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SPINNING-WHEEL AND RIFLE.  <i>See page 56.</i>
SPINNING-WHEEL AND RIFLE. See page 56.

SPINNING-WHEEL AND RIFLE. See page 56.



THE
CIRCUIT RIDER

A Tale of the Heroic Age,

A Tale of the Heroic Age,

BY

BY

EDWARD EGGLESTON,

EDWARD EGGLESTON,

Author of "The Hoosier School-master" "The End of the
World," etc.

Author of "The Hoosier School-master," "The End of the
World," etc.





"The voice of one crying in the wilderness."—Isaiah.

"The voice of someone calling out in the wilderness."—Isaiah.

"——Beginners of a better time,
And glorying in their vows."—Tennyson.

"——Beginners of a better time,
And proud of their promises."—Tennyson.





NEW YORK:
J. B. FORD & COMPANY
1874.

NEW YORK:
J. B. FORD & COMPANY
1874.







Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1874, by
J. B. FORD & COMPANY,
in the Office of the Librarian of Congress, Washington, D. C.

Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1874, by
J. B. FORD & COMPANY,
in the Office of the Librarian of Congress, Washington, D. C.







TO MY COMRADES OF OTHER YEARS,

THE BRAVE AND SELF-SACRIFICING MEN WITH WHOM I HAD THE
HONOR TO BE ASSOCIATED IN A FRONTIER MINISTRY,

THIS BOOK IS INSCRIBED.

TO MY FRIENDS FROM THE PAST,

THE BRAVE AND SELFLESS MEN I HAD THE
HONOR TO WORK WITH IN FRONTIER MINISTRY,

THIS BOOK IS DEDICATED.







CONTENTS.

CONTENTS.



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PREFACE.

PREFACE.

Whatever is incredible in this story is true. The tale I have to tell will seem strange to those who know little of the social life of the West at the beginning of this century. These sharp contrasts of corn-shuckings and camp-meetings, of wild revels followed by wild revivals; these contacts of highwayman and preacher; this mélange of picturesque simplicity, grotesque humor and savage ferocity, of abandoned wickedness and austere piety, can hardly seem real to those who know the country now. But the books of biography and reminiscence which preserve the memory of that time more than justify what is marvelous in these pages.

Whatever is unbelievable in this story is true. The tale I’m about to share might seem odd to those who know little about the social life in the West at the start of this century. These sharp contrasts of corn-shuckings and camp meetings, wild parties followed by intense revivals; these encounters between outlaws and preachers; this blend of charming simplicity, bizarre humor, and brutal ferocity, of reckless wickedness and strict piety, might be hard to believe for those who know the country today. However, the biographies and memoirs that capture the essence of that time more than validate what seems extraordinary in these pages.

Living, in early boyhood, on the very ground where my grandfather—brave old Indian-fighter!—had defended his family in a block-house built in a wilderness by his own hands, I grew up familiar with this strange wild life. At the age when other children hear fables and fairy stories, my childish fancy was filled with traditions of battles with Indians and highwaymen. Instead of imaginary giant-killers, children then heard of real Indian-slayers; instead of Blue-Beards, we had Murrell and his robbers; instead of Little Red Riding Hood's wolf, we were regaled with the daring adventures of the generation before us, in conflict with wild beasts on the very road we traveled to school. In many households the old customs still held sway; the wool was carded, spun, dyed, woven, cut and made up in the house: the corn-shucking, wood-chopping, quilting, apple-peeling and country "hoe-down" had not yet fallen into disuse.

Growing up in early childhood on the same land where my grandfather—brave old Indian fighter!—had defended his family in a blockhouse he built himself in the wilderness, I became familiar with this unusual wild life. While other kids listened to fables and fairy tales, my young imagination was filled with stories of battles against Indians and highwaymen. Instead of make-believe giant slayers, kids heard about real-life Indian fighters; instead of Bluebeard, we had Murrell and his gang; instead of Little Red Riding Hood's wolf, we enjoyed the daring adventures of the previous generation battling wild animals on the very roads we traveled to school. In many homes, traditional customs were still alive; the wool was carded, spun, dyed, woven, cut, and made into garments at home: corn shucking, wood chopping, quilting, apple peeling, and country "hoe-downs" were still part of life.

In a true picture of this life neither the Indian nor the hunter is the center-piece, but the circuit-rider. More than any one else, the early circuit preachers brought order out of this chaos. In no other class was the real heroic element so finely displayed. How do I remember the forms and weather-beaten visages of the old preachers, whose constitutions had conquered starvation and exposure—who had survived swamps, alligators, Indians, highway robbers and bilious fevers! How was my boyish soul tickled with their anecdotes of rude experience—how was my imagination wrought upon by the recital of their hair-breadth escapes! How was my heart set afire by their contagious religious enthusiasm, so that at eighteen years of age I bestrode the saddle-bags myself and laid upon a feeble frame the heavy burden of emulating their toils! Surely I have a right to celebrate them, since they came so near being the death of me.

In a true depiction of this life, neither the Indian nor the hunter is the main focus, but the circuit-rider. More than anyone else, the early circuit preachers brought order out of this chaos. No other group showcased such true heroism so vividly. I vividly remember the rugged faces of the old preachers, whose bodies had endured starvation and harsh conditions—who had survived swamps, alligators, Indians, highway robbers, and fevers! How my youthful spirit was entertained by their stories of tough experiences—how my imagination was stirred by their tales of close escapes! How my heart was ignited by their infectious religious passion, leading me at eighteen years old to take up the saddle-bags myself and take on the heavy challenge of following in their footsteps! Surely, I have a right to celebrate them since they nearly led to my demise.

It is not possible to write of this heroic race of men without enthusiasm. But nothing has been further from my mind than the glorifying of a sect. If I were capable of sectarian pride, I should not come upon the platform of Christian union* to display it. There are those, indeed, whose sectarian pride will be offended that I have frankly shown the rude as well as the heroic side of early Methodism. I beg they will remember the solemn obligations of a novelist to tell the truth. Lawyers and even ministers are permitted to speak entirely on one side. But no man is worthy to be called a novelist who does not endeavor with his whole soul to produce the higher form of history, by writing truly of men as they are, and dispassionately of those forms of life that come within his scope.

It’s impossible to talk about this heroic group of people without feeling excited. But I have no intention of glorifying any particular sect. If I were capable of sectarian pride, I wouldn’t take the stage for Christian unity to showcase it. There are certainly people whose pride in their sect will be hurt by my candid portrayal of both the rough and heroic aspects of early Methodism. I urge them to remember the serious responsibility of a novelist to tell the truth. Lawyers and even ministers can speak entirely from one perspective. But no one deserves to be called a novelist who doesn’t strive with their whole heart to create a higher form of history by writing truthfully about people as they are and impartially about the ways of life that fall within their view.



* "The Circuit Rider" originally appeared as a serial in The Christian Union.

* "The Circuit Rider" originally appeared as a series in The Christian Union.



Much as I have laughed at every sort of grotesquerie, I could not treat the early religious life of the West otherwise than with the most cordial sympathy and admiration. And yet this is not a "religious novel," one in which all the bad people are as bad as they can be, and all the good people a little better than they can be. I have not even asked myself what may be the "moral." The story of any true life is wholesome, if only the writer will tell it simply, keeping impertinent preachment of his own out of the way.

As much as I've found humor in all kinds of absurdity, I couldn't view the early religious life of the West in any way other than with genuine sympathy and respect. However, this isn't a "religious novel," where all the bad characters are as bad as possible, and all the good ones are just a bit better than they really are. I haven’t even bothered to think about what the "moral" might be. The story of any real life is valuable, as long as the writer shares it honestly, avoiding any self-righteous preaching.

Doubtless I shall hopelessly damage myself with some good people by confessing in the start that, from the first chapter to the last, this is a love-story. But it is not my fault. It is God who made love so universal that no picture of human life can be complete where love is left out.

I’m sure I’ll end up disappointing some good people by admitting right from the beginning that this is a love story from start to finish. But that’s not my fault. It’s God who made love so universal that no depiction of human life can be complete without it.

E. E.

E. E.

BROOKLYN, March, 1874.

BROOKLYN, March 1874.







"NEC PROPTER VITAM, VIVENDI PERDERE CAUSAS."

"NEC PROPTER VITAM, VIVENDI PERDERE CAUSAS."







THE CIRCUIT RIDER

The Circuit Rider

A TALE OF THE HEROIC AGE.

A STORY FROM THE HEROIC AGE.





CHAPTER I.

THE CORN-SHUCKING.

Subtraction is the hardest "ciphering" in the book. Fifty or sixty years off the date at the head of your letter is easy enough to the "organ of number," but a severe strain on the imagination. It is hard to go back to the good old days your grandmother talks about—that golden age when people were not roasted alive in a sleeping coach, but gently tipped over a toppling cliff by a drunken stage-driver.

Subtraction is the toughest "calculation" in the book. Adjusting the date at the top of your letter by fifty or sixty years is straightforward for the "mind for numbers," but it puts a real strain on the imagination. It's tough to go back to the good old days your grandmother talks about—that golden age when people weren’t burned alive in a sleeper coach, but were gently tipped over the edge of a cliff by a drunk stagecoach driver.

Grand old times were those in which boys politely took off their hats to preacher or schoolmaster, solacing their fresh young hearts afterward by making mouths at the back of his great-coat. Blessed days! in which parsons wore stiff, white stocks, and walked with starched dignity, and yet were not too good to drink peach-brandy and cherry-bounce with folks; when Congressmen were so honorable that they scorned bribes, and were only kept from killing one another by the exertions of the sergeant-at-arms. It was in those old times of the beginning of the reign of Madison, that the people of the Hissawachee settlement, in Southern Ohio, prepared to attend "the corn-shuckin' down at Cap'n Lumsden's."

Back in the day, boys would politely take off their hats for the preacher or schoolmaster, only to entertain themselves later by making faces at the back of his coat. Those were awesome days! A time when ministers wore stiff, white collars and walked with a formal air, but still enjoyed drinking peach brandy and cherry bounce with everyone; when Congress members were so respectable that they turned down bribes and only avoided fighting each other thanks to the sergeant-at-arms. It was during those early days of Madison's presidency that the people of the Hissawachee settlement in Southern Ohio got ready to go to "the corn-shucking at Cap'n Lumsden's."

There is a peculiar freshness about the entertainment that opens the gayeties of the season. The shucking at Lumsden's had the advantage of being set off by a dim back-ground of other shuckings, and quiltings, and wood-choppings, and apple-peelings that were to follow, to say nothing of the frolics pure and simple—parties alloyed with no utilitarian purposes.

There’s a unique excitement about the entertainment that kicks off the fun of the season. The shucking at Lumsden's was enhanced by the vague backdrop of other shuckings, quilt-making, wood-chopping, and apple-peeling that were coming up, not to mention the purely fun events—parties that had no practical goals.

Lumsden's corn lay ready for husking, in a whitey-brown ridge five or six feet high. The Captain was not insensible to considerations of economy. He knew quite well that it would be cheaper in the long run to have it husked by his own farm hands; the expense of an entertainment in whiskey and other needful provisions, and the wasteful handling of the corn, not to mention the obligation to send a hand to other huskings, more than counter-balanced the gratuitous labor. But who can resist the public sentiment that requires a man to be a gentleman according to the standard of his neighbors? Captain Lumsden had the reputation of doing many things which were oppressive, and unjust, but to have "shucked" his own corn would have been to forfeit his respectability entirely. It would have placed him on the Pariah level of the contemptible Connecticut Yankee who had bought a place farther up the creek, and who dared to husk his own corn, practise certain forbidden economies, and even take pay for such trifles as butter, and eggs, and the surplus veal of a calf which he had killed. The propriety of "ducking" this Yankee had been a matter of serious debate. A man "as tight as the bark on a beech tree," and a Yankee besides, was next door to a horse-thief.

Lumsden's corn was ready for husking, forming a whitey-brown ridge five or six feet high. The Captain was aware of the costs involved. He knew that it would be cheaper in the long run to have his own farm workers husk it; the expense of throwing a party with whiskey and other necessary supplies, along with the careless handling of the corn, not to mention the obligation to send someone to other huskings, outweighed any benefit from free labor. But who can ignore the social expectations that demand a man act like a gentleman based on his neighbors' standards? Captain Lumsden had a reputation for doing many things that were oppressive and unfair, but husking his own corn would have completely ruined his respectability. It would have put him on the same level as the contemptible Connecticut Yankee who had bought a plot further up the creek and dared to husk his own corn, practice certain frowned-upon savings, and even charge for trivial items like butter, eggs, and the extra veal from a calf he had slaughtered. The idea of "ducking" this Yankee had been a serious topic of discussion. A man "as tight as the bark on a beech tree," and a Yankee to boot, was nearly the same as a horse thief.

So there was a corn-shucking at Cap'n Lumsden's. The "women-folks" turned the festive occasion into farther use by stretching a quilt on the frames, and having the ladies of the party spend the afternoon in quilting and gossiping—the younger women blushing inwardly, and sometimes outwardly, with hope and fear, as the names of certain young men were mentioned. Who could tell what disclosures the evening frolic might produce? For, though "circumstances alter cases," they have no power to change human nature; and the natural history of the delightful creature which we call a young woman was essentially the same in the Hissawachee Bottom, sixty odd years ago, that it is on Murray or Beacon Street Hill in these modern times. Difference enough of manner and costume—linsey-woolsey, with a rare calico now and then for Sundays; the dropping of "kercheys" by polite young girls—but these things are only outward. The dainty girl that turns away from my story with disgust, because "the people are so rough," little suspects how entirely of the cuticle is her refinement—how, after all, there is a touch of nature that makes Polly Ann and Sary Jane cousins-german to Jennie, and Hattie, and Blanche, and Mabel.

So there was a corn-shucking at Captain Lumsden's place. The women turned the festive occasion into something more by stretching a quilt on the frames and spending the afternoon quilting and chatting—while the younger women blushed, both inwardly and sometimes outwardly, with hope and fear as certain young men's names came up. Who could say what revelations the evening gathering might bring? Because, although “circumstances alter cases,” they can’t change human nature; and the core nature of the delightful beings we call young women was fundamentally the same in Hissawachee Bottom, over sixty years ago, as it is on Murray or Beacon Street Hill today. There are plenty of differences in style and dress—like linsey-woolsey, with a rare calico now and then for Sundays, and the polite young girls dropping their "kercheys"—but those are just outward changes. The delicate girl who turns away from my story in disgust because “the people are so rough” has no idea how superficial her refinement is—how, ultimately, there’s a thread of nature that makes Polly Ann and Sary Jane like cousins to Jennie, Hattie, Blanche, and Mabel.

It was just dark—the rising full moon was blazing like a bonfire among the trees on Campbell's Hill, across the creek—when the shucking party gathered rapidly around the Captain's ridge of corn. The first comers waited for the others, and spent the time looking at the heap, and speculating as to how many bushels it would "shuck out." Captain Lumsden, an active, eager man, under the medium size, welcomed his neighbors cordially, but with certain reserves. That is to say, he spoke with hospitable warmth to each new comer, but brought his voice up at the last like a whip-cracker; there was a something in what Dr. Rush would call the "vanish" of his enunciation, which reminded the person addressed that Captain Lumsden, though he knew how to treat a man with politeness, as became an old Virginia gentleman, was not a man whose supremacy was to be questioned for a moment. He reached out his hand, with a "Howdy, Bill?" "Howdy, Jeems? how's your mother gittin', eh?" and "Hello, Bob, I thought you had the shakes—got out at last, did you?" Under this superficial familiarity a certain reserve of conscious superiority and flinty self-will never failed to make itself appreciated.

It was just dark—the full moon was shining brightly like a bonfire among the trees on Campbell's Hill, across the creek—when the corn-shucking party quickly gathered around the Captain's patch of corn. The first arrivals waited for the others and spent the time looking at the pile, wondering how many bushels it would "shuck out." Captain Lumsden, an active, eager man of average height, greeted his neighbors warmly but with some reservations. In other words, he spoke with genuine friendliness to each newcomer, but his tone ended abruptly, like a whip-cracker; there was something in the way he spoke, which Dr. Rush might call the "vanish" of his enunciation, that reminded the person he was addressing that Captain Lumsden, while knowing how to treat someone politely, as a true Virginia gentleman should, was not a man whose authority could be challenged for a second. He extended his hand, saying, "Howdy, Bill? Howdy, Jeems? How's your mother doing, huh?" and "Hello, Bob, I thought you were sick—managed to get out finally, did you?" Beneath this surface friendliness, a certain air of conscious superiority and stubborn self-will was always felt.


CAPTAIN LUMSDEN.
CAPTAIN LUMSDEN.

CAPTAIN LUMSDEN.

Let us understand ourselves. When we speak of Captain Lumsden as an old Virginia gentleman, we speak from his own standpoint. In his native state his hereditary rank was low—his father was an "upstart," who, besides lacking any claims to "good blood," had made money by doubtful means. But such is the advantage of emigration that among outside barbarians the fact of having been born in "Ole Virginny" was credential enough. Was not the Old Dominion the mother of presidents, and of gentlemen? And so Captain Lumsden was accustomed to tap his pantaloons with his raw-hide riding-whip, while he alluded to his relationships to "the old families," the Carys, the Archers, the Lees, the Peytons, and the far-famed William and Evelyn Bird; and he was especially fond of mentioning his relationship to that family whose aristocratic surname is spelled "Enroughty," while it is mysteriously and inexplicably pronounced "Darby," and to the "Tolivars," whose name is spelled "Taliaferro." Nothing smacks more of hereditary nobility than a divorce betwixt spelling and pronouncing. In all the Captain's strutting talk there was this shade of truth, that he was related to the old families through his wife. For Captain Lumsden would have scorned a prima facie lie. But, in his fertile mind, the truth was ever germinal—little acorns of fact grew to great oaks of fable.

Let's understand ourselves. When we refer to Captain Lumsden as an old Virginia gentleman, we’re seeing it from his perspective. In his home state, his social status was low—his father was an "upstart," who, apart from having no claims to "good blood," had made his money through questionable means. But that’s the benefit of moving away; among outsiders, being born in "Ole Virginny" was enough of a credential. Wasn’t the Old Dominion the birthplace of presidents and gentlemen? So, Captain Lumsden was used to tapping his trousers with his rawhide riding-whip while mentioning his connections to “the old families”—the Carys, the Archers, the Lees, the Peytons, and the famous William and Evelyn Bird. He particularly liked to highlight his link to that family whose aristocratic name is written as "Enroughty," yet pronounced "Darby," and to the "Tolivars," whose name is written as "Taliaferro." There’s nothing that screams hereditary nobility quite like a discrepancy between spelling and pronunciation. In all the Captain's boastful chatter, there was a grain of truth—he was connected to the old families through his wife. After all, Captain Lumsden wouldn’t have settled for a prima facie lie. But in his imaginative mind, the truth was always developing—small acorns of fact grew into large oaks of myth.

How quickly a crowd gathers! While I have been introducing you to Lumsden, the Captain has been shaking hands in his way, giving a cordial grip, and then suddenly relaxing, and withdrawing his hand as if afraid of compromising dignity, and all the while calling out, "Ho, Tom! Howdy, Stevens? Hello, Johnson! is that you? Did come after all, eh?"

How quickly a crowd forms! While I've been introducing you to Lumsden, the Captain has been shaking hands in his own way, giving a warm grip, and then suddenly letting go and pulling back his hand as if worried about losing his dignity, all the while calling out, "Hey, Tom! How's it going, Stevens? Hi, Johnson! Is that you? You actually showed up, huh?"

When once the company was about complete, the next step was to divide the heap. To do this, judges were selected, to wit: Mr. Butterfield, a slow-speaking man, who was believed to know a great deal because he said little, and looked at things carefully; and Jake Sniger, who also had a reputation for knowing a great deal, because he talked glibly, and was good at off-hand guessing. Butterfield looked at the corn, first on one side, and then on the end of the heap. Then he shook his head in uncertainty, and walked round to the other end of the pile, squinted one eye, took sight along the top of the ridge, measured its base, walked from one end to the other with long strides as if pacing the distance, and again took bearings with one eye shut, while the young lads stared at him with awe. Jake Sniger strode away from the corn and took a panoramic view of it, as one who scorned to examine anything minutely. He pointed to the left, and remarked to his admirers that he "'low'd they was a heap sight more corn in the left hand eend of the pile, but it was the long, yaller gourd-seed, and powerful easy to shuck, while t'other eend wuz the leetle, flint, hominy corn, and had a right smart sprinklin' of nubbins." He "'low'd whoever got aholt of them air nubbins would git sucked in. It was neck-and-neck twixt this ere and that air, and fer his own part, he thought the thing mout be nigh about even, and had orter be divided in the middle of the pile." Strange to say, Butterfield, after all his sighting, and pacing, and measuring, arrived at the same difficult and complex conclusion, which remarkable coincidence served to confirm the popular confidence in the infallibility of the two judges.

Once the group was nearly complete, the next step was to divide the pile. To do this, judges were chosen: Mr. Butterfield, a slow-speaking man known for his knowledge because he said little and observed everything closely; and Jake Sniger, who had a reputation for being knowledgeable because he spoke fluently and was good at making offhand guesses. Butterfield examined the corn, first from one side and then from the end of the pile. Then he shook his head in uncertainty, walked to the other end of the pile, squinted one eye, took a look along the top of the ridge, measured its base, walked from one end to the other with long strides as if pacing the distance, and again took measurements with one eye shut while the young boys stared at him in awe. Jake Sniger walked away from the corn and took it all in, as if he looked down on examining anything closely. He pointed to the left and told his followers that he thought there was a lot more corn at the left end of the pile, but it was the long, yellow gourd-seed, which was really easy to shell, while the other end had the small, flint, hominy corn, and a fair amount of nubbins. He believed that anyone who got hold of those nubbins would get fooled. It was neck-and-neck between this and that, and for his part, he thought it might be pretty much even and should be split in the middle of the pile. Strangely enough, Butterfield, after all his measuring, pacing, and looking, came to the same difficult and complicated conclusion, which coincidental agreement helped to reinforce the community's faith in the accuracy of the two judges.

So the ridge of corn was measured, and divided exactly in the middle. A fence rail, leaning against either side, marked the boundary between the territories of the two parties. The next thing to be done was to select the captains. Lumsden, as a prudent man, desiring an election to the legislature, declined to appoint them, laughing his chuckling kind of laugh, and saying, "Choose for yourselves, boys, choose for yourselves."

So they measured the cornfield and split it right down the middle. A fence rail leaning on either side marked the boundary between the two groups. The next step was to pick the captains. Lumsden, being a savvy guy who wanted to get elected to the legislature, decided not to appoint them. He let out his usual chuckle and said, "Choose for yourselves, boys, choose for yourselves."

Bill McConkey was on the ground, and there was no better husker. He wanted to be captain on one side, but somebody in the crowd objected that there was no one present who could "hold a taller dip to Bill's shuckin."

Bill McConkey was on the ground, and there was no better husker. He wanted to be captain on one side, but someone in the crowd pointed out that there was no one present who could "hold a taller dip to Bill's shuckin."

"Whar's Mort Goodwin?" demanded Bill; "he's the one they say kin lick me. I'd like to lay him out wunst."

"Where's Mort Goodwin?" Bill asked. "He's the one they say can beat me. I'd like to take him down once."

"He ain't yer."

"He's not yours."

"That air's him a comin' through the cornstalks, I 'low," said Jake Sniger, as a tall, well-built young man came striding hurriedly through the stripped corn stalks, put two hands on the eight-rail fence, and cleared it at a bound.

"That’s him coming through the corn rows, I guess," said Jake Sniger, as a tall, well-built young man hurried through the bare corn stalks, put both hands on the eight-rail fence, and jumped over it in one leap.

"That's him! that's his jump," said "little Kike," a nephew of Captain Lumsden. "Couldn't many fellers do that eight-rail fence so clean."

"That's him! That's his jump," said "little Kike," a nephew of Captain Lumsden. "Not many guys could clear that eight-rail fence so smoothly."

"Hello, Mort!" they all cried at once as he came up taking off his wide-rimmed straw hat and wiping his forehead. "We thought you wuzn't a comin'. Here, you and Conkey choose up."

"Hey, Mort!" they all shouted together as he arrived, taking off his wide-brimmed straw hat and wiping his forehead. "We thought you weren't coming. Come on, you and Conkey pick teams."


MORT GOODWIN.
MORT GOODWIN.

MORT GOODWIN.

"Let somebody else," said Morton, who was shy, and ready to give up such a distinction to others.

"Let someone else," said Morton, who was shy, and willing to let others have that distinction.

"Backs out!" said Conkey, sneering.

"Backing out!" said Conkey, sneering.

"Not a bit of it," said Mort. "You don't appreciate kindness; where's your stick?"

"Not at all," said Mort. "You don't value kindness; where's your stick?"

By tossing a stick from one to the other, and then passing the hand of one above that of the other, it was soon decided that Bill McConkey should have the first choice of men, and Morton Goodwin the first choice of corn. The shuckers were thus all divided into two parts. Captain Lumsden, as host, declining to be upon either side. Goodwin chose the end of the corn which had, as the boys declared, "a desp'rate sight of nubbins." Then, at a signal, all hands went to work.

By tossing a stick back and forth and then passing one hand over the other, it was quickly decided that Bill McConkey would get the first pick of players, while Morton Goodwin would choose the first corn. The shuckers were split into two groups, with Captain Lumsden, as the host, choosing not to join either side. Goodwin selected the end of the corn that, according to the boys, had "a whole lot of nubbins." Then, at a signal, everyone got to work.

The corn had to be husked and thrown into a crib, a mere pen of fence-rails.

The corn had to be husked and tossed into a crib, just a simple enclosure made of fence rails.

"Now, boys, crib your corn," said Captain Lumsden, as he started the whiskey bottle on its encouraging travels along the line of shuckers.

"Now, guys, grab your corn," said Captain Lumsden, as he passed the whiskey bottle along to keep the shuckers motivated.

"Hurrah, boys!" shouted McConkey. "Pull away, my sweats! work like dogs in a meat-pot; beat 'em all to thunder, er bust a biler, by jimminy! Peel 'em off! Thunder and blazes! Hurrah!"

"Hurray, guys!" shouted McConkey. "Pull hard, my team! Work like crazy; outdo them by a mile, or blow a gasket, I swear! Take them off! Wow! Hurray!"

This loud hallooing may have cheered his own men, but it certainly stimulated those on the other side. Morton was more prudent; he husked with all his might, and called down the lines in an undertone, "Let them holler, boys, never mind Bill; all the breath he spends in noise we'll spend in gittin' the corn peeled. Here, you! don't you shove that corn back in the shucks! No cheats allowed on this side!"

This loud yelling might have boosted his own guys, but it definitely fired up the others. Morton was more careful; he husked as fast as he could and quietly told his team, "Let them yell, guys, don’t worry about Bill; all the energy he wastes making noise, we’ll use to get the corn peeled. Hey, you! Don’t put that corn back in the husks! No cheating allowed on this side!"

Goodwin had taken his place in the middle of his own men, where he could overlook them and husk, without intermission, himself; knowing that his own dexterity was worth almost as much as the work of two men. When one or two boys on his side began to run over to see how the others were getting along, he ordered them back with great firmness. "Let them alone," he said, "you are only losing time; work hard at first, everybody will work hard at the last."

Goodwin stood in the center of his team, allowing him to keep an eye on them and focus on his own tasks without interruption, knowing his skills were almost equivalent to the efforts of two men. When a couple of the boys on his side started to wander over to check on how the others were doing, he firmly commanded them to return. "Leave them be," he said, "you're just wasting time; if we all put in the hard work now, we’ll all benefit in the end."

For nearly an hour the huskers had been stripping husks with unremitting eagerness; the heap of unshucked corn had grown smaller, the crib was nearly full of the white and yellow ears, and a great billow of light husks had arisen behind the eager workers.

For almost an hour, the huskers had been eagerly peeling the husks; the pile of unshucked corn had shrunk, the crib was almost full of the white and yellow ears, and a big cloud of light husks had risen up behind the enthusiastic workers.

"Why don't you drink?" asked Jake Sniger, who sat next to Morton.

"Why aren't you drinking?" asked Jake Sniger, who was sitting next to Morton.

"Want's to keep his breath sweet for Patty Lumsden," said Ben North, with a chuckle.

"Want's to keep his breath fresh for Patty Lumsden," said Ben North, laughing.

Morton did not knock Ben over, and Ben never knew how near he came to getting a whipping.

Morton didn’t push Ben down, and Ben never realized how close he was to getting a beating.

It was now the last heavy pull of the shuckers. McConkey had drunk rather freely, and his "Pull away, sweats!" became louder than ever. Morton found it necessary to run up and down his line once or twice, and hearten his men by telling them that they were "sure to beat if they only stuck to it well."

It was now the final tough push of the shuckers. McConkey had been drinking quite a bit, and his shout of "Pull away, sweats!" was louder than ever. Morton felt the need to run up and down his line a couple of times, encouraging his team by telling them that they would definitely win if they just kept at it.

The two parties were pretty evenly matched; the side led by Goodwin would have given it up once if it had not been for his cheers; the others were so near to victory that they began to shout in advance, and that cheer, before they were through, lost them the battle,—for Goodwin, calling to his men, fell to work in a way that set them wild by contagion, and for the last minute they made almost superhuman exertions, sending a perfect hail of white corn into the crib, and licking up the last ear in time to rush with a shout into the territory of the other party, and seize on one or two dozen ears, all that were left, to show that Morton had clearly gained the victory. Then there was a general wiping of foreheads, and a general expression of good feeling. But Bill McConkey vowed that he "knowed what the other side done with their corn," pointing to the husk pile.

The two teams were pretty evenly matched; the group led by Goodwin would have given up at one point if it hadn’t been for his cheers. The others were so close to victory that they started shouting in advance, and that premature cheer cost them the battle—because Goodwin, rallying his men, worked in a way that got them so fired up, and in the last minute they put in nearly superhuman efforts, sending a perfect storm of white corn into the crib and finishing off the last ear just in time to charge with a shout into the other team’s territory, grabbing a couple dozen ears, all that were left, to prove that Morton had clearly won. Then everyone wiped their foreheads and shared a feeling of camaraderie. But Bill McConkey declared that he “knew what the other side did with their corn,” pointing to the pile of husks.

"I'll bet you six bits," said Morton, "that I can find more corn in your shucks than you kin in mine." But Bill did not accept the wager.

"I'll bet you six bits," Morton said, "that I can find more corn in your shucks than you can in mine." But Bill didn't take the bet.

After husking the corn that remained under the rails, the whole party adjourned to the house, washing their hands and faces in the woodshed as they passed into the old hybrid building, half log-cabin, the other half block-house fortification.

After removing the husks from the corn left under the rails, the entire group went to the house, washing their hands and faces in the woodshed as they entered the old hybrid building, half log cabin and half blockhouse fortification.

The quilting frames were gone; and a substantial supper was set in the apartment which was commonly used for parlor and sitting room, and which was now pressed into service for a dining room. The ladies stood around against the wall with a self-conscious air of modesty, debating, no doubt, the effect of their linsey-woolsey dresses. For what is the use of carding and spinning, winding and weaving, cutting and sewing to get a new linsey dress, if you cannot have it admired?

The quilting frames were gone, and a hearty supper was set up in the room that was usually used as a parlor and sitting room, now repurposed as a dining room. The ladies stood against the wall, looking a bit shy, probably discussing how their linsey-woolsey dresses looked. Because what's the point of carding, spinning, winding, weaving, cutting, and sewing to make a new linsey dress if you can't get some admiration for it?







CHAPTER II.

THE FROLIC.

The supper was soon dispatched; the huskers eating with awkward embarrassment, as frontiermen always do in company,—even in the company of each other. To eat with decency and composure is the final triumph of civilization, and the shuckers of Hissawachee Bottom got through with the disagreeable performance as hurriedly as possible, the more so that their exciting strife had given them vigorous relish for Mrs. Lumsden's "chicken fixin's," and batter-cakes, and "punkin-pies." The quilters had taken their supper an hour before, the table not affording room for both parties. When supper was over the "things" were quickly put away, the table folded up and removed to the kitchen—and the company were then ready to enjoy themselves. There was much gawky timidity on the part of the young men, and not a little shy dropping of the eyes on the part of the young women; but the most courageous presently got some of the rude, country plays a-going. The pawns were sold over the head of the blindfold Mort Goodwin, who, as the wit of the company, devised all manner of penalties for the owners. Susan Tomkins had to stand up in the corner, and say,

The dinner was wrapped up quickly; the huskers ate with awkward embarrassment, as frontier men always do around others—even when it's just each other. Eating with grace and ease is the ultimate achievement of civilization, and the workers from Hissawachee Bottom got through this uncomfortable task as quickly as possible, especially since their exciting contest had given them a hearty appetite for Mrs. Lumsden's chicken, batter cakes, and pumpkin pies. The quilters had finished their dinner an hour earlier, as there wasn't enough room at the table for both groups. Once dinner was done, everything was quickly cleaned up, the table was folded and moved to the kitchen—and then the guests were free to have fun. The young men were somewhat awkward and shy, while the young women often glanced down. But eventually, the bravest ones started some simple country games. The pawns were sold over the blindfolded Mort Goodwin, who, being the jokester of the group, came up with all sorts of penalties for the owners. Susan Tomkins had to stand in the corner and say,

"Here I stand all ragged and dirty,
Kiss me quick, or I'll run like a turkey."

"Here I stand all tattered and dirty,
Kiss me quick, or I’ll run like a turkey."



These lines were supposed to rhyme. When Aleck Tilley essayed to comply with her request, she tried to run like a turkey, but was stopped in time.

These lines were meant to rhyme. When Aleck Tilley attempted to meet her request, she tried to run away like a turkey but was caught just in time.

The good taste of people who enjoy society novels will decide at once that these boisterous, unrefined sports are not a promising beginning. It is easy enough to imagine heroism, generosity and courage in people who dance on velvet carpets; but the great heroes, the world's demigods, grew in just such rough social states as that of Ohio in the early part of this century. There is nothing more important for an over-refined generation than to understand that it has not a monopoly of the great qualities of humanity, and that it must not only tolerate rude folk, but sometimes admire in them traits that have grown scarce as refinement has increased. So that I may not shrink from telling that one kissing-play took the place of another until the excitement and merriment reached a pitch which would be thought not consonant with propriety by the society that loves round-dances with roués, and "the German" untranslated—though, for that matter, there are people old-fashioned enough to think that refined deviltry is not much better than rude freedom, after all.

The good taste of people who enjoy social novels will immediately decide that these loud, unpolished activities are not a promising start. It’s pretty easy to picture heroism, generosity, and courage in people who dance on fancy rugs; but great heroes, the world’s demigods, emerged from the same rough social environments as Ohio in the early part of this century. There’s nothing more important for a sophisticated generation than realizing that it doesn’t have a monopoly on the great qualities of humanity, and that it must not only tolerate uncivilized people but also sometimes admire qualities in them that have become rare as refinement has increased. So, I won’t hesitate to say that one playful kiss replaced another until the excitement and fun reached a level that would be considered inappropriate by the society that enjoys round dances with roués, and "the German" untranslated—even though, to be fair, there are people who are old-fashioned enough to believe that refined mischief isn’t much better than crude freedom, after all.

Goodwin entered with the hearty animal spirits of his time of life into the boisterous sport; but there was one drawback to his pleasure—Patty Lumsden would not play. He was glad, indeed, that she did not; he could not bear to see her kissed by his companions. But, then, did Patty like the part he was taking in the rustic revel? He inly rejoiced that his position as the blindfold Justice, meting out punishment to the owner of each forfeit, saved him, to some extent, the necessity of going through the ordeal of kissing. True, it was quite possible that the severest prescription he should make might fall on his own head, if the pawn happened to be his; but he was saved by his good luck and the penetration which enabled him to guess, from the suppressed chuckle of the seller, when the offered pawn was his own.

Goodwin entered the lively game with the energetic spirit of his age, but there was one downside to his fun—Patty Lumsden wouldn’t join in. He was actually relieved that she didn’t; he couldn’t stand the thought of her being kissed by his friends. But did Patty approve of his role in the country festivities? He secretly felt happy that his job as the blindfold Justice, who decided the penalties for each forfeit, spared him from having to go through the embarrassment of kissing. Sure, it was completely possible that the harshest punishment he handed out could end up being directed at him if the forfeit happened to be his; but luck was on his side, along with his ability to sense, from the stifled laughter of the seller, when the pawn being offered was his own.

At last, "forfeits" in every shape became too dull for the growing mirth of the company. They ranged themselves round the room on benches and chairs, and began to sing the old song:

At last, "forfeits" in every form became too boring for the increasing joy of the group. They gathered around the room on benches and chairs and started to sing the old song:

"Oats, peas, beans, and barley grow—
Oats, peas, beans, and barley grow—
You nor I, but the farmers, know
Where oats, peas, beans, and barley grow.

"Oats, peas, beans, and barley grow—
Oats, peas, beans, and barley grow—
You and I don’t know, but the farmers do
Where oats, peas, beans, and barley grow.

"Thus the farmer sows his seed,
Thus he stands and takes his ease,
Stamps his foot, and claps his hands,
And whirls around and views his lands.

"Thus the farmer plants his seeds,
Thus he stands and relaxes,
Stomps his foot, and claps his hands,
And spins around to look at his fields.

"Sure as grass grows in the field,
Down on this carpet you must kneel,
Salute your true love, kiss her sweet,
And rise again upon your feet."

"Just like grass grows in the field,
You need to kneel on this carpet,
Greet your true love, kiss her sweetly,
And stand up again on your feet."



It is not very different from the little children's play—an old rustic sport, I doubt not, that has existed in England from immemorial time. McConkey took the handkerchief first, and, while the company were singing, he pretended to be looking around and puzzling himself to decide whom he would favor with his affection. But the girls nudged one another, and looked significantly at Jemima Huddlestone. Of course, everybody knew that Bill would take Jemima. That was fore-ordained. Everybody knew it except Bill and Jemima! Bill fancied that he was standing in entire indecision, and Jemima—radiant peony!—turned her large, red-cheeked face away from Bill, and studied meditatively a knot in a floor-board. But her averted gaze only made her expectancy the more visible, and the significant titter of the company deepened the hue and widened the area of red in her cheeks. Attempts to seem unconscious generally result disastrously. But the tittering, and nudging, and looking toward Jemima, did not prevent the singing from moving on; and now the singers have reached the line which prescribes the kneeling. Bill shakes off his feigned indecision, and with a sudden effort recovers from his vacant and wandering stare, wheels about, spreads the "handkercher" at the feet of the backwoods Hebe, and diffidently kneels upon the outer edge, while she, in compliance with the order of the play, and with reluctance only apparent, also drops upon her knees on the handkerchief, and, with downcast eyes, receives upon her red cheek a kiss so hearty and unreserved that it awakens laughter and applause. Bill now arises with the air of a man who has done his whole duty under difficult circumstances. Jemima lifts the handkerchief, and, while the song repeats itself, selects some gentleman before whom she kneels, bestowing on him a kiss in the same fashion, leaving him the handkerchief to spread before some new divinity.

It's not much different from little kids playing—an old rural game that I’m sure has been around in England for ages. McConkey grabbed the handkerchief first, and while everyone was singing, he pretended to look around, trying to decide who he would show affection to. But the girls nudged each other and looked meaningfully at Jemima Huddlestone. Everyone knew Bill would pick Jemima. That was a given. Everyone knew it except Bill and Jemima! Bill thought he was totally uncertain, and Jemima—glowing like a peony—turned her big, rosy-cheeked face away from him and focused intently on a knot in the floorboard. But her turned-away gaze only made her anticipation more obvious, and the significant giggles from the group made her cheeks even redder. Trying to act unaware usually backfires. But the giggling, nudging, and glances toward Jemima didn’t stop the singing; now they’ve reached the part where everyone kneels. Bill shakes off his fake indecision, suddenly snaps out of his vacant stare, turns around, spreads the "handkerchief" at the feet of the backwoods beauty, and shyly kneels on the edge. She, following the game’s rules and appearing reluctant, also drops to her knees on the handkerchief and, with downcast eyes, receives a kiss so warm and genuine on her rosy cheek that it causes laughter and applause. Bill now gets up like a man who has fulfilled his duty in tough circumstances. Jemima picks up the handkerchief and, as the song repeats, chooses another guy before whom she kneels, giving him a kiss in the same way, leaving him the handkerchief to spread before another new “divinity.”


HOMELY S'MANTHY.
HOMELY S'MANTHY.

Homemade S'Mores.

This alternation had gone on for some time. Poor, sanguine, homely Samantha Britton had looked smilingly and expectantly at each successive gentleman who bore the handkerchief; but in vain. "S'manthy" could never understand why her seductive smiles were so unavailing. Presently, Betty Harsha was chosen by somebody—Betty had a pretty, round face, and pink cheeks, and was sure to be chosen, sooner or later. Everybody knew whom she would choose. Morton Goodwin was the desire of her heart. She dressed to win him; she fixed her eyes on him in church; she put herself adroitly in his way; she compelled him to escort her home against his will; and now that she held the handkerchief, everybody looked at Goodwin. Morton, for his part, was too young to be insensible to the charms of the little round, impulsive face, the twinkling eyes, the red, pouting lips; and he was not averse to having the pretty girl, in her new, bright, linsey frock, single him but for her admiration. But just at this moment he wished she might choose some one else. For Patty Lumsden, now that all her guests were interested in the play, was relieved from her cares as hostess, and was watching the progress of the exciting amusement. She stood behind Jemima Huddleston, and never was there finer contrast than between the large, healthful, high-colored Jemima, a typical country belle, and the slight, intelligent, fair-skinned Patty, whose black hair and eyes made her complexion seem whiter, and whose resolute lips and proud carriage heightened the refinement of her face. Patty, as folks said, "favored" her mother, a woman of considerable pride and much refinement, who, by her unwillingness to accept the rude customs of the neighborhood, had about as bad a reputation as one can have in a frontier community. She was regarded as excessively "stuck up." This stigma of aristocracy was very pleasing to the Captain. His family was part of himself, and he liked to believe them better than anybody's else. But he heartily wished that Patty would sacrifice her dignity, at this juncture, to further his political aspirations.

This back-and-forth had been going on for a while. Poor, cheerful, plain Samantha Britton had looked happily and hopefully at every man who carried the handkerchief; but it was no use. "S'manthy" could never understand why her charming smiles had no effect. Eventually, someone chose Betty Harsha—Betty had a cute, round face and rosy cheeks, and it was only a matter of time before she was picked. Everyone knew who she would choose. Morton Goodwin was her heart's desire. She dressed to impress him; she caught his eye in church; she cleverly crossed his path; she made him walk her home against his wishes; and now that she held the handkerchief, everyone was watching Goodwin. Morton, for his part, was too young to ignore the appeal of her little round, eager face, sparkling eyes, and rosy, pouting lips; and he didn't mind having the pretty girl in her bright new dress focus on him. But at that moment, he wished she would pick someone else. Because Patty Lumsden, now that all her guests were engrossed in the game, was free from her duties as hostess and was following the excitement. She stood behind Jemima Huddleston, and there was never a better contrast than between the good-natured, healthy, vibrant Jemima, a typical country beauty, and the slender, intelligent, fair-skinned Patty, whose black hair and eyes made her complexion appear even whiter, and whose determined lips and proud posture enhanced her refined features. Patty, as people said, "looked like" her mother, a woman of considerable pride and much sophistication, who, by refusing to accept the rough customs of the area, had gained a pretty negative reputation in a frontier community. She was viewed as excessively "stuck up." This stigma of aristocracy was quite appealing to the Captain. His family was a part of him, and he liked to think they were better than anyone else's. But he sincerely wished Patty would set aside her pride at this moment to help his political ambitions.


PATTY AND JEMIMA.
PATTY AND JEMIMA.

PATTY AND JEMIMA.

Seeing the vision of Patty standing there in her bright new calico—an extraordinary bit of finery in those days—Goodwin wished that Betty would attack somebody else, for once. But Betty Harsha bore down on the perplexed Morton, and, in her eagerness, did not wait for the appropriate line to come—she did not give the farmer time to "stomp" his foot, and clap his hands, much less to whirl around and view his lands—but plumped down upon the handkerchief before Morton, who took his own time to kneel. But draw it out as he would, he presently found himself, after having been kissed by Betty, standing foolishly, handkerchief in hand, while the verses intended for Betty were not yet finished. Betty's precipitancy, and her inevitable gravitation toward Morton, had set all the players laughing, and the laugh seemed to Goodwin to be partly at himself. For, indeed, he was perplexed. To choose any other woman for his "true love" even in play, with Patty standing by, was more than he could do; to offer to kneel before her was more than he dared to do. He hesitated a moment; he feared to offend Patty; he must select some one. Just at the instant he caught sight of the eager face of S'manthy Britton stretched up to him, as it had been to the others, with an anxious smile. Morton saw a way out. Patty could not be jealous of S'manthy. He spread the handkerchief before the delighted girl, and a moment later she held in her hand the right to choose a partner.

Seeing Patty standing there in her bright new calico—an amazing piece of clothing for that time—Goodwin wished Betty would pick on someone else for once. But Betty Harsha focused on the confused Morton and, in her excitement, didn’t wait for the right moment—she didn’t give the farmer a chance to "stomp" his foot or clap his hands, much less turn around and look at his land—but just sat down on the handkerchief in front of Morton, who took his time to kneel. No matter how long he dragged it out, he soon found himself, after being kissed by Betty, standing awkwardly with the handkerchief in hand, while the lines meant for Betty weren’t even finished. Betty’s rush and her inevitable attraction to Morton made everyone laugh, and Goodwin felt like part of that laughter was directed at him. He was indeed puzzled. Choosing any other woman as his "true love," even for fun, with Patty nearby was something he couldn’t do; kneeling before her was more than he was brave enough to attempt. He hesitated for a moment; he didn’t want to upset Patty; he needed to pick someone. Just then, he noticed the eager face of S'manthy Britton looking up at him, just like she had with the others, wearing an anxious smile. Morton saw a way out. Patty couldn’t be jealous of S'manthy. He laid the handkerchief before the excited girl, and moments later, she held in her hand the chance to choose a partner.

The fop of the party was "Little Gabe," that is to say, Gabriel Powers, junior. His father was "Old Gabe," the most miserly farmer of the neighborhood. But Little Gabe had run away in boyhood, and had been over the mountains, had made some money, nobody could tell how, and had invested his entire capital in "store clothes." He wore a mustache, too, which, being an unheard-of innovation in those primitive times, marked him as a man who had seen the world. Everybody laughed at him for a fop, and yet everybody admired him. None of the girls had yet dared to select Little Gabe. To bring their linsey near to store-cloth—to venture to salute his divine mustache—who could be guilty of such profanity? But S'manthy was morally certain that she would not soon again have a chance to select a "true love," and she determined to strike high. The players did not laugh when she spread her handkerchief at the feet of Little Gabe. They were appalled. But Gabe dropped on one knee, condescended to receive her salute, and lifted the handkerchief with a delicate flourish of the hand which wore a ring with a large jewel, avouched by Little Gabe to be a diamond—a jewel that was at least transparent.

The dandy of the party was "Little Gabe," which is to say, Gabriel Powers, Jr. His father was "Old Gabe," the stingiest farmer around. But Little Gabe had run away as a boy, traveled over the mountains, made some money—no one really knew how—and invested all of it in "store clothes." He also sported a mustache, which, being a rare sight in those days, set him apart as someone who had experienced life beyond their small town. Everyone laughed at him for being a dandy, yet everyone admired him too. No girl had dared to choose Little Gabe yet. To bring their homemade fabric near his fine clothes—to dare to acknowledge his glorious mustache—who could even think of doing such a thing? But S'manthy was quite sure she wouldn't get another chance to choose a "true love," so she decided to aim high. The other partygoers didn't laugh when she laid her handkerchief at Little Gabe's feet. They were shocked. But Gabe knelt down, graciously accepted her gesture, and lifted the handkerchief with a delicate flourish of the hand that wore a ring with a large gemstone, which Little Gabe claimed was a diamond—a jewel that was at least clear.

Whom would Little Gabe choose? became at once a question of solemn import to every young woman of the company; for even girls in linsey are not free from that liking for a fop, so often seen in ladies better dressed. In her heart nearly every young woman wished that Gabe would choose herself. But Gabe was one of those men who, having done many things by the magic of effrontery, imagine that any thing can be obtained by impudence, if only the impudence be sufficiently transcendent. He knew that Miss Lumsden held herself aloof from the kissing-plays, and he knew equally that she looked favorably on Morton Goodwin; he had divined Morton's struggle, and he had already marked out his own line of action. He stood in quiet repose while the first two stanzas were sung. As the third began, he stepped quickly round the chair on which Jemima Huddleston sat, and stood before Patty Lumsden, while everybody held breath. Patty's cheeks did not grow red, but pale, she turned suddenly and called out toward the kitchen:

Whom would Little Gabe choose? became an important question for every young woman in the group; even girls in simple dresses aren't immune to the attraction of a show-off, which is often seen in women who dress better. In her heart, almost every young woman hoped that Gabe would choose her. But Gabe was one of those guys who, having achieved many things through sheer boldness, believed that he could get anything by being brazen, as long as his audacity was strong enough. He knew that Miss Lumsden kept her distance from the kissing games, and he also knew that she had a liking for Morton Goodwin; he had figured out Morton's struggle, and he already had a plan. He stood quietly while the first two stanzas were sung. As the third began, he quickly moved around the chair where Jemima Huddleston sat and stood in front of Patty Lumsden, while everyone held their breath. Patty's cheeks didn't flush but turned pale, and she suddenly turned and called out toward the kitchen:

"What do you want? I am coming," and then walked quietly out, as if unconscious of Little Gabe's presence or purpose. But poor Little Gabe had already begun to kneel; he had gone too far to recover himself; he dropped upon one knee, and got up immediately, but not in time to escape the general chorus of laughter and jeers. He sneered at the departing figure of Patty, and said, "I knew I could make her run." But he could not conceal his discomfiture.

"What do you want? I’m coming," and then he walked out quietly, almost as if he didn’t notice Little Gabe was there or what he was doing. But poor Little Gabe had already started to kneel; he had gone too far to regain his composure. He dropped to one knee and got back up right away, but not in time to avoid the laughter and insults from everyone. He scoffed at Patty as she walked away and said, "I knew I could make her run." But he couldn’t hide his embarrassment.


LITTLE GABE'S DISCOMFITURE.
LITTLE GABE'S DISCOMFITURE.

LITTLE GABE'S EMBARRASSMENT.

When, at last, the party broke up, Morton essayed to have a word with Patty. He found her standing in the deserted kitchen, and his heart beat quick with the thought that she might be waiting for him. The ruddy glow of the hickory coals in the wide fire-place made the logs of the kitchen walls bright, and gave a tint to Patty's white face. But just as Morton was about to speak, Captain Lumsden's quick, jerky tread sounded in the entry, and he came in, laughing his aggravating metallic little laugh, and saying, "Morton, where's your manners? There's nobody to go home with Betty Harsha."

When the party finally ended, Morton tried to have a word with Patty. He found her standing in the empty kitchen, and his heart raced at the thought that she might be waiting for him. The warm glow of the hickory coals in the large fireplace lit up the kitchen walls and added color to Patty's pale face. But just as Morton was about to speak, Captain Lumsden's fast, uneven steps echoed in the hallway, and he walked in, laughing his annoying metallic laugh, and said, "Morton, where are your manners? There's no one to take Betty Harsha home."

"Dog on Betty Harsha!" muttered Morton, but not loud enough for the Captain to hear. And he escorted Betty home.

"Dog on Betty Harsha!" muttered Morton, but not loud enough for the Captain to hear. And he walked Betty home.







CHAPTER III.

GOING TO MEETING.

Every history has one quality in common with eternity. Begin where you will, there is always a beginning back of the beginning. And, for that matter, there is always a shadowy ending beyond the ending. Only because we may not always begin, like Knickerbocker, at the foundation of the world, is it that we get courage to break somewhere into the interlaced web of human histories—of loves and marriages, of births and deaths, of hopes and fears, of successes and disappointments, of gettings and havings, and spendings and losings. Yet, break in where we may, there is always just a little behind the beginning, something that needs to be told.

Every history shares something in common with eternity. No matter where you start, there’s always a beginning that came before the beginning. And, for that matter, there’s always a vague ending beyond the ending. Just because we might not always start, like Knickerbocker, at the very beginning of time, we find the courage to dive into the complex web of human stories—of love and marriage, of birth and death, of hopes and fears, of successes and failures, of getting and having, and spending and losing. Yet, no matter where we jump in, there’s always something just a little behind the beginning that needs to be shared.

I find it necessary that the reader should understand how from childhood Morton had rather worshiped than loved Patty Lumsden. When the long spelling-class, at the close of school, counted off its numbers, to enable each scholar to remember his relative standing, Patty was always "one," and Morton "two." On one memorable occasion, when the all but infallible Patty misspelled a word, the all but infallible Morton, disliking to "turn her down," missed also, and went down with her. When she afterward regained her place, he took pains to stand always "next to head." Bulwer calls first love a great "purifier of youth," and, despite his fondness for hunting, horse-racing, gaming, and the other wild excitements that were prevalent among the young men of that day, Morton was kept from worse vices by his devotion to Patty, and by a certain ingrained manliness.

I think it's important for the reader to know that from a young age, Morton admired Patty Lumsden more than he actually loved her. When the long spelling class wrapped up, and the teacher counted off the students to remind them of their rankings, Patty was always "number one," and Morton was "number two." On one unforgettable occasion, when almost perfect Patty spelled a word wrong, Morton, not wanting to "bring her down," also messed up and fell down with her. When she later regained her top spot, he made sure to always stand "next to head." Bulwer describes first love as a great "purifier of youth," and even with his interests in hunting, horse racing, gambling, and the other wild activities popular among young men of that time, Morton avoided worse habits because of his dedication to Patty and a certain inherent sense of honor.

Had he worshiped her less, he might long since have proposed to her, and thus have ended his suspense; but he had an awful sense of Patty's nobility? and of his own unworthiness. Moreover, there was a lion in the way. Morton trembled before the face of Captain Lumsden.

Had he worshiped her less, he might have proposed to her a long time ago and ended his suspense; but he felt a deep sense of Patty's nobility and his own unworthiness. Plus, there was a significant obstacle in the way. Morton was intimidated by Captain Lumsden.

Lumsden was one of the earliest settlers, and was by far the largest land-owner in the settlement. In that day of long credit, he had managed to place himself in such a way that he could make his power felt, directly or indirectly, by nearly every man within twenty miles of him. The very judges on the bench were in debt to him. On those rare occasions when he had been opposed, Captain Lumsden had struck so ruthlessly, and with such regardlessness of means or consequences, that he had become a terror to everybody. Two or three families had been compelled to leave the settlement by his vindictive persecutions, so that his name had come to carry a sort of royal authority. Morton Goodwin's father was but a small farmer on the hill, a man naturally unthrifty, who had lost the greater part of a considerable patrimony. How could Morton, therefore, make direct advances to so proud a girl as Patty, with the chances in favor of refusal by her, and the certainty of rejection by her father? Illusion is not the dreadfulest thing, but disillusion—Morton preferred to cherish his hopeless hope, living in vain expectation of some improbable change that should place him at better advantage in his addresses to Patty.

Lumsden was one of the earliest settlers and by far the largest landowner in the community. Back in those days of extended credit, he had positioned himself to exert influence, either directly or indirectly, over nearly every man within a twenty-mile radius. Even the judges on the bench owed him money. On the rare occasions when he faced opposition, Captain Lumsden dealt ruthlessly, showing little regard for means or consequences, making him a figure of fear for everyone. A couple of families had been forced to leave the settlement because of his spiteful actions, so his name had come to carry a sort of royal authority. Morton Goodwin's father was just a small farmer on the hill, who was naturally careless with money and had lost most of a significant inheritance. How could Morton, then, approach such a proud girl as Patty, with high chances of rejection from her and a definite refusal from her father? Illusion isn't the worst thing; disillusion is. Morton preferred to hold on to his hopeless hope, living in the vain expectation of some unlikely change that would improve his chances with Patty.

At first, Lumsden had left him in no uncertainty in regard to his own disposition in the matter. He had frowned upon Goodwin's advances by treating him with that sort of repellant patronage which is so aggravating, because it affords one no good excuse for knocking down the author of the insult. But of late, having observed the growing force and independence of Morton's character, and his ascendancy over the men of his own age, the Captain appreciated the necessity of attaching such a person to himself, particularly for the election which was to take place in the autumn. Not that he had any intention of suffering Patty to marry Morton. He only meant to play fast and loose a while. Had he even intended to give his approval to the marriage at last, he would have played fast and loose all the same, for the sake of making Patty and her lover feel his power as long as possible. At present, he meant to hold out just enough of hope to bind the ardent young man to his interest. Morton, on his part, reasoned that if Lumsden's kindness should continue to increase in the future as it had in the three weeks past, it would become even cordial, after a while. To young men in love, all good things are progressive.

At first, Lumsden made it clear he wasn’t interested in Goodwin's advances. He had reacted to Goodwin with a kind of annoying condescension that made it hard to justify getting angry at the person who insulted him. However, recently, after noticing Morton's growing strength and independence, as well as his influence over his peers, the Captain realized he needed someone like him on his side, especially with the upcoming election in the fall. Not that he planned to let Patty marry Morton. He just intended to play games for a while. Even if he eventually intended to approve the marriage, he would have still enjoyed playing with their feelings to show Patty and her boyfriend how much control he had for as long as possible. For now, he wanted to keep just enough hope alive to keep the eager young man invested in his interests. Morton, meanwhile, reasoned that if Lumsden’s kindness kept growing as it had over the past three weeks, it would eventually become genuinely warm. For young men in love, everything good seems to get better over time.

On the Sunday morning following the shucking, Morton rose early, and went to the stable. Did you ever have the happiness to see a quiet autumn Sunday in the backwoods? Did you ever observe the stillness, the solitude, the softness of sunshine, the gentleness of wind, the chip-chip-chlurr-r-r of great flocks of blackbirds getting ready for migration, the lazy cawing of crows, softened by distance, the half-laughing bark of cunning squirrel, nibbling his prism-shaped beech-nut, and twinkling his jolly, child-like eye at you the while, as if to say, "Don't you wish you might guess?"

On the Sunday morning after the shucking, Morton woke up early and went to the stable. Have you ever experienced the joy of a quiet autumn Sunday in the woods? Have you ever noticed the stillness, the solitude, the gentle sunlight, the soft breeze, the chip-chip-chlurr-r-r of large flocks of blackbirds preparing for migration, the lazy cawing of crows, muffled by distance, the playful bark of a clever squirrel munching on his beech nut, and twinkling his cheerful, child-like eye at you as if to say, "Don’t you wish you could guess?"

Not that Morton saw aught of these things. He never heard voices, or saw sights, out of the common, and that very October Sunday had been set apart for a horse-race down at "The Forks." The one piece of property which our young friend had acquired during his minority was a thorough-bred filley, and he felt certain that she—being a horse of the first families—would be able to "lay out" anything that could be brought against her. He was very anxious about the race, and therefore rose early, and went out into the morning light that he might look at his mare, and feel of her perfect legs, to make sure that she was in good condition.

Not that Morton noticed any of these things. He never heard voices or saw anything unusual, and that particular October Sunday was meant for a horse race down at "The Forks." The only piece of property our young friend had acquired during his youth was a thoroughbred filly, and he was confident that she—being a horse of the finest pedigree—would be able to outpace anything that came her way. He was very anxious about the race, so he woke up early and stepped out into the morning light to check on his mare and feel her strong legs, making sure she was in good shape.

"All right, Dolly?" he said—"all right this morning, old lady? eh? You'll beat all the scrubs; won't you?"

"Hey, Dolly, you good?" he said. "You doing okay this morning, old lady? Huh? You're going to outshine all the losers, aren't you?"

In this exhilarating state of anxiety and expectation, Morton came to breakfast, only to have his breath taken away. His mother asked him to ride to meeting with her, and it was almost as hard to deny her as it was to give up the race at "The Forks."

In this thrilling mix of anxiety and anticipation, Morton woke up for breakfast, only to be stunned. His mom asked him to go to the meeting with her, and saying no was just as tough as giving up the race at "The Forks."

Rough associations had made young Goodwin a rough man. His was a nature buoyant, generous, and complaisant, very likely to take the color of his surroundings. The catalogue of his bad habits is sufficiently shocking to us who live in this better day of Sunday-school morality. He often swore in a way that might have edified the army in Flanders. He spent his Sundays in hunting, fishing, and riding horse-races, except when he was needed to escort his mother to meeting. He bet on cards, and I am afraid he drank to intoxication sometimes. Though he was too proud and manly to lie, and too pure to be unchaste, he was not a promising young man. The chances that he would make a fairly successful trip through life did not preponderate over the chances that he would wreck himself by intemperance and gambling. But his roughness was strangely veined by nobleness. This rude, rollicking, swearing young fellow had a chivalrous loyalty to his mother, which held him always ready to devote himself in any way to her service.

Rough experiences had turned young Goodwin into a rough man. He had a lively, generous, and easygoing personality, likely shaped by his environment. His list of bad habits is pretty shocking to those of us who adhere to today’s Sunday-school morals. He often swore in ways that would have impressed soldiers in Flanders. He spent his Sundays hunting, fishing, and gambling on horse races, unless he was needed to take his mother to church. He bet on cards, and I’m afraid he sometimes drank to the point of drunkenness. Although he was too proud and decent to lie and too clean to be unfaithful, he wasn’t a promising young man. The odds that he would navigate life successfully didn’t outweigh the chances that he would self-destruct through excessive drinking and gambling. Yet, his roughness was oddly mixed with a sense of nobility. This wild, loud, swearing young guy had a strong loyalty to his mother, which always kept him ready to serve her in any way he could.

On her part, she was, indeed, a woman worthy of reverence. Her father had been one of those fine old Irish gentlemen, with grand manners, extravagant habits, generous impulses, brilliant wit, a ruddy nose, and final bankruptcy. His daughter, Jane Morton, had married Job Goodwin, a returned soldier of the Revolution—a man who was "a poor manager." He lost his patrimony, and, what is worse, lost heart. Upon his wife, therefore, had devolved heavy burdens. But her face was yet fresh, and her hair, even when anchored back to a great tuck-comb, showed an errant, Irish tendency to curl. Morton's hung in waves about his neck, and he cherished his curls, proud of the resemblance to his mother, whom he considered a very queen, to be served right royally.

On her part, she was truly a woman deserving of respect. Her father had been one of those distinguished old Irish gentlemen, known for his great manners, lavish habits, generous nature, sharp wit, a rosy nose, and eventual bankruptcy. His daughter, Jane Morton, had married Job Goodwin, a veteran of the Revolution—a man who was "not great at managing money." He lost his inheritance, and, even worse, he lost his motivation. As a result, heavy responsibilities fell on his wife. Yet her face was still youthful, and her hair, even when pulled back into a large tuck-comb, showed a wild, Irish tendency to curl. Morton's hair hung in waves around his neck, and he took pride in his curls, feeling a strong connection to his mother, whom he considered a queen deserving of royal treatment.

But it was hard—when he had been training the filley from a colt—when he had looked forward for months to this race as a time of triumph—to have so severe a strain put upon his devotion to his mother. When she made the request, he did not reply. He went to the barn and stroked the filley's legs—how perfect they were!—and gave vent to some very old and wicked oaths. He was just making up his mind to throw the saddle on Dolly and be off to the Forks, when his decision was curiously turned by a word from his brother Henry, a lad of twelve, who had followed Morton to the stable, and now stood in the door.

But it was tough—after he had trained the filly from a colt—after he had looked forward for months to this race as a moment of victory—to have such a heavy burden placed on his loyalty to his mother. When she made the request, he didn’t respond. He went to the barn and caressed the filly's legs—how perfect they were!—and unleashed some very old and naughty curses. He was just about to put the saddle on Dolly and head off to the Forks when his decision was strangely changed by a word from his brother Henry, a twelve-year-old kid who had followed Morton to the stable and was now standing in the doorway.

"Mort," said he, "I'd go anyhow, if I was you. I wouldn't stand it. You go and run Doll, and lick Bill Conkey's bay fer him. He'll think you're afeard, ef you don't. The old lady hain't got no right to make you set and listen to old Donaldson on sech a purty day as this."

"Mort," he said, "I'd go anyway if I were you. I wouldn't take it. You should go and run Doll and take care of Bill Conkey's horse for him. He'll think you're scared if you don't. The old lady has no right to make you sit and listen to old Donaldson on such a nice day like this."

"Looky here, Hen!" broke out Morton, looking up from the meditative scratching of Dolly's fetlocks, "don't you talk that away about mother. She's every inch a lady, and it's a blamed hard life she's had to foller, between pappy's mopin' and the girls all a-dyin' and Lew's bad end—and you and me not promisin' much better. It's mighty little I kin do to make things kind of easy for her, and I'll go to meetin' every day in the week, ef she says so."

"Hey, Hen!" Morton exclaimed, looking up from thoughtfully brushing Dolly's legs. "Don't talk about Mom like that. She's every bit a lady, and she's had a really tough life, dealing with Dad's moodiness, the girls all dying, and Lew's tragic end—and you and I don’t seem to be doing any better. It's really little I can do to make things easier for her, but I’ll go to church every day of the week if that’s what she wants."


IN THE STABLE.
IN THE STABLE.

In the barn.

"She'll make a Persbyterian outen you, Mort; see ef she don't."

"She'll turn you into a Presbyterian, Mort; just wait and see."

"Nary Presbyterian. They's no Presbyterian in me. I'm a hard nut. I would like to be a elder, or a minister, if it was in me, though, just to see the smile spread all over her face whenever she'd think about it. Looky here, Hen! I'll tell you something. Mother's about forty times too good for us. When I had the scarlet fever, and was cross, she used to set on the side of the bed, and tell me stories, about knights and such like, that she'd read about in grandfather's books when she was a girl—jam up good stories, too, you better believe. I liked the knights, because they rode fine horses, and was always ready to fight anything that come along, but always fair and square, you know. And she told me how the knights fit fer their religion, and fer ladies, and fer everybody that had got tromped down by somebody else. I wished I'd been a knight myself. I 'lowed it would be some to fight for somebody in trouble, or somethin' good. But then it seemed as if I couldn't find nothin' worth the fightin' fer. One day I lay a-thinkin', and a-lookin' at mother's white lady hands, and face fit fer a queen's. And in them days she let her hair hang down in long curls, and her black eyes was bright like as if they had a light inside of 'em, you know. She was a queen, I tell you! And all at wunst it come right acrost me, like a flash, that I mout as well be mother's knight through thick and thin; and I've been at it ever since. I 'low I've give her a sight of trouble, with my plaguey wild ways, and I come mighty blamed nigh runnin' this mornin', dogged ef I didn't. But here goes."

"Nary Presbyterian. There's no Presbyterian in me. I'm a tough nut. I would like to be an elder or a minister, if I had it in me, just to see the smile spread across her face whenever she'd think about it. Look here, Hen! I'll tell you something. Mother's about forty times too good for us. When I had scarlet fever and was cranky, she used to sit on the side of the bed and tell me stories about knights and such that she'd read about in grandfather's books when she was a girl—really good stories, too, you better believe. I liked the knights because they rode fine horses and were always ready to fight anything that came along, but always fair and square, you know. And she told me how the knights fought for their religion, for ladies, and for everyone who had been stepped on by someone else. I wished I could be a knight myself. I thought it would be something to fight for someone in trouble or something good. But then it seemed like I couldn't find anything worth fighting for. One day I lay there thinking and looking at mother's white lady hands and her face fit for a queen. Back then, she let her hair hang down in long curls, and her black eyes were bright like they had a light inside of them, you know. She was a queen, I tell you! And all of a sudden it hit me, like a flash, that I might as well be mother's knight through thick and thin; and I've been at it ever since. I know I've given her a lot of trouble with my pesky wild ways, and I almost ran away this morning, I swear I did. But here goes."

And with that he proceeded to saddle the restless Dolly, while Henry put the side-saddle on old Blaze, saying, as he drew the surcingle tight, "For my part, I don't want to fight for nobody. I want to do as I dog-on please." He was meditating the fun he would have catching a certain ground-hog, when once his mother should be safely off to meeting.

And with that, he started to saddle the restless Dolly, while Henry put the side-saddle on old Blaze, saying, as he pulled the surcingle tight, "Honestly, I don't want to fight for anyone. I just want to do what I want." He was thinking about the fun he would have catching a certain groundhog once his mother was safely off to church.

Morton led old Blaze up to the stile and helped his mother to mount, gallantly put her foot in the stirrup, arranged her long riding-skirt, and then mounted his own mare. Dolly sprang forward prancing and dashing, and chafing against the bit in a way highly pleasing to Morton, who thought that going to meeting would be a dull affair, if it were not for the fun of letting Dolly know who was her master. The ride to church was a long one, for there had never been preaching nearer to the Hissawachee settlement than ten miles away. Morton found the sermon rather more interesting than usual. There still lingered in the West at this time the remains of the controversy between "Old-side" and "New-side" Presbyterians, that dated its origin before the Revolution. Parson Donaldson belonged to the Old side. With square, combative face, and hard, combative voice, he made war upon the laxity of New-side Presbyterians, and the grievous heresies of the Arminians, and in particular upon the exciting meetings of the Methodists. The great Cane Ridge Camp-meeting was yet fresh in the memories of the people, and for the hundredth time Mr. Donaldson inveighed against the Presbyterian ministers who had originated this first of camp-meetings, and set agoing the wild excitements now fostered by the Methodists. He said that Presbyterians who had anything to do with this fanaticism were led astray of the devil, and the Synod did right in driving some of them out. As for Methodists, they denied "the Decrees." What was that but a denial of salvation by grace? And this involved the overthrow of the great Protestant doctrine of Justification by Faith. This is rather the mental process by which the parson landed himself at his conclusions, than his way of stating them to his hearers. In preaching, he did not find it necessary to say that a denial of the decrees logically involved the rest. He translated his conclusions into a statement of fact, and boldly asserted that these crazy, illiterate, noisy, vagabond circuit riders were traitors to Protestantism, denying the doctrine of Justification, and teaching salvation by the merit of works. There were many divines, on both sides, in that day who thought zeal for their creed justified any amount of unfairness. (But all that is past!)

Morton helped old Blaze up to the fence and assisted his mother in getting on her horse, gallantly putting her foot in the stirrup, adjusting her long riding skirt, and then mounting his own mare. Dolly jumped forward, prancing and dashing, and pushing against the bit in a way that Morton found highly enjoyable. He thought that going to church would be a boring experience if it weren't for the fun of showing Dolly who was in charge. The ride to church was long, as there had never been preaching closer to the Hissawachee settlement than ten miles away. Morton found the sermon to be more interesting than usual. At that time, remnants of the disagreement between "Old-side" and "New-side" Presbyterians still lingered in the West, dating back to before the Revolution. Parson Donaldson was from the Old side. With a square, combative face and a gruff, aggressive voice, he passionately condemned the laxity of New-side Presbyterians and the serious heresies of the Arminians, particularly criticizing the enthusiastic meetings of the Methodists. The great Cane Ridge Camp-meeting was still fresh in people's minds, and for the hundredth time, Mr. Donaldson denounced the Presbyterian ministers who had started this first camp-meeting, which had sparked the wild excitements now promoted by the Methodists. He claimed that Presbyterians who got involved in this fanaticism were misled by the devil, and the Synod was right to expel some of them. As for the Methodists, they rejected "the Decrees." What was that if not a rejection of salvation by grace? This led to the downfall of the essential Protestant doctrine of Justification by Faith. This reflects more on how the parson reasoned his way to his conclusions rather than how he articulated them to his audience. In his sermons, he didn’t feel it necessary to explain that denying the decrees logically encompassed the others. He framed his conclusions as straightforward facts and boldly claimed that these crazy, uneducated, loud, wandering circuit riders were traitors to Protestantism, denying the doctrine of Justification and teaching salvation through works. Many theologians on both sides at that time believed that their passion for their beliefs justified any level of unfairness. (But all that is past!)

Morton's combativeness was greatly tickled by this discourse, and when they were again in the saddle to ride the ten miles home, he assured his mother that he wouldn't mind coming to meeting often, rain or shine, if the preacher would only pitch into somebody every time. He thought it wouldn't be hard to be good, if a body could only have something bad to fight. "Don't you remember, mother, how you used to read to me out of that old "Pilgrim's Progress," and show me the picture of Christian thrashing Apollyon till his hide wouldn't hold shucks? If I could fight the devil that way, I wouldn't mind being a Christian."

Morton's willingness to argue was really sparked by this conversation, and when they were back in the saddle to ride the ten miles home, he told his mom that he wouldn't mind going to church often, rain or shine, as long as the preacher would call someone out every time. He figured it wouldn't be hard to be good if there was something bad to push against. "Don't you remember, Mom, how you used to read to me from that old 'Pilgrim's Progress' and show me the picture of Christian fighting Apollyon until he couldn't take it anymore? If I could battle the devil like that, I wouldn't mind being a Christian."

Morton felt especially pleased with the minister to-day, for Mr. Donaldson delighted to have the young men come so far to meeting; and imagining that he might be in a "hopeful state of mind," had hospitably urged Morton and his mother to take some refreshment before starting on their homeward journey. It is barely possible that the stimulus of the good parson's cherry-bounce had quite as much to do with Morton's valiant impulses as the stirring effect of his discourse.

Morton felt particularly happy with the minister today, as Mr. Donaldson was thrilled that the young men had come all this way to attend the meeting. Thinking that he might be in a "hopeful state of mind," he generously invited Morton and his mother to have some refreshments before they started their journey home. It's quite possible that the boost from the good parson's cherry-bounce had just as much influence on Morton’s brave feelings as the inspiring effect of his sermon.







CHAPTER IV.

A BATTLE.

The fight so much desired by Morton came soon enough.

The fight that Morton wanted so badly arrived soon enough.

As he and his mother rode home by a "near cut," little traveled, Morton found time to master Dolly's fiery spirit and yet to scan the woods with the habitual searching glance of a hunter. He observed on one of the trees a notice posted. A notice put up in this out-of-the-way place surprised him. He endeavored to make his restless steed approach the tree, that he might read, but her wild Arabian temper took fright at something—a blooded horse is apt to see visions—and she would not stand near the tree. Time after time Morton drove her forward, but she as often shied away. At last, Mrs. Goodwin begged him to give over the attempt and come on; but Morton's love of mastery was now excited, and he said,

As he and his mother rode home through a shortcut that wasn't very busy, Morton took the time to understand Dolly's fiery personality while also scanning the woods like a typical hunter. He noticed a sign posted on one of the trees. It surprised him to see a notice in such a secluded spot. He tried to guide his restless horse closer to the tree so he could read it, but her wild Arabian temperament was spooked by something—thoroughbred horses often seem to see things that aren't there—and she wouldn't stay near the tree. Time and time again, Morton urged her forward, but she would just shy away. Finally, Mrs. Goodwin asked him to give up the effort and move on; however, Morton's desire for control was now piqued, and he said,

"Ride on, mother, if you want to; this question between Dolly and me will have to be discussed and settled right here. Either she will stand still by this sugar-tree, or we will fight away till one or t'other lays down to rest."

"Go ahead, mom, if that's what you want; this issue between Dolly and me needs to be talked about and resolved right here. Either she will stay put by this sugar-tree, or we'll keep fighting until one of us is too tired to continue."

The mother contented herself with letting old Blaze browse by the road-side, and with shaping her thoughts into a formal regret that Morton should spend the holy Sabbath in such fashion; but in her maternal heart she admired his will and courage. He was so like her own father, she thought—such a gentleman! And she could not but hope that he was one of God's elect. If so, what a fine Christian he would be when he should be converted! And, quiet as she was without, her heart was in a moment filled with agony and prayer and questionings. How could she live in heaven without Morton? Her eldest son had already died a violent death in prodigal wanderings from home. But Morton would surely be saved!

The mother was content to let old Blaze graze by the roadside and to shape her thoughts into a formal regret that Morton was spending the holy Sabbath like this; but deep down, she admired his determination and bravery. He reminded her so much of her own father—such a gentleman! She couldn't help but hope that he was one of God's chosen ones. If he was, what a wonderful Christian he would become once he was converted! And even though she appeared calm on the outside, her heart was suddenly filled with anguish, prayers, and questions. How could she live in heaven without Morton? Her eldest son had already died a violent death after wandering far from home. But Morton would surely be saved!

Morton, for his part, cared at the moment far less for anything in heaven than he did to master the rebellious Dolly. He rode her all round the tree; he circled that maple, first in one direction, then in another, until the mare was so dizzy she could hardly see. Then he held her while he read the notice, saying with exultation, "Now, my lady, do you think you can stand still?"

Morton, for his part, was much more focused on taming the rebellious Dolly than anything else at that moment. He rode her around the tree, circling that maple first one way, then the other, until the mare was so dizzy she could barely see. Then he held her while he read the notice, exclaiming, "Now, my lady, do you think you can stay still?"

Beyond a momentary impulse of idle curiosity, Morton had not cared to know the contents of the paper. Even curiosity had been forgotten in his combat with Dolly. But as soon as he saw the signature, "Enoch Lumsden, administrator of the estate of Hezekiah Lumsden, deceased," he forgot his victory over his horse in his interest in the document itself. It was therein set forth that, by order of the probate court in and for the county aforesaid, the said Enoch Lumsden, administrator, would sell at public auction all that parcel of land belonging to the estate of the said Hezekiah Lumsden, deceased, known and described as follows, to wit, namely, etc., etc.

Beyond a brief moment of idle curiosity, Morton didn't really care to know what the paper contained. Even his curiosity faded away during his struggle with Dolly. But as soon as he saw the signature, "Enoch Lumsden, administrator of the estate of Hezekiah Lumsden, deceased," he forgot about his triumph over his horse and became interested in the document itself. It stated that, by order of the probate court in the mentioned county, Enoch Lumsden, the administrator, would sell at public auction all the land that belonged to the estate of Hezekiah Lumsden, deceased, known and described as follows, etc., etc.

"By thunder!" broke out Morton, angrily, as he rode away (I am afraid he swore by thunder instead of by something else, out of a filial regard for his mother). "By thunder! if that ain't too devilish mean! I s'pose 'tain't enough for Captain Lumsden to mistreat little Kike—he has gone to robbing him. He means to buy that land himself; or, what's the same thing, git somebody to do it for him. That's what he put that notice in this holler fer. The judge is afraid of him; and so's everybody else. Poor Kike won't have a dollar when he's a man."

"By gosh!" Morton erupted angrily as he rode away (I suspect he swore by gosh instead of something stronger out of respect for his mother). "By gosh! If that isn't just downright awful! I guess it's not enough for Captain Lumsden to mistreat little Kike—now he's even trying to rob him. He wants to buy that land for himself, or, same thing, get someone else to do it for him. That's why he put that notice in this holler. The judge is scared of him, and so is everyone else. Poor Kike won't have a dime when he grows up."

"Somebody ought to take Kike's part," said Mrs. Goodwin. "It's a shame for a whole settlement to be cowards, and to let one man rule them. It's worse than having a king."

"Someone should stand up for Kike," said Mrs. Goodwin. "It's disappointing for an entire community to be cowards and let one person control them. It's even worse than having a king."

Morton loved "Little Kike," and hated Captain Lumsden; and this appeal to the anti-monarchic feeling of the time moved him. He could not bear that his mother, of all, should think him cowardly. His pride was already chafed by Lumsden's condescension, and his provoking way of keeping Patty and himself apart. Why should he not break with him, and have done with it, rather than stand by and see Kike robbed? But to interfere in behalf of Kike was to put Patty Lumsden farther away from him. He was a knight who had suddenly come in sight of his long-sought adversary while his own hands were tied. And so he fell into the brownest of studies, and scarcely spoke a word to his mother all the rest of his ride. For here were his friendship for little Kike, his innate antagonism to Captain Lumsden, and his strong sense of justice, on one side; his love for Patty—stronger than all the rest—on the other. In the stories of chivalry which his mother had told, the love of woman had always been a motive to valiant deeds for the right. And how often had he dreamed of doing some brave thing while Patty applauded! Now, when the brave thing offered, Patty was on the other side. This unexpected entanglement of motives irritated him, as such embarrassment always does a person disposed to act impulsively and in right lines. And so it happened that he rode on in moody silence, while the mother, always looking for signs of seriousness in the son, mentally reviewed the sermon of the day, in vain endeavor to recall some passages that might have "found a lodgment in his mind."

Morton loved "Little Kike" and hated Captain Lumsden. This appeal to the anti-monarchic sentiment of the time resonated with him. He couldn’t stand the thought of his mother thinking he was cowardly. His pride was already irritated by Lumsden’s condescension and his annoying way of keeping Patty and him apart. Why shouldn’t he just cut ties with him and be done with it, rather than watch Kike get robbed? But stepping in for Kike would only push Patty Lumsden further away from him. He felt like a knight who had finally spotted his long-sought enemy while his own hands were tied. So, he fell into deep thought and barely spoke a word to his mother for the rest of the ride. Here were his friendship for little Kike, his natural dislike of Captain Lumsden, and his strong sense of justice on one hand; on the other was his love for Patty—stronger than anything else. In the chivalric tales his mother had shared, love for a woman was always a motivation for noble acts. How many times had he fantasized about doing something heroic while Patty cheered him on? Now, when the chance for bravery presented itself, Patty was on the opposing side. This unforeseen clash of motives frustrated him, as such dilemmas always do to someone inclined to act impulsively and with integrity. So, he continued to ride in silent gloom, while his mother, ever on the lookout for signs of seriousness from her son, mentally reviewed the sermon from earlier, trying in vain to remember some lines that might have "stuck with him."

Had the issue been squarely presented to Morton, he might even then have chosen Patty, letting the interests of his friends take care of themselves. But he did not decide it squarely. He began by excusing himself to himself:—What could he do for Kike? He had no influence with the judge; he had no money to buy the land, and he had no influential friends. He might agitate the question and sacrifice his own hope, and, after all, accomplish nothing for Kike. No doubt all these considerations of futility had their weight with him; nevertheless he had an angry consciousness that he was not acting bravely in the matter. That he, Morton Goodwin, who had often vowed that he would not truckle to any man, was ready to shut his eyes to Captain Lumsden's rascality, in the hope of one day getting his consent to marry his daughter! It was this anger with himself that made Morton restless, and his restlessness took him down to the Forks that Sunday evening, and led him to drink two or three times, in spite of his good resolution not to drink more than once. It was this restlessness that carried him at last to the cabin of the widow Lumsden, that evening, to see her son Kike.

Had the issue been clearly presented to Morton, he might even then have chosen Patty, letting the interests of his friends take care of themselves. But he didn’t make a clear decision. He started by justifying himself: What could he do for Kike? He had no influence with the judge; he had no money to buy the land, and he had no influential friends. He could raise the issue and sacrifice his own hopes, and in the end, achieve nothing for Kike. No doubt all these thoughts of futility weighed on him; still, he felt an angry awareness that he wasn’t acting boldly about it. That he, Morton Goodwin, who had often promised that he wouldn’t bow to anyone, was willing to ignore Captain Lumsden’s wrongdoing, hoping to one day get his approval to marry his daughter! It was this anger with himself that made Morton restless, and his restlessness took him down to the Forks that Sunday evening and led him to drink two or three times, despite his good resolution to only drink once. It was this restlessness that ultimately brought him to the widow Lumsden's cabin that evening to see her son Kike.


MORT, DOLLY, AND KIKE.
MORT, DOLLY, AND KIKE.

MORT, DOLLY, AND KIKE.

Kike was sixteen; one of those sallow-skinned boys with straight black hair that one sees so often in southern latitudes. He was called "Little Kike" only to distinguish him from his father, who had also borne the name of Hezekiah. Delicate in health and quiet in manner, he was a boy of profound feeling, and his emotions were not only profound but persistent. Dressed in buck-skin breeches and homespun cotton overshirt, he was milking old Molly when Morton came up. The fixed lines of his half-melancholy face relaxed a little, as with a smile deeper than it was broad he lifted himself up and said,

Kike was sixteen, one of those pale-skinned boys with straight black hair that you often see in southern regions. He was called "Little Kike" just to tell him apart from his father, who also had the name Hezekiah. Fragile in health and soft-spoken, he was a boy with deep feelings, and his emotions weren’t just deep but also lasting. Dressed in buckskin pants and a simple cotton shirt, he was milking old Molly when Morton approached. The serious lines of his somewhat melancholic face softened a bit as, with a smile that was more sincere than wide, he lifted himself up and said,

"Hello, Mort! come in, old feller!"

"Hey, Mort! Come on in, my friend!"

But Mort only sat still on Dolly, while Kike came round and stroked her fine neck, and expressed his regret that she hadn't run at the Forks and beat Bill McConkey's bay horse. He wished he owned such "a beast."

But Mort just sat still on Dolly, while Kike came around and petted her nice neck, expressing his regret that she hadn't raced at the Forks and beaten Bill McConkey's bay horse. He wished he owned such "a creature."

"Never mind; one of these days, when I get a little stronger, I will open that crick bottom, and then I shall make some money and be able to buy a blooded horse like Dolly. Maybe it'll be a colt of Dolly's; who knows?" And Kike smiled with a half-hopefulness at the vision of his impending prosperity. But Morton could not smile, nor could he bear to tell Kike that his uncle had determined to seize upon that very piece of land regardless of the air-castles Kike had built upon it. Morton had made up his mind not to tell Kike. Why should he? Kike would hear of his uncle's fraud in time, and any mention on his part would only destroy his own hopes without doing anything for Kike. But if Morton meant to be prudent and keep silence, why had he not staid at home? Why come here, where the sight of Kike's slender frame was a constant provocation to speech? Was there a self contending against a self?

"Never mind; one of these days, when I get a little stronger, I’ll open up that creek bottom, and then I’ll make some money and be able to buy a thoroughbred horse like Dolly. Maybe it’ll be a colt of Dolly’s; who knows?" Kike smiled with a hint of hope at the thought of his upcoming success. But Morton couldn’t smile, nor could he bring himself to tell Kike that his uncle had decided to take that exact piece of land, no matter the dreams Kike had built around it. Morton had resolved not to say anything to Kike. Why should he? Kike would find out about his uncle’s deception eventually, and mentioning it would only crush his own hopes without helping Kike at all. But if Morton intended to be careful and keep quiet, why hadn’t he stayed home? Why come here, where seeing Kike's lean figure was a constant temptation to speak? Was there a conflict within himself?

"Have you got over your chills yet?" asked Morton.

"Are you feeling better now?" asked Morton.

