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“Say, Boy! Do you want to hire out?”
“Hey, kid! Do you want to work?”
Freed-Boy in Alabama. Frontispiece. See page 5.
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THE
FREED BOY IN ALABAMA.
BY
ANNE M. MITCHELL,
AUTHOR OF “MARTHA’S GIFT.”
BY
ANNE M. MITCHELL,
AUTHOR OF “MARTHA’S GIFT.”
“If any man be in Christ, he is a new creature.”
“If anyone is in Christ, they are a new creation.”
PHILADELPHIA:
PRESBYTERIAN BOARD OF PUBLICATION,
1334 Chestnut Street.
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Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1869, by
WM. L. HILDEBURN, Treasurer,
in trust for the
PRESBYTERIAN PUBLICATION COMMITTEE,
In the Clerk’s Office of the District Court for the Eastern District
of Pennsylvania.
Westcott & Thomson,
Stereotypers, Philada.
Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1869, by
WM. L. HILDEBURN, Finance Officer,
in trust for the
PRESBYTERIAN PUBLICATION COMMITTEE,
In the Clerk’s Office of the District Court for the Eastern District
of Pennsylvania.
Westcott & Thomson,
Stereotypers, Philada.
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THE FREED BOY IN ALABAMA.
THE FREED BOY IN ALABAMA.
CHAPTER I.
IT was an April day in the South—not windy and blustering, with the remembrances of March still clinging about it, but warm and lovely, mild and balmy, with spring beauty and promise of good over everything. The grass was springing everywhere, and the buds on the trees were bursting into blossom, and one could gather tender leaves and delicate sprays of[4] white and hold them with the tender, caressing touch which we give to all that heralds spring. It was a good day to breathe the soft, mild air, to be among the growing things and dismiss winter from the mind; and, above all, it was one of those days when the restless feeling we all have sometimes returns in full force, and the thought of coming life and energy in the natural world fills the mind with a longing to do something more than sit still and enjoy.
It was an April day in the South—not a windy, blustery one with the memories of March still lingering, but warm and beautiful, mild and pleasant, with spring's beauty and promise of good all around. The grass was sprouting everywhere, and the buds on the trees were blooming into blossoms, and you could gather tender leaves and delicate sprigs of[4] white and hold them with the gentle, affectionate touch we reserve for everything that signals spring. It was a great day to breathe in the soft, mild air, to be among the growing things, and to push winter out of your mind; and, above all, it was one of those days when the restless feeling we all experience sometimes comes back full force, and the thought of new life and energy in the natural world fills the mind with a desire to do more than just sit still and enjoy.
All this—not exactly in this form, but the substance of this—with a restless, unsatisfied feeling, was possessing and fast getting control of Tom Alson, as he sat on a box in front of a store in Huntsville, idly tapping one foot after the other against its wooden sides. He had anything but[5] an ambitious, energetic look, but then Tom never showed his feelings, and any one gazing at him would hardly have imagined that at this very moment he was longing to go out into the world and “do something.”
All this—not exactly in this form, but the core idea—filled Tom Alson with a restless, unfulfilled feeling as he sat on a box in front of a store in Huntsville, idly tapping one foot after the other against its wooden sides. He looked anything but ambitious or energetic, but then Tom never revealed his feelings. Anyone watching him would hardly guess that, at that very moment, he was yearning to step out into the world and “do something.”
Certainly the man who came up to him just then had very little idea of the lofty thought in which Tom was indulging, for he gave him only a hasty glance before he addressed him.
Certainly, the man who approached him at that moment had no clue about the deep thoughts Tom was lost in, as he merely gave him a quick look before speaking to him.
“Say, boy, want to hire out?” asked the man.
“Hey, kid, want to work for me?” asked the man.
Tom started and roused himself: “I was not thinking of it, sir,” he replied.
Tom woke up and said, “I wasn't thinking about it, sir.”
“Well, think of it now, then; I am trying to find boys to work for Mr. Sutherland on his plantation, about twenty miles out. They are growing corn and cotton. I’d be glad to have[6] you go; give you six dollars a month and board.”
“Well, think about it; I'm looking for boys to work for Mr. Sutherland on his plantation, which is about twenty miles away. They're growing corn and cotton. I'd be happy to have[6] you join; I'll give you six dollars a month plus meals.”
“No, sir,” replied Tom; “I think I will not hire out this summer.”
“No, sir,” Tom replied, “I don't think I will take a job this summer.”
“Oh think again! Six dollars a month is no mean pay, and I’ve a lot of Huntsville niggers going along.”
“Oh think again! Six dollars a month is pretty good pay, and I have a lot of Huntsville folks coming with me.”
“No, sir,” replied Tom again, decidedly, and rising as he spoke, as if not wishing to continue the conversation.
“No, sir,” Tom replied again, firmly, and stood up as he spoke, as if he didn’t want to keep the conversation going.
“What’s to hinder you?” asked the man.
“What’s stopping you?” asked the man.
“I am going to school, sir,” returned the boy, knowing that this would put a stop to the urging; and it was successful, for the man, with a few coarse words about “niggers and education,” turned suddenly and walked away, and Tom, with his hands[7] in his pockets, sauntered off in an opposite direction, whistling.
“I’m heading to school, sir,” the boy replied, knowing that this would end the pressure. It worked, as the man muttered a few crude remarks about “people and education” before turning and walking away. Tom, with his hands in his pockets, strolled off in the opposite direction, whistling.
He came up to his home by and by, and found his sister Martha in a chair outside the door, busied with some sewing. He sat down on a step near and watched her swift-moving hand in silence for some minutes, with his eyes on her work and his thoughts a long way off.
He eventually arrived home and found his sister Martha sitting in a chair outside the door, focused on some sewing. He sat down on a nearby step and quietly watched her hands move quickly for a few minutes, his eyes on her work while his mind wandered far away.
“Has mother come back?” he asked, at length.
“Has Mom come back?” he asked after a while.
“Yes, Tom,” replied Martha, with a little sigh, “but she didn’t succeed in getting any work. I do not see how we are going to get along. I think I shall try to see if I can get something to do.”
“Yes, Tom,” replied Martha, with a little sigh, “but she didn’t manage to find any work. I don’t see how we’re going to get by. I think I’ll see if I can find something to do.”
“I was thinking of that, too,” said Tom. “There’s a man here to-day who wants hands to go twenty miles[8] out. He wanted me, but I told him ‘No.’”
“I was thinking about that, too,” said Tom. “There’s a guy here today who needs people to work twenty miles out. He wanted me, but I said ‘No.’”
Martha stitched away in silence.
Martha sewed quietly.
“I’d go,” said Tom, suddenly, “but there’s the school; I could not give that up.”
“I’d go,” Tom said suddenly, “but there’s school; I can’t give that up.”
“Not for Jesus, Tom?” asked Martha, looking round with a little smile.
“Not for Jesus, Tom?” Martha asked, looking around with a slight smile.
“Would it be for Jesus, Martha,” said Tom, earnestly, “to give up school and go to work, neglecting my education meanwhile?”
“Would it be for Jesus, Martha,” said Tom, seriously, “to drop out of school and start working, ignoring my education in the process?”
“Think about it, Tom, and remember what Paul did for Jesus.”
“Think about it, Tom, and remember what Paul did for Jesus.”
Tom did think. The conversation ceased between them entirely, and the fresh spring breezes came from the South, laden with the breath of flowers, and passed gently by the two seated before the cabin door, one of them so busy with his decision.
Tom thought. The conversation completely halted between them, and the fresh spring breezes came from the South, filled with the scent of flowers, and gently passed by the two sitting in front of the cabin door, one of them preoccupied with his decision.
[9]When Tom, at length, rose and moved off, Martha could not tell his thought, although she peered anxiously into his face to see if possible what lay there, but it was unmoved, and he did not meet her look of inquiry with any return, but passed out of the gate, swinging it after him, and walking off toward the quarter of the town where his father was at work. He looked very grave when the two came in together at dinner-time, and hurried off toward the school-room before his sister was ready. She watched him a little anxiously all the afternoon, but the grave, intent face did not once relax its gravity, and the lines of soberness remained even after the pleasant afternoon session came to a close. Martha waited for her brother some minutes, with the hope that[10] she might have one of their customary talks on their way home, but he did not come away, so she went on alone.
[9]When Tom finally got up and left, Martha couldn't figure out what he was thinking, even though she anxiously looked into his face to see if she could figure it out. But his expression was blank, and he didn't meet her questioning gaze as he walked out of the gate, swinging it shut behind him, heading towards the part of town where his dad was working. He looked very serious when they came in together for dinner, and he quickly headed to the schoolroom before his sister was ready. She watched him with worry all afternoon, but his serious, focused expression never changed, and the seriousness stayed even after their enjoyable afternoon session ended. Martha waited for her brother for a few minutes, hoping to have one of their usual chats on the way home, but he didn't come out, so she went on alone.
It was not until an hour later, while she was busily weeding the little garden, that Tom came up and stopped at her side.
It wasn’t until an hour later, while she was busy weeding the small garden, that Tom came up and stopped by her side.
“Martha, I’m going,” he said, abruptly.
“Martha, I’m leaving,” he said, suddenly.
“Tom! why, Tom—going! when and what for,” she said, starting and turning round toward him.
“Tom! Why are you leaving, Tom—when and for what?” she said, turning to face him, surprised.
“Going to-morrow, Martha, and for Jesus,” he replied, quietly.
“Going tomorrow, Martha, and for Jesus,” he replied calmly.
Martha turned back again suddenly without remark, and industriously weeded the springing grass from around the young plants.
Martha suddenly turned around again without saying a word and diligently removed the weeds from around the young plants.
Tom waited several minutes, and then spoke again:
Tom waited a few minutes, and then spoke again:
“Are you not glad of this, Martha?”
“Are you not happy about this, Martha?”
[11]She dropped the shovel with which she had been working, turned toward him, and lifting her hands to her head in a nervous way, replied, with quivering lips:
[11]She dropped the shovel she had been using, turned to him, and nervously raised her hands to her head, replying with trembling lips:
“That I am glad, you know, but oh I shall lose my brother!”
“That I’m glad, you know, but oh, I’m going to lose my brother!”
Tom’s eyes fell and his mouth twitched.
Tom’s eyes dropped, and his mouth twitched.
“I’ve been to see Miss Mason,” he said, after a minute, “to bid her good-bye. She says I must send her a letter. That is a great blessing which we did not always have, Martha—we may write to each other. That is good.”
“I’ve been to see Miss Mason,” he said after a minute, “to say goodbye. She says I need to send her a letter. That’s a great blessing that we didn’t always have, Martha—we can write to each other. That’s good.”
“Yes.” Martha knew it as well as Tom, and I think it was the thought of this more than almost anything else which served to keep them in some degree of cheerfulness during[12] the remainder of his stay. It was not long, only so many short hours Martha almost counted the minutes. It was like Tom to act in a moment when the question of duty came home to him, and although Martha knew this, yet she had been surprised, after all, at his sudden acting upon her suggestion. What if Tom should sicken or be in any want so far from home?—for to Martha the distance seemed immense. Would she not then be sorry she had ever encouraged him? But those precious letters! How thankful she felt that she could write, and that though miles were between them, yet words could pass from one to the other!
“Yes.” Martha understood it just as well as Tom did, and I think the thought of this kept them both somewhat cheerful during[12] the rest of his visit. It wasn't long, just a few short hours that Martha nearly counted down by the minute. It was typical of Tom to take action when faced with a sense of duty, and even though Martha was aware of this, she was still surprised by how quickly he acted on her suggestion. What if Tom got sick or needed something while being so far from home?—the distance felt enormous to Martha. Would she regret encouraging him then? But those precious letters! She felt so grateful that she could write, and that even with miles between them, they could still share their words!
How Tom felt no one knew. He hid his feelings always. Martha was the only one who ever had a glimpse,[13] and she only now and then. He counted the cost at every step, yet still he had gone back to his acquaintance of the morning, and agreed with him to work on the plantation during the summer. His father had listened, too, when he proposed it, and although he would have liked to keep his boy at home, yet work was scarce, and he could not always find means to live; so Tom must go. He had taken leave of his teacher and the school-room quite calmly, to all appearance, and no one knew how hard the struggle was to give up all this for Jesus. Yet it was this thought which kept him up through it all, and watching Martha’s grave face as she bent over his box placing his things together, he longed to tell her his source of comfort. But perhaps he needed it himself more[14] than she did, for to one of his disposition to go from home and mingle among strangers was very hard, very much against his will. Yet as he looked at it, he thought perhaps God had sent him just this trial to make him better, and that he might have something for him to do for his service in the country. And so his courage did not quite fail.
How Tom felt was a mystery to everyone. He always kept his feelings hidden. Martha was the only one who ever caught a glimpse, and even that was rare. He calculated the implications with every step, yet he still returned to the friend he made that morning and agreed to work on the plantation over the summer. His father had listened when Tom suggested it, and even though he wanted to keep his son at home, work was hard to come by, and he couldn’t always make ends meet; so Tom had to go. He said goodbye to his teacher and the classroom with a calm demeanor, but no one knew how difficult it was for him to give up everything for Jesus. It was that thought that kept him going through it all, and watching Martha’s serious face as she packed his things, he wanted to share his source of comfort with her. But maybe he needed it more than she did, because for someone like him, leaving home and being around strangers was incredibly tough and very much against his wishes. Still, as he reflected on it, he thought maybe God had sent him this challenge to help him grow and to prepare him for something he needed to do for His service in the country. And so, his courage barely wavered.
How his eyes lingered the next morning upon everything about his home, trying as he did to impress each little portion of the house-furnishing upon his memory! It seemed as if he could not lose sight of his sister Martha’s face. His eyes followed her everywhere. It was almost strange, the devoted affection which had sprung up between the two; and it was so hard, just as they were helping[15] one another along the narrow way through the journey of life, to be obliged to part.
How his eyes lingered the next morning on everything in his home, trying to imprint each little detail of the furnishings in his memory! It felt like he couldn't take his eyes off his sister Martha's face. He followed her around everywhere. It was almost surprising how deep the affection had grown between them; and it was so difficult, just as they were supporting each other through life's narrow path, to have to say goodbye.
But it came, late in the afternoon—the parting—and was over, and Tom found himself in the car looking out at the country, green, and fresh, and beautiful, and trying to realize how long it would be before the familiar faces would be near him again. Of all Tom’s boy friends there was but one who was of this company, and he, although a school-mate, knew Tom only slightly. But he was alone too, and so after a while, seeing the empty seat beside Tom, he came and sat down.
But it happened, late in the afternoon—the goodbye—and it was over, and Tom found himself in the car looking out at the countryside, green, fresh, and beautiful, trying to grasp how long it would be before he saw familiar faces again. Of all of Tom’s friends, there was only one with him, and though they were schoolmates, he only knew Tom a little. But he was alone too, so after a while, noticing the empty seat next to Tom, he came and sat down.
“How do you think you’ll like it out there?” he asked, as Tom turned round.
“How do you think you’ll like it out there?” he asked, as Tom turned around.
“I have hardly thought,” replied[16] Tom. “I do not know anything about it.”
“I haven't really thought about it,” Tom replied.[16] “I don't know anything about it.”
“I can tell you a heap then. It’s a big plantation, with quarters for the hands not far from the house. The master lives in a big, white mansion, and has charge of the cotton and cornfields. My brother is there, and he says it’s a pretty good place. Pay is regular, and that’s the most, you know.”
“I can tell you a lot then. It’s a big plantation, with housing for the workers not far from the house. The owner lives in a large, white mansion and manages the cotton and cornfields. My brother is there, and he says it’s a pretty good place. The pay is consistent, and that’s the most important thing, you know.”
“Where shall we stay? Do you know?” asked Tom.
“Where should we stay? Do you know?” asked Tom.
“No, I don’t. I ’spects likely we’ll be quartered with some old auntie or other. I don’t much care. They have jolly times after hours—breakdowns and dances. Hi! it’s gay fun!”
“No, I don’t. I expect we’ll be staying with some old aunt or other. I don’t really mind. They have a great time after hours—parties and dancing. Hey! It’s a lot of fun!”
Tom’s heart sank. He looked out of the window and saw the great trees with their tops just lighted with the rising moon, heard the shrill cry of[17] the mocking-bird, and saw the fireflies lighting up the woods with a thousand tiny lamps. Cool the evening air came across his face, with the motion of the car hurrying on through one of the most glorious countries on which the sun shines. Tom saw it all, and loved it for the sake of Him who made it, but his heart was heavy with the grief of parting, the sting of poverty which sent him away from home, and the prospect before him. Very rebellious, very discontented, his thoughts were for a few minutes, until some old auntie going out with the company, and who had learned with the experience of years to leave her burden of care in His hands “who careth for us,” struck up a hymn, and as the voices one by one joined in with her, until the car was full of the melody[18] which floated out upon the evening air among the moss-laden trees, Tom’s head sank and rested upon the seat in front, and the tears came—tears of penitence and joy—as he listened:
Tom felt a wave of sadness. He looked out the window and saw the tall trees illuminated by the rising moon, heard the sharp call of the mockingbird, and watched the fireflies lighting up the woods like a thousand tiny lamps. The cool evening breeze brushed against his face as the train sped through one of the most beautiful areas the sun shines on. Tom took it all in and cherished it for the Creator's sake, but his heart was weighed down by the sorrow of parting, the ache of poverty that forced him away from home, and the uncertain future ahead. For a few moments, he felt very rebellious and discontented, until an old auntie traveling with them, who had learned over the years to leave her worries in the hands of “who careth for us,” began to sing a hymn. As one by one, the other passengers joined in, the train filled with the harmonious melody that floated out into the evening air among the moss-covered trees. Tom's head drooped onto the seat in front of him, and tears of repentance and joy filled his eyes as he listened.
There was a prayer for help and courage as Tom listened, and after it was finished his head was lifted with new resolve. He was immediately attacked again by the boy at his side.
There was a prayer for help and courage as Tom listened, and once it was over, he raised his head with renewed determination. He was instantly confronted again by the boy next to him.
“You went to see Miss Mason yesterday, did you not?” he demanded.
“You went to see Miss Mason yesterday, didn’t you?” he asked.
“Yes,” replied Tom, with a softened remembrance of the words of kindliness and cheer given him by his teacher. “Yes, I did; I went to bid her good-bye. How did you know?”
“Yes,” Tom replied, recalling the kind and encouraging words his teacher had given him. “Yes, I did; I went to say good-bye to her. How did you find out?”
[19]“Because I went myself, and she told me you were of the company. She said you would help me get along.”
[19]“I went to see her myself, and she mentioned that you were part of the group. She said you would help me out.”
“I will, all that I can,” replied Tom.
“I will, all that I can,” Tom replied.
“She said you had got religion. Is that so?”
“She said you found faith. Is that true?”
Tom gave an instant’s glance out into the night again. “It is ‘known of me,’ then,” he thought; and finally said, with a little smile which showed more than anything else could have done the value that religion was to him, “I love the Lord Jesus.”
Tom quickly looked out into the night again. “So it’s 'known about me,' then,” he thought; and finally said, with a small smile that revealed more than anything else could have the importance that religion had for him, “I love the Lord Jesus.”
“I don’t think you and I will do for each other,” said the boy, a little mystified by Tom’s smile and moving uneasily in his seat. “I am up to all sorts of shines.”
“I don’t think you and I are a good match,” said the boy, a bit confused by Tom’s smile and shifting uncomfortably in his seat. “I’m involved in all kinds of trouble.”
“I think we’ll do very nicely for one another,” replied Tom, brightly,[20] seeing, with joy, part of the Master’s work already at his hands. “We are school-mates, you know, and both love to study; that ought to make us friends if nothing else does. We will work together in the evenings.”
“I think we’ll get along just fine,” replied Tom, brightly,[20] feeling happy to have a piece of the Master's work already in his hands. “We’re classmates, and we both love to study; that should make us friends if nothing else will. We can work together in the evenings.”
The boy roused instantly, and they fell into earnest talk of the ways and means for study, the lessons they had already learned, the remembrance of happy school-hours, and a thousand other things which to these boys, who until lately had never known the joys of school-life, were the brightest spots in their existence.
The boy woke up immediately, and they started a serious conversation about how to study, the lessons they had already learned, the happy memories of school hours, and countless other things that, for these boys who until recently had never experienced the joys of school life, were the highlights of their lives.
