzie Eustace was a beautiful young woman, and when a beautiful young woman is involved, a man often doesn’t think about what’s practical or what’s right. This was perhaps more of a gut feeling than a thought-out concept. For her sake, if not his own, he should have stayed away. She was his cousin and was in a position that particularly needed someone strong to help her. He knew she was, in reality, heartless, deceitful, and greedy; but she had lived in such a way that her future could still be promising. He had called himself her friend as well as cousin, and felt obligated to protect her from harm, if he could. But he was only adding to her troubles because she was pretending to be in love with him. He knew it was all an act; yet, because she was attractive and because he was a man, he couldn't save her from herself. "It doesn’t pay to be wiser than other men," he told himself as he looked around the barren hillside. In the meantime, he had completely lost his way.

It was between nine and ten when he reached the Cottage. "Of course you have dined?" said Herriot.

It was between nine and ten when he got to the Cottage. "Of course you’ve had dinner?" said Herriot.

"Not a bit of it. I left before five, being sure that I could get here in an hour and a half. I have been riding up and down these dreary hills for nearly five hours. You have dined?"

"Not at all. I left before five, knowing that I could get here in an hour and a half. I've been riding back and forth on these dull hills for almost five hours. Have you eaten?"

"There was a neck of mutton and a chicken. She said the neck of mutton would keep hot best, so I took the chicken. I hope you like lukewarm neck of mutton?"

"There was a neck of mutton and a chicken. She said the neck of mutton would stay hot the longest, so I took the chicken. I hope you like lukewarm neck of mutton?"

"I'm hungry enough to eat anything;—not but what I had a first-rate luncheon. What have you done all day?"

"I'm so hungry I could eat anything; not that I didn't have a great lunch. What have you been doing all day?"

"Stone and Toddy," said Herriot.

"Stone and Toddy," said Herriot.

"Stick to that. If anything can pull you through, Stone and Toddy will. I lived upon them for two years."

"Stick with that. If anything can help you get through, Stone and Toddy will. I relied on them for two years."

"Stone and Toddy,—with a little tobacco, have been all my comfort. I began, however, by sleeping for a few hours. Then I went upon the mountains."

"Stone and Toddy—with a little tobacco—have been my only comfort. I started, though, by getting a few hours of sleep. After that, I headed up the mountains."

"Did you take a gun?"

"Did you grab a gun?"

"I took it out of the case, but it didn't come right, and so I left it. A man came to me and said he was the keeper."

"I took it out of the case, but it didn't look right, so I put it back. A guy came up to me and said he was the keeper."

"He'd have put the gun right for you."

"He would have aimed the gun right at you."

"I was too bashful for that. I persuaded him that I wanted to go out alone and see what birds there were, and at last I induced him to stay here with the old woman. He's to be at the Cottage at nine to-morrow. I hope that is all right."

"I was too shy for that. I convinced him that I wanted to go out alone and see what birds were around, and finally, I got him to stay here with the old woman. He's supposed to be at the Cottage at nine tomorrow. I hope that's all good."

In the evening, as they smoked and drank whiskey and water,—probably supposing that to be correct in Ayrshire,—they were led on by the combined warmth of the spirit, the tobacco, and their friendship, to talk about women. Frank, some month or six weeks since, in a moment of soft confidence, had told his friend of his engagement with Lucy Morris. Of Lizzie Eustace he had spoken only as of a cousin whose interests were dear to him. Her engagement with Lord Fawn was known to all London, and was, therefore, known to Arthur Herriot. Some distant rumour, however, had reached him that the course of true-love was not running quite smooth, and therefore on that subject he would not speak, at any rate till Greystock should first mention it. "How odd it is to find two women living all alone in a great house like that," Frank had said.

In the evening, as they smoked and drank whiskey with water—probably thinking that was the right way to do it in Ayrshire—they ended up chatting about women, fueled by the warmth of the drinks, the tobacco, and their friendship. A month or six weeks earlier, Frank had confided in his friend about his engagement to Lucy Morris. He had only mentioned Lizzie Eustace as a cousin he cared about. Her engagement to Lord Fawn was well-known throughout London, and so it was known to Arthur Herriot as well. However, he had heard some vague rumors that things weren’t going smoothly in her relationship, so he decided not to bring it up unless Greystock mentioned it first. "How strange it is to see two women living all alone in such a big house like that," Frank said.

"Because so few women have the means to live in large houses, unless they live with fathers or husbands."

"Since very few women can afford to live in big houses unless they live with their fathers or husbands."

"The truth is," said Frank, "that women don't do well alone. There is always a savour of misfortune,—or, at least, of melancholy,—about a household which has no man to look after it. With us, generally, old maids don't keep houses, and widows marry again. No doubt it was an unconscious appreciation of this feeling which brought about the burning of Indian widows. There is an unfitness in women for solitude. A female Prometheus, even without a vulture, would indicate cruelty worse even than Jove's. A woman should marry,—once, twice, and thrice if necessary."

"The truth is," Frank said, "that women struggle when they're on their own. There's always a hint of bad luck—or at least sadness—about a home without a man to take care of it. In our experience, old maids don’t manage households, and widows typically remarry. It's likely this underlying awareness led to the practice of burning Indian widows. Women just aren’t suited for being alone. A female Prometheus, even without a vulture, would represent a cruelty worse than Jove’s. A woman should marry—once, twice, even three times if needed."

"Women can't marry without men to marry them."

"Women can't get married without men to marry them."

Frank Greystock filled his pipe as he went on with his lecture. "That idea as to the greater number of women is all nonsense. Of course we are speaking of our own kind of men and women, and the disproportion of the numbers in so small a division of the population amounts to nothing. We have no statistics to tell us whether there be any such disproportion in classes where men do not die early from overwork."

Frank Greystock filled his pipe while continuing with his lecture. "The idea that there are more women than men is just nonsense. We are talking about our own type of men and women, and the imbalance in numbers within such a small part of the population doesn’t really mean anything. We don’t have any statistics to show if there’s actually any imbalance in groups where men don’t die young from overwork."

"More females are born than males."

"More females are born than males."

"That's more than I know. As one of the legislators of the country I am prepared to state that statistics are always false. What we have to do is to induce men to marry. We can't do it by statute."

"That's more than I know. As a member of the country's legislature, I'm ready to say that statistics are always misleading. What we need to do is encourage men to get married. We can't make that happen through laws."

"No, thank God."

"No, thank goodness."

"Nor yet by fashion."

"Not by trend either."

"Fashion seems to be going the other way," said Herriot.

"Fashion seems to be going in the opposite direction," said Herriot.

"It can be only done by education and conscience. Take men of forty all round,—men of our own class,—you believe that the married men are happier than the unmarried? I want an answer, you know, just for the sake of the argument."

"It can only be done through education and awareness. Look at men around forty—men from our own background—do you really think that married men are happier than single men? I want your answer, just for the sake of this discussion."

"I think the married men are the happier. But you speak as the fox who had lost his tail;—or, at any rate, as a fox in the act of losing it."

"I think married men are happier. But you're talking like a fox who just lost its tail—or at least, like a fox that's in the process of losing it."

"Never mind my tail. If morality in life and enlarged affections are conducive to happiness it must be so."

"Forget about my tail. If being moral in life and having deep relationships lead to happiness, then it must be true."

"Short commons and unpaid bills are conducive to misery. That's what I should say if I wanted to oppose you."

"Being short on cash and having unpaid bills leads to unhappiness. That's what I'd say if I wanted to argue against you."

"I never came across a man willing to speak the truth who did not admit that, in the long run, married men are the happier. As regards women, there isn't even ground for an argument. And yet men don't marry."

"I've never met a man who was honest about it who didn't say that, in the end, married men are generally happier. When it comes to women, there’s really no debate. And yet, men still don’t marry."

"They can't."

"They can't."

"You mean there isn't food enough in the world."

"You mean there isn't enough food in the world."

"The man fears that he won't get enough of what there is for his wife and family."

"The man worries that he won't have enough to provide for his wife and family."

"The labourer with twelve shillings a week has no such fear. And if he did marry, the food would come. It isn't that. The man is unconscientious and ignorant as to the sources of true happiness, and won't submit himself to cold mutton and three clean shirts a week,—not because he dislikes mutton and dirty linen himself,—but because the world says they are vulgar. That's the feeling that keeps you from marrying, Herriot."

"The worker making twelve shillings a week isn't worried about that. And if he got married, food would be taken care of. It's not that. The guy doesn't understand what real happiness is, and he refuses to settle for cold mutton and three clean shirts a week—not because he dislikes mutton or dirty clothes—but because society says those things are low-class. That's what stops you from getting married, Herriot."

"As for me," said Herriot, "I regard myself as so placed that I do not dare to think of a young woman of my own rank except as a creature that must be foreign to me. I cannot make such a one my friend as I would a man, because I should be in love with her at once. And I do not dare to be in love because I would not see a wife and children starve. I regard my position as one of enforced monasticism, and myself as a monk under the cruellest compulsion. I often wish that I had been brought up as a journeyman hatter."

"As for me," said Herriot, "I see myself in a position where I can't dare to think of a young woman of my own class as anything but someone completely out of reach for me. I can't befriend someone like that as I would with a man because I would immediately fall in love with her. And I can't let myself fall in love because I wouldn't want a wife and kids to go hungry. I see my situation as one of forced celibacy, and I feel like a monk under the harshest obligation. I often wish I had grown up as a regular hat maker."

"Why a hatter?"

"Why a hat maker?"

"I'm told it's an active sort of life. You're fast asleep, and I was just now, when you were preaching. We'd better go to bed. Nine o'clock for breakfast, I suppose?"

"I'm told it's a pretty lively life. You were fast asleep, and I just was too while you were preaching. We should probably head to bed. Breakfast is at nine o'clock, right?"

 

 

CHAPTER XXV

Mr. Dove's Opinion
 

Mr. Thomas Dove, familiarly known among club-men, attorneys' clerks, and, perhaps, even among judges when very far from their seats of judgment, as Turtle Dove, was a counsel learned in the law. He was a counsel so learned in the law, that there was no question within the limits of an attorney's capability of putting to him, that he could not answer with the aid of his books. And when he had once given an opinion, all Westminster could not move him from it,—nor could Chancery Lane and Lincoln's Inn and the Temple added to Westminster. When Mr. Dove had once been positive, no man on earth was more positive. It behoved him, therefore, to be right when he was positive; and though whether wrong or right he was equally stubborn, it must be acknowledged that he was seldom proved to be wrong. Consequently the attorneys believed in him, and he prospered. He was a thin man, over fifty years of age, very full of scorn and wrath, impatient of a fool, and thinking most men to be fools; afraid of nothing on earth,—and, so his enemies said, of nothing elsewhere; eaten up by conceit; fond of law, but fonder, perhaps, of dominion; soft as milk to those who acknowledged his power, but a tyrant to all who contested it; conscientious, thoughtful, sarcastic, bright-witted, and laborious. He was a man who never spared himself. If he had a case in hand, though the interest to himself in it was almost nothing, he would rob himself of rest for a week should a point arise which required such labour. It was the theory of Mr. Dove's life that he would never be beaten. Perhaps it was some fear in this respect that had kept him from Parliament and confined him to the courts and the company of attorneys. He was, in truth, a married man with a family; but they who knew him as the terror of opponents and as the divulger of legal opinions, heard nothing of his wife and children. He kept all such matters quite to himself, and was not given to much social intercourse with those among whom his work lay. Out at Streatham, where he lived, Mrs. Dove probably had her circle of acquaintance;—but Mr. Dove's domestic life and his forensic life were kept quite separate.

Mr. Thomas Dove, commonly known among club members, legal assistants, and maybe even judges when they were far from the courtroom, as Turtle Dove, was a knowledgeable lawyer. He was so knowledgeable that there was no question an attorney could ask him that he couldn’t answer with the help of his books. Once he gave an opinion, all of Westminster couldn’t change his mind—not even Chancery Lane, Lincoln's Inn, or the Temple added to Westminster. When Mr. Dove was sure about something, no one was more certain. Therefore, it was crucial for him to be right when he was sure; even though he was equally stubborn whether he was wrong or right, it must be said that he was rarely proven wrong. As a result, attorneys trusted him, and he thrived. He was a thin man, over fifty, full of contempt and anger, impatient with fools, and considered most people to be fools; he feared nothing on earth—and, as his enemies claimed, nothing anywhere else; consumed by arrogance; fond of law but perhaps even more drawn to power; gentle as milk to those who acknowledged his authority but a tyrant to anyone who challenged it; conscientious, thoughtful, sarcastic, quick-witted, and hard-working. He was a man who never held back. If he had a case, even if it meant little to him personally, he would deny himself rest for a week if a point arose that needed such effort. Mr. Dove's life philosophy was that he would never be defeated. Perhaps it was this fear that kept him away from Parliament and confined him to courtrooms and the company of attorneys. He was, in fact, a married man with a family; however, those who knew him as the nightmare of opponents and a source of legal opinions hardly heard anything about his wife and children. He kept all such matters private and did not engage much socially with those in his professional circle. Out in Streatham, where he lived, Mrs. Dove likely had her social circle; but Mr. Dove's home life and his legal career were kept completely separate.

At the present moment Mr. Dove is interesting to us solely as being the learned counsel in whom Mr. Camperdown trusted,—to whom Mr. Camperdown was willing to trust for an opinion in so grave a matter as that of the Eustace diamonds. A case was made out and submitted to Mr. Dove immediately after that scene on the pavement in Mount Street, at which Mr. Camperdown had endeavoured to induce Lizzie to give up the necklace; and the following is the opinion which Mr. Dove gave:—
 

At this moment, Mr. Dove matters to us only because he is the knowledgeable lawyer that Mr. Camperdown relied on—someone Mr. Camperdown was ready to trust for an opinion on such a serious issue as the Eustace diamonds. A case was prepared and presented to Mr. Dove right after that encounter on the pavement in Mount Street, where Mr. Camperdown tried to convince Lizzie to return the necklace; and here is the opinion that Mr. Dove provided:—

There is much error about heirlooms. Many think that any chattel may be made an heirloom by any owner of it. This is not the case. The law, however, does recognise heirlooms;—as to which the Exors. or Admors. are excluded in favour of the Successor; and when there are such heirlooms they go to the heir by special custom. Any devise of an heirloom is necessarily void, for the will takes place after death, and the heirloom is already vested in the heir by custom. We have it from Littleton, that law prefers custom to devise.

There’s a lot of confusion about heirlooms. Many believe that any property can be named an heirloom by its owner, but that’s not the case. The law does recognize heirlooms; the Executors or Administrators are bypassed in favor of the Successor, and when such heirlooms exist, they transfer to the heir through established custom. Any claim to an heirloom in a will is automatically invalid because the will goes into effect after death, and the heirloom is already owned by the heir based on custom. As Littleton points out, the law favors custom over a will.

Brooke says, that the best thing of every sort may be an heirloom,—such as the best bed, the best table, the best pot or pan.

Brooke argues that the best of anything can be an heirloom—like the finest bed, the best table, or the top pot or pan.

Coke says, that heirlooms are so by custom, and not by law.

Coke argues that heirlooms are identified by tradition, not by law.

Spelman says, in defining an heirloom, that it may be "Omne utensil robustius;" which would exclude a necklace.

Spelman defines an heirloom as "Omne utensil robustius," which would exclude a necklace.

In the "Termes de Ley," it is defined as "Ascun parcel des ustensiles."

In the "Termes de Ley," it is defined as "A certain portion of the utensils."

We are told in "Coke upon Littleton," that Crown jewels are heirlooms, which decision,—as far as it goes,—denies the right to other jewels.

We learn from "Coke upon Littleton" that Crown jewels are heirlooms, which ruling—at least to some extent—denies the right to other jewels.

Certain chattels may undoubtedly be held and claimed as being in the nature of heirlooms,—as swords, pennons of honour, garter and collar of S. S. See case of the Earl of Northumberland; and that of the Pusey horn,—Pusey v. Pusey. The journals of the House of Lords, delivered officially to peers, may be so claimed. See Upton v. Lord Ferrers.

Certain personal items can definitely be owned and claimed as heirlooms—like swords, honor banners, and the garter and collar of S. S. Refer to the case of the Earl of Northumberland and the Pusey horn—Pusey v. Pusey. The official journals of the House of Lords, which are given to peers, can also be claimed. See Upton v. Lord Ferrers.

A devisor may clearly devise or limit the possession of chattels, making them inalienable by devisees in succession. But in such cases they will become the absolute possession of the first person seized in tail,—even though an infant, and in case of death without will, would go to the Exors. Such arrangement, therefore, can only hold good for lives in existence and for 21 years afterwards. Chattels so secured would not be heirlooms. See Carr v. Lord Errol, 14 Vesey, and Rowland v. Morgan.

A person who creates a will can clearly specify or limit the ownership of personal property, making it impossible for heirs to sell it. However, in these cases, the property fully belongs to the first person who inherits it, even if they’re a minor, and if that person dies without a will, the property would go to the executors. This type of arrangement only remains valid for the lifetimes of those currently living and for 21 years afterward. Personal property secured this way would not be considered heirlooms. See Carr v. Lord Errol, 14 Vesey, and Rowland v. Morgan.

Lord Eldon remarks, that such chattels held in families are "rather favourites of the court." This was in the Ormonde case. Executors, therefore, even when setting aside any claim as for heirlooms, ought not to apply such property in payment of debts unless obliged.

Lord Eldon mentions that belongings kept within families are "often favorites of the court." This was noted in the Ormonde case. Executors, therefore, even when denying any claims as heirlooms, should not use that property to pay off debts unless absolutely necessary.

The law allows of claims for paraphernalia for widows, and, having adjusted such claims, seems to show that the claim may be limited.

The law allows claims for belongings for widows, and after addressing those claims, it seems to indicate that such claims may be restricted.

If a man deliver cloth to his wife, and die, she shall have it, though she had not fashioned it into the garment intended.

If a man gives cloth to his wife and then dies, she will keep it, even if she hasn’t made it into the intended garment.

Pearls and jewels, even though only worn on state occasions, may go to the widow as paraphernalia,—but with a limit. In the case of Lady Douglas, she being the daughter of an Irish Earl and widow of the King's Sergeant (temp. Car. I.), it was held that £370 was not too much, and she was allowed a diamond and a pearl chain to that value.

Pearls and gems, although only worn during formal events, can be provided to the widow as personal items—but with some restrictions. In Lady Douglas's case, since she was the daughter of an Irish Earl and the widow of the King's Sergeant (during Charles I's reign), it was decided that £370 was a reasonable amount, and she was allowed to keep a diamond and pearl necklace worth that much.

In 1674, Lord Keeper Finch declared that he would never allow paraphernalia, except to the widow of a nobleman.

In 1674, Lord Keeper Finch stated that he would not permit any items other than those belonging to the widow of a nobleman.

But in 1721 Lord Macclesfield gave Mistress Tipping paraphernalia to the value of £200,—whether so persuaded by law and precedent, or otherwise, may be uncertain.

Yet in 1721, Lord Macclesfield gifted Mistress Tipping items worth £200—whether this was due to legal and traditional pressure or other reasons is unclear.

Lord Talbot allowed a gold watch as paraphernalia.

Lord Talbot accepted a gold watch as part of the accessories.

Lord Hardwicke went much further, and decided that Mrs. Northey was entitled to wear jewels to the value of £3000,—saying that value made no difference; but seems to have limited the nature of her possession in the jewels by declaring her to be entitled to wear them only when full-dressed.

Lord Hardwicke went even further, deciding that Mrs. Northey could wear jewelry worth £3000, stating that its value didn’t matter; however, he seemed to limit her use of the jewelry by declaring that she could only wear it when fully dressed.

It is, I think, clear that the Eustace estate cannot claim the jewels as an heirloom. They are last mentioned, and, as far as I know, only mentioned as an heirloom in the will of the great-grandfather of the present baronet,—if these be the diamonds then named by him. As such, he could not have devised them to the present claimant, as he died in 1820, and the present claimant is not yet two years old.

I believe it’s clear that the Eustace estate can’t claim the jewels as an heirloom. They were last mentioned, and as far as I know, only referred to as an heirloom in the will of the current baronet’s great-grandfather—if these are indeed the diamonds he named. As such, he couldn’t have passed them on to the current claimant since he died in 1820, and the current claimant isn’t even two years old yet.

Whether the widow could claim them as paraphernalia is more doubtful. I do not know that Lord Hardwicke's ruling would decide the case; but, if so, she would, I think, be debarred from selling, as he limits the use of jewels of lesser value than these to the wearing of them when full-dressed. The use being limited, possession with power of alienation cannot be intended.

Whether the widow could claim them as personal belongings is more uncertain. I’m not sure that Lord Hardwicke's ruling would resolve the case; however, if it does, I believe she would be prohibited from selling them since he limits the use of jewels of lesser value to wearing them when fully dressed. With use being restricted, possession with the right to sell cannot be assumed.

The lady's claim to them as a gift from her husband amounts to nothing. If they are not hers by will,—and it seems that they are not so,—she can only hold them as paraphernalia belonging to her station.

The lady's claim that they are a gift from her husband doesn’t hold weight. If they aren't hers by will—and it appears they aren’t—she can only possess them as accessories related to her status.

I presume it to be capable of proof that the diamonds were not in Scotland when Sir Florian made his will or when he died. The former fact might be used as tending to show his intention when the will was made. I understand that he did leave to his widow by will all the chattels in Portray Castle.

I think it’s possible to prove that the diamonds weren’t in Scotland when Sir Florian made his will or when he died. This earlier fact could suggest his intentions when the will was created. I understand that he left all the belongings in Portray Castle to his widow in the will.

J. D.

J. D.

15 August, 18––.
 

15 August, 18––.

When Mr. Camperdown had thrice read this opinion, he sat in his chair an unhappy old man. It was undoubtedly the case that he had been a lawyer for upwards of forty years, and had always believed that any gentleman could make any article of value an heirloom in his family. The title-deeds of vast estates had been confided to his keeping, and he had had much to do with property of every kind; and now he was told that, in reference to property of a certain description,—property which, by its nature, could only belong to such as they who were his clients,—he had been long without any knowledge whatsoever. He had called this necklace an heirloom to John Eustace above a score of times; and now he was told by Mr. Dove not only that the necklace was not an heirloom, but that it couldn't have been an heirloom. He was a man who trusted much in a barrister,—as was natural with an attorney; but he was now almost inclined to doubt Mr. Dove. And he was hardly more at ease in regard to the other clauses of the opinion. Not only could not the estate claim the necklace as an heirloom, but that greedy siren, that heartless snake, that harpy of a widow,—for it was thus that Mr. Camperdown in his solitude spoke to himself of poor Lizzie, perhaps throwing in a harder word or two,—that female swindler could claim it as—paraphernalia!

When Mr. Camperdown had read this opinion three times, he sat in his chair feeling like an unhappy old man. It was clear that he had been a lawyer for over forty years and had always thought that any gentleman could make any valuable item an heirloom for his family. He had been entrusted with the title deeds of large estates and had dealt with property of all kinds; now he was told that, regarding a specific type of property—property that, by its nature, could only belong to those who were his clients—he had been completely in the dark for a long time. He had called this necklace an heirloom to John Eustace more than twenty times; now, Mr. Dove was telling him not only that the necklace wasn't an heirloom but that it couldn’t possibly be one. He was someone who relied heavily on a barrister— as is natural for an attorney—but now he was beginning to doubt Mr. Dove. He also felt uneasy about the other parts of the opinion. Not only could the estate not claim the necklace as an heirloom, but that greedy siren, that heartless snake, that harpy of a widow—for that’s how Mr. Camperdown privately thought of poor Lizzie, perhaps adding a few harsher terms— that female swindler could claim it as—paraphernalia!

There was a crumb of comfort for him in the thought that he could force her to claim that privilege from a decision of the Court of Queen's Bench, and that her greed would be exposed should she do so. And she could be prevented from selling the diamonds. Mr. Dove seemed to make that quite clear. But then there came that other question, as to the inheritance of the property under the husband's will. That Sir Florian had not intended that she should inherit the necklace, Mr. Camperdown was quite certain. On that point he suffered no doubt. But would he be able to prove that the diamonds had never been in Scotland since Sir Florian's marriage? He had traced their history from that date with all the diligence he could use, and he thought that he knew it. But it might be doubtful whether he could prove it. Lady Eustace had first stated,—had so stated before she had learned the importance of any other statement,—that Sir Florian had given her the diamonds in London, as they passed through London from Scotland to Italy, and that she had carried them thence to Naples, where Sir Florian had died. If this were so, they could not have been at Portray Castle till she took them there as a widow, and they would undoubtedly be regarded as a portion of that property which Sir Florian habitually kept in London. That this was so Mr. Camperdown entertained no doubt. But now the widow alleged that Sir Florian had given the necklace to her in Scotland, whither they had gone immediately after their marriage, and that she herself had brought them up to London. They had been married on the 5th of September; and by the jewellers' books it was hard to tell whether the trinket had been given up to Sir Florian on the 4th or 24th of September. On the 24th Sir Florian and his young bride had undoubtedly been in London. Mr. Camperdown anathematised the carelessness of everybody connected with Messrs. Garnett's establishment. "Those sort of people have no more idea of accuracy than—than—" than he had had of heirlooms, his conscience whispered to him, filling up the blank.

There was a small comfort for him in the thought that he could force her to claim that privilege from a decision of the Queen's Bench, and that her greed would be revealed if she did. And he could stop her from selling the diamonds. Mr. Dove made that pretty clear. But then there was the other question about inheriting the property according to the husband’s will. Mr. Camperdown was certain that Sir Florian hadn’t intended for her to inherit the necklace. He had no doubt about that. But would he be able to prove that the diamonds had never been in Scotland since Sir Florian's marriage? He had traced their history from that time with all the diligence he could muster, and he thought he understood it. But it might be uncertain whether he could prove it. Lady Eustace had initially claimed—before she realized the significance of any other statement—that Sir Florian had given her the diamonds in London as they were passing through from Scotland to Italy, and that she had taken them to Naples, where Sir Florian had died. If this were true, they couldn’t have been at Portray Castle until she brought them there as a widow, and they would definitely be seen as part of the property Sir Florian regularly kept in London. Mr. Camperdown had no doubt about that. But now the widow was claiming that Sir Florian had given her the necklace in Scotland, where they had gone immediately after their marriage, and that she had brought them up to London herself. They had been married on September 5th; and according to the jewellers' records, it was hard to tell whether the trinket had been given to Sir Florian on the 4th or the 24th of September. On the 24th, Sir Florian and his young bride had certainly been in London. Mr. Camperdown criticized the carelessness of everyone connected with Messrs. Garnett's establishment. "Those kinds of people have no more sense of accuracy than—than—" than he had had about heirlooms, his conscience filled in the blank.

Nevertheless he thought he could prove that the necklace was first put into Lizzie's hands in London. The middle-aged and very discreet man at Messrs. Garnett's, who had given up the jewel-case to Sir Florian, was sure that he had known Sir Florian to be a married man when he did so. The lady's maid who had been in Scotland with Lady Eustace, and who was now living in Turin, having married a courier, had given evidence before an Italian man of law, stating that she had never seen the necklace till she came to London. There were, moreover, the probabilities of the case. Was it likely that Sir Florian should take such a thing down in his pocket to Scotland? And there was the statement as first made by Lady Eustace herself to her cousin Frank, repeated by him to John Eustace, and not to be denied by any one. It was all very well for her now to say that she had forgotten; but would any one believe that on such a subject she could forget?

However, he believed he could show that the necklace was first given to Lizzie in London. The middle-aged and very discreet man at Messrs. Garnett's, who handed over the jewel case to Sir Florian, was certain that he knew Sir Florian was married when he did so. The lady's maid who had been in Scotland with Lady Eustace and was now living in Turin after marrying a courier had testified before an Italian lawyer, saying that she had never seen the necklace until she arrived in London. Additionally, there were the probabilities of the case. Was it likely that Sir Florian would take something like that with him to Scotland? And there was the initial statement made by Lady Eustace herself to her cousin Frank, which he repeated to John Eustace and couldn’t be denied by anyone. It was easy for her now to claim that she had forgotten, but would anyone really believe that she could forget something so significant?

But still the whole thing was very uncomfortable. Mr. Dove's opinion, if seen by Lady Eustace and her friends, would rather fortify them than frighten them. Were she once to get hold of that word paraphernalia, it would be as a tower of strength to her. Mr. Camperdown specially felt this,—that whereas he had hitherto believed that no respectable attorney would take up such a case as that of Lady Eustace, he could not now but confess to himself that any lawyer seeing Mr. Dove's opinion would be justified in taking it up. And yet he was as certain as ever that the woman was robbing the estate which it was his duty to guard, and that should he cease to be active in the matter, the necklace would be broken up and the property sold and scattered before a year was out, and then the woman would have got the better of him! "She shall find that we have not done with her yet," he said to himself, as he wrote a line to John Eustace.

But the whole situation was still really uncomfortable. Mr. Dove's opinion, if seen by Lady Eustace and her friends, would only strengthen them rather than scare them. If she were to latch onto that word **paraphernalia**, it would be like a stronghold for her. Mr. Camperdown especially felt this—he had previously thought that no respectable lawyer would take on a case like Lady Eustace's, but he now had to admit to himself that any attorney looking at Mr. Dove's opinion would be justified in taking it on. And yet he was just as sure as ever that the woman was robbing the estate he was supposed to protect, and if he stopped being proactive about it, the necklace would be taken apart and the property sold off and scattered within a year, and then she would have outsmarted him! "She will find that we haven’t finished with her yet," he told himself as he wrote a note to John Eustace.

But John Eustace was out of town, as a matter of course;—and on the next day Mr. Camperdown himself went down and joined his wife and family at a little cottage which he had at Dawlish. The necklace, however, interfered much with his holiday.

But John Eustace was out of town, of course;—and the next day Mr. Camperdown went down and joined his wife and family at a small cottage he had in Dawlish. The necklace, however, really put a damper on his vacation.

 

 

CHAPTER XXVI

Mr. Gowran Is Very Funny
 

Frank Greystock certainly went over to Portray too often,—so often that the pony was proved to be quite necessary. Miss Macnulty held her tongue and was gloomy,—believing that Lady Eustace was still engaged to Lord Fawn, and feeling that in that case there should not be so many visits to the rocks. Mr. Gowran was very attentive, and could tell on any day, to five minutes, how long the two cousins were sitting together on the sea-shore. Arthur Herriot, who cared nothing for Lady Eustace, but who knew that his friend had promised to marry Lucy Morris, was inclined to be serious on the subject; but,—as is always the case with men,—was not willing to speak about it.

Frank Greystock definitely went to Portray way too often—so often that the pony became essential. Miss Macnulty stayed silent and was downcast, believing that Lady Eustace was still engaged to Lord Fawn, and felt that if that were true, there shouldn't be so many trips to the beach. Mr. Gowran was very attentive and could tell to the minute how long the two cousins were sitting together on the shore. Arthur Herriot, who didn't care about Lady Eustace but knew his friend had promised to marry Lucy Morris, felt serious about the matter; however, as is often the case with men, he wasn't willing to discuss it.

Once, and once only, the two men dined together at the castle,—for the doing of which it was necessary that a gig should be hired all the way from Prestwick. Herriot had not been anxious to go over, alleging various excuses,—the absence of dress clothes, the calls of Stone and Toddy, his bashfulness, and the absurdity of paying fifteen shillings for a gig. But he went at last, constrained by his friend, and a very dull evening he passed. Lizzie was quite unlike her usual self,—was silent, grave, and solemnly courteous; Miss Macnulty had not a word to say for herself; and even Frank was dull. Arthur Herriot had not tried to exert himself, and the dinner had been a failure.

Once, and only once, the two men had dinner together at the castle, which required hiring a gig all the way from Prestwick. Herriot was hesitant to go, offering various reasons—he didn’t have dress clothes, he had obligations to Stone and Toddy, he felt shy, and thought it was ridiculous to pay fifteen shillings for a gig. But he eventually went, pushed by his friend, and spent a very dull evening. Lizzie was completely different from her usual self—she was quiet, serious, and overly polite; Miss Macnulty had nothing to say; and even Frank was uncharacteristically boring. Arthur Herriot didn’t make any effort, and the dinner ended up being a disappointment.

"You don't think much of my cousin, I daresay," said Frank, as they were driving back.

"You don't think highly of my cousin, I guess," said Frank, as they were driving back.

"She is a very pretty woman."

"She is a really attractive woman."

"And I should say that she does not think much of you."

"And I should mention that she doesn’t think very highly of you."

"Probably not."

"Probably not."

"Why on earth wouldn't you speak to her? I went on making speeches to Miss Macnulty on purpose to give you a chance. Lizzie generally talks about as well as any young woman I know; but you had not a word to say to her, nor she to you."

"Why wouldn't you talk to her? I kept giving speeches to Miss Macnulty on purpose to give you a chance. Lizzie usually talks as well as any young woman I know, but you didn't say a word to her, and she didn't say anything to you."

"Because you devoted yourself to Miss Mac—whatever her name is."

"Because you dedicated yourself to Miss Mac—whatever her name is."

"That's nonsense," said Frank; "Lizzie and I are more like brother and sister than anything else. She has no one else belonging to her, and she has to come to me for advice, and all that sort of thing. I wanted you to like her."

"That's nonsense," Frank said. "Lizzie and I are more like brother and sister than anything else. She doesn’t have anyone else in her life, and she comes to me for advice and all that. I wanted you to like her."

"I never like people, and people never like me. There is an old saying that you should know a man seven years before you poke his fire. I want to know persons seven years before I can ask them how they do. To take me out to dine in this way was of all things the most hopeless."

"I've never liked people, and people have never liked me. There's an old saying that you should know someone for seven years before you get too close. I want to know someone for seven years before I can casually ask how they're doing. Taking me out to dinner like this was, without a doubt, the most pointless thing."

"But you do dine out,—in London."

"But you do eat out—in London."

"That's different. There's a certain routine of conversation going, and one falls into it. At such affairs as that this evening one has to be intimate, or it is a bore. I don't mean to say anything against Lady Eustace. Her beauty is undeniable, and I don't doubt her cleverness."

"That's different. There's a certain flow to the conversation, and you just get into it. At events like the one this evening, you have to be friendly, or it gets boring. I'm not saying anything bad about Lady Eustace. She's undeniably beautiful, and I have no doubt she's clever."

"She is sometimes too clever," said Frank.

"Sometimes she's just too smart," Frank said.

"I hope she is not becoming too clever for you. You've got to remember that you're due elsewhere;—eh, old fellow?" This was the first word that Herriot had said on the subject, and to that word Frank Greystock made no answer. But it had its effect, as also did the gloomy looks of Miss Macnulty, and the not unobserved presence of Mr. Andy Gowran on various occasions.

"I hope she isn't getting too smart for you. You have to remember that you have other commitments, right, buddy?" This was the first thing Herriot had said about it, and Frank Greystock didn't respond. But it made an impact, as did the worried expressions of Miss Macnulty, and the not-so-ignored presence of Mr. Andy Gowran at different times.

Between them they shot more grouse,—so the keeper swore,—than had ever been shot on these mountains before. Herriot absolutely killed one or two himself, to his own great delight, and Frank, who was fairly skilful, would get four or five in a day. There were excursions to be made, and the air of the hills was in itself a treat to both of them. Though Greystock was so often away at the castle, Herriot did not find the time hang heavily on his hands, and was sorry when his fortnight was over. "I think I shall stay a couple of days longer," Frank said, when Herriot spoke of their return. "The truth is I must see Lizzie again. She is bothered by business, and I have to see her about a letter that came this morning. You needn't pull such a long face. There's nothing of the kind you're thinking of."

Between them, they shot more grouse—so the keeper said—than had ever been shot on these mountains before. Herriot ended up killing a couple himself, much to his delight, and Frank, who was quite skilled, would bag four or five in a day. They went on outings, and just being in the fresh mountain air was a treat for both of them. Even though Greystock was often away at the castle, Herriot didn’t feel bored and was sad when his two weeks were up. "I think I’ll stay a couple of days longer," Frank said when Herriot mentioned going back. "The truth is, I need to see Lizzie again. She's dealing with some business, and I have to talk to her about a letter that came this morning. You don’t have to look so worried. It’s nothing like what you’re thinking."

"I thought so much of what you once said to me about another girl that I hope she at any rate may never be in trouble."

"I remembered a lot of what you once told me about another girl, and I really hope she never gets into any trouble."

"I hope she never may,—on my account," said Frank. "And what troubles she may have,—as life will be troublesome, I trust that I may share and lessen."

"I hope she never does—because of me," said Frank. "And whatever troubles she faces—since life will be challenging, I hope I can share those burdens and make them easier."

On that evening Herriot went, and on the next morning Frank Greystock again rode over to Portray Castle; but when he was alone after Herriot's departure, he wrote a letter to Lucy Morris. He had expressed a hope that he might never be a cause of trouble to Lucy Morris, and he knew that his silence would trouble her. There could be no human being less inclined to be suspicious than Lucy Morris. Of that Frank was sure. But there had been an express stipulation with Lady Fawn that she should be allowed to receive letters from him, and she would naturally be vexed when he did not write to her. So he wrote.
 

That evening, Herriot left, and the next morning, Frank Greystock rode over to Portray Castle again. But after Herriot was gone, he sat down and wrote a letter to Lucy Morris. He had hoped he would never be a source of trouble for her, but he knew his silence would worry her. There was no one less likely to be suspicious than Lucy Morris, and Frank was certain of that. However, there had been a clear agreement with Lady Fawn that she would be allowed to get letters from him, and she would naturally be upset if he didn't write to her. So he wrote.

Portray Cottage, 3 Sept., 18––.

Portray Cottage, Sept 3, 18––.

Dearest Lucy,

Dearest Lucy,

We have been here for a fortnight, shooting grouse, wandering about the mountains, and going to sleep on the hill-sides. You will say that there never was a time so fit for the writing of letters, but that will be because you have not learned yet that the idler people are, the more inclined they are to be idle. We hear of Lord Chancellors writing letters to their mothers every day of their lives; but men who have nothing on earth to do cannot bring themselves to face a sheet of paper. I would promise that when I am Lord Chancellor I would write to you every day, were it not that when that time comes I shall hope to be always with you.

We’ve been here for two weeks, hunting grouse, exploring the mountains, and sleeping on the hillsides. You might think it’s the perfect time to write letters, but that’s only because you haven’t realized that lazy people are the least productive. We hear about Lord Chancellors writing letters to their mothers every single day; however, men with absolutely nothing to do can’t seem to force themselves to sit down and write. I’d promise that when I become Lord Chancellor, I’d write to you every day, but by then, I hope to always be with you.

And, in truth, I have had to pay constant visits to my cousin, who lives in a big castle on the sea-side, ten miles from here, over the mountains, and who is in a peck of troubles;—in spite of her prosperity one of the unhappiest women, I should say, that you could meet anywhere. You know so much of her affairs that, without breach of trust, I may say so much. I wish she had a father or a brother to manage her matters for her; but she has none, and I cannot desert her. Your Lord Fawn is behaving badly to her; and so, as far as I can see, are the people who manage the Eustace property. Lizzie, as you know, is not the most tractable of women, and altogether I have more to do in the matter than I like. Riding ten miles backwards and forwards so often over the same route on a little pony is not good fun, but I am almost glad the distance is not less. Otherwise I might have been always there. I know you don't quite like Lizzie, but she is to be pitied.

Honestly, I've had to keep visiting my cousin, who lives in a huge castle by the sea, ten miles from here over the mountains, and who is in a lot of trouble; despite her wealth, she’s one of the unhappiest women you could meet. You know enough about her situation that I can share this without breaking any trust. I wish she had a father or a brother to handle her affairs; but since she doesn’t, I can’t just leave her. Your Lord Fawn is treating her poorly, and it seems like the people managing the Eustace property are too. Lizzie, as you know, isn't the easiest person to deal with, and I find myself more involved in this than I’d like. Riding ten miles back and forth so often along the same trail on a little pony isn't exactly fun, but I'm actually glad the distance isn’t shorter. Otherwise, I might always be there. I know you’re not particularly fond of Lizzie, but she deserves some sympathy.

I go up to London on Friday, but shall only be there for one or two days,—that is, for one night. I go almost entirely on her business, and must, I fear, be here again, or at the castle, before I can settle myself either for work or happiness. On Sunday night I go down to Bobsborough,—where, indeed, I ought to have been earlier. I fear I cannot go to Richmond on the Saturday, and on the Sunday Lady Fawn would hardly make me welcome. I shall be at Bobsborough for about three weeks, and there, if you have commands to give, I will obey them.

I’m heading to London on Friday, but I’ll only be there for a day or two—just for one night. I’m mainly going for her business, and I need to be back here, or at the castle, before I can really settle into either work or happiness. On Sunday night, I’ll go down to Bobsborough—where I should have been earlier, honestly. I doubt I can make it to Richmond on Saturday, and on Sunday, Lady Fawn probably wouldn’t be very welcoming. I’ll be at Bobsborough for about three weeks, so if you have anything for me to do, just let me know and I’ll handle it.

I may, however, tell you the truth at once,—though it is a truth you must keep very much to yourself. In the position in which I now stand as to Lord Fawn,—being absolutely forced to quarrel with him on Lizzie's behalf,—Lady Fawn could hardly receive me with comfort to herself. She is the best of women; and, as she is your dear friend, nothing is further from me than any idea of quarrelling with her; but of course she takes her son's part, and I hardly know how all allusion to the subject could be avoided.

I can tell you the truth right now—but it’s something you need to keep to yourself. Given my current situation with Lord Fawn—where I feel I must confront him for Lizzie's sake—Lady Fawn wouldn’t be comfortable having me around. She’s a wonderful woman, and since she’s your dear friend, I have no intention of getting into a disagreement with her. However, she naturally sides with her son, and I’m not sure how we could avoid the topic coming up.

This, however, dearest, need ruffle no feather between you and me, who love each other better than we love either the Fawns or the Lizzies. Let me find a line at my chambers to say that it is so, and always shall be so.

This, however, dear, shouldn't create any tension between us, who love each other more than either the Fawns or the Lizzies. Let me write a note when I get home to say that it's true, and it always will be.

God bless my own darling,
Ever and always your own,

God bless my sweet
Always and forever yours,

F. G.
 

F. G.

On the following day he rode over to the castle. He had received a letter from John Eustace, who had found himself forced to run up to London to meet Mr. Camperdown. The lawyer had thought to postpone further consideration of the whole matter till he and everybody else would be naturally in London,—till November that might be, or, perhaps, even till after Christmas. But his mind was ill at ease; and he knew that so much might be done with the diamonds in four months! They might even now be in the hands of some Benjamin or of some Harter, and it might soon be beyond the power either of lawyers or of policemen to trace them. He therefore went up from Dawlish and persuaded John Eustace to come from Yorkshire. It was a great nuisance, and Eustace freely anathematised the necklace. "If only some one would steal it, so that we might hear no more of the thing!" he said. But, as Mr. Camperdown had frequently remarked, the value was too great for trifling, and Eustace went up to London. Mr. Camperdown put into his hands the Turtle Dove's opinion, explaining that it was by no means expedient that it should be shown to the other party. Eustace thought that the opinion should be common to them all. "We pay for it," said Mr. Camperdown, "and they can get their opinion from any other barrister if they please." But what was to be done? Eustace declared that as to the present whereabouts of the necklace, he did not in the least doubt that he could get the truth from Frank Greystock. He therefore wrote to Greystock, and with that letter in his pocket, Frank rode over to the castle for the last time.

The next day, he rode over to the castle. He had received a letter from John Eustace, who had to head up to London to meet Mr. Camperdown. The lawyer wanted to put off any further discussion on the matter until everyone was naturally in London—possibly November or even after Christmas. But he was anxious; he knew that so much could happen with the diamonds in four months! They could already be in the hands of some Benjamin or Harter, and soon it might be impossible for lawyers or cops to trace them. So, he traveled from Dawlish and convinced John Eustace to come from Yorkshire. It was a real hassle, and Eustace openly cursed the necklace. "If only someone would steal it, so we wouldn’t have to deal with this anymore!" he said. But as Mr. Camperdown had often pointed out, the value was too high to treat lightly, and Eustace went to London. Mr. Camperdown gave him the Turtle Dove's opinion, explaining that it really shouldn't be shown to the other party. Eustace believed that the opinion should be shared among all of them. "We’re paying for it," said Mr. Camperdown, "and they can get their own advice from any other barrister if they want." But what could be done? Eustace insisted that he could get the truth about the current whereabouts of the necklace from Frank Greystock. So, he wrote to Greystock, and with that letter in his pocket, Frank rode over to the castle for the last time.

He, too, was heartily sick of the necklace;—but unfortunately he was not equally sick of her who held it in possession. And he was, too, better alive to the importance of the value of the trinket than John Eustace, though not so keenly as was Mr. Camperdown. Lady Eustace was out somewhere among the cliffs, the servant said. He regretted this as he followed her, but he was obliged to follow her. Half way down to the sea-shore, much below the knob on which she had attempted to sit with her Shelley, but yet not below the need of assistance, he found her seated in a little ravine. "I knew you would come," she said. Of course she had known that he would come. She did not rise, or even give him her hand, but there was a spot close beside her on which it was to be presumed that he would seat himself. She had a volume of Byron in her hand,—the Corsair, Lara, and the Giaour,—a kind of poetry which was in truth more intelligible to her than Queen Mab. "You go to-morrow?"

He was just as fed up with the necklace;—but sadly, he didn't feel the same way about her, the one who owned it. He was also more aware of how valuable the trinket was than John Eustace, though not as much as Mr. Camperdown. The servant said Lady Eustace was out somewhere among the cliffs. He regretted this as he followed her, but he felt he had to. Halfway down to the shore, much lower than the spot where she had tried to sit with her Shelley, but still in need of help, he found her sitting in a little ravine. "I knew you would come," she said. Of course, she had known he would come. She didn't stand up or even offer him her hand, but there was a spot beside her that suggested he should sit there. She was holding a book of Byron—The Corsair, Lara, and the Giaour—a kind of poetry that was actually easier for her to understand than Queen Mab. "You’re going tomorrow?"

"Yes;—I go to-morrow."

"Yes; I'm going tomorrow."

"And Lubin has gone?" Arthur Herriot was Lubin.

"And Lubin has left?" Arthur Herriot was Lubin.

"Lubin has gone. Though why Lubin, I cannot guess. The normal Lubin to me is a stupid fellow always in love. Herriot is not stupid and is never in love."

"Lubin is gone. I can’t figure out why Lubin left. The usual Lubin to me is a foolish guy who’s always in love. Herriot isn’t foolish and is never in love."

"Nevertheless, he is Lubin if I choose to call him so. Why did he twiddle his thumbs instead of talking? Have you heard anything of Lord Fawn?"

"Still, he's Lubin if I want to call him that. Why did he sit there doing nothing instead of talking? Have you heard anything about Lord Fawn?"

"I have had a letter from your brother-in-law."

"I received a letter from your brother-in-law."

"And what is John the Just pleased to say?"

"And what does John the Just want to say?"

"John the Just, which is a better name for the man than the other, has been called up to London, much against his will, by Mr. Camperdown."

"John the Just, which is a better name for him than the other, has been summoned to London, much to his dismay, by Mr. Camperdown."

"Who is Samuel the Unjust." Mr. Camperdown's name was Samuel.

"Who is Samuel the Unjust?" Mr. Camperdown's name was Samuel.

"And now wants to know where this terrible necklace is at this present moment." He paused a moment, but Lizzie did not answer him. "I suppose you have no objection to telling me where it is."

"And now I want to know where this awful necklace is right now." He paused for a moment, but Lizzie didn’t reply. "I guess you don’t mind telling me where it is."

"None in the least:—or to giving it you to keep for me, only that I would not so far trouble you. But I have an objection to telling them. They are my enemies. Let them find out."

"Not at all:—or to asking you to keep it for me, I just wouldn’t want to bother you like that. But I have a reason for not telling them. They’re my enemies. Let them figure it out."

"You are wrong, Lizzie. You do not want, or at any rate should not want, to have any secret in the matter."

"You’re wrong, Lizzie. You don’t want, or at least shouldn’t want, to keep any secret about this."

"They are here,—in the castle; in the very place in which Sir Florian kept them when he gave them to me. Where should my own jewels be but in my own house? What does that Mr. Dove say, who was to be asked about them? No doubt they can pay a barrister to say anything."

"They're here—in the castle; in the exact place where Sir Florian stored them when he gave them to me. Where else would my own jewels be but in my own house? What does that Mr. Dove say, who was supposed to be asked about them? I'm sure they can hire a lawyer to say anything."

"Lizzie, you think too hardly of people."

"Lizzie, you judge people too harshly."

"And do not people think too hardly of me? Does not all this amount to an accusation against me that I am a thief? Am I not persecuted among them? Did not this impudent attorney stop me in the public street and accuse me of theft before my very servants? Have they not so far succeeded in misrepresenting me, that the very man who is engaged to be my husband betrays me? And now you are turning against me? Can you wonder that I am hard?"

“And don’t people think too harshly of me? Doesn’t all this add up to an accusation that I'm a thief? Am I not being persecuted by them? Didn’t this rude lawyer stop me in the street and accuse me of stealing right in front of my servants? Have they not managed to twist things around so much that even the man I’m supposed to marry betrays me? And now you’re turning against me? Can you blame me for being tough?”

"I am not turning against you."

"I'm not opposing you."

"Yes; you are. You take their part, and not mine, in everything. I tell you what, Frank;—I would go out in that boat that you see yonder, and drop the bauble into the sea, did I not know that they'd drag it up again with their devilish ingenuity. If the stones would burn, I would burn them. But the worst of it all is, that you are becoming my enemy!" Then she burst into violent and almost hysteric tears.

"Yes, you are. You stand by them, not me, in everything. Listen, Frank; I would take that boat over there and throw the trinket into the sea, if I didn’t know they’d retrieve it with their wicked cleverness. If the stones could catch fire, I’d set them ablaze. But the worst part is that you’re turning into my enemy!" Then she broke down in intense, almost hysterical tears.

"It will be better that you should give them into the keeping of some one whom you can both trust, till the law has decided to whom they belong."

"It would be best to hand them over to someone you both trust until the law determines who they belong to."

"I will never give them up. What does Mr. Dove say?"

"I will never give them up. What does Mr. Dove say?"

"I have not seen what Mr. Dove says. It is clear that the necklace is not an heirloom."

"I haven't seen what Mr. Dove says. It's obvious that the necklace isn't an heirloom."

"Then how dare Mr. Camperdown say so often that it was?"

"Then how dare Mr. Camperdown keep saying that it was?"

"He said what he thought," pleaded Frank.

"He said what he meant," Frank argued.

"And he is a lawyer!"

"And he's a lawyer!"

"I am a lawyer, and I did not know what is or what is not an heirloom. But Mr. Dove is clearly of opinion that such a property could not have been given away simply by word of mouth." John Eustace in his letter had made no allusion to that complicated question of paraphernalia.

"I’m a lawyer, and I didn’t know what an heirloom is or isn’t. But Mr. Dove definitely believes that such property couldn’t just be given away with a simple statement." John Eustace hadn’t mentioned that complicated issue of paraphernalia in his letter.

"But it was," said Lizzie. "Who can know but myself, when no one else was present?"

"But it was," said Lizzie. "Who can know but me, when no one else was there?"

"The jewels are here now?"

"The jewels are here?"

"Not in my pocket. I do not carry them about with me. They are in the castle."

"Not in my pocket. I don’t carry them with me. They’re in the castle."

"And will they go back with you to London?"

"And will they go back with you to London?"

"Was ever lady so interrogated? I do not know yet that I shall go back to London. Why am I asked such questions? As to you, Frank, I would tell you everything,—my whole heart, if only you cared to know it. But why is John Eustace to make inquiry as to personal ornaments which are my own property? If I go to London, I will take them there, and wear them at every house I enter. I will do so in defiance of Mr. Camperdown and Lord Fawn. I think, Frank, that no woman was ever so ill-treated as I am."

"Has any lady ever been questioned like this? I still don't know if I will go back to London. Why am I being asked these kinds of questions? As for you, Frank, I would share everything—my whole heart—with you if you actually wanted to know. But why does John Eustace need to ask about personal items that are mine? If I go to London, I’ll take them with me and wear them wherever I go. I’ll do it just to spite Mr. Camperdown and Lord Fawn. I really think, Frank, that no woman has ever been treated as badly as I have."

He himself thought that she was ill-treated. She had so pleaded her case, and had been so lovely in her tears and her indignation, that he began to feel something like true sympathy for her cause. What right had he, or had Mr. Camperdown, or any one, to say that the jewels did not belong to her? And if her claim to them was just, why should she be persuaded to give up the possession of them? He knew well that were she to surrender them with the idea that they should be restored to her if her claim were found to be just, she would not get them back very soon. If once the jewels were safe, locked up in Mr. Garnett's strong box, Mr. Camperdown would not care how long it might be before a jury or a judge should have decided on the case. The burthen of proof would then be thrown upon Lady Eustace. In order that she might recover her own property she would have to thrust herself forward as a witness, and appear before the world a claimant, greedy for rich ornaments. Why should he advise her to give them up? "I am only thinking," said he, "what may be the best for your own peace."

He thought she was being treated unfairly. She had made her case so passionately, looking beautiful in her tears and anger, that he started to feel real sympathy for her situation. What right did he, Mr. Camperdown, or anyone else have to say those jewels didn’t belong to her? And if her claim was valid, why should she be convinced to let go of them? He knew that if she gave them up, believing they’d be returned to her if her claim was proven true, she wouldn’t see them again anytime soon. Once the jewels were safely stored away in Mr. Garnett’s strongbox, Mr. Camperdown wouldn’t care how long it took for a jury or judge to make a decision. The burden of proof would then fall on Lady Eustace. To get her own belongings back, she would have to come forward as a witness and present herself to the world as someone desperate for expensive jewelry. Why would he suggest she give them up? "I’m just thinking," he said, "about what might be best for your peace of mind."

"Peace!"—she exclaimed. "How am I to have peace? Remember the condition in which I find myself! Remember the manner in which that man is treating me, when all the world has been told of my engagement to him! When I think of it my heart is so bitter that I am inclined to throw, not the diamonds, but myself from off the rocks. All that remains to me is the triumph of getting the better of my enemies. Mr. Camperdown shall never have the diamonds. Even if they could prove that they did not belong to me, they should find them—gone."

"Peace!" she shouted. "How can I have peace? Think about the situation I'm in! Think about how that man is treating me when everyone knows I'm engaged to him! When I think about it, my heart is so filled with bitterness that I'm tempted to throw not just the diamonds, but myself off the rocks. All I have left is the satisfaction of defeating my enemies. Mr. Camperdown will never get the diamonds. Even if they could prove they don’t belong to me, they’ll find them—gone."

"I don't think they can prove it."

"I don't think they can prove it."

"I'll flaunt them in the eyes of all of them till they do; and then—they shall be gone. And I'll have such revenge on Lord Fawn before I have done with him, that he shall know that it may be worse to have to fight a woman than a man. Oh, Frank, I do not think that I am hard by nature, but these things make a woman hard." As she spoke she took his hand in hers, and looked up into his eyes through her tears. "I know that you do not care for me, and you know how much I care for you."

"I'll show off in front of everyone until they notice; and then—they'll be gone. And I'll get my revenge on Lord Fawn before I'm done with him, so he'll realize that fighting a woman can be tougher than fighting a man. Oh, Frank, I don't believe I'm naturally cruel, but these things can really harden a woman." As she said this, she took his hand in hers and looked up into his eyes through her tears. "I know you don't feel the same way about me, and you know how much I care about you."

"Not care for you, Lizzie?"

"Don't care about you, Lizzie?"

"No;—that little thing at Richmond is everything to you. She is tame and quiet,—a cat that will sleep on the rug before the fire, and you think that she will never scratch. Do not suppose that I mean to abuse her. She was my dear friend before you had ever seen her. And men, I know, have tastes which we women do not understand. You want what you call—repose."

"No; that little thing at Richmond means everything to you. She's calm and quiet—a cat that will sleep on the rug in front of the fire, and you think she'll never scratch. Don't think I'm trying to mistreat her. She was my dear friend long before you ever met her. And I know that men have preferences that we women don’t quite get. You want what you call—peace."

"We seldom know what we want, I fancy. We take what the gods send us." Frank's words were perhaps more true than wise. At the present moment the gods had clearly sent Lizzie Eustace to him, and unless he could call up some increased strength of his own, quite independent of the gods,—or of what we may perhaps call chance,—he would have to put up with the article sent.

"We often don't really know what we want, I think. We just take what fate throws our way." Frank's words were probably more accurate than insightful. Right now, fate had definitely brought Lizzie Eustace to him, and unless he could summon some greater strength of his own, completely separate from fate—or what we might call chance—he would have to deal with what was given to him.

Lizzie had declared that she would not touch Lord Fawn with a pair of tongs, and in saying so had resolved that she could not and would not now marry his lordship even were his lordship in her power. It had been decided by her as quickly as thoughts flash, but it was decided. She would torture the unfortunate lord, but not torture him by becoming his wife. And, so much being fixed as the stars in heaven, might it be possible that she should even yet induce her cousin to take the place that had been intended for Lord Fawn? After all that had passed between them she need hardly hesitate to tell him of her love. And with the same flashing thoughts she declared to herself that she did love him, and that therefore this arrangement would be so much better than that other one which she had proposed to herself. The reader, perhaps, by this time, has not a high opinion of Lady Eustace, and may believe that among other drawbacks on her character there is especially this,—that she was heartless. But that was by no means her own opinion of herself. She would have described herself,—and would have meant to do so with truth,—as being all heart. She probably thought that an over-amount of heart was the malady under which she specially suffered. Her heart was overflowing now towards the man who was sitting by her side. And then it would be so pleasant to punish that little chit who had spurned her gift and had dared to call her mean! This man, too, was needy, and she was wealthy. Surely, were she to offer herself to him, the generosity of the thing would make it noble. She was still dissolved in tears and was still hysteric. "Oh, Frank!" she said, and threw herself upon his breast.

Lizzie had sworn that she wouldn’t go near Lord Fawn, and by saying that, she had decided she could not and would not marry him, even if he were within her reach. It was a quick decision, made in the blink of an eye, but it was final. She would torment the poor lord, but not by becoming his wife. And now that this was as set as the stars in the sky, could she possibly persuade her cousin to take the place meant for Lord Fawn? After everything that had happened between them, she hardly needed to hesitate to confess her feelings. With that same quick thinking, she affirmed to herself that she was in love with him, and therefore this arrangement would be much better than the one she had initially thought of. The reader might not have a great opinion of Lady Eustace by now and may think that, among other flaws, she is especially heartless. But she certainly did not see herself that way. She would describe herself—honestly— as entirely full of heart. She probably believed she had an excess of heart that was her unique burden. Her heart was now overflowing toward the man sitting next to her. And it would feel so good to get back at that little brat who had rejected her gift and dared to call her mean! This man was also in need, and she was wealthy. Surely, if she offered herself to him, the generosity of that would make it noble. She was still in tears and a bit hysterical. “Oh, Frank!” she said, throwing herself against his chest.

Frank Greystock felt his position to be one of intense difficulty, but whether his difficulty was increased or diminished by the appearance of Mr. Andy Gowran's head over a rock at the entrance of the little cave in which they were sitting, it might be difficult to determine. But there was the head. And it was not a head that just popped itself up and then retreated, as a head would do that was discovered doing that which made it ashamed of itself. The head, with its eyes wide open, held its own, and seemed to say,—"Ay,—I've caught you, have I?" And the head did speak, though not exactly in those words. "Coosins!" said the head; and then the head was wagged. In the meantime Lizzie Eustace, whose back was turned to the head, raised her own, and looked up into Greystock's eyes for love. She perceived at once that something was amiss, and, starting to her feet, turned quickly round. "How dare you intrude here?" she said to the head. "Coosins!" replied the head, wagging itself.

Frank Greystock felt that he was in a tough spot, but whether Mr. Andy Gowran's head appearing over a rock at the entrance of the little cave they were in made things better or worse was hard to say. But there was the head. And it wasn't a head that just popped up and then backed away, like a head would do if it was caught doing something embarrassing. The head, with its eyes wide open, held its ground and seemed to say, "Aha! I've caught you, haven’t I?" And the head did speak, just not in those exact words. "Cousins!" said the head, and then it nodded. Meanwhile, Lizzie Eustace, whose back was turned to the head, lifted her own and looked up into Greystock's eyes for affection. She immediately sensed something was off, and jumping to her feet, she spun around. "How dare you intrude here?" she said to the head. "Cousins!" replied the head, wagging itself.

It was clearly necessary that Greystock should take some steps, if only with the object of proving to the impudent factotum that he was not altogether overcome by the awkwardness of his position. That he was a good deal annoyed, and that he felt not altogether quite equal to the occasion, must be acknowledged. "What is it that the man wants?" he said, glaring at the head. "Coosins!" said the head, wagging itself again. "If you don't take yourself off, I shall have to thrash you," said Frank. "Coosins!" said Andy Gowran, stepping from behind the rock and showing his full figure. Andy was a man on the wrong side of fifty, and therefore, on the score of age, hardly fit for thrashing. And he was compact, short, broad, and as hard as flint;—a man bad to thrash, look at it from what side you would. "Coosins!" he said yet again. "Ye're mair couthie than coosinly, I'm thinking."

It was definitely necessary for Greystock to take some action, if only to show the rude assistant that he wasn’t completely overwhelmed by the awkwardness of the situation. He was quite annoyed and didn’t feel entirely equipped to handle it, that much was clear. "What does this guy want?" he said, glaring at the figure. "Cousins!" said the figure, nodding again. "If you don’t leave, I’m going to have to beat you up," Frank said. "Cousins!" said Andy Gowran as he stepped out from behind the rock, fully revealing himself. Andy was a man over fifty, which made him hardly suitable for a beating based on age. He was compact, short, broad, and as tough as nails;—definitely a hard guy to take on, no matter how you looked at it. "Cousins!" he said once more. "You’re more friendly than cousinly, I think."

"Andy Gowran, I dismiss you from my service for your impertinence," said Lady Eustace.

"Andy Gowran, I'm letting you go from my service because of your disrespect," said Lady Eustace.

"It's ae ane to Andy Gowran for that, my leddie. There's timber and a warld o' things aboot the place as wants proteection on behalf o' the heir. If your leddieship is minded to be quit o' my sarvices, I'll find a maister in Mr. Camperdoon, as'll nae alloo me to be thrown out o' employ. Coosins!"

"It's just one for Andy Gowran for that, my lady. There’s timber and a whole bunch of things around here that need protection on behalf of the heir. If you’re thinking of letting me go, I’ll find a boss in Mr. Camperdoon, who won’t let me be thrown out of work. Cousins!"

"Walk off from this!" said Frank Greystock, coming forward and putting his hand upon the man's breast. Mr. Gowran repeated the objectionable word yet once again, and then retired.

"Walk away from this!" said Frank Greystock, stepping forward and placing his hand on the man's chest. Mr. Gowran repeated the offensive word one more time, and then left.

Frank Greystock immediately felt how very bad for him was his position. For the lady, if only she could succeed in her object, the annoyance of the interruption would not matter much after its first absurdity had been endured. When she had become the wife of Frank Greystock there would be nothing remarkable in the fact that she had been found sitting with him in a cavern by the sea-shore. But for Frank the difficulty of extricating himself from his dilemma was great, not in regard to Mr. Gowran, but in reference to his cousin Lizzie. He might, it was true, tell her that he was engaged to Lucy Morris;—but then why had he not told her so before? He had not told her so;—nor did he tell her on this occasion. When he attempted to lead her away up the cliff, she insisted on being left where she was. "I can find my way alone," she said, endeavouring to smile through her tears. "The man has annoyed me by his impudence,—that is all. Go,—if you are going."

Frank Greystock immediately realized how bad his situation was. For the lady, if she could just achieve her goal, the annoyance of the interruption wouldn't matter much after the initial absurdity wore off. Once she became Frank Greystock's wife, it wouldn't be strange that she had been found sitting with him in a cave by the beach. But for Frank, getting out of his predicament was tough, not because of Mr. Gowran, but because of his cousin Lizzie. He could tell her he was engaged to Lucy Morris, but why hadn't he mentioned it before? He hadn't told her, and he didn’t do so this time either. When he tried to lead her up the cliff, she insisted on staying where she was. "I can find my way alone," she said, trying to smile through her tears. "The man has annoyed me with his rudeness—that's all. Go, if you want to."

Of course he was going; but he could not go without a word of tenderness. "Dear, dear Lizzie," he said, embracing her.

Of course he was going; but he couldn’t leave without a word of affection. “Dear, sweet Lizzie,” he said, hugging her.

"Frank, you'll be true to me?"

"Frank, will you be loyal to me?"

"I will be true to you."

"I'm being honest with you."

"Then go now," she said. And he went his way up the cliff, and got his pony, and rode back to the cottage, very uneasy in his mind.

"Then go now," she said. So he made his way up the cliff, got his pony, and rode back to the cottage, feeling very uneasy in his mind.

 

 

CHAPTER XXVII

Lucy Morris Misbehaves
 

Lucy Morris got her letter and was contented. She wanted some demonstration of love from her lover, but very little sufficed for her comfort. With her it was almost impossible that a man should be loved and suspected at the same time. She could not have loved the man, or at any rate confessed her love, without thinking well of him; and she could not think good and evil at the same time. She had longed for some word from him since she last saw him; and now she had got a word. She had known that he was close to his fair cousin,—the cousin whom she despised, and whom, with womanly instinct, she had almost regarded as a rival. But to her the man had spoken out; and though he was far away from her, living close to the fair cousin, she would not allow a thought of trouble on that score to annoy her. He was her own, and let Lizzie Eustace do her worst, he would remain her own. But she had longed to be told that he was thinking of her, and at last the letter had come. She answered it that same night with the sweetest, prettiest little letter, very short, full of love and full of confidence. Lady Fawn, she said, was the dearest of women;—but what was Lady Fawn to her, or all the Fawns, compared with her lover? If he could come to Richmond without disturbance to himself, let him come; but if he felt that, in the present unhappy condition of affairs between him and Lord Fawn, it was better that he should stay away, she had not a word to say in the way of urging him. To see him would be a great delight. But had she not the greater delight of knowing that he loved her? That was quite enough to make her happy. Then there was a little prayer that God might bless him, and an assurance that she was in all things his own, own Lucy. When she was writing her letter she was in all respects a happy girl.

Lucy Morris received her letter and felt happy. She wanted some sign of love from her partner, but she needed very little to feel content. For her, it was almost impossible to love someone while also suspecting him. She couldn’t truly love a man—or at least admit her feelings—without having a positive view of him, and she couldn’t mix good and bad thoughts at once. She had been longing for a message from him since they last met, and now she had finally received one. She knew he was close to his pretty cousin—the one she looked down on and, with a woman’s intuition, had almost seen as competition. But he had reached out to her; and even though he was far away living near his beautiful cousin, she wouldn’t let thoughts of trouble regarding that ruin her happiness. He was hers, and no matter what Lizzie Eustace did, he would always be hers. But she had wished to hear that he was thinking of her, and now the letter had arrived. She replied that same night with the sweetest, cutest little note, very brief, filled with love and confidence. She mentioned that Lady Fawn was the loveliest of women—but what did Lady Fawn matter to her, or any of the Fawns, compared to her lover? If he could come to Richmond without causing himself trouble, he should come; but if he thought it was better to stay away due to the awkward situation with Lord Fawn, she wouldn’t pressure him. Seeing him would be a great joy. But didn’t she have the greater joy of knowing that he loved her? That alone was enough to make her happy. Then there was a little prayer that God would bless him, and an assurance that in every way she belonged to him, his own Lucy. While she was writing her letter, she felt like a truly happy girl.

But on the very next day there came a cloud upon her happiness,—not in the least, however, affecting her full confidence in her lover. It was a Saturday, and Lord Fawn came down to Richmond. Lord Fawn had seen Mr. Greystock in London on that day, and the interview had been by no means pleasant to him. The Under-Secretary of State for India was as dark as a November day when he reached his mother's house, and there fell upon every one the unintermittent cold drizzling shower of his displeasure from the moment in which he entered the house. There was never much reticence among the ladies at Richmond in Lucy's presence, and since the completion of Lizzie's unfortunate visit to Fawn Court, they had not hesitated to express open opinions adverse to the prospects of the proposed bride. Lucy herself could say but little in defence of her old friend, who had lost all claim upon that friendship since the offer of the bribe had been made,—so that it was understood among them all that Lizzie was to be regarded as a black sheep;—but hitherto Lord Fawn himself had concealed his feelings before Lucy. Now unfortunately he spoke out, and in speaking was especially bitter against Frank. "Mr. Greystock has been most insolent," he said as they were all sitting together in the library after dinner. Lady Fawn made a sign to him and shook her head. Lucy felt the hot blood fly into both her cheeks, but at the moment she did not speak. Lydia Fawn put out her hand beneath the table and took hold of Lucy's. "We must all remember that he is her cousin," said Augusta.

But the very next day, a cloud came over her happiness—but it didn’t affect her complete trust in her boyfriend. It was a Saturday, and Lord Fawn came down to Richmond. He had seen Mr. Greystock in London that day, and the meeting was anything but pleasant for him. The Under-Secretary of State for India was as gloomy as a November day when he arrived at his mother’s house, and from the moment he walked in, everyone felt the constant drizzling chill of his displeasure. The ladies in Richmond were never shy in Lucy’s presence, and since Lizzie’s unfortunate visit to Fawn Court, they had been open about their negative opinions on the potential bride. Lucy herself could hardly defend her old friend, who had lost all claim to that friendship ever since the bribe was offered—so it was understood among them all that Lizzie was to be seen as an outcast. Until now, Lord Fawn had kept his feelings hidden from Lucy. Unfortunately, he let them out, and was particularly harsh toward Frank. "Mr. Greystock has been incredibly rude," he said as they all sat together in the library after dinner. Lady Fawn gestured to him and shook her head. Lucy felt her face flush hotly, but she didn’t speak up at that moment. Lydia Fawn reached out under the table and grabbed Lucy’s hand. "We all have to remember that he is her cousin," said Augusta.

"His relationship to Lady Eustace cannot justify ungentlemanlike impertinence to me," said Lord Fawn. "He has dared to use words to me which would make it necessary that I should call him out, only—"

"His connection to Lady Eustace doesn't excuse his rude behavior towards me," said Lord Fawn. "He's had the audacity to say things to me that would require me to challenge him, only

"Frederic, you shall do nothing of the kind!" said Lady Fawn, jumping up from her chair.

"Frederic, you are not going to do anything like that!" Lady Fawn said, jumping up from her chair.

"Oh, Frederic, pray, pray don't!" said Augusta, springing on to her brother's shoulder.

"Oh, Frederic, please, please don't!" said Augusta, jumping onto her brother's shoulder.

"I am sure Frederic does not mean that," said Amelia.

"I’m sure Frederic doesn’t mean that," said Amelia.

"Only that nobody does call any body out now," added the pacific lord. "But nothing on earth shall ever induce me to speak again to a man who is so little like a gentleman." Lydia now held Lucy's hand still tighter, as though to prevent her rising. "He has never forgiven me," continued Lord Fawn, "because he was so ridiculously wrong about the Sawab."

"Only that nobody calls anyone out anymore," added the calm lord. "But nothing on earth will ever convince me to speak again to a man who is so far from being a gentleman." Lydia now held Lucy's hand even tighter, as if trying to keep her from getting up. "He has never forgiven me," continued Lord Fawn, "because he was so absurdly wrong about the Sawab."

"I am sure that had nothing to do with it," said Lucy.

"I’m sure that had nothing to do with it," Lucy said.

"Miss Morris, I shall venture to hold my own opinion," said Lord Fawn.

"Miss Morris, I’m going to share my own opinion," said Lord Fawn.

"And I shall hold mine," said Lucy bravely. "The Sawab of Mygawb had nothing to do with what Mr. Greystock may have said or done about his cousin. I am quite sure of it."

"And I'm going to stick to my view," Lucy said boldly. "The Sawab of Mygawb had nothing to do with anything Mr. Greystock might have said or done regarding his cousin. I'm absolutely certain of it."

"Lucy, you are forgetting yourself," said Lady Fawn.

"Lucy, you're forgetting yourself," Lady Fawn said.

"Lucy, dear, you shouldn't contradict my brother," said Augusta.

"Lucy, dear, don't argue with my brother," said Augusta.

"Take my advice, Lucy, and let it pass by," said Amelia.

"Trust me, Lucy, and just let it go," said Amelia.

"How can I hear such things said and not notice them?" demanded Lucy. "Why does Lord Fawn say them when I am by?"

"How can I hear things like that and not pay attention?" Lucy asked. "Why does Lord Fawn say them when I’m around?"

Lord Fawn had now condescended to be full of wrath against his mother's governess. "I suppose I may express my own opinion, Miss Morris, in my mother's house."

Lord Fawn was now angry with his mother's governess. "I guess I can share my opinion, Miss Morris, in my mother's house."

"And I shall express mine," said Lucy. "Mr. Greystock is a gentleman. If you say that he is not a gentleman, it is not true." Upon hearing these terrible words spoken, Lord Fawn rose from his seat and slowly left the room. Augusta followed him with both her arms stretched out. Lady Fawn covered her face with her hands, and even Amelia was dismayed.

"And I'm going to express mine," said Lucy. "Mr. Greystock is a gentleman. If you say he isn’t, that’s not true." Upon hearing these harsh words, Lord Fawn stood up from his seat and slowly walked out of the room. Augusta followed him with both arms outstretched. Lady Fawn covered her face with her hands, and even Amelia looked shocked.

"Oh, Lucy! why could you not hold your tongue?" said Lydia.

"Oh, Lucy! Why couldn't you just keep quiet?" said Lydia.

"I won't hold my tongue!" said Lucy, bursting out into tears. "He is a gentleman."

"I won't hold back!" Lucy said, breaking into tears. "He’s a gentleman."

Then there was great commotion at Fawn Court. After a few moments Lady Fawn followed her son without having said a word to Lucy, and Amelia went with her. Poor Lucy was left with the younger girls, and was no doubt very unhappy. But she was still indignant, and would yield nothing. When Georgina, the fourth daughter, pointed out to her that, in accordance with all rules of good breeding, she should have abstained from asserting that her brother had spoken an untruth, she blazed up again. "It was untrue," she said.

Then there was a lot of noise at Fawn Court. After a few moments, Lady Fawn followed her son without saying a word to Lucy, and Amelia went with her. Poor Lucy was left with the younger girls and was undoubtedly very unhappy. But she was still angry and would not back down. When Georgina, the fourth daughter, pointed out to her that, according to all rules of good manners, she should have refrained from saying her brother had lied, Lucy flared up again. "It was a lie," she said.

"But, Lucy, people never accuse each other of untruth. No lady should use such a word to a gentleman."

"But, Lucy, people never call each other liars. No lady should say that to a gentleman."

"He should not have said so. He knows that Mr. Greystock is more to me than all the world."

"He shouldn't have said that. He knows that Mr. Greystock means more to me than anything else."

"If I had a lover," said Nina, "and anybody were to say a word against him, I know I'd fly at them. I don't know why Frederic is to have it all his own way."

"If I had a partner," said Nina, "and someone said anything bad about him, I know I'd go after them. I don’t understand why Frederic gets to have everything his way."

"Nina, you're a fool," said Diana.

"Nina, you're being stupid," Diana said.

"I do think it was very hard for Lucy to bear," said Lydia.

"I really think it was very tough for Lucy to handle," said Lydia.

"And I won't bear it!" exclaimed Lucy. "To think that Mr. Greystock should be so mean as to bear malice about a thing like that wild Indian because he takes his own cousin's part! Of course I'd better go away. You all think that Mr. Greystock is an enemy now; but he never can be an enemy to me."

"And I won't put up with it!" Lucy exclaimed. "Can you believe Mr. Greystock is so petty to hold a grudge over something like that wild Indian just because he supports his own cousin? I might as well just leave. You all see Mr. Greystock as an enemy now, but he can never be an enemy to me."

"We think that Lady Eustace is an enemy," said Cecilia, "and a very nasty enemy, too."

"We think Lady Eustace is an enemy," said Cecilia, "and a really nasty one, too."

"I did not say a word about Lady Eustace," said Lucy. "But Mr. Greystock is a gentleman."

"I didn't say anything about Lady Eustace," Lucy said. "But Mr. Greystock is a gentleman."

About an hour after this Lady Fawn sent for Lucy, and the two were closeted together for a long time. Lord Fawn was very angry, and had hitherto altogether declined to overlook the insult offered. "I am bound to tell you," declared Lady Fawn, with much emphasis, "that nothing can justify you in having accused Lord Fawn of telling an untruth. Of course, I was sorry that Mr. Greystock's name should have been mentioned in your presence; but as it was mentioned, you should have borne what was said with patience."

About an hour later, Lady Fawn called for Lucy, and the two spent a long time together. Lord Fawn was really upset and had refused to let the insult go. "I have to tell you," Lady Fawn insisted, stressing each word, "that there's nothing that can justify your accusation that Lord Fawn lied. Of course, I regret that Mr. Greystock's name came up in front of you; but since it did, you should have handled what was said with patience."

"I couldn't be patient, Lady Fawn."

"I couldn't wait, Lady Fawn."

"That is what wicked people say when they commit murder, and then they are hung for it."

"That's what evil people say when they kill someone, and then they get hanged for it."

"I'll go away, Lady Fawn—"

"I'm leaving, Lady Fawn—"

"That is ungrateful, my dear. You know that I don't wish you to go away. But if you behave badly, of course I must tell you of it."

"That's ungrateful, my dear. You know I don’t want you to leave. But if you act out, I have to let you know."

"I'd sooner go away. Everybody here thinks ill of Mr. Greystock. But I don't think ill of Mr. Greystock, and I never shall. Why did Lord Fawn say such very hard things about him?"

"I'd rather leave. Everyone here has a bad opinion of Mr. Greystock. But I don't feel that way about him, and I never will. Why did Lord Fawn say such awful things about him?"

It was suggested to her that she should be down-stairs early the next morning, and apologise to Lord Fawn for her rudeness; but she would not, on that night, undertake to do any such thing. Let Lady Fawn say what she might, Lucy thought that the injury had been done to her, and not to his lordship. And so they parted hardly friends. Lady Fawn gave her no kiss as she went, and Lucy, with obstinate pride, altogether refused to own her fault. She would only say that she had better go, and when Lady Fawn over and over again pointed out to her that the last thing that such a one as Lord Fawn could bear was to be accused of an untruth, she would continue to say that in that case he should be careful to say nothing that was untrue. All this was very dreadful, and created great confusion and unhappiness at Fawn Court. Lydia came into her room that night, and the two girls talked the matter over for hours. In the morning Lucy was up early, and found Lord Fawn walking in the grounds. She had been told that he would probably be found walking in the grounds, if she were willing to tender to him any apology.

It was suggested to her that she should go downstairs early the next morning and apologize to Lord Fawn for her rudeness, but she refused to commit to that on that night. No matter what Lady Fawn said, Lucy believed that the harm had been done to her, not to him. And so they parted not quite as friends. Lady Fawn didn’t kiss her goodbye, and Lucy, with stubborn pride, flatly denied any fault. She would only say that she should leave, and when Lady Fawn repeatedly pointed out that the last thing someone like Lord Fawn could tolerate was being accused of lying, Lucy insisted that he should be careful not to say anything untrue. All of this was very distressing and caused a lot of confusion and unhappiness at Fawn Court. Lydia came into her room that night, and the two girls talked it over for hours. In the morning, Lucy woke up early and found Lord Fawn walking in the gardens. She had been told that he would likely be found walking there if she was willing to offer him any apology.

Her mind had been very full of the subject,—not only in reference to her lover, but as it regarded her own conduct. One of the elder Fawn girls had assured her that under no circumstances could a lady be justified in telling a gentleman that he had spoken an untruth, and she was not quite sure but that the law so laid down was right. And then she could not but remember that the gentleman in question was Lord Fawn, and that she was Lady Fawn's governess. But Mr. Greystock was her affianced lover, and her first duty was to him. And then, granting that she herself had been wrong in accusing Lord Fawn of untruth, she could not refrain from asking herself whether he had not been much more wrong in saying in her hearing that Mr. Greystock was not a gentleman? And his offence had preceded her offence, and had caused it! She hardly knew whether she did or did not owe an apology to Lord Fawn, but she was quite sure that Lord Fawn owed an apology to her.

Her mind was really consumed by the issue—both related to her boyfriend and her own behavior. One of the older Fawn girls had told her that a lady should never tell a gentleman he lied, and she wasn't entirely convinced that this rule wasn't valid. Plus, she couldn't forget that the gentleman in question was Lord Fawn and that she was Lady Fawn's governess. However, Mr. Greystock was her fiancé, and her first responsibility was to him. Then again, even if she had been wrong for accusing Lord Fawn of lying, she couldn't help but wonder whether he was even more wrong for saying within her earshot that Mr. Greystock wasn’t a gentleman. His mistake had occurred before hers and had led to it! She could hardly tell if she owed an apology to Lord Fawn, but she was definitely certain that Lord Fawn owed one to her.

She walked straight up to Lord Fawn, and met him beneath the trees. He was still black and solemn, and was evidently brooding over his grievance; but he bowed to her, and stood still as she approached him. "My lord," said she, "I am very sorry for what happened last night."

She walked right up to Lord Fawn and met him under the trees. He still looked dark and serious, clearly lost in thought about his complaint, but he bowed to her and stood still as she got closer. "My lord," she said, "I'm very sorry about what happened last night."

"And so was I,—very sorry, Miss Morris."

"And I was really sorry, Miss Morris."

"I think you know that I am engaged to marry Mr. Greystock?"

"I think you know that I'm engaged to marry Mr. Greystock?"

"I cannot allow that that has anything to do with it."

"I can't allow that to have anything to do with it."

"When you think that he must be dearer to me than all the world, you will acknowledge that I couldn't hear hard things said of him without speaking." His face became blacker than ever, but he made no reply. He wanted an abject begging of unconditional pardon from the little girl who loved his enemy. If that were done, he would vouchsafe his forgiveness; but he was too small by nature to grant it on other terms. "Of course," continued Lucy, "I am bound to treat you with special respect in Lady Fawn's house." She looked almost beseechingly into his face as she paused for a moment.

"When you realize that he means more to me than anyone else in the world, you’ll understand why I couldn't just listen to you say bad things about him without saying something back." His expression turned even darker, but he didn’t respond. He wanted an outright, groveling apology from the little girl who cared for his enemy. If that happened, he would offer his forgiveness; but he was too petty by nature to give it under any other conditions. "Of course," Lucy continued, "I have to treat you with special respect in Lady Fawn's house." She looked almost pleadingly at him as she paused for a moment.

"But you treated me with especial disrespect," said Lord Fawn.

"But you treated me with special disrespect," said Lord Fawn.

"And how did you treat me, Lord Fawn?"

"And how did you treat me, Lord Fawn?"

"Miss Morris, I must be allowed, in discussing matters with my mother, to express my own opinions in such language as I may think fit to use. Mr. Greystock's conduct to me was—was—was altogether most ungentlemanlike."

"Miss Morris, I need to be able to share my own opinions while talking with my mother, using whatever language I find appropriate. Mr. Greystock's behavior towards me was—was—was completely uncalled for."

"Mr. Greystock is a gentleman."

"Mr. Greystock is a gentleman."

"His conduct was most offensive, and most—most ungentlemanlike. Mr. Greystock disgraced himself."

"His behavior was really offensive and very—very unseemly for a gentleman. Mr. Greystock brought shame upon himself."

"It isn't true!" said Lucy. Lord Fawn gave one start, and then walked off to the house as quick as his legs could carry him.

"It’s not true!" said Lucy. Lord Fawn jumped in surprise and then hurried back to the house as fast as he could.

 

 

CHAPTER XXVIII

Mr. Dove in His Chambers
 

The scene between Lord Fawn and Greystock had taken place in Mr. Camperdown's chambers, and John Eustace had also been present. The lawyer had suffered considerable annoyance, before the arrival of the two first-named gentlemen, from reiterated assertions made by Eustace that he would take no further trouble whatsoever about the jewels. Mr. Camperdown had in vain pointed out to him that a plain duty lay upon him as executor and guardian to protect the property on behalf of his nephew; but Eustace had asserted that, though he himself was comparatively a poor man, he would sooner replace the necklace out of his own property, than be subject to the nuisance of such a continued quarrel. "My dear John; ten thousand pounds!" Mr. Camperdown had said. "It is a fortune for a younger son."

The conversation between Lord Fawn and Greystock took place in Mr. Camperdown's office, and John Eustace was also there. The lawyer had been quite frustrated, before the arrival of the two gentlemen, by Eustace's repeated claims that he wouldn’t be taking any further responsibility for the jewelry. Mr. Camperdown had unsuccessfully pointed out that he had a clear duty as executor and guardian to protect the assets for his nephew; however, Eustace insisted that, even though he wasn't wealthy, he would rather pay for the necklace out of his own pocket than deal with the hassle of ongoing disputes. "My dear John, ten thousand pounds!" Mr. Camperdown said. "That's a fortune for a younger son."

"The boy is only two years old, and will have time enough to make fortunes for his own younger sons, if he does not squander everything. If he does, the ten thousand pounds will make no difference."

"The boy is just two years old and will have plenty of time to build up wealth for his younger brothers, as long as he doesn't waste everything. If he does, the ten thousand pounds won't mean anything."

"But the justice of the thing, John!"

"But the fairness of it all, John!"

"Justice may be purchased too dearly."

"Justice can be bought at too high a price."

"Such a harpy as she is, too!" pleaded the lawyer. Then Lord Fawn had come in, and Greystock had followed immediately afterwards.

"She's such a nightmare!" the lawyer exclaimed. Then Lord Fawn walked in, and Greystock followed right after.

"I may as well say at once," said Greystock, "that Lady Eustace is determined to maintain her right to the property; and that she will not give up the diamonds till some adequate court of law shall have decided that she is mistaken in her views. Stop one moment, Mr. Camperdown. I feel myself bound to go further than that, and express my own opinion that she is right."

"I might as well say right away," Greystock said, "that Lady Eustace is set on defending her claim to the property; and she won’t give up the diamonds until a proper court of law decides that she's wrong. Just a moment, Mr. Camperdown. I feel it’s necessary to go further and share my own opinion that she is correct."

"I can hardly understand such an opinion as coming from you," said Mr. Camperdown.

"I can hardly believe you think that," said Mr. Camperdown.

"You have changed your mind, at any rate," said John Eustace.

"You've changed your mind, anyway," said John Eustace.

"Not so, Eustace. Mr. Camperdown, you'll be good enough to understand that my opinion expressed here is that of a friend, and not that of a lawyer. And you must understand, Eustace," continued Greystock, "that I am speaking now of my cousin's right to the property. Though the value be great, I have advised her to give up the custody of it for a while, till the matter shall be clearly decided. That has still been my advice to her, and I have in no respect changed my mind. But she feels that she is being cruelly used, and with a woman's spirit will not, in such circumstances, yield anything. Mr. Camperdown actually stopped her carriage in the street."

"Not so, Eustace. Mr. Camperdown, please understand that my opinion here is that of a friend, not a lawyer. And you need to know, Eustace," Greystock continued, "that I’m talking about my cousin's right to the property. Even though it’s valuable, I've advised her to let go of it for a while until things are clearly resolved. That’s still my advice to her, and my mind hasn’t changed at all. But she feels like she’s being treated unfairly, and in true fashion, she won’t give in under these circumstances. Mr. Camperdown even stopped her carriage in the street."

"She would not answer a line that anybody wrote to her," said the lawyer.

"She wouldn't respond to anything anyone wrote to her," said the lawyer.

"And I may say plainly,—for all here know the circumstances,—that Lady Eustace feels the strongest possible indignation at the manner in which she is being treated by Lord Fawn."

"And I can say it clearly—since everyone here is aware of the situation—that Lady Eustace feels incredibly outraged by how Lord Fawn is treating her."

"I have only asked her to give up the diamonds till the question should be settled," said Lord Fawn.

"I've only asked her to put the diamonds aside until we figure out the question," said Lord Fawn.

"And you backed your request, my lord, by a threat! My cousin is naturally most indignant; and, my lord, you must allow me to tell you that I fully share the feeling."

"And you supported your request, my lord, with a threat! My cousin is naturally very upset; and, my lord, you have to let me say that I completely share that feeling."

"There is no use in making a quarrel about it," said Eustace.

"There’s no point in arguing about it," said Eustace.

"The quarrel is already made," replied Greystock. "I am here to tell Lord Fawn in your presence, and in the presence of Mr. Camperdown, that he is behaving to a lady with ill-usage, which he would not dare to exercise did he not know that her position saves him from legal punishment, as do the present usages of society from other consequences."

"The argument is already settled," Greystock replied. "I'm here to inform Lord Fawn, in front of you and Mr. Camperdown, that he is treating a lady poorly in a way he wouldn’t dare if he didn’t know that her status protects him from legal consequences, just as current societal norms shield him from other repercussions."

"I have behaved to her with every possible consideration," said Lord Fawn.

"I have treated her with the utmost respect," said Lord Fawn.

"That is a simple assertion," said the other. "I have made one assertion, and you have made another. The world will have to judge between us. What right have you to take upon yourself to decide whether this thing or that belongs to Lady Eustace or to any one else?"

"That's a straightforward statement," said the other. "I've made one claim, and you've made another. The world will have to decide between us. What gives you the right to decide whether this belongs to Lady Eustace or to anyone else?"

"When the thing was talked about I was obliged to have an opinion," said Lord Fawn, who was still thinking of words in which to reply to the insult offered him by Greystock without injury to his dignity as an Under-Secretary of State.

"When it came up in conversation, I had to have an opinion," said Lord Fawn, who was still trying to find the right words to respond to the insult Greystock had directed at him without compromising his dignity as an Under-Secretary of State.

"Your conduct, sir, has been altogether inexcusable." Then Frank turned to the attorney. "I have been given to understand that you are desirous of knowing where this diamond necklace is at present. It is at Lady Eustace's house in Scotland;—at Portray Castle." Then he shook hands with John Eustace, bowed to Mr. Camperdown, and succeeded in leaving the room before Lord Fawn had so far collected his senses as to be able to frame his anger into definite words.

"Your behavior, sir, has been completely unacceptable." Frank then turned to the attorney. "I understand that you want to know where this diamond necklace is currently located. It's at Lady Eustace's house in Scotland—at Portray Castle." He then shook hands with John Eustace, bowed to Mr. Camperdown, and managed to leave the room before Lord Fawn had gathered his thoughts enough to express his anger in clear words.

"I will never willingly speak to that man again," said Lord Fawn. But as it was not probable that Greystock would greatly desire any further conversation with Lord Fawn, this threat did not carry with it any powerful feeling of severity.

"I will never willingly talk to that man again," said Lord Fawn. But since it was unlikely that Greystock would really want to have any more conversations with Lord Fawn, this threat didn’t have any strong sense of seriousness.

Mr. Camperdown groaned over the matter with thorough vexation of spirit. It seemed to him as though the harpy, as he called her, would really make good her case against him,—at any rate, would make it seem to be good for so long a time that all the triumph of success would be hers. He knew that she was already in debt, and gave her credit for a propensity to fast living which almost did her an injustice. Of course, the jewels would be sold for half their value, and the harpy would triumph. Of what use to him or to the estate would be a decision of the courts in his favour when the diamonds should have been broken up and scattered to the winds of heaven? Ten thousand pounds! It was, to Mr. Camperdown's mind, a thing quite terrible that, in a country which boasts of its laws and of the execution of its laws, such an impostor as was this widow should be able to lay her dirty, grasping fingers on so great an amount of property, and that there should be no means of punishing her. That Lizzie Eustace had stolen the diamonds, as a pickpocket steals a watch, was a fact as to which Mr. Camperdown had in his mind no shadow of a doubt. And, as the reader knows, he was right. She had stolen them. Mr. Camperdown knew that she had stolen them, and was a wretched man. From the first moment of the late Sir Florian's infatuation about this woman, she had worked woe for Mr. Camperdown. Mr. Camperdown had striven hard,—to the great and almost permanent offence of Sir Florian,—to save Portray from its present condition of degradation; but he had striven in vain. Portray belonged to the harpy for her life; and moreover, he himself had been forced to be instrumental in paying over to the harpy a large sum of Eustace money almost immediately on her becoming a widow. Then had come the affair of the diamonds;—an affair of ten thousand pounds!—as Mr. Camperdown would exclaim to himself, throwing his eyes up to the ceiling. And now it seemed that she was to get the better of him even in that, although there could not be a shadow of doubt as to her falsehood and fraudulent dishonesty! His luck in the matter was so bad! John Eustace had no backbone, no spirit, no proper feeling as to his own family. Lord Fawn was as weak as water, and almost disgraced the cause by the accident of his adherence to it. Greystock, who would have been a tower of strength, had turned against him, and was now prepared to maintain that the harpy was right. Mr. Camperdown knew that the harpy was wrong,—that she was a harpy, and he would not abandon the cause; but the difficulties in his way were great, and the annoyance to which he was subjected was excessive. His wife and daughters were still at Dawlish, and he was up in town in September, simply because the harpy had the present possession of these diamonds.

Mr. Camperdown sighed heavily over the situation, feeling thoroughly frustrated. It felt to him like the woman he called a harpy would actually win her case against him—at least, she would make it seem like she had won for long enough that the victory would belong to her. He was aware that she was already in debt and thought she had a tendency to live beyond her means, which almost seemed unfair to her. Obviously, the jewels would end up being sold for a fraction of their worth, and the harpy would come out on top. What would a court ruling in his favor even matter when the diamonds were broken apart and scattered? Ten thousand pounds! To Mr. Camperdown, it was horrifying that, in a country that prides itself on its laws and their enforcement, such a fraud as this widow could grasp hold of such a substantial amount of property without any consequences. He had no doubt in his mind that Lizzie Eustace had stolen the diamonds, just as a pickpocket would steal a watch. And, as the reader knows, he was right. She had taken them. Mr. Camperdown knew she was guilty and felt miserable about it. From the very start of Sir Florian’s obsession with this woman, she had caused Mr. Camperdown nothing but trouble. He had tried hard—much to Sir Florian's constant irritation—to save Portray from its current dire state; but his efforts were in vain. Portray belonged to the harpy for her lifetime, and he had even been forced to help pay her a large sum of Eustace money right after she became a widow. Then came the issue of the diamonds—a matter worth ten thousand pounds!—as Mr. Camperdown would often mutter to himself, staring at the ceiling. Now it seemed that she was about to get the best of him even there, despite the undeniable fact of her dishonesty and deceit! His luck in the situation was just terrible! John Eustace lacked courage, spirit, and any real sense of loyalty to his own family. Lord Fawn was weak and nearly brought shame to the cause with his support. Greystock, who could have been a strong ally, had turned against him and was now ready to argue that the harpy was in the right. Mr. Camperdown knew the harpy was wrong—that she was indeed a harpy—and he refused to drop the case; but the obstacles he faced were significant, and the frustration he experienced was overwhelming. His wife and daughters were still in Dawlish, while he was in town in September simply because the harpy was currently in possession of these diamonds.

Mr. Camperdown was a man turned sixty, handsome, grey-haired, healthy, somewhat florid, and carrying in his face and person external signs of prosperity and that kind of self-assertion which prosperity always produces. But they who knew him best were aware that he did not bear trouble well. In any trouble, such as was this about the necklace, there would come over his face a look of weakness which betrayed the want of real inner strength. How many faces one sees which, in ordinary circumstances, are comfortable, self-asserting, sufficient, and even bold; the lines of which, under difficulties, collapse and become mean, spiritless, and insignificant. There are faces which, in their usual form, seem to bluster with prosperity, but which the loss of a dozen points at whist will reduce to that currish aspect which reminds one of a dog-whip. Mr. Camperdown's countenance, when Lord Fawn and Mr. Eustace left him, had fallen away into this meanness of appearance. He no longer carried himself as a man owning a dog-whip, but rather as the hound that feared it.

Mr. Camperdown was a man in his sixties, good-looking, with grey hair, healthy, somewhat flushed, and showing clear signs of success and the kind of confidence that often comes with it. However, those who knew him well realized that he didn’t handle trouble well. In any difficult situation, like the issue with the necklace, a look of weakness would wash over his face, revealing a lack of true inner strength. So many faces appear comfortable, assertive, sufficient, and even bold in normal circumstances; yet under pressure, their features can collapse into something small, spiritless, and insignificant. There are faces that seem to radiate confidence from success but can quickly turn into a pitiful aspect just from losing a few points in whist, reminding one of a whipped dog. When Lord Fawn and Mr. Eustace left him, Mr. Camperdown's expression had transformed into this pathetic appearance. He no longer held himself like someone who owned a dog-whip, but rather like the hound that feared it.

A better attorney, for the purposes to which his life was devoted, did not exist in London than Mr. Camperdown. To say that he was honest, is nothing. To describe him simply as zealous, would be to fall very short of his merits. The interests of his clients were his own interests, and the legal rights of the properties of which he had the legal charge, were as dear to him as his own blood. But it could not be said of him that he was a learned lawyer. Perhaps in that branch of a solicitor's profession in which he had been called upon to work, experience goes further than learning. It may be doubted, indeed, whether it is not so in every branch of every profession. But it might, perhaps, have been better for Mr. Camperdown had he devoted more hours of his youth to reading books on conveyancing. He was now too old for such studies, and could trust only to the reading of other people. The reading, however, of other people was always at his command, and his clients were rich men who did not mind paying for an opinion. To have an opinion from Mr. Dove, or some other learned gentleman, was the every-day practice of his life; and when he obtained, as he often did, little coigns of legal vantage and subtle definitions as to property which were comfortable to him, he would rejoice to think that he could always have a Dove at his hand to tell him exactly how far he was justified in going in defence of his clients' interests. But now there had come to him no comfort from his corner of legal knowledge. Mr. Dove had taken extraordinary pains in the matter, and had simply succeeded in throwing over his employer. "A necklace can't be an heirloom!" said Mr. Camperdown to himself, telling off on his fingers half-a-dozen instances in which he had either known or had heard that the head of a family had so arranged the future possession of the family jewels. Then he again read Mr. Dove's opinion, and actually took a law-book off his shelves with the view of testing the correctness of the barrister in reference to some special assertion. A pot or a pan might be an heirloom, but not a necklace! Mr. Camperdown could hardly bring himself to believe that this was law. And then as to paraphernalia! Up to this moment, though he had been called upon to arrange great dealings in reference to widows, he had never as yet heard of a claim made by a widow for paraphernalia. But then the widows with whom he had been called upon to deal, had been ladies quite content to accept the good things settled upon them by the liberal prudence of their friends and husbands,—not greedy, blood-sucking harpies such as this Lady Eustace. It was quite terrible to Mr. Camperdown that one of his clients should have fallen into such a pit. Mors omnibus est communis. But to have left such a widow behind one!

A better lawyer dedicated to his work didn't exist in London than Mr. Camperdown. Saying he was honest doesn’t capture it. To call him merely zealous would not do justice to his abilities. The interests of his clients were his own, and the legal rights of the properties he managed meant as much to him as his own family. However, he couldn't be described as a learned lawyer. In the area of law he practiced, experience often outweighed formal education. It's worth questioning if this holds true across all professions. Still, it might have benefitted Mr. Camperdown if he had spent more of his youth studying conveyancing. Now he was too old for that, relying instead on the expertise of others. Luckily, he had access to knowledgeable advice, and his wealthy clients didn’t mind paying for it. Getting an opinion from Mr. Dove or some other expert was a common part of his routine; whenever he received insightful legal tips or clarifications that suited him, he was relieved to know he could always count on Dove to guide him on how far he could defend his clients’ interests. But now, he wasn’t finding comfort in his legal knowledge. Mr. Dove had worked hard on this issue, but ultimately let down his employer. “A necklace can’t be an heirloom!” Mr. Camperdown thought to himself, mentally counting several instances in which the head of a family had arranged future ownership of family jewels. Then he reread Mr. Dove’s opinion and even pulled a legal book from his shelf to verify a specific claim made by the barrister. A pot or a pan might be an heirloom, but not a necklace! Mr. Camperdown could hardly believe this was actually the law. And as for paraphernalia! Until now, even though he’d handled significant cases involving widows, he had never come across a widow claiming paraphernalia. The widows he dealt with were satisfied with the generous provisions made by their friends and husbands, not greedy, exploitative vultures like this Lady Eustace. It was shocking to Mr. Camperdown that one of his clients had fallen into such a trap. Mors omnibus est communis. But to leave behind such a widow!

"John," he said, opening his door. John was his son and partner, and John came to him, having been summoned by a clerk from another room. "Just shut the door. I've had such a scene here;—Lord Fawn and Mr. Greystock almost coming to blows about that horrid woman."

"John," he said, opening his door. John was his son and partner, and John came to him, having been called by a clerk from another room. "Just shut the door. I've had such a scene here;—Lord Fawn and Mr. Greystock almost coming to blows over that horrible woman."

"The Upper House would have got the worst of it, as it usually does," said the younger attorney.

"The Upper House would have taken the brunt of it, like it usually does," said the younger attorney.

"And there is John Eustace cares no more what becomes of the property than if he had nothing to do with it;—absolutely talks of replacing the diamonds out of his own pocket; a man whose personal interest in the estate is by no means equal to her own."

"And John Eustace doesn’t care at all what happens to the property, as if it has nothing to do with him; he even says he’ll pay for the diamonds himself, a man whose personal stake in the estate is nowhere near as strong as hers."

"He wouldn't do it, you know," said Camperdown Junior, who did not know the family.

"He wouldn’t do it, you know," said Camperdown Junior, who didn’t know the family.

"It's just what he would do," said the father, who did. "There's nothing they wouldn't give away when once the idea takes them. Think of that woman having the whole Portray estate, perhaps for the next sixty years,—nearly the fee-simple of the property,—just because she made eyes to Sir Florian!"

"It's exactly what he would do," said the father, who did. "There's nothing they wouldn't give away once the idea gets in their heads. Imagine that woman having the entire Portray estate, maybe for the next sixty years—nearly full ownership of the property—just because she flirted with Sir Florian!"

"That's done and gone, father."

"That's over, Dad."

"And here's Dove tells us that a necklace can't be an heirloom, unless it belongs to the Crown."

"And here's Dove telling us that a necklace can't be an heirloom unless it belongs to the Crown."

"Whatever he says, you'd better take his word for it."

"Whatever he says, you should probably trust him."

"I'm not so sure of that. It can't be. I'll tell you what I'll do. I'll go over and see him. We can file a bill in Chancery, I don't doubt, and prove that the property belongs to the family and must go by the will. But she'll sell them before we can get the custody of them."

"I'm not so sure about that. It can't be. Here’s what I’ll do. I’ll go over and see him. We can file a bill in Chancery, no doubt, and prove that the property belongs to the family and must be transferred according to the will. But she’ll probably sell them before we can get custody."

"Perhaps she has done that already."

"Maybe she has already done that."

"Greystock says they are at Portray, and I believe they are. She was wearing them in London only in July,—a day or two before I saw her as she was leaving town. If anybody like a jeweller had been down at the castle, I should have heard of it. She hasn't sold 'em yet, but she will."

"Greystock says they're at Portray, and I believe him. She was wearing them in London just in July—a day or two before I saw her leave the city. If anyone like a jeweler had been down at the castle, I would have heard about it. She hasn't sold them yet, but she will."

"She could do that just the same if they were an heirloom."

"She could do that just as well if they were a family heirloom."

"No, John. I think not. We could have acted much more quickly, and have frightened her."

"No, John. I don't think so. We could have acted a lot faster and scared her."

"If I were you, father, I'd drop the matter altogether, and let John Eustace replace them if he pleases. We all know that he would never be called on to do anything of the kind. It isn't our sort of business."

"If I were you, Dad, I'd just let it go and let John Eustace take over if he wants. We all know he’d never actually be asked to do anything like that. It's not really our kind of thing."

"Not ten thousand pounds!" said Camperdown Senior, to whom the magnitude of the larceny almost ennobled the otherwise mean duty of catching the thief. Then Mr. Camperdown rose, and slowly walked across the New Square, Lincoln's Inn, under the low archway, by the entrance to the old court in which Lord Eldon used to sit, to the Old Square, in which the Turtle Dove had built his legal nest on a first floor, close to the old gateway.

"Not ten thousand pounds!" exclaimed Camperdown Senior, who found that the size of the theft almost made the otherwise petty task of catching the thief seem noble. Then Mr. Camperdown got up and walked slowly across New Square, Lincoln's Inn, through the low archway by the entrance to the old court where Lord Eldon used to sit, to Old Square, where the Turtle Dove had made his legal nest on the first floor, near the old gateway.

Mr. Dove was a gentleman who spent a very great portion of his life in this somewhat gloomy abode of learning. It was not now term time, and most of his brethren were absent from London, recruiting their strength among the Alps, or drinking in vigours for fresh campaigns with the salt sea breezes of Kent and Sussex, or perhaps shooting deer in Scotland, or catching fish in Connemara. But Mr. Dove was a man of iron, who wanted no such recreation. To be absent from his law-books and the black, littered, ink-stained old table on which he was wont to write his opinions, was, to him, to be wretched. The only exercise necessary to him was that of putting on his wig and going into one of the courts that were close to his chambers;—but even that was almost distasteful to him. He preferred sitting in his old arm-chair, turning over his old books in search of old cases, and producing opinions which he would be prepared to back against all the world of Lincoln's Inn. He and Mr. Camperdown had known each other intimately for many years, and though the rank of the two men in their profession differed much, they were able to discuss questions of law without any appreciation of that difference among themselves. The one man knew much, and the other little; the one was not only learned, but possessed also of great gifts, while the other was simply an ordinary clear-headed man of business; but they had sympathies in common which made them friends; they were both honest and unwilling to sell their services to dishonest customers; and they equally entertained a deep-rooted contempt for that portion of mankind who thought that property could be managed and protected without the intervention of lawyers. The outside world to them was a world of pretty, laughing, ignorant children; and lawyers were the parents, guardians, pastors, and masters by whom the children should be protected from the evils incident to their childishness.

Mr. Dove was a gentleman who spent a significant portion of his life in this somewhat dreary place of learning. It wasn’t term time now, and most of his colleagues were away from London, recharging in the Alps, soaking in the rejuvenating sea breezes of Kent and Sussex, or maybe hunting deer in Scotland or fishing in Connemara. But Mr. Dove was a man of steel, who didn’t need that kind of break. Being away from his law books and the messy, ink-stained old table he usually wrote his opinions at made him miserable. The only exercise he needed was putting on his wig and going into one of the courts near his chambers—but even that felt almost unpleasant to him. He preferred sitting in his old armchair, flipping through his old books looking for past cases, and crafting opinions he’d confidently defend against anyone in Lincoln's Inn. He and Mr. Camperdown had been close friends for many years, and although their ranks in their profession varied greatly, they could discuss legal issues without acknowledging that difference. One man was knowledgeable, while the other was not; one was not only learned but also had great talent, while the other was merely an ordinary, sharp-minded business person. Yet, they shared common values that made them friends; both were honest and unwilling to sell their services to dishonest clients, and they both held a deep disdain for those who believed property could be managed and protected without lawyers. To them, the outside world was filled with pretty, laughing, ignorant children, and lawyers were the parents, guardians, pastors, and mentors responsible for protecting those children from the dangers that come with their naivety.

"Yes, sir; he's here," said the Turtle Dove's clerk. "He is talking of going away, but he won't go. He's told me I can have a week, but I don't know that I like to leave him. Mrs. Dove and the children are down at Ramsgate, and he's here all night. He hadn't been out for so long that when he wanted to go as far as the Temple yesterday, we couldn't find his hat." Then the clerk opened the door, and ushered Mr. Camperdown into the room. Mr. Dove was the younger man by five or six years, and his hair was still black. Mr. Camperdown's was nearer white than grey; but, nevertheless, Mr. Camperdown looked as though he were the younger man. Mr. Dove was a long, thin man, with a stoop in his shoulders, with deep-set, hollow eyes, and lanthorn cheeks, and sallow complexion, with long, thin hands, who seemed to acknowledge by every movement of his body and every tone of his voice that old age was creeping on him,—whereas the attorney's step was still elastic, and his speech brisk. Mr. Camperdown wore a blue frock-coat, and a coloured cravat, and a light waistcoat. With Mr. Dove every visible article of his raiment was black, except his shirt, and he had that peculiar blackness which a man achieves when he wears a dress-coat over a high black waistcoat in the morning.

"Yes, sir; he's here," said the Turtle Dove's clerk. "He’s talking about leaving, but he won’t actually go. He told me I could have a week, but I’m not sure I want to leave him. Mrs. Dove and the kids are down at Ramsgate, and he’s here all night. He hadn’t been out for so long that when he wanted to go as far as the Temple yesterday, we couldn’t find his hat." Then the clerk opened the door and let Mr. Camperdown into the room. Mr. Dove was five or six years younger, and his hair was still black. Mr. Camperdown’s hair was more white than grey; however, he seemed to look like the younger man. Mr. Dove was a tall, thin man with stooped shoulders, deep-set hollow eyes, lantern-like cheeks, a sallow complexion, and long, thin hands, who seemed to show through every movement and tone that old age was catching up to him—while the attorney’s step was still lively, and his speech was brisk. Mr. Camperdown wore a blue frock coat, a colored tie, and a light waistcoat. In contrast, Mr. Dove’s attire was all black, except for his shirt, and he had that particular blackness that a man gets when wearing a dress coat over a high black waistcoat in the morning.

"You didn't make much, I fear, of what I sent you about heirlooms," said Mr. Dove, divining the purport of Mr. Camperdown's visit.

"You probably didn't take much from what I sent you about the heirlooms," said Mr. Dove, sensing the reason for Mr. Camperdown's visit.

"A great deal more than I wanted, I can assure you, Mr. Dove."

"A lot more than I wanted, I can assure you, Mr. Dove."

"There is a common error about heirlooms."

"There is a common mistake about heirlooms."

"Very common, indeed, I should say. God bless my soul! when one knows how often the word occurs in family deeds, it does startle one to be told that there isn't any such thing."

"Very common, I would say. God bless my soul! When you realize how often the word appears in family documents, it is surprising to be told that there isn't such a thing."

"I don't think I said quite so much as that. Indeed, I was careful to point out that the law does acknowledge heirlooms."

"I don't think I said quite that much. In fact, I made sure to highlight that the law does recognize heirlooms."

"But not diamonds," said the attorney.

"But not diamonds," the attorney said.

"I doubt whether I went quite so far as that."

"I’m not sure I went that far."

"Only the Crown diamonds."

"Just the Crown jewels."

"I don't think I ever debarred all other diamonds. A diamond in a star of honour might form a part of an heirloom; but I do not think that a diamond itself could be an heirloom."

"I don't think I ever excluded all other diamonds. A diamond in a star of honor might be part of an heirloom, but I don't believe that a diamond itself could be an heirloom."

"If in a star of honour, why not in a necklace?" argued Mr. Camperdown almost triumphantly.

"If it works for a star of honor, why not for a necklace?" argued Mr. Camperdown, almost triumphantly.

"Because a star of honour, unless tampered with by fraud, would naturally be maintained in its original form. The setting of a necklace will probably be altered from generation to generation. The one, like a picture or a precious piece of furniture,—"

"Because a star of honor, unless interfered with by fraud, would naturally stay in its original form. The setting of a necklace will likely change from generation to generation. The one, like a picture or a valuable piece of furniture, —"

"Or a pot or a pan," said Mr. Camperdown, with sarcasm.

"Or a pot or a pan," Mr. Camperdown said sarcastically.

"Pots and pans may be precious, too," replied Mr. Dove. "Such things can be traced, and can be held as heirlooms without imposing too great difficulties on their guardians. The Law is generally very wise and prudent, Mr. Camperdown;—much more so often than are they who attempt to improve it."

"Pots and pans can be valuable too," Mr. Dove said. "These items can be passed down and kept as family heirlooms without putting too much burden on those who care for them. The law is usually quite wise and sensible, Mr. Camperdown; often much more so than those who try to change it."

"I quite agree with you there, Mr. Dove."

"I totally agree with you on that, Mr. Dove."

"Would the Law do a service, do you think, if it lent its authority to the special preservation in special hands of trinkets only to be used for vanity and ornament? Is that a kind of property over which an owner should have a power of disposition more lasting, more autocratic, than is given him even in regard to land? The land, at any rate, can be traced. It is a thing fixed and known. A string of pearls is not only alterable, but constantly altered, and cannot easily be traced."

"Do you think the law would be doing a service if it supported keeping trinkets that are only meant for vanity and decoration in special hands? Should an owner have more lasting and absolute control over such property than they do over land? After all, land can be tracked. It’s fixed and identifiable. A string of pearls, on the other hand, can be changed and is frequently altered, making it hard to trace."

"Property of such enormous value should, at any rate, be protected," said Mr. Camperdown indignantly.

"Property of such enormous value should, in any case, be protected," said Mr. Camperdown indignantly.

"All property is protected, Mr. Camperdown;—although, as we know too well, such protection can never be perfect. But the system of heirlooms, if there can be said to be such a system, was not devised for what you and I mean when we talk of protection of property."

"All property is protected, Mr. Camperdown;—although, as we know all too well, that protection can never be perfect. But the system of heirlooms, if there is such a thing, wasn't created for what you and I mean when we discuss the protection of property."

"I should have said that that was just what it was devised for."

"I should have mentioned that was exactly what it was created for."

"I think not. It was devised with the more picturesque idea of maintaining chivalric associations. Heirlooms have become so, not that the future owners of them may be assured of so much wealth, whatever the value of the thing so settled may be,—but that the son or grandson or descendant may enjoy the satisfaction which is derived from saying, my father or my grandfather or my ancestor sat in that chair, or looked as he now looks in that picture, or was graced by wearing on his breast that very ornament which you now see lying beneath the glass. Crown jewels are heirlooms in the same way, as representing not the possession of the sovereign, but the time-honoured dignity of the Crown. The Law, which, in general, concerns itself with our property or lives and our liberties, has in this matter bowed gracefully to the spirit of chivalry and has lent its aid to romance;—but it certainly did not do so to enable the discordant heirs of a rich man to settle a simple dirty question of money, which, with ordinary prudence, the rich man should himself have settled before he died."

"I think not. It was created with the more picturesque idea of keeping chivalric associations alive. Heirlooms have become so, not because the future owners can count on wealth, no matter the value of the item being passed down—but so that the son, grandson, or descendant can take pride in saying, my father or my grandfather or my ancestor sat in that chair, or looks like he does in that picture, or wore that very ornament you now see lying beneath the glass. Crown jewels are heirlooms in the same way, representing not just the possession of the sovereign, but the time-honored dignity of the Crown. The Law, which generally concerns itself with our property, lives, and liberties, has in this instance gracefully bent to the spirit of chivalry and aided romance;—but it certainly didn’t do so to help the squabbling heirs of a rich man resolve a simple dirty matter of money that, with normal prudence, the rich man should have settled himself before he died."

The Turtle Dove had spoken with emphasis and had spoken well, and Mr. Camperdown had not ventured to interrupt him while he was speaking. He was sitting far back on his chair, but with his neck bent and with his head forward, rubbing his long thin hands slowly over each other, and with his deep bright eyes firmly fixed on his companion's face. Mr. Camperdown had not unfrequently heard him speak in the same fashion before, and was accustomed to his manner of unravelling the mysteries and searching into the causes of Law with a spirit which almost lent poetry to the subject. When Mr. Dove would do so, Mr. Camperdown would not quite understand the words spoken, but he would listen to them with an undoubting reverence. And he did understand them in part, and was conscious of an infusion of a certain amount of poetic spirit into his own bosom. He would think of these speeches afterwards, and would entertain high but somewhat cloudy ideas of the beauty and the majesty of Law. Mr. Dove's speeches did Mr. Camperdown good, and helped to preserve him from that worst of all diseases,—a low idea of humanity.

The Turtle Dove spoke with conviction and eloquence, and Mr. Camperdown didn’t interrupt him while he talked. He sat back in his chair, neck bent and head leaning forward, slowly rubbing his long, thin hands together, his deep, bright eyes focused intently on his companion's face. Mr. Camperdown had often heard him speak like this before and was used to his way of unraveling the mysteries and exploring the causes of Law with a spirit that almost made the topic seem poetic. When Mr. Dove did this, Mr. Camperdown didn’t fully grasp the words, but he listened with complete respect. He understood some of it and felt a certain poetic spirit stirring within him. He would think back on these speeches later, entertaining lofty but somewhat vague thoughts about the beauty and majesty of Law. Mr. Dove's speeches did Mr. Camperdown good and helped keep him from the worst disease of all—a low regard for humanity.

"You think, then, we had better not claim them as heirlooms?" he asked.

"You think we should avoid calling them heirlooms?" he asked.

"I think you had better not."

"I think you should probably not."

"And you think that she could claim them—as paraphernalia?"

"And you think she could claim them as her stuff?"

"That question has hardly been put to me,—though I allowed myself to wander into it. But for my intimacy with you, I should hardly have ventured to stray so far."

"That question hasn't really been asked of me—though I let myself get into it. If it weren't for my closeness to you, I probably wouldn't have dared to wander so far."

"I need hardly say how much obliged we are. But we will submit one or two other cases to you."

"I hardly need to say how grateful we are. But we will present one or two other cases to you."

"I am inclined to think the court would not allow them to her as paraphernalia, seeing that their value is excessive as compared with her income and degree; but if it did, it would do so in a fashion that would guard them from alienation."

"I think the court wouldn't let them be considered her personal property since their value is too high compared to her income and status; but if it did, it would do so in a way that protects them from being sold or transferred."

"She would sell them—under the rose."

"She would secretly sell them."

"Then she would be guilty of stealing them,—which she would hardly attempt, even if not restrained by honesty, knowing, as she would know, that the greatness of the value would almost assuredly lead to detection. The same feeling would prevent buyers from purchasing."

"Then she would be guilty of stealing them—which she would hardly try, even if she weren't held back by her sense of honesty, knowing, as she would know, that their high value would almost certainly lead to getting caught. The same feeling would stop buyers from making a purchase."

"She says, you know, that they were given to her, absolutely."

"She says, you know, that they were given to her, for sure."

"I should like to know the circumstances."

"I would like to know the details."

"Yes;—of course."

"Yes, of course."

"But I should be disposed to think that in equity no allegation by the receiver of such a gift, unsubstantiated either by evidence or by deed, would be allowed to stand. The gentleman left behind him a will, and regular settlements. I should think that the possession of these diamonds,—not, I presume, touched on in the settlements—"

"But I would tend to believe that in fairness, no claim made by the recipient of such a gift, lacking either evidence or formal documentation, would be accepted. The gentleman left a will and proper agreements. I would think that the ownership of these diamonds—not, I assume, mentioned in the communities—

"Oh dear no;—not a word about them."

"Oh no;—not a word about them."

"I should think, then, that, subject to any claim for paraphernalia, the possession of the diamonds would be ruled by the will." Mr. Camperdown was rushing into the further difficulty of the chattels in Scotland and those in England, when the Turtle Dove stopped him, declaring that he could not venture to discuss matters as to which he knew none of the facts.

"I think that, aside from any claims for personal belongings, the ownership of the diamonds would be determined by the will." Mr. Camperdown was about to dive into the complicated issue of the belongings in Scotland versus those in England when the Turtle Dove interrupted him, stating that he couldn’t discuss matters he didn’t have any information about.

"Of course not;—of course not," said Mr. Camperdown. "We'll have cases prepared. I'd apologise for coming at all, only that I get so much from a few words."

"Of course not;—of course not," said Mr. Camperdown. "We'll have cases prepared. I’d apologize for coming at all, but I get so much from just a few words."

"I'm always delighted to see you, Mr. Camperdown," said the Turtle Dove, bowing.

"I'm so happy to see you, Mr. Camperdown," said the Turtle Dove, bowing.

 

 

CHAPTER XXIX

"I Had Better Go Away"
 

When Lord Fawn gave a sudden jump and stalked away towards the house on that Sunday morning before breakfast, Lucy Morris was a very unhappy girl. She had a second time accused Lord Fawn of speaking an untruth. She did not quite understand the usages of the world in the matter; but she did know that the one offence which a gentleman is supposed never to commit is that of speaking an untruth. The offence may be one committed oftener than any other by gentlemen,—as also by all other people; but, nevertheless, it is regarded by the usages of society as being the one thing which a gentleman never does. Of all this Lucy understood something. The word "lie" she knew to be utterly abominable. That Lizzie Eustace was a little liar had been acknowledged between herself and the Fawn girls very often,—but to have told Lady Eustace that any word spoken by her was a lie, would have been a worse crime than the lie itself. To have brought such an accusation, in that term, against Lord Fawn, would have been to degrade herself for ever. Was there any difference between a lie and an untruth? That one must be, and that the other need not be, intentional, she did feel; but she felt also that the less offensive word had come to mean a lie,—the world having been driven so to use it because the world did not dare to talk about lies; and this word, bearing such a meaning in common parlance, she had twice applied to Lord Fawn. And yet, as she was well aware, Lord Fawn had told no lie. He had himself believed every word that he had spoken against Frank Greystock. That he had been guilty of unmanly cruelty in so speaking of her lover in her presence, Lucy still thought, but she should not therefore have accused him of falsehood. "It was untrue all the same," she said to herself, as she stood still on the gravel walk, watching the rapid disappearance of Lord Fawn, and endeavouring to think what she had better now do with herself. Of course Lord Fawn, like a great child, would at once go and tell his mother what that wicked governess had said to him.

When Lord Fawn suddenly jumped up and stormed off toward the house that Sunday morning before breakfast, Lucy Morris was feeling very unhappy. She had accused Lord Fawn of lying for the second time. She didn’t fully grasp the social norms around it, but she knew that the one thing a gentleman is expected never to do is lie. While many gentlemen—and people in general—do lie, society views it as the one unforgivable act for a gentleman. Lucy understood some of this. She found the word "lie" to be completely despicable. The fact that Lizzie Eustace was a little liar was something she and the Fawn girls often acknowledged, but telling Lady Eustace that anything she said was a lie would have been a worse offense than the lie itself. Accusing Lord Fawn in that way would have been a permanent disgrace for her. Was there really a difference between a lie and an untruth? She sensed that one had to be intentional while the other didn’t necessarily have to be, but she also felt that the softer word had come to mean a lie — society had forced that usage because it was too polite to talk about lies directly. With this meaning becoming common, she had used it twice on Lord Fawn. Yet, she was well aware that Lord Fawn hadn’t actually lied. He truly believed everything he said about Frank Greystock. Lucy still thought he had acted cruelly by speaking about her lover in front of her, but that didn’t mean she should have accused him of falsehood. “It was untrue all the same,” she told herself, standing still on the gravel path, watching Lord Fawn’s quick departure and trying to figure out what to do next. Of course, Lord Fawn, like a big child, would immediately go tell his mother what that wicked governess had said to him.

In the hall she met her friend Lydia. "Oh, Lucy, what is the matter with Frederic?" she asked.

In the hall, she ran into her friend Lydia. "Oh, Lucy, what's going on with Frederic?" she asked.

"Lord Fawn is very angry indeed."

"Lord Fawn is so mad."

"With you?"

"Are you with me?"

"Yes;—with me. He is so angry that I am sure he would not sit down to breakfast with me. So I won't come down. Will you tell your mamma? If she likes to send to me, of course I'll go to her at once."

"Yeah;—with me. He’s so mad that I’m sure he wouldn’t sit down to breakfast with me. So I won’t come down. Can you tell your mom? If she wants to send for me, I’ll go to her right away."

"What have you done, Lucy?"

"What did you do, Lucy?"

"I've told him again that what he said wasn't true."

"I’ve told him again that what he said isn’t true."

"But why?"

"But why?"

"Because—Oh, how can I say why? Why does any person do everything that she ought not to do? It's the fall of Adam, I suppose."

"Because—Oh, how can I explain why? Why does anyone do everything they shouldn’t do? I guess it’s the fall of Adam."

"You shouldn't make a joke of it, Lucy."

"You shouldn't joke about it, Lucy."

"You can have no conception how unhappy I am about it. Of course Lady Fawn will tell me to go away. I went out on purpose to beg his pardon for what I said last night, and I just said the very same thing again."

"You can't imagine how unhappy I am about this. Of course, Lady Fawn will tell me to leave. I went out on purpose to apologize for what I said last night, and I ended up saying the exact same thing again."

"But why did you say it?"

"But why did you say that?"

"And I should say it again and again and again, if he were to go on telling me that Mr. Greystock isn't a gentleman. I don't think he ought to have done it. Of course, I have been very wrong; I know that. But I think he has been wrong too. But I must own it, and he needn't. I'll go up now and stay in my own room till your mamma sends for me."

"And I have to say it over and over again if he keeps insisting that Mr. Greystock isn't a gentleman. I don’t think he should have done that. Of course, I’ve made mistakes; I realize that. But I think he’s made mistakes too. I’ll admit it, and he doesn’t have to. I’m going to head up now and stay in my room until your mom calls for me."

"And I'll get Jane to bring you some breakfast."

"And I'll have Jane bring you some breakfast."

"I don't care a bit about breakfast," said Lucy.

"I don't care at all about breakfast," said Lucy.

Lord Fawn did tell his mother, and Lady Fawn was perplexed in the extreme. She was divided in her judgment and feelings between the privilege due to Lucy as a girl possessed of an authorised lover,—a privilege which no doubt existed, but which was not extensive,—and the very much greater privilege which attached to Lord Fawn as a man, as a peer, as an Under-Secretary of State,—but which attached to him especially as the head and only man belonging to the Fawn family. Such a one, when, moved by filial duty, he condescends to come once a week to his mother's house, is entitled to say whatever he pleases, and should on no account be contradicted by any one. Lucy no doubt had a lover,—an authorised lover; but perhaps that fact could not be taken as more than a balancing weight against the inferiority of her position as a governess. Lady Fawn was of course obliged to take her son's part, and would scold Lucy. Lucy must be scolded very seriously. But it would be a thing so desirable if Lucy could be induced to accept her scolding and have done with it, and not to make matters worse by talking of going away! "You don't mean that she came out into the shrubbery, having made up her mind to be rude to you?" said Lady Fawn to her son.

Lord Fawn did tell his mother, and Lady Fawn was extremely confused. She was torn in her judgment and feelings between the privilege due to Lucy as a girl with an approved boyfriend—an acknowledged privilege, though not a substantial one—and the much greater privilege that came with Lord Fawn as a man, as a peer, as an Under-Secretary of State—especially as the head and only male member of the Fawn family. Someone like him, when he decides to visit his mother's house once a week out of duty, is allowed to say whatever he wants and should never be contradicted by anyone. Lucy definitely had a boyfriend—an approved boyfriend; but perhaps that could only be seen as a slight counterbalance to the disadvantages of her position as a governess. Lady Fawn was naturally obligated to support her son and would scold Lucy. Lucy needed to be scolded very seriously. But it would be really great if Lucy could be encouraged to accept her scolding and move on, rather than complicate things by threatening to leave! "You don't mean that she came out into the shrubbery, planning to be rude to you?" Lady Fawn asked her son.

"No;—I do not think that. But her temper is so ungovernable, and she has, if I may say so, been so spoilt among you here,—I mean by the girls, of course,—that she does not know how to restrain herself."

"No; I don't think that. But her temper is so out of control, and she has, if I can say it, been so spoiled by you all here—I mean by the girls, of course—that she doesn’t know how to hold herself back."

"She is as good as gold, you know, Frederic." He shrugged his shoulders, and declared that he had not a word more to say about it. He could, of course, remain in London till it should suit Mr. Greystock to take his bride. "You'll break my heart if you say that!" exclaimed the unhappy mother. "Of course, she shall leave the house if you wish it."

"She's as good as gold, you know, Frederic." He shrugged and said he had nothing more to add about it. He could, of course, stay in London until Mr. Greystock was ready to take his bride. "You'll break my heart if you say that!" the distressed mother exclaimed. "Of course, she can leave the house if that's what you want."

"I wish nothing," said Lord Fawn. "But I peculiarly object to be told that I am a—liar." Then he stalked away along the corridor and went down to breakfast, as black as a thunder-cloud.

"I don't want anything," said Lord Fawn. "But I really hate being called a—liar." Then he walked away down the corridor and went to breakfast, looking as angry as a storm cloud.

Lady Fawn and Lucy sat opposite to each other in church, but they did not speak till the afternoon. Lady Fawn went to church in the carriage and Lucy walked, and as Lucy retired to her room immediately on her return to the house, there had not been an opportunity even for a word. After lunch Amelia came up to her, and sat down for a long discussion. "Now, Lucy, something must be done, you know," said Amelia.

Lady Fawn and Lucy sat across from each other in church, but they didn't talk until the afternoon. Lady Fawn arrived at church in a carriage, while Lucy walked. Since Lucy went straight to her room when she got back home, there was no chance for even a quick conversation. After lunch, Amelia came to see her and sat down for a long chat. "Now, Lucy, we really need to do something, you know," said Amelia.

"I suppose so."

"I guess so."

"Of course, mamma must see you. She can't allow things to go on in this way. Mamma is very unhappy, and didn't eat a morsel of breakfast." By this latter assertion Amelia simply intended to imply that her mother had refused to be helped a second time to fried bacon, as was customary.

"Of course, Mom has to see you. She can't let things continue like this. Mom is really upset and didn't eat a single bite of breakfast." By this last remark, Amelia just meant to suggest that her mom had turned down a second helping of fried bacon, which was usually expected.

"Of course, I shall go to her the moment she sends for me. Oh,—I am so unhappy!"

"Of course, I'll go to her as soon as she calls for me. Oh—I’m so unhappy!"

"I don't wonder at that, Lucy. So is my brother unhappy. These things make people unhappy. It is what the world calls—temper, you know, Lucy."

"I’m not surprised by that, Lucy. My brother is also unhappy. These things make people unhappy. It’s what the world refers to as—temper, you know, Lucy."

"Why did he tell me that Mr. Greystock isn't a gentleman? Mr. Greystock is a gentleman. I meant to say nothing more than that."

"Why did he say that Mr. Greystock isn't a gentleman? Mr. Greystock is a gentleman. I only meant to say that."

"But you did say more, Lucy."

"But you did say more, Lucy."

"When he said that Mr. Greystock wasn't a gentleman, I told him it wasn't true. Why did he say it? He knows all about it. Everybody knows. Would you think it wise to come and abuse him to me, when you know what he is to me? I can't bear it, and I won't. I'll go away to-morrow, if your mamma wishes it." But that going away was just what Lady Fawn did not wish.

"When he said that Mr. Greystock wasn't a gentleman, I told him that wasn't true. Why did he say that? He knows the whole story. Everyone knows. Would you really think it's smart to come and bad-mouth him to me, knowing what he means to me? I can't handle it, and I won't. I'll leave tomorrow if your mom wants me to." But that leaving was exactly what Lady Fawn didn't want.

"I think you know, Lucy, you should express your deep sorrow at what has passed."

"I think you know, Lucy, you should show how sorry you are about what has happened."

"To your brother?"

"To your brother?"

"Yes."

"Yeah."

"Then he would abuse Mr. Greystock again, and it would all be as bad as ever. I'll beg Lord Fawn's pardon if he'll promise beforehand not to say a word about Mr. Greystock."

"Then he would go after Mr. Greystock again, and it would be just as awful as before. I'll apologize to Lord Fawn if he promises not to mention Mr. Greystock."

"You can't expect him to make a bargain like that, Lucy."

"You can't expect him to make a deal like that, Lucy."

"I suppose not. I daresay I'm very wicked, and I must be left wicked. I'm too wicked to stay here. That's the long and the short of it."

"I guess not. I’d say I’m pretty terrible, and I have to be allowed to be terrible. I'm too bad to stick around here. That’s the bottom line."

"I'm afraid you're proud, Lucy."

"I'm sorry, you're too proud, Lucy."

"I suppose I am. If it wasn't for all that I owe to everybody here, and that I love you all so much, I should be proud of being proud;—because of Mr. Greystock. Only it kills me to make Lady Fawn unhappy."

"I guess I am. If it weren't for everything I owe to everyone here, and my love for all of you, I'd feel proud of being proud;—because of Mr. Greystock. But it really hurts me to make Lady Fawn unhappy."

Amelia left the culprit, feeling that no good had been done, and Lady Fawn did not see the delinquent till late in the afternoon. Lord Fawn had, in the meantime, wandered out along the river all alone to brood over the condition of his affairs. It had been an evil day for him in which he had first seen Lady Eustace. From the first moment of his engagement to her he had been an unhappy man. Her treatment of him, the stories which reached his ears from Mrs. Hittaway and others, Mr. Camperdown's threats of law in regard to the diamonds, and Frank Greystock's insults, altogether made him aware that he could not possibly marry Lady Eustace. But yet he had no proper and becoming way of escaping from the bonds of his engagement. He was a man with a conscience, and was made miserable by the idea of behaving badly to a woman. Perhaps it might have been difficult to analyse his misery, and to decide how much arose from the feeling that he was behaving badly, and how much from the conviction that the world would accuse him of doing so; but, between the two, he was wretched enough. The punishment of the offence had been commenced by Greystock's unavenged insults;—and it now seemed to him that this girl's conduct was a continuation of it. The world was already beginning to treat him with that want of respect which he so greatly dreaded. He knew that he was too weak to stand up against a widely-spread expression of opinion that he had behaved badly. There are men who can walk about the streets with composed countenances, take their seats in Parliament if they happen to have seats, work in their offices, or their chambers, or their counting-houses with diligence, and go about the world serenely, even though everybody be saying evil of them behind their backs. Such men can live down temporary calumny, and almost take a delight in the isolation which it will produce. Lord Fawn knew well that he was not such a man. He would have described his own weakness as caused, perhaps, by a too thin-skinned sensitiveness. Those who knew him were inclined to say that he lacked strength of character, and, perhaps, courage.

Amelia left the culprit, feeling like nothing good had come of it, and Lady Fawn didn’t see the wrongdoer until late in the afternoon. In the meantime, Lord Fawn had wandered along the river alone to think about his situation. It had been a terrible day for him since he first met Lady Eustace. From the moment he got engaged to her, he had been unhappy. Her treatment of him, the stories he heard from Mrs. Hittaway and others, Mr. Camperdown's legal threats regarding the diamonds, and Frank Greystock's insults made him realize that he couldn't possibly marry Lady Eustace. Yet, he had no proper way to break off the engagement. He was a man with a conscience and felt miserable at the thought of treating a woman badly. It might have been hard to analyze his misery, deciding how much came from feeling he was acting unfairly and how much from the belief that the world would judge him for it; but either way, he was very unhappy. The punishment for his troubles began with Greystock's unaddressed insults, and now it felt like this girl’s behavior was just a continuation of it. The world was already starting to show him the lack of respect that he feared. He knew he was too weak to stand up against a widespread opinion that he had behaved poorly. Some men can walk through life with composed faces, sit in Parliament if they have the opportunity, work diligently in their offices or businesses, and navigate the world serenely, even if everyone is talking badly about them behind their backs. Such men can overcome temporary slander and almost take pride in the isolation it brings. Lord Fawn knew he wasn’t one of those men. He would have called his weakness a result of being overly sensitive. Those who knew him tended to say he lacked strength of character and perhaps courage.

He had certainly engaged himself to marry this widow, and he was most desirous to do what was right. He had said that he would not marry her unless she would give up the necklace, and he was most desirous to be true to his word. He had been twice insulted, and he was anxious to support these injuries with dignity. Poor Lucy's little offence against him rankled in his mind with the other great offences. That this humble friend of his mother's should have been so insolent was a terrible thing to him. He was not sure even whether his own sisters did not treat him with scantier reverence than of yore. And yet he was so anxious to do right, and do his duty in that state of life to which it had pleased God to call him! As to much he was in doubt; but of two things he was quite sure,—that Frank Greystock was a scoundrel, and that Lucy Morris was the most impertinent young woman in England.

He had definitely committed to marrying this widow, and he really wanted to do the right thing. He had stated that he wouldn't marry her unless she returned the necklace, and he was very eager to keep his promise. He had been insulted twice, and he was keen to handle these offenses with dignity. Poor Lucy's small offense against him stuck in his mind alongside the bigger grievances. It was awful to him that this modest friend of his mother's could be so arrogant. He wasn't even sure if his own sisters treated him with less respect than before. Yet, he was still very determined to do the right thing and fulfill his duty in the position God had assigned him! He was uncertain about many things, but about two things, he was completely confident—Frank Greystock was a scoundrel, and Lucy Morris was the most disrespectful young woman in England.

"What would you wish to have done, Frederic?" his mother said to him on his return.

"What do you wish you had done, Frederic?" his mother asked him when he got back.

"In what respect, mother?"

"In what way, Mom?"

"About Lucy Morris? I have not seen her yet. I have thought it better that she should be left to herself for a while before I did so. I suppose she must come down to dinner. She always does."

"About Lucy Morris? I haven’t seen her yet. I thought it would be better to let her be on her own for a bit before I do. I guess she has to come down for dinner. She always does."

"I do not wish to interfere with the young lady's meals."

"I don’t want to interfere with the young lady’s meals."

"No;—but about meeting her? If there is to be no talking it will be so very unpleasant. It will be unpleasant to us all, but I am thinking chiefly of you."

"No;—but what about meeting her? If we can't talk, it will be really uncomfortable. It will be uncomfortable for all of us, but I'm mostly thinking about you."

"I do not wish anybody to be disturbed for my comfort." A young woman coming down to dinner as though in disgrace, and not being spoken to by any one, would, in truth, have had rather a soothing effect upon Lord Fawn, who would have felt that the general silence and dulness had been produced as a sacrifice in his honour. "I can, of course, insist that she should apologise; but if she refuses, what shall I do then?"

"I don't want anyone to be bothered for my sake." A young woman coming down to dinner as if she were in trouble, and not being spoken to by anyone, would honestly have had a rather calming effect on Lord Fawn, who would have thought that the overall silence and dullness were a sacrifice made in his honor. "I can, of course, demand that she apologize; but if she refuses, what should I do then?"

"Let there be no more apologies, if you please, mother."

"Please, no more apologies, Mom."

"What shall I do then, Frederic?"

"What should I do then, Frederic?"

"Miss Morris's idea of an apology is a repetition of her offence with increased rudeness. It is not for me to say what you should do. If it be true that she is engaged to that man—"

"Miss Morris's idea of an apology is just doing the same thing again but being even ruder. I can't tell you what you should do. If it's true that she is with that man—

"It is true, certainly."

"That's definitely true."

"No doubt that will make her quite independent of you, and I can understand that her presence here in such circumstances must be very uncomfortable to you all. No doubt she feels her power."

"No doubt that will make her quite independent from you, and I can see how her being here in this situation must be really uncomfortable for all of you. She probably realizes her influence."

"Indeed, Frederic, you do not know her."

"Seriously, Frederic, you don't know her."

"I can hardly say that I desire to know her better. You cannot suppose that I can be anxious for further intimacy with a young lady who has twice given me the lie in your house. Such conduct is, at least, very unusual; and as no absolute punishment can be inflicted, the offender can only be avoided. It is thus, and thus only, that such offences can be punished. I shall be satisfied if you will give her to understand that I should prefer that she should not address me again."

"I can hardly say that I want to get to know her better. You can't think I'd be eager for more closeness with a young woman who has insulted me twice in your home. Such behavior is, at the very least, quite uncommon; and since there’s no real punishment that can be enforced, the best I can do is to keep my distance. This is the only way to respond to such offenses. I would appreciate it if you could make sure she understands that I'd prefer she not speak to me again."

Poor Lady Fawn was beginning to think that Lucy was right in saying that there was no remedy for all these evils but that she should go away. But whither was she to go? She had no home but such home as she could earn for herself by her services as a governess, and in her present position it was almost out of the question that she should seek another place. Lady Fawn, too, felt that she had pledged herself to Mr. Greystock that till next year Lucy should have a home at Fawn Court. Mr. Greystock, indeed, was now an enemy to the family; but Lucy was not an enemy, and it was out of the question that she should be treated with real enmity. She might be scolded, and scowled at, and put into a kind of drawing-room Coventry for a time,—so that all kindly intercourse with her should be confined to school-room work and bed-room conferences. She could be generally "sat upon," as Nina would call it. But as for quarrelling with her,—making a real enemy of one whom they all loved, one whom Lady Fawn knew to be "as good as gold," one who had become so dear to the old lady that actual extrusion from their family affections would be like the cutting off of a limb,—that was simply impossible. "I suppose I had better go and see her," said Lady Fawn,—"and I have got such a headache."

Poor Lady Fawn was starting to think that Lucy was right when she said there was no solution to all these problems other than for her to leave. But where could she go? She had no home except what she could create for herself through her work as a governess, and in her current situation, it was nearly impossible for her to look for another position. Lady Fawn also felt that she had promised Mr. Greystock that until next year, Lucy would have a place at Fawn Court. Mr. Greystock was now actually an adversary to the family; however, Lucy was not an enemy, and it was out of the question for her to be treated with true hostility. She might be scolded, glared at, and temporarily put into a sort of social banishment, limiting friendly interactions with her to schoolwork and bedtime talks. She could be generally "put down," as Nina would say. But as for fighting with her—making a real enemy out of someone they all cared about, someone whom Lady Fawn knew to be "as good as gold," someone who had become so dear to the old lady that actually being pushed out of their family circle would feel like losing a part of herself—that was simply unthinkable. "I guess I should go see her," said Lady Fawn, "even though I have such a headache."

"Do not see her on my account," said Lord Fawn. The duty, however, was obligatory, and Lady Fawn with slow steps sought Lucy in the school-room.

"Don't go see her because of me," said Lord Fawn. However, it was a duty she had to fulfill, so Lady Fawn slowly made her way to find Lucy in the schoolroom.

"Lucy," she said, seating herself, "what is to be the end of all this?"

"Lucy," she said, sitting down, "what's going to be the outcome of all this?"

Lucy came up to her and knelt at her feet. "If you knew how unhappy I am because I have vexed you!"

Lucy approached her and knelt at her feet. "If you only knew how unhappy I am for having upset you!"

"I am unhappy, my dear, because I think you have been betrayed by warm temper into misbehaviour."

"I’m unhappy, my dear, because I believe your quick temper has led you to misbehave."

"I know I have."

"I know I do."

"Then why do you not control your temper?"

"Then why don't you control your temper?"

"If anybody were to come to you, Lady Fawn, and make horrible accusations against Lord Fawn, or against Augusta, would not you be angry? Would you be able to stand it?"

"If someone came to you, Lady Fawn, and made awful accusations against Lord Fawn, or against Augusta, wouldn't you be angry? Could you handle it?"

Lady Fawn was not clear-headed; she was not clever; nor was she even always rational. But she was essentially honest. She knew that she would fly at anybody who should in her presence say such bitter things of any of her children as Lord Fawn had said of Mr. Greystock in Lucy's hearing;—and she knew also that Lucy was entitled to hold Mr. Greystock as dearly as she held her own sons and daughters. Lord Fawn, at Fawn Court, could not do wrong. That was a tenet by which she was obliged to hold fast. And yet Lucy had been subjected to great cruelty. She thought awhile for a valid argument. "My dear," she said, "your youth should make a difference."

Lady Fawn wasn't exactly sharp; she wasn't particularly clever, and she didn't always think things through. But she was fundamentally honest. She knew that she would lash out at anyone who spoke so harshly about her children, as Lord Fawn had done regarding Mr. Greystock in front of Lucy; and she also recognized that Lucy had every right to care for Mr. Greystock just as much as she cared for her own kids. Lord Fawn, at Fawn Court, could do no wrong. That was a principle she felt she had to stick to. Yet Lucy had endured a lot of cruelty. After thinking for a moment to come up with a good argument, she said, "My dear, your youth should matter."

"Of course it should."

"Definitely it should."

"And though to me and to the girls you are as dear as any friend can be, and may say just what you please— Indeed, we all live here in such a way that we all do say just what we please,—young and old together. But you ought to know that Lord Fawn is different."

"And even though you and the girls are as dear to me as any friend can be, and you can say whatever you want—Actually, we all live here in a way that we all say whatever we want—young and old together. But you should know that Lord Fawn is different."

"Ought he to say that Mr. Greystock is not a gentleman to me?"

"Ought he to say that Mr. Greystock isn't a gentleman to me?"

"We are, of course, very sorry that there should be any quarrel. It is all the fault of that—nasty, false young woman."

"We're really sorry that there's been any argument. It's all the fault of that—nasty, deceitful young woman."

"So it is, Lady Fawn. Lady Fawn, I have been thinking about it all the day, and I am quite sure that I had better not stay here while you and the girls think badly of Mr. Greystock. It is not only about Lord Fawn, but because of the whole thing. I am always wanting to say something good about Mr. Greystock, and you are always thinking something bad about him. You have been to me,—oh, the very best friend that a girl ever had. Why you should have treated me so generously I never could know."

"So it is, Lady Fawn. Lady Fawn, I've been thinking about it all day, and I'm sure it's best if I don't stay here while you and the girls think badly of Mr. Greystock. It's not just about Lord Fawn, but the whole situation. I always want to say something positive about Mr. Greystock, and you always have something negative to say about him. You've been to me—oh, the best friend a girl could ever have. I could never understand why you treated me so generously."

"Because we have loved you."

"Because we loved you."

"But when a girl has got a man whom she loves, and has promised to marry, he must be her best friend of all. Is it not so, Lady Fawn?" The old woman stooped down and kissed the girl who had got the man. "It is not ingratitude to you that makes me think most of him; is it?"

"But when a girl has a man she loves and has promised to marry, he has to be her best friend above all. Isn't that right, Lady Fawn?" The older woman bent down and kissed the girl who has the man. "It’s not ungratefulness towards you that makes me think of him the most, is it?"

"Certainly not, dear."

"Definitely not, dear."

"Then I had better go away."

"Then I should probably head out."

"But where will you go, Lucy?"

"But where are you going, Lucy?"

"I will consult Mr. Greystock."

"I'll consult Mr. Greystock."

"But what can he do, Lucy? It will only be a trouble to him. He can't find a home for you."

"But what can he do, Lucy? It will only be a hassle for him. He can't find a place for you."

"Perhaps they would have me at the deanery," said Lucy slowly. She had evidently been thinking much of it all. "And, Lady Fawn, I will not go down-stairs while Lord Fawn is here; and when he comes,—if he does come again while I am here,—he shall not be troubled by seeing me. He may be sure of that. And you may tell him that I don't defend myself, only I shall always think that he ought not to have said that Mr. Greystock wasn't a gentleman before me." When Lady Fawn left Lucy the matter was so far settled that Lucy had neither been asked to come down to dinner, nor had she been forbidden to seek another home.

"Maybe they would let me stay at the deanery," Lucy said slowly. She clearly had been thinking about it a lot. "And, Lady Fawn, I won't go downstairs while Lord Fawn is here; and when he comes—if he does come again while I’m here—he won’t have to deal with seeing me. He can count on that. And you can tell him that I’m not defending myself, but I will always believe that he shouldn’t have said that Mr. Greystock wasn’t a gentleman in front of me." When Lady Fawn left Lucy, it was settled enough that Lucy had neither been invited to dinner nor been told she couldn't look for another place to stay.

 

 

CHAPTER XXX

Mr. Greystock's Troubles
 

Frank Greystock stayed the Sunday in London and went down to Bobsborough on the Monday. His father and mother and sister all knew of his engagement to Lucy, and they had heard also that Lady Eustace was to become Lady Fawn. Of the necklace they had hitherto heard very little, and of the quarrel between the two lovers they had heard nothing. There had been many misgivings at the deanery, and some regrets, about these marriages. Mrs. Greystock, Frank's mother, was, as we are so wont to say of many women, the best woman in the world. She was unselfish, affectionate, charitable, and thoroughly feminine. But she did think that her son Frank, with all his advantages,—good looks, cleverness, general popularity, and seat in Parliament,—might just as well marry an heiress as a little girl without twopence in the world. As for herself, who had been born a Jackson, she could do with very little; but the Greystocks were all people who wanted money. For them there was never more than ninepence in a shilling, if so much. They were a race who could not pay their way with moderate incomes. Even the dear dean, who really had a conscience about money, and who hardly ever left Bobsborough, could not be kept quite clear of debt, let her do what she would. As for the admiral, the dean's elder brother, he had been notorious for insolvency; and Frank was a Greystock all over. He was the very man to whom money with a wife was almost a necessity of existence.

Frank Greystock spent Sunday in London and headed to Bobsborough on Monday. His father, mother, and sister were all aware of his engagement to Lucy, and they had also heard that Lady Eustace was set to become Lady Fawn. They hadn’t heard much about the necklace so far, and they knew nothing about the argument between the two lovers. There had been plenty of worries at the deanery, and some regrets, about these marriages. Mrs. Greystock, Frank’s mother, was, as is often said about many women, the best woman in the world. She was selfless, loving, generous, and completely feminine. However, she believed that her son Frank, given all his advantages—good looks, intelligence, popularity, and his seat in Parliament—might as well marry an heiress rather than a girl with no money at all. As for her, having been born a Jackson, she could manage with very little; but the Greystocks were all people who needed money. For them, there was never more than nine pence in a shilling, if that. They were a family that couldn’t manage their finances on moderate incomes. Even the dear dean, who genuinely cared about money and rarely left Bobsborough, couldn’t stay completely debt-free, no matter what she did. As for the admiral, the dean’s older brother, he was well-known for being bankrupt; and Frank was a true Greystock through and through. He was the kind of man for whom having money along with a wife was almost essential for survival.

And his pretty cousin, the widow, who was devoted to him, and would have married him at a word, had ever so many thousands a year! Of course, Lizzie Eustace was not just all that she should be;—but then who is? In one respect, at any rate, her conduct had always been proper. There was no rumour against her as to lovers or flirtations. She was very young, and Frank might have moulded her as he pleased. Of course there were regrets. Poor dear little Lucy Morris was as good as gold. Mrs. Greystock was quite willing to admit that. She was not good-looking;—so at least Mrs. Greystock said. She never would allow that Lucy was good-looking. And she didn't see much in Lucy, who, according to her idea, was a little chit of a thing. Her position was simply that of a governess. Mrs. Greystock declared to her daughter that no one in the whole world had a higher respect for governesses than had she. But a governess is a governess;—and for a man in Frank's position such a marriage would be simply suicide.

And his attractive cousin, the widow, who was totally devoted to him and would have married him in an instant, had a fortune of several thousand a year! Of course, Lizzie Eustace wasn’t perfect; but really, who is? In one way, at least, she always behaved properly. There were no rumors about her having lovers or flirting. She was very young, and Frank could have shaped her however he wanted. Naturally, there were regrets. Poor sweet Lucy Morris was as virtuous as they come. Mrs. Greystock was totally willing to admit that. She wasn’t considered good-looking—at least, that’s what Mrs. Greystock said. She would never acknowledge that Lucy had any looks. And she didn’t see much in Lucy, who, in her opinion, was just a little brat. Her role was simply that of a governess. Mrs. Greystock told her daughter that no one in the entire world had more respect for governesses than she did. But a governess is a governess; and for a man in Frank's position, such a marriage would be nothing short of disastrous.

"You shouldn't say that, mamma, now; for it's fixed," said Ellinor Greystock.

"You shouldn't say that, mom, right now; it's already settled," said Ellinor Greystock.

"But I do say it, my dear. Things sometimes are fixed which must be unfixed. You know your brother."

"But I do say it, my dear. Sometimes things that are set need to be undone. You know your brother."

"Frank is earning a large income, mamma."

"Frank is making a lot of money, mom."

"Did you ever know a Greystock who didn't want more than his income?"

"Did you ever know a Greystock who didn't want more than what they earned?"

"I hope I don't, mamma, and mine is very small."

"I hope I don't, Mom, and mine is really small."

"You're a Jackson. Frank is Greystock to the very backbone. If he marries Lucy Morris he must give up Parliament. That's all."

"You're a Jackson. Frank is a Greystock through and through. If he marries Lucy Morris, he has to give up his seat in Parliament. That's it."

The dean himself was more reticent and less given to interference than his wife; but he felt it also. He would not for the world have hinted to his son that it might be well to marry money; but he thought that it was a good thing that his son should go where money was. He knew that Frank was apt to spend his guineas faster than he got them. All his life long the dean had seen what came of such spending. Frank had gone out into the world and had prospered,—but he could hardly continue to prosper unless he married money. Of course, there had been regrets when the news came of that fatal engagement with Lucy Morris. "It can't be for the next ten years, at any rate," said Mrs. Greystock.

The dean himself was more reserved and less likely to interfere than his wife; but he felt it too. He wouldn’t ever suggest to his son that marrying money might be a good idea, but he did think it was beneficial for his son to be around wealth. He knew that Frank tended to spend his money faster than he earned it. Throughout his life, the dean had seen the consequences of such spending habits. Frank had ventured out into the world and had done well—but he could hardly keep succeeding unless he married someone with money. Of course, there were regrets when the news came about that disastrous engagement to Lucy Morris. "At least it can’t happen for the next ten years," said Mrs. Greystock.

"I thought at one time that he would have made a match with his cousin," said the dean.

"I once thought he would have ended up with his cousin," said the dean.

"Of course;—so did everybody," replied Mrs. Dean.

"Of course; everyone did," replied Mrs. Dean.

Then Frank came among them. He had intended staying some weeks,—perhaps for a month, and great preparations were made for him; but immediately on his arrival he announced the necessity that was incumbent on him of going down again to Scotland in ten days. "You've heard about Lizzie, of course?" he said. They had heard that Lizzie was to become Lady Fawn, but beyond that they had heard nothing. "You know about the necklace?" asked Frank. Something of a tale of a necklace had made its way even down to quiet Bobsborough. They had been informed that there was a dispute between the widow and the executors of the late Sir Florian about some diamonds. "Lord Fawn is behaving about it in the most atrocious manner," continued Frank, "and the long and the short of it is that there will be no marriage!"

Then Frank showed up. He had planned to stay for a few weeks—maybe a month, and they had made a lot of preparations for him. But right when he arrived, he announced that he had to go back to Scotland in ten days. "You've heard about Lizzie, right?" he said. They knew Lizzie was going to become Lady Fawn, but that was about it. "Do you know about the necklace?" Frank asked. Some story about a necklace had even reached quiet Bobsborough. They had heard there was a disagreement between the widow and the executors of the late Sir Florian regarding some diamonds. "Lord Fawn is acting in the most outrageous way about it," Frank continued, "and the bottom line is that there will be no marriage!"

"No marriage!" exclaimed Mrs. Greystock.

"No marriage!" shouted Mrs. Greystock.

"And what is the truth about the diamonds?" asked the dean.

"And what’s the truth about the diamonds?" asked the dean.

"Ah;—it will give the lawyers a job before they decide that. They're very valuable;—worth about ten thousand pounds, I'm told; but the most of it will go among some of my friends at the Chancery bar. It's a pity that I should be out of the scramble myself."

"Ah;—it'll give the lawyers something to do before they figure that out. They're really valuable;—worth about ten thousand pounds, I’ve heard; but most of it will end up with some of my friends at the Chancery bar. It's a shame that I won't be part of the scramble myself."

"But why should you be out?" asked his mother with tender regrets,—not thinking of the matter as her son was thinking of it, but feeling that when there was so much wealth so very near him, he ought not to let it all go past him.

"But why should you be out?" his mother asked, feeling a bit remorseful—she wasn't thinking about it the same way her son was, but she felt that with so much wealth so close to him, he shouldn't let it all slip away.

"As far as I can see," continued Frank, "she has a fair claim to them. I suppose they'll file a bill in Chancery, and then it will be out of my line altogether. She says her husband gave them to her,—absolutely put them on her neck himself, and told her that they were hers. As to their being an heirloom, that turns out to be impossible. I didn't know it, but it seems you can't make diamonds an heirloom. What astonishes me is, that Fawn should object to the necklace. However, he has objected, and has simply told her that he won't marry her unless she gives them up."

"As far as I can tell," Frank continued, "she has a solid claim to them. I guess they’ll file a lawsuit in Chancery, and then it won’t be my problem anymore. She says her husband gave them to her—actually put them around her neck himself and said they were hers. As for them being an heirloom, that turns out to be impossible. I didn’t know this, but apparently you can’t make diamonds an heirloom. What surprises me is that Fawn would object to the necklace. Still, he has objected and has flat-out told her that he won't marry her unless she gives them up."

"And what does she say?"

"And what does she say now?"

"Storms and raves,—as of course any woman would. I don't think she is behaving badly. What she wants is, to reduce him to obedience, and then to dismiss him. I think that is no more than fair. Nothing on earth would make her marry him now."

"Storms and raves—of course, any woman would. I don't think she's acting badly. What she wants is to bring him under control and then let him go. I think that’s only fair. Nothing on earth would make her marry him now."

"Did she ever care for him?"

"Did she ever love him?"

"I don't think she ever did. She found her position to be troublesome, and she thought she had better marry. And then he's a lord,—which always goes for something."

"I don't think she ever did. She found her situation to be difficult, and she thought it would be better to get married. And then he's a lord—which always counts for something."

"I am sorry you should have so much trouble," said Mrs. Greystock. But in truth the mother was not sorry. She did not declare to herself that it would be a good thing that her son should be false to Lucy Morris in order that he might marry his rich cousin; but she did feel it to be an advantage that he should be on terms of intimacy with so large an income as that belonging to Lady Eustace. "Doan't thou marry for munny, but goa where munny is." Mrs. Greystock would have repudiated the idea of mercenary marriages in any ordinary conversation, and would have been severe on any gentleman who was false to a young lady. But it is so hard to bring one's general principles to bear on one's own conduct or in one's own family;—and then the Greystocks were so peculiar a people! When her son told her that he must go down to Scotland again very shortly, she reconciled herself to his loss. Had he left Bobsborough for the sake of being near Lucy at Richmond, she would have felt it very keenly.

"I'm sorry you're having so much trouble," Mrs. Greystock said. But in reality, the mother wasn't sorry. She didn’t convince herself that it would be a good thing for her son to betray Lucy Morris just to marry his wealthy cousin; however, she did see it as a benefit for him to be close to someone with such a sizable income as Lady Eustace. "Don't marry for money, but go where money is." Mrs. Greystock would have rejected the idea of marrying for financial gain in any ordinary conversation and would have been critical of any man who was unfaithful to a young woman. But it’s hard to apply general principles to one’s own behavior or family; besides, the Greystocks were a rather unusual family! When her son told her he had to go back to Scotland again soon, she accepted his absence. If he had left Bobsborough just to be near Lucy in Richmond, she would have felt it very deeply.

Days passed by, and nothing was said about poor Lucy. Mrs. Greystock had made up her mind that she would say nothing on the subject. Lucy had behaved badly in allowing herself to be loved by a man who ought to have loved money, and Mrs. Greystock had resolved that she would show her feelings by silence. The dean had formed no fixed determination, but he had thought that it might be, perhaps, as well to drop the subject. Frank himself was unhappy about it; but from morning to evening, and from day to day, he allowed it to pass by without a word. He knew that it should not be so, that such silence was in truth treachery to Lucy;—but he was silent. What had he meant when, as he left Lizzie Eustace among the rocks at Portray,—in that last moment,—he had assured her that he would be true to her? And what had been Lizzie's meaning? He was more sure of Lizzie's meaning than he was of his own. "It's a very rough world to live in," he said to himself in these days as he thought of his difficulties.

Days went by, and no one mentioned poor Lucy. Mrs. Greystock had decided that she wouldn’t bring it up. Lucy had acted poorly by allowing herself to be loved by a man who should have loved money, and Mrs. Greystock resolved to express her feelings through silence. The dean hadn't made a firm decision, but he figured it might be better to avoid the topic. Frank himself felt troubled about it; yet from morning to night and day to day, he let it slide without saying a word. He knew it shouldn't be like this, that this silence was really betraying Lucy;—but he stayed silent. What had he meant when, as he left Lizzie Eustace among the rocks at Portray—in that last moment—he told her that he would be faithful to her? And what did Lizzie mean? He understood Lizzie’s meaning better than his own. "It's a tough world out there," he thought during these days as he considered his troubles.

But when he had been nearly a week at the deanery, and when the day of his going was so near as to be a matter of concern, his sister did at last venture to say a word about Lucy. "I suppose there is nothing settled about your own marriage, Frank?"

But after he had been at the deanery for almost a week, and with the day of his departure approaching and becoming a cause for worry, his sister finally dared to say something about Lucy. "I guess nothing is finalized regarding your own marriage, Frank?"

"Nothing at all."

"Not a thing."

"Nor will be for some while?"

"Will it not be for a while?"

"Nor will be,—for some while." This he said in a tone which he himself felt to be ill-humoured and almost petulant. And he felt also that such ill-humour on such a subject was unkind, not to his sister, but to Lucy. It seemed to imply that the matter of his marriage was distasteful to him. "The truth is," he said, "that nothing can be fixed. Lucy understands that as well as I do. I am not in a position at once to marry a girl who has nothing. It's a pity, perhaps, that one can't train one's self to like some girl best that has got money; but as I haven't, there must be some delay. She is to stay where she is,—at any rate, for a twelvemonth."

"Not anytime soon." He said this in a tone that felt grumpy and almost bratty. He also realized that being grumpy about this issue was unfair, not to his sister, but to Lucy. It seemed to suggest that the idea of his marriage bothered him. "The truth is," he said, "nothing can be decided right now. Lucy gets that just as well as I do. I can't just marry a girl who's broke. Maybe it’s unfortunate that we can't force ourselves to fall for someone who has money, but since I don't, there has to be some waiting. She’ll just stay where she is—for at least a year."

"But you mean to see her?"

"But you intend to see her?"

"Well, yes; I hardly know how I can see her, as I have quarrelled to the knife with Lord Fawn; and Lord Fawn is recognised by his mother and sisters as the one living Jupiter upon earth."

"Well, yes; I really don’t know how I can see her, since I’ve had a major falling out with Lord Fawn; and Lord Fawn is seen by his mother and sisters as the only living god on earth."

"I like them for that," said Ellinor.

"I like them for that," Ellinor said.

"Only it prevents my going to Richmond;—and poor Fawn himself is such an indifferent Jupiter."

"Only it stops me from going to Richmond;—and poor Fawn is such a lackluster Jupiter."

That was all that was said about Lucy at Bobsborough, till there came a letter from Lucy to her lover acquainting him with the circumstances of her unfortunate position at Richmond. She did not tell him quite all the circumstances. She did not repeat the strong expressions which Lord Fawn had used, nor did she clearly explain how wrathful she had been herself. "Lord Fawn has been here," she said, "and there has been ever so much unpleasantness. He is very angry with you about Lady Eustace, and of course Lady Fawn takes his part. I need not tell you whose part I take. And so there have been what the servants call—'just a few words.' It is very dreadful, isn't it? And, after all, Lady Fawn has been as kind as possible. But the upshot of it is, that I am not to stay here. You mustn't suppose that I'm to be turned out at twelve hours' notice. I am to stay till arrangements have been made, and everybody will be kind to me. But what had I better do? I'll try and get another situation at once if you think it best, only I suppose I should have to explain how long I could stay. Lady Fawn knows that I am writing to you to ask you what you think best."

That was all that was said about Lucy in Bobsborough until a letter arrived from her to her boyfriend, letting him know about her unfortunate situation in Richmond. She didn’t share everything. She omitted the harsh words Lord Fawn had used and didn’t fully explain how angry she had been herself. "Lord Fawn has been here," she wrote, "and there's been so much drama. He’s really upset with you over Lady Eustace, and of course, Lady Fawn backs him up. I don’t need to say whose side I’m on. So, there have been what the staff call—'just a few words.' It’s pretty awful, isn’t it? Still, Lady Fawn has been as kind as she could be. But, ultimately, I’m not supposed to stay here. You shouldn’t think I’ll be kicked out on a moment's notice. I can stay until arrangements have been made, and everyone will be nice to me. But what should I do? I’ll try to find another job right away if you think that’s best, although I guess I’ll need to explain how long I can stay. Lady Fawn knows that I’m writing to you to ask what you think I should do."

On receipt of this, Greystock was very much puzzled. What a little fool Lucy had been, and yet what a dear little fool! Who cared for Lord Fawn and his hard words? Of course, Lord Fawn would say all manner of evil things of him, and would crow valiantly in his own farm-yard; but it would have been so much wiser on Lucy's part to have put up with the crowing, and to have disregarded altogether the words of a man so weak and insignificant! But the evil was done, and he must make some arrangement for poor Lucy's comfort. Had he known exactly how matters stood, that the proposition as to Lucy's departure had come wholly from herself, and that at the present time all the ladies at Fawn Court,—of course, in the absence of Lord Fawn,—were quite disposed to forgive Lucy if Lucy would only be forgiven, and hide herself when Lord Fawn should come;—had Frank known all this, he might, perhaps, have counselled her to remain at Richmond. But he believed that Lady Fawn had insisted on Lucy's departure; and of course, in such a case, Lucy must depart. He showed the letter to his sister, and asked for advice. "How very unfortunate!" said Ellinor.

On receiving this, Greystock was really confused. What a silly little fool Lucy had been, and yet what a lovable little fool! Who cared about Lord Fawn and his harsh words? Of course, Lord Fawn would say all sorts of nasty things about him and would boast proudly in his own space; but it would have been so much smarter of Lucy to tolerate the bragging and completely ignore the words of such a weak and insignificant man! But the damage was done, and he needed to figure out a way to ensure poor Lucy's comfort. If he had known exactly what was going on, that Lucy's idea to leave was entirely her own, and that all the ladies at Fawn Court — especially since Lord Fawn was away — were totally willing to forgive Lucy if she’d just ask for forgiveness and stay hidden when Lord Fawn returned; if Frank had known all this, he might have advised her to stay in Richmond. But he thought Lady Fawn had demanded Lucy's exit; so naturally, Lucy had to go. He showed the letter to his sister and asked for her advice. “How very unfortunate!” said Ellinor.

"Yes; is it not?"

"Yes, isn't it?"

"I wonder what she said to Lord Fawn?"

"I wonder what she told Lord Fawn?"

"She would speak out very plainly."

"She spoke very openly."

"I suppose she has spoken out plainly, or otherwise they would never have told her to go away. It seems so unlike what I have always heard of Lady Fawn."

"I guess she spoke up honestly, or else they wouldn't have told her to leave. This is so different from what I've always heard about Lady Fawn."

"Lucy can be very headstrong if she pleases," said Lucy's lover. "What on earth had I better do for her? I don't suppose she can get another place that would suit."

"Lucy can be really stubborn if she wants to," said Lucy's partner. "What on earth should I do for her? I doubt she can find another job that would fit."

"If she is to be your wife, I don't think she should go into another place. If it is quite fixed,—" she said, and then she looked into her brother's face.

"If she’s going to be your wife, I don’t think she should go anywhere else. If it’s all set,—" she said, then she looked into her brother’s face.

"Well; what then?"

"Okay, what now?"

"If you are sure you mean it—"

"If you're really sure you mean it—"

"Of course I mean it."

"Of course I mean it."

"Then she had better come here. As for her going out as a governess, and telling the people that she is to be your wife in a few months, that is out of the question. And it would, I think, be equally so that she should go into any house and not tell the truth. Of course, this would be the place for her." It was at last decided that Ellinor should discuss the matter with her mother.

"Then she should definitely come here. As for her working as a governess and telling people that she will be your wife in a few months, that's not happening. I also think it would be just as unacceptable for her to go into any home and not be honest. Of course, this is where she belongs." They finally agreed that Ellinor should talk to her mother about it.

When the whole matter was unfolded to Mrs. Greystock, that lady was more troubled than ever. If Lucy were to come to the deanery, she must come as Frank's affianced bride, and must be treated as such by all Bobsborough. The dean would be giving his express sanction to the marriage, and so would Mrs. Greystock herself. She knew well that she had no power of refusing her sanction. Frank must do as he pleased about marrying. Were Lucy once his wife, of course she would be made welcome to the best the deanery could give her. There was no doubt about Lucy being as good as gold;—only that real gold, vile as it is, was the one thing that Frank so much needed. The mother thought that she had discovered in her son something which seemed to indicate a possibility that this very imprudent match might at last be abandoned; and if there were such possibility, surely Lucy ought not now to be brought to the deanery. Nevertheless, if Frank were to insist upon her coming,—she must come.

When everything was explained to Mrs. Greystock, she felt even more troubled. If Lucy were to come to the deanery, she'd have to come as Frank's fiancée, and everyone in Bobsborough would have to treat her that way. The dean would be openly supporting the marriage, and so would Mrs. Greystock herself. She knew she had no authority to deny her approval. Frank could marry whoever he wanted. Once Lucy was his wife, she would, of course, be welcomed to the best the deanery could offer. There was no doubt that Lucy was great; the only problem was that what Frank truly needed was money. The mother thought she noticed something in her son that suggested this rash decision might finally be called off, and if there was any chance of that, Lucy shouldn't be brought to the deanery now. Still, if Frank insisted on her coming, then she would have to come.

But Mrs. Greystock had a plan. "Oh, mamma," said Ellinor, when the plan was proposed to her, "do not you think that would be cruel?"

But Mrs. Greystock had a plan. "Oh, Mom," said Ellinor when the plan was suggested to her, "don't you think that would be cruel?"

"Cruel, my dear! no; certainly not cruel."

"Cruel, my dear! No, definitely not cruel."

"She is such a virago."

"She is such a boss."

"You think that because Lizzie Eustace has said so. I don't know that she's a virago at all. I believe her to be a very good sort of woman."

"You think that just because Lizzie Eustace said it. I don't think she's a tough woman at all. I believe she's actually a pretty good person."

"Do you remember, mamma, what the admiral used to say of her?"

"Do you remember, mom, what the admiral used to say about her?"

"The admiral, my dear, tried to borrow her money, as he did everybody's, and when she wouldn't give him any, then he said severe things. The poor admiral was never to be trusted in such matters."

"The admiral, my dear, tried to borrow her money like he did with everyone else, and when she refused to lend him any, he said harsh things. The poor admiral could never be trusted with these kinds of things."

"I don't think Frank would like it," said Ellinor. The plan was this. Lady Linlithgow, who, through her brother-in-law, the late Admiral Greystock, was connected with the dean's family, had made known her desire to have a new companion for six months. The lady was to be treated like a lady, but was to have no salary. Her travelling expenses were to be paid for her, and no duties were to be expected from her, except that of talking and listening to the countess.

"I don't think Frank would be into it," said Ellinor. Here’s the plan. Lady Linlithgow, who was related to the dean's family through her brother-in-law, the late Admiral Greystock, had expressed her wish to find a new companion for six months. The woman was to be treated like a lady but wouldn’t receive a salary. Her travel expenses would be covered, and she wouldn’t be expected to do anything except talk and listen to the countess.

"I really think it's the very thing for her," said Mrs. Greystock. "It's not like being a governess. She's not to have any salary."

"I really think it's perfect for her," said Mrs. Greystock. "It's not the same as being a governess. She won't be getting any salary."

"I don't know whether that makes it better, mamma."

"I don't know if that makes it better, mom."

"It would just be a visit to Lady Linlithgow. It is that which makes the difference, my dear."

"It would just be a visit to Lady Linlithgow. That's what makes the difference, my dear."

Ellinor felt sure that her brother would not hear of such an engagement,—but he did hear of it, and, after various objections, gave a sort of sanction to it. It was not to be pressed upon Lucy if Lucy disliked it. Lady Linlithgow was to be made to understand that Lucy might leave whenever she pleased. It was to be an invitation, which Lucy might accept if she were so minded. Lucy's position as an honourable guest was to be assured to her. It was thought better that Lady Linlithgow should not be told of Lucy's engagement unless she asked questions;—or unless Lucy should choose to tell her. Every precaution was to be taken, and then Frank gave his sanction. He could understand, he said, that it might be inexpedient that Lucy should come at once to the deanery, as,—were she to do so,—she must remain there till her marriage, let the time be ever so long. "It might be two years," said the mother. "Hardly so long as that," said the son. "I don't think it would be—quite fair—to papa," said the mother. It was well that the argument was used behind the dean's back, as, had it been made in his hearing, the dean would have upset it at once. The dean was so short-sighted and imprudent, that he would have professed delight at the idea of having Lucy Morris as a resident at the deanery. Frank acceded to the argument,—and was ashamed of himself for acceding. Ellinor did not accede, nor did her sisters, but it was necessary that they should yield. Mrs. Greystock at once wrote to Lady Linlithgow, and Frank wrote by the same post to Lucy Morris. "As there must be a year's delay," he wrote, "we all here think it best that your visit to us should be postponed for a while. But if you object to the Linlithgow plan, say so at once. You shall be asked to do nothing disagreeable." He found the letter very difficult to write. He knew that she ought to have been welcomed at once to Bobsborough. And he knew, too, the reason on which his mother's objection was founded. But it might be two years before he could possibly marry Lucy Morris;—or it might be three. Would it be proper that she should be desired to make the deanery her home for so long and so indefinite a time? And when an engagement was for so long, could it be well that everybody should know it,—as everybody would if Lucy were to take up her residence permanently at the deanery? Some consideration, certainly, was due to his father.

Ellinor was certain her brother wouldn’t agree to such an engagement—but he did hear about it, and after some objections, gave it a sort of approval. It wouldn’t be pushed on Lucy if she didn’t want it. Lady Linlithgow needed to understand that Lucy could leave whenever she wanted. It was supposed to be an invitation that Lucy could accept if she felt like it. Lucy’s status as an honored guest was to be guaranteed. It was better that Lady Linlithgow wouldn’t be informed of Lucy's engagement unless she asked questions—or unless Lucy chose to tell her. Every precaution was to be taken, and then Frank gave his approval. He understood, he said, that it might be inconvenient for Lucy to come to the deanery right away since, if she did, she would have to stay there until her marriage, no matter how long that took. "It could be two years," said the mother. "Probably not that long," said the son. "I don't think that would be—quite fair—to Dad," said the mother. It was good that this discussion happened behind the dean's back, as he would have immediately disagreed. The dean was so short-sighted and careless that he would have been thrilled at the thought of having Lucy Morris living at the deanery. Frank agreed to the argument—and felt ashamed for doing so. Ellinor didn’t agree, and neither did her sisters, but they had to give in. Mrs. Greystock quickly wrote to Lady Linlithgow, and Frank wrote to Lucy Morris in the same mail. "Since there must be a year's delay," he wrote, "we all think it’s best to postpone your visit to us for a while. But if you don’t like the Linlithgow plan, let me know right away. You won’t be asked to do anything uncomfortable." He found writing the letter very difficult. He knew she should have been welcomed to Bobsborough immediately. And he also understood the reason for his mother’s objections. But it could be two or even three years before he could possibly marry Lucy Morris. Would it be right to ask her to make the deanery her home for such a long and uncertain time? And when an engagement was expected to last so long, could it be right for everyone to know about it—especially since everyone would if Lucy took up residence permanently at the deanery? Some consideration was certainly owed to his father.

And, moreover, it was absolutely necessary that he and Lizzie Eustace should understand each other as to that mutual pledge of truth which had passed between them.

And, besides that, it was essential for him and Lizzie Eustace to be on the same page about the promise of honesty they made to each other.

In the meantime he received the following letter from Messrs. Camperdown:—
 

In the meantime, he got the following letter from Messrs. Camperdown:—

62, New Square, Lincoln's Inn,
15 September, 18––

62, New Square, Lincoln's Inn,
15 September, 18––

Dear Sir,

Dear Sir,

After what passed in our chambers the other day, we think it best to let you know that we have been instructed by the executor of the late Sir Florian Eustace to file a bill in Chancery against the widow, Lady Eustace, for the recovery of valuable diamonds. You will oblige us by making the necessary communication to her ladyship, and will perhaps tell us the names of her ladyship's solicitors.

Following our recent meeting, we want to inform you that we have been directed by the executor of the late Sir Florian Eustace to initiate a case in Chancery against his widow, Lady Eustace, for the recovery of valuable diamonds. We would appreciate it if you could relay this to her ladyship and possibly provide us with the names of her solicitors.

We are, dear sir,
Your very obedient servants,

We are, dear sir,
Your very loyal servants,

Camperdown & Son.

Camperdown & Son.

F. Greystock, Esq., M.P.
 

F. Greystock, Esq., M.P.

A few days after the receipt of this letter Frank started for Scotland.

A few days after getting this letter, Frank set off for Scotland.

 

 

CHAPTER XXXI

Frank Greystock's Second Visit to Portray
 

On this occasion Frank Greystock went down to Portray Castle with the intention of staying at the house during the very short time that he would remain in Scotland. He was going there solely on his cousin's business,—with no view to grouse-shooting or other pleasure, and he purposed remaining but a very short time,—perhaps only one night. His cousin, moreover, had spoken of having guests with her, in which case there could be no tinge of impropriety in his doing so. And whether she had guests, or whether she had not, what difference could it really make? Mr. Andrew Gowran had already seen what there was to see, and could do all the evil that could be done. He could, if he were so minded, spread reports in the neighbourhood, and might, perhaps, have the power of communicating what he had discovered to the Eustace faction,—John Eustace, Mr. Camperdown, and Lord Fawn. That evil, if it were an evil, must be encountered with absolute indifference. So he went direct to the castle, and was received quietly, but very graciously, by his cousin Lizzie.

On this occasion, Frank Greystock headed to Portray Castle with the plan of staying there for the brief time he would be in Scotland. He was only going for his cousin's business—without any intention of grouse-shooting or other leisure activities, and he planned to stay for just a short while—maybe only one night. His cousin had also mentioned having guests, so there would be no hint of impropriety in his visit. And whether she had guests or not, what difference would it really make? Mr. Andrew Gowran had already seen everything there was to see and could cause all the trouble that could be caused. If he wanted to, he could spread rumors in the area and might even be able to share what he had found out with the Eustace group—John Eustace, Mr. Camperdown, and Lord Fawn. That trouble, if it was trouble, had to be faced with complete indifference. So he went straight to the castle and was welcomed quietly but very warmly by his cousin Lizzie.

There were no guests then staying at Portray; but that very distinguished lady, Mrs. Carbuncle, with her niece, Miss Roanoke, had been there; as had also that very well-known nobleman, Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle were in the habit of seeing a good deal of each other, though, as all the world knew, there was nothing between them but the simplest friendship. And Sir Griffin Tewett had also been there, a young baronet who was supposed to be enamoured of that most gorgeous of beauties, Lucinda Roanoke. Of all these grand friends,—friends with whom Lizzie had become acquainted in London,—nothing further need be said here, as they were not at the castle when Frank arrived. When he came, whether by premeditated plan or by the chance of circumstances, Lizzie had no one with her at Portray,—except the faithful Macnulty.

There were no guests at Portray at the time, but that very distinguished lady, Mrs. Carbuncle, along with her niece, Miss Roanoke, had been there; as had also the well-known nobleman, Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle often saw a lot of each other, though everyone knew there was nothing between them but a simple friendship. Sir Griffin Tewett had also been there, a young baronet who was thought to be in love with the stunning beauty, Lucinda Roanoke. As for these prominent friends—whom Lizzie had met in London—there's nothing more to say, since they weren't at the castle when Frank arrived. When he came, whether by some plan or just by coincidence, Lizzie was alone at Portray—except for the loyal Macnulty.

"I thought to have found you with all the world here," said Frank,—the faithful Macnulty being then present.

"I thought I had found you with the whole world here," said Frank, with the loyal Macnulty present as well.

"Well,—we have had people, but only for a couple of days. They are all coming again, but not till November. You hunt;—don't you, Frank?"

"Well, we've had some visitors, but only for a couple of days. They're all coming back, but not until November. You hunt, right, Frank?"

"I have no time for hunting. Why do you ask?"

"I don’t have time for hunting. Why do you want to know?"

"I'm going to hunt. It's a long way to go,—ten or twelve miles generally; but almost everybody hunts here. Mrs. Carbuncle is coming again, and she is about the best lady in England after hounds;—so they tell me. And Lord George is coming again."

"I'm going to hunt. It's a long way to go—ten or twelve miles usually; but almost everyone hunts here. Mrs. Carbuncle is coming again, and she's pretty much the best lady in England after the hounds—at least that's what I've heard. And Lord George is coming again."

"Who is Lord George?"

"Who's Lord George?"

"You remember Lord George Carruthers, whom we all knew in London?"

"You remember Lord George Carruthers, who we all knew in London?"

"What,—the tall man with the hollow eyes and the big whiskers, whose life is a mystery to every one? Is he coming?"

"What, the tall man with the hollow eyes and the big beard, whose life is a mystery to everyone? Is he coming?"

"I like him, just because he isn't a ditto to every man one meets. And Sir Griffin Tewett is coming."

"I like him, just because he’s not just like every other guy you meet. And Sir Griffin Tewett is coming."

"Who is a ditto to everybody."

"Who is a duplicate of everyone."

"Well;—yes; poor Sir Griffin! The truth is, he is awfully smitten with Mrs. Carbuncle's niece."

"Well;—yes; poor Sir Griffin! The truth is, he's really taken with Mrs. Carbuncle's niece."

"Don't you go match-making, Lizzie," said Frank. "That Sir Griffin is a fool, we will all allow; but it's my belief he has wit enough to make himself pass off as a man of fortune, with very little to back it. He's at law with his mother, at law with his sisters, and at law with his younger brother."

"Don't start playing matchmaker, Lizzie," Frank said. "We can all agree that Sir Griffin is an idiot, but I believe he’s smart enough to pretend he’s a man of wealth, with very little to support it. He’s in legal battles with his mother, his sisters, and his younger brother."

"If he were at law with his great-grandmother, it would be nothing to me, Frank. She has her aunt to take care of her, and Sir Griffin is coming with Lord George."

"If he were in a legal dispute with his great-grandmother, it wouldn't matter to me, Frank. She has her aunt to look after her, and Sir Griffin is coming with Lord George."

"You don't mean to put up all their horses, Lizzie?"

"You don’t seriously plan to let all their horses in, Lizzie?"

"Well, not all. Lord George and Sir Griffin are to keep theirs at Troon, or Kilmarnock, or somewhere. The ladies will bring two apiece, and I shall have two of my own."

"Well, not everyone. Lord George and Sir Griffin are keeping theirs at Troon, or Kilmarnock, or somewhere else. The ladies will each bring two, and I’ll have two of my own."

"And carriage-horses and hacks?"

"And carriage horses and rides?"

"The carriage-horses are here,—of course."

"The horses are here, of course."

"It will cost you a great deal of money, Lizzie."

"It’s going to cost you a lot of money, Lizzie."

"That's just what I tell her," said Miss Macnulty.

"That's exactly what I tell her," Miss Macnulty said.

"I've been living here, not spending one shilling, for the last two months," said Lizzie, "and all for the sake of economy; yet people think that no woman was ever left so rich. Surely I can afford to see a few friends for one month in the year. If I find I can't afford so much as that, I shall let the place, and go and live abroad somewhere. It's too much to suppose that a woman should shut herself up here for six or eight months and see nobody all the time."

"I've been living here for the last two months without spending a penny," said Lizzie, "all in the name of saving money; yet people think I'm richer than anyone. Surely I can treat myself to see a few friends for just one month out of the year. If I find that I can't even afford that, I'll rent this place out and move abroad. It's ridiculous to think that a woman should isolate herself here for six or eight months and not see anyone at all."

On that, the day of Frank's arrival, not a word was said about the necklace, nor of Lord Fawn, nor of that mutual pledge which had been taken and given down among the rocks. Frank, before dinner, went out about the place, that he might see how things were going on, and observe whether the widow was being ill-treated and unfairly eaten up by her dependants. He was, too, a little curious as to a matter as to which his curiosity was soon relieved. He had hardly reached the out-buildings which lay behind the kitchen-gardens on his way to the Portray woods, before he encountered Andy Gowran. That faithful adherent of the family raised his hand to his cap and bobbed his head, and then silently, and with renewed diligence, applied himself to the job which he had in hand. The gate of the little yard in which the cow-shed stood was off its hinges, and Andy was resetting the post and making the fence tight and tidy. Frank stood a moment watching him, and then asked after his health. "'Deed am I nae that to boost about in the way of bodily heelth, Muster Greystock. I've just o'er mony things to tent to, to tent to my ain sell as a prudent mon ought. It's airly an' late wi' me, Muster Greystock; and the lumbagy just a' o'er a mon isn't the pleasantest freend in the warld." Frank said that he was sorry to hear so bad an account of Mr. Gowran's health, and passed on. It was not for him to refer to the little scene in which Mr. Gowran had behaved so badly and had shaken his head. If the misbehaviour had been condoned by Lady Eustace, the less that he said about it the better. Then he went on through the woods, and was well aware that Mr. Gowran's fostering care had not been abated by his disapproval of his mistress. The fences had been repaired since Frank was there, and stones had been laid on the road or track over which was to be carried away the under-wood which it would be Lady Eustace's privilege to cut during the coming winter.

On the day Frank arrived, no one mentioned the necklace, Lord Fawn, or the promise that had been exchanged among the rocks. Before dinner, Frank walked around the place to see how things were going and check if the widow was being mistreated and taken advantage of by her dependents. He was also a bit curious about something that wouldn't take long to clear up. As he neared the outbuildings behind the kitchen gardens on his way to the Portray woods, he ran into Andy Gowran. That loyal family supporter raised his hand to his cap and nodded his head, then quietly returned to his work. The gate to the small yard where the cow shed was located was off its hinges, so Andy was fixing the post and making the fence neat and secure. Frank paused for a moment to watch him and then asked how he was doing. "'Deed am I nae that to boast about in the way of bodily health, Mr. Greystock. I've just got too many things to take care of, to tend to my own self like a wise man should. It's early and late for me, Mr. Greystock; and the rheumatism all over me isn't the best friend in the world." Frank expressed his regret about Mr. Gowran's poor health and moved on. It wasn't his place to bring up the earlier incident where Mr. Gowran had acted so poorly and shaken his head. If Lady Eustace had let it slide, the less he said about it, the better. He continued through the woods, knowing that Mr. Gowran's devoted attention hadn't diminished despite his disapproval of his mistress. The fences had been fixed since Frank last visited, and stones had been placed along the path where the underbrush would be removed, which Lady Eustace would be allowed to cut during the upcoming winter.

Frank was not alone for one moment with his cousin during that evening, but in the presence of Miss Macnulty all the circumstances of the necklace were discussed. "Of course it is my own," said Lady Eustace, standing up,—"my own to do just what I please with. If they go on like this with me, they will almost tempt me to sell it for what it will fetch,—just to prove to them that I can do so. I have half a mind to sell it, and then send them the money, and tell them to put it by for my little Flory. Would not that serve them right, Frank?"

Frank wasn't alone for a single moment with his cousin that evening, but in front of Miss Macnulty, all the details about the necklace were talked about. "Of course it’s mine," said Lady Eustace, standing up, "mine to do whatever I want with. If they keep treating me like this, they’ll almost convince me to sell it for whatever I can get—just to show them I can. I’m seriously considering selling it, and then sending them the money, telling them to save it for my little Flory. Wouldn't that teach them a lesson, Frank?"

"I don't think I'd do that, Lizzie."

"I don't think I would do that, Lizzie."

"Why not? You always tell me what not to do, but you never say what I ought!"

"Why not? You always tell me what I shouldn't do, but you never say what I should!"

"That is because I am so wise and prudent. If you were to attempt to sell the diamonds they would stop you, and would not give you credit for the generous purpose afterwards."

"That's because I'm so smart and careful. If you tried to sell the diamonds, they would stop you and wouldn't acknowledge your good intentions later."

"They wouldn't stop you if you sold the ring you wear." The ring had been given to him by Lucy after their engagement, and was the only present she had ever made him. It had been purchased out of her own earnings, and had been put on his finger by her own hand. Either from accident or craft he had not worn it when he had been before at Portray, and Lizzie had at once observed it as a thing she had never seen before. She knew well that he would not buy such a ring. Who had given him the ring? Frank almost blushed as he looked down at the trinket, and Lizzie was sure that it had been given by that sly little creeping thing, Lucy. "Let me look at the ring," she said. "Nobody could stop you if you chose to sell this to me."

"They wouldn’t stop you if you sold the ring you’re wearing." The ring had been given to him by Lucy after they got engaged, and it was the only gift she had ever given him. She had bought it with her own money and had put it on his finger herself. For some reason, he hadn’t worn it the last time he was at Portray, and Lizzie had immediately noticed it as something she had never seen before. She knew he wouldn’t buy a ring like that. Who had given him the ring? Frank almost blushed as he looked down at the piece of jewelry, and Lizzie was sure it had been given by that sly little thing, Lucy. "Let me see the ring," she said. "Nobody could stop you if you decided to sell it to me."

"Little things are always less troublesome than big things," he said.

"Small things are always easier to deal with than big things," he said.

"What is the price?" she asked.

"What's the cost?" she asked.

"It is not in the market, Lizzie. Nor should your diamonds be there. You must be content to let them take what legal steps they may think fit, and defend your property. After that you can do as you please; but keep them safe till the thing is settled. If I were you I would have them at the bankers."

"It’s not about the market, Lizzie. And your diamonds shouldn’t be there either. You just have to be okay with them taking whatever legal actions they think are necessary and defend your property. After that, you can do whatever you want; just make sure to keep them safe until everything is sorted out. If I were you, I’d store them at the bank."

"Yes;—and then when I asked for them be told that they couldn't be given up to me, because of Mr. Camperdown or the Lord Chancellor. And what's the good of a thing locked up? You wear your ring;—why shouldn't I wear my necklace?"

"Yeah;—and when I asked for them, I was told they couldn't be given to me because of Mr. Camperdown or the Lord Chancellor. And what's the point of having something locked away? You wear your ring;—so why can't I wear my necklace?"

"I have nothing to say against it."

"I have nothing negative to say about it."

"It isn't that I care for such things. Do I, Julia?"

"It’s not like I care about those kinds of things. Do I, Julia?"

"All ladies like them, I suppose," said that stupidest and most stubborn of all humble friends, Miss Macnulty.

"All women like them, I guess," said the most foolish and stubborn of all humble friends, Miss Macnulty.

"I don't like them at all, and you know I don't. I hate them. They have been the misery of my life. Oh, how they have tormented me! Even when I am asleep I dream about them, and think that people steal them. They have never given me one moment's happiness. When I have them on I am always fearing that Camperdown and Son are behind me and are going to clutch them. And I think too well of myself to believe that anybody will care more for me because of a necklace. The only good they have ever done me has been to save me from a man who I now know never cared for me. But they are mine;—and therefore I choose to keep them. Though I am only a woman I have an idea of my own rights, and will defend them as far as they go. If you say I ought not to sell them, Frank, I'll keep them; but I'll wear them as commonly as you do that gage d'amour which you carry on your finger. Nobody shall ever see me without them. I won't go to any old dowager's tea-party without them. Mr. John Eustace has chosen to accuse me of stealing them."

"I don't like them at all, and you know I don't. I hate them. They have been the misery of my life. Oh, how they have tormented me! Even when I'm asleep, I dream about them and think that people are stealing them. They have never given me a moment of happiness. When I wear them, I'm always worried that Camperdown and Son are behind me and going to grab them. And I think too highly of myself to believe that anyone will care more for me because of a necklace. The only good they have ever done for me is to save me from a man I now realize never cared about me. But they are mine;—and so I choose to keep them. Even though I’m just a woman, I have my own idea of my rights, and I will defend them as much as I can. If you say I shouldn't sell them, Frank, I'll keep them; but I'll wear them just as casually as you wear that love token on your finger. Nobody will ever see me without them. I won't go to any old dowager's tea party without them. Mr. John Eustace has decided to accuse me of stealing them."

"I don't think John Eustace has ever said a word about them," said Frank.

"I don't think John Eustace has ever mentioned them," Frank said.

"Mr. Camperdown, then;—the people who choose to call themselves the guardians and protectors of my boy, as if I were not his best guardian and protector! I'll show them at any rate that I'm not ashamed of my booty. I don't see why I should lock them up in a musty old bank. Why don't you send your ring to the bank?" Frank could not but feel that she did it all very well. In the first place she was very pretty in the display of her half-mock indignation. Though she used some strong words, she used them with an air that carried them off and left no impression that she had been either vulgar or violent. And then, though the indignation was half mock, it was also half real, and her courage and spirit were attractive. Greystock had at last taught himself to think that Mr. Camperdown was not justified in the claim which he made, and that in consequence of that unjust claim Lizzie Eustace had been subjected to ill-usage. "Did you ever see this bone of contention," she asked;—"this fair Helen for which Greeks and Romans are to fight?"

"Mr. Camperdown, then;—the people who call themselves the guardians and protectors of my son, as if I weren't his best guardian and protector! I'll show them that I'm not ashamed of my assets. I don’t see why I should stash them away in a dusty old bank. Why don’t you send your ring to the bank?" Frank couldn't help but think she handled it all very well. For one, she looked really pretty, showing a mix of mock anger. Even though she used some strong words, she said them in a way that made them seem poised, leaving no impression that she was either crude or aggressive. Plus, while her anger was half-joking, it was also genuinely felt, and her bravery and spirit were appealing. Greystock had finally convinced himself that Mr. Camperdown wasn't justified in his claim, and because of that unfair claim, Lizzie Eustace had faced mistreatment. "Have you ever seen this bone of contention?" she asked;—"this fair Helen for which Greeks and Romans are meant to fight?"

"I never saw the necklace, if you mean that."

"I never saw the necklace, if that’s what you’re talking about."

"I'll fetch it. You ought to see it, as you have to talk about it so often."

"I'll get it. You should see it since you have to talk about it so much."

"Can I get it?" asked Miss Macnulty.

"Can I get it?" asked Miss Macnulty.

"Heaven and earth! To suppose that I should ever keep them under less than seven keys, and that there should be any of the locks that anybody should be able to open except myself!"

"Heaven and earth! To think that I would ever keep them under less than seven locks, and that there would be any of the keys that anyone could use except me!"

"And where are the seven keys?" asked Frank.

"And where are the seven keys?" Frank asked.

"Next to my heart," said Lizzie, putting her hand on her left side. "And when I sleep they are always tied round my neck in a bag, and the bag never escapes from my grasp. And I have such a knife under my pillow, ready for Mr. Camperdown should he come to seize them!" Then she ran out of the room, and in a couple of minutes returned with the necklace hanging loose in her hand. It was part of her little play to show by her speed that the close locking of the jewels was a joke, and that the ornament, precious as it was, received at her hands no other treatment than might any indifferent feminine bauble. Nevertheless within those two minutes she had contrived to unlock the heavy iron case which always stood beneath the foot of her bed. "There," she said, chucking the necklace across the table to Frank, so that he was barely able to catch it. "There is ten thousand pounds' worth, as they tell me. Perhaps you will not believe me when I say that I should have the greatest satisfaction in the world in throwing them out among those blue waves yonder, did I not think that Camperdown and Son would fish them up again."

"Next to my heart," Lizzie said, placing her hand on her left side. "And when I sleep, they're always tied around my neck in a bag, and the bag never slips from my grasp. I even have a knife under my pillow, ready for Mr. Camperdown if he tries to take them!" Then she hurried out of the room and returned in a couple of minutes with the necklace loosely in her hand. It was part of her little act to show by her speed that the tight locking of the jewels was just a joke, and that the precious ornament was treated like any random piece of jewelry. Still, in those two minutes, she had managed to unlock the heavy iron case that always stood at the foot of her bed. "There," she said, tossing the necklace across the table to Frank, who barely caught it. "That’s worth ten thousand pounds, or so they tell me. You might not believe me when I say I would get the greatest satisfaction in the world from throwing it into those blue waves over there, if I didn’t think Camperdown and Son would just fish it back up."

Frank spread the necklace on the table, and stood up to look at it, while Miss Macnulty came and gazed at the jewels over his shoulder. "And that is worth ten thousand pounds," said he.

Frank spread the necklace on the table and stood up to admire it, while Miss Macnulty came over and looked at the jewels over his shoulder. "And that's worth ten thousand pounds," he said.

"So people say."

"That’s what people say."

"And your husband gave it you just as another man gives a trinket that costs ten shillings!"

"And your husband gave it to you just like another guy gives a cheap gift that costs ten shillings!"

"Just as Lucy Morris gave you that ring."

"Just like Lucy Morris gave you that ring."

He smiled, but took no other notice of the accusation. "I am so poor a man," said he, "that this string of stones, which you throw about the room like a child's toy, would be the making of me."

He smiled, but didn't react to the accusation. "I'm such a poor man," he said, "that this string of stones, which you toss around the room like a child's toy, would change my life."

"Take it and be made," said Lizzie.

"Take it and be whole again," said Lizzie.

"It seems an awful thing to me to have so much value in my hands," said Miss Macnulty, who had lifted the necklace off the table. "It would buy an estate; wouldn't it?"

"It feels really overwhelming to have something so valuable in my hands," said Miss Macnulty, who had picked up the necklace from the table. "This could buy a whole estate, right?"

"It would buy the honourable estate of matrimony if it belonged to many women," said Lizzie,—"but it hasn't had just that effect with me;—has it, Frank?"

"It would secure the esteemed status of marriage if it were in the hands of many women," said Lizzie, "but it hasn't quite worked that way for me; has it, Frank?"

"You haven't used it with that view yet."

"You haven't tried it with that view yet."

"Will you have it, Frank?" she said. "Take it with all its encumbrances and weight of cares. Take it with all the burthen of Messrs. Camperdown's lawsuits upon it. You shall be as welcome to it as flowers were ever welcomed in May."