"No," said the black-haired boy, a little bitterly. "I was nearly well when I went down to Uncle Enoch's to work; and he made me work in the rain. 'Come, Kike,' he would say, jerking his words, and throwing them at me like gravel, 'get out in the rain. It'll do you good. Your mother has ruined you, keeping you over the fire. You want hardening. Rain is good for you, water makes you grow; you're a perfect baby.' I tell you, he come plaguey nigh puttin' a finishment to me, though."

"No," said the black-haired boy, a bit bitterly. "I was almost better when I went down to Uncle Enoch's to work, and he made me work in the rain. 'Come on, Kike,' he would say, jerking his words and throwing them at me like gravel, 'get out in the rain. It'll be good for you. Your mother has spoiled you, keeping you by the fire. You need to toughen up. Rain is good for you; water helps you grow; you're a complete baby.' I swear, he almost finished me off, though."

Doubtless, what Morton had drunk at the Forks had not increased his prudence. As usual in such cases, the prudent Morton and the impulsive Morton stood the one over against the other; and, as always the imprudent self is prone to spring up without warning, and take the other by surprise, so now the young man suddenly threw prudence and Patty behind, and broke out with—

Doubtless, what Morton had drunk at the Forks had not made him any more cautious. As is often the case, the careful Morton and the impulsive Morton faced off against each other; and, as always happens, the reckless side can unexpectedly emerge and catch the other off guard. So now, the young man suddenly pushed aside caution and Patty, and exclaimed—

"Your uncle Enoch is a rascal!" adding some maledictions for emphasis.

"Your uncle Enoch is such a troublemaker!" adding some swears for emphasis.

That was not exactly telling what he had resolved not to tell, but it rendered it much more difficult to keep the secret; for Kike grew a little red in the face, and was silent a minute. He himself was fond of roundly denouncing his uncle. But abusing one's relations is a luxury which is labeled "strictly private," and this savage outburst from his friend touched Kike's family pride a little.

That wasn’t exactly revealing what he decided not to share, but it made it a lot harder to keep the secret; Kike's face turned a bit red, and he went quiet for a minute. He himself liked to openly criticize his uncle. But trash-talking family is a luxury that's marked "strictly private," and this harsh outburst from his friend hit Kike's family pride a bit.

"I know that as well as you do," was all he said, however.

"I know that just as well as you do," was all he said, though.

"He would swindle his own children," said Morton, spurred to greater vehemence by Kike's evident disrelish of his invective. "He will chisel you out of everything you've got before you're of age, and then make the settlement too hot to hold you if you shake your head." And Morton looked off down the road.

"He would con his own kids," said Morton, getting worked up by Kike's clear dislike of his harsh words. "He'll steal everything you've got before you turn 18, and then he'll make the situation so uncomfortable for you if you disagree." And Morton looked down the road.

"What's the matter, Mort? What set you off on Uncle Nuck to-night? He's bad enough, Lord knows; but something must have gone wrong with you. Did he tell you that he did not want you to talk to Patty?"

"What's wrong, Mort? What got you upset with Uncle Nuck tonight? He's bad enough, we all know that; but something must have bothered you. Did he say he didn't want you talking to Patty?"

"No, he didn't," said Morton. And now that Patty was recalled to his mind, he was vexed to think that he had gone so far in the matter. His tone provoked Kike in turn.

"No, he didn't," said Morton. And now that Patty was on his mind again, he was annoyed to realize how far he had gotten in this situation. His tone irritated Kike in response.

"Mort, you've been drinking! What brought you down here?"

"Mort, you've been drinking! What brought you down here?"

Here the imprudent Morton got the upper hand again. Patty and prudence were out of sight at once, and the young man swore between his teeth.

Here, the reckless Morton took control once more. Patty and caution disappeared in an instant, and the young man cursed under his breath.

"Come, old fellow; there's something wrong," said Kike, alarmed. "What's up?"

"Hey, buddy; something's not right," said Kike, worried. "What's going on?"

"Nothing; nothing," said Morton, bitterly. "Nothing, only your affectionate uncle has stuck a notice in Jackson's holler—on the side of the tree furthest from the road—advertising your crick bottom for sale. That's all. Old Virginia gentleman! Old Virginia devil! Call a horse-thief a parson, will you?" And then he added something about hell and damnation. These two last words had no grammatical relation with the rest of his speech; but in the mind of Morton Goodwin they had very logical relations with Captain Lumsden and the subject under discussion. Nobody is quite a Universalist in moments of indignation. Every man keeps a private and select perdition for the objects of his wrath.

"Nothing; nothing," Morton said bitterly. "Nothing, just that your caring uncle put up a notice in Jackson's holler—on the side of the tree that’s farthest from the road—advertising your creek bottom for sale. That’s it. Old Virginia gentleman! Old Virginia devil! You’re calling a horse-thief a preacher, right?" Then he added something about hell and damnation. Those last two words didn’t connect grammatically to the rest of his speech; but in Morton Goodwin’s mind, they were very logically related to Captain Lumsden and the topic at hand. No one truly believes in universal salvation during moments of anger. Every person has their own private and special hell for the objects of their fury.

When Morton had thus let out the secret he had meant to retain, Kike trembled and grew white about the lips. "I'll never forgive him," he said, huskily. "I'll be even with him, and one to carry; see if I ain't!" He spoke with that slow, revengeful, relentless air that belongs to a black-haired, Southern race.

When Morton revealed the secret he had intended to keep, Kike trembled and turned pale around the lips. "I'll never forgive him," he said hoarsely. "I'll get back at him, and I'll make sure he pays; just watch me!" He spoke with that slow, vengeful, unforgiving tone characteristic of a dark-haired Southern background.

"Mort, loan me Doll to-morry?" he said, presently.

"Mort, can I borrow Doll tomorrow?" he asked after a moment.

"Can you ride her? Where are you going?" Morton was loth to commit himself by lending his horse.

"Can you ride her? Where are you going?" Morton was hesitant to commit by lending his horse.

"I am going to Jonesville, to see if I can stop that sale; and I've got a right to choose a gardeen. I mean to take one that will make Uncle Enoch open his eyes. I'm goin' to take Colonel Wheeler; he hates Uncle Enoch, and he'll see jestice done. As for ridin' Dolly, you know I can back any critter with four legs."

"I’m heading to Jonesville to see if I can stop that sale; and I have the right to choose a guardian. I plan to pick someone who will really make Uncle Enoch take notice. I’m going to choose Colonel Wheeler; he can’t stand Uncle Enoch, and he’ll make sure justice is served. And as for riding Dolly, you know I can handle any animal with four legs."

"Well, I guess you can have Dolly," said Morton, reluctantly. He knew that if Kike rode Dolly, the Captain would hear of it; and then, farewell to Patty! But looking at Kike's face, so full of pain and wrath, he could not quite refuse. Dolly went home at a tremendous pace, and Morton, commonly full of good nature, was, for once, insufferably cross at supper-time.

"Well, I guess you can take Dolly," said Morton, reluctantly. He knew that if Kike rode Dolly, the Captain would find out; and then, it would be goodbye to Patty! But looking at Kike's face, so full of pain and anger, he couldn't quite say no. Dolly raced home at an incredible speed, and Morton, usually easygoing, was, for once, extremely irritable at dinner time.

"Mort, meetin' must 'a' soured on you," said Henry, provokingly. "You're cross as a coon when it's cornered."

"Mort, you must be in a bad mood," Henry said teasingly. "You’re as grumpy as a raccoon when it’s trapped."

"Don't fret Morton; he's worried," said Mrs. Goodwin. The fond mother still hoped that the struggle in his mind was the great battle of Armageddon that should be the beginning of a better life.

"Don't worry, Morton; he's concerned," said Mrs. Goodwin. The loving mother still believed that the conflict in his mind was the epic battle of Armageddon that would mark the start of a better life.

Morton went to his bed in the loft filled with a contempt for himself. He tried in vain to acquit himself of cowardice—the quality which a border man considers the most criminal. Early in the morning he fed Dolly, and got her ready for Kike; but no Kike came. After a while, he saw some one ascending the hill on the other side of the creek. Could it be Kike? Was he going to walk to Jonesville, twenty miles away? And with his ague-shaken body? How roundly Morton cursed himself for the fear that made him half refuse the horse! For, with one so sensitive as Kike, a half refusal was equivalent to the most positive denial. It was not too late. Morton threw the saddle and bridle on Dolly, and mounted. Dolly sprang forward, throwing her heels saucily in the air, and in fifteen minutes Morton rode up alongside Kike.

Morton went to his bed in the loft feeling a deep self-loathing. He tried unsuccessfully to convince himself he wasn’t a coward—the trait that someone from the border considers the most shameful. Early the next morning, he fed Dolly and got her ready for Kike, but Kike never showed up. After a while, he noticed someone climbing the hill on the other side of the creek. Could that be Kike? Was he really going to walk to Jonesville, twenty miles away? And with his body shaking from fever? How bitterly Morton cursed himself for being fearful enough to only half-refuse the horse! With someone as sensitive as Kike, a half-refusal was like a definite no. It wasn’t too late. Morton threw the saddle and bridle on Dolly and got on her back. Dolly jumped forward, playfully kicking up her heels, and in fifteen minutes, Morton rode up next to Kike.

"Here, Kike, you don't escape that way! Take Dolly."

"Here, Kike, you can't get out that way! Take Dolly."

"No, I won't, Morton. I oughtn't to have axed you to let me have her. I know how you feel about Patty."

"No, I won't, Morton. I shouldn't have asked you to let me have her. I know how you feel about Patty."

"Confound—no, I won't say confound Patty—but confound me, if I'm mean enough to let you walk to Jonesville. I was a devlish coward yesterday. Here, take the horse, dog on you, or I'll thrash you," and Morton laughed.

"Just great—no, I won't say great Patty—but great me, if I'm cruel enough to let you walk to Jonesville. I was such a coward yesterday. Here, take the horse, darn you, or I’ll beat you," and Morton laughed.

"I tell you, Mort, I won't do it," said Kike, "I'm goin' to walk."

"I’m telling you, Mort, I won’t do it," Kike said, "I’m just going to walk."

"Yes, you look like it! You'll die before you git half-way, you blamed little fool you! If you won't take Dolly, then I'll go along to bury your bones. They's no danger of the buzzard's picking such bones, though."

"Yeah, you definitely look like it! You'll be dead before you even get halfway, you silly little fool! If you won't take Dolly, then I'll go with you to bury your bones. There's no risk of the buzzards picking at those bones, though."

Just then came by Jake Sniger, who was remarkable for his servility to Lumsden.

Just then, Jake Sniger showed up, and he was known for his submissiveness to Lumsden.

"Hello, boys, which ways?" he asked.

"Hey, guys, which way?" he asked.

"No ways jest now," said Morton.

"No way, I'm not joking," said Morton.

"Are you a travelin', or only a goin' some place?" asked Sniger, smiling.

"Are you traveling, or just going somewhere?" asked Sniger, smiling.

"I 'low I'm travelin', and Kike's a goin' some place," said Morton.

"I know I'm traveling, and Kike's going somewhere," said Morton.

When Sniger had gone on, Morton said, "Now Kike, the fat's all in the fire. When the Captain finds out what you've done, Sniger is sure to tell that he see us together. I've got to fight it out now anyhow, and you've got to take Dolly."

When Sniger left, Morton said, "Now Kike, we've got a big problem. When the Captain finds out what you did, Sniger is definitely going to say he saw us together. I have to deal with this now anyway, and you need to take Dolly."

"No, Morton, I can't."

"No, Morton, I can't."

If Kike had been any less obstinate the weakness of his knees would have persuaded him to relent.

If Kike had been any less stubborn, the weakness in his knees would have convinced him to back down.


GOOD-BYE!
GOOD-BYE!

GOODBYE!

"Well, hold Dolly a minute for me, anyhow," said Morton, dismounting. As soon as Kike had obligingly taken hold of the bridle, Morton started toward home, singing Burns's "Highland Mary" at the top of his rich, melodious voice, never looking back at Kike till he had finished the song, and reached the summit of the hill. Then he had the satisfaction of seeing Kike in the saddle, laughing to think how his friend had outwitted him. Morton waved his hat heartily, and Kike, nodding his head, gave Dolly the rein, and she plunged forward, carrying him out of sight in a few minutes. Morton's mother was disappointed, when he came in late to breakfast, to see that his brow was clear. She feared that the good impressions of the day before had worn away. How little does one know of the real nature of the struggle between God and the devil, in the heart of another! But long before Kike had brought Dolly back to her stall, the exhilaration of self-sacrifice in the mind of Morton had worn away, and the possible consequences of his action made him uncomfortable.

"Well, hold Dolly for a minute, will you?" said Morton, getting off his horse. As soon as Kike happily took the bridle, Morton headed home, singing Burns's "Highland Mary" at the top of his rich, melodic voice, not looking back at Kike until he finished the song and reached the top of the hill. Then he felt satisfied to see Kike in the saddle, laughing at how he had outsmarted him. Morton waved his hat enthusiastically, and Kike, nodding, loosened the reins, causing Dolly to charge forward, taking him out of sight in just a few minutes. Morton's mother was disappointed when he came in late for breakfast to see that he looked cheerful. She worried that the good feelings from the day before had faded. How little we understand of the real struggle between good and evil in someone else's heart! But long before Kike brought Dolly back to her stall, the thrill of self-sacrifice in Morton's mind had faded, and the possible consequences of his actions started to make him uneasy.







CHAPTER V.

A CRISIS.

Work, Morton could not. After his noonday dinner he lifted his flint-lock gun from the forked sticks upon the wall where it was laid, and set out to seek for deer,—rather to seek forgetfulness of the anxiety that preyed upon him. Excitement was almost a necessity with him, even at ordinary times; now, it seemed the only remedy for his depression. But instead of forgetting Patty, he forgot everything but Patty, and for the first time in his life he found it impossible to absorb himself in hunting. For when a frontierman loves, he loves with his whole nature. The interests of his life are few, and love, having undisputed sway, becomes a consuming passion. After two hours' walking through the unbroken forest he started a deer, but did not see at in time to shoot. He had tramped through the brush without caution or vigilance. He now saw that it would be of no avail to keep up this mockery of hunting. He was seized with an eager desire to see Patty, and talk with her once more before the door should be closed against him. He might strike the trail, and reach the settlement in an hour, arriving at Lumsden's while yet the Captain was away from the house. His only chance was to see her in the absence of her father, who would surely contrive some interruption if he were present.

Work was out of the question for Morton. After his noontime meal, he picked up his flint-lock gun from the forked sticks on the wall where it was resting and set off to look for deer—rather, to escape the anxiety that was consuming him. He craved excitement, even on regular days; now, it felt like the only cure for his sadness. But instead of forgetting Patty, he ended up thinking about nothing but her, and for the first time in his life, he found it impossible to lose himself in hunting. When a frontiersman loves, he gives his all. His life’s interests are few, and love, once it takes hold, becomes an all-consuming passion. After walking for two hours through the untouched forest, he startled a deer but didn’t see it in time to take a shot. He had stomped through the underbrush without caution or care. He now realized that continuing this charade of hunting was pointless. A strong urge to see Patty and talk to her once more before the door closed on him overwhelmed him. He could follow the trail and reach the settlement in under an hour, arriving at Lumsden's while the Captain was still away. His only chance was to see her in her father’s absence, who would certainly cause some disruption if he were there.

So eagerly did Morton travel, that when his return was about half accomplished he ran headlong into the very midst of a flock of wild turkeys. They ran swiftly away in two or three directions, but not until the two barrels of Morton's gun had brought down two glossy young gobblers. Tying their legs together with a strip of paw-paw bark, he slung them across his gun, and laid his gun over his shoulder, pleased that he would not have to go home quite empty-handed.

So eagerly did Morton travel that when he was halfway home, he ran right into a flock of wild turkeys. They quickly scattered in two or three directions, but not before Morton shot down two shiny young gobblers with his gun. He tied their legs together with a strip of paw-paw bark, slung them over his gun, and put the gun on his shoulder, happy that he wouldn’t have to go home empty-handed.

As he steps into Captain Lumsden's yard that Autumn afternoon, he is such a man as one likes to see: quite six feet high, well made, broad, but not too broad, about the shoulders, with legs whose litheness indicate the reserve force of muscle and nerve coiled away somewhere for an emergency. His walk is direct, elastic, unflagging; he is like his horse, a clean stepper; there is neither slouchiness, timidity, nor craftiness in his gait. The legs are as much a test of character as the face, and in both one can read resolute eagerness. His forehead is high rather than broad, his blue eye and curly hair, and a certain sweetness and dignity in his smile, are from his Scotch-Irish mother. His picturesque coon-skin cap gives him the look of a hunter. The homespun "hunting shirt" hangs outside his buckskin breeches, and these terminate below inside his rawhide boots.

As he enters Captain Lumsden's yard that autumn afternoon, he’s the kind of guy you’d like to see: about six feet tall, fit, broad but not overly so at the shoulders, with legs that are flexible and show reserve strength ready for any situation. His stride is direct, lively, and unyielding; he walks similarly to his horse, with a clean step; there’s no slouching, uncertainty, or cunning in how he moves. His legs reveal as much about his character as his face does, both showcasing a determined eagerness. He has a high forehead rather than a wide one, blue eyes, curly hair, and a certain sweetness and dignity in his smile inherited from his Scotch-Irish mother. His striking coon-skin cap gives him a hunter's vibe. The homespun "hunting shirt" hangs over his buckskin pants, which end just below his rawhide boots.

The great yellow dog, Watch, knows him well enough by this time, but, like a policeman on duty, Watch is quite unwilling to seem to neglect his function; and so he bristles up a little, meets Morton at the gate, and snuffs at his cowhide boots with an air of surly vigilance. The young man hails him with a friendly "Hello, Watch!" and the old fellow smooths his back hair a little, and gives his clumsy bobbed tail three solemn little wags of recognition, comical enough if Goodwin were only in a mood to observe.

The big yellow dog, Watch, knows him pretty well by now, but like a cop on the job, Watch is still reluctant to seem like he’s slacking off. So, he gets a bit stiff, meets Morton at the gate, and sniffs at his cowhide boots with a grumpy look. The young man greets him with a friendly "Hey, Watch!" and the old dog smooths his back fur a bit, giving his awkward, short tail three serious little wags of acknowledgment—funny enough if Goodwin were in the right mood to notice.

Morton hears the hum of the spinning-wheel in the old cabin portion of the building, used for a kitchen and loom-room. The monotonous rise and fall of the wheel's tune, now buzzing gently, then louder and louder till its whirr could be heard a furlong, then slacking, then stopping abruptly, then rising to a new climax—this cadenced hum, as he hears it, is made rhythmical by the tread of feet that run back across the room after each climax of sound. He knows the quick, elastic step; he turns away from the straight-ahead entrance to the house, and passes round to the kitchen door. It is Patty, as he thought, and, as his shadow falls in at the door, she is in the very act of urging the wheel to it highest impetus; she whirls it till it roars, and at the same time nods merrily at Morton over the top of it; then she trips back across the room, drawing the yarn with her left hand, which she holds stretched out; when the impulse is somewhat spent, and the yarn sufficiently twisted, Patty catches the wheel, winds the yarn upon the spindle, and turns to the door. She changes her spinning stick to the left hand, and extends her right with a genial "Howdy, Morton? killed some turkeys, I see."

Morton hears the hum of the spinning wheel in the old cabin part of the building, which is used as a kitchen and loom room. The monotonous rise and fall of the wheel's tune—buzzing gently, then getting louder and louder until its whirring can be heard from far away, then slowing down and stopping suddenly, and then building back up again—this rhythmic hum, as he listens to it, is made more musical by the sound of footsteps rushing back across the room after each peak of sound. He recognizes that quick, lively step; he turns away from the front entrance of the house and walks around to the kitchen door. It is Patty, just as he guessed, and as his shadow falls into the doorway, she is in the middle of pushing the wheel to its highest speed; she spins it until it roars, while simultaneously smiling brightly at Morton over it. Then she skips back across the room, pulling the yarn with her left hand, which she holds stretched out; when the momentum starts to fade, and the yarn is twisted enough, Patty catches the wheel, winds the yarn onto the spindle, and turns toward the door. She switches her spinning stick to her left hand and extends her right hand with a cheerful, "Hey, Morton! I see you've been hunting turkeys."

"Yes, one for you and one for mother."

"Yes, one for you and one for mom."

"For me? much obliged! come in and take a chair."

"For me? Thanks a lot! Come in and have a seat."

"No, this'll do," and Morton sat upon the doorsill, doffing his coon-skin cap, and wiping his forehead with his red handkerchief. "Go on with your spinning, Patty, I like to see you spin."

"No, this is fine," Morton said, sitting on the doorframe, taking off his coon-skin cap, and wiping his forehead with his red handkerchief. "Keep spinning, Patty, I enjoy watching you spin."

"Well, I will. I mean to spin two dozen cuts to-day. I've been at it since five o'clock."

"Well, I will. I plan to make two dozen cuts today. I've been at it since five in the morning."

Morton was glad, indeed, to have her spin. He was, in his present perplexed state, willing to avoid all conversation except such broken talk as might be carried on while Patty wound the spun yarn upon the spindle, or adjusted a new roll of wool.

Morton was really glad to have her opinion. In his current confused state, he wanted to steer clear of all conversation except for the brief exchanges that might happen while Patty wound the spun yarn onto the spindle or adjusted a new roll of wool.

Nothing shows off the grace of the female figure as did the old spinning-wheel. Patty's perfect form was disfigured by no stays, or pads, or paniers—her swift tread backwards with her up-raised left hand, her movement of the wheel with the right, all kept her agile figure in lithe action. If plastic art were not an impossibility to us Americans, our stone-cutters might long since have ceased, like school-boys, to send us back from Rome imitation Venuses, and counterfeit Hebes, and lank Lincolns aping Roman senators, and stagey Washingtons on stage-horses;—they would by this time have found out that in our primitive life there are subjects enough, and that in mythology and heroics we must ever be dead copyists. But I do not believe Morton was thinking of art at all, as he sat there in the October evening sun and watched the little feet, yet full of unexhausted energy after traveling to and fro all day. He did not know, or care, that Patty, with her head thrown back and her left arm half outstretched to guide her thread, was a glorious subject for a statue. He had never seen marble, and had never heard of statues except in the talk of the old schoolmaster. How should her think to call her statuesque? Or how should he know that the wide old log-kitchen, with its loom in one corner, its vast fireplace, wherein sit the two huge, black andirons, and wherein swings an iron crane on which hang pot-hooks with iron pots depending—the old kitchen, with its bark-covered joists high overhead, from which are festooned strings of drying pumpkins—how should Morton Goodwin know that this wide old kitchen, with its rare centre-piece of a fine-featured, fresh-hearted young girl straining every nerve to spin two dozen cuts of yarn in a day, would make a genre piece, the subject of which would be good enough for one of the old Dutch masters? He could not know all this, but he did know, as he watched the feet treading swiftly and rhythmically back and forth, and as he saw the fine face, ruddy with the vigorous exercise, looking at him over the top of a whirling wheel whose spokes were invisible—he did know that Patty Lumsden was a little higher than angels, and he shuddered when he remembered that to-morrow, and indefinitely afterward, he might be shut out from her father's house.

Nothing highlights the grace of the female form like the old spinning wheel. Patty's perfect shape wasn't distorted by corsets, pads, or wide skirts—her quick steps moving backward with her raised left hand, her spinning wheel turning with her right, all kept her lithe figure in fluid motion. If producing art wasn’t an impossibility for us Americans, our sculptors might have long stopped, like schoolboys, from sending us back from Rome fake Venuses, counterfeit Hebes, and gangly Lincolns imitating Roman senators, along with overly dramatic Washingtons on stage-horses; by now, they would have gotten that there are plenty of subjects in our simple lives, and that in mythology and heroics, we can only ever be mere imitators. But I don’t think Morton was thinking about art at all as he sat there in the October evening sun, watching the small feet still full of energy after moving back and forth all day. He didn’t realize, or care, that Patty, with her head thrown back and her left arm half outstretched to guide her thread, was a stunning subject for a statue. He had never seen marble and had only heard of statues in the discussions of the old schoolmaster. How could he think to call her statuesque? Or know that the spacious old log kitchen, with its loom in one corner, its large fireplace where two huge black andirons sat, and an iron crane swinging with pot-hooks and pots hanging down—the old kitchen, with its bark-covered beams high above from which strings of drying pumpkins were festooned—how could Morton Goodwin know that this wide old kitchen, featuring a fine-featured, energetic young girl trying to spin two dozen cuts of yarn in a day, would be a genre piece worthy of one of the old Dutch masters? He couldn’t know all this, but he did understand, as he watched the feet moving swiftly and rhythmically back and forth, and as he saw the lovely face, flushed from vigorous work, looking at him over the top of a spinning wheel with invisible spokes—he did know that Patty Lumsden was a little above angels, and he shivered at the thought that tomorrow, and indefinitely afterward, he might be shut out from her father’s house.

It was while he sat thus and listened to Patty's broken patches of sprightly talk and the monotonous symphony of her wheel, that Captain Lumsden came into the yard, snapping his rawhide whip against his boots, and walking, in his eager, jerky fashion, around to the kitchen door.

As he sat there listening to Patty's cheerful but fragmented conversation and the steady sound of her wheel, Captain Lumsden walked into the yard, snapping his rawhide whip against his boots and moving in his quick, jerky way around to the kitchen door.

"Hello, Morton! here, eh? Been hunting? This don't pay. A young man that is going to get on in the world oughtn't to set here in the sunshine talking to the girls. Leave that for nights and Sundays. I'm afeard you won't get on if you don't work early and late. Eh?" And the captain chuckled his hard little laugh.

"Hey, Morton! What are you doing here? Been out hunting? This isn't worth it. A young man who wants to succeed shouldn’t be sitting here in the sun chatting with girls. Save that for evenings and Sundays. I’m afraid you won’t make any progress if you don’t put in the work early and late. Right?" And the captain let out his rough little laugh.

Morton felt all the pleasure of the glorious afternoon vanish, as he rose to go. He laid the turkey destined for Patty inside the door, took up the other, and was about to leave. Meantime the captain had lifted the white gourd at the well-curb, to satisfy his thirst.

Morton felt all the joy of the beautiful afternoon disappear as he got up to leave. He placed the turkey intended for Patty by the door, grabbed the other one, and was ready to go. Meanwhile, the captain had picked up the white gourd at the well's edge to quench his thirst.

"I saw Kike just now," he said, in a fragmentary way, between his sips of water—and Morton felt his face color at the first mention of Kike. "I saw Kike crossing the creek on your mare. You oughtn't to let him ride her; she'll break his fool neck yet. Here comes Kike himself. I wonder where he's been to?"

"I just saw Kike," he said, in a broken manner, between sips of water—and Morton felt his face flush at the first mention of Kike. "I saw Kike crossing the creek on your mare. You really shouldn't let him ride her; she's going to break his neck one of these days. Here comes Kike himself. I wonder where he's been?"

Morton saw, in the fixed look of Kike's eyes, as he opened the gate, evidence of deep passion; but Captain Enoch Lumsden was not looking for anything remarkable about Kike, and he was accustomed to treat him with peculiar indignity because he was a relative.

Morton saw in Kike's intense gaze as he opened the gate clear evidence of deep passion; however, Captain Enoch Lumsden wasn't looking for anything special about Kike and usually treated him with unusual disrespect because they were related.

"Hello, Kike!" he said, as his nephew approached, while Watch faithfully sniffed at his heels, "where've you been cavorting on that filley to-day? I told Mort he was a fool to let a snipe like you ride that she-devil. She'll break your blamed neck some day, and then there'll be one fool less." And the captain chuckled triumphantly at the wit in his way of putting the thing. "Don't kick the dog! What an ill-natured ground-hog you air! If I had the training of you, I'd take some of that out."

"Hey, Kike!" he said as his nephew walked up, while Watch loyally sniffed at his heels. "Where have you been messing around with that horse today? I told Mort he was an idiot for letting a nobody like you ride that wild mare. She’ll break your neck one of these days, and then there’ll be one less idiot around." The captain chuckled triumphantly at his clever phrasing. "Don’t kick the dog! What a grumpy groundhog you are! If I were in charge of your training, I’d work some of that out of you."

"You haven't got the training of me, and you never will have."

"You don't have the training I do, and you never will."

Kike's face was livid, and his voice almost inaudible.

Kike's face was pale, and his voice was barely audible.

"Come, come, don't be impudent, young man," chuckled Captain Lumsden.

"Come on, don’t be rude, young man," chuckled Captain Lumsden.

"I don't know what you call impudence," said Kike, stretching his slender frame up to its full height, and shaking as if he had an ague-chill; "but you are a tyrant and a scoundrel!"

"I don't know what you call boldness," said Kike, standing up tall and shaking as if he had chills; "but you are a bully and a jerk!"

"Tut! tut! Kike, you're crazy, you little brute. What's up?"

"Tut! Tut! Kike, you're insane, you little tough guy. What's going on?"

"You know what's up. You want to cheat me out of that bottom land; you have got it advertised on the back side of a tree in North's holler, without consulting mother or me. I have been over to Jonesville to-day, and picked out Colonel Wheeler to act as my gardeen."

"You know what's going on. You want to take that bottom land from me; you’ve got it advertised on the back of a tree in North's holler, without talking to my mother or me. I went to Jonesville today and picked Colonel Wheeler to be my guardian."

"Colonel Wheeler? Why, that's an insult to me!" And the captain ceased to laugh, and grew red.

"Colonel Wheeler? That's an insult to me!" And the captain stopped laughing and turned red.

"I hope it is. I couldn't get the judge to take back the order for the sale of the land; he's afeard of you. But now let me tell you something, Enoch Lumsden! If you sell my land by that order of the court, you'll lose more'n you'll make. I ain't afeard of the devil nor none of his angels; and I recken you're one of the blackest. It'll cost you more burnt barns and dead hosses and cows and hogs and sheep than what you make will pay for. You cheated pappy, but you shan't make nothin' out of Little Kike. I'll turn Ingin, and take Ingin law onto you, you old thief and—"

"I hope it is. I couldn't convince the judge to cancel the order for the sale of the land; he's afraid of you. But let me tell you something, Enoch Lumsden! If you sell my land based on that court order, you'll end up losing more than you gain. I'm not scared of the devil or any of his angels; I think you're one of the worst. It'll cost you more in burned barns and dead horses, cows, pigs, and sheep than what you’ll earn will cover. You cheated my father, but you won’t get anything out of Little Kike. I'll take the matter into my own hands and apply my own kind of justice to you, you old thief and—"


THE ALTERCATION.
THE ALTERCATION.

THE FIGHT.

Here Captain Lumsden stepped forward and raised his cowhide. "I'll teach you some manners, you impudent little brat!"

Here, Captain Lumsden stepped forward and raised his cowhide. "I'll teach you some manners, you rude little brat!"

Kike quivered all over, but did not move hand or foot. "Hit me if you dare, Enoch Lumsden, and they'll be blood betwixt us then. You hit me wunst, and they'll be one less Lumsden alive in a year. You or me'll have to go to the bone-yard."

Kike trembled all over but didn’t move a muscle. “Go ahead and hit me, Enoch Lumsden, and that’ll mean there’s blood between us. You hit me once, and there’ll be one less Lumsden alive within a year. Either you or I will end up in the graveyard.”

Patty had stopped her wheel, had forgotten all about her two dozen a day, and stood frightened in the door, near Morton. Morton advanced and took hold of Kike.

Patty had paused her wheel, completely forgotten about her two dozen a day, and stood scared in the doorway, close to Morton. Morton stepped forward and grabbed Kike.

"Come, Kike! Kike! don't be so wrothy," said he.

"Come on, Kike! Kike! Don't be so upset," he said.

"Keep hands offen me, Mort Goodwin," said Kike, shaking loose. "I've got an account to settle, and ef he tetches a thread of my coat with a cowhide, it'll be a bad day fer both on us. We'll settle with blood then."

"Keep your hands off me, Mort Goodwin," Kike said, shaking free. "I've got a score to settle, and if he touches a thread of my coat with a cowhide, it's going to be a bad day for both of us. We'll settle this with blood then."

"It's no use for you to interfere, Mort," snarled the captain. "I know well enough who put Kike up to this. I'll settle with both of you, some day." Then, with an oath, the captain went into the house, while the two young men moved away down the road, Morton not daring to look at Patty.

"It's pointless for you to get involved, Mort," the captain growled. "I know exactly who persuaded Kike to do this. I'll deal with both of you eventually." With that, the captain swore and entered the house, while the two young men walked down the road, Morton too afraid to look at Patty.

What Morton dreaded most had come upon him. As for Kike, when once they were out of sight of Lumsden's, the reaction on his feeble frame was terrible. He sat down on a log and cried with grief and anger.

What Morton feared the most had happened. As for Kike, once they were out of sight of Lumsden's, the impact on his weak body was intense. He sat down on a log and cried out of grief and anger.

"The worst of it is, I've ruined your chances, Mort," said he.

"The worst part is, I've messed up your chances, Mort," he said.

And Morton did not reply.

And Morton didn't respond.







CHAPTER VI.

THE FALL HUNT.

Morton led Kike home in silence, and then returned to his father's house, deposited his turkey outside the door, and sat down on a broken chair by the fire-place. His father, a hypochondriac, hard of hearing, and slow of thought and motion, looked at him steadily a moment, and then said:

Morton quietly took Kike home and then went back to his dad's house, left the turkey outside the door, and plopped down on a rickety chair by the fireplace. His dad, a bit of a worrywart, hard of hearing, and not very quick to think or move, stared at him for a moment and then said:

"Sick, Mort? Goin' to have a chill?"

"Sick, Mort? Are you about to catch a cold?"

"No, sir."

"No, thanks."

"You look powerful dauncy," said the old man, as he stuffed his pipe full of leaf tobacco which he had chafed in his hand, and sat down on the other side of the fire-place. "I feel a kind of all-overishness myself. I 'low we'll have the fever in the bottoms this year. Hey?"

"You seem really powerful dancing," said the old man, as he packed his pipe with loose tobacco he had rubbed between his fingers, and sat down on the other side of the fireplace. "I'm feeling a bit off myself. I think we'll have a fever in the lowlands this year. Right?"

"I don't know, sir."

"I don't know, sir."

"What?"

"What’s up?"

"I said I didn't know." Morton found it hard to answer his father with decency. The old man said "Oh," when he understood Morton's last reply; and perceiving that his son was averse to talking, he devoted himself to his pipe, and to a cheerful revery on the awful consequences that might result if "the fever," which was rumored to have broken out at Chilicothe, should spread to the Hissawachee bottom. Mrs. Goodwin took Morton's moodiness to be a fresh evidence of the working of the Divine Spirit in his heart, and she began to hope more than ever that he might prove to be one of the elect. Indeed, she thought it quite probable that a boy so good to his mother would be one of the precious few; for though she knew that the election was unconditional, and of grace, she could not help feeling that there was an antecedent probability of Morton's being chosen. She went quietly and cheerfully to her work, spreading the thin corn-meal dough on the clean hoe used in that day instead of a griddle, for baking the "hoe-cake," and putting the hoe in its place before the fire, setting the sassafras tea to draw, skimming the milk, and arranging the plates—white, with blue edges—and the yellow cups and saucers on the table, and all the while praying that Morton might be found one of those chosen before the foundation of the world to be sanctified and saved to the glory of God.

"I said I didn't know." Morton found it difficult to respond to his father politely. The old man said "Oh," when he understood Morton's last reply; and noticing that his son didn’t want to talk, he focused on his pipe and a cheerful daydream about the terrible consequences that could occur if "the fever," rumored to have broken out in Chilicothe, spread to the Hissawachee bottom. Mrs. Goodwin interpreted Morton's moodiness as a new sign of the Divine Spirit at work in his heart, and she began to hope more than ever that he might be one of the chosen ones. In fact, she thought it was quite likely that a boy who was so good to his mother would be among the precious few; for although she understood that the election was unconditional and based on grace, she couldn't help but feel there was a good chance that Morton was one of the chosen. She quietly and cheerfully went about her tasks, spreading the thin cornmeal dough on the clean hoe used instead of a griddle to bake the "hoe-cake," placing the hoe by the fire, setting the sassafras tea to brew, skimming the milk, and arranging the plates—white with blue edges—and the yellow cups and saucers on the table, all the while praying that Morton might be found among those chosen before the foundation of the world to be sanctified and saved for the glory of God.

The revery of Mr. Goodwin about the possible breaking out of the fever, and the meditation of his wife about the hopeful state of her son, and the painful reflections of Morton about the disastrous break with Captain Lumsden—all three set agoing primarily by one cause—were all three simultaneously interrupted by the appearance of the younger son, Henry, at the door, with a turkey.

The daydream of Mr. Goodwin about the potential outbreak of the fever, the thoughts of his wife about the promising condition of their son, and the painful reflections of Morton regarding the unfortunate fallout with Captain Lumsden—all three triggered by the same issue—were all simultaneously interrupted by the arrival of the younger son, Henry, at the door, carrying a turkey.

"Where did you get that?" asked his mother.

"Where did you get that?" his mother asked.

"Captain Lumsden, or Patty, sent it."

"Captain Lumsden, or Patty, sent it."

"Captain Lumsden, eh?" said the father. "Well, the captain's feeling clever, I 'low."

"Captain Lumsden, huh?" said the father. "Well, the captain thinks he's pretty smart, I guess."

"He sent it to Mort by little black Bob, and said it was with Miss Patty's somethin' or other—couplements, Bob called 'em."

"He sent it to Mort with little black Bob and said it was with Miss Patty's something or other—couplements, Bob called them."

"Compliments, eh?" and the father looked at Morton, smiling. "Well, you're gettin' on there mighty fast, Mort; but how did Patty come to send a turkey?" The mother looked anxiously at her son, seeing he did not evince any pleasure at so singular a present from Patty. Morton was obliged to explain the state of affairs between himself and the captain, which he did in as few words as possible. Of course, he knew that the use of Patty's name in returning the turkey was a ruse of Lumsden's, to give him additional pain.

"Compliments, huh?" the father said, looking at Morton with a smile. "Well, you’re really moving up fast, Mort; but how did Patty end up sending a turkey?" The mother glanced anxiously at her son, noticing that he didn’t seem pleased with such an unusual gift from Patty. Morton had to explain the situation between him and the captain, which he did as briefly as he could. He knew that using Patty's name to send the turkey was a trick by Lumsden to add to his discomfort.

"It's bad," said the father, as he filled his pipe again, after supper. "Quarreled with Lumsden! He'll drive us off. We'll all take the fever"—for every evil that Job Goodwin thought of immediately became inevitable, in his imagination—"we'll all take the fever, and have to make a new settlement in winter time." Saying this, Goodwin took his pipe out of his mouth, rested his elbow on his knee, and his head on his hand, diligently exerting his imagination to make real and vivid the worst possible events conceivable from this new and improved stand-point of despair.

"It's bad," said the father as he refilled his pipe after dinner. "I fought with Lumsden! He'll kick us out. We'll all end up getting sick"—for every disaster that Job Goodwin imagined instantly became a certainty in his mind—"we'll all get sick and have to start over in the winter." With that, Goodwin took the pipe out of his mouth, rested his elbow on his knee, his head in his hand, and focused hard to vividly picture the worst possible outcomes from this new perspective of hopelessness.

But the wise mother set herself to planning; and when eight o'clock had come, and Job Goodwin had forgotten the fever, having fallen into a doze in his shuck-bottom chair, Mrs. Goodwin told Morton that the best thing for him and Kike would be to get out of the settlement until the captain should have time to cool off.

But the wise mother got to work on a plan; and when eight o'clock arrived, and Job Goodwin had forgotten the fever, falling into a doze in his worn-out chair, Mrs. Goodwin told Morton that the best thing for him and Kike would be to leave the settlement until the captain had time to calm down.

"Kike ought to be got away before he does anything desperate. We want some meat for winter; and though it's a little early yet, you'd better start off with Kike in the morning," she said.

"Kike should be taken away before he does something reckless. We need some meat for the winter, and even though it might be a bit early, it's best to set off with Kike in the morning," she said.

Always fond of hunting, anxious now to drown pain and forebodings in some excitement, Morton did not need a second suggestion from his mother. He feared bad results from Kike's temper; and though he had little hope of any relenting on Lumsden's part, he had an eager desire to forget his trouble in a chase after bears and deer. He seized his cap, saddled and mounted Dolly, and started at once to the house of Kike's mother. Soon after Morton went, his father woke up, and, finding his son gone out, complained, as he got ready for bed, that the boy would "ketch the fever, certain, runnin' 'round that away at night."

Always a fan of hunting and eager to escape his pain and worries with some excitement, Morton didn’t need a second prompt from his mother. He was worried about the negative outcomes of Kike's temper; and although he didn’t expect Lumsden to show any compassion, he was eager to forget his troubles by chasing bears and deer. He grabbed his cap, saddled up Dolly, and headed straight to Kike's mother's house. Shortly after Morton left, his father woke up and, noticing his son was gone, complained while getting ready for bed that the boy would "catch a fever for sure, running around like that at night."


THE IRISH SCHOOL-MASTER.
THE IRISH SCHOOL-MASTER.

THE IRISH SCHOOL TEACHER.

Morton found Kike in a state of exhaustion—pale, angry, and sick. Mr. Brady, the Irish school-master, from whom the boys had received most of their education and many a sound whipping, was doing his best to divert Kike from his revengeful mood. It is a singular fact in the history of the West, that so large a proportion of the first school-masters were Irishmen of uncertain history.

Morton found Kike exhausted—pale, angry, and unwell. Mr. Brady, the Irish schoolteacher, who had given the boys most of their education and quite a few harsh beatings, was trying his best to distract Kike from his vengeful mood. It's an interesting fact in the history of the West that a significant number of the early schoolteachers were Irishmen with unclear backgrounds.

"Ha! Moirton, is it you?" said Brady. "I'm roight glad to see ye. Here's this b'y says hay'd a shot his own uncle as shore as hay'd a toiched him with his roidin'-fwhip. An' I've been a-axin ov him fwoi hay hain't blowed out me brains a dozen times, sayin' oive lathered him with baich switches. I didn't guiss fwat a saltpayter kag hay wuz, sure. Else I'd a had him sarched for foire-arms before iver I'd a venter'd to inform him which end of the alphabet was the bayginnin'. Hay moight a busted me impty pate for tellin' him that A wusn't B."

"Ha! Moirton, is that you?" said Brady. "I'm really glad to see you. This guy says he shot his own uncle as surely as he touched him with his riding whip. And I've been asking him why he hasn't blown my brains out a dozen times, telling him I've beaten him with switch branches. I didn't realize what a tough character he was, really. Otherwise, I would have had him searched for firearms before I ever dared to show him which end of the alphabet was the beginning. He could have smashed my empty head for telling him that A wasn't B."

It was impossible for Morton to keep from smiling at the good old fellow's banter. Brady was bent on mollifying Kike, who was one of his brightest and most troublesome pupils, standing next to Patty and Morton in scholarship though much younger.

It was impossible for Morton to stop smiling at the good old guy's teasing. Brady was determined to smooth things over with Kike, who was one of his smartest and most challenging students, standing next to Patty and Morton in academics, even though he was much younger.

Kike's mother, a shrewd but illiterate woman, was much troubled to see him in so dangerous a passion. "I wish he was leetle-er, ur bigger," she said.

Kike's mother, a clever but illiterate woman, was very worried to see him in such a dangerous mood. "I wish he was a little smaller, or bigger," she said.

"An' fwoi air ye afther wishing that same, me dair madam?" asked the Irishman.

"And why are you after wishing for that, my dear madam?" asked the Irishman.

"Bekase," said the widow, "ef he was leetle-er, I could whip it outen him; ef he was bigger, he wouldn't be sich a fool. Boys is allers powerful troublesome when they're kinder 'twixt and 'tween—nary man nor boy. They air boys, but they feel so much bigger'n they used to be, that they think theirselves men, and talk about shootin', and all sich like. Deliver me from a boy jest a leetle too big to be laid acrost your lap, and larnt what's what. Tho', ef I do say it, Kike's been a oncommon good sort of boy to me mostly, on'y he's got a oncommon lot of red pepper into him, like his pappy afore him, and he's one of them you can't turn. An', as for Enoch Lumsden, I would be glad ef he wuz shot, on'y I don't want no little fool like Kike to go to fightin' a man like Nuck Lumsden. Nobody but God A'mighty kin ever do jestice to his case; an' it's a blessed comfort to me that I'll meet him at the Jedgment-day. Nothin' does my heart so much good, like, as to think what a bill Nuck'll have to settle then, and how he can't browbeat the Jedge, nor shake a mortgage in his face. It's the on'y rale nice thing about the Day of Jedgment, akordin' to my thinkin'. I mean to call his attention to some things then. He won't say much about his wife's belongin' to fust families thar, I 'low."

"Because," said the widow, "if he were a little smaller, I could whip it out of him; if he were bigger, he wouldn't be such a fool. Boys are always incredibly troublesome when they're kind of stuck in between—neither man nor boy. They are boys, but they feel so much bigger than they used to that they think of themselves as men and talk about shooting and all that stuff. Save me from a boy just a little too big to be laid across your lap and taught what's what. Though, if I do say so, Kike has been an unusually good sort of boy to me mostly, only he’s got a whole lot of energy in him, like his dad before him, and he's one of those you can't control. And as for Enoch Lumsden, I would be glad if he were shot, but I don’t want some little fool like Kike to go fighting a man like Nuck Lumsden. Nobody but God Almighty can ever do justice to his case; and it's a blessed comfort to me that I'll meet him on Judgment Day. Nothing does my heart more good than to think about the bill Nuck’ll have to settle then, and how he can't intimidate the judge or shake a mortgage in his face. It’s the only truly nice thing about Judgment Day, according to my thinking. I plan to bring some things to his attention then. He won't say much about his wife belonging to the first families there, I suppose."

Brady laughed long and loud at this sally of Mrs. Hezekiah Lumsden's; and even Kike smiled a little, partly at his mother's way of putting things, and partly from the contagion of Brady's merry disposition.

Brady laughed heartily at Mrs. Hezekiah Lumsden's joke; even Kike grinned a bit, partly because of his mother's unique way of expressing herself and partly due to the infectious cheerfulness of Brady's happy nature.

Morton now proposed Mrs. Goodwin's plan, that he and Kike should leave early in the morning, on the fall hunt. Kike felt the first dignity of manhood on him; he knew that, after his high tragic stand with his uncle, he ought to stay, and fight it out; but then the opportunity to go on a long hunt with Morton was a rare one, and killing a bear would be almost as pleasant to his boyish ambition as shooting his uncle.

Morton now suggested Mrs. Goodwin's plan that he and Kike should head out early in the morning for the fall hunt. Kike felt the first sense of manhood within him; he realized that, after his dramatic confrontation with his uncle, he should stay and face the situation. But the chance to go on a long hunt with Morton was a unique opportunity, and taking down a bear would be almost as satisfying to his youthful ambitions as shooting his uncle.

"I don't want to run away from him. He'll think I've backed out," he said, hesitatingly.

"I don't want to ditch him. He'll think I’m bailing," he said, hesitantly.

"Now, I'll tell ye fwat," said Brady, winking; "you put out and git some bear's ile for your noice black hair. If the cap'n makes so bowld as to sell ye out of house and home, and crick bottom, fwoile ye're gone, it's yerself as can do the burnin' afther ye git back. The barn's noo, and 'tain't quoit saysoned yit. It'll burn a dale better fwen ye're ray-turned, me lad. An', as for the shootin' part, practice on the bears fust! 'Twould be a pity to miss foire on the captain, and him ye're own dair uncle, ye know. He'll keep till ye come back. If I say anybody a goin' to crack him owver, I'll jist spake a good word for ye, an' till him as the captin's own affictionate niphew has got the fust pop at him, by roight of bayin' blood kin, sure."

"Now, let me tell you something," said Brady, winking. "You should go and get some bear oil for your nice black hair. If the captain dares to throw you out of your home and take everything from you, once you're gone, it's up to you to do the burning when you get back. The barn is new and hasn't really settled yet. It will burn much better when you return, my friend. And as for the shooting part, practice on the bears first! It would be a shame to miss a shot at the captain, especially since he’s your own dear uncle, you know. He'll still be around when you come back. If I see anyone planning to take him down, I'll make sure to say a good word for you and tell them that the captain's own affectionate nephew gets the first shot at him, by right of blood relation, for sure."

Kike could not help smiling grimly at this presentation of the matter; and while he hesitated, his mother said he should go. She'd bundle him off in the early morning. And long before daylight, the two boys, neither of whom had slept during the night, started, with guns on their shoulders, and with the venerable Blaze for a pack-horse. Dolly was a giddy young thing, that could not be trusted in business so grave.

Kike couldn't help but smile wryly at how things were turning out; and while he was unsure, his mother told him he should go. She planned to send him off early in the morning. Long before dawn, the two boys, who hadn't slept all night, set off, with guns on their shoulders and the old Blaze as their pack-horse. Dolly was a flighty young lady who couldn't be relied upon for anything so serious.







CHAPTER VII.

TREEING A PREACHER.

Had I but bethought myself in time to call this history by one of those gentle titles now in vogue, as "The Wild Hunters of the Far West," or even by one of the labels with which juvenile and Sunday-school literature—milk for babes—is now made attractive, as, for instance, "Kike, the Young Bear Hunter." I might here have entertained the reader with a vigorous description of the death of Bruin, fierce and fat, at the hands of the triumphant Kike, and of the exciting chase after deer under the direction of Morton.

If I had only thought to give this story one of those catchy titles popular today, like "The Wild Hunters of the Far West," or even one of those appealing names found in children's and Sunday-school books—easy reads for kids—like "Kike, the Young Bear Hunter," I could have entertained you with a vivid description of the fierce and hefty Bruin's death at the hands of the victorious Kike, and of the thrilling deer chase led by Morton.

After two weeks of such varying success as hunters have, they found that it would be necessary to forego the discomforts of camp-life for a day, and visit the nearest settlement in order to replenish their stock of ammunition. Wilkins' store, which was the center of a settlement, was a double log-building. In one end the proprietor kept for sale powder and lead, a few bonnets, cheap ribbons, and artificial flowers, a small stock of earthenware, and cheap crockery, a little homespun cotton cloth, some bolts of jeans and linsey, hanks of yarn and skeins of thread, tobacco for smoking and tobacco for "chawing," a little "store-tea"—so called in contra-distinction to the sage, sassafras and crop-vine teas in general use—with a plentiful stock of whisky, and some apple-brandy. The other end of this building was a large room, festooned with strings of drying pumpkin, cheered by an enormous fireplace, and lighted by one small window with four lights of glass. In this room, which contained three beds, and in the loft above, Wilkins and his family lived and kept a first-class hotel.

After two weeks of mixed success as hunters, they realized they needed to take a break from the discomforts of camp life for a day and head to the nearest settlement to restock their ammunition. Wilkins' store, which was the heart of the settlement, was a double log building. One end was where the owner sold powder and lead, a few bonnets, inexpensive ribbons, and fake flowers, a small selection of earthenware and cheap crockery, some homespun cotton fabric, bolts of jeans and linsey, hanks of yarn and skeins of thread, smoking tobacco and chewing tobacco, a bit of "store-tea"—named to distinguish it from the sage, sassafras, and crop-vine teas generally used—along with a good supply of whiskey and some apple brandy. The other end of the building was a large room decorated with strings of drying pumpkin, warmed by a big fireplace, and lit by a small window with four panes of glass. This room, which had three beds, along with the loft above, was where Wilkins and his family lived and operated a top-notch hotel.

In the early West, Sunday was a day sacred to Diana and Bacchus. Our young friends visited the settlement at Wilkins' on that day, not because they wished to rest, but because they had begun to get lonely, and they knew that Sunday would not fail to find some frolic in progress, and in making new acquaintances, fifty miles from home, they would be able to relieve the tedium of the wilderness with games at cards, and other social enjoyments.

In the early West, Sunday was a day dedicated to Diana and Bacchus. Our young friends went to the settlement at Wilkins' on that day, not because they wanted to relax, but because they were starting to feel lonely. They knew Sunday would definitely have some fun happening, and by making new friends fifty miles from home, they could break the boredom of the wilderness with card games and other social activities.

Morton and Kike arrived at Wilkins' combined store and tavern at ten o'clock in the morning, and found the expected crowd of loafers. The new-comers "took a hand" in all the sports, the jumping, the foot-racing, the quoit-pitching, the "wras'lin'," the target-shooting, the poker-playing, and the rest, and were soon accepted as clever fellows. A frontierman could bestow no higher praise—to be a clever fellow in his sense was to know how to lose at cards, without grumbling, the peltries hard-earned in hunting, to be always ready to change your coon-skins into "drinks for the crowd," and to be able to hit a three-inch "mark" at two hundred paces without bragging.

Morton and Kike arrived at Wilkins' store and tavern at ten o'clock in the morning and found the usual crowd hanging around. The newcomers jumped right into all the activities: jumping, foot racing, quoit pitching, wrestling, target shooting, poker, and more, quickly being accepted as good guys. A frontier man could give no higher compliment—being a good guy meant knowing how to lose at cards without complaining about the hard-earned furs from hunting, being ready to trade your raccoon skins for "drinks for the crowd," and being able to hit a three-inch target from two hundred paces without bragging.

Just as the sports had begun to lose their zest a little, there walked up to the tavern door a man in homespun dress, carrying one of his shoes in his hand, and yet not seeming to be a plain backwoodsman. He looked a trifle over thirty years of age, and an acute observer might have guessed from his face that his life had been one of daring adventure, and many vicissitudes. There were traces also of conflicting purposes, of a certain strength, and a certain weakness of character; the melancholy history of good intentions overslaughed by bad passions and evil associations was written in his countenance.

Just when the sports were starting to lose their excitement a bit, a man in homemade clothes walked up to the tavern door, holding one of his shoes in his hand, but he didn’t come across as a simple backwoodsman. He looked a little over thirty years old, and a keen observer might have noticed from his face that he had lived a life full of daring adventures and many ups and downs. There were signs of conflicting goals, a mix of strength and weakness in his character; the sad story of good intentions overshadowed by bad impulses and negative influences was evident in his expression.


ELECTIONEERING.
ELECTIONEERING.

Campaigning.

"Some feller 'lectioneerin', I'll bet," said one of Morton's companions.

"Some guy campaigning, I bet," said one of Morton's companions.

The crowd gathered about the stranger, who spoke to each one as though he had known him always. He proposed "the drinks" as the surest road to an acquaintance, and when all had drunk, the stranger paid the score, not in skins but in silver coin.

The crowd gathered around the stranger, who spoke to each person as if he had known them forever. He suggested “drinks” as the best way to get to know each other, and after everyone had had a drink, the stranger settled the bill, not with furs but with silver coins.

"See here, stranger," said Morton, mischievously, "you're mighty clever, by hokey. What are you running fer?"

"Hey there, stranger," said Morton, playfully, "you're really clever, aren't you? What are you running for?"

"Well, gentlemen, you guessed me out that time. I 'low to run for sheriff next heat," said the stranger, who affected dialect for the sake of popularity.

"Well, gentlemen, you figured me out that time. I plan to run for sheriff in the next round," said the stranger, who used a dialect to be more popular.

"What mout your name be?" asked one of the company.

"What might your name be?" asked one of the group.

"Marcus Burchard's my name when I'm at home. I live at Jenkinsville. I sot out in life a poor boy. I'm so used to bein' bar'footed that my shoes hurts my feet an' I have to pack one of 'em in my hand most of the time."

"Marcus Burchard is my name when I'm at home. I live in Jenkinsville. I started out in life as a poor boy. I'm so used to being barefoot that my shoes hurt my feet, and I often have to carry one of them in my hand."

Morton here set down his glass, and looking at the stranger with perfect seriousness said, dryly: "Well, Mr. Burchard, I never heard that speech so well done before. We're all goin' to vote for you, without t'other man happens to do it up slicker'n you do. I don't believe he can, though. That was got off very nice."

Morton put down his glass and, looking at the stranger with a serious expression, said dryly: "Well, Mr. Burchard, I’ve never heard that speech delivered so well before. We're all going to vote for you, unless the other guy manages to pull it off better than you did. I don’t think he can, though. That was really well done."

Burchard was acute enough to join in the laugh which this sally produced, and to make friends with Morton, who was clearly the leader of the party, and whose influence was worth securing.

Burchard was sharp enough to join the laughter that this remark generated and to befriend Morton, who was obviously the leader of the group, and whose support was valuable to have.

Nothing grows wearisome so soon as idleness and play, and as evening drew on, the crowd tired even of Mr. Burchard's choice collection of funny anecdotes—little stories that had been aired in the same order at every other tavern and store in the county. From sheer ennui it was proposed that they should attend Methodist preaching at a house two miles away. They could at least get some fun out of it. Burchard, foreseeing a disturbance, excused himself. He wished he might enjoy the sport, but he must push on. And "push on" he did. In a closely contested election even Methodist votes were not to be thrown away.

Nothing gets old as quickly as idleness and play, and as evening approached, the crowd grew tired even of Mr. Burchard's handpicked collection of funny stories—little tales that had been told in the same order at every other tavern and store in the county. Out of sheer boredom, they suggested going to a Methodist service at a house two miles away. At least they could get some entertainment from it. Burchard, anticipating trouble, politely declined. He wished he could join the fun, but he had to continue on. And "continue on" he did. In a closely contested election, even Methodist votes couldn't be wasted.

Morton and Kike relished the expedition. They had heard that the Methodists were a rude, canting, illiterate race, cloaking the worst practices under an appearance of piety. Mr. Donaldson had often fulminated against them from the pulpit, and they felt almost sure that they could count on his apostolic approval in their laudable enterprise of disturbing a Methodist meeting.

Morton and Kike were excited about the expedition. They had heard that Methodists were a rough, self-righteous, uneducated group, hiding their worst behaviors behind a facade of faith. Mr. Donaldson had frequently preached against them from the pulpit, and they felt pretty confident that they could count on his support in their noble mission to disrupt a Methodist meeting.

The preacher whom they heard was of the roughest type. His speech was full of dialectic forms and ungrammatical phrases. His illustrations were exceedingly uncouth. It by no means followed that he was not an effective preacher. All these defects were rather to his advantage,—the backwoods rhetoric was suited to move the backwoods audience. But the party from the tavern were in no mood to be moved by anything. They came for amusement, and set themselves diligently to seek it. Morton was ambitious to lead among his new friends, as he did at home, and on this occasion he made use of his rarest gift. The preacher, Mr. Mellen, was just getting "warmed up" with his theme; he was beginning to sling his rude metaphors to the right and left, and the audience was fast coming under his influence, when Morton Goodwin, who had cultivated a ventriloquial gift for the diversion of country parties, and the disturbance of Mr. Brady's school, now began to squeak like a rat in a trap, looking all the while straight at the preacher, as if profoundly interested in the discourse. The women were startled and the grave brethren turned their austere faces round to look stern reproofs at the young men. In a moment the squeaking ceased, and there began the shrill yelping of a little dog, which seemed to be on the women's side of the room. Brother Mellen, the preacher, paused, and was about to request that the dog should be removed, when he began to suspect from the sensation among the young men that the disturbance was from them.

The preacher they listened to was quite rough around the edges. His speech was full of dialect and had a lot of ungrammatical phrases. His examples were really crude. However, this didn’t mean he wasn’t an effective preacher. All these quirks actually worked to his advantage—the rustic style resonated with the rural audience. But the group from the tavern wasn’t in the mood to be inspired by anything. They were there for entertainment and were focused on finding it. Morton was eager to take the lead among his new friends, just like he did at home, and on this occasion, he showcased his rare talent. The preacher, Mr. Mellen, was just getting into his groove with the topic; he was starting to throw out his rough metaphors left and right, and the audience was really starting to connect with him, when Morton Goodwin, who had developed a talent for ventriloquism to entertain country gatherings and disrupt Mr. Brady’s class, began to squeak like a rat caught in a trap, all while staring intently at the preacher as if he were deeply engaged in the sermon. The women were taken aback, and the serious men turned their stern faces to give disapproving looks to the young guys. In an instant, the squeaking stopped, and a high-pitched yelping from a small dog broke out, seemingly from the women’s side of the room. Brother Mellen paused, about to ask for the dog to be taken away, when he started to realize from the reaction of the young men that the commotion was coming from them.

"You needn't be afeard, sisters," he said, "puppies will bark, even when they walk on two legs instid of four."

"You don't need to be afraid, sisters," he said, "puppies will bark, even when they walk on two legs instead of four."

This rude joke produced a laugh, but gained no permanent advantage to the preacher, for Morton, being a stranger, did not care for the good opinion of the audience, but for the applause of the young revelers with whom he had come. He kept silence now, until the preacher again approached a climax, swinging his stalwart arms and raising his voice to a tremendous pitch in the endeavor to make the day of doom seem sufficiently terrible to his hearers. At last, when he got to the terror of the wicked, he cried out dramatically, "What are these awful sounds I hear?" At this point he made a pause, which would have been very effective, had it not been for young Goodwin.

This crude joke got a laugh, but it didn’t give the preacher any lasting benefit, because Morton, being a newcomer, didn't care about the audience's approval, only the cheers of the young partygoers he was with. He stayed quiet until the preacher built up to another climax, waving his strong arms and raising his voice to an intense level in an effort to make the Day of Judgment sound truly terrifying to his listeners. Finally, as he reached the part about the fate of the wicked, he exclaimed dramatically, "What are these terrible sounds I hear?" At that moment, he paused, which would have been really impactful if it hadn’t been for young Goodwin.

"Caw! caw! caw-aw! cah!" he said, mimicking a crow.

"Caw! caw! caw-aw! cah!" he said, imitating a crow.

"Young man," roared the preacher, "you are hair-hung and breeze-shaken over that pit that has no bottom."

"Young man," shouted the preacher, "you're dangling by your hair and swaying in the wind over that endless pit."

"Oh, golly!" piped the voice of Morton, seeming to come from nowhere in particular. Mr. Mellen now ceased preaching, and started toward the part of the room in which the young men sat, evidently intending to deal out summary justice to some one. He was a man of immense strength, and his face indicated that he meant to eject the whole party. But they all left in haste except Morton, who staid and met the preacher's gaze with a look of offended innocence. Mr. Mellen was perplexed. A disembodied voice wandering about the room would have been too much for Hercules himself. When the baffled orator turned back to begin to preach again, Morton squeaked in an aggravating falsetto, but with a good imitation of Mr. Mellen's inflections, "Hair-hung and breeze-shaken!"

"Oh, wow!" piped Morton's voice, seeming to come from nowhere in particular. Mr. Mellen stopped preaching and moved toward the part of the room where the young men sat, clearly ready to dish out some sort of justice. He was a man of great strength, and his expression showed that he intended to kick everyone out. But they all hurriedly left except for Morton, who stayed and met the preacher's gaze with a look of feigned innocence. Mr. Mellen was confused. A disembodied voice wandering around the room would have been too much for even Hercules. When the frustrated speaker turned back to start preaching again, Morton squeaked in an annoying falsetto, yet with a good imitation of Mr. Mellen's tone, "Hair-hung and breeze-shaken!"

And when the angry preacher turned fiercely upon him, the scoffer was already fleeing through the door.

And when the angry preacher glared at him, the mocker was already running out the door.







CHAPTER VIII.

A LESSON IN SYNTAX.

The young men were gone until the latter part of November. Several persons longed for their return. Mr. Job Goodwin, for one, began to feel a strong conviction that Mort had taken the fever and died in the woods. He was also very sure that each succeeding day would witness some act of hostility toward himself on the part of Captain Lumsden; and as each day failed to see any evil result from the anger of his powerful neighbor, or to bring any tidings of disaster to Morton, Job Goodwin faithfully carried forward the dark foreboding with compound interest to the next day. He abounded in quotations of such Scripture texts as set forth the fact that man's days were few and full of trouble. The book of Ecclesiastes was to him a perennial fountain of misery—he delighted to found his despairing auguries upon the superior wisdom of Solomon. He looked for Morton's return with great anxiety, hoping to find that nothing worse had happened to him than the shooting away of an arm. Mrs. Goodwin, for her part, dreaded the evil influences of the excitements of hunting. She feared lest Morton should fall into the bad habits that had carried away from home an older brother, for whose untimely death in an affray she had never ceased to mourn.

The young men were gone until late November. Several people missed their return. Mr. Job Goodwin, for one, started to believe strongly that Mort had caught the fever and died in the woods. He was also quite sure that each passing day would bring some form of hostility from Captain Lumsden; and as each day went by without any negative consequences from the anger of his powerful neighbor, or news of disaster for Morton, Job Goodwin relentlessly carried his dark fears into the next day. He often quoted Scripture verses that expressed the idea that life is short and full of trouble. The book of Ecclesiastes was for him a never-ending source of misery—he loved to base his hopeless predictions on Solomon's superior wisdom. He awaited Morton's return with great concern, hoping that nothing worse had happened to him than losing an arm. Mrs. Goodwin, on her part, worried about the negative influences of the hunting excitement. She feared that Morton might fall into the bad habits that had led to the departure of an older brother, whose untimely death in a fight she had never stopped grieving over.

And Patty! When her father had on that angry afternoon discovered the turkey that Morton had given her, and had sent it home with a message in her name, Patty had borne herself like the proud girl that she was. She held her head aloft; she neither indicated pleasure nor displeasure at her father's course; she would not disclose any liking for Morton, nor any complaisance toward her father. This air of defiance about her Captain Lumsden admired. It showed her mettle, he said to himself. Patty would almost have finished that two dozen cuts of yarn if it had cost her life. She even managed to sing, toward the last of her weary day of work; and when, at nine o'clock, she reeled off her twenty-fourth cut,—drawing a sigh of relief when the reel snapped,—and hung her twelve hanks up together, she seemed as blithe as ever. Her sickly mother sitting, knitting in hand, with wan face bordered by white cap-frill, looked approvingly on Patty's achievement. Patty showed her good blood, was the mother's reflection.

And Patty! When her father discovered the turkey that Morton had given her that angry afternoon and sent it back home with a message in her name, Patty held her head high like the proud girl she was. She didn’t show any pleasure or displeasure about her father’s actions; she wouldn’t admit to liking Morton or show any agreement with her father. Captain Lumsden admired her defiant attitude. It showed her strength, he thought. Patty would have finished those two dozen cuts of yarn even if it killed her. She even managed to sing toward the end of her long day of work; and when, at nine o'clock, she finished her twenty-fourth cut—letting out a sigh of relief when the reel snapped—and hung up her twelve hanks together, she seemed as cheerful as ever. Her frail mother, sitting with her knitting in hand and a pale face framed by a white cap, looked on approvingly at Patty's accomplishment. Patty was showing her good breeding, the mother thought.


PATTY IN HER CHAMBER.
PATTY IN HER CHAMBER.

PATTY IN HER ROOM.

But Patty? She did not hurry. She put everything away carefully. She was rather slow about retiring. But when at last she went aloft into her room in the old block-house part of the building, and shut and latched her door, and set her candle-stick on the high, old-fashioned, home-made dressing-stand, she looked at herself in the little looking-glass and did not see there the face she had been able to keep while the eyes of others were upon her. She saw weariness, disappointment, and dejection. Her strong will held her up. She undressed herself with habitual quietness. She even stopped to look again in self-pity at her face as she stood by the glass to tie on her night-cap. But when at last she had blown out the candle, and carefully extinguished the wick, and had climbed into the great, high, billowy feather-bed under the rafters, she buried her tired head in the pillow and cried a long time, hardly once admitting to herself what she was crying about.

But Patty? She didn’t rush. She put everything away carefully. She was pretty slow to go to bed. But when she finally went upstairs into her room in the old blockhouse section of the building, shut and latched her door, and set her candle on the high, old-fashioned, homemade dressing table, she looked at herself in the small mirror and didn’t see the face she had managed to maintain while others were watching her. She saw exhaustion, disappointment, and sadness. Her strong will kept her going. She undressed quietly as usual. She even paused to look again at her face with self-pity as she stood by the mirror tying on her nightcap. But when she finally blew out the candle, carefully snuffed the wick, and climbed into the big, high, fluffy feather bed under the rafters, she buried her tired head in the pillow and cried for a long time, hardly ever acknowledging to herself what she was crying about.

And as the days wore on, and her father ceased to speak of Kike or Morton, and she heard that they were out of the settlement, she found in herself an ever-increasing desire to see Morton. The more she tried to smother her feeling, and the more she denied to herself the existence of the feeling, the more intense did it become. Whenever hunters passed the gate, going after or returning laden with game, she stopped involuntarily to gaze at them. But she never failed, a moment later, to affect an indifferent expression of countenance and to rebuke herself for curiosity so idle. What were hunters to her?

And as the days went by, and her father stopped talking about Kike or Morton, and she heard they were out of the settlement, she found herself wanting to see Morton more and more. The harder she tried to suppress her feelings and deny that they existed, the stronger they became. Whenever hunters passed the gate, either going out or coming back loaded with game, she couldn't help but stop and watch them. But just a moment later, she would force an indifferent look on her face and scold herself for such pointless curiosity. What did she care about hunters?

But one evening the travelers whom she looked for went by. They were worse for wear; their buckskin pantaloons were torn by briers; their tread was heavy, for they had traveled since daylight; but Patty, peering through one of the port-holes of the blockhouse, did not fail to recognize old Blaze, burdened as he was with venison, bear-meat and skins, nor to note how Morton looked long and steadfastly at Captain Lumsden's house as if hoping to catch a glimpse of herself. That look of Morton's sent a blush of pleasure over her face, which she could not quite conceal when she met the inquiring eyes of a younger brother a minute later. But when she saw her father gallop rapidly down the road as if in pursuit of the young men, her sense of pleasure changed quickly to foreboding.

But one evening, the travelers she was waiting for passed by. They looked worn out; their buckskin pants were ripped from thorns, and they walked heavily since they had been traveling since dawn. However, Patty, peeking through one of the port holes of the blockhouse, immediately recognized old Blaze, weighed down by venison, bear meat, and skins, and noticed how long and intently Morton stared at Captain Lumsden's house, as if hoping to catch a glimpse of her. That look from Morton made her blush with pleasure, which she couldn’t quite hide when she met the curious gaze of her younger brother a minute later. But when she saw her father racing down the road as if chasing after the young men, her feeling of pleasure quickly turned into concern.

Morton and Kike had managed, for the most part, to throw off their troubles in the excitement of hunting. But when at last they had accumulated all the meat old Blaze could carry and all the furs they could "pack," they had turned their steps toward home. And with the turning of their steps toward home had come the inevitable turning of their thoughts toward old perplexities. Morton then confided to Kike his intention of leaving the settlement and leading the life of a hermit in the wilderness in case it should prove to be "all off" between him and Patty. And Kike said that his mind was made up. If he found that his uncle Enoch had sold the land, he would be revenged in some way and then run off and live with the Indians. It is not uncommon for boys now-a-days to make stern resolutions in moments of wretchedness which they never attempt to carry out. But the rude life of the West developed deep feeling and a hardy persistence in a purpose once formed. Many a young man crossed in love or incited to revenge had already taken to the wilderness, becoming either a morose hermit or a desperado among the savages. At the period of life when the animal fights hard for supremacy in the soul of man, destiny often hangs very perilously balanced. It was at that day a question in many cases whether a young man of force would become a rowdy or a class-leader.

Morton and Kike had mostly managed to forget their troubles in the excitement of hunting. But once they had gathered all the meat old Blaze could carry and all the furs they could pack, they started heading home. And with that shift towards home came the unavoidable shift in their thoughts back to their old problems. Morton then confided in Kike about his plan to leave the settlement and live a hermit's life in the wilderness if things didn’t work out with Patty. Kike said he had made up his mind. If he found out that his uncle Enoch had sold the land, he would seek revenge in some way and then run off to live with the Indians. It's common for boys these days to make serious resolutions in moments of despair that they never follow through on. But the rough life of the West encouraged deep emotions and a strong determination to stick to one's goals. Many young men, heartbroken or seeking revenge, had already turned to the wilderness, becoming either reclusive hermits or outlaws among the natives. At the age when instinct battles for control in a man’s soul, fate often hangs dangerously in the balance. That day, it was a real question in many cases whether a driven young man would turn into a troublemaker or a leader in the community.

When once our hunters had entered the settlement they became more depressed than ever. Morton's eyes searched Captain Lumsden's house and yard in vain for a sight of Patty. Kike looked sternly ahead of him, full of rage that he should have to be reminded of his uncle's existence. And when, five minutes later, they heard horse-hoofs behind them, and, looking back, saw Captain Lumsden himself galloping after them on his sleek, "clay-bank" saddle-horse, their hearts beat fast with excitement. Morton wondered what the Captain could want with them, seeing it was not his way to carry on his conflicts by direct attack; and Kike contented himself with looking carefully to the priming of his flintlock, compressing his lips and walking straight forward.

Once our hunters entered the settlement, they felt more down than ever. Morton's eyes scanned Captain Lumsden's house and yard, hoping to catch a glimpse of Patty. Kike looked sternly ahead, filled with anger that he had to be reminded of his uncle's existence. Then, five minutes later, they heard the sound of horse hooves behind them and, looking back, saw Captain Lumsden himself galloping after them on his sleek "clay-bank" saddle horse, causing their hearts to race with excitement. Morton wondered what the Captain wanted with them, since it wasn't his style to confront people directly; Kike kept busy checking the priming of his flintlock, pressing his lips together, and walking straight ahead.

"Hello, boys! Howdy? Got a nice passel of furs, eh? Had a good time?"

"Hey, guys! How's it going? Got a nice bunch of furs, huh? Did you have fun?"

"Pretty good, thank you, sir!" said Morton, astonished at the greeting, but eager enough to be on good terms again with Patty's father. Kike said not a word, but grew white with speechless anger.

"Pretty good, thank you, sir!" said Morton, amazed by the greeting but eager to be on good terms again with Patty's dad. Kike didn't say a word, but turned pale with silent rage.

"Nice saddle of ven'son that!" and the Captain tapped it with his cow-hide whip. "Killed a bar, too; who killed it?"

"Nice piece of venison that!" the Captain said, tapping it with his leather whip. "Killed a bear, too; who took it down?"

"Kike," said Morton.

"Kike," Morton said.

"Purty good fer you, Kike! Got over your pout about that land yet?"

"Pretty good for you, Kike! Have you gotten over your sulk about that land yet?"

Kike did not speak, for the reason that he could not.

Kike didn't speak because he couldn't.

"What a little fool you was to make sich a fuss about nothing! I didn't sell it, of course, when you didn't want me to, but you ought to have a little manners in your way of speaking. Come to me next time, and don't go running to the judge and old Wheeler. If you won't be a fool, you'll find your own kin your best friends. Come over and see me to-morry, Mort. I've got some business with you. Good-by!" and the Captain galloped home.

"What a little fool you were to make such a fuss about nothing! I didn't sell it, of course, when you didn't want me to, but you should have a little more manners in how you speak. Come to me next time, and don’t go running to the judge and old Wheeler. If you stop being foolish, you’ll see that your own family are your best friends. Come over and see me tomorrow, Mort. I have some business to discuss with you. Goodbye!" and the Captain rode home at a quick pace.

Nor did he fail to observe how inquiringly Patty looked at his face to see what had been the nature of his interview with the boys. With a characteristic love of exerting power over the moods of another, he said, in Patty's hearing: "That Kike is the sulkiest little brute I ever did see."

Nor did he miss how curiously Patty looked at his face to figure out what his meeting with the boys had been like. With his usual desire to influence someone else’s feelings, he said, within Patty's earshot: "That Kike is the most sulky little jerk I've ever seen."

And Patty spent most of her time during the night in trying to guess what this saying indicated. It was what Captain Lumsden had wished.

And Patty spent most of her time at night trying to figure out what this saying meant. It was what Captain Lumsden had wanted.

Neither Morton nor Kike could guess what the Captain's cordiality might signify. Kike was pleased that his land had not been sold, but he was not in the least mollified by that fact. He was glad of his victory and hated his uncle all the more.

Neither Morton nor Kike could figure out what the Captain's friendliness meant. Kike was happy that his land hadn't been sold, but that didn't calm him down at all. He felt good about his victory and hated his uncle even more.

After the weary weeks of camping, Morton greatly enjoyed the warm hoe-cakes, the sassafras tea, the milk and butter, that he got at his mother's table. His father was pleased to have his boy back safe and sound, but reckoned the fever was shore to ketch them all before Christmas or Noo Years. Morton told of his meeting with the Captain in some elation, but Job Goodwin shook his head. He "knowed what that meant," he said. "The Cap'n always wuz sorter deep. He'd hit sometime when you didn't know whar the lick come from. And he'd hit powerful hard when he did hit, you be shore."

After the long weeks of camping, Morton really enjoyed the warm hoe-cakes, the sassafras tea, and the milk and butter he had at his mother's table. His father was happy to have his son back safe and sound, but figured the fever was sure to catch them all before Christmas or New Year's. Morton excitedly talked about meeting the Captain, but Job Goodwin shook his head. He "knew what that meant," he said. "The Cap'n always was kind of tricky. He'd strike when you didn’t know where the blow was coming from. And he'd hit really hard when he did hit, you can be sure."

Before the supper was over, who should come in but Brady. He had heard, he said, that Morton had come home, and he was dayloighted to say him agin. Full of quaint fun and queer anecdotes, knowing all the gossip of the settlement, and having a most miscellaneous and disordered lot of information besides, Brady was always welcome; he filled the place of a local newspaper. He was a man of much reading, but with no mental discipline. He had treasured all the strange and delightful things he had ever heard or read—the bloody murders, the sudden deaths, the wonderful accidents and incidents of life, the ups and downs of noted people, and especially a rare fund of humorous stories. He had so many of these at command that it was often surmised that he manufactured them. He "boarded 'round" during school-time, and sponged 'round the rest of the year, if, indeed, a man can be said to sponge who paid for his board so amply in amusement, information, flattery, and a thousand other good offices. Good company is scarcer and higher in price in the back settlements than in civilization; and many a backwoods housewife, perishing of ennui, has declared that the genial Brady's "company wuz worth his keep,"—an opinion in which husbands and children always coincided. For welcome belongs primarily to woman; no man makes another's reception sure until he is pretty certain of his wife's disposition toward the guest.

Before dinner was over, in walked Brady. He had heard, he said, that Morton had come home, and he was excited to see him again. Full of quirky humor and strange stories, knowing all the gossip around town, and with a hodgepodge of random information besides, Brady was always a welcome presence; he was like a local newspaper. He had read a lot, but lacked any real mental discipline. He had collected all the strange and fascinating things he had ever heard or read—the gruesome murders, sudden deaths, amazing accidents and incidents of life, the ups and downs of famous people, and especially a treasure trove of funny stories. He had so many of these at the ready that people often speculated he made them up. He "boarded around" during school time and relied on others for meals the rest of the year, though it’s debatable whether a guy can truly sponge when he repays his hosts with entertainment, information, flattery, and a thousand other good deeds. Good company is rarer and more valuable in rural areas than in civilization, and many a backwoods housewife, suffering from boredom, has said that Brady's "company was worth his keep"—a view that husbands and children usually agreed with. After all, welcoming someone primarily depends on the woman; no man can be sure of a warm reception unless he’s pretty confident about how his wife feels about the guest.

Mrs. Goodwin set a place for the "master" with right good will, and Brady catechised "Moirton" about his adventures. The story of Kike's first bear roused the good Irishman's enthusiasm, and when Morton told of his encounter with the circuit-rider, Brady laughed merrily. Nothing was too bad in his eyes for "a man that undertook to prache afore hay could parse." Brady's own grammatical knowledge, indeed, had more influence on his parsing than on his speech.

Mrs. Goodwin set a place for the "master" with great enthusiasm, and Brady questioned "Morton" about his adventures. The story of Kike's first bear sparked the good Irishman's excitement, and when Morton recounted his encounter with the circuit-rider, Brady laughed heartily. Nothing seemed too outrageous to him for "a man who tried to preach before he could parse." In fact, Brady's own knowledge of grammar had more impact on his parsing than on his speech.

At last, when supper was ended, Morton came to the strangest of all his adventures—the meeting with Captain Lumsden; and while he told it, the schoolmaster's eyes were brimming full of fun. By the time the story was finished, Morton began to suspect that Brady knew more about it than he affected to.

At last, when dinner was over, Morton had his most unusual experience—the encounter with Captain Lumsden; and as he recounted it, the schoolmaster's eyes were filled with amusement. By the end of the story, Morton started to think that Brady knew more about it than he let on.

"Looky here, Mr. Brady," he said, "I believe you could tell something about this thing. What made the coon come down so easy?"

"Hey there, Mr. Brady," he said, "I think you could share some insights about this. What made the raccoon come down so easily?"

"Tut! tut! and ye shouldn't call yer own dair father-in-law (that is to bay) a coun. Ye ought to have larn't some manners agin this toime, with all the batins I've gin ye for disrespect to yer supayriors. An' ispicially to thim as is closte akin to ye."

"Tut! Tut! And you shouldn't call your own father-in-law (that is to say) a fool. You should have learned some manners by now, with all the beatings I've given you for disrespecting your superiors. And especially to those who are closely related to you."

Little Henry, who sat squat upon the hearth, tickling the ears of a sleepy dog with a straw, saw an infinite deal of fun in this rig on Morton.

Little Henry, who sat comfortably on the hearth, playfully tickling the ears of a sleepy dog with a straw, found endless amusement in teasing Morton.

"Well, but you didn't answer my question, Mr. Brady. How did you fetch the Captain round? For I think you did it."

"Well, you still didn't answer my question, Mr. Brady. How did you get the Captain to come around? Because I think you did."

"Be gorra I did!" and Brady looked up from under his eyebrows with his face all a-twinkle with fun. "I jist parsed the sintince in sich a way as to put the Captin in the nominative case. He loikes to be put in the nominative case, does the Captin. If iver yer goin' to win the devoine craycher that calls him father ye'll hev to larn to parse with Captin Lumsden for the nominative." Here Brady gave the whole party a look of triumphant mystery, and dropped his head reflectively upon his bosom.

"Of course I did!" Brady said, looking up from under his eyebrows, his face shining with mischief. "I just parsed the sentence in such a way that put the Captain in the nominative case. He loves being put in the nominative case, the Captain does. If you're ever going to win the divine creature that calls him father, you'll have to learn to parse with Captain Lumsden for the nominative." With that, Brady gave the whole group a look full of triumphant mystery and lowered his head thoughtfully onto his chest.

"Well, but you'll have to teach me that way of parsing. You left that rule of syntax out last winter." said Morton, seeking to draw out the master by humoring his fancy. "How did you parse the sentence with him, while Kike and I were gone?"

"Well, you’ll need to teach me that way of parsing. You didn’t mention that syntax rule last winter," said Morton, trying to engage the master by playing along with his mood. "How did you parse the sentence with him while Kike and I were away?"

"Aisy enough! don't you say? the nominative governs the varb, and thin the varb governs 'most all the rist of the sintince."

"Aren't you saying it's easy? The subject controls the verb, and then the verb controls almost everything else in the sentence."

"Give an instance," said Morton, mimicking at the same time the pompous air and authoritative voice with which Brady was accustomed to make such a demand of a pupil.

"Give me an example," said Morton, imitating the pretentious demeanor and commanding voice that Brady usually used when making such a request to a student.

"Will, thin, I'll till ye, Moirton. But ye must all be quiet about it. I wint to say the Captin soon afther yerself and Koike carried yer two impty skulls into the woods. An' I looked koind of confidintial-loike at the Captin, an' I siz, 'Captin, ye ought to riprisint this county in the ligislater,' siz I."

"Will, I'll let you know, Moirton. But you all have to keep it quiet. I went to talk to the Captain right after you and Koike took your two empty heads into the woods. And I gave the Captain a kind of confidential look, and I said, 'Captain, you should represent this county in the legislature.'"

"'Do you think so, Brady?' siz he.

"'Do you think so, Brady?' he said."

"'It's fwat I've been a-sayin' down at the Forks,' siz I, 'till the folks is all a-gittin' of me opinion,' siz I; 'ye've got more interest in the county,' siz I, 'than the rist,' siz I, 'an' ye've got the brains to exart an anfluence whin ye git thar,' siz I. Will, ye see, Moirton, the Captin loiked that, and he siz, 'Will, Brady,' siz he, 'I'm obleeged fer yer anfluence,' siz he. An' I saw I had 'im. I'd jist put 'im in the nominative case governin' the varb. And I was the varb. An' I mint to govern, the rist." Here Brady stopped to smile complacently and enjoy the mystification of the rest.

“‘It's what I've been saying down at the Forks,’ I said, ‘until everyone is getting my opinion,’ I said; ‘you have more interest in the county,’ I said, ‘than the rest,’ I said, ‘and you’ve got the brains to exert influence when you get there,’ I said. Well, you see, Morton, the Captain liked that, and he said, ‘Well, Brady,’ he said, ‘I'm grateful for your influence,’ he said. And I saw I had him. I'd just put him in the nominative case governing the verb. And I was the verb. And I meant to govern the rest.” Here Brady stopped to smile with satisfaction and enjoy the confusion of everyone else.

"Will, I said to 'im afther that: 'Captain' siz I, 'ye must be moighty keerful not to give the inimy any handle onto ye,' siz I. An' he siz 'Will, Brady, I'll be keerful,' siz he. An' I siz, 'Captin, be pertik'ler keerful about that matter of Koike, if I may make so bowld,' siz I. 'Fer they'll use that ivery fwere. They're a-talkin' about it now.' An' the Captin siz, 'Will, Brady, I say I kin thrust ye,' siz he. An' I siz, 'That ye kin, Captain Lumsden: ye kin thrust the honor of an Oirish gintleman,' siz I. 'Brady,' siz he, 'this mess of Koike's is a bad one fer me, since the little brat's gone and brought ole Whayler into it,' siz he. 'Ye bitter belave it is, Captin,' siz I. 'Fwat shill I do, Brady?' siz he. 'Spoike the guns, Captin,' siz I. 'How?' siz he. 'Make it all roight with Koike and Moirton,' siz I. 'As fer Moirton,' siz I, 'he's the smartest young man,' siz I (puttin' imphasis on 'young,' you say), he's the smartest young man,' siz I, 'in the bottoms; and if ye kin make an alloiance with him,' siz I, 'ye've got the smartest old man managin' the smartest young man. An' if ye kin make a matrimonial alloiance,' siz I, a-winkin' me oi at 'im, 'atwixt that devoine young craycher, yer charmin' dauther Patty,' siz I, 'and Moirton, ye've got him tethered for loife, and the guns is spoiked,' siz I. An' he siz, 'Brady, yer Oirish head is good, afther all. I'll think about it,' siz he. An' that's how I made Captin Lumsden the nominative case governin' the varb—that's myself—and thin the varb rigilates the rist. But I must go and say Koike, or the little black-hidded fool'll spoil all me conthrivin' and parsin' wid the captin. Betwixt Moirton and Koike and the captin, it's meself as has got a hard sum in the rule of thray. This toime I hope the answer'll come out all roight, Moirton, me b'y!" and Brady slapped him on the shoulder and went out. Then he put his head into the door again to say that the answer set down in the book was: "Misthress Patty Goodwin."