So the miles were passed over, and the beautiful Southern country left behind: the short journey—so long to many—was accomplished, and at a little station-house, within about a mile of the plantation, they were at[21] length set down, fifty souls in all, and took up their line of march. Tom and his friend Jimmy Harrison walked on silently with the rest. The final landing at the station had not been pleasant. The agent who had them in charge was not kind, and the people were feeling very unpleasantly. Tom had rather better control of himself than the rest, for with the first shock and rebellious thoughts, as the words of harshness and anger fell upon his ears, his soul went up to God in a prayer for patience and strength, to keep down any feelings of unkindness. Then turning to Jimmy, whose quick temper had been roused by the rough treatment, with a few gentle kindly words of encouragement he put his arm through his, and led him forward in the line of march.
So the miles were covered, and the beautiful Southern countryside was left behind. The short journey—long for many—was completed, and at a small station-house, about a mile from the plantation, they were finally let off, fifty people in total, and started their march. Tom and his friend Jimmy Harrison walked on quietly with the rest. The arrival at the station hadn’t been pleasant. The agent in charge was not kind, and the atmosphere was very uncomfortable. Tom managed to keep himself together better than the others. When the first shock and rebellious thoughts hit him, as he heard the harsh and angry words, he turned to God in prayer for patience and strength to suppress any feelings of anger. Then, noticing that Jimmy’s quick temper had been triggered by the rough treatment, Tom offered a few gentle, encouraging words, linked arms with him, and led him forward in the line of march.
[22]And long afterward, when the summer breezes would bring to him the cool fragrant breath of plants and growing flowers, he was always reminded of this first night, when the work which he longed to do for Jesus commenced; and knowing the blessed influence which followed all through that long, hard summer, he ever after thanked God and took courage.
[22]And long after that, when the summer breezes brought him the cool, fragrant scent of plants and blooming flowers, he would always remember that first night when the work he was eager to do for Jesus began; and knowing the blessed impact that followed throughout that long, challenging summer, he always thanked God and found strength.

CHAPTER II.
TOM and Jimmy were quartered with an old colored woman called Aunt Margaret, one of the family servants, who in her old age had been furnished with a tiny brick house near the mansion, in which she had lived some years by herself. The house contained three rooms, two on the lower floor and one above stairs, and the master, who had dismissed the agent upon their arrival, and superintended the settling of the people[24] himself, placed the two boys, Tom and Jimmy, in this upper room. Tom was greatly pleased on account of the quiet which he thought would result from their removal from the cabins or quarters of the rest of the hands, and pictured to himself many happy hours of study in the room up-stairs.
TOM and Jimmy were staying with an elderly Black woman named Aunt Margaret, one of the family servants, who in her old age had been given a small brick house near the main house, where she had lived alone for several years. The house had three rooms: two on the ground floor and one upstairs. The master, who had fired the agent upon their arrival and personally oversaw the settling in of the people[24], placed the two boys, Tom and Jimmy, in this upstairs room. Tom was very happy about the peace he thought they would have compared to the cabins or quarters of the other workers and imagined many enjoyable hours of studying in the upstairs room.
But he discovered his mistake very soon. Aunt Margaret was very fond of company, and the cabin was the common resort of half the working-people on the place, and study, to say nothing of quiet, was out of the question.
But he realized his mistake pretty quickly. Aunt Margaret loved having company, and the cabin was a popular hangout spot for half the workers in the area, so studying, not to mention having any peace and quiet, was totally out of the question.
It was on the second evening after his arrival, at the close of the first day’s work in the field, that Tom took out his books. How sadly and mournfully he had missed his school all day, no one knew but himself; and now he[25] took his books and slate with no small degree of pleasure.
It was on the second evening after his arrival, at the end of the first day’s work in the field, that Tom took out his books. How sadly and mournfully he had missed school all day, no one knew but him; and now he took his books and slate with quite a bit of pleasure.
“What’s the chile gwine to do?” asked the old woman, peering at him over her spectacles.
“What’s the child going to do?” asked the old woman, peering at him over her glasses.
“Going to read and study a while by your candle, Aunt Margaret, if I may,” he replied.
“I'm going to read and study for a bit by your candle, Aunt Margaret, if that’s okay,” he replied.
“Laws, chile! you may do as you likes, for all me,” she returned with a shake of her head; “but it ’pears like there’ll be mighty little quiet here to-night.”
“Honestly, you can do whatever you want, as far as I’m concerned,” she said, shaking her head. “But it seems like there’s going to be very little peace around here tonight.”
Tom soon found it so, to his utter dismay. First, Jimmy came in with one or two others, talking loud and making a confusion.
Tom soon found that to be true, to his complete dismay. First, Jimmy walked in with a couple of others, talking loudly and causing a ruckus.
“Are you going to study with me to-night?” asked Tom as he came up to the table and glanced at the books.
“Are you going to study with me tonight?” Tom asked as he approached the table and looked at the books.
[26]“No, I’m not that,” replied the boy; “it’s larks I’m after, and if you wasn’t a stupid, you wouldn’t either.”
[26]“No, I’m not that,” replied the boy; “I’m after larks, and if you weren’t so dense, you wouldn’t be either.”
Tom was disappointed, and bent his head over his books silently, and tried to work. But there was no study to be had there. The room gradually filled with women and men, and attention to books was impossible. He gave it up at last, but not before he had two or three laughing remarks addressed to him. He closed his book and rested his head wearily on his hand. He concluded he would go up-stairs. “I am not used to such company as this,” he thought with a new feeling creeping into his heart. “I will go away, and just show them all that I am made of a different sort from them.”
Tom felt let down and lowered his head over his books in silence, attempting to focus. But studying was impossible. The room slowly filled with men and women, making it hard to concentrate. Eventually, he gave up, not before having two or three jokes thrown his way. He closed his book and rested his head wearily on his hand. He decided to head upstairs. “I’m not used to this kind of company,” he thought, a new feeling creeping into his heart. “I’ll leave and show them that I’m different from all of them.”
Then he suddenly bethought him[27] how wrongly he was acting in thus putting himself above his fellows; so he immediately raised his head and joined in the conversation.
Then he suddenly realized[27] how wrong he was to put himself above his peers; so he immediately lifted his head and joined in the conversation.
It was no pleasure to him, but he stayed half an hour, and then, seeing he could go without giving offence to any one, he gladly gathered up his books and went off up-stairs. A candle was a luxury not to be indulged in, but as Tom ascended the stairs he saw that the moonlight was pouring in through the one window, so that the room was quite light. He put his books away, and seating himself on the floor under the window, which was very low, he leaned his head on his arm upon the sill and began to think.
It wasn’t enjoyable for him, but he stayed for half an hour, and then, realizing he could leave without upsetting anyone, he happily gathered his books and went upstairs. A candle was a luxury he didn’t want to use, but as Tom climbed the stairs, he noticed the moonlight streaming in through the single window, illuminating the room. He put his books away, and sitting on the floor beneath the low window, he rested his head on his arm against the sill and started to think.
It was a long, sober thought. With quick understanding he saw very soon[28] what a battle the summer would be to him, and how hard it would be for him to accomplish his aims. He was resolved upon one thing: study he must and would, if every leisure minute of the noontide hour was given up to it. Then, again, he must do some work for Jesus. The summer must not yet pass without some deed accomplished whereby his Master should be glorified. He realized that to this end he must make himself familiar with the hands about the place—not only with those who came from Huntsville, but also with the old family servants. The dangers, the temptations accompanying such a course, if they occurred to him at all, did not present themselves in their dangerous form—the temptation that while leading others he might himself[29] be led away—that his faith might fail or his courage droop. The whole armor of God was the only thing which could keep him from all the ills and troubles thus presented. He did not know how much trial was before him, but he did know that he needed a stronger arm than his own to lead him, and he looked above for strength and shelter.
It was a long, serious thought. He quickly realized just how challenging the summer would be for him and how difficult it would be to achieve his goals. He was determined about one thing: he had to study, and he would, even if it meant dedicating every free moment of his midday break to it. Also, he needed to do some work for Jesus. The summer couldn't pass without doing something that would glorify his Master. To achieve this, he knew he had to connect with the people around the place—not only with those who came from Huntsville but also with the long-time family servants. The dangers and temptations that might come with this path didn't appear to him in their serious forms—the risk that while leading others, he might be led astray himself—that his faith could waver or his courage weaken. Only the whole armor of God could protect him from the challenges he faced. He didn't know how much trouble was ahead, but he knew he needed a stronger force than his own to guide him, and he looked above for strength and support.
The trial came first in a most unexpected direction. Jimmy, in all good humor, reported that Tom “had got religion,” and to those to whom he told it it was a very bad recommendation, and they held themselves aloof; and not only that, but they would amuse themselves with sundry jokes at his expense. Tom was astonished and wounded. He could not imagine where they could have heard it, and it[30] prevented, for a time, the advancement he wished to make in their regard. He tried his best. By every effort in his power he endeavored to gain friends among this new company, and in a few instances he succeeded immediately; in others not so well; and often it was impossible to have a talk with those whose friendship he wished most to gain, on account of their leisure-time being so much occupied with dances in the great barn.
The trial came first in a completely unexpected way. Jimmy, in a good mood, reported that Tom “had found religion,” and to those he told, it was not a good recommendation, so they kept their distance; not only that, but they also entertained themselves with various jokes at his expense. Tom was shocked and hurt. He couldn’t figure out where they had heard it, and it[30] held back, for a while, the progress he wanted to make in their eyes. He tried his best. By every means possible, he tried to make friends with this new group, and in a few cases, he succeeded right away; in others, not so much; and often it was impossible to have a conversation with those whose friendship he wanted most because their free time was mostly taken up with dances in the big barn.
The studying was scarcely better at first. It was very hard between his bites of corn-bread in the noon-spell to give his attention to looking out words in the dictionary, or mastering what seemed to him such profound problems in arithmetic. There was an hour before supper which was his[31] own, and that was devoted, half to study and half to Bible-reading. It was very hard work to stand firmly by his resolution, and go after his books at the close of a warm, tiresome day, and study so persistently just when the twilight was growing beautiful and the people were all resting before their cabin doors. Sometimes he was quite discouraged, and almost determined to give up.
At first, studying was hardly any better. It was really tough to focus on looking up words in the dictionary or tackling what felt like deep math problems between bites of cornbread during the midday break. There was an hour before dinner that was just for him, and he spent it half studying and half reading the Bible. It was difficult to stick to his resolve and pick up his books at the end of a long, exhausting day, especially when the twilight was getting beautiful and everyone else was relaxing in front of their cabins. Sometimes he felt pretty discouraged and almost decided to quit.
One afternoon, when he had been perhaps two weeks on the plantation, he was coming home from work just at sunset, with his jacket thrown over his arm, warm and tired with his day’s labor, and rather dreading than otherwise the hour of study which was before him, when suddenly, as he passed near the mansion, the master stepped from the doorway and accosted him.[32] Tom stopped and waited for what he might have to say.
One afternoon, after he'd been on the plantation for about two weeks, he was walking home from work right at sunset, with his jacket draped over his arm, feeling warm and tired from the day's labor, and somewhat dreading the study session that lay ahead. Suddenly, as he walked by the mansion, the master came out from the doorway and approached him.[32] Tom paused and waited to hear what he had to say.
“Is your name Tom Alson?” he asked, feeling in his coat pocket and drawing out a number of letters.
“Is your name Tom Alson?” he asked, checking his coat pocket and pulling out several letters.
“Yes, sir,” he answered, his heart bounding with a hope he hardly dared to own.
“Yes, sir,” he replied, his heart racing with a hope he barely allowed himself to feel.
“Well, then, I’ve a letter for you,” he said, selecting one from a number. He scanned it curiously for a few minutes, and then gave it to the boy, adding, “Can you read writing?”
“Well, then, I’ve got a letter for you,” he said, picking one from a bunch. He looked it over curiously for a few minutes, then handed it to the boy, adding, “Can you read handwriting?”
“Yes, sir,” replied Tom; “I can read writing, and write myself. I am much obliged to you.”
“Sure, sir,” Tom replied; “I can read and write. I really appreciate it.”
“Not at all,” answered Mr. Sutherland, carelessly. “Do you know who wrote that direction?”
“Not at all,” Mr. Sutherland replied casually. “Do you know who wrote that instruction?”
Tom looked at the letter which his[33] fingers held so lovingly, and replied with a very bright face,
Tom looked at the letter that his[33] fingers held so tenderly, and responded with a big smile,
“Yes, sir—my teacher.”
“Yes, sir—my teacher.”
“Is she white?” inquired the master.
“Is she white?” asked the master.
“Oh yes, sir! She is a Northern lady.”
“Oh yes, sir! She’s a Northern lady.”
“Well, go off and enjoy your letter,” said Mr. Sutherland, dismissing him, and turning away pleased with the eager look of welcome the boy had given the letter.
“Well, go ahead and enjoy your letter,” said Mr. Sutherland, dismissing him, and turning away happy with the eager look of welcome the boy had given the letter.
And Tom, glad to be so dismissed, ran off to his seat under the trees, leaving his books to take care of themselves while he read the precious letter—the first one he had ever received in his life.
And Tom, happy to be sent away, ran off to his spot under the trees, leaving his books to manage on their own while he read the special letter—the first one he had ever gotten in his life.
There were two, he found, when he opened the envelope. One with all the dainty prettiness of French paper and stamped “M,” in the delicate[34] handwriting of Miss Mason, and the other in the round, school-girl hand of Martha. Ah! how every word of those two letters went to Tom’s heart! Martha’s was full of home news, every item well expressed, because her heart was in this the first letter written to her brother Tom. It was penned in good spirits, for her mother had been able to obtain a few days’ work.
There were two, he realized, when he opened the envelope. One was all the delicate charm of French paper and stamped with “M,” in the graceful handwriting of Miss Mason, and the other in the round, schoolgirl script of Martha. Oh! how every word of those two letters touched Tom’s heart! Martha’s was filled with news from home, every detail clearly conveyed, since her heart was in this, the first letter she had written to her brother Tom. It was written with a cheerful tone, as her mother had managed to find a few days of work.
“I am looking for a place for myself,” she wrote, “and hope to get one, but I have not seen any opportunity as yet, and sometimes I almost wish I had gone with you.”
“I’m looking for a place of my own,” she wrote, “and I hope to find one, but I haven't seen any opportunities yet, and sometimes I almost wish I had gone with you.”
“I am glad she didn’t,” thought Tom.
“I’m glad she didn’t,” thought Tom.
“Our Sunday-school has been so pleasant lately,” she continued, “I only wish you could be here. Mr. Allen gave us some beautiful illuminated[35] texts last Sunday. I had been thinking about you all the afternoon, and had been wishing you could have heard Mr. Allen’s talk, and I am afraid I was feeling a little wrong and disappointed that you could not be with us, when Mr. Allen laid upon my desk my little text. I did not wish any more, Tom; I just believed what it said, and kept still. Now I am going to send it to you, and if you have—as I have no doubt you often do, good as you are—any longings for home that grow too strong, then here is my text;” and Tom read in red and gold letters on a bit of card which fell from the letter:
“Our Sunday school has been so nice lately,” she went on, “I really wish you could be here. Mr. Allen gave us some beautiful illuminated[35] texts last Sunday. I had been thinking about you all afternoon and wishing you could have heard Mr. Allen’s talk. I have to admit I felt a bit upset and disappointed that you weren't with us when Mr. Allen placed my little text on my desk. I didn’t want anything more, Tom; I just believed what it said and stayed quiet. Now I'm going to send it to you, and if you have—like I’m sure you often do, being so good—any strong longings for home, then here is my text;” and Tom read in red and gold letters on a piece of card that fell from the letter:
“Trust in the Lord, and wait patiently for him.”
“Trust in the Lord and be patient while you wait for Him.”
Tom’s eyes were blinded for several minutes, so that he could scarcely[36] see to read Miss Mason’s kind note. It told him just what he wanted most to know—all the school news; how Martha was getting on, what new songs they were learning, and how his own class was prospering. “And knowing that you had your books with you,” she added, “and thinking you might have time for study, I have marked on a slip of paper all that your class has learned, and a few directions which will help you to study for yourself.
Tom’s eyes were blinded for several minutes, making it hard for him to read Miss Mason’s thoughtful note. It informed him about exactly what he wanted to know—all the school updates: how Martha was doing, what new songs they were learning, and how his class was doing overall. “And knowing that you had your books with you,” she added, “and considering you might have time to study, I’ve written down on a piece of paper everything your class has covered, along with a few tips to help you study on your own.”
“And now,” she concluded, “I do not know that you need counsel, but let me just remind you that you are a soldier of Jesus Christ, and that it is a part of a soldier’s duty to see that his comrades are saved from danger; so, my dear boy, try and bring back to God some who are still outside the[37] fold. We all have work to do for Jesus, you know.”
“And now,” she concluded, “I’m not sure you need advice, but let me just remind you that you are a soldier of Jesus Christ, and it’s a soldier’s duty to help ensure that their comrades are kept safe from danger. So, my dear boy, try to bring back some who are still outside the[37] fold to God. We all have work to do for Jesus, you know.”
Tom’s heart rested. He did not see how he could be sorrowful with these two bits of cheer coming to him when he felt so weary and heartsick. He was not so any more—that night, at any rate—and the letters were shown to many admiring eyes. Jimmy opened his very wide.
Tom's heart felt at ease. He couldn't understand how he could be sad with these two pieces of good news coming his way while he felt so tired and heartbroken. But that night, he wasn't feeling down anymore, and the letters were shown to many impressed onlookers. Jimmy's eyes went wide open in surprise.
“Had a letter from Miss Mason?” exclaimed he. “My sakes! let’s read;” but Tom could not do that.
“Did you get a letter from Miss Mason?” he exclaimed. “Wow! Let’s read it;” but Tom couldn’t do that.
“I’d rather not, Jimmy,” said he, looking at Jimmy’s fingers and thinking of the delicate paper, “but I’ll tell you all she said.”
“I’d prefer not to, Jimmy,” he said, glancing at Jimmy’s fingers and considering the fragile paper, “but I’ll share everything she said.”
He told so much about school and the work she had sent him that Jimmy’s slumbering ambition was aroused.
He talked so much about school and the work she had sent him that Jimmy's hidden ambition was sparked.
[38]“I declare, Tom,” said he, “I haven’t studied a bit since I came; have you?”
[38]“I swear, Tom,” he said, “I haven’t studied at all since I got here; have you?”
“Yes,” replied Tom, “a good deal.”
“Yes,” replied Tom, “a lot.”
“Are you up with your class?”
“Are you keeping up with your class?”
“Yes,” returned Tom.
"Yeah," replied Tom.
“Oh dear! and I promised to study with you. I’ll begin this very night.”
“Oh no! I promised to study with you. I’ll start tonight.”
And he did, and added thereby for a short time much to Tom’s happiness. For a while he gave his evenings pretty steadily, but at noon he was inexorable.
And he did, which added a lot to Tom’s happiness for a little while. For some time, he consistently dedicated his evenings, but at lunchtime, he was unyielding.
“No, sir,” he said—“noon is for rest.”
“No, sir,” he said, “noon is for resting.”
The next day Tom was very busy shelling corn for the planting. He had stationed himself on the doorstep of the barn, and as he shelled and the kernels fell from the cob, he thought of his two letters; and suddenly thinking of some task Miss[39] Mason assigned him, and not being able distinctly to recall it, he took out her letter and laid it open near him, and tried to puzzle out the meaning of an example she had given him, continuing his work while he did so. As he was still thus engaged, the noon-bell struck, and throwing down his ear of corn, he drew a pencil and paper out of his pocket and proceeded carefully to write out the problem. So busy was he that he did not perceive that any one had come up until his master’s voice spoke.
The next day, Tom was really busy shelling corn for planting. He had settled himself on the barn doorstep, and as he shelled the cobs and the kernels fell, he thought about the two letters he received. Suddenly, he remembered a task that Miss[39] Mason had given him, but couldn't quite recall it. So, he pulled out her letter, laid it open next to him, and tried to figure out the meaning of an example she had provided while continuing his work. As he was still at it, the noon bell rang. He tossed down the ear of corn, took out a pencil and paper from his pocket, and carefully started to write out the problem. He was so focused that he didn't notice anyone approach until he heard his master’s voice.