"Will you take it, Frank?" she said. "Accept it with all its burdens and stress. Take it with all the weight of Messrs. Camperdown's lawsuits attached to it. You’ll be as welcome to it as flowers are in May."

"The encumbrances are too heavy," said Frank.

"The burdens are too heavy," said Frank.

"You prefer a little ring."

"You prefer a small ring."

"Very much."

"Absolutely."

"I don't doubt but you're right," said Lizzie. "Who fears to rise will hardly get a fall. But there they are for you to look at, and there they shall remain for the rest of the evening." So saying, she clasped the string round Miss Macnulty's throat. "How do you feel, Julia, with an estate upon your neck? Five hundred acres at twenty pounds an acre. Let us call it five hundred pounds a year. That's about it." Miss Macnulty looked as though she did not like it, but she stood for a time bearing the precious burthen, while Frank explained to his cousin that she could hardly buy land to pay her five per cent. They were then taken off and left lying on the table till Lady Eustace took them with her as she went to bed. "I do feel so like some naughty person in the 'Arabian Nights,'" she said, "who has got some great treasure that always brings him into trouble; but he can't get rid of it, because some spirit has given it to him. At last some morning it turns into slate stones, and then he has to be a water-carrier, and is happy ever afterwards, and marries the king's daughter. What sort of a king's son will there be for me when this turns into slate stones? Good night, Frank." Then she went off with her diamonds and her bed-candle.

"I don't doubt you're right," Lizzie said. "If you're afraid to take risks, you won't get hurt. But there they are for you to see, and they’re staying put for the rest of the evening." With that, she fastened the string around Miss Macnulty's neck. "How do you feel, Julia, wearing an estate? Five hundred acres at twenty pounds an acre. Let’s call it five hundred pounds a year. That seems about right." Miss Macnulty looked like she wasn't thrilled, but she held the precious weight for a while as Frank explained to his cousin that she could hardly buy land that would give her five percent. They were then taken off and left lying on the table until Lady Eustace picked them up as she headed to bed. "I feel so much like some mischievous character from the 'Arabian Nights,’" she said, "who has acquired a great treasure that always gets them into trouble; but they can’t get rid of it because a spirit has given it to them. Eventually, one morning, it turns into slate stones, and then they have to become a water-carrier, which makes them happy forever, and they marry the king’s daughter. What kind of king’s son will I get when this turns into slate stones? Good night, Frank." Then she left with her diamonds and her bed-candle.

On the following day Frank suggested that there should be a business conversation. "That means that I am to sit silent and obedient while you lecture me," she said. But she submitted, and they went together into the little sitting-room which looked out over the sea,—the room where she kept her Shelley and her Byron, and practised her music and did water-colours, and sat, sometimes, dreaming of a Corsair. "And now, my gravest of Mentors, what must a poor ignorant female Telemachus do, so that the world may not trample on her too heavily?" He began by telling her what had happened between himself and Lord Fawn, and recommended her to write to that unhappy nobleman, returning any present that she might have received from him, and expressing, with some mild but intelligible sarcasm, her regret that their paths should have crossed each other. "I've worse in store for his lordship than that," said Lizzie.

The next day, Frank suggested they have a business talk. "So that means I have to sit here quietly while you lecture me," she replied. But she agreed, and they went into the small sitting room that overlooked the sea—the space where she kept her Shelley and Byron books, practiced her music, painted watercolors, and sometimes daydreamed about a Corsair. "So, my most serious Mentor, what should a clueless female Telemachus do to avoid getting squashed by the world?" He started by explaining what had happened between him and Lord Fawn, and advised her to write to that unfortunate nobleman, sending back any gifts she might have received from him, and expressing, with a bit of gentle sarcasm, her regret about their encounter. "I have something worse planned for his lordship than that," Lizzie said.

"Do you mean by any personal interview?"

"Are you asking about a personal interview?"

"Certainly."

"Of course."

"I think you are wrong, Lizzie."

"I think you’re wrong, Lizzie."

"Of course you do. Men have become so soft themselves, that they no longer dare to think even of punishing those who behave badly, and they expect women to be softer and more fainéant than themselves. I have been ill-used."

"Of course you do. Men have become so soft that they don’t even dare to consider punishing those who misbehave, and they expect women to be softer and more lazy than they are. I've been treated poorly."

"Certainly you have."

"You definitely have."

"And I will be revenged. Look here, Frank; if your view of these things is altogether different from mine, let us drop the subject. Of all living human beings you are the one that is most to me now. Perhaps you are more than any other ever was. But, even for you, I cannot alter my nature. Even for you I would not alter it if I could. That man has injured me, and all the world knows it. I will have my revenge, and all the world shall know that. I did wrong;—I am sensible enough of that."

"And I will get my revenge. Listen, Frank; if your perspective on this is completely different from mine, let's just drop it. Out of everyone alive, you mean the most to me right now. Maybe even more than anyone ever has. But, even for you, I can’t change who I am. Even for you, I wouldn’t change it if I could. That man has wronged me, and everyone knows it. I will have my revenge, and everyone will know that. I messed up; I’m aware of that."

"What wrong do you mean?"

"What do you mean?"

"I told a man whom I never loved that I would marry him. God knows that I have been punished."

"I told a guy I never loved that I would marry him. God knows I’ve been punished."

"Perhaps, Lizzie, it is better as it is."

"Maybe, Lizzie, it's better this way."

"A great deal better. I will tell you now that I could never induce myself to go into church with that man as his bride. With a man I didn't love I might have done so, but not with a man I despised."

"A lot better. I’ll tell you now that I could never bring myself to go into church with that man as his bride. With a man I didn’t love, I might have done it, but not with a man I despised."

"You have been saved, then, from a greater evil."

"You've been saved from a worse fate."

"Yes;—but not the less is his injury to me. It is not because he despises me that he rejects me;—nor is it because he thought that I had taken property that was not my own."

"Yes;—but his hurtful actions toward me are just as significant. He doesn’t reject me out of disdain;—nor is it because he believed I had taken something that didn’t belong to me."

"Why then?"

"Why is that?"

"Because he was afraid the world would say that I had done so. Poor shallow creature! But he shall be punished."

"Because he was afraid people would say that I did it. Poor shallow creature! But he will be punished."

"I do not know how you can punish him."

"I don't know how you can punish him."

"Leave that to me. I have another thing to do much more difficult." She paused, looking for a moment up into his face, and then turning her eyes upon the ground. As he said nothing, she went on. "I have to excuse myself to you for having accepted him."

"Leave that to me. I have something else to do that's much harder." She paused, glancing up at his face for a moment before looking down at the ground. Since he didn't say anything, she continued. "I need to apologize to you for accepting him."

"I have never blamed you."

"I've never blamed you."

"Not in words. How should you? But if you have not blamed me in your heart, I despise you. I know you have. I have seen it in your eyes when you have counselled me, either to take the poor creature or to leave him. Speak out, now, like a man. Is it not so?"

"Not in words. How could you? But if you haven't judged me in your heart, then I look down on you. I know you have. I've seen it in your eyes when you advised me, whether to take the poor creature or to leave him. Speak up now, like a man. Isn't that the truth?"

"I never thought you loved him."

"I never thought you loved him."

"Loved him! Is there anything in him or about him that a woman could love? Is he not a poor social stick;—a bit of half-dead wood, good to make a post of, if one wants a post? I did want a post so sorely then!"

"Loved him! Is there anything in him or about him that a woman could love? Isn’t he just a pathetic social failure—a piece of half-dead wood, only good for making a post if that’s what you need? I really did need a post so badly then!"

"I don't see why."

"I don’t get why."

"You don't?"

"You don't?"

"No, indeed. It was natural that you should be inclined to marry again."

"No, definitely not. It's understandable that you would want to marry again."

"Natural that I should be inclined to marry again! And is that all? It is hard sometimes to see whether men are thick-witted, or hypocrites so perfect that they seem to be so. I cannot bring myself to think you thick-witted, Frank."

"Of course I would feel like getting married again! Is that all there is to it? Sometimes it's tough to tell if men are just clueless or if they're such perfect fakes that they come off that way. I can't believe you could be clueless, Frank."

"Then I must be the perfect hypocrite,—of course."

"Then I must be the ultimate hypocrite, of course."

"You believed I accepted Lord Fawn because it was natural that I should wish to marry again! Frank, you believed nothing of the kind. I accepted him in my anger, in my misery, in my despair, because I had expected you to come to me,—and you had not come!" She had thrown herself now into a chair, and sat looking at him. "You had told me that you would come, and you had stayed away. It was you, Frank, that I wanted to punish then;—but there was no punishment in it for you. When is it to be, Frank?"

"You thought I accepted Lord Fawn because it was just natural for me to want to get married again! Frank, you didn’t believe that at all. I accepted him out of anger, pain, and despair, because I was expecting you to come to me—and you didn't!" She had now thrown herself into a chair and was staring at him. "You told me you would come, but you stayed away. It was you, Frank, that I wanted to hurt then; but there was no hurt for you in it. When is it going to happen, Frank?"

"When is what to be?" he asked, in a low voice, all but dumb-founded. How was he to put an end to this conversation, and what was he to say to her?

"When is what to be?" he asked in a quiet voice, almost speechless. How was he supposed to end this conversation, and what was he supposed to say to her?

"Your marriage with that little wizened thing who gave you the ring—that prim morsel of feminine propriety who has been clever enough to make you believe that her morality would suffice to make you happy."

"Your marriage to that tiny, wrinkled woman who gave you the ring—that proper little lady who has been smart enough to make you think that her morals will be enough to make you happy."

"I will not hear Lucy Morris abused, Lizzie."

"I won't let anyone talk badly about Lucy Morris, Lizzie."

"Is that abuse? Is it abuse to say that she is moral and proper? But, sir, I shall abuse her. I know her for what she is, while your eyes are sealed. She is wise and moral, and decorous and prim; but she is a hypocrite, and has no touch of real heart in her composition. Not abuse her when she has robbed me of all—all—all that I have in the world! Go to her. You had better go at once. I did not mean to say all this, but it has been said, and you must leave me. I, at any rate, cannot play the hypocrite;—I wish I could." He rose and came to her, and attempted to take her hand, but she flung away from him. "No!" she said—"never again; never, unless you will tell me that the promise you made me when we were down on the sea-shore was a true promise. Was that truth, sir, or was it a—lie?"

"Is that abuse? Is it abusive to say that she is decent and proper? But, sir, I will criticize her. I see her for what she truly is, while you remain blind. She is wise, moral, and proper; but she is a hypocrite and lacks any real compassion. Should I not speak out against her when she has taken everything from me—everything I have in this world? Go to her. You’d better do it right away. I didn't intend to say all this, but it's been said, and you need to leave me. I, at least, cannot pretend; I wish I could." He stood up and approached her, trying to take her hand, but she pulled away from him. "No!" she said—"never again; never, unless you tell me that the promise you made me when we were at the beach was a real promise. Was that the truth, sir, or was it a—lie?"

"Lizzie, do not use such a word as that to me."

"Lizzie, don’t use words like that with me."

"I cannot stand picking my words when the whole world is going round with me, and my very brain is on fire. What is it to me what my words are? Say one syllable to me, and every word I utter again while breath is mine shall be spoken to do you pleasure. If you cannot say it, it is nothing to me what you or any one may think of my words. You know my secret, and I care not who else knows it. At any rate, I can die!" Then she paused a moment, and after that stalked steadily out of the room.

"I can't stand choosing my words when the whole world is spinning around me, and my mind feels like it's on fire. What do my words even matter? Just say one word to me, and everything I say from now on, while I still have breath, will be to please you. If you can't say it, then I really don’t care what you or anyone else thinks about my words. You know my secret, and I don't care who else knows it. Anyway, I could just die!" Then she paused for a moment and walked out of the room confidently.

That afternoon Frank took a long walk by himself over the mountains, nearly to the Cottage and back again; and on his return was informed that Lady Eustace was ill, and had gone to bed. At any rate, she was too unwell to come down to dinner. He, therefore, and Miss Macnulty sat down to dine, and passed the evening together without other companionship. Frank had resolved during his walk that he would leave Portray the next day; but had hardly resolved upon anything else. One thing, however, seemed certain to him. He was engaged to marry Lucy Morris, and to that engagement he must be true. His cousin was very charming,—and had never looked so lovely in his eyes as when she had been confessing her love for him. And he had wondered at and admired her courage, her power of language, and her force. He could not quite forget how useful would be her income to him. And, added to this, there was present to him an unwholesome feeling,—ideas absolutely at variance with those better ideas which had prompted him when he was writing his offer to Lucy Morris in his chambers,—that a woman such as was his cousin Lizzie was fitter to be the wife of a man thrown, as he must be, into the world, than a dear, quiet, domestic little girl such as Lucy Morris. But to Lucy Morris he was engaged, and therefore there was an end of it.

That afternoon, Frank took a long walk by himself over the mountains, almost all the way to the Cottage and back again. When he returned, he learned that Lady Eustace was sick and had gone to bed. In any case, she was too unwell to join them for dinner. So, he and Miss Macnulty sat down to eat and spent the evening together without anyone else. Frank had decided during his walk that he would leave Portray the next day, but he wasn’t sure about anything else. One thing did seem clear to him: he was engaged to marry Lucy Morris, and he had to be faithful to that promise. His cousin was very charming and had never looked as beautiful to him as she did when she was confessing her love for him. He admired her courage, eloquence, and strength. He couldn’t completely ignore how helpful her income would be to him. On top of that, he felt an unsettling urge—thoughts that completely clashed with the better ideas that had inspired him when he was writing his proposal to Lucy Morris—that someone like his cousin Lizzie would be a better fit for a man who, like him, would be thrown into the world, rather than a sweet, quiet, domestic girl like Lucy Morris. But he was engaged to Lucy Morris, so that was that.

The next morning he sent his love to his cousin, asking whether he should see her before he went. It was still necessary that he should know what attorneys to employ on her behalf if the threatened bill were filed by Messrs. Camperdown. Then he suggested a firm in his note. Might he put the case into the hands of Mr. Townsend, who was a friend of his own? There came back to him a scrap of paper, an old envelope, on which were written the names of Mowbray and Mopus;—Mowbray and Mopus in a large scrawling hand, and with pencil. He put the scrap of paper into his pocket, feeling that he could not remonstrate with her at this moment, and was prepared to depart, when there came a message to him. Lady Eustace was still unwell, but had risen; and if it were not giving him too much trouble, would see him before he went. He followed the messenger to the same little room, looking out upon the sea, and then found her, dressed indeed, but with a white morning wrapper on, and with hair loose over her shoulders. Her eyes were red with weeping, and her face was pale, and thin, and woe-begone. "I am so sorry that you are ill, Lizzie," he said.

The next morning, he sent a message to his cousin, asking if he could see her before he left. He still needed to know which lawyers to hire for her if Messrs. Camperdown decided to file the threatened bill. In his note, he suggested a law firm. Could he pass the case to Mr. Townsend, who was a friend of his? He received back a scrap of paper, an old envelope, with the names Mowbray and Mopus written in large, messy handwriting in pencil. He stuffed the scrap of paper into his pocket, realizing he couldn't argue with her at that moment, and was ready to leave when a message came. Lady Eustace was still unwell but had gotten up, and if it wasn’t too much trouble, she wanted to see him before he left. He followed the messenger to the same small room overlooking the sea and found her dressed, but in a white morning wrap, with her hair down over her shoulders. Her eyes were red from crying, and her face was pale, thin, and sorrowful. "I’m so sorry you’re unwell, Lizzie," he said.

"Yes, I am ill;—sometimes very ill; but what does it matter? I did not send for you, Frank, to speak of aught so trivial as that. I have a favour to ask."

"Yeah, I’m sick; sometimes really sick; but what does it matter? I didn’t call you, Frank, to talk about something so trivial. I have a favor to ask."

"Of course I will grant it."

"Sure, I’ll provide it."

"It is your forgiveness for my conduct yesterday."

"It’s your forgiveness for my behavior yesterday."

"Oh, Lizzie!"

"Oh my gosh, Lizzie!"

"Say that you forgive me. Say it!"

"Just say that you forgive me. Say it!"

"How can I forgive where there has been no fault?"

"How can I forgive when there’s been no wrongdoing?"

"There has been fault. Say that you forgive me." And she stamped her foot as she demanded his pardon.

"There’s been a mistake. Just say you forgive me." And she stomped her foot as she insisted on his forgiveness.

"I do forgive you," he said.

"I forgive you," he said.

"And now, one farewell." She then threw herself upon his breast and kissed him. "Now, go," she said; "go, and come no more to me, unless you would see me mad. May God Almighty bless you, and make you happy!" As she uttered this prayer she held the door in her hand, and there was nothing for him but to leave her.

"And now, one last goodbye." She then threw herself against his chest and kissed him. "Now, go," she said; "leave, and don’t come back to me unless you want to see me lose my mind. May God bless you and make you happy!" As she said this prayer, she held the door in her hand, and he had no choice but to leave her.

 

 

CHAPTER XXXII

Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway in Scotland
 

A great many people go to Scotland in the autumn. When you have your autumn holiday in hand to dispose of it, there is nothing more aristocratic that you can do than go to Scotland. Dukes are more plentiful there than in Pall Mall, and you will meet an earl or at least a lord on every mountain. Of course, if you merely travel about from inn to inn, and neither have a moor of your own nor stay with any great friend, you don't quite enjoy the cream of it; but to go to Scotland in August and stay there, perhaps, till the end of September, is about the most certain step you can take towards autumnal fashion. Switzerland and the Tyrol, and even Italy, are all redolent of Mr. Cook, and in those beautiful lands you become subject at least to suspicion.

A lot of people head to Scotland in the fall. When you have your autumn break to use, there’s nothing more sophisticated you can do than visit Scotland. Dukes are more common there than on Pall Mall, and you’ll run into an earl or at least a lord on every mountain. Of course, if you just hop from inn to inn and don’t own a moor or stay with a close friend, you won’t fully enjoy it; but going to Scotland in August and staying until the end of September is one of the best moves you can make for fall fashion. Switzerland and the Tyrol, and even Italy, are all associated with Mr. Cook, and in those beautiful places, you at least attract some suspicion.

By no persons was the duty of adhering to the best side of society more clearly appreciated than by Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway of Warwick Square. Mr. Hittaway was Chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals, and was a man who quite understood that there are chairmen—and chairmen. He could name to you three or four men holding responsible permanent official positions quite as good as that he filled in regard to salary,—which, as he often said of his own, was a mere nothing, just a poor two thousand pounds a year, not as much as a grocer would make in a decent business,—but they were simply head clerks and nothing more. Nobody knew anything of them. They had no names. You did not meet them anywhere. Cabinet ministers never heard of them; and nobody out of their own offices ever consulted them. But there are others, and Mr. Hittaway felt greatly conscious that he was one of them, who move altogether in a different sphere. One minister of State would ask another whether Hittaway had been consulted on this or on that measure;—so at least the Hittawayites were in the habit of reporting. The names of Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway were constantly in the papers. They were invited to evening gatherings at the houses of both the alternate Prime Ministers. They were to be seen at fashionable gatherings up the river. They attended concerts at Buckingham Palace. Once a year they gave a dinner-party which was inserted in the "Morning Post." On such occasions at least one Cabinet Minister always graced the board. In fact, Mr. Hittaway, as Chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals, was somebody; and Mrs. Hittaway, as his wife and as sister to a peer, was somebody also. The reader will remember that Mrs. Hittaway had been a Fawn before she married.

No one appreciated the importance of aligning with the best aspects of society more than Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway from Warwick Square. Mr. Hittaway was the Chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals and understood that there are different types of chairmen. He could point out a few individuals in equally prestigious jobs with comparable salaries—something he often remarked about his own, which was just a mere two thousand pounds a year, hardly more than what a successful grocer would earn—but they were merely head clerks and nothing beyond that. Nobody knew who they were. They had no recognition. You wouldn’t see them anywhere. Cabinet ministers didn’t know them, and nobody outside their offices consulted them. But there were others, like Mr. Hittaway, who operated in a completely different realm. A minister of state might ask another whether Hittaway had been consulted on particular legislation—so at least the Hittaway supporters claimed. The names of Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway frequently appeared in the news. They received invitations to evening events hosted by both of the alternating Prime Ministers. They were present at trendy gatherings along the river. They attended concerts at Buckingham Palace. Once a year, they hosted a dinner party that made it into the "Morning Post." During those occasions, at least one Cabinet Minister always attended. In fact, Mr. Hittaway, as Chairman of the Board of Civil Appeals, was an important figure, and Mrs. Hittaway, as his wife and the sister of a peer, held significance as well. The reader may remember that Mrs. Hittaway was a Fawn before she got married.

There is this drawback upon the happy condition which Mr. Hittaway had achieved,—that it demands a certain expenditure. Let nobody dream that he can be somebody without having to pay for that honour;—unless, indeed, he be a clergyman. When you go to a concert at Buckingham Palace you pay nothing, it is true, for your ticket; and a Cabinet Minister dining with you does not eat or drink more than your old friend Jones the attorney. But in some insidious, unforeseen manner,—in a way that can only be understood after much experience,—these luxuries of fashion do make a heavy pull on a modest income. Mrs. Hittaway knew this thoroughly, having much experience, and did make her fight bravely. For Mr. Hittaway's income was no more than modest. A few thousand pounds he had of his own when he married, and his Clara had brought to him the unpretending sum of fifteen hundred. But, beyond that, the poor official salary,—which was less than what a decent grocer would make,—was their all. The house in Warwick Square they had prudently purchased on their marriage,—when houses in Warwick Square were cheaper than they are now,—and there they carried on their battle, certainly with success. But two thousand a year does not go very far in Warwick Square, even though you sit rent free, if you have a family and absolutely must keep a carriage. It therefore resulted that when Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway went to Scotland, which they would endeavour to do every year, it was very important that they should accomplish their aristocratic holiday as visitors at the house of some aristocratic friend. So well had they played their cards in this respect, that they seldom failed altogether. In one year they had been the guests of a great marquis quite in the north, and that had been a very glorious year. To talk of Stackallan was, indeed, a thing of beauty. But in that year Mr. Hittaway had made himself very useful in London. Since that they had been at delicious shooting lodges in Ross and Inverness-shire, had visited a millionaire at his palace amidst the Argyle mountains, had been fêted in a western island, had been bored by a Dundee dowager, and put up with a Lothian laird. But the thing had been almost always done, and the Hittaways were known as people that went to Scotland. He could handle a gun, and was clever enough never to shoot a keeper. She could read aloud, could act a little, could talk or hold her tongue; and let her hosts be who they would and as mighty as you please, never caused them trouble by seeming to be out of their circle, and on that account requiring peculiar attention.

There’s a downside to the happy situation that Mr. Hittaway achieved—it requires a certain amount of spending. Let no one think they can be someone without paying for that privilege; unless, of course, they are a clergyman. When you go to a concert at Buckingham Palace, you don’t pay for your ticket, and a Cabinet Minister dining with you doesn’t eat or drink any more than your old friend Jones the attorney. But in some sneaky, unexpected way—one that can only be understood after lots of experience—these fashionable luxuries can really strain a modest income. Mrs. Hittaway understood this well, having plenty of experience, and she fought hard against it. Mr. Hittaway's income was definitely modest. He had a few thousand pounds of his own when he got married, and Clara brought in a humble sum of fifteen hundred. But apart from that, the poor official salary—which was less than what a decent grocer would earn—was all they had. They wisely bought their house in Warwick Square when they married—back when houses in Warwick Square were cheaper than they are now—and there they fought their battle, definitely with some success. But two thousand a year doesn’t stretch very far in Warwick Square, even if you don’t have to pay rent, especially when you have a family and absolutely need to keep a carriage. So, when Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway went to Scotland, which they tried to do every year, it was crucial that they spent their upscale holiday as guests at the home of some aristocratic friend. They played their cards so well in this respect that they hardly ever completely failed. One year, they were guests of a great marquis way up north, and that was a fantastic year. Just talking about Stackallan was a delight. But during that year, Mr. Hittaway had been very useful in London. Since then, they had stayed at lovely shooting lodges in Ross and Inverness-shire, visited a millionaire at his palace in the Argyle mountains, been entertained on a western island, bored by a Dundee dowager, and hosted by a Lothian laird. But they mostly managed to make it happen, and the Hittaways became known as people who went to Scotland. He could handle a gun and was clever enough never to shoot a gamekeeper. She could read aloud, act a bit, talk or stay quiet; and no matter who their hosts were or how powerful they might be, she never caused them trouble by seeming out of place and needing special attention.

On this occasion Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway were the guests of old Lady Pierrepoint, in Dumfries. There was nothing special to recommend Lady Pierrepoint except that she had a large house and a good income, and that she liked to have people with her of whom everybody knew something. So far was Lady Pierrepoint from being high in the Hittaway world, that Mrs. Hittaway felt herself called upon to explain to her friends that she was forced to go to Dumdum House by the duties of old friendship. Dear old Lady Pierrepoint had been insisting on it for the last ten years. And there was this advantage, that Dumfriesshire is next to Ayrshire, that Dumdum was not very far,—some twenty or thirty miles,—from Portray, and that she might learn something about Lizzie Eustace in her country house.

On this occasion, Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway were visiting old Lady Pierrepoint in Dumfries. There wasn't anything particularly special about Lady Pierrepoint, except that she had a large house, a decent income, and enjoyed having guests who were somewhat known by everyone. Lady Pierrepoint wasn't exactly someone at the top of the Hittaway social scene, to the point where Mrs. Hittaway felt she had to tell her friends that she was going to Dumdum House out of a sense of long-standing friendship. The dear old Lady Pierrepoint had been pushing for this visit for the past ten years. And there was one perk: Dumfriesshire is right next to Ayrshire, and Dumdum was only about twenty or thirty miles from Portray, so she might find out something about Lizzie Eustace at her country house.

It was nearly the end of August when the Hittaways left London to stay an entire month with Lady Pierrepoint. Mr. Hittaway had very frequently explained his defalcation as to fashion,—in that he was remaining in London for three weeks after Parliament had broken up,—by the peculiar exigencies of the Board of Appeals in that year. To one or two very intimate friends Mrs. Hittaway had hinted that everything must be made to give way to this horrid business of Fawn's marriage. "Whatever happens, and at whatever cost, that must be stopped," she had ventured to say to Lady Glencora Palliser,—who, however, could hardly be called one of her very intimate friends. "I don't see it at all," said Lady Glencora. "I think Lady Eustace is very nice. And why shouldn't she marry Lord Fawn if she's engaged to him?" "But you have heard of the necklace, Lady Glencora?" "Yes, I've heard of it. I wish anybody would come to me and try and get my diamonds! They should hear what I would say." Mrs. Hittaway greatly admired Lady Glencora, but not the less was she determined to persevere.

It was almost the end of August when the Hittaways left London to spend a whole month with Lady Pierrepoint. Mr. Hittaway often justified his delayed departure from London for three weeks after Parliament had ended by citing the unique demands of the Board of Appeals that year. To a couple of very close friends, Mrs. Hittaway had hinted that everything had to be put aside for the terrible situation regarding Fawn's marriage. "No matter what, and no matter the cost, that has to be stopped," she had said to Lady Glencora Palliser—who, however, could hardly be considered one of her closest friends. "I don’t see it at all," replied Lady Glencora. "I think Lady Eustace is lovely. And why shouldn't she marry Lord Fawn if she's engaged to him?" "But you've heard about the necklace, Lady Glencora?" "Yes, I've heard about it. I wish someone would come to me and try to take my diamonds! They’d hear what I would say." Mrs. Hittaway admired Lady Glencora immensely, but she was still determined to push forward.

Had Lord Fawn been altogether candid and open with his family at this time, some trouble might have been saved; for he had almost altogether resolved that, let the consequences be what they might, he would not marry Lizzie Eustace. But he was afraid to say this even to his own sister. He had promised to marry the woman, and he must walk very warily, or the objurgations of the world would be too many for him. "It must depend altogether on her conduct, Clara," he had said when last his sister had persecuted him on the subject. She was not, however, sorry to have an opportunity of learning something of the lady's doings. Mr. Hittaway had more than once called on Mr. Camperdown. "Yes," Mr. Camperdown had said in answer to a question from Lord Fawn's brother-in-law; "she would play old gooseberry with the property if we hadn't some one to look after it. There's a fellow named Gowran who has lived there all his life, and we depend very much upon him."

Had Lord Fawn been completely honest with his family at this time, some issues could have been avoided; for he had nearly made up his mind that, regardless of the consequences, he would not marry Lizzie Eustace. But he was too afraid to admit this even to his own sister. He had promised to marry her and needed to tread carefully, or the backlash from society would be overwhelming. "It all hinges on her behavior, Clara," he had said the last time his sister had pressed him on the issue. However, she was curious to learn more about the lady's actions. Mr. Hittaway had visited Mr. Camperdown multiple times. "Yes," Mr. Camperdown had responded when asked by Lord Fawn's brother-in-law; "she would cause serious trouble with the property if we didn’t have someone to manage it. There’s a guy named Gowran who’s lived there his whole life, and we rely on him a lot."

It is certainly true, that as to many points of conduct, women are less nice than men. Mr. Hittaway would not probably have condescended himself to employ espionage, but Mrs. Hittaway was less scrupulous. She actually went down to Troon and had an interview with Mr. Gowran, using freely the names of Mr. Camperdown and of Lord Fawn; and some ten days afterwards Mr. Gowran travelled as far as Dumfries, and Dumdum, and had an interview with Mrs. Hittaway. The result of all this, and of further inquiries, will be shown by the following letter from Mrs. Hittaway to her sister Amelia:—
 

It’s definitely true that when it comes to many aspects of behavior, women are less particular than men. Mr. Hittaway probably wouldn’t have resorted to spying, but Mrs. Hittaway was less careful about it. She actually went down to Troon and met with Mr. Gowran, openly using the names of Mr. Camperdown and Lord Fawn; and about ten days later, Mr. Gowran traveled all the way to Dumfries and Dumdum to meet with Mrs. Hittaway. The outcome of all this, along with some additional inquiries, will be detailed in the following letter from Mrs. Hittaway to her sister Amelia:—

Dumdum, 9th September, 18––.

Dumdum, September 9th, 18––.

My dear Amelia,

My dear Amelia,

Here we are, and here we have to remain to the end of the month. Of course it suits, and all that; but it is awfully dull. Richmond for this time of the year is a paradise to it; and as for coming to Scotland every autumn, I am sick of it. Only what is one to do if one lives in London? If it wasn't for Orlando and the children, I'd brazen it out, and let people say what they pleased. As for health, I'm never so well as at home, and I do like having my own things about me. Orlando has literally nothing to do here. There is no shooting, except pheasants, and that doesn't begin till October.

Here we are, and we have to stay here until the end of the month. Of course, it all works out and everything; but it's really boring. Richmond this time of year is like paradise compared to this, and honestly, I'm tired of going to Scotland every autumn. But what can you do if you live in London? If it weren't for Orlando and the kids, I’d just ignore it and let people say whatever they want. As for my health, I’ve never felt better than when I'm at home, and I enjoy having my own things around me. Orlando has literally nothing to do here. There’s no shooting except for pheasants, and that doesn’t start until October.

But I'm very glad I've come as to Frederic, and the more so, as I have learned the truth as to that Mr. Greystock. She, Lady Eustace, is a bad creature in every way. She still pretends that she is engaged to Frederic, and tells everybody that the marriage is not broken off, and yet she has her cousin with her, making love to him in the most indecent way. People used to say in her favour that at any rate she never flirted. I never quite know what people mean when they talk of flirting. But you may take my word for it that she allows her cousin to embrace her, and embraces him. I would not say it if I could not prove it. It is horrible to think of it, when one remembers that she is almost justified in saying that Frederic is engaged to her.

But I'm really glad I came to Frederic, especially since I've found out the truth about Mr. Greystock. Lady Eustace is terrible in every way. She still claims she's engaged to Frederic and tells everyone that the marriage hasn’t been called off, yet she has her cousin with her, flirting with him in the most inappropriate way. People used to defend her by saying she never flirted. I never really understood what people mean when they talk about flirting. But believe me when I say she lets her cousin hug her and she hugs him back. I wouldn’t say this if I couldn’t prove it. It’s awful to consider, especially when you remember that she almost has a right to claim Frederic is engaged to her.

No doubt he was engaged to her. It was a great misfortune, but, thank God, is not yet past remedy. He has some foolish feeling of what he calls honour; as if a man can be bound in honour to marry a woman who has deceived him in every point! She still sticks to the diamonds,—if she has not sold them, as I believe she has; and Mr. Camperdown is going to bring an action against her in the High Court of Chancery. But still Frederic will not absolutely declare the thing off. I feel, therefore, that it is my duty to let him know what I have learned. I should be the last to stir in such a matter unless I was sure I could prove it. But I don't quite like to write to Frederic. Will mamma see him, and tell him what I say? Of course you will show this letter to mamma. If not, I must postpone it till I am in town;—but I think it would come better from mamma. Mamma may be sure that she is a bad woman.

No doubt he’s engaged to her. It’s a real misfortune, but thankfully, it’s not too late to fix things. He has this ridiculous sense of what he calls honor, as if a man can be honorable by marrying a woman who’s lied to him in every way! She’s still holding onto the diamonds—if she hasn’t sold them, which I suspect she has; and Mr. Camperdown is planning to bring a lawsuit against her in the High Court of Chancery. Yet Frederic still won’t completely call it off. I feel it’s my duty to let him know what I’ve found out. I’d be the last one to get involved unless I was sure I could prove it. But I’m not sure about writing to Frederic. Will Mom talk to him and tell him what I’ve said? Of course, you’ll show this letter to Mom. If not, I’ll have to wait until I’m in town; but I think it’d be better coming from her. Mom can be sure that she’s a bad woman.

And now what do you think of your Mr. Greystock? As sure as I am here he was seen with his arm round his cousin's waist, sitting out of doors,—kissing her! I was never taken in by that story of his marrying Lucy Morris. He is the last man in the world to marry a governess. He is over head and ears in debt, and if he marries at all, he must marry some one with money. I really think that mamma, and you, and all of you have been soft about that girl. I believe she has been a good governess,—that is, good after mamma's easy fashion; and I don't for a moment suppose that she is doing anything underhand. But a governess with a lover never does suit, and I'm sure it won't suit in this case. If I were you I would tell her. I think it would be the best charity. Whether they mean to marry I can't tell,—Mr. Greystock, that is, and this woman; but they ought to mean it;—that's all.

And what do you think of your Mr. Greystock now? I swear he was seen with his arm around his cousin's waist, sitting outside—kissing her! I was never fooled by that story about him marrying Lucy Morris. He's the last guy who would marry a governess. He's deep in debt, and if he does marry, it has to be someone with money. Honestly, I think that mom, you, and everyone else have been too kind to that girl. I believe she’s been a decent governess—that is, good by mom's relaxed standards; and I don't think for a second that she's up to anything sneaky. But a governess with a boyfriend just doesn't work, and I'm sure it won't in this situation either. If I were you, I'd tell her. I think it would be the kindest thing to do. Whether they plan to marry or not, I can't say—Mr. Greystock and this woman; but they should;—that's all.

Let me know at once whether mamma will see Frederic, and speak to him openly. She is quite at liberty to use my name; only nobody but mamma should see this letter.

Let me know right away if mom will meet Frederic and talk to him openly. She is free to use my name; just make sure that only mom sees this letter.

Love to them all,
Your most affectionate sister,

Love to everyone,
Your most loving sister,

Clara Hittaway.
 

Clara Hittaway.

In writing to Amelia instead of to her mother, Mrs. Hittaway was sure that she was communicating her ideas to at least two persons at Fawn Court, and that therefore there would be discussion. Had she written to her mother, her mother might probably have held her peace, and done nothing.

In writing to Amelia instead of her mother, Mrs. Hittaway was confident that she was sharing her thoughts with at least two people at Fawn Court, which would lead to discussion. If she had written to her mother, her mother likely would have stayed quiet and done nothing.

 

 

CHAPTER XXXIII

"It Won't Be True"
 

Mrs. Greystock, in making her proposition respecting Lady Linlithgow, wrote to Lady Fawn, and by the same post Frank wrote to Lucy. But before those letters reached Fawn Court there had come that other dreadful letter from Mrs. Hittaway. The consternation caused at Fawn Court in respect to Mr. Greystock's treachery almost robbed of its importance the suggestion made as to Lord Fawn. Could it be possible that this man, who had so openly and in so manly a manner engaged himself to Lucy Morris, should now be proposing to himself a marriage with his rich cousin? Lady Fawn did not believe that it was possible. Clara had not seen those horrid things with her own eyes, and other people might be liars. But Amelia shook her head. Amelia evidently believed that all manner of iniquities were possible to man. "You see, mamma, the sacrifice he was making was so very great!" "But he made it!" pleaded Lady Fawn. "No, mamma, he said he would make it. Men do these things. It is very horrid, but I think they do them more now than they used to. It seems to me that nobody cares now what he does, if he's not to be put into prison." It was resolved between these two wise ones that nothing at the present should be said to Lucy or to any one of the family. They would wait awhile, and in the meantime they attempted,—as far as it was possible to make the attempt without express words,—to let Lucy understand that she might remain at Fawn Court if she pleased. While this was going on, Lord Fawn did come down once again, and on that occasion Lucy simply absented herself from the dinner-table and from the family circle for that evening. "He's coming in, and you've got to go to prison again," Nina said to her, with a kiss.

Mrs. Greystock, when making her suggestion about Lady Linlithgow, wrote to Lady Fawn, and at the same time, Frank wrote to Lucy. But before those letters arrived at Fawn Court, another terrible letter from Mrs. Hittaway had already come. The shock caused at Fawn Court regarding Mr. Greystock's betrayal nearly overshadowed the discussion about Lord Fawn. Could it really be that this man, who had so openly and confidently committed to Lucy Morris, was now considering marrying his wealthy cousin? Lady Fawn couldn’t believe it was true. Clara hadn't seen those awful things for herself, and others could be lying. But Amelia was shaking her head. She clearly believed that all kinds of wrongdoings were possible for men. "You see, Mom, the sacrifice he was supposedly making was so huge!" "But he did make it!" Lady Fawn argued. "No, Mom, he said he would make it. Men do these things. It’s really awful, but I think they do it more now than they used to. It seems like no one cares what he does, as long as he doesn't end up in prison." These two wise women decided that for now they should say nothing to Lucy or anyone in the family. They would wait a bit, and in the meantime, they tried—without saying it directly—to let Lucy know that she could stay at Fawn Court if she wanted. During this time, Lord Fawn came down once again, and that night, Lucy simply stayed away from the dinner table and the family gathering. "He's coming in, and you have to go back to prison," Nina told her, giving her a kiss.

The matter to which Mrs. Hittaway's letter more specially alluded was debated between the mother and daughter at great length. They, indeed, were less brave and less energetic than was the married daughter of the family; but as they saw Lord Fawn more frequently, they knew better than Mrs. Hittaway the real state of the case. They felt sure that he was already sufficiently embittered against Lady Eustace, and thought that therefore the peculiarly unpleasant task assigned to Lady Fawn need not be performed. Lady Fawn had not the advantage of living so much in the world as her daughter, and was oppressed by, perhaps, a squeamish delicacy. "I really could not tell him about her sitting and—and kissing the man. Could I, my dear?" "I couldn't," said Amelia;—"but Clara would."

The issue that Mrs. Hittaway's letter specifically mentioned was discussed at length between the mother and daughter. They were, in fact, less courageous and less energetic than the married daughter of the family; however, since they saw Lord Fawn more often, they understood the situation better than Mrs. Hittaway did. They were convinced that he was already quite upset with Lady Eustace, so they thought Lady Fawn didn’t need to take on the particularly uncomfortable task that had been given to her. Lady Fawn didn't have the advantage of being so active in society as her daughter, and she was burdened by what might be considered a sensitive delicacy. "I really couldn't tell him about her sitting and—and kissing the man. Could I, my dear?" "I couldn't," said Amelia;—"but Clara would."

"And to tell the truth," continued Lady Fawn, "I shouldn't care a bit about it if it was not for poor Lucy. What will become of her if that man is untrue to her?"

"And to be honest," continued Lady Fawn, "I wouldn't care at all about it if it weren't for poor Lucy. What will happen to her if that man is unfaithful to her?"

"Nothing on earth would make her believe it, unless it came from himself," said Amelia,—who really did know something of Lucy's character. "Till he tells her, or till she knows that he's married, she'll never believe it."

"Nothing in the world would make her believe it, unless it came from him," said Amelia,—who actually knew a bit about Lucy's character. "Until he tells her, or until she finds out that he's married, she'll never believe it."

Then, after a few days, there came those other letters from Bobsborough,—one from the dean's wife and the other from Frank. The matter there proposed it was necessary that they should discuss with Lucy, as the suggestion had reached Lucy as well as themselves. She at once came to Lady Fawn with her lover's letter, and with a gentle merry laughing face declared that the thing would do very well. "I am sure I should get on with her, and I should know that it wouldn't be for long," said Lucy.

Then, after a few days, they received more letters from Bobsborough—one from the dean's wife and the other from Frank. It was important for them to discuss the proposal with Lucy since she had also heard about it. She immediately went to Lady Fawn with her boyfriend's letter and with a lighthearted, smiling face said that it would work out just fine. "I'm sure I would get along with her, and I know it wouldn't last long," said Lucy.

"The truth is, we don't want you to go at all," said Lady Fawn.

"The truth is, we really don’t want you to leave," said Lady Fawn.

"Oh, but I must," said Lucy in her sharp, decided tone. "I must go. I was bound to wait till I heard from Mr. Greystock, because it is my first duty to obey him. But of course I cannot stay here after what has passed. As Nina says, it is simply going to prison when Lord Fawn comes here."

"Oh, but I have to," Lucy said in her pointed, firm tone. "I need to go. I was meant to wait until I heard from Mr. Greystock, because my first obligation is to follow his instructions. But obviously, I can't remain here after what happened. As Nina puts it, it's like being sent to prison when Lord Fawn shows up."

"Nina is an impertinent little chit," said Amelia.

"Nina is a sassy little brat," said Amelia.

"She is the dearest little friend in all the world," said Lucy, "and always tells the exact truth. I do go to prison, and when he comes I feel that I ought to go to prison. Of course, I must go away. What does it matter? Lady Linlithgow won't be exactly like you,"—and she put her little hand upon Lady Fawn's fat arm caressingly, "and I sha'n't have you all to spoil me; but I shall be simply waiting till he comes. Everything now must be no more than waiting till he comes."

"She is the sweetest little friend in the whole world," said Lucy, "and she always tells the absolute truth. I really do go to prison, and when he comes, I feel like I should go to prison. Of course, I have to leave. What does it matter? Lady Linlithgow won’t be exactly like you,"—and she gently placed her little hand on Lady Fawn's plump arm, "and I won’t have you to spoil me; but I’ll just be waiting until he comes. Everything now is just waiting until he comes."

If it was to be that "he" would never come, this was very dreadful. Amelia clearly thought that "he" would never come, and Lady Fawn was apt to think her daughter wiser than herself. And if Mr. Greystock were such as Mrs. Hittaway had described him to be,—if there were to be no such coming as that for which Lucy fondly waited,—then there would be reason ten-fold strong why she should not leave Fawn Court and go to Lady Linlithgow. In such case,—when that blow should fall,—Lucy would require very different treatment than might be expected for her from the hands of Lady Linlithgow. She would fade and fall to the earth like a flower with an insect at its root. She would be like a wounded branch, into which no sap would run. With such misfortune and wretchedness possibly before her, Lady Fawn could not endure the idea that Lucy should be turned out to encounter it all beneath the cold shade of Lady Linlithgow's indifference. "My dear," she said, "let bygones be bygones. Come down and meet Lord Fawn. Nobody will say anything. After all, you were provoked very much, and there has been quite enough about it."

If it turns out that "he" is never going to show up, that would be really terrible. Amelia believed that "he" would never come, and Lady Fawn tended to think her daughter was smarter than she was. And if Mr. Greystock was truly as Mrs. Hittaway described him—if Lucy's hopes for his arrival were in vain—then there would be even more reason for her not to leave Fawn Court and go to Lady Linlithgow. In that situation—when the disappointment finally hit—Lucy would need a much different kind of support than what Lady Linlithgow would offer. She would wither away like a flower infested by a bug at its roots. She would be like a broken branch with no nourishment flowing through it. With such potential misfortune and sadness ahead of her, Lady Fawn couldn't bear the thought of Lucy being forced to face it all under Lady Linlithgow's cold indifference. "My dear," she said, "let's put the past behind us. Come down and meet Lord Fawn. No one will say anything. After all, you were provoked a lot, and it's been discussed enough."

This, from Lady Fawn, was almost miraculous,—from Lady Fawn, to whom her son had ever been the highest of human beings! But Lucy had told the tale to her lover, and her lover approved of her going. Perhaps there was acting upon her mind some feeling, of which she was hardly conscious, that as long as she remained at Fawn Court she would not see her lover. She had told him that she could make herself supremely happy in the simple knowledge that he loved her. But we all know how far such declarations should be taken as true. Of course, she was longing to see him. "If he would only pass by the road," she would say to herself, "so that I might peep at him through the gate!" She had no formed idea in her own mind that she would be able to see him should she go to Lady Linlithgow, but still there would be the chances of her altered life! She would tell Lady Linlithgow the truth, and why should Lady Linlithgow refuse her so rational a pleasure? There was, of course, a reason why Frank should not come to Fawn Court; but the house in Bruton Street need not be closed to him. "I hardly know how to love you enough," she said to Lady Fawn, "but indeed I must go. I do so hope the time may come when you and Mr. Greystock may be friends. Of course, it will come. Shall it not?"

This, from Lady Fawn, was almost miraculous—especially since her son had always been the greatest person in her eyes! But Lucy had shared her story with her lover, and he encouraged her to go. Maybe there was some feeling in her mind, which she barely recognized, that as long as she stayed at Fawn Court, she wouldn’t get to see him. She told him she could be completely happy just knowing he loved her. But we all know how seriously we should take such declarations. Of course, she was eager to see him. "If he would only walk by the road," she thought, "so I could sneak a peek at him through the gate!" She didn’t really believe she’d actually see him if she went to Lady Linlithgow, but there were possibilities for her new life! She would be honest with Lady Linlithgow, and why would she refuse her such a reasonable happiness? There was a reason Frank couldn’t come to Fawn Court; however, the house in Bruton Street shouldn’t be off-limits to him. "I can hardly express how much I love you," she said to Lady Fawn, "but I really have to go. I truly hope the day will come when you and Mr. Greystock can be friends. Of course, it will happen. Won’t it?"

"Who can look into the future?" said the wise Amelia.

"Who can see into the future?" asked the wise Amelia.

"Of course, if he is your husband, we shall love him," said the less wise Lady Fawn.

"Of course, if he's your husband, we'll love him," said the less wise Lady Fawn.

"He is to be my husband," said Lucy, springing up. "What do you mean? Do you mean anything?" Lady Fawn, who was not at all wise, protested that she meant nothing.

"He is going to be my husband," Lucy said, jumping up. "What do you mean? Are you even saying anything?" Lady Fawn, who was clearly not very bright, insisted that she meant nothing.

What were they to do? On that special day they merely stipulated that there should be a day's delay before Lady Fawn answered Mrs. Greystock's letter,—so that she might sleep upon it. The sleeping on it meant that further discussion which was to take place between Lady Fawn and her second daughter in her ladyship's bed-room that night. During all this period the general discomfort of Fawn Court was increased by a certain sullenness on the part of Augusta, the elder daughter, who knew that letters had come and that consultations were being held,—but who was not admitted to those consultations. Since the day on which poor Augusta had been handed over to Lizzie Eustace as her peculiar friend in the family, there had always existed a feeling that she, by her position, was debarred from sympathising in the general desire to be quit of Lizzie; and then, too, poor Augusta was never thoroughly trusted by that great guide of the family, Mrs. Hittaway. "She couldn't keep it to herself if you'd give her gold to do it," Mrs. Hittaway would say. Consequently Augusta was sullen and conscious of ill-usage. "Have you fixed upon anything?" she said to Lucy that evening.

What were they supposed to do? On that special day, they simply decided that there should be a day's delay before Lady Fawn responded to Mrs. Greystock's letter—so she could think it over. Thinking it over meant that a further discussion would take place that night between Lady Fawn and her second daughter in her ladyship's bedroom. During this time, the overall discomfort at Fawn Court was made worse by a certain sulkiness from Augusta, the elder daughter, who knew that letters had arrived and consultations were happening—but she wasn’t included in those discussions. Ever since the day poor Augusta was assigned to Lizzie Eustace as her special family friend, there had always been a feeling that her position prevented her from sharing in the general wish to be rid of Lizzie; plus, poor Augusta was never fully trusted by the family’s main authority, Mrs. Hittaway. “She couldn’t keep it to herself even if you paid her gold to do it,” Mrs. Hittaway would say. As a result, Augusta was sullen and felt mistreated. “Have you settled on anything?” she asked Lucy that evening.

"Not quite;—only I am to go away."

"Not really; I just have to leave."

"I don't see why you should go away at all. Frederic doesn't come here so very often, and when he does come he doesn't say much to any one. I suppose it's all Amelia's doing."

"I don't see why you should leave at all. Frederic doesn't visit here very often, and when he does, he doesn't say much to anyone. I guess it's all Amelia's fault."

"Nobody wants me to go, only I feel that I ought. Mr. Greystock thinks it best."

"Nobody wants me to leave, but I feel like I should. Mr. Greystock thinks it's for the best."

"I suppose he's going to quarrel with us all."

"I guess he's going to argue with all of us."

"No, dear. I don't think he wants to quarrel with any one;—but above all he must not quarrel with me. Lord Fawn has quarrelled with him, and that's a misfortune,—just for the present."

"No, dear. I don’t think he wants to argue with anyone;—but above all, he must not argue with me. Lord Fawn has had a falling out with him, and that’s unfortunate,—at least for now."

"And where are you going?"

"And where are you headed?"

"Nothing has been settled yet; but we are talking of Lady Linlithgow,—if she will take me."

"Nothing has been decided yet, but we’re discussing Lady Linlithgow—if she’ll accept me."

"Lady Linlithgow! Oh dear!"

"Lady Linlithgow! Oh no!"

"Won't it do?"

"Isn't that good enough?"

"They say she is the most dreadful old woman in London. Lady Eustace told such stories about her."

"They say she's the most horrible old woman in London. Lady Eustace shared stories about her."

"Do you know, I think I shall rather like it."

"Do you know, I think I'm going to like it."

But things were very different with Lucy the next morning. That discussion in Lady Fawn's room was protracted till midnight, and then it was decided that just a word should be said to Lucy, so that, if possible, she might be induced to remain at Fawn Court. Lady Fawn was to say the word, and on the following morning she was closeted with Lucy. "My dear," she began, "we all want you to do us a particular favour." As she said this, she held Lucy by the hand, and no one looking at them would have thought that Lucy was a governess and that Lady Fawn was her employer.

But things were really different with Lucy the next morning. That conversation in Lady Fawn's room dragged on until midnight, and it was then decided that they should say a word to Lucy, so that, if possible, she might be encouraged to stay at Fawn Court. Lady Fawn was supposed to deliver this message, and the next morning she had a private talk with Lucy. "My dear," she started, "we all want to ask you a special favor." As she said this, she held Lucy's hand, and anyone observing them wouldn't have guessed that Lucy was a governess and that Lady Fawn was her employer.

"Dear Lady Fawn, indeed it is better that I should go."

"Dear Lady Fawn, it really is better for me to leave."

"Stay just one month."

"Just stay for a month."

"I couldn't do that, because then this chance of a home would be gone. Of course, we can't wait a month before we let Mrs. Greystock know."

"I can't do that because then this opportunity for a home would be gone. Of course, we can't wait a month to tell Mrs. Greystock."

"We must write to her, of course."

"We definitely need to write to her."

"And then, you see, Mr. Greystock wishes it." Lady Fawn knew that Lucy could be very firm, and had hardly hoped that anything could be done by simple persuasion. They had long been accustomed among themselves to call her obstinate, and knew that even in her acts of obedience she had a way of obeying after her own fashion. It was as well, therefore, that the thing to be said should be said at once.

"And then, you see, Mr. Greystock wants it." Lady Fawn knew that Lucy could be very stubborn and hardly believed that anything could be achieved through simple persuasion. They had long referred to her as obstinate among themselves and knew that even in her moments of obedience, she had a way of doing things her own way. It was best, therefore, that what needed to be said was said right away.

"My dear Lucy, has it ever occurred to you that there may be a slip between the cup and the lip?"

"My dear Lucy, have you ever thought that there might be a mistake between getting something ready and actually enjoying it?"

"What do you mean, Lady Fawn?"

"What do you mean, Lady Fawn?"

"That sometimes engagements take place which never become more than engagements. Look at Lord Fawn and Lady Eustace."

"Sometimes engagements happen that never go beyond just being engagements. Just look at Lord Fawn and Lady Eustace."

"Mr. Greystock and I are not like that," said Lucy, proudly.

"Mr. Greystock and I aren't like that," Lucy said proudly.

"Such things are very dreadful, Lucy, but they do happen."

"Those things are really scary, Lucy, but they do happen."

"Do you mean anything;—anything real, Lady Fawn?"

"Are you referring to anything;—anything real, Lady Fawn?"

"I have so strong a reliance on your good sense, that I will tell you just what I do mean. A rumour has reached me that Mr. Greystock is—paying more attention than he ought to do to Lady Eustace."

"I trust your judgment so much that I'll be straightforward with you. I've heard a rumor that Mr. Greystock is—paying more attention to Lady Eustace than he should."

"His own cousin!"

"His own cousin!"

"But people marry their cousins, Lucy."

"But people marry their cousins, Lucy."

"To whom he has always been just like a brother! I do think that is the cruellest thing. Because he sacrifices his time and his money and all his holidays to go and look after her affairs, this is to be said of him! She hasn't another human being to look after her, and, therefore, he is obliged to do it. Of course he has told me all about it. I do think, Lady Fawn,—I do think that is the greatest shame I ever heard!"

"To whom he has always been like a brother! I truly believe that's the most cruel thing. He spends his time, his money, and all his holidays to take care of her business, and this is what people say about him! She doesn’t have anyone else to look after her, so he has to do it. Of course, he’s filled me in on everything. I really think, Lady Fawn—I really think that's the biggest shame I've ever heard!"

"But if it should be true—?"

"But what if it is true—?"

"It isn't true."

"It's not true."

"But just for the sake of showing you, Lucy—; if it was to be true."

"But just to show you, Lucy—if it were true."

"It won't be true."

"It won't be real."

"Surely I may speak to you as your friend, Lucy. You needn't be so abrupt with me. Will you listen to me, Lucy?"

"Of course, I can talk to you as a friend, Lucy. You don’t have to be so harsh with me. Will you hear me out, Lucy?"

"Of course I will listen;—only nothing that anybody on earth could say about that would make me believe a word of it."

"Of course I'll listen;—but nothing anyone on earth could say about it would make me believe a word of it."

"Very well! Now just let me go on. If it were to be so—"

"Alright! Now just let me continue. If it were to be like this—

"Oh-h, Lady Fawn!"

"Oh, Lady Fawn!"

"Don't be foolish, Lucy. I will say what I've got to say. If—if— Let me see. Where was I? I mean just this. You had better remain here till things are a little more settled. Even if it be only a rumour,—and I'm sure I don't believe it's anything more,—you had better hear about it with us,—with friends round you, than with a perfect stranger like Lady Linlithgow. If anything were to go wrong there, you wouldn't know where to go for comfort. If anything were wrong with you here, you could come to me as though I were your mother.—Couldn't you, now?"

"Don't be silly, Lucy. I’ll say what I need to say. If—if— Let me think. Where was I? What I mean is this: you should stay here until things are a bit more settled. Even if it's just a rumor— and I honestly don’t think it’s anything more— it’s better to hear about it with us, with friends around you, than with a complete stranger like Lady Linlithgow. If anything went wrong there, you wouldn’t know where to turn for comfort. If something were wrong with you here, you could come to me like I was your mother. Couldn't you?"

"Indeed, indeed I could! And I will;—I always will. Lady Fawn, I love you and the dear darling girls better than all the world—except Mr. Greystock. If anything like that were to happen, I think I should creep here and ask to die in your house. But it won't. And just now it will be better that I should go away."

"Yes, I really could! And I will; I always will. Lady Fawn, I love you and the sweet girls more than anything in the world—except for Mr. Greystock. If something like that were to happen, I think I would come here and ask to die in your home. But it won't. Right now, it’s better for me to leave."

It was found at last that Lucy must have her way, and letters were written both to Mrs. Greystock and to Frank, requesting that the suggested overtures might at once be made to Lady Linlithgow. Lucy, in her letter to her lover, was more than ordinarily cheerful and jocose. She had a good deal to say about Lady Linlithgow that was really droll, and not a word to say indicative of the slightest fear in the direction of Lady Eustace. She spoke of poor Lizzie, and declared her conviction that that marriage never could come off now. "You mustn't be angry when I say that I can't break my heart for them, for I never did think that they were very much in love. As for Lord Fawn, of course he is my—ENEMY!" And she wrote the word in big letters. "And as for Lizzie,—she's your cousin, and all that. And she's ever so pretty, and all that. And she's as rich as Crœsus, and all that. But I don't think she'll break her own heart. I would break mine; only—only—only— You will understand the rest. If it should come to pass, I wonder whether 'the duchess' would ever let a poor creature see a friend of hers in Bruton Street?" Frank had once called Lady Linlithgow the duchess, after a certain popular picture in a certain popular book, and Lucy never forgot anything that Frank had said.

It was finally decided that Lucy would get her way, and letters were sent to both Mrs. Greystock and Frank, asking that the proposed introductions be made to Lady Linlithgow right away. In her letter to Frank, Lucy was especially cheerful and playful. She had a lot to say about Lady Linlithgow that was quite funny, and she didn’t show the slightest hint of concern about Lady Eustace. She mentioned poor Lizzie and expressed her belief that that marriage would never happen now. "You mustn't be upset when I say that I can't feel too brokenhearted for them, because I never really thought they were very much in love. As for Lord Fawn, of course, he is my—ENEMY!" And she wrote the word in capital letters. "And regarding Lizzie—she's your cousin and all that. She’s super pretty and all that. She’s as rich as Croesus, and all that. But I don't think she’ll break her own heart. I would break mine; only—only—only— You’ll get the rest. If it ever happens, I wonder if 'the duchess' would ever let a poor soul see a friend of hers in Bruton Street?" Frank had once called Lady Linlithgow the duchess, after a certain popular painting in a certain popular book, and Lucy never forgot anything Frank had said.

It did come to pass. Mrs. Greystock at once corresponded with Lady Linlithgow, and Lady Linlithgow, who was at Ramsgate for her autumn vacation, requested that Lucy Morris might be brought to see her at her house in London on the 2nd of October. Lady Linlithgow's autumn holiday always ended on the last day of September. On the 2nd of October Lady Fawn herself took Lucy up to Bruton Street, and Lady Linlithgow appeared. "Miss Morris," said Lady Fawn, "thinks it right that you should be told that she's engaged to be married." "Who to?" demanded the countess. Lucy was as red as fire, although she had especially made up her mind that she would not blush when the communication was made. "I don't know that she wishes me to mention the gentleman's name, just at present; but I can assure you that he is all that he ought to be." "I hate mysteries," said the countess. "If Lady Linlithgow—" began Lucy. "Oh, it's nothing to me," continued the old woman. "It won't come off for six months, I suppose?" Lucy gave a mute assurance that there would be no such difficulty as that. "And he can't come here, Miss Morris." To this Lucy said nothing. Perhaps she might win over even the countess, and if not, she must bear her six months of prolonged exclusion from the light of day. And so the matter was settled. Lucy was to be taken back to Richmond, and to come again on the following Monday. "I don't like this parting at all, Lucy," Lady Fawn said on her way home.

It happened. Mrs. Greystock immediately reached out to Lady Linlithgow, who was at Ramsgate for her autumn vacation. Lady Linlithgow requested that Lucy Morris be brought to her London house on October 2nd. Her autumn holiday always ended on the last day of September. On October 2nd, Lady Fawn personally took Lucy to Bruton Street, where Lady Linlithgow was waiting. "Miss Morris," said Lady Fawn, "thinks it's important for you to know that she’s engaged to be married." "To whom?" asked the countess. Lucy blushed deeply, even though she had specifically decided not to when delivering the news. "I’m not sure she wants me to say the gentleman’s name just yet, but I can assure you he’s everything he should be." "I dislike mysteries," said the countess. "If Lady Linlithgow—" started Lucy. "Oh, it’s of no concern to me," the old woman interrupted. "It won’t be happening for at least six months, I assume?" Lucy silently confirmed there wouldn’t be any issues like that. "And he can’t come here, Miss Morris." Lucy said nothing in response. Maybe she could even win over the countess, and if not, she would have to endure six more months out of the public eye. And so the situation was settled. Lucy would be taken back to Richmond and come again the following Monday. "I don’t like this goodbye at all, Lucy," Lady Fawn said on their way home.

"It is better so, Lady Fawn."

"It’s better this way, Lady Fawn."

"I hate people going away; but, somehow, you don't feel it as we do."

"I hate it when people leave; but, for some reason, you don't feel it the way we do."

"You wouldn't say that if you really knew what I do feel."

"You wouldn't say that if you truly understood how I feel."

"There was no reason why you should go. Frederic was getting not to care for it at all. What's Nina to do now? I can't get another governess after you. I hate all these sudden breaks up. And all for such a trumpery thing. If Frederic hasn't forgotten all about it, he ought."

"There’s no reason for you to leave. Frederic is starting not to care about it at all. What’s Nina supposed to do now? I can’t find another governess after you. I hate all these sudden breakups. And all for such a petty thing. If Frederic hasn’t forgotten about it, he should."

"It hasn't come altogether from him, Lady Fawn."

"It hasn't all come from him, Lady Fawn."

"How has it come, then?"

"How did this happen?"

"I suppose it is because of Mr. Greystock. I suppose when a girl has engaged herself to marry a man she must think more of him than of anything else."

"I guess it's because of Mr. Greystock. I think when a girl has promised to marry a guy, she has to care more about him than anything else."

"Why couldn't you think of him at Fawn Court?"

"Why couldn't you think of him at Fawn Court?"

"Because—because things have been unfortunate. He isn't your friend,—not as yet. Can't you understand, Lady Fawn, that, dear as you all must be to me, I must live in his friendships, and take his part when there is a part?"

"Because—because things have been tough. He isn't your friend—not yet. Can't you understand, Lady Fawn, that, as dear as you all are to me, I have to rely on his friendships and stand by him when it matters?"

"Then I suppose that you mean to hate all of us?" Lucy could only cry at hearing this;—whereupon Lady Fawn also burst into tears.

"Then I guess you plan to hate all of us?" Lucy could only cry upon hearing this;—and Lady Fawn started crying too.

On the Sunday before Lucy took her departure, Lord Fawn was again at Richmond. "Of course, you'll come down,—just as if nothing had happened," said Lydia. "We'll see," said Lucy. "Mamma will be very angry if you don't," said Lydia.

On the Sunday before Lucy left, Lord Fawn was back at Richmond. "Of course, you'll come down—just like nothing happened," Lydia said. "We'll see," Lucy replied. "Mom will be really angry if you don’t," Lydia warned.

But Lucy had a little plot in her head, and her appearance at the dinner-table on that Sunday must depend on the manner in which her plot was executed. After church, Lord Fawn would always hang about the grounds for awhile before going into the house; and on this morning Lucy also remained outside. She soon found her opportunity, and walked straight up to him, following him on the path. "Lord Fawn," she said, "I have come to beg your pardon."

But Lucy had a little plan in her head, and whether she showed up at the dinner table that Sunday depended on how her plan played out. After church, Lord Fawn would usually linger around the grounds for a while before going into the house; and that morning, Lucy stayed outside too. She quickly saw her chance and walked right up to him, following him on the path. "Lord Fawn," she said, "I’ve come to ask for your forgiveness."

He had turned round hearing footsteps behind him, but still was startled and unready. "It does not matter at all," he said.

He turned around when he heard footsteps behind him, but he was still startled and caught off guard. "It doesn’t matter at all," he said.

"It matters to me, because I behaved badly."

"It matters to me because I didn't act right."

"What I said about Mr. Greystock wasn't intended to be said to you, you know."

"What I said about Mr. Greystock wasn't meant for you, you know."

"Even if it was it would make no matter. I don't mean to think of that now. I beg your pardon because I said what I ought not to have said."

"Even if it were, it wouldn't change anything. I don't want to think about that right now. I'm sorry for saying what I shouldn't have said."

"You see, Miss Morris, that as the head of this family—"

"You see, Miss Morris, that as the head of this family—"

"If I had said it to Juniper, I would have begged his pardon." Now Juniper was the gardener, and Lord Fawn did not quite like the way in which the thing was put to him. The cloud came across his brow, and he began to fear that she would again insult him. "I oughtn't to accuse anybody of an untruth,—not in that way; and I am very sorry for what I did, and I beg your pardon." Then she turned as though she were going back to the house.

"If I had said it to Juniper, I would have apologized to him." Now, Juniper was the gardener, and Lord Fawn wasn't too pleased with how that was phrased. A frown crossed his face, and he started to worry that she would insult him again. "I shouldn't accuse anyone of lying—not like that; and I regret what I did, and I'm sorry." Then she turned as if she were heading back to the house.

But he stopped her. "Miss Morris, if it will suit you to stay with my mother, I will never say a word against it."

But he stopped her. "Miss Morris, if you'd prefer to stay with my mom, I won’t say a word against it."

"It is quite settled that I am to go to-morrow, Lord Fawn. Only for that I would not have troubled you again."

"It’s definitely decided that I’ll be leaving tomorrow, Lord Fawn. I wouldn’t have bothered you again if it weren’t for that."

Then she did turn towards the house, but he recalled her. "We will shake hands, at any rate," he said, "and not part as enemies." So they shook hands, and Lucy came down and sat in his company at the dinner-table.

Then she turned towards the house, but he stopped her. "We'll shake hands, at least," he said, "and not leave as enemies." So they shook hands, and Lucy came down and joined him at the dinner table.

 

 

CHAPTER XXXIV

Lady Linlithgow at Home
 

Lucy, in her letter to her lover, had distinctly asked whether she might tell Lady Linlithgow the name of her future husband, but had received no reply when she was taken to Bruton Street. The parting at Richmond was very painful, and Lady Fawn had declared herself quite unable to make another journey up to London with the ungrateful runagate. Though there was no diminution of affection among the Fawns, there was a general feeling that Lucy was behaving badly. That obstinacy of hers was getting the better of her. Why should she have gone? Even Lord Fawn had expressed his desire that she should remain. And then, in the breasts of the wise ones, all faith in the Greystock engagement had nearly vanished. Another letter had come from Mrs. Hittaway, who now declared that it was already understood about Portray that Lady Eustace intended to marry her cousin. This was described as a terrible crime on the part of Lizzie, though the antagonistic crime of a remaining desire to marry Lord Fawn was still imputed to her. And, of course, the one crime heightened the other. So that words from the eloquent pen of Mrs. Hittaway failed to make dark enough the blackness of poor Lizzie's character. As for Mr. Greystock, he was simply a heartless man of the world, wishing to feather his nest. Mrs. Hittaway did not for a moment believe that he had ever dreamed of marrying Lucy Morris. Men always have three or four little excitements of that kind going on for the amusement of their leisure hours,—so, at least, said Mrs. Hittaway. "The girl had better be told at once." Such was her decision about poor Lucy. "I can't do more than I have done," said Lady Fawn to Augusta. "She'll never get over it, mamma; never," said Augusta.

Lucy, in her letter to her lover, clearly asked if she could tell Lady Linlithgow the name of her future husband, but she hadn’t received a response when she was taken to Bruton Street. Parting at Richmond was very painful, and Lady Fawn had said she simply couldn’t make another trip to London with the ungrateful runaway. While the Fawns still cared for Lucy, there was a general feeling that she was acting poorly. Her stubbornness was getting the better of her. Why did she even leave? Even Lord Fawn had expressed his wish for her to stay. Furthermore, among the wise ones, all faith in the Greystock engagement was nearly gone. Another letter had arrived from Mrs. Hittaway, who now claimed it was already known that Lady Eustace planned to marry her cousin. This was labeled a terrible crime by Lizzie, though her continued desire to marry Lord Fawn was still seen as a serious offense against her. Naturally, one crime only intensified the other. Therefore, the eloquent words from Mrs. Hittaway couldn't capture the true darkness of Lizzie's character. As for Mr. Greystock, he was simply a heartless man focused on his own interests, looking to secure his future. Mrs. Hittaway didn't believe for a second that he ever considered marrying Lucy Morris. Men usually have three or four little flings like that to keep themselves entertained, or so Mrs. Hittaway thought. "The girl needs to be told right away." That was her conclusion about poor Lucy. "I can't do more than I've done," Lady Fawn told Augusta. "She'll never get over this, mom; never," said Augusta.

Nothing more was said, and Lucy was sent off in the family carriage. Lydia and Nina were sent with her, and though there was some weeping on the journey, there was also much laughing. The character of the "duchess" was discussed very much at large, and many promises were made as to long letters. Lucy, in truth, was not unhappy. She would be nearer to Frank; and then it had been almost promised her that she should go to the deanery, after a residence of six months with Lady Linlithgow. At the deanery of course she would see Frank; and she also understood that a long visit to the deanery would be the surest prelude to that home of her own of which she was always dreaming.

Nothing more was said, and Lucy was sent off in the family carriage. Lydia and Nina went with her, and although there were some tears during the journey, there was also a lot of laughter. They talked a lot about the character of the "duchess," and made many promises to write long letters. Lucy wasn’t really unhappy. She would be closer to Frank, and it was almost promised that she would go to the deanery after spending six months with Lady Linlithgow. At the deanery, she would definitely see Frank; and she also understood that a long stay there would be the best way to get to that dream home she was always imagining.

"Dear me;—sent you up in the carriage, has she? Why shouldn't you have come by the railway?"

"Wow; she sent you up in the car, huh? Why didn't you just take the train?"

"Lady Fawn thought the carriage best. She is so very kind."

"Lady Fawn thought the carriage was the best option. She is really kind."

"It's what I call twaddle, you know. I hope you ain't afraid of going in a cab."

"It's what I call nonsense, you know. I hope you're not scared of getting in a cab."

"Not in the least, Lady Linlithgow."

"Not at all, Lady Linlithgow."

"You can't have the carriage to go about here. Indeed, I never have a pair of horses till after Christmas. I hope you know that I'm as poor as Job."

"You can’t use the carriage to get around here. Honestly, I never have a pair of horses until after Christmas. I hope you realize I’m as broke as Job."

"I didn't know."

"I had no idea."

"I am, then. You'll get nothing beyond wholesome food with me. And I'm not sure it is wholesome always. The butchers are scoundrels, and the bakers are worse. What used you to do at Lady Fawn's?"

"I am, indeed. You’ll only get good food with me. And I'm not sure it’s always good. The butchers are crooks, and the bakers are even worse. What did you usually do at Lady Fawn's?"

"I still did lessons with the two youngest girls."

"I still had lessons with the two youngest girls."

"You won't have any lessons to do here, unless you do 'em with me. You had a salary there?"

"You won't have any lessons to do here, unless you do them with me. Did you have a salary there?"

"Oh yes."

"Absolutely."

"Fifty pounds a year, I suppose."

"Fifty bucks a year, I guess."

"I had eighty."

"I had 80."

"Had you, indeed; eighty pounds;—and a coach to ride in!"

"Really? Eighty pounds—and a coach to ride in!"

"I had a great deal more than that, Lady Linlithgow."

"I had way more than that, Lady Linlithgow."

"How do you mean?"

"What do you mean?"

"I had downright love and affection. They were just so many dear friends. I don't suppose any governess was ever so treated before. It was just like being at home. The more I laughed, the better every one liked it."

"I felt true love and affection. They were so many close friends. I doubt any governess has ever been treated this way before. It felt just like home. The more I laughed, the more everyone enjoyed it."

"You won't find anything to laugh at here; at least, I don't. If you want to laugh, you can laugh up-stairs, or down in the parlour."

"You won't find anything funny here; at least, I don't. If you want to laugh, you can laugh upstairs or down in the parlor."

"I can do without laughing for a while."

"I can skip laughing for a bit."

"That's lucky, Miss Morris. If they were all so good to you, what made you come away? They sent you away, didn't they?"

"That's lucky, Miss Morris. If they were all so good to you, why did you leave? They sent you away, right?"

"Well;—I don't know that I can explain it just all. There were a great many things together. No;—they didn't send me away. I came away because it suited."

"Well;—I can't say I can explain it all. There were a lot of things going on at once. No;—they didn't kick me out. I left because it worked for me."

"It was something to do with your having a lover, I suppose." To this Lucy thought it best to make no answer, and the conversation for a while was dropped.

"It had something to do with you having a lover, I guess." To this, Lucy felt it was better not to respond, and the conversation was paused for a while.

Lucy had arrived at about half-past three, and Lady Linlithgow was then sitting in the drawing-room. After the first series of questions and answers, Lucy was allowed to go up to her room, and on her return to the drawing-room, found the countess still sitting upright in her chair. She was now busy with accounts, and at first took no notice of Lucy's return. What were to be the companion's duties? What tasks in the house were to be assigned to her? What hours were to be her own; and what was to be done in those of which the countess would demand the use? Up to the present moment nothing had been said of all this. She had simply been told that she was to be Lady Linlithgow's companion,—without salary, indeed,—but receiving shelter, guardianship, and bread and meat in return for her services. She took up a book from the table and sat with it for ten minutes. It was Tupper's great poem, and she attempted to read it. Lady Linlithgow sat, totting up her figures, but said nothing. She had not spoken a word since Lucy's return to the room; and as the great poem did not at first fascinate the new companion,—whose mind not unnaturally was somewhat disturbed,—Lucy ventured upon a question. "Is there anything I can do for you, Lady Linlithgow?"

Lucy arrived around 3:30, and Lady Linlithgow was sitting in the drawing room at that time. After the initial round of questions and answers, Lucy was allowed to go to her room, and when she returned to the drawing room, she found the countess still sitting upright in her chair. She was now focused on her accounts and initially didn’t acknowledge Lucy’s return. What would the companion's responsibilities be? What tasks around the house would she be assigned? What hours would be her own, and what would the countess require of her during the hours she would need her? Up until now, none of this had been discussed. She had just been told she was to be Lady Linlithgow’s companion—without a salary, of course—but with room and board in exchange for her services. She picked up a book from the table and sat with it for ten minutes. It was Tupper's famous poem, and she tried to read it. Lady Linlithgow was busy calculating her figures but didn’t say anything. She hadn’t spoken a word since Lucy returned to the room, and since the grand poem wasn’t captivating the new companion—whose mind was understandably a bit unsettled—Lucy decided to ask, “Is there anything I can do for you, Lady Linlithgow?”

"Do you know about figures?"

"Do you know about stats?"

"Oh, yes. I consider myself quite a ready-reckoner."

"Oh, yes. I think of myself as quite a quick problem solver."

"Can you make two and two come to five on one side of the sheet, and only come to three on the other?"

"Can you make two plus two equal five on one side of the sheet, and only equal three on the other?"

"I'm afraid I can't do that, and prove it afterwards."

"I'm sorry, but I can't do that, and show proof afterwards."

"Then you ain't worth anything to me." Having so declared, Lady Linlithgow went on with her accounts and Lucy relapsed into her great poem.

"Then you're not worth anything to me." After saying that, Lady Linlithgow continued with her accounts and Lucy went back to her epic poem.

"No, my dear," said the countess, when she had completed her work. "There isn't anything for you to do. I hope you haven't come here with that mistaken idea. There won't be any sort of work of any kind expected from you. I poke my own fires, and I carve my own bit of mutton. And I haven't got a nasty little dog to be washed. And I don't care twopence about worsted work. I have a maid to darn my stockings, and because she has to work, I pay her wages. I don't like being alone, so I get you to come and live with me. I breakfast at nine, and if you don't manage to be down by that time, I shall be cross."

"No, my dear," said the countess, after finishing her task. "There's nothing for you to do. I really hope you didn't come here thinking that. I don’t expect any kind of work from you. I tend to my own fires, and I prepare my own slices of mutton. And I don't have a little dog that needs washing. I'm not interested in knitting. I have a maid to mend my stockings, and since she works, I pay her. I don’t like being alone, so I asked you to come and stay with me. I have breakfast at nine, and if you’re not down by then, I’ll be upset."

"I'm always up long before that."

"I'm always up long before that."

"There's lunch at two,—just bread and butter and cheese, and perhaps a bit of cold meat. There's dinner at seven;—and very bad it is, because they don't have any good meat in London. Down in Fifeshire the meat's a deal better than it is here, only I never go there now. At half-past ten I go to bed. It's a pity you're so young, because I don't know what you'll do about going out. Perhaps, as you ain't pretty, it won't signify."

"There's lunch at two—just bread and butter and cheese, and maybe some cold meat. Dinner is at seven—and it’s pretty terrible because they don’t have any good meat in London. Down in Fifeshire, the meat is way better than it is here, but I don’t go there anymore. I go to bed at half-past ten. It’s a shame you’re so young because I don’t know what you’ll do about going out. Maybe since you’re not pretty, it won’t matter."

"Not at all, I should think," said Lucy.

"Not at all, I would think," said Lucy.

"Perhaps you consider yourself pretty. It's all altered now since I was young. Girls make monsters of themselves, and I'm told the men like it;—going about with unclean, frowsy structures on their heads, enough to make a dog sick. They used to be clean and sweet and nice,—what one would like to kiss. How a man can like to kiss a face with a dirty horse's tail all whizzing about it, is what I can't at all understand. I don't think they do like it, but they have to do it."

"Maybe you think you're attractive. Things have changed a lot since I was younger. Girls turn themselves into monsters, and I hear men like it;—walking around with nasty, messy hairdos that could make a dog sick. They used to be clean, sweet, and nice — what you'd actually want to kiss. I really can’t understand how a man would want to kiss a face with a dirty hairdo flailing around. I don’t believe they actually like it, but they feel like they have to go along with it."

"I haven't even a pony's tail," said Lucy.

"I don't even have a ponytail," said Lucy.

"They do like to kiss you, I daresay."

"They really like to kiss you, I must say."

"No, they don't," ejaculated Lucy, not knowing what answer to make.

"No, they don't," Lucy exclaimed, unsure of how to respond.

"I haven't hardly looked at you, but you didn't seem to me to be a beauty."

"I barely looked at you, but you didn’t seem like a beauty to me."

"You're quite right about that, Lady Linlithgow."

"You're absolutely right about that, Lady Linlithgow."

"I hate beauties. My niece, Lizzie Eustace, is a beauty; and I think that, of all the heartless creatures in the world, she is the most heartless."

"I can't stand beautiful people. My niece, Lizzie Eustace, is beautiful; and I believe that, out of all the cold-hearted people in the world, she is the coldest."

"I know Lady Eustace very well."

"I know Lady Eustace really well."

"Of course you do. She was a Greystock, and you know the Greystocks. And she was down staying with old Lady Fawn at Richmond. I should think old Lady Fawn had a time with her;—hadn't she?"

"Of course you do. She was a Greystock, and you know the Greystocks. And she was staying with old Lady Fawn in Richmond. I bet old Lady Fawn had quite a time with her; didn’t she?"

"It didn't go off very well."

"It didn't go well."

"Lizzie would be too much for the Fawns, I should think. She was too much for me, I know. She's about as bad as anybody ever was. She's false, dishonest, heartless, cruel, irreligious, ungrateful, mean, ignorant, greedy, and vile!"

"Lizzie would be overwhelming for the Fawns, I believe. She was too much for me, that’s for sure. She's as bad as anyone could ever be. She's deceitful, dishonest, cold-hearted, cruel, irreligious, ungrateful, mean, ignorant, greedy, and disgusting!"

"Good gracious, Lady Linlithgow!"

"Wow, Lady Linlithgow!"

"She's all that, and a great deal worse. But she is handsome. I don't know that I ever saw a prettier woman. I generally go out in a cab at three o'clock, but I sha'n't want you to go with me. I don't know what you can do. Macnulty used to walk round Grosvenor Square and think that people mistook her for a lady of quality. You mustn't go and walk round Grosvenor Square by yourself, you know. Not that I care."

"She's everything and a whole lot more. But she's definitely attractive. I can't recall ever seeing a prettier woman. I usually take a cab at three o'clock, but I don't want you to come with me. I'm not sure what you can do. Macnulty used to walk around Grosvenor Square thinking people mistook her for a high-class lady. You really shouldn't go walking around Grosvenor Square by yourself, you know. Not that it matters to me."

"I'm not a bit afraid of anybody," said Lucy.

"I'm not scared of anyone," said Lucy.

"Now you know all about it. There isn't anything for you to do. There are Miss Edgeworth's novels down-stairs, and 'Pride and Prejudice' in my bed-room. I don't subscribe to Mudie's, because when I asked for 'Adam Bede,' they always sent me the 'Bandit Chief.' Perhaps you can borrow books from your friends at Richmond. I daresay Mrs. Greystock has told you that I'm very cross."

"Now you know everything. There's nothing more for you to do. Miss Edgeworth's novels are downstairs, and 'Pride and Prejudice' is in my bedroom. I don't subscribe to Mudie's anymore because when I requested 'Adam Bede,' they kept sending me the 'Bandit Chief' instead. Maybe you can borrow books from your friends in Richmond. I'm sure Mrs. Greystock has mentioned that I'm quite grumpy."

"I haven't seen Mrs. Greystock for ever so long."

"I haven't seen Mrs. Greystock in such a long time."

"Then Lady Fawn has told you,—or somebody. When the wind is east, or north-east, or even north, I am cross, for I have the lumbago. It's all very well talking about being good-humoured. You can't be good-humoured with the lumbago. And I have the gout sometimes in my knee. I'm cross enough then, and so you'd be. And, among 'em all, I don't get much above half what I ought to have out of my jointure. That makes me very cross. My teeth are bad, and I like to have the meat tender. But it's always tough, and that makes me cross. And when people go against the grain with me, as Lizzie Eustace always did, then I'm very cross."

"Then Lady Fawn must have told you—or someone else did. When the wind is coming from the east, or northeast, or even north, I get grumpy because I have sciatica. It’s easy to talk about being in a good mood, but it's hard to do that when you're dealing with pain. And sometimes I have gout in my knee. I'm really irritable then, and you would be too. Plus, among all these issues, I rarely get the full amount I should receive from my inheritance. That really frustrates me. My teeth are in bad shape, and I prefer my meat to be tender. But it’s always tough, which adds to my annoyance. And when people rub me the wrong way, like Lizzie Eustace always does, that really gets on my nerves."

"I hope you won't be very bad with me," said Lucy.

"I hope you won't be too harsh with me," said Lucy.

"I don't bite, if you mean that," said her ladyship.

"I don't bite if that's what you mean," said her ladyship.

"I'd sooner be bitten than barked at,—sometimes," said Lucy.

"I'd rather be bitten than barked at, sometimes," said Lucy.

"Humph!" said the old woman, and then she went back to her accounts.

"Humph!" said the old woman, and then she returned to her accounts.

Lucy had a few books of her own, and she determined to ask Frank to send her some. Books are cheap things, and she would not mind asking him for magazines, and numbers, and perhaps for the loan of a few volumes. In the meantime she did read Tupper's poem, and "Pride and Prejudice," and one of Miss Edgeworth's novels,—probably for the third time. During the first week in Bruton Street she would have been comfortable enough, only that she had not received a line from Frank. That Frank was not specially good at writing letters she had already taught herself to understand. She was inclined to believe that but few men of business do write letters willingly, and that, of all men, lawyers are the least willing to do so. How reasonable it was that a man who had to perform a great part of his daily work with a pen in his hand, should loathe a pen when not at work. To her the writing of letters was perhaps the most delightful occupation of her life, and the writing of letters to her lover was a foretaste of heaven; but then men, as she knew, are very different from women. And she knew this also,—that of all her immediate duties, no duty could be clearer than that of abstaining from all jealousy, petulance, and impatient expectation of little attentions. He loved her, and had told her so, and had promised her that she should be his wife, and that ought to be enough for her. She was longing for a letter, because she was very anxious to know whether she might mention his name to Lady Linlithgow;—but she would abstain from any idea of blaming him because the letter did not come.

Lucy had a few of her own books, and she decided to ask Frank to send her some. Books are inexpensive, and she wouldn't mind asking him for magazines and a few copies, or maybe even borrowing a few volumes. In the meantime, she read Tupper's poem, "Pride and Prejudice," and one of Miss Edgeworth's novels—probably for the third time. During her first week in Bruton Street, she would have been comfortable enough, if only she hadn't received a single word from Frank. She had learned to accept that Frank wasn't great at writing letters. She believed that very few businessmen enjoy writing letters, and that lawyers, in particular, are the least likely to do so. It made sense that a man who spent most of his day with a pen in hand would dislike using one when he wasn’t working. For her, writing letters was perhaps the most enjoyable thing in her life, and writing letters to her lover felt like a taste of heaven. But she also knew that men are very different from women. And she understood this too—out of all her responsibilities, none was clearer than to avoid jealousy, sulkiness, and the impatient expectation of small gestures. He loved her, had told her so, and promised that she would be his wife, and that should be enough for her. She was eager for a letter because she was anxious to find out if she could mention his name to Lady Linlithgow; however, she would refrain from blaming him for the absence of a letter.

On various occasions the countess showed some little curiosity about the lover; and at last, after about ten days, when she found herself beginning to be intimate with her new companion, she put the question point-blank. "I hate mysteries," she said. "Who is the young man you are to marry?"

On several occasions, the countess expressed some curiosity about the lover, and finally, after about ten days, as she started to get close to her new companion, she asked directly. "I hate mysteries," she said. "Who is the young man you're going to marry?"

"He is a gentleman I've known a long time."

"He is a guy I've known for a long time."

"That's no answer."

"That's not an answer."

"I don't want to tell his name quite yet, Lady Linlithgow."

"I don't want to give his name just yet, Lady Linlithgow."

"Why shouldn't you tell his name, unless it's something improper? Is he a gentleman?"

"Why shouldn't you say his name, unless it's something inappropriate? Is he a gentleman?"

"Yes;—he is a gentleman."

"Yes, he’s a gentleman."

"And how old?"

"And what’s your age?"

"Oh, I don't know;—perhaps thirty-two."

"Oh, I don't know—maybe thirty-two."

"And has he any money?"

"Does he have any money?"

"He has his profession."

"He has a job."

"I don't like these kind of secrets, Miss Morris. If you won't say who he is, what was the good of telling me that you were engaged at all? How is a person to believe it?"

"I don't like these kinds of secrets, Miss Morris. If you won't say who he is, what was the point of telling me that you were engaged at all? How is anyone supposed to believe it?"

"I don't want you to believe it."

"I don't want you to believe that."

"Highty, tighty!"

"Highty, tighty!"

"I told you my own part of the affair, because I thought you ought to know it as I was coming into your house. But I don't see that you ought to know his part of it. As for not believing, I suppose you believed Lady Fawn?"

"I shared my side of the story because I thought you should know it as I was entering your home. But I don’t think you need to know his side. As for disbelief, I guess you believed Lady Fawn?"

"Not a bit better than I believe you. People don't always tell truth because they have titles, nor yet because they've grown old. He don't live in London;—does he?"

"Not at all better than I believe you. People don’t always tell the truth just because they have titles or because they’re older. He doesn’t live in London, does he?"

"He generally lives in London. He is a barrister."

"He usually lives in London. He is a lawyer."

"Oh,—oh; a barrister is he. They're always making a heap of money, or else none at all. Which is it with him?"

"Oh, oh; he's a lawyer. They either make a lot of money or none at all. Which one is he?"

"He makes something."

"He's creating something."

"As much as you could put in your eye and see none the worse." To see the old lady, as she made this suggestion, turn sharp round upon Lucy, was as good as a play. "My sister's nephew, the dean's son, is one of the best of the rising ones, I'm told." Lucy blushed up to her hair, but the dowager's back was turned, and she did not see the blushes. "But he's in Parliament, and they tell me he spends his money faster than he makes it. I suppose you know him?"

"As much as you could put in your eye and not be any worse off." Watching the old lady turn sharply to Lucy as she said this was like watching a performance. "My sister's nephew, the dean's son, is one of the best up-and-comers, or so I've heard." Lucy blushed all the way to her hairline, but the dowager's back was turned, so she didn't notice. "But he's in Parliament, and I've heard he spends his money faster than he earns it. I assume you know him?"

"Yes;—I knew him at Bobsborough."

"Yeah; I knew him in Bobsborough."

"It's my belief that after all this fuss about Lord Fawn, he'll marry his cousin, Lizzie Eustace. If he's a lawyer, and as sharp as they say, I suppose he could manage her. I wish he would."

"It's my belief that after all the drama around Lord Fawn, he'll end up marrying his cousin, Lizzie Eustace. If he's a lawyer and as clever as everyone says, I guess he could handle her. I wish he would."

"And she so bad as you say she is!"

"And she's as bad as you say she is!"

"She'll be sure to get somebody, and why shouldn't he have her money as well as another? There never was a Greystock who didn't want money. That's what it will come to;—you'll see."

"She'll definitely get someone, and why shouldn't he have her money too? There’s never been a Greystock who didn't want money. That's what it'll come down to;—you'll see."

"Never," said Lucy decidedly.

"Never," Lucy said firmly.

"And why not?"

"And why not?"

"What I mean is that Mr. Greystock is,—at least, I should think so from what I hear,—the very last man in the world to marry for money."

"What I mean is that Mr. Greystock is—at least, that's what I gather from what I've heard—the absolute last person in the world who would marry for money."

"What do you know of what a man would do?"

"What do you know about what a man would do?"

"It would be a very mean thing;—particularly if he does not love her."

"It would be really cruel, especially if he doesn't love her."

"Bother!" said the countess. "They were very near it in town last year before Lord Fawn came up at all. I knew as much as that. And it's what they'll come to before they've done."

"Bother!" said the countess. "They were very close to it in town last year before Lord Fawn even showed up. I knew that much. And it's what they'll end up with before it's all over."

"They'll never come to it," said Lucy.

"They'll never get it," said Lucy.

Then a sudden light flashed across the astute mind of the countess. She turned round in her chair, and sat for awhile silent, looking at Lucy. Then she slowly asked another question. "He isn't your young man;—is he?" To this Lucy made no reply. "So that's it, is it?" said the dowager. "You've done me the honour of making my house your home till my own sister's nephew shall be ready to marry you?"

Then a sudden light sparked in the clever mind of the countess. She turned in her chair and sat quietly for a moment, watching Lucy. Then she slowly asked another question. "He's not your boyfriend, is he?" Lucy didn't respond. "So that's what this is about?" the dowager said. "You've honored me by making my house your home until my sister's nephew is ready to marry you?"

"And why not?" said Lucy, rather roughly.

"And why not?" Lucy said, a bit harshly.

"And dame Greystock, from Bobsborough, has sent you here to keep you out of her son's way. I see it all. And that old frump at Richmond has passed you over to me because she did not choose to have such goings on under her own eye."

"And Lady Greystock, from Bobsborough, has sent you here to keep you away from her son. I get it now. And that old busybody in Richmond has handed you off to me because she didn’t want that kind of drama right in front of her."

"There have been no goings on," said Lucy.

"There hasn't been anything happening," Lucy said.

"And he's to come here, I suppose, when my back's turned?"

"And he's going to come here, I guess, when I'm not looking?"

"He is not thinking of coming here. I don't know what you mean. Nobody has done anything wrong to you. I don't know why you say such cruel things."

"He’s not thinking about coming here. I don’t understand what you mean. No one has done anything wrong to you. I don’t know why you’re saying such hurtful things."

"He can't afford to marry you, you know."

"He can't afford to marry you, you know."

"I don't know anything about it. Perhaps we must wait ever so long;—five years. That's nobody's business but my own."

"I don’t know anything about it. Maybe we have to wait a really long time—five years. That’s nobody’s concern but mine."

"I found it all out;—didn't I?"

"I figured it all out; didn't I?"

"Yes;—you found it out."

"Yes, you figured it out."

"I'm thinking of that sly old dame Greystock at Bobsborough,—sending you here!" Neither on that nor on the two following days did Lady Linlithgow say a word further to Lucy about her engagement.

"I'm thinking about that crafty old lady Greystock at Bobsborough—sending you here!" Neither on that nor on the two days that followed did Lady Linlithgow mention anything else to Lucy about her engagement.

 

 

CHAPTER XXXV

Too Bad for Sympathy
 

When Frank Greystock left Bobsborough to go to Scotland, he had not said that he would return, nor had he at that time made up his mind whether he would do so or no. He had promised to go and shoot in Norfolk, and had half undertaken to be up in London with Herriot, working. Though it was holiday-time, still there was plenty of work for him to do,—various heavy cases to get up, and papers to be read, if only he could settle himself down to the doing of it. But the scenes down in Scotland had been of a nature to make him unfit for steady labour. How was he to sail his bark through the rocks by which his present voyage was rendered so dangerous? Of course, to the reader, the way to do so seems to be clear enough. To work hard at his profession; to explain to his cousin that she had altogether mistaken his feelings; and to be true to Lucy Morris was so manifestly his duty, that to no reader will it appear possible that to any gentleman there could be a doubt. Instead of the existence of a difficulty, there was a flood of light upon his path,—so the reader will think;—a flood so clear that not to see his way was impossible. A man carried away by abnormal appetites, and wickedness, and the devil, may of course commit murder, or forge bills, or become a fraudulent director of a bankrupt company. And so may a man be untrue to his troth,—and leave true love in pursuit of tinsel, and beauty, and false words, and a large income. But why should one tell the story of creatures so base? One does not willingly grovel in gutters, or breathe fetid atmospheres, or live upon garbage. If we are to deal with heroes and heroines, let us, at any rate, have heroes and heroines who are above such meanness as falsehood in love. This Frank Greystock must be little better than a mean villain, if he allows himself to be turned from his allegiance to Lucy Morris for an hour by the seductions and money of such a one as Lizzie Eustace.

When Frank Greystock left Bobsborough to go to Scotland, he hadn’t said he would come back, nor had he made up his mind about it at that time. He had promised to go shooting in Norfolk and had somewhat committed to working in London with Herriot. Even though it was holiday season, there was still a lot of work for him to do—various heavy cases to prepare and papers to read, if only he could focus on getting it done. But the experiences he had in Scotland made it hard for him to concentrate on steady work. How could he navigate through the challenges that made his current situation so risky? Of course, to the reader, the way forward seems perfectly clear. He should work hard at his profession; clarify to his cousin that she completely misunderstood his feelings; and remain loyal to Lucy Morris. It’s so obviously his duty that no reader could think a gentleman would have any doubts. Instead of facing a dilemma, there seems to be a bright path ahead—a brightness so obvious that it's impossible not to see it. A man driven by excessive desires and wrongdoings might commit murder, forge checks, or become a fraudulent director of a bankrupt company. And similarly, a man can betray his vows—chasing after superficial attractions, false beauty, empty words, and a big paycheck. But why should we tell the stories of such despicable characters? No one willingly wallows in filth, breathes in foul air, or feeds on trash. If we’re going to talk about heroes and heroines, let’s at least have ones who rise above the pettiness of dishonesty in love. Frank Greystock would be no better than a petty villain if he allowed himself to be swayed from his loyalty to Lucy Morris, even for a moment, by the temptations and wealth of someone like Lizzie Eustace.

We know the dear old rhyme:—
 

We know the beloved old rhyme:—

"It is good to be merry and wise,
It is good to be honest and true,
It is good to be off with the old love
Before you are on with the new."
 

"It's great to be happy and smart,
It's great to be honest and authentic,
It's great to move on from the old love
Before you start a new one."

There was never better truth spoken than this, and if all men and women could follow the advice here given, there would be very little sorrow in the world. But men and women do not follow it. They are no more able to do so than they are to use a spear, the staff of which is like a weaver's beam, or to fight with the sword Excalibur. The more they exercise their arms, the nearer will they get to using the giant's weapon,—or even the weapon that is divine. But as things are at present, their limbs are limp and their muscles soft, and over-feeding impedes their breath. They attempt to be merry without being wise, and have theories about truth and honesty with which they desire to shackle others, thinking that freedom from such trammels may be good for themselves. And in that matter of love,—though love is very potent,—treachery will sometimes seem to be prudence, and a hankering after new delights will often interfere with real devotion.

There has never been a truer statement than this, and if everyone could follow the advice given here, there would be much less sorrow in the world. But people don’t follow it. They are just as unable to do so as they are to wield a spear, the shaft of which is like a weaver's beam, or to fight with the sword Excalibur. The more they practice, the closer they will get to wielding a giant's weapon—or even a divine one. But right now, their limbs are weak and their muscles are flabby, and overeating hinders their breath. They try to be happy without being wise, and they have theories about truth and honesty that they want to impose on others, thinking that being free from such constraints might be good for them. And when it comes to love—though love is very powerful—betrayal can sometimes seem like a wise choice, and a craving for new experiences often disrupts true commitment.

It is very easy to depict a hero,—a man absolutely stainless, perfect as an Arthur,—a man honest in all his dealings, equal to all trials, true in all his speech, indifferent to his own prosperity, struggling for the general good, and, above all, faithful in love. At any rate, it is as easy to do that as to tell of the man who is one hour good and the next bad, who aspires greatly but fails in practice, who sees the higher but too often follows the lower course. There arose at one time a school of art, which delighted to paint the human face as perfect in beauty; and from that time to this we are discontented unless every woman is drawn for us as a Venus, or, at least, a Madonna. I do not know that we have gained much by this untrue portraiture, either in beauty or in art. There may be made for us a pretty thing to look at, no doubt;—but we know that that pretty thing is not really visaged as the mistress whom we serve, and whose lineaments we desire to perpetuate on the canvas. The winds of heaven, or the flesh-pots of Egypt, or the midnight gas,—passions, pains, and, perhaps, rouge and powder, have made her something different. But there still is the fire of her eye, and the eager eloquence of her mouth, and something, too, perhaps, left of the departing innocence of youth, which the painter might give us without the Venus or the Madonna touches. But the painter does not dare to do it. Indeed, he has painted so long after the other fashion that he would hate the canvas before him, were he to give way to the rouge-begotten roughness or to the flesh-pots,—or even to the winds. And how, my lord, would you, who are giving hundreds, more than hundreds, for this portrait of your dear one, like to see it in print from the art critic of the day, that she is a brazen-faced hoyden who seems to have had a glass of wine too much, or to have been making hay?

It's really easy to portray a hero—someone completely flawless, perfect like Arthur—someone who is honest in all his dealings, ready for any challenge, truthful in all his words, unconcerned about his own success, fighting for the greater good, and, above all, loyal in love. In fact, it's just as easy to talk about a person who is good one moment and bad the next, someone who aims high but falls short in reality, who recognizes the better path but often chooses the lower one. At one point, there was an art movement that loved to depict the human face as perfectly beautiful; since then, we’ve become unsatisfied unless every woman is portrayed as a Venus or at least a Madonna. I’m not sure we’ve gained much from this unrealistic portrayal, in terms of beauty or art. Sure, a pretty picture can be created; but we know that this pretty image isn’t actually how the woman we love looks, and her features are what we want to capture on canvas. The elements around us—nature, excesses, or artificial enhancements—have changed her appearance. Yet, there’s still the spark in her eyes, the passion in her voice, and maybe a trace of youthful innocence that the painter could show us without making her look like Venus or Madonna. But the painter doesn’t dare to do that. He’s been painting in that other style for so long that he would despise the canvas before him if he were to embrace the roughness of reality or outside influences. And how would you, my lord, who are paying hundreds, if not more, for this portrait of your beloved, feel if you saw a critic describing it as a shameless flirt with a bit too much to drink or someone who’s just been working hard in the fields?

And so also has the reading world taught itself to like best the characters of all but divine men and women. Let the man who paints with pen and ink give the gas-light, and the flesh-pots, the passions and pains, the prurient prudence and the rouge-pots and pounce-boxes of the world as it is, and he will be told that no one can care a straw for his creations. With whom are we to sympathise? says the reader, who not unnaturally imagines that a hero should be heroic. Oh, thou, my reader, whose sympathies are in truth the great and only aim of my work, when you have called the dearest of your friends round you to your hospitable table, how many heroes are there sitting at the board? Your bosom friend,—even if he be a knight without fear, is he a knight without reproach? The Ivanhoe that you know, did he not press Rebecca's hand? Your Lord Evandale,—did he not bring his coronet into play when he strove to win his Edith Bellenden? Was your Tresilian still true and still forbearing when truth and forbearance could avail him nothing? And those sweet girls whom you know, do they never doubt between the poor man they think they love, and the rich man whose riches they know they covet?

And so the reading world has also trained itself to prefer characters that are nearly divine. Let the writer paint with their words the gaslight, the indulgences, the passions and pains, the misguided caution, and the makeup and prep of the world as it actually is, and they will be told that no one cares at all for their creations. "Who are we supposed to sympathize with?" asks the reader, who understandably believes that a hero should be heroic. Oh, you, my reader, whose feelings are truly the main goal of my work, when you gather your closest friends around your welcoming table, how many heroes are sitting there? Your closest friend—even if they’re a brave knight, are they a knight without faults? The Ivanhoe you know, didn’t he hold Rebecca’s hand? Your Lord Evandale—didn’t he use his title to try to win over Edith Bellenden? Was your Tresilian still honest and patient when honesty and patience brought him nothing? And those lovely girls you know, do they never waver between the poor man they think they love and the rich man whose wealth they undeniably desire?

Go into the market, either to buy or sell, and name the thing you desire to part with or to get, as it is, and the market is closed against you. Middling oats are the sweepings of the granaries. A useful horse is a jade gone at every point. Good sound port is sloe juice. No assurance short of A 1 betokens even a pretence to merit. And yet in real life we are content with oats that are really middling, are very glad to have a useful horse, and know that if we drink port at all we must drink some that is neither good nor sound. In those delineations of life and character which we call novels a similarly superlative vein is desired. Our own friends around us are not always merry and wise, nor, alas! always honest and true. They are often cross and foolish, and sometimes treacherous and false. They are so, and we are angry. Then we forgive them, not without a consciousness of imperfection on our own part. And we know—or, at least, believe,—that though they be sometimes treacherous and false, there is a balance of good. We cannot have heroes to dine with us. There are none. And were these heroes to be had, we should not like them. But neither are our friends villains,—whose every aspiration is for evil, and whose every moment is a struggle for some achievement worthy of the devil.

Go into the market, whether to buy or sell, and mention what you want to get rid of or acquire, just as it is, and the market shuts you out. Average oats are just the leftovers from the granaries. A decent horse is a complete letdown. Good quality port is basically plum juice. Nothing less than top-notch indicates even a hint of value. Yet, in real life, we settle for average oats, are quite happy to have a decent horse, and know that if we drink port at all, it’s probably neither good nor decent. In the stories we call novels, we expect a similar level of excellence. Our friends around us aren’t always brilliant or wise, and unfortunately, they’re not always honest and true either. They can often be grumpy and foolish, and sometimes even deceitful. They act this way, and we feel angry. Then we forgive them, always aware of our own flaws. We know—or at least believe—that despite their occasional treachery and dishonesty, there’s more good overall. We can’t have heroes over for dinner because there aren’t any. And if we could find these heroes, we probably wouldn’t want them. But our friends aren't villains either—always scheming for evil and relentlessly striving for something devilish.

The persons whom you cannot care for in a novel, because they are so bad, are the very same that you so dearly love in your life, because they are so good. To make them and ourselves somewhat better,—not by one spring heavenwards to perfection, because we cannot so use our legs,—but by slow climbing, is, we may presume, the object of all teachers, leaders, legislators, spiritual pastors, and masters. He who writes tales such as this, probably also has, very humbly, some such object distantly before him. A picture of surpassing godlike nobleness,—a picture of a King Arthur among men, may perhaps do much. But such pictures cannot do all. When such a picture is painted, as intending to show what a man should be, it is true. If painted to show what men are, it is false. The true picture of life as it is, if it could be adequately painted, would show men what they are, and how they might rise, not, indeed, to perfection, but one step first, and then another, on the ladder.

The characters you can't care for in a novel because they're so flawed are the same ones you love in real life because they're so good. The goal, we believe, of all teachers, leaders, lawmakers, spiritual guides, and mentors is to help ourselves and others improve—not by making one giant leap toward perfection, since we can't just jump—but by slowly climbing. The writer of stories like this likely has a similar, though humble, aim in mind. An image of extraordinary, godlike nobility—like a King Arthur among men—can inspire us a lot. But such images can’t do everything. When an image is created to illustrate what a person should be, it's accurate. If it's meant to depict what people actually are, it's misleading. The true portrayal of life as it exists, if it could be fully captured, would reveal who people really are and how they could improve, not necessarily to perfection, but step by step on the ladder.

Our hero, Frank Greystock, falling lamentably short in his heroism, was not in a happy state of mind when he reached Bobsborough. It may be that he returned to his own borough and to his mother's arms because he felt, that were he to determine to be false to Lucy, he would there receive sympathy in his treachery. His mother would, at any rate, think that it was well, and his father would acknowledge that the fault committed was in the original engagement with poor Lucy, and not in the treachery. He had written that letter to her in his chambers one night in a fit of ecstasy; and could it be right that the ruin of a whole life should be the consequence?

Our hero, Frank Greystock, who was sadly lacking in heroism, was not feeling great when he arrived in Bobsborough. He might have returned to his hometown and his mother's embrace because he believed that if he decided to betray Lucy, he would get sympathy for his betrayal there. His mother would likely think it was for the best, and his father would consider that the mistake was in the initial engagement with poor Lucy, not in the betrayal itself. He had written that letter to her one night in his room in a moment of excitement; could it really be right that the destruction of an entire life should result from it?

It can hardly be too strongly asserted that Lizzie Greystock did not appear to Frank as she has been made to appear to the reader. In all this affair of the necklace he was beginning to believe that she was really an ill-used woman; and as to other traits in Lizzie's character,—traits which he had seen, and which were not of a nature to attract,—it must be remembered that beauty reclining in a man's arms does go far towards washing white the lovely blackamoor. Lady Linlithgow, upon whom Lizzie's beauty could have no effect of that kind, had nevertheless declared her to be very beautiful. And this loveliness was of a nature that was altogether pleasing, if once the beholder of it could get over the idea of falseness which certainly Lizzie's eye was apt to convey to the beholder. There was no unclean horse's tail. There was no get-up of flounces, and padding, and paint, and hair, with a dorsal excrescence appended with the object surely of showing in triumph how much absurd ugliness women can force men to endure. She was lithe, and active, and bright,—and was at this moment of her life at her best. Her growing charms had as yet hardly reached the limits of full feminine loveliness,—which, when reached, have been surpassed. Luxuriant beauty had with her not as yet become comeliness; nor had age or the good things of the world added a pound to the fairy lightness of her footstep. All this had been tendered to Frank,—and with it that worldly wealth which was so absolutely necessary to his career. For though Greystock would not have said to any man or woman that nature had intended him to be a spender of much money and a consumer of many good things, he did undoubtedly so think of himself. He was a Greystock, and to what miseries would he not reduce his Lucy if, burthened by such propensities, he were to marry her and then become an aristocratic pauper!

It’s hard to say strongly enough that Lizzie Greystock didn’t come across to Frank the way she has been portrayed to the reader. Throughout this whole necklace situation, he was starting to believe that she was genuinely a wronged woman; and regarding other aspects of Lizzie's character—traits he had noticed that weren’t exactly appealing—it should be noted that beauty resting in a man’s arms can go a long way in making one overlook imperfections. Lady Linlithgow, who wouldn’t be swayed by Lizzie's beauty, still claimed she was very attractive. Moreover, this beauty was genuinely captivating, if only the viewer could move past the sense of deception that Lizzie’s eyes often suggested. There were no unkempt horse tails, no elaborate layers, padding, makeup, or hairpieces meant to flaunt just how much ridiculous ugliness women can compel men to tolerate. She was graceful, energetic, and cheerful—and at this point in her life, she was at her prime. Her developing charms had barely scraped the edge of complete feminine beauty—which, once reached, are often outshone. Her lush beauty hadn’t yet become merely presentable; nor had age or the comforts of life weighed down the lightness of her movements. All of this had been offered to Frank—along with the worldly wealth that was absolutely crucial for his future. Although Greystock wouldn’t have told anyone that nature intended him to indulge in luxury or enjoy many comforts, he undeniably believed that about himself. He was a Greystock, and he would cause Lucy so much distress if, caught up in such tendencies, he were to marry her and then end up as an aristocratic pauper!

The offer of herself by a woman to a man is, to us all, a thing so distasteful that we at once declare that the woman must be abominable. There shall be no whitewashing of Lizzie Eustace. She was abominable. But the man to whom the offer is made hardly sees the thing in the same light. He is disposed to believe that, in his peculiar case, there are circumstances by which the woman is, if not justified, at least excused. Frank did put faith in his cousin's love for himself. He did credit her when she told him that she had accepted Lord Fawn's offer in pique, because he had not come to her when he had promised that he would come. It did seem natural to him that she should have desired to adhere to her engagement when he would not advise her to depart from it. And then her jealousy about Lucy's ring, and her abuse of Lucy, were proofs to him of her love. Unless she loved him, why should she care to marry him? What was his position that she should desire to share it;—unless she so desired because he was dearer to her than aught beside? He had not eyes clear enough to perceive that his cousin was a witch whistling for a wind, and ready to take the first blast that would carry her and her broomstick somewhere into the sky. And then, in that matter of the offer, which in ordinary circumstances certainly should not have come from her to him, did not the fact of her wealth and of his comparative poverty cleanse her from such stain as would, in usual circumstances, attach to a woman who is so forward? He had not acceded to her proposition. He had not denied his engagement to Lucy. He had left her presence without a word of encouragement, because of that engagement. But he believed that Lizzie was sincere. He believed, now, that she was genuine; though he had previously been all but sure that falsehood and artifice were second nature to her.

The idea of a woman offering herself to a man is so off-putting to us that we immediately decide the woman must be terrible. There's no excuse for Lizzie Eustace. She was terrible. But the man receiving the offer doesn’t view it the same way. He tends to think that, in his situation, there are reasons that at least make the woman’s actions understandable, if not justified. Frank genuinely believed in his cousin's love for him. He took her word when she said she accepted Lord Fawn's proposal out of irritation because he hadn’t shown up when he promised. It seemed natural to him that she would want to stick to their arrangement when he wouldn’t tell her to break it. Her jealousy over Lucy’s ring and her criticism of Lucy seemed to him to be proof of her love. If she didn’t love him, why would she want to marry him? What made him so special that she would want to share his life—unless it was because he meant more to her than anything else? He was too blind to see that his cousin was like a witch trying to summon a storm, ready to take any wind that would sweep her away to some place far away. And in the case of this offer, which usually shouldn’t have come from her to him, didn’t her wealth and his relative poverty mitigate any judgment that might typically fall on a woman being so forward? He hadn’t agreed to her proposal. He hadn’t broken off his engagement to Lucy. He had left her without encouraging words because of that engagement. But he believed Lizzie was being sincere. He believed now that she was genuine, even though he had previously been almost certain that she was deceptive and manipulative by nature.

At Bobsborough he met his constituents, and made them the normal autumn speech. The men of Bobsborough were well pleased and gave him a vote of confidence. As none but those of his own party attended the meeting, it was not wonderful that the vote was unanimous. His father, mother, and sister all heard his speech, and there was a strong family feeling that Frank was born to set the Greystocks once more upon their legs. When a man can say what he likes with the certainty that every word will be reported, and can speak to those around him as one manifestly their superior, he always looms large. When the Conservatives should return to their proper place at the head of affairs, there could be no doubt that Frank Greystock would be made Solicitor-General. There were not wanting even ardent admirers who conceived that, with such claims and such talents as his, the ordinary steps in political promotion would not be needed, and that he would become Attorney-General at once. All men began to say all good things to the dean, and to Mrs. Greystock it seemed that the woolsack, or at least the Queen's Bench with a peerage, was hardly an uncertainty. But then,—there must be no marriage with a penniless governess. If he would only marry his cousin one might say that the woolsack was won.

At Bobsborough, he met with his constituents and gave his standard autumn speech. The people of Bobsborough were pleased and expressed their confidence in him. Since only his party members attended the meeting, it wasn't surprising that the vote was unanimous. His father, mother, and sister all listened to his speech, and there was a strong sense in the family that Frank was destined to revive the Greystock name. When a man can speak freely knowing that every word will be reported and addresses those around him with clear superiority, he always stands out. When the Conservatives returned to their rightful place in government, there was no doubt that Frank Greystock would be appointed Solicitor-General. There were even enthusiastic supporters who believed that, with his qualifications and talents, he wouldn’t have to go through the usual political ladder and could become Attorney-General right away. People began to say good things to the dean, and to Mrs. Greystock, it seemed that the woolsack—or at least a position on the Queen's Bench with a peerage—was almost certain. However, there was one condition: he must not marry a broke governess. If he would just marry his cousin, it could be said that the woolsack was secured.

Then came Lucy's letter; the pretty, dear, joking letter about the "duchess," and broken hearts. "I would break my heart, only—only—only—" Yes, he knew very well what she meant. I shall never be called upon to break my heart, because you are not a false scoundrel. If you were a false scoundrel,—instead of being, as you are, a pearl among men,—then I should break my heart. That was what Lucy meant. She could not have been much clearer, and he understood it perfectly. It is very nice to walk about one's own borough and be voted unanimously worthy of confidence, and be a great man; but if you are a scoundrel, and not used to being a scoundrel, black care is apt to sit very close behind you as you go caracoling along the streets.

Then Lucy's letter arrived; the sweet, funny letter about the "duchess" and broken hearts. "I would break my heart, only—only—only—" Yes, he understood exactly what she meant. I will never have to break my heart because you’re not a deceitful jerk. If you were a deceitful jerk—rather than being, as you are, a gem among men—then I would break my heart. That was what Lucy was saying. She couldn't have been clearer, and he got it completely. It feels great to stroll around your own neighborhood and be unanimously seen as trustworthy, and be someone important; but if you’re a jerk and not used to being one, dark thoughts tend to hang around really close as you’re strutting down the streets.

Lucy's letter required an answer, and how should he answer it? He certainly did not wish her to tell Lady Linlithgow of her engagement, but Lucy clearly wished to be allowed to tell, and on what ground could he enjoin her to be silent? He knew, or he thought he knew, that till he answered the letter, she would not tell his secret,—and therefore from day to day he put off the answer. A man does not write a love-letter easily when he is in doubt himself whether he does or does not mean to be a scoundrel.

Lucy's letter needed a response, but how should he reply? He definitely didn’t want her to inform Lady Linlithgow about her engagement, yet Lucy obviously wanted to share the news. What right did he have to ask her to keep quiet? He believed, or thought he believed, that she wouldn’t reveal his secret until he responded to her letter—and so he kept delaying his reply. A guy doesn’t write a love letter easily when he’s unsure whether he actually wants to be a jerk.

Then there came a letter to "Dame" Greystock from Lady Linlithgow, which filled them all with amazement.
 

Then a letter arrived for "Dame" Greystock from Lady Linlithgow, which astonished them all.

My dear Madam,—[began the letter]

My dear Madam,—[began the letter]

Seeing that your son is engaged to marry Miss Morris,—at least she says so,—you ought not to have sent her here without telling me all about it. She says you know of the match, and she says that I can write to you if I please. Of course, I can do that without her leave. But it seems to me that if you know all about it, and approve the marriage, your house and not mine would be the proper place for her.

Since your son is about to marry Miss Morris—at least that's what she says—you really shouldn't have sent her here without letting me know the details. She claims you’re aware of the engagement and that I can reach out to you if I want. Of course, I can do that without her approval. But it seems to me that if you know everything and support the marriage, your home would be the best place for her, not mine.

I'm told that Mr. Greystock is a great man. Any lady being with me as my companion can't be a great woman. But perhaps you wanted to break it off;—else you would have told me. She shall stay here six months, but then she must go.

I've heard that Mr. Greystock is quite a remarkable man. Any woman who is my companion can’t be someone extraordinary. But maybe you wanted to end things; otherwise, you would have informed me. She can stay here for six months, but then she has to go.

Yours truly,

Yours truly,

Susanna Linlithgow.
 

Susanna Linlithgow.

It was considered absolutely necessary that this letter should be shown to Frank. "You see," said his mother, "she told the old lady at once."

It was deemed essential that this letter be shown to Frank. "You see," said his mother, "she told the old lady right away."

"I don't see why she shouldn't." Nevertheless Frank was annoyed. Having asked for permission, Lucy should at least have waited for a reply.

"I don't see why she shouldn't." Still, Frank was annoyed. Since Lucy asked for permission, she should have at least waited for a response.

"Well, I don't know," said Mrs. Greystock. "It is generally considered that young ladies are more reticent about such things. She has blurted it out and boasted about it at once."

"Well, I don't know," said Mrs. Greystock. "People usually think that young women are more reserved about such things. She just spilled it and bragged about it right away."

"I thought girls always told of their engagements," said Frank, "and I can't for the life of me see that there was any boasting in it." Then he was silent for a moment. "The truth is, we are, all of us, treating Lucy very badly."

"I thought girls always talked about their engagements," said Frank, "and I really can't see how it was bragging at all." Then he paused for a moment. "The truth is, we're all treating Lucy very poorly."

"I cannot say that I see it," said his mother.

"I can't say that I see it," his mother said.

"We ought to have had her here."

"We should have had her here."

"For how long, Frank?"

"How long, Frank?"

"For as long as a home was needed by her."

"For as long as she needed a home."

"Had you demanded it, Frank, she should have come, of course. But neither I nor your father could have had pleasure in receiving her as your future wife. You, yourself, say that it cannot be for two years at least."

"Had you asked for it, Frank, she would have come, of course. But neither I nor your father could have enjoyed having her as your future wife. You yourself say that it can't be for at least two more years."

"I said one year."

"I said a year."

"I think, Frank, you said two. And we all know that such a marriage would be ruinous to you. How could we make her welcome? Can you see your way to having a house for her to live in within twelve months?"

"I think, Frank, you said two. And we all know that such a marriage would be devastating for you. How could we make her feel welcome? Can you imagine having a place for her to live in within a year?"

"Why not a house? I could have a house to-morrow."

"Why not get a house? I could have one by tomorrow."

"Such a house as would suit you in your position? And, Frank, would it be a kindness to marry her and then let her find that you were in debt?"

"Is there a house that would be appropriate for you in your situation? And, Frank, would it be kind to marry her and then let her discover that you're in debt?"

"I don't believe she'd care if she had nothing but a crust to eat."

"I don't think she'd mind if she only had a piece of bread to eat."

"She ought to care, Frank."

"She should care, Frank."

"I think," said the dean to his son, on the next day, "that in our class of life an imprudent marriage is the one thing that should be avoided. My marriage has been very happy, God knows; but I have always been a poor man, and feel it now when I am quite unable to help you. And yet your mother had some fortune. Nobody, I think, cares less for wealth than I do. I am content almost with nothing."—The nothing with which the dean had hitherto been contented had always included every comfort of life, a well-kept table, good wine, new books, and canonical habiliments with the gloss still on; but as the Bobsborough tradesmen had, through the agency of Mrs. Greystock, always supplied him with these things as though they came from the clouds, he really did believe that he had never asked for anything.—"I am content almost with nothing. But I do feel that marriage cannot be adopted as the ordinary form of life by men in our class as it can be by the rich or by the poor. You, for instance, are called upon to live with the rich, but are not rich. That can only be done by wary walking, and is hardly consistent with a wife and children."

"I think," said the dean to his son the next day, "that in our class of life, an unwise marriage is the one thing we should avoid. My marriage has been very happy, thank God; but I've always been poor, and I feel that now when I can't help you at all. Yet your mother had some money. I think nobody values wealth less than I do. I'm pretty much okay with having almost nothing."—The nothing the dean had been okay with always included every comfort of life: a well-set table, good wine, new books, and a polished outfit; but since the Bobsborough tradesmen, through Mrs. Greystock, had always provided him with these things as if they came from nowhere, he truly believed that he had never asked for anything.—"I'm fine with almost nothing. But I do believe that marriage can't be the usual way of life for men in our class as it can be for the rich or the poor. You, for example, are expected to live with the wealthy, but you're not wealthy. That can only be managed with great caution, and it doesn't really fit with having a wife and kids."

"But men in my position do marry, sir."

"But men in my position do get married, sir."

"After a certain age,—or else they marry ladies with money. You see, Frank, there are not many men who go into Parliament with means so moderate as yours; and they who do perhaps have stricter ideas of economy." The dean did not say a word about Lucy Morris, and dealt entirely with generalities.

"After a certain age, or they end up marrying wealthy women. You see, Frank, there aren't many men who enter Parliament with resources as modest as yours; and those who do likely have stricter views on spending." The dean didn’t mention Lucy Morris and focused entirely on general concepts.

In compliance with her son's advice,—or almost command,—Mrs. Greystock did not answer Lady Linlithgow's letter. He was going back to London, and would give personally, or by letter written there, what answer might be necessary. "You will then see Miss Morris?" asked his mother.

In line with her son's suggestion—if not a command—Mrs. Greystock didn’t respond to Lady Linlithgow’s letter. He was heading back to London and would provide any necessary answer, either in person or through a letter written there. “So, you’ll see Miss Morris?” his mother asked.

"I shall certainly see Lucy. Something must be settled." There was a tone in his voice as he said this which gave some comfort to his mother.

"I will definitely see Lucy. We need to figure something out." There was a tone in his voice when he said this that reassured his mother.

 

 

CHAPTER XXXVI

Lizzie's Guests
 

True to their words, at the end of October, Mrs. Carbuncle and Miss Roanoke, and Lord George de Bruce Carruthers, and Sir Griffin Tewett, arrived at Portray Castle. And for a couple of days there was a visitor whom Lizzie was very glad to welcome, but of whose good nature on the occasion Mr. Camperdown thought very ill indeed. This was John Eustace. His sister-in-law wrote to him in very pressing language; and as,—so he said to Mr. Camperdown,—he did not wish to seem to quarrel with his brother's widow as long as such seeming might be avoided, he accepted the invitation. If there was to be a lawsuit about the diamonds, that must be Mr. Camperdown's affair. Lizzie had never entertained her friends in style before. She had had a few people to dine with her in London, and once or twice had received company on an evening. But in all her London doings there had been the trepidation of fear,—to be accounted for by her youth and widowhood; and it was at Portray,—her own house at Portray,—that it would best become her to exercise hospitality. She had bided her time even there, but now she meant to show her friends that she had got a house of her own.

True to their word, at the end of October, Mrs. Carbuncle, Miss Roanoke, Lord George de Bruce Carruthers, and Sir Griffin Tewett arrived at Portray Castle. For a couple of days, there was a visitor who Lizzie was very happy to welcome, but Mr. Camperdown had a very low opinion of his good nature at the time. This was John Eustace. His sister-in-law wrote to him in very urgent terms; and as he told Mr. Camperdown, he didn’t want to appear to be in conflict with his brother's widow as long as that could be avoided, so he accepted the invitation. If there was going to be a lawsuit over the diamonds, that would be Mr. Camperdown's concern. Lizzie had never hosted her friends in style before. She had had a few people over for dinner in London and had entertained guests a couple of times in the evening. But in all her London experiences, there had been an underlying nervousness—understandable given her youth and widowhood; and it was at Portray—her own house at Portray—that she could best show hospitality. She had waited for the right moment even there, but now she intended to demonstrate to her friends that she had her own home.

She wrote even to her husband's uncle, the bishop, asking him down to Portray. He could not come, but sent an affectionate answer, and thanked her for thinking of him. Many people she asked who, she felt sure, would not come,—and one or two of them accepted her invitation. John Eustace promised to be with her for two days. When Frank had left her, going out of her presence in the manner that has been described, she actually wrote to him, begging him to join her party. This was her note:

She even reached out to her husband's uncle, the bishop, inviting him to Portray. He couldn’t make it, but he sent a warm response, thanking her for considering him. She invited a lot of people she was certain wouldn’t come, and surprisingly, a couple of them accepted her invitation. John Eustace promised to stay with her for two days. After Frank left her, leaving in the way that has been described, she actually wrote to him, asking him to join her gathering. This was her note:

"Come to me, just for a week," she said, "when my people are here, so that I may not seem to be deserted. Sit at the bottom of my table, and be to me as a brother might. I shall expect you to do so much for me." To this he had replied that he would come during the first week in November.

"Come to me, just for a week," she said, "when my family is here, so that I don't seem alone. Sit at the end of my table, and be like a brother to me. I’ll be counting on you to do this for me." He replied that he would come during the first week of November.

And she got a clergyman down from London, the Rev. Joseph Emilius, of whom it was said that he was born a Jew in Hungary, and that his name in his own country had been Mealyus. At the present time he was among the most eloquent of London preachers, and was reputed by some to have reached such a standard of pulpit-oratory as to have had no equal within the memory of living hearers. In regard to his reading it was acknowledged that no one since Mrs. Siddons had touched him. But he did not get on very well with any particular bishop, and there was doubt in the minds of some people whether there was or was not any—Mrs. Emilius. He had come up quite suddenly within the last season, and had made church-going quite a pleasant occupation to Lizzie Eustace.

And she brought in a clergyman from London, the Rev. Joseph Emilius, who was said to have been born a Jew in Hungary, and his name back home had been Mealyus. Right now, he was one of the most eloquent preachers in London, and some people believed he had reached such a high level of speaking that no one living could match him. When it came to his reading, everyone agreed that no one since Mrs. Siddons had come close. However, he didn’t get along very well with any specific bishop, and there were some doubts among people about whether there was, in fact, a Mrs. Emilius. He had suddenly risen to prominence in the last season and had made going to church a much more enjoyable experience for Lizzie Eustace.

On the last day of October, Mr. Emilius and Mr. John Eustace came, each alone. Mrs. Carbuncle and Miss Roanoke came over with post-horses from Ayr,—as also did Lord George and Sir Griffin about an hour after them. Frank was not yet expected. He had promised to name a day and had not yet named it.

On the last day of October, Mr. Emilius and Mr. John Eustace arrived, both by themselves. Mrs. Carbuncle and Miss Roanoke came over with post-horses from Ayr, and so did Lord George and Sir Griffin about an hour later. Frank was not expected yet. He had promised to pick a date but hadn't done so yet.

"Varra weel; varra weel," Gowran had said when he was told of what was about to occur, and was desired to make preparations necessary in regard to the outside plenishing of the house; "nae doobt she'll do with her ain what pleases her ainself. The mair ye poor out, the less there'll be left in. Mr. Jo-ohn coming? I'll be glad then to see Mr. Jo-ohn. Oo, ay; aits,—there'll be aits eneuch. And anither coo? You'll want twa ither coos. I'll see to the coos." And Andy Gowran, in spite of the internecine warfare which existed between him and his mistress, did see to the hay, and the cows, and the oats, and the extra servants that were wanted both inside and outside the house. There was enmity between him and Lady Eustace, and he didn't care who knew it;—but he took her wages and he did her work.

"Very well; very well," Gowran said when he was told what was about to happen and was asked to make the necessary preparations for the outside furnishings of the house. "No doubt she'll do what pleases her. The more you take out, the less there will be left. Mr. John coming? I'll be glad to see Mr. John then. Oh, yes; there will be enough oats. And another cow? You'll need two more cows. I'll take care of the cows." And Andy Gowran, despite the ongoing conflict between him and his mistress, did take care of the hay, the cows, the oats, and the additional staff needed both inside and outside the house. There was animosity between him and Lady Eustace, and he didn’t hide it; but he accepted her pay and did her work.

Mrs. Carbuncle was a wonderful woman. She was the wife of a man with whom she was very rarely seen, whom nobody knew, who was something in the City, but somebody who never succeeded in making money; and yet she went everywhere. She had at least the reputation of going everywhere, and did go to a great many places. Carbuncle had no money,—so it was said; and she had none. She was the daughter of a man who had gone to New York and had failed there. Of her own parentage no more was known. She had a small house in one of the very small Mayfair streets, to which she was wont to invite her friends for five o'clock tea. Other receptions she never attempted. During the London seasons she always kept a carriage, and during the winters she always had hunters. Who paid for them no one knew or cared. Her dress was always perfect,—as far as fit and performance went. As to approving Mrs. Carbuncle's manner of dress,—that was a question of taste. Audacity may, perhaps, be said to have been the ruling principle of her toilet;—not the audacity of indecency, which, let the satirists say what they may, is not efficacious in England, but audacity in colour, audacity in design, and audacity in construction. She would ride in the park in a black and yellow habit, and appear at the opera in white velvet without a speck of colour. Though certainly turned thirty, and probably nearer to forty, she would wear her jet-black hair streaming down her back, and when June came would drive about London in a straw hat. But yet it was always admitted that she was well dressed. And then would arise that question, who paid the bills?

Mrs. Carbuncle was an impressive woman. She was married to a man who was rarely seen, someone nobody really knew, who worked in the City but never managed to make money; and yet she was always out and about. She had the reputation of being everywhere, and she did visit a lot of places. Carbuncle had no money—so the rumor went—and neither did she. She was the daughter of a man who had gone to New York and failed there. Little else was known about her background. She owned a small house on one of the tiny streets in Mayfair, where she often invited friends for tea at five o'clock. She never attempted any other gatherings. During the London seasons, she always had a carriage, and in the winters, she always kept hunters. Who footed the bill for those, no one knew or cared. Her outfits were always flawless—at least in terms of fit and execution. Whether one approved of Mrs. Carbuncle's style was a matter of personal taste. One could say her wardrobe was ruled by boldness—not the boldness of indecency, which, let the critics say what they want, doesn’t work in England, but a boldness in color, design, and construction. She would ride in the park in a black and yellow riding outfit and show up at the opera in a white velvet gown with no other color in sight. Although she was certainly over thirty and likely closer to forty, she wore her jet-black hair flowing down her back, and when June arrived, she would drive around London in a straw hat. Yet, everyone always agreed that she was well-dressed. And then the question would arise: who paid the bills?

Mrs. Carbuncle was certainly a handsome woman. She was full-faced,—with bold eyes, rather far apart, perfect black eyebrows, a well-formed broad nose, thick lips, and regular teeth. Her chin was round and short, with, perhaps, a little bearing towards a double chin. But though her face was plump and round, there was a power in it, and a look of command, of which it was, perhaps, difficult to say in what features was the seat. But in truth the mind will lend a tone to every feature, and it was the desire of Mrs. Carbuncle's heart to command. But perhaps the wonder of her face was its complexion. People said,—before they knew her, that, as a matter of course, she had been made beautiful for ever. But, though that too brilliant colour was almost always there, covering the cheeks but never touching the forehead or the neck, it would at certain moments shift, change, and even depart. When she was angry, it would vanish for a moment and then return intensified. There was no chemistry on Mrs. Carbuncle's cheek; and yet it was a tint so brilliant and so little transparent, as almost to justify a conviction that it could not be genuine. There were those who declared that nothing in the way of complexion so beautiful as that of Mrs. Carbuncle's had been seen on the face of any other woman in this age, and there were others who called her an exaggerated milkmaid. She was tall, too, and had learned so to walk as though half the world belonged to her.

Mrs. Carbuncle was definitely an attractive woman. She had a full face with bold, widely spaced eyes, perfect black eyebrows, a well-shaped broad nose, thick lips, and straight teeth. Her chin was round and short, possibly hinting at a double chin. But despite her plump and round face, there was a certain power in it and an air of authority that was hard to pinpoint. The truth is, our mindset impacts our features, and Mrs. Carbuncle had a strong desire to be in charge. Perhaps the most striking thing about her face was her complexion. People would say, before getting to know her, that she seemed to be eternally beautiful. Although that vibrant color was usually present on her cheeks, it never touched her forehead or neck, and it could shift, change, or even fade at times. When she got angry, it would disappear for a moment, then come back even more intense. There was no makeup on Mrs. Carbuncle's cheeks; yet, her tint was so bright and almost opaque that it made some question its authenticity. Some said that nothing could match Mrs. Carbuncle's stunning complexion, while others called her an exaggerated milkmaid. She was also tall and had learned to walk as if half the world belonged to her.

Her niece, Miss Roanoke, was a lady of the same stamp, and of similar beauty, with those additions and also with those drawbacks which belong to youth. She looked as though she were four-and-twenty, but in truth she was no more than eighteen. When seen beside her aunt, she seemed to be no more than half the elder lady's size; and yet her proportions were not insignificant. She, too, was tall, and was as one used to command, and walked as though she were a young Juno. Her hair was very dark,—almost black,—and very plentiful. Her eyes were large and bright, though too bold for a girl so young. Her nose and mouth were exactly as her aunt's, but her chin was somewhat longer, so as to divest her face of that plump roundness which, perhaps, took something from the majesty of Mrs. Carbuncle's appearance. Miss Roanoke's complexion was certainly marvellous. No one thought that she had been made beautiful for ever, for the colour would go and come and shift and change with every word and every thought;—but still it was there, as deep on her cheeks as on her aunt's, though somewhat more transparent, and with more delicacy of tint as the bright hues faded away and became merged in the almost marble whiteness of her skin. With Mrs. Carbuncle there was no merging and fading. The red and white bordered one another on her cheek without any merging, as they do on a flag.

Her niece, Miss Roanoke, was a woman of the same kind and had a similar beauty, with the added traits and drawbacks of youth. She looked around twenty-four, but in reality, she was only eighteen. When standing next to her aunt, she appeared to be about half the size of the older woman; yet her proportions were not insignificant. She was also tall, carried herself with authority, and walked like a young goddess. Her hair was very dark—almost black—and very abundant. Her eyes were large and bright, although a bit too bold for someone her age. Her nose and mouth were exactly like her aunt’s, but her chin was a bit longer, giving her face a less rounded look that perhaps took away some of the grandeur of Mrs. Carbuncle's appearance. Miss Roanoke had truly remarkable skin. No one believed her beauty was permanent, as her color would fluctuate and change with every word and thought; yet it was still as vivid on her cheeks as it was on her aunt's, just a bit more transparent and with more delicate shades as the bright colors faded into the nearly marble whiteness of her complexion. With Mrs. Carbuncle, there was no fading or blending. The red and white stood out against each other on her cheek like they do on a flag.

Lucinda Roanoke was undoubtedly a very handsome woman. It probably never occurred to man or woman to say that she was lovely. She had sat for her portrait during the last winter, and her picture had caused much remark in the Exhibition. Some said that she might be a Brinvilliers, others a Cleopatra, and others again a Queen of Sheba. In her eyes as they were limned there had been nothing certainly of love, but they who likened her to the Egyptian queen believed that Cleopatra's love had always been used simply to assist her ambition. They who took the Brinvilliers side of the controversy were men so used to softness and flattery from women as to have learned to think that a woman silent, arrogant, and hard of approach, must be always meditating murder. The disciples of the Queen of Sheba school, who formed, perhaps, the more numerous party, were led to their opinion by the majesty of Lucinda's demeanour rather than by any clear idea in their own minds of the lady who visited Solomon. All men, however, agreed in this, that Lucinda Roanoke was very handsome, but that she was not the sort of girl with whom a man would wish to stray away through the distant beech-trees at a picnic.

Lucinda Roanoke was definitely a strikingly beautiful woman. It probably never crossed anyone's mind to call her lovely. She had posed for her portrait last winter, and it had drawn a lot of attention at the Exhibition. Some said she could be a Brinvilliers, others a Cleopatra, and still others a Queen of Sheba. In her eyes, as captured in the painting, there was no hint of love, but those who compared her to the Egyptian queen believed that Cleopatra's love was always used to further her ambitions. Those who sided with the Brinvilliers view were men so accustomed to the softness and flattery of women that they had come to believe a woman who was silent, distant, and hard to approach must always be plotting something sinister. The supporters of the Queen of Sheba perspective, who were perhaps the majority, based their opinion more on Lucinda's regal presence than on any clear understanding of the woman who visited Solomon. However, everyone agreed on one thing: Lucinda Roanoke was incredibly beautiful, but she was not the kind of girl a man would want to wander off with to the distant beech trees for a picnic.

In truth she was silent, grave, and, if not really haughty, subject to all the signs of haughtiness. She went everywhere with her aunt, and allowed herself to be walked out at dances, and to be accosted when on horseback, and to be spoken to at parties; but she seemed hardly to trouble herself to talk;—and as for laughing, flirting, or giggling, one might as well expect such levity from a marble Minerva. During the last winter she had taken to hunting with her aunt, and already could ride well to hounds. If assistance were wanted at a gate, or in the management of a fence, and the servant who attended the two ladies were not near enough to give it, she would accept it as her due from the man nearest to her; but she rarely did more than bow her thanks, and, even by young lords, or hard-riding handsome colonels, or squires of undoubted thousands, she could hardly ever be brought to what might be called a proper hunting-field conversation. All of which things were noted, and spoken of, and admired. It must be presumed that Lucinda Roanoke was in want of a husband, and yet no girl seemed to take less pains to get one. A girl ought not to be always busying herself to bring down a man, but a girl ought to give herself some charm. A girl so handsome as Lucinda Roanoke, with pluck enough to ride like a bird, dignity enough for a duchess, and who was undoubtedly clever, ought to put herself in the way of taking such good things as her charms and merits would bring her;—but Lucinda Roanoke stood aloof and despised everybody. So it was that Lucinda was spoken of when her name was mentioned; and her name was mentioned a good deal after the opening of the exhibition of pictures.

In truth, she was quiet and serious, and although not exactly arrogant, she displayed all the signs of someone who was. She went everywhere with her aunt, allowed herself to be taken out at dances, approached while riding, and spoken to at parties; but she seemed hardly interested in engaging in conversation. As for laughing, flirting, or giggling, you might as well expect such lightheartedness from a statue of Minerva. Last winter, she had taken up hunting with her aunt and was already riding well alongside the pack. If she needed help at a gate or with a fence and the servant who attended them wasn’t close enough to assist, she would expect assistance from the nearest man; however, she rarely did more than offer a slight nod of thanks, and even young lords, handsome colonels who rode hard, or wealthy squires hardly ever managed to get her to engage in what could be considered proper hunting-field chat. All these traits were noticed, discussed, and admired. It was assumed that Lucinda Roanoke was looking for a husband, yet no girl seemed to put in less effort to find one. A girl shouldn’t always be trying to catch a man, but she should add some charm to her presence. A girl as beautiful as Lucinda Roanoke, with the courage to ride like a bird, the dignity of a duchess, and clearly clever, ought to put herself in a position to attract the good things that her charm and qualities would bring her; yet Lucinda Roanoke kept her distance and looked down on everyone. So it was that Lucinda was talked about whenever her name came up, and her name was mentioned quite a bit after the opening of the art exhibition.

There was some difficulty about her,—as to who she was. That she was an American was the received opinion. Her mother, as well as Mrs. Carbuncle, had certainly been in New York. Carbuncle was a London man; but it was supposed that Mr. Roanoke was, or had been, an American. The received opinion was correct. Lucinda had been born in New York, had been educated there till she was sixteen, had then been taken to Paris for nine months, and from Paris had been brought to London by her aunt. Mrs. Carbuncle always spoke of Lucinda's education as having been thoroughly Parisian. Of her own education and antecedents, Lucinda never spoke at all. "I'll tell you what it is," said a young scamp from Eton to his elder sister, when her character and position were once being discussed. "She's a heroine, and would shoot a fellow as soon as look at him." In that scamp's family, Lucinda was ever afterwards called the heroine.

There was some confusion about her—specifically, who she was. The general consensus was that she was American. Both her mother and Mrs. Carbuncle had definitely been in New York. Carbuncle was from London, but it was believed that Mr. Roanoke was, or had been, American. The general consensus was right. Lucinda had been born in New York, educated there until she was sixteen, then taken to Paris for nine months, and from Paris, her aunt had brought her to London. Mrs. Carbuncle always described Lucinda's education as being thoroughly Parisian. Lucinda never mentioned her own education or background. "I'll tell you what it is," a young troublemaker from Eton said to his older sister when her character and status were being discussed. "She's a heroine and would shoot a guy as soon as look at him." In that troublemaker's family, Lucinda was forever referred to as the heroine.

The manner in which Lord George de Bruce Carruthers had attached himself to these ladies was a mystery;—but then Lord George was always mysterious. He was a young man,—so considered,—about forty-five years of age, who had never done anything in the manner of other people. He hunted a great deal, but he did not fraternise with hunting men, and would appear now in this county and now in that, with an utter disregard of grass, fences, friendships, or foxes. Leicester, Essex, Ayrshire, or the Baron had equal delights for him; and in all counties he was quite at home. He had never owned a fortune, and had never been known to earn a shilling. It was said that early in life he had been apprenticed to an attorney at Aberdeen as George Carruthers. His third cousin, the Marquis of Killiecrankie, had been killed out hunting; the second scion of the noble family had fallen at Balaclava; a third had perished in the Indian Mutiny; and a fourth, who did reign for a few months, died suddenly, leaving a large family of daughters. Within three years the four brothers vanished, leaving among them no male heir, and George's elder brother, who was then in a West India Regiment, was called home from Demerara to be Marquis of Killiecrankie. By a usual exercise of the courtesy of the Crown, all the brothers were made lords, and some twelve years before the date of our story George Carruthers, who had long since left the attorney's office at Aberdeen, became Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. How he lived no one knew. That his brother did much for him was presumed to be impossible, as the property entailed on the Killiecrankie title certainly was not large. He sometimes went into the City, and was supposed to know something about shares. Perhaps he played a little, and made a few bets. He generally lived with men of means;—or perhaps with one man of means at a time; but they who knew him well declared that he never borrowed a shilling from a friend, and never owed a guinea to a tradesman. He always had horses, but never had a home. When in London he lodged in a single room, and dined at his club. He was a Colonel of Volunteers, having got up the regiment known as the Long Shore Riflemen,—the roughest regiment of Volunteers in all England,—and was reputed to be a bitter Radical. He was suspected even of republican sentiments, and ignorant young men about London hinted that he was the grand centre of the British Fenians. He had been invited to stand for the Tower Hamlets, but had told the deputation which waited upon him that he knew a thing worth two of that. Would they guarantee his expenses, and then give him a salary? The deputation doubted its ability to promise so much. "I more than doubt it," said Lord George; and then the deputation went away.

The way Lord George de Bruce Carruthers had connected with these ladies was a mystery; but then, Lord George was always a mystery. He was a young man—considered young—about forty-five years old, who had never acted like others. He hunted a lot, but didn’t hang out with other hunters, showing up in one county and then another, completely ignoring grass, fences, friendships, or foxes. Leicester, Essex, Ayrshire, or the Baron all pleased him equally; he felt at home in every county. He had never possessed a fortune and had never been known to earn a dime. It was rumored that early in his life, he was apprenticed to a lawyer in Aberdeen as George Carruthers. His third cousin, the Marquis of Killiecrankie, had been killed while hunting; the second son of the noble family had died at Balaclava; a third had lost his life in the Indian Mutiny; and a fourth, who ruled for a few months, died suddenly, leaving behind a large family of daughters. Within three years, the four brothers disappeared, leaving no male heir among them, and George's older brother, who was serving in a West India Regiment, was called back from Demerara to become Marquis of Killiecrankie. By a usual act of courtesy from the Crown, all the brothers were made lords, and about twelve years before our story takes place, George Carruthers, who had long left the lawyer’s office in Aberdeen, became Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. No one knew how he lived. It was presumed impossible for his brother to support him since the property tied to the Killiecrankie title wasn’t large. He sometimes ventured into the City and was thought to know something about stocks. Maybe he gambled a bit and made a few bets. He usually lived with men of wealth—perhaps with one wealthy man at a time; but those who knew him well claimed he never borrowed a penny from friends and never owed a pound to a tradesman. He always had horses but never had a home. When in London, he rented a single room and dined at his club. He was a Colonel of Volunteers, having established the regiment known as the Long Shore Riflemen—the roughest Volunteer regiment in all of England—and was believed to be a strong Radical. Some even suspected he had republican views, and clueless young men in London whispered that he was the main figure among the British Fenians. He had been asked to run for the Tower Hamlets but told the delegation that he was aware of a thing worth two of that. Would they cover his expenses and then pay him a salary? The delegation doubted they could promise that much. “I have more than doubts,” said Lord George, and then the delegation left.

In person he was a long-legged, long-bodied, long-faced man, with rough whiskers and a rough beard on his upper lip, but with a shorn chin. His eyes were very deep set in his head, and his cheeks were hollow and sallow, and yet he looked to be and was a powerful, healthy man. He had large hands, which seemed to be all bone, and long arms, and a neck which looked to be long because he so wore his shirt that much of his throat was always bare. It was manifest enough that he liked to have good-looking women about him, and yet nobody presumed it probable that he would marry. For the last two or three years there had been friendship between him and Mrs. Carbuncle; and during the last season he had become almost intimate with our Lizzie. Lizzie thought that perhaps he might be the Corsair whom, sooner or later in her life, she must certainly encounter.

In person, he was a tall, lanky guy with a long body and a long face, sporting rough stubble and a scruffy beard on his upper lip, but with a clean-shaven chin. His eyes were set deep in his skull, and his cheeks were hollow and pale, yet he seemed to be a strong, healthy man. He had large hands that looked almost skeletal, long arms, and a neck that appeared elongated because he always wore his shirt in a way that left much of his throat exposed. It was clear that he enjoyed having attractive women around him, but no one expected him to get married. For the last couple of years, he had been friends with Mrs. Carbuncle, and during the past season, he had become quite close to our Lizzie. Lizzie wondered if he might be the Corsair who she would inevitably encounter at some point in her life.

Sir Griffin Tewett, who at the present period of his existence was being led about by Lord George, was not exactly an amiable young baronet. Nor were his circumstances such as make a man amiable. He was nominally, not only the heir to, but actually the possessor of, a large property;—but he could not touch the principal, and of the income only so much as certain legal curmudgeons would allow him. As Greystock had said, everybody was at law with him,—so successful had been his father in mismanaging, and miscontrolling, and misappropriating the property. Tewett Hall had gone to rack and ruin for four years, and was now let almost for nothing. He was a fair, frail young man, with a bad eye, and a weak mouth, and a thin hand, who was fond of liqueurs, and hated to the death any acquaintance who won a five-pound note of him, or any tradesman who wished to have his bill paid. But he had this redeeming quality,—that having found Lucinda Roanoke to be the handsomest woman he had ever seen, he did desire to make her his wife.

Sir Griffin Tewett, who at this point in his life was being taken around by Lord George, wasn't exactly a pleasant young baronet. His circumstances weren't conducive to being likable either. He was technically both the heir to and the actual owner of a substantial estate; however, he could only touch the income, and even that was limited by certain stingy legal guardians. As Greystock pointed out, everyone was in a legal battle with him—thanks to his father's mismanagement and mishandling of the property. Tewett Hall had fallen into disrepair for four years and was now rented out for almost nothing. He was a decent-looking, delicate young man, with a bad eye, a weak mouth, and a thin hand. He enjoyed liqueurs and deeply disliked anyone who won five pounds from him or any tradesman who wanted to get paid. But he did have one redeeming quality—after seeing Lucinda Roanoke, the most beautiful woman he had ever encountered, he genuinely wanted to make her his wife.

Such were the friends whom Lizzie Eustace received at Portray Castle on the first day of her grand hospitality,—together with John Eustace and Mr. Joseph Emilius, the fashionable preacher from Mayfair.

Such were the friends that Lizzie Eustace welcomed at Portray Castle on the first day of her grand hospitality,—along with John Eustace and Mr. Joseph Emilius, the trendy preacher from Mayfair.

 

 

CHAPTER XXXVII

Lizzie's First Day
 

The coming of John Eustace was certainly a great thing for Lizzie, though it was only for two days. It saved her from that feeling of desertion before her friends,—desertion by those who might naturally belong to her,—which would otherwise have afflicted her. His presence there for two days gave her a start. She could call him John, and bring down her boy to him, and remind him, with the sweetest smile,—with almost a tear in her eye,—that he was the boy's guardian. "Little fellow! So much depends on that little life,—does it not, John?" she said, whispering the words into his ear.

The arrival of John Eustace was definitely a big deal for Lizzie, even if it was just for two days. It spared her from feeling abandoned in front of her friends—abandoned by those who should naturally be in her life—which would have otherwise bothered her. His presence for those two days gave her a boost. She could call him John, bring her boy over to him, and remind him, with the sweetest smile—almost tearing up—that he was the boy's guardian. "Little guy! So much rests on that little life, doesn't it, John?" she said, whispering the words into his ear.

"Lucky little dog!" said John, patting the boy's head. "Let me see! of course he'll go to Eton."

"Lucky little dog!" John said, giving the boy a friendly pat on the head. "Let me see! Of course he’ll go to Eton."

"Not yet," said Lizzie with a shudder.

"Not yet," Lizzie said, shivering.

"Well; no; hardly;—when he's twelve." And then the boy was done with and was carried away. She had played that card and had turned her trick. John Eustace was a thoroughly good-natured man of the world, who could forgive many faults, not expecting people to be perfect. He did not like Mrs. Carbuncle;—was indifferent to Lucinda's beauty;—was afraid of that Tartar, Lord George;—and thoroughly despised Sir Griffin. In his heart he believed Mr. Emilius to be an impostor, who might, for aught he knew, pick his pocket; and Miss Macnulty had no attraction for him. But he smiled, and was gay, and called Lady Eustace by her Christian name, and was content to be of use to her in showing her friends that she had not been altogether dropped by the Eustace people. "I got such a nice affectionate letter from the dear bishop," said Lizzie, "but he couldn't come. He could not escape a previous engagement."

"Well, no, not really—when he's twelve." And then the boy was done and was taken away. She had played her card and executed her plan. John Eustace was a genuinely easygoing guy who could overlook many flaws, not expecting perfection from people. He wasn't fond of Mrs. Carbuncle; he was indifferent to Lucinda's looks; he was wary of that tough guy, Lord George; and he completely looked down on Sir Griffin. Deep down, he thought Mr. Emilius was a fraud who might, for all he knew, steal from him; and Miss Macnulty didn’t interest him at all. But he smiled, was cheerful, called Lady Eustace by her first name, and was happy to help her show her friends that she hadn't been totally cut off by the Eustace family. "I got such a sweet, affectionate letter from the dear bishop," said Lizzie, "but he couldn't come. He had a prior commitment."

"It's a long way," said John, "and he's not so young as he was once;—and then there are the Bobsborough parsons to look after."

"It's a long way," John said, "and he's not as young as he used to be;—and then there are the Bobsborough pastors to take care of."

"I don't suppose anything of that kind stops him," said Lizzie, who did not think it possible that a bishop's bliss should be alloyed by work. John was so very nice that she almost made up her mind to talk to him about the necklace; but she was cautious, and thought of it, and found that it would be better that she should abstain. John Eustace was certainly very good-natured, but perhaps he might say an ugly word to her if she were rash. She refrained, therefore, and after breakfast on the second day he took his departure without an allusion to things that were unpleasant.

"I don’t think anything like that would stop him," said Lizzie, who couldn’t believe that a bishop’s happiness would be affected by work. John was so nice that she nearly decided to talk to him about the necklace; but she held back, realizing it would be better to stay quiet. John Eustace was definitely very kind, but maybe he’d say something harsh if she acted impulsively. So, she held back, and after breakfast on the second day, he left without mentioning any uncomfortable topics.

"I call my brother-in-law a perfect gentleman," said Lizzie with enthusiasm, when his back was turned.

"I call my brother-in-law a perfect gentleman," Lizzie said excitedly, when he wasn't looking.

"Certainly," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "He seems to me to be very quiet."

"Sure," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "He seems really quiet to me."

"He didn't quite like his party," said Lord George.

"He wasn't really a fan of his party," said Lord George.

"I am sure he did," said Lizzie.

"I’m sure he did," Lizzie said.

"I mean as to politics. To him we are all turbulent demagogues and Bohemians. Eustace is an old-world Tory, if there's one left anywhere. But you're right, Lady Eustace; he is a gentleman."

"I’m talking about politics. To him, we’re all just noisy demagogues and free spirits. Eustace is an old-school Tory, if there’s even one left out there. But you’re right, Lady Eustace; he is a gentleman."

"He knows on which side his bread is buttered as well as any man," said Sir Griffin.

"He knows which side his bread is buttered on just like anyone else," said Sir Griffin.

"Am I a demagogue," said Lizzie, appealing to the Corsair, "or a Bohemian? I didn't know it."

"Am I a demagogue," Lizzie asked the Corsair, "or a Bohemian? I had no idea."

"A little in that way, I think, Lady Eustace;—not a demagogue, but demagognical;—not a Bohemian, but that way given."

"A little like that, I think, Lady Eustace;—not a demagogue, but demagogical;—not a Bohemian, but inclined that way."

"And is Miss Roanoke demagognical?"

"And is Miss Roanoke a demagogue?"

"Certainly," said Lord George. "I hardly wrong you there, Miss Roanoke?"

"Of course," Lord George said. "I'm not mistaken about that, am I, Miss Roanoke?"

"Lucinda is a democrat, but hardly a demagogue, Lord George," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Lucinda is a democrat, but definitely not a demagogue, Lord George," Mrs. Carbuncle said.

"Those are distinctions which we hardly understand on this thick-headed side of the water. But demagogues, democrats, demonstrations, and Demosthenic oratory are all equally odious to John Eustace. For a young man he's about the best Tory I know."

"Those are differences that we barely grasp on this side of the water. But demagogues, democrats, protests, and powerful speeches are all equally distasteful to John Eustace. For a young guy, he's one of the best Tories I know."

"He is true to his colours," said Mr. Emilius, who had been endeavouring to awake the attention of Miss Roanoke on the subject of Shakespeare's dramatic action, "and I like men who are true to their colours." Mr. Emilius spoke with the slightest possible tone of a foreign accent,—a tone so slight that it simply served to attract attention to him.

"He sticks to his principles," said Mr. Emilius, who had been trying to catch the interest of Miss Roanoke regarding the topic of Shakespeare's dramatic action, "and I appreciate men who are true to their principles." Mr. Emilius spoke with the faintest hint of a foreign accent—a hint so subtle that it just drew attention to him.

While Eustace was still in the house, there had come a letter from Frank Greystock, saying that he would reach Portray, by way of Glasgow, on Wednesday, the 5th of November. He must sleep in Glasgow on that night, having business, or friends, or pleasure demanding his attention in that prosperous mart of commerce. It had been impressed upon him that he should hunt, and he had consented. There was to be a meet out on the Kilmarnock side of the county on that Wednesday, and he would bring a horse with him from Glasgow. Even in Glasgow a hunter was to be hired, and could be sent forty or fifty miles out of the town in the morning and brought back in the evening. Lizzie had learned all about that, and had told him. If he would call at MacFarlane's stables in Buchanan Street, or even write to Mr. MacFarlane, he would be sure to get a horse that would carry him. MacFarlane was sending horses down into the Ayrshire country every day of his life. It was simply an affair of money. Three guineas for the horse, and then just the expense of the railway. Frank, who knew quite as much about it as did his cousin, and who never thought much of guineas or of railway tickets, promised to meet the party at the meet ready equipped. His things would go on by train, and Lizzie must send for them to Troon. He presumed a beneficent Providence would take the horse back to the bosom of Mr. MacFarlane. Such was the tenour of his letter. "If he don't mind, he'll find himself astray," said Sir Griffin. "He'll have to go one way by rail and his horse another." "We can manage better for our cousin than that," said Lizzie, with a rebuking nod.

While Eustace was still in the house, he received a letter from Frank Greystock, saying he would arrive at Portray, via Glasgow, on Wednesday, November 5th. He needed to stay overnight in Glasgow due to business, friends, or leisure activities that required his attention in that bustling center of commerce. It had been stressed to him that he should go hunting, and he agreed. There was a planned meet on the Kilmarnock side of the county that Wednesday, and he would bring a horse from Glasgow. Even in Glasgow, he could rent a hunter, which could be sent 40 or 50 miles out of town in the morning and brought back in the evening. Lizzie had found out all the details and shared them with him. If he stopped by MacFarlane's stables on Buchanan Street or wrote to Mr. MacFarlane, he would be sure to get a horse that would be suitable. MacFarlane was sending horses to Ayrshire every day. It was just a matter of money—three guineas for the horse, plus the train fare. Frank, who was just as knowledgeable about this as his cousin and who never really worried about guineas or train tickets, promised to meet the group at the hunt fully equipped. His gear would go by train, and Lizzie needed to arrange for it to be sent to Troon. He assumed that a kind Providence would return the horse to Mr. MacFarlane. That was the main point of his letter. "If he's not careful, he'll get lost," said Sir Griffin. "He'll have to travel one way by train and his horse another." "We can do better for our cousin than that," Lizzie replied with a disapproving nod.

But there was hunting from Portray before Frank Greystock came. It was specially a hunting party, and Lizzie was to be introduced to the glories of the field. In giving her her due, it must be acknowledged that she was fit for the work. She rode well, though she had not ridden to hounds, and her courage was cool. She looked well on horseback, and had that presence of mind which should never desert a lady when she is hunting. A couple of horses had been purchased for her, under Lord George's superintendence,—his conjointly with Mrs. Carbuncle's,—and had been at the castle for the last ten days—"eating their varra heeds off," as Andy Gowran had said in sorrow. There had been practising even while John Eustace was there, and before her preceptors had slept three nights at the castle, she had ridden backwards and forwards half-a-dozen times over a stone wall. "Oh, yes," Lucinda had said, in answer to a remark from Sir Griffin, "It's easy enough,—till you come across something difficult."

But there was hunting from Portray before Frank Greystock arrived. It was specifically a hunting party, and Lizzie was going to be introduced to the excitement of the field. To give her credit, it must be noted that she was up for the challenge. She rode well, even though she hadn't ridden with hounds before, and she was quite brave. She looked good on horseback and had the presence of mind that a lady should always have while hunting. A couple of horses had been bought for her, with Lord George overseeing the purchase along with Mrs. Carbuncle, and they had been at the castle for the last ten days—“eating their very heads off,” as Andy Gowran had sadly noted. There had even been practice while John Eustace was there, and before her trainers had spent three nights at the castle, she had jumped back and forth over a stone wall at least six times. “Oh, yes,” Lucinda had said in response to a comment from Sir Griffin, “It’s easy enough—until you run into something tricky.”

"Nothing difficult stops you," said Sir Griffin;—to which compliment Lucinda vouchsafed no reply.

"Nothing difficult can hold you back," said Sir Griffin;—to which compliment Lucinda offered no response.

On the Monday Lizzie went out hunting for the first time in her life. It must be owned that, as she put her habit on, and afterwards breakfasted with all her guests in hunting gear around her, and then was driven with them in her own carriage to the meet, there was something of trepidation at her heart. And her feeling of cautious fear in regard to money had received a shock. Mrs. Carbuncle had told her that a couple of horses fit to carry her might perhaps cost her about £180. Lord George had received the commission, and the cheque required from her had been for £320. Of course she had written the cheque without a word, but it did begin to occur to her that hunting was an expensive amusement. Gowran had informed her that he had bought a rick of hay from a neighbour for £75 15s. 9d. "God forgie me," said Andy, "but I b'lieve I've been o'er hard on the puir man in your leddyship's service." £75 15s. 9d. did seem a great deal of money to pay; and could it be necessary that she should buy a whole rick? There were to be eight horses in the stable. To what friend could she apply to learn how much of a rick of hay one horse ought to eat in a month of hunting? In such a matter she might have trusted Andy Gowran implicitly; but how was she to know that? And then, what if at some desperate fence she were to be thrown off and break her nose and knock out her front teeth! Was the game worth the candle? She was by no means sure that she liked Mrs. Carbuncle very much. And though she liked Lord George very well, could it be possible that he bought the horses for £90 each and charged her £160? Corsairs do do these sort of things. The horses themselves were two sweet dears, with stars on their foreheads, and shining coats, and a delicious aptitude for jumping over everything at a moment's notice. Lord George had not, in truth, made a penny by them, and they were good hunters, worth the money;—but how was Lizzie to know that? But though she doubted, and was full of fears, she could smile and look as though she liked it. If the worst should come she could certainly get money for the diamonds.

On the Monday, Lizzie went out hunting for the first time in her life. It must be said that as she put on her riding outfit and later had breakfast with all her guests in their hunting gear, there was a bit of anxiety in her heart. Her cautious feelings about money had taken a hit. Mrs. Carbuncle had mentioned that a couple of horses suitable for her might cost around £180. Lord George had taken on the task, and the check she had to write was for £320. Of course, she wrote the check without saying anything, but it started to dawn on her that hunting was an expensive hobby. Gowran had informed her that he bought a load of hay from a neighbor for £75 15s. 9d. "God forgive me," said Andy, "but I believe I've been too hard on the poor man in your ladyship's service." £75 15s. 9d. did seem like a lot of money to spend; and did she really need to buy a whole load? There would be eight horses in the stable. Which friend could she ask about how much hay one horse might eat in a month of hunting? In this situation, she could have relied on Andy Gowran completely; but how could she be sure? And what if she fell off at some difficult jump and broke her nose and knocked out her front teeth! Was the game worth the candle? She wasn't quite sure she liked Mrs. Carbuncle very much. And while she liked Lord George well enough, could it be that he bought the horses for £90 each and charged her £160? Corsairs do these kinds of things. The horses themselves were two lovely creatures, with stars on their foreheads, shiny coats, and a wonderful ability to jump over anything at a moment's notice. In reality, Lord George hadn’t made a penny off them, and they were good hunters worth the money; but how was Lizzie to know that? Despite her doubts and fears, she could smile and act like she enjoyed it. If the worst came to worst, she could definitely get money for the diamonds.

On that Monday the meet was comparatively near to them,—distant only twelve miles. On the following Wednesday it would be sixteen, and they would use the railway,—having the carriage sent to meet them in the evening. The three ladies and Lord George filled the carriage, and Sir Griffin was perched upon the box. The ladies' horses had gone on with two grooms, and those for Lord George and Sir Griffin were to come to the meet. Lizzie felt somewhat proud of her establishment and her equipage;—but at the same time somewhat fearful. Hitherto she knew but very little of the county people, and was not sure how she might be received;—and then how would it be with her if the fox should at once start away across country, and she should lack either the pluck or the power to follow? There was Sir Griffin to look after Miss Roanoke, and Lord George to attend to Mrs. Carbuncle. At last an idea so horrible struck her that she could not keep it down. "What am I to do," she said, "if I find myself all alone in a field, and everybody else gone away!"

On that Monday, the meet was relatively close to them—just twelve miles away. The following Wednesday, it would be sixteen miles, so they would take the train, having the carriage sent to pick them up in the evening. The three ladies and Lord George filled the carriage, while Sir Griffin sat on the box. The ladies' horses had already gone on with two grooms, and the horses for Lord George and Sir Griffin were to join them at the meet. Lizzie felt somewhat proud of her setup and her carriage, but at the same time, a bit anxious. Until now, she didn’t know much about the local people and wasn't sure how they would react to her. And what if the fox suddenly dashed off across the fields, and she didn't have the courage or ability to follow? Sir Griffin was there to look out for Miss Roanoke, and Lord George would take care of Mrs. Carbuncle. Finally, a horrifying thought crossed her mind that she couldn't shake off. "What am I supposed to do," she said, "if I find myself all alone in a field, with everyone else gone?"

"We won't treat you quite in that fashion," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"We won't treat you that way," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"The only possible way in which you can be alone in a field is that you will have cut everybody else down," said Lord George.

"The only way you can be alone in a field is if you’ve taken everyone else out," said Lord George.

"I suppose it will all come right," said Lizzie, plucking up her courage, and telling herself that a woman can die but once.

"I guess it will all work out," said Lizzie, gathering her courage and reminding herself that a woman only dies once.

Everything was right,—as it usually is. The horses were there,—quite a throng of horses, as the two gentlemen had two each; and there was, moreover, a mounted groom to look after the three ladies. Lizzie had desired to have a groom to herself, but had been told that the expenditure in horseflesh was more than the stable could stand. "All I ever want of a man is to carry for me my flask, and waterproof, and luncheon," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "I don't care if I never see a groom, except for that."

Everything was perfect—as it usually is. There were plenty of horses, since each of the two gentlemen had two, and there was also a mounted groom to look after the three ladies. Lizzie wanted a groom for herself, but she was told that the costs for more horses were too high for the stable. "All I ever need from a man is for him to carry my flask, my raincoat, and my lunch," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "I don't mind if I never see a groom, except for that."

"It's convenient to have a gate opened sometimes," said Lucinda, slowly.

"It's handy to have a gate opened sometimes," Lucinda said slowly.

"Will no one but a groom do that for you?" asked Sir Griffin.

"Will no one except a groom do that for you?" asked Sir Griffin.

"Gentlemen can't open gates," said Lucinda. Now, as Sir Griffin thought that he had opened many gates during the last season for Miss Roanoke, he felt this to be hard.

"Gentlemen can't open gates," Lucinda said. Now, since Sir Griffin believed he had opened many gates for Miss Roanoke last season, he found this to be unfair.

But there were eight horses, and eight horses with three servants and a carriage made quite a throng. Among the crowd of Ayrshire hunting men,—a lord or two, a dozen lairds, two dozen farmers, and as many men of business out of Ayr, Kilmarnock, and away from Glasgow,—it was soon told that Lady Eustace and her party were among them. A good deal had been already heard of Lizzie, and it was at least known of her that she had, for her life, the Portray estate in her hands. So there was an undercurrent of whispering, and that sort of commotion which the appearance of new-comers does produce at a hunt-meet. Lord George knew one or two men, who were surprised to find him in Ayrshire, and Mrs. Carbuncle was soon quite at home with a young nobleman whom she had met in the vale with the Baron. Sir Griffin did not leave Lucinda's side, and for a while poor Lizzie felt herself alone in a crowd.

But there were eight horses, and eight horses with three servants and a carriage made quite a crowd. Among the throng of Ayrshire hunting men—one or two lords, a dozen lairds, two dozen farmers, and just as many businesspeople from Ayr, Kilmarnock, and Glasgow—it quickly became known that Lady Eustace and her party were there. A lot had already been said about Lizzie, and it was at least known that she had the Portray estate in her hands for her life. So there was a buzz of whispers and that kind of stir that always comes with the arrival of newcomers at a hunt meet. Lord George recognized a couple of guys who were surprised to see him in Ayrshire, and Mrs. Carbuncle quickly hit it off with a young nobleman she had met in the valley with the Baron. Sir Griffin didn’t leave Lucinda’s side, and for a while, poor Lizzie felt completely alone in the crowd.

Who does not know that terrible feeling, and the all but necessity that exists for the sufferer to pretend that he is not suffering,—which again is aggravated by the conviction that the pretence is utterly vain? This may be bad with a man, but with a woman, who never looks to be alone in a crowd, it is terrible. For five minutes, during which everybody else was speaking to everybody,—for five minutes, which seemed to her to be an hour, Lizzie spoke to no one, and no one spoke to her. Was it for such misery as this that she was spending hundreds upon hundreds, and running herself into debt? For she was sure that there would be debt before she had parted with Mrs. Carbuncle. There are people, very many people, to whom an act of hospitality is in itself a good thing; but there are others who are always making calculations, and endeavouring to count up the thing purchased against the cost. Lizzie had been told that she was a rich woman,—as women go, very rich. Surely she was entitled to entertain a few friends; and if Mrs. Carbuncle and Miss Roanoke could hunt, it could not be that hunting was beyond her own means. And yet she was spending a great deal of money. She had seen a large waggon loaded with sacks of corn coming up the hill to the Portray stables, and she knew that there would be a long bill at the corn-chandler's. There had been found a supply of wine in the cellars at Portray,—which at her request had been inspected by her cousin Frank;—but it had been necessary, so he had told her, to have much more sent down from London,—champagne, and liqueurs, and other nice things that cost money. "You won't like not to have them if these people are coming?" "Oh, no; certainly not," said Lizzie, with enthusiasm. What other rich people did, she would do. But now, in her five minutes of misery, she counted it all up, and was at a loss to find what was to be her return for her expenditure. And then, if on this her first day she should have a fall, with no tender hand to help her, and then find that she had knocked out her front teeth!

Who doesn't know that awful feeling and the almost unavoidable need for the person suffering to act like they're not suffering — which is made worse by the belief that the act is completely pointless? This might be tough for a man, but for a woman, who never wants to feel alone in a crowd, it’s unbearable. For five minutes, while everyone else was chatting amongst themselves — five minutes that felt like an hour to her — Lizzie didn’t speak to anyone, and no one spoke to her. Was this miserable experience really worth the hundreds she was spending, putting herself in debt? She was certain debt was on its way before she could get rid of Mrs. Carbuncle. There are many people for whom being hospitable is inherently good; but others are always calculating, trying to measure what they get against what they spend. Lizzie had been told she was a rich woman — as far as women go, very rich. Surely she had the right to host a few friends; and if Mrs. Carbuncle and Miss Roanoke could go hunting, it shouldn’t mean that hunting was beyond her reach. Still, she was spending a lot of money. She had seen a big wagon loaded with sacks of corn making its way up the hill to the Portray stables, and she knew the bill at the corn merchant would be hefty. They had discovered a stock of wine in the Portray cellars — which, at her request, her cousin Frank had checked — but he told her it was necessary to have much more brought down from London — champagne, liqueurs, and other fancy things that cost a lot. "You won't enjoy not having them if these people are coming?" "Oh, no; of course not," Lizzie replied enthusiastically. She wanted to do what other wealthy people did. But now, in her five minutes of despair, she was tallying it all up and struggling to see what she would gain from her spending. And what if on this first day she fell, with no kind hand to help her, and ended up knocking out her front teeth!

But the cavalcade began to move, and then Lord George was by her side. "You mustn't be angry if I seem to stick too close to you," he said. She gave him her sweetest smile as she told him that that would be impossible. "Because, you know, though it's the easiest thing in the world to get along out hunting, and women never come to grief, a person is a little astray at first."

But the parade started moving, and then Lord George was by her side. "You shouldn’t be mad if I seem to stick by you too closely," he said. She gave him her sweetest smile as she told him that would be impossible. "Because, you know, even though it’s super easy to get along while hunting, and women never have any trouble, a person feels a bit lost at first."

"I shall be so much astray," said Lizzie. "I don't at all know how we are going to begin. Are we hunting a fox now?" At this moment they were trotting across a field or two, through a run of gates up to the first covert.

"I'll be so lost," said Lizzie. "I really have no idea how we're going to start. Are we tracking a fox now?" At that moment, they were trotting across a couple of fields, through a series of gates, heading toward the first thicket.

"Not quite yet. The hounds haven't been put in yet. You see that wood there? I suppose they'll draw that."

"Not just yet. The hounds haven't been released yet. Do you see that wooded area there? I guess they'll go after that."

"What is drawing, Lord George? I want to know all about it, and I am so ignorant. Nobody else will tell me." Then Lord George gave his lesson, and explained the theory and system of fox-hunting. "We're to wait here, then, till the fox runs away? But it's ever so large, and if he runs away, and nobody sees him? I hope he will, because it will be nice to go on easily."

"What is drawing, Lord George? I really want to understand it, but I'm completely clueless. No one else will explain it to me." Then Lord George gave his lesson and went over the theory and system of fox-hunting. "So, we're supposed to wait here until the fox runs off? But it’s really big, and if he takes off and no one sees where he went? I hope he does, because it would be nice to move on smoothly."

"A great many people hope that, and a great many think it nice to go on easily. Only you must not confess to it." Then he went on with his lecture, and explained the meaning of scent, was great on the difficulty of getting away, described the iniquity of heading the fox, spoke of up wind and down wind, got as far as the trouble of "carrying," and told her that a good ear was everything in a big wood,—when there came upon them the thrice-repeated note of an old hound's voice, and the quick scampering, and low, timid, anxious, trustful whinnying of a dozen comrade younger hounds, who recognised the sagacity of their well-known and highly-appreciated elder,—"That's a fox," said Lord George.

"A lot of people hope for that, and a lot think it's nice to go through life easily. But you can’t admit it." Then he continued with his lecture, explaining the meaning of scent, discussing the challenge of getting away, describing the wrongness of heading the fox, talking about upwind and downwind, reaching the point about the issue of "carrying," and telling her that a good ear is essential in a big woods—when they were interrupted by the threefold call of an old hound's voice, along with the quick scampering and soft, timid, anxious, and trusting whinnies of a dozen younger hounds, who recognized the wisdom of their well-known and highly respected elder—"That's a fox," said Lord George.

"What shall I do now?" said Lizzie, all in a twitter.

"What should I do now?" said Lizzie, all flustered.

"Sit just where you are and light a cigar, if you're given to smoking."

"Just sit where you are and light a cigar if you smoke."

"Pray don't joke with me. You know I want to do it properly."

"Please don’t joke with me. You know I want to do it right."

"And therefore you must sit just where you are, and not gallop about. There's a matter of a hundred and twenty acres here, I should say, and a fox doesn't always choose to be evicted at the first notice. It's a chance whether he goes at all from a wood like this. I like woods myself, because, as you say, we can take it easy; but if you want to ride, you should— By George, they've killed him!"

"And so you need to stay right where you are and not run around. There’s about a hundred and twenty acres here, I’d say, and a fox doesn’t always leave at the first signal. It’s a toss-up whether he’ll leave at all from a woods like this. I like woods myself because, like you said, we can chill; but if you want to ride, you should— Oh my God, they’ve killed him!"

"Killed the fox?"

"Did you kill the fox?"

"Yes; he's dead. Didn't you hear?"

"Yeah; he's dead. Didn't you hear?"

"And is that a hunt?"

"Is that a hunt?"

"Well;—as far as it goes, it is."

"Well, as much as it matters, it is."

"Why didn't he run away? What a stupid beast! I don't see so very much in that. Who killed him? That man that was blowing the horn?"

"Why didn't he just run away? What a dumb animal! I don't see what's so surprising about it. Who ended up killing him? Was it that guy playing the horn?"

"The hounds chopped him."

"The dogs attacked him."

"Chopped him!" Lord George was very patient, and explained to Lizzie, who was now indignant and disappointed, the misfortune of chopping. "And are we to go home now? Is it all over?"

"Chopped him!" Lord George was very patient and explained to Lizzie, who was now upset and let down, the unfortunate matter of chopping. "So, are we heading home now? Is it all finished?"

"They say the country is full of foxes," said Lord George. "Perhaps we shall chop half-a-dozen."

"They say the country is full of foxes," said Lord George. "Maybe we’ll catch half a dozen."

"Dear me! Chop half-a-dozen foxes! Do they like to be chopped? I thought they always ran away."

"Wow! Cut up half a dozen foxes! Do they want to be chopped? I thought they always ran away."

Lord George was constant and patient, and rode at Lizzie's side from covert to covert. A second fox they did kill in the same fashion as the first; a third they couldn't hunt a yard; a fourth got to ground after five minutes, and was dug out ingloriously;—during which process a drizzling rain commenced. "Where is the man with my waterproof?" demanded Mrs. Carbuncle. Lord George had sent the man to see whether there was shelter to be had in a neighbouring yard. And Mrs. Carbuncle was angry. "It's my own fault," she said, "for not having my own man. Lucinda, you'll be wet."

Lord George was consistent and patient, riding alongside Lizzie from one hiding spot to the next. They caught a second fox just like the first; they couldn't chase a third one at all; a fourth went to ground after five minutes and was dug out without glory, during which a light rain started. "Where's the guy with my waterproof?" Mrs. Carbuncle asked. Lord George had sent him to check for any shelter in a nearby yard. Mrs. Carbuncle was annoyed. "It's my own fault," she said, "for not having my own guy. Lucinda, you'll get wet."

"I don't mind the wet," said Lucinda. Lucinda never did mind anything.

"I don't mind the rain," said Lucinda. Lucinda never really cared about anything.

"If you'll come with me, we'll get into a barn," said Sir Griffin.

"If you come with me, we'll go into a barn," said Sir Griffin.

"I like the wet," said Lucinda. All the while seven men were at work with picks and shovels, and the master and four or five of the more ardent sportsmen were deeply engaged in what seemed to be a mining operation on a small scale. The huntsman stood over giving his orders. One enthusiastic man, who had been lying on his belly, grovelling in the mud for five minutes, with a long stick in his hand, was now applying the point of it scientifically to his nose. An ordinary observer with a magnifying-glass might have seen a hair at the end of the stick. "He's there," said the enthusiastic man, covered with mud, after a long-drawn, eager sniff at the stick. The huntsman deigned to give one glance. "That's rabbit," said the huntsman. A conclave was immediately formed over the one visible hair that stuck to the stick, and three experienced farmers decided that it was rabbit. The muddy enthusiastic man, silenced but not convinced, retired from the crowd, leaving his stick behind him, and comforted himself with his brandy-flask.

"I love the wet," said Lucinda. Meanwhile, seven men were hard at work with picks and shovels, while the master and four or five of the more enthusiastic sportsmen were focused on what looked like a small-scale mining operation. The huntsman stood over them, giving commands. One eager man, who had been lying face down in the mud for five minutes with a long stick in his hand, was now using the tip of it scientifically on his nose. An ordinary viewer with a magnifying glass might have spotted a hair at the end of the stick. "He's there," said the eager man, covered in mud, after taking a long, excited sniff of the stick. The huntsman took a moment to glance over. "That's rabbit," he said. A gathering quickly formed around the single visible hair stuck to the stick, and three seasoned farmers agreed it was rabbit. The muddy enthusiastic man, silenced but not convinced, stepped back from the group, leaving his stick behind, and comforted himself with his brandy flask.

"He's here, my lord," said the huntsman to his noble master, "only we ain't got nigh him yet." He spoke almost in a whisper, so that the ignorant crowd should not hear the words of wisdom, which they wouldn't understand or perhaps believe. "It's that full of rabbits that the holes is all hairs. They ain't got no terrier here, I suppose. They never has aught that is wanted in these parts. Work round to the right, there;—that's his line." The men did work round to the right, and in something under an hour the fox was dragged out by his brush and hind legs, while the experienced whip who dragged him held the poor brute tight by the back of his neck. "An old dog, my lord. There's such a many of 'em here, that they'll be a deal better for a little killing." Then the hounds ate their third fox for that day.

"He's here, my lord," the huntsman said to his noble master, "but we haven't reached him yet." He spoke almost in a whisper to keep the ignorant crowd from hearing the wisdom that they wouldn't understand or might not believe. "There are so many rabbits around that the holes are all hair. I assume they don't have a terrier here. They never have anything needed in these parts. Move to the right; that's his path." The men did move to the right, and in just under an hour, the fox was pulled out by his tail and hind legs, while the experienced whip who pulled him held the poor creature tightly by the back of his neck. "An old dog, my lord. There are so many of them here that they'll be much better off with a little hunting." Then the hounds had their third fox of the day.

Lady Eustace, in the meantime, and Mrs. Carbuncle, with Lord George, had found their way to the shelter of a cattle-shed. Lucinda had slowly followed, and Sir Griffin had followed her. The gentlemen smoked cigars, and the ladies, when they had eaten their luncheons and drank their sherry, were cold and cross. "If this is hunting," said Lizzie, "I really don't think so much about it."

Lady Eustace, meanwhile, along with Mrs. Carbuncle and Lord George, had made their way to the shelter of a cattle shed. Lucinda had slowly followed, and Sir Griffin had followed her. The men smoked cigars while the women, after eating their lunches and sipping their sherry, felt cold and grumpy. "If this is hunting," Lizzie said, "I really don't find it all that appealing."

"It's Scotch hunting," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"It's Scotch hunting," Mrs. Carbuncle said.

"I have seen foxes dug out south of the Tweed," suggested Lord George.

"I've seen foxes dug out south of the Tweed," Lord George suggested.

"I suppose everything is slow after the Baron," said Mrs. Carbuncle, who had distinguished herself with the Baron's stag-hounds last March.

"I guess everything feels slow compared to the Baron," said Mrs. Carbuncle, who had made a name for herself with the Baron's stag-hounds last March.

"Are we to go home now?" asked Lizzie, who would have been well-pleased to have received an answer in the affirmative.

"Are we going home now?" asked Lizzie, who would have been happy to get a yes.

"I presume they'll draw again," exclaimed Mrs. Carbuncle, with an angry frown on her brow. "It's hardly two o'clock."

"I assume they'll draw again," Mrs. Carbuncle said, an annoyed frown on her face. "It's barely two o'clock."

"They always draw till seven, in Scotland," said Lord George.

"They always play until seven in Scotland," said Lord George.

"That's nonsense," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "It's dark at four."

"That's ridiculous," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "It's dark by four."

"They have torches in Scotland," said Lord George.

"They have flashlights in Scotland," said Lord George.

"They have a great many things in Scotland that are very far from agreeable," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "Lucinda, did you ever see three foxes killed without five minutes' running, before? I never did."

"They have a lot of things in Scotland that are really unpleasant," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "Lucinda, have you ever seen three foxes killed in less than five minutes of chasing? I never have."

"I've been out all day without finding at all," said Lucinda, who loved the truth.

"I've been out all day and haven't found anything at all," said Lucinda, who loved the truth.

"And so have I," said Sir Griffin;—"often. Don't you remember that day when we went down from London to Bringher Wood, and they pretended to find at half-past four? That's what I call a sell."

"And so have I," said Sir Griffin;—"often. Don’t you remember that day when we went down from London to Bringher Wood, and they pretended to find us at half-past four? That’s what I call a scam."

"They're going on, Lady Eustace," said Lord George. "If you're not tired, we might as well see it out." Lizzie was tired, but said that she was not, and she did see it out. They found a fifth fox, but again there was no scent. "Who the –––– is to hunt a fox with people scurrying about like that!" said the huntsman, very angrily, dashing forward at a couple of riders. "The hounds is behind you, only you ain't a-looking. Some people never do look!" The two peccant riders unfortunately were Sir Griffin and Lucinda.

"They're still going, Lady Eustace," Lord George said. "If you're not tired, we might as well stick around." Lizzie was tired, but she claimed she wasn't, and she did stay until the end. They found a fifth fox, but once again there was no scent. "Who the heck is supposed to hunt a fox with people running around like that!" the huntsman said angrily, rushing toward a couple of riders. "The hounds are right behind you, but you aren't even looking. Some people never do look!" Unfortunately, the two distracted riders were Sir Griffin and Lucinda.

The day was one of those from which all the men and women return home cross, and which induce some half-hearted folk to declare to themselves that they never will hunt again. When the master decided a little after three that he would draw no more, because there wasn't a yard of scent, our party had nine or ten miles to ride back to their carriages. Lizzie was very tired, and, when Lord George took her from her horse, could almost have cried from fatigue. Mrs. Carbuncle was never fatigued, but she had become damp,—soaking wet through, as she herself said,—during the four minutes that the man was absent with her waterproof jacket, and could not bring herself to forget the ill-usage she had suffered. Lucinda had become absolutely dumb, and any observer would have fancied that the two gentlemen had quarrelled with each other. "You ought to go on the box now," said Sir Griffin, grumbling. "When you're my age, and I'm yours, I will," said Lord George, taking his seat in the carriage. Then he appealed to Lizzie. "You'll let me smoke, won't you?" She simply bowed her head. And so they went home,—Lord George smoking, and the ladies dumb. Lizzie, as she dressed for dinner, almost cried with vexation and disappointment.

The day was one of those that left everyone feeling down, making some people half-heartedly promise themselves they'd never hunt again. When the master decided a little after three that he wouldn’t hunt anymore because there wasn’t a trace of scent, our group had to ride back nine or ten miles to their carriages. Lizzie was extremely tired, and when Lord George helped her off her horse, she almost cried from exhaustion. Mrs. Carbuncle was never fatigued, but she was completely soaked—just as she said—during the four minutes the man was gone with her waterproof jacket, and she couldn’t shake off the annoyance she felt. Lucinda had gone completely quiet, and anyone watching might have thought the two gentlemen were at odds. “You should be up front now,” Sir Griffin grumbled. “When you’re my age and I’m yours, I will,” said Lord George, settling into the carriage. Then he turned to Lizzie. “You’ll let me smoke, right?” She simply nodded. And so they went home—Lord George smoking and the ladies silent. Lizzie, while getting ready for dinner, almost cried from frustration and disappointment.

There was a little conversation up-stairs between Mrs. Carbuncle and Lucinda, when they were free from the attendance of their joint maid. "It seems to me," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "that you won't make up your mind about anything."

There was a brief conversation upstairs between Mrs. Carbuncle and Lucinda, when they were free from their shared maid's presence. "It seems to me," Mrs. Carbuncle said, "that you can't decide on anything."

"There is nothing to make up my mind about."

"There’s nothing for me to decide."

"I think there is;—a great deal. Do you mean to take this man who is dangling after you?"

"I think there is;—a lot. Are you really going to take this guy who's hanging around after you?"

"He isn't worth taking."

"He's not worth it."

"Carruthers says that the property must come right, sooner or later. You might do better, perhaps, but you won't trouble yourself. We can't go on like this for ever, you know."

"Carruthers says that the situation has to improve eventually. You might find a better solution, but you won't bother to look for one. We can't keep this up forever, you know."

"If you hated it as much as I do, you wouldn't want to go on."

"If you hated it as much as I do, you wouldn't want to continue."

"Why don't you talk to him? I don't think he's at all a bad fellow."

"Why don't you talk to him? I really don't think he's a bad guy at all."

"I've nothing to say."

"I have nothing to say."

"He'll offer to-morrow, if you'll accept him."

"He'll offer tomorrow if you'll accept him."

"Don't let him do that, Aunt Jane. I couldn't say Yes. As for loving him;—oh, laws!"

"Don't let him do that, Aunt Jane. I couldn't say yes. As for loving him—oh, my gosh!"

"It won't do to go on like this, you know."

"It can't keep going on like this, you know."

"I'm only eighteen;—and it's my money, aunt."

"I'm only eighteen, and it's my money, aunt."

"And how long will it last? If you can't accept him, refuse him, and let somebody else come."

"And how long will it last? If you can't accept him, then reject him and let someone else take his place."

"It seems to me," said Lucinda, "that one is as bad as another. I'd a deal sooner marry a shoemaker and help him to make shoes."

"It seems to me," said Lucinda, "that one is just as bad as the other. I would much rather marry a shoemaker and help him make shoes."

"That's downright wickedness," said Mrs. Carbuncle. And then they went down to dinner.

"That's pure evil," said Mrs. Carbuncle. And then they went down to dinner.

 

 

CHAPTER XXXVIII

Nappie's Grey Horse
 

During the leisure of Tuesday, our friends regained their good humour, and on the Wednesday morning they again started for the hunting-field. Mrs. Carbuncle, who probably felt that she had behaved ill about the groom and in regard to Scotland, almost made an apology, and explained that a cold shower always did make her cross. "My dear Lady Eustace, I hope I wasn't very savage." "My dear Mrs. Carbuncle, I hope I wasn't very stupid," said Lizzie with a smile. "My dear Lady Eustace, and my dear Mrs. Carbuncle, and my dear Miss Roanoke, I hope I wasn't very selfish," said Lord George.

During their free time on Tuesday, our friends relaxed and got back into a good mood, and on Wednesday morning, they headed out to the hunting grounds again. Mrs. Carbuncle, who likely realized she had acted poorly regarding the groom and her views on Scotland, almost apologized and mentioned that a cold shower always made her grumpy. "My dear Lady Eustace, I hope I wasn't too harsh." "My dear Mrs. Carbuncle, I hope I wasn't too dull," Lizzie replied with a smile. "My dear Lady Eustace, and my dear Mrs. Carbuncle, and my dear Miss Roanoke, I hope I wasn't too selfish," said Lord George.

"I thought you were," said Sir Griffin.

"I thought you were," Sir Griffin said.

"Yes, Griff; and so were you;—but I succeeded."

"Yeah, Griff; and so were you;—but I made it."

"I am almost glad that I wasn't of the party," said Mr. Emilius, with that musical foreign tone of his. "Miss Macnulty and I did not quarrel; did we?"

"I’m kind of glad I wasn’t at the party," said Mr. Emilius, with that musical foreign accent of his. "Miss Macnulty and I didn’t fight, did we?"

"No, indeed," said Miss Macnulty, who had liked the society of Mr. Emilius.

"No way," said Miss Macnulty, who had enjoyed Mr. Emilius's company.

But on this morning there was an attraction for Lizzie which the Monday had wanted. She was to meet her cousin, Frank Greystock. The journey was long, and the horses had gone on over night. They went by railway to Kilmarnock, and there a carriage from the inn had been ordered to meet them. Lizzie, as she heard the order given, wondered whether she would have to pay for that, or whether Lord George and Sir Griffin would take so much off her shoulders. Young women generally pay for nothing; and it was very hard that she, who was quite a young woman, should have to pay for all. But she smiled, and accepted the proposition. "Oh, yes; of course a carriage at the station. It is so nice to have some one to think of things, like Lord George." The carriage met them, and everything went prosperously. Almost the first person they saw was Frank Greystock, in a black coat, indeed, but riding a superb grey horse, and looking quite as though he knew what he was about. He was introduced to Mrs. Carbuncle and Miss Roanoke and Sir Griffin. With Lord George he had some slight previous acquaintance.

But on that morning, Lizzie felt a pull that had been missing on Monday. She was about to meet her cousin, Frank Greystock. The trip was long, and the horses had traveled on ahead the night before. They took the train to Kilmarnock, where a carriage from the inn had been arranged to pick them up. As Lizzie heard the order being placed, she wondered if she'd have to cover that cost or if Lord George and Sir Griffin would help her out. Young women typically don’t pay for anything, and it seemed unfair that she, who was still quite young, had to handle all the expenses. But she smiled and agreed to the plan. "Oh, yes; of course, a carriage at the station. It's so nice to have someone like Lord George taking care of things." The carriage was waiting for them, and everything went smoothly. The first person they spotted was Frank Greystock, wearing a black coat but riding a stunning grey horse, looking very much in control. He was introduced to Mrs. Carbuncle, Miss Roanoke, and Sir Griffin. He had a bit of prior acquaintance with Lord George.

"You've had no difficulty about a horse?" said Lizzie.

"You haven't had any trouble with a horse, have you?" Lizzie asked.

"Not the slightest. But I was in an awful fright this morning. I wrote to MacFarlane from London, and absolutely hadn't a moment to go to his place yesterday or this morning. I was staying over at Glenshiels, and had not a moment to spare in catching the train. But I found a horse-box on, and a lad from MacFarlane's just leaving as I came up."

"Not at all. But I was really scared this morning. I wrote to MacFarlane from London and honestly didn’t have a second to go to his place yesterday or this morning. I was staying over at Glenshiels and didn’t have a spare moment to catch the train. But I found a horse box available, and a kid from MacFarlane's was just leaving as I arrived."

"Didn't he send a boy down with the horse?" asked Lord George.

"Didn’t he send a kid down with the horse?" asked Lord George.

"I believe there is a boy, and the boy'll be awfully bothered. I told him to book the horse for Kilmarnock."

"I think there's a boy, and he's going to be really upset. I told him to reserve the horse for Kilmarnock."

"They always do book for Kilmarnock for this meet," said a gentleman who had made acquaintance with some of Lizzie's party on the previous hunting-day;—"but Stewarton is ever so much nearer."

"They always book for Kilmarnock for this event," said a man who had met some of Lizzie's group on the last hunting day;—"but Stewarton is so much closer."

"So somebody told me in the carriage," continued Frank, "and I contrived to get my box off at Stewarton. The guard was uncommon civil, and so was the porter. But I hadn't a moment to look for the boy."

"So someone told me in the carriage," continued Frank, "and I managed to get my box off at Stewarton. The guard was unusually polite, and so was the porter. But I didn’t have a moment to look for the boy."

"I always make my fellow stick to his horses," said Sir Griffin.

"I always make my companion stick with his horses," said Sir Griffin.

"But you see, Sir Griffin, I haven't got a fellow, and I've only hired a horse. But I shall hire a good many horses from Mr. MacFarlane if he'll always put me up like this."

"But you see, Sir Griffin, I don’t have a companion, and I’ve only rented one horse. But I will rent many more horses from Mr. MacFarlane if he keeps accommodating me like this."

"I'm so glad you're here," said Lizzie.

"I'm really glad you’re here," Lizzie said.

"So am I. I hunt about twice in three years, and no man likes it so much. I've still got to find out whether the beast can jump."

"So am I. I go hunting about twice every three years, and no one enjoys it as much as I do. I still need to determine if the creature can jump."

"Any mortal thing alive, sir," said one of those horsey-looking men who are to be found in all hunting-fields, who wear old brown breeches, old black coats, old hunting-caps, who ride screws, and never get thrown out.

"Anything living, sir," said one of those horsey-looking guys you see in all hunting fields, who wear old brown breeches, old black coats, old hunting caps, who ride scrappy horses, and never get tossed off.

"You know him, do you?" said Frank.

"You know him, right?" said Frank.

"I know him. I didn't know as Muster MacFarlane owned him. No more he don't," said the horsey man, turning aside to one of his friends. "That's Nappie's horse, from Jamaica Street."

"I know him. I didn't realize Muster MacFarlane owned him. Not anymore," said the horsey man, turning to one of his friends. "That's Nappie's horse, from Jamaica Street."

"Not possible," said the friend.

"Not possible," said the friend.

"You'll tell me I don't know my own horse next."

"You'll say I don't know my own horse next."

"I don't believe you ever owned one," said the friend.

"I don’t think you ever had one," said the friend.

Lizzie was in truth delighted to have her cousin beside her. He had, at any rate, forgiven what she had said to him at his last visit, or he would not have been there. And then, too, there was a feeling of reality in her connexion with him, which was sadly wanting to her,—unreal as she was herself,—in her acquaintance with the other people around her. And on this occasion three or four people spoke or bowed to her, who had only stared at her before; and the huntsman took off his cap, and hoped that he would do something better for her than on the previous Monday. And the huntsman was very courteous also to Miss Roanoke, expressing the same hope, cap in hand, and smiling graciously. A huntsman at the beginning of any day or at the end of a good day is so different from a huntsman at the end of a bad day! A huntsman often has a very bad time out hunting, and it is sometimes a marvel that he does not take the advice which Job got from his wife. But now all things were smiling, and it was soon known that his lordship intended to draw Craigattan Gorse. Now in those parts there is no surer find, and no better chance of a run, than Craigattan Gorse affords.

Lizzie was genuinely happy to have her cousin by her side. He must have forgiven her for what she said during his last visit, or he wouldn’t be there. Plus, there was a sense of authenticity in her connection with him, which she sadly lacked—in her own unreal existence—with the other people around her. This time, three or four people spoke to her or acknowledged her with a nod, who had only stared at her before; the huntsman removed his cap and expressed hope that he would do better for her than he did the previous Monday. He was also very polite to Miss Roanoke, sharing the same sentiment, cap in hand, and smiling warmly. A huntsman at the start of any day or after a good day is so different from a huntsman after a bad one! A huntsman can go through a tough time out hunting, and it’s sometimes surprising he doesn’t take the advice Job received from his wife. But now everything felt positive, and soon it was known that his lordship planned to draw Craigattan Gorse. In that area, there’s no better place to find game or have a good run than Craigattan Gorse.

"There is one thing I want to ask, Mr. Greystock," said Lord George, in Lizzie's hearing.

"There’s something I want to ask you, Mr. Greystock," said Lord George, within earshot of Lizzie.

"You shall ask two," said Frank.

"You should ask two," Frank said.

"Who is to coach Lady Eustace to-day;—you or I?"

"Who is going to coach Lady Eustace today—you or me?"

"Oh, do let me have somebody to coach me," said Lizzie.

"Oh, please let me have someone to coach me," said Lizzie.

"For devotion in coachmanship," said Frank,—"devotion, that is, to my cousin,—I defy the world. In point of skill I yield to Lord George."

"For my dedication to coaching," Frank said, "dedication that is, to my cousin—I challenge the world. When it comes to skill, I admit Lord George is better."

"My pretensions are precisely the same," said Lord George. "I glow with devotion; my skill is naught."

"My ambitions are exactly the same," said Lord George. "I radiate with devotion; my abilities are nothing."

"I like you best, Lord George," said Lizzie, laughing.

"I like you the most, Lord George," said Lizzie, laughing.

"That settles the question," said Lord George.

"That answers the question," said Lord George.

"Altogether," said Frank, taking off his hat.

"Overall," said Frank, taking off his hat.

"I mean as a coach," said Lizzie.

"I mean as a coach," Lizzie said.

"I quite understand the extent of the preference," said Lord George. Lizzie was delighted, and thought the game was worth the candle. The noble master had told her that they were sure of a run from Craigattan, and she wasn't in the least tired, and they were not called upon to stand still in a big wood, and it didn't rain, and, in every respect, the day was very different from Monday. Mounted on a bright-skinned, lively steed, with her cousin on one side and Lord George de Bruce Carruthers on the other, with all the hunting world of her own county civil around her, and a fox just found in Craigattan Gorse, what could the heart of woman desire more? This was to live. There was, however, just enough of fear to make the blood run quickly to her heart. "We'll be away at once now," said Lord George with utmost earnestness; "follow me close, but not too close. When the men see that I am giving you a lead, they won't come between. If you hang back, I'll not go ahead. Just check your horse as he comes to his fences, and, if you can, see me over before you go at them. Now then, down the hill;—there's a gate at the corner, and a bridge over the water. We couldn't be better. By George! there they are,—all together. If they don't pull him down in the first two minutes, we shall have a run."