"Will, I said to him after that: 'Captain,' I said, 'you have to be very careful not to give the enemy any advantage,' I said. And he said, 'Will, Brady, I'll be careful,' he said. And I said, 'Captain, be especially careful about that issue with Koike, if I may be so bold,' I said. 'Because they'll use that against you. They're talking about it right now.' And the Captain said, 'Will, Brady, I trust you,' he said. And I said, 'You can, Captain Lumsden: you can trust the honor of an Irish gentleman,' I said. 'Brady,' he said, 'this Koike situation is tough for me, since that little brat has dragged old Whayler into it,' he said. 'You better believe it is, Captain,' I said. 'What should I do, Brady?' he asked. 'Speak to the guns, Captain,' I said. 'How?' he asked. 'Make it all right with Koike and Moirton,' I said. 'As for Moirton,' I said, 'he's the smartest young man,' I said (emphasizing 'young,' you know), 'he's the smartest young man,' I said, 'in the area; and if you can form an alliance with him,' I said, 'you've got the smartest old man managing the smartest young man. And if you can arrange a marriage,' I said, winking at him, 'between that lovely young creature, your charming daughter Patty,' I said, 'and Moirton, you've got him tied down for life, and the guns are arranged,' I said. And he said, 'Brady, your Irish head is good, after all. I'll think about it,' he said. And that's how I made Captain Lumsden the subject governing the verb—that's me—and then the verb governs the rest. But I need to go and talk to Koike, or that little black-headed fool will ruin all my planning and talking with the captain. Between Moirton, Koike, and the captain, it's me who's got a tough equation to solve. This time I hope the answer turns out good, Moirton, my boy!" and Brady slapped him on the shoulder and went out. Then he poked his head into the door again to say that the answer written down in the book was: "Miss Patty Goodwin."







CHAPTER IX.

THE COMING OF THE CIRCUIT RIDER.

Colonel Wheeler was the standard-bearer of the flag of independence in the Hissawachee bottom. He had been a Captain in the Revolution; but Revolutionary titles showed a marked tendency to grow during the quarter of a century that followed the close of the war. An ex-officer's neighbors carried him forward with his advancing age; a sort of ideal promotion by brevet gauged the appreciation of military titles as the Revolution passed into history and heroes became scarcer. And emigration always advanced a man several degrees—new neighbors, in their uncertainty about his rank, being prone to give him the benefit of all doubts, and exalt as far as possible the lustre which the new-comer conferred upon the settlement. Thus Captain Wheeler in Maryland was Major Wheeler in Western Pennsylvania, and a full-blown Colonel by the time he had made his second move, into the settlement on Hissawachee Creek. And yet I may be wrong. Perhaps it was not the transplanting that did it. Even had he remained on the "Eastern Shore," he might have passed through a process of canonization as he advanced in life that would have brought him to a colonelcy: other men did. For what is a Colonel but a Captain gone to seed?

Colonel Wheeler was the symbol of independence in the Hissawachee bottom. He had been a Captain during the Revolution, but military titles tended to inflate over the twenty-five years following the end of the war. His neighbors, as he got older, elevated his status; a kind of unofficial promotion reflected how people valued military ranks as the Revolution faded into history and heroes became fewer. Emigration also boosted a man's status several notches—new neighbors, unsure of his actual rank, typically leaned toward giving him the benefit of the doubt and enhancing the prestige he brought to their community. So, Captain Wheeler in Maryland became Major Wheeler in Western Pennsylvania and a full-fledged Colonel by the time he moved to the settlement on Hissawachee Creek for the second time. Yet, I could be mistaken. Perhaps it wasn't just the relocation that changed things. Even if he had stayed on the "Eastern Shore," he might have experienced a kind of elevation as he aged that would have led him to a colonelcy; other men did. After all, what is a Colonel but a Captain who has gotten a bit too comfortable?

"Gone to seed" may be considered a slang expression; and, as a conscientious writer, far be it from me to use slang. And I take great credit to myself for avoiding it just now, since nothing could more perfectly describe Wheeler. His hair was grizzling, his shoulders had a chronic shrug, his under lip protruded in an expression of perpetual resistance, and his prominent chin and brow seemed to have been jammed together; the space between was too small. He had an air of defense; his nature was always in a "guard-against-cavalry" attitude. He had entered into the spirit of colonial resistance from childhood; he was born in antagonism to kings and all that are in authority; it was a family tradition that he had been flogged in boyhood for shooting pop-gun wads into the face of a portrait of the reigning monarch.

"Gone to seed" might be seen as slang, and as a careful writer, I avoid using slang. I take great pride in not using it right now, since nothing could describe Wheeler more accurately. His hair was going gray, he always had a slight shrug in his shoulders, his lower lip stuck out as if he were in a constant state of defiance, and his strong chin and brow looked like they had been shoved together; the gap between them was too small. He had a defensive demeanor; his nature was always in a "ready-for-battle" mode. He had embraced the spirit of colonial resistance since childhood; he was born in opposition to kings and anyone in power; it was a family legend that he was punished as a boy for shooting paper wads at a portrait of the current monarch.

When he settled in the Hissawachee bottom, he of course looked about for the power that was to be resisted, and was not long in finding it in his neighbor, Captain Lumsden. He was the one opponent whom Lumsden could not annoy into submission or departure. To Wheeler this fight against Lumsden was the one delightful element of life in the Bottoms. He had now the comfortable prospect of spending his declining years in a fertile valley where there was a powerful foe, whose encroachments on the rights and privileges of his neighbors would afford him an inexhaustible theme for denunciation, and a delightful incitement to the exercise of his powers of resistance. And thus for years he had eaten his dinners with better relish because of his contest with Lumsden. Mordecai could not have had half so much pleasure in staring stiffly at the wicked Haman as Isaiah Wheeler found in meeting Captain Lumsden on the road without so much as a nod of recognition. And Haman's feelings were not more deeply wounded than Lumsden's.

When he settled in the Hissawachee bottom, he naturally looked for the challenge he would face and quickly found it in his neighbor, Captain Lumsden. He was the one opponent whom Lumsden could not annoy into either backing down or leaving. For Wheeler, this struggle against Lumsden was the one enjoyable aspect of life in the Bottoms. He now had the comforting prospect of spending his later years in a rich valley where there was a strong rival, whose encroachments on the rights and privileges of his neighbors provided him with endless material for criticism and a pleasurable motivation to exercise his resistance skills. Thus, for years he enjoyed his dinners even more, thanks to his conflict with Lumsden. Mordecai could not have found as much joy in staring stiffly at the wicked Haman as Isaiah Wheeler found in encountering Captain Lumsden on the road without so much as a nod of acknowledgment. And Haman’s feelings were not more deeply hurt than Lumsden’s.

Colonel Wheeler was not very happily married; for at home he could find no encroachments to resist. The perfect temper of his wife disarmed even his opposition. He had begun his married life by fighting his wife's Methodism; but when he came to the Hissawachee and found Methodism unpopular, he took up arms in its defense.

Colonel Wheeler wasn't very happily married; at home, he found nothing to resist. His wife's perfect temperament disarmed even his disagreements. He started his married life by opposing his wife's Methodism, but when he arrived at the Hissawachee and noticed Methodism wasn't favored there, he switched sides and defended it.

Such was the man whom Kike had selected as guardian—a man who, with all his disagreeableness, was possessed of honesty, a virtue not inconsistent with oppugnancy. But Kike's chief motive in choosing him was that he knew that the choice would be a stab to his uncle's pride. Moreover, Wheeler was the only man who would care to brave Lumsden's anger by taking the trust.

Such was the man Kike had chosen as his guardian—a man who, despite all his unpleasantness, was honest, a quality that could coexist with being combative. But Kike's main reason for picking him was that he knew it would hurt his uncle's pride. Additionally, Wheeler was the only person who would dare to face Lumsden's wrath by accepting the role.

Wheeler lived in a log house on the hillside, and to this house, on the day after the return of Morton and Kike, there rode a stranger. He was a broad-shouldered, stalwart, swarthy man, of thirty-five, with a serious but aggressive countenance, a broad-brim white hat, a coat made of country jeans, cut straight-breasted and buttoned to the chin, rawhide boots, and "linsey" leggings tied about his legs below the knees. He rode a stout horse, and carried an ample pair of saddlebags.

Wheeler lived in a log cabin on the hillside, and the day after Morton and Kike returned, a stranger rode up to the house. He was a strong, broad-shouldered man, about thirty-five, with a serious yet intense face, wearing a wide-brimmed white hat, a coat made of durable fabric, cut straight and buttoned up to the chin, rawhide boots, and "linsey" leggings tied below his knees. He rode a sturdy horse and had a large set of saddlebags with him.

Reining his horse in front of the colonel's double cabin, he shouted, after the Western fashion, "Hello! Hello the house!"

Reining in his horse in front of the colonel's cabin, he shouted, in a Western style, "Hello! Hello, the house!"


COLONEL WHEELER'S DOORYARD.
COLONEL WHEELER'S DOORYARD.

COLONEL WHEELER'S FRONT YARD.

At this a quartette of dogs set up a vociferous barking, ranging in key all the way from the contemptible treble of an ill-natured "fice" to the deep baying of a huge bull-dog.

At this, a group of four dogs started barking loudly, ranging from the annoying high-pitched yapping of a mean little dog to the deep howling of a large bulldog.

"Hello the house!" cried the stranger.

"Hello, is anyone home?" shouted the stranger.

"Hello! hello!" answered back Isaiah Wheeler, opening the door, and shouting to the dogs, "You, Bull, come here! Git out, pup! Clear out, all of you!" And he accompanied this command by threateningly lifting a stick, at which two of the dogs scampered away, and a third sneakingly retreated; but the bull-dog turned with reluctance, and, without smoothing his bristles at all, slowly marched back toward the house, protesting with surly growls against this authoritative interruption.

"Hello! Hello!" replied Isaiah Wheeler as he opened the door, shouting to the dogs, "You, Bull, come here! Get out, pup! Move it, all of you!" He emphasized his command by raising a stick threateningly, causing two of the dogs to run off, while a third stealthily backed away. However, the bulldog hesitated and, without even smoothing his fur, slowly made his way back to the house, grumbling with annoyed growls about this authoritative interruption.

"Hello, stranger, howdy?" said Colonel Wheeler, advancing with caution, but without much cordiality. He would not commit himself to a welcome too rashly; strangers needed inspection. "'Light, won't you?" he said, presently; and the stranger proceeded to dismount, while the Colonel ordered one of his sons who came out at that moment to "put up the stranger's horse, and give him some fodder and corn." Then turning to the new-comer, he scanned him a moment, and said: "A preacher, I reckon, sir?"

"Hello there, stranger, how's it going?" said Colonel Wheeler, approaching cautiously but not very warmly. He didn’t want to rush into giving a too-friendly welcome; he needed to size up newcomers. "Care to come in?" he asked after a moment, and the stranger got off his horse while the Colonel instructed one of his sons, who had just come out, to "take care of the stranger's horse and give him some feed." After that, turning to the newcomer, he looked him over for a moment and said, "You're a preacher, I assume?"

"Yes, sir, I'm a Methodist preacher, and I heard that your wife was a member of the Methodist Church, and that you were very friendly; so I came round this way to see if you wouldn't open your doors for preaching. I have one or two vacant days on my round, and thought maybe I might as well take Hissawachee Bottom into the circuit, if I didn't find anything to prevent."

"Yes, sir, I'm a Methodist preacher, and I heard that your wife is a member of the Methodist Church and that you’re really friendly. So, I stopped by to see if you’d be open to having me preach here. I have a couple of free days on my schedule and thought I might include Hissawachee Bottom in my circuit, unless something comes up to stop me."

By this time the colonel and his guest had reached the door, and the former only said, "Well, sir, let's go in, and see what the old woman says. I don't agree with you Methodists about everything, but I do think that you are doing good, and so I don't allow anybody to say anything against circuit riders without taking it up."

By this time, the colonel and his guest had arrived at the door, and the colonel simply said, "Well, sir, let's go in and see what the old woman has to say. I don't agree with you Methodists on everything, but I do think you're doing good work, so I don't let anyone say anything negative about circuit riders without defending them."

Mrs. Wheeler, a dignified woman, with a placidly religious face—a countenance in which scruples are balanced by evenness of temperament—was at the moment engaged in dipping yarn into a blue dye that stood in a great iron kettle by the fire. She made haste to wash and dry her hands, that she might have a "good, old-fashioned Methodist shake-hands" with Brother Magruder, "the first Methodist preacher she had seen since she left Pittsburg."

Mrs. Wheeler, a dignified woman with a peacefully religious face—a face where her morals were balanced by her calm nature—was busy dipping yarn into a blue dye in a large iron kettle by the fire. She quickly washed and dried her hands so she could give Brother Magruder a "good, old-fashioned Methodist handshake," since he was "the first Methodist preacher she had seen since leaving Pittsburgh."

Colonel Wheeler readily assented that Mr. Magruder should preach in his house. Methodists had just the same rights in a free country that other people had. He "reckoned the Hissawachee settlement didn't belong to one man, and he had fit aginst the King of England in his time, and was jist as ready to fight aginst the King of Hissawachee Bottom." The Colonel almost relaxed his stubborn lips into a smile when he said this. Besides, he proceeded, his wife was a Methodist; and she had a right to be, if she chose. He was friendly to religion himself, though he wasn't a professor. If his wife didn't want to wear rings or artificials, it was money in his pocket, and nobody had a right to object. Colonel Wheeler plumed himself before the new preacher upon his general friendliness toward religion, and really thought it might be set down on the credit side of that account in which he imagined some angelic book-keeper entered all his transactions. He felt in his own mind "middlin' certain," as he would have told you, that "betwixt the prayin' for he got from such a wife as his, and his own gineral friendliness to the preachers and the Methodis' meetings, he would be saved at the last, somehow or nother." It was not in the man to reflect that his "gineral friendliness" for the preacher had its origin in a gineral spitefulness toward Captain Lumsden.

Colonel Wheeler readily agreed that Mr. Magruder should preach in his house. Methodists had the same rights in a free country as anyone else. He figured the Hissawachee settlement didn’t belong to just one person, and he had fought against the King of England in his day, and was just as ready to stand up against the King of Hissawachee Bottom. The Colonel almost cracked a smile when he said this. Besides, he continued, his wife was a Methodist; and she had the right to be, if she wanted. He was supportive of religion himself, even though he wasn’t a churchgoer. If his wife didn’t want to wear rings or do anything artificial, that just saved him money, and nobody had a right to complain. Colonel Wheeler took pride in his general openness toward religion and genuinely believed it might count for something in that imaginary account where he thought some angelic bookkeeper recorded all his actions. He felt pretty sure, as he would have put it, that “between the prayers he got from such a wife as his, and his overall friendliness to the preachers and the Methodist meetings, he would be saved in the end, somehow or another.” It didn’t occur to him that his “general friendliness” for the preacher was really rooted in a general spitefulness toward Captain Lumsden.

Colonel Wheeler's son was dispatched through the settlement to inform everybody that there would be preaching in his house that evening. The news was told at the Forks, where there was always a crowd of loafers; and each individual loafer, in riding home that afternoon, called a "Hello!" at every house he passed; and when the salutation from within was answered, remarked that he "thought liker'n not they had'n heern tell of the preacher's comin' to Colonel Wheeler's." And then the eager listener, generally the woman of the house, would cry out, "Laws-a-massy! You don't say! A Methodis'? One of the shoutin' kind, that knocks folks down when he preaches! What will the Captin' do? They do say he does hate the Methodis' worse nor copperhead snakes, now. Some old quarrel, liker'n not. Well, I'm agoin', jist to see how redikl'us them Methodis' does do!"

Colonel Wheeler's son was sent around the settlement to let everyone know that there would be a preaching at his house that evening. The news spread at the Forks, where there was always a group of idle folks hanging around; and each person, on their way home that afternoon, shouted a "Hello!" at every house they passed. When someone inside responded, they would say, "I figured you had heard about the preacher coming to Colonel Wheeler's." And then the eager listener, usually the woman of the house, would exclaim, "Oh my goodness! You don't say! A Methodist? One of those shouting types that knock people down when he preaches! What will the Captain do? They say he really hates Methodists more than copperhead snakes now. Probably some old feud. Well, I'm going, just to see how wild those Methodists get!"

The news was sent to Brady's school, which had "tuck up" for the winter, and from this centre also it soon spread throughout the neighborhood. It reached Lumsden's very early in the forenoon.

The news was sent to Brady's school, which had "tucked up" for the winter, and from there it quickly spread throughout the neighborhood. It reached Lumsden's very early in the morning.

"Well!" said Lumsden, excitedly, but still with his little crowing chuckle; "so Wheeler's took the Methodists in! We'll have to see about that. A man that brings such people to the settlement ought to be lynched. But I'll match the Methodists. Where's Patty? Patty! O, Patty! Bob, run and find Miss Patty."

"Well!" said Lumsden, excitedly, but still with his little crowing chuckle. "So Wheeler's brought in the Methodists! We need to check that out. A guy who brings those people to the settlement should be dealt with. But I'll take on the Methodists. Where's Patty? Patty! Oh, Patty! Bob, go find Miss Patty."

And the little negro ran out, calling, "Miss Patty! O' Miss Patty! Whah is ye?"

And the little black ran out, calling, "Miss Patty! O' Miss Patty! Where are you?"

He looked into the smoke-house, and then ran down toward the barn, shouting, "Miss Patty! O! Miss Patty!"

He peered into the smokehouse and then sprinted toward the barn, yelling, "Miss Patty! Oh! Miss Patty!"

Where was Patty?

Where's Patty?







CHAPTER X.

PATTY IN THE SPRING-HOUSE.

Patty had that morning gone to the spring-house, as usual, to strain the milk.

Patty had gone to the spring house that morning, as usual, to strain the milk.

Can it be possible that any benighted reader does not know what a spring-house is? A little log cabin six feet long by five feet wide, without floor, built where the great stream of water issues clear and icy cold from beneath the hill. The little cabin-like spring-house sits always in the hollow; as you approach it you look down upon the roof of rough shingles which Western people call "clapboards," you see the green moss that overgrows them and the logs, you see the new-born brook rush out from beneath the logs that hide its cradle, you lift the home-made latch and open the low door which creaks on its wooden hinges, you see the great perennial spring rushing up eagerly from its subterranean prison, you note how its clear cold waters lave the sides of the earthen crocks, and in the dim light and the fresh coolness, in the presence of the rich creaminess, you feel whole eclogues of poetry which you can never turn into words.

Is it possible that any unaware reader doesn't know what a spring house is? It's a small log cabin six feet long and five feet wide, with no floor, built where a clear, icy cold stream of water flows out from beneath the hillside. The little cabin-like spring house always sits in a hollow; as you get closer, you look down at the roof made of rough shingles that Western folks call "clapboards," you notice the green moss covering them and the logs, you see the newborn brook rushing out from under the logs that conceal its source, you lift the homemade latch and open the low door that creaks on its wooden hinges, you can see the great eternal spring eagerly bubbling up from its underground hiding place, you observe how its clear, cold waters wash over the sides of the earthen crocks, and in the dim light and refreshing coolness, in the presence of the rich creaminess, you sense whole poems forming in your mind that you can never quite express in words.

It was in just such a spring-house that Patty Lumsden had hidden herself.

It was in a springhouse like that where Patty Lumsden had hidden herself.

She brought clean crocks—earthenware milk pans—from the shelf outside, where they had been airing to keep them sweet; she held the strainer in her left hand and poured the milk through it until each crock was nearly full; she adjusted them in their places among the stones, so that they stood half immersed in the cold current of spring water; she laid the smooth pine cover on each crock, and put a clean stone atop that to secure it.

She brought out clean earthenware milk pans from the shelf outside, where they had been airing to keep them fresh. Holding the strainer in her left hand, she poured the milk through it until each pan was nearly full. She arranged them in their spots among the stones, so they were half immersed in the cold spring water. She placed a smooth pine cover on each pan and put a clean stone on top to secure it.

While she was thus putting away the milk her mind was on Morton. She wondered what her father had said to him yesterday. In the heart of her heart she resolved that if Morton loved her she would marry him in the face of her father's displeasure. She had never rebelled against the iron rule, but she felt herself full of power and full of endurance. She could go off into the wilderness with Morton; they would build them a cabin, with chinking and daubing, with puncheon floor and stick chimney; they would sleep, like other poor settlers, on beds of dry leaves, and they would subsist upon the food which Morton's unerring rifle would bring them from the forest. These were the humble cabin castles she was building. All girls weave a tapestry of the future; on Patty's the knight wore buck-skin clothes and a wolf-skin cap, and brought home, not the shields or spoils of the enemy, but saddles of venison and luscious bits of bear-meat to a lady in linsey or cheap cotton who looked out of no balcony but a cabin window, and who smoked her eyes with hanging pots upon a crane in a great fire-place. I know it sounds old-fashioned and sentimental in me to bay so, and yet how can it matter to a heart like Patty's what may be the scenery on the tapestry, if love be the warp and faith the woof?

While she was putting away the milk, her mind was on Morton. She wondered what her father had said to him yesterday. Deep down, she decided that if Morton loved her, she would marry him despite her father's disapproval. She had never gone against the strict rules, but she felt strong and resilient. She could run off into the wilderness with Morton; they would build a cabin, complete with chinking and daubing, a puncheon floor, and a stick chimney; they would sleep like other poor settlers on beds of dry leaves and live off the food that Morton's accurate rifle would provide from the forest. These were the humble cabin castles she was dreaming of. All girls create a vision of the future; in Patty's, the knight wore buckskin clothes and a wolf-skin cap, bringing home, not shields or spoils of war, but saddles of venison and delicious bits of bear meat to a lady in linsey or cheap cotton who looked out of a cabin window instead of a fancy balcony, cooking over a fire with hanging pots. I know it sounds old-fashioned and sentimental, and yet how can it matter to a heart like Patty's what the scenery on the tapestry is, as long as love is the foundation and faith the support?


PATTY IN THE SPRING-HOUSE.
PATTY IN THE SPRING-HOUSE.

PATTY IN THE SPRING HOUSE.

Morton on his part was at the same time endeavoring to plan his own and Patty's partnership future, but he drew a more cheerful picture than she did, for he had no longer any reason to fear Captain Lumsden's displeasure. He was at the moment going to meet the Captain, walking down the foot-path through the woods, kicking the dry beech leaves into billows before him and singing a Scotch love-song of Burns's which he had learned from his mother.

Morton was also trying to figure out his and Patty's future together, but he had a more optimistic view than she did because he didn't have to worry about Captain Lumsden being upset anymore. Right then, he was on his way to meet the Captain, strolling down the wooded path, kicking up the dry beech leaves into piles in front of him and singing a love song by Burns that his mother had taught him.

He planned one future, she another; and in after years they might have laughed to think how far wrong were both guesses. The path which Morton followed led by the spring-house, and Patty, standing on the stones inside, caught the sound of his fine baritone voice as he approached, singing tender words that made her heart stand still:

He envisioned one future, she envisioned another; and later on, they might have laughed at how wrong both their predictions were. The path that Morton took went by the spring-house, and Patty, standing on the stones inside, heard the sound of his beautiful baritone voice as he got closer, singing heartfelt words that made her heart skip a beat:

"Ghaist nor bogle shalt thou fear;
Thou'rt to love and heaven sae dear
Nocht of ill shall come thee near,
            My bonnie dearie."

"Ghost or goblin, you shall not fear;
You’re so dear to love and heaven here
Nothing bad shall come near you,
            My sweet dear."



And as he came right by the spring-house, he sang, now in a lower tone lest he should be heard at the house, but still more earnestly, and so audibly that the listening Patty could hear every word, the last stanza:

And as he passed by the spring-house, he sang, now at a lower volume so he wouldn't be heard at the house, but still more intently, and loud enough that the listening Patty could catch every word of the last stanza:

"Fair and lovely as thou art,
Thou hast stown my very heart;
I can die—but cannot part,
            My bonnie dearie."

"Fair and lovely as you are,
You have stolen my very heart;
I can die—but cannot part,
            My lovely dear."



And even as she listened to the last line, Morton had discovered that the spring-house door was ajar, and turned, shading his eyes, to see if perchance Patty might not be within. He saw her and reached out his hand, greeting her warmly; but his eyes yet unaccustomed to the imperfect light did not see how full of blushes was her face—for she feared that he might guess all that she had just been dreaming. But she was resolved at any rate to show him more kindness than she would have shown had it not been for the displeasure which she supposed her father had manifested. And so she covered the last crock and came and stood by him at the door of the spring-house, and he talked right on in the tender strain of his song. And she did not protest, but answered back timidly and almost as warmly.

And as she listened to the final line, Morton noticed that the spring-house door was slightly open. He turned, squinting to see if Patty might be inside. When he saw her, he reached out his hand and greeted her warmly, but since his eyes were still adjusting to the dim light, he didn’t notice how deeply she was blushing—she was worried he might guess all the dreams she had just been having. Still, she was determined to show him more kindness than she would have if she hadn’t thought her father was upset. So she covered the last jar and came to stand by him at the door of the spring-house, while he continued singing in a soft, affectionate tone. She didn’t protest, but responded quietly and almost as warmly.

And that is how little negro Bob at last found Patty at the spring-house and found Morton with her. "Law's sake! Miss Patty, done look for ye mos' every whah. Yer paw wants ye." And with that Bob rolled the whites of his eyes up, parted his black lips into a broad white grin, and looked at Morton knowingly.

And that's how little black Bob finally found Patty at the spring house, along with Morton. "Goodness! Miss Patty, I've been looking for you everywhere. Your dad wants you." With that, Bob rolled his eyes, flashed a wide grin, and gave Morton a knowing look.







CHAPTER XI.

THE VOICE IN THE WILDERNESS.

"Ha! ha! good morning, Morton!" said the Captain. "You've been keeping Patty down at the spring-house when she should have been at the loom by this time. In my time young men and women didn't waste their mornings. Nights and Sundays are good enough for visiting. Now, see here, Patty, there's one of them plagued Methodist preachers brought into the settlement by Wheeler. These circuit riders are worse than third day fever 'n' ager. They go against dancing and artificials and singing songs and reading novels and all other amusements. They give people the jerks wherever they go. The devil's in 'em. Now I want you to go to work and get up a dance to-night, and ask all you can get along with. Nothing'll make the preacher so mad as to dance right under his nose; and we'll keep a good many people away who might get the jerks, or fall down with the power and break their necks, maybe."

"Ha! Ha! Good morning, Morton!" said the Captain. "You've kept Patty down at the spring house when she should have been at the loom by now. In my day, young men and women didn’t waste their mornings. Nights and Sundays are good enough for visiting. Now, listen, Patty, there's one of those annoying Methodist preachers brought into the settlement by Wheeler. These circuit riders are worse than third-day fevers. They’re against dancing, makeup, singing, reading novels, and all kinds of fun. They drive people crazy wherever they go. There’s something off about them. Now I want you to get to work and organize a dance tonight, and invite as many people as you can. Nothing will make the preacher angrier than us dancing right in front of him; and we’ll keep a lot of folks away who might get all worked up, or fall out and break their necks."

Patty was always ready to dance, and she only said: "If Morton will help me send the invitations."

Patty was always up for dancing, and she just said, "If Morton will help me send out the invitations."

"I'll do that," said Morton, and then he told of the discomfiture he had wrought in a Methodist meeting while he was gone. And he had the satisfaction of seeing that the narrative greatly pleased Captain Lumsden.

"I'll do that," said Morton, and then he recounted the embarrassment he caused at a Methodist meeting while he was away. And he felt satisfied seeing that the story really pleased Captain Lumsden.

"We'll have to send Wheeler afloat sometime, eh, Mort?" said the Captain, chuckling interrogatively. Morton did not like this proposition, for, notwithstanding theological, differences about election, Mrs. Wheeler was a fast friend of his mother. He evaded an answer by hastening to consult with Patty and her mother concerning the guests.

"We'll need to send Wheeler out at some point, right, Mort?" said the Captain, chuckling as he asked. Morton wasn't fond of this idea because, despite their differing views on theology, Mrs. Wheeler was a close friend of his mom. He avoided answering by quickly going to talk with Patty and her mother about the guests.

Those who got "invites" danced cotillions and reels nearly all night. Morton danced with Patty to his heart's content, and in the happiness of Morton's assured love and of a truce in her father's interruptions she was a queen indeed. She wore the antique earrings that were an heir-loom in her mother's family, and a showy breast-pin which her father had bought her. These and her new dress of English calico made her the envy of all the others. Pretty Betty Harsha was led out by some one at almost every dance, but she would have given all of these for one dance with Morton Goodwin.

Those who received "invites" danced cotillions and reels nearly all night. Morton danced with Patty to his heart's content, and in the joy of Morton's steady love and a break from her father's interruptions, she felt like a queen. She wore the antique earrings that were a family heirloom from her mother's side and a flashy brooch that her father had bought for her. These, along with her new English calico dress, made her the envy of everyone else. Pretty Betty Harsha was asked to dance by someone at almost every turn, but she would have given up all those dances for just one with Morton Goodwin.

Meantime Mr. Magruder was preaching. Behold in Hissawachee Bottom the world's evils in miniature! Here are religion and amusement divorced—set over the one against the other as hostile camps.

Meantime, Mr. Magruder was preaching. Look at Hissawachee Bottom, where the world's problems are on display in miniature! Here, religion and fun are separated—pitched against each other like rival camps.

Brady, who was boarding for a few days with the widow Lumsden, went to the meeting with Kike and his mother, explaining his views as he went along.

Brady, who was staying for a few days with the widow Lumsden, went to the meeting with Kike and his mom, sharing his thoughts as they walked.

"I'm no Mithodist, Mrs. Lumsden. Me father was a Catholic and me mother a Prisbytarian, and they compromised on me by making me a mimber of the Episcopalian Church and throyin' to edicate me for orders, and intoirely spoiling me for iverything else but a school taycher in these haythen backwoods. But it does same to me that the Mithodists air the only payple that can do any good among sich pagans as we air. What would a parson from the ould counthry do here? He moight spake as grammathical as Lindley Murray himsilf, and nobody would be the better of it. What good does me own grammathical acquoirements do towards reforming the sittlement? With all me grammar I can't kape me boys from makin' God's name the nominative case before very bad words. Hey, Koike? Now, the Mithodists air a narry sort of a payple. But if you want to make a strame strong you hev to make it narry. I've read a good dale of history, and in me own estimation the ould Anglish Puritans and the Mithodists air both torrents, because they're both shet up by narry banks. The Mithodists is ferninst the wearin' of jewelry and dancin' and singin' songs, which is all vairy foolish in me own estimation. But it's kind o' nat'ral for the mill-race that turns the whale that fades the worruld to git mad at the babblin', oidle brook that wastes its toime among the mossy shtones and grinds nobody's grist. But the brook ain't so bad afther all. Hey, Mrs. Lumsden?"

"I'm not a Methodist, Mrs. Lumsden. My father was Catholic and my mother was Presbyterian, and they compromised on me by making me a member of the Episcopalian Church and trying to educate me for the clergy, completely ruining my chances for anything else but being a schoolteacher in these godforsaken backwoods. But it seems to me that the Methodists are the only people who can do any good among folks like us. What would a preacher from the old country do here? He might speak as grammatically as Lindley Murray himself, and no one would benefit from it. What good do my own grammatical skills do toward improving the settlement? With all my grammar, I can't stop my boys from using God's name as the subject before very bad words. Right, Koike? Now, the Methodists are a narrow sort of people. But if you want to make a stream strong, you have to make it narrow. I've read a good deal of history, and in my opinion, the old English Puritans and the Methodists are both torrents because they're both confined by narrow banks. The Methodists are against wearing jewelry and dancing and singing songs, which I think is all very foolish. But it's kind of natural for the mill race that powers the wheel that shapes the world to get mad at the babbling, idle brook that wastes its time among the mossy stones and grinds nobody's grain. But the brook isn’t so bad after all. Right, Mrs. Lumsden?"

Mrs. Lumsden answered that she didn't think it was. It was very good for watering stock.

Mrs. Lumsden replied that she didn't think so. It was really good for watering livestock.

"Thrue as praychin', Mrs. Lumsden," said the schoolmaster, with a laugh. "And to me own oi the wanderin' brook, a-goin' where it chooses and doin' what it plazes, is a dale plizenter to look at than, the sthraight-travelin' mill-race. But I wish these Mithodists would convart the souls of some of these youngsters, and make 'em quit their gamblin' and swearin' and bettin' on horses and gettin' dthrunk. And maybe if some of 'em would git convarted, they wouldn't be quoite so anxious to skelp their own uncles. Hey, Koike?"

"True as I'm sitting here, Mrs. Lumsden," said the schoolmaster with a laugh. "And to my own eyes, the wandering brook, going where it wants and doing what it pleases, is much more pleasant to look at than the straight-traveling mill race. But I wish these Methodists would convert some of these youngsters' souls, make them stop their gambling, swearing, betting on horses, and getting drunk. And maybe if some of them got converted, they wouldn't be quite so eager to hit their own uncles. Right, Koike?"

Kike had no time to reply if he had cared to, for by this time they were at the door of Colonel Wheeler's house. Despite the dance there were present, from near and far, all the house would hold. For those who got no "invite" to Lumsden's had a double motive for going to meeting; a disposition to resent the slight was added to their curiosity to hear the Methodist preacher. The dance had taken away those who were most likely to disturb the meeting; people left out did not feel under any obligation to gratify Captain Lumsden by raising a row. Kike had been invited, but had disdained to dance in his uncle's house.

Kike didn’t have time to respond, even if he wanted to, because they had arrived at Colonel Wheeler's house. Despite the dance, the place was packed with everyone who could fit. Those who weren’t "invited" to Lumsden's had two reasons to attend the meeting: they were curious to hear the Methodist preacher and felt slighted. The dance attracted those least likely to cause trouble at the meeting, and those left out didn’t feel any obligation to please Captain Lumsden by causing a scene. Kike had received an invitation, but he refused to dance in his uncle's house.

Both lower rooms of Wheeler's log house were crowded with people. A little open space was left at the door between the rooms for the preacher, who presently came edging his way in through the crowd. He had been at prayer in that favorite oratory of the early Methodist preacher, the forest.

Both lower rooms of Wheeler's log house were packed with people. A small gap was left at the door between the rooms for the preacher, who soon made his way through the crowd. He had been praying in that beloved retreat of the early Methodist preacher, the forest.

Magruder was a short, stout man, with wide shoulders, powerful arms, shaggy brows, and bristling black hair. He read the hymn, two lines at a time, and led the singing himself. He prayed with the utmost sincerity, but in a voice that shook the cabin windows and gave the simple people a deeper reverence for the dreadfulness of the preacher's message. He prayed as a man talking face to face with the Almighty Judge of the generations of men; he prayed with an undoubting assurance of his own acceptance with God, and with the sincerest conviction of the infinite peril of his unforgiven hearers. It is not argument that reaches men, but conviction; and for immediate, practical purposes, one Tishbite Elijah, that can thunder out of a heart that never doubts, is worth a thousand acute writers of ingenious apologies.

Magruder was a short, stocky guy with broad shoulders, strong arms, bushy eyebrows, and messy black hair. He read the hymn two lines at a time and led the singing himself. He prayed with deep sincerity, but his voice was loud enough to rattle the cabin windows, making the simple folks feel a stronger respect for the seriousness of the preacher's message. He prayed like someone speaking directly to the Almighty Judge of all people; he prayed with complete confidence in his own connection to God and with a deep belief in the very real danger facing his unforgiven listeners. It’s not arguments that reach people, but conviction; and for immediate, practical reasons, one Elijah the Tishbite, who can passionately deliver a message from a heart that never wavers, is worth a thousand clever writers of thoughtful excuses.

When Magruder read his text, which was, "Grieve not the Holy Spirit of God," he seemed to his hearers a prophet come to lay bare their hearts. Magruder had not been educated for his ministry by years of study of Hebrew and Greek, of Exegesis and Systematics; but he knew what was of vastly more consequence to him—how to read and expound the hearts and lives of the impulsive, simple, reckless race among whom he labored. He was of their very fibre.

When Magruder read his text, "Don't grieve the Holy Spirit of God," he appeared to his audience like a prophet revealing their innermost feelings. Magruder hadn't spent years studying Hebrew and Greek, Exegesis and Systematics for his ministry; instead, he understood what mattered far more to him—how to interpret and explain the hearts and lives of the impulsive, simple, reckless people he served. He was made of the same stuff as them.

He commenced with a fierce attack on Captain Lumsden's dance, which was prompted, he said, by the devil, to keep men out of heaven. With half a dozen quick, bold strokes, he depicted Lumsden's selfish arrogance and proud meanness so exactly that the audience fluttered with sensation. Magruder had a vicarious conscience; but a vicarious conscience is good for nothing unless it first cuts close at home. Whitefield said that he never preached a sermon to others till he had first preached it to George Whitefield; and Magruder's severities had all the more effect that his audience could see that they had full force upon himself.

He started with a strong critique of Captain Lumsden's dance, claiming it was inspired by the devil to keep people from heaven. With a few quick, bold moves, he drew a precise picture of Lumsden's selfish arrogance and proud meanness that made the audience buzz with excitement. Magruder had a guilt complex, but a guilt complex is useless unless it first hits close to home. Whitefield said he never preached a sermon to others until he had first preached it to himself; and Magruder's harshness had even more impact because the audience could see it affected him deeply.

If is hard for us to understand the elements that produced such incredible excitements as resulted from the early Methodist preaching. How at a camp-meeting, for instance, five hundred people, indifferent enough to everything of the sort one hour before, should be seized during a sermon with terror—should cry aloud to God for mercy, some of them falling in trances and cataleptic unconsciousness; and how, out of all this excitement, there should come forth, in very many cases, the fruit of transformed lives seems to us a puzzle beyond solution. But the early Westerners were as inflammable as tow; they did not deliberate, they were swept into most of their decisions by contagious excitements. And never did any class of men understand the art of exciting by oratory more perfectly than the old Western preachers. The simple hunters to whom they preached had the most absolute faith in the invisible. The Day of Judgment, the doom of the wicked, and the blessedness of the righteous were as real and substantial in their conception as any facts in life. They could abide no refinements. The terribleness of Indian warfare, the relentlessness of their own revengefulness, the sudden lynchings, the abandoned wickedness of the lawless, and the ruthlessness of mobs of "regulators" were a background upon which they founded the most materialistic conception of hell and the most literal understanding of the Day of Judgment. Men like Magruder knew how to handle these few positive ideas of a future life so that they were indeed terrible weapons.

It's hard for us to grasp the elements that led to the incredible excitement generated by early Methodist preaching. For example, how at a camp meeting, five hundred people, who were indifferent just an hour before, could be suddenly gripped by fear during a sermon—crying out to God for mercy, with some falling into trances and cataleptic states; and how this excitement would often result in genuinely transformed lives seems like an unsolvable mystery. The early Westerners were quick to ignite; they didn't deliberate, but were caught up in contagious emotions. No group of men was better at using oratory to stir feelings than the old Western preachers. The simple hunters they preached to had absolute faith in the unseen. The Day of Judgment, the fate of the wicked, and the joys of the righteous felt as real and solid to them as any facts of life. They couldn't tolerate any subtlety. The horrors of Indian warfare, their own vengefulness, sudden lynchings, the rampant lawlessness, and the brutality of mob "regulators" formed a backdrop that shaped their very concrete ideas of hell and a literal understanding of the Day of Judgment. Men like Magruder knew how to wield these straightforward visions of an afterlife to make them powerful tools.

On this evening he seized upon the particular sins of the people as things by which they drove away the Spirit of God. The audience trembled as he moved on in his rude speech and solemn indignation. Every man found himself in turn called to the bar of his own conscience. There was excitement throughout the house. Some were angry, some sobbed aloud, as he alluded to "promises made to dying friends," "vows offered to God by the new-made graves of their children,"—for pioneer people are very susceptible to all such appeals to sensibility.

That evening, he focused on the specific sins of the people, claiming they pushed away the Spirit of God. The audience was on edge as he continued with his blunt speech and serious anger. Each person felt as if they were being judged by their own conscience. There was a buzz of excitement in the room. Some were furious, while others cried out loud when he mentioned "promises made to dying friends" and "vows made to God by the fresh graves of their children,"—because pioneer people are easily moved by such emotional appeals.

When at last he came to speak of revenge, Kike, who had listened intently from the first, found himself breathing hard. The preacher showed how the revengeful man was "as much a murderer as if he had already killed his enemy and hid his mangled body in the leaves of the woods where none but the wolf could ever find him!"

When he finally talked about revenge, Kike, who had been listening closely the whole time, found himself breathing heavily. The preacher explained that the person seeking revenge was "just as much a murderer as if they had already killed their enemy and hidden their mangled body in the leaves of the woods where only the wolf could ever find it!"

At these words he turned to the part of the room where Kike sat, white with feeling. Magruder, looking always for the effect of his arrows, noted Kike's emotion and paused. The house was utterly still, save now and then a sob from some anguish-smitten soul. The people were sitting as if waiting their doom. Kike already saw in his imagination the mutilated form of his uncle Enoch hidden in the leaves and scented by hungry wolves. He waited to hear his own sentence. Hitherto the preacher had spoken with vehemence. Now, he stopped and began again with tears, and in a tone broken with emotion, looking in a general way toward where Kike sat: "O, young man, there are stains of blood on your hands! How dare you hold them up before the Judge of all? You are another Cain, and God sends his messenger to you to-day to inquire after him whom you have already killed in your heart. You are a murderer! Nothing but God's mercy can snatch you from hell!"

At these words, he turned to the part of the room where Kike sat, pale with emotion. Magruder, always looking for the impact of his words, noticed Kike's distress and paused. The house was completely silent, except for the occasional sob from someone in deep suffering. The people sat as if waiting for their fate. Kike could already picture the mangled body of his uncle Enoch hidden in the leaves, and sensed the presence of hungry wolves. He braced himself to hear his own fate. Until now, the preacher had spoken passionately. Now, he stopped, began again with tears, and in a voice choked with emotion, generally facing where Kike sat: "Oh, young man, there are bloodstains on your hands! How dare you raise them before the Judge of all? You are another Cain, and God has sent His messenger to you today to ask about the one you've already killed in your heart. You are a murderer! Only God's mercy can save you from hell!"

No doubt all this is rude in refined ears. But is it nothing that by these rude words he laid bare Kike's sins to Kike's conscience? That in this moment Kike heard the voice of God denouncing his sins, and trembled? Can you do a man any higher service than to make him know himself, in the light of the highest sense of right that he capable of? Kike, for his part, bowed to the rebuke of the preacher as to the rebuke of God. His frail frame shook with fear and penitence, as it had before shaken with wrath. "O, God! what a wretch I am!" cried he, hiding his face in his hands.

No doubt all this sounds harsh to sensitive ears. But isn’t it significant that through these blunt words, he forced Kike to confront his own sins? That in this moment Kike heard the voice of God condemning his wrongs and felt a shiver? Is there any greater service you can do for a person than to help them see themselves clearly, in light of the highest moral standards they can grasp? Kike, for his part, accepted the preacher’s rebuke as if it were a message from God. His frail body trembled with fear and remorse, just as it had previously shook with anger. "Oh, God! What a wretch I am!" he cried, burying his face in his hands.

"Thank God for showing it to you, my young friend," responded the preacher. "What a wonder that your sins did not drive away the Holy Ghost, leaving you with your day of grace sinned away, as good as damned already!" And with this he turned and appealed yet more powerfully to the rest, already excited by the fresh contagion of Kike's penitence, until there were cries and sobs in all parts of the house. Some left in haste to avoid yielding to their feeling, while many fell upon their knees and prayed.

"Thank God for revealing this to you, my young friend," replied the preacher. "What a miracle that your sins didn’t push away the Holy Spirit, leaving you with your chance for grace wasted, as good as doomed already!" With this, he turned and passionately appealed to the others, already stirred by Kike's genuine remorse, until cries and sobs filled the entire house. Some rushed out to escape their emotions, while many dropped to their knees and prayed.

The preacher now thought it time to change, and offer some consolation. You would say that his view of the atonement was crude, conventional and commercial; that he mistook figures of speech in Scripture for general and formulated postulates. But however imperfect his symbols, he succeeded in making known to his hearers the mercy of God. And surely that is the main thing. The figure of speech is but the vessel; the great truth that God is merciful to the guilty, what is this but the water of life?—not less refreshing because the jar in which it is brought is rude! The preacher's whole manner changed. Many weeping and sobbing people were swept now to the other extreme, and cried aloud with joy. Perhaps Magruder exaggerated the change that had taken place in them. But is it nothing that a man has bowed his soul in penitence before God's justice, and then lifted his face in childlike trust to God's mercy? It is hard for one who has once passed through this experience not to date from it a revolution. There were many who had not much root in themselves, doubtless, but among Magruder's hearers this day were those who, living half a century afterward, counted their better living from the hour of his forceful presentation of God's antagonism to sin, and God's tender mercy for the sinner. It was not in Kike to change quickly. Smitten with a sense of his guilt; he rose from his seat and slowly knelt, quivering with feeling. When the preacher had finished preaching, amid cries of sorrow and joy, he began to sing, to an exquisitely pathetic tune, Watts' hymn:

The preacher decided it was time to switch gears and offer some comfort. You might think his understanding of atonement was basic, traditional, and commercial; that he confused metaphors in the Bible with broad and established beliefs. But no matter how flawed his expressions were, he managed to communicate God’s mercy to his listeners. And that’s really what matters most. The metaphor is just the container; the profound truth that God is merciful to sinners—what is that but the water of life? It’s just as refreshing, even if the pitcher it comes from is rough! The preacher’s entire demeanor shifted. Many people who had been weeping and sobbing now surged to the other end of the emotional spectrum, crying out with joy. Maybe Magruder overstated the transformation that had occurred in them. But isn’t it significant that a person humbles their soul in repentance before God’s justice, then raises their face in innocent trust toward God’s mercy? It’s hard for anyone who has experienced this to not mark it as a turning point in their life. There were certainly those who didn’t have much depth to their faith, but among Magruder’s listeners that day were individuals who, fifty years later, credited their improved lives to the moment he powerfully conveyed God’s opposition to sin and His gentle mercy for sinners. Kike wasn’t one to change suddenly. Overwhelmed by guilt, he rose from his seat and slowly knelt, trembling with emotion. After the preacher finished, amidst cries of sorrow and joy, he began to sing, to a beautifully moving tune, Watts’ hymn:

"Show pity, Lord, O! Lord, forgive,
Let a repenting rebel live.
Are not thy mercies large and free?
May not a sinner trust in thee?"

"Show mercy, Lord, oh! Lord, forgive,
Let a remorseful rebel live.
Aren't your mercies vast and generous?
Can a sinner not trust in you?"



The meeting was held until late. Kike remained quietly kneeling, the tears trickling through his fingers. He did not utter a word or cry. In all the confusion he was still. What deliberate recounting of his own misdoings took place then, no one can know. Thoughtless readers may scoff at the poor backwoods boy in his trouble. But who of us would not be better if we could be brought thus face to face with our own souls? His simple penitent faith did more for him than all our philosophy has done for us, maybe.

The meeting went on late into the night. Kike stayed quietly kneeling, tears running through his fingers. He didn't say a word or cry. Amid all the chaos, he remained still. What deep reflections on his own mistakes took place at that moment, nobody can really know. Thoughtless readers might laugh at the struggling country boy. But who among us wouldn't benefit from a moment like that, facing our own souls? His simple, genuine faith may have done more for him than all of our philosophy has done for us.

At last the meeting was dismissed. Brady, who had been awe-stricken at sight of Kike's agony of contrition, now thought it best that he and Kike's mother should go home, leaving the young man to follow when he chose. But Kike staid immovable upon his knees. His sense of guilt had become an agony. All those allowances which we in a more intelligent age make for inherited peculiarities and the defects of education, Kike knew nothing about. He believed all his revengefulness to be voluntary; he had a feeling that unless he found some assurance of God's mercy then he could not live till morning. So the minister and Mrs. Wheeler and two or three brethren that had come from adjoining settlements staid and prayed and talked with the distressed youth until after midnight. The early Methodists regarded this persistence as a sure sign of a "sound" awakening.

At last, the meeting was over. Brady, who had been shocked by Kike's intense remorse, thought it would be best for him and Kike's mother to go home, leaving the young man to follow when he was ready. But Kike remained on his knees, unable to move. His guilt had turned into agony. All the understanding we have today about inherited traits and the flaws of education meant nothing to Kike. He believed his feelings of revenge were entirely his choice; he felt that unless he received some reassurance of God's mercy, he wouldn't be able to make it through the night. So the minister, Mrs. Wheeler, and a couple of other members who had come from nearby settlements stayed and prayed and talked with the troubled young man until after midnight. The early Methodists considered this determination a clear sign of a "genuine" awakening.

At last the preacher knelt again by Kike, and asked "Sister Wheeler" to pray. There was nothing in the old Methodist meetings so excellent as the audible prayers of women. Women oftener than men have a genius for prayer. Mrs. Wheeler began tenderly, penitently to confess, not Kike's sins, but the sins of all of them; her penitence fell in with Kike's; she confessed the very sins that he was grieving over. Then slowly—slowly, as one who waits for another to follow—she began to turn toward trustfulness. Like a little child she spoke to God; under the influence of her praying Kike sobbed audibly. Then he seemed to feel the contagion of her faith; he, too, looked to God as a father; he, too, felt the peace of a trustful child.

At last, the preacher knelt again by Kike and asked "Sister Wheeler" to pray. There was nothing in the old Methodist meetings as wonderful as the heartfelt prayers of women. Women are often better at prayer than men. Mrs. Wheeler began gently, sincerely confessing not Kike's sins, but the sins of all of them; her sorrow matched Kike's; she confessed the very sins he was upset about. Then slowly—slowly, like someone waiting for another to join in—she started to shift towards trust. Like a little child, she spoke to God; under the warmth of her prayer, Kike sobbed audibly. Then he seemed to catch her faith; he, too, looked to God as a father; he, too, felt the peace of a trusting child.

The great struggle was over. Kike was revengeful no longer. He was distrustful and terrified no longer. He had "crept into the heart of God" and found rest. Call it what you like, when a man passes through such an experience, however induced, it separates the life that is passed from the life that follows by a great gulf.

The big struggle was over. Kike wasn’t out for revenge anymore. He was no longer distrustful or terrified. He had "found peace in the heart of God" and felt at ease. Call it whatever you want; when someone goes through an experience like that, no matter how it happens, it creates a huge divide between the life they had and the life that comes next.

Kike, the new Kike, forgiving and forgiven, rose up at the close of the prayer, and with a peaceful face shook hands with the preacher and the brethren, rejoicing in this new fellowship. He said nothing, but when Magruder sang

Kike, the new Kike, forgiving and forgiven, got up at the end of the prayer, and with a calm expression shook hands with the preacher and the congregation, feeling happy about this new connection. He didn’t say anything, but when Magruder sang

"Oh! how happy are they
Who their Saviour obey,
        And have laid up their treasure above!
Tongue can never express
The sweet comfort and peace
        Of a soul in its earliest love,"

"Oh! how happy are they
Who obey their Savior,
        And have stored their treasures in heaven!
Words can never express
The sweet comfort and peace
        Of a soul in its first love,"

Kike shook hands with them all again, bade them good-night, and went home about the time that his friend Morton, flushed and weary with dancing and pleasure, laid himself down to rest.

Kike shook hands with all of them again, said goodnight, and went home around the time his friend Morton, tired and red-faced from dancing and having fun, settled down to sleep.







CHAPTER XII.

MR. BRADY PROPHESIES.

The Methodists had actually made a break in the settlement. Dancing had not availed to keep them out. It was no longer a question of getting "shet" of Wheeler and his Methodist wife, thus extirpating the contagion. There would now be a "class" formed, a leader appointed, a regular preaching place established; Hissawachee would become part of that great wheel called a circuit; there would be revivals and conversions; the peace of the settlement would be destroyed. For now one might never again dance at a "hoe-down," drink whiskey at a shuckin', or race "hosses" on Sunday, without a lecture from somebody. It might be your own wife, too. Once let the Methodists in, and there was no knowin'.

The Methodists had actually broken into the settlement. Dancing hadn't been enough to keep them out. It was no longer just about getting "shed" of Wheeler and his Methodist wife to eliminate the problem. Now there would be a "class" formed, a leader appointed, and a regular preaching place set up; Hissawachee would be part of that big network called a circuit; there would be revivals and conversions; the harmony of the settlement would be shattered. Because now, you might never again dance at a "hoe-down," drink whiskey at a shuckin', or race "horses" on Sunday without someone lecturing you about it. It could even be your own wife. Once the Methodists came in, there was no telling what might happen.

Lumsden, for his part, saw more serious consequences. By his opposition, he had unfortunately spoken for the enmity of the Methodists in advance. The preacher had openly defied him. Kike would join the class, and the Methodists would naturally resist his ascendancy. No concession on his part short of absolute surrender would avail. He resolved therefore that the Methodists should find out "who they were fighting."

Lumsden, for his part, recognized the more serious consequences. By opposing them, he had unfortunately already invited the hostility of the Methodists. The preacher had openly challenged him. Kike would join the group, and the Methodists would naturally push back against his rise to power. No concession he made, short of complete surrender, would make a difference. He decided, therefore, that the Methodists would learn "who they were up against."

Brady was pleased. Gossips are always delighted to have something happen out of the usual course. It gives them a theme, something to exercise their wits upon. Let us not be too hard upon gossip. It is one form of communicative intellectual activity. Brady, under different conditions, might have been a journalist, writing relishful leaders on "topics of the time." For what is journalism but elevated and organized gossip? The greatest benefactor of an out-of-the-way neighborhood is the man or woman with a talent for good-natured gossip. Such an one averts absolute mental stagnation, diffuses intelligence, and keeps alive a healthful public opinion on local questions.

Brady was happy. Gossipers are always excited when something unusual happens. It gives them a topic to think about and discuss. Let’s not be too harsh on gossip. It’s a kind of intellectual exchange. Under different circumstances, Brady could have been a journalist, writing engaging articles on "current events." After all, what is journalism if not refined and organized gossip? The biggest asset to an overlooked neighborhood is someone with a knack for friendly gossip. This person prevents complete mental stagnation, spreads knowledge, and maintains a healthy public opinion on local issues.

Brady wanted to taste some of Mrs. Goodwin's "ry-al hoe-cake." That was the reason he assigned for his visit on the evening after the meeting. He was always hungry for hoe-cake when anything had happened about which he wanted to talk. But on this evening Job Goodwin, got the lead in conversation at first.

Brady wanted to try some of Mrs. Goodwin's "rye hoe-cake." That was the excuse he gave for his visit the evening after the meeting. He always craved hoe-cake when something had happened that he wanted to discuss. But that evening, Job Goodwin took the lead in conversation at first.

"Mr. Brady," said he, "what's going to happen to us all? These Methodis' sets people crazy with the jerks, I've hearn tell. Hey? I hear dreadful things about 'em. Oh dear, it seems like as if everything come upon folks at once. Hey? The fever's spreadin' at Chilicothe, they tell me. And then, if we should git into a war with England, you know, and the Indians should come and skelp us, they'd be precious few left, betwixt them that went crazy and them that got skelped. Precious few, I tell you. Hey?"

"Mr. Brady," he said, "what's going to happen to all of us? These Methodists drive people crazy with their outbursts, I've heard. Right? I hear terrible things about them. Oh dear, it feels like everything is hitting people at once. Right? The fever's spreading in Chillicothe, they say. And then, if we get into a war with England, you know, and the Indians come and scalp us, there won't be many left, between those who went crazy and those who got scalped. Not many, I tell you. Right?"

Here Mr. Goodwin knocked the ashes out of his pipe and laid it away, and punched the fire meditatively, endeavoring to discover in his imagination some new and darker pigment for his picture of the future. But failing to think of anything more lugubrious than Methodists, Indians, and fever, he set the tongs in the corner, heaved a sigh of discouragement, and looked at Brady inquiringly.

Here, Mr. Goodwin knocked the ashes out of his pipe and put it aside. He poked at the fire thoughtfully, trying to imagine a new and darker shade for his vision of the future. But after failing to think of anything more depressing than Methodists, Indians, and fever, he set the tongs in the corner, sighed in discouragement, and looked at Brady with a question in his eyes.


JOB GOODWIN.
JOB GOODWIN.

JOB GOODWIN.

"Ye're loike the hootin' owl, Misther Goodwin; it's the black side ye're afther lookin' at all the toime. Where's Moirton? He aint been to school yet since this quarter took up."

"You're like the hooting owl, Mr. Goodwin; you're always focused on the dark side. Where's Moirton? He hasn't been to school at all since this quarter began."

"Morton? He's got to stay out, I expect. My rheumatiz is mighty bad, and I'm powerful weak. I don't think craps'll be good next year, and I expect we'll have a hard row to hoe, partic'lar if we all have the fever, and the Methodis' keep up their excitement and driving people crazy with jerks, and war breaks out with England, and the Indians come on us. But here's Mort now."

"Morton? He’s got to stay out, I guess. My arthritis is really bad, and I'm really weak. I don’t think gambling will be good next year, and

"Ha! Moirton, and ye wasn't at matin' last noight? Ye heerd fwat a toime we had. Most iverybody got struck harmless, excipt mesilf and a few other hardened sinners. Ye heerd about Koike? I reckon the Captain's good and glad he's got the blissin'; it's a warrantee on the Captain's skull, maybe. Fwat would ye do for a crony now, Moirton, if Koike come to be a praycher?"

"Ha! Moirton, weren't you at the meeting last night? You heard about the wild time we had. Almost everyone got hurt except for me and a few other tough folks. Did you hear about Koike? I bet the Captain is really happy he's got the blessing; it might be insurance for the Captain's head. What would you do for a friend now, Moirton, if Koike became a preacher?"

"He aint such a fool, I guess," said Morton, with whom Kike's "getting religion" was an unpleasant topic. "It'll all wear off with Kike soon enough."

"He's not such a fool, I guess," said Morton, for whom Kike's "getting religion" was an uncomfortable topic. "It'll all wear off with Kike soon enough."

"Don't be too shore, Moirton. Things wear off with you, sometoimes. Ye swear ye'll niver swear no more, and ye're willin' to bet that ye'll niver bet agin, and ye're always a-talkin' about a brave loife; but the flesh is ferninst ye. When Koike's bad, he's bad all over; lickin' won't take it out of him; I've throid it mesilf. Now he's got good, the divil'll have as hard a toime makin' him bad as I had makin' him good. I'm roight glad it's the divil now, and not his school-masther, as has got to throy to handle the lad. Got ivery lisson to-day, and didn't break a single rule of the school! What do you say to that, Moirton? The divil's got his hands full thair. Hey, Moirton?"

"Don't be too sure, Moirton. Things fade away with you sometimes. You swear you'll never swear again, and you're willing to bet you'll never bet again, and you're always talking about a brave life; but the flesh is against you. When Koike's bad, he's bad all over; punishment won't change that; I've tried it myself. Now that he's behaving, the devil will have just as hard a time making him bad as I had making him good. I'm really glad it's the devil now, and not his teacher, who has to try and handle the boy. He got every lesson today and didn't break a single rule of the school! What do you say to that, Moirton? The devil has his hands full there. Hey, Moirton?"

"Yes, but he'll never be a preacher. He wants to get rich just to spite the Captain."

"Yeah, but he’ll never be a preacher. He just wants to get rich to annoy the Captain."

"But the spoite's clean gone with the rist, Moirton. And he'll be a praycher yit. Didn't he give me a talkin' to this mornin', at breakfast? Think of the impudent little scoundrel a-venturin' to tell his ould masther that he ought to repint of his sins! He talked to his mother, too, till she croid. He'll make her belave she is a great sinner whin she aint wicked a bit, excipt in her grammar, which couldn't be worse. I've talked to her about that mesilf. Now, Moirton, I'll tell ye the symptoms of a praycher among the Mithodists. Those that take it aisy, and don't bother a body, you needn't be afeard of. But those that git it bad, and are throublesome, and middlesome, and aggravatin', ten to one'll turn out praychers. The lad that'll tackle his masther and his mother at breakfast the very mornin' afther he's got the blissin, while he's yit a babe, so to spake, and prayche to 'em single-handed, two to one, is a-takin' the short cut acrost the faild to be a praycher of the worst sort; one of the kind that's as thorny as a honey-locust."

"But the little troublemaker is completely gone, Moirton. And he'll be a preacher someday. Didn’t he give me a lecture this morning at breakfast? Just think of that cheeky little scoundrel daring to tell his old master that he should repent for his sins! He talked to his mother too, until she cried. He’ll make her believe she’s a huge sinner when she isn’t wicked at all, except for her grammar, which couldn’t be worse. I’ve talked to her about that myself. Now, Moirton, let me tell you the signs of a preacher among the Methodists. Those who take it easy and don’t bother anyone are no threat. But those who get it bad, and are troublesome, meddlesome, and irritating, are likely to end up as preachers. The kid who confronts his master and his mother at breakfast the very morning after he’s been blessed, while he’s still a babe, so to speak, and preaches to them on his own, is definitely on the fast track to becoming a preacher of the worst kind—one of those that’s as prickly as a honey locust."

"Well, why can't they be peaceable, and let other people alone? That meddling is just what I don't like," growled Morton.

"Well, why can’t they just be peaceful and leave other people alone? That interfering is exactly what I can’t stand," Morton grumbled.

"Bedad, Moirton, that's jist fwat Ahab and Jizebel thought about ould Elijy! We don't any of us loike to have our wickedness or laziness middled with. 'Twas middlin', sure, that the Pharisays objicted to; and if the blissed Jaysus hadn't been so throublesome, he wouldn't niver a been crucified."

"Wow, Moirton, that's exactly what Ahab and Jezebel thought about old Elijah! None of us like having our wrongdoing or laziness called out. It was the middle ground that the Pharisees objected to; and if blessed Jesus hadn't been so troublesome, he would have never been crucified."

"Why, Brady, you'll be a Methodist yourself," said Mr. Job Goodwin.

"Why, Brady, you'll end up being a Methodist yourself," said Mr. Job Goodwin.

"Niver a bit of it, Mr. Goodwin. I'm rale lazy. This lookin' at the state of me moind's insoides, and this chasin' afther me sins up hill and down dale all the toime, would niver agray with me frail constitootion. This havin' me spiritooal pulse examined ivery wake in class-matin', and this watchin' and prayin', aren't for sich oidlers as me. I'm too good-natered to trate mesilf that way, sure. Didn't you iver notice that the highest vartoos ain't possible to a rale good-nater'd man?"

"I'm not doing any of that, Mr. Goodwin. I'm really lazy. This constant self-reflection and chasing after my sins everywhere just doesn't sit well with my delicate constitution. Having my spiritual pulse checked every time in class, and all this watching and praying, isn't for someone like me. I'm too easygoing to treat myself that way, for sure. Didn't you ever notice that the highest virtues aren't achievable for a truly easygoing person?"

Here Mrs. Goodwin looked at the cake on the hoe in front of the fire, and found it well browned. Supper was ready, and the conversation drifted to Morton's prospective arrangement with Captain Lumsden to cultivate his hill farm on the "sheers." Morton's father shook his head ominously. Didn't believe the Captain was in 'arnest. Ef he was, Mort mout git the fever in the winter, or die, or be laid up. 'Twouldn't do to depend on no sech promises, no way.

Here, Mrs. Goodwin looked at the cake on the hoe in front of the fire and saw that it was nicely browned. Supper was ready, and the conversation shifted to Morton's potential agreement with Captain Lumsden to farm his hill property on the "sheers." Morton's father shook his head ominously. He didn’t believe the Captain was serious. If he were, Mort could catch a fever in the winter, or get sick, or be out of commission. It wouldn’t be wise to rely on such promises at all.

But, notwithstanding his father's croaking, Morton did hold to the Captain's promise, and to the hope of Patty. To the Captain's plans for mobbing Wheeler he offered a strong resistance. But he was ready enough to engage in making sport of the despised religionists, and even organized a party to interrupt Magruder with tin horns when he should preach again. But all this time Morton was uneasy in himself. What had become of his dreams of being a hero? Here was Kike bearing all manner of persecution with patience, devoting himself to the welfare of others, while all his own purposes of noble and knightly living were hopelessly sunk in a morass of adverse circumstances. One of Morton's temperament must either grow better or worse, and, chafing under these embarassments, he played and drank more freely than ever.

But despite his father's complaints, Morton held onto the Captain's promise and Patty's hope. He strongly resisted the Captain's plans to mob Wheeler. However, he was more than willing to mock the despised religious people and even organized a group to disrupt Magruder with tin horns during his next sermon. Despite this, Morton felt restless inside. What happened to his dreams of being a hero? Here was Kike enduring all kinds of persecution with patience, dedicating himself to helping others, while Morton's own noble aspirations were hopelessly stuck in a swamp of bad circumstances. Someone like Morton had to either improve or deteriorate, and feeling frustrated by these difficulties, he played and drank more than ever.







CHAPTER XIII.

TWO TO ONE.

Magruder had been so pleased with his success in organizing a class in the Hissawachee settlement that he resolved to favor them with a Sunday sermon on his next round. He was accustomed to preach twice every week-day and three times on every Sunday, after the laborious manner of the circuit-rider of his time. And since he expected to leave Hissawachee as soon as meeting should be over, for his next appointment, he determined to reach the settlement before breakfast that he might have time to confirm the brethren and set things in order.

Magruder was so pleased with how well he organized a class in the Hissawachee settlement that he decided to give them a Sunday sermon on his next visit. He was used to preaching twice every week and three times every Sunday, like a circuit rider of his time. Since he planned to leave Hissawachee as soon as the meeting was over for his next appointment, he decided to arrive at the settlement before breakfast so he would have time to encourage the members and get everything in order.

When the Sunday set apart for the second sermon drew near, Morton, with the enthusiastic approval of Captain Lumsden, made ready his tin horns to interrupt the preacher with a serenade. But Lumsden had other plans of which Morton had no knowledge.

When the Sunday designated for the second sermon approached, Morton, with Captain Lumsden's enthusiastic approval, prepared his tin horns to interrupt the preacher with a serenade. But Lumsden had other plans that Morton was unaware of.

John Wesley's rule was, that a preacher should rise at four o'clock and spend the hour until five in reading, meditation and prayer. Five o'clock found Magruder in the saddle on his way to Hissawachee, reflecting upon the sermon he intended to preach. When he had ridden more than an hour, keeping himself company by a lusty singing of hymns, he came suddenly out upon the brow of a hill overlooking the Hissawachee valley. The gray dawn was streaking the clouds, the preacher checked his horse and looked forth on the valley just disclosing its salient features in the twilight, as a General looks over a battle-field before the engagement begins. Then he dismounted, and, kneeling upon the leaves, prayed with apostolic fervor for victory over "the hosts of sin and the devil." When at last he got into the saddle again the winter sun was sending its first horizontal beams into his eyes, and all the eastern sky was ablaze. Magruder had the habit of turning the whole universe to spiritual account, and now, as he descended the hill, he made the woods ring with John Wesley's hymn, which might have been composed in the presence of such a scene:

John Wesley's rule was that a preacher should wake up at four o'clock and spend the hour until five reading, meditating, and praying. By five o'clock, Magruder was in the saddle on his way to Hissawachee, reflecting on the sermon he planned to preach. After riding for over an hour, keeping himself company by singing hymns energetically, he suddenly arrived at the top of a hill overlooking the Hissawachee valley. The gray dawn was streaking the clouds, and the preacher paused his horse to gaze at the valley revealing its key features in the twilight, just like a General surveys a battlefield before the fight begins. Then he dismounted and knelt on the leaves, praying with passionate intensity for victory over "the hosts of sin and the devil." When he finally got back into the saddle, the winter sun was casting its first horizontal rays into his eyes, and the entire eastern sky was on fire. Magruder had a habit of turning everything around him into a spiritual experience, and as he rode down the hill, he filled the woods with John Wesley's hymn, which could have easily been written for such a scene:

"O sun of righteousness, arise
    With healing in thy wing;
To my diseased, my fainting soul,
    Life and salvation bring.

"O sun of righteousness, rise
With healing in your wings;
To my sick, my weak soul,
Bring life and salvation."

"These clouds of pride and sin dispel,
    By thy all-piercing beam;
Lighten my eyes with faith; my heart
    With holy hopes inflame."

"These clouds of pride and sin fade away,
By your all-seeing light;
Brighten my eyes with faith; my heart
With sacred hopes ignite."



By the time he had finished the second stanza, the bridle-path that he was following brought him into a dense forest of beech and maple, and he saw walking toward him two stout men, none other than our old acquaintances, Bill McConkey and Jake Sniger.

By the time he finished the second stanza, the path he was on led him into a thick forest of beech and maple, and he saw two solid guys walking toward him, none other than our old friends, Bill McConkey and Jake Sniger.

"Looky yer," said Bill, catching the preacher's horse by the bridle: "you git down!"

"Hey there," said Bill, grabbing the preacher's horse by the bridle. "You get down!"

"What for?" said Magruder.

"What for?" asked Magruder.

"We're goin' to lick you tell you promise to go back and never stick your head into the Hissawachee Bottom agin."

"We're going to beat you until you promise to go back and never stick your head into the Hissawachee Bottom again."

"But I won't promise."

"But I can't promise."

"Then we'll put a finishment to ye."

"Then we'll put an end to you."

"You are two to one. Will you give me time to draw my coat?"

"You’re outnumbered two to one. Can you give me a moment to put on my coat?"

"Wal, yes, I 'low we will."

"Well, yes, I guess we will."


TWO TO ONE.
TWO TO ONE.

Two for one.

The preacher dismounted with quiet deliberation, tied his bridle to a beech limb, offering a mental prayer to the God of Samson, and then laid his coat across the saddle.

The preacher got down with careful thought, tied his reins to a beech branch, offered a silent prayer to the God of Samson, and then draped his coat over the saddle.

"My friends," he said, "I don't want to whip you. I advise you now to let me alone. As an American citizen, I have a right to go where I please. My father was a revolutionary soldier, and I mean to fight for my rights."

"My friends," he said, "I don’t want to hurt you. I suggest you leave me alone now. As an American citizen, I have the right to go wherever I want. My father was a revolutionary soldier, and I intend to stand up for my rights."

"Shet up your jaw!" said Jake, swearing, and approaching the preacher from one side, while Bill came up on the other. Magruder was one of those short, stocky men who have no end of muscular force and endurance. In his unregenerate days he had been celebrated for his victories in several rude encounters. Never seeking a fight even then, he had, nevertheless, when any ambitious champion came from afar for the purpose of testing his strength, felt himself bound to "give him what he came after." He had now greatly the advantage of the two bullies in his knowledge of the art of boxing.

"Shut your mouth!" Jake shouted, cursing, as he approached the preacher from one side, while Bill came up on the other. Magruder was one of those short, stocky guys who are packed with muscular strength and endurance. Back in his wild days, he was known for winning several rough fights. Though he never sought out a fight, whenever some eager challenger came from far away looking to test his strength, he felt it was his duty to "give him what he came for." Now, he had a big advantage over the two bullies thanks to his knowledge of boxing.

Before Jake had fairly finished his preliminary swearing the preacher had surprised him by delivering a blow that knocked him down. But Bill had taken advantage of this to strike Magruder heavily on the cheek. Jake, having felt the awful weight of Magruder's fist, was a little slow in coming to time, and the preacher had a chance to give Bill a most polemical blow on his nose; then turning suddenly, he rushed like a mad bull upon Sniger, and dealt him one tremendous blow that fractured two of his ribs and felled him to the earth. But Bill struck Magruder behind, knocked him over, and threw himself upon him after the fashion of the Western free fight. Nothing saved Magruder but his immense strength. He rose right up with Bill upon him, and then, by a deft use of his legs, tripped his antagonist and hurled him to the ground. He did not dare take advantage of his fall, however, for Jake had regained his feet and was coming up on him cautiously. But when Sniger saw Magruder rushing at him again, he made a speedy retreat into the bushes, leaving Magruder to fight it out with Bill, who, despite his sorry-looking nose, was again ready. But he now "fought shy," and kept retreating slowly backward and calling out, "Come up on him behind, Jake! Come up behind!" But the demoralized Jake had somehow got a superstitious notion that the preacher bristled with fists before and behind, having as many arms as a Hindoo deity. Bill kept backing until he tripped and fell over a bit of brush, and then picked himself up and made off, muttering:

Before Jake had finished swearing, the preacher surprised him with a punch that knocked him down. But Bill seized the moment to land a heavy hit on Magruder's cheek. Jake, still reeling from the blow he took from Magruder, was a bit slow to recover, giving the preacher a chance to land a solid hit on Bill's nose; then, turning suddenly, he charged at Sniger like a raging bull and struck him with such force that two of Sniger's ribs broke, sending him to the ground. But Bill took advantage of the chaos to hit Magruder from behind, knocking him over and then jumping on him in true Western free-fight style. The only thing that saved Magruder was his tremendous strength. He stood right up with Bill still on him and, using his legs skillfully, tripped Bill and threw him to the ground. However, he didn’t take the opportunity to attack, as Jake had gotten back to his feet and was approaching him cautiously. But when Sniger saw Magruder coming toward him again, he quickly retreated into the bushes, leaving Magruder to deal with Bill, who, despite his battered nose, was ready to go again. However, he now hesitated, slowly backing away while calling out, “Come up behind him, Jake! Come up behind!” But a flustered Jake had somehow developed a superstitious belief that the preacher had fists everywhere, as if he had multiple arms like a Hindu god. Bill kept backing up until he tripped over some brush, then got up and made a run for it, muttering:

"I aint a-goin' to try to handle him alone! He must have the very devil into him!"

"I’m not going to try to deal with him on my own! He must have the devil in him!"

About nine o'clock on that same Sunday morning, the Irish school-master, who was now boarding at Goodwin's, and who had just made an early visit to the Forks for news, accosted Morton with: "An' did ye hear the nooze, Moirton? Bill Conkey and Jake Sniger hev had a bit of Sunday morning ricreation. They throid to thrash the praycher as he was a-comin' through North's Holler, this mornin'; but they didn't make no allowance for the Oirish blood Magruder's got in him. He larruped 'em both single-handed, and Jake's ribs are cracked, and ye'd lawf to see Bill's nose! Captain must 'a' had some proivate intherest in that muss; hey, Moirton?"

About nine o'clock that same Sunday morning, the Irish schoolmaster, who was now staying at Goodwin's and had just made an early trip to the Forks for news, approached Morton with: "Did you hear the news, Morton? Bill Conkey and Jake Sniger had a bit of Sunday morning fun. They tried to beat up the preacher as he was coming through North's Hollow this morning, but they didn’t consider the Irish blood Magruder has in him. He took them both on by himself, and Jake's ribs are cracked, and you should see Bill's nose! The Captain must have had some personal interest in that mess; right, Morton?"

"It's thunderin' mean!" said Morton; "two men on one, and him a preacher; and all I've got to say is, I wish he'd killed 'em both."

"It's thunderin' mean!" said Morton; "two men on one, and he's a preacher; and all I've got to say is, I wish he'd killed them both."

"And yer futer father-in-law into the bargain? Hey, Moirton? But fwat did I tell ye about Koike? The praycher's jaw is lamed by a lick Bill gave him, and Koike's to exhort in his place. I tould ye he had the botherin' sperit of prophecy in him."

"And your future father-in-law on top of that? Hey, Moirton? But what did I tell you about Koike? The preacher's jaw is messed up from a hit Bill gave him, and Koike is going to step in for him. I told you he had the troublesome spirit of prophecy inside him."

The manliness in a character like Morton's must react, if depressed too far; and he now notified those who were to help him interrupt the meeting that if any disturbance were made, he should take it on himself to punish the offender. He would not fight alongside Bill McConkey and Jake Sniger, and he felt like seeking a quarrel with Lumsden, for the sake of justitifying himself to himself.

The masculinity in a character like Morton must react if pushed too far, and he now informed those who were supposed to help him disrupt the meeting that if any trouble occurred, he would take it upon himself to deal with the offender. He didn't want to fight alongside Bill McConkey and Jake Sniger, and he felt like picking a fight with Lumsden just to justify himself to himself.







CHAPTER XIV.

KIKE'S SERMON.

During the time that had intervened between Kike's conversion and Magruder's second visit to the settlement, Kike had developed a very considerable gift for earnest speech in the class meetings. In that day every influence in Methodist association contributed to make a preacher of a man of force. The reverence with which a self-denying preacher was regarded by the people was a great compensation for the poverty and toil that pertained to the office. To be a preacher was to be canonized during one's lifetime. The moment a young man showed zeal and fluency he was pitched on by all the brethren and sisters as one whose duty it was to preach the Gospel; he was asked whether he did not feel that he had a divine call; he was set upon watching the movements within him to see whether or not he ought to be among the sons of the prophets. Oftentimes a man was made to feel, in spite of his own better judgment, that he was a veritable Jonah, slinking from duty, and in imminent peril of a whale in the shape of some providential disaster. Kike, indeed, needed none of these urgings to impel him toward the ministry. He was a man of the prophetic temperament—one of those men whose beliefs take hold of them more strongly than the objects of sense. The future life, as preached by the early Methodists, with all its joys and all its awful torments, became the most substantial of realities to him. He was in constant astonishment that people could believe these things theoretically and ignore them in practice. If men were going headlong to perdition, and could be saved and brought into a paradise of eternal bliss by preaching, then what nobler work could there be than that of saving them? And, let a man take what view he may of a future life, Kike's opinion was the right one—no work can be so excellent as that of helping men to better living.

During the time between Kike's conversion and Magruder's second visit to the settlement, Kike had developed quite a remarkable talent for heartfelt speaking in the class meetings. Back then, every aspect of the Methodist community pushed a strong man toward becoming a preacher. The respect a selfless preacher earned from the people was a significant reward for the poverty and hard work that came with the role. Being a preacher meant being celebrated while still alive. The moment a young man showed enthusiasm and eloquence, everyone in the congregation considered him to have a duty to preach the Gospel; he was asked if he felt a divine calling; he was encouraged to look within himself to see if he should join the ranks of the prophets. Often, a man was made to feel, despite his better judgment, that he was like Jonah, avoiding his duty, and at serious risk of encountering a disaster in the form of some unforeseen crisis. Kike, however, didn’t need any of this encouragement to pursue the ministry. He had a prophetic spirit—one of those people whose beliefs resonate more deeply than the reality around them. The afterlife, as preached by the early Methodists, with all its joys and terrible sufferings, became the most concrete reality for him. He was constantly amazed that people could believe such things in theory yet ignore them in practice. If people were rushing toward destruction, and could be saved and brought into a paradise of eternal happiness through preaching, then what greater work could there be than saving them? And regardless of differing opinions on the afterlife, Kike firmly believed that no work is more noble than helping people live better lives.

Kike had been poring over some works of Methodist biography which he had borrowed, and the sublimated life of Fletcher was the only one that fulfilled his ideal. Methodism preached consecration to its disciples. Kike had already learned from Mrs. Wheeler, who was the class-leader at Hissawachee settlement, and from Methodist literature, that he must "keep all on the altar." He must be ready to do, to suffer, or to perish, for the Master. The sternest sayings of Christ about forsaking father and mother, and hating one's own life and kindred, he heard often repeated in exhortations. Most people are not harmed by a literal understanding of hyperbolical expressions. Laziness and selfishness are great antidotes to fanaticism, and often pass current for common sense. Kike had no such buffers; taught to accept the words of the Gospel with the dry literalness of statutory enactments, he was too honest to evade their force, too earnest to slacken his obedience. He was already prepared to accept any burden and endure any trial that might be given as a test of discipleship. All his natural ambition, vehemence, and persistence, found exercise in his religious life; and the simple-hearted brethren, not knowing that the one sort of intensity was but the counter-part of the other, pointed to the transformation as a "beautiful conversion," a standing miracle. So it was, indeed, and, like all moral miracles, it was worked in the direction of individuality, not in opposition to it.

Kike had been deeply studying some Methodist biographies he had borrowed, and the elevated life of Fletcher was the only one that matched his ideal. Methodism encouraged dedication among its followers. Kike had already learned from Mrs. Wheeler, the class leader at Hissawachee settlement, and from Methodist literature, that he needed to "keep everything on the altar." He had to be ready to do, to suffer, or to perish for the Master. He often heard the most severe sayings of Christ about leaving father and mother and hating one’s own life and family repeated in exhortations. Most people aren’t affected by taking hyperbolic expressions literally. Laziness and selfishness are strong antidotes to fanaticism and often get mistaken for common sense. Kike had no such protective barriers; taught to accept the Gospel's words with the rigid literalness of laws, he was too honest to avoid their impact and too earnest to ease up on his obedience. He was already willing to take on any burden and endure any trial that might be given as a test of his faith. All of his natural ambition, intensity, and persistence found expression in his religious life; and the sincere brothers, not realizing that one type of intensity was simply the counterpart of the other, referred to the change as a "beautiful conversion," a standing miracle. It was, indeed, and, like all moral miracles, it progressed towards individuality, not against it.

It was a grievous disappointment to the little band of Methodists that Brother Magruder's face was so swollen, after his encounter, as to prevent his preaching. They had counted much upon the success of this day's work, and now the devil seemed about to snatch the victory. Mrs. Wheeler enthusiastically recommended Kike as a substitute, and Magruder sent for him in haste. Kike was gratified to hear that the preacher wanted to see him personally. His sallow face flushed with pleasure as he stood, a slender stripling, before the messenger of God.

It was a huge disappointment for the small group of Methodists that Brother Magruder's face was so swollen after his encounter that he couldn't preach. They had high hopes for the success of that day's work, and now it felt like the devil was about to steal their victory. Mrs. Wheeler excitedly suggested Kike as a substitute, and Magruder quickly called for him. Kike felt pleased to hear that the preacher wanted to see him in person. His pale face flushed with happiness as he stood, a thin young man, in front of the messenger of God.

"Brother Lumsden," said Mr. Magruder, "are you ready to do and to suffer for Christ?"

"Brother Lumsden," Mr. Magruder said, "are you ready to act and endure for Christ?"

"I trust I am," said Kike, wondering what the preacher could mean.

"I believe I am," said Kike, curious about what the preacher could mean.

"You see how the devil has planned to defeat the Lord's work to-day. My lip is swelled, and my jaw so stiff that I can hardly speak. Are you ready to do the duty the Lord shall put upon you?"

"You can see how the devil has tried to undermine the Lord's work today. My lip is swollen, and my jaw is so stiff that I can barely speak. Are you ready to fulfill the duty the Lord has for you?"

Kike trembled from head to foot. He had often fancied himself preaching his first sermon in a strange neighborhood, and he had even picked out his text; but to stand up suddenly before his school-mates, before his mother, before Brady, and, worse than all, before Morton, was terrible. And yet, had he not that very morning made a solemn vow that he would not shrink from death itself!

Kike trembled all over. He had often imagined himself delivering his first sermon in an unfamiliar neighborhood, and he had even chosen his text; but standing up suddenly in front of his classmates, his mother, Brady, and, worst of all, Morton, was terrifying. And yet, hadn’t he made a serious promise that very morning that he wouldn’t back down from death itself!

"Do you think I am fit to preach?" he asked, evasively.

"Do you think I'm ready to preach?" he asked, avoiding a direct answer.

"None of us are fit; but here will be two or three hundred people hungry for the bread of life. The Master has fed you; he offers you the bread to distribute among your friends and neighbors. Now, will you let the fear of man make you deny the blessed Lord who has taken you out of a horrible pit and set your feet upon the Rock of Ages?"

"None of us are perfect; but here will be two or three hundred people hungry for the bread of life. The Master has fed you; he offers you the bread to share with your friends and neighbors. Now, will you let the fear of others make you deny the blessed Lord who has taken you out of a terrible situation and set your feet upon the solid foundation?"

Kike trembled a moment, and then said: "I will do whatever you say, if you will pray for me."

Kike shook for a moment and then said, "I'll do whatever you want if you pray for me."

"I'll do that, my brother. And now take your Bible, and go into the woods and pray. The Lord will show you the way, if you put your whole trust in him."

"I'll do that, my brother. And now take your Bible, go into the woods, and pray. The Lord will show you the way if you fully trust in Him."

The preacher's allusion to the bread of life gave Kike his subject, and he soon gathered a few thoughts which he wrote down on a fly-leaf of the Bible, in the shape of a skeleton. But it occurred to him that he had not one word to say on the subject of the bread of life beyond the sentences of his skeleton. The more this became evident to him, the greater was his agony of fear. He knelt on the brown leaves by a prostrate log; he made a "new consecration" of himself; he tried to feel willing to fail, so far as his own feelings were involved; he reminded the Lord of his promises to be with them he had sent; and then there came into his memory a text of Scripture: "For it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak." Taking it, after the manner of the early Methodist mysticism, that the text had been supernaturally "suggested" to him, he became calm; and finding, from the height of the sun, that it was about the hour for meeting, he returned to the house of Colonel Wheeler, and was appalled at the sight that met his eyes. All the settlement, and many from other settlements, had come. The house, the yard, the fences, were full of people. Kike was seized with a tremor. He did not feel able to run the gauntlet of such a throng. He made a detour, and crept in at the back door like a criminal. For stage-fright—this fear of human presence—is not a thing to be overcome by the will. Susceptible natures are always liable to it, and neither moral nor physical courage can avert it.

The preacher's mention of the bread of life gave Kike his topic, and he quickly jotted down a few thoughts on a blank page of the Bible, in the form of an outline. But he realized he had nothing to say about the bread of life beyond those notes. The more this became clear to him, the more intense his fear became. He knelt on the brown leaves by a fallen log; he dedicated himself anew; he tried to accept the idea of failure concerning his own feelings; he reminded the Lord of His promises to be with those He had sent; and then a Scripture verse came to mind: "For it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak." Taking it, like the early Methodist mystics, as a supernatural "suggestion," he felt a sense of calm. Noticing the sun's position, he realized it was almost time for the meeting, so he returned to Colonel Wheeler's house and was shocked by what he saw. The whole settlement, plus many from nearby, had gathered. The house, the yard, the fences were packed with people. Kike felt a wave of panic. He didn't feel capable of facing such a crowd. He made a detour and crept in through the back door like a criminal. Stage fright—this fear of being around others—cannot simply be conquered by willpower. Sensitive people are always vulnerable to it, and neither moral nor physical courage can prevent it.

