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"If you want any Christmas money, you must earn it."
CHRISTMAS EARNINGS.
"If you want any Christmas money, you have to earn it."
CHRISTMAS EARNINGS.
THE
CHRISTMAS EARNINGS;
OR
OR
ETHEL FLETCHER'S TEMPTATION.
ETHEL FLETCHER'S TEMPTATION.
BY
BY
LUCY ELLEN GUERNSEY
LUCY ELLEN GUERNSEY
AUTHOR OF "SOPHIE KENNEDY'S EXPERIENCE,"
"SIGN OF THE CROSS," ETC., ETC.
AUTHOR OF "SOPHIE KENNEDY'S EXPERIENCE,"
"SIGN OF THE CROSS," ETC., ETC.
NEW YORK:
NEW YORK:
General Protestant Episcopal S. S. Union
and Church Book Society
General Protestant Episcopal Sunday School Union
and Church Book Society
762 BROADWAY.
762 BROADWAY.
1859.
1859.
Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1858,
By the GENERAL PROTESTANT EPISCOPAL SUNDAY SCHOOL UNION
AND CHURCH BOOK SOCIETY,
In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the
Southern District of New York.
Entered according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1858,
By the GENERAL PROTESTANT EPISCOPAL SUNDAY SCHOOL UNION
AND CHURCH BOOK SOCIETY,
In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the
Southern District of New York.
RENNIE, SHEA & LINDSAY,
STEREOTYPERS AND ELECTROTYPERS, PUDNEY & RUSSELL,
81, 83, & 85 Centre-street, PRINTERS,
NEW YORK.
No. 79 John-street.
RENNIE, SHEA & LINDSAY,
STEREOTYPERS AND ELECTROTYPERS, PUDNEY & RUSSELL,
81, 83, & 85 Centre Street, PRINTERS,
NEW YORK.
No. 79 John Street.
PUBLISHED
BY
PUBLISHED
BY
THE RECTOR, AND SUNDAY SCHOOL
THE RECTOR AND SUNDAY SCHOOL
OF
OF
ST. PETER'S CHURCH, PORT CHESTER,
St. Peter's Church, Port Chester,
WESTCHESTER COUNTY, N. Y.
Westchester County, NY
CONTENTS.
CONTENTS.

THE
THE
CHRISTMAS EARNINGS.
HOLIDAY EARNINGS.

Chapter First.
"WHAT are you going to do about Christmas this year?" asked Abby Coles of her cousin Ethel Fletcher, as they walked home from school together one afternoon towards the close of December.
"WHAT are you planning to do for Christmas this year?" asked Abby Coles of her cousin Ethel Fletcher, as they walked home from school together one afternoon towards the end of December.
"I don't know," said Ethel; "I have not thought much about it yet."
"I don't know," Ethel said. "I haven't really thought about it yet."
"But Christmas is almost here," argued Abby, "and if you are going to make any thing, it is time you began it. I have almost finished my worsted shawl, and am going to knit some scarfs next. Father gave me five dollars to spend, and I am to have five more if I finish the arithmetic before holidays, as I am almost certain I shall. So you see I shall be well off for spending money. What have you commenced?"
"But Christmas is almost here," Abby said. "If you're going to make anything, it's time to start. I've almost finished my wool shawl, and I'm going to knit some scarves next. Dad gave me five dollars to spend, and I'll get another five if I finish my math before the holidays, which I’m pretty sure I will. So you see, I’ll have plenty of spending money. What have you started?"
"Nothing," replied Ethel: "I have not asked father for any money yet, and I don't exactly like to, for when mother told him the other day that she wanted some new things, he said she must wait if she could, for he could not afford it at present."
"Nothing," Ethel replied. "I haven't asked Dad for any money yet, and I'm not really comfortable doing it. When Mom told him the other day that she wanted some new things, he said she should wait if she could because he can't afford it right now."
"Oh, that's nothing!" returned Abby. "My father says so half the time, and then very likely, he goes and buys something that costs twice as much as what we asked him for. That's always the way with men."
"Oh, that's nothing!" Abby replied. "My dad says that half the time, and then he probably goes out and buys something that costs twice as much as what we asked for. That's just how men are."
"But you know my father failed," said Ethel, "and we are not as rich as we were."
"But you know my dad messed up," said Ethel, "and we aren't as wealthy as we used to be."
"So did my father fail," said Abby; "but I don't see that it makes any difference with us. Come, Ethel, ask your father for some money to-night, and to-morrow we can go out together and get our things. I want you to knit a shawl for your mother like the one I am doing. It would be so becoming to her. And then you ought to do something for Aunt Sally too. You know she won't like it if you don't."
"So my dad failed too," Abby said. "But I don't think it matters for us. Come on, Ethel, ask your dad for some money tonight, and tomorrow we can go out together and buy our stuff. I want you to knit a shawl for your mom like the one I'm making. It would look so good on her. And you should do something for Aunt Sally too. You know she won't be happy if you don't."
"Mother told me to stop there and do an errand this afternoon," said Ethel: "I don't like to go to see her lately, she is so cross."
"Mom asked me to stop there and run an errand this afternoon," said Ethel. "I haven't liked going to see her lately; she's so grumpy."
"She is cross sometimes," admitted Abby; "but then she always gives us very nice presents."
"Sometimes she's upset," Abby admitted; "but she always gives us really nice gifts."
"Yes, and sometimes I almost wish she didn't," said Ethel. "I feel sometimes very much as if I should like to say, 'Aunt Sally, you may just keep your presents to yourself,' when she has made one of her provoking speeches."
"Yeah, and there are times when I almost wish she wouldn’t," Ethel said. "I often feel like saying, 'Aunt Sally, you can just keep your gifts to yourself,' when she goes off on one of her annoying rants."
Abby laughed. "Why, Ethel, the presents are just as good, and one need not mind what she says: I don't. Father says we must not get out of patience with her, because she is as rich as a Jew, and can leave her money to any one she pleases."
Abby laughed. "Well, Ethel, the gifts are just as nice, and you shouldn't worry about what she says: I don't. Dad says we shouldn't lose our cool with her because she's really wealthy and can give her money to anyone she wants."
Ethel made no answer. In this speech, as in many of her cousin's remarks, there was something that grated on her feelings, and she was glad to be spared the necessity of a reply, by their arrival at the door of a house, which bore upon it the name of Mrs. Sarah Bertie.
Ethel didn’t respond. In this conversation, like in many of her cousin's comments, there was something that rubbed her the wrong way, and she was relieved not to have to reply, thanks to their arrival at the door of a house marked with the name of Mrs. Sarah Bertie.
If days should teach, Mrs. Bertie ought to have been very wise, for she was a very old lady, though she would hardly have thanked any one for telling her so. But the years which had passed over her head had only added to her self-esteem, without increasing her wisdom, and she was now, at seventy-nine, as self-willed, exacting, unreasonable, and petulant, as she had been at fifteen.
If time is supposed to teach you something, Mrs. Bertie should have been really wise, because she was a very old lady, even though she wouldn't have appreciated anyone saying that to her. However, the years that went by only boosted her self-confidence without making her any wiser, and at seventy-nine, she was just as stubborn, demanding, unreasonable, and moody as she had been at fifteen.
She had the misfortune to be the only child of very rich parents, who found it less trouble to humor her in every whim, than to control and regulate her naturally troublesome temper. They found it any thing but a saving of trouble in the end. True, her mother was spared a great deal of trouble by dying when her darling was about fourteen; but her father's death was supposed to be hastened by the perverse conduct of his daughter, who at fifteen ran away with her own cousin, a reckless, wild young man, who having spent all his own money, was desirous of continuing his career of pleasure by spending his cousin's. Mr. Bertie died suddenly, a few months after this marriage, without seeing his daughter, to whom he bequeathed his whole estate, taking care, however, so to arrange matters, that she should enjoy only the income of her property, the principal being tied up beyond the reach of herself or her husband. This was a great disappointment to the latter, and did not tend to sweeten his temper, or make him more patient with the whims and caprices of his young wife, who expected her husband to be her slave as her parents had been.
She was the unfortunate only child of very wealthy parents, who found it easier to indulge her every whim than to manage her naturally difficult temperament. In the end, this proved to be anything but a relief. True, her mother was spared a lot of hassle by passing away when her daughter was about fourteen; however, her father's death was thought to have been hastened by his daughter's rebellious behavior, as she ran away at fifteen with her cousin, a reckless young man who had already blown through all his own money and wanted to keep enjoying life by spending hers. Mr. Bertie died suddenly a few months after this marriage, without having seen his daughter, leaving her his entire estate but making sure that she could only access the income from her property, with the principal tied up beyond her or her husband's reach. This was a big letdown for her husband and didn’t help his mood or make him more tolerant of his young wife's whims, who expected him to be as accommodating as her parents had been.
The result was, that after some years of strife and bitterness, the ill-matched pair separated, and Mr. Bertie went to Europe, where he died not very long after. Mrs. Bertie did not pretend to afflict herself greatly upon that event. She had no children or other incumbrance to prevent her from doing as she pleased, and after travelling about for some years, she finally settled herself down in one of the smaller northern cities, bought a handsome house, and commenced housekeeping in good style.
The result was that after several years of conflict and resentment, the mismatched couple split up, and Mr. Bertie went to Europe, where he passed away not long after. Mrs. Bertie didn’t pretend to be too affected by that event. She had no children or other burdens keeping her from doing as she wished, and after traveling for a few years, she eventually settled in one of the smaller northern cities, bought a beautiful house, and started a well-appointed home.
As she could always be very pleasant when she pleased, she had plenty of society, and her wealth caused her to be very much courted, especially by her husband's nephew, Mr. Coles, Abby's father. Mr. Coles and Mr. Fletcher were cousins, and the families were intimate from that circumstance, though there was between them a great difference, not only of sentiment, but of principle. With all her faults, Mrs. Bertie had some sterling good qualities. She was a warm and generous friend, and a good neighbor and mistress, and her sense of integrity and truthfulness was extreme almost to a fault.
She could be quite charming when she wanted to, so she had plenty of company, and her wealth made her very sought after, especially by her husband’s nephew, Mr. Coles, who was Abby’s father. Mr. Coles and Mr. Fletcher were cousins, and their families were close because of that, even though there were significant differences between them, not just in opinions but in values. Despite her flaws, Mrs. Bertie had some genuinely good traits. She was a loyal and generous friend, a good neighbor and hostess, and her sense of integrity and honesty was almost excessively strong.
She was sitting in her parlor knitting, with her dog at her feet, as the girls entered, and being in a good-humor, received them graciously.
She was sitting in her living room knitting, with her dog at her feet, when the girls walked in, and in a good mood, welcomed them warmly.
"And what work are you doing for Christmas?" she inquired, after Ethel had delivered her message. "I shall expect to see something very handsome from you, Ethel, as you have improved so much in working the last year."
"And what are you working on for Christmas?" she asked after Ethel delivered her message. "I look forward to seeing something really nice from you, Ethel, since you've improved a lot in your work over the last year."
"I have not commenced any thing yet, Aunt Sally," replied Ethel.
"I haven't started anything yet, Aunt Sally," Ethel replied.
"Only think, Aunt Sally," exclaimed Abby, who, though good-natured, was a very thoughtless child, "Ethel has not even asked her father for any money yet, just because she heard him tell her mother that he could not afford something."
"Just think about it, Aunt Sally," exclaimed Abby, who, while good-hearted, was a pretty careless kid, "Ethel hasn't even asked her dad for any money yet, just because she overheard him tell her mom that he couldn't afford something."
"Of course he could not afford it, if it was something his wife wanted," ejaculated Aunt Sally, whose theory it was that all men abused all women.
"Of course he couldn't afford it if it was something his wife wanted," exclaimed Aunt Sally, who believed that all men mistreated all women.
"And Ethel says," continued Abby, unheeding her cousin's looks of entreaty, "that they are poor now, because her father has failed. I am sure we are not poor, and I don't see why cousin George should be."
"And Ethel says," Abby went on, not noticing her cousin's desperate looks, "that they are broke now because her dad has failed. I know we're not poor, and I don't understand why cousin George should be."
"Because your cousin George is a fool!" said Mrs. Bertie sharply.
"Because your cousin George is an idiot!" Mrs. Bertie said sharply.