“What are you busy about, Tom?” he asked.
“What are you up to, Tom?” he asked.
He looked up suddenly, and then rose out of respect to his master. “I was copying out an example my teacher sent me,” he said.
He suddenly looked up and then stood out of respect for his master. “I was copying down an example my teacher sent me,” he said.
“Is that your writing? Let me see[40] it.” He reached for the paper on which Tom had been working, and eyed it narrowly.
“Is that your writing? Let me see[40] it.” He reached for the paper that Tom had been working on and scrutinized it closely.
“Would you like to see my teacher’s letter, sir?” he asked.
“Do you want to see my teacher's letter, sir?” he asked.
“Yes, I should,” he replied; so Tom produced it, and it was read very attentively. “How long did you go to school?” he asked, as he finished it and laid it back into Tom’s hand.
“Yes, I should,” he replied; so Tom took it out, and they read it very carefully. “How long did you go to school?” he asked, as he finished it and handed it back to Tom.
“Two years, sir.”
"Two years, sir."
“And can you do all those examples your teacher has given you?”
“And can you do all those examples your teacher gave you?”
“I think so, sir. I am trying them now.”
“I think so, sir. I’m trying them out right now.”
“Is this the way you always pass your noon-time rest?”
“Is this how you always spend your lunch break?”
“Yes, sir,” replied Tom.
“Sure thing,” replied Tom.
“The world has turned about,” said the master, with a curious, puzzled[41] look, and then he turned about himself. But he had not gone three steps before he came back again.
“The world has changed,” said the master, with a curious, puzzled[41] look, and then he turned around himself. But he hadn’t taken three steps before he came back again.
“Say, my boy,” he said, “come up to the house after supper to-night. Tell Aunt Dinah, the cook, that master said you were to come to the library. Do you understand?”
“Hey, kid,” he said, “come to the house after dinner tonight. Tell Aunt Dinah, the cook, that the boss said you were to come to the library. Got it?”
“Yes, sir,” replied Tom; “I will come, sir.”
“Yes, sir,” Tom replied. “I’ll be there, sir.”
So the master went away, and Tom returned to his task, so intent and interested that it never entered into his mind to conjecture why he was wanted in the evening at the mansion.
So the master left, and Tom went back to his work, so focused and engaged that he didn’t even think about why he was needed in the evening at the mansion.

CHAPTER III.
TOM found, however, when he told the incident to the people who were assembled in Aunt Margaret’s cabin when he came in at night, that it created quite a sensation. The idea of any one of them being sent for into the master’s library was a wonder, and Tom found himself a lion among them. He did not feel the least elated, however. He only feared, when he came to think of it, that his master’s discovery of his knowledge would lead to his dismissal, and he had felt as if he was just beginning to gain the[43] friendship of his fellow-workers which he so much wished to have. Therefore it was with rather a grave face and sober step that he walked in the gathering twilight toward the mansion. Aunt Dinah was standing on the back porch, throwing corn and feed to the chickens, who, having grown tame from long acquaintance, were crowding close around her, in order to get each one a full share of the evening meal.
TOM found, however, when he shared the story with the people gathered in Aunt Margaret’s cabin when he came in at night, that it created quite a buzz. The idea of any of them being called to the master’s library was surprising, and Tom felt like a celebrity among them. He didn't feel any pride, though. He only worried that his master discovering his knowledge would lead to his firing, and he felt like he was just starting to earn the friendship of his coworkers, which he greatly desired. So, with a rather serious expression and cautious step, he walked towards the mansion in the gathering twilight. Aunt Dinah was standing on the back porch, tossing corn and feed to the chickens, who, having become friendly from years of interaction, were crowding around her to get a full share of the evening meal.
Tom came up and touched his cap. “Auntie,” said he, “has Mr. Sutherland finished his supper?”
Tom approached and tipped his cap. “Auntie,” he said, “has Mr. Sutherland finished his dinner?”
Now Aunt Dinah was crabbed, and she determined, when she saw him coming, that she would send him off rather quicker than he came, but the touched cap and voice of respect went to just the right place in her[44] heart. “Sure, honey, he’s done supper,” she said. “What did you want with him?”
Now Aunt Dinah was grumpy, and when she saw him coming, she decided she would send him away faster than he arrived, but his respectful gesture and tone struck a chord in her[44] heart. “Sure, honey, he’s finished dinner,” she said. “What did you need him for?”
“He bade me come up after tea,” replied Tom, “and he said you would show me the way to the library.” Tom rose higher in Aunt Dinah’s regard immediately. In her own words, “If marster wanted one of them field hands in the lib’ry, it meant sumthin’, sure enough.”
“He asked me to come up after tea,” replied Tom, “and he said you would show me the way to the library.” Tom immediately earned more respect from Aunt Dinah. In her words, “If the master wanted one of those field hands in the library, it meant something, for sure.”
Therefore, with a little smoothing touch to her apron, she led the way through the matted hall, and knocked at one of the doors which opened from it. “This is the library,” she said, and so left him.
Therefore, with a quick adjustment to her apron, she led the way through the messy hallway and knocked on one of the doors that opened from it. “This is the library,” she said, and then left him.
A little girl came and opened the door—a sweet-looking, black-eyed child of about seven years old—and held it open as he stepped in. Mr.[45] Sutherland lifted his eyes from a bundle of papers, and seeing who it was, said, “Ah! here you are. Just sit down a few minutes and I shall be able to attend to you.”
A little girl came and opened the door—a sweet-looking, black-eyed child of about seven years old—and held it open as he stepped in. Mr.[45] Sutherland lifted his eyes from a bundle of papers, and seeing who it was, said, “Ah! there you are. Just sit down for a few minutes and I’ll be able to help you.”
Tom seated himself quietly, glad of the few minutes given him to examine the pretty room. Called a library out of compliment, it was more like a tiny drawing-room, so many little things of elegance were gathered here. The taste of the owner had full play, and showed itself rather too fond of gilt and bright colors, but at the same time toned down by a few Parian figures and antique vases, which showed where the wife had been at work. Tom looked at her, after his survey of the room, with eyes which certainly did not lack admiration. A delicate, fair woman, with the languid[46] manner characteristic of her countrywomen, but with an air of refinement and culture resting upon every move of her hand and turn of her head. A vision of beauty such as Tom had never seen before. The little girl who had opened the door for him was seated at her mother’s feet, very industriously engaged in undressing a large doll, and at the same time singing softly to herself—
Tom sat quietly, grateful for the few minutes he had to look around the lovely room. Officially called a library out of courtesy, it felt more like a small drawing room, filled with so many elegant little things. The owner's taste was on full display, leaning a bit too much towards gold and bright colors, yet it was balanced by a few marble figures and antique vases, hinting at the influence of the wife. After surveying the room, Tom glanced at her with eyes that certainly showed admiration. She was a delicate, fair woman with the relaxed demeanor typical of women from her country, but there was a sense of refinement and culture in every gesture she made. A vision of beauty like nothing Tom had seen before. The little girl who had opened the door for him was sitting at her mother’s feet, busy with the task of undressing a large doll while softly singing to herself—
There she would stop, hum the remainder of the tune, and then go back to the beginning again. Tom wondered whether she knew the rest of the verse, and was longing to tell her, when his master called him, and he ceased to listen. “Tom,” said he, “I find you can write much better than I[47] can—(my education was neglected somehow)” he added in parenthesis, moving uneasily in his chair, with a glance at his wife—“and I have much trouble in making the merchants comprehend the accounts. I thought perhaps you might know how to decipher them, and in that case I thought I would employ you to copy them, spending say an hour every evening. Of course you will be paid,” he added.
There she would stop, hum the rest of the tune, and then start over again. Tom wondered if she knew the rest of the verse and really wanted to tell her, when his boss called him, and he stopped listening. “Tom,” he said, “I find you can write much better than I can—(my education was somehow neglected)” he added in parentheses, shifting uncomfortably in his chair, glancing at his wife—“and I have a lot of trouble getting the merchants to understand the accounts. I thought maybe you could help decode them, and if so, I’d like to hire you to copy them, spending about an hour every evening. Of course, you’ll be paid,” he added.
Mrs. Sutherland looked up from her delicate work, and eyed the boy as he bent over the papers Mr. Sutherland laid before him.
Mrs. Sutherland looked up from her delicate work and watched the boy as he leaned over the papers Mr. Sutherland had placed in front of him.
“Can this boy read?” she asked, indolently.
“Can this guy read?” she asked, lazily.
“Yes,” replied her husband.
"Yeah," replied her husband.
“What does he do about the place?”
“What does he do about the place?”
“He is a field hand,” he replied.
“He works in the fields,” he replied.
[48]“He had better confine his attention to corn and cotton than serve you as an amanuensis. You are spoiling the hands,” she added, impatiently.
[48]“He should focus on corn and cotton instead of being your secretary. You’re ruining his hands,” she added, impatiently.
Tom’s eyes never wandered from his paper, but he lost not a word, and the firm set of lips showed him no indifferent listener.
Tom’s eyes stayed glued to his paper, but he didn’t miss a single word, and the tight line of his lips made it clear he was paying full attention.
“Can you read these?” asked the master with no reply to his wife’s observation.
“Can you read these?” asked the master, ignoring his wife’s comment.
“Yes, sir, I think so.”
“Sure, I think so.”
“Well, then, let me hear them.”
“Well, then, let me hear them.”

Tom made a Clerk.
Tom became a clerk.
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So Tom read aloud the month’s report of the number of hands employed, the wages of each, the amount of work performed and the expenses of the place. It was all correctly done, and then the two fell to work—the master arranging the books for Tom’s future work, and the boy copying. There [49]was nothing very elegant about the writing, but it was a round, even hand, very plain and distinct. Yet as he wrote Tom was troubled. He wondered if his Master knew that these business affairs were all fully understood by him. Mr. Sutherland’s books were very simple, and, with Tom’s late knowledge of arithmetic, very easily understood. He wondered if his master realized that one of his field hands comprehended all the business of the plantation.
So Tom read aloud the monthly report of the number of workers employed, their wages, the amount of work done, and the expenses of the place. Everything was accurate, and then the two got to work—the master organizing the books for Tom’s future tasks, and the boy copying. There [49]was nothing very elegant about the writing, but it was a rounded, consistent script, very plain and clear. Yet as he wrote, Tom felt uneasy. He wondered if his Master knew that he fully understood these business matters. Mr. Sutherland’s records were very straightforward, and with Tom’s recent knowledge of math, they were easy to grasp. He wondered if his master realized that one of his field workers understood all the plantation's business.
By and by, when for a few minutes both came to a standstill, Tom spoke:
By and by, when both of them paused for a few minutes, Tom spoke:
“Mr. Sutherland, do you know that I understand all this work I am copying.”
“Mr. Sutherland, do you know that I understand all this work I’m copying?”
“Do you mean to tell me you understand the losses and gains during the month?”
“Are you telling me you understand the losses and gains for the month?”
[50]“Yes, sir.”
“Sure thing, sir.”
Mr. Sutherland looked annoyed and perplexed, and his wife laughed and remarked that he had better take her advice and send the boy back to his cotton.
Mr. Sutherland looked irritated and confused, and his wife laughed and said that he should take her advice and send the boy back to his cotton.
“I would not care, Bertha,” he replied, “if I were only sure I could trust the boy.”
“I wouldn’t care, Bertha,” he replied, “if I was only sure I could trust the kid.”
“Of what are you afraid, Mr. Sutherland?” asked Tom, with a little fire in his eyes.
“What's got you scared, Mr. Sutherland?” asked Tom, with a spark in his eyes.
“Only of your reporting the state of affairs at Aunt Margaret’s gatherings,” he replied.
“Only about your updates on what’s going on at Aunt Margaret’s get-togethers,” he replied.
“I shall not do that, sir,” said Tom, firmly.
“I’m not going to do that, sir,” Tom said firmly.
“But the question is,” said Mr. Sutherland, “whether I can trust your word.”
“But the question is,” said Mr. Sutherland, “can I trust what you say?”
Tom’s eyes certainly flashed fire for[51] a moment; all his old spirit of unrestrained passion ran through him, sending the blood throbbing all over his body, trembling on his lips, dancing in his eyes, gathering on his forehead, and causing the fingers that held the pen to close upon it like a vice. This lasted for a minute, and then remembering his love for the Lord Jesus, and at the same time that the master could not know how well he could be trusted, the fingers relaxed their grasp, the brow cleared, the lips unbent and formed a smile, and the eyes dropped.
Tom’s eyes definitely lit up for[51] a moment; all of his old, unrestrained passion surged through him, sending his blood racing all over his body, trembling on his lips, shining in his eyes, pooling on his forehead, and making the fingers that held the pen tighten around it like a vise. This went on for a minute, then remembering his love for the Lord Jesus, and knowing that the master couldn’t really appreciate how much he could be trusted, his fingers loosened their grip, his brow smoothed out, his lips relaxed into a smile, and his eyes fell.
“I hope I may be trusted, sir. Will you try me?” he asked, quietly.
“I hope you can trust me, sir. Will you give me a chance?” he asked softly.
“Yes, I will,” replied Mr. Sutherland, who had watched the play of feature, and understood a little, although not half, of the boy’s thought.
“Yes, I will,” replied Mr. Sutherland, who had observed the expressions and understood a bit, although not completely, of the boy’s thoughts.
[52]So they fell to work again—the little battle over and the victory won, and a battle-song of triumph in Tom’s heart, for “he that ruleth his own spirit is greater than he that taketh a city.”
[52]So they got back to work—the small fight over and the victory achieved, with a triumphant battle song in Tom’s heart, for “he who controls his own spirit is greater than he who conquers a city.”
By and by, when the minutes had made an hour and more, the books were closed. The master’s little girl had come round near her father’s chair, and stood there holding on to the arm of the chair, swinging to and fro, and singing, “Jesus loves me,” as Tom and Mr. Sutherland finished the evening’s work with arrangements to resume it at the same hour on the morrow.
By and by, when the minutes had added up to an hour or more, the books were closed. The master's little girl had come over to her father's chair, standing there holding onto the arm of the chair, swaying back and forth, singing, “Jesus loves me,” as Tom and Mr. Sutherland wrapped up the evening's work, planning to continue it at the same time tomorrow.
Then Tom turned to the little girl:
Then Tom turned to the little girl:
“Miss Lillie, do you know the rest of that verse?” he asked.
“Miss Lillie, do you know the rest of that verse?” he asked.
[53]“No,” she replied, stopping short; “do you?”
[53]“No,” she answered, pausing suddenly; “do you?”
“Yes,” replied Tom; “I know all the hymn.”
“Yes,” replied Tom; “I know the whole hymn.”
“Well, then, sing it,” she demanded.
"Well, go ahead and sing it," she insisted.
Tom looked toward Mrs. Sutherland, but her eyes were turned away, so he looked down into the waiting face upturned toward him, and softly and gently gave the sweet words:
Tom looked toward Mrs. Sutherland, but she was looking away, so he gazed down at the eager face turned up toward him, and softly and gently spoke the sweet words:
She had kept her black eyes fixed upon his face throughout the hymn, and when he had finished, seeing his earnestness, she asked:
She had kept her dark eyes locked on his face during the hymn, and when he finished, noticing his sincerity, she asked:
“Do you love Jesus?”
"Do you love Jesus?"
How it startled him! He glanced quickly toward the two listeners, but Mrs. Sutherland had not changed her position, and the master’s eyes were on the floor and his face unreadable.
How it shocked him! He looked quickly at the two listeners, but Mrs. Sutherland hadn’t moved, and the master’s eyes were on the floor with his face impossible to read.
It was a pity they were not looking at him, for as his eyes came back to the questioner and saw how she was awaiting his reply, all the new love and allegiance flashed back upon him, and his reply was given with a smile that was worth seeing.
It was a shame they weren't looking at him, because when he returned his gaze to the questioner and saw how she was waiting for his answer, all the new love and commitment flooded back to him, and his response came with a smile that was truly impressive.
“Oh yes, I love the Lord Jesus.”
“Oh yeah, I love the Lord Jesus.”
[55]Then he rose and moved toward the door, but his bare feet on the carpet made no sound. He stopped at the threshold and waited for a word, but none came; so he said: “Good-evening, Mr. and Mrs. Sutherland.” The mistress dismissed him with a little bow, without raising her head, and the master roused and replied,
[55]Then he got up and walked toward the door, but his bare feet on the carpet were silent. He paused at the entrance and waited for someone to say something, but no one did; so he said, “Good evening, Mr. and Mrs. Sutherland.” The lady dismissed him with a slight nod, without looking up, and the gentleman stirred and responded,
“Ah! going? Well, good-night. I’ll see you to-morrow.”
“Ah! You’re leaving? Well, good night. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
So Tom went out into the night, clear and beautiful, with innumerable stars shining down out of heaven, and the rich earth lying in the beauty of its early spring dress all about him. Down at the quarters he could see sparkling lights from the fires which the open doors left in view. From the little log-barn, long ago out of use, came the voices of the people who[56] were holding a meeting there. He listened a moment, but he could not catch the words, so he walked nearer, and stopped beneath the tree where he had read his precious letters, and there the words came distinctly to his ear, borne to him by the sweet evening breeze:
So Tom stepped out into the night, clear and beautiful, with countless stars twinkling in the sky, and the rich earth dressed in the lovely colors of early spring all around him. Down by the quarters, he could see the flickering lights from the fires that the open doors revealed. From the little log barn, now long unused, came the voices of the people who[56] were having a meeting there. He listened for a moment, but he couldn’t make out the words, so he walked closer and stopped beneath the tree where he had read his treasured letters, and there the words came clearly to his ear, carried by the gentle evening breeze:
“My good Lord’s been here,” said Tom softly to himself, and then he kneeled down and thanked God humbly and gratefully both for the opportunity he had given him, and also for this night’s victory. No pride of the task assigned him entered his mind; and when, after curious[57] questioning in Aunt Margaret’s cabin as to the result of his visit to the mansion, he told them that Mr. Sutherland wanted some writing done by him, he had no pride in the announcement; and when he saw, as he could not help seeing, how he rose immediately in the estimation of his questioners, he was very glad, only because it might help in his work for Jesus.
“My good Lord has been here,” Tom said softly to himself, and then he knelt down and humbly thanked God, both for the opportunity he had been given and for the victory of the night. He felt no pride in the task he was assigned; and when, after some curious questioning in Aunt Margaret’s cabin about the outcome of his visit to the mansion, he told them that Mr. Sutherland wanted him to do some writing, he felt no pride in the announcement. And when he noticed, though he couldn’t help it, how he immediately gained respect in the eyes of his questioners, he was very glad, but only because it might help in his work for Jesus.
It was Tom’s plan to start a little Sunday-school after a while. He felt very timid about it, and although he had taken no decided step in the matter, he had gradually won his way to the hearts of the people on the place, and by frequent acts of kindness was becoming rather popular among them. As I said before, this was very dangerous. He might forget for[58] whom he was working, and learn to think only of himself. This could not be yet, however, for he still looked to Jesus for help and strength, and while he did so he was secure.
It was Tom's idea to start a small Sunday school after a while. He felt pretty nervous about it, and even though he hadn’t taken any concrete steps, he had slowly gained the affection of the people in the area. Through frequent acts of kindness, he was becoming quite popular with them. As I mentioned before, this was very risky. He might lose sight of why he was doing it and start thinking only about himself. That wasn't the case yet, though, because he still looked to Jesus for help and strength, and as long as he did that, he was safe.
As soon as it was noised abroad that the master needed Tom’s services to write for him every night, the respect for Tom increased, and put him in the way of more work. The people who, like Tom, had come to the plantation for the summer, came to him to have letters written and messages sent to their absent friends, so Tom’s hands began to be quite full; and always intent as he was upon his work for Jesus, he would send a message or a bit of advice or counsel to the friends of those for whom he wrote, and so his influence became widespread. How much pleasure he took in answering[59] the two letters which had brought him so much comfort was best known to himself, but his face was brighter and his step lighter for days afterward.
As soon as it got out that the master needed Tom's help to write for him every night, Tom’s reputation grew, and he started getting more work. People who, like Tom, had come to the plantation for the summer, approached him to have letters written and messages sent to their friends who were away, so Tom quickly became quite busy. Always focused on his work for Jesus, he would send a message or a piece of advice to the friends of those he wrote for, and his influence began to spread widely. The joy he felt in responding to the two letters that had brought him so much comfort was known only to him, but his face was brighter, and his step was lighter for days afterward.