A chair had been placed in the front door of the log house, for Kike, that he might preach to the congregation indoors and the much larger one outdoors. Mr. Magruder, much battered up, sat on a wooden bench just outside. Kike crept into the empty chair in the doorway with the feeling of one who intrudes where he does not belong. The brethren were singing, as a congregational voluntary, to the solemn tune of "Kentucky," the hymn which begins:

A chair had been set up at the front door of the log house for Kike so he could preach to the people inside and the much larger crowd outside. Mr. Magruder, looking pretty rough, sat on a wooden bench just outside. Kike slipped into the empty chair in the doorway, feeling like he was intruding where he didn’t belong. The congregation was singing a hymn as a group, to the serious tune of "Kentucky," which starts with:

"A charge to keep I have,
    A God to glorify;
A never-dying soul to save
    And fit it for the sky."

"I have a responsibility to fulfill,
A God to honor;
A soul that will never die to save
And prepare for the heavens."



Magruder saw Kike's fright, and, leaning over to him, said: "If you get confused, tell your own experience." The early preacher's universal refuge was his own experience. It was a sure key to the sympathies of the audience.

Magruder noticed Kike's fear, and leaning over to him, said, "If you get confused, just share your own experience." The early preacher's go-to was always his own experience. It was a reliable way to connect with the audience.

Kike got through the opening exercises very well. He could pray, for in praying he shut his eyes and uttered the cry of his trembling soul for help. He had been beating about among two or three texts, either of which would do for a head-piece to the remarks he intended to make; but now one fixed itself in his mind as he stood appalled by his situation in the presence of such a throng. He rose and read, with a tremulous voice:

Kike got through the opening exercises quite well. He was able to pray, as he closed his eyes and expressed the desperate plea of his trembling soul for help. He had been considering two or three texts, any of which could serve as a header for the comments he intended to make; but now one settled in his mind as he stood stunned by his situation in front of such a crowd. He stood up and read, with a shaky voice:


"There is a lad here which hath five barley loaves and two small fishes; but what are they among so many?"


"There's a boy here who has five barley loaves and two small fish; but what good are they with so many people?"

The text arrested the attention of all. Magruder, though unable to speak without pain, could not refrain from saying aloud, after the free old Methodist fashion: "The Lord multiply the loaves! Bless and break to the multitude!" "Amen!" responded an old brother from another settlement, "and the Lord help the lad!" But Kike felt that the advantage which the text had given him would be of short duration. The novelty of his position bewildered him. His face flushed; his thoughts became confused; he turned his back on the audience out of doors, and talked rapidly to the few friends in the house: the old brethren leaned their heads upon their hands and began to pray. Whatever spiritual help their prayers may have brought him, their lugubrious groaning, and their doleful, audible prayers of "Lord, help!" depressed Kike immeasurably, and kept the precipice on which he stood constantly present to him. He tried in succession each division that he had sketched on the fly-leaf of the Bible, and found little to say on any of them. At last, he could not see the audience distinctly for confusion—there was a dim vision of heads swimming before him. He stopped still, and Magruder, expecting him to sit down, resolved to "exhort" if the pain should kill him. The Philistines meanwhile were laughing at Kike's evident discomfiture.

The text captured everyone's attention. Magruder, although he struggled to speak without pain, couldn't help but shout out in the lively old Methodist style: "May the Lord multiply the loaves! Bless and break for the crowd!" "Amen!" replied an older member from another community, "and may the Lord help the boy!" But Kike sensed that the edge he had gained from the text wouldn’t last long. The novelty of his situation confused him. His face turned red; his thoughts became jumbled; he turned away from the audience outside and hurriedly spoke to the few friends in the house. The older members rested their heads in their hands and began to pray. Whatever spiritual strength their prayers may have provided him, their mournful groans and their sorrowful, loud prayers of "Lord, help!" weighed heavily on Kike and constantly reminded him of the precarious position he was in. He tried to cover each point he had outlined in the flyleaf of the Bible, but found that he had little to say on any of them. Finally, he couldn’t see the audience clearly due to his confusion—there was just a blurry view of heads floating before him. He froze, and Magruder, thinking he would sit down, decided to "exhort" even if it killed him. Meanwhile, the onlookers were laughing at Kike's obvious discomfort.

But Kike had no notion of sitting down. The laughter awakened his combativeness, and his combativeness restored his self-control. Persistent people begin their success where others end in failure. He was through with the sermon, and it had occupied just six minutes. The lad's scanty provisions had not been multiplied. But he felt relieved. The sermon over, there was no longer necessity for trying to speak against time, nor for observing the outward manner of a preacher.

But Kike had no intention of sitting down. The laughter sparked his fighting spirit, and that fighting spirit helped him regain his composure. Determined people find success where others give up. He was done with the sermon, which had lasted just six minutes. The boy's meager supplies hadn’t increased. But he felt a sense of relief. With the sermon finished, there was no longer a need to rush his words or maintain the outward appearance of a preacher.

"Now," he said, doggedly, "you have all seen that I cannot preach worth a cent. When David went out to fight, he had the good sense not to put on Saul's armor. I was fool enough to try to wear Brother Magruder's. Now, I'm done with that. The text and sermon are gone. But I'm not ashamed of Jesus Christ. And before I sit down, I am going to tell you all what he has done for a poor lost sinner like me."

"Now," he said stubbornly, "you’ve all seen that I can’t preach for anything. When David went out to fight, he wisely didn’t wear Saul’s armor. I was foolish enough to try to wear Brother Magruder's. But I’m done with that. The text and sermon are gone. But I’m not ashamed of Jesus Christ. And before I sit down, I’m going to tell you all what He has done for a poor lost sinner like me."

Kike told the story with sincere directness. His recital of his own sins was a rebuke to others; with a trembling voice and a simple earnestness absolutely electrical, he told of his revengefulness, and of the effect of Magruder's preaching on him. And now that the flood-gates of emotion were opened, all trepidation departed, and there came instead the fine glow of martial courage. He could have faced the universe. From his own life the transition to the lives of those around him was easy. He hit right and left. The excitable crowd swayed with consternation as, in a rapid and vehement utterance, he denounced their sins with the particularity of one who had been familiar with them all his life. Magruder forgot to respond; he only leaned back and looked in bewilderment, with open eyes and mouth, at the fiery boy whose contagious excitement was fast setting the whole audience ablaze. Slowly the people pressed forward off the fences. All at once there was a loud bellowing cry from some one who had fallen prostrate outside the fence, and who began to cry aloud as if the portals of an endless perdition were yawning in his face. Magruder pressed through the crowd to find that the fallen man was his antagonist of the morning—Bill McConkey! Bill had concealed his bruised nose behind a tree, but had been drawn forth by the fascination of Kike's earnestness, and had finally fallen under the effect of his own terror. This outburst of agony from McConkey was fuel to the flames, and the excitement now spread to all parts of the audience. Kike went from man to man, and exhorted and rebuked each one in particular. Brady, not wishing to hear a public commentary on his own life, waddled away when he saw Kike coming; his mother wept bitterly under his exhortation; and Morton sat stock still on the fence listening, half in anguish and half in anger, to Kike's public recital of his sins.

Kike told the story with heartfelt honesty. His account of his own mistakes was a challenge to others; with a trembling voice and an electrifying sincerity, he spoke of his desire for revenge and the impact of Magruder's preaching on him. Once his emotions were unleashed, all his fear vanished, replaced by a strong sense of courage. He felt like he could face anything. Transitioning from his own life to those surrounding him was effortless. He pointed out everyone’s faults with urgency. The anxious crowd swayed in shock as he passionately denounced their sins with the detailed knowledge of someone who had known them all his life. Magruder forgot to respond; he just leaned back, bewildered, eyes and mouth wide open, watching the fiery boy whose excitement was quickly igniting the entire audience. Gradually, people moved closer from the edges. Suddenly, a loud, desperate cry erupted from someone who had collapsed outside the fence, shouting as if facing the gates of endless doom. Magruder pushed through the crowd to find that the fallen man was his earlier opponent—Bill McConkey! Bill had hidden his bruised nose behind a tree, but was drawn out by Kike's intense sincerity and eventually succumbed to his own fear. This scream of agony from McConkey fueled the excitement, spreading through the audience. Kike moved from person to person, encouraging and reprimanding each one individually. Brady, not wanting to hear a public critique of his life, waddled away when he saw Kike approaching; his mother wept bitterly at his urging; and Morton sat frozen on the fence, listening, half in anguish and half in anger at Kike's public admission of sins.

At last Kike approached his uncle; for Captain Lumsden had come on purpose to enjoy Morton's proposed interruption. He listened a minute to Kike's exhortation, and the contrary emotions of alarm at the thought of God's judgment and anger at Kike's impudence contended within him until he started for his horse and was seized with that curious nervous affection which originated in these religious excitements and disappeared with them.* He jerked violently—his jerking only adding to his excitement, which in turn increased the severity of his contortions. This nervous affection was doubtless a natural physical result of violent excitement; but the people of that day imagined that it was produced by some supernatural agency, some attributing it to God, others to the devil, and yet others to some subtle charm voluntarily exercised by the preachers. Lumsden went home jerking all the way, and cursing the Methodists more bitterly than ever.

At last, Kike approached his uncle because Captain Lumsden had come specifically to witness Morton's planned interruption. He listened for a moment to Kike's urging, and the conflicting feelings of fear over God's judgment and anger at Kike's boldness battled within him until he rushed to his horse, struck by that strange nervous condition that came from religious fervor and faded with it. He jerked violently—his twitching only heightened his excitement, which, in turn, increased the intensity of his spasms. This nervous condition was likely a natural physical response to intense excitement; however, the people of that time believed it was caused by some supernatural force, with some attributing it to God, others to the devil, and still others to some subtle influence exerted by the preachers. Lumsden went home jerking the whole way, cursing the Methodists more fiercely than ever.



* It bore, however, a curious resemblance to the "dancing disease" which prevailed in Italy in the Middle Ages.

* It had a strange similarity to the "dancing disease" that was common in Italy during the Middle Ages.







CHAPTER XV.

MORTON'S RETREAT.

It would be hard to analyze the emotions with which Morton had listened to Kike's hot exhortation. In vain he argued with himself that a man need not be a Methodist and "go shouting and crying all over the country," in order to be good. He knew that Kike's life was better than his own, and that he had not force enough to break his habits and associations unless he did so by putting himself into direct antagonism with them. He inwardly condemned himself for his fear of Lumsden, and he inly cursed Kike for telling him the blunt truth about himself. But ever as there came the impulse to close the conflict and be at peace with himself by "putting himself boldly on the Lord's side," as Kike phrased it, he thought of Patty, whose aristocratic Virginia pride would regard marriage with a Methodist as worse than death.

It would be hard to analyze the feelings with which Morton had listened to Kike's passionate plea. He tried in vain to convince himself that a person didn’t have to be a Methodist and "go shouting and crying all over the country" to be good. He knew that Kike's life was better than his own, and that he didn’t have enough strength to break his habits and associations unless he directly opposed them. He silently condemned himself for his fear of Lumsden, and he inwardly cursed Kike for telling him the harsh truth about himself. But just as he felt the urge to resolve the conflict and find peace with himself by "putting himself boldly on the Lord's side," as Kike put it, he thought of Patty, whose aristocratic Virginia pride would consider marrying a Methodist to be worse than death.

And so, in mortal terror, lest he should yield to his emotions so far as to compromise himself, he rushed out of the crowd, hurried home, took down his rifle, and rode away, intent only on getting out of the excitement.

And so, in fear of losing control of his emotions and making a fool of himself, he pushed through the crowd, rushed home, grabbed his rifle, and rode off, focused only on escaping the chaos.

As he rode away from home he met Captain Lumsden hurrying from the meeting with the jerks, and leading his horse—the contortions of his body not allowing him to ride. With every step he took he grew more and more furious. Seeing Morton, he endeavored to vent his passion upon him.

As he rode away from home, he ran into Captain Lumsden, who was rushing from the meeting with the jerks and leading his horse because his body was too twisted up to ride. With every step he took, he became angrier and angrier. When he saw Morton, he tried to unleash his frustration on him.

"Why didn't—you—blow—why didn't—why didn't you blow your tin horns, this——" but at this point the jerks became so violent as to throw off his hat and shut off all utterance, and he only gnashed his teeth and hurried on with irregular steps toward home, leaving Morton to gauge the degree of the Captain's wrath by the involuntary distortion of his visage.

"Why didn't—you—blow—why didn't—why didn't you blow your tin horns, this——" but at this point, the jerks became so intense that they knocked off his hat and cut off all speech. He just ground his teeth and hurried home with uneven steps, leaving Morton to figure out how angry the Captain was by the involuntary changes in his expression.

Goodwin rode listlessly forward, caring little whither he went; endeavoring only to allay the excitement, of his conscience, and to imagine some sort of future in which he might hope to return and win Patty in spite of Lumsden's opposition. Night found him in front of the "City Hotel," in the county-seat village of Jonesville; and he was rejoiced to find there, on some political errand, Mr. Burchard, whom he had met awhile before at Wilkins', in the character of a candidate for sheriff.

Goodwin rode forward aimlessly, not really concerned about where he was headed; he was just trying to calm his restless conscience and picture a future where he could come back and win Patty despite Lumsden's objections. By nightfall, he found himself in front of the "City Hotel," in the county seat of Jonesville. He was glad to see Mr. Burchard there on some political business, the same guy he had met earlier at Wilkins' when he was running for sheriff.

"How do you do, Mr. Morton? Howdy do?" said Burchard, cordially, having only heard Morton's first name and mistaking it for his last. "I'm lucky to meet you in this town. Do you live over this way? I thought you lived in our county and 'lectioneered you—expecting to get your vote."

"How's it going, Mr. Morton? Nice to meet you!" said Burchard warmly, having only heard Morton's first name and mistakenly thinking it was his last. "I'm glad I ran into you in this town. Do you live around here? I thought you were from our county and campaigned for you—hoping to get your vote."


GAMBLING.
GAMBLING.

Gambling.

The conjunction of Morton and Burchard on a Sunday evening (or any other) meant a game at cards, and as Burchard was the more skillful and just now in great need of funds, it meant that all the contents of Morton's pockets should soon transfer themselves to Burchard's, the more that Morton in his contending with the religious excitement of the morning rushed easily into the opposite excitement of gambling. The violent awakening of a religious revival has a sharp polarity—it has sent many a man headlong to the devil. When Morton had frantically bet and lost all his money, he proceeded to bet his rifle, then his grandfather's watch—an ancient time-piece, that Burchard examined with much curiosity. Having lost this, he staked his pocket-knife, his hat, his coat, and offered to put up his boots, but Burchard refused them. The madness of gambling was on the young man, however. He had no difficulty in persuading Burchard to take his mare as security for a hundred dollars, which he proceeded to gamble away by the easy process of winning once and losing twice.

The meeting of Morton and Burchard on a Sunday evening (or any other day) meant a card game, and since Burchard was the more skilled player and currently in desperate need of money, it meant that everything in Morton's pockets would soon end up in Burchard's. Morton, in his struggle with the religious fervor of the morning, easily fell into the opposite thrill of gambling. The intense jolt of a religious revival has a strong effect—it has sent many a man straight to ruin. After Morton had frantically bet and lost all his cash, he moved on to bet his rifle, then his grandfather's watch—an old timepiece that Burchard examined with a lot of curiosity. After losing that, he staked his pocket knife, his hat, his coat, and even offered to put up his boots, but Burchard turned him down. The gambling madness had taken over the young man, though. He had no trouble convincing Burchard to take his mare as collateral for a hundred dollars, which he went on to gamble away by the simple method of winning once and losing twice.

When the last dollar was gone, his face was very white and calm. He leaned back in the chair and looked at Burchard a moment or two in silence.

When the last dollar was gone, his face was very pale and composed. He leaned back in the chair and looked at Burchard for a moment or two in silence.

"Burchard," said he, at last, "I'm a picked goose. I don't know whether I've got any brains or not. But if you'll lend me the rifle you won long enough for me to have a farewell shot, I'll find out what's inside this good-for-nothing cocoa-nut of mine."

"Burchard," he finally said, "I'm a done deal. I don't know if I have any brains at all. But if you’ll let me borrow the rifle you won for a farewell shot, I’ll find out what’s going on inside this useless coconut of mine."

Burchard was not without generous traits, and he was alarmed. "Come, Mr. Morton, don't be desperate. The luck's against you, but you'll have better another time. Here's your hat and coat, and you're welcome. I've been flat of my back many a time, but I've always found a way out. I'll pay your bill here to-morrow morning. Don't think of doing anything desperate. There's plenty to live for yet. You'll break some girl's heart if you kill yourself, maybe."

Burchard had his generous side, and he was worried. "Come on, Mr. Morton, don't lose hope. Things aren’t going your way right now, but you’ll have better luck next time. Here’s your hat and coat, and you’re welcome to them. I've been down and out many times, but I’ve always found a way to get through it. I’ll cover your bill here tomorrow morning. Don’t even think about doing something drastic. There’s still a lot to live for. You might break some girl’s heart if you end it all, you know."

This thrust hurt Morton keenly. But Burchard was determined to divert him from his suicidal impulse.

This hit Morton hard. But Burchard was determined to steer him away from his self-destructive urge.

"Come, old fellow, you're excited. Come out into the air. Now, don't kill yourself. You looked troubled when you got here. I take it, there's some trouble at home. Now, if there is"—here Burchard hesitated—"if there is trouble at home, I can put you on the track of a band of fellows that have been in trouble themselves. They help one another. Of course, I haven't anything to do with them; but they'll be mighty glad to get a hold of a fellow like you, that's a good shot and not afraid."

"Come on, buddy, you're really worked up. Step outside for some fresh air. Just be careful. You seemed stressed when you arrived. I’m guessing there’s some issue at home. Now, if there is,"—Burchard paused—"if there’s trouble at home, I can connect you with a group of guys who have been through tough times themselves. They support each other. Of course, I don’t have any involvement with them, but they would be really eager to meet someone like you, who’s a good shooter and not afraid."

For a moment even outlawry seemed attractive to Morton, so utterly had hope died out of his heart. But only for a moment; then his moral sense recoiled.

For a brief moment, being an outlaw even looked appealing to Morton, as all hope had completely vanished from his heart. But it was just for a moment; then his conscience pushed back.

"No; I'd rather shoot myself than kill somebody else. I can't take that road, Mr. Burchard."

"No way; I'd rather shoot myself than hurt someone else. I can’t go down that path, Mr. Burchard."

"Of course you can't," said Burchard, affecting to laugh. "I knew you wouldn't. But I wanted to turn your thoughts away from bullets and all that. Now, Mr. Morton——"

"Of course you can't," Burchard said with a fake laugh. "I knew you wouldn't. But I wanted to shift your focus away from bullets and all that. Now, Mr. Morton——"

"My name's not Morton. My last name is Goodwin—Morton Goodwin." This correction was made as a man always attends to trifles when he is trying to decide a momentous question.

"My name's not Morton. My last name is Goodwin—Morton Goodwin." This correction was made as a man always pays attention to details when he's trying to make a big decision.

"Morton Goodwin?" said Burchard, looking at him keenly, as the two stood together in the moonlight. Then, after pausing a moment, he added: "I had a crony by the name of Lew Goodwin, once. Devilish hard case he was, but good-hearted. Got killed in a fight in Pittsburg."

"Morton Goodwin?" Burchard asked, studying him closely as they stood together in the moonlight. After a brief pause, he continued, "I used to have a buddy named Lew Goodwin. He was a tough guy, but he had a good heart. He got killed in a fight in Pittsburgh."

"He was my brother," said Morton.

"He was my brother," Morton said.

"Your brother? thunder! You don't mean it. Let's see; he told me once his father's name was Moses—no; Job. Yes, that's it—Job. Is that your father's name?"

"Your brother? No way! You can't be serious. Let me think; he once told me his dad's name was Moses—no, wait. Job. Yeah, that's right—Job. Is that your dad's name?"

"Yes."

Yes.

"I reckon the old folks must a took Lew's deviltry hard. Didn't kill 'em, did it?"

"I guess the old folks must have taken Lew's mischief pretty hard. Didn't kill them, did it?"

"No."

"Nope."

"Both alive yet?"

"Are both still alive?"

"Yes."

Yes.

"And now you want to kill both of 'em by committing suicide. You ought to think a little of your mother——"

"And now you want to kill both of them by committing suicide. You should think a little about your mother——"

"Shut your mouth," said Morton, turning fiercely on Burchard; for he suddenly saw a vision of the agony his mother must suffer.

"Shut up," said Morton, turning angrily towards Burchard; he suddenly realized the pain his mother must be feeling.

"Oh! don't get mad. I'm going to let you have back your horse and gun, only you must give me a bill of sale so that I may be sure you won't gamble them away to somebody else. You must redeem them on your honor in six months, with a hundred and twenty-five dollars. I'll do that much for the sake of my old friend, Lew Goodwin, who stood by me in many a tight place, and was a good-hearted fellow after all."

"Oh! Don't get angry. I'm going to give you back your horse and gun, but you need to give me a bill of sale so I can be sure you won't gamble them away to someone else. You have to redeem them on your honor in six months, with a hundred and twenty-five dollars. I'll do this for the sake of my old friend, Lew Goodwin, who supported me in many tough situations and was a genuinely good guy after all."

Morton accepted this little respite, and Burchard left the tavern. As it was now past midnight, Goodwin did not go to bed. At two o'clock he gave Dolly corn, and before daylight he rode out of the village. But not toward home. His gambling and losses would be speedily reported at home and to Captain Lumsden. And moreover, Kike would persecute him worse than ever. He rode out of town in the direction opposite to that he would have taken in returning to Hissawachee, and he only knew that it was opposite. He was trying what so many other men have tried in vain to do—to run away from himself.

Morton accepted this brief break, and Burchard left the tavern. Since it was now past midnight, Goodwin didn’t go to bed. At two o'clock, he fed Dolly corn, and before dawn, he rode out of the village. But not toward home. His gambling and losses would quickly be reported back home and to Captain Lumsden. Plus, Kike would hassle him worse than ever. He rode out of town in the opposite direction of where he would have gone to return to Hissawachee, and he only knew that it was the opposite way. He was trying what so many other men have tried in vain to do—to escape from himself.

But not the fleetest Arabian charger, nor the swiftest lightning express, ever yet enabled a man to leave a disagreeable self behind. The wise man knows better, and turns round and faces it.

But no matter how fast an Arabian horse or the quickest train is, it’s never going to help someone escape from an unpleasant self. The wise person understands this and chooses to confront it head-on.

About noon Morton, who had followed an obscure and circuitous trail of which he knew nothing, drew near to a low log-house with deer's horns over the door, a sign that the cabin was devoted to hotel purposes—a place where a stranger might get a little food, a place to rest on the floor, and plenty of whiskey. There were a dozen horses hitched to trees about it, and Goodwin got down and went in from a spirit of idle curiosity. Certainly the place was not attractive. The landlord had a cut-throat way of looking closely at a guest from under his eye-brows; the guests all wore black beards, and Morton soon found reason to suspect that these beards were not indigenous. He was himself the object of much disagreeable scrutiny, but he could hardly restrain a mischievous smile at thought of the disappointment to which any highwayman was doomed who should attempt to rob him in his present penniless condition. The very worst that could happen would be the loss of Dolly and his rifle. It soon occurred to him that this lonely place was none other than "Brewer's Hole," one of the favorite resorts of Micajah Harp's noted band of desperadoes, a place into which few honest men ever ventured.

About noon, Morton, who had been following a complicated and unclear path he knew nothing about, approached a low log cabin with deer antlers over the door, a sign that it served as a hotel—a spot where a traveler might find some food, a place to crash on the floor, and plenty of whiskey. There were about a dozen horses tied to trees around it, and Goodwin got off his horse and went inside out of idle curiosity. The place definitely wasn't appealing. The landlord had a sketchy way of eyeing a guest from under his brows; all the guests had black beards, and Morton quickly began to suspect that these beards weren’t natural. He was himself the target of a lot of uncomfortable stares, but he couldn’t help but chuckle at the thought of the disappointment any robber would face if they tried to hold him up in his current broke situation. The worst that could happen would be losing Dolly and his rifle. It soon hit him that this isolated spot was none other than "Brewer's Hole," one of the favorite hangouts of Micajah Harp's infamous gang of outlaws, a place few honest people ever dared to enter.

One of the men presently stepped to the window, rested his foot upon the low sill, and taking up a piece of chalk, drew a line from the toe to the top of his boot.* Several others imitated him; and Morton, in a spirit of reckless mischief and adventure, took the chalk and marked his right boot in the same way.

One of the men stepped up to the window, rested his foot on the low sill, and grabbed a piece of chalk to draw a line from his toe to the top of his boot.* Several others copied him; and Morton, feeling a bit mischievous and adventurous, took the chalk and marked his right boot the same way.



* In relating this incident, I give the local tradition as it is yet told in the neighborhood. It does not seem that chalking one's boot is a very prudent mode of recognizing the members of a secret band, but I do not suppose that men who follow a highwayman's life are very wise people.

* In sharing this story, I'm sticking to the local tradition as it's still talked about in the area. It doesn't seem like marking one's boot is a smart way to identify members of a secret group, but I don't think that people who live the life of a highwayman are very smart to begin with.



"Will you drink?" said the man who had first chalked his boot.

"Will you have a drink?" asked the man who had first marked his boot.

Goodwin accepted the invitation, and as they stood near together, Morton could plainly discover the falseness of his companion's beard. Presently the man fixed his eyes on Goodwin and asked, in an indifferent tone: "Cut or carry?"

Goodwin accepted the invitation, and as they stood close together, Morton could easily see that his companion's beard was fake. Soon, the man locked eyes with Goodwin and asked, in a casual tone: "Cut or carry?"

"Carry," answered Morton, not knowing the meaning of the lingo, but finding himself in a predicament from which there was no escape but by drifting with the current. A few minutes later a bag, which seemed to contain some hundreds of dollars, was thrust into his hand, and Morton, not knowing what to do with it, thought best to "carry" it off. He mounted his mare and rode away in a direction opposite to that in which he had come. He had not gone more than three miles when he met Burchard.

"Carry," replied Morton, not understanding the slang, but realizing he was in a situation he couldn't escape from except by going with the flow. A few minutes later, someone shoved a bag that seemed to hold a few hundred dollars into his hand, and since Morton didn’t know what to do with it, he figured it was best to "carry" it away. He got on his horse and rode off in the opposite direction from where he had come. He had barely traveled three miles when he ran into Burchard.

"Why, Burchard, how did you come here?"

"Hey, Burchard, how did you get here?"

"Oh, I came by a short cut."

"Oh, I took a shortcut."

But Burchard did not say that he had traveled in the night, to avoid observation.

But Burchard didn't mention that he had traveled at night to avoid being seen.

"Hello! Goodwin," cried Burchard, "you've got chalk on your boot! I hope you haven't joined the—"

"Hello! Goodwin," Burchard shouted, "you've got chalk on your boot! I hope you haven't joined the—"

"Well, I'll tell you, Burchard, how that come. I found the greatest set of disguised cut-throats you ever saw, at this little hole back here. You hadn't better go there, if you don't want to be relieved of all the money you got last night. I saw them chalking their boots, and I chalked mine, just to see what would come of it. And here's what come of it;" and with that, Morton showed his bag of money. "Now," he said, "if I could find the right owner of this money, I'd give it to him; but I take it he's buried in some holler, without nary coffin or grave-stone. I 'low to pay you what I owe you, and take the rest out to Vincennes, or somewheres else, and use it for a nest-egg. 'Finders, keepers,' you know."

"Well, I'll tell you, Burchard, how it happened. I found the biggest group of hidden crooks you’ve ever seen at this little spot back here. You shouldn’t go there if you don’t want to lose all the money you made last night. I saw them chalking their boots, so I did the same, just to see what would happen. And here’s what happened;" and with that, Morton showed his bag of money. "Now," he said, "if I could find the rightful owner of this money, I’d give it to them; but I guess they’re buried somewhere, without a coffin or headstone. I plan to pay you what I owe you and take the rest to Vincennes, or somewhere else, and use it as a savings fund. 'Finders, keepers,' you know."

Burchard looked at him darkly a moment. "Look here, Morton—Goodwin, I mean. You'll lose your head, if you fool with chalk that way. If you don't give that money up to the first man that asks for it, you are a dead man. They can't be fooled for long. They'll be after you. There's no way now but to hold on to it and give it up to the first man that asks; and if he don't shoot first, you'll be lucky. I'm going down this trail a way. I want to see old Brewer. He's got a good deal of political influence. Good-bye!"

Burchard gave him a dark look for a moment. "Listen, Morton—Goodwin, I mean. You're going to get yourself in serious trouble if you keep messing with that money. If you don't hand it over to the first person who asks for it, you're a dead man. They won't be fooled for long. They'll come after you. The only option now is to hold onto it and give it to the first person who asks; and if he doesn't shoot first, you'll be fortunate. I'm heading down this trail for a bit. I want to see old Brewer. He's got a lot of political clout. Goodbye!"

Morton rode forward uneasily until he came to a place two miles farther on, where another trail joined the one he was traveling. Here there stood a man with a huge beard, a blanket over his shoulders, holes cut through for arms, after the frontier fashion, a belt with pistols and knives, and a bearskin cap. The stranger stepped up to him, reaching out his hand and saying nothing. Morton was only too glad to give up the money. And he set Dolly off at her best pace, seeking to get as far as possible from the head-quarters of the cut-or-carry gang. He could not but wonder how Burchard should seem to know them so well. He did not much like the thought that Burchard's forbearance had bound him to support that gentleman's political aspirations when he had opportunity. This friendly relation with thieves was not what he would have liked to see in a favorite candidate, but a cursed fatality seemed to be dragging down all his high aspirations. It was like one of those old legends he had heard his mother recite, of men who had begun by little bargains with the devil, and had presently found themselves involved in evil entanglements on every hand.

Morton rode uneasily forward until he reached a spot two miles ahead, where another trail met the one he was on. There stood a man with a huge beard, a blanket draped over his shoulders with armholes cut out, in true frontier style, a belt with pistols and knives, and a bearskin cap. The stranger approached him, extending his hand without saying a word. Morton was more than happy to hand over the money. He urged Dolly to pick up her pace, trying to get as far away as possible from the headquarters of the cut-or-carry gang. He couldn't help but wonder how Burchard seemed to know them so well. He was uncomfortable with the idea that Burchard's leniency had tied him to supporting that gentleman's political ambitions when he had the chance. This friendly connection with thieves wasn’t what he wanted to see in a favored candidate, but an unavoidable fate seemed to be dragging down all his lofty aspirations. It felt like one of those old legends he had heard his mother tell, about men who started with small deals with the devil and soon found themselves caught in evil entanglements everywhere.







CHAPTER XVI.

SHORT SHRIFT.

But Morton had no time to busy himself now with nice scruples. Bread and meat are considerations more imperative to a healthy man than conscience. He had no money. He might turn aside from the trail to hunt; indeed this was what he had meant to do when he started. But ever, as he traveled, he had become more and more desirous of getting away from himself. He was now full sixty or seventy miles from home, but he could not make up his mind to stop and devote himself to hunting. At four o'clock the valley of the Mustoga lay before him, and Morton, still purposeless, rode on. And now at last the habitual thought of his duty to his mother was returning upon him, and he began to be hesitant about going on. After all, his flight seemed foolish. Patty might not yet be lost; and as for Kike's revival, why should he yield to it, unless he chose?

But Morton didn’t have time to get caught up in moral dilemmas. Food is a more pressing concern for a healthy person than conscience. He had no money. He could take a detour to hunt; that was actually his plan when he set out. But as he traveled, he became increasingly eager to escape himself. He was now sixty or seventy miles from home, but he couldn’t bring himself to stop and focus on hunting. At four o'clock, the valley of the Mustoga lay before him, and Morton, still directionless, kept riding. Now, the familiar thought of his duty to his mother was creeping back in, and he started to hesitate about continuing. After all, his escape seemed foolish. Patty might not be lost yet; and as for Kike's revival, why should he give in to it if he didn’t want to?

In this painful indecision he resolved to stop and crave a night's lodging at the crossing of the river. He was the more disposed to this that Dolly, having been ridden hard all day without food, showed unmistakable signs of exhaustion, and it was now snowing. He would give her a night's rest, and then perhaps take the road back to the Hissawachee, or go into the wilderness and hunt.

In this frustrating uncertainty, he decided to stop and ask for a place to stay for the night at the river crossing. He was more inclined to do this since Dolly, having been ridden hard all day without food, clearly showed signs of fatigue, and it had started to snow. He would let her rest for the night, and then maybe he would head back to the Hissawachee or venture into the wilderness to hunt.

"Hello the house!" he called. "Hello!"

"Hello, is anyone home?" he called. "Hello!"

A long, lank man, in butternut jeans, opened the door, and responded with a "Hello!"

A tall, thin guy in light brown jeans opened the door and said, "Hello!"

"Can I get to stay here all night?"

"Can I stay here all night?"

"Wal, no, I 'low not, stranger. Kinder full to-night. You mout git a place about a mile furder on whar you could hang up for the night, mos' likely; but I can't keep you, no ways."

"Well, no, I don't think so, stranger. It's pretty crowded tonight. You might find a place about a mile further on where you could stay for the night, most likely; but I can't accommodate you in any way."

"My mare's dreadful tired, and I can sleep anywhere," plead Morton.

"My mare is really tired, and I can sleep anywhere," pleaded Morton.

"She does look sorter tuckered out, sartain; blamed if she don't! Whar did you git her?"

"She does look kind of tired, for sure; I swear she does! Where did you get her?"

"Raised her," said Morton.

"She raised her," said Morton.

"Whar abouts?"

"What about?"

"Hissawachee."

"Hissawachee."

"You don't say! How far you rid her to-day?"

"You don't say! How far did you ride her today?"

"From Jonesville."

"From Jonesville."

"Jam up fifty miles, and over tough roads! Mighty purty critter, that air. Powerful clean legs. She's number one. Is she your'n, did you say?"

"Drive fifty miles on rough roads! That’s a pretty nice animal. Really clean legs. She's top-notch. Did you say she's yours?"

"Well, not exactly mine. That is—". Here Morton hesitated.

"Well, not exactly mine. That is—" Here Morton paused.

"Stranger," said the settler, "you can't put up here, no ways. I tuck in one of your sort a month ago, and he rid my sorrel mare off in the middle of the night. I'll bore a hole through him, ef I ever set eyes on him." And the man had disappeared in the house before Morton could reply.

"Stranger," the settler said, "you can't stay here, not at all. I took in someone like you a month ago, and he stole my sorrel mare in the middle of the night. I'll put a bullet through him if I ever see him again." And the man had vanished into the house before Morton could respond.

To be in a snow-storm without shelter was unpleasant; to be refused a lodging and to be mistaken for a horse-thief filled the cup of Morton's bitterness. He reluctantly turned his horse's head toward the river. There was no ferry, and the stream was so swollen that he must needs swim Dolly across.

To be caught in a snowstorm without shelter was unpleasant; being turned away from a place to stay and mistaken for a horse thief added to Morton's bitterness. He hesitantly turned his horse's head toward the river. There was no ferry, and the river was so swollen that he had to swim Dolly across.

He tightened his girth and stroked Dolly affectionately, with a feeling that she was the only friend he had left. "Well, Dolly," he said, "it's too bad to make you swim, after such a day; but you must. If we drown, we'll drown together."

He cinched his strap and petted Dolly fondly, feeling like she was his only remaining friend. "Well, Dolly," he said, "it’s a shame to make you swim after such a long day, but you have to. If we go under, we’ll go under together."

The weary Dolly put her head against his cheek in a dumb trustfulness.

The tired Dolly rested her head against his cheek in a trusting silence.

There was a road cut through the steep bank on the other side, so that travelers might ride down to the water's edge. Knowing that he would have to come out at that place, young Goodwin rode into the water as far up the stream as he could find a suitable place. Then, turning the mare's head upward, he started across. Dolly swam bravely enough until she reached the middle of the stream; then, finding her strength well nigh exhausted after her travel, and under the burden of her master, she refused his guidance, and turned her head directly toward the road, which offered the only place of exit. The rapid current swept horse and rider down the stream; but still Dolly fought bravely, and at last struck land just below the road. Morton grasped the bushes over his head, urged Dolly to greater exertions, and the well-bred creature, rousing all the remains of her magnificent force, succeeded in reaching the road. Then the young man got down and caressed her, and, looking back at the water, wondered why he should have struggled to preserve a life that he was not able to regulate, and that promised him nothing but misery and embarrassment.

There was a road cut through the steep bank on the other side, allowing travelers to ride down to the water's edge. Knowing he would have to exit at that spot, young Goodwin rode into the water as far upstream as he could find a suitable place. Then, turning the mare's head upstream, he started across. Dolly swam valiantly until she reached the middle of the stream; then, feeling her strength nearly gone after her journey and burdened by her rider, she rejected his direction and turned her head straight toward the road, which was the only way out. The swift current swept both horse and rider downstream, but Dolly still fought hard, and finally reached land just below the road. Morton grabbed the bushes above him, urged Dolly to keep going, and the well-bred horse, summoning the last of her impressive strength, managed to get to the road. Then the young man dismounted and patted her, and as he looked back at the water, he wondered why he had fought so hard to save a life he couldn’t control, which offered him nothing but misery and embarrassment.

The snow was now falling rapidly, and Morton pushed his tired filley on another mile. Again he hallooed. This time he was welcomed by an old woman, who, in answer to his inquiry, said he might put the mare in the stable. She didn't ginerally keep no travelers, but it was too orful a night fer a livin' human bein' to be out in. Her son Jake would be in thireckly, and she 'lowed he wouldn't turn nobody out in sech a night. 'Twuz good ten miles to the next house.

The snow was falling fast now, and Morton urged his tired mare on for another mile. He called out again. This time, an old woman responded, saying he could put the mare in the stable. She usually didn’t take in travelers, but it was too awful a night for anyone to be out in. Her son Jake would be back soon, and she figured he wouldn’t send anyone away on a night like this. It was a good ten miles to the next house.

Morton hastened to stable Dolly, and to feed her, and to take his place by the fire.

Morton quickly took care of Dolly in the stable, fed her, and then settled down by the fire.

Presently the son came in.

Now the son came in.

"Howdy, stranger?" said the youth, eyeing Morton suspiciously. "Is that air your mar in the stable?"

"Hey, stranger?" said the young man, looking at Morton suspiciously. "Is that your horse in the stable?"

"Ye-es," said Morton, hesitatingly, uncertain whether he could call Dolly his or not, seeing she had been transferred to Burchard.

"Yeah," said Morton, hesitantly, unsure if he could call Dolly his or not, since she had been transferred to Burchard.

"Whar did you come from?"

"Where did you come from?"

"From Hissawachee."

"From Hissawachee."

"Whar you makin' fer?"

"What are you making for?"

"I don't exactly know."

"I'm not sure."

"See here, mister! Akordin' to my tell, that air's a mighty peart sort of a hoss fer a feller to ride what don' know, to save his gizzard, whar he mout be a travelin'. We don't keep no sich people as them what rides purty hosses and can't giv no straight account of theirselves. Akordin' to my tell, you'll hev to hitch up yer mar and putt. It mout gin us trouble to keep you."

"Listen up, mister! According to what I hear, that’s a pretty slick kind of horse for someone to ride who doesn’t know where they might be going. We don’t deal with folks who ride flashy horses and can’t give a clear account of themselves. According to what I hear, you’ll need to get your mother and leave. It might give us trouble to keep you here."

"You ain't going to send me out such a night as this, when I've rode fifty mile a'ready?" said Morton.

"You can't send me out on a night like this when I've already ridden fifty miles," said Morton.

"What in thunder'd you ride fifty mile to-day fer? Yer health, I reckon. Now, stranger, I've jist got one word to say to you, and that is this ere: Putt! PUTT THIRECKLY! Clar out of these 'ere diggin's! That's all. Jist putt!"

"What on earth did you ride fifty miles today for? Your health, I guess. Now, stranger, I've just got one thing to say to you, and that is this: Get out! GET OUT IMMEDIATELY! Clear out of this place! That's all. Just go!"

The young man pronounced the vowel in "put" very flat, as it is sounded in the first syllable of "putty," and seemed disposed to add a great many words to this emphatic imperative when he saw how much Morton was disinclined to leave the warm hearth. "Putt out, I say! I ain't afeard of none of yer gang. I hain't got nary 'nother word."

The young man pronounced the vowel in "put" very flat, like in the first syllable of "putty," and it looked like he wanted to add a lot of words to this strong command when he noticed how reluctant Morton was to leave the warm fire. "Put out, I say! I'm not afraid of any of your crew. I don’t have any other words."

"Well," said Morton, "I have only got one word—I won't! You haven't got any right to turn a stranger out on such a night."

"Well," said Morton, "I have just one thing to say—I won't! You have no right to kick a stranger out on a night like this."

"Well, then, I'll let the reggilators know abouten you."

"Well, then, I'll let the regulators know about you."

"Let them know, then," said Morton; and he drew nearer the fire.

"Then let them know," said Morton, and he moved closer to the fire.

The strapping young fellow straightened himself up and looked at Morton in wonder, more and more convinced that nobody but an outlaw would venture on a move so bold, and less and less inclined to attempt to use force as his conviction of Morton's desperate character increased. Goodwin, for his part, was not a little amused; the old mischievous love of fun reasserted itself in him as he saw the decline of the young man's courage.

The strong young guy straightened up and looked at Morton in amazement, increasingly believing that only an outlaw would make such a daring move, and becoming less inclined to use force as he convinced himself of Morton's desperate nature. Goodwin, on his part, found it quite amusing; his old mischievous sense of fun returned as he observed the young man's fading courage.

"If you think I am one of Micajah Harp's band, why don't you be careful how you treat me? The band might give you trouble. Let's have something to eat. I haven't had anything since last night; I am starving."

"If you think I'm part of Micajah Harp's gang, why not be careful about how you treat me? The gang could cause you some trouble. Let's get something to eat. I haven't eaten since last night; I'm starving."

"Marm," said the young man, "git him sompin'. He's tuck the house and we can't help ourselves."

"Marm," said the young man, "get him something. He's taken over the house and we can't do anything about it."

Morton had eaten nothing for twenty-four hours, and in his amusement at the success of his ruse and in the comfortable enjoyment of food after his long fast his good spirits returned.

Morton hadn't eaten anything for twenty-four hours, and as he reveled in the success of his trick and enjoyed food after his long fast, his good mood came back.

When he awoke the next morning in his rude bed in the loft, he became aware that there were a number of men in the room below, and he could gather that they were talking about him. He dressed quickly and came down-stairs. The first thing he noticed was that the settler who had refused him lodging the night before was the centre of the group, the next that they had taken possession of his rifle. This settler had roused the "reggilators," and they had crossed the creek in a flat-boat some miles below and come up the stream determined to capture this young horse-thief. It is a singular tribute to the value of the horse that among barbarous or half-civilized peoples horse-stealing is accounted an offense more atrocious than homicide. In such a community to steal a man's horse is the grandest of larcenies—it is to rob him of the stepping-stone to civilization.

When he woke up the next morning in his rough bed in the loft, he realized there were several men in the room below, and he could tell they were talking about him. He got dressed quickly and went downstairs. The first thing he noticed was that the settler who had turned him away the night before was the center of the group, and the next was that they had taken his rifle. This settler had gathered the "reggilators," and they had crossed the creek in a flatboat some miles downriver and come upstream, determined to catch this young horse thief. It’s a striking testament to the importance of the horse that in barbaric or partially civilized societies, horse theft is considered a crime worse than murder. In such a community, stealing someone’s horse is the ultimate act of theft—it deprives a person of their means to progress toward civilization.

For such philosophical reflections as this last, however, Morton had no time. He was in the hands of an indignant crowd, some of whom had lost horses and other property from the depredations of the famous band of Micajah Harp, and all of whom were bent on exacting the forfeit from this indifferently dressed young man who rode a horse altogether too good for him.

For thoughts like this last one, however, Morton had no time. He was surrounded by an angry crowd, some of whom had lost horses and other belongings due to the actions of the notorious band led by Micajah Harp, and all of them were determined to get their revenge on this casually dressed young man who was riding a horse that was way too nice for him.

Morton was conducted three miles down the river to a log tavern, that being a public and appropriate place for the rendering of the decisions of Judge Lynch, and affording, moreover, the convenient refreshments of whiskey and tobacco to those who might become exhausted in their arduous labors on behalf of public justice. There was no formal trial. The evidence was given in in a disjointed and spontaneous fashion; the jury was composed of the whole crowd, and what the Quakers call the "sense of the meeting" was gathered from the general outcry. Educated in Indian wars and having been left at first without any courts or forms of justice, the settlers had come to believe their own expeditious modes of dealing with the enemies of peace and order much superior to the prolix method of the lawyers and judges.

Morton was taken three miles down the river to a log tavern, which served as a public and fitting place for Judge Lynch's decisions, and also offered convenient drinks and tobacco for those who might be worn out from their efforts for public justice. There was no formal trial. The evidence was presented in a random and spontaneous way; the jury consisted of the entire crowd, and what the Quakers refer to as the "sense of the meeting" was gathered from the collective shouting. Having been shaped by Indian wars and initially lacking courts or any form of justice, the settlers had come to believe that their quick methods of dealing with threats to peace and order were far better than the lengthy processes of lawyers and judges.

And as for Morton, nothing could be much clearer than that he was one of the gang. The settler who had refused him a lodging first spoke:

And as for Morton, it was obvious that he was part of the group. The settler who had turned him away first spoke:

"You see, I seed in three winks," he began, "that that feller didn't own the hoss. He looked kinder sheepish. Well, I poked a few questions at him and I reckon I am the beatin'est man to ax questions in this neck of timber. I axed him whar he come from, and he let it out that he'd rid more'n fifty miles. And I kinder blazed away at praisin' his hoss tell I got him off his guard, and then, unbeknownst to him, I treed him suddently. I jest axed him ef the hoss was his'n and he hemmed and hawed and says, says he: 'Well, not exactly mine.' Then I tole him to putt out."

"You see, I noticed in just a few seconds," he started, "that guy didn't own the horse. He seemed a bit embarrassed. So, I threw a few questions at him, and I think I'm the best at asking questions around here. I asked him where he came from, and he admitted he had ridden more than fifty miles. I kind of went on about how great his horse was until I caught him off guard, and then, without him realizing it, I trapped him suddenly. I just asked him if the horse was his, and he stumbled over his words and said, 'Well, not exactly mine.' Then I told him to leave."

"Did he tell you the mar wuzn't adzackly his'n?" put in the youth whose unwilling hospitality Morton had enjoyed.

"Did he tell you the sea wasn't exactly his?" asked the young man whose reluctant hospitality Morton had experienced.

"Yes."

"Yep."

"Well, then, he lied one time or nuther, that's sartain shore. He tole me she wuz. And when I axed him whar he was agoin', he tole me he didn' know. I suspicioned him then, and I tole him to clar out; and he wouldn'. Well, I wuz agoin' to git down my gun and blow his brains out; but marm got skeered and didn' want me to, and I 'lowed it was better to let him stay, and I 'low'd you fellers mout maybe come over and cotch him, or liker'n not some feller'd come along and inquire arter that air mar. Then he ups and says ef the ole woman don' give him sompin' to eat she'd ketch it from Micajah Harp's band. He said as how he was a member of that gang. An' he said he hadn't had nothin' to eat sence the night before, havin' rid fer twenty-four hours."

"Well, he definitely lied at least once. He told me she was. And when I asked him where he was going, he said he didn’t know. I got suspicious then, and I told him to leave; but he wouldn’t. I was ready to grab my gun and shoot him, but Mom got scared and didn't want me to, so I figured it was better to let him stay. I thought maybe you guys would come over and catch him, or some other guy might come by and ask about that woman. Then he says if the old lady doesn’t give him something to eat, she’ll be in trouble with Micajah Harp’s gang. He claimed to be a member of that gang. And he said he hadn’t eaten anything since the night before because he had been riding for twenty-four hours."

"I didn't say——" began Morton.

"I didn't say—" started Morton.

"Shet up your mouth tell I'm done. Haint you got no manners? I tole him as how I didn't keer three continental derns* fer his whole band weth Micajah Harp throw'd onto the top, but the ole woman wuz kinder sorter afeared to find she'd cotch a rale hoss-thief and she gin him a little sompin' to eat. And he did gobble it, I tell you!"

"Shut your mouth until I'm done. Don't you have any manners? I told him I didn’t care one bit for his whole band with Micajah Harp added on top, but the old woman was kind of scared she'd actually caught a real horse thief, so she gave him a little something to eat. And he really gobbled it up, I tell you!"



* A saying having its origin, no doubt, in the worthlessness of the paper money issued by the Continental Congress.

* A saying that probably comes from the uselessness of the paper money issued by the Continental Congress.



Young rawbones had repeated this statement a dozen times already since leaving home with the prisoner. But he liked to tell it. Morton made the best defense he could, and asked them to send to Hissawachee and inquire, but the crowd thought that this was only a ruse to gain time, and that if they delayed his execution long, Micajah Harp and his whole band would be upon them.

Young Rawbones had already repeated this statement a dozen times since leaving home with the prisoner. But he liked telling it. Morton did his best to defend himself and asked them to contact Hissawachee to inquire, but the crowd believed this was just a way to buy time, thinking that if they delayed his execution too long, Micajah Harp and his entire gang would come after them.

The mob-court was unanimously in favor of hanging. The cry of "Come on, boys, let's string him up," was raised several times, and "rushes" at him were attempted, but these rushes never went further than the incipient stage, for the very good reason that while many were anxious to have him hung, none were quite ready to adjust the rope. The law threatened them on one side, and a dread of the vengeance of Micajah Harp's cut-throats appalled them on the other. The predicament in which the crowd found themselves was a very embarrassing one, but these administrators of impromptu justice consoled themselves by whispering that it was best to wait till night.

The mob was completely on board with hanging him. The shout of "Come on, guys, let's string him up!" was heard several times, and they attempted to rush at him, but those attempts never went further than just starting out. The reason was simple: while many wanted him dead, none were actually ready to tie the rope. On one side, the law threatened them, and on the other, they were terrified of Micajah Harp's violent henchmen. The situation the crowd found themselves in was really awkward, but these would-be judges comforted themselves by saying it was better to wait until night.

And the rawboned young man, who had given such eager testimony that he "warn't afeard of the whole gang with ole Micajah throw'd onto the top," concluded about noon that he had better go home—the ole woman mout git skeered, you know. She wuz powerful skeery and mout git fits liker'n not, you know.

And the lean young man, who had enthusiastically claimed that he "wasn't afraid of the whole gang with old Micajah on top," decided around noon that he should head home—the old woman might get scared, you know. She was really jumpy and could easily go into fits, you know.

The weary hours of suspense drew on. However ready Morton may have been to commit suicide in a moment of rash despair, life looked very attractive to him now that its duration was measured by the descending sun. And what a quickener of conscience is the prospect of immediate death! In these hours the voice of Kike, reproving him for his reckless living, rang in his memory ceaselessly. He saw what a distorted failure he had made of life; he longed for a chance to try it over again. But unless help should come from some unexpected quarter, he saw that his probation was ended.

The long hours of waiting dragged on. No matter how ready Morton might have been to end his life in a moment of rash despair, life seemed incredibly appealing now that he could see its end approaching with the setting sun. And how much it sharpens your conscience to think about dying soon! During these hours, Kike’s voice, scolding him for his reckless lifestyle, echoed in his mind continuously. He realized what a twisted failure he had made of his life; he yearned for a chance to start anew. But unless help arrived from an unexpected source, he knew his time was up.

It is barely possible that the crowd might have become so demoralized by waiting as to have let Morton go, or at least to have handed him over to the authorities, had there not come along at that moment Mr. Mellen, the stern and ungrammatical Methodist preacher of whom Morton had made so much sport in Wilkins's Settlement. Having to preach at fifty-eight appointments in four weeks, he was somewhat itinerant, and was now hastening to a preaching place near by. One of the crowd, seeing Mr. Mellen, suggested that Morton had orter be allowed to see a preacher, and git "fixed up," afore he died. Some of the others disagreed. They warn't nothin' in the nex' world too bad fer a hoss-thief, by jeeminy hoe-cakes. They warn't a stringin' men up to send 'em to heaven, but to t' other place.

It's hard to believe that the crowd might have become so demoralized from waiting that they would let Morton go, or at least turn him over to the authorities, if Mr. Mellen hadn't shown up at that moment. He was the stern, grammatically challenged Methodist preacher who Morton had ridiculed back in Wilkins’s Settlement. With fifty-eight preaching appointments in four weeks, he was quite the traveling minister and was now rushing to a nearby preaching location. One person in the crowd saw Mr. Mellen and suggested that Morton should be allowed to see a preacher and get "fixed up" before he died. Some of the others disagreed. They believed there was nothing in the afterlife too bad for a horse thief, by golly. They weren’t hanging men to send them to heaven, but to the other place.

Mellen was called in, however, and at once recognized Morton as the ungodly young man who had insulted him and disturbed the worship of God. He exhorted him to repent, and to tell who was the owner of the horse, and to seek a Saviour who was ready to forgive even the dying thief upon the cross. In vain Morton protested his innocence. Mellen told him that he could not escape, though he advised the crowd to hand him over to the sheriff. But Mellen's additional testimony to Morton's bad character had destroyed his last chance of being given up to the courts. As soon as Mr. Mellen went away, the arrangements for hanging him at nightfall began to take definite shape, and a rope was hung over a limb, in full sight of the condemned man. Mr. Mellen used with telling effect, at every one of the fifty-eight places upon his next round, the story of the sad end of this hardened young man, who had begun as a scoffer and ended as an impenitent thief.

Mellen was called in and immediately recognized Morton as the disrespectful young man who had offended him and disrupted the worship of God. He urged him to repent, reveal the owner of the horse, and seek a Savior who was willing to forgive even the dying thief on the cross. In vain, Morton protested his innocence. Mellen told him he couldn’t escape, although he suggested the crowd hand him over to the sheriff. However, Mellen's additional testimony about Morton's bad character had ruined his last chance of being referred to the courts. As soon as Mr. Mellen left, the plans for hanging him at nightfall started to take shape, and a rope was hung over a branch, clearly visible to the condemned man. Mr. Mellen used the story of this lost young man, who had begun as a scoffer and ended as an unrepentant thief, to great effect at each of the fifty-eight places on his next round.

Morton sat in a sort of stupor, watching the sun descending toward the horizon. He heard the rude voices of the mob about him. But he thought of Patty and his mother.

Morton sat in a daze, watching the sun sink toward the horizon. He heard the harsh voices of the crowd around him. But he thought of Patty and his mom.

While the mob was thus waiting for night, and Morton waiting for death, there passed upon the road an elderly man. He was just going out of sight, when Morton roused himself enough to observe him. When he had disappeared, Goodwin was haunted with the notion that it must be Mr. Donaldson, the old Presbyterian preacher, whose sermons he had so often heard at the Scotch Settlement. Could it be that thoughts of home and mother had suggested Donaldson? At least, the faintest hope was worth clutching at in a time of despair.

While the mob waited for nightfall, and Morton awaited his fate, an elderly man passed by on the road. He was just about to vanish from view when Morton managed to pay enough attention to notice him. Once the man disappeared, Goodwin couldn’t shake the idea that it must have been Mr. Donaldson, the old Presbyterian preacher, whose sermons he had frequently heard at the Scotch Settlement. Could it be that memories of home and his mother brought Donaldson to mind? At the very least, even the slightest glimmer of hope was worth holding on to during this time of despair.

"Call him back!" cried Morton. "Won't somebody call that old man back? He knows me."

"Call him back!" shouted Morton. "Can someone please call that old man back? He knows me."


A LAST HOPE.
A LAST HOPE.

LAST CHANCE.

Nobody was disposed to serve the culprit. The leaders looked knowingly the one at the other, and shrugged their shoulders.

Nobody was willing to help the culprit. The leaders exchanged knowing glances and shrugged their shoulders.

"If you don't call him back you will be a set of murderers!" cried the despairing Goodwin.

"If you don't call him back, you'll be a group of murderers!" shouted the desperate Goodwin.







CHAPTER XVII.

DELIVERANCE.

Parson Donaldson was journeying down to Cincinnati—at that time a thriving village of about two thousand people—to attend Presbytery and to contend manfully against the sinful laxity of some of his brethren in the matters of doctrine and revivals. In previous years Mr. Donaldson had been beaten a little in his endeavors to have carried through the extremest measures against his more progressive "new-side" brethren. He considered the doctrines of these zealous Presbyterians as very little better than the crazy ranting of the ungrammatical circuit riders. At the moment of passing the tavern where Morton sat, condemned to death, he was eagerly engaged in "laying out" a speech with which he intended to rout false doctrines and annihilate forever incipient fanaticism. His square head had fallen forward, and he only observed that there was a crowd of godless and noisy men about the tavern. He could not spare time to note anything farther, for the fate of Zion seemed to hang upon the weight and cogency of the speech which he meant to deliver at Cincinnati. He had almost passed out of sight when Morton first caught sight of him; and when the young man, finding that no one would go after him, set up a vigorous calling of his name, Mr. Donaldson did not hear it, or at least did not think for an instant that anybody in that crowd could be calling his own name. How should he hear Morton's cry? For just at that moment he had reached the portion of his argument in which he triumphantly proved that his new-side friends, however unconscious they might be of the fact, were of necessity Pelagians, and, hence, guilty of fatal error.

Parson Donaldson was heading down to Cincinnati—back then a bustling village of about two thousand people—to attend Presbytery and to strongly oppose the sinful laxity of some of his fellow ministers regarding doctrine and revivals. In previous years, Mr. Donaldson had faced setbacks in his efforts to push through the strictest measures against his more progressive "new-side" colleagues. He viewed the beliefs of these passionate Presbyterians as barely better than the wild rants of the uneducated circuit riders. As he passed the tavern where Morton sat, facing execution, he was deeply focused on preparing a speech aimed at debunking false doctrines and eliminating any budding fanaticism. His square head was bent forward, and all he noticed was a crowd of unruly men around the tavern. He couldn't afford to pay attention to anything else, as the fate of Zion seemed to depend on the strength and clarity of the speech he planned to give in Cincinnati. He had almost disappeared from view when Morton first spotted him; and when the young man realized that no one was chasing after him, he called out Donaldson's name loudly, but Mr. Donaldson didn’t hear it, or at least didn’t think for a second that anyone in that crowd could be calling for him. How could he hear Morton's shout? At that exact moment, he was deep into his argument, where he confidently demonstrated that his new-side friends, no matter how unaware they might be, were essentially Pelagians, and therefore guilty of serious error.

Morton's earnest entreaties at last moved one of the crowd.

Morton's sincere pleas finally touched one person in the crowd.

"Well, I don't mind," he said; "I'll call him. 'Pears like as ef he's a-lyin' any how. I don't 'low as he knows the ole coon, or the ole coon knows him—liker'n not he's a-foolin' by lettin' on; but 't won't do no harm to call him back." Saying which, he mounted his gaunt horse and rode away after Mr. Donaldson.

"Well, I don't mind," he said. "I'll call him. It seems like he's lying anyway. I doubt he knows the old guy, or that the old guy knows him—more likely he's just pretending; but it won't hurt to call him back." With that, he got on his skinny horse and rode off after Mr. Donaldson.

"Hello, stranger! I say, there! Mister! O, mister! Hello, you ole man on horseback!"

"Hey there, stranger! Hey you! Mister! Oh, mister! Hello, old man on the horse!"

This was the polite manner of address with which the messenger interrupted the theological meditations of the worthy Mr. Donaldson at the moment of his most triumphant anticipations of victory over his opponents.

This was the polite way the messenger interrupted Mr. Donaldson's deep thoughts on theology right when he was feeling most confident about winning against his rivals.

"Well, what is it?" asked the minister, turning round on the messenger a little tartly; much as one would who is suddenly awakened and not at all pleased to be awakened.

"Well, what is it?" asked the minister, turning to the messenger a bit sharply, like someone who has just been suddenly woken up and isn't at all happy about it.

"They's a feller back here as we tuck up fer a hoss-thief, and we had three-quarters of a notion of stringin' on him up; but he says as how as he knows you, and ef you kin do him any good, I hope you'll do it, for I do hate to see a feller being hung, that's sartain shore."

"They're a guy back here that we caught trying to steal a horse, and we were seriously considering hanging him; but he says he knows you, and if you can help him out, I hope you'll do it, because I really hate to see a guy get hung, that's for sure."

"A horse-thief says that he knows me?" said the parson, not yet fairly awake to the situation. "Indeed? I'm in a great hurry. What does he want? Wants me to pray with him, I suppose. Well, it is never too late. God's election is of grace, and often he seems to select the greatest sinners that he may thereby magnify his grace and get to himself a great name. I'll go and see him."

"A horse thief says he knows me?" the parson said, still trying to grasp the situation. "Really? I'm in a big rush. What does he want? He probably wants me to pray with him. Well, it's never too late. God's choice is based on grace, and often He seems to pick the biggest sinners to show off His grace and make a name for Himself. I'll go see him."

And with that, Donaldson rode back to the tavern, endeavoring to turn his thoughts out of the polemical groove in which they had been running all day, that he might think of some fitting words to say to a malefactor. But when he stood before the young man he started with surprise.

And with that, Donaldson rode back to the tavern, trying to shift his thoughts away from the argumentative mindset he had been in all day, so he could come up with some appropriate words to say to a wrongdoer. But when he stood in front of the young man, he was taken aback with surprise.

"What! Morton Goodwin! Have you taken to stealing horses? I should have thought that the unhappy career of your brother, so soon cut short in God's righteousness, would have been a warning to you. My dear young man, how could you bring such disgrace and shame on the gray hairs——"

"What! Morton Goodwin! Have you started stealing horses? I would have thought that the tragic fate of your brother, cut down so early by God's justice, would have served as a warning for you. My dear young man, how could you bring such disgrace and shame to the gray-haired—"

Before Mr. Donaldson had gotten to this point, a murmur of excitement went through the crowd. They believed that the prisoner's own witness had turned against him and that they had a second quasi sanction from the clergy for the deed of violence they were meditating. Perceiving this, Morton interrupted the minister with some impatience, crying out:

Before Mr. Donaldson reached this point, a buzz of excitement swept through the crowd. They thought that the prisoner's own witness had turned against him and that they had another kind of approval from the clergy for the violent act they were planning. Noticing this, Morton interrupted the minister with some irritation, shouting:

"But, Mr. Donaldson, hold on; you have judged me too quick. These folks are going to hang me without any evidence at all, except that I was riding a good horse. Now, I want you to tell them whose filley yon is."

"But, Mr. Donaldson, wait a minute; you’ve judged me too quickly. These people are going to hang me without any evidence at all, just because I was riding a nice horse. Now, I need you to tell them whose filly that is."

Mr. Donaldson looked at the mare and declared to the crowd that he had seen this young man riding that colt for more than a year past, and that if they were proceeding against him on a charge of stealing that mare, they were acting most unwarrantably.

Mr. Donaldson looked at the mare and told the crowd that he had seen this young man riding that colt for over a year, and that if they were going after him for stealing that mare, they were acting completely unfairly.

"Why couldn't he tell a feller whose mar he had, and whar he was a-goin'?" said the man from the other side of the river.

"Why couldn't he tell a guy whose mom he had, and where he was going?" said the man from the other side of the river.

"I don't know. How did you come here, Morton?"

"I don't know. How did you get here, Morton?"

"Well, I'll tell you a straight story. I was gambling on Sunday night——"

"Well, I'll give you the whole truth. I was gambling on Sunday night—"

"Breaking two Commandments at once," broke in the minister.

"Breaking two Commandments at once," interrupted the minister.

"Yes, sir, I know it; and I lost everything I had—horse and gun and all—I seemed clean crazy. I lost a hundred dollars more'n I had, and I give the man I was playing with a bill of sale for my horse and gun. Then he agreed to let me go where I pleased and keep 'em for six months and I was ashamed to go home; so I rode off, like a fool, hoping to find some place where I could make the money to redeem my colt with. That's how I didn't give straight answers about whose horse it was, and where I was going."

"Yeah, I know it, sir; I lost everything I had—my horse, my gun, everything—I felt completely out of my mind. I lost over a hundred dollars more than I had, and I gave the guy I was playing with a bill of sale for my horse and gun. He agreed to let me go wherever I wanted and hold onto them for six months, and I was too embarrassed to go home; so I rode off, like an idiot, hoping to find a way to make the money to get my colt back. That’s why I didn’t give clear answers about whose horse it was and where I was headed."

"Well, neighbors, it seems clear to me that you'll have to let the young man go. You ought to be thankful that God in his good providence has saved you from the guilt of those who shed innocent blood. He is a very respectable young man, indeed, and often attends church with his mother. I am sorry he has got into bad habits."

"Well, neighbors, it seems obvious to me that you need to let the young man go. You should be grateful that God, in his kindness, has spared you from the guilt of those who take innocent lives. He is a very upstanding young man, and he often goes to church with his mother. It's unfortunate that he's picked up some bad habits."

"I'm right glad to git shed of a ugly job," said one of the party; and as the rest offered no objection, he cut the cords that bound Morton's arms and let him go. The landlord had stabled Dolly and fed her, hoping that some accident would leave her in his hands; the man from the other side of the creek had taken possession of the rifle as "his sheer, considerin' the trouble he'd tuck." The horse and gun were now reluctantly given up, and the party made haste to disperse, each one having suddenly remembered some duty that demanded immediate attention. In a little while Morton sat on his horse listening to some very earnest words from the minister on the sinfulness of gambling and Sabbath-breaking. But Mr. Donaldson, having heard of the Methodistic excitement in the Hissawachee settlement, slipped easily to that, and urged Morton not to have anything whatever to do with this mushroom religion, that grew up in a night and withered in a day. In fact the old man delivered to Morton most of the speech he had prepared for the Presbytery on the evil of religious excitements. Then he shook hands with him, exacted a promise that he would go directly home, and, with a few seasonable words on God's mercy in rescuing him from a miserable death, he parted from the young man. Somehow, after that he did not get on quite so well with his speech. After all, was it not better, perhaps, that this young man should be drawn into the whirlpool of a Methodist excitement than that he should become a gambler? After thinking over it a while, however, the logical intellect of the preacher luckily enabled him to escape this dangerous quicksand, in reaching the sound conclusion that a religious excitement could only result in spiritual pride and Pelagian doctrine, and that the man involved in these would be lost as certainly as a gambler or a thief.

"I'm really glad to get rid of an ugly job," said one of the group; and since the others didn’t object, he cut the cords that bound Morton’s arms and let him go. The landlord had stabled Dolly and fed her, hoping that something would happen that would leave her in his hands; the man from across the creek had taken the rifle as “his own, considering the trouble he’d taken.” The horse and gun were now reluctantly surrendered, and the group hurried to disperse, each suddenly remembering some duty that needed immediate attention. Soon, Morton sat on his horse listening to some very serious words from the minister about the wrongness of gambling and breaking the Sabbath. But Mr. Donaldson, hearing about the Methodist fervor in the Hissawachee settlement, smoothly shifted the topic and advised Morton to steer clear of this quick-growing religion that sprang up overnight and died just as fast. In fact, the old man delivered most of the speech he had prepared for the Presbytery about the dangers of religious excitement. Then he shook hands with Morton, made him promise to go straight home, and with a few timely words about God's mercy in saving him from a terrible death, he parted ways with the young man. Somehow, after that, he didn't feel quite as confident with his speech. After all, wasn't it perhaps better for this young man to be caught up in the excitement of Methodism than to become a gambler? However, after thinking about it for a while, the logical reasoning of the preacher thankfully helped him avoid this troubling dilemma, leading him to conclude that religious excitement could only result in spiritual pride and Pelagian views, and that anyone caught up in those would be just as lost as a gambler or a thief.

Now, lest some refined Methodist of the present day should be a little too severe on our good friend Mr. Donaldson, I must express my sympathy for the worthy old gentleman as he goes riding along toward the scene of conflict. Dear, genteel, and cultivated Methodist reader, you who rejoice in the patristic glory of Methodism, though you have so far departed from the standard of the fathers as to wear gold and costly apparel and sing songs and read some novels, be not too hard upon our good friend Donaldson. Had you, fastidious Methodist friend, who listen to organs and choirs, and refined preachers, as you sit in your cushioned pew—had you lived in Ohio sixty years ago, would you have belonged to the Methodists, think you? Not at all! your nerves would have been racked by their shouting, your musical and poetical taste outraged by their ditties, your grammatical knowledge shocked beyond recovery by their English; you could never have worshiped in an excitement that prostrated people in religious catalepsy, and threw weak saints and obstinate sinners alike into the contortions of the jerks. It is easy to build the tombs of the prophets while you reap the harvest they sowed, and after they have been already canonized. It is easy to build the tombs of the early prophets now while we stone the prophets of our own time, maybe. Permit me, Methodist brother, to believe that had you lived in the days of Parson Donaldson, you would have condemned these rude Tishbites as sharply as he did. But you would have been wrong, as he was. For without them there must have been barbarism, worse than that of Arkansas and Texas. Methodism was to the West all that Puritanism was to New England. Both of them are sublime when considered historically; neither of them were very agreeable to live with, maybe.

Now, lest some refined Methodist today be a bit too harsh on our good friend Mr. Donaldson, I have to express my sympathy for the respectable old gentleman as he rides along toward the scene of conflict. Dear, polite, and educated Methodist reader, you who take pride in the rich history of Methodism, even though you've strayed from the standards of the early fathers by wearing gold, expensive clothes, singing songs, and reading some novels, don’t be too hard on our good friend Donaldson. Had you, particular Methodist friend, who enjoy organs and choirs, and well-spoken preachers while sitting in your cushioned pew—had you lived in Ohio sixty years ago, do you think you would have supported the Methodists? Not a chance! Your nerves would have been frayed by their shouting, your musical and poetic taste offended by their tunes, your grammar knowledge shocked beyond repair by their English; you could never have worshiped in an atmosphere that knocked people out in religious fits and caused both weak believers and stubborn sinners to twist uncontrollably. It’s easy to honor the prophets' memory while you enjoy the benefits they provided, especially after they’ve been glorified. It’s easy to build monuments for the early prophets now, while we might criticize the prophets of our own time. Let me, Methodist brother, believe that had you lived in Parson Donaldson’s era, you would have condemned these rough Tishbites just as sharply as he did. But you would have been wrong, as he was. Because without them, there would have been a level of barbarism worse than that of Arkansas and Texas. Methodism was to the West what Puritanism was to New England. Both are admirable when viewed in a historical context; neither was particularly pleasant to live with, perhaps.

But, alas! I am growing as theological as Mr. Donaldson himself. Meantime Morton has forded the creek at a point more favorable than his crossing of the night before, and is riding rapidly homeward; and ever, as he recedes from the scene of his peril and approaches his home, do the embarrassments of his situation become more appalling. If he could only be sure of himself in the future, there would be hope. But to a nature so energetic as his, there is no action possible but in a right line and with the whole heart.

But, unfortunately! I’m becoming as much of a theologian as Mr. Donaldson himself. In the meantime, Morton has crossed the creek at a better point than he did the night before and is riding quickly home. Yet, as he moves away from the danger he faced and gets closer to home, the difficulties of his situation become more overwhelming. If only he could have confidence in himself moving forward, there would be hope. But for someone as driven as he is, the only option is to act decisively and with full commitment.

In returning, Morton had been directed to follow a "trace" that led him toward home by a much nearer way than he had come. After riding twenty miles, he emerged from the wilderness into a settlement just as the sun was sitting. It happened that the house where he found a hospitable supper and lodging was already set apart for Methodist preaching that evening. After supper the shuck-bottom chairs and rude benches were arranged about the walls, and the intermediate space was left to be filled by seats which should be brought in by friendly neighbors. Morton gathered from the conversation that the preacher was none other than the celebrated Valentine Cook, who was held in such esteem that it was even believed that he had a prophetic inspiration and a miraculous gift of healing. This "class" had been founded by his preaching, in the days of his vigor. He had long since given up "traveling," on account of his health. He was now a teacher in Kentucky, being, by all odds, the most scholarly of the Western itinerants. He had set out on a journey among the churches with whom he had labored, seeking to strengthen the hands of the brethren, who were like a few sheep in the wilderness. The old Levantine churches did not more heartily welcome the final visit of Paul the Aged than did the backwoods churches this farewell tour of Valentine Cook.

On his way back, Morton was told to follow a path that would lead him home much more directly than his earlier route. After riding for twenty miles, he came out of the wilderness into a settlement just as the sun was setting. Coincidentally, the house where he found a warm meal and a place to stay was already set up for Methodist preaching that evening. After dinner, the chairs and crude benches were arranged against the walls, while the space in between was left open for extra seating to be brought in by friendly neighbors. From the chatter around him, Morton learned that the preacher was none other than the famous Valentine Cook, who was so highly regarded that many believed he had prophetic insight and the miraculous ability to heal. This "class" had been established through his preaching during his prime. However, he had long since stopped "traveling" due to health issues. Now, he was a teacher in Kentucky, considered by far the most educated of the Western itinerants. He had embarked on a journey to visit the churches he had served, aiming to strengthen the spirits of the members, who felt like lost sheep in the wilderness. The old Levantine churches welcomed the final visit of Paul the Aged with just as much warmth as the backwoods churches embraced this farewell tour of Valentine Cook.

Finding himself thus fairly entrapped again by a Methodist meeting, Morton felt no little agitation. His mother had heard Cook in his younger days, in Pennsylvania, and he was thus familiar with his fame as a man and as a preacher. Morton was not only curious to hear him; he entertained a faint hope that the great preacher might lead him out of his embarrassment.

Finding himself caught up again at a Methodist meeting, Morton felt quite agitated. His mother had heard Cook in his younger days in Pennsylvania, so he was familiar with his reputation both as a person and as a preacher. Morton was not only curious to hear him; he also held a small hope that the great preacher might help him out of his embarrassment.

After supper Goodwin strolled out through the trees trying to collect his thoughts; determined at one moment to become a Methodist and end his struggles, seeking, the next, to build a breastwork of resistance against the sermon that he must hear. Having walked some distance from the house into the bushes, he came suddenly upon the preacher himself, kneeling in earnest audible prayer. So rapt was the old man in his devotion that he did not note the approach of Goodwin, until the latter, awed at sight of a man talking face to face with God, stopped, trembling, where he stood. Cook then saw him, and, arising, reached out his hand to the young man, saying in a voice tremulous with emotion: "Be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee a crown of life." Morton endeavored, in a few stammering words, to explain his accidental intrusion, but the venerable man seemed almost at once to have forgotten his presence, for he had taken his seat upon a log and appeared absorbed in thought. Morton retreated just in time to secure a place in the cabin, now almost full. The members of the church, men and women, as they entered, knelt in silent prayer before taking their seats. Hardly silent either, for the old Methodist could do nothing without noise, and even while he knelt in what he considered silent prayer, he burst forth, continually in audible ejaculations of "Ah—ah!" "O my Lord, help!" "Hah!" and other groaning expressions of his inward wrestling—groanings easily uttered, but entirely without a possible orthography. With most, this was the simple habit of an uncultivated and unreserved nature; in later times the ostentatious and hypocritical did not fail to cultivate it as an evidence of superior piety.

After dinner, Goodwin walked through the trees, trying to gather his thoughts; one moment wanting to become a Methodist and end his struggles, the next moment trying to resist the sermon he knew he had to hear. After walking a good distance from the house into the bushes, he unexpectedly came across the preacher himself, kneeling in fervent, audible prayer. The old man was so absorbed in his devotion that he didn’t notice Goodwin approaching until Goodwin, astonished at the sight of a man speaking directly to God, stopped, trembling, in his tracks. Cook then saw him, stood up, reached out his hand to the young man, and said in a voice trembling with emotion: "Be faithful unto death, and I will give you a crown of life." Morton tried to explain his accidental intrusion with a few stammering words, but the elderly man seemed to forget him almost immediately, as he sat down on a log and appeared lost in thought. Morton quickly retreated to find a spot in the cabin, which was now nearly full. Church members, both men and women, knelt in silent prayer before taking their seats. Hardly silent either, since the old Methodist couldn't do anything quietly, and even while kneeling in what he thought was silent prayer, he continued expressing himself with audible exclamations like "Ah—ah!" "O my Lord, help!" "Hah!" and various groans showing his inner struggle—groans easy to express but impossible to write down. For most, this was simply the way of an unpolished and uninhibited nature; in later times, those who were ostentatious and hypocritical adopted it as a sign of greater piety.

But now the room is full. People are crowding the doorways. The good old-class leader has shut his eyes and turned his face heavenward. Presently he strikes up lustily, leading the congregation in singing:

But now the room is full. People are crowding the doorways. The good old class leader has shut his eyes and turned his face up to the sky. Soon, he starts singing loudly, leading the congregation in song:

"How tedious and tasteless the hours
When Jesus no longer I see!"

"How boring and dull the hours
When I no longer see Jesus!"



When he reached the stanza that declares:

When he got to the part that says:

"While blest with a sense of his love
    A palace a toy would appear;
And prisons would palaces prove,
    If Jesus would dwell with me there."

"With a sense of his love, a palace seems like a toy; And prisons would feel like palaces, If Jesus would be with me there."

there were shouts of "Halleluiah!" "Praise the Lord!" and so forth. At the last quatrain, which runs,

there were shouts of "Hallelujah!" "Praise the Lord!" and so on. At the last quatrain, which goes,

"O! drive these dark clouds from my sky!
    Thy soul-cheering presence restore;
Or take me to thee up on high,
    Where winter and clouds are no more!"

"O! push these dark clouds from my sky!
    Bring back your uplifting presence;
Or take me up to you on high,
    Where winter and clouds don't exist anymore!"

there were the heartiest "Amens," though they must have been spoken in a poetic sense. I cannot believe that any of the excellent brethren, even in that moment of exaltation, would really have desired translation to the world beyond the clouds.

there were the loudest "Amens," though they must have been said in a poetic way. I can’t believe that any of the good brothers, even in that moment of excitement, would truly have wanted to be taken to the world beyond the clouds.

The preacher, in his meditations, had forgotten his congregation—a very common bit of absent-mindedness with Valentine Cook; and so, when this hymn was finished, a sister, with a rich but uncultivated soprano, started, to the tune called "Indian Philosopher," that inspiring song which begins:

The preacher, lost in his thoughts, had forgotten about his congregation—a common lapse for Valentine Cook; so, when this hymn finished, a sister with a beautiful but unrefined soprano began singing to the tune called "Indian Philosopher," that uplifting song that starts:

"Come on, my partners in distress,
My comrades in this wilderness,
    Who still your bodies feel;
Awhile forget your griefs and tears,
Look forward through this vale of tears
    To that celestial hill."

"Come on, my friends in trouble,
My buddies in this wilderness,
    Who still feel your pain;
For a moment, forget your sorrows and tears,
Look ahead through this valley of tears
    To that heavenly hill."



The hymn was long, and by the time it was completed the preacher, having suddenly come to himself, entered hurriedly, and pushed forward to the place arranged for him. The festoons of dried pumpkin hanging from the joists reached nearly to his head; a tallow dip, sitting in the window, shed a feeble light upon his face as he stood there, tall, gaunt, awkward, weather-beaten, with deep-sunken, weird, hazel eyes, a low forehead, a prominent nose, coarse black hair resisting yet the approach of age, and a tout ensemble unpromising, but peculiar. He began immediately to repeat his hymn:

The hymn was lengthy, and by the time it wrapped up, the preacher, having suddenly come back to reality, rushed in and made his way to the spot set up for him. The decorations of dried pumpkin hanging from the beams almost touched his head; a candle sitting in the window cast a weak light on his face as he stood there, tall, thin, awkward, weathered, with deep-set, striking hazel eyes, a low forehead, a prominent nose, coarse black hair still resisting the signs of age, and an overall appearance that was unremarkable but distinctive. He immediately started to sing his hymn:

"I saw one hanging on a tree
    In agony and blood;
He fixed his languid eye on me,
    As near the cross I stood."

"I saw one hanging on a tree
    In pain and blood;
He locked his tired gaze on me,
    As I stood close to the cross."



His tone was monotonous, his eyes seemed to have a fascination, and the pathos of his voice, quivering with suppressed emotion, was indescribable. Before his prayer was concluded the enthusiastic Morton felt that he could follow such a leader to the world's end.

His tone was flat, his eyes had an allure, and the emotion in his voice, trembling with restraint, was beyond words. Before he finished his prayer, the eager Morton felt he could follow such a leader to the ends of the earth.

He repeated his text: "Behold, the day cometh," and launched at once into a strongly impressive introduction about the all-pervading presence of God, until the whole house seemed full of God, and Morton found himself breathing fearfully, with a sense of God's presence and ineffable holiness. Then he took up that never-failing theme of the pioneer preacher—the sinfulness of sin—and there were suppressed cries of anguish over the whole house. Morton could hardly feel more contempt for himself than he had felt for two days past; but when the preacher advanced to his climax of the Atonement and the Forgiveness of Sins, Goodwin felt himself carried away as with a flood. In that hour, with God around, above, beneath, without and within—with a feeling that since his escape he held his life by a sort of reprieve—with the inspiring and persuasive accents of this weird prophet ringing in his ears, he cast behind him all human loves, all ambitious purposes, all recollections of theological puzzles, and set himself to a self-denying life. With one final battle he closed his conflict about Patty. He would do right at all hazards.

He repeated his text: "Behold, the day cometh," and immediately dove into a deeply moving introduction about the constant presence of God, making the entire room feel filled with His essence. Morton felt himself breathing anxiously, aware of God's presence and indescribable holiness. Then he picked up the ever-relevant topic of the pioneer preacher—the sinfulness of sin—and there were muffled cries of anguish resonating throughout the house. Morton couldn't feel more disdain for himself than he had over the past two days; yet, when the preacher reached the peak of his message about Atonement and Forgiveness of Sins, Goodwin found himself swept away by emotion. In that moment, with God surrounding him, above, below, outside, and within—with a sense that since his escape he was living on borrowed time—with the powerful and persuasive words of this mysterious prophet echoing in his ears, he let go of all human attachments, all ambitious goals, and all memories of theological dilemmas, committing himself to a life of self-denial. With one final struggle, he resolved his conflict about Patty. He would do what was right, no matter the cost.

Morton never had other conversion than this. He could not tell of such a struggle as Kike's. All he knew was that there had been conflict. When once he decided, there was harmony and peace. When Valentine Cook had concluded his rapt peroration, setting the whole house ablaze with feeling, and then proceeded to "open the doors of the church" by singing,

Morton never had another conversion like this. He couldn't describe a struggle like Kike's. All he knew was that there had been a conflict. Once he made up his mind, there was harmony and peace. When Valentine Cook wrapped up his passionate speech, igniting deep emotions in the entire house, and then began to "open the doors of the church" by singing,

"Am I a soldier of the Cross,
    A follower of the Lamb,
And shall I fear to own his cause,
    Or blush to speak his name?"

"Am I a soldier of the Cross,
A follower of the Lamb,
And should I be afraid to support his cause,
Or embarrassed to say his name?"

it was with a sort of military exaltation—a defiance of the world, the flesh, and the devil—that Morton went forward and took the hand of the preacher, as a sign that he solemnly enrolled himself among those who meant to

it was with a kind of military excitement—a rejection of the world, the flesh, and the devil—that Morton stepped forward and took the preacher's hand, as a sign that he seriously committed himself to those who intended to

"——conquer though they die."

"——conquer even if they die."



He was accustomed to say in after years, using the Methodist phraseology, that "God spoke peace to his soul the moment he made up his mind to give up all." That God does speak to the heart of man in its great crises I cannot doubt; but God works with, and not against, the laws of mind. When Morton ceased to contend with his highest impulses there was no more discord, and he was of too healthful and objective a temperament to have subjective fights with fanciful Apollyons. When peace came he accepted it. One of the old brethren who crowded round him that night and questioned him about his experience was "afeard it warn't a rale deep conversion. They wuzn't wras'lin' and strugglin' enough." But the wise Valentine Cook said, when he took Morton's hand to say good-bye, and looked into his clear blue eye, "Hold fast the beginning of thy confidence, brother."

He often said later in life, using the Methodist way of speaking, that "God brought peace to his soul the moment he decided to give up everything." I have no doubt that God speaks to a person's heart during significant moments; however, God works with, not against, the laws of the mind. When Morton stopped fighting against his highest urges, there was no more conflict, and he was too healthy and grounded to have internal battles with imaginary demons. When peace arrived, he embraced it. One of the older members who gathered around him that night and asked about his experience was worried it wasn't a genuine deep conversion. He thought there wasn't enough wrestling and struggling involved. But the wise Valentine Cook said, as he took Morton's hand to say goodbye and looked into his clear blue eyes, "Hold on to the beginning of your confidence, brother."







CHAPTER XVIII.

THE PRODIGAL RETURNS.

At last the knight was in the saddle. Much as Morton grieved when he thought of Patty, he rejoiced now in the wholeness of his moral purpose. Vacillation was over. He was ready to fight, to sacrifice, to die, for a good cause. It had been the dream of his boyhood; it had been the longing of his youth, marred and disfigured by irregularities as his youth had been. In the early twilight of the winter morning he rode bravely toward his first battle field, and, as was his wont in moments of cheerfulness, he sang. But not now the "Highland Mary," or "Ca' the yowe's to the knowes," but a hymn of Charles Wesley's he had heard Cook sing the night before, some stanzas of which had strongly impressed him and accorded exactly with his new mood, and his anticipation of trouble and the loss of Patty, perhaps, from his religious life:

At last the knight was in the saddle. Even though Morton felt sad when he thought of Patty, he now felt happy with the clarity of his moral purpose. Doubt was behind him. He was ready to fight, to sacrifice, to die for a good cause. It had been his boyhood dream; it had been the desire of his youth, though it had been complicated and distorted by his struggles during that time. In the early twilight of the winter morning, he rode confidently toward his first battlefield, and, as was his habit in cheerful moments, he sang. But not now the "Highland Mary," or "Ca' the yowe's to the knowes," but a hymn by Charles Wesley that he had heard Cook sing the night before, some lines of which had made a strong impression on him and matched perfectly with his new mindset and his anticipation of challenges and possibly losing Patty from his spiritual life:

"In hope of that immortal crown
    I now the Cross sustain,
And gladly wander up and down,
    And smile at toil and pain;
I suffer on my threescore years,
    Till my Deliv'rer come
And wipe away his servant's tears,
    And take his exile home.

"In hopes of that eternal crown
I now bear the Cross,
And happily roam around,
And smile at hard work and pain;
I endure through my sixty years,
Until my Deliverer comes
And wipes away his servant's tears,
And takes him home from exile.

* * * * * * * *

* * * * * * * *

"O, what are all my sufferings here
    If, Lord, thou count me meet
With that enraptured host to appear
    And worship at thy feet!
Give joy or grief, give ease or pain,
    Take life or friends away,
But let me find them all again
    In that eternal day."