She was always provoked at any mention of her nephew Fletcher's affairs, and being wholly unused to restrain herself from any consideration for the feelings of others, she did not hesitate to express her opinion on this occasion. She was not, however, quite prepared for the effect of her words on one of her auditors.
She always got upset at any mention of her nephew Fletcher's business, and since she was completely unaccustomed to holding back her thoughts for the sake of others' feelings, she didn't hesitate to share her opinion this time. However, she wasn't fully ready for how her words would affect one of her listeners.
As she finished her remark, Ethel rose from her chair, and began to put on her gloves without speaking.
As she wrapped up her comment, Ethel got up from her chair and started putting on her gloves in silence.
"Stop, Ethel, child!"' said her aunt, surprised. "Where are you going?"
"Stop, Ethel, sweetie!" said her aunt, surprised. "Where are you off to?"
"I am going home," replied Ethel with decision, but in a voice which trembled with agitation. "I am not going to stay anywhere to hear my father called a fool. I should think you would be ashamed, Aunt Sally."
"I’m going home," Ethel replied firmly, though her voice shook with emotion. "I won’t stick around to hear anyone call my dad a fool. I would expect you to be ashamed, Aunt Sally."
Abby looked horrified at this bold speech. She hardly dared to glance at her aunt, but sat in silent terror, expecting some violent outburst. But Mrs. Bertie seemed rather amused than otherwise.
Abby looked horrified at this bold speech. She barely dared to glance at her aunt, but sat in silent fear, expecting some violent outburst. But Mrs. Bertie seemed more amused than anything else.
"Well done, Miss Fire-cracker! I like your spirit. But you must not go off so," she continued, seeing that Ethel continued to make preparations for departure. "You know nobody minds my speeches. I am an old woman, and always say just what I think. Come, come, kiss and be friends, and don't quarrel with your old auntie."
"Great job, Miss Firecracker! I love your enthusiasm. But you shouldn't leave like that," she said, noticing Ethel was still getting ready to go. "You know no one takes my speeches seriously. I'm an old woman, and I always speak my mind. Come on, come here, give me a kiss and let's be friends, and don't argue with your old aunt."
Ethel thought her aunt had not mended matters much by her apology, as she had no business to think so. But she was already sensible that she had spoken unbecomingly, and her mother's often repeated words recurred to her mind:
Ethel felt her aunt’s apology hadn't really helped the situation, even though she shouldn't feel that way. But she was starting to realize that she had spoken inappropriately, and her mother’s frequent reminders came back to her:
"Aunt Sally is a very old woman, and you must have patience with her."
"Aunt Sally is quite elderly, and you need to be patient with her."
So she conquered the rising storm so far as to allow herself to be kissed by her aunt and even to eat a piece of plum-cake, though she felt all the time as if it would choke her. She was glad when they were once more in the street, where she could speak her mind freely.
So she managed to handle the growing tension enough to let her aunt kiss her and even eat a piece of plum cake, even though she felt like it was going to choke her the whole time. She felt relieved when they were back on the street, where she could express her thoughts openly.
"Hateful old thing!" she said, more to herself than to her companion. "She may keep her cake and sweetmeats to herself. I will never go there again, if I can help it."
"Hateful old thing!" she said, more to herself than to her friend. "She can keep her cake and sweets to herself. I'll never go back there again, if I can avoid it."
"Then you will be the loser," remarked Abby. "You know she can leave her fortune to whom she pleases."
"Then you'll be the loser," Abby said. "You know she can leave her fortune to anyone she wants."
"I don't care for her fortune," interrupted Ethel, more angry than ever. "She may leave it to whom she likes, for all I care. I should be ashamed to coax and flatter her for her money, or her presents either. To go and call my father a fool—" and here Ethel paused, partly for want of breath, and partly because she felt herself in imminent danger of crying.
"I don't care about her money," Ethel interrupted, angrier than ever. "She can leave it to whoever she wants, for all I care. I would be ashamed to butter her up for her cash or her gifts. To go and call my father a fool—" and here Ethel paused, partly out of breath, and partly because she felt like she was about to cry.
"Well, well," said Abby soothingly, "you must not be angry with me, Ethel. I am sure I only spoke for your good. You know Aunt Sally says when she is in a good-humor, that she shall leave her money to whom she likes best; and after all, she is very good to us generally, though she does say vexatious things. But really, Ethel, I don't see into it—why you should be poor, I mean. A good many people failed in the fall besides your father. There was my father, and Mr. Peet, and Mr. Larkins, and the Mr. Wileys; and none of them were much the poorer for it that I could see, only the Wileys, and my father said they managed badly. But here is my turning-off place, so good-bye. Be sure and get your money to-night, and I will call for you to-morrow."
"Well, well," Abby said gently, "you shouldn’t be mad at me, Ethel. I only had your best interest in mind. You know Aunt Sally likes to say when she's in a good mood that she’ll leave her money to whoever she likes best; and really, she's usually very kind to us, even though she can say some annoying things. But honestly, Ethel, I don’t understand—why should you be struggling financially? A lot of people went broke last fall besides your dad. There was my dad, Mr. Peet, Mr. Larkins, and the Wileys; and as far as I can tell, none of them ended up much worse off, except the Wileys, and my dad said they didn’t manage their money well. But here’s my stop, so goodbye. Make sure you get your money tonight, and I’ll pick you up tomorrow."
Ethel bade her cousin good-by, and walked on, pondering deeply, and feeling very unhappy and dissatisfied—first with herself for having been so much out of humor, and speaking unbecomingly, and then with her circumstances. She did not understand the matter any better than Abby. Her father had been for many years a manufacturer in very prosperous circumstances. The tastes and habits of Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher did not lead them to launch out into the foolish extravagance of dress and equipage which characterized so many people at the time of our story; but they were persons of very elegant tastes, fond of literature and art, and Mr. Fletcher prided himself upon his superb collection of engravings and books, to which he was constantly making additions.
Ethel said goodbye to her cousin and walked on, deep in thought, feeling really unhappy and dissatisfied—first with herself for being so moody and speaking inappropriately, and then with her situation. She didn’t understand things any better than Abby did. Her father had been a manufacturer in very successful circumstances for many years. Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher didn’t indulge in the foolish extravagance of fashion and fancy carriages that so many people at the time embraced; however, they had very refined tastes and enjoyed literature and art. Mr. Fletcher took pride in his impressive collection of engravings and books, which he was always adding to.
Ethel was the only daughter, but there were two boys much younger than herself. Without being at all spoiled, she was very much indulged, and while she was expected to give some account of what she spent, she hardly knew what it was to ask for money without having it. Especially at Christmastime was her father liberal. The Fletchers were very strict Church people, and always "kept Christmas," with a good deal of care and expense. Mince-pies were made; the most elegant sweetmeats were reserved for this occasion; the children had new clothes, and the house was beautifully decorated with evergreens and flowers. The children hung up their stockings upon Christmas Eve, sure of finding them well filled; the whole family went to Church, and in the evening, a beautiful Christmas tree was lighted up for the benefit of Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher's Sunday-school classes, consisting of poor children, each of whom received a present, and as much cake as he could eat, besides a surplus to carry home.
Ethel was the only daughter, but she had two younger brothers. Although she wasn’t spoiled at all, she was definitely pampered, and while she was expected to provide some explanation for her spending, she rarely needed to ask for money without receiving it. Especially around Christmas, her father was generous. The Fletchers were very strict churchgoers and always celebrated Christmas with a lot of care and expense. They made mince pies, reserved the finest sweets for this occasion, and the kids got new clothes, while the house was beautifully decorated with evergreens and flowers. On Christmas Eve, the children hung up their stockings, confident they would be filled. The whole family attended church, and in the evening, a stunning Christmas tree was lit up for the benefit of Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher's Sunday-school classes, which were made up of underprivileged children, each of whom received a gift and as much cake as they could eat, plus some extra to take home.
Such was the state of the family at the commencement of the year, but the end of it found them in circumstances sadly changed. The financial crisis affected Mr. Fletcher as well as his neighbors; unpaid himself, he was unable to meet his liabilities, and after two or three weeks of miserable suspense, he was obliged to declare a failure, like his cousin, Mr. Coles, who had gone among the first. Unlike Mr. Coles, however, his failure was a perfectly honest one. The beautiful house and grounds went into the hands of one of the banks; the library and collections were sent to New York for sale; and all the handsome furniture, even to baby's swinging crib, and Mrs. Fletcher's china and silver, were sent to auction. They reserved only furniture enough of the plainest sort to furnish a small house which had been left to Mrs. Fletcher by her mother, and to this they removed, to begin life anew, after they supposed they had provided for their old age, and for their children after them.
That was the situation of the family at the beginning of the year, but by the end, their circumstances had changed dramatically. The financial crisis hit Mr. Fletcher just like it did his neighbors; unable to pay his debts, he found himself in a state of miserable uncertainty for two or three weeks before he had no choice but to declare bankruptcy, just like his cousin, Mr. Coles, who had been one of the first to go under. However, unlike Mr. Coles, his bankruptcy was completely honest. The beautiful house and property were taken over by one of the banks; the library and collections were sent to New York for sale; and all the fine furniture, including the baby's swinging crib and Mrs. Fletcher's china and silver, were auctioned off. They kept only enough of the simplest furniture to fill a small house that Mrs. Fletcher had inherited from her mother, and they moved there to start over, having thought they had secured their retirement and provided for their children’s future.
Of course this change in their circumstances did not pass without many remarks from their friends. Mr. Cole, whose property had somehow been discovered to belong entirely to his wife and her brothers, did not hesitate to say that George Fletcher had acted like a fool. Mrs. Coles thought Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher ought to have more consideration for the prospects of their daughter. Mrs. Sarah Bertie, who loved her niece and nephew Fletcher as well as she loved any one in the world but herself, but who knew as much of business as her own gray parrot, was very angry at him for his bad management. At the same time that she snubbed Mr. Coles for expressing an unfavorable opinion of Mr. Fletcher, and informed him that George Fletcher knew more than he ever thought he did; a very bold assertion, which Mr. Coles, having an eye to the old lady's succession, received with great meekness and submission.
Of course, this change in their situation didn't go unnoticed by their friends. Mr. Cole, whose property was somehow found to belong entirely to his wife and her brothers, didn't hesitate to say that George Fletcher had acted like an idiot. Mrs. Coles thought Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher should be more considerate of their daughter's future. Mrs. Sarah Bertie, who loved her niece and nephew Fletcher as much as she loved anyone in the world except herself, but who knew as much about business as her own gray parrot, was very upset with him for his poor management. At the same time, she scolded Mr. Coles for speaking negatively about Mr. Fletcher and told him that George Fletcher knew more than he ever realized; a very bold claim, which Mr. Coles, keeping in mind the old lady's potential inheritance, accepted with great humility and submission.
Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher did not find themselves as unhappy as they expected in their new abode. Mr. Fletcher's honor had come out untarnished, and his conscience told him, that if he had been imprudent in investments, he had at least done all in his power to make amends. No unpaid butcher's or baker's bills disturbed his slumbers, nor were those of his wife rendered uneasy by the vision of unsettled milliner's accounts. True, the want of birds and flowers was deeply felt, but as the possession of these things had never constituted the source of their happiness, so the want of them could not destroy it.
Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher weren't as unhappy as they expected to be in their new home. Mr. Fletcher's reputation remained intact, and he felt that although he had been reckless with his investments, he had done everything he could to make it right. He didn’t lose sleep over any unpaid bills to the butcher or baker, and his wife wasn’t troubled by thoughts of unpaid milliner’s accounts. It was true that they missed the birds and flowers, but since having those things had never been the source of their happiness, not having them couldn’t take it away.
Perhaps Ethel was the most to be pitied of any of the family. She had never been accustomed to deny herself any thing she wanted from motives of economy, and she found it hard work to begin. The house seemed to her very small, confined, and gloomy, and she did not like to wash dishes and sweep, or to see her mother at work in the kitchen. All these things weighed upon her mind and spirits, and Abby's remarks and her aunt's observation had brought her discontent to a climax. A little girl of twelve does not usually know much about business, and she could not see why, if Mr. Coles had kept his fine house, and her cousin dressed as well as ever, she should be wearing all her old frocks, and living in a little house with only three rooms on the ground-floor, and no garden at all.