"I totally get how much you like it," Lord George said. Lizzie was thrilled and thought the effort was worth it. The noble lord had told her they were definitely going to have a chase from Craigattan, and she didn't feel tired at all. They didn’t have to stand still in a big woods, it wasn’t raining, and everything about the day was completely different from Monday. Riding a shiny, energetic horse, with her cousin on one side and Lord George de Bruce Carruthers on the other, surrounded by all the hunting folks from her county, and with a fox just spotted in Craigattan Gorse, what more could any woman want? This was living. There was, however, just enough excitement to make her heart race. "We'll get going right away," Lord George said seriously; "follow me closely, but not too close. When the men see I'm leading, they won't get in between us. If you hang back, I won't move ahead. Just hold your horse as you approach the jumps, and if possible, wait for me to go over before you take them. Now, down the hill;—there's a gate at the corner and a bridge over the water. We couldn't ask for better. By George! there they are—all together. If they don’t manage to catch him in the first two minutes, we’re set for a good chase."

Lizzie understood most of it,—more at least than would nine out of ten young women who had never ridden a hunt before. She was to go wherever Lord George led her, and she was not to ride upon his heels. So much at least she understood,—and so much she was resolved to do. That dread about her front teeth which had perplexed her on Monday was altogether gone now. She would ride as fast as Lucinda Roanoke. That was her prevailing idea. Lucinda, with Mrs. Carbuncle, Sir Griffin, and the ladies' groom, was at the other side of the covert. Frank had been with his cousin and Lord George, but had crept down the hill while the hounds were in the gorse. A man who likes hunting but hunts only once a year is desirous of doing the best he can with his day. When the hounds came out and crossed the brook at the end of the gorse, perhaps he was a little too forward. But, indeed, the state of affairs did not leave much time for waiting, or for the etiquette of the hunting-field. Along the opposite margin of the brook there ran a low paling, which made the water a rather nasty thing to face. A circuit of thirty or forty yards gave the easy riding of a little bridge, and to that all the crowd hurried. But one or two men with good eyes, and hearts as good, had seen the leading hounds across the brook turning up the hill away from the bridge, and knew that two most necessary minutes might be lost in the crowd. Frank did as they did, having seen nothing of any hounds, but with instinctive knowledge that they were men likely to be right in a hunting-field. "If that ain't Nappie's horse, I'll eat him," said one of the leading men to the other, as all the three were breasting the hill together. Frank only knew that he had been carried over water and timber without a mistake, and felt a glow of gratitude towards Mr. MacFarlane. Up the hill they went, and, not waiting to inquire into the circumstances of a little gate, jumped a four-foot wall and were away. "How the mischief did he get atop of Nappie's horse?" said the horsey man to his friend.

Lizzie understood most of it—at least more than nine out of ten young women who had never been on a hunt before. She was supposed to follow wherever Lord George led her, and she wasn't to ride directly behind him. That much she understood—and that much she was determined to do. The worry about her front teeth that had troubled her on Monday was completely gone now. She would ride as fast as Lucinda Roanoke. That was her main thought. Lucinda, along with Mrs. Carbuncle, Sir Griffin, and the ladies' groom, was on the other side of the covert. Frank had been with his cousin and Lord George but had slipped down the hill while the hounds were in the gorse. A man who enjoys hunting but only goes once a year wants to make the most of his day. When the hounds came out and crossed the brook at the end of the gorse, he might have been a bit too eager. But really, the situation didn’t leave much time for waiting or the usual hunting etiquette. Along the opposite side of the brook, there was a low fence, which made crossing the water quite unpleasant. A detour of thirty or forty yards led to a little bridge that offered easier riding, and everyone hurried to it. However, one or two men with sharp eyes and good hearts had seen the leading hounds cross the brook and head up the hill away from the bridge and knew that two crucial minutes could be wasted in the crowd. Frank followed their lead, having seen no hounds, but instinctively knowing they were likely to be right in a hunting field. "If that’s not Nappie’s horse, I’ll eat him," one of the leading men said to the other as all three climbed the hill together. Frank only knew he had crossed water and timber without making a mistake and felt a surge of gratitude towards Mr. MacFarlane. Up the hill they went, and without stopping to check the situation at a little gate, they jumped a four-foot wall and were off. "How the hell did he get on Nappie's horse?" the horsey man asked his friend.

"We're about right for it now," said the huntsman, as he came up alongside of Frank. He had crossed the bridge, but had been the first across it, and knew how to get over his ground quickly. On they went, the horsey man leading on his thoroughbred screw, the huntsman second, and Frank third. The pace had already been too good for the other horsey man.

"We're good to go now," said the huntsman, as he came up next to Frank. He had crossed the bridge first and knew how to navigate the terrain quickly. They continued on, the horseman leading with his thoroughbred, the huntsman behind him, and Frank following third. The pace was already too fast for the other horseman.

When Lord George and Lizzie had mounted the hill, there was a rush of horses at the little gate. As they topped the hill Lucinda and Mrs. Carbuncle were jumping the wall. Lord George looked back and asked a question without a word. Lizzie answered it as mutely, Jump it! She was already a little short of breath, but she was ready to jump anything that Lucinda Roanoke had jumped. Over went Lord George, and she followed him almost without losing the stride of her horse. Surely in all the world there was nothing equal to this! There was a large grass field before them, and for a moment she came up alongside of Lord George. "Just steady him before he leaps," said Lord George. She nodded her assent, and smiled her gratitude. She had plenty of breath for riding, but none for speaking. They were now very near to Lucinda, and Sir Griffin, and Mrs. Carbuncle. "The pace is too good for Mrs. Carbuncle's horse," said Lord George. Oh, if she could only pass them, and get up to those men whom she saw before her! She knew that one of them was her cousin Frank. She had no wish to pass them, but she did wish that he should see her. In the next fence Lord George spied a rail, which he thought safer than a blind hedge, and he made for it. His horse took it well, and so did Lizzie's; but Lizzie jumped it a little too near him, as he had paused an instant to look at the ground. "Indeed, I won't do it again," she said, collecting all her breath for an apology. "You are going admirably," he said, "and your horse is worth double the money." She was so glad now that he had not spared for price in mounting her. Looking to the right she could see that Mrs. Carbuncle had only just floundered through the hedge. Lucinda was still ahead, but Sir Griffin was falling behind, as though divided in duty between the niece and the aunt. Then they passed through a gate, and Lord George stayed his horse to hold it for her. She tried to thank him but he stopped her. "Don't mind talking, but come along; and take it easy." She smiled again, and he told himself that she was wondrous pretty. And then her pluck was so good! And then she had four thousand a year! "Now for the gap!—don't be in a hurry. You first, and I'll follow you to keep off these two men. Keep to the left, where the other horses have been." On they went, and Lizzie was in heaven. She could not quite understand her feelings, because it had come to that with her that to save her life she could not have spoken a word. And yet she was not only happy but comfortable. The leaping was delightful, and her horse galloped with her as though his pleasure was as great as her own. She thought that she was getting nearer to Lucinda. For her, in her heart, Lucinda was the quarry. If she could only pass Lucinda! That there were any hounds she had altogether forgotten. She only knew that two or three men were leading the way, of whom her cousin Frank was one, that Lucinda Roanoke was following them closely, and that she was gaining upon Lucinda Roanoke. She knew she was gaining a little, because she could see now how well and squarely Lucinda sat upon her horse. As for herself, she feared that she was rolling;—but she need not have feared. She was so small, and lithe, and light, that her body adapted itself naturally to the pace of her horse. Lucinda was of a different build, and it behoved her to make for herself a perfect seat. "We must have the wall," said Lord George, who was again at her side for a moment. She would have "had" a castle wall, moat included, turrets and all, if he would only have shown her the way. The huntsman and Frank had taken the wall. The horsey man's bit of blood, knowing his own powers to an inch, had declined,—not roughly, with a sudden stop and a jerk, but with a swerve to the left which the horsey man at once understood. What the brute lacked in jumping he could make up in pace, and the horsey man was along the wall and over a broken bank at the head of it, with the loss of not more than a minute. Lucinda's horse, following the ill example, balked the jump. She turned him round with a savage gleam in her eye which Lizzie was just near enough to see, struck him rapidly over the shoulders with her whip, and the animal flew with her into the next field. "Oh, if I could do it like that!" thought Lizzie. But in that very minute she was doing it, not only as well but better. Not following Lord George, but close at his side, the little animal changed his pace, trotted for a yard or two, hopped up as though the wall were nothing, knocked off a top stone with his hind feet, and dropped onto the ground so softly that Lizzie hardly believed that she had gone over the big obstruction that had cost Lucinda such an effort. Lucinda's horse came down on all four legs, with a grunt and a groan, and she knew that she had bustled him. At that moment Lucinda was very full of wrath against the horsey man with the screw who had been in her way. "He touched it," gasped Lizzie, thinking that her horse had disgraced himself. "He's worth his weight in gold," said Lord George. "Come along. There's a brook with a ford. Morgan is in it." Morgan was the huntsman. "Don't let them get before you." Oh, no. She would let no one get before her. She did her very best, and just got her horse's nose on the broken track leading down into the brook before Lucinda. "Pretty good, isn't it?" said Lucinda. Lizzie smiled sweetly. She could smile, though she could not speak. "Only they do balk one so at one's fences!" said Lucinda. The horsey man had all but regained his place, and was immediately behind Lucinda, within hearing—as Lucinda knew.

When Lord George and Lizzie reached the top of the hill, a bunch of horses rushed toward the small gate. As they crested the hill, Lucinda and Mrs. Carbuncle were jumping over the wall. Lord George looked back and silently asked a question. Lizzie answered just as silently, "Jump it!" She was slightly out of breath, but she was ready to jump anything Lucinda Roanoke had jumped. Lord George went over, and she followed him, almost without losing pace. Nothing in the world could compare to this! Ahead was a large grassy field, and for a moment, she rode beside Lord George. “Just steady him before he leaps,” he advised. She nodded and smiled in appreciation. She had plenty of breath for riding but none for talking. They were now very close to Lucinda, Sir Griffin, and Mrs. Carbuncle. “The pace is too much for Mrs. Carbuncle’s horse,” said Lord George. Oh, if only she could pass them and reach the men up ahead! She knew one of them was her cousin Frank. She didn’t want to pass them, but she did want him to see her. At the next fence, Lord George spotted a rail, which seemed safer than a blind hedge, and aimed for it. His horse jumped it well, and Lizzie’s did too, but she jumped a little too close to him since he had paused for a second to look at the ground. “I won’t do that again,” she said, gathering her breath for an apology. “You’re doing great,” he said, “and your horse is worth twice the price.” She felt relieved that he hadn’t skimped on her mount. Looking to the right, she saw that Mrs. Carbuncle had just managed to get through the hedge. Lucinda was still in front, but Sir Griffin was falling behind, as if torn between helping his niece and his aunt. They passed through a gate, and Lord George stopped his horse to hold it open for her. She tried to thank him, but he interrupted. “Don’t worry about talking; just come along and take it easy.” She smiled again, and he thought to himself how lovely she was. And her courage was impressive! Plus, she had an income of four thousand a year! “Now for the gap!—don’t rush. You go first, and I’ll follow to keep those two men back. Stay to the left, where the other horses have gone.” They continued, and Lizzie felt like she was in paradise. She couldn’t fully grasp her emotions, so much so that she couldn't have spoken a word to save her life. Yet she felt not only happy but at ease. The jumps were thrilling, and her horse galloped with her as if it was just as joyful as she was. She thought she was getting closer to Lucinda. For her, deep down, Lucinda was the target. If only she could get past Lucinda! She had completely lost track of the hounds. All she could see were two or three men leading the way, one of whom was her cousin Frank, with Lucinda Roanoke right behind them, and she was gaining on Lucinda. She could see how well Lucinda sat on her horse. As for herself, she worried that she was bouncing; but there was no need for concern. She was so small and light that her body naturally adapted to her horse's pace. Lucinda was built differently and needed to create her own perfect seat. “We have to take the wall,” said Lord George, who was back at her side for a moment. She would have taken a castle wall, moat included, turrets and all, if he’d just shown her the way. The huntsman and Frank had taken the wall. The horsey guy’s horse, knowing its own limits, backed out—not roughly with a sudden stop and jerk, but with a swerve to the left that the horsey guy immediately recognized. What the horse lacked in jumping, it made up for with speed, and the horsey guy quickly moved along the wall and over a broken bank at its edge, losing only a minute. Lucinda’s horse, following the poor example, refused to jump. She turned him around with a fierce look in her eyes that Lizzie was close enough to see, struck him quickly with her whip, and the horse bolted with her into the next field. “Oh, if I could do it like that!” thought Lizzie. But at that very moment, she was doing it—if not just as well, then even better. Instead of trailing Lord George, she stayed right beside him as her little horse changed pace, trotted for a few yards, hopped over the wall as if it were nothing, knocked off a top stone with its hind legs, and landed so softly that Lizzie could hardly believe she had cleared the big obstacle that had been such a struggle for Lucinda. Lucinda’s horse thudded down on all four legs with a grunt and a groan, and she knew she had pushed him hard. At that moment, Lucinda was seething with anger at the horsey guy with the screw who had gotten in her way. “He touched it,” gasped Lizzie, thinking her horse had failed. “He’s worth his weight in gold,” said Lord George. “Let’s go. There’s a brook with a ford. Morgan is in it.” Morgan was the huntsman. “Don’t let them get in front of you.” Oh, no. She wouldn’t let anyone pass her. She did her best, getting her horse’s nose on the broken path leading into the brook just ahead of Lucinda. “Pretty good, isn’t it?” Lucinda asked. Lizzie smiled sweetly. She could smile even if she couldn’t speak. “But they do balk at the fences!” Lucinda remarked. The horsey guy had nearly regained his place, right behind Lucinda and within earshot—as Lucinda was well aware.

On the further side of the field, beyond the brook, there was a little spinny, and for half a minute the hounds came to a check. "Give 'em time, sir, give 'em time," said Morgan to Frank, speaking in full good humour, with no touch of Monday's savagery. "Wind him, Bolton; Beaver's got it. Very good thing, my lady, isn't it? Now, Carstairs, if you're a-going to 'unt the fox, you'd better 'unt him." Carstairs was the horsey man,—and one with whom Morgan very often quarrelled. "That's it, my hearties," and Morgan was across a broken wall in a moment, after the leading hounds. "Are we to go on?" said Lizzie, who feared much that Lucinda would get ahead of her. There was a matter of three dozen horsemen up now, and, as far as Lizzie saw, the whole thing might have to be done again. In hunting, to have ridden is the pleasure;—and not simply to have ridden well, but to have ridden better than others. "I call it very awkward ground," said Mrs. Carbuncle, coming up. "It can't be compared to the Baron's country." "Stone walls four feet and a half high, and well built, are awkward," said the noble master.

On the other side of the field, past the stream, there was a small thicket, and for a moment the hounds paused. "Give them some time, sir, give them some time," Morgan said to Frank, his mood cheerful and without a hint of Monday's grumpiness. "Track him, Bolton; Beaver's on it. Quite a good thing, my lady, isn’t it? Now, Carstairs, if you’re going to hunt the fox, you better get to it." Carstairs was the horse enthusiast—someone Morgan often argued with. "That’s it, my friends," and Morgan quickly climbed over a broken wall, following the lead hounds. "Are we moving on?" Lizzie asked, worried that Lucinda would get ahead of her. There were about thirty-six horsemen now, and from what Lizzie could see, they might have to do the whole thing over again. In hunting, the fun is in the ride—not just in riding well, but in riding better than everyone else. "I find this ground quite tricky," said Mrs. Carbuncle, approaching. "It can’t compare to the Baron's territory." "Stone walls four and a half feet high, built solidly, are indeed tricky," said the noble master.

But the hounds were away again, and Lizzie had got across the gap before Lucinda, who, indeed, made way for her hostess with a haughty politeness which was not lost upon Lizzie. Lizzie could not stop to beg pardon, but she would remember to do it in her prettiest way on their journey home. They were now on a track of open country, and the pace was quicker even than before. The same three men were still leading, Morgan, Greystock, and Carstairs. Carstairs had slightly the best of it; and of course Morgan swore afterwards that he was among the hounds the whole run. "The scent was that good, there wasn't no putting of 'em off;—no thanks to him," said Morgan. "I 'ate to see 'em galloping, galloping, galloping, with no more eye to the 'ounds than a pig. Any idiot can gallop, if he's got it under 'im." All which only signified that Jack Morgan didn't like to see any of his field before him. There was need, indeed, now for galloping, and it may be doubted whether Morgan himself was not doing his best. There were about five or six in the second flight, and among these Lord George and Lizzie were well placed. But Lucinda had pressed again ahead. "Miss Roanoke had better have a care, or she'll blow her horse," Lord George said. Lizzie didn't mind what happened to Miss Roanoke's horse, so that it could be made to go a little slower and fall behind. But Lucinda still pressed on, and her animal went with a longer stride than Lizzie's horse.

But the hounds were off again, and Lizzie had crossed the gap before Lucinda, who, in fact, made way for her hostess with a haughty politeness that didn't go unnoticed by Lizzie. Lizzie couldn't stop to apologize, but she would remember to do it in her sweetest way on their journey home. They were now on an open country trail, and the pace was even faster than before. The same three men were still in the lead: Morgan, Greystock, and Carstairs. Carstairs had a slight edge, and of course, Morgan later claimed he was among the hounds the whole time. "The scent was so good, there was no way to throw them off—no thanks to him,” Morgan said. “I hate to see them galloping, galloping, galloping, with no more attention to the hounds than a pig. Any idiot can gallop if they have it under them." All of which just meant that Jack Morgan didn’t like having any of his riders ahead of him. There really was a need for speed now, and it might be questioned whether Morgan himself wasn't doing his best. There were about five or six in the second flight, and among them, Lord George and Lizzie were well positioned. But Lucinda had pushed ahead again. "Miss Roanoke better be careful, or she'll wear out her horse," Lord George said. Lizzie didn't care what happened to Miss Roanoke's horse as long as it could be made to go a little slower and fall behind. But Lucinda kept pushing on, and her horse had a longer stride than Lizzie's.

They now crossed a road, descending a hill, and were again in a close country. A few low hedges seemed as nothing to Lizzie. She could see her cousin gallop over them ahead of her, as though they were nothing; and her own horse, as he came to them, seemed to do exactly the same. On a sudden they found themselves abreast with the huntsman. "There's a biggish brook below there, my lord," said he. Lizzie was charmed to hear it. Hitherto she had jumped all the big things so easily, that it was a pleasure to hear of them. "How are we to manage it?" asked Lord George. "It is rideable, my lord; but there's a place about half a mile down. Let's see how'll they head. Drat it, my lord, they've turned up, and we must have it or go back to the road." Morgan hurried on, showing that he meant to "have" it, as did also Lucinda. "Shall we go to the road?" said Lord George. "No, no!" said Lizzie. Lord George looked at her and at her horse, and then galloped after the huntsman and Lucinda. The horsey man with the well-bred screw was first over the brook. The little animal could take almost any amount of water, and his rider knew the spot. "He'll do it like a bird," he had said to Greystock, and Greystock had followed him. Mr. MacFarlane's hired horse did do it like a bird. "I know him, sir," said Carstairs. "Mr. Nappie gave £250 for him down in Northamptonshire last February;—bought him of Mr. Percival. You know Mr. Percival, sir?" Frank knew neither Mr. Percival nor Mr. Nappie, and at this moment cared nothing for either of them. To him, at this moment, Mr. MacFarlane, of Buchanan Street, Glasgow, was the best friend he ever had.

They crossed a road, going down a hill, and found themselves in a dense area again. A few low hedges didn’t seem significant to Lizzie. She could see her cousin jump over them in front of her, as if they were nothing; and her own horse, as it approached, seemed to do the same. Suddenly, they found themselves next to the huntsman. “There’s a pretty big brook down there, my lord,” he said. Lizzie was excited to hear that. So far, she had jumped all the big obstacles so easily that it was a pleasure to hear about them. “How are we going to handle it?” Lord George asked. “You can ride through it, my lord; but there’s a spot about half a mile down. Let’s see where they’ll go. Drat it, my lord, they’ve veered off, and we have to take it or go back to the road.” Morgan sped ahead, showing he was intent on taking it, as did Lucinda. “Should we go back to the road?” Lord George asked. “No, no!” Lizzie replied. Lord George looked at her and her horse, then galloped after the huntsman and Lucinda. The horseman with the well-bred horse was the first to clear the brook. The little horse could handle almost any amount of water, and his rider knew the spot well. “He’ll do it like a bird,” he had told Greystock, and Greystock had followed him. Mr. MacFarlane’s hired horse did indeed jump like a bird. “I know him, sir,” said Carstairs. “Mr. Nappie paid £250 for him down in Northamptonshire last February; got him from Mr. Percival. You know Mr. Percival, sir?” Frank didn’t know either Mr. Percival or Mr. Nappie, and at that moment, he didn’t care about either of them. At that moment, Mr. MacFarlane of Buchanan Street, Glasgow, was the best friend he’d ever had.

Morgan, knowing well the horse he rode, dropped him into the brook, floundered and half swam through the mud and water, and scrambled out safely on the other side. "He wouldn't have jumped it with me, if I'd asked him ever so," he said afterwards. Lucinda rode at it, straight as an arrow, but her brute came to a dead balk, and, but that she sat well, would have thrown her into the stream. Lord George let Lizzie take the leap before he took it, knowing that, if there were misfortune, he might so best render help. To Lizzie it seemed as though the river were the blackest, and the deepest, and the broadest that ever ran. For a moment her heart quailed;—but it was but for a moment. She shut her eyes, and gave the little horse his head. For a moment she thought that she was in the water. Her horse was almost upright on the bank, with his hind-feet down among the broken ground, and she was clinging to his neck. But she was light, and the beast made good his footing, and then she knew that she had done it. In that moment of the scramble her heart had been so near her mouth that she was almost choked. When she looked round, Lord George was already by her side. "You hardly gave him powder enough," he said, "but still he did it beautifully. Good heavens! Miss Roanoke is in the river." Lizzie looked back, and there, in truth, was Lucinda struggling with her horse in the water. They paused a moment, and then there were three or four men assisting her. "Come on," said Lord George;—"there are plenty to take her out, and we couldn't get to her if we stayed."

Morgan, knowing his horse well, led him into the brook, splashed through the mud and water, and climbed out safely on the other side. "He wouldn't have jumped it with me if I'd asked him to," he said later. Lucinda charged at it, straight as an arrow, but her horse refused to jump and, if she hadn't sat well, would have thrown her into the stream. Lord George let Lizzie jump first, knowing that if anything went wrong, he could help her better. To Lizzie, the river looked darker, deeper, and wider than any she'd ever seen. For a moment, her heart sank, but it was just for a moment. She shut her eyes and gave her horse his head. For a second, she felt like she was in the water. Her horse was almost upright on the bank, with his hind feet in the broken ground, and she was clinging to his neck. But she was light, and the horse kept his balance, and then she realized she had made it. In that moment of scrambling, her heart had been so close to her throat that she almost choked. When she looked around, Lord George was already beside her. "You didn't give him enough encouragement," he said, "but he still did it beautifully. Good heavens! Miss Roanoke is in the river." Lizzie looked back, and sure enough, Lucinda was struggling with her horse in the water. They paused for a moment, then three or four men came to help her. "Come on," said Lord George; "there are plenty of people to get her out, and we wouldn't be able to help if we stayed."

"I ought to stop," said Lizzie.

"I need to stop," said Lizzie.

"You couldn't get back if you gave your eyes for it," said Lord George. "She's all right." So instigated, Lizzie followed her leader up the hill, and in a minute was close upon Morgan's heels.

"You couldn't return even if you gave your eyes for it," said Lord George. "She's fine." Encouraged by this, Lizzie followed her leader up the hill, and in a moment was right on Morgan's heels.

The worst of doing a big thing out hunting is the fact that in nine cases out of ten they who don't do it are as well off as they who do. If there were any penalty for riding round, or any mark given to those who had ridden straight,—so that justice might in some sort be done,—it would perhaps be better. When you have nearly broken your neck to get to hounds, or made your horse exert himself beyond his proper power, and then find yourself, within three minutes, overtaking the hindmost ruck of horsemen on a road because of some iniquitous turn that the fox has taken, the feeling is not pleasant. And some man who has not ridden at all, who never did ride at all, will ask you where you have been; and his smile will give you the lie in your teeth if you make any attempt to explain the facts. Let it be sufficient for you at such a moment to feel that you are not ashamed of yourself. Self-respect will support a man even in such misery as this.

The worst part about going all out hunting is that most of the time, the people who don't do it are just as well off as those who do. If there were some consequences for just riding around, or if there were some kind of recognition for those who had gone straight to the hounds—so that justice could be served—it might be better. When you've nearly thrown yourself off your horse to catch up with the hounds or pushed your horse to its limits, only to find yourself, within three minutes, stuck behind the slowest riders on the road because of some unfair move the fox has made, it's a really frustrating feeling. And some guy who hasn't ridden at all, who never rides, will ask you where you've been; his smile will mock you if you try to explain what happened. In moments like that, just remember that you shouldn’t be ashamed of yourself. Self-respect will help you through even this kind of misery.

The fox on this occasion, having crossed the river, had not left its bank, but had turned from his course up the stream, so that the leading spirits who had followed the hounds over the water came upon a crowd of riders on the road in a space something short of a mile. Mrs. Carbuncle, among others, was there, and had heard of Lucinda's mishap. She said a word to Lord George in anger, and Lord George answered her. "We were over the river before it happened, and if we had given our eyes we couldn't have got to her. Don't you make a fool of yourself!" The last words were spoken in a whisper, but Lizzie's sharp ears caught them.

The fox, on this occasion, having crossed the river, hadn’t left the bank but turned upstream, so the main people who had followed the hounds across the water encountered a group of riders on the road in a space just under a mile. Mrs. Carbuncle, among others, was there and had heard about Lucinda’s accident. She spoke to Lord George in frustration, and Lord George replied, “We were over the river before it happened, and even if we had been watching, we couldn’t have reached her. Don’t make a fool of yourself!” The last part was said in a whisper, but Lizzie’s sharp ears picked it up.

"I was obliged to do what I was told," said Lizzie apologetically.

"I had to do what I was told," Lizzie said apologetically.

"It will be all right, dear Lady Eustace. Sir Griffin is with her. I am so glad you are going so well."

"It'll be okay, dear Lady Eustace. Sir Griffin is with her. I'm really glad to hear you're doing so well."

They were off again now, and the stupid fox absolutely went back across the river. But, whether on one side or on the other, his struggle for life was now in vain. Two years of happy, free existence amidst the wilds of Craigattan had been allowed him. Twice previously had he been "found," and the kindly storm or not less beneficent brightness of the sun had enabled him to baffle his pursuers. Now there had come one glorious day, and the common lot of mortals must be his. A little spurt there was, back towards his own home,—just enough to give something of selectness to the few who saw him fall,—and then he fell. Among the few were Frank, and Lord George, and our Lizzie. Morgan was there, of course, and one of his whips. Of Ayrshire folk, perhaps five or six, and among them our friend Mr. Carstairs. They had run him down close to the outbuildings of a farm-yard, and they broke him up in the home paddock.

They were off again now, and the stupid fox absolutely went back across the river. But whether on one side or the other, his fight for survival was now pointless. He had enjoyed two years of happy, free living in the wilds of Craigattan. This was the third time he’d been "found," and whether it was a helpful storm or the bright sun, they had allowed him to escape his hunters. Now, on one glorious day, he had to face the same fate as everyone else. He made a small dash back toward his home—just enough to impress the few who witnessed his fall—and then he collapsed. Among the witnesses were Frank, Lord George, and our Lizzie. Morgan was there too, with one of his whips. There were about five or six folks from Ayrshire, including our friend Mr. Carstairs. They had chased him down near the outbuildings of a farm, and they took him down in the home paddock.

"What do you think of hunting?" said Frank to his cousin.

"What do you think about hunting?" Frank asked his cousin.

"It's divine!"

"It's amazing!"

"My cousin went pretty well, I think," he said to Lord George.

"My cousin did pretty well, I think," he told Lord George.

"Like a celestial bird of Paradise. No one ever went better;—or I believe so well. You've been carried rather nicely yourself."

"Like a heavenly bird of Paradise. No one has ever done it better—or at least I think so. You've been handled pretty well yourself."

"Indeed I have," said Frank, patting his still palpitating horse, "and he's not to say tired now."

"Yeah, I have," Frank said, patting his still-breathing horse, "and he's not tired at all now."

"You've taken it pretty well out of him, sir," said Carstairs. "There was a little bit of hill that told when we got over the brook. I know'd you'd find he'd jump a bit."

"You've gotten quite a bit out of him, sir," Carstairs said. "There was a slight bump that showed when we crossed the brook. I knew you'd see he’d jump a little."

"I wonder whether he's to be bought?" asked Frank in his enthusiasm.

"I wonder if he can be bought?" Frank asked excitedly.

"I don't know the horse that isn't," said Mr. Carstairs,—"so long as you don't stand at the figure."

"I don't know any horse that isn't," said Mr. Carstairs, "as long as you don't focus on the numbers."

They were collected on the farm road, and now, as they were speaking, there was a commotion among the horses. A man, driving a little buggy, was forcing his way along the road, and there was a sound of voices, as though the man in the buggy were angry. And he was very angry. Frank, who was on foot by his horse's head, could see that the man was dressed for hunting, with a bright red coat and a flat hat, and that he was driving the pony with a hunting-whip. The man was talking as he approached, but what he said did not much matter to Frank. It did not much matter to Frank till his new friend, Mr. Carstairs, whispered a word in his ear. "It's Nappie, by gum!" Then there crept across Frank's mind an idea that there might be trouble coming.

They were gathered on the farm road, and as they talked, there was a stir among the horses. A guy driving a small carriage was forcing his way down the road, and it sounded like he was yelling, clearly very angry. Frank, standing by his horse's head, could see that the man was dressed for hunting, wearing a bright red coat and a flat hat, and he was using a hunting whip to guide the pony. The man was talking as he got closer, but Frank hardly paid attention to what he was saying. It didn't really matter to him until his new friend, Mr. Carstairs, leaned in and whispered, "It's Nappie, for sure!" That’s when the thought crossed Frank’s mind that trouble might be on the way.

"There he is," said Nappie, bringing his pony to a dead stop with a chuck, and jumping out of the buggy. "I say, you, sir; you've stole my 'orse!" Frank said not a word, but stood his ground with his hand on the nag's bridle. "You've stole my 'orse; you've stole him off the rail. And you've been a-riding him all day. Yes, you 'ave. Did ever anybody see the like of this? Why, the poor beast can't a'most stand!"

"There he is," said Nappie, pulling his pony to a stop with a click and jumping out of the buggy. "Hey, you! You’ve stolen my horse!" Frank didn’t say anything but held his position with his hand on the horse's bridle. "You’ve stolen my horse; you took him from the rail. And you’ve been riding him all day. Yes, you have. Has anyone ever seen anything like this? The poor animal can barely stand!"

"I got him from Mr. MacFarlane."

"I got him from Mr. MacFarlane."

"MacFarlane be blowed! You didn't do nothing of the kind. You stole him off the rail at Stewarton. Yes, you did;—and him booked to Kilmarnock. Where's a police? Who's to stand the like o' this? I say, my lord,—just look at this." A crowd had now been formed round poor Frank, and the master had come up. Mr. Nappie was a Huddersfield man, who had come to Glasgow in the course of the last winter, and whose popularity in the hunting-field was not as yet quite so great as it perhaps might have been.

"MacFarlane, seriously? You didn't do anything like that. You took him off the train at Stewarton. Yes, you did—and he was supposed to be going to Kilmarnock. Where's the police? Who's going to deal with this? I’m telling you, my lord—just look at this." A crowd had now gathered around poor Frank, and the master had arrived. Mr. Nappie was from Huddersfield, and he had come to Glasgow over the past winter, but his popularity in the hunting field wasn’t quite as high as it could have been.

"There's been a mistake, I suppose," said the master.

"Looks like there's been a mistake, I guess," said the master.

"Mistake, my lord! Take a man's 'orse off the rail at Stewarton, and him booked to Kilmarnock, and ride him to a standstill! It's no mistake at all. It's 'orse-nobbling; that's what it is. Is there any police here, sir?" This he said, turning round to a farmer. The farmer didn't deign any reply. "Perhaps you'll tell me your name, sir? if you've got a name. No gen'leman ever took a gen'leman's 'orse off the rail like that."

"That’s a mistake, my lord! Take a man's horse off the rail at Stewarton, and he’s booked to Kilmarnock, and ride him to exhaustion! It’s not a mistake at all. It’s horse-nobbling; that’s what it is. Is there any police around here, sir?" he said, turning to a farmer. The farmer didn’t bother to reply. "Maybe you’ll tell me your name, sir? If you even have a name. No gentleman would ever take another gentleman's horse off the rail like that."

"Oh, Frank, do come away," said Lizzie, who was standing by.

"Oh, Frank, please come away," said Lizzie, who was standing nearby.

"We shall be all right in two minutes," said Frank.

"We'll be fine in two minutes," said Frank.

"No, we sha'n't," said Mr. Nappie,—"nor yet in two hours. I've asked what's your name?"

"No, we won't," said Mr. Nappie, "not even in two hours. I've asked what your name is?"

"My name is—Greystock."

"My name is Greystock."

"Greystockings," said Mr. Nappie more angrily than ever. "I don't believe in no such name. Where do you live?" Then somebody whispered a word to him. "Member of Parliament,—is he? I don't care a ––––. A member of Parliament isn't to steal my 'orse off the rail, and him booked to Kilmarnock. Now, my lord, what'd you do if you was served like that?" This was another appeal to the noble master.

"Greystockings," Mr. Nappie said, more angrily than ever. "I don't believe in that name. Where do you live?" Then someone whispered something to him. "A Member of Parliament, is he? I couldn't care less. A Member of Parliament can't just steal my horse off the rail when it's booked to Kilmarnock. Now, my lord, what would you do if you were treated like that?" This was another appeal to the noble master.

"I should express a hope that my horse had carried the gentleman as he liked to be carried," said the master.

"I hope my horse carried the guy the way he wanted to be carried," said the master.

"And he has,—carried me remarkably well," said Frank;—whereupon there was a loud laugh among the crowd.

"And he has—carried me really well," said Frank;—at which point there was a loud laugh from the crowd.

"I wish he'd broken the infernal neck of you, you scoundrel, you,—that's what I do!" said Mr. Nappie. "There was my man, and my 'orse, and myself all booked from Glasgow to Kilmarnock;—and when I got there what did the guard say to me?—why, just that a man in a black coat had taken my horse off at Stewarton; and now I've been driving all about the country in that gig there for three hours!" When Mr. Nappie had got so far as this in his explanation he was almost in tears. "I'll make 'im pay, that I will. Take your hand off my horse's bridle, sir. Is there any gentleman here as would like to give two hundred and eighty guineas for a horse, and then have him rid to a standstill by a fellow like that down from London? If you're in Parliament, why don't you stick to Parliament? I don't suppose he's worth fifty pound this moment."

"I wish he had broken your damn neck, you scoundrel—that’s how I feel!" said Mr. Nappie. "I had my man, my horse, and myself all booked from Glasgow to Kilmarnock; and when I got there, what did the guard tell me? Just that a man in a black coat had taken my horse off at Stewarton; and now I’ve been driving all around the country in that gig there for three hours!" By the time Mr. Nappie got to this point in his explanation, he was nearly in tears. "I’ll make him pay, I swear. Take your hand off my horse's bridle, sir. Is there any gentleman here who would like to pay two hundred and eighty guineas for a horse, and then have him ridden to a standstill by some guy from London? If you’re in Parliament, why don’t you stick to that? I doubt he’s worth fifty pounds right now."

Frank had all the while been endeavouring to explain the accident; how he had ordered a horse from Mr. MacFarlane, and the rest of it,—as the reader will understand; but quite in vain. Mr. Nappie in his wrath would not hear a word. But now that he spoke about money, Frank thought that he saw an opening. "Mr. Nappie," he said, "I'll buy the horse for the price you gave for him."

Frank had been trying to explain the accident the whole time; how he had ordered a horse from Mr. MacFarlane, and everything else— as you can understand—but it was all pointless. Mr. Nappie, in his anger, wouldn’t listen to a word. But now that he mentioned money, Frank thought he saw a chance. "Mr. Nappie," he said, "I’ll buy the horse for the price you paid for him."

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The horse had now been surrendered to Mr. Nappie, and Frank suggested that he might as well return to Kilmarnock in the gig, and pay for the hire of it. But Mr. Nappie would not allow him to set a foot upon the gig. "It's my gig for the day," said he, "and you don't touch it. You shall foot it all the way back to Kilmarnock, Mr. Greystockings." But Mr. Nappie, in making this threat, forgot that there were gentlemen there with second horses. Frank was soon mounted on one belonging to Lord George, and Lord George's servant, at the corner of the farm-yard, got into the buggy, and was driven back to Kilmarnock by the man who had accompanied poor Mr. Nappie in their morning's hunt on wheels after the hounds.

The horse had now been handed over to Mr. Nappie, and Frank suggested that he might as well head back to Kilmarnock in the gig and pay for the rental. But Mr. Nappie wouldn't let him step foot in the gig. "It's my gig for the day," he said, "and you can't touch it. You'll walk all the way back to Kilmarnock, Mr. Greystockings." However, in making this threat, Mr. Nappie overlooked the fact that there were gentlemen there with spare horses. Frank was soon mounted on one belonging to Lord George, and Lord George's servant, at the corner of the farmyard, hopped into the buggy and was driven back to Kilmarnock by the man who had accompanied poor Mr. Nappie during their morning hunt on wheels after the hounds.

"Upon my word, I was very sorry," said Frank as he rode back with his friends to Kilmarnock; "and when I first really understood what had happened, I would have done anything. But what could I say? It was impossible not to laugh, he was so unreasonable."

"Honestly, I felt really bad," Frank said as he rode back with his friends to Kilmarnock. "And when I finally grasped what had happened, I would have done anything. But what could I say? It was hard not to laugh; he was being so unreasonable."

"I should have put my whip over his shoulder," said a stout farmer, meaning to be civil to Frank Greystock.

"I should have used my whip on him," said a heavyset farmer, trying to be polite to Frank Greystock.

"Not after using it so often over his horse," said Lord George.

"Not after using it so much on his horse," said Lord George.

"I never had to touch him once," said Frank.

"I never had to touch him at all," Frank said.

"And are you to have it all for nothing?" asked the thoughtful Lizzie.

"And you think you can have it all for free?" asked the reflective Lizzie.

"He'll send a bill in, you'll find," said a bystander.

"He'll send a bill soon, just wait," said a bystander.

"Not he," said Lord George. "His grievance is worth more to him than his money."

"Not him," said Lord George. "His complaint means more to him than his money."

No bill did come to Frank, and he got his mount for nothing. When Mr. MacFarlane was applied to, he declared that no letter ordering a horse had been delivered in his establishment. From that day to this Mr. Nappie's grey horse has had a great character in Ayrshire; but all the world there says that its owner never rides him as Frank Greystock rode him that day.

No bill came to Frank, and he got his horse for free. When Mr. MacFarlane was asked about it, he stated that no letter requesting a horse had been received at his establishment. Since that day, Mr. Nappie's grey horse has gained a great reputation in Ayrshire; however, everyone there claims that its owner never rides him like Frank Greystock did that day.

 

 

VOLUME II

CHAPTER XXXIX

Sir Griffin Takes an Unfair Advantage
 

We must return to the unfortunate Lucinda, whom we last saw struggling with her steed in the black waters of the brook which she attempted to jump. A couple of men were soon in after her, and she was rescued and brought back to the side from which she had taken off without any great difficulty. She was neither hurt nor frightened, but she was wet through; and for a while she was very unhappy, because it was not found quite easy to extricate her horse. During the ten minutes of her agony, while the poor brute was floundering in the mud, she had been quite disregardful of herself, and had almost seemed to think that Sir Griffin, who was with her, should go into the water after her steed. But there were already two men in the water, and three on the bank, and Sir Griffin thought that duty required him to stay by the young lady's side. "I don't care a bit about myself," said Lucinda, "but if anything can be done for poor Warrior!" Sir Griffin assured her that "poor Warrior" was receiving the very best attention; and then he pressed upon her the dangerous condition in which she herself was standing,—quite wet through, covered, as to her feet and legs, with mud, growing colder and colder every minute. She touched her lips with a little brandy that somebody gave her, and then declared again that she cared for nothing but poor Warrior. At last poor Warrior was on his legs, with the water dripping from his black flanks, with his nose stained with mud, with one of his legs a little cut,—and, alas! with the saddle wet through. Nevertheless, there was nothing to be done better than to ride into Kilmarnock. The whole party must return to Kilmarnock, and, perhaps, if they hurried, she might be able to get her clothes dry before they would start by the train. Sir Griffin, of course, accompanied her, and they two rode into the town alone. Mrs. Carbuncle did hear of the accident soon after the occurrence, but had not seen her niece; nor when she heard of it, could she have joined Lucinda.

We need to go back to the unfortunate Lucinda, whom we last saw struggling with her horse in the dark waters of the creek she tried to jump over. A couple of guys quickly jumped in after her, and she was rescued and brought back to the bank from where she had taken off without much trouble. She wasn’t hurt or scared, but she was soaked; and for a while, she was really upset because it wasn't easy to get her horse out. During the ten minutes of her distress, while the poor animal was stumbling in the mud, she was completely focused on him, almost expecting Sir Griffin, who was with her, to jump in after her horse. But there were already two men in the water and three on the shore, and Sir Griffin felt he should stay by the young lady's side. "I don’t care about myself at all," said Lucinda, "but if anything can be done for poor Warrior!" Sir Griffin assured her that "poor Warrior" was getting the best care possible; then he insisted on her being aware of the dangerous state she was in—totally soaked, with mud all over her feet and legs, and getting colder by the minute. She touched her lips with a bit of brandy that someone offered her and reaffirmed that all she cared about was poor Warrior. Finally, poor Warrior was on his feet, water dripping from his black sides, his nose muddy, one of his legs slightly cut, and unfortunately, the saddle was completely soaked. Still, the best thing to do was to ride into Kilmarnock. The whole group had to return to Kilmarnock, and maybe, if they hurried, she could get her clothes dry before they took the train. Sir Griffin, of course, went with her, and the two of them rode into town alone. Mrs. Carbuncle heard about the accident soon after it happened, but she hadn’t seen her niece; nor could she have joined Lucinda when she heard the news.

If anything would make a girl talk to a man, such a ducking as Lucinda had had would do so. Such sudden events, when they come in the shape of misfortune, or the reverse, generally have the effect of abolishing shyness for the time. Let a girl be upset with you in a railway train, and she will talk like a Rosalind, though before the accident she was as mute as death. But with Lucinda Roanoke the accustomed change did not seem to take place. When Sir Griffin had placed her on her saddle, she would have trotted all the way into Kilmarnock without a word if he would have allowed her. But he, at least, understood that such a joint misfortune should create confidence,—for he, too, had lost the run, and he did not intend to lose his opportunity also. "I am so glad that I was near you," he said.

If anything would make a girl talk to a guy, getting soaked like Lucinda did would definitely do the trick. Sudden events, especially when they’re unfortunate or the opposite, usually have a way of making people forget their shyness for a while. If a girl gets upset with you on a train, she’ll chat like a pro, even if she was completely silent before the incident. But with Lucinda Roanoke, that typical reaction didn’t seem to happen. Once Sir Griffin helped her onto her saddle, she could have trotted all the way to Kilmarnock without saying a word if he let her. But he, at least, understood that such a shared misfortune should build confidence—since he had also missed the train, and he wasn’t about to miss his chance too. “I’m so glad I was close to you,” he said.

"Oh, thank you, yes; it would have been bad to be alone."

"Oh, thank you, yes; it would have been tough to be alone."

"I mean that I am glad that it was I," said Sir Griffin. "It's very hard even to get a moment to speak to you." They were now trotting along on the road, and there were still three miles before them.

"I mean that I’m glad it was me," said Sir Griffin. "It's really tough to even get a moment to talk to you." They were now riding along the road, and there were still three miles ahead of them.

"I don't know," said she. "I'm always with the other people."

"I don't know," she said. "I'm always with the other people."

"Just so." And then he paused. "But I want to find you when you're not with the other people. Perhaps, however, you don't like me."

"Exactly." He paused. "But I want to find you when you're not with other people. Maybe you don't like me, though."

As he paused for a reply, she felt herself bound to say something. "Oh, yes, I do," she said,—"as well as anybody else."

As he waited for a response, she felt compelled to say something. "Oh, yes, I do," she said, "just like anyone else."

"And is that all?"

"Is that it?"

"I suppose so."

"I guess so."

After that he rode on for the best part of another mile before he spoke to her again. He had made up his mind that he would do it. He hardly knew why it was that he wanted her. He had not determined that he was desirous of the charms or comfort of domestic life. He had not even thought where he would live were he married. He had not suggested to himself that Lucinda was a desirable companion, that her temper would suit his, that her ways and his were sympathetic, or that she would be a good mother to the future Sir Griffin Trewett. He had seen that she was a very handsome girl, and therefore he had thought that he would like to possess her. Had she fallen like a ripe plum into his mouth, or shown herself ready so to fall, he would probably have closed his lips and backed out of the affair. But the difficulty no doubt added something to the desire. "I had hoped," he said, "that after knowing each other so long there might have been more than that."

After that, he rode for almost another mile before he spoke to her again. He had made up his mind to go for it. He didn’t really know why he wanted her. He hadn’t decided that he craved the charms or comfort of a home life. He hadn’t even thought about where he would live if he got married. He hadn’t considered that Lucinda would be a good partner, that her temperament would match his, that their habits were compatible, or that she would make a great mother for the future Sir Griffin Trewett. He just saw that she was a very attractive girl, and that made him want to have her. If she had just fallen into his lap or seemed eager to do so, he probably would have backed out of it. But the challenge definitely added to his desire. "I had hoped," he said, "that after knowing each other for so long, there might have been more than that."

She was again driven to speak because he paused. "I don't know that that makes much difference."

She felt compelled to respond since he had stopped speaking. "I don’t think that really matters."

"Miss Roanoke, you can't but understand what I mean."

"Miss Roanoke, you can't help but understand what I mean."

"I'm sure I don't," said she.

"I'm sure I don't," she said.

"Then I'll speak plainer."

"Then I'll be more clear."

"Not now, Sir Griffin, because I'm so wet."

"Not now, Sir Griffin, because I'm soaking wet."

"You can listen to me even if you will not answer me. I am sure that you know that I love you better than all the world. Will you be mine?" Then he moved on a little forward so that he might look back into her face. "Will you allow me to think of you as my future wife?"

"You can listen to me even if you won't respond. I know you realize that I love you more than anything in the world. Will you be mine?" Then he stepped a bit closer so he could see her face. "Will you let me think of you as my future wife?"

Miss Roanoke was able to ride at a stone wall or at a river, and to ride at either the second time when her horse balked the first. Her heart was big enough for that. But her heart was not big enough to enable her to give Sir Griffin an answer. Perhaps it was that, in regard to the river and the stone wall, she knew what she wanted; but that, as to Sir Griffin, she did not. "I don't think this is a proper time to ask," she said.

Miss Roanoke was able to ride at a stone wall or a river, and to ride at either one the second time when her horse hesitated the first. Her courage was big enough for that. But her courage wasn't enough to give Sir Griffin an answer. Maybe it was that, regarding the river and the stone wall, she knew what she wanted; but, when it came to Sir Griffin, she didn't. "I don't think this is the right time to ask," she said.

"Why not?"

"Why not?"

"Because I am wet through and cold. It is taking an unfair advantage."

"Because I'm soaked and cold. It's not fair."

"I didn't mean to take any unfair advantage," said Sir Griffin scowling—"I thought we were alone—"

"I didn't mean to take any unfair advantage," said Sir Griffin, frowning—"I thought we were alone—

"Oh, Sir Griffin, I am so tired!" As they were now entering Kilmarnock, it was quite clear he could press her no further. They clattered up, therefore, to the hotel, and he busied himself in getting a bedroom fire lighted, and in obtaining the services of the landlady. A cup of tea was ordered, and toast, and in two minutes Lucinda Roanoke was relieved from the presence of the baronet. "It's a kind of thing a fellow doesn't quite understand," said Sir Griffin to himself. "Of course she means it, and why the devil can't she say so?" He had no idea of giving up the chase, but he thought that perhaps he would take it out of her when she became Lady Tewett.

"Oh, Sir Griffin, I'm so tired!" As they were now entering Kilmarnock, it was clear he couldn't push her any further. They rode up to the hotel, and he focused on getting a fire lit in their room and enlisting the help of the landlady. A cup of tea and some toast were ordered, and in just two minutes, Lucinda Roanoke was free from the baronet's presence. "It's the kind of thing a guy just doesn’t get," Sir Griffin thought to himself. "Of course she means it, so why the hell can’t she just say it?" He had no intention of giving up the pursuit, but he figured he might take it out on her once she became Lady Tewett.

They were an hour at the inn before Mrs. Carbuncle and Lady Eustace arrived, and during that hour Sir Griffin did not see Miss Roanoke. For this there was, of course, ample reason. Under the custody of the landlady, Miss Roanoke was being made dry and clean, and was by no means in a condition to receive a lover's vows. The baronet sent up half-a-dozen messages as he sauntered about the yard of the inn, but he got no message in return. Lucinda, as she sat drinking her tea and drying her clothes, did no doubt think about him,—but she thought about him as little as she could. Of course, he would come again, and she could make up her mind then. It was no doubt necessary that she should do something. Her fortune, such as it was, would soon be spent in the adventure of finding a husband. She also had her ideas about love, and had enough of sincerity about her to love a man thoroughly; but it had seemed to her that all the men who came near her were men whom she could not fail to dislike. She was hurried here and hurried there, and knew nothing of real social intimacies. As she told her aunt in her wickedness, she would almost have preferred a shoemaker,—if she could have become acquainted with a shoemaker in a manner that should be unforced and genuine. There was a savageness of antipathy in her to the mode of life which her circumstances had produced for her. It was that very savageness which made her ride so hard, and which forbade her to smile and be pleasant to people whom she could not like. And yet she knew that something must be done. She could not afford to wait as other girls might do. Why not Sir Griffin as well as any other fool? It may be doubted whether she knew how obstinate, how hard, how cruel to a woman a fool can be.

They had been at the inn for an hour before Mrs. Carbuncle and Lady Eustace arrived, and during that time Sir Griffin didn’t see Miss Roanoke. There was, of course, a good reason for this. Under the care of the landlady, Miss Roanoke was being dried off and cleaned up, and she was definitely not in a state to hear a lover’s declarations. The baronet sent up several messages as he strolled around the inn's yard, but he received no reply. While Lucinda drank her tea and dried her clothes, she probably thought about him—though as little as she could. Naturally, he would come back, and she could decide then. It was essential for her to do something. Her fortune, whatever it was, would soon be spent in the quest for a husband. She had her ideas about love too and was sincere enough to genuinely love a man; however, it seemed that all the men who approached her were ones she couldn't help but dislike. She was rushed from one place to another and knew nothing of true social connections. As she told her aunt in a moment of mischief, she might have preferred a shoemaker—if she could have met one in a way that felt natural and authentic. There was a fierce dislike in her for the lifestyle that her situation had imposed on her. That very fierceness drove her to ride hard and kept her from smiling and being friendly to people she couldn't stand. Yet, she understood that something needed to happen. She couldn't wait around like other girls might. Why not Sir Griffin instead of any other fool? One might wonder if she realized how stubborn, how harsh, and how cruel a fool can be to a woman.

Her stockings had been washed and dried, and her boots and trousers were nearly dry, when Mrs. Carbuncle, followed by Lizzie, rushed into the room. "Oh, my darling, how are you?" said the aunt, seizing her niece in her arms.

Her stockings had been washed and dried, and her boots and pants were almost dry when Mrs. Carbuncle, followed by Lizzie, burst into the room. "Oh, my darling, how are you?" said the aunt, pulling her niece into a hug.

"I'm only dirty now," said Lucinda.

"I'm just dirty now," said Lucinda.

"We've got off the biggest of the muck, my lady," said the landlady.

"We've gotten rid of the worst of the mess, my lady," said the landlady.

"Oh, Miss Roanoke," said Lizzie, "I hope you don't think I behaved badly in going on."

"Oh, Miss Roanoke," Lizzie said, "I hope you don't think I acted poorly by continuing."

"Everybody always goes on, of course," said Lucinda.

"Everyone always talks about this, of course," said Lucinda.

"I did so pray Lord George to let me try and jump back to you. We were over, you know, before it happened. But he said it was quite impossible. We did wait till we saw you were out."

"I did pray to Lord George to let me try to jump back to you. We were already over, you know, before it happened. But he said it was totally impossible. We did wait until we saw you were out."

"It didn't signify at all, Lady Eustace."

"It doesn't matter at all, Lady Eustace."

"And I was so sorry when I went through the wall at the corner of the wood before you. But I was so excited I hardly knew what I was doing." Lucinda, who was quite used to these affairs in the hunting-field, simply nodded her acceptance of this apology. "But it was a glorious run; wasn't it?"

"And I felt really bad when I went through the wall at the edge of the woods ahead of you. But I was so caught up in the moment that I barely knew what I was doing." Lucinda, who was pretty familiar with these situations in the hunting field, just nodded in acknowledgment of the apology. "But it was an amazing run, right?"

"Pretty well," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Pretty good," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Oh, it was glorious,—but then I got over the river. And oh, if you had been there afterwards. There was such an adventure between a man in a gig and my cousin Frank." Then they all went to the train, and were carried home to Portray.

"Oh, it was amazing—but then I crossed the river. And oh, if you had been there afterwards. There was such an adventure involving a guy in a carriage and my cousin Frank." Then they all went to the train and were taken home to Portray.

 

 

CHAPTER XL

"You Are Not Angry?"
 

On their journey back to Portray, the ladies were almost too tired for talking; and Sir Griffin was sulky. Sir Griffin had as yet heard nothing about Greystock's adventure, and did not care to be told. But when once they were at the castle, and had taken warm baths, and glasses of sherry, and got themselves dressed and had come down to dinner, they were all very happy. To Lizzie it had certainly been the most triumphant day of her life. Her marriage with Sir Florian had been triumphant, but that was only a step to something good that was to come after. She then had at her own disposal her little wits and her prettiness, and a world before her in which, as it then seemed to her, there was a deal of pleasure if she could only reach it. Up to this period of her career she had hardly reached any pleasure; but this day had been very pleasant. Lord George de Bruce Carruthers had in truth been her Corsair, and she had found the thing which she liked to do, and would soon know how to do. How glorious it was to jump over that black, yawning stream, and then to see Lucinda fall into it! And she could remember every jump, and her feeling of ecstasy as she landed on the right side. And she had by heart every kind word that Lord George had said to her,—and she loved the sweet, pleasant, Corsair-like intimacy that had sprung up between them. She wondered whether Frank was at all jealous. It wouldn't be amiss that he should be a little jealous. And then somebody had brought home in his pocket the fox's brush, which the master of the hounds had told the huntsman to give her. It was all delightful;—and so much more delightful because Mrs. Carbuncle had not gone quite so well as she liked to go, and because Lucinda had fallen into the water.

On their way back to Portray, the ladies were almost too tired to talk, and Sir Griffin was sulking. He hadn’t heard anything about Greystock's adventure and didn’t want to. However, once they arrived at the castle, took warm baths, had glasses of sherry, got dressed, and came down for dinner, everyone was in high spirits. For Lizzie, it had definitely been the most triumphant day of her life. Her marriage to Sir Florian had been a triumph, but it was just a stepping stone to something better. Now, she had her own cleverness and charm at her disposal, and a world that, to her, seemed full of fun to be had if she could just get to it. Up until this point in her life, she hadn’t really enjoyed much, but this day had been very pleasant. Lord George de Bruce Carruthers had truly been her hero, and she had found something she loved to do and would soon learn how to do it well. How glorious it was to jump over that dark, gaping stream and then watch Lucinda fall into it! She could remember every jump and the rush of happiness as she landed safely. She remembered every kind word Lord George had said to her, and she cherished the sweet, enjoyable closeness that had developed between them. She wondered if Frank was a little jealous; it wouldn’t hurt if he was a bit. Plus, someone had brought back the fox's brush in his pocket, which the master of the hounds had told the huntsman to give her. It was all delightful—especially since Mrs. Carbuncle hadn’t fared as well as she liked, and because Lucinda had fallen into the water.

They did not dine till past eight, and the ladies and gentlemen all left the room together. Coffee and liqueurs were to be brought into the drawing-room, and they were all to be intimate, comfortable, and at their ease;—all except Sir Griffin Tewett, who was still very sulky. "Did he say anything?" Mrs. Carbuncle had asked. "Yes." "Well?" "He proposed; but of course I could not answer him when I was wet through." There had been but a moment, and in that moment this was all that Lucinda would say.

They didn't eat until after eight, and the ladies and gentlemen all left the room together. Coffee and liqueurs were to be brought into the living room, and everyone was meant to be relaxed and comfortable—everyone except Sir Griffin Tewett, who was still very grumpy. "Did he say anything?" Mrs. Carbuncle asked. "Yes." "Well?" "He proposed; but obviously, I couldn't respond when I was soaked." There had only been a moment, and in that moment, this was all Lucinda was willing to say.

"Now I don't mean to stir again," said Lizzie, throwing herself into a corner of a sofa, "till somebody carries me to bed. I never was so tired in all my life." She was tired, but there is a fatigue which is delightful as long as all the surroundings are pleasant and comfortable.

"Now I’m not trying to stir things up again," said Lizzie, sinking into a corner of the sofa, "until someone takes me to bed. I’ve never been so tired in my life." She was exhausted, but there’s a kind of tiredness that feels wonderful as long as everything around is nice and cozy.

"I didn't call it a very hard day," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I wouldn't say it was a very tough day," Mrs. Carbuncle said.

"You only killed one fox," said Mr. Emilius, pretending a delightfully clerical ignorance, "and on Monday you killed four. Why should you be tired?"

"You only killed one fox," Mr. Emilius said, feigning a charmingly clueless innocence, "and on Monday you killed four. Why would you be tired?"

"I suppose it was nearly twenty miles," said Frank, who was also ignorant.

"I guess it was about twenty miles," said Frank, who also didn't know.

"About ten, perhaps," said Lord George. "It was an hour and forty minutes, and there was a good bit of slow hunting after we had come back over the river."

"About ten, maybe," said Lord George. "It took an hour and forty minutes, and there was quite a bit of slow hunting after we crossed back over the river."

"I'm sure it was thirty," said Lizzie, forgetting her fatigue in her energy.

"I'm pretty sure it was thirty," said Lizzie, putting aside her tiredness with her excitement.

"Ten is always better than twenty," said Lord George, "and five generally better than ten."

"Ten is always better than twenty," said Lord George, "and five is usually better than ten."

"It was just whatever is best," said Lizzie. "I know Frank's friend, Mr. Nappie, said it was twenty. By-the-bye, Frank, oughtn't we to have asked Mr. Nappie home to dinner?"

"It was just whatever is best," Lizzie said. "I know Frank's friend, Mr. Nappie, said it was twenty. By the way, Frank, shouldn't we have invited Mr. Nappie over for dinner?"

"I thought so," said Frank; "but I couldn't take the liberty myself."

"I thought so," Frank said, "but I didn't want to assume that myself."

"I really think poor Mr. Nappie was very badly used," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I really think poor Mr. Nappie was treated very unfairly," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Of course he was," said Lord George;—"no man ever worse since hunting was invented. He was entitled to a dozen dinners and no end of patronage; but you see he took it out in calling your cousin Mr. Greystockings."

"Of course he was," said Lord George;—"no one has ever been worse since hunting started. He was due a dozen dinners and tons of support; but you see, he took it out by calling your cousin Mr. Greystockings."

"I felt that blow," said Frank.

"I felt that hit," said Frank.

"I shall always call you Cousin Greystockings," said Lizzie.

"I'll always call you Cousin Greystockings," said Lizzie.

"It was hard," continued Lord George, "and I understood it all so well when he got into a mess in his wrath about booking the horse to Kilmarnock. If the horse had been on the roadside, he or his men could have protected him. He is put under the protection of a whole railway company, and the company gives him up to the first fellow that comes and asks for him."

"It was tough," Lord George went on, "and I totally got it when he got all worked up about booking the horse to Kilmarnock. If the horse had been on the side of the road, he or his guys could have looked after him. Instead, he’s under the care of an entire railway company, and they just hand him over to the first person who shows up and asks for him."

"It was cruel," said Frank.

"It was harsh," said Frank.

"If it had happened to me, I should have been very angry," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"If that had happened to me, I would have been really angry," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"But Frank wouldn't have had a horse at all," said Lizzie, "unless he had taken Mr. Nappie's."

"But Frank wouldn't have had a horse at all," Lizzie said, "if he hadn't taken Mr. Nappie's."

Lord George still continued his plea for Mr. Nappie. "There's something in that, certainly; but, still, I agree with Mrs. Carbuncle. If it had happened to me, I should—just have committed murder and suicide. I can't conceive anything so terrible. It's all very well for your noble master to talk of being civil, and hoping that the horse had carried him well, and all that. There are circumstances in which a man can't be civil. And then everybody laughed at him! It's the way of the world. The lower you fall, the more you're kicked."

Lord George kept advocating for Mr. Nappie. "There's definitely something to that; however, I still agree with Mrs. Carbuncle. If it had happened to me, I would have just committed murder and suicide. I can't imagine anything more horrific. It's easy for your noble master to say he hopes the horse carried him well and talks about being civil. There are situations where a person just can't be civil. And then everyone laughed at him! That's just how things are. The further you fall, the more you're kicked."

"What can I do for him?" asked Frank.

"What can I do for him?" Frank asked.

"Put him down at your club, and order thirty dozen of grey shirtings from Nappie and Co., without naming the price."

"Drop him off at your club and order thirty dozen grey shirts from Nappie and Co., without mentioning the price."

"He'd send you grey stockings instead," said Lizzie.

"He'd send you gray stockings instead," said Lizzie.

But though Lizzie was in heaven, it behoved her to be careful. The Corsair was a very fine specimen of the Corsair breed;—about the best Corsair she had ever seen, and had been devoted to her for the day. But these Corsairs are known to be dangerous, and it would not be wise that she should sacrifice any future prospect of importance on behalf of a feeling, which, no doubt, was founded on poetry, but which might too probably have no possible beneficial result. As far as she knew, the Corsair had not even an island of his own in the Ægean Sea. And, if he had, might not the island too probably have a Medora or two of its own? In a ride across the country the Corsair was all that a Corsair should be; but knowing, as she did, but very little of the Corsair, she could not afford to throw over her cousin for his sake. As she was leaving the drawing-room, she managed to say one word to her cousin. "You were not angry with me because I got Lord George to ride with me instead of you?"

But even though Lizzie was on cloud nine, she needed to be cautious. The Corsair was a remarkable example of the Corsair breed—probably the best one she had ever encountered—and he had been loyal to her for the day. However, these Corsairs are known to be risky, and it wouldn't be smart for her to give up any future opportunities for a feeling that, while poetic, might not lead to any real benefit. As far as she knew, the Corsair didn’t even own an island in the Ægean Sea. And if he did, wouldn't that island likely have a Medora or two of its own? During their ride across the countryside, the Corsair was everything a Corsair should be; but since she knew so little about him, she couldn't afford to dismiss her cousin for his sake. As she was leaving the drawing-room, she managed to say a quick word to her cousin. "You weren't upset with me for having Lord George ride with me instead of you?"

"Angry with you?"

"Are you mad at me?"

"I knew I should only be a hindrance to you."

"I knew I would just hold you back."

"It was a matter of course. He knows all about it, and I know nothing. I am very glad that you liked it so much."

"It was expected. He knows everything about it, and I know nothing. I'm really glad you enjoyed it so much."

"I did like it;—and so did you. I was so glad you got that poor man's horse. You were not angry then?" They had now passed across the hall, and were on the bottom stair.

"I liked it;—and so did you. I was so glad you got that poor guy's horse. You weren't angry then?" They had now crossed the hall and were at the bottom of the stairs.

"Certainly not."

"Definitely not."

"And you are not angry for what happened before?" She did not look into his face as she asked this question, but stood with her eyes fixed on the stair-carpet.

"And you’re not mad about what happened before?" She didn’t look at his face when she asked this question, but stood with her eyes focused on the stair carpet.

"Indeed no."

"Definitely not."

"Good night, Frank."

"Good night, Frank."

"Good night, Lizzie." Then she went, and he returned to a room below which had been prepared for purposes of tobacco and soda-water and brandy.

"Good night, Lizzie." Then she left, and he went back to a room downstairs that had been set up for smoking and drinking soda and brandy.

"Why, Griff, you're rather out of sorts to-night," said Lord George to his friend, before Frank had joined them.

"Why, Griff, you seem a bit off tonight," said Lord George to his friend, before Frank had joined them.

"So would you be out of sorts if you'd lost your run and had to pick a young woman out of the water. I don't like young women when they're damp and smell of mud."

"Would you feel out of sorts if you lost your run and had to pull a young woman out of the water? I don’t like young women when they’re wet and smell like mud."

"You mean to marry her, I suppose?"

"You want to marry her, I guess?"

"How would you like me to ask you questions? Do you mean to marry the widow? And, if you do, what'll Mrs. Carbuncle say? And if you don't, what do you mean to do; and all the rest of it?"

"How do you want me to ask you questions? Are you planning to marry the widow? And if you are, what will Mrs. Carbuncle think? And if you’re not, what do you plan to do; and all of that?"

"As for marrying the widow, I should like to know the facts first. As to Mrs. C., she wouldn't object in the least. I generally have my horses so bitted that they can't very well object. And as to the other question, I mean to stay here for the next fortnight, and I advise you to make it square with Miss Roanoke. Here's my lady's cousin; for a man who doesn't ride often, he went very well to-day."

"As for marrying the widow, I’d like to know the details first. Regarding Mrs. C., she wouldn’t mind at all. I usually have my horses set up so they can’t really object. And about the other issue, I plan to stick around for the next two weeks, and I suggest you sort things out with Miss Roanoke. Here’s my lady’s cousin; for someone who doesn’t ride often, he did quite well today."

"I wonder if he'd take a twenty-pound note if I sent it to him," said Frank, when they broke up for the night. "I don't like the idea of riding such a fellow's horse for nothing."

"I wonder if he'd accept a twenty-pound note if I sent it to him," said Frank, when they wrapped up for the night. "I don't like the idea of riding such a guy's horse for free."

"He'll bring an action against the railway, and then you can offer to pay if you like." Mr. Nappie did bring an action against the railway, claiming exorbitant damages;—but with what result, we need not trouble ourselves to inquire.

"He'll sue the railway, and then you can offer to pay if you want." Mr. Nappie did sue the railway, claiming outrageous damages;—but we don’t need to bother ourselves with the outcome.

 

 

CHAPTER XLI

"Likewise the Bears in Couples Agree"
 

Frank Greystock stayed till the following Monday at Portray, but could not be induced to hunt on the Saturday,—on which day the other sporting men and women went to the meet. He could not, he said, trust to that traitor MacFarlane, and he feared that his friend Mr. Nappie would not give him another mount on the grey horse. Lizzie offered him one of her two darlings,—an offer which he, of course, refused; and Lord George also proposed to put him up. But Frank averred that he had ridden his hunt for that season, and would not jeopardise the laurels he had gained. "And, moreover," said he, "I should not dare to meet Mr. Nappie in the field." So he remained at the castle and took a walk with Mr. Emilius. Mr. Emilius asked a good many questions about Portray, and exhibited the warmest sympathy with Lizzie's widowed condition. He called her a "sweet, gay, unsophisticated, light-hearted young thing." "She is very young," replied her cousin. "Yes," he continued, in answer to further questions; "Portray is certainly very nice. I don't know what the income is. Well; yes. I should think it is over a thousand. Eight! No, I never heard it said that it was as much as that." When Mr. Emilius put it down in his mind as five, he was not void of acuteness, as very little information had been given to him.

Frank Greystock stayed at Portray until the following Monday, but he couldn’t bring himself to hunt on Saturday, when the other hunters went to the meet. He said he couldn’t trust that traitor MacFarlane, and he worried that his friend Mr. Nappie wouldn’t let him ride the grey horse again. Lizzie offered him one of her two favorites — an offer he, of course, turned down; and Lord George also suggested putting him up. But Frank insisted that he had already ridden his hunt for the season and didn’t want to risk the accomplishments he had secured. "And besides," he said, "I wouldn’t dare face Mr. Nappie in the field." So he stayed at the castle and took a walk with Mr. Emilius. Mr. Emilius asked a lot of questions about Portray and showed the deepest sympathy for Lizzie’s situation as a widow. He described her as a "sweet, carefree, innocent, light-hearted young woman." "She is very young," her cousin replied. "Yes," he continued in response to more questions; "Portray is definitely nice. I’m not sure what the income is. Well; yes. I would guess it’s over a thousand. Eight! No, I've never heard it mentioned that it was that high." When Mr. Emilius settled on it being five in his mind, he wasn’t lacking in insight, as he had received very little information.

There was a joke throughout the castle that Mr. Emilius had fallen in love with Miss Macnulty. They had been a great deal together on those hunting days; and Miss Macnulty was unusually enthusiastic in praise of his manner and conversation. To her, also, had been addressed questions as to Portray and its income, all of which she had answered to the best of her ability;—not intending to betray any secret, for she had no secret to betray; but giving ordinary information on that commonest of all subjects, our friends' incomes. Then there had risen a question whether there was a vacancy for such promotion to Miss Macnulty. Mrs. Carbuncle had certainly heard that there was a Mrs. Emilius. Lucinda was sure that there was not,—an assurance which might have been derived from a certain eagerness in the reverend gentleman's demeanour to herself on a former occasion. To Lizzie, who at present was very good-natured, the idea of Miss Macnulty having a lover, whether he were a married man or not, was very delightful. "I'm sure I don't know what you mean," said Miss Macnulty. "I don't suppose Mr. Emilius had any idea of the kind." Upon the whole, however, Miss Macnulty liked it.

There was a running joke around the castle that Mr. Emilius had fallen for Miss Macnulty. They spent a lot of time together on those hunting days, and Miss Macnulty was especially enthusiastic about his manner and conversation. She had also been asked questions about Portray and its income, which she answered as best as she could—not intending to reveal any secrets, since she had none; she was just sharing normal information about that most common topic, our friends' incomes. Then there was a discussion about whether there was an opening for such an advancement for Miss Macnulty. Mrs. Carbuncle had definitely heard that Mr. Emilius was married, but Lucinda was sure he wasn't—an assurance that might have come from the way the reverend gentleman had acted around her on another occasion. To Lizzie, who was feeling quite good-natured at the moment, the idea of Miss Macnulty having a lover, regardless of whether he was married or not, was very exciting. "I really don’t know what you mean," Miss Macnulty replied. "I don’t think Mr. Emilius had any idea like that." Overall, though, Miss Macnulty enjoyed the attention.

On the Saturday nothing especial happened. Mr. Nappie was out on his grey horse, and condescended to a little conversation with Lord George. He wouldn't have minded, he said, if Mr. Greystock had come forward; but he did think Mr. Greystock hadn't come forward as he ought to have done. Lord George professed that he had observed the same thing; but then, as he whispered into Mr. Nappie's ear, Mr. Greystock was particularly known as a bashful man. "He didn't ride my 'orse anyway bashful," said Mr. Nappie;—all of which was told at dinner in the evening, amidst a great deal of laughter. There had been nothing special in the way of sport, and Lizzie's enthusiasm for hunting, though still high, had gone down a few degrees below fever heat. Lord George had again coached her; but there had been no great need for coaching, no losing of her breath, no cutting down of Lucinda, no river, no big wall,—nothing, in short, very fast. They had been much in a big wood; but Lizzie, in giving an account of the day to her cousin, had acknowledged that she had not quite understood what they were doing at any time. "It was a blowing of horns and a galloping up and down all the day," she said; "and then Morgan got cross again and scolded all the people. But there was one nice paling, and Dandy flew over it beautifully. Two men tumbled down, and one of them was a good deal hurt. It was very jolly;—but not at all like Wednesday."

On Saturday, nothing special happened. Mr. Nappie was out on his gray horse and had a brief chat with Lord George. He mentioned that he wouldn’t have minded if Mr. Greystock had stepped up; however, he felt Mr. Greystock didn’t come forward as he should have. Lord George claimed he had noticed the same thing, but then he whispered to Mr. Nappie that Mr. Greystock was particularly known for being shy. “He didn’t ride my horse shyly, though,” said Mr. Nappie; all of this was shared at dinner that evening, accompanied by a lot of laughter. There hadn't been anything remarkable in terms of sport, and while Lizzie’s enthusiasm for hunting was still high, it had cooled down a bit from its previous fever pitch. Lord George had coached her again, but there wasn't much need for it; she didn’t lose her breath, there was no cutting off Lucinda, no river, no big wall—nothing particularly fast, in short. They had spent a lot of time in a large wood, but Lizzie admitted to her cousin that she hadn’t fully understood what they were doing at any point. “It was just blowing horns and galloping up and down all day,” she said. “Then Morgan got annoyed again and yelled at everyone. But there was one nice fence, and Dandy jumped over it beautifully. Two men fell, and one of them got pretty hurt. It was really fun—but nothing like Wednesday.”

Nor had it been like Wednesday to Lucinda Roanoke, who did not fall into the water, and who did accept Sir Griffin when he again proposed to her in Sarkie wood. A great deal had been said to Lucinda on the Thursday and the Friday by Mrs. Carbuncle,—which had not been taken at all in good part by Lucinda. On those days Lucinda kept as much as she could out of Sir Griffin's way, and almost snapped at the baronet when he spoke to her. Sir Griffin swore to himself that he wasn't going to be treated that way. He'd have her, by George! There are men in whose love a good deal of hatred is mixed;—who love as the huntsman loves the fox, towards the killing of which he intends to use all his energies and intellects. Mrs. Carbuncle, who did not quite understand the sort of persistency by which a Sir Griffin can be possessed, feared greatly that Lucinda was about to lose her prize, and spoke out accordingly. "Will you, then, just have the kindness to tell me what it is you propose to yourself?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle.

Nor had it been like Wednesday for Lucinda Roanoke, who didn’t fall into the water and who accepted Sir Griffin when he proposed to her again in Sarkie Wood. A lot had been said to Lucinda on Thursday and Friday by Mrs. Carbuncle, which Lucinda didn’t take well at all. During those days, Lucinda tried to avoid Sir Griffin as much as she could and almost snapped at him when he spoke to her. Sir Griffin vowed to himself that he wouldn’t be treated like that. He would have her, by George! There are men whose love is mixed with a good amount of hatred—who love like the huntsman loves the fox, aiming to use all his skills and effort to catch it. Mrs. Carbuncle, who didn’t quite get the kind of persistence that a Sir Griffin could have, was very afraid that Lucinda was about to lose her chance and spoke up. "Will you, then, just have the kindness to tell me what it is you propose to do?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I don't propose anything."

"I'm not suggesting anything."

"And where will you go when your money's done?"

"And where will you go when you're out of money?"

"Just where I am going now!" said Lucinda. By which it may be feared that she indicated a place to which she should not on such an occasion have made an allusion.

"Just where I'm going now!" said Lucinda. This may suggest that she was pointing to a place she shouldn't have mentioned at a time like this.

"You don't like anybody else?" suggested Mrs. Carbuncle.

"You don't like anyone else?" suggested Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I don't like anybody or anything," said Lucinda.

"I don't like anyone or anything," Lucinda said.

"Yes, you do;—you like horses to ride, and dresses to wear."

"Yeah, you do; you like horses to ride and clothes to wear."

"No, I don't. I like hunting because, perhaps, some day I may break my neck. It's no use your looking like that, Aunt Jane. I know what it all means. If I could break my neck it would be the best thing for me."

"No, I don't. I enjoy hunting because, maybe, someday I might break my neck. There's no point in giving me that look, Aunt Jane. I get what it all means. If I could break my neck, it would be the best thing for me."

"You'll break my heart, Lucinda."

"You'll break my heart, Lucinda."

"Mine's broken long ago."

"Mine broke a long time ago."

"If you'll accept Sir Griffin, and just get a home round yourself, you'll find that everything will be happy. It all comes from the dreadful uncertainty. Do you think I have suffered nothing? Carbuncle is always threatening that he'll go back to New York, and as for Lord George, he treats me that way I'm sometimes afraid to show my face."

"If you’ll accept Sir Griffin and just get a place for yourself, you’ll see that everything will be fine. It all comes from the awful uncertainty. Do you think I haven’t suffered? Carbuncle is always threatening to go back to New York, and as for Lord George, he treats me in a way that sometimes makes me afraid to even show my face."

"Why should you care for Lord George?"

"Why should you care about Lord George?"

"It's all very well to say, why should I care for him. I don't care for him, only one doesn't want to quarrel with one's friends. Carbuncle says he owes him money."

"It's easy to say, why should I care about him? I don’t care about him, but you don’t want to fight with your friends. Carbuncle says he owes him money."

"I don't believe it," said Lucinda.

"I can't believe it," Lucinda said.

"And he says Carbuncle owes him money."

"And he says Carbuncle owes him money."

"I do believe that," said Lucinda.

"I really believe that," said Lucinda.

"Between it all, I don't know which way to be turning. And now, when there's this great opening for you, you won't know your own mind."

"With everything going on, I’m not sure which way to turn. And now, when there’s this amazing opportunity for you, you won’t even know what you really want."

"I know my mind well enough."

"I know my mind pretty well."

"I tell you you'll never have such another chance. Good looks isn't everything. You've never a word to say to anybody; and when a man does come near you, you're as savage and cross as a bear."

"I’m telling you, you’ll never get another chance like this. Good looks aren’t everything. You never say a word to anyone; and when a man does approach you, you act as savage and grumpy as a bear."

"Go on, Aunt Jane."

"Go ahead, Aunt Jane."

"What with your hatings and dislikings, one would suppose you didn't think God Almighty made men at all."

"What with your hatreds and dislikes, you would think you don't believe God made people at all."

"He made some of 'em very bad," said Lucinda. "As for some others, they're only half made. What can Sir Griffin do, do you suppose?"

"He messed some of them up really badly," said Lucinda. "As for the others, they're only halfway done. What do you think Sir Griffin can do?"

"He's a gentleman."

"He's a nice guy."

"Then if I were a man, I should wish not to be a gentleman; that's all. I'd a deal sooner marry a man like that huntsman, who has something to do and knows how to do it." Again she said, "Don't worry any more, Aunt Jane. It doesn't do any good. It seems to me that to make myself Sir Griffin's wife would be impossible; but I'm sure your talking won't do it." Then her aunt left her, and, having met Lord George, at his bidding went and made civil speeches to Lizzie Eustace.

"Then if I were a man, I wouldn't want to be a gentleman; that's all. I'd much rather marry a guy like that huntsman, who actually has something to do and knows how to do it." Again she said, "Don't worry anymore, Aunt Jane. It doesn't help. It seems to me that becoming Sir Griffin's wife would be impossible, but I'm sure your talking won't change that." Then her aunt left her, and after running into Lord George, she went and made polite conversation with Lizzie Eustace as he requested.

That was on the Friday afternoon. On the Saturday afternoon Sir Griffin, biding his time, found himself, in a ride with Lucinda, sufficiently far from other horsemen for his purpose. He wasn't going to stand any more nonsense. He was entitled to an answer, and he knew that he was entitled, by his rank and position, to a favourable answer. Here was a girl who, as far as he knew, was without a shilling, of whose birth and parentage nobody knew anything, who had nothing but her beauty to recommend her,—nothing but that and a certain capacity for carrying herself in the world as he thought ladies should carry themselves,—and she was to give herself airs with him, and expect him to propose to her half a dozen times! By George!—he had a very good mind to go away and let her find out her mistake. And he would have done so,—only that he was a man who always liked to have all that he wanted. It was intolerable to him that anybody should refuse him anything. "Miss Roanoke," he said; and then he paused.

That was on Friday afternoon. On Saturday afternoon, Sir Griffin, waiting for the right moment, found himself riding with Lucinda, far enough from other riders for his purpose. He wasn’t going to put up with any more nonsense. He deserved an answer, and he knew that, because of his rank and position, he deserved a favorable one. Here was a girl who, as far as he knew, had no money, whose background and parents were unknown to anyone, who had nothing but her beauty to recommend her—nothing but that and a certain ability to conduct herself in society as he believed ladies should—yet she was going to act all high and mighty with him and expect him to propose to her multiple times? Good grief! He seriously considered leaving and letting her figure out her mistake. And he would have done it—if he wasn’t someone who always wanted everything. It was unacceptable to him that anyone should refuse him anything. "Miss Roanoke," he said; and then he paused.

"Sir Griffin," said Lucinda, bowing her head.

"Sir Griffin," Lucinda said, bowing her head.

"Perhaps you will condescend to remember what I had the honour of saying to you as we rode into Kilmarnock last Wednesday."

"Maybe you'll remember what I had the honor of saying to you when we rode into Kilmarnock last Wednesday."

"I had just been dragged out of a river, Sir Griffin, and I don't think any girl ought to be asked to remember what was said to her in that condition."

"I had just been pulled out of a river, Sir Griffin, and I don’t think any girl should be expected to remember what was said to her in that state."

"If I say it again now, will you remember?"

"If I say it again now, will you remember?"

"I cannot promise, Sir Griffin."

"I can't promise, Sir Griffin."

"Will you give me an answer?"

"Can you give me an answer?"

"That must depend."

"That depends."

"Come;—I will have an answer. When a man tells a lady that he admires her, and asks her to be his wife, he has a right to an answer. Don't you think that in such circumstances a man has a right to expect an answer?"

"Come on; I want an answer. When a guy tells a woman that he admires her and asks her to marry him, he deserves a response. Don’t you think that in that situation, a man has a right to expect an answer?"

Lucinda hesitated for a moment, and he was beginning again to remonstrate impatiently, when she altered her tone, and replied to him seriously, "In such circumstances a gentleman has a right to expect an answer."

Lucinda paused for a moment, and he was starting to get impatient again when she changed her tone and replied seriously, "In situations like this, a gentleman is entitled to an answer."

"Then give me one. I admire you above all the world, and I ask you to be my wife. I'm quite in earnest."

"Then give me one. I admire you more than anyone else in the world, and I’m asking you to be my wife. I’m totally serious."

"I know that you are in earnest, Sir Griffin. I would do neither you nor myself the wrong of supposing that it could be otherwise."

"I know that you're sincere, Sir Griffin. I wouldn't do either of us the disservice of thinking it could be any other way."

"Very well then. Will you accept the offer that I make you?"

"Alright then. Will you accept the offer I'm making to you?"

Again she paused. "You have a right to an answer,—of course; but it may be so difficult to give it. It seems to me that you have hardly realised how serious a question it is."

Again she paused. "You have a right to an answer, of course; but it might be really difficult to provide one. It seems to me that you haven't fully grasped how serious this question is."

"Haven't I, though! By George, it is serious!"

"Haven't I! Wow, this is serious!"

"Will it not be better for you to think it over again?"

"Wouldn't it be better for you to think it over again?"

He now hesitated for a moment. Perhaps it might be better. Should she take him at his word there would be no going back from it. But Lord George knew that he had proposed before. Lord George had learned this from Mrs. Carbuncle, and had shown that he knew it. And then, too,—he had made up his mind about it. He wanted her, and he meant to have her. "It requires no more thinking with me, Lucinda. I'm not a man who does things without thinking; and when I have thought I don't want to think again. There's my hand;—will you have it?"

He hesitated for a moment. Maybe it would be better. If she believed him, there would be no turning back. But Lord George knew that he had proposed before. He had learned this from Mrs. Carbuncle and made sure she was aware of it. And besides, he had made his decision. He wanted her, and he intended to have her. "I don't need to think about this anymore, Lucinda. I'm not someone who acts without considering things; and once I've made up my mind, I don’t want to reconsider. Here’s my hand—will you take it?"

"I will," said Lucinda, putting her hand into his. He no sooner felt her assurance than his mind misgave him that he had been precipitate, that he had been rash, and that she had taken advantage of him. After all, how many things are there in the world more precious than a handsome girl. And she had never told him that she loved him.

"I will," Lucinda said, taking his hand. As soon as he felt her confidence, doubts crept into his mind. He wondered if he had acted too quickly, if he had been reckless, and if she had taken advantage of him. After all, how many things in the world are more precious than a beautiful girl? And she had never told him that she loved him.

"I suppose you love me?" he asked.

"I guess you love me?" he asked.

"H'sh!—here they all are." The hand was withdrawn, but not before both Mrs. Carbuncle and Lady Eustace had seen it.

"H'sh!—here they all are." The hand was pulled back, but not before both Mrs. Carbuncle and Lady Eustace had caught a glimpse of it.

Mrs. Carbuncle, in her great anxiety, bided her time, keeping close to her niece. Perhaps she felt that if the two were engaged, it might be well to keep the lovers separated for awhile, lest they should quarrel before the engagement should have been so confirmed by the authority of friends as to be beyond the power of easy annihilation. Lucinda rode quite demurely with the crowd. Sir Griffin remained near her, but without speaking. Lizzie whispered to Lord George that there had been a proposal. Mrs. Carbuncle sat in stately dignity on her horse, as though there were nothing which at that moment especially engaged her attention. An hour almost had passed before she was able to ask the important question, "Well;—what have you said to him?"

Mrs. Carbuncle, feeling anxious, waited patiently while staying close to her niece. She thought that if the two were engaged, it might be wise to keep the couple apart for a bit so they wouldn’t argue before their relationship was solidified by their friends' approval, making it harder to break off. Lucinda rode quietly with the group. Sir Griffin stayed near her but didn’t say anything. Lizzie leaned over to Lord George and whispered that there had been a proposal. Mrs. Carbuncle sat tall and dignified on her horse, looking as if nothing particularly grabbed her attention at that moment. Almost an hour went by before she managed to ask the crucial question, "Well;—what have you said to him?"

"Oh;—just what you would have me."

"Oh;—just what you want from me."

"You have accepted him?"

"Have you accepted him?"

"I suppose I was obliged. At any rate I did. You shall know one thing, Aunt Jane, at any rate, and I hope it will make you comfortable. I hate a good many people; but of all the people in the world I hate Sir Griffin Tewett the worst."

"I guess I had to. Anyway, I did. You should know one thing, Aunt Jane, and I hope it gives you peace of mind. I dislike a lot of people; but of everyone in the world, I dislike Sir Griffin Tewett the most."

"Nonsense, Lucinda."

"That's nonsense, Lucinda."

"It shall be nonsense, if you please; but it's true. I shall have to lie to him,—but there shall be no lying to you, however much you may wish it. I hate him!"

"It might sound like nonsense, but it's true. I’ll have to lie to him—but I won’t lie to you, no matter how much you want me to. I hate him!"

This was very grim, but Mrs. Carbuncle quite understood that to persons situated in great difficulty things might be grim. A certain amount of grimness must be endured. And she knew, too, that Lucinda was not a girl to be driven without showing something of an intractable spirit in harness. Mrs. Carbuncle had undertaken the driving of Lucinda, and had been not altogether unsuccessful. The thing so necessary to be done was now effected. Her niece was engaged to a man with a title, to a man reported to have a fortune, to a man of family, and a man of the world. Now that the engagement was made, the girl could not go back from it, and it was for Mrs. Carbuncle to see that neither should Sir Griffin go back. Her first steps must be taken at once. The engagement should be made known to all the party, and should be recognised by some word spoken between herself and the lover. The word between herself and the lover must be the first thing. She herself, personally, was not very fond of Sir Griffin; but on such an occasion as this she could smile and endure the bear. Sir Griffin was a bear,—but so also was Lucinda. "The rabbits and hares All go in pairs; And likewise the bears In couples agree." Mrs. Carbuncle consoled herself with the song, and assured herself that it would all come right. No doubt the she-bears were not as civil to the he-bears as the turtle doves are to each other. It was, perhaps, her misfortune that her niece was not a turtle dove; but, such as she was, the best had been done for her. "Dear Sir Griffin," she said on the first available opportunity, not caring much for the crowd, and almost desirous that her very words should be overheard, "my darling girl has made me so happy by what she has told me."

This was pretty bleak, but Mrs. Carbuncle totally understood that for people facing serious challenges, things could feel pretty tough. A certain level of toughness had to be dealt with. She also knew that Lucinda wasn’t the type to be easily controlled; she had a stubborn streak when pushed. Mrs. Carbuncle had taken on the task of managing Lucinda's situation, and she hadn’t been entirely unsuccessful. What needed to happen was now done. Her niece was engaged to a man with a title, said to have a fortune, from a reputable family, and someone experienced in the world. Now that the engagement was official, there was no going back for the girl, and it was up to Mrs. Carbuncle to ensure that Sir Griffin wouldn’t back out either. She needed to act fast. The engagement should be announced to everyone involved and acknowledged with some words exchanged between her and the groom. Those words were the priority. Personally, she wasn’t very fond of Sir Griffin, but on an occasion like this, she could manage a smile and tolerate him. Sir Griffin was a tough guy—but so was Lucinda. "The rabbits and hares All go in pairs; And likewise the bears In couples agree." Mrs. Carbuncle comforted herself with this saying, convincing herself it would all work out. It was true that female bears weren’t as nice to male bears as turtle doves were to each other. Maybe it was unfortunate that her niece wasn’t a turtle dove; still, she had done the best for her. "Dear Sir Griffin," she said when the opportunity arose, not really caring about the crowd and almost hoping her words would be overheard, "my darling girl has made me so happy by what she has told me."

"She hasn't lost any time," said Sir Griffin.

"She hasn't wasted any time," Sir Griffin said.

"Of course she would lose no time. She is the same to me as a daughter. I have no child of my own, and she is everything to me. May I tell you that you are the luckiest man in Europe?"

"Of course, she wouldn't waste any time. She means as much to me as a daughter. I don't have any kids of my own, and she’s everything to me. Can I just say that you are the luckiest guy in Europe?"

"It isn't every girl that would suit me, Mrs. Carbuncle."

"It’s not every girl that would be a good match for me, Mrs. Carbuncle."

"I am sure of that. I have noticed how particular you are. I won't say a word of Lucinda's beauty. Men are better judges of that than women; but for high, chivalrous spirit, for true principle and nobility, and what I call downright worth, I don't think you will easily find her superior. And she is as true as steel."

"I’m really sure about that. I’ve seen how particular you are. I won’t say a word about Lucinda’s beauty. Men are better judges of that than women; but when it comes to high, chivalrous spirit, true principle and nobility, and what I consider real worth, I don’t think you’ll find anyone better than her. And she’s as trustworthy as can be."

"And about as hard, I was beginning to think."

"And I was starting to think it was just as difficult."

"A girl like that, Sir Griffin, does not give herself away easily. You will not like her the less for that now that you are the possessor. She is very young, and has known my wish that she should not engage herself to any one quite yet. But, as it is, I cannot regret anything."

"A girl like that, Sir Griffin, doesn’t easily give herself away. You won't like her any less for it now that she’s yours. She is very young and knows that I wish for her not to commit to anyone just yet. But as things stand, I can’t regret anything."

"I daresay not," said Sir Griffin.

"I really don't think so," said Sir Griffin.

That the man was a bear was a matter of course, and bears probably do not themselves know how bearish they are. Sir Griffin, no doubt, was unaware of the extent of his own rudeness. And his rudeness mattered but little to Mrs. Carbuncle, so long as he acknowledged the engagement. She had not expected a lover's raptures from the one more than from the other. And was not there enough in the engagement to satisfy her? She allowed, therefore, no cloud to cross her brow as she rode up alongside of Lord George. "Sir Griffin has proposed, and she has accepted him," she said in a whisper. She was not now desirous that any one should hear her but he to whom she spoke.

That the man was a bear was obvious, and bears probably don’t even realize how bear-like they are. Sir Griffin was likely unaware of just how rude he was being. And his rudeness didn’t bother Mrs. Carbuncle much, as long as he acknowledged the engagement. She didn't expect any romantic outbursts from either of them. Wasn’t there enough in the engagement to satisfy her? So, she let no frown show on her face as she rode alongside Lord George. “Sir Griffin has proposed, and she has accepted him,” she said quietly. At that moment, she didn’t want anyone else to hear her except the person she was talking to.

"Of course she has," said Lord George.

"Of course she has," Lord George said.

"I don't know about that, George. Sometimes I thought she would, and sometimes that she wouldn't. You have never understood Lucinda."

"I don't know about that, George. Sometimes I thought she would, and other times I thought she wouldn't. You have never understood Lucinda."

"I hope Griff will understand her,—that's all. And now that the thing is settled, you'll not trouble me about it any more. Their woes be on their own head. If they come to blows Lucinda will thrash him, I don't doubt. But while it's simply a matter of temper and words, she won't find Tewett so easy-going as he looks."

"I hope Griff gets what she's going through—that's all. Now that this is settled, please don’t bring it up again. Their problems are on them. If it comes to a fight, I have no doubt Lucinda will take him down. But as long as it’s just about temper and words, she won’t find Tewett as easy to deal with as he appears."

"I believe they'll do very well together."

"I think they'll get along great."

"Perhaps they will. There's no saying who may do well together. You and Carbuncle get on à merveille. When is it to be?"

"Maybe they will. There's no telling who might get along well together. You and Carbuncle hit it off perfectly. When is it happening?"

"Of course nothing is settled yet."

"Of course, nothing is decided yet."

"Don't be too hard about settlements, or, maybe, he'll find a way of wriggling out. When a girl without a shilling asks very much, the world supports a man for breaking his engagement. Let her pretend to be indifferent about it;—that will be the way to keep him firm."

"Don't be too strict about settlements, or he might find a way to back out. When a girl without any money asks for a lot, society tends to side with a guy who breaks off the engagement. Let her act like it doesn’t bother her—this will be the way to keep him committed."

"What is his income, George?"

"What's his income, George?"

"I haven't an idea. There never was a closer man about money. I believe he must have the bulk of the Tewett property some day. He can't spend above a couple of thousand now."

"I have no idea. There has never been a man more tightfisted about money. I really think he will end up with most of the Tewett estate someday. He can't spend more than a couple of thousand right now."

"He's not in debt, is he?"

"He's not in debt, is he?"

"He owes me a little money,—twelve hundred or so, and I mean to have it. I suppose he is in debt, but not much, I think. He makes stupid bets, and the devil won't break him of it."

"He owes me some money—about twelve hundred, and I plan to get it. I guess he has some debts, but not a lot, I believe. He makes dumb bets, and no matter what, he won't stop."

"Lucinda has two or three thousand pounds, you know."

"Lucinda has two or three thousand pounds, you know."

"That's a flea-bite. Let her keep it. You're in for it now, and you'd better say nothing about money. He has a decent solicitor, and let him arrange about the settlements. And look here, Jane;—get it done as soon as you can."

"That's nothing. Let her have it. You're in trouble now, and you should avoid mentioning money. He has a good lawyer, so let him handle the settlements. And listen, Jane;—get it done as soon as you can."

"You'll help me?"

"You'll assist me?"

"If you don't bother me, I will."

"If you leave me alone, I will."

On their way home Mrs. Carbuncle was able to tell Lady Eustace. "You know what has occurred?"

On their way home, Mrs. Carbuncle was able to inform Lady Eustace, "Do you know what happened?"

"Oh, dear, yes," said Lizzie, laughing.

"Oh, for sure," said Lizzie, laughing.

"Has Lucinda told you?"

"Did Lucinda tell you?"

"Do you think I've got no eyes? Of course it was going to be. I knew that from the very moment Sir Griffin reached Portray. I am so glad that Portray has been useful."

"Do you think I’m blind? Of course it was going to happen. I knew that the moment Sir Griffin arrived at Portray. I’m really glad Portray has been helpful."

"Oh, so useful, dear Lady Eustace! Not but what it must have come off anywhere, for there never was a man so much in love as Sir Griffin. The difficulty has been with Lucinda."

"Oh, so helpful, dear Lady Eustace! It could have come from anywhere, since there was never a man as in love as Sir Griffin. The challenge has been with Lucinda."

"She likes him, I suppose?"

"She likes him, I guess?"

"Oh, yes, of course," said Mrs. Carbuncle with energy.

"Oh, yes, definitely," said Mrs. Carbuncle with enthusiasm.

"Not that girls ever really care about men now. They've got to be married, and they make the best of it. She's very handsome, and I suppose he's pretty well off."

"Not that girls really care about men these days. They have to get married, and they make the most of it. She's really attractive, and I guess he's doing pretty well."

"He will be very rich indeed. And they say he's such an excellent young man when you know him."

"He’s going to be really wealthy. And they say he’s a great guy once you get to know him."

"I dare say most young men are excellent,—when you come to know them. What does Lord George say?"

"I must say most young men are great once you really get to know them. What does Lord George think?"

"He's in raptures. He is very much attached to Lucinda, you know." And so that affair was managed. They hadn't been home a quarter of an hour before Frank Greystock was told. He asked Mrs. Carbuncle about the sport, and then she whispered to him, "An engagement has been made."

"He's ecstatic. He's really attached to Lucinda, you know." And that’s how the situation was handled. They hadn’t been home for even fifteen minutes before Frank Greystock was informed. He asked Mrs. Carbuncle about the event, and then she leaned in and whispered to him, "An engagement has been arranged."

"Sir Griffin?" suggested Frank. Mrs. Carbuncle smiled and nodded her head. It was well that everybody should know it.

"Sir Griffin?" Frank suggested. Mrs. Carbuncle smiled and nodded. It was good for everyone to know.

 

 

CHAPTER XLII

Sunday Morning
 

"So, miss, you've took him?" said the joint Abigail of the Carbuncle establishment that evening to the younger of her two mistresses. Mrs. Carbuncle had resolved that the thing should be quite public. "Just remember this," replied Lucinda, "I don't want to have a word said to me on the subject." "Only just to wish you joy, miss." Lucinda turned round with a flash of anger at the girl. "I don't want your wishing. That'll do. I can manage by myself. I won't have you come near me if you can't hold your tongue when you're told." "I can hold my tongue as well as anybody," said the Abigail with a toss of her head.

"So, miss, you've got him?" said the combined Abigail of the Carbuncle establishment that evening to the younger of her two mistresses. Mrs. Carbuncle had decided that this should be completely public. "Just remember this," replied Lucinda, "I don’t want to hear a single word about it." "Just wanted to wish you joy, miss." Lucinda turned around with a flash of anger at the girl. "I don’t want your wishes. That’s enough. I can handle things on my own. I won’t let you come near me if you can’t keep quiet when I ask." "I can keep quiet just as well as anyone," said the Abigail with a toss of her head.

This happened after the party had separated for the evening. At dinner Sir Griffin had, of course, given Lucinda his arm; but so he had always done since they had been at Portray. Lucinda hardly opened her mouth at table, and had retreated to bed with a headache when the men, who on that day lingered a few minutes after the ladies, went into the drawing-room. This Sir Griffin felt to be almost an affront, as there was a certain process of farewell for the night which he had anticipated. If she was going to treat him like that, he would cut up rough, and she should know it. "Well, Griff, so it's all settled," said Lord George in the smoking-room. Frank Greystock was there, and Sir Griffin did not like it.

This happened after the party had split up for the night. At dinner, Sir Griffin had, of course, offered Lucinda his arm; but he had always done that since they had been at Portray. Lucinda barely spoke at the table and had gone to bed with a headache when the men—who lingered a few minutes after the ladies—entered the drawing-room. Sir Griffin felt this was almost an insult, as he had been looking forward to a proper goodbye for the evening. If she was going to treat him this way, he would make sure she noticed it. "Well, Griff, so it's all settled," said Lord George in the smoking room. Frank Greystock was there, and Sir Griffin was not pleased about it.

"What do you mean by settled? I don't know that anything is settled."

"What do you mean by settled? I don't think anything is settled."

"I thought it was. Weren't you told so?"—and Lord George turned to Greystock.

"I thought it was. Weren't you told that?"—and Lord George turned to Greystock.

"I thought I heard a hint," said Frank.

"I thought I heard a hint," Frank said.

"I'm –––– if I ever knew such people in my life!" said Sir Griffin. "They don't seem to have an idea that a man's own affairs may be private."

"I'm Understood! Please provide the text you'd like me to modernize. if I've ever known people like that in my life!" said Sir Griffin. "They don't seem to get that a man's personal business can be private."

"Such an affair as that never is private," said Lord George. "The women take care of that. You don't suppose they're going to run down their game, and let nobody know it."

"An affair like that is never private," said Lord George. "The women make sure of that. You really think they're going to ruin their chances and keep it a secret?"

"If they take me for game—"

"If they think I'm a joke—"

"Of course you're game. Every man's game. Only some men are such bad game that they ain't worth following. Take it easy, Griff; you're caught."

"Of course you're up for it. Every guy's up for it. Only some guys are such bad options that they're not worth chasing after. Chill out, Griff; you're trapped."

"No; I ain't."

"No, I'm not."

"And enjoy the satisfaction of knowing that she's about the handsomest girl out. As for me, I'd sooner have the widow. I beg your pardon, Mr. Greystock." Frank merely bowed. "Simply, I mean, because she rides about two stone lighter. It'll cost you something to mount Lady Tewett."

"And enjoy the satisfaction of knowing that she's one of the most beautiful girls around. As for me, I'd rather have the widow. I apologize, Mr. Greystock." Frank just nodded. "I mean simply because she rides about two stone lighter. It will cost you quite a bit to mount Lady Tewett."

"I don't mean that she shall hunt," said Sir Griffin. It will be seen, therefore, that the baronet made no real attempt to deny his engagement.

"I don't mean for her to hunt," said Sir Griffin. It will be seen, therefore, that the baronet made no real attempt to deny his engagement.

On the following day, which was a Sunday, Sir Griffin, having ascertained that Miss Roanoke did not intend to go to church, stayed at home also. Mr. Emilius had been engaged to preach at the nearest episcopal place of worship, and the remainder of the party all went to hear him. Lizzie was very particular about her Bible and Prayer-book, and Miss Macnulty wore a brighter ribbon on her bonnet than she had ever been known to carry before. Lucinda, when she had heard of the arrangement, had protested to her aunt that she would not go down-stairs till they had all returned; but Mrs. Carbuncle, fearing the anger of Sir Griffin, doubting whether, in his anger, he might not escape them altogether, said a word or two which even Lucinda found to be rational. "As you have accepted him, you shouldn't avoid him, my dear. That is only making things worse for the future. And then it's cowardly, is it not?" No word that could have been spoken was more likely to be efficacious. At any rate, she would not be cowardly.

On the next day, which was Sunday, Sir Griffin realized that Miss Roanoke didn’t plan to go to church, so he stayed home too. Mr. Emilius was set to preach at the nearest Episcopal church, and the rest of the group went to listen to him. Lizzie was very particular about her Bible and Prayer Book, and Miss Macnulty wore a brighter ribbon on her hat than she had ever worn before. When Lucinda heard about the plans, she told her aunt that she wouldn’t come downstairs until they all got back; however, Mrs. Carbuncle, worried about Sir Griffin's anger and unsure if he might just leave them entirely in that case, said a few things that even Lucinda found sensible. "Since you’ve accepted him, you shouldn’t avoid him, my dear. That just complicates things for the future. Plus, isn’t it a bit cowardly?" There was no comment that could have been more effective. At the very least, she wouldn’t be cowardly.

As soon then as the wheels of the carriage were no longer heard grating upon the road, Lucinda, who had been very careful in her dress,—so careful as to avoid all appearance of care,—with slow majestic step descended to a drawing-room which they were accustomed to use on mornings. It was probable that Sir Griffin was smoking somewhere about the grounds, but it could not be her duty to go after him out of doors. She would remain there, and, if he chose, he might come to her. There could be no ground of complaint on his side if she allowed herself to be found in one of the ordinary sitting-rooms of the house. In about half an hour he sauntered upon the terrace, and flattened his nose against the window. She bowed and smiled to him,—hating herself for smiling. It was perhaps the first time that she had endeavoured to put on a pleasant face wherewithal to greet him. He said nothing then, but passed round the house, threw away the end of his cigar, and entered the room. Whatever happened, she would not be a coward. The thing had to be done. Seeing that she had accepted him on the previous day, had not run away in the night or taken poison, and had come down to undergo the interview, she would undergo it at least with courage. What did it matter, even though he should embrace her? It was her lot to undergo misery, and as she had not chosen to take poison, the misery must be endured. She rose as he entered and gave him her hand. She had thought what she would do, and was collected and dignified. He had not, and was very awkward. "So you haven't gone to church, Sir Griffin,—as you ought," she said, with another smile.

As soon as the sound of the carriage wheels faded away, Lucinda, who had been very meticulous about her appearance—so much so that it seemed effortless—slowly made her way to the drawing-room they usually used in the mornings. It was likely that Sir Griffin was somewhere on the grounds, smoking, but it wasn’t her responsibility to seek him out outdoors. She decided to stay put, and if he wanted to, he could come to her. He couldn't complain if she was found in one of the regular sitting rooms of the house. About half an hour later, he strolled onto the terrace and pressed his nose against the window. She greeted him with a bow and a smile, hating herself for smiling. This was probably the first time she had tried to appear pleasant when he arrived. He didn’t say anything at that moment but walked around the house, tossed away the end of his cigar, and came into the room. No matter what happened, she wouldn’t back down. This had to be done. Since she had accepted him the day before, hadn’t run away in the night, or taken poison, and had come down to face him, she would do so with courage. What did it matter if he embraced her? It was her fate to endure suffering, and since she had chosen not to take poison, she had to face the misery. She stood as he entered and extended her hand to him. She had figured out how to handle this, and she was composed and dignified. He hadn’t, and was quite awkward. “So you didn’t go to church, Sir Griffin—as you should have,” she said with another smile.

"Come; I've gone as much as you."

"Come on; I've gone as far as you have."

"But I had a headache. You stayed away to smoke cigars."

"But I had a headache. You kept your distance to smoke cigars."

"I stayed to see you, my girl." A lover may call his lady love his girl, and do so very prettily. He may so use the word that she will like it, and be grateful in her heart for the sweetness of the sound. But Sir Griffin did not do it nicely. "I've got ever so much to say to you."

"I stayed to see you, my girl." A lover might refer to his beloved as his girl, and do so in a charming way. He could use the word in a manner that she appreciates and feels thankful for the lovely sound. But Sir Griffin didn’t do it well. "I have a lot to talk to you about."

"I won't flatter you by saying that I stayed to hear it."

"I won’t flatter you by saying that I stuck around to hear it."

"But you did;—didn't you now?" She shook her head, but there was something almost of playfulness in her manner of doing it. "Ah, but I know you did. And why shouldn't you speak out, now that we are to be man and wife? I like a girl to speak out. I suppose if I want to be with you, you want as much to be with me; eh?"

"But you did, didn't you?" She shook her head, but there was something almost playful in the way she did it. "Oh, but I know you did. And why shouldn't you just say it, now that we're going to be husband and wife? I like a girl who speaks her mind. I guess if I want to be with you, then you want to be with me just as much, right?"

"I don't see that that follows."

"I don't see how that follows."

"By ––––, if it doesn't, I'll be off!"

"By ––––, if it doesn't, I'm out!"

"You must please yourself about that, Sir Griffin."

"You need to decide that for yourself, Sir Griffin."

"Come; do you love me? You have never said you loved me." Luckily perhaps for her he thought that the best assurance of love was a kiss. She did not revolt, or attempt to struggle with him; but the hot blood flew over her entire face, and her lips were very cold to his, and she almost trembled in his grasp. Sir Griffin was not a man who could ever have been the adored of many women, but the instincts of his kind were strong enough within him to make him feel that she did not return his embrace with passion. He had found her to be very beautiful;—but it seemed to him that she had never been so little beautiful as when thus pressed close to his bosom. "Come," he said, still holding her; "you'll give me a kiss?"

"Come here; do you love me? You've never told me you love me." Maybe it was a good thing for her that he believed a kiss was the best proof of love. She didn't resist or try to pull away; instead, her blood raced all over her face, her lips felt icy against his, and she nearly shook in his hold. Sir Griffin wasn't the kind of guy who would have been adored by many women, but he could sense that she didn’t return his embrace with any real passion. He thought she was very beautiful; however, at that moment being pressed against him made her seem less beautiful than ever. "Come on," he said, still holding her; "you’ll give me a kiss?"

"I did do it," she said.

"I did do it," she said.

"No;—nothing like it. Oh, if you won't, you know—"

"No;—nothing like it. Oh, if you won’t, you know—"

On a sudden she made up her mind, and absolutely did kiss him. She would sooner have leaped at the blackest, darkest, dirtiest river in the county. "There," she said, "that will do," gently extricating herself from his arms. "Some girls are different, I know; but you must take me as I am, Sir Griffin;—that is, if you do take me."

Suddenly, she decided and definitely kissed him. She would have rather jumped into the darkest, dirtiest river around. “There,” she said, “that’s enough,” gently pulling away from him. “I know some girls are different, but you have to accept me as I am, Sir Griffin—if you’re going to accept me at all.”

"Why can't you drop the Sir?"

"Why can't you just drop the Sir?"

"Oh yes;—I can do that."

"Oh yeah; I can do that."

"And you do love me?" There was a pause, while she tried to swallow the lie. "Come;—I'm not going to marry any girl who is ashamed to say that she loves me. I like a little flesh and blood. You do love me?"

"And you really love me?" There was a pause as she struggled to suppress the lie. "Come on; I’m not going to marry any girl who’s too embarrassed to admit she loves me. I want someone real. Do you love me?"

"Yes," she said. The lie was told; and for the moment he had to be satisfied. But in his heart he didn't believe her. It was all very well for her to say that she wasn't like other girls. Why shouldn't she be like other girls? It might, no doubt, suit her to be made Lady Tewett;—but he wouldn't make her Lady Tewett if she gave herself airs with him. She should lie on his breast and swear that she loved him beyond all the world;—or else she should never be Lady Tewett. Different from other girls indeed! She should know that he was different from other men. Then he asked her to come and take a walk about the grounds. To that she made no objection. She would get her hat and be with him in a minute.

"Yes," she said. The lie was told, and for now, he had to accept it. But deep down, he didn't believe her. It was easy for her to claim she wasn't like other girls. Why shouldn't she be like them? It might suit her to become Lady Tewett, but he wouldn’t make her Lady Tewett if she acted superior with him. She should lie on his chest and promise that she loved him more than anything; otherwise, she would never be Lady Tewett. Different from other girls, really? She should realize he was different from other men. Then he asked her to take a walk around the grounds. She didn’t object to that. She said she’d grab her hat and be with him in a minute.

But she was absent more than ten minutes. When she was alone she stood before her glass looking at herself, and then she burst into tears. Never before had she been thus polluted. The embrace had disgusted her. It made her odious to herself. And if this, the beginning of it, were so bad, how was she to drink the cup to the bitter dregs? Other girls, she knew, were fond of their lovers,—some so fond of them that all moments of absence were moments, if not of pain, at any rate of regret. To her, as she stood there ready to tear herself because of the vileness of her own condition, it now seemed as though no such love as that were possible to her. For the sake of this man who was to be her husband, she hated all men. Was not everything around her base, and mean, and sordid? She had understood thoroughly the quick divulgings of Mrs. Carbuncle's tidings, the working of her aunt's anxious mind. The man, now that he had been caught, was not to be allowed to escape. But how great would be the boon if he would escape. How should she escape? And yet she knew that she meant to go on and bear it all. Perhaps by study and due practice she might become,—as were some others,—a beast of prey, and nothing more. The feeling that had made these few minutes so inexpressibly loathsome to her might, perhaps, be driven from her heart. She washed the tears from her eyes with savage energy and descended to her lover with a veil fastened closely under her hat. "I hope I haven't kept you waiting," she said.

But she was gone for more than ten minutes. When she was alone, she stood in front of the mirror, looking at herself, and then she burst into tears. Never before had she felt so polluted. The embrace had disgusted her. It made her detestable to herself. And if this, the beginning of it all, felt so bad, how could she endure it to the bitter end? Other girls, she knew, adored their lovers—some so much that every moment of absence felt like pain, or at least regret. But as she stood there, ready to tear herself apart over the repulsiveness of her situation, it seemed impossible to her that such love could exist. For the sake of the man who was to be her husband, she hated all men. Wasn't everything around her low, petty, and grimy? She had fully grasped the rapid spread of Mrs. Carbuncle's gossip and the anxious workings of her aunt's mind. Now that the man had been caught, there was no way he could escape. But how much better it would be if he did escape. How could she escape? And yet she knew she meant to go on and endure it all. Maybe with study and practice, she could become, like some others, a predator, and nothing more. The feeling that had made those few minutes so indescribably loathsome might, perhaps, be driven out of her heart. She wiped the tears from her eyes with fierce energy and went down to her lover with a veil tightly fastened under her hat. "I hope I didn't keep you waiting," she said.

"Women always do," he replied laughing. "It gives them importance."

"Women always do," he said with a laugh. "It gives them a sense of importance."

"It is not so with me, I can assure you. I will tell you the truth. I was agitated,—and I cried."

"It’s not the same for me, I promise you. I’ll tell you the truth. I was upset—and I cried."

"Oh, ay; I dare say." He rather liked the idea of having reduced the haughty Lucinda to tears. "But you needn't have been ashamed of my seeing it. As it is, I can see nothing. You must take that off presently."

"Oh, yeah; I guess." He actually liked the thought of having brought the proud Lucinda to tears. "But you shouldn't have been embarrassed about me seeing it. Right now, I can't see anything. You need to take that off soon."

"Not now, Griffin." Oh, what a name it was! It seemed to blister her tongue as she used it without the usual prefix.

"Not now, Griffin." Oh, what a name it was! It felt like it burned her tongue to say it without the usual title.

"I never saw you tied up in that way before. You don't do it out hunting. I've seen you when the snow has been driving in your face, and you didn't mind it,—not so much as I did."

"I've never seen you tied up like that before. You don’t do that while hunting. I've seen you when the snow was blowing in your face, and you didn’t care about it—not as much as I did."

"You can't be surprised that I should be agitated now."

"You can’t be surprised that I’m feeling anxious right now."

"But you're happy;—ain't you?"

"But you're happy, right?"

"Yes," she said. The lie once told must of course be continued.

"Yes," she said. The lie that was told must, of course, be continued.

"Upon my word, I don't quite understand you," said Sir Griffin. "Look here, Lucinda; if you want to back out of it, you can, you know."

"Honestly, I don’t really get you," said Sir Griffin. "Listen, Lucinda; if you want to pull out of this, you can, you know."

"If you ask me again, I will." This was said with the old savage voice, and it at once reduced Sir Griffin to thraldom. To be rejected now would be the death of him. And should there come a quarrel he was sure that it would seem to be that he had been rejected.

"If you ask me again, I will." This was said with the old savage voice, and it instantly put Sir Griffin under her control. Being rejected now would be the end of him. If a fight broke out, he was certain it would look like he was the one who had been turned down.

"I suppose it's all right," he said; "only when a man is only thinking how he can make you happy, he doesn't like to find nothing but crying." After this there was but little more said between them before they returned to the castle.

"I guess it's okay," he said; "it's just that when a guy is focused on making you happy, he doesn’t enjoy seeing you cry." After that, there wasn't much more said between them before they headed back to the castle.

 

 

CHAPTER XLIII

Life at Portray
 

On the Monday Frank took his departure. Everybody at the castle had liked him except Sir Griffin, who, when he had gone, remarked to Lucinda that he was an insufferable legal prig, and one of those chaps who think themselves somebody because they are in Parliament. Lucinda had liked Frank, and said so very boldly. "I see what it is," replied Sir Griffin; "you always like the people I don't." When he was going, Lizzie left her hand in his for a moment, and gave one look up into his eyes. "When is Lucy to be made blessed?" she asked. "I don't know that Lucy will ever be made blessed," he replied, "but I am sure I hope she will." Not a word more was said, and he returned to London.

On Monday, Frank left. Everyone at the castle liked him except for Sir Griffin, who, after Frank was gone, told Lucinda he was an unbearable legal snob, one of those guys who think they matter just because they're in Parliament. Lucinda liked Frank and said so boldly. "I see how it is," Sir Griffin replied; "you always like the people I can’t stand." As he was leaving, Lizzie held his hand for a moment and looked up into his eyes. "When will Lucy be made blessed?" she asked. "I don’t know if Lucy will ever be made blessed," he replied, "but I truly hope she will." No more words were exchanged, and he went back to London.

After that Mrs. Carbuncle and Lucinda remained at Portray Castle till after Christmas, greatly overstaying the original time fixed for their visit. Lord George and Sir Griffin went and returned, and went again and returned again. There was much hunting and a great many love passages, which need not be recorded here. More than once during these six or seven weeks there arose a quarrel, bitter, loud, and pronounced, between Sir Griffin and Lucinda; but Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle between them managed to throw oil upon the waters, and when Christmas came the engagement was still an engagement. The absolute suggestion that it should be broken, and abandoned, and thrown to the winds, always came from Lucinda; and Sir Griffin, when he found that Lucinda was in earnest, would again be moved by his old desires, and would determine that he would have the thing he wanted. Once he behaved with such coarse brutality that nothing but an abject apology would serve the turn. He made the abject apology, and after that became conscious that his wings were clipped, and that he must do as he was bidden. Lord George took him away, and brought him back again, and blew him up;—and at last, under pressure from Mrs. Carbuncle, made him consent to the fixing of a day. The marriage was to take place during the first week in April. When the party moved from Portray, he was to go up to London and see his lawyer. Settlements were to be arranged, and something was to be fixed as to future residence.

After that, Mrs. Carbuncle and Lucinda stayed at Portray Castle until after Christmas, significantly longer than they had originally planned. Lord George and Sir Griffin came and went multiple times. There was a lot of hunting and many romantic moments, which don’t need to be detailed here. Several times during those six or seven weeks, there were loud and heated arguments between Sir Griffin and Lucinda; however, Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle managed to smooth things over, and by Christmas, the engagement was still on. The idea of breaking it off always came from Lucinda. When Sir Griffin realized Lucinda was serious, he would be stirred by his old feelings and decided he wanted what he desired. Once he acted in such a rude way that only a sincere apology would suffice. He apologized, and after that, he realized that he was restricted and needed to follow orders. Lord George took him away, brought him back, and reprimanded him; eventually, under pressure from Mrs. Carbuncle, he agreed to set a date. The wedding was scheduled for the first week of April. When they left Portray, he was to head to London to meet with his lawyer. Settlements were to be arranged, and plans for future living arrangements were to be discussed.

In the midst of all this Lucinda was passive as regarded the making of the arrangements, but very troublesome to those around her as to her immediate mode of life. Even to Lady Eustace she was curt and uncivil. To her aunt she was at times ferocious. She told Lord George more than once to his face that he was hurrying her to perdition. "What the d–––– is it you want?" Lord George said to her. "Not to be married to this man." "But you have accepted him. I didn't ask you to take him. You don't want to go into a workhouse, I suppose?" Then she rode so hard that all the Ayrshire lairds were startled out of their propriety, and there was a general fear that she would meet some terrible accident. And Lizzie, instigated by jealousy, learned to ride as hard, and as they rode against each other every day, there was a turmoil in the hunt. Morgan, scratching his head, declared that he had known "drunken rampaging men," but had never seen ladies so wicked. Lizzie did come down rather badly at one wall, and Lucinda got herself jammed against a gate-post. But when Christmas was come and gone, and Portray Castle had been left empty, no very bad accident had occurred.

In the middle of all this, Lucinda was passive about making arrangements, but she was very difficult for those around her when it came to her current lifestyle. She was curt and rude even to Lady Eustace. To her aunt, she was at times fierce. She told Lord George more than once to his face that he was rushing her toward disaster. "What the d––– do you want?" Lord George asked her. "Not to be married to this man." "But you’ve accepted him. I didn’t ask you to take him. I assume you don’t want to end up in a workhouse?" Then she rode so hard that all the Ayrshire landowners were shocked out of their composure, and there was a general fear that she would have a terrible accident. And Lizzie, fueled by jealousy, learned to ride just as hard, and as they raced against each other every day, it caused chaos in the hunt. Morgan, scratching his head, declared that he had known "drunken rampaging men," but had never seen ladies so wicked. Lizzie did take a pretty bad fall at one wall, and Lucinda got herself stuck against a gate-post. But by the time Christmas came and went, and Portray Castle had been left empty, no serious accidents had happened.

A great friendship had sprung up between Mrs. Carbuncle and Lizzie, so that both had become very communicative. Whether both or either had been candid may, perhaps, be doubted. Mrs. Carbuncle had been quite confidential in discussing with her friend the dangerous varieties of Lucinda's humours, and the dreadful aversion which she still seemed to entertain for Sir Griffin. But then these humours and this aversion were so visible, that they could not well be concealed;—and what can be the use of confidential communications if things are kept back which the confidante would see even if they were not told? "She would be just like that whoever the man was," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

A strong friendship had developed between Mrs. Carbuncle and Lizzie, making both of them quite open with each other. Whether either of them had been completely honest is maybe up for debate. Mrs. Carbuncle had been very open in discussing with her friend the tricky aspects of Lucinda's moods and the intense dislike she still seemed to have for Sir Griffin. But those moods and that dislike were so obvious that they couldn't really be hidden;—and what's the point of sharing secrets if the person you're confiding in can see things even without being told? "She would be just like that no matter who the man was," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I suppose so," said Lizzie, wondering at such a phenomenon in female nature. But, with this fact understood between them to be a fact,—namely, that Lucinda would be sure to hate any man whom she might accept,—they both agreed that the marriage had better go on.

"I guess so," said Lizzie, intrigued by such a thing in women's nature. But, with this fact accepted between them—that Lucinda would definitely hate any man she might choose—they both agreed that the marriage should go ahead.

"She must take a husband, some day, you know," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"She has to get married eventually, you know," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Of course," said Lizzie.

"Of course," Lizzie said.

"With her good looks, it would be out of the question that she shouldn't be married."

"With her good looks, it would be impossible for her not to be married."

"Quite out of the question," repeated Lizzie.

"Definitely not," Lizzie said again.

"And I really don't see how she's to do better. It's her nature, you know. I have had enough of it, I can tell you. And at the pension, near Paris, they couldn't break her in at all. Nobody ever could break her in. You see it in the way she rides."

"And I really don't see how she's supposed to improve. It's just who she is, you know. I've had enough of it, trust me. And at the guesthouse near Paris, they couldn't change her at all. No one has ever been able to change her. You can see it in the way she rides."

"I suppose Sir Griffin must do it," said Lizzie laughing.

"I guess Sir Griffin has to handle it," Lizzie said with a laugh.

"Well;—that, or the other thing, you know." But there was no doubt about this;—whoever might break or be broken, the marriage must go on. "If you don't persevere with one like her, Lady Eustace, nothing can be done." Lizzie quite concurred. What did it matter to her who should break, or who be broken, if she could only sail her own little bark without dashing it on the rocks? Rocks there were. She didn't quite know what to make of Lord George, who certainly was a Corsair,—who had said some very pretty things to her, quite à la Corsair. But in the meantime, from certain rumours that she heard, she believed that Frank had given up, or at least was intending to give up, the little chit who was living with Lady Linlithgow. There had been something of a quarrel,—so, at least, she had heard through Miss Macnulty, with whom Lady Linlithgow still occasionally corresponded in spite of their former breaches. From Frank, Lizzie heard repeatedly, but Frank in his letters never mentioned the name of Lucy Morris. Now, if there should be a division between Frank and Lucy, then, she thought, Frank would return to her. And if so, for a permanent holding rock of protection in the world, her cousin Frank would be at any rate safer than the Corsair.

"Well, that or something else, you know." But there was no doubt about this; whoever might break or be broken, the marriage had to happen. "If you don't stick with someone like her, Lady Eustace, nothing can be done." Lizzie totally agreed. What did it matter to her who got hurt, or who hurt others, as long as she could steer her own little boat without crashing it into the rocks? There were definitely rocks. She wasn't sure what to think about Lord George, who was definitely a rogue—who had said some really sweet things to her, very much like a rogue. But in the meantime, from some rumors she heard, she believed that Frank had given up, or at least was planning to give up, on the little girl living with Lady Linlithgow. There had been some kind of argument—at least, that’s what she heard through Miss Macnulty, who still occasionally kept in touch with Lady Linlithgow despite their past issues. From Frank, Lizzie heard often, but Frank never mentioned Lucy Morris in his letters. Now, if there were to be a split between Frank and Lucy, then, she thought, Frank would come back to her. And if that happened, for a solid rock of protection in the world, her cousin Frank would be at least safer than the rogue.

Lizzie and Mrs. Carbuncle had quite come to understand each other comfortably about money. It suited Mrs. Carbuncle very well to remain at Portray. It was no longer necessary that she should carry Lucinda about in search of game to be run down. The one head of game needed had been run down, such as it was,—not, indeed, a very noble stag; but the stag had been accepted; and a home for herself and her niece, which should have about it a sufficient air of fashion to satisfy public opinion,—out of London,—better still, in Scotland, belonging to a person with a title, enjoying the appurtenances of wealth, and one to which Lord George and Sir Griffin could have access,—was very desirable. But it was out of the question that Lady Eustace should bear all the expense. Mrs. Carbuncle undertook to find the stables, and did pay for that rick of hay and for the cart-load of forage which had made Lizzie's heart quake as she saw it dragged up the hill towards her own granaries. It is very comfortable when all these things are clearly understood. Early in January they were all to go back to London. Then for a while,—up to the period of Lucinda's marriage,—Lizzie was to be Mrs. Carbuncle's guest at the small house in Mayfair;—but Lizzie was to keep the carriage. There came at last to be some little attempt, perhaps, at a hard bargain at the hand of each lady, in which Mrs. Carbuncle, as the elder, probably got the advantage. There was a question about the liveries in London. The footman there must appertain to Mrs. Carbuncle, whereas the coachman would as necessarily be one of Lizzie's retainers. Mrs. Carbuncle assented at last to finding the double livery,—but, like a prudent woman, arranged to get her quid pro quo. "You can add something, you know, to the present you'll have to give Lucinda. Lucinda shall choose something up to forty pounds." "We'll say thirty," said Lizzie, who was beginning to know the value of money. "Split the difference," said Mrs. Carbuncle, with a pleasant little burst of laughter,—and the difference was split. That the very neat and even dandified appearance of the groom who rode out hunting with them should be provided at the expense of Mrs. Carbuncle was quite understood; but it was equally well understood that Lizzie was to provide the horse on which he rode, on every third day. It adds greatly to the comfort of friends living together when these things are accurately settled.

Lizzie and Mrs. Carbuncle had reached a comfortable understanding regarding money. Mrs. Carbuncle was happy to stay at Portray. It was no longer necessary for her to take Lucinda around searching for game to hunt. The one game they needed had been caught, though it wasn't a particularly noble stag; however, the stag had been accepted. Having a home for herself and her niece that had enough flair to meet public expectations—away from London, preferably in Scotland, owned by someone with a title, enjoying the trappings of wealth, and accessible to Lord George and Sir Griffin—was very desirable. But it was out of the question for Lady Eustace to cover all the costs. Mrs. Carbuncle took on finding the stables and paid for that stack of hay and the cart-load of forage that made Lizzie's heart race as she saw it pulled up the hill toward her granaries. It's very comforting when everything is clearly understood. In early January, they were all set to return to London. For a while—until Lucinda's wedding—Lizzie would be Mrs. Carbuncle's guest at the small house in Mayfair; however, Lizzie would keep the carriage. Eventually, both ladies made some attempts at bargaining, and as the older one, Mrs. Carbuncle likely came out ahead. There was a discussion about the liveries in London. The footman there must belong to Mrs. Carbuncle, while the coachman would necessarily be one of Lizzie's people. Mrs. Carbuncle finally agreed to provide the double livery—but, being a smart woman, arranged to get something in return. "You can add to the gift you'll have to give Lucinda. Lucinda can choose something up to forty pounds." "We'll say thirty," said Lizzie, who was beginning to grasp the value of money. "Let's split the difference," Mrs. Carbuncle said with a cheerful laugh—and the difference was divided. It was well understood that the smart and polished appearance of the groom who rode out hunting with them would be paid for by Mrs. Carbuncle, but it was equally clear that Lizzie would provide the horse he rode every third day. It greatly enhances the comfort of friends living together when these matters are precisely settled.

Mr. Emilius remained longer than had been anticipated, and did not go till Lord George and Sir Griffin took their departure. It was observed that he never spoke of his wife; and yet Mrs. Carbuncle was almost sure that she had heard of such a lady. He had made himself very agreeable, and was, either by art or nature, a courteous man,—one who paid compliments to ladies. It was true, however, that he sometimes startled his hearers by things which might have been considered to border on coarseness if they had not been said by a clergyman. Lizzie had an idea that he intended to marry Miss Macnulty. And Miss Macnulty certainly received his attentions with pleasure. In these circumstances his prolonged stay at the castle was not questioned;—but when towards the end of November Lord George and Sir Griffin took their departure, he was obliged to return to his flock.

Mr. Emilius stayed longer than expected and didn't leave until Lord George and Sir Griffin were gone. It was noted that he never mentioned his wife, though Mrs. Carbuncle was pretty sure she'd heard of such a woman. He was quite charming and was, either by nature or skill, a polite man—someone who complimented women. However, it was true that he sometimes surprised his audience with remarks that might have seemed a bit crude if they hadn't come from a clergyman. Lizzie thought he might be planning to marry Miss Macnulty, and Miss Macnulty certainly seemed to enjoy his attention. Given this, nobody questioned his extended visit at the castle; but when Lord George and Sir Griffin left at the end of November, he had to return to his parish.

On the great subject of the diamonds Lizzie had spoken her mind freely to Mrs. Carbuncle early in the days of their friendship,—immediately, that is, after the bargainings had been completed. "Ten thousand pounds!" ejaculated Mrs. Carbuncle, opening wide her eyes. Lizzie nodded her head thrice, in token of reiterated assurance. "Do you mean that you really know their value?" The ladies at this time were closeted together, and were discussing many things in the closest confidence.

On the big topic of the diamonds, Lizzie had shared her thoughts openly with Mrs. Carbuncle early in their friendship—right after the deal was done. "Ten thousand pounds!" gasped Mrs. Carbuncle, her eyes going wide. Lizzie nodded her head three times to confirm it. "Do you really know how much they're worth?" At that moment, the ladies were alone together, discussing many matters in complete confidence.

"They were valued for me by jewellers."

"They were valued by jewelers."

"Ten thousand pounds! And Sir Florian gave them to you?"

"Ten thousand pounds! And Sir Florian actually gave those to you?"

"Put them round my neck, and told me they were to be mine,—always."

"Put them around my neck and told me they were mine—forever."

"Generous man!"

"Kind man!"

"Ah, if you had but known him!" said Lizzie, just touching her eye with her handkerchief.

"Ah, if you had only known him!" Lizzie said, lightly wiping her eye with her handkerchief.

"I daresay. And now the people claim them. I'm not a bit surprised at that, my dear. I should have thought a man couldn't give away so much as that,—not just as one makes a present that costs forty or fifty pounds." Mrs. Carbuncle could not resist the opportunity of showing that she did not think so very much of that coming thirty-five-pound "gift" for which the bargain had been made.

"I honestly believe. And now people are asking for them. I'm not at all surprised, my dear. I would have thought a person couldn’t give away that much—it's not like giving a gift that costs forty or fifty pounds." Mrs. Carbuncle couldn't help but take the chance to show that she didn't think much of that upcoming thirty-five-pound "gift" for which the deal had been struck.

"That's what they say. And they say ever so many other things besides. They mean to prove that it's an—heirloom."

"That's what they say. And they say a lot of other things too. They intend to prove that it's an—heirloom."

"Perhaps it is."

"Maybe it is."

"But it isn't. My cousin Frank, who knows more about law than any other man in London, says that they can't make a necklace an heirloom. If it was a brooch or a ring it would be different. I don't quite understand it, but it is so."

"But it isn't. My cousin Frank, who knows more about law than anyone else in London, says that they can't make a necklace an heirloom. If it were a brooch or a ring, it would be different. I don't fully understand it, but that's how it is."

"It's a pity Sir Florian didn't say something about it in his will," suggested Mrs. Carbuncle.

"It's a shame Sir Florian didn't mention anything about it in his will," suggested Mrs. Carbuncle.

"But he did;—at least, not just about the necklace." Then Lady Eustace explained the nature of her late husband's will, as far as it regarded chattels to be found in the Castle of Portray at the time of his death; and added the fiction, which had now become common to her, as to the necklace having been given to her in Scotland.

"But he did;—at least, not just about the necklace." Then Lady Eustace explained the details of her late husband's will, as it related to the belongings found in the Castle of Portray at the time of his death; and added the story, which had now become familiar to her, about the necklace being given to her in Scotland.

"I shouldn't let them have it," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I shouldn't let them have it," Mrs. Carbuncle said.

"I don't mean," said Lizzie.

"I don't mean," Lizzie said.

"I should—sell them," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I should—sell them," Mrs. Carbuncle said.

"But why?"

"But why?"

"Because there are so many accidents. A woman should be very rich indeed before she allows herself to walk about with ten thousand pounds upon her shoulders. Suppose somebody broke into the house and stole them. And if they were sold, my dear, so that some got to Paris, and others to St. Petersburg, and others to New York, they'd have to give it up then." Before the discussion was over, Lizzie tripped up-stairs and brought the necklace down, and put it on Mrs. Carbuncle's neck. "I shouldn't like to have such property in my house, my dear," continued Mrs. Carbuncle. "Of course, diamonds are very nice. Nothing is so nice. And if a person had a proper place to keep them, and all that—"

"Because there are so many accidents. A woman should be extremely wealthy before she considers walking around with ten thousand pounds' worth of jewels. What if someone broke into the house and stole them? And if they were sold, my dear, so that some ended up in Paris, others in St. Petersburg, and others in New York, they would have to give it up then." Before the conversation concluded, Lizzie ran upstairs and brought down the necklace, placing it around Mrs. Carbuncle's neck. "I wouldn't want such valuables in my house, my dear," Mrs. Carbuncle continued. "Of course, diamonds are lovely. Nothing is quite as nice. And if a person had a proper place to keep them, and all that—

"I've a very strong iron case," said Lizzie.

"I have a really strong iron case," said Lizzie.

"But they should be at the bank, or at the jewellers, or somewhere quite—quite safe. People might steal the case and all. If I were you, I should sell them." It was explained to Mrs. Carbuncle on that occasion that Lizzie had brought them down with her in the train from London, and that she intended to take them back in the same way. "There's nothing the thieves would find easier than to steal them on the way," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"But they should be at the bank, or at the jeweler's, or somewhere really—really safe. People might steal the case and everything in it. If I were you, I would sell them." It was explained to Mrs. Carbuncle at that time that Lizzie had brought them down with her on the train from London, and that she planned to take them back the same way. "There's nothing the thieves would find easier than to steal them on the way," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

It was some days after this that there came down to her by post some terribly frightful documents, which were the first results, as far as she was concerned, of the filing of a bill in Chancery;—which hostile proceeding was, in truth, effected by the unaided energy of Mr. Camperdown, although Mr. Camperdown put himself forward simply as an instrument used by the trustees of the Eustace property. Within eight days she was to enter an appearance, or go through some preliminary ceremony towards showing why she should not surrender her diamonds to the Lord Chancellor, or to one of those satraps of his, the Vice-Chancellors, or to some other terrible myrmidon. Mr. Camperdown in his letter explained that the service of this document upon her in Scotland would amount to nothing,—even were he to send it down by a messenger; but that, no doubt, she would send it to her attorney, who would see the expedience of avoiding exposure by accepting the service. Of all which explanation Lizzie did not understand one word. Messrs. Camperdowns' letter and the document which it contained did frighten her considerably, although the matter had been discussed so often that she had accustomed herself to declare that no such bugbears as that should have any influence on her. She had asked Frank whether, in the event of such missiles reaching her, she might send them to him. He had told her that they should be at once placed in the hands of her attorney;—and consequently she now sent them to Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus, with a very short note from herself. "Lady Eustace presents her compliments to Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus, and encloses some papers she has received about her diamonds. They are her own diamonds, given to her by her late husband. Please do what is proper, but Mr. Camperdown ought to be made to pay all the expenses."

A few days later, she received some incredibly worrying documents in the mail, which were the first results, as far as she was concerned, of a lawsuit filed in Chancery. This hostile action was actually initiated solely by Mr. Camperdown, even though he presented himself merely as a representative of the trustees of the Eustace estate. Within eight days, she had to officially respond or go through some preliminary steps to explain why she shouldn’t give her diamonds to the Lord Chancellor or one of his deputies, the Vice-Chancellors, or some other intimidating official. In his letter, Mr. Camperdown clarified that serving this document to her in Scotland wouldn't matter—even if he sent it with a messenger; however, she would likely forward it to her attorney, who would understand the importance of avoiding exposure by accepting the service. Lizzie didn’t grasp any of this explanation. The letter from Messrs. Camperdown and the document included scared her quite a bit, even though they had discussed the matter so often that she had trained herself to say that such fears shouldn't affect her. She had asked Frank if, in case such documents reached her, she could send them to him. He told her they should immediately be given to her attorney; therefore, she sent them to Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus with a brief note from herself. "Lady Eustace sends her regards to Messrs. Mowbray and Mopus and encloses some papers she has received about her diamonds. They are her diamonds, given to her by her late husband. Please handle this appropriately, but Mr. Camperdown should cover all the expenses."

She had, no doubt, allowed herself to hope that no further steps would be taken in the matter; and the very name of the Vice-Chancellor did for a few hours chill the blood at her heart. In those few hours she almost longed to throw the necklace into the sea, feeling sure that, if the diamonds were absolutely lost, there must be altogether an end of the matter. But, by degrees, her courage returned to her, as she remembered that her cousin had told her that, as far as he could see, the necklace was legally her own. Her cousin had, of course, been deceived by the lies which she had repeated to him; but lies which had been efficacious with him might be efficacious with others. Who could prove that Sir Florian had not taken the diamonds to Scotland, and given them to her there, in that very house which was now her own?

She had certainly let herself hope that no more actions would be taken in the situation; and just hearing the name of the Vice-Chancellor made her heart sink for a few hours. During those hours, she almost wished she could throw the necklace into the sea, convinced that if the diamonds were completely gone, it would put an end to everything. But gradually, her confidence came back as she recalled that her cousin had told her that, as far as he knew, the necklace was legally hers. Her cousin had, of course, been misled by the lies she had told him; but lies that had worked on him might work on others too. Who could prove that Sir Florian hadn't taken the diamonds to Scotland and given them to her there, in the very house that was now hers?

She told Mrs. Carbuncle of the missiles which had been hurled at her from the London courts of law, and Mrs. Carbuncle evidently thought that the diamonds were as good as gone. "Then I suppose you can't sell them?" said she.

She told Mrs. Carbuncle about the attacks that had come at her from the London courts, and Mrs. Carbuncle clearly thought the diamonds were as good as lost. "So I guess you can't sell them?" she asked.

"Yes, I could;—I could sell them to-morrow. What is to hinder me? Suppose I took them to jewellers in Paris?"

"Yeah, I could;—I could sell them tomorrow. What’s stopping me? What if I took them to jewelers in Paris?"

"The jewellers would think you had stolen them."

"The jewelers would think you had stolen them."

"I didn't steal them," said Lizzie; "they're my very own. Frank says that nobody can take them away from me. Why shouldn't a man give his wife a diamond necklace as well as a diamond ring? That's what I can't understand. What may he give her so that men sha'n't come and worry her life out of her in this way? As for an heirloom, anybody who knows anything, knows that it can't be an heirloom. A pot or a pan may be an heirloom;—but a diamond necklace cannot be an heirloom. Everybody knows that, that knows anything."

"I didn't steal them," Lizzie said. "They're mine. Frank says nobody can take them from me. Why shouldn't a man give his wife a diamond necklace just like a diamond ring? That’s what I don’t get. What else can he give her so that men don’t come and stress her out like this? As for an heirloom, anyone who knows anything knows it can't be an heirloom. A pot or a pan can be an heirloom, but a diamond necklace can't be an heirloom. Everyone knows that who knows anything."

"I daresay it will all come right," said Mrs. Carbuncle, who did not in the least believe Lizzie's law about the pot and pan.

"I bet it will all turn out fine," said Mrs. Carbuncle, who didn't believe Lizzie's story about the pot and pan at all.

In the first week in January Lord George and Sir Griffin returned to the castle with the view of travelling up to London with the three ladies. This arrangement was partly thrown over by circumstances, as Sir Griffin was pleased to leave Portray two days before the others and to travel by himself. There was a bitter quarrel between Lucinda and her lover, and it was understood afterwards by Lady Eustace that Sir Griffin had had a few words with Lord George;—but what those few words were, she never quite knew. There was no open rupture between the two gentlemen, but Sir Griffin showed his displeasure to the ladies, who were more likely to bear patiently his ill-humour in the present circumstances than was Lord George. When a man has shown himself to be so far amenable to feminine authority as to have put himself in the way of matrimony, ladies will bear a great deal from him. There was nothing which Mrs. Carbuncle would not endure from Sir Griffin,—just at present; and, on behalf of Mrs. Carbuncle, even Lizzie was long-suffering. It cannot, however, be said that this Petruchio had as yet tamed his own peculiar shrew. Lucinda was as savage as ever, and would snap and snarl, and almost bite. Sir Griffin would snarl too, and say very bearish things. But when it came to the point of actual quarrelling, he would become sullen, and in his sullenness would yield.

In the first week of January, Lord George and Sir Griffin returned to the castle, planning to travel to London with the three ladies. However, this plan was partly derailed when Sir Griffin decided to leave Portray two days earlier than the others and travel alone. A serious argument broke out between Lucinda and her boyfriend, and Lady Eustace later learned that Sir Griffin and Lord George had exchanged a few words; however, she never found out exactly what they were. There was no open conflict between the two men, but Sir Griffin expressed his annoyance toward the ladies, who were more willing to tolerate his bad mood in this situation than Lord George. When a man shows he’s willing to listen to women enough to consider marriage, ladies tend to put up with a lot from him. Mrs. Carbuncle would tolerate anything from Sir Griffin—at least for now; even Lizzie was patient on behalf of Mrs. Carbuncle. However, it can't be said that this Petruchio had successfully tamed his own unique shrew. Lucinda was as fierce as ever, ready to snap and snarl, and almost bite. Sir Griffin would also grumble and say unpleasant things. But when it actually came to arguing, he would get sullen and eventually give in.

"I don't see why Carruthers should have it all his own way," he said, one hunting morning, to Lucinda.

"I don't see why Carruthers should have everything his way," he said one hunting morning to Lucinda.

"I don't care twopence who have their way," said Lucinda, "I mean to have mine;—that's all."

"I don't care at all who gets their way," said Lucinda, "I intend to have mine; that's it."

"I'm not speaking about you. I call it downright interference on his part. And I do think you give way to him. You never do anything that I suggest."

"I'm not talking about you. I consider it intrusive on his part. And I believe you give in to him. You never follow through on any of my suggestions."

"You never suggest anything that I like to do," said Lucinda.

"You never suggest anything that I enjoy doing," Lucinda said.

"That's a pity," said Sir Griffin, "considering that I shall have to suggest so many things that you will have to do."

"That's too bad," Sir Griffin said, "since I'll need to suggest so many things for you to do."

"I don't know that at all," said Lucinda.

"I have no idea about that," said Lucinda.

Mrs. Carbuncle came up during the quarrel, meaning to throw oil upon the waters. "What children you are!" she said laughing. "As if each of you won't have to do what the other suggests."

Mrs. Carbuncle came up during the argument, intending to calm things down. "You two are such kids!" she said, laughing. "As if each of you won't end up doing what the other one suggests."

"Mrs. Carbuncle," began Sir Griffin, "if you will have the great kindness not to endeavour to teach me what my conduct should be now or at any future time, I shall take it as a kindness."

"Mrs. Carbuncle," Sir Griffin began, "if you would be so kind as to refrain from trying to tell me how I should behave now or in the future, I would appreciate it."

"Sir Griffin, pray don't quarrel with Mrs. Carbuncle," said Lizzie.

"Sir Griffin, please don’t argue with Mrs. Carbuncle," Lizzie said.

"Lady Eustace, if Mrs. Carbuncle interferes with me, I shall quarrel with her. I have borne a great deal more of this kind of thing than I like. I'm not going to be told this and told that because Mrs. Carbuncle happens to be the aunt of the future Lady Tewett,—if it should come to that. I'm not going to marry a whole family; and the less I have of this kind of thing the more likely it is that I shall come up to scratch when the time is up."

"Lady Eustace, if Mrs. Carbuncle gets in my way, I will confront her. I've put up with way more of this nonsense than I want. I’m not going to take orders just because Mrs. Carbuncle is the aunt of the future Lady Tewett—if it even comes to that. I'm not marrying a whole family, and the less I deal with this type of thing, the more likely I’ll be ready when the time comes."

Then Lucinda rose and spoke. "Sir Griffin Tewett," she said, "there is not the slightest necessity that you should come up—'to scratch.' I wonder that I have not as yet been able to make you understand that if it will suit your convenience to break off our match, it will not in the least interfere with mine. And let me tell you this, Sir Griffin,—that any repetition of your unkindness to my aunt will make me utterly refuse to see you again."

Then Lucinda stood up and said, "Sir Griffin Tewett, there's really no need for you to come over—'to scratch.' I don't understand why I haven't made it clear to you that if it works for you to end our engagement, it won't affect mine at all. And let me tell you this, Sir Griffin—if you're unkind to my aunt again, I will completely refuse to see you."

"Of course, you like her better than you do me."

"Of course, you like her more than you like me."

"A great deal better," said Lucinda.

"Much better," said Lucinda.

"If I stand that I'll be ––––," said Sir Griffin, leaving the room. And he left the castle, sleeping that night at the inn at Kilmarnock. The day, however, was passed in hunting; and though he said nothing to either of the three ladies, it was understood by them as they returned to Portray that there was to be no quarrel. Lord George and Sir Griffin had discussed the matter, and Lord George took upon himself to say that there was no quarrel. On the morning but one following, there came a note from Sir Griffin to Lucinda,—just as they were leaving home for their journey up to London,—in which Sir Griffin expressed his regret if he had said anything displeasing to Mrs. Carbuncle.

"If I stay, I'll be ––––," Sir Griffin said as he left the room. He exited the castle and spent that night at the inn in Kilmarnock. However, the day was spent hunting, and even though he didn’t say anything to the three ladies, they understood on their way back to Portray that there wouldn’t be a quarrel. Lord George and Sir Griffin had talked it over, and Lord George took it upon himself to say there would be no conflict. The morning after next, a note from Sir Griffin was delivered to Lucinda—just as they were about to leave for their trip to London—where he expressed regret if he had said anything displeasing to Mrs. Carbuncle.

 

 

CHAPTER XLIV

A Midnight Adventure
 

Something as to the jewels had been told to Lord George;—and this was quite necessary, as Lord George intended to travel with the ladies from Portray to London. Of course, he had heard of the diamonds,—as who had not? He had heard too of Lord Fawn, and knew why it was that Lord Fawn had peremptorily refused to carry out his engagement. But, till he was told by Mrs. Carbuncle, he did not know that the diamonds were then kept within the castle, nor did he understand that it would be part of his duty to guard them on their way back to London. "They are worth ever so much; ain't they?" he said to Mrs. Carbuncle, when she first gave him the information.

Something about the jewels had been mentioned to Lord George; and this was quite necessary, as he planned to travel with the ladies from Portray to London. Of course, he had heard about the diamonds—who hadn’t? He had also heard of Lord Fawn and understood why Lord Fawn had firmly refused to honor his commitment. But until Mrs. Carbuncle told him, he didn’t know that the diamonds were currently kept in the castle, nor did he realize it would be part of his responsibility to protect them on their journey back to London. "They're worth a lot, right?" he asked Mrs. Carbuncle when she first shared the news.

"Ten thousand pounds," said Mrs. Carbuncle, almost with awe.

"Ten thousand pounds," Mrs. Carbuncle said, almost in awe.

"I don't believe a word of it," said Lord George.

"I don't believe a word of it," Lord George said.

"She says that they've been valued at that, since she's had them."

"She says they’ve been worth that ever since she got them."

Lord George owned to himself that such a necklace was worth having,—as also, no doubt, were Portray Castle and the income arising from the estate, even though they could be held in possession only for a single life. Hitherto in his very chequered career he had escaped the trammels of matrimony, and among his many modes of life had hardly even suggested to himself the expediency of taking a wife with a fortune, and then settling down for the future, if submissively, still comfortably. To say that he had never looked forward to such a marriage as a possible future arrangement would probably be incorrect. To men such as Lord George it is too easy a result of a career to be altogether banished from the mind. But no attempt had ever yet been made, nor had any special lady ever been so far honoured in his thoughts as to be connected in them with any vague ideas which he might have formed on the subject. But now it did occur to him that Portray Castle was a place in which he could pass two or three months annually without ennui; and that if he were to marry, little Lizzie Eustace would do as well as any other woman with money whom he might chance to meet. He did not say all this to anybody, and therefore cannot be accused of vanity. He was the last man in the world to speak on such a subject to any one. And as our Lizzie certainly bestowed upon him many of her smiles, much of her poetry, and some of her confidence, it cannot be said that he was not justified in his views. But then she was such "an infernal little liar." Lord George was quite able to discover so much of her.

Lord George recognized that a necklace like that was definitely desirable—just like Portray Castle and the income from the estate, even if they could only be enjoyed for a single lifetime. Up until now, in his very varied life, he had managed to avoid the constraints of marriage and had barely even considered the idea of marrying a wealthy woman and settling down comfortably, even if it meant being a bit submissive. To say he had never thought about such a marriage as a possible future scenario would probably not be accurate. For men like Lord George, it’s too easy to dismiss the idea completely from their minds. However, he had never actually made any attempts, nor had any specific woman occupied his thoughts enough to be linked to any vague ideas he might have had on the topic. But now he realized that Portray Castle could be a place where he could spend two or three months each year without getting bored; and if he were to marry, little Lizzie Eustace could be just as good as any other wealthy woman he might come across. He didn’t share any of this with anyone, so he can’t be accused of vanity. He was the last person to discuss such matters with anyone. And since Lizzie certainly showered him with many smiles, a lot of her poetry, and some of her trust, it can’t be said that he wasn’t justified in his thoughts. But then, she was such "an infernal little liar." Lord George was quite capable of recognizing that much about her.

"She does lie, certainly," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "but then who doesn't?"

"She definitely lies," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "but then who doesn't?"

On the morning of their departure the box with the diamonds was brought down into the hall just as they were about to depart. The tall London footman again brought it down, and deposited it on one of the oak hall-chairs, as though it were a thing so heavy that he could hardly stagger along with it. How Lizzie did hate the man as she watched him, and regret that she had not attempted to carry it down herself. She had been with her diamonds that morning, and had seen them out of the box and into it. Few days passed on which she did not handle them and gaze at them. Mrs. Carbuncle had suggested that the box, with all her diamonds in it, might be stolen from her,—and as she thought of this her heart almost sank within her. When she had them once again in London she would take some steps to relieve herself from this embarrassment of carrying about with her so great a burthen of care. The man, with a vehement show of exertion, deposited the box on a chair, and then groaned aloud. Lizzie knew very well that she could lift the box by her own unaided exertions, and that the groan was at any rate unnecessary.

On the morning of their departure, the box with the diamonds was brought down into the hall just as they were about to leave. The tall London footman brought it down again and set it down on one of the oak hall chairs, as if it was so heavy he could barely manage it. Lizzie hated the man as she watched him and regretted not trying to carry it down herself. She had been with her diamonds that morning and had seen them out of the box and back in. There were few days that went by when she didn’t handle them and admire them. Mrs. Carbuncle had warned that the box, with all her diamonds, might be stolen, and the thought made her heart sink. Once she had them back in London, she planned to do something about the burden of carrying such a heavy load of worry. The man, putting on a dramatic show of effort, set the box on a chair and groaned loudly. Lizzie knew very well she could lift the box by herself and that the groan was completely unnecessary.

"Supposing somebody were to steal that on the way," said Lord George to her, not in his pleasantest tone.

"What if someone steals that on the way?" Lord George said to her, not in his friendliest tone.

"Do not suggest anything so horrible," said Lizzie, trying to laugh.

"Don't suggest anything so terrible," said Lizzie, trying to laugh.

"I shouldn't like it at all," said Lord George.

"I really wouldn't like it at all," said Lord George.

"I don't think it would make me a bit unhappy. You've heard about it all. There never was such a persecution. I often say that I should be well pleased to take the bauble and fling it into the ocean waves."

"I don't think it would make me the slightest bit unhappy. You've heard about it all. There has never been such a persecution. I often say that I would be more than happy to take the trinket and toss it into the ocean waves."

"I should like to be a mermaid and catch it," said Lord George.

"I wish I could be a mermaid and catch it," said Lord George.

"And what better would you be? Such things are all vanity and vexation of spirit. I hate the shining thing." And she hit the box with the whip she held in her hand.

"And what good would you be? All of that is just vanity and frustration. I can't stand that shiny thing." And she struck the box with the whip she held in her hand.

It had been arranged that the party should sleep at Carlisle. It consisted of Lord George, the three ladies, the tall man servant, Lord George's own man, and the two maids. Miss Macnulty, with the heir and the nurses, were to remain at Portray for yet a while longer. The iron box was again put into the carriage, and was used by Lizzie as a footstool. This might have been very well, had there been no necessity for changing their train. At Troon the porter behaved well, and did not struggle much as he carried it from the carriage on to the platform. But at Kilmarnock, where they met the train from Glasgow, the big footman interfered again, and the scene was performed under the eyes of a crowd of people. It seemed to Lizzie that Lord George almost encouraged the struggling, as though he were in league with the footman to annoy her. But there was no further change between Kilmarnock and Carlisle, and they managed to make themselves very comfortable. Lunch had been provided;—for Mrs. Carbuncle was a woman who cared for such things, and Lord George also liked a glass of champagne in the middle of the day. Lizzie professed to be perfectly indifferent on such matters; but nevertheless she enjoyed her lunch, and allowed Lord George to press upon her a second, and perhaps a portion of a third glass of wine. Even Lucinda was roused up from her general state of apathy, and permitted herself to forget Sir Griffin for a while.

It was decided that the group would spend the night in Carlisle. It included Lord George, the three ladies, the tall servant, Lord George's personal attendant, and the two maids. Miss Macnulty, along with the heir and the nurses, was supposed to stay at Portray a bit longer. The iron box was loaded back into the carriage and used by Lizzie as a footrest. This would have been fine if they hadn’t needed to switch trains. At Troon, the porter did a good job and didn’t struggle too much while he carried it from the carriage to the platform. But at Kilmarnock, where they caught the train from Glasgow, the big footman got involved again, and the whole scene unfolded in front of a crowd. Lizzie felt like Lord George almost encouraged the struggle, as if he was in cahoots with the footman to irritate her. Thankfully, there was no further change from Kilmarnock to Carlisle, and they managed to get comfortable. Lunch was provided; Mrs. Carbuncle was someone who appreciated such things, and Lord George enjoyed a glass of champagne in the afternoon. Lizzie claimed to be completely indifferent about it, but she still enjoyed her lunch and allowed Lord George to insist on a second, and possibly part of a third glass of wine. Even Lucinda broke out of her usual apathy and let herself forget about Sir Griffin for a little while.

During this journey to Carlisle Lizzie Eustace almost made up her mind that Lord George was the very Corsair she had been expecting ever since she had mastered Lord Byron's great poem. He had a way of doing things and of saying things, of proclaiming himself to be master, and at the same time of making himself thoroughly agreeable to his dependants,—and especially to the one dependant whom he most honoured at the time,—which exactly suited Lizzie's ideas of what a man should be. And then he possessed that utter indifference to all conventions and laws, which is the great prerogative of Corsairs. He had no reverence for aught divine or human,—which is a great thing. The Queen and Parliament, the bench of bishops, and even the police, were to him just so many fungi and parasites, and noxious vapours, and false hypocrites. Such were the names by which he ventured to call these bugbears of the world. It was so delightful to live with a man who himself had a title of his own, but who could speak of dukes and marquises as being quite despicable by reason of their absurd position. And as they became gay and free after their luncheon he expressed almost as much contempt for honesty as for dukes, and showed clearly that he regarded matrimony and marquises to be equally vain and useless. "How dare you say such things in our hearing!" exclaimed Mrs. Carbuncle.

During her trip to Carlisle, Lizzie Eustace nearly convinced herself that Lord George was the exact kind of Corsair she had been anticipating ever since she studied Lord Byron's famous poem. He had a unique way of doing and saying things, asserting himself as the master while also being completely charming to those dependent on him—especially to the one person he favored most at that moment—which perfectly matched Lizzie's idea of what a man should be. Moreover, he displayed a total disregard for conventions and laws, which is a hallmark of Corsairs. He showed no respect for anything divine or human, which is quite something. To him, the Queen, Parliament, the bishops, and even the police were just so many fungi, parasites, toxic fumes, and insincere hypocrites. Those were the terms he used to describe these supposed threats of the world. It was thrilling to be with a man who not only held a title of his own but could also dismiss dukes and marquises as utterly ridiculous due to their ridiculous status. As they became light-hearted and carefree after lunch, he expressed almost as much disdain for honesty as he did for dukes, clearly indicating that he saw marriage and marquises as equally pointless and futile. "How dare you say such things in our presence!" exclaimed Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I assert that if men and women were really true, no vows would be needed;—and if no vows, then no marriage vows. Do you believe such vows are kept?"

"I believe that if men and women were genuinely honest, there would be no need for vows;—and if there were no vows, then no marriage vows either. Do you think those vows are actually honored?"

"Yes," said Mrs. Carbuncle enthusiastically.

"Yes," said Mrs. Carbuncle excitedly.

"I don't," said Lucinda.

"I don't," Lucinda said.

"Nor I," said the Corsair. "Who can believe that a woman will always love her husband because she swears she will? The oath is false on the face of it."

"Me neither," said the Corsair. "Who can believe that a woman will always love her husband just because she promises to? The vow is obviously not true."

"But women must marry," said Lizzie. The Corsair declared freely that he did not see any such necessity.

"But women have to get married," Lizzie said. The Corsair openly stated that he didn't see any need for that.

And then, though it could hardly be said that this Corsair was a handsome man, still he had fine Corsair's eyes, full of expression and determination, eyes that could look love and bloodshed almost at the same time; and then he had those manly properties,—power, bigness, and apparent boldness,—which belong to a Corsair. To be hurried about the world by such a man, treated sometimes with crushing severity, and at others with the tenderest love, not to be spoken to for one fortnight, and then to be embraced perpetually for another, to be cast every now and then into some abyss of despair by his rashness, and then raised to a pinnacle of human joy by his courage,—that, thought Lizzie, would be the kind of life which would suit her poetical temperament. But then, how would it be with her, if the Corsair were to take to hurrying about the world without carrying her with him;—and were to do so always at her expense! Perhaps he might hurry about the world and take somebody else with him. Medora, if Lizzie remembered rightly, had had no jointure or private fortune. But yet a woman must risk something if the spirit of poetry is to be allowed any play at all! "And now these weary diamonds again," said Lord George, as the carriage was stopped against the Carlisle platform. "I suppose they must go into your bedroom, Lady Eustace?"

And then, even though it couldn't really be said that this Corsair was a handsome man, he did have striking Corsair's eyes, full of expression and determination—eyes that could convey love and violence almost simultaneously. Plus, he had those masculine traits—strength, size, and visible boldness—that belong to a Corsair. Being whisked around by such a man, sometimes treated with harsh severity and at other times with the deepest affection, being ignored for a fortnight and then embraced endlessly for another, being thrown into moments of despair because of his recklessness and then lifted to heights of joy by his bravery—that, Lizzie thought, would be the kind of life that suited her poetic nature. But then, what would happen to her if the Corsair rushed around the world without taking her with him—and always at her expense? Perhaps he might travel and take someone else along. Medora, if Lizzie remembered correctly, didn’t have any jointure or personal wealth. But a woman has to take some risks if she wants to let the spirit of poetry have any freedom at all! “And now these tiresome diamonds again,” said Lord George as the carriage stopped at the Carlisle platform. “I suppose they need to go into your bedroom, Lady Eustace?”

"I wish you'd let the man put the box in yours;—just for this night," said Lizzie.

"I wish you would let the guy put the box in yours;—just for tonight," said Lizzie.

"No;—not if I know it," said Lord George. And then he explained. Such property would be quite as liable to be stolen when in his custody as it would in hers;—but if stolen while in his would entail upon him a grievous vexation which would by no means lessen the effect of her loss. She did not understand him, but finding that he was quite in earnest she directed that the box should be again taken to her own chamber. Lord George suggested that it should be entrusted to the landlord; and for a moment or two Lizzie submitted to the idea. But she stood for that moment thinking of it, and then decided that the box should go to her own room. "There's no knowing what that Mr. Camperdown mightn't do," she whispered to Lord George. The porter and the tall footman, between them, staggered along under their load, and the iron box was again deposited in the bedroom of the Carlisle inn.

"No; not if I can help it," Lord George said. Then he explained. That property would be just as likely to be stolen while it was in his care as in hers; but if it were stolen while with him, it would cause him serious trouble that wouldn't lessen the impact of her loss. She didn't quite understand him, but realizing he was sincere, she ordered that the box be taken back to her room. Lord George suggested it be given to the landlord, and for a moment, Lizzie considered that idea. But after a moment of thinking, she decided that the box should go to her own room. "We don't know what that Mr. Camperdown might do," she whispered to Lord George. The porter and the tall footman struggled together with their load, and the iron box was once again placed in the bedroom of the Carlisle inn.

The evening at Carlisle was spent very pleasantly. The ladies agreed that they would not dress,—but of course they did so with more or less of care. Lizzie made herself to look very pretty, though the skirt of the gown in which she came down was that which she had worn during the journey. Pointing this out with much triumph, she accused Mrs. Carbuncle and Lucinda of great treachery, in that they had not adhered to any vestige of their travelling raiment. But the rancour was not vehement, and the evening was passed pleasantly. Lord George was infinitely petted by the three Houris around him, and Lizzie called him a Corsair to his face. "And you are the Medora," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

The evening at Carlisle was very enjoyable. The ladies decided they wouldn’t dress up—but of course, they did so with varying degrees of effort. Lizzie made herself look quite pretty, even though the skirt of the gown she wore was the same one from her journey. She pointed this out with much pride, accusing Mrs. Carbuncle and Lucinda of great betrayal for not sticking to any part of their travel outfits. However, the teasing was light-hearted, and the evening went smoothly. Lord George was spoiled by the three women around him, and Lizzie cheekily called him a Corsair to his face. “And you are the Medora,” said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Oh no. That is your place,—certainly," said Lizzie.

"Oh no. That's definitely your spot," said Lizzie.

"What a pity Sir Griffin isn't here," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "that we might call him the Giaour." Lucinda shuddered, without any attempt at concealing her shudder. "That's all very well, Lucinda, but I think Sir Griffin would make a very good Giaour."

"What a pity Sir Griffin isn't here," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "so we could call him the Giaour." Lucinda shuddered, not bothering to hide it. "That's nice and all, Lucinda, but I really think Sir Griffin would make a great Giaour."

"Pray don't, aunt. Let one forget it all just for a moment."

"Please don’t, aunt. Just let me forget it all for a moment."

"I wonder what Sir Griffin would say if he was to hear this!" said Lord George.

"I wonder what Sir Griffin would say if he heard this!" said Lord George.

Late in the evening Lord George strolled out, and of course the ladies discussed his character in his absence. Mrs. Carbuncle declared that he was the soul of honour. In regard to her own feeling for him, she averred that no woman had ever had a truer friend. Any other sentiment was of course out of the question,—for was she not a married woman? Had it not been for that accident, Mrs. Carbuncle really thought that she could have given her heart to Lord George. Lucinda declared that she always regarded him as a kind of supplementary father. "I suppose he is a year or two older than Sir Griffin," said Lizzie. "Lady Eustace, why should you make me unhappy?" said Lucinda. Then Mrs. Carbuncle explained, that whereas Sir Griffin was not yet thirty, Lord George was over forty. "All I can say is, he doesn't look it," urged Lady Eustace enthusiastically. "Those sort of men never do," said Mrs. Carbuncle. Lord George, when he returned, was greeted with an allusion to angels' wings,—and would have been a good deal spoilt among them were it in the nature of such an article to receive injury. As soon as the clock had struck ten the ladies all went away to their beds.

Late in the evening, Lord George went out for a walk, and naturally, the ladies talked about him while he was gone. Mrs. Carbuncle insisted that he was a man of great integrity. Regarding her feelings for him, she claimed that no woman had ever had a more loyal friend. Any other feeling was, of course, out of the question—after all, she was a married woman. If it weren't for that, Mrs. Carbuncle really believed she could have fallen in love with Lord George. Lucinda said she always saw him as a sort of extra father figure. "I guess he's a year or two older than Sir Griffin," Lizzie remarked. "Lady Eustace, why do you have to make me feel sad?" Lucinda replied. Then Mrs. Carbuncle explained that while Sir Griffin was not yet thirty, Lord George was over forty. "All I can say is, he certainly doesn’t look it," Lady Eustace insisted enthusiastically. "Men like him never do," said Mrs. Carbuncle. When Lord George returned, he was met with talk of angels' wings—and he would have been quite spoiled by their attention if such a thing could actually cause harm. Once the clock struck ten, the ladies all headed off to bed.

Lizzie, when she was in her own room, of course found her maid waiting for her. It was necessarily part of the religion of such a woman as Lizzie Eustace that she could not go to bed, or change her clothes, or get up in the morning, without the assistance of her own young woman. She would not like to have it thought that she could stick a pin into her own belongings without such assistance. Nevertheless it was often the case with her, that she was anxious to get rid of her girl's attendance. It had been so on this morning, and before dinner, and was so now again. She was secret in her movements, and always had some recess in her boxes and bags and dressing apparatuses to which she did not choose that Miss Patience Crabstick should have access. She was careful about her letters, and very careful about her money. And then as to that iron box in which the diamonds were kept! Patience Crabstick had never yet seen the inside of it. Moreover, it may be said,—either on Lizzie's behalf or to her discredit, as the reader may be pleased to take it,—that she was quite able to dress herself, to brush her own hair, to take off her own clothes; and that she was not, either by nature or education, an incapable young woman. But that honour and glory demanded it, she would almost as lief have had no Patience Crabstick to pry into her most private matters. All which Crabstick knew, and would often declare her missus to be "of all missuses the most slyest and least come-at-able." On this present night she was very soon despatched to her own chamber. Lizzie, however, took one careful look at the iron box before the girl was sent away.

Lizzie, when she was in her room, of course found her maid waiting for her. It was simply part of the routine for someone like Lizzie Eustace that she couldn’t go to bed, change her clothes, or get up in the morning without her young maid's help. She wouldn’t want anyone to think she could manage her own things without assistance. However, she often felt the need to be alone and wanted to dismiss her maid. It had been the case that morning, before dinner, and it was true again now. She was secretive in her actions and always had some hidden compartments in her boxes and bags and dressing supplies that she didn’t want Miss Patience Crabstick to access. She was careful with her letters and even more careful with her money. And that iron box where she kept her diamonds? Patience Crabstick had never seen inside it. Furthermore, it could be said—either to Lizzie's credit or to her discredit, depending on how the reader sees it—that she was perfectly capable of dressing herself, brushing her own hair, and taking off her own clothes; she wasn’t helpless by nature or upbringing. But it was the pride and reputation that demanded it, so she would have preferred that Patience Crabstick didn’t poke around in her most private matters. Crabstick knew this well and often reported that her mistress was "the slyest and least approachable of all mistresses." That night, she was quickly sent back to her own room. Lizzie, however, took one careful look at the iron box before dismissing the girl.

Crabstick, on this occasion, had not far to go to seek her own couch. Alongside of Lizzie's larger chamber there was a small room,—a dressing-room with a bed in it, which, for this night, was devoted to Crabstick's accommodation. Of course, she departed from attendance on her mistress by the door which opened from the one room to the other; but this had no sooner been closed than Crabstick descended to complete the amusements of the evening. Lizzie, when she was alone, bolted both the doors on the inside, and then quickly retired to rest. Some short prayer she said, with her knees close to the iron box. Then she put certain articles of property under her pillow,—her watch and chain, and the rings from her fingers, and a packet which she had drawn from her travelling-desk,—and was soon in bed, thinking that, as she fell away to sleep, she would revolve in her mind that question of the Corsair;—would it be good to trust herself and all her belongings to one who might perhaps take her belongings away, but leave herself behind? The subject was not unpleasant, and while she was considering it, she fell asleep.

Crabstick didn't have far to go to find her bed this time. Next to Lizzie's bigger room was a small dressing-room with a bed in it, which was set up for Crabstick to use that night. As she left her mistress, she exited through the door connecting the two rooms; however, as soon as it was closed, Crabstick went out to enjoy the rest of the evening. Once alone, Lizzie locked both doors from the inside and quickly got ready for bed. She whispered a quick prayer with her knees against the iron box. Then, she tucked a few personal items under her pillow—her watch and chain, the rings from her fingers, and a packet she had taken from her travel desk—and soon settled into bed, thinking that as she drifted off to sleep, she would ponder the question about the Corsair: would it be wise to trust herself and all her belongings to someone who might take her things but leave her behind? The topic wasn’t unpleasant, and while she was mulling it over, she fell asleep.

It was, perhaps, about two in the morning when a man, very efficient at the trade which he was then following, knelt outside Lady Eustace's door, and, with a delicately-made saw, aided, probably, by some other equally well-finished tools, absolutely cut out that portion of the bedroom door on which the bolt was fastened. He must have known the spot exactly, for he did not doubt a moment as he commenced his work; and yet there was nothing on the exterior of the door to show where the bolt was placed. The bit was cut out without the slightest noise, and then, when the door was opened, was placed, just inside, upon the floor. The man then with perfectly noiseless step entered the room, knelt again,—just where poor Lizzie had knelt as she said her prayers,—so that he might the more easily raise the iron box without a struggle, and left the room with it in his arms without disturbing the lovely sleeper. He then descended the stairs, passed into the coffee-room at the bottom of them, and handed the box through an open window to a man who was crouching on the outside in the dark. He then followed the box, pulled down the window, put on a pair of boots which his friend had ready for him; and the two, after lingering a few moments in the shade of the dark wall, retreated with their prize round a corner. The night itself was almost pitch-dark, and very wet. It was as nearly black with darkness as a night can be. So far, the enterprising adventurers had been successful, and we will now leave them in their chosen retreat, engaged on the longer operation of forcing open the iron safe. For it had been arranged between them that the iron safe should be opened then and there. Though the weight to him who had taken it out of Lizzie's room had not been oppressive, as it had oppressed the tall serving-man, it might still have been an encumbrance to gentlemen intending to travel by railway with as little observation as possible. They were, however, well supplied with tools, and we will leave them at their work.

It was probably around two in the morning when a man, very skilled at the job he was doing, knelt outside Lady Eustace's door and, using a finely crafted saw and likely some other high-quality tools, neatly cut out the part of the bedroom door where the bolt was secured. He must have pinpointed the exact location, as he showed no hesitation when he began his work; yet there was nothing visible on the outside of the door to indicate where the bolt was located. He completed the cut without making a sound, and then, when the door was opened, he placed the cut piece quietly on the floor inside. The man then entered the room with barely a sound, knelt again—just like poor Lizzie had when she said her prayers—so he could lift the iron box more easily and left the room with it in his arms without disturbing the beautiful sleeper. He then went down the stairs, entered the coffee room at the bottom, and handed the box through an open window to a man who was crouching outside in the dark. He then followed the box, shut the window, put on a pair of boots his friend had ready for him, and the two lingered for a moment in the shadows of the dark wall before slipping away with their prize around the corner. The night was nearly pitch-black and very wet. It was as dark as a night could possibly be. So far, the daring thieves had been successful, and we’ll now leave them in their hideout, engaged in the longer task of breaking open the iron safe. They had planned to open the iron safe right there. Although the weight of the box hadn’t been a burden for the man who took it from Lizzie's room, as it had been for the tall servant, it could still be a hassle for gentlemen trying to travel by train without drawing too much attention. They were, however, well-equipped with tools, and we’ll leave them to their work.

On the next morning Lizzie was awakened earlier than she had expected, and found, not only Patience Crabstick in her bedroom, but also a chambermaid, and the wife of the manager of the hotel. The story was soon told to her. Her room had been broken open, and her treasure was gone. The party had intended to breakfast at their leisure, and proceed to London by a train leaving Carlisle in the middle of the day; but they were soon disturbed from their rest. Lady Eustace had hardly time to get her slippers on her feet, and to wrap herself in her dressing-gown, to get rid of her dishevelled nightcap, and make herself just fit for public view, before the manager of the hotel, and Lord George, and the tall footman, and the boots were in her bedroom. It was too plainly manifest to them all that the diamonds were gone. The superintendent of the Carlisle police was there almost as soon as the others;—and following him very quickly came the important gentleman who was the head of the constabulary of the county.

The next morning, Lizzie was woken up earlier than she expected and found not only Patience Crabstick in her bedroom but also a chambermaid and the hotel manager's wife. They quickly explained what happened. Her room had been broken into, and her treasures were missing. The group had planned to enjoy a leisurely breakfast and take a train to London that was leaving Carlisle in the middle of the day, but their relaxation was short-lived. Lady Eustace barely had time to put on her slippers, wrap herself in her dressing gown, get rid of her messy nightcap, and make herself presentable for public view before the hotel manager, Lord George, a tall footman, and the bellboy were in her room. It was clearly obvious to all of them that the diamonds were gone. The superintendent of the Carlisle police arrived almost as quickly as the others, followed shortly by the important gentleman who was the head of the county constabulary.

Lizzie, when she first heard the news, was awe-struck, rather than outwardly demonstrative of grief. "There has been a regular plot," said Lord George. Captain Fitzmaurice, the gallant chief, nodded his head. "Plot enough," said the superintendent,—who did not mean to confide his thoughts to any man, or to exempt any human being from his suspicion. The manager of the hotel was very angry, and at first did not restrain his anger. Did not everybody know that if articles of value were brought into an hotel they should be handed over to the safe-keeping of the manager? He almost seemed to think that Lizzie had stolen her own box of diamonds. "My dear fellow," said Lord George, "nobody is saying a word against you, or your house."

Lizzie, when she first heard the news, was stunned, rather than openly showing her grief. "There’s been a real conspiracy," said Lord George. Captain Fitzmaurice, the brave leader, nodded in agreement. "Plenty of plotting," said the superintendent—who didn’t intend to share his thoughts with anyone, or let anyone off the hook from his suspicions. The hotel manager was very upset and initially didn’t hold back his anger. Didn’t everyone know that if valuable items were brought into a hotel, they should be given to the manager for safekeeping? He almost seemed to believe that Lizzie had stolen her own box of diamonds. "My good man," said Lord George, "no one is saying anything against you, or your establishment."

"No, my lord;—but—"

"No, my lord; but—"

"Lady Eustace is not blaming you, and do not you blame anybody else," said Lord George. "Let the police do what is right."

"Lady Eustace isn't blaming you, so don’t blame anyone else," said Lord George. "Let the police handle it."

At last the men retreated, and Lizzie was left with Patience and Mrs. Carbuncle. But even then she did not give way to her grief, but sat upon the bed awe-struck and mute. "Perhaps I had better get dressed," she said at last.

At last, the men left, and Lizzie was left with Patience and Mrs. Carbuncle. But even then, she didn’t let her grief take over; she sat on the bed, stunned and silent. "Maybe I should get dressed," she finally said.

"I feared how it might be," said Mrs. Carbuncle, holding Lizzie's hand affectionately.

"I was worried about how it might turn out," said Mrs. Carbuncle, holding Lizzie's hand fondly.

"Yes;—you said so."

"Yes, you said that."

"The prize was so great."

"The prize was amazing."

"I always was a-telling my lady—" began Crabstick.

"I always used to tell my lady—" began Crabstick.

"Hold your tongue!" said Lizzie angrily. "I suppose the police will do the best they can, Mrs. Carbuncle?"

"Keep quiet!" Lizzie said angrily. "I guess the police will do their best, Mrs. Carbuncle?"

"Oh yes;—and so will Lord George."

"Oh yeah;—and so will Lord George."

"I think I'll lie down again for a little while," said Lizzie. "I feel so sick I hardly know what to do. If I were to lie down for a little I should be better." With much difficulty she got them to leave her. Then, before she again undressed herself, she bolted the door that still had a bolt, and turned the lock in the other. Having done this, she took out from under her pillow the little parcel which had been in her desk,—and, untying it, perceived that her dear diamond necklace was perfect, and quite safe.

"I think I’ll lie down for a bit," Lizzie said. "I feel so sick I barely know what to do. If I lie down for a while, I should feel better." After a lot of effort, she managed to get them to leave her alone. Then, before she took off her clothes again, she bolted the door that still had a bolt and locked the other one. Once she did that, she pulled out the small package that had been in her desk from under her pillow, and untying it, she saw that her precious diamond necklace was perfect and completely safe.

The enterprising adventurers had, indeed, stolen the iron case, but they had stolen nothing else. The reader must not suppose that because Lizzie had preserved her jewels, she was therefore a consenting party to the abstraction of the box. The theft had been a genuine theft, planned with great skill, carried out with much ingenuity, one in the perpetration of which money had been spent,—a theft which for a while baffled the police of England, and which was supposed to be very creditable to those who had been engaged in it. But the box, and nothing but the box, had fallen into the hands of the thieves.

The resourceful adventurers had indeed stolen the iron case, but they hadn't taken anything else. Don't think that just because Lizzie kept her jewels, she approved of the box being taken. The theft was a genuine heist, carefully planned and executed with a lot of cleverness, and money was spent—an operation that, for a time, puzzled the police of England and was thought to reflect well on those involved. But the box, and only the box, was captured by the thieves.

Lizzie's silence when the abstraction of the box was made known to her,—her silence as to the fact that the necklace was at that moment within the grasp of her own fingers,—was not at first the effect of deliberate fraud. She was ashamed to tell them that she brought the box empty from Portray, having the diamonds in her own keeping because she had feared that the box might be stolen. And then it occurred to her, quick as thought could flash, that it might be well that Mr. Camperdown should be made to believe that they had been stolen. And so she kept her secret. The reflections of the next half-hour told her how very great would now be her difficulties. But, as she had not disclosed the truth at first, she could hardly disclose it now.

Lizzie's silence when the contents of the box were revealed to her—her silence about the fact that the necklace was at that moment within her own grasp—was not initially due to any intentional deceit. She felt ashamed to admit that she had brought the box back empty from Portray, keeping the diamonds with her because she was worried the box might get stolen. Then, as quickly as a thought could strike her, she realized that it might be beneficial to make Mr. Camperdown believe that the diamonds had been stolen. And so she kept her secret. The thoughts that occupied her over the next half-hour made her acutely aware of the significant challenges ahead. But since she hadn't revealed the truth at the beginning, she found it hard to do so now.

 

 

CHAPTER XLV

The Journey to London
 

When we left Lady Eustace alone in her bedroom at the Carlisle hotel after the discovery of the robbery, she had very many cares upon her mind. The necklace was, indeed, safe under her pillow in the bed; but when all the people were around her,—her own friends, and the police, and they who were concerned with the inn,—she had not told them that it was so, but had allowed them to leave her with the belief that the diamonds had gone with the box. Even at this moment, as she knew well, steps were being taken to discover the thieves, and to make public the circumstances of the robbery. Already, no doubt, the fact that her chamber had been entered in the night, and her jewel-box withdrawn, was known to the London police officers. In such circumstances how could she now tell the truth? But it might be that already had the thieves been taken. In that case would not the truth be known, even though she should not tell it? Then she thought for a while that she would get rid of the diamonds altogether, so that no one should know aught of them. If she could only think of a place fit for such purpose she would so hide them that no human ingenuity could discover them. Let the thieves say what they might, her word would, in such case, be better than that of the thieves. She would declare that the jewels had been in the box when the box was taken. The thieves would swear that the box had been empty. She would appeal to the absence of the diamonds, and the thieves,—who would be known as thieves,—would be supposed, even by their own friends and associates, to have disposed of the diamonds before they had been taken. There would be a mystery in all this, and a cunning cleverness, the idea of which had in itself a certain charm for Lizzie Eustace. She would have all the world at a loss. Mr. Camperdown could do nothing further to harass her; and would have been, so far, overcome. She would be saved from the feeling of public defeat in the affair of the necklace, which would be very dreadful to her. Lord Fawn might probably be again at her feet. And in all the fuss and rumour which such an affair would make in London, there would be nothing of which she need be ashamed. She liked the idea, and she had grown to be very sick of the necklace.

When we left Lady Eustace alone in her bedroom at the Carlisle hotel after finding out about the robbery, she had a lot on her mind. The necklace was, in fact, safe under her pillow in the bed, but when everyone else was around her—her friends, the police, and the staff at the hotel—she hadn’t told them that it was safe. Instead, she let them think the diamonds were gone with the jewelry box. Even at that moment, she knew that efforts were being made to catch the thieves and to make the robbery public knowledge. The London police had probably already learned that her room was broken into at night and her jewelry box was taken. In such a situation, how could she possibly reveal the truth? But it was possible that the thieves had already been caught. If that were the case, wouldn’t the truth come out even if she didn’t say anything? Then she considered for a moment that she might just get rid of the diamonds completely so no one would know about them. If she could think of a good hiding spot, she would conceal them so well that no one could ever find them. Let the thieves claim whatever they wanted; in that scenario, her word would hold more weight than theirs. She would insist that the jewels were in the box when it was stolen. The thieves would insist that the box was empty. She would point to the missing diamonds, and the thieves—who would be known as thieves—would be suspected, even by their own friends, of having sold the diamonds before they were caught. There would be a mystery to all of this, and a cleverness in the idea that had a certain appeal for Lizzie Eustace. She would have everyone puzzled. Mr. Camperdown couldn’t do anything else to bother her; as far as she was concerned, he would be defeated. She would avoid the humiliation of a public failure regarding the necklace, which would be terrible for her. Lord Fawn might very well be back at her feet. And with all the commotion and chatter this situation would cause in London, there would be nothing she’d need to feel ashamed of. She liked the thought of it, and she had grown quite tired of the necklace.

But what should she do with it? It was, at this moment, between her fingers beneath the pillow. If she were minded,—and she thought she was so minded,—to get rid of it altogether, the sea would be the place. Could she make up her mind absolutely to destroy so large a property, it would be best for her to have recourse to "her own broad waves," as she called them even to herself. It was within the "friendly depths of her own rock-girt ocean" that she should find a grave for her great trouble. But now her back was to the sea, and she could hardly insist on returning to Portray without exciting a suspicion that might be fatal to her.

But what should she do with it? It was, at that moment, between her fingers underneath the pillow. If she was thinking— and she believed she was— about getting rid of it completely, the sea would be the right place. If she could fully decide to destroy such a significant possession, it would be best for her to turn to "her own wide waves," as she even referred to them herself. It was within the "friendly depths of her own rocky ocean" that she would find a resting place for her great trouble. But now her back was to the sea, and she could hardly insist on returning to Portray without raising a suspicion that could be disastrous for her.

And then might it not be possible to get altogether quit of the diamonds and yet to retain the power of future possession? She knew that she was running into debt, and that money would, some day, be much needed. Her acquaintance with Mr. Benjamin, the jeweller, was a fact often present to her mind. She might not be able to get ten thousand pounds from Mr. Benjamin;—but if she could get eight, or six, or even five, how pleasant would it be! If she could put away the diamonds for three or four years,—if she could so hide them that no human eyes could see them till she should again produce them to the light,—surely, after so long an interval, they might be made available! But where should be found such hiding-place? She understood well how great was the peril while the necklace was in her own immediate keeping. Any accident might discover it, and if the slightest suspicion were aroused, the police would come upon her with violence and discover it. But surely there must be some such hiding-place,—if only she could think of it! Then her mind reverted to all the stories she had ever heard of mysterious villanies. There must be some way of accomplishing this thing, if she could only bring her mind to work upon it exclusively. A hole dug deep into the ground;—would not that be the place? But then, where should the hole be dug? In what spot should she trust the earth? If anywhere, it must be at Portray. But now she was going from Portray to London. It seemed to her to be certain that she could dig no hole in London that would be secret to herself. Nor could she trust herself, during the hour or two that remained to her, to find such a hole in Carlisle.

And then, could she possibly get rid of the diamonds completely while still keeping the option to reclaim them later? She knew she was getting into debt, and that she would need money sooner or later. Her connection with Mr. Benjamin, the jeweler, was always on her mind. She might not be able to get £10,000 from Mr. Benjamin, but if she could get £8,000, or £6,000, or even £5,000, how nice would that be! If she could stash the diamonds away for three or four years—if she could hide them so well that no one could see them until she brought them back into the light—surely, after such a long time, they could be useful again! But where could she find such a hiding place? She clearly understood the danger of keeping the necklace herself. Any accident could expose it, and if there was even the slightest suspicion, the police would come after her and find it. But there had to be some hiding place—if only she could think of one! What about digging a deep hole in the ground? Wouldn’t that be a good spot? But then, where would she dig the hole? In what location could she trust the earth? If anywhere, it had to be at Portray. But now she was leaving Portray for London. It seemed impossible that she could dig a hole in London that would remain hidden from herself. Nor could she trust herself, in the hour or two she had left, to find such a hole in Carlisle.

What she wanted was a friend;—some one that she could trust. But she had no such friend. She could not dare to give the jewels up to Lord George. So tempted, would not any Corsair appropriate the treasure? And if, as might be possible, she were mistaken about him and he was no Corsair, then would he betray her to the police? She thought of all her dearest friends,—Frank Greystock, Mrs. Carbuncle, Lucinda, Miss Macnulty,—even of Patience Crabstick,—but there was no friend whom she could trust. Whatever she did she must do alone! She began to fear that the load of thought required would be more than she could bear. One thing, however, was certain to her;—she could not now venture to tell them all that the necklace was in her possession, and that the stolen box had been empty.

What she wanted was a friend—someone she could trust. But she had no such friend. She couldn’t risk giving the jewels to Lord George. Wouldn’t any Corsair be tempted to take the treasure? And if, as might be possible, she was wrong about him and he wasn’t a Corsair, would he turn her in to the police? She thought of all her closest friends—Frank Greystock, Mrs. Carbuncle, Lucinda, Miss Macnulty—even Patience Crabstick—but there was no friend she could trust. Whatever she did, she had to do it alone! She started to worry that the mental burden would be more than she could handle. One thing, however, was clear to her: she couldn’t risk telling them all that she had the necklace and that the stolen box had been empty.

Thinking of all this, she went to sleep,—still holding the packet tight between her fingers,—and in this position was awakened at about ten by a knock at the door from her friend Mrs. Carbuncle. Lizzie jumped out of bed, and admitted her friend, admitting also Patience Crabstick. "You had better get up now, dear," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "We are all going to breakfast." Lizzie declared herself to be so fluttered, that she must have her breakfast up-stairs. No one was to wait for her. Crabstick would go down and fetch for her a cup of tea,—and just a morsel of something to eat. "You can't be surprised that I shouldn't be quite myself," said Lizzie.

Thinking about all this, she went to sleep, still holding the packet tightly between her fingers, and in this position, she was awakened around ten by a knock at the door from her friend Mrs. Carbuncle. Lizzie jumped out of bed and let her friend in, along with Patience Crabstick. "You should get up now, dear," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "We're all going to breakfast." Lizzie insisted she was so flustered that she needed her breakfast upstairs. No one should wait for her. Crabstick would go downstairs and bring her a cup of tea and just a little something to eat. "You can't blame me for not being quite myself," said Lizzie.

Mrs. Carbuncle's surprise did not run at all in that direction. Both Mrs. Carbuncle and Lord George had been astonished to find how well she bore her loss. Lord George gave her credit for real bravery. Mrs. Carbuncle suggested, in a whisper, that perhaps she regarded the theft as an easy way out of a lawsuit. "I suppose you know, George, they would have got it from her." Then Lord George whistled, and, in another whisper, declared that, if the little adventure had all been arranged by Lady Eustace herself with the view of getting the better of Mr. Camperdown, his respect for that lady would be very greatly raised. "If," said Lord George, "it turns out that she has had a couple of bravos in her pay, like an old Italian marquis, I shall think very highly of her indeed." This had occurred before Mrs. Carbuncle came up to Lizzie's room;—but neither of them for a moment suspected that the necklace was still within the hotel.

Mrs. Carbuncle's surprise didn't go in that direction at all. Both Mrs. Carbuncle and Lord George were shocked at how well she handled her loss. Lord George gave her credit for real courage. Mrs. Carbuncle suggested, quietly, that maybe she saw the theft as an easy way to avoid a lawsuit. "I guess you know, George, they would have taken it from her," she said. Then Lord George whistled and, in another whisper, stated that if Lady Eustace had orchestrated the whole incident to outsmart Mr. Camperdown, his respect for her would go up a lot. "If," he said, "it turns out she had hired a couple of thugs like an old Italian marquess, I’d think very highly of her indeed." This conversation happened before Mrs. Carbuncle went to Lizzie's room, but neither of them suspected for a second that the necklace was still in the hotel.

The box had been found, and a portion of the fragments were brought into the room while the party were still at breakfast. Lizzie was not in the room, but the news was at once taken up to her by Crabstick, together with a pheasant's wing and some buttered toast. In a recess beneath an archway running under the railroad, not distant from the hotel above a hundred and fifty yards, the iron box had been found. It had been forced open, so said the sergeant of police, with tools of the finest steel, peculiarly made for such purpose. The sergeant of police was quite sure that the thing had been done by London men who were at the very top of their trade. It was manifest that nothing had been spared. Every motion of the party must have been known to them, and probably one of the adventurers had travelled in the same train with them. And the very doors of the bedroom in the hotel had been measured by the man who had cut out the bolt. The sergeant of police was almost lost in admiration;—but the superintendent of police, whom Lord George saw more than once, was discreet and silent. To the superintendent of police it was by no means sure that Lord George himself might not be fond of diamonds. Of a suspicion flying so delightfully high as this, he breathed no word to any one; but simply suggested that he should like to retain the companionship of one of the party. If Lady Eustace could dispense with the services of the tall footman, the tall footman might be found useful at Carlisle. It was arranged, therefore, that the tall footman should remain;—and the tall footman did remain, though not with his own consent.

The box had been discovered, and some of the fragments were brought into the room while the group was still at breakfast. Lizzie wasn't in the room, but the news was quickly taken to her by Crabstick, along with a pheasant's wing and some buttered toast. In a nook beneath an archway under the railroad, less than two hundred yards from the hotel, the iron box had been found. According to the police sergeant, it had been forced open with specially made high-quality steel tools. The sergeant was sure that this was the work of top-notch criminals from London. It was clear that no detail had been overlooked. They must have been aware of every move the group made, and it was likely that one of the thieves had even traveled on the same train. Moreover, the man who cut the bolt had measured the bedroom doors in the hotel. The sergeant was nearly in awe; however, the police superintendent, whom Lord George encountered more than once, was cautious and reserved. The superintendent wasn't convinced that Lord George himself might not have a fondness for diamonds. He kept this suspicion to himself but simply suggested that he wanted to keep one of the group around. If Lady Eustace could do without the tall footman, he might be useful in Carlisle. So, it was decided that the tall footman would stay; and he did, even though it wasn’t his choice.

The whole party, including Lady Eustace herself and Patience Crabstick, were called upon to give their evidence to the Carlisle magistrates before they could proceed to London. This Lizzie did, having the necklace at that moment locked up in her desk at the inn. The diamonds were supposed to be worth ten thousand pounds. There was to be a lawsuit about them. She did not for a moment doubt that they were her property. She had been very careful about the diamonds because of the lawsuit. Fearing that Mr. Camperdown might wrest them from her possession, she had caused the iron box to be made. She had last seen the diamonds on the evening before her departure from Portray. She had then herself locked them up, and she now produced the key. The lock was still so far uninjured that the key would turn it. That was her evidence. Crabstick, with a good deal of reticence, supported her mistress. She had seen the diamonds, no doubt, but had not seen them often. She had seen them down at Portray, but not for ever so long. Crabstick had very little to say about them; but the clever superintendent was by no means sure that Crabstick did not know more than she said. Mrs. Carbuncle and Lord George had also seen the diamonds at Portray. There was no doubt whatever as to the diamonds having been in the iron box;—nor was there, said Lord George, any doubt but that this special necklace had acquired so much public notice from the fact of the threatened lawsuit, as might make its circumstances and value known to London thieves. The tall footman was not examined, but was detained by the police under a remand given by the magistrates.

The entire party, including Lady Eustace and Patience Crabstick, had to give their statements to the Carlisle magistrates before heading to London. Lizzie did this, with the necklace locked away in her desk at the inn. The diamonds were thought to be worth ten thousand pounds, and there was set to be a lawsuit over them. She was completely confident that they were hers. She had been very careful with the diamonds because of the impending lawsuit. Worried that Mr. Camperdown might take them from her, she had the iron box made. She last saw the diamonds the evening before leaving Portray, when she personally locked them up, and she now presented the key. The lock was still in such good condition that the key would turn it. That was her testimony. Crabstick, somewhat reserved, backed up her employer. She had definitely seen the diamonds, but not often. She had seen them at Portray, but it had been quite a while. Crabstick didn't have much to say about them; however, the clever superintendent wasn't convinced that she didn't know more than what she revealed. Mrs. Carbuncle and Lord George had also seen the diamonds at Portray. There was no question that the diamonds had been in the iron box; Lord George added that there was no doubt this particular necklace had gained enough public attention due to the threatened lawsuit, making its details and worth known to London thieves. The tall footman wasn't questioned but was held by the police under a remand issued by the magistrates.

Much information as to what had been done oozed out in spite of the precautions of the discreet superintendent. The wires had been put into operation in every direction, and it had been discovered that one man whom nobody knew had left the down mail train at Annan, and another at Dumfries. These men had taken tickets by the train leaving Carlisle between four and five a.m., and were supposed to have been the two thieves. It had been nearly seven before the theft had been discovered, and by that time not only had the men reached the towns named, but had had time to make their way back again or farther on into Scotland. At any rate, for the present, all trace of them was lost. The sergeant of police did not doubt but that one of these men was making his way up to London with the necklace in his pocket. This was told to Lizzie by Lord George; and though she was awe-struck by the danger of her situation, she nevertheless did feel some satisfaction in remembering that she and she only held the key of the mystery. And then as to those poor thieves! What must have been their consternation when they found, after all the labour and perils of the night, that the box contained no diamonds,—that the treasure was not there, and that they were nevertheless bound to save themselves by flight and stratagem from the hands of the police! Lizzie, as she thought of this, almost pitied the poor thieves. What a consternation there would be among the Camperdowns and Garnetts, among the Mopuses and Benjamins, when the news was heard in London! Lizzie almost enjoyed it. As her mind went on making fresh schemes on the subject, a morbid desire of increasing the mystery took possession of her. She was quite sure that nobody knew her secret, and that nobody as yet could even guess it. There was great danger, but there might be delight and even profit if she could safely dispose of the jewels before suspicion against herself should be aroused. She could understand that a rumour should get to the police that the box had been empty, even if the thieves were not taken;—but such rumour would avail nothing if she could only dispose of the diamonds. As she first thought of all this, the only plan hitherto suggested to herself would require her immediate return to Portray. If she were at Portray she could find a spot in which she could bury the necklace. But she was obliged to allow herself now to be hurried up to London. When she got into the train the little parcel was in her desk, and the key of her desk was fastened round her neck.

Much information about what had happened leaked out despite the careful efforts of the discreet superintendent. The communication lines had been activated in every direction, and it was uncovered that one man, whom no one recognized, had gotten off the down mail train at Annan, and another at Dumfries. These men had purchased tickets for the train leaving Carlisle between four and five morning, and were believed to have been the two thieves. It had been nearly seven before the theft was reported, and by then, not only had the men reached the named towns, but they had likely made their way back or traveled further into Scotland. For now, all trace of them was lost. The police sergeant was certain that one of these men was heading to London with the necklace in his pocket. Lord George shared this information with Lizzie, and although she was shocked by the peril of her situation, she couldn’t help but feel some satisfaction in knowing that she alone held the key to the mystery. And what about those poor thieves! What must have been their panic when they discovered, after all their toil and dangers of the night, that the box contained no diamonds—that the treasure wasn’t there—and that they still had to escape from the police? As Lizzie thought about this, she almost felt pity for the thieves. What a scene of chaos there would be among the Camperdowns and Garnetts, the Mopuses and Benjamins, when the news broke in London! Lizzie almost relished the thought. As her mind conjured up new plans on the subject, a dark desire to deepen the mystery took hold of her. She was certain that no one knew her secret, and that no one could even begin to guess it. There was significant risk, but there could also be joy and even gains if she could manage to safely sell the jewels before anyone suspected her. She understood that rumors might reach the police that the box was empty, even if the thieves were never caught; but that rumor wouldn't matter if she could get rid of the diamonds. As she first contemplated this, the only plan that had come to her mind required her to return immediately to Portray. If she were at Portray, she could find a place to bury the necklace. But she now had to allow herself to be rushed up to London. When she got on the train, the small package was in her desk, and the key to her desk was around her neck.