"O, what are all my struggles here
If, Lord, you deem me worthy
To join that joyful crowd and stand
And worship at your feet!
Give me joy or sorrow, comfort or strife,
Take away life or friends,
But let me have them all again
In that everlasting day."



Long before he had reached Hissawachee he had ceased to sing. He was painfully endeavoring to imagine how he would be received at home and at Captain Lumsden's.

Long before he got to Hissawachee, he had stopped singing. He was struggling to picture how he would be welcomed at home and at Captain Lumsden's.

At home, the wan mother sat in the dull winter twilight, trying to keep her heart from fainting entirely. The story of Morton's losses at cards had quickly reached the settlement—with the easy addition that he had fled to escape paying his debt of dishonor, and had carried off the horse and gun which another had won from him in gambling. This last, the mother steadily refused to believe. It could not be that Morton would quench all the manly impulses of his youth and follow in the steps of his prodigal brother, Lewis. For Morton was such a boy as Lewis had never been, and the thought of his deserting his home and falling finally into bad practices, had brought to Mrs. Goodwin an agony that was next door to heart-break. Job Goodwin had abandoned all work and taken to his congenial employment of sighing and croaking in the chimney-corner, building innumerable Castles of Doubt for the Giant Despair.

At home, the weary mother sat in the dim winter twilight, trying to keep herself from completely losing hope. The news of Morton's losses at cards had quickly spread through the settlement—with the added rumor that he had run away to avoid paying his debt of dishonor and had taken the horse and gun that someone else had won from him in gambling. This last part, the mother steadfastly refused to believe. It couldn't be that Morton would give up all the manly qualities of his youth and follow in the footsteps of his wayward brother, Lewis. Morton was exactly the kind of boy that Lewis had never been, and the idea of him abandoning his home and eventually falling into bad habits filled Mrs. Goodwin with an agony that was almost unbearable. Job Goodwin had stopped all work and had taken to his favorite pastime of sighing and complaining in the corner by the fireplace, building countless Castles of Doubt for the Giant Despair.

Mrs. Wheeler came in to comfort her friend. "I am sure, Mrs. Goodwin," she said, "Morton will yet be saved; I have been enabled to pray for him with faith."

Mrs. Wheeler walked in to comfort her friend. "I'm sure, Mrs. Goodwin," she said, "Morton will be saved; I’ve been able to pray for him with faith."

In spite of her sorrow, Mrs. Goodwin could not help thinking that it was very inconsistent for an Arminian to believe that God would convert a man in answer to prayer, when Arminians professed to believe that a man could be a Christian or not as he pleased. Willing, however, to lay the blame of her misfortune on anybody but Morton, she said, half peevishly, that she wished the Methodists had never come to the settlement. Morton had been in a hopeful state of mind, and they had driven him to wickedness. Otherwise he would doubtless have been a Christian by this time.

Despite her sadness, Mrs. Goodwin couldn't help but think it was quite inconsistent for an Arminian to believe that God would convert someone in response to prayer, especially when Arminians claimed that a person could choose to be a Christian or not. Still, eager to place the blame for her misfortune on anyone but Morton, she said, half annoyingly, that she wished the Methodists had never come to the settlement. Morton had been in a hopeful state of mind, and they had led him to wrongdoing. Otherwise, he would surely have become a Christian by now.

And now Mrs. Wheeler, on her part, thought—but did not say—that it was most absurd for Mrs. Goodwin to complain of anything having driven Morton away from salvation, since, according to her Calvinistic doctrine, he must be saved anyhow if he were elected. It is so easy to be inconsistent when we try to reason about God's relation to his creatures; and so easy to see absurdity in any creed but our own!

And now Mrs. Wheeler thought—but didn’t say—that it was completely ridiculous for Mrs. Goodwin to complain about anything driving Morton away from salvation, since, according to her Calvinistic beliefs, he would be saved anyway if he was chosen. It’s so easy to be inconsistent when we try to reason about God’s relationship with his creations; and so easy to see absurdity in any belief but our own!

The twilight deepened, and Mrs. Goodwin, unable now to endure the darkness, lit her candle. Then there was a knock at the door. Ever since Sunday the mother, waiting between hope and despair, had turned pale at every sound of footsteps without. Now she called out, "Come in!" in a broken voice, and Mr. Brady entered, having just dismissed his school.

The twilight grew darker, and Mrs. Goodwin, unable to handle the gloom any longer, lit her candle. Then there was a knock at the door. Ever since Sunday, the mother, caught between hope and despair, had turned pale at every sound of footsteps outside. Now she called out, "Come in!" in a wavering voice, and Mr. Brady walked in after finishing his school for the day.

"Troth, me dair madam, it's not meself that can give comfort. I'm sure to say something not intoirely proper to the occasion, whiniver I talk to anybody in throuble—something that jars loike a varb that disagrees with its nominative in number and parson, as I may say. But I thought I ought to come and say you, and till you as I don't belave Moirton would do anything very bad, an' I'm shoore he'll be home afore the wake's out. I've soiphered it out by the Rule of Thray. As Moirton Goodwin wuz to his other throubles—comin' out all roight—so is Moirton Goodwin to his present difficculties. If the first term and the third is the same, then the sicond and the fourth has got to be idintical. Perhaps I'm talkin' too larned; but you're an eddicated woman, Mrs. Goodwin, and you can say that me dimonsthration's entoirely corrict. Moirton'll fetch the answer set down in the book ivery toime, without any remainder or mistake. Thair's no vulgar fractions about him."

"Honestly, my dear lady, I’m not the one who can offer comfort. I’m bound to say something not quite right for the occasion whenever I talk to anyone in trouble—something that clashes like a verb that doesn’t agree with its subject in number and person, as I might say. But I thought I should come and tell you that I don’t believe Moirton will do anything very bad, and I’m sure he’ll be home before the wake is over. I've figured it out using the Rule of Three. Just like Moirton Goodwin managed his other troubles—coming out just fine—he’ll handle his current difficulties the same way. If the first term and the third are the same, then the second and the fourth must be identical. Maybe I’m talking too scholarly; but you’re an educated woman, Mrs. Goodwin, and you can confirm that my demonstration is entirely correct. Moirton will get the answer written down in the book every time, without any remainder or mistake. There are no common problems with him."

"Fractious, did you say?" spoke in Job Goodwin, who had held his hand up to his best ear, to hear what Brady was saying. "No, I don't 'low he was fractious, fer the mos' part. But he's gone now, and he'll git killed like Lew did, and we'll all hev the fever, and then they'll be a war weth the Bridish, and the Injuns'll be on us, and it 'pears like as if they wa'n't no eend of troubles a-comin'. Hey?"

"Fractious, did you say?" Job Goodwin replied, holding his hand to his good ear to catch what Brady was saying. "No, I don't think he was fractious for the most part. But he's gone now, and he's going to get killed like Lew did, and we'll all catch the fever, and then there'll be a war with the British, and the Indians will be on us, and it feels like there’s no end to the troubles coming our way. Right?"

At that very moment the latch was jerked up and Henry came bursting into the room, gasping from excitement.

At that very moment, the latch was yanked up and Henry burst into the room, breathless with excitement.

"What is it? Injuns?" asked Mr. Goodwin, getting to his feet.

"What is it? Indians?" asked Mr. Goodwin, standing up.

But Henry gasped again.

But Henry gasped once more.

"Spake!" said Brady. "Out wid it!"

"Talk!" said Brady. "Spill it!"

"Mort's—a-puttin'—Dolly—in the stable!" said the breathless boy.

"Mort's putting Dolly in the stable!" said the breathless boy.

"Dolly's in the stable, did you say?" queried Job Goodwin, sitting down again hopelessly. "Then somebody—Injuns, robbers, or somebody—'s killed Mort, and she's found her way back!"

"Dolly's in the stable, did you say?" asked Job Goodwin, sitting down again in despair. "Then someone—Indians, robbers, or someone—has killed Mort, and she's made her way back!"

While Mr. Goodwin was speaking, Mrs. Wheeler slipped out of the open door, that she might not intrude upon the meeting; but Brady—oral newspaper that he was—waited, with the true journalistic spirit, for an interview. Hardly had Job Goodwin finished his doleful speech, when Morton himself crossed the threshold and reached out his hand to his mother, while she reached out both hands and—did what mothers have done for returning prodigals since the world was made. Her husband stood by bewildered, trying to collect his wits enough to understand how Morton could have been murdered by robbers or Indians and yet stand there. Not until the mother released him, and Morton turned and shook hands with his father, did the father get rid of the illusion that his son was certainly dead.

While Mr. Goodwin was speaking, Mrs. Wheeler quietly slipped out of the open door so she wouldn't interrupt the meeting; but Brady—being the eager reporter that he was—waited with the true spirit of journalism for an interview. As soon as Job Goodwin finished his sad speech, Morton himself stepped through the door and reached out for his mother, who reached out both hands and did what mothers have done for returning children since the beginning of time. Her husband stood by in confusion, trying to wrap his head around how Morton could have been murdered by robbers or Indians and yet be standing there. It wasn't until the mother let him go and Morton turned to shake hands with his father that the father finally shed the illusion that his son was definitely dead.

"Well, Moirton," said Brady, coming out of the shadow, "I'm roight glad to see ye back. I tould 'em ye'd bay home to-noight, maybe. I soiphered it out by the Single Rule of Thray that ye'd git back about this toime. One day fer sinnin', one day fer throyin' to run away from yersilf, one day for repintance, and the nixt the prodigal son falls on his mother's neck and confisses his sins."

"Well, Moirton," said Brady, stepping out of the shadows, "I’m really glad to see you back. I told them you’d be home tonight, maybe. I figured it out by the Single Rule of Three that you’d get back around this time. One day for sinning, one day for trying to run away from yourself, one day for repentance, and the next the prodigal son hugs his mother and confesses his sins."

Morton was glad to find Brady present; he was a safeguard against too much of a scene. And to avoid speaking of subjects more unpleasant, he plunged at once into an account of his adventure at Brewer's Hole, and of his arrest for stealing his own horse. Then he told how he had escaped by the good offices of Mr. Donaldson. Mrs. Goodwin was secretly delighted at this. It was a new bond between the young man and the minister, and now at last she should see Morton converted. The religious experience Morton reserved. He wanted to break it to his mother alone, and he wanted to be the first to speak of it to Patty. And so it happened that Brady, having gotten, as he supposed, a full account of Morton's adventures, and being eager to tell so choice and fresh a story, found himself unable to stay longer. But just as he reached the door, it occurred to him that if he did not tell Morton at once what had happened in his absence, some one else would anticipate him. He had sole possession of Morton's adventure anyhow; so he straightened himself up against the door and said:

Morton was happy to see Brady there; he helped keep things from getting too dramatic. To steer clear of more uncomfortable topics, he immediately dove into a story about his experience at Brewer's Hole and how he got arrested for stealing his own horse. Then he explained how he managed to escape thanks to Mr. Donaldson. Mrs. Goodwin was secretly thrilled about this. It created a new connection between the young man and the minister, and now she hoped to see Morton find faith. Morton chose to keep his religious experience private. He wanted to share it with his mother first and be the one to tell Patty. So, it turned out that Brady, thinking he had heard the full story of Morton's adventures and eager to share such a great tale, found himself needing to leave. But just as he got to the door, he realized that if he didn't quickly tell Morton what had happened while he was gone, someone else might beat him to it. He had exclusive knowledge of Morton's story anyway, so he stood up straight against the door and said:

"An' did ye hear what happened to Koike, the whoile ye was gone, Moirton?"

"Did you hear what happened to Koike while you were gone, Moirton?"

"Nothing bad, I hope," said Morton.

"Nothing wrong, I hope," said Morton.

"Ye may belave it was bad, or ye may take it to be good, as ye plase. Ye know how Koike was bilin' over to shoot his uncle, afore ye went away in the fall. Will, on'y yisterday the Captin he jist met Koike in the road, and gives him some hard words fer sayin' what he did to him last Sunthay. An' fwat does Koike do but bowldly begins another exhortation, tellin' the Captin he was a sinner as desarved to go to hill, an' that he'd git there if he didn't whale about and take the other thrack. An' fwat does the Captin do but up wid the flat of his hand and boxes Koike's jaw. An' I thought Koike would 'a' sarved him as Magruder did Jake Sniger. But not a bit of it! He fired up rid, and thin got pale immajiately. Thin he turned round t'other soide of his face, and, wid a thremblin' voice, axed the Captin if he didn't want to slap that chake too? An' the Captin swore at him fer a hypocrite, and thin put out for home wid the jerks; an' he's been a-lookin' loike a sintince that couldn' be parsed iver sence."

"You can believe it was bad, or you can think it was good, whatever you prefer. You know how Koike was itching to shoot his uncle before you left in the fall. Well, just yesterday the Captain ran into Koike on the road and gave him a hard time for what he said to him last Sunday. And what does Koike do? He boldly starts another rant, telling the Captain he was a sinner who deserved to go to hell, and that he would end up there if he didn't straighten up and take a different path. And what does the Captain do? He raises his hand and smacks Koike's jaw. I thought Koike would have handled it like Magruder did with Jake Sniger. But not at all! He turned bright red and then turned pale immediately. Then he turned his other cheek and, with a trembling voice, asked the Captain if he didn’t want to slap that side too? And the Captain called him a hypocrite and then headed home in a huff; he’s been looking like a sentence that can’t be parsed ever since."

"I wonder Kike bore it. I don't think I could," said Morton, meditatively.

"I wonder how Kike handled it. I don't think I could," said Morton, thoughtfully.

"Av coorse ye couldn't. Ye're not a convarted Mithodist, But I must be goin'. I'm a-boardin' at the Captin's now."

"Of course you couldn't. You're not a converted Methodist. But I have to go. I'm staying with the Captain now."







CHAPTER XIX.

PATTY.

Patty's whole education tended to foster her pride, and in Patty's circumstances pride was conservative; it saved her from possible assimilation with the vulgarity about her. She was a lily among hollyhocks. Her mother had come of an "old family"—in truth, of two or three old families. All of them had considered that attachment to the Established Church was part and parcel of their gentility, and most of them had been staunch Tories in the Revolution. Patty had inherited from her mother refinement, pride, and a certain lofty inflexibility of disposition. In this congenial soil Mrs. Lumsden had planted traditional prejudices. Patty read her Prayer-book, and wished that she might once attend the stately Episcopal service; she disliked the lowness of all the sects: the sing-song of the Baptist preacher and the rant of the Methodist itinerant were equally distasteful. She had never seen a clergyman in robes, but she tried, from her mother's descriptions, to form a mental picture of the long-drawn dignity of the service in an Old Virginia country church. Patty was imaginative, like most girls of her age; but her ideals were ruled by the pride in which she had been cradled.

Patty's entire education nurtured her pride, and in her situation, pride was conservative; it kept her from blending in with the crudeness around her. She was a lily among hollyhocks. Her mother came from an "old family"—actually, from two or three old families. All of them believed that loyalty to the Established Church was part of their status, and most had been firm Tories during the Revolution. Patty inherited refinement, pride, and a kind of steadfast inflexibility from her mother. In this supportive environment, Mrs. Lumsden instilled traditional prejudices. Patty read her Prayer Book and longed to attend the dignified Episcopal service; she found the lower-class sects distasteful: the sing-song of the Baptist preacher and the rants of the Methodist itinerant were equally unappealing. She had never seen a clergyman in robes, but from her mother's descriptions, she tried to imagine the drawn-out dignity of the service in an Old Virginia country church. Patty was imaginative, like many girls her age; but her ideals were shaped by the pride in which she had been raised.

For the Methodists she entertained a peculiar aversion. Methodism was new, and, like everything new, lacked traditions, picturesqueness, mustiness, and all the other essentials of gentility in religious matters. The converts were rude, vulgar, and poor; the preachers were illiterate, and often rough in voice and speech; they made war on dancing and jewelry, and dancing and jewelry appertained to good-breeding. Ever since her father had been taken with that strange disorder called "the jerks," she had hated the Methodists worse than ever. They had made a direct attack on her pride.

She had a strong dislike for the Methodists. Methodism was new, and like anything new, it lacked tradition, charm, familiarity, and all the other aspects of respectability in religious matters. The converts were uncouth, crass, and poor; the preachers were uneducated and often harsh in voice and speech; they condemned dancing and jewelry, which were part of good manners. Ever since her father had suffered from that strange condition called "the jerks," her hatred for the Methodists had only grown. They had struck directly at her pride.

The story of Morton's gambling had duly reached the ears of Patty. The thoughtful unkindness of her father could not leave her without so delectable a morsel of news. He felt sure that Patty's pride would be outraged by conduct so reckless, and he omitted nothing from the tale—the loss of horse and gun, the offer to stake his hat and coat, the proposal to commit suicide, the flight upon the forfeited horse—such were the items of Captain Lumsden's story. He told it at the table in order to mortify Patty as much as possible in the presence of her brothers and sisters and the hired men. But the effect was quite different from his expectations. With that inconsistency characteristic of the most sensible women when they are in love, Patty only pitied Morton's misfortunes. She saw him, in her imagination, a hapless and homeless wanderer. She would not abandon him in his misfortunes. He should have one friend at least. She was sorry he had gambled, but gambling was not inconsistent with gentlemanliness. She had often heard that her mother would have inherited a plantation if her grandfather had been able to let cards alone. Gambling was the vice of gentlemen, a generous and impulsive weakness. Then, too, she laid the blame on her favorite scape-goat. If it had not been for Kike's exciting exhortation and the inconsiderate violence of the Methodist revival, Morton's misfortune would not have befallen him. Patty forgave in advance. Love condones all sins except sins against love.

The news about Morton's gambling had definitely reached Patty. Her father's thoughtless cruelty couldn't keep her from such a tempting piece of gossip. He was convinced that Patty's pride would be hurt by such reckless behavior, so he included every detail in the story—the loss of horse and gun, the offer to bet his hat and coat, the suicidal proposal, the escape on the lost horse—these were all parts of Captain Lumsden's account. He shared it at the dinner table to embarrass Patty as much as possible in front of her brothers, sisters, and the hired hands. But the result was far from what he expected. With that inconsistency characteristic of the most sensible women when in love, Patty only felt sorry for Morton's troubles. She pictured him, in her mind, as a hapless and homeless wanderer. She wouldn’t abandon him in his misfortunes. He should at least have one friend. She regretted that he had gambled, but she believed that gambling wasn’t inconsistent with being a gentleman. She often heard that her mother would have inherited a plantation if her grandfather had been able to stay away from cards. Gambling was a vice of gentlemen, a generous and impulsive flaw. Plus, she shifted the blame to her go-to scapegoat. If it hadn't been for Kike's exciting urging and the thoughtless fervor of the Methodist revival, Morton wouldn’t have fallen into this bad situation. Patty forgave him in advance. Love overlooks all sins except those against love.

It was with more than his usual enjoyment of gossip that the school-master hurried home to the Captain's that evening to tell the story of Morton's return, and to boast that he had already soiphered it out by the single Rule of Thray that Moirton would come out roight. The Captain, as he ate his waffles with country molasses, slurred the whole thing, and wanted to know if he was going to refuse to pay a debt of honor and keep the mare, when he had fairly lost her gambling with Burchard. But Patty inly resolved to show her lover more affection than ever. She would make him feel that her love would be constant when the friendship of others failed. She liked to flatter herself, as other young women have to their cost, that her love would reform her lover.

It was with more than his usual enjoyment of gossip that the schoolmaster hurried home to the Captain's that evening to tell the story of Morton's return and to brag that he had already figured it out using the single Rule of Three that Morton would turn out fine. The Captain, as he ate his waffles with country molasses, dismissed the whole thing and asked if he was going to refuse to pay a debt of honor and keep the mare when he had clearly lost her gambling with Burchard. But Patty quietly resolved to show her boyfriend more affection than ever. She wanted him to feel that her love would remain strong when the friendship of others fell short. She liked to convince herself, as many young women do to their detriment, that her love would change her boyfriend for the better.

Patty knew he would come. She went about her work next morning, humming some trifling air, that she might seem nonchalant. But after awhile she happened to think that her humming was an indication of pre-occupation. So she ceased to hum. Then she remembered that people would certainly interpret silence as indicative of meditation; she immediately fell a-talking with might and main, until one of the younger girls asked: "What does make Patty talk so much?" Upon which, Patty ceased to talk and went to work harder than ever; but, being afraid that the eagerness with which she worked would betray her, she tried to work more slowly until that was observed. The very devices by which we seek to hide mental pre-occupation generally reveal it.

Patty knew he would show up. She went about her work the next morning, humming a light tune to appear casual. But after a while, she realized her humming made it look like she was distracted. So, she stopped humming. Then she remembered that people would definitely think silence meant she was deep in thought; she immediately started talking non-stop until one of the younger girls asked, "Why is Patty talking so much?" At that, Patty stopped talking and started working harder than ever; however, afraid that the enthusiasm with which she worked would give her away, she tried to slow down until someone noticed that too. The very ways we try to hide our mental distractions usually end up revealing them.

At last Patty was fain to betake herself to the loom-room, where she could think without having her thoughts guessed at. Here, too, she would be alone when Morton should come.

At last, Patty was eager to go to the loom room, where she could think without anyone guessing her thoughts. Here, too, she would be alone when Morton arrived.

Poor Morton, having told his mother of his religious change, found it hard indeed to tell Patty. But he counted certainly that she would censure him for gambling, which would make it so much easier for him to explain to her that the only way for him to escape from vice was to join the Methodists, and thus give up all to a better life. He shaped some sentences founded upon this supposition. But after all his effort at courage, and all his praying for grace to help him to "confess Christ before men," he found the cross exceedingly hard to bear; and when he set his foot upon the threshold of the loom-room, his heart was in his mouth and his face was suffused with guilty blushes. Ah, weak nature! He was not blushing for his sins, but for his repentance!

Poor Morton, after sharing his religious change with his mother, found it really difficult to tell Patty. He definitely thought she would criticize him for gambling, which would make it easier for him to explain that the only way to escape his vices was to join the Methodists and dedicate himself to a better life. He tried to come up with some sentences based on this idea. But despite all his efforts to be brave and his prayers for grace to help him "confess Christ before men," he found the burden incredibly hard to bear; and as he stepped into the loom-room, his heart raced and his face turned red with guilt. Ah, weak nature! He wasn’t blushing for his sins, but for his repentance!

Patty, seeing his confusion, determined to make him feel how full of forgiveness love was. She saw nobleness in his very shame, and she generously resolved that she would not ask, that she would not allow, a confession. She extended her hand cordially and beamed upon him, and told him how glad she was that he had come back, and—and—well—; she couldn't find anything else to say, but she urged him to sit down and handed him a splint-bottom chair, and tried for the life of her to think of something to say—the silence was so embarrassing. But talking for talk's sake is always hard. One talks as one breathes—best when volition has nothing to do with it.

Patty, noticing his confusion, decided to show him how full of forgiveness love can be. She recognized a kind of nobility in his shame and kindly resolved that she wouldn't ask for, or pressure him into, a confession. She reached out her hand warmly and smiled at him, telling him how happy she was that he had returned, and—and—well—she couldn't think of anything else to add, but she encouraged him to sit down and offered him a splint-bottom chair, desperately trying to come up with something to say—the silence felt so awkward. But talking just for the sake of it is always tough. People talk like they breathe—best when it comes naturally.

The silence was embarrassing to Morton, but not half so much so as Patty's talk. For he had not expected this sort of an opening. If she had accused him of gambling, if she had spurned him, the road would have been plain. But now that she loved him and forgave him of her own sweet generosity, how should he smite her pride in the face by telling her that he had joined himself to the illiterate, vulgar fanatical sect of ranting Methodists, whom she utterly despised? Truly the Enemy had set an unexpected snare for his unwary feet. He had resolved to confess his religious devotion with heroic courage, but he had not expected to be disarmed in this fashion. He talked about everything else, he temporized, he allowed her to turn the conversation as she would, hoping vainly that she would allude to his gambling. But she did not. Could it be that she had not heard of it? Must he then reveal that to her also?

The silence was awkward for Morton, but not nearly as much as Patty's conversation. He hadn’t expected this kind of start. If she had called him out for gambling or rejected him, it would have been straightforward. But now that she loved him and forgave him out of her own kindness, how could he hurt her pride by telling her that he had become part of the uneducated, loud, fanatical group of Methodists that she absolutely loathed? Truly, the Enemy had laid an unexpected trap for him. He had planned to confess his religious commitment with brave honesty, but he hadn’t anticipated being caught off guard like this. He talked about everything else, stalling, letting her steer the conversation where she wanted, hoping in vain that she would bring up his gambling. But she didn’t. Could it be that she hadn’t heard about it? Would he have to share that with her too?

While he was debating the question in his mind, Patty, imagining that he was reproaching himself for the sin and folly of gambling, began to talk of what had happened in the neighborhood—how Jake Sniger "fell with the power" on Sunday and got drunk on Tuesday: "that's all this Methodist fuss amounts to, you know," she said. Morton thought it ungracious to blurt out at this moment that he was a Methodist: there would be an air of contradiction in the avowal; so he sat still while Patty turned all the sobbing and sighing, and shouting and loud praying of the meetings into ridicule. And Morton became conscious that it was getting every minute more and more difficult for him to confess his conversion. He thought it better to return to his gambling for a starting point.

While he was wrestling with the question in his mind, Patty, thinking he was blaming himself for the sin and foolishness of gambling, started talking about what had happened in the neighborhood—how Jake Sniger "fell with the power" on Sunday and got drunk on Tuesday: "that's all this Methodist fuss amounts to, you know," she said. Morton felt it would be rude to suddenly reveal that he was a Methodist: it would seem contradictory. So he stayed quiet while Patty mocked all the crying and sighing, and shouting and loud praying of the meetings. Morton became increasingly aware that it was getting harder and harder for him to admit his conversion. He figured it was better to go back to his gambling for a starting point.

"Did you hear what a bad boy I've been, Patty?"

"Did you hear what a troublemaker I've been, Patty?"

"Oh! yes. I'm sorry you got into such a bad scrape; but don't say any more about it, Morton. You're too good for me with all your faults, and you won't do it any more."

"Oh! Yes. I'm sorry you got into such a tough situation, but don’t talk about it anymore, Morton. You're too good for me with all your flaws, and you won’t do it again."

"But I want to tell you all about it, and what happened while I was gone. I'm afraid you'll think too hard of me—"

"But I want to share everything with you about what happened while I was away. I'm worried you might think too highly of me—"

"But I don't think hard of you at all, and I don't want to hear about it because it isn't pleasant. It'll all come out right at last: I'd a great deal rather have you a little wild at first than a hard Methodist, like Kike, for instance."

"But I don't think poorly of you at all, and I don't want to hear about it because it's not pleasant. It'll all work out in the end: I'd much rather have you a little wild at first than a strict Methodist, like Kike, for example."

"But—"

"But—"

"I tell you, Morton, I won't hear a word. Not one word. I want you to feel that whatever anybody else may say, I know you're all right."

"I’m telling you, Morton, I won’t listen to a single word. Not one word. I want you to understand that no matter what anyone else says, I know you’re good."

You think Morton very weak. But, do you know how exceedingly sweet is confidence from one you love, when there is only censure, and suspicion, and dark predictions of evil from everybody else? Poor Morton could not refuse to bask in the sunshine for a moment after so much of storm. It is not the north wind, but the southern breezes that are fatal to the ice-berg's voyage into sunny climes.

You think Morton is very weak. But, do you realize how incredibly sweet it is to get confidence from someone you love, especially when everyone else is just being critical, suspicious, and making dark predictions about bad things? Poor Morton couldn’t help but soak up the sunshine for even a moment after enduring so much turmoil. It’s not the cold north wind, but the warm southern breezes that are deadly to an iceberg's journey into sunny territories.

At last he rose to go. He felt himself a Peter. He had denied the Master!

At last, he stood up to leave. He felt like Peter. He had denied the Master!

"Patty," he said, with resolution, "I have not been honest with you. I meant to tell you something when I first came, and I didn't. It is hard to have to give up your love. But I'm afraid you won't care for me when I tell you—"

"Patty," he said firmly, "I haven't been truthful with you. I intended to share something when I first arrived, but I didn't. It's tough to let go of your love. But I'm worried you won't feel the same about me once I tell you—"

The severity of Morton's penitence only touched Patty the more deeply.

The intensity of Morton's remorse affected Patty even more profoundly.

"Morton," she said, interrupting, "if you've done anything naughty, I forgive you without knowing it. But I don't want to hear any more about it, I tell you." And with that the blushing Patty held her cheek up for her betrothed to kiss, and when Morton, trembling with conflicting emotions, had kissed her for the first time, she slipped away quickly to prevent his making any painful confessions.

"Morton," she said, interrupting, "if you've done something wrong, I forgive you without needing to know. But I don't want to hear any more about it, I’m telling you." And with that, the blushing Patty held her cheek up for her fiancé to kiss. When Morton, shaking with mixed feelings, kissed her for the first time, she quickly slipped away to stop him from making any awkward confessions.

For a moment Morton stood charmed with her goodness. When he believed himself to have conquered, he found himself vanquished.

For a moment, Morton was captivated by her kindness. When he thought he had won, he realized he was defeated.

In a dazed sort of way he walked the greater part of the distance home. He might write to her about it. He might let her hear it from others. But he rejected both as unworthy of a man. The memory of the kiss thrilled him, and he was tempted to throw away his Methodism and rejoice in the love of Patty, now so assured. But suddenly he seemed to himself to be another Judas. He had not denied the Lord—he had betrayed him; and with a kiss!

In a confused sort of way, he walked most of the way home. He could write to her about it. He could let her hear it from others. But he dismissed both options as beneath him. The memory of the kiss excited him, and he was tempted to abandon his Methodism and celebrate his love for Patty, which now felt so certain. But suddenly, he saw himself as another Judas. He hadn’t denied the Lord—he had betrayed him; and with a kiss!

Horrified by this thought, Morton hastened back toward Captain Lumsden's. He entered the loom-room, but it was vacant. He went into the living-room, and there he saw not Patty alone, but the whole family. Captain Lumsden had at that moment entered by the opposite door. Patty was carding wool with hand-cards, and she looked up, startled at this reappearance of her lover when she thought him happily dismissed.

Horrified by this thought, Morton rushed back toward Captain Lumsden's. He went into the loom room, but it was empty. He then entered the living room, where he not only saw Patty but the entire family. At that moment, Captain Lumsden walked in through the opposite door. Patty was carding wool with hand cards, and she looked up, startled by the sudden return of her lover when she thought he had been happily sent away.

"Patty," said Morton, determined not to fall into any devil's snare by delay, and to atone for his great sin by making his profession as public as possible, "Patty, what I wanted to say was, that I have determined to be a Christian, and I have joined—the—Methodist—Church."

"Patty," Morton said, determined not to get caught in any traps by waiting, and to make up for his big mistake by being as open as possible about it, "Patty, what I wanted to say is that I've decided to be a Christian, and I've joined—the—Methodist—Church."

Morton's sense of inner conflict gave this utterance an unfortunate sound of defiance, and it aroused all Patty's combativeness. It was in fact a death wound to her pride. She had feared sometimes that Morton would be drawn into Methodism, but that he should join the despised sect without so much as consulting her was more than she could bear. This, then, was the way in which her forbearance and forgiveness were rewarded! There stood her father, sneering like a Mephistopheles. She would resent the indignity, and at the same time show her power over her lover.

Morton's inner conflict made his words sound defiant, stirring up all of Patty's combative feelings. It truly struck a blow to her pride. She had sometimes worried that Morton might get involved with Methodism, but the fact that he joined the group she despised without even consulting her was more than she could handle. So this was how her patience and forgiveness were repaid! There stood her father, sneering like a devil. She would not only take offense at the insult but also show her power over her boyfriend.

"Morton, if you are a Methodist, I never want to see you again," she said, with lofty pride, and a solemn awfulness of passion more terrible than an oath.

"Morton, if you’re a Methodist, I never want to see you again," she said, with haughty pride and a serious intensity of passion that was more terrifying than a curse.

"Don't say that, Patty!" stammered Morton, stretching his hands out in eager, despairing entreaty. But this only gave Patty the greater assurance that a little decision on her part would make him give up his Methodism.

"Don't say that, Patty!" Morton stammered, reaching out his hands in a desperate plea. But this only made Patty more confident that a small decision on her part would make him abandon his Methodism.


THE CHOICE.
THE CHOICE.

THE CHOICE.

"I do say it, Morton, and I will never take it back." There was a sternness in the white face and a fire in the black eyes that left Morton no hope.

"I mean it, Morton, and I won’t take it back." There was a seriousness in the pale face and a intensity in the dark eyes that left Morton with no hope.

But he straightened himself up now to his full six feet, and said, with manly stubbornness: "Then, Patty, since you make me choose, I shall not give up the Lord, even for you. But," he added, with a broken voice, as he turned away, "may God help me to bear it."

But he stood up straight now, his full six feet tall, and said, with firm determination: "Then, Patty, since you’re making me choose, I won’t give up the Lord, not even for you. But," he added, his voice breaking as he turned away, "may God help me handle this."

Ah, Matilda Maria! if Morton were a knight in armor giving up his ladye love for the sake of monastic religiousness, how admirable he would be! But even in his homespun he is a man making the greatest of sacrifices. It is not the garb or the age that makes sublime a soul's offering of heart and hope to duty. When Morton was gone Lumsden chuckled not a little, and undertook to praise Patty for her courage; but I have understood that she resented his compliments, and poured upon him some severe denunciation, in which the Captain heard more truth than even Kike had ventured to utter. Such are the inconsistencies of a woman when her heart is wounded.

Ah, Matilda Maria! If Morton were a knight in armor giving up his lady love for the sake of religious devotion, how impressive he would be! But even in his simple clothes, he's a man making the greatest of sacrifices. It's not the outfit or the age that makes a soul’s offering of heart and hope to duty sublime. When Morton left, Lumsden chuckled quite a bit and tried to praise Patty for her courage; however, I’ve heard that she didn’t appreciate his compliments and let him have it with some harsh criticism, in which the Captain saw more truth than even Kike had dared to express. Such are the contradictions of a woman when her heart is hurt.

It seems a trifle to tell just here, when Morton and Patty are in trouble—but you will want to know about Brady. He was at Colonel Wheeler's that evening, eagerly telling of Morton's escape from lynching, when Mrs. Wheeler expressed her gratification that Morton had ceased to gamble and become a Methodist.

It seems a bit out of place to mention right now, with Morton and Patty in trouble—but you might want to know about Brady. He was at Colonel Wheeler's that evening, enthusiastically sharing the news of Morton's escape from lynching, when Mrs. Wheeler expressed her happiness that Morton had stopped gambling and become a Methodist.

"Mithodist? He's no Mithodist."

"Mithodist? He's not a Mithodist."

"Yes, he is," responded Mrs. Wheeler, "his mother told me so; and what's more, she said she was glad of it." Then, seeing Brady's discomfiture, she added: "You didn't get all the news that time, Mr. Brady."

"Yes, he is," replied Mrs. Wheeler, "his mom told me so; and what's more, she said she was happy about it." Then, noticing Brady's embarrassment, she added, "You didn't hear the whole story that time, Mr. Brady."

"Well, me dair madam, when I'm admithed to a family intervoo, it's not proper fer me to tell all I heerd. I didn't know the fact was made public yit, and so I had to denoy it. It's the honor of a Oirish gintleman, ye know."

"Well, my dear madam, when I'm invited to a family interview, it's not appropriate for me to share everything I heard. I didn't realize the fact was made public yet, so I had to deny it. It's the honor of an Irish gentleman, you know."

What a journalist he would have made!

What a great journalist he would have been!







CHAPTER XX.

THE CONFERENCE AT HICKORY RIDGE.

More than two years have passed since Morton made his great sacrifice. You may see him now riding up to the Hickory Ridge Church—a "hewed-log" country meeting-house. He is dressed in homespun clothes. At the risk of compromising him forever, I must confess that his coat is straight-breasted—shad-bellied as the profane call it—and his best hat a white one with a broad brim. The face is still fresh, despite the conflicts and hardships of one year's travel in the mountains of Eastern Kentucky, and the sickness and exposure of another year in the malarious cane-brakes of Western Tennessee. Perils of Indians, perils of floods, perils of alligators, perils of bad food, perils of cold beds, perils of robbers, perils of rowdies, perils of fevers, and the weariness of five thousand miles of horseback riding in a year, with five or six hundred preachings in the same time, and the care of numberless scattered churches in the wilderness have conspired to give sedateness to his countenance. And yet there is a youthfulness about the sun-browned cheeks, and a lingering expression of that sort of humor which Western people call "mischief" about the eyes, that match but grotesquely with white hat and shad-bellied coat.

More than two years have passed since Morton made his great sacrifice. You can see him now riding up to the Hickory Ridge Church—a log cabin-style country meeting house. He’s wearing homespun clothes. At the risk of embarrassing him forever, I must admit that his coat is straight-cut—what the irreverent might call shad-bellied—and his best hat is a white one with a wide brim. His face is still fresh, despite the struggles and hardships of a year spent traveling in the mountains of Eastern Kentucky, and the sickness and exposure of another year in the swampy cane-brakes of Western Tennessee. He has faced dangers from Indians, floods, alligators, bad food, cold beds, robbers, rowdies, fevers, and the exhaustion of riding five thousand miles on horseback in a year, along with five or six hundred preaching engagements during that same time, and the responsibility of countless scattered churches in the wilderness has contributed to the seriousness of his expression. Yet there’s a youthful quality to his sun-kissed cheeks and a playful glint in his eyes, what people in the West might call "mischief," that amusingly contrasts with his white hat and shad-bellied coat.


GOING TO CONFERENCE.
GOING TO CONFERENCE.

ATTENDING CONFERENCE.

He has been a preacher almost ever since he became a Methodist. How did he get his theological education? It used to be said that Methodist preachers were educated by the old ones telling the young ones all they knew; but besides this oral instruction Morton carried in his saddle-bags John Wesley's simple, solid sermons, Charles Wesley's hymns, and a Bible. Having little of the theory and system of theology, he was free to take lessons in the larger school of life and practical observation. For the rest, the free criticism to which he was subject from other preachers, and the contact with a few families of refinement, had obliterated his dialect. Naturally a gentleman at heart, he had, from the few stately gentlemen that he met, quickly learned to be a gentleman in manners. He is regarded as a young man of great promise by the older brethren; his clear voice is very charming, his strong and manly speech and his tender feeling are very inspiring, and on his two circuits he has reported extraordinary revivals. Some of the old men sagely predict that "he's got bishop-timber in him," but no such ambitious dreams disturb his sleep. He has not "gone into a decline" on account of Patty. A healthy nature will bear heavy blows. But there is a pain, somewhere—everywhere—in his being, when he thinks of the girl who stood just above him in the spelling-class, and who looked so divine when she was spinning her two dozen cuts a day. He does not like this regretful feeling. He prays to be forgiven for it. He acknowledges in class-meeting and in love-feast that he is too much like Lot's wife—he finds his heart prone to look back toward the objects he once loved. Often in riding through the stillness of a deep forest—and the primeval forest is to him the peculiar abode of the Almighty—his noble voice rings out fervently and even pathetically with that stanza:

He has been a preacher almost since he became a Methodist. How did he get his theological education? It was once said that Methodist preachers learned from the older ones sharing everything they knew with the younger ones; but in addition to this oral teaching, Morton carried in his saddle-bags John Wesley's straightforward, solid sermons, Charles Wesley's hymns, and a Bible. Lacking much of the theory and structure of theology, he was free to learn from the broader experiences of life and practical observation. Moreover, the open criticism he faced from other preachers and his interactions with a few refined families had removed his dialect. Naturally a gentleman at heart, he quickly learned to conduct himself with grace from the few distinguished gentlemen he encountered. The older members see him as a young man with great potential; his clear voice is very appealing, his strong and manly speech along with his tender feelings are quite inspiring, and during his two circuits, he has reported remarkable revivals. Some of the older men wisely predict that "he's got bishop-timber in him," but he has no such ambitious dreams keeping him up at night. He hasn’t “gone into a decline” because of Patty. A healthy spirit can withstand heavy blows. Yet, there is a pain somewhere—everywhere—in him when he thinks of the girl who stood just above him in spelling class, and who looked so beautiful when she was spinning her two dozen cuts a day. He doesn’t like this feeling of regret. He prays for forgiveness for it. He admits in class meetings and love feasts that he is too much like Lot's wife—he finds his heart is inclined to look back toward the things he once loved. Often while riding through the stillness of a deep forest—and to him, the ancient forest is the special dwelling place of the Almighty—his noble voice resonates fervently and even sadly with that stanza:

"The dearest idol I have known,
    Whate'er that idol be,
Help me to tear it from thy throne
    And worship only Thee!"

"The greatest idol I've ever known,
    Whatever that idol is,
Help me to pull it from its throne
    And worship only You!"



No man can enjoy a joke with more zest than he, and none can tell a story more effectively in a generation of preachers who are all good story-tellers. He loves his work; its dangers and difficulties satisfy the ambition of his boyhood; and he has had no misgivings, except when once or twice he has revisited his parents in the Hissawachee Bottom. Then the longing to see Patty has seized him and he has been fain to hurry away, praying to be delivered from every snare of the enemy.

No one can enjoy a joke more than he does, and no one tells a story better in a time when preachers are all great storytellers. He loves his work; its risks and challenges fulfill the ambitions of his youth, and he has had no doubts, except for the times he has gone back to visit his parents in the Hissawachee Bottom. That’s when the desire to see Patty has overwhelmed him, and he has felt the urge to leave quickly, praying to be freed from all the traps set by the enemy.

He is not the only man in a straight-breasted coat who is approaching the country meeting-house. It is conference-time, and the greetings are hearty and familiar. Everybody is glad to see everybody, and, after a year of separation, nobody can afford to stand on ceremony with anybody else. Morton has hardly alighted before half a dozen preachers have rushed up to him and taken him by the hand. A tall brother, with a grotesque twitch in his face, cries out:

He isn't the only guy in a tailored coat heading to the country meeting house. It's conference time, and the greetings are warm and friendly. Everyone's happy to see each other, and after a year apart, no one can afford to be formal. Morton barely gets out of his vehicle before half a dozen preachers rush over to shake his hand. A tall guy, with a strange twitch on his face, shouts:

"How do you do, Brother Goodwin? Glad to see the alligators haven't finished you!"

"How's it going, Brother Goodwin? Glad to see the alligators haven't taken you out!"

To which Morton returns a laughing reply; but suddenly he sees, standing back of the rest and waiting his turn, a young man with a solemn, sallow face, pinched by sickness and exposure, and bordered by the straight black hair that falls on each side of it. He wears over his clothes a blanket with arm-holes cut through, and seems to be perpetually awaiting an ague-chill. Seeing him, Morton pushes the rest aside, and catches the wan hand in both of his own with a cry: "Kike, God bless you! How are you, dear old fellow? You look sick."

To this, Morton responds with a laugh, but then he suddenly notices a young man standing behind everyone else, waiting for his turn. The young man has a serious, pale face, marked by illness and hardship, with straight black hair framing it. He’s wearing a blanket with holes for his arms, and he looks like he’s always bracing for a chill. Spotting him, Morton pushes the others aside and grabs the young man's limp hand with both of his, exclaiming, "Kike, God bless you! How are you, my dear old friend? You look unwell."

Kike smiled faintly, and Morton threw his arm over his shoulder and looked in his face. "I am sick, Mort. Cast down, but not destroyed, you know. I hope I am ready to be offered up."

Kike smiled faintly, and Morton put his arm around his shoulder and looked into his face. "I'm feeling bad, Mort. Down, but not out, you know. I hope I'm ready to be offered up."

"Not a bit of it. You've got to get better. Offered up? Why, you aren't fit to offer to an alligator. Where are you staying?"

"Not at all. You've got to improve. Offered up? Please, you’re not even good enough to offer to an alligator. Where are you staying?"

"Out there." Kike pointed to the tents of a camp-meeting barely visible through the trees. The people in the neighborhood of the Hickory Ridge Church, being unable to entertain the Conference in their homes, had resorted to the device of getting up a camp-meeting. It was easier to take care of the preachers out of doors than in. Morton shook his head as he walked with Kike to the thin canvas tent under which he had been assigned to sleep. The white spot on the end of Kike's nose and the blue lines under his finger-nails told plainly of the on-coming chill, and Morton hurried away to find some better shelter for him than under this thin sheet. But this was hard to do. The few brethren in the neighborhood had already filled their cabins full of guests, mostly in infirm health, and Kike, being one of the younger men, renowned only for his piety and his revivals, had not been thought of for a place elsewhere than on the camp-ground. Finding it impossible to get a more comfortable resting place for his friend, Morton turned to seek for a physician. The only doctor in the neighborhood was a Presbyterian minister, retired from the ministry on account of his impaired health. To him Morton went to ask for medicine for Kike.

"Out there." Kike pointed to the tents of a camp meeting barely visible through the trees. The people in the neighborhood of the Hickory Ridge Church, unable to host the Conference in their homes, decided to set up a camp meeting instead. It was easier to accommodate the preachers outside than indoors. Morton shook his head as he walked with Kike to the thin canvas tent where he was supposed to sleep. The white spot on the end of Kike's nose and the blue lines under his fingernails clearly showed the approaching chill, and Morton hurried off to find him better shelter than this flimsy sheet. But that was difficult. The few locals had already filled their cabins with guests, most of whom were in poor health, and Kike, being one of the younger men known only for his piety and revivals, hadn't been considered for a spot anywhere other than the campground. Finding it impossible to get a more comfortable place for his friend, Morton turned to look for a doctor. The only physician in the area was a retired Presbyterian minister who had stepped down from the ministry due to his declining health. Morton went to him to ask for medicine for Kike.

"Dr. Morgan, there is a preacher sick down at the camp-ground," said Morton, "and—"

"Dr. Morgan, there's a preacher sick at the camp-ground," Morton said, "and—"

"And you want me to see him," said the doctor, in an alert, anticipative fashion, seizing his "pill-bags" and donning his hat.

"And you want me to see him," the doctor said, eagerly, grabbing his "pill-bags" and putting on his hat.

When the two rode up to the tent in which Kike was lodged they found a prayer-meeting of a very exciting kind going on in the tent adjoining. There were cries and groans and amens and hallelujahs commingled in a way quite intelligible to the experienced ear of Morton, but quite unendurable to the orderly doctor.

When the two rode up to the tent where Kike was staying, they discovered a very intense prayer meeting happening in the next tent. There were cries, groans, amens, and hallelujahs mixed together in a way that was understandable to Morton’s experienced ear, but completely intolerable to the orderly doctor.

"A bad place for a sick man, sir," he said to Morton, with great positiveness.

"A bad place for a sick person, sir," he said to Morton, with strong certainty.

"I know it is, doctor," said Morton; "and I've done my best to get him out of it, but I cannot. See how thin this tent-cover is."

"I know it is, doctor," Morton said. "I've tried my hardest to get him out of it, but I can't. Look how thin this tent cover is."

"And the malaria of these woods is awful. Camp-meetings, sir, are always bad. And this fuss is enough to drive a patient crazy."

"And the malaria in these woods is terrible. Camp meetings, sir, are always a hassle. And this commotion is enough to drive someone who's already sick insane."

Morton thought the doctor prejudiced, but he said nothing. They had now reached the corner of the tent where Kike lay on a straw pallet, holding his hands to his head. The noise from the prayer-meeting was more than his weary brain would bear.

Morton thought the doctor was biased, but he kept it to himself. They had now gotten to the corner of the tent where Kike was lying on a straw pallet, holding his hands to his head. The noise from the prayer meeting was more than his tired mind could handle.

"Can you sit on my horse?" said the doctor, promptly proceeding to lift Kike without even explaining to him who he was, or where he proposed to take him.

"Can you sit on my horse?" the doctor asked, quickly lifting Kike without even telling him who he was or where he intended to take him.

Morton helped to place Kike in the saddle, but the poor fellow was shaking so that he could not sit there. Morton then brought out Dolly—she was all his own now—and took the slight form of Kike in his arms, he riding on the croup, and the sick man in the saddle.

Morton helped Kike get into the saddle, but the poor guy was shaking so much that he couldn't stay there. Then Morton brought out Dolly—she was all his now—and he held Kike's thin body in his arms, with himself riding on the back and the sick man in the saddle.

"Where shall I ride to, doctor?"

"Where should I go, doc?"

"To my house," said the doctor, mounting his own horse and spurring off to have a bed made ready for Kike.

"To my house," said the doctor, getting on his horse and riding off to prepare a bed for Kike.

As Morton rode up to the doctor's gate, the shaking Kike roused a little and said, "She's the same fine old Dolly, Mort."

As Morton rode up to the doctor's gate, the shaking Kike stirred a bit and said, "She's still the same great old Dolly, Mort."

"A little more sober. The long rides in the cane-brakes, and the responsibility of the Methodist itinerancy, have given her the gravity that belongs to the ministry."

"A bit more serious. The long trips through the cane fields and the responsibilities of being a traveling Methodist preacher have given her the seriousness that comes with the ministry."

Such a bed as Kike found in Dr. Morgan's house! After the rude bear-skins upon which he had languished in the backwoods cabins, after the musty feather-beds in freezing lofts, and the pallets of leaves upon which he had shivered and scorched and fought fleas and musquitoes, this clean white bed was like a foretaste of heaven. But Kike was almost too sick to be grateful. The poor frame had been kept up by will so long, that now that he was in a good bed and had Morton he felt that he could afford to be sick. What had been ague settled into that wearisome disease called bilious fever. Morton staid by him nearly all of the time, looking into the conference now and then to see the venerable Asbury in the chair, listening to a grand speech from McKendree, attending on the third day of the session, when, with the others who had been preaching two years on probation, he was called forward to answer the "Questions" always propounded to "Candidates for admission to the conference." Kike only was missing from the list of those who were to have heard the bishop's exhortations, full of martial fire, and to have answered his questions in regard to their spiritual state. For above all gifts of speech or depths of learning, or acuteness of reasoning, the early Methodists esteemed devout affections; and no man was of account for the ministry who was not "groaning to be made perfect in this life." The question stands in the discipline yet, but very many young men who assent to it groan after nothing so much as a city church with full galleries.

Such a bed as Kike found in Dr. Morgan's house! After the rough bear-skins he had endured in the backwoods cabins, the musty feather-beds in freezing attics, and the piles of leaves he had shivered on while battling fleas and mosquitoes, this clean white bed felt like a taste of heaven. But Kike was almost too sick to appreciate it. The poor guy had held on by sheer will for so long that now that he was in a decent bed and had Morton by his side, he felt he could afford to be unwell. What had started as chills had turned into that exhausting illness called bilious fever. Morton stayed with him most of the time, checking in on the conference now and then to see the venerable Asbury in the chair, listening to a powerful speech from McKendree, attending on the third day of the session, when, along with the others who had been preaching for two years on probation, he was called forward to answer the "Questions" always posed to "Candidates for admission to the conference." Kike was the only one missing from the list of those who were supposed to hear the bishop's passionate exhortations and respond to his questions about their spiritual condition. Above all things, the early Methodists valued devout feelings over eloquence, extensive knowledge, or sharp reasoning; and no one was considered worthy of the ministry who wasn’t "groaning to be made perfect in this life." The question is still in the discipline today, but many young men who agree with it are more eager for a city church with full galleries than anything else.

The strange mystery in which appointments were involved could not but pique curiosity. Morton having had one year of mountains, and one year of cane-brakes, had come to wish for one year of a little more comfort, and a little better support. There is a romance about going threadbare and tattered in a good cause, but even the romance gets threadbare and tattered if it last too long, and one wishes for a little sober reality of warm clothes to relieve a romance, charming enough in itself, but dull when it grows monotonous.

The strange mystery involving appointments couldn't help but spark curiosity. Morton, after spending a year in the mountains and another in the cane-brakes, had started to wish for a year of a bit more comfort and better support. There's a certain charm in wearing worn and tattered clothes for a good cause, but even that charm becomes worn out if it goes on for too long, making one desire the simple reality of warm clothes to balance a romance that’s lovely in itself but boring when it becomes repetitive.

The awful hour of appointments came on at last. The brave-hearted men sat down before the bishop, and before God, not knowing what was to be their fate. Morton could not guess where he was going. A miasmatic cane-brake, or a deadly cypress swamp, might be his doom, or he might—but no, he would not hope that his lot might fall in Ohio. He was a young man, and a young man must take his chances. Morton found himself more anxious about Kike than about himself. Where would the bishop send the invalid? With Kike it might be a matter of life and death, and Kike would not hear to being left without work. He meant, he said, to cease at once to work and live.

The dreadful moment of appointments finally arrived. The brave men sat down in front of the bishop and God, unsure of what would happen to them. Morton couldn’t guess where he would end up. A toxic marsh or a deadly swamp could be his fate, or he might—but no, he couldn’t even hope that he’d get sent to Ohio. He was a young man, and young men have to take their chances. Morton found himself more worried about Kike than about himself. Where would the bishop send the invalid? For Kike, it could be a matter of life or death, and Kike wouldn’t accept being left without work. He said he would immediately stop working and living.

The brethren, still in sublime ignorance of their destiny, sang fervently that fiery hymn of Charles Wesley's:

The brothers, still blissfully unaware of their fate, sang passionately that fiery hymn by Charles Wesley:

"Jesus, the name high over all,
    In hell or earth or sky,
Angels and men before him fall,
    And devils fear and fly.

"Jesus, the name above everything,
In hell or on earth or in the sky,
Angels and people bow before him,
And demons tremble and flee.

"O that the world might taste and see,
    The riches of his grace,
The arms of love that compass me
    Would all mankind embrace."

"O that the world could experience and witness,
    The abundance of his grace,
The loving arms that surround me
    Would welcome all of humanity."}

And when they reached the last stanzas there was the ring of soldiers ready for battle in their martial voices. That some of them would die from exposure, malaria, or accident during the next year was probable. Tears came to their eyes, and they involuntarily began to grasp the hands of those who stood next them as they approached the climax of the hymn, which the bishop read impressively, two lines at a time, for them to sing:

And when they got to the last verses, there was the sound of soldiers ready for battle in their strong voices. It was likely that some of them would die from exposure, malaria, or accidents over the next year. Tears filled their eyes, and they instinctively started to hold the hands of those standing next to them as they reached the climax of the hymn, which the bishop read solemnly, two lines at a time, for them to sing:

"His only righteousness I show,
    His saving truth proclaim,
'Tis all my business here below
    To cry, 'Behold the Lamb!'

"His only righteousness I show,
    His saving truth proclaim,
It's all my job here on Earth
    To shout, 'Look at the Lamb!'

"Happy if with my latest breath
    I may but gasp his name,
Preach him to all and cry in death,
    'Behold, behold the Lamb!'"

"Happy if with my last breath
    I can just gasp his name,
Share him with everyone and shout in death,
    'Look, look at the Lamb!'"

Then, with suffused eyes, they resumed their seats, and the venerable Asbury, with calmness and with a voice faltering with age, made them a brief address; tender and sympathetic at first, earnest as he proceeded, and full of ardor and courage at the close.

Then, with teary eyes, they sat back down, and the respected Asbury, with a steady demeanor and a voice shaking with age, gave them a short speech; it started off gentle and caring, became serious as he continued, and ended with passion and bravery.

"When the British Admiralty," he said, "wanted some man to take Quebec, they began with the oldest General first, asking him: 'General, will you go and take Quebec?' To which he made reply, 'It is a very difficult enterprise.' 'You may stand aside,' they said. One after another the Generals answered that they would, in some more or less indefinite manner, until the youngest man on the list was reached. 'General Wolfe,' they said, 'will you go and take Quebec?' 'I'll do it or die,' he replied." Here the bishop paused, looked round about upon them, and added, with a voice full of emotion, "He went, and did both. We send you first to take the country allotted to you. We want only men who are determined to do it or die! Some of you, dear brethren, will do both. If you fall, let us hear that you fell like Methodist preachers at your post, face to the foe, and the shout of victory on your lips."

"When the British Admiralty," he said, "needed someone to take Quebec, they started with the oldest General, asking him: 'General, will you go and take Quebec?' He replied, 'That’s a tough job.' 'You can step aside,' they said. One by one, the Generals said they would in some vague way until they reached the youngest person on the list. 'General Wolfe,' they asked, 'will you go and take Quebec?' 'I’ll do it or die trying,' he answered." The bishop paused, looked around at them, and added, with a voice full of emotion, "He went and did both. We’re sending you first to take the area assigned to you. We only want men who are ready to do it or die! Some of you, dear brethren, will do both. If you fall, let us know you fell like Methodist preachers at your post, facing the enemy, with victory’s shout on your lips."

The effect of this speech was beyond description. There were sobs, and cries of "Amen," "God grant it," "Halleluiah!" from every part of the old log church. Every man was ready for the hardest place, if he must. Gravely, as one who trembles at his responsibility, the bishop brought out his list. No man looked any more upon his fellow. Every one kept his eyes fixed upon the paper from which the bishop read the appointments, until his own name was reached. Some showed pleasure when their names were called, some could not conceal a look of pain. When the reading had proceeded half way down the list, Morton heard, with a little start, the words slowly enounced as the bishop's eyes fell on him:

The impact of this speech was indescribable. There were sobs and shouts of "Amen," "God grant it," "Hallelujah!" echoing from every corner of the old log church. Every man was prepared to take on the toughest role, if necessary. Seriously, like someone who feels the weight of his duties, the bishop pulled out his list. No man looked at another. Everyone kept their eyes glued to the paper as the bishop read the appointments, anxiously waiting for their own name to be called. Some smiled with joy when their names were mentioned, while others couldn't hide their discomfort. As the bishop made his way halfway down the list, Morton felt a slight jolt at the sound of his name being read out slowly as the bishop's gaze landed on him:

"Jenkinsville Circuit—Morton Goodwin."

"Jenkinsville Circuit—Morton Goodwin."

Well, at least Jenkinsville was in Ohio. But it was in the wickedest part of Ohio. Morton half suspected that he was indebted to his muscle, his courage, and his quick wit for the appointment. The rowdies of Jenkinsville Circuit were worse than the alligators of Mississippi. But he was young, hopeful and brave, and rather relished a difficult field than otherwise. He listened now for Kike's name. It came at the bottom of the list:

Well, at least Jenkinsville was in Ohio. But it was in the worst part of Ohio. Morton had a feeling that his strength, bravery, and quick thinking helped him get the job. The troublemakers in Jenkinsville Circuit were worse than the alligators in Mississippi. But he was young, hopeful, and courageous, and he actually preferred a challenging situation to an easy one. He was now listening for Kike's name. It was mentioned at the bottom of the list:

"Pottawottomie Creek—W. T. Smith, Hezekiah Lumsden."

"Pottawottomie Creek—W. T. Smith, Hezekiah Lumsden."

The bishop had not dared to entrust a circuit to a man so sick as Kike was. He had, therefore, sent him as "second man" or "junior preacher" on a circuit in the wilderness of Michigan.

The bishop had not dared to assign a circuit to someone as ill as Kike was. He had, instead, sent him as the "second man" or "junior preacher" on a circuit in the wilderness of Michigan.

The last appointment having been announced, a simple benediction closed the services, and the brethren who had foregone houses and homes and fathers and mothers and wives and children for the kingdom of heaven's sake saddled their horses, called, one by one, at Dr. Morgan's to say a brotherly "God bless you!" to the sick Kike, and rode away, each in his own direction, and all with a self-immolation to the cause rarely seen since the Middle-Age.

The final appointment was announced, and a simple blessing wrapped up the service. The brothers, who had given up their homes, parents, wives, and children for the sake of the kingdom of heaven, saddled their horses. One by one, they stopped by Dr. Morgan's to say a brotherly "God bless you!" to the sick Kike before riding away in different directions, all showing a level of self-sacrifice for the cause that is rarely seen since the Middle Ages.

They rode away, all but Kike, languishing yet with fever, and Morton, watching by his side.

They rode away, except for Kike, who was still weak from the fever, and Morton, who stayed by his side.







CHAPTER XXI.

CONVALESCENCE.

At last Kike is getting better, and Morton can be spared. There is no longer any reason why the rowdies on Jenkinsville Circuit should pine for the muscular young preacher whom they have vowed to "lick as soon as they lay eyes on to him." Dolly's legs are aching for a gallop. Morton and Dr. Morgan have exhausted their several systems of theology in discussion. So, at last, the impatient Morton mounts the impatient Dolly, and gallops away to preach to the impatient brethren and face the impatient ruffians of Jenkinsville Circuit. Kike is left yet in his quiet harbor to recover. The doctor has taken a strange fancy to the zealous young prophet, and looks forward with sadness to the time when he will leave.

At last, Kike is getting better, and Morton can finally take a break. There’s no longer any reason for the troublemakers on Jenkinsville Circuit to miss the strong young preacher they swore to "take down as soon as they see him." Dolly’s legs are itching for a run. Morton and Dr. Morgan have gone through all their different theological arguments in discussion. So, impatiently, Morton hops on the eager Dolly and rides off to preach to the restless congregation and confront the unruly troublemakers of Jenkinsville Circuit. Kike remains in his quiet spot to recover. The doctor has developed a peculiar fondness for the passionate young prophet and sadly anticipates the day he will leave.

Ah, happiest experience of life, when the flood tide sets back through the veins! You have no longer any pain; you are not well enough to feel any responsibility; you cannot work; there is no obligation resting on you but one—that is rest. Such perfect passivity Kike had never known before. He could walk but little. He sat the livelong day by the open window, as listless as the grass that waved before the wind. All the sense of dire responsibility, all those feelings of the awfulness of life, and the fearfulness of his work, and the dreadfulness of his accountability, were in abeyance. To eat, to drink, to sleep, to wake and breathe, to suffer as a passive instrument the play of whatever feeling might chance to come, was Kike's life.

Ah, the happiest experience of life, when the flood of energy rushes back through your veins! You feel no pain anymore; you’re not well enough to feel any responsibility; you can't work; there’s only one obligation resting on you—that is to rest. Such complete passivity Kike had never experienced before. He could hardly walk. He spent the entire day by the open window, as listless as the grass swaying in the wind. All sense of overwhelming responsibility, all the feelings of life’s terrors, the fear of his work, and the weight of his accountability were on hold. To eat, to drink, to sleep, to wake and breathe, to suffer as a passive vessel whatever feelings might arise—that was Kike's life.

In this state the severity of his character was laid aside. He listened to the quick and eager conversation of Dr. Morgan with a gentle pleasure; he answered the motherly questions of Mrs. Morgan with quiet gratitude; he admired the goodness of Miss Jane Morgan, their eldest and most exemplary daughter, as a far off spectator. There were but two things that had a real interest for him. He felt a keen delight in watching the wayward flight of the barn swallows as they went chattering out from under the eaves—their airy vagabondage was so restful. And he liked to watch the quick, careless tread of Henrietta Morgan, the youngest of the doctor's daughters, who went on forever talking and laughing with as little reck as the swallows themselves. Though she was eighteen, there was in her full child-like cheeks, in her contagious laugh—a laugh most unprovoked, coming of itself—in her playful way of performing even her duties, a something that so contrasted with and relieved the habitual austerity of Kike's temper, and that so fell in with his present lassitude and happy carelessness, that he allowed his head, resting weakly upon a pillow, to turn from side to side, that his eyes might follow her. So diverting were her merry replies, that he soon came to talk with her for the sake of hearing them. He was not forgetful of the solemn injunctions Mr. Wesley had left for the prudent behavior of young ministers in the presence of women. With Miss Jane he was very careful lest he should in any way compromise himself, or awaken her affections. Jane was the kind of a girl he would want to marry, if he were to marry. But Nettie was a child—a cheerful butterfly—as refreshing to his weary mind as a drink of cold water to a fever-patient. When she was out of the room, Kike was impatient; when she returned, he was glad. When she sewed, he drew the large chair in which he rested in front of her, and talked in his grave fashion, while she, in turn, amused him with a hundred fancies. She seemed to shine all about him like sunlight. Poor Kike could not refuse to enjoy a fellowship so delightful, and Nettie Morgan's reverence for young Lumsden's saintliness, and pity for his sickness, grew apace into a love for him.

In this state, his serious nature faded away. He listened with a mild pleasure to Dr. Morgan’s quick and eager conversation, responding to Mrs. Morgan’s caring questions with quiet gratitude. He admired the goodness of Miss Jane Morgan, their eldest and most admirable daughter, from a distance. However, there were only two things that truly caught his interest. He found great joy in watching the playful flight of the barn swallows as they chattered while swooping out from under the eaves—their carefree wandering was so soothing. He also enjoyed observing the lively, carefree steps of Henrietta Morgan, the youngest of the doctor’s daughters, who was always chatting and laughing with as little worry as the swallows themselves. Even though she was eighteen, her full, childlike cheeks and her spontaneous, contagious laugh—one that seemed to come out of nowhere—and her playful way of handling her duties created a refreshing contrast to Kike’s usual sternness. This fit perfectly with his current sense of relaxation and carefree mood, so he let his head rest weakly on the pillow, turning from side to side to follow her with his eyes. Her cheerful remarks were so entertaining that he soon found himself talking to her just to hear her responses. He was mindful of the serious advice Mr. Wesley had given about how young ministers should behave around women. With Miss Jane, he was very careful not to put himself in a position where he might compromise himself or stir her feelings. Jane was the kind of girl he would consider marrying if he ever decided to marry. But Nettie was still a child—a lively butterfly—refreshing to his tired mind like a cool drink of water to someone suffering from fever. When she was out of the room, Kike felt restless; when she came back, he felt happy. When she sewed, he moved the large chair he was resting in right in front of her and spoke in his serious way while she entertained him with countless whims. She seemed to radiate warmth and light around him. Poor Kike couldn’t resist enjoying such delightful company, and Nettie Morgan’s admiration for young Lumsden’s virtue and sympathy for his illness gradually evolved into love for him.

Long before Kike discovered or Nettie suspected this, the doctor had penetrated it. Kike's whole-hearted devotion to his work had charmed the ex-minister, who moved about in his alert fashion, talking with eager rapidity, anticipating Kike's grave sentences before he was half through—seeing and hearing everything while he seemed to note nothing. He was not averse to this attachment between the two. Provided always, that Kike should give up traveling. It was all but impossible, indeed, for a man to be a Methodist preacher in that day and "lead about a wife." A very few managed to combine the ministry with marriage, but in most cases marriage rendered "location" or secularization imperative.

Long before Kike found out or Nettie had any suspicions, the doctor had figured it out. Kike's genuine dedication to his work had captivated the former minister, who moved around with enthusiasm, speaking quickly and eagerly, anticipating Kike's serious statements before he had even finished—observing everything while seeming to notice nothing. He didn't mind this bond between the two, as long as Kike agreed to stop traveling. It was almost impossible, in fact, for a man to be a Methodist preacher at that time and "have a wife on the road." A very few managed to balance ministry with marriage, but in most cases, marriage made it necessary to leave the ministry or become secular.


CONVALESCENCE.
CONVALESCENCE.

Recovery.

Kike sat one day talking in the half-listless way that is characteristic of convalescence, watching Nettie Morgan as she sewed and laughed, when Dr. Morgan came in, put his pill-bags upon the high bureau, glanced quickly at the two, and said:

Kike sat one day talking in the half-listless way that is characteristic of recovery, watching Nettie Morgan as she sewed and laughed, when Dr. Morgan came in, placed his pill bags on the high dresser, glanced quickly at the two, and said:

"Nettie, I think you'd better help your mother. The double-and-twisting is hard work."

"Nettie, I think you should help your mom. The twisting and turning is tough work."

Nettie laid her sewing down. Kike watched her until she had disappeared through the door; then he listened until the more vigorous spinning indicated to him that younger hands had taken the wheel. His heart sank a little—it might be hours before Nettie could return.

Nettie set her sewing aside. Kike watched her until she went through the door; then he listened until the more energetic spinning made it clear that younger hands had taken over the wheel. His heart sank a little—it could be hours before Nettie came back.

Dr. Morgan busied himself, or pretended to busy himself, with his medicines, but he was observing how the young preacher's eyes followed his daughter, how his countenance relapsed into its habitual melancholy when she was gone. He thought he could not be mistaken in his diagnosis.

Dr. Morgan kept himself occupied, or at least acted like he was busy with his medicines, but he was watching how the young preacher's gaze followed his daughter and how his expression fell back into its usual sadness when she left. He was confident in his assessment.

"Mr. Lumsden," he said, kindly, "I don't know what we shall do when you get well. I can't bear to have you go away."

"Mr. Lumsden," he said gently, "I have no idea what we’ll do when you recover. I can’t stand the thought of you leaving."

"You have been too good, doctor. I am afraid you have spoiled me." The thought of going to Pottawottomie Creek was growing more and more painful to Kike. He had put all thoughts of the sort out of his mind, because the doctor wished him to keep his mind quiet. Now, for some reason, Doctor Morgan seemed to force the disagreeable future upon him. Why was it unpleasant? Why had he lost his relish for his work? Had he indeed backslidden?

"You've been really great, doctor. I'm afraid you've spoiled me." The idea of going to Pottawottomie Creek was becoming increasingly painful for Kike. He had pushed all such thoughts away because the doctor wanted him to keep his mind calm. Now, for some reason, Doctor Morgan seemed to be bringing up the unpleasant future. Why was it bothering him? Why had he lost his enthusiasm for his work? Had he really fallen behind?

While the doctor fumbled over his bottles, and for the fourth time held a large phial, marked Sulph. de Quin., up to the light, as though he were counting the grains, the young preacher was instituting an inquiry into his own religious state. Why did he shrink from Pottawottomie Creek circuit? He had braved much harder toil and greater danger. On Pottawottomie Creek he would have a senior colleague upon whom all administrative responsibilities would devolve, and the year promised to be an easy one in comparison with the preceding. On inquiring of himself he found that there was no circuit that would be attractive to him in his present state of mind, except the one that lay all around Dr. Morgan's house. At first Kike Lumsden, playing hide-and-seek with his own motives, as other men do under like circumstances, gave himself much credit for his grateful attachment to the family. Surely gratitude is a generous quality, and had not Dr. Morgan, though of another denomination, taken him under his roof and given him professional attention free of charge? And Mrs. Morgan and Jane and Nettie, had they not cared for him as though he were a brother? What could be more commendable than that he should find himself loth to leave people who were so good?

While the doctor fumbled with his bottles and for the fourth time held up a large vial labeled Sulph. de Quin. to the light, as if counting the grains, the young preacher was questioning his own religious state. Why was he hesitant about the Pottawottomie Creek circuit? He had faced much harder work and greater danger before. In Pottawottomie Creek, he would have a senior colleague to take on all the administrative responsibilities, and the year looked like it would be much easier compared to the last one. Upon reflecting, he realized that no circuit seemed appealing to him in his current mindset, except for the one surrounding Dr. Morgan's house. At first, Kike Lumsden, wrestling with his own motives like many men do in similar situations, felt proud of his grateful connection to the family. Surely gratitude is a noble trait, and hadn’t Dr. Morgan, despite being from a different denomination, taken him in and provided professional care at no cost? And Mrs. Morgan, along with Jane and Nettie, hadn’t they treated him like a brother? What could be more commendable than not wanting to leave people who were so kind?

But Kike had not been in the habit of cheating himself. He had always dealt hardly with Kike Lumsden. He could not rest now in this subterfuge; he would not give himself credit that he did not deserve. So while the doctor walked to the window and senselessly examined the contents of one of his bottles marked "Hydrarg.," Kike took another and closer look at his own mind and saw that the one person whose loss would be painful to him was not Dr. Morgan, nor his excellent wife, nor the admirable Jane, but the volatile Nettie, the cadence of whose spinning wheel he was even then hearkening to. The consciousness that he was in love came to him suddenly—a consciousness not without pleasure, but with a plentiful admixture of pain.

But Kike wasn’t the type to deceive himself. He had always been tough on Kike Lumsden. He couldn’t just accept this trick; he wouldn’t give himself credit he hadn’t earned. So, while the doctor walked to the window and mindlessly examined one of his bottles labeled "Hydrarg.," Kike took another, closer look at his own thoughts and realized that the one person whose absence would hurt him the most wasn’t Dr. Morgan, or his wonderful wife, or the admirable Jane, but the unpredictable Nettie, the sound of whose spinning wheel he was even then listening to. The realization that he was in love hit him suddenly—a realization that brought not just pleasure but also a good amount of pain.

Doctor Morgan's eyes, glancing with characteristic alertness, caught the expression of a new self-knowledge and of an anxious pain upon the forehead of Lumsden. Then the physician seemed all at once satisfied with his medicines. The bottle labelled "Hydrarg." and the "Sulph. de Quin." were now replaced in the saddle bags.

Doctor Morgan's eyes, always watchful, noticed a look of new self-awareness and a hint of worry on Lumsden's forehead. Suddenly, the doctor seemed pleased with his medications. The bottle labeled "Hydrarg." and the "Sulph. de Quin." were placed back in the saddle bags.

At this moment Nettie herself came into the room on some errand. Kike had heard her wheel stop—had looked toward the door—had caught her glance as she came in, and had, in that moment, become aware that he was not the only person in love. Was it, then, that the doctor wished to prevent the attachment going further that he had delicately reminded his guest of the approach of the time when he must leave? These thoughts aroused Kike from the lassitude of his slow convalescence. Nettie went back to her wheel, and set it humming louder than ever, but Kike heard now in its tones some note of anxiety that disturbed him. The doctor came and sat down by him and felt his pulse, ostensibly to see if he had fever, really to add yet another link to the chain of evidence that his surmise was correct.

At that moment, Nettie walked into the room on an errand. Kike had heard her wheel stop, looked toward the door, and caught her eye as she came in. In that instant, he realized he wasn’t the only one in love. Did the doctor want to stop the relationship from getting deeper, which is why he subtly reminded his guest that it was almost time for him to leave? These thoughts pulled Kike out of the sluggishness of his slow recovery. Nettie returned to her wheel and started it humming louder than before, but now Kike could hear a note of anxiety in its sound that troubled him. The doctor came and sat next to him, feeling his pulse, supposedly checking for fever, but really adding yet another piece of evidence to confirm his suspicion.

"Mr. Lumsden," said he, "a constitution so much impaired as yours cannot recuperate in a few days."

"Mr. Lumsden," he said, "a constitution as weak as yours can't recover in just a few days."

"I know that, sir," said Kike, "and I am anxious to get to my mother's for a rest there, that I may not burden you any longer, and——"

"I know that, sir," Kike said, "and I'm eager to get to my mom's for a break so I won't be a burden to you any longer, and——"

"You misunderstand me, my dear fellow, if you think I want to be rid of you. I wish you would stay with me always; I do indeed."

"You've got me wrong, my dear friend, if you think I want you to go away. I really wish you would stay with me forever; I truly do."

For a moment Kike looked out of the window. To stay with the doctor always would, it seemed to him, be a heaven upon earth. But had he not renounced all thought of a heaven on earth? Had he not said plainly that here he had no abiding place? Having put his hand to the plow, should he look back?

For a moment, Kike looked out the window. Staying with the doctor always felt like it would be heaven on earth to him. But hadn’t he given up on any idea of a heaven on earth? Hadn’t he clearly stated that he had no permanent home here? After putting his hand to the plow, should he look back?

"But I ought not to give up my work."

"But I shouldn’t give up my work."

It was not in this tone that Kike would have spurned such a temptation awhile before.

It wasn't in this tone that Kike would have rejected such a temptation not long ago.

"Mr. Lumsden," said the doctor, "you see that I am useful here. I cannot preach a great deal, but I think that I have never done so much good as since I began to practice medicine. I need somebody to help me. I cannot take care of the farm and my practice too. You could look after the farm, and preach every Sunday in the country twenty miles round. You might even study medicine after awhile, and take the practice as I grow older. You will die, if you go on with your circuit-riding. Come and live with me, and be my——assistant." The doctor had almost said "my son." It was in his mind, and Kike divined it.

"Mr. Lumsden," the doctor said, "you can see that I’m needed here. I may not preach a lot, but I believe I’ve done more good since I started practicing medicine than ever before. I need someone to help me. I can’t manage the farm and my practice at the same time. You could take care of the farm and preach every Sunday to the country folks within a twenty-mile radius. You could even study medicine eventually and take over my practice as I get older. You’ll wear yourself out if you keep on with your circuit-riding. Come live with me and be my——assistant." The doctor almost said "my son." It was on his mind, and Kike sensed it.

"Think about it," said Dr. Morgan, as he rose to go, "and remember that nobody is obliged to kill himself."

"Think about it," Dr. Morgan said as he stood up to leave, "and remember that no one is forced to end their own life."

And all day long Kike thought and prayed, and tried to see the right; and all day long Nettie found occasion to come in on little errands, and as often as she came in did it seem clear to Kike that he would be justified in accepting Dr. Morgan's offer; and as often as she went out did he tremble lest he were about to betray the trust committed to him.

And all day long, Kike thought and prayed, trying to figure out what was right; and all day long, Nettie found reasons to come in on small errands, and every time she came in, it seemed clear to Kike that he would be justified in accepting Dr. Morgan's offer; and every time she left, he felt a surge of anxiety, fearing he might betray the trust placed in him.







CHAPTER XXII.

THE DECISION.

The austerity of Kike's conscience had slumbered during his convalescence. It was wide awake now. He sat that evening in his room trying to see the right way. According to old Methodist custom he looked for some inward movement of the spirit—some "impression"—that should guide him.

The strictness of Kike's conscience had been dormant during his recovery. It was fully alert now. He sat that evening in his room trying to find the right path. Following old Methodist tradition, he looked for some inner movement of the spirit—some "impression"—to guide him.

During the great religious excitement of the early part of this century, Western pietists referred everything to God in prayer, and the belief in immmediate divine direction was often carried to a ludicrous extent. It is related that one man retired to the hills and prayed a week that he might know how he should be baptized, and that at last he came rushing out of the woods, shouting "Hallelujah! Immersion!" Various devices were invented for obtaining divine direction—devices not unworthy the ancient augurs. Lorenzo Dow used to suffer his horse to take his own course at each divergence of the road. It seems to have been a favorite delusion of pietism, in all ages, that God could direct an inanimate object, guide a dumb brute, or impress a blind impulse upon the human mind, but could not enlighten or guide the judgment itself. The opening of a Bible at random for a directing text became so common during the Wesleyan movement in England, that Dr. Adam Clarke thought it necessary to utter a stout Irish philippic against what he called "Bible sortilege."

During the intense religious fervor of the early part of this century, Western pietists entrusted everything to God through prayer, and the belief in immediate divine guidance was often taken to an absurd level. It's said that one man went up into the hills and prayed for a week to find out how he should be baptized, and eventually he came charging out of the woods, shouting "Hallelujah! Immersion!" Various methods were created to seek divine guidance—methods that wouldn't seem out of place with ancient augurs. Lorenzo Dow would let his horse choose the path at every fork in the road. It appears that throughout history, a common misconception among pietists was that God could direct inanimate objects, guide dumb animals, or impose a blind impulse on the human mind, but couldn’t clarify or guide the judgment itself. Randomly opening a Bible for a guiding verse became so prevalent during the Wesleyan movement in England that Dr. Adam Clarke felt compelled to deliver a robust Irish criticism against what he called "Bible sortilege."

These devout divinings, these vanes set to catch the direction of heavenly breezes, could not but impress so earnest a nature as Kike's. Now in his distress he prayed with eagerness and opened his Bible at random to find his eye lighting, not on any intelligible or remotely applicable passage, but upon a bead-roll of unpronounceable names in one of the early chapters of the Book of Chronicles. This disappointment he accepted as a trial of his faith. Faith like Kike's is not to be dashed by disappointment. He prayed again for direction, and opened at last at the text: "Simon, son of Jonas, lovest thou me more than these?" The marked trait in Kike's piety was an enthusiastic personal loyalty to the Lord Jesus Christ. This question seemed directed to him, as it had been to Peter, in reproach. He would hesitate no longer. Love, and life itself, should be sacrificed for the Christ who died for him. Then he prayed once more, and there came to his mind the memory of that saying about leaving houses and homes and lands and wives, for Christ's sake. It came to him, doubtless, by a perfectly natural law of mental association. But what did Kike know of the association of ideas, or of any other law of mental action? Wesley's sermons and Benson's Life of Fletcher constituted his library. To him it seemed certain that this text of scripture was "suggested." It was a call from Christ to give up all for him. And in the spirit of the sublimest self-sacrifice, he said: "Lord, I will keep back nothing!"

These sincere prayers, these indicators set to catch the direction of divine winds, could not help but resonate with someone as earnest as Kike. Now, in his distress, he prayed fervently and opened his Bible at random, only to find his gaze landing not on any sensible or relevant passage, but on a list of unpronounceable names in one of the early chapters of the Book of Chronicles. He took this letdown as a test of his faith. Faith like Kike's isn't easily shaken by disappointment. He prayed again for guidance and finally opened to the text: "Simon, son of Jonas, do you love me more than these?" The standout feature of Kike's devotion was his enthusiastic personal loyalty to the Lord Jesus Christ. This question seemed aimed at him, just as it had been at Peter, with a hint of reproach. He wouldn't hesitate any longer. Love, and life itself, should be sacrificed for the Christ who died for him. Then he prayed once more, and the memory of that teaching about leaving houses and homes and lands and spouses for Christ's sake came to mind. It likely popped into his head through a completely natural connection of thoughts. But what did Kike know about the association of ideas or any other mental processes? Wesley's sermons and Benson’s Life of Fletcher made up his entire library. To him, it felt certain that this scripture was "suggested." It was a call from Christ to give up everything for him. And in the spirit of the highest self-sacrifice, he said: "Lord, I will hold nothing back!"

But emotions and resolutions that are at high tide in the evening often ebb before morning. Kike thought himself strong enough to begin again to rise at four o'clock, as Wesley had ordained in those "rules for a preacher's conduct" which every Methodist preacher even yet promises to keep. Following the same rules, he proceeded to set apart the first hour for prayer and meditation. The night before all had seemed clear; but now that morning had come and he must soon proceed to execute his stern resolve, he found himself full of doubt and irresolution. Such vacillation was not characteristic of Kike, but it marked the depth of his feeling for Nettie. Doubtless, too, the enervation of convalescence had to do with it. Certainly in that raw and foggy dawn the forsaking of the paradise of rest and love in which he had lingered seemed to require more courage than he could muster. After all, why should he leave? Might he not be mistaken in regard to his duty? Was he obliged to sacrifice his life?

But feelings and decisions that seem intense in the evening often fade by morning. Kike believed he was strong enough to start getting up at four o'clock again, just as Wesley had set out in those "rules for a preacher's conduct" that every Methodist preacher still promises to follow. Sticking to those rules, he planned to dedicate the first hour to prayer and meditation. The night before everything seemed clear; but now that morning had arrived and he had to follow through on his strict resolve, he found himself filled with doubt and uncertainty. This hesitation wasn't typical for Kike, but it reflected how deeply he felt for Nettie. Undoubtedly, the weakness from his recovery played a role in this too. Certainly, on that cold and foggy dawn, leaving behind the paradise of rest and love he had enjoyed felt like it required more courage than he could summon. After all, why should he leave? Could he possibly be wrong about his duty? Was he really required to give up his life?

He conducted his devotions in a state of great mental distraction. Seeing a copy of Baxter's Reformed Pastor which belonged to Dr. Morgan lying on the window-seat, he took it up, hoping to get some light from its stimulating pages. He remembered that Wesley spoke well of Baxter; but he could not fix his mind upon the book. He kept listlessly turning the leaves until his eye lighted upon a sentence in Latin. Kike knew not a single word of Latin, and for that very reason his attention was the more readily attracted by the sentence in an unknown tongue. He read it, "Nec propter vitam, vivendi perdere causas." He found written in the margin a free rendering: "Let us not, for the sake of life, sacrifice the only things worth living for." He knelt down now and gave thanks for what seemed to him Divine direction. He had been delivered from a temptation to sacrifice the great end of living for the sake of saving his life.

He was trying to focus on his prayers but was really distracted. Spotting a copy of Baxter's *Reformed Pastor* that belonged to Dr. Morgan on the window-seat, he picked it up, hoping to find some inspiration in its pages. He remembered that Wesley praised Baxter, but he couldn’t concentrate on the book. He kept flipping through the pages until he noticed a sentence in Latin. Kike didn’t know any Latin, which made the unfamiliar sentence catch his eye even more. He read it, "Nec propter vitam, vivendi perdere causas." In the margin, someone had written a translation: "Let us not, for the sake of life, sacrifice the only things worth living for." He knelt down and gave thanks for what felt like a divine message. He realized he had been saved from the temptation to give up the true purpose of living just to save his life.

It cost him a pang to bid adieu to Dr. Morgan and his motherly wife and the excellent Jane. It cost him a great pang to say good-bye to Nettie Morgan. Her mobile face could ill conceal her feeling. She did not venture to come to the door. Kike found her alone in the little porch at the back of the house, trying to look unconcerned. Afraid to trust himself he bade her farewell dryly, taking her hand coldly for a moment. But the sight of her pain-stricken face touched him to the quick: he seized her hand again, and, with eyes full of tears, said huskily: "Good-bye, Nettie! God bless you, and keep you forever!" and then turned suddenly away, bidding the rest a hasty adieu and riding off eagerly, almost afraid to look back. He was more severe than ever in the watch he kept over himself after this. He could never again trust his treacherous heart.

It hurt him to say goodbye to Dr. Morgan, his caring wife, and the wonderful Jane. It was especially painful to say farewell to Nettie Morgan. Her expressive face barely hid her emotions. She didn’t dare come to the door. Kike found her alone on the small back porch, trying to seem indifferent. Not wanting to let his feelings show, he said goodbye coldly, taking her hand briefly. But seeing her anguished expression hit him hard: he took her hand again, and with tears in his eyes, he said hoarsely, "Goodbye, Nettie! God bless you and keep you always!" Then he turned away quickly, giving the others a hasty farewell and riding off eagerly, almost afraid to look back. He became even more strict with himself after that. He could never again trust his deceitful heart.

Kike rode to his old home in the Hissawachee Settlement, "The Forks" had now come to be quite a village; the valley was filling with people borne on that great wave of migration that swept over the Alleghanies in the first dozen years of the century. The cabin in which his mother lived was very little different from what it was when he left it. The old stick chimney showed signs of decrepitude; the barrel which served for chimney-pot was canted a little on one side, giving to the cabin, as Kike thought, an unpleasant air, as of a man a little exhilarated with whiskey, who has tipped his hat upon the side of his head to leer at you saucily. The mother received him joyously, and wiped her eyes with her apron when she saw how sick he had been. Brady was at the widow's cabin, and though he stood by the fire-place when Kike entered, the two splint-bottomed chairs sat suspiciously close together. Brady had long thought of changing his state, but both Brady and the widow were in mortal fear of Kike, whose severity of judgment and sternness of reproof appalled them. "If it wasn't for Koike," said Brady to himself, "I'd propose to the widdy. But what would the lad say to sich follies at my toime of loife? And the widdy's more afeard of him than I am. Did iver anybody say the loikes of a b'y that skeers his schoolmasther out of courtin' his mother, and his mother out of resavin' the attintions of a larnt grammairian loike mesilf? The misfortin' is that Koike don't have no wakenisses himsilf. I wish he had jist one, and thin I wouldn't keer. If I could only foind that he'd iver looked jist a little swate loike at iny young girl, I wouldn't moind his cinsure. But, somehow, I kape a-thinkin' what would Koike say, loike a ould coward that I am."