Perhaps Ethel was the most to be pitied in the family. She had never been used to holding back from anything she wanted for financial reasons, and she found it tough to start. The house felt very small, cramped, and dreary to her, and she didn't like washing dishes or sweeping, or watching her mother work in the kitchen. All these things weighed heavily on her mind and spirit, and Abby's comments and her aunt's observations had pushed her discontent over the edge. A little girl of twelve usually doesn't know much about finances, and she couldn't understand why, if Mr. Coles had kept his nice house and her cousin dressed as well as ever, she was stuck wearing all her old clothes and living in a tiny house with only three rooms on the ground floor and no garden at all.
Now a cloud was not a very common sight upon Ethel's face, for though her temper was somewhat hasty, it was also sunshiny and cheerful; and Mrs. Fletcher was not very long in perceiving that something was amiss. Ethel had been sitting for some time silently looking out of the window, where nothing very interesting was to be seen, when her mother asked—
Now, a cloud wasn’t a common sight on Ethel’s face, because even though she could be a bit quick-tempered, she was also bright and cheerful; and Mrs. Fletcher didn’t take long to notice that something was off. Ethel had been sitting quietly, staring out the window where there wasn’t much to see, when her mother asked—
"Don't you feel well, Ethel?"
"Are you not feeling well, Ethel?"
"Yes, mother," said Ethel, in a voice which sounded as though it came from the tombs.
"Yeah, mom," said Ethel, in a voice that sounded like it came from the grave.
"Has any thing gone wrong in school, or have you had a quarrel with Abby?"
"Has anything gone wrong at school, or did you have a fight with Abby?"
"No, mother," replied Ethel again; but she did not offer any solution of the mystery.
"No, mom," Ethel replied again; but she didn’t provide any explanation for the mystery.
Mrs. Fletcher said no more, but waited in silence, certain that it would not be long before her daughter opened her mind.
Mrs. Fletcher said nothing more but waited in silence, confident that it wouldn't be long before her daughter shared her thoughts.
At last, after an interval of silence, Ethel said with some hesitation—
At last, after a moment of silence, Ethel said hesitantly—
"Mother, shall we have any Christmas this year?"
"Mom, are we having Christmas this year?"
"Of course," replied Mrs. Fletcher. "Christmas comes every year, does it not?"
"Of course," replied Mrs. Fletcher. "Christmas comes every year, doesn't it?"
"Yes," returned Ethel; "but shall we keep it ourselves, I mean?"
"Yes," Ethel replied; "but are we going to keep it ourselves, you know?"
"Certainly, we shall keep it," replied Mrs. Fletcher. "We shall go to Church as usual, and there will be nothing to prevent our decorating our rooms with evergreens, though we shall have no flowers." And Mrs. Fletcher suppressed a little sigh as she spoke. She missed her green-house more than any of the luxuries she had lost.
"Of course, we’ll keep it," Mrs. Fletcher replied. "We’ll go to church as usual, and there’s nothing stopping us from decorating our rooms with evergreens, even if we won’t have any flowers." And Mrs. Fletcher held back a small sigh as she spoke. She missed her greenhouse more than any of the other luxuries she had lost.
"Shall we have—" any presents, Ethel was going to say, but she changed her mind. "Shall we have a Christmas tree for the poor children?"
"Should we have—" any gifts, Ethel was going to say, but she changed her mind. "Should we have a Christmas tree for the less fortunate kids?"
Mrs. Fletcher sighed again. "No, Ethel, that must be given up. We cannot afford it now, and we shall have to content ourselves without our usual Christmas fare. There is no money to spend on such things."
Mrs. Fletcher sighed again. "No, Ethel, we have to give that up. We can't afford it right now, and we'll just have to make do without our usual Christmas treats. There's no money to spend on things like that."
"O mother!" exclaimed Ethel. "How disappointed the children will be. It will not be like Christmas. I do not think there is any use in trying to keep it, if we are to have nothing ourselves, and nothing to give away. I wish Christmas would not come at all."
"O Mom!" Ethel exclaimed. "The kids are going to be so disappointed. It won’t feel like Christmas. I don’t see the point in trying to hold onto it if we don’t have anything for ourselves or anything to give away. I wish Christmas wouldn’t come at all."
The tears which had been gathering all the afternoon would no longer be restrained, and Ethel laid her head down on the windowsill and cried bitterly,—cried as she had not done when the house was sold, or even when her chief treasure, her watch was disposed of.
The tears that had been building up all afternoon could no longer be held back, and Ethel rested her head on the windowsill and cried hard—cried like she hadn't when the house was sold, or even when her most prized possession, her watch, was given away.
Mrs. Fletcher let the tears have their way, certain that they would not last long, and she was right.
Mrs. Fletcher let the tears flow, confident that they wouldn't last long, and she was right.
In a few moments Ethel sat up and wiped her eyes, but she repeated as she did so, "I wish Christmas was not coming at all."
In a few moments, Ethel sat up and wiped her eyes, but she said again as she did so, "I wish Christmas wasn't coming at all."
"My daughter," said Mrs. Fletcher gravely, "what is Christmas?"
"My daughter," Mrs. Fletcher said seriously, "what is Christmas?"
"It is the Feast of the Nativity—of the birth of Christ," replied Ethel.
"It’s the Feast of the Nativity—celebrating Christ's birth," Ethel replied.
"What did God do for us on that day?" continued Mrs. Fletcher. "What does the Collect say?"
"What did God do for us on that day?" Mrs. Fletcher continued. "What does the Collect say?"
"He sent His only begotten Son to take our nature upon Him, and as at this time to be born of a pure virgin."
"He sent His only Son to take on our human nature, and at that time to be born of a pure virgin."
"Very right. And now why does the Church celebrate this day? What good came to men from Christ's coming down from heaven to earth, and taking our nature upon Him?"
"Exactly. So why does the Church celebrate this day? What benefit did Christ's descent from heaven to earth and taking on our human nature bring to us?"
"Christ came for our salvation," said Ethel in a low voice. She began to see what her mother was coming to.
"Christ came for our salvation," Ethel said softly. She started to understand where her mother was heading.
"Yes. On Christmas day, our Saviour began His career upon earth, by taking upon Him the burden of our frail and sinful nature—began that life which ended with His death upon the cross, whereby He secured our redemption for us. Did you ever think why He might choose to come in the form of a child?"
"Yes. On Christmas day, our Savior started His journey on earth by taking on the weight of our fragile and sinful nature—beginning the life that ended with His death on the cross, through which He secured our redemption. Have you ever wondered why He chose to come as a child?"
"My Sunday-school teacher said it was in order that children might realize how He felt for their little troubles and cares, because He had passed through the same."
"My Sunday school teacher said it was to help children understand how He felt about their little troubles and worries because He had experienced the same things."
"True. And yet my little Ethel, because she cannot have just what she wants, and cannot celebrate Christmas in her own way, would rather not celebrate it at all. She does not care to thank God for the birth of His dear Son, because she cannot have what she has been accustomed to at this Holy Season, all the pleasures of which have, or should have, a direct reference to the great and unspeakable Gift made to us on this day. Is that right, my dear?"
"True. And yet my little Ethel, because she can't have exactly what she wants and can't celebrate Christmas the way she prefers, would rather not celebrate it at all. She doesn't feel like thanking God for the birth of His beloved Son, because she can’t have what she’s used to during this Holy Season, all the joys of which should connect directly to the incredible Gift we received on this day. Is that right, my dear?"
"No, mother," said Ethel frankly. "I did not think of it in that way." She paused a little, and then added: "I was not thinking so much about getting presents, as about making them. I do so love to make presents! Cannot we have any Christmas money at all?"
"No, Mom," Ethel said honestly. "I didn't think of it like that." She paused for a moment and then added, "I wasn't focused so much on getting gifts, but on making them. I really love making gifts! Can't we have any Christmas money at all?"
"I fear not, my child, unless you can contrive some way to earn it. We have no right to indulge in luxuries so long as we are in debt, and the giving of Christmas presents is certainly a luxury."
"I’m not afraid, my child, unless you can find a way to earn it. We shouldn’t indulge in luxuries as long as we’re in debt, and giving Christmas presents is definitely a luxury."
"But the poor children, mother. We might give them only such things as they need, and leave out the candy and toys. Those little Brown girls have hardly comfortable clothes."
"But the poor kids, Mom. We should just give them what they need and skip the candy and toys. Those little Brown girls barely have any decent clothes."
"I know it, Ethel, but we must be just before we are generous."
"I get it, Ethel, but we need to be fair before we can be generous."
Ethel was silenced, if not entirely satisfied by her mother's reasoning. But after a little interval, she resumed the conversation.
Ethel was quieted, if not completely convinced by her mom's explanation. But after a brief pause, she picked up the conversation again.
"Mother, how does it happen that failing makes so much more difference with some people than it does with others? Why is Mr. Coles rich, while father and the Mr. Wileys are poor? Now cousin Anna has every thing just as she always did: they do not make any difference in their housekeeping, and Abby is dressed just as well as ever. She told me to-day, that her father had given her five dollars, and was going to give her five more if she finished the arithmetic. She wanted me to ask father for some money to-night, that we might go out shopping together to-morrow, but I thought I would speak to you first."
"Mom, why does failing impact some people so much more than others? How is it that Mr. Coles is rich while Dad and the Wileys are struggling? Cousin Anna has everything just like she always has: they haven’t changed anything in their household, and Abby is still dressed as nicely as ever. She told me today that her dad gave her five dollars and would give her five more if she finished her math. She wanted me to ask Dad for some money tonight so we could go shopping together tomorrow, but I thought I should talk to you first."
"I am glad you were so thoughtful, my love."
"I’m really glad you were so thoughtful, my love."
"But why is it, mother?" persisted Ethel. "I want to understand it, if I can."
"But why is it, Mom?" Ethel pressed. "I want to understand it, if I can."
"And I will try to explain it to you," replied Mrs. Fletcher. "If in doing so, I should be obliged to speak freely of the faults of others, you must remember that what I say is not to be repeated."
"And I'll try to explain it to you," replied Mrs. Fletcher. "If I have to talk openly about the faults of others, you need to remember that what I say shouldn't be repeated."
"I will, mother," said Ethel. "But tell me first what it is to fail, please, for I don't know exactly."
"I will, Mom," Ethel said. "But please tell me first what it means to fail, because I don't really understand."
"When a man is unable to pay all his debts," said Mrs. Fletcher, "he is said to fail, or to become insolvent. This may come to pass in many different ways. He may have lived so extravagantly as to use up all his means, and then have run into debt for what he wanted till people would trust him no longer. He may have been imprudent in his business, by trusting those who were unworthy of confidence, and by selling his commodities to people who could not or would not pay him. He may have signed notes with other people to enable them to get money, not expecting to have to pay it himself, and then have been obliged to do so. Or he may suffer from the failure of others, and this was the case with your father."
"When a man can’t pay all his debts," Mrs. Fletcher said, "he's considered to be bankrupt or insolvent. This can happen in various ways. He might have lived so extravagantly that he spent all his money and then went into debt for things he wanted until people stopped trusting him. He could have made poor business decisions, like trusting unreliable people or selling his goods to those who either couldn’t or wouldn’t pay him. He might have co-signed loans for others, thinking he wouldn’t have to pay them back himself, only to find he had to. Or he might be affected by someone else’s financial failure, which is what happened with your father."
"But how did the failure of others affect father?" asked Ethel. "I don't understand."
"But how did other people's failures affect Dad?" Ethel asked. "I don’t get it."
"Think a little, and perhaps you will," replied her mother.
"Think about it for a moment, and maybe you will," her mother replied.
"I see," exclaimed Ethel, after some consideration. "Father sold goods to the merchants, and depended upon the money he got from them, to pay for his materials and his work. Then if the merchants did not pay him, of course he could not pay the people that he owed, and that made him fail."
"I get it," Ethel said, after thinking it over. "Dad sold products to the merchants and relied on the money he received from them to cover his materials and labor. So if the merchants didn’t pay him, he couldn't settle his own debts, which led to his downfall."
"Quite right," said Mrs. Fletcher. "I see you are learning to think. There is another way yet of failing. A man may buy a great quantity of some kind of property—bank stock or railroad stock, for instance—expecting it to rise so much in value that he will be able to sell it for a great deal more than he gave. Then if it goes down instead of rising, what becomes of him?"