They had secured a compartment for themselves from Carlisle to London, and of course filled four seats. "As I am alive," said Lord George as soon as the train had left the station, "that head policeman thinks that I am the thief!" Mrs. Carbuncle laughed. Lizzie protested that this was absurd. Lucinda declared that such a suspicion would be vastly amusing. "It's a fact," continued Lord George. "I can see it in the fellow's eye, and I feel it to be a compliment. They are so very 'cute that they delight in suspicions. I remember, when the altar-plate was stolen from Barchester Cathedral some years ago, a splendid idea occurred to one of the police, that the Bishop had taken it!"

They had booked a private compartment for themselves from Carlisle to London, taking up all four seats. "I swear," said Lord George as soon as the train left the station, "that head policeman thinks I’m the thief!" Mrs. Carbuncle laughed. Lizzie insisted that this was ridiculous. Lucinda said that such a suspicion would be incredibly funny. "It's true," Lord George continued. "I can see it in the guy's eye, and I consider it a compliment. They're so clever that they thrive on suspicion. I remember when the altar-plate was stolen from Barchester Cathedral a few years ago, one of the police had the brilliant idea that the Bishop had taken it!"

"Really?" asked Lizzie.

"Seriously?" asked Lizzie.

"Oh, yes;—really. I don't doubt but that there is already a belief in some of their minds that you have stolen your own diamonds for the sake of getting the better of Mr. Camperdown."

"Oh, yes;—really. I don't doubt that some of them already believe you have stolen your own diamonds to outsmart Mr. Camperdown."

"But what could I do with them if I had?" asked Lizzie.

"But what could I do with them if I did?" Lizzie asked.

"Sell them, of course. There is always a market for such goods."

"Sell them, of course. There’s always a demand for stuff like that."

"But who would buy them?"

"But who would buy these?"

"If you have been so clever, Lady Eustace, I'll find a purchaser for them. One would have to go a good distance to do it,—and there would be some expense. But the thing could be done. Vienna, I should think, would be about the place."

"If you’ve been so clever, Lady Eustace, I’ll find someone to buy them. It would require traveling a good distance—and it would come with some costs. But it’s definitely doable. I think Vienna would be the best place for it."

"Very well, then," said Lizzie. "You won't be surprised if I ask you to take the journey for me." Then they all laughed, and were very much amused. It was quite agreed among them that Lizzie bore her loss very well.

"Alright then," Lizzie said. "You won’t be surprised if I ask you to go on the trip for me." Then they all laughed and found it very entertaining. They all agreed that Lizzie was handling her loss pretty well.

"I shouldn't care the least for losing them," said Lizzie,—"only that Florian gave them to me. They have been such a vexation to me that to be without them will be a comfort." Her desk had been brought into the carriage and was now used as a foot-stool in place of the box which was gone.

"I shouldn't care at all about losing them," said Lizzie, "except that Florian gave them to me. They've annoyed me so much that not having them will actually be a relief." Her desk had been brought into the carriage and was now serving as a footstool instead of the box that was gone.

They arrived at Mrs. Carbuncle's house in Hertford Street quite late, between ten and eleven;—but a note had been sent from Lizzie to her cousin Frank's address from the Euston Square station by a commissionaire. Indeed, two notes were sent,—one to the House of Commons, and the other to the Grosvenor Hotel. "My necklace has been stolen. Come to me early to-morrow at Mrs. Carbuncle's house, No. —, Hertford Street." And he did come,—before Lizzie was up. Crabstick brought her mistress word that Mr. Greystock was in the parlour soon after nine o'clock. Lizzie again hurried on her clothes so that she might see her cousin, taking care as she did so that though her toilet might betray haste, it should not be other than charming. And as she dressed she endeavoured to come to some conclusion. Would it not be best for her that she should tell everything to her cousin, and throw herself upon his mercy, trusting to his ingenuity to extricate her from her difficulties? She had been thinking of her position almost through the entire night, and had remembered that at Carlisle she had committed perjury. She had sworn that the diamonds had been left by her in the box. And should they be found with her it might be that they would put her in gaol for stealing them. Little mercy could she expect from Mr. Camperdown should she fall into that gentleman's hands! But Frank, if she would even yet tell him everything honestly, might probably save her.

They arrived at Mrs. Carbuncle's house on Hertford Street pretty late, between ten and eleven; but Lizzie had sent a note to her cousin Frank's address from the Euston Square station via a commissionaire. In fact, two notes were sent—one to the House of Commons and the other to the Grosvenor Hotel. "My necklace has been stolen. Please come to me early tomorrow at Mrs. Carbuncle's house, No. —, Hertford Street." And he did come—before Lizzie was up. Crabstick informed her that Mr. Greystock was in the living room shortly after nine o'clock. Lizzie hurried to get dressed so she could see her cousin, making sure that even though she was rushing, she still looked charming. As she got ready, she tried to come to a decision. Wouldn't it be best for her to tell her cousin everything and rely on his cleverness to help her out of her troubles? She had been thinking about her situation almost all night and remembered that she had committed perjury in Carlisle. She had sworn that the diamonds had been left in the box by her. If they were found with her, she could end up in jail for stealing them. Little mercy could she expect from Mr. Camperdown if she got caught by that man! But Frank, if she could still tell him everything honestly, might be able to save her.

"What is this about the diamonds?" he asked as soon as he saw her. She had flown almost into his arms as though carried there by the excitement of the moment. "You don't really mean that they have been stolen?"

"What’s going on with the diamonds?" he asked as soon as he saw her. She practically flew into his arms, caught up in the excitement of the moment. "You can’t be serious that they’ve been stolen?"

"I do, Frank."

"I do, Frank."

"On the journey?"

"On the trip?"

"Yes, Frank;—at the inn at Carlisle."

"Yes, Frank;—at the inn in Carlisle."

"Box and all?" Then she told him the whole story;—not the true story, but the story as it was believed by all the world. She found it to be impossible to tell him the true story. "And the box was broken open, and left in the street?"

"Box and all?" Then she told him the entire story—not the real story, but the story that everyone believed. She found it impossible to tell him the truth. "And the box was broken open and left in the street?"

"Under an archway," said Lizzie.

"Under an arch," said Lizzie.

"And what do the police think?"

"And what do the cops think?"

"I don't know what they think. Lord George says that they believe he is the thief."

"I don't know what they're thinking. Lord George says they believe he's the thief."

"He knew of them," said Frank, as though he imagined that the suggestion was not altogether absurd.

"He knew about them," Frank said, as if he thought the suggestion wasn't completely ridiculous.

"Oh, yes;—he knew of them."

"Oh, yes; he knew about them."

"And what is to be done?"

"What are we supposed to do?"

"I don't know. I've sent for you to tell me." Then Frank averred that information should be immediately given to Mr. Camperdown. He would himself call on Mr. Camperdown, and would also see the head of the London police. He did not doubt but that all the circumstances were already known in London at the police office;—but it might be well that he should see the officer. He was acquainted with the gentleman, and might perhaps learn something. Lizzie at once acceded, and Frank went direct to Mr. Camperdown's offices. "If I had lost ten thousand pounds in that way," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "I think I should have broken my heart." Lizzie felt that her heart was bursting rather than being broken, because the ten thousand pounds' worth of diamonds was not really lost.

"I don't know. I asked you to tell me." Then Frank insisted that Mr. Camperdown should be informed right away. He would go see Mr. Camperdown himself and also meet with the head of the London police. He was sure that all the details were probably already known at the police station in London, but it could be helpful for him to talk to the officer. He was familiar with the man and might find out something useful. Lizzie immediately agreed, and Frank headed straight to Mr. Camperdown's office. "If I had lost ten thousand pounds like that," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "I think it would have broken my heart." Lizzie felt like her heart was bursting rather than breaking, because the ten thousand pounds' worth of diamonds wasn't actually lost.

 

 

CHAPTER XLVI

Lucy Morris in Brook Street
 

Lucy Morris went to Lady Linlithgow early in October, and was still with Lady Linlithgow when Lizzie Eustace returned to London in January. During these three months she certainly had not been happy. In the first place, she had not once seen her lover. This had aroused no anger or suspicion in her bosom against him, because the old countess had told her that she would have no lover come to the house, and that, above all, she would not allow a young man with whom she herself was connected to come in that guise to her companion. "From all I hear," said Lady Linlithgow, "it's not at all likely to be a match;—and at any rate it can't go on here." Lucy thought that she would be doing no more than standing up properly for her lover by asserting her conviction that it would be a match;—and she did assert it bravely; but she made no petition for his presence, and bore that trouble bravely. In the next place, Frank was not a satisfactory correspondent. He did write to her occasionally;—and he wrote also to the old countess immediately on his return to town from Bobsborough a letter which was intended as an answer to that which she had written to Mrs. Greystock. What was said in that letter Lucy never knew;—but she did know that Frank's few letters to herself were not full and hearty,—were not such thorough-going love-letters as lovers write to each other when they feel unlimited satisfaction in the work. She excused him,—telling herself that he was overworked, that with his double trade of legislator and lawyer he could hardly be expected to write letters,—that men, in respect of letter-writing, are not as women are, and the like; but still there grew at her heart a little weed of care, which from week to week spread its noxious, heavy-scented leaves, and robbed her of her joyousness. To be loved by her lover, and to feel that she was his,—to have a lover of her own to whom she could thoroughly devote herself,—to be conscious that she was one of those happy women in the world who find a mate worthy of worship as well as love,—this to her was so great a joy that even the sadness of her present position could not utterly depress her. From day to day she assured herself that she did not doubt and would not doubt,—that there was no cause for doubt;—that she would herself be base were she to admit any shadow of suspicion. But yet his absence,—and the shortness of those little notes, which came perhaps once a fortnight, did tell upon her in opposition to her own convictions. Each note as it came was answered,—instantly; but she would not write except when the notes came. She would not seem to reproach him by writing oftener than he wrote. When he had given her so much, and she had nothing but her confidence to give in return, would she stint him in that? There can be no love, she said, without confidence, and it was the pride of her heart to love him.

Lucy Morris went to Lady Linlithgow early in October and was still with her when Lizzie Eustace returned to London in January. During those three months, she definitely hadn’t been happy. For one thing, she hadn’t seen her lover even once. This didn’t cause her any anger or suspicion toward him because the old countess had told her that no lovers would be allowed in the house, and especially, she wouldn’t allow a young man connected to her to come around in that way. “From what I hear,” Lady Linlithgow said, “it’s not likely to be a match; and in any case, it can’t happen here.” Lucy figured that she was just standing up for her lover by insisting that it could still be a match; she asserted it confidently, but she didn’t ask for his presence and dealt with that pain bravely. On top of that, Frank was not a great correspondent. He would write to her occasionally, and he also wrote to the old countess right after returning to town from Bobsborough, which was supposed to respond to the letter she had sent to Mrs. Greystock. What was in that letter, Lucy never found out, but she knew that Frank’s few letters to her weren’t very warm or enthusiastic—definitely not the passionate love letters that lovers write to each other when they’re truly happy in their relationship. She made excuses for him, telling herself that he was busy, that with his double job as a legislator and lawyer, it was hard for him to write letters—that men don’t write as often as women do, and so on; but still, a little worry started to grow in her heart, spreading its heavy, unpleasant scent week by week and stealing her joy. To be loved by her lover and to know she belonged to him—to have someone to love whom she could fully dedicate herself to—to feel she was one of those lucky women who find a partner worthy of admiration as well as love—this was such a great joy that even the sadness of her current situation couldn’t completely bring her down. Day by day, she reassured herself that she had no doubts and wouldn’t allow any doubts—there was no reason for doubt; to even entertain a shadow of suspicion would be shameful. Yet, his absence and the shortness of those little notes, which arrived about once every two weeks, did weigh on her against her own beliefs. Each note she received was answered immediately, but she wouldn’t write except when he wrote to her. She didn’t want to seem to reproach him by writing more often than he did. When he had given her so much and all she had to offer in return was her confidence, how could she hold back? She believed there could be no love without trust, and it was her pride to love him.

The circumstances of her present life were desperately weary to her. She could hardly understand why it was that Lady Linlithgow should desire her presence. She was required to do nothing. She had no duties to perform, and, as it seemed to her, was of no use to any one. The countess would not even allow her to be of ordinary service in the house. Lady Linlithgow, as she had said of herself, poked her own fires, carved her own meat, lit her own candles, opened and shut the doors for herself, wrote her own letters,—and did not even like to have books read to her. She simply chose to have some one sitting with her to whom she could speak and make little cross-grained, sarcastic, and ill-natured remarks. There was no company at the house in Brook Street, and when the countess herself went out, she went out alone. Even when she had a cab to go shopping, or to make calls, she rarely asked Lucy to go with her,—and was benevolent chiefly in this,—that if Lucy chose to walk round the square, or as far as the park, her ladyship's maid was allowed to accompany her for protection. Poor Lucy often told herself that such a life would be unbearable,—were it not for the supreme satisfaction she had in remembering her lover. And then the arrangement had been made only for six months. She did not feel quite assured of her fate at the end of those six months, but she believed that there would come to her a residence in a sort of outer garden to that sweet Elysium in which she was to pass her life. The Elysium would be Frank's house; and the outer garden was the deanery at Bobsborough.

The situation in her life right now was exhausting. She couldn’t figure out why Lady Linlithgow wanted her around. She didn’t have to do anything. She had no responsibilities and felt completely useless. The countess wouldn’t even let her help out around the house. Lady Linlithgow, as she mentioned herself, took care of her own fires, carved her own meat, lit her own candles, opened and closed doors for herself, wrote her own letters—and didn’t even like having books read to her. She simply preferred having someone there to talk to so she could make her little sarcastic and grumpy comments. There were no visitors at the house on Brook Street, and whenever the countess went out, she did so alone. Even when she took a cab for shopping or errands, she rarely invited Lucy along—and her only act of kindness was allowing Lucy's maid to walk with her for protection, should Lucy decide to stroll around the square or to the park. Poor Lucy often thought that such a life would be unbearable—if it weren’t for the immense joy she found in thinking about her lover. And this arrangement was only meant to last six months. She wasn’t entirely sure about what would happen after that, but she believed she would eventually find a place in a sort of outer garden to the beautiful paradise where she hoped to live. That paradise would be Frank's house, and the outer garden would be the deanery at Bobsborough.

Twice during the three months Lady Fawn, with two of the girls, came to call upon her. On the first occasion she was unluckily out, taking advantage of the protection of her ladyship's maid in getting a little air. Lady Linlithgow had also been away, and Lady Fawn had seen no one. Afterwards, both Lucy and her ladyship were found at home, and Lady Fawn was full of graciousness and affection. "I daresay you've got something to say to each other," said Lady Linlithgow, "and I'll go away."

Twice in three months, Lady Fawn visited with two of the girls. The first time, she unfortunately wasn’t home, as she was enjoying some fresh air with the help of her ladyship's maid. Lady Linlithgow had also been out, so Lady Fawn hadn’t met anyone. Later on, both Lucy and her ladyship were at home, and Lady Fawn was warm and welcoming. "I’m sure you both have something to discuss," Lady Linlithgow said, "so I’ll step out."

"Pray don't let us disturb you," said Lady Fawn.

"Please don't let us interrupt you," said Lady Fawn.

"You'd only abuse me if I didn't," said Lady Linlithgow.

"You'd only mistreat me if I didn't," said Lady Linlithgow.

As soon as she was gone Lucy rushed into her friend's arms.

As soon as she left, Lucy rushed into her friend's arms.

"It is so nice to see you again."

"It’s great to see you again."

"Yes, my dear, isn't it? I did come before, you know."

"Yeah, my dear, isn't it? I did come earlier, you know."

"You have been so good to me! To see you again is like the violets and primroses." She was crouching close to Lady Fawn, with her hand in that of her friend Lydia. "I haven't a word to say against Lady Linlithgow, but it is like winter here, after dear Richmond."

"You've been so amazing to me! Seeing you again is like the violets and primroses." She was crouched near Lady Fawn, holding hands with her friend Lydia. "I have nothing bad to say about Lady Linlithgow, but it feels like winter here after dear Richmond."

"Well;—we think we're prettier at Richmond," said Lady Fawn.

"Well;—we think we're prettier in Richmond," said Lady Fawn.

"There were such hundreds of things to do there," said Lucy. "After all, what a comfort it is to have things to do."

"There were so many things to do there," Lucy said. "Honestly, it's such a relief to have things to keep you busy."

"Why did you come away?" said Lydia.

"Why did you leave?" Lydia asked.

"Oh, I was obliged. You mustn't scold me now that you have come to see me."

"Oh, I had to. You shouldn't scold me now that you've come to see me."

There were a hundred things to be said about Fawn Court and the children, and a hundred more things about Lady Linlithgow and Bruton Street. Then, at last, Lady Fawn asked the one important question. "And now, my dear, what about Mr. Greystock?"

There were a hundred things to say about Fawn Court and the kids, and a hundred more about Lady Linlithgow and Bruton Street. Then, finally, Lady Fawn asked the one important question. "So, my dear, what about Mr. Greystock?"

"Oh,—I don't know;—nothing particular, Lady Fawn. It's just as it was, and I am—quite satisfied."

"Oh, I don’t know; nothing specific, Lady Fawn. It’s just the same as it was, and I am—totally fine."

"You see him sometimes?"

"Do you see him sometimes?"

"No, never. I have not seen him since the last time he came down to Richmond. Lady Linlithgow doesn't allow—followers." There was a pleasant little spark of laughter in Lucy's eye as she said this, which would have told to any bystander the whole story of the affection which existed between her and Lady Fawn.

"No, never. I haven't seen him since the last time he visited Richmond. Lady Linlithgow doesn't permit—followers." There was a delightful glimmer of laughter in Lucy's eye as she said this, which would have revealed to any bystander the entire story of the affection that existed between her and Lady Fawn.

"That's very ill-natured," said Lydia.

"That's really mean," said Lydia.

"And he's a sort of cousin, too," said Lady Fawn.

"And he's kind of a cousin, too," said Lady Fawn.

"That's just the reason why," said Lucy, explaining. "Of course, Lady Linlithgow thinks that her sister's nephew can do better than marry her companion. It's a matter of course she should think so. What I am most afraid of is that the dean and Mrs. Greystock should think so too."

"That's exactly why," Lucy explained. "Of course, Lady Linlithgow believes her sister's nephew can do better than marry her companion. It's only natural for her to think that way. What I'm most worried about is that the dean and Mrs. Greystock might think the same."

No doubt the dean and Mrs. Greystock would think so;—Lady Fawn was very sure of that. Lady Fawn was one of the best women breathing,—unselfish, motherly, affectionate, appreciative, and never happy unless she was doing good to somebody. It was her nature to be soft, and kind, and beneficent. But she knew very well that if she had had a son,—a second son,—situated as was Frank Greystock, she would not wish him to marry a girl without a penny, who was forced to earn her bread by being a governess. The sacrifice on Mr. Greystock's part would, in her estimation, be so great, that she did not believe that it would be made. Woman-like, she regarded the man as being so much more important than the woman, that she could not think that Frank Greystock would devote himself simply to such a one as Lucy Morris. Had Lady Fawn been asked which was the better creature of the two, her late governess or the rising barrister who had declared himself to be that governess's lover, she would have said that no man could be better than Lucy. She knew Lucy's worth and goodness so well that she was ready herself to do any act of friendship on behalf of one so sweet and excellent. For herself and her girls Lucy was a companion and friend in every way satisfactory. But was it probable that a man of the world, such as was Frank Greystock, a rising man, a member of Parliament, one who, as everybody knew, was especially in want of money,—was it probable that such a man as this would make her his wife just because she was good, and worthy, and sweet-natured? No doubt the man had said that he would do so,—and Lady Fawn's fears betrayed on her ladyship's part a very bad opinion of men in general. It may seem to be a paradox to assert that such bad opinion sprung from the high idea which she entertained of the importance of men in general;—but it was so. She had but one son, and of all her children he was the least worthy; but he was more important to her than all her daughters. Between her own girls and Lucy she hardly made any difference;—but when her son had chosen to quarrel with Lucy it had been necessary to send Lucy to eat her meals up-stairs. She could not believe that Mr. Greystock should think so much of such a little girl as to marry her. Mr. Greystock would no doubt behave very badly in not doing so;—but then men do so often behave very badly! And at the bottom of her heart she almost thought that they might be excused for doing so. According to her view of things, a man out in the world had so many things to think of, and was so very important, that he could hardly be expected to act at all times with truth and sincerity.

No doubt the dean and Mrs. Greystock would think so;—Lady Fawn was very sure of that. Lady Fawn was one of the best women alive—selfless, nurturing, loving, appreciative, and never happy unless she was helping someone. It was her nature to be gentle, kind, and generous. But she knew very well that if she had a son—a second son—in the same situation as Frank Greystock, she wouldn’t want him to marry a girl without any money, who had to support herself by being a governess. The sacrifice on Mr. Greystock's part would, in her opinion, be so significant that she couldn't believe he would make it. Like many women, she viewed the man as being far more important than the woman, so she couldn't fathom that Frank Greystock would devote himself to someone like Lucy Morris. If Lady Fawn had been asked which was the better person, her former governess or the up-and-coming barrister who had declared his love for her, she would have said that no man could be better than Lucy. She recognized Lucy's value and goodness so well that she was eager to do any act of friendship for someone so lovely and admirable. For herself and her daughters, Lucy was a companion and friend in every satisfying way. But was it likely that a worldly man like Frank Greystock, who was making a name for himself, a member of Parliament, and known to be in need of money—was it likely that such a man would marry her simply because she was good, deserving, and kind? No doubt the man had claimed he would do so, and Lady Fawn's concerns revealed her low opinion of men in general. It may seem paradoxical to say that this negative view came from her high regard for men’s importance—but it was true. She had only one son, and of all her children, he was the least deserving; yet he was more significant to her than all her daughters. Between her daughters and Lucy, she hardly drew a distinction;—but when her son chose to argue with Lucy, it became necessary to send Lucy to eat her meals upstairs. She could not believe that Mr. Greystock would care so much for such a young girl as to marry her. Mr. Greystock would certainly behave very poorly if he did not;—but then men often behave very badly! And deep down, she almost thought they could be excused for doing so. In her view, a man in the world had so many responsibilities and was so very important that he could hardly be expected to act with honesty and sincerity at all times.

Lucy had suggested that the dean and Mrs. Greystock would dislike the marriage, and upon that hint Lady Fawn spoke. "Nothing is settled, I suppose, as to where you are to go when the six months are over?"

Lucy had suggested that the dean and Mrs. Greystock wouldn't approve of the marriage, and on that note, Lady Fawn spoke up. "I guess nothing is decided about where you’ll go when the six months are up?"

"Nothing as yet, Lady Fawn."

"Nothing yet, Lady Fawn."

"They haven't asked you to go to Bobsborough?"

"They haven't asked you to go to Bobsborough?"

Lucy would have given the world not to blush as she answered, but she did blush. "Nothing is fixed, Lady Fawn."

Lucy would have given anything not to blush as she replied, but she did blush. "Nothing is set in stone, Lady Fawn."

"Something should be fixed, Lucy. It should be settled by this time;—shouldn't it, dear? What will you do without a home, if at the end of the six months Lady Linlithgow should say that she doesn't want you any more?"

"Something needs to be sorted out, Lucy. It should be resolved by now;—don't you think, dear? What will you do without a home if, at the end of six months, Lady Linlithgow decides she doesn't want you anymore?"

Lucy certainly did not look forward to a condition in which Lady Linlithgow should be the arbitress of her destiny. The idea of staying with the countess was almost as bad to her as that of finding herself altogether homeless. She was still blushing, feeling herself to be hot and embarrassed. But Lady Fawn sat, waiting for an answer. To Lucy there was only one answer possible. "I will ask Mr. Greystock what I am to do." Lady Fawn shook her head. "You don't believe in Mr. Greystock, Lady Fawn; but I do."

Lucy definitely did not look forward to a situation where Lady Linlithgow would control her future. The thought of staying with the countess was almost as bad as being completely homeless. She was still blushing, feeling hot and embarrassed. But Lady Fawn sat there, waiting for an answer. For Lucy, there was only one answer she could give. "I will ask Mr. Greystock what I should do." Lady Fawn shook her head. "You don’t trust Mr. Greystock, Lady Fawn; but I do."

"My darling girl," said her ladyship, making the special speech for the sake of making which she had travelled up from Richmond,—"it is not exactly a question of belief, but one of common prudence. No girl should allow herself to depend on a man before she is married to him. By doing so she will be apt to lose even his respect."

"My darling girl," her ladyship said, giving the special speech she had come all the way from Richmond to deliver, "it’s not really a matter of belief, but more about common sense. No girl should rely on a man before they're married. If she does, she risks losing even his respect."

"I didn't mean for money," said Lucy, hotter than ever, with her eyes full of tears.

"I didn't mean for it to be about money," Lucy said, more upset than ever, her eyes brimming with tears.

"She should not be in any respect at his disposal till he has bound himself to her at the altar. You may believe me, Lucy, when I tell you so. It is only because I love you so that I say so."

"She shouldn't be available to him in any way until he promises himself to her at the altar. You have to trust me, Lucy, when I say this. It's only because I care for you so much that I'm saying it."

"I know that, Lady Fawn."

"I know that, Lady Fawn."

"When your time here is over, just put up your things and come back to Richmond. You need fear nothing with us. Frederic quite liked your way of parting with him at last, and all that little affair is forgotten. At Fawn Court you'll be safe;—and you shall be happy, too, if we can make you happy. It's the proper place for you."

"When your time here is up, just pack your things and come back to Richmond. You don’t have to worry about anything with us. Frederic actually appreciated how you said goodbye to him, and everything that happened is forgotten. You'll be safe at Fawn Court; and we’ll make sure you’re happy, too, if that’s possible. It’s the right place for you."

"Of course you'll come," said Diana Fawn.

"Of course you'll come," Diana Fawn said.

"You'll be the worst little thing in the world if you don't," said Lydia. "We don't know what to do without you. Do we, mamma?"

"You'll be the worst little thing ever if you don't," said Lydia. "We don't know what to do without you. Do we, Mom?"

"Lucy will please us all by coming back to her old home," said Lady Fawn. The tears were now streaming down Lucy's face, so that she was hardly able to say a word in answer to all this kindness. And she did not know what word to say. Were she to accept the offer made to her, and acknowledge that she could do nothing better than creep back under her old friend's wing,—would she not thereby be showing that she doubted her lover? And yet she could not go to the dean's house unless the dean and his wife were pleased to take her; and, suspecting as she did, that they would not be pleased, would it become her to throw upon her lover the burthen of finding for her a home with people who did not want her? Had she been welcome at Bobsborough, Mrs. Greystock would surely have so told her before this. "You needn't say a word, my dear," said Lady Fawn. "You'll come, and there's an end of it."

"Lucy will make us all happy by coming back to her old home," said Lady Fawn. Tears were streaming down Lucy's face, making it hard for her to reply to all this kindness. She didn't know what to say. If she accepted the offer and admitted that she could do nothing better than return to her old friend's support, wouldn't it show that she doubted her lover? Yet, she couldn't go to the dean's house unless the dean and his wife were willing to take her, and given her suspicions that they wouldn't be, should she really put the burden on her lover to find her a home with people who didn't want her? If she were welcome at Bobsborough, Mrs. Greystock would surely have told her by now. "You don't have to say anything, my dear," said Lady Fawn. "You'll come, and that's that."

"But you don't want me any more," said Lucy, from amidst her sobs.

"But you don't want me anymore," Lucy said, through her tears.

"That's just all that you know about it," said Lydia. "We do want you,—more than anything."

"That's all you really know about it," Lydia said. "We want you—more than anything."

"I wonder whether I may come in now," said Lady Linlithgow, entering the room. As it was the countess's own drawing-room, as it was now mid-winter, and as the fire in the dining-room had been allowed, as was usual, to sink almost to two hot coals, the request was not unreasonable. Lady Fawn was profuse in her thanks, and immediately began to account for Lucy's tears, pleading their dear friendship and their long absence, and poor Lucy's emotional state of mind. Then she took her leave, and Lucy, as soon as she had been kissed by her friends outside the drawing-room door, took herself to her bedroom, and finished her tears in the cold.

"I wonder if I can come in now," said Lady Linlithgow, entering the room. Since it was the countess's own drawing-room, it was mid-winter, and the fire in the dining room had been allowed, as usual, to burn down to just a couple of hot coals, the request was reasonable. Lady Fawn was very grateful and quickly started to explain Lucy's tears, mentioning their deep friendship, their long time apart, and poor Lucy's emotional state. Then she said her goodbyes, and as soon as Lucy was kissed by her friends outside the drawing-room door, she went to her bedroom and finished her tears in the cold.

"Have you heard the news?" said Lady Linlithgow to her companion about a month after this. Lady Linlithgow had been out, and asked the question immediately on her return. Lucy, of course, had heard no news. "Lizzie Eustace has just come back to London, and has had all her jewels stolen on the road."

"Have you heard the news?" Lady Linlithgow asked her friend about a month later. She had just returned from being out and asked the question right away. Lucy, of course, hadn’t heard anything. "Lizzie Eustace is back in London, and all her jewelry was stolen on the way."

"The diamonds?" asked Lucy, with amaze.

"Are those diamonds?" asked Lucy, astonished.

"Yes,—the Eustace diamonds! And they didn't belong to her any more than they did to you. They've been taken, anyway; and from what I hear I shouldn't be at all surprised if she had arranged the whole matter herself."

"Yeah—the Eustace diamonds! And they weren’t hers any more than they were yours. They’ve been stolen, anyway; and from what I hear, I wouldn’t be surprised at all if she planned the whole thing herself."

"Arranged that they should be stolen?"

"Did they plan for them to be stolen?"

"Just that, my dear. It would be the very thing for Lizzie Eustace to do. She's clever enough for anything."

"Exactly that, my dear. It would be just the thing for Lizzie Eustace to do. She's smart enough for anything."

"But, Lady Linlithgow—"

"But, Lady Linlithgow—"

"I know all about that. Of course, it would be very wicked, and if it were found out she'd be put in the dock and tried for her life. It is just what I expect she'll come to some of these days. She has gone and got up a friendship with some disreputable people, and was travelling with them. There was a man who calls himself Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. I know him, and can remember when he was errand-boy to a disreputable lawyer at Aberdeen." This assertion was a falsehood on the part of the countess; Lord George had never been an errand-boy, and the Aberdeen lawyer,—as provincial Scotch lawyers go,—had been by no means disreputable. "I'm told that the police think that he has got them."

"I know all about that. Of course, it would be really bad, and if it were discovered, she'd be put on trial for her life. It's exactly what I expect will happen to her one of these days. She's become friends with some shady people and was traveling with them. There's a guy who calls himself Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. I know him, and I remember when he was just an errand-boy for a sketchy lawyer in Aberdeen." This claim was a lie on the countess's part; Lord George had never been an errand-boy, and the Aberdeen lawyer—compared to other provincial Scottish lawyers—was not disreputable at all. "I've heard that the police think he has them."

"How very dreadful!"

"How awful!"

"Yes;—it's dreadful enough. At any rate, men got into Lizzie's room at night and took away the iron box and diamonds and all. It may be she was asleep at the time;—but she's one of those who pretty nearly always sleep with one eye open."

"Yeah; it's pretty awful. Anyway, some guys got into Lizzie's room at night and took the iron box, the diamonds, and everything. She might have been asleep at the time; but she's one of those people who almost always sleeps with one eye open."

"She can't be so bad as that, Lady Linlithgow."

"She can't be that bad, Lady Linlithgow."

"Perhaps not. We shall see. They had just begun a lawsuit about the diamonds,—to get them back. And then all at once,—they're stolen. It looks what the men call—fishy. I'm told that all the police in London are up about it."

"Maybe not. We’ll see. They had just started a lawsuit over the diamonds—to get them back. And then suddenly, they’re stolen. It seems pretty suspicious, or as the guys say, ‘fishy.’ I’ve heard that all the police in London are on alert about it."

On the very next day who should come to Brook Street, but Lizzie Eustace herself. She and her aunt had quarrelled, and they hated each other;—but the old woman had called upon Lizzie, advising her, as the reader will perhaps remember, to give up the diamonds, and now Lizzie returned the visit. "So you're here, installed in poor Macnulty's place," began Lizzie to her old friend, the countess at the moment being out of the room.

On the very next day, who should show up on Brook Street but Lizzie Eustace herself. She and her aunt had fought and couldn't stand each other;—but the old woman had visited Lizzie, suggesting, as you might recall, that she give up the diamonds, and now Lizzie was returning the visit. "So you're here, taking poor Macnulty's place," Lizzie started to her old friend, while the countess was out of the room.

"I am staying with your aunt for a few months,—as her companion. Is it true, Lizzie, that all your diamonds have been stolen?" Lizzie gave an account of the robbery, true in every respect, except in regard to the contents of the box. Poor Lizzie had been wronged in that matter by the countess, for the robbery had been quite genuine. The man had opened her room and taken her box, and she had slept through it all. And then the broken box had been found, and was in the hands of the police, and was evidence of the fact.

"I’m staying with your aunt for a few months as her companion. Is it true, Lizzie, that all your diamonds have been stolen?" Lizzie recounted the robbery, which was true in every detail except for what was in the box. Poor Lizzie had been misled about that by the countess since the theft was very real. The man had broken into her room, taken her box, and she had slept through it all. Then the broken box was discovered, and it was with the police as evidence of what happened.

"People seem to think it possible," said Lizzie, "that Mr. Camperdown the lawyer arranged it all." As this suggestion was being made Lady Linlithgow came in, and then Lizzie repeated the whole story of the robbery. Though the aunt and niece were open and declared enemies, the present circumstances were so peculiar and full of interest that conversation, for a time almost amicable, took place between them. "As the diamonds were so valuable, I thought it right, Aunt Susanna, to come and tell you myself."

"People seem to believe it’s likely," Lizzie said, "that Mr. Camperdown, the lawyer, set everything up." Just as she made this suggestion, Lady Linlithgow walked in, and Lizzie went on to recount the entire story of the robbery. Although the aunt and niece were openly hostile toward each other, the unusual and captivating circumstances led to a conversation that was, for a moment, almost friendly. "Since the diamonds were so valuable, I thought it was important, Aunt Susanna, to come and tell you myself."

"It's very good of you, but I'd heard it already. I was telling Miss Morris yesterday what very odd things there are being said about it."

"It's really nice of you, but I already heard it. I was telling Miss Morris yesterday about all the strange things people are saying about it."

"Weren't you very much frightened?" asked Lucy.

"Were you really scared?" asked Lucy.

"You see, my child, I knew nothing about it till it was all over. The man cut the bit out of the door in the most beautiful way, without my ever hearing the least sound of the saw."

"You see, my child, I had no idea about it until it was all done. The man cut the piece out of the door in the most beautiful way, without me ever hearing even the slightest sound of the saw."

"And you that sleep so light," said the countess.

"And you who sleep so lightly," said the countess.

"They say that perhaps something was put into the wine at dinner to make me sleep."

"They say that maybe someone put something in the wine at dinner to make me sleepy."

"Ah!" ejaculated the countess, who did not for a moment give up her own erroneous suspicion;—"very likely."

"Ah!" exclaimed the countess, who didn't for a moment let go of her own misguided suspicion;—"very likely."

"And they do say these people can do things without making the slightest tittle of noise. At any rate, the box was gone."

"And they say these people can do things without making the slightest sound. In any case, the box was gone."

"And the diamonds?" asked Lucy.

"And the diamonds?" Lucy asked.

"Oh yes;—of course. And now there is such a fuss about it! The police keep on coming to me almost every day."

"Oh yes;—of course. And now there’s so much noise about it! The police keep coming to me almost every day."

"And what do the police think?" asked Lady Linlithgow. "I'm told that they have their suspicions."

"And what do the police think?" Lady Linlithgow asked. "I've heard they have their suspicions."

"No doubt they have their suspicions," said Lizzie.

"No doubt they suspect something," Lizzie said.

"You travelled up with friends, I suppose."

"You went up with friends, I guess."

"Oh yes,—with Lord George de Bruce Carruthers; and with Mrs. Carbuncle,—who is my particular friend, and with Lucinda Roanoke, who is just going to be married to Sir Griffin Tewett. We were quite a large party."

"Oh yes,—with Lord George de Bruce Carruthers; and with Mrs. Carbuncle,—who is my close friend, and with Lucinda Roanoke, who is about to marry Sir Griffin Tewett. We had quite a big group."

"And Macnulty?"

"And what about Macnulty?"

"No. I left Miss Macnulty at Portray with my darling. They thought he had better remain a little longer in Scotland."

"No. I left Miss Macnulty at Portray with my darling. They thought he should stay a bit longer in Scotland."

"Ah, yes;—perhaps Lord George de Bruce Carruthers does not care for babies. I can easily believe that. I wish Macnulty had been with you."

"Ah, yes;—maybe Lord George de Bruce Carruthers isn't fond of babies. I can definitely see that. I wish Macnulty had been with you."

"Why do you wish that?" said Lizzie, who already was beginning to feel that the countess intended, as usual, to make herself disagreeable.

"Why do you want that?" said Lizzie, who was already starting to feel that the countess planned, as usual, to be difficult.

"She's a stupid, dull, pig-headed creature; but one can believe what she says."

"She's a foolish, tedious, stubborn person; but you can trust what she says."

"And don't you believe what I say?" demanded Lizzie.

"And don't you believe what I'm saying?" Lizzie asked.

"It's all true, no doubt, that the diamonds are gone."

"It's definitely true that the diamonds are gone."

"Indeed it is."

"Absolutely."

"But I don't know much about Lord George de Bruce Carruthers."

"But I don't know much about Lord George de Bruce Carruthers."

"He's the brother of a marquis, anyway," said Lizzie, who thought that she might thus best answer the mother of a Scotch Earl.

"He's the brother of a marquis, after all," said Lizzie, thinking that this might be the best way to respond to the mother of a Scottish Earl.

"I remember when he was plain George Carruthers, running about the streets of Aberdeen, and it was well with him when his shoes weren't broken at the toes and down at heel. He earned his bread then, such as it was;—nobody knows how he gets it now. Why does he call himself de Bruce, I wonder?"

"I remember when he was just George Carruthers, running around the streets of Aberdeen, and life was good for him when his shoes weren't all torn up at the toes and worn down at the heels. He made his living back then, however meager it was; nobody knows how he makes money now. I wonder why he calls himself de Bruce?"

"Because his godfathers and godmothers gave him that name when he was made a child of Christ, and an inheritor of the kingdom of heaven," said Lizzie, ever so pertly.

"Because his godfathers and godmothers gave him that name when he became a child of Christ and an heir to the kingdom of heaven," said Lizzie, quite cheekily.

"I don't believe a bit of it."

"I don't believe any of it."

"I wasn't there to see, Aunt Susanna; and therefore I can't swear to it. That's his name in all the peerages, and I suppose they ought to know."

"I wasn't there to see it, Aunt Susanna, so I can't swear to it. That's his name in all the peerages, and I assume they should know."

"And what does Lord George de Bruce say about the diamonds?"

"And what does Lord George de Bruce say about the diamonds?"

Now it had come to pass that Lady Eustace herself did not feel altogether sure that Lord George had not had a hand in this robbery. It would have been a trick worthy of a genuine Corsair to arrange and carry out such a scheme for the appropriation of so rich a spoil. A watch or a brooch would, of course, be beneath the notice of a good genuine Corsair,—of a Corsair who was written down in the peerage as a marquis's brother;—but diamonds worth ten thousand pounds are not to be had every day. A Corsair must live, and if not by plunder rich as that,—how then? If Lord George had concocted this little scheme, he would naturally be ignorant of the true event of the robbery till he should meet the humble executors of his design, and would, as Lizzie thought, have remained unaware of the truth till his arrival in London. That he had been ignorant of the truth during the journey was evident to her. But they had now been three days in London, during which she had seen him once. At that interview he had been sullen and almost cross,—and had said next to nothing about the robbery. He made but one remark about it. "I have told the chief man here," he said, "that I shall be ready to give any evidence in my power when called upon. Till then I shall take no further steps in the matter. I have been asked questions that should not have been asked." In saying this he had used a tone which prevented further conversation on the subject, but Lizzie, as she thought of it all, remembered his jocular remark, made in the railway carriage, as to the suspicion which had already been expressed on the matter in regard to himself. If he had been the perpetrator, and had then found that he had only stolen the box, how wonderful would be the mystery! "He hasn't got anything to say," replied Lizzie to the question of the countess.

Now it had come to pass that Lady Eustace herself was not entirely sure that Lord George hadn’t played a role in this robbery. It would have been a scheme worthy of a true Corsair to plan and execute such a plot for the gain of such a rich prize. A watch or a brooch, of course, would be beneath the notice of a proper Corsair—one who is listed in the peerage as a marquis's brother—but diamonds worth ten thousand pounds aren’t something you come across every day. A Corsair has to make a living, and if not through plunder that valuable, then how? If Lord George had come up with this little scheme, he would naturally be unaware of the true nature of the robbery until he met the humble executors of his plan and, as Lizzie thought, would have remained oblivious to the truth until his arrival in London. It was clear to her that he had been unaware of the truth during the journey. But they had now been in London for three days, during which she had seen him once. In that meeting, he had been sullen and almost irritable—and had hardly said anything about the robbery. He made only one comment about it. "I have told the chief here," he said, "that I’m ready to provide any evidence I can when needed. Until then, I won’t be taking any further steps regarding this matter. I’ve been asked questions that shouldn’t have been asked." In saying this, he had used a tone that shut down any further conversation on the topic, but Lizzie, reflecting on it all, remembered his joking remark made in the train carriage about the suspicion that had already been cast on him regarding the incident. If he had been the one behind it and then realized he had only stolen the box, how amazing would be the mystery! "He hasn’t got anything to say," Lizzie replied to the countess's question.

"And who is your Mrs. Carbuncle?" asked the old woman.

"And who is your Mrs. Carbuncle?" the old woman asked.

"A particular friend of mine with whom I am staying at present. You don't go about a great deal, Aunt Linlithgow, but surely you must have met Mrs. Carbuncle."

"A specific friend of mine who I'm currently staying with. You don't socialize much, Aunt Linlithgow, but you must have come across Mrs. Carbuncle at some point."

"I'm an ignorant old woman, no doubt. My dear, I'm not at all surprised at your losing your diamonds. The pity is that they weren't your own."

"I'm just an old woman who doesn't know much, that's for sure. Sweetheart, I'm really not surprised that you lost your diamonds. What's unfortunate is that they weren't yours to begin with."

"They were my own."

"They were mine."

"The loss will fall on you, no doubt, because the Eustace people will make you pay for them. You'll have to give up half your jointure for your life. That's what it will come to. To think of your travelling about with those things in a box!"

"The loss will be on you, definitely, because the Eustace people will make you pay for it. You'll have to give up half your income for the rest of your life. That's how it will end up. Just the thought of you traveling around with those things in a box!"

"They were my own, and I had a right to do what I liked with them. Nobody accuses you of taking them."

"They were mine, and I had the right to do whatever I wanted with them. No one is blaming you for taking them."

"That's quite true. Nobody will accuse me. I suppose Lord George has left England for the benefit of his health. It would not at all surprise me if I were to hear that Mrs. Carbuncle had followed him;—not in the least."

"That's totally true. No one will blame me. I guess Lord George has left England for his health. I wouldn't be surprised at all if I heard that Mrs. Carbuncle had gone after him;—not at all."

"You're just like yourself, Aunt Susanna," said Lizzie, getting up and taking her leave. "Good-bye, Lucy,—I hope you're happy and comfortable here. Do you ever see a certain friend of ours now?"

"You're just like yourself, Aunt Susanna," Lizzie said as she got up to leave. "Goodbye, Lucy—I hope you're feeling happy and comfortable here. Do you still see that certain friend of ours?"

"If you mean Mr. Greystock, I haven't seen him since I left Fawn Court," said Lucy, with dignity.

"If you're talking about Mr. Greystock, I haven't seen him since I left Fawn Court," Lucy said, maintaining her dignity.

When Lizzie was gone, Lady Linlithgow spoke her mind freely about her niece. "Lizzie Eustace won't come to any good. When I heard that she was engaged to that prig, Lord Fawn, I had some hopes that she might be kept out of harm. That's all over, of course. When he heard about the necklace he wasn't going to put his neck into that scrape. But now she's getting among such a set that nothing can save her. She has taken to hunting, and rides about the country like a madwoman."

When Lizzie left, Lady Linlithgow shared her honest opinions about her niece. "Lizzie Eustace is headed for trouble. When I found out she was engaged to that pompous Lord Fawn, I thought she might stay out of trouble. But that’s all over now. Once he heard about the necklace, he definitely wasn’t going to get involved in that mess. Now she’s hanging out with such a crowd that there’s no saving her. She’s taken up hunting and rides around the countryside like a lunatic."

"A great many ladies hunt," said Lucy.

"A lot of women hunt," said Lucy.

"And she's got hold of this Lord George, and of that horrid American woman that nobody knows anything about. They've got the diamonds between them, I don't doubt. I'll bet you sixpence that the police find out all about it, and that there is some terrible scandal. The diamonds were no more hers than they were mine, and she'll be made to pay for them."

"And she's got a hold of this Lord George and that awful American woman nobody knows anything about. I’m sure they have the diamonds between them. I’d bet you sixpence that the police will figure it all out, and there’s going to be a huge scandal. The diamonds were no more hers than they were mine, and she’s going to have to answer for them."

The necklace, the meanwhile, was still locked up in Lizzie's desk,—with a patent Bramah key,—in Mrs. Carbuncle's house, and was a terrible trouble to our unhappy friend.

The necklace, in the meantime, was still locked away in Lizzie's desk—with a secure Bramah key—in Mrs. Carbuncle's house, and it was a huge source of stress for our unfortunate friend.

 

 

CHAPTER XLVII

Matching Priory
 

Before the end of January everybody in London had heard of the great robbery at Carlisle,—and most people had heard also that there was something very peculiar in the matter,—something more than a robbery. Various rumours were afloat. It had become widely known that the diamonds were to be the subject of litigation between the young widow and the trustees of the Eustace estate; and it was known also that Lord Fawn had engaged himself to marry the widow, and had then retreated from his engagement simply on account of this litigation. There were strong parties formed in the matter,—whom we may call Lizzieites and anti-Lizzieites. The Lizzieites were of opinion that poor Lady Eustace was being very ill-treated;—that the diamonds did probably belong to her, and that Lord Fawn, at any rate, clearly ought to be her own. It was worthy of remark that these Lizzieites were all of them Conservatives. Frank Greystock had probably set the party on foot;—and it was natural that political opponents should believe that a noble young Under-Secretary of State on the Liberal side,—such as Lord Fawn,—had misbehaved himself. When the matter at last became of such importance as to demand leading articles in the newspapers, those journals which had devoted themselves to upholding the Conservative politicians of the day were very heavy indeed upon Lord Fawn. The whole force of the Government, however, was anti-Lizzieite; and as the controversy advanced, every good Liberal became aware that there was nothing so wicked, so rapacious, so bold, or so cunning but that Lady Eustace might have done it, or caused it to be done, without delay, without difficulty, and without scruple. Lady Glencora Palliser for a while endeavoured to defend Lizzie in Liberal circles,—from generosity rather than from any real belief, and instigated, perhaps, by a feeling that any woman in society who was capable of doing anything extraordinary ought to be defended. But even Lady Glencora was forced to abandon her generosity, and to confess, on behalf of her party, that Lizzie Eustace was—a very wicked young woman, indeed. All this, no doubt, grew out of the diamonds, and chiefly arose from the robbery; but there had been enough of notoriety attached to Lizzie before the affair at Carlisle to make people fancy that they had understood her character long before that.

Before the end of January, everyone in London had heard about the big robbery at Carlisle—and most people also knew there was something quite strange about it—something more than just theft. Various rumors were swirling around. It became widely known that the diamonds would be a topic of legal dispute between the young widow and the trustees of the Eustace estate; it was also known that Lord Fawn had committed to marrying the widow but then backed out of the engagement solely because of this legal battle. Strong factions formed around the issue—let's call them the Lizzieites and the anti-Lizzieites. The Lizzieites believed that poor Lady Eustace was being treated unfairly—that the diamonds probably belonged to her and that Lord Fawn, in any case, definitely should be hers. Notably, all of these Lizzieites were Conservatives. Frank Greystock likely started the movement; it was natural for political opponents to think that a noble young Under-Secretary of State on the Liberal side—like Lord Fawn—had behaved poorly. When the issue became significant enough for leading articles in the newspapers, those newspapers that supported the Conservative politicians of the time were particularly harsh on Lord Fawn. However, the entire Government was anti-Lizzieite, and as the controversy progressed, every good Liberal realized that there was nothing so wicked, greedy, bold, or cunning that Lady Eustace couldn't have done or instigated, without hesitation, without effort, and without remorse. Lady Glencora Palliser, for a time, tried to defend Lizzie in Liberal circles—more out of generosity than genuine belief, perhaps spurred by the idea that any woman in society who was capable of doing something extraordinary should be defended. But even Lady Glencora had to give up her generosity and admit, on behalf of her party, that Lizzie Eustace was—a very wicked young woman, indeed. All of this, no doubt, stemmed from the diamonds and mostly arose from the robbery; but there was enough notoriety attached to Lizzie before the Carlisle incident for people to think they had already grasped her character long before that.

The party assembled at Matching Priory, a country house belonging to Mr. Palliser, in which Lady Glencora took much delight, was not large, because Mr. Palliser's uncle, the Duke of Omnium, who was with them, was now a very old man, and one who did not like very large gatherings of people. Lord and Lady Chiltern were there,—that Lord Chiltern who had been known so long and so well in the hunting counties of England, and that Lady Chiltern who had been so popular in London as the beautiful Violet Effingham; and Mr. and Mrs. Grey were there, very particular friends of Mr. Palliser's. Mr. Grey was now sitting for the borough of Silverbridge, in which the Duke of Omnium was still presumed to have a controlling influence, in spite of all Reform bills, and Mrs. Grey was in some distant way connected with Lady Glencora. And Madame Max Goesler was there,—a lady whose society was still much affected by the old duke; and Mr. and Mrs. Bonteen,—who had been brought there, not, perhaps altogether because they were greatly loved, but in order that the gentleman's services might be made available by Mr. Palliser in reference to some great reform about to be introduced in monetary matters. Mr. Palliser, who was now Chancellor of the Exchequer, was intending to alter the value of the penny. Unless the work should be too much for him, and he should die before he had accomplished the self-imposed task, the future penny was to be made, under his auspices, to contain five farthings, and the shilling ten pennies. It was thought that if this could be accomplished, the arithmetic of the whole world would be so simplified that henceforward the name of Palliser would be blessed by all schoolboys, clerks, shopkeepers, and financiers. But the difficulties were so great that Mr. Palliser's hair was already grey from toil, and his shoulders bent by the burthen imposed upon them. Mr. Bonteen, with two private secretaries from the Treasury, was now at Matching to assist Mr. Palliser;—and it was thought that both Mr. and Mrs. Bonteen were near to madness under the pressure of the five-farthing penny. Mr. Bonteen had remarked to many of his political friends that those two extra farthings that could not be made to go into the shilling would put him into his cold grave before the world would know what he had done,—or had rewarded him for it with a handle to his name, and a pension. Lord Fawn was also at Matching,—a suggestion having been made to Lady Glencora by some leading Liberals that he should be supported in his difficulties by her hospitality.

The party gathered at Matching Priory, a country house owned by Mr. Palliser, which Lady Glencora loved, wasn't large, since Mr. Palliser's uncle, the Duke of Omnium, who was with them, was very old and didn't enjoy big gatherings. Lord and Lady Chiltern were there—Lord Chiltern, known for years in the hunting regions of England, and Lady Chiltern, once the popular Violet Effingham in London; Mr. and Mrs. Grey, close friends of Mr. Palliser, were also present. Mr. Grey was currently representing the borough of Silverbridge, where it was still believed the Duke of Omnium held significant influence despite various Reform bills. Mrs. Grey had some distant connection to Lady Glencora. Madame Max Goesler was also in attendance—a woman whose presence was still valued by the old duke—and Mr. and Mrs. Bonteen had come, not necessarily out of great affection, but so that Mr. Palliser could utilize the gentleman's services for a major financial reform he was about to introduce. Mr. Palliser, now the Chancellor of the Exchequer, planned to change the value of the penny. Assuming the task didn’t overwhelm him and he didn’t pass away before finishing it, the new penny would contain five farthings, and the shilling would equal ten pennies. It was believed that if he could pull this off, the arithmetic of the world would be so simplified that from then on, Palliser would be praised by schoolboys, clerks, shopkeepers, and financiers alike. But the challenges were immense, leaving Mr. Palliser with grey hair from stress and hunched shoulders under the weight of responsibility. Mr. Bonteen, accompanied by two private secretaries from the Treasury, was present to assist Mr. Palliser; it was said that both he and Mrs. Bonteen were close to losing their minds due to the pressure of the five-farthing penny. Mr. Bonteen had told many of his political friends that those two extra farthings that couldn't fit into the shilling would certainly lead him to an early grave before the world would recognize what he had accomplished—or reward him with a title and a pension. Lord Fawn was also at Matching, after some prominent Liberals suggested to Lady Glencora that she should offer him support during his troubles.

The mind of Mr. Palliser himself was too deeply engaged to admit of its being interested in the great necklace affair; but, of all the others assembled, there was not one who did not listen anxiously for news on the subject. As regarded the old duke, it had been found to be quite a godsend; and from post to post as the facts reached Matching they were communicated to him. And, indeed, there were some there who would not wait for the post, but had the news about poor Lizzie's diamonds down by the wires. The matter was of the greatest moment to Lord Fawn, and Lady Glencora was, perhaps, justified, on his behalf, in demanding a preference for her affairs over the messages which were continually passing between Matching and the Treasury respecting those two ill-conditioned farthings.

Mr. Palliser was too focused on his own thoughts to pay attention to the big necklace situation; however, everyone else there was anxiously waiting for updates on it. For the old duke, the news had turned out to be a real blessing, and as the details came into Matching, they were passed along to him. In fact, some people couldn’t even wait for the mail and got the scoop about poor Lizzie's diamonds through the wires. This was extremely important to Lord Fawn, and Lady Glencora was probably right to insist that her matters took precedence over the ongoing messages between Matching and the Treasury concerning those two troublesome coins.

"Duke," she said, entering rather abruptly the small, warm, luxurious room in which her husband's uncle was passing his morning, "duke, they say now that after all the diamonds were not in the box when it was taken out of the room at Carlisle." The duke was reclining in an easy-chair, with his head leaning forward on his breast, and Madame Goesler was reading to him. It was now three o'clock, and the old man had been brought down to this room after his breakfast. Madame Goesler was reading the last famous new novel, and the duke was dozing. That, probably, was the fault neither of the reader nor of the novelist, as the duke was wont to doze in these days. But Lady Glencora's tidings awakened him completely. She had the telegram in her hand,—so that he could perceive that the very latest news was brought to him.

“Duke,” she said, entering quite suddenly into the small, cozy, luxurious room where her husband’s uncle was spending his morning, “duke, they’re saying now that the diamonds were actually not in the box when it was taken out of the room at Carlisle.” The duke was lounging in an armchair, with his head tipped forward on his chest, and Madame Goesler was reading to him. It was now three o’clock, and the old man had been brought down to this room after breakfast. Madame Goesler was reading the latest popular novel, and the duke was dozing off. That was probably not the fault of either the reader or the writer, as the duke tended to doze off these days. But Lady Glencora’s news completely woke him up. She had the telegram in her hand, so he could see that the very latest news was being delivered to him.

"The diamonds not in the box!" he said,—pushing his head a little more forward in his eagerness, and sitting with the extended fingers of his two hands touching each other.

"The diamonds aren't in the box!" he said, pushing his head a bit further forward in his eagerness and sitting with the fingers of both hands extended and touching each other.

"Barrington Erle says that Major Mackintosh is almost sure the diamonds were not there." Major Mackintosh was an officer very high in the police force, whom everybody trusted implicitly, and as to whom the outward world believed that he could discover the perpetrators of any iniquity, if he would only take the trouble to look into it. Such was the pressing nature of his duties that he found himself compelled in one way or another to give up about sixteen hours a day to them;—but the outer world accused him of idleness. There was nothing he couldn't find out;—only he would not give himself the trouble to find out all the things that happened. Two or three newspapers had already been very hard upon him in regard to the Eustace diamonds. Such a mystery as that, they said, he ought to have unravelled long ago. That he had not unravelled it yet was quite certain.

"Barrington Erle says that Major Mackintosh is almost positive the diamonds weren't there." Major Mackintosh was a high-ranking officer in the police force, and everyone trusted him completely. The outside world believed he could uncover the culprits of any wrongdoing if he just put in the effort to investigate. His responsibilities were so demanding that he had to dedicate around sixteen hours a day to them; yet, people accused him of being lazy. There was nothing he couldn't figure out; he just wouldn't bother to investigate everything that happened. A couple of newspapers had already been quite critical of him regarding the Eustace diamonds. They claimed he should have solved such a mystery a long time ago. It was clear that he still hadn't figured it out.

"The diamonds not in the box!" said the duke.

"The diamonds aren't in the box!" said the duke.

"Then she must have known it," said Madame Goesler.

"Then she must have known it," said Madame Goesler.

"That doesn't quite follow, Madame Max," said Lady Glencora.

"That doesn't really make sense, Madame Max," said Lady Glencora.

"But why shouldn't the diamonds have been in the box?" asked the duke. As this was the first intimation given to Lady Glencora of any suspicion that the diamonds had not been taken with the box, and as this had been received by telegraph, she could not answer the duke's question with any clear exposition of her own. She put up her hands and shook her head. "What does Plantagenet think about it?" asked the duke. Plantagenet Palliser was the full name of the duke's nephew and heir. The duke's mind was evidently much disturbed.

"But why couldn't the diamonds be in the box?" asked the duke. Since this was the first hint given to Lady Glencora that there was any suspicion the diamonds hadn’t been taken with the box, and since this was communicated via telegraph, she couldn't respond to the duke's question clearly. She raised her hands and shook her head. "What does Plantagenet think about it?" asked the duke. Plantagenet Palliser was the full name of the duke's nephew and heir. The duke's mind was clearly very troubled.

"He doesn't think that either the box or the diamonds were ever worth five farthings," said Lady Glencora.

"He doesn't believe that either the box or the diamonds were ever worth five cents," said Lady Glencora.

"The diamonds not in the box!" repeated the duke. "Madame Max, do you believe that the diamonds were not in the box?" Madame Goesler shrugged her shoulders and made no answer; but the shrugging of her shoulders was quite satisfactory to the duke, who always thought that Madame Goesler did everything better than anybody else. Lady Glencora stayed with her uncle for the best part of an hour, and every word spoken was devoted to Lizzie and her necklace; but as this new idea had been broached, and as they had no other information than that conveyed in the telegram, very little light could be thrown upon it. But on the next morning there came a letter from Barrington Erle to Lady Glencora, which told so much, and hinted so much more, that it will be well to give it to the reader.
 

"The diamonds aren't in the box!" repeated the duke. "Madame Max, do you think the diamonds were actually not in the box?" Madame Goesler shrugged and didn't reply; but her shrug was completely fine with the duke, who always believed that Madame Goesler did everything better than anyone else. Lady Glencora spent the better part of an hour with her uncle, and every word was about Lizzie and her necklace; however, since this new idea had come up and they had no other information apart from what was in the telegram, they couldn't shed much light on it. But the next morning, Lady Glencora received a letter from Barrington Erle that revealed a lot and hinted at even more, so it’s worth sharing with the reader.

Travellers', 29 Jan., 186––

Travellers', 29 Jan., 186––

My dear Lady Glencora,

My dear Lady Glencora,

I hope you got my telegram yesterday. I had just seen Mackintosh,—on whose behalf, however, I must say that he told me as little as he possibly could. It is leaking out, however, on every side, that the police believe that when the box was taken out of the room at Carlisle, the diamonds were not in it. As far as I can learn, they ground this suspicion on the fact that they cannot trace the stones. They say that, if such a lot of diamonds had been through the thieves' market in London, they would have left some track behind them. As far as I can judge, Mackintosh thinks that Lord George has them, but that her ladyship gave them to him; and that this little game of the robbery at Carlisle was planned to put John Eustace and the lawyers off the scent. If it should turn out that the box was opened before it left Portray, that the door of her ladyship's room was cut by her ladyship's self, or by his lordship with her ladyship's aid, and that the fragments of the box were carried out of the hotel by his lordship in person, it will altogether have been so delightful a plot, that all concerned in it ought to be canonised,—or at least allowed to keep their plunder. One of the old detectives told me that the opening of the box under the arch of the railway, in an exposed place, could hardly have been executed so neatly as was done;—that no thief so situated would have given the time necessary to it; and that, if there had been thieves at all at work, they would have been traced. Against this, there is the certain fact,—as I have heard from various men engaged in the inquiry,—that certain persons among the community of thieves are very much at loggerheads with each other,—the higher, or creative department in thiefdom, accusing the lower or mechanical department of gross treachery in having appropriated to its own sole profit plunder, for the taking of which it had undertaken to receive a certain stipulated price. But then it may be the case that his lordship and her ladyship have set such a rumour abroad for the sake of putting the police off the scent. Upon the whole, the little mystery is quite delightful; and has put the ballot, and poor Mr. Palliser's five-farthinged penny, quite out of joint. Nobody now cares for anything except the Eustace diamonds. Lord George, I am told, has offered to fight everybody or anybody, beginning with Lord Fawn and ending with Major Mackintosh. Should he be innocent, which, of course, is possible, the thing must be annoying. I should not at all wonder myself, if it should turn out that her ladyship left them in Scotland. The place there, however, has been searched, in compliance with an order from the police and by her ladyship's consent.

I hope you received my telegram yesterday. I just spoke with Mackintosh, but honestly, he didn’t give me much information. However, it’s becoming obvious that the police suspect the diamonds weren’t in the box when it was taken from the room in Carlisle. From what I understand, they think this because they can’t trace the stones. They claim that if that many diamonds had passed through the thieves’ market in London, there would be some evidence of it. Mackintosh seems to believe that Lord George has them, and that her ladyship gave them to him; he suspects that the whole robbery at Carlisle was a plan to mislead John Eustace and the lawyers. If it turns out that the box was opened before it left Portray, that her ladyship cut the door herself, or that his lordship helped her and personally took the pieces of the box out of the hotel, it would be such a clever scheme that everyone involved should be canonized—or at least allowed to keep their loot. One of the old detectives mentioned that the box was opened under the railway arch in such a conspicuous location that it couldn’t have been done neatly; that no thief in that situation would have taken the necessary time, and if thieves were operating, they would have been caught. On the other hand, it seems—based on reports from various people involved in the investigation—that some members of the stealing community are really in conflict; the high-level creative thieves accuse the lower-level mechanical thieves of being greedy by keeping the spoils for themselves instead of sharing them as agreed. But it’s also possible that Lord George and her ladyship spread that rumor to mislead the police. Overall, this little mystery is quite entertaining and has completely overshadowed the ballot and poor Mr. Palliser's modest concerns. No one cares about anything except the Eustace diamonds now. I’ve heard that Lord George has challenged anyone to a fight, starting with Lord Fawn and finishing with Major Mackintosh. If he’s innocent, which is certainly a possibility, it must be incredibly frustrating. I wouldn’t be surprised if it turns out her ladyship left them in Scotland. However, that area has been searched under police orders and with her ladyship’s approval.

Don't let Mr. Palliser quite kill himself. I hope the Bonteen plan answers. I never knew a man who could find more farthings in a shilling than Mr. Bonteen. Remember me very kindly to the duke, and pray enable poor Fawn to keep up his spirits. If he likes to arrange a meeting with Lord George, I shall be only too happy to be his friend. You remember our last duel. Chiltern is with you, and can put Fawn up to the proper way of getting over to Flanders,—and of returning, should he chance to escape.

Don’t let Mr. Palliser exhaust himself completely. I hope the Bonteen plan works out. I’ve never known anyone who could find more pennies in a shilling than Mr. Bonteen. Please send my regards to the duke, and help poor Fawn keep his spirits up. If he wants to arrange a meeting with Lord George, I’d be more than happy to support him. You remember our last duel. Chiltern is with you and can advise Fawn on how to get over to Flanders—and how to return, in case he manages to escape.

Yours always most faithfully,

Yours always most faithfully,

Barrington Erle.

Barrington Erle.

Of course, I'll keep you posted in everything respecting the necklace till you come to town yourself.
 

Of course, I'll keep you updated on everything about the necklace until you come to town yourself.

The whole of this letter Lady Glencora read to the duke, to Lady Chiltern, and to Madame Goesler;—and the principal contents of it she repeated to the entire company. It was certainly the general belief at Matching that Lord George had the diamonds in his possession,—either with or without the assistance of their late fair possessor.

The entire letter was read by Lady Glencora to the duke, Lady Chiltern, and Madame Goesler; and she repeated the main points to the whole group. It was definitely a common belief at Matching that Lord George had the diamonds, either with or without help from their former owner.

The duke was struck with awe when he thought of all the circumstances. "The brother of a marquis!" he said to his nephew's wife. "It's such a disgrace to the peerage!"

The duke was filled with awe as he considered all the factors. "The brother of a marquis!" he said to his nephew's wife. "It's such a disgrace to the nobility!"

"As for that, duke," said Lady Glencora, "the peerage is used to it by this time."

"As for that, duke," Lady Glencora said, "the peerage is used to it by now."

"I never heard of such an affair as this before."

"I've never heard of anything like this before."

"I don't see why the brother of a marquis shouldn't turn thief as well as anybody else. They say he hasn't got anything of his own;—and I suppose that is what makes men steal other people's property. Peers go into trade, and peeresses gamble on the Stock Exchange. Peers become bankrupt, and the sons of peers run away;—just like other men. I don't see why all enterprises should not be open to them. But to think of that little purring cat, Lady Eustace, having been so very—very clever! It makes me quite envious."

"I don't understand why the brother of a marquis can't be a thief just like anyone else. They say he doesn't have anything of his own, and I guess that's what drives people to steal. Nobles go into business, and noblewomen gamble on the stock market. Nobles go bankrupt, and the sons of nobles run away, just like regular guys. I don't see why all opportunities shouldn't be available to them. But thinking about that charming Lady Eustace being so very, very clever! It honestly makes me a bit jealous."

All this took place in the morning;—that is, about two o'clock; but after dinner the subject became general. There might be some little reticence in regard to Lord Fawn's feelings,—but it was not sufficient to banish a subject so interesting from the minds and lips of the company. "The Tewett marriage is to come off, after all," said Mrs. Bonteen. "I've a letter from dear Mrs. Rutter, telling me so as a fact."

All this happened in the morning—around two o'clock—but after dinner, everyone started talking about it. There might have been a bit of hesitation about Lord Fawn's feelings, but it wasn't enough to keep such an interesting topic off people's minds and lips. "The Tewett marriage is actually going to happen after all," said Mrs. Bonteen. "I got a letter from dear Mrs. Rutter confirming it."

"I wonder whether Miss Roanoke will be allowed to wear one or two of the diamonds at the wedding," suggested one of the private secretaries.

"I wonder if Miss Roanoke will be allowed to wear one or two of the diamonds at the wedding," suggested one of the private secretaries.

"Nobody will dare to wear a diamond at all next season," said Lady Glencora. "As for my own, I sha'n't think of having them out. I should always feel that I was being inspected."

"Nobody will even think about wearing a diamond next season," said Lady Glencora. "As for mine, I won't even consider showing them. I'd always feel like I was being judged."

"Unless they unravel the mystery," said Madame Goesler.

"Unless they solve the mystery," said Madame Goesler.

"I hope they won't do that," said Lady Glencora. "The play is too good to come to an end so soon. If we hear that Lord George is engaged to Lady Eustace, nothing, I suppose, can be done to stop the marriage."

"I hope they don't do that," said Lady Glencora. "The play is too good to end so quickly. If we find out that Lord George is engaged to Lady Eustace, I guess there's nothing we can do to prevent the wedding."

"Why shouldn't she marry if she pleases?" asked Mr. Palliser.

"Why shouldn't she marry if she wants to?" asked Mr. Palliser.

"I've not the slightest objection to her being married. I hope she will, with all my heart. I certainly think she should have her husband after buying him at such a price. I suppose Lord Fawn won't forbid the banns." These last words were only whispered to her next neighbour, Lord Chiltern; but poor Lord Fawn saw the whisper, and was aware that it must have had reference to his condition.

"I don't have the slightest objection to her getting married. I truly hope she does. I definitely think she deserves to have her husband after paying such a price for him. I guess Lord Fawn won't stop the announcement of the marriage." These last words were only whispered to her neighbor, Lord Chiltern; but poor Lord Fawn noticed the whisper and realized it must have been about his situation.

On the next morning there came further news. The police had asked permission from their occupants to search the rooms in which lived Lady Eustace and Lord George, and in each case the permission had been refused. So said Barrington Erle in his letter to Lady Glencora. Lord George had told the applicant, very roughly, that nobody should touch any article belonging to him without a search-warrant. If any magistrate would dare to give such a warrant, let him do it. "I'm told that Lord George acts the indignant madman uncommonly well," said Barrington Erle in his letter. As for poor Lizzie, she had fainted when the proposition was made to her. The request was renewed as soon as she had been brought to herself; and then she refused,—on the advice, as she said, of her cousin, Mr. Greystock. Barrington Erle went on to say that the police were very much blamed. It was believed that no information could be laid before a magistrate sufficient to justify a search-warrant;—and, in such circumstances, no search should have been attempted. Such was the public verdict, as declared in Barrington Erle's last letter to Lady Glencora.

On the following morning, there was more news. The police had asked permission from the residents to search the rooms occupied by Lady Eustace and Lord George, but in both cases, the permission was denied. Barrington Erle mentioned this in his letter to Lady Glencora. Lord George had told the police officer rather harshly that no one should touch his belongings without a search warrant. He challenged any magistrate to issue such a warrant, saying, "If any magistrate dares to give such a warrant, let him do it." "I've heard that Lord George plays the outraged madman exceptionally well," Barrington Erle noted in his letter. As for poor Lizzie, she fainted at the suggestion. After she regained consciousness, the request was made again, and then she refused it—following the advice of her cousin, Mr. Greystock, as she mentioned. Barrington Erle continued by saying that the police were facing a lot of criticism. It was thought that there wasn’t enough information to present to a magistrate that would warrant a search; therefore, no search should have been attempted at all. This was the public's judgment, as stated in Barrington Erle's latest letter to Lady Glencora.

Mr. Palliser was of opinion that the attempt to search the lady's house was iniquitous. Mr. Bonteen shook his head, and rather thought that, if he were Home Secretary, he would have had the search made. Lady Chiltern said that if policemen came to her, they might search everything she had in the world. Mrs. Grey reminded them that all they really knew of the unfortunate woman was, that her jewel-box had been stolen out of her bedroom at her hotel. Madame Goesler was of opinion that a lady who could carry such a box about the country with her deserved to have it stolen. Lord Fawn felt himself obliged to confess that he agreed altogether with Madame Goesler. Unfortunately, he had been acquainted with the lady, and now was constrained to say that her conduct had been such as to justify the suspicions of the police. "Of course, we all suspect her," said Lady Glencora; "and, of course, we suspect Lord George too, and Mrs. Carbuncle and Miss Roanoke. But then, you know, if I were to lose my diamonds, people would suspect me just the same,—or perhaps Plantagenet. It is so delightful to think that a woman has stolen her own property, and put all the police into a state of ferment." Lord Chiltern declared himself to be heartily sick of the whole subject; and Mr. Grey, who was a very just man, suggested that the evidence, as yet, against anybody, was very slight. "Of course, it's slight," said Lady Glencora. "If it were more than slight, it would be just like any other robbery, and there would be nothing in it." On the same morning Mrs. Bonteen received a second letter from her friend Mrs. Rutter. The Tewett marriage had been certainly broken off. Sir Griffin had been very violent, misbehaving himself grossly in Mrs. Carbuncle's house, and Miss Roanoke had declared that under no circumstances would she ever speak to him again. It was Mrs. Rutter's opinion, however, that this violence had been "put on" by Sir Griffin, who was desirous of escaping from the marriage because of the affair of the diamonds. "He's very much bound up with Lord George," said Mrs. Rutter, "and is afraid that he may be implicated."

Mr. Palliser thought that trying to search the lady's house was completely wrong. Mr. Bonteen shook his head and felt that if he were the Home Secretary, he would have authorized the search. Lady Chiltern mentioned that if police came to her, they could search everything she owned. Mrs. Grey reminded them that all they really knew about the unfortunate woman was that her jewelry box had been stolen from her hotel room. Madame Goesler believed that a woman who could carry such a box around the country deserved to have it stolen. Lord Fawn felt he had to admit that he completely agreed with Madame Goesler. Unfortunately, he had known the lady and now had to say that her behavior had given the police reason to be suspicious. "Of course, we all suspect her," said Lady Glencora; "and naturally, we suspect Lord George too, along with Mrs. Carbuncle and Miss Roanoke. But, you know, if I were to lose my diamonds, people would suspect me just as much—or maybe Plantagenet. It’s so entertaining to think that a woman has stolen her own property and thrown the police into a frenzy." Lord Chiltern declared he was really tired of the whole topic; and Mr. Grey, being a fair man, suggested that the evidence against anyone was still very weak. "Of course, it's weak," Lady Glencora replied. "If it were strong, it would be just like any other robbery, and there would be nothing interesting about it." That same morning, Mrs. Bonteen received a second letter from her friend Mrs. Rutter. The Tewett marriage had definitely been called off. Sir Griffin had been very aggressive, behaving outrageously in Mrs. Carbuncle's house, and Miss Roanoke had made it clear that she would never speak to him again. However, Mrs. Rutter believed that Sir Griffin's aggression was a show put on to avoid the marriage because of the diamond scandal. "He's very tied up with Lord George," said Mrs. Rutter, "and is worried that he might get dragged into it."

"In my opinion he's quite right," said Lord Fawn.

"In my opinion, he's absolutely right," said Lord Fawn.

All these matters were told to the duke by Lady Glencora and Madame Goesler in the recesses of his grace's private room; for the duke was now infirm, and did not dine in company unless the day was very auspicious to him. But in the evening he would creep into the drawing-room, and on this occasion he had a word to say about the Eustace diamonds to every one in the room. It was admitted by them all that the robbery had been a godsend in the way of amusing the duke. "Wouldn't have her boxes searched, you know," said the duke; "that looks uncommonly suspicious. Perhaps, Lady Chiltern, we shall hear to-morrow morning something more about it."

All these matters were shared with the duke by Lady Glencora and Madame Goesler in the privacy of his personal room; the duke was now frail and didn’t dine with others unless the day was very favorable to him. However, in the evening he would make his way into the drawing-room, and on this occasion, he had something to say about the Eustace diamonds to everyone there. They all agreed that the robbery had been a fortunate distraction for the duke. "Wouldn't let her boxes be searched, you know," said the duke; "that looks extremely suspicious. Perhaps, Lady Chiltern, we'll hear more about it tomorrow morning."

"Poor dear duke," said Lady Chiltern to her husband.

"Poor dear duke," Lady Chiltern said to her husband.

"Doting old idiot!" he replied.

"Doting old fool!" he replied.

 

 

CHAPTER XLVIII

Lizzie's Condition
 

When such a man as Barrington Erle undertakes to send information to such a correspondent as Lady Glencora in reference to such a matter as Lady Eustace's diamonds, he is bound to be full rather than accurate. We may say, indeed, that perfect accuracy would be detrimental rather than otherwise, and would tend to disperse that feeling of mystery which is so gratifying. No suggestion had in truth been made to Lord George de Bruce Carruthers as to the searching of his lordship's boxes and desks. That very eminent detective officer, Mr. Bunfit, had, however, called upon Lord George more than once, and Lord George had declared very plainly that he did not like it. "If you'll have the kindness to explain to me what it is you want, I'll be much obliged to you," Lord George had said to Mr. Bunfit.

When a guy like Barrington Erle decides to share information with someone like Lady Glencora about something as important as Lady Eustace's diamonds, he’s definitely going to be more elaborate than precise. In fact, we could say that complete accuracy would actually be a bad thing, as it would take away the sense of mystery that is so appealing. No one had actually suggested to Lord George de Bruce Carruthers that his boxes and desks should be searched. However, that well-known detective, Mr. Bunfit, had visited Lord George more than once, and Lord George made it very clear that he wasn't a fan of it. "If you could kindly explain to me what you're after, I would really appreciate it," Lord George told Mr. Bunfit.

"Well, my lord," said Bunfit, "what we want is these diamonds."

"Well, my lord," Bunfit said, "what we want is these diamonds."

"Do you believe that I've got them?"

"Do you really think I have them?"

"A man in my situation, my lord, never believes anything. We has to suspect, but we never believes."

"A man in my position, my lord, never believes anything. We have to be suspicious, but we never truly believe."

"You suspect that I stole them?"

"You think I took them?"

"No, my lord;—I didn't say that. But things are very queer; aren't they?" The immediate object of Mr. Bunfit's visit on this morning had been to ascertain from Lord George whether it was true that his lordship had been with Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, the jewellers, on the morning after his arrival in town. No one from the police had as yet seen either Harter or Benjamin in connexion with this robbery; but it may not be too much to say that the argus eyes of Major Mackintosh were upon Messrs. Harter and Benjamin's whole establishment, and it was believed that, if the jewels were in London, they were locked up in some box within that house. It was thought more than probable by Major Mackintosh and his myrmidons that the jewels were already at Hamburg; and by this time, as the major had explained to Mr. Camperdown, every one of them might have been reset,—or even recut. But it was known that Lord George had been at the house of Messrs. Harter and Benjamin early on the morning after his return to town, and the ingenuous Mr. Bunfit, who, by reason of his situation, never believed anything and only suspected, had expressed a very strong opinion to Major Mackintosh that the necklace had in truth been transferred to the Jews on that morning. That there was nothing "too hot or too heavy" for Messrs. Harter and Benjamin was quite a creed with the police of the west end of London. Might it not be well to ask Lord George what he had to say about the visit? Should Lord George deny the visit, such denial would go far to confirm Mr. Bunfit. The question was asked, and Lord George did not deny the visit. "Unfortunately, they hold acceptances of mine," said Lord George, "and I am often there." "We know as they have your lordship's name to paper," said Mr. Bunfit,—thanking Lord George, however, for his courtesy. It may be understood that all this would be unpleasant to Lord George, and that he should be indignant almost to madness.

"No, my lord; I didn’t say that. But things are really strange, aren’t they?" The main reason Mr. Bunfit visited that morning was to find out from Lord George whether it was true that he had been with Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, the jewelers, on the morning after he arrived in town. So far, no one from the police had spoken to either Harter or Benjamin about the robbery; however, it wouldn't be too much to say that Major Mackintosh was keeping a close watch on the entire operation of Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, and it was believed that if the jewels were in London, they were locked up in a box at their location. Major Mackintosh and his team thought it was very likely that the jewels were already in Hamburg, and by now, as the major had explained to Mr. Camperdown, each one might have been reset—or even re-cut. It was known that Lord George had been at Messrs. Harter and Benjamin’s early that morning after returning to town, and the naive Mr. Bunfit, who never really believed anything because of his job, but only suspected, strongly suggested to Major Mackintosh that the necklace had indeed been handed over to the jewelers that morning. The police in the West End of London firmly believed that there was nothing "too hot or too heavy" for Messrs. Harter and Benjamin. Should they ask Lord George what he had to say about the visit? If Lord George denied it, that would strengthen Mr. Bunfit’s case. When the question was posed, Lord George did not deny the visit. "Unfortunately, they hold acceptances of mine," Lord George explained, "and I often go there." "We know they have your lordship's name on paper," Mr. Bunfit replied, thanking Lord George for his courtesy. It's clear that all this was quite uncomfortable for Lord George, and he must have been furious almost to the point of madness.

But Mr. Erle's information, though certainly defective in regard to Lord George de Bruce Carruthers, had been more correct when he spoke of the lady. An interview that was very terrible to poor Lizzie did take place between her and Mr. Bunfit in Mrs. Carbuncle's house on Tuesday, the 30th of January. There had been many interviews between Lizzie and various members of the police force in reference to the diamonds, but the questions put to her had always been asked on the supposition that she might have mislaid the necklace. Was it not possible that she might have thought that she locked it up, but have omitted to place it in the box? As long as these questions had reference to a possible oversight in Scotland,—to some carelessness which she might have committed on the night before she left her home,—Lizzie upon the whole seemed rather to like the idea. It certainly was possible. She believed thoroughly that the diamonds had been locked by her in the box,—but she acknowledged that it might be the case that they had been left on one side. This had happened when the police first began to suspect that the necklace had not been in the box when it was carried out of the Carlisle hotel, but before it had occurred to them that Lord George had been concerned in the robbery, and possibly Lady Eustace herself. Men had been sent down from London, of course at considerable expense, and Portray Castle had been searched, with the consent of its owner, from the weathercock to the foundation-stone,—much to the consternation of Miss Macnulty, and to the delight of Andy Gowran. No trace of the diamonds was found, and Lizzie had so far fraternised with the police. But when Mr. Bunfit called upon her, perhaps for the fifth or sixth time, and suggested that he should be allowed, with the assistance of the female whom he had left behind him in the hall, to search all her ladyship's boxes, drawers, presses, and receptacles in London, the thing took a very different aspect. "You see, my lady," said Mr. Bunfit, excusing the peculiar nature of his request, "it may have got anywhere among your ladyship's things, unbeknownst." Lady Eustace and Mrs. Carbuncle were at the time sitting together, and Mrs. Carbuncle was the first to protest. If Mr. Bunfit thought that he was going to search her things, Mr. Bunfit was very much mistaken. What she had suffered about this necklace no man or woman knew,—and she meant that there should be an end of it. It was her opinion that the police should have discovered every stone of it days and days ago. At any rate, her house was her own, and she gave Mr. Bunfit to understand that his repeated visits were not agreeable to her. But when Mr. Bunfit, without showing the slightest displeasure at the evil things said of him, suggested that the search should be confined to the rooms used exclusively by Lady Eustace, Mrs. Carbuncle absolutely changed her views, and recommended that he should be allowed to have his way.

But Mr. Erle's information, while definitely lacking when it came to Lord George de Bruce Carruthers, was more accurate regarding the lady. A meeting that was extremely distressing for poor Lizzie occurred between her and Mr. Bunfit at Mrs. Carbuncle's house on Tuesday, January 30th. Lizzie had had several meetings with different police officers about the diamonds, but the questions they asked her were always based on the assumption that she might have misplaced the necklace. Was it not possible that she thought she secured it, but actually forgot to put it in the box? As long as these questions related to a possible oversight in Scotland—some carelessness she could have made the night before leaving home—Lizzie generally seemed to entertain the idea. It definitely could be true. She was completely convinced that she had locked the diamonds in the box, but she admitted it was possible they had been left out. This realization came about when the police first began to suspect that the necklace hadn't been in the box when it was taken from the Carlisle hotel, but before they considered that Lord George might be involved in the theft, and perhaps even Lady Eustace herself. Men had been dispatched from London, of course at great expense, and Portray Castle had been searched, with the owner's permission, from the weather vane to the foundation stone—much to Miss Macnulty's dismay and Andy Gowran's delight. No trace of the diamonds was found, and Lizzie had so far befriended the police. But when Mr. Bunfit visited her, probably for the fifth or sixth time, and suggested that he should be allowed, with the help of the woman he had left in the hall, to search all her ladyship's boxes, drawers, closets, and storage in London, the situation took a very different turn. "You see, my lady," Mr. Bunfit said, justifying the unusual nature of his request, "it could be anywhere among your ladyship's belongings, without you knowing." Lady Eustace and Mrs. Carbuncle were sitting together at the time, and Mrs. Carbuncle was the first to object. If Mr. Bunfit thought he could search her things, he was very much mistaken. No one knew what she had suffered over this necklace—and she was determined to put an end to it. In her opinion, the police should have found every single stone days ago. In any case, her house was her own, and she made it clear to Mr. Bunfit that his repeated visits were unwelcome. However, when Mr. Bunfit, showing no sign of being upset by the negative comments about him, suggested that the search should be limited to the rooms used only by Lady Eustace, Mrs. Carbuncle completely changed her stance and recommended that he be allowed to proceed.

At that moment the condition of poor Lizzie Eustace was very sad. He who recounts these details has scorned to have a secret between himself and his readers. The diamonds were at this moment locked up within Lizzie's desk. For the last three weeks they had been there,—if it may not be more truly said that they were lying heavily on her heart. For three weeks had her mind with constant stretch been working on that point,—whither should she take the diamonds, and what should she do with them? A certain very wonderful strength she did possess, or she could not have endured the weight of so terrible an anxiety; but from day to day the thing became worse and worse with her, as gradually she perceived that suspicion was attached to herself. Should she confide the secret to Lord George, or to Mrs. Carbuncle, or to Frank Greystock? She thought she could have borne it all if only some one would have borne it with her. But when the moments came in which such confidence might be made, her courage failed her. Lord George she saw frequently; but he was unsympathetic and almost rough with her. She knew that he also was suspected, and she was almost disposed to think that he had planned the robbery. If it were so, if the robbery had been his handiwork, it was not singular that he should be unsympathetic with the owner and probable holder of the prey which he had missed. Nevertheless Lizzie thought that if he would have been soft with her, like a dear, good, genuine Corsair, for half an hour, she would have told him all, and placed the necklace in his hands. And there were moments in which she almost resolved to tell her secret to Mrs. Carbuncle. She had stolen nothing;—so she averred to herself. She had intended only to defend and save her own property. Even the lie that she had told, and the telling of which was continued from day to day, had in a measure been forced upon her by circumstances. She thought that Mrs. Carbuncle would sympathise with her in that feeling which had prevented her from speaking the truth when first the fact of the robbery was made known to herself in her own bedroom. Mrs. Carbuncle was a lady who told many lies, as Lizzie knew well,—and surely could not be horrified at a lie told in such circumstances. But it was not in Lizzie's nature to trust a woman. Mrs. Carbuncle would tell Lord George,—and that would destroy everything. When she thought of confiding everything to her cousin, it was always in his absence. The idea became dreadful to her as soon as he was present. She could not dare to own to him that she had sworn falsely to the magistrate at Carlisle. And so the burthen had to be borne, increasing every hour in weight, and the poor creature's back was not broad enough to bear it. She thought of the necklace every waking minute, and dreamed of it when she slept. She could not keep herself from unlocking her desk and looking at it twenty times a day, although she knew the peril of such nervous solicitude. If she could only rid herself of it altogether, she was sure now that she would do so. She would throw it into the ocean fathoms deep, if only she could find herself alone upon the ocean. But she felt that, let her go where she might, she would be watched. She might declare to-morrow her intention of going to Ireland,—or, for that matter, to America. But, were she to do so, some horrid policeman would be on her track. The iron box had been a terrible nuisance to her;—but the iron box had been as nothing compared to the necklace locked up in her desk. From day to day she meditated a plan of taking the thing out into the streets, and dropping it in the dark; but she was sure that, were she to do so, some one would have watched her while she dropped it. She was unwilling to trust her old friend Mr. Benjamin; but in these days her favourite scheme was to offer the diamonds for sale to him at some very low price. If he would help her they might surely be got out of their present hiding-place into his hands. Any man would be powerful to help, if there were any man whom she could trust. In furtherance of this scheme she went so far as to break a brooch,—a favourite brooch of her own,—in order that she might have an excuse for calling at the jewellers'. But even this she postponed from day to day. Circumstances, as they had occurred, had taught her to believe that the police could not insist on breaking open her desk unless some evidence could be brought against her. There was no evidence, and her desk was so far safe. But the same circumstances had made her understand that she was already suspected of some intrigue with reference to the diamonds,—though of what she was suspected she did not clearly perceive. As far as she could divine the thoughts of her enemies, they did not seem to suppose that the diamonds were in her possession. It seemed to be believed by those enemies that they had passed into the hands of Lord George. As long as her enemies were on a scent so false, might it not be best that she should remain quiet?

At that moment, Lizzie Eustace was in a very sad state. The person sharing these details refuses to keep any secrets from their readers. The diamonds were locked inside Lizzie's desk at that moment. They had been there for the last three weeks – or perhaps it would be more accurate to say they had been weighing heavily on her heart. For three weeks, her mind had been preoccupied with the question of where she should take the diamonds and what she should do with them. She possessed a certain remarkable strength, or else she wouldn't have been able to bear the burden of such terrible anxiety; but as each day passed, her situation grew worse as she gradually realized that suspicion was directed at her. Should she share the secret with Lord George, Mrs. Carbuncle, or Frank Greystock? She thought she could have managed it all if only someone would share the burden with her. But when the moments arose when such confidence could be shared, her courage failed her. She often saw Lord George, but he was unsympathetic and almost harsh with her. She knew he too was suspected and almost began to think that he had planned the robbery. If that were the case, it wasn’t surprising he would be indifferent towards the owner and likely holder of the prize he had missed. Still, Lizzie thought that if he had been kind to her, like a dear, good, genuine Corsair, for just half an hour, she would have told him everything and handed the necklace over to him. There were moments when she almost decided to tell her secret to Mrs. Carbuncle. She had stolen nothing – that's what she kept telling herself. She only intended to protect and save her own property. Even the lie she told, which she found herself repeating day after day, had, to some extent, been forced upon her by circumstances. She thought Mrs. Carbuncle would empathize with her feelings that had prevented her from telling the truth when she first discovered the robbery in her own bedroom. Mrs. Carbuncle was a woman who told many lies, as Lizzie well knew – and surely she wouldn't be shocked by a lie told under such circumstances. But it wasn't in Lizzie's nature to trust a woman. Mrs. Carbuncle would tell Lord George – and that would ruin everything. When she considered confiding in her cousin, it was always when he wasn't around. The idea became terrifying as soon as he was present. She couldn’t bring herself to admit to him that she had lied to the magistrate in Carlisle. So, the burden had to be carried, growing heavier by the hour, and poor Lizzie couldn’t bear it. She thought of the necklace every waking minute and dreamed about it in her sleep. She couldn’t stop herself from unlocking her desk to look at it twenty times a day, even though she knew the risk of such anxious behavior. If only she could get rid of it entirely, she was sure she would. She would throw it into the ocean if only she could find herself alone out there. But she felt that no matter where she went, she would be watched. She could declare her intention to go to Ireland tomorrow – or even to America. But if she did, some horrible policeman would be on her trail. The iron box had been a terrible nuisance to her, but it was nothing compared to the necklace locked in her desk. Day by day, she contemplated a plan to take it into the streets and drop it in the dark, but she was convinced that someone would be watching her the whole time. She was hesitant to trust her old friend, Mr. Benjamin; but in recent days, her favored plan was to offer the diamonds to him at a very low price. If he would help her, they might surely be taken out of their current hiding place and into his hands. Any man could help, if only there was a man she could trust. To further this plan, she even went so far as to break a favorite brooch of hers to create an excuse for visiting the jeweler. But even this, she postponed from day to day. The circumstances, as they had unfolded, had taught her to believe that the police couldn’t force open her desk unless some evidence against her was presented. There was no evidence, and her desk was safe for now. However, those same circumstances made her understand that she was already suspected of some sort of scheme concerning the diamonds – though she didn’t clearly recognize what the suspicion was. As far as she could sense the thoughts of her enemies, they didn’t seem to think the diamonds were in her possession. It appeared her enemies believed they had been passed to Lord George. As long as her enemies were on such a false trail, wasn't it best for her to stay quiet?

But all the ingenuity, the concentrated force, and trained experience of the police of London would surely be too great and powerful for her in the long run. She could not hope to keep her secret and the diamonds till they should acknowledge themselves to be baffled. And then she was aware of a morbid desire on her own part to tell the secret,—of a desire that amounted almost to a disease. It would soon burst her bosom open, unless she could share her knowledge with some one. And yet, as she thought of it all, she told herself that she had no friend so fast and true as to justify such confidence. She was ill with anxiety, and,—worse than that,—Mrs. Carbuncle knew that she was ill. It was acknowledged between them that this affair of the necklace was so terrible as to make a woman ill. Mrs. Carbuncle at present had been gracious enough to admit so much as that. But might it not be probable that Mrs. Carbuncle would come to suspect that she did not know the whole secret? Mrs. Carbuncle had already, on more than one occasion, said a little word or two which had been unpleasant.

But all the creativity, focused effort, and experience of the London police would definitely be too much for her in the long run. She couldn’t expect to keep her secret and the diamonds until they admitted they were stumped. And then she realized she had a troubling urge to reveal the secret—a desire that felt almost like a sickness. It would soon eat away at her unless she could share her knowledge with someone. Yet, as she considered it all, she told herself that she had no friend trustworthy enough to warrant such trust. She was sick with worry, and—worse than that—Mrs. Carbuncle knew she was unwell. They both acknowledged that this necklace situation was so awful it could make a woman ill. Mrs. Carbuncle had been kind enough to admit as much. But might it be possible that Mrs. Carbuncle would start to suspect she didn’t know the whole truth? Mrs. Carbuncle had already, on several occasions, dropped a few hints that were unpleasant.

Such was Lizzie's condition when Mr. Bunfit came, with his authoritative request to be allowed to inspect Lizzie's boxes,—and when Mrs. Carbuncle, having secured her own privacy, expressed her opinion that Mr. Bunfit should be allowed to do as he desired.

Such was Lizzie's situation when Mr. Bunfit arrived, insisting on being allowed to check Lizzie's boxes—and when Mrs. Carbuncle, having ensured her own privacy, voiced her belief that Mr. Bunfit should be permitted to do what he wanted.

 

 

CHAPTER XLIX

Bunfit and Gager
 

As soon as the words were out of Mrs. Carbuncle's mouth,—those ill-natured words in which she expressed her assent to Mr. Bunfit's proposition that a search should be made after the diamonds among all the possessions of Lady Eustace which were now lodged in her own house,—poor Lizzie's courage deserted her entirely. She had been very courageous; for, though her powers of endurance had sometimes nearly deserted her, though her heart had often failed her, still she had gone on and had endured and been silent. To endure and to be silent in her position did require great courage. She was all alone in her misery, and could see no way out of it. The diamonds were heavy as a load of lead within her bosom. And yet she had persevered. Now, as she heard Mrs. Carbuncle's words, her courage failed her. There came some obstruction in her throat, so that she could not speak. She felt as though her heart were breaking. She put out both her hands and could not draw them back again. She knew that she was betraying herself by her weakness. She could just hear the man explaining that the search was merely a thing of ceremony,—just to satisfy everybody that there was no mistake;—and then she fainted. So far, Barrington Erle was correct in the information given by him to Lady Glencora. She pressed one hand against her heart, gasped for breath, and then fell back upon the sofa. Perhaps she could have done nothing better. Had the fainting been counterfeit, the measure would have shown ability. But the fainting was altogether true. Mrs. Carbuncle first, and then Mr. Bunfit, hurried from their seats to help her. To neither of them did it occur for a moment that the fit was false.

As soon as Mrs. Carbuncle spoke those mean words agreeing with Mr. Bunfit's suggestion to search for the diamonds among Lady Eustace’s belongings now stored in her house, poor Lizzie lost all her courage. She had been very brave; even though her endurance had sometimes almost given out, and her heart had often faltered, she had pushed through, endured, and stayed quiet. Being able to endure and remain silent in her situation took a lot of guts. She was completely alone in her suffering, seeing no way out. The diamonds felt as heavy as lead in her chest. Still, she had persisted. Now, hearing Mrs. Carbuncle's words, her courage vanished. A lump formed in her throat, and she couldn't speak. It felt as if her heart was breaking. She stretched out both hands but couldn't pull them back. She realized her weakness was revealing her true feelings. She could barely hear the man explaining that the search was just a formality—to reassure everyone that there was no mistake—and then she fainted. So far, Barrington Erle was right in what he had told Lady Glencora. She pressed one hand against her heart, gasped for air, and fell back onto the sofa. Maybe this was the best thing she could have done. If the fainting had been fake, it would have shown some skill. But the fainting was completely genuine. Mrs. Carbuncle and then Mr. Bunfit jumped up from their seats to help her. Neither of them thought for a second that it was all an act.

"The whole thing has been too much for her," said Mrs. Carbuncle severely, ringing the bell at the same time for further aid.

"The whole thing has been way too much for her,” Mrs. Carbuncle said firmly, ringing the bell for more help at the same time.

"No doubt,—mum; no doubt. We has to see a deal of this sort of thing. Just a little air, if you please, mum,—and as much water as'd go to christen a babby. That's always best, mum."

"No doubt about it, ma'am; no doubt. We have to deal with a lot of this kind of thing. Just a bit of fresh air, if you don't mind, ma'am—and as much water as it would take to baptize a baby. That's always the best way, ma'am."

"If you'll have the kindness to stand on one side," said Mrs. Carbuncle, as she stretched Lizzie on the sofa.

"If you wouldn't mind standing to one side," said Mrs. Carbuncle, as she laid Lizzie down on the sofa.

"Certainly, mum," said Bunfit, standing erect by the wall, but not showing the slightest disposition to leave the room.

"Sure thing, Mom," said Bunfit, standing straight by the wall but showing no intention of leaving the room.

"You had better go," said Mrs. Carbuncle,—loudly and very severely.

"You should really go," Mrs. Carbuncle said—loudly and very sternly.

"I'll just stay and see her come to, mum. I won't do her a morsel of harm, mum. Sometimes they faints at the very fust sight of such as we; but we has to bear it. A little more air, if you could, mum;—and just dash the water on in drops like. They feels a drop more than they would a bucketful,—and then when they comes to they hasn't to change theirselves."

"I'll just stay and watch her come around, mum. I won't hurt her at all, mum. Sometimes they faint at the very first sight of people like us; but we have to deal with it. Just a bit more air, if you could, mum;—and sprinkle some water on her in drops. They feel a drop more than they would a bucketful,—and when they come to, they won't have to change their clothes."

Bunfit's advice, founded on much experience, was good, and Lizzie gradually came to herself and opened her eyes. She immediately clutched at her breast, feeling for her key. She found it unmoved, but before her finger had recognised the touch, her quick mind had told her how wrong the movement had been. It had been lost upon Mrs. Carbuncle, but not on Mr. Bunfit. He did not at once think that she had the diamonds in her desk; but he felt almost sure that there was something in her possession,—probably some document,—which, if found, would place him on the track of the diamonds. But he could not compel a search. "Your ladyship'll soon be better," said Bunfit graciously. Lizzie endeavoured to smile as she expressed her assent to this proposition. "As I was a saying to the elder lady—"

Bunfit's advice, based on a lot of experience, was solid, and Lizzie slowly regained her senses and opened her eyes. She immediately reached for her chest, checking for her key. She found it in place, but before her finger fully recognized the feel of it, her sharp mind realized how inappropriate that action had been. Mrs. Carbuncle missed it, but Mr. Bunfit did not. He didn't immediately think she had the diamonds in her desk; however, he was almost certain that she had something valuable—likely a document—that, if discovered, would lead him to the diamonds. But he couldn't force a search. "You'll be feeling better soon, my lady," said Bunfit kindly. Lizzie tried to smile as she agreed with this statement. "As I was saying to the older woman—

"Saying to who, sir?" exclaimed Mrs. Carbuncle, rising up in wrath. "Elder, indeed!"

"Saying that to who, sir?" shouted Mrs. Carbuncle, standing up in anger. "Elder, really!"

"As I was a venturing to explain, these fits of fainting come often in our way. Thieves, mum,—that is, the regulars,—don't mind us a bit, and the women is more hardeneder than the men; but when we has to speak to a lady, it is so often that she goes off like that! I've known 'em do it just at being looked at."

"As I was about to explain, these fainting fits happen to us quite often. The thieves, mum—that is, the regulars—don’t pay us any mind, and the women are even tougher than the men. But when we have to talk to a lady, it’s so common for her to faint! I’ve seen them do it just from being looked at."

"Don't you think, sir, that you'd better leave us now?" said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Don’t you think, sir, that it's better if you leave us now?" said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Indeed you had," said Lizzie. "I'm fit for nothing just at present."

"Yeah, I really did," Lizzie said. "I'm not good for anything right now."

"We won't disturb your ladyship the least in life," said Mr. Bunfit, "if you'll only just let us have your keys. Your servant can be with us, and we won't move one tittle of anything." But Lizzie, though she was still suffering that ineffable sickness which always accompanies and follows a real fainting-fit, would not surrender her keys. Already had an excuse for not doing so occurred to her. But for a while she seemed to hesitate. "I don't demand it, Lady Eustace," said Mr. Bunfit, "but if you'll allow me to say so, I do think it will look better for your ladyship."

"We won’t bother you at all, ma’am," said Mr. Bunfit, "if you just let us have your keys. Your servant can be with us, and we won’t move a single thing." But Lizzie, even though she was still feeling that awful sickness that comes with a real fainting spell, refused to hand over her keys. She had already come up with an excuse for not doing so. For a moment, she seemed to hesitate. "I’m not demanding it, Lady Eustace," Mr. Bunfit said, "but if I may say so, I think it would look better for you."

"I can take no step without consulting my cousin, Mr. Greystock," said Lizzie; and having thought of this she adhered to it. The detective supplied her with many reasons for giving up her keys, alleging that it would do no harm, and that her refusal would create infinite suspicions. But Lizzie had formed her answer and stuck to it. She always consulted her cousin, and always acted upon his advice. He had already cautioned her not to take any steps without his sanction. She would do nothing till he consented. If Mr. Bunfit would see Mr. Greystock, and if Mr. Greystock would come to her and tell her to submit,—she would submit. Ill as she was, she could be obstinate, and Bunfit left the house without having been able to finger that key which he felt sure that Lady Eustace carried somewhere on her person.

"I can't make any move without talking to my cousin, Mr. Greystock," said Lizzie; and after thinking it over, she stuck to that decision. The detective gave her many reasons for handing over her keys, claiming it wouldn’t hurt and that her refusal would raise a ton of suspicions. But Lizzie had made up her mind and wouldn’t budge. She always consulted her cousin and followed his advice. He had already warned her not to do anything without his approval. She wouldn’t act until he agreed. If Mr. Bunfit wanted to see Mr. Greystock, and if Mr. Greystock would come to her and tell her to comply—then she would comply. Even though she was feeling unwell, she could be stubborn, and Bunfit left the house without being able to get hold of that key which he was sure Lady Eustace had somewhere on her.

As he walked back to his own quarters in Scotland Yard, Bunfit was by no means dissatisfied with his morning's work. He had not expected to find anything with Lady Eustace, and, when she fainted, had not hoped to be allowed to search. But he was now sure that her ladyship was possessed, at any rate, of some guilty knowledge. Bunfit was one of those who, almost from the first, had believed that the box was empty when taken out of the hotel. "Stones like them must turn up more or less," was Bunfit's great argument. That the police should already have found the stones themselves was not perhaps probable; but had any ordinary thieves had them in their hands, they could not have been passed on without leaving a trace behind them. It was his opinion that the box had been opened and the door cut by the instrumentality and concurrence of Lord George de Bruce Carruthers,—with the assistance of some well-skilled mechanical thief. Nothing could be made out of the tall footman;—indeed, the tall footman had already been set at liberty, although he was known to have evil associates; and the tall footman was now loud in demanding compensation for the injury done to him. Many believed that the tall footman had been concerned in the matter,—many, that is, among the experienced craftsmen of the police force. Bunfit thought otherwise. Bunfit believed that the diamonds were now either in the possession of Lord George or of Harter and Benjamin, that they had been handed over to Lord George to save them from Messrs. Camperdown and the lawsuit, and that Lord George and the lady were lovers. The lady's conduct at their last interview, her fit of fainting, and her clutching for the key, all confirmed Bunfit in his opinion. But unfortunately for Bunfit he was almost alone in his opinion. There were men in the force,—high in their profession as detectives,—who avowed that certainly two very experienced and well-known thieves had been concerned in the business. That a certain Mr. Smiler had been there,—a gentleman for whom the whole police of London entertained a feeling which approached to veneration, and that most diminutive of full-grown thieves, Billy Cann,—most diminutive but at the same time most expert,—was not doubted by some minds which were apt to doubt till conviction had become certainty. The traveller who had left the Scotch train at Dumfries had been a very small man, and it was a known fact that Mr. Smiler had left London by train, from the Euston Square station, on the day before that on which Lizzie and her party had reached Carlisle. If it were so, if Mr. Smiler and Billy Cann had both been at work at the hotel, then,—so argued they who opposed the Bunfit theory,—it was hardly conceivable that the robbery should have been arranged by Lord George. According to the Bunfit theory, the only thing needed by the conspirators had been that the diamonds should be handed over by Lady Eustace to Lord George in such a way as to escape suspicion that such transfer had been made. This might have been done with very little trouble,—by simply leaving the box empty, with the key in it. The door of the bedroom had been opened by skilful professional men, and the box had been forced by the use of tools which none but professional gentlemen would possess. Was it probable that Lord George would have committed himself with such men, and incurred the very heavy expense of paying for their services, when he was,—according to the Bunfit theory,—able to get at the diamonds without any such trouble, danger, and expenditure? There was a young detective in the force, very clever,—almost too clever, and certainly a little too fast,—Gager by name, who declared that the Bunfit theory "warn't on the cards." According to Gager's information, Smiler was at this moment a broken-hearted man,—ranging between mad indignation and suicidal despondency, because he had been treated with treachery in some direction. Mr. Gager was as fully convinced as Bunfit that the diamonds had not been in the box. There was bitter, raging, heart-breaking disappointment about the diamonds in more quarters than one. That there had been a double robbery Gager was quite sure;—or rather a robbery in which two sets of thieves had been concerned, and in which one set had been duped by the other set. In this affair Mr. Smiler and poor little Billy Cann had been the dupes. So far Gager's mind had arrived at certainty. But then how had they been duped, and who had duped them? And who had employed them? Such a robbery would hardly have been arranged and executed except on commission. Even Mr. Smiler would not have burthened himself with such diamonds without knowing what to do with them, and what he should get for them. That they were intended ultimately for the hands of Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, Gager almost believed. And Gager was inclined to think that Messrs. Harter and Benjamin,—or rather Mr. Benjamin, for Mr. Harter himself was almost too old for work requiring so very great mental activity,—that Mr. Benjamin, fearing the honesty of his executive officer Mr. Smiler, had been splendidly treacherous to his subordinate. Gager had not quite completed his theory; but he was very firm on one great point,—that the thieves at Carlisle had been genuine thieves, thinking that they were stealing the diamonds, and finding their mistake out when the box had been opened by them under the bridge. "Who have 'em, then?" asked Bunfit of his younger brother, in a disparaging whisper.

As Bunfit walked back to his own quarters at Scotland Yard, he was not at all unhappy with his morning's work. He hadn't expected to find anything with Lady Eustace, and when she fainted, he didn't think he would be allowed to search. But now he was convinced that she had some guilty knowledge. From the beginning, Bunfit was one of those who believed that the box had been empty when taken out of the hotel. "Stones like that are bound to show up sooner or later," was one of Bunfit's main arguments. While it wasn’t very likely that the police would have located the stones themselves yet, if any ordinary thieves had gotten their hands on them, they wouldn't have been able to pass them on without leaving a trace. He was certain that the box had been opened and the lock cut with the help of Lord George de Bruce Carruthers and some skilled mechanical thief. The tall footman couldn't provide any useful information— in fact, he had already been released, despite being known for bad company; and now he was loudly demanding compensation for the injury done to him. Many believed the tall footman was involved—especially among the experienced police officers. However, Bunfit disagreed. He thought the diamonds were either with Lord George or with Harter and Benjamin, handed over to Lord George to keep them safe from Messrs. Camperdown and the lawsuit, and that Lord George and Lady Eustace were lovers. The lady's behavior during their last meeting, her fainting spell, and her frantic grasping for the key all reinforced Bunfit's belief. Unfortunately for him, he was almost alone in this view. There were members of the force—high-ranking detectives—who insisted that two very skilled and notorious thieves were involved. They believed that a certain Mr. Smiler had been present—a man for whom all of London’s police had a sense of reverence—and the tiny yet highly skilled thief, Billy Cann, was also considered involved. Some doubted until they were convinced but didn’t question this. The traveler who left the Scottish train at Dumfries had been very small, and it was known that Mr. Smiler had left London by train from Euston Square station a day before Lizzie and her group reached Carlisle. If true, and if Mr. Smiler and Billy Cann were both at the hotel, then, those opposing Bunfit’s theory argued, it was hard to believe that Lord George could have orchestrated the robbery. According to Bunfit, all the conspirators needed was for Lady Eustace to secretly hand the diamonds to Lord George without raising suspicion. This could have been done easily—by simply leaving the box empty with the key inside it. The bedroom door had been opened by professional thieves, and the box had been forced open with tools that only pros would own. Was it plausible that Lord George would risk working with such criminals and incur the high cost of their services when, according to Bunfit’s theory, he could have accessed the diamonds without such trouble, risk, and expenses? A clever young detective in the force, almost too clever and definitely a little too rash, named Gager, declared that the Bunfit theory "wasn't feasible." According to Gager, Smiler was currently a broken-hearted man, fluctuating between furious rage and suicidal despair due to being betrayed. Gager was as convinced as Bunfit that the diamonds had never been in the box. There was deep, intense disappointment about the diamonds going around among many. Gager was sure there had been a double robbery—or rather a robbery involving two sets of thieves, where one set had deceived the other. In this situation, Mr. Smiler and poor little Billy Cann were the dupes. Gager’s thoughts had reached a solid conclusion so far. But then the questions remained: how had they been deceived, and who had deceived them? Who had hired them? Such a robbery wouldn’t have been planned and executed unless it was commissioned. Even Mr. Smiler wouldn't take on such high-value diamonds without knowing what to do with them and what he would gain. Gager nearly believed that they were ultimately meant for Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, or more accurately Mr. Benjamin, since Mr. Harter was probably too old for high-stakes tasks. Gager suspected that Mr. Benjamin, fearing Mr. Smiler's honesty, had treacherously played his subordinate. Gager hadn’t fully completed his theory; however, he was certain on one crucial point— that the thieves at Carlisle were real thieves, thinking they were stealing diamonds, only to realize their mistake when they opened the box under the bridge. "Who has them, then?" Bunfit asked his younger brother in a dismissive whisper.

"Well; yes; who 'ave 'em? It's easy to say, who 'ave 'em? Suppose 'e 'ave 'em." The "he" alluded to by Gager was Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. "But laws, Bunfit, they're gone—weeks ago. You know that, Bunfit." This had occurred before the intended search among poor Lizzie's boxes, but Bunfit's theory had not been shaken. Bunfit could see all round his own theory. It was whole, and the motives as well as the operations of the persons concerned were explained by it. But the Gager theory only went to show what had not been done, and offered no explanation of the accomplished scheme. Then Bunfit went a little further in his theory, not disdaining to accept something from Gager. Perhaps Lord George had engaged these men, and had afterwards found it practicable to get the diamonds without their assistance. On one great point all concerned in the inquiry were in unison,—that the diamonds had not been in the box when it was carried out of the bedroom at Carlisle. The great point of difference consisted in this, that whereas Gager was sure that the robbery when committed had been genuine, Bunfit was of opinion that the box had been first opened, and then taken out of the hotel in order that the police might be put on a wrong track.

"Well, yeah, who has them? It's easy to ask, who has them? What if he has them?" The "he" Gager was talking about was Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. "But come on, Bunfit, they're gone—weeks ago. You know that, Bunfit." This conversation happened before the planned search of poor Lizzie's boxes, but Bunfit's theory remained intact. Bunfit had a clear view of his own theory. It was comprehensive, and it explained both the motivations and actions of those involved. However, Gager's theory only pointed out what hadn't happened and didn't clarify the successful scheme. Then Bunfit expanded his theory a bit, even accepting some ideas from Gager. Maybe Lord George had hired these men and later found it easier to get the diamonds without their help. One major point of agreement among everyone involved in the investigation was that the diamonds weren't in the box when it was taken out of the bedroom at Carlisle. The main disagreement was that while Gager was convinced that the robbery was genuine, Bunfit believed the box had been opened first and then taken out of the hotel to mislead the police.

The matter was becoming very important. Two or three of the leading newspapers had first hinted at and then openly condemned the incompetence and slowness of the police. Such censure, as we all know, is very common, and in nine cases out of ten it is unjust. They who write it probably know but little of the circumstances;—and, in speaking of a failure here and a failure there, make no reference to the numerous successes, which are so customary as to partake of the nature of routine. It is the same in regard to all public matters,—army matters, navy matters, poor-law matters, and post-office matters. Day after day, and almost every day, one meets censure which is felt to be unjust;—but the general result of all this injustice is increased efficiency. The coach does go the faster because of the whip in the coachman's hand, though the horses driven may never have deserved the thong. In this matter of the Eustace diamonds the police had been very active; but they had been unsuccessful, and had consequently been abused. The robbery was now more than three weeks old. Property to the amount of ten thousand pounds had been abstracted, and as yet the police had not even formed an assured opinion on the subject! Had the same thing occurred in New York or Paris every diamond would by this time have been traced. Such were the assertions made, and the police were instigated to new exertions. Bunfit would have jeopardised his right hand, and Gager his life, to get at the secret. Even Major Mackintosh was anxious.

The situation was getting pretty serious. Two or three of the main newspapers had first hinted at and then outright criticized the incompetence and slowness of the police. As we all know, such criticism is very common and, in nine out of ten cases, it's unfair. Those who write it probably don't know much about the circumstances; when they point out one failure here and another one there, they ignore the many successes that are so regular they feel routine. It's the same with all public issues—military matters, naval issues, welfare matters, and postal service matters. Day after day, almost every day, we see criticism that feels unjust; but the overall effect of all this unfairness is increased efficiency. The coach does go faster because of the whip in the driver's hand, even if the horses pulling it don't really deserve to be whipped. Regarding the Eustace diamonds, the police had been quite active; however, they hadn't been successful and as a result, had faced backlash. The theft had happened over three weeks ago. Property worth ten thousand pounds had been stolen, and so far the police hadn't even formed a solid opinion on the matter! If this had occurred in New York or Paris, every diamond would have been tracked down by now. That was the kind of claims being made, and the police were pushed to make more efforts. Bunfit would have risked his right hand, and Gager his life, just to uncover the truth. Even Major Mackintosh was feeling anxious.

The facts of the claim made by Mr. Camperdown, and of the bill which had been filed in Chancery for the recovery of the diamonds, were of course widely known, and added much to the general interest and complexity. It was averred that Mr. Camperdown's determination to get the diamonds had been very energetic, and Lady Eustace's determination to keep them equally so. Wonderful stories were told of Lizzie's courage, energy, and resolution. There was hardly a lawyer of repute but took up the question, and had an opinion as to Lizzie's right to the necklace. The Attorney and Solicitor-General were dead against her, asserting that the diamonds certainly did not pass to her under the will, and could not have become hers by gift. But they were members of a Liberal government, and of course anti-Lizzieite. Gentlemen who were equal to them in learning, who had held offices equally high, were distinctly of a different opinion. Lady Eustace might probably claim the jewels as paraphernalia properly appertaining to her rank;—in which claim the bestowal of them by her husband would no doubt assist her. And to these gentlemen,—who were Lizzieites and of course Conservatives in politics,—it was by no means clear that the diamonds did not pass to her by will. If it could be shown that the diamonds had been lately kept in Scotland, the ex-Attorney-General thought that they would so pass. All which questions, now that the jewels had been lost, were discussed openly, and added greatly to the anxiety of the police. Both Lizzieites and anti-Lizzieites were disposed to think that Lizzie was very clever.

The details of Mr. Camperdown's claim and the lawsuit filed in Chancery to recover the diamonds were, of course, well known and added to the overall intrigue and complexity of the situation. It was said that Mr. Camperdown was very determined to retrieve the diamonds, while Lady Eustace was equally determined to keep them. Amazing stories circulated about Lizzie's bravery, energy, and determination. Nearly every reputable lawyer weighed in on the matter, forming opinions about Lizzie's rights to the necklace. The Attorney and Solicitor-General were firmly opposed to her, arguing that the diamonds did not pass to her under the will and could not possibly have been given to her as a gift. However, they were part of a Liberal government and, naturally, anti-Lizzie. Other prominent legal experts, well-educated and holding equally high offices, held a different view. Lady Eustace could potentially claim the jewels as belongings appropriate to her status; the fact that her husband had given them to her would certainly support her claim. These lawyers, who were pro-Lizzie and conservatives politically, were not at all convinced that the diamonds had not been left to her in the will. If it could be established that the diamonds had recently been kept in Scotland, the former Attorney-General believed they would likely pass to her. All these questions, now that the jewels were lost, were openly debated, further adding to the police's anxiety. Both supporters and opponents of Lizzie tended to agree that she was quite clever.

Frank Greystock in these days took up his cousin's part altogether in good faith. He entertained not the slightest suspicion that she was deceiving him in regard to the diamonds. That the robbery had been a bona-fide robbery, and that Lizzie had lost her treasure, was to him beyond doubt. He had gradually convinced himself that Mr. Camperdown was wrong in his claim, and was strongly of opinion that Lord Fawn had disgraced himself by his conduct to the lady. When he now heard, as he did hear, that some undefined suspicion was attached to his cousin,—and when he heard also, as unfortunately he did hear,—that Lord Fawn had encouraged that suspicion, he was very irate, and said grievous things of Lord Fawn. It seemed to him to be the extremity of cruelty that suspicion should be attached to his cousin because she had been robbed of her jewels. He was among those who were most severe in their denunciation of the police,—and was the more so, because he had heard it asserted that the necklace had not in truth been stolen. He busied himself very much in the matter, and even interrogated John Eustace as to his intentions. "My dear fellow," said Eustace, "if you hated those diamonds as much as I do, you would never mention them again." Greystock declared that this expression of aversion to the subject might be all very well for Mr. Eustace, but that he found himself bound to defend his cousin. "You cannot defend her against me," said Eustace, "for I do not attack her. I have never said a word against her. I went down to Portray when she asked me. As far as I am concerned she is perfectly welcome to wear the necklace, if she can get it back again. I will not make or meddle in the matter one way or the other." Frank, after that, went to Mr. Camperdown, but he could get no satisfaction from the attorney. Mr. Camperdown would only say that he had a duty to do, and that he must do it. On the matter of the robbery he refused to give an opinion. That was in the hands of the police. Should the diamonds be recovered, he would, of course, claim them on behalf of the estate. In his opinion, whether the diamonds were recovered or not, Lady Eustace was responsible to the estate for their value. In opposition, first to the entreaties, and then to the demands of her late husband's family, she had insisted on absurdly carrying about with her an enormous amount of property which did not belong to her. Mr. Camperdown opined that she must pay for the lost diamonds out of her jointure. Frank, in a huff, declared that, as far as he could see, the diamonds belonged to his cousin;—in answer to which Mr. Camperdown suggested that the question was one for the decision of the Vice-Chancellor. Frank Greystock found that he could do nothing with Mr. Camperdown, and felt that he could wreak his vengeance only on Lord Fawn.

Frank Greystock was completely supporting his cousin in good faith. He had no suspicion that she was lying to him about the diamonds. He believed without a doubt that the robbery was genuine and that Lizzie had lost her valuable jewelry. He had gradually convinced himself that Mr. Camperdown was mistaken in his claim and strongly felt that Lord Fawn had shamed himself by the way he treated her. When he heard, as he did, that some vague suspicion was cast on his cousin—and also unfortunately heard that Lord Fawn had fueled that suspicion—he was very angry and said terrible things about Lord Fawn. It felt to him like the height of cruelty to attach suspicion to his cousin just because she had been robbed of her jewels. He was among those who criticized the police the most—and he was even more critical because he had heard claims that the necklace had not actually been stolen. He got very involved in the matter, even questioning John Eustace about his plans. "My dear fellow," said Eustace, "if you hated those diamonds as much as I do, you would never mention them again." Greystock responded that Eustace's aversion to the topic might be fine for him, but he felt obligated to defend his cousin. "You can't defend her against me," Eustace replied, "because I’m not attacking her. I’ve never said a word against her. I went to Portray because she asked me. As far as I’m concerned, she’s welcome to wear the necklace if she can get it back. I won't get involved one way or the other." After that, Frank went to see Mr. Camperdown, but he got no satisfaction from the lawyer. Mr. Camperdown only said he had a duty to fulfill and that he had to do it. He refused to give an opinion on the robbery, saying it was up to the police. If the diamonds were recovered, he would claim them for the estate. In his view, whether the diamonds were found or not, Lady Eustace was responsible to the estate for their value. Despite her late husband's family's pleas and demands, she insisted on carrying a large amount of property that didn't belong to her. Mr. Camperdown believed she would have to pay for the lost diamonds out of her jointure. Frank, frustrated, argued that from what he could see, the diamonds belonged to his cousin; to which Mr. Camperdown suggested that the matter should be decided by the Vice-Chancellor. Frank Greystock realized he couldn’t get anywhere with Mr. Camperdown and felt that he could only take his anger out on Lord Fawn.

Bunfit, when he returned from Mrs. Carbuncle's house to Scotland Yard, had an interview with Major Mackintosh. "Well, Bunfit, have you seen the lady?"

Bunfit, when he got back from Mrs. Carbuncle's house to Scotland Yard, had a meeting with Major Mackintosh. "So, Bunfit, have you seen the lady?"

"Yes,—I did see her, sir."

"Yeah, I saw her, sir."

"And what came of it?"

"And what happened with it?"

"She fainted away, sir—just as they always do."

"She passed out, sir—just like they always do."

"There was no search, I suppose?"

"There wasn't any search, I guess?"

"No, sir;—no search. She wouldn't have it, unless her cousin, Mr. Greystock, permitted."

"No, sir;—no search. She wouldn't allow it unless her cousin, Mr. Greystock, gave his permission."

"I didn't think she would."

"I didn't think she'd do that."

"Nor yet didn't I, sir. But I'll tell you what it is, major. She knows all about it."

"Neither did I, sir. But I’ll tell you what it is, Major. She knows all about it."

"You think she does, Bunfit?"

"You think she does, Bunfit?"

"She does, sir; and she's got something locked up somewhere in that house as'd elucidate the whole of this aggravating mystery, if only we could get at it. Major,—"

"She does, sir; and she has something hidden somewhere in that house that could explain this frustrating mystery, if only we could access it. Major,―

"Well, Bunfit?"

"What's up, Bunfit?"

"I ain't noways sure as she ain't got them very diamonds themselves locked up, or, perhaps, tied round her person."

"I’m not really sure if she doesn’t have those very diamonds locked up, or maybe even hidden on her."

"Neither am I sure that she has not," said the major.

"Nor am I sure that she hasn't," said the major.

"The robbery at Carlisle was no robbery," continued Bunfit. "It was a got-up plant, and about the best as I ever knowed. It's my mind that it was a got-up plant between her ladyship and his lordship; and either the one or the other is just keeping the diamonds till it's safe to take 'em into the market."

"The robbery at Carlisle wasn’t a robbery," Bunfit continued. "It was a setup, and one of the best I’ve ever seen. I believe it was a ruse between her ladyship and his lordship; and either one of them is just holding on to the diamonds until it’s safe to sell them."

 

 

CHAPTER L

In Hertford Street
 

During all this time Lucinda Roanoke was engaged to marry Sir Griffin Tewett, and the lover was an occasional visitor in Hertford Street. Mrs. Carbuncle was as anxious as ever that the marriage should be celebrated on the appointed day, and though there had been repeated quarrels, nothing had as yet taken place to make her despond. Sir Griffin would make some offensive speech; Lucinda would tell him that she had no desire ever to see him again; and then the baronet, usually under the instigation of Lord George, would make some awkward apology. Mrs. Carbuncle,—whose life at this period was not a pleasant one,—would behave on such occasions with great patience, and sometimes with great courage. Lizzie, who in her present emergency could not bear the idea of losing the assistance of any friend, was soft and graceful, and even gracious, to the bear. The bear himself certainly seemed to desire the marriage, though he would so often give offence which made any prospect of a marriage almost impossible. But with Sir Griffin, when the prize seemed to be lost, it again became valuable. He would talk about his passionate love to Mrs. Carbuncle, and to Lizzie,—and then, when things had been made straight for him, he would insult them, and neglect Lucinda. To Lucinda herself, however, he would rarely dare to say such words as he used daily to the other two ladies in the house. What could have been the man's own idea of his future married life, how can any reader be made to understand, or any writer adequately describe! He must have known that the woman despised him, and hated him. In the very bottom of his heart he feared her. He had no idea of other pleasure from her society than what might arise to him from the pride of having married a beautiful woman. Had she shown the slightest fondness for him, the slightest fear that she might lose him, the slightest feeling that she had won a valuable prize in getting him, he would have scorned her, and jilted her without the slightest remorse. But the scorn came from her, and it beat him down. "Yes;—you hate me, and would fain be rid of me; but you have said that you will be my wife, and you cannot now escape me." Sir Griffin did not exactly speak such words as these, but he acted them. Lucinda would bear his presence,—sitting apart from him, silent, imperious, but very beautiful. People said that she became more handsome from day to day, and she did so, in spite of her agony. Hers was a face which could stand such condition of the heart without fading or sinking under it. She did not weep, or lose her colour, or become thin. The pretty softness of a girl,—delicate feminine weakness, or laughing eyes and pouting lips, no one expected from her. Sir Griffin, in the early days of their acquaintance, had found her to be a woman with a character for beauty,—and she was now more beautiful than ever. He probably thought that he loved her; but, at any rate, he was determined that he would marry her.

During this time, Lucinda Roanoke was engaged to marry Sir Griffin Tewett, who was an occasional visitor on Hertford Street. Mrs. Carbuncle was as eager as ever for the wedding to happen on schedule, and despite the many arguments, nothing had happened yet to make her lose hope. Sir Griffin would say something rude; Lucinda would tell him she never wanted to see him again; then the baronet, often encouraged by Lord George, would awkwardly apologize. Mrs. Carbuncle, whose life wasn’t pleasant at this point, remained patient and sometimes even brave during these moments. Lizzie, who couldn’t bear the thought of losing any support in her current situation, was gentle, graceful, and even cordial with the bear. The bear himself seemed to want the marriage, even though he often offended Lucinda, making the chances of a wedding seem nearly impossible. But with Sir Griffin, when the prize seemed lost, it suddenly became desirable again. He would express his passionate love to Mrs. Carbuncle and Lizzie, but once things went his way, he would insult them and neglect Lucinda. However, he rarely dared to say the things he often said to the other two women in the house directly to Lucinda. What could he possibly envision for their future married life? How can anyone truly understand or describe that? He had to know she despised and hated him. Deep down, he feared her. He didn’t think of any pleasure from her company other than the pride of marrying a beautiful woman. If she had ever shown him even the slightest affection, the smallest fear of losing him, or any sense of having won something valuable by being with him, he would have scorned her and left her without a second thought. But her scorn brought him down. “Yes; you hate me and want to be rid of me, but you agreed to be my wife, and you can’t escape me now.” Sir Griffin didn’t say those exact words, but he acted them out. Lucinda tolerated his presence—sitting away from him, silent and commanding, yet incredibly beautiful. People said she grew more stunning every day, and she did, despite her suffering. Her face could endure that kind of emotional turmoil without fading or diminishing. She didn’t cry, lose her color, or become thin. No one expected her to have the soft, delicate vulnerability of a girl, or sparkling eyes and pouting lips. Sir Griffin, in the early stages of their relationship, had recognized her as a beautiful woman—and she was now more beautiful than ever. He probably believed he loved her; at the very least, he was set on marrying her.

He had expressed himself more than once as very angry about this affair of the jewels. He had told Mrs. Carbuncle that her inmate, Lady Eustace, was suspected by the police, and that it might be well that Lady Eustace should be—be made to go, in fact. But it did not suit Mrs. Carbuncle that Lady Eustace should be made to go;—nor did it suit Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. Lord George, at Mrs. Carbuncle's instance, had snubbed Sir Griffin more than once, and then it came to pass that he was snubbed yet again more violently than before. He was at the house in Hertford Street on the day of Mr. Bunfit's visit, some hours after Mr. Bunfit was gone, when Lizzie was still lying on her bed up-stairs, nearly beaten by the great danger which had oppressed her. He was told of Mr. Bunfit's visit, and then again said that he thought that the continued residence of Lady Eustace beneath that roof was a misfortune. "Would you wish us to turn her out because her necklace has been stolen?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle.

He had expressed his anger more than once about the whole jewelry situation. He had told Mrs. Carbuncle that her tenant, Lady Eustace, was being suspected by the police, and that it might be a good idea for Lady Eustace to—well, to be asked to leave, actually. But Mrs. Carbuncle didn't think it was a good idea for Lady Eustace to go; nor did Lord George de Bruce Carruthers. At Mrs. Carbuncle's request, Lord George had put Sir Griffin in his place more than once, and then it happened that he was put in his place again, this time even more forcefully. He was at the house on Hertford Street on the day Mr. Bunfit visited, a few hours after Mr. Bunfit had left, while Lizzie was still lying in bed upstairs, nearly overwhelmed by the huge danger that had pressed down on her. He was informed about Mr. Bunfit's visit, and he again mentioned that he thought it was unfortunate for Lady Eustace to still be living under that roof. "Do you want us to kick her out just because her necklace has been stolen?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle.

"People say very queer things," said Sir Griffin.

"People say really strange things," said Sir Griffin.

"So they do, Sir Griffin," continued Mrs. Carbuncle. "They say such queer things that I can hardly understand that they should be allowed to say them. I am told that the police absolutely suggest that Lord George stole the diamonds."

"So they do, Sir Griffin," continued Mrs. Carbuncle. "They say such strange things that I can hardly believe they’re allowed to say them. I've heard that the police actually imply that Lord George stole the diamonds."

"That's nonsense."

"That's ridiculous."

"No doubt, Sir Griffin. And so is the other nonsense. Do you mean to tell us that you believe that Lady Eustace stole her own diamonds?"

"No doubt about it, Sir Griffin. And all that other nonsense too. Are you really telling us that you think Lady Eustace stole her own diamonds?"

"I don't see the use of having her here. Situated as I am, I have a right to object to it."

"I don't see the point of having her here. Given my situation, I have a right to complain about it."

"Situated as you are, Sir Griffin!" said Lucinda.

"Given your position, Sir Griffin!" said Lucinda.

"Well;—yes, of course; if we are to be married, I cannot but think a good deal of the persons you stay with."

"Well;—yes, of course; if we're going to get married, I can't help but think a lot about the people you stay with."

"You were very glad to stay yourself with Lady Eustace at Portray," said Lucinda.

"You were really happy to be yourself with Lady Eustace at Portray," said Lucinda.

"I went there to follow you," said Sir Griffin gallantly.

"I went there to find you," said Sir Griffin confidently.

"I wish with all my heart you had stayed away," said Lucinda. At that moment Lord George was shown into the room, and Miss Roanoke continued speaking, determined that Lord George should know how the bear was conducting himself. "Sir Griffin is saying that my aunt ought to turn Lady Eustace out of the house."

"I really wish you had stayed away," Lucinda said. Just then, Lord George walked into the room, and Miss Roanoke kept going, making sure Lord George knew how the bear was behaving. "Sir Griffin is saying that my aunt should kick Lady Eustace out of the house."

"Not quite that," said Sir Griffin with an attempt at laughter.

"Not really," said Sir Griffin, trying to laugh.

"Quite that," said Lucinda. "I don't suppose that he suspects poor Lady Eustace, but he thinks that my aunt's friend should be like Caesar's wife, above the suspicion of others."

"Exactly," said Lucinda. "I don't think he suspects poor Lady Eustace, but he believes that my aunt's friend should be like Caesar's wife, beyond any suspicion from others."

"If you would mind your own business, Tewett," said Lord George, "it would be a deal better for us all. I wonder Mrs. Carbuncle does not turn you out of the room for making such a proposition here. If it were my room, I would."

"If you could mind your own business, Tewett," said Lord George, "it would be much better for all of us. I wonder why Mrs. Carbuncle doesn’t kick you out of the room for making such a suggestion here. If it were my room, I definitely would."

"I suppose I can say what I please to Mrs. Carbuncle? Miss Roanoke is not going to be your wife."

"I guess I can say whatever I want to Mrs. Carbuncle? Miss Roanoke is not going to marry you."

"It is my belief that Miss Roanoke will be nobody's wife,—at any rate, for the present," said that young lady;—upon which Sir Griffin left the room, muttering some words which might have been, perhaps, intended for an adieu. Immediately after this, Lizzie came in, moving slowly, but without a sound, like a ghost, with pale cheeks and dishevelled hair, and that weary, worn look of illness which was become customary with her. She greeted Lord George with a faint attempt at a smile, and seated herself in a corner of a sofa. She asked whether he had been told the story of the proposed search, and then bade her friend Mrs. Carbuncle describe the scene.

"It’s my belief that Miss Roanoke won’t be anyone’s wife—not anytime soon, anyway," said the young lady. With that, Sir Griffin left the room, mumbling some words that might have been meant as goodbye. Shortly after, Lizzie entered, moving slowly and silently like a ghost, with pale cheeks and messy hair, showing that tired, sick look that had become her norm. She greeted Lord George with a weak attempt at a smile and sat down in a corner of the sofa. She asked if he had heard about the planned search, then encouraged her friend Mrs. Carbuncle to explain the situation.

"If it goes on like this it will kill me," said Lizzie.

"If this keeps up, it’s going to kill me," said Lizzie.

"They are treating me in precisely the same way," said Lord George.

"They're treating me exactly the same way," said Lord George.

"But think of your strength and of my weakness, Lord George."

"But consider your strength and my weakness, Lord George."

"By heavens, I don't know!" said Lord George. "In this matter your weakness is stronger than any strength of mine. I never was so cut up in my life. It was a good joke when we talked of the suspicions of that fellow at Carlisle as we came up by the railway,—but it is no joke now. I've had men with me, almost asking to search among my things."

"Honestly, I have no idea!" said Lord George. "In this situation, your vulnerability is more powerful than my strength. I've never felt this upset in my life. It was funny when we joked about that guy in Carlisle while we were taking the train, but now it’s not a joke anymore. I've had guys with me, practically asking to search through my stuff."

"They have quite asked me!" said Lizzie piteously.

"They really asked me!" said Lizzie sadly.

"You;—yes. But there's some reason in that. These infernal diamonds did belong to you, or, at any rate, you had them. You are the last person known to have seen them. Even if you had them still, you'd only have what you call your own." Lizzie looked at him with all her eyes and listened to him with all her ears. "But what the mischief can I have had to do with them?"

"You—yes. But there's some logic in that. Those cursed diamonds did belong to you, or at least you had them. You’re the last person known to have seen them. Even if you still had them, you'd only have what you consider yours." Lizzie looked at him intently and listened closely. "But what on earth could I have had to do with them?"

"It's very hard upon you," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"It's really tough on you," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Unless I stole them," continued Lord George.

"Unless I took them," continued Lord George.

"Which is so absurd, you know," said Lizzie.

"That’s so ridiculous, you know," Lizzie said.

"That a pig-headed provincial fool should have taken me for a midnight thief, did not disturb me much. I don't think I am very easily annoyed by what other people think of me. But these fellows, I suppose, were sent here by the head of the metropolitan police; and everybody knows that they have been sent. Because I was civil enough to you women to look after you coming up to town, and because one of you was careless enough to lose her jewels, I—I am to be talked about all over London as the man who took them!" This was not spoken with much courtesy to the ladies present. Lord George had dropped that customary chivalry of manner which, in ordinary life, makes it to be quite out of the question that a man shall be uncivil to a woman. He had escaped from conventional usage into rough, truthful speech, under stress from the extremity of the hardship to which he had been subjected. And the women understood it and appreciated it, and liked it rather than otherwise. To Lizzie it seemed fitting that a Corsair so circumstanced should be as uncivil as he pleased; and Mrs. Carbuncle had long been accustomed to her friend's moods.

"That a stubborn country fool thought I was a midnight thief didn't bother me too much. I don't think I get easily annoyed by what other people think of me. But these guys, I guess, were sent here by the head of the metropolitan police; and everyone knows it. Because I was polite enough to help you women when you arrived in town, and because one of you was careless enough to lose her jewels, I—I’m now going to be talked about all over London as the guy who took them!" This wasn’t said very politely to the ladies present. Lord George had dropped the usual gentlemanly behavior that normally prevents a man from being rude to a woman. He had broken free from social norms into blunt, honest speech, pressed by the extremity of the situation he found himself in. And the women understood this and appreciated it, even liked it more than otherwise. To Lizzie, it seemed fitting that a Corsair in such circumstances should be as rude as he wanted; and Mrs. Carbuncle had long been used to her friend’s moods.

"They can't really think it," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"They can't actually believe that," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Somebody thinks it. I am told that your particular friend, Lord Fawn,"—this he said, specially addressing Lizzie,—"has expressed a strong opinion that I carry about the necklace always in my pocket. I trust to have the opportunity of wringing his neck some day."

"Someone thinks that way. I've been told that your friend, Lord Fawn,"—he said this directly to Lizzie—"has made it clear he believes I keep the necklace in my pocket all the time. I hope to get the chance to strangle him someday."

"I do so wish you would," said Lizzie.

"I really wish you would," Lizzie said.

"I shall not lose a chance if I can get it. Before all this occurred I should have said of myself that nothing of the kind could put me out. I don't think there is a man in the world cares less what people say of him than I do. I am as indifferent to ordinary tittle-tattle as a rhinoceros. But, by George,—when it comes to stealing ten thousand pounds' worth of diamonds, and the delicate attentions of all the metropolitan police, one begins to feel that one is vulnerable. When I get up in the morning, I half feel that I shall be locked up before night, and I can see in the eyes of every man I meet that he takes me for the prince of burglars!"

"I won't miss an opportunity if I can help it. Before all this happened, I would have said that nothing could faze me. I doubt there's anyone who cares less about what people say about them than I do. I'm as indifferent to gossip as a rhinoceros. But, seriously—when it involves stealing ten thousand pounds' worth of diamonds, and all the attention from the city police, you start to feel exposed. When I wake up in the morning, I almost expect to be arrested before the day ends, and I can see in every man's eyes that they think I'm the king of burglars!"

"And it is all my fault," said Lizzie.

"And it's all my fault," said Lizzie.

"I wish the diamonds had been thrown into the sea," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I wish the diamonds had been thrown into the sea," Mrs. Carbuncle said.

"What do you think about them yourself?" asked Lucinda.

"What do you think about them?" asked Lucinda.

"I don't know what to think. I'm at a dead loss. You know that man Mr. Benjamin, Lady Eustace?" Lizzie, with a little start, answered that she did,—that she had had dealings with him before her marriage, and had once owed him two or three hundred pounds. As the man's name had been mentioned, she thought it better to own as much. "So he tells me. Now, in all London, I don't suppose there is a greater rascal than Benjamin."

"I don't know what to think. I'm completely lost. You know that guy Mr. Benjamin, Lady Eustace?" Lizzie, a bit startled, replied that she did—she had dealt with him before her marriage and had once owed him two or three hundred pounds. Since his name had come up, she figured it was better to admit it. "So he tells me. Now, in all of London, I don't think there's a bigger con artist than Benjamin."

"I didn't know that," said Lizzie.

"I didn't know that," Lizzie said.

"But I did; and with that rascal I have had money dealings for the last six or seven years. He has cashed bills for me, and has my name to bills now,—and Sir Griffin's too. I'm half inclined to think that he has got the diamonds."

"But I did; and I've been dealing with that conman for the last six or seven years. He has cashed checks for me and has my signature on bills right now—along with Sir Griffin's too. I'm starting to suspect that he has the diamonds."

"Do you indeed?" said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Do you really?" said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Mr. Benjamin!" said Lizzie.

"Mr. Benjamin!" Lizzie said.

"And he returns the compliment."

"And he returns the favor."

"How does he return it?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle.

"How does he give it back?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle.

"He either thinks that I've got 'em, or he wants to make me believe that he thinks so. He hasn't dared to say it;—but that's his intention. Such an opinion from such a man on such a subject would be quite a compliment. And I feel it. But yet it troubles me. You know that greasy, Israelitish smile of his, Lady Eustace." Lizzie nodded her head and tried to smile. "When I asked him yesterday about the diamonds, he leered at me and rubbed his hands. 'It's a pretty little game;—ain't it, Lord George?' he said. I told him that I thought it a very bad game, and that I hoped the police would have the thief and the necklace soon. 'It's been managed a deal too well for that, Lord George;—don't you think so?'" Lord George mimicked the Jew as he repeated the words, and the ladies, of course, laughed. But poor Lizzie's attempt at laughter was very sorry. "I told him to his face that I thought he had them among his treasures. 'No, no, no, Lord George,' he said, and seemed quite to enjoy the joke. If he's got them himself, he can't think that I have them;—but if he has not, I don't doubt but he believes that I have. And I'll tell you another person who suspects me."

"He either thinks I have them, or he wants me to think that he thinks so. He hasn’t dared to say it, but that’s his intention. That kind of opinion from him on this topic would be quite flattering. And I feel it. But it also bothers me. You know that greasy, Israeli smile of his, Lady Eustace." Lizzie nodded and tried to smile. "When I asked him about the diamonds yesterday, he leered at me and rubbed his hands. 'It's a pretty little game, isn’t it, Lord George?' he said. I told him I thought it was a very bad game and hoped the police would catch the thief and get the necklace back soon. 'It’s been managed a bit too well for that, Lord George; don’t you think so?'" Lord George imitated the Jew as he repeated the words, and the ladies laughed, of course. But poor Lizzie's attempt at laughter was quite pitiful. "I told him to his face that I thought he had them among his treasures. 'No, no, no, Lord George,' he said, seeming to really enjoy the joke. If he has them, he can’t think I have them; but if he doesn’t, I’m sure he believes I do. And I'll tell you another person who suspects me."

"What fools they are," said Lizzie.

"What fools they are," Lizzie said.

"I don't know how that may be. Sir Griffin, Lucinda, isn't at all sure but what I have them in my pocket."

"I don't know how that could be. Sir Griffin, Lucinda isn't sure if I have them in my pocket."

"I can believe anything of him," said Lucinda.

"I can believe anything about him," Lucinda said.

"And it seems he can believe anything of me. I shall begin to think soon that I did take them, myself,—or, at any rate, that I ought to have done so. I wonder what you three women think of it. If you do think I've got 'em, don't scruple to say so. I'm quite used to it, and it won't hurt me any further." The ladies again laughed. "You must have your suspicions," continued he.

"And it looks like he can believe anything about me. I’ll soon start to think that I actually did take them, or at least that I should have. I'm curious what you three women think about it. If you really think I have them, don’t hesitate to say so. I’m used to it, and it won’t bother me any more.” The ladies laughed again. “You must have your suspicions,” he continued.

"I suppose some of the London thieves did get them," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I guess some of the thieves in London managed to get them," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"The police say the box was empty," said Lord George.

"The police say the box was empty," Lord George said.

"How can the police know?" asked Lucinda. "They weren't there to see. Of course, the thieves would say that they didn't take them."

"How would the police know?" Lucinda asked. "They weren't there to see it. Of course, the thieves would claim they didn't take anything."

"What do you think, Lady Eustace?"

"What do you think, Lady Eustace?"

"I don't know what to think. Perhaps Mr. Camperdown did it."

"I’m not sure what to think. Maybe Mr. Camperdown did it."

"Or the Lord Chancellor," said Lord George. "One is just as likely as the other. I wish I could get at what you really think. The whole thing would be so complete if all you three suspected me. I can't get out of it all by going to Paris or Kamschatka, as I should have half a dozen detectives on my heels wherever I went. I must brazen it out here; and the worst of it is, that I feel that a look of guilt is creeping over me. I have a sort of conviction growing upon me that I shall be taken up and tried, and that a jury will find me guilty. I dream about it; and if,—as is probable,—it drives me mad, I'm sure that I shall accuse myself in my madness. There's a fascination about it that I can't explain or escape. I go on thinking how I would have done it if I did do it. I spend hours in calculating how much I would have realised, and where I would have found my market. I couldn't keep myself from asking Benjamin the other day how much they would be worth to him."

"Or the Lord Chancellor," said Lord George. "Either one is just as likely as the other. I wish I could understand what you really think. It would all be so perfect if all three of you suspected me. I can't escape this by going to Paris or Kamchatka, because I'd have half a dozen detectives following me wherever I went. I have to face it here; and the worst part is, I feel guilt starting to creep in. I have this growing feeling that I’ll be caught and put on trial, and that a jury will find me guilty. I dream about it; and if—likely enough—it drives me crazy, I'm sure I’ll end up confessing in my madness. There’s a pull to it that I can’t explain or get away from. I keep thinking about how I would have done it if I actually did it. I spend hours figuring out how much I could have made and where I would have sold it. I couldn't help but ask Benjamin the other day how much they'd be worth to him."

"What did he say?" asked Lizzie, who sat gazing upon the Corsair, and who was now herself fascinated. Lord George was walking about the room, then sitting for a moment in one chair and again in another, and after a while leaning on the mantelpiece. In his speaking he addressed himself almost exclusively to Lizzie, who could not keep her eyes from his.

"What did he say?" Lizzie asked, staring at the Corsair, now captivated herself. Lord George was pacing the room, sitting for a moment in one chair and then another, and after a while leaning against the mantelpiece. In his speech, he focused almost entirely on Lizzie, who couldn’t take her eyes off him.

"He grinned greasily," said the Corsair, "and told me they had already been offered to him once before by you."

"He grinned in a slimy way," said the Corsair, "and told me you had already offered them to him once before."

"That's false," said Lizzie.

"That's not true," said Lizzie.

"Very likely. And then he said that no doubt they'd fall into his hands some day. 'Wouldn't it be a game, Lord George,' he said, 'if, after all, they should be no more than paste?' That made me think he had got them, and that he'd get paste diamonds put into the same setting,—and then give them up with some story of his own making. 'You'd know whether they were paste or not; wouldn't you, Lord George?' he asked." The Corsair, as he repeated Mr. Benjamin's words, imitated the Jew's manner so well, that he made Lizzie shudder. "While I was there, a detective named Gager came in."

"Very likely. Then he said that no doubt they would fall into his hands someday. 'Wouldn't it be a game, Lord George,' he said, 'if, after all, they turned out to be nothing but paste?' That made me think he had them and that he would get fake diamonds put into the same setting—then hand them over with some story of his own invention. 'You'd know whether they were real or not; wouldn’t you, Lord George?' he asked." The Corsair, as he repeated Mr. Benjamin's words, mimicked the Jew's manner so well that he made Lizzie shudder. "While I was there, a detective named Gager came in."

"The same man who came here, perhaps," suggested Mrs. Carbuncle.

"The same guy who came here, maybe," suggested Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I think not. He seemed to be quite intimate with Mr. Benjamin, and went on at once about the diamonds. Benjamin said that they'd made their way over to Paris, and that he'd heard of them. I found myself getting quite intimate with Mr. Gager, who seemed hardly to scruple at showing that he thought that Benjamin and I were confederates. Mr. Camperdown has offered four hundred pounds reward for the jewels,—to be paid on their surrender to the hands of Mr. Garnett, the jeweller. Gager declared that, if any ordinary thief had them, they would be given up at once for that sum."

"I don't think so. He seemed pretty close with Mr. Benjamin and immediately started talking about the diamonds. Benjamin mentioned that they had made their way to Paris, and that he had heard about them. I found myself getting quite familiar with Mr. Gager, who didn’t seem to hide the fact that he believed Benjamin and I were partners in this. Mr. Camperdown has offered a reward of four hundred pounds for the jewels, to be paid upon their return to Mr. Garnett, the jeweler. Gager insisted that if any ordinary thief had them, they would hand them over right away for that amount."

"That's true, I suppose," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"That's true, I guess," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"How would the ordinary thief get his money without being detected? Who would dare to walk into Garnett's shop with the diamonds in his hands and ask for the four hundred pounds? Besides, they have been sold to some one,—and, as I believe, to my dear friend, Mr. Benjamin. 'I suppose you ain't a-going anywhere just at present, Lord George?' said that fellow Gager. 'What the devil's that to you?' I asked him. He just laughed and shook his head. I don't doubt but that there's a policeman about waiting till I leave this house;—or looking at me now with a magnifying glass from the windows at the other side. They've photographed me while I'm going about, and published a list of every hair on my face in the 'Hue and Cry.' I dined at the club yesterday, and found a strange waiter. I feel certain that he was a policeman done up in livery all for my sake. I turned sharp round in the street yesterday, and found a man at a corner. I am sure that man was watching me, and was looking at my pockets to see whether the jewel case was there. As for myself, I can think of nothing else. I wish I had got them. I should have something then to pay me for all this nuisance."

"How is an average thief supposed to get his hands on cash without being caught? Who would actually walk into Garnett's shop with diamonds in hand and ask for four hundred pounds? Besides, they've already been sold to someone—and I believe that someone is my good friend, Mr. Benjamin. 'I assume you’re not planning to go anywhere right now, Lord George?' that guy Gager said. 'What’s that to you?' I shot back. He just laughed and shook his head. I have no doubt there’s a cop hanging around, waiting until I leave this place—or peering at me with a magnifying glass from across the street. They’ve probably photographed me while I’ve been out and published a detailed description of every hair on my face in the 'Hue and Cry.' I had dinner at the club yesterday and noticed a strange waiter. I’m convinced he was a cop disguised as a waiter just for me. I turned quickly in the street yesterday and spotted a guy at the corner. I’m sure he was watching me, checking my pockets to see if I had the jewel case. It’s all I can think about. I wish I had them. Then I'd at least have something to make up for all this hassle."

"I do wish you had," said Lizzie.

"I really wish you had," Lizzie said.

"What I should do with them I cannot even imagine. I am always thinking of that, too,—making plans for getting rid of them, supposing I had stolen them. My belief is, that I should be so sick of them that I should chuck them over the bridge into the river,—only that I should fear that some policeman's eye would be on me as I did it. My present position is not comfortable,—but if I had got them, I think that the weight of them would crush me altogether. Having a handle to my name, and being a lord, or, at least, called a lord, makes it all the worse. People are so pleased to think that a lord should have stolen a necklace."

"What I should do with them, I can't even imagine. I'm always thinking about it too—making plans for how to get rid of them, assuming I had stolen them. I believe I would be so sick of them that I’d toss them over the bridge into the river—except I'd worry that some cop would see me do it. My current situation isn't comfortable—but if I had them, I think the burden would completely crush me. Having a title, being a lord, or at least being called one, makes it even worse. People love the idea that a lord could have stolen a necklace."

Lizzie listened to it all with a strange fascination. If this strong man were so much upset by the bare suspicion, what must be her condition? The jewels were in her desk up-stairs, and the police had been with her also,—were even now probably looking after her and watching her. How much more difficult must it be for her to deal with the diamonds than it would have been for this man. Presently Mrs. Carbuncle left the room, and Lucinda followed her. Lizzie saw them go, and did not dare to go with them. She felt as though her limbs would not have carried her to the door. She was now alone with her Corsair; and she looked up timidly into his deep-set eyes, as he came and stood over her. "Tell me all that you know about it," he said, in that deep, low voice which, from her first acquaintance with him, had filled her with interest, and almost with awe.

Lizzie listened with a strange fascination. If this strong man was so disturbed by just the hint of suspicion, how must she be feeling? The jewels were in her desk upstairs, and the police had been with her too—probably still were, watching her closely. It had to be so much harder for her to handle the diamonds than it would have been for this man. Eventually, Mrs. Carbuncle left the room, and Lucinda followed her. Lizzie saw them go and didn’t dare to join them. She felt as if her legs wouldn’t carry her to the door. Now she was alone with her Corsair, and she looked up shyly into his deep-set eyes as he stood over her. "Tell me everything you know about it," he said, in that deep, low voice that had intrigued and almost intimidated her since their first meeting.

 

 

CHAPTER LI

Confidence
 

Lizzie Eustace was speechless as she continued to look up into the Corsair's face. She ought to have answered him briskly, either with indignation or with a touch of humour. But she could not answer him at all. She was desired to tell him all that she knew about the robbery, and she was unable to declare that she knew nothing. How much did he suspect? What did he believe? Had she been watched by Mrs. Carbuncle, and had something of the truth been told to him? And then would it not be better for her that he should know it all? Unsupported and alone she could not bear the trouble which was on her. If she were driven to tell her secret to any one, had she not better tell it to him? She knew that if she did so, she would be a creature in his hands to be dealt with as he pleased;—but would there not be a certain charm in being so mastered? He was but a pinchbeck lord. She had wit enough to know that; but then she had wit enough also to feel that she herself was but a pinchbeck lady. He would be fit for her, and she for him,—if only he would take her. Since her daydreams first began, she had been longing for a Corsair; and here he was, not kneeling at her feet, but standing over her,—as became a Corsair. At any rate he had mastered her now, and she could not speak to him.

Lizzie Eustace was speechless as she continued to look up at the Corsair's face. She should have responded quickly, either with anger or a bit of humor. But she couldn't find the words. She was asked to share everything she knew about the robbery, yet she couldn't admit that she knew nothing. How much did he suspect? What did he believe? Had Mrs. Carbuncle been watching her, and had some of the truth been revealed to him? Would it be better for her if he knew everything? Alone and unsupported, she couldn't handle the weight of her troubles. If she had to confide in someone, wouldn’t it be best to tell him? She realized that if she did, she would be at his mercy; but wouldn’t there be some appeal in being so dominated? He was just a fake lord. She had enough sense to see that; but she also knew she was just a fake lady. They would suit each other, and she would suit him—if only he would want her. Since her daydreams began, she had longed for a Corsair, and here he was, not kneeling at her feet but standing over her—as a Corsair should. At any rate, he had conquered her now, and she couldn't speak to him.

He waited perhaps a minute, looking at her, before he renewed his question; and the minute seemed to her to be an age. During every second her power beneath his gaze sank lower and lower. There gradually came a grim smile over his face, and she was sure that he could read her very heart. Then he called her by her Christian name,—as he had never called her before. "Come, Lizzie," he said, "you might as well tell me all about it. You know."

He waited maybe a minute, looking at her, before he asked his question again; and to her, that minute felt like a lifetime. With each passing second, her confidence under his gaze slipped further away. A grim smile slowly spread across his face, and she was convinced that he could see right into her heart. Then he called her by her first name—as he had never done before. "Come on, Lizzie," he said, "you might as well tell me everything. You know."

"Know what?" The words were audible to him, though they were uttered in the lowest whisper.

"Guess what?" He could hear the words, even though they were spoken in a barely audible whisper.

"About this d–––– necklace. What is it all? Where are they? And how did you manage it?"

"About this d–––– necklace. What’s it all about? Where are they? And how did you pull it off?"

"I didn't manage anything!"

"I didn’t accomplish anything!"

"But you know where they are?" He paused again, still gazing at her. Gradually there came across his face, or she fancied that it was so, a look of ferocity which thoroughly frightened her. If he should turn against her, and be leagued with the police against her, what chance would she have? "You know where they are," he said, repeating his words. Then at last she nodded her head, assenting to his assertion. "And where are they? Come;—out with it! If you won't tell me, you must tell some one else. There has been a deal too much of this already."

"But you know where they are?" He paused again, still looking at her. Gradually, a fierce look crossed his face—at least, that's what she thought—and it scared her. What if he turned against her and teamed up with the police? What chance would she have? "You know where they are," he said, repeating himself. Finally, she nodded, agreeing with him. "And where are they? Come on—spill it! If you won't tell me, you have to tell someone else. This has gone on long enough."

"You won't betray me?"

"You won't backstab me?"

"Not if you deal openly with me."

"Not if you're honest with me."

"I will; indeed I will. And it was all an accident. When I took them out of the box, I only did it for safety."

"I will; really, I will. And it was all an accident. When I took them out of the box, I only did it for safety."

"You did take them out of the box then?" Again she nodded her head. "And have got them now?" There was another nod. "And where are they? Come; with such a spirit of enterprise as yours you ought to be able to speak. Has Benjamin got them?"

"You did take them out of the box, right?" Again she nodded her head. "And you have them now?" There was another nod. "So where are they? Come on; with your adventurous spirit, you should be able to speak up. Does Benjamin have them?"

"Oh, no."

"Oh no."

"And he knows nothing about them?"

"And he doesn't know anything about them?"

"Nothing."

"Nothing."

"Then I have wronged in my thoughts that son of Abraham?"

"Then have I wronged that son of Abraham in my thoughts?"

"Nobody knows anything," said Lizzie.

"Nobody knows anything," Lizzie said.

"Not even Jane or Lucinda?"

"Not even Jane or Lucy?"

"Nothing at all."

"Not a thing."

"Then you have kept your secret marvellously. And where are they?"

"Then you’ve kept your secret amazingly well. So, where are they?"

"Up-stairs."

"Upstairs."

"In your bed-room?"

"In your bedroom?"

"In my desk in the little sitting-room."

"In my desk in the small living room."

"The Lord be good to us!" ejaculated Lord George. "All the police in London, from the chief downwards, are agog about this necklace. Every well-known thief in the town is envied by every other thief because he is thought to have had a finger in the pie. I am suspected, and Mr. Benjamin is suspected; Sir Griffin is suspected, and half the jewellers in London and Paris are supposed to have the stones in their keeping. Every man and woman is talking about it, and people are quarrelling about it till they almost cut each other's throats; and all the while you have got them locked up in your desk! How on earth did you get the box broken open and then conveyed out of your room at Carlisle?"

"God help us!" exclaimed Lord George. "All the police in London, from the chief on down, are buzzing about this necklace. Every well-known thief in town is envied by the others because he's thought to be involved. I'm under suspicion, and so is Mr. Benjamin; Sir Griffin is suspected too, and half of the jewelers in London and Paris are believed to have the stones. Everyone is talking about it, and people are arguing over it to the point where they might as well be trying to kill each other; and all the while, you’ve got them locked up in your desk! How on earth did you break open the box and then get it out of your room at Carlisle?"

Then Lizzie, in a frightened whisper, with her eyes often turned on the floor, told the whole story. "If I'd had a minute to think of it," she said, "I would have confessed the truth at Carlisle. Why should I want to steal what was my own? But they came to me all so quickly, and I didn't like to say that I had them under my pillow."

Then Lizzie, nervously whispering and often looking down at the floor, explained everything. "If I had just had a moment to think," she said, "I would have admitted the truth in Carlisle. Why would I want to steal something that belongs to me? But everything happened so fast, and I didn’t want to admit I had them under my pillow."

"I daresay not."

"I don't think so."

"And then I couldn't tell anybody afterwards. I always meant to tell you,—from the very first; because I knew you would be good to me. They are my own. Surely I might do what I liked with my own?"

"And then I couldn't tell anyone afterwards. I always intended to tell you—from the very beginning; because I knew you would be kind to me. They belong to me. Surely I should be able to do what I want with what’s mine?"

"Well,—yes; in one way. But you see there was a lawsuit in Chancery going on about them; and then you committed perjury at Carlisle. And altogether,—it's not quite straight sailing, you know."

"Well,—yes; in one way. But you see, there was a lawsuit in Chancery about them; and then you lied under oath at Carlisle. And overall,—it's not exactly smooth sailing, you know."

"I suppose not."

"I guess not."

"Hardly. Major Mackintosh, and the magistrates, and Messrs. Bunfit and Gager won't settle down, peaceable and satisfied, when they hear the end of the story. And I think Messrs. Camperdown will have a bill against you. It's been uncommonly clever, but I don't see the use of it."

"Not at all. Major Mackintosh, the magistrates, and Messrs. Bunfit and Gager won’t just accept the outcome without causing a fuss. Plus, I think Messrs. Camperdown are going to send you a bill. This has been very clever, but I don’t really see the point of it."

"I've been very foolish," said Lizzie,—"but you won't desert me!"

"I've been really foolish," said Lizzie, "but you won't leave me!"

"Upon my word I don't know what I'm to do."

"Honestly, I have no idea what I should do."

"Will you have them,—as a present?"

"Will you take them as a gift?"

"Certainly not."

"Absolutely not."

"They're worth ever so much;—ten thousand pounds! And they are my own, to do just what I please with them."

"They're worth so much—ten thousand pounds! And they're mine to do whatever I want with them."

"You are very good;—but what should I do with them?"

"You’re really great; but what am I supposed to do with them?"

"Sell them."

"Sell them."

"Who'd buy them? And before a week was over I should be in prison, and in a couple of months should be standing at the Old Bailey at my trial. I couldn't just do that, my dear."

"Who would buy them? And before a week goes by, I'd be in prison, and in a couple of months, I'd be at the Old Bailey for my trial. I can't just do that, my dear."

"What will you do for me? You are my friend;—ain't you?" The diamond necklace was not a desirable possession in the eyes of Lord George de Bruce Carruthers;—but Portray Castle, with its income, and the fact that Lizzie Eustace was still a very young woman, was desirable. Her prettiness too was not altogether thrown away on Lord George,—though, as he was wont to say to himself, he was too old now to sacrifice much for such a toy as that. Something he must do,—if only because of the knowledge which had come to him. He could not go away and leave her, and neither say nor do anything in the matter. And he could not betray her to the police. "You will not desert me!" she said, taking hold of his hand, and kissing it as a suppliant.

"What will you do for me? You're my friend, right?" The diamond necklace wasn't really something Lord George de Bruce Carruthers cared about, but Portray Castle, with its income, and the fact that Lizzie Eustace was still a young woman, were valuable. Her attractiveness didn't escape Lord George's attention either, though he often reminded himself that he was too old to give up much for something trivial like that. He had to take some action—if only because of what he knew. He couldn't just walk away and leave her without saying or doing anything. And he couldn't turn her in to the police. "You won't abandon me!" she said, grabbing his hand and kissing it in desperation.

He passed his arm round her waist, but more as though she were a child than a woman, as he stood thinking. Of all the affairs in which he had ever been engaged, it was the most difficult. She submitted to his embrace, and leaned upon his shoulder, and looked up into his face. If he would only tell her that he loved her, then he would be bound to her,—then must he share with her the burthen of the diamonds,—then must he be true to her. "George!" she said, and burst into a low suppressed wailing, with her face hidden upon his arm.

He wrapped his arm around her waist, but it felt more like he was holding a child than a woman, as he stood there lost in thought. Out of all the relationships he had ever been in, this one was the hardest. She accepted his hold, leaned against his shoulder, and looked up at him. If only he would just say that he loved her, then he would be tied to her—then he would have to share the weight of the diamonds with her—then he would have to be loyal to her. "George!" she said, and broke into a soft, muffled cry, hiding her face against his arm.

"That's all very well," said he, still holding her,—for she was pleasant to hold,—"but what the d–––– is a fellow to do? I don't see my way out of it. I think you'd better go to Camperdown, and give them up to him, and tell him the truth." Then she sobbed more violently than before, till her quick ear caught the sound of a footstep on the stairs, and in a moment she was out of his arms and seated on the sofa, with hardly a trace of tears in her eyes. It was the footman, who desired to know whether Lady Eustace would want the carriage that afternoon. Lady Eustace, with her cheeriest voice, sent her love to Mrs. Carbuncle, and her assurance that she would not want the carriage before the evening. "I don't know that you can do anything else," continued Lord George, "except just give them up and brazen it out. I don't suppose they'd prosecute you."

"That's nice and all," he said, still holding her—she felt good in his arms—"but what am I supposed to do? I can't see a way out of this. I think you should go to Camperdown, hand them over to him, and tell him the truth." She then sobbed even harder than before, until her quick ear picked up the sound of footsteps on the stairs. In an instant, she was out of his arms and sitting on the sofa, with barely a trace of tears in her eyes. It was the footman, asking if Lady Eustace would need the carriage that afternoon. Lady Eustace, using her brightest voice, sent her love to Mrs. Carbuncle and said she wouldn’t need the carriage until the evening. "I don’t think there’s anything else you can do," continued Lord George, "except just hand them over and act confident about it. I doubt they’d actually prosecute you."

"Prosecute me!" ejaculated Lizzie.

"Prosecute me!" exclaimed Lizzie.

"For perjury, I mean."

"For lying under oath, I mean."

"And what could they do to me?"

"And what could they do to me?"

"Oh, I don't know. Lock you up for five years, perhaps."

"Oh, I have no idea. Maybe lock you up for five years."

"Because I had my own necklace under the pillow in my own room?"

"Because I had my own necklace under my pillow in my own room?"

"Think of all the trouble you've given."

"Think about all the trouble you've caused."

"I'll never give them up to Mr. Camperdown. They are mine;—my very own. My cousin, Mr. Greystock, who is much more of a lawyer than Mr. Camperdown, says so. Oh, George, do think of something! Don't tell me that I must give them up! Wouldn't Mr. Benjamin buy them?"

"I'll never give them up to Mr. Camperdown. They are mine—my very own. My cousin, Mr. Greystock, who knows way more about law than Mr. Camperdown, says so. Oh, George, think of something! Don’t tell me I have to give them up! Wouldn’t Mr. Benjamin buy them?"

"Yes;—for half nothing; and then go and tell the whole story and get money from the other side. You can't trust Benjamin."

"Yeah;—for practically nothing; and then go and share the whole story and get paid by the other side. You can't trust Benjamin."

"But I can trust you." She clung to him and implored him, and did get from him a renewed promise that he would not reveal her secret. She wanted him to take the terrible packet from her there and then, and use his own judgment in disposing of it. But this he positively refused to do. He protested that they were safer with her than they could be with him. He explained to her that if they were found in his hands, his offence in having them in his possession would be much greater than hers. They were her own,—as she was ever so ready to assert; or if not her own, the ownership was so doubtful that she could not be accused of having stolen them. And then he needed to consider it all,—to sleep upon it,—before he could make up his mind what he would do.

"But I can trust you." She held onto him tightly and pleaded with him, and he gave her a renewed promise that he wouldn’t reveal her secret. She wanted him to take the awful package from her right then and there and decide what to do with it himself. But he firmly refused. He insisted that they were safer with her than they would be with him. He explained that if they were found in his possession, his offense would be much worse than hers. They belonged to her—as she was always quick to point out; or if not hers, the ownership was so unclear that she couldn’t be accused of stealing them. And then he needed to think it all over—to sleep on it—before he could decide what to do.

But there was one other trouble on her mind as to which he was called upon to give her counsel before he was allowed to leave her. She had told the detective officer that she would submit her boxes and desks to be searched if her cousin Frank should advise it. If the policeman were to return with her cousin while the diamonds were still in her desk, what should she do? He might come at any time; and then she would be bound to obey him. "And he thinks that they were stolen at Carlisle?" asked Lord George. "Of course he thinks so," said Lizzie, almost indignantly. "They would never ask to search your person," suggested Lord George. Lizzie could not say. She had simply declared that she would be guided by her cousin. "Have them about you when he comes. Don't take them out with you; but keep them in your pocket while you are in the house during the day. They will hardly bring a woman with them to search you."

But there was one more thing on her mind that he needed to help her with before he could leave. She had told the detective that she would let them search her boxes and desk if her cousin Frank advised it. If the police came back with her cousin while the diamonds were still in her desk, what should she do? He could show up at any moment, and then she would have to listen to him. "And he thinks they were stolen at Carlisle?" asked Lord George. "Of course he thinks that," Lizzie replied, almost offended. "They wouldn’t just ask to search you," suggested Lord George. Lizzie didn’t know what to say. She had just said she would follow her cousin's advice. "Keep them on you when he arrives. Don’t take them out when you go out; just keep them in your pocket while you’re at home during the day. They probably won’t bring a woman to search you."

"But there was a woman with the man when he came before."

"But there was a woman with the man when he came before."

"Then you must refuse in spite of your cousin. Show yourself angry with him and with everybody. Swear that you did not intend to submit yourself to such indignity as that. They can't do it without a magistrate's order, unless you permit it. I don't suppose they will come at all; and if they do they will only look at your clothes and your boxes. If they ask to do more, be stout with them and refuse. Of course they'll suspect you, but they do that already. And your cousin will suspect you;—but you must put up with that. It will be very bad;—but I see nothing better. But, of all things, say nothing of me."

"Then you must decline regardless of your cousin. Show that you're angry with him and everyone else. Insist that you never meant to accept such humiliation. They can’t do it without a magistrate’s order, unless you allow it. I doubt they will show up at all; and if they do, they’ll just look at your clothes and your boxes. If they want to do more, stand firm and refuse. Of course they’ll suspect you, but they already do that. And your cousin will suspect you too—but you’ll have to deal with it. It will be tough; but I don’t see any better option. But above all, don’t mention me."

"Oh, no," said Lizzie, promising to be obedient to him. And then he took his leave of her. "You will be true to me;—will you not?" she said, still clinging to his arm. He promised her that he would. "Oh, George," she said, "I have no friend now but you. You will care for me?" He took her in his arms and kissed her, and promised her that he would care for her. How was he to save himself from doing so? When he was gone, Lizzie sat down to think of it all, and felt sure that at last she had found her Corsair.

"Oh, no," said Lizzie, vowing to be loyal to him. Then he said goodbye to her. "You’ll be faithful to me, right?" she asked, still holding onto his arm. He assured her that he would be. "Oh, George," she said, "you’re my only friend now. You’ll look out for me, won’t you?" He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her, promising that he would take care of her. How could he avoid doing just that? Once he left, Lizzie sat down to think about it all and felt certain that she had finally found her hero.

 

 

CHAPTER LII

Mrs. Carbuncle Goes to the Theatre
 

Mrs. Carbuncle and Lizzie Eustace did not, in these days, shut themselves up because there was trouble in the household. It would not have suited the creed of Mrs. Carbuncle on social matters to be shut up from the amusements of life. She had sacrificed too much in seeking them for that, and was too conscious of the price she paid for them. It was still mid-winter, but nevertheless there was generally some amusement arranged for every evening. Mrs. Carbuncle was very fond of the play, and made herself acquainted with every new piece as it came out. Every actor and actress of note on the stage was known to her, and she dealt freely in criticisms on their respective merits. The three ladies had a box at the Haymarket taken for this very evening, at which a new piece, "The Noble Jilt," from the hand of a very eminent author, was to be produced. Mrs. Carbuncle had talked a great deal about "The Noble Jilt," and could boast that she had discussed the merits of the two chief characters with the actor and actress who were to undertake them. Miss Talbot had assured her that the Margaret was altogether impracticable, and Mrs. Carbuncle was quite of the same opinion. And as for the hero, Steinmark,—it was a part that no man could play so as to obtain the sympathy of an audience. There was a second hero,—a Flemish Count,—tame as rain-water, Mrs. Carbuncle said. She was very anxious for the success of the piece, which, as she said, had its merits; but she was sure that it wouldn't do. She had talked about it a great deal, and now, when the evening came, she was not going to be deterred from seeing it by any trouble in reference to a diamond necklace. Lizzie, when she was left by Lord George, had many doubts on the subject,—whether she would go or stay at home. If he would have come to her, or her cousin Frank, or if, had it been possible, Lord Fawn would have come, she would have given up the play very willingly. But to be alone,—with her necklace in the desk up-stairs, or in her pocket, was terrible to her. And then, they could not search her or her boxes while she was at the theatre. She must not take the necklace with her there. He had told her to leave it in her desk, when she went from home.

Mrs. Carbuncle and Lizzie Eustace didn’t isolate themselves these days just because there was trouble at home. It wasn’t in Mrs. Carbuncle's belief system to miss out on life’s pleasures. She had given up too much in pursuit of them to hide away and was all too aware of the cost. Although it was still mid-winter, they usually had something fun planned for every evening. Mrs. Carbuncle loved the theater and made it her business to know every new show as it opened. She was familiar with every well-known actor and actress and freely offered her thoughts on their performances. The three ladies had a box at the Haymarket reserved for that evening, where a new show, "The Noble Jilt," written by a very prominent author, was set to premiere. Mrs. Carbuncle had talked extensively about "The Noble Jilt" and could proudly say she had discussed the two main characters with the actor and actress who would play them. Miss Talbot told her that Margaret was completely unrealistic, and Mrs. Carbuncle agreed. As for the hero, Steinmark—it was a role no man could play in a way that would gain the audience's sympathy. There was a second hero—a Flemish Count—who, according to Mrs. Carbuncle, was as boring as rainwater. She was quite invested in the success of the play, which she believed had its strengths; however, she was certain it wouldn’t succeed. She had talked about it a lot, and now, on the night of the show, she wasn't going to let any issues regarding a diamond necklace keep her from attending. Lizzie, left alone by Lord George, had many uncertainties about whether to go or stay home. If he had come to see her, or if her cousin Frank had, or even if Lord Fawn, if it had been possible, would have come, she would have gladly skipped the play. But being alone—with her necklace in the desk upstairs or in her pocket—was terrifying. Plus, they couldn’t search her or her belongings while she was at the theater. She couldn’t take the necklace with her. He had instructed her to leave it in her desk before she went out.

Lucinda, also, was quite determined that she would see the new piece. She declared to her aunt, in Lizzie's presence, without a vestige of a smile, that it might be well to see how a jilt could behave herself, so as to do her work of jilting in any noble fashion. "My dear," said her aunt, "you let things weigh upon your heart a great deal too much." "Not upon my heart, Aunt Jane," the young lady had answered. She also intended to go, and when she had made up her mind to anything, nothing would deter her. She had no desire to stay at home in order that she might see Sir Griffin. "I daresay the play may be very bad," she said, "but it can hardly be so bad as real life."

Lucinda was also determined to see the new show. She told her aunt, in Lizzie's presence and without any hint of a smile, that it might be interesting to see how a jilt behaves so she could carry out her own jilting with some grace. "My dear," her aunt said, "you let things weigh on you far too much." "Not on my heart, Aunt Jane," the young lady replied. She was also planning to go, and once she made up her mind about something, nothing could change it. She had no intention of staying home just to see Sir Griffin. "I’m sure the play could be really bad," she said, "but it can't possibly be worse than real life."

Lizzie, when Lord George had left her, crept up-stairs, and sat for awhile thinking of her condition, with the key of her desk in her hand. Should there come a knock at the door, the case of diamonds would be in her pocket in a moment. Her own room door was bolted on the inside, so that she might have an instant for her preparation. She was quite resolved that she would carry out Lord George's recommendation, and that no policeman or woman should examine her person, unless it were done by violence. There she sat, almost expecting that at every moment her cousin would be there with Bunfit and the woman. But nobody came, and at six she went down to dinner. After much consideration she then left the diamonds in the desk. Surely no one would come to search at such an hour as that. No one had come when the carriage was announced, and the three ladies went off together.

Lizzie, after Lord George left her, quietly went upstairs and sat for a while, thinking about her situation, with the key to her desk in her hand. If someone knocked on the door, she'd have the case of diamonds in her pocket in no time. The door to her room was bolted from the inside, giving her a moment to prepare. She was determined to follow Lord George's advice and make sure that no police officer searched her, unless they used force. She sat there, almost expecting her cousin to show up with Bunfit and the woman at any moment. But no one came, and by six, she went downstairs for dinner. After thinking it over, she decided to leave the diamonds in the desk. Surely no one would come to search at such an hour. No one appeared when the carriage was called, and the three ladies left together.

During the whole way Mrs. Carbuncle talked of the terrible situation in which poor Lord George was placed by the robbery, and of all that Lizzie owed him on account of his trouble. "My dear," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "the least you can do for him is to give him all that you've got to give." "I don't know that he wants me to give him anything," said Lizzie. "I think that's quite plain," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "and I'm sure I wish it may be so. He and I have been dear friends,—very dear friends, and there is nothing I wish so much as to see him properly settled. Ill-natured people like to say all manner of things because everybody does not choose to live in their own heartless, conventional form. But I can assure you there is nothing between me and Lord George which need prevent him from giving his whole heart to you." "I don't suppose there is," said Lizzie, who loved an opportunity of giving Mrs. Carbuncle a little rap.

During the entire time, Mrs. Carbuncle talked about the terrible situation poor Lord George found himself in after the robbery and how much Lizzie owed him for his troubles. "My dear," Mrs. Carbuncle said, "the least you can do for him is give him everything you can." "I don’t think he wants anything from me," Lizzie replied. "That seems pretty clear," Mrs. Carbuncle said, "and I really hope that's the case. He and I have been close friends—very close friends—and there's nothing I want more than to see him settled properly. People who are mean-spirited love to say all kinds of things because not everyone chooses to live in their own cold, conventional way. But I assure you, there's nothing between me and Lord George that should stop him from giving you his whole heart." "I doubt there is," Lizzie said, enjoying the chance to take a jab at Mrs. Carbuncle.

The play, as a play, was a failure; at least so said Mrs. Carbuncle. The critics, on the next morning, were somewhat divided,—not only in judgment, but as to facts. To say how a play has been received is of more moment than to speak of its own merits or of the merits of the actors. Three or four of the papers declared that the audience was not only eulogistic, but enthusiastic. One or two others averred that the piece fell very flatly. As it was not acted above four or five dozen times consecutively, it must be regarded as a failure. On their way home Mrs. Carbuncle declared that Minnie Talbot had done her very best with such a part as Margaret, but that the character afforded no scope for sympathy. "A noble jilt, my dears," said Mrs. Carbuncle eloquently, "is a contradiction in terms. There can be no such thing. A woman, when she has once said the word, is bound to stick to it. The delicacy of the female character should not admit of hesitation between two men. The idea is quite revolting."

The play was a flop, at least according to Mrs. Carbuncle. The critics the next morning were pretty divided—not just in their opinions but also on the facts. How a play is received is often more important than discussing its quality or the talent of the actors. Three or four papers claimed that the audience was not only praising but also excited. A couple of others insisted that the play bombed. Since it was only performed four or five dozen times in a row, it should be considered a failure. On their way home, Mrs. Carbuncle said that Minnie Talbot did her best with a role like Margaret, but that the character didn’t offer any room for sympathy. “A noble jilt, my dears,” Mrs. Carbuncle said passionately, “is a contradiction in terms. There can't be such a thing. A woman, once she has said yes, is obligated to follow through. The sensitivity of a woman’s character shouldn't allow for wavering between two men. The idea is just terrible.”

"But may not one have an idea of no man at all?"—asked Lucinda. "Must that be revolting also?"

"But can’t someone think of no person at all?" Lucinda asked. "Does that have to be disturbing too?"

"Of course a young woman may entertain such an idea; though for my part I look upon it as unnatural. But when she has once given herself there can be no taking back without the loss of that aroma which should be the apple of a young woman's eye."

"Of course a young woman can think like that; however, I see it as unnatural. But once she has committed herself, she can't just take it back without losing that special something that should be the pride of a young woman."

"If she finds that she has made a mistake—?" said Lucinda fiercely. "Why shouldn't a young woman make a mistake as well as an old woman? Her aroma won't prevent her from having been wrong and finding it out."

"If she realizes she's made a mistake—?" Lucinda asked fiercely. "Why can't a young woman make a mistake just like an older woman? Her charm won't stop her from being wrong and figuring it out."

"My dear, such mistakes, as you call them, always arise from fantastic notions. Look at this piece. Why does the lady jilt her lover? Not because she doesn't like him. She's just as fond of him as ever."

"My dear, these mistakes, as you put it, always come from unrealistic ideas. Look at this piece. Why does the lady break up with her lover? Not because she doesn’t like him. She’s just as attached to him as before."

"He's a stupid sort of a fellow, and I think she was quite right," said Lizzie. "I'd never marry a man merely because I said I would. If I found I didn't like him, I'd leave him at the altar. If I found I didn't like him, I'd leave him even after the altar. I'd leave him any time I found I didn't like him. It's all very well to talk of aroma, but to live with a man you don't like—is the devil!"

"He's a really foolish guy, and I think she was totally right," said Lizzie. "I would never marry a guy just because I said I would. If I realized I didn't like him, I'd ditch him at the altar. If I figured out I didn't like him, I'd walk away even after the altar. I'd leave him anytime I found out I didn't like him. It's easy to talk about attraction, but living with a guy you don't like—is the worst!"

"My dear, those whom God has joined together shouldn't be separated,—for any mere likings or dislikings." This Mrs. Carbuncle said in a high tone of moral feeling, just as the carriage stopped at the door in Hertford Street. They at once perceived that the hall-door was open, and Mrs. Carbuncle, as she crossed the pavement, saw that there were two policemen in the hall. The footman had been with them to the theatre, but the cook and housemaid, and Mrs. Carbuncle's own maid, were with the policemen in the passage. She gave a little scream, and then Lizzie, who had followed her, seized her by the arm. She turned round and saw by the gas-light that Lizzie's face was white as a sheet, and that all the lines of her countenance were rigid and almost distorted. "Then she does know all about it!" said Mrs. Carbuncle to herself. Lizzie didn't speak, but still hung on to Mrs. Carbuncle's arm, and Lucinda, having seen how it was, was also supporting her. A policeman stepped forward and touched his hat. He was not Bunfit;—neither was he Gager. Indeed, though the ladies had not perceived the difference, he was not at all like Bunfit or Gager. This man was dressed in a policeman's uniform, whereas Bunfit and Gager always wore plain clothes. "My lady," said the policeman, addressing Mrs. Carbuncle, "there's been a robbery here."

"My dear, those whom God has joined together shouldn't be separated for any silly likes or dislikes." Mrs. Carbuncle said this in a moral tone just as the carriage pulled up in front of the house on Hertford Street. They immediately noticed that the front door was open, and as Mrs. Carbuncle walked across the pavement, she saw two policemen in the hall. The footman had gone with them to the theater, but the cook, the housemaid, and Mrs. Carbuncle's maid were with the policemen in the hallway. She gasped, and Lizzie, who had followed her, grabbed her arm. Turning around, Mrs. Carbuncle saw in the gaslight that Lizzie's face was as pale as a ghost, her features tense and almost twisted in distress. "So she knows everything!" Mrs. Carbuncle thought to herself. Lizzie didn't say anything but continued to cling to Mrs. Carbuncle's arm, with Lucinda also supporting her. A policeman stepped forward and touched his hat. He wasn't Bunfit; he wasn't Gager either. In fact, though the ladies didn't notice the difference, he looked nothing like Bunfit or Gager. This officer was in a uniform, while Bunfit and Gager had always worn plain clothes. "My lady," the policeman said to Mrs. Carbuncle, "there's been a robbery here."

"A robbery!" ejaculated Mrs. Carbuncle.

"There's been a robbery!" yelled Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Yes, my lady. The servants all out,—all to one; and she's off. They've taken jewels, and, no doubt, money, if there was any. They don't mostly come unless they know what they comes for."

"Yes, my lady. The servants are all gone—every single one; and she's left. They've taken the jewelry and, no doubt, the money if there was any. They usually don’t come unless they know what they're after."

With a horrid spasm across her heart, which seemed ready to kill her, so sharp was the pain, Lizzie recovered the use of her legs and followed Mrs. Carbuncle into the dining-room. She had been hardly conscious of hearing; but she had heard, and it had seemed to her that the robbery spoken of was something distinct from her own affair. The policemen did not speak of having found the diamonds. It was of something lost that they spoke. She seated herself in a chair against the wall, but did not utter a word. "We've been up-stairs, my lady, and they've been in most of the rooms. There's a desk broke open,"—Lizzie gave an involuntary little scream;—"Yes, mum, a desk," continued the policeman turning to Lizzie, "and a bureau, and a dressing-case. What's gone your ladyship can tell when you sees. And one of the young women is off. It's she as done it." Then the cook explained. She and the housemaid, and Mrs. Carbuncle's lady's maid, had just stepped out, only round the corner, to get a little air, leaving Patience Crabstick in charge of the house; and when they came back, the area gate was locked against them, the front door was locked, and finding themselves unable to get in after many knockings, they had at last obtained the assistance of a policeman. He had got into the place over the area gate, had opened the front door from within, and then the robbery had been discovered. It was afterwards found that the servants had all gone out to what they called a tea-party, at a public-house in the neighbourhood, and that by previous agreement Patience Crabstick had remained in charge. When they came back Patience Crabstick was gone, and the desk, and bureau, and dressing-case, were found to have been opened. "She had a reg'lar thief along with her, my lady," said the policeman, still addressing himself to Mrs. Carbuncle,—"'cause of the way the things was opened."

With a terrible pain in her heart that felt like it might kill her, Lizzie managed to get her legs moving and followed Mrs. Carbuncle into the dining room. She had barely registered what she’d heard, but it seemed like the robbery they were talking about was separate from her own situation. The policemen didn’t mention finding any diamonds; they talked about something that was lost. She took a seat against the wall but didn’t say a word. "We’ve been upstairs, my lady, and they checked most of the rooms. There’s a desk that’s been broken into,"—Lizzie gasped involuntarily;—"Yes, ma’am, a desk," the policeman continued, addressing Lizzie, "and a bureau and a dressing case. You’ll know what’s missing when you see it. And one of the young women is gone. She’s the one who did it." The cook then explained that she, the housemaid, and Mrs. Carbuncle’s lady’s maid had just stepped out for some fresh air around the corner, leaving Patience Crabstick in charge of the house. When they returned, the area gate was locked against them, and the front door was locked as well. After many knocks with no response, they finally called a policeman for help. He got in over the area gate and opened the front door from the inside, at which point the robbery was discovered. Later, it turned out that all the servants had gone to what they called a tea party at a local pub, and Patience Crabstick had agreed to stay behind. When they returned, Patience Crabstick was gone, and the desk, bureau, and dressing case had all been opened. "She had a regular thief with her, my lady," the policeman said, still speaking to Mrs. Carbuncle, "given how the things were opened."

"I always knew that young woman was downright bad," said Mrs. Carbuncle in her first expression of wrath.

"I always knew that young woman was really bad," said Mrs. Carbuncle in her first expression of anger.

But Lizzie sat in her chair without saying a word, still pale, with that almost awful look of agony in her face. Within ten minutes of their entering the house, Mrs. Carbuncle was making her way up-stairs, with the two policemen following her. That her bureau and her dressing-case should have been opened was dreadful to her, though the value that she could thus lose was very small. She also possessed diamonds,—but her diamonds were paste; and whatever jewellery she had of any value,—a few rings, and a brooch, and such like,—had been on her person in the theatre. What little money she had by her was in the drawing-room, and the drawing-room, as it seemed, had not been entered. In truth, all Mrs. Carbuncle's possessions in the house were not sufficient to have tempted a well-bred, well-instructed thief. But it behoved her to be indignant; and she could be indignant with grace, as the thief was discovered to be, not her maid, but Patience Crabstick. The policemen followed Mrs. Carbuncle, and the maids followed the policemen; but Lizzie Eustace kept her seat in the chair by the wall. "Do you think they have taken much of yours?" said Lucinda, coming up to her and speaking very gently. Lizzie made a motion with her two hands upon her heart, and struggled, and gasped,—as though she wished to speak but could not. "I suppose it is that girl who has done it all," said Lucinda. Lizzie nodded her head, and tried to smile. The attempt was so ghastly that Lucinda, though not timid by nature, was frightened. She sat down and took Lizzie's hand, and tried to comfort her. "It is very hard upon you," she said, "to be twice robbed." Lizzie again nodded her head. "I hope it is not much now. Shall we go up and see?" The poor creature did get upon her legs, but she gasped so terribly that Lucinda feared that she was dying. "Shall I send for some one?" she said. Lizzie made an effort to speak, was shaken convulsively while the other supported her, and then burst into a flood of tears.

But Lizzie sat in her chair without saying anything, still pale, with an almost haunting look of agony on her face. Within ten minutes of their arriving at the house, Mrs. Carbuncle was making her way upstairs, with the two policemen following her. The fact that her bureau and dressing case had been opened was awful to her, even though the valuables she could lose were minimal. She also had diamonds—but they were fake; and any jewelry of real value—a few rings and a brooch, and such—had been with her at the theater. The little money she had was in the drawing room, which, it seemed, hadn’t been disturbed. In reality, all of Mrs. Carbuncle's belongings in the house weren’t enough to attract a well-mannered, well-trained thief. But she had to be outraged; and she could express her indignation elegantly, especially since the thief turned out not to be her maid but Patience Crabstick. The policemen followed Mrs. Carbuncle, and the maids followed the policemen; but Lizzie Eustace remained seated in her chair against the wall. "Do you think they took much of yours?" Lucinda asked, approaching her and speaking softly. Lizzie put her hands on her heart, struggled, and gasped—as if she wanted to speak but couldn't. "I guess that girl did it all," Lucinda said. Lizzie nodded and tried to smile. The attempt was so unsettling that Lucinda, who wasn't naturally timid, felt scared. She sat down, took Lizzie's hand, and tried to comfort her. "It’s really unfair to be robbed twice," she said. Lizzie nodded again. "I hope it’s not too much now. Should we go up and check?" Poor Lizzie managed to get to her feet, but she gasped so profoundly that Lucinda was afraid she might be dying. "Should I send for someone?" she asked. Lizzie struggled to speak, shook as Lucinda supported her, and then broke down in tears.

When that had come she was relieved, and could again act her part. "Yes," she said, "we will go with them. It is so dreadful;—is it not?"

When that finally happened, she felt relieved and could play her role again. "Yes," she said, "we'll go with them. It’s so awful, isn’t it?"

"Very dreadful;—but how much better that we weren't at home! Shall we go now?" Then together they followed the others, and on the stairs Lizzie explained that in her desk, of which she always carried the key round her neck, there was what money she had by her;—two ten-pound notes, and four five-pound notes, and three sovereigns;—in all, forty-three pounds. Her other jewels,—the jewels which she had possessed over and above the fatal diamond necklace,—were in her dressing-case. Patience, she did not doubt, had known that the money was there, and certainly knew of her jewels. So they went up-stairs. The desk was open and the money gone. Five or six rings and a bracelet had been taken also from Lizzie's dressing-case, which she had left open. Of Mrs. Carbuncle's property sufficient had been stolen to make a long list in that lady's handwriting. Lucinda Roanoke's room had not been entered,—as far as they could judge. The girl had taken the best of her own clothes, and a pair of strong boots belonging to the cook. A superintendent of police was there before they went to bed, and a list was made out. The superintendent was of opinion that the thing had been done very cleverly, but was of opinion that the thieves had expected to find more plunder. "They don't care so much about banknotes, my lady, because they fetches such a low price with them as they deal with. The three sovereigns is more to them than all the forty pounds in notes." The superintendent had heard of the diamond necklace, and expressed an opinion that poor Lady Eustace was especially marked out for misfortune. "It all comes of having such a girl as that about her," said Mrs. Carbuncle. The superintendent, who intended to be consolatory to Lizzie, expressed his opinion that it was very hard to know what a young woman was. "They looks as soft as butter, and they're as sly as foxes, and as quick, as quick—as quick as greased lightning, my lady." Such a piece of business as this which had just occurred, will make people intimate at a very short notice.

"Very scary;—but it's much better that we weren't home! Should we go now?" Then they followed the others, and on the stairs, Lizzie explained that in her desk, which she always carried the key for around her neck, was all the money she had;—two ten-pound notes, four five-pound notes, and three sovereigns;—totaling forty-three pounds. Her other jewelry—everything besides the cursed diamond necklace—was in her dressing case. She was sure Patience knew about the money being there and definitely knew about her jewels. So they went upstairs. The desk was open, and the money was gone. Five or six rings and a bracelet had also been taken from Lizzie's open dressing case. Enough of Mrs. Carbuncle's belongings had been stolen to make a long list in her handwriting. It appeared that Lucinda Roanoke's room hadn't been entered. The girl took the best of her clothes and a pair of sturdy boots that belonged to the cook. A police superintendent was there before they went to bed, and a report was made. The superintendent believed the robbery was carried out very cleverly but thought the thieves had been hoping to find more loot. "They don't care much about banknotes, my lady, because they fetch such a low price for them. The three sovereigns are more valuable to them than all forty pounds in notes." The superintendent had heard about the diamond necklace and expressed the view that poor Lady Eustace was particularly marked for bad luck. "It all comes from having a girl like that around her," said Mrs. Carbuncle. The superintendent, who meant to comfort Lizzie, shared his opinion that it was very hard to tell what a young woman was like. "They look as soft as butter, but they're as sly as foxes and as quick, quick—as quick as greased lightning, my lady." An incident like this will make people close quickly.

And so the diamond necklace, known to be worth ten thousand pounds, had at last been stolen in earnest! Lizzie, when the policemen were gone, and the noise was over, and the house was closed, slunk away to her bedroom, refusing any aid in lieu of that of the wicked Patience. She herself had examined the desk beneath the eyes of her two friends and of the policemen, and had seen at once that the case was gone. The money was gone too, as she was rejoiced to find. She perceived at once that had the money been left,—the very leaving of it would have gone to prove that other prize had been there. But the money was gone,—money of which she had given a correct account;—and she could now honestly allege that she had been robbed. But she had at last really lost her great treasure;—and if the treasure should be found, then would she infallibly be exposed. She had talked twice of giving away her necklace, and had seriously thought of getting rid of it by burying it deep in the sea. But now that it was in very truth gone from her, the loss of it was horrible to her. Ten thousand pounds, for which she had struggled so much and borne so many things, which had come to be the prevailing fact of her life, gone from her for ever! Nevertheless it was not that sorrow, that regret, which had so nearly overpowered her in the dining-parlour. At that moment she hardly knew, had hardly thought, whether the diamonds had or had not been taken. But the feeling came upon her at once that her own disgrace was every hour being brought nearer to her. Her secret was no longer quite her own. One man knew it, and he had talked to her of perjury and of five years' imprisonment. Patience must have known it, too; and now some one else also knew it. The police, of course, would find it out, and then horrid words would be used against her. She hardly knew what perjury was. It sounded like forgery and burglary. To stand up before a judge and be tried,—and then to be locked up for five years in prison—! What an end would this be to all her glorious success? And what evil had she done to merit all this terrible punishment? When they came to her in her bedroom at Carlisle she had simply been too much frightened to tell them all that the necklace was at that moment under her pillow.

And so the diamond necklace, worth ten thousand pounds, had finally been stolen for real! After the policemen left, the noise died down, and the house was locked up, Lizzie sneaked back to her bedroom, rejecting any help except from the wicked Patience. She had checked the desk with her two friends and the police watching, and she immediately saw that the case was missing. The money was gone too, which she was surprisingly glad to find. She realized that if the money had been left behind, it would have proven that the necklace had been there too. But the money was gone—the money she had accounted for accurately—and now she could honestly claim that she had been robbed. Yet, she had truly lost her greatest treasure; if the treasure were to be found, she would undoubtedly be exposed. She had talked about giving away her necklace and had seriously considered getting rid of it by burying it deep in the sea. But now that it was really gone from her, the loss was unbearable. Ten thousand pounds, for which she had struggled through so much and which had become the main reality of her life, was lost to her forever! However, it wasn’t that sadness or regret that nearly overwhelmed her in the dining room. At that moment, she barely knew or thought whether the diamonds had actually been taken. But the realization struck her that her own disgrace was getting closer by the hour. Her secret was no longer entirely hers. One man knew it, and he had mentioned perjury and five years in prison. Patience must have known it too, and now someone else also knew. The police, of course, would figure it out, and then horrible accusations would be thrown at her. She hardly understood what perjury was. It sounded like forgery and burglary. To stand before a judge and be tried—and then to be locked up for five years—what a terrible end to all her glorious success! And what wrong had she done to deserve such dreadful punishment? When they found her in her bedroom at Carlisle, she had simply been too scared to tell them that the necklace was right under her pillow.

She tried to think of it all, and to form some idea in her mind of what might be the truth. Of course, Patience Crabstick had known her secret, but how long had the girl known it? And how had the girl discovered it? She was almost certain, from certain circumstances, from words which the girl had spoken, and from signs which she had observed, that Patience had not even suspected that the necklace had been brought with them from Carlisle to London. Of course, the coming of Bunfit and the woman would have set the girl's mind to work in that direction; but then Bunfit and the woman had only been there on that morning. The Corsair knew the facts, and no one but the Corsair. That the Corsair was a Corsair, the suspicions of the police had proved to her. She had offered the necklace to the Corsair; but when so offered, he had refused to take it. She could understand that he should see the danger of accepting the diamonds from her hand, and yet should be desirous of having them. And might not he have thought that he could best relieve her from the burthen of their custody in this manner? She felt no anger against the Corsair as she weighed the probability of his having taken them in this fashion. A Corsair must be a Corsair. Were he to come to her and confess the deed, she would almost like him the better for it,—admiring his skill and enterprise. But how very clever he must have been, and how brave! He had known, no doubt, that the three ladies were all going to the theatre; but in how short a time had he got rid of the other women and availed himself of the services of Patience Crabstick!

She tried to think it all through and get a sense of what the truth might be. Of course, Patience Crabstick had known her secret, but how long had she known it? And how had she found out? She was pretty sure, based on certain circumstances, things the girl had said, and signs she had noticed, that Patience hadn’t even suspected that the necklace had been brought from Carlisle to London. Sure, the arrival of Bunfit and the woman would have made the girl start thinking along those lines; but Bunfit and the woman had only been there that morning. The Corsair was the only one who knew the facts. The police’s suspicions had revealed to her that the Corsair was, in fact, a Corsair. She had offered the necklace to the Corsair; but when she did, he had refused to take it. She understood that he must have seen the risk in accepting the diamonds from her, yet still wanted them. And maybe he thought that this was the best way to relieve her of the burden of keeping them safe? She didn’t feel angry at the Corsair as she considered the possibility that he had taken them like this. A Corsair had to act like a Corsair. If he were to come to her and confess, she would almost like him more for it—admiring his skill and boldness. But how clever and brave he must have been! He must have known that the three ladies were all going to the theater; but how quickly had he gotten rid of the other women and taken advantage of Patience Crabstick's help!