There was one face, however, which was steadily set against his growing popularity from the first. This was Jimmy, his school-mate in Huntsville and his room-mate here. After a few evenings, he gave up study and withdrew himself from his friend more and more. He knew almost as much as Tom, but he cared nothing at all about it, except to be envious of his friend’s position. “I can write as well as he,” he would often say, but when asked to send a letter, he would always refuse. So he continually boasted of the amount he knew, but would never show his knowledge. Their rooming[60] together had been pleasant at first, but of late there had been scarcely a word between them. Jimmy shunned him on every occasion, and when forced into his company would say sneering things with regard to Tom’s “great learning,” as he called it. Yet still Tom was uniformly kind and polite, and when those around would silence Jimmy in some one of his insolent speeches, his replies came always mild and gentle. This conduct gained for him more friends and more kindly attention to the words he spoke for Jesus than anything else could have done. It does not take learned minds to know when those around them live according to their profession.
There was one person, however, who consistently opposed his rising popularity from the beginning. This was Jimmy, his schoolmate in Huntsville and his roommate here. After a few evenings, Jimmy stopped studying and began to distance himself from his friend more and more. He knew almost as much as Tom, but he didn't care at all about it, except to envy his friend's position. “I can write just as well as he can,” he would often say, but whenever asked to write a letter, he would always refuse. So, he would constantly brag about what he knew, but never demonstrated it. At first, their living together had been enjoyable, but recently they barely exchanged a word. Jimmy avoided him at every turn, and when he had to be around Tom, he would make sneering comments about Tom’s "great learning," as he put it. Yet, Tom remained consistently kind and polite, and when others would shut Jimmy down during one of his rude remarks, Tom would always respond in a calm and gentle manner. This behavior earned him more friends and greater attention to the words he shared about Jesus than anything else could have. It doesn’t take a brilliant mind to recognize when those around them live according to their beliefs.
Not a word of all this reached Martha; and when, months after, he told her of the struggle of these days,[61] she knew that only the strength given him from above had enabled him to bear it. No, the letters that came as a piece of freshness and unbounded pleasure to Martha were full of whatever Tom could find of love and cheer to put in them. Of his efforts in the work for Jesus he told her, with a longing to do more, but there was no mention of trials or difficulties, and the letters were read and put carefully away with just the feeling of joy and thankfulness which Tom had striven for when he wrote them.
Not a word of all this reached Martha; and when, months later, he told her about the struggles of those days,[61] she knew that only the strength given to him from above had allowed him to endure it. No, the letters that came to Martha as a breath of fresh air and pure joy were filled with all the love and positivity Tom could find to express. He shared his efforts in the work for Jesus with a desire to do more, but there was no mention of challenges or hardships, and the letters were read and carefully stored away, bringing the joy and gratitude that Tom had hoped for when he wrote them.

CHAPTER IV.
ABOUT this time, and for some weeks later, Tom longed continually to commence a more decided service for his Master. But there were several things that came in the way: First, after his long day’s work in the fields, his evening writing, although only for an hour, was very wearying, and often when he reached the house at night he could not, from fatigue,[63] either study or talk with those who nightly gathered there. Then, too, he felt that if he should undertake a regular Sunday-school, it would meet with opposition from the master, Mr. Sutherland. He had been very kind to him so far, and paid him liberally for his evening work, but Tom had never seen the little girl since that first night, and somehow he connected the little hymn he had taught her and her absence together. Then his pupils had no books, and it seemed to him that whatever other people might do, he could not teach a Sunday-school without books. With it all he became weary and very homesick, longing for the sight of a familiar face. His face grew more sober and his step heavier. He strove against it and tried to feel thankful, but it was hard indeed, and[64] although his friends noticed it less than he imagined, yet Tom was not happy.
ABOUT this time, and for several weeks after, Tom continuously felt the urge to start doing more meaningful work for his Master. However, there were several obstacles: First, after a long day working in the fields, even an hour of evening writing was exhausting, and often by the time he got home at night, he was too tired to study or engage with those who gathered there. Additionally, he sensed that if he were to start a regular Sunday school, it would face resistance from Mr. Sutherland, his master. Mr. Sutherland had been very kind to him so far and had compensated him generously for his evening work, but Tom hadn’t seen the little girl since that first night, and he somehow linked her absence to the little hymn he had taught her. Furthermore, his students had no books, and it seemed to him that regardless of what others might do, he couldn’t teach a Sunday school without them. All of this made him weary and extremely homesick, aching for the sight of a familiar face. His expression grew more serious, and his steps felt heavier. He fought against these feelings and tried to be grateful, but it was truly difficult, and although his friends noticed it less than he thought they did, Tom was not happy.
One night, however, the opportunity for which he had been watching and waiting so long came to him when he least expected it. He turned homeward from his writing on this particular evening very weary and heartsick. Had Martha seen him, she would have known that all was not well with him, but he knew that he was alone, so he allowed his despondent feelings full play.
One night, though, the chance he had been looking for and waiting on for so long finally came to him when he least expected it. He headed home from his writing that evening feeling very tired and downcast. If Martha had seen him, she would have realized that something was bothering him, but he knew he was alone, so he let his feelings of sadness take over.
As he lifted the latch of the door and heard the voices within, he heaved a little sigh, wished for an hour’s quiet study with Martha, and then resolutely stepped within the room.
As he lifted the door latch and heard the voices inside, he let out a small sigh, wished for an hour of quiet study with Martha, and then firmly stepped into the room.
There were a number gathered as usual, and they were very busily talking[65] about something, yet they all looked up when Tom came in.
There were several people gathered as usual, and they were all busy chatting[65] about something, but they all looked up when Tom walked in.
“Ah! here he is now,” some one remarked.
“Ah! here he is now,” someone said.
“Tom,” said one of the men, whose voice he had heard as he came in, “we’ve been talking about you. You see, we’ve come to the conclusion that you knows a heap more’n the rest of us, and we’s been studyin’ as to how maybe you’d be willin’ to teach us a little of nights, after you gets through up to the great house.”
“Tom,” said one of the men, whose voice he had heard as he came in, “we’ve been talking about you. You see, we’ve come to the conclusion that you know a lot more than the rest of us, and we’ve been wondering if you'd be willing to teach us a bit at night, after you finish up at the big house.”
“I would very gladly teach you any time, Uncle Silas,” replied Tom, thinking that any hold on their hearts was a gain, “but the trouble here, just as in another plan of mine, is that we have no books.”
“I’d be happy to teach you anytime, Uncle Silas,” replied Tom, believing that any influence on their hearts was a victory, “but the problem here, just like in another idea of mine, is that we have no books.”
“But some of us has got books, honey,” said one old woman, “and[66] we’ll lend ’em to those as has none of their own. Now there’s eight of us here to-night, and plenty more that wants to come. What do you say?”
“But some of us have got books, honey,” said one old woman, “and[66] we’ll lend them to those who don’t have any of their own. Now there are eight of us here tonight, and plenty more who want to come. What do you say?”
What do you think he said, reader? Can you imagine how his face brightened, or can you hear the heartiness of his consent to their plan? This new work, sent him, as he believed, by God, was entered upon immediately with a great deep joy and a silent thanksgiving in his heart. He gave his first lesson that very night, listening to the slowly-spelled words of those who were proud to say they had commenced to learn, and to the rest showing the first letters of the alphabet. He did not confine himself to these, however, but as he went the rounds from one to another, he would lead the talk from some word in the[67] book to something he had heard or read elsewhere, putting them in a way, while they were learning their letters, to store their minds from his with many better things.
What do you think he said, reader? Can you imagine how his face lit up, or can you hear how genuinely he agreed to their plan? This new work, which he believed was sent to him by God, was taken on immediately with deep joy and a quiet gratitude in his heart. He gave his first lesson that very night, listening to the slowly spelled words of those who were proud to say they had just started to learn, and showing the others the first letters of the alphabet. However, he didn't limit himself to this; as he moved around from one person to another, he would steer the conversation from a word in the[67] book to something he had heard or read elsewhere, enriching their minds with many better things while they learned their letters.
“Such an opportunity to work for Jesus!” his heart cried exultingly, and so when the clock struck nine, as he told them they had learned enough for one evening, he added that “he would like to read to them before they went.”
“Such an opportunity to work for Jesus!” his heart shouted with joy, and so when the clock struck nine, as he told them they had learned enough for one evening, he added that “he would like to read to them before they left.”
They were very well content; so he opened his Bible and read to them—with such an interest in the words himself that the listening was pleasant—the story of the Good Samaritan; and then, closing the book, he repeated it again in words which were better understood by them, enforcing the lesson which is among the most[68] beautiful taught by our Saviour in his parables: “Go and do thou likewise.”
They were quite happy, so he opened his Bible and read to them—with such genuine interest in the words himself that listening was enjoyable—the story of the Good Samaritan; and then, closing the book, he rephrased it in simpler words they could easily understand, emphasizing the lesson that is one of the most beautiful taught by our Savior in his parables: “Go and do the same.”
Then he dismissed them, saying that on the next evening they should meet again, and that they might bring as many of their friends as chose to come.
Then he sent them away, saying that they should meet again the next evening and that they could bring as many friends as wanted to come.
“My house used to be a place of frolic, honey,” Aunt Margaret said, as they went out, “but now it is a place of education.”
“My house used to be a fun place, honey,” Aunt Margaret said as they walked out, “but now it’s a place for learning.”
And Tom, happy boy! went up-stairs and kneeled beside his bed with his heart full of thanks. They could not be expressed, but a tear or two told all he could not say, and Jimmy’s rather spiteful remark, that “he supposed he felt too big for anything,” fell on his ears as lightly as the summer’s rain upon the moist soil. Although his head throbbed with the effort of the day, his field-work in the[69] burning sun and the double task of the evening, yet his waking thoughts were as sweet as his sleep, and that was most calm and peaceful.
And Tom, the joyful boy, went upstairs and knelt beside his bed with his heart full of gratitude. He couldn't express it in words, but a tear or two conveyed everything he couldn't say, and Jimmy's rather spiteful comment, that “he supposed he felt too good for anything,” fell on his ears as lightly as summer rain on the damp ground. Even though his head throbbed from the effort of the day, from working in the scorching sun and doing double duty in the evening, his waking thoughts were as sweet as his sleep, and that was incredibly calm and peaceful.
It so happened that, a day or two after, Mr. Sutherland took him away from his regular work in the field, and sent him into the barn to receive the loads of hay which were being brought in from the field. Tom was always glad of these occasional changes, because they rested him from more fatiguing work, and often gave him a few minutes in which to study. He brought his Bible and his arithmetic with him when he came out this morning, and it so happened that he found leisure to give them attention, for the field from which the hay was being brought was at a considerable distance, and it took some time[70] for them to come with the loads. During one of these leisure times he had seated himself on the step of the great door at the back of the barn, and was intent upon his Bible, when he heard some child’s voice singing, and looking up he saw, just coming into the barn at the other end, Lillie Sutherland, whom he had not seen since the first evening he spent at the house. She saw him just as he looked up, and stopped both her walk and her music, and stood looking at him.
It just so happened that a day or two later, Mr. Sutherland pulled him from his regular work in the field and sent him to the barn to handle the loads of hay being brought in. Tom always appreciated these occasional changes because they gave him a break from more tiring work and often provided him with a few minutes to study. He brought his Bible and his arithmetic with him when he came out that morning, and coincidentally, he found the time to focus on them since the field the hay was coming from was quite far away, which made it take a while for them to arrive with the loads. During one of these breaks, he had settled himself on the step of the big door at the back of the barn, absorbed in his Bible, when he heard a child's voice singing. Looking up, he saw Lillie Sutherland coming into the barn from the other end, someone he hadn't seen since the first evening he spent at the house. She noticed him just as he looked up, stopped both her walking and her singing, and stood there looking at him.
She was a pretty little creature to see, but Tom did not wait for that.
She was a cute little thing to look at, but Tom didn't wait for that.
“Miss Lillie, can’t you come here and see me?” asked he.
“Miss Lillie, can’t you come over here and see me?” he asked.
She shook her head, but stood still with her eyes still fixed upon him, and then suddenly stepped very quickly forward.
She shook her head but stayed still, her eyes locked on him, and then suddenly stepped forward quickly.
[71]“Oh, are you the boy that writes for papa?” she asked.
[71]“Oh, are you the boy who writes for my dad?” she asked.
“Yes, Miss Lillie,” replied Tom; “do you remember me?”
“Yes, Miss Lillie,” Tom said; “do you remember me?”
“Certainly I do. Sing ‘Jesus loves me.’”
“Of course I do. Sing ‘Jesus loves me.’”
So Tom, amused at her manner, but very well content to do as she asked, sung the hymn through to a very attentive listener; but to his astonishment, when he had finished she asked him the same question as once before.
So Tom, entertained by her behavior, but happy to do what she asked, sang the hymn for a very focused listener; but to his surprise, when he finished, she asked him the same question as before.
“Do you love Jesus?”
“Do you love Jesus?”
“Yes,” replied Tom—adding quietly, “do you?”
“Yes,” Tom replied, adding softly, “do you?”
“Yes,” she returned; “I cannot help it, because he is so kind; but mamma does not like it, nor papa, very much.”
“Yes,” she replied; “I can’t help it because he’s so nice; but mom doesn’t like it, and neither does dad, very much.”
Tom was not astonished, only[72] grieved, but he said as calmly as before, “That makes no difference.”
Tom wasn't surprised, just upset, but he said as calmly as before, “That makes no difference.”
“Ought I to love Jesus just the same, and pray to him just the same, if mamma does not like it?”
“Ought I to love Jesus the same way and pray to him the same way, even if Mom doesn't like it?”
“What has Jesus done for you?” asked Tom.
“What has Jesus done for you?” asked Tom.
“He died for me,” she replied, as if it were a needless question.
“He died for me,” she said, as if it were a pointless question.
“Yes,” replied Tom, with a smile, turning over the leaves of his Bible, “he died for you and me.”
“Yeah,” replied Tom, smiling as he flipped through the pages of his Bible, “he died for you and me.”
“Well, what then?” asked the child, waiting to see what was coming next, but getting no word.
“Well, what now?” asked the child, waiting to see what would happen next, but receiving no response.
“Why,” said Tom, looking up, “I think when anybody has died for me, I can never do enough for them if I work all my life.”
“Why,” said Tom, looking up, “I think when someone has died for me, I can never do enough for them, even if I work my entire life.”
She stood for several minutes after that, with her eyes away out in the[73] green fields, and then she said suddenly:
She stood for several minutes after that, staring out into the[73] green fields, and then she suddenly said:
“Does God love you just as well as he does me, when you are black and I am white?”
“Does God love you just as much as he loves me, even though you are black and I am white?”
Tom’s lip took a sorrowful curve for an instant, and then he replied,
Tom's lip curled in sadness for a moment, and then he replied,
“Just as well;” and the words were very decided.
"Just as well;" and the words were very firm.
She gave him another good look out of her great black eyes, and then seating herself on the step, she said:
She glanced at him again with her big black eyes, and then sitting down on the step, she said:
“Read.”
"Read this."
So he opened his Bible and read to her the story of the crucifixion. It needed no comment or simpler rendering, for the story, as it ever does and ever will, made instant impress on the heart and mind of the listener. Did you ever try to imagine what the feelings of the apostles must have[74] been when they wrote those four sublime gospels? What a work of intermingled joy and pain it must have been!
So he opened his Bible and read her the story of the crucifixion. It didn’t need any explanation or simpler wording, because the story, as it always does and always will, left a powerful impact on the heart and mind of the listener. Have you ever tried to imagine what the feelings of the apostles must have been when they wrote those four incredible gospels? What a blend of joy and pain it must have been!
“Now, Miss Lillie,” said Tom, when he had finished, “if you can read, I want you to go home and read this over for yourself, and then think whom you ought to love.”
“Now, Miss Lillie,” said Tom, when he had finished, “if you can read, I want you to go home and read this for yourself, and then think about who you should love.”
“What shall I do then?” asked the child, as if she already surmised the result of the reading.
“What should I do then?” asked the child, as if she already suspected what the outcome of the reading would be.
“Remember this one verse, and if I ever see you again, I shall ask you whether you have done as it commands: ‘If God so loved us, we ought also to love one another.’”
“Remember this one verse, and if I ever see you again, I will ask you whether you have followed its command: ‘If God loved us this much, we should love each other too.’”
She repeated it two or three times after him, and then stood quietly until the sound of voices reached her; and then, with one quick glance in the[75] direction from which they came, she sprang through the door, out across the yard toward the back of the house. Up through the front gate in the opposite direction came the great load, and Tom received the hay, standing in the upper loft of the barn.
She said it two or three times after him, then stood quietly until she heard voices; and then, with a quick glance in the[75] direction they came from, she dashed through the door and across the yard toward the back of the house. Coming up through the front gate in the opposite direction was the big load, and Tom received the hay while standing in the upper loft of the barn.
And so it was that, after thinking over the interview, and sorrowing that the religion he loved was to some hedged about with so many difficulties, when he gathered his class about him that night, and looked around upon them, feeling that he need not be afraid to speak for Jesus here, he felt most devoutly thankful in his heart for the liberty which is ours when Christ has made us free.
And so it was that, after reflecting on the interview and feeling saddened that the religion he cherished was surrounded by so many challenges, when he gathered his class around him that night and looked at them, knowing he didn’t have to be afraid to speak for Jesus here, he felt deeply grateful in his heart for the freedom we have when Christ has set us free.
The interest manifested by his pupils was wonderful. Old gray-headed men bent over their spelling-books and[76] tried hard to decipher the words, looking up into the youthful face that watched them as to one above themselves, because to him had been granted a privilege which was not theirs. As the days advanced this did not lessen in the least; if anything, it seemed to increase. It was a beautiful thing to see, and to any one who felt an interest in the welfare of these neglected souls a peep into this tiny school-room was worth going far to see. Tom often wished Miss Mason could be there. He tried to say as little in his home letters about his own connection with it as he well could, but he knew not what a happy sense of duty done they contained in those days. His teacher used to read them over, and say it was sweet refreshment in her weary[77] work—this boy’s good service for his Lord, and the utter simplicity and yet full gladness with which he wrote of it.
The interest shown by his students was amazing. Older men with gray hair leaned over their spelling books and worked hard to figure out the words, looking up at the young face that observed them as if it were someone superior, because he had been given a privilege they didn’t have. As time went on, this didn't diminish at all; if anything, it seemed to grow. It was a beautiful sight, and for anyone who cared about the welfare of these neglected individuals, a glimpse into this small classroom was worth traveling far to experience. Tom often wished Miss Mason could be there. He tried to say as little as possible in his letters home about his own involvement, but he knew those letters carried a happy sense of duty fulfilled during that time. His teacher would read them over and say they were a sweet refreshment in her tiring work—this boy’s good service for his Lord and the sheer simplicity and joy with which he wrote about it.
It was joy, yet the letters home were the best part of it. There were hours abroad and at home when the work was all done—house, field, and school tasks all completed—when the pressure on Tom’s mind seemed more than he could bear. That which lay heaviest was the care he felt over these souls who for five or six hours every week were committed to his care. Teach them he did, well and faithfully, but it was the work for Jesus which he was in constant fear that he should neglect. He grew so morbid over it that whenever he heard a man in the field swear or speak wrongly, he always questioned[78] whether if he, Tom, had done his duty this would have happened. His success was far beyond his knowledge. He was so constantly in the habit of dropping a word for Jesus, because “out of the abundance of his heart his mouth spake,” that the people learned to expect that when they came to him in odd minutes for assistance in their tasks, there would be a word of holy cheer given them before they went away. They learned to have a strange reverence for this boy. It was some little time before Tom discovered that Mr. Sutherland knew of all this, but the master had heard the boy’s name in so many directions that at length he became interested to know how far his popularity extended. A few inquiries gave him all he wanted—enough to[79] astonish him at any rate—and then Tom heard of it.