"That's true," said Mrs. Fletcher. "I can see you're starting to think critically. There's another way to fail, too. A person might buy a large amount of something like bank or railroad stocks, hoping its value will increase enough for them to sell it at a much higher price than what they paid. But if the value drops instead of rising, what happens to them?"
"He loses his money," said Ethel.
"He's going to lose his money," Ethel said.
"Yes, not only what he has spent, but what he expected to make. This is called speculation, and has ruined more people than I can tell you. This was just what Mr. Coles did. Now if the speculator treats the money he intended to make as though it were already in his pocket, and runs deeper and deeper into debt on the strength of it, you can easily see what disastrous consequences must follow, not only to himself, but to every one who has trusted him."
"Yes, not just what he has spent, but also what he thought he would make. This is called speculation, and it has ruined more people than I can count. This is exactly what Mr. Coles did. Now, if the speculator treats the money he expects to make as if it’s already in his pocket, and keeps going further into debt based on that, you can easily see the disastrous consequences that will follow, not only for him but for everyone who has trusted him."
"Of course," said Ethel, "they would lose their money. But you have not yet told me what makes the difference."
"Of course," Ethel said, "they would lose their money. But you still haven't told me what makes the difference."
"I am just coming to that. When your father found that he was not going to meet his obligations, as it is called—that is, to pay what he owed for goods and other things—he informed his creditors of it. He told them how much property he had, and that he should put it into the hands of assignees—gentlemen who would manage the matter and divide the property among the creditors, so that each might have an equal proportion. That was the reason that the house and all the things were sold, in order that the money might go in with the rest of the property to meet the debts. But after all there was only enough to pay about seventy cents on the dollar, as it is called—that is, if your father owed a man a dollar, he could only pay him seventy cents."
"I'm getting to that. When your dad realized he couldn't meet his obligations—basically, he couldn't pay what he owed for goods and other things—he notified his creditors. He explained how much property he had and that he was going to put it in the hands of assignees—professionals who would handle everything and distribute the property among the creditors so everyone could get an equal share. That’s why the house and everything in it were sold, to gather the money along with the rest of the property to settle the debts. In the end, there was only enough to pay about seventy cents on the dollar; that is, if your dad owed a dollar, he could only pay back seventy cents."
"That seems a pity, after selling all the things," said Ethel. "What did the creditors do then?"
"That's a shame, after selling everything," Ethel said. "What did the creditors do next?"
"They very generously and kindly signed a paper, saying that they were satisfied that your father had done all in his power to satisfy them, and that they would be contented with what he had paid. This paper was called a release."
"They kindly signed a document stating that they were satisfied that your father had done everything he could to meet their needs, and that they would be happy with what he had paid. This document was called a release."
"That was very good of them," said Ethel, brightening up. "So father does not owe any thing now?"
"That was really nice of them," said Ethel, feeling more cheerful. "So Dad doesn't owe anything now?"
"Think a little, Ethel. Does he not owe the other thirty cents? Suppose you were one of the creditors who had signed the release. Would you not feel that you ought to be paid, if the debtor ever became able to do so? And if you were the debtor, would you not feel that you were all the more bound by the kindness of your creditors to pay them the rest of the debt if you possibly could, even though the law did not compel you to do so?"
"Think about it for a moment, Ethel. Doesn’t he still owe the other thirty cents? Imagine you were one of the creditors who signed the release. Wouldn’t you feel like you should be paid if the debtor was ever able to? And if you were the debtor, wouldn’t you feel even more obligated by the kindness of your creditors to pay the rest of the debt if you could, even if the law didn’t force you to?"
"I should, to be sure," admitted Ethel.
"I should, for sure," Ethel admitted.
"Well, that is just what your father and myself are trying to do. I had a little property left me by my father—about a thousand a year—and we are endeavoring to live upon your father's salary, that this money may be left to accumulate till it becomes enough to pay the debt.
"Well, that’s exactly what your father and I are trying to do. I inherited a small property from my dad—about a thousand a year—and we’re trying to live on your father’s salary so that this money can be saved until it’s enough to pay off the debt."
"Now for the other side. Mr. Coles, as I told you, got into debt by speculation, and failed about the time that your father did. But when the creditors came to look into the matter, it seemed that he had so disposed his property that it did not appear to belong to him at all, but to his wife and her brothers. So their house and furniture could not be sold as ours was, and the creditors got nothing at all. But Mr. Coles enjoys the use of the property just as he did before, though he can hardly go into the street without meeting some one that he owes; while your father, if he sees one of his creditors, can at least think—'I have done, and am doing all I can to satisfy you.' Now which would you rather be—Mr. Coles in his large house, or your father in this small one?"
"Now let’s look at the other side. Mr. Coles, as I mentioned, went into debt from speculation and faced bankruptcy around the same time your father did. However, when the creditors came to investigate, it turned out he had arranged his assets in such a way that they didn’t seem to belong to him at all, but to his wife and her brothers. So their house and furniture couldn’t be sold like ours was, and the creditors didn’t get anything. Yet Mr. Coles still gets to use the property just like he did before, even though he can barely walk down the street without encountering someone he owes money to; while your father, when he sees one of his creditors, can at least think—'I have done, and am doing all I can to make this right.' So, which would you prefer to be—Mr. Coles in his big house, or your father in this small one?"
"I would rather be father, a thousand times," said Ethel with flushed cheeks and flashing eyes; "even if I never made a present or had one to the end of my days. It is just as mean as stealing. I should not dare to look any one in the face. I wonder if Abby knows any thing about it? I guess if she did, she would not feel quite so much pride in her spending money and her new frocks."
"I would rather be a dad, a thousand times," Ethel said with flushed cheeks and sparkling eyes; "even if I never gave or received a gift for the rest of my life. It feels just as low as stealing. I wouldn't be able to look anyone in the eye. I wonder if Abby knows anything about it? I bet if she did, she wouldn't take as much pride in her spending and her new outfits."
"No doubt she is entirely ignorant of it," said Mrs. Fletcher, "and it would be the height of cruelty to tell her. Remember, Ethel, I have not told you this to make you feel as though you were a great deal better than your neighbors, but only that you may see the reasonableness of the strict economy we practise, and why we cannot afford ourselves the luxury of giving presents."
"No doubt she has no idea about it," said Mrs. Fletcher, "and it would be really cruel to tell her. Remember, Ethel, I’m not telling you this to make you feel superior to your neighbors, but just so you understand why we stick to a tight budget and why we can't indulge in the luxury of giving gifts."
"I see it now, mother, and I don't care any thing about presents; but then the poor school-children. How much money would it take for the tree?"
"I see it now, Mom, and I don’t care about gifts at all; but what about the poor school kids? How much money would it take for the tree?"
"Ten dollars at the very least," replied her mother. "It has usually cost much more."
"At least ten dollars," her mother replied. "It usually costs a lot more than that."
"And could not we spare as much as that, if we children did not have any presents at all?"
"And couldn't we give that much, even if we kids didn't get any gifts at all?"
"No, my dear, it is not to be thought of," replied her mother kindly, but decidedly. "We must have regard to appearances, sometimes, as well as to reality; and your father's creditors might well think it strange for him to be making parties for school-children in his present circumstances. Now are we quite at the bottom of the trouble?"
"No, my dear, that's out of the question," her mother replied kindly but firmly. "We have to consider appearances as well as reality sometimes; your father's creditors might find it odd for him to be throwing parties for school kids given the situation he's in. So, are we really getting to the root of the problem?"
"Not quite, mother," said Ethel. "I was vexed at something that happened at Aunt Sally Bertie's." She then recounted the circumstances, saying in conclusion: "I know it was wrong to speak so to her, but I tried to make up for it by eating the cake she gave me, though I felt all the time as though it would choke me."
"Not exactly, Mom," Ethel said. "I was upset about something that happened at Aunt Sally Bertie's." She then explained what happened, ending with, "I know it was wrong to talk to her that way, but I tried to make up for it by eating the cake she gave me, even though I felt like it was going to choke me the whole time."
Mrs. Fletcher could not help smiling at the idea of Ethel's making amends for her hasty speech by the sacrifice of eating a piece of her aunt's plum-cake, but she answered quite seriously: "I am glad that you did not quarrel with Aunt Sally, my dear. She was provoking, no doubt, but you must remember that she is a very old woman, and have patience. Try to think not of her disagreeable speeches, but of the many kind things she does for us all. You will never be sorry after she is dead and gone, that you bore with her little ways."
Mrs. Fletcher couldn't help but smile at the thought of Ethel trying to make up for her quick temper by sacrificing a piece of her aunt's plum cake, but she responded very seriously: "I'm glad you didn't argue with Aunt Sally, dear. She can be frustrating, but you have to remember she's very old, so be patient. Try to focus on the kind things she does for all of us instead of her annoying comments. You’ll never regret putting up with her quirks after she's no longer here."
"I don't mind what she says to me," said Ethel; "but I cannot bear to have her talk so about father. Whenever she says any thing particularly vexatious, she always makes it an excuse that she says just what she thinks, or that she is plain-hearted. Do you think that is any excuse, mother?"
"I don't care what she says to me," Ethel said, "but I can't stand her talking about dad like that. Whenever she says something really annoying, she always claims that she's just being honest or that she's straightforward. Do you think that's a good excuse, Mom?"
"No, my dear, not at all. In the first place, we have no right to think unkind thoughts, and if we think them, the least we can do is to keep them to ourselves, that they may not annoy others. You may observe, too, that those people who pride themselves on being plain spoken, are the last to bear any plain speaking from others."
"No, my dear, not at all. First of all, we shouldn't have unkind thoughts, and if we do, the least we can do is keep them to ourselves so they don't bother others. You might also notice that those who take pride in being blunt are often the last to handle bluntness from others."
"I know that," said Ethel. "Aunt Sally will hardly bear a word from any one, though she did not seem to be angry with me this afternoon. She called me Miss Fire-cracker, but she said she liked my spirit."
"I know that," Ethel said. "Aunt Sally barely tolerates anyone, although she didn't seem mad at me this afternoon. She called me Miss Firecracker, but she said she liked my spirit."
"It is not very easy to calculate what she will say or do at any time," said Mrs. Fletcher. "Now, if you please, my dear, you may set the table for tea. I am going to make some of those little warm biscuits you like so much."
"It’s not easy to guess what she will say or do at any moment," said Mrs. Fletcher. "Now, if you don’t mind, my dear, you can set the table for tea. I’m going to make some of those warm biscuits you love so much."


Chapter Second.
ETHEL'S mind was restored to its equanimity by this conversation with her mother. But it suffered something of a relapse, when Abby called next day according to promise, for her cousin to go out shopping, and she was obliged to say that she had no money, and was not to have any.
ETHEL's mind was brought back to a calm state by her conversation with her mom. However, it took a hit again the following day when Abby arrived as promised to take her cousin shopping, and she had to admit that she had no money and wouldn’t be getting any.
"It is too bad," said Abby, sympathizing with her cousin's disappointment. "I am glad we are not poor. I should not like to work as you do, and to go without every thing that I wanted."
"It’s a shame," said Abby, empathizing with her cousin's disappointment. "I’m really glad we’re not poor. I wouldn’t want to work like you do and go without everything I wanted."
Ethel felt a little vexed at this speech and answered hastily: "I would rather be as poor as we are, Abby, and wash dishes to the end of my days, than to be as rich as some folks and to be dishonest."
Ethel felt a bit annoyed by this comment and replied quickly, "I would rather be as poor as we are, Abby, and wash dishes for the rest of my life than be as rich as some people and be dishonest."
"Of course!" rejoined Abby, who fortunately was not very apt at taking a hint. "But, Ethel, all rich people are not dishonest."
"Of course!" replied Abby, who luckily was not very good at picking up on hints. "But, Ethel, not all rich people are dishonest."
"No, of course not," said Ethel, remembering her mother's caution, and blushing to think how near she had come to revealing a secret. "But I have no money, Abby, and I cannot get any, that is the long and the short of it."
"No, definitely not," Ethel said, recalling her mother's warning, and blushing at how close she had come to spilling a secret. "But I have no money, Abby, and I can't get any. That's the bottom line."