But in what way would she conduct herself when the police should come to her on the following morning,—the police and all the other people who would crowd to the house? How should she receive her cousin Frank? How should she look when the coincidence of the double robbery should be spoken of in her hearing? How should she bear herself when, as of course would be the case, she should again be taken before the magistrates, and made to swear as to the loss of her property? Must she commit more perjury, with the certainty that various people must know that her oath was false? All the world would suspect her. All the world would soon know the truth. Might it not be possible that the diamonds were at this moment in the hands of Messrs. Camperdown, and that they would be produced before her eyes, as soon as her second false oath had been registered against her? And yet how could she tell the truth? And what would the Corsair think of her,—the Corsair, who would know everything? She made one resolution during the night. She would not be taken into court. The magistrates and the people might come to her, but she would not go before them. When the morning came she said that she was ill, and refused to leave her bed. Policemen, she knew, were in the house early. At about nine Mrs. Carbuncle and Lucinda were up and in her room. The excitement of the affair had taken them from their beds,—but she would not stir. If it were absolutely necessary, she said, the men must come into her room. She had been so overset by what had occurred on the previous night, that she could not leave her room. She appealed to Lucinda as to the fact of her illness. The trouble of these robberies was so great upon her that her heart was almost broken. If her deposition must be taken, she would make it in bed. In the course of the day the magistrate did come into her room and the deposition was taken. Forty-three pounds had been taken from her desk, and certain jewels, which she described, from her dressing-case. As far as she was aware, no other property of hers was missing. This she said in answer to a direct question from the magistrate, which, as she thought, was asked with a stern voice and searching eye. And so, a second time, she had sworn falsely. But this at least was gained,—that Lord George de Bruce Carruthers was not looking at her as she swore.

But how would she act when the police showed up the next morning, along with all the other people crowding around the house? How would she greet her cousin Frank? How would she react when the coincidence of the double robbery was mentioned in her presence? How would she carry herself when, as would surely happen, she was brought back before the magistrates and made to swear about her lost belongings? Would she have to lie again, knowing that various people would realize her testimony was false? Everyone would suspect her. The truth would soon be known. Was it possible that the diamonds were currently with Messrs. Camperdown and would be shown to her as soon as her second lie was recorded? Yet how could she reveal the truth? And what would the Corsair think of her—the Corsair, who would know everything? She made a decision during the night. She wouldn’t go to court. The magistrates and the people could come to her, but she wouldn't go before them. When morning came, she claimed she was ill and refused to get out of bed. She knew police officers were already in the house. Around nine, Mrs. Carbuncle and Lucinda came to her room. The excitement of the incident had gotten them out of bed—but she wouldn’t move. If absolutely necessary, she insisted the men must come to her room. She had been so shaken by what happened the night before that she couldn't leave her room. She asked Lucinda to confirm her illness. The stress from the robberies weighed so heavily on her that her heart felt nearly broken. If her statement had to be taken, she would give it from her bed. Later in the day, the magistrate indeed came into her room, and her statement was recorded. Forty-three pounds had been taken from her desk, along with certain jewels, which she described, from her dressing table. As far as she knew, no other belongings of hers were missing. She stated this in response to a direct question from the magistrate, which she felt was asked in a stern tone with a penetrating gaze. And so, for the second time, she had sworn falsely. But at least she gained one thing—Lord George de Bruce Carruthers was not watching her as she testified.

Lord George was in the house for a great part of the day, but he did not ask to be admitted to Lizzie's room;—nor did she ask to see him. Frank Greystock was there late in the afternoon, and went up at once to his cousin. The moment that she saw him she stretched out her arms to him, and burst into tears. "My poor girl," said he, "what is the meaning of it all?"

Lord George was in the house for most of the day, but he didn’t ask to see Lizzie, nor did she ask to see him. Frank Greystock was there late in the afternoon and went straight up to his cousin. As soon as she saw him, she reached out her arms to him and broke down in tears. "My poor girl," he said, "what's going on?"

"I don't know. I think they will kill me. They want to kill me. How can I bear it all? The robbers were here last night, and magistrates and policemen and people have been here all day." Then she fell into a fit of sobbing and wailing, which was, in truth, hysterical. For,—if the readers think of it,—the poor woman had a great deal to bear.

"I don't know. I think they're going to kill me. They want to kill me. How can I handle all this? The robbers were here last night, and judges and cops and people have been here all day." Then she broke down in sobs and wails, which were, honestly, hysterical. Because—if you think about it—the poor woman had a lot to deal with.

Frank, into whose mind no glimmer of suspicion against his cousin had yet entered, and who firmly believed that she had been made a victim because of the value of her diamonds,—and who had a theory of his own about the robbery at Carlisle, to the circumstances of which he was now at some pains to make these latter circumstances adhere,—was very tender with his cousin, and remained in the house for more than an hour. "Oh, Frank, what had I better do?" she asked him.

Frank, who hadn’t even considered the possibility that his cousin might be involved, firmly believed she was targeted because of the value of her diamonds. He also had his own theory about the robbery at Carlisle and was trying hard to fit the new information he had into it. He was very gentle with his cousin and stayed in the house for over an hour. "Oh, Frank, what should I do?" she asked him.

"I would leave London, if I were you."

"I'd leave London if I were you."

"Yes;—of course. I will. Oh yes, I will!"

"Yes, of course. I will. Oh yes, I will!"

"If you don't fear the cold of Scotland—"

"If you’re not afraid of the cold in Scotland—"

"I fear nothing,—nothing but being where these policemen can come to me. Oh!"—and then she shuddered and was again hysterical. Nor was she acting the condition. As she remembered the magistrates, and the detectives, and the policemen in their uniforms,—and reflected that she might probably see much more of them before the game was played out, the thoughts that crowded on her were almost more than she could bear.

"I fear nothing—nothing except being where these cops can find me. Oh!"—and then she shuddered and became hysterical again. And she wasn't just acting. As she recalled the judges, the detectives, and the officers in their uniforms—and thought about how she would likely encounter them a lot more before this was over, the thoughts racing through her mind were almost more than she could handle.

"Your child is there, and it is your own house. Go there till all this passes by." Whereupon she promised him that, as soon as she was well enough, she would at once go to Scotland.

"Your child is there, and it's your own home. Go there until all this blows over." She then promised him that as soon as she felt better, she would immediately head to Scotland.

In the meantime, the Eustace diamonds were locked up in a small safe fixed into the wall at the back of a small cellar beneath the establishment of Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, in Minto Lane, in the City. Messrs. Harter and Benjamin always kept a second place of business. Their great shop was at the West-end; but they had accommodation in the City.

In the meantime, the Eustace diamonds were stored in a small safe built into the wall at the back of a small cellar below the shop of Messrs. Harter and Benjamin, located on Minto Lane in the City. Messrs. Harter and Benjamin always had a second business location. Their main store was at the West End, but they also had space in the City.

The chronicler states this at once, as he scorns to keep from his reader any secret that is known to himself.

The chronicler makes this clear right away, as he refuses to hide any secret from his reader that he knows himself.

 

 

CHAPTER LIII

Lizzie's Sick-Room
 

When the Hertford Street robbery was three days old, and was still the talk of all the town, Lizzie Eustace was really ill. She had promised to go down to Scotland in compliance with the advice given to her by her cousin Frank, and at the moment of promising would have been willing enough to be transported at once to Portray, had that been possible—so as to be beyond the visits of policemen and the authority of lawyers and magistrates; but as the hours passed over her head, and as her presence of mind returned to her, she remembered that even at Portray she would not be out of danger, and that she could do nothing in furtherance of her plans if once immured there. Lord George was in London, Frank Greystock was in London, and Lord Fawn was in London. It was more than ever necessary to her that she should find a husband among them,—a husband who would not be less her husband when the truth of that business at Carlisle should be known to all the world. She had, in fact, stolen nothing. She endeavoured to comfort herself by repeating to herself over and over again that assurance. She had stolen nothing; and she still thought that if she could obtain the support of some strong arm on which to lean, she might escape punishment for those false oaths which she had sworn. Her husband might take her abroad, and the whole thing would die away. If she should succeed with Lord George, of course he would take her abroad, and there would be no need for any speedy return. They might roam among islands in pleasant warm suns, and the dreams of her youth might be realised. Her income was still her own. They could not touch that. So she thought, at least,—oppressed by some slight want of assurance in that respect. Were she to go at once to Scotland, she must for the present give up that game altogether. If Frank would pledge himself to become her husband in three or four, or even in six months, she would go at once. She had more confidence in Frank than even in Lord George. As for love,—she would sometimes tell herself that she was violently in love; but she hardly knew with which. Lord George was certainly the best representative of that perfect Corsair which her dreams had represented to her; but, in regard to working life, she thought that she liked her cousin Frank better than she had ever yet liked any other human being. But, in truth, she was now in that condition, as she acknowledged to herself, that she was hardly entitled to choose. Lord Fawn had promised to marry her, and to him as a husband she conceived that she still had a right. Nothing had as yet been proved against her which could justify him in repudiating his engagement. She had, no doubt, asserted with all vehemence to her cousin that no consideration would now induce her to give her hand to Lord Fawn;—and when making that assurance she had been, after her nature, sincere. But circumstances were changed since that. She had not much hope that Lord Fawn might be made to succumb,—though evidence had reached her before the last robbery which induced her to believe that he did not consider himself to be quite secure. In these circumstances she was unwilling to leave London though she had promised, and was hardly sorry to find an excuse in her recognised illness.

When the Hertford Street robbery was three days old and still the talk of the town, Lizzie Eustace was really sick. She had promised her cousin Frank that she would go to Scotland, and at the moment of that promise, she would have happily been sent straight to Portray, if that had been possible—just to get away from the visits of police and the authority of lawyers and magistrates. But as time passed and she regained her composure, she realized that even in Portray, she wouldn’t be safe, and that she couldn't do anything to help her situation if she was stuck there. Lord George was in London, Frank Greystock was in London, and Lord Fawn was in London. It was more important than ever for her to find a husband among them—a husband who would still stand by her when the truth about the Carlisle situation came to light. The fact was, she hadn’t stolen anything. She tried to reassure herself by repeating that over and over. She hadn’t stolen anything; and she still believed that if she could get the support of someone strong to lean on, she might avoid punishment for the lies she had told. Her husband could take her abroad, and it would all blow over. If she succeeded with Lord George, he would definitely take her abroad, and there would be no need for a quick return. They could wander among islands in warm sunshine, and her youthful dreams could come true. Her income was still hers. They couldn't touch that. At least, that’s what she thought, though she felt a little uncertain about it. If she went to Scotland now, she would have to give up that plan altogether. If Frank would promise to marry her in three or four, or even six months, she would leave right away. She had more faith in Frank than even in Lord George. As for love—sometimes she told herself she was deeply in love; but she hardly knew who it was with. Lord George was definitely the best embodiment of that perfect pirate her dreams had depicted; but when it came to real life, she thought she liked her cousin Frank more than she had liked anyone else. But in truth, she recognized that she was in a position where she didn’t really have the right to choose. Lord Fawn had promised to marry her, and she believed she still had a right to him as a husband. Nothing had been proven against her that would justify him breaking off their engagement. No doubt, she had vehemently told her cousin that nothing would make her marry Lord Fawn now—and when she said that, she had been sincere, as was her nature. But circumstances had changed since then. She didn’t have much hope that Lord Fawn could be convinced to back down—although she had received information before the last robbery that led her to think he didn’t feel entirely secure. In these circumstances, she was reluctant to leave London even though she had promised, and she was actually glad to find an excuse in her acknowledged illness.

And she was ill. Though her mind was again at work with schemes on which she would not have busied herself without hope, yet she had not recovered from the actual bodily prostration to which she had been compelled to give way when first told of the robbery on her return from the theatre. There had been moments then in which she thought that her heart would have broken,—moments in which, but that the power of speech was wanting, she would have told everything to Lucinda Roanoke. When Mrs. Carbuncle was marching up-stairs with the policemen at her heels she would have willingly sold all her hopes, Portray Castle, her lovers, her necklace, her income, her beauty, for any assurance of the humblest security. With that quickness of intellect which was her peculiar gift, she had soon understood, in the midst of her sufferings, that her necklace had been taken by thieves whose robbery might assist her for a while in keeping her secret, rather than lead to the immediate divulging of it. Neither Camperdown nor Bunfit had been at work among the boxes. Her secret had been discovered, no doubt, by Patience Crabstick, and the diamonds were gone. But money also was taken, and the world need not know that the diamonds had been there. But Lord George knew. And then there arose to her that question: Had the diamonds been taken in consequence of that revelation to Lord George? It was not surprising that in the midst of all this Lizzie should be really ill.

And she was sick. Even though her mind was busy with plans she wouldn't have thought about if she didn't have hope, she still hadn't recovered from the physical exhaustion she felt when she first found out about the robbery after coming back from the theater. There were moments then when she thought her heart might break—moments when, if she could have spoken, she would have told Lucinda Roanoke everything. When Mrs. Carbuncle was going upstairs with the police right behind her, she would have gladly traded all her hopes, Portray Castle, her lovers, her necklace, her income, her beauty, for even the slightest assurance of safety. With her quick wit, which was one of her unique traits, she soon realized, in the midst of her suffering, that her necklace had been stolen by thieves whose actions might help her keep her secret for a while rather than expose it immediately. Neither Camperdown nor Bunfit had been searching among the boxes. Her secret was undoubtedly found out by Patience Crabstick, and the diamonds were gone. But money was also taken, and the world didn’t need to know that the diamonds had been there. But Lord George knew. And then she wondered: Had the diamonds been taken because of that revelation to Lord George? It was no surprise that amidst all of this, Lizzie was really sick.

She was most anxious to see Lord George; but, if what Mrs. Carbuncle said to her was true, Lord George refused to see her. She did not believe Mrs. Carbuncle, and was, therefore, quite in the dark about her Corsair. As she could only communicate with him through Mrs. Carbuncle, it might well be the case that he should have been told that he could not have access to her. Of course there were difficulties. That her cousin Frank should see her in her bedroom,—her cousin Frank, with whom it was essentially necessary that she should hold counsel as to her present great difficulties,—was a matter of course. There was no hesitation about that. A fresh nightcap, and a clean pocket-handkerchief with a bit of lace round it, and, perhaps, some pretty covering to her shoulders if she were to be required to sit up in bed, and the thing was arranged. He might have spent the best part of his days in her bedroom if he could have spared the time. But the Corsair was not a cousin,—nor as yet an acknowledged lover. There was difficulty even in framing a reason for her request, when she made it to Mrs. Carbuncle; and the very reason which she gave was handed back to her as the Corsair's reason for not coming to her. She desired to see him because he had been so much mixed up in the matter of these terrible robberies. But Mrs. Carbuncle declared to her that Lord George would not come to her because his name had been so frequently mentioned in connexion with the diamonds. "You see, my dear," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "there can be no real reason for his seeing you up in your bedroom. If there had been anything between you, as I once thought there would—" There was something in the tone of Mrs. Carbuncle's voice which grated on Lizzie's ear,—something which seemed to imply that all that prospect was over.

She was really eager to see Lord George; however, if what Mrs. Carbuncle told her was true, Lord George was refusing to see her. She didn’t believe Mrs. Carbuncle and was, therefore, completely in the dark about her Corsair. Since the only way she could contact him was through Mrs. Carbuncle, it was possible that he had been informed he couldn’t see her. Of course, there were complications. That her cousin Frank should see her in her bedroom—her cousin Frank, with whom it was absolutely necessary for her to discuss her current major challenges—was a given. There was no doubt about that. A fresh nightcap, a clean handkerchief with some lace around it, and maybe a nice wrap for her shoulders if she needed to sit up in bed, and it was all set. He could have spent most of his time in her bedroom if he had the chance. But the Corsair wasn’t a cousin—nor yet an acknowledged lover. It was difficult to even come up with a reason for her request when she made it to Mrs. Carbuncle; and the very reason she provided was returned to her as the Corsair's reason for avoiding her. She wanted to see him because he had been so involved in those terrible robberies. But Mrs. Carbuncle told her that Lord George wouldn’t come to her because his name had come up so often concerning the diamonds. “You see, my dear,” said Mrs. Carbuncle, “there’s no real reason for him to see you in your bedroom. If there had been anything between you, as I once thought there would be—” There was something in Mrs. Carbuncle's tone that grated on Lizzie’s ears—something that suggested all of that hope was over.

"Of course," said Lizzie querulously, "I am very anxious to know what he thinks. I care more about his opinion than anybody else's. As to his name being mixed up in it,—that is all a joke."

"Of course," Lizzie said irritably, "I really want to know what he thinks. I care more about his opinion than anyone else's. As for his name being involved in this—that's just a joke."

"It has been no joke to him, I can assure you," said Mrs. Carbuncle. Lizzie could not press her request. Of course, she knew more about it than did Mrs. Carbuncle. The secret was in her own bosom,—the secret as to the midnight robbery at Carlisle, and that secret she had told to Lord George. As to the robbery in London she knew nothing,—except that it had been perpetrated through the treachery of Patience Crabstick. Did Lord George know more about it than she knew?—and if so, was he now deterred by that knowledge from visiting her? "You see, my dear," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "that a gentleman visiting a lady with whom he has no connexion, in her bedroom, is in itself something very peculiar." Lizzie made a motion of impatience under the bedclothes. Any such argument was trash to her, and she knew that it was trash to Mrs. Carbuncle also. What was one man in her bedroom more than another? She could see a dozen doctors if she pleased, and if so, why not this man, whose real powers of doctoring her would be so much more efficacious? "You would want to see him alone, too," continued Mrs. Carbuncle, "and, of course, the police would hear of it. I am not at all surprised that he should stay away." Lizzie's condition did not admit of much argument on her side, and she only showed her opposition to Mrs. Carbuncle by being cross and querulous.

"It hasn’t been a joke for him, I can guarantee you," said Mrs. Carbuncle. Lizzie couldn't insist on her request. She knew more about the situation than Mrs. Carbuncle did. The secret was buried deep within her—the secret about the midnight theft in Carlisle, which she had confided in Lord George. As for the robbery in London, she knew nothing of it—except that it had been carried out through the betrayal of Patience Crabstick. Did Lord George know more than she did? And if he did, was he now avoiding her because of that knowledge? "You see, my dear," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "a gentleman visiting a lady who he has no relationship with, in her bedroom, is, in itself, quite unusual." Lizzie tossed with impatience under the covers. Any argument like that was nonsense to her, and she knew it was nonsense to Mrs. Carbuncle, too. What difference did it make if one man was in her bedroom over another? She could call in a dozen doctors if she wanted, so why not this man, whose actual medical expertise would be much more effective? "You’d want to see him alone, too," continued Mrs. Carbuncle, "and obviously, the police would find out about it. I’m not at all surprised that he’s staying away." Lizzie's condition didn’t leave much room for argument on her part, and she simply expressed her disagreement with Mrs. Carbuncle by being irritable and whiny.

Frank Greystock came to her with great constancy almost every day, and from him she did hear about the robbery all that he knew or heard. When three days had passed,—when six days, and even when ten days were gone, nobody had been as yet arrested. The police, according to Frank, were much on the alert, but were very secret. They either would not, or could not, tell anything. To him the two robberies, that at Carlisle and the last affair in Hertford Street, were of course distinct. There were those who believed that the Hertford Street thieves and the Carlisle thieves were not only the same, but that they had been in quest of the same plunder,—and had at last succeeded. But Frank was not one of these. He never for a moment doubted that the diamonds had been taken at Carlisle, and explained the second robbery by the supposition that Patience Crabstick had been emboldened by success. The iron box had no doubt been taken by her assistance, and her familiarity with the thieves, then established, had led to the second robbery. Lizzie's loss in that second robbery had amounted to some hundred pounds. This was Frank Greystock's theory, and of course it was one very comfortable to Lizzie.

Frank Greystock visited her nearly every day with impressive consistency, and from him she learned everything he knew or heard about the robbery. After three days had passed—then six days, and even ten days—no one had been arrested yet. According to Frank, the police were very watchful but also quite secretive. They either wouldn’t or couldn’t give out any information. To him, the two robberies, the one in Carlisle and the more recent one on Hertford Street, were clearly separate events. Some people believed that the thieves from Hertford Street and the ones from Carlisle were actually the same group and were after the same loot—ultimately succeeding. But Frank didn’t share that belief. He never doubted for a second that the diamonds were stolen in Carlisle and thought that the second robbery happened because Patience Crabstick had been encouraged by her earlier success. The iron box was likely taken with her help, and her connection with the thieves at that point led to the second robbery. Lizzie lost several hundred pounds in that second robbery. This was Frank Greystock's theory, which of course comforted Lizzie.

"They all seem to think that the diamonds are at Paris," he said to her one day.

"They all think the diamonds are in Paris," he told her one day.

"If you only knew how little I care about them. It seems as though I had almost forgotten them in these after troubles."

"If you only knew how little I care about them. It's like I've almost forgotten about them after everything that's happened."

"Mr. Camperdown cares about them. I'm told he says that he can make you pay for them out of your jointure."

"Mr. Camperdown cares about them. I hear he says that he can make you pay for them from your income."

"That would be very terrible, of course," said Lizzie, to whose mind there was something consolatory in the idea that the whole affair of the robbery might perhaps remain so mysterious as to remove her from the danger of other punishment than this.

"That would be really terrible, of course," said Lizzie, who found some comfort in the thought that the whole situation with the robbery might stay so mysterious that it could protect her from any consequences beyond this.

"I feel sure that he couldn't do it," said Frank, "and I don't think he'll try it. John Eustace would not let him. It would be persecution."

"I’m pretty sure he can’t do it," Frank said, "and I don’t think he’ll even attempt it. John Eustace wouldn’t allow it. It would be unfair."

"Mr. Camperdown has always chosen to persecute me," said Lizzie.

"Mr. Camperdown has always chosen to go after me," said Lizzie.

"I can understand that he shouldn't like the loss of the diamonds. I don't think, Lizzie, you ever realised their true value."

"I get why he wouldn't like losing the diamonds. I don't think, Lizzie, you ever understood their real value."

"I suppose not. After all, a necklace is only a necklace. I cared nothing for it,—except that I could not bear the idea that that man should dictate to me. I would have given it up at once, at the slightest word from you." He did not care to remind her then, as she lay in bed, that he had been very urgent in his advice to her to abandon the diamonds,—and not the less urgent because he had thought that the demand for them was unjust. "I told you often," she continued, "that I was tempted to throw them among the waves. It was true;—quite true. I offered to give them to you, and should have been delighted to have been relieved from them."

"I guess not. After all, a necklace is just a necklace. I didn’t care about it—except that I couldn’t stand the thought of that guy telling me what to do. I would have given it up right away at the slightest word from you." He didn’t want to remind her then, as she lay in bed, that he had been very insistent in his advice to her to get rid of the diamonds—and not any less insistent because he thought that asking for them was unfair. "I told you many times," she continued, "that I was tempted to throw them into the ocean. It was true—completely true. I offered to give them to you, and I would have been thrilled to be rid of them."

"That was, of course, simply impossible."

"That was, of course, just impossible."

"I know it was;—impossible on your part; but I would have been delighted. Of what use were they to me? I wore them twice because that man,"—meaning Lord Fawn,—"disputed my right to them. Before that I never even looked at them. Do you think I had pleasure in wearing them, or pleasure in looking at them? Never. They were only a trouble to me. It was a point of honour with me to keep them, because I was attacked. But I am glad they are gone,—thoroughly glad." This was all very well, and was not without its effect on Frank Greystock. It is hardly expected of a woman in such a condition, with so many troubles on her mind, who had been so persecuted, that every word uttered by her should be strictly true. Lizzie, with her fresh nightcap, and her laced handkerchief, pale, and with her eyes just glittering with tears, was very pretty. "Didn't somebody once give some one a garment which scorched him up when he wore it,—some woman who sent it because she loved the man so much?"

"I know it was impossible for you, but I would have loved it. What were they to me? I wore them twice because that guy,"—meaning Lord Fawn,—"questioned my right to them. Before that, I never even looked at them. Do you think I enjoyed wearing them, or enjoyed looking at them? Never. They were just a hassle for me. It was a matter of honor to keep them because I was challenged. But I'm glad they're gone—completely glad." This was all well said, and it did have an effect on Frank Greystock. It's not really expected of a woman in such a situation, with so many worries weighing on her and having been so tormented, that every word she says should be completely true. Lizzie, with her fresh nightcap and lacy handkerchief, looking pale, with her eyes shimmering with tears, was quite pretty. "Didn't someone once give a garment to a man that burned him when he wore it—a woman who sent it because she loved him so much?"

"The shirt, you mean, which Dejanira sent to Hercules. Yes;—Hercules was a good deal scorched."

"The shirt you mean, the one Dejanira sent to Hercules? Yeah; Hercules was pretty badly burned."

"And that necklace, which my husband gave me because he loved me so well, has scorched me horribly. It has nearly killed me. It has been like the white elephant which the Eastern king gives to his subject when he means to ruin him. Only poor Florian didn't mean to hurt me. He gave it all in love. If these people bring a lawsuit against me, Frank, you must manage it for me."

"And that necklace, which my husband gave me because he loved me so much, has burned me badly. It has almost killed me. It has been like the white elephant that the Eastern king gives to his subject when he wants to ruin them. Only poor Florian didn’t mean to hurt me. He gave it all out of love. If these people sue me, Frank, you have to handle it for me."

"There will be no lawsuit. Your brother-in-law will stop it."

"There won't be a lawsuit. Your brother-in-law will put a stop to it."

"I wonder who will really get the diamonds after all, Frank? They were very valuable. Only think that the ten thousand pounds should disappear in such a way!" The subject was a very dangerous one, but there was a fascination about it which made it impossible for her to refrain from it.

"I wonder who will actually end up with the diamonds, Frank? They were incredibly valuable. Just think, ten thousand pounds could just vanish like that!" The topic was really risky, but there was something intriguing about it that made it hard for her to resist.

"A dishonest dealer in diamonds will probably realise the plunder,—after some years. There would be something very alluring in the theft of articles of great value, were it not that, when got, they at once become almost valueless by the difficulty of dealing with them. Supposing I had the necklace!"

"A shady diamond dealer will likely realize the gain—after a few years. There’s something really tempting about stealing valuable items, but as soon as you get them, they become nearly worthless because of how hard they are to sell. Just imagine if I had the necklace!"

"I wish you had, Frank."

"I wish you had, Frank."

"I could do nothing with it. Ten sovereigns would go further with me,—or ten shillings. The burthen of possessing it would in itself be almost more than I could bear. The knowledge that I had the thing, and might be discovered in having it, would drive me mad. By my own weakness I should be compelled to tell my secret to some one. And then I should never sleep for fear my partner in the matter should turn against me." How well she understood it all! How probable it was that Lord George should turn against her! How exact was Frank's description of that burthen of a secret so heavy that it cannot be borne alone! "A little reflection," continued Frank, "soon convinces a man that rough downright stealing is an awkward, foolish trade; and it therefore falls into the hands of those who want education for the higher efforts of dishonesty. To get into a bank at midnight and steal what little there may be in the till, or even an armful of bank-notes, with the probability of a policeman catching you as you creep out of the chimney and through a hole, is clumsy work; but to walk in amidst the smiles and bows of admiring managers and draw out money over the counter by thousands and tens of thousands, which you have never put in and which you can never repay, and which, when all is done, you have only borrowed;—that is a great feat."

"I couldn’t do anything with it. Ten sovereigns would get me further—or even ten shillings. Just the burden of having it would be almost too much for me to handle. The fact that I had it, and could be found out, would drive me crazy. My own weakness would force me to spill my secret to someone. And then I’d never sleep, worried that my accomplice might turn against me." She understood it all so well! It was very likely that Lord George could betray her! Frank’s description of that heavy secret, too much to bear alone, was so accurate! "A little thought," Frank continued, "quickly shows a man that outright stealing is an awkward, foolish job; it mostly ends up in the hands of those lacking the education for more sophisticated forms of dishonesty. Breaking into a bank at midnight to grab what's left in the till, or even an armful of cash, while risking getting caught by a cop as you sneak out of the chimney, is clumsy work. But to walk in amidst the smiles and bows of impressed managers and withdraw money from the counter by the thousands, which you never deposited and can never pay back, and which you’ve only borrowed in the end—that’s quite an achievement."

"Do you really think so?"

"Do you actually think so?"

"The courage, the ingenuity, and the self-confidence needed are certainly admirable. And then there is a cringing and almost contemptible littleness about honesty, which hardly allows it to assert itself. The really honest man can never say a word to make those who don't know of his honesty believe that it is there. He has one foot in the grave before his neighbours have learned that he is possessed of an article for the use of which they would so willingly have paid, could they have been made to see that it was there. The dishonest man almost doubts whether in him dishonesty is dishonest, let it be practised ever so widely. The honest man almost doubts whether his honesty be honest, unless it be kept hidden. Let two unknown men be competitors for any place, with nothing to guide the judges but their own words and their own looks, and who can doubt but the dishonest man would be chosen rather than the honest? Honesty goes about with a hang-dog look about him, as though knowing that he cannot be trusted till he be proved. Dishonesty carries his eyes high, and assumes that any question respecting him must be considered to be unnecessary."

"The courage, creativity, and self-confidence needed are definitely admirable. But there's a cringe-worthy and almost pathetic smallness about honesty that hardly lets it stand out. A truly honest person can never say anything that would convince those who don't know him that he is honest. He could be on his deathbed before his neighbors realize he has something they would have happily paid for if they could have seen it. The dishonest person often wonders whether his dishonesty is truly dishonest, no matter how widespread it may be. The honest person almost questions whether his honesty is genuine unless it remains hidden. If two strangers are competing for a position, with judges relying only on their words and appearances, who could doubt that the dishonest person would be chosen over the honest one? Honesty walks around with a downcast look, knowing it can't be trusted until proven. Dishonesty holds his head high, assuming any inquiries about him are unnecessary."

"Oh, Frank, what a philosopher you are."

"Oh, Frank, you’re such a philosopher."

"Well, yes; meditating about your diamonds has brought my philosophy out. When do you think you will go to Scotland?"

"Well, yes; thinking about your diamonds has revealed my philosophy. When do you plan to go to Scotland?"

"I am hardly strong enough for the journey yet. I fear the cold so much."

"I’m not really strong enough for the journey yet. I’m so afraid of the cold."

"You would not find it cold there by the sea-side. To tell you the truth, Lizzie, I want to get you out of this house. I don't mean to say a word against Mrs. Carbuncle; but after all that has occurred, it would be better that you should be away. People talk about you and Lord George."

"You wouldn’t feel cold by the seaside. Honestly, Lizzie, I want to get you out of this house. I don’t want to say anything bad about Mrs. Carbuncle, but after everything that’s happened, it would be better for you to be somewhere else. People are talking about you and Lord George."

"How can I help it, Frank?"

"How can I help that, Frank?"

"By going away;—that is, if I may presume one thing. I don't want to pry into your secrets."

"By leaving;—that is, if I can assume something. I don't want to invade your privacy."

"I have none from you."

"I have nothing from you."

"Unless there be truth in the assertion that you are engaged to marry Lord George Carruthers."

"Unless there's truth in the claim that you're engaged to marry Lord George Carruthers."

"There is no truth in it."

"There is no truth to it."

"And you do not wish to stay here in order that there may be an engagement? I am obliged to ask you home questions, Lizzie, as I could not otherwise advise you."

"And you don't want to stay here so that there can be an engagement? I have to ask you personal questions, Lizzie, because otherwise I wouldn't be able to advise you."

"You do, indeed, ask home questions."

"You really do ask personal questions."

"I will desist at once, if they be disagreeable."

"I'll stop right away if they're unpleasant."

"Frank, you are false to me!" As she said this she rose in her bed, and sat with her eyes fixed upon his, and her thin hands stretched out upon the bedclothes. "You know that I cannot wish to be engaged to him or to any other man. You know, better almost than I can know myself, how my heart stands. There has, at any rate, been no hypocrisy with me in regard to you. Everything has been told to you;—at what cost I will not now say. The honest woman, I fear, fares worse even than the honest man of whom you spoke. I think you admitted that he would be appreciated at last. She to her dying day must pay the penalty of her transgressions. Honesty in a woman the world never forgives." When she had done speaking, he sat silent by her bedside, but, almost unconsciously, he stretched out his left hand and took her right hand in his. For a few seconds she admitted this, and she lay there with their hands clasped. Then with a start she drew back her arm, and retreated as it were from his touch. "How dare you," she said, "press my hand, when you know that such pressure from you is treacherous and damnable!"

"Frank, you’re betraying me!" As she said this, she sat up in her bed, her eyes locked on his, and her thin hands stretched out over the covers. "You know I can’t want to be engaged to him or any other man. You know, almost better than I know myself, how I really feel. There’s never been any dishonesty from me towards you. I’ve told you everything;—at what cost, I won't say right now. The honest woman, I’m afraid, suffers worse than the honest man you mentioned. I think you admitted he'll be appreciated in the end. She will pay for her mistakes for the rest of her life. The world never forgives a woman for being honest." When she finished speaking, he sat quietly by her bedside, but almost without thinking, he reached out his left hand and took her right hand in his. For a few seconds, she accepted this, and they lay there with their hands clasped. Then, with a sudden jerk, she pulled her arm back, as if retreating from his touch. "How dare you," she said, "hold my hand when you know that such touch from you is treacherous and unforgivable!"

"Damnable, Lizzie!"

"Unbelievable, Lizzie!"

"Yes;—damnable. I will not pick my words for you. Coming from you, what does such pressure mean?"

"Yes;—it's infuriating. I'm not going to sugarcoat my words for you. What does this pressure really mean coming from you?"

"Affection."

"Love."

"Yes;—and of what sort? You are wicked enough to feed my love by such tokens, when you know that you do not mean to return it. Oh, Frank, Frank, will you give me back my heart? What was it that you promised me when we sat together upon the rocks at Portray?"

"Yes;—and what kind? You’re cruel enough to keep my love alive with gestures like that when you know you don’t intend to return it. Oh, Frank, Frank, will you give my heart back? What did you promise me when we sat together on the rocks at Portray?"

It is inexpressibly difficult for a man to refuse the tender of a woman's love. We may almost say that a man should do so as a matter of course,—that the thing so offered becomes absolutely valueless by the offer,—that the woman who can make it has put herself out of court by her own abandonment of the privileges due to her as a woman,—that stern rebuke and even expressed contempt are justified by such conduct,—and that the fairest beauty and most alluring charms of feminine grace should lose their attraction when thus tendered openly in the market. No doubt such is our theory as to love and love-making. But the action to be taken by us in matters as to which the plainest theory prevails for the guidance of our practice, depends so frequently on accompanying circumstances and correlative issues, that the theory, as often as not, falls to the ground. Frank could not despise this woman, and could not be stern to her. He could not bring himself to tell her boldly that he would have nothing to say to her in the way of love. He made excuses for her, and persuaded himself that there were peculiar circumstances in her position justifying unwomanly conduct, although, had he examined himself on the subject, he would have found it difficult to say what those circumstances were. She was rich, beautiful, clever,—and he was flattered. Nevertheless he knew that he could not marry her;—and he knew also that much as he liked her he did not love her. "Lizzie," he said, "I think you hardly understand my position."

It’s incredibly hard for a man to turn down a woman’s love. We can almost say that he should do it automatically—that what’s offered loses all value in the process—that a woman who makes such an offer has lowered her own status by disregarding the privileges that come with being a woman—that strong disapproval and even open disdain are warranted because of such actions—and that the greatest beauty and most captivating charms of feminine grace should lose their appeal when they’re offered so openly. No doubt, that’s our theory about love and romance. But how we actually act in situations that have a clear theory guiding our behavior often depends on the circumstances and related issues, leading the theory to fall flat. Frank couldn’t look down on this woman and couldn’t be harsh with her. He couldn’t bring himself to tell her outright that he didn’t want anything to do with her romantically. He made excuses for her and convinced himself that there were special circumstances in her situation that justified her unusual behavior, even though, if he had really thought about it, he would have struggled to specify what those circumstances were. She was wealthy, beautiful, and smart—and he felt flattered. Nevertheless, he knew he couldn’t marry her—and he also recognized that despite his fondness for her, he didn’t actually love her. “Lizzie,” he said, “I think you don’t quite understand my situation.”

"Yes, I do. That little girl has cozened you out of a promise."

"Yeah, she has. That little girl has tricked you into making a promise."

"If it be so, you would not have me break it."

"If that's the case, you wouldn't want me to break it."

"Yes, I would, if you think she is not fit to be your wife. Is a man such as you are, to be tied by the leg for life, have all his ambition clipped, and his high hopes shipwrecked, because a girl has been clever enough to extract a word from him? Is it not true that you are in debt?"

"Yes, I would, if you think she's not right for you. Can a guy like you be tied down for life, have all his dreams crushed, and his high hopes ruined, just because a girl managed to get a word out of him? Isn’t it true that you’re in debt?"

"What of that? At any rate, Lizzie, I do not want help from you."

"What about that? Anyway, Lizzie, I don’t want your help."

"That is so like a man's pride! Do we not all know that in such a career as you have marked out for yourself, wealth, or at any rate an easy income, is necessary? Do you think that I cannot put two and two together? Do you believe so meanly of me as to imagine that I should have said to you what I have said, if I did not know that I could help you? A man, I believe, cannot understand that love which induces a woman to sacrifice her pride simply for his advantage. I want to see you prosper. I want to see you a great man and a lord, and I know that you cannot become so without an income. Ah, I wish I could give you all that I have got, and save you from the encumbrance that is attached to it!"

"That’s so typical of a man’s pride! Don’t we all know that in the path you’ve chosen, having money, or at least a comfortable income, is essential? Do you think I can’t connect the dots? Do you think so little of me that you believe I would have said what I did if I didn’t know I could help you? I think a man just doesn’t get the kind of love that drives a woman to sacrifice her pride for his benefit. I want to see you succeed. I want to see you become a great man and a lord, and I know you can’t do that without an income. Ah, I wish I could give you everything I have to save you from the burdens that come with it!"

It might be that he would then have told her of his engagement to Lucy, and of his resolution to adhere to that promise, had not Mrs. Carbuncle at that moment entered the room. Frank had been there for above an hour, and as Lizzie was still an invalid, and to some extent under the care of Mrs. Carbuncle, it was natural that that lady should interfere. "You know, my dear, you should not exhaust yourself altogether. Mr. Emilius is to come to you this afternoon."

It’s possible he would have told her about his engagement to Lucy and his decision to stick to that promise, if Mrs. Carbuncle hadn’t walked into the room at that moment. Frank had already been there for over an hour, and since Lizzie was still recovering and somewhat under Mrs. Carbuncle's care, it made sense for her to step in. “You know, dear, you shouldn’t wear yourself out completely. Mr. Emilius is coming to see you this afternoon.”

"Mr. Emilius!" said Greystock.

"Mr. Emilius!" Greystock said.

"Yes;—the clergyman. Don't you remember him at Portray? A dark man with eyes close together! You used to be very wicked, and say that he was once a Jew-boy in the streets." Lizzie, as she spoke of her spiritual guide, was evidently not desirous of doing him much honour.

"Yeah;—the pastor. Don't you remember him at Portray? A dark guy with closely set eyes! You used to be really naughty and say that he was once a Jewish kid in the streets." Lizzie, while talking about her spiritual guide, clearly didn’t want to give him much credit.

"I remember him well enough. He made sheep's eyes at Miss Macnulty, and drank a great deal of wine at dinner."

"I remember him pretty well. He flirted with Miss Macnulty and drank a lot of wine at dinner."

"Poor Macnulty! I don't believe a word about the wine; and as for Macnulty, I don't see why she should not be converted as well as another. He is coming here to read to me. I hope you don't object."

"Poor Macnulty! I don't believe a word about the wine; and as for Macnulty, I don't see why she shouldn't be converted just like anyone else. He's coming here to read to me. I hope you don't mind."

"Not in the least;—if you like it."

"Not at all;—if you like it."

"One does have solemn thoughts sometimes, Frank,—especially when one is ill."

"Sometimes you have serious thoughts, Frank—especially when you're sick."

"Oh, yes. Well or ill, one does have solemn thoughts;—ghosts, as it were, which will appear. But is Mr. Emilius good at laying such apparitions?"

"Oh, yes. Whether good or bad, people do have serious thoughts;—spirits, so to speak, that will show up. But is Mr. Emilius skilled at banishing such visions?"

"He is a clergyman, Mr. Greystock," said Mrs. Carbuncle, with something of rebuke in her voice.

"He’s a clergyman, Mr. Greystock," Mrs. Carbuncle said, sounding a bit scolding.

"So they tell me. I was not present at his ordination, but I daresay it was done according to rule. When one reflects what a deal of harm a bishop may do, one wishes that there was some surer way of getting bishops."

"So I've heard. I wasn't there for his ordination, but I can assume it was done by the book. When you think about how much damage a bishop can cause, you really hope there’s a better way to choose bishops."

"Do you know anything against Mr. Emilius?" asked Lizzie.

"Do you have any issues with Mr. Emilius?" Lizzie asked.

"Nothing at all but his looks, and manners, and voice,—unless it be that he preaches popular sermons, and drinks too much wine, and makes sheep's eyes at Miss Macnulty. Look after your silver spoons, Mrs. Carbuncle,—if the last thieves have left you any. You were asking after the fate of your diamonds, Lizzie. Perhaps they will endow a Protestant church in Mr. Emilius's native land."

"Honestly, all he has are his looks, manners, and voice—unless you count the fact that he gives popular sermons, drinks too much wine, and flirts with Miss Macnulty. Keep an eye on your silver spoons, Mrs. Carbuncle—if the last thieves didn’t take them all. You were asking about your diamonds, Lizzie. Maybe they’ll fund a Protestant church in Mr. Emilius’s homeland."

Mr. Emilius did come and read to Lady Eustace that afternoon. A clergyman is as privileged to enter the bedroom of a sick lady as is a doctor or a cousin. There was another clean cap, and another laced handkerchief, and on this occasion a little shawl over Lizzie's shoulders. Mr. Emilius first said a prayer, kneeling at Lizzie's bedside; then he read a chapter in the Bible;—and after that he read the first half of the fourth canto of Childe Harold so well, that Lizzie felt for the moment that after all, poetry was life and life was poetry.

Mr. Emilius did come and read to Lady Eustace that afternoon. A clergyman has just as much right to enter the bedroom of a sick woman as a doctor or a relative does. There was another clean cap, and another laced handkerchief, and this time a little shawl draped over Lizzie's shoulders. Mr. Emilius began with a prayer, kneeling by Lizzie's bedside; then he read a chapter from the Bible; and after that, he read the first half of the fourth canto of Childe Harold so well that Lizzie felt, for a moment, that after all, poetry was life and life was poetry.

 

 

CHAPTER LIV

"I Suppose I May Say a Word"
 

The second robbery to which Lady Eustace had been subjected by no means decreased the interest which was attached to her and her concerns in the fashionable world. Parliament had now met, and the party at Matching Priory,—Lady Glencora Palliser's party in the country,—had been to some extent broken up. All those gentlemen who were engaged in the service of Her Majesty's Government had necessarily gone to London, and they who had wives at Matching had taken their wives with them. Mr. and Mrs. Bonteen had seen the last of their holiday; Mr. Palliser himself was, of course, at his post; and all the private secretaries were with the public secretaries on the scene of action. On the 13th of February Mr. Palliser made his first great statement in Parliament on the matter of the five-farthinged penny, and pledged himself to do his very best to carry that stupendous measure through Parliament in the present session. The City men who were in the House that night,—and all the Directors of the Bank of England were in the gallery, and every chairman of a great banking company, and every Baring and every Rothschild, if there be Barings and Rothschilds who have not been returned by constituencies, and have not seats in the House by right,—agreed in declaring that the job in hand was too much for any one member or any one session. Some said that such a measure never could be passed, because the unfinished work of one session could not be used in lessening the labours of the next. Everything must be recommenced; and therefore,—so said these hopeless ones,—the penny with five farthings, the penny of which a hundred would make ten shillings, the halcyon penny, which would make all future pecuniary calculations easy to the meanest British capacity, could never become the law of the land. Others, more hopeful, were willing to believe that gradually the thing would so sink into the minds of members of Parliament, of writers of leading articles, and of the active public generally, as to admit of certain established axioms being taken as established, and placed, as it were, beyond the procrastinating power of debate. It might, for instance, at last be taken for granted that a decimal system was desirable,—so that a month or two of the spring need not be consumed on that preliminary question. But this period had not as yet been reached, and it was thought by the entire City that Mr. Palliser was much too sanguine. It was so probable, many said, that he might kill himself by labour which would be Herculean in all but success, and that no financier after him would venture to face the task. It behoved Lady Glencora to see that her Hercules did not kill himself.

The second robbery that Lady Eustace experienced definitely didn't lessen the intrigue surrounding her and her affairs in high society. Parliament had convened, and Lady Glencora Palliser's country gathering at Matching Priory had somewhat broken up. All the men working for Her Majesty's Government had naturally headed to London, and those who had wives at Matching brought them along. Mr. and Mrs. Bonteen had wrapped up their holiday; Mr. Palliser, of course, was at his post; and all the private secretaries were with the public secretaries where the action was taking place. On February 13th, Mr. Palliser made his first significant speech in Parliament about the new five-farthing penny and promised to do his best to push that massive proposal through Parliament in this session. The City representatives in the House that night—along with all the Directors of the Bank of England in the gallery, every chairman of a major banking company, and any Baring or Rothschild not already elected or holding a seat—agreed that the task at hand was too big for any single member or any one session. Some argued that such a measure could never get passed because unfinished business from one session couldn't lighten the workload of the next. Everything would have to start over; thus, these pessimistic voices claimed, the five-farthings penny—the penny worth a hundred that would total ten shillings, making all future financial calculations simple for the average Brit—could never become law. Others, more optimistic, believed that over time, it would become ingrained in the minds of Parliament members, editorial writers, and the public enough to establish certain accepted principles, beyond the reach of prolonged debate. For example, they hoped it might eventually be recognized that a decimal system was desirable, so that a month or two of spring wouldn’t be wasted on that preliminary discussion. But that stage hadn't been reached yet, and the entire City thought Mr. Palliser was too optimistic. Many suggested he might exhaust himself with Herculean labor that would only lead to failure, leaving no financier after him willing to tackle the challenge. It was Lady Glencora's responsibility to ensure that her Hercules didn’t wear himself out.

In this state of affairs Lady Glencora,—into whose hands the custody of Mr. Palliser's uncle, the duke, had now altogether fallen,—had a divided duty between Matching and London. When the members of Parliament went up to London, she went there also, leaving some half-dozen friends whom she could trust to amuse the duke; but she soon returned, knowing that there might be danger in a long absence. The duke, though old, was his own master; he much affected the company of Madame Goesler, and that lady's kindness to him was considerate and incessant; but there might still be danger, and Lady Glencora felt that she was responsible that the old nobleman should do nothing, in the feebleness of age, to derogate from the splendour of his past life. What if some day his grace should be off to Paris and insist on making Madame Goesler a duchess in the chapel of the Embassy! Madame Goesler had hitherto behaved very well;—would probably continue to behave well. Lady Glencora really loved Madame Goesler. But then the interests at stake were very great! So circumstanced, Lady Glencora found herself compelled to be often on the road between Matching and London.

In this situation, Lady Glencora—who had taken on the responsibility of looking after Mr. Palliser's uncle, the duke—had a split duty between Matching and London. When Parliament members went to London, she went too, leaving a few trusted friends to keep the duke entertained; but she quickly returned, knowing that a long absence could be risky. The duke, though elderly, was independent; he greatly enjoyed the company of Madame Goesler, who was consistently kind to him, but danger still loomed, and Lady Glencora felt responsible for ensuring that the old nobleman didn’t do anything in his frailty that would tarnish the legacy of his illustrious life. What if one day he decided to head to Paris and insist on making Madame Goesler a duchess in the Embassy chapel? Madame Goesler had conducted herself very well so far and would likely continue to do so. Lady Glencora genuinely liked Madame Goesler. But the stakes were incredibly high! Given these circumstances, Lady Glencora found herself needing to travel frequently between Matching and London.

But though she was burthened with great care, Lady Glencora by no means dropped her interest in the Eustace diamonds; and when she learned that on the top of the great Carlisle robbery a second robbery had been superadded, and that this had been achieved while all the London police were yet astray about the former operation, her solicitude was of course enhanced. The duke himself, too, took the matter up so strongly, that he almost wanted to be carried up to London, with some view, as it was supposed by the ladies who were so good to him, of seeing Lady Eustace personally. "It's out of the question, my dear," Lady Glencora said to Madame Goesler, when the duke's fancy was first mentioned to her by that lady. "I told him that the trouble would be too much for him." "Of course it would be too much," said Lady Glencora. "It is quite out of the question." Then, after a moment, she added in a whisper, "Who knows but what he'd insist on marrying her! It isn't every woman that can resist temptation." Madame Goesler smiled, and shook her head, but made no answer to Lady Glencora's suggestion. Lady Glencora assured her uncle that everything should be told to him. She would write about it daily, and send him the latest news by the wires if the post should be too slow. "Ah;—yes," said the duke; "I like telegrams best. I think, you know, that that Lord George Carruthers has had something to do with it. Don't you, Madame Goesler?" It had long been evident that the duke was anxious that one of his own order should be proved to have been the thief, as the plunder taken was so lordly.

But even though she was weighed down with a lot of worries, Lady Glencora still kept her interest in the Eustace diamonds; and when she found out that on top of the major Carlisle robbery, there was a second robbery that had happened while all the London police were still confused about the first one, her concern naturally increased. The duke himself was so invested in the issue that he almost wanted to be taken up to London, supposedly so that the ladies who cared for him thought he could see Lady Eustace in person. "That's out of the question, my dear," Lady Glencora told Madame Goesler when the duke's desire was first brought up. "I told him that it would be too much for him." "Of course it would be too much," said Lady Glencora. "It’s completely out of the question." Then, after a moment, she added in a whisper, "Who knows, he might even insist on marrying her! Not every woman can resist temptation." Madame Goesler smiled and shook her head but didn’t respond to Lady Glencora's comment. Lady Glencora assured her uncle that he would be kept informed about everything. She would write to him daily and send him the latest updates through telegrams if the postal service was too slow. "Ah;—yes," said the duke; "I prefer telegrams. I suspect that Lord George Carruthers has something to do with this. Don’t you think so, Madame Goesler?" It had become clear for a while that the duke was eager for one of his own kind to be identified as the thief since the stolen goods were so extravagant.

In regard to Lizzie herself, Lady Glencora, on her return to London, took it into her head to make a diversion in our heroine's favour. It had hitherto been a matter of faith with all the Liberal party that Lady Eustace had had something to do with stealing her own diamonds. That esprit de corps which is the glorious characteristic of English statesmen had caused the whole Government to support Lord Fawn, and Lord Fawn could only be supported on the supposition that Lizzie Eustace had been a wicked culprit. But Lady Glencora, though very true as a politician, was apt to have opinions of her own, and to take certain flights in which she chose that others of the party should follow her. She now expressed an opinion that Lady Eustace was a victim, and all the Mrs. Bonteens, with some even of the Mr. Bonteens, found themselves compelled to agree with her. She stood too high among her set to be subject to that obedience which restrained others,—too high, also, for others to resist her leading. As a member of a party she was erratic and dangerous, but from her position and peculiar temperament she was powerful. When she declared that poor Lady Eustace was a victim, others were obliged to say so too. This was particularly hard upon Lord Fawn, and the more so as Lady Glencora took upon her to assert that Lord Fawn had no right to jilt the young woman. And Lady Glencora had this to support her views,—that, for the last week past, indeed ever since the depositions which had been taken after the robbery in Hertford Street, the police had expressed no fresh suspicions in regard to Lizzie Eustace. She heard daily from Barrington Erle that Major Mackintosh and Bunfit and Gager were as active as ever in their inquiries, that all Scotland Yard was determined to unravel the mystery, and that there were emissaries at work tracking the diamonds at Hamburg, Paris, Vienna, and New York. It had been whispered to Mr. Erle that the whereabouts of Patience Crabstick had been discovered, and that many of the leading thieves in London were assisting the police;—but nothing more was done in the way of fixing any guilt upon Lizzie Eustace. "Upon my word, I am beginning to think that she has been more sinned against than sinning." This was said to Lady Glencora on the morning after Mr. Palliser's great speech about the five farthings, by Barrington Erle, who, as it seemed, had been specially told off by the party to watch this investigation.

Regarding Lizzie herself, Lady Glencora, upon her return to London, decided to create a distraction in our heroine's favor. Until then, it had been widely believed by all the Liberal party that Lady Eustace was somehow involved in the theft of her own diamonds. That sense of unity typical of English politicians led the entire Government to back Lord Fawn, who could only be supported if Lizzie Eustace was seen as a guilty party. However, Lady Glencora, while quite loyal as a politician, often formed her own opinions and took stances that she expected others in the party to follow. She now proclaimed that Lady Eustace was a victim, and all the Mrs. Bonteens, along with even some of the Mr. Bonteens, felt compelled to agree with her. She was too influential among her peers to be bound by the same obedience that constrained others—too prominent for anyone to resist her direction. As a party member, she was unpredictable and risky, but her status and unique temperament made her powerful. When she said that poor Lady Eustace was a victim, others had no choice but to say the same. This was especially difficult for Lord Fawn, particularly since Lady Glencora asserted that he had no right to abandon the young woman. And Lady Glencora had solid grounds for her stance—over the past week, especially since the statements taken after the robbery in Hertford Street, the police had shown no new suspicions regarding Lizzie Eustace. She heard daily from Barrington Erle that Major Mackintosh, Bunfit, and Gager were still actively investigating, that all of Scotland Yard was committed to solving the mystery, and that agents were working to track the diamonds in Hamburg, Paris, Vienna, and New York. It had been hinted to Mr. Erle that the whereabouts of Patience Crabstick had been uncovered, and that many of London’s top thieves were aiding the police—but no further steps were taken to establish any guilt against Lizzie Eustace. "Honestly, I'm starting to think she's been more wronged than wrongdoer." This was said to Lady Glencora on the morning after Mr. Palliser's major speech about the five farthings, by Barrington Erle, who seemed to have been specifically assigned by the party to monitor this investigation.

"I am sure she has had nothing to do with it. I have thought so ever since the last robbery. Sir Simon Slope told me yesterday afternoon that Mr. Camperdown has given it up altogether." Sir Simon Slope was the Solicitor-General of that day.

"I’m sure she had nothing to do with it. I've believed that ever since the last robbery. Sir Simon Slope told me yesterday afternoon that Mr. Camperdown has given up entirely." Sir Simon Slope was the Solicitor General of that time.

"It would be absurd for him to go on with his bill in Chancery now that the diamonds are gone,—unless he meant to make her pay for them."

"It would be ridiculous for him to continue with his lawsuit now that the diamonds are gone—unless he was planning to make her pay for them."

"That would be rank persecution. Indeed, she has been persecuted. I shall call upon her." Then she wrote the following letter to the duke:—
 

"That would be blatant persecution. In fact, she has been persecuted. I will pay her a visit." Then she wrote the following letter to the duke:—

February 14, 18––.

February 14, 18––.

My dear Duke,

My dear Duke,

Plantagenet was on his legs last night for three hours and three quarters, and I sat through it all. As far as I could observe through the bars I was the only person in the House who listened to him. I'm sure Mr. Gresham was fast asleep. It was quite piteous to see some of them yawning. Plantagenet did it very well, and I almost think I understood him. They seem to say that nobody on the other side will take trouble enough to make a regular opposition, but that there are men in the City who will write letters to the newspapers, and get up a sort of Bank clamour. Plantagenet says nothing about it, but there is a do-or-die manner with him which is quite tragical. The House was up at eleven, when he came home and eat three oysters, drank a glass of beer, and slept well. They say the real work will come when it's in Committee;—that is, if it gets there. The bill is to be brought in, and will be read the first time next Monday week.

Plantagenet spoke for three hours and fifteen minutes last night, and I listened the whole time. From what I could see through the bars, I was the only person in the House who paid attention. I’m pretty sure Mr. Gresham was fast asleep. It was quite sad to see some of them yawning. Plantagenet presented his arguments very well, and I almost think I understood him. They say that no one on the other side will bother to put up a proper opposition, but there are people in the City who will write letters to the newspapers and create some sort of Bank uproar. Plantagenet doesn’t mention it, but he has this intense do-or-die attitude that’s quite dramatic. The House adjourned at eleven, and then he came home, ate three oysters, drank a glass of beer, and slept soundly. They say the real work will start when it goes to Committee—if it even gets that far. The bill is set to be introduced and will have its first reading next Monday week.

As to the robberies, I believe there is no doubt that the police have got hold of the young woman. They don't arrest her, but deal with her in a friendly sort of way. Barrington Erle says that a sergeant is to marry her in order to make quite sure of her. I suppose they know their business; but that wouldn't strike me as being the safest way. They seem to think the diamonds went to Paris but have since been sent on to New York.

As for the robberies, I’m fairly certain the police have the young woman in their custody. They haven’t officially arrested her, but they’re treating her rather well. Barrington Erle says a sergeant is going to marry her to make sure she behaves. I guess they know what they’re doing; however, that doesn’t seem like the safest plan to me. They believe the diamonds were taken to Paris and have since been sent on to New York.

As to the little widow, I do believe she has been made a victim. She first lost her diamonds, and now her other jewels and her money have gone. I cannot see what she was to gain by treachery, and I think she has been ill-used. She is staying at the house of that Mrs. Carbuncle, but all the same I shall go and call on her. I wish you could see her, because she is such a little beauty;—just what you would like; not so much colour as our friend, but perfect features, with infinite play,—not perhaps always in the very best taste; but then we can't have everything; can we, dear duke?

Regarding the little widow, I honestly think she's been taken advantage of. First, she lost her diamonds, and now her other jewelry and money have vanished. I can’t see what she could gain from betrayal, and I believe she’s been treated unfairly. She’s staying with that Mrs. Carbuncle, but I still plan to visit her. I wish you could see her because she's such a lovely little thing—exactly the type you’d like; she doesn’t have as much color as our friend, but her features are perfect and full of expression—not always in the best taste, perhaps; but then again, we can’t have everything, can we, dear duke?

As to the real thief;—of course you must burn this at once, and keep it strictly private as coming from me;—I fancy that delightful Scotch lord managed it entirely. The idea is, that he did it on commission for the Jew jewellers. I don't suppose he had money enough to carry it out himself. As to the second robbery, whether he had or had not a hand in that, I can't make up my mind. I don't see why he shouldn't. If a man does go into a business, he ought to make the best of it. Of course, it was a poor thing after the diamonds; but still it was worth having. There is some story about a Sir Griffin Tewett. He's a real Sir Griffin, as you'll find by the peerage. He was to marry a young woman, and our Lord George insists that he shall marry her. I don't understand all about it, but the girl lives in the same house with Lady Eustace, and if I call I shall find out. They say that Sir Griffin knows all about the necklace, and threatens to tell unless he is let off marrying. I rather think the girl is Lord George's daughter, so that there is a thorough complication.

As for the real thief—please burn this immediately and keep it completely private since it’s from me—I suspect that charming Scottish lord is behind it all. The theory is that he did it on behalf of the Jewish jewelers. I doubt he had enough money to pull it off by himself. As for the second robbery, I’m not sure if he was involved or not. I don’t see why he wouldn’t be. If someone is getting into this line of work, they should make the most of it. Sure, it was a minor event after the diamonds, but it still had value. There’s some story about a Sir Griffin Tewett. He’s a real Sir Griffin, as you can verify in the peerage. He was supposed to marry a young woman, and our Lord George insists that he must go through with it. I don’t fully understand the situation, but the girl lives in the same house as Lady Eustace, and if I visit, I’ll find out more. They say Sir Griffin knows everything about the necklace and threatens to reveal the truth unless he gets out of the marriage. I suspect the girl is Lord George’s daughter, which makes things quite complicated.

I shall go down to Matching on Saturday. If anything turns up before that, I'll write again, or send a message. I don't know whether Plantagenet will be able to leave London. He says he must be back on Monday, and that he loses too much time on the road. Kiss my little darlings for me,—[the darlings were Lady Glencora's children, and the duke's playthings]—and give my love to Madame Max. I suppose you don't see much of the others.

I’ll head down to Matching on Saturday. If anything comes up before then, I’ll write or send a message. I’m not sure if Plantagenet can leave London. He says he has to be back on Monday and that he wastes too much time traveling. Give my little darlings a kiss for me—[the darlings were Lady Glencora's children, and the duke's playthings]—and send my love to Madame Max. I assume you don’t see much of the others.

Most affectionately yours,

Most affectionately yours,

Glencora.
 

Glencora.

On the next day Lady Glencora actually did call in Hertford Street, and saw our friend Lizzie. She was told by the servant that Lady Eustace was in bed; but, with her usual persistence, she asked questions, and when she found that Lizzie did receive visitors in her room, she sent up her card. The compliment was one much too great to be refused. Lady Glencora stood so high in the world, that her countenance would be almost as valuable as another lover. If Lord George would keep her secret, and Lady Glencora would be her friend, might she not still be a successful woman? So Lady Glencora Palliser was shown up to Lizzie's chamber. Lizzie was found with her nicest nightcap and prettiest handkerchief, with a volume of Tennyson's poetry, and a scent-bottle. She knew that it behoved her to be very clever at this interview. Her instinct told her that her first greeting should show more of surprise than of gratification. Accordingly, in a pretty, feminine, almost childish way, she was very much surprised. "I'm doing the strangest thing in the world, I know, Lady Eustace," said Lady Glencora with a smile.

The next day, Lady Glencora actually stopped by Hertford Street and visited our friend Lizzie. The servant informed her that Lady Eustace was in bed, but, as usual, she asked questions and, when she learned that Lizzie did receive visitors in her room, she sent up her card. The compliment was too significant to decline. Lady Glencora held such a high status that her presence could almost be as valuable as another admirer. If Lord George could keep her secret and Lady Glencora would be her ally, could she not still be a successful woman? So, Lady Glencora Palliser was shown up to Lizzie's room. Lizzie was dressed in her nicest nightcap and prettiest handkerchief, holding a volume of Tennyson's poetry and a scent bottle. She knew she needed to be very clever during this meeting. Her instinct told her that her initial greeting should reflect more surprise than pleasure. So, in a lovely, feminine, almost childlike manner, she expressed her surprise. "I know I'm doing the strangest thing in the world, Lady Eustace," said Lady Glencora with a smile.

"I'm sure you mean to do a kind thing."

"I'm sure you intend to do something nice."

"Well;—yes, I do. I think we have not met since you were at my house near the end of last season."

"Well;—yeah, I do. I think we haven't seen each other since you were at my place near the end of last season."

"No, indeed. I have been in London six weeks, but have not been out much. For the last fortnight I have been in bed. I have had things to trouble me so much that they have made me ill."

"No, not at all. I've been in London for six weeks, but I haven't gone out much. For the past two weeks, I've been stuck in bed. I've had so many things bothering me that they've made me sick."

"So I have heard, Lady Eustace, and I have just come to offer you my sympathy. When I was told that you did see people, I thought that perhaps you would admit me."

"So I've heard, Lady Eustace, and I just came to offer you my condolences. When I was told that you were seeing people, I thought that maybe you would allow me to come in."

"So willingly, Lady Glencora!"

"So eagerly, Lady Glencora!"

"I have heard, of course, of your terrible losses."

"I've heard, of course, about your terrible losses."

"The loss has been as nothing to the vexation that has accompanied it. I don't know how to speak of it. Ladies have lost their jewels before now, but I don't know that any lady before me has ever been accused of stealing them herself."

"The loss has felt insignificant compared to the frustration that has come with it. I’m not sure how to talk about it. Women have lost their jewelry before, but I don’t think any woman before me has ever been accused of stealing it herself."

"There has been no accusation, surely?"

"There hasn’t been any accusation, right?"

"I haven't exactly been put in prison, Lady Glencora, but I have had policemen here wanting to search my things;—and then you know yourself what reports have been spread."

"I haven't really been locked up, Lady Glencora, but I've had police here wanting to search my stuff;—and you know what rumors have been going around."

"Oh, yes; I do. Only for that, to tell you plainly, I should hardly have been here now." Then Lady Glencora poured out her sympathy,—perhaps with more eloquence and grace than discretion. She was, at any rate, both graceful and eloquent. "As for the loss of the diamonds, I think you bear it wonderfully," said Lady Glencora.

"Oh, definitely; I do. Honestly, if it weren't for that, I probably wouldn't be here right now." Then Lady Glencora expressed her sympathy—maybe with more charm and elegance than caution. She was, in any case, both elegant and charming. "As for losing the diamonds, I think you're handling it incredibly well," said Lady Glencora.

"If you could imagine how little I care about it!" said Lizzie with enthusiasm. "They had lost the delight which I used to feel in them as a present from my husband. People had talked about them, and I had been threatened because I chose to keep what I knew to be my own. Of course, I would not give them up. Would you have given them up, Lady Glencora?"

"If you could see how little I care about it!" said Lizzie with enthusiasm. "They lost the joy I used to feel when I got them as a gift from my husband. People talked about them, and I was even threatened because I decided to keep what I knew was mine. Of course, I wouldn't give them up. Would you have given them up, Lady Glencora?"

"Certainly not."

"Definitely not."

"Nor would I. But when once all that had begun, they became an irrepressible burthen to me. I often used to say that I would throw them into the sea."

"Nor would I. But once all that started, they became an unbearable burden to me. I often used to say that I would throw them into the sea."

"I don't think I would have done that," said Lady Glencora.

"I don't think I would have done that," Lady Glencora said.

"Ah,—you have never suffered as I have suffered."

"Ah—you’ve never experienced pain like I have."

"We never know where each other's shoes pinch each other's toes."

"We never know where each other's shoes rub."

"You have never been left desolate. You have a husband and friends."

"You’ve never been alone. You have a husband and friends."

"A husband that wants to put five farthings into a penny! All is not gold that glistens, Lady Eustace."

"A husband who wants to squeeze five pennies into a single penny! Not everything that shines is what it seems, Lady Eustace."

"You can never have known trials such as mine," continued Lizzie, not understanding in the least her new friend's allusion to the great currency question. "Perhaps you may have heard that in the course of last summer I became engaged to marry a nobleman, with whom I am aware that you are acquainted." This she said in her softest whisper.

"You could never understand struggles like mine," Lizzie went on, completely missing her new friend's reference to the major currency issue. "Maybe you've heard that last summer I got engaged to a nobleman, who I know you know." She said this in her softest whisper.

"Oh, yes;—Lord Fawn. I know him very well. Of course I heard of it. We all heard of it."

"Oh, yes;—Lord Fawn. I know him really well. Of course I heard about it. We all heard about it."

"And you have heard how he has treated me?"

"And you've heard how he treated me?"

"Yes,—indeed."

"Yes, definitely."

"I will say nothing about him—to you, Lady Glencora. It would not be proper that I should do so. But all that came of this wretched necklace. After that, can you wonder that I should say that I wish these stones had been thrown into the sea?"

"I won’t say anything about him—to you, Lady Glencora. It wouldn’t be right for me to do so. But everything that came from this awful necklace. After all that, can you blame me for wishing these stones had been dumped in the sea?"

"I suppose Lord Fawn will—will come all right again now?" said Lady Glencora.

"I guess Lord Fawn will—will be fine again now?" said Lady Glencora.

"All right!" exclaimed Lizzie in astonishment.

"Wow!" Lizzie exclaimed in surprise.

"His objection to the marriage will now be over."

"His objection to the marriage will now be resolved."

"I'm sure I do not in the least know what are his lordship's views," said Lizzie in scorn, "and, to tell the truth, I do not very much care."

"I'm pretty sure I have no idea what his lordship thinks," said Lizzie dismissively, "and honestly, I don't really care that much."

"What I mean is, that he didn't like you to have the Eustace diamonds—"

"What I mean is, he didn't want you to have the Eustace diamonds—

"They were not Eustace diamonds. They were my diamonds."

"They weren't Eustace's diamonds. They were my diamonds."

"But he did not like you to have them; and as they are now gone—for ever—"

"But he didn't want you to have them; and now that they're gone—forever—"

"Oh, yes;—they are gone for ever."

"Oh, yes; they're gone for good."

"His objection is gone too. Why don't you write to him, and make him come and see you? That's what I should do."

"His objection is gone too. Why don’t you write to him and get him to come see you? That’s what I would do."

Lizzie, of course, repudiated vehemently any idea of forcing Lord Fawn into a marriage which had become distasteful to him,—let the reason be what it might. "His lordship is perfectly free, as far as I am concerned," said Lizzie with a little show of anger. But all this Lady Glencora took at its worth. Lizzie Eustace had been a good deal knocked about, and Lady Glencora did not doubt but that she would be very glad to get back her betrothed husband. The little woman had suffered hardships,—so thought Lady Glencora,—and a good thing would be done by bringing her into fashion, and setting the marriage up again. As to Lord Fawn,—the fortune was there, as good now as it had been when he first sought it; and the lady was very pretty, a baronet's widow too!—and in all respects good enough for Lord Fawn. A very pretty little baronet's widow she was, with four thousand a year, and a house in Scotland, and a history. Lady Glencora determined that she would remake the match.

Lizzie, of course, strongly rejected any idea of forcing Lord Fawn into a marriage that had become unappealing to him, no matter the reason. “His lordship is completely free, as far as I’m concerned,” Lizzie said with a hint of anger. But Lady Glencora took all of this with a grain of salt. Lizzie Eustace had been through a lot, and Lady Glencora believed she would be very happy to get back her fiancé. The little woman had faced hardships, so Lady Glencora thought, and it would be a good thing to bring her back into society and restore the engagement. As for Lord Fawn, his fortune was just as good now as it was when he first sought it, and the lady was very attractive, a widowed baronet to boot!—and she was, in every way, suitable for Lord Fawn. She was a lovely little baronet's widow, with an income of four thousand a year, a house in Scotland, and a story. Lady Glencora decided she would revive the match.

"I think, you know, friends who have been friends should be brought together. I suppose I may say a word to Lord Fawn?"

"I think, you know, friends who have been friends should be brought together. Can I say a word to Lord Fawn?"

Lizzie hesitated for a moment before she answered, and then remembered that revenge, at least, would be sweet to her. She had sworn that she would be revenged upon Lord Fawn. After all, might it not suit her best to carry out her oath by marrying him? But whether so or otherwise, it would not but be well for her that he should be again at her feet. "Yes,—if you think good will come of it." The acquiescence was given with much hesitation;—but the circumstances required that it should be so, and Lady Glencora fully understood the circumstances. When she took her leave, Lizzie was profuse in her gratitude. "Oh, Lady Glencora, it has been so good of you to come. Pray come again, if you can spare me another moment." Lady Glencora said that she would come again.

Lizzie hesitated for a moment before she answered, then remembered that revenge would feel satisfying. She had promised herself that she would get back at Lord Fawn. After all, wouldn’t it be best to fulfill her oath by marrying him? But whether that was the case or not, it would be beneficial for her to have him at her feet again. "Yes—if you think it will lead to something good." Her agreement came with a lot of hesitation; the situation demanded it, and Lady Glencora fully grasped the circumstances. When she took her leave, Lizzie was overflowing with gratitude. "Oh, Lady Glencora, it was so nice of you to visit. Please come again, if you can spare another moment." Lady Glencora said she would come back.

During the visit she had asked some question concerning Lucinda and Sir Griffin, and had been informed that that marriage was to go on. A hint had been thrown out as to Lucinda's parentage;—but Lizzie had not understood the hint, and the question had not been pressed.

During the visit, she had asked some questions about Lucinda and Sir Griffin, and had been told that their marriage was still on. A suggestion had been made regarding Lucinda's background, but Lizzie hadn’t caught on to the hint, and the topic hadn’t been pursued.

 

 

CHAPTER LV

Quints or Semitenths
 

The task which Lady Glencora had taken upon herself was not a very easy one. No doubt Lord Fawn was a man subservient to the leaders of his party, much afraid of the hard judgment of those with whom he was concerned, painfully open to impression from what he would have called public opinion, to a certain extent a coward, most anxious to do right so that he might not be accused of being in the wrong,—and at the same time gifted with but little of that insight into things which teaches men to know what is right and what is wrong. Lady Glencora, having perceived all this, felt that he was a man upon whom a few words from her might have an effect. But even Lady Glencora might hesitate to tell a gentleman that he ought to marry a lady, when the gentleman had already declared his intention of not marrying, and had attempted to justify his decision almost publicly by a reference to the lady's conduct. Lady Glencora almost felt that she had undertaken too much as she turned over in her mind the means she had of performing her promise to Lady Eustace.

The task that Lady Glencora had taken on was not an easy one. Sure, Lord Fawn was a man who followed the leaders of his party, quite afraid of the harsh judgment from those he was involved with, easily influenced by what he would call public opinion, somewhat cowardly, and very eager to do the right thing to avoid being seen as wrong—yet he didn’t have much of that insight to understand what is truly right and wrong. Lady Glencora, having noticed all this, realized that she could have an impact on him with just a few words. But even she hesitated to tell a man he should marry a woman when he had already said he didn’t want to marry and had tried to justify his decision almost publicly by pointing out the woman’s behavior. Lady Glencora almost felt she had taken on too much as she pondered how to fulfill her promise to Lady Eustace.

The five-farthing bill had been laid upon the table on a Tuesday, and was to be read the first time on the following Monday week. On the Wednesday Lady Glencora had written to the duke, and had called in Hertford Street. On the following Sunday she was at Matching, looking after the duke;—but she returned to London on the Tuesday, and on the Wednesday there was a little dinner at Mr. Palliser's house, given avowedly with the object of further friendly discussion respecting the new Palliser penny. The prime minister was to be there, and Mr. Bonteen, and Barrington Erle, and those special members of the Government who would be available for giving special help to the financial Hercules of the day. A question, perhaps of no great practical importance, had occurred to Mr. Palliser,—but one which, if overlooked, might be fatal to the ultimate success of the measure. There is so much in a name,—and then an ounce of ridicule is often more potent than a hundredweight of argument. By what denomination should the fifth part of a penny be hereafter known? Some one had, ill-naturedly, whispered to Mr. Palliser that a farthing meant a fourth, and at once there arose a new trouble, which for a time bore very heavily on him. Should he boldly disregard the original meaning of the useful old word; or should he venture on the dangers of new nomenclature? October, as he said to himself, is still the tenth month of the year, November the eleventh, and so on, though by these names they are so plainly called the eighth and ninth. All France tried to rid itself of this absurdity, and failed. Should he stick by the farthing; or should he call it a fifthing, a quint, or a semitenth? "There's the 'Fortnightly Review' comes out but once a month," he said to his friend Mr. Bonteen, "and I'm told that it does very well." Mr. Bonteen, who was a rational man, thought the "Review" would do better if it were called by a more rational name, and was very much in favour of "a quint." Mr. Gresham had expressed an opinion, somewhat off-hand, that English people would never be got to talk about quints, and so there was a difficulty. A little dinner was therefore arranged, and Mr. Palliser, as was his custom in such matters, put the affair of the dinner into his wife's hands. When he was told that she had included Lord Fawn among the guests he opened his eyes. Lord Fawn, who might be good enough at the India Office, knew literally nothing about the penny. "He'll take it as the greatest compliment in the world," said Lady Glencora. "I don't want to pay Lord Fawn a compliment," said Mr. Palliser. "But I do," said Lady Glencora. And so the matter was arranged.

The five-farthing bill was placed on the table on a Tuesday and was scheduled to be read for the first time the following Monday. On Wednesday, Lady Glencora wrote to the duke and visited Hertford Street. The next Sunday, she was at Matching, looking after the duke, but returned to London on Tuesday. By Wednesday, there was a small dinner at Mr. Palliser's house, clearly aimed at further discussing the new Palliser penny. The prime minister, Mr. Bonteen, Barrington Erle, and those key members of the Government who could offer special support to the financial leader of the time were expected to attend. Mr. Palliser had thought of a question that, while perhaps not practically significant, could be critical to the success of the measure if ignored. A name carries a lot of weight, and sometimes a touch of ridicule can be more effective than a ton of argument. What should the fifth part of a penny be called? Someone had unfavorably suggested to Mr. Palliser that a farthing actually means a fourth, which created a new concern for him. Should he disregard the original meaning of the useful old term, or risk the complications of creating a new name? As he pondered, he reminded himself that October is still the tenth month of the year and November the eleventh, even though they are obviously labeled as the eighth and ninth months. All of France attempted to eliminate this absurdity and failed. Should he retain the farthing, or call it a fifthing, a quint, or a semitenth? "The 'Fortnightly Review' comes out only once a month," he commented to his friend Mr. Bonteen, "and I've heard it does quite well." Mr. Bonteen, being a sensible man, thought the "Review" would perform better with a more logical name and favored "a quint." Mr. Gresham had remarked, somewhat casually, that English people would never adopt the term quints, which presented a challenge. So, a small dinner was organized, and Mr. Palliser, as usual, left the arrangements to his wife. When he found out she had invited Lord Fawn among the guests, he was surprised. Lord Fawn, who might be capable at the India Office, knew nothing about the penny. "He'll view it as the greatest compliment," said Lady Glencora. "I don't want to compliment Lord Fawn," replied Mr. Palliser. "But I do," she insisted. And so, the plans were finalized.

It was a very nice little dinner. Mrs. Gresham and Mrs. Bonteen were there, and the great question of the day was settled in two minutes, before the guests went out of the drawing-room. "Stick to your farthing," said Mr. Gresham.

It was a really nice little dinner. Mrs. Gresham and Mrs. Bonteen were there, and the big issue of the day got resolved in two minutes, before the guests left the living room. "Stick to your penny," said Mr. Gresham.

"I think so," said Mr. Palliser.

"I believe so," said Mr. Palliser.

"Quint's a very easy word," said Mr. Bonteen.

"Quint's a really simple word," said Mr. Bonteen.

"But squint is an easier," said Mr. Gresham, with all a prime minister's jocose authority.

"But squinting is easier," said Mr. Gresham, with all the playful authority of a prime minister.

"They'd certainly be called cock-eyes," said Barrington Erle.

"They'd definitely be called cross-eyed," said Barrington Erle.

"There's nothing of the sound of a quarter in farthing," said Mr. Palliser.

"There's no resemblance between a quarter and a farthing," said Mr. Palliser.

"Stick to the old word," said Mr. Gresham. And so the matter was decided while Lady Glencora was flattering Lord Fawn as to the manner in which he had finally arranged the affair of the Sawab of Mygawb. Then they went down to dinner, and not a word more was said that evening about the new penny by Mr. Palliser.

"Stick to the old word," Mr. Gresham said. And that settled the matter while Lady Glencora was complimenting Lord Fawn on how he finally handled the situation with the Sawab of Mygawb. Then they went downstairs for dinner, and no one mentioned the new penny again that evening, not even Mr. Palliser.

Before dinner Lady Glencora had exacted a promise from Lord Fawn that he would return to the drawing-room. Lady Glencora was very clever at such work, and said nothing then of her purpose. She did not want her guests to run away, and therefore Lord Fawn,—Lord Fawn especially,—must stay. If he were to go there would be nothing spoken of all the evening, but that weary new penny. To oblige her he must remain;—and, of course, he did remain. "Whom do you think I saw the other day?" said Lady Glencora, when she got her victim into a corner. Of course, Lord Fawn had no idea whom she might have seen. Up to that moment no suspicion of what was coming upon him had crossed his mind. "I called upon poor Lady Eustace, and found her in bed." Then did Lord Fawn blush up to the roots of his hair, and for a moment he was stricken dumb. "I do feel for her so much! I think she has been so hardly used!"

Before dinner, Lady Glencora had gotten Lord Fawn to promise he would come back to the drawing-room. She was really skilled at these things and didn’t mention her plan at that moment. She didn’t want her guests to leave, especially Lord Fawn, who had to stay. If he left, there would be nothing to talk about that evening except for that boring new penny. To please her, he had to stay—and of course, he did stay. “Guess who I ran into the other day?” Lady Glencora said, cornering her target. Naturally, Lord Fawn had no idea who she might mean. Until that moment, he hadn’t suspected what was in store for him. “I visited poor Lady Eustace and found her in bed.” At that, Lord Fawn blushed deeply and was momentarily speechless. “I really feel for her! I think she’s been treated so unfairly!”

He was obliged to say something. "My name has, of course, been much mixed up with hers."

He felt he had to say something. "My name has definitely been closely linked with hers."

"Yes, Lord Fawn, I know it has. And it is because I am so sure of your high-minded generosity and—and thorough devotion, that I have ventured to speak to you. I am sure there is nothing you would wish so much as to get at the truth."

"Yes, Lord Fawn, I know it has. And it’s because I’m so confident in your noble generosity and complete devotion that I’ve dared to talk to you. I’m sure there’s nothing you want more than to uncover the truth."

"Certainly, Lady Glencora."

"Of course, Lady Glencora."

"All manner of stories have been told about her, and, as I believe, without the slightest foundation. They tell me now that she had an undoubted right to keep the diamonds;—that even if Sir Florian did not give them to her, they were hers under his will. Those lawyers have given up all idea of proceeding against her."

"All kinds of stories have been told about her, and, I think, without any real evidence. I'm hearing now that she definitely had the right to keep the diamonds—that even if Sir Florian didn’t give them to her, they were hers according to his will. Those lawyers have completely given up on trying to take action against her."

"Because the necklace has been stolen."

"Because the necklace has been stolen."

"Altogether independently of that. Do you see Mr. Eustace, and ask him if what I say is not true. If it had not been her own she would have been responsible for the value, even though it were stolen; and with such a fortune as hers they would never have allowed her to escape. They were as bitter against her as they could be;—weren't they?"

"Completely aside from that. Do you see Mr. Eustace and ask him if what I'm saying isn't true? If it hadn't been her own, she would still have been liable for the value, even if it was stolen; and with her fortune, they would never have let her get away. They were as harsh against her as they could be, right?"

"Mr. Camperdown thought that the property should be given up."

"Mr. Camperdown thought that the property should be surrendered."

"Oh yes;—that's the man's name; a horrid man. I am told that he was really most cruel to her. And then, because a lot of thieves had got about her,—after the diamonds, you know, like flies round a honey-pot,—and took first her necklace and then her money, they were impudent enough to say that she had stolen her own things!"

"Oh yes;—that's the guy's name; a terrible man. I’ve heard that he was really very cruel to her. And then, because a bunch of thieves had gathered around her,—after the diamonds, you know, like flies around a honey-pot,—and first took her necklace and then her money, they had the nerve to say that she had stolen her own stuff!"

"I don't think they quite said that, Lady Glencora."

"I don't think they really said that, Lady Glencora."

"Something very much like it, Lord Fawn. I have no doubt in my own mind who did steal all the things."

"Something pretty similar to that, Lord Fawn. I'm completely convinced about who took all the items."

"Who was it?"

"Who was it?"

"Oh,—one mustn't mention names in such an affair without evidence. At any rate, she has been very badly treated, and I shall take her up. If I were you I would go and call upon her;—I would indeed. I think you owe it to her. Well, duke, what do you think of Plantagenet's penny now? Will it ever be worth two halfpence?" This question was asked of the Duke of St. Bungay, a great nobleman whom all Liberals loved, and a member of the Cabinet. He had come in since dinner, and had been asking a question or two as to what had been decided.

"Oh, you shouldn’t mention names in a situation like this without proof. Anyway, she’s been treated really badly, and I’m going to support her. If I were you, I’d go over and visit her—I really would. I think you owe her that. So, duke, what do you think of Plantagenet's penny now? Will it ever be worth two halfpence?" This question was directed at the Duke of St. Bungay, a prominent nobleman beloved by all Liberals and a member of the Cabinet. He had just entered after dinner and had been asking a question or two about what had been decided.

"Well, yes; if properly invested I think it will. I'm glad that it is not to contain five semitenths. A semitenth would never have been a popular form of money in England. We hate new names so much that we have not yet got beyond talking of fourpenny bits."

"Sure, if it's invested wisely, I think it will. I'm glad it won't include five semitenths. A semitenth would never have caught on as a form of money in England. We dislike new names so much that we still just refer to fourpenny bits."

"There's a great deal in a name;—isn't there? You don't think they'll call them Pallisers, or Palls, or anything of that sort;—do you? I shouldn't like to hear that under the new régime two lollypops were to cost three Palls. But they say it never can be carried this session,—and we sha'n't be in, in the next year."

"There's a lot in a name; isn't there? You don't think they'll call them Pallisers, or Palls, or anything like that; do you? I really wouldn't want to hear that under the new regime two lollipops were going to cost three Palls. But they say it can never be passed this session, and we won't be in it next year."

"Who says so? Don't be such a prophetess of evil, Lady Glencora. I mean to be in for the next three sessions, and I mean to see Palliser's measure carried through the House of Lords next session. I shall be paying for my mutton-chops at the club at so many quints a chop yet. Don't you think so, Fawn?"

"Who says that? Don’t be such a doomsayer, Lady Glencora. I plan to be around for the next three sessions, and I intend to see Palliser's proposal passed in the House of Lords next session. I’ll still be paying for my mutton chops at the club at so many quints a chop. Don’t you think so, Fawn?"

"I don't know what to think," said Lord Fawn, whose mind was intent on other matters. After that he left the room as quickly as he could, and escaped out into the street. His mind was very much disturbed. If Lady Glencora was determined to take up the cudgels for the woman he had rejected, the comfort and peace of his life would be over. He knew well enough how strong was Lady Glencora.

"I don't know what to think," said Lord Fawn, who's focused on other things. After that, he quickly left the room and went out into the street. His mind was very troubled. If Lady Glencora was set on defending the woman he had turned down, his comfort and peace would be gone. He knew very well how strong Lady Glencora was.

 

 

CHAPTER LVI

Job's Comforters
 

Mrs. Carbuncle and Lady Eustace had now been up in town between six and seven weeks, and the record of their doings has necessarily dealt chiefly with robberies and the rumours of robberies. But at intervals the minds of the two ladies had been intent on other things. The former was still intent on marrying her niece, Lucinda Roanoke, to Sir Griffin, and the latter had never for a moment forgotten the imperative duty which lay upon her of revenging herself upon Lord Fawn. The match between Sir Griffin and Lucinda was still to be a match. Mrs Carbuncle persevered in the teeth both of the gentleman and of the lady, and still promised herself success. And our Lizzie, in the midst of all her troubles, had not been idle. In doing her justice we must acknowledge that she had almost abandoned the hope of becoming Lady Fawn. Other hopes and other ambitions had come upon her. Latterly the Corsair had been all in all to her,—with exceptional moments in which she told herself that her heart belonged exclusively to her cousin Frank. But Lord Fawn's offences were not to be forgotten, and she continually urged upon her cousin the depth of the wrongs which she had suffered.

Mrs. Carbuncle and Lady Eustace had been in town for about six to seven weeks now, and their activities have mostly revolved around robberies and rumors of robberies. However, at times, the two ladies focused on other matters. Mrs. Carbuncle was still determined to marry her niece, Lucinda Roanoke, to Sir Griffin, while Lady Eustace had not forgotten her urgent need to get revenge on Lord Fawn. The plan for Sir Griffin and Lucinda to be together was still on the table. Mrs. Carbuncle kept pushing for it despite both the gentleman and the lady's resistance, still holding onto the hope of success. Meanwhile, Lizzie, amidst all her troubles, had not been inactive. To be fair, she had nearly given up on the idea of becoming Lady Fawn. New hopes and ambitions had taken her by surprise. Recently, the Corsair had become everything to her—except for the occasional moments when she reminded herself that her heart was meant only for her cousin Frank. But Lord Fawn's wrongs couldn't be overlooked, and she constantly reminded her cousin of the extent of her suffering.

On the part of Frank Greystock there was certainly no desire to let the Under-Secretary escape. It is hoped that the reader, to whom every tittle of this story has been told without reserve, and every secret unfolded, will remember that others were not treated with so much open candour. The reader knows much more of Lizzie Eustace than did her cousin Frank. He, indeed, was not quite in love with Lizzie; but to him she was a pretty, graceful young woman, to whom he was bound by many ties, and who had been cruelly injured. Dangerous she was doubtless, and perhaps a little artificial. To have had her married to Lord Fawn would have been a good thing,—and would still be a good thing. According to all the rules known in such matters Lord Fawn was bound to marry her. He had become engaged to her, and Lizzie had done nothing to forfeit her engagement. As to the necklace,—the plea made for jilting her on that ground was a disgraceful pretext. Everybody was beginning to perceive that Mr. Camperdown would never have succeeded in getting the diamonds from her, even if they had not been stolen. It was "preposterous," as Frank said over and over again to his friend Herriot, that a man when he was engaged to a lady, should take upon himself to judge her conduct as Lord Fawn had done,—and then ride out of his engagement on a verdict found by himself. Frank had therefore willingly displayed alacrity in persecuting his lordship, and had not been altogether without hope that he might drive the two into a marriage yet,—in spite of the protestations made by Lizzie at Portray.

On Frank Greystock's part, there was definitely no desire to let the Under-Secretary get away. It's hoped that the reader, who has been told every detail of this story without reservation and every secret revealed, will remember that others weren't treated with the same level of honesty. The reader knows much more about Lizzie Eustace than her cousin Frank did. He wasn’t really in love with Lizzie; to him, she was just a pretty, graceful young woman, to whom he felt many ties and who had been treated unfairly. She was certainly dangerous and maybe a little fake. Marrying her off to Lord Fawn would have been a good move—and still would be. According to all the usual rules, Lord Fawn was supposed to marry her. He had gotten engaged to her, and Lizzie hadn’t done anything to break that engagement. As for the necklace—the excuse given for breaking up with her over that was shameful. Everyone was starting to realize that Mr. Camperdown would never have gotten the diamonds from her, even if they hadn't been stolen. It was "ridiculous," as Frank kept repeating to his friend Herriot, that a man who was engaged to a woman should take it upon himself to judge her behavior as Lord Fawn did—and then back out of the engagement based on his own verdict. Therefore, Frank had eagerly pursued Lord Fawn, and he hadn’t entirely given up hope that he could still push them into getting married—despite Lizzie's objections at Portray.

Lord Fawn had certainly not spent a happy winter. Between Mrs. Hittaway on one side and Frank Greystock on the other, his life had been a burthen to him. It had been suggested to him by various people that he was behaving badly to the lady,—who was represented as having been cruelly misused by fortune and by himself. On the other hand it had been hinted to him, that nothing was too bad to believe of Lizzie Eustace, and that no calamity could be so great as that by which he would be overwhelmed were he still to allow himself to be forced into that marriage. "It would be better," Mrs. Hittaway had said, "to retire to Ireland at once, and cultivate your demesne in Tipperary." This was a grievous sentence, and one which had greatly excited the brother's wrath;—but it had shown how very strong was his sister's opinion against the lady to whom he had unfortunately offered his hand. Then there came to him a letter from Mr. Greystock, in which he was asked for his "written explanation." If there be a proceeding which an official man dislikes worse than another, it is a demand for a written explanation. "It is impossible," Frank had said, "that your conduct to my cousin should be allowed to drop without further notice. Hers has been without reproach. Your engagement with her has been made public,—chiefly by you, and it is out of the question that she should be treated as you are treating her, and that your lordship should escape without punishment." What the punishment was to be he did not say; but there did come a punishment on Lord Fawn from the eyes of every man whose eyes met his own, and in the tones of every voice that addressed him. The looks of the very clerks in the India Office accused him of behaving badly to a young woman, and the doorkeeper at the House of Lords seemed to glance askance at him. And now Lady Glencora, who was the social leader of his own party, the feminine pole-star of the Liberal heavens, the most popular and the most daring woman in London, had attacked him personally, and told him that he ought to call on Lady Eustace!

Lord Fawn definitely didn't have a happy winter. With Mrs. Hittaway on one side and Frank Greystock on the other, his life had become a burden. Many people suggested that he was treating the lady poorly, who was portrayed as having been unfairly mistreated by fate and by him. On the other hand, it was hinted that nothing was too terrible to believe about Lizzie Eustace, and that no disaster could be worse than what he would face if he continued to be coerced into marrying her. "It would be better," Mrs. Hittaway had said, "to retreat to Ireland immediately and focus on your estate in Tipperary." This was a harsh statement, which greatly angered his brother; it clearly indicated how strongly his sister felt against the woman to whom he had foolishly proposed. Then he received a letter from Mr. Greystock asking for his "written explanation." If there's anything an official person dislikes more than anything else, it's being asked for a written explanation. "It's unacceptable," Frank had said, "for your treatment of my cousin to go unaddressed. She's done nothing wrong. Your engagement has been made public—mostly by you—and it’s simply ridiculous for her to be treated the way you’re treating her, while you go unscathed." He didn’t specify what the punishment would be, but Lord Fawn felt punished by every man's gaze that met his and in every voice that spoke to him. Even the clerks at the India Office seemed to accuse him of mistreating a young woman, and the doorkeeper at the House of Lords gave him a side-eye. And now Lady Glencora, the social leader of his party, the guiding star of the Liberal scene, the most popular and boldest woman in London, had personally confronted him and insisted that he should visit Lady Eustace!

Let it not for a moment be supposed that Lord Fawn was without conscience in the matter, or indifferent to moral obligations. There was not a man in London less willing to behave badly to a young woman than Lord Fawn; or one who would more diligently struggle to get back to the right path, if convinced that he was astray. But he was one who detested interference in his private matters, and who was nearly driven mad between his sister and Frank Greystock. When he left Lady Glencora's house he walked towards his own abode with a dark cloud upon his brow. He was at first very angry with Lady Glencora. Even her position gave her no right to meddle with his most private affairs as she had done. He would resent it, and would quarrel with Lady Glencora. What right could she have to advise him to call upon any woman? But by degrees this wrath died away, and gave place to fears, and qualms, and inward questions. He, too, had found a change in general opinion about the diamonds. When he had taken upon himself with a high hand to dissolve his own engagement, everybody had, as he thought, acknowledged that Lizzie Eustace was keeping property which did not belong to her. Now people talked of her losses as though the diamonds had been undoubtedly her own. On the next morning Lord Fawn took an opportunity of seeing Mr. Camperdown.

Let’s not assume for a second that Lord Fawn was heartless in this situation or didn’t care about moral responsibilities. There wasn’t a man in London less likely to treat a young woman poorly than Lord Fawn, or one who would work harder to get back on track if he believed he was off course. But he absolutely hated having others interfere in his personal life, and he was nearly driven crazy by his sister and Frank Greystock. When he left Lady Glencora’s house, he walked toward his own place with a dark cloud over his head. At first, he was very angry with Lady Glencora. Even her status gave her no right to meddle in his most personal matters as she had. He wanted to push back and argue with her. What right did she have to tell him to visit any woman? But slowly, his anger faded and turned into fears, doubts, and inner turmoil. He, too, noticed a shift in public opinion about the diamonds. When he had decisively broken off his engagement, he thought everyone acknowledged that Lizzie Eustace was holding onto property that wasn’t hers. Now people spoke about her losses as if the diamonds were definitely hers. The next morning, Lord Fawn took the chance to see Mr. Camperdown.

"My dear lord," said Mr. Camperdown, "I shall wash my hands of the matter altogether. The diamonds are gone, and the questions now are, who stole them, and where are they? In our business we can't meddle with such questions as those."

"My dear lord," Mr. Camperdown said, "I'm going to wash my hands of this whole situation. The diamonds are gone, and now the questions are, who stole them, and where are they? In our line of work, we can't get involved with questions like those."

"You will drop the bill in Chancery then?"

"You'll be dropping the bill in Chancery, right?"

"What good can the bill do us when the diamonds are gone? If Lady Eustace had anything to do with the robbery—"

"What good is the bill to us when the diamonds are gone? If Lady Eustace had anything to do with the theft—"

"You suspect her, then?"

"You think she's guilty, then?"

"No, my lord; no. I cannot say that. I have no right to say that. Indeed it is not Lady Eustace that I suspect. She has got into bad hands, perhaps; but I do not think that she is a thief."

"No, my lord; no. I can't say that. I have no right to say that. Honestly, it's not Lady Eustace that I suspect. She may have gotten involved with the wrong people, but I don't believe she's a thief."

"You were suggesting that,—if she had anything to do with the robbery—"

"You were suggesting that—if she had anything to do with the theft—

"Well;—yes;—if she had, it would not be for us to take steps against her in the matter. In fact, the trustees have decided that they will do nothing more, and my hands are tied. If the minor, when he comes of age, claims the property from them, they will prefer to replace it. It isn't very likely; but that's what they say."

"Well;—yes;—if she had, it wouldn't be up to us to take action against her in this matter. Actually, the trustees have decided that they won’t do anything further, and I'm powerless to change that. If the minor, when he turns 18, demands the property from them, they would rather just give it back. It’s not very likely; but that’s what they say."

"But if it was an heirloom—" suggested Lord Fawn, going back to the old claim.

"But what if it was an heirloom—" suggested Lord Fawn, returning to the old argument.

"That's exploded," said Mr. Camperdown. "Mr. Dove was quite clear about that."

"That’s blown up," said Mr. Camperdown. "Mr. Dove was totally clear about that."

This was the end of the filing of that bill in Chancery as to which Mr. Camperdown had been so very enthusiastic! Now it certainly was the case that poor Lord Fawn in his conduct towards Lizzie had trusted greatly to the support of Mr. Camperdown's legal proceeding. The world could hardly have expected him to marry a woman against whom a bill in Chancery was being carried on for the recovery of diamonds which did not belong to her. But that support was now altogether withdrawn from him. It was acknowledged that the necklace was not an heirloom,—clearly acknowledged by Mr. Camperdown! And even Mr. Camperdown would not express an opinion that the lady had stolen her own diamonds.

This marked the end of the filing of that case in Chancery that Mr. Camperdown had been so excited about! It was certainly true that poor Lord Fawn had depended a lot on Mr. Camperdown's legal action in his dealings with Lizzie. No one would expect him to marry a woman who was involved in a legal case over diamonds that didn’t actually belong to her. But now that support was completely taken away from him. It was accepted that the necklace was not an heirloom—clearly acknowledged by Mr. Camperdown! And even Mr. Camperdown wouldn’t say that the lady had stolen her own diamonds.

How would it go with him, if after all, he were to marry her? The bone of contention between them had at any rate been made to vanish. The income was still there, and Lady Glencora Palliser had all but promised her friendship. As he entered the India Office on his return from Mr. Camperdown's chambers, he almost thought that that would be the best way out of his difficulty. In his room he found his brother-in-law, Mr. Hittaway, waiting for him. It is always necessary that a man should have some friend whom he can trust in delicate affairs, and Mr. Hittaway was selected as Lord Fawn's friend. He was not at all points the man whom Lord Fawn would have chosen, but for their close connexion. Mr. Hittaway was talkative, perhaps a little loud, and too apt to make capital out of every incident of his life. But confidential friends are not easily found, and one does not wish to increase the circle to whom one's family secrets must become known. Mr. Hittaway was at any rate zealous for the Fawn family, and then his character as an official man stood high. He had been asked on the previous evening to step across from the Civil Appeal Office to give his opinion respecting that letter from Frank Greystock demanding a written explanation. The letter had been sent to him; and Mr. Hittaway had carried it home and shown it to his wife. "He's a cantankerous Tory, and determined to make himself disagreeable," said Mr. Hittaway, taking the letter from his pocket and beginning the conversation. Lord Fawn seated himself in his great arm-chair, and buried his face in his hands. "I am disposed, after much consideration, to advise you to take no notice of the letter," said Mr. Hittaway, giving his counsel in accordance with instructions received from his wife. Lord Fawn still buried his face. "Of course the thing is painful,—very painful. But out of two evils one should choose the least. The writer of this letter is altogether unable to carry out his threat." "What can the man do to him?" Mrs. Hittaway had asked, almost snapping at her husband as she did so. "And then," continued Mr. Hittaway, "we all know that public opinion is with you altogether. The conduct of Lady Eustace is notorious."

How would it turn out for him if he actually decided to marry her? The main issue between them had at least been resolved. The money was still there, and Lady Glencora Palliser had nearly promised her support. As he walked into the India Office after leaving Mr. Camperdown's office, he almost thought that might be the best way to solve his problem. When he got to his office, he found his brother-in-law, Mr. Hittaway, waiting for him. It's always important for a man to have a trustworthy friend in sensitive matters, and Mr. Hittaway was chosen as Lord Fawn's confidant. Although he wouldn't have been Lord Fawn's first choice for a friend under different circumstances, their close connection made him the one. Mr. Hittaway was talkative, maybe a bit loud, and had a tendency to exaggerate his life experiences. But it’s hard to find a reliable confidant, and you don’t want to add to the number of people who might learn your family’s secrets. Mr. Hittaway was at least enthusiastic about the Fawn family, and he had a solid reputation as an official. The night before, he’d been asked to come over from the Civil Appeal Office to share his thoughts on that letter from Frank Greystock demanding a written explanation. The letter had been sent to him, and Mr. Hittaway had taken it home to show his wife. "He's an annoying Tory, and he wants to make things difficult," said Mr. Hittaway, pulling the letter from his pocket to start the conversation. Lord Fawn settled into his large armchair and put his face in his hands. "After thinking it over, I advise you to ignore the letter," said Mr. Hittaway, giving his advice based on what his wife suggested. Lord Fawn kept his face covered. "Of course, it’s distressing—very distressing. But when faced with two bad choices, it’s better to pick the lesser evil. The person who wrote this letter can’t actually follow through on his threat." "What can he actually do to him?" Mrs. Hittaway had asked, almost snapping at her husband when she did. "And besides," Mr. Hittaway continued, "we all know that public opinion is definitely on your side. Lady Eustace's behavior is well known."

"Everybody is taking her part," said Lord Fawn, almost crying.

"Everyone is taking her side," said Lord Fawn, nearly in tears.

"Surely not."

"Definitely not."

"Yes;—they are. The bill in Chancery has been withdrawn, and it's my belief that if the necklace were found to-morrow, there would be nothing to prevent her keeping it,—just as she did before."

"Yeah, they are. The Chancery case has been dropped, and I believe that if the necklace were found tomorrow, there would be nothing stopping her from keeping it—just like she did before."

"But it was an heirloom?"

"But it was a family heirloom?"

"No, it wasn't. The lawyers were all wrong about it. As far as I can see, lawyers always are wrong. About those nine lacs of rupees for the Sawab, Finlay was all wrong. Camperdown owns that he was wrong. If, after all, the diamonds were hers, I'm sure I don't know what I am to do. Thank you, Hittaway, for coming over. That'll do for the present. Just leave that ruffian's letter, and I'll think about it."

"No, it wasn't. The lawyers were all wrong about it. As far as I can see, lawyers always get it wrong. Finlay was completely wrong about that nine lacs of rupees for the Sawab. Camperdown admits he was wrong. If, in the end, the diamonds were hers, I really don’t know what I'm supposed to do. Thank you, Hittaway, for coming over. That’s enough for now. Just leave that thug's letter, and I’ll think about it."

This was considered by Mrs. Hittaway to be a very bad state of things, and there was great consternation in Warwick Square when Mr. Hittaway told his wife this new story of her brother's weakness. She was not going to be weak. She did not intend to withdraw her opposition to the marriage. She was not going to be frightened by Lizzie Eustace and Frank Greystock,—knowing as she did that they were lovers, and very improper lovers, too. "Of course she stole them herself," said Mrs. Hittaway; "and I don't doubt but she stole her own money afterwards. There's nothing she wouldn't do. I'd sooner see Frederic in his grave than married to such a woman as that. Men don't know how sly women can be;—that's the truth. And Frederic has been so spoilt among them down at Richmond, that he has no real judgment left. I don't suppose he means to marry her."

Mrs. Hittaway thought this was a very bad situation, and there was a lot of panic in Warwick Square when Mr. Hittaway shared this new story about her brother's weakness. She wasn’t going to be weak. She didn’t plan to back down from opposing the marriage. She wasn’t going to be intimidated by Lizzie Eustace and Frank Greystock, knowing they were lovers, and very inappropriate ones at that. "Of course she went after them herself," said Mrs. Hittaway; "and I wouldn’t be surprised if she stole her own money afterward. There’s nothing she wouldn’t do. I’d rather see Frederic in his grave than married to a woman like that. Men don’t understand how cunning women can be—that’s the truth. And Frederic has been so spoiled down at Richmond that he has no real judgment left. I doubt he plans to marry her."

"Upon my word I don't know," said Mr. Hittaway. Then Mrs. Hittaway made up her mind that she would at once write a letter to Scotland.

"Honestly, I have no idea," said Mr. Hittaway. Then Mrs. Hittaway decided that she would immediately write a letter to Scotland.

There was an old lord about London in those days,—or, rather, one who was an old Liberal but a young lord,—one Lord Mount Thistle, who had sat in the Cabinet, and had lately been made a peer when his place in the Cabinet was wanted. He was a pompous, would-be important, silly old man, well acquainted with all the traditions of his party, and perhaps, on that account, useful,—but a bore, and very apt to meddle when he was not wanted. Lady Glencora, on the day after her dinner-party, whispered into his ear that Lord Fawn was getting himself into trouble, and that a few words of caution, coming to him from one whom he respected so much as he did Lord Mount Thistle, would be of service to him. Lord Mount Thistle had known Lord Fawn's father, and declared himself at once to be quite entitled to interfere. "He is really behaving badly to Lady Eustace," said Lady Glencora, "and I don't think that he knows it." Lord Mount Thistle, proud of a commission from the hands of Lady Glencora, went almost at once to his old friend's son. He found him at the House that night, and whispered his few words of caution in one of the lobbies.

There was an old lord around London back then—or, more accurately, an old Liberal who was still a young lord—Lord Mount Thistle. He had served in the Cabinet and had recently been made a peer when his position in the Cabinet was needed. He was a pompous, self-important, foolish old man, well-versed in all the traditions of his party, and perhaps that made him somewhat useful—but he was a bore and tended to interfere when he wasn't needed. The day after her dinner party, Lady Glencora leaned in to whisper to him that Lord Fawn was getting himself into trouble, and that a few words of advice from someone he respected as much as Lord Mount Thistle would be helpful. Lord Mount Thistle had known Lord Fawn's father and immediately claimed the right to intervene. "He’s really treating Lady Eustace poorly," Lady Glencora said, "and I don’t think he realizes it." Feeling proud to have received a mission from Lady Glencora, Lord Mount Thistle went almost immediately to Lord Fawn, whom he found that night in the House. He whispered his brief words of caution in one of the lobbies.

"I know you will excuse me, Fawn," Lord Mount Thistle said, "but people seem to think that you are not behaving quite well to Lady Eustace."

"I know you'll forgive me, Fawn," Lord Mount Thistle said, "but people seem to think you’re not treating Lady Eustace very well."

"What people?" demanded Lord Fawn.

"What people?" asked Lord Fawn.

"My dear fellow, that is a question that cannot be answered. You know that I am the last man to interfere if I didn't think it my duty as a friend. You were engaged to her?"—Lord Fawn only frowned. "If so," continued the late cabinet minister, "and if you have broken it off, you ought to give your reasons. She has a right to demand as much as that."

"My dear friend, that's a question that can't be answered. You know I would never interfere unless I felt it was my duty as a friend. Were you engaged to her?"—Lord Fawn just frowned. "If you were," the former cabinet minister continued, "and if you've called it off, you should give your reasons. She has a right to ask for that much."

On the next morning, Friday, there came to him the note which Lady Glencora had recommended Lizzie to write. It was very short. "Had you not better come and see me? You can hardly think that things should be left as they are now. L. E.—Hertford Street, Thursday." He had hoped,—he had ventured to hope,—that things might be left, and that they would arrange themselves; that he could throw aside his engagement without further trouble, and that the subject would drop. But it was not so. His enemy, Frank Greystock, had demanded from him a "written explanation" of his conduct. Mr. Camperdown had deserted him. Lady Glencora Palliser, with whom he had not the honour of any intimate acquaintance, had taken upon herself to give him advice. Lord Mount Thistle had found fault with him. And now there had come a note from Lizzie Eustace herself, which he could hardly venture to leave altogether unnoticed. On that Friday he dined at his club, and then went to his sister's house in Warwick Square. If assistance might be had anywhere, it would be from his sister;—she, at any rate, would not want courage in carrying on the battle on his behalf.

The next morning, Friday, he received the note that Lady Glencora suggested Lizzie write. It was very brief. "Shouldn't you come and see me? You can't seriously think things should stay as they are now. L. E.—Hertford Street, Thursday." He had hoped—he had dared to hope—that things could be left as they were and that they would work themselves out; that he could simply walk away from his engagement without any hassle, and that the whole issue would fade away. But that was not the case. His rival, Frank Greystock, demanded a "written explanation" of his actions. Mr. Camperdown had abandoned him. Lady Glencora Palliser, who he didn’t even know well, had taken it upon herself to advise him. Lord Mount Thistle had criticized him. And now a note had arrived from Lizzie Eustace herself, which he hardly felt he could ignore. That Friday he had dinner at his club, then headed over to his sister's place in Warwick Square. If he could get help anywhere, it would be from her—at the very least, she wouldn't lack the courage to fight on his behalf.

"Ill-used!" she said, as soon as they were closeted together. "Who dares to say so?"

"Used badly!" she said, as soon as they were alone together. "Who would dare to say that?"

"That old fool, Mount Thistle, has been with me."

"That old fool, Mount Thistle, has been with me."

"I hope, Frederic, you don't mind what such a man as that says. He has probably been prompted by some friend of hers. And who else?"

"I hope, Frederic, you don't mind what someone like him says. He’s probably been encouraged by one of her friends. And who else?"

"Camperdown turns round now and says that they don't mean to do anything more about the necklace. Lady Glencora Palliser told me the other day that all the world believes that the thing was her own."

"Camperdown now turns around and says that they don’t plan to do anything else about the necklace. Lady Glencora Palliser told me the other day that everyone believes it was hers."

"What does Lady Glencora Palliser know about it? If Lady Glencora Palliser would mind her own affairs it would be much better for her. I remember when she had troubles enough of her own, without meddling with other people's."

"What does Lady Glencora Palliser know about it? If Lady Glencora Palliser would take care of her own business, it would be much better for her. I remember when she had enough of her own problems without getting involved in other people's."

"And now I've got this note." Lord Fawn had already shown Lizzie's few scrawled words to his sister. "I think I must go and see her."

"And now I've got this note." Lord Fawn had already shown Lizzie's few scribbled words to his sister. "I think I need to go see her."

"Do no such thing, Frederic."

"Don't do that, Frederic."

"Why not? I must answer it, and what can I say?"

"Why not? I have to respond, and what can I say?"

"If you go there, that woman will be your wife, and you'll never have a happy day again as long as you live. The match is broken off, and she knows it. I shouldn't take the slightest notice of her, or of her cousin, or of any of them. If she chooses to bring an action against you, that is another thing."

"If you go there, that woman will be your wife, and you won't have a happy day again for as long as you live. The engagement is over, and she knows it. You shouldn't pay any attention to her, her cousin, or any of them. If she decides to take legal action against you, that's a different story."

Lord Fawn paused for a few moments before he answered. "I think I ought to go," he said.

Lord Fawn paused for a moment before he replied. "I think I should go," he said.

"And I am sure that you ought not. It is not only about the diamonds,—though that was quite enough to break off any engagement. Have you forgotten what I told you that the man saw at Portray?"

"And I’m sure you shouldn’t. It’s not just about the diamonds—though that alone was enough to end any engagement. Have you forgotten what I told you the man saw at Portray?"

"I don't know that the man spoke the truth."

"I’m not sure the man was telling the truth."

"But he did."

"But he did."

"And I hate that kind of espionage. It is so very likely that mistakes should be made."

"And I really dislike that kind of spying. It’s highly likely that mistakes will happen."

"When she was sitting in his arms,—and kissing him! If you choose to do it, Frederic, of course you must. We can't prevent it. You are free to marry any one you please."

"When she was sitting in his arms—and kissing him! If you want to do it, Frederic, then you should. We can't stop you. You're free to marry whoever you want."

"I'm not talking of marrying her."

"I'm not talking about marrying her."

"What do you suppose she wants you to go there for? As for political life, I am quite sure it would be the death of you. If I were you I wouldn't go near her. You have got out of the scrape, and I would remain out."

"What do you think she wants you to go there for? As for political life, I'm pretty sure it would ruin you. If I were you, I wouldn't get close to her. You’ve managed to escape, and I would stay that way."

"But I haven't got out," said Lord Fawn.

"But I haven't gone out," said Lord Fawn.

On the next day, Saturday, he did nothing in the matter. He went down, as was his custom, to Richmond, and did not once mention Lizzie's name. Lady Fawn and her daughters never spoke of her now,—neither of her, nor, in his presence, of poor Lucy Morris. But on his return to London on the Sunday evening he found another note from Lizzie. "You will hardly have the hardihood to leave my note unanswered. Pray let me know when you will come to me." Some answer must, as he felt, be made to her. For a moment he thought of asking his mother to call;—but he at once saw that by doing so he might lay himself open to terrible ridicule. Could he induce Lord Mount Thistle to be his Mercury? It would, he felt, be quite impossible to make Lord Mount Thistle understand all the facts of his position. His sister, Mrs. Hittaway, might have gone, were it not that she herself was violently opposed to any visit. The more he thought of it the more convinced he became that, should it be known that he had received two such notes from a lady and that he had not answered or noticed them, the world would judge him to have behaved badly. So, at last, he wrote,—on that Sunday evening,—fixing a somewhat distant day for his visit to Hertford Street. His note was as follows:—
 

On the next day, Saturday, he did nothing about it. He went down, as usual, to Richmond, and didn’t mention Lizzie’s name at all. Lady Fawn and her daughters never brought her up now, nor did they mention poor Lucy Morris in his presence. But when he returned to London on Sunday evening, he found another note from Lizzie. "You probably won’t have the guts to leave my note unanswered. Please let me know when you’ll come to see me." He felt that he had to respond to her. For a moment, he thought about asking his mother to call; but then he realized that doing so might make him look ridiculous. Could he get Lord Mount Thistle to be his messenger? He felt it would be impossible to make Lord Mount Thistle understand all the details of his situation. His sister, Mrs. Hittaway, might have gone, but she was strongly opposed to any visit. The more he thought about it, the more he was convinced that if it got out that he had received two notes from a lady and hadn’t answered or acknowledged them, people would think he had behaved badly. So, finally, he wrote—on that Sunday evening—setting a somewhat distant date for his visit to Hertford Street. His note was as follows:—

Lord Fawn presents his compliments to Lady Eustace. In accordance with the wish expressed in Lady Eustace's two notes of the 23rd instant and this date, Lord Fawn will do himself the honour of waiting upon Lady Eustace on Saturday next, March 3rd, at 12, noon. Lord Fawn had thought that under circumstances as they now exist, no further personal interview could lead to the happiness of either party; but as Lady Eustace thinks otherwise, he feels himself constrained to comply with her desire.

Lord Fawn sends his regards to Lady Eustace. Following the requests mentioned in Lady Eustace's two notes from the 23rd and today, Lord Fawn will have the pleasure of visiting Lady Eustace on Saturday, March 3rd, at noon. While Lord Fawn believed that, given the current circumstances, another personal meeting wouldn't be enjoyable for either of them, since Lady Eustace feels differently, he feels he must honor her wishes.

Sunday evening, 25 February, 18––.
 

Sunday evening, 25 February, 18––.

"I am going to see her in the course of this week," he said, in answer to a further question from Lady Glencora, who, chancing to meet him in society, had again addressed him on the subject. He lacked the courage to tell Lady Glencora to mind her own business and to allow him to do the same. Had she been a little less great than she was,—either as regarded herself or her husband,—he would have done so. But Lady Glencora was the social queen of the party to which he belonged, and Mr. Palliser was Chancellor of the Exchequer, and would some day be Duke of Omnium.

"I’m going to see her sometime this week," he said, in response to another question from Lady Glencora, who had run into him at a social event and brought up the topic again. He didn’t have the guts to tell Lady Glencora to mind her own business and let him handle his. If she had been just a bit less important—either in her own right or because of her husband—he would have. But Lady Glencora was the social queen of their group, and Mr. Palliser was the Chancellor of the Exchequer, who would one day become the Duke of Omnium.

"As you are great, be merciful, Lord Fawn," said Lady Glencora. "You men, I believe, never realise what it is that women feel when they love. It is my belief that she will die unless you are re-united to her. And then she is so beautiful!"

"As you’re great, be merciful, Lord Fawn," said Lady Glencora. "You men, I think, never understand what women feel when they love. I believe she will die unless you two are back together. And she’s so beautiful!"

"It is a subject that I cannot discuss, Lady Glencora."

"It’s a topic I can’t talk about, Lady Glencora."

"I daresay not. And I'm sure I am the last person to wish to give you pain. But you see,—if the poor lady has done nothing to merit your anger, it does seem rather a strong measure to throw her off and give her no reason whatever. How would you defend yourself, suppose she published it all?" Lady Glencora's courage was very great,—and perhaps we may say her impudence also. This last question Lord Fawn left unanswered, walking away in great dudgeon.

"I definitely wouldn’t. And I’m sure I’m the last person who would want to hurt you. But, you see—if the poor lady hasn’t done anything to deserve your anger, it seems pretty harsh to cut her off without any explanation. How would you explain yourself if she decided to share everything?" Lady Glencora was very bold—and we might also say a bit shameless. Lord Fawn left that last question unanswered and walked away in a huff.

In the course of the week he told his sister of the interview which he had promised, and she endeavoured to induce him to postpone it till a certain man should arrive from Scotland. She had written for Mr. Andrew Gowran,—sending down funds for Mr. Gowran's journey,—so that her brother might hear Mr. Gowran's evidence out of Mr. Gowran's own mouth. Would not Frederic postpone the interview till he should have seen Mr. Gowran? But to this request Frederic declined to accede. He had fixed a day and an hour. He had made an appointment;—of course he must keep it.

During the week, he told his sister about the interview he had promised, and she tried to convince him to delay it until a certain man arrived from Scotland. She had contacted Mr. Andrew Gowran—sending money for Mr. Gowran’s trip—so that her brother could hear Mr. Gowran’s testimony directly from him. Wouldn’t Frederic delay the interview until he had met Mr. Gowran? But Frederic refused her request. He had set a date and time. He had made an appointment; of course, he had to stick to it.

 

 

CHAPTER LVII

Humpty Dumpty
 

The robbery at the house in Hertford Street took place on the 30th of January, and on the morning of the 28th of February Bunfit and Gager were sitting together in a melancholy, dark little room in Scotland Yard, discussing the circumstances of that nefarious act. A month had gone by, and nobody was yet in custody. A month had passed since that second robbery; but nearly eight weeks had passed since the robbery at Carlisle, and even that was still a mystery. The newspapers had been loud in their condemnation of the police. It had been asserted over and over again that in no other civilised country in the world could so great an amount of property have passed through the hands of thieves without leaving some clue by which the police would have made their way to the truth. Major Mackintosh had been declared to be altogether incompetent, and all the Bunfits and Gagers of the force had been spoken of as drones and moles and ostriches. They were idle and blind, and so stupid as to think that, when they saw nothing, others saw less. The major, who was a broad-shouldered, philosophical man, bore all this as though it were, of necessity, a part of the burthen of his profession;—but the Bunfits and Gagers were very angry, and at their wits' ends. It did not occur to them to feel animosity against the newspapers which abused them. The thieves who would not be caught were their great enemies; and there was common to them a conviction that men so obstinate as these thieves,—men to whom a large amount of grace and liberty for indulgence had accrued,—should be treated with uncommon severity when they were caught. There was this excuse always on their lips,—that had it been an affair simply of thieves, such as thieves ordinarily are, everything would have been discovered long since;—but when lords and ladies with titles come to be mixed up with such an affair,—folk in whose house a policeman can't have his will at searching and brow-beating,—how is a detective to detect anything?

The robbery at the house on Hertford Street happened on January 30th, and on the morning of February 28th, Bunfit and Gager were sitting together in a gloomy, little room at Scotland Yard, discussing the details of that notorious crime. A month had gone by, and no one had been arrested yet. A month had passed since that second robbery, but nearly eight weeks had passed since the robbery in Carlisle, and that one was still a mystery. The newspapers had been vocal in their criticism of the police. It had been repeatedly stated that no other civilized country in the world could have such a large amount of stolen property passed through the hands of thieves without leaving any clues for the police to follow. Major Mackintosh was declared completely incompetent, and all the Bunfits and Gagers in the force were referred to as lazy, blind, and clueless. They were seen as idle and oblivious, thinking that if they didn’t see anything, others saw even less. The major, who was a broad-shouldered, philosophical man, took this all in stride as if it were simply part of his job; but the Bunfits and Gagers were very frustrated and at their wits' end. They didn’t consider feeling animosity towards the newspapers that criticized them. The thieves who remained uncaught were their true enemies; and they shared a belief that such stubborn thieves—who had a lot of advantages and freedom—should be dealt with harshly when finally captured. They always had this justification ready: if it were just a typical case of thieves, everything would have been figured out long ago; but when lords and ladies with titles get involved—people whose homes a policeman can’t search and intimidate—how is a detective supposed to uncover anything?

Bunfit and Gager had both been driven to recast their theories as to the great Carlisle affair by the circumstances of the later affair in Hertford Street. They both thought that Lord George had been concerned in the robbery;—that, indeed, had now become the general opinion of the world at large. He was a man of doubtful character, with large expenses, and with no recognised means of living. He had formed a great intimacy with Lady Eustace at a period in which she was known to be carrying these diamonds about with her, had been staying with her at Portray Castle when the diamonds were there, and had been her companion on the journey during which the diamonds were stolen. The only men in London supposed to be capable of dealing advantageously with such a property were Harter and Benjamin,—as to whom it was known that they were conversant with the existence of the diamonds, and known, also, that they were in the habit of having dealings with Lord George. It was, moreover, known that Lord George had been closeted with Mr. Benjamin on the morning after his arrival in London. These things put together made it almost a certainty that Lord George had been concerned in the matter. Bunfit had always been sure of it. Gager, though differing much from Bunfit as to details, had never been unwilling to suspect Lord George. But the facts known could not be got to dovetail themselves pleasantly. If Lord George had possessed himself of the diamonds at Carlisle,—or with Lizzie's connivance before they reached Carlisle,—then, why had there been a second robbery? Bunfit, who was very profound in his theory, suggested that the second robbery was an additional plant, got up with the view of throwing more dust into the eyes of the police. Patience Crabstick had, of course, been one of the gang throughout, and she had now been allowed to go off with her mistress's money and lesser trinkets,—so that the world of Scotland Yard might be thrown more and more into the mire of ignorance and darkness of doubt. To this view Gager was altogether opposed. He was inclined to think that Lord George had taken the diamonds at Carlisle with Lizzie's connivance;—that he had restored them in London to her keeping, finding the suspicion against him too heavy to admit of his dealing with them,—and that now he had stolen them a second time, again with Lizzie's connivance; but in this latter point Gager did not pretend to the assurance of any conviction.

Bunfit and Gager had both been pushed to rethink their theories about the big Carlisle case because of what happened later on Hertford Street. They both believed that Lord George was involved in the robbery; in fact, this had become the common belief among the public. He was a man of questionable character, with high expenses and no clear source of income. He had developed a close relationship with Lady Eustace during a time when she was known to be carrying those diamonds, had stayed with her at Portray Castle when the diamonds were there, and had traveled with her when the diamonds were stolen. The only people in London thought to be able to sell such valuable items were Harter and Benjamin—it was known that they were aware of the diamonds’ existence and that they often dealt with Lord George. It was also known that Lord George had met privately with Mr. Benjamin the morning after arriving in London. Putting all this together made it almost certain that Lord George was involved. Bunfit had always been convinced of this. Gager, while differing from Bunfit on some details, had never been opposed to suspecting Lord George. However, the known facts didn’t fit together neatly. If Lord George had taken the diamonds at Carlisle—or with Lizzie’s help before they got to Carlisle—then why was there a second robbery? Bunfit, who had a deep theory, suggested that the second robbery was a diversion, designed to confuse the police further. Patience Crabstick had definitely been part of the gang all along, and she had now been allowed to leave with her mistress's money and lesser valuables, adding to the confusion for Scotland Yard. Gager completely disagreed with this idea. He believed that Lord George had taken the diamonds at Carlisle with Lizzie’s knowledge; that he had returned them to her in London because the suspicion against him was too overwhelming; and that now he had stolen them again, also with Lizzie’s help. But Gager didn’t claim to be sure about that last point.

But Gager at the present moment had achieved a triumph in the matter which he was not at all disposed to share with his elder officer. Perhaps, on the whole, more power is lost than gained by habits of secrecy. To be discreet is a fine thing,—especially for a policeman; but when discretion is carried to such a length in the direction of self-confidence as to produce a belief that no aid is wanted for the achievement of great results, it will often militate against all achievement. Had Scotland Yard been less discreet and more confidential, the mystery might, perhaps, have been sooner unravelled. Gager at this very moment had reason to believe that a man whom he knew could,—and would, if operated upon duly,—communicate to him, Gager, the secret of the present whereabouts of Patience Crabstick! That belief was a great possession, and much too important, as Gager thought, to be shared lightly with such an one as Mr. Bunfit,—a thick-headed sort of man, in Gager's opinion, although, no doubt, he had by means of industry been successful in some difficult cases.

But Gager right now had achieved a victory in a situation he wasn't keen to share with his senior officer. Overall, it seems that keeping things secret can often lead to losing more power than gaining it. Being discreet is a great quality—especially for a cop—but when discretion leads to an overconfidence that makes someone think they don’t need help to achieve big results, it can often hinder success. If Scotland Yard had been less discreet and more open, the mystery might have been solved sooner. At this very moment, Gager had reason to believe that a person he knew could—and would, if approached properly—tell him, Gager, the secret of where Patience Crabstick was right now! That belief was a significant asset, and much too important, in Gager's view, to casually share with someone like Mr. Bunfit—a bit of a thick-headed guy, in Gager's opinion, even though he had, through hard work, been successful in some challenging cases.

"'Is lordship ain't stirred," said Bunfit.

"'Is lordship isn't stirred," said Bunfit.

"How do you mean,—stirred, Mr. Bunfit?"

"How do you mean—stirred, Mr. Bunfit?"

"Ain't moved nowheres out of London."

"Ain't moved anywhere out of London."

"What should he move out of London for? What could he get by cutting? There ain't nothing so bad when anything's up against one as letting on that one wants to bolt. He knows all that. He'll stand his ground. He won't bolt."

"What should he leave London for? What would he gain by walking away? There’s nothing worse than showing that you want to escape when things get tough. He knows that. He'll hold his ground. He won’t run away."

"I don't suppose as he will, Gager. It's a rum go; ain't it?—the rummest as I ever see." This remark had been made so often by Mr. Bunfit, that Gager had become almost weary of hearing it.

"I don't think he will, Gager. It's a strange situation, isn't it?—the strangest I've ever seen." Mr. Bunfit had mentioned this so many times that Gager had grown almost tired of hearing it.

"Oh,—rum; rum be b–––– What's the use of all that? From what the governor told me this morning, there isn't a shadow of doubt where the diamonds are."

"Oh, rum; rum be damned. What's the point of all that? From what the governor told me this morning, there’s no doubt at all about where the diamonds are."

"In Paris,—of course," said Bunfit.

"In Paris, of course," said Bunfit.

"They never went to Paris. They were taken from here to Hamburg in a commercial man's kit,—a fellow as travels in knives and scissors. Then they was recut. They say the cutting was the quickest bit of work ever done by one man in Hamburg. And now they're in New York. That's what has come of the diamonds."

"They never went to Paris. They were taken from here to Hamburg in a salesman’s kit—a guy who travels with knives and scissors. Then they were recut. They say the cutting was the fastest job ever done by one person in Hamburg. And now they're in New York. That’s what happened to the diamonds."

"Benjamin, in course," said Bunfit, in a low whisper, just taking the pipe from between his lips.

"Benjamin, by the way," said Bunfit, in a low whisper, just pulling the pipe from between his lips.

"Well;—yes. No doubt it was Benjamin. But how did Benjamin get 'em?"

"Well;—yes. No doubt it was Benjamin. But how did Benjamin get them?"

"Lord George,—in course," said Bunfit.

"Lord George—of course," said Bunfit.

"And how did he get 'em?"

"And how did he get them?"

"Well;—that's where it is; isn't it?" Then there was a pause, during which Bunfit continued to smoke. "As sure as your name's Gager, he got 'em at Carlisle."

"Well;—that's where it is; right?" Then there was a pause, during which Bunfit kept smoking. "As sure as your name's Gager, he got them at Carlisle."

"And what took Smiler down to Carlisle?"

"And what brought Smiler to Carlisle?"

"Just to put a face on it," said Bunfit.

"Just to put a face on it," said Bunfit.

"And who cut the door?"

"And who cut the door?"

"Billy Cann did," said Bunfit.

"Billy Cann did," Bunfit said.

"And who forced the box?"

"And who opened the box?"

"Them two did," said Bunfit.

"They did," said Bunfit.

"And all to put a face on it?"

"And all to make it look good?"

"Yes;—just that. And an uncommon good face they did put on it between 'em;—the best as I ever see."

"Yeah;—that's exactly it. And they really did put a great face on it together;—the best I’ve ever seen."

"All right," said Gager. "So far, so good. I don't agree with you, Mr. Bunfit; because the thing, when it was done, wouldn't be worth the money. Lord love you, what would all that have cost? And what was to prevent the lady and Lord George together taking the diamonds to Benjamin and getting their price? It never does to be too clever, Mr. Bunfit. And when that was all done, why did the lady go and get herself robbed again? No;—I don't say but what you're a clever man, in your way, Mr. Bunfit; but you've not got a hold of the thing here. Why was Smiler going about like a mad dog,—only that he found himself took in?"

"Okay," said Gager. "So far, so good. I don't agree with you, Mr. Bunfit; because once it was done, it wouldn't be worth the money. Seriously, what would all that have cost? And what was to stop the lady and Lord George from taking the diamonds to Benjamin and getting their cash? It never pays to be too clever, Mr. Bunfit. And after all that, why did the lady go get herself robbed again? No; I don't doubt you're a clever guy in your own way, Mr. Bunfit, but you’ve missed the point here. Why was Smiler running around like a crazy person, except that he realized he’d been taken in?"

"Maybe he expected something else in the box,—more than the necklace,—as was to come to him," suggested Bunfit.

"Maybe he was expecting something else in the box—something more than the necklace—as it would turn out," suggested Bunfit.

"Gammon."

"Ham."

"I don't see why you say gammon, Gager. It ain't polite."

"I don't see why you say gammon, Gager. It's not polite."

"It is gammon,—running away with ideas like them, just as if you was one of the public. When they two opened that box at Carlisle, which they did as certain as you sit there, they believed as the diamonds were there. They were not there."

"It’s ridiculous—getting swept up in ideas like that, as if you were just a regular person. When those two opened that box at Carlisle, which they did for sure, they thought the diamonds were inside. They weren't."

"I don't think as they was," said Bunfit.

"I don't think like they do," said Bunfit.

"Very well;—where were they? Just walk up to it, Mr. Bunfit, making your ground good as you go. They two men cut the door, and took the box, and opened it,—and when they'd opened it, they didn't get the swag. Where was the swag?"

"Alright;—where were they? Just walk right up to it, Mr. Bunfit, securing your position as you go. The two men broke down the door, grabbed the box, and opened it,—and when they opened it, they found nothing of value. Where was the loot?"

"Lord George," said Bunfit again.

"Lord George," Bunfit said again.

"Very well,—Lord George. Like enough. But it comes to this. Benjamin, and they two men of his, had laid themselves out for the robbery. Now, Mr. Bunfit, whether Lord George and Benjamin were together in that first affair, or whether they weren't, I can't see my way just at present, and I don't know as you can see yours;—not saying but what you're as quick as most men, Mr. Bunfit. If he was,—and I rayther think that's about it,—then he and Benjamin must have had a few words, and he must have got the jewels from the lady over night."

"Alright, Lord George. That makes sense. But here's the thing. Benjamin and his two men had planned the robbery. Now, Mr. Bunfit, I can't tell right now whether Lord George and Benjamin were involved in that first incident or not, and I’m not sure if you can figure it out either; not to say you aren't as sharp as most, Mr. Bunfit. If they were together—and I kind of think that’s the case—then he and Benjamin must have had a conversation, and he must have gotten the jewels from the lady the night before."

"Of course he did,—and Smiler and Billy Cann knew as they weren't there."

"Of course he did, and Smiler and Billy Cann knew it because they weren't there."

"There you are, all back again, Mr. Bunfit, not making your ground good as you go. Smiler and Cann did their job according to order,—and precious sore hearts they had when they'd got the box open. Those fellows at Carlisle,—just like all the provincials,—went to work open-mouthed, and before the party had left Carlisle it was known that Lord George was suspected."

"There you are, back again, Mr. Bunfit, not covering your tracks as you go. Smiler and Cann followed the orders exactly—and they were pretty upset when they finally got the box open. Those guys at Carlisle—just like all the locals—started working with their mouths wide open, and by the time the group left Carlisle, everyone knew that Lord George was under suspicion."

"You can't trust them fellows any way," said Mr. Bunfit.

"You can't trust those guys at all," said Mr. Bunfit.

"Well;—what happens next? Lord George, he goes to Benjamin, but he isn't goin' to take the diamonds with him. He has had words with Benjamin or he has not. Any ways he isn't goin' to take the necklace with him on that morning. He hasn't been goin' to keep the diamonds about him, not since what was up at Carlisle. So he gives the diamonds back to the lady."

"Well, what happens next? Lord George goes to Benjamin, but he's not taking the diamonds with him. He has either argued with Benjamin or he hasn't. Anyway, he isn't going to take the necklace with him that morning. He hasn't been planning to keep the diamonds on him since what happened at Carlisle. So, he gives the diamonds back to the lady."

"And she had 'em all along?"

"And she had them all along?"

"I don't say it was so,—but I can see my way upon that hypothesis."

"I’m not saying it was true—but I can see how that theory makes sense."

"There was something as she had to conceal, Gager. I've said that all through. I knew it in a moment when I see'd her faint."

"There was something she had to hide, Gager. I've mentioned that all along. I realized it right away when I saw her faint."

"She's had a deal to conceal, I don't doubt. Well, there they are,—with her still,—and the box is gone, and the people as is bringing the lawsuit, Mr. Camperdown and the rest of 'em, is off their tack. What's she to do with 'em?"

"She's definitely hiding something, no question about it. Well, there they are—with her still—and the box is missing, and the people bringing the lawsuit, Mr. Camperdown and the others, are off track. What’s she supposed to do with them?"

"Take 'em to Benjamin," said Bunfit, with confidence.

"Take them to Benjamin," said Bunfit, confidently.

"That's all very well, Mr. Bunfit. But there's a quarrel up already with Benjamin. Benjamin was to have had 'em before. Benjamin has spent a goodish bit of money, and has been thrown over rather. I daresay Benjamin was as bad as Smiler, or worse. No doubt Benjamin let on to Smiler, and thought as Smiler was too many for him. I daresay there was a few words between him and Smiler. I wouldn't wonder if Smiler didn't threaten to punch Benjamin's head,—which well he could do it,—and if there wasn't a few playful remarks between 'em about penal servitude for life. You see, Mr. Bunfit, it couldn't have been pleasant for any of 'em."

"That's all fine, Mr. Bunfit. But there's already a conflict with Benjamin. Benjamin was supposed to have them first. Benjamin has spent quite a bit of money and has been kind of left out. I can imagine Benjamin was as much trouble as Smiler, if not worse. No doubt Benjamin confided in Smiler and thought Smiler was too much for him. I can imagine there were some words exchanged between him and Smiler. I wouldn't be surprised if Smiler threatened to knock Benjamin's lights out, which he definitely could do, and if there were some playful comments between them about life sentences. You see, Mr. Bunfit, it couldn't have been easy for any of them."

"They'd've split," said Bunfit.

"They would have split," said Bunfit.

"But they didn't,—not downright. Well,—there we are. The diamonds is with the lady. Lord George has done it all. Lord George and Lady Eustace,—they're keeping company, no doubt, after their own fashion. He's a-robbing of her, and she has to do pretty much as she's bid. The diamonds is with the lady, and Lord George is pretty well afraid to look at 'em. After all that's being done, there isn't much to wonder at in that. Then comes the second robbery."

"But they didn’t—at least not outright. So, here we are. The diamonds are with the lady. Lord George is behind everything. Lord George and Lady Eustace—they’re definitely involved with each other, in their own way. He’s stealing from her, and she pretty much has to follow his orders. The diamonds are with the lady, and Lord George is pretty scared to even look at them. Given everything that's happening, that's not surprising. And then comes the second robbery."

"And Lord George planned that too?" asked Bunfit.

"And Lord George planned that too?" Bunfit asked.

"I don't pretend to say I know, but just put it this way, Mr. Bunfit. Of course the thieves were let in by the woman Crabstick."

"I’m not claiming to know, but let’s put it this way, Mr. Bunfit. Obviously, the woman Crabstick let the thieves in."

"Not a doubt."

"No doubt."

"Of course they was Smiler and Billy Cann."

"Of course, they were Smiler and Billy Cann."

"I suppose they was."

"I guess they were."

"She was always about the lady,—a-doing for her in everything. Say she goes to Benjamin and tells him as how her lady still has the necklace,—and then he puts up the second robbery. Then you'd have it all round."

"She was always focused on the lady—taking care of everything for her. Let's say she goes to Benjamin and tells him that her lady still has the necklace—and then he reports the second robbery. Then everyone would know."

"And Lord George would have lost 'em. It can't be. Lord George and he are thick as thieves up to this day."

"And Lord George would have lost them. It can't be. Lord George and he are as close as ever to this day."

"Very well. I don't say anything against that. Lord George knows as she has 'em;—indeed he'd given 'em back to her to keep. We've got as far as that, Mr. Bunfit."

"That's fine. I don't have any objections to that. Lord George knows she has them; in fact, he gave them back to her to keep. We've come to that point, Mr. Bunfit."

"I think she did 'ave 'em."

"I think she had them."

"Very well. What does Lord George do then? He can't make money of 'em. They're too hot for his fingers, and so he finds when he thinks of taking 'em into the market. So he puts Benjamin up to the second robbery."

"Alright. What does Lord George do then? He can't profit from them. They're too risky for him, and he realizes that when he considers selling them. So he encourages Benjamin to go for the second robbery."

"Who's drawing it fine, now, Gager;—eh?"

"Who's drawing it well now, Gager;—eh?"

"Mr. Bunfit, I'm not saying as I've got the truth beyond this,—that Benjamin and his two men were clean done at Carlisle, that Lord George and his lady brought the jewels up to town between 'em, and that the party who didn't get 'em at Carlisle tried their hand again and did get 'em in Hertford Street." In all of which the ingenious Gager would have been right, if he could have kept his mind clear from the alluring conviction that a lord had been the chief of the thieves.

"Mr. Bunfit, I’m not claiming to have all the facts here—just that Benjamin and his two guys were completely finished at Carlisle, that Lord George and his lady brought the jewels back to the city together, and that the group who missed out on them at Carlisle tried again and actually got them in Hertford Street." In all of this, the clever Gager would have been correct, if he could have kept his mind clear of the tempting belief that a lord was the main thief.

"We shall never make a case of it now," said Bunfit despondently.

"We're not going to make a big deal out of it now," said Bunfit, feeling down.

"I mean to try it on all the same. There's Smiler about town as bold as brass, and dressed to the nines. He had the cheek to tell me he was going down to the Newmarket Spring to look after a horse he's got a share in."

"I’m still going to give it a shot. Smiler's out and about, confident as ever, and dressed to impress. He even had the nerve to say he was heading down to the Newmarket Spring to check on a horse he has a share in."

"I was talking to Billy only yesterday," added Bunfit. "I've got it on my mind that they didn't treat Billy quite on the square. He didn't let on anything about Benjamin; but he told me out plain, as how he was very much disgusted. 'Mr. Bunfit,' said he, 'there's that roguery about, that a plain man like me can't touch it. There's them as'd pick my eyes out while I was sleeping, and then swear it against my very self.' Them were his words, and I knew as how Benjamin hadn't been on the square with him."

"I was talking to Billy just yesterday," Bunfit added. "I can't shake the feeling that they didn't treat Billy fairly. He didn't mention anything about Benjamin, but he was very clear about how disgusted he was. 'Mr. Bunfit,' he said, 'there's so much dishonesty around that a regular guy like me can't deal with it. There are people who would take advantage of me while I'm asleep and then blame me for it.' Those were his exact words, and I knew Benjamin hadn't been straight with him."

"You didn't let on anything, Mr. Bunfit?"

"You didn't say anything, Mr. Bunfit?"

"Well,—I just reminded him as how there was five hundred pounds going a-begging from Mr. Camperdown."

"Well, I just reminded him that there was five hundred pounds up for grabs from Mr. Camperdown."

"And what did he say to that, Mr. Bunfit?"

"And what did he say to that, Mr. Bunfit?"

"Well, he said a good deal. He's a sharp little fellow, is Billy, as has read a deal. You've heard of 'Umpty Dumpty, Gager? 'Umpty Dumpty was a hegg."

"Well, he had a lot to say. Billy’s a sharp little guy who has read a lot. Have you heard of 'Humpty Dumpty, Gager? Humpty Dumpty was an egg."

"All right."

"Okay."

"As had a fall, and was smashed,—and there's a little poem about him."

"As he fell and got smashed—and there's a little poem about him."

"I know."

"I got you."

"Well;—Billy says to me: 'Mr. Camperdown don't want no hinformation; he wants the diamonds. Them diamonds is like 'Umpty Dumpty, Mr. Bunfit. All the king's horses and all the king's men couldn't put 'Umpty Dumpty up again.'"

"Well;—Billy says to me: 'Mr. Camperdown doesn't want any information; he wants the diamonds. Those diamonds are like Humpty Dumpty, Mr. Bunfit. All the king's horses and all the king's men couldn't put Humpty Dumpty back together again.'"

"Billy was about right there," said the younger officer, rising from his seat.

"Billy was just about there," said the younger officer, getting up from his seat.

Late on the afternoon of the same day, when London had already been given over to the gaslights, Mr. Gager, having dressed himself especially for the occasion of the friendly visit which he intended to make, sauntered into a small public-house at the corner of Meek Street and Pineapple Court, which locality,—as all men well versed with London are aware,—lies within one minute's walk of the top of Gray's Inn Lane. Gager, during his conference with his colleague Bunfit, had been dressed in plain black clothes; but in spite of his plain clothes he looked every inch a policeman. There was a stiffness about his limbs, and, at the same time, a sharpness in his eyes, which, in the conjunction with the locality in which he was placed, declared his profession beyond the possibility of mistake. Nor, in that locality, would he have desired to be taken for anything else. But as he entered the "Rising Sun" in Meek Street, there was nothing of the policeman about him. He might probably have been taken for a betting man, with whom the world had latterly gone well enough to enable him to maintain that sleek, easy, greasy appearance which seems to be the beau-ideal of a betting man's personal ambition. "Well, Mr. Howard," said the lady at the bar, "a sight of you is good for sore eyes."

Late in the afternoon of the same day, when London was already lit up by gaslights, Mr. Gager, having dressed up specifically for the friendly visit he planned to make, strolled into a small pub at the corner of Meek Street and Pineapple Court, which, as anyone familiar with London knows, is just a minute's walk from the top of Gray's Inn Lane. During his meeting with his colleague Bunfit, Gager had worn plain black clothes; but despite his simple attire, he looked every bit like a policeman. There was a rigidity in his movements, and at the same time, a sharpness in his eyes, which, combined with his surroundings, clearly indicated his profession without a doubt. Moreover, in that area, he wouldn’t have wanted to be seen as anything else. However, as he walked into the "Rising Sun" on Meek Street, there was nothing cop-like about him. He could easily have been mistaken for a gambler, someone who had recently done well enough to afford that slick, easy, slightly greasy look that seems to be the ideal style for someone in betting. "Well, Mr. Howard," said the woman at the bar, "it's always nice to see you."

"Six penn'orth of brandy,—warm, if you please, my dear," said the pseudo-Howard, as he strolled easily into an inner room, with which he seemed to be quite familiar. He seated himself in an old-fashioned wooden arm-chair, gazed up at the gas lamp, and stirred his liquor slowly. Occasionally he raised the glass to his lips, but he did not seem to be at all intent upon his drinking. When he entered the room, there had been a gentleman and a lady there, whose festive moments seemed to be disturbed by some slight disagreement; but Howard, as he gazed at the lamp, paid no attention to them whatever. They soon left the room, their quarrel and their drink finished together, and others dropped in and out. Mr. Howard's "warm" must almost have become cold, so long did he sit there, gazing at the gas lamps rather than attending to his brandy and water. Not a word did he speak to any one for more than an hour, and not a sign did he show of impatience. At last he was alone;—but had not been so for above a minute when in stepped a jaunty little man, certainly not more than five feet high, about three or four and twenty years of age, dressed with great care, with his trousers sticking to his legs, with a French chimney-pot hat on his head, very much peaked fore and aft and closely turned up at the sides. He had a bright-coloured silk handkerchief round his neck, and a white shirt, of which the collar and wristbands were rather larger and longer than suited the small dimensions of the man. He wore a white greatcoat tight buttoned round his waist, but so arranged as to show the glories of the coloured handkerchief; and in his hand he carried a diminutive cane with a little silver knob. He stepped airily into the room, and as he did so he addressed our friend the policeman with much cordiality. "My dear Mr. 'Oward," he said, "this is a pleasure. This is a pleasure. This is a pleasure."

"Six pence worth of brandy—warm, please, my dear," said the fake Howard as he casually strolled into a back room he seemed very familiar with. He settled into an old-fashioned wooden armchair, looked up at the gas lamp, and slowly stirred his drink. He occasionally raised the glass to his lips, but he didn’t seem focused on drinking at all. When he entered the room, there was a man and a woman whose cheerful moments seemed interrupted by a minor disagreement; however, Howard, gazing at the lamp, completely ignored them. They soon left the room, finishing their argument and their drinks, and others came and went. Mr. Howard's "warm" drink must have nearly gone cold as he sat there for so long, staring at the gas lamps instead of paying attention to his brandy and water. He didn’t say a word to anyone for more than an hour and showed no signs of impatience. Finally, he was alone; but he had hardly been alone for a minute when a cheerful little man walked in, certainly no taller than five feet, around twenty-three or twenty-four years old, dressed meticulously, with his trousers snug against his legs, wearing a French chimney-pot hat, very pointed at the front and back and sharply turned up at the sides. He had a brightly colored silk handkerchief around his neck and wore a white shirt, the collar and cuffs of which were rather larger and longer than would fit his small frame. He had a white greatcoat tightly buttoned at the waist, arranged to display the colorful handkerchief, and in his hand, he held a tiny cane with a little silver knob. He stepped briskly into the room and, as he did, greeted our friend the policeman with great warmth. "My dear Mr. Howard," he said, "it’s a pleasure. It’s a pleasure. It’s a pleasure."

"What is it to be?" asked Gager.

"What is it going to be?" asked Gager.

"Well;—ay, what? Shall I say a little port wine negus, with the nutmeg in it rayther strong?" This suggestion he made to a young lady from the bar, who had followed him into the room. The negus was brought and paid for by Gager, who then requested that they might be left there undisturbed for five minutes. The young lady promised to do her best, and then closed the door. "And now, Mr. 'Oward, what can I do for you?" said Mr. Cann, the burglar.

"Well, what do you think? Should I suggest a little port wine negus, with the nutmeg pretty strong?" He made this suggestion to a young lady from the bar, who had followed him into the room. The negus was brought and paid for by Gager, who then asked to be left alone for five minutes. The young lady promised to try her best and then closed the door. "So now, Mr. Howard, what can I do for you?" said Mr. Cann, the burglar.

Gager, before he answered, took a pipe-case out of his pocket, and lit the pipe. "Will you smoke, Billy?" said he.

Gager, before he replied, pulled a pipe case from his pocket and lit the pipe. "Do you want to smoke, Billy?" he asked.

"Well;—no, I don't know that I will smoke. A very little tobacco goes a long way with me, Mr. 'Oward. One cigar before I turn in;—that's about the outside of it. You see, Mr. 'Oward, pleasures should never be made necessities, when the circumstances of a gentleman's life may perhaps require that they shall be abandoned for prolonged periods. In your line of life, Mr. 'Oward,—which has its objections,—smoking may be pretty well a certainty." Mr. Cann, as he made these remarks, skipped about the room, and gave point to his argument by touching Mr. Howard's waistcoat with the end of his cane.

"Well, I don’t think I’ll smoke. A little bit of tobacco goes a long way for me, Mr. Howard. One cigar before I go to bed—that's about all I need. You see, Mr. Howard, pleasures shouldn’t become necessities, especially when a gentleman's circumstances might require him to give them up for long stretches. In your line of work, Mr. Howard—which has its downsides—smoking might be pretty much a given." Mr. Cann, as he said this, moved around the room and emphasized his point by tapping Mr. Howard's waistcoat with the end of his cane.

"And now, Billy, how about the young woman?"

"And now, Billy, what about the young woman?"

"I haven't set eyes on her these six weeks, Mr. 'Oward. I never see her but once in my life, Mr. 'Oward;—or, maybe, twice, for one's memory is deceitful; and I don't know that I ever wish to see her again. She ain't one of my sort, Mr. 'Oward. I likes 'em soft, and sweet, and coming. This one,—she has her good p'ints about her,—as clean a foot and ankle as I'd wish to see;—but, laws, what a nose, Mr. 'Oward! And then for manner;—she's no more manner than a stable dog."

"I haven't seen her in six weeks, Mr. Howard. I think I've only encountered her once in my life, maybe twice, because memory can be tricky; and honestly, I don't know if I ever want to see her again. She's not my type, Mr. Howard. I prefer them soft, sweet, and approachable. This one—she has some good qualities, like a foot and ankle as nice as I could hope for—but, goodness, what a nose, Mr. Howard! And as for her manners—she has about as much grace as a stable dog."

"She's in London, Billy?"

"Is she in London, Billy?"

"How am I to know, Mr. 'Oward?"

"How am I supposed to know, Mr. Howard?"

"What's the good, then, of your coming here?" asked Gager, with no little severity in his voice.

"What's the point of you being here?" asked Gager, with noticeable sharpness in his voice.

"I don't know as it is good. I 'aven't said nothing about any good, Mr. 'Oward. What you wants to find is them diamonds?"

"I don't know if it's good. I haven't said anything about any good, Mr. Howard. What you want to find are those diamonds?"

"Of course I do."

"Absolutely, I do."

"Well;—you won't find 'em. I knows nothing about 'em, in course, except just what I'm told. You know my line of life, Mr. 'Oward?"

"Well;—you won't find them. I don't know anything about them, of course, except for what I'm told. You know my way of life, Mr. Howard?"

"Not a doubt about it."

"No doubt about it."

"And I know yours. I'm in the way of hearing about these things,—and for the matter of that, so are you too. It may be, my ears are the longer. I 'ave 'eard. You don't expect me to tell you more than just that. I 'ave 'eard. It was a pretty thing, wasn't it? But I wasn't in it myself, more's the pity. You can't expect fairer than that, Mr. 'Oward?"

"And I know yours. I'm not the only one hearing about this—you are too. Maybe my ears just pick up more. I've heard. You don't expect me to say more than that. I've heard. It was a lovely thing, wasn't it? But I wasn't part of it, which is too bad. You can't expect more than that, Mr. Howard?"

"And what have you heard?"

"What have you heard?"

"Them diamonds is gone where none of you can get at 'em. That five hundred pounds as the lawyers 'ave offered is just nowhere. If you want information, Mr. 'Oward, you should say information."

"The diamonds are gone where none of you can reach them. That five hundred pounds the lawyers have offered is just not happening. If you want information, Mr. Howard, you should ask for information."

"And you could give it;—eh, Billy?"

"And you could give it;—right, Billy?"

"No—; no—" He uttered these two negatives in a low voice, and with much deliberation. "I couldn't give it. A man can't give what he hasn't got;—but perhaps I could get it."

"No— no—" He said these two negatives in a low voice, taking his time. "I can't provide that. A man can't give what he doesn't have;—but maybe I could get it."

"What an ass you are, Billy. Don't you know that I know all about it?"

"What an idiot you are, Billy. Don't you realize that I know everything about it?"

"What an ass you are, Mr. 'Oward. Don't I know that you don't know;—or you wouldn't come to me. You guess. You're always a-guessing. And because you know how to guess, they pays you for guessing. But guessing ain't knowing. You don't know;—nor yet don't I. What is it to be, if I find out where that young woman is?"

"What an idiot you are, Mr. 'Oward. Don't I know that you don't know;—or you wouldn't come to me. You guess. You're always guessing. And because you know how to guess, they pay you for it. But guessing isn't knowing. You don’t know;—and neither do I. What will happen if I find out where that young woman is?"

"A tenner, Billy."

"Ten pounds, Billy."

"Five quid now, and five when you've seen her."

"Five pounds now, and five when you've seen her."

"All right, Billy."

"Okay, Billy."

"She's a-going to be married to Smiler next Sunday as ever is down at Ramsgate;—and at Ramsgate she is now. You'll find her, Mr. 'Oward, if you'll keep your eyes open, somewhere about the 'Fiddle with One String.'"

"She's going to marry Smiler next Sunday, just like everyone says down at Ramsgate; and she's in Ramsgate right now. You'll find her, Mr. Howard, if you keep your eyes open, somewhere around the 'Fiddle with One String.'"

This information was so far recognised by Mr. Howard as correct, that he paid Mr. Cann five sovereigns down for it at once.

This information was acknowledged by Mr. Howard as accurate enough that he immediately paid Mr. Cann five sovereigns for it.

 

 

CHAPTER LVIII

"The Fiddle with One String"
 

Mr. Gager reached Ramsgate by the earliest train on the following morning, and was not long in finding out the "Fiddle with One String." The "Fiddle with One String" was a public-house, very humble in appearance, in the outskirts of the town, on the road leading to Pegwell Bay. On this occasion Mr. Gager was dressed in his ordinary plain clothes, and though the policeman's calling might not be so manifestly declared by his appearance at Ramsgate as it was in Scotland Yard,—still, let a hint in that direction have ever been given, and the ordinary citizens of Ramsgate would at once be convinced that the man was what he was. Gager had doubtless considered all the circumstances of his day's work carefully, and had determined that success would more probably attend him with this than with any other line of action. He walked at once into the house, and asked whether a young woman was not lodging there. The man of the house was behind the bar, with his wife, and to him Gager whispered a few words. The man stood dumb for a moment, and then his wife spoke. "What's up now?" said she. "There's no young women here. We don't have no young women." Then the man whispered a word to his wife, during which Gager stood among the customers before the bar with an easy, unembarrassed air. "Well, what's the odds?" said the wife. "There ain't anything wrong with us."

Mr. Gager arrived in Ramsgate on the earliest train the next morning and quickly found the "Fiddle with One String." The "Fiddle with One String" was a humble pub on the outskirts of town, along the road to Pegwell Bay. That day, Mr. Gager was dressed in his usual plain clothes, and while his appearance might not have made it obvious that he was a policeman like it would at Scotland Yard, if anyone had even an inkling, the locals in Ramsgate would have instantly believed it. Gager had clearly thought through the circumstances of his day and decided that he was more likely to succeed with this approach than any other. He walked straight into the pub and asked if a young woman was staying there. The owner was behind the bar with his wife, and Gager leaned in to whisper a few words to him. The man looked taken aback for a moment, then his wife spoke up. "What's going on now?" she asked. "We don’t have any young women here. We don’t take in any young women." The man then whispered something to his wife while Gager stood casually among the customers at the bar. "Well, what’s the big deal?" the wife said. "There’s nothing wrong with us."

"Never thought there was, ma'am," said Gager. "And there's nothing wrong as I know of with the young woman." Then the husband and wife consulted together, and Mr. Gager was asked to take a seat in a little parlour, while the woman ran up-stairs for half an instant. Gager looked about him quickly, and took in at a glance the system of the construction of the "Fiddle with One String." He did sit down in the little parlour, with the door open, and remained there for perhaps a couple of minutes. Then he went to the front door, and glanced up at the roof. "It's all right," said the keeper of the house, following him. "She ain't a-going to get away. She ain't just very well, and she's a-lying down."

"Never thought there was, ma'am," Gager said. "And as far as I know, there's nothing wrong with the young woman." The husband and wife then spoke quietly to each other, and Mr. Gager was asked to take a seat in a small parlor while the woman quickly went upstairs. Gager glanced around and quickly understood how the "Fiddle with One String" was constructed. He sat in the small parlor with the door open and stayed there for maybe a couple of minutes. Then he walked to the front door and looked up at the roof. "It's all good," said the housekeeper, following him. "She’s not going anywhere. She’s just not feeling well and is lying down."

"You tell her, with my regards," said Gager, "that she needn't be a bit the worse because of me." The man looked at him suspiciously. "You tell her what I say. And tell her, too, the quicker the better. She has a gentleman a-looking after her, I daresay. Perhaps I'd better be off before he comes." The message was taken up to the lady, and Gager again seated himself in the little parlour.

"You tell her I send my regards," said Gager, "and that she shouldn't feel bad because of me." The man looked at him skeptically. "Make sure you tell her what I said. And let her know to hurry it up. I would guess she's got a gentleman looking after her. Maybe I should just leave before he shows up." The message was delivered to the lady, and Gager sat back down in the small parlor.

We are often told that all is fair in love and war, and, perhaps, the operation on which Mr. Gager was now intent may be regarded as warlike. But he now took advantage of a certain softness in the character of the lady whom he wished to meet, which hardly seems to be justifiable even in a policeman. When Lizzie's tall footman had been in trouble about the necklace, a photograph had been taken from him which had not been restored to him. This was a portrait of Patience Crabstick, which she, poor girl, in a tender moment, had given to him who, had not things gone roughly with them, was to have been her lover. The little picture had fallen into Gager's hands, and he now pulled it from his pocket. He himself had never visited the house in Hertford Street till after the second robbery, and, in the flesh, had not as yet seen Miss Crabstick; but he had studied her face carefully, expecting, or, at any rate, hoping, that he might some day enjoy the pleasure of personal acquaintance. That pleasure was now about to come to him, and he prepared himself for it by making himself intimate with the lines of the lady's face as the sun had portrayed them. There was even yet some delay, and Mr. Gager more than once testified uneasiness. "She ain't a-going to get away," said the mistress of the house, "but a lady as is going to see a gentleman can't jump into her things as a man does." Gager intimated his acquiescence in all this, and again waited.

We often hear that everything is fair in love and war, and maybe the plan Mr. Gager was now focused on could be seen as warlike. But he took advantage of a certain weakness in the character of the lady he wanted to meet, which hardly seems justified, even for a policeman. When Lizzie's tall footman got into trouble over the necklace, a photograph had been taken from him that hadn’t been returned. It was a portrait of Patience Crabstick, which she, poor girl, had given to the man who, if things had gone differently, would have been her lover. The little picture had ended up in Gager's hands, and he now pulled it out of his pocket. He himself had never visited the house on Hertford Street until after the second robbery, and he still hadn’t seen Miss Crabstick in person; however, he had studied her face carefully, expecting, or at least hoping, that he would someday have the pleasure of meeting her. That pleasure was about to happen, and he prepared for it by familiarizing himself with the details of the lady's face as captured by the sun. There was still some delay, and Mr. Gager showed signs of impatience more than once. "She ain't going to escape," said the mistress of the house, "but a lady who's going to see a gentleman can't just throw on her things like a man." Gager nodded his agreement with this and waited again.

"The sooner she comes the less trouble for her," said Gager to the woman; "if you'll only make her believe that." At last, when he had been somewhat over an hour in the house, he was asked to walk up-stairs, and then, in a little sitting-room over the bar, he had the opportunity, so much desired, of making personal acquaintance with Patience Crabstick.

"The sooner she gets here, the less trouble it'll be for her," Gager said to the woman; "if you can just make her believe that." Finally, after he'd been in the house for a little over an hour, he was invited to go upstairs, and in a small sitting room above the bar, he finally had the chance he wanted to meet Patience Crabstick in person.

It may be imagined that the poor waiting-woman had not been in a happy state of mind since she had been told that a gentleman was waiting to see her down-stairs, who had declared himself to be a policeman immediately on entering the shop. To escape was of course her first idea, but she was soon made to understand that this was impracticable. In the first place there was but one staircase, at the bottom of which was the open door of the room in which the policeman was sitting; and then, the woman of the house was very firm in declaring that she would connive at nothing which might cost her and her husband their licence. "You've got to face it," said the woman. "I suppose they can't make me get out of bed unless I pleases," said Patience firmly. But she knew that even that resource would fail her, and that a policeman, when aggravated, can take upon him all the duties of a lady's maid. She had to face it,—and she did face it. "I've just got to have a few words with you, my dear," said Gager.

It’s easy to imagine that the anxious woman waiting felt anything but happy since she had been told a gentleman was downstairs waiting to see her, claiming to be a policeman as soon as he entered the shop. Naturally, her first thought was to escape, but she quickly realized that wasn’t possible. For one, there was only one staircase, and at the bottom of it was the open door to the room where the policeman was sitting; plus, the woman who owned the house was quite adamant that she wouldn’t get involved in anything that could jeopardize her and her husband’s license. "You have to face this," said the woman. "I guess they can’t force me out of bed if I don’t want to," Patience replied firmly. But she knew that wouldn’t be a viable option, and that a policeman, when provoked, could easily step into the role of a lady's maid. She had to confront the situation—and she did. "I just need to have a quick chat with you, my dear," said Gager.

"I suppose, then, we'd better be alone," said Patience; whereupon the woman of the house discreetly left the room.

"I guess we should be alone," said Patience; and with that, the woman of the house quietly left the room.

The interview was so long that the reader would be fatigued were he asked to study a record of all that was said on the occasion. The gentleman and lady were closeted together for more than an hour, and so amicably was the conversation carried on that when the time was half over Gager stepped down-stairs and interested himself in procuring Miss Crabstick's breakfast. He even condescended himself to pick a few shrimps and drink a glass of beer in her company. A great deal was said, and something was even settled, as may be learned from a few concluding words of that very memorable conversation. "Just don't you say anything about it, my dear, but leave word for him that you've gone up to town on business."

The interview took so long that the reader would be exhausted if asked to go through everything that was said. The gentleman and lady were alone together for over an hour, and the conversation was so friendly that halfway through, Gager went downstairs and focused on getting Miss Crabstick's breakfast. He even went so far as to pick some shrimp and have a beer with her. They talked a lot, and they even reached some conclusions, as you can tell from the last few words of that memorable conversation. "Just don't mention anything about it, my dear, but let him know that you've gone into town for business."

"Lord love you, Mr. Gager, he'll know all about it."

"God bless you, Mr. Gager, he’ll know everything about it."

"Let him know. Of course he'll know,—if he comes down. It's my belief he'll never show himself at Ramsgate again."

"Let him know. Of course, he’ll know if he comes down. I believe he’ll never show up at Ramsgate again."

"But, Mr. Gager—"

"But, Mr. Gager—"

"Well, my dear?"

"What's up, my dear?"

"You aren't a perjuring of yourself?"

"You're not lying about yourself?"

"What;—about making you my wife? That I ain't. I'm upright, and always was. There's no mistake about me when you've got my word. As soon as this work is off my mind, you shall be Mrs. Gager, my dear. And you'll be all right. You've been took in, that's what you have."

"What about making you my wife? That's not happening. I'm honest, and I always have been. You can trust my word. As soon as I get this work off my mind, you’ll be Mrs. Gager, my dear. And you’ll be just fine. You’ve been deceived, that’s what’s happened."

"That I have, Mr. Gager," said Patience, wiping her eyes.

"Yes, I do, Mr. Gager," said Patience, wiping her eyes.

"You've been took in, and you must be forgiven."

"You've been taken in, and you need to be forgiven."

"I didn't get—not nothing out of the necklace; and as for the other things, they've frighted me so, that I let 'em all go for just what I tell you. And as for Mr. Smiler,—I never didn't care for him; that I didn't. He ain't the man to touch my heart,—not at all; and it was not likely either. A plain fellow,—very, Mr. Gager."

"I didn’t get anything from the necklace; and as for the other things, they scared me so much that I sold them all for exactly what I told you. And about Mr. Smiler—I never cared for him, not at all. He’s not the kind of guy to touch my heart—not even close; and it was never going to happen anyway. A regular guy, really, Mr. Gager."

"He'll be plainer before long, my dear."

"He'll be more straightforward soon, my dear."

"But I've been that worrited among 'em, Mr. Gager, since first they made their wicked prepositions, that I've been jest— I don't know how I've been. And though my lady was not a lady as any girl could like, and did deserve to have her things took if anybody's things ever should be took, still, Mr. Gager, I knows I did wrong. I do know it,—and I'm a-repenting of it in sackcloth and ashes;—so I am. But you'll be as good as your word, Mr. Gager?"

"But I’ve been so worried among them, Mr. Gager, since they first made their wicked suggestions, that I’ve just— I don’t know how I’ve been. And although my lady wasn’t someone any girl could admire, and she deserved to have her things taken if anyone’s things ever should be taken, still, Mr. Gager, I know I was wrong. I really do know it,—and I’m repenting of it wholeheartedly;—I really am. But you’re going to keep your promise, right, Mr. Gager?"

It must be acknowledged that Mr. Gager had bidden high for success, and had allowed himself to be carried away by his zeal almost to the verge of imprudence. It was essential to him that he should take Patience Crabstick back with him to London,—and that he should take her as a witness and not as a criminal. Mr. Benjamin was the game at which he was flying,—Mr. Benjamin, and, if possible, Lord George; and he conceived that his net might be big enough to hold Smiler as well as the other two greater fishes, if he could induce Patience Crabstick and Billy Cann to co-operate with him cordially in his fishing.

It has to be recognized that Mr. Gager had really gone all out for success and had gotten so caught up in his enthusiasm that he almost crossed the line into recklessness. It was crucial for him to take Patience Crabstick back with him to London—and to take her as a witness, not as a criminal. Mr. Benjamin was the target he was aiming for—Mr. Benjamin, and, if possible, Lord George; and he believed that his plan might be big enough to catch Smiler along with those two bigger catches if he could get Patience Crabstick and Billy Cann to work with him enthusiastically in his pursuit.

But his mind was still disturbed on one point. Let him press his beloved Patience as closely as he might with questions, there was one point on which he could not get from her what he believed to be the truth. She persisted that Lord George de Bruce Carruthers had had no hand in either robbery, and Gager had so firmly committed himself to a belief on this matter, that he could not throw the idea away from him, even on the testimony of Patience Crabstick.

But his mind was still troubled about one thing. No matter how much he pressed his beloved Patience with questions, there was one aspect where he couldn’t get what he believed to be the truth from her. She insisted that Lord George de Bruce Carruthers had nothing to do with either robbery, and Gager had become so convinced of this belief that he couldn’t shake the idea, even on Patience Crabstick's word.

On that evening he returned triumphant to Scotland Yard with Patience Crabstick under his wing; and that lady was housed there with every comfort she could desire, except that of personal liberty.

On that evening, he returned triumphantly to Scotland Yard with Patience Crabstick by his side; and she was provided with every comfort she could want, except for her personal freedom.

 

 

CHAPTER LIX

Mr. Gowran Up in London
 

In the meantime Mrs. Hittaway was diligently spreading a report that Lizzie Eustace either was engaged to marry her cousin Frank,—or ought to be so engaged. This she did, no doubt, with the sole object of saving her brother; but she did it with a zeal that dealt as freely with Frank's name as with Lizzie's. They, with all their friends, were her enemies, and she was quite sure that they were, altogether, a wicked, degraded set of people. Of Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle, of Miss Roanoke and Sir Griffin Tewett, she believed all manner of evil. She had theories of her own about the jewels, stories,—probably of her own manufacture in part, although no doubt she believed them to be true,—as to the manner of living at Portray, little histories of Lizzie's debts, and the great fact of the scene which Mr. Gowran had seen with his own eyes. Lizzie Eustace was an abomination to her, and this abominable woman her brother was again in danger of marrying! She was very loud in her denunciations, and took care that they should reach even Lady Linlithgow, so that poor Lucy Morris might know of what sort was the lover in whom she trusted. Andy Gowran had been sent for to town, and was on his journey while Mr. Gager was engaged at Ramsgate. It was at present the great object of Mrs. Hittaway's life to induce her brother to see Mr. Gowran before he kept his appointment with Lady Eustace.

In the meantime, Mrs. Hittaway was actively spreading rumors that Lizzie Eustace was either engaged to marry her cousin Frank or should be. She did this, undoubtedly, with the intention of protecting her brother, but she approached it with a fervor that freely involved both Frank's and Lizzie's names. They, along with their friends, were her enemies, and she was certain they were all part of a wicked, degraded group of people. She harbored negative beliefs about Lord George, Mrs. Carbuncle, Miss Roanoke, and Sir Griffin Tewett. She had her own theories about the jewels, likely stories she had concocted herself, though she probably believed them to be true, regarding Lizzie's lifestyle at Portray, tales of Lizzie's debts, and the significant incident that Mr. Gowran had witnessed firsthand. Lizzie Eustace was an abomination to her, and now her brother was once again in danger of marrying this horrible woman! She was very vocal in her criticisms, ensuring they reached even Lady Linlithgow, so that poor Lucy Morris would understand the kind of man she was trusting. Andy Gowran had been summoned to town and was on his way while Mr. Gager was preoccupied in Ramsgate. At that moment, Mrs. Hittaway's main goal in life was to persuade her brother to meet with Mr. Gowran before he had his appointment with Lady Eustace.

Poor Lucy received the wound which was intended for her. The enemy's weapons had repeatedly struck her, but hitherto they had alighted on the strong shield of her faith. But let a shield be never so strong, it may at last be battered out of all form and service. On Lucy's shield there had been much of such batterings, and the blows which had come from him in whom she most trusted had not been the lightest. She had not seen him for months, and his letters were short, unsatisfactory, and rare. She had declared to herself and to her friend Lady Fawn, that no concurrence of circumstances, no absence, however long, no rumours that might reach her ears, would make her doubt the man she loved. She was still steadfast in the same resolution; but in spite of her resolution her heart began to fail her. She became weary, unhappy, and ill at ease, and though she would never acknowledge to herself that she doubted, she did doubt.

Poor Lucy took the hit meant for her. The enemy's attacks had repeatedly hit her, but until now, they had only bounced off the strong shield of her faith. But no matter how strong a shield is, it can eventually be worn down and lose its effectiveness. Lucy's shield had suffered a lot of damage, and the blows from the person she trusted the most were some of the hardest. She hadn’t seen him in months, and his letters were short, disappointing, and infrequent. She had told herself and her friend Lady Fawn that no combination of circumstances, no absence, no matter how long, and no rumors that reached her ears would make her doubt the man she loved. She was still committed to that belief; however, despite her determination, her heart began to weaken. She became tired, unhappy, and restless, and even though she would never admit to herself that she was doubting, she really did doubt.

"So, after all, your Mr. Greystock is to marry my niece, Lizzie Greystock." This good-natured speech was made one morning to poor Lucy by her present patroness, Lady Linlithgow.

"So, after all, your Mr. Greystock is going to marry my niece, Lizzie Greystock." This friendly comment was made one morning to poor Lucy by her current patron, Lady Linlithgow.

"I rather think not," said Lucy plucking up her spirits and smiling as she spoke.

"I don't think so," said Lucy, lifting her spirits and smiling as she spoke.

"Everybody says so. As for Lizzie, she has become quite a heroine. What with her necklace, and her two robberies, and her hunting, and her various lovers,—two lords and a member of Parliament, my dear,—there is nothing to equal her. Lady Glencora Palliser has been calling on her. She took care to let me know that. And I'm now told that she certainly is engaged to her cousin."

"Everyone is saying it. As for Lizzie, she’s become quite the heroine. With her necklace, her two thefts, her hunting, and her various lovers—two lords and a member of Parliament, darling—there’s no one like her. Lady Glencora Palliser has been visiting her. She made sure I knew that. And now I'm hearing that she is definitely engaged to her cousin."

"According to your own showing, Lady Linlithgow, she has got two other lovers. Couldn't you oblige me by letting her marry one of the lords?"

"According to what you've said, Lady Linlithgow, she has two other suitors. Could you please help me out by allowing her to marry one of the lords?"

"I'm afraid, my dear, that Mr. Greystock is to be the chosen one." Then after a pause the old woman became serious. "What is the use, Miss Morris, of not looking the truth in the face? Mr. Greystock is neglecting you."

"I'm afraid, my dear, that Mr. Greystock is the one chosen." Then, after a pause, the old woman became serious. "What’s the point, Miss Morris, in not facing the truth? Mr. Greystock is ignoring you."

"He is not neglecting me. You won't let him come to see me."

"He’s not ignoring me. You won’t let him visit me."

"Certainly not;—but if he were not neglecting you, you would not be here. And there he is with Lizzie Eustace every day of his life. He can't afford to marry you, and he can afford to marry her. It's a deal better that you should look it all in the face and know what it must all come to."

"Definitely not;—but if he weren't ignoring you, you wouldn't be here. And there he is with Lizzie Eustace every single day. He can't afford to marry you, but he can marry her. It's much better for you to face the truth and understand how this is all going to turn out."

"I shall just wait,—and never believe a word till he speaks it."

"I'll just wait—and not believe a word until he says it."

"You hardly know what men are, my dear."

"You barely understand what guys are like, my dear."

"Very likely not, Lady Linlithgow. It may be that I shall have to pay dear for learning. Of course, I may be mistaken as well as another,—only I don't believe I am mistaken."

"Probably not, Lady Linlithgow. It's possible that I'll have to pay a high price for this lesson. Of course, I could be wrong like anyone else—but I really don't think I am."

When this little scene took place, only a month remained of the time for which Lucy's services were engaged to Lady Linlithgow, and no definite arrangement had been made as to her future residence. Lady Fawn was prepared to give her a home, and to Lady Fawn, as it seemed, she must go. Lady Linlithgow had declared herself unwilling to continue the existing arrangement because, as she said, it did not suit her that her companion should be engaged to marry her late sister's nephew. Not a word had been said about the deanery for the last month or two, and Lucy, though her hopes in that direction had once been good, was far too high-spirited to make any suggestion herself as to her reception by her lover's family. In the ordinary course of things she would have to look out for another situation, like any other governess in want of a place; but she could do this only by consulting Lady Fawn; and Lady Fawn when consulted would always settle the whole matter by simply bidding her young friend to come to Fawn Court.

When this little scene happened, there was only a month left for which Lucy's services were contracted to Lady Linlithgow, and no clear plans had been made for her future living situation. Lady Fawn was ready to offer her a home, and it seemed that she would have to go to Lady Fawn. Lady Linlithgow had stated that she wasn't willing to continue the current arrangement because, as she put it, it didn't work for her to have her companion engaged to marry her late sister's nephew. There hadn't been any talk about the deanery for the last month or two, and Lucy, despite having once held good hopes in that direction, was far too proud to suggest anything herself regarding how she would be received by her fiancé's family. Normally, she would have to find another job like any other governess looking for a position; but she could only do this by consulting Lady Fawn, and Lady Fawn, when asked, would always resolve the situation by simply telling her young friend to come to Fawn Court.

There must be some end of her living at Fawn Court. So much Lucy told herself over and over again. It could be but a temporary measure. If—if it was to be her fate to be taken away from Fawn Court a happy, glorious, triumphant bride, then the additional obligation put upon her by her dear friends would not be more than she could bear. But to go to Fawn Court, and, by degrees, to have it acknowledged that another place must be found for her, would be very bad. She would infinitely prefer any intermediate hardship. How, then, should she know? As soon as she was able to escape from the countess, she went up to her own room, and wrote the following letter. She studied the words with great care as she wrote them,—sitting and thinking before she allowed her pen to run on the paper.
 

There has to be an end to her time at Fawn Court. Lucy reminded herself of this repeatedly. It could only be a temporary situation. If it was her fate to leave Fawn Court as a happy, glorious, triumphant bride, then the extra pressure from her dear friends would be something she could handle. But to go to Fawn Court and gradually have it accepted that she needed to be somewhere else would be very difficult. She would much rather face any challenges in between. So, how would she know? As soon as she managed to get away from the countess, she went up to her room and wrote the following letter. She carefully considered each word as she wrote, sitting and thinking before letting her pen move across the paper.

My dear Frank,

My dear Frank,

It is a long time since we met;—is it not? I do not write this as a reproach; but because my friends tell me that I should not continue to think myself engaged to you. They say that, situated as you are, you cannot afford to marry a penniless girl, and that I ought not to wish you to sacrifice yourself. I do understand enough of your affairs to know that an imprudent marriage may ruin you, and I certainly do not wish to be the cause of injury to you. All I ask is that you should tell me the truth. It is not that I am impatient; but that I must decide what to do with myself when I leave Lady Linlithgow.

It’s been a while since we last saw each other, hasn’t it? I’m not saying this to blame you; I’m just relaying what my friends have told me—that I shouldn’t think I’m still engaged to you. They believe that, given your situation, you can’t marry a girl without money, and I wouldn’t want you to make such a sacrifice. I understand enough about your circumstances to know that a careless marriage could ruin you, and I definitely don’t want to be the cause of your problems. All I’m asking is for you to be honest with me. It’s not that I’m rushing you; I just need to figure out what to do next after I leave Lady Linlithgow.

Your most affectionate friend,

Your most affectionate friend,

Lucy Morris.

Lucy Morris.

March 2, 18––.
 

March 2, 18––.

She read this letter over and over again, thinking of all that it said and of all that it omitted to say. She was at first half disposed to make protestations of forgiveness,—to assure him that not even within her own heart would she reproach him, should he feel himself bound to retract the promise he had made her. She longed to break out into love, but so to express her love that her lover should know that it was strong enough even to sacrifice itself for his sake. But though her heart longed to speak freely, her judgment told her that it would be better that she should be reticent and tranquil in her language. Any warmth on her part would be in itself a reproach to him. If she really wished to assist him in extricating himself from a difficulty into which he had fallen in her behalf, she would best do so by offering him his freedom in the fewest and plainest words which she could select.

She read this letter over and over, thinking about everything it said and everything it left unsaid. At first, she felt inclined to express her forgiveness—to assure him that she wouldn’t blame him, even in her own heart, if he chose to take back the promise he made to her. She longed to express her love, but she wanted to do it in a way that showed him it was strong enough to sacrifice itself for his sake. But even though her heart wanted to speak openly, her mind told her that it would be better to stay quiet and calm in her words. Any warmth from her would only serve as a reproach to him. If she truly wanted to help him get out of the situation he had found himself in because of her, the best way to do so was to offer him his freedom with the fewest and simplest words she could find.

But even when the letter was written she doubted as to the wisdom of sending it. She kept it that she might sleep upon it. She did sleep upon it,—and when the morning came she would not send it. Had not absolute faith in her lover been the rock on which she had declared to herself that she would build the house of her future hopes? Had not she protested again and again that no caution from others should induce her to waver in her belief? Was it not her great doctrine to trust,—to trust implicitly, even though all should be lost if her trust should be misplaced? And was it well that she should depart from all this, merely because it might be convenient for her to make arrangements as to the coming months? If it were to be her fate to be rejected, thrown over, and deceived, of what use to her could be any future arrangements? All to her would be ruin, and it would matter to her nothing whither she should be taken. And then, why should she lie to him as she would lie in sending such a letter? If he did throw her over he would be a traitor, and her heart would be full of reproaches. Whatever might be his future lot in life, he owed it to her to share it with her, and if he evaded his debt he would be a traitor and a miscreant. She would never tell him so. She would be far too proud to condescend to spoken or written reproaches. But she would know that it would be so, and why should she lie to him by saying that it would not be so? Thinking of all this, when the morning came, she left the letter lying within her desk.

But even after writing the letter, she questioned whether it was wise to send it. She kept it to think it over. She did think it over—and when morning came, she decided not to send it. Hadn't her complete faith in her partner been the foundation on which she planned to build her future? Hadn't she insisted repeatedly that no warnings from others would shake her belief? Wasn't her main principle to trust—to trust completely, even if everything fell apart because her trust was misplaced? And was it right for her to abandon all that just because it might be easier to make plans for the upcoming months? If her destiny was to be rejected, abandoned, and deceived, how would any future plans matter to her? To her, it would all be destruction, and she wouldn't care where she ended up. Then, why should she deceive him by sending such a letter? If he did reject her, he would be a traitor, and her heart would be filled with accusations. Whatever his future held, he owed it to her to be part of it, and if he turned away from that obligation, he would be a traitor and a villain. She would never say that to him. She was far too proud to stoop to spoken or written accusations. But she would know that it was true, and why should she lie to him by claiming it wasn’t? Considering all this, when morning came, she left the letter in her desk.

Lord Fawn was to call upon Lady Eustace on the Saturday, and on Friday afternoon Mr. Andrew Gowran was in Mrs. Hittaway's back parlour in Warwick Square. After many efforts, and with much persuasion, the brother had agreed to see his sister's great witness. Lord Fawn had felt that he would lower himself by any intercourse with such a one as Andy Gowran in regard to the conduct of the woman whom he had proposed to make his wife, and had endeavoured to avoid the meeting. He had been angry, piteous, haughty, and sullen by turns; but Mrs. Hittaway had overcome him by dogged perseverance; and poor Lord Fawn had at last consented. He was to come to Warwick Square as soon as the House was up on Friday evening, and dine there. Before dinner he was to be introduced to Mr. Gowran. Andy arrived at the house at half-past five, and after some conversation with Mrs. Hittaway, was left there all alone to await the coming of Lord Fawn. He was in appearance and manners very different from the Andy Gowran familiarly known among the braes and crofts of Portray. He had a heavy stiff hat, which he carried in his hand. He wore a black swallow-tail coat and black trousers, and a heavy red waistcoat buttoned up nearly to his throat, round which was tightly tied a dingy black silk handkerchief. At Portray no man was more voluble, no man more self-confident, no man more equal to his daily occupations than Andy Gowran; but the unaccustomed clothes, and the journey to London, and the town houses overcame him, and for a while almost silenced him. Mrs. Hittaway found him silent, cautious, and timid. Not knowing what to do with him, fearing to ask him to go and eat in the kitchen, and not liking to have meat and unlimited drink brought for him into the parlour, she directed the servant to supply him with a glass of sherry and a couple of biscuits. He had come an hour before the time named, and there, with nothing to cheer him beyond these slight creature-comforts, he was left to wait all alone till Lord Fawn should be ready to see him.

Lord Fawn was scheduled to visit Lady Eustace on Saturday, and on Friday afternoon, Mr. Andrew Gowran was in Mrs. Hittaway's back parlor in Warwick Square. After many attempts and a lot of persuasion, his brother had finally agreed to meet his sister's key witness. Lord Fawn felt that interacting with someone like Andy Gowran, regarding the woman he intended to marry, was beneath him, and tried to avoid the meeting. He had gone through phases of anger, despair, arrogance, and sulkiness; however, Mrs. Hittaway wore him down with her relentless persistence, and poor Lord Fawn ultimately agreed. He was to come to Warwick Square as soon as the House adjourned on Friday evening for dinner. Before the meal, he was to be introduced to Mr. Gowran. Andy arrived at the house at 5:30, and after chatting with Mrs. Hittaway, he was left alone to wait for Lord Fawn. He looked and behaved very differently from the Andy Gowran who was known among the hills and fields of Portray. He wore a heavy, stiff hat, which he held in his hand. He had on a black tailcoat and black trousers, along with a heavy red waistcoat buttoned up almost to his throat, where a dingy black silk handkerchief was tied tightly. At Portray, no one was more talkative, self-assured, or capable in his daily tasks than Andy Gowran; but the unfamiliar clothing, the trip to London, and the fancy townhouses left him feeling overwhelmed and nearly mute. Mrs. Hittaway found him quiet, wary, and shy. Unsure of how to handle him—afraid to invite him to eat in the kitchen and reluctant to have a full meal and unlimited drinks brought into the parlor—she instructed the servant to provide him with a glass of sherry and a couple of biscuits. He had arrived an hour early, and with nothing to lift his spirits besides these small comforts, he was left to wait alone until Lord Fawn was ready to see him.

Andy had seen lords before. Lords are not rarer in Ayrshire than in other Scotch counties; and then, had not Lord George de Bruce Carruthers been staying at Portray half the winter? But Lord George was not to Andy a real lord,—and then a lord down in his own county was so much less to him than a lord up in London. And this lord was a lord of Parliament, and a government lord, and might probably have the power of hanging such a one as Andy Gowran were he to commit perjury, or say anything which the lord might choose to call perjury. What it was that Lord Fawn wished him to say, he could not make himself sure. That the lord's sister wished him to prove Lady Eustace to be all that was bad, he knew very well. But he thought that he was able to perceive that the brother and sister were not at one, and more than once during his journey up to London he had almost made up his mind that he would turn tail and go back to Portray. No doubt there was enmity between him and his mistress; but then his mistress did not attempt to hurt him even though he had insulted her grossly; and were she to tell him to leave her service, it would be from Mr. John Eustace, and not from Mrs. Hittaway, that he must look for the continuation of his employment. Nevertheless he had taken Mrs. Hittaway's money and there he was.

Andy had seen lords before. Lords aren't any rarer in Ayrshire than in other Scottish counties; plus, hadn’t Lord George de Bruce Carruthers been staying at Portray for half the winter? But to Andy, Lord George wasn't a real lord, and a lord in his own county meant a lot less to him than a lord up in London. This lord was a lord of Parliament, a government lord, and might even have the power to hang someone like Andy Gowran if he committed perjury or said anything the lord decided to call perjury. What exactly Lord Fawn wanted him to say, he couldn't be sure. He knew very well that the lord's sister wanted him to prove that Lady Eustace was as bad as could be. But he could sense that the brother and sister weren’t on the same page, and more than once during his trip up to London, he almost decided to turn around and head back to Portray. There was no doubt that there was tension between him and his employer; yet, his employer didn't try to hurt him even after he had insulted her terribly. If she were to tell him to leave her service, he would have to look to Mr. John Eustace for the continuation of his job, not Mrs. Hittaway. Still, he had taken Mrs. Hittaway’s money, and there he was.

At half-past seven Lord Fawn was brought into the room by his sister, and Andy Gowran, rising from his chair, three times ducked his head. "Mr. Gowran," said Mrs. Hittaway, "my brother is desirous that you should tell him exactly what you have seen of Lady Eustace's conduct down at Portray. You may speak quite freely, and I know you will speak truly." Andy again ducked his head. "Frederic," continued the lady, "I am sure that you may implicitly believe all that Mr. Gowran will say to you." Then Mrs. Hittaway left the room,—as her brother had expressly stipulated that she should do.

At 7:30, Lord Fawn was brought into the room by his sister, and Andy Gowran, getting up from his chair, nodded his head three times. "Mr. Gowran," said Mrs. Hittaway, "my brother wants you to tell him exactly what you've seen of Lady Eustace's behavior down at Portray. You can speak freely, and I know you'll be honest." Andy nodded his head again. "Frederic," the lady continued, "I'm sure you can completely trust everything Mr. Gowran tells you." Then Mrs. Hittaway left the room, as her brother had specifically requested.

Lord Fawn was quite at a loss how to begin, and Andy was by no means prepared to help him. "If I am rightly informed," said the lord, "you have been for many years employed on the Portray property?"

Lord Fawn didn’t know how to start, and Andy wasn’t ready to assist him. “If I’m correct,” said the lord, “you’ve worked on the Portray property for many years?”

"A' my life,—so please your lairdship."

"A' my life,—so please your lordship."

"Just so;—just so. And, of course, interested in the welfare of the Eustace family?"

"Exactly;—exactly. And, of course, you're concerned about the well-being of the Eustace family?"

"Nae doobt, my laird,—nae doobt; vera interasted indeed."

"Nah, no doubt about it, my lord—no doubt; very interested indeed."

"And being an honest man, have felt sorrow that the Portray property should—should—should—; that anything bad should happen to it." Andy nodded his head, and Lord Fawn perceived that he was nowhere near the beginning of his matter. "Lady Eustace is at present your mistress?"

"And being an honest man, I've felt sad that the Portray property should—should—should—; that anything bad should happen to it." Andy nodded his head, and Lord Fawn realized that he was nowhere close to the start of his point. "Lady Eustace is currently your mistress?"

"Just in a fawshion, my laird,—as a mon may say. That is she is,—and she is nae. There's a mony things at Portray as ha' to be lookit after."

"Just in a way, my lord,—as one might say. That is she is,—and she isn’t. There are many things at Portray that need to be taken care of."

"She pays you your wages?" said Lord Fawn shortly.

"She pays you your salary?" Lord Fawn asked abruptly.

"Eh;—wages! Yes, my laird; she does a' that."

"Ugh;—wages! Yes, my lord; she does all of that."

"Then she's your mistress." Andy again nodded his head, and Lord Fawn again struggled to find some way in which he might approach his subject. "Her cousin, Mr. Greystock, has been staying at Portray lately?"

"Then she's your mistress." Andy nodded again, and Lord Fawn again tried to figure out how to bring up his topic. "Her cousin, Mr. Greystock, has been staying at Portray recently?"

"More coothie than coosinly," said Andy, winking his eye.

"More friendly than cousin-like," said Andy, winking his eye.

It was dreadful to Lord Fawn that the man should wink his eye at him. He did not quite understand what Andy had last said, but he did understand that some accusation as to indecent familiarity with her cousin was intended to be brought by this Scotch steward against the woman to whom he had engaged himself. Every feeling of his nature revolted against the task before him, and he found that on trial it became absolutely impracticable. He could not bring himself to inquire minutely as to poor Lizzie's flirting down among the rocks. He was weak, and foolish, and in many respects ignorant,—but he was a gentleman. As he got nearer to the point which it had been intended that he should reach, the more he hated Andy Gowran,—and the more he hated himself for having submitted to such contact. He paused a moment, and then he declared that the conversation was at an end. "I think that will do, Mr. Gowran," he said. "I don't know that you can tell me anything I want to hear. I think you had better go back to Scotland." So saying, he left Andy alone and stalked up to the drawing-room. When he entered it, both Mr. Hittaway and his sister were there. "Clara," he said very sternly, "you had better send some one to dismiss that man. I shall not speak to him again."

It was awful for Lord Fawn that the man had winked at him. He didn't fully grasp what Andy had just said, but he understood that this Scottish steward was trying to accuse the woman he was engaged to of being inappropriately familiar with her cousin. Every part of him revolted against the task ahead, and he realized that, in practice, it was completely unmanageable. He couldn't bring himself to pry into poor Lizzie's flirting down by the rocks. He was weak, foolish, and in many ways ignorant—but he was a gentleman. As he got closer to the point he was supposed to reach, the more he loathed Andy Gowran—and the more he hated himself for having put up with such interaction. He paused for a moment and then declared that the conversation was over. "I think that's enough, Mr. Gowran," he said. "I don't believe you can tell me anything I want to hear. You should probably return to Scotland." With that, he left Andy and stormed into the drawing-room. When he entered, both Mr. Hittaway and his sister were there. "Clara," he said very sternly, "you should send someone to get rid of that man. I won't speak to him again."

Lord Fawn did not speak to Andy Gowran again, but Mrs. Hittaway did. After a faint and futile endeavour made by her to ascertain what had taken place in the parlour down-stairs, she descended and found Andy seated in his chair, still holding his hat in his hand, as stiff as a wax figure. He had been afraid of the lord, but as soon as the lord had left him he was very angry with the lord. He had been brought up all that way to tell his story to the lord, and the lord had gone away without hearing a word of it,—had gone away and had absolutely insulted him, had asked him who paid him his wages, and had then told him that Lady Eustace was his mistress. Andy Gowran felt strongly that this was not that kind of confidential usage which he had had a right to expect. And after his experience of the last hour and a half, he did not at all relish his renewed solitude in that room. "A drap of puir thin liquor,—poored out, too, in a weeny glass nae deeper than an egg-shell,—and twa cookies; that's what she ca'ed—rafrashment!" It was thus that Andy afterwards spoke to his wife of the hospitalities offered to him in Warwick Square, regarding which his anger was especially hot, in that he had been treated like a child or a common labourer, instead of having the decanter left with him to be used at his own discretion. When, therefore, Mrs. Hittaway returned to him, the awe with which new circumstances and the lord had filled him was fast vanishing, and giving place to that stubborn indignation against people in general which was his normal condition. "I suppose I'm jist to gang bock again to Portray, Mrs. Heetaway, and that'll be a' you'll want o' me?" This he said the moment the lady entered the room.

Lord Fawn didn’t talk to Andy Gowran again, but Mrs. Hittaway did. After a weak and unsuccessful attempt to find out what had happened downstairs, she went down and found Andy sitting in his chair, still holding his hat in his hand, as stiff as a statue. He had been scared of the lord, but as soon as the lord left, he became very angry. He had come all that way to tell his story to the lord, and the lord had walked away without hearing a word—had left and completely insulted him, asking who paid his wages, then telling him that Lady Eustace was his mistress. Andy Gowran felt strongly that this was not the kind of respectful treatment he had a right to expect. After what had just happened in the last hour and a half, he really didn’t enjoy being alone in that room again. “A drop of poor thin liquor—poured out in a tiny glass no deeper than an eggshell—and two cookies; that’s what she called ‘refreshment’!” That’s how Andy later described the hospitality he received in Warwick Square to his wife, feeling particularly angry about being treated like a child or a common laborer, instead of having the decanter left with him to use as he pleased. So, when Mrs. Hittaway came back to him, the awe from the new situation and the lord was quickly fading, giving way to his usual stubborn indignation toward people in general. “I suppose I’m just supposed to go back to Portray, Mrs. Hittaway, and that’s all you want from me?” he said as soon as she entered the room.

But Mrs. Hittaway did not want to lose his services quite so soon. She expressed regret that her brother should have found himself unable to discuss a subject that was naturally so very distasteful to him, and begged Mr. Gowran to come to her again the next morning. "What I saw wi' my ain twa e'es, Mrs. Heetaway, I saw,—and nane the less because his lairdship may nae find it jist tastefu', as your leddyship was saying. There were them twa, a' colloguing, and a-seetting ilk in ither's laps a' o'er, and a-keessing,—yes, my leddy, a-keessing as females, not to say males, ought nae to keess, unless they be mon and wife,—and then not amang the rocks, my leddy; and if his lairdship does nae care to hear tell o' it, and finds it nae tastefu', as your leddyship was saying, he should nae ha' sent for Andy Gowran a' the way from Portray, jist to tell him what he wanna hear, now I'm come to tell't to him!"

But Mrs. Hittaway didn’t want to lose his help this quickly. She expressed her disappointment that her brother couldn’t discuss a topic that was naturally so upsetting for him and asked Mr. Gowran to come back the next morning. “What I saw with my own two eyes, Mrs. Hittaway, I saw—and no less so just because his lordship may not find it tasteful, as your ladyship was saying. There were those two, all conferring, sitting in each other’s laps, and kissing—yes, my lady, kissing as women and men shouldn’t kiss, unless they’re husband and wife—and even then not among the rocks, my lady; and if his lordship doesn’t want to hear about it and finds it unpalatable, as your ladyship was saying, he shouldn’t have called Andy Gowran all the way from Portray just to tell him what he wants to hear, now that I’ve come to tell him!”

All this was said with so much unction that even Mrs. Hittaway herself found it to be not "tasteful." She shrunk and shivered under Mr. Gowran's eloquence, and almost repented of her zeal. But women, perhaps, feel less repugnance than do men at using ignoble assistance in the achievement of good purposes. Though Mrs. Hittaway shrunk and shivered under the strong action with which Mr. Gowran garnished his strong words, still she was sure of the excellence of her purpose; and, believing that useful aid might still be obtained from Andy Gowran, and, perhaps, prudently anxious to get value in return for the cost of the journey up from Ayrshire, she made the man promise to return to her on the following morning.

All this was said with such fervor that even Mrs. Hittaway herself found it to be not "tasteful." She shrank and trembled under Mr. Gowran's eloquence and almost regretted her enthusiasm. But women, perhaps, have less aversion than men when it comes to using questionable help to achieve good ends. Although Mrs. Hittaway felt uneasy and unsettled by the strong gestures that accompanied Mr. Gowran's powerful words, she was confident in the righteousness of her cause. Believing that she could still get useful help from Andy Gowran, and perhaps also prudently eager to get her money's worth from the trip up from Ayrshire, she had him promise to come back to her the next morning.

 

 

CHAPTER LX

"Let It Be As Though It Had Never Been"
 

Between her son, and her married daughter, and Lucy Morris, poor Lady Fawn's life had become a burthen to her. Everything was astray, and there was no happiness or tranquillity at Fawn Court. Of all simply human creeds the strongest existing creed for the present in the minds of the Fawn ladies was that which had reference to the general iniquity of Lizzie Eustace. She had been the cause of all these sorrows, and she was hated so much the more because she had not been proved to be iniquitous before all the world. There had been a time when it seemed to be admitted that she was so wicked in keeping the diamonds in opposition to the continued demands made for them by Mr. Camperdown, that all people would be justified in dropping her, and Lord Fawn among the number. But since the two robberies, public opinion had veered round three or four points in Lizzie's favour, and people were beginning to say that she had been ill-used. Then had come Mrs. Hittaway's evidence as to Lizzie's wicked doings down in Scotland,—the wicked doings which Andy Gowran had described with a vehemence so terribly moral; and that which had been at first, as it were, added to the diamonds, as a supplementary weight thrown into the scale, so that Lizzie's iniquities might bring her absolutely to the ground, had gradually assumed the position of being the first charge against her. Lady Fawn had felt no aversion to discussing the diamonds. When Lizzie was called a "thief," and a "robber," and a "swindler" by one or another of the ladies of the family,—who, in using those strong terms, whispered the words as ladies are wont to do when they desire to lessen the impropriety of the strength of their language by the gentleness of the tone in which the words are spoken,—when Lizzie was thus described in Lady Fawn's hearing in her own house, she had felt no repugnance to it. It was well that the fact should be known, so that everybody might be aware that her son was doing right in refusing to marry so wicked a lady. But when the other thing was added to it; when the story was told of what Mr. Gowran had seen among the rocks, and when gradually that became the special crime which was to justify her son in dropping the lady's acquaintance, then Lady Fawn became very unhappy, and found the subject to be, as Mrs. Hittaway had described it, very distasteful.