It was joyful, yet the letters home were the best part of it all. There were hours spent both abroad and at home when the work was finished—house chores, farming, and school tasks all wrapped up—when the pressure on Tom’s mind felt overwhelming. The heaviest burden was the care he felt for the kids who were entrusted to him for five or six hours each week. He taught them well and faithfully, but he was constantly worried that he might neglect his duties for Jesus. He became so anxious about it that whenever he heard someone in the field swear or talk improperly, he would always wonder if, had he done his job, this wouldn’t have happened. His success was far beyond what he realized. He was so used to dropping a word for Jesus, because “out of the abundance of his heart his mouth spoke,” that people started to expect a word of encouragement from him whenever they approached him for help with their tasks. They came to hold a strange respect for this boy. It took some time for Tom to realize that Mr. Sutherland was aware of all this, but the master had heard the boy’s name mentioned so often that he eventually became curious about the extent of his popularity. A few inquiries gave him all the information he needed—enough to astonish him, at least—and then Tom found out about it.
One day at noon Tom stood in the field, leaning against the branch of a tree, resting himself and softly singing, when up came one of his evening scholars with an appeal for help.
One day at noon, Tom was in the field, leaning against a tree branch, taking a break and singing softly, when one of his evening students approached him for help.
“I knowed you knowed,” he said, apologetically, “so I brought it to find out.”
“I knew you knew,” he said, apologetically, “so I brought it to find out.”
Tom took it with a little weary sigh, which he did not allow to reach his lips, and gave the required help. As he handed back the book he asked, with a smile,
Tom took it with a slight, tired sigh, which he didn’t let show, and gave the help that was needed. As he handed the book back, he asked, with a smile,
“How are you getting on now, Uncle Gilbert?”
“How are you doing now, Uncle Gilbert?”
“Only toler’ble, Tom,” he returned; “old feller’s aches and pains right smart bad sometimes.”
“Just okay, Tom,” he replied; “the old guy’s aches and pains can be pretty tough sometimes.”
“The Lord Jesus will take the pain[80] away, because you will not feel it when you are bearing it for him. Have you asked him, uncle?”
“The Lord Jesus will take the pain[80] away because you won’t feel it when you’re bearing it for him. Have you asked him, uncle?”
“I reckon, Tom, the Lord thinks old Gil no ’count.”
“I think, Tom, the Lord thinks old Gil is not worth much.”
“You are as useful as I am, Uncle Gilbert, and I once asked God for patience, and he gave me enough to last me through a long illness. Look to him, uncle.”
“You're just as useful as I am, Uncle Gilbert. I once asked God for patience, and he gave me enough to get me through a long illness. Look to him, uncle.”
So Uncle Gilbert went away, and after a few minutes’ very grave thought, Tom turned around to take up his hoe and found his master at his elbow. His hand was at his cap in an instant.
So Uncle Gilbert left, and after a few minutes of serious thinking, Tom turned to grab his hoe and found his master right beside him. He quickly raised his hand to his cap.
“You do your teaching at all hours of the day, Tom?” he said, pleasantly.
“You teach at all hours of the day, Tom?” he said, cheerfully.
“Yes, sir, they are anxious to learn,” replied Tom; and then, gathering courage, he added, “I have been wanting to ask you for a long time whether[81] you had any objection to the school which I hold every evening at Aunt Margaret’s.”
“Yes, sir, they want to learn,” replied Tom; and then, mustering up some courage, he added, “I’ve been wanting to ask you for a long time if you have any objection to the school I run every evening at Aunt Margaret’s.”
“No, not in the least,” replied Mr. Sutherland, “although I must say I was surprised to find that you had undertaken it, when I knew you had your hands full already.”
“No, not at all,” replied Mr. Sutherland, “though I have to say I was surprised to see that you took it on, knowing how busy you already are.”
“They wanted, sir, and I knew how I used to want when I could not have. I could not refuse.”
“They wanted, sir, and I remembered how I used to want when I couldn’t have. I couldn’t say no.”
“I sometimes think,” said Mr. Sutherland slowly, with his eyes on his fingers, which were chipping off pieces of bark from the tree against which Tom leaned—“I sometimes think that we are just beginning to understand your people.”
“I sometimes think,” said Mr. Sutherland slowly, his eyes on his fingers as they chipped off pieces of bark from the tree Tom was leaning against—“I sometimes think that we’re just starting to understand your people.”
He got a very deep look out of the dark eyes in reply, but that was all.
He received a very intense stare from the dark eyes in response, but that was it.
[82]“I came over here,” he continued after a moment, “to say to you that I think you had better leave your field-work altogether, and devote your days to my books and your evenings to your school. You are doing too much.”
[82]“I came over here,” he continued after a moment, “to tell you that I think you should stop your fieldwork entirely and spend your days on my books and your evenings at school. You're taking on too much.”
Tom’s eyes sparkled for a moment, but then he returned gravely, “I know it, sir, but I think with your leave I will still keep on. Martha—my sister—writes me that work is hard to get, and they will need my earnings.”
Tom’s eyes lit up for a moment, but then he said seriously, “I understand, sir, but I think with your permission, I’ll keep going. Martha—my sister—writes to me that jobs are hard to find, and they’ll need my income.”
“Oh, I shall continue your wages just the same,” said Mr. Sutherland hastily. “It is for my interest to do so. I shall need you longer now, as the returns begin to come in.”
“Oh, I’ll keep your pay the same,” Mr. Sutherland said quickly. “It's in my best interest to do that. I’ll need you for a while longer now that the returns are starting to come in.”
“Then, sir, I would gladly come,” replied Tom joyfully, “and thank you[83] very much. My work is very wearying sometimes.”
“Then, sir, I would happily come,” replied Tom joyfully, “and thank you[83] very much. My work can be really tiring sometimes.”
“Well, that is all then. Come up as usual to-night—I shall want you. Good-morning.”
“Well, that's it then. Come up like usual tonight—I’ll need you. Good morning.”
“Good-morning, sir,” replied Tom, and after watching his master until he disappeared, he clasped his hands and looked upward, with every particle of pain and weariness banished from his face. “He knoweth them that trust in him,” he thought.
“Good morning, sir,” replied Tom, and after watching his master until he disappeared, he clasped his hands and looked upward, with every trace of pain and weariness gone from his face. “He knows those who trust in him,” he thought.
His letter to Martha that night carried joy with it.
His letter to Martha that night brought happiness with it.

CHAPTER V.
“Get thy spindle and thy distaff ready, and God will give thee flax.”—Old Proverb.
“Get your spindle and your distaff ready, and God will give you flax.”—Old proverb.
AFTER the commencement of Tom’s evening-school, and before he gave up his field-work, his time was so fully occupied that when the labors of the day were over, he often felt so very weary that he had almost given up the thought of his Sunday-school; and when it did occur to him in his longing to do more Christian work, he knew very well that he had not leisure enough to devote to any such thing. Now, however, as soon as he was installed in the master’s house, to spend[85] five or six hours every day with his books, in the leisure hours which came to him, the thought of the Sunday-school recurred to him constantly. Still, he dreaded to undertake this task. He felt how very young he was, and saw dimly what an undertaking it would be. It was quite a long time therefore before he took any active steps in the matter, and then it was through a letter from Miss Mason. She had known a little, from what Tom had written, of how the boy was progressing; and although long ago he had told her of his anxiety to commence a Sunday-school, she had never heard more of it, and of late his letters were written in a half-desponding tone, which she could not feel easy about; so she wrote him a letter which, without mentioning the subject, gave[86] him just what he wanted to think about.
AFTER Tom started evening school, and before he quit his fieldwork, he was so busy that by the end of the day, he often felt so exhausted that he almost stopped thinking about Sunday school. When he did think about wanting to do more Christian work, he realized he didn’t have enough free time to commit to it. However, once he settled into the master's house and spent five or six hours each day with his books, he constantly thought about Sunday school during his free time. Still, he was hesitant to take on this responsibility. He felt very young and had a vague sense of how big a task it would be. So, it took quite a while before he made any moves regarding it, and then it was because of a letter from Miss Mason. She had gathered a bit from what Tom had written about how the boy was doing; even though he had told her a while back about his eagerness to start a Sunday school, she hadn’t heard anything more about it. Lately, his letters had taken on a half-despondent tone that concerned her, so she wrote him a letter that, without mentioning the topic, gave him exactly what he needed to think about.
“The Lord’s work needs hands always,” she wrote. “I took up a book the other day when I was feeling rather listless and inclined to remain at home, and I had not read two verses of a hymn upon which my eyes fell before I laid it down, put on my bonnet and went out to visit my scholars. Isn’t there some work for you, Tom, among all those people? Suppose you remember the two verses I read, and if they affect you as they did me, it will not be long before the Lord’s work comes ready at your hands.”
“The Lord’s work always needs hands,” she wrote. “The other day, I picked up a book when I was feeling pretty bored and wanted to just stay home. I hadn't even read two lines of a hymn before I put it down, put on my hat, and went out to visit my students. Isn’t there some work for you, Tom, among all those people? If you remember the two lines I read, and if they move you like they did for me, it won't be long before the Lord’s work is right at your fingertips.”
“I was feeling just in the mood that the first verse expresses, Tom, but the second verse sent me out. Can we do too much for Him who said, ‘the fields are white unto the harvest,’ and who told us through his blessed apostle John, ‘Let him that heareth say, Come’?”
“I was feeling exactly what the first verse describes, Tom, but the second verse pushed me away. Can we ever do too much for Him who said, ‘the fields are white for the harvest,’ and who told us through his blessed apostle John, ‘Let anyone who hears say, Come’?”
[88]Tom drank in every word of this letter as one who was athirst, and he had just put it away the morning after its reception, after a third reading, and was bending over his writing, when Mr. Sutherland came in and sat down to read the newspaper. Tom’s pen moved more slowly. He glanced frequently from his task to Mr. Sutherland, and once or twice held his pen above the paper, watching him as though he wished to speak, and finally, when Mr. Sutherland laid down his reading, Tom lifted his head and spoke—very faintly, indeed, at first:
[88]Tom absorbed every word of this letter like a thirsty person, and he had just set it aside the morning after reading it for the third time. He was focused on his writing when Mr. Sutherland came in and sat down to read the newspaper. Tom's pen moved more slowly. He glanced often from his work to Mr. Sutherland and held his pen above the paper a couple of times, watching him as if he wanted to say something. Finally, when Mr. Sutherland finished reading, Tom raised his head and spoke—very quietly at first:
“Mr. Sutherland, I wanted to ask a favor of you.”
“Mr. Sutherland, I wanted to ask you for a favor.”
“Well, Tom, be in a hurry; I must get over to the other plantation.”
“Well, Tom, hurry up; I need to get over to the other plantation.”
This was not very cheering, but[89] after the first effort he gained fresh courage:
This wasn't very encouraging, but[89] after the initial attempt, he found new courage:
“I have long been wishing to start a Sunday-school among the people, Mr. Sutherland. Have you any objection to my undertaking it?”
“I’ve been wanting to start a Sunday school for the community, Mr. Sutherland. Do you have any objections to me doing it?”
“Isn’t one school enough for you, Tom?” asked Mr. Sutherland, a little gruffly.
“Isn’t one school enough for you, Tom?” asked Mr. Sutherland, a bit gruffly.
“No, sir,” he replied, with a little smile—“not while I can do more good.”
“No, sir,” he said with a slight smile, “not as long as I can do more good.”
“There is no place to hold a Sunday-school,” objected the master.
“There’s no place to hold a Sunday school,” the teacher objected.
“There is an empty log-cabin out beyond the quarters, which would do very well in warm weather.”
“There’s an empty log cabin out beyond the quarters that would be great in warm weather.”
“Then I suppose you will shout and make a great noise about it.”
“Then I guess you’ll shout and make a big deal out of it.”
“No, sir, indeed,” urged Tom; “it will be as quiet as white people’s[90] schools—as near like the one I have been attending all the year as I can possibly make it.”
“No, sir, really,” Tom insisted; “it will be as quiet as white people's[90] schools—as close to the one I've been going to all year as I can make it.”
“Well,” returned Mr. Sutherland, “I don’t know that I care much; but mind, if there is any disturbance I will put an end to it at short notice.”
“Well,” replied Mr. Sutherland, “I’m not sure I really care much; but just so you know, if there’s any trouble, I’ll take care of it quickly.”
Tom thanked him with a face full of pleasure, and returned to his work with a glad heart.
Tom thanked him with a happy expression and went back to his work feeling content.
That evening, just after his work at the house was finished, and just before school-time, he went down to the quarters and visited the people. With a great deal of timidity and faint-heartedness he knocked at the first cabin door, but it was here his round of joy began. He used in years after to look back upon the pretty twilight walk with utter joy, and never without a fresh desire in his heart to work[91] for that Lord who always gives the wherewithal when we have the spirit.
That evening, right after finishing his work at the house and just before school started, he went down to the quarters to visit the people. Feeling quite nervous and hesitant, he knocked on the first cabin door, but that’s where his journey of joy began. In the years that followed, he would look back on that lovely twilight walk with pure happiness, always feeling a renewed desire in his heart to work for that Lord who always provides when we have the will to do so.[91]
“It’s Tom Alson,” said the little child who opened the first cabin door, and Tom heard his welcome from within:
“It’s Tom Alson,” said the little kid who opened the first cabin door, and Tom heard his welcome from inside:
“Come in, Tom, here’s supper just ready,” said Aunt Polly’s voice, “and you must have somethin’, sure. It’s a fine ev’nin’, isn’t it?”
“Come in, Tom, dinner is ready,” Aunt Polly’s voice said, “and you’ve got to eat something, for sure. It’s a nice evening, isn’t it?”
“Beautiful, Aunt Polly, but I must not stop. We are going to have a Sunday-school in the log-house behind the quarters Sunday afternoon, and I came to find out whether you would come.”
“It's lovely, Aunt Polly, but I can't stop. We're having a Sunday school in the log cabin behind the quarters this Sunday afternoon, and I came to see if you would come.”
“Is you gwine to be thar?” asked she.
“Are you going to be there?” she asked.
“Certainly, Aunt Polly.”
"Sure thing, Aunt Polly."
“Then I’ll come, sure. Bring the chil’ens, did you say? I reckon I[92] will if you want them. Why, do you know Polly and Becky?” for the children had given Tom a very glad greeting.
“Then I’ll come, sure. Bring the kids, did you say? I guess I will if you want them. By the way, do you know Polly and Becky?” because the children had given Tom a very warm greeting.
“Yes’m, I know them,” he replied; “we are quite old friends. Now I must go; good-bye.”
“Yeah, I know them,” he answered; “we’re pretty old friends. I have to go now; see you later.”
And so on to the next house, and the next, and the next—everywhere a warm greeting and a petition that he would stay; everywhere the children ran, for Tom had in no way neglected to make their acquaintance long ago, thinking always that he might leave with them of the sweet Bible words on which he lived. His heart grew bigger and bigger with thankful delight and pleasure as his list swelled. Two or three places he was obliged to stop to explain the evening lesson or read a few words, so that when he[93] reached the step of Aunt Margaret’s cabin it was almost dark. To any but Tom the experience of the afternoon might have brought a little feeling of his own importance and the respect in which these people held him, but there was nothing of that—only a devout thankfulness and a longing to have Martha with him to share his joy.
And so he went on to the next house, and the next, and the next—everywhere he was met with a warm welcome and a request that he would stay; everywhere the kids ran to him because Tom had made sure to get to know them long ago, always thinking he might leave them with the sweet Bible verses that guided him. His heart swelled with thankful joy and pleasure as his list of visits grew. At two or three places, he had to stop to explain the evening lesson or read a few lines, so by the time he reached Aunt Margaret’s cabin, it was almost dark. For anyone else, the afternoon's experience might have felt like a boost to their self-importance and the respect he received from these people, but for Tom, it was nothing like that—just a deep thankfulness and a wish that Martha could be there to share in his happiness.
But more than ever he longed for the help which he knew she could give when he called his little Sunday-school together on Sunday afternoon. His face did not show what he felt, but it was only with the help of a fervent prayer that he brought himself there at all. When he opened his little Bible to read, there were thirty faces looking toward him—men, women and children of every age. They[94] each brought a chair or a stool with them, and sitting around the sides of the cabin, some leaning back and others erect, they all gave the most careful and fixed attention to the voice, manner and words of the reader. As for Tom, with a trembling heart, he opened his Bible and began. He had chosen one of the Psalms, and as the words of trust, and refuge, and sure strength have come home to tired hearts ever since the words were first given, so they came home to Tom’s heart, and made him “strong in the Lord of hosts.”
But more than ever, he craved the support he knew she could provide when he gathered his little Sunday school together on Sunday afternoon. His face didn’t reveal his feelings, but only through a heartfelt prayer did he manage to be there at all. When he opened his small Bible to read, thirty faces were looking at him—men, women, and children of all ages. They each brought a chair or a stool, and sitting around the cabin, some leaned back while others sat straight, all gave their undivided attention to the voice, demeanor, and words of the reader. As for Tom, with a racing heart, he opened his Bible and began. He had chosen one of the Psalms, and as the words of trust, refuge, and unwavering strength have comforted tired hearts since they were first spoken, they resonated with Tom’s heart, making him “strong in the Lord of hosts.”
The prayer that followed was our Saviour’s own, and oh how much better it made Tom feel! They sang after that one of their own hymns, and the words given in their full, rich voices, with all the pathos belonging peculiarly[95] to the race, stilled more hearts than one.
The prayer that followed was our Savior’s own, and oh how much better it made Tom feel! They sang one of their own hymns afterward, and the words, delivered in their full, rich voices, with all the emotion uniquely belonging to their people, calmed more than one heart. [95]
After they had finished, Tom talked to them a while from some sweet Bible words. Oh how humble, how unfit he felt that he should be the one to lead them home! It was only his love for Christ that brought the words forth at all, but that, stirring his soul, sent that which was sweet to hear. As for those who listened, it was nothing new to them. All that was strange was that he should talk to[96] them all at once, but there was not one there who had not heard the name of Jesus from the boy’s lips before. They all knew how sweetly it came, or they would not have been here to-day. “When young Tom talks religion, I can listen,” said one old man. “He talks sense, and he is brimming over with God’s love.” That was the secret of his success everywhere.
After they finished, Tom spoke to them for a while using some beautiful Bible verses. Oh, how humble and unworthy he felt to be the one to lead them home! It was only his love for Christ that inspired his words, but that passion stirred his soul and brought forth something beautiful to hear. For those who listened, it wasn’t anything new. The only unusual part was that he spoke to them all at once, but there wasn’t a single person there who hadn’t heard the name of Jesus from the boy’s lips before. They all knew how sweetly it came, or else they wouldn’t have been there today. “When young Tom talks about religion, I can listen,” said one old man. “He makes sense, and he is overflowing with God’s love.” That was the secret of his success everywhere.
Just as he had finished his little talk he looked up, and through the doorway he could see Mr. Sutherland walking quietly down the road toward the building. It confused him for a minute, but then, regaining his composure, he asked them to sing again; so when Mr. Sutherland came in the wild notes of another hymn were being thrown out on the sweet summer afternoon air. The master stopped[97] just within the door and stood still to listen. When they ceased singing, Tom asked them if they remembered any texts which they could repeat. There was a moment’s hesitation, and then one said:
Just as he finished his little speech, he looked up and saw Mr. Sutherland walking quietly down the road toward the building. It threw him off for a moment, but then, regaining his composure, he asked them to sing again; so when Mr. Sutherland walked in, the lively notes of another hymn filled the sweet summer afternoon air. The teacher stopped[97] just inside the door and stood still to listen. When they stopped singing, Tom asked them if they remembered any verses they could recite. There was a moment of hesitation, and then one said:
“Men ought always to pray and not to faint.”
“People should always pray and not give up.”
“Yes,” replied Tom, with a smile, “if people pray they will not faint. Are there any more?”
“Yes,” Tom said with a smile, “if people pray, they won’t give up. Are there any more?”
There were plenty more. It only needed some one to commence. One followed another, and their memories seemed stored with sweet words of rest and hope. Minds which could not grasp many a simpler thing of every-day life, rested and dwelt upon the divine words, and understood them because they were divine.
There were many more. It just needed someone to start. One followed another, and their memories seemed filled with comforting words of rest and hope. Minds that couldn’t grasp many simpler things in everyday life rested and focused on the divine words, and they understood them because they were divine.