"You might go with me, at any rate, and help me pick out my things," urged Abby. "Come do, Ethel, you know I always like your taste better than mine."
"You could come with me, anyway, and help me choose my stuff," Abby said. "Please do, Ethel, you know I always prefer your taste to mine."
Ethel hesitated. She did not feel as though it would be very pleasant going round to the shops where she was accustomed to deal, and purchasing nothing, while her cousin was spending her money freely; but on the other hand she did not wish to disoblige Abby, of whom she was really very fond, notwithstanding a jar now and then. Finally she resolved to consult her mother.
Ethel paused. She didn’t think it would be enjoyable to visit the shops where she usually shopped and buy nothing while her cousin was spending money freely. On the other hand, she didn’t want to upset Abby, whom she genuinely liked, despite the occasional annoyance. In the end, she decided to talk to her mother.
"I think you had better go, my dear," said Mrs. Fletcher. "Abby is always ready to do any thing for you, and you may as well learn first as last to say boldly, 'I cannot afford it.' That little lesson once learned, will save you worlds of trouble."
"I think you should go, my dear," said Mrs. Fletcher. "Abby is always willing to help you, and you might as well learn now to say confidently, 'I can't afford it.' Once you learn that little lesson, it'll save you a lot of trouble."
With all her resolution, fortified by the recollection of the cause of her father's poverty, Ethel did not find the day a very pleasant one. Abby's ten dollars seemed to buy more and prettier things than any ten dollars had ever done before, and when it was gone, she did not scruple to run into debt for several articles she wanted to complete her gifts.
With all her determination, strengthened by the memory of her father's struggles, Ethel didn't find the day very enjoyable. Abby's ten dollars seemed to buy more and nicer things than any ten dollars had ever bought before, and when it was spent, she didn't hesitate to go into debt for several items she wanted to finish her gifts.
To Ethel's remonstrances, she answered gayly: "Oh, my father won't care. He don't mind our making a bill now and then."
To Ethel's protests, she replied cheerfully: "Oh, my dad won't mind. He doesn't care if we rack up a bill now and then."
"No wonder, since he never means to pay them," thought Ethel.
"No surprise there, since he never plans to pay them," thought Ethel.
She had always been a little in the habit of looking down upon her cousin in her secret soul, and the feeling had grown a good many degrees stronger before they parted. She walked home, feeling considerably uplifted in her own esteem, as though it were a great merit in herself that her father was an honest man, while, at the same time, she could not help wishing that honesty had been made rather more compatible with convenience.
She had always looked down on her cousin secretly, and that feeling had intensified a lot by the time they parted. She walked home, feeling pretty good about herself, as if it were a huge accomplishment that her dad was an honest man. At the same time, she couldn’t help wishing that honesty was a bit more convenient.
As Ethel turned towards home, she ran against a girl of her own age, who was coming round the corner, walking very fast. "Why, Bessy, what makes you in such a hurry?" she exclaimed, recognizing a favorite schoolmate. "You are fairly out of breath."
As Ethel headed home, she collided with a girl her age, who was rounding the corner at a quick pace. "Hey, Bessy, why are you in such a rush?" she said, recognizing a favorite classmate. "You look like you're out of breath."
"O Ethel, I beg your pardon," replied Bessy, "but I was in such a hurry to get home, because Rose is waiting for me. Do come in for a minute, and see what we are doing. It is such pretty work!"
"O Ethel, I'm really sorry," Bessy replied, "but I was in such a rush to get home because Rose is waiting for me. Please come in for a minute and see what we're doing. It's such lovely work!"
Ethel had not quite got over the habit of feeling for her little watch, and she now put her hand to the place where she had worn it, to see if she had any time to spare. She withdrew it with a sigh, remembering that the watch was hers no longer, and glancing at the church clock not far off, saw that she had nearly an hour to spare.
Ethel hadn’t fully broken the habit of checking for her little watch, so she reached for the spot where she used to wear it, wanting to see if she had any time left. She pulled her hand back with a sigh, remembering that the watch was no longer hers, and when she glanced at the nearby church clock, she saw that she had almost an hour to spare.
"Have you been buying things for Christmas, Bessy?" she asked, as she quickened her step to keep pace with those of her companion.
"Have you been shopping for Christmas, Bessy?" she asked, as she picked up her pace to match her companion's.
"Yes, that is, not exactly, but things to get things with. I will show you."
"Yeah, that's not exactly it, but it's things to help you get things. I'll show you."
Accordingly, on arriving at the house of Mr. Beckford, she ushered Ethel into the back parlor, where at a table covered with pictures and painting materials, sat Rosa Beckford, busily engaged in coloring prints in water-colors.
Accordingly, upon arriving at Mr. Beckford's house, she led Ethel into the back parlor, where Rosa Beckford was sitting at a table filled with pictures and painting supplies, actively working on coloring prints with watercolors.
"How quick you have been!" she said to her sister, after she had kissed Ethel.
"Wow, you were so fast!" she said to her sister after she had kissed Ethel.
"Yes, I almost ran. Is it not pretty work, Ethel?"
"Yeah, I almost ran. Isn't it beautiful work, Ethel?"
"Very pretty, and how nicely you do it!" said Ethel, examining the colored prints. "But what is it for?"
"Very pretty, and you do it so well!" Ethel said, looking at the colored prints. "But what's it for?"
"I will tell you all about it," replied Bessy, seating herself at the table, after she had drawn up a chair for Ethel.
"I'll tell you all about it," Bessy said, sitting down at the table after pulling a chair over for Ethel.
"You know, my uncle publishes a great many children's books with colored pictures. He has always employed a woman to paint them; but she is dead now, and he did not know what to do at first; but finally he asked us if we did not want to earn some Christmas money. He brought two or three for us to learn on, and showed us how, and we have worked upon them all our spare time this week. But there are a great many more than we shall be able to finish, and he wants to find some one else to take part of them. You see it does not answer to employ every one, because some would be careless and spoil them."
"You know, my uncle publishes a lot of children's books with colorful pictures. He has always hired a woman to paint them, but she has passed away now, and at first, he didn't know what to do. Finally, he asked us if we wanted to make some Christmas money. He brought two or three for us to practice on and showed us how to do it, and we've been working on them in our spare time this week. But there are way more than we can finish, and he wants to find someone else to help out with some of them. You see, it doesn't make sense to hire everyone because some might be careless and ruin the work."
While Bessy was speaking, there flashed across Ethel's mind the remark her mother had made the night before: "If you want any Christmas money, you must earn it."
While Bessy was talking, Ethel suddenly remembered something her mom had said the night before: "If you want any Christmas money, you have to earn it."
"Do you think your uncle would let me try some of them?" she asked. "I want to earn some money very much."
"Do you think your uncle would let me try some of them?" she asked. "I really want to make some money."
"If you could do it nicely—" said Bessy doubtfully.
"If you could do it well—" Bessy said, unsure.
"Of course she could," interrupted Rosa. "She knows more about painting than either of us. Don't you remember that she took lessons last summer?"
"Of course she can," interrupted Rosa. "She knows more about painting than both of us. Don't you remember she took lessons last summer?"
"Of course," assented Bessy, "I did not think of that. I am pretty sure he would, Ethel; but you can ask him, for he will be here presently."
"Of course," agreed Bessy, "I didn’t think of that. I’m pretty sure he would, Ethel; but you can ask him since he’ll be here soon."
"Let Ethel try on one of these easy ones," said Rosa, "and then she can show it to uncle when he comes."
"Let Ethel try on one of these simple ones," said Rosa, "and then she can show it to Uncle when he arrives."
Ethel drew off her gloves and set herself about the task with much interest. She was accustomed to the use of water-colors, and her work proceeded rapidly, so that when warned by the clock that it was time for her to hasten home, she had finished a very pretty picture. She did not like to stay longer, knowing that her mother would need her help, so she left her work with the girls, who promised to show it to their uncle when he came in.
Ethel took off her gloves and got to work with great enthusiasm. She was used to working with watercolors, and she moved quickly, so by the time the clock reminded her it was time to head home, she had completed a lovely picture. She didn’t want to stay any longer, knowing her mom would need her assistance, so she left her work with the girls, who promised to show it to their uncle when he arrived.
Ethel walked rapidly homeward, building various castles in the air, and anxious to impart her scheme to her mother.
Ethel hurried home, lost in daydreams and eager to share her plan with her mom.
When she came in sight of the house, she saw to her vexation a carriage standing at the door.
When she spotted the house, she felt annoyed to see a carriage parked at the door.
"That is always the way," she said to herself. "I don't see why people must always come at the wrong time."
"That’s always how it is," she said to herself. "I don’t get why people always have to show up at the wrong time."
She felt a little better satisfied when, upon drawing nearer, she perceived that the carriage which had excited her displeasure was her Uncle George's rockaway. Uncle George lived in the country, and was a great favorite with the children, partly, perhaps, because his long pockets were inexhaustible store-houses of apples, pears, and chestnuts.
She felt a bit more at ease when, as she got closer, she realized that the carriage causing her annoyance was her Uncle George's rockaway. Uncle George lived in the countryside and was a big favorite among the kids, partly, perhaps, because his deep pockets were always filled with apples, pears, and chestnuts.
As she entered the house, she heard his round hearty voice saying to her mother: "I thought I would bring the turkey along, because, though not large, it is a very nice young one."
As she walked into the house, she heard his cheerful, warm voice saying to her mom, "I thought I’d bring the turkey with me, because even though it’s not big, it’s a really nice young one."
"It is quite large enough, I assure you, brother, and I am very much obliged to you," replied Mrs. Fletcher. "I only wish we had some way of repaying your kindness."
"It’s more than enough, I promise you, brother, and I really appreciate it," replied Mrs. Fletcher. "I just wish we had a way to repay your kindness."
"Fiddle de dee!" said Uncle George. "Don't be talking about obligations, sister-in-law. You have done more for us than we shall ever do for you. I am going to send the young ones some apples and nuts before Christmas, and as soon as good sleighing comes, I shall come in and carry you all out to spend the day."
"Fiddle de dee!" said Uncle George. "Don't talk about obligations, sister-in-law. You've done way more for us than we'll ever do for you. I'm going to send the kids some apples and nuts before Christmas, and as soon as there's good snow for sleighing, I'll come by and take you all out for the day."
Uncle George stayed to dinner, but Ethel did not enjoy his visit as much as usual, for she was in a great hurry to talk to her mother about her scheme for making money. But just as she had shut the door upon Uncle George, and was returning to the dining room full of her secret, the bell rang again.
Uncle George stayed for dinner, but Ethel didn’t enjoy his visit as much as she normally would because she was anxious to talk to her mom about her plan to make money. Just as she closed the door behind Uncle George and headed back to the dining room filled with her secret, the doorbell rang again.
"What a bother!" said Ethel mentally, as she turned once more to the door.
"What a hassle!" Ethel thought to herself as she turned back to the door.
Her heart beat fast when she opened it, for there stood Mr. Beckford himself, with a roll in his hand, which Ethel knew at once to be the picture she had painted. To her surprise and disappointment, however, he said nothing to her upon the subject, but asked to see her mother. Could he be displeased at what she had done? We shall see.
Her heart raced when she opened it, because there was Mr. Beckford himself, holding a roll, which Ethel instantly recognized as the painting she had created. To her surprise and disappointment, though, he didn't say anything about it but instead asked to see her mother. Could he be unhappy with what she had done? We shall see.
Mr. Beckford was a tall thin man, slow of speech, and so wonderfully cautious that he never said or did any thing, without looking at both sides of it a great many times over. Consequently, Mrs. Fletcher had time to form more than one conjecture as to what could have brought the publisher to see her, before he finally arrived at saying—
Mr. Beckford was a tall, thin man who spoke slowly and was so incredibly cautious that he never said or did anything without carefully considering both sides multiple times. As a result, Mrs. Fletcher had plenty of time to come up with several guesses about why the publisher had come to see her before he finally spoke—
"Your little daughter, madam, has been talking to my nieces with regard to executing some work for me, and they have shown me a specimen of her capacity."
"Your little daughter, ma'am, has been talking to my nieces about doing some work for me, and they showed me an example of her ability."
Here Mr. Beckford made a full stop, and Mrs. Fletcher, much surprised, wondered what was to be coming next.