Between her son, her married daughter, and Lucy Morris, poor Lady Fawn's life had become a burden. Everything was out of order, and there was no happiness or peace at Fawn Court. Of all the simple human beliefs, the strongest one among the Fawn ladies was the shared view of Lizzie Eustace's general wickedness. She was the cause of all their troubles, and they hated her even more because she hadn’t been publicly proven to be bad. There was a time when it seemed accepted that she was so wrong for keeping the diamonds despite Mr. Camperdown's continuous demands that everyone would be justified in cutting ties with her, including Lord Fawn. But since the two robberies, public opinion had shifted somewhat in Lizzie's favor, and people began to say she was treated unfairly. Then came Mrs. Hittaway's testimony about Lizzie's wrongful actions in Scotland—wrongdoing that Andy Gowran described with a shocking moral intensity; what was initially an extra burden on the diamonds to ensure Lizzie’s flaws brought her down had gradually become the main accusation against her. Lady Fawn had no issue discussing the diamonds. When one or another of the family ladies referred to Lizzie as a "thief," "robber," or "swindler," they whispered those strong words in the manner ladies often do to soften the harshness of their language with a gentler tone—when Lizzie was labeled this way in Lady Fawn's hearing in her own home, she felt no disgust. It was important for everyone to know that her son was right to refuse to marry such a wicked woman. But when the other issue was introduced; when the story of what Mr. Gowran had witnessed among the rocks was shared and that became the specific reason for justifying her son cutting off his friendship with her, Lady Fawn became very unhappy and found the topic, as Mrs. Hittaway described it, quite unpleasant.

And this trouble hit Lucy Morris as hard as it did Lord Fawn. If Lizzie Eustace was unfit to marry Lord Fawn because of these things, then was Frank Greystock not only unfit to marry Lucy, but most unlikely to do so, whether fit or unfit. For a week or two Lady Fawn had allowed herself to share Lucy's joy, and to believe that Mr. Greystock would prove himself true to the girl whose heart he had made all his own;—but she had soon learned to distrust the young member of Parliament who was always behaving insolently to her son, who spent his holidays down with Lizzie Eustace, who never visited and rarely wrote to the girl he had promised to marry, and as to whom all the world agreed in saying that he was far too much in debt to marry any woman who had not means to help him. It was all sorrow and vexation together; and yet when her married daughter would press the subject upon her, and demand her co-operation, she had no power of escaping. "Mamma," Mrs. Hittaway had said, "Lady Glencora Palliser has been with her, and everybody is taking her up, and if her conduct down in Scotland isn't proved, Frederic will be made to marry her." "But what can I do, my dear?" Lady Fawn had asked, almost in tears. "Insist that Frederic shall know the whole truth," replied Mrs. Hittaway with energy. "Of course, it is very disagreeable. Nobody can feel it more than I do. It is horrible to have to talk about such things,—and to think of them." "Indeed it is, Clara,—very horrible." "But anything, mamma, is better than that Frederic should be allowed to marry such a woman as that. It must be proved to him—how unfit she is to be his wife." With the view of carrying out this intention, Mrs. Hittaway had, as we have seen, received Andy Gowran at her own house; and with the same view she took Andy Gowran the following morning down to Richmond.

And this trouble hit Lucy Morris just as hard as it did Lord Fawn. If Lizzie Eustace was unfit to marry Lord Fawn because of these issues, then Frank Greystock was not only unfit to marry Lucy but also very unlikely to do so, whether he was fit or not. For a week or two, Lady Fawn allowed herself to share in Lucy's happiness and to believe that Mr. Greystock would stay true to the girl whose heart he had won completely; but she soon learned to distrust the young member of Parliament, who always treated her son disrespectfully, spent his holidays with Lizzie Eustace, never visited or rarely wrote to the girl he had promised to marry, and about whom everyone agreed was far too deep in debt to marry any woman who couldn't financially support him. It was all a mix of sadness and frustration; yet when her married daughter pressed the subject and demanded her support, she found herself unable to escape. "Mamma," Mrs. Hittaway said, "Lady Glencora Palliser has been with her, and everyone is supporting her, and if her behavior in Scotland isn't proven, Frederic will be forced to marry her." "But what can I do, my dear?" Lady Fawn asked, nearly in tears. "Insist that Frederic knows the whole truth," Mrs. Hittaway replied assertively. "Of course, it's very unpleasant. Nobody feels it more than I do. It's awful to have to discuss such matters—and to think about them." "Yes, Clara—very dreadful." "But anything, mum, is better than letting Frederic marry a woman like that. He must be shown how unfit she is to be his wife." To pursue this goal, Mrs. Hittaway had, as we saw, invited Andy Gowran to her home; and the next morning, she took Andy Gowran with her down to Richmond.

Mrs. Hittaway, and her mother, and Andy were closeted together for half an hour, and Lady Fawn suffered grievously. Lord Fawn had found that he couldn't hear the story, and he had not heard it. He had been strong enough to escape, and had, upon the whole, got the best of it in the slight skirmish which had taken place between him and the Scotchman; but poor old Lady Fawn could not escape. Andy was allowed to be eloquent, and the whole story was told to her, though she would almost sooner have been flogged at a cart's tail than have heard it. Then "rafrashments" were administered to Andy of a nature which made him prefer Fawn Court to Warwick Square, and he was told that he might go back to Portray as soon as he pleased.

Mrs. Hittaway, her mother, and Andy were shut up together for half an hour, and Lady Fawn was in distress. Lord Fawn discovered he couldn't bear to hear the story, and he indeed didn't hear it. He was strong enough to walk away and, overall, came out on top in the minor conflict with the Scotsman; but poor Lady Fawn was stuck. Andy was allowed to speak at length, and the entire story was relayed to her, although she would have preferred to be punished in some way rather than listen to it. Then, "refreshments" were provided to Andy that made him like Fawn Court more than Warwick Square, and he was told he could go back to Portray whenever he wanted.

When he was gone, Mrs. Hittaway opened her mind to her mother altogether. "The truth is, mamma, that Frederic will marry her."

When he left, Mrs. Hittaway completely opened up to her mother. "The truth is, Mom, Frederic is going to marry her."

"But why? I thought that he had declared that he would give it up. I thought that he had said so to herself."

"But why? I thought he had said he would give it up. I thought he told her that."

"What of that, if he retracts what he said? He is so weak. Lady Glencora Palliser has made him promise to go and see her; and he is to go to-day. He is there now, probably,—at this very moment. If he had been firm, the thing was done. After all that has taken place, nobody would ever have supposed that his engagement need go for anything. But what can he say to her now that he is with her, except just do the mischief all over again? I call it quite wicked in that woman's interfering. I do, indeed! She's a nasty, insolent, impertinent creature;—that's what she is! After all the trouble I've taken, she comes and undoes it all with one word."

"What does it matter if he takes back what he said? He's so weak. Lady Glencora Palliser has made him promise to visit her, and he’s going today. He’s probably there right now—at this very moment. If he had been stronger, it would have been settled. After everything that’s happened, no one would have thought his engagement meant anything. But what can he say to her now that he’s with her, except to mess everything up again? I think it’s just wrong of that woman to interfere. I really do! She's a nasty, arrogant, inconsiderate person—that’s what she is! After all the effort I’ve put in, she comes and screws it all up with one word."

"What can we do, Clara?"

"What should we do, Clara?"

"Well;—I do believe that if Frederic could be made to act as he ought to do, just for a while, she would marry her cousin, Mr. Greystock, and then there would be an end of it altogether. I really think that she likes him best, and from all that I can hear, she would take him now, if Frederic would only keep out of the way. As for him, of course he is doing his very best to get her. He has not one shilling to rub against another, and is over head and ears in debt."

"Well;—I really believe that if Frederic could start acting the way he should, even just for a little while, she'd marry her cousin, Mr. Greystock, and that would settle everything. Honestly, I think she likes him the most, and from what I've heard, she'd choose him now if Frederic would just stay out of the picture. As for Frederic, of course he's doing everything he can to win her over. He doesn't have a penny to his name and is drowning in debt."

"Poor Lucy!" ejaculated Lady Fawn.

"Poor Lucy!" exclaimed Lady Fawn.

"Well;—yes; but really that is a matter of course. I always thought, mamma, that you and Amelia were a little wrong to coax her up in that belief."

"Well;—yes; but honestly, that's just how it is. I always believed, mom, that you and Amelia were a bit misguided in encouraging her to think that way."

"But, my dear, the man proposed for her in the plainest possible manner. I saw his letter."

"But, my dear, the guy proposed to her in the simplest way possible. I saw his letter."

"No doubt;—men do propose. We all know that. I'm sure I don't know what they get by it, but I suppose it amuses them. There used to be a sort of feeling that if a man behaved badly something would be done to him; but that's all over now. A man may propose to whom he likes, and if he chooses to say afterwards that it doesn't mean anything, there's nothing in the world to bring him to book."

"No doubt; men do propose. We all know that. I honestly don't get what they gain from it, but I guess it entertains them. There used to be this idea that if a man acted poorly, there would be consequences; but that's all gone now. A man can propose to whoever he wants, and if he decides later that it doesn't mean anything, there's nothing anyone can do about it."

"That's very hard," said the elder lady, of whom everybody said that she did not understand the world as well as her daughter.

"That's really tough," said the older woman, whom everyone said didn’t understand the world as well as her daughter did.

"The girls,—they all know that it is so, and I suppose it comes to the same thing in the long run. The men have to marry, and what one girl loses another girl gets."

"The girls—they all know it’s true, and I guess it amounts to the same thing in the end. The guys have to marry, and whatever one girl loses, another girl gains."

"It will kill Lucy."

"It will hurt Lucy."

"Girls ain't killed so easy, mamma;—not now-a-days. Saying that it will kill her won't change the man's nature. It wasn't to be expected that such a man as Frank Greystock, in debt, and in Parliament, and going to all the best houses, should marry your governess. What was he to get by it? That's what I want to know."

"Girls aren't killed so easily, mom; not these days. Saying that it will kill her won't change who the man is. It wasn't realistic to think that a guy like Frank Greystock, who's in debt, in Parliament, and going to all the best parties, would marry your governess. What would he gain from it? That's what I want to know."

"I suppose he loved her."

"I guess he loved her."

"Laws, mamma, how antediluvian you are! No doubt he did like her,—after his fashion; though what he saw in her, I never could tell. I think Miss Morris would make a very nice wife for a country clergyman who didn't care how poor things were. But she has no style;—and as far as I can see, she has no beauty. Why should such a man as Frank Greystock tie himself by the leg for ever to such a girl as that? But, mamma, he doesn't mean to marry Lucy Morris. Would he have been going on in that way with his cousin down in Scotland had he meant it? He means nothing of the kind. He means to marry Lady Eustace's income if he can get it;—and she would marry him before the summer if only we could keep Frederic away from her."

"Laws, mom, you’re so old-fashioned! No doubt he liked her— in his own way; though I can't figure out what he saw in her. I think Miss Morris would make a nice wife for a country clergyman who doesn’t mind being poor. But she has no flair—and from what I can see, she isn’t beautiful. Why would someone like Frank Greystock tie himself down forever to a girl like her? But, mom, he doesn’t plan to marry Lucy Morris. Would he be acting that way with his cousin in Scotland if he meant it? He doesn’t mean anything like that. He intends to marry for Lady Eustace's money if he can get it—and she would agree to marry him before summer if only we could keep Frederic away from her."

Mrs. Hittaway demanded from her mother that in season and out of season she should be urgent with Lord Fawn, impressing upon him the necessity of waiting, in order that he might see how false Lady Eustace was to him; and also that she should teach Lucy Morris how vain were all her hopes. If Lucy Morris would withdraw her claims altogether the thing might probably be more quickly and more surely managed. If Lucy could be induced to tell Frank that she withdrew her claim, and that she saw how impossible it was that they should ever be man and wife, then,—so argued Mrs. Hittaway,—Frank would at once throw himself at his cousin's feet, and all the difficulty would be over. The abominable, unjustifiable, and insolent interference of Lady Glencora just at the present moment would be the means of undoing all the good that had been done, unless it could be neutralised by some such activity as this. The necklace had absolutely faded away into nothing. The sly creature was almost becoming a heroine on the strength of the necklace. The very mystery with which the robberies were pervaded was acting in her favour. Lord Fawn would absolutely be made to marry her,—forced into it by Lady Glencora and that set,—unless the love affair between her and her cousin, of which Andy Gowran was able to give such sufficient testimony, could in some way be made available to prevent it.

Mrs. Hittaway insisted that her mother should constantly urge Lord Fawn to wait and see how untrustworthy Lady Eustace was. She also wanted her to explain to Lucy Morris how unrealistic her hopes were. If Lucy would completely back off, things could likely be handled more quickly and with more certainty. If Lucy could be convinced to tell Frank that she was withdrawing her claim and that it was clear they could never be married, then—according to Mrs. Hittaway—Frank would immediately fall at his cousin's feet, and all complications would be resolved. The despicable, unwarranted, and rude interference of Lady Glencora at this moment could undo all the progress made unless it was countered by some action like this. The necklace had completely disappeared. That sneaky woman was almost becoming a heroine thanks to the necklace. The very mystery surrounding the thefts was working in her favor. Lord Fawn would certainly end up marrying her—forced into it by Lady Glencora and her crowd—unless the romance between her and her cousin, which Andy Gowran had ample evidence of, could somehow be used to stop it.

The theory of life and system on which social matters should be managed, as displayed by her married daughter, was very painful to poor old Lady Fawn. When she was told that under the new order of things promises from gentlemen were not to be looked upon as binding, that love was to go for nothing, that girls were to be made contented by being told that when one lover was lost another could be found, she was very unhappy. She could not disbelieve it all, and throw herself back upon her faith in virtue, constancy, and honesty. She rather thought that things had changed for the worse since she was young, and that promises were not now as binding as they used to be. She herself had married into a Liberal family, had a Liberal son, and would have called herself a Liberal; but she could not fail to hear from others, her neighbours, that the English manners, and English principles, and English society were all going to destruction in consequence of the so-called liberality of the age. Gentlemen, she thought, certainly did do things which gentlemen would not have done forty years ago; and as for ladies,—they, doubtless, were changed altogether. Most assuredly she could not have brought an Andy Gowran to her mother to tell such tales in their joint presence as this man had told!

The way life and society should be managed, as shown by her married daughter, was really upsetting for poor old Lady Fawn. When she learned that in this new world, promises from men weren’t taken seriously, that love didn’t mean much, and that girls were expected to be okay with the idea that when one guy was gone, another could easily be found, she felt very sad. She struggled to completely disbelieve it and cling to her trust in virtue, loyalty, and honesty. She believed that things had definitely deteriorated since her youth and that promises weren’t as solid as they once were. She had married into a Liberal family, had a Liberal son, and considered herself a Liberal too; but she couldn’t ignore what she heard from others, her neighbors, about how English manners, principles, and society were all falling apart because of the so-called liberal attitudes of the time. She thought men today certainly did things they wouldn’t have done forty years ago; and as for women—well, they had definitely changed completely. There was no way she could have introduced an Andy Gowran to her mother to share the kinds of stories this man had told in front of them both!

Mrs. Hittaway had ridiculed her for saying that poor Lucy would die when forced to give up her lover. Mrs. Hittaway had spoken of the necessity of breaking up that engagement without a word of anger against Frank Greystock. According to Mrs. Hittaway's views Frank Greystock had amused himself in the most natural way in the world when he asked Lucy to be his wife. A governess like Lucy had been quite foolish to expect that such a man as Greystock was in earnest. Of course she must give up her lover; and if there must be blame, she must blame herself for her folly! Nevertheless, Lady Fawn was so soft-hearted that she believed that the sorrow would crush Lucy, even if it did not kill her.

Mrs. Hittaway had made fun of her for saying that poor Lucy would die if she had to give up her lover. Mrs. Hittaway had talked about the need to end that engagement without any anger toward Frank Greystock. According to Mrs. Hittaway, Frank Greystock was just having fun in the most normal way when he asked Lucy to marry him. A governess like Lucy had been quite naive to think that someone like Greystock was serious. Of course, she had to let go of her lover, and if anyone was to blame, it should be herself for being foolish! Still, Lady Fawn was so sympathetic that she believed the heartbreak would completely overwhelm Lucy, even if it didn’t actually kill her.

But not the less was it her duty to tell Lucy what she thought to be the truth. The story of what had occurred among the rocks at Portray was very disagreeable, but she believed it to be true. The man had been making love to his cousin after his engagement to Lucy. And then, was it not quite manifest that he was neglecting poor Lucy in every way? He had not seen her for nearly six months. Had he intended to marry her, would he not have found a home for her at the deanery? Did he in any respect treat her as he would treat the girl whom he intended to marry? Putting all these things together, Lady Fawn thought that she saw that Lucy's case was hopeless;—and, so thinking, wrote to her the following letter:—
 

But it was still her duty to tell Lucy what she believed to be the truth. The story of what happened among the rocks at Portray was quite unpleasant, but she thought it was true. The man had been pursuing his cousin after getting engaged to Lucy. And wasn't it obvious that he was neglecting poor Lucy in every way? He hadn't seen her for almost six months. If he intended to marry her, wouldn’t he have found her a home at the deanery? Did he treat her in any way like he would treat the girl he planned to marry? Putting all these pieces together, Lady Fawn thought she realized that Lucy's situation was hopeless; and, believing that, she wrote her the following letter:—

Fawn Court, 3rd March, 18––.

Fawn Court, 3rd March, 18––.

Dearest Lucy,

Dear Lucy,

I have so much to say to you that I did think of getting Lady Linlithgow to let you come to us here for a day, but I believe it will perhaps be better that I should write. I think you leave Lady Linlithgow after the first week in April, and it is quite necessary that you should come to some fixed arrangement as to the future. If that were all, there need not be any trouble, as you will come here, of course. Indeed, this is your natural home, as we all feel; and I must say that we have missed you most terribly since you went,—not only for Cecilia and Nina, but for all of us. And I don't know that I should write at all if it wasn't for something else, that must be said sooner or later;—because, as to your coming here in April, that is so much a matter of course. The only mistake was, that you should ever have gone away. So we shall expect you here on whatever day you may arrange with Lady Linlithgow as to leaving her.
 

I have so much to tell you that I thought about asking Lady Linlithgow if you could come visit us for a day, but I think it’s better if I just write instead. I believe you’ll be leaving Lady Linlithgow after the first week in April, and it’s really important for you to make some solid plans for the future. If that were the only issue, it wouldn’t be a problem since you’ll definitely be coming here. This is your true home, as we all feel; and I must say we’ve missed you tremendously since you left—not just Cecilia and Nina, but everyone. I probably wouldn’t even write if it weren’t for something else that needs to be addressed sooner or later—because your visit in April is certain. The only mistake was that you ever left in the first place. So we’re looking forward to seeing you on whatever day you arrange with Lady Linlithgow to leave her.

The poor, dear lady went on repeating her affectionate invitation, because of the difficulty she encountered in finding words with which to give the cruel counsel which she thought that it was her duty to offer.
 

The poor, dear lady kept repeating her warm invitation, struggling to find the right words to share the harsh advice that she felt it was her responsibility to give.

And now, dearest Lucy, I must say what I believe to be the truth about Mr. Greystock. I think that you should teach yourself to forget him,—or, at any rate, that you should teach yourself to forget the offer which he made to you last autumn. Whether he was or was not in earnest then, I think that he has now determined to forget it. I fear there is no doubt that he has been making love to his cousin, Lady Eustace. You well know that I should not mention such a thing, if I had not the strongest possible grounds to convince me that I ought to do so. But, independent of this, his conduct to you during the last six months has been such as to make us all feel sure that the engagement is distasteful to him. He has probably found himself so placed that he cannot marry without money, and has wanted the firmness, or perhaps you will say the hardness of heart, to say so openly. I am sure of this, and so is Amelia, that it will be better for you to give the matter up altogether, and to come here and recover the blow among friends who will be as kind to you as possible. I know all that you will feel, and you have my fullest sympathy; but even such sorrows as that are cured by time, and by the mercy of God, which is not only infinite, but all-powerful.

Dear Lucy, I need to tell you what I think is really true about Mr. Greystock. I believe you should try to forget him—or at least put aside the offer he made you last autumn. Whether he was serious about it then or not, I think he has decided to move on now. It seems obvious that he’s been pursuing his cousin, Lady Eustace. You know I wouldn’t say this if I didn’t have good reasons. Beyond that, his behavior towards you in the past six months clearly shows that he isn’t interested in the engagement. He probably realizes he can’t marry without money and hasn’t had the courage—or maybe you’d say the heart—to admit it openly. I’m confident, and so is Amelia, that it would be better for you to let this go completely and come here to heal among friends who will support you as much as they can. I understand how you feel, and you have my deepest sympathy; but even painful experiences like this can be healed by time and by God’s mercy, which is not only infinite but also all-powerful.

Your most affectionate friend,

Your most affectionate friend,

C. Fawn.
 

C. Fawn.

Lady Fawn, when she had written her letter, discussed it with Amelia, and the two together agreed that Lucy would never surmount the ill effects of the blow which was thus prophesied. "As to saying it will kill her, mamma," said Amelia, "I don't believe in that. If I were to break my leg, the accident might shorten my life, and this may shorten hers. It won't kill her in any other way. But it will alter her altogether. Nobody ever used to make herself happy so easily as Lucy Morris; but all that will be gone now."

Lady Fawn, after writing her letter, talked it over with Amelia, and they both agreed that Lucy would never be able to overcome the negative impact of the predicted blow. "As for saying it will kill her, mom," Amelia said, "I don't believe that. If I broke my leg, it might shorten my life, and this could shorten hers too. But it won't kill her in any other way. However, it will change her completely. Nobody used to make herself happy as easily as Lucy Morris, but all of that will be lost now."

When Lucy received the letter, the immediate effect upon her, the effect which came from the first reading of it, was not very great. She succeeded for some half-hour in putting it aside, as referring to a subject on which she had quite made up her mind in a direction contrary to that indicated by her correspondent's advice. Lady Fawn told her that her lover intended to be false to her. She had thought the matter over very carefully within the last day or two, and had altogether made up her mind that she would continue to trust her lover. She had abstained from sending to him the letter which she had written, and had abstained on that resolution. Lady Fawn, of course, was as kind and friendly as a friend could be. She loved Lady Fawn dearly. But she was not bound to think Lady Fawn right, and in this instance she did not think Lady Fawn right. So she folded up the letter and put it in her pocket.

When Lucy got the letter, her initial reaction from reading it wasn't that strong. For about half an hour, she managed to set it aside, considering it a topic she had firmly decided on, which contradicted her friend's advice. Lady Fawn told her that her boyfriend was planning to betray her. Lucy had thought this over carefully in the past couple of days and had fully decided to keep trusting him. She had held back from sending him the letter she wrote, sticking to that decision. Of course, Lady Fawn was as kind and supportive as a good friend could be. Lucy adored Lady Fawn, but she didn't have to agree with her, and in this case, she felt Lady Fawn was wrong. So, she folded the letter and put it in her pocket.

But by putting the letter into her pocket she could not put it out of her mind. Though she had resolved, of what use to her was a resolution in which she could not trust? Day had passed by after day, week after week, and month after month, and her very soul within her had become sad for want of seeing this man, who was living almost in the next street to her. She was ashamed to own to herself how many hours she had sat at the window, thinking that, perhaps, he might walk before the house in which he knew that she was immured. And, even had it been impossible that he should come to her, the post was open to him. She had scorned to write to him oftener than he would write to her, and now their correspondence had dwindled almost to nothing. He knew as well as did Lady Fawn when the period of her incarceration in Lady Linlithgow's dungeon would come to an end; and he knew, too, how great had been her hope that she might be accepted as a guest at the deanery when that period should arrive. He knew that she must look for a new home, unless he would tell her where she should live. Was it likely,—was it possible, that he should be silent so long if he still intended to make her his wife? No doubt he had come to remember his debts, to remember his ambition, to think of his cousin's wealth,—and to think also of his cousin's beauty. What right had she ever had to hope for such a position as that of his wife,—she who had neither money nor beauty,—she who had nothing to give him in return for his name and the shelter of his house beyond her mind and her heart? As she thought of it all, she looked down upon her faded grey frock, and stood up that she might glance at her features in the glass; and she saw how small she was and insignificant, and reminded herself that all she had in the world was a few pounds which she had saved and was still saving in order that she might go to him with decent clothes upon her back. Was it reasonable that she should expect it?

But by putting the letter in her pocket, she couldn’t stop thinking about it. Although she had made a decision, what was the point of a resolution she couldn’t believe in? Days turned into weeks, and weeks into months, and her spirit became heavy from not seeing this man who lived almost on the same street as her. She felt embarrassed admitting how many hours she had spent at the window, hoping he might walk by the house where she felt trapped. Even if it was impossible for him to come to her, he could still reach out through the mail. She had refused to write to him more often than he did to her, and now their communication had almost faded away. He knew as well as Lady Fawn when her time in Lady Linlithgow’s confinement would end; and he also knew how much she hoped to be welcomed as a guest at the deanery when that time came. He understood that she would need to find a new place to live, unless he decided where she should go. Was it possible—was it really possible—that he would remain silent for so long if he still planned to make her his wife? Surely he must have started to think about his debts, his ambitions, and his cousin’s wealth—and also about his cousin’s beauty. What right did she have to hope for a position like being his wife—she who had neither money nor beauty—she who had nothing to offer him in exchange for his name and the security of his home besides her mind and heart? As she pondered all of this, she glanced down at her faded gray dress and stood up to check her reflection in the mirror; she noticed how small and insignificant she looked and reminded herself that all she had in the world was a little money she had saved and was still saving to make sure she could go to him with decent clothes. Was it reasonable for her to expect that?

But why had he come to her and made her thus wretched? She could acknowledge to herself that she had been foolish, vain, utterly ignorant of her own value in venturing to hope; perhaps unmaidenly in allowing it to be seen that she had hoped;—but what was he in having first exalted her before all her friends, and then abasing her so terribly and bringing her to such utter shipwreck? From spoken or written reproaches she could, of course, abstain. She would neither write nor speak any;—but from unuttered reproaches how could she abstain? She had called him a traitor once in playful, loving irony, during those few hours in which her love had been to her a luxury that she could enjoy. But now he was a traitor indeed. Had he left her alone she would have loved him in silence, and not have been wretched in her love. She would, she knew, in that case, have had vigour enough and sufficient strength of character to bear her burthen without outward signs of suffering, without any inward suffering that would have disturbed the current of her life. But now everything was over with her. She had no thought of dying, but her future life was a blank to her.

But why had he come to her and made her so miserable? She could admit to herself that she had been foolish, vain, and completely unaware of her own worth for daring to hope; maybe it was unladylike to let it be known that she had hoped—but what about him, who first raised her up in front of all her friends and then brought her down so harshly, leading her to such complete ruin? She could, of course, hold back from voicing any complaints or writing any accusations. She wouldn’t write or say anything—but how could she prevent her unspoken accusations? She had once jokingly called him a traitor in playful, loving irony during those brief hours when her love felt like a luxury she could indulge in. But now he truly was a traitor. If he had left her alone, she would have loved him in silence and wouldn’t have felt miserable about it. She knew she would have had enough strength and resilience to carry her burden without showing any signs of pain and without any inner turmoil that would disrupt her life. But now everything was over for her. She didn’t think about dying, but her future felt completely empty.

She came down-stairs to sit at lunch with Lady Linlithgow, and the old woman did not perceive that anything was amiss with her companion. Further news had been heard of Lizzie Eustace, and of Lord Fawn, and of the robberies, and the countess declared how she had read in the newspaper that one man was already in custody for the burglary at the house in Hertford Street. From that subject she went on to tidings which had reached her from her old friend Lady Clantantram that the Fawn marriage was on again. "Not that I believe it, my dear; because I think that Mr. Greystock has made it quite safe in that quarter." All this Lucy heard, and never showed by a single sign, or by a motion of a muscle, that she was in pain. Then Lady Linlithgow asked her what she meant to do after the 5th of April. "I don't see at all why you shouldn't stay here, if you like it, Miss Morris;—that is, if you have abandoned the stupid idea of an engagement with Frank Greystock." Lucy smiled, and even thanked the countess, and said that she had made up her mind to go back to Richmond for a month or two, till she could get another engagement as a governess. Then she returned to her room and sat again at her window, looking out upon the street.

She came downstairs to have lunch with Lady Linlithgow, and the old woman didn’t notice anything off about her companion. There was more news about Lizzie Eustace, Lord Fawn, and the robberies, and the countess mentioned that she read in the newspaper that one man was already in custody for the burglary at the house on Hertford Street. From that topic, she moved on to news from her old friend Lady Clantantram that the Fawn marriage was back on. "Not that I believe it, my dear, because I think Mr. Greystock has made that situation quite safe." Lucy listened to all this and didn’t show a single sign or even move a muscle to indicate she was in pain. Then Lady Linlithgow asked her what she planned to do after April 5th. "I don’t see why you shouldn’t stay here if you want to, Miss Morris;—that is, if you’ve given up that silly idea of an engagement with Frank Greystock." Lucy smiled and even thanked the countess, saying she had decided to go back to Richmond for a month or two until she could find another job as a governess. After that, she went back to her room and sat by her window, looking out at the street.

What did it matter now where she went? And yet she must go somewhere, and do something. There remained to her the wearisome possession of herself, and while she lived she must eat, and have clothes, and require shelter. She could not dawdle out a bitter existence under Lady Fawn's roof, eating the bread of charity, hanging about the rooms and shrubberies useless and idle. How bitter to her was that possession of herself, as she felt that there was nothing good to be done with the thing so possessed! She doubted even whether ever again she could become serviceable as a governess, and whether the energy would be left to her of earning her bread by teaching adequately the few things that she knew. But she must make the attempt,—and must go on making it, till God in his mercy should take her to himself.

What difference did it make now where she went? Yet she had to go somewhere and do something. She still had the exhausting burden of herself, and as long as she lived, she needed to eat, have clothes, and find shelter. She couldn't just waste away in Lady Fawn's house, living off charity, hanging around the rooms and gardens, feeling useless and idle. How bitter it was to have herself when she felt there was nothing good to do with it! She even wondered if she could ever be useful as a tutor again, and whether she would have the energy to earn her living by teaching the few things she knew. But she had to try—and keep trying, until God, in His mercy, took her to Himself.

And yet but a few months since life had been so sweet to her! As she felt this she was not thinking of those short days of excited, feverish bliss in which she had believed that all the good things of the world were to be showered into her lap; but of previous years in which everything had been with her as it was now,—with the one exception that she had not then been deceived. She had been full of smiles, and humour, and mirth, absolutely happy among her friends, though conscious of the necessity of earning her bread by the exercise of a most precarious profession,—while elated by no hope. Though she had loved the man and had been hopeless, she was happy. But now, surely, of all maidens and of all women, she was the most forlorn.

And yet just a few months ago, life had been so sweet for her! As she thought about this, she wasn’t recalling those few intense days of excited, overwhelming joy when she believed all the good things in the world would come her way; instead, she reflected on earlier years when things had been as they were now—except for the fact that she hadn’t been deceived back then. She had been full of smiles, humor, and laughter, genuinely happy among her friends, even while aware that she needed to make a living through a very uncertain profession—without any expectations. Though she had loved the man and felt hopeless, she was happy. But now, surely, among all maidens and women, she was the most wretched.

Having once acceded to the truth of Lady Fawn's views, she abandoned all hope. Everybody said so, and it was so. There was no word from any side to encourage her. The thing was done and over, and she would never mention his name again. She would simply beg of all the Fawns that no allusion might be made to him in her presence. She would never blame him, and certainly she would never praise him. As far as she could rule her tongue, she would never have his name upon her lips again.

Having once accepted Lady Fawn's perspective, she lost all hope. Everyone agreed, and it was true. There was no word from anyone to support her. It was all over, and she would never speak his name again. She would just ask all the Fawns not to mention him in front of her. She wouldn't blame him, and she definitely wouldn't praise him. As much as she could control her tongue, she would never let his name come out of her mouth again.

She thought for a time that she would send the letter which she had already written. Any other letter she could not bring herself to write. Even to think of him was an agony to her; but to communicate her thoughts to him was worse than agony. It would be almost madness. What need was there for any letter? If the thing was done, it was done. Perhaps there remained with her,—staying by her without her own knowledge, some faint spark of hope, that even yet he might return to her. At last she resolved that there should be no letter, and she destroyed that which she had written.

She considered for a while sending the letter she had already written. She couldn't bring herself to write any other letter. Just thinking about him was painful; communicating her feelings to him felt even worse. It would be almost crazy. What was the point of writing a letter? If it was over, it was over. Maybe somewhere deep down, without her even realizing it, there was a tiny spark of hope that he might still come back to her. Finally, she decided there would be no letter, and she tore up the one she had written.

But she did write a note to Lady Fawn, in which she gratefully accepted her old friend's kindness till such time as she could "find a place." "As to that other subject," she said, "I know that you are right. Please let it all be as though it had never been."

But she did write a note to Lady Fawn, in which she gratefully accepted her old friend's kindness until she could "find a place." "As for that other topic," she said, "I know you're right. Please let’s just pretend it never happened."

 

 

CHAPTER LXI

Lizzie's Great Friend
 

The Saturday morning came at last for which Lord Fawn had made his appointment with Lizzie, and a very important day it was in Hertford Street,—chiefly on account of his lordship's visit, but also in respect to other events which crowded themselves into the day. In the telling of our tale, we have gone a little in advance of this, as it was not till the subsequent Monday that Lady Linlithgow read in the newspaper, and told Lucy, how a man had been arrested on account of the robbery. Early on the Saturday morning Sir Griffin Tewett was in Hertford Street, and, as Lizzie afterwards understood, there was a terrible scene between both him and Lucinda and him and Mrs. Carbuncle. She saw nothing of it herself, but Mrs. Carbuncle brought her the tidings. For the last few days Mrs. Carbuncle had been very affectionate in her manner to Lizzie, thereby showing a great change; for during nearly the whole of February the lady, who in fact owned the house, had hardly been courteous to her remunerative guest, expressing more than once a hint that the arrangement which had brought them together had better come to an end. "You see, Lady Eustace," Mrs. Carbuncle had once said, "the trouble about these robberies is almost too much for me." Lizzie, who was ill at the time, and still trembling with constant fear on account of the lost diamonds, had taken advantage of her sick condition, and declined to argue the question of her removal. Now she was supposed to be convalescent, but Mrs. Carbuncle had returned to her former ways of affection. No doubt there was cause for this,—cause that was patent to Lizzie herself. Lady Glencora Palliser had called,—which thing alone was felt by Lizzie to alter her position altogether. And then, though her diamonds were gone, and though the thieves who had stolen them were undoubtedly aware of her secret as to the first robbery, though she had herself told that secret to Lord George, whom she had not seen since she had done so,—in spite of all these causes for trouble, she had of late gradually found herself to be emerging from the state of despondency into which she had fallen while the diamonds were in her own custody. She knew that she was regaining her ascendancy; and, therefore, when Mrs. Carbuncle came to tell her of the grievous things which had been said down-stairs between Sir Griffin and his mistress, and to consult her as to the future, Lizzie was not surprised. "I suppose the meaning of it is that the match must be off," said Lizzie.

The Saturday morning finally arrived for which Lord Fawn had scheduled his appointment with Lizzie, and it was a significant day on Hertford Street—mainly because of his lordship's visit, but also due to other events that filled the day. In our storytelling, we've gotten a bit ahead, as it wasn't until the following Monday that Lady Linlithgow read in the newspaper and informed Lucy about a man being arrested in connection with the robbery. On Saturday morning, Sir Griffin Tewett was in Hertford Street, and, as Lizzie later learned, there was a huge scene between him and Lucinda, as well as him and Mrs. Carbuncle. She didn't witness any of it herself, but Mrs. Carbuncle came to share the news with her. For the last few days, Mrs. Carbuncle had been very affectionate towards Lizzie, showing a marked change; for nearly the entire month of February, the lady, who actually owned the house, had hardly been polite to her paying guest, hinting more than once that their arrangement might need to come to an end. "You see, Lady Eustace," Mrs. Carbuncle had once said, "the trouble with these robberies is nearly too much for me." Lizzie, who had been unwell at the time and still anxious about the stolen diamonds, had taken advantage of her illness to avoid discussing her potential departure. Now she was considered to be on the mend, but Mrs. Carbuncle had returned to her prior affectionate ways. There was undoubtedly a reason for this—one that Lizzie herself could see. Lady Glencora Palliser had visited, which Lizzie felt had changed her situation completely. And then, even though her diamonds were missing, and although the thieves who took them were definitely aware of her involvement in the initial robbery, and despite having confided that secret to Lord George, whom she hadn't seen since, Lizzie had slowly started to climb out of the deep sadness that had enveloped her while the diamonds were in her possession. She realized she was regaining her confidence; therefore, when Mrs. Carbuncle came to tell her about the harsh words exchanged downstairs between Sir Griffin and his mistress, and to consult her about what to do next, Lizzie was not caught off guard. "I guess this means the engagement is off," Lizzie said.

"Oh dear, no;—pray don't say anything so horrid after all that I have gone through. Don't suggest anything of that kind to Lucinda."

"Oh no, please don't say anything so awful after everything I've been through. Don't bring it up with Lucinda."

"But surely after what you've told me now, he'll never come here again."

"But after what you've just told me, there's no way he'll come here again."

"Oh yes, he will. There's no danger about his coming back. It's only a sort of a way he has."

"Oh yeah, he will. There's no risk of him not coming back. It's just kind of how he is."

"A very disagreeable way," said Lizzie.

"A really unpleasant way," said Lizzie.

"No doubt, Lady Eustace. But then you know you can't have it all sweet. There must be some things disagreeable. As far as I can learn, the property will be all right after a few years,—and it is absolutely indispensable that Lucinda should do something. She has accepted him, and she must go on with it."

"No doubt, Lady Eustace. But you know you can't have everything perfect. There will be some unpleasantness. From what I've heard, the property will be fine after a few years,—and it's absolutely essential that Lucinda does something. She's accepted him, and she needs to follow through."

"She seems to me to be very unhappy, Mrs. Carbuncle."

"She seems really unhappy to me, Mrs. Carbuncle."

"That was always her way. She was never gay and cheery like other girls. I have never known her once to be what you would call happy."

"That was always her way. She was never cheerful and bubbly like other girls. I've never seen her be what you would call happy."

"She likes hunting."

"She enjoys hunting."

"Yes,—because she can gallop away out of herself. I have done all I can for her, and she must go on with the marriage now. As for going back, it is out of the question. The truth is, we couldn't afford it."

"Yes—because she can escape from herself. I've done everything I can for her, and she has to proceed with the marriage now. As for turning back, that's not an option. The reality is, we can't afford it."

"Then you must keep him in a better humour."

"Then you need to keep him in a better mood."

"I am not so much afraid about him; but, dear Lady Eustace, we want you to help us a little."

"I’m not really worried about him; but, dear Lady Eustace, we need your help a bit."

"How can I help you?"

"How can I assist you?"

"You can, certainly. Could you lend me two hundred and fifty pounds, just for six weeks?" Lizzie's face fell and her eyes became very serious in their aspect. Two hundred and fifty pounds! "You know you would have ample security. You need not give Lucinda her present till I've paid you, and that will be forty-five pounds."

"You totally can. Could you lend me two hundred and fifty pounds, just for six weeks?" Lizzie's expression changed, and her eyes looked very serious. Two hundred and fifty pounds! "You know you’d have more than enough security. You don’t have to give Lucinda her present until I’ve paid you back, and that will be forty-five pounds."

"Thirty-five," said Lizzie with angry decision.

"Thirty-five," Lizzie said, determined and angry.

"I thought we agreed upon forty-five when we settled about the servants' liveries;—and then you can let the man at the stables know that I am to pay for the carriage and horses. You wouldn't be out of the money hardly above a week or so, and it might be the salvation of Lucinda just at present."

"I thought we agreed on forty-five when we decided about the servants' uniforms;—and then you can let the guy at the stables know that I'm covering the cost of the carriage and horses. You wouldn’t be out of the money for more than a week or so, and it could really help Lucinda right now."

"Why don't you ask Lord George?"

"Why don’t you ask Lord George?"

"Ask Lord George! He hasn't got it. It's much more likely that he should ask me. I don't know what's come to Lord George this last month past. I did believe that you and he were to come together. I think these two robberies have upset him altogether. But, dear Lizzie;—you can let me have it, can't you?"

"Ask Lord George! He doesn’t have it. It's way more likely that he should be asking me. I don't know what's gotten into Lord George this past month. I really thought you and he were going to get together. I think these two robberies have completely thrown him off. But, dear Lizzie;—you can let me have it, can't you?"

Lizzie did not at all like the idea of lending money, and by no means appreciated the security now offered to her. It might be very well for her to tell the man at the stables that Mrs. Carbuncle would pay him her bill, but how would it be with her if Mrs. Carbuncle did not pay the bill? And as for her present to Lucinda,—which was to have been a present, and regarded by the future Lady Tewett as a voluntary offering of good-will and affection,—she was altogether averse to having it disposed of in this fashion. And yet she did not like to make an enemy of Mrs. Carbuncle. "I never was so poor in my life before,—not since I was married," said Lizzie.

Lizzie really didn’t like the idea of lending money and didn’t appreciate the security being offered to her at all. It might be fine for her to tell the guy at the stables that Mrs. Carbuncle would pay her bill, but what if Mrs. Carbuncle didn’t actually pay it? And as for her gift to Lucinda—which was supposed to be a present, seen by the future Lady Tewett as a kind gesture of goodwill and affection—she completely opposed having it used this way. Yet, she didn’t want to make an enemy out of Mrs. Carbuncle. “I’ve never been this broke in my life before—not since I got married,” said Lizzie.

"You can't be poor, dear Lady Eustace."

"You can't be broke, dear Lady Eustace."

"They took my money out of my desk, you know,—ever so much."

"They took a lot of my money from my desk, you know."

"Forty-three pounds," said Mrs. Carbuncle, who was, of course, well instructed in all the details of the robbery.

"Forty-three pounds," said Mrs. Carbuncle, who was, of course, well informed about all the details of the robbery.

"And I don't suppose you can guess what the autumn cost me at Portray. The bills are only coming in now, and really they sometimes so frighten me that I don't know what I shall do. Indeed, I haven't got the money to spare."

"And I don't think you can guess how much the autumn at Portray cost me. The bills are just starting to arrive now, and honestly, they scare me so much that I don't know what I'm going to do. The truth is, I don't have any extra money."

"You'll have every penny of it back in six weeks," said Mrs. Carbuncle, upon whose face a glow of anger was settling down. She quite intended to make herself very disagreeable to her "dear Lady Eustace" or her "dear Lizzie" if she did not get what she wanted; and she knew very well how to do it. It must be owned that Lizzie was afraid of the woman. It was almost impossible for her not to be afraid of the people with whom she lived. There were so many things against her;—so many sources of fear! "I am quite sure you won't refuse me such a trifling favour as this," said Mrs. Carbuncle, with the glow of anger reddening more and more upon her brow.

"You'll get every penny of it back in six weeks," said Mrs. Carbuncle, anger clearly visible on her face. She intended to be very difficult for her "dear Lady Eustace" or her "dear Lizzie" if she didn't get what she wanted; and she knew exactly how to make it happen. It's true that Lizzie was afraid of the woman. It was nearly impossible not to be afraid of the people she lived with. There were so many things working against her—so many sources of fear! "I'm sure you won't deny me such a small favor as this," Mrs. Carbuncle said, her anger growing stronger by the moment.

"I don't think I have so much at the bankers," said Lizzie.

"I don't think I owe the bankers that much," said Lizzie.

"They'll let you overdraw,—just as much as you please. If the cheque comes back that will be my look out." Lizzie had tried that game before, and knew that the bankers would allow her to overdraw. "Come, be a good friend and do it at once," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"They'll let you go into the red as much as you want. If the check bounces, that's my problem." Lizzie had played that game before and knew the banks would let her overdraw. "Come on, be a good friend and do it now," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Perhaps I can manage a hundred and fifty," said Lizzie, trembling. Mrs. Carbuncle fought hard for the greater sum; but at last consented to take the less, and the cheque was written.

"Maybe I can handle one hundred and fifty," Lizzie said, shaking. Mrs. Carbuncle argued fiercely for the higher amount; but finally agreed to accept the lower one, and the check was written.

"This, of course, won't interfere with Lucinda's present," said Mrs. Carbuncle,—"as we can make all this right by the horse and carriage account." To this proposition, however, Lady Eustace made no answer.

"This, of course, won't get in the way of Lucinda's gift," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "since we can sort everything out with the horse and carriage account." However, Lady Eustace didn't respond to this suggestion.

Soon after lunch, at which meal Miss Roanoke did not show herself, Lady Glencora Palliser was announced, and sat for about ten minutes in the drawing-room. She had come, she said, especially to give the Duke of Omnium's compliments to Lady Eustace, and to express a wish on the part of the duke that the lost diamonds might be recovered. "I doubt," said Lady Glencora, "whether there is any one in England except professed jewellers who knows so much about diamonds as his grace."

Soon after lunch, which Miss Roanoke skipped, Lady Glencora Palliser arrived and stayed for about ten minutes in the drawing-room. She said she had come specifically to pass along the Duke of Omnium's regards to Lady Eustace and to share that the duke hoped the lost diamonds could be found. "I doubt," Lady Glencora said, "that anyone in England, besides professional jewelers, knows as much about diamonds as his grace."

"Or who has so many," said Mrs. Carbuncle, smiling graciously.

"Or who has so many," Mrs. Carbuncle said with a gracious smile.

"I don't know about that. I suppose there are family diamonds, though I have never seen them. But he sympathises with you completely, Lady Eustace. I suppose there is hardly hope now of recovering them." Lizzie smiled and shook her head. "Isn't it odd that they never should have discovered the thieves? I'm told they haven't at all given it up,—only, unfortunately, they'll never get back the necklace." She sat there for about a quarter of an hour, and then, as she took her leave, she whispered a few words to Lizzie. "He is to come and see you;—isn't he?" Lizzie assented with a smile, but without a word. "I hope it will be all right," said Lady Glencora, and then she went.

"I don't know about that. I guess there are family diamonds, though I've never seen them. But he feels for you completely, Lady Eustace. I suppose there's hardly any hope of getting them back now." Lizzie smiled and shook her head. "Isn't it strange that they never found the thieves? I'm told they haven't given up at all—only, unfortunately, they will never get the necklace back." She stayed there for about fifteen minutes, and then, as she was leaving, she whispered a few words to Lizzie. "He's going to come and see you; right?" Lizzie nodded with a smile but didn't say anything. "I hope everything goes well," said Lady Glencora, and then she left.

Lizzie liked this friendship from Lady Glencora amazingly. Perhaps, after all, nothing more would ever be known about the diamonds, and they would simply be remembered as having added a peculiar and not injurious mystery to her life. Lord George knew,—but then she trusted that a benevolent, true-hearted Corsair, such as was Lord George, would never tell the story against her. The thieves knew,—but surely they, if not detected, would never tell. And if the story were told by thieves, or even by a Corsair, at any rate half the world would not believe it. What she had feared,—had feared till the dread had nearly overcome her,—was public exposure at the hands of the police. If she could escape that, the world might still be bright before her. And the interest taken in her by such persons as the Duke of Omnium and Lady Glencora was evidence not only that she had escaped it hitherto, but also that she was in a fair way to escape it altogether. Three weeks ago she would have given up half her income to have been able to steal out of London without leaving a trace behind her. Three weeks ago Mrs. Carbuncle was treating her with discourtesy, and she was left alone nearly the whole day in her sick bedroom. Things were going better with her now. She was recovering her position. Mr. Camperdown, who had been the first to attack her, was, so to say, "nowhere." He had acknowledged himself beaten. Lord Fawn, whose treatment to her had been so great an injury, was coming to see her that very day. Her cousin Frank, though he had never offered to marry her, was more affectionate to her than ever. Mrs. Carbuncle had been at her feet that morning borrowing money. And Lady Glencora Palliser,—the very leading star of fashion,—had called upon her twice! Why should she succumb? She had an income of four thousand pounds a year, and she thought that she could remember that her aunt, Lady Linlithgow, had but seven hundred pounds. Lady Fawn with all her daughters had not near so much as she had. And she was beautiful, too, and young, and perfectly free to do what she pleased. No doubt the last eighteen months of her life had been made wretched by those horrid diamonds;—but they were gone, and she had fair reason to hope that the very knowledge of them was gone also.

Lizzie really appreciated her friendship with Lady Glencora. Maybe, after all, nothing more would ever come out about the diamonds, and they would simply be remembered for adding a strange but harmless mystery to her life. Lord George knew—but she trusted that a kind-hearted, genuine person like Lord George would never share the story against her. The thieves knew—but surely they, if they weren't caught, would never spill the beans. And if the story did come out from the thieves, or even from a Corsair, at least half the world wouldn't believe it. What she had feared—the fear that had almost overwhelmed her—was public exposure by the police. If she could avoid that, life could still be bright ahead of her. The interest shown in her by people like the Duke of Omnium and Lady Glencora proved not only that she had managed to avoid it so far but also that she was likely to escape it completely. Three weeks ago, she would have given up half her income to slip out of London without leaving any trace. Three weeks ago, Mrs. Carbuncle had been rude to her, and she had spent most of her days alone in her sickroom. Things were looking up for her now. She was regaining her status. Mr. Camperdown, who had been the first to go after her, was now, so to speak, "nowhere." He had admitted defeat. Lord Fawn, who had hurt her so much, was coming to see her that very day. Her cousin Frank, even though he had never proposed to her, was being more affectionate than ever. Mrs. Carbuncle had actually been begging her for money that morning. And Lady Glencora Palliser—the top star of fashion—had visited her twice! Why should she give up? She had an income of four thousand pounds a year, and she recalled that her aunt, Lady Linlithgow, had only seven hundred pounds. Lady Fawn, along with all her daughters, didn't have nearly as much as she did. Plus, she was beautiful, young, and completely free to do what she wanted. No doubt the last eighteen months had been miserable because of those awful diamonds; but they were gone, and she had good reason to believe that the very knowledge of them was gone too.

In this condition would it be expedient for her to accept Lord Fawn when he came? She could not, of course, be sure that any renewed offer would be the result of his visit;—but she thought it probable that with care she might bring him to that. Why should he come to her if he himself had no such intention? Her mind was quite made up on this point,—that he should be made to renew his offer; but whether she would renew her acceptance was quite another question. She had sworn to her cousin Frank that she would never do so, and she had sworn also that she would be revenged on this wretched lord. Now would be her opportunity of accomplishing her revenge, and of proving to Frank that she had been in earnest. And she positively disliked the man. That, probably, did not go for much, but it went for something, even with Lizzie Eustace. Her cousin she did like,—and Lord George. She hardly knew which was her real love;—though, no doubt, she gave the preference greatly to her cousin, because she could trust him. And then Lord Fawn was very poor. The other two men were poor also; but their poverty was not so objectionable in Lizzie's eyes as were the respectable, close-fisted economies of Lord Fawn. Lord Fawn, no doubt, had an assured income and a real peerage, and could make her a peeress. As she thought of it all, she acknowledged that there was a great deal to be said on each side, and that the necessity of making up her mind then and there was a heavy burthen upon her.

In this situation, would it be wise for her to accept Lord Fawn when he came? She couldn't be certain that any renewed proposal would come from his visit, but she thought it was likely that with some effort, she could get him to do that. Why would he visit her if he didn’t have that intention? She was clear on this point—he should be made to propose again; but whether she would accept again was a different matter. She had sworn to her cousin Frank that she would never do so, and she had also vowed to get back at this annoying lord. Now would be her chance to achieve her revenge and show Frank that she was serious. Plus, she really disliked the man. That probably didn't count for much, but it certainly mattered, even to Lizzie Eustace. She did like her cousin—and Lord George. She could hardly tell which one she truly loved, though she definitely favored her cousin because she could trust him. And then there was Lord Fawn, who was quite poor. The other two men were poor as well, but their financial situations didn’t bother Lizzie as much as Lord Fawn's respectful but stingy ways. Sure, Lord Fawn had a steady income and an actual peerage, and he could make her a peeress. As she considered everything, she realized there were strong arguments on both sides, and the pressure of needing to decide right then was a heavy burden on her.

Exactly at the hour named Lord Fawn came, and Lizzie was, of course, found alone. That had been carefully provided. He was shown up, and she received him very gracefully. She was sitting, and she rose from her chair, and put out her hand for him to take. She spoke no word of greeting, but looked at him with a pleasant smile, and stood for a few seconds with her hand in his. He was awkward, and much embarrassed, and she certainly had no intention of lessening his embarrassment. "I hope you are better than you have been," he said at last.

Exactly at the appointed hour, Lord Fawn arrived, and Lizzie was, of course, found alone. That was planned carefully. He was shown in, and she welcomed him very gracefully. She was sitting, then got up from her chair and extended her hand for him to take. She didn’t say a word of greeting but looked at him with a pleasant smile, standing with her hand in his for a few seconds. He felt awkward and quite embarrassed, and she had no intention of easing his discomfort. "I hope you’re feeling better than you have been," he finally said.

"I am getting better, Lord Fawn. Will you not sit down?" He then seated himself, placing his hat beside him on the floor, but at the moment could not find words to speak. "I have been very ill."

"I’m feeling better, Lord Fawn. Won't you sit down?" He then took a seat, setting his hat beside him on the floor, but in that moment, he couldn’t find the words to say. "I’ve been really sick."

"I have been so sorry to hear it."

"I’m really sorry to hear that."

"There has been much to make me ill,—has there not?"

"There’s been a lot that’s made me sick, hasn’t there?"

"About the robbery, you mean?"

"Are you talking about the robbery?"

"About many things. The robbery has been by no means the worst, though, no doubt, it frightened me much. There were two robberies, Lord Fawn."

"About many things. The robbery wasn't the worst of it, though it definitely scared me a lot. There were two robberies, Lord Fawn."

"Yes,—I know that."

"Yes, I know that."

"And it was very terrible. And then, I had been threatened with a lawsuit. You have heard that, too?"

"And it was really awful. And then, I got threatened with a lawsuit. You've heard about that too, right?"

"Yes,—I had heard it."

"Yeah, I heard it."

"I believe they have given that up now. I understand from my cousin, Mr. Greystock, who has been my truest friend in all my troubles, that the stupid people have found out at last that they had not a leg to stand on. I daresay you have heard that, Lord Fawn?"

"I think they've given that up now. I heard from my cousin, Mr. Greystock, who’s been my best friend through all my troubles, that those foolish people have finally realized they have no argument. I suppose you've heard about that, Lord Fawn?"

Lord Fawn certainly had heard, in a doubtful way, the gist of Mr. Dove's opinion, namely, that the necklace could not be claimed from the holder of it as an heirloom attached to the Eustace family. But he had heard at the same time that Mr. Camperdown was as confident as ever that he could recover the property by claiming it after another fashion. Whether or no that claim had been altogether abandoned, or had been allowed to fall into abeyance because of the absence of the diamonds, he did not know, nor did any one know,—Mr. Camperdown himself having come to no decision on the subject. But Lord Fawn had been aware that his sister had of late shifted the ground of her inveterate enmity to Lizzie Eustace, making use of the scene which Mr. Gowran had witnessed, in lieu of the lady's rapacity in regard to the necklace. It might therefore be assumed, Lord Fawn thought and feared, that his strong ground in regard to the necklace had been cut from under his feet. But still, it did not behove him to confess that the cause which he had always alleged as the ground for his retreat from the engagement was no cause at all. It might go hard with him should an attempt be made to force him to name another cause. He knew that he would lack the courage to tell the lady that he had heard from his sister that one Andy Gowran had witnessed a terrible scene down among the rocks at Portray. So he sat silent, and made no answer to Lizzie's first assertion respecting the diamonds.

Lord Fawn had definitely heard, but in a hesitant way, the main point of Mr. Dove's opinion, which was that the necklace couldn't be claimed from its current holder as an heirloom belonging to the Eustace family. However, he also heard that Mr. Camperdown was as confident as ever that he could recover the property by making a different type of claim. Whether that claim had been completely dropped, or had somehow been put on hold due to the absence of the diamonds, he didn’t know, nor did anyone else—Mr. Camperdown himself hadn’t come to a conclusion about it. But Lord Fawn knew that his sister had recently changed the basis of her longstanding hostility toward Lizzie Eustace, focusing on the incident Mr. Gowran had witnessed instead of Lizzie's greed over the necklace. So, Lord Fawn thought and worried that his solid argument regarding the necklace had been taken away from him. Nonetheless, it wouldn’t be right for him to admit that the reason he had always given for backing out of the engagement was no reason at all. It could put him in a tough spot if someone pressured him to come up with another reason. He knew he wouldn’t have the guts to tell the lady that he had heard from his sister that one Andy Gowran had witnessed a terrible scene down by the rocks at Portray. So, he stayed quiet and didn’t respond to Lizzie's initial comment about the diamonds.

But the necklace was her strong point, and she did not intend that he should escape the subject. "If I remember right, Lord Fawn, you yourself saw that wretched old attorney once or twice on the subject?"

But the necklace was her strong point, and she wasn't going to let him avoid the topic. "If I remember correctly, Lord Fawn, you yourself saw that miserable old lawyer a time or two about this, didn't you?"

"I did see Mr. Camperdown, certainly. He is my own family lawyer."

"I definitely saw Mr. Camperdown. He’s my family lawyer."

"You were kind enough to interest yourself about the diamonds,—were you not?" She asked him this as a question, and then waited for a reply. "Was it not so?"

"You were nice enough to be interested in the diamonds, weren’t you?" She asked him this as a question and then waited for a response. "Isn't that right?"

"Yes, Lady Eustace; it was so."

"Yes, Lady Eustace; that’s how it was."

"They were of great value, and it was natural," continued Lizzie. "Of course you interested yourself. Mr. Camperdown was full of awful threats against me;—was he not? I don't know what he was not going to do. He stopped me in the street as I was driving to the station in my own carriage, when the diamonds were with me;—which was a very strong measure, I think. And he wrote me ever so many,—oh, such horrid letters. And he went about telling everybody that it was an heirloom;—didn't he? You know all that, Lord Fawn?"

"They were really valuable, and it makes sense," Lizzie continued. "Of course you got involved. Mr. Camperdown made all kinds of terrifying threats against me, didn’t he? I can't even remember all the things he said he’d do. He stopped me in the street while I was on my way to the station in my own carriage, when I had the diamonds with me; that was a pretty extreme move, I think. And he sent me so many—oh, such dreadful letters. Plus, he went around telling everyone it was an heirloom; didn’t he? You know all of this, Lord Fawn?"

"I know that he wanted to recover them."

"I know that he wanted to get them back."

"And did he tell you that he went to a real lawyer,—somebody who really knew about it, Mr. Turbot, or Turtle, or some such name as that, and the real lawyer told him that he was all wrong, and that the necklace couldn't be an heirloom at all, because it belonged to me, and that he had better drop his lawsuit altogether? Did you hear that?"

"And did he tell you that he went to a real lawyer—someone who actually knew about it, Mr. Turbot, or Turtle, or something like that, and the actual lawyer told him that he was completely wrong, and that the necklace couldn't be an heirloom at all because it belonged to me, and that he should just forget about his lawsuit? Did you hear that?"

"No;—I did not hear that."

"No; I didn’t hear that."

"Ah, Lord Fawn, you dropped your inquiries just at the wrong place. No doubt you had too many things to do in Parliament and the Government to go on with them; but if you had gone on, you would have learned that Mr. Camperdown had just to give it up,—because he had been wrong from beginning to end." Lizzie's words fell from her with extreme rapidity, and she had become almost out of breath from the effects of her own energy.

"Ah, Lord Fawn, you asked your questions at the wrong time. I'm sure you had too much on your plate with Parliament and the Government to continue; but if you had, you would have found out that Mr. Camperdown had to just admit defeat—because he was wrong from start to finish." Lizzie spoke so quickly that she was nearly out of breath from her own enthusiasm.

Lord Fawn felt strongly the necessity of clinging to the diamonds as his one great and sufficient justification. "I thought," said he, "that Mr. Camperdown had abandoned his action for the present because the jewels had been stolen."

Lord Fawn felt it was essential to hold on to the diamonds as his main and only defense. "I thought," he said, "that Mr. Camperdown had dropped his case for now because the jewels were stolen."

"Not a bit of it," said Lizzie, rising suddenly to her legs. "Who says so? Who dares to say so? Whoever says so is—is a storyteller. I understand all about that. The action could go on just the same, and I could be made to pay for the necklace out of my own income if it hadn't been my own. I am sure, Lord Fawn, such a clever man as you, and one who has always been in the Government and in Parliament, can see that. And will anybody believe that such an enemy as Mr. Camperdown has been to me, persecuting me in every possible way, telling lies about me to everybody,—who tried to prevent my dear, darling husband from marrying me,—that he wouldn't go on with it if he could?"

"Not at all," Lizzie said, suddenly standing up. "Who says that? Who dares to claim that? Anyone who says that is just making up stories. I understand all of that. The situation could continue just the same, and I could be stuck paying for the necklace out of my own earnings if it wasn't mine. I'm sure, Lord Fawn, someone as smart as you, who has always been part of the Government and Parliament, can see that. And would anyone really believe that someone like Mr. Camperdown, who's been my enemy, harassing me in every way possible, spreading lies about me to everyone—who tried to stop my beloved husband from marrying me—would just let this go if he could?"

"Mr. Camperdown is a very respectable man, Lady Eustace."

"Mr. Camperdown is a very respectable guy, Lady Eustace."

"Respectable! Talk to me of respectable after all that he has made me suffer! As you were so fond of making inquiries, Lord Fawn, you ought to have gone on with them. You never would believe what my cousin said."

"Respectable! Talk to me about respectable after everything he's put me through! Since you liked asking questions so much, Lord Fawn, you should have kept at it. You wouldn't believe what my cousin said."

"Your cousin always behaved very badly to me."

"Your cousin always treated me really badly."

"My cousin, who is a brother rather than a cousin, has known how to protect me from the injuries done to me,—or, rather, has known how to take my part when I have been injured. My lord, as you have been unwilling to believe him, why have you not gone to that gentleman who, as I say, is a real lawyer? I don't know, my lord, that it need have concerned you at all, but as you began, you surely should have gone on with it. Don't you think so?" She was still standing up, and, small as was her stature, was almost menacing the unfortunate Under-Secretary of State, who was still seated in his chair. "My lord," continued Lizzie, "I have had great wrong done me."

"My cousin, who feels more like a brother to me, has always known how to defend me from the harm that's been done to me—or, more accurately, has known how to stand up for me when I’ve been hurt. My lord, since you’ve been reluctant to believe him, why haven’t you approached that gentleman who, as I mentioned, is a genuine lawyer? I’m not sure, my lord, that it should have been your concern at all, but since you started, you definitely should have followed through. Don’t you agree?” She was still standing, and despite her small size, she almost seemed to threaten the unfortunate Under-Secretary of State, who remained seated in his chair. “My lord,” Lizzie continued, “I have suffered great injustice.”

"Do you mean by me?"

"Do you mean me?"

"Yes, by you. Who else has done it?"

"Yes, by you. Who else would have done it?"

"I do not think that I have done wrong to any one. I was obliged to say that I could not recognise those diamonds as the property of my wife."

"I don’t think I did anything wrong to anyone. I had to say that I couldn’t acknowledge those diamonds as my wife’s property."

"But what right had you to say so? I had the diamonds when you asked me to be your wife."

"But what right did you have to say that? I had the diamonds when you asked me to marry you."

"I did not know it."

"I didn't know that."

"Nor did you know that I had this little ring upon my finger. Is it fit that you, or that any man should turn round upon a lady and say to her that your word is to be broken, and that she is to be exposed before all her friends, because you have taken a fancy to dislike her ring or her brooch? I say, Lord Fawn, it was no business of yours, even after you were engaged to me. What jewels I might have, or not have, was no concern of yours till after I had become your wife. Go and ask all the world if it is not so? You say that my cousin affronts you because he takes my part,—like a brother. Ask any one else. Ask any lady you may know. Let us name some one to decide between us which of us has been wrong. Lady Glencora Palliser is a friend of yours, and her husband is in the Government. Shall we name her? It is true, indeed, that her uncle, the Duke of Omnium, the grandest and greatest of English noblemen, is specially interested on my behalf." This was very fine in Lizzie. The Duke of Omnium she had never seen; but his name had been mentioned to her by Lady Glencora, and she was quick to use it.

"Nor did you know that I had this little ring on my finger. Is it right for you, or any man, to turn to a lady and say that your word doesn't mean anything, and that she should be humiliated in front of her friends just because you've decided you don't like her ring or her brooch? I say, Lord Fawn, it was none of your business, even after we were engaged. What jewelry I owned, or didn’t own, was no concern of yours until after I had become your wife. Go ask anyone if that’s not true. You say my cousin offends you because he supports me—like a brother. Ask anyone else. Ask any lady you know. Let's pick someone to decide between us who is in the wrong. Lady Glencora Palliser is a friend of yours, and her husband is in the government. Should we name her? It's true, her uncle, the Duke of Omnium, the most esteemed and powerful of English noblemen, is particularly invested in my cause." This was quite bold of Lizzie. She had never seen the Duke of Omnium, but Lady Glencora had mentioned his name to her, and she was quick to use it.

"I can admit of no reference to any one," said Lord Fawn.

"I can't acknowledge anyone in particular," said Lord Fawn.

"And I then,—what am I to do? I am to be thrown over simply because your lordship—chooses to throw me over? Your lordship will admit no reference to any one! Your lordship makes inquiries as long as an attorney tells you stories against me, but drops them at once when the attorney is made to understand that he is wrong. Tell me this, sir. Can you justify yourself,—in your own heart?"

"And then, what am I supposed to do? Am I just going to be discarded because you—decide to toss me aside? You won’t entertain any references to anyone else! You’ll listen to any gossip an attorney tells you about me, but you stop paying attention as soon as the attorney realizes he’s mistaken. Tell me this, sir. Can you justify your actions—in your own heart?"

Unfortunately for Lord Fawn, he was not sure that he could justify himself. The diamonds were gone, and the action was laid aside, and the general opinion which had prevailed a month or two since, that Lizzie had been disreputably concerned in stealing her own necklace, seemed to have been laid aside. Lady Glencora and the duke went for almost as much with Lord Fawn as they did with Lizzie. No doubt the misbehaviour down among the rocks was left to him; but he had that only on the evidence of Andy Gowran,—and even Andy Gowran's evidence he had declined to receive otherwise than second-hand. Lizzie, too, was prepared with an answer to this charge,—an answer which she had already made more than once, though the charge was not positively brought against her, and which consisted in an assertion that Frank Greystock was her brother rather than her cousin. Such brotherhood was not altogether satisfactory to Lord Fawn, when he came once more to regard Lizzie Eustace as his possible future wife; but still the assertion was an answer, and one that he could not altogether reject.

Unfortunately for Lord Fawn, he wasn't sure he could defend himself. The diamonds were gone, the matter was dropped, and the general belief that Lizzie had been suspiciously involved in stealing her own necklace seemed to have faded. Lady Glencora and the duke had as much influence over Lord Fawn as they did over Lizzie. No doubt, the blame for the misconduct down by the rocks landed on him; however, he only had that based on the evidence of Andy Gowran—and even Andy Gowran's evidence he had only taken second-hand. Lizzie was also ready with a response to this accusation—one she had already provided more than once, even though the accusation wasn't explicitly directed at her. Her response was that Frank Greystock was her brother, not her cousin. This claim wasn't entirely convincing to Lord Fawn when he considered Lizzie Eustace as a potential future wife; still, it was a response he couldn't completely dismiss.

It certainly was the case that he had again begun to think what would be the result of a marriage with Lady Eustace. He must sever himself altogether from Mrs. Hittaway, and must relax the closeness of his relations with Fawn Court. He would have a wife respecting whom he himself had spread evil tidings, and the man whom he most hated in the world would be his wife's favourite cousin, or, so to say,—brother. He would, after a fashion, be connected with Mrs. Carbuncle, Lord George de Bruce Carruthers, and Sir Griffin Tewett, all of whom he regarded as thoroughly disreputable. And, moreover, at his own country house at Portray, as in such case it would be, his own bailiff or steward would be the man who had seen—what he had seen. These were great objections; but how was he to avoid marrying her? He was engaged to her. How, at any rate, was he to escape from the renewal of his engagement at this moment? He had more than once positively stated that he was deterred from marrying her only by her possession of the diamonds. The diamonds were now gone.

He was definitely starting to think again about what marrying Lady Eustace would mean. He would have to completely cut ties with Mrs. Hittaway and ease up on his connections with Fawn Court. He'd be marrying someone about whom he'd already spread rumors, and the guy he hated most in the world would be his wife's favorite cousin, or, to put it another way—a brother. He would, in a sense, be linked to Mrs. Carbuncle, Lord George de Bruce Carruthers, and Sir Griffin Tewett, all of whom he deemed completely disreputable. Plus, at his own country house in Portray, his own bailiff or steward would be the person who had witnessed—what he had witnessed. These were serious concerns; but how could he avoid marrying her? He was engaged to her. And how could he possibly dodge the renewal of that engagement right now? He had said more than once that the only thing keeping him from marrying her was her ownership of the diamonds. But now, the diamonds were gone.

Lizzie was still standing, waiting for an answer to her question,—Can you justify yourself in your own heart? Having paused for some seconds, she repeated her question in a stronger and more personal form. "Had I been your sister, Lord Fawn, and had another man behaved to me as you have now done, would you say that he had behaved well, and that she had no ground for complaint? Can you bring yourself to answer that question honestly?"

Lizzie was still standing, waiting for an answer to her question—Can you justify yourself in your own heart? After pausing for a few seconds, she rephrased her question more strongly and personally. "If I were your sister, Lord Fawn, and another man treated me the way you just have, would you say he acted well and that I had no reason to complain? Can you honestly answer that question?"

"I hope I shall answer no question dishonestly."

"I hope I won't answer any questions dishonestly."

"Answer it then. No; you cannot answer it, because you would condemn yourself. Now, Lord Fawn, what do you mean to do?"

"Answer it then. No; you can't answer it because you would be condemning yourself. So, Lord Fawn, what are you going to do?"

"I had thought, Lady Eustace, that any regard which you might ever have entertained for me—"

"I thought, Lady Eustace, that any feelings you might have ever had for me—"

"Well;—what had you thought of my regard?"

"Well;—what did you think of my feelings?"

"That it had been dissipated."

"That it had disappeared."

"Have I told you so? Has any one come to you from me with such a message?"

"Have I told you that? Has anyone come to you from me with that message?"

"Have you not received attentions from any one else?"

"Have you not received any attention from anyone else?"

"Attentions,—what attentions? I have received plenty of attentions,—most flattering attentions. I was honoured even this morning by a most gratifying attention on the part of his grace the Duke of Omnium."

"Attention—what kind of attention? I've gotten a lot of attention—most flattering attention. I was even honored this morning with a very nice gesture from His Grace the Duke of Omnium."

"I did not mean that."

"I didn't mean that."

"What do you mean, then? I am not going to marry the Duke of Omnium because of his attention,—nor any one else. If you mean, sir, after the other inquiries you have done me the honour to make, to throw it in my face now, that I have—have in any way rendered myself unworthy of the position of your wife because people have been civil and kind to me in my sorrow, you are a greater dastard than I took you to be. Tell me at once, sir, whom you mean."

"What do you mean, then? I’m not going to marry the Duke of Omnium just because he’s been paying attention to me—or anyone else for that matter. If you’re implying, after the other questions you’ve been kind enough to ask, that you’re now throwing it in my face that I’ve somehow made myself unworthy of being your wife because people have been nice and supportive during my hard times, then you’re a bigger coward than I thought. Tell me right now, sir, who you’re talking about."

It is hardly too much to say that the man quailed before her. And it certainly is not too much to say that, had Lizzie Eustace been trained as an actress, she would have become a favourite with the town. When there came to her any fair scope for acting, she was perfect. In the ordinary scenes of ordinary life, such as befell her during her visit to Fawn Court, she could not acquit herself well. There was no reality about her, and the want of it was strangely plain to most unobservant eyes. But give her a part to play that required exaggerated, strong action, and she hardly ever failed. Even in that terrible moment, when, on her return from the theatre, she thought that the police had discovered her secret about the diamonds, though she nearly sank through fear, she still carried on her acting in the presence of Lucinda Roanoke; and when she had found herself constrained to tell the truth to Lord George Carruthers, the power to personify a poor, weak, injured creature was not wanting to her. The reader will not think that her position in society at the present moment was very well established,—will feel, probably, that she must still have known herself to be on the brink of social ruin. But she had now fully worked herself up to the necessities of the occasion, and was as able to play her part as well as any actress that ever walked the boards. She had called him a dastard, and now stood looking him in the face. "I didn't mean anybody in particular," said Lord Fawn.

It’s no exaggeration to say that the man was intimidated by her. And it’s definitely not an exaggeration to claim that if Lizzie Eustace had been trained as an actress, she would have been a favorite in town. When she had the chance to act, she was flawless. However, in the everyday situations she faced during her visit to Fawn Court, she struggled to perform well. There was nothing genuine about her, and this lack of authenticity was surprisingly obvious to most casual observers. But give her a role that called for dramatic, intense action, and she rarely let anyone down. Even that terrifying moment when she came back from the theater and thought the police had uncovered her secret about the diamonds—despite being almost paralyzed with fear—she continued to act in front of Lucinda Roanoke; and when she found herself forced to tell the truth to Lord George Carruthers, she was still able to convincingly play the part of a poor, weak, wronged woman. The reader might not think her position in society was very stable at that moment—most would probably feel that she must have been aware she was on the edge of social disaster. But she had now fully adapted to the demands of the situation and was just as capable of playing her role as any actress who ever took the stage. She had called him a coward and was now standing there, looking him straight in the eye. "I didn't mean anyone in particular," said Lord Fawn.

"Then what right can you have to ask me whether I have received attentions? Had it not been for the affectionate attention of my cousin, Mr. Greystock, I should have died beneath the load of sorrow you have heaped upon me!" This she said quite boldly, and yet the man she named was he of whom Andy Gowran told his horrid story, and whose love-making to Lizzie had, in Mrs. Hittaway's opinion, been sufficient to atone for any falling off of strength in the matter of the diamonds.

"Then what right do you have to ask me if I've received any attention? If it weren't for the caring support of my cousin, Mr. Greystock, I would have been crushed by the burden of sorrow you've placed on me!" She said this quite boldly, yet the man she mentioned was the same one Andy Gowran spoke about in his awful story, and Mrs. Hittaway thought his efforts to woo Lizzie were enough to make up for any decline in strength regarding the diamonds.

"A rumour reached me," said Lord Fawn, plucking up his courage, "that you were engaged to marry your cousin."

"A rumor got back to me," said Lord Fawn, mustering his courage, "that you were set to marry your cousin."

"Then rumour lied, my lord. And he or she who repeated the rumour to you, lied also. And any he or she who repeats it again will go on with the lie." Lord Fawn's brow became very black. The word "lie" itself was offensive to him,—offensive, even though it might not be applied directly to himself; but he still quailed, and was unable to express his indignation,—as he had done to poor Lucy Morris, his mother's governess. "And now let me ask, Lord Fawn, on what ground you and I stand together. When my friend, Lady Glencora, asked me, only this morning, whether my engagement with you was still an existing fact, and brought me the kindest possible message on the same subject from her uncle, the duke, I hardly knew what answer to make her." It was not surprising that Lizzie in her difficulties should use her new friend, but perhaps she over-did the friendship a little. "I told her that we were engaged, but that your lordship's conduct to me had been so strange, that I hardly knew how to speak of you among my friends."

"Then the rumor was false, my lord. And the person who repeated it to you lied too. And anyone who spreads it again will continue with the lie." Lord Fawn's expression darkened. The word "lie" itself was offensive to him—Offensive, even if it wasn't directed at him; yet he felt uneasy and struggled to show his anger—like he had with poor Lucy Morris, his mother's governess. "Now let me ask, Lord Fawn, what our situation is. When my friend, Lady Glencora, asked me just this morning whether I was still engaged to you and shared the kindest message from her uncle, the duke, I honestly didn't know how to respond." It wasn't surprising that Lizzie leaned on her new friend during tough times, but maybe she pushed the friendship a bit too far. "I told her we were engaged, but that your behavior towards me had been so odd that I could hardly discuss you with my friends."

"I thought I explained myself to your cousin."

"I thought I explained myself to your cousin."

"My cousin certainly did not understand your explanation."

"My cousin definitely didn't understand your explanation."

Lord Fawn was certain that Greystock had understood it well; and Greystock had in return insulted him,—because the engagement was broken off. But it is impossible to argue on facts with a woman who has been ill-used. "After all that has passed, perhaps we had better part," said Lord Fawn.

Lord Fawn was sure that Greystock got it; and Greystock had insulted him in return because the engagement was off. But it's impossible to discuss facts with a woman who's been wronged. "Considering everything that's happened, maybe it’s best if we go our separate ways," said Lord Fawn.

"Then I shall put the matter into the hands of the Duke of Omnium," said Lizzie boldly. "I will not have my whole life ruined, my good name blasted—"

"Then I'll hand the matter over to the Duke of Omnium," said Lizzie confidently. "I won’t let my whole life be ruined, my good name wrecked—

"I have not said a word to injure your good name."

"I haven't said anything to harm your reputation."

"On what plea, then, have you dared to take upon yourself to put an end to an engagement which was made at your own pressing request,—which was, of course, made at your own request? On what ground do you justify such conduct? You are a Liberal, Lord Fawn; and everybody regards the Duke of Omnium as the head of the Liberal nobility in England. He is my friend, and I shall put the matter into his hands." It was, probably, from her cousin Frank that Lizzie had learned that Lord Fawn was more afraid of the leaders of his own party than of any other tribunal upon earth,—or perhaps elsewhere.

"On what basis have you dared to end an engagement that you insisted on in the first place? On what grounds do you justify this behavior? You're a Liberal, Lord Fawn, and everyone sees the Duke of Omnium as the leader of the Liberal nobility in England. He’s my friend, and I’ll let him handle this." Lizzie likely learned from her cousin Frank that Lord Fawn was more afraid of the leaders of his own party than of any other authority on earth—or possibly beyond.

Lord Fawn felt the absurdity of the threat, and yet it had effect upon him. He knew that the Duke of Omnium was a worn-out old debauchee, with one foot in the grave, who was looked after by two or three women who were only anxious that he should not disgrace himself by some absurdity before he died. Nevertheless, the Duke of Omnium, or the duke's name, was a power in the nation. Lady Glencora was certainly very powerful, and Lady Glencora's husband was Chancellor of the Exchequer. He did not suppose that the duke cared in the least whether Lizzie Eustace was or was not married;—but Lady Glencora had certainly interested herself about Lizzie, and might make London almost too hot to hold him if she chose to go about everywhere saying that he ought to marry the lady. And in addition to all this prospective grief, there was the trouble of the present moment. He was in Lizzie's own room,—fool that he had been to come there,—and he must get out as best he could. "Lady Eustace," he said, "I am most anxious not to behave badly in this matter."

Lord Fawn recognized how ridiculous the threat was, but it still affected him. He knew the Duke of Omnium was an exhausted old playboy, nearing death, and was looked after by a few women who just wanted to ensure he didn't embarrass himself with any foolishness before he passed away. Still, the Duke of Omnium—his name carried weight in the country. Lady Glencora was definitely influential, and her husband was the Chancellor of the Exchequer. He didn't think the duke cared one way or the other about whether Lizzie Eustace was married or not; however, Lady Glencora had shown interest in Lizzie and could make his life in London pretty uncomfortable if she started campaigning for him to marry her. On top of that looming dilemma, there was the immediate issue at hand. He was in Lizzie's room—what a fool he had been to come here—and he needed to find a way out. "Lady Eustace," he said, "I really want to handle this situation well."

"But you are behaving badly,—very badly."

"But you are acting out—really poorly."

"With your leave I will tell you what I would suggest. I will submit to you in writing my opinion on this matter;"—Lord Fawn had been all his life submitting his opinion in writing, and thought that he was rather a good hand at the work. "I will then endeavour to explain to you the reasons which make me think that it will be better for us both that our engagement should be at an end. If, after reading it, you shall disagree with me, and still insist on the right which I gave you when I asked you to become my wife,—I will then perform the promise which I certainly made." To this most foolish proposal on his part, Lizzie, of course, acquiesced. She acquiesced, and bade him farewell with her sweetest smile. It was now manifest to her that she could have her husband,—or her revenge, just as she might prefer.

"With your permission, I’d like to share my suggestion. I’ll put my thoughts on this matter in writing for you;"—Lord Fawn had spent his whole life offering his opinions in writing and believed he was quite good at it. "I will then try to explain to you why I think it would be better for both of us to end our engagement. If, after reading it, you disagree with me and still demand the right I gave you when I asked you to marry me,—I will uphold the promise I clearly made." To this rather foolish proposal on his part, Lizzie, of course, agreed. She agreed and said goodbye to him with her sweetest smile. It was now clear to her that she could have her husband—or her revenge, depending on what she preferred.

This had been a day of triumph to her, and she was talking of it in the evening triumphantly to Mrs. Carbuncle, when she was told that a policeman wanted to see her down-stairs! Oh, those wretched police! Again all the blood rushed to her head and nearly killed her. She descended slowly; and was then informed by a man, not dressed, like Bunfit, in plain clothes, but with all the paraphernalia of a policeman's uniform, that her late servant, Patience Crabstick, had given herself up as Queen's evidence, and was now in custody in Scotland Yard. It had been thought right that she should be so far informed; but the man was able to tell her nothing further.

This had been a triumphant day for her, and she was excitedly sharing it in the evening with Mrs. Carbuncle when she was told that a policeman wanted to see her downstairs! Oh, those awful police! Once again, all the blood rushed to her head, almost overwhelming her. She slowly made her way down and was then informed by a man, not dressed like Bunfit in plain clothes, but fully in a policeman's uniform, that her former servant, Patience Crabstick, had turned herself in as a witness and was now in custody at Scotland Yard. It was deemed appropriate for her to be informed of this, but the man could not tell her anything else.

 

 

CHAPTER LXII

"You Know Where My Heart Is"
 

On the Sunday following, Frank, as usual, was in Hertford Street. He had become almost a favourite with Mrs. Carbuncle; and had so far ingratiated himself even with Lucinda Roanoke that, according to Lizzie's report, he might, if so inclined, rob Sir Griffin of his prize without much difficulty. On this occasion he was unhappy and in low spirits; and when questioned on the subject made no secret of the fact that he was harassed for money. "The truth is I have overdrawn my bankers by five hundred pounds, and they have, as they say, ventured to remind me of it. I wish they were not venturesome quite so often; for they reminded me of the same fact about a fortnight ago."

On the following Sunday, Frank was, as usual, at Hertford Street. He had almost become a favorite of Mrs. Carbuncle, and had even managed to win over Lucinda Roanoke to the point that, according to Lizzie's report, if he wanted to, he could easily take Sir Griffin's prize. However, this time he was feeling down and in low spirits, and when asked about it, he didn’t hide the fact that he was stressed about money. "The truth is, I've overdrawn my bank account by five hundred pounds, and they’ve, as they put it, dared to remind me. I wish they weren't so daring so often; they reminded me of the same thing about two weeks ago."

"What do you do with your money, Mr. Greystock?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle, laughing.

"What do you do with your money, Mr. Greystock?" Mrs. Carbuncle asked, laughing.

"Muddle it away, paying my bills with it,—according to the very, very old story. The fact is, I live in that detestable no-man's land, between respectability and insolvency, which has none of the pleasure of either. I am fair game for every creditor, as I am supposed to pay my way,—and yet I never can pay my way."

"Muddle it away, paying my bills with it,—just like the very, very old story. The truth is, I live in that awful no-man's land, between being respectable and being broke, which offers none of the satisfaction of either. I’m easy pickings for every creditor, since I'm expected to cover my expenses,—yet I can never manage to do so."

"Just like my poor dear father," said Lizzie.

"Just like my poor dad," said Lizzie.

"Not exactly, Lizzie. He managed much better, and never paid anybody. If I could only land on terra-firma,—one side or the other,—I shouldn't much care which. As it is I have all the recklessness, but none of the carelessness, of the hopelessly insolvent man. And it is so hard with us. Attorneys owe us large sums of money, and we can't dun them very well. I have a lot of money due to me from rich men, who don't pay me simply because they don't think that it matters. I talk to them grandly, and look big, as though money was the last thing I thought of, when I am longing to touch my hat and ask them as a great favour to settle my little bill." All this time Lizzie was full of matter which she must impart to her cousin, and could impart to him only in privacy.

"Not exactly, Lizzie. He did a lot better and never paid anyone. If I could just land on solid ground—either side would do—I wouldn't really care which. As it is, I have all the recklessness but none of the carelessness of someone who’s hopelessly broke. And it’s so tough for us. Lawyers owe us a lot of money, and we can’t really pressure them. I have a bunch of money owed to me from wealthy people who don’t pay just because they don’t think it’s important. I talk to them confidently and act like money is the last thing on my mind, when all I want is to tip my hat and ask them as a huge favor to settle my little bill." Meanwhile, Lizzie had plenty to share with her cousin that she could only do in private.

It was absolutely necessary that she should tell him what she had heard of Patience Crabstick. In her heart of hearts she wished that Patience Crabstick had gone off safely with her plunder to the Antipodes. She had no wish to get back what had been lost, either in the matter of the diamonds or of the smaller things taken. She had sincerely wished that the police might fail in all their endeavours, and that the thieves might enjoy perfect security with their booty. She did not even begrudge Mr. Benjamin the diamonds,—or Lord George, if in truth Lord George had been the last thief. The robbery had enabled her to get the better of Mr. Camperdown, and apparently of Lord Fawn; and had freed her from the custody of property which she had learned to hate. It had been a very good robbery. But now these wretched police had found Patience Crabstick, and would disturb her again!

It was crucial for her to tell him what she had heard about Patience Crabstick. Deep down, she wished Patience Crabstick had safely taken her stash to the other side of the world. She had no desire to reclaim what was lost, whether it was the diamonds or the smaller items that were taken. She truly hoped the police would fail in their efforts and that the thieves would enjoy complete safety with their haul. She didn’t even resent Mr. Benjamin for the diamonds,—or Lord George, if it turned out he was the last thief. The robbery had allowed her to outsmart Mr. Camperdown, and apparently Lord Fawn too; it had freed her from the burden of property she had come to despise. It had been a very successful theft. But now those miserable police had found Patience Crabstick, and would interfere with her again!

Of course she must tell her cousin. He must hear the news, and it would be better that he should hear it from her than from others. This was Sunday, and she thought he would be sure to know the truth on the following Monday. In this she was right; for on the Monday old Lady Linlithgow saw it stated in the newspapers that an arrest had been made. "I have something to tell you," she said, as soon as she had succeeded in finding herself alone with him.

Of course she had to tell her cousin. He needed to hear the news, and it was better for him to hear it from her than from someone else. It was Sunday, and she figured he would definitely find out the truth the next day. She was right; on Monday, old Lady Linlithgow saw in the newspapers that an arrest had been made. "I have something to tell you," she said as soon as she managed to find a moment alone with him.

"Anything about the diamonds?"

"Any updates on the diamonds?"

"Well, no; not exactly about the diamonds;—though perhaps it is. But first, Frank, I want to say something else to you."

"Well, no; not exactly about the diamonds;—though maybe it is. But first, Frank, I need to tell you something else."

"Not about the diamonds?"

"Not about the diamonds?"

"Oh no;—not at all. It is this. You must let me lend you that five hundred pounds you want."

"Oh no, not at all. Here's the deal: you have to let me lend you the five hundred pounds you need."

"Indeed you shall do no such thing. I should not have mentioned it to you if I had not thought that you were one of the insolvent yourself. You were in debt yourself when we last talked about money."

"Seriously, you won't do anything like that. I wouldn't have brought it up if I didn't think you were broke too. You were in debt the last time we discussed money."

"So I am;—and that horrid woman, Mrs. Carbuncle, has made me lend her one hundred and fifty pounds. But it is so different with you, Frank."

"So I am;—and that awful woman, Mrs. Carbuncle, has made me lend her one hundred and fifty pounds. But it’s so different with you, Frank."

"Yes;—my needs are greater than hers."

"Yes; my needs are greater than hers."

"What is she to me?—while you are everything! Things can't be so bad with me but what I can raise five hundred pounds. After all, I am not really in debt, for a person with my income; but if I were, still my first duty would be to help you if you want help."

"What does she mean to me?—when you mean everything! It can't be so terrible for me that I can't come up with five hundred pounds. After all, I'm not actually in debt, considering my income; but even if I were, my first responsibility would still be to help you if you need it."

"Be generous first, and just afterwards. That's it;—isn't it, Lizzie? But indeed, under no circumstances could I take a penny of your money. There are some persons from whom a man can borrow, and some from whom he cannot. You are clearly one of those from whom I cannot borrow."

"Be generous first, and fair second. That's it; isn’t it, Lizzie? But honestly, I couldn’t accept a single penny of your money. There are some people you can borrow from, and some you can't. You’re definitely one of those I can’t borrow from."

"Why not?"

"Why not?"

"Ah,—one can't explain these things. It simply is so. Mrs. Carbuncle was quite the natural person to borrow your money, and it seems that she has complied with nature. Some Jew who wants thirty per cent. is the natural person for me. All these things are arranged, and it is of no use disturbing the arrangements and getting out of course. I shall pull through. And now let me know your own news."

"Ah, you can’t really explain these things. It just is what it is. Mrs. Carbuncle was the perfect person to borrow your money, and it seems she has acted accordingly. A loan shark who wants thirty percent is the right fit for me. Everything is set up this way, and it's pointless to mess with the arrangements and go off track. I'll get through this. Now, tell me what’s new with you."

"The police have taken Patience."

"Police have taken Patience."

"They have,—have they? Then at last we shall know all about the diamonds." This was gall to poor Lizzie. "Where did they get her?"

"They have it, right? Then finally, we'll know everything about the diamonds." This was really hard for poor Lizzie to take. "Where did they find her?"

"Ah!—I don't know that."

"Ah!—I don’t know that."

"And who told you?"

"And who did you hear it from?"

"A policeman came here last night and said so. She is going to turn against the thieves, and tell all that she knows. Nasty, mean creature."

"A police officer came here last night and said so. She is going to turn against the thieves and expose everything she knows. Nasty, mean person."

"Thieves are nasty, mean creatures generally. We shall get it all out now,—as to what happened at Carlisle and what happened here. Do you know that everybody believes, up to this moment, that your dear friend Lord George de Bruce sold the diamonds to Mr. Benjamin, the jeweller?"

"Thieves are generally nasty, mean creatures. Let's lay everything out—about what happened at Carlisle and what went down here. Do you know that everyone still believes, even now, that your dear friend Lord George de Bruce sold the diamonds to Mr. Benjamin, the jeweler?"

Lizzie could only shrug her shoulders. She herself, among many doubts, was upon the whole disposed to think as everybody thought. She did believe,—as far as she believed anything in the matter, that the Corsair had determined to become possessed of the prize from the moment that he saw it in Scotland, that the Corsair arranged the robbery in Carlisle, and that again he arranged the robbery in the London house as soon as he learned from Lizzie where the diamonds were placed. To her mind this had been the most ready solution of the mystery, and when she found that other people almost regarded him as the thief, her doubts became a belief. And she did not in the least despise or dislike him or condemn him for what he had done. Were he to come to her and confess it all, telling his story in such a manner as to make her seem to be safe for the future, she would congratulate him and accept him at once as her own dear, expected Corsair. But, if so, he should not have bungled the thing. He should have managed his subordinates better than to have one of them turn evidence against him. He should have been able to get rid of a poor weak female like Patience Crabstick. Why had he not sent her to New York, or—or—or anywhere? If Lizzie were to hear that Lord George had taken Patience out to sea in a yacht,—somewhere among the bright islands of which she thought so much,—and dropped the girl overboard, tied up in a bag, she would regard it as a proper Corsair arrangement. Now she was angry with Lord George because her trouble was coming back upon her. Frank had suggested that Lord George was the robber in chief, and Lizzie merely shrugged her shoulders. "We shall know all about it now," said he triumphantly.

Lizzie could only shrug. With so many doubts, she generally leaned towards the popular opinion. She believed—at least to the extent that she believed anything about it—that the Corsair decided to claim the prize the moment he spotted it in Scotland, that he orchestrated the robbery in Carlisle, and then coordinated the theft at the London house as soon as he found out from Lizzie where the diamonds were. To her, this seemed the simplest explanation for the mystery, and when she realized that others almost considered him the thief, her doubts turned into conviction. She didn’t despise or dislike him or judge him for what he did. If he were to come to her and confess everything, framing his story to ensure her safety for the future, she would congratulate him and embrace him as her beloved, anticipated Corsair. But, if that were the case, he shouldn’t have messed it up. He should have managed his team better to prevent one of them from turning against him. He should have dealt with someone as weak as Patience Crabstick. Why hadn’t he sent her to New York, or—or—anywhere? If Lizzie heard that Lord George had taken Patience out to sea in a yacht—somewhere among the beautiful islands she often thought about—and tossed her overboard in a bag, she would see it as a fitting Corsair tactic. Now she felt angry with Lord George because her troubles were resurfacing. Frank had suggested that Lord George was the main robber, and Lizzie just shrugged. "We'll know everything soon," he said triumphantly.

"I don't know that I want to know any more about it. I have been so tortured about these wretched diamonds, that I never wish to hear them mentioned again. I don't care who has got them. My enemies used to think that I loved them so well that I could not bear to part with them. I hated them always, and never took any pleasure in them. I used to think that I would throw them into the sea; and when they were gone I was glad of it."

"I’m not sure I want to know anything else about it. I’ve been so tormented about these awful diamonds that I never want to hear about them again. I don't care who has them now. My enemies thought I loved them so much that I couldn’t bear to let them go. I always hated them and never enjoyed having them. I used to think about throwing them into the sea, and when they were gone, I was relieved."

"Thieves ought to be discovered, Lizzie,—for the good of the community."

"Thieves need to be caught, Lizzie—for the sake of the community."

"I don't care for the community. What has the community ever done for me? And now I have something else to tell you. Ever so many people came yesterday as well as that wretched policeman. Dear Lady Glencora was here again."

"I don't care about the community. What has it ever done for me? And now I have something else to share. So many people came by yesterday, including that awful policeman. Dear Lady Glencora was here again."

"They'll make a Radical of you among them, Lizzie."

"They'll turn you into a radical among them, Lizzie."

"I don't care a bit about that. I'd just as soon be a Radical as a stupid old Conservative. Lady Glencora has been most kind, and she brought me the dearest message from the Duke of Omnium. The duke had heard how ill I had been treated."

"I don't care at all about that. I'd just as soon be a Radical as a clueless old Conservative. Lady Glencora has been so kind, and she brought me the sweetest message from the Duke of Omnium. The duke had heard how badly I had been treated."

"The duke is doting."

"The duke is affectionate."

"It is so easy to say that when a man is old. I don't think you know him, Frank."

"It’s so easy to say that when a guy is old. I don’t think you really know him, Frank."

"Not in the least;—nor do I wish."

"Not at all;—nor do I want to."

"It is something to have the sympathy of men high placed in the world. And as to Lady Glencora, I do love her dearly. She just comes up to my beau-ideal of what a woman should be,—disinterested, full of spirit, affectionate, with a dash of romance about her."

"It really means a lot to have the support of influential people. And as for Lady Glencora, I care for her deeply. She perfectly matches my ideal of what a woman should be—selfless, full of life, loving, and with a touch of romance."

"A great dash of romance, I fancy."

"A big touch of romance, I think."

"And a determination to be something in the world. Lady Glencora Palliser is something."

"And she is determined to make her mark in the world. Lady Glencora Palliser is someone."

"She is awfully rich, Lizzie."

"She's super rich, Lizzie."

"I suppose so. At any rate, that is no disgrace. And then, Frank, somebody else came."

"I guess so. Anyway, that's not a shame. And then, Frank, someone else showed up."

"Lord Fawn was to have come."

"Lord Fawn was supposed to come."

"He did come."

"He showed up."

"And how did it go between you?"

"And how did it turn out between you?"

"Ah,—that will be so difficult to explain. I wish you had been behind the curtain to hear it all. It is so necessary that you should know, and yet it is so hard to tell. I spoke up to him, and was quite high-spirited."

"Ah,—that’s going to be really hard to explain. I wish you had been behind the curtain to hear everything. It's so important for you to know, yet it's so difficult to say. I spoke up to him, and I was pretty upbeat."

"I daresay you were."

"I bet you were."

"I told him out, bravely, of all the wrong he had done me. I did not sit and whimper, I can assure you. Then he talked about you,—of your attentions."

"I boldly confronted him about everything he had done wrong to me. I didn't sit there and whine, I promise you. Then he started talking about you—about your attentions."

Frank Greystock, of course, remembered the scene among the rocks, and Mr. Gowran's wagging head and watchful eyes. At the time he had felt certain that some use would be made of Andy's vigilance, though he had not traced the connexion between the man and Mrs. Hittaway. If Lord Fawn had heard of the little scene, there might, doubtless, be cause for him to talk of "attentions." "What did it matter to him?" asked Frank. "He is an insolent ass,—as I have told him once, and shall have to tell him again."

Frank Greystock certainly remembered the scene among the rocks, along with Mr. Gowran's nodding head and watchful eyes. At that moment, he had a strong sense that Andy's vigilance would come into play, even though he hadn't figured out the connection between the man and Mrs. Hittaway. If Lord Fawn had heard about that little scene, he could definitely have a reason to mention "attentions." "What does it matter to him?" Frank wondered. "He's a smug fool—as I've told him once and will have to tell him again."

"I think it did matter, Frank."

"I think it did matter, Frank."

"I don't see it a bit. He had resigned his rights,—whatever they were."

"I don't see it at all. He had given up his rights—whatever they were."

"But I had not accepted his resignation,—as they say in the newspapers;—nor have I now."

"But I haven't accepted his resignation—as they say in the news—nor do I accept it now."

"You would still marry him?"

"Would you still marry him?"

"I don't say that, Frank. This is an important business, and let us go through it steadily. I would certainly like to have him again at my feet. Whether I would deign to lift him up again is another thing. Is not that natural, after what he has done to me?"

"I’m not saying that, Frank. This is important business, and we should handle it carefully. I would definitely like to have him back at my feet. Whether I would be willing to lift him up again is a different story. Isn’t that only natural, considering what he did to me?"

"Woman's nature."

"Nature of women."

"And I am a woman. Yes, Frank. I would have him again at my disposal,—and he is so. He is to write me a long letter;—so like a Government-man, isn't it? And he has told me already what he is to put into the letter. They always do, you know. He is to say that he'll marry me if I choose."

"And I am a woman. Yes, Frank. I would have him available to me again—and he is. He’s going to write me a long letter; it’s so typical of a government guy, isn’t it? And he’s already told me what he plans to include in the letter. They always do, you know. He’s going to say that he’ll marry me if I want."

"He has promised to say that?"

"He really promised to say that?"

"When he said that he would come, I made up my mind that he should not go out of the house till he had promised that. He couldn't get out of it. What had I done?" Frank thought of the scene among the rocks. He did not, of course, allude to it, but Lizzie was not so reticent. "As to what that old rogue saw down in Scotland, I don't care a bit about it, Frank. He has been up in London, and telling them all, no doubt. Nasty, dirty eavesdropper! But what does it come to? Psha! When he mentioned your name I silenced him at once. What could I have done, unless I had had some friend? At any rate, he is to ask me again in writing,—and then what shall I say?"

"When he said he would come, I decided he shouldn't leave the house until he promised that. He couldn't escape it. What had I done?" Frank recalled the scene among the rocks. He didn't bring it up, but Lizzie wasn't as reserved. "As for what that old trickster saw in Scotland, I couldn't care less, Frank. He's been in London, telling everyone, no doubt. Gross, nosy eavesdropper! But what does it matter? Ugh! When he mentioned your name, I shut him up immediately. What could I have done, unless I had some backup? Anyway, he’s supposed to ask me again in writing—and then what should I say?"

"You must consult your own heart."

"You need to listen to your own feelings."

"No, Frank;—I need not do that. Why do you say so?"

"No, Frank; I don’t need to do that. Why do you say that?"

"I know not what else to say."

"I don't know what else to say."

"A woman can marry without consulting her heart. Women do so every day. This man is a lord, and has a position. No doubt I despise him thoroughly,—utterly. I don't hate him, because he is not worth being hated."

"A woman can marry without following her feelings. Women do this every day. This man is a lord and holds a significant position. No doubt I completely despise him—totally. I don't hate him because he's not worth that kind of emotion."

"And yet you would marry him?"

"And still you would marry him?"

"I have not said so. I will tell you this truth, though perhaps you will say it is not feminine. I would fain marry some one. To be as I have been for the last two years is not a happy condition."

"I haven't said that. I'll be honest with you, even if you think it's not very feminine. I really want to get married. Living like I have for the past two years isn't a happy way to be."

"I would not marry a man I despised."

"I wouldn't marry a man I hated."

"Nor would I,—willingly. He is honest and respectable; and in spite of all that has come and gone would, I think, behave well to a woman when she was once his wife. Of course, I would prefer to marry a man that I could love. But if that is impossible, Frank—"

"Nor would I,—willingly. He is honest and respectable; and despite everything that has happened, I believe he would treat a woman well once she is his wife. Of course, I would prefer to marry a man I could love. But if that's not possible, Frank—

"I thought that you had determined that you would have nothing to do with this lord."

"I thought you decided you wanted nothing to do with this lord."

"I thought so too. Frank, you have known all that I have thought, and all that I have wished. You talk to me of marrying where my heart has been given. Is it possible that I should do so?"

"I thought so too. Frank, you know everything I've thought and all my wishes. You talk to me about marrying where my heart has been given. Is it possible that I should do that?"

"How am I to say?"

"How should I say it?"

"Come, Frank, be true with me. I am forcing myself to speak truth to you. I think that between you and me, at any rate, there should be no words spoken that are not true. Frank, you know where my heart is." As she said this, she stood over him, and laid her hand upon his shoulder. "Will you answer me one question?"

"Come on, Frank, be honest with me. I'm trying hard to tell you the truth. I believe that between us, there shouldn’t be any words exchanged that aren’t genuine. Frank, you know what’s in my heart." As she said this, she stood over him and placed her hand on his shoulder. "Will you answer me one question?"

"If I can, I will."

"I'll do it if I can."

"Are you engaged to marry Lucy Morris?"

"Are you engaged to marry Lucy Morris?"

"I am."

"I'm here."

"And you intend to marry her?" To this question he made no immediate answer. "We are old enough now, Frank, to know that something more than what you call heart is wanted to make us happy when we marry. I will say nothing hard of Lucy, though she be my rival."

"And you plan to marry her?" He didn't respond right away. "We're old enough now, Frank, to understand that we need more than what you call love to be happy when we get married. I'm not going to say anything negative about Lucy, even though she's my rival."

"You can say nothing hard of her. She is perfect."

"You can't say anything bad about her. She's perfect."

"We will let that pass, though it is hardly kind of you, just at the present moment. Let her be perfect. Can you marry this perfection without a sixpence,—you that are in debt, and who never could save a sixpence in your life? Would it be for her good,—or for yours? You have done a foolish thing, sir, and you know that you must get out of it."

"We'll overlook that, even though it's not very nice of you right now. Let her be perfect. Can you really marry this perfect person without a penny to your name—you, who's in debt and has never saved a dime in your life? Would that be good for her—or for you? You've made a foolish decision, sir, and you know you need to find a way out of it."

"I know nothing of the kind."

"I don't know anything like that."

"You cannot marry Lucy Morris. That is the truth. My present need makes me bold. Frank, shall I be your wife? Such a marriage will not be without love, at any rate on one side,—though there be utter indifference on the other!"

"You can't marry Lucy Morris. That's the truth. My current situation gives me courage. Frank, will you marry me? At least one side of this marriage will have love—even if the other side is completely indifferent!"

"You know I am not indifferent to you," said he, with wicked weakness.

"You know I care about you," he said, with a mischievous vulnerability.

"Now, at any rate," she continued, "you must understand what must be my answer to Lord Fawn. It is you that must answer Lord Fawn. If my heart is to be broken, I may as well break it under his roof as another."

"Well, anyway," she went on, "you need to understand what my response to Lord Fawn has to be. It's you who must respond to Lord Fawn. If my heart is going to be broken, I might as well let it break under his roof as anywhere else."

"I have no roof to offer you," he said.

"I have no roof to give you," he said.

"But I have one for you," she said, throwing her arm round his neck. He bore her embrace for a minute, returning it with the pressure of his arm; and then, escaping from it, seized his hat and left her standing in the room.

"But I have one for you," she said, wrapping her arm around his neck. He held her close for a minute, squeezing her back with his arm; then, breaking free, he grabbed his hat and walked out, leaving her standing in the room.

 

 

CHAPTER LXIII

The Corsair Is Afraid
 

On the following morning,—Monday morning,—there appeared in one of the daily newspapers the paragraph of which Lady Linlithgow had spoken to Lucy Morris. "We are given to understand,"—newspapers are very frequently given to understand,—"that a man well-known to the London police as an accomplished housebreaker has been arrested in reference to the robbery which was effected on the 30th of January last at Lady Eustace's house in Hertford Street. No doubt the same person was concerned in the robbery of her ladyship's jewels at Carlisle on the night of the 8th of January. The mystery which has so long enveloped these two affairs, and which has been so discreditable to the metropolitan police, will now probably be cleared up." There was not a word about Patience Crabstick in this; and, as Lizzie observed, the news brought by the policeman on Saturday night referred only to Patience, and said nothing of the arrest of any burglar. The ladies in Hertford Street scanned the sentence with the greatest care, and Mrs. Carbuncle was very angry because the house was said to be Lizzie's house. "It wasn't my doing," said Lizzie.

On the following morning—Monday morning—there was a paragraph in one of the daily newspapers that Lady Linlithgow had mentioned to Lucy Morris. "We understand,"—newspapers often claim to understand—"that a man known to the London police as a skilled housebreaker has been arrested in connection with the robbery that occurred on January 30th at Lady Eustace's house on Hertford Street. It's likely this same person was involved in the theft of her ladyship's jewels in Carlisle on the night of January 8th. The mystery that’s surrounded these two cases for so long, which has been quite embarrassing for the metropolitan police, will probably be resolved now." There wasn’t a word about Patience Crabstick in this, and as Lizzie pointed out, the information the policeman brought on Saturday night only concerned Patience and didn’t mention any burglar’s arrest. The ladies on Hertford Street examined the sentence very closely, and Mrs. Carbuncle was quite upset because the house was referred to as Lizzie's house. "It wasn't my doing," Lizzie said.

"The policeman came to you about it."

"The cop came to you about it."

"I didn't say a word to the man,—and I didn't want him to come."

"I didn't say anything to the guy—and I didn't want him to show up."

"I hope it will be all found out now," said Lucinda.

"I hope they're going to figure everything out now," said Lucinda.

"I wish it were all clean forgotten," said Lizzie.

"I wish it could all be completely forgotten," said Lizzie.

"It ought to be found out," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "But the police should be more careful in what they say. I suppose we shall all have to go before the magistrates again."

"It needs to be figured out," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "But the police should be more careful about what they say. I guess we’ll all have to go before the magistrates again."

Poor Lizzie felt that fresh trouble was certainly coming upon her. She had learned now that the crime for which she might be prosecuted and punished was that of perjury,—that even if everything was known, she could not be accused of stealing, and that if she could only get out of the way till the wrath of the magistrate and policemen should have evaporated, she might possibly escape altogether. At any rate, they could not take her income away from her. But how could she get out of the way, and how could she endure to be cross-examined, and looked at, and inquired into, by all those who would be concerned in the matter? She thought that, if only she could have arranged her matrimonial affairs before the bad day came upon her, she could have endured it better. If she might be allowed to see Lord George, she could ask for advice,—could ask for advice, not as she was always forced to do from her cousin, on a false statement of facts, but with everything known and declared.

Poor Lizzie felt fresh trouble was definitely coming her way. She had realized that the crime she could be prosecuted for was perjury—meaning, even if the truth came out, she couldn’t be accused of stealing. If she could just stay out of sight until the anger of the magistrate and police cooled off, she might be able to escape it entirely. At least they couldn’t take her income from her. But how could she hide, and how could she bear being cross-examined, stared at, and scrutinized by everyone involved? She thought that if she could have sorted out her marriage situation before the bad day hit, it would have been easier to handle. If she could just see Lord George, she could ask for advice—not the kind of false advice she usually got from her cousin, but real advice with everything out in the open.

On that very day Lord George came to Hertford Street. He had been there more than once, perhaps half a dozen times, since the robbery; but on all these occasions Lizzie had been in bed, and he had declined to visit her in her chamber. In fact, even Lord George had become somewhat afraid of her since he had been told the true story as to the necklace at Carlisle. That story he had heard from herself, and he had also heard from Mr. Benjamin some other little details as to her former life. Mr. Benjamin, whose very close attention had been drawn to the Eustace diamonds, had told Lord George how he had valued them at her ladyship's request, and had caused an iron case to be made for them, and how her ladyship had, on one occasion, endeavoured to sell the necklace to him. Mr. Benjamin, who certainly was intimate with Lord George, was very fond of talking about the diamonds, and had once suggested to his lordship that, were they to become his lordship's by marriage, he, Benjamin, might be willing to treat with his lordship. In regard to treating with her ladyship,—Mr. Benjamin acknowledged that he thought it would be too hazardous. Then came the robbery of the box, and Lord George was all astray. Mr. Benjamin was for a while equally astray, but neither friend believed in the other friend's innocence. That Lord George should suspect Mr. Benjamin was quite natural. Mr. Benjamin hardly knew what to think;—hardly gave Lord George credit for the necessary courage, skill, and energy. But at last, as he began to put two and two together, he divined the truth, and was enabled to set the docile Patience on the watch over her mistress's belongings. So it had been with Mr. Benjamin, who at last was able to satisfy Mr. Smiler and Mr. Cann that he had been no party to their cruel disappointment at Carlisle. How Lord George had learned the truth has been told;—the truth as to Lizzie's hiding the necklace under her pillow and bringing it up to London in her desk. But of the facts of the second robbery he knew nothing up to this morning. He almost suspected that Lizzie had herself again been at work,—and he was afraid of her. He had promised her that he would take care of her,—had, perhaps, said enough to make her believe that some day he would marry her. He hardly remembered what he had said;—but he was afraid of her. She was so wonderfully clever that, if he did not take care, she would get him into some mess from which he would be unable to extricate himself.

On that day, Lord George showed up at Hertford Street. He had been there several times, maybe half a dozen, since the robbery; but each time, Lizzie had been in bed, and he had refused to visit her in her room. In fact, Lord George had started to feel a bit intimidated by her ever since he learned the real story about the necklace from Carlisle. He heard that story directly from her, and Mr. Benjamin also shared some other details about her past. Mr. Benjamin, who had closely examined the Eustace diamonds, told Lord George how he valued them at her request and arranged for a special iron case to be made for them, and how Lizzie had, at one point, tried to sell the necklace to him. Mr. Benjamin, who was definitely friendly with Lord George, loved discussing the diamonds and had once suggested that if they were to become Lord George’s through marriage, he, Benjamin, might be willing to negotiate with him. However, when it came to dealing with Lizzie, Mr. Benjamin admitted he thought it would be too risky. Then the box got stolen, and Lord George was completely lost. Mr. Benjamin was also confused for a while, but neither trusted the other's innocence. It was natural for Lord George to suspect Mr. Benjamin. Mr. Benjamin wasn’t sure what to think; he barely gave Lord George credit for the courage, skill, and energy needed. But eventually, as he started connecting the dots, he figured out the truth and set up the obedient Patience to keep an eye on Lizzie's things. Mr. Benjamin finally managed to convince Mr. Smiler and Mr. Cann that he had nothing to do with their terrible disappointment at Carlisle. How Lord George discovered the truth has already been shared; the truth about Lizzie hiding the necklace under her pillow and bringing it to London in her desk. But he had no idea about the details of the second robbery until that morning. He almost suspected that Lizzie had been involved again—and he was wary of her. He had promised to look after her—had maybe even said enough to make her think he would marry her someday. He hardly remembered what he had said—but he was scared of her. She was so incredibly smart that, if he wasn’t careful, she might get him into a situation he couldn’t escape from.

He had never whispered her secret to any one; and had still been at a loss about the second robbery, when he too saw the paragraph in the newspaper. He went direct to Scotland Yard and made inquiry there. His name had been so often used in the affair, that such inquiry from him was justified. "Well, my lord; yes; we have found out something," said Bunfit. "Mr. Benjamin is off, you know."

He had never told her secret to anyone; and he was still confused about the second robbery when he saw the article in the newspaper. He went straight to Scotland Yard to ask about it. His name had come up so many times in the case that his inquiry was understandable. "Well, my lord; yes; we've discovered something," said Bunfit. "Mr. Benjamin is gone, you know."

"Benjamin off?"

"Is Benjamin unavailable?"

"Cut the painter, my lord, and started. But what's the good, now we has the wires?"

"Cut the painter, my lord, and started. But what's the point now that we have the wires?"

"And who were the thieves?"

"And who were the crooks?"

"Ah, my lord, that's telling. Perhaps I don't know. Perhaps I do. Perhaps two or three of us knows. You'll hear all in good time, my lord." Mr. Bunfit wished to appear communicative because he knew but little himself. Gager, in the meanest possible manner, had kept the matter very close; but the fact that Mr. Benjamin had started suddenly on foreign travel had become known to Mr. Bunfit.

"Ah, my lord, that's quite revealing. Maybe I don't know. Maybe I do. Maybe two or three of us know. You'll find out all in good time, my lord." Mr. Bunfit wanted to seem open because he didn’t know much himself. Gager had been extremely secretive about the whole thing; however, Mr. Bunfit had found out that Mr. Benjamin had unexpectedly gone abroad.

Lord George had been very careful, asking no question about the necklace;—no question which would have shown that he knew that the necklace had been in Hertford Street when the robbery took place there; but it seemed to him now that the police must be aware that it was so. The arrest had been made because of the robbery in Hertford Street, and because of that arrest Mr. Benjamin had taken his departure. Mr. Benjamin was too big a man to have concerned himself deeply in the smaller matters which had then been stolen.

Lord George had been very careful, not asking any questions about the necklace—no questions that would indicate he knew the necklace had been in Hertford Street during the robbery there. But now it seemed to him that the police must be aware of that. The arrest had been made because of the robbery in Hertford Street, and because of that arrest, Mr. Benjamin had left. Mr. Benjamin was too important to get too involved in the smaller items that had been stolen at that time.

From Scotland Yard Lord George went direct to Hertford Street. He was in want of money, in want of a settled home, in want of a future income, and altogether unsatisfied with his present mode of life. Lizzie Eustace, no doubt, would take him,—unless she had told her secret to some other lover. To have his wife, immediately on her marriage, or even before it, arraigned for perjury, would not be pleasant. There was very much in the whole affair of which he would not be proud as he led his bride to the altar;—but a man does not expect to get four thousand pounds a year for nothing. Lord George, at any rate, did not conceive himself to be in a position to do so. Had there not been something crooked about Lizzie,—a screw loose, as people say,—she would never have been within his reach. There are men who always ride lame horses, and yet see as much of the hunting as others. Lord George, when he had begun to think that, after the tale which he had forced her to tell him, she had caused the diamonds to be stolen by her own maid out of her own desk, became almost afraid of her. But now, as he looked at the matter again and again, he believed that the second robbery had been genuine. He did not quite make up his mind, but he went to Hertford Street resolved to see her.

From Scotland Yard, Lord George went straight to Hertford Street. He needed money, a stable home, a steady income, and was completely unhappy with his current lifestyle. Lizzie Eustace would likely take him in—unless she had shared her secret with someone else. It wouldn't be pleasant to have his wife, right after their marriage, facing charges of perjury, or even before it. There was a lot about the whole situation that he wouldn't be proud of as he led his bride to the altar; but a man doesn’t expect to earn four thousand pounds a year without effort. Lord George certainly didn't think he was in that position. If there hadn't been something off about Lizzie—a screw loose, as people say—she would never have been within his reach. Some men always ride lame horses and still enjoy the hunt just as much as others. After he had made her confess that she had her own maid steal the diamonds from her desk, he almost grew afraid of her. But now, as he reconsidered the situation over and over, he believed that the second robbery was real. He didn't fully settle on his thoughts, but he went to Hertford Street determined to see her.

He asked for her, and was shown at once into her own sitting-room. "So you have come at last," she said.

He asked for her, and was immediately shown into her sitting room. "So you finally made it," she said.

"Yes;—I've come at last. It would not have done for me to come up to you when you were in bed. Those women down-stairs would have talked about it everywhere."

"Yeah; I finally made it. It wouldn’t have been right for me to come up to you while you were in bed. Those women downstairs would have spread rumors about it everywhere."

"I suppose they would," said Lizzie almost piteously.

"I guess they would," said Lizzie, sounding almost desperate.

"It wouldn't have been at all wise after all that has been said. People would have been sure to suspect that I had got the things out of your desk."

"It wouldn't have been smart considering everything that's been said. People would definitely suspect that I took the stuff out of your desk."

"Oh, no;—not that."

"Oh, no—not that."

"I wasn't going to run the risk, my dear." His manner to her was anything but civil, anything but complimentary. If this was his Corsair humour, she was not sure that a Corsair might be agreeable to her. "And now tell me what you know about this second robbery."

"I wasn't going to take that chance, my dear." His tone toward her was far from polite, far from flattering. If this was his Corsair sense of humor, she wasn't convinced that a Corsair would be pleasant for her. "Now, tell me what you know about this second robbery."

"I know nothing, Lord George."

"I know nothing, Lord George."

"Oh, yes, you do. You know something. You know, at any rate, that the diamonds were there."

"Oh, yes, you do. You know something. You know, at least, that the diamonds are there."

"Yes;—I know that."

"Yeah, I know that."

"And that they were taken?"

"And they were captured?"

"Of course they were taken."

"Of course they were captured."

"You are sure of that?" There was something in his manner absolutely insolent to her. Frank was affectionate, and even Lord Fawn treated her with deference. "Because, you know, you have been very clever. To tell you the truth, I did not think at first that they had been really stolen. It might, you know, have been a little game to get them out of your own hands,—between you and your maid."

"Are you really sure about that?" There was something in his attitude that felt completely disrespectful to her. Frank was warm, and even Lord Fawn was polite with her. "Because, honestly, you've been really smart about this. To be completely honest, I didn't initially believe they were actually stolen. It could, you know, have been a little scheme to get them out of your own possession—just you and your maid."

"I don't know what you take me for, Lord George."

"I don't know what you think of me, Lord George."

"I take you for a lady who, for a long time, got the better of the police and the magistrates, and who managed to shift all the trouble off your own shoulders on to those of other people. You have heard that they have taken one of the thieves?"

"I see you as a woman who, for a long time, outsmarted the police and the magistrates, managing to shift all the blame off yourself onto others. Have you heard that they've caught one of the thieves?"

"And they have got the girl."

"And they have the girl."

"Have they? I didn't know that. That scoundrel Benjamin has levanted too."

"Have they? I didn't know that. That jerk Benjamin has taken off too."

"Levanted!" said Lizzie, raising both her hands.

"Levanted!" Lizzie exclaimed, raising both her hands.

"Not an hour too soon, my lady. And now what do you mean to do?"

"Not a moment too soon, my lady. So, what do you plan to do now?"

"What ought I to do?"

"What should I do?"

"Of course the whole truth will come out."

"Of course, the whole truth will come out."

"Must it come out?"

"Does it have to come out?"

"Not a doubt of that. How can it be helped?"

"There's no doubt about that. How can we avoid it?"

"You won't tell. You promised that you would not."

"You won't say anything. You promised you wouldn't."

"Psha;—promised! If they put me in a witness-box of course I must tell. When you come to this kind of work, promises don't go for much. I don't know that they ever do. What is a broken promise?"

"Psha;—promised! If they put me in a witness stand, I obviously have to tell the truth. When it comes to this kind of situation, promises don't mean much. I don't think they ever do. What does a broken promise really mean?"

"It's a story," said Lizzie, in innocent amazement.

"It's a story," Lizzie said, genuinely amazed.

"And what was it you told when you were upon your oath at Carlisle; and again when the magistrate came here?"

"And what did you say when you were under oath at Carlisle, and again when the magistrate came here?"

"Oh, Lord George;—how unkind you are to me!"

"Oh, Lord George; how unkind you are to me!"

"Patience Crabstick will tell it all, without any help from me. Don't you see that the whole thing must be known? She'll say where the diamonds were found;—and how did they come there, if you didn't put them there? As for telling, there'll be telling enough. You've only two things to do."

"Patience Crabstick will share everything, without any help from me. Don’t you realize that this all needs to be known? She’ll reveal where the diamonds were found; and how did they end up there if you didn’t place them there? When it comes to talking, there’ll be plenty of that. You only have two things to do."

"What are they, Lord George?"

"What are they, Lord George?"

"Go off, like Mr. Benjamin; or else make a clean breast of it. Send for John Eustace and tell him the whole. For his brother's sake he'll make the best of it. It will all be published, and then, perhaps, there will be an end of it."

"Leave, like Mr. Benjamin; or just come clean about it. Call John Eustace and tell him everything. For his brother's sake, he'll handle it well. It will all come out eventually, and then, maybe, it will be over."

"I couldn't do that, Lord George!" said Lizzie, bursting into tears.

"I can't do that, Lord George!" Lizzie said, breaking down in tears.

"You ask me, and I can only tell you what I think. That you should be able to keep the history of the diamonds a secret, does not seem to me to be upon the cards. No doubt people who are rich, and are connected with rich people, and have great friends,—who are what the world call swells,—have great advantages over their inferiors when they get into trouble. You are the widow of a baronet, and you have an uncle a bishop, and another a dean, and a countess for an aunt. You have a brother-in-law and a first-cousin in Parliament, and your father was an admiral. The other day you were engaged to marry a peer."

"You ask me, and I can only share my thoughts. I don't think it's possible for you to keep the history of the diamonds a secret. People who are wealthy, connected to other wealthy individuals, and have influential friends—what the world calls upper crust—definitely have an advantage when they find themselves in trouble. You’re the widow of a baronet, you have an uncle who's a bishop, another who's a dean, and a countess for an aunt. You have a brother-in-law and a first cousin in Parliament, and your father was an admiral. Recently, you were engaged to marry a peer."

"Oh yes," said Lizzie, "and Lady Glencora Palliser is my particular friend."

"Oh yes," Lizzie said, "and Lady Glencora Palliser is my good friend."

"She is; is she? So much the better. Lady Glencora, no doubt, is a very swell among swells."

"She is; is she? All the better. Lady Glencora, without a doubt, is a big deal among the elite."

"The Duke of Omnium would do anything for me," said Lizzie with enthusiasm.

"The Duke of Omnium would do anything for me," Lizzie said excitedly.

"If you were nobody, you would, of course, be indicted for perjury, and would go to prison. As it is, if you will tell all your story to one of your swell friends, I think it very likely that you may be pulled through. I should say that Mr. Eustace, or your cousin Greystock, would be the best."

"If you were a nobody, you would definitely be charged with perjury and end up in prison. But since you do have connections, if you share your whole story with one of your wealthy friends, there's a good chance you can get out of this. I'd suggest that Mr. Eustace or your cousin Greystock would be the best options."

"Why couldn't you do it? You know it all. I told you because—because—because I thought you would be the kindest to me."

"Why couldn't you do it? You know everything. I told you it was because—I don't know—because I thought you would be the nicest to me."

"You told me, my dear, because you thought it would not matter much with me, and I appreciate the compliment. I can do nothing for you. I am not near enough to those who wear wigs."

"You told me, my dear, because you thought it wouldn’t matter much to me, and I appreciate the compliment. I can’t do anything for you. I’m not close enough to those who wear wigs."

Lizzie did not above half understand him,—did not at all understand him when he spoke of those who wore wigs, and was quite dark to his irony about her great friends;—but she did perceive that he was in earnest in recommending her to confess. She thought about it for a moment in silence, and the more she thought the more she felt that she could not do it. Had he not suggested a second alternative,—that she should go off like Mr. Benjamin? It might be possible that she should go off, and yet be not quite like Mr. Benjamin. In that case ought she not to go under the protection of her Corsair? Would not that be the proper way of going? "Might I not go abroad,—just for a time?" she asked.

Lizzie barely understood him—didn’t understand him at all when he talked about people wearing wigs and was completely confused by his sarcasm about her close friends. But she did realize he was serious about urging her to confess. She thought about it quietly for a moment, and the more she considered it, the more she felt she couldn’t do it. Hadn’t he proposed a second option—that she should escape like Mr. Benjamin? It could be possible for her to leave without being exactly like Mr. Benjamin. In that case, wouldn’t she need to go under the protection of her Corsair? Wouldn’t that be the right way to leave? “Could I go abroad—just for a while?” she asked.

"And so let it blow over?"

"And so we just let it pass?"

"Just so, you know."

"Just so you know."

"It is possible that you might," he said. "Not that it would blow over altogether. Everybody would know it. It is too late now to stop the police, and if you meant to be off, you should be off at once;—to-day or to-morrow."

"It’s possible that you might," he said. "Not that it would be forgotten completely. Everyone would know about it. It’s too late now to stop the police, and if you plan to leave, you should do it right away; today or tomorrow."

"Oh dear!"

"Oh no!"

"Indeed, there's no saying whether they will let you go. You could start now, this moment;—and if you were at Dover could get over to France. But when once it is known that you had the necklace all that time in your own desk, any magistrate, I imagine, could stop you. You'd better have some lawyer you can trust;—not that blackguard Mopus."

"Honestly, there's no telling if they'll let you leave. You could start right now;—and if you were in Dover, you could get over to France. But once it’s known that you had the necklace all that time in your own drawer, any judge, I think, could stop you. You should find a lawyer you can trust;—not that scoundrel Mopus."

Lord George had certainly brought her no comfort. When he told her that she might go at once if she chose, she remembered, with a pang of agony, that she had already overdrawn her account at the bankers. She was the actual possessor of an income of four thousand pounds a year, and now, in her terrible strait, she could not stir because she had no money with which to travel. Had all things been well with her, she could, no doubt, have gone to her bankers and have arranged this little difficulty. But as it was, she could not move, because her purse was empty.

Lord George definitely hadn’t given her any comfort. When he told her that she could leave right away if she wanted, she felt a sharp pain as she remembered that she had already overdrawn her account at the bank. She had an income of four thousand pounds a year, but now, in her desperate situation, she couldn’t leave because she had no money to travel. If things had been better for her, she could have gone to her bank and sorted out this little problem. But as it was, she couldn’t move because her purse was empty.

Lord George sat looking at her, and thinking whether he would make the plunge and ask her to be his wife,—with all her impediments and drawbacks about her. He had been careful to reduce her to such a condition of despair, that she would undoubtedly have accepted him, so that she might have some one to lean upon in her trouble;—but, as he looked at her, he doubted. She was such a mass of deceit, that he was afraid of her. She might say that she would marry him, and then, when the storm was over, refuse to keep her word. She might be in debt,—almost to any amount. She might be already married, for anything that he knew. He did know that she was subject to all manner of penalties for what she had done. He looked at her, and told himself that she was very pretty. But in spite of her beauty, his judgment went against her. He did not dare to share even his boat with so dangerous a fellow-passenger. "That's my advice," he said, getting up from his chair.

Lord George sat there, looking at her and wondering if he should take the leap and ask her to marry him—despite all her issues and complications. He had managed to put her in such a state of despair that she would probably say yes, just to have someone to rely on during her struggles; but as he stared at her, he hesitated. She was full of lies, and he was wary of her. She might agree to marry him, and then once things calmed down, back out. She could be in debt—most likely a lot of it. She might even already be married, for all he knew. He was aware that she faced all sorts of consequences for her past actions. He looked at her and reminded himself that she was very attractive. But despite her looks, he couldn’t shake his doubts. He didn’t even want to share a boat with such a risky companion. “That’s my advice,” he said, standing up from his chair.

"Are you going?"

"Are you coming?"

"Well;—yes; I don't know what else I can do for you."

"Well;—yeah; I don't know what else I can do for you."

"You are so unkind!" He shrugged his shoulders, just touched her hand, and left the room without saying another word to her.

"You’re really unkind!" He shrugged his shoulders, briefly touched her hand, and walked out of the room without saying anything else to her.

 

 

CHAPTER LXIV

Lizzie's Last Scheme
 

Lizzie, when she was left alone, was very angry with the Corsair,—in truth, more sincerely angry than she had ever been with any of her lovers, or, perhaps, with any human being. Sincere, true, burning wrath was not the fault to which she was most exposed. She could snap and snarl, and hate, and say severe things; she could quarrel, and fight, and be malicious;—but to be full of real wrath was uncommon with her. Now she was angry. She had been civil, more than civil, to Lord George. She had opened her house to him, and her heart. She had told him her great secret. She had implored his protection. She had thrown herself into his arms. And now he had rejected her. That he should have been rough to her was only in accordance with the poetical attributes which she had attributed to him. But his roughness should have been streaked with tenderness. He should not have left her roughly. In the whole interview he had not said a loving word to her. He had given her advice,—which might be good or bad,—but he had given it as to one whom he despised. He had spoken to her throughout the interview exactly as he might have spoken to Sir Griffin Tewett. She could not analyse her feelings thoroughly, but she felt that because of what had passed between them, by reason of his knowledge of her secret, he had robbed her of all that observance which was due to her as a woman and a lady. She had been roughly used before,—by people of inferior rank who had seen through her ways. Andrew Gowran had insulted her. Patience Crabstick had argued with her. Benjamin, the employer of thieves, had been familiar with her. But hitherto, in what she was pleased to call her own set, she had always been treated with that courtesy which ladies seldom fail to receive. She understood it all. She knew how much of mere word-service there often is in such complimentary usage. But, nevertheless, it implies respect, and an acknowledgement of the position of her who is so respected. Lord George had treated her as one schoolboy treats another.

Lizzie, when she was left alone, was really angry with the Corsair—more honestly angry than she had ever been with any of her lovers, or maybe even with any person. Genuine, intense, burning anger wasn’t something she usually dealt with. She could snap and snarl, hate, and say harsh things; she could argue, fight, and be spiteful—but truly feeling real anger was uncommon for her. Now she was furious. She had been polite, even more than polite, to Lord George. She had opened her house and her heart to him. She had shared her big secret. She had begged for his protection. She had thrown herself into his arms. And now he had turned her down. That he should have been rough with her was just in line with the poetic qualities she had imagined in him. But his roughness should’ve been softened with some tenderness. He shouldn’t have left her that way. Throughout their entire conversation, he hadn’t said a single loving word to her. He had offered her advice—which could have been good or bad—but he had done so as if he looked down on her. He had spoken to her the same way he might have spoken to Sir Griffin Tewett. She couldn’t fully analyze her feelings, but she felt that because of the intimacy they had shared, due to his knowledge of her secret, he had stripped her of all the respect that was due to her as a woman and a lady. She had been treated roughly before—by people of lower status who had seen through her ways. Andrew Gowran had insulted her. Patience Crabstick had argued with her. Benjamin, the thief’s employer, had been overly familiar with her. But until now, in what she called her own circle, she had always been treated with the courtesy that ladies generally receive. She understood it all. She knew how much of mere polite talk is often involved in such flattery. But still, it carries respect and acknowledges the position of the one being respected. Lord George had treated her like one schoolboy treats another.

And he had not spoken to her one word of love. Love will excuse roughness. Spoken love will palliate even spoken roughness. Had he once called her his own Lizzie, he might have scolded her as he pleased,—might have abused her to the top of his bent. But as there had been nothing of the manner of a gentleman to a lady, so also had there been nothing of the lover to his mistress. That dream was over. Lord George was no longer a Corsair, but a brute.

And he hadn't said a single word of love to her. Love makes roughness seem okay. Words of love can even soften harsh words. If he had ever called her his own Lizzie, he could have scolded her however he wanted—could have complained about her as much as he pleased. But since he hadn't acted like a gentleman with a lady, he also hadn't acted like a lover with his mistress. That dream was over. Lord George was no longer a romantic figure, but a brute.

But what should she do? Even a brute may speak truth. She was to have gone to a theatre that evening with Mrs. Carbuncle, but she stayed at home thinking over her position. She heard nothing throughout the day from the police; and she made up her mind that, unless she were stopped by the police, she would go to Scotland on the day but one following. She thought that she was sure that she would do so; but, of course, she must be guided by events as they occurred. She wrote, however, to Miss Macnulty saying that she would come, and she told Mrs. Carbuncle of her proposed journey as that lady was leaving the house for the theatre. On the following morning, however, news came which again made her journey doubtful. There was another paragraph in the newspaper about the robbery, acknowledging the former paragraph to have been in some respect erroneous. The "accomplished housebreaker" had not been arrested. A confederate of the "accomplished housebreaker" was in the hands of the police, and the police were on the track of the "accomplished housebreaker" himself. Then there was a line or two alluding in a very mysterious way to the disappearance of a certain jeweller. Taking it altogether, Lizzie thought that there was ground for hope,—and that, at any rate, there would be delay. She would, perhaps, put off going to Scotland for yet a day or two. Was it not necessary that she should wait for Lord Fawn's answer; and would it not be incumbent on her cousin Frank to send her some account of himself after the abrupt manner in which he had left her?

But what should she do? Even a brute can speak the truth. She was supposed to go to a theater that evening with Mrs. Carbuncle, but she stayed home reflecting on her situation. She heard nothing from the police all day; and she decided that, unless the police stopped her, she would head to Scotland the day after tomorrow. She thought she was sure about that; but, of course, she had to be guided by events as they unfolded. She did write to Miss Macnulty saying she would come, and she informed Mrs. Carbuncle of her plans as that lady was leaving the house for the theater. However, the next morning, news came that made her trip uncertain again. There was another paragraph in the newspaper about the robbery, admitting that the previous paragraph was somewhat inaccurate. The "accomplished housebreaker" hadn’t been caught. A confederate of the "accomplished housebreaker" was in police custody, and the police were closing in on the "accomplished housebreaker" himself. Then there was a line or two hinting in a very mysterious way about the disappearance of a certain jeweler. All things considered, Lizzie thought there was hope—and that, at the very least, there would be a delay. She might put off going to Scotland for another day or two. Wasn't it necessary for her to wait for Lord Fawn's reply? And wouldn’t her cousin Frank need to send her some update after the abrupt way he had left her?

If in real truth she should be driven to tell her story to any one,—and she began to think that she was so driven,—she would tell it to him. She believed more in his regard for her than that of any other human being. She thought that he would, in truth, have been devoted to her, had he not become entangled with that wretched little governess. And she thought that if he could see his way out of that scrape, he would marry her even yet,—would marry her, and be good to her, so that her dream of a poetical phase of life should not be altogether dissolved. After all, the diamonds were her own. She had not stolen them. When perplexed in the extreme by magistrates and policemen, with nobody near her whom she trusted to give her advice,—for Lizzie now of course declared to herself that she had never for a moment trusted the Corsair,—she had fallen into an error, and said what was not true. As she practised it before the glass, she thought that she could tell her story in a becoming manner, with becoming tears, to Frank Greystock. And were it not for Lucy Morris, she thought that he would take her with all her faults and all her burthens.

If she really had to tell her story to someone—and she was starting to feel like she did—she would choose him. She believed he cared for her more than anyone else did. She thought he would have genuinely been devoted to her if he hadn’t gotten mixed up with that awful little governess. And she believed that if he could find a way out of that situation, he would still marry her—would marry her and treat her well, so her dream of a more romantic life wouldn’t completely fall apart. After all, the diamonds were hers. She hadn’t stolen them. When she felt completely confused by magistrates and police officers, with no one around she could trust for advice—because Lizzie now firmly believed she had never truly trusted the Corsair—she had made a mistake and said something untrue. As she practiced in front of the mirror, she thought she could tell her story in a nice way, with proper tears, to Frank Greystock. And if it weren’t for Lucy Morris, she felt he would accept her with all her flaws and burdens.

As for Lord Fawn, she knew well enough that, let him write what he would, and renew his engagement in what most formal manner might be possible, he would be off again when he learned the facts as to that night at Carlisle. She had brought him to succumb, because he could no longer justify his treatment of her by reference to the diamonds. But when once all the world should know that she had twice perjured herself, his justification would be complete,—and his escape would be certain. She would use his letter simply to achieve that revenge which she had promised herself. Her effort,—her last final effort,—must be made to secure the hand and heart of her cousin Frank. "Ah, 'tis his heart I want!" she said to herself.

As for Lord Fawn, she knew well enough that no matter what he wrote or how formally he renewed his engagement, he would leave again once he found out the truth about that night in Carlisle. She had made him give in because he could no longer justify how he treated her with his excuses about the diamonds. But once the whole world knew she had lied under oath twice, he would have every reason to justify his departure—and he would definitely leave. She would use his letter solely to get the revenge she had promised herself. Her effort—her final effort—had to be focused on winning the heart and hand of her cousin Frank. "Ah, it's his heart I want!" she told herself.

She must settle something before she went to Scotland,—if there was anything that could be settled. If she could only get a promise from Frank before all her treachery had been exposed, he probably would remain true to his promise. He would not desert her as Lord Fawn had done. Then, after much thinking of it, she resolved upon a scheme which, of all her schemes, was the wickedest. Whatever it might cost her, she would create a separation between Frank Greystock and Lucy Morris. Having determined upon this, she wrote to Lucy, asking her to call in Hertford Street at a certain hour.
 

She needed to figure something out before she went to Scotland—if there was anything to figure out. If she could just get a promise from Frank before all her deceit was revealed, he would probably keep his word. He wouldn't abandon her like Lord Fawn did. After contemplating this for a while, she came up with a plan that was, of all her plans, the most devious. No matter what it cost her, she would create a rift between Frank Greystock and Lucy Morris. Once she decided on this, she wrote to Lucy, asking her to stop by Hertford Street at a specific time.

Dear Lucy,

Dear Lucy,

I particularly want to see you,—on business. Pray come to me at twelve to-morrow. I will send the carriage for you, and it will take you back again. Pray do this. We used to love one another, and I am sure I love you still.

I really want to see you—it's important. Please come to me tomorrow at noon. I'll send a car for you, and it will take you back afterward. I hope you'll agree to this. We used to care for each other, and I know I still care about you.

Your affectionate old friend,

Your loving old friend,

Lizzie.
 

Lizzie.

As a matter of course Lucy went to her. Lizzie, before the interview, studied the part she was to play with all possible care,—even to the words which she was to use. The greeting was at first kindly, for Lucy had almost forgotten the bribe that had been offered to her, and had quite forgiven it. Lizzie Eustace never could be dear to her; but,—so Lucy had thought during her happiness,—this former friend of hers was the cousin of the man who was to be her husband, and was dear to him. Of course she had forgiven the offence. "And now, dear, I want to ask you a question," Lizzie said; "or rather, perhaps not a question. I can do it better than that. I think that my cousin Frank once talked of—of making you his wife." Lucy answered not a word, but she trembled in every limb, and the colour came to her face. "Was it not so, dear?"

As a matter of course, Lucy went to see her. Lizzie, before the meeting, carefully studied her role—down to the exact words she would use. The greeting was initially warm, as Lucy had nearly forgotten the bribe that had been offered to her and had completely forgiven it. Lizzie Eustace could never be truly dear to her; however, Lucy had thought during her happier times that this former friend was the cousin of the man who was going to be her husband and was important to him. Naturally, she had forgiven the wrongdoing. "And now, dear, I want to ask you something," Lizzie said; "or rather, maybe not a question. I can express it better than that. I believe my cousin Frank once mentioned talking about—about making you his wife." Lucy didn't respond, but she trembled all over, and color came to her face. "Was it not so, dear?"

"What if it was? I don't know why you should ask me any question like that about myself."

"What if it is? I don't understand why you would ask me something like that about myself."

"Is he not my cousin?"

"Isn't he my cousin?"

"Yes,—he is your cousin. Why don't you ask him? You see him every day, I suppose?"

"Yeah, he’s your cousin. Why don’t you just ask him? I guess you see him every day, right?"

"Nearly every day."

"Almost every day."

"Why do you send for me, then?"

"Why did you ask for me, then?"

"It is so hard to tell you, Lucy. I have sent to you in good faith, and in love. I could have gone to you,—only for the old vulture, who would not have let us had a word in peace. I do see him—constantly. And I love him dearly."

"It’s really hard for me to tell you this, Lucy. I reached out to you sincerely and with love. I could have come to you, but that old vulture wouldn’t have let us have a moment in peace. I see him all the time. And I care about him a lot."

"That is nothing to me," said Lucy. Anybody hearing them, and not knowing them, would have said that Lucy's manner was harsh in the extreme.

"That doesn't matter to me," said Lucy. Anyone hearing them, and not knowing them, would have said that Lucy's tone was extremely harsh.

"He has told me everything." Lizzie, when she said this, paused, looking at her victim. "He has told me things which he could not mention to you. It was only yesterday,—the day before yesterday,—that he was speaking to me of his debts. I offered to place all that I have at his disposal, so as to free him, but he would not take my money."

"He has told me everything." Lizzie paused when she said this, looking at her victim. "He has shared things with me that he couldn’t mention to you. It was just yesterday—the day before yesterday—that he was talking to me about his debts. I offered to make all my resources available to him, to help him out, but he refused my money."

"Of course he would not."

"Of course he won't."

"Not my money alone. Then he told me that he was engaged to you. He had never told me before, but yet I knew it. It all came out then. Lucy, though he is engaged to you, it is me that he loves."

"Not just my money. Then he told me that he was engaged to you. He had never mentioned it before, but I knew it all along. It all came out then. Lucy, even though he is engaged to you, it's me that he loves."

"I don't believe it," said Lucy.

"I can't believe it," Lucy said.

"You can't make me angry, Lucy, because my heart bleeds for you."

"You can't make me mad, Lucy, because I feel for you."

"Nonsense! trash! I don't want your heart to bleed. I don't believe you've got a heart. You've got money; I know that."

"Nonsense! Trash! I don't want to hear you crying. I don't believe you have a heart. You have money; I know that."

"And he has got none. If I did not love him, why should I wish to give him all that I have? Is not that disinterested?"

"And he has none. If I didn't love him, why would I want to give him everything I have? Isn't that selfless?"

"No. You are always thinking of yourself. You couldn't be disinterested."

"No. You're always thinking about yourself. You can't really be unbiased."

"And of whom are you thinking? Are you doing the best for him,—a man in his position, without money, ambitious, sure to succeed if want of money does not stop him,—in wishing him to marry a girl with nothing? Cannot I do more for him than you can?"

"And who are you thinking about? Are you doing what's best for him—a guy in his situation, without money, ambitious, definitely going to succeed if money doesn't hold him back—by hoping he marries a girl who has nothing? Isn’t there more I can do for him than you can?"

"I could work for him on my knees, I love him so truly!"

"I could work for him on my knees; I love him so much!"

"Would that do him any service? He cannot marry you. Does he ever see you? Does he write to you as though you were to be his wife? Do you not know that it is all over?—that it must be over? It is impossible that he should marry you. But if you will give him back his word, he shall be my husband, and shall have all that I possess. Now, let us see who loves him best!"

"Would that do him any good? He can't marry you. Does he ever see you? Does he write to you like you're going to be his wife? Don't you realize that it's all finished?—that it has to be finished? It's impossible for him to marry you. But if you give him back his promise, he can be my husband, and he will have everything I own. Now, let's see who loves him more!"

"I do!" said Lucy.

"I do!" Lucy declared.

"How will you show it?"

"How will you demonstrate it?"

"There is no need that I should show it. He knows it. The only one in the world to whom I wish it to be known, knows it already well enough. Did you send for me for this?"

"There’s no need for me to show it. He knows. The only person in the world I want to know already knows it well enough. Did you call me here for this?"

"Yes;—for this."

"Yes, for this."

"It is for him to tell me the tidings;—not for you. You are nothing to me;—nothing. And what you say to me now is all for yourself,—not for him. But it is true that he does not see me. It is true that he does not write to me. You may tell him from me,—for I cannot write to him myself,—that he may do whatever is best for him. But if you tell him that I do not love him better than all the world, you will lie to him. And if you say that he loves you better than he does me, that also will be a lie. I know his heart."

"It’s for him to share the news with me, not you. You mean nothing to me—nothing. What you say to me now is purely for your own sake, not for him. But it’s true that he doesn’t see me. It’s true that he doesn’t write to me. You can tell him for me—since I can’t write to him myself—that he can do whatever is best for him. But if you tell him that I don’t love him more than anything else in the world, you’ll be lying. And if you say that he loves you more than he loves me, that too will be a lie. I know his heart."

"But Lucy—"

"But Lucy—"

"I will hear no more. He can do as he pleases. If money be more to him than love and honesty, let him marry you. I shall never trouble him; he may be sure of that. As for you, Lizzie, I hope that we may never meet again."

"I don't want to hear anything more. He can do whatever he wants. If money means more to him than love and honesty, let him marry you. I will never bother him; he can be sure of that. As for you, Lizzie, I hope we never cross paths again."

She would not get into the Eustace-Carbuncle carriage, which was waiting for her at the door, but walked back to Bruton Street. She did not doubt but that it was all over with her now. That Lizzie Eustace was an inveterate liar, she knew well; but she did believe that the liar had on this occasion been speaking truth. Lady Fawn was not a liar, and Lady Fawn had told her the same. And, had she wanted more evidence, did not her lover's conduct give it? "It is because I am poor," she said to herself,—"for I know well that he loves me!"

She refused to get into the Eustace-Carbuncle carriage waiting for her at the door and instead walked back to Bruton Street. She had no doubt that it was all over for her now. She knew Lizzie Eustace was a habitual liar, but this time she believed the liar was actually telling the truth. Lady Fawn wasn't a liar, and Lady Fawn had told her the same thing. And if she needed more proof, wasn't her lover's behavior enough? "It's because I'm poor," she thought to herself—"because I know he loves me!"

 

 

CHAPTER LXV

Tribute
 

Lizzie put off her journey to Scotland from day to day, though her cousin Frank continually urged upon her the expediency of going. There were various reasons, he said, why she should go. Her child was there, and it was proper that she should be with her child. She was living at present with people whose reputation did not stand high,—and as to whom all manner of evil reports were flying about the town. It was generally thought,—so said Frank,—that that Lord George de Bruce Carruthers had assisted Mr. Benjamin in stealing the diamonds, and Frank himself did not hesitate to express his belief in the accusation. "Oh no, that cannot be," said Lizzie, trembling. But, though she rejected the supposition, she did not reject it very firmly. "And then, you know," continued Lizzie, "I never see him. I have actually only set eyes on him once since the second robbery, and then just for a minute. Of course, I used to know him,—down at Portray,—but now we are strangers." Frank went on with his objections. He declared that the manner in which Mrs. Carbuncle had got up the match between Lucinda Roanoke and Sir Griffin was shameful,—all the world was declaring that it was shameful,—that she had not a penny, that the girl was an adventurer, and that Sir Griffin was an obstinate, pig-headed, ruined idiot. It was expedient on every account that Lizzie should take herself away from that "lot." The answer that Lizzie desired to make was very simple. Let me go as your betrothed bride, and I will start to-morrow,—to Scotland or elsewhere, as you may direct. Let that little affair be settled, and I shall be quite as willing to get out of London as you can be to send me. But I am in such a peck of troubles that something must be settled. And as it seems that after all the police are still astray about the necklace, perhaps I needn't run away from them for a little while even yet. She did not say this. She did not even in so many words make the first proposition. But she did endeavour to make Frank understand that she would obey his dictation if he would earn the right to dictate. He either did not or would not understand her, and then she became angry with him,—or pretended to be angry. "Really, Frank," she said, "you are hardly fair to me."

Lizzie kept postponing her trip to Scotland day by day, even though her cousin Frank was constantly urging her to go. He listed various reasons why it was essential for her to go. Her child was there, and it was only right that she should be with her. Right now, she was staying with people whose reputation was not great, and there were all sorts of negative rumors circulating about them in town. Frank claimed it was widely believed that Lord George de Bruce Carruthers had helped Mr. Benjamin steal the diamonds, and he openly expressed his belief in the accusation. "Oh no, that can't be true," Lizzie said, trembling. But even though she rejected the idea, her denial wasn't very strong. "And, you know," she continued, "I hardly see him. I’ve actually only laid eyes on him once since the second robbery, and that was just for a minute. I used to know him—down at Portray—but now we’re strangers." Frank continued with his objections. He asserted that the way Mrs. Carbuncle orchestrated the match between Lucinda Roanoke and Sir Griffin was disgraceful—everyone was saying how shameful it was—that she had no money, that the girl was a gold digger, and that Sir Griffin was a stubborn, foolish, ruined man. It was crucial for Lizzie to distance herself from that "crowd." The response Lizzie wanted to give was very straightforward. Let me go as your fiancée, and I’ll leave tomorrow—whether it's to Scotland or anywhere else you decide. Once that little detail is settled, I’d be just as eager to leave London as you are to send me away. But I’m in such a mess that something needs to be resolved. And since it seems the police are still clueless about the necklace, maybe I shouldn’t run from them just yet. She didn’t say this out loud. She didn’t even explicitly make the first suggestion. But she tried to make Frank understand that she would follow his lead if he would earn the right to lead. He either didn’t get it or refused to understand, and then she got mad at him—or pretended to be mad. "Honestly, Frank," she said, "you’re not being fair to me."

"In what way am I unfair?"

"In what way am I being unfair?"

"You come here and abuse all my friends, and tell me to go here and go there, just as though I were a child. And—and—and—"

"You come here and mistreat all my friends, and keep telling me to go here and there, as if I were a child. And—and—and—"

"And what, Lizzie?"

"And what’s up, Lizzie?"

"You know what I mean. You are one thing one day, and one another. I hope Miss Lucy Morris was quite well when you last heard from her."

"You know what I mean. You’re one thing one day, and another the next. I hope Miss Lucy Morris was doing well the last time you heard from her."

"You have no right to speak to me of Lucy,—at least, not in disparagement."

"You have no right to talk to me about Lucy—at least, not in a negative way."

"You are treating her very badly;—you know that."

"You’re treating her really badly; you know that."

"I am."

"I'm here."

"Then why don't you give it up? Why don't you let her have her chances,—to do what she can with them? You know very well that you can't marry her. You know that you ought not to have asked her. You talk of Miss Roanoke and Sir Griffin Tewett. There are people quite as bad as Sir Griffin,—or Mrs. Carbuncle either. Don't suppose I am speaking for myself. I've given up all that idle fancy long ago. I shall never marry a second time myself. I have made up my mind to that. I have suffered too much already." Then she burst into tears.

"Then why don’t you just let it go? Why don’t you let her take her chances— to do what she can with them? You know you can’t marry her. You know you shouldn’t have even asked. You talk about Miss Roanoke and Sir Griffin Tewett. There are people just as bad as Sir Griffin—or Mrs. Carbuncle, for that matter. Don’t think I’m speaking for myself. I gave up that pointless dream long ago. I’m never getting married again. I’ve made my decision about that. I’ve already suffered too much." Then she burst into tears.

He dried her tears and comforted her, and forgave all the injurious things she had said of him. It is almost impossible for a man,—a man under forty and unmarried, and who is not a philosopher,—to have familiar and affectionate intercourse with a beautiful young woman, and carry it on as he might do with a friend of the other sex. In his very heart Greystock despised this woman; he had told himself over and over again that were there no Lucy in the case he would not marry her; that she was affected, unreal,—and, in fact, a liar in every word and look and motion which came from her with premeditation. Judging, not from her own account, but from circumstances as he saw them and such evidence as had reached him, he did not condemn her in reference to the diamonds. He had never for a moment conceived that she had secreted them. He acquitted her altogether from those special charges which had been widely circulated against her; but, nevertheless, he knew her to be heartless and bad. He had told himself a dozen times that it would be well for him that she should be married and taken out of his hands. And yet he loved her after a fashion, and was prone to sit near her, and was fool enough to be flattered by her caresses. When she would lay her hand on his arm, a thrill of pleasure went through him. And yet he would willingly have seen any decent man take her and marry her, making a bargain that he should never see her again. Young or old, men are apt to become Merlins when they encounter Viviens. On this occasion he left her, disgusted indeed, but not having told her that he was disgusted. "Come again, Frank, to-morrow, won't you?" she said. He made her no promise as he went, nor had she expected it. He had left her quite abruptly the other day, and he now went away almost in the same fashion. But she was not surprised. She understood that the task she had in hand was one very difficult to be accomplished,—and she did perceive, in some dark way, that, good as her acting was, it was not quite good enough. Lucy held her ground because she was real. You may knock about a diamond, and not even scratch it; whereas paste in rough usage betrays itself. Lizzie, with all her self-assuring protestations, knew that she was paste, and knew that Lucy was real stone. Why could she not force herself to act a little better, so that the paste might be as good as the stone,—might at least seem to be as good? "If he despises me now, what will he say when he finds it all out?" she asked herself.

He wiped her tears, comforted her, and forgave all the hurtful things she had said about him. It's almost impossible for a man—especially one under forty, unmarried, and not a philosopher—to have a close and affectionate relationship with a beautiful young woman the same way he would with a friend of the opposite sex. Deep down, Greystock looked down on this woman; he had repeatedly told himself that if it weren't for Lucy, he wouldn't marry her at all. He thought she was pretentious, fake—and basically a liar in every word, look, and movement she displayed intentionally. Judging not from her side of the story, but from what he saw and the evidence presented to him, he didn’t blame her regarding the diamonds. He never thought for a second that she had hidden them. He completely cleared her of those specific accusations that were widely spread against her; however, he still knew her to be heartless and bad. He had told himself many times that it would be better for him if she married someone else and was taken out of his life. Yet he loved her in his own way, tended to sit close to her, and was foolish enough to feel flattered by her affection. When she placed her hand on his arm, he felt a rush of pleasure. Still, he would gladly have seen any decent man take her as his wife, with the agreement that he would never see her again. Young or old, men tend to act like fools when they come across irresistible women. On this occasion, he left her feeling disgusted, though he didn’t tell her so. "Come again, Frank, tomorrow, won't you?" she asked. He made no promises as he left, nor did she expect one. He had abruptly left her the day before and now was doing the same. But she wasn’t surprised. She realized that the task ahead of her was quite challenging—and she sensed, in some vague way, that as good as her acting was, it wasn't quite good enough. Lucy stood firm because she was genuine. You can throw a diamond around and not even scratch it; but imitation stones will reveal themselves with rough handling. Lizzie, with all her self-assuring claims, realized she was just imitation and that Lucy was the real gem. Why couldn’t she push herself to act a bit better, so that the imitation could at least appear as good as the genuine article? "If he despises me now, what will he think when he learns the truth?" she wondered.

As for Frank Greystock himself, though he had quite made up his mind about Lizzie Eustace, he was still in doubt about the other girl. At the present moment he was making over two thousand pounds a year, and yet was more in debt now than he had been a year ago. When he attempted to look at his affairs, he could not even remember what had become of his money. He did not gamble. He had no little yacht, costing him about six hundred a year. He kept one horse in London, and one only. He had no house. And when he could spare time from his work, he was generally entertained at the houses of his friends. And yet from day to day his condition seemed to become worse and worse. It was true that he never thought of half-a-sovereign; that in calling for wine at his club he was never influenced by the cost; that it seemed to him quite rational to keep a cab waiting for him half the day; that in going or coming he never calculated expense; that in giving an order to a tailor he never dreamed of anything beyond his own comfort. Nevertheless, when he recounted with pride his great economies, reminding himself that he, a successful man, with a large income and no family, kept neither hunters, nor yacht, nor moor, and that he did not gamble, he did think it very hard that he should be embarrassed. But he was embarrassed, and in that condition could it be right for him to marry a girl without a shilling?

As for Frank Greystock himself, even though he had definitely made his choice about Lizzie Eustace, he was still unsure about the other girl. Right now, he was earning over two thousand pounds a year, yet he was deeper in debt than he had been a year ago. When he tried to look into his finances, he couldn't even recall where his money had gone. He didn’t gamble. He didn’t own a little yacht that cost him about six hundred a year. He had just one horse in London. He didn’t have a house. When he could take a break from work, he usually found himself socializing at friends' places. Still, day by day, his situation seemed to get worse. It was true that he never worried about spending half a sovereign; that when ordering wine at his club, he never thought about the price; that it seemed completely logical to keep a cab waiting for him for half the day; that when going somewhere, he never considered the cost; that when placing an order with a tailor, he never thought about anything beyond his own comfort. Nevertheless, when he proudly recounted his great savings, reminding himself that he, a successful man with a good income and no family, didn’t keep any hunters, yachts, or moors, and that he didn’t gamble, it seemed really unfair that he should be struggling financially. But he was struggling, and in that situation, was it right for him to marry a girl who had no money?

In these days Mrs. Carbuncle was very urgent with her friend not to leave London till after the marriage. Lizzie had given no promise,—had only been induced to promise that the loan of one hundred and fifty pounds should not be held to have any bearing on the wedding present to be made to Lucinda. That could be got on credit from Messrs. Harter and Benjamin; for though Mr. Benjamin was absent,—on a little tour through Europe in search of precious stones in the cheap markets, old Mr. Harter suggested,—the business went on the same as ever. There was a good deal of consultation about the present, and Mrs. Carbuncle at last decided, no doubt with the concurrence of Miss Roanoke, that it should consist simply of silver forks and spoons,—real silver as far as the money would go. Mrs. Carbuncle herself went with her friend to select the articles,—as to which, perhaps, we shall do her no injustice in saying that a ready sale, should such a lamentable occurrence ever become necessary, was one of the objects which she had in view. Mrs. Carbuncle's investigations as to the quality of the metal quite won Mr. Harter's respect; and it will probably be thought that she exacted no more than justice,—seeing that the thing had become a matter of bargain,—in demanding that the thirty-five pounds should be stretched to fifty, because the things were bought on long credit. "My dear Lizzie," Mrs. Carbuncle said, "the dear girl won't have an ounce more than she would have got, had you gone into another sort of shop with thirty-five sovereigns in your hand." Lizzie growled, but Mrs. Carbuncle's final argument was conclusive. "I'll tell you what we'll do," said she; "we'll take thirty pounds down in ready money." There was no answer to be made to so reasonable a proposition.

In those days, Mrs. Carbuncle was really pressing her friend not to leave London until after the wedding. Lizzie hadn’t made any promises—she had only agreed that the loan of one hundred and fifty pounds wouldn’t affect the wedding present for Lucinda. That could be bought on credit from Harter and Benjamin; even though Mr. Benjamin was away—on a little trip through Europe looking for cheap precious stones, as old Mr. Harter suggested—the business was running just like always. There was a lot of discussion about the gift, and eventually, Mrs. Carbuncle decided, likely with Miss Roanoke's agreement, that it should just be silver forks and spoons—real silver as far as the budget allowed. Mrs. Carbuncle personally went with her friend to pick out the items—and, to be fair, one of her goals was probably to ensure they could be easily sold if that unfortunate situation ever arose. Mrs. Carbuncle's inquiries into the quality of the metal earned Mr. Harter's respect; and it might be thought that she was only being fair—given that it had turned into a bargaining situation—when she insisted that the thirty-five pounds be stretched to fifty because the items were purchased on long credit. "My dear Lizzie," Mrs. Carbuncle said, "the dear girl won’t have any more than she would have gotten had you walked into a different shop with thirty-five sovereigns in hand." Lizzie complained, but Mrs. Carbuncle's final argument was persuasive. "Here’s what we’ll do," she said; "we’ll take thirty pounds in cash." There wasn’t any argument to a proposition that reasonable.

The presents to be made to Lucinda were very much thought of in Hertford Street at this time, and Lizzie,—independently of any feeling that she might have as to her own contribution,—did all she could to assist the collection of tribute. It was quite understood that as a girl can only be married once,—for a widow's chance in such matters amounts to but little,—everything should be done to gather toll from the tax-payers of society. It was quite fair on such an occasion that men should be given to understand that something worth having was expected,—no trumpery thirty-shilling piece of crockery, no insignificant glass bottle, or fantastic paper-knife of no real value whatever, but got up just to put money into the tradesmen's hands. To one or two elderly gentlemen upon whom Mrs. Carbuncle had smiled, she ventured to suggest in plain words that a cheque was the most convenient cadeau. "What do you say to a couple of sovereigns?" one sarcastic old gentleman replied, upon whom probably Mrs. Carbuncle had not smiled enough. She laughed and congratulated her sarcastic friend upon his joke;—but the two sovereigns were left upon the table, and went to swell the spoil.

The gifts for Lucinda were heavily discussed on Hertford Street at that time, and Lizzie, not just considering her own contribution, did everything she could to help gather gifts. It was generally accepted that since a girl can only get married once—and a widow's opportunities in these situations are minimal—everything possible should be done to collect offerings from society's taxpayers. It was quite reasonable on such an occasion for men to be made aware that something meaningful was expected—not some cheap thirty-shilling piece of crockery, no trivial glass bottle, or fancy paper knife with no real worth, but items that would genuinely put money in the traders' hands. To a couple of older gentlemen who had received smiles from Mrs. Carbuncle, she boldly suggested that a cheque would be the easiest gift. "What do you think of a couple of sovereigns?" one sarcastic older gentleman replied, likely because Mrs. Carbuncle hadn't smiled at him enough. She laughed and congratulated her sarcastic friend on his joke; however, the two sovereigns were left on the table and added to the collection.

"You must do something handsome for Lucinda," Lizzie said to her cousin.

"You need to do something nice for Lucinda," Lizzie said to her cousin.

"What do you call handsome?"

"What do you call good-looking?"

"You are a bachelor and a Member of Parliament. Say fifteen pounds."

"You’re a single guy and a Member of Parliament. Let’s say fifteen pounds."

"I'll be –––– if I do!" said Frank, who was beginning to be very much disgusted with the house in Hertford Street. "There's a five-pound note, and you may do what you please with it." Lizzie gave over the five-pound note,—the identical bit of paper that had come from Frank; and Mrs. Carbuncle, no doubt, did do what she pleased with it.

"I'll be damned if I do!" said Frank, who was starting to get really disgusted with the house on Hertford Street. "Here's a five-pound note, and you can do whatever you want with it." Lizzie took the five-pound note—the exact piece of paper that had come from Frank; and Mrs. Carbuncle, without a doubt, did whatever she wanted with it.

There was almost a quarrel because Lizzie, after much consideration, declared that she did not see her way to get a present from the Duke of Omnium. She had talked so much to Mrs. Carbuncle about the duke, that Mrs. Carbuncle was almost justified in making the demand. "It isn't the value, you know," said Mrs. Carbuncle; "neither I nor Lucinda would think of that; but it would look so well to have the dear duke's name on something." Lizzie declared that the duke was unapproachable on such subjects. "There you're wrong," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "I happen to know there is nothing his grace likes so much as giving wedding presents." This was the harder upon Lizzie as she actually did succeed in saying such kind things about Lucinda, that Lady Glencora sent Miss Roanoke the prettiest smelling-bottle in the world. "You don't mean to say you've given a present to the future Lady Tewett?" said Madame Max Goesler to her friend. "Why not? Sir Griffin can't hurt me. When one begins to be good-natured, why shouldn't one be good-natured all round?" Madame Max remarked that it might, perhaps, be preferable to put an end to good-nature altogether. "There I daresay you're right, my dear," said Lady Glencora. "I've long felt that making presents means nothing. Only if one has a lot of money and people like it, why shouldn't one? I've made so many to people I hardly ever saw that one more to Lady Tewett can't hurt."

There was nearly a fight because Lizzie, after thinking it over, said she couldn't see how to get a gift from the Duke of Omnium. She had spoken so much to Mrs. Carbuncle about the duke that Mrs. Carbuncle was almost justified in her request. "It’s not about the price, you know," Mrs. Carbuncle said; "Lucinda and I wouldn’t think about that; but it would look so nice to have the duke’s name on something." Lizzie insisted that the duke was unreachable on such matters. "You’re mistaken," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "I happen to know that nothing pleases him more than giving wedding gifts." This was harder for Lizzie because she actually managed to say such nice things about Lucinda that Lady Glencora sent Miss Roanoke the most beautiful perfume bottle ever. "You can't be saying you've given a gift to the future Lady Tewett?" Madame Max Goesler asked her friend. "Why not? Sir Griffin can’t do anything to me. When someone starts being kind, why shouldn’t they be kind all around?" Madame Max noted that it might be better to just stop being kind altogether. "I suppose you’re right about that, my dear," said Lady Glencora. "I’ve always thought that giving gifts doesn’t mean much. But if you have a lot of money and people appreciate it, why not? I’ve given so many to people I hardly ever see that giving one more to Lady Tewett won’t hurt."

Perhaps the most wonderful affair in that campaign was the spirited attack which Mrs. Carbuncle made on a certain Mrs. Hanbury Smith, who for the last six or seven years had not been among Mrs. Carbuncle's more intimate friends. Mrs. Hanbury Smith lived with her husband in Paris, but before her marriage had known Mrs. Carbuncle in London. Her father, Mr. Bunbury Jones, had, from certain causes, chosen to show certain civilities to Mrs. Carbuncle just at the period of his daughter's marriage, and Mrs. Carbuncle being perhaps at that moment well supplied with ready money, had presented a marriage present. From that to this present day Mrs. Carbuncle had seen nothing of Mrs. Hanbury Smith, nor of Mr. Bunbury Jones, but she was not the woman to waste the return-value of such a transaction. A present so given was seed sown in the earth,—seed, indeed, that could not be expected to give back twenty-fold, or even ten-fold, but still seed from which a crop should be expected. So she wrote to Mrs. Hanbury Smith, explaining that her darling niece Lucinda was about to be married to Sir Griffin Tewett, and that, as she had no child of her own, Lucinda was the same to her as a daughter. And then, lest there might be any want of comprehension, she expressed her own assurance that her friend would be glad to have an opportunity of reciprocating the feelings which had been evinced on the occasion of her own marriage. "It is no good mincing matters now-a-days," Mrs. Carbuncle would have said, had any friend pointed out to her that she was taking strong measures in the exaction of toll. "People have come to understand that a spade is a spade, and £10, £10," she would have said. Had Mrs. Hanbury Smith not noticed the application, there might, perhaps, have been an end of it, but she was silly enough to send over from Paris a little trumpery bit of finery, bought in the Palais Royal for ten francs. Whereupon Mrs. Carbuncle wrote the following letter:—
 

Perhaps the most remarkable incident in that campaign was the bold confrontation that Mrs. Carbuncle had with a certain Mrs. Hanbury Smith, who hadn’t been one of Mrs. Carbuncle's closer friends for the last six or seven years. Mrs. Hanbury Smith lived with her husband in Paris, but before she got married, she had known Mrs. Carbuncle in London. Her father, Mr. Bunbury Jones, had, for various reasons, decided to show some kindness to Mrs. Carbuncle right around the time of his daughter’s wedding, and since Mrs. Carbuncle happened to have some cash at that moment, she gifted a wedding present. Since then, Mrs. Carbuncle had not seen any sign of Mrs. Hanbury Smith or Mr. Bunbury Jones, but she wasn't the type to overlook the value of such a gesture. A gift like that was like planting a seed in the ground—maybe it wouldn’t yield twenty-fold or even ten-fold, but still, it was a seed from which a return should be expected. So she wrote to Mrs. Hanbury Smith, explaining that her beloved niece Lucinda was about to marry Sir Griffin Tewett, and that, since she had no child of her own, Lucinda was just like a daughter to her. Then, to ensure there was no misunderstanding, she expressed her belief that her friend would appreciate the chance to reciprocate the kindness that had been shown during her own wedding. "There's no point in beating around the bush these days," Mrs. Carbuncle would have said if any friend had pointed out that she was being quite demanding. "People have come to realize that a spade is a spade, and £10 is £10," she would have added. If Mrs. Hanbury Smith hadn't noticed the implication, it might have ended there, but she foolishly sent a tiny piece of cheap jewelry from the Palais Royal that cost ten francs. In response, Mrs. Carbuncle wrote the following letter:—

My dear Mrs. Hanbury Smith,

My dear Mrs. Hanbury Smith,

Lucinda has received your little brooch, and is much obliged to you for thinking of her; but you must remember that when you were married, I sent you a bracelet which cost £10. If I had a daughter of my own, I should, of course, expect that she would reap the benefit of this on her marriage;—and my niece is the same to me as a daughter. I think that this is quite understood now among people in society. Lucinda will be disappointed much if you do not send her what she thinks she has a right to expect. Of course you can deduct the brooch if you please.

Lucinda received your little brooch and truly appreciates you thinking of her; however, please remember that when you got married, I sent you a bracelet that cost £10. If I had a daughter of my own, I would certainly expect her to benefit from this when she married; and my niece is like a daughter to me. I believe this is widely understood in society now. Lucinda will be quite disappointed if you don’t send her what she feels is her rightful expectation. Of course, you can take the brooch off the total if you want.

Yours very sincerely,

Yours very sincerely,

Jane Carbuncle.
 

Jane Carbuncle.

Mr. Hanbury Smith was something of a wag, and caused his wife to write back as follows:—
 

Mr. Hanbury Smith had a bit of a sense of humor, which prompted his wife to respond with the following:—

Dear Mrs. Carbuncle,

Dear Mrs. Carbuncle,

I quite acknowledge the reciprocity system, but don't think it extends to descendants,—certainly not to nieces. I acknowledge, too, the present quoted at £10. I thought it had been £7 10s.—["The nasty, mean creature," said Mrs. Carbuncle, when showing the correspondence to Lizzie, "must have been to the tradesman to inquire! The price named was £10, but I got £2 l0s. off for ready money."]—At your second marriage I will do what is needful; but I can assure you I haven't recognised nieces with any of my friends.

I completely understand the idea of reciprocity, but I don’t think it applies to family members—especially not to nieces. I also noticed the gift is listed at £10. I thought it was £7 10s.—["That nasty, mean person," Mrs. Carbuncle said while showing the letters to Lizzie, "must have gone to the store to check! The price was £10, but I got £2 10s. off for paying in cash."]—For your second marriage, I’ll do what’s necessary; but I can tell you that I haven’t acknowledged nieces with any of my friends.

Yours very truly,

Yours very truly,

Caroline Hanbury Smith.
 

Caroline Hanbury Smith.

The correspondence was carried no further, for not even can a Mrs. Carbuncle exact payment of such a debt in any established court; but she inveighed bitterly against the meanness of Mrs. Smith, telling the story openly, and never feeling that she told it against herself. In her set it was generally thought that she had done quite right.

The communication didn’t go any further, since not even Mrs. Carbuncle could collect on such a debt in any recognized court; however, she harshly criticized Mrs. Smith, openly sharing the story without realizing it reflected poorly on herself. Among her peers, it was widely believed that she had acted perfectly.

She managed better with old Mr. Cabob, who had certainly received many of Mrs. Carbuncle's smiles, and who was very rich. Mr. Cabob did as he was desired, and sent a cheque,—a cheque for £20; and added a message that he hoped Miss Roanoke would buy with it any little thing that she liked. Miss Roanoke,—or her aunt for her,—liked a thirty-guinea ring, and bought it, having the bill for the balance sent in to Mr. Cabob. Mr. Cabob, who probably knew that he must pay well for his smiles, never said anything about it.

She got along better with old Mr. Cabob, who had definitely received plenty of Mrs. Carbuncle's smiles and was very wealthy. Mr. Cabob did what he was asked and sent a check—a check for £20. He included a note saying that he hoped Miss Roanoke would buy something she liked with it. Miss Roanoke—or her aunt on her behalf—chose a thirty-guinea ring and bought it, having the bill for the remaining balance sent to Mr. Cabob. Mr. Cabob, who probably knew he had to pay well for those smiles, never mentioned it.

Lady Eustace went into all this work, absolutely liking it. She had felt nothing of anger even as regarded her own contribution,—much as she had struggled to reduce the amount. People, she felt, ought to be sharp;—and it was nice to look at pretty things, and to be cunning about them. She would have applied to the Duke of Omnium had she dared, and was very triumphant when she got the smelling-bottle from Lady Glencora. But Lucinda herself took no part whatever in all these things. Nothing that Mrs. Carbuncle could say would induce her to take any interest in them, or even in the trousseau, which, without reference to expense, was being supplied chiefly on the very indifferent credit of Sir Griffin. What Lucinda had to say about the matter was said solely to her aunt. Neither Lady Eustace, nor Lord George, nor even the maid who dressed her, heard any of her complaints. But complain she did, and that with terrible energy. "What is the use of it, Aunt Jane? I shall never have a house to put them into."

Lady Eustace dove into all this work, genuinely enjoying it. She didn’t feel any anger about her own role, despite her efforts to cut down on the amount. People, she thought, should be clever; it was nice to admire beautiful things and be sly about them. She would have approached the Duke of Omnium if she had the courage and felt really proud when she received the smelling bottle from Lady Glencora. However, Lucinda herself stayed completely uninvolved in all these activities. Nothing Mrs. Carbuncle said could persuade her to care about them or even the trousseau, which, regardless of cost, was being put together mainly on the rather poor credit of Sir Griffin. What Lucinda did have to say about the whole situation was only shared with her aunt. Neither Lady Eustace, Lord George, nor even her maid, who helped her get dressed, heard any of her grievances. But she did complain, and with considerable intensity. "What’s the point, Aunt Jane? I’ll never have a place to put them."

"What nonsense, my dear! Why shouldn't you have a house as well as others?"

"What nonsense, my dear! Why shouldn't you have a house like everyone else?"

"And if I had, I should never care for them. I hate them. What does Lady Glencora Palliser or Lord Fawn care for me?" Even Lord Fawn had been put under requisition, and had sent a little box full of stationery.

"And if I had, I wouldn't care for them at all. I hate them. What do Lady Glencora Palliser or Lord Fawn care about me?" Even Lord Fawn had been called on and had sent a small box full of stationery.

"They are worth money, Lucinda; and when a girl marries she always gets them."

"They're valuable, Lucinda; and when a girl gets married, she always receives them."

"Yes;—and when they come from people who love her, and who pour them into her lap with kisses, because she has given herself to a man she loves, then it must be nice. Oh,—if I were marrying a poor man, and a poor friend had given me a gridiron to help me to cook my husband's dinner, how I could have valued it!"

"Yes;—and when they come from people who love her and shower her with kisses because she has committed herself to a man she loves, it must feel wonderful. Oh,—if I were marrying a poor man and a close friend had given me a gridiron to help me cook my husband’s dinner, how much I would treasure it!"

"I don't know that you like poor things and poor people better than anybody else," said Aunt Jane.

"I don't think you care for poor things and poor people more than anyone else," said Aunt Jane.

"I don't like anything or anybody," said Lucinda.

"I don't like anything or anyone," Lucinda said.

"You had better take the good things that come to you, then; and not grumble. How I have worked to get all this arranged for you, and now what thanks have I?"

"You should appreciate the good things that come your way and not complain. I've worked hard to arrange all of this for you, and now what do I get in return?"

"You'll find you have worked for very little, Aunt Jane. I shall never marry the man yet." This, however, had been said so often that Aunt Jane thought nothing of the threat.

"You'll see you haven't gained much, Aunt Jane. I'm still not marrying that guy." However, Aunt Jane had heard this so many times that she didn't take the threat seriously anymore.

 

 

CHAPTER LXVI

The Aspirations of Mr. Emilius
 

It was acknowledged by Mrs. Carbuncle very freely that in the matter of tribute no one behaved better than Mr. Emilius, the fashionable, foreign, ci-devant Jew preacher, who still drew great congregations in the neighbourhood of Mrs. Carbuncle's house. Mrs. Carbuncle, no doubt, attended regularly at Mr. Emilius's church, and had taken a sitting for thirteen Sundays at something like ten shillings a Sunday. But she had not as yet paid the money, and Mr. Emilius was well aware that if his tickets were not paid for in advance, there would be considerable defalcations in his income. He was, as a rule, very particular as to such payments, and would not allow a name to be put on a sitting till the money had reached his pockets; but with Mrs. Carbuncle he had descended to no such commercial accuracy. Mrs. Carbuncle had seats for three,—for one of which Lady Eustace paid her share in advance,—in the midst of the very best pews in the most conspicuous part of the house,—and hardly a word had been said to her about the money. And now there came to them from Mr. Emilius the prettiest little gold salver that ever was seen. "I send Messrs. Clerico's docket," wrote Mr. Emilius, "as Miss Roanoke may like to know the quality of the metal." "Ah," said Mrs. Carbuncle, inspecting the little dish, and putting two and two together; "he's got it cheap, no doubt,—at the place where they commissioned him to buy the plate and candlesticks for the church; but at £3 16s. 3d. the gold is worth nearly twenty pounds." Mr. Emilius no doubt had had his outing in the autumn through the instrumentality of Mrs. Carbuncle's kindness; but that was past and gone, and such lavish gratitude for a past favour could hardly be expected from Mr. Emilius. "I'll be hanged if he isn't after Portray Castle," said Mrs. Carbuncle to herself.

Mrs. Carbuncle freely admitted that when it came to tribute, no one did it better than Mr. Emilius, the trendy, former Jew preacher, who still attracted large crowds near Mrs. Carbuncle's house. She certainly attended Mr. Emilius's church regularly and had reserved a seat for thirteen Sundays at about ten shillings each. However, she hadn’t paid for it yet, and Mr. Emilius knew that if his tickets weren't paid for in advance, it would significantly impact his income. Usually, he was very strict about such payments and wouldn’t allow anyone to reserve a seat until he had received the money; but with Mrs. Carbuncle, he had let that rule slide. Mrs. Carbuncle had seats for three—one of which Lady Eustace had paid for in advance—right in the middle of the best pews in the most visible part of the church, and hardly anyone had mentioned the money to her. Then Mr. Emilius sent them the loveliest little gold tray anyone had ever seen. "I'm sending you Messrs. Clerico's receipt," Mr. Emilius wrote, "as Miss Roanoke may want to know the quality of the metal." "Ah," Mrs. Carbuncle said, examining the little dish and putting two and two together; "he got it cheap, no doubt—from the place where they commissioned him to buy the plate and candlesticks for the church; but at £3 16s. 3d., the gold is worth nearly twenty pounds." Mr. Emilius had probably enjoyed his autumn outing thanks to Mrs. Carbuncle's generosity, but that was in the past, and such overwhelming gratitude for a past favor couldn’t be expected from him now. "I'll be damned if he isn't after Portray Castle," Mrs. Carbuncle thought to herself.

Mr. Emilius was after Portray Castle, and had been after Portray Castle in a silent, not very confident, but yet not altogether hopeless manner ever since he had seen the glories of that place, and learned something of truth as to the widow's income. Mrs. Carbuncle was led to her conclusion not simply by the wedding present, but in part also by the diligence displayed by Mr. Emilius in removing the doubts which had got abroad respecting his condition in life. He assured Mrs. Carbuncle that he had never been married. Shortly after his ordination, which had been effected under the hands of that great and good man the late Bishop of Jerusalem, he had taken to live with him a lady who was— Mrs. Carbuncle did not quite recollect who the lady was, but remembered that she was connected in some way with a step-mother of Mr. Emilius who lived in Bohemia. This lady had for awhile kept house for Mr. Emilius;—but ill-natured things had been said, and Mr. Emilius, having respect to his cloth, had sent the poor lady back to Bohemia. The consequence was that he now lived in a solitude which was absolute, and, as Mr. Emilius added, somewhat melancholy. All this Mr. Emilius explained very fully, not to Lizzie herself, but to Mrs. Carbuncle. If Lady Eustace chose to entertain such a suitor, why should he not come? It was nothing to Mrs. Carbuncle.

Mr. Emilius was interested in Portray Castle and had quietly pursued it, with a mix of uncertainty and a hint of hope ever since he had witnessed the beauty of the place and learned the truth about the widow's income. Mrs. Carbuncle reached her conclusion not just because of the wedding present but also due to Mr. Emilius’s efforts to clear up the doubts surrounding his status. He assured Mrs. Carbuncle that he had never been married. Shortly after he was ordained by that great and good man, the late Bishop of Jerusalem, he had taken in a woman who—Mrs. Carbuncle didn't quite remember who she was but recalled that she was connected to Mr. Emilius's stepmother who lived in Bohemia. This woman had lived with Mr. Emilius for a while, but unkind things were said, and out of respect for his position, Mr. Emilius had sent the poor woman back to Bohemia. As a result, he now lived in complete solitude, which, as he mentioned, was also somewhat sad. Mr. Emilius explained all of this in detail, not to Lizzie herself, but to Mrs. Carbuncle. If Lady Eustace wanted to consider such a suitor, why shouldn’t he be allowed to pursue her? It was none of Mrs. Carbuncle’s business.

Lizzie laughed when she was told that she might add the reverend gentleman to the list of her admirers. "Don't you remember," she said, "how we used to chaff Miss Macnulty about him?"

Lizzie laughed when she was told she could add the reverend gentleman to her list of admirers. "Don’t you remember," she said, "how we used to tease Miss Macnulty about him?"

"I knew better than that," replied Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I knew better than that," replied Mrs. Carbuncle.

"There is no saying what a man may be after," said Lizzie. "I didn't know but what he might have thought that Macnulty's connexions would increase his congregation."

"There’s no telling what a guy might become," said Lizzie. "I didn’t think he wouldn’t believe that Macnulty’s connections would grow his congregation."

"He's after you, my dear, and your income. He can manage a congregation for himself."

"He's after you, my dear, and your money. He can run a congregation on his own."

Lizzie was very civil to him, but it would be unjust to her to say that she gave him any encouragement. It is quite the proper thing for a lady to be on intimate, and even on affectionate, terms with her favourite clergyman, and Lizzie certainly had intercourse with no clergyman who was a greater favourite with her than Mr. Emilius. She had a dean for an uncle, and a bishop for an uncle-in-law; but she was at no pains to hide her contempt for these old fogies of the Church. "They preach now and then in the cathedral," she said to Mr. Emilius, "and everybody takes the opportunity of going to sleep." Mr. Emilius was very much amused at this description of the eloquence of the dignitaries. It was quite natural to him that people should go to sleep in church who take no trouble in seeking eloquent preachers. "Ah," he said, "the Church in England, which is my Church,—the Church which I love,—is beautiful. She is as a maiden, all glorious with fine raiment. But alas! she is mute. She does not sing. She has no melody. But the time cometh in which she shall sing. I, myself,—I am a poor singer in the great choir." In saying which Mr. Emilius no doubt intended to allude to his eloquence as a preacher.

Lizzie was very polite to him, but it wouldn't be fair to say she encouraged him at all. It's perfectly normal for a lady to have a close and even affectionate relationship with her favorite clergyman, and Lizzie definitely had no clergyman who she liked more than Mr. Emilius. She had a dean for an uncle and a bishop for an uncle-in-law, but she didn't bother hiding her disdain for those old-timers of the Church. "They preach once in a while at the cathedral," she told Mr. Emilius, "and everyone just takes the chance to fall asleep." Mr. Emilius found her description of the dignitaries' eloquence very amusing. It seemed completely natural to him that people would doze off in church if they didn't bother looking for truly inspiring preachers. "Ah," he said, "the Church in England, which is my Church—the Church that I love—is beautiful. She is like a maiden, all glorious in fine clothing. But alas! she is silent. She does not sing. She has no melody. But the time will come when she shall sing. As for me, I am just a poor singer in the great choir." In saying this, Mr. Emilius was undoubtedly referring to his talent as a preacher.

He was a man who could listen as well as sing, and he was very careful to hear well that which was being said in public about Lady Eustace and her diamonds. He had learned thoroughly what was her condition in reference to the Portray estate, and was rejoiced rather than otherwise to find that she enjoyed only a life-interest in the property. Had the thing been better than it was, it would have been the further removed from his reach. And in the same way, when rumours reached him prejudicial to Lizzie in respect of the diamonds, he perceived that such prejudice might work weal for him. A gentleman once, on ordering a mackerel for dinner, was told that a fresh mackerel would come to a shilling. He could have a stale mackerel for sixpence. "Then bring me a stale mackerel," said the gentleman. Mr. Emilius coveted fish, but was aware that his position did not justify him in expecting the best fish on the market. The Lord Fawns and the Frank Greystocks of the world would be less likely to covet Lizzie, should she, by any little indiscretion, have placed herself under a temporary cloud. Mr. Emilius had carefully observed the heavens, and knew how quickly such clouds will disperse themselves when they are tinged with gold. There was nothing which Lizzie had done, or would be likely to do, which could materially affect her income. It might indeed be possible that the Eustaces should make her pay for the necklace; but even in that case, there would be quite enough left for that modest, unambitious comfort which Mr. Emilius desired. It was by preaching, and not by wealth, that he must make himself known in the world!—but for a preacher to have a pretty wife with a title and a good income,—and a castle in Scotland,—what an Elysium it would be! In such a condition he would envy no dean, no bishop,—no archbishop! He thought a great deal about it, and saw no positive bar to his success.

He was a guy who could both listen and sing, and he made sure to pay attention to what people were saying publicly about Lady Eustace and her diamonds. He had a solid understanding of her situation concerning the Portray estate, and he was more pleased than not to discover that she only had a life interest in the property. If it had been any better, it would have been even further out of his reach. Similarly, when rumors came his way that painted Lizzie in a negative light regarding the diamonds, he realized that such negativity could actually benefit him. Once, a gentleman ordered a mackerel for dinner and was told that a fresh one would cost a shilling, while a stale one would be sixpence. "Then bring me a stale mackerel," said the gentleman. Mr. Emilius wanted the fish but knew his status didn’t allow him to expect the best catch of the day. The Lord Fawns and Frank Greystocks of the world would likely be less interested in Lizzie if, by any little mistake, she found herself temporarily in disfavor. Mr. Emilius had closely watched the sky and knew how quickly those clouds would clear whenever they were tinged with gold. Nothing Lizzie had done or could likely do would really impact her finances. It was possible that the Eustaces might make her pay for the necklace, but even then, there would be plenty left for the simple, unambitious comfort that Mr. Emilius desired. He believed he would make his mark in the world through preaching, not through wealth!—but just imagine a preacher with a beautiful wife who has a title, a nice income, and a castle in Scotland—what a paradise that would be! In that situation, he wouldn’t envy any dean, bishop, or archbishop! He thought about it a lot and saw no real obstacles to his success.

She told him that she was going to Scotland. "Not immediately!" he exclaimed.

She told him she was going to Scotland. "Not right now!" he exclaimed.

"My little boy is there," she said.

"My little boy is over there," she said.

"But why should not your little boy be here? Surely, for people who can choose, the great centre of the world offers attractions which cannot be found in secluded spots."

"But why shouldn't your little boy be here? Surely, for those who can choose, the great center of the world has attractions that you can't find in quiet places."

"I love seclusion," said Lizzie, with rapture.

"I love being alone," said Lizzie, with excitement.

"Ah, yes; I can believe that." Mr. Emilius had himself witnessed the seclusion of Portray Castle, and had heard, when there, many stories of the Ayrshire hunting. "It is your nature;—but, dear Lady Eustace, will you allow me to say that our nature is implanted in us in accordance with the Fall?"

"Ah, yes; I can believe that." Mr. Emilius had seen Portray Castle's isolation for himself and had heard many stories about the Ayrshire hunting while he was there. "It's in your nature;—but, dear Lady Eustace, may I suggest that our nature is shaped by the Fall?"

"Do you mean to say that it is wicked to like to be in Scotland better than in this giddy town?"

"Are you saying that it's wrong to prefer being in Scotland over this crazy city?"

"I say nothing about wicked, Lady Eustace; but this I do say, that nature alone will not lead us always aright. It is good to be at Portray part of the year, no doubt; but are there not blessings in such a congregation of humanity as this London which you cannot find at Portray?"

"I won't say anything about being wicked, Lady Eustace; but what I will say is that nature alone won't always guide us in the right direction. It’s definitely nice to be at Portray for part of the year, but aren’t there benefits in a gathering of people like this London that you can't find at Portray?"

"I can hear you preach, Mr. Emilius, certainly."

"I can hear you preach, Mr. Emilius, for sure."

"I hope that is something, too, Lady Eustace;—otherwise a great many people who kindly come to hear me must sadly waste their time. And your example to the world around;—is it not more serviceable amidst the crowds of London than in the solitudes of Scotland? There is more good to be done, Lady Eustace, by living among our fellow-creatures than by deserting them. Therefore I think you should not go to Scotland before August, but should have your little boy brought to you here."

"I hope that means something, too, Lady Eustace; otherwise, a lot of people who kindly come to listen to me might be wasting their time. And your influence on the world around you—wouldn’t it be more impactful in the hustle of London than in the quiet of Scotland? There’s much more good you can do by being among people than by abandoning them. So, I think you shouldn’t go to Scotland before August, but instead have your little boy brought to you here."

"The air of his native mountains is everything to my child," said Lizzie. The child had, in fact, been born at Bobsborough, but that probably would make no real difference.

"The air of his hometown mountains is everything to my child," said Lizzie. The child had, in fact, been born in Bobsborough, but that probably wouldn’t make much of a difference.

"You cannot wonder that I should plead for your stay," said Mr. Emilius, throwing all his soul into his eyes. "How dark would everything be to me if I missed you from your seat in the house of praise and prayer!"

"You can't blame me for asking you to stay," said Mr. Emilius, pouring all his emotion into his gaze. "Everything would feel so dark to me if I didn't see you in your place in the house of worship!"

Lizzie Eustace, like some other ladies who ought to be more appreciative, was altogether deficient in what may perhaps be called good taste in reference to men. Though she was clever, and though, in spite of her ignorance, she at once knew an intelligent man from a fool, she did not know the difference between a gentleman and a—"cad." It was in her estimation something against Mr. Emilius that he was a clergyman, something against him that he had nothing but what he earned, something against him that he was supposed to be a renegade Jew, and that nobody knew whence he came nor who he was. These deficiencies or drawbacks Lizzie recognised. But it was nothing against him in her judgment that he was a greasy, fawning, pawing, creeping, black-browed rascal, who could not look her full in the face, and whose every word sounded like a lie. There was a twang in his voice which ought to have told her that he was utterly untrustworthy. There was an oily pretence at earnestness in his manner which ought to have told that he was not fit to associate with gentlemen. There was a foulness of demeanour about him which ought to have given to her, as a woman at any rate brought up among ladies, an abhorrence of his society. But all this Lizzie did not feel. She ridiculed to Mrs. Carbuncle the idea of the preacher's courtship. She still thought that in the teeth of all her misfortunes she could do better with herself than marry Mr. Emilius. She conceived that the man must be impertinent if Mrs. Carbuncle's assertions were true;—but she was neither angry nor disgusted, and she allowed him to talk to her, and even to make love to her, after his nasty pseudo-clerical fashion.

Lizzie Eustace, like some other women who should know better, completely lacked what might be called good taste when it came to men. Even though she was smart and could easily tell an intelligent man from a fool, she couldn't recognize the difference between a gentleman and a—"cad." In her eyes, it was a downside that Mr. Emilius was a clergyman, that he only had what he earned, and that he was thought to be a renegade Jew with an unknown background. Lizzie acknowledged these shortcomings. However, she didn’t think it mattered that he was a greasy, obsequious, pawing, creepy, dark-browed guy who couldn't look her in the eye, and whose every word felt like a lie. There was something about his voice that should have clued her in that he was completely untrustworthy. His oily pretense of seriousness should have shown her that he wasn’t someone who deserved to be around gentlemen. His unpleasant demeanor should have made her, especially as a woman raised among ladies, abhor his company. But Lizzie felt none of this. She laughed with Mrs. Carbuncle about the idea of the preacher courting her. She still believed that despite all her troubles, she could do better than marry Mr. Emilius. She thought he must be rude if what Mrs. Carbuncle said was true;—but she felt neither anger nor disgust, and she allowed him to talk to her and even to court her in his gross, fake-clerical way.

She could surely still do better with herself than marry Mr. Emilius! It was now the twentieth of March, and a fortnight had gone since an intimation had been sent to her from the headquarters of the police that Patience Crabstick was in their hands. Nothing further had occurred, and it might be that Patience Crabstick had told no tale against her. She could not bring herself to believe that Patience had no tale to tell, but it might be that Patience, though she was in the hands of the police, would find it to her interest to tell no tale against her late mistress. At any rate, there was silence and quiet, and the affair of the diamonds seemed almost to be passing out of people's minds. Greystock had twice called in Scotland Yard, but had been able to learn nothing. It was feared, they said, that the people really engaged in the robbery had got away scot-free. Frank did not quite believe them, but he could learn nothing from them. Thus encouraged, Lizzie determined that she would remain in London till after Lucinda's marriage,—till after she should have received the promised letter from Lord Fawn, as to which, though it was so long in coming, she did not doubt that it would come at last. She could do nothing with Frank,—who was a fool! She could do nothing with Lord George,—who was a brute! Lord Fawn would still be within her reach, if only the secret about the diamonds could be kept a secret till after she should have become his wife.

She could definitely do better for herself than marry Mr. Emilius! It was now March 20th, and it had been two weeks since she received a notice from the police that Patience Crabstick was in their custody. Nothing more had happened, and it was possible that Patience hadn't said anything against her. She found it hard to believe that Patience had nothing to say, but it might be that Patience, even though she was with the police, would choose not to speak out against her former mistress. At any rate, everything was quiet, and the diamond incident seemed to be fading from people’s memories. Greystock had visited Scotland Yard twice but hadn’t found out anything. They feared, he was told, that the real culprits behind the robbery had escaped unscathed. Frank didn't completely buy it, but he couldn't get any answers from them. Feeling encouraged, Lizzie decided she would stay in London until after Lucinda's wedding—until she received the promised letter from Lord Fawn, which she had no doubt would eventually arrive, despite the wait. She couldn't influence Frank—who was an idiot! She couldn't reach Lord George—who was a jerk! Lord Fawn would still be within her grasp, as long as she could keep the secret about the diamonds under wraps until after she became his wife.

About this time Lucinda spoke to her respecting her proposed journey. "You were talking of going to Scotland a week ago, Lady Eustace."

About this time, Lucinda spoke to her about her planned trip. "You were saying you wanted to go to Scotland a week ago, Lady Eustace."

"And am still talking of it."

"And I'm still talking about it."

"Aunt Jane says that you are waiting for my wedding. It is very kind of you;—but pray don't do that."

"Aunt Jane says you’re waiting for my wedding. That’s really kind of you, but please don’t do that."

"I shouldn't think of going now till after your marriage. It only wants ten or twelve days."

"I shouldn't think about leaving until after your wedding. It’s only about ten or twelve days away."

"I count them. I know how many days it wants. It may want more than that."

"I keep track of them. I know how many days it needs. It might need more than that."

"You can't put it off now, I should think," said Lizzie; "and as I have ordered my dress for the occasion I shall certainly stay and wear it."

"You can't postpone it any longer, I think," said Lizzie; "and since I've ordered my dress for the event, I will definitely stay and wear it."

"I am very sorry for your dress. I am very sorry for it all. Do you know;—I sometimes think I shall—murder him."

"I’m really sorry about your dress. I’m really sorry about everything. You know, sometimes I think I might—kill him."

"Lucinda,—how can you say anything so horrible! But I see you are only joking." There did come a ghastly smile over that beautiful face, which was so seldom lighted up by any expression of mirth or good humour. "But I wish you would not say such horrible things."

"Lucinda, how can you say something so awful! But I can tell you're just joking." A ghastly smile appeared on that beautiful face, which rarely showed any signs of laughter or happiness. "But I really wish you wouldn't say such terrible things."

"It would serve him right;—and if he were to murder me, that would serve me right. He knows that I detest him, and yet he goes on with it. I have told him so a score of times, but nothing will make him give it up. It is not that he loves me, but he thinks that that will be his triumph."

"It would be just what he deserves; and if he were to kill me, that would be what I deserve too. He knows I can't stand him, and still he keeps doing it. I've told him countless times, but nothing will make him stop. It's not that he loves me; he just thinks that would be his victory."

"Why don't you give it up, if it makes you unhappy?"

"Why don’t you just let it go if it makes you unhappy?"

"It ought to come from him,—ought it not?"

"It should come from him, right?"

"I don't see why," said Lizzie.

"I don't see why," Lizzie said.

"He is not bound to anybody as I am bound to my aunt. No one can have exacted an oath from him. Lady Eustace, you don't quite understand how we are situated. I wonder whether you would take the trouble to be good to me?"

"He isn't tied to anyone like I am tied to my aunt. No one can make him take an oath. Lady Eustace, you don’t fully grasp our situation. I wonder if you would take a moment to be kind to me?"

Lucinda Roanoke had never asked a favour of her before;—had never, to Lizzie's knowledge, asked a favour of any one. "In what way can I be good to you?" she said.

Lucinda Roanoke had never asked her for a favor before;—had never, to Lizzie's knowledge, asked anyone for a favor. "How can I help you?" she said.