When they had finished Tom looked[98] round toward Mr. Sutherland with a little smile of triumph, but there was no response there. He stood with his hat pushed back off his forehead, and one hand thrust negligently into his pocket, leaning against the door-post. His eyes were on the floor, but somehow Tom knew they had not been fixed there for the past fifteen minutes. Nevertheless, he turned back a little disappointed.
When they were done, Tom glanced over at Mr. Sutherland with a small smile of victory, but got no reaction. Mr. Sutherland stood with his hat pushed back off his forehead, one hand casually in his pocket, leaning against the doorframe. His eyes were on the floor, but somehow Tom sensed they hadn't been there for the last fifteen minutes. Still, he turned back feeling a bit let down.
“I think it is time to close now,” he said. “We have no books or we would have a short lesson, but if you like to come next Sunday we will be glad to see you all. Now let us put ourselves in God’s hands, and then go home.”
“I think it’s time to wrap things up now,” he said. “We don’t have any books, or we would have a quick lesson, but if you’d like to come back next Sunday, we’d be happy to see all of you. Now let’s put ourselves in God’s hands, and then we can head home.”
So Tom kneeled by the little rush-bottomed chair he had brought from Aunt Margaret’s cabin, and gave his[99] school into God’s keeping for the week, praying that the words they had heard to-day might stay by them always, and help them in all they did to work for God’s glory.
So Tom knelt by the little rush-bottomed chair he had brought from Aunt Margaret’s cabin and entrusted his school to God for the week, praying that the lessons they had learned today would stay with them forever and help them in everything they did to work for God’s glory.
Then Tom arose, just in time to see Mr. Sutherland standing erect in the doorway, his hat in his hand and his head bent in the attitude of prayer. Tom’s heart gave one throb of joy. There were others that saw it besides himself, he knew, and it was all he wanted to impress the lesson of the afternoon. What a blessed Sunday evening that was! I think Tom never spent such another. The Sunday-school grew and prospered ever after that, and the Sunday evenings were always pleasant, but never one like this. It was a stand taken, a point gained; begun thus in God’s strength,[100] it was sure to succeed. Tom was very grateful.
Then Tom got up, just in time to see Mr. Sutherland standing tall in the doorway, his hat in his hand and his head bowed as if in prayer. Tom felt a surge of joy. He knew that there were others who noticed this too, and that was all he needed to reinforce the lesson of the afternoon. What a wonderful Sunday evening that was! I think Tom never experienced another one like it. The Sunday school grew and thrived from then on, and the Sunday evenings were always enjoyable, but none were like this one. It was a stance taken, a victory earned; started in God’s strength, it was bound to succeed. Tom felt very thankful.
After supper, he sat on the step of Aunt Margaret’s cabin, letting the full moonlight pour over him, and longing for Martha’s presence that he might talk over the precious afternoon with her. Whilst he thus sat and mused two or three children approached him from the quarters, and stopping near him, one of them timidly asked him,
After dinner, he sat on the step of Aunt Margaret’s cabin, letting the bright moonlight wash over him, and wishing Martha was there so he could talk about the wonderful afternoon they had together. As he sat there lost in thought, two or three children came over from the quarters and, stopping nearby, one of them shyly asked him,
“If you please Tom, could you teach us a text for next Sunday? We want to recite something.”
“If you don’t mind, Tom, could you teach us a piece for next Sunday? We want to recite something.”
“Yes, oh yes.” Tom was willing, so they sat down on the step below him, and each one was given a text.
“Yes, oh yes.” Tom was ready, so they sat down on the step below him, and each of them got a text.
“Love one another with a pure heart fervently.” That was the first.
“Love each other deeply and sincerely.” That was the first.
“God resisteth the proud and[101] giveth grace unto the humble.” That was the second.
“God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.” That was the second.
The third—which Tom gave to the eldest of the three, who sat looking up earnestly at him, waiting for his words—was one whose glorious words had been pouring their light through Tom’s soul ever since the afternoon school—his triumph in Christ’s name:
The third—which Tom gave to the oldest of the three, who sat looking up at him earnestly, waiting for his words—was one whose beautiful words had been shining through Tom’s soul ever since that afternoon at school—his triumph in Christ’s name:
“This is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith.”
“This is the victory that conquers the world, our faith.”

CHAPTER VI.
THERE was one part of Tom’s Sunday-school and evening-school work which I think he never took into consideration when he was endeavoring to calculate, as he was very fond of doing, the extent of its influence and the number of people to whom it had been the means of doing good. I say, I think he never discovered the amount of good it did to two loving hearts at home—Miss Mason and Martha. After the commencement of his evening-school, he[103] had written every week, either to his sister or his teacher, and when the modestly written accounts were read by those for whom they were written, it did them a world of good.
THERE was one aspect of Tom’s Sunday school and evening school work that I believe he never considered when he was trying to figure out, which he enjoyed doing, how much it influenced others and how many people it benefited. I think he never realized the good it brought to two loving hearts at home—Miss Mason and Martha. After he started his evening school, he wrote every week, either to his sister or his teacher, and when those modestly written updates were read by the intended recipients, it really uplifted them.
“Brother Tom is doing so much, Miss Mason,” said Martha, one day, as she stood by Miss Mason’s sitting-room fire, with Tom’s last letter in her hand, “I feel as if I was not doing anything.”
“Brother Tom is doing so much, Miss Mason,” said Martha one day, as she stood by Miss Mason’s sitting room fire, holding Tom’s latest letter in her hand. “I feel like I’m not doing anything.”
“We must just sit still and be thankful, until our work comes, Martha,” replied Miss Mason. “God will send it to us if we ask him. You had part of yours when Tom was sick, and this that he is doing is only an outgrowth from that.”
“We just need to sit still and be grateful, until our work arrives, Martha,” replied Miss Mason. “God will bring it to us if we ask Him. You had part of yours when Tom was sick, and what he’s doing now is just a continuation of that.”
“This that Tom was doing” was a great deal. No one who saw him bending over Mr. Sutherland’s books[104] hour after hour, copying the roughly-written accounts, would have imagined that his name was spoken everywhere over the plantation with praise and love. A very modest-looking colored boy he was, plain of face, with only those dark, earnest eyes to make him beautiful. A grave mouth, not much given to smiling, but which never wore any look of discontent or distrust. Hands used to work, but grown tender of late when the work had been only the long hours of writing. His feet were bare; there was no need of shoes and stockings, and there was no inclination for them, for Tom’s money went to buy what was needed at home; so they rested on the soft carpet of the library and the carpetless floor of Aunt Margaret’s cabin alike. To a stranger going into Mr.[105] Sutherland’s house of a morning, and watching the still figure at the desk in the library, the contrast between the boy and his surroundings would have been striking. There was nothing fine or stylish about Tom. His dress was very plain, whole and neat, but coarse and ordinary. There was nothing elegant about him, yet all things around him were so.
“This that Tom was doing” was a lot. No one who saw him bending over Mr. Sutherland’s books[104] hour after hour, copying the roughly-written accounts, would have imagined that people spoke his name everywhere on the plantation with admiration and affection. He looked like a very modest-colored boy, plain in the face, with only his dark, earnest eyes making him beautiful. He had a serious mouth, not much into smiling, but it never showed any sign of discontent or mistrust. His hands were used to working but had become tender lately, as the work had been only the long hours of writing. His feet were bare; there was no need for shoes or socks, and no desire for them, as Tom's money went to buy what was needed at home; so they rested on the soft carpet of the library and the bare floor of Aunt Margaret’s cabin alike. To a stranger entering Mr.[105] Sutherland’s house in the morning and watching the still figure at the desk in the library, the contrast between the boy and his surroundings would have been striking. There was nothing fancy or stylish about Tom. His clothes were very plain, whole, and neat, but rough and ordinary. There was nothing elegant about him, yet everything around him was.
You remember I told you about the library. There was everything there that money could buy and taste devise. Mr. Sutherland had taken this room for himself and Tom, soon after the boy had commenced to spend his time there, and they two were the only ones who occupied it. Not one bit of the prettiness was lost upon Tom. The little education he had received had fitted him, as education[106] fits everybody, to admire and appreciate all that is worthy of praise. Tom liked the velvet library chairs better than the wooden ones at home; he preferred the hanging scarlet curtains to none at all; and he even chose rather to see the time by the French clock on the walnut bracket than by Aunt Margaret’s ancient time-piece.
You remember I told you about the library. It had everything money could buy and taste could create. Mr. Sutherland had reserved this room for himself and Tom shortly after the boy started spending his time there, making them the only ones who used it. Tom appreciated every bit of its beauty. The little education he received prepared him, like education prepares everyone, to admire and appreciate all that deserves praise. Tom liked the velvet chairs in the library much more than the wooden ones at home; he preferred the hanging crimson curtains over having none at all; and he even liked checking the time on the French clock on the walnut bracket rather than Aunt Margaret’s old timepiece.
He never showed this outside. He only thought it to himself, and he never felt out of place in the library. Nobody who knew him well thought so either. He seemed a part of the library to Mr. Sutherland, and in no way a contrast to any of the surroundings. The house-servants had learned to have a wonderful respect for him. Occasionally he had been obliged to ask of them some little service, and with considerable timidity he had done[107] so, but he was always served with the utmost willingness and pleasure.
He never showed this to anyone else. He only thought it to himself, and he never felt out of place in the library. Nobody who knew him well thought so either. To Mr. Sutherland, he seemed like a part of the library, not at all a contrast to the surroundings. The house staff had come to hold him in high regard. Sometimes he had to ask them for small favors, and he did so with a bit of shyness, but they always helped him with enthusiasm and joy.
The first time he ever ventured this was one wet morning in August. Mr. Sutherland always ordered a fire when there was a rain-storm, even in the close, warm days of summer, and on this particular day he was expected home about ten o’clock, and had ordered a fire to be in readiness. The order, however, was forgotten, and when Tom came in to his morning’s work it was cold and cheerless, and the heavy summer rain was beating against the windows. Tom knew there would be trouble if Mr. Sutherland came home and found it so, but, on the other hand, he thought there might be more trouble if he were to go into the kitchen and order a fire made. He thought of it several minutes,[108] and then, coming to the conclusion that it would better to stand the fire of Aunt Dinah’s anger than Mr. Sutherland’s, he quietly betook himself across the wide hall and appeared at the kitchen door.
The first time he ever took the chance, it was a rainy morning in August. Mr. Sutherland always asked for a fire during a rainstorm, even on those warm summer days, and on this particular day, he was expected home around ten o’clock and had requested a fire to be ready. However, the request was forgotten, and when Tom arrived for his morning work, it was cold and gloomy, with heavy summer rain pounding against the windows. Tom knew there would be trouble if Mr. Sutherland came home and saw it like this, but he also thought there might be more trouble if he went into the kitchen and asked them to start a fire. He pondered it for several minutes,[108] and then, deciding it was better to face Aunt Dinah’s anger than Mr. Sutherland’s, he quietly made his way across the large hall and showed up at the kitchen door.
“Laws! here’s Tom,” said Aunt Dinah, stopping her work to look at him. “What brings you here?” she added.
“Goodness! Here comes Tom,” said Aunt Dinah, pausing her work to look at him. “What brings you here?” she added.
“Aunt Dinah,” he replied, “I’m sorry to trouble you, but there is no fire in the library, and Mr. Sutherland ordered one before he went away this morning. If you will be kind enough to give me the wood, I’ll make one, for I think Mr. Sutherland will be better pleased to find a cheerful room when he comes back.”
“Aunt Dinah,” he said, “I’m sorry to bother you, but there’s no fire in the library, and Mr. Sutherland asked for one before he left this morning. If you could be kind enough to give me the wood, I’ll start one, because I think Mr. Sutherland will appreciate coming back to a bright room.”
“Tom, you just turn round and go back to your writing,” said Aunt[109] Dinah, indignantly. “I’m sorry as ever I can be that there’s no fire, but I’ll have one there in five minutes. I don’t know what these niggers means by disobeyin’ my orders. Here, you Jack!” she called out, catching sight of the youngest of her flock, “why didn’t you make the library fire? Here’s Tom got no fire to write by, and he your Sunday-school teacher, too. Ain’t you ’shamed of yourself.”
“Tom, just turn around and go back to your writing,” said Aunt[109] Dinah, angrily. “I’m really sorry there’s no fire, but I’ll have one going in five minutes. I don’t understand why these people are disobeying my orders. Here, you Jack!” she called out, noticing the youngest of her group, “why didn’t you get the library fire started? Here’s Tom with no fire to write by, and he’s your Sunday school teacher, too. Aren’t you ashamed of yourself?”
“Oh, Aunt Dinah, I don’t care for myself,” Tom replied. “Give me the wood and I’ll make it.”
“Oh, Aunt Dinah, I’m fine,” Tom replied. “Just give me the wood, and I’ll handle it.”
“What do you ’spose Master Sutherland do to this chile if she let you make the fire? Go ’long with you and set your pen to scratchin’, and in five minutes there be a blaze goin’ up that chimney fit to take the roof off.”
“What do you think Master Sutherland would do to this child if she let you make the fire? Go on, sit down and start writing, and in five minutes there’ll be a blaze going up that chimney strong enough to take the roof off.”
[110]So Tom obeyed, and in less than the time she mentioned a little boy was kneeling in front of the grate, softly laying in the pieces of wood, and Tom heard Aunt Dinah tell him, as a last word as she opened the library door to admit him,
[110]So Tom did what he was asked, and in no time at all, a little boy was kneeling in front of the fireplace, gently placing the pieces of wood inside. Tom heard Aunt Dinah tell him one last thing as she opened the library door to let him in,
“Now, you Jack, whatever you do, don’t ’sturb Tom’s writin’.”
“Now, Jack, whatever you do, don’t disturb Tom’s writing.”
One morning, some time later than this, Tom was occupied over his morning’s work, writing away very busily, when he heard the door open softly and then close again. He was sitting with his back to it, so he did not look around, but went on with his task. Presently, however, lifting his head and hand together to move some papers, he found standing by his side, with motionless eyes fixed upon his face, Lillie Sutherland.
One morning, not long after this, Tom was busy with his work, writing away when he heard the door open quietly and then close again. He had his back to it, so he didn’t turn around, just continued with what he was doing. Eventually, though, raising his head and hand to move some papers, he found Lillie Sutherland standing beside him, her eyes locked on his face.
[111]“Good-morning, Miss Lillie,” said Tom, respectfully. “I did not know you were there, or I would have spoken before.”
[111]“Good morning, Miss Lillie,” Tom said politely. “I didn’t realize you were there, or I would have said something earlier.”
“Papa said,” returned the child, “that I might come in and see you if I could be very still and not speak to you until you were ready.”
“Dad said,” the child replied, “that I could come in and see you if I could be really quiet and not say anything until you were ready.”
“Well, I am ready now,” replied Tom; “only first let me get you a chair.” So he rose and with a gentle courtesy placed a low-seated rocking-chair near his table and asked her to be seated.
“Well, I’m ready now,” replied Tom; “but first let me get you a chair.” He stood up and, with a polite gesture, set a low rocking chair next to his table and invited her to sit down.
She watched him bring it, and then seated herself with the utmost satisfaction.
She watched him bring it, and then sat down with complete satisfaction.
“I came,” she said with an important air, which sat very curiously on her little figure, “to ask you if I might come to your Sunday-school.”
“I came,” she said with a serious expression that felt quite interesting on her small frame, “to ask if I could attend your Sunday school.”
[112]Tom was very much surprised. “I am afraid your father would not like it, Miss Lillie,” he said, gently.
[112]Tom was really surprised. “I don’t think your dad would appreciate it, Miss Lillie,” he said softly.
“But papa said I might, and mamma said she did not care,” urged Lillie.
“But Dad said I could, and Mom said she didn't mind,” Lillie insisted.
“I am sure I’ll be glad to see you, Miss Lillie, but are you sure you would like it? There is no one there but the people from the quarters.”
“I’m sure I’ll be happy to see you, Miss Lillie, but are you really sure you want to come? There’s no one there except the folks from the quarters.”
“Yes, I know, but you talk about Jesus, don’t you?”
“Yes, I know, but you talk about Jesus, right?”
“Oh yes!” replied Tom, the little smile hovering about his lips which always came at any loving mention of his Saviour’s name.
“Oh yes!” replied Tom, a little smile playing on his lips that always appeared at any loving mention of his Savior’s name.
“Well, then, that’s just what I want to come for. I never hear anything about Jesus at home. And besides, he is there with you.”
“Well, that’s exactly why I want to come. I never hear anything about Jesus at home. And besides, he’s there with you.”
“Yes,” replied Tom, earnestly—“yes indeed, Miss Lillie. I was very[113] wrong to forget that. I shall be very glad to see you.”
“Yes,” replied Tom, sincerely—“yes definitely, Miss Lillie. I was very[113] wrong to forget that. I’ll be really happy to see you.”
“Thank you, Tom; then I will come, but I want something more. Jake says the children learn verses to say—hymns or Bible verses. Won’t you teach me one? I know a good many old ones, but I want something quite new for the first Sunday.”
“Thanks, Tom; I’ll come, but I want something more. Jake says the kids learn verses to recite—hymns or Bible verses. Will you teach me one? I know quite a few old ones, but I want something completely new for the first Sunday.”
Tom’s eyes fell for a moment, and a curious look flashed from them into the roses on the carpet. It was of gladness that he knew just what she wanted and could give it to her—of sorrow that more about him did not know, and a mingling of both joy and sorrow that she, the daughter of the house, should be obliged to come to him, a laborer on the plantation, for the knowledge of Jesus.
Tom’s gaze dropped for a moment, and a curious look shot from his eyes to the roses on the carpet. It was a mix of happiness that he knew exactly what she wanted and could provide it, and sadness that so many others didn’t know as much as he did. There was a blend of both joy and sorrow that she, the daughter of the house, had to come to him, a worker on the plantation, for knowledge about Jesus.
But when his words came, they[114] showed none of his thought, except a realization of who it was to whom he was speaking:
But when he spoke, his words[114] didn't reflect his thoughts at all, except for a clear awareness of who he was talking to:
“I think, Miss Lillie, I can give you a very pretty little verse I learned a few days ago. Will you stay a few minutes longer and learn it?”
“I think, Miss Lillie, I can share a charming little verse I learned a few days ago. Will you stay a few more minutes and hear it?”
“Yes indeed,” she replied, “I will stay.”
“Yes, definitely,” she replied, “I’ll stay.”
So line by line, in the same simple way he had given the Bible verses to the children on Sunday, he taught her the four lines he had selected. She learned them very soon and then rose to go. Tom rose too, and opened the door for her.
So, line by line, in the same simple way he had shared the Bible verses with the kids on Sunday, he taught her the four lines he had picked. She picked them up quickly and then stood up to leave. Tom stood up too and held the door open for her.
“If you please, Miss Lillie,” he said as he dismissed her, “send one of the children down to the cabin with a chair on Sunday. We all bring our own seats.”
“If you don't mind, Miss Lillie,” he said as he waved her off, “could you send one of the kids down to the cabin with a chair on Sunday? We all bring our own seats.”
[115]Tom did not forget his new scholar between that morning and the following Sunday afternoon. He thought of her many times, and was very glad that she was coming; nevertheless it was with a mingled feeling of pleasure and embarrassment that he saw the little green velvet chair standing close to his own when he came into the cabin on Sunday afternoon. The people were evidently very curious about it, and divided their glances between Tom’s face and the pretty seat. The greater part of them thought it was for him, but he took his own chair, and left them still in doubt. Tom waited for Lillie a little beyond his time, so that when the child appeared at length in the doorway there were a number of eyes watching her.
[115]Tom didn’t forget about his new classmate from that morning until the following Sunday afternoon. He thought about her many times and was really happy that she was coming; however, he felt a mix of excitement and nervousness when he saw the little green velvet chair right next to his own as he entered the cabin on Sunday afternoon. People were clearly very curious about it and kept glancing between Tom’s face and the pretty chair. Most of them assumed it was meant for him, but he took his own chair, leaving them uncertain. Tom waited a bit longer than usual for Lillie, so when the child finally appeared in the doorway, many eyes were on her.
[116]She brought herself in her little embroidered dress down through the midst of them, and seated herself in the chair, and the two fitted each other so exactly as to leave no doubt as to the person for whom it had been placed there.
[116]She entered in her little embroidered dress, walked among them, and sat down in the chair, which matched her so perfectly that it was clear who it was meant for.