Here Mr. Beckford paused, and Mrs. Fletcher, quite surprised, wondered what would happen next.
"I am much pleased with the specimen of her work which I hold in my hand," he resumed, after a pause of a minute; "and with your approval should be glad to give her full employment for a week or two."
"I’m really impressed with the sample of her work that I have here," he continued after a brief pause, "and if you agree, I’d be happy to offer her full-time work for a week or two."
Mrs. Fletcher was not entirely without false pride more than other people, and her face flushed a little.
Mrs. Fletcher wasn't free from a bit of false pride, just like anyone else, and her face turned slightly red.
But she had time to conquer the feeling, while Mr. Beckford slowly rolled up the paper and continued:
But she had time to get over the feeling, while Mr. Beckford slowly rolled up the paper and kept talking:
"I would not of course make any bargain with her without the approval of her parents."
"I wouldn't make any deal with her without her parents' approval."
"I will speak to my daughter, if you please," said Mrs. Fletcher.
"I'll talk to my daughter, if that's alright," said Mrs. Fletcher.
And she went into the kitchen where sat Ethel, looking very anxious, and wondering what the conference could be about.
And she went into the kitchen where Ethel was sitting, looking really anxious and wondering what the meeting could be about.
To her mother's question, she related what had taken place, adding: "It is such pretty work, mother, and I should like to earn some money so much. I hope you will not have any objection."
To her mother's question, she shared what had happened, adding: "It's such beautiful work, Mom, and I would really like to earn some money. I hope you don't mind."
"Are you willing to have it known that you work for money, Ethel? Suppose that Abby or some other schoolmate should come in, and find you engaged in this business?"
"Are you okay with it being known that you work for money, Ethel? What if Abby or someone else from school walked in and saw you doing this?"
"They need not know that I work for money," said Ethel, a little taken aback by this consideration.
"They don't have to know that I do this for money," Ethel said, a bit surprised by this thought.
Mrs. Fletcher shook her head. "That will never do, my daughter. You must not do any thing that you are ashamed of having people know. It leads to evils and mortifications without end."
Mrs. Fletcher shook her head. "That won't work, my daughter. You must not do anything that you would be embarrassed for others to find out. It leads to endless troubles and humiliation."
"Would you be mortified to have them know it, mother?" asked Ethel.
"Would you be embarrassed if they knew, Mom?" asked Ethel.
"No, my dear. There is nothing disgraceful in earning money when we stand in need of it."
"No, my dear. There's nothing shameful about making money when we need it."
"Then I am sure I don't care," said Ethel. "I would rather earn money than run in debt as Abby does, for every little thing she wants."
"Then I'm sure I don't care," Ethel said. "I'd rather earn money than go into debt like Abby does for every little thing she wants."
"Don't be always drawing comparisons between yourself and Abby, Ethel," said her mother. "I would rather see you more humble in your own eyes. 'Let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall.'"
"Stop constantly comparing yourself to Abby, Ethel," her mother said. "I’d prefer to see you being more humble. 'Let him who thinks he stands take heed lest he fall.'"
"But about the pictures," said Ethel, too much occupied with her scheme to give much heed to her mother's reproof, "Will you tell Mr. Beckford that you are willing?"
"But about the pictures," Ethel said, too focused on her plan to pay much attention to her mother's criticism, "Will you tell Mr. Beckford that you’re on board?"
"I must consult your father, my dear. I shall make no objections if he has none."
"I need to talk to your dad, my dear. I won’t object if he doesn’t have any."
Ethel looked a little disappointed. She wanted the bargain closed at once, and was very much afraid Mr. Beckford would employ some one else. But she knew there was no appeal from her mother's decision, and summoned what patience she could to await her father's return.
Ethel looked a bit disappointed. She wanted to wrap up the deal right away and was really worried that Mr. Beckford would hire someone else. But she knew there was no arguing with her mother's decision, so she gathered whatever patience she could to wait for her father's return.
To her great joy, Mr. Fletcher heartily approved of the scheme.
To her great joy, Mr. Fletcher fully approved of the plan.
"You will know something of the value of money if you earn it yourself," he said, "and you never will, till you do. I am going down town this evening, and will call at Mr. Beckford's store, and talk the matter over with him. You can go with me, if you like."
"You’ll understand the value of money if you earn it yourself," he said, "and you won’t really get it until you do. I’m heading downtown this evening to stop by Mr. Beckford’s store and discuss it with him. You can come with me if you want."
Of course Ethel wished to do so. She passed without a pang the lighted and glittering shops, which had caused her so much discomfort in the morning, though she would have liked to stop before some of the lighted windows, and speculate on what she should buy with her money.
Of course Ethel wanted to do that. She walked past the bright and flashy stores, which had made her so uncomfortable in the morning, without a second thought, although she would have liked to pause in front of some of the illuminated windows and think about what she should buy with her money.
Her father laughingly compared her to the milkmaid who counted her chickens before they were hatched.
Her father joked that she was like the milkmaid who counted her chickens before they hatched.
"I hope I shall not be as unlucky as she was," said Ethel, laughing in her turn, and blushing a little. "But here we are at Mr. Beckford's. I do hope he is in!"
"I hope I'm not as unlucky as she was," said Ethel, laughing and blushing a bit. "But here we are at Mr. Beckford's. I really hope he's home!"
Mr. Beckford was in, and invited them into his private office. Ethel thought him the slowest man she had ever seen in her life, and wondered what was the use of considering so long before every word. But as all things come to an end, so did Mr. Beckford's cogitations, and the bargain was concluded.
Mr. Beckford was in and invited them into his private office. Ethel thought he was the slowest person she had ever seen in her life and wondered what the point was of taking so long to think before saying each word. But just like everything else, Mr. Beckford's thinking eventually came to an end, and the deal was finalized.
The pictures were of two sorts, one of which required to be colored very delicately, while the others did not need so much care. For the first she was to have ten cents apiece, and for the others five cents and three cents, according to the amount of work upon them; and she was to supply her own colors.
The pictures were of two types, one of which needed to be colored very carefully, while the others didn’t require as much attention. For the first type, she would get ten cents each, and for the others, five cents and three cents, depending on the amount of work involved; and she was supposed to provide her own colors.
Very happy she was when she departed with her large roll of prints securely tied in brown paper. She thought her father's marketing had never lasted so long, even when he had bought four times as much, and she could hardly spend time to admire her favorite spectacle of the lighted picture-dealer's window, so anxious was she to get home with her treasures.
She was really happy when she left with her big bundle of prints securely wrapped in brown paper. She thought her dad's sales had never gone on for so long, even when he had purchased four times as much, and she could barely take a moment to enjoy her favorite sight of the brightly lit picture dealer's window because she was so eager to get home with her treasures.
The moment she had disposed of her bonnet and cloak, she got out her paint-box and set to work on one of the cheaper prints, and she had finished that and part of another, before her mother announced that it was past nine o'clock, and quite time for her to go to bed.
The moment she took off her bonnet and cloak, she pulled out her paint box and started working on one of the cheaper prints. She had finished that one and made some progress on another before her mom announced that it was past nine o'clock and definitely time for her to go to bed.
"Just let me finish this old woman's red petticoat, mother," she pleaded. "I do so much want to see how she will look."
"Just let me finish this old woman's red petticoat, Mom," she begged. "I really want to see how she will look."
"No, my dear! As soon as you have finished that, you will want to do something else just as much. Remember morrow is Sunday, and we have our necessary work to do before Church, so it will not answer to be late in the morning."
"No, my dear! Once you finish that, you'll want to do something else just as much. Remember, tomorrow is Sunday, and we have our important tasks to take care of before church, so we can't afford to sleep in."
Ethel almost wished it were any other day, but she was accustomed to implicit obedience, so she picked up her papers, and put away her colors with a very good grace. She tried hard to prevent the thought of her new employment from intruding on her prayers, and succeeded pretty well; but her dreams were haunted by pictures, and she thought of them the first thing in the morning. She could not resist the temptation to take a peep at her work of the night before, and had even taken her brush is hand to alter the shading of the old woman's cap, when she recollected herself, and put the pencil away with a blush.
Ethel almost wished it were any other day, but she was used to just going along with things, so she picked up her papers and put away her colors without any fuss. She really tried to keep thoughts of her new job from interrupting her prayers, and managed pretty well; but her dreams were filled with images, and she thought about them first thing in the morning. She couldn’t resist the urge to take a quick look at her work from the night before and had even picked up her brush to change the shading of the old woman’s cap when she caught herself, and put the pencil away, feeling embarrassed.
"It would be as bad as Abby doing her arithmetic on Sunday, for fear she should not finish it before Holidays."
"It would be just as bad as Abby doing her math on Sunday because she’s worried she won’t finish it before the holidays."
As her mother said, Ethel had too much the habit of drawing comparisons between Abby and herself. She was given to nourish a Pharisaic spirit of thanking God that she was not as others.
As her mother said, Ethel had a tendency to compare herself to Abby too much. She often nurtured a smug attitude of thanking God that she was better than others.
For once, Sunday seemed a long day to Ethel. She could not interest herself in her favorite pursuits—her Sunday-school book seemed dull, and she was tempted to speak harshly to the children several times in the course of the afternoon.
For once, Sunday felt like a long day to Ethel. She couldn't get into her favorite activities—her Sunday-school book felt boring, and she was tempted to snap at the kids a few times throughout the afternoon.
Her father remarked her impatience, and took an opportunity of saying gently, "Ethel, if your employment is going to spoil your Sundays, it would be better to give it up at once. Your earnings will cost more than they come to, if they lead you into sin."
Her father noticed her impatience and took a moment to say gently, "Ethel, if your job is going to ruin your Sundays, it would be better to quit right away. Your earnings won’t be worth it if they lead you into trouble."
Ethel acknowledged her fault, and made an effort to do better. She called the children to her, and began to tell them Bible stories. And when they were tired of that, she interested herself in her lessons for next Sunday, so that the afternoon passed more quickly than she had supposed possible.
Ethel recognized her mistake and tried to improve. She called the kids over to her and started to share Bible stories. When they got bored of that, she focused on her lessons for the following Sunday, making the afternoon go by faster than she had expected.
Monday being washing day, Ethel had more work to do than usual, so that she had no time to touch her pictures before school. When she arrived at the school-house, she found Rosa and Bessy waiting for her, anxious to know the result of her conference with their uncle. Ethel told them of the bargain she had made.
Monday was laundry day, so Ethel had more work than usual and didn’t have time to work on her pictures before school. When she got to the schoolhouse, she found Rosa and Bessy waiting for her, eager to hear the outcome of her meeting with their uncle. Ethel shared the deal she had made.
"That is more than he gives us," remarked Bessy, rather inclined to be hurt at first.
"That's more than he gives us," Bessy said, feeling a bit hurt at first.
"Ethel does them better than we," said sweet-tempered little Rosa. "You know uncle would not trust those flower paintings with us, for fear we should spoil them."
"Ethel does them better than we do," said sweet-tempered little Rosa. "You know Uncle wouldn’t trust those flower paintings with us, because he’s worried we might ruin them."
"And besides, Bessy," said Ethel, "you can do a good many more of the cheap ones than I can do of the nice ones, so it will come to just the same in the end."
"And besides, Bessy," Ethel said, "you can do a lot more of the cheap ones than I can do of the nice ones, so it will end up being about the same."
Bessy, who cared rather more for the honor than for the money, was not quite satisfied with this argument, but she was contented when Ethel promised to give her lessons, that she might improve.
Bessy, who valued honor more than money, wasn't completely convinced by this argument, but she was happy when Ethel promised to give her lessons so she could improve.
All this conversation was carried on in a low tone in a recess of the window apart from the other girls. And Abby, coming in while it was in progress, naturally approached the group to see what they were talking of.
All this conversation happened in a quiet voice in a corner of the window, away from the other girls. When Abby walked in while they were talking, she naturally joined the group to find out what they were discussing.
Ethel, who was chatting very eagerly, checked herself at her cousin's approach: the other girls stopped because she did, and the whole party looked embarrassed.
Ethel, who was chatting excitedly, paused when her cousin approached: the other girls stopped when she did, and the whole group looked awkward.
"Talking secrets!" said Abby, carelessly, though she felt rather hurt at the sudden silence. "If you are, I won't intrude."