Kike rode back to his old home in the Hissawachee Settlement. "The Forks" had turned into quite a village; the valley was filling up with people who were part of the big migration wave that swept over the Alleghanies in the first dozen years of the century. The cabin where his mother lived was little changed from when he left. The old stick chimney was showing signs of aging; the barrel that served as a chimney pot leaned a bit sideways, giving the cabin an unpleasant look, as Kike thought, like a guy who's had too much whiskey and tipped his hat to leer at you. His mother welcomed him joyfully, wiping her eyes with her apron when she saw how sick he had been. Brady was at the widow's cabin, and although he was standing by the fireplace when Kike walked in, the two splint-bottomed chairs were suspiciously close together. Brady had been thinking for a while about changing his relationship status, but both he and the widow were terrified of Kike, whose harsh judgment and stern warnings scared them. "If it weren't for Kike," Brady thought to himself, "I'd propose to the widow. But what would the kid say about nonsense like that at my age? And the widow is more afraid of him than I am. Has anyone ever seen a boy who scares his schoolmaster away from dating his mother, and his mother from accepting the attentions of a learned grammarian like me? The unfortunate thing is that Kike doesn’t have any weaknesses himself. I wish he had just one, and then I wouldn't care. If I could just find out that he ever looked a little sweetly at any young girl, I wouldn’t mind his criticism. But somehow, I keep thinking about what Kike would say, like the old coward that I am."

Kike had come home to have his tattered wardrobe improved, and the thoughtful mother had already made him a warm, though not very shapely, suit of jeans. It cost Kike a struggle to leave her again. She did not think him fit to go. But she did not dare to say so. How should she venture to advise one who seemed to her wondering heart to live in the very secrets of the Almighty? God had laid hands on him—the child was hers no longer. But still she looked her heart-breaking apprehensions as he set out from home, leaving her standing disconsolate in the doorway wiping her eyes with her apron.

Kike had come home to upgrade his worn-out clothes, and his caring mother had already made him a warm, though not very well-fitting, pair of jeans. It was hard for Kike to leave her again. She didn't think he was ready to go. But she didn't dare to say that. How could she tell someone who seemed to touch the very mysteries of God? God had chosen him—the child was no longer hers. Yet, she couldn't help but feel heartbroken as he left home, standing in the doorway, wiping her eyes with her apron.

And Brady, seeing Kike as he rode by the school-house, ventured to give him advice—partly by way of finding out whether Kike had any "wakeniss" or not.

And Brady, spotting Kike as he rode past the schoolhouse, decided to give him some advice—partly to see if Kike had any "wakeniss" or not.

"Now, Koike, me son, as your ould taycher, I thrust you'll bear with me if I give you some advoice, though ye have got to be sich a praycher. Ye'll not take offinse, me lad?"

"Now, Koike, my son, as your old teacher, I trust you'll bear with me if I give you some advice, even though you’ve become quite the preacher. You won’t take offense, will you, my boy?"

"O no; certainly not, Mr. Brady," said Kike, smiling sadly.

"O no; definitely not, Mr. Brady," Kike said, smiling sadly.

"Will, thin, ye're of a delicate constitooshun as shure as ye're born, and it's me own opinion as ye ought to git a good wife to nurse ye, and thin you could git a home and maybe do more good than ye do now."

"Will, you're thin and delicate for sure, and I honestly think you should find a good wife to take care of you. Then you could have a home and maybe do more good than you do now."

Kike's face settled into more than its wonted severity. The remembrance of his recent vacillation and the sense of his present weakness were fresh in his mind. He would not again give place to the devil.

Kike's expression turned more serious than usual. The memory of his recent indecision and the awareness of his current weakness were still vivid in his mind. He wouldn’t let the devil take hold again.

"Mr. Brady, there's something more important than our own ease or happiness. We were not made to seek comfort, but to give ourselves to the work of Christ. And see! your head is already blossoming for eternity, and yet you talk as if this world were all."

"Mr. Brady, there's something more important than our own comfort or happiness. We weren't put here to seek ease, but to dedicate ourselves to the work of Christ. And look! Your head is already blossoming for eternity, yet you speak as if this world is everything."

Saying this, Kike shook hands with the master solemnly and rode away, and Mr. Brady was more appalled than ever.

Saying this, Kike shook hands with the master seriously and rode away, and Mr. Brady was more shocked than ever.

"The lad haint got a wakeniss," he said, disconsolately. "Not a wakeniss," he repeated, as he walked gloomily into the school-house, took down a switch and proceeded to punish Pete Sniger, who, as the worst boy in the school, and a sort of evil genius, often suffered on general principles when the master was out of humor.

"The kid doesn’t have a waking up," he said, sadly. "Not a waking up," he repeated as he walked gloomily into the classroom, took down a switch, and started to punish Pete Sniger, who, as the worst kid in the school and a sort of troublemaker, often got in trouble just because the teacher was in a bad mood.

Was Kike unhappy when he made his way to the distant Pottawottomie Creek circuit?

Was Kike unhappy when he headed to the distant Pottawottomie Creek circuit?

Do you think the Jesuit missionaries, who traversed the wilds of America at the call of duty as they heard it, were unhappy men? The highest happiness comes not from the satisfaction of our desires, but from the denial of them for the sake of a high purpose. I doubt not the happiest man that ever sailed through Levantine seas, or climbed Cappadocian mountains, was Paul of Tarsus. Do you think that he envied the voluptuaries of Cyprus, or the rich merchants of Corinth? Can you believe that one of the idlers in the Epicurean gardens, or one of the Stoic loafers in the covered sidewalks of Athens, could imagine the joy that tided the soul of Paul over all tribulations? For there is a sort of awful delight in self-sacrifice, and Kike defied the storms of a northern winter, and all the difficulties and dangers of the wilderness, and all the hardships of his lonely lot, with one saying often on his lips: "O Lord, I have kept back nothing!"

Do you think the Jesuit missionaries, who journeyed through the wilds of America out of a sense of duty, were unhappy people? The greatest happiness doesn't come from getting what we want, but from giving it up for a greater purpose. I have no doubt that the happiest person to ever sail the Levantine seas or climb the Cappadocian mountains was Paul of Tarsus. Do you think he envied the pleasure-seekers of Cyprus or the wealthy merchants of Corinth? Can you believe that one of the loungers in the Epicurean gardens or one of the Stoic idlers in the covered streets of Athens could even imagine the joy that carried Paul through all his struggles? There is a certain profound joy in self-sacrifice, and he faced the storms of a northern winter, along with all the challenges and dangers of the wilderness, and all the hardships of his solitary life, often declaring: "O Lord, I have kept back nothing!"

I have heard that about this time young Lumsden was accustomed to electrify his audiences by his fervent preaching upon the Christian duty of Glorying in Tribulation, and that shrewd old country women would nod their heads one to another as they went home afterward, and say: "He's seed a mighty sight o' trouble in his time, I 'low, fer a young man." "Yes; but he's got the victory; and how powerful sweet he talks about it! I never heerd the beat in all my born days."

I’ve heard that around this time, young Lumsden was known for electrifying his audiences with his passionate preaching on the Christian duty of finding glory in suffering. Shrewd old country women would nod to each other on their way home and say, "He’s seen a lot of trouble for a young guy, I’ll tell you that." "Yeah, but he’s got the victory, and he talks about it so beautifully! I’ve never heard anything like it in all my life."







CHAPTER XXIII.

RUSSELL BIGELOW'S SERMON.

Two years have ripened Patty from the girl to the woman. If Kike is happy in his self-abnegation, Patty is not happy in hers. Pride has no balm in it. However powerful it may be as a stimulant, it is poor food. And Patty has little but pride to feed upon. The invalid mother has now been dead a year, and Patty is almost without companionship, though not without suitors. Land brings lovers—land-lovers, if nothing more—and the estate of Patty's father is not her only attraction. She is a young woman of a certain nobility of figure and carriage; she is not large, but her bearing makes her seem quite commanding. Even her father respects her, and all the more does he wish to torment her whenever he finds opportunity. Patty is thrifty, and in the early West no attraction outweighed this wifely ordering of a household. But Patty will not marry any of the suitors who calculate the infirm health of her father and the probable division of his estate, and who mentally transfer to their future homes the thrift and orderliness they see in Captain Lumsden's. By refusing them all she has won the name of a proud girl. There are times when out of sight of everybody she weeps, hardly knowing why. And since her mother's death she reads the prayer-book more than ever, finding in the severe confessions therein framed for us miserable sinners, and the plaintive cries of the litany, a voice for her innermost soul.

Two years have transformed Patty from a girl into a woman. While Kike finds happiness in his self-denial, Patty does not share that happiness. Pride offers no comfort. Despite being a strong motivator, it provides little sustenance. And pride is almost all Patty has to rely on. Her sick mother has been gone for a year now, leaving Patty almost alone, though she has no shortage of admirers. Land attracts lovers—land-lovers, if nothing else—and Patty’s father's estate is just one of her appeals. She possesses an air of nobility in her stature and presence; she isn’t tall, but her demeanor gives her a commanding presence. Even her father holds her in respect but takes pleasure in tormenting her whenever he can. Patty is frugal, and in the early West, no quality was more valued than a woman's ability to manage a household. But Patty is unwilling to marry any of the suitors who calculate her father's poor health and the likely division of his estate, who envision taking the thrift and order they see in Captain Lumsden's home to their own. By rejecting them all, she has earned the label of a proud girl. There are moments when, away from everyone’s gaze, she cries, often not even sure why. Since her mother’s death, she has turned to her prayer book more than ever, finding in the strict confessions written for us miserable sinners, along with the mournful cries of the litany, a voice that resonates with her innermost feelings.

Captain Lumsden fears she will marry and leave him, and yet it angers him that she refuses to marry. His hatred of Methodists has assumed the intensity of a monomania since he was defeated for the legislature partly by Methodist opposition. All his love of power has turned to bitterest resentment, and every thought that there may be yet the remotest possibility of Patty's marrying Morton afflicts him beyond measure. He cannot fathom the reason for her obstinate rejection of all lovers; he dislikes her growing seriousness and her fondness for the prayer-book. Even the prayer-book's earnestness has something Methodistic about it. But Patty has never yet been in a Methodist meeting, and with this fact he comforts himself. He has taken pains to buy her jewelry and "artificials" in abundance, that he may, by dressing her finely, remove her as far as possible from temptations to become a Methodist. For in that time, when fine dressing was not common and country neighborhoods were polarized by the advent of Methodism in its most aggressive form, every artificial flower and every earring was a banner of antagonism to the new sect; a well-dressed woman in a congregation was almost a defiance to the preacher. It seemed to Lumsden, therefore, that Patty had prophylactic ornaments enough to save her from Methodism. And to all of these he added covert threats that if any child of his should ever join these crazy Methodist loons, he would turn him out of doors and never see him again. This threat was always indirect—a remark dropped incidentally; the pronoun which represented the unknown quantity of a Methodist Lumsden was always masculine, but Patty did not fail to comprehend.

Captain Lumsden is worried she will marry and leave him, yet he's infuriated that she refuses to marry. His hatred for Methodists has become obsessive since he lost a bid for the legislature partly due to their opposition. All his desire for power has turned into deep resentment, and just the thought that there might still be a chance of Patty marrying Morton torments him immensely. He can't understand why she stubbornly rejects all suitors; he dislikes her increasing seriousness and her attachment to the prayer book. Even the earnestness of the prayer book strikes him as Methodistic. However, Patty has never attended a Methodist meeting, and he takes comfort in that fact. He has gone out of his way to buy her plenty of jewelry and "artificials," hoping that by dressing her elegantly, he can steer her away from the temptation of becoming a Methodist. In that era, when fine clothing was rare and country communities were sharply divided by the aggressive rise of Methodism, every artificial flower and earring stood as a symbol of resistance against the new sect; a well-dressed woman in a congregation was almost a challenge to the preacher. Therefore, Lumsden believed Patty had enough protective ornaments to keep her safe from Methodism. He even added subtle threats that if any child of his ever joined those crazy Methodist lunatics, he would throw them out and never see them again. This threat was always indirect—a remark made casually; the pronoun representing the unknown quantity of a Methodist to Lumsden was always masculine, but Patty understood completely.


THE CONNECTICUT PEDDLER.
THE CONNECTICUT PEDDLER.

THE CONNECTICUT PEDDLER.

One day there came to Captain Lumsden's door that out-cast of New England—a tin-peddler. Western people had never heard of Yale College or any other glory of Connecticut or New England. To them it was but a land that bred pestilent peripatetic peddlers of tin-ware and wooden clocks. Western rogues would cheat you out of your horse or your farm if a good chance offered, but this vile vender of Yankee tins, who called a bucket a "pail," and said "noo" for new, and talked nasally, would work an hour to cheat you out of a "fipenny bit." The tin-peddler, one Munson, thrust his sharpened visage in at Lumsden's door and "made bold" to inquire if he could git a night's lodging, which the Captain, like other settlers, granted without charge. Having unloaded his stock of "tins" and "put up" his horse, the Connecticut peddler "made bold" to ask many leading questions about the family and personal history of the Lumsdens, collectively and individually. Having thus taken the first steps toward acquaintance by this display of an aggravating interest in the welfare of his new friends, he proceeded to give elaborate and truthful accounts—with variations—of his own recent adventures, to the boundless amusement of the younger Lumsdens, who laughed more heartily at the Connecticut man's words and pronunciation than at his stories. He said, among other things, that he had ben to Jinkinsville t'other day to what the Methodis' called a "basket meetin'." But when he had proceeded so far with his narrative, he prudently stopped and made bold to inquire what the Captain thought of these Methodists. The Captain was not slow to express his opinion, and the man of tins, having thus reassured himself by taking soundings, proceeded to tell that they was a dreffle craoud of folks to that meetin'. And he, hevin' a sharp eye to business, hed went forrard to the mourner's bench to be prayed fer. Didn't do no pertik'ler harm to hev folks pray fer ye, ye know. Well, ye see, the Methodis' they wanted to incourage a seeker, and so they all bought some tins. Purty nigh tuck the hull load offen his hands! (And here the peddler winked one eye at the Captain and then the other at Patty.) Fer they was seen a dreffle lot of folks there. Come to hear a young preacher as is 'mazin' elo'kent—Parson Goodwin by name, and he was a good one to preach, sartain.

One day, a rejected man from New England—a tin peddler—showed up at Captain Lumsden's door. People in the West had never heard of Yale College or any other pride of Connecticut or New England. To them, it was just a place that produced annoying traveling salesmen selling tinware and wooden clocks. While Western con artists might rip you off if they got the chance, this sad excuse for a Yankee tin vendor, who called a bucket a "pail," said "noo" instead of new, and spoke in a nasal tone, would go to great lengths just to cheat you out of a “fipenny bit.” The tin peddler, a guy named Munson, stuck his pointed face through Lumsden's door and boldly asked if he could get a place to stay for the night, which the Captain, like other settlers, offered for free. After unloading his "tins" and taking care of his horse, the Connecticut peddler had the audacity to ask a ton of probing questions about the Lumsden family, both as a whole and individually. Having taken the first step toward friendship by showing this annoying interest in their lives, he then went on to share lengthy and mostly truthful stories—though with some embellishments—about his recent travels, which had the younger Lumsdens laughing louder at his words and accent than at his tales. He mentioned, among other things, that he had been to Jinkinsville the other day for what the Methodists called a “basket meeting.” But once he got that far in his story, he wisely paused and asked what the Captain thought of those Methodists. The Captain didn't hesitate to share his opinion, and feeling reassured, the tin man went on to say that there were a ton of people at that meeting. He, having a keen eye for business, had gone up to the mourner's bench to get prayed for. It wouldn't hurt to have people pray for you, you know. Well, you see, the Methodists wanted to encourage a seeker, so they all bought some tins from him. Nearly bought the entire load right off his hands! (Here the peddler winked one eye at the Captain and then the other at Patty.) Because there were a tremendous amount of folks there, coming to hear a young preacher who was incredibly eloquent—Parson Goodwin, by name, and he was really a good preacher, for sure.

This startled Patty and the Captain.

This surprised Patty and the Captain.

"Goodwin?" said the Captain; "Morton Goodwin?"

"Goodwin?" asked the Captain. "Morton Goodwin?"

"The identikle," said the peddler.

"The identical," said the peddler.

"Raised only half a mile from here," said Lumsden, "and we don't think much of him."

"Raised just half a mile from here," Lumsden said, "and we don't think much of him."

"Neither did I," said the peddler, trimming his sails to Lumsden's breezes. "I calkilate I could preach e'en a'most as well as he does, myself, and I wa'n't brought up to preachin', nother. But he's got a good v'ice fer singin'—sich a ring to't, ye see, and he's got a smart way thet comes the sympathies over the women folks and weak-eyed men, and sets 'em cryin' at a desp'ate rate. Was brought up here, was he? Du tell! He's powerful pop'lar." Then, catching the Captain's eye, he added: "Among the women, I mean."

"Me neither," said the peddler, adjusting to Lumsden's vibes. "I think I could preach almost as well as he does, and I wasn't raised to be a preacher either. But he's got a great voice for singing—it's got a nice ring to it, you see, and he has a clever way of hitting the emotions of the women and soft-eyed men, which makes them cry like crazy. He was raised here, huh? Really? He's super popular." Then, catching the Captain's eye, he added, "I mean with the women."

"He'll marry some shouting girl, I suppose," said the Captain, with a chuckle.

"He'll probably marry some loud girl, I guess," said the Captain, with a laugh.

"That's jist what he's going to do," said the peddler, pleased to have some information to give. Seeing that the Captain and his daughter were interested in his communication, the peddler paused a moment. A bit of gossip is too good a possession for one to part with too quickly.

"That's exactly what he's going to do," said the peddler, happy to have some news to share. Noticing that the Captain and his daughter were intrigued by his information, the peddler took a moment to pause. A piece of gossip is too valuable a treasure to give away too hastily.

"You guessed good, that time," said the tinware man. "I heerd say as he was a goin' to splice with a gal that could pray like a angel afire. An' I heerd her pray. She nearly peeled the shingles off the skewl-haouse. Sich another excitement as she perjuced, I never did see. An' I went up to her after meetin' and axed a interest in her prayers. Don't do no harm, ye know, to git sich lightnin' on yer own side! An' I took keer to git a good look at her face, for preachers ginerally marry purty faces. Preachers is a good deal like other folks, ef they do purtend to be better, hey? Well, naow, that Ann Elizer Meacham is purty, sartain. An' everybody says he's goin' to marry her; an' somebody said the presidin' elder mout tie 'em up next Sunday at Quartily Meetin', maybe. Then they'll divide the work in the middle and go halves. She'll pray and he'll preach." At this the peddler broke into a sinister laugh, sure that he had conciliated both the Captain and Patty by his news. He now proposed to sell some tinware, thinking he had worked his audience up to the right state of mind.

"You guessed right this time," said the tinware man. "I heard he's going to marry a girl who can pray like an angel on fire. And I heard her pray. She nearly peeled the shingles off the schoolhouse. I've never seen such excitement as she put into it. I went up to her after the meeting and asked about her prayers. It doesn't hurt, you know, to get such lightning on your side! And I made sure to get a good look at her face, because preachers usually marry pretty faces. Preachers are a lot like other people, even if they pretend to be better, right? Well, now, that Ann Elizer Meacham is pretty, for sure. And everybody says he's going to marry her; and someone mentioned that the presiding elder might tie them up next Sunday at Quarterly Meeting. Then they'll share the work and go halves. She'll pray, and he'll preach." At this, the peddler broke into a sinister laugh, convinced he had pleased both the Captain and Patty with his news. He now planned to sell some tinware, thinking he had worked his audience up to the right mood.

Patty did not know why she should feel vexed at hearing this bit of intelligence from Jenkinsville. What was Morton Goodwin to her? She went around the house as usual this evening, trying to hide all appearance of feeling. She even persuaded her father to buy half-a-dozen tin cups and some milk-buckets—she smiled at the peddler for calling them pails. She was not willing to gratify the Captain by showing him how much she disliked the scoffing "Yankee." But when she was alone that evening, even the prayer-book had lost its power to soothe. She was mortified, vexed, humiliated on every hand. She felt hard and bitter, above all, toward the sect that had first made a division between Morton and herself, and cordially blamed the Methodists for all her misfortunes.

Patty didn’t understand why she felt annoyed by this news from Jenkinsville. What did Morton Goodwin mean to her? She went about her evening routine at home, trying to hide her feelings. She even convinced her dad to buy a bunch of tin cups and some milk buckets—she smiled at the peddler for calling them *pails*. She didn’t want to give the Captain the satisfaction of seeing how much she disliked the mocking “Yankee.” But when she was alone that evening, even the prayer book no longer had the power to comfort her. She was embarrassed, frustrated, and humiliated in every way. She felt angry and bitter, especially toward the group that had first caused a rift between her and Morton, and she strongly blamed the Methodists for all her troubles.

It happened that upon the very next Sunday Russell Bigelow was to preach. Far and wide over the West had traveled the fame of this great preacher, who, though born in Vermont, was wholly Western in his impassioned manner. "An orator is to be judged not by his printed discourses, but by the memory of the effect he has produced," says a French writer; and if we may judge of Russell Bigelow by the fame that fills Ohio and Indiana even to this day, he was surely an orator of the highest order. He is known as the "indescribable." The news that he was to preach had set the Hissawachee Settlement afire with eager curiosity to hear him. Even Patty declared her intention of going, much to the Captain's regret. The meeting was not to be held at Wheeler's, but in the woods, and she could go for this time without entering the house of her father's foe. She had no other motive than a vague hope of hearing something that would divert her; life had grown so heavy that she craved excitement of any kind. She would take a back seat and hear the famous Methodist for herself. But Patty put on all of her gold and costly apparel. She was determined that nobody should suspect her of any intention of "joining the church." Her mood was one of curiosity on the surface, and of proud hatred and quiet defiance below.

It just so happened that the very next Sunday, Russell Bigelow was set to preach. The reputation of this great preacher had spread far and wide across the West. Although he was born in Vermont, his passionate style was completely Western. "An orator should be judged not by his written speeches, but by the impact he leaves behind," says a French author; and if we are to get any idea of Russell Bigelow from the reputation that still resonates in Ohio and Indiana today, he was undoubtedly an orator of the highest caliber. He is referred to as the "indescribable." The news of his upcoming sermon had ignited a wave of eager curiosity in the Hissawachee Settlement. Even Patty announced her plan to attend, much to the Captain's dismay. The meeting wasn’t going to be held at Wheeler's, but in the woods, so she could go without stepping into the home of her father's enemy this time. Her only reason for going was a vague hope of hearing something that might entertain her; life had become so burdensome that she craved any kind of excitement. She would sit in the back and listen to the famous Methodist for herself. However, Patty dressed in all her gold and fancy clothes. She was determined that no one would think she had any intention of "joining the church." On the surface, she felt curious, while underneath, she harbored proud hatred and quiet defiance.

No religious meeting is ever so delightful as a meeting held in the forest; no forest is so satisfying as a forest of beech; the wide-spreading boughs—drooping when they start from the trunk, but well sustained at the last—stretch out regularly and with a steady horizontalness, the last year's leaves form a carpet like a cushion, while the dense foliage shuts out the sun. To this meeting in the beech, woods Patty chose to walk, since it was less than a mile away.* As she passed through a little cove, she saw a man lying flat on his face in prayer. It was the preacher. Awe-stricken, Patty hurried on to the meeting. She had fully intended to take a seat in the rear of the congregation, but being a little confused and absent-minded she did not observe at first where the stand had been erected, and that she was entering the congregation at the side nearest to the pulpit. When she discovered her mistake it was too late to withdraw, the aisle beyond her was already full of standing people; there was nothing for her but to take the only vacant seat in sight. This put her in the very midst of the members, and in this position she was quite conspicuous; even strangers from other settlements saw with astonishment a woman elegantly dressed, for that time, sitting in the very midst of the devout sisters—for the men and women sat apart. All around Patty there was not a single "artificial," or piece of jewelry. Indeed, most of the women wore calico sunbonnets. The Hissawachee people who knew her were astounded to see Patty at meeting at all. They remembered her treatment of Morton, and they looked upon Captain Lumsden as Gog and Magog incarnated in one. This sense of the conspicuousness of her position was painful to Patty, but she presently forgot herself in listening to the singing. There never was such a chorus as a backwoods Methodist congregation, and here among the trees they sang hymn after hymn, now with the tenderest pathos, now with triumphant joy, now with solemn earnestness. They sang "Children of the Heavenly King," and "Come let us anew," and "Blow ye the trumpet, blow," and "Arise my soul, arise," and "How happy every child of grace!" While they were singing this last, the celebrated preacher entered the pulpit, and there ran through the audience a movement of wonder, almost of disappointment. His clothes were of that sort of cheap cotton cloth known as "blue drilling," and did not fit him. He was rather short, and inexpressibly awkward. His hair hung unkempt over the best portion of his face—the broad projecting forehead. His eyebrows were overhanging; his nose, cheek-bones and chin large. His mouth was wide and with a sorrowful depression at the corners, his nostrils thin, his eyes keen, and his face perfectly mobile. He took for his text the words of Eleazar to Laban,—"Seeking a bride for his master," and, according to the custom of the time, he first expounded the incident, and then proceeded to "spiritualize" it, by applying it to the soul's marriage to Christ. Notwithstanding the ungainliness of his frame and the awkwardness of his postures, there was a gentlemanliness about his address that indicated a man not unaccustomed to good society. His words were well-chosen; his pronunciation always correct; his speech grammatical. In all of these regards Patty was disappointed.

No religious gathering is ever as enjoyable as one held in the forest; no forest is as pleasing as a beech forest. The wide branches—drooping as they come from the trunk but well supported at the ends—stretch out evenly and horizontally. Last year's leaves create a cushion-like carpet, while the thick foliage blocks out the sunlight. Patty chose to walk to this gathering in the beech woods since it was less than a mile away.* As she passed through a small cove, she noticed a man lying face down in prayer. It was the preacher. Filled with awe, Patty hurried on to the meeting. She had planned to sit at the back of the congregation, but feeling a bit confused and distracted, she didn't initially see where the stand had been set up and entered the congregation from the side nearest the pulpit. When she realized her mistake, it was too late to turn back; the aisle in front of her was already packed with standing people. Her only choice was to take the only empty seat visible. This placed her right in the middle of the members, making her quite noticeable; even strangers from other settlements stared in astonishment at a woman elegantly dressed for that time, sitting among the devout sisters—since the men and women sat separately. Surrounding Patty was not a single piece of jewelry or anything artificial. In fact, most of the women wore calico sunbonnets. The Hissawachee people who recognized her were shocked to see Patty at the meeting at all. They remembered how she treated Morton and viewed Captain Lumsden as a figure of great trouble. This awareness of her conspicuous position was uncomfortable for Patty, but she soon lost herself in the singing. There has never been such a choir as a backwoods Methodist congregation, and here among the trees, they sang hymn after hymn, sometimes with deep emotion, other times with triumphant joy, or solemn seriousness. They sang "Children of the Heavenly King," "Come, let us anew," "Blow ye the trumpet, blow," "Arise, my soul, arise," and "How happy every child of grace!" While they were singing the last one, the notable preacher entered the pulpit, causing a ripple of surprise, almost disappointment, through the audience. He wore cheap cotton clothing known as "blue drilling," and it didn’t fit him well. He was rather short and painfully awkward. His hair hung untamed over the better part of his face—the broad, projecting forehead. His eyebrows loomed over; his nose, cheekbones, and chin were large. His mouth was wide with a sad downturn at the corners, his nostrils thin, his eyes sharp, and his face utterly expressive. He chose as his text the words of Eleazar to Laban—“Seeking a bride for his master,” and, following the customs of the time, he first explained the incident and then went on to "spiritualize" it by relating it to the soul's marriage to Christ. Despite his awkward build and clumsy gestures, there was a gentlemanly quality to his speech that suggested he was no stranger to polite society. His words were well-chosen; his pronunciation was always correct; his speech was grammatical. In all these aspects, Patty felt disappointed.



* I give the local tradition of Bigelow's text, sermon, and the accompanying incident.

* I provide the local tradition of Bigelow's text, sermon, and the related incident.



But the sermon. Who shall describe "the indescribable"? As the servant, he proceeded to set forth the character of the Master. What struck Patty was not the nobleness of his speech, nor the force of his argument; she seemed to see in the countenance that every divine trait which he described had reflected itself in the life of the preacher himself. For none but the manliest of men can ever speak worthily of Jesus Christ. As Bigelow proceeded he won her famished heart to Christ. For such a Master she could live or die; in such a life there was what Patty needed most—a purpose; in such a life there was a friend; in such a life she would escape that sense of the ignobleness of her own pursuits, and the unworthiness of her own pride. All that he said of Christ's love and condescension filled her with a sense of sinfulness and meanness, and she wept bitterly. There were a hundred others as much affected, but the eyes of all her neighbors were upon her. If Patty should be converted, what a victory!

But the sermon. Who can describe "the indescribable"? As the servant, he went on to outline the character of the Master. What struck Patty wasn’t just the nobleness of his speech or the strength of his argument; she felt that every divine quality he spoke about was reflected in the preacher's own life. Only the strongest of men can truly speak worthily of Jesus Christ. As Bigelow continued, he drew her starving heart to Christ. For such a Master, she could live or die; in such a life, she found what Patty needed most—a purpose; in such a life, there was a friend; in such a life, she could escape the feeling of the worthlessness of her own pursuits and the unworthiness of her own pride. Everything he said about Christ’s love and kindness filled her with a sense of her own sinfulness and insignificance, and she wept bitterly. There were a hundred others equally moved, but all her neighbors’ eyes were on her. If Patty were to be converted, what a victory that would be!

And as the preacher proceeded to describe the joy of a soul wedded forever to Christ—living nobly after the pattern of His life—Patty resolved that she would devote herself to this life and this Saviour, and rejoiced in sympathy with the rising note of triumph in the sermon. Then Bigelow, last of all, appealed to courage and to pride—to pride in its best sense. Who would be ashamed of such a Bridegroom? And as he depicted the trials that some must pass through in accepting Him, Patty saw her own situation, and mentally made the sacrifice. As he described the glory of renouncing the world, she thought of her jewelry and the spirit of defiance in which she had put it on. There, in the midst of that congregation, she took out her earrings, and stripped the flowers from the bonnet. We may smile at the unnecessary sacrifice to an over-strained literalism, but to Patty it was the solemn renunciation of the world—the whole-hearted espousal of herself, for all eternity, to Him who stands for all that is noblest in life. Of course this action was visible to most of the congregation—most of all to the preacher himself. To the Methodists it was the greatest of triumphs, this public conversion of Captain Lumsden's daughter, and they showed their joy in many pious ejaculations. Patty did not seek concealment. She scorned to creep into the kingdom of heaven. It seemed to her that she owed this publicity. For a moment all eyes were turned away from the orator. He paused in his discourse until Patty had removed the emblems of her pride and antagonism. Then, turning with tearful eyes to the audience, the preacher, with simple-hearted sincerity and inconceivable effect, burst out with, "Hallelujah! I have found a bride for my Master!"

And as the preacher went on to talk about the joy of a soul committed forever to Christ—living nobly by His example—Patty decided that she would dedicate herself to this life and this Savior, rejoicing in harmony with the growing note of triumph in the sermon. Then Bigelow, lastly, appealed to courage and pride—to the best kind of pride. Who would be embarrassed by such a Bridegroom? And as he described the challenges some had to face in accepting Him, Patty recognized her own situation and mentally made the sacrifice. As he talked about the glory of giving up the world, she thought about her jewelry and the defiant spirit with which she had worn it. Right there in the middle of the congregation, she took off her earrings and removed the flowers from her bonnet. We might smile at the unnecessary sacrifice due to an over-the-top literalism, but to Patty, it was a serious renunciation of the world—an all-in commitment of herself, for eternity, to Him who represents all that is noblest in life. Of course, this action was visible to most of the congregation—especially the preacher himself. For the Methodists, this public conversion of Captain Lumsden's daughter was a huge triumph, and they expressed their joy in many heartfelt exclamations. Patty didn’t try to hide. She refused to sneak into the kingdom of heaven. It seemed to her that she owed this moment of visibility. For a moment, all eyes were on her instead of the speaker. He paused in his message until Patty had taken off the symbols of her pride and defiance. Then, turning with tearful eyes to the audience, the preacher, with heartfelt sincerity and incredible impact, exclaimed, "Hallelujah! I have found a bride for my Master!"







CHAPTER XXIV

DRAWING THE LATCH-STRING IN.

Up to this point Captain Lumsden had been a spectator—having decided to risk a new attack of the jerks that he might stand guard over Patty. But Patty was so far forward that he could not see her, except now and then as he stretched his small frame to peep over the shoulders of some taller man standing in front. It was only when Bigelow uttered these exulting words that he gathered from the whispers about him that Patty was the center of excitement. He instantly began to swear and to push through the crowd, declaring that he would take Patty home and teach her to behave herself. The excitement which he produced presently attracted the attention of the preacher and of the audience. But Patty was too much occupied with the solemn emotions that engaged her heart, to give any attention to it.

Up to this point, Captain Lumsden had been just watching—choosing to risk another bout of nerves so he could keep an eye on Patty. But Patty was so far ahead that he couldn't really see her, except occasionally when he stretched his small frame to peek over the shoulders of taller people in front of him. It was only when Bigelow shouted those triumphant words that he picked up from the murmurs around him that Patty was the center of the excitement. He immediately started cursing and pushing through the crowd, declaring that he would take Patty home and teach her how to behave. The commotion he caused soon caught the attention of the preacher and the audience. But Patty was too caught up in the serious emotions filling her heart to notice any of it.

"She is my daughter, and she's got to learn to obey," said Lumsden in his quick, rasping voice, pushing energetically toward the heart of the dense assemblage with the purpose of carrying Patty off by force. Patty heard this last threat, and turned round just at the moment when her father had forced his way through the fringe of standing people that bordered the densely packed congregation, and was essaying, in his headlong anger, to reach her and drag her forth.

"She is my daughter, and she has to learn to obey," Lumsden said in his quick, raspy voice, pushing energetically into the crowd with the intention of taking Patty away by force. Patty heard this last threat and turned around just as her father pushed through the crowd of people standing around the packed assembly, trying in his furious anger to get to her and pull her out.

The Methodists of that day generally took pains to put themselves under the protection of the law in order to avoid disturbance from the chronic rowdyism of a portion of the people. There was a magistrate and a constable on the ground, and Lumsden, in penetrating the cordon of standing men, had come directly upon the country justice, who, though not a Methodist, had been greatly moved by Bigelow's oratory, and who, furthermore, was prone, as country justices sometimes are, to exaggerate the dignity of his office. At any rate, he was not a little proud of the fact that this great orator and this assemblage of people had in some sense put themselves under the protection of the Majesty of the Law as represented in his own important self. And for Captain Lumsden to come swearing and fuming right against his sacred person was not only a breach of the law, it was—what the justice considered much worse—a contempt of court. Hence ensued a dialogue:

The Methodists back then made sure to have legal protection to avoid trouble from the persistent rowdiness of some locals. There was a magistrate and a constable present, and as Lumsden pushed through the crowd of standing men, he came face to face with the country justice. Although he wasn't a Methodist, the justice had been deeply moved by Bigelow's speech and, like many country justices, tended to exaggerate the importance of his position. In any case, he felt quite proud that this great speaker and the gathered crowd had, in a way, placed themselves under the protection of the law, represented by his esteemed self. So, for Captain Lumsden to come storming up and swearing at him was not just against the law; it was what the justice considered even worse—a contempt of court. This led to a conversation:

The Court—Captain Lumsden, I am a magistrate. In interrupting the worship of Almighty God by this peaceful assemblage you are violating the law. I do not want to arrest a citizen of your standing; but if you do not cease your disturbance I shall be obliged to vindicate the majesty of the law by ordering the constable to arrest you for a breach of the peace, as against this assembly. (J. P. here draws himself up to his full stature, in the endeavor to represent the dignity of the law.)

The Court—Captain Lumsden, I'm a magistrate. By interrupting the worship of Almighty God by this peaceful gathering, you’re breaking the law. I don't want to arrest someone of your standing, but if you don't stop causing disruption, I’ll have to uphold the law by instructing the constable to arrest you for disturbing the peace regarding this assembly. (J. P. straightens up to his full height, trying to show the dignity of the law.)

Outraged Father—Squire, I'll have you know that Patty Lumsden's my daughter, and I have a right to control her; and you'd better mind your own business.

Outraged Father—Squire, I want you to know that Patty Lumsden is my daughter, and I have the right to make decisions for her; you should focus on your own matters.

Justice of the Peace (lowering his voice to a solemn and very judicial bass)—Is she under eighteen years of age?

Justice of the Peace (lowering his voice to a serious and very official tone)—Is she under eighteen?

By-stander (who doesn't like Lumsden)—She's twenty.

Bystander (who doesn't like Lumsden)—She's twenty.

Justice—If your daughter is past eighteen, she is of age. If you lay hands on her I'll have to take you up for a salt and battery. If you carry her off I'll take her back on a writ of replevin. Now, Captain, I could arrest you here and fine you for this disturbance; and if you don't leave the meeting at once I'll do it.

Justice—If your daughter is over eighteen, she’s an adult. If you lay a hand on her, I’ll have to charge you with assault and battery. If you take her away, I’ll bring her back with a legal order. Now, Captain, I could arrest you right here and fine you for this disruption; and if you don’t leave the meeting immediately, I will do it.

Here Captain Lumsden grew angrier than ever, but a stalwart class-leader from another settlement, provoked by the interruption of the eloquent sermon and out of patience with "the law's delay," laid off his coat and spat on his hands preparatory to ejecting Lumsden, neck and heels, on his own account. At the same moment an old sister near at hand began to pray aloud, vehemently: "O Lord, convert him! Strike him down, Lord, right where he stands, like Saul of Tarsus. O Lord, smite the stiff-necked persecutor by almighty power!"

Here, Captain Lumsden became angrier than ever, but a determined class leader from another settlement, fed up with the interruption of the passionate sermon and tired of "the law's delay," took off his coat and spat in his hands, getting ready to throw Lumsden out on his own. At the same time, an elderly woman nearby started praying loudly and passionately: "O Lord, change him! Strike him down, Lord, right where he stands, like Saul of Tarsus. O Lord, bring down the stubborn persecutor with Your mighty power!"

This last was too much for the Captain. He might have risked arrest, he might have faced the herculean class-leader, but he had already felt the jerks and was quite superstitious about them. This prayer agitated him. He was not ambitious to emulate Paul, and he began to believe that if he stood still a minute longer he would surely be smitten to the ground at the request of the sister with a relish for dramatic conversions. Casting one terrified glance at the old sister, whose confident eyes were turned toward heaven, Lumsden broke through the surrounding crowd and started toward home at a most undignified pace.

This was too much for the Captain. He could have risked getting arrested, he could have confronted the intimidating class leader, but he had already experienced the shocks and was pretty superstitious about them. This prayer made him uneasy. He didn’t want to mimic Paul, and he started to believe that if he stood still for another moment, he would definitely be knocked to the ground at the request of the sister who loved dramatic conversions. Throwing one scared glance at the old sister, whose confident eyes were focused on heaven, Lumsden pushed through the surrounding crowd and hurried home in a very undignified manner.

Patty's devout feelings were sadly interrupted during the remainder of the sermon by forebodings. But she had a will as inflexible as her father's, and now that her will was backed by convictions of duty it was more firmly set than ever. Bigelow announced that he would "open the door of the church," and the excited congregation made the forest ring with that hymn of Watts' which has always been the recruiting song of Methodism. The application to Patty's case produced great emotion when the singing reached the stanzas:

Patty's deep feelings were unfortunately interrupted for the rest of the sermon by worries. But she had a determination as strong as her father's, and with her sense of duty backing her will, it was more resolute than ever. Bigelow announced that he would "open the door of the church," and the enthusiastic congregation filled the forest with that hymn by Watts that has always been the anthem of Methodism. The reference to Patty's situation stirred powerful emotions when the singing reached the stanzas:

"Must I be carried to the skies
    On flowery beds of ease,
While others fought to win the prize
    And sailed through bloody seas?

"Do I have to be taken to the heavens
On cushy beds of comfort,
While others battled to earn the reward
And navigated through bloody waters?

"Are there no foes for me to face?
    Must I not stem the flood?
Is this vile world a friend to grace
    To help me on to God?"

"Are there no enemies for me to confront?
    Must I not hold back the tide?
Is this terrible world a friend to mercy
    To guide me toward God?"



At this point Patty slowly rose from the place where she had been sitting weeping, and marched resolutely through the excited crowd until she reached the preacher, to whom she extended her hand in token of her desire to become a church-member. While she came forward, the congregation sang with great fervor, and not a little sensation:

At this point, Patty slowly stood up from where she had been sitting and crying, and confidently made her way through the excited crowd until she reached the preacher, to whom she extended her hand to show her desire to become a church member. As she stepped forward, the congregation sang with great enthusiasm, creating quite a stir:

"Since I must fight if I would reign,
    Increase my courage, Lord;
I'll bear the toil, endure the pain,
    Supported by thy word."

"Since I have to fight to rule,
    Boost my courage, Lord;
I'll handle the hard work, cope with the pain,
    Supported by your word."



After many had followed Patty's example the meeting closed. Every Methodist shook hands with the new converts, particularly with Patty, uttering words of sympathy and encouragement. Some offered to go home with her to keep her in countenance in the inevitable conflict with her father, but, with a true delicacy and filial dutifulness, Patty insisted on going alone. There are battles which are fought better without allies.

After many people followed Patty's lead, the meeting came to an end. Every Methodist shook hands with the new converts, especially Patty, offering words of support and encouragement. Some even offered to come home with her to help her face the inevitable conflict with her father, but out of true delicacy and a sense of duty, Patty insisted on going by herself. Some battles are best fought alone.

That ten minutes' walk was a time of agony and suspense. As she came up to the house she saw her father sitting on the door-step, riding-whip in hand. Though she knew his nervous habit of carrying his raw-hide whip long after he had dismounted—a habit having its root in a domineering disposition—she was not without apprehension that he would use personal violence. But he was quiet now, from extreme anger.

That ten-minute walk was filled with pain and anxiety. As she approached the house, she saw her dad sitting on the doorstep, holding a riding whip. Even though she knew he had a nervous habit of carrying his rawhide whip long after he got off his horse— a habit stemming from his controlling nature—she still felt a bit worried that he might resort to physical violence. But he was calm now, due to his intense anger.

"Patty," he said, "either you will promise me on the spot to give up this infernal Methodism, or you can't come in here to bring your praying and groaning into my ears. Are you going to give it up?"

"Patty," he said, "you either promise right now to stop this annoying Methodism, or you can't come in here to bring your praying and moaning into my ears. Are you going to give it up?"

"Don't turn me off, father," pleaded Patty. "You need me. I can stand it, but what will you do when your rheumatism comes on next winter? Do let me stay and take care of you. I won't bother you about my religion."

"Please don’t kick me out, Dad," Patty begged. "You need me. I can handle it, but what will you do when your rheumatism flares up next winter? Let me stay and take care of you. I promise I won’t bug you about my beliefs."

"I won't have this blubbering, shouting nonsense in my house," screamed the father, frantically. He would have said more, but he choked. "You've disgraced the family," he gasped, after a minute.

"I won't have this crying and shouting nonsense in my house," the father shouted, panicking. He would have said more, but he got choked up. "You've embarrassed the family," he gasped after a minute.

Patty stood still, and said no more.

Patty stood there quietly and didn’t say anything else.

"Will you give up your nonsense about being religious?"

"Are you going to stop with your nonsense about being religious?"

Patty shook her head.

Patty shook her head.

"Then, clear out!" cried the Captain, and with an oath he went into the house and pulled the latch-string in. The latch-string was the symbol of hospitality. To say that "the latch-string was out" was to open your door to a friend; to pull it in was the most significant and inhospitable act Lumsden could perform. For when the latch-string is in, the door is locked. The daughter was not only to be a daughter no longer, she was now an enemy at whose approach the latch-string was withdrawn.

"Then, get out!" shouted the Captain, and with a curse, he went into the house and pulled the latch-string inside. The latch-string represented hospitality. To say that "the latch-string was out" meant you were welcoming a friend; pulling it in was the most unwelcoming thing Lumsden could do. When the latch-string is in, the door is locked. The daughter was not just no longer a daughter; she had now become an enemy whose arrival caused the latch-string to be pulled in.

Patty was full of natural affection. She turned away to seek a home. Where? She walked aimlessly down the road at first. She had but one thought as she receded from the old house that had been her home from infancy——

Patty was overflowing with natural warmth. She looked away to find a place to call home. Where? She wandered aimlessly down the road at first. She had only one thought as she moved away from the old house that had been her home since she was a baby——

The latch-string was drawn in.

The latch was pulled in.







CHAPTER XXV.

ANN ELIZA.

How shall I make you understand this book, reader of mine, who never knew the influences that surrounded a Methodist of the old sort. Up to this point I have walked by faith; I could not see how the present generation could be made to comprehend the earnestness of their grandfathers. But I have hoped that, none the less, they might dimly perceive the possibility of a religious fervor that was as a fire in the bones.

How can I help you understand this book, my reader, who never experienced the influences that affected a traditional Methodist? So far, I've relied on faith; I couldn't see how today's generation could grasp the seriousness of their grandfathers. But I’ve hoped that, nevertheless, they might vaguely sense the possibility of a religious passion that burned like a fire within.

But now?

But now?

You have never been a young Methodist preacher of the olden time. You never had over you a presiding elder who held your fate in his hands; who, more than that, was the man appointed by the church to be your godly counsellor. In the olden time especially, presiding elders were generally leaders of men, the best and greatest men that the early Methodist ministry afforded; greatest in the qualities most prized in ecclesiastical organization—practical shrewdness, executive force, and a piety of unction and lustre. How shall I make you understand the weight which the words of such a man had when he thought it needful to counsel or admonish a young preacher?

You have never been a young Methodist preacher from back in the day. You never had a presiding elder over you who controlled your future; who, more importantly, was appointed by the church to be your spiritual advisor. Back then, presiding elders were typically strong leaders, the best and brightest in the early Methodist ministry; they excelled in the qualities highly valued in church organization—practical wisdom, leadership skills, and a deeply heartfelt piety. How can I convey to you the significance of a man’s words when he felt it necessary to guide or warn a young preacher?

Our old friend Magruder, having shown his value as an organizer, had been made an "elder," and just now he thought it his duty to have a solemn conversation with the "preacher-in-charge" of Jenkinsville circuit, upon matters of great delicacy. Magruder was not a man of nice perceptions, and he was dimly conscious of his own unfitness for the task before him. It was on the Saturday of a quarterly meeting. He had said to the "preacher-in-charge" that he would like to have a word with him, and they were walking side by side through the woods. Neither of them looked at the other. The "elder" was trying in vain to think of a point at which to begin; the young preacher was wondering what the elder would say.

Our old friend Magruder, having proven his worth as an organizer, had been made an "elder," and he felt it was his duty to have a serious conversation with the "preacher-in-charge" of the Jenkinsville circuit about some sensitive issues. Magruder wasn't the most perceptive person, and he was vaguely aware of his own unsuitability for the task ahead. It was Saturday of a quarterly meeting. He had told the "preacher-in-charge" that he wanted to talk, and they were walking side by side through the woods. Neither of them looked at each other. The "elder" was trying unsuccessfully to think of a starting point, while the young preacher was curious about what the elder would say.

"Let us sit down here on this lind log, brother," said Magruder, desperately.

"Let's sit down on this linden log, brother," said Magruder, feeling hopeless.

When they had sat down there was a pause.

When they sat down, there was a pause.

"Have you ever thought of marrying, brother Goodwin?" he broke out abruptly at last.

"Have you ever thought about getting married, Brother Goodwin?" he suddenly exclaimed after a moment.

"I have, brother Magruder," said Morton, curtly, not disposed to help the presiding elder out of his difficulty. Then he added: "But not thinking it a profitable subject for meditation, I have turned my thoughts to other things."

"I have, brother Magruder," Morton said briefly, not eager to assist the presiding elder with his problem. Then he added, "But since I don't consider it a worthwhile topic to think about, I've focused my thoughts on other matters."

"Ahem! But have you not taken some steps toward matrimony without consulting with your brethren, as the discipline prescribes?"

"Ahem! But haven't you made some moves toward marriage without checking in with your peers, as the rules suggest?"

"No, sir."

"No, thanks."

"But, Brother Goodwin, I understand that you have done a great wrong to a defenceless girl, who is a stranger in a strange land."

"But, Brother Goodwin, I understand that you have wronged a defenseless girl who is new and alone in this unfamiliar place."

"Do you mean Sister Ann Eliza Meacham?" asked Morton, startled by the solemnity with which the presiding elder spoke.

"Are you talking about Sister Ann Eliza Meacham?" asked Morton, taken aback by the seriousness with which the presiding elder spoke.

"I am glad to see that you feel enough in the matter to guess who the person is. You have encouraged her to think that you meant to marry her. If I am correctly informed, you even advised Holston, who was her lover, not to annoy her any more, and you assumed to defend her rights in the lawsuit about a piece of land. Whether you meant to marry her or not, you have at least compromised her. And in such circumstances there is but one course open to a Christian or a gentleman." The elder spoke severely.

"I'm glad to see that you care enough about this to guess who the person is. You’ve made her think that you intended to marry her. If I’m correct, you even advised Holston, her lover, to stop bothering her, and you took it upon yourself to defend her rights in the lawsuit over a piece of land. Whether you actually meant to marry her or not, you’ve at least put her in a difficult position. And in situations like this, there’s only one thing a Christian or a gentleman can do." The elder spoke sternly.


ANN ELIZA.
ANN ELIZA.

ANN ELIZA.

"Brother Magruder, I will tell you the plain truth," said Morton, rising and speaking with vehemence. "I have been very much struck with the eloquence of Sister Ann Eliza when she leads in prayer or speaks in love-feast. I did not mean to marry anybody. I have always defended the poor and the helpless. She told me her history one day, and I felt sorry for her. I determined to befriend her." Here Morton paused in some embarrassment, not knowing just how to proceed.

"Brother Magruder, I'm going to be completely honest with you," said Morton, standing up and speaking passionately. "I've been really impressed by Sister Ann Eliza's eloquence when she leads prayers or speaks during love-feasts. I never intended to marry anyone. I've always stood up for the poor and the helpless. One day, she shared her story with me, and I felt compassion for her. I decided to help her." Here, Morton hesitated, feeling a bit awkward about how to continue.

"Befriend a woman! That is the most imprudent thing in the world for a minister to do, my dear brother. You cannot befriend a woman without doing harm."

"Befriend a woman! That is the most reckless thing a minister can do, my dear brother. You can't be friends with a woman without causing harm."

"Well, she wanted help, and I could not refuse to give it to her. She told me that she had refused Bob Holston five times, and that he kept troubling her. I met Bob alone one day, and I remonstrated with him pretty earnestly, and he went all round the country and said that I told him I was engaged to Ann Eliza, and would whip him if he didn't let her alone. What I did tell him was, that I was Ann Eliza's friend, because she had no other, and that I thought, as a gentleman, he ought to take five refusals as sufficient, and not wait till he was knocked down by refusals."

"Well, she wanted help, and I couldn't refuse to give it to her. She told me she had turned down Bob Holston five times, and that he kept bothering her. I ran into Bob alone one day and confronted him pretty seriously, and he went around telling everyone that I said I was engaged to Ann Eliza, and that I would beat him up if he didn't leave her alone. What I actually told him was that I was Ann Eliza's friend because she had no one else, and that I thought, as a gentleman, he should take five rejections as enough and not wait until he was completely shut down."

"Why, my brother," said the elder, "when you take up a woman's cause that way, you have got to marry her or ruin her and yourself, too. If you were not a minister you might have a female friend or two; and you might help a woman in distress. But you are a sheep in the midst of—of—wolves. Half the girls on this circuit would like to marry you, and if you were to help one of them over the fence, or hold her bridle-rein for her while she gets on the horse, or talk five minutes with her about the turnip crop, she would consider herself next thing to engaged. Now, as to Sister Ann Eliza, you have given occasion to gossip over the whole circuit."

"Why, my brother," said the elder, "when you get involved in a woman's situation like that, you either have to marry her or end up ruining her and yourself. If you weren't a minister, you'd probably have a female friend or two and could help a woman in need. But you're like a sheep surrounded by—well—wolves. Half the girls on this circuit would love to marry you, and if you helped one of them over a fence, or held her horse's reins while she got on, or chatted with her for five minutes about the turnip crop, she'd think she was practically engaged. Now, about Sister Ann Eliza, you've given everyone something to gossip about all over the circuit."

"Who told you so?" asked Morton, with rising indignation.

"Who told you that?" Morton asked, feeling more and more upset.

"Why, everybody. I hadn't more than touched the circuit at Boggs' Corners till I heard that you were to be married at this very Quarterly Meeting. And I felt a little grieved that you should go so far without any consultation with me. I stopped at Sister Sims's—she's Ann Eliza's aunt I believe—and told her that I supposed you and Sister Ann Eliza were going to require my aid pretty soon, and she burst into tears. She said that if there had been anything between you and Ann Eliza, it must be broken off, for you hadn't stopped there at all on your last round. Now tell me the plain truth, brother. Did you not at one time entertain a thought of marrying Sister Ann Eliza Meacham?"

"Why, everyone. I barely touched down at Boggs' Corners before I heard you were getting married at this very Quarterly Meeting. I felt a bit upset that you went this far without consulting me. I stopped by Sister Sims’s—she’s Ann Eliza's aunt, I think—and I told her I figured you and Sister Ann Eliza would be needing my help pretty soon, and she just started crying. She said that if there had been anything between you and Ann Eliza, it must be over, since you didn’t even stop there on your last round. Now tell me the honest truth, brother. Did you ever consider marrying Sister Ann Eliza Meacham?"

"I have thought about it. She is good-looking and I could not be with her without liking her. Then, too, everybody said that she was cut out for a preacher's wife. But I never paid her any attention that could be called courtship. I stopped going there because somebody had bantered me about her. I was afraid of talk. I will not deny that I was a little taken with her, at first, but when I thought of marrying her I found that I did not love her as one ought to love a wife—as much as I had once loved somebody else. And then, too, you know that nine out of every ten who marry have to locate sooner or later, and I don't want to give up the ministry. I think it's hard if a man cannot help a girl in distress without being forced to marry her."

"I've thought about it. She's attractive, and I couldn't be around her without developing some feelings. Plus, everyone said she was perfect for a preacher's wife. But I never treated her in a way that could be seen as courtship. I stopped visiting because someone teased me about her. I was worried about what people would say. I won't deny I was a bit infatuated with her at first, but when I considered marrying her, I realized I didn't love her the way a man should love his wife—not as much as I once loved someone else. Also, you know that nine out of ten people who marry eventually have to settle down, and I don't want to give up my ministry. I think it's tough if a guy can't help a girl in trouble without being pressured to marry her."

"Well, Brother Goodwin, we'll not discuss the matter further," said the elder, who was more than ever convinced by Morton's admissions that he had acted reprehensibly. "I have confidence in you. You have done a great wrong, whether you meant it or not. There is only one way of making the thing right. It's a bad thing for a preacher to have a broken heart laid at his door. Now I tell you that I don't know anybody who would make a better preacher's wife than Sister Meacham. If the case stands as it does now I may have to object to the passage of your character at the next conference."

"Well, Brother Goodwin, we won't go into this any further," said the elder, who was now even more convinced by Morton’s admissions that he had behaved poorly. "I believe in you. You’ve done something really wrong, whether you intended to or not. There’s only one way to make it right. It’s not good for a preacher to have a broken heart on his conscience. Now, I have to say, I don’t know anyone who would make a better preacher’s wife than Sister Meacham. If things stay as they are, I might have to raise an objection to your character at the next conference."

This last was an awful threat. In that time when the preachers lived far apart, the word of a presiding elder was almost enough to ruin a man. But instead of terrifying Morton, the threat made him sullenly stubborn. If the elder and the conference could be so unjust he would bear the consequences, but would never submit.

This last was a terrifying threat. Back when the preachers lived far apart, the word of a presiding elder could almost ruin a man. But instead of scaring Morton, the threat made him stubborn and defiant. If the elder and the conference could be so unfair, he would accept the consequences, but he would never give in.

The congregation was too large to sit in the school-house, and the presiding elder accordingly preached in the grove. All the time of his preaching Morton Goodwin was scanning the audience to see if the zealous Ann Eliza were there. But no Ann Eliza appeared. Nothing but grief could thus keep her away from the meeting. The more Morton meditated upon it, the more guilty did he feel. He had acted from the highest motives. He did not know that Ann Eliza's aunt—the weak-looking Sister Sims—had adroitly intrigued to give his kindness the appearance of courtship. How could he suspect Sister Sims or Ann Eliza of any design? Old ministers know better than to trust implicitly to the goodness and truthfulness of all pious people. There are people, pious in their way, in whose natures intrigue and fraud are so indigenous that they grow all unsuspected by themselves. Intrigue is one of the Diabolonians of whom Bunyan speaks—a small but very wicked devil that creeps into the city of Mansoul under an alias.

The crowd was too big to fit in the schoolhouse, so the presiding elder preached in the grove instead. Throughout his sermon, Morton Goodwin was watching the audience, hoping to catch a glimpse of the enthusiastic Ann Eliza. But Ann Eliza was nowhere to be seen. Nothing but deep sorrow could keep her away from the meeting. The more Morton thought about it, the guiltier he felt. He had acted with the best intentions. He didn’t realize that Ann Eliza’s aunt—the frail-looking Sister Sims—had cleverly twisted his kindness to make it seem like he was pursuing her. How could he suspect Sister Sims or Ann Eliza of any ulterior motive? Experienced ministers understand that not all seemingly good and honest people can be trusted completely. There are individuals, pious in their own way, whose natures are so full of intrigue and deception that they remain completely unaware of it. Intrigue is one of the little devils that Bunyan describes—small but very wicked, sneaking into the city of Mansoul under a false identity.

A susceptible nature like Morton's takes color from other people. He was conscious that Magruder's confidence in him was weakened, and it seemed to him that all the brethren and sisters looked at him askance. When he came to make the concluding prayer he had a sense of hollowness in his devotions, and he really began to suspect that he might be a hypocrite.

A sensitive person like Morton tends to absorb the feelings of those around him. He noticed that Magruder's trust in him had faded, and it felt to him like everyone else was watching him with suspicion. When it was time for him to lead the final prayer, he felt an emptiness in his spirituality, and he honestly started to wonder if he might be a hypocrite.

In the afternoon the Quarterly Conference met, and in the presence of class-leaders, stewards, local preachers and exhorters from different parts of the circuit, the once popular preacher felt that he had somehow lost caste. He received fifteen dollars of the twenty which the circuit owed him, according to the discipline, for three months of labor; and small as was the amount, the scrupulous and now morbid Morton doubted whether he were fairly entitled to it. Sometimes he thought seriously of satisfying his doubting conscience by marrying Ann Eliza with or without love. But his whole proud, courageous nature rebelled against submitting to marry under compulsion of Magruder's threat.

In the afternoon, the Quarterly Conference took place, and in front of class leaders, stewards, local preachers, and exhorters from various parts of the circuit, the once-popular preacher felt like he had somehow lost his status. He received fifteen dollars out of the twenty that the circuit owed him, according to the rules, for three months of work; and even though it was a small amount, the conscientious and now troubled Morton questioned whether he truly deserved it. Sometimes he seriously considered easing his troubled conscience by marrying Ann Eliza, whether he loved her or not. But his entire proud, brave nature rejected the idea of marrying just because of Magruder's threat.

At the evening service Goodwin had to preach, and he got on but poorly. He looked in vain for Miss Ann Eliza Meacham. She was not there to go through the audience and with winning voice persuade those who were smitten with conviction to come to the mourner's bench for prayer. She was not there to pray audibly until every heart should be shaken. Morton was not the only person who missed her. So famous a "working Christian" could not but be a general favorite; and the people were not slow to divine the cause of her absence. Brother Goodwin found the faces of his brethren averted, and the grasp of their hands less cordial. But this only made him sulky and stubborn. He had never meant to excite Sister Meacham's expectations, and he would not be driven to marry her.

At the evening service, Goodwin had to preach, and he didn't do very well. He looked around for Miss Ann Eliza Meacham in vain. She wasn’t there to walk through the audience and, with her charming voice, encourage those who felt convicted to come to the mourner's bench for prayer. She wasn't there to pray out loud until every heart was stirred. Morton wasn't the only one who missed her. A well-known "working Christian" like her was bound to be a favorite with everyone, and it didn’t take long for people to figure out why she was absent. Brother Goodwin noticed that the faces of his fellow church members were turned away and their handshakes were less warm. But this only made him sulky and stubborn. He never intended to raise Sister Meacham's hopes, and he wasn't going to be forced into marrying her.

The early Sunday morning of that Quarterly Meeting saw all the roads crowded with people. Everybody was on horseback, and almost every horse carried "double." At half-past eight o'clock the love-feast began in the large school-house. No one was admitted who did not hold a ticket, and even of those who had tickets some were turned away on account of their naughty curls, their sinful "artificials," or their wicked ear-rings. At the moment when the love-feast began the door was locked, and no tardy member gained admission. Plates, with bread cut into half-inch cubes, were passed round, and after these glasses of water, from which each sipped in turn—this meagre provision standing ideally for a feast. Then the speaking was opened by some of the older brethren, who were particularly careful as to dates, announcing, for instance, that it would be just thirty-seven years ago the twenty-first day of next November since the Lord "spoke peace to my never-dying soul while I was kneeling at the mourner's bench in Logan's school-house on the banks of the South Fork of the Roanoke River in Old Virginny." This statement the brethren had heard for many years, with a proper variation in date as the time advanced, but now, as in duty bound, they greeted it again with pious ejaculations of thanksgiving. There was a sameness in the perorations of these little speeches. Most of the old men wound up by asking an interest in the prayers of the brethren, that their "last days might be their best days," and that their "path might grow brighter and brighter unto the perfect day." Soon the elder sisters began to speak of their trials and victories, of their "ups and downs," their "many crooked paths," and the religion that "happifies the soul." With their pathetic voices the fire spread, until the whole meeting was at a white-heat, and cries of "Hallelujah!" "Amen!" "Bless the Lord!" "Glory to God!" and so on expressed the fervor of feeling. Of course, you, sitting out of the atmosphere of it and judging coldly, laugh at this indecorous fervor. Perhaps it is just as well to laugh, but for my part I cannot. I know too well how deep and vital were the emotions out of which came these utterances of simple and earnest hearts. I find it hard to get over an early prejudice that piety is of more consequence than propriety.

The early Sunday morning of that Quarterly Meeting was packed with people on all the roads. Everyone was on horseback, and almost every horse had a second rider. At 8:30, the love feast started in the big schoolhouse. Only those with tickets were allowed in, and even some ticket holders were turned away because of their unruly curls, their flashy accessories, or their provocative earrings. As soon as the love feast began, the door was locked, and no latecomer was allowed entry. Plates with bread cut into half-inch cubes were passed around, followed by glasses of water, which everyone sipped in turns—this meager offering symbolizing a feast. Then the speaking began with some of the older members, who were especially attentive to dates, announcing, for example, that it would be exactly thirty-seven years on the twenty-first of next November since the Lord "spoke peace to my never-dying soul while I was kneeling at the mourner's bench in Logan's schoolhouse by the South Fork of the Roanoke River in Old Virginia." The brethren had heard this statement for many years, with the date adjusted as time went on, but they dutifully responded with pious expressions of gratitude once again. There was a repetitive quality to these little speeches. Most of the older men concluded by asking for the prayers of the congregation, that their "last days might be their best days," and that their "path might grow brighter and brighter until the perfect day." Soon, the older women began sharing their trials and victories, discussing their "ups and downs," their "many crooked paths," and the faith that "brings joy to the soul." With their heartfelt voices, the excitement spread until the entire meeting was fervent with cries of "Hallelujah!" "Amen!" "Bless the Lord!" "Glory to God!" and more. Of course, you, sitting outside this emotional atmosphere and judging it coldly, might laugh at this exuberant display. Maybe it’s okay to laugh, but I personally cannot. I know too well how deep and vital the emotions were that inspired these words from sincere and earnest hearts. I find it challenging to shake off an early belief that piety matters more than propriety.

Morton was looking in vain for Ann Eliza. If she were present he could hardly tell it. Make the bonnets of women cover their faces and make them all alike, and set them in meeting with faces resting forward upon their hands, and then dress them in a uniform of homespun cotton, and there is not much individuality left. If Ann Eliza Meacham were present she would, according to custom, speak early; and all that this love-feast lacked was one of her rapt and eloquent utterances. So when the speaking and singing had gone on for an hour, and the voice of Sister Meacham was not heard, Morton sadly concluded that she must have remained at home, heart-broken on account of disappointment at his neglect. In this he was wrong. Just at that moment a sister rose in the further corner of the room and began to speak in a low and plaintive voice. It was Ann Eliza. But how changed!

Morton was searching without success for Ann Eliza. If she were there, he could hardly tell. Cover the women's faces with bonnets to make them look identical, have them sit in a meeting with their faces resting on their hands, and dress them in simple cotton uniforms, and there's not much individuality left. If Ann Eliza Meacham were there, she would, as usual, speak up early; all this gathering needed was one of her passionate and eloquent contributions. So after an hour of speaking and singing, and with Sister Meacham's voice still unheard, Morton sadly concluded that she must have stayed home, heartbroken over his neglect. In this, he was mistaken. Just then, a sister in the far corner of the room stood up and began to speak in a soft, mournful voice. It was Ann Eliza. But she was so different!

She proceeded to say that she had passed through many fiery trials in her life. Of late she had been led through deep waters of temptation, and the floods of affliction had gone over her soul. (Here some of the brethren sighed, and some of the sisters looked at Brother Goodwin.) The devil had tempted her to stay at home. He had tempted her to sit silent this morning, telling her that her voice would only discourage others. But at last she had got the victory and received strength to bear her cross. With this, her voice rose and she spoke in tones of plaintive triumph to the end. Morton was greatly affected, not because her affliction was universally laid at his door, but because he now began to feel, as he had not felt before, that he had indeed wrought her a great injury. As she stood there, sorrowful and eloquent, he almost loved her. He pitied her; and Pity lives on the next floor below Love.

She went on to say that she had gone through many tough times in her life. Recently, she'd faced deep struggles with temptation, and the waves of hardship had overwhelmed her spirit. (At this point, some of the men sighed, and some of the women glanced at Brother Goodwin.) The devil had tempted her to stay home. He had tried to convince her to remain quiet this morning, telling her that her voice would only bring others down. But finally, she found the strength to overcome that and carry her burdens. With that, her voice rose, speaking with a mix of sadness and triumph until the end. Morton was deeply moved, not just because everyone blamed him for her suffering, but because he began to truly understand that he had caused her significant harm. As she stood there, both sorrowful and articulate, he almost felt love for her. He felt pity for her; and Pity is just one step below Love.

As for Ann Eliza, I would not have the reader think too meanly of her. She had resolved to "catch" Rev. Morton Goodwin from the moment she saw him. But one of the oldest and most incontestable of the rights which the highest civilization accords to woman is that of "bringing down" the chosen man if she can. Ann Eliza was not consciously hypocritical. Her deep religious feeling was genuine. She had a native genius for devotion—and a genius for devotion is as much a natural gift as a genius for poetry. Notwithstanding her eloquence and her rare talent for devotion, her gifts in the direction of honesty and truthfulness were few and feeble. A phrenologist would have described such a character as possessing "Spirituality and Veneration very large; Conscientiousness small." You have seen such people, and the world is ever prone to rank them at first as saints, afterwards as hypocrites; for the world classifies people in gross—it has no nice distinctions. Ann Eliza, like most people of the oratorical temperament, was not over-scrupulous in her way of producing effects. She could sway her own mind as easily as she could that of others. In the case of Morton, she managed to believe herself the victim of misplaced confidence. She saw nothing reprehensible either in her own or her aunt's manœuvering. She only knew that she had been bitterly disappointed, and characteristically blamed him through whom the disappointment had come.

As for Ann Eliza, I wouldn't want the reader to think too poorly of her. She had decided to "catch" Rev. Morton Goodwin the moment she laid eyes on him. One of the oldest and most undeniable rights that the highest civilization gives to women is the ability to "win over" the man they choose if they can. Ann Eliza wasn't intentionally being hypocritical. Her deep religious feelings were real. She had a natural talent for devotion— and a talent for devotion is as much a natural gift as talent for poetry. Despite her eloquence and her rare ability for devotion, her skills in honesty and truthfulness were few and weak. A phrenologist would have described her character as having "Spirituality and Veneration very large; Conscientiousness small." You have seen people like this, and the world tends to label them first as saints and later as hypocrites; because the world categorizes people broadly—it doesn't make fine distinctions. Ann Eliza, like most people with an oratorical temperament, wasn't overly careful in how she created effects. She could influence her own mind just as easily as she could influence others. In Morton’s case, she managed to convince herself that she was a victim of misplaced trust. She saw nothing wrong in her own or her aunt's schemes. She only knew that she had been deeply disappointed and, true to form, blamed the person through whom the disappointment had come.

Morton was accustomed to judge by the standards of his time. Such genuine fervor was, in his estimation, evidence of a high state of piety. One "who lived so near the throne of grace," in Methodist phrase, must be honest and pure and good. So Morton reasoned. He had wounded such an one. He owed reparation. In marrying Ann Eliza he would be acting generously, honestly and wisely, according to the opinion of the presiding elder, the highest authority he knew. For in Ann Eliza Meacham he would get the most saintly of wives, the most zealous of Christians, the most useful of women. So when Mr. Magruder exhorted the brethren at the close of the service to put away every sin out of their hearts before they ventured to take the communion, Morton, with many tears, resolved to atone for all the harm he had unwittingly done to Sister Ann Eliza Meacham, and to marry her—if the Lord should open the way.

Morton was used to judging by the standards of his time. He believed that such genuine passion was proof of deep piety. Someone "who lived so close to the throne of grace," as they would say in Methodist tradition, had to be honest, pure, and good. That's how Morton saw it. He had hurt someone like that. He needed to make amends. By marrying Ann Eliza, he would be acting generously, honestly, and wisely, according to the opinion of the presiding elder, the highest authority he knew. For in Ann Eliza Meacham, he would find the most saintly wife, the most devoted Christian, and the most helpful woman. So when Mr. Magruder urged the congregation at the end of the service to remove every sin from their hearts before participating in communion, Morton, with many tears, decided to atone for all the harm he had unknowingly done to Sister Ann Eliza Meacham and to marry her—if the Lord opened the way.

But neither could he remain firm in this conclusion. His high spirit resented the threat of the presiding elder. He would not be driven into marriage. In this uncomfortable frame of mind he passed the night. But Magruder being a shrewd man, guessed the state of Morton's feelings, and perceived his own mistake. As he mounted his horse on Monday morning, Morton stood with averted eyes, ready to bid an official farewell to his presiding elder, but not ready to give his usual cordial adieu to Brother Magruder.

But he couldn't stick to this conclusion either. His pride couldn’t stand the threat from the presiding elder. He refused to be pushed into marriage. He spent the night feeling uneasy. But Magruder, being a clever man, understood how Morton was feeling and realized his own error. As he got on his horse Monday morning, Morton stood with his eyes turned away, prepared to say an official goodbye to his presiding elder but not ready to give his usual warm farewell to Brother Magruder.

"Goodwin," said Magruder, looking at Morton with sincere pity, "forgive me; I ought not to have spoken as I did. I know you will do right, and I had no right to threaten you. Be a man; that is all. Live above reproach and act like a Christian. I am sorry you have involved yourself. It is better not to marry, maybe, though I have always maintained that a married man can live in the ministry if he is careful and has a good wife. Besides, Sister Meacham has some land."

"Goodwin," Magruder said, looking at Morton with genuine sympathy, "forgive me; I shouldn’t have talked to you that way. I know you'll do the right thing, and I had no right to threaten you. Just be a man; that’s all. Live above reproach and act like a Christian. I'm sorry you’ve gotten yourself into this situation. It might be better not to marry, although I’ve always believed that a married man can serve in the ministry if he's careful and has a good wife. Plus, Sister Meacham has some land."

So saying, he shook hands and rode away a little distance. Then he turned back and said:

So saying, he shook hands and rode away a short distance. Then he turned back and said:

"You heard that Brother Jones was dead?"

"You heard that Brother Jones passed away?"

"Yes."

Yes.

"Well, I'm going to send word to Brother Lumsden to take his place on Peterborough circuit till Conference. I suppose some young exhorter can be found to take Lumsden's place as second man on Pottawottomie Creek, and Peterborough is too important a place to be left vacant."

"Well, I'm going to let Brother Lumsden know to take his spot on the Peterborough circuit until Conference. I guess we can find some young exhorter to fill Lumsden's role as the second person on Pottawottomie Creek, and Peterborough is way too important to leave empty."

"I'm afraid Kike won't stand it," said Morton, coldly.

"I'm afraid Kike can't handle it," Morton said coldly.

"Oh! I hope he will. Peterborough isn't much more unhealthy than Pottawottomie Creek. A little more intermittent fever, maybe. But it is the best I can do. The work is everything. The men are the Lord's. Lumsden is a good man, and I should hate to lose him, though. He'll stop and see you as he comes through, I suppose. I think I'd better give you the plan of his circuit, which I got the other day." After adieux, a little more friendly than the first, the two preachers parted again.

"Oh! I really hope he will. Peterborough isn't much less healthy than Pottawottomie Creek. Maybe just a bit more intermittent fever. But it's the best I can do. The work is everything. The men are God's. Lumsden is a good guy, and I would really hate to lose him, though. He'll probably stop by to see you on his way through. I think I should share his route with you, which I got the other day." After a farewell that was a bit more friendly than the first, the two preachers parted ways again.

Morton mounted Dolly. The day was far advanced, and he had an appointment to preach that very evening at the Salt Fork school-house. He had never yet failed to suffer from a disturbance of some sort when he had preached in this rude neighborhood; and having spoken very boldly in his last round, he was sure of a perilous encounter. But now the prospect of fighting with the wild beasts of Salt Fork was almost enchanting. It would divert him from graver apprehensions.

Morton got on Dolly. The day was well along, and he had a commitment to preach that same evening at the Salt Fork schoolhouse. He had always experienced some kind of disruption whenever he preached in this rough area; and having spoken quite boldly in his last visit, he was certain he would face a dangerous situation. But now the idea of battling the wild characters of Salt Fork was almost exciting. It would take his mind off more serious worries.







CHAPTER XXVI.

ENGAGEMENT.

You do not like Morton in his vacillating state of mind as he rides toward Salt Fork, weighing considerations of right and wrong, of duty and disinclination, in the balance. He is not an epic hero, for epic heroes act straightforwardly, they either know by intuition just what is right, or they are like Milton's Satan, unencumbered with a sense of duty. But Morton was neither infallible nor a devil. A man of sensitive conscience cannot, even by accident, break a woman's heart without compunction.

You don't like Morton in his indecisive state of mind as he heads toward Salt Fork, weighing his thoughts on right and wrong, duty and reluctance. He isn’t an epic hero, because epic heroes act decisively; they either instinctively know what’s right or are like Milton's Satan, free from any sense of duty. But Morton is neither flawless nor evil. A man with a sensitive conscience can't, even by mistake, break a woman's heart without feeling remorse.

When Goodwin approached Salt Fork he was met by Burchard, now sheriff of the county, and warned that he would be attacked. Burchard begged him to turn back. Morton might have scoffed at the cowardice and time-serving of the sheriff, if he had not been under such obligations to him, and had not been touched by this new evidence of his friendship. But Goodwin had never turned back from peril in his life.

When Goodwin reached Salt Fork, he was met by Burchard, now the sheriff of the county, who warned him that he would be attacked. Burchard urged him to turn back. Morton might have ridiculed the sheriff's cowardice and opportunism if he hadn't felt such loyalty to him and been moved by this new sign of his friendship. But Goodwin had never backed down from danger in his life.

"I have a right to preach at Salt Fork, Burchard," he said, "and I will do it or die."

"I have the right to preach at Salt Fork, Burchard," he said, "and I will do it or die."

Even in the struggle at Salt Fork Morton could not get rid of his love affair. He was touched to find lying on the desk in the school-house a little unsigned billet in Ann Eliza's handwriting, uttering a warning similar to that just given by Burchard.

Even during the fight at Salt Fork, Morton couldn't shake off his love affair. He was moved to discover a small unsigned note in Ann Eliza's handwriting, offering a warning similar to the one Burchard had just given.

It was with some tremor that he looked round, in the dim light of two candles, upon the turbulent faces between him and the door. His prayer and singing were a little faint. But when once he began to preach, his combative courage returned, and his ringing voice rose above all the shuffling sounds of disorder. The interruptions, however, soon became so distinct that he dared not any longer ignore them. Then he paused in his discourse and looked at the rioters steadily.

He looked around with a bit of anxiety in the dim light of two candles at the agitated faces between him and the door. His prayer and singing were somewhat weak. But as soon as he started preaching, his fighting spirit came back, and his strong voice rose above the chaos around him. However, the interruptions quickly became so clear that he couldn’t ignore them anymore. He then paused his speech and stared steadily at the rioters.

"You think you will scare me. It is my business to rebuke sin. I tell you that you are a set of ungodly ruffians and law breakers. I tell your neighbors here that they are miserable cowards. They let lawless men trample on them. I say, shame on them! They ought to organize and arrest you if it cost their lives."

"You think you can intimidate me. It's my job to call out wrongdoing. I'm telling you that you are a bunch of wicked troublemakers and lawbreakers. I'm telling your neighbors here that they are pathetic cowards. They let lawless people walk all over them. I say, shame on them! They should band together and take you down, even if it costs them their lives."

Here a click was heard as of some one cocking a horse-pistol. Morton turned pale; but something in his warm, Irish blood impelled him to proceed. "I called you ruffians awhile ago," he said, huskily. "Now I tell you that you are cut-throats. If you kill me here to-night, I will show your neighbors that it is better to die like a man than to live like a coward. The law will yet be put in force whether you kill me or not. There are some of you that would belong to Micajah Harp's gang of robbers if you dared. But you are afraid; and so you only give information and help to those who are no worse, only a little braver than you are."

A click was heard as someone cocked a horse pistol. Morton went pale, but something in his passionate Irish blood pushed him to keep going. "I called you guys ruffians earlier," he said hoarsely. "Now I’m telling you that you’re cold-blooded killers. If you take me out tonight, I'll show your neighbors that it’s better to die like a man than to live like a coward. The law will be enforced whether you kill me or not. Some of you would join Micajah Harp's gang of robbers if you had the guts. But you're scared; so you just provide information and support to those who are a little braver than you."


FACING A MOB.
FACING A MOB.

CONFRONTING A CROWD.

Goodwin had let his impetuous temper carry him too far. He now saw that his denunciation had degenerated into a taunt, and this taunt had provoked his enemies beyond measure. He had been foolhardy; for what good could it do for him to throw away his life in a row? There was murder in the eyes of the ruffians. Half-a-dozen pistols were cocked in quick succession and he caught the glitter of knives. A hasty consultation was taking place in the back part of the room, and the few Methodists near him huddled together like sheep. If he intended to save his life there was no time to spare. The address and presence of mind for which he had been noted in boyhood did not fail him now. It would not do to seem to quail. Without lowering his fiercely indignant tone, he raised his right hand and demanded that honest citizens should rally to his support and put down the riot. His descending hand knocked one of the two candles from the pulpit in the most accidental way in the world. Starting back suddenly, he managed to upset, and extinguish the other just at the instant when the infuriated roughs were making a combined rush upon him. The room was thus made totally dark. Morton plunged into the on-coming crowd. Twice he was seized and interrogated, but he changed his voice and avoided detection. When at last the crowd gave up the search and began to leave the house, he drifted with them into the outer darkness and rain. Once upon Dolly he was safe from any pursuit.

Goodwin had let his impulsive temper get the better of him. He now realized that his outburst had turned into a taunt, and that taunt had pushed his enemies to their limit. He had acted recklessly; what good would it do to throw away his life over a fight? There was murder in the eyes of the thugs. Half a dozen pistols were cocked in quick succession, and he noticed the glint of knives. A hurried discussion was happening in the back of the room, and the few Methodists nearby huddled together like scared sheep. If he wanted to save his life, he had no time to waste. The quick thinking and composure he was known for as a kid didn’t fail him now. He couldn’t show fear. Keeping his fiercely angry tone, he raised his right hand and called for honest citizens to come to his aid and stop the riot. His hand accidentally knocked one of the two candles off the pulpit. Startled, he managed to tip over and extinguish the other candle just as the angry mob surged toward him. The room was plunged into complete darkness. Morton dove into the oncoming crowd. Twice he was grabbed and questioned, but he changed his voice and avoided being recognized. When the crowd finally gave up the search and started to leave the building, he slipped away with them into the outer darkness and rain. Once he was on Dolly, he was safe from any pursuit.

When the swift-footed mare had put him beyond danger, Morton was in better spirits than at any time since the elder's solemn talk on the preceding Saturday. He had the exhilaration of a sense of danger and of a sense of triumph. So bold a speech, and so masterly an escape as he had made could not but demoralize men like the Salt Forkers. He laughed a little at himself for talking about dying and then running away, but he inly determined to take the earliest opportunity to urge upon Burchard the duty of a total suppression of these lawless gangs. He would himself head a party against them if necessary.

When the fast horse got him to safety, Morton felt happier than he had since the serious conversation with the elder the previous Saturday. He was filled with excitement from both the danger he had faced and the triumph of escaping it. Such a bold statement and clever getaway would surely shake the confidence of the Salt Forkers. He chuckled a bit at himself for talking about dying and then running away, but he was secretly determined to talk to Burchard at the first chance he got about the need to completely eliminate these lawless groups. He was ready to lead a group against them if it came down to it.

This cheerful mood gradually subsided into depression as his mind reverted to the note in Ann Eliza's writing. How thoughtful in her to send it! How delicate she was in not signing it! How forgiving must her temper be! What a stupid wretch he was to attract her affection, and now what a perverse soul he was to break her devoted heart!

This happy feeling slowly turned into sadness as he thought about the note in Ann Eliza's handwriting. How nice of her to send it! How considerate of her not to sign it! She must have such a forgiving nature! What a fool he was to win her love, and now what a heartless person he was to break her devoted heart!

This was the light in which Morton saw the situation. A more suspicious man might have reasoned that Ann Eliza probably knew no more of Goodwin's peril at Salt Fork than was known in all the neighboring country, and that her note was a gratuitous thrusting of herself on his attention. A suspicious person would have reasoned that her delicacy in not signing the note was only a pretense, since Morton had become familiar with her peculiar handwriting in the affair of the lawsuit in which he had assisted her. But Morton was not suspicious. How could he be suspicious of one upon whom the Lord had so manifestly poured out his Spirit? Besides, the suspicious view would not have been wholly correct, since Ann Eliza did love Morton almost to distraction, and had entertained the liveliest apprehensions of hie peril at Salt Fork.

This was how Morton viewed the situation. A more suspicious person might have thought that Ann Eliza probably didn’t know any more about Goodwin’s danger at Salt Fork than anyone else in the area, and that her note was just a way to get his attention. A skeptical person might have believed that her choice not to sign the note was just an excuse, since Morton was familiar with her unique handwriting from the lawsuit he helped her with. But Morton wasn’t suspicious. How could he be doubtful of someone who had so clearly been touched by the Lord? Plus, the skeptical view wouldn’t have been entirely accurate, as Ann Eliza did love Morton almost to the point of obsession and was deeply worried about his safety at Salt Fork.

But with however much gratitude he might regard Ann Eliza's action, Morton Goodwin could not quite bring himself to decide on marriage. He could not help thinking of the morning when negro Bob had discovered him talking to Patty by the spring-house, nor could he help contrasting that strong love with the feebleness of the best affection he could muster for the handsome, pious, and effusive Ann Eliza Meacham.

But no matter how grateful he felt for Ann Eliza's actions, Morton Goodwin just couldn't bring himself to commit to marriage. He couldn't stop thinking about the morning when black Bob caught him talking to Patty by the spring-house, and he couldn't help comparing that intense love with the weak feelings he could find for the attractive, religious, and overly expressive Ann Eliza Meacham.

But as he proceeded round the circuit it became more and more evident to Morton that he had suffered in reputation by his cool treatment of Miss Meacham. Elderly people love romance, and they could not forgive him for not bringing the story out in the way they wished. They felt that nothing could be so appropriate as the marriage of a popular preacher with so zealous a woman. It was a shock to their sense of poetic completeness that he should thus destroy the only fitting denouement. So that between people who were disappointed at the come-out, and young men who were jealous of the general popularity of the youthful preacher, Morton's acceptability had visibly declined. Nevertheless there was quite a party of young women who approved of his course. He had found the minx out at last!

But as he went around the circuit, it became increasingly clear to Morton that his reputation had suffered because of his cool treatment of Miss Meacham. Older folks love romance, and they couldn't forgive him for not revealing the story the way they wanted. They believed that nothing would be more fitting than the marriage of a popular preacher with such a passionate woman. It was a shock to their sense of poetic justice that he would ruin the only suitable ending. So, amidst people who were disappointed by the outcome and young men who were jealous of the youthful preacher's popularity, Morton's appeal had noticeably declined. Nevertheless, there was quite a group of young women who supported his decision. He had finally seen through the minx!

One of the results of the Methodist circuit system, with its great quarterly meetings, was the bringing of people scattered over a wide region into a sort of organic unity and a community of feeling. It widened the horizon. It was a curious and, doubtless, also a beneficial thing, that over the whole vast extent of half-civilized territory called Jenkinsville circuit there was now a common topic for gossip and discussion. When Morton reached the very northernmost of his forty-nine preaching places, he had not yet escaped from the excitement.