"Make him give it up. You may tell him what you like of me. Tell him that I shall only make him miserable, and more despicable than he is;—that I shall never be a good wife to him. Tell him that I am thoroughly bad, and that he will repent it to the last day of his life. Say whatever you like,—but make him give it up."

"Make him give it up. You can say whatever you want about me. Tell him that I’ll only make him unhappy, and more contemptible than he already is;—that I’ll never be a good wife to him. Tell him that I’m completely awful, and that he’ll regret it for the rest of his life. Say whatever you want,—but make him give it up."

"When everything has been prepared!"

"When everything's ready!"

"What does all that signify compared to a life of misery? Lady Eustace, I really think that I should—kill him, if he really were—were my husband." Lizzie at last said that she would, at any rate, speak to Sir Griffin.

"What does all that mean compared to a life of misery? Lady Eustace, I honestly think that I should—kill him, if he really was—my husband." Lizzie finally said that she would, in any case, talk to Sir Griffin.

And she did speak to Sir Griffin, having waited three or four days for an opportunity to do so. There had been some desperately sharp words between Sir Griffin and Mrs. Carbuncle with reference to money. Sir Griffin had been given to understand that Lucinda had, or would have, some few hundred pounds, and insisted that the money should be handed over to him on the day of his marriage. Mrs. Carbuncle had declared that the money was to come from property to be realised in New York, and had named a day which had seemed to Sir Griffin to be as the Greek Kalends. He expressed an opinion that he was swindled, and Mrs. Carbuncle, unable to restrain herself, had turned upon him full of wrath. He was caught by Lizzie as he was descending the stairs, and in the dining-room he poured out the tale of his wrongs. "That woman doesn't know what fair dealing means," said he.

And she talked to Sir Griffin after waiting three or four days for a chance to do so. There had been some really harsh words exchanged between Sir Griffin and Mrs. Carbuncle regarding money. Sir Griffin had been led to believe that Lucinda had, or would have, a few hundred pounds and insisted that the money should be given to him on his wedding day. Mrs. Carbuncle claimed that the money would come from property that needed to be sold in New York, and she named a date that seemed impossible to Sir Griffin. He voiced his suspicion that he was being cheated, and Mrs. Carbuncle, unable to hold back her anger, confronted him furiously. Lizzie caught him as he was coming down the stairs, and in the dining room, he unloaded all his grievances. "That woman doesn't understand what fair dealing means," he said.

"That's a little hard, Sir Griffin, isn't it?" said Lizzie.

"That's a bit tough, Sir Griffin, isn't it?" Lizzie said.

"Not a bit. A trumpery six hundred pounds! And she hasn't a shilling of fortune, and never will have, beyond that! No fellow ever was more generous or more foolish than I have been." Lizzie, as she heard this, could not refrain from thinking of the poor departed Sir Florian. "I didn't look for fortune, or say a word about money, as almost every man does,—but just took her as she was. And now she tells me that I can't have just the bit of money that I wanted for our tour. It would serve them both right if I were to give it up."

"Not at all. A ridiculous six hundred pounds! And she doesn't have a penny to her name and never will, beyond that! No guy was ever as generous or as foolish as I've been." Lizzie, upon hearing this, couldn't help but think of the poor late Sir Florian. "I didn't expect a fortune or mention anything about money, like almost every guy does—but just accepted her for who she was. And now she says I can't have the little bit of money I wanted for our trip. It would serve them both right if I just gave it up."

"Why don't you?" said Lizzie. He looked quickly, sharply, and closely into her face as she asked the question. "I would, if I thought as you do."

"Why not?" Lizzie said. He glanced quickly, sharply, and closely at her face as she asked the question. "I would if I thought the way you do."

"And lay myself in for all manner of damages," said Sir Griffin.

"And put myself at risk for all kinds of trouble," said Sir Griffin.

"There wouldn't be anything of that kind, I'm sure. You see, the truth is, you and Miss Roanoke are always having—having little tiffs together. I sometimes think you don't really care a bit for her."

"There wouldn't be anything like that, I'm sure. You see, the truth is, you and Miss Roanoke are always having little fights. I sometimes think you don’t really care about her at all."

"It's the old woman I'm complaining of," said Sir Griffin, "and I'm not going to marry her. I shall have seen the last of her when I get out of the church, Lady Eustace."

"It's the old woman I'm complaining about," said Sir Griffin, "and I'm not going to marry her. I'll have seen the last of her when I leave the church, Lady Eustace."

"Do you think she wishes it?"

"Do you think she wants it?"

"Who do you mean?" asked Sir Griffin.

"Who are you talking about?" asked Sir Griffin.

"Why;—Lucinda."

"Why, Lucinda?"

"Of course she does. Where'd she be now if it wasn't to go on? I don't believe they've money enough between them to pay the rent of the house they're living in."

"Of course she does. Where would she be now if she wasn't moving forward? I don't think they have enough money between them to pay the rent for the house they're living in."

"Of course, I don't want to make difficulties, Sir Griffin, and no doubt the affair has gone very far now. But I really think Lucinda would consent to break it off if you wish it. I have never thought that you were really in love with her."

"Of course, I don't want to create any problems, Sir Griffin, and I’m sure things have gone pretty far now. But I honestly believe Lucinda would agree to end it if that's what you want. I've never really thought you were truly in love with her."

He again looked at her very sharply and very closely. "Has she sent you to say all this?"

He looked at her intently and closely again. "Did she send you to say all this?"

"Has who sent me? Mrs. Carbuncle didn't."

"Who sent me? It wasn't Mrs. Carbuncle."

"But Lucinda?"

"But what about Lucinda?"

She paused for a moment before she replied;—but she could not bring herself to be absolutely honest in the matter. "No;—she didn't send me. But from what I see and hear, I am quite sure she does not wish to go on with it."

She paused for a moment before replying;—but she couldn't bring herself to be completely honest about it. "No;—she didn't send me. But from what I've seen and heard, I'm pretty sure she doesn't want to continue with it."

"Then she shall go on with it," said Sir Griffin. "I'm not going to be made a fool of in that way. She shall go on with it; and the first thing I mean to tell her as my wife is, that she shall never see that woman again. If she thinks she's going to be master, she's very much mistaken." Sir Griffin, as he said this, showed his teeth, and declared his purpose to be masterful by his features as well as by his words;—but Lady Eustace was, nevertheless, of opinion that when the two came to an absolute struggle for mastery, the lady would get the better of it.

"Then she will continue with it," said Sir Griffin. "I'm not going to let her make a fool out of me like that. She will continue with it; and the first thing I'll tell her as my wife is that she will never see that woman again. If she thinks she's going to be in charge, she's very mistaken." Sir Griffin, as he said this, showed his teeth and made it clear he intended to be in control through both his expression and his words;—but Lady Eustace still believed that when it came down to a real struggle for control, the lady would come out on top.

Lizzie never told Miss Roanoke of her want of success, or even of the effort she had made; nor did the unhappy young woman come to her for any reply. The preparations went on, and it was quite understood that on this peculiar occasion Mrs. Carbuncle intended to treat her friends with profuse hospitality. She proposed to give a breakfast; and as the house in Hertford Street was very small, rooms had been taken at an hotel in Albemarle Street. Thither, as the day of the marriage drew near, all the presents were taken,—so that they might be viewed by the guests, with the names of the donors attached to them. As some of the money given had been very much wanted indeed, so that the actual cheques could not be conveniently spared just at the moment to pay for the presents which ought to have been bought,—a few very pretty things were hired, as to which, when the donors should see their names attached to them, they should surely think that the money given had been laid out to great advantage.

Lizzie never told Miss Roanoke about her lack of success, or even about the effort she had put in; nor did the unhappy young woman go to her for any response. The preparations continued, and it was well understood that on this unique occasion, Mrs. Carbuncle planned to lavish her friends with hospitality. She intended to host a breakfast, and since the house on Hertford Street was quite small, rooms had been booked at a hotel on Albemarle Street. As the wedding day approached, all the gifts were taken there so that guests could see them, with the names of the givers attached. Since some of the money received had been urgently needed, and the actual checks couldn't easily be used at that moment to cover the gifts that should have been purchased, a few very nice items were rented. When the givers saw their names linked to these items, they would surely think that the money they donated was spent wisely.

 

 

CHAPTER LXVII

The Eye of the Public
 

It took Lord Fawn a long time to write his letter, but at last he wrote it. The delay must not be taken as throwing any slur on his character as a correspondent or a man of business, for many irritating causes sprang up sufficient to justify him in pleading that it arose from circumstances beyond his own control. It is, moreover, felt by us all that the time which may fairly be taken in the performance of any task depends, not on the amount of work, but on the performance of it when done. A man is not expected to write a cheque for a couple of thousand pounds as readily as he would one for five,—unless he be a man to whom a couple of thousand pounds is a mere nothing. To Lord Fawn the writing of this letter was everything. He had told Lizzie, with much exactness, what he would put into it. He would again offer his hand,—acknowledging himself bound to do so by his former offer,—but would give reasons why she should not accept it. If anything should occur in the meantime which would, in his opinion, justify him in again repudiating her, he would of course take advantage of such circumstance. If asked himself what was his prevailing motive in all that he did or intended to do, he would have declared that it was above all things necessary that he should "put himself right in the eye of the British public."

It took Lord Fawn a long time to write his letter, but he finally finished it. The delay shouldn't be seen as a reflection on his character as a correspondent or a businessman, as several frustrating factors came up that justified his claim that it was due to circumstances beyond his control. Moreover, we all feel that the time taken to complete any task depends, not on how much work it involves, but on how it’s completed. A person isn’t expected to write a check for a couple of thousand pounds as easily as one for five—unless they are someone for whom a couple of thousand pounds is nothing at all. For Lord Fawn, writing this letter was everything. He had told Lizzie, in great detail, what he would include in it. He would once again offer his hand—acknowledging that he was bound to do so by his earlier offer—but he would give reasons why she should not accept it. If anything came up in the meantime that he felt would justify him in rejecting her again, he would certainly take advantage of that situation. If he were to be asked what his main motivation was in everything he did or planned to do, he would say that it was crucial for him to "set himself right in the eyes of the British public."

But he was not able to do this without interference from the judgment of others. Both Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway interfered; and he could not prevent himself from listening to them and believing them, though he would contradict all they said, and snub all their theories. Frank Greystock also continued to interfere, and Lady Glencora Palliser. Even John Eustace had been worked upon to write to Lord Fawn, stating his opinion, as trustee for his late brother's property, that the Eustace family did not think that there was ground of complaint against Lady Eustace in reference to the diamonds which had been stolen. This was a terrible blow to Lord Fawn, and had come, no doubt, from a general agreement among the Eustace faction,—including the bishop, John Eustace, and even Mr. Camperdown,—that it would be a good thing to get the widow married and placed under some decent control.

But he couldn't do this without the interference of others' opinions. Both Mr. and Mrs. Hittaway intruded; and he couldn’t help but listen to them and believe what they said, even though he would argue against everything they claimed and dismiss all their theories. Frank Greystock also kept meddling, along with Lady Glencora Palliser. Even John Eustace had been persuaded to write to Lord Fawn, expressing his opinion as the trustee for his late brother's estate that the Eustace family believed there were no grounds for complaint against Lady Eustace concerning the stolen diamonds. This was a serious blow to Lord Fawn and undoubtedly stemmed from a general consensus among the Eustace faction—including the bishop, John Eustace, and even Mr. Camperdown—that it would be beneficial to get the widow married and placed under some proper control.

Lady Glencora absolutely had the effrontery to ask him whether the marriage was not going to take place, and when a day would be fixed. He gathered up his courage to give her ladyship a rebuke. "My private affairs do seem to be uncommonly interesting," he said.

Lady Glencora definitely had the nerve to ask him if the marriage was still happening, and when a date would be set. He mustered up his courage to reprimand her. "My personal matters seem to be unusually fascinating," he said.

"Why, yes, Lord Fawn," said Lady Glencora, whom nothing could abash;—"most interesting. You see, dear Lady Eustace is so very popular, that we all want to know what is to be her fate."

"Why, yes, Lord Fawn," said Lady Glencora, who was never fazed;—"very interesting. You see, dear Lady Eustace is so incredibly popular that we all want to know what her future holds."

"I regret to say that I cannot answer your ladyship's question with any precision," said Lord Fawn.

"I’m sorry to say that I can’t answer your question accurately, my lady," said Lord Fawn.

But the Hittaway persecution was by far the worst. "You have seen her, Frederic?" said his sister.

But the Hittaway persecution was definitely the worst. "You’ve seen her, Frederic?" his sister asked.

"Yes,—I have."

"Yes, I have."

"You have made her no promise?"

"You haven't made her any promises?"

"My dear Clara, this is a matter in which I must use my own judgment."

"My dear Clara, this is a situation where I need to rely on my own judgment."

"But the family, Frederic?"

"But what about the family, Frederic?"

"I do not think that any member of our family has a just right to complain of my conduct since I have had the honour of being its head. I have endeavoured so to live that my actions should encounter no private or public censure. If I fail to meet with your approbation, I shall grieve; but I cannot on that account act otherwise than in accordance with my own judgment."

"I don’t think any member of our family has the right to complain about my behavior since I have had the honor of being its head. I’ve tried to live in a way that would avoid any private or public criticism. If I don’t have your approval, I’ll be upset; but I can’t, for that reason, act in any way other than according to my own judgment."

Mrs. Hittaway knew her brother well, and was not afraid of him. "That's all very well; and I am sure you know, Frederic, how proud we all are of you. But this woman is a nasty, low, scheming, ill-conducted, dishonest little wretch; and if you make her your wife you'll be miserable all your life. Nothing would make me and Orlando so unhappy as to quarrel with you. But we know that it is so, and to the last minute I shall say so. Why don't you ask her to her face about that man down in Scotland?"

Mrs. Hittaway knew her brother well and wasn’t afraid of him. "That’s great, and I’m sure you know, Frederic, how proud we all are of you. But this woman is a nasty, low, scheming, poorly behaved, dishonest little creep; if you marry her, you’ll be miserable for life. Nothing would make Orlando and me sadder than to fight with you. But we know the truth, and I’ll keep saying it until the very end. Why don’t you ask her directly about that guy in Scotland?"

"My dear Clara, perhaps I know what to ask her and what not to ask her better than you can tell me."

"My dear Clara, I might know better than you what to ask her and what to avoid."

And his brother-in-law was quite as bad. "Fawn," he said, "in this matter of Lady Eustace, don't you think you ought to put your conduct into the hands of some friend?"

And his brother-in-law was just as bad. "Fawn," he said, "regarding Lady Eustace, don’t you think you should let a friend handle your behavior in this situation?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"What do you mean by that?"

"I think it is an affair in which a man would have so much comfort in being able to say that he was guided by advice. Of course, her people want you to marry her. Now, if you could just tell them that the whole thing was in the hands of,—say me,—or any other friend, you would be relieved, you know, of so much responsibility. They might hammer away at me ever so long, and I shouldn't care twopence."

"I think it’s a situation where a guy would feel really comforted knowing he had someone’s advice. Obviously, her family wants you to marry her. Now, if you could just tell them that the whole thing is in the hands of—let’s say me—or any other friend, you would feel so much less pressure. They could try to convince me for as long as they want, and I wouldn’t care at all."

"If there is to be any hammering, it cannot be borne vicariously," said Lord Fawn,—and as he said it, he was quite pleased by his own sharpness and wit.

"If there’s going to be any hammering, it can’t be experienced through someone else," said Lord Fawn, and as he said it, he felt quite satisfied with his own cleverness and wit.

He had, indeed, put himself beyond protection by vicarious endurance of hammering when he promised to write to Lady Eustace, explaining his own conduct and giving reasons. Had anything turned up in Scotland Yard which would have justified him in saying,—or even in thinking,—that Lizzie had stolen her own diamonds, he would have sent word to her that he must abstain from any communication till that matter had been cleared up; but since the appearance of that mysterious paragraph in the newspapers, nothing had been heard of the robbery, and public opinion certainly seemed to be in favour of Lizzie's innocence. He did think that the Eustace faction was betraying him, as he could not but remember how eager Mr. Camperdown had been in asserting that the widow was keeping an enormous amount of property and claiming it as her own, whereas, in truth, she had not the slightest title to it. It was, in a great measure, in consequence of the assertions of the Eustace faction, almost in obedience to their advice, that he had resolved to break off the match; and now they turned upon him, and John Eustace absolutely went out of his way to write him a letter which was clearly meant to imply that he, Lord Fawn, was bound to marry the woman to whom he had once engaged himself! Lord Fawn felt that he was ill-used, and that a man might have to undergo a great deal of bad treatment who should strive to put himself right in the eye of the public.

He had definitely put himself in a tough spot by agreeing to write to Lady Eustace, explaining his actions and giving reasons. If anything had come up from Scotland Yard that justified him in saying—or even thinking—that Lizzie had stolen her own diamonds, he would have told her that he needed to avoid any communication until that was sorted out; but ever since that mysterious paragraph appeared in the newspapers, nothing more had been said about the robbery, and public opinion seemed to lean towards Lizzie’s innocence. He really thought that the Eustace group was betraying him, especially since he couldn’t forget how eager Mr. Camperdown had been to assert that the widow was holding onto a huge amount of property and claiming it as her own, when in reality, she had no claim to it at all. It was largely because of the claims from the Eustace faction, almost following their advice, that he had decided to end the engagement; yet now they turned against him, and John Eustace even went out of his way to write him a letter that clearly implied he, Lord Fawn, was obligated to marry the woman he had once been engaged to! Lord Fawn felt wronged and that a man could endure a lot of mistreatment while trying to clear his name in the eyes of the public.

At last he wrote his letter,—on a Wednesday, which with him had something of the comfort of a half-holiday, as on that day he was not required to attend Parliament.
 

At last, he wrote his letter—on a Wednesday, which felt a bit like a half-holiday for him since he didn’t have to go to Parliament that day.

India Office, 28th March, 18––.

India Office, March 28, 18––.

My dear Lady Eustace,

Dear Lady Eustace,

In accordance with the promise which I made to you when I did myself the honour of waiting upon you in Hertford Street, I take up my pen with the view of communicating to you the result of my deliberations respecting the engagement of marriage which, no doubt, did exist between us last summer.

Following up on our meeting on Hertford Street, I’m writing to share my thoughts on the marriage engagement that definitely existed between us last summer.

Since that time I have no doubt taken upon myself to say that that engagement was over; and I am free to admit that I did so without any assent or agreement on your part to that effect. Such conduct no doubt requires a valid and strong defence. My defence is as follows:—

I’ve decided to end our engagement, and I admit I did this without your agreement or consent. This clearly requires a valid explanation. Here’s my reasoning:

I learned that you were in possession of a large amount of property, vested in diamonds, which was claimed by the executors under your late husband's will as belonging to his estate; and as to which they declared, in the most positive manner, that you had no right or title to it whatever. I consulted friends and I consulted lawyers, and I was led to the conviction that this property certainly did not belong to you. Had I married you in these circumstances, I could not but have become a participator in the lawsuit which I was assured would be commenced. I could not be a participator with you, because I believed you to be in the wrong. And I certainly could not participate with those who would in such case be attacking my own wife.

I discovered that you owned a significant amount of property, mainly in diamonds, which the executors claimed belonged to your late husband's estate. They stated unequivocally that you had no rights to it. I spoke with friends and consulted lawyers, and I became convinced that this property truly wasn’t yours. If I had married you under these circumstances, I would have had to get involved in a lawsuit that I was informed would be starting. I couldn’t support you because I believed you were in the wrong. And I definitely couldn’t side with those pursuing my own wife.

In this condition of things I requested you,—as you must, I think, yourself own, with all deference and good feeling,—to give up the actual possession of the property, and to place the diamonds in neutral hands,—[Lord Fawn was often called upon to be neutral in reference to the condition of outlying Indian principalities]—till the law should have decided as to their ownership. As regards myself, I neither coveted nor rejected the possession of that wealth for my future wife. I desired simply to be free from an embarrassment which would have overwhelmed me. You declined my request,—not only positively, but perhaps I may add peremptorily; and then I was bound to adhere to the decision I had communicated to you.

In light of this, I asked you—because I believe you must recognize this yourself, with all due respect—to give up actual possession of the property and place the diamonds in neutral hands—[Lord Fawn was often asked to be neutral regarding the status of outlying Indian principalities]—until the law resolved who owns them. As for me, I neither desired nor rejected possession of that wealth for my future wife. I simply wanted to be free from a burden that would have been too much for me. You declined my request—not only outright but rather forcefully; and then I had to stick to the decision I had communicated to you.

Since that time the property has been stolen and, as I believe, dissipated. The lawsuit against you has been withdrawn; and the bone of contention, so to say, is no longer existing. I am no longer justified in declining to keep my engagement because of the prejudice to which I should have been subjected by your possession of the diamonds;—and, therefore, as far as that goes, I withdraw my withdrawal. [This Lord Fawn thought was rather a happy phrase, and he read it aloud to himself more than once.]

Since then, the property has been stolen and, as I believe, wasted. The lawsuit against you has been dropped, and the issue no longer exists. I can no longer justify backing out of my commitment due to the bias I would have faced because of your ownership of the diamonds; based on that, I’m retracting my decision to withdraw. [Lord Fawn thought this was quite a clever phrase, and he read it aloud to himself multiple times.]

But now there arises the question whether, in both our interests, this marriage should go on, or whether it may not be more conducive to your happiness and to mine that it should be annulled for causes altogether irrespective of the diamonds. In a matter so serious as marriage, the happiness of the two parties is that which requires graver thought than any other consideration.

However, now the question is whether this marriage should continue for both our sake or if it would be better for your happiness and mine if it were annulled for reasons completely unrelated to the diamonds. In a matter as serious as marriage, the happiness of both parties must be the top priority.

There has no doubt sprung up between us a feeling of mutual distrust, which has led to recrimination, and which is hardly compatible with that perfect confidence which should exist between a man and his wife. This first arose, no doubt, from the different views which we took as to that property of which I have spoken,—and as to which your judgment may possibly have been better than mine. On that head I will add nothing to what I have already said; but the feeling has arisen; and I fear it cannot be so perfectly allayed as to admit of that reciprocal trust without which we could not live happily together. I confess that for my own part I do not now desire a union which was once the great object of my ambition,—and that I could not go to the altar with you without fear and trembling. As to your own feelings, you best know what they are. I bring no charge against you;—but if you have ceased to love me, I think you should cease to wish to be my wife, and that you should not insist upon a marriage simply because by doing so you would triumph over a former objection.
 

It’s clear that mutual distrust has developed between us, leading to blame and making it difficult to maintain the complete confidence that should exist between a husband and wife. This likely started from our differing views on the property I mentioned—your judgment in that matter might indeed be better than mine. I won’t say anything more on that; however, the feeling is there, and I fear it can’t be adequately resolved to allow for the mutual trust necessary for us to live happily together. I admit that I no longer desire the union that once was my main goal, and I couldn’t walk down the aisle with you without feeling anxious. As for your own feelings, you know them best. I’m not making any accusations against you; but if you’ve stopped loving me, I think you should also stop wanting to be my wife and not insist on a marriage just to overcome a previous objection.

Before he finished this paragraph, he thought much of Andy Gowran and of the scene among the rocks of which he had heard. But he could not speak of it. He had found himself unable to examine the witness who had been brought to him, and had honestly told himself that he could not take that charge as proved. Andy Gowran might have lied. In his heart he believed that Andy Gowran had lied. The matter was distasteful to him, and he would not touch it. And yet he knew that the woman did not love him, and he longed to tell her so.
 

Before he finished this paragraph, he thought a lot about Andy Gowran and the scene among the rocks that he had heard about. But he couldn’t bring himself to talk about it. He realized he was unable to question the witness who had been brought to him and honestly told himself that he could not accept that charge as proven. Andy Gowran might have lied. Deep down, he believed that Andy Gowran had lied. The whole thing was unpleasant for him, and he wanted nothing to do with it. Yet he knew that the woman didn’t love him, and he ached to tell her that.

As to what we might each gain or each lose in a worldly point of view, either by marrying or not marrying, I will not say a word. You have rank and wealth, and therefore I can comfort myself by thinking that if I dissuade you from this marriage I shall rob you of neither. I acknowledge that I wish to dissuade you, as I believe that we should not make each other happy. As, however, I do consider that I am bound to keep my engagement to you if you demand that I shall do so, I leave the matter in your hands for decision.

As for what we might gain or lose in terms of material things, whether by getting married or not, I won't comment on that. You have status and money, so I reassure myself by believing that if I convince you not to go through with this marriage, I won’t be taking anything away from you. I admit that I want to change your mind because I think we wouldn’t make each other happy. However, since I feel it's my duty to keep my promise to you if that’s what you want, I’ll leave the choice to you.

I am, and shall remain,
> Your sincere friend,

I am, and will always be,
> Your true friend,

Fawn.
 

Fawn.

He read the letter and copied it, and gave himself great credit for the composition. He thought that it was impossible that any woman after reading it should express a wish to become the wife of the man who wrote it; and yet,—so he believed,—no man or woman could find fault with him for writing it. There certainly was one view of the case which was very distressing. How would it be with him if, after all, she should say that she would marry him? After having given her her choice,—having put it all in writing,—he could not again go back from it. He would be in her power, and of what use would his life be to him? Would Parliament, or the India Office, or the eye of the public be able to comfort him then in the midst of his many miseries? What could he do with a wife whom he married with a declaration that he disliked her? With such feelings as were his, how could he stand before a clergyman and take an oath that he would love her and cherish her? Would she not ever be as an adder to him,—as an adder whom it would be impossible that he should admit into his bosom? Could he live in the same house with her; and if so, could he ask his mother and sisters to visit her? He remembered well what Mrs. Hittaway had called her;—a nasty, low, scheming, ill-conducted, dishonest little wretch! And he believed that she was so! Yet he was once again offering to marry her, should she choose to accept him.

He read the letter and copied it, feeling proud of the composition. He thought it was impossible for any woman, after reading it, to want to marry the man who wrote it; and yet—he believed—no one could blame him for writing it. There was certainly one way of looking at the situation that was very distressing. What if she actually said yes? After giving her the choice—after putting everything in writing—he couldn’t go back on it. He would be at her mercy, and what good would his life be to him then? Would Parliament, or the India Office, or public opinion be able to comfort him amid his many miseries? What could he do with a wife he married while declaring he disliked her? With feelings like his, how could he stand before a clergyman and vow to love and cherish her? Wouldn’t she always feel like a snake to him—a snake he could never allow into his heart? Could he really live in the same house with her, and if he did, could he invite his mother and sisters to visit? He clearly remembered what Mrs. Hittaway had called her—a nasty, scheming, poorly behaved, dishonest little wretch! And he truly believed she was! Yet here he was, once again proposing to marry her if she wanted to accept him.

Nevertheless, the letter was sent. There was, in truth, no alternative. He had promised that he would write such a letter, and all that had remained to him was the power of cramming into it every available argument against the marriage. This he had done, and, as he thought, had done well. It was impossible that she should desire to marry him after reading such a letter as that!

Nevertheless, the letter was sent. In reality, there was no other option. He had promised to write such a letter, and all he could do was stuff it with every argument he could think of against the marriage. He believed he had done this effectively. There was no way she would want to marry him after reading a letter like that!

Lizzie received it in her bedroom, where she breakfasted, and told of its arrival to her friend Mrs. Carbuncle as soon as they met each other. "My lord has come down from his high horse at last," she said, with the letter in her hand.

Lizzie got it in her bedroom, where she had breakfast, and immediately told her friend Mrs. Carbuncle about its arrival when they saw each other. "My lord has finally come down from his high horse," she said, holding the letter in her hand.

"What,—Lord Fawn?"

"What, Lord Fawn?"

"Yes; Lord Fawn. What other lord? There is no other lord for me. He is my lord, my peer of Parliament, my Cabinet minister, my right honourable, my member of the Government,—my young man, too, as the maid-servants call them."

"Yes; Lord Fawn. Which other lord? There is no other lord for me. He is my lord, my peer in Parliament, my Cabinet minister, my right honorable, my member of the Government—my young man, too, as the maids refer to them."

"What does he say?"

"What's he saying?"

"Say;—what should he say?—just that he has behaved very badly, and that he hopes I shall forgive him."

"Say;—what should he say?—just that he has acted very poorly, and that he hopes I can forgive him."

"Not quite that; does he?"

"Not really; does he?"

"That's what it all means. Of course, there is ever so much of it,—pages of it. It wouldn't be Lord Fawn if he didn't spin it all out like an Act of Parliament, with 'whereas' and 'wherein,' and 'whereof.' It is full of all that; but the meaning of it is that he's at my feet again, and that I may pick him up if I choose to take him. I'd show you the letter, only perhaps it wouldn't be fair to the poor man."

"That's what it all means. Of course, there's a ton of it—pages of it. It wouldn't be Lord Fawn if he didn't stretch it all out like a law proposal, with 'whereas' and 'wherein,' and 'whereof.' It's full of all that; but the point is he's crawling back to me, and I can take him back if I want to. I'd show you the letter, but it might not be fair to the poor guy."

"What excuse does he make?"

"What excuse does he have?"

"Oh,—as to that he's rational enough. He calls the necklace the—bone of contention. That's rather good for Lord Fawn; isn't it? The bone of contention, he says, has been removed; and, therefore, there is no reason why we shouldn't marry if we like it. He shall hear enough about the bone of contention if we do 'marry.'"

"Oh, he's sensible enough about that. He calls the necklace the—bone of contention. That's pretty clever for Lord Fawn, don't you think? He says the bone of contention has been taken away, so there's no reason we can't get married if we want to. He'll hear plenty about the bone of contention if we do get married."

"And what shall you do now?"

"And what are you going to do now?"

"Ah, yes; that's easily asked; is it not? The man's a good sort of man in his way, you know. He doesn't drink or gamble; and I don't think there is a bit of the King David about him,—that I don't."

"Ah, yes; that's an easy question, isn't it? He's a decent guy in his own way, you know. He doesn't drink or gamble; and I really don't think there's anything King David-like about him—nope, not at all."

"Virtue personified, I should say."

"Virtue in human form, I’d say."

"And he isn't extravagant."

"And he isn't flashy."

"Then why not have him and have done with it?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle.

"Then why not just have him and be done with it?" asked Mrs. Carbuncle.

"He is such a lumpy man," said Lizzie;—"such an ass; such a load of Government waste-paper."

"He is such a lumpy guy," said Lizzie;—"such a fool; such a pile of Government trash."

"Come, my dear;—you've had troubles."

"Come on, my dear; you've had a tough time."

"I have, indeed," said Lizzie.

"I have, for sure," said Lizzie.

"And there's no quite knowing yet how far they're over."

"And we still don't really know how far they've gone."

"What do you mean by that, Mrs. Carbuncle?"

"What do you mean by that, Mrs. Carbuncle?"

"Nothing very much;—but still, you see, they may come again. As to Lord George, we all know that he has not got a penny-piece in the world that he can call his own."

"Not much, really; but still, you see, they could come back. As for Lord George, we all know he doesn't have a dime to his name."

"If he had as many pennies as Judas, Lord George would be nothing to me," said Lizzie.

"If Lord George had as many pennies as Judas, he wouldn't mean anything to me," said Lizzie.

"And your cousin really doesn't seem to mean anything."

"And your cousin really doesn’t seem to matter at all."

"I know very well what my cousin means. He and I understand each other thoroughly; but cousins can love one another very well without marrying."

"I completely understand what my cousin means. We totally get each other; but cousins can care for each other deeply without getting married."

"Of course you know your own business, but if I were you I would take Lord Fawn. I speak in true kindness,—as one woman to another. After all, what does love signify? How much real love do we ever see among married people? Does Lady Glencora Palliser really love her husband, who thinks of nothing in the world but putting taxes on and off?"

"Of course you know your own situation, but if I were you, I would go for Lord Fawn. I'm saying this with genuine kindness—as one woman to another. After all, what does love really mean? How much true love do we actually see among married couples? Does Lady Glencora Palliser really love her husband, who only cares about increasing and decreasing taxes?"

"Do you love your husband, Mrs. Carbuncle?"

"Do you love your husband, Mrs. Carbuncle?"

"No;—but that is a different kind of thing. Circumstances have caused me to live apart from him. The man is a good man, and there is no reason why you should not respect him, and treat him well. He will give you a fixed position,—which really you want badly, Lady Eustace."

"No; that's a different situation. Things have happened that made me live separately from him. He's a good guy, and there's no reason you shouldn't respect him and treat him well. He'll offer you a stable position—which you really need, Lady Eustace."

"Tooriloo, tooriloo, tooriloo, looriloo," said Lizzie, in contemptuous disdain of her friend's caution.

"Tooriloo, tooriloo, tooriloo, looriloo," Lizzie said, dismissing her friend's caution with a tone of scorn.

"And then all this trouble about the diamonds and the robberies will be over," continued Mrs. Carbuncle. Lizzie looked at her very intently. What should make Mrs. Carbuncle suppose that there need be, or, indeed, could be, any further trouble about the diamonds?

"And then all this drama about the diamonds and the thefts will be done," Mrs. Carbuncle went on. Lizzie stared at her closely. What could make Mrs. Carbuncle think that there would be, or even could be, any more issues with the diamonds?

"So;—that's your advice," said Lizzie. "I'm half inclined to take it, and perhaps I shall. However, I have brought him round, and that's something, my dear. And either one way or the other, I shall let him know that I like my triumph. I was determined to have it, and I've got it."

"

Then she read the letter again very seriously. Could she possibly marry a man who in so many words told her that he didn't want her? Well;—she thought she could. Was not everybody treating everybody else much in the same way? Had she not loved her Corsair truly,—and how had he treated her? Had she not been true, disinterested, and most affectionate to Frank Greystock; and what had she got from him? To manage her business wisely, and put herself upon firm ground;—that was her duty at present. Mrs. Carbuncle was right there. The very name of Lady Fawn would be a rock to her,—and she wanted a rock. She thought upon the whole that she could marry him;—unless Patience Crabstick and the police should again interfere with her prosperity.

So, that’s your advice," said Lizzie. "I’m somewhat tempted to take it, and maybe I will. Still, I’ve managed to get him to come around, and that’s something, my dear. And in one way or another, I’ll let him know that I enjoy my victory. I was set on having it, and I’ve achieved it.

"

 

Then she read the letter again very seriously. Could she really marry a man who, in so many words, told her that he didn’t want her? Well;—she thought she could. Wasn't everyone treating everyone else in the same way? Hadn’t she loved her Corsair genuinely,—and how had he treated her? Hadn’t she been loyal, selfless, and very affectionate to Frank Greystock; and what had she received from him? To manage her business wisely and put herself on solid ground;—that was her responsibility right now. Mrs. Carbuncle was correct about that. The very name of Lady Fawn would be a burden to her,—and she needed stability. She thought overall that she could marry him;—unless Patience Crabstick and the police decided to interfere with her success again.

 

Lady Eustace did not intend to take as much time in answering Lord Fawn's letter as he had taken in writing it; but even she found that the subject was one which demanded a good deal of thought. Mrs. Carbuncle had very freely recommended her to take the man, supporting her advice by arguments which Lizzie felt to be valid; but then Mrs. Carbuncle did not know all the circumstances. Mrs. Carbuncle had not actually seen his lordship's letter; and though the great part of the letter, the formal repetition, namely, of the writer's offer of marriage, had been truly told to her, still, as the reader will have perceived, she had been kept in the dark as to some of the details. Lizzie did sit at her desk with the object of putting a few words together in order that she might see how they looked, and she found that there was a difficulty. "My dear Lord Fawn. As we have been engaged to marry each other, and as all our friends have been told, I think that the thing had better go on." That, after various attempts, was, she thought, the best letter that she could send,—if she should make up her mind to be Lady Fawn. But, on the morning of the 30th of March she had not sent her letter. She had told herself that she would take two days to think of her reply,—and, on the Friday morning the few words she had prepared were still lying in her desk.

CHAPTER LXVIII

The Major
 

What was she to get by marrying a man she absolutely disliked? That he also absolutely disliked her was not a matter much in her thoughts. The man would not ill-treat her because he disliked her; or, it might perhaps be juster to say, that the ill-treatment which she might fairly anticipate would not be of a nature which would much affect her comfort grievously. He would not beat her, nor rob her, nor lock her up, nor starve her. He would either neglect her, or preach sermons to her. For the first she could console herself by the attention of others; and should he preach, perhaps she could preach too,—as sharply if not as lengthily as his lordship. At any rate, she was not afraid of him. But what would she gain? It is very well to have a rock, as Mrs. Carbuncle had said, but a rock is not everything. She did not know whether she cared much for living upon a rock. Even stability may be purchased at too high a price. There was not a grain of poetry in the whole composition of Lord Fawn, and poetry was what her very soul craved;—poetry, together with houses, champagne, jewels, and admiration. Her income was still her own, and she did not quite see that the rock was so absolutely necessary to her. Then she wrote another note to Lord Fawn, a specimen of a note, so that she might have the opportunity of comparing the two. This note took her much longer than the one first written.
 

Lady Eustace didn’t plan to take as long to respond to Lord Fawn’s letter as he took to write it, but even she found that the topic required a lot of thought. Mrs. Carbuncle had confidently recommended her to accept the proposal, backing her advice with arguments that Lizzie found convincing; however, Mrs. Carbuncle didn’t know all the details. She hadn’t actually seen his lordship’s letter, and although most of its content—specifically the formal offer of marriage—had been accurately relayed to her, as the reader may have noticed, she was kept in the dark about some particulars. Lizzie sat at her desk intending to jot down a few words to see how they looked, and she encountered a challenge. “Dear Lord Fawn, since we are engaged to marry and all our friends have been informed, I believe it’s best to proceed.” After several attempts, she thought that was the best letter she could write—if she decided to become Lady Fawn. However, by the morning of March 30th, she still hadn’t sent her letter. She had told herself she would take two days to consider her response, and by Friday morning, the few words she had prepared were still in her desk.

My Lord,—

What would she gain by marrying a man she really disliked? The fact that he also disliked her wasn’t something she thought about much. He wouldn’t mistreat her just because he didn’t like her; or rather, it might be fairer to say that the mistreatment she could expect wouldn’t seriously impact her comfort. He wouldn’t hit her, rob her, lock her up, or starve her. He would either ignore her or lecture her. For the first, she could find comfort in the company of others; and if he chose to lecture, maybe she could do the same—with just as much sharpness, if not as much length, as he would. In any case, she wasn’t afraid of him. But what would she really get out of it? It’s nice to have a solid foundation, as Mrs. Carbuncle said, but a solid foundation isn’t everything. She wasn’t sure she wanted to live on a solid foundation alone. Even stability can come at too high a cost. Lord Fawn had no sense of romance, and romance was what her soul truly desired—along with nice houses, champagne, jewels, and admiration. Her income was still her own, and she wasn’t convinced that a solid foundation was absolutely essential for her. So, she wrote another note to Lord Fawn, a sample note, so she could compare the two. This note took her much longer than the first one she had written.

I do not know how to acknowledge with sufficient humility the condescension and great kindness of your lordship's letter. But perhaps its manly generosity is more conspicuous than either. The truth is, my lord, you want to escape from your engagement, but are too much afraid of the consequences to dare to do so by any act of your own;—therefore you throw it upon me. You are quite successful. I don't think you ever read poetry, but perhaps you may understand the two following lines:—

My Lord,—

"I am constrained to say, your lordship's scullion
 Should sooner be my husband than yourself."

I struggle to express the humility I feel regarding the condescension and kindness in your letter. Yet, perhaps its straightforward generosity is even more evident. The truth is, my lord, you want to back out of your commitment, but you're too afraid of the consequences to do it yourself; so you're passing it onto me. You’re doing a good job at that. I don’t believe you ever read poetry, but maybe you'll understand the meaning of these two lines:—

I see through you, and despise you thoroughly.

"I have to say, my lord,
 Your kitchen servant would be a better husband than you."

E. Eustace.
 

She was comparing the two answers together, very much in doubt as to which should be sent, when there came a message to her by a man whom she knew to be a policeman, though he did not announce himself as such, and was dressed in plain clothes. Major Mackintosh sent his compliments to her, and would wait upon her that afternoon at three o'clock, if she would have the kindness to receive him. At the first moment of seeing the man she felt that after all the rock was what she wanted. Mrs. Carbuncle was right. She had had troubles and might have more, and the rock was the thing. But then the more certainly did she become convinced of this by the presence of the major's messenger, the more clearly did she see the difficulty of attaining the security which the rock offered. If this public exposure should fall upon her, Lord Fawn's renewed offer, as she knew well, would stand for nothing. If once it were known that she had kept the necklace,—her own necklace,—under her pillow at Carlisle, he would want no further justification in repudiating her, were it for the tenth time.

E. Eustace.

She was very uncivil to the messenger, and the more so because she found that the man bore her rudeness without turning upon her and rending her. When she declared that the police had behaved very badly, and that Major Mackintosh was inexcusable in troubling her again, and that she had ceased to care twopence about the necklace,—the man made no remonstrance to her petulance. He owned that the trouble was very great, and the police very inefficient. He almost owned that the major was inexcusable. He did not care what he owned so that he achieved his object. But when Lizzie said that she could not see Major Mackintosh at three, and objected equally to two, four, or five; then the courteous messenger from Scotland Yard did say a word to make her understand that there must be a meeting,—and he hinted also that the major was doing a most unusually good-natured thing in coming to Hertford Street. Of course, Lizzie made the appointment. If the major chose to come, she would be at home at three.

She was weighing the two answers, unsure about which one to send, when a man she recognized as a policeman approached her, though he didn’t identify himself and was dressed casually. Major Mackintosh sent his regards and would like to meet with her that afternoon at three o'clock, if she would be kind enough to receive him. Upon seeing the man, she realized that the stability of the rock was what she truly wanted. Mrs. Carbuncle was right. She had faced troubles and might face more, and the rock was essential. However, the more she felt this certainty from the major's messenger's presence, the more she recognized the challenge of achieving the security that the rock promised. If this public revelation came to light, Lord Fawn's renewed offer, as she well understood, would mean nothing. If it became known that she had kept the necklace—her own necklace—under her pillow at Carlisle, he wouldn't need any more justification to reject her, even for the tenth time.

As soon as the policeman was gone, she sat alone, with a manner very much changed from that which she had worn since the arrival of Lord Fawn's letter,—with a fresh weight of care upon her, greater perhaps than she had ever hitherto borne. She had had bad moments,—when, for instance, she had been taken before the magistrates at Carlisle, when she found the police in her house on her return from the theatre, and when Lord George had forced her secret from her. But at each of these periods hope had come renewed before despair had crushed her. Now it seemed to her that the thing was done and that the game was over. This chief man of the London police no doubt knew the whole story. If she could only already have climbed upon some rock, so that there might be a man bound to defend her,—a man at any rate bound to put himself forward on her behalf and do whatever might be done in her defence,—she might have endured it!

She was really rude to the messenger, especially since he took her insults without retaliating. When she complained that the police were behaving badly and that Major Mackintosh had no right to bother her again, saying she didn’t care at all about the necklace anymore, the man didn’t push back against her attitude. He acknowledged that the situation was quite serious and the police were pretty useless. He almost agreed that the major was at fault. He didn’t mind what he admitted as long as he got what he wanted. But when Lizzie insisted she couldn’t meet Major Mackintosh at three and didn’t want to meet at two, four, or five either, the polite messenger from Scotland Yard interjected to make her understand that a meeting was necessary, and he also hinted that the major was being unusually understanding by coming to Hertford Street. Naturally, Lizzie agreed to the appointment. If the major wanted to come, she would be home at three.

What should she do now,—at this minute? She looked at her watch and found that it was already past one. Mrs. Carbuncle, as she knew, was closeted up-stairs with Lucinda, whose wedding was fixed for the following Monday. It was now Friday. Were she to call upon Mrs. Carbuncle for aid, no aid would be forthcoming unless she were to tell the whole truth. She almost thought that she would do so. But then, how great would have been her indiscretion if, after all, when the major should come, she should discover that he did not know the truth himself! That Mrs. Carbuncle would keep her secret she did not for a moment think. She longed for the comfort of some friend's counsel, but she found at last that she could not purchase it by telling everything to a woman.

As soon as the policeman left, she sat alone, her demeanor very different from how she had been since she received Lord Fawn's letter, with a new weight of worry on her, greater perhaps than she had ever faced before. She had experienced tough moments—like when she was taken before the magistrates in Carlisle, when she found the police in her home after returning from the theater, and when Lord George forced her to reveal her secret. But during each of those times, hope returned before despair could overwhelm her. Now it seemed to her that it was all finished and that the game was over. This chief officer of the London police certainly knew the entire story. If only she could have climbed onto some rock, so there would be a man ready to defend her—a man at least willing to stand up for her and do whatever he could to protect her—she might have been able to endure it!

Might it not be possible that she should still run away? She did not know much of the law, but she thought that they could not punish her for breaking an appointment even with a man so high in authority as Major Mackintosh. She could leave a note saying that pressing business called her out. But whither should she go? She thought of taking a cab to the House of Commons, finding her cousin, and telling him everything. It would be so much better that he should see the major. But then again, it might be that she should be mistaken as to the amount of the major's information. After a while she almost determined to fly off at once to Scotland, leaving word that she was obliged to go instantly to her child. But there was no direct train to Scotland before eight or nine in the evening, and during the intervening hours the police would have ample time to find her. What, indeed, could she do with herself during these intervening hours? Ah, if she had but a rock now, so that she need not be dependent altogether on the exercise of her own intellect!

What should she do now—at this moment? She looked at her watch and saw that it was already past one. Mrs. Carbuncle, as she knew, was upstairs with Lucinda, whose wedding was set for next Monday. It was now Friday. If she called on Mrs. Carbuncle for help, no help would come unless she revealed the whole truth. She almost considered doing that. But then, how foolish would she be if, when the major arrived, she found out that he didn’t know the truth either! She didn't think for a second that Mrs. Carbuncle would keep her secret. She craved the comfort of a friend's advice, but she ultimately realized that she couldn't get it by sharing everything with a woman.

Gradually the minutes passed by, and she became aware that she must face the major. Well! What had she done? She had stolen nothing. She had taken no person's property. She had, indeed, been wickedly robbed, and the police had done nothing to get back for her her property, as they were bound to have done. She would take care to tell the major what she thought about the negligence of the police. The major should not have the talk all to himself.

Could she still run away? She didn't know much about the law, but she thought they couldn't punish her for breaking an appointment, even with someone as important as Major Mackintosh. She could leave a note saying she had to deal with urgent business. But where would she go? She considered taking a cab to the House of Commons, finding her cousin, and telling him everything. It would be so much better if he spoke to the major. But she worried she might be wrong about how much the major knew. After a while, she almost decided to head straight to Scotland, leaving a note that she had to go immediately to her child. But there wasn't a direct train to Scotland until eight or nine in the evening, and in the meantime, the police would have plenty of time to find her. What could she possibly do with herself during those hours? Oh, if only she had a rock to hide under so she wouldn't have to rely solely on her own thoughts!

If it had not been for one word with which Lord George had stunned her ears, she could still have borne it well. She had told a lie;—perhaps two or three lies. She knew that she had lied. But then people lie every day. She would not have minded it much if she were simply to be called a liar. But he had told her that she would be accused of—perjury. There was something frightful to her in the name. And there were, she knew not what, dreadful penalties attached to it. Lord George had told her that she might be put in prison,—whether he had said for years or for months she had forgotten. And she thought she had heard of people's property being confiscated to the Crown when they had been made out to be guilty of certain great offences. Oh, how she wished that she had a rock!

Gradually, the minutes went by, and she realized she had to confront the major. So what had she done? She hadn’t stolen anything. She hadn’t taken anyone’s property. In fact, she had been wrongfully robbed, and the police hadn’t done anything to recover her belongings, which they were supposed to do. She would make sure to let the major know how she felt about the police’s negligence. He shouldn’t be the only one speaking.

When three o'clock came she had not started for Scotland or elsewhere, and at last she received the major. Could she have thoroughly trusted the servant, she would have denied herself at the last moment, but she feared that she might be betrayed, and she thought that her position would be rendered even worse than it was at present by a futile attempt. She was sitting alone, pale, haggard, trembling, when Major Mackintosh was shown into her room. It may be as well explained at once that, at this moment, the major knew, or thought that he knew, every circumstance of the two robberies, and that his surmises were in every respect right. Miss Crabstick and Mr. Cann were in comfortable quarters, and were prepared to tell all that they could tell. Mr. Smiler was in durance, and Mr. Benjamin was at Vienna, in the hands of the Austrian police, who were prepared to give him up to those who desired his society in England, on the completion of certain legal formalities. That Mr. Benjamin and Mr. Smiler would be prosecuted, the latter for the robbery and the former for conspiracy to rob, and for receiving stolen goods, was a matter of course. But what was to be done with Lady Eustace? That, at the present moment, was the prevailing trouble with the police. During the last three weeks every precaution had been taken to keep the matter secret, and it is hardly too much to say that Lizzie's interests were handled not only with consideration but with tenderness.

If it hadn't been for one word that Lord George had used to shock her, she could have handled it. She had told a lie—maybe two or three lies. She knew she had lied. But people lie every day. She wouldn't have cared much if she was just called a liar. But he had said she would be accused of—perjury. There was something terrifying about that word. And there were, she didn’t know what, terrible consequences tied to it. Lord George had told her that she could end up in prison—whether he said for years or months, she had forgotten. And she thought she had heard that people's property could be taken by the Crown if they were found guilty of certain serious crimes. Oh, how she wished she had a rock!

"Lady Eustace," said the major, "I am very sorry to trouble you. No doubt the man who called on you this morning explained to you who I am."

When three o'clock came, she still hadn't left for Scotland or anywhere else, and finally, she met with the major. If she could have fully trusted the servant, she would have backed out at the last minute, but she was afraid of being betrayed and thought that trying to leave now would make her situation even worse. She was sitting alone, pale, worn out, and shaking when Major Mackintosh entered her room. It’s worth mentioning right away that, at this moment, the major knew, or believed he knew, all the details of the two robberies, and his suspicions were completely accurate. Miss Crabstick and Mr. Cann were in safe accommodations and ready to share everything they knew. Mr. Smiler was in custody, and Mr. Benjamin was in Vienna, detained by the Austrian police, who were prepared to hand him over to those wanting him back in England once certain legal formalities were completed. It was a given that both Mr. Benjamin and Mr. Smiler would be charged, the latter for the robbery and the former for conspiracy to commit robbery and for receiving stolen goods. But the pressing question was what to do about Lady Eustace? That was the main concern for the police at that moment. Over the past three weeks, every effort had been made to keep the situation under wraps, and it can hardly be overstated that Lizzie's interests were handled with both care and sensitivity.

"Oh yes, I know who you are,—quite well." Lizzie made a great effort to speak without betraying her consternation; but she was nearly prostrated. The major, however, hardly observed her, and was by no means at ease himself in his effort to save her from unnecessary annoyance. He was a tall, thin, gaunt man of about forty, with large, good-natured eyes;—but it was not till the interview was half over that Lizzie took courage to look even into his face.

"Lady Eustace," the major said, "I'm really sorry to bother you. I'm sure the man who visited you this morning told you who I am."

"Just so; I am come, you know, about the robbery which took place here,—and the other robbery at Carlisle."

"Oh yes, I know who you are—very well." Lizzie made a big effort to speak without showing her shock; but she was almost overwhelmed. The major, however, barely noticed her and was definitely not relaxed himself as he tried to protect her from unnecessary stress. He was a tall, thin, lanky man in his forties, with large, kind eyes; but it wasn't until the conversation was halfway through that Lizzie found the courage to even look at his face.

"I have been so troubled about these horrid robberies! Sometimes I think they'll be the death of me."

"Exactly; I'm here, you know, about the robbery that happened here—and the other robbery in Carlisle."

"I think, Lady Eustace, we have found out the whole truth."

"I've been so worried about these awful robberies! Sometimes I feel like they might drive me insane."

"Oh, I daresay. I wonder why—you have been so long—finding it out."

"I think, Lady Eustace, we've uncovered the entire truth."

"We have had very clever people to deal with, Lady Eustace;—and I fear that, even now, we shall never get back the property."

"Oh, I really wonder why it’s taken you so long to figure it out."

"I do not care about the property, sir;—although it was all my own. Nobody has lost anything but myself; and I really don't see why the thing should not die out, as I don't care about it. Whoever it is, they may have it now."

"We've had some very clever people to deal with, Lady Eustace; and I'm afraid that, even now, we'll never be able to get the property back."

"We were bound to get to the bottom of it all, if we could; and I think that we have,—at last. Perhaps, as you say, we ought to have done it sooner."

"I don't care about the property, sir;—even though it was all mine. Nobody has lost anything except for me; and I honestly don't see why it shouldn't just fade away since I don't care about it. Whoever it is, they can have it now."

"Oh,—I don't care."

"We were determined to figure it all out, if we could; and I think we have—finally. Maybe, as you mentioned, we should have done it earlier."

"We have two persons in custody, Lady Eustace, whom we shall use as witnesses, and I am afraid we shall have to call upon you also,—as a witness." It occurred to Lizzie that they could not lock her up in prison and make her a witness too, but she said nothing. Then the major continued his speech,—and asked her the question which was, in fact, alone material. "Of course, Lady Eustace, you are not bound to say anything to me unless you like it,—and you must understand that I by no means wish you to criminate yourself."

"Oh, I don't care."

"I don't know what that means."

"We have two people in custody, Lady Eustace, whom we’ll use as witnesses, and I’m afraid we’ll need to call on you as well — as a witness." Lizzie realized they couldn’t lock her up in prison and make her a witness too, but she kept quiet. Then the major continued his speech and asked her the only question that really mattered. "Of course, Lady Eustace, you’re not obligated to say anything to me if you don’t want to — and you should know that I absolutely don’t want you to incriminate yourself."

"If you yourself have done anything wrong, I don't want to ask you to confess it."

"I have no idea what that means."

"I have had all my diamonds stolen, if you mean that. Perhaps it was wrong to have diamonds."

"If you’ve done anything wrong, I don’t want to ask you to confess."

"But to come to my question,—I suppose we may take it for granted that the diamonds were in your desk when the thieves made their entrance into this house, and broke the desk open, and stole the money out of it?" Lizzie breathed so hardly, that she was quite unable to speak. The man's voice was very gentle and very kind,—but then how could she admit that one fact? All depended on that one fact. "The woman Crabstick," said the major, "has confessed, and will state on her oath that she saw the necklace in your hands in Hertford Street, and that she saw it placed in the desk. She then gave information of this to Benjamin,—as she had before given information as to your journey up from Scotland,—and she was introduced to the two men whom she let into the house. One of them, indeed, who will also give evidence for us, she had before met at Carlisle. She then was present when the necklace was taken out of the desk. The man who opened the desk and took it out, who also cut the door at Carlisle, will give evidence to the same effect. The man who carried the necklace out of the house, and who broke open the box at Carlisle, will be tried,—as will also Benjamin, who disposed of the diamonds. I have told you the whole story, as it has been told to me by the woman Crabstick. Of course, you will deny the truth of it, if it be untrue." Lizzie sat with her eyes fixed upon the floor, but said nothing. She could not speak. "If you will allow me, Lady Eustace, to give you advice,—really friendly advice—"

"I've had all my diamonds stolen, if that's what you mean. Maybe it was a mistake to have diamonds."

"Oh, pray do."

"But to get to my question—let's assume the diamonds were in your desk when the thieves broke into this house, pried the desk open, and stole the money from it?" Lizzie breathed so heavily that she couldn't speak. The man's voice was very gentle and kind—but how could she acknowledge that one fact? Everything hinged on that one fact. "The woman Crabstick," said the major, "has confessed and will swear that she saw the necklace in your hands on Hertford Street and that she saw it placed in the desk. She then informed Benjamin about this—just like she had previously told him about your trip up from Scotland—and she was introduced to the two men she let into the house. One of them, in fact, who will also testify for us, she had met before in Carlisle. She was present when the necklace was taken from the desk. The man who opened the desk and took it out, who also broke into the door at Carlisle, will give similar testimony. The man who carried the necklace out of the house and broke open the box at Carlisle will be on trial—as will Benjamin, who sold the diamonds. I've shared the whole story as it was told to me by the woman Crabstick. Obviously, you will deny its truth if it's untrue." Lizzie stared at the floor but said nothing. She couldn't find the words. "If you’ll allow me, Lady Eustace, to offer you some advice—truly friendly advice—"

"You had better admit the truth of the story, if it is true."

"Oh, please do."

"They were my own," she whispered.

"You should probably acknowledge the truth of the story if it is true."

"Or, at any rate, you believed that they were. There can be no doubt, I think, as to that. No one supposes that the robbery at Carlisle was arranged on your behalf."

"They were mine," she said.

"Oh, no."

"Or, at the very least, you thought they were. There's no doubt about that, I believe. No one thinks that the robbery at Carlisle was set up for your benefit."

"But you had taken them out of the box before you went to bed at the inn?"

"Oh, no!"

"Not then."

"But you took them out of the box before you went to bed at the inn?"

"But you had taken them?"

"Not right now."

"I did it in the morning before I started from Scotland. They frightened me by saying the box would be stolen."

"But you took them?"

"Exactly;—and then you put them into your desk here, in this house?"

"I did it in the morning before I left Scotland. They scared me by saying the box would be stolen."

"Yes,—sir."

"Exactly;—and then you put them in your desk here, in this house?"

"I should tell you, Lady Eustace, that I had not a doubt about this before I came here. For some time past I have thought that it must be so; and latterly the confessions of two of the accomplices have made it certain to me. One of the housebreakers and the jeweller will be tried for the felony, and I am afraid that you must undergo the annoyance of being one of the witnesses."

"Yes, sir."

"What will they do to me, Major Mackintosh?" Lizzie now for the first time looked up into his eyes, and felt that they were kind. Could he be her rock? He did not speak to her like an enemy;—and then, too, he would know better than any man alive how she might best escape from her trouble.

"I should let you know, Lady Eustace, that I had no doubt about this before I arrived here. For a while now, I’ve believed that it had to be true; and recently, the confessions of two of the accomplices have confirmed it for me. One of the burglars and the jeweler will be tried for the crime, and I’m afraid you’ll have to deal with the hassle of being one of the witnesses."

"They will ask you to tell the truth."

"What are they going to do to me, Major Mackintosh?" Lizzie looked up into his eyes for the first time and felt that they were kind. Could he be her support? He didn't talk to her like an enemy; plus, he would know better than anyone else how she could best get out of her situation.

"Indeed I will do that," said Lizzie,—not aware that, after so many lies, it might be difficult to tell the truth.

"They're going to ask you to tell the truth."

"And you will probably be asked to repeat it, this way and that, in a manner that will be troublesome to you. You see that here in London, and at Carlisle, you have—given incorrect versions."

"Sure, I'll do that," said Lizzie, not realizing that after so many lies, it might be hard to tell the truth.

"I know I have. But the necklace was my own. There was nothing dishonest;—was there, Major Mackintosh? When they came to me at Carlisle I was so confused that I hardly knew what to tell them. And when I had once—given an incorrect version, you know, I didn't know how to go back."

"And you’ll probably be asked to say it over and over, in different ways, which will be annoying for you. You can see that here in London, and at Carlisle, you have—provided incorrect versions."

The major was not so well acquainted with Lizzie as is the reader, and he pitied her. "I can understand all that," he said.

"I know I have. But the necklace was mine. There was nothing dishonest, right, Major Mackintosh? When they came to me at Carlisle, I was so confused that I barely knew what to say. And once I had given an incorrect version, you know, I didn't know how to take it back."

How much kinder he was than Lord George had been when she confessed the truth to him. Here would be a rock! And such a handsome man as he was, too,—not exactly a Corsair, as he was great in authority over the London police,—but a powerful, fine fellow, who would know what to do with swords and pistols as well as any Corsair;—and one, too, no doubt, who would understand poetry! Any such dream, however, was altogether unavailing, as the major had a wife at home and seven children. "If you will only tell me what to do, I will do it," she said, looking up into his face with entreaty, and pressing her hands together in supplication.

The major didn't know Lizzie as well as the reader does, and he felt sorry for her. "I get it," he said.

Then at great length, and with much patience, he explained to her what he would have her do. He thought that, if she were summoned and used as a witness, there would be no attempt to prosecute her for the—incorrect versions—of which she had undoubtedly been guilty. The probability was, that she would receive assurance to this effect before she would be asked to give her evidence, preparatory to the committal of Benjamin and Smiler. He could not assure her that it would be so, but he had no doubt of it. In order, however, that things might be made to run as smooth as possible, he recommended her very strongly to go at once to Mr. Camperdown and make a clean breast of it to him. "The whole family should be told," said the major, "and it will be better for you that they should know it from yourself than from us." When she hesitated, he explained to her that the matter could no longer be kept as a secret, and that her evidence would certainly appear in the papers. He proposed that she should be summoned for that day week,—which would be the Friday after Lucinda's marriage, and he suggested that she should go to Mr. Camperdown's on the morrow. "What!—to-morrow?" exclaimed Lizzie, in dismay.

How much nicer he was than Lord George had been when she admitted the truth to him. Here was a solid support! And he was such a good-looking guy too—not exactly a pirate since he had a high position in the London police—but a strong, impressive man who could handle swords and guns just like any pirate; and surely, he would appreciate poetry! However, any such fantasy was completely pointless, as the major had a wife and seven kids at home. "If you just tell me what to do, I will do it," she said, looking up at him with pleading eyes and clasping her hands together in prayer.

"My dear Lady Eustace," said the major, "the sooner you get back into straight running, the sooner you will be comfortable." Then she promised that she would go on the Tuesday,—the day after the marriage. "If he learns it in the meantime, you must not be surprised," said the major.

Then, after a long discussion and with a lot of patience, he explained to her what he wanted her to do. He believed that if she were called in as a witness, there would be no effort to prosecute her for the—incorrect versions—of which she had definitely been guilty. It was likely that she would get confirmation of this before she would be asked to testify, in preparation for the arrest of Benjamin and Smiler. He couldn’t guarantee it, but he was confident. To ensure everything went as smoothly as possible, he strongly advised her to go see Mr. Camperdown immediately and come clean. "The whole family should know," said the major, "and it will be better for them to hear it from you than from us." When she hesitated, he explained that the matter couldn’t remain a secret any longer and that her testimony would definitely make it into the news. He suggested that she be called in for the following week—which would be the Friday after Lucinda's wedding—and proposed that she visit Mr. Camperdown the next day. "What!—tomorrow?" Lizzie exclaimed, shocked.

"Tell me one thing, Major Mackintosh," she said, as she gave him her hand at parting,—"they can't take away from me anything that is my own;—can they?"

"My dear Lady Eustace," said the major, "the sooner you get back to your usual routine, the sooner you'll feel comfortable." Then she promised that she would leave on Tuesday—the day after the wedding. "If he finds out in the meantime, don't be surprised," said the major.

"I don't think they can," said the major, escaping rather quickly from the room.

"Tell me one thing, Major Mackintosh," she said, as she shook his hand goodbye, — "they can't take away anything that belongs to me; — can they?"

 

"I don't think they can," said the major, quickly leaving the room.

 

The Saturday and the Sunday Lizzie passed in outward tranquillity, though doubtless her mind was greatly disturbed. She said nothing of what had passed between her and Major Mackintosh, explaining that his visit had been made solely with the object of informing her that Mr. Benjamin was to be sent home from Vienna, but that the diamonds were gone for ever. She had, as she declared to herself, agreed with Major Mackintosh that she would not go to Mr. Camperdown till the Tuesday,—justifying her delay by her solicitude in reference to Miss Roanoke's marriage; and therefore these two days were her own. After them would come a totally altered phase of existence. All the world would know the history of the diamonds,—cousin Frank, and Lord Fawn, and John Eustace, and Mrs. Carbuncle, and the Bobsborough people, and Lady Glencora, and that old vulturess, her aunt, the Countess of Linlithgow. It must come now;—but she had two days in which she could be quiet and think of her position. She would, she thought, send one of her letters to Lord Fawn before she went to Mr. Camperdown;—but which should she send? Or should she write a third explaining the whole matter in sweetly piteous feminine terms, and swearing that the only remaining feeling in her bosom was a devoted affection to the man who had now twice promised to be her husband?

CHAPTER LXIX

"I Cannot Do It"
 

In the meantime the preparations for the great marriage went on. Mrs. Carbuncle spent her time busily between Lucinda's bedchamber and the banqueting hall in Albemarle Street. In spite of pecuniary difficulties the trousseau was to be a wonder; and even Lizzie was astonished at the jewellery which that indefatigable woman had collected together for a preliminary show in Hertford Street. She had spent hours at Howell and James's, and had made marvellous bargains there and elsewhere. Things were sent for selection, of which the greater portion were to be returned, but all were kept for the show. The same things which were shown to separate friends in Hertford Street as part of the trousseau on Friday and Saturday were carried over to Albemarle Street on the Sunday, so as to add to the quasi-public exhibition of presents on the Monday. The money expended had gone very far. The most had been made of a failing credit. Every particle of friendly generosity had been so manipulated as to add to the external magnificence. And Mrs. Carbuncle had done all this without any help from Lucinda,—in the midst of most contemptuous indifference on Lucinda's part. She could hardly be got to allow the milliners to fit the dresses to her body, and positively refused to thrust her feet into certain golden-heeled boots with brightly-bronzed toes, which were a great feature among the raiment. Nobody knew it except Mrs. Carbuncle and the maid,—even Lizzie Eustace did not know it;—but once the bride absolutely ran amuck among the finery, scattering the laces here and there, pitching the glove-boxes under the bed, chucking the golden-heeled boots into the fire-place, and exhibiting quite a tempest of fury against one of the finest shows of petticoats ever arranged with a view to the admiration and envy of female friends. But all this Mrs. Carbuncle bore, and still persevered. The thing was so nearly done now that she could endure to persevere though the provocation to abandon it was so great. She had even ceased to find fault with her niece,—but went on in silence counting the hours till the trouble should be taken off her own shoulders and placed on those of Sir Griffin. It was a great thing to her, almost more than she had expected, that neither Lucinda nor Sir Griffin should have positively declined the marriage. It was impossible that either should retreat from it now.

The Saturday and Sunday Lizzie spent in outward calm, though her mind was clearly in turmoil. She said nothing about her conversation with Major Mackintosh, claiming that his visit was only to tell her that Mr. Benjamin was being sent back from Vienna, but that the diamonds were gone for good. She had, as she told herself, agreed with Major Mackintosh not to go to Mr. Camperdown until Tuesday, justifying her delay by saying she was concerned about Miss Roanoke's marriage; so these two days were hers to enjoy. After that, her life would change completely. Everyone would find out the story of the diamonds—cousin Frank, Lord Fawn, John Eustace, Mrs. Carbuncle, the Bobsborough crowd, Lady Glencora, and that old schemer, her aunt, the Countess of Linlithgow. It was bound to come out now; but she had two days to be at peace and think about her situation. She thought she might send one of her letters to Lord Fawn before she met with Mr. Camperdown—but which one should she choose? Or should she write a third letter that explained everything in sweetly pitiful feminine terms, vowing that the only feeling left in her heart was a deep affection for the man who had now twice promised to marry her?

Luckily for Mrs. Carbuncle, Sir Griffin took delight in the show. He did this after a bearish fashion, putting his finger upon little flaws with an intelligence for which Mrs. Carbuncle had not hitherto given him credit. As to certain ornaments, he observed that the silver was plated and the gold ormolu. A "rope" of pearls he at once detected as being false,—and after fingering certain lace he turned up his nose and shook his head. Then, on the Sunday, in Albemarle Street, he pointed out to Mrs. Carbuncle sundry articles which he had seen in the bedroom on the Saturday. "But, my dear Sir Griffin,—that's of course," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "Oh;—that's of course, is it?" said Sir Griffin, turning up his nose again. "Where did that Delph bowl come from?" "It is one of Mortlock's finest Etruscan vases," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "Oh,—I thought that Etruscan vases came from—from somewhere in Greece or Italy," said Sir Griffin. "I declare that you are shocking," said Mrs. Carbuncle, struggling to maintain her good humour.

In the meantime, the preparations for the big wedding continued. Mrs. Carbuncle busied herself moving between Lucinda's room and the banquet hall on Albemarle Street. Despite financial challenges, the trousseau was going to be amazing; even Lizzie was surprised by the jewelry that this tireless woman had gathered for an initial display on Hertford Street. She spent hours at Howell and James's, striking incredible deals there and elsewhere. Items were sent for selection, most of which would be returned, but everything was kept for the display. The same items shown to separate friends in Hertford Street as part of the trousseau on Friday and Saturday were moved to Albemarle Street on Sunday to enhance the semi-public exhibition of gifts on Monday. The money spent had stretched incredibly far. They made the most of a dwindling budget. Every ounce of generosity from friends was carefully arranged to boost the external grandeur. And Mrs. Carbuncle managed all this without any assistance from Lucinda, who displayed a remarkable indifference. Lucinda could barely be persuaded to let the dressmakers fit her clothes, and she outright refused to put on certain golden-heeled boots with shiny bronze toes, a standout feature among the outfits. Nobody knew this except Mrs. Carbuncle and the maid—not even Lizzie Eustace; but once the bride completely lost it among the finery, tossing lace around, throwing glove boxes under the bed, hurling the golden-heeled boots into the fireplace, and displaying an intense rage against one of the finest collections of petticoats ever curated for the admiration and envy of her friends. Yet Mrs. Carbuncle endured all this and continued her efforts. The plans were so close to completion that she could tolerate the urge to give up, despite the strong temptation to do so. She even stopped criticizing her niece and silently counted the hours until the burden would be lifted from her shoulders and placed onto Sir Griffin's. To her, it was a significant achievement—almost more than she had anticipated—that neither Lucinda nor Sir Griffin had outright declined the marriage. It was now impossible for either of them to back out.

He passed hours of the Sunday in Hertford Street, and Lord George also was there for some time. Lizzie, who could hardly devote her mind to the affairs of the wedding, remained alone in her own sitting-room during the greater part of the day;—but she did show herself while Lord George was there. "So I hear that Mackintosh has been here," said Lord George.

Luckily for Mrs. Carbuncle, Sir Griffin enjoyed the display. He did this in a rather blunt manner, pointing out minor flaws with an insight that Mrs. Carbuncle hadn’t credited him with before. As for certain decorations, he noted that the silver was just plated and the gold was ormolu. A "rope" of pearls he immediately recognized as fake—and after examining some lace, he wrinkled his nose and shook his head. Then, on Sunday in Albemarle Street, he pointed out several items that he had seen in the bedroom on Saturday. "But, my dear Sir Griffin,—that’s obvious," Mrs. Carbuncle said. "Oh;—that’s obvious, is it?" Sir Griffin replied, wrinkling his nose again. "Where did that Delph bowl come from?" "It's one of Mortlock's finest Etruscan vases," said Mrs. Carbuncle. "Oh,—I thought Etruscan vases came from—from somewhere in Greece or Italy," Sir Griffin remarked. "I must say, you’re quite shocking," said Mrs. Carbuncle, trying to keep her good mood.

"Yes,—he was here."

He spent hours on Sunday in Hertford Street, and Lord George was also there for a while. Lizzie, who could barely focus on the wedding plans, stayed alone in her sitting room for most of the day; however, she did come out while Lord George was there. "So I hear Mackintosh has been here," said Lord George.

"And what did he say?" Lizzie did not like the way in which the man looked at her, feeling it to be not only unfriendly, but absolutely cruel. It seemed to imply that he knew that her secret was about to be divulged. And what was he to her now that he should be impertinent to her? What he knew, all the world would know before the end of the week. And that other man who knew it already, had been kind to her, had said nothing about perjury, but had explained to her that what she would have to bear would be trouble, and not imprisonment and loss of money. Lord George, to whom she had been so civil, for whom she had spent money, to whom she had almost offered herself and all that she possessed,—Lord George, whom she had selected as the first repository of her secret, had spoken no word to comfort her, but had made things look worse for her than they were. Why should she submit to be questioned by Lord George? In a day or two the secret which he knew would be no secret. "Never mind what he said, Lord George," she replied.

"Yes, he was here."

"Has he found it all out?"

"And what did he say?" Lizzie didn’t like the way the man looked at her; it felt not just unfriendly but downright cruel. It seemed to suggest he knew her secret was about to come out. And who was he to treat her with such disrespect? What he knew, the whole world would find out before the week was over. The other man who already knew had been nice to her; he hadn’t said anything about perjury but had explained that what she would face would be trouble, not imprisonment or financial loss. Lord George, whom she had been so polite to, for whom she had spent money, to whom she had nearly offered herself and everything she owned—Lord George, whom she had chosen as the first person to share her secret with, hadn’t said a word to comfort her; instead, he had only made things seem worse for her. Why should she put up with being questioned by Lord George? In a day or two, the secret he knew would be out in the open. "Never mind what he said, Lord George," she replied.

"You had better go and ask himself," said Lizzie. "I am sick of the subject, and I mean to have done with it."

"Has he figured it all out?"

Lord George laughed, and Lizzie hated him for his laugh.

"You should go and ask him yourself," said Lizzie. "I'm tired of this topic, and I want to be done with it."

"I declare," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "that you two who were such friends are always snapping at each other now."

Lord George laughed, and Lizzie despised him for his laugh.

"The fickleness is all on her ladyship's part,—not on mine," said Lord George; whereupon Lady Eustace walked out of the room and was not seen again till dinner-time.

"I declare," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "that you two, who used to be such good friends, are always snapping at each other now."

Soon afterwards Lucinda also endeavoured to escape, but to this Sir Griffin objected. Sir Griffin was in a very good humour, and bore himself like a prosperous bridegroom. "Come, Luce," he said, "get off your high horse for a little. To-morrow, you know, you must come down altogether."

"The inconsistency is all on her ladyship's side—not mine," said Lord George; at which point Lady Eustace left the room and wasn't seen again until dinner.

"So much the more reason for my remaining up to-day."

Soon after, Lucinda also tried to escape, but Sir Griffin was against it. He was in a great mood and acted like a happy groom. "Come on, Luce," he said, "get off your high horse for a bit. Tomorrow, you know, you have to come down completely."

"I'll be shot if you shall," said Sir Griffin. "Luce, sit in my lap, and give me a kiss."

"So much more reason for me to stay up today."

At this moment Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle were in the front drawing-room, and Lord George was telling her the true story as to the necklace. It must be explained on his behalf that in doing this he did not consider that he was betraying the trust reposed in him. "They know all about it in Scotland Yard," he said; "I got it from Gager. They were bound to tell me, as up to this week past every man in the police thought that I had been the master-mind among the thieves. When I think of it I hardly know whether to laugh or cry."

"I'll be in trouble if you do," said Sir Griffin. "Luce, come sit on my lap and give me a kiss."

"And she had them all the time?" exclaimed Mrs. Carbuncle.

At that moment, Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle were in the front drawing room, and Lord George was sharing the real story about the necklace. He felt the need to clarify that he didn’t think he was breaking any trust by doing so. "They know all about it at Scotland Yard," he said. "I got the info from Gager. They were obligated to tell me, since until this week, every cop thought I was the mastermind behind the theft. When I think about it, I barely know whether to laugh or cry."

"Yes;—in this house! Did you ever hear of such a little cat? I could tell you more than that. She wanted me to take them and dispose of them."

"And she had these all the time?" exclaimed Mrs. Carbuncle.

"No!"

"Yes, in this house! Have you ever heard of such a tiny cat? I could tell you even more than that. She wanted me to take them and get rid of them."

"She did though;—and now see the way she treats me! Never mind. Don't say a word to her about it till it comes out of itself. She'll have to be arrested, no doubt."

"No way!"

"Arrested!" Mrs. Carbuncle's further exclamations were stopped by Lucinda's struggles in the other room. She had declined to sit upon the bridegroom's lap, but had acknowledged that she was bound to submit to be kissed. He had kissed her, and then had striven to drag her on to his knee. But she was strong, and had resisted violently, and, as he afterwards said, had struck him savagely. "Of course I struck him," said Lucinda.

"She did, though; and now look at how she treats me! Whatever. Don't mention it to her until it comes out on its own. She'll definitely have to be arrested."

"By ––––, you shall pay for it!" said Sir Griffin. This took place in the presence of Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle, and yet they were to be married to-morrow.

"Arrested!" Mrs. Carbuncle's other exclamations were interrupted by Lucinda's struggles in the other room. She had refused to sit on the groom's lap but had admitted that she had to allow him to kiss her. He kissed her, then tried to pull her onto his knee. But she was strong and had resisted fiercely, and, as he later said, had hit him hard. "Of course I hit him," said Lucinda.

"The idea of complaining that a girl hit you,—and the girl who is to be your wife!" said Lord George, as they walked off together.

"By ––––, you will pay for it!" said Sir Griffin. This happened in front of Lord George and Mrs. Carbuncle, and yet they were supposed to get married tomorrow.

"I know what to complain of, and what not," said Sir Griffin. "Are you going to let me have that money?"

"The idea of complaining that a girl hit you—especially the girl who's going to be your wife!" said Lord George as they walked off together.

"No;—I am not," said Lord George,—"so there's an end of that." Nevertheless, they dined together at their club afterwards, and in the evening Sir Griffin was again in Hertford Street.

"I know what I can complain about and what I can't," said Sir Griffin. "Are you going to give me that money?"

This happened on the Sunday, on which day none of the ladies had gone to church. Mr. Emilius well understood the cause of their absence, and felt nothing of a parson's anger at it. He was to marry the couple on the Monday morning, and dined with the ladies on the Sunday. He was peculiarly gracious and smiling, and spoke of the Hymeneals as though they were even more than ordinarily joyful and happy in their promise. To Lizzie he was almost affectionate, and Mrs. Carbuncle he flattered to the top of her bent. The power of the man in being sprightly under such a load of trouble as oppressed the household, was wonderful. He had to do with three women who were worldly, hard, and given entirely to evil things. Even as regarded the bride, who felt the horror of her position, so much must be in truth admitted. Though from day to day and hour to hour she would openly declare her hatred of the things around her,—yet she went on. Since she had entered upon life she had known nothing but falsehood and scheming wickedness;—and, though she rebelled against the consequences, she had not rebelled against the wickedness. Now to this unfortunate young woman and her two companions, Mr. Emilius discoursed with an unctuous mixture of celestial and terrestrial glorification, which was proof, at any rate, of great ability on his part. He told them how a good wife was a crown, or rather a chaplet of aetherial roses to her husband, and how high rank and great station in the world made such a chaplet more beautiful and more valuable. His work in the vineyard, he said, had fallen lately among the wealthy and nobly born; and though he would not say that he was entitled to take glory on that account, still he gave thanks daily in that he had been enabled to give his humble assistance towards the running of a godly life to those who, by their example, were enabled to have so wide an effect upon their poorer fellow-creatures. He knew well how difficult it was for a camel to go through the eye of a needle. They had the highest possible authority for that. But Scripture never said that the camel,—which, as he explained it, was simply a thread larger than ordinary thread,—could not go through the needle's eye. The camel which succeeded, in spite of the difficulties attending its exalted position, would be peculiarly blessed. And he went on to suggest that the three ladies before him, one of whom was about to enter upon a new phase of life to-morrow, under auspices peculiarly propitious, were, all of them, camels of this description. Sir Griffin, when he came in, received for a while the peculiar attention of Mr. Emilius. "I think, Sir Griffin," he commenced, "that no period of a man's life is so blessed, as that upon which you will enter to-morrow." This he said in a whisper, but it was a whisper audible to the ladies.

"No;—I’m not," said Lord George,—"so that’s that." Still, they had dinner together at their club afterward, and in the evening, Sir Griffin was back on Hertford Street.

"Well;—yes; it's all right, I daresay," said Sir Griffin.

This happened on a Sunday, when none of the ladies went to church. Mr. Emilius understood exactly why they were absent and didn’t feel any of a clergyman's anger about it. He was set to marry the couple on Monday morning and had dinner with the ladies on Sunday. He was particularly charming and cheerful, speaking of the wedding as if it were exceptionally joyful and promising. He was almost affectionate towards Lizzie and flattered Mrs. Carbuncle to the maximum. It was impressive how he managed to be upbeat despite the heavy troubles weighing down the household. He dealt with three women who were worldly, tough, and entirely caught up in negative things. Even with the bride, who was painfully aware of her situation, this was undeniably true. Although she openly expressed her hatred for her surroundings every day, she still went along with it. Since entering adulthood, she had only experienced deceit and scheming wickedness; and while she resisted the fallout, she hadn’t rebelled against the wickedness itself. To this unfortunate young woman and her two companions, Mr. Emilius spoke with a smooth blend of heavenly and worldly praise, which proved his considerable skill. He told them how a good wife was a crown, or rather a garland of ethereal roses for her husband, and how high rank and status made such a garland even more beautiful and valuable. He mentioned that his work lately involved the wealthy and noble; and while he wouldn’t say that gave him special glory, he was grateful daily for the chance to provide his humble support in leading a godly life to those who could have such a broad impact on their less fortunate fellow humans. He knew well how hard it was for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle. They had the highest authority on that. But Scripture never said that the camel—which he described as just a thread larger than usual—couldn’t go through the needle's eye. The camel that succeeded, despite its challenges, would be especially blessed. He suggested that the three ladies in front of him, one of whom was set to enter a new chapter of life tomorrow under particularly favorable circumstances, were all camels of this kind. When Sir Griffin entered, Mr. Emilius gave him special attention for a while. "I think, Sir Griffin," he started, "that no time in a man's life is as blessed as the one you’ll enter tomorrow." He said this in a whisper, but it was loud enough for the ladies to hear.

"Well, after all, what is life till a man has met and obtained the partner of his soul? It is a blank,—and the blank becomes every day more and more intolerable to the miserable solitary."

"Well, yeah, it’s all good, I guess," said Sir Griffin.

"I wonder you don't get married yourself," said Mrs. Carbuncle, who perceived that Sir Griffin was rather astray for an answer.

"Well, after all, what is life until a man has met and found the partner of his soul? It is empty—and that emptiness becomes more and more unbearable every day for the miserable loner."

"Ah!—if one could always be fortunate when one loved!" said Mr. Emilius, casting his eyes across to Lizzie Eustace. It was evident to them all that he did not wish to conceal his passion.

"I’m surprised you haven’t married yourself," said Mrs. Carbuncle, noticing that Sir Griffin seemed a bit lost for words.

It was the object of Mrs. Carbuncle that the lovers should not be left alone together, but that they should be made to think that they were passing the evening in affectionate intercourse. Lucinda hardly spoke, hardly had spoken since her disagreeable struggle with Sir Griffin. He said but little, but with Mrs. Carbuncle was better humoured than usual. Every now and then she made little whispered communications to him, telling that they would be sure to be at the church at eleven to the moment, explaining to him what would be the extent of Lucinda's boxes for the wedding tour, and assuring him that he would find Lucinda's new maid a treasure in regard to his own shirts and pocket-handkerchiefs. She toiled marvellously at little subjects, always making some allusion to Lucinda, and never hinting that aught short of Elysium was in store for him. The labour was great; the task was terrible; but now it was so nearly over! And to Lizzie she was very courteous, never hinting by a word or a look that there was any new trouble impending on the score of the diamonds. She, too, as she received the greasy compliments of Mr. Emilius with pretty smiles, had her mind full enough of care.

"Ah!—if only you could always be lucky in love!" said Mr. Emilius, glancing over at Lizzie Eustace. It was clear to everyone that he didn't want to hide his feelings.

At last Sir Griffin went, again kissing his bride as he left. Lucinda accepted his embrace without a word and almost without a shudder. "Eleven to the moment, Sir Griffin," said Mrs. Carbuncle, with her best good humour. "All right," said Sir Griffin as he passed out of the door. Lucinda walked across the room, and kept her eyes fixed on his retreating figure as he descended the stairs. Mr. Emilius had already departed, with many promises of punctuality, and Lizzie now withdrew for the night. "Dear Lizzie, good night," said Mrs. Carbuncle, kissing her.

It was Mrs. Carbuncle's intention to ensure the lovers were never alone together, while making them believe they were enjoying a passionate evening. Lucinda barely spoke, having hardly said a word since her unpleasant confrontation with Sir Griffin. He was quiet as well, but seemed in a better mood than usual around Mrs. Carbuncle. From time to time, she leaned in to whisper to him, assuring him they would definitely be at the church at eleven sharp, informing him about the number of Lucinda's boxes for their honeymoon, and promising he would find Lucinda's new maid incredibly helpful with his shirts and handkerchiefs. She worked tirelessly on these small topics, constantly referencing Lucinda, never suggesting that anything less than a perfect future awaited him. It was a challenging job, but it was almost finished! And she was very polite to Lizzie, not giving any hint through words or expressions that there would be any new trouble regarding the diamonds. As she smiled charmingly at Mr. Emilius’ greasy compliments, her mind was filled with worries.

"Good night, Lady Eustace," said Lucinda. "I suppose I shall see you to-morrow?"

At last, Sir Griffin left, giving his bride one last kiss as he walked out. Lucinda accepted his embrace quietly, barely flinching. "Eleven on the dot, Sir Griffin," Mrs. Carbuncle said cheerfully. "Alright," Sir Griffin replied as he went out the door. Lucinda crossed the room, keeping her gaze fixed on his fading figure as he went down the stairs. Mr. Emilius had already left, promising to be on time, and now Lizzie decided to call it a night. "Goodnight, dear Lizzie," Mrs. Carbuncle said, planting a kiss on her.

"See me!—of course you will see me. I shall come into your room with the girls, after you have had your tea." The girls mentioned were the four bridesmaids, as to whom there had been some difficulty, as Lucinda had neither sister nor cousins, and had contracted no peculiarly tender friendships. But Mrs. Carbuncle had arranged it, and four properly-equipped young ladies were to be in attendance at ten on the morrow.

"Good night, Lady Eustace," Lucinda said. "I guess I'll see you tomorrow?"

Then Lucinda and Mrs. Carbuncle were alone. "Of one thing I feel sure," said Lucinda in a low voice.

"Look for me!—of course you'll see me. I'll come into your room with the girls after you've had your tea." The girls mentioned were the four bridesmaids, and there had been some trouble finding them since Lucinda had no sisters or cousins and hadn’t formed any particularly close friendships. But Mrs. Carbuncle had sorted it out, and four appropriately dressed young ladies were set to be there at ten tomorrow.

"What is that, dear?"

Then Lucinda and Mrs. Carbuncle were alone. "I'm sure of one thing," said Lucinda quietly.

"I shall never see Sir Griffin Tewett again."

"What is that, babe?"

"You talk in that way on purpose to break me down at the last moment," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"I will never see Sir Griffin Tewett again."

"Dear Aunt Jane, I would not break you down if I could help it. I have struggled so hard,—simply that you might be freed from me. We have been very foolish, both of us; but I would bear all the punishment,—if I could."

"You talk like that on purpose to break me down at the last moment," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"You know that this is nonsense now."

"Dear Aunt Jane, I wouldn’t hurt you if I could avoid it. I’ve fought so hard—just so you could be free of me. We’ve both been really foolish; but I would take all the blame—if I could."

"Very well. I only tell you. I know that I shall never see him again. I will never trust myself alone in his presence. I could not do it. When he touches me my whole body is in agony. To be kissed by him is madness."

"You know this is nonsense now."

"Lucinda, this is very wicked. You are working yourself up to a paroxysm of folly."

"Alright. I'm just telling you. I know that I'll never see him again. I will never allow myself to be alone with him. I just can’t do it. When he touches me, my whole body feels like it's in pain. Being kissed by him is pure insanity."

"Wicked;—yes, I know that I am wicked. There has been enough of wickedness certainly. You don't suppose that I mean to excuse myself?"

"Lucinda, this is really wrong. You're driving yourself into a fit of foolishness."

"Of course you will marry Sir Griffin to-morrow."

"Wicked;—yes, I know I'm wicked. There's definitely been enough wickedness. You don't think I'm trying to make excuses for myself, do you?"

"I shall never be married to him. How I shall escape from him,—by dying, or going mad,—or by destroying him, God only knows." Then she paused, and her aunt looking into her face almost began to fear that she was in earnest. But she would not take it as at all indicating any real result for the morrow. The girl had often said nearly the same thing before, and had still submitted. "Do you know, Aunt Jane, I don't think I could feel to any man as though I loved him. But for this man,— Oh God, how I do detest him! I cannot do it."

"Of course you’re going to marry Sir Griffin tomorrow."

"You had better go to bed, Lucinda, and let me come to you in the morning."

"I will never marry him. How I will get away from him—by dying, going crazy, or destroying him—only God knows." She paused, and her aunt glanced at her face, starting to worry that she was serious. But she wouldn’t take it as a sign of any real outcome for tomorrow. The girl had often said almost the same thing before and had still gone along with it. “Do you know, Aunt Jane, I don’t think I could ever feel about any man as if I loved him. But for this man—Oh God, how I detest him! I can’t do it.”

"Yes;—come to me in the morning;—early."

"You should go to bed, Lucinda, and let me come see you in the morning."

"I will,—at eight."

"Yes;—come to me in the morning;—early."

"I shall know then, perhaps."

"I'll be there at eight."

"My dear, will you come to my room to-night, and sleep with me?"

"I might know then, maybe."

"Oh, no. I have ever so many things to do. I have papers to burn, and things to put away. But come to me at eight. Good night, Aunt Jane." Mrs. Carbuncle went up to her room with her, kissed her affectionately, and then left her.

"My dear, will you come to my room tonight and sleep with me?"

She was now really frightened. What would be said of her if she should press the marriage forward to a completion, and if after that some terrible tragedy should take place between the bride and bridegroom? That Lucinda, in spite of all that had been said, would stand at the altar, and allow the ceremony to be performed, she still believed. Those last words about burning papers and putting things away, seemed to imply that the girl still thought that she would be taken away from her present home on the morrow. But what would come afterwards? The horror which the bride expressed was, as Mrs. Carbuncle well knew, no mock feeling, no pretence at antipathy. She tried to think of it, and to realise what might in truth be the girl's action and ultimate fate when she should find herself in the power of this man whom she so hated. But had not other girls done the same thing, and lived through it all, and become fat, indifferent, and fond of the world? It is only the first step that signifies.

"Oh, no. I have so many things to do. I have papers to burn and things to put away. But come to me at eight. Good night, Aunt Jane." Mrs. Carbuncle went up to her room with her, kissed her affectionately, and then left her.

At any rate, the thing must go on now;—must go on, whatever might be the result to Lucinda or to Mrs. Carbuncle herself. Yes; it must go on. There was, no doubt, very much of bitterness in the world for such as them,—for persons doomed by the necessities of their position to a continual struggle. It always had been so, and always would be so. But each bitter cup must be drained in the hope that the next might be sweeter. Of course the marriage must go on; though, doubtless, this cup was very bitter.

She was really scared now. What would people say if she rushed the wedding to finish it, and then something horrible happened between the bride and groom? Lucinda, despite everything that had been said, still believed she would stand at the altar and go through with the ceremony. Those last words about burning papers and putting things away seemed to suggest that the girl still thought she would be taken away from her home the next day. But what would happen afterwards? The fear the bride felt was, as Mrs. Carbuncle knew very well, not fake, not pretend dislike. She tried to think about it and grasp what the girl's actions and ultimate fate would be once she found herself at the mercy of this man she despised. But hadn’t other girls done the same and gotten through it, becoming complacent, indifferent, and fond of the world? It’s only the first step that matters.

More than once in the night Mrs. Carbuncle crept up to the door of her niece's room, endeavouring to ascertain what might be going on within. At two o'clock, while she was on the landing-place, the candle was extinguished, and she could hear that Lucinda put herself to bed. At any rate, so far, things were safe. An indistinct, incompleted idea of some possible tragedy had flitted across the mind of the poor woman, causing her to shake and tremble, forbidding her, weary as she was, to lie down;—but now she told herself at last that this was an idle phantasy, and she went to bed. Of course Lucinda must go through with it. It had been her own doing, and Sir Griffin was not worse than other men. As she said this to herself, Mrs. Carbuncle hardened her heart by remembering that her own married life had not been peculiarly happy.

At any rate, this thing has to proceed now; it has to go on, no matter what the outcome is for Lucinda or Mrs. Carbuncle herself. Yes; it must continue. There’s undoubtedly a lot of bitterness in the world for people like them—those who are stuck in a constant struggle because of their circumstances. It has always been this way and will always be. But every bitter experience must be faced with the hope that the next one will be better. Of course, the marriage has to happen, even if this situation is really tough.

Exactly at eight on the following morning she knocked at her niece's door, and was at once bidden to enter. "Come in, Aunt Jane." The words cheered her wonderfully. At any rate, there had been no tragedy as yet, and as she turned the handle of the door, she felt that, as a matter of course, the marriage would go on just like any other marriage. She found Lucinda up and dressed,—but so dressed as certainly to show no preparation for a wedding-toilet. She had on an ordinary stuff morning frock, and her hair was close tucked up and pinned, as it might have been had she already prepared herself for a journey. But what astonished Mrs. Carbuncle more than the dress was the girl's manner. She was sitting at a table with a book before her, which was afterwards found to be the Bible, and she never turned her head as her aunt entered the room. "What, up already," said Mrs. Carbuncle,—"and dressed?"

More than once during the night, Mrs. Carbuncle quietly approached her niece's room, trying to find out what was happening inside. At two o'clock, while she was on the landing, the candle went out, and she could hear Lucinda getting into bed. At least for now, things seemed safe. A vague, unfinished thought of some possible disaster had crossed the poor woman's mind, making her feel anxious and preventing her, despite her exhaustion, from lying down; but now, she finally told herself this was just a silly worry, and she went to bed. Of course, Lucinda had to go through with it. It was her choice, and Sir Griffin wasn't any worse than other men. As she thought this, Mrs. Carbuncle steeled herself by recalling that her own marriage had not been particularly happy.

"Yes; I am up,—and dressed. I have been up ever so long. How was I to lie in bed on such a morning as this? Aunt Jane, I wish you to know as soon as possible that no earthly consideration will induce me to leave this room to-day."

Exactly at eight the next morning, she knocked on her niece's door and was immediately invited in. "Come in, Aunt Jane." Those words brightened her spirits. At least there hadn't been any drama yet, and as she turned the doorknob, she felt that, naturally, the wedding would proceed like any other wedding. She found Lucinda awake and dressed—but not in a way that suggested she was preparing for her wedding day. She was wearing a regular morning dress, and her hair was neatly pinned up, as if she were getting ready for a trip. But what surprised Mrs. Carbuncle even more than the outfit was the girl's demeanor. Lucinda was sitting at a table with a book in front of her, which turned out to be the Bible, and she didn't even glance up when her aunt walked in. "What, you're awake already," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "and dressed?"

"What nonsense, Lucinda!"

"Yes, I’m up—and dressed. I've been up for a while. How could I stay in bed on a morning like this? Aunt Jane, I want you to know right away that nothing would make me leave this room today."

"Very well;—all the same you might as well believe me. I want you to send to Mr. Emilius, and to those girls,—and to the man. And you had better get Lord George to let the other people know. I'm quite in earnest."

"What nonsense, Lucinda!"

And she was in earnest,—quite in earnest, though there was a flightiness about her manner which induced Mrs. Carbuncle for awhile to think that she was less so than she had been on the previous evening. The unfortunate woman remained with her niece for an hour and a half, imploring, threatening, scolding, and weeping. When the maids came to the door, first one maid and then another, they were refused entrance. It might still be possible, Mrs. Carbuncle thought, that she would prevail. But nothing now could shake Lucinda or induce her even to discuss the subject. She sat there looking steadfastly at the book,—hardly answering, never defending herself, but protesting that nothing should induce her to leave the room on that day. "Do you want to destroy me?" Mrs. Carbuncle said at last.

"Sure; you might as well trust me. I need you to reach out to Mr. Emilius, those girls, and that guy. And you should probably ask Lord George to inform the others. I'm serious about this."

"You have destroyed me," said Lucinda.

And she was serious—completely serious, even though there was a bit of a lightness to her attitude that made Mrs. Carbuncle think for a moment that she was less serious than she had been the night before. The poor woman spent an hour and a half with her niece, begging, threatening, scolding, and crying. When the maids came to the door, one after another, they were turned away. Mrs. Carbuncle thought it might still be possible for her to change Lucinda's mind. But nothing could budge Lucinda or make her even want to talk about it. She just sat there, staring at the book—barely replying, never defending herself, but insisting that nothing would make her leave the room that day. "Do you want to ruin me?" Mrs. Carbuncle finally asked.

At half-past nine Lizzie Eustace came to the room, and Mrs. Carbuncle, in her trouble, thought it better to take other counsel. Lizzie, therefore, was admitted. "Is anything wrong?" asked Lizzie.

"You've messed me up," Lucinda said.

"Everything is wrong," said the aunt. "She says that—she won't be married."

At 9:30, Lizzie Eustace entered the room, and Mrs. Carbuncle, feeling distressed, decided it was wise to seek someone else’s advice. So, Lizzie was let in. “Is something wrong?” Lizzie asked.

"Oh, Lucinda!"

"Everything is wrong," said the aunt. "She says that—she's not getting married."

"Pray speak to her, Lady Eustace. You see it is getting so late, and she ought to be nearly dressed now. Of course she must allow herself to be dressed."

"Oh, Lucinda!"

"I am dressed," said Lucinda.

"Please talk to her, Lady Eustace. It's getting late, and she should be almost ready by now. Of course, she needs to let herself get dressed."

"But, dear Lucinda,—everybody will be waiting for you," said Lizzie.

"I'm dressed," said Lucinda.

"Let them wait,—till they're tired. If Aunt Jane doesn't choose to send, it is not my fault. I sha'n't go out of this room to-day unless I am carried out. Do you want to hear that I have murdered the man?"

"But, dear Lucinda, everyone will be waiting for you," Lizzie said.

They brought her tea, and endeavoured to induce her to eat and drink. She would take the tea, she said, if they would promise to send to put the people off. Mrs. Carbuncle so far gave way as to undertake to do so, if she would name the next day or the day following for the wedding. But on hearing this she arose almost in a majesty of wrath. Neither on this day, or on the next, or on any following day, would she yield herself to the wretch whom they had endeavoured to force upon her. "She must do it, you know," said Mrs. Carbuncle, turning to Lizzie. "You'll see if I must," said Lucinda, sitting square at the table, with her eyes firmly fixed upon the book.

"Let them wait—until they're tired. If Aunt Jane doesn't want to send, that's not my fault. I won't leave this room today unless I'm carried out. Do you want to hear that I killed the man?"

Then came up the servant to say that the four bridesmaids were all assembled in the drawing-room. When she heard this, even Mrs. Carbuncle gave way, and threw herself upon the bed and wept. "Oh, Lady Eustace, what are we to do? Lucinda, you have destroyed me. You have destroyed me altogether, after all that I have done for you."

They brought her tea and tried to get her to eat and drink. She said she would take the tea if they promised to send everyone away. Mrs. Carbuncle agreed to do that, but only if Lucinda would set a date for the wedding, either the next day or the day after. Hearing this, Lucinda stood up, filled with anger. She refused to give in on this day, the next, or any day to the man they were trying to force on her. "She has to do it, you know," Mrs. Carbuncle said, looking at Lizzie. "You'll see if I have to," Lucinda replied, sitting straight at the table, her eyes fixed intently on the book.

"And what has been done to me, do you think?" said Lucinda.

Then the servant came in to say that the four bridesmaids were all in the living room. When she heard this, even Mrs. Carbuncle broke down and threw herself on the bed, crying. "Oh, Lady Eustace, what are we going to do? Lucinda, you've ruined me. You've completely destroyed me after everything I've done for you."

Something must be settled. All the servants in the house by this time knew that there would be no wedding, and no doubt some tidings as to the misadventure of the day had already reached the four ladies in the drawing-room. "What am I to do?" said Mrs. Carbuncle, starting up from the bed.

"And what do you think has happened to me?" said Lucinda.

"I really think you had better send to Mr. Emilius," said Lizzie;—"and to Lord George."

Something needs to be sorted out. By now, all the servants in the house were aware that there would be no wedding, and no doubt some news about the day's mishap had already reached the four ladies in the drawing-room. "What should I do?" said Mrs. Carbuncle, jumping up from the bed.

"What am I to say? Who is there to go? Oh,—I wish that somebody would kill me this minute! Lady Eustace, would you mind going down and telling those ladies to go away?"

"I really think you should reach out to Mr. Emilius," said Lizzie;—"and to Lord George."

"And had I not better send Richard to the church?"

"What should I say? Who can I turn to? Oh, I wish someone would just put me out of my misery right now! Lady Eustace, could you please go down and tell those ladies to leave?"

"Oh yes;—send anybody everywhere. I don't know what to do. Oh, Lucinda, this is the unkindest and the wickedest, and the most horrible thing that anybody ever did! I shall never, never be able to hold up my head again." Mrs. Carbuncle was completely prostrate, but Lucinda sat square at the table, firm as a rock, saying nothing, making no excuse for herself, with her eyes fixed upon the Bible.

"And shouldn't I send Richard to church instead?"

Lady Eustace carried her message to the astonished and indignant bridesmaids, and succeeded in sending them back to their respective homes. Richard, glorious in new livery, forgetting that his flowers were still on his breast,—ready dressed to attend the bride's carriage,—went with his sad message, first to the church and then to the banqueting-hall in Albemarle Street.

"Oh yes;—send anyone anywhere. I don't know what to do. Oh, Lucinda, this is the most unkind, wicked, and horrible thing anyone has ever done! I will never be able to hold my head up again." Mrs. Carbuncle was completely overwhelmed, but Lucinda sat firmly at the table, as solid as a rock, saying nothing, offering no excuses for herself, with her eyes fixed on the Bible.

"Not any wedding?" said the head-waiter at the hotel. "I knew they was folks as would have a screw loose somewheres. There's lots to stand for the bill, anyways," he added, as he remembered all the tribute.

Lady Eustace delivered her message to the shocked and upset bridesmaids, and managed to send them back to their homes. Richard, looking splendid in his new uniform and oblivious to the fact that his flowers were still pinned to his chest—dressed and ready to attend the bride’s carriage—went with his sad news, first to the church and then to the banquet hall on Albemarle Street.

 

"Not any wedding?" said the head waiter at the hotel. "I knew there were people who had something off about them. There’s a lot to cover the bill, anyway," he added, recalling all the tips.

 

No attempt was made to send other messages from Hertford Street than those which were taken to the church and to the hotel. Sir Griffin and Lord George went together to the church in a brougham, and, on the way, the best man rather ridiculed the change in life which he supposed that his friend was about to make. "I don't in the least know how you mean to get along," said Lord George.

CHAPTER LXX

Alas!
 

"Much as other men do, I suppose."

No effort was made to send any other messages from Hertford Street besides those taken to the church and the hotel. Sir Griffin and Lord George traveled together to the church in a carriage, and during the ride, the best man teased his friend about the life change he was about to undertake. "I really have no idea how you plan to manage," said Lord George.

"But you're always sparring, already."

"Just like other guys, I guess."

"It's that old woman that you're so fond of," said Sir Griffin. "I don't mean to have any ill-humour from my wife, I can tell you. I know who will have the worst of it if there is."

"But you're always practicing, already."

"Upon my word, I think you'll have your hands full," said Lord George. They got out at a sort of private door attached to the chapel, and were there received by the clerk, who wore a very long face. The news had already come, and had been communicated to Mr. Emilius, who was in the vestry. "Are the ladies here yet?" asked Lord George. The woebegone clerk told them that the ladies were not yet there, and suggested that they should see Mr. Emilius. Into the presence of Mr. Emilius they were led, and then they heard the truth.

"It's that old woman you're so fond of," said Sir Griffin. "I don't want any bad vibes from my wife, just so you know. I know who will end up worse off if there are."

"Sir Griffin," said Mr. Emilius, holding the baronet by the hand, "I'm sorry to have to tell you that there's something wrong in Hertford Street."

"Honestly, I think you're going to be busy," said Lord George. They entered through a private door connected to the chapel and were greeted by the clerk, who looked quite somber. The news had already arrived and had been shared with Mr. Emilius, who was in the vestry. "Are the ladies here yet?" Lord George asked. The gloomy clerk informed them that the ladies had not yet arrived and recommended they speak to Mr. Emilius. They were then taken to see Mr. Emilius, and it was there they learned the truth.

"What's wrong?" asked Sir Griffin.

"Sir Griffin," Mr. Emilius said, shaking hands with the baronet, "I regret to inform you that there’s something off in Hertford Street."

"You don't mean to say that Miss Roanoke is not to be here?" demanded Lord George. "By George, I thought as much. I did indeed."

"What's wrong?" asked Sir Griffin.

"I can only tell you what I know, Lord George. Mrs. Carbuncle's servant was here ten minutes since, Sir Griffin,—before I came down, and he told the clerk that—that—"

"You can't be serious that Miss Roanoke isn't going to be here?" insisted Lord George. "I knew it. I really did."

"What the d–––– did he tell him?" asked Sir Griffin.

"I can only tell you what I know, Lord George. Mrs. Carbuncle's servant was here ten minutes ago, Sir Griffin—before I came down, and he told the clerk that—that—"

"He said that Miss Roanoke had changed her mind, and didn't mean to be married at all. That's all that I can learn from what he says. Perhaps you will think it best to go up to Hertford Street?"

"What the heck did he tell him?" asked Sir Griffin.

"I'll be –––– if I do," said Sir Griffin.

"He said that Miss Roanoke had changed her mind and didn’t want to get married at all. That's all I can gather from what he said. Maybe you think it's best to head over to Hertford Street?"

"I am not in the least surprised," repeated Lord George. "Tewett, my boy, we might as well go home to lunch, and the sooner you're out of town the better."

"I'll be damned if I do," said Sir Griffin.

"I knew that I should be taken in at last by that accursed woman," said Sir Griffin.

"I’m not the least bit surprised," Lord George said again. "Tewett, my friend, we might as well head home for lunch, and the sooner you leave the city, the better."

"It wasn't Mrs. Carbuncle, if you mean that. She'd have given her left hand to have had it completed. I rather think you've had an escape, Griff; and if I were you, I'd make the best of it." Sir Griffin spoke not another word, but left the church with his friend in the brougham that had brought them, and so he disappears from our story. Mr. Emilius looked after him with wistful eyes, regretful for his fee. Had the baronet been less coarse and violent in his language he would have asked for it; but he feared that he might be cursed in his own church, before his clerk, and abstained. Late in the afternoon Lord George, when he had administered comfort to the disappointed bridegroom in the shape of a hot lunch, Curaçoa, and cigars, walked up to Hertford Street, calling at the hotel in Albemarle Street on the way. The waiter told him all that he knew. Some thirty or forty guests had come to the wedding-banquet, and had all been sent away with tidings that the marriage had been—postponed. "You might have told 'em a trifle more than that," said Lord George. "Postponed was pleasantest, my lord," said the waiter. "Anyways, that was said, and we supposes, my lord, as the things ain't wanted now." Lord George replied that, as far as he knew, the things were not wanted, and then continued his way up to Hertford Street.

"I knew that that cursed woman would finally get to me," said Sir Griffin.

At first he saw Lizzie Eustace, upon whom the misfortune of the day had had a most depressing effect. The wedding was to have been the one morsel of pleasing excitement which would come before she underwent the humble penance to which she was doomed. That was frustrated and abandoned, and now she could think only of Mr. Camperdown, her cousin Frank, and Lady Glencora Palliser. "What's up now?" said Lord George, with that disrespect which had always accompanied his treatment of her since she had told him her secret. "What's the meaning of all this?"

"It wasn't Mrs. Carbuncle, if that's what you're thinking. She would have given her left hand to have it finished. I think you’ve dodged a bullet, Griff; and if I were you, I’d make the most of it." Sir Griffin didn’t say anything else but left the church with his friend in the carriage that had brought them, and that’s how he disappears from our story. Mr. Emilius watched him leave with longing eyes, regretting his fee. If the baronet had been less rude and angry in his words, he might have asked for it; but he was afraid of being cursed in his own church, in front of his clerk, so he held back. Later in the afternoon, Lord George, after providing comfort to the disappointed groom with a hot lunch, Curaçoa, and cigars, headed to Hertford Street, stopping by the hotel on Albemarle Street along the way. The waiter shared everything he knew. About thirty or forty guests had come to the wedding banquet, but all had been sent away with news that the marriage had been—postponed. "You could have told them a bit more than that," said Lord George. "Postponed was the most pleasant way to put it, my lord," replied the waiter. "Anyway, that’s what was said, and we thought, my lord, that the things aren’t needed now." Lord George said that, as far as he knew, the things were not needed, and continued his way to Hertford Street.

"I daresay that you know as well as I do, my lord."

At first, he noticed Lizzie Eustace, who was clearly affected by the day's unfortunate events. The wedding was supposed to be her only bit of excitement before she faced the humble penance she was destined for. Now that was ruined and forgotten, and all she could think about was Mr. Camperdown, her cousin Frank, and Lady Glencora Palliser. "What's going on now?" Lord George said, with the same disrespect he had shown her since she confided in him. "What’s the deal with all this?"

"I must know a good deal if I do. It seems that among you there is nothing but one trick upon another."

"I think you know just as well as I do, my lord."

"I suppose you are speaking of your own friends, Lord George. You doubtless know much more than I do of Miss Roanoke's affairs."

"I must know quite a bit if I do. It seems that among you, there’s nothing but one trick after another."

"Does she mean to say that she doesn't mean to marry the man at all?"

"I guess you're talking about your own friends, Lord George. You probably know a lot more than I do about Miss Roanoke's situation."

"So I understand;—but really you had better send for Mrs. Carbuncle."

"Does she really mean that she has no intention of marrying the guy at all?"

He did send for Mrs. Carbuncle, and after some words with her, was taken up into Lucinda's room. There sat the unfortunate girl, in the chair from which she had not moved since the morning. There had come over her face a look of fixed but almost idiotic resolution; her mouth was compressed, and her eyes were glazed, and she sat twiddling her book before her with her fingers. She had eaten nothing since she had got up, and had long ceased to be violent when questioned by her aunt. But, nevertheless, she was firm enough when her aunt begged to be allowed to write a letter to Sir Griffin, explaining that all this had arisen from temporary indisposition. "No; it isn't temporary. It isn't temporary at all. You can write to him; but I'll never come out of this room if I am told that I am to see him."

"So I get it; but honestly, you should really call for Mrs. Carbuncle."

"What is all this about, Lucinda?" said Lord George, speaking in his kindest voice.

He called for Mrs. Carbuncle, and after talking with her, he was taken up to Lucinda's room. There sat the unfortunate girl, in the chair she hadn't left since the morning. Her face showed a look of fixed but almost silly determination; her mouth was pressed tight, her eyes were glazed, and she sat fiddling with her book in front of her. She hadn't eaten anything since she got up, and she had long stopped being aggressive when her aunt asked her questions. However, she was firm when her aunt asked to write a letter to Sir Griffin, explaining that all this had come from a temporary illness. "No; it isn't temporary. It isn't temporary at all. You can write to him, but I'll never leave this room if I’m told that I have to see him."

"Is he there?" said she, turning round suddenly.

"What’s all this about, Lucinda?" Lord George said, speaking in his sweetest voice.

"Sir Griffin?—no indeed. He has left town."

"Is he here?" she asked, turning around suddenly.

"You're sure he's not there? It's no good his coming. If he comes for ever and ever he shall never touch me again;—not alive; he shall never touch me again alive." As she spoke she moved across the room to the fire-place and grasped the poker in her hand.

"Sir Griffin? No way. He's out of town."

"Has she been like that all the morning?" whispered Lord George.

"Are you sure he's not there? It's pointless for him to come. If he comes, he will never touch me again; not while I'm alive; he will never touch me again while I'm alive." As she said this, she walked across the room to the fireplace and grabbed the poker in her hand.

"No;—not like. She has been quite quiet. Lucinda!"

"Has she been like that all morning?" whispered Lord George.

"Don't let him come here, then; that's all. What's the use? They can't make me marry him. And I won't marry him. Everybody has known that I hated him,—detested him. Oh, Lord George, it has been very, very cruel."

"No;—not like that. She's been really quiet. Lucinda!"

"Has it been my fault, Lucinda?"

"Don't let him come here, then; that's it. What's the point? They can't make me marry him. And I won't marry him. Everyone knows that I've hated him—despised him. Oh, Lord George, it's been really, really cruel."

"She wouldn't have done it if you had told her not. But you won't bring him again;—will you?"

"Is it my fault, Lucy?"

"Certainly not. He means to go abroad."

"She wouldn't have done it if you had told her not to. But you won't bring him again;—will you?"

"Ah,—yes; that will be best. Let him go abroad. He knew it all the time,—that I hated him. Why did he want me to be his wife? If he has gone abroad, I will go down-stairs. But I won't go out of the house. Nothing shall make me go out of the house. Are the bridesmaids gone?"

"Definitely not. He plans to go overseas."

"Long ago," said Mrs. Carbuncle, piteously.

"Ah,—yes; that's the best idea. Let him go overseas. He knew all along that I hated him. Why did he want me to be his wife? If he’s gone abroad, I’ll go downstairs. But I won’t leave the house. Nothing will make me leave the house. Have the bridesmaids left?"

"Then I will go down." And, between them, they led her into the drawing-room.

"Long ago," Mrs. Carbuncle said with a sad tone.

"It is my belief," said Lord George to Mrs. Carbuncle, some minutes afterwards, "that you have driven her mad."

"Then I’ll go in." And, in between them, they walked her into the living room.

"Are you going to turn against me?"

"It’s my belief," said Lord George to Mrs. Carbuncle a few minutes later, "that you’ve driven her crazy."

"It is true. How you have had the heart to go on pressing it upon her, I could never understand. I am about as hard as a milestone, but I'll be shot if I could have done it. From day to day I thought that you would have given way."

"Are you going to betray me?"

"That is so like a man,—when it is all over, to turn upon a woman and say that she did it."

"It’s true. I could never understand how you managed to keep pushing it on her. I’m pretty tough, but there’s no way I could have done that. Day after day, I thought you would eventually back down."

"Didn't you do it? I thought you did, and that you took a great deal of pride in the doing of it. When you made him offer to her down in Scotland, and made her accept him, you were so proud that you could hardly hold yourself. What will you do now? Go on just as though nothing had happened?"

"That's so typical of a guy—once everything's done, he turns to a woman and claims she was the one who did it."

"I don't know what we shall do. There will be so many things to be paid."

"Didn't you do it? I thought you did, and that you felt really proud about it. When you got him to propose to her down in Scotland and made her accept him, you were so proud you could barely contain yourself. What are you going to do now? Just act like nothing happened?"

"I should think there would,—and you can hardly expect Sir Griffin to pay for them. You'll have to take her away somewhere. You'll find that she can't remain here. And that other woman will be in prison before the week's over, I should say,—unless she runs away."

"I don't know what we're going to do. There are going to be so many bills to pay."

There was not much of comfort to be obtained by any of them from Lord George, who was quite as harsh to Mrs. Carbuncle as he had been to Lizzie Eustace. He remained in Hertford Street for an hour, and then took his leave, saying that he thought that he also should go abroad. "I didn't think," he said, "that anything could have hurt my character much; but, upon my word, between you and Lady Eustace, I begin to find that in every deep there may be a lower depth. All the town has given me credit for stealing her ladyship's necklace, and now I shall be mixed up in this mock marriage. I shouldn't wonder if Rooper were to send his bill in to me,"—Mr. Rooper was the keeper of the hotel in Albemarle Street,—"I think I shall follow Sir Griffin abroad. You have made England too hot to hold me." And so he left them.

"I think there will be, and you can’t really expect Sir Griffin to pay for them. You’ll need to take her somewhere else. You’ll see that she can’t stay here. And that other woman will be in jail before the week is over, I’d say—unless she escapes."

The evening of that day was a terrible time to the three ladies in Hertford Street,—and the following day was almost worse. Nobody came to see them, and not one of them dared to speak of the future. For the third day, the Wednesday, Lady Eustace had made her appointment with Mr. Camperdown, having written to the attorney, in compliance with the pressing advice of Major Mackintosh, to name an hour. Mr. Camperdown had written again, sending his compliments, and saying that he would receive Lady Eustace at the time fixed by her. The prospect of this interview was very bad, but even this was hardly so oppressive as the actual existing wretchedness of that house. Mrs. Carbuncle, whom Lizzie had always known as high-spirited, bold, and almost domineering, was altogether prostrated by her misfortunes. She was querulous, lachrymose, and utterly despondent. From what Lizzie now learned, her hostess was enveloped in a mass of debt which would have been hopeless, even had Lucinda gone off as a bride; but she had been willing to face all that with the object of establishing her niece. She could have expected nothing from the marriage for herself. She well knew that Sir Griffin would neither pay her debts nor give her a home nor lend her money. But to have married the girl who was in her charge would have been in itself a success, and would have in some sort repaid her for her trouble. There would have been something left to show for her expenditure of time and money. But now there was nothing around her but failure and dismay. The very servants in the house seemed to know that ordinary respect was hardly demanded from them.

There wasn't much comfort for any of them from Lord George, who was just as harsh to Mrs. Carbuncle as he had been to Lizzie Eustace. He stayed in Hertford Street for an hour, then said his goodbyes, mentioning that he thought he should go abroad, too. "I didn't think," he said, "that anything could hurt my reputation much; but honestly, between you and Lady Eustace, I'm starting to see that there's always a deeper level of trouble. The whole town thinks I stole her ladyship's necklace, and now I'll be caught up in this fake marriage. I wouldn't be surprised if Rooper sent me his bill,"—Mr. Rooper was the manager of the hotel on Albemarle Street,—"I think I’ll follow Sir Griffin abroad. You’ve made England too uncomfortable for me." And with that, he left them.

As to Lucinda, Lizzie felt, from the very hour in which she first saw her on the morning of the intended wedding, that her mind was astray. She insisted on passing the time up in her own room, and always sat with the Bible before her. At every knock at the door, or ring at the bell, she would look round suspiciously, and once she whispered into Lizzie's ear that if ever "he" should come there again she would "give him a kiss with a vengeance." On the Tuesday, Lizzie recommended Mrs. Carbuncle to get medical advice,—and at last they sent for Mr. Emilius that they might ask counsel of him. Mr. Emilius was full of smiles and consolation, and still allowed his golden hopes as to some Elysian future to crop out;—but he did acknowledge at last, in a whispered conference with Lady Eustace, that somebody ought to see Miss Roanoke. Somebody did see Miss Roanoke,—and the doctor who was thus appealed to shook his head. Perhaps Miss Roanoke had better be taken into the country for a little while.

The evening of that day was a terrible time for the three ladies on Hertford Street,—and the following day was almost worse. Nobody came to see them, and not one of them dared to talk about the future. On the third day, Wednesday, Lady Eustace had made her appointment with Mr. Camperdown, having written to the attorney, following Major Mackintosh’s insistence, to set a time. Mr. Camperdown had replied, sending his regards and saying he would meet with Lady Eustace at the scheduled time. The thought of this meeting was daunting, but it was hardly as oppressive as the actual misery of that house. Mrs. Carbuncle, whom Lizzie had always known to be spirited, bold, and almost overbearing, was completely overwhelmed by her troubles. She was complaining, tearful, and utterly hopeless. From what Lizzie now learned, her hostess was buried in a mountain of debt that would have felt impossible to escape, even if Lucinda had married. Yet she had been willing to confront it all to help establish her niece. She had never expected anything from the marriage for herself. She knew that Sir Griffin would neither pay her debts nor offer her a home nor lend her money. But marrying off the girl she was responsible for would have been a success in itself and would have, in some way, justified her efforts. There would have been something to show for her investment of time and money. But now there was nothing around her but failure and despair. Even the servants in the house seemed to realize that they were under no obligation to show them ordinary respect.

"Dear Lady Eustace," said Mrs. Carbuncle, "now you can be a friend indeed,"—meaning, of course, that an invitation to Portray Castle would do more than could anything else towards making straight the crooked things of the hour. Mrs. Carbuncle, when she made the request, of course knew of Lizzie's coming troubles;—but let them do what they could to Lizzie, they could not take away her house.

As for Lucinda, Lizzie felt from the moment she first saw her that morning of the planned wedding that something was off. Lucinda insisted on staying in her room and always sat with a Bible in front of her. Every time there was a knock at the door or a ring at the bell, she looked around suspiciously, and once she leaned into Lizzie's ear and whispered that if "he" ever came back, she would "give him a kiss with a vengeance." On Tuesday, Lizzie suggested that Mrs. Carbuncle seek medical advice, and eventually, they called for Mr. Emilius to get his input. Mr. Emilius was all smiles and offered comfort, still holding onto his golden hopes for a blissful future; however, he did admit in a quiet chat with Lady Eustace that someone should check on Miss Roanoke. Someone did check on Miss Roanoke, and the doctor who was consulted shook his head. It might be best to take Miss Roanoke out to the countryside for a while.

But Lizzie felt at once that this would not suit. "Ah, Mrs. Carbuncle," she said. "You do not know the condition which I am in myself!"

"Dear Lady Eustace," Mrs. Carbuncle said, "now you can really be a friend,"—meaning, of course, that an invitation to Portray Castle would do more than anything else to sort out the mess of the moment. Mrs. Carbuncle, when she made the request, obviously knew about Lizzie's upcoming troubles;—but no matter what they did to Lizzie, they couldn't take away her house.

 

But Lizzie immediately sensed that this wouldn't work. "Oh, Mrs. Carbuncle," she said. "You have no idea what I'm going through!"

 

Early on the Wednesday morning, two or three hours before the time fixed for Lizzie's visit to Mr. Camperdown, her cousin Frank came to call upon her. She presumed him to be altogether ignorant of all that Major Mackintosh had known, and therefore endeavoured to receive him as though her heart were light.

CHAPTER LXXI

Lizzie Is Threatened with the Treadmill
 

"Oh, Frank," she said, "you have heard of our terrible misfortune here?"

Early on Wednesday morning, a couple of hours before Lizzie was scheduled to visit Mr. Camperdown, her cousin Frank came to see her. She assumed he was completely unaware of what Major Mackintosh had known, so she tried to greet him as if she were feeling carefree.

"I have heard so much," said he gravely, "that I hardly know what to believe and what not to believe."

"Oh, Frank," she said, "have you heard about our awful situation here?"

"I mean about Miss Roanoke's marriage?"

"I've heard so much," he said seriously, "that I can hardly tell what to believe and what not to."

"Oh, yes;—I have been told that it is broken off."

"I’m talking about Miss Roanoke’s marriage?"

Then Lizzie, with affected eagerness, gave him a description of the whole affair, declaring how horrible, how tragic, the thing had been from its very commencement. "Don't you remember, Frank, down at Portray, they never really cared for each other? They became engaged the very time you were there."

"Oh, yes; I've been told that it's been cut off."

"I have not forgotten it."

Then Lizzie, with feigned excitement, gave him a rundown of the whole situation, insisting how awful and tragic it had been from the very start. "Don't you remember, Frank, back at Portray, they never actually liked each other? They got engaged just when you were there."

"The truth is, Lucinda Roanoke did not understand what real love means. She had never taught herself to comprehend what is the very essence of love;—and as for Sir Griffin Tewett, though he was anxious to marry her, he never had any idea of love at all. Did not you always feel that, Frank?"

"I haven't forgotten it."

"I'm sorry you have had so much to do with them, Lizzie."

"The truth is, Lucinda Roanoke didn’t understand what real love means. She had never taken the time to grasp the true essence of love; and as for Sir Griffin Tewett, even though he was eager to marry her, he had no clue what love actually is. Didn’t you always feel that way, Frank?"

"There's no help for spilt milk, Frank; and, as for that, I don't suppose that Mrs. Carbuncle can do me any harm. The man is a baronet, and the marriage would have been respectable. Miss Roanoke has been eccentric, and that has been the long and the short of it. What will be done, Frank, with all the presents that were bought?"

"I'm sorry you've had to deal with them so much, Lizzie."

"I haven't an idea. They'd better be sold to pay the bills. But I came to you, Lizzie, about another piece of business."

"There's no use crying over spilled milk, Frank; and honestly, I don't think Mrs. Carbuncle can do me any harm. The guy is a baronet, and the marriage would have been respectable. Miss Roanoke has been a bit odd, and that's really all there is to it. So, Frank, what’s going to happen to all the gifts that were bought?"

"What piece of business?" she asked, looking him in the face for a moment, trying to be bold, but trembling as she did so. She had believed him to be ignorant of her story, but she had soon perceived, from his manner to her, that he knew it all,—or, at least, that he knew so much that she would have to tell him all the rest. There could be no longer any secret with him. Indeed there could be no longer any secret with anybody. She must be prepared to encounter a world accurately informed as to every detail of the business which, for the last three months, had been to her a burden so oppressive that, at some periods, she had sunk altogether under the weight. She had already endeavoured to realise her position, and to make clear to herself the condition of her future life. Lord George had talked to her of perjury and prison, and had tried to frighten her by making the very worst of her faults. According to him she would certainly be made to pay for the diamonds, and would be enabled to do so by saving her income during a long term of incarceration. This was a terrible prospect of things;—and she had almost believed in it. Then the major had come to her. The major, she thought, was the truest gentleman she had ever seen, and her best friend. Ah;—if it had not been for the wife and seven children, there might still have been comfort! That which had been perjury with Lord George, had by the major been so simply, and yet so correctly, called an incorrect version of facts! And so it was,—and no more than that. Lizzie, in defending herself to herself, felt that, though cruel magistrates and hard-hearted lawyers and pig-headed jurymen might call her little fault by the name of perjury, it could not be real, wicked perjury, because the diamonds had been her own. She had defrauded nobody,—had wished to defraud nobody,—if only the people would have left her alone. It had suited her to give—an incorrect version of facts, because people had troubled themselves about her affairs; and now all this had come upon her! The major had comforted her very greatly; but still,—what would the world say? Even he, kind and comfortable as he had been, had made her understand that she must go into court and confess the incorrectness of her own version. She believed every word the major said. Ah, there was a man worthy to be believed;—a man of men! They could not take away her income or her castle. They could not make her pay for the diamonds. But still,—what would the world say? And what would her lovers say? What one of her lovers thought proper to say, she had already heard. Lord George had spoken out, and had made himself very disagreeable. Lord Fawn, she knew, would withdraw the renewal of his offer, let her answer to him be what it might. But what would Frank say? And now Frank was with her, looking into her face with severe eyes.

"I have no idea. They'd better be sold to pay the bills. But I came to you, Lizzie, about something else."

She was more than ever convinced that the life of a widow was not suited for her, and that, among her several lovers, she must settle her wealth and her heart upon some special lover. Neither her wealth nor her heart would be in any way injured by the confession which she was prepared to make. But then men are so timid, so false, and so blind! In regard to Frank, whom she now believed that she had loved with all the warmth of her young affections from the first moment in which she had seen him after Sir Florian's death,—she had been at great trouble to clear the way for him. She knew of his silly engagement to Lucy Morris, and was willing to forgive him that offence. She knew that he could not marry Lucy, because of her pennilessness and his indebtedness; and therefore she had taken the trouble to see Lucy with the view of making things straight on that side. Lucy had, of course, been rough with her, and ill-mannered, but Lizzie thought that, upon the whole, she had succeeded. Lucy was rough and ill-mannered, but was, at the same time, what the world calls good, and would hardly persevere after what had been said to her. Lizzie was sure that, a month since, her cousin would have yielded himself to her willingly, if he could only have freed himself from Lucy Morris. But now, just in this very nick of time, which was so momentous to her, the police had succeeded in unravelling her secret, and there sat Frank, looking at her with stern, ill-natured eyes, like an enemy rather than a lover.

“What business is this?” she asked, meeting his gaze for a moment, trying to act confidently, but trembling as she spoke. She had thought he was unaware of her situation, but she soon realized from his demeanor that he knew everything—at least enough that she would have to reveal the rest. There could be no more secrets between them. In fact, there could be no secrets with anyone anymore. She had to be ready to face a world that was fully aware of every detail of the burden that had weighed heavily on her for the past three months, so much so that she had at times felt completely overwhelmed. She had already tried to understand her situation and clarify her future. Lord George had spoken to her about perjury and prison, attempting to scare her by exaggerating her mistakes. He had claimed that she would definitely have to pay for the diamonds, which she could only do by saving her income during a long period of imprisonment. This was a horrific outlook—one she had almost accepted. Then the major had come to her. She believed the major was the truest gentleman she had ever met and her best friend. Ah; if it weren't for his wife and seven children, there could still have been some solace! What Lord George had called perjury, the major had simply and accurately referred to as an incorrect version of facts! And it was just that—and nothing more. In defending herself, Lizzie felt that, even though cruel magistrates, heartless lawyers, and stubborn jurors might label her small mistake as perjury, it couldn’t be real, malicious perjury because the diamonds were hers. She had not defrauded anyone—had never intended to defraud anyone—if only people would have left her alone. It suited her to give an incorrect version because people had intruded into her life; and now all this was happening to her! The major had comforted her greatly; but still—what would the world think? Even he, as kind and reassuring as he had been, had made it clear that she would have to go to court and admit to the inaccuracy of her own account. She believed every word the major said. Ah, here was a man worth trusting—a true gentleman! They couldn’t take away her income or her home. They couldn’t force her to pay for the diamonds. But still—what would the world say? And what would her admirers say? She had already heard what one of her admirers thought appropriate to say. Lord George had been vocal and unpleasant. Lord Fawn, she knew, would withdraw his renewed proposal, regardless of how she responded. But what would Frank say? And now Frank stood with her, looking into her face with stern eyes.

"What piece of business?" she asked, in answer to his question. She must be bold,—if she could. She must brazen it out with him, if only she could be strong enough to put on her brass in his presence. He had been so stupidly chivalrous in believing all her stories about the robbery when nobody else had quite believed them, that she felt that she had before her a task that was very disagreeable and very difficult. She looked up at him, struggling to be bold, and then her glance sank before his gaze and fell upon the floor.

She was more convinced than ever that being a widow wasn't right for her, and that among her many lovers, she needed to choose one special guy for her heart and her wealth. Neither her wealth nor her feelings would be harmed by the confession she was ready to make. But men can be so timid, deceptive, and clueless! Regarding Frank, whom she now believed she had loved with all the passion of her youth from the moment she saw him after Sir Florian's death—she had gone to great lengths to clear the way for him. She knew about his foolish engagement to Lucy Morris and was willing to overlook that mistake. She also knew he couldn’t marry Lucy because she was broke and he was in debt, so she took the time to speak with Lucy to straighten things out. Of course, Lucy had been rude and unrefined, but Lizzie felt that, overall, she had managed to make progress. Lucy was rough and ill-mannered but was, in the eyes of society, a decent person and wouldn't hold a grudge after what was said to her. Lizzie was certain that a month ago, her cousin would have jumped at the chance to be with her if he could just break free from Lucy Morris. But now, at this critical moment for her, the police had uncovered her secret, and there sat Frank, looking at her with cold, hostile eyes, like an enemy instead of a lover.

"I do not at all wish to pry into your secrets," he said.

"What business are you talking about?" she replied to his question. She needed to be bold—if she could. She had to face him head-on, if only she could find the strength to act confidently in front of him. He had been so overly chivalrous in believing all her stories about the robbery when no one else really did, that she felt she had a task ahead of her that was both unpleasant and challenging. She looked up at him, trying to be brave, but then her gaze dropped under his stare and landed on the floor.

Secrets from him! Some such exclamation was on her lips, when she remembered that her special business, at the present moment, was to acknowledge a secret which had been kept from him. "It is unkind of you to speak to me in that way," she said.

"I really don't want to dig into your secrets," he said.

"I am quite in earnest. I do not wish to pry into your secrets. But I hear rumours which seem to be substantiated; and though, of course, I could stay away from you—"

Secrets from him! Some exclamation was on her lips when she remembered that her main task right now was to acknowledge a secret that had been kept from him. "It's unkind of you to talk to me like that," she said.

"Oh,—whatever happens, pray, pray do not stay away from me. Where am I to look for advice if you stay away from me?"

"I’m serious. I don’t want to invade your privacy. But I’ve been hearing rumors that seem to have some truth to them; and even though, of course, I could just not come around—"

"That is all very well, Lizzie."

"Oh, whatever happens, please, please don’t stay away from me. Where am I supposed to find advice if you’re not here?"

"Ah, Frank! if you desert me, I am undone."

"That's all good, Lizzie."

"It is, of course, true that some of the police have been with you lately?"

"Ah, Frank! If you leave me, I'm finished."

"Major Mackintosh was here, about the end of last week,—a most kind man, altogether a gentleman, and I was so glad to see him."

"It’s true that some of the police have been around you lately?"

"What made him come?"

"Major Mackintosh was here at the end of last week—a really nice guy, a true gentleman, and I was so happy to see him."

"What made him come?" How should she tell her story? "Oh, he came, of course, about the robbery. They have found out everything. It was the jeweller, Benjamin, who concocted it all. That horrid sly girl I had, Patience Crabstick, put him up to it. And there were two regular housebreakers. They have found it all out at last."

"What brought him here?"

"So I hear."

"What brought him here?" How should she share her story? "Oh, he came, of course, about the robbery. They've figured it all out. It was the jeweler, Benjamin, who planned the whole thing. That awful, sneaky girl I had, Patience Crabstick, was behind it. And there were two actual burglars. They've finally uncovered everything."

"And Major Mackintosh came to tell me about it."

"Yeah, I heard."

"But the diamonds are gone?"

"And Major Mackintosh came to tell me about it."

"Oh yes;—those weary, weary diamonds. Do you know, Frank, that, though they were my own, as much as the coat you wear is your own, I am glad they are gone. I am glad that the police have not found them. They tormented me so that I hated them. Don't you remember that I told you how I longed to throw them into the sea, and to be rid of them for ever?"

"But the diamonds are missing?"

"That, of course, was a joke."

"Oh yes;—those tired, tired diamonds. Do you know, Frank, that even though they were mine, just like the coat you’re wearing is yours, I’m glad they’re gone? I’m glad the police haven't found them. They tormented me so much that I hated them. Don’t you remember I told you how I wished I could throw them into the sea and be done with them forever?"

"It was no joke, Frank. It was solemn, serious truth."

"That, of course, was a joke."

"What I want to know is,—where were they stolen?"

"It wasn't a joke, Frank. It was a serious, genuine truth."

That, of course, was the question which hitherto Lizzie Eustace had answered by an incorrect version of facts, and now she must give the true version. She tried to put a bold face upon it, but it was very difficult. A face bold with brass she could not assume. Perhaps a little bit of acting might serve her turn, and a face that should be tender rather than bold. "Oh, Frank!" she exclaimed, bursting out into tears.

"What I want to know is—where were they taken from?"

"I always supposed that they were taken at Carlisle," said Frank. Lizzie fell on her knees, at his feet, with her hands clasped together, and her one long lock of hair hanging down so as to touch his arm. Her eyes were bright with tears, but were not, as yet, wet and red with weeping. Was not this confession enough? Was he so hard-hearted as to make her tell her own disgrace in spoken words? Of course he knew, well enough, now, when the diamonds had been stolen. If he were possessed of any tenderness, any tact, any manliness, he would go on, presuming that question to have been answered.

That, of course, was the question that until now Lizzie Eustace had answered with a twisted version of the facts, and now she had to present the truth. She tried to appear confident, but it was really hard. She couldn't fake a bold, confident attitude. Maybe a little acting could help her, and a face that looked more gentle than bold. "Oh, Frank!" she cried, bursting into tears.

"I don't quite understand it all," he said, laying his hand softly upon her shoulder. "I have been led to make so many statements to other people, which now seem to have been—incorrect! It was only the box that was taken at Carlisle?"

"I always thought they were taken at Carlisle," Frank said. Lizzie dropped to her knees at his feet, hands clasped together, with a long lock of hair falling down to brush against his arm. Her eyes sparkled with tears, but they weren't yet swollen or red from crying. Wasn't this enough of a confession? Was he really so cold-hearted that he would make her voice her own shame? He surely knew, by now, when the diamonds had been stolen. If he had any compassion, any sensitivity, any decency, he would continue, assuming that question was already answered.

"Only the box." She could answer that question.

"I don't really get it," he said, gently placing his hand on her shoulder. "I've ended up saying so many things to others that now feel—wrong! Was it just the box that was taken at Carlisle?"

"But the thieves thought that the diamonds were in the box?"

"Just the box." She could respond to that question.

"I suppose so. But, oh, Frank! don't cross-question me about it. If you could know what I have suffered, you would not punish me any more. I have got to go to Mr. Camperdown's this very day. I offered to do that at once, and I sha'n't have strength to go through it if you are not kind to me now. Dear, dear Frank,—do be kind to me."

"But the thieves thought the diamonds were in the box?"

And he was kind to her. He lifted her up to the sofa and did not ask her another question about the necklace. Of course she had lied to him and to all the world. From the very commencement of his intimacy with her, he had known that she was a liar, and what else could he have expected but lies? As it happened, this particular lie had been very big, very efficacious, and the cause of boundless troubles. It had been wholly unnecessary, and, from the first, though injurious to many, more injurious to her than to any other. He himself had been injured, but it seemed to him now that she had absolutely ruined herself. And all this had been done for nothing,—had been done, as he thought, that Mr. Camperdown might be kept in the dark, whereas all the light in the world would have assisted Mr. Camperdown nothing. He brought to mind, as he stood over her, all those scenes which she had so successfully performed in his presence since she had come to London,—scenes in which the robbery in Carlisle had been discussed between them. She had on these occasions freely expressed her opinion about the necklace, saying, in a low whisper, with a pretty little shrug of her shoulders, that she presumed it to be impossible that Lord George should have been concerned in the robbery. Frank had felt, as she said so, that some suspicion was intended by her to be attached to Lord George. She had wondered whether Mr. Camperdown had known anything about it. She had hoped that Lord Fawn would now be satisfied. She had been quite convinced that Mr. Benjamin had the diamonds. She had been indignant that the police had not traced the property. She had asked in another whisper,—a very low whisper indeed,—whether it was possible that Mrs. Carbuncle should know more about it than she was pleased to tell? And all the while the necklace had been lying in her own desk, and she had put it there with her own hands!

"I guess so. But, oh, Frank! please don't interrogate me about it. If you knew what I've been through, you wouldn't punish me anymore. I have to go to Mr. Camperdown's today. I offered to do that right away, and I won’t have the strength to get through it if you aren't nice to me now. Please, dear Frank—be kind to me."

It was marvellous to him that the woman could have been so false and have sustained her falsehood so well. And this was his cousin, his well-beloved,—as a cousin, certainly well-beloved; and there had, doubtless, been times in which he had thought that he would make her his wife! He could not but smile as he stood looking at her, contemplating all the confusion which she had caused, and thinking how very little the disclosure of her iniquity seemed to confound herself. "Oh, Frank, do not laugh at me," she said.

And he was kind to her. He lifted her up to the sofa and didn’t ask her another question about the necklace. Of course, she had lied to him and to everyone else. From the very start of their relationship, he had known she was a liar, and what else could he expect but lies? This particular lie had been really big, very effective, and had caused endless problems. It had been completely unnecessary, and from the beginning, while it harmed many, it harmed her more than anyone else. He himself had been hurt, but it seemed to him now that she had completely ruined herself. And all this had happened for nothing—had happened, as he thought, just to keep Mr. Camperdown in the dark, while all the light in the world wouldn’t have helped Mr. Camperdown at all. He recalled, as he stood over her, all those scenes she had so skillfully acted out in front of him since arriving in London—scenes where they discussed the robbery in Carlisle. On those occasions, she had freely shared her opinion about the necklace, saying in a low whisper, with a cute little shrug of her shoulders, that she assumed it was impossible for Lord George to have been involved in the robbery. Frank had felt, as she said that, that she intended to attach some suspicion to Lord George. She had wondered whether Mr. Camperdown knew anything about it. She had hoped Lord Fawn would now be satisfied. She had been completely convinced that Mr. Benjamin had the diamonds. She had been outraged that the police hadn’t traced the property. She had asked in another whisper—a very low whisper indeed—whether it was possible that Mrs. Carbuncle knew more about it than she was willing to tell? And all the while, the necklace had been lying in her own desk, and she had put it there with her own hands!

"I am not laughing, Lizzie; I am only wondering."

It amazed him that the woman could be so deceitful and have maintained her deception so effectively. And this was his cousin, his beloved—definitely beloved as a cousin; there had surely been times when he thought about marrying her! He couldn't help but smile as he stood there looking at her, reflecting on all the chaos she had caused and how little the revelation of her wrongdoings seemed to shake her. "Oh, Frank, don’t laugh at me," she said.

"And now, Frank, what had I better do?"

"I’m not laughing, Lizzie; I’m just thinking."

"Ah;—that is difficult; is it not? You see I hardly know all the truth yet. I do not want to know more,—but how can I advise you?"

"And now, Frank, what should I do?"

"I thought you knew everything."

"Ah;—that’s tough, isn’t it? You see, I barely know all the truth yet. I don’t want to learn more, but how can I help you?"

"I don't suppose anybody can do anything to you."

"I thought you knew it all."

"Major Mackintosh says that nobody can. He quite understands that they were my own property, and that I had a right to keep them in my desk if I pleased. Why was I to tell everybody where they were? Of course I was foolish, and now they are lost. It is I that have suffered. Major Mackintosh quite understands that, and says that nobody can do anything to me;—only I must go to Mr. Camperdown."

"I don't think anyone can do anything to you."

"You will have to be examined again before a magistrate."

"Major Mackintosh says that no one can. He understands that they were my own belongings and that I had the right to keep them in my desk if I wanted. Why should I have to tell everyone where they were? Of course, I was foolish, and now they’re gone. I’m the one who has suffered. Major Mackintosh gets that and says no one can do anything to me; I just need to go see Mr. Camperdown."

"Yes;—I suppose I must be examined. You will go with me, Frank,—won't you?" He winced, and made no immediate reply. "I don't mean to Mr. Camperdown, but before the magistrate. Will it be in a court?"

"You will need to be examined again by a magistrate."

"I suppose so."

"Yes;—I guess I have to be examined. You'll come with me, Frank—right?" He flinched and didn't respond right away. "I don't mean to Mr. Camperdown, but in front of the magistrate. Is it going to be in a courtroom?"

"The gentleman came here before. Couldn't he come here again?" Then he explained to her the difference of her present position, and in doing so he did say something of her iniquity. He made her understand that the magistrate had gone out of his way at the last inquiry, believing her to be a lady who had been grievously wronged, and one, therefore, to whom much consideration was due. "And I have been grievously wronged," said Lizzie. But now she would be required to tell the truth in opposition to the false evidence which she had formerly given; and she would herself be exempted from prosecution for perjury only on the ground that she would be called on to criminate herself in giving evidence against criminals whose crimes had been deeper than her own. "I suppose they can't quite eat me," she said, smiling through her tears.

"I guess so."

"No;—they won't eat you," he replied gravely.

"The gentleman has been here before. Can’t he come again?" Then he explained to her the difference in her current situation, and in doing so, he mentioned her wrongdoing. He helped her realize that the magistrate had gone out of his way during the last inquiry, thinking she was a lady who had been seriously wronged and therefore deserved consideration. "And I have been seriously wronged," Lizzie said. But now she would have to tell the truth, contradicting the false evidence she had previously provided; she would only be exempt from prosecution for perjury because she would be forced to incriminate herself while testifying against criminals whose offenses were worse than hers. "I guess they can't quite eat me," she said, smiling through her tears.

"And you will go with me?"

"No; they won't eat you," he answered seriously.

"Yes;—I suppose I had better do so."

"And you're coming with?"

"Ah;—that will be so nice." The idea of the scene at the police-court was not at all "nice" to Frank Greystock. "I shall not mind what they say to me as long as you are by my side. Everybody will know that they were my own,—won't they?"

"Yeah; I guess I should do that."

"And there will be the trial afterwards."

"Ah;—that will be so nice." The thought of the situation at the police court was not at all "nice" to Frank Greystock. "I won't care what they say to me as long as you’re by my side. Everyone will know that they were my own,—won't they?"

"Another trial?" Then he explained to her the course of affairs,—that the men might not improbably be tried at Carlisle for stealing the box, and again in London for stealing the diamonds,—that two distinct acts of burglary had been committed, and that her evidence would be required on both occasions. He told her also that her attendance before the magistrate on Friday would only be a preliminary ceremony, and that, before the thing was over she would, doubtless, be doomed to bear a great deal of annoyance, and to answer very many disagreeable questions. "I shall care for nothing if you will only be at my side," she exclaimed.

"And there will be the trial afterward."

He was very urgent with her to go to Scotland as soon as her examination before the magistrates should be over, and was much astonished at the excuse she made for not doing so. Mrs. Carbuncle had borrowed all her ready money; but as she was now in Mrs. Carbuncle's house, she could repay herself a portion of the loan by remaining there and eating it out. She did not exactly say how much Mrs. Carbuncle had borrowed, but she left an impression on Frank's mind that it was about ten times the actual sum. With this excuse he was not satisfied, and told her that she must go to Scotland, if only for the sake of escaping from the Carbuncle connexion. She promised to obey him if he would be her convoy. The Easter holidays were just now at hand, and he could not refuse on the plea of time. "Oh, Frank, do not refuse me this;—only think how terribly forlorn is my position!" He did not refuse, but he did not quite promise. He was still tender-hearted towards her in spite of her enormities. One iniquity,—perhaps her worst iniquity, he did not yet know. He had not as yet heard of her disinterested appeal to Lucy Morris.

"Another trial?" Then he explained to her what was happening—that the men might possibly be tried in Carlisle for stealing the box, and again in London for stealing the diamonds—that two separate acts of burglary had been committed, and that her testimony would be needed on both occasions. He also told her that her appearance before the magistrate on Friday would just be a preliminary formality, and that by the time it was all over, she would likely have to deal with a lot of stress and answer many uncomfortable questions. "I won’t care about anything if you’re just by my side," she exclaimed.

When he left her she was almost joyous for a few minutes;—till the thought of her coming interview with Mr. Camperdown again overshadowed her. She had dreaded two things chiefly,—her first interview with her cousin Frank after he should have learned the truth, and those perils in regard to perjury with which Lord George had threatened her. Both these bugbears had now vanished. That dear man, the major, had told her that there would be no such perils, and her cousin Frank had not seemed to think so very much of her lies and treachery! He had still been affectionate with her; he would support her before the magistrate, and would travel with her to Scotland. And after that who could tell what might come next? How foolish she had been to trouble herself as she had done,—almost to choke herself with an agony of fear, because she had feared detection. Now she was detected;—and what had come of it? That great officer of justice, Major Mackintosh, had been almost more than civil to her; and her dear cousin Frank was still a cousin,—dear as ever. People, after all, did not think so very much of perjury,—of perjury such as hers, committed in regard to one's own property. It was that odious Lord George who had frightened her, instead of comforting, as he would have done had there been a spark of the true Corsair poetry about him. She did not feel comfortably confident as to what might be said of her by Lady Glencora and the Duke of Omnium, but she was almost inclined to think that Lady Glencora would support her. Lady Glencora was no poor, mealy-mouthed thing, but a woman of the world who understood what was what. Lizzie no doubt wished that the trials and examinations were over;—but her money was safe. They could not take away Portray, nor could they rob her of four thousand a year. As for the rest, she could live it down.

He was really eager for her to go to Scotland as soon as her hearing with the magistrates was over, and he was quite surprised by the excuse she gave for not doing so. Mrs. Carbuncle had borrowed all her cash; but since she was now at Mrs. Carbuncle's house, she could pay back some of the loan by staying there and eating it out. She didn’t specify how much Mrs. Carbuncle had borrowed, but she left Frank with the impression that it was about ten times the actual amount. He wasn’t satisfied with this excuse and told her she had to go to Scotland, if only to get away from the Carbuncle connection. She promised to go if he would accompany her. The Easter holidays were coming up, and he couldn't use time as an excuse. "Oh, Frank, please don't say no to me; just think about how completely lost I feel!" He didn't refuse, but he also didn't fully commit. He still had a soft spot for her despite her faults. There was one major flaw—possibly her worst—that he didn't know about yet. He hadn't heard about her selfless plea to Lucy Morris.

She had ordered the carriage to take her to Mr. Camperdown's chambers, and now she dressed herself for the occasion. He should not be made to think, at any rate by her outside appearance, that she was ashamed of herself. But before she started she had just a word with Mrs. Carbuncle. "I think I shall go down to Scotland on Saturday," she said, proclaiming her news not in the most gracious manner.

When he left her, she felt almost happy for a few minutes—until the thought of her upcoming meeting with Mr. Camperdown overshadowed her. She had been anxious about two things in particular—her first meeting with her cousin Frank after he learned the truth, and the threats of perjury that Lord George had made against her. Both of those fears had now disappeared. That dear man, the major, had assured her that there would be no such dangers, and her cousin Frank didn’t seem to care much about her lies and betrayal! He had still been affectionate toward her; he would stand by her before the magistrate and travel with her to Scotland. And after that, who knew what might happen next? How foolish she had been to torment herself as she did—almost choking on her anxiety over being caught. Now she was exposed—so what had happened? That distinguished officer of the law, Major Mackintosh, had been almost more than polite to her; and her dear cousin Frank was still her cousin—just as dear as ever. People, after all, didn’t think all that much about perjury—at least not the kind she had committed regarding her own property. It was that dreadful Lord George who had scared her instead of offering comfort, as he would have if he had any real sense of gallantry. She wasn’t completely sure what Lady Glencora and the Duke of Omnium might say about her, but she was almost inclined to believe that Lady Glencora would back her up. Lady Glencora was no weak, timid person, but a worldly woman who understood things. Lizzie certainly wished the trials and questioning were over—but her money was secure. They couldn’t take away Portray, nor could they rob her of four thousand a year. As for everything else, she could weather it.

"That is if they let you go," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

She had called for the carriage to take her to Mr. Camperdown's office, and now she was getting ready for the occasion. She didn't want him to think, at least from her appearance, that she was ashamed of herself. But before she left, she had a quick word with Mrs. Carbuncle. "I think I'm going to Scotland on Saturday," she said, sharing her news in a somewhat curt manner.

"What do you mean? Who is to prevent me?"

"Well, that's if they actually let you leave," said Mrs. Carbuncle.

"The police. I know all about it, Lady Eustace, and you need not look like that. Lord George informs me that you will probably—be locked up to-day or to-morrow."

"What do you mean? Who’s stopping me?"

"Lord George is a story-teller. I don't believe he ever said so. And if he did, he knows nothing about it."

"The police. I know everything about it, Lady Eustace, and you don’t need to look that way. Lord George tells me that you will likely be locked up today or tomorrow."

"He ought to know, considering all that you have made him suffer. That you should have gone on, with the necklace in your own box all the time, letting people think that he had taken it, and accepting his attentions all the while, is what I cannot understand! And however you were able to look those people at Carlisle in the face, passes me! Of course, Lady Eustace, you can't stay here after what has occurred."

"Lord George is a storyteller. I don't think he ever admitted it. And if he did, he doesn't have a clue about it."

"I shall stay just as long as I like, Mrs. Carbuncle."

"He should know, given everything you've made him go through. I can’t understand how you could have kept the necklace in your own box the whole time, letting everyone believe he took it, while accepting his attention. And I can't believe you were able to face those people in Carlisle! Obviously, Lady Eustace, you can't stay here after what happened."

"Poor dear Lucinda! I do not wonder that she should be driven beyond herself by so horrible a story. The feeling that she has been living all this time in the same house with a woman who had deceived all the police,—all the police,—has been too much for her. I know it has been almost too much for me." And yet, as Lizzie at once understood, Mrs. Carbuncle knew nothing now which she had not known when she made her petition to be taken to Portray. And this was the woman, too, who had borrowed her money last week, whom she had entertained for months at Portray, and who had pretended to be her bosom-friend. "You are quite right in getting off to Scotland as soon as possible,—if they will let you go," continued Mrs. Carbuncle. "Of course you could not stay here. Up to Friday night it can be permitted; but the servants had better wait upon you in your own rooms."

"I'll stay as long as I want, Mrs. Carbuncle."

"How dare you talk to me in that way?" screamed Lizzie.

"Poor dear Lucinda! I can’t believe she hasn’t lost her mind over such an awful story. The thought that she’s been living in the same house with a woman who fooled all the police—yes, all the police—has been too much for her. I know it has almost been too much for me." And yet, as Lizzie quickly realized, Mrs. Carbuncle didn’t know anything now that she hadn’t known when she asked to be taken to Portray. And this was the same woman who had borrowed money from her last week, who she had hosted for months at Portray, who pretended to be her close friend. "You’re absolutely right to get to Scotland as soon as you can—if they let you go," Mrs. Carbuncle continued. "Of course, you can’t stay here. Up until Friday night that’s fine; but the servants should probably attend to you in your own rooms."

"When a woman has committed perjury," said Mrs. Carbuncle, holding up both her hands in awe and grief, "nothing too bad can possibly be said to her. You are amenable to the outraged laws of the country, and it is my belief that they can keep you upon the treadmill and bread and water for months and months,—if not for years." Having pronounced this terrible sentence, Mrs. Carbuncle stalked out of the room. "That they can sequester your property for your creditors, I know," she said, returning for a moment and putting her head within the door.

"How dare you talk to me like that?" screamed Lizzie.

The carriage was ready, and it was time for Lizzie to start if she intended to keep her appointment with Mr. Camperdown. She was much flustered and weakened by Mrs. Carbuncle's ill-usage, and had difficulty in restraining herself from tears. And yet what the woman had said was false from beginning to end. The maid, who was the successor of Patience Crabstick, was to accompany her; and, as she passed through the hall, she so far recovered herself as to be able to conceal her dismay from the servants.

"When a woman commits perjury," said Mrs. Carbuncle, holding up both her hands in shock and sadness, "there's nothing too harsh that can be said to her. You are subject to the outraged laws of the country, and I believe they can keep you on the treadmill with just bread and water for months and months—if not for years." After delivering this harsh verdict, Mrs. Carbuncle walked out of the room. "I know that they can seize your property for your creditors," she added, popping her head back in the door for a moment.

 

The carriage was ready, and it was time for Lizzie to leave if she wanted to keep her appointment with Mr. Camperdown. She felt flustered and drained because of Mrs. Carbuncle's mistreatment, and she struggled to hold back tears. Yet everything the woman had said was completely untrue. The maid, who had taken over from Patience Crabstick, was going to join her; and as she walked through the hall, she managed to pull herself together enough to hide her distress from the staff.

 

Reports had, of course, reached Mr. Camperdown of the true story of the Eustace diamonds. He had learned that the Jew jeweller had made a determined set at them, having in the first place hired housebreakers to steal them at Carlisle, and having again hired the same housebreakers to steal them from the house in Hertford Street, as soon as he knew that Lady Eustace had herself secreted them. By degrees this information had reached him,—but not in a manner to induce him to declare himself satisfied with the truth. But now Lady Eustace was coming to him,—as he presumed, to confess everything.

CHAPTER LXXII

Lizzie Triumphs
 

When he first heard that the diamonds had been stolen at Carlisle, he was eager with Mr. Eustace in contending that the widow's liability in regard to the property was not at all the less because she had managed to lose it through her own pig-headed obstinacy. He consulted his trusted friend, Mr. Dove, on the occasion, making out another case for the barrister, and Mr. Dove had opined that, if it could be first proved that the diamonds were the property of the estate and not of Lady Eustace, and afterwards proved that they had been stolen through her laches,—then could the Eustace estate recover the value from her estate. As she had carried the diamonds about with her in an absurd manner, her responsibility might probably be established;—but the non-existence of ownership by her must be first declared by a Vice-Chancellor,—with probability of appeal to the Lords Justices and to the House of Lords. A bill in Chancery must be filed, in the first place, to have the question of ownership settled; and then, should the estate be at length declared the owner, restitution of the property which had been lost through the lady's fault must be sought at Common Law.

Reports had, of course, gotten to Mr. Camperdown about the real story of the Eustace diamonds. He had found out that the Jewish jeweler had made a determined effort to get them, first by hiring burglars to steal them in Carlisle, and then by hiring the same burglars to take them from the house on Hertford Street, as soon as he realized that Lady Eustace had hidden them. Over time, this information made its way to him—but not in a way that made him feel satisfied with the truth. But now Lady Eustace was coming to see him—as he assumed, to confess everything.

That had been the opinion of the Turtle Dove, and Mr. Camperdown had at once submitted to the law of his great legal mentor. But John Eustace had positively declared when he heard it that no more money should be thrown away in looking after property which would require two lawsuits to establish, and which, when established, might not be recovered. "How can we make her pay ten thousand pounds? She might die first," said John Eustace;—and Mr. Camperdown had been forced to yield. Then came the second robbery, and gradually there was spread about a report that the diamonds had been in Hertford Street all the time;—that they had not been taken at Carlisle, but certainly had been stolen at last.

When he first heard that the diamonds had been stolen at Carlisle, he eagerly sided with Mr. Eustace, arguing that the widow's responsibility for the property wasn't any less just because she had lost it due to her own stubbornness. He consulted his trusted friend, Mr. Dove, about this, making a case for the barrister. Mr. Dove suggested that if it could first be proven that the diamonds belonged to the estate and not to Lady Eustace, and then it could be shown that they were stolen because of her negligence, the Eustace estate could recover the value from her estate. Since she had been carrying the diamonds around in a ridiculous manner, her responsibility could likely be established; however, a Vice-Chancellor would need to first declare that she did not own them, with the possibility of appealing to the Lords Justices and the House of Lords. Initially, a bill in Chancery would need to be filed to settle the ownership question; and then, if the estate was eventually declared the owner, they would seek restitution of the property that was lost due to the lady's fault through Common Law.

Mr. Camperdown was again in a fever, and again had recourse to Mr. Dove and to John Eustace. He learned from the police all that they would tell him, and now the whole truth was to be divulged to him by the chief culprit herself. For, to the mind of Mr. Camperdown the two housebreakers, and Patience Crabstick,—and even Mr. Benjamin himself, were white as snow compared with the blackness of Lady Eustace. In his estimation no punishment could be too great for her,—and yet he began to understand that she would escape scot-free! Her evidence would be needed to convict the thieves, and she could not be prosecuted for perjury when once she had been asked for her evidence. "After all, she has only told a fib about her own property," said the Turtle Dove. "About property not her own," replied Mr. Camperdown stoutly. "Her own,—till the contrary shall have been proved; her own, for all purposes of defence before a jury, if she were prosecuted now. Were she tried for the perjury, your attempt to obtain possession of the diamonds would be all so much in her favour." With infinite regrets, Mr. Camperdown began to perceive that nothing could be done to her.

That was the view of the Turtle Dove, and Mr. Camperdown immediately accepted the advice of his esteemed legal mentor. However, John Eustace firmly stated upon hearing it that no more money should be wasted on managing property that would require two lawsuits to prove, and which, even if proven, might not be recoverable. "How can we make her pay ten thousand pounds? She could die first," John Eustace pointed out;—and Mr. Camperdown was compelled to agree. Then came the second theft, and gradually a rumor spread that the diamonds had been in Hertford Street the whole time;—that they hadn't been taken in Carlisle, but had definitely been stolen in the end.

But she was to come to him and let him know, from her own lips, facts of which nothing more than rumour had yet reached him. He had commenced his bill in Chancery, and had hitherto stayed proceedings simply because it had been reported,—falsely, as it now appeared,—that the diamonds had been stolen at Carlisle. Major Mackintosh, in his desire to use Lizzie's evidence against the thieves, had recommended her to tell the whole truth openly to those who claimed the property on behalf of her husband's estate; and now, for the first time in her life, this odious woman was to visit him in his own chambers.

Mr. Camperdown was once again agitated and turned to Mr. Dove and John Eustace for help. He gathered all the information the police would share with him, and now he was about to hear the whole truth from the main culprit herself. To Mr. Camperdown, the two burglars and Patience Crabstick—even Mr. Benjamin—were completely innocent compared to the wrongdoing of Lady Eustace. He believed that no punishment would be severe enough for her, yet he started to realize that she would get away with it! Her testimony was necessary to convict the thieves, and she couldn’t be charged with perjury once she had been asked for her statement. "After all, she just lied about her own belongings," said the Turtle Dove. "About belongings that aren’t hers," Mr. Camperdown countered firmly. "Hers—until proven otherwise; hers, for all intents and purposes, before a jury, if she were to be charged now. If she were tried for perjury, your efforts to reclaim the diamonds would only work in her favor." With great frustration, Mr. Camperdown began to understand that there was nothing he could do to her.

He did not think it expedient to receive her alone. He consulted his mentor, Mr. Dove, and his client, John Eustace, and the latter consented to be present. It was suggested to Mr. Dove that he might, on so peculiar an occasion as this, venture to depart from the established rule, and visit the attorney on his own quarter-deck; but he smiled, and explained that, though he was altogether superior to any such prejudice as that, and would not object at all to call on his friend, Mr. Camperdown, could any good effect arise from his doing so, he considered that, were he to be present on this occasion, he would simply assist in embarrassing the poor lady.

But she was supposed to come to him and tell him, in her own words, facts that he had only heard rumors about until now. He had started his case in Chancery and had paused the proceedings simply because it had been reported—wrongly, as it turned out—that the diamonds had been stolen in Carlisle. Major Mackintosh, wanting to use Lizzie's testimony against the thieves, had advised her to tell the whole truth openly to those claiming the property on behalf of her husband's estate; and now, for the first time in her life, this detestable woman was going to visit him in his own office.

On this very morning, while Mrs. Carbuncle was abusing Lizzie in Hertford Street, John Eustace and Mr. Camperdown were in Mr. Dove's chambers, whither they had gone to tell him of the coming interview. The Turtle Dove was sitting back in his chair, with his head leaning forward as though it were going to drop from his neck, and the two visitors were listening to his words. "Be merciful, I should say," suggested the barrister. John Eustace was clearly of opinion that they ought to be merciful. Mr. Camperdown did not look merciful. "What can you get by harassing the poor, weak, ignorant creature?" continued Mr. Dove. "She has hankered after her bauble, and has told falsehoods in her efforts to keep it. Have you never heard of older persons, and more learned persons, and persons nearer to ourselves, who have done the same?" At that moment there was presumed to be great rivalry, not unaccompanied by intrigue, among certain leaders of the learned profession with reference to various positions of high honour and emolument, vacant or expected to be vacant. A Lord Chancellor was about to resign, and a Lord Justice had died. Whether a somewhat unpopular Attorney-General should be forced to satisfy himself with the one place, or allowed to wait for the other, had been debated in all the newspapers. It was agreed that there was a middle course in reference to a certain second-class Chief-Justiceship,—only that the present second-class Chief-Justice objected to shelving himself. There existed considerable jealousy, and some statements had been made which were not, perhaps, strictly founded on fact. It was understood, both by the attorney and by the Member of Parliament, that the Turtle Dove was referring to these circumstances when he spoke of baubles and falsehoods, and of learned persons near to themselves. He himself had hankered after no bauble,—but, as is the case with many men and women who are free from such hankerings, he was hardly free from that dash of malice which the possession of such things in the hands of others is so prone to excite. "Spare her," said Mr. Dove. "There is no longer any material question as to the property, which seems to be gone irrecoverably. It is, upon the whole, well for the world, that property so fictitious as diamonds should be subject to the risk of such annihilation. As far as we are concerned, the property is annihilated, and I would not harass the poor, ignorant young creature."

He didn't think it was a good idea to meet her alone. He talked to his mentor, Mr. Dove, and his client, John Eustace, who agreed to join them. Mr. Dove was encouraged to break the usual practice and visit the attorney on his own territory, but he just smiled and clarified that, while he was above any such bias and wouldn't mind visiting his friend, Mr. Camperdown, if it would be helpful, he believed that his presence would only make the poor lady more uncomfortable.

As Eustace and the attorney walked across from the Old to the New Square, the former declared that he quite agreed with Mr. Dove. "In the first place, Mr. Camperdown, she is my brother's widow." Mr. Camperdown with sorrow admitted the fact. "And she is the mother of the head of our family. It should not be for us to degrade her;—but rather to protect her from degradation, if that be possible." "I heartily wish she had got her merits before your poor brother ever saw her," said Mr. Camperdown.

On this very morning, while Mrs. Carbuncle was berating Lizzie on Hertford Street, John Eustace and Mr. Camperdown were in Mr. Dove's office, where they had gone to inform him about the upcoming meeting. The Turtle Dove was slouched in his chair, his head leaning forward as if it might fall off, while the two visitors listened to him. "We should show mercy, I think," suggested the barrister. John Eustace clearly believed that they should be merciful. Mr. Camperdown did not appear merciful. "What do you gain by tormenting this poor, weak, clueless girl?" continued Mr. Dove. "She’s been longing for her trinket and has lied to keep it. Haven’t you ever heard of older, more educated people, and those closer to us, who have done the same?" At that moment, there was intense competition, not without its schemes, among certain leaders in the legal profession regarding various high-status positions that were either vacant or soon to be. A Lord Chancellor was about to step down, and a Lord Justice had passed away. Whether a somewhat unpopular Attorney-General should have to settle for the one position or be allowed to wait for the other had been discussed in all the newspapers. There seemed to be a compromise regarding a certain second-tier Chief-Justiceship, except the current second-tier Chief Justice was against stepping aside. There was considerable jealousy, and some claims had been made that weren’t strictly accurate. Both the attorney and the Member of Parliament understood that the Turtle Dove was alluding to these situations when he mentioned trinkets and lies, and learned individuals close to them. He personally had not longed for any trinket—but, like many people who are free from such desires, he could hardly escape a hint of jealousy that the possession of such things by others tends to provoke. "Spare her," Mr. Dove said. "There’s no real question anymore about the property, which seems to be lost forever. Overall, it’s a good thing for the world that something as imaginary as diamonds is at risk of vanishing. As far as we are concerned, the property is gone, and I wouldn’t want to harass this poor, clueless young woman."

Lizzie, in her fears, had been very punctual; and when the two gentlemen reached the door leading up to Mr. Camperdown's chambers, the carriage was already standing there. Lizzie had come up the stairs, and had been delighted at hearing that Mr. Camperdown was out, and would be back in a moment. She instantly resolved that it did not become her to wait. She had kept her appointment, had not found Mr. Camperdown at home, and would be off as fast as her carriage-wheels could take her. But, unfortunately, while with a gentle murmur she was explaining to the clerk how impossible it was that she should wait for a lawyer who did not keep his own appointment, John Eustace and Mr. Camperdown appeared upon the landing, and she was at once convoyed into the attorney's particular room.

As Eustace and the attorney walked from the Old Square to the New Square, Eustace said that he completely agreed with Mr. Dove. "First of all, Mr. Camperdown, she is my brother's widow." Mr. Camperdown sadly acknowledged this. "And she is the mother of the head of our family. We shouldn't be the ones to degrade her; rather, we should try to protect her from any sort of degradation, if that's possible." "I really wish she had shown her true qualities before your poor brother ever met her," said Mr. Camperdown.

Lizzie, who always dressed well, was now attired as became a lady of rank, who had four thousand a year, and was the intimate friend of Lady Glencora Palliser. When last she saw Mr. Camperdown she had been arrayed for a long, dusty summer journey down to Scotland, and neither by her outside garniture nor by her manner had she then been able to exact much admiration. She had been taken by surprise in the street, and was frightened. Now, in difficulty though she was, she resolved that she would hold up her head and be very brave. She was a little taken aback when she saw her brother-in-law, but she strove hard to carry herself with confidence. "Ah, John," she said, "I did not expect to find you with Mr. Camperdown."

Lizzie, being anxious, had been very punctual; and when the two gentlemen reached the door to Mr. Camperdown's office, the carriage was already waiting. Lizzie had come up the stairs and was thrilled to hear that Mr. Camperdown was out but would be back shortly. She immediately decided that it wasn’t appropriate for her to wait. She had kept her appointment, hadn't found Mr. Camperdown at home, and would leave as quickly as her carriage could take her. But unfortunately, while she was gently explaining to the clerk how impossible it was for her to wait for a lawyer who didn’t keep his own appointment, John Eustace and Mr. Camperdown appeared at the top of the stairs, and she was promptly led into the attorney’s private office.

"I thought it best that I should be here,—as a friend," he said.

Lizzie, who always dressed nicely, was now dressed like a lady of status, someone who earned four thousand a year and was a close friend of Lady Glencora Palliser. The last time she saw Mr. Camperdown, she had been dressed for a long, dusty summer trip to Scotland and hadn’t managed to inspire much admiration with her appearance or demeanor. She had been caught off guard in the street and had felt scared. Now, even though she was in a tough spot, she decided to keep her chin up and be brave. She was a little surprised to see her brother-in-law, but she made an effort to act confidently. "Ah, John," she said, "I didn’t expect to see you with Mr. Camperdown."

"It makes it much pleasanter for me, of course," said Lizzie. "I am not quite sure that Mr. Camperdown will allow me to regard him as a friend."

"I thought it would be best for me to be here—as a friend," he said.

"You have never had any reason to regard me as your enemy, Lady Eustace," said Mr. Camperdown. "Will you take a seat? I understand that you wish to state the circumstances under which the Eustace family diamonds were stolen while they were in your hands."

"It definitely makes things nicer for me," said Lizzie. "I'm not entirely sure that Mr. Camperdown will let me think of him as a friend."

"My own diamonds, Mr. Camperdown."

"You’ve never had any reason to see me as your enemy, Lady Eustace," Mr. Camperdown said. "Please, have a seat. I understand you want to explain the circumstances around the theft of the Eustace family diamonds while they were in your possession."

"I cannot admit that for a moment, my lady."

"My own diamonds, Mr. Camperdown."

"What does it signify?" said Eustace. "The wretched stones are gone for ever; and whether they were of right the property of my sister-in-law, or of her son, cannot matter now."

"I can’t agree to that for even a second, my lady."

Mr. Camperdown was irritated, and shook his head. It cut him to the heart that everybody should take the part of the wicked, fraudulent woman who had caused him such infinite trouble. Lizzie saw her opportunity and was bolder than ever. "You will never get me to acknowledge that they were not my own," she said. "My husband gave them to me, and I know that they were my own."

"What does it mean?" said Eustace. "The cursed stones are gone forever; and whether they truly belonged to my sister-in-law or her son doesn’t matter now."

"They have been stolen, at any rate," said the lawyer.

Mr. Camperdown was frustrated and shook his head. It hurt him deeply that everyone sided with the deceitful woman who had caused him so much trouble. Lizzie saw her chance and got even bolder. "You’ll never get me to admit that they weren’t mine," she said. "My husband gave them to me, and I know they were mine."

"Yes;—they have been stolen."

"They've been stolen, anyway," said the lawyer.

"And now will you tell us how?"

"Yes, they’ve been stolen."

Lizzie looked round upon her brother-in-law and sighed. She had never yet told the story in all its nakedness, although it had been three or four times extracted from her by admission. She paused, hoping that questions might be asked her which she could answer by easy monosyllables, but not a word was uttered to help her. "I suppose you know all about it," she said at last.

"And now will you tell us how?"

"I know nothing about it," said Mr. Camperdown.

Lizzie glanced at her brother-in-law and sighed. She had never fully shared the story, even though she had let bits slip a few times. She hesitated, hoping someone would ask her questions that she could answer with simple words, but no one spoke up to assist her. "I guess you already know everything," she finally said.

"We heard that your jewel-case was taken out of your room at Carlisle and broken open," said Eustace.

"I don't know anything about it," said Mr. Camperdown.

"So it was. They broke into my room in the dead of night, when I was in bed, fast asleep, and took the case away. When the morning came, everybody rushed into my room, and I was so frightened that I did not know what I was doing. How would your daughter bear it, if two men cut away the locks and got into her bedroom when she was asleep? You don't think about that at all."

"We heard that your jewelry box was taken out of your room at Carlisle and was broken open," said Eustace.

"And where was the necklace?" asked Eustace.

"So it happened. They broke into my room in the middle of the night while I was fast asleep in bed and took the case. When morning came, everyone rushed into my room, and I was so scared that I didn’t know what to do. How would your daughter handle it if two men cut the locks and entered her bedroom while she was sleeping? You don’t think about that at all."

Lizzie remembered that her friend the major had specially advised her to tell the whole truth to Mr. Camperdown,—suggesting that by doing so she would go far towards saving herself from any prosecution. "It was under my pillow," she whispered.

"And where's the necklace?" asked Eustace.

"And why did you not tell the magistrate that it had been under your pillow?"

Lizzie remembered that her friend the major had specifically advised her to tell Mr. Camperdown the whole truth, suggesting that this would help her avoid any legal trouble. "It was under my pillow," she whispered.

Mr. Camperdown's voice, as he put to her this vital question, was severe, and almost justified the little burst of sobs which came forth as a prelude to Lizzie's answer. "I did not know what I was doing. I don't know what you expect from me. You had been persecuting me ever since Sir Florian's death about the diamonds, and I didn't know what I was to do. They were my own, and I thought I was not obliged to tell everybody where I kept them. There are things which nobody tells. If I were to ask you all your secrets, would you tell them? When Sir Walter Scott was asked whether he wrote the novels, he didn't tell."

"And why didn’t you tell the judge that it was under your pillow?"

"He was not upon his oath, Lady Eustace."

Mr. Camperdown's voice was harsh as he asked her this crucial question, and it almost justified the little outburst of sobs that escaped Lizzie before she answered. "I didn't know what I was doing. I don't understand what you expect from me. Ever since Sir Florian's death, you've been hounding me about the diamonds, and I didn't know what to do. They were mine, and I thought I didn’t have to tell everyone where I kept them. There are some things that people keep to themselves. If I asked you all your secrets, would you share them? When Sir Walter Scott was asked if he wrote the novels, he didn't say a word."

"He did take his oath,—ever so many times. I don't know what difference an oath makes. People ain't obliged to tell their secrets, and I wouldn't tell mine."

"He wasn't under oath, Lady Eustace."

"The difference is this, Lady Eustace;—that if you give false evidence upon oath, you commit perjury."

"He took his oath—so many times. I don't know what difference an oath makes. People aren’t required to share their secrets, and I wouldn’t share mine."

"How was I to think of that, when I was so frightened and confused that I didn't know where I was or what I was doing? There;—now I have told you everything."

"The difference is this, Lady Eustace: if you give false evidence under oath, you commit perjury."

"Not quite everything. The diamonds were not stolen at Carlisle, but they were stolen afterwards. Did you tell the police what you had lost,—or the magistrate,—after the robbery in Hertford Street?"

"How was I supposed to think about that when I was so scared and confused that I didn't even know where I was or what I was doing? There;—now I've told you everything."

"Yes; I did. There was some money taken, and rings, and other jewellery."

"Not exactly everything. The diamonds weren't taken at Carlisle, but they were taken later. Did you inform the police about what you lost—or the magistrate—after the robbery on Hertford Street?"

"Did you tell them that the diamonds had been really stolen on that occasion?"

"Yes, I did. Some money, rings, and other jewelry were taken."

"They never asked me, Mr. Camperdown."

"Did you let them know that the diamonds were actually stolen that time?"

"It is all as clear as a pike-staff, John," said the lawyer.

"They never asked me, Mr. Camperdown."

"Quite clear, I should say," replied Mr. Eustace.

"It’s all as clear as day, John," said the lawyer.

"And I suppose I may go," said Lizzie, rising from her chair.

"Pretty clear, I’d say," replied Mr. Eustace.

There was no reason why she should not go; and, indeed, now that the interview was over, there did not seem to be any reason why she should have come. Though they had heard so much from her own mouth, they knew no more than they had known before. The great mystery had been elucidated, and Lizzie Eustace had been found to be the intriguing villain; but it was quite clear, even to Mr. Camperdown, that nothing could be done to her. He had never really thought that it would be expedient that she should be prosecuted for perjury, and he now found that she must go utterly scatheless, although, by her obstinacy and dishonesty, she had inflicted so great a loss on the distinguished family which had taken her to its bosom. "I have no reason for wishing to detain you, Lady Eustace," he said. "If I were to talk for ever, I should not, probably, make you understand the extent of the injury you have done, or teach you to look in a proper light at the position in which you have placed yourself and all those who belong to you. When your husband died, good advice was given you, and given, I think, in a very kind way. You would not listen to it, and you see the result."

"And I guess I should go," Lizzie said as she got up from her chair.

"I ain't a bit ashamed of anything," said Lizzie.

There was no reason for her not to leave; in fact, now that the meeting was over, it didn’t seem like there was any reason for her to have come at all. Although they had heard so much from her, they still didn’t know any more than they had before. The big mystery had been solved, and Lizzie Eustace was revealed as the cunning villain; but it was clear, even to Mr. Camperdown, that nothing could be done about her. He had never really believed that it would make sense to prosecute her for perjury, and now he realized that she would walk away completely unharmed, even though her stubbornness and dishonesty had caused significant damage to the respected family that had taken her in. "I have no reason to keep you here, Lady Eustace," he said. "Even if I talked indefinitely, I probably wouldn’t make you understand the extent of the damage you've caused, or help you see the situation you’ve created for yourself and your family in the right light. When your husband died, you were given good advice, and I believe it was offered in a very kind manner. You chose not to take it, and now you see the consequences."

"I suppose not," rejoined Mr. Camperdown.

"I'm not ashamed of anything," said Lizzie.

"Good-bye, John." And Lizzie put out her hand to her brother-in-law.

"I guess not," Mr. Camperdown replied.

"Good-bye, Lizzie."

"Goodbye, John." And Lizzie reached out her hand to her brother-in-law.

"Mr. Camperdown, I have the honour to wish you good morning." And Lizzie made a low curtsey to the lawyer, and was then attended to her carriage by the lawyer's clerk. She had certainly come forth from the interview without fresh wounds.

"Goodbye, Lizzie."

"The barrister who will have the cross-examining of her at the Central Criminal Court," said Mr. Camperdown, as soon as the door was closed behind her, "will have a job of work on his hands. There's nothing a pretty woman can't do when she has got rid of all sense of shame."

"Mr. Camperdown, I’m honored to wish you good morning." Lizzie gave a small curtsy to the lawyer and was then assisted to her carriage by the lawyer's clerk. She had definitely emerged from the meeting without any new scars.

"She is a very great woman," said John Eustace,—"a very great woman; and, if the sex could have its rights, would make an excellent lawyer." In the meantime Lizzie Eustace returned home to Hertford Street in triumph.

"The lawyer who will cross-examine her at the Central Criminal Court," said Mr. Camperdown, as soon as the door closed behind her, "will have quite a task on his hands. There's nothing a beautiful woman can't accomplish once she sheds all sense of shame."

 

"She is an amazing woman," said John Eustace, "an amazing woman; and if women could have their rights, she'd be a fantastic lawyer." Meanwhile, Lizzie Eustace returned home to Hertford Street feeling triumphant.

 

Lizzie's interview with the lawyer took place on the Wednesday afternoon, and, on her return to Hertford Street she found a note from Mrs. Carbuncle. "I have made arrangements for dining out to-day, and shall not return till after ten. I will do the same to-morrow, and on every day till you leave town, and you can breakfast in your own room. Of course you will carry out your plan for leaving this house on Monday. After what has passed, I shall prefer not to meet you again.—J.C." And this was written by a woman who, but a few days since, had borrowed £150 from her, and who at this moment had in her hands fifty pounds' worth of silver-plate, supposed to have been given to Lucinda, and which clearly ought to have been returned to the donor when Lucinda's marriage was—postponed, as the newspapers had said! Lucinda at this time had left the house in Hertford Street, but Lizzie had not been informed whither she had been taken. She could not apply to Lucinda for restitution of the silver,—which was, in fact, held at the moment by the Albemarle Street hotel-keeper as part security for his debt,—and she was quite sure that any application to Mrs. Carbuncle for either the silver or the debt would be unavailing. But she might, perhaps, cause annoyance by a letter, and could, at any rate, return insult for insult. She therefore wrote to her late friend.
 

CHAPTER LXXIII

Lizzie's Last Lover
 

Madam,

Lizzie's meeting with the lawyer happened on Wednesday afternoon, and when she got back to Hertford Street, she found a note from Mrs. Carbuncle. "I've made plans to have dinner out today and won't be back until after 10. I’ll do the same tomorrow and every day until you leave town, and you can have breakfast in your room. Of course, you will go through with your plan to leave this house on Monday. After what has happened, I would rather not see you again.—J.C." This was written by a woman who, just a few days earlier, had borrowed £150 from her and who currently had fifty pounds' worth of silverware that was supposed to have been given to Lucinda, which should have been returned to the giver when Lucinda's wedding was—postponed, as mentioned in the newspapers! At that time, Lucinda had left the house in Hertford Street, but Lizzie had not been told where she had gone. She couldn't ask Lucinda for the return of the silver—since it was currently held by the Albemarle Street hotel owner as partial security for his debt—and she was pretty sure that any request to Mrs. Carbuncle for either the silver or the debt would be useless. Still, she might cause some trouble with a letter and could, at least, respond to the insult. So she decided to write to her former friend.

I certainly am not desirous of continuing an acquaintance into which I was led by false representations, and in the course of which I have been almost absurdly hospitable to persons altogether unworthy of my kindness. You, and your niece, and your especial friend Lord George Carruthers, and that unfortunate young man your niece's lover, were entertained at my country-house as my guests for some months. I am here, in my own right, by arrangement; and as I pay more than a proper share of the expense of the establishment, I shall stay as long as I please, and go when I please.

Ma'am,

In the meantime, as we are about to part, certainly for ever, I must beg you at once to repay me the sum of £150,—which you have borrowed from me; and I must also insist on your letting me have back the present of silver which was prepared for your niece's marriage. That you should retain it as a perquisite for yourself cannot for a moment be thought of, however convenient it might be to yourself.

I really don’t want to maintain a relationship that started with lies and where I’ve been overly generous to people who don’t deserve my kindness. You, your niece, your close friend Lord George Carruthers, and that unfortunate young man who’s your niece’s boyfriend all stayed at my country house for several months. I’m here on my terms, and since I handle more than my fair share of the expenses, I can stay as long as I want and leave whenever I choose.

Yours, &c.,

As we prepare to say goodbye, probably for good, I need you to pay me back the £150 you borrowed from me immediately. I also need you to return the silver gift that was intended for your niece’s wedding. Keeping it for yourself isn’t an option, no matter how convenient that might be for you.

E. Eustace.
 

Sincerely,

As far as the application for restitution went, or indeed in regard to the insult, she might as well have written to a milestone. Mrs. Carbuncle was much too strong, and had fought her battle with the world much too long, to regard such word-pelting as that. She paid no attention to the note, and as she had come to terms with the agent of the house by which she was to evacuate it on the following Monday,—a fact which was communicated to Lizzie by the servant,—she did not much regard Lizzie's threat to remain there. She knew, moreover, that arrangements were already being made for the journey to Scotland.

E. Eustace.

Lizzie had come back from the attorney's chambers in triumph, and had been triumphant when she wrote her note to Mrs. Carbuncle; but her elation was considerably repressed by a short notice which she read in the fashionable evening paper of the day. She always took the fashionable evening paper, and had taught herself to think that life without it was impossible. But on this afternoon she quarrelled with that fashionable evening paper for ever. The popular and well-informed organ of intelligence in question informed its readers, that the Eustace diamonds—&c., &c. In fact, it told the whole story; and then expressed a hope that, as the matter had from the commencement been one of great interest to the public, who had sympathised with Lady Eustace deeply as to the loss of her diamonds, Lady Eustace would be able to explain that part of her conduct which certainly, at present, was quite unintelligible. Lizzie threw the paper from her with indignation, asking what right newspaper scribblers could have to interfere with the private affairs of such persons as herself!

As for the request for restitution or the insult, she might as well have written to a brick wall. Mrs. Carbuncle was way too strong and had dealt with the world for too long to care about such childish remarks. She ignored the note, and since she had already made arrangements with the agent of the house to move out the following Monday—a fact the servant had shared with Lizzie—she didn’t take Lizzie's threat to stay there seriously. She also knew that plans were already in place for the trip to Scotland.

But on this evening the question of her answer to Lord Fawn was the one which most interested her. Lord Fawn had taken long in the writing of his letter, and she was justified in taking what time she pleased in answering it;—but, for her own sake, it had better be answered quickly. She had tried her hand at two different replies, and did not at all doubt but what she would send the affirmative answer, if she were sure that these latter discoveries would not alter Lord Fawn's decision. Lord Fawn had distinctly told her that, if she pleased, he would marry her. She would please;—having been much troubled by the circumstances of the past six months. But then, was it not almost a certainty that Lord Fawn would retreat from his offer on learning the facts which were now so well known as to have been related in the public papers? She thought that she would take one more night to think of it.

Lizzie had returned from the lawyer's office feeling victorious and had been proud when she wrote her note to Mrs. Carbuncle. However, her excitement was significantly dampened by a brief article she saw in the trendy evening paper that day. She always read that paper and had convinced herself that life without it was unimaginable. But that afternoon, she decided she would never read that trendy evening paper again. The popular and well-informed publication shared the details about the Eustace diamonds—and so on. In fact, it revealed the entire story and then expressed hope that, since the situation had been of great public interest, with many sympathizing with Lady Eustace over the loss of her diamonds, Lady Eustace would clarify parts of her behavior that were currently incomprehensible. Lizzie tossed the paper aside in outrage, demanding to know what right those newspaper writers had to meddle in the personal affairs of someone like her!

Alas! she took one night too many. On the next morning, while she was still in bed, a letter was brought to her from Lord Fawn, dated from his club the preceding evening. "Lord Fawn presents his compliments to Lady Eustace. Lady Eustace will be kind enough to understand that Lord Fawn recedes altogether from the proposition made by him in his letter to Lady Eustace dated March 28th last. Should Lady Eustace think proper to call in question the propriety of this decision on the part of Lord Fawn, she had better refer the question to some friend, and Lord Fawn will do the same. Lord Fawn thinks it best to express his determination, under no circumstances, to communicate again personally with Lady Eustace on this subject,—or, as far as he can see at present, on any other."

But on this evening, the question of how to respond to Lord Fawn was the one that interested her the most. Lord Fawn had taken a long time to write his letter, and she was justified in taking as much time as she needed to reply;—but for her own sake, it would be better to answer quickly. She had tried drafting two different responses and didn’t doubt that she would send the affirmative reply if she were sure that the new information wouldn’t change Lord Fawn's mind. Lord Fawn had clearly told her that he would marry her if she wanted to. She did want to;—having been quite troubled by the events of the past six months. But wasn’t it almost certain that Lord Fawn would withdraw his offer upon learning the facts that were now so well known they had been reported in the newspapers? She decided she would take one more night to think about it.

The letter was a blow to her, although she had felt quite certain that Lord Fawn would have no difficulty in escaping from her hands as soon as the story of the diamonds should be made public. It was a blow to her, although she had assured herself a dozen times that a marriage with such a one as Lord Fawn, a man who had not a grain of poetry in his composition, would make her unutterably wretched. What escape would her heart have had from itself in such a union? This question she had asked herself over and over again, and there had been no answer to it. But then why had she not been beforehand with Lord Fawn? Why had she not rejected his second offer with the scorn which such an offer had deserved? Ah,—there was her misfortune; there was her fault!

Unfortunately, she indulged a bit too much the night before. The next morning, while she was still in bed, a letter arrived for her from Lord Fawn, written from his club the night before. "Lord Fawn sends his regards to Lady Eustace. Lady Eustace should kindly understand that Lord Fawn is completely withdrawing from the proposal he made in his letter to Lady Eustace dated March 28th. If Lady Eustace wishes to question the appropriateness of this decision from Lord Fawn, she should discuss it with a friend, and Lord Fawn will do the same. Lord Fawn believes it’s best to make clear his intention, under no circumstances, to communicate with Lady Eustace personally about this matter—or, as far as he can tell at the moment, about any other."

But, with Lizzie Eustace, when she could not do a thing which it was desirable that she should be known to have done, the next consideration was whether she could not so arrange as to seem to have done it. The arrival of Lord Fawn's note just as she was about to write to him, was unfortunate. But she would still write to him, and date her letter before the time that his was dated. He probably would not believe her date. She hardly ever expected to be really believed by anybody. But he would have to read what she wrote; and writing on this pretence, she would avoid the necessity of alluding to his last letter.

The letter hit her hard, even though she was pretty sure Lord Fawn would easily slip away from her grasp as soon as the diamond story got out. It was a blow to her, despite telling herself countless times that marrying someone like Lord Fawn, a man with no sense of poetry, would make her incredibly unhappy. What chance would her heart have to find peace in such a marriage? She had asked herself this question repeatedly, but there was no answer. But why hadn’t she acted before Lord Fawn? Why hadn’t she dismissed his second proposal with the contempt it deserved? Ah—there was her misfortune; there was her mistake!

Neither of the notes which she had by her quite suited the occasion,—so she wrote a third. The former letter in which she declined his offer was, she thought, very charmingly insolent, and the allusion to his lordship's scullion would have been successful, had it been sent on the moment, but now a graver letter was required,—and the graver letter was as follows:—
 

But with Lizzie Eustace, when she couldn’t do something that it was important for her to be known to have done, the next thing she considered was how she could arrange things to make it seem like she had done it. The arrival of Lord Fawn's note just as she was about to write to him was bad timing. But she would still write to him, and date her letter earlier than his. He probably wouldn’t believe her date anyway. She hardly ever expected anyone to actually believe her. But he would have to read what she wrote; and by writing under this pretense, she could avoid having to mention his last letter.

Hertford Street, Wednesday, April 3.
 

Neither of the notes she had really fit the occasion, so she wrote a third one. She thought the first letter where she turned down his offer was quite charmingly rude, and the reference to his lordship's kitchen helper would have worked well if it had been sent right away. But now, a more serious letter was needed—and the serious letter was as follows:—

Hertford Street, Wed, April 3.

—The date, it will be observed, was the day previous to the morning on which she had received Lord Fawn's last very conclusive note.—
 

—The date, as you'll notice, was the day before the morning when she received Lord Fawn's final, very clear note.—

My Lord,

My Lord,

I have taken a week to answer the letter which your lordship has done me the honour of writing to me, because I have thought it best to have time for consideration in a matter of such importance. In this I have copied your lordship's official caution.

I took a week to reply to the letter you sent me because I believed it was best to take some time to reflect on such an important issue. Included in this message is your official warning.

I think I never read a letter so false, so unmanly, and so cowardly, as that which you have found yourself capable of sending to me.

I don't think I've ever read a letter as dishonest, insincere, and cowardly as the one you sent me.

You became engaged to me when, as I admit with shame, I did not know your character. You have since repudiated me and vilified my name, simply because, having found that I had enemies, and being afraid to face them, you wished to escape from your engagement. It has been cowardice from the beginning to the end. Your whole conduct to me has been one long, unprovoked insult, studiously concocted, because you have feared that there might possibly be some trouble for you to encounter. Nobody ever heard of anything so mean, either in novels or in real life.

You proposed to me when, I must admit, I didn’t really know who you were. Since that time, you’ve turned your back on me and tarnished my reputation simply because you discovered I had some enemies, and you were too afraid to confront them. It’s been cowardly from beginning to end. Your entire approach towards me has been nothing but a series of constant, unprovoked insults, carefully orchestrated because you were anxious about facing some challenges. No one has ever encountered anything so petty, whether in fiction or real life.

And now you again offer to marry me,—because you are again afraid. You think you will be thrashed, I suppose, if you decline to keep your engagement; and feel that if you offer to go on with it, my friends cannot beat you. You need not be afraid. No earthly consideration would induce me to be your wife. And if any friend of mine should look at you as though he meant to punish you, you can show him this letter and make him understand that it is I who have refused to be your wife, and not you who have refused to be my husband.

And now you’re suggesting marriage again—because you’re frightened once more. You believe you’ll face consequences if you back out of our engagement; and you think that if you go through with it, my friends won’t be able to touch you. You don’t need to worry. Nothing could persuade me to be your wife. And if any of my friends seem like they want to take action against you, you can show them this letter to clarify that I’m the one who has declined to be your wife, not you who has refused to be my husband.

E. Eustace.
 

E. Eustace.

This epistle Lizzie did send, believing that she could add nothing to its insolence, let her study it as she might. And, she thought, as she read it for the fifth time, that it sounded as though it had been written before her receipt of the final note from himself, and that it would, therefore, irritate him the more.

This letter Lizzie sent, convinced that she couldn't make it any more insulting, no matter how hard she tried to understand it. And as she read it for the fifth time, she thought it seemed like it had been written before she received his last note, which would just annoy him even more.

This was to be the last week of her sojourn in town, and then she was to go down and bury herself at Portray, with no other companionship than that of the faithful Macnulty, who had been left in Scotland for the last three months as nurse-in-chief to the little heir. She must go and give her evidence before the magistrate on Friday, as to which she had already received an odious slip of paper;—but Frank would accompany her. Other misfortunes had passed off so lightly that she hardly dreaded this. She did not quite understand why she was to be so banished, and thought much on the subject. She had submitted herself to Frank's advice when first she had begun to fear that her troubles would be insuperable. Her troubles were now disappearing; and, as for Frank,—what was Frank to her, that she should obey him? Nevertheless, her trunks were being already packed, and she knew that she must go. He was to accompany her on her journey, and she would still have one more chance with him.

This was the last week of her stay in town, and then she would head down to Portray, isolating herself with only the loyal Macnulty, who had been left in Scotland for the past three months as the main caregiver for the little heir. She needed to go give her testimony before the magistrate on Friday, for which she had already received an unpleasant notice—but Frank would go with her. Other misfortunes had passed so easily that she hardly feared this one. She didn’t quite understand why she had to be so exiled and thought a lot about it. She had followed Frank's advice when she first started to worry that her problems would be impossible to overcome. Her issues were now fading; and as for Frank—what was he to her that she should listen to him? Still, her bags were being packed, and she knew she had to go. He would be traveling with her, and she would have one more chance with him.

As she was thinking of all this, Mr. Emilius, the clergyman, was announced. In her loneliness she was delighted to receive any visitor, and she knew that Mr. Emilius would be at least courteous to her. When he had seated himself, he at once began to talk about the misfortune of the unaccomplished marriage, and in a very low voice hinted that from the beginning to end there had been something wrong. He had always feared that an alliance based on a footing that was so openly "pecuniary,"—he declared that the word pecuniary expressed his meaning better than any other epithet,—could not lead to matrimonial happiness. "We all know," said he, "that our dear friend, Mrs. Carbuncle, had views of her own quite distinct from her niece's happiness. I have the greatest possible respect for Mrs. Carbuncle,—and I may say esteem; but it is impossible to live long in any degree of intimacy with Mrs. Carbuncle without seeing that she is—mercenary."

As she was thinking about all this, Mr. Emilius, the clergyman, arrived. In her loneliness, she was happy to have any visitor, and she knew that Mr. Emilius would at least be polite to her. Once he sat down, he immediately started to discuss the unfortunate marriage that didn't work out, and in a very quiet voice suggested that something had been off from the start. He had always worried that a relationship built on such a clearly "money-driven" basis—he asserted that the term money-driven captured his point better than any other word—couldn't lead to marital happiness. "We all know," he said, "that our dear friend, Mrs. Carbuncle, had her own agenda quite separate from her niece's happiness. I have the utmost respect for Mrs. Carbuncle—and I can say esteem as well; but it's impossible to spend any length of time closely with Mrs. Carbuncle without realizing that she is—out for money."

"Mercenary;—indeed she is," said Lizzie.

"Money-driven;—indeed she is," said Lizzie.

"You have observed it? Oh, yes; it is so, and it casts a shadow over a character which otherwise has so much to charm."

"You noticed it? Oh, yes; it’s true, and it creates a shadow over a character that otherwise has so much charm."

"She is the most insolent and the most ungrateful woman that I ever heard of!" exclaimed Lizzie, with energy. Mr. Emilius opened his eyes, but did not contradict her assertion. "As you have mentioned her name, Mr. Emilius, I must tell you. I have done everything for that woman. You know how I treated her down in Scotland."

"She is the most rude and ungrateful woman I’ve ever heard of!" Lizzie exclaimed passionately. Mr. Emilius widened his eyes but didn’t disagree with her. "Now that you’ve brought her up, Mr. Emilius, I have to tell you. I’ve done everything for that woman. You know how I treated her when we were in Scotland."

"With a splendid hospitality," said Mr. Emilius.

"With amazing hospitality," said Mr. Emilius.

"Of course she did not pay for anything there."

"Of course she didn't pay for anything there."

"Oh, no." The idea of any one being called upon to pay for what one ate and drank at a friend's house, was peculiarly painful to Mr. Emilius.

"Oh, no." The thought of anyone having to pay for what they ate and drank at a friend's house was especially distressing to Mr. Emilius.

"And I have paid for everything here. That is to say, we have made an arrangement, very much in her favour. And she has borrowed large sums of money from me."

"And I've covered all the expenses here. In other words, we've set up a deal that's really beneficial for her. Plus, she's borrowed a substantial amount of money from me."

"I am not at all surprised at that," said Mr. Emilius.

"I’m not surprised at all by that," said Mr. Emilius.

"And when that unfortunate girl, her niece, was to be married to poor Sir Griffin Tewett, I gave her a whole service of plate."

"And when that unlucky girl, her niece, was about to marry poor Sir Griffin Tewett, I gave her an entire set of silverware."

"What unparalleled generosity!"

"What amazing generosity!"

"Would you believe she has taken the whole for her own base purposes? And then what do you think she has done?"

"Can you believe she has taken everything for her own selfish reasons? And what do you think she’s done next?"

"My dear Lady Eustace, hardly anything would astonish me."

"My dear Lady Eustace, almost nothing would surprise me."