"Talking secrets!" Abby said casually, even though she felt a bit hurt by the sudden silence. "If you are, I won't butt in."
"We are through now, at any rate," said Ethel, laughing rather awkwardly.
"We're done now, at least," Ethel said, laughing a bit uncomfortably.
"Oh, I don't want to creep in where I am not wanted," returned Abby, walking away. "I dare say I can find companions."
"Oh, I don't want to intrude where I'm not welcome," Abby said as she walked away. "I'm sure I can find friends."
"Don't be silly, Abby," said Ethel, following her. "You know very well I am not fond of secrets. I will tell you all about it after school," she added, in a lower tone. "There is no privacy about it that I know of, only one don't want to be talking of every thing before the whole world."
"Don't be silly, Abby," Ethel said, following her. "You know I’m not into secrets. I'll tell you everything after school," she added in a quieter voice. "There’s nothing private about it that I know of, it’s just that I don’t want to be discussing everything in front of everyone."
Abby, always good-natured, allowed herself to be easily pacified, though she was very curious to learn what it was which was not to be talked of before the whole world.
Abby, always cheerful, let herself be easily soothed, even though she was really curious to find out what was off-limits to discuss in front of everyone.
Great was her wonderment when Ethel opened the matter to her as they were walking home. And when her cousin concluded with "Isn't it nice?" she answered—
Great was her surprise when Ethel brought it up as they were walking home. And when her cousin ended with "Isn't it nice?" she replied—
"It may suit you, Ethel, but I would not do it for the world. What would Aunt Sally Bertie say, if she knew that you worked for money? Or suppose any ladies should come in and catch you at it, how ashamed you would be!"
"It might work for you, Ethel, but I would never do it. What would Aunt Sally Bertie think if she found out that you were working for money? And just imagine if any ladies walked in and caught you doing it; you'd be so embarrassed!"
"I don't see why," said Ethel. "Why should I be ashamed of working for money, any more than my father?"
"I don't see why," Ethel said. "Why should I be embarrassed about working for money, just like my dad?"
"That is different, and besides, I don't believe your father likes it very well. Mother says she should think your father would be mortified enough to be only a book-keeper in an establishment where he has been head so long."
"That’s different, and anyway, I don’t think your dad likes it very much. Mom says she thinks your dad would be pretty embarrassed to just be a bookkeeper in a place where he’s been in charge for so long."
"I don't believe he cares," said Ethel, her face flushing with a feeling which she could not easily have defined.
"I don't think he cares," Ethel said, her face flushing with an emotion she couldn't quite define.
"I don't know what mother will say, Ethel," Abby continued, without heeding her cousin's remark. "I know she would be very much mortified at the thought of my working for money. When Cousin Eliza stayed at our house, she used to give music lessons to the two Parkins girls, and mother always made her go round the back way, so that no one should see her. But I won't tell her about this, Ethel, if you don't want me to."
"I don't know what Mom will say, Ethel," Abby went on, ignoring her cousin's comment. "I know she would be really embarrassed at the idea of me working for money. When Cousin Eliza stayed with us, she used to give music lessons to the two Parkins girls, and Mom always made her take the back route so that no one would see her. But I won't tell her about this, Ethel, if you don't want me to."
"You can do as you like about it, Abby," replied Ethel, with spirit. "I never intend to do any thing that I am ashamed of. But perhaps you would rather not be seen walking with any one that works for money."
"You can do whatever you want about it, Abby," Ethel replied confidently. "I never plan to do anything I'm ashamed of. But maybe you’d prefer not to be seen walking with someone who works for money."
"Now, Ethel, you know I did not mean any such thing. I don't care about it for myself. It is only what people will say, and I know they will think it strange."
"Now, Ethel, you know I didn’t mean anything like that. I don’t care about it for myself. It’s just what people will say, and I know they’ll think it’s odd."
"They may as well wonder at that as any thing else," said Ethel. "But good-bye, Abby. Come and see me, and I will show you what pretty work it is."
"They might as well be curious about that as anything else," said Ethel. "But goodbye, Abby. Come visit me, and I'll show you how beautiful it is."
Abby promised, and walked home faster than usual, anxious to tell her mother all she had heard.
Abby promised and hurried home faster than usual, eager to share everything she had heard with her mother.
Mrs. Coles exclaimed, and wondered, and lamented, and being, though weak, rather an amiable woman, felt a sincere regret that her cousin should have fallen so low. Mr. Coles thought it just of a piece with their other conduct, and opined that Fletcher would not be ashamed to be seen driving a cart through the streets, if he could not find any thing else to do; in which opinion he came nearer to the truth than was always the case with him.
Mrs. Coles exclaimed, wondered, and lamented, and being, though weak, quite a nice woman, genuinely felt sorry that her cousin had fallen so low. Mr. Coles believed it fit with their usual behavior and thought Fletcher wouldn’t be embarrassed to drive a cart through the streets if he couldn’t find anything else to do; in this opinion, he was closer to the truth than he usually was.
Poor Mrs. Coles was really distressed, and took the first opportunity of seeing Mrs. Bertie, to consult with her as to what could be done to awaken Mrs. Fletcher's sense of propriety, and save the family from any further degradation.
Poor Mrs. Coles was truly upset and took the first chance she got to see Mrs. Bertie, to discuss what could be done to make Mrs. Fletcher realize what’s appropriate and spare the family from any more embarrassment.
As she had expected, Mrs. Bertie flew into a passion, declared that her nephews and nieces were all fools together, and finally told Mrs. Coles to hold her tongue if she could, and leave the matter to her.
As she anticipated, Mrs. Bertie burst into anger, stated that her nephews and nieces were all fools, and finally told Mrs. Coles to be quiet if she could and to let her handle it.
Mr. Coles was very well satisfied with the result of the conference, when his wife reported it to him. He had his own reasons for wishing the old lady to be not too well pleased with his cousin Fletcher. Whether he was as well satisfied in the end, may be discovered in the course of these pages.
Mr. Coles was very pleased with the outcome of the conference when his wife told him about it. He had his own reasons for wanting the old lady to not be too happy with his cousin Fletcher. Whether he ended up being as satisfied as he thought may be revealed in the following pages.
Meantime Ethel spent all the time she could spare from her lessons and her house-work upon her pictures, laboring with more and more satisfaction as she perceived herself to improve. When she had finished a dozen of the common and one of the fine engravings, she took them down to Mr. Beckford's store to show them. Mr. Beckford approved of them, but told her that she took too much pains. "You might as well do them twice as fast, my dear young lady. I fear the price I named will not remunerate you for the labor you bestow upon them."
In the meantime, Ethel spent all the free time she could find from her lessons and housework on her paintings, feeling more and more satisfied as she noticed her improvement. After finishing a dozen simple pieces and one fine engraving, she brought them down to Mr. Beckford's store to show him. Mr. Beckford liked them but advised her that she was putting in too much effort. "You could do them twice as quickly, my dear young lady. I'm afraid the price I mentioned won't cover the work you're putting into them."
Ethel could not think for a moment what was the meaning of the long word Mr. Beckford had used, but when she had remembered that it meant pay, she answered gayly: "I like to make them look as pretty as I can, Mr. Beckford. It is much pleasanter."
Ethel couldn't figure out for a moment what the long word Mr. Beckford had used meant, but when she remembered it meant pay, she responded cheerfully, "I like to make them look as pretty as I can, Mr. Beckford. It's much nicer."
"Well, well, my dear, that is the right spirit," replied Mr. Beckford, evidently much pleased. "I am quite satisfied with the pictures, and shall be able to give you as much employment as you desire from now till Christmas. Would you prefer to be paid by the piece, or have your money all together?"
"Well, well, my dear, that's the right attitude," Mr. Beckford replied, clearly pleased. "I'm very happy with the pictures, and I can offer you as much work as you'd like from now until Christmas. Would you rather be paid per piece, or receive all your money at once?"
After some consideration, Ethel decided that she would rather be paid by the piece. She felt as though it would be pleasant to see her hoard grow before her eyes; and there arose before her the image of a certain ivory box with a lock and key in which she meant to store her treasure.
After thinking it over, Ethel decided she preferred to get paid by the piece. She liked the idea of watching her savings grow right in front of her; and she envisioned a specific ivory box with a lock and key where she intended to keep her treasure.
Mr. Beckford went to his drawer and counted out six five-cent pieces and five three-cent pieces, besides a dime for the flower painting.
Mr. Beckford went to his drawer and counted out six nickels and five three-cent coins, plus a dime for the flower painting.
No money Ethel had ever possessed seemed in her eyes so valuable as this. She put it carefully into her purse, and taking her way homewards, she looked up at the shop windows, calculating what she could get for her mother and the boys; and she even went into a store to ask the price of a pretty little stained willow sewing chair, the same shape as a favorite one of her mother's which had been sold with the rest. It was marked two dollars, but the man said he would sell it for ten shillings.
No money Ethel had ever had felt as valuable to her as this. She carefully put it into her purse and started heading home, glancing at the shop windows and thinking about what she could buy for her mother and the boys. She even went into a store to ask the price of a cute little stained willow sewing chair, the same shape as her mother’s favorite one that had been sold with everything else. It was priced at two dollars, but the guy said he would sell it for ten shillings.
"If I can only get enough to buy that for mother, how glad she will be," said she to herself; "but then I must get something for father and the boys, and for Abby, if I can."
“If I can just get enough to buy that for Mom, she’ll be so happy,” she thought to herself; “but I also need to get something for Dad and the boys, and for Abby, if I can.”
And she plunged at once into a deep calculation as to the probable amount of her means—so deep that she did not notice how far she had gone, till she heard her name sharply called. And looking up, saw her aunt's face at the open window of her own house.
And she immediately began to seriously think about how much money she had—so deeply that she didn't realize how far she had wandered until she heard her name being called sharply. When she looked up, she saw her aunt's face at the open window of her house.
"Come in, Ethel," repeated her aunt more sharply than before. "I want to speak to you."
"Come in, Ethel," her aunt said more firmly than before. "I need to talk to you."
It was with no very pleasant feelings that Ethel mounted the steps. She divined at once that Aunt Sally had heard of her employment, and meant to call her to account for it. She entered the parlor with her bundle under her arm, and found herself face to face with her aunt, before she had exactly made up her mind what to say.
It was with a rather uneasy feeling that Ethel climbed the steps. She instantly sensed that Aunt Sally had learned about her job and planned to confront her about it. She walked into the living room with her bundle tucked under her arm and found herself staring at her aunt before she had fully figured out what to say.
"Good afternoon to you, Miss Fletcher," said her aunt, making her grandest courtesy. "What is that bundle you have under your arm?"
"Good afternoon, Miss Fletcher," her aunt said with a dramatic bow. "What’s that bundle you’re holding under your arm?"
"Pictures, Aunt Sally," said Ethel, her eyes sparkling rather mischievously. "Would you like to look at them? They are very pretty."
"Pictures, Aunt Sally," Ethel said, her eyes twinkling playfully. "Do you want to see them? They're really pretty."
And before Mrs. Bertie, who was somewhat taken aback, could reply, she had opened her bundle and displayed her treasures, descanting upon their beauties, and calling her aunt's attention to the fact that the dog in old Mother Hubbard exactly resembled Mrs. Bertie's dog Fido.
And before Mrs. Bertie, who was a bit surprised, could respond, she had opened her bag and shown off her treasures, talking about their beauty and pointing out that the dog in old Mother Hubbard looked just like Mrs. Bertie's dog Fido.
Mrs. Bertie did not exactly know what to do next, for like a skilful general, Ethel had foiled her tactics by marching out of her intrenchments, and attacking, instead of waiting to be assaulted. However, she did not mean to give it up so easily, so she tried another way.
Mrs. Bertie wasn't quite sure what to do next because, like a skilled general, Ethel had messed up her plans by coming out of her defenses and attacking instead of waiting to be attacked. However, she wasn’t about to give up that easily, so she tried another approach.
"What are you going to do with all these pictures?" she asked.
"What are you going to do with all these photos?" she asked.
"I am going to paint them, aunt. Then Y shall give them back to Mr. Beckford, and he will pay me the money for them. I have earned fifty-five cents already."
"I’m going to paint them, aunt. Then I’ll give them back to Mr. Beckford, and he’ll pay me for them. I’ve already earned fifty-five cents."