Then Tom commenced his school in his usual way, without the least want of composure, although he felt his position not a little. He had perfect attention. Lillie’s dress attracted two or three pair of bright eyes, but no more; the teacher’s words were too good to be lost.
Then Tom started his school day in his usual manner, without any hint of nervousness, even though he was acutely aware of his situation. He paid full attention. Lillie’s dress caught the glance of a couple of curious onlookers, but that was it; the teacher’s words were too valuable to ignore.
There were a number of verses given this afternoon, but each one was rewarded with a word of praise from Tom. He had learned his position. Outside he might be, and was, one of them, but here he was undoubtedly [117]their teacher, and no one ever attempted to gainsay his authority inside his Sunday-school room.
There were several verses shared this afternoon, but each one received a word of praise from Tom. He had figured out his role. Outside, he could be, and was, one of them, but here he was clearly their teacher, and no one ever tried to challenge his authority in his Sunday school room. [117]

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“Would you like to say your verse, Miss Lillie?” he said at length, turning to her as the others finished.
“Do you want to share your verse, Miss Lillie?” he said finally, looking at her as the others finished.
“Certainly I should,” she replied. “I learned it perfectly.”
“Of course I should,” she responded. “I learned it completely.”
So she rose and stood beside her chair, with one hand resting on its carved back, and recited with an earnestness caught in part from the way which Tom had given her the words—
So she got up and stood next to her chair, with one hand resting on its carved back, and recited with a sincerity influenced partly by how Tom had given her the words—
There was a low laugh of admiration went all around the room when she finished, and Tom with a pleased smile said,
There was a quiet laugh of admiration that went around the room when she finished, and Tom, smiling happily, said,
[118]“That was very nicely done.”
"That was great!"
Then, with the usual prayer for help and guidance, he dismissed them, and then offered to take Miss Lillie’s chair up to the house for her.
Then, with the usual prayer for help and guidance, he sent them away and offered to carry Miss Lillie’s chair up to the house for her.
“No,” she replied, carelessly, “let it stand; I will send Jack for it.”
“No,” she said dismissively, “just leave it. I’ll send Jack to get it.”
So he did as she requested, and took his way toward the quarters. Miss Lillie, however, kept up with him, talking and asking questions about the Sunday-school. Tom, however, seemed absent-minded, and finally stopped short in the path.
So he did what she asked and headed toward the quarters. Miss Lillie, however, kept up with him, chatting and asking questions about the Sunday school. Tom, though, seemed distracted and eventually stopped in the middle of the path.
“Miss Lillie, I wish you would let me go back after that chair,” he said.
“Miss Lillie, I wish you would let me go back for that chair,” he said.
“Why, Tom, I don’t care if you want to,” she replied, in a surprised tone, “but Jack can come just as well.”
“Why, Tom, I don’t care if you want to,” she replied, in a surprised tone, “but Jack can come just as easily.”
Tom would not listen, but ran to the school-room, took the chair, and[119] came back to where Lillie was standing, bearing it on his shoulder.
Tom wouldn’t listen and ran to the classroom, grabbed the chair, and[119] returned to where Lillie was standing, carrying it on his shoulder.
So they walked up through the quarters beside all the cabin doors, at which the people were gathered and watching; on up to the house, on the piazza of which Tom put down his burden, and touching his cap bade Miss Lillie “good-afternoon,” and walked away.
So they walked up past all the cabin doors, where people were gathered and watching; up to the house, where Tom set down his load, tipped his cap to Miss Lillie, said “good afternoon,” and walked away.
He knew exactly what he had done, and why he had done it. When he had found that Miss Lillie intended coming up with him through the quarters, he knew that among the people, even those that loved Tom best, there would arise a jealousy that Miss Lillie should notice one more than another. The beginning of this he had seen before, and for fear his influence with them might be lessened[120] in the slightest degree, he did the very thing which set it all at rest immediately. And so, as they stood at their doors and watched the two go by, it seemed just as it should be to them. Tom, as Lillie’s servant, bore her chair. It satisfied them entirely, and Tom gained rather than lost in their opinion.
He knew exactly what he had done and why he had done it. When he found out that Miss Lillie planned to go with him through the neighborhood, he realized that among the people, even those who loved Tom the most, there would be jealousy about Miss Lillie paying more attention to one person over another. He had seen the signs of this before, and to avoid anyone thinking less of him, he did the one thing that immediately put their concerns to rest. So, as they stood at their doors and watched the two pass by, it seemed just right to them. Tom, acting as Lillie’s servant, carried her chair. This completely satisfied them, and Tom actually gained more respect in their eyes.[120]
Now, do my young readers understand what I am talking about. Tom felt not one whit above his fellow-servants, but for fear they should think he did, and so the religion he was trying to spread should be hindered, he wished to carry Miss Lillie’s chair. And let me tell you it was an honor to him, for it was what St. Paul meant when he said: “Let not your good be evil spoken of.”
Now, do my young readers understand what I'm talking about? Tom didn't feel any better than his fellow servants, but he didn't want them to think he did, which might hinder the message he was trying to share. So, he wanted to carry Miss Lillie's chair. And let me tell you, it was an honor for him, because it reflects what St. Paul meant when he said: “Let not your good be evil spoken of.”
CHAPTER VII.
LILLIE’S first Sunday at the school was the commencement of a very strange friendship which grew up between herself and Tom. She never entered the library, except when especially sent by her father, but she was always waiting at the door when Tom came out, and walked with him as far as the cabin door. Tom was afraid at first that Mr. Sutherland would object, but finding one day, from some chance word he dropped,[122] that he knew of it and had no objection, Tom began to take great pleasure in Lillie’s company. He thought, too, that young as she was, if she once became interested in the people, she might learn to do good among them after he had gone away. So he often took her with him to the quarters during his visits to the people. It grew to be such a common custom to see them together about the grounds that the people forgot to be jealous, and her gentle bearing pleased them. She never said much, but listened attentively to all that went on, only once in a while putting in a question. Simple and child-like, she never seemed to remember the difference in position between herself and the people; and they, finding they were looked upon as equals, learned to love[123] her. Tom was quick to see this, and take advantage of it, to interest Lillie in every way in his power in the Sunday-school and the people. Mr. Sutherland saw it and shut his eyes to it, taking care that no rumor of it should reach his wife.
Lillie’s first Sunday at the school marked the beginning of a very unusual friendship between her and Tom. She rarely entered the library, except when her father specifically sent her, but she always waited by the door when Tom came out and walked with him as far as the cabin door. At first, Tom was worried that Mr. Sutherland would disapprove, but one day he overheard a casual comment that indicated Mr. Sutherland knew about it and had no issues with their friendship. This made Tom enjoy Lillie’s company even more. He thought that, despite her young age, if she became interested in the people, she might be able to do good among them after he left. So, he often took her with him to visit the people in the quarters. It became so common to see them together around the grounds that the people forgot to feel jealous, and they appreciated her gentle nature. She didn't say much, just listened closely to everything happening, occasionally asking a question. Simple and childlike, she never seemed to notice the difference in status between herself and the people, which made them feel like equals, leading them to grow fond of her. Tom quickly noticed this and made an effort to engage Lillie in every way he could in the Sunday school and with the people. Mr. Sutherland noticed it too but turned a blind eye, ensuring that no rumors about it reached his wife.
All this was quite encouraging to Tom, and he grew happy in the long summer days. There was one thing, however, he very much wished for, but which seemed beyond his reach. This was the friendship of his school-mate, Jimmy. He seemed opposed to all Tom’s movements—not in any active way, but he shunned him on all occasions, and never came near the Sunday-school. Miss Mason often sent messages to him, and Tom always took great pains to deliver them, sometimes showing him where she[124] had mentioned him in the letter. But although the messages were received with evident pleasure, the messenger was not, and Tom often went away sorrowful. He could not see that Jimmy took an interest in anything. He always went to bed when the evening-school assembled, and did his work mechanically. Yet his words and actions in Tom’s presence seemed always under restraint.
All of this was really encouraging for Tom, and he became happier during the long summer days. However, there was one thing he truly wanted, but it felt out of reach. That was the friendship of his classmate, Jimmy. He seemed to be against all of Tom’s efforts—not in an active way, but he avoided him at every opportunity and never showed up at Sunday school. Miss Mason often sent messages to him, and Tom always made a big effort to pass them on, sometimes pointing out where she had mentioned him in the letter. But even though the messages were received with clear enjoyment, the messenger wasn’t, and Tom often left feeling sad. He couldn’t see that Jimmy cared about anything. He always went to bed when the evening school started and did his work without enthusiasm. Yet his words and actions in Tom’s presence always seemed to be held back.
Therefore, Tom was very much surprised one morning, as he came from the library, to meet Jimmy at the foot of the steps, evidently waiting to speak with him.
Therefore, Tom was very surprised one morning, as he came from the library, to find Jimmy at the bottom of the steps, clearly waiting to talk to him.
“Tom,” he said, excitedly, “there’s a bundle come for you by the cars this morning, and I should not in the least wonder if it should be books for the Sunday-school. There’s a letter,[125] too, for I heard master say so. Perhaps it’s from Miss Mason.”
“Tom,” he said excitedly, “there’s a package for you by the train this morning, and I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s books for Sunday school. There’s a letter, too, because I heard the master mention it. Maybe it’s from Miss Mason.”[125]
Tom was pleased with the news, and more than pleased with Jimmy’s interest. He made the most of it, immediately.
Tom was happy with the news, and even happier about Jimmy’s interest. He took full advantage of it right away.
“Why, Jimmy, that’s splendid!” he said, his dark eyes sparkling. “Come and show me where I can find it.”
“Wow, Jimmy, that’s amazing!” he said, his dark eyes shining. “Come and show me where I can find it.”
So Jimmy, nothing loth, started with Tom, and brought him round the corner of the house to where the wagon from the station was just depositing its load.
So Jimmy, without hesitation, started with Tom and led him around the corner of the house to where the wagon from the station was just dropping off its load.
“Ah, Tom,” said Mr. Sutherland as he came up, “I was just about sending for you. You are getting to be of considerable importance. There’s a great heavy bundle addressed to you, which came by express this morning,[126] and here I have a letter which appears to belong to it.”
“Hey, Tom,” Mr. Sutherland said as he approached, “I was just about to call you. You’re becoming quite important. There’s a large package addressed to you that arrived by express this morning,[126] and I have a letter that seems to go with it.”
“It’s books, Tom, I know,” said Jimmy, pounding the bundle with his hand; “unfasten it, won’t you?”
“It’s books, Tom, I know,” said Jimmy, hitting the bundle with his hand. “Could you unfasten it, please?”
“Wait a minute,” replied Tom, “until I see what Miss Mason says.”
“Hold on a sec,” replied Tom, “until I check what Miss Mason says.”
So carefully cutting the end of the envelope (Miss Mason’s letters were never roughly handled), he drew the letter out and glanced over the contents.
So carefully cutting the end of the envelope (Miss Mason’s letters were never treated roughly), he pulled the letter out and glanced over its contents.
“Jimmy,” he said, as he finished and turned toward the boy with a very touched face, “I think you must read this letter to pay you for bringing me such good news.” So he gave him the precious words.
“Jimmy,” he said, as he finished and turned toward the boy with a very touched face, “I think you should read this letter to reward you for bringing me such great news.” So he handed him the precious words.
Jimmy knew what a treat that was, and that there was not another person on the place to whom Tom would have[127] shown it, so he thanked him earnestly as he took it.
Jimmy knew how special that was, and that there wasn't anyone else around who Tom would have shown it to, so he sincerely thanked him as he took it.
“My dear Tom,” she wrote, “I am about sending you a bundle of books for your Sunday-school; so I thought I would forward a letter with them, for fear you would be too much surprised. I wrote, not long ago, to some of my Northern friends, and among other things I told them of your work for Jesus on the Sutherland Plantation. In answer to my letter the books I send you came. How gladly I forward them you can easily imagine. I have been thinking for a long time how much you needed them, and how I should like to send you a bundle. Well, here they are then, and I feel sure you will not forget to thank ‘the Giver of every good and perfect gift,’ for it is he who sent them.
“My dear Tom,” she wrote, “I’m about to send you a bundle of books for your Sunday school, so I thought I’d include a letter with them, just in case you’re surprised. Not long ago, I wrote to some of my Northern friends, and among other things, I mentioned your work for Jesus on the Sutherland Plantation. In response to my letter, the books I’m sending you arrived. You can easily imagine how happy I am to send them. I’ve been thinking for a long time about how much you need them and how I would love to send you a bundle. Well, here they are, and I’m sure you won’t forget to thank ‘the Giver of every good and perfect gift,’ because it’s He who sent them.”
[128]“I opened the bundle to put in two or three lesson-books, and I have marked in the arithmetic and grammar the lessons of your class for the next month. I hope Jimmy is well, and that your work is progressing. Martha says, ‘Oh, Miss Mason, I am so glad for Tom!’ and I can tell you there is another one who is glad, and that is Tom’s old teacher,
[128]“I opened the bundle to add a couple of lesson books, and I’ve highlighted the lessons for your class in the arithmetic and grammar for next month. I hope Jimmy is doing well and that your work is going smoothly. Martha says, ‘Oh, Miss Mason, I’m so happy for Tom!’ and I can tell you there’s someone else who’s happy, and that’s Tom’s former teacher,
“R. Mason.”
“R. Mason.”
“Now, Jimmy,” said Tom as the boy finished and handed him back the letter with a pleased smile, “come with me and we will unpack it.”
“Now, Jimmy,” Tom said as the boy finished and handed him back the letter with a satisfied smile, “come with me and we’ll unpack it.”
“You don’t want me, Tom, I am sure,” replied Jimmy, holding back reluctantly.
“You don’t want me, Tom, I know,” replied Jimmy, hesitating reluctantly.
“Don’t want my old school-mate to help me unpack Miss Mason’s present![129] Of course I do! Come, I am in a hurry to see those precious books.”
“Don't want my old classmate to help me unpack Miss Mason's gift![129] Of course I do! Come on, I'm eager to see those amazing books.”
So the bundle was carried into the cabin, and, much to Aunt Margaret’s satisfaction, was unpacked there in the main room. Ah! how nice the books looked! Bibles and Testaments in plenty to the delight of Tom’s heart—illuminated texts for the school-room, little picture cards, the preciousness of which every Sunday-school teacher knows. A quantity of penny hymn-books, and little tracts for distribution, and then a nice pile—just twenty—of well-selected library-books. Tom was perfectly happy. There was a little package at the bottom directed to himself in Miss Mason’s hand, and in this he found a new arithmetic and grammar, with the places marked, a parcel of pure white paper and envelopes,[130] with pens and holder, and a very pretty Bible Dictionary. Tom’s eyes were full of joyful tears. He had been thanking God all the time, and he only wondered how he should rightly express to Miss Mason his gratitude for the gift. Jimmy was in an ecstasy. His old taste for books and study woke right up, and he was Tom’s friend from that minute.
So the bundle was brought into the cabin and, much to Aunt Margaret’s delight, unpacked in the main room. Ah! how nice the books looked! There were plenty of Bibles and Testaments that thrilled Tom’s heart—illuminated texts for the schoolroom, little picture cards that every Sunday school teacher cherishes. A bunch of penny hymnals and tracts for distribution, and then a nice stack—just twenty—of well-chosen library books. Tom was completely happy. At the bottom, he found a little package addressed to him in Miss Mason’s handwriting, and inside it was a new arithmetic book and grammar, with the pages marked, a bundle of pure white paper and envelopes, along with pens and a holder, and a really nice Bible Dictionary. Tom’s eyes were filled with joyful tears. He had been thanking God all along, and he just wondered how he could properly express his gratitude to Miss Mason for the gift. Jimmy was in a state of ecstasy. His old love for books and learning came flooding back, and from that moment, he was Tom’s friend.
“I have been thinking a long time about coming to the school, Tom,” he said, “and of being friends again, but somehow I didn’t know how to get about it, after having been out with you so long. But now I can’t help it; I must come.”
“I’ve been thinking for a long time about coming to the school, Tom,” he said, “and about being friends again, but I just didn’t know how to go about it after being away from you for so long. But now I can’t stop myself; I have to come.”
Late that afternoon Tom came up toward the mansion, and seeing Mr. Sutherland and Lillie on the porch, he walked toward them.
Late that afternoon, Tom approached the mansion and saw Mr. Sutherland and Lillie on the porch, so he walked over to them.
[131]“Mr. Sutherland,” he said, rather timidly, “if you feel any interest, I would like very much to have you come and see the books sent to the Sunday-school this morning. I think it is a very nice collection.”
[131]“Mr. Sutherland,” he said, a bit shyly, “if you’re interested, I would really love for you to come check out the books that were sent to the Sunday school this morning. I think it’s a really nice collection.”
“I should be very glad to do so, Tom,” said Mr. Sutherland, good-naturedly, rising and coming down off the steps; “I will go with you now; are they down at Aunt Margaret’s?”
“I'd be happy to do that, Tom,” Mr. Sutherland said kindly, getting up and stepping down from the steps. “I’ll go with you now; are they at Aunt Margaret’s?”
“Yes, sir,” replied Tom, and then as they stepped away, Tom, looking back, saw Lillie still sitting in her low chair upon the piazza. “Miss Lillie,” he said, stepping back, “won’t you come too?”
“Yes, sir,” replied Tom, and then as they stepped away, Tom, looking back, saw Lillie still sitting in her low chair on the porch. “Miss Lillie,” he said, stepping back, “won’t you come too?”
“Yes, certainly,” she replied, springing up; “I was only afraid you did not want me. Wait a minute, papa,”[132] she added, “until I get my hat from the stand in the hall.”
“Yes, of course,” she said, jumping up; “I just thought maybe you didn’t want me. One sec, Dad,”[132] she added, “while I grab my hat from the stand in the hallway.”
“Stay here, Miss Lillie,” said Tom, checking her and disappearing within the doorway. He returned in a moment with the hat, which he gave her with a little bright smile.
“Stay here, Miss Lillie,” said Tom, stopping her and stepping inside the doorway. He came back a moment later with the hat, which he handed to her with a small bright smile.
“You are quite a courtier,” said Mr. Sutherland with an amused face, as Tom joined him. “Lillie should wait upon herself sometimes.”
“You're quite the socialite,” Mr. Sutherland said with a chuckle as Tom joined him. “Lillie should take care of herself sometimes.”
“Miss Lillie does more for me, by her influence among my scholars, than I can ever do for her in this way; and besides,” he added, “I am very glad to serve her in any way that I can.”
“Miss Lillie does more for me, by her influence among my students, than I could ever do for her in this way; and besides,” he added, “I’m really glad to help her in any way I can.”
The books, and the manner of sending them, were a puzzle to Mr. Sutherland. He could make nothing of it. But with the wisdom of the selection[133] and the value of the books he was fully acquainted, and praised them to Tom’s fullest satisfaction. Lillie lost herself among the picture cards, and would hardly be aroused when her father, after a long examination of Tom’s treasures, asked her if she was not ready to go.
The books and the way they were sent confused Mr. Sutherland. He couldn't figure it out. However, he was completely familiar with the quality of the selection[133] and the value of the books, praising them to Tom's complete satisfaction. Lillie got lost among the picture cards and barely reacted when her dad, after a long look at Tom's treasures, asked her if she was ready to leave.
But she had leave to look a while longer, for the people, returning from the field, having heard—for the news flew—of the arrival of the books, all stopped at Aunt Margaret’s cabin on their way home, to have a peep at them. Mr. Sutherland stayed to look and listen, for their interest and excitement were a marvel to him.
But she was allowed to look a little longer, because the people, coming back from the field, having heard—since the news spread quickly—about the arrival of the books, all stopped at Aunt Margaret’s cabin on their way home to take a look at them. Mr. Sutherland stayed to watch and listen, because their interest and excitement were amazing to him.
“If Tom can read all these, he must be mighty learned,” said one of the women, touching them with the tips of her fingers.
“If Tom can read all these, he must be really smart,” said one of the women, lightly touching them with her fingertips.
[134]“Not very, auntie,” replied Tom, laughing.
[134]“Not really, auntie,” Tom replied with a laugh.
“Won’t we feel big,” said another, “when we gets all these shining words hangin’ round that cabin?”