One of the outcomes of the Methodist circuit system, with its large quarterly meetings, was the unification of people spread over a wide area into a sense of community and shared feelings. It broadened perspectives. It was an interesting and, undoubtedly, a positive development that across the entire extensive and somewhat uncivilized area known as Jenkinsville circuit, there was now a common topic for gossip and conversation. By the time Morton arrived at the northernmost of his forty-nine preaching locations, he still hadn’t escaped the excitement.

"Brother Goodwin," said Sister Sharp, as they sat at breakfast, "whatever folks may say, I am sure you had a perfect right to give up Sister Meacham. A man ain't bound to marry a girl when he finds her out. I don't think it would take a smart man like you long to find out that Sister Meacham isn't all she pretends to be. I have heard some things about her standing in Pennsylvania. I guess you found them out."

"Brother Goodwin," Sister Sharp said as they sat at breakfast, "no matter what people say, I know you had every right to break things off with Sister Meacham. A guy isn't obligated to marry a girl when he sees her true colors. I don't think it would take someone as sharp as you long to realize that Sister Meacham isn't everything she claims to be. I've heard some things about her reputation in Pennsylvania. I guess you figured them out."

"I never meant to marry Sister Meacham," said Morton, as soon as he could recover from the shock, and interrupt the stream of Sister Sharp's talk.

"I never meant to marry Sister Meacham," Morton said, once he managed to shake off the shock and interrupt Sister Sharp's ongoing chatter.

"Everybody thought you did."

"Everyone thought you did."

"Everybody was wrong, then; and as for finding out anything, I can tell you that Sister Meacham is, I believe, one of the best and most useful Christians in the world."

"Everyone was wrong, then; and when it comes to finding out anything, I can tell you that Sister Meacham is, I believe, one of the best and most helpful Christians in the world."

"That's what everybody thought," replied the other, maliciously, "until you quit off going with her so suddenly. People have thought different since."

"That's what everyone thought," replied the other, sneeringly, "until you suddenly stopped hanging out with her. People have started to think differently since then."

This shot took effect. Morton could bear that people should slander him. But, behold! a crop of slanders on Ann Eliza herself was likely to grow out of his mistake. In the midst of a most unheroic and, as it seemed to him, contemptible vacillation and perplexity, he came at last to Mount Zion meeting-house. It was here that Ann Eliza belonged, and here he must decide whether he would still leave her to suffer reproach while he also endured the loss of his own good name, or make a marriage which, to those wiser than he, seemed in every way advisable. Ann Eliza was not at meeting on this day. When once the benediction was pronounced, Goodwin resolved to free himself from remorse and obloquy by the only honorable course. He would ride over to Sister Sims's, and end the matter by engaging himself to Ann Eliza.

This shot had an impact. Morton could handle people slandering him. But, look! A wave of slanders aimed at Ann Eliza herself might come from his mistake. Caught in a frustrating and, as he perceived it, shameful indecision and confusion, he finally arrived at the Mount Zion meeting-house. This was where Ann Eliza attended, and here he had to decide whether he would let her suffer from the shame while he also dealt with the loss of his good name or go through with a marriage that, to those wiser than him, seemed completely sensible. Ann Eliza wasn’t at the meeting that day. Once the benediction was given, Goodwin made up his mind to rid himself of guilt and disgrace through the only honorable choice. He would ride over to Sister Sims's and resolve things by proposing to Ann Eliza.

Was it some latent, half-perception of Sister Meacham's true character that made him hesitate? Or was it that a pure-hearted man always shrinks from marriage without love? He reined his horse at the road-fork, and at last took the other path and claimed the hospitality of the old class-leader of Mount Zion class, instead of receiving Sister Sims's welcome. He intended by this means to postpone his decision till afternoon.

Was it a subtle, half-awareness of Sister Meacham's true nature that made him hesitate? Or was it that a genuinely good man always backs away from marrying without love? He slowed his horse at the fork in the road and finally chose the other path, accepting the hospitality of the old class leader from the Mount Zion class instead of welcoming Sister Sims. He planned to delay his decision until the afternoon.

Out of the frying-pan into the fire! The leader took Brother Goodwin aside and informed him that Sister Ann Eliza was very ill. She might never recover. It was understood that she was slowly dying of a broken heart.

Out of the frying pan and into the fire! The leader pulled Brother Goodwin aside and told him that Sister Ann Eliza was very sick. She might never get better. It was clear that she was slowly dying from a broken heart.

Morton could bear no more. To have made so faithful a person, who had even interfered to save his life, suffer in her spirit was bad enough; to have brought reproach upon her, worse; to kill her outright was ingratitude and murder. He wondered at his own stupidity and wickedness. He rode in haste to Sister Sims's. Ann Eliza, in fact, was not dangerously ill, and was ill more of a malarious fever than of a broken heart; though her chagrin and disappointment had much to do with it. Morton, convinced that he was the author of her woes, felt more tenderness to her in her emaciation than he had ever felt toward her in her beauty. He could not profess a great deal of love, so he contented himself with expressing his gratitude for the Salt Fork warning. Explanations about the past were awkward, but fortunately Ann Eliza was ill and ought not to talk much on exciting subjects. Besides, she did not seem to be very exacting. Morton's offer of marriage was accepted with a readiness that annoyed him. When he rode away to his next appointment, he did not feel so much relieved by having done his duty as he had expected to. He could not get rid of a thought that the high-spirited Patty would have resented an offer of marriage under these circumstances, and on such terms as Ann Eliza had accepted. And yet, one must not expect all qualities in one person. What could be finer than Ann Eliza's lustrous piety? She was another Hester Ann Rogers, a second Mrs. Fletcher, maybe. And how much she must love him to pine away thus! And how forgiving she was!

Morton couldn’t take it any longer. To have caused such a loyal person, who had even stepped in to save his life, to suffer emotionally was bad enough; bringing shame upon her was worse; and to kill her outright felt like betrayal and a crime. He was astonished by his own foolishness and wrongdoing. He hurried over to Sister Sims's. Ann Eliza, in fact, wasn’t dangerously ill; she was more affected by a malarial fever than by a broken heart, although her sadness and disappointment played a big role in it. Morton, convinced that he was the cause of her misery, felt more compassion for her in her frailty than he had ever felt for her in her beauty. He couldn’t claim to have deep love for her, so he settled for expressing his gratitude for the warning he received at Salt Fork. Discussing the past was awkward, but fortunately, Ann Eliza was sick and shouldn’t talk much about stressful topics. Besides, she didn’t seem to demand much. Morton's marriage proposal was accepted with a quickness that irritated him. As he rode away to his next meeting, he didn’t feel as relieved by having done his duty as he had hoped. He couldn’t shake the thought that the spirited Patty would have rejected a marriage proposal under these circumstances and on terms like those Ann Eliza had accepted. Yet, one shouldn’t expect all qualities in one person. What could be more beautiful than Ann Eliza’s radiant faith? She was like another Hester Ann Rogers, perhaps a second Mrs. Fletcher. And how much she must love him to be suffering like this! And how forgiving she was!







CHAPTER XXVII.

THE CAMP MEETING.

The incessant activity of a traveling preacher's life did not allow Morton much opportunity for the society of the convalescent Ann Eliza. Fortunately. For when he was with her out of meeting he found her rather dull. To all expression of religious sentiment and emotion she responded sincerely and with unction; to Morton's highest aspirations for a life of real self-sacrifice she only answered with a look of perplexity. She could not understand him. He was "so queer," she said.

The nonstop lifestyle of a traveling preacher didn't give Morton much chance to spend time with the recovering Ann Eliza. Luckily, because when he was with her outside of church, he found her pretty boring. She sincerely and enthusiastically responded to any expression of religious feeling, but when Morton shared his biggest dreams of living a truly selfless life, she just looked confused. She couldn't understand him. He was "so strange," she said.

But people whose lives are joined ought to make the best of each other. Ann Eliza loved Morton, and because she loved him she could endure what seemed to her an unaccountable eccentricity. If Goodwin found himself tempted to think her lacking in some of the highest qualities, he comforted himself with reflecting that all women were probably deficient in these regards. For men generalize about women, not from many but from one. And men, being egotists, suffer a woman's love for themselves to hide a multitude of sins. And then Morton took refuge in other people's opinions. Everybody thought that Sister Meacham was just the wife for him. It is pleasant to have the opinion of all the world on your side where your own heart is doubtful.

But people who are in a relationship should try to make the best of each other. Ann Eliza loved Morton, and because of that love, she could tolerate what she saw as his strange behavior. If Goodwin ever felt that she was lacking in some important qualities, he reassured himself by thinking that all women probably had similar shortcomings. Men tend to generalize about women based on just one experience rather than many. And since men are often self-centered, they let a woman's love for them blind them to their own flaws. Moreover, Morton relied on what others thought. Everyone believed that Sister Meacham was the perfect match for him. It’s comforting to have the approval of everyone around you when you're unsure in your own heart.

Sometimes, alas! the ghost of an old love flitted through the mind of Morton Goodwin and gave him a moment of fright. But Patty was one of the things of this world which he had solemnly given up. Of her conversion he had not heard. Mails were few and postage cost a silver quarter on every letter; with poor people, correspondence was an extravagance not to be thought of except on the occasion of a death or wedding. At farthest, one letter a year was all that might be afforded. As it was, Morton was neither very happy nor very miserable as he rode up to the New Canaan camp-ground on a pleasant midsummer afternoon with Ann Eliza by his side.

Sometimes, sadly, the ghost of an old love would drift through Morton Goodwin's mind and give him a moment of fear. But Patty was one of the things he had solemnly let go of. He hadn’t heard about her conversion. Mail was scarce, and sending a letter cost a quarter; for poor people, keeping in touch was a luxury to be considered only for a death or a wedding. At most, one letter a year was all that could be afforded. As it was, Morton was neither very happy nor very sad as he rode up to the New Canaan campgrounds on a nice midsummer afternoon with Ann Eliza by his side.

Sister Meacham did not lack hospitable entertainment. So earnest and gifted a Christian as she was always welcome; and now that she held a mortgage on the popular preacher every tent on the ground would have been honored by her presence. Morton found a lodging in the preacher's tent, where one bed, larger, transversely, than that of the giant Og, was provided for the collective repose of the preachers, of whom there were half-a-dozen present. It was always a solemn mystery to me, by what ingenious over-lapping of sheets, blankets and blue-coverlets the sisters who made this bed gave a cross-wise continuity to the bed-clothing.

Sister Meacham was never short on hospitality. As a devoted and talented Christian, she was always welcomed; now that she had a mortgage on the popular preacher, every tent at the site would have been glad to have her. Morton found a place to sleep in the preacher's tent, where one bed, wider than that of the giant Og, was set up for the combined resting needs of the preachers, of whom there were about six present. It was always a puzzling mystery to me how the sisters who made this bed managed to overlap the sheets, blankets, and blue coverlets to create a seamless continuity in the bedding.

This meeting was held just six weeks after the quarterly meeting spoken of in the last chapter. Goodwin's circuit lay on the west bank of the Big Wiaki River, and this camp-meeting was held on the east bank of that stream.

This meeting took place just six weeks after the quarterly meeting mentioned in the last chapter. Goodwin's circuit was located on the west bank of the Big Wiaki River, and this camp meeting was held on the east bank of the river.

It was customary for all the neighboring preachers to leave their circuits and lend their help in a camp-meeting. All detached parties were drawn in to make ready for a pitched battle. Morton had, in his ringing voice, earnest delivery, unfaltering courage and quick wit, rare qualifications for the rude campaign, and, as the nearest preacher, he was, of course, expected to help.

It was common for all the neighboring preachers to leave their areas and offer their support at a camp meeting. Everyone involved was brought together to prepare for a major event. Morton had, with his powerful voice, passionate delivery, unwavering bravery, and sharp humor, exceptional qualities for the rough campaign, and since he was the closest preacher, he was naturally expected to help.

The presiding elder's order to Kike to repair to Jonesville circuit had gone after the zealous itinerant like "an arrow after a wild goose," and he had only received it in season to close his affairs on Pottawottomie Creek circuit and reach this camp-meeting on his way to his new work. His emaciated face smote Morton's heart with terror. The old comrade thought that the death which Kike all but longed for could not be very far away. And even now the zealous and austere young man was so eager to reach his circuit of Peterborough that he would only consent to tarry long enough to preach on the first evening. His voice was weak, and his appeals were often drowned in the uproar of a mob that had come determined to make an end of the meeting.

The presiding elder's order for Kike to head to the Jonesville circuit had come after the eager itinerant like "an arrow after a wild goose," and he had only received it in time to wrap up his affairs on the Pottawottomie Creek circuit and get to this camp meeting on his way to his new assignment. His gaunt face filled Morton's heart with dread. The old friend thought that the death Kike seemed to be longing for couldn’t be too far off. Even now, the passionate and strict young man was so determined to make it to his Peterborough circuit that he would only agree to stay long enough to preach on the first evening. His voice was weak, and his pleas were often lost in the chaos of a crowd that had come intent on disrupting the meeting.

So violent was the opposition of the rowdies from Jenkinsville and Salt Fork that the brethren were demoralized. After the close of the service they gathered in groups debating whether or not they should give up the meeting. But two invincible men stood in the pulpit looking out over the scene. Without a thought of surrendering, Magruder and Morton Goodwin were consulting in regard to police arrangements.

The gang from Jenkinsville and Salt Fork was so aggressive that it threw the members into disarray. After the service ended, they gathered in groups, debating whether to continue the meeting. But two determined men stood in the pulpit, surveying the situation. Without even considering giving up, Magruder and Morton Goodwin were discussing police arrangements.

"Brother Goodwin," said Magruder, "we shall have the sheriff here in the morning. I am afraid he hasn't got back-bone enough to handle these fellows. Do you know him?"

"Brother Goodwin," Magruder said, "the sheriff will be here in the morning. I'm worried he won't have the guts to deal with these guys. Do you know him?"

"Burchard? Yes; I've known him two or three years."

"Burchard? Yeah, I've known him for a couple of years."

Morton could not help liking the man who had so generously forgiven his gambling debt, but he had reason to believe that a sheriff who went to Brewer's Hole to get votes would find his hands tied by his political alliances.

Morton couldn’t help but like the guy who had so generously forgiven his gambling debt, but he felt that a sheriff who went to Brewer's Hole to gather votes would be limited by his political connections.

"Goodwin," said Magruder, "I don't know how to spare you from preaching and exhorting, but you must take charge of the police and keep order."

"Goodwin," Magruder said, "I’m not sure how to keep you from preaching and urging people, but you need to handle the police and maintain order."

"You had better not trust me," said Goodwin.

"You really shouldn't trust me," said Goodwin.

"Why?"

"Why?"

"If I am in command there'll be a fight. I don't believe in letting rowdies run over you. If you put me in authority, and give me the law to back me, somebody'll be hurt before morning. The rowdies hate me and I am not fond of them. I've wanted such a chance at these Jenkinsville and Salt Fork fellows ever since I've been on the circuit."

"If I'm in charge, there will be a fight. I don't believe in letting troublemakers walk all over you. If you put me in power and give me the law to support me, someone will get hurt before morning. The troublemakers hate me, and I’m not a fan of them either. I've been wanting a shot at these Jenkinsville and Salt Fork guys ever since I started on the circuit."

"I wish you would clean them out," said the sturdy old elder, the martial fire shining from under his shaggy brows.

"I wish you would clean them out," said the strong old elder, the fierce spirit shining from beneath his unkempt brows.

Morton soon had the brethren organized into a police. Every man was to carry a heavy club; some were armed with pistols to be used in an emergency. Part of the force was mounted, part marched afoot. Goodwin said that his father had fought King George, and he would not be ruled by a mob. By such fannings of the embers of revolutionary patriotism he managed to infuse into them some of his own courage.

Morton quickly organized the group into a police force. Every man was to carry a heavy club, and some were armed with pistols for emergencies. Some members were mounted while others marched on foot. Goodwin claimed that his father had fought against King George, and he refused to be ruled by a mob. With these sparks of revolutionary patriotism, he managed to instill some of his own courage in them.

At midnight Morton Goodwin sat in the pulpit and sent out scouts. Platforms of poles, six feet high and covered with earth, stood on each side of the stand or pulpit. On these were bright fires which threw their light over the whole space within the circle of tents. Outside the circle were a multitude of wagons covered with cotton cloth, in which slept people from a distance who had no other shelter. In this outer darkness Morton, as military dictator, had ordered other platforms erected, and on these fires were now kindling.

At midnight, Morton Goodwin sat in the pulpit and sent out scouts. Platforms made of poles, six feet high and covered with dirt, stood on either side of the stand or pulpit. Bright fires burned on these platforms, casting light over the entire area within the circle of tents. Outside the circle, a multitude of wagons covered with cotton cloth provided shelter for people from afar who had nowhere else to stay. In this outer darkness, Morton, acting as the military leader, had ordered additional platforms to be built, and fires were now being lit on these.

The returning scouts reported at midnight that the ruffians, seeing the completeness of the preparations, had left the camp-ground. Goodwin was the only man who was indisposed to trust this treacherous truce. He immediately posted his mounted scouts farther away than before on every road leading to the ground, with instructions to let him know instantly, if any body of men should be seen approaching.

The returning scouts reported at midnight that the thugs, realizing the thoroughness of the preparations, had left the campsite. Goodwin was the only one who was unwilling to trust this deceitful truce. He quickly sent out his mounted scouts even further than before on every road leading to the area, instructing them to inform him immediately if any group of men was spotted approaching.

From Morton's previous knowledge of the people, he was convinced that in the mob were some men more than suspected of belonging to Micajah Harp's gang of thieves. Others were allies of the gang—of that class which hesitates between a lawless disposition and a wholesome fear of the law, but whose protection and assistance is the right foot upon which every form of brigandage stands. Besides these there were the reckless young men who persecuted a camp-meeting from a love of mischief for its own sake; men who were not yet thieves, but from whose ranks the bands of thieves were recruited. With these last Morton's history gave him a certain sympathy. As the classes represented by the mob held the balance of power in the politics of the county, Morton knew that he had not much to hope from a trimmer such as Burchard.

From Morton's previous knowledge of the people, he was convinced that among the mob were some men who were more than just suspected of being part of Micajah Harp's gang of thieves. Others were allies of the gang—those who waver between a lawless attitude and a healthy fear of the law, but whose protection and assistance are the foundation upon which every type of wrongdoing relies. In addition to these, there were the reckless young men who disrupted a camp meeting purely for the thrill of it; they weren’t thieves yet, but they were the ones from whom gangs of thieves were formed. Morton felt a certain sympathy for these last individuals based on his own experiences. Since the groups represented by the mob held the balance of power in the county's politics, Morton realized that he couldn’t expect much from someone like Burchard, who was indecisive.

About four o'clock in the morning one of the mounted sentinels who had been posted far down the road came riding in at full speed, with intelligence that the rowdies were coming in force from the direction of Jenkinsville. Goodwin had anticipated this, and he immediately awakened his whole reserve, concentrating the scattered squads and setting them in ambush on either side of the wagon track that led to the camp-ground. With a dozen mounted men well armed with clubs, he took his own stand at a narrow place where the foliage on either side was thickest, prepared to dispute the passage to the camp. The men in ambush had orders to fall upon the enemy's flanks as soon as the fight should begin in front. It was a simple piece of strategy learned of the Indians.

At around four in the morning, one of the mounted sentinels who had been stationed far down the road rode in at full speed, bringing news that the troublemakers were approaching in force from the direction of Jenkinsville. Goodwin had expected this, so he quickly woke up his entire reserve, gathering the scattered squads and setting them up in ambush on either side of the wagon track leading to the camp. With a dozen armed men carrying clubs, he positioned himself at a narrow spot where the foliage was thickest, ready to block the way to the camp. The men in ambush were instructed to attack the enemy's sides as soon as the fight started in front. It was a straightforward tactic he learned from the Native Americans.

The marauders rode on two by two until the leaders, coming round a curve, caught sight of Morton and his right hand man. Then there was a surprised reining up on the one hand, and a sudden dashing charge on the other. At the first blow Goodwin felled his man, and the riderless horse ran backward through the ranks. The mob was taken by surprise, and before the ruffians could rally Morton uttered a cry to his men in the bushes, which brought an attack upon both flanks. The rowdies fought hard, but from the beginning the victory of the guard was assured by the advantage of ambush and surprise. The only question to be settled was that of capture, for Morton had ordered the arrest of every man that the guard could bring in. But so sturdy was the fight that only three were taken. One of the guard received a bad flesh wound from a pistol shot. Goodwin did not give up pursuing the retreating enemy until he saw them dash into the river opposite Jenkinsville. He then rode back, and as it was getting light threw himself upon one side of the great bunk in the preachers' tent, and slept until he was awakened by the horn blown in the pulpit for the eight o'clock preaching.

The marauders rode two by two until the leaders, rounding a curve, spotted Morton and his right-hand man. Then there was a surprised stop on one side and a sudden charge on the other. At the first strike, Goodwin knocked his opponent down, and the riderless horse ran back through the ranks. The crowd was caught off guard, and before the ruffians could regroup, Morton shouted to his men hiding in the bushes, prompting an attack on both sides. The troublemakers fought fiercely, but from the start, the guards had the upper hand due to their surprise ambush. The only question remaining was how many they could capture, as Morton had instructed that every man the guards could apprehend be arrested. However, the fighting was so tough that only three were taken. One of the guards suffered a serious flesh wound from a gunshot. Goodwin did not stop chasing the retreating enemies until he saw them rush into the river near Jenkinsville. He then rode back, and as dawn broke, he collapsed onto one side of the large bunk in the preachers' tent, sleeping until he was awakened by the horn blown in the pulpit for the eight o'clock sermon.

When Sheriff Burchard arrived on the ground that day he was evidently frightened at the earnestness of Morton's defence. Burchard was one of those politicians who would have endeavored to patch up a compromise with a typhoon. He was in a strait between his fear of the animosity of the mob and his anxiety to please the Methodists. Goodwin, taking advantage of this latter feeling, got himself appointed a deputy-sheriff, and, going before a magistrate, he secured the issuing of writs for the arrest of those whom he knew to be leaders. Then he summoned his guard as a posse, and, having thus put law on his side, he announced that if the ruffians came again the guard must follow him until they were entirely subdued.

When Sheriff Burchard got to the scene that day, he was clearly scared by how serious Morton was in his defense. Burchard was the kind of politician who would try to negotiate a compromise with a hurricane. He felt torn between his fear of the mob's hostility and his desire to keep the Methodists happy. Goodwin, recognizing this latter concern, managed to get himself appointed as a deputy sheriff and went to a magistrate to get writs issued for the arrest of the people he knew were the ringleaders. He then called up his guards as a posse, and with the law on his side, he announced that if the troublemakers showed up again, the guards would have to follow him until they were completely defeated.

Burchard took him aside, and warned him solemnly that such extreme measures would cost his life. Some of these men belonged to Harp's band, and he would not be safe anywhere if he made enemies of the gang. "Don't throw away your life," entreated Burchard.

Burchard pulled him aside and seriously warned him that such drastic actions could cost him his life. Some of these guys were part of Harp's crew, and he wouldn't be safe anywhere if he made enemies with them. "Don't waste your life," Burchard pleaded.

"That's what life is for," said Morton. "If a man's life is too good to throw away in fighting the devil, it isn't worth having." Goodwin said this in a way that made Burchard ashamed of his own cowardice. But Kike, who stood by ready to depart, could not help thinking that if Patty were in place of Ann Eliza, Morton might think life good for something else than to be thrown away in a fight with rowdies.

"That's what life is for," Morton said. "If a man's life is too precious to waste battling the devil, then it's not worth living." Goodwin said this in a way that made Burchard feel ashamed of his own cowardice. But Kike, who was ready to leave, couldn't help but think that if Patty were in Ann Eliza's place, Morton might see life as valuable for something other than being thrown away in a fight with troublemakers.

As there was every sign of an approaching riot during the evening service, and as no man could manage the tempest so well as Brother Goodwin, he was appointed to preach. A young theologian of the present day would have drifted helpless on the waves of such a mob. When one has a congregation that listens because it ought to listen, one can afford to be prosy; but an audience that will only listen when it is compelled to listen is the best discipline in the world for an orator. It will teach him methods of homiletic arrangement which learned writers on Sacred Rhetoric have never dreamed of.

As there were clear signs of an impending riot during the evening service, and since no one could handle the chaos quite like Brother Goodwin, he was chosen to preach. A young theologian today would have been completely overwhelmed by such a crowd. When you have a congregation that listens because they are expected to, you can afford to be dull; but an audience that will only listen when forced is the best training for a speaker. It teaches them ways of organizing their sermons that even the most knowledgeable writers on Sacred Rhetoric have never imagined.

The disorder had already begun when Morton Goodwin's tall figure appeared in the stand. Frontier-men are very susceptible to physical effects, and there was a clarion-like sound to Morton's voice well calculated to impress them. Goodwin enjoyed battle; every power of his mind and body was at its best in the presence of a storm. He knew better than to take a text. He must surprise the mob into curiosity.

The chaos had already started when Morton Goodwin's tall figure showed up in the stand. Frontier men are easily influenced by physical presence, and there was a strong, clear quality to Morton's voice that was bound to catch their attention. Goodwin thrived in conflict; every part of his mind and body performed at its best in the heat of the moment. He understood the importance of not sticking to a script. He had to spark the mob’s curiosity.

"There is a man standing back in the crowd there," he began, pointing his finger in a certain direction where there was much disorder, and pausing until everybody was still, "who reminds me of a funny story I once heard." At this point the turbulent sons of Belial, who loved nothing so much as a funny story, concluded to postpone their riot until they should have their laugh. Laugh they did, first at one funny story, and then at another—stories with no moral in particular, except the moral there is in a laugh. Brother Mellen, who sat behind Morton, and who had never more than half forgiven him for not coming to a bad end as the result of disturbing a meeting, was greatly shocked at Morton's levity in the pulpit, but Magruder, the presiding elder, was delighted. He laughed at each story, and laughed loud enough for Goodwin to hear and appreciate the senior's approval of his drollery. But somehow—the crowd did not know how,—at some time in his discourse—the Salt Fork rowdies did not observe when,—Morton managed to cease his drollery without detection, and to tell stories that brought tears instead of laughter. The mob was demoralized, and, by keeping their curiosity perpetually excited, Goodwin did not give them time to rally at all. Whenever an interruption was attempted, the preacher would turn the ridicule of the audience upon the interlocutor, and so gain the sympathy of the rough crowd who were habituated to laugh on the side of the winner in all rude tournaments of body or mind. Knowing perfectly well that he would have to fight before the night was over, Morton's mind was stimulated to its utmost. If only he could get the religious interest agoing, he might save some of these men instead of punishing them. His soul yearned over the people. His oratory at last swept out triumphant over everything; there was weeping and sobbing; some fell in uttering cries of anguish; others ran away in terror. Even Burchard shivered with emotion when Morton described how, step by step, a young man was led from bad to worse, and then recited his own experience. At last there was the utmost excitement. As soon as this hurricane of feeling had reached the point of confusion, the rioters broke the spell of Morton's speech and began their disturbance. Goodwin immediately invited the penitents into the enclosed pen-like place called the altar, and the whole space was filled with kneeling mourners, whose cries and groans made the woods resound. But at the same moment the rioters increased their noisy demonstrations, and Morton, finding Burchard inefficient to quell them, descended from the pulpit and took command of his camp-meeting police.

"There’s a guy standing back in the crowd there," he started, pointing towards a chaotic spot, and pausing until everyone quieted down, "who reminds me of a funny story I once heard." At this moment, the rowdy crowd, who loved nothing more than a good laugh, decided to hold off on their trouble until they heard the story. They laughed, first at one funny tale, then at another—stories that didn’t really teach a lesson, except for the simple joy of laughter. Brother Mellen, who sat behind Morton and had never quite forgiven him for not facing more serious consequences for interrupting a gathering, was shocked by Morton's lightheartedness in the pulpit, but Magruder, the lead elder, was thrilled. He laughed at each story, loud enough for Goodwin to hear and appreciate the elder’s enjoyment of the humor. But somehow—the crowd didn’t know how—at some point in his speech—the Salt Fork troublemakers didn’t notice when—Morton managed to shift from jokes to telling stories that brought tears instead of laughter. The crowd was thrown off balance, and by keeping their interest piqued, Goodwin didn’t give them time to regroup at all. Whenever someone tried to interrupt, the preacher would turn the audience’s ridicule onto the speaker, winning over the rough crowd who always laughed for the side that was winning in any kind of confrontation. Knowing well that he’d have to defend himself before the night was over, Morton’s mind was pushed to its limits. If only he could ignite some spiritual interest, he might help some of these guys instead of just punishing them. His heart went out to the people. Eventually, his speech surged triumphantly over everything; there were tears and sobs; some cried out in anguish while others ran away in fear. Even Burchard felt a chill of emotion when Morton described how a young man was led from bad decisions to worse outcomes, then shared his own experiences. The excitement reached a peak. Just as this whirlwind of emotions hit a frenzy, the rioters broke the spell of Morton’s speech and caused a ruckus. Goodwin promptly invited those seeking forgiveness to the enclosed area known as the altar, filling the space with kneeling mourners whose cries echoed through the woods. At the same moment, the rioters got even louder, and finding Burchard unable to control them, Morton stepped down from the pulpit to take charge of his camp-meeting security.

Perhaps the mob would not have secured headway enough to have necessitated the severest measures if it had not been for Mr. Mellen. As soon as he detected the rising storm he felt impelled to try the effect of his stentorian voice in quelling it. He did not ask permission of the presiding elder, as he was in duty bound to do, but as soon as there was a pause in the singing he began to exhort. His style was violently aggressive, and only served to provoke the mob. He began with the true old Homeric epithets of early Methodism, exploding them like bomb-shells. "You are hair-hung and breeze-shaken over hell," he cried.

Maybe the crowd wouldn’t have gained enough momentum to force the harshest measures if it hadn’t been for Mr. Mellen. As soon as he sensed the brewing trouble, he felt compelled to use his loud voice to silence it. He didn’t ask for permission from the presiding elder, which he was supposed to do, but as soon as there was a break in the singing, he started to urge them. His approach was extremely aggressive and only served to further anger the crowd. He began with the classic old phrases of early Methodism, throwing them out like explosive shells. “You’re hanging by your hair and swaying over hell,” he shouted.

"You don't say!" responded one of the rioters, to the infinite amusement of the rest.

"You don't say!" one of the rioters replied, to the endless laughter of the others.


"HAIR-HUNG AND BREEZE-SHAKEN."
"HAIR-HUNG AND BREEZE-SHAKEN."

"Hair down and windblown."

For five minutes Mellen proceeded to drop this kind of religious aqua fortis upon the turbulent crowd, which grew more and more turbulent under his inflammatory treatment. Finding himself likely to be defeated, he turned toward Goodwin and demanded that the camp-meeting police should enforce order. But Morton was contemplating a master-stroke that should annihilate the disorder in one battle, and he was not to be hurried into too precipitate an attack.

For five minutes, Mellen continued to unleash his intense rhetoric on the chaotic crowd, which only became more agitated by his provocative approach. Realizing he might lose control of the situation, he looked at Goodwin and insisted that the camp-meeting police restore order. But Morton was planning a decisive strike that would eliminate the chaos in one go, and he wasn’t about to rush into an impulsive move.

Brother Mellen resumed his exhortation, and, as small doses of nitric-acid had not allayed the irritation, he thought it necessary to administer stronger ones. "You'll go to hell," he cried, "and when you get there your ribs will be nothing but a gridiron to roast your souls in!"

Brother Mellen continued his preaching, and since small doses of nitric acid hadn’t eased the irritation, he felt it was necessary to give stronger ones. "You'll go to hell," he shouted, "and when you get there, your ribs will be nothing but a grill to roast your souls on!"

"Hurrah for the gridiron!" cried the unappalled ruffians, and Brother Mellen gave up the fight, reproaching Morton hotly for not suppressing the mob. "I thought you was a man," he said.

"Hooray for the football field!" shouted the fearless troublemakers, and Brother Mellen gave up the struggle, angrily blaming Morton for not controlling the crowd. "I thought you were a man," he said.

"They'll get enough of it before daylight," said Goodwin, savagely. "Do you get a club and ride by my side to-night, Brother Mellen; I am sure you are a man."

"They'll have plenty of it before morning," said Goodwin, fiercely. "Will you grab a bat and ride beside me tonight, Brother Mellen? I know you're a man."

Mellen went for his horse and club, grumbling all the while at Morton's tardiness.

Mellen went to get his horse and club, grumbling the whole time about Morton's slowness.

"Where's Burchard?" cried Morton.

"Where's Burchard?" shouted Morton.

But Burchard could not be found, and Morton felt internal maledictions at Burchard's cowardice.

But Burchard was nowhere to be found, and Morton felt a deep anger at Burchard's cowardice.

Goodwin had given orders that his scouts should report to him the first attempt at concentration on the part of the rowdies. He had not been deceived by their feints in different parts of the camp, but had drawn his men together. He knew that there was some directing head to the mob, and that the only effectual way to beat it was to beat it in solid form.

Goodwin had instructed his scouts to report to him as soon as the troublemakers made their first move to gather. He wasn't fooled by their distractions in different areas of the camp and had gathered his men together. He understood that there was a leader behind the mob and that the best way to defeat them was to confront them directly as a united force.

At last a young man came running to where Goodwin stood, saying: "They're tearing down a tent."

At last, a young man ran up to where Goodwin was standing, saying, "They're taking down a tent."

"The fight will be there," said Morton, mounting deliberately. "Catch all you can, boys. Don't shoot if you can help it. Keep close together. We have got to ride all night."

"The fight will be waiting for us," said Morton, getting on his horse slowly. "Grab everything you can, guys. Try not to shoot if you can avoid it. Stay close together. We need to ride all night."

He had increased his guard by mustering in every able-bodied man, except such as were needed to conduct the meetings. Most of these men were Methodists, but they were all frontiermen who knew that peace and civilization have often to be won by breaking heads. By the time this guard started the camp was in extreme confusion; women were running in every direction, children were crying and men were stoutly denouncing Goodwin for his tardiness.

He had strengthened his security by gathering every able-bodied man, except for those needed to run the meetings. Most of these men were Methodists, but they were all frontiersmen who understood that peace and civilization often require some rough tactics. By the time this guard was formed, the camp was in complete chaos; women were rushing around in every direction, children were crying, and men were angrily criticizing Goodwin for being late.

Dividing his mounted guard of thirty men into two parts, he sent one half round the outside of the camp-ground in one direction, while he rode with the other to attack the mob on the other side. The foot-police were sent through the circle to attack them in a third direction.

Dividing his group of thirty mounted guards into two parts, he sent one half around the outside of the camp in one direction while he rode with the other half to confront the crowd on the opposite side. The foot police were sent through the circle to attack them from a third direction.

As Morton anticipated, his delay tended to throw the mob off their guard. They had demolished one tent and, in great exultation, had begun on another, when Morton's cavalry rode in upon them on two sides, dealing heavy and almost deadly blows with their ironwood and hickory clubs. Then the footmen charged them in front, and the mob were forced to scatter and mount their horses as best they could. As Morton had captured some of them, the rest rallied on horseback and attempted a rescue. For two or three minutes the fight was a severe one. The roughs made several rushes upon Morton, and nothing but the savage blows that Mellen laid about him saved the leader from falling into their hands. At last, however, after firing several shots, and wounding one of the guard, they retreated, Goodwin vigorously persuading his men to continue the charge. When the rowdies had been driven a short distance, Morton saw by the light of a platform torch, the same strangely dressed man who had taken the money from his hand that day near Brewer's Hole. This man, in his disguise of long beard and wolf-skin cap, was trying to get past Mellen and into the camp by creeping through the bushes.

As Morton had expected, his delay helped to catch the mob off guard. They had torn down one tent and, in great celebration, started to attack another when Morton's cavalry charged in from two sides, landing heavy and nearly lethal blows with their ironwood and hickory clubs. Then, the foot soldiers rushed at them from the front, forcing the mob to scatter and scramble onto their horses as best they could. Since Morton had captured some of them, the rest regrouped on horseback and tried to launch a rescue. For two or three minutes, the fight was intense. The ruffians made several aggressive attempts against Morton, and only the fierce blows from Mellen kept the leader from being overpowered. Finally, after firing several shots and injuring one of the guards, they fell back, with Goodwin strongly urging his men to keep pressing forward. When the troublemakers had been pushed back a bit, Morton noticed, by the light of a platform torch, the same oddly dressed man who had taken money from him earlier that day near Brewer's Hole. This man, with his disguise of a long beard and wolf-skin cap, was trying to sneak past Mellen and into the camp by crawling through the bushes.

"Knock him over," shouted Goodwin to Mellen. "I know him—he's a thief."

"Knock him down," shouted Goodwin to Mellen. "I know him—he's a thief."

No sooner said than Mellen's club had felled him, and but for the intervening brush-wood, which broke the force of the blow, it might have killed him.

No sooner said than Mellen's club hit him, and if it weren't for the brushwood in the way, which softened the impact, it might have killed him.

"Carry him back and lock him up," said Morton to his men; but the other side now made a strong rush and bore off the fallen highwayman.

"Take him back and lock him up," Morton told his men; but the other side then made a strong charge and took away the fallen highwayman.

Then they fled, and this time, letting the less guilty rowdies escape, Morton pursued the well-known thieves and their allies into and through Jenkinsville, and on through the country, until the hunted fellows abandoned their horses and fled to the woods on foot. For two days more Morton harried them, arresting one of them now and then until he had captured eight or ten. He chased one of these into Brewer's Hole itself. The shoes had been torn from his feet by briers in his rough flight, and he left tracks of blood upon the floor. The orderly citizens of the county were so much heartened by this boldness and severity on Morton's part that they combined against the roughs and took the work into their own hands, driving some of the thieves away and terrifying the rest into a sullen submission. The camp-meeting went on in great triumph.

Then they ran away, and this time, allowing the less guilty troublemakers to escape, Morton chased the notorious thieves and their accomplices into and through Jenkinsville, and continued through the countryside until the fugitives abandoned their horses and fled into the woods on foot. For two more days, Morton hounded them, arresting one here and there until he had captured eight or ten. He chased one of them right into Brewer's Hole. The thorns had torn the shoes from his feet during his frantic escape, leaving a trail of blood on the floor. The orderly citizens of the county were so encouraged by Morton's bravery and toughness that they banded together against the troublemakers, driving some of the thieves away and scaring the rest into a reluctant submission. The camp meeting continued with great success.

Burchard had disappeared—how, nobody knew. Weeks afterward a stranger passing through Jenkinsville reported that he had seen such a man on a keel-boat leaving Cincinnati for the lower Mississippi, and it soon came to be accepted that Burchard had found a home in New Orleans, that refuge of broken adventurers. Why he had fled no one could guess.

Burchard had vanished—how, no one knew. Weeks later, a traveler passing through Jenkinsville said he had seen a guy like him on a flatboat leaving Cincinnati for the lower Mississippi, and it quickly became accepted that Burchard had settled in New Orleans, that haven for lost adventurers. Why he had run away, no one could figure out.







CHAPTER XXVIII.

PATTY AND HER PATIENT.

We left Patty standing irresolute in the road. The latch-string of her father's house was drawn in; she must find another home. Every Methodist cabin would be open to her, of course; Colonel Wheeler would be only too glad to receive her. But Colonel Wheeler and all the Methodist people were openly hostile to her father, and delicacy forbade her allying herself so closely with her father's foes. She did not want to foreclose every door to a reconciliation. Mrs. Goodwin's was not to be thought of. There was but one place, and that was with Kike's mother, the widow Lumsden, who, as a relative, was naturally her first resort in exile.

We left Patty standing uncertainly in the street. The latch on her father's house was pulled in; she needed to find another place to stay. Every Methodist cabin would obviously welcome her; Colonel Wheeler would be more than happy to take her in. But Colonel Wheeler and all the Methodist folks were openly against her father, and it felt wrong for her to get so close to her father's enemies. She didn’t want to shut the door on any chance of making up with him. Mrs. Goodwin's place was out of the question. There was only one option left, and that was with Kike's mom, the widow Lumsden, who, being a relative, was naturally her first choice in this situation.

Here she found a cordial welcome, and here she found the schoolmaster, still attentive to the widow, though neither he nor she dared think of marriage with Kike's awful displeasure in the back-ground.

Here, she received a warm welcome, and here she found the schoolmaster, still attentive to the widow, although neither of them dared to consider marriage with Kike's terrible disapproval looming in the background.

"Well, well," said Brady, when the homeless Patty had received permission to stay in the cabin of her aunt-in-law: "Well, well, how sthrange things comes to pass, Miss Lumsden. You turned Moirton off yersilf fer bein' a Mithodis' and now ye're the one that gits sint adrift." Then, half musingly, he added: "I wish Moirton noo, now don't oi? Revinge is swate, and this sort of revinge would be swater on many accounts."

"Well, well," said Brady when the homeless Patty got permission to stay in her aunt-in-law's cabin. "Well, well, how strange things turn out, Miss Lumsden. You kicked Moirton out yourself for being a Methodist, and now you're the one who's been left adrift." Then, half in thought, he added, "I wish I could see Moirton now. Don't I? Revenge is sweet, and this kind of revenge would be even sweeter in many ways."

The helpless Patty could say nothing, and Brady looked out of the window and continued, in a sort of soliloquy: "Moirton would be that glad. Ha! ha! He'd say the divil niver sarved him a better thrick than by promptin' the Captin to turn ye out. It'll simplify matters fer Moirton. A sum's aisier to do when its simplified, loike. An' now it'll be as aisy to Moirton when he hears about it, as twice one is two—as simple as puttin' two halves togither to make a unit." Here the master rubbed his hands in glee. He was pleased with the success of his illustration. Then he muttered: "They'll agree in ginder, number and parson!"

The helpless Patty could say nothing, and Brady looked out the window and continued, almost to himself: "Moirton would be so glad. Ha! ha! He’d say the devil never played a better trick on him than getting the Captain to kick you out. It’ll make things easier for Moirton. A problem is easier to solve when it’s simplified, you know. And now it’ll be as easy for Moirton when he hears about it, as two times one is two—as simple as putting two halves together to make a whole." Here the master rubbed his hands in delight. He was happy with the success of his example. Then he muttered: "They'll agree in kind, number, and character!"

"Mr. Brady, I don't think you ought to make fun of me."

"Mr. Brady, I don’t think you should make fun of me."

"Make fun of ye! Bliss yer dair little heart, it aint in yer ould schoolmasther to make fun of ye, whin ye've done yer dooty. I was only throyin' to congratilate ye on how aisy Moirton would conjugate the whole thing whin he hears about it."

"Make fun of you! Bless your dear little heart, it’s not in your old teacher to mock you when you’ve done your duty. I was just trying to congratulate you on how easily Moirton would handle the whole thing when he hears about it."

"Now, Mr. Brady," said Patty, drawing herself up with her old pride, "I know there will be those who will say that I joined the church to get Morton back, I want you to say that Morton is to be married—was probably married to-day—and that I knew of it some days ago."

"Now, Mr. Brady," Patty said, standing tall with her usual pride, "I know some people will claim I joined the church to win Morton back. I want you to say that Morton is getting married—he was probably married today—and that I found out about it a few days ago."

Brady's countenance fell. "Things niver come out roight," he said, as he absently put on his hat. "They talk about spicial providinces," he soliloquized, as he walked away, "and I thought as I had caught one at last. But it does same sometoimes as if a bluntherin' Oirishman loike mesilf could turn the univarse better if he had aholt of the stairin' oar. But, psha! Oi've only got one or two pets of me own to look afther. God has to git husbands fer ivery woman ixcipt the old maids. An' some women has to have two, of which I hope is the Widdy Lumsden! But Mithodism upsets iverything. Koike's so religious that he can't love anybody but God, and he don't know how to pity thim that does. And Koike's made us both mortally afeard of his goodness. I wish he'd fall dead in love himself once; thin he'd know how it fales!"

Brady's expression dropped. "Things never work out right," he said, absentmindedly putting on his hat. "They talk about special providence," he mused as he walked away, "and I thought I had finally caught one. But it sometimes feels like a bumbling Irishman like me could steer the universe better if I had the wheel. But, psha! I’ve only got one or two pets of my own to take care of. God has to find husbands for every woman except the old maids. And some women have to have two, which I hope is the Widow Lumsden! But Methodism messes everything up. Koike is so religious that he can't love anyone but God, and he doesn't know how to pity those who do. And Koike has made us both really afraid of his goodness. I wish he’d fall head over heels for someone himself; then he’d know how it feels!"

Patty soon found that her father could not brook her presence in the neighborhood, and that the widow's hospitality to her was resented as an act of hostility to him. She accordingly set herself to find some means of getting away from the neighborhood, and at the same time of earning her living.

Patty quickly realized that her father couldn't tolerate her being in the neighborhood, and that the widow's kindness towards her was seen as an attack on him. So, she made it her goal to find a way to leave the area while also earning a living.

Happily, at this moment came presiding elder Magruder to a quarterly meeting on the circuit to which Ilissawachee belonged, and, hearing of Patty's case, he proposed to get her employment as a teacher. He had heard that a teacher was wanted in the neighborhood of the Hickory Ridge church, where the conference had met. So Patty was settled as a teacher. For ten hours a day she showed children how to "do sums," heard their lessons in Lindley Murray, listened to them droning through the moralizing poems in the "Didactic" department of the old English Reader, and taught them spelling from the "a-b abs" to "in-com-pre-hen-si-bil-i-ty" and its octopedal companions. And she boarded round, but Dr. Morgan, the Presbyterian ex-minister, when he learned that she was Kike's cousin, and a sufferer for her religion, insisted that her Sundays should be passed in his house. And being almost as much a pastor as a doctor among the people, he soon found Patty a rare helper in his labors among the poor and the sick. Something of good-breeding and refinement there was in her manner that made her seem a being above the poor North Carolinans who had moved into the hollows, and her kindness was all the more grateful on account of her dignity. She was "a grand lady," they declared, and besides was "a kinder sorter angel, like, ye know, in her way of tendin' folks what's sick." They loved to tell how "she nussed Bill Turner's wife through the awfulest spell of the yaller janders you ever seed; an' toted Miss Cole's baby roun' all night the night her ole man was fotch home shot through the arm with his own good-fer-nothin' keerlessness. She's better'n forty doctors, root or calomile."

Fortunately, at that moment, Elder Magruder arrived for a quarterly meeting on the circuit that included Ilissawachee. After hearing about Patty's situation, he offered to help her find a teaching job. He learned that a teacher was needed near the Hickory Ridge church, where the conference had convened. So, Patty became a teacher. For ten hours a day, she taught children how to do math, helped them with their lessons in Lindley Murray, listened to them recite moral poems from the "Didactic" section of the old English Reader, and taught them spelling from "a-b abs" to "in-com-pre-hen-si-bil-i-ty" and its many companions. She moved around for boarding, but when Dr. Morgan, the Presbyterian ex-minister, found out she was Kike's cousin and had suffered for her faith, he insisted she spend Sundays at his house. Being almost as much a pastor as a doctor to the community, he quickly recognized Patty as a valuable help in his work with the poor and sick. There was an air of good breeding and refinement in her demeanor that made her seem above the poor North Carolinians who had settled in the hollows, and her kindness was even more appreciated because of her dignity. They said she was "a grand lady," and on top of that, "a kinder sorter angel, you know, in the way she cared for sick folks." They loved to share how "she nursed Bill Turner's wife through the worst case of yellow fever you ever saw; and carried Miss Cole's baby around all night the night her husband came home shot in the arm because of his own foolishness. She's better than forty doctors, root or chamomile."


THE SCHOOL-MISTRESS OF HICKORY RIDGE.
THE SCHOOL-MISTRESS OF HICKORY RIDGE.

THE SCHOOL-MISTRESS OF HICKORY RIDGE.

One day Doctor Morgan called at the school-house door just as the long spelling-class had broken up, and Patty was getting ready to send the children home. The doctor sat on his horse while each of the boys, with hat in one hand and dinner-basket in the other, walked to the door, and, after the fashion of those good old days, turned round and bowed awkwardly at the teacher. Some bobbed their heads forward on their breasts; some jerked them sidewise; some, more respectful, bent their bodies into crescents. Each seemed alike glad when he was through with this abominable bit of ceremony, the only bit of ceremony in the whole round of their lives. The girls, in short linsey dresses, with copperas-dyed cotton pantalettes, came after, dropping "curcheys" in a style that would have bewildered a dancing-master.

One day, Dr. Morgan stopped by the schoolhouse just as the long spelling class had ended, and Patty was getting ready to send the kids home. The doctor sat on his horse while each boy, with his hat in one hand and lunch basket in the other, walked to the door and, in the tradition of those good old days, turned around and awkwardly bowed to the teacher. Some boys bobbed their heads forward onto their chests; some jerked them side to side; others, more respectful, bent their bodies into crescents. Each boy seemed relieved to be done with this ridiculous bit of ceremony, the only formality in their entire lives. The girls, in short linsey dresses and copperas-dyed cotton pantalettes, followed, dropping "curtsies" in a way that would have left a dancing master confused.

"Miss Lumsden," said the doctor, when the teacher appeared, "I am sorry to see you so tired. I want you to go home with me. I have some work for you to do to-morrow."

"Miss Lumsden," said the doctor when the teacher showed up, "I'm sorry to see you looking so tired. I want you to come home with me. I have some work for you to do tomorrow."

There were no buggies in that day. The roads were mostly bridle-paths, and those that would admit wagons would have shaken a buggy to pieces. Patty climbed upon a fence-corner, and the doctor rode as close as possible to the fence where she stood. Then she dropped upon the horse behind him, and the two rode off together.

There were no carriages back then. The roads were mostly narrow paths for horses, and the few that could fit wagons would have rattled a carriage apart. Patty climbed onto a corner of the fence, and the doctor rode as close as he could to where she was. Then she slid down onto the horse behind him, and they rode off together.

Doctor Morgan explained to Patty that a strange man was lying wounded at the house of a family named Barkins, on Higgins's Run. The man refused to give his name, and the family would not tell what they knew about him. As Barkins bore a bad reputation, it was quite likely that the stranger belonged to some band of thieves who lived by horse-stealing and plundering emigrants. He seemed to be in great mental anguish, but evidently distrusted the doctor. The doctor therefore wished Patty to spend Saturday at Barkins's, and do what she could for the patient. "It is our business to do the man good," said Doctor Morgan, "not to have him arrested. Gospel is always better than Law."

Doctor Morgan told Patty that a strange guy was lying injured at the house of a family called the Barkins, on Higgins's Run. The guy wouldn't tell them his name, and the family wouldn't share what they knew about him. Since the Barkins had a bad reputation, it was pretty likely that the stranger was part of some gang of thieves who made a living by stealing horses and robbing travelers. He looked like he was in a lot of mental pain but clearly didn’t trust the doctor. So, the doctor wanted Patty to spend Saturday at the Barkins' place and help the patient as much as she could. "It's our job to help the guy," said Doctor Morgan, "not to get him arrested. Compassion is always better than punishment."

On Saturday morning the doctor had a horse saddled with a side-saddle for Patty, and he and she rode to Higgins's Hollow, a desolate, rocky glen, where once lived a noted outlaw from whom the hollow took its name, and where now resided a man who was suspected of giving much indirect assistance to the gangs of thieves that infested the country, though he was too lame to be actively engaged in any bold enterprises.

On Saturday morning, the doctor had a horse saddled with a side-saddle for Patty, and they rode to Higgins's Hollow, a lonely, rocky valley that once housed a famous outlaw after whom the hollow was named. Now, it was home to a man suspected of providing indirect support to the gangs of thieves that roamed the area, although he was too disabled to take part in any daring activities.

Barkins nodded his head in a surly fashion at Patty as she crossed the threshold, and Mrs. Barkins, a square-shouldered, raw-boned woman, looked half inclined to dispute the passage of any woman over her door-sill. Patty felt a shudder of fear go through her frame at the thought of staying in such a place all day; but Doctor Morgan had an authoritative way with such people. When called to attend a patient, he put the whole house under martial law.

Barkins gave Patty a grumpy nod as she entered, and Mrs. Barkins, a tall, sturdy woman, seemed ready to challenge any woman crossing her doorstep. Patty felt a wave of fear at the thought of spending the whole day there, but Doctor Morgan had a commanding presence with people like them. When he came to see a patient, he took control of the entire house.

"Mrs. Barkins, I hope our patient's better. He needs a good deal done for him to-day, and I brought the school-mistress to help you, knowing you had a houseful of children and plenty of work."

"Mrs. Barkins, I hope our patient is doing better. He needs a lot of help today, and I brought the schoolteacher to assist you, knowing you have a house full of kids and a lot of work."

"I've got a powerful sight to do, Doctor Morgan, but you had orter know'd better'n to fetch a school-miss in to spy out a body's housekeepin' 'thout givin' folks half a chance to bresh up a little. I 'low she haint never lived in no holler, in no log-house weth ten of the wust childern you ever seed and a decreppled ole man." She sulkily brushed off a stool with her apron and offered it to Patty. But Patty, with quick tact, laid her sunbonnet on the bed, and, while the doctor went into the only other room of the house to see the patient, she seized upon the woman's dish-towel and went to wiping the yellow crockery as Mrs. Barkins washed it, and to prevent the crabbed remonstrance which that lady had ready, she began to tell how she had tried to wipe dishes when she was little, and how she had upset the table and spilt everything on the floor. She looked into Mrs. Barkins's face with so much friendly confidence, her laugh had so much assurance of Mrs. Barkins's concurrence in it, that the square visage relaxed a little, and the woman proceeded to show her increasing friendliness by boxing "Jane Marier" for "stan'in' too closte to the lady and starrin at her that a-way."

"I have a big job to do, Doctor Morgan, but you should have known better than to bring a schoolgirl in to check out someone's housekeeping without giving people a chance to tidy up a bit. I doubt she’s ever lived in a holler, in a log cabin with ten of the worst kids you’ve ever seen and a decrepit old man." She moodily wiped off a stool with her apron and offered it to Patty. But Patty, with quick thinking, placed her sunbonnet on the bed, and while the doctor went into the only other room to see the patient, she grabbed the woman’s dish towel and started drying the yellow dishes as Mrs. Barkins washed them. To prevent the annoyed response that Mrs. Barkins was about to give, she began to share how she had tried to wash dishes when she was little and how she ended up spilling everything all over the floor. She looked into Mrs. Barkins's face with such friendly confidence, her laugh had so much assurance that Mrs. Barkins would share in it, that the stern expression softened a bit, and the woman showed her growing friendliness by scolding "Jane Marier" for "standing too close to the lady and staring at her like that."

Just then the doctor opened the squeaky door and beckoned to Patty.

Just then, the doctor opened the squeaky door and waved to Patty.

"I've brought you the only medicine that will do you any good," he said, rapidly, to the sick man. "This is Miss Lumsden, our school-mistress, and the best hand in sickness you ever saw. She will stay with you an hour."

"I've got the only medicine that will actually help you," he said quickly to the sick man. "This is Miss Lumsden, our teacher, and she's the best at taking care of people when they're unwell. She'll stay with you for an hour."

The patient turned his wan face over and looked wearily at Patty. He seemed to be a man of forty, but suffering and his unshorn beard had given him a haggard look, and he might be ten years younger. He had evidently some gentlemanly instincts, for he looked about the room for a seat for Patty. "I'll take care of myself," said Patty, cheerfully—seeing his anxious desire to be polite.

The patient turned his pale face and looked tiredly at Patty. He seemed to be around forty, but the suffering and his unshaven beard made him look worn out, so he could easily be ten years younger. He clearly had some gentlemanly instincts, as he looked around the room to find a place for Patty to sit. "I'll take care of myself," Patty said cheerfully, noticing his worried desire to be polite.

"I will write down some directions for you," said Dr. Morgan, taking out pencil and paper. When he handed the directions to Patty they read:

"I'll jot down some directions for you," said Dr. Morgan, pulling out a pencil and paper. When he handed the directions to Patty, they read:

"I leave you a lamb among wolves. But the Shepherd is here! It is the only chance to save the poor fellow's life or his soul. I will send Nettie over in an hour with jelly, and if you want to come home with her you can do so. I will stop at noon."

"I leave you a lamb surrounded by wolves. But the Shepherd is here! This is the only chance to save the poor guy's life or his soul. I'll send Nettie over in an hour with jelly, and if you want to come home with her, you can. I'll stop by at noon."

With that he bade her good-bye and was gone. Patty put the room in order, wiped off the sick man's temples, and he soon fell into a sleep. When he awoke she again wiped his face with cold water. "My mother used to do that," he said.

With that, he said goodbye and left. Patty tidied up the room, wiped the sick man's temples, and he soon fell asleep. When he woke up, she wiped his face with cold water again. "My mom used to do that," he said.

"Is she dead?" asked Patty, reverently.

"Is she dead?" Patty asked, respectfully.

"I think not. I have been a bad man, and it is a wonder that I didn't break her heart. I would like to see her!"

"I don't think so. I've been a bad person, and it's a miracle I didn't break her heart. I want to see her!"

"Where is she?" asked Patty.

"Where's she?" asked Patty.

The patient looked at her suspiciously: "What's the use of bringing my disgrace home to her door?" he said.

The patient looked at her with suspicion: "What's the point of bringing my shame to her doorstep?" he said.

"But I think she would bear your disgrace and everything else for the sake of wiping your face as I do."

"But I think she would take on your shame and everything else just to help you out like I do."

"I believe she would," said the wounded man, tremulously. "I would like to go to her, and ever since I came away I have meant to go as soon as I could get in the way of doing better. But I get worse all the time. I'll soon be dead now, and I don't care how soon. The sooner the better;" and he sighed wearily.

"I think she would," said the injured man, shaking slightly. "I want to go to her, and ever since I left, I planned to go as soon as I could figure out how to improve my situation. But I keep getting worse. I'll be dead soon, and honestly, I don't care how soon that is. The sooner, the better;" and he sighed wearily.

Patty had the tact not to contradict him.

Patty was smart enough not to argue with him.

"Did your mother ever read to you?" she asked.

"Did your mom ever read to you?" she asked.

"Yes; she used to read the Bible on Sundays and I used to run away to keep from hearing it. I'd give everything to hear her read now."

"Yeah; she used to read the Bible on Sundays and I would run away to avoid hearing it. I'd give anything to hear her read now."

"Shall I read to you?"

"Should I read to you?"

"If you please."

"Please."

"Shall I read your mother's favorite chapter?" said Patty.

"Should I read your mom's favorite chapter?" said Patty.

"How do you know which that is?—I don't!"

"How do you know which one it is?—I don't!"

"Don't you think one woman knows how another woman feels?" asked Patty. And she sat by the little four-light window and took out her pocket Testament and read the three immortal parables in the fifteenth of Luke. The man's curiosity was now wide awake; he listened to the story of the sheep lost and found, but when Patty glanced at his face, it was unsatisfied; he hearkened to the story of the coin that was lost and found, and still he looked at her with faint eagerness, as if trying to guess why she should call that his mother's favorite chapter. Then she read slowly, and with sincere emotion, that truest of fictions, the tale of the prodigal son and his hunger, and his good resolution, and his tattered return, and the old father's joy. And when she looked up, his eyes tightly closed could not hide his tears.

"Don't you think one woman knows how another woman feels?" Patty asked. She sat by the small four-light window and took out her pocket Bible, reading the three timeless parables from Luke 15. The man's curiosity was fully awakened; he listened to the story of the lost and found sheep, but when Patty glanced at his face, it looked unsatisfied. He listened to the story of the lost and found coin, and still he looked at her with a hint of eagerness, as if trying to figure out why she referred to that as his mother’s favorite chapter. Then she read slowly and with genuine emotion the truest of stories, the tale of the prodigal son and his hunger, his good resolution, his tattered return, and the joy of the old father. When she looked up, his tightly closed eyes couldn’t hide his tears.

"Do you think that is her favorite chapter?" he asked.

"Do you think that's her favorite chapter?" he asked.

"Of course it must be," said Patty, conclusively. "And you'll notice that this prodigal son didn't wait to make himself better, or even until he could get a new suit of clothes."

"Of course it has to be," said Patty, firmly. "And you’ll see that this wasteful son didn’t wait to improve himself, or even until he could get a new outfit."

The sick man said nothing.

The ill man said nothing.

The raw-boned Mrs. Barkins came to the door at that moment and said:

The thin Mrs. Barkins answered the door at that moment and said:

"The doctor's gal's out yer and want's to see you."

"The doctor's girl is out here and wants to see you."

"You won't go away yet?" asked the patient, anxiously.

"You aren't leaving yet?" asked the patient, anxiously.

"I'll stay," said Patty, as she left the room.

"I'll stay," Patty said as she walked out of the room.

Nettie, with her fresh face and dimpled cheeks, was standing timidly at the outside door. Patty took the jelly from her hand and sent a note to the Doctor:

Nettie, with her youthful face and cheerful dimples, was standing shyly at the front door. Patty took the jelly from her hand and sent a note to the doctor:

"The patient is doing well every way, and I am in the safest place in the world—doing my duty."

"The patient is doing well in every way, and I am in the safest place in the world—fulfilling my duty."

And when the doctor read it he said, in his nervously abrupt fashion: "Perfect angel!"

And when the doctor read it, he said in his nervous and blunt way, "Perfect angel!"







CHAPTER XXIX.

PATTY'S JOURNEY.

Even wounds and bruises heal more rapidly when the heart is cheered, and as Patty, after spending Saturday and Sunday with the patient, found time to come in and give him his breakfast every morning before she went to school, he grew more and more cheerful, and the doctor announced in his sudden style that he'd "get along." In all her interviews Patty was not only a woman but a Methodist. She read the Bible and talked to the man about repentance; and she would not have been a Methodist of that day had she neglected to pray with him. She could not penetrate his reserve. She could not guess whether what she said had any influence on him or not. Once she was startled and lost faith in any good result of her labors when she happened, in arranging things about the room, to come upon a hideous wolf-skin cap and some heavy false-whiskers. She had more than suspected all along that her patient was a highwayman, but upon seeing the very disguises in which his crimes had been committed, she shuddered, and asked herself whether a man so hardened that he was capable of theft—perhaps of murder—could ever be any better. She found herself, after that, trying to imagine how the wounded man would look in so fierce a mask. But she soon remembered all that she had learned of the Methodist faith in the power of the Divine Spirit working in the worst of sinners, and she got her testament and read aloud to the highwayman the story of the crucified thief.

Even wounds and bruises heal faster when the heart is lifted. After spending Saturday and Sunday with the patient, Patty made time to come in and give him breakfast every morning before heading to school. He became increasingly cheerful, and the doctor abruptly announced that he’d "get along." Throughout her visits, Patty was not just a woman but also a Methodist. She read the Bible and talked to him about repentance; she wouldn’t have been a Methodist of that time if she hadn’t taken the time to pray with him. She couldn’t break through his barrier. It was hard for her to tell whether her words had any impact on him. One time, she was startled and lost faith in the positive outcome of her efforts when she stumbled upon a hideous wolf-skin cap and some heavy fake whiskers while tidying the room. She had long suspected her patient was a highwayman, but finding the very disguises he used for his crimes made her shudder, and she wondered if a man so hardened that he could commit theft—maybe even murder—could ever change for the better. After that, she found herself trying to picture how the wounded man would look in such a fierce mask. But she soon recalled everything she had learned from the Methodist faith about the Divine Spirit’s power to work even in the worst of sinners, so she got her Bible and read aloud to the highwayman the story of the crucified thief.

It was on Thursday morning, as she helped him take his breakfast—he was sitting propped up in bed—that he startled her most effectually. Lifting his eyes, and looking straight at her with the sort of stare that comes of feebleness, he asked:

It was on Thursday morning, while she was helping him have his breakfast—he was sitting up in bed—that he surprised her the most. Looking up and staring right at her with a gaze that showed his weakness, he asked:

"Did you ever know a young Methodist circuit rider named Goodwin?"

"Did you ever know a young Methodist circuit rider named Goodwin?"

Patty thought that he was penetrating her secret. She turned away to hide her face, and said:

Patty felt like he was getting into her secret. She looked away to conceal her face and said:

"I used to go to school with him when we were children."

"I used to go to school with him when we were kids."

"I heard him preach a sermon awhile ago," said the patient, "that made me tremble all over. He's a great preacher. I wish I was as good as he is."

"I heard him give a sermon a while back," said the patient, "that made me shiver all over. He's an amazing preacher. I wish I was as good as he is."

Patty made some remark about his having been a good boy.

Patty made a comment about him being a good boy.

"Well, I don't know," said the patient; "I used to hear that he had been a little hard—swore and drank and gambled, to say nothing of dancing and betting on horses. But they said some girl jilted him in that day. I suppose he got into bad habits because she jilted him, or else she jilted him because he was bad. Do you know anything about it?"

"Well, I don't know," said the patient. "I used to hear that he was a bit rough—cursed, drank, and gambled, not to mention dancing and betting on horses. But I heard some girl dumped him back then. I guess he picked up bad habits because she left him, or maybe she left him because he was no good. Do you know anything about it?"

"Yes."

Yes.

"She's a heartless thing, I suppose?"

"She's a cold-hearted person, I guess?"

Patty reddened, but the sick man did not see it. She was going to defend herself—he must know that she was the person—but how? Then she remembered that he was only repeating what had been a matter of common gossip, and some feeling of mischievousness led her to answer:

Patty blushed, but the sick man didn’t notice. She was ready to defend herself—he had to understand that she was the one—but how? Then she recalled that he was just echoing what had been idle gossip, and a playful impulse encouraged her to respond:

"She acted badly—turned him off because he became a Methodist."

"She acted poorly—lost his interest because he became a Methodist."

"But there was trouble before that, I thought. When he gambled away his coat and hat one night."

"But there was trouble before that, I thought. When he lost his coat and hat betting one night."

"Trouble with her father, I think," said Patty, casting about in her own mind how she might change the conversation.

"Sounds like she's having issues with her dad," said Patty, searching in her own mind for a way to steer the conversation in a different direction.

"Is she alive yet?" he asked.

"Is she alive yet?" he asked.

"Yes."

"Yeah."

"Give her head to marry Goodwin now, I'll bet," said the man.

"Let her head marry Goodwin now, I bet," said the man.

Patty now plead that she must hasten to school. She omitted reading the Bible and prayer with the patient for that morning. It was just as well. There are states of mind not favorable to any but the most private devotions.

Patty now begged that she had to rush to school. She skipped reading the Bible and praying with the patient that morning. It was probably for the best. There are mental states that aren't suitable for anything but the most personal devotions.

On Friday evening Patty intended to go by the cabin a moment, but on coming near she saw horses tied in front of it, and her heart failed her. She reasoned that these horses belonged to members of the gang and she could not bring herself to plunge into their midst in the dusk of the evening. But on Saturday morning she found the strangers not yet gone, and heard them speak of the sick man as "Pinkey." "Too soft! too soft! altogether," said one. "We ought to have shipped him——" Here the conversation was broken off.

On Friday evening, Patty planned to stop by the cabin for a moment, but when she got close, she saw horses tied out front, and her heart sank. She figured these horses belonged to the gang members, and she couldn't bring herself to dive into their midst in the evening darkness. But on Saturday morning, she found the strangers still there and overheard them refer to the sick man as "Pinkey." "Too soft! way too soft!" one of them said. "We should’ve shipped him——" Then the conversation was cut off.

The sick man, whom the others called Pinkey, she found very uneasy. He was glad to see her, and told her she must stay by him. He seemed anxious for the men to go away, which at last they did. Then he listened until Mrs. Barkins and her children became sufficiently uproarious to warrant him in talking.

The sick man, whom the others called Pinkey, seemed really restless to her. He was happy to see her and insisted that she stay with him. He appeared eager for the men to leave, which eventually they did. Then he listened until Mrs. Barkins and her children got loud enough for him to start talking.

"I want you to save a man's life."

"I want you to save a man's life."

"Whose?"

"Whose is it?"

"Preacher Goodwin's."

"Pastor Goodwin's."

Patty turned pale. She had not the heart to ask a question.

Patty went pale. She didn't have the heart to ask a question.

"Promise me that you will not betray me and I'll tell you all about it."

"Promise me you won't betray me, and I'll share everything with you."

Patty promised.

Patty made a promise.

"He's to be killed as he goes through Wild Cat Woods on Sunday afternoon. He preaches in Jenkinsville at eleven, and at Salt Fork at three. Between the two he will be killed. You must go yourself. They'll never suspect you of such a ride. If any man goes out of this settlement, and there's a warning given, he'll be shot. You must go through the woods to-night. If you go in the daytime, you and I will both be killed, maybe. Will you do it?"

"He's going to be killed while passing through Wild Cat Woods on Sunday afternoon. He preaches in Jenkinsville at eleven and at Salt Fork at three. He'll be killed in between those two stops. You have to go yourself. They won’t suspect you of making that trip. If any man leaves this settlement and there's a warning, he'll be shot. You need to go through the woods tonight. If you go during the day, we could both end up dead. Will you do it?"

Patty had her full share of timidity. But in a moment she saw a vision of Morton Goodwin slain.

Patty was definitely quite timid. But in an instant, she imagined Morton Goodwin being killed.

"I will go."

"I'm going."

"You must not tell the doctor a word about where you're going; you must not tell Goodwin how you got the information."

"You can’t say anything to the doctor about where you’re going; you can’t tell Goodwin how you found out."

"He may not believe me."

"He might not believe me."

"Anybody would believe you."

"Anyone would believe you."

"But he will think that I have been deceived, and he cannot bear to look like a coward."

"But he will think that I've been tricked, and he can't stand the thought of appearing weak."

"That's true," said Pinkey. "Give me a piece of paper. I will write a word that will convince him."

"That's true," said Pinkey. "Give me a piece of paper. I'll write a word that will convince him."

He took a little piece of paper, wrote one word and folded it. "I can trust you; you must not open this paper," he said.

He took a small piece of paper, wrote a single word, and folded it. "I trust you; you can't open this paper," he said.

"I will not," said Patty.

"I won't," said Patty.

"And now you must leave and not come back here until Monday or Tuesday. Do not leave the settlement until five o'clock. Barkins will watch you when you leave here. Don't go to Dr. Morgan's till afternoon and you will get rid of all suspicion. Take the east road when you start, and then if anybody is watching they will think that you are going to the lower settlement. Turn round at Wright's corner. It will be dark by the time you reach the Long Bottom, but there is only one trail through the woods. You must ride through to-night or you cannot reach Jenkinsville to-morrow. God will help you, I suppose, if He ever helps anybody, which I don't more than half believe."

"And now you need to leave and not come back here until Monday or Tuesday. Don't leave the settlement until five o'clock. Barkins will keep an eye on you when you leave here. Don't go to Dr. Morgan's until the afternoon, and that way you will avoid any suspicion. Take the east road when you start, and then if anyone is watching, they will think you're heading to the lower settlement. Turn around at Wright's corner. It will be dark by the time you reach Long Bottom, but there's only one path through the woods. You need to ride through tonight or you won't make it to Jenkinsville tomorrow. God will help you, I guess, if He ever helps anyone, which I only half believe."

Patty went away bewildered. The journey did not seem so dreadful as the long waiting. She had to appear unconcerned to the people with whom she boarded. Toward evening she told them she was going away until Monday, and at five o'clock she was at the doctor's door, trembling lest some mishap should prevent her getting a horse.

Patty left feeling confused. The trip didn’t feel as terrible as all the waiting. She had to act like she didn’t care in front of the people she was staying with. By evening, she told them she would be gone until Monday, and at five o'clock, she was at the doctor's door, nervous that something might go wrong and stop her from getting a horse.

"Patty, howdy?" said the doctor, eyeing her agitated face sharply. "I didn't find you at Barkins's as I expected when I got there this morning. Sick man did not say much. Anything wrong? What scared you away?"

"Hey Patty, how's it going?" the doctor said, looking closely at her anxious face. "I didn’t find you at Barkins’s like I thought I would when I got there this morning. The sick man didn’t say much. Is something wrong? What made you leave?"

"Doctor, I want to ask a favor."

"Doctor, I’d like to ask you for a favor."

"You shall have anything you ask."

"You can have anything you want."

"But I want you to let me have it on trust, and ask me no questions and make no objections."

"But I want you to trust me with it, and please don't ask any questions or make any objections."

"I will trust you."

"I trust you."

"I must have a horse at once for a journey."

"I need a horse right away for a trip."

"This evening?"

"Tonight?"

"This evening."

"Tonight."

"But, Patty, I said I would trust you; but to go away so late, unless it is a matter of life and death——"

"But, Patty, I said I would trust you; but leaving this late, unless it's a matter of life and death——"

"It is a matter of life and death."

"It's a matter of life and death."

"And you can't trust me?"

"And you don't trust me?"

"It is not my secret. I promised not to tell you."

"It’s not my secret. I promised not to share it with you."

"Now, Patty, I must break my promise and ask questions. Are you certain you are not deceived? Mayn't there be some plot? Mayn't I go with you? Is it likely that a robber should take any interest in saving the life of the person you speak of?"

"Now, Patty, I have to break my promise and ask some questions. Are you really sure you’re not being misled? Could there be some kind of scheme? Can I join you? Does it make sense that a thief would care about saving the life of the person you’re talking about?"

Patty looked a little startled. "I may be deceived, but I feel so sure that I ought to go that I will try to go on foot, if I cannot get a horse."

Patty looked a bit surprised. "I might be mistaken, but I really feel like I should go, so I'll try to walk if I can't find a horse."

"Patty, I don't like this. But I can only trust your judgment. You ought not to have been bound not to tell me."

"Patty, I don't like this. But I can only trust your judgment. You shouldn't have been obligated to keep this from me."

"It is a matter of life and death that I shall go. It is a matter of life and death to another that it shall not be known that I went. It is a matter of life and death to you and me both that you shall not go with me."

"It’s a matter of life and death that I’m going. It’s a matter of life and death for someone else that it can’t be known that I went. It’s a matter of life and death for both of us that you can’t come with me."

"Is the life you are going to save worth risking your own for? Is it only the life of a robber?"

"Is the life you're about to save worth risking your own? Is it just the life of a robber?"

"It is a life worth more than mine. Ask me no more questions, but have Bob saddled for me." Patty spoke as one not to be refused.

"It is a life worth more than mine. Ask me no more questions, but have Bob saddled for me." Patty spoke like someone who wouldn’t take no for an answer.

The horse was brought out, and Patty mounted, half eagerly and half timidly.

The horse was brought out, and Patty got on, part excited and part nervous.

"When will you come back?"

"When are you coming back?"

"In time for school, Monday."

"In time for school, Mon."

"Patty, think again before you start," called the doctor.

"Patty, think twice before you start," the doctor called.

"There's no time to think," said Patty, as she rode away.

"There's no time to think," Patty said as she rode away.

"I ought to have forbidden it," the doctor muttered to himself half a hundred times in the next forty-eight hours.

"I should have stopped it," the doctor muttered to himself fifty times in the next forty-eight hours.

When she had ridden a mile on the road that led to the "lower settlement" she turned an acute angle, and came back on the hypothenuse of a right-angled triangle, if I may speak so geometrically. She thus went more than two miles to strike the main trail toward Jenkinsville, at a point only a mile away from her starting-place. She reached the woods in Long Bottom just as Pinkey told her she would, at dark. She was appalled at the thought of riding sixteen miles through a dense forest of beech trees in the night over a bridle-path. She reined up her horse, folded her hands, and offered a fervent prayer for courage and help, and then rode into the blackness ahead.

When she had ridden a mile down the road to the "lower settlement," she turned sharply and came back on the hypotenuse of a right triangle, if I can put it that way. This meant she traveled more than two miles to hit the main trail toward Jenkinsville, only a mile from where she started. She reached the woods in Long Bottom just as Pinkey had said she would, at dusk. The idea of riding sixteen miles through a dense beech forest at night on a narrow path terrified her. She pulled back on the reins, clasped her hands, and said a heartfelt prayer for courage and help, then rode into the darkness ahead.

There is a local tradition yet lingering in this very valley in Ohio in regard to this dark ride of Patty's. I know it will be thought incredible, but in that day marvelous things were not yet out of date. This legend, which reaches me from the very neighborhood of the occurrence, is that, when Patty had nerved herself for her lonely and perilous ride by prayer, there came to her, out of the darkness of the forest, two beautiful dogs. One of them started ahead of her horse and one of them became her rear-guard. Protected and comforted by her dumb companions, Patty rode all those lonesome hours in that wilderness bridle-path. She came, at midnight, to a settler's house on the farther verge of the unbroken forest and found lodging. The dogs lay in the yard. In the early morning the settler's wife came out and spoke to them but they gave her no recognition at all. Patty came a few moments later, when they arose and greeted her with all the eloquence of dumb friends, and then, having seen her safely through the woods and through the night, the two beautiful dogs, wagging a friendly farewell, plunged again into the forest and went—no man knows whither.

There’s a local tradition that still exists in this valley in Ohio about Patty’s dark ride. It might sound unbelievable, but back then, amazing things weren’t uncommon. The story, which comes from the area where it happened, goes that when Patty had prepared herself for her lonely and dangerous ride through prayer, two beautiful dogs emerged from the dark forest. One ran ahead of her horse while the other flanked her from behind. With the comfort and protection of her silent companions, Patty traveled those lonely hours along the wilderness bridle path. At midnight, she reached a settler's house at the edge of the unbroken forest and found a place to stay. The dogs laid in the yard. The next morning, the settler’s wife came out and spoke to them, but they didn’t react at all. A few moments later, Patty arrived, and the dogs got up to greet her with the unmistakable joy of loyal friends. After ensuring she made it safely through the woods and the night, the two beautiful dogs, wagging goodbye, dashed back into the forest and disappeared—no one knows where they went.

Such is the legend of Patty's Ride as it came to me well avouched. Doubtless Mr. John Fiske or Mr. M. D. Conway could explain it all away and show how there was only one dog, and that he was not beautiful, but a stray bull-dog with a stumpy tail. Or that the whole thing is but a "solar myth." The middle-ages have not a more pleasant story than this of angels sent in the form of dogs to convoy a brave lady on a noble mission through a dangerous forest. At any rate, Patty believed that the dumb guardians were answers to her prayer. She bade them good-by as they disappeared in the mystery whence they came, and rode on, rejoicing in so signal a mark of God's favor to her enterprise. Sometimes her heart was sorely troubled at the thought of Morton's being already the husband of another, and all that Sunday morning she took lessons in that hardest part of Christian living—the uttering of the little petition which gives all the inevitable over into God's hands and submits to the accomplishment of His will.

This is the legend of Patty's Ride, as it was shared with me. Sure, Mr. John Fiske or Mr. M. D. Conway could easily dismiss it and argue that there was only one dog, which wasn't even pretty, just a stray bulldog with a short tail. Or they might say the whole story is just a "solar myth." The Middle Ages don't have a more delightful tale than this one about angels sent as dogs to guide a brave lady on a noble mission through a dangerous forest. Regardless, Patty truly believed that these silent guardians were answers to her prayers. She said goodbye to them as they vanished back into the mystery from which they came and continued on, filled with joy at such a clear sign of God's support for her journey. Sometimes, her heart was heavy with the thought of Morton already being married to someone else, and all that Sunday morning, she worked on the hardest part of Christian living—saying the simple prayer that places everything inevitable into God's hands and accepts His will.

She reached Jenkinsville at half-past eleven. Meeting had already begun. She knew the Methodist church by its general air of square ugliness, and near it she hitched old Bob.

She arrived in Jenkinsville at 11:30. The meeting had already started. She recognized the Methodist church by its overall plain ugliness, and nearby, she tied up old Bob.

When she entered the church Morton was preaching. Her long sun-bonnet was a sufficient disguise, and she sat upon the back seat listening to the voice whose music was once all her own. Morton was preaching on self-denial, and he made some allusions to his own trials when he became a Christian which deeply touched the audience, but which moved none so much as Patty.

When she walked into the church, Morton was preaching. Her long sunbonnet was a good disguise, and she sat in the back row, listening to the voice that had once been so familiar to her. Morton was talking about self-denial and referenced his own struggles when he became a Christian, which resonated deeply with the audience, but none were affected as much as Patty.

The congregation was dismissed but the members remained to "class," which was always led by the preacher when he was present. Most of the members sat near the pulpit, but when the "outsiders" had gone Patty sat lonesomely on the back seat, with a large space between her and the rest. Morton asked each one to speak, exhorting each in turn. At last, when all the rest had spoken, he walked back to where Patty sat, with her face hidden in her sun-bonnet, and thus addressed her:

The congregation was finished, but the members stayed for "class," which was always led by the preacher when he was around. Most of the members sat near the pulpit, but once the "outsiders" left, Patty sat all alone in the back, with a big gap between her and the others. Morton encouraged everyone to share, calling on each person in turn. Finally, after everyone else had spoken, he walked back to where Patty was sitting, her face covered by her sunbonnet, and said to her:

"My strange sister, will you tell us how it is with you to-day? Do you feel that you have an interest in the Savior?"

"My strange sister, will you tell us how you’re doing today? Do you feel like you have a connection to the Savior?"

Very earnestly, simply, and with a tinge of melancholy Patty spoke. There was that in her superior diction and in her delicacy of expression that won upon the listeners, so that, as she ceased, the brethren and sisters uttered cordial ejaculations of "The Lord bless our strange sister," and so on. But Morton? From the first word he was thrilled with the familiar sound of the voice. It could not be Patty, for why should Patty be in Jenkinsville? And above all, why should she be in class-meeting? Of her conversion he had not heard. But though it seemed to him impossible that it could be Patty, there was yet a something in voice and manner and choice of words that had almost overcome him; and though he was noted for the freshness of the counsels that he gave in class-meeting, he was so embarrassed by the sense of having known the speaker, that he could not think of anything to say. He fell hopelessly into that trite exhortation with which the old leaders were wont to cover their inanity.

Very earnestly, simply, and with a hint of sadness, Patty spoke. There was something in her polished speech and delicate way of expressing herself that captivated the listeners, so that when she finished, the crowd said warm things like, "The Lord bless our unusual sister," and so on. But Morton? From the very first word, he was struck by the familiar sound of her voice. It couldn’t be Patty—why would she be in Jenkinsville? And especially, why would she be at a group meeting? He hadn’t heard about her conversion. Yet, even though it seemed impossible for it to be Patty, there was something in her voice, demeanor, and choice of words that almost moved him. Although he was known for his fresh insights during meetings, he felt so overwhelmed by the familiarity of the speaker that he couldn’t come up with anything to say. He fell back helplessly on the clichéd encouragement that the older leaders used to mask their emptiness.

"Sister," he said, "you know the way—walk in it."

"Sister," he said, "you know the path—just follow it."

Then the brethren and sisters sang:

Then the brothers and sisters sang:

"O brethren will you meet me
On Canaan's happy shore?"

"O brothers, will you meet me
On Canaan's joyful shore?"



And the meeting was dismissed.

And the meeting was adjourned.

The members thought themselves bound to speak to the strange sister. She evaded their kindly questions as they each shook hands with her, only answering that she wished to speak with Brother Goodwin. The preacher was eager and curious to converse with her, but one of the old brethren had button-holed him to complain that Brother Hawkins had 'tended a barbecue the week before, and he thought that he had ought to be "read out" if he didn't make confession. When the old brother had finished his complaint and had left the church, Morton was glad to see the strange sister lingering at the door. He offered his hand and said:

The members felt it was their duty to talk to the mysterious sister. She dodged their friendly questions as they each shook her hand, only saying that she wanted to speak with Brother Goodwin. The preacher was eager and curious to chat with her, but one of the older members had cornered him to complain that Brother Hawkins had hosted a barbecue the week before, and he thought he should be "read out" if he didn’t confess. Once the old brother finished his complaint and left the church, Morton was pleased to see the mysterious sister hanging around at the door. He reached out his hand and said:

"A stranger here, I suppose?"

"Am I a stranger here?"

"Not quite a stranger, Morton."

"Not really a stranger, Morton."

"Patty, is this you?" Morton exclaimed

"Patty, is that you?" Morton exclaimed.

Patty for her part was pleased and silent.

Patty was content and calm.

"Are you a Methodist then?"

"Are you a Methodist?"

"I am."

"I'm here."

"And what brought you to Jenkinsville?" he said, greatly agitated.

"And what made you come to Jenkinsville?" he asked, clearly upset.

"To save your life. I am glad I can make you some amend for the way I treated you the last time I saw you."

"To save your life. I’m happy I can make up for how I treated you the last time I saw you."

"To save my life! How?"

"To save my life! How?"

"I came to tell you that if you go to Salt Fork this afternoon you will be killed on the way."

"I came to tell you that if you go to Salt Fork this afternoon, you'll be killed on the way."

"How do you know?"

"How do you know that?"

"You must not ask any questions. I cannot tell you anything more."

"You can't ask any questions. I can't tell you anything else."

"I am afraid, Patty, you have believed somebody who wanted to scare me."

"I'm afraid, Patty, you've been misled by someone who just wanted to frighten me."

Patty here remembered the mysterious piece of paper which Pinkey had given her. She handed it to Morton, saying:

Patty remembered the mysterious piece of paper that Pinkey had given her. She handed it to Morton, saying:

"I don't know what is in this, but the person who sent the message said that you would understand."

"I’m not sure what's in this, but the person who sent the message said you would get it."

Morton opened the paper and started. "Where is he?" he asked.

Morton opened the newspaper and frowned. "Where is he?" he asked.

"You must not ask questions," said Patty, smiling faintly.

"You shouldn't ask questions," said Patty, smiling slightly.

"And you rode all the way from Hissawachee to tell me?"

"And you rode all the way from Hissawachee just to tell me?"

"Not at all. When I joined the church Father pulled the latch-string in. I am teaching school at Hickory Ridge."

"Not at all. When I joined the church, Father pulled the latch-string in. I am teaching at Hickory Ridge."

"Come, Patty, you must have some dinner." Morton led her horse to the house of one of the members, introduced her as an old schoolmate, who had brought him an important warning, and asked that she receive some dinner.

"Come on, Patty, you need to have some dinner." Morton led her horse to the house of one of the members, introduced her as an old schoolmate who had an important warning for him, and requested that she be served some dinner.

He then asked Patty to let him go back with her or send an escort, both of which she firmly refused. He left the house and in a minute sat on his Dolly before the gate. At sight of Dolly Patty could have wept. He called her to the gate.

He then asked Patty to either let him go back with her or send someone to escort him, but she firmly refused both options. He left the house and soon sat on his Dolly by the gate. Seeing Dolly made Patty want to cry. He called her to the gate.

"If you won't let me go with you I must go to Salt Fork. These men must understand that I am not afraid. I shall ride ten miles farther round and they will never know how I did it. Dolly can do it, though. How shall I thank you for risking your life for me? Patty, if I can ever serve you let me know, and I'll die for you. I would rather die for you than not."