Lizzie suddenly found a difficulty in describing to her friend the fact that Mrs. Carbuncle was endeavouring to turn her out of the house, without also alluding to her own troubles about the robbery. "She has actually told me," she continued, "that I must leave the house without a day's warning. But I believe the truth is, that she has run so much into debt that she cannot remain."

Lizzie suddenly struggled to explain to her friend that Mrs. Carbuncle was trying to kick her out of the house, without also mentioning her own issues with the robbery. "She has actually told me," she went on, "that I have to leave the house with no warning at all. But I think the real reason is that she's in so much debt that she can't stay."

"I know that she is very much in debt, Lady Eustace."

"I know that Lady Eustace is really in a lot of debt."

"But she owed me some civility. Instead of that, she has treated me with nothing but insolence. And why, do you think? It is all because I would not allow her to take that poor, insane young woman to Portray Castle."

"But she should have shown me some respect. Instead, she has only treated me with rudeness. And why do you think that is? It's all because I wouldn’t let her take that poor, crazy young woman to Portray Castle."

"You don't mean that she asked to go there?"

"You can't be serious that she asked to go there?"

"She did, though."

"She did, though."

"I never heard such impertinence in my life,—never," said Mr. Emilius, again opening his eyes and shaking his head.

"I've never heard such disrespect in my life,—never," said Mr. Emilius, once again opening his eyes and shaking his head.

"She proposed that I should ask them both down to Portray, for—for—of course it would have been almost for ever. I don't know how I should have got rid of them. And that poor young woman is mad, you know;—quite mad. She never recovered herself after that morning. Oh,—what I have suffered about that unhappy marriage, and the cruel, cruel way in which Mrs. Carbuncle urged it on. Mr. Emilius, you can't conceive the scenes which have been acted in this house during the last month. It has been dreadful. I wouldn't go through such a time again for anything that could be offered to me. It has made me so ill that I am obliged to go down to Scotland to recruit my health."

"She suggested that I invite them both to Portray, because, well, it would have felt like forever. I honestly don't know how I would have gotten rid of them. And that poor young woman is out of her mind, you know—totally mad. She never bounced back after that morning. Oh, the pain I’ve endured over that terrible marriage and the harsh, harsh way Mrs. Carbuncle pushed for it. Mr. Emilius, you can't imagine the drama that’s unfolded in this house over the last month. It’s been awful. I wouldn’t go through something like this again for any amount of money. It’s made me so sick that I have to go to Scotland to recover my health."

"I heard that you were going to Scotland, and I wished to have an opportunity of saying—just a word to you, in private, before you go." Mr. Emilius had thought a good deal about this interview, and had prepared himself for it with considerable care. He knew, with tolerable accuracy, the whole story of the necklace, having discussed it with Mrs. Carbuncle, who, as the reader will remember, had been told the tale by Lord George. He was aware of the engagement with Lord Fawn, and of the growing intimacy which had existed between Lord George and Lizzie. He had been watchful, diligent, patient, and had at last become hopeful. When he learned that his beloved was about to start for Scotland, he felt that it would be well that he should strike a blow before she went. As to a journey down to Ayrshire, that would be nothing to one so enamoured as was Mr. Emilius; and he would not scruple to show himself at the castle-door without invitation. Whatever may have been his deficiencies, Mr. Emilius did not lack the courage needed to carry such an enterprise as this to a happy conclusion. As far as pluck and courage might serve a man, he was well served by his own gifts. He could, without a blush, or a quiver in his voice, have asked a duchess to marry him, with ten times Lizzie's income. He had now considered deeply whether, with the view of prevailing, it would be better that he should allude to the lady's trespasses in regard to the diamonds, or that he should pretend to be in ignorance; and he had determined that ultimate success might, with most probability, be achieved by a bold declaration of the truth. "I know how desperately you must be in want of some one to help you through your troubles, and I know also that your grand lovers will avoid you because of what you have done, and therefore you had better take me at once. Take me, and I'll bring you through everything. Refuse me, and I'll help to crush you." Such were the arguments which Mr. Emilius had determined to use, and such the language,—of course, with some modifications. He was now commencing his work, and was quite resolved to leave no stone unturned in carrying it to a successful issue. He drew his chair nearer to Lizzie as he announced his desire for a private interview, and leaned over towards her with his two hands closed together between his knees. He was a dark, hookey-nosed, well-made man, with an exuberance of greasy hair, who would have been considered handsome by many women, had there not been something, almost amounting to a squint, amiss with one of his eyes. When he was preaching, it could hardly be seen, but in the closeness of private conversation it was disagreeable.

"I heard you’re going to Scotland, and I wanted to have a moment to say—just a word to you, privately, before you leave." Mr. Emilius had given a lot of thought to this meeting and prepared himself for it with care. He knew the whole story about the necklace pretty well, having discussed it with Mrs. Carbuncle, who, as you might remember, had heard the tale from Lord George. He was aware of the engagement with Lord Fawn and the growing closeness between Lord George and Lizzie. He had been observant, diligent, and patient, and had finally begun to feel hopeful. When he found out that his beloved was about to leave for Scotland, he thought it would be a good idea to make his move before she went. The trip to Ayrshire would be nothing for someone so in love as Mr. Emilius; he wouldn’t hesitate to show up at the castle door uninvited. No matter what his shortcomings were, Mr. Emilius didn’t lack the courage needed to carry out an endeavor like this to a successful finish. In terms of bravery and guts, he was well-equipped. He could have confidently asked a duchess to marry him, with ten times Lizzie's income, without a hint of embarrassment. He had thought deeply about whether it would be better to bring up the lady's missteps regarding the diamonds or to act like he didn't know anything about it, and he concluded that the best chance for success would come from a bold statement of the truth. "I know how desperately you must need someone to help you through your troubles, and I also know that your high-society suitors will steer clear of you because of what you’ve done, so you should accept me right away. Choose me, and I’ll help you through everything. Turn me down, and I’ll help bring you down." Those were the arguments Mr. Emilius planned to use, with a few tweaks. He was now starting his approach and was fully committed to not leaving any stone unturned in seeing it through successfully. He pulled his chair closer to Lizzie as he expressed his wish for a private talk and leaned towards her, his hands clasped tightly between his knees. He was a dark, hook-nosed, well-built man with a lot of unruly hair, who might have been considered attractive by many women if it weren’t for the slight squint in one of his eyes. When he was preaching, it was hard to detect, but up close in a private chat, it was off-putting.

"Oh,—indeed!" said Lizzie, with a look of astonishment, perfectly well assumed. She had already begun to consider whether, after all, Mr. Emilius—would do.

"Oh, really!" said Lizzie, with a look of complete astonishment that she was faking. She was already starting to think about whether Mr. Emilius would actually be a good fit after all.

"Yes;—Lady Eustace; it is so. You and I have known each other now for many months, and I have received the most unaffected pleasure from the acquaintance,—may I not say from the intimacy which has sprung up between us?" Lizzie did not forbid the use of the pleasant word, but merely bowed. "I think that, as a devoted friend and a clergyman, I shall not be thought to be intruding on private ground in saying that circumstances have made me aware of the details of the robberies by which you have been so cruelly persecuted." So the man had come about the diamonds, and not to make an offer! Lizzie raised her eyebrows and bowed her head with the slightest possible motion. "I do not know how far your friends or the public may condemn you, but—"

"Yes, Lady Eustace, that’s true. You and I have known each other for quite a few months now, and I have genuinely enjoyed our relationship—may I say the closeness that has developed between us?" Lizzie didn’t object to the nice word; she simply nodded. "I believe that, as a loyal friend and a clergyman, I’m not overstepping by saying that circumstances have made me aware of the details of the robberies that have so unfairly targeted you." So, he had come about the diamonds, not to make a proposal! Lizzie raised her eyebrows and gave her head the slightest nod. "I don’t know how far your friends or the public may judge you, but—"

"My friends don't condemn me at all, sir."

"My friends don't judge me at all, sir."

"I am so glad to hear it!"

"I’m really happy to hear that!"

"Nobody has dared to condemn me, except this impudent woman here, who wants an excuse for not paying me what she owes me."

"Nobody has had the guts to call me out, except for this bold woman here, who’s just looking for a reason to not pay me what she owes."

"I am delighted. I was going to explain that although I am aware you have infringed the letter of the law, and made yourself liable to proceedings which may, perhaps, be unpleasant—"

"I’m really happy. I was going to say that even though I know you’ve broken the law and put yourself at risk of actions that might be, well, uncomfortable—"

"I ain't liable to anything unpleasant at all, Mr. Emilius."

"I'm not responsible for anything unpleasant at all, Mr. Emilius."

"Then my mind is greatly relieved. I was about to remark, having heard in the outer world that there were those who ventured to accuse you of—of perjury—"

"Then my mind is greatly relieved. I was about to mention, having heard in the outside world that there were people who dared to accuse you of—of lying under oath—"

"Nobody has dared to accuse me of anything. What makes you come here and say such things?"

"Nobody has had the guts to accuse me of anything. What brings you here to say stuff like that?"

"Ah,—Lady Eustace. It is because these calumnies are spoken so openly behind your back."

"Ah,—Lady Eustace. It’s because these false rumors are being spoken so openly behind your back."

"Who speaks them? Mrs. Carbuncle, and Lord George Carruthers;—my enemies."

"Who says that? Mrs. Carbuncle and Lord George Carruthers—my enemies."

Mr. Emilius was beginning to feel that he was not making progress. "I was on the point of observing to you that according to the view of the matter which I, as a clergyman, have taken, you were altogether justified in the steps which you took for the protection of property which was your own, but which had been attacked by designing persons."

Mr. Emilius was starting to feel like he wasn’t getting anywhere. "I was about to point out to you that from my perspective as a clergyman, you were completely justified in the actions you took to protect your property, which was under attack by dishonest individuals."

"Of course I was justified," said Lizzie.

"Of course I was justified," Lizzie said.

"You know best, Lady Eustace, whether any assistance I can offer will avail you anything."

"You know best, Lady Eustace, whether any help I can provide will be of any use to you."

"I don't want any assistance, Mr. Emilius,—thank you."

"I don’t need any help, Mr. Emilius—thanks."

"I certainly have been given to understand that they who ought to stand by you with the closest devotion have, in this period of what I may, perhaps, call—tribulation, deserted your side with cold selfishness."

"I have definitely come to realize that those who should support you with the utmost loyalty have, during this time of what I might call—trouble, abandoned you with cold selfishness."

"But there isn't any tribulation, and nobody has deserted my side."

"But there’s no hardship, and no one has left my side."

"I was told that Lord Fawn—"

"I heard that Lord Fawn—"

"Lord Fawn is an idiot."

"Lord Fawn is clueless."

"Quite so;—no doubt."

"Absolutely; no doubt."

"And I have deserted him. I wrote to him this very morning, in answer to a pressing letter from him to renew our engagement, to tell him that that was out of the question. I despise Lord Fawn, and my heart never can be given where my respect does not accompany it."

"And I have abandoned him. I wrote to him this very morning, in response to his urgent letter asking to rekindle our engagement, to let him know that it’s out of the question. I have no respect for Lord Fawn, and my heart can never be given where I don't have respect.”

"A noble sentiment, Lady Eustace, which I reciprocate completely. And now, to come to what I may call the inner purport of my visit to you this morning, the sweet cause of my attendance on you, let me assure you that I should not now offer you my heart, unless with my heart went the most perfect respect and esteem which any man ever felt for a woman." Mr. Emilius had found the necessity of coming to the point by some direct road, as the lady had refused to allow him to lead up to it in the manner he had proposed to himself. He still thought that what he had said might be efficacious, as he did not for a moment believe her assertions as to her own friends, and the non-existence of any trouble as to the oaths which she had falsely sworn. But she carried the matter with a better courage than he had expected to find, and drove him out of his intended line of approach. He had, however, seized his opportunity without losing much time.

"A noble sentiment, Lady Eustace, which I completely share. Now, to get to the main reason for my visit this morning, the lovely reason for being here with you, let me assure you that I wouldn't offer you my heart unless it came with the utmost respect and admiration that any man has ever felt for a woman." Mr. Emilius realized he needed to be direct, as the lady had refused to let him approach the topic in the way he had intended. He still believed what he had said might be effective because he didn’t believe her claims about her friends or that there was no issue regarding the false oaths she had taken. However, she handled the situation with more confidence than he had anticipated, forcing him off his planned course of action. Still, he took his chance without wasting much time.

"What on earth do you mean, Mr. Emilius?" she said.

"What do you mean, Mr. Emilius?" she said.

"I mean to lay my heart, my hand, my fortunes, my profession, my career at your feet. I make bold to say of myself that I have, by my own unaided eloquence and intelligence, won for myself a great position in this swarming metropolis. Lady Eustace, I know your great rank. I feel your transcendent beauty,—ah, too acutely. I have been told that you are rich. But I, myself, who venture to approach you as a suitor for your hand, am also somebody in the world. The blood that runs in my veins is as illustrious as your own, having descended to me from the great and ancient nobles of my native country. The profession which I have adopted is the grandest which ever filled the heart of man with aspirations. I have barely turned my thirty-second year, and I am known as the greatest preacher of my day, though I preach in a language which is not my own. Your House of Lords would be open to me as a spiritual peer, would I condescend to come to terms with those who crave the assistance which I could give them. I can move the masses. I can touch the hearts of men. And in this great assemblage of mankind which you call London, I can choose my own society among the highest of the land. Lady Eustace, will you share with me my career and my fortunes? I ask you, because you are the only woman whom my heart has stooped to love."

"I want to lay my heart, my hand, my fortunes, and my career at your feet. I dare to say that I have, through my own talent and intelligence, earned a significant position in this bustling city. Lady Eustace, I recognize your high status. I feel your stunning beauty—too strongly, in fact. I've heard that you are wealthy. But I, who dare to approach you as a suitor for your hand, am also someone of importance. The blood in my veins is just as distinguished as yours, tracing back to the great and ancient nobles of my homeland. The profession I have chosen is the most noble, inspiring the greatest aspirations in the hearts of men. I have just turned thirty-two, and I am recognized as the greatest preacher of my time, even though I preach in a language that isn't my own. Your House of Lords would welcome me as a spiritual peer if I chose to engage with those who seek the help I can provide. I can move crowds. I can touch people's hearts. And in this vast gathering of humanity you call London, I can select my own circle among the elite. Lady Eustace, will you join me in my career and my fortunes? I ask because you are the only woman whom my heart has dared to love."

The man was a nasty, greasy, lying, squinting Jew preacher; an impostor, over forty years of age, whose greatest social success had been achieved when, through the agency of Mrs. Carbuncle, he made his way into Portray Castle. He was about as near an English mitre as had been that great man of a past generation, the Deputy Shepherd. He was a creature to loathe,—because he was greasy, and a liar, and an impostor. But there was a certain manliness in him. He was not afraid of the woman; and in pleading his cause with her he could stand up for himself courageously. He had studied his speech, and having studied it, he knew how to utter the words. He did not blush, nor stammer, nor cringe. Of grandfather or grandmother belonging to himself he had probably never heard, but he could so speak of his noble ancestors as to produce belief in Lizzie's mind. And he almost succeeded in convincing her that he was, by the consent of mankind, the greatest preacher of the day. While he was making his speech she almost liked his squint. She certainly liked the grease and nastiness. Presuming, as she naturally did, that something of what he said was false, she liked the lies. There was a dash of poetry about him; and poetry, as she thought, was not compatible with humdrum truth. A man, to be a man in her eyes, should be able to swear that all his geese are swans;—should be able to reckon his swans by the dozen, though he have not a feather belonging to him, even from a goose's wing. She liked his audacity; and then, when he was making love, he was not afraid of talking out boldly about his heart. Nevertheless he was only Mr. Emilius, the clergyman; and she had means of knowing that his income was not generous. Though she admired his manner and his language, she was quite aware that he was in pursuit of her money. And from the moment in which she first understood his object, she was resolved that she would never become the wife of Mr. Emilius as long as there was a hope as to Frank Greystock.

The man was a sleazy, greasy, deceitful, squinting Jewish preacher; a fraud, over forty years old, whose biggest claim to social fame came when, thanks to Mrs. Carbuncle, he got into Portray Castle. He was about as close to being an English bishop as that notable figure from a previous generation, the Deputy Shepherd. He was someone to despise—because he was greasy, a liar, and a fraud. Yet there was a certain manliness about him. He wasn’t afraid of the woman; when he argued his case with her, he could stand up for himself with confidence. He had rehearsed his speech, and knowing it well, he delivered the words with conviction. He didn’t blush, stutter, or back down. He probably had no idea about his grandparents, but he could talk about his noble lineage convincingly enough to make Lizzie believe him. He almost managed to convince her that he was, by common agreement, the best preacher of the day. While he was speaking, she even found his squint appealing. She definitely appreciated the grease and messiness. Assuming, as she naturally did, that some of what he said was a lie, she liked the lies. There was a hint of poetry about him; and poetry, in her mind, didn’t go hand in hand with mundane truth. A man, to be a real man in her eyes, should be able to insist that all his geese are swans;—he should be able to count his swans by the dozen, even if he didn’t own a single feather, not even from a goose. She admired his boldness; and when he was flirting, he wasn’t afraid to express his feelings openly. Still, he was just Mr. Emilius, the clergyman; and she had ways of knowing that his income wasn't substantial. Although she admired his manner and his words, she was fully aware that he was after her money. And from the moment she grasped his intentions, she was determined that she would never become Mr. Emilius's wife as long as there was still hope for Frank Greystock.

"I was told, Mr. Emilius," she said, "that some time since you used to have a wife."

"I heard, Mr. Emilius," she said, "that not too long ago you had a wife."

"It was a falsehood, Lady Eustace. From motives of pure charity I gave a home to a distant cousin. I was then in a land of strangers, and my life was misinterpreted. I made no complaint, but sent the lady back to her native country. My compassion could supply her wants there as well as here."

"It was a lie, Lady Eustace. Out of pure kindness, I took in a distant cousin. I was in a place full of strangers, and my actions were misunderstood. I didn’t complain but sent her back to her home country. My compassion could meet her needs there just as well as it could here."

"Then you still support her?"

"Do you still support her?"

Mr. Emilius bethought himself for a moment. There might be danger in asserting that he was subject to such an encumbrance. "I did do so," he answered, "till she found a congenial home as the wife of an honest man."

Mr. Emilius thought for a moment. There might be a risk in claiming that he was burdened by such a thing. "I did that," he replied, "until she found a suitable home as the wife of a decent man."

"Oh, indeed. I'm quite glad to hear that."

"Oh, definitely. I'm really glad to hear that."

"And now, Lady Eustace, may I venture to hope for a favourable answer?"

"And now, Lady Eustace, can I hope for a positive response?"

Upon this, Lizzie made him a speech as long and almost as well-turned as his own. Her heart had of late been subject to many vicissitudes. She had lost the dearest husband that a woman had ever worshipped. She had ventured, for purposes with reference to her child which she could not now explain, to think once again of matrimony with a man of high rank, but who had turned out to be unworthy of her. She had receded;—Lizzie, as she said this, acted the part of receding with a fine expression of scornful face;—and after that she was unwilling to entertain any further idea of marriage. Upon hearing this, Mr. Emilius bowed low, and before the street-door was closed against him had begun to calculate how much a journey to Scotland would cost him.

Upon hearing this, Lizzie gave him a speech that was almost as lengthy and eloquent as his own. Recently, her heart had faced many ups and downs. She had lost the most beloved husband a woman could adore. She had hesitantly considered marrying a man of high status for reasons related to her child that she couldn’t explain now, but he turned out to be unworthy of her. She stepped back;—as she said this, Lizzie mimicked stepping back with a look of scorn on her face;—and after that, she was reluctant to think about marriage again. Upon hearing this, Mr. Emilius bowed deeply, and before the door was fully closed behind him, he started to figure out how much a trip to Scotland would cost him.

 

 

CHAPTER LXXIV

Lizzie at the Police-Court
 

On the Wednesday and Thursday Lizzie had been triumphant; for she had certainly come out unscathed from Mr. Camperdown's chambers, and a lady may surely be said to triumph when a gentleman lays his hand, his heart, his fortunes, and all that he has got, at her feet. But when the Friday came, though she was determined to be brave, her heart did sink within her bosom. She understood well that she would be called upon to admit in public the falseness of the oaths she had sworn upon two occasions; and that, though she would not be made amenable to any absolute punishment for her perjury, she would be subject to very damaging remarks from the magistrate, and probably also from some lawyers employed to defend the prisoners. She went to bed in fairly good spirits, but in the morning she was cowed and unhappy. She dressed herself from head to foot in black, and prepared for herself a heavy black veil. She had ordered from the livery stable a brougham for the occasion, thinking it wise to avoid the display of her own carriage. She breakfasted early, and then took a large glass of wine to support her. When Frank called for her at a quarter to ten, she was quite ready, and grasped his hand almost without a word. But she looked into his face with her eyes filled with tears. "It will soon be over," he said. She pressed his hand, and made him a sign to show that she was ready to follow him to the door. "The case will come on at once," he said, "so that you will not be kept waiting."

On Wednesday and Thursday, Lizzie felt victorious; she had definitely come out unharmed from Mr. Camperdown's office, and any woman can be said to triumph when a man puts his hand, heart, fortune, and everything he has at her feet. But when Friday arrived, even though she was determined to stay strong, her heart sank. She knew she would have to publicly admit that she had lied under oath on two occasions. While she wouldn’t face any real punishment for her perjury, she would likely endure harsh criticism from the magistrate and probably from some lawyers defending the accused. She went to bed feeling relatively good, but in the morning, she felt defeated and unhappy. She dressed completely in black and prepared a heavy black veil for herself. She had arranged for a carriage to avoid using her own. She had breakfast early and took a large glass of wine for courage. When Frank arrived at a quarter to ten, she was ready and took his hand almost without a word. However, her eyes were filled with tears as she looked at him. "It will soon be over," he said. She squeezed his hand and signaled that she was ready to follow him to the door. "The case will start right away," he said, "so you won’t have to wait."

"Oh, you are so good;—so good to me." She pressed his arm, and did not speak another word on their way to the police-court.

"Oh, you’re so good;—so good to me." She squeezed his arm and didn’t say another word on their way to the courthouse.

There was a great crowd about the office, which was in a little by-street, and so circumstanced that Lizzie's brougham could hardly make its way up to the door. But way was at once made for her when Frank handed her out of it, and the policemen about the place were as courteous to her as though she had been the Lord Chancellor's wife. Evil-doing will be spoken of with bated breath and soft words even by policemen, when the evil-doer comes in a carriage, and with a title. Lizzie was led at once into a private room, and told that she would be kept there only a very few minutes. Frank made his way into the court and found that two magistrates had just seated themselves on the bench. One would have sufficed for the occasion; but this was a case of great interest, and even police-magistrates are human in their interests. Greystock was allowed to get round to the bench, and to whisper a word or two to the gentleman who was to preside. The magistrate nodded his head, and then the case began.

There was a huge crowd outside the office, which was located on a small side street, making it difficult for Lizzie's carriage to reach the door. However, everyone's attention shifted immediately when Frank helped her out, and the police nearby treated her with as much respect as if she were the Lord Chancellor's wife. Even policemen will talk about wrongdoing in hushed tones and gentle words when the wrongdoer arrives in a carriage and carries a title. Lizzie was quickly escorted into a private room and told she would only be kept there for a few minutes. Frank made his way into the courtroom and saw that two magistrates had just taken their seats on the bench. One would have been enough for the situation, but this was an important case, and even police magistrates have their interests. Greystock was allowed to approach the bench and whispered a few words to the presiding magistrate. The magistrate nodded, and then the case began.

The unfortunate Mr. Benjamin had been sent back in durance vile from Vienna, and was present in the court. With him, as joint malefactor, stood Mr. Smiler, the great housebreaker, a huge, ugly, resolute-looking scoundrel, possessed of enormous strength, who was very intimately known to the police, with whom he had had various dealings since he had been turned out upon the town to earn his bread some fifteen years before. Indeed, long before that he had known the police. As far as his memory went back he had always known them. But the sportive industry of his boyish years was not now counted up against him. In the last fifteen years his biography had been written with all the accuracy due to the achievements of a great man; and during those hundred and eighty months he had spent over one hundred in prison, and had been convicted twenty-three times. He was now growing old,—as a thief; and it was thought by his friends that he would be settled for life in some quiet retreat. Mr. Benjamin was a very respectable-looking man of about fifty, with slightly grizzled hair, with excellent black clothes, showing, by a surprised air, his great astonishment at finding himself in such a position. He spoke constantly, both to his attorney and to the barrister who was to show cause why he should not be committed, and throughout the whole morning was very busy. Smiler, who was quite at home, and who understood his position, never said a word to any one. He stood, perfectly straight, looking at the magistrate, and never for a moment leaning on the rail before him during the four hours that the case consumed. Once, when his friend, Billy Cann, was brought into court to give evidence against him, dressed up to the eyes, serene and sleek as when we saw him once before at the "Rising Sun," in Meek Street, Smiler turned a glance upon him which, to the eyes of all present, contained a threat of most bloody revenge. But Billy knew the advantages of his situation, and nodded at his old comrade, and smiled. His old comrade was very much stronger than he, and possessed of many natural advantages; but, perhaps, upon the whole, his old comrade had been the less intelligent thief of the two. It was thus that the bystanders read the meaning of Billy's smile.

The unfortunate Mr. Benjamin had been sent back in custody from Vienna and was present in court. Alongside him, as a fellow criminal, stood Mr. Smiler, the notorious housebreaker, a large, unattractive, menacing-looking guy with immense strength, who was well-known to the police because he'd had numerous run-ins with them since he was released onto the streets to fend for himself about fifteen years ago. In fact, he had known the police long before that. As far back as his memory went, they had always been part of his life. However, his youthful escapades weren’t held against him now. In the past fifteen years, his life story had been documented with the same scrutiny reserved for a prominent figure; during those one hundred and eighty months, he had spent over one hundred of them in prison and had been convicted twenty-three times. He was now aging— as a thief; and his friends felt he would end up settled for life in some quiet place. Mr. Benjamin was a very respectable-looking man around fifty, with slightly graying hair and sharp black clothes, displaying a look of surprise at finding himself in such a situation. He constantly spoke to both his attorney and the barrister arguing against his commitment, and throughout the entire morning, he was very active. Smiler, who was completely at ease and understood his situation, didn’t say a word to anyone. He stood perfectly upright, staring at the magistrate, and didn’t lean on the railing in front of him during the four hours the case lasted. Once, when his friend, Billy Cann, was brought into the courtroom to testify against him, all dressed up and looking polished like when we last saw him at the “Rising Sun” in Meek Street, Smiler shot him a glance that, to everyone present, carried a threat of brutal revenge. But Billy, aware of his position, nodded at his old friend and smiled. His old companion was much stronger and had many natural advantages, but overall, it seemed that his old friend had been the less clever thief of the two. That’s how the onlookers interpreted the meaning of Billy’s smile.

The case was opened very shortly and very clearly by the gentleman who was employed for the prosecution. It would all, he said, have laid in a nutshell, had it not been complicated by a previous robbery at Carlisle. Were it necessary, he said, there would be no difficulty in convicting the prisoners for that offence also, but it had been thought advisable to confine the prosecution to the act of burglary committed in Hertford Street. He stated the facts of what had happened at Carlisle, merely for explanation, but would state nothing that could not be proved. Then he told all that the reader knows about the iron box. But the diamonds were not then in the box,—and he told that story also, treating Lizzie with great tenderness as he did so. Lizzie, all this time, was sitting behind her veil in the private room, and did not hear a word of what was going on. Then he came to the robbery in Hertford Street. He would prove by Lady Eustace that the diamonds were left by her in a locked desk,—were so deposited, though all her friends believed them to have been taken at Carlisle; and he would, moreover, prove by accomplices that they were stolen by two men,—the younger prisoner at the bar being one of them, and the witness who would be adduced, the other,—that they were given up by these men to the elder prisoner, and that a certain sum had been paid by him for the execution of the two robberies. There was much more of it;—but to the reader, who knows it all, it would be but a thrice-told tale. He then said that he first proposed to take the evidence of Lady Eustace, the lady who had been in possession of the diamonds when they were stolen. Then Frank Greystock left the court, and returned with poor Lizzie on his arm.

The case was opened quickly and clearly by the lawyer representing the prosecution. He explained that it would all be straightforward if not for a previous robbery in Carlisle. He mentioned that it wouldn't be hard to convict the defendants for that crime too, but it was decided to limit the charges to the burglary that took place on Hertford Street. He laid out the facts of what happened in Carlisle just to provide context, but he wouldn't mention anything that couldn't be backed up with evidence. Then he recounted everything the reader already knows about the iron box. However, the diamonds weren't in the box at that time, and he shared that detail as well, showing particular care for Lizzie while doing so. Throughout all this, Lizzie was sitting behind her veil in the private room and didn't hear a word of the proceedings. He then moved on to the robbery on Hertford Street. He would demonstrate through Lady Eustace that she had left the diamonds in a locked desk, despite her friends believing they had been taken in Carlisle. Furthermore, he would prove through accomplices that two men stole them—the younger defendant being one of them, and the witness who would be called being the other—and that these men then handed the diamonds over to the older defendant, who had paid them to execute both robberies. There was much more to it, but to the reader already familiar with the details, it would just be a retelling of what they already knew. He then stated that he intended to call Lady Eustace to testify, as she was the one who had the diamonds when they were stolen. At that moment, Frank Greystock left the courtroom and returned with poor Lizzie on his arm.

She was handed to a chair, and, after she was sworn, was told that she might sit down. But she was requested to remove her veil, which she had replaced as soon as she had kissed the book. The first question asked her was very easy. Did she remember the night at Carlisle? Would she tell the history of what occurred on that night? When the box was stolen, were the diamonds in it? No; she had taken the diamonds out for security, and had kept them under her pillow. Then came a bitter moment, in which she had to confess her perjury before the Carlisle bench;—but even that seemed to pass off smoothly. The magistrate asked one severe question. "Do you mean to say, Lady Eustace, that you gave false evidence on that occasion,—knowing it to be false?" "I was in such a state, sir, from fear, that I did not know what I was saying," exclaimed Lizzie, bursting into tears and stretching forth towards the bench her two clasped hands with the air of a suppliant. From that moment the magistrate was altogether on her side,—and so were the public. Poor ignorant, ill-used young creature;—and then so lovely! That was the general feeling. But she had not as yet come beneath the harrow of the learned gentleman on the other side, whose best talents were due to Mr. Benjamin. Then she told all she knew about the other robbery. She certainly had not said, when examined on that occasion, that the diamonds had then been taken. She had omitted to name the diamonds in her catalogue of the things stolen; but she was sure that she had never said that they were not then taken. She had said nothing about the diamonds, knowing them to be her own, and preferring to lose them to the trouble of again referring to the night at Carlisle. Such was her evidence for the prosecution, and then she was turned over to the very learned and very acute gentleman whom Mr. Benjamin had hired for his defence,—or rather, to show cause why he should not be sent for trial.

She was directed to a chair, and after taking the oath, she was told she could sit down. However, she was asked to remove her veil, which she had put back on right after kissing the book. The first question she faced was simple. Did she remember the night in Carlisle? Would she recount what happened that night? When the box was stolen, were the diamonds inside it? No; she had taken the diamonds out for safekeeping and kept them under her pillow. Then came a tough moment when she had to admit her false testimony before the Carlisle court;—but even that seemed to go smoothly. The magistrate asked one serious question. "Are you saying, Lady Eustace, that you provided false evidence at that time, knowing it was false?" "I was so scared, sir, that I didn’t know what I was saying," Lizzie exclaimed, bursting into tears and extending her clasped hands towards the bench like a supplicant. From that moment, the magistrate was fully on her side,—and so were the public. Poor misguided, mistreated young woman;—and so beautiful! That was the general sentiment. But she had not yet faced the grilling from the knowledgeable gentleman on the other side, whose best skills were thanks to Mr. Benjamin. Then she shared everything she knew about the other robbery. She certainly hadn’t said, when questioned on that occasion, that the diamonds had been taken then. She had left out the diamonds from her list of stolen items; but she was sure she had never stated that they weren’t taken at that time. She had said nothing about the diamonds, knowing they were hers, and preferring to lose them rather than revisit the night in Carlisle. That was her testimony for the prosecution, and then she was passed over to the very skilled and sharp gentleman hired by Mr. Benjamin for her defense—or rather, to argue why she shouldn’t be sent for trial.

It must be owned that poor Lizzie did receive from his hands some of that punishment which she certainly deserved. This acute and learned gentleman seemed to possess for the occasion the blandest and most dulcet voice that ever was bestowed upon an English barrister. He addressed Lady Eustace with the softest words, as though he hardly dared to speak to a woman so eminent for wealth, rank, and beauty; but nevertheless he asked her some very disagreeable questions. "Was he to understand that she went of her own will before the bench of magistrates at Carlisle, with the view of enabling the police to capture certain persons for stealing certain jewels, while she knew that the jewels were actually in her own possession?" Lizzie, confounded by the softness of his voice as joined to the harshness of the question, could hardly understand him, and he repeated it thrice, becoming every time more and more mellifluous. "Yes," said Lizzie at last. "Yes?" he asked. "Yes," said Lizzie. "Your ladyship did send the Cumberland police after men for stealing jewels which were in your ladyship's own hands when you swore the information?" "Yes," said Lizzie. "And your ladyship knew that the information was untrue?" "Yes," said Lizzie. "And the police were pursuing the men for many weeks?" "Yes," said Lizzie. "On your information?" "Yes," said Lizzie, through her tears. "And your ladyship knew all the time that the poor men were altogether innocent of taking the jewels?" "But they took the box," said Lizzie, through her tears. "Yes," said the acute and learned gentleman, "somebody took your ladyship's iron box out of the room, and you swore that the diamonds had been taken. Was it not the fact that legal proceedings were being taken against you for recovery of the diamonds by persons who claimed the property?" "Yes," said Lizzie. "And these persons withdrew their proceedings as soon as they heard that the diamonds had been stolen?"

It must be acknowledged that poor Lizzie did endure some of the punishment that she definitely deserved. This sharp and educated gentleman seemed to have the smoothest and sweetest voice ever given to an English barrister for the occasion. He addressed Lady Eustace with the gentlest words, as if he hardly dared to speak to a woman so distinguished by her wealth, status, and beauty; yet he still asked her some very uncomfortable questions. "Should I understand that you went willingly before the bench of magistrates in Carlisle to help the police catch certain people for stealing some jewels, knowing that the jewels were actually in your possession?" Lizzie, taken aback by the softness of his voice combined with the severity of the question, could barely understand him, and he repeated it three times, becoming more and more melodious each time. "Yes," Lizzie finally said. "Yes?" he asked. "Yes," she confirmed. "Your ladyship did send the Cumberland police after men for stealing jewels that were in your ladyship's possession when you gave the information?" "Yes," replied Lizzie. "And your ladyship knew that the information was false?" "Yes," said Lizzie. "And the police were chasing the men for several weeks?" "Yes," she responded. "Based on your information?" "Yes," Lizzie said through her tears. "And your ladyship knew all along that the poor men were completely innocent of taking the jewels?" "But they took the box," Lizzie said, tears streaming down her face. "Yes," said the sharp and educated gentleman, "someone took your ladyship's iron box from the room, and you swore that the diamonds had been stolen. Was it not true that legal action was being taken against you for the recovery of the diamonds by people who claimed ownership of the property?" "Yes," admitted Lizzie. "And these individuals dropped their legal action as soon as they found out that the diamonds had been stolen?"

Soft as he was in his manner, he nearly reduced Lizzie Eustace to fainting. It seemed to her that the questions would never end. It was in vain that the magistrate pointed out to the learned gentleman that Lady Eustace had confessed her own false swearing, both at Carlisle and in London, a dozen times. He continued his questions over and over again, harping chiefly on the affair at Carlisle, and saying very little as to the second robbery in Hertford Street. His idea was to make it appear that Lizzie had arranged the robbery with the view of defrauding Mr. Camperdown, and that Lord George Carruthers was her accomplice. He even asked her, almost in a whisper, and with the sweetest smile, whether she was not engaged to marry Lord George. When Lizzie denied this, he still suggested that some such alliance might be in contemplation. Upon this, Frank Greystock called upon the magistrate to defend Lady Eustace from such unnecessary vulgarity, and there was a scene in the court. Lizzie did not like the scene, but it helped to protect her from the contemplation of the public, who of course were much gratified by high words between two barristers.

Soft as he was in his manner, he nearly made Lizzie Eustace faint. She felt as if the questions would never stop. It was useless for the magistrate to remind the learned gentleman that Lady Eustace had admitted to her own perjury, both in Carlisle and in London, multiple times. He kept asking the same questions, mainly focusing on the incident in Carlisle and saying very little about the second robbery on Hertford Street. His aim was to make it seem like Lizzie had orchestrated the robbery to defraud Mr. Camperdown, and that Lord George Carruthers was in on it with her. He even asked her, almost in a whisper and with the sweetest smile, whether she was engaged to marry Lord George. When Lizzie denied this, he still hinted that such a union might be possible. At this, Frank Greystock urged the magistrate to defend Lady Eustace from such uncalled-for rudeness, and a scene erupted in the court. Lizzie wasn’t a fan of the commotion, but it helped shield her from public scrutiny, who were, of course, entertained by the heated exchange between the two barristers.

Lady Eustace was forced to remain in the private room during the examination of Patience Crabstick and Mr. Cann; and she did not hear it. Patience was a most obdurate and difficult witness,—extremely averse to say evil of herself, and on that account unworthy of the good things which she had received. But Billy Cann was charming,—graceful, communicative, and absolutely accurate. There was no shaking him. The learned and acute gentleman who tried to tear him in pieces could do nothing with him. He was asked whether he had not been a professional thief for ten years. "Ten or twelve," he said. Did he expect that any juryman would believe him on his oath? "Not unless I am fully corroborated." "Can you look that man in the face,—that man who is at any rate so much honester than yourself?" asked the learned gentleman with pathos. Billy said that he thought he could, and the way in which he smiled upon Smiler caused a roar through the whole court.

Lady Eustace had to stay in the private room while they questioned Patience Crabstick and Mr. Cann, and she couldn't hear anything. Patience was a very stubborn and difficult witness—extremely unwilling to speak ill of herself, which made her undeserving of the good things she had received. But Billy Cann was charming—graceful, talkative, and completely accurate. You couldn't shake him. The clever lawyer who tried to pick him apart couldn't do anything with him. He was asked if he had been a professional thief for ten years. "Ten or twelve," he replied. Did he think any juror would believe him on his oath? "Not unless I’m fully backed up." "Can you look that man in the face—the man who is at least much more honest than you?" asked the clever lawyer with deep emotion. Billy said he thought he could, and the way he smiled at Smiler caused a burst of laughter throughout the entire court.

The two men were, as a matter of course, committed for trial at the Central Criminal Court, and Lizzie Eustace was bound by certain penalties to come forward when called upon, and give her evidence again. "I am glad that it is over," said Frank, as he left her at Mrs. Carbuncle's hall-door.

The two men were, of course, sent for trial at the Central Criminal Court, and Lizzie Eustace was obligated to show up when summoned and give her testimony again. "I'm glad that's behind us," Frank said as he dropped her off at Mrs. Carbuncle's front door.

"Oh, Frank, dearest Frank, where should I be if it were not for you?"

"Oh, Frank, my dear Frank, where would I be without you?"

 

 

CHAPTER LXXV

Lord George Gives His Reasons
 

Lady Eustace did not leave the house during the Saturday and Sunday, and engaged herself exclusively with preparing for her journey. She had no further interview with Mrs. Carbuncle, but there were messages between them, and even notes were written. They resulted in nothing. Lizzie was desirous of getting back the spoons and forks, and, if possible, some of her money. The spoons and forks were out of Mrs. Carbuncle's power,—in Albemarle Street; and the money had of course been spent. Lizzie might have saved herself the trouble, had it not been that it was a pleasure to her to insult her late friend, even though in doing so new insults were heaped upon her own head. As for the trumpery spoons, they,—so said Mrs. Carbuncle,—were the property of Miss Roanoke, having been made over to her unconditionally long before the wedding, as a part of a separate pecuniary transaction. Mrs. Carbuncle had no power of disposing of Miss Roanoke's property. As to the money which Lady Eustace claimed, Mrs. Carbuncle asserted that, when the final accounts should be made up between them, it would be found that there was a considerable balance due to Mrs. Carbuncle. But even were there anything due to Lady Eustace, Mrs. Carbuncle would decline to pay it, as she was informed that all moneys possessed by Lady Eustace were now confiscated to the Crown by reason of the PERJURIES,—the word was doubly scored in Mrs. Carbuncle's note,—which Lady Eustace had committed. This, of course, was unpleasant; but Mrs. Carbuncle did not have the honours of the battle all to herself. Lizzie also said some unpleasant things,—which, perhaps, were the more unpleasant because they were true. Mrs. Carbuncle had come pretty nearly to the end of her career, whereas Lizzie's income, in spite of her perjuries, was comparatively untouched. The undoubted mistress of Portray Castle, and mother of the Sir Florian Eustace of the day, could still despise and look down upon Mrs. Carbuncle, although she were known to have told fibs about the family diamonds.

Lady Eustace stayed home on Saturday and Sunday, focusing solely on getting ready for her trip. She had no further meetings with Mrs. Carbuncle, but they exchanged messages and even notes. In the end, nothing came of it. Lizzie wanted to get back her spoons and forks, and if possible, some of her money. The spoons and forks were in Mrs. Carbuncle's possession, in Albemarle Street, and the money had clearly been spent. Lizzie might have saved herself the hassle, but it pleased her to insult her former friend, even if it meant facing more insults herself. As for the cheap spoons, Mrs. Carbuncle claimed they belonged to Miss Roanoke, as she had been given them outright long before the wedding as part of a separate financial deal. Mrs. Carbuncle had no authority to sell Miss Roanoke's property. Regarding the money Lady Eustace was asking for, Mrs. Carbuncle insisted that when the final accounts were settled, there would be a significant balance owed to her. Even if Lady Eustace were owed anything, Mrs. Carbuncle would refuse to pay, having been informed that all of Lady Eustace’s money was now confiscated by the Crown due to her PERJURIES—which Mrs. Carbuncle emphasized in her note. This was certainly unpleasant, but Mrs. Carbuncle didn’t have all the victories. Lizzie also threw in some unpleasant remarks, which might have been worse because they were true. Mrs. Carbuncle was nearing the end of her career, while Lizzie’s income, despite her lies, remained relatively intact. The undisputed owner of Portray Castle and mother of the current Sir Florian Eustace could still look down on Mrs. Carbuncle, even though she was known to have lied about the family diamonds.

Lord George always came to Hertford Street on a Sunday, and Lady Eustace left word for him with the servant that she would be glad to see him before her journey into Scotland. "Goes to-morrow, does she?" said Lord George to the servant. "Well; I'll see her." And he was shown up to her room before he went to Mrs. Carbuncle.

Lord George always visited Hertford Street on a Sunday, and Lady Eustace informed the servant that she would be happy to see him before her trip to Scotland. "She leaves tomorrow, right?" Lord George asked the servant. "Alright; I'll go see her." And he was taken up to her room before heading to Mrs. Carbuncle.

Lizzie, in sending to him, had some half-formed idea of a romantic farewell. The man, she thought, had behaved very badly to her,—had accepted very much from her hands, and had refused to give her anything in return; had become the first depository of her great secret, and had placed no mutual confidence in her. He had been harsh to her, and unjust; and then, too, he had declined to be in love with her! She was full of spite against Lord George, and would have been glad to injure him. But, nevertheless, there would be some excitement in a farewell in which some mock affection might be displayed, and she would have an opportunity of abusing Mrs. Carbuncle.

Lizzie, when reaching out to him, had some vague idea of a romantic goodbye. She felt he had treated her very poorly—he had taken a lot from her and refused to give anything back; he had been the first to learn her big secret but didn’t trust her in return. He had been harsh and unfair to her, and on top of that, he had chosen not to love her! She was filled with resentment toward Lord George and would have loved to hurt him. Still, there would be some thrill in a farewell that involved a bit of mock affection, and she would get a chance to insult Mrs. Carbuncle.

"So you are off to-morrow?" said Lord George, taking his place on the rug before her fire, and looking down at her with his head a little on one side. Lizzie's anger against the man chiefly arose from a feeling that he treated her with all a Corsair's freedom without any of a Corsair's tenderness. She could have forgiven the want of deferential manner, had there been any devotion;—but Lord George was both impudent and indifferent.

"So you're leaving tomorrow?" said Lord George, settling onto the rug in front of her fire and looking down at her with his head tilted slightly to the side. Lizzie's anger toward him mainly came from the sense that he treated her with all the boldness of a pirate but none of the affection. She could have overlooked his lack of respect if there had been any signs of devotion;—but Lord George was both rude and aloof.

"Yes," she said. "Thank goodness, I shall get out of this frightful place to-morrow, and soon have once more a roof of my own over my head. What an experience I have had since I have been here!"

"Yes," she said. "Thank goodness, I'll be leaving this awful place tomorrow, and soon I'll have my own roof over my head again. What an experience I've had since coming here!"

"We have all had an experience," said Lord George, still looking at her with that half-comic turn of his face,—almost as though he were investigating some curious animal of which so remarkable a specimen had never before come under his notice.

"We've all had an experience," said Lord George, still looking at her with that slightly humorous twist of his face—almost as if he were examining some strange creature that he had never encountered before.

"No woman ever intended to show a more disinterested friendship than I have done; and what has been my return?"

"No woman ever meant to offer a more selfless friendship than I have, and what have I gotten back?"

"You mean to me?—disinterested friendship to me?" And Lord George tapped his breast lightly with his fingers. His head was still a little on one side, and there was still the smile upon his face.

"You care about me?—just a friendly connection to me?" And Lord George lightly tapped his chest with his fingers. His head was still slightly tilted, and there was still a smile on his face.

"I was alluding particularly to Mrs. Carbuncle."

"I was specifically referring to Mrs. Carbuncle."

"Lady Eustace, I cannot take charge of Mrs. Carbuncle's friendships. I have enough to do to look after my own. If you have any complaint to make against me,—I will at least listen to it."

"Lady Eustace, I can’t manage Mrs. Carbuncle's friendships. I have plenty on my plate with my own. If you have any issues with me, I’ll at least hear you out."

"God knows I do not want to make complaints," said Lizzie, covering her face with her hands.

"God knows I really don't want to complain," said Lizzie, hiding her face with her hands.

"They don't do much good;—do they? It's better to take people as you find 'em, and then make the best of 'em. They're a queer lot;—ain't they,—the sort of people one meets about in the world?"

"They don't really help much, do they? It's better to accept people as they are and then make the best of them. They're a strange bunch, aren't they—the kind of people you run into in the world?"

"I don't know what you mean by that, Lord George."

"I’m not sure what you mean by that, Lord George."

"Just what you were saying, when you talked of your experiences. These experiences do surprise one. I have knocked about the world a great deal, and would have almost said that nothing would surprise me. You are no more than a child to me, but you have surprised me."

"Exactly what you were saying when you shared your experiences. These experiences really catch you off guard. I've traveled around a lot, and I would have thought nothing would surprise me anymore. To me, you're just a child, but you've managed to surprise me."

"I hope I have not injured you, Lord George."

"I hope I haven't hurt you, Lord George."

"Do you remember how you rode to hounds the day your cousin took that other man's horse? That surprised me."

"Do you remember when you went fox hunting the day your cousin borrowed that other guy's horse? That caught me off guard."

"Oh, Lord George, that was the happiest day of my life. How little happiness there is for people!"

"Oh, Lord George, that was the happiest day of my life. How little happiness there is for people!"

"And when Tewett got that girl to say she'd marry him, the coolness with which you bore all the abomination of it in your house,—for people who were nothing to you;—that surprised me!"

"And when Tewett got that girl to say she'd marry him, the way you handled all the nonsense of it in your house—for people who meant nothing to you—that really surprised me!"

"I meant to be so kind to you all."

"I really wanted to be so nice to all of you."

"And when I found that you always travelled with ten thousand pounds' worth of diamonds in a box, that surprised me very much. I thought that you were a very dangerous companion."

"And when I discovered that you always traveled with ten thousand pounds' worth of diamonds in a box, I was really surprised. I thought you were a pretty dangerous person to be around."

"Pray don't talk about the horrid necklace."

"Please don't talk about that awful necklace."

"Then came the robbery, and you seemed to lose your diamonds without being at all unhappy about them. Of course, we understand that now." On hearing this, Lizzie smiled, but did not say a word. "Then I perceived that I—I was supposed to be the thief. You—you yourself couldn't have suspected me of taking the diamonds, because—because you'd got them, you know, all safe in your pocket. But you might as well own the truth now. Didn't you think that it was I who stole the box?"

"Then the robbery happened, and it looked like you didn't even care about losing your diamonds. Of course, we get that now." Upon hearing this, Lizzie smiled but didn't say anything. "Then I realized that I—I was thought to be the thief. You—you couldn't have really suspected me of taking the diamonds because—because you had them, all safe in your pocket. But you might as well admit the truth now. Didn't you think I was the one who stole the box?"

"I wish it had been you," said Lizzie laughing.

"I wish it had been you," Lizzie said, laughing.

"All that surprised me. The police were watching me every day as a cat watches a mouse, and thought that they surely had got the thief when they found that I had dealings with Benjamin. Well; you—you were laughing at me in your sleeve all the time."

"All that surprised me. The police were watching me every day like a cat watches a mouse, and they thought they had caught the thief when they discovered my connection with Benjamin. Well; you—you were laughing at me behind my back the whole time."

"Not laughing, Lord George."

"Not laughing, Lord George."

"Yes, you were. You had got the kernel yourself, and thought that I had taken all the trouble to crack the nut and had found myself with nothing but the shell. Then, when you found you couldn't eat the kernel, that you couldn't get rid of the swag without assistance, you came to me to help you. I began to think then that you were too many for all of us. By Jove, I did! Then I heard of the second robbery, and, of course, I thought you had managed that too."

"Yes, you were. You got the kernel yourself and thought I had done all the work to crack the nut, only to end up with nothing but the shell. Then, when you realized you couldn't eat the kernel and couldn't get rid of the loot without help, you came to me for assistance. That's when I started to think you were a bit more than we could handle. Honestly, I did! Then I heard about the second robbery, and of course, I thought you were behind that too."

"Oh, no," said Lizzie

"Oh no," said Lizzie

"Unfortunately you didn't; but I thought you did. And you thought that I had done it! Mr. Benjamin was too clever for us both, and now he is going to have penal servitude for the rest of his life. I wonder who will be the better of it all. Who'll have the diamonds at last?"

"Unfortunately you didn't; but I thought you did. And you thought that I had done it! Mr. Benjamin was too smart for both of us, and now he’s going to spend the rest of his life in prison. I wonder who will end up better off. Who will end up with the diamonds in the end?"

"I do not in the least care. I hate the diamonds. Of course I would not give them up, because they were my own."

"I don’t care at all. I hate the diamonds. Of course, I wouldn’t give them up, because they’re mine."

"The end of it seems to be that you have lost your property, and sworn ever so many false oaths, and have brought all your friends into trouble, and have got nothing by it. What was the good of being so clever?"

"The bottom line is that you’ve lost your possessions, lied countless times, got your friends into a mess, and gained nothing from it. What was the point of being so smart?"

"You need not come here to tease me, Lord George."

"You don't have to come here to taunt me, Lord George."

"I came here because you sent for me. There's my poor friend, Mrs. Carbuncle, declares that all her credit is destroyed, and her niece unable to marry, and her house taken away from her,—all because of her connexion with you."

"I came here because you called for me. There's my poor friend, Mrs. Carbuncle, who claims that her reputation is ruined, her niece can't get married, and she's about to lose her house—all because of her connection with you."

"Mrs. Carbuncle is—is—is— Oh, Lord George, don't you know what she is?"

"Mrs. Carbuncle is—is—is— Oh, Lord George, don't you know what she is?"

"I know that Mrs. Carbuncle is in a very bad way, and that that girl has gone crazy, and that poor Griff has taken himself off to Japan, and that I am so knocked about that I don't know where to go; and somehow it seems all to have come from your little manœuvres. You see, we have, all of us, been made remarkable; haven't we?"

"I know that Mrs. Carbuncle is in really bad shape, that the girl has lost her mind, that poor Griff has gone off to Japan, and that I’m so beaten up that I don’t even know where to turn; and somehow it all seems to stem from your little schemes. You see, we’ve all been made quite remarkable, haven’t we?"

"You are always remarkable, Lord George."

"You’re always awesome, Lord George."

"And it is all your doing. To be sure you have lost your diamonds for your pains. I wouldn't mind it so much if anybody were the better for it. I shouldn't have begrudged even Benjamin the pull, if he'd got it."

"And it's all your fault. Sure, you've lost your diamonds for your trouble. I wouldn't mind it so much if anyone actually benefited from it. I wouldn't have even begrudged Benjamin the advantage, if he'd gotten it."

He stood there, still looking down upon her, speaking with a sarcastic subrisive tone, and, as she felt, intending to be severe to her. She had sent for him, and now she didn't know what to say to him. Though she believed that she hated him, she would have liked to get up some show of an affectionate farewell, some scene in which there might have been tears, and tenderness, and poetry,—and, perhaps, a parting caress. But with his jeering words, and sneering face, he was as hard to her as a rock. He was now silent, but still looking down upon her as he stood motionless upon the rug,—so that she was compelled to speak again. "I sent for you, Lord George, because I did not like the idea of parting with you for ever, without one word of adieu."

He stood there, still looking down at her, speaking in a sarcastic, condescending tone, and, as she felt, intending to be harsh with her. She had called for him, and now she didn't know what to say. Although she thought she hated him, she wished she could create some moment of a loving farewell, something with tears, tenderness, and poetry—and maybe even a final hug. But with his mocking words and sneering face, he felt as cold to her as stone. He was silent now, still looking down at her as he stood motionless on the rug, which made her feel she had to speak again. "I called for you, Lord George, because I didn't like the idea of saying goodbye forever without at least one word of farewell."

"You are going to tear yourself away;—are you?"

"You’re really going to pull yourself away;—are you?"

"I am going to Portray on Monday."

"I am going to perform on Monday."

"And never coming back any more? You'll be up here before the season is over, with fifty more wonderful schemes in your little head. So Lord Fawn is done with, is he?"

"And you're really not coming back? You'll be up here again before the season ends, with fifty more amazing ideas in your head. So Lord Fawn is finished, huh?"

"I have told Lord Fawn that nothing shall induce me ever to see him again."

"I have told Lord Fawn that nothing will ever make me want to see him again."

"And cousin Frank?"

"And what about cousin Frank?"

"My cousin attends me down to Scotland."

"My cousin is accompanying me to Scotland."

"Oh-h. That makes it altogether another thing. He attends you down to Scotland;—does he? Does Mr. Emilius go too?"

"Oh—really? That changes everything. He's coming with you to Scotland, right? Is Mr. Emilius going too?"

"I believe you are trying to insult me, sir."

"I think you're trying to insult me, sir."

"You can't expect but what a man should be a little jealous, when he has been so completely cut out himself. There was a time, you know, when even cousin Frank wasn't a better fellow than myself."

"You can't help but feel a bit jealous when you've been completely replaced. There was a time, you know, when even cousin Frank wasn't a better guy than me."

"Much you thought about it, Lord George."

"That’s a lot of thought you put into it, Lord George."

"Well;—I did. I thought about it a good deal, my lady. And I liked the idea of it very much." Lizzie pricked up her ears. In spite of all his harshness, could it be that he should be the Corsair still? "I am a rambling, uneasy, ill-to-do sort of man; but still I thought about it. You are pretty, you know,—uncommonly pretty."

"Well;—I did. I thought about it a lot, my lady. And I really liked the idea." Lizzie perked up. Despite all his roughness, could it be that he was still the Corsair? "I'm a wandering, restless, struggling kind of guy; but I still thought about it. You're quite pretty, you know—unusually pretty."

"Don't, Lord George."

"Don't do it, Lord George."

"And I'll acknowledge that the income goes for much. I suppose that's real at any rate?"

"And I’ll admit that the money goes a long way. I guess that's true, right?"

"Well;—I hope so. Of course it's real. And so is the prettiness, Lord George;—if there is any."

"Well, I hope so. Of course it's real. And so is the beauty, Lord George—if there is any."

"I never doubted that, Lady Eustace. But when it came to my thinking that you had stolen the diamonds, and you thinking that I had stolen the box—! I'm not a man to stand on trifles, but, by George, it wouldn't do then."

"I never doubted that, Lady Eustace. But when I thought you had stolen the diamonds, and you thought I had stolen the box—! I'm not someone who gets hung up on little things, but, honestly, that just wouldn't work."

"Who wanted it to do?" said Lizzie. "Go away. You are very unkind to me. I hope I may never see you again. I believe you care more for that odious vulgar woman down-stairs than you do for anybody else in the world."

"Who wanted it to happen?" Lizzie said. "Just go away. You're being really unkind to me. I hope I never have to see you again. I think you care more about that awful, rude woman downstairs than you do about anyone else in the world."

"Ah, dear! I have known her for many years, Lizzie, and that both covers and discovers many faults. One learns to know how bad one's old friends are, but then one forgives them, because they are old friends."

"Ah, dear! I've known her for many years, Lizzie, and that both hides and reveals many flaws. You learn just how flawed your old friends are, but you forgive them because they're old friends."

"You can't forgive me,—because I'm bad, and only a new friend."

"You can't forgive me—because I'm not a good person, and I'm just a new friend."

"Yes, I will. I forgive you all, and hope you may do well yet. If I may give you one bit of advice at parting, it is to caution you against being clever when there is nothing to get by it."

"Yes, I will. I forgive all of you and hope you can still do well. If I can give you one piece of advice as we part, it’s to be careful about being clever when there’s nothing to gain from it."

"I ain't clever at all," said Lizzie, beginning to whimper.

"I’m not clever at all," said Lizzie, starting to whimper.

"Good-bye, my dear."

"Goodbye, my dear."

"Good-bye," said Lizzie. He took her hand in one of his; patted her on the head with the other, as though she had been a child, and then he left her.

"Good-bye," said Lizzie. He took her hand in one of his, patted her on the head with the other, like she was a child, and then he left her.

 

 

CHAPTER LXXVI

Lizzie Returns to Scotland
 

Frank Greystock, the writer fears, will not have recommended himself to those readers of this tale who think the part of lover to the heroine should be always filled by a young man with heroic attributes. And yet the young member for Bobsborough was by no means deficient in fine qualities, and perhaps was quite as capable of heroism as the majority of barristers and members of Parliament among whom he consorted, and who were to him—the world. A man born to great wealth may,—without injury to himself or friends,—do pretty nearly what he likes in regard to marriage, always presuming that the wife he selects be of his own rank. He need not marry for money, nor need he abstain from marriage because he can't support a wife without money. And the very poor man, who has no pretension to rank or standing, other than that which honesty may give him, can do the same. His wife's fortune will consist in the labour of her hands, and in her ability to assist him in his home. But between these there is a middle class of men, who, by reason of their education, are peculiarly susceptible to the charms of womanhood, but who literally cannot marry for love, because their earnings will do no more than support themselves. As to this special young man, it must be confessed that his earnings should have done much more than that; but not the less did he find himself in a position in which marriage with a penniless girl seemed to threaten him and her with ruin. All his friends told Frank Greystock that he would be ruined were he to marry Lucy Morris;—and his friends were people supposed to be very good and wise. The dean, and the dean's wife, his father and mother, were very clear that it would be so. Old Lady Linlithgow had spoken of such a marriage as quite out of the question. The Bishop of Bobsborough, when it was mentioned in his hearing, had declared that such a marriage would be a thousand pities. And even dear old Lady Fawn, though she wished it for Lucy's sake, had many times prophesied that such a thing was quite impossible. When the rumour of the marriage reached Lady Glencora, Lady Glencora told her friend, Madame Max Goesler, that that young man was going to blow his brains out. To her thinking, the two actions were equivalent. It is only when we read of such men that we feel that truth to his sweetheart is the first duty of man. I am afraid that it is not the advice which we give to our sons.

Frank Greystock, the writer worries, won't have earned the approval of those readers who believe that the role of the lover for the heroine should always be played by a young man with heroic traits. However, the young representative from Bobsborough wasn’t lacking in good qualities and might have been just as capable of heroism as most barristers and members of Parliament he associated with, who were his world. A man born into great wealth can, without harming himself or his friends, nearly do whatever he wants regarding marriage, as long as the wife he chooses is of his own social standing. He doesn’t need to marry for money, nor does he have to avoid marriage because he can’t financially support a wife. Similarly, a very poor man, who has no claims to rank other than the respectability that honesty might bring, has the same freedom. His wife's contribution will come from her labor and her ability to help him at home. But there is a middle class of men who, due to their education, are especially drawn to the charms of women, yet can’t marry for love because their incomes only cover their own needs. As for this particular young man, it must be acknowledged that his earnings should have allowed for much more than that; however, he still found himself in a situation where marrying a penniless girl seemed to threaten both him and her with disaster. All his friends warned Frank Greystock that marrying Lucy Morris would ruin him, and they were considered very sensible and decent people. The dean and his wife, along with his parents, were all convinced of it. Old Lady Linlithgow had stated that such a marriage was completely out of the question. The Bishop of Bobsborough, when he heard it mentioned, declared that such a marriage would be a great pity. Even dear old Lady Fawn, though she wished it for Lucy's sake, often predicted that it was impossible. When the news of the marriage reached Lady Glencora, she told her friend Madame Max Goesler that the young man was going to take drastic action. To her, the two actions seemed equivalent. It is only when we read about such men that we feel being true to his sweetheart is the man’s first duty. I regret to say this is not the advice we give to our sons.

But it was the advice which Frank Greystock had most persistently given to himself since he had first known Lucy Morris. Doubtless he had vacillated, but, on the balance of his convictions as to his own future conduct, he had been much nobler than his friends. He had never hesitated for a moment as to the value of Lucy Morris. She was not beautiful. She had no wonderful gifts of nature. There was nothing of a goddess about her. She was absolutely penniless. She had never been what the world calls well-dressed. And yet she had been everything to him. There had grown up a sympathy between them quite as strong on his part as on hers, and he had acknowledged it to himself. He had never doubted his own love,—and when he had been most near to convincing himself that in his peculiar position he ought to marry his rich cousin, because of her wealth, then, at those moments, he had most strongly felt that to have Lucy Morris close to him was the greatest charm in existence. Hitherto his cousin's money, joined to flatteries and caresses,—which, if a young man can resist, he is almost more than a young man,—had tempted him; but he had combated the temptation. On one memorable evening his love for Lucy had tempted him. To that temptation he had yielded, and the letter by which he became engaged to her had been written. He had never meant to evade it;—had always told himself that it should not be evaded; but, gradually, days had been added to days, and months to months, and he had allowed her to languish without seeing him, and almost without hearing from him.

But it was the advice that Frank Greystock had consistently given himself since he first met Lucy Morris. He had definitely wavered, but, when it came to his convictions about his own future actions, he had been much nobler than his friends. He never questioned the value of Lucy Morris. She wasn’t beautiful. She didn’t have any remarkable gifts. There was nothing divine about her. She was completely broke. She had never dressed in a way that the world would consider fashionable. And yet, she meant everything to him. A strong bond had formed between them, equally intense on both sides, and he recognized it. He never doubted his own love—when he almost convinced himself that he should marry his wealthy cousin because of her money, he felt even more strongly that having Lucy Morris by his side was the greatest joy in the world. Until now, his cousin's money, along with flattery and affection—which, if a young man can resist, he’s almost more than just a young man—had tempted him; but he fought against that temptation. One unforgettable evening, his love for Lucy tempted him. He gave in to that temptation, and the letter in which he proposed to her was written. He never intended to dodge it; he always told himself he wouldn’t. However, over time, days turned into weeks and months passed, and he let her suffer through not seeing him and barely hearing from him.

She, too, had heard from all sides that she was deserted by him, and she had written to him to give him back his troth; but she had not sent her letters. She did not doubt that the thing was over,—she hardly doubted. And yet she would not send any letter. Perhaps it would be better that the matter should be allowed to drop without any letter-writing. She would never reproach him,—though she would ever think him to be a traitor. Would not she have starved herself for him, could she so have served him? And yet he could bear for her sake no touch of delay in his prosperity! Would she not have been content to wait, and always to wait,—so that he with some word of love would have told her that he waited also? But he would not only desert her,—but would give himself to that false, infamous woman, who was so wholly unfitted to be his wife. For Lucy, though to herself she would call him a traitor,—and would think him to be a traitor, still regarded him as the best of mankind, as one who, in marrying such a one as Lizzie Eustace, would destroy all his excellence, as a man might mar his strength and beauty by falling into a pit. For Lizzie Eustace Lucy Morris had now no forgiveness. Lucy had almost forgotten Lizzie's lies, and her proffered bribe, and all her meanness, when she made that visit to Hertford Street. Then, when Lizzie claimed this man as her lover, a full remembrance of all the woman's iniquities came back on Lucy's mind. The statement that Lizzie then made, Lucy did believe. She did think that Frank, her Frank, the man whom she worshipped, was to take this harpy to his bosom as his wife. And if it were to be so, was it not better that she should be so told? But, from that moment, poor Lizzie's sins were ranker to Lucy Morris than even to Mr. Camperdown or Mrs. Hittaway. She could not refrain from saying a word even to old Lady Linlithgow. The countess had called her niece a little liar. "Liar!" said Lucy. "I do not think Satan himself can lie as she does." "Heighty-tighty," said the countess. "I suppose, then, there's to be a match between Lady Satan and her cousin Frank?" "They can do as they like about that," said Lucy, walking out of the room.

She had also heard from everyone that he had abandoned her, and she had written to him to return his promise; but she hadn’t sent her letters. She didn’t really believe it was over—she hardly doubted it. And yet she wouldn’t send any letter. Maybe it was better to let the whole thing fade away without any letter-writing. She would never blame him—even though she would always think of him as a traitor. Wouldn’t she have starved herself for him if it would have helped him? And yet he couldn’t stand even a moment of delay in his success because of her! Wouldn’t she have been fine waiting endlessly—as long as he, with some words of love, would have told her that he was waiting too? But not only did he leave her, he also devoted himself to that deceitful, despicable woman, who was completely unworthy of being his wife. For Lucy, even if she called him a traitor to herself—and thought of him as one—she still saw him as the best of all men, and marrying someone like Lizzie Eustace would ruin all his greatness, just as a man might spoil his strength and beauty by falling into a pit. Lucy Morris had no forgiveness left for Lizzie Eustace. Lucy had almost forgotten Lizzie's lies, her offered bribe, and all her meanness when she visited Hertford Street. But then, when Lizzie claimed this man as her lover, all memories of that woman’s wrongdoings flooded back into Lucy’s mind. Lucy believed what Lizzie said then. She thought that Frank, her Frank, the man she adored, was going to take this manipulative woman as his wife. And if that was the case, wouldn’t it be better to hear it directly? But from that moment, poor Lizzie’s sins felt worse to Lucy Morris than they did to Mr. Camperdown or Mrs. Hittaway. She couldn’t help but say something, even to old Lady Linlithgow. The countess had called her niece a little liar. “Liar!” said Lucy. “I don’t think even Satan can lie as she does.” “Well, well,” said the countess. “I suppose there’s going to be a match between Lady Satan and her cousin Frank?” “They can do whatever they want about that,” said Lucy, walking out of the room.

Then came the paragraph in the fashionable evening newspaper; after that, the report of the examination before the magistrate, and then certain information that Lady Eustace was about to proceed to Scotland together with her cousin Mr. Greystock, the Member for Bobsborough. "It is a large income," said the countess; "but, upon my word, she's dear at the money." Lucy did not speak, but she bit her lip till the blood ran into her mouth. She was going down to Fawn Court almost immediately, to stay there with her old friends till she should be able to find some permanent home for herself. Once, and once only, would she endure discussion, and then the matter should be banished for ever from her tongue.

Then the paragraph appeared in the trendy evening newspaper; after that came the report of the hearing before the magistrate, followed by news that Lady Eustace was planning to go to Scotland with her cousin Mr. Greystock, the Member for Bobsborough. "It's a substantial income," said the countess; "but honestly, she's too expensive for what she offers." Lucy didn’t say anything, but she bit her lip until the blood filled her mouth. She was about to head to Fawn Court almost immediately to stay with her old friends until she could find a more permanent home for herself. She would only discuss it once, and then it would be gone from her mind forever.

Early on the appointed morning Frank Greystock, with a couple of cabs, was at Mrs. Carbuncle's door in Hertford Street. Lizzie had agreed to start by a very early train,—at eight a.m.,—so that she might get through to Portray in one day. It had been thought expedient, both by herself and by her cousin, that for the present there should be no more sleeping at the Carlisle hotel. The robbery was probably still talked about in that establishment; and the report of the proceedings at the police-court had, no doubt, travelled as far north as the border city. It was to be a long day, and could hardly be other than sad. Lizzie, understanding this, feeling that though she had been in a great measure triumphant over her difficulties before the magistrate, she ought still to consider herself, for a short while, as being under a cloud, crept down into the cab and seated herself beside her cousin almost without a word. She was again dressed in black, and again wore the thick veil. Her maid, with the luggage, followed them, and they were driven to Euston Square almost without a word. On this occasion no tall footman accompanied them. "Oh, Frank; dear Frank," she had said, and that was all. He had been active about the luggage and useful in giving orders;—but beyond his directions and inquiries as to the journey, he spoke not a word. Had she breakfasted? Would she have a cup of tea at the station? Should he take any luncheon for her? At every question she only looked into his face and shook her head. All thoughts as to creature-comforts were over with her now for ever. Tranquillity, a little poetry, and her darling boy, were all that she needed for the short remainder of her sojourn upon earth. These were the sentiments which she intended to convey when she shook her head and looked up into his eyes. The world was over for her. She had had her day of pleasure, and found how vain it was. Now she would devote herself to her child. "I shall see my boy again to-night," she said, as she took her seat in the carriage.

Early on the scheduled morning, Frank Greystock arrived with a couple of cabs at Mrs. Carbuncle's door on Hertford Street. Lizzie had decided to take an early train—at eight AM—so she could reach Portray in one day. Both she and her cousin thought it was best not to stay at the Carlisle hotel for now. The robbery was probably still a topic of conversation there, and the news about the police court proceedings had likely spread as far as the border city. It was going to be a long day, and likely a sad one. Lizzie, aware of this, felt that even though she had largely triumphed over her issues before the magistrate, she should still see herself, for a little while, as being under a cloud. She got into the cab and sat next to her cousin with hardly a word. She was once again dressed in black and wore a thick veil. Her maid, carrying their luggage, followed them, and they were driven to Euston Square mostly in silence. This time, no tall footman was with them. “Oh, Frank; dear Frank,” she had said, and that was it. Frank was busy with the luggage and useful in giving directions; but apart from his orders and questions about the journey, he didn’t say much. Had she eaten breakfast? Would she like a cup of tea at the station? Should he get her any lunch? With every question, she just looked at him and shook her head. Thoughts of basic comforts were gone for her now forever. All she needed for the little time she had left on earth were peace, a bit of poetry, and her beloved boy. These were the feelings she intended to express with her head shake and gaze into his eyes. The world was over for her. She had her day of enjoyment and realized how empty it was. Now she would dedicate herself to her child. “I’ll see my boy again tonight,” she said as she settled into the carriage.

Such was the state of mind, or such, rather, the resolutions, with which she commenced her journey. Should he become bright, communicative, and pleasant, or even tenderly silent, or, perhaps, now at length affectionate and demonstrative, she, no doubt, might be able to change as he changed. He had been cousinly, but gloomy, at the police-court; in the same mood when he brought her home; and, as she saw with the first glance of her eye, in the same mood again when she met him in the hall this morning. Of course she must play his tunes. Is it not the fate of women to play the tunes which men dictate,—except in some rare case in which the woman can make herself the dictator? Lizzie loved to be a dictator; but at the present moment she knew that circumstances were against her.

Such was her mindset, or rather, her resolutions, as she began her journey. If he became lively, talkative, and friendly, or even quietly affectionate, or perhaps, finally warm and expressive, she could surely adapt as he did. He had been cousinly but moody at the police court; still in that mood when he brought her home; and, as she observed with her first glance this morning, still in that same mood when she saw him in the hall. Of course, she had to follow his lead. Isn’t it the reality for women to play along with the tunes set by men—unless, in some rare instance, the woman can take the lead herself? Lizzie loved to be in charge; but right now, she knew the circumstances were not in her favor.

She watched him,—so closely. At first he slept a good deal. He was never in bed very early, and on this morning had been up at six. At Rugby he got out and ate what he said was his breakfast. Would not she have a cup of tea? Again she shook her head and smiled. She smiled as some women smile when you offer them a third glass of champagne. "You are joking with me, I know. You cannot think that I would take it." That was the meaning of Lizzie's smile. He went into the refreshment-room, growled at the heat of the tea and the abominable nastiness of the food provided, and then, after the allotted five minutes, took himself to a smoking-carriage. He did not rejoin his cousin till they were at Crewe. When he went back to his old seat, she only smiled again. He asked her whether she had slept, and again she shook her head. She had been repeating to herself the address to Ianthe's soul, and her whole being was pervaded with poetry.

She watched him closely. At first, he slept a lot. He never got up very early, and that morning he had been up at six. At Rugby, he got out and ate what he called his breakfast. Wouldn't she like a cup of tea? Again, she shook her head and smiled. She smiled like some women do when you offer them a third glass of champagne. "You’re just teasing me, I know. You can’t think I would actually take it." That was the meaning behind Lizzie's smile. He went into the refreshment room, complained about the temperature of the tea and the terrible quality of the food, and then, after the five minutes were up, made his way to a smoking carriage. He didn’t go back to his cousin until they reached Crewe. When he returned to his old seat, she simply smiled again. He asked her if she had slept, and once more she shook her head. She had been reciting the address to Ianthe’s soul, and her whole being was filled with poetry.

It was absolutely necessary, as he thought, that she should eat something, and he insisted that she should dine upon the road, somewhere. He, of course, was not aware that she had been nibbling biscuits and chocolate while he had been smoking, and had had recourse even to the comfort of a sherry-flask which she carried in her dressing-bag. When he talked of dinner she did more than smile and refuse. She expostulated. For she well knew that the twenty minutes for dinner were allowed at the Carlisle station; and even if there had been no chocolate and no sherry, she would have endured on, even up to absolute inanition, rather than step out upon this well-remembered platform. "You must eat, or you'll be starved," he said. "I'll fetch you something." So he bribed a special waiter, and she was supplied with cold chicken and more sherry. After this Frank smoked again, and did not reappear till they had reached Dumfries.

It was absolutely necessary, as he thought, that she should eat something, and he insisted that she should have dinner on the road, somewhere. He, of course, didn’t know that she had been snacking on biscuits and chocolate while he was smoking and had even enjoyed a bit of sherry from a flask she carried in her bag. When he mentioned dinner, she didn’t just smile and refuse. She protested. She knew that there were only twenty minutes for dinner at the Carlisle station; even if she hadn’t had chocolate or sherry, she would have pushed through, even to the point of complete exhaustion, rather than step onto that familiar platform. "You have to eat, or you’ll starve," he said. "I’ll get you something." So he bribed a special waiter, and she was given cold chicken and more sherry. After that, Frank smoked again and didn’t show up until they reached Dumfries.

Hitherto there had been no tenderness,—nothing but the coldest cousinship. He clearly meant her to understand that he had submitted to the task of accompanying her back to Portray Castle as a duty, but that he had nothing to say to one who had so misbehaved herself. This was very irritating. She could have taken herself home to Portray without his company, and have made the journey more endurable without him than with him, if this were to be his conduct throughout. They had had the carriage to themselves all the way from Crewe to Carlisle, and he had hardly spoken a word to her. If he would have rated her soundly for her wickednesses, she could have made something of that. She could have thrown herself on her knees, and implored his pardon; or, if hard pressed, have suggested the propriety of throwing herself out of the carriage-window. She could have brought him round if he would only have talked to her, but there is no doing anything with a silent man. He was not her master. He had no power over her. She was the lady of Portray, and he could not interfere with her. If he intended to be sullen with her to the end, and to show his contempt for her, she would turn against him. "The worm will turn," she said to herself. And yet she did not think herself a worm.

Until now, there had been no warmth—only the coldest formality. He made it clear that he saw accompanying her back to Portray Castle as a duty, but that he wanted nothing to do with someone who had behaved so badly. This was really frustrating. She could have made the trip home to Portray by herself, and it would have been more bearable without him than with him, if this was going to be his attitude the whole time. They had the carriage to themselves from Crewe to Carlisle, and he barely said a word to her. If he had scolded her properly for her wrongs, she could have done something with that. She could have knelt down and begged for his forgiveness; or, if pushed hard enough, suggested that she should throw herself out of the carriage window. She could have won him over if he would just talk to her, but there’s no dealing with a silent man. He wasn’t her master. He had no authority over her. She was the lady of Portray, and he couldn’t interfere with her. If he planned to be grumpy with her until the end and show his disdain, she would turn against him. "The worm will turn," she told herself. And yet, she did not see herself as a worm.

A few stations beyond Dumfries they were again alone. It was now quite dark, and they had already been travelling over ten hours. They would not reach their own station till eight, and then again there would be the journey to Portray. At last he spoke to her. "Are you tired, Lizzie?"

A few stops past Dumfries, they were alone again. It was now pretty dark, and they had already been traveling for over ten hours. They wouldn’t get to their station until eight, and then there would be the trip to Portray. Finally, he spoke to her. "Are you tired, Lizzie?"

"Oh, so tired!"

"Ugh, so tired!"

"You have slept, I think."

"I think you've slept."

"No, not once; not a wink. You have slept." This she said in a tone of reproach.

"No, not at all; not even a little. You’ve been sleeping." She said this with a tone of disapproval.

"Indeed I have."

"Yes, I have."

"I have endeavoured to read, but one cannot command one's mind at all times. Oh, I am so weary. Is it much further? I have lost all reckoning as to time and place."

"I've tried to read, but you can't always control your mind. Oh, I'm so tired. Is it much further? I've completely lost track of time and where I am."

"We change at the next station but one. It will soon be over now. Will you have a glass of sherry? I have some in my flask." Again she shook her head. "It is a long way down to Portray, I must own."

"We change at the next station but one. It will be over soon. Do you want a glass of sherry? I have some in my flask." Again, she shook her head. "It's a long way down to Portray, I have to admit."

"Oh, I am so sorry that I have given you the trouble to accompany me."

"Oh, I'm really sorry for making you go out of your way to join me."

"I was not thinking of myself. I don't mind it. It was better that you should have somebody with you,—just for this journey."

"I wasn't thinking about myself. I don't mind. It was better for you to have someone with you—just for this trip."

"I don't know why this journey should be different from any other," said Lizzie crossly. She had not done anything that made it necessary that she should be taken care of,—like a naughty girl.

"I don't know why this trip should be any different from the others," said Lizzie irritably. She hadn't done anything that required her to be looked after—like a misbehaving child.

"I'll see you to the end of it now, anyway."

"I'll stick with you until the end now, anyway."

"And you'll stay a few days with me, Frank? You won't go away at once? Say you'll stay a week. Dear, dear Frank; say you'll stay a week. I know that the House doesn't meet for ever so long. Oh, Frank, I do so wish you'd be more like yourself." There was no reason why she should not make one other effort, and as she made it every sign of fatigue passed away from her.

"And you'll stick around for a few days with me, Frank? You won't leave right away, will you? Please say you'll stay a week. Oh, dear Frank, say you'll stay a week. I know the House isn't meeting for quite a while. Oh, Frank, I really wish you'd be yourself again." There was no reason she couldn’t make one more attempt, and as she did, all signs of exhaustion disappeared from her.

"I'll stay over to-morrow certainly," he replied.

"I'll definitely stay over tomorrow," he replied.

"Only one day!"

"Just one day!"

"Days with me mean money, Lizzie, and money is a thing which is at present very necessary to me."

"Spending time with me means cash, Lizzie, and right now, I really need cash."

"I hate money."

"I dislike money."

"That's very well for you, because you have plenty of it."

"That's great for you since you have a lot of it."

"I hate money. It is the only thing that one has that one cannot give to those one loves. I could give you anything else;—though it cost a thousand pounds."

"I hate money. It’s the only thing you have that you can’t give to the people you love. I could give you anything else, even if it cost a thousand pounds."

"Pray don't. Most people like presents, but they only bore me."

"Please don't. Most people enjoy gifts, but they just don't interest me."

"Because you are so indifferent, Frank;—so cold. Do you remember giving me a little ring?"

"Because you are so indifferent, Frank; —so cold. Do you remember giving me that little ring?"

"Very well indeed. It cost eight and sixpence."

"Sure thing. It cost eight shillings and sixpence."

"I never thought what it cost;—but there it is." This she said, drawing off her glove and showing him her finger. "And when I am dead, there it will be. You say you want money, Frank. May I not give it you? Are not we brother and sister?"

"I never thought about what it cost;—but here it is." She said this, taking off her glove and showing him her finger. "And when I am gone, it will still be there. You say you want money, Frank. Can I not give it to you? Aren't we brother and sister?"

"My dear Lizzie, you say you hate money. Don't talk about it."

"My dear Lizzie, you say you hate money. Just drop it."

"It is you that talk about it. I only talk about it because I want to give it you;—yes, all that I have. When I first knew what was the real meaning of my husband's will, my only thought was to be of assistance to you."

"It’s you who talks about it. I only bring it up because I want to give it to you;—yes, everything I have. When I first understood the real meaning of my husband’s will, my only thought was to help you."

In real truth Frank was becoming very sick of her. It seemed to him now to have been almost impossible that he should ever soberly have thought of making her his wife. The charm was all gone, and even her prettiness had in his eyes lost its value. He looked at her, asking himself whether in truth she was pretty. She had been travelling all day, and perhaps the scrutiny was not fair. But he thought that even after the longest day's journey Lucy would not have been soiled, haggard, dishevelled, and unclean, as was this woman.

In reality, Frank was getting really tired of her. It seemed impossible to him now that he had ever seriously considered making her his wife. The charm was completely gone, and even her beauty no longer held any appeal for him. He looked at her, wondering if she was actually pretty. She had been traveling all day, so maybe his judgment wasn't fair. But he thought that even after the longest day's journey, Lucy wouldn't have looked so dirty, worn out, messy, and unkempt like this woman did.

Travellers again entered the carriage, and they went on with a crowd of persons till they reached the platform at which they changed the carriage for Troon. Then they were again alone, for a few minutes, and Lizzie with infinite courage determined that she would make her last attempt. "Frank," she said, "you know what it is that I mean. You cannot feel that I am ungenerous. You have made me love you. Will you have all that I have to give?" She was leaning over, close to him, and he was observing that her long lock of hair was out of curl and untidy,—a thing that ought not to have been there during such a journey as this.

Travelers got back into the carriage, and they continued with a crowd of people until they reached the platform where they switched the carriage for Troon. Then they were alone again for a few minutes, and Lizzie, with a tremendous amount of courage, decided she would make one last attempt. "Frank," she said, "you know what I mean. You can't think I'm being unfair. You've made me love you. Will you accept everything I have to give?" She was leaning in close to him, and he noticed that her long strand of hair was out of place and messy—a detail that shouldn’t have been overlooked on a journey like this.

"Do you not know," he said, "that I am engaged to marry Lucy Morris?"

"Don’t you know," he said, "that I’m engaged to marry Lucy Morris?"

"No;—I do not know it."

"No, I don't know it."

"I have told you so more than once."

"I've told you that more than once."

"You cannot afford to marry her."

"You can't afford to marry her."

"Then I shall do it without affording." Lizzie was about to speak,—had already pronounced her rival's name in that tone of contempt which she so well knew how to use, when he stopped her. "Do not say anything against her, Lizzie, in my hearing, for I will not bear it. It would force me to leave you at the Troon station, and I had better see you now to the end of the journey." Lizzie flung herself back into the corner of her carriage, and did not utter another word till she reached Portray Castle. He handed her out of the railway carriage, and into her own vehicle which was waiting for them, attended to the maid, and got the luggage; but still she did not speak. It would be better that she should quarrel with him. That little snake, Lucy, would of course now tell him of the meeting between them in Hertford Street, after which anything but quarrelling would be impossible. What a fool the man must be, what an idiot, what a soft-hearted, mean-spirited fellow! Lucy, by her sly, quiet little stratagems, had got him once to speak the word, and now he had not courage enough to go back from it! He had less strength of will even than Lord Fawn! What she offered to him would be the making of him. With his position, his seat in Parliament, such a country house as Portray Castle, and the income which she would give him, there was nothing that he might not reach! And he was so infirm of purpose, that though he had hankered after it all, he would not open his hand to take it,—because he was afraid of such a little thing as Lucy Morris! It was thus that she thought of him as she leaned back in the carriage without speaking. In giving her all that is due to her, we must acknowledge that she had less feeling of the injury done to her charms as a woman than might have been expected. That she hated Lucy was a matter of course;—and equally so that she should be very angry with Frank Greystock. But the anger arose from general disappointment, rather than from any sense of her own despised beauty. "Ah, now I shall see my child," she said, as the carriage stopped at the castle-gate.

"Then I’ll do it without hesitation." Lizzie was about to speak—she had already said her rival's name in that tone of contempt she was so good at using—when he interrupted her. "Don’t say anything about her, Lizzie, when I can hear you, because I won’t stand for it. It would make me leave you at the Troon station, and I’d rather see you through to the end of the journey." Lizzie slumped back into the corner of her carriage and didn’t say another word until they got to Portray Castle. He helped her out of the train, into her waiting carriage, took care of the maid, and got the luggage; but still, she didn’t speak. It would be better to argue with him. That little snake, Lucy, would surely tell him about their meeting in Hertford Street, after which anything but fighting would be impossible. What a fool the man must be, what an idiot, what a soft-hearted, weak-spirited guy! Lucy, with her sneaky little tricks, had once made him say the word, and now he didn’t have the courage to take it back! He had even less willpower than Lord Fawn! What she offered him could change his life. With his position, his seat in Parliament, a country house like Portray Castle, and the income she could provide, there was nothing he couldn’t achieve! Yet he was so hesitant that even though he wanted it all, he wouldn’t reach out to seize it—because he was frightened of someone as insignificant as Lucy Morris! That’s how she thought of him as she leaned back in the carriage without saying anything. If we’re being fair to her, she felt less hurt about her own attractiveness as a woman than might have been expected. It was obvious that she hated Lucy—and equally so that she should be very angry with Frank Greystock. But her anger came from general disappointment rather than from any feeling of being undervalued in her beauty. "Ah, now I’ll see my child," she said as the carriage stopped at the castle gate.

When Frank Greystock went to his supper, Miss Macnulty brought to him his cousin's compliments with a message saying that she was too weary to see him again that night. The message had been intended to be curt and uncourteous, but Miss Macnulty had softened it,—so that no harm was done. "She must be very weary," said Frank.

When Frank Greystock went to dinner, Miss Macnulty delivered his cousin's regards along with a note saying she was too tired to see him again that night. The message was meant to sound short and rude, but Miss Macnulty had made it gentler, so it didn't cause any offense. "She must be very tired," said Frank.

"I suppose though that nothing would ever really tire Lady Eustace," said Miss Macnulty. "When she is excited nothing will tire her. Perhaps the journey has been dull."

"I guess nothing could ever truly tire Lady Eustace," said Miss Macnulty. "When she’s excited, nothing can wear her out. Maybe the trip has been boring."

"Exceedingly dull," said Frank, as he helped himself to the collops which the Portray cook had prepared for his supper.

"Really boring," said Frank, as he served himself some of the meat that the Portray cook had made for his dinner.

Miss Macnulty was very attentive to him, and had many questions to ask. About the necklace she hardly dared to speak, merely observing how sad it was that all those precious diamonds should have been lost for ever. "Very sad indeed," said Frank with his mouth full. She then went on to the marriage,—the marriage that was no marriage. Was not that very dreadful? Was it true that Miss Roanoke was really—out of her mind? Frank acknowledged that it was dreadful, but thought that the marriage had it been completed would have been more so. As for the young lady, he only knew that she had been taken somewhere out of the way. Sir Griffin, he had been told, had gone to Japan.

Miss Macnulty was very attentive to him and had many questions to ask. About the necklace, she hardly dared to bring it up, merely noting how sad it was that all those precious diamonds were lost forever. "Very sad indeed," said Frank, his mouth full. She then moved on to the marriage—the marriage that wasn’t really a marriage. Wasn't that really terrible? Was it true that Miss Roanoke was actually—mentally unstable? Frank admitted it was terrible, but he thought that if the marriage had gone through, it would have been even worse. As for the young lady, he only knew that she had been taken somewhere safe. He had heard that Sir Griffin had gone to Japan.

"To Japan!" said Miss Macnulty, really interested. Had Sir Griffin gone no further than Boulogne, her pleasure in the news would certainly have been much less. Then she asked some single question about Lord George, and from that came to the real marrow of her anxiety. Had Mr. Greystock lately seen the—the Rev. Mr. Emilius? Frank had not seen the clergyman, and could only say of him that had Lucinda Roanoke and Sir Griffin Tewett been made one, the knot would have been tied by Mr. Emilius.

"To Japan!" exclaimed Miss Macnulty, genuinely interested. If Sir Griffin had only gone as far as Boulogne, she would definitely have been much less excited by the news. Then she asked a single question about Lord George, which led her to the core of her concern. Had Mr. Greystock recently seen the Rev. Mr. Emilius? Frank hadn't seen the clergyman and could only remark that if Lucinda Roanoke and Sir Griffin Tewett had gotten married, it would have been Mr. Emilius who performed the ceremony.

"Would it indeed? Did you not think Mr. Emilius very clever when you met him down here?"

"Would it really? Didn’t you find Mr. Emilius very smart when you met him down here?"

"I don't doubt but what he is a sharp sort of fellow."

"I have no doubt that he is a clever kind of guy."

"Oh, Mr. Greystock, I don't think that that's the word for him at all. He did promise me when he was here that he would write to me occasionally, but I suppose that the increasing duties of his position have rendered that impossible." Frank, who had no idea of the extent of the preacher's ambition, assured Miss Macnulty that among his multifarious clerical labours it was out of the question that Mr. Emilius should find time to write letters.

"Oh, Mr. Greystock, I don't think that's the right word for him at all. He promised me when he was here that he would write to me sometimes, but I guess the growing responsibilities of his position have made that impossible." Frank, who had no clue about the preacher's ambitions, assured Miss Macnulty that with all his various clerical duties, it was highly unlikely that Mr. Emilius could find the time to write letters.

Frank had consented to stay one day at Portray, and did not now like to run away without again seeing his cousin. Though much tempted to go at once, he did stay the day, and had an opportunity of speaking a few words to Mr. Gowran. Mr. Gowran was very gracious, but said nothing of his journey up to London. He asked various questions concerning her "leddyship's" appearance at the police-court, as to which tidings had already reached Ayrshire, and pretended to be greatly shocked at the loss of the diamonds. "When they talk o' ten thoosand poond, that's a lee, nae doobt?" asked Andy.

Frank had agreed to stay one day at Portray, and he didn’t want to leave without seeing his cousin again. Even though he was tempted to leave right away, he decided to stick around for the day and had the chance to have a few words with Mr. Gowran. Mr. Gowran was very friendly but didn’t mention his trip to London. He asked several questions about her “ladyship’s” appearance at the police court, news that had already reached Ayrshire, and acted shocked about the missing diamonds. “When they talk about ten thousand pounds, that's a lie, no doubt?” asked Andy.

"No lie at all, I believe," said Greystock.

"No lie at all, I believe," said Greystock.

"And her leddyship wad tak' aboot wi' her ten thoosand poond—in a box?" Andy still showed much doubt by the angry glance of his eye and the close compression of his lips, and the great severity of his demeanour as he asked the question.

"And her ladyship would take about her ten thousand pounds—in a box?" Andy still looked very doubtful with the angry glare in his eyes and the tight line of his lips, and the serious demeanor he had as he asked the question.

"I know nothing about diamonds myself, but that is what they say they were worth."

"I don’t know anything about diamonds, but that’s what people say they’re worth."

"Her leddyship's her ain sell seems nae to ha' been in ain story aboot the box, Muster Greystock?" But Frank could not stand to be cross-questioned on this delicate matter, and walked off, saying that as the thieves had not yet been tried for the robbery, the less said about it the better.

"Her ladyship herself doesn't seem to have been in her own story about the box, Mr. Greystock?" But Frank couldn't handle being questioned about this sensitive issue and walked away, saying that since the thieves hadn't been tried for the robbery yet, it was better to say less about it.

At four o'clock on that afternoon he had not seen Lizzie, and then he received a message from her to the effect that she was still so unwell from the fatigue of her journey that she could bear no one with her but her child. She hoped that her cousin was quite comfortable, and that she might be able to see him after breakfast on the following day. But Frank was determined to leave Portray very early on the following day, and therefore wrote a note to his cousin. He begged that she would not disturb herself, that he would leave the castle the next morning before she could be up, and that he had only further to remind her that she must come up to London at once as soon as she should be summoned for the trial of Mr. Benjamin and his comrade. It had seemed to Frank that she had almost concluded that her labours connected with that disagreeable matter were at an end. "The examination may be long, and I will attend you if you wish it," said her cousin. Upon receiving this she thought it expedient to come down to him, and there was an interview for about a quarter of an hour in her own little sitting-room looking out upon the sea. She had formed a project, and at once suggested it to him. If she found herself ill when the day of the trial came, could they make her go up and give her evidence? Frank told her that they could, and that they would. She was very clever about it. "They couldn't go back to what I said at Carlisle, you know; because they already have made me tell all that myself." As she had been called upon to criminate herself, she could not now be tried for the crime. Frank, however, would not listen to this, and told her that she must come. "Very well, Frank. I know you like to have your own way. You always did. And you think so little of my feelings! I shall make inquiry, and if I must,—why I suppose I must."

At four o'clock that afternoon, he still hadn’t seen Lizzie. Then he got a message from her saying that she was still too tired from her journey to have anyone with her but her child. She hoped her cousin was doing well and that she might see him after breakfast the next day. But Frank was set on leaving Portray very early the next morning, so he wrote a note to his cousin. He asked her not to worry, that he would leave the castle before she was up, and that he just wanted to remind her to come to London as soon as she was called for the trial of Mr. Benjamin and his friend. It seemed to Frank that she almost thought her involvement in that unpleasant situation was over. “The examination might take a long time, and I’ll be there for you if you want,” her cousin said. After receiving this, she figured it was best to go down and see him, so they had a talk for about fifteen minutes in her cozy little sitting room that overlooked the sea. She had come up with a plan and immediately proposed it to him. If she was feeling unwell on the day of the trial, could they force her to go up and testify? Frank told her they could, and they would. She was quite sharp about it. “They can’t go back to what I said at Carlisle, you know, because they already made me tell everything myself.” Since she had already been made to incriminate herself, she couldn’t be prosecuted for the crime now. However, Frank wouldn’t hear of it and insisted she had to come. “Alright, Frank. I know you like to have your own way. You always have. And you don’t care much for my feelings! I will look into this, and if I have to—well, I suppose I must.”

"You'd better make up your mind to come."

"You should really decide to come."

"Very well. And now, Frank, as I am so very tired, if you please I'll say good-bye to you. I am very much obliged to you for coming with me. Good-bye." And so they parted.

"Alright. And now, Frank, since I’m really tired, if you don’t mind, I’ll say goodbye. I really appreciate you coming with me. Goodbye." And so they parted.

 

 

CHAPTER LXXVII

The Story of Lucy Morris Is Concluded
 

On the day appointed, Lucy Morris went back from the house of the old countess to Fawn Court. "My dear," said Lady Linlithgow, "I am sorry that you are going. Perhaps you'll think I haven't been very kind to you, but I never am kind. People have always been hard to me, and I'm hard. But I do like you."

On the scheduled day, Lucy Morris returned from the old countess's house to Fawn Court. "My dear," Lady Linlithgow said, "I'm sorry to see you go. You might think I haven't been very nice to you, but I'm just not that way. People have always been tough on me, so I've become tough myself. But I really do like you."

"I'm glad you like me, as we have lived together so long."

"I'm happy you like me, since we've been living together for so long."

"You may go on staying here, if you choose, and I'll try to make it better."

"You can keep staying here if you want, and I'll do my best to make it better."

"It hasn't been bad at all,—only that there's nothing particular to do. But I must go. I shall get another place as a governess somewhere, and that will suit me best."

"It hasn't been bad at all—just that there's nothing specific to do. But I have to go. I'll find another job as a governess somewhere, and that will work out best for me."

"Because of the money, you mean."

"You're talking about the money, right?"

"Well;—that in part."

"Okay; that’s part of it."

"I mean to pay you something," said the countess, opening her pocket-book, and fumbling for two bank-notes which she had deposited there.

"I intend to give you something," said the countess, opening her wallet and searching for the two banknotes she had stored there.

"Oh, dear, no. I haven't earned anything."

"Oh, no. I haven't earned anything."

"I always gave Macnulty something, and she was not near so nice as you." And then the countess produced two ten-pound notes. But Lucy would have none of her money, and when she was pressed, became proud and almost indignant in her denial. She had earned nothing, and she would take nothing; and it was in vain that the old lady spread the clean bits of paper before her. "And so you'll go and be a governess again; will you?"

"I always gave Macnulty something, and she wasn't nearly as nice as you." The countess then pulled out two ten-pound notes. But Lucy refused to accept any of her money, and when she was pressured, she became proud and almost offended by the suggestion. She hadn't earned anything, and she wouldn't take anything; it was useless for the old lady to lay the crisp bills in front of her. "So you'll go back to being a governess, will you?"

"When I can get a place."

"When I can find a place."

"I'll tell you what, my dear. If I were Frank Greystock, I'd stick to my bargain." Lucy at once fell a-crying, but she smiled upon the old woman through her tears. "Of course he's going to marry that little limb of the devil."

"I'll tell you what, my dear. If I were Frank Greystock, I’d stick to my deal." Lucy immediately started crying, but she smiled at the old woman through her tears. "Of course, he’s going to marry that little troublemaker."

"Oh, Lady Linlithgow,—if you can, prevent that!"

"Oh, Lady Linlithgow, please do whatever you can to stop that!"

"How am I to prevent it, my dear? I've nothing to say to either of them."

"How can I stop it, my dear? I have nothing to say to either of them."

"It isn't for myself I'm speaking. If I can't—if I can't—can't have things go as I thought they would by myself, I will never ask any one to help me. It is not that I mean. I have given all that up."

"It’s not for myself that I’m speaking. If I can't—if I can't—if things can't go the way I thought they would on my own, I will never ask anyone to help me. That’s not what I mean. I’ve let all that go."

"You have given it up?"

"Did you give it up?"

"Yes;—I have. But nevertheless I think of him. She is bad, and he will never be happy if he marries her. When he asked me to be his wife, he was mistaken as to what would be good for him. He ought not to have made such a mistake. For my sake he ought not."

"Yes;—I have. But still, I think about him. She’s not good for him, and he won’t be happy if he marries her. When he asked me to be his wife, he was wrong about what would be best for him. He shouldn't have made that mistake. He shouldn't have done it for my sake."

"That's quite true, my dear."

"That's so true, my dear."

"But I do not wish him to be unhappy all his life. He is not bad, but she is very bad. I would not for worlds that anybody should tell him that he owed me anything; but if he could be saved from her,—oh, I should be so glad."

"But I don't want him to be unhappy his whole life. He's not a bad person, but she is really terrible. I wouldn't want anyone to ever tell him that he owed me anything; but if he could be saved from her—oh, I would be so happy."

"You won't have my money, then?"

"You won't get my money, then?"

"No,—Lady Linlithgow."

"No, Lady Linlithgow."

"You'd better. It is honestly your own."

"Go for it. It's yours."

"I will not take it, thank you."

"No thanks, I’ll pass."

"Then I may as well put it up again." And the countess replaced the notes in her pocket-book. When this conversation took place, Frank Greystock was travelling back alone from Portray to London. On the same day the Fawn carriage came to fetch Lucy away. As Lucy was in peculiar distress, Lady Fawn would not allow her to come by any other conveyance. She did not exactly think that the carriage would console her poor favourite; but she did it as she would have ordered something specially nice to eat for any one who had broken his leg. Her soft heart had compassion for misery, though she would sometimes show her sympathy by strange expressions. Lady Linlithgow was almost angry about the carriage. "How many carriages and how many horses does Lady Fawn keep?" she asked.

"Then I might as well put it up again." The countess placed the notes back in her pocketbook. At that time, Frank Greystock was traveling alone from Portray to London. On the same day, the Fawn carriage came to take Lucy away. Since Lucy was in a lot of distress, Lady Fawn wouldn’t let her use any other form of transportation. She didn’t really believe that the carriage would soothe her unfortunate favorite, but she did it as if she were ordering something especially nice to eat for someone who had broken their leg. Her compassionate heart felt for the suffering, even if she sometimes expressed her sympathy in unusual ways. Lady Linlithgow was nearly angry about the carriage. "How many carriages and how many horses does Lady Fawn actually have?" she asked.

"One carriage and two horses."

"One carriage and two horses."

"She's very fond of sending them up into the streets of London, I think." Lucy said nothing more, knowing that it would be impossible to soften the heart of this dowager in regard to the other. But she kissed the old woman at parting, and then was taken down to Richmond in state.

"She really enjoys sending them out into the streets of London, I think." Lucy said nothing more, aware that it would be futile to change this dowager's feelings about the other. But she kissed the old woman goodbye and then was escorted down to Richmond in a grand fashion.

She had made up her mind to have one discussion with Lady Fawn about her engagement,—the engagement which was no longer an engagement,—and then to have done with it. She would ask Lady Fawn to ask the girls never to mention Mr. Greystock's name in her hearing. Lady Fawn had also made up her mind to the same effect. She felt that the subject should be mentioned once,—and once only. Of course Lucy must have another place, but there need be no hurry about that. She fully recognised her young friend's feeling of independence, and was herself aware that she would be wrong to offer to the girl a permanent home among her own daughters, and therefore she could not abandon the idea of a future place; but Lucy would, of course, remain till a situation should have been found for her that would be in every sense unexceptionable. There need, however, be no haste,—and, in the meantime, the few words about Frank Greystock must be spoken. They need not, however, be spoken quite immediately. Let there be smiles, and joy, and a merry ring of laughter on this the first day of the return of their old friend. As Lucy had the same feelings on that afternoon, they did talk pleasantly and were merry. The girls asked questions about the Vulturess,—as they had heard her called by Lizzie Eustace,—and laughed at Lucy to her face when she swore that, after a fashion, she liked the old woman.

She had decided to have one conversation with Lady Fawn about her engagement—the engagement that was no longer an engagement—and then put it behind her. She would ask Lady Fawn to tell the girls not to mention Mr. Greystock's name in front of her. Lady Fawn had also reached the same conclusion. She believed the topic should be addressed once—and only once. Of course, Lucy needed another job, but there was no rush on that. She fully understood her young friend’s desire for independence and knew it would be wrong to offer her a permanent place among her own daughters. Therefore, she couldn’t completely give up on finding Lucy a future job; however, Lucy would definitely stay until a suitable position came up for her that would be beyond reproach. There was no need to hurry—meanwhile, the few words about Frank Greystock needed to be said. They didn’t have to be said right away. Let there be smiles, joy, and cheerful laughter on this first day of their old friend’s return. Since Lucy felt the same way that afternoon, they engaged in pleasant conversation and had a great time. The girls asked about the Vulturess—as they had heard her called by Lizzie Eustace—and laughed at Lucy directly when she insisted that, in her own way, she liked the old woman.

"You'd like anybody, then," said Nina.

"You'd like anyone, then," said Nina.

"Indeed I don't," said Lucy, thinking at once of Lizzie Eustace.

"Actually, I don't," said Lucy, immediately thinking of Lizzie Eustace.

Lady Fawn planned out the next day with great precision. After breakfast, Lucy and the girls were to spend the morning in the old school-room, so that there might be a general explanation as to the doings of the last six months. They were to dine at three, and after dinner there should be the discussion. "Will you come up to my room at four o'clock, my dear?" said Lady Fawn, patting Lucy's shoulder, in the breakfast-parlour. Lucy knew well why her presence was required. Of course she would come. It would be wise to get it over and have done with it.

Lady Fawn carefully planned the next day. After breakfast, Lucy and the girls were going to spend the morning in the old schoolroom to catch up on what had happened over the last six months. They were scheduled to have dinner at three, followed by a discussion. "Will you come to my room at four o'clock, my dear?" Lady Fawn said, giving Lucy's shoulder a gentle pat in the breakfast parlor. Lucy knew exactly why she was needed. Of course, she would go. It was better to get it over with.

At noon Lady Fawn, with her three eldest daughters, went out in the carriage, and Lucy was busy among the others with books and maps and sheets of scribbled music. Nothing was done on that day in the way of instruction; but there was much of half-jocose acknowledgement of past idleness, and a profusion of resolutions of future diligence. One or two of the girls were going to commence a course of reading that would have broken the back of any professor, and suggestions were made as to very rigid rules as to the talking of French and German. "But as we can't talk German," said Nina, "we should simply be dumb." "You'd talk High Dutch, Nina, sooner than submit to that," said one of the sisters.

At noon, Lady Fawn, along with her three oldest daughters, went out in the carriage, while Lucy was busy with the others, surrounded by books, maps, and sheets of scribbled music. Nothing was accomplished that day in terms of teaching; instead, there was plenty of half-joking acknowledgment of past laziness and a lot of promises to be more diligent in the future. One or two of the girls were about to start a reading plan that would overwhelm any professor, and there were ideas put forward for strict rules about speaking French and German. "But since we can't speak German," Nina said, "we'd just end up being silent." "You'd speak High Dutch, Nina, before you'd let that happen," one of her sisters responded.

The conclave was still sitting in full deliberation, when one of the maids entered the room with a very long face. There was a gentleman in the drawing-room asking for Miss Morris! Lucy, who at the moment was standing at a table on which were spread an infinity of books, became at once as white as a sheet. Her fast friend, Lydia Fawn, who was standing by her, immediately took hold of her hand quite tightly. The face of the maid was fit for a funeral. She knew that Miss Morris had had a "follower,"—that the follower had come,—and that then Miss Morris had gone away. Miss Morris had been allowed to come back; and now, on the very first day, just when my lady's back was turned, here was the follower again! Before she had come up with her message, there had been an unanimous expression of opinion in the kitchen that the fat would all be in the fire. Lucy was as white as marble, and felt such a sudden shock at her heart, that she could not speak. And yet she never doubted for a moment that Frank Greystock was the man. And with what purpose but one could he have come there? She had on the old, old frock in which, before her visit to Lady Linlithgow, she used to pass the morning amidst her labours with the girls,—a pale, grey, well-worn frock, to which must have been imparted some attraction from the milliner's art, because everybody liked it so well,—but which she had put on this very morning as a testimony, to all the world around her, that she had abandoned the idea of being anything except a governess. Lady Fawn had understood the frock well. "Here is the dear little old woman just the same as ever," Lydia had said, embracing her. "She looks as if she'd gone to bed before the winter, and had a long sleep, like a dormouse," said Cecilia. Lucy had liked it all, and thoroughly appreciated the loving-kindness; but she had known what it all meant. She had left them as the engaged bride of Mr. Greystock, the member for Bobsborough; and now she had come back as Lucy Morris, the governess, again. "Just the same as ever," Lucy had said, with the sweetest smile. They all understood that, in so saying, she renounced her lover.

The group was still deep in discussion when one of the maids walked in looking very serious. There was a gentleman in the drawing room asking for Miss Morris! Lucy, who was standing by a table piled high with books, turned as pale as a ghost. Her close friend, Lydia Fawn, who was next to her, immediately grabbed her hand tightly. The maid's expression was grim; she knew that Miss Morris had a “follower”—that he had arrived—and that Miss Morris had left. Miss Morris had been allowed to return, and now, on her very first day, just when the lady of the house had turned her back, the follower was back! Before the maid delivered her message, there had been a unanimous opinion in the kitchen that trouble was brewing. Lucy was as pale as marble, feeling such a sudden jolt to her heart that she couldn’t speak. Yet, she had no doubt that Frank Greystock was the one. What other reason could he have for being there? She was wearing the same old dress she had worn before her visit to Lady Linlithgow, a faded grey, well-worn dress that somehow had an appeal from the milliner’s touch because everyone liked it so much—but she had put it on this very morning to show everyone around her that she had given up the idea of being anything other than a governess. Lady Fawn understood the significance of the dress. “Here’s the dear little old woman just the same as ever,” Lydia had said, hugging her. “She looks like she went to bed before winter and had a long sleep, like a dormouse,” Cecilia remarked. Lucy appreciated their affection but knew what it meant. She had left them as the engaged fiancée of Mr. Greystock, the member for Bobsborough; and now she had returned as Lucy Morris, the governess, again. “Just the same as ever,” Lucy had said, with the sweetest smile. They all understood that, by saying that, she was renouncing her lover.

And now there stood the maid, inside the room, who, having announced that there was a gentleman asking for Miss Morris, was waiting for an answer. Was the follower to be sent about his business, with a flea in his ear, having come, slyly, craftily, and wickedly, in Lady Fawn's absence; or would Miss Morris brazen it out, and go and see him?

And now the maid stood in the room, having announced that a gentleman was asking for Miss Morris, waiting for a response. Should they send him away with a warning after sneaking in, slyly and cunningly, while Lady Fawn was gone; or would Miss Morris be bold and go see him?

"Who is the gentleman?" asked Diana, who was the eldest of the Fawn girls present.

"Who is the guy?" asked Diana, who was the oldest of the Fawn girls there.

"It's he as used to come after Miss Morris before," said the maid.

"It's him who used to come after Miss Morris before," said the maid.

"It is Mr. Greystock," said Lucy, recovering herself with an effort. "I had better go down to him. Will you tell him, Mary, that I'll be with him almost immediately?"

"It’s Mr. Greystock," Lucy said, taking a moment to compose herself. "I should go down to him. Can you let him know, Mary, that I’ll be with him shortly?"

"You ought to have put on the other frock, after all," said Nina, whispering into her ear.

"You should have worn the other dress, anyway," Nina said, whispering into her ear.

"He has not lost much time in coming to see you," said Lydia.

"He hasn’t wasted any time coming to see you," Lydia said.

"I suppose it was all because he didn't like Lady Linlithgow," said Cecilia. Lucy had not a word to say. She stood for a minute among them, trying to think, and then she slowly left the room.

"I guess it was all because he didn't like Lady Linlithgow," Cecilia said. Lucy had nothing to say. She stood there for a minute, trying to think, and then she slowly walked out of the room.

She would not condescend to alter her dress by the aid of a single pin, or by the adjustment of a ribbon. It might well be that, after the mingled work and play of the morning, her hair should not be smooth; but she was too proud to look at her hair. The man whom she had loved, who had loved her but had neglected her, was in the house. He would surely not have followed her thither did he not intend to make reparation for his neglect. But she would use no art with him;—nor would she make any entreaty. It might be that, after all, he had the courage to come and tell her, in a manly, straightforward way, that the thing must be all over,—that he had made a mistake, and would beg her pardon. If it were so, there should be no word of reproach. She would be quite quiet with him; but there should be no word of reproach. But if— In that other case she could not be sure of her behaviour, but she knew well that he would not have to ask long for forgiveness. As for her dress,—he had chosen to love her in that frock before, and she did not think that he would pay much attention to her dress on the present occasion.

She wouldn't lower herself to fix her dress with even a single pin or adjust a ribbon. Sure, after the mix of work and play in the morning, her hair might not be neat, but she was too proud to care about it. The man she had loved, who loved her but had ignored her, was in the house. He wouldn’t have come there unless he meant to make up for his indifference. But she wouldn’t play games with him—or plead in any way. Maybe he had the guts to come and tell her, straightforwardly, that it was all over—that he had made a mistake and wanted her forgiveness. If that was the case, she wouldn’t say anything hurtful. She would be calm with him; there would be no blame. But if— In that other scenario, she couldn't predict how she'd react, but she knew he wouldn't have to wait too long for her forgiveness. As for her dress—he had chosen to love her in that outfit before, and she didn't think he would pay much attention to her appearance this time either.

She opened the door very quietly and very slowly, intending to approach him in the same way. But in a moment, before she could remember that she was in the room, he had seized her in his arms, and was showering kisses upon her forehead, her eyes, and her lips. When she thought of it afterwards, she could not call to mind a single word that he had spoken before he held her in his embrace. It was she, surely, who had spoken first, when she begged to be released from his pressure. But she well remembered the first words that struck her ear. "Dearest Lucy, will you forgive me?" She could only answer them through her tears by taking up his hand and kissing it.

She opened the door very quietly and slowly, planning to sneak up on him the same way. But in a moment, before she even realized she was in the room, he had pulled her into his arms and was showering kisses on her forehead, her eyes, and her lips. Later on, when she thought back on it, she couldn't remember a single word he said before he held her close. It was definitely her who spoke first when she asked to be released from his hold. But she clearly remembered the first words that reached her ears: "Dearest Lucy, will you forgive me?" All she could do in response, through her tears, was take his hand and kiss it.

When Lady Fawn came back with the carriage, she herself saw the figures of two persons, walking very close together, in the shrubberies. "Is that Lucy?" she asked.

When Lady Fawn returned with the carriage, she noticed two people walking quite close together in the bushes. "Is that Lucy?" she asked.

"Yes," said Augusta, with a tone of horror. "Indeed it is, and—Mr. Greystock."

"Yes," said Augusta, with a tone of horror. "It really is, and—Mr. Greystock."

Lady Fawn was neither shocked nor displeased; nor was she disappointed; but a certain faint feeling of being ill-used by circumstances came over her. "Dear me;—the very first day!" she said.

Lady Fawn was neither shocked nor upset; nor was she disappointed; but a vague feeling of being mistreated by circumstances washed over her. "Oh dear;—the very first day!" she said.

"It's because he wouldn't go to Lady Linlithgow's," said Amelia. "He has only waited, mamma."

"It's because he wouldn't go to Lady Linlithgow's," Amelia said. "He has just been waiting, mom."

"But the very first day!" exclaimed Lady Fawn. "I hope Lucy will be happy;—that's all."

"But the very first day!" exclaimed Lady Fawn. "I hope Lucy will be happy; that’s all."

There was a great meeting of all the Fawns, as soon as Lady Fawn and the eldest girls were in the house. Mr. Greystock had been walking about the grounds with Lucy for the last hour and a half. Lucy had come in once to beg that Lady Fawn might be told directly she came in. "She said you were to send for her, mamma," said Lydia.

There was a big meeting of all the Fawns as soon as Lady Fawn and the oldest girls got home. Mr. Greystock had been strolling around the grounds with Lucy for the past hour and a half. Lucy had come inside once to ask that Lady Fawn be notified as soon as she arrived. "She said you were to call for her, mom," Lydia said.

"But it's dinner-time, my dear. What are we to do with Mr. Greystock?"

"But it's dinner time, my dear. What should we do about Mr. Greystock?"

"Ask him to lunch, of course," said Amelia.

"Of course, invite him to lunch," said Amelia.

"I suppose it's all right," said Lady Fawn.

"I guess it's fine," Lady Fawn said.

"I'm quite sure it's all right," said Nina.

"I'm pretty sure it's fine," said Nina.

"What did she say to you, Lydia?" asked the mother.

"What did she say to you, Lydia?" the mom asked.

"She was as happy as ever she could be," said Lydia. "There's no doubt about its being all right, mamma. She looked just as she did when she got the letter from him before."

"She was as happy as she could possibly be," Lydia said. "There's no doubt that everything is fine, mom. She looked just like she did when she received the letter from him before."

"I hope she managed to change her frock," said Augusta.

"I hope she was able to change her dress," said Augusta.

"She didn't then," said Cecilia.

"She didn't back then," said Cecilia.

"I don't suppose he cares one halfpenny about her frock," said Nina. "I should never think about a man's coat if I was in love."

"I don't think he cares at all about her dress," said Nina. "I would never think about a guy's jacket if I was in love."

"Nina, you shouldn't talk in that way," said Augusta. Whereupon Nina made a face behind one of her sisters' backs. Poor Augusta was never allowed to be a prophetess among them.

"Nina, you shouldn't talk like that," said Augusta. At that, Nina made a face behind one of her sisters' backs. Poor Augusta was never allowed to be a prophetess among them.

The consultation was ended by a decision in accordance with which Nina went as an ambassador to the lovers. Lady Fawn sent her compliments to Mr. Greystock, and hoped he would come in to lunch. Lucy must come in to dinner, because dinner was ready. "And mamma wants to see you just for a minute," added Nina, in a pretended whisper.

The meeting wrapped up with a decision that Nina would go as an ambassador to the lovers. Lady Fawn sent her regards to Mr. Greystock and hoped he would join them for lunch. Lucy definitely had to come in for dinner because it was ready. "And mom wants to see you for just a minute," Nina added, pretending to whisper.

"Oh, Nina, you darling girl!" said Lucy, kissing her young friend in an ecstasy of joy.

"Oh, Nina, you sweet girl!" said Lucy, kissing her young friend in a burst of joy.

"It's all right?" asked Nina in a whisper which was really intended for privacy. Lucy did not answer the question otherwise than by another kiss.

"It's okay?" Nina asked softly, really wanting some privacy. Lucy didn't respond to the question other than by giving another kiss.

Frank Greystock was, of course, obliged to take his seat at the table, and was entertained with a profusion of civility. Everybody knew that he had behaved badly to Lucy,—everybody, except Lucy herself, who, from this time forward, altogether forgot that she had for some time looked upon him as a traitor, and had made up her mind that she had been deceived and ill-used. All the Fawns had spoken of him, in Lucy's absence, in the hardest terms of reproach, and declared that he was not fit to be spoken to by any decent person. Lady Fawn had known from the first that such a one as he was not to be trusted. Augusta had never liked him. Amelia had feared that poor Lucy Morris had been unwise, and too ambitious. Georgina had seen that, of course, it would never do. Diana had sworn that it was a great shame. Lydia was sure that Lucy was a great deal too good for him. Cecilia had wondered where he would go to;—a form of anathema which had brought down a rebuke from her mother. And Nina had always hated him like poison. But now nothing was too good for him. An unmarried man who is willing to sacrifice himself is, in feminine eyes, always worthy of ribbons and a chaplet. Among all these Fawns there was as little selfishness as can be found,—even among women. The lover was not the lover of one of themselves, but of their governess. And yet, though he desired neither to eat nor drink at that hour, something special had been cooked for him, and a special bottle of wine had been brought out of the cellar. All his sins were forgiven him. No single question was asked as to his gross misconduct during the last six months. No pledge or guarantee was demanded for the future. There he was, in the guise of a declared lover, and the fatted calf was killed.

Frank Greystock had to take his seat at the table and was met with an excess of politeness. Everyone knew that he had treated Lucy poorly—everyone except Lucy herself, who promptly forgot that she had seen him as a traitor for a while and had concluded that she had been deceived and mistreated. The Fawns had spoken about him, in Lucy's absence, in the harshest terms and insisted that he was not someone any decent person should associate with. Lady Fawn had known from the start that he was untrustworthy. Augusta had never liked him. Amelia had worried that poor Lucy Morris had been unwise and too ambitious. Georgina recognized that, of course, it would never work out. Diana had declared that it was a terrible shame. Lydia was convinced Lucy was far too good for him. Cecilia had speculated about where he would end up—a judgment that earned her a reprimand from her mother. And Nina had always loathed him. But now, all was forgiven. An unmarried man who is willing to sacrifice himself is always worthy of accolades in women’s eyes. Among all the Fawns, there was as little selfishness as you can find—even among women. The lover was not involved with any of them but their governess. Yet, even though he didn’t want to eat or drink at that moment, a special meal had been prepared for him along with a special bottle of wine from the cellar. All his wrongdoings were forgotten. No one asked about his blatant misconduct over the past six months. No promises or assurances for the future were required. There he was, in the role of a declared lover, and they celebrated him like the prodigal son.

After this early dinner it was necessary that he should return to town, and Lucy obtained leave to walk with him to the station. To her thinking now, there was no sin to be forgiven. Everything was, and had been, just as it ought to be. Had any human being hinted that he had sinned, she would have defended him to the death. Something was said between them about Lizzie, but nothing that arose from jealousy. Not till many months had passed did she tell him of Lizzie's message to herself, and of her visit to Hertford Street. But they spoke of the necklace, and poor Lucy shuddered as she was told the truth about those false oaths. "I really do think that, after that, Lord Fawn is right," she said, looking round at her lover. "Yes; but what he did, he did before that," said Frank. "But are they not good and kind?" she said, pleading for her friends. "Was ever anybody so well treated as they have treated me? I'll tell you what, sir, you mustn't quarrel with Lord Fawn any more. I won't allow it." Then she walked back from the station alone, almost bewildered by her own happiness.

After this early dinner, it was necessary for him to head back to town, and Lucy got permission to walk with him to the station. To her mind now, there was nothing sinful to forgive. Everything was, and had been, just the way it should be. If anyone had suggested that he had done wrong, she would have defended him fiercely. They mentioned Lizzie briefly, but there was no jealousy involved. It wasn't until many months later that she told him about Lizzie's message to her and her visit to Hertford Street. But they talked about the necklace, and Lucy shuddered when she learned the truth about those false oaths. "I really think that, after that, Lord Fawn is right," she said, looking at her boyfriend. "Yes, but what he did, he did before that," Frank replied. "But aren't they good and kind?" she asked, advocating for her friends. "Has anyone ever treated me as well as they have? I’ll tell you what, you can’t argue with Lord Fawn anymore. I won’t allow it." Then she walked back from the station alone, almost dazed by her own happiness.

That evening something like an explanation was demanded by Lady Fawn, but no explanation was forthcoming. When questions were asked about his silence, Lucy, half in joke and half in earnest, fired up and declared that everything had been as natural as possible. He could not have come to Lady Linlithgow's house. Lady Linlithgow would not receive him. No doubt she had been impatient, but then that had been her fault. Had he not come to her the very first day after her return to Richmond? When Augusta said something as to letters which might have been written, Lucy snubbed her. "Who says he didn't write? He did write. If I am contented, why should you complain?" "Oh, I don't complain," said Augusta.

That evening, Lady Fawn demanded some kind of explanation, but none was given. When questions about his silence came up, Lucy, half-joking and half-serious, got defensive and insisted that everything had been perfectly normal. He couldn’t have gone to Lady Linlithgow’s house; she wouldn’t have welcomed him. Sure, she may have been frustrated, but that was on her. Didn't he visit her the very first day after she returned to Richmond? When Augusta mentioned something about letters that could have been sent, Lucy cut her off. “Who says he didn’t write? He did write. If I’m happy, why should you have a problem?” “Oh, I’m not complaining,” Augusta replied.

Then questions were asked as to the future,—questions to which Lady Fawn had a right to demand an answer. What did Mr. Greystock propose to do now? Then Lucy broke down, sobbing, crying, triumphing, with mingled love and happiness. She was to go to the deanery. Frank had brought with him a little note to her from his mother, in which she was invited to make the deanery at Bobsborough her home for the present.

Then questions were raised about the future—questions that Lady Fawn had every right to ask. What did Mr. Greystock plan to do next? At that moment, Lucy broke down, sobbing, crying, and feeling a mix of love and happiness. She was going to the deanery. Frank had brought a little note from his mother, inviting her to make the deanery at Bobsborough her home for now.

"And you are to go away just when you've come?" asked Nina.

"And you're leaving right after you just got here?" asked Nina.

"Stay with us a month, my dear," said Lady Fawn, "just to let people know that we are friends, and after that the deanery will be the best home for you." And so it was arranged.

"Stay with us for a month, my dear," said Lady Fawn, "just to show people that we’re friends, and after that, the deanery will be the perfect home for you." And that’s how it was decided.

 *****

It need only be further said, in completing the history of Lucy Morris as far as it can be completed in these pages, that she did go to the deanery, and that there she was received with all the affection which Mrs. Greystock could show to an adopted daughter. Her quarrel had never been with Lucy personally,—but with the untoward fact that her son would not marry money. At the deanery she remained for fifteen happy months, and then became Mrs. Greystock, with a bevy of Fawn bridesmaids around her. As the personages of a chronicle such as this should all be made to operate backwards and forwards on each other from the beginning to the end, it would have been desirable that the chronicler should have been able to report that the ceremony was celebrated by Mr. Emilius. But as the wedding did not take place till the end of the summer, and as Mr. Emilius at that time never remained in town, after the season was over, this was impossible. It was the Dean of Bobsborough, assisted by one of the minor canons, who performed the service.

It should be noted, while wrapping up Lucy Morris's story as much as possible in this account, that she went to the deanery, where she was welcomed with all the affection Mrs. Greystock could show to an adopted daughter. Her issue had never been with Lucy personally—but with the unfortunate fact that her son wouldn’t marry someone wealthy. At the deanery, she stayed for fifteen happy months and then became Mrs. Greystock, with a group of Fawn bridesmaids around her. Since the characters in a story like this should all impact one another from start to finish, it would have been ideal if the chronicler could report that the ceremony was officiated by Mr. Emilius. However, since the wedding didn’t take place until the end of the summer, and Mr. Emilius typically didn’t stay in town after the season ended, that wasn’t possible. It was the Dean of Bobsborough, assisted by one of the minor canons, who conducted the service.

 

 

CHAPTER LXXVIII

The Trial
 

Having told the tale of Lucy Morris to the end, the chronicler must now go back to the more important persons of this history. It was still early in April when Lizzie Eustace was taken down to Scotland by her cousin, and the trial of Mr. Benjamin and Mr. Smiler was fixed to take place at the Central Criminal Court about the middle of May. Early in May the attorneys for the prosecution applied to Greystock, asking him whether he would make arrangements for his cousin's appearance on the occasion, informing him that she had already been formally summoned. Whereupon he wrote to Lizzie, telling her what she had better do, in the kindest manner,—as though there had been no cessation of their friendly intercourse, offering to go with her into court,—and naming an hotel at which he would advise her to stay during the very short time that she need remain in London. She answered this letter at once. She was sorry to say that she was much too ill to travel, or even to think of travelling. Such was her present condition that she doubted greatly whether she would ever again be able to leave the two rooms to which she was at present confined. All that remained to her in life was to watch her own blue waves from the casement of her dear husband's castle,—that casement at which he had loved to sit, and to make herself happy in the smiles of her child. A few months would see the last of it all, and then, perhaps, they who had trampled her to death would feel some pangs of remorse as they thought of her early fate. She had given her evidence once and had told all the truth,—though she was now aware that she need not have done so, as she had been defrauded of a vast amount of property through the gross negligence of the police. She was advised now by persons who seemed really to understand the law, that she could recover the value of the diamonds which her dear, dear husband had given her, from the freeholders of the parish in which the robbery had taken place. She feared that her health did not admit of the necessary exertion. Were it otherwise she would leave no stone unturned to recover the value of her property,—not on account of its value, but because she had been so ill-treated by Mr. Camperdown and the police. Then she added a postscript to say that it was quite out of the question that she should take any journey for the next six months.

Having finished Lucy Morris's story, the narrator must now return to the more significant people in this tale. It was still early April when Lizzie Eustace was taken to Scotland by her cousin, and the trial of Mr. Benjamin and Mr. Smiler was set to happen at the Central Criminal Court around mid-May. Early in May, the prosecution’s lawyers contacted Greystock, asking if he could arrange for his cousin's appearance, letting him know that she had already been formally summoned. He then wrote to Lizzie, kindly advising her on what she should do, as if their friendly relationship had never stopped, offering to accompany her to court, and suggesting a hotel where she could stay during her brief time in London. She replied immediately, expressing her regret that she was far too unwell to travel, or even to consider traveling. Her condition was such that she seriously doubted she would ever be able to leave the two rooms where she was currently confined. All she had left in life was to gaze at her beloved blue waves from her husband’s castle window—the very window where he used to sit and where she found joy in her child's smiles. A few months would bring it all to an end, and then, perhaps, those who had wronged her would feel some regret upon reflecting on her untimely fate. She had already given her testimony and told the entire truth—although she now realized she didn't need to have done so, as she had lost a significant amount of property due to the police's gross negligence. She was now advised by people who genuinely seemed to understand the law that she might be able to recover the value of the diamonds her beloved husband had given her from the landowners of the parish where the robbery occurred. She feared her health wouldn't allow for the necessary effort. If it were different, she would spare no effort to reclaim her property—not for its worth, but because she had been so mistreated by Mr. Camperdown and the police. She then added a postscript stating that it was completely out of the question for her to undertake any journey in the next six months.

The reader need hardly be told that Greystock did not believe a word of what she said. He felt sure that she was not ill. There was an energy in the letter hardly compatible with illness. But he could not make her come. He certainly did not intend to go down again to Scotland to fetch her,—and even had he done so he could not have forced her to accompany him. He could only go to the attorneys concerned, and read to them so much of the letter as he thought fit to communicate to them. "That won't do at all," said an old gentleman at the head of the firm. "She has been very leniently treated, and she must come."

The reader hardly needs to be told that Greystock didn’t believe a word of what she said. He was sure she wasn’t sick. There was an energy in the letter that didn’t match any illness. But he couldn’t make her come. He definitely had no plans to travel back to Scotland to get her—and even if he did, he couldn’t force her to go with him. He could only go to the lawyers involved and share with them whatever parts of the letter he thought were appropriate. “That won’t do at all,” said an older gentleman at the head of the firm. “She has been treated very leniently, and she must come.”

"You must manage it, then," said Frank.

"You need to handle it, then," said Frank.

"I hope she won't give us trouble, because if she does we must expose her," said the second member.

"I hope she doesn't cause us any problems, because if she does, we have to expose her," said the second member.

"She has not even sent a medical certificate," said the tyro of the firm, who was not quite so sharp as he will probably become when he has been a member of it for ten or twelve years. You should never ask the ostler whether he greases his oats. In this case Frank Greystock was not exactly in the position of the ostler; but he did inform his cousin by letter that she would lay herself open to all manner of pains and penalties if she disobeyed such a summons as she had received, unless she did so by a very strong medical advice, backed by a medical certificate.

"She hasn't even sent a medical certificate," said the newbie at the firm, who isn’t as sharp as he’ll probably be after ten or twelve years there. You should never ask the stable hand if he oils his oats. In this case, Frank Greystock wasn’t quite in the same position as the stable hand; however, he did inform his cousin in a letter that she would be exposed to all sorts of troubles and consequences if she ignored the summons she received, unless she did so based on strong medical advice, supported by a medical certificate.

Lizzie, when she received this, had two strings to her bow. A writer from Ayr had told her that the summons sent to her was not worth the paper on which it was printed in regard to a resident in Scotland;—and she had also got a doctor from the neighbourhood who was satisfied that she was far too ill to travel up to London. Pulmonary debilitation was the complaint from which she was suffering, which, with depressed vitality in all the organs, and undue languor in all the bodily functions, would be enough to bring her to a speedy end if she so much as thought of making a journey up to London. A certificate to this effect was got in triplicate. One copy she sent to the attorneys, one to Frank, and one she kept herself.

Lizzie, when she got this, had a couple of options. A writer from Ayr had informed her that the summons sent to her was useless regarding someone living in Scotland;—and she also had a local doctor who was convinced she was far too ill to travel to London. She was suffering from lung weakness, which, along with low vitality in all her organs and excessive fatigue in all her bodily functions, would be enough to lead her to a quick end if she even thought about making a trip to London. A certificate stating this was obtained in triplicate. One copy was sent to the attorneys, one to Frank, and one she kept for herself.

The matter was very pressing indeed. It was considered that the trial could not be postponed till the next sitting at the Criminal Court, because certain witnesses in respect to the diamonds had been procured from Hamburg and Vienna, at a very great cost; they were actually on their way to London when Lizzie's second letter was received. Mr. Camperdown had resolved to have the diamonds, still with a hope that they might be restored to the keeping of Messrs. Garnett, there to lie hidden and unused at any rate for the next twenty years. The diamonds had been traced first to Hamburg, and then to Vienna;—and it was to be proved that they were now adorning the bosom of a certain enormously rich Russian princess. From the grasp of the Russian princess it was found impossible to rescue them; but the witnesses who, as it was hoped, might have aided Mr. Camperdown in his efforts, were to be examined at the trial.

The situation was indeed urgent. It was believed that the trial couldn't be delayed until the next session of the Criminal Court because certain witnesses regarding the diamonds had been brought in from Hamburg and Vienna at a significant expense; they were actually en route to London when Lizzie's second letter was received. Mr. Camperdown had decided to pursue the diamonds, still hoping they could be returned to Messrs. Garnett, where they would remain hidden and unused for at least the next twenty years. The diamonds had been traced from Hamburg to Vienna, and it would be shown that they were currently embellishing the chest of a certain extremely wealthy Russian princess. It was deemed impossible to retrieve them from the Russian princess; however, the witnesses who were expected to assist Mr. Camperdown in his efforts were to be examined at the trial.

A confidential clerk was sent down to Portray, but the confidential clerk altogether failed in making his way into Lizzie's presence. Word was brought to him that nothing but force could take Lady Eustace from her bed-chamber; and that force used to that effect might take her out dead, but certainly not alive. He made inquiry, however, about the doctor, and found that he certainly was a doctor. If a doctor will certify that a lady is dying, what can any judge do, or any jury? There are certain statements which, though they are false as hell, must be treated as though they were true as gospel. The clerk reported, when he got back to London, that, to his belief, Lady Eustace was enjoying an excellent state of health;—but that he was perfectly certain that she would not appear as a witness at the trial.

A confidential clerk was sent to Portray, but he completely failed to get into Lizzie's presence. He was told that nothing but force could get Lady Eustace out of her bedroom, and any force used for that purpose might take her out dead, but definitely not alive. He did inquire about the doctor and confirmed that the man was indeed a doctor. If a doctor will certify that a lady is dying, what can any judge or jury do? There are certain statements that, even if they are completely false, must be treated as if they are absolutely true. When the clerk returned to London, he reported that, in his opinion, Lady Eustace was in excellent health; but he was absolutely certain that she wouldn’t testify at the trial.

The anger felt by many persons as to Lizzie's fraudulent obstinacy was intense. Mr. Camperdown thought that she ought to be dragged up to London by cart ropes. The attorneys engaged for the prosecution were almost beside themselves. They did send down a doctor of their own, but Lizzie would not see the doctor,—would not see the doctor though threats of most frightful consequences were conveyed to her. She would be exposed, fined thousands of pounds, committed to gaol for contempt of court, and prosecuted for perjury into the bargain. But she was firm. She wrote one scrap of a note to the doctor who came from London, "I shall not live to satisfy their rabid vengeance." Even Frank Greystock felt almost more annoyed than gratified that she should be able thus to escape. People who had heard of the inquiry before the magistrate, had postponed their excitement and interest on the occasion, because they knew that the day of the trial would be the great day; and when they heard that they were to be robbed of the pleasure of Lady Eustace's cross-examination, there arose almost a public feeling of wrath that justice should be thus outraged. The doctor who had given the certificate was vilified in the newspapers, and long articles were written as to the impotence of the law. But Lizzie was successful, and the trial went on without her.

The anger many people felt towards Lizzie’s deceitful stubbornness was intense. Mr. Camperdown believed she should be dragged to London by ropes. The attorneys hired for the prosecution were nearly beside themselves. They sent their own doctor, but Lizzie refused to see him, even after being threatened with terrifying consequences. She could be exposed, fined thousands of pounds, sent to jail for contempt of court, and prosecuted for perjury on top of that. But she stood her ground. She wrote a brief note to the doctor from London: "I shall not live to satisfy their rabid vengeance." Even Frank Greystock felt more annoyed than pleased that she managed to escape like this. People who had heard about the inquiry before the magistrate had postponed their excitement and interest because they knew the trial day would be the big event. When they learned that they would be deprived of the enjoyment of Lady Eustace's cross-examination, a public sense of outrage emerged over how justice was being thwarted. The doctor who gave the certificate was criticized in the newspapers, and long articles were written about the ineffectiveness of the law. But Lizzie succeeded, and the trial continued without her.

It appeared that though her evidence was very desirable it was not absolutely essential, as, in consequence of her certified illness, the statement which she had made at the police-court could be brought up and used against the prisoners. All the facts of the robbery were, moreover, proved by Patience Crabstick and Billy Cann; and the transfer of the diamonds by Mr. Benjamin to the man who recut them at Hamburg was also proved. Many other morsels of collateral evidence had also been picked up by the police,—so that there was no possible doubt as to any detail of the affair in Hertford Street. There was a rumour that Mr. Benjamin intended to plead guilty. He might, perhaps, have done so had it not been for the absence of Lady Eustace; but as that was thought to give him a possible chance of escape, he stood his ground.

It seemed that while her testimony was highly desirable, it wasn't absolutely necessary, since, due to her confirmed illness, her statement made at the police court could still be used against the defendants. Additionally, all the details of the robbery were confirmed by Patience Crabstick and Billy Cann; and the transfer of the diamonds from Mr. Benjamin to the man who recut them in Hamburg was also established. The police had gathered various other pieces of supporting evidence as well, leaving no doubt about any aspect of the incident on Hertford Street. There was speculation that Mr. Benjamin planned to plead guilty. He might have considered it if Lady Eustace hadn't been absent, but since her absence was seen as a potential loophole for him, he decided to stand firm.

Lizzie's absence was a great disappointment to the sight-seers of London, but nevertheless the court was crowded. It was understood that the learned serjeant who was retained on this occasion to defend Mr. Benjamin, and who was assisted by the acute gentleman who had appeared before the magistrate, would be rather severe upon Lady Eustace, even in her absence; and that he would ground his demand for an acquittal on the combined facts of her retention of the diamonds, her perjury, and of her obstinate refusal to come forward on the present occasion. As it was known that he could be very severe, many came to hear him,—and they were not disappointed. The reader shall see a portion of his address to the jury,—which we hope may have had some salutary effect on Lizzie, as she read it in her retreat at Portray, looking out upon her own blue waves.

Lizzie's absence was a big letdown for the sightseers in London, but the court was still packed. It was understood that the knowledgeable lawyer who was brought in to defend Mr. Benjamin, assisted by the sharp gentleman who had appeared before the magistrate, would be pretty harsh on Lady Eustace, even though she wasn't there; he would base his argument for acquittal on the facts of her keeping the diamonds, her lying under oath, and her stubborn refusal to show up this time. Since it was known that he could be quite tough, many came to hear him—and they weren't disappointed. The reader will see part of his speech to the jury—which we hope had some positive effect on Lizzie as she read it while hiding away at Portray, looking out at her own blue waves.

"And now, gentlemen of the jury, let me recapitulate to you the history of this lady as far as it relates to the diamonds as to which my client is now in jeopardy. You have heard on the testimony of Mr. Camperdown that they were not hers at all,—that, at any rate, they were not supposed to be hers by those in whose hands was left the administration of her husband's estate, and that when they were first supposed to have been stolen at the inn at Carlisle, he had already commenced legal steps for the recovery of them from her clutches. A bill in Chancery had been filed because she had obstinately refused to allow them to pass out of her hands. It has been proved to you by Lord Fawn that though he was engaged to marry her, he broke his engagement because he supposed her possession of these diamonds to be fraudulent and dishonest." This examination had been terrible to the unfortunate Under-Secretary;—and had absolutely driven him away from the India Board and from Parliament for a month. "It has been proved to you that when the diamonds were supposed to have vanished at Carlisle, she there committed perjury. That she did so she herself stated on oath in that evidence which she gave before the magistrate when my client was committed, and which has, as I maintain, improperly and illegally been used against my client at this trial." Here the judge looked over his spectacles and admonished the learned serjeant, that his argument on that subject had already been heard, and the matter decided. "True, my lord; but my conviction of my duty to my client compels me to revert to it. Lady Eustace committed perjury at Carlisle, having the diamonds in her pocket at the very moment in which she swore that they had been stolen from her. And if justice had really been done in this case, gentlemen, it is Lady Eustace who should now be on her trial before you, and not my unfortunate client. Well,—what is the next that we hear of it? It seems that she brought the diamonds up to London; but how long she kept them there, nobody knows. It was, however, necessary to account for them. A robbery is got up between a young woman who seems to have been the confidential friend rather than the maid of Lady Eustace, and that other witness whom you have heard testifying against himself, and who is, of all the informers that ever came into my hands, the most flippant, the most hardened, the least conscientious, and the least credible. That they two were engaged in a conspiracy I cannot doubt. That Lady Eustace was engaged with them, I will not say. But I will ask you to consider whether such may not probably have been the case. At any rate, she then perjures herself again. She gives a list of the articles stolen from her, and omits the diamonds. She either perjures herself a second time,—or else the diamonds, in regard to which my client is in jeopardy, were not in the house at all, and could not then have been stolen. It may very probably have been so. Nothing more probable. Mr. Camperdown and the managers of the Eustace estate had gradually come to a belief that the Carlisle robbery was a hoax,—and, therefore, another robbery is necessary to account for the diamonds. Another robbery is arranged, and this young and beautiful widow, as bold as brass, again goes before the magistrate and swears. Either the diamonds were not stolen, or else again she commits a second perjury.

"And now, gentlemen of the jury, let me recap the history of this lady as it relates to the diamonds that my client is currently facing charges about. You’ve heard Mr. Camperdown’s testimony that the diamonds weren't hers at all — and anyway, those managing her husband's estate didn’t believe they belonged to her. When they were first thought to be stolen at the inn in Carlisle, he had already started legal actions to recover them from her. A bill in Chancery had been filed because she had stubbornly refused to give them up. Lord Fawn has shown you that even though he was engaged to marry her, he ended the engagement because he believed her possession of those diamonds was fraudulent and dishonest." This examination had been horrendous for the unfortunate Under-Secretary and completely drove him away from the India Board and Parliament for a month. "It has been demonstrated to you that when the diamonds were alleged to have disappeared in Carlisle, she committed perjury there. She herself stated this under oath in the testimony she gave before the magistrate when my client was arrested, which, as I argue, has been improperly and illegally used against my client in this trial." Here, the judge looked over his spectacles and warned the learned serjeant that his argument on that issue had already been heard and decided. "True, my lord; however, my duty to my client forces me to revisit it. Lady Eustace committed perjury in Carlisle, having the diamonds in her pocket at the very moment she swore they had been stolen from her. And if justice had truly been served in this case, gentlemen, it would be Lady Eustace on trial here, not my unfortunate client. So, what do we hear next? It seems she took the diamonds to London, but no one knows how long she kept them there. However, it was necessary to explain their whereabouts. A robbery was staged between a young woman who appears to have been Lady Eustace's close friend rather than her maid, and that other witness who has testified against himself, and who is, of all the informers I’ve encountered, the most flippant, the most shameless, the least scrupulous, and the least believable. I have no doubt that they were involved in a conspiracy. I won’t say Lady Eustace was in on it, but I ask you to consider whether that might have been the case. In any case, she perjures herself again. She provides a list of items she claims were stolen from her but leaves out the diamonds. She either commits perjury a second time, or the diamonds that are in question regarding my client were not in the house at all and couldn’t have been stolen. This very well could have been the case. Nothing seems more likely. Mr. Camperdown and the managers of the Eustace estate gradually came to believe that the Carlisle robbery was a sham, and therefore, another robbery was needed to explain the diamonds. Another robbery was arranged, and this young and bold widow once again goes before the magistrate and swears. Either the diamonds weren’t stolen, or she commits perjury a second time."

"And now, gentlemen, she is not here. She is sick forsooth at her own castle in Scotland, and sends to us a medical certificate. But the gentlemen who are carrying on the prosecution know their witness, and don't believe a word of her sickness. Had she the feelings of woman in her bosom she ought indeed to be sick unto death. But they know her better, and send down a doctor of their own. You have heard his evidence,—and yet this wonderful lady is not before us. I say again that she ought to be here in that dock,—in that dock in spite of her fortune, in that dock in spite of her title, in that dock in spite of her castle, her riches, her beauty, and her great relatives. A most wonderful woman, indeed, is the widow Eustace. It is she whom public opinion will convict as the guilty one in this marvellous mass of conspiracy and intrigue. In her absence, and after what she has done herself, can you convict any man either of stealing or of disposing of these diamonds?" The vigour, the attitude, and the indignant tone of the man were more even than his words;—but, nevertheless, the jury did find both Benjamin and Smiler guilty, and the judge did sentence them to penal servitude for fifteen years.

"And now, gentlemen, she isn't here. She's supposedly ill at her own castle in Scotland and sends us a doctor’s note. But the men pursuing the case know her well and don’t believe a word of her illness. If she had any real feelings, she would be sick to death. But they know her better and have sent their own doctor. You’ve heard his testimony—and yet this remarkable woman isn’t here. I say again that she should be in that dock—in that dock despite her wealth, in that dock despite her title, in that dock despite her castle, her riches, her beauty, and her powerful relatives. The widow Eustace is indeed a remarkable woman. She is the one that public opinion will hold responsible as the guilty party in this incredible web of conspiracy and intrigue. In her absence, and after everything she has done herself, how can you convict any man of stealing or dealing with these diamonds?" The energy, the stance, and the outraged tone of the man conveyed even more than his words;—but still, the jury found both Benjamin and Smiler guilty, and the judge sentenced them to fifteen years of hard labor.

And this was the end of the Eustace diamonds as far as anything was ever known of them in England. Mr. Camperdown altogether failed, even in his attempt to buy them back at something less than their value, and was ashamed himself to look at the figures when he found how much money he had wasted for his clients in their pursuit. In discussing the matter afterwards with Mr. Dove, he excused himself by asserting his inability to see so gross a robbery perpetrated by a little minx under his very eyes without interfering with the plunder. "I knew what she was," he said, "from the moment of Sir Florian's unfortunate marriage. He had brought a little harpy into the family, and I was obliged to declare war against her." Mr. Dove seemed to be of opinion that the ultimate loss of the diamonds was upon the whole desirable, as regarded the whole community. "I should like to have had the case settled as to right of possession," he said, "because there were in it one or two points of interest. We none of us know, for instance, what a man can, or what a man cannot, give away by a mere word."

And that was the last anyone knew of the Eustace diamonds in England. Mr. Camperdown failed entirely, even in his attempt to buy them back for less than their worth, and felt embarrassed looking at the figures when he realized how much money he had wasted for his clients in the process. Later, when discussing the matter with Mr. Dove, he justified himself by saying he couldn’t stand by and watch such a blatant robbery committed by a little schemer right in front of him without stepping in. "I knew what she was," he said, "from the moment of Sir Florian's unfortunate marriage. He had brought a little predator into the family, and I had to declare war on her." Mr. Dove seemed to believe that losing the diamonds was actually a good thing for everyone. "I would have liked to see the case resolved regarding who owns them," he said, "because there were one or two interesting points. We still don’t know, for instance, what a person can or can’t give away just with words."

"No such word was ever spoken," said Mr. Camperdown in wrath.

"No one ever said that," Mr. Camperdown said angrily.

"Such evidence as there is would have gone to show that it had been spoken. But the very existence of such property so to be disposed of, or so not to be disposed of, is in itself an evil. Thus, we have had to fight for six months about a lot of stones hardly so useful as the flags in the street, and then they vanish from us, leaving us nothing to repay us for our labour." All which Mr. Camperdown did not quite understand. Mr. Dove would be paid for his labour,—as to which, however, Mr. Camperdown knew well that no human being was more indifferent than Mr. Dove.

"Any evidence that exists would suggest that it had been said. But the mere existence of such property to be handled, or not handled, is itself a problem. So, we’ve spent six months arguing over a pile of stones that are hardly more useful than the paving in the street, and then they disappear, leaving us with nothing to show for our work." Mr. Camperdown didn’t fully grasp all this. Mr. Dove would be compensated for his work, but Mr. Camperdown knew well that no one was more indifferent than Mr. Dove.

There was much sorrow, too, among the police. They had no doubt succeeded in sending two scoundrels out of the social world, probably for life, and had succeeded in avoiding the reproach which a great robbery, unaccounted for, always entails upon them. But it was sad to them that the property should altogether have been lost, and sad also that they should have been constrained to allow Billy Cann to escape out of their hands. Perhaps the sadness may have been lessened to a certain degree in the breast of the great Mr. Gager by the charms and graces of Patience Crabstick, to whom he kept his word by making her his wife. This fact,—or rather the prospect of this fact, as it then was,—had also come to the knowledge of the learned serjeant, and, in his hands, had served to add another interest to the trial. Mr. Gager, when examined on the subject, did not attempt to deny the impeachment, and expressed a strong opinion that, though Miss Crabstick had given way to temptation under the wiles of the Jew, she would make an honest and an excellent wife. In which expectation let us trust that he may not be deceived.

There was a lot of sorrow among the police as well. They were sure they had managed to get rid of two criminals from society, probably for life, and had avoided the shame that comes with a major robbery that goes unresolved. But it was sad for them that the property was completely lost, and it was also unfortunate that they had to let Billy Cann slip away. Perhaps the sadness was somewhat eased for the notable Mr. Gager by the charm and appeal of Patience Crabstick, to whom he kept his promise by marrying her. This fact—or rather, the idea of it—had also reached the learned serjeant, adding another layer of interest to the trial. When Mr. Gager was questioned about it, he didn’t deny the accusation and strongly believed that, even though Miss Crabstick had given in to temptation because of the Jew’s tricks, she would be a honest and wonderful wife. Let's hope he isn't mistaken in that expectation.

Amusement had, indeed, been expected from other sources which failed. Mrs. Carbuncle had been summoned, and Lord George; but both of them had left town before the summons could reach them. It was rumoured that Mrs. Carbuncle, with her niece, had gone to join her husband at New York. At any rate, she disappeared altogether from London, leaving behind her an amount of debts which showed how extremely liberal in their dealings the great tradesmen of London will occasionally be. There were milliners' bills which had been running for three years, and horse-dealers had given her credit year after year, though they had scarcely ever seen the colour of her money. One account, however, she had honestly settled. The hotel-keeper in Albemarle Street had been paid, and all the tribute had been packed and carried off from the scene of the proposed wedding banquet. What became of Lord George for the next six months, nobody ever knew; but he appeared at Melton in the following November, and I do not know that any one dared to ask him questions about the Eustace diamonds.

Amusement had, in fact, been expected from other sources that didn’t come through. Mrs. Carbuncle was called, along with Lord George; however, they both had left town before the summons could reach them. Rumor had it that Mrs. Carbuncle, with her niece, had gone to join her husband in New York. In any case, she completely disappeared from London, leaving behind a mountain of debts that revealed just how generous the prominent tradespeople of London can sometimes be. There were milliner’s bills that had been outstanding for three years, and horse dealers had granted her credit year after year, even though they had rarely seen her pay. One bill, however, she did pay off honestly. The hotel owner in Albemarle Street had been compensated, and everything meant for the planned wedding feast had been packed up and taken away. What happened to Lord George over the next six months, nobody ever learned; but he showed up in Melton the following November, and I don’t think anyone dared to ask him about the Eustace diamonds.

Of Lizzie, and her future career, something further must be said in the concluding chapters of this work. She has been our heroine, and we must see her through her immediate troubles before we can leave her; but it may be as well to mention here, that although many threats had been uttered against her, not only by Mr. Camperdown and the other attorneys, but even by the judge himself, no punishment at all was inflicted upon her in regard to her recusancy, nor was any attempt made to punish her. The affair was over, and men were glad to avoid the necessity of troubling themselves further with the business. It was said that a case would be got up with the view of proving that she had not been ill at all, and that the Scotch doctor would be subjected to the loss of his degree, or whatever privileges in the healing art belonged to him;—but nothing was done, and Lizzie triumphed in her success.

Of Lizzie and her future career, we need to say a bit more in the final chapters of this work. She has been our heroine, and we must follow her through her immediate troubles before we can leave her; however, it’s worth mentioning here that even though many threats were made against her, not just by Mr. Camperdown and the other lawyers but even by the judge himself, she faced no punishment for her defiance, nor was there any attempt to punish her. The situation was resolved, and people were happy to avoid further involvement. There were rumors that a case would be created to show she hadn’t been sick at all, and that the Scottish doctor could lose his degree or any privileges related to his medical practice; but nothing came of it, and Lizzie celebrated her victory.

 

 

CHAPTER LXXIX

Once More at Portray
 

On the very day of the trial Mr. Emilius travelled from London to Kilmarnock. The trial took place on a Monday, so that he had at his command an entire week before he would be required to appear again in his church. He had watched the case against Benjamin and Smiler very closely, and had known beforehand, almost with accuracy, what witnesses would appear and what would not at the great coming event at the Old Bailey. When he first heard of Lady Eustace's illness, he wrote to her a most affectionately pastoral letter, strongly adjuring her to think of her health before all things, and assuring her that in his opinion, and in that of all his friends, she was quite right not to come up to London. She wrote him a very short but a very gracious answer, thanking him for his solicitude, and explaining to him that her condition made it quite impossible that she should leave Portray.

On the day of the trial, Mr. Emilius traveled from London to Kilmarnock. The trial was on a Monday, which gave him a full week before he had to be back at his church. He had been closely following the case against Benjamin and Smiler, and he almost knew in advance which witnesses would show up at the major event at the Old Bailey. When he first heard about Lady Eustace's illness, he sent her a very caring letter, urging her to prioritize her health and reassuring her that both he and all his friends agreed she was right to stay away from London. She replied with a brief but gracious message, thanking him for his concern and explaining that her condition made it impossible for her to leave Portray.

"I don't suppose anybody knows how ill I am; but it does not matter. When I am gone, they will know what they have done." Then Mr. Emilius resolved that he would go down to Scotland. Perhaps Lady Eustace was not as ill as she thought; but it might be that the trial, and the hard things lately said of her, and her loneliness, and the feeling that she needed protection, might, at such a moment as this, soften her heart. She should know at least that one tender friend did not desert her because of the evil things which men said of her.

"I don’t think anyone really understands how sick I am, but it doesn’t matter. When I’m gone, they’ll realize what they’ve done.” Then Mr. Emilius decided to head to Scotland. Maybe Lady Eustace wasn't as sick as she believed, but the trial, the harsh things said about her, her loneliness, and the sense that she needed protection could, at a time like this, touch her heart. She should at least know that one kind friend wouldn’t abandon her because of the nasty things people said about her.

He went to Kilmarnock, thinking it better to make his approaches by degrees. Were he to present himself at once at the castle and be refused admittance, he would hardly know how to repeat his application or to force himself upon her presence. From Kilmarnock he wrote to her, saying that business connected with his ministrations during the coming autumn had brought him into her beautiful neighbourhood, and that he could not leave it without paying his respects to her in person. With her permission he would call upon her on the Thursday at about noon. He trusted that the state of her health would not prevent her from seeing him, and reminded her that a clergyman was often as welcome a visitor at the bedside of the invalid, as the doctor or the nurse. He gave her no address, as he rather wished to hinder her from answering him, but at the appointed hour he knocked at the castle-door.

He went to Kilmarnock, thinking it was better to approach her gradually. If he showed up at the castle right away and was denied entry, he wouldn’t know how to ask again or how to put himself in front of her. From Kilmarnock, he wrote her a letter saying that work related to his ministry in the upcoming autumn had taken him to her lovely area, and he couldn't leave without paying his respects in person. With her permission, he would visit her on Thursday around noon. He hoped her health would allow her to see him and reminded her that a clergyman could be as welcome a visitor for someone sick as a doctor or nurse. He didn’t provide an address since he preferred to prevent her from replying, but at the scheduled time, he knocked on the castle door.

Need it be said that Lizzie's state of health was not such as to preclude her from seeing so intimate a friend as Mr. Emilius? That she was right to avoid by any effort the castigation which was to have fallen upon her from the tongue of the learned serjeant, the reader who is not straight-laced will be disposed to admit. A lone woman, very young, and delicately organised! How could she have stood up against such treatment as was in store for her? And is it not the case that false pretexts against public demands are always held to be justifiable by the female mind? What lady will ever scruple to avoid her taxes? What woman ever understood her duty to the State? And this duty which was required of her was so terrible, that it might well have reduced to falsehood a stouter heart than her own. It can hardly be reckoned among Lizzie's great sins that she did not make that journey up to London. An appearance of sickness she did maintain, even with her own domestics. To do as much as that was due even to the doctor whom she had cajoled out of the certificate, and who was afterwards frightened into maintaining it. But Mr. Emilius was her clergyman,—her own clergyman, as she took care to say to her maid,—her own clergyman, who had come all the way from London to be present with her in her sickness; and of course she would see him.

Need it be said that Lizzie's health was not such that it would stop her from seeing a close friend like Mr. Emilius? She was right to do whatever she could to avoid the reprimand that was about to come from the learned serjeant, and I think most readers would agree. A young woman, especially one as delicate as she, how could she have faced the treatment that was in store for her? And isn’t it true that women often justify false excuses to evade public obligations? What woman hesitates to dodge her taxes? What woman truly understands her duty to the State? The duty being asked of her was so daunting that it could have driven someone with a stronger constitution to lie. It can hardly be considered one of Lizzie's major faults that she didn’t make that trip to London. She maintained an appearance of illness even with her own household. Doing so was necessary, even for the doctor from whom she had secured that certificate, whom she later scared into backing her up. But Mr. Emilius was her clergyman—her own clergyman, as she made sure to tell her maid—her own clergyman who had traveled all the way from London to be with her during her illness; naturally, she would see him.

Lizzie did not think much of the coming autumnal ministration at Kilmarnock. She knew very well why Mr. Emilius had undertaken the expense of a journey into Scotland in the middle of the London season. She had been maimed fearfully in her late contests with the world, and was now lame and soiled and impotent. The boy with none of the equipments of the skilled sportsman can make himself master of a wounded bird. Mr. Emilius was seeking her in the moment of her weakness, fearing that all chance of success might be over for him should she ever again recover the full use of her wings. All this Lizzie understood, and was able to measure Mr. Emilius at his own value of himself. But then, again, she was forced to ask herself what was her value. She had been terribly mauled by the fowlers. She had been hit, so to say, on both wings, and hardly knew whether she would ever again be able to attempt a flight in public. She could not live alone in Portray Castle for the rest of her days. Ianthe's soul and the Corsair were not, in truth, able to console her for the loss of society. She must have somebody to depend upon;—ah, some one whom, if it were possible, she might love. She saw no reason why she should not love Mr. Emilius. She had been shockingly ill-treated by Lord Fawn, and the Corsair, and Frank Greystock. No woman had ever been so knocked about in her affections. She pitied herself with an exceeding pity when she thought of all the hardships which she had endured. Left an early widow, persecuted by her husband's family, twice robbed, spied upon by her own servants, unappreciated by the world at large, ill-used by three lovers, victimised by her selected friend, Mrs. Carbuncle, and now driven out of society because she had lost her diamonds, was she not more cruelly treated than any woman of whom she had ever read or heard? But she was not going to give up the battle, even now. She still had her income, and she had great faith in income. And though she knew that she had been grievously wounded by the fowlers, she believed that time would heal her wounds. The world would not continue to turn its back altogether upon a woman with four thousand pounds a year, because she had told a fib about her necklace. She weighed all this; but the conviction strongest upon her mind was the necessity that she should have a husband. She felt that a woman by herself in the world can do nothing, and that an unmarried woman's strength lies only in the expectation that she may soon be married. To her it was essentially necessary that she should have the protection of a husband who might endure on her behalf some portion of those buffetings to which she seemed to be especially doomed. Could she do better with herself than take Mr. Emilius?

Lizzie didn’t think much of the upcoming autumn event in Kilmarnock. She knew exactly why Mr. Emilius had decided to spend money on a trip to Scotland in the middle of the London season. She had been badly hurt in her recent struggles with the world and was now crippled, dirty, and powerless. A boy without any skills can’t catch a wounded bird. Mr. Emilius was looking for her at her most vulnerable, worried that if she ever regained her strength, he would lose all chance of success with her. Lizzie understood this and could assess Mr. Emilius’ self-worth accurately. But she also had to ask herself what her own worth was. She had been terribly abused by the hunters. She had been struck on both sides and hardly knew if she would ever be able to take flight in public again. She couldn’t spend the rest of her life alone in Portray Castle. Ianthe’s spirit and the Corsair weren't really enough to comfort her for the lack of companionship. She needed someone to rely on—someone whom she might, if possible, love. She saw no reason why she shouldn’t love Mr. Emilius. She had been horribly mistreated by Lord Fawn, the Corsair, and Frank Greystock. No woman had ever been so battered in her affections. She felt immense pity for herself when she thought of all the hardships she had faced. Left a young widow, hounded by her husband's family, robbed twice, spied on by her own servants, unappreciated by society, ill-treated by three lovers, betrayed by her so-called friend, Mrs. Carbuncle, and now ostracized because she had lost her diamonds, wasn't she treated more cruelly than any woman she had ever read about? But she wasn’t ready to give up the fight, even now. She still had her income, and she had strong faith in money. And even though she knew she had been deeply hurt, she believed that time would heal her wounds. The world wouldn’t completely turn its back on a woman with four thousand pounds a year just because she had told a lie about her necklace. She considered all of this; but the strongest conviction in her mind was that she needed a husband. She felt that a woman alone in the world can accomplish nothing, and that an unmarried woman’s strength comes solely from the hope of marriage. For her, it was crucial to have the protection of a husband who could withstand some of the hardships that seemed particularly destined for her. Could she do better than to take Mr. Emilius?

Might she have chosen from all the world, Mr. Emilius was not, perhaps, the man whom she would have selected. There were, indeed, attributes in the man, very objectionable in the sight of some people, which to her were not specially disagreeable. She thought him rather good-looking than otherwise, in spite of a slight defect in his left eye. His coal-black, glossy hair commanded and obtained her admiration, and she found his hooky nose to be handsome. She did not think much of the ancestral blood of which he had boasted, and hardly believed that he would ever become a bishop. But he was popular, and with a rich, titled wife, might become more so. Mr. Emilius and Lady Eustace would, she thought, sound very well, and would surely make their way in society. The man had a grasping ambition about him, and a capacity, too, which, combined, would enable him to preach himself into notoriety. And then in marrying Mr. Emilius, should she determine to do so, she might be sure, almost sure, of dictating her own terms as to settlement. With Lord Fawn, with Lord George, or even with her cousin Frank, there would have been much difficulty. She thought that with Mr. Emilius she might obtain the undisputed command of her own income. But she did not quite make up her mind. She would see him and hear what he had to say. Her income was her own, and should she refuse Mr. Emilius, other suitors would no doubt come.

If she had to choose from anyone in the world, Mr. Emilius probably wouldn't be the one she'd pick. There were definitely traits about him that some people found very off-putting, but to her, they weren’t that bad. She thought he was more good-looking than not, even with a small issue with his left eye. His shiny, coal-black hair impressed her, and she thought his hooked nose was attractive. She didn't put much stock in the noble lineage he liked to brag about and hardly believed he would ever become a bishop. But he was popular, and if he had a wealthy, titled wife, he could become even more so. She imagined that Mr. Emilius and Lady Eustace would make quite the impression and would definitely fit in well with society. He had a strong ambition and talent that would help him gain notoriety. Plus, if she decided to marry Mr. Emilius, she'd likely be able to set her own terms for the financial arrangements. With Lord Fawn, Lord George, or even her cousin Frank, it would have been much more complicated. She felt that with Mr. Emilius, she could have complete control over her own income. But she wasn’t fully decided yet. She wanted to meet him and see what he had to say. Her income was hers, and if she turned down Mr. Emilius, other suitors would undoubtedly come along.

She dressed herself with considerable care,—having first thought of receiving him in bed. But as the trial had now gone on without her, it would be convenient that her recovery should be commenced. So she had herself dressed in a white morning wrapper with pink bows, and allowed the curl to be made fit to hang over her shoulder. And she put on a pair of pretty slippers, with gilt bindings, and took a laced handkerchief and a volume of Shelley,—and so she prepared herself to receive Mr. Emilius. Lizzie, since the reader first knew her, had begun to use a little colouring in the arrangement of her face, and now, in honour of her sickness, she was very pale indeed. But still, through the paleness, there was the faintest possible tinge of pink colour shining through the translucent pearl powder. Any one who knew Lizzie would be sure that, when she did paint, she would paint well.

She got ready with great care, having initially thought about welcoming him in bed. But since the trial had continued without her, it made sense to start her recovery. So she dressed in a white morning gown with pink bows and let her curls hang over her shoulder. She slipped on a pair of cute slippers with gold trim, grabbed a lace handkerchief and a book of Shelley, and prepared to receive Mr. Emilius. Since the reader first met her, Lizzie had started using a bit of makeup, and now, to acknowledge her illness, she was quite pale. However, despite the paleness, there was a slight hint of pink peeking through the translucent face powder. Anyone who knew Lizzie would recognize that when she did wear makeup, she did it well.

The conversation was at first, of course, confined to the lady's health. She thought that she was, perhaps, getting better, though, as the doctor had told her, the reassuring symptoms might too probably only be too fallacious. She could eat nothing,—literally nothing. A few grapes out of the hothouse had supported her for the last week. This statement was foolish on Lizzie's part, as Mr. Emilius was a man of an inquiring nature, and there was not a grape in the garden. Her only delight was in reading and in her child's society. Sometimes she thought that she would pass away with the boy in her arms and her favourite volume of Shelley in her hand. Mr. Emilius expressed a hope that she would not pass away yet, for ever so many years. "Oh, my friend," said Lizzie, "what is life, that one should desire it?" Mr. Emilius of course reminded her that, though her life might be nothing to herself, it was very much indeed to those who loved her. "Yes;—to my boy," said Lizzie. Mr. Emilius informed her, with confidence, that it was not only her boy that loved her. There were others;—or, at any rate, one other. She might be sure of one faithful heart, if she cared for that. Lizzie only smiled, and threw from her taper fingers a little paper pellet into the middle of the room,—probably with the view of showing at what value she priced the heart of which Mr. Emilius was speaking.

The conversation initially centered around the lady's health. She believed she might be getting better, although, as the doctor had told her, the encouraging signs could easily be misleading. She could eat nothing—literally nothing. A few grapes from the hothouse had been her only sustenance for the past week. This claim was foolish on Lizzie's part, since Mr. Emilius was quite curious, and there were no grapes in the garden. Her only joy came from reading and spending time with her child. Sometimes, she thought she might pass away with the boy in her arms and her favorite book of Shelley in hand. Mr. Emilius expressed hope that she wouldn’t pass away for a long time. "Oh, my friend," Lizzie replied, "what is life, that one should desire it?" Mr. Emilius reminded her that, while her life might seem insignificant to her, it meant a great deal to those who loved her. "Yes; to my boy," Lizzie said. Mr. Emilius assured her, confidently, that it wasn’t just her boy who loved her. There were others—at least one other. She could count on one loyal heart, if that mattered to her. Lizzie simply smiled and tossed a small paper pellet into the center of the room, likely to show how little she valued the heart Mr. Emilius was referring to.

The trial had occupied two days, Monday and Tuesday, and this was now the Wednesday. The result had been telegraphed to Mr. Emilius,—of course without any record of the serjeant's bitter speech,—and the suitor now gave the news to his lady-love. Those two horrid men had at last been found guilty, and punished with all the severity of the law. "Poor fellows," said Lady Eustace,—"poor Mr. Benjamin! Those ill-starred jewels have been almost as unkind to him as to me."

The trial had taken two days, Monday and Tuesday, and now it was Wednesday. The outcome had been sent to Mr. Emilius—of course, without mentioning the sergeant's harsh speech—and the suitor was now sharing the news with his girlfriend. Those two awful men had finally been found guilty and punished to the fullest extent of the law. "Poor guys," said Lady Eustace, "poor Mr. Benjamin! Those cursed jewels have been almost as cruel to him as they have been to me."

"He'll never come back alive, of course," said Mr. Emilius. "It'll kill him."

"He's never coming back alive, obviously," said Mr. Emilius. "It'll kill him."

"And it will kill me too," said Lizzie. "I have a something here which tells me that I shall never recover. Nobody will ever believe what I have suffered about those paltry diamonds. But he coveted them. I never coveted them, Mr. Emilius; though I clung to them because they were my darling husband's last gift to me." Mr. Emilius assured her that he quite understood the facts, and appreciated all her feelings.

"And it's going to kill me too," Lizzie said. "I have this feeling that I’ll never get better. No one will ever believe the pain I went through over those worthless diamonds. But he wanted them so badly. I never wanted them, Mr. Emilius; I just held on to them because they were the last gift from my beloved husband." Mr. Emilius assured her that he completely understood the situation and appreciated all her feelings.

And now, as he thought, had come the time for pressing his suit. With widows, he had been told, the wooing should be brisk. He had already once asked her to be his wife, and of course she knew the motive of his journey to Scotland. "Dearest Lady Eustace," he said suddenly, "may I be allowed to renew the petition which I was once bold enough to make to you in London?"

And now, as he reflected, the moment had come to make his move. He had been advised that with widows, the courtship should be swift. He had already asked her once to marry him, and she clearly understood the reason for his trip to Scotland. "Dear Lady Eustace," he said suddenly, "may I be allowed to bring up the proposal I once had the courage to make to you in London?"

"Petition!" exclaimed Lizzie.

"Petition!" Lizzie shouted.

"Ah yes; I can well understand that your indifference should enable you to forget it. Lady Eustace, I did venture to tell you—that—I loved you."

"Ah yes; I completely understand how your indifference allows you to forget it. Lady Eustace, I did try to tell you—that—I loved you."

"Mr. Emilius, so many men have told me that."

"Mr. Emilius, a lot of guys have told me that."

"I can well believe it. Some have told you so, perhaps, from base, mercenary motives."

"I can definitely believe that. Maybe some have said it to you out of selfish, money-driven reasons."

"You are very complimentary, sir."

"You're really flattering, sir."

"I shall never pay you any compliments, Lady Eustace. Whatever may be our future intercourse in life, you will only hear words of truth from my lips. Some have told you so from mercenary motives."—Mr. Emilius repeated the words with severity, and then paused to hear whether she would dare to argue with him. As she was silent, he changed his voice, and went on with that sweet, oily tone which had made his fortune for him.—"Some, no doubt, have spoken from the inner depths of their hearts. But none, Lady Eustace, have spoken with such adamantine truth, with so intense an anxiety, with so personal a solicitude for your welfare in this world and the next, as that,—or I should rather say those,—which glow within this bosom." Lizzie was certainly pleased by the manner in which he addressed her. She thought that a man ought to dare to speak out, and that on such an occasion as this he should venture to do so with some enthusiasm and some poetry. She considered that men generally were afraid of expressing themselves, and were as dumb as dogs from the want of becoming spirit. Mr. Emilius gesticulated, and struck his breast, and brought out his words as though he meant them.

"I will never give you any compliments, Lady Eustace. No matter how our future interactions go, you will only hear the truth from me. Some have said things out of self-interest."—Mr. Emilius said this sternly, then paused to see if she would try to argue back. When she stayed silent, he changed his tone to the sweet, flattering style that had worked for him before.—"Some, of course, have spoken from genuine feelings. But none, Lady Eustace, have spoken with such unwavering truth, with such deep concern, and with such personal care for your well-being in this life and the next as the sentiments that burn within my heart." Lizzie was clearly pleased by the way he was talking to her. She believed that a man should have the courage to speak openly, and that on an occasion like this, he should express himself with some passion and a touch of poetry. She thought that men were generally too afraid to express themselves, almost silent like dogs due to the lack of inspiration. Mr. Emilius gestured intensely, pounded his chest, and spoke his words as if he truly meant them.

"It is easy to say all that, Mr. Emilius," she replied.

"It’s easy to say all that, Mr. Emilius," she replied.

"The saying of it is hard enough, Lady Eustace. You can never know how hard it is to speak from a full heart. But to feel it, I will not say is easy;—only to me, not to feel it is impossible. Lady Eustace, my heart is devoted to your heart, and seeks its comrade. It is sick with love and will not be stayed. It forces from me words,—words which will return upon me with all the bitterness of gall, if they be not accepted by you as faithful, ay and of great value."

"The saying of it is tough enough, Lady Eustace. You can never understand how difficult it is to speak from a full heart. But to feel it, I won't say is easy;—only to me, not feeling it is impossible. Lady Eustace, my heart is devoted to yours and seeks its match. It's sick with love and won't be held back. It compels me to speak words—words that will come back to me with all the bitterness of regret if you don’t accept them as sincere, yes, and of great worth."

"I know well the value of such a heart as yours, Mr. Emilius."

"I truly understand the value of a heart like yours, Mr. Emilius."

"Accept it then, dearest one."

"Just accept it, my dear."

"Love will not always go by command, Mr. Emilius."

"Love won't always follow orders, Mr. Emilius."

"No indeed;—nor at command will it stay away. Do you think I have not tried that? Do you believe that for a man it can be pleasant to be rebuffed;—that for one who up to this day has always walked on, triumphant over every obstacle, who has conquered every nay that has obstructed his path, it can have less of bitterness than the bitterness of death to encounter a no from the lips of a woman?"

"No, definitely not; and it won't just disappear at your command. Do you think I haven't tried that? Do you really believe it's enjoyable for a man to be rejected? For someone who has always pushed forward, overcoming every challenge, who has conquered every 'no' that has stood in his way, is there anything less bitter than the bitterness of death in hearing a 'no' from a woman?"

"A poor woman's no should be nothing to you, Mr. Emilius."

"A poor woman's no shouldn’t mean anything to you, Mr. Emilius."

"It is everything to me,—death, destruction, annihilation,—unless I can overcome it. Darling of my heart, queen of my soul, empress presiding over the very spirit of my being, say,—shall I overcome it now?"

"It means everything to me—death, destruction, annihilation—unless I can conquer it. Darling of my heart, queen of my soul, empress reigning over the very essence of my being, tell me—will I conquer it now?"

She had never been made love to after this fashion before. She knew, or half knew, that the man was a scheming hypocrite, craving her money, and following her in the hour of her troubles, because he might then have the best chance of success. She had no belief whatever in his love; and yet she liked it, and approved his proceedings. She liked lies, thinking them to be more beautiful than truth. To lie readily and cleverly, recklessly and yet successfully, was, according to the lessons which she had learned, a necessity in woman and an added grace in man. There was that wretched Macnulty, who would never lie; and what was the result? She was unfit even for the poor condition of life which she pretended to fill. When poor Macnulty had heard that Mr. Emilius was coming to the castle, and had not even mentioned her name, and again, when he had been announced on this very morning, the unfortunate woman had been unable to control her absurd disappointment. "Mr. Emilius," Lizzie said, throwing herself back upon her couch, "you press me very hard."

She had never been loved like this before. She knew, or at least had an inkling, that the guy was a calculating fake, after her money, and sticking around during her tough times because he thought he'd have the best shot at winning her over then. She didn’t believe in his love at all; yet she enjoyed it and appreciated what he was doing. She preferred lies, viewing them as more beautiful than the truth. Being able to lie easily and cleverly, carelessly yet effectively, was something she believed was essential for women and an added charm in men. Then there was that unfortunate Macnulty, who would never tell a lie; and what was the outcome? She couldn't even handle the lowly life she pretended to have. When poor Macnulty heard that Mr. Emilius was coming to the castle and didn't even mention her name, and again, when he was announced that very morning, the poor woman couldn’t hide her silly disappointment. "Mr. Emilius," Lizzie said, throwing herself back on her couch, "you're really pushing me hard."

"I would press you harder still to gain the glory I covet." And he made a motion with his arms as though he had already got her tight within his grasp.

"I would push you even more to achieve the glory I desire." And he gestured with his arms as if he had already locked her tightly in his embrace.

"You take advantage of my illness."

"You’re taking advantage of my illness."

"In attacking a fortress do not the besiegers take all advantages? Dear Lady Eustace, allow me to return to London with the right of protecting your name at this moment, in which the false and the thoughtless are attacking it. You need a defender now."

"In attacking a fortress, don’t the besiegers take every advantage? Dear Lady Eustace, please let me return to London with the authority to protect your name at this time when the false and careless are attacking it. You need a defender right now."

"I can defend myself, sir, from all attacks. I do not know that any one can hurt me."

"I can protect myself, sir, against any attacks. I don't think anyone can harm me."

"God forbid that you should be hurt. Heaven forbid that even the winds of heaven should blow too harshly on my beloved. But my beloved is subject to the malice of the world. My beloved is a flower all beautiful within and without, but one whose stalk is weak, whose petals are too delicate, whose soft bloom is evanescent. Let me be the strong staff against which my beloved may blow in safety."

"God forbid you should get hurt. Heaven forbid the winds of heaven blow too harshly on my love. But my love is vulnerable to the world's cruelty. My love is like a beautiful flower inside and out, but with a weak stem, delicate petals, and a fleeting bloom. Let me be the strong support that my love can lean on safely."

A vague idea came across Lizzie's mind that this glowing language had a taste of the Bible about it, and that, therefore, it was in some degree impersonal, and intended to be pious. She did not relish piety at such a crisis as this, and was, therefore, for a moment inclined to be cold. But she liked being called a flower, and was not quite sure whether she remembered her Bible rightly. The words which struck her ear as familiar might have come from Juan and Haidee, and if so, nothing could be more opportune. "Do you expect me to give you answer now, Mr. Emilius?"

A vague thought crossed Lizzie's mind that this flowery language had a hint of the Bible to it, and that it was somewhat impersonal and meant to be pious. She wasn't in the mood for piety at a moment like this and felt a bit cold because of it. But she liked being called a flower and wasn't entirely sure if she remembered her Bible correctly. The words that sounded familiar to her might have come from Juan and Haidee, and if that was the case, nothing could be more fitting. "Do you expect me to answer you right now, Mr. Emilius?"

"Yes,—now." And he stood before her in calm dignity, with his arms crossed upon his breast.

"Yes,—now." He stood in front of her with a composed dignity, arms crossed over his chest.

She did give him his answer then and there, but first she turned her face to the wall,—or rather to the back of the sofa, and burst into a flood of tears. It was a delicious moment to her, that in which she was weeping. She sobbed forth something about her child, something about her sorrows, something as to the wretchedness of her lot in life, something of her widowed heart,—something also of that duty to others which would compel her to keep her income in her own hands; and then she yielded herself to his entreaties.

She gave him her answer right then and there, but first she turned her face to the wall— or more precisely, to the back of the sofa— and burst into tears. It was a bittersweet moment for her, this moment of crying. She sobbed about her child, her sorrows, the misery of her life, her broken heart— and also about the responsibility to others that made her feel she needed to manage her own money; and then she gave in to his pleas.

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That evening she thought it proper to tell Miss Macnulty what had occurred. "He is a great preacher of the gospel," she said, "and I know no position in the world more worthy of a woman's fondest admiration." Miss Macnulty was unable to answer a word. She could not congratulate her successful rival, even though her bread depended on it. She crept slowly out of the room, and went up-stairs, and wept.

That evening, she thought it was right to tell Miss Macnulty what had happened. "He's an amazing preacher of the gospel," she said, "and I don't know of any position in the world that's more deserving of a woman's deepest admiration." Miss Macnulty couldn't find the words to respond. She couldn't congratulate her successful rival, even though she relied on it for her livelihood. She quietly left the room, went upstairs, and cried.

Early in the month of June, Lady Eustace was led to the hymeneal altar by her clerical bridegroom. The wedding took place at the Episcopal church at Ayr, far from the eyes of curious Londoners. It need only be further said that Mr. Emilius could be persuaded to agree to no settlements prejudicial to that marital supremacy which should be attached to the husband; and that Lizzie, when the moment came, knowing that her betrothal had been made public to all the world, did not dare to recede from another engagement. It may be that Mr. Emilius will suit her as well as any husband that she could find,—unless it shall be found that his previous career has been too adventurous. After a certain fashion he will, perhaps, be tender to her; but he will have his own way in everything, and be no whit afraid when she is about to die in an agony of tears before his eyes. The writer of the present story may, however, declare that the future fate of this lady shall not be left altogether in obscurity.

Early in June, Lady Eustace was led to the altar by her clergyman husband. The wedding happened at the Episcopal church in Ayr, far from the curious eyes of Londoners. It's worth noting that Mr. Emilius would not agree to any settlements that would compromise the marital dominance expected of a husband; and Lizzie, when the moment came, knowing that her engagement had been made public to the world, couldn't back out of it. It might be said that Mr. Emilius will suit her just as well as any husband she could find—unless his past proves too wild. In his own way, he may be kind to her; however, he will insist on having things his way and won't hesitate when she is on the verge of tears in front of him. The author of this story can, however, assure that Lady Eustace's future will not remain entirely unclear.

 

 

CHAPTER LXXX

What Was Said About It All at Matching
 

The Whitsuntide holidays were late this year, not taking place till the beginning of June, and were protracted till the 9th of that month. On the 8th Lizzie and Mr. Emilius became man and wife, and on that same day Lady Glencora Palliser entertained a large company of guests at Matching Priory. That the Duke of Omnium was there was quite a matter of course. Indeed, in these days Lady Glencora seldom separated herself far, or for any long time, from her husband's uncle,—doing her duty to the head of her husband's family in the most exemplary manner. People indeed said that she watched him narrowly, but of persons in high station common people will say anything. It was at any rate certain that she made the declining years of that great nobleman's life comfortable and decorous. Madame Max Goesler was also at Matching, a lady whose society always gave gratification to the duke. And Mr. Palliser was also there, taking the rest that was so needful to him;—by which it must be understood that after having worked all day, he was able to eat his dinner, and then only write a few letters before going to bed, instead of attending the House of Commons till two or three o'clock in the morning. But his mind was still deep in quints and semitenths. His great measure was even now in committee. His hundred and second clause had been carried, with only nine divisions against him of any consequence. Seven of the most material clauses had, no doubt, been postponed, and the great bone of contention as to the two superfluous farthings still remained before him. Nevertheless he fondly hoped that he would be able to send his bill complete to the House of Lords before the end of July. What might be done in the way of amendments there he had hitherto refused to consider. "If the peers choose to put themselves in opposition to the whole nation on a purely commercial question, the responsibility of all evils that may follow must be at their doors." This he had said as a commoner. A year or two at the farthest,—or more probably a few months,—would make him a peer; and then, no doubt, he would look at the matter in a wholly different light. But he worked at his great measure with a diligence which at any rate deserved success; and he now had with him a whole bevy of secretaries, private secretaries, chief clerks, and accountants, all of whom Lady Glencora captivated by her flattering ways, and laughed at behind their backs. Mr. Bonteen was there with his wife, repeatedly declaring to all his friends that England would achieve the glories of decimal coinage by his blood and over his grave,—and Barrington Erle, who took things much more easily, and Lord Chiltern, with his wife, who would occasionally ask her if she could explain to him the value of a quint, and many others whom it may not be necessary to name. Lord Fawn was not there. Lord Fawn, whose health had temporarily given way beneath the pressing labours of the India Board, was visiting his estates in Tipperary.

The Whitsun holidays were late this year, not happening until early June, and they lasted until the 9th of that month. On the 8th, Lizzie and Mr. Emilius became husband and wife, and on that same day, Lady Glencora Palliser hosted a large gathering at Matching Priory. It was expected that the Duke of Omnium was present. In fact, these days, Lady Glencora rarely left her husband's uncle's side for very long—fulfilling her duties to the head of her husband's family in a commendable way. People said that she kept a close eye on him, but common folks often speculate about those in high positions. It was certain, however, that she made the senior years of that nobleman's life pleasant and appropriate. Madame Max Goesler was also at Matching, a woman whose company always pleased the duke. Mr. Palliser was there too, taking much-needed time to relax; this meant that after a long day of work, he could have dinner and write a few letters before heading to bed instead of being in the House of Commons until the early morning hours. But his mind was still absorbed in quints and semitenths. His significant measure was still in committee. His hundred and second clause had passed, with only nine major divisions against him. Seven of the most critical clauses had been postponed, and the major dispute over the two extra farthings still lay ahead. Nevertheless, he hoped to send his complete bill to the House of Lords before the end of July. What amendments might be considered there, he had yet to think about. "If the peers choose to oppose the entire nation on a purely commercial issue, any resulting problems will be their responsibility," he stated as a commoner. Within a year or two at the most—likely just a few months—he would become a peer, and then, of course, he would see the matter in an entirely different way. But he worked on his important measure with a dedication that certainly deserved success; and now he had a whole team of secretaries, private secretaries, chief clerks, and accountants, all of whom Lady Glencora charmed with her flattering ways and joked about behind their backs. Mr. Bonteen was there with his wife, constantly telling his friends that England would achieve the benefits of decimal coinage over his dead body, while Barrington Erle, who was much more relaxed, and Lord Chiltern, with his wife, would occasionally ask her to explain the value of a quint, along with many others who may not need mentioning. Lord Fawn was not there. Lord Fawn, whose health had temporarily broken down due to the demands of the India Board, was visiting his estates in Tipperary.

"She is married to-day, duke, down in Scotland,"—said Lady Glencora, sitting close to the duke's ear, for the duke was a little deaf. They were in the duke's small morning sitting-room, and no one else was present excepting Madame Max Goesler.

"She is married today, duke, down in Scotland," said Lady Glencora, leaning in close to the duke's ear because he was a bit hard of hearing. They were in the duke's small morning sitting room, and the only other person there was Madame Max Goesler.

"Married to-morrow,—down in Scotland. Dear, dear! what is he?" The profession to which Mr. Emilius belonged had been mentioned to the duke more than once before.

"Getting married tomorrow—down in Scotland. Oh my! What is he?" The job that Mr. Emilius had was mentioned to the duke more than once before.

"He's some sort of a clergyman, duke. You went and heard him preach, Madame Max. You can tell us what he's like."

"He's some kind of clergyman, Duke. You went and heard him preach, Madame Max. You can tell us what he's like."

"Oh, yes; he's a clergyman of our church," said Madame Goesler.

"Oh, yes; he's a priest from our church," said Madame Goesler.

"A clergyman of our church;—dear, dear. And married in Scotland! That makes it stranger. I wonder what made a clergyman marry her?"

"A clergyman from our church—wow, that's surprising. And married in Scotland! That makes it even weirder. I wonder what made a clergyman choose to marry her?"

"Money, duke," said Lady Glencora, speaking very loud.

"Money, Duke," Lady Glencora said, speaking very loudly.

"Oh, ah, yes; money. So he'd got money; had he?"

"Oh, right, money. So he actually had money, did he?"

"Not a penny, duke; but she had."

"Not a dime, duke; but she did."

"Oh, ah, yes. I forgot. She was very well left; wasn't she? And so she has married a clergyman without a penny. Dear, dear! Did not you say she was very beautiful?"

"Oh, right. I forgot. She was really well off, wasn’t she? And now she’s married a clergyman with no money at all. Oh dear! Didn’t you say she was really beautiful?"

"Lovely!"

"Awesome!"

"Let me see,—you went and saw her, didn't you?"

"Let me see—you went and saw her, right?"

"I went to her twice,—and got quite scolded about it. Plantagenet said that if I wanted horrors I'd better go to Madame Tussaud. Didn't he, Madame Max?" Madame Max smiled and nodded her head.

"I went to see her twice—and I got quite a lecture about it. Plantagenet said if I was looking for terrifying experiences, I should just go to Madame Tussaud's. Didn't he, Madame Max?" Madame Max smiled and nodded her head.

"And what's the clergyman like?" asked the duke.

"And what's the clergyman like?" the duke asked.

"Now, my dear, you must take up the running," said Lady Glencora, dropping her voice. "I ran after the lady, but it was you who ran after the gentleman." Then she raised her voice. "Madame Max will tell you all about it, duke. She knows him very well."

"Okay, darling, you need to take the lead," Lady Glencora said quietly. "I chased after the lady, but you were the one who chased the gentleman." Then she spoke up. "Madame Max will fill you in on everything, duke. She knows him really well."

"You know him very well; do you? Dear, dear, dear!"

"You know him really well, right? Oh my goodness!"

"I don't know him at all, duke, but I once went to hear him preach. He's one of those men who string words together, and do a good deal of work with a cambric pocket-handkerchief."

"I don’t know him at all, duke, but I once attended one of his sermons. He’s the kind of guy who puts words together and does a lot with a fine handkerchief."

"A gentleman?" asked the duke.

"A gentleman?" asked the duke.

"About as like a gentleman as you're like an archbishop," said Lady Glencora.

"You're as much of a gentleman as you are an archbishop," said Lady Glencora.

This tickled the duke amazingly. "He, he, he;—I don't see why I shouldn't be like an archbishop. If I hadn't happened to be a duke, I should have liked to be an archbishop. Both the archbishops take rank of me. I never quite understood why that was, but they do. And these things never can be altered when they're once settled. It's quite absurd, now-a-days, since they've cut the archbishops down so terribly. They were princes once, I suppose, and had great power. But it's quite absurd now, and so they must feel it. I have often thought about that a good deal, Glencora."

This really amused the duke. "Ha, ha, ha; I don't see why I couldn't be like an archbishop. If I hadn't been a duke, I would have wanted to be an archbishop. Both archbishops outrank me. I never really understood why that is, but it’s true. And these things can never be changed once they've been decided. It seems ridiculous nowadays, especially since they've diminished the archbishops so much. They were once powerful figures, I guess, and held a lot of influence. But it feels pretty ridiculous now, and they have to sense that. I've thought about that quite a bit, Glencora."

"And I think about poor Mrs. Arch, who hasn't got any rank at all."

"And I think about poor Mrs. Arch, who doesn't have any status at all."

"A great prelate having a wife does seem to be an absurdity," said Madame Max, who had passed some years of her life in a Catholic country.

"A high-ranking church official having a wife does seem ridiculous," said Madame Max, who had spent several years of her life in a Catholic country.

"And the man is a cad;—is he?" asked the duke.

"And that guy is a jerk;—is he?" asked the duke.

"A Bohemian Jew, duke,—an impostor who has come over here to make a fortune. We hear that he has a wife in Prague, and probably two or three elsewhere. But he has got poor little Lizzie Eustace and all her money into his grasp, and they who know him say that he's likely to keep it."

"A Bohemian Jew, duke—an impostor who's come here to get rich. We've heard he has a wife in Prague and maybe two or three more in other places. But he has poor little Lizzie Eustace and all her money in his hands, and those who know him say he's likely to hold onto it."

"Dear, dear, dear!"

"OMG!"

"Barrington says that the best spec he knows out, for a younger son, would be to go to Prague for the former wife, and bring her back with evidence of the marriage. The poor little woman could not fail of being grateful to the hero who would liberate her."

"Barrington says that the best option he knows for a younger son would be to go to Prague for the ex-wife and bring her back with proof of their marriage. The poor woman would surely be grateful to the hero who rescued her."

"Dear, dear, dear!" said the duke. "And the diamonds never turned up after all. I think that was a pity, because I knew the late man's father very well. We used to be together a good deal at one time. He had a fine property, and we used to live—but I can't just tell you how we used to live. He, he, he!"

"Wow, wow, wow!" said the duke. "And the diamonds never showed up after all. What a shame, because I knew the late man's father really well. We spent a lot of time together back in the day. He had a great estate, and we lived—well, I can't quite explain how we lived. Ha, ha, ha!"

"You had better tell us nothing about it, duke," said Madame Max.

"You shouldn't tell us anything about it, duke," said Madame Max.

The affairs of our heroine were again discussed that evening in another part of the Priory. They were in the billiard-room in the evening, and Mr. Bonteen was inveighing against the inadequacy of the law as it had been brought to bear against the sinners who, between them, had succeeded in making away with the Eustace diamonds. "It was a most unworthy conclusion to such a plot," he said. "It always happens that they catch the small fry, and let the large fish escape."

The situation of our heroine was once more talked about that evening in another section of the Priory. They were in the billiard room at night, and Mr. Bonteen was complaining about how inadequate the law was when it came to punishing the offenders who had managed to steal the Eustace diamonds. "It’s a really disappointing outcome for such a scheme," he said. "They always catch the little guys and let the big ones get away."

"Whom did you specially want to catch?" asked Lady Glencora.

"Who were you hoping to catch?" asked Lady Glencora.

"Lady Eustace, and Lord George de Bruce Carruthers,—as he calls himself."

"Lady Eustace and Lord George de Bruce Carruthers—how he refers to himself."

"I quite agree with you, Mr. Bonteen, that it would be very nice to send the brother of a marquis to Botany Bay, or wherever they go now; and that it would do a deal of good to have the widow of a baronet locked up in the Penitentiary; but you see, if they didn't happen to be guilty, it would be almost a shame to punish them for the sake of the example."

"I totally agree with you, Mr. Bonteen, that it would be great to send the brother of a marquis to Botany Bay, or wherever they send people now; and that it would be quite beneficial to have the widow of a baronet locked up in the Penitentiary; but you see, if they weren't actually guilty, it would almost be a shame to punish them just for the sake of setting an example."

"They ought to have been guilty," said Barrington Erle.

"They should have been guilty," said Barrington Erle.

"They were guilty," protested Mr. Bonteen.

"They were guilty," argued Mr. Bonteen.

Mr. Palliser was enjoying ten minutes of recreation before he went back to his letters. "I can't say that I attended to the case very closely," he observed, "and perhaps, therefore, I am not entitled to speak about it."

Mr. Palliser was taking ten minutes to relax before he returned to his letters. "I can't say I paid much attention to the case," he noted, "so maybe I'm not really in a position to comment on it."

"If people only spoke about what they attended to, how very little there would be to say,—eh, Mr. Bonteen?" This observation came, of course, from Lady Glencora.

"If people only talked about what they focused on, there would be so little to say,—right, Mr. Bonteen?" This comment came, of course, from Lady Glencora.

"But as far as I could hear," continued Mr. Palliser, "Lord George Carruthers cannot possibly have had anything to do with it. It was a stupid mistake on the part of the police."

"But as far as I could hear," continued Mr. Palliser, "Lord George Carruthers couldn't possibly have had anything to do with it. It was a silly mistake on the part of the police."

"I'm not quite so sure, Mr. Palliser," said Bonteen.

"I'm not really sure about that, Mr. Palliser," said Bonteen.

"I know Coldfoot told me so." Now Sir Harry Coldfoot was at this time Secretary of State for the Home affairs, and in a matter of such importance of course had an opinion of his own.

"I know Coldfoot told me that." At that time, Sir Harry Coldfoot was the Secretary of State for Home Affairs, and in a matter of such importance, he certainly had his own opinion.

"We all know that he had money dealings with Benjamin, the Jew," said Mrs. Bonteen.

"We all know he was involved in financial dealings with Benjamin, the Jew," said Mrs. Bonteen.

"Why didn't he come forward as a witness when he was summoned?" asked Mr. Bonteen triumphantly. "And as for the woman, does anybody mean to say that she should not have been indicted for perjury?"

"Why didn't he step up as a witness when he was called?" asked Mr. Bonteen with a triumphant tone. "And what about the woman? Does anyone really think she shouldn’t have been charged with perjury?"

"The woman, as you are pleased to call her, is my particular friend," said Lady Glencora. When Lady Glencora made any such statement as this,—and she often did make such statements,—no one dared to answer her. It was understood that Lady Glencora was not to be snubbed, though she was very much given to snubbing others. She had attained this position for herself by a mixture of beauty, rank, wealth, and courage;—but the courage had, of the four, been her greatest mainstay.

"The woman, as you like to call her, is my close friend," said Lady Glencora. When Lady Glencora made statements like this—and she often did—no one dared to respond. It was clear that Lady Glencora was not to be dismissed, even though she often dismissed others. She had gained this status through a combination of beauty, social standing, wealth, and bravery; but of the four, bravery had been her greatest support.

Then Lord Chiltern, who was playing billiards with Barrington Erle, rapped his cue down on the floor, and made a speech. "I never was so sick of anything in my life as I am of Lady Eustace. People have talked about her now for the last six months."

Then Lord Chiltern, who was playing pool with Barrington Erle, tapped his cue on the floor and made a speech. "I've never been so tired of anything in my life as I am of Lady Eustace. People have been talking about her for the last six months."

"Only three months, Lord Chiltern," said Lady Glencora, in a tone of rebuke.

"Just three months, Lord Chiltern," Lady Glencora said, sounding disapproving.

"And all that I can hear of her is, that she has told a lot of lies and lost a necklace."

"And all I hear about her is that she's told a bunch of lies and lost a necklace."

"When Lady Chiltern loses a necklace worth ten thousand pounds there will be talk of her," said Lady Glencora.

"When Lady Chiltern loses a necklace worth ten thousand pounds, people will definitely talk about her," said Lady Glencora.

At that moment Madame Max Goesler entered the room and whispered a word to the hostess. She had just come from the duke, who could not bear the racket of the billiard-room. "Wants to go to bed, does he? Very well. I'll go to him."

At that moment, Madame Max Goesler walked into the room and whispered something to the hostess. She had just come from the duke, who couldn't stand the noise from the billiard room. "He wants to go to bed, does he? Fine. I'll go see him."

"He seems to be quite fatigued with his fascination about Lady Eustace."

"He seems to be pretty worn out from his obsession with Lady Eustace."

"I call that woman a perfect God-send. What should we have done without her?" This Lady Glencora said almost to herself as she prepared to join the duke. The duke had only one more observation to make before he retired for the night. "I'm afraid, you know, that your friend hasn't what I call a good time before her, Glencora."

"I call that woman a total blessing. What would we have done without her?" Lady Glencora said almost to herself as she got ready to join the duke. The duke had just one more thing to say before he headed off for the night. "I'm afraid, you know, that your friend doesn't have what I’d consider a good time ahead of her, Glencora."

In this opinion of the Duke of Omnium, the readers of this story will perhaps agree.

In the Duke of Omnium's opinion, the readers of this story might agree.


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