“Won’t we feel great,” said another, “when we have all these shiny words hanging around that cabin?”
“I expect we will,” Tom replied, “but we will feel a great deal more proud when we get the shining words so stamped on our hearts that we can never get them out.”
“I think we will,” Tom replied, “but we’ll feel a lot prouder when those shining words are so imprinted on our hearts that we can never forget them.”
All this was a leaf in the history of these people that Mr. Sutherland had never before taken the trouble to turn over; and now that it lay open before him, he was both puzzled and surprised. By and by, however, he took Lillie’s hand, and as he turned to go back to the house, he said to Tom, “By the way, I wish you would walk over with us. I find there are some accounts which arrived this morning,[135] which require some explanation before they are copied, and I am going away early in the morning.”
All this was a part of these people's history that Mr. Sutherland had never bothered to look into before; and now that it was laid out in front of him, he felt both confused and surprised. Eventually, though, he took Lillie's hand, and as he turned to head back to the house, he said to Tom, “By the way, can you walk over with us? I just found out there are some accounts that came in this morning,[135] which need some clarification before they are copied, and I'm leaving early in the morning.”
So Tom, hastily putting aside the precious books, took his way back with them. Midway between the cabin and the house the workmen of the place were engaged in putting up a store-house, which was to be in readiness for the gathering in of the cotton crop. The men at work were unskilled in their task, and had caused Mr. Sutherland much anxiety by the clumsy way in which they were rearing the building. Just as he came opposite them this afternoon, they were raising a heavy beam by means of ropes and pulleys, with a great deal of noise and very little work. Mr. Sutherland, with an exclamation of impatience, stopped his words and[136] his walk, and came up to where they were at work—the two, Tom and Lillie, following.
So Tom, quickly setting aside the precious books, headed back with them. Halfway between the cabin and the house, the workers were busy putting up a storehouse to prepare for the cotton harvest. The men on the job were inexperienced and had caused Mr. Sutherland a lot of worry with their clumsy construction of the building. Just as he passed by them that afternoon, they were attempting to lift a heavy beam using ropes and pulleys, making a lot of noise but accomplishing very little. Mr. Sutherland, with a grunt of frustration, stopped talking and walking, and approached where they were working, with Tom and Lillie following.
He spoke to the workmen rather severely for a few moments, and then stopped to direct the work. His two companions, interested in the raising of the beam, stood under the shadow of the unfinished part, watching.
He spoke to the workers a bit harshly for a few moments, and then paused to oversee the job. His two companions, intrigued by the lifting of the beam, stood in the shade of the unfinished section, watching.
Mr. Sutherland stood just outside giving orders, and the beam was slowly finding its way to the top, when there was a sudden strain of the ropes, and they cracked and parted.
Mr. Sutherland stood just outside, giving orders, and the beam was slowly making its way to the top when there was a sudden tension in the ropes, causing them to snap and break.
Tom saw what was coming just in time to seize Lillie, who was standing beside him, and throw her violently from him out into the green grass of the lawn, and then the heavy timber had fallen into the house, crushing in the part already finished, and[137] with it the boy who stood under its shadow.
Tom saw what was coming just in time to grab Lillie, who was standing next to him, and shove her hard out into the green grass of the lawn. Then the heavy timber fell onto the house, collapsing the part that was already finished, along with the boy who was standing under its shadow.[137]
“Oh, papa!” said Lillie, standing on her feet in the long green grass, and half crying, “Tom hurt me so bad.”
“Oh, Dad!” said Lillie, standing in the long green grass and half crying, “Tom hurt me so much.”
“Hush!” said her father in reply. “Go home to your mother. Tom is under those ruins.”
“Hush!” her father replied. “Go home to your mom. Tom is under those ruins.”
It was with a very white face that he gave quick directions that the timbers should be removed, and Lillie, as soon as she saw what had happened, never moved. The news spread like lightning, and a group of pained, grave faces soon gathered round the crushed building, to see if possible whether the human body covered with the fearful weight had still life within it.
It was with a very pale face that he quickly instructed to remove the timbers, and Lillie, as soon as she realized what had happened, remained motionless. The news spread rapidly, and a group of solemn, concerned faces soon gathered around the collapsed building, trying to see if there was any sign of life under the terrifying weight.
When at length they lifted Tom from the ruins, he was found to be wounded[138] and bruised terribly, but there was life still there, for the heart was beating. With a tinge of returning color in his face, Mr. Sutherland announced as much to the people, who stood waiting, thankful that the life was spared; and then, taking the trembling hand of his little daughter in his, he gave his orders.
When they finally lifted Tom from the rubble, they found he was badly hurt and bruised, but he was still alive, his heart was still beating. With a hint of color returning to his face, Mr. Sutherland shared the news with the crowd, who stood by, grateful that his life was saved; then, taking his little daughter's trembling hand in his, he gave his instructions.
“Take Tom into my house, and put him in the south room. Tell Aunt Dinah that no pains must be spared to relieve him, and tell Gordon to order the horse immediately and I will ride for Dr. Bartier.”
“Take Tom into my house and put him in the south room. Tell Aunt Dinah that no effort should be spared to help him, and tell Gordon to get the horse ready right away because I’ll ride for Dr. Bartier.”

CHAPTER VIII.
FIVE weeks afterward, at the window of the south room in the mansion of the Sutherland plantation, in a deep easy-chair, propped up with pillows, sat or rather reclined, Tom Alson. His hands, grown slender and delicate by long illness, were resting upon an open letter which lay upon his knee, and his eyes were wandering out over the glorious country, with a little wistfulness in them that had of late been at home there.
FIVE weeks later, at the window of the south room in the Sutherland plantation mansion, Tom Alson sat, or rather reclined, in a deep easy chair propped up with pillows. His hands, now slender and delicate from a long illness, rested on an open letter on his knee, while his eyes wandered over the beautiful countryside, holding a hint of wistfulness that had recently found a home there.
The landscape upon which the sick[140] eyes rested was truly a beautiful one. The rich lands of the plantation stretched out and away off to the banks of the Tennessee, the waters of which were hidden by the cliff-like shores. Beyond this the mountains rose, and the eye followed the bends of the river by their ever-changing curves. A few of the trees on these densely-wooded slopes were changing color, and the scarlet and yellow among so much green made each color more intense. The fields which lay nearer home were truly “white unto the harvest.” The cotton-buds had burst everywhere, and over the Southern hills the fresh breezes of September were blowing. The hands were busy in the fields, and Tom counted many dark forms among the white cotton, hard at work.
The view that the sick eyes rested on was truly beautiful. The lush lands of the plantation spread out towards the banks of the Tennessee, which were obscured by the steep shores. Beyond that, the mountains rose up, and the eye traced the river’s twists and turns with its ever-changing curves. A few trees on these dense, wooded slopes were changing color, and the bright reds and yellows among all the green made each hue stand out more. The fields closer to home were definitely “white unto the harvest.” The cotton bolls had burst open everywhere, and the fresh September breezes were blowing across the Southern hills. The workers were busy in the fields, and Tom could see many dark shapes among the white cotton, hard at work.
[141]Somehow this first sight of the fields led Tom’s mind back to the letter he had received, telling of other fields, just as “white.” That, and the letter just received from home, had sent his thoughts out after his Sunday-school, of which he had not been able to hear for so many weeks. He hardly dared ask after its welfare even now. But he brought his eyes in from the window, and they rested upon Lillie, sitting in a low chair near him, busily employed in some little manufacture with cotton and needle. He watched the white fingers move to and fro in silence for a few minutes, and then he said,
[141]Somehow this first view of the fields made Tom think of the letter he'd gotten, which spoke of other fields, just as "white." That, along with the letter he just received from home, pulled his thoughts toward his Sunday school, which he hadn’t been able to attend for so long. He hardly dared to ask about it even now. But he shifted his gaze from the window and focused on Lillie, sitting in a low chair nearby, busy with some little project involving cotton and a needle. He watched her white fingers move back and forth in silence for a few minutes, and then he said,
“Miss Lillie, I have not been able to think of my Sunday-school in a very long time.”
“Miss Lillie, I haven't been able to think about my Sunday school in a really long time.”
“I have been waiting for you to[142] speak of it all the afternoon,” said Lillie, rousing herself and stopping her work.
“I've been waiting for you to[142] talk about it all afternoon,” Lillie said, pulling herself together and putting her work aside.
“Well?” said Tom, not daring yet to ask the question.
“Well?” Tom asked, still hesitant to voice his question.
“Well,” echoed Lillie, “we consider ourselves something wonderful, I can tell you. We have met every Sunday in the cabin, and Jimmy Harrison—you know him—reads to us from one of the new books and the Bible. He says he cannot pray, so old Uncle Ben prays, and when it comes the time you used to speak to us, I tell them how you are, and what you have been talking about, and then we all try and remember what you have told us and to repeat verses. I did not know there were so many of the people learning to love Jesus, Tom. Then, one Sunday, father came down—it was[143] that Sunday after you and he were talking so long in the morning—and he talked to the people a long time, and they were all so pleased.”
“Well,” Lillie said, “we think we’re pretty special, I can tell you. We’ve been meeting every Sunday in the cabin, and Jimmy Harrison—you know him—reads to us from one of the new books and the Bible. He says he can’t pray, so old Uncle Ben prays, and when it’s time for you to speak to us, I tell them how you are doing and what you’ve been talking about, and then we all try to remember what you’ve told us and recite verses. I didn’t know there were so many people learning to love Jesus, Tom. Then, one Sunday, Dad came down—it was that Sunday after you and he talked for so long in the morning—and he spoke to the people for a long time, and they were all really happy.”
There was a great sob which prevented Tom’s reply. He did not know even then—only God knew—what had been accomplished during the summer months on the Sutherland Plantation.
There was a loud sob that stopped Tom from replying. He didn't know—only God knew—what had happened over the summer months on the Sutherland Plantation.
“Have the books been distributed, Miss Lillie?” asked Tom when he could find voice.
“Have the books been passed out, Miss Lillie?” Tom asked when he finally found his voice.
“No, only two or three were taken by Jimmy to read. Then our illuminated text—that one you said was prettier than all the rest, ‘We would see Jesus’—we had put up first over your chair. We have a little table that papa sent down, and my velvet chair stays there now, and last Sunday[144] the back was covered with a beautiful wreath of flowers.”
“No, only two or three were taken by Jimmy to read. Then our bright text—that one you said was prettier than all the rest, ‘We would see Jesus’—we had put up first over your chair. We have a little table that Dad sent down, and my velvet chair stays there now, and last Sunday[144] the back was covered with a beautiful wreath of flowers.”
Tom looked out again through dim eyes over the white fields, and thought of the promise: “He that goeth forth weeping, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with joy, bringing his sheaves with him.” Tom thought he had a harvest.
Tom looked out again with tired eyes over the white fields and thought of the promise: “Whoever goes out weeping, carrying precious seed, will surely come back with joy, bringing in their harvest.” Tom believed he had a harvest.
Just then Mr. Sutherland opened the door and came in, and coming up to Tom’s chair, asked him “how he was.”
Just then, Mr. Sutherland opened the door and walked in. He approached Tom’s chair and asked him, “How are you?”
“Very happy indeed, sir,” replied Tom with a quiet smile.
“Really happy, sir,” Tom replied with a calm smile.
“What would you like most in the world just at this minute?” asked Mr. Sutherland, whose heart always went out warmly toward the boy who had saved his child.
“What would you like most in the world right now?” asked Mr. Sutherland, whose heart always felt a warm affection for the boy who had saved his child.
Tom’s eyes grew a little wistful. “I should like most of all to see my[145] sister Martha,” said he; “but next to that,” he added, smiling, “I would like to have you read to me, Mr. Sutherland.”
Tom's eyes became a bit nostalgic. “I really want to see my[145] sister Martha,” he said; “but right after that,” he added with a smile, “I’d like you to read to me, Mr. Sutherland.”
So Mr. Sutherland sat down by the sick boy and read to Tom until the sunlight faded.
So Mr. Sutherland sat down next to the sick boy and read to Tom until the sunlight disappeared.
“That was the next best thing to seeing Martha, sir,” said Tom gratefully as he finished. “I am very much obliged to you.”
“That was the next best thing to seeing Martha, sir,” Tom said gratefully as he finished. “I really appreciate it.”
“Not at all,” replied Mr. Sutherland, heartily. “Now I am going away, and I shall send Aunt Dinah to see that you have what you want for supper. Come, pet.”
“Not at all,” replied Mr. Sutherland, enthusiastically. “Now I’m heading out, and I’ll send Aunt Dinah over to make sure you get what you need for dinner. Let’s go, sweetheart.”
So he went away, taking Lillie with him, and left happy Tom, sitting in the twilight, grateful and content, with the words of the Psalmist making sweet music in his heart:
So he went away, taking Lillie with him, and left happy Tom, sitting in the twilight, grateful and content, with the words of the Psalmist creating sweet music in his heart:
[146]“Thou shalt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee.”
[146]“You will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is focused on you.”
After this first day of pleasure Tom could not be kept away from the window, and so, day after day, his chair was moved up to it, and himself put into it, all wrapped about with shawls and supported by pillows, and left to spend the day by the window. He had numerous visitors—not too many—but just enough to make him feel that he was not alone.
After that first day of enjoyment, Tom couldn't stay away from the window, so day after day, his chair was moved up to it, and he was placed in it, all bundled up in shawls and propped up with pillows, left to spend the day by the window. He had plenty of visitors—not too many—but just enough to make him feel like he wasn't alone.
One morning, after he had been up about a week, he was sitting by the open window as usual, watching the cotton-pickers in the distance, when he heard steps coming up the stairs. “Somebody is coming to see me,” he thought, so he listened, still looking out of the window. Something attracted his attention there, so that[147] when the door opened he did not immediately turn his head. There were quick steps across the floor and some one came kneeling by his chair, and then he turned and looked down into the eager face of his sister Martha.
One morning, after being awake for about a week, he was sitting by the open window as usual, watching the cotton-pickers in the distance, when he heard footsteps coming up the stairs. “Someone is coming to see me,” he thought, so he listened, still looking out the window. Something caught his attention there, so that[147] when the door opened, he didn’t immediately turn his head. He heard quick steps across the floor, and then someone knelt by his chair, and he looked down into the eager face of his sister Martha.
“Oh, Martha! Martha!” he cried, seizing her hand and bending down to her face, “has God sent me this joy too? My dear sister, I have wanted to see you more than anything on earth.”
“Oh, Martha! Martha!” he exclaimed, grabbing her hand and leaning closer to her face. “Has God really brought me this joy too? My dear sister, I’ve wanted to see you more than anything else in the world.”
“And I am here, Tom,” she replied joyfully—“come to take good care of you. Mr. Sutherland wrote me that you would not send for me for fear I could not come, but that you wanted me very much. How are you, dear Tom?”
“And I’m here, Tom,” she said happily—“come to take good care of you. Mr. Sutherland told me that you wouldn’t call for me because you were worried I couldn’t make it, but that you wanted me here a lot. How are you, dear Tom?”
“I believe, Martha,” he said, still[148] holding her hand and looking down into her face, “I believe I am perfectly happy.”
“I believe, Martha,” he said, still[148] holding her hand and looking down into her face, “I believe I am truly happy.”
“And how is the Sunday-school?” his sister asked. “Oh, you can’t think how Miss Mason and I have enjoyed that school!”
“And how is the Sunday school?” his sister asked. “Oh, you can’t imagine how much Miss Mason and I have enjoyed that school!”
“It’s perfectly wonderful, Martha,” he replied with glowing eyes. “It seems to me that for the past few days, when the thought of it came, those four grand words, ‘What hath God wrought?’ have been the only ones which could anyway rest me. Listen while I tell.”
“It's absolutely amazing, Martha,” he said with bright eyes. “It feels like for the past few days, whenever I thought about it, those four powerful words, ‘What hath God wrought?’ have been the only ones that could ever give me peace. Just listen while I explain.”
Thereupon followed a long conversation in questions and answers about the summer’s doings, with pleased eagerness on one side and loving sympathy on the other, until they knew all those little things[149] which pen and paper never tell, and which therefore the letters which had passed between them had not contained.
There was a long conversation filled with questions and answers about what happened over the summer, with excited curiosity from one side and warm understanding from the other, until they uncovered all those little details[149] that pen and paper can't express, and which the letters they exchanged hadn't captured.
“And now, Tom,” said Martha, when home and plantation news seemed to be exhausted, “I believe I’ve something to tell you. Mr. Sutherland said to me, as we rode up this morning, that he would like to keep you all winter if you were pleased to stay. He said that you understood his business, and did it well, and that you had wound yourself round the hearts of the people; although,” she added, “I did not need for him to tell me that, after Jimmy’s letter.”
“And now, Tom,” Martha said, when it seemed like we’d talked about all the news from home and the farm, “I think I have something to share with you. Mr. Sutherland mentioned to me this morning as we rode up that he’d like to keep you all winter if you wanted to stay. He said you understood his business and did it well, and that you had won the hearts of the people; although,” she added, “I didn’t need him to tell me that after Jimmy’s letter.”
“Jimmy?” asked Tom, in amaze.
“Jimmy?” Tom asked, amazed.
“Yes,” laughed Martha. “Jimmy wrote Miss Mason and me a joint[150] letter of confession of his own sins and praise of you. It was funny, but it was good. I will show it to you some day.”
“Yeah,” laughed Martha. “Jimmy wrote a joint[150] letter to Miss Mason and me, confessing his own sins and praising you. It was hilarious, but also really nice. I’ll show it to you someday.”
Tom gave her a bright smile in answer, and asked her if there was anything more.
Tom smiled brightly at her in response and asked if there was anything else.
“Yes,” returned Martha. “Mr. Sutherland wants me to stay here too, to be a sort of waiting-maid for Miss Lillie. How do you like that?”
“Yes,” replied Martha. “Mr. Sutherland wants me to stay here too, to be like a sort of maid for Miss Lillie. What do you think about that?”
“My dear Martha, that is glorious,” said Tom, bringing his hands together with sudden joy. “There will be no discouragements if you are here.”
“My dear Martha, that’s amazing,” said Tom, clapping his hands together with sudden joy. “There won’t be any discouragements as long as you’re here.”
“But, Tom dear,” said Martha, “I would not stay, and I should not want to leave you, but in the fall the good people who sent Miss Mason to us in Huntsville are going to send a teacher to this plantation, and Mr. Sutherland[151] is perfectly willing. So we may study yet, Tom.”
“But, Tom dear,” Martha said, “I wouldn’t stay, and I wouldn’t want to leave you, but in the fall, the kind folks who sent Miss Mason to us in Huntsville are going to send a teacher to this plantation, and Mr. Sutherland[151] is totally on board. So we might still have a chance to study, Tom.”
“There is no truer word in the world than that which God spake, Martha,” replied Tom, looking into her gentle, earnest face with glistening eyes: “‘All things work together for good to them that love God.’
“There is no truer word in the world than what God said, Martha,” Tom replied, looking into her gentle, earnest face with glistening eyes. “‘All things work together for good for those who love God.’”
And now, dear reader, I had meant to leave you here, and let the story of Tom’s summer work leave its own impress on your minds and hearts, but when I think of the joy, and love, and reward of working for Jesus, and the faintness with which I have tried to show them to you, I am longing for power to carry home the truth to your hearts. But God who giveth the increase will bring it to[152] pass when human hands fall powerless.
And now, dear reader, I intended to leave you here and let the story of Tom’s summer work make its own impact on your minds and hearts. However, when I think about the joy, love, and fulfillment of working for Jesus, and how poorly I’ve tried to convey that to you, I genuinely wish for the ability to bring this truth home to your hearts. But God, who provides the growth, will make it happen when human efforts fall short.[152]
Do you remember how John finished his gospel? He says: “And there are also many other things which Jesus did, the which if they should be written every one, I suppose that even the world itself could not contain the books that should be written.” So I believe, with him, that if the beauty and joy of the lives spent in work for the Lord were given to mankind, “even the world itself could not contain the books that should be written.”
Do you remember how John ended his gospel? He says: “And there are also many other things that Jesus did, which if they were all written down, I think even the world itself couldn't hold the books that would be written.” So I believe, like him, that if the beauty and joy of the lives dedicated to working for the Lord were shared with humanity, “even the world itself couldn't hold the books that would be written.”
THE END.
THE END.
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