"If you won’t let me come with you, I have to go to Salt Fork. These guys need to realize that I’m not scared. I’ll ride ten more miles around, and they won’t even figure out how I did it. But Dolly can handle it. How can I thank you for risking your life for me? Patty, if I can ever help you, just let me know, and I’d do anything for you. I’d rather die for you than not do anything at all."

"Thank you, Morton. You are married, I hear."

"Thanks, Morton. I heard you're married."

"Not married, but I am to be married." He spoke half bitterly, but Patty was too busy suppressing her own emotion to observe his tone.

"Not married, but I will be married." He said it with a hint of bitterness, but Patty was too focused on controlling her own feelings to notice his tone.

"I hope you'll be happy." She had determined to say so much.

"I hope you’ll be happy." She had decided to say a lot more.

"Patty, I tell you I am wretched, and will be till I die. I am marrying one I never chose. I am utterly miserable. Why didn't you leave me to be waylaid and killed? My life isn't worth the saving. But God bless you, Patty."

"Patty, I'm telling you I'm miserable, and I'll be like this until I die. I'm marrying someone I never picked. I'm completely unhappy. Why didn't you let me be caught and killed? My life isn’t worth saving. But God bless you, Patty."

So saying, he touched Dolly with the spurs and was soon gone away around the Wolf Creek road—a long hard ride, with no dinner, and a sermon to preach at three o'clock.

So saying, he spurred Dolly and quickly left along the Wolf Creek road—a long, tough ride, with no lunch and a sermon to deliver at three o'clock.

And all the hour that Patty ate and rested in Jenkinsville, her hostess entertained her with accounts of Sister Ann Eliza Meacham, whom Brother Goodwin was to marry. She heard how eloquent was Sister Meacham in prayer, how earnest in Christian labor, and what a model preacher's wife she would be. But the good sister added slyly that she didn't more than half believe Brother Goodwin wanted to marry at all. He'd tried his best to give Ann Eliza up once, but couldn't do it.

And throughout the time that Patty spent eating and resting in Jenkinsville, her hostess filled her in on Sister Ann Eliza Meacham, who Brother Goodwin was supposed to marry. She heard how eloquent Sister Meacham was in prayer, how dedicated she was to her Christian work, and what a perfect preacher's wife she would make. However, the good sister slyly added that she didn’t really believe Brother Goodwin wanted to get married at all. He had tried his hardest to let Ann Eliza go once, but he just couldn’t do it.

When Patty rode out of the village that afternoon she did her best, as a good Christian, to feel sorry that Morton could not love the one he was to marry. In an intellectual way she did regret it, but in her heart she was a woman.

When Patty left the village that afternoon, she tried her best, as a good Christian, to feel sorry that Morton couldn’t love the person he was supposed to marry. On an intellectual level, she did regret it, but in her heart, she was still a woman.







CHAPTER XXX.

THE SCHOOLMASTER AND THE WIDOW.

When Kike had appeared at the camp meeting, as we related, it was not difficult to forecast his fate. Everybody saw that he was going into a consumption. One year, two years at farthest, he might manage to live, but not longer. Nobody knew this so well as Kike himself. He rejoiced in it. He was one of those rare spirits to whom the invisible world is not a dream but a reality, and to whom religious duty is a voice never neglected. That he had sacrificed his own life to his zeal he understood perfectly well, and he had no regrets except that he had not been more zealous. What was life if he could save even one soul?

When Kike showed up at the camp meeting, as we mentioned, it was easy to predict his fate. Everyone could see he was getting sick. He might live for a year or maybe two at most, but no longer. Nobody understood this better than Kike himself. He took joy in it. He was one of those rare people for whom the invisible world isn’t just a fantasy but a reality, and to whom religious duty is a call that can’t be ignored. He fully realized that he had given up his own life for his passion, and he had no regrets other than wishing he had been even more passionate. What was life worth if he could save even one soul?

"But," said Morton to him one day, "you are wrong, Kike. If you had taken care of yourself you might have lived to save so many more."

"But," Morton said to him one day, "you’re wrong, Kike. If you had taken better care of yourself, you could have lived to save so many more."

"Morton, if your eye were fastened on one man drowning," replied Kike, "and you thought you could save him at the risk of your health, you wouldn't stop to calculate that by avoiding that peril you might live long enough to save many others. When God puts a soul before me I save that one if il costs my life. When I am gone God will find others. It is glorious to work for God, but it is awful. What if by some neglect of mine a soul should drop into hell? O! Morton, I am oppressed with responsibility! I will be glad when God shall say, It is enough."

"Morton, if you saw one man drowning," Kike replied, "and you thought you could save him even if it risks your own health, you wouldn’t stop to think that by avoiding that danger you might live long enough to save many others. When God puts a soul in front of me, I save that one even if it costs me my life. When I'm gone, God will find others. It’s amazing to work for God, but it’s also terrifying. What if, through some mistake of mine, a soul ends up in hell? Oh! Morton, I feel so burdened with responsibility! I’ll be relieved when God says, 'That's enough.'"

Few of the preachers remonstrated with Kike. He was but fulfilling the Methodist ideal; they admired him while most of them could not quite emulate him. Read the minutes of the old conferences and you will see everywhere among the brief obituaries, headstones in memory of young men who laid down their lives as Kike was doing. Men were nothing—the work was everything. Methodism let the dead bury their dead; it could hardly stop to plant a spear of grass over the grave of one of its own heroes.

Few of the preachers questioned Kike. He was simply living up to the Methodist ideal; they admired him even though most couldn't quite follow in his footsteps. Read the minutes of the old conferences, and you'll see throughout the brief obituaries, headstones in memory of young men who gave their lives just like Kike was doing. Men were nothing—the work was everything. Methodism let the dead bury their dead; it could barely pause to plant a blade of grass over the grave of one of its own heroes.

But Pottawottomie Creek circuit was poor and wild, and it had paid Kike only five dollars for his whole nine months' work. Two of this he had spent for horse-shoes, and two he had given away. The other one had gone for quinine. Now he had no clothes that would long hold together. He would ride to Hissawachee and get what his mother had carded and spun, and woven, and cut, and sewed for the son whom she loved all the more that he seemed no longer to be entirely hers. He could come back in three days. Two days more would suffice to reach Peterborough circuit. So he sent on to the circuit, in advance, his appointments to preach, and rode off to Hissawachee. But he did not get back to camp-meeting. An attack of fever held him at home for several weeks.

But the Pottawottomie Creek area was poor and wild, and it had paid Kike only five dollars for his entire nine months of work. He spent two dollars on horse shoes, gave away two dollars, and used the last dollar for quinine. Now, he had no clothes that would last much longer. He planned to ride to Hissawachee to get what his mother had carded, spun, woven, cut, and sewn for the son she loved even more now that he seemed to be drifting away from her. He figured he could be back in three days. It would take another two days to reach the Peterborough area. So, he sent his preaching schedule ahead to the circuit and set off for Hissawachee. But he didn’t make it back to the camp meeting. A bout of fever kept him at home for several weeks.

At last he was better and had set the day for his departure from home. His mother saw what everybody saw, that if Kike ever lived to return to his home it would only be to die. And as this was, perhaps, his last visit, Mrs. Lumsden felt in duty bound to tell him of her intention to marry Brady. While Brady thought to do the handsome thing by secretly getting a marriage license, intending, whenever the widow should mention the subject to Kike, to immediately propose that Kike should perform the ceremony of marriage. It was quite contrary to the custom of that day for a minister to officiate at a wedding of one of his own family; Brady defied custom, however. But whenever Mrs. Lumsden tried to approach Kike on the subject, her heart failed her. He was so wrapped up in heavenly subjects, so full of exhortations and aspirations, that she despaired beforehand of making him understand her feelings. Once she began by alluding to her loneliness, upon which Kike assured her that if she put her trust in the Lord he would be with her. What was she to do? How make a rapt seer like Kike understand the wants of ordinary mortals? And that, too, when he was already bidding adieu to this world?

At last, he was feeling better and had set a date for his departure from home. His mother recognized what everyone else saw—that if Kike ever came back home, it would only be to die. Since this might be his last visit, Mrs. Lumsden felt it was her duty to tell him about her plans to marry Brady. Meanwhile, Brady thought he would do something nice by secretly getting a marriage license, planning to propose that Kike perform the wedding ceremony as soon as the widow mentioned the topic. It was quite unusual for a minister to officiate a wedding for a family member, but Brady disregarded tradition. However, whenever Mrs. Lumsden tried to bring up the subject with Kike, she lost her nerve. He was so consumed by spiritual matters, so filled with inspirational thoughts and aspirations, that she felt hopeless about getting him to understand her feelings. Once, she started by talking about her loneliness, and Kike assured her that if she trusted in the Lord, He would be with her. What was she to do? How could she make a deeply spiritual person like Kike comprehend the needs of ordinary people? Especially when he was already saying goodbye to this world?

The last morning had come, and Brady was urging on the weeping widow that she must go into the room where Kike was stuffing his small wardrobe into his saddle-bags, and tell him what was in their hearts.

The last morning had arrived, and Brady was encouraging the grieving widow to go into the room where Kike was packing his small wardrobe into his saddle bags and share what was in their hearts.

"Oh, I can't bear to," said she. "I won't never see him any more and I might hurt him, and——"

"Oh, I can't stand it," she said. "I’ll never see him again, and I might hurt him, and——"

"Will," said Brady, "thin I'll hev to do it mesilf."

"Will," said Brady, "I guess I'll have to do it myself."

"If you only would!" said she, imploringly.

"If you would just!" she said, pleadingly.

"But it's so much more appropriate for you to do it, Mrs. Lumsden. If I do it, it'll same jist loike axin' the b'y's consint to marry his mother."

"But it's so much more appropriate for you to do it, Mrs. Lumsden. If I do it, it’ll be just like asking the boy’s consent to marry his mother."

"But I can't noways do it," said the widow. "If you love me you might take that load offen me."

"But I can't possibly do it," said the widow. "If you love me, you might take that burden off me."

"I'll do it if it kills me, sthraight," and Brady marched into the sitting-room, where Kike, exhausted by his slight exertion, was resting in the shuck-bottom rocking-chair. Brady took a seat opposite to him on a chair made out of a transformed barrel, and reached up his iron gray hair uneasily. To his surprise Kike began the conversation.

"I'll do it if it kills me, straight," Brady said as he walked into the living room, where Kike was resting in the straw-bottom rocking chair, worn out from a little bit of work. Brady sat down across from him in a chair made from an old barrel and nervously ran his fingers through his iron gray hair. To his surprise, Kike started the conversation.

"Mr. Brady, you and mother a'n't acting very wisely, I think," said Kike.

"Mr. Brady, I don't think you and Mom are acting very wisely," Kike said.

"Ye've noticed us, thin," said Brady, in terror.

"You've noticed us, right?" said Brady, in fear.

"To be sure I have."

"To be sure I do."

"Will, now, Koike, I'll till you fwat I'm thinkin'. Ye're pecooliar loike; ye don't know how to sympathoize with other folks because ye're livin' roight up in hiven all the toime."

"Well, Koike, let me tell you what I’m thinking. You're pretty peculiar; you don't know how to sympathize with others because you're living up in heaven all the time."

"Why don't you live more in heaven?"

"Why don't you spend more time in heaven?"

"Will, I think I'd throy if I had somebody to help me," said Brady, adroitly. "But I'm one of the koind that's lonesome, and in doire nade of company. I was jilted whin I was young, and I thought I'd niver be a fool agin. But ye see ye ain't niver been in love in all yer loife, and how kin ye fale fer others?"

"Will, I think I'd thrive if I had someone to help me," said Brady skillfully. "But I'm the kind that feels lonely and really needs company. I was dumped when I was young, and I thought I'd never be foolish again. But you see, you've never been in love in your entire life, so how can you care for others?"

"Maybe I have been in love, too," said Kike, a strange softness coming into his voice.

"Maybe I've been in love, too," said Kike, a strange softness creeping into his voice.

"Did ye iver! Who'd a thought it?" And Brady made large eyes at him. "Thin ye ought to fale fer the infarmities of others," he added with some exultation.

"Did you ever! Who would have thought it?" And Brady widened his eyes at him. "Then you should feel for the troubles of others," he added with some pride.

"I do. That's why I said you and mother were very foolish."

"I do. That's why I said you and Mom were really foolish."

"Fwy, now; there it is agin. Fwat do ye mane?"

"Hey, now; there it is again. What do you mean?"

"Why this. When I was here before I saw that you and mother had taken a liking to each other. I thought by this time you'd have been married. And I didn't see any reason why you shouldn't. But you're as far away as ever. Here's mother's land that needs somebody to take care of it. I am going away never to come back. If I could see you married the only earthly care I have would be gone, and I could die in peace, whenever and wherever the Lord calls me."

"Why this? When I was here before, I noticed that you and mom had grown fond of each other. I thought by now you would be married. I didn’t see any reason why you shouldn’t be. But you're still as distant as ever. Here's mom's land that needs someone to look after it. I'm leaving, never to return. If I could see you married, the only worry I have would be gone, and I could die in peace, whenever and wherever the Lord calls me."

"God bliss ye, Koike," said Brady, wiping his eyes. "Fwy didn't you say that before? Ye're a prophet and a angel, I belave. I wish I was half as good, or a quarther. God bliss ye, me boy. I wish—I wish ye would thry to live afwoile, I've been athrying' and your mother's been athryin' to muster up courage to spake to ye about this, and ye samed so hivenly we thought ye would be displased. Now, will ye marry us before ye go?"

"God bless you, Koike," said Brady, wiping his eyes. "Why didn't you say that before? You're a prophet and an angel, I believe. I wish I were half as good, or even a quarter. God bless you, my boy. I wish—I wish you would try to live for a while. I've been trying, and your mother has been trying to gather the courage to talk to you about this, and you seemed so heavenly we thought you would be displeased. Now, will you marry us before you go?"

"I haven't got any license."

"I don't have a license."

"Here 'tis, in me pocket."

"Here it is, in my pocket."

"Where's a witness or two?"

"Where are the witnesses?"

"I hear some women-folks come to say good-bye to ye in the other room."

"I hear some women are here to say goodbye to you in the other room."

"I'd like to marry you now," said Kike. "I must get away in an hour."

"I want to marry you right now," said Kike. "I have to leave in an hour."

And he married them. They wept over him, and he made no concealment that he was going away for the last time. He rode out from Hissawachee never to come back. Not sad, but exultant, that he had sacrificed everything for Christ and was soon to enter into the life everlasting. For, faithless as we are in this day, let us never hide from ourselves the fact that the faith of a martyr is indeed a hundred fold more a source of joy than houses and lands, and wife and children.

And he married them. They cried over him, and he didn’t hide the fact that he was leaving for the last time. He rode out from Hissawachee never to return. Not sad, but thrilled, that he had given up everything for Christ and was soon to enter eternal life. For, no matter how unfaithful we may be today, we should never fool ourselves into thinking that a martyr's faith is not a hundred times more rewarding than homes and land, and spouse and children.







CHAPTER XXXI.

KIKE.

To reach Peterborough Kike had to go through Morton's great diocese of Jenkinsville Circuit. He could not ride far. Even so intemperate a zealot as Kike admitted so much economy of force into his calculations. He must save his strength in journeying or he could not reach his circuit, much less preach when he got there. At the close of his second day he inquired for a Methodist house at which to stop, and was directed to the double-cabin of a "located" preacher—one who had been a "travelling" preacher, but, having married, was under the necessity of entangling himself with the things of this world that he might get bread for his children. As he rode up to the house Kike gladly noted the horses hitched to the fence as an evidence that there must be a meeting in progress. He was in Morton's circuit; who could tell that he should not meet him here?

To get to Peterborough, Kike had to pass through Morton's large diocese of Jenkinsville Circuit. He couldn't ride very far. Even someone as overly enthusiastic as Kike realized he needed to conserve his energy for the journey; otherwise, he wouldn't reach his circuit, let alone be able to preach when he arrived. At the end of his second day, he asked for a Methodist place to stay and was directed to the double cabin of a "located" preacher—one who used to be a "traveling" preacher but, after getting married, had to settle down and focus on providing for his family. As he rode up to the house, Kike happily saw the horses tied to the fence, indicating that a meeting was likely happening. He was in Morton's circuit; who knew, he might just meet him here?

When Kike entered the house, Morton stood in the door between the two rooms preaching, with the back of a "split-bottomed" chair for a pulpit. For a moment the pale face of Kike, so evidently smitten with death, appalled him; then it inspired him, and Morton never spoke better on that favorite theme of the early Methodist evangelist—the rest in heaven—than while drawing his inspiration from the pallid countenance of his comrade.

When Kike walked into the house, Morton was standing in the doorway between the two rooms, preaching with the back of a "split-bottomed" chair as his pulpit. For a moment, Kike's pale face, clearly affected by death, shocked him; then it motivated him, and Morton spoke with more passion on his favorite topic—the rest in heaven—than ever before, drawing inspiration from the ghostly visage of his friend.

"Ah! Kike!" he said, when the meeting was dismissed, "I wish you had my body."

"Ah! Kike!" he said when the meeting ended, "I wish you had my body."

"What do you want to keep me out of heaven for, Mort? Let God have his way," said Kike, smiling contentedly.

"What do you want to keep me out of heaven for, Mort? Let God do what He wants," said Kike, smiling happily.

But long after Kike slept that night Morton lay awake. He could not let the poor fellow go off alone. So in the morning he arranged with the located brother to take his appointments for awhile and let him ride one day with Kike.

But long after Kike had gone to sleep that night, Morton stayed awake. He couldn’t let the poor guy head off on his own. So in the morning, he made arrangements with the local brother to handle his appointments for a bit and let him ride with Kike for a day.

"Ride ten or twenty if you want to," said the ex-preacher. "The corn's laid by and I've got nothing to do, and I'm spoiling for a preach."

"Ride ten or twenty if you want to," said the ex-preacher. "The corn's taken care of, and I have nothing to do, and I’m itching to preach."

Peterborough circuit lay off to the southeast of Hickory Ridge, and Morton, persuaded that Kike was unfit to preach, endeavored to induce him to turn aside and rest at Dr. Morgan's, only ten miles out of his road.

Peterborough circuit was located to the southeast of Hickory Ridge, and Morton, convinced that Kike wasn't fit to preach, tried to convince him to take a detour and rest at Dr. Morgan's, which was only ten miles off his route.

"I tell you, Morton, I've got very little strength left. I cannot spend it better than in trying to save souls. There's Peterborough vacant three months since Brother Jones was first taken sick. I want to make one or two rounds at least, preaching with all the heart I have. Then I'll cease at once to work and live, and who knows but that I may slay more in my death than in my life?"

"I’m telling you, Morton, I have very little strength left. I can't spend it better than trying to save souls. Peterborough has been vacant for three months since Brother Jones got sick. I want to make at least one or two rounds, preaching with all the heart I have. Then I’ll stop working and living right away, and who knows, maybe I can achieve more in my death than in my life?"

But Morton feared that he would not be able to make one round. He thought he had an overestimate of his strength, and that the final break-down might come at any moment. So, on the morning of the second day he refused to yield to Kike's entreaties to return. He would see him safe among the members on Peterborough circuit, anyhow.

But Morton was worried that he wouldn’t be able to make it through a single round. He realized he had overestimated his strength, and the final collapse could happen at any moment. So, on the morning of the second day, he ignored Kike’s pleas to turn back. He was determined to ensure Kike was safe among the members of the Peterborough circuit, no matter what.

Now it happened that they missed the trail and wandered far out of their way. It rained all the afternoon, and Kike got drenched in crossing a stream. Then a chill came on, and Morton sought shelter. He stopped at a cabin.

Now they ended up missing the trail and wandered way off course. It rained all afternoon, and Kike got soaked while crossing a stream. Then a chill set in, and Morton looked for shelter. He stopped at a cabin.

"Come in, come in, brethren," said the settler, as soon as he saw them. "I 'low ye're preachers. Brother Goodwin I know. Heerd him down at camp-meetin' last fall,—time conference met on the Ridge. And this brother looks mis'rable. Got the shakes, I 'low? Your name, brother, is—"

"Come in, come in, folks," said the settler as soon as he saw them. "I assume you’re preachers. I know Brother Goodwin. Heard him at the camp meeting last fall when the conference met on the Ridge. And this brother looks miserable. Got the shakes, I assume? Your name, brother, is—"

"Brother Lumsden," said Morton.

"Brother Lumsden," Morton said.

"Lumsden? Wy, that air's the very name of our school-miss, and she's stayin' here jes' now. I kinder recolleck that you was sick up at Dr. Morgan's, conference time. Hey?"

"Lumsden? Wow, that's the exact name of our teacher, and she's staying here right now. I vaguely remember you were sick at Dr. Morgan's during the conference, right?"

Morton looked bewildered.

Morton looked confused.

"How far is Dr. Morgan's from here?"

"How far is Dr. Morgan's from here?"

"Nigh onto three quarter 'round the road, I 'low. Ain't it, Sister Lumsden?" This last to Patty, who at that moment appeared from the bedroom, and without answering the question, greeted Morton and Kike with a cry of joy. Patty was "boarding round," and it was her time to stay here.

"Nearing three-quarters of the way around the road, I say. Isn’t it, Sister Lumsden?" This last part was directed at Patty, who just then came out of the bedroom and, without responding to the question, welcomed Morton and Kike with a joyful shout. Patty was “boarding around,” and it was her turn to stay here.

"How did we get here? We aimed at Lanham's Ferry," said Morton, bewildered.

"How did we end up here? We were heading for Lanham's Ferry," said Morton, confused.

"Tuck the wrong trail ten mile back, I 'low. You should've gone by Hanks's Mills."

"Took the wrong trail ten miles back, I guess. You should've gone by Hanks's Mills."


THE REUNION.
THE REUNION.

THE REUNION.

Despite all protestations from the Methodist brother, Morton was determined to take Kike to Dr. Morgan's. Kike was just sick enough to be passive, and he suffered himself to be put back into the saddle to ride to the doctor's. Patty, meanwhile, ran across the fields and gave warning, so that Kike was summarily stowed away in the bed he had occupied before. Thus do men try to run away from fate, and rush into her arms in spite of themselves.

Despite all the objections from the Methodist brother, Morton was set on taking Kike to Dr. Morgan's. Kike was just sick enough to be compliant, and he allowed himself to be put back in the saddle for the ride to the doctor’s. Meanwhile, Patty dashed across the fields to give a heads-up, so Kike was quickly tucked away in the bed he had used before. This is how people try to escape their fate, only to rush into its embrace against their will.

It did not require very great medical skill to understand what must be the result of Kike's sickness.

It didn't take a lot of medical expertise to figure out what Kike's illness would lead to.

"What is the matter with him, Doctor?" asked Morton, next morning.

"What’s wrong with him, Doctor?" asked Morton the next morning.

"Absolute physical bankruptcy, sir," answered the physician, in his abrupt manner. "There's not water enough left in the branch to run the mill seven days. Wasted life, sir, wasted life. It is a pity but you Methodists had a little moderation in your zeal."

"Complete physical bankruptcy, sir," the doctor replied bluntly. "There's not enough water in the creek to power the mill for a week. Wasted life, sir, wasted life. It’s a shame you Methodists didn’t exercise a bit more moderation in your enthusiasm."

Kike uneasily watched the door, hoping every minute that he might see Nettie come in. But she did not come. He had wished to avoid her father's house for fear of seeing her, but he could not bear to be thus near her and not see her. Toward evening he called Patty to him.

Kike anxiously watched the door, hoping that any moment Nettie would walk in. But she didn’t come. He had planned to stay away from her father’s house to avoid running into her, but he couldn't stand being so close to her and not seeing her. As evening approached, he called Patty over.

"Lean down here!" he said.

"Lean down here!" he said.

Patty put her ear down that nobody might hear.

Patty leaned in so that no one could hear.

"Where's Nettie?" asked Kike.

"Where's Nettie?" asked Kike.

"About the house, somewhere," said Patty.

"Somewhere around the house," said Patty.

"Why don't she come in to see me?"

"Why doesn't she come in to see me?"

"Not because she doesn't care for you," said Patty; "she seems to be crying half the time."

"Not because she doesn't care about you," said Patty; "she looks like she's crying half the time."

Kike watched the door uneasily all that evening. But Nettie did not come. To have come into Kike's room would have been to have revealed her love for one who had never declared his love for her. The mobile face of Nettie disclosed every emotion. No wonder she was fain to keep away. And yet the desire to see him almost overcame her fear of seeing him.

Kike watched the door anxiously all evening. But Nettie didn’t come. To enter Kike’s room would mean admitting her love for someone who had never confessed his feelings for her. Nettie's expressive face revealed every emotion. No wonder she was eager to stay away. Yet the urge to see him nearly pushed aside her fear of actually being with him.

When the doctor came in to see Kike after breakfast the next morning, the patient looked at him wistfully.

When the doctor came in to check on Kike after breakfast the next morning, the patient looked at him with a hint of longing.

"Doctor Morgan, tell me the truth. Will I ever get up?"

"Doctor Morgan, just tell me the truth. Will I ever get up?"

"You can never get up, my dear boy," said the physician, huskily.

"You can never get up, my dear boy," the doctor said hoarsely.

A smile of relief spread over Kike's face. At that word the awful burden of his morbid sense of responsibility for the world's salvation, the awful burden of a self-sacrifice that was terrible and that must be life-long, slipped from his weary soul. There was then nothing more to be done but to wait for the Master's release. He shut his eyes, murmured a "Thank God!" and lay for minutes, motionless. As the doctor made a movement to leave him, Kike opened his eyes and looked at him eagerly.

A smile of relief spread across Kike's face. At that moment, the heavy weight of his obsessive sense of responsibility for saving the world, the awful burden of a self-sacrifice that was terrifying and would last a lifetime, slipped from his tired soul. There was nothing left to do but wait for the Master's release. He closed his eyes, whispered a "Thank God!" and lay still for several minutes. As the doctor moved to leave, Kike opened his eyes and looked at him eagerly.

"What is it, my boy?" said Morgan, stroking the straight black hair off Kike's forehead, and petting him as though he were a child. "What do you want?"

"What is it, my boy?" Morgan asked, gently brushing Kike's straight black hair off his forehead and patting him like he was a child. "What do you need?"

"Doctor——" said Kike, and then closed his eyes again.

"Doctor—" Kike said, then closed his eyes again.

"Don't be afraid to tell me what is in your heart, dear boy." The tears were in the doctor's eyes.

"Don't be afraid to share what you're feeling, dear boy." The doctor's eyes were filled with tears.

"If you think it best—if you think it best, mind—I would like to see Nettie."

"If you think that's the best choice—if you really believe that's the way to go, I’d like to see Nettie."

"Of course it is best. I am glad you mentioned it. It will do her good, poor soul."

"Of course it’s the best choice. I’m glad you brought it up. It will really help her, poor thing."

"If you think it best——"

"If you think that's best——"

"Well?" said the doctor, seeing that Kike hesitated. "Speak out."

"Well?" the doctor asked, noticing that Kike was hesitating. "Just say it."

"All alone."

"All by myself."

"Yes, you shall see her alone. That is best." The doctor's utterance was choked as he hastened out.

"Yes, you can see her alone. That’s for the best." The doctor's voice broke as he quickly left.

Kike lay with eyes fixed on the door. It seemed a long time after the doctor went before Nettie came in. It was only three minutes—three minutes in which Nettie vainly strove to wipe away tears that flowed faster than she could remove them. At last her hand was on the latch. She gained a momentary self-control. But when she opened the door and saw his emaciated face, and his black eyes looking so eagerly for her, it was too much for the poor little heart. The next moment she was on her knees by his bed, sobbing violently. And Kike put out his feeble hands and drew the golden head up close to his bosom, and spoke tenderer words than he had ever heard spoken in his life. And then he closed his eyes, and for a long time nothing was said. It came about after Nettie's tears were spent that they talked of all that they had felt; of the life past and of the immortal life to come. Hours went by and none intruded upon this betrothal for eternity. Patty had waited without, expecting to be called to take her place again by her cousin's bedside. But she did not like to remain in conversation with Morton. It could bring nothing but pain to them both. It occurred to her that she had not seen her patient in Higgins's Hollow since Kike came. She started immediately, glad to escape from the regrets excited by the presence of Morton, and touched with remorse that she had so long neglected a man on whose heart she thought she had been able to make some religious impression.

Kike lay with his eyes fixed on the door. It felt like a long time after the doctor left before Nettie came in. It was only three minutes—three minutes during which Nettie desperately tried to wipe away tears that flowed faster than she could manage. Finally, her hand was on the latch. She found a moment of self-control. But when she opened the door and saw his thin face, and his dark eyes eagerly searching for her, it was too much for her fragile heart. In the next moment, she was on her knees by his bed, sobbing uncontrollably. Kike reached out his weak hands and pulled the golden head close to his chest, and spoke more tenderly than he had ever heard anyone speak in his life. Then he closed his eyes, and for a long time, they said nothing. After Nettie's tears were spent, they talked about everything they had felt; about the life they had lived and the everlasting life to come. Hours passed, and no one interrupted this engagement for eternity. Patty waited outside, expecting to be called back to her cousin's bedside. But she didn’t want to stay talking with Morton. It could only bring pain to both of them. She suddenly realized she hadn’t seen her patient in Higgins's Hollow since Kike arrived. She set off right away, glad to escape the regrets stirred by Morton’s presence, and feeling guilty for having neglected a man she thought she could have made some religious impact on.







CHAPTER XXXII.

PINKEY'S DISCOVERY.

Pinkey was grum. He didn't like to be neglected, if he was a highwayman. He had gotten out of bed and drawn on his boots.

Pinkey was grumpy. He didn't like being ignored, even if he was a highwayman. He had gotten out of bed and put on his boots.

"So you couldn't come to see me because there was a young preacher sick at the doctor's?" he said, when Patty entered.

"So you couldn't come to see me because a young preacher was sick at the doctor's?" he said when Patty walked in.

"The young preacher is my cousin," said Patty, "and he is going to die."

"The young preacher is my cousin," Patty said, "and he's going to die."

"Your cousin," said Pinkey, softened a little. "But Goodwin is there, too. I hope you didn't tell him anything about me?"

"Your cousin," said Pinkey, feeling a bit more relaxed. "But Goodwin is there, too. I hope you didn't say anything about me to him?"

"Not a word."

"No comment."

"He ought to be grateful to you for saving his life."

"He should be grateful to you for saving his life."

"He seems to be."

"He appears to be."

"And people that are grateful are very likely to have other feelings after awhile." There was a significance in Pinkey's manner that Patty greatly disliked.

"And people who are grateful are very likely to have other feelings after a while." There was something about Pinkey's manner that Patty really disliked.

"You should not talk in that way. Mr. Goodwin is engaged to be married."

"You shouldn’t speak like that. Mr. Goodwin is getting married."

"Is he? Do you mind telling me her name?"

"Really? Can you tell me her name?"

"To a lady named Meacham, I believe."

"To a woman named Meacham, I think."

"What?—Who?—To Ann Eliza? How did it happen that I have never heard of that? To Ann Eliza! Confound her; what a witch that girl is! I wish I could spoil her game this time. Goodwin's too good for her and she sha'n't have him." Then he sat still as if in meditation. After a moment he resumed: "Now, Miss Lumsden, you've done one good turn for him, you must do another. I want to send a note to this Ann Eliza."

"What?—Who?—To Ann Eliza? How is it that I’ve never heard about this? To Ann Eliza! Damn her; what a witch that girl is! I wish I could ruin her plans this time. Goodwin is too good for her, and she won't have him." Then he sat there, deep in thought. After a moment, he continued: "Now, Miss Lumsden, you've done him one favor, so you need to do another. I want to send a note to this Ann Eliza."

"I cannot take it," said Patty, trembling.

"I can't handle it," said Patty, shaking.

"You saved his life, and now you are unwilling to save him from a worse evil. You ought not to refuse."

"You saved his life, and now you’re unwilling to save him from a worse fate. You shouldn’t refuse."

"You ought not to ask it. The circumstances of the case are peculiar. I will not take it."

"You shouldn't ask that. The situation is unusual. I won't do it."

"Will you take a note to Goodwin?"

"Can you deliver a note to Goodwin?"

"Not on this business."

"Not on this deal."

Pinkey was startled at the emotion she showed, and looked at her inquiringly: "You were a schoolmate of Morton's—of Goodwin's, I mean—and a body would think that you might be the identical sweetheart that sent him adrift for joining the Methodists—and then joined the Methodists herself, eh?"

Pinkey was taken aback by the emotion she expressed and looked at her curiously: "You were a schoolmate of Morton's—Goodwin's, I mean—and one might think that you could be the very sweetheart who broke up with him for joining the Methodists—and then ended up joining the Methodists yourself, right?"

Patty said nothing, but turned away.

Patty didn't say anything, but she turned away.

"By the holy Moses," said Pinkey, in a half-soliloquy, "if that's the case, I'll break the net of that fisherwoman this time or drown myself a-trying."

"By the holy Moses," Pinkey said, half to himself, "if that's how it is, I'll break that fisherwoman's net this time or drown trying."

Patty had intended to read the Bible to her patient, but her mind was so disturbed that she thought best to say good-morning. Pinkey roused himself from a reverie to call her back.

Patty had planned to read the Bible to her patient, but her mind was so troubled that she decided it was better to just say good morning. Pinkey snapped out of his daydream to call her back.

"Will you answer me one question?" he asked. "Does Goodwin want to marry this girl? Is he happy about it, do you think?"

"Will you answer me one question?" he asked. "Does Goodwin want to marry this girl? Do you think he's happy about it?"

"I am sure he isn't," said Patty, reproaching herself in a moment that she had said so much.

"I’m sure he isn’t," Patty said, scolding herself for saying so much in that moment.

Patty made some kindly remark to Mrs. Barkins as she went out, walked briskly to the fence, halted, looked off over the field a moment, turned round and came back. When she re-entered Pinkey's room he had put on his great false-whiskers and wolf-skin cap, and she trembled at the transformation. He started, but said: "Don't be afraid, Miss Lumsden, I am not meditating mischief. I will not hurt you, certainly, and you must not betray me. Now, what is it?"

Patty said something nice to Mrs. Barkins as she left, walked quickly to the fence, paused to look out over the field for a moment, then turned around and came back. When she stepped back into Pinkey's room, he had put on his big fake mustache and wolf-skin hat, and she shivered at the change. He was surprised but said, "Don't be scared, Miss Lumsden, I’m not planning any trouble. I won’t hurt you, I promise, and you need to keep my secret. So, what is it?"

"Don't do anything wrong in this matter," said Patty. "Don't do anything that'll lie heavy on your soul when you come to die.—I'm afraid you'll do something wrong for Mr. Goodwin's sake, or—mine."

"Don't make any mistakes in this situation," Patty said. "Don't do anything that will weigh heavily on your conscience when it's your time to go. I'm worried you might mess up because of Mr. Goodwin or—me."

"No. But if I was able to ride I'd do one thunderin' good thing. But I am too weak to do anything, plague on it!"

"No. But if I could ride, I’d do something really amazing. But I'm too weak to do anything, damn it!"

"I wish you would put these deceits in the fire and do right," she said, indicating his disguises. "I am disappointed to see that you are going back to your old ways."

"I wish you would throw these lies in the fire and do the right thing," she said, pointing to his disguises. "I'm really disappointed to see you going back to your old habits."

He made no reply, but laid off his disguises and lay down on the bed, exhausted. And Patty departed, grieved that all her labors were in vain, while Pinkey only muttered to himself, "I'm too weak, confound it!"

He didn't say anything, but took off his disguises and lay down on the bed, completely worn out. Patty left, upset that all her efforts were useless, while Pinkey just mumbled to himself, "I'm too weak, damn it!"







CHAPTER XXXIII.

THE ALABASTER BOX BROKEN.

Not until Dr. Morgan came in at noon did any one venture to open the door of Kike's room. He found the patient much better. But the improvement could not be permanent, the sedative of mental rest and the tonic of joy had come too late.

Not until Dr. Morgan arrived at noon did anyone dare to open Kike's room door. He found the patient doing much better. But the improvement couldn’t last; the calming effect of mental rest and the boost from joy had come too late.

"Morton," said Kike, "I want Dolly to do me one more service. Nettie will explain to you what it is."

"Morton," Kike said, "I need Dolly to do me one more favor. Nettie will tell you what it is."

After a talk with Nettie, Morton rode Dolly away, leading Kike's horse with him. The doctor thought he could guess what Morton went for, but, even in melancholy circumstances, lovers, like children, are fond of having secrets, and he did not try to penetrate that which it gave Kike and Nettie pleasure to keep to themselves. At ten o'clock that night Morton came back without Kike's horse.

After talking with Nettie, Morton rode away on Dolly, leading Kike's horse alongside him. The doctor thought he could figure out why Morton left, but even in sad times, lovers, like kids, enjoy having their secrets, so he didn’t try to uncover what Kike and Nettie were happy to keep private. At ten o'clock that night, Morton returned without Kike's horse.

"Did you get it?" whispered Kike, who had grown visibly weaker.

"Did you get it?" whispered Kike, who seemed to be getting noticeably weaker.

Morton nodded.

Morton agreed.

"And you sent the message?"

"Did you send the message?"

"Yes."

"Yep."

Kike gave Nettie a look of pleasure, and then sank into a satisfied sleep, while Morton proceeded to relate to Doctor Morgan and Patty that he had seen in the moonlight a notorious highwayman. "His nickname is Pinkey; nobody knows who he is or where he comes from or goes to. He got a hard blow in a fight with the police force of the camp meeting. It's a wonder it didn't break his head. I searched for him everywhere, but he had effectually disappeared. If I had been armed to-night I should have tried to arrest him, for he was alone."

Kike gave Nettie a pleased look and then drifted off into a satisfied sleep, while Morton continued to tell Doctor Morgan and Patty that he had seen a well-known highwayman in the moonlight. "His nickname is Pinkey; nobody knows who he is or where he comes from or goes to. He took a hard hit in a fight with the camp meeting police. It's amazing it didn't break his skull. I looked for him everywhere, but he had completely vanished. If I had been armed tonight, I would have tried to arrest him, since he was alone."

Patty and the doctor exchanged looks.

Patty and the doctor exchanged glances.

"Our patient, Patty."

"Our client, Patty."

But Patty did not say a word.

But Patty stayed silent.

"You must have got that information through him!" said Morton, with surprise.

"You must have gotten that information from him!" said Morton, surprised.

But Patty only kept still.

But Patty just stayed still.

"I won't ask you any questions, but what if I had killed my deliverer! Strange that he should be the bearer of a message to me, though. I should rather expect him to kill me than to save me."

"I won't ask you any questions, but what if I had killed my deliverer! It's strange that he would be the one to bring me a message, though. I would expect him to kill me rather than save me."

Patty wondered that Pinkey had ventured away while yet so weak, and found in herself the flutterings of a hope for which she knew there was no satisfactory ground.

Patty was surprised that Pinkey had gone off on her own while still so weak, and she felt a flicker of hope within herself, even though she knew there was no real reason for it.

When Saturday morning came, Kike was sinking. "Doctor Morgan," he said, "do not leave me long. Nettie and I want to be married before I die."

When Saturday morning arrived, Kike was sinking. "Doctor Morgan," he said, "please don't leave me for long. Nettie and I want to get married before I die."

"But the license?" said the doctor, affecting not to suspect Kike's secret.

"But the license?" said the doctor, pretending not to suspect Kike's secret.

"Morton got it the other day. And I am looking for my mother to-day. I don't want to be married till she comes. Morton took my horse and sent for her."

"Morton got it the other day. And I’m looking for my mom today. I don’t want to get married until she comes. Morton took my horse and sent for her."

Saturday passed and Kike's mother had not arrived. On Sunday morning he was almost past speaking. Nettie had gone out of the room, and Kike was apparently asleep.

Saturday went by and Kike's mom still hadn't shown up. On Sunday morning, he was nearly beyond talking. Nettie had left the room, and Kike seemed to be asleep.

"Splendid life wasted," said the doctor, sadly, to Morton, pointing to the dying man.

"Such a wonderful life wasted," the doctor said sadly to Morton, pointing at the dying man.

"Yes, indeed. What a pity he had no care for himself," answered Morton.

"Yeah, definitely. It's a shame he didn't care about himself," replied Morton.

"Patty," said Kike, opening his eyes, "the Bible."

"Patty," Kike said, opening his eyes, "the Bible."

Patty got the Bible.

Patty got a Bible.

"Read in the twenty-sixth of Matthew, from the seventh verse to the thirteenth, inclusive," Kike spoke as if he were announcing a text.

"Read in the twenty-sixth chapter of Matthew, from the seventh verse to the thirteenth, inclusive," Kike said as if he were announcing a text.

Then, when Patty was about to read, he said: "Stop. Call Nettie."

Then, just as Patty was about to read, he said: "Hold on. Call Nettie."

When Nettie came he nodded to Patty, and she read all about the alabaster box of ointment, very precious, that was broken over the head of Jesus, and the complaint that it was wasted, with the Lord's reply.

When Nettie arrived, he nodded to Patty, and she read all about the expensive alabaster box of ointment that was poured over Jesus' head, along with the complaint that it was wasted and the Lord's response.

"You are right, my dear boy," said Doctor Morgan, with effusion, "what is spent for love is never wasted. It is a very precious box of ointment that you have broken upon Christ's head, my son. The Lord will not forget it."

"You’re right, my dear boy," said Doctor Morgan warmly, "what’s spent for love is never wasted. You’ve broken open a very precious box of ointment on Christ's head, my son. The Lord won’t forget it."

When Kike's mother and Brady rode up to the door on Sunday morning, the people had already begun to gather in crowds, drawn by the expectation that Morton would preach in the Hickory Ridge church. Hearing that Kike, whose piety was famous all the country over, was dying, they filled Doctor Morgan's house and yard, sitting in sad, silent groups on the fences and door-steps, and standing in the shade of the yard trees. As the dying preacher's mother passed through, the crowd of country people fell back and looked reverently at her.

When Kike's mom and Brady rode up to the door on Sunday morning, people had already started to gather in crowds, drawn by the anticipation that Morton would preach at the Hickory Ridge church. Hearing that Kike, whose devotion was well-known across the country, was dying, they filled Doctor Morgan's house and yard, sitting in quiet, somber groups on the fences and doorsteps, and standing in the shade of the trees. As the dying preacher's mother walked by, the crowd of rural folks stepped aside and looked at her with respect.

Kike was already far gone. He was barely able to greet his mother and the good-hearted Brady, whose demonstrative Irish grief knew no bounds. Then Kike and Nettie were married, amidst the tears of all. This sort of a wedding is more hopelessly melancholy than a funeral. After the marriage Nettie knelt by Kike's side, and he rallied for a moment and solemnly pronounced a benediction on her. Then he lifted up his hands, crying faintly, "O Lord! I have kept back nothing. Amen."

Kike was already very far gone. He could barely greet his mother and the kind-hearted Brady, whose openly Irish sorrow was limitless. Then Kike and Nettie got married, amidst everyone’s tears. This kind of wedding is even more hopelessly sad than a funeral. After the marriage, Nettie knelt by Kike's side, and he gathered his strength for a moment and solemnly blessed her. Then he raised his hands, crying softly, "O Lord! I have held nothing back. Amen."

His hands dropped upon the head of Nettie. The people had crowded into the hall and stood at the windows. For awhile all thought him dead.

His hands fell onto Nettie's head. The people had packed into the hall and stood by the windows. For a while, everyone thought he was dead.

A white pigeon flew in at one of the windows and lighted upon the bed of the dying man. The early Western people believed in marvels, and Kike was to them a saint. At sight of the snow-white dove pluming itself upon his breast they all started back. Was it a heavenly visitant? Kike opened his eyes and gazed upon the dove a moment. Then he looked significantly at Nettie, then at the people. The dove plumed itself a moment longer, looked round on the people out of its mute and gentle eyes, then flitted out of the window again and disappeared in the sunlight. A smile overspread the dying man's face, he clasped his hands upon his bosom, and it was a full minute before anybody discovered that the pure, heroic spirit of Hezekiah Lumsden had gone to its rest.

A white pigeon flew in through one of the windows and landed on the bed of the dying man. The early Western people believed in miracles, and Kike was a saint to them. When they saw the snow-white dove preening itself on his chest, they all jumped back. Could it be a heavenly visitor? Kike opened his eyes and stared at the dove for a moment. Then he looked meaningfully at Nettie and then at the others. The dove continued to preen for a little longer, then glanced around at the people with its gentle, silent eyes before flying back out the window and disappearing into the sunlight. A smile spread across the dying man's face; he clasped his hands over his heart, and it took a full minute before anyone noticed that the pure, heroic spirit of Hezekiah Lumsden had finally found peace.

He had requested that no name should be placed over his grave. "Let God have any glory that may come from my labors, and let everybody but Nettie forget me," he said. But Doctor Morgan had a slab of the common blue limestone of the hills—marble was not to be had—cut out for a headstone. The device upon it was a dove, the only inscription: "An alabaster box of very precious ointment."

He asked that no name be put on his grave. "Let God take any glory from my efforts, and let everyone except Nettie forget me," he said. But Doctor Morgan had a slab of the local blue limestone—marble wasn’t available—made for a headstone. The only design on it was a dove, with the inscription: "An alabaster box of very precious ointment."

Death is not always matter for grief. If you have ever beheld a rich sunset from the summit of a lofty mountain, you will remember how the world was transfigured before you in the glory of resplendent light, and how, long after the light had faded from the cloud-drapery, and long after the hills had begun to lose themselves in the abyss of darkness, there lingered a glory in the western horizon—a joyous memory of the splendid pomp of the evening. Even so the glory of Kike's dying made all who saw it feel like those who have witnessed a sublime spectacle, which they may never see again. The memory of it lingered with them like the long-lingering glow behind the western mountains. Sorry that the suffering life had ended in peace, one could not be; and never did stormy day find more placid sunset than his. Even Nettie had never felt that he belonged to her. When he was gone she was as one whom an angel of God had embraced. She regretted his absence, but rejoiced in the memory of his love; and she had not entertained any hopes that could be disappointed.

Death isn’t always something to mourn. If you’ve ever watched a stunning sunset from the top of a high mountain, you’ll remember how the world transformed in the beautiful light, and how, long after the glow vanished from the clouds and the hills started to disappear into darkness, there remained a brilliance on the western horizon—a joyful memory of the glorious evening. In the same way, the beauty of Kike's dying made everyone who witnessed it feel like those who have seen an amazing sight that they may never experience again. The memory of it stayed with them like the lingering glow behind the mountains at sunset. No one could truly feel sorrow that his painful life ended peacefully, and there has never been a more serene sunset after a stormy day than his. Even Nettie never felt he was part of her life. When he was gone, she felt like someone touched by an angel. She missed him, but cherished the memory of his love; and she had never held onto any hopes that could let her down.

The only commemoration his name received was in the conference minutes, where, like other such heroes, he was curtly embalmed in the usual four lines:

The only recognition his name got was in the conference minutes, where, like other heroes, he was briefly noted in the standard four lines:

"Hezekiah Lumsden was a man of God, who freely gave up his life for his work. He was tireless in labor, patient in suffering, bold in rebuking sin, holy in life and conversation, and triumphant in death."

"Hezekiah Lumsden was a man of God who dedicated his life to his work. He worked tirelessly, remained patient in suffering, was bold in calling out sin, lived a holy life, and faced death triumphantly."

The early Methodists had no time for eulogies. A handful of earth, a few hurried words of tribute, and the bugle called to the battle. The man who died was at rest, the men who staid had the more work to do.

The early Methodists didn’t pause for praises. Just a handful of dirt, a few quick words of respect, and the bugle sounded for battle. The man who passed was at peace, while the ones who remained had more work ahead.



NOTE. In the striking incident of the dove lighting upon Kike's bed, I have followed strictly the statement of eye-witnesses.—E.E.

NOTE. In the remarkable event of the dove landing on Kike's bed, I have adhered closely to the accounts of those who witnessed it.—E.E.







CHAPTER XXXIV.

THE BROTHERS.

Patty had received, by the hand of Brady, a letter from her father, asking her to come home. Do not think that Captain Lumsden wrote penitently and asked Patty's forgiveness. Captain Lumsden never did anything otherwise than meanly. He wrote that he was now bedridden with rheumatism, and it seemed hard that he should be forsaken by his oldest daughter, who ought to be the stay of his declining years. He did not understand how Patty could pretend to be so religious and yet leave him to suffer without the comfort of her presence. The other children were young, and the house was in hopeless confusion. If the Methodists had not quite turned her heart away from her poor afflicted father, she would come at once and help him in his troubles. He was ready to forgive the past, and as for her religion, if she did not trouble him with it, she could do as she pleased. He did not think much of a religion that set a daughter against her father, though.

Patty received a letter from her father through Brady, asking her to come home. Don’t think that Captain Lumsden wrote with remorse and sought Patty's forgiveness. Captain Lumsden never acted in any way other than selfishly. He wrote that he was now stuck in bed with rheumatism and felt it was unfair that his oldest daughter would abandon him during his declining years. He couldn’t understand how Patty could act so religious and yet leave him to suffer without her comforting presence. The other kids were young, and the house was a complete mess. If the Methodists hadn't completely turned her heart away from her poor, suffering father, she would come immediately and help him with his troubles. He was ready to forgive the past, and as for her faith, as long as she didn't bother him with it, she could do whatever she wanted. However, he didn’t think much of a religion that drove a daughter away from her father.

Patty was too much rejoiced at the open door that it set before her to feel the sting very keenly. There was another pain that had grown worse with every day she had spent with Morton. Beside her own sorrow she felt for him. There was a strange restlessness in his eyes, an eager and vacillating activity in what he was doing, that indicated how fearfully the tempest raged within. For Morton's old desperation was upon him, and Patty was in terror for the result. About the time of Kike's death the dove settled upon his soul also. He had mastered himself, and the restless wildness had given place to a look of constraint and suffering that was less alarming but hardly less distressing to Patty, who had also the agony of hiding her own agony. But the disappearance of Pinkey had awakened some hope in her. Not one jot of this trembling hopefulness did she dare impart to Morton, who for his part had but one consolation—he would throw away his life in the battle, as Kike had done before him.

Patty was so overwhelmed with joy at the open door in front of her that she didn’t feel the sting very sharply. There was another pain that had worsened with each day she spent with Morton. Besides her own sorrow, she felt for him. There was a strange restlessness in his eyes, an eager and fluctuating energy in what he was doing, that showed how fiercely the storm raged inside him. Morton's old desperation had returned, and Patty was terrified of what would happen. Around the time of Kike’s death, the weight also settled on his soul. He had gained control over himself, and the wild restlessness had turned into a look of restraint and suffering that was less alarming but hardly less distressing for Patty, who was also in agony trying to hide her own pain. However, the disappearance of Pinkey had sparked some hope in her. Not a bit of this trembling hopefulness did she dare share with Morton, who, for his part, had only one solace—he would sacrifice his life in the fight, just as Kike had done before him.

So eager was Patty to leave her school now and hasten to her father, that she could not endure to stay the weeks that were necessary to complete her term. She had canvassed with Doctor Morgan the possibility of getting some one to take her place, and both had concluded that there was no one available, Miss Jane Morgan being too much out of health. But to their surprise Nettie offered her services. She had not been of much more use in the world than a humming-bird, she said, and now it seemed to her that Kike would be better pleased that she should make herself useful.

Patty was so eager to leave school and rush to her father that she couldn't stand the idea of waiting the weeks needed to finish her term. She had discussed with Doctor Morgan the possibility of finding someone to fill in for her, but they both realized there wasn't anyone available since Miss Jane Morgan was too unwell. To their surprise, Nettie offered to help. She mentioned that she hadn't been much more useful in the world than a hummingbird, and it seemed to her that Kike would be happier if she made herself useful.

Thus released, Patty started home immediately, and Morton, who could not reach the distant part of his circuit, upon which his supply was now preaching, in time to resume his work at once, concluded to set out for Hissawachee also, that he might see how his parents fared. But he concealed his purpose from Patty, who departed in company with Brady and his wife. Morton would not trust himself in her society longer. He therefore rode round by a circuitous way, and, thanks to Dolly, reached Hissawachee before them.

Thus freed, Patty headed home right away, and Morton, who couldn't reach the far end of his route where his supply was currently preaching in time to get back to work immediately, decided to head to Hissawachee too, so he could check on how his parents were doing. But he kept his plan a secret from Patty, who left with Brady and his wife. Morton didn't want to risk being around her any longer. So, he took a longer, roundabout route and, thanks to Dolly, arrived in Hissawachee before they did.

I may not describe the enthusiasm with which Morton was received at home. Scarcely had he kissed his mother and shaken hands with his father, who was surprised that none of his dolorous predictions had been fulfilled, and greeted young Henry, now shooting up into manhood, when his mother whispered to him that his brother Lewis was alive and had come home.

I can't fully capture the excitement with which Morton was welcomed home. Hardly had he hugged his mom and shaken hands with his dad, who was shocked that none of his gloomy predictions had come true, and greeted young Henry, who was now growing into a young man, when his mom quietly told him that his brother Lewis was alive and had returned home.

"What! Lewis alive?" exclaimed Morton, "I thought he was killed in Pittsburg ten years ago."

"What! Lewis is alive?" exclaimed Morton. "I thought he was killed in Pittsburgh ten years ago."

"That was a false report. He had been doing badly, and he did not want to return, and so he let us believe him dead. But now he has come back and he is afraid you will not receive him kindly. I suppose he thinks because you are a preacher you will be hard on his evil ways. But you won't be too hard, will you?"

"That was a false report. He had been struggling, and he didn’t want to come back, so he let us think he was dead. But now he’s returned, and he’s worried you won’t welcome him. I think he believes that because you’re a preacher, you’ll be tough on his wrongdoings. But you won’t be too hard on him, will you?"

"I? God knows I have been too great a sinner myself for that. Where is Lew? I can just remember how he used to whittle boats for me when I was a little boy. I remember the morning he ran off, and how after that you always wanted to move West. Poor Lew! Where has he gone?"

"I? God knows I've sinned too much myself for that. Where's Lew? I can barely remember how he used to carve boats for me when I was a little kid. I remember the morning he ran away and how after that you always wanted to move West. Poor Lew! Where has he gone?"

His mother opened the door of the little bed-room and led out the brother.

His mother opened the door to the small bedroom and brought out the brother.

"What! Burchard?" cried Morton. "What does this mean? Are you Lewis Goodwin?"

"What! Burchard?" Morton exclaimed. "What is going on? Are you Lewis Goodwin?"


THE BROTHERS.
THE BROTHERS.

THE BROTHERS.

"I am!"

"I am!"

"That's why you gave me back my horse and gun when you found out who I was. That's how you saved me that day at Brewer's Hole. And that's why you warned me at Salt Fork and sent me that other warning. Well, Lewis, I would be glad to see you anyhow, but I ought to be not only glad as a brother, but glad that I can thank you for saving my life."

"That's why you returned my horse and gun when you realized who I was. That's how you saved me that day at Brewer's Hole. And that's why you warned me at Salt Fork and sent me that other warning. Well, Lewis, I would be happy to see you anyway, but I should be not just happy as a brother, but grateful that I can thank you for saving my life."

"But I've been a worse man than you think, Mort."

"But I've been a worse person than you realize, Mort."

"What of that? God forgives, and I am sure that it is not for such a sinner as I am to condemn you. If you knew what desperate thoughts have tempted me in the last week you would know how much I am your brother."

"What about that? God forgives, and I’m sure it’s not for a sinner like me to judge you. If you knew what desperate thoughts have tempted me over the past week, you would understand how much I am your brother."

Just here Brady knocked at the door and pushed it open, with a "Howdy, Misses Goodwin? Howdy, Mr. Goodwin? and, Moirton, howdy do?"

Just then, Brady knocked on the door and pushed it open, saying, "Hey there, Mrs. Goodwin! Hey, Mr. Goodwin! And you too, Moirton, how’s it going?"

"This is my brother Lewis, Mr. Brady. We thought he was dead."

"This is my brother Lewis, Mr. Brady. We thought he was dead."

"Heigh-ho! The prodigal's come back agin, eh? Mrs. Goodwin, I congratilate ye."

"Heigh-ho! The prodigal has returned again, huh? Mrs. Goodwin, I congratulate you."

And then Mrs. Brady was introduced to Lewis. Patty, who stood behind, came forward, and Morton said: "Miss Lumsden, my brother Lewis."

And then Mrs. Brady was introduced to Lewis. Patty, who stood behind, stepped forward, and Morton said: "Miss Lumsden, my brother Lewis."

"You needn't introduce her," said Lewis. "She knows me already. If it hadn't been for her I might have been dead, and in perdition, I suppose.

"You don't need to introduce her," Lewis said. "She already knows me. If it hadn't been for her, I might have been dead and probably in hell."

"Why, how's that?" asked Morton, bewildered.

"Why, how's that?" asked Morton, confused.

"She nursed me in sickness, and read the parable of the Prodigal Son, and told me that it was my mother's favorite chapter."

"She took care of me when I was sick, read the story of the Prodigal Son, and told me that it was my mother's favorite chapter."

"So it is," said Mrs. Goodwin; "I've read it every day for years. But how did you know that, Patty?"

"So it is," Mrs. Goodwin said. "I've read it every day for years. But how did you know that, Patty?"

"Why," said Lewis, "she said that one woman knew how another woman felt. But you don't know how good Miss Lumsden is. She did not know me as Lewis Goodwin or Burchard, but in quite a different character. I suppose I'd as well make a clean breast of it, Mort, at once. Then there'll be no surprises afterward. And if you hate me when you know it all, I can't help it." With that he stepped into the bedroom and came forth with long beard and wolf-skin cap.

"Why," said Lewis, "she said that one woman understands how another woman feels. But you have no idea how amazing Miss Lumsden is. She didn't know me as Lewis Goodwin or Burchard, but in a completely different role. I guess I might as well come clean about it, Mort, right now. That way, there won’t be any surprises later. And if you end up hating me when you know everything, I can't do anything about that." With that, he stepped into the bedroom and came out wearing a long beard and a wolf-skin cap.

"What! Pinkey?" said Morton, with horror.

"What! Pinkey?" Morton said, shocked.

"The Pinkey that you told that big preacher to knock down, and then hunted all over the country to find."

"The Pinkey that you told that big preacher to take down, and then searched all over the country to find."

Seeing Morton's pained expression at this discovery of his brother's bad character, Patty added adroitly: "The Pinkey that saved your life, Morton."

Seeing Morton's pained expression upon discovering his brother's bad character, Patty quickly added, "The Pinkey that saved your life, Morton."

Morton got up and stood before his brother. "Give me your hand again, Lewis. I am so glad you came home at last. God bless you."

Morton got up and stood in front of his brother. "Give me your hand again, Lewis. I'm so glad you finally came home. God bless you."

Lewis sat down and rested his head in his hands. "I have been a very wicked man, Morton, but I never committed a murder. I am guilty of complicity. I got tangled in the net of Micajah Harp's band. I helped them because they had a hold on me, and I was too weak to risk the consequences of breaking with them. That complicity has spoiled all my life. But the crimes they laid on Pinkey were mostly committed by others. Pinkey was a sort of ghost at whose doors all sins were laid."

Lewis sat down and rested his head in his hands. "I've been a pretty terrible person, Morton, but I've never killed anyone. I'm guilty of being involved. I got caught up with Micajah Harp's gang. I helped them because they had something over me, and I was too weak to deal with the fallout of breaking away from them. That involvement has ruined my life. But the crimes they pinned on Pinkey were mostly committed by other people. Pinkey was like a ghost onto whom all sins were cast."

"I must hurry home," said Patty. "I only stopped to shake hands," and she rose to go.

"I need to get home," said Patty. "I just stopped to shake hands," and she stood up to leave.

"Miss Lumsden," said Lewis, "you wanted me to destroy these lies. You shall have them to do what you like with. I wish you could take my sins, too."

"Miss Lumsden," Lewis said, "you wanted me to get rid of these lies. You can have them to do whatever you want with. I wish you could take my sins, too."

Patty put the disguises into the fire. "Only God can take your sins," she said.

Patty tossed the disguises into the fire. "Only God can take away your sins," she said.

"Even he can't make me forget them," said Lewis, with bitterness.

"Even he can't make me forget them," Lewis said, bitterly.

Patty went home in anxiety. Lewis Goodwin seemed to have forgotten the resolution he had made as Pinkey to save Morton from Ann Eliza.

Patty went home feeling anxious. Lewis Goodwin seemed to have forgotten the promise he made as Pinkey to protect Morton from Ann Eliza.

But Patty went home bravely and let thoughts of present duty crowd out thoughts of possible happiness. She bore the peculiar paternal greetings of her father; she installed herself at once, and began, like a good genius, to evolve order out of chaos. By the time evening arrived the place had come to know its mistress again.

But Patty went home bravely and let thoughts of her current responsibilities push aside thoughts of potential happiness. She endured her father's strange greetings; she settled in immediately and, like a good spirit, started to bring order to the chaos. By the time evening arrived, the place had come to recognize its mistress again.







CHAPTER XXXV.

PINKEY AND ANN ELIZA.

That evening, after dark, Morton and his Brother Lewis strolled into the woods together. It was not safe for Lewis to walk about in the day time. The law was on one side and the vengeance of Micajah Harp's band, perhaps, on the other. But in the twilight he told Morton something which interested the latter greatly, and which increased his gratitude to Lewis. That you may understand what this communication was, I must go back to an event that happened the week before—to the very last adventure that Lewis Goodwin had in his character of Pinkey.

That evening, after it got dark, Morton and his brother Lewis walked into the woods together. It wasn't safe for Lewis to be out during the day. The law was against him, and Micajah Harp's gang might be after him too. But in the twilight, he shared something with Morton that piqued his interest and made him even more grateful to Lewis. To explain this revelation, I need to go back to an event from the previous week—the very last adventure Lewis Goodwin had while pretending to be Pinkey.

Ann Eliza Meacham had been disappointed. She had ridden ten miles to Mount Tabor Church, one of Morton's principal appointments. No doubt Ann Eliza persuaded herself—she never had any trouble in persuading herself—that zeal for religious worship was the motive that impelled her to ride so far to church. But why, then, did she wish she had not come, when instead of the fine form and wavy locks of Brother Goodwin, she found in the pulpit only the located brother who was supplying his place in his absence at Kike's bedside? Why did she not go on to the afternoon appointment as she had intended? Certain it is that when Ann Eliza left that little log church—called Mount Tabor because it was built in a hollow, perhaps—she felt unaccountably depressed. She considered it a spiritual struggle, a veritable hand to hand conflict with Satan. She told the brethren and sisters that she must return home, she even declined to stay to dinner. She led the horse up to a log and sprang into the saddle, riding away toward home as rapidly as the awkward old natural pacer would carry her. She was vexed that Morton should stay away from his appointments on this part of his circuit to see anybody die. He might know that it would be a disappointment to her. She satisfied herself, however, by picturing to her own imagination the half-coldness with which she would treat Brother Goodwin when she should meet him. She inly rehearsed the scene. But with most people there is a more secret self, kept secret even from themselves. And in her more secret self, Ann Eliza knew that she would not dare treat Brother Goodwin coolly. She had a sense of insecurity in her hold upon him.

Ann Eliza Meacham was feeling let down. She had traveled ten miles to Mount Tabor Church, one of Morton's main stops. No doubt Ann Eliza convinced herself—she was good at convincing herself—that her passion for worship was what drove her to ride so far. But why did she feel regret about coming when instead of seeing Brother Goodwin's charming figure and wavy hair, she found only the local brother filling in for him while he was at Kike's bedside? Why didn’t she continue to the afternoon service as she had planned? It's certain that when Ann Eliza left that little log church—named Mount Tabor because it was built in a hollow, perhaps—she felt inexplicably down. She viewed it as a spiritual battle, a real struggle against Satan. She told her fellow church members that she needed to go home, even refusing to stay for lunch. She led her horse to a log and hopped into the saddle, riding back home as quickly as the clumsy old natural pacer would take her. She was annoyed that Morton would miss his appointments on this part of his route to be with someone who was dying. He should know it would disappoint her. Still, she comforted herself by imagining how she would treat Brother Goodwin coldly when they met. She privately practiced the scene in her mind. But for most people, there’s a deeper self, hidden even from themselves. And deep down, Ann Eliza knew she couldn’t treat Brother Goodwin indifferently. She felt uncertain about her place in his life.

Riding thus through the great forests of beech and maple Ann Eliza had reached Cherry Run, only half a mile from her aunt's house, and the old horse, scenting the liberty and green grass of the pasture ahead of him, had quickened his pace after crossing the "run," when what should she see ahead but a man in wolf-skin cap and long whiskers. She had heard of Pinkey, the highwayman, and surely this must be he. Her heart fluttered, she reined her horse, and the highwayman advanced.

Riding through the vast forests of beech and maple, Ann Eliza reached Cherry Run, just half a mile from her aunt's house. The old horse, catching a whiff of the freedom and green grass of the pasture ahead, picked up speed after crossing the "run." Then, what did she see ahead but a man wearing a wolf-skin cap and sporting long whiskers. She had heard of Pinkey, the highwayman, and surely this was him. Her heart raced as she pulled back on the reins, and the highwayman moved closer.

"I haven't anything to give you. What do you want?"

"I don't have anything to give you. What do you want?"

"I don't want anything but to persuade you to do your duty," he said, seating himself by the side of the trail on a stump.

"I only want to convince you to do your duty," he said, sitting down on a stump by the side of the trail.


AN ACCUSING MEMORY.
AN ACCUSING MEMORY.

A Confronting Memory.

"Let me go on," said Miss Meacham, frightened, starting her horse.

"Let me go on," said Miss Meacham, scared, as she started her horse.

"Not yet," said Pinkey, seizing the bridle, "I want to talk to you." And he sat down again, holding fast to her bridle-rein.

"Not yet," said Pinkey, grabbing the reins, "I need to talk to you." And he sat back down, firmly holding onto her reins.

"What is it?" asked Ann Eliza, subdued by a sense of helplessness.

"What is it?" asked Ann Eliza, overwhelmed by a feeling of helplessness.

"Do you think, Sister Meacham," he said in a canting tone, "that you are doing just right? Is not there something in your life that is wrong? With all your praying, and singing, and shouting, you are a wicked woman."

"Do you believe, Sister Meacham," he said in a preachy tone, "that you're doing everything right? Isn't there something in your life that's not quite right? With all your praying, singing, and shouting, you're still a wicked woman."

Ann Eliza's resentment now took fire. "Who are you, that talk in this way? You are a robber, and you know it! If you don't repent you will be lost! Seek religion now. You will soon sin away your day of grace, and what an awful eternity—"

Ann Eliza's anger flared up. "Who are you to talk like this? You're a thief, and you know it! If you don't change your ways, you'll be doomed! Find some faith now. You'll soon run out of chances, and what a terrible eternity awaits—"

Miss Meacham had fallen into this hortatory vein, partly because it was habitual with her, and consequently easier in a moment of confusion than any other, and partly because it was her forte and she thought that these earnest and pathetic exhortations were her best weapons. But when she reached the words "awful eternity," Pinkey cried out sneeringly:

Miss Meacham had slipped into this encouraging tone, partly because it was a habit of hers and easier to fall back on in a moment of confusion than anything else, and partly because it was her strength and she believed that these sincere and emotional appeals were her best tools. But when she got to the words "awful eternity," Pinkey shouted out mockingly:

"Hold up, Ann Eliza! You don't run over me that way. I'm bad enough, God knows, and I'm afraid I shall find my way to hell some day. But if I do I expect to give you a civil good morning on my arrival, or welcome you if you get there after I do. You see I know all about you, and it's no use for you to glory-hallelujah me."

"Wait a minute, Ann Eliza! You can’t just walk all over me like that. I'm already in a bad place, and I fear I might end up in hell someday. But if I do, I plan to greet you politely when I get there, or welcome you if you arrive after me. You see, I know everything about you, so it's pointless for you to act all righteous with me."

Ann Eliza did not think of anything appropriate to the occasion, and so she remained silent.

Ann Eliza couldn't think of anything suitable for the moment, so she stayed quiet.

"I hear you have got young Goodwin on your hooks, now, and that you mean to marry him against his will. Is that so?"

"I hear you've got young Goodwin on your line now, and that you plan to marry him against his will. Is that true?"

"No, it isn't. He proposed to me himself."

"No, it isn't. He asked me himself."

"O, yes! I suppose he did. You made him!"

"Oh, yes! I guess he did. You created him!"

"I didn't."

"I didn't."

"I suppose not. You never did. Not even in Pennsylvania. How about young Harlow? Who made him?"

"I guess not. You never did. Not even in Pennsylvania. What about young Harlow? Who created him?"

Ann Eliza changed color. "Who are you?" she asked.

Ann Eliza's face changed. "Who are you?" she asked.

"And that fellow with dark hair, what's his name? The one you danced with down at Stevens's one night."

"And that guy with dark hair, what's his name? The one you danced with at Stevens's one night."

"What do you bring up all my old sins for?" asked Ann Eliza, weeping. "You know I have repented of all of them, and now that I am trying to lead a new life, and now that God has forgiven my sins and let me see the light of his reconciled countenance——"

"What are you bringing up all my past mistakes for?" asked Ann Eliza, crying. "You know I've repented for all of them, and now that I’m trying to live a new life, and now that God has forgiven my sins and allowed me to see the light of His reconciled face——"

"Stop, Ann Eliza," broke out Pinkey. "You sha'n't glory-hallelujah me in that style, confound you! Maybe God has forgiven you for driving Harlow to drink himself into tremens and the grave, and for sending that other fellow to the devil, and for that other thing, you know. You wouldn't like me to mention it. You've got a very pretty face, Ann Eliza,—you know you have. But Brother Goodwin don't love you. You entangled him; you know you did. Has God forgiven you for that, yet? Don't you think you'd better go to the mourners' bench next time yourself, instead of talking to the mourners as if you were an angel? Come, Ann Eliza, look at yourself and see if you can sing glory-hallelujah. Hey?"

"Stop, Ann Eliza," Pinkey exclaimed. "You can't just glory-hallelujah me like that, damn it! Maybe God has forgiven you for pushing Harlow into drinking himself to death, and for leading that other guy to ruin, and for that other thing, you know what I mean. You wouldn't want me to bring it up. You've got a really pretty face, Ann Eliza—you know that. But Brother Goodwin doesn’t love you. You trapped him, and you know you did. Has God forgiven you for that yet? Don’t you think it’s better if you go to the mourners' bench next time instead of talking to the mourners like you’re an angel? Come on, Ann Eliza, take a look at yourself and see if you can really sing glory-hallelujah. Right?"

"Let me go," plead the young woman, in terror.

"Please let me go," the young woman begged, terrified.

"Not yet, you angelic creature. Now that I come to think of it, piety suits your style of feature. Ann Eliza, I want to ask you one question before we part, to meet down below, perhaps. If you are so pious, why can't you be honest? Why can't you tell Preacher Goodwin what you left Pennsylvania for? Why the devil don't you let him know beforehand what sort of a horse he's getting when he invests in you? Is it pious to cheat a man into marrying you, when you know he wouldn't do it if he knew the whole truth? Come now, you talk a good deal about the 'bar of God,' what do you think will become of such a swindle as you are, at the bar of God?"

"Not yet, you beautiful soul. Now that I think about it, your piety really fits your looks. Ann Eliza, I want to ask you one question before we say goodbye, maybe to meet again down below. If you’re so pious, why can’t you be honest? Why can’t you tell Preacher Goodwin why you left Pennsylvania? Why don’t you let him know upfront what kind of a deal he’s making when he invests in you? Is it really pious to trick a man into marrying you when you know he wouldn't do it if he knew the full story? Come on, you talk a lot about the 'bar of God,' what do you think is going to happen to someone like you at the bar of God?"

"You are a wicked man," cried she, "to bring up the sins that I have put behind my back. Why should I talk with—with Brother Goodwin or anybody about them?"

"You’re a terrible person," she shouted, "for bringing up the sins that I’ve moved on from. Why should I talk to Brother Goodwin or anyone else about them?"

For Ann Eliza always quieted her conscience by reasoning that God's forgiveness had made the unpleasant facts of her life as though they were not. It was very unpleasant, when she had put down her memory entirely upon certain points, to have it march up to her from without, wearing a wolf-skin cap and false whiskers, and speaking about the most disagreeable subjects.

For Ann Eliza always calmed her conscience by telling herself that God's forgiveness had made the unpleasant aspects of her life seem non-existent. It was really uncomfortable when she had completely buried her memories on certain issues, only to have them confront her from outside, wearing a wolf-skin cap and fake whiskers, and talking about the most awkward topics.

"Ann Eliza, I thought maybe you had a conscience, but you don't seem to have any. You are totally depraved, I believe, if you do love to sing and shout and pray. Now, when a preacher cannot get a man to be good by talking at his conscience, he talks damnation to him. But you think you have managed to get round on the blind side of God, and I don't suppose you are afraid of hell itself. So, as conscience and perdition won't touch you, I'll try something else. You are going to write a note to Preacher Goodwin and let him off. I am going to carry it."

"Ann Eliza, I thought you might have a conscience, but it really doesn't seem like you do. I believe you are completely depraved, even if you enjoy singing, shouting, and praying. When a preacher can't get a man to be good by appealing to his conscience, he resorts to talking about damnation. But you seem to think you've found a way to outsmart God, and I doubt you're even scared of hell itself. So, since conscience and damnation don't seem to affect you, I'm going to try something different. You're going to write a note to Preacher Goodwin and let him off the hook. I'm going to deliver it."

"I won't write any such a note, if you shoot me!"

"I won't write any note like that, even if you shoot me!"

"You aren't afraid of gunpowder. You think you'd sail into heaven straight, by virtue of your experiences. I am not going to shoot you, but here is a pencil and a piece of paper. You may write to Goodwin, or I shall. If I write I will put down a truthful history of all Ann Eliza Meacham's life, and I shall be quite particular to tell him why you left Pennsylvania and came out here to evangelize the wilderness, and play the mischief with your heavenly blue eyes. But, if you write, I'll keep still."

"You aren't scared of gunpowder. You think you'd head straight to heaven because of what you've been through. I'm not going to shoot you, but here's a pencil and a piece of paper. You can write to Goodwin, or I will. If I write, I'll give a truthful account of Ann Eliza Meacham's entire life, and I'll make sure to explain why you left Pennsylvania and came out here to spread the gospel in the wilderness and cause trouble with your heavenly blue eyes. But if you write, I'll stay quiet."

"I'll write, then," she said, in trepidation.

"I'll write, then," she said nervously.

"You'll write now, honey," replied her mysterious tormentor, leading the horse up to the stump.

"You’ll write now, sweetheart," replied her mysterious tormentor, bringing the horse up to the stump.

Ann Eliza dismounted, sat down and took the pencil. Her ingenious mind immediately set itself to devising some way by which she might satisfy the man who was so strangely acquainted with her life, and yet keep a sort of hold upon the young preacher. But the man stood behind her and said, as she began, "Now write what I say. I don't care how you open. Call him any sweet name you please. But you'd better say 'Dear Sir.'"

Ann Eliza got off her horse, sat down, and grabbed the pencil. Her clever mind quickly started figuring out how she could please the man who had such an odd knowledge of her life while still keeping a connection with the young preacher. But the man stood behind her and said as she began, "Now write what I say. I don’t care how you start. Call him any sweet name you want. But it’s probably best to say 'Dear Sir.'"

Ann Eliza wrote: "Dear Sir."

"Dear Sir," Ann Eliza wrote.

"Now say: 'The engagement between us is broken off. It is my fault, not yours.'"

"Now say: 'The engagement between us is over. It's my fault, not yours.'"

"I won't write that."

"I won't do that."

"Yes, you will, my pious friend. Now, Ann Eliza, you've got a nice face; when a man once gets in love with you he can't quite get out. I suppose I will feel tender toward you when we meet to part no more, down below. I was in love with you once."

"Yes, you will, my devout friend. Now, Ann Eliza, you've got a lovely face; once a guy falls in love with you, he can't quite let go. I guess I will feel fondly toward you when we meet again and don’t have to part anymore, down below. I was in love with you once."

"Who are you?"

"Who are you?"

"O, that don't matter! I was going to say that if I hadn't been in love with your blue eyes once I wouldn't have taken the trouble to come forty miles to get you to write this letter. I was only a mile away from Brother Goodwin, as you call him, when I heard that you had victimized him. I could have sent him a note. I came over here to save you from the ruin you deserve. I would have told him more than the people in Pennsylvania ever knew. Come, my dear, scribble away as I say, or I will tell him and everybody else what will take the music out of your love-feast speeches in all this country."

"Oh, that doesn't matter! I was going to say that if I hadn't once been in love with your blue eyes, I wouldn't have bothered to come forty miles to get you to write this letter. I was only a mile away from Brother Goodwin, as you call him, when I heard that you had tricked him. I could have just sent him a note. I came over here to save you from the downfall you deserve. I would have told him more than the people in Pennsylvania ever knew. Come on, my dear, just write what I say, or I will tell him and everyone else what will ruin your love-feast speeches all over this country."

With a tremulous hand Ann Eliza wrote, reflecting that she could send another note after this and tell Brother Goodwin that a highwayman who entertained an insane love for her had met her in a lonely spot and extorted this from her. She handed the note to Pinkey.

With a shaky hand, Ann Eliza wrote, thinking that she could send another note later on and tell Brother Goodwin that a robber who had a crazy obsession with her had met her in a secluded place and forced this from her. She handed the note to Pinkey.

"Now, Ann Eliza, you'd better ask God to forgive this sin, too. You may pray and shout till you die. I'll never say anything—unless you open communication with preacher Goodwin again. Do that, and I'll blow you sky-high."

"Now, Ann Eliza, you should probably ask God to forgive this sin, too. You can pray and shout until you die. I won't say a word—unless you start talking to preacher Goodwin again. Do that, and I'll blow you away."

"You are cruel, and wicked, and mean, and—"

"You're cruel, wicked, and mean."

"Come, Ann Eliza, you used to call me sweeter names than that, and you don't look half so fascinating when you're mad as when you are talking heavenly. Good by, Miss Meacham." And with that Pinkey went into a thicket and brought forth his own horse and rode away, not on the road but through the woods.

"Come on, Ann Eliza, you used to call me nicer names than that, and you don't seem nearly as charming when you're angry as when you're speaking beautifully. Goodbye, Miss Meacham." And with that, Pinkey went into a thicket and brought out his own horse and rode away, not on the road but through the woods.

If Ann Eliza could have guessed which one of her many lovers this might be she would have set about forming some plan for circumventing him. But the mystery was too much for her. She sincerely loved Morton, and the bitter cup she had given to others had now come back to her own lips. And with it came a little humility. She could not again forget her early sins so totally. She looked to see them start out of the bushes by the wayside at her.

If Ann Eliza could have guessed which one of her many lovers this might be, she would have tried to come up with a plan to avoid him. But the mystery overwhelmed her. She genuinely loved Morton, and the painful experiences she had inflicted on others had now returned to her. Along with that came a bit of humility. She couldn't completely forget her past mistakes. She watched as if they might jump out from the bushes along the path.

After this recital it is not necessary that I should tell you what Lewis Goodwin told his brother that night as they strolled in the woods.

After this recital, I don’t need to tell you what Lewis Goodwin said to his brother that night as they walked through the woods.

At midnight Lewis left home, where he could not stay longer with safety. The war with Great Britain had broken out and he joined the army at Chillicothe under his own name, which was his best disguise. He was wounded at Lundy's Lane, and wrote home that he was trying to wipe the stain off his name. He afterward moved West and led an honest life, but the memory of his wild youth never ceased to give him pain. Indeed nothing is so dangerous to a reformed sinner as forgetfulness.

At midnight, Lewis left home because he couldn't stay there safely any longer. The war with Great Britain had started, and he joined the army in Chillicothe under his real name, which served as his best disguise. He was injured at Lundy's Lane and wrote home saying he was trying to clear the stain from his name. He later moved west and lived an honest life, but the memories of his wild youth never stopped causing him pain. In fact, nothing is more dangerous for a reformed sinner than forgetfulness.







CHAPTER XXXVI.

GETTING THE ANSWER.

When Patty went down to strain the milk on the morning after her return, the hope of some deliverance through Lewis Goodwin had well-nigh died out. If he had had anything to communicate, Morton would not have delayed so long to come to see her. But, standing there as of old, in the moss-covered spring-house, she was, in spite of herself, dreaming dreams of Morton, and wondering whether she could have misunderstood the hint that Lewis Goodwin, while he was yet Pinkey, had dropped. By the time the first crock was filled with milk and adjusted to its place in the cold current, she had recalled that morning of nearly three years before, when she had resolved to forsake father and mother and cleave to Morton; by the time the second crock had been neatly covered with its clean block she thought she could almost hear him, as she had heard him singing on that morning:

When Patty went down to strain the milk the morning after her return, her hope for some help from Lewis Goodwin had almost faded away. If he had anything important to share, Morton wouldn’t have taken so long to come see her. But, standing there as she always did in the moss-covered spring house, she couldn't help but daydream about Morton and wondered if she had misinterpreted the hint that Lewis Goodwin, while he was still Pinkey, had dropped. By the time the first container was filled with milk and set in the cold current, she had remembered that morning nearly three years ago when she decided to leave her parents and be with Morton. By the time the second container was neatly covered with its clean block, she believed she could almost hear him, just like she had heard him singing that morning:

"Ghaist nor bogle shalt thou fear,
Thou'rt to love and heaven sae dear,
Nocht of ill may come thee near,
My bonnie dearie."

"Ghost or spirit you shouldn't fear,
You're too precious to love and heaven,
Nothing bad can come near you,
My lovely dear."



Both she and Morton had long since, in accordance with the Book of Discipline, given up "singing those songs that do not tend to the glory of God," but she felt a longing to hear Morton's voice again, assuring her of his strong protection, as it had on that morning three years ago. Meanwhile, she had filled all the crocks, and now turned to pass out of the low door when she saw, standing there as he had stood on that other morning, Morton Goodwin. He was more manly, more self-contained, than then. Years of discipline had ripened them both. He stepped back and let her emerge into the light; he handed her that note which Pinkey had dictated to Ann Eliza, and which Patty read:

Both she and Morton had long ago, according to the Book of Discipline, stopped "singing those songs that do not glorify God," but she felt a yearning to hear Morton's voice again, assuring her of his strong protection, just like that morning three years ago. Meanwhile, she had filled all the jars and was about to go through the low door when she saw Morton Goodwin standing there as he had on that other morning. He looked more manly and self-assured than back then. Years of discipline had matured them both. He stepped back and let her step into the light; he handed her the note that Pinkey had dictated to Ann Eliza, which Patty read:



"REV. MORTON GOODWIN:

REV. MORTON GOODWIN:

"Dear Sir—The engagement between us is broken off. It is my fault and not yours.

"Dear Sir—Our engagement is off. It's my fault, not yours."

"ANN E. MEACHAM."

"Ann E. Meacham."



"It must have cost her a great deal," said Patty, in pity. Morton loved her better for her first unselfish thought.

"It must have cost her a lot," Patty said sympathetically. Morton appreciated her more for her initial selfless thought.


AT THE SPRING-HOUSE AGAIN.
AT THE SPRING-HOUSE AGAIN.

At the spring house again.

He told her frankly the history of the engagement; and then he and Patty sat and talked in a happiness so great that it made them quiet, until some one came to call her, when Morton walked up to the house to renew his acquaintance with the invalid and mollified Captain Lumsden.

He told her openly about the engagement; then he and Patty sat and talked in a happiness so deep that it made them quiet, until someone came to call her. At that point, Morton walked up to the house to reconnect with the invalid and calm Captain Lumsden.

"Faix, Moirton," said Brady, afterward, when he came to understand how matters stood, "you've got the answer in the book. It's quare enough. Now, 'one and one is two' is aisy enough, but 'one and one is one' makes the hardest sum iver given to anybody. You've got it, and I'm glad of it. May ye niver conjugate the varb 'to love' anyways excipt prisent tinse, indicative mood, first parson, plural number, 'we love.' I don't keer ef ye add the futur' tinse, and say, 'we will love,' nor ef ye put in the parfect and say, 'we have loved,' but may ye always stick fast to first parson, plural number, prisint tinse, indicative mood, active v'ice!"

"Faix, Moirton," Brady said later, when he figured out what was going on, "you've got the answer in the book. It's strange enough. Now, 'one and one is two' is easy enough, but 'one and one is one' makes the hardest math problem ever given to anyone. You've got it, and I'm happy for you. May you never conjugate the verb 'to love' in any way except present tense, indicative mood, first person, plural number, 'we love.' I don't care if you add the future tense and say, 'we will love,' or if you include the perfect and say, 'we have loved,' but may you always stick to first person, plural number, present tense, indicative mood, active voice!"

Morton returned to Jenkinsville circuit in some trepidation. He feared that the old brethren would blame him more than ever. But this time he found himself the object of much sympathy. Ann Eliza had forestalled all gossip by renewing her engagement with the very willing Bob Holston, who chuckled a great deal to think how he had "cut out" the preacher, after all. And when Brother Magruder came to understand that he had not understood Morton's case at all, and to understand that he never should be able to understand it, he thought to atone for any mistake he might have made by advising the bishop to send Brother Goodwin to the circuit that included Hissawachee. And Morton liked the appointment better than Magruder had expected. Instead of living with his mother, as became a dutiful son, he soon installed himself for the year at the house of Captain Lumsden, in the double capacity of general supervisor of the moribund man's affairs and son-in-law.

Morton returned to the Jenkinsville circuit feeling anxious. He worried that the old members would blame him more than ever. But this time, he found himself receiving a lot of sympathy. Ann Eliza had prevented any gossip by rekindling her engagement with the very willing Bob Holston, who found it amusing that he had outdone the preacher after all. When Brother Magruder realized that he had completely misunderstood Morton's situation—and that he never would truly understand it—he tried to make up for any mistakes he might have made by suggesting to the bishop that Brother Goodwin be sent to the circuit that included Hissawachee. Morton was actually pleased with the appointment, more than Magruder had anticipated. Instead of living with his mother, as any dutiful son would, he soon moved in for the year at Captain Lumsden's house, taking on the roles of general supervisor of the elderly man's affairs and son-in-law.

There rise before me, as I write these last lines, visions of circuits and stations of which Morton was afterward the preacher-in-charge, and of districts of which he came to be presiding elder. Are not all of these written in the Book of the Minutes of the Conferences? But the silent and unobtrusive heroism of Patty and her brave and life-long sacrifices are recorded nowhere but in the Book of God's Remembrance.

There come to mind, as I write these final lines, visions of circuits and stations where Morton later became the pastor, and of areas where he became the presiding elder. Aren’t all of these noted in the Book of the Minutes of the Conferences? But the quiet and humble heroism of Patty and her brave, lifelong sacrifices are recorded nowhere except in the Book of God's Remembrance.





THE END.

THE END.










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