"Umph!" said her aunt, drily. "What are you going to do with so much money?"
"Umph!" said her aunt, dryly. "What are you going to do with all that money?"
"I am going to buy Christmas presents with it, if I get enough."
"I’m going to buy Christmas gifts with it, if I get enough."
"I should think your father might let you have money for such a purpose, without your degrading yourself by working for a bookseller," said Mrs. Bertie.
"I would think your dad would give you money for that purpose, instead of you lowering yourself by working for a bookseller," said Mrs. Bertie.
"Why is it degrading, aunt?" asked Ethel.
"Why is it demeaning, aunt?" asked Ethel.
"Because it is!" was the short reply.
"Because it is!" was the quick response.
"Father cannot afford to give me money now," pursued Ethel, "and mother said I might earn some if I could. So I got these pictures to paint, and really, Aunt Sally, I like it very much. It is pretty work, in the first place, and then there is all the time a pleasure in thinking you are going to be paid for it!"
"Father can't give me any money right now," Ethel continued, "and Mom said I could earn some if I could. So I got these pictures to paint, and honestly, Aunt Sally, I really enjoy it. It's nice work, for one, and there's always the fun of knowing you'll get paid for it!"
"The long and the short of the matter is, Ethel, that you must leave off this business at once—at once, do you hear?" said Mrs. Bertie, growing angry as usual on finding herself opposed. "If you don't, you need never expect any thing from me. Perhaps you think, because you are my relative, that I am bound to leave my fortune to you, whether or no; but I can tell you, you will find yourself mistaken. I will never leave you one penny, unless you do as I tell you in this matter."
"The bottom line is, Ethel, you need to stop this nonsense right now—do you understand?" said Mrs. Bertie, getting angry as usual when someone disagreed with her. "If you don’t, don’t ever expect anything from me. Maybe you think that just because you’re family, I have to leave my fortune to you, but you’ll be wrong. I won’t leave you a single penny unless you do what I say about this."
"You must do as you like about that, Aunt Sally," said Ethel, modestly but firmly. "If you think I shall take any more pains to please you because you are rich, you are very much mistaken. I should do it just as much if you were as poor as old Mammy Rachel."
"You can decide about that, Aunt Sally," Ethel said, modestly but firmly. "If you think I'll go out of my way to please you just because you’re rich, you’re really mistaken. I would do the same if you were as poor as old Mammy Rachel."
"And pray, who taught you such fine sentiments, Miss Fletcher?"
"And tell me, who taught you such nice feelings, Miss Fletcher?"
"My mother taught me, aunt. She said—" and here Ethel stopped, for she was not quite sure that she ought to repeat what her mother had said.
"My mom taught me, aunt. She said—" and here Ethel paused, as she wasn't entirely sure if she should share what her mom had said.
"Well, what did she say? Come, don't be afraid."
"Well, what did she say? Come on, don’t be scared."
"I am afraid you won't like it, Aunt Sally; but mother said we children ought to take pains to come and see you, and to please you when we could, because you are an old lady, and not very strong, and have no children of your own to wait on you and be company for you."
"I’m sorry you might not like it, Aunt Sally; but Mom said we kids should make an effort to come and see you and try to make you happy when we can, because you’re an older lady, not very strong, and you don’t have any children of your own to help you and keep you company."
"Umph!" said Mrs. Sally again. "And so you come here out of pity, I suppose, and not because you find it pleasant?"
"Umph!" said Mrs. Sally again. "So you came here out of pity, I guess, and not because you actually enjoy it?"
"No, aunt, I like to come, only—"
"No, aunt, I like coming, it’s just—"
"Only when I am cross, I suppose."
"Only when I'm upset, I guess."
"I don't mind any thing you say to me, aunt, but I don't like it when you talk about my father and mother as you do sometimes, and I do not think it is right. If it were not for that, I should always like to come here, for you have been very kind to me ever since I can remember."
"I don't mind anything you say to me, Aunt, but I don't like how you talk about my mom and dad sometimes, and I think it's not right. If it weren't for that, I'd always want to come here because you've been really kind to me for as long as I can remember."
Mrs. Bertie was silent for a few moments, and Ethel could not tell whether she was angry or not.
Mrs. Bertie was quiet for a few moments, and Ethel couldn't figure out if she was upset or not.
Presently she said: "Suppose I should give you the money to buy your presents with,—would not that do as well?"
"How about if I give you the money to buy your own presents? Wouldn't that work just as well?"
"No, aunt, because they would be your presents and not mine."
"No, aunt, because they would be your gifts and not mine."
"Well, then, I will make a bargain with you. You shall come and read to me two hours a day, and I will pay you as much for that as you can earn by painting. We will read something you like—say Miss Yonge's stories—and when they are finished you shall have them for your own."
"Alright, then, let’s make a deal. You can come and read to me for two hours a day, and I will pay you just as much as you could earn from painting. We'll read something you enjoy—maybe some of Miss Yonge's stories—and when we're done, you can keep them for yourself."
Ethel hesitated. The offer was certainly a tempting one, for she was fond of reading aloud, and she had been very anxious to read the books in question.
Ethel paused. The offer was definitely tempting, since she loved reading aloud and had been eager to read those books.
Mrs. Bertie thought she had gained the day, when all at once Ethel's face changed.
Mrs. Bertie thought she had won, when suddenly Ethel's expression shifted.
"Auntie, I don't see how I can do it, though I should like it very much. You see I have made a bargain with Mr. Beckford, so that he depends upon me for the work, and I know he could not easily find any one else to do it, if I should give it up. I don't think it would be honorable for me to creep out of my agreement, and break my word, because I find something to do that I like better, do you?"
"Auntie, I just don't see how I can do it, even though I would really like to. You see, I've made a deal with Mr. Beckford, and he relies on me for the work. I know he wouldn't easily find someone else to take it on if I backed out. I don’t think it would be right for me to back away from my commitment and break my promise just because I've found something I enjoy more, do you?"
Quite unconsciously, Ethel had touched the old lady upon her most assailable side. She had, as we have said, a high sense of honor, and her ideas of integrity were very strict.
Quite unconsciously, Ethel had tapped into the old lady's most vulnerable spot. As we mentioned, she had a strong sense of honor, and her standards of integrity were very strict.
"You are quite right, Ethel," she replied, after a little thought. "If you have made an agreement with this person, you must not break it on any account. But, my dear, you must consult me another time, before you make a bargain."
"You’re absolutely right, Ethel," she replied after a moment's consideration. "If you’ve made a deal with this person, you can’t back out of it for any reason. But, my dear, you need to check with me next time before you agree to something."
Ethel smiled, but she did not promise to do so, though she was glad to see that her aunt's ill-humor was fast passing away. "I will come and read to you any day when I have time, aunt, if you like to hear me. I love to read aloud."
Ethel smiled, but she didn’t promise to do so, even though she was happy to see her aunt’s bad mood fading away. “I can come and read to you anytime I have a chance, aunt, if you’d like to listen. I love reading aloud.”
"Very good," replied Mrs. Bertie. "Come when you please, I shall always be glad to see you. And, my dear, you must not think I am angry with you or your mother for your plain speaking. I believe you always tell the truth, and that is more than I can think of some folks. Now run home, for the old woman is tired with so much talking."
"That's great," Mrs. Bertie said. "Come by whenever you want; I’ll always be happy to see you. And, darling, please don’t think I’m upset with you or your mom for being straightforward. I believe you always speak the truth, which is more than I can say for some people. Now hurry home, because the old woman is worn out from all this chatting."
Ethel kissed her aunt and went her way, much pleased with the result of the dreaded conference, and not a little satisfied with herself for the part she had played in it.
Ethel kissed her aunt and went on her way, feeling pretty happy about how the scary meeting turned out, and also a bit proud of herself for her role in it.
Mrs. Bertie sat alone for some time, apparently thinking deeply. At last she rang the bell, and sent the man-servant to summon her lawyer, with whom she had a long conference, and of whom she made some particular inquiries respecting her nephew, George Fletcher.
Mrs. Bertie sat alone for a while, seemingly lost in thought. Finally, she rang the bell and had the male servant call her lawyer, with whom she had an extended discussion and asked a few specific questions about her nephew, George Fletcher.
Mr. Simonton, the lawyer, being an honest man himself, had a great admiration of the same quality in others, and he gave Mrs. Bertie such an account of Mr. Fletcher as greatly raised him in his aunt's estimation: one consequence of which was, that the next time Mr. Coles ventured in his aunt's presence to lament over the obstinacy and folly of his cousins, he was politely informed by his relative that George Fletcher was an honest man, and an honorable man, which was more than could be said of all the family.
Mr. Simonton, the lawyer, being an honest man himself, deeply admired that quality in others, and he gave Mrs. Bertie such a positive description of Mr. Fletcher that it significantly improved her opinion of him. As a result, the next time Mr. Coles dared to express his frustrations about the stubbornness and foolishness of his cousins in front of his aunt, she politely reminded him that George Fletcher was an honest man and an honorable man, which was more than could be said for the rest of the family.


Chapter Third.
ETHEL'S work went on prosperously, and by the Christmas week she had finished all her pictures. Christmas came on Saturday, and on Thursday she went to carry them home.
ETHEL's work was going well, and by Christmas week she had completed all her paintings. Christmas was on Saturday, and on Thursday she went to take them home.
It was rather late, and the store was full of people buying Christmas presents, so that even Mr. Beckford was hurried for once. He hastily counted over the pictures, said they were all right and very pretty, and handing her the money, he went to attend to the customers who were calling upon him.
It was pretty late, and the store was packed with people buying Christmas gifts, so even Mr. Beckford was in a rush for once. He quickly checked the pictures, said they were all good and really nice, and after giving her the money, he went to help the customers who were waiting for him.
Ethel had waited for some time in the store, and it was almost dark when she came out. She had a nervous dread of being out late in the street, and hurried home without looking at her money which she had put into her glove.
Ethel had waited for a while in the store, and it was almost dark when she came out. She felt a nervous fear of being out late on the street, so she hurried home without checking the money she had placed in her glove.
"Make haste down, Ethel," said her mother, as she went up-stairs to put away her bonnet and shawl, "I want you to help me."
"Quickly come down, Ethel," her mother called as she headed upstairs to put away her hat and shawl, "I need your help."
Ethel obeyed, and dropped her money into the box without counting, or even looking at it. She was very busy all the evening helping her mother finish up the ironing and mending, that nothing might be left to do on the morrow.
Ethel complied and dropped her money into the box without counting it or even looking at it. She spent the entire evening helping her mother finish the ironing and mending so that there would be nothing left to do tomorrow.
When she went up to bed, however, she took her box from its hiding place, and prepared to count her treasure. She spread it out upon the table, and there among the quarters and dimes lay a bright yellow quarter-eagle!
When she went to bed, though, she took her box from its hiding spot and got ready to count her treasure. She laid it all out on the table, and there among the quarters and dimes was a shiny yellow quarter-eagle!
How could it have come there? Ethel picked it up and looked at it, admiring the beauty of the coin. It almost doubled the amount of her finances, but there arose the question as to whether she had any right to it. She did not think she had earned so much, but then she could not exactly remember how many pictures she had painted.
How did it end up here? Ethel picked it up and examined it, admiring the beauty of the coin. It nearly doubled her money, but then she wondered if she even had the right to it. She didn’t believe she had earned that much, but she couldn't quite remember how many paintings she had made.
Now the right course would have been for Ethel to go directly to Mr. Beckford, and ask him if he had intended to pay her the extra sum; but here arose a temptation.
Now the right thing to do would have been for Ethel to go straight to Mr. Beckford and ask him if he planned to pay her the extra amount; but a temptation came up.
"If this money were mine, I could buy that willow chair for mother, and a piece of pretty chintz to make a cushion for it, and yet have enough to get Tom the ten-pins he wants so much."
"If this money were mine, I could buy that willow chair for Mom, and a nice piece of chintz to make a cushion for it, and still have enough left to get Tom the bowling pins he really wants."
If Ethel had done as she had been taught, she would have put the whole matter aside till she had said her prayers and asked to be guided in the right way. But the confidence in herself which had been increasing for some time put, had arrived at such a pitch, that she no longer felt so much the need of Divine direction. She considered herself, as she said, competent to manage her own affairs; and when a little girl or a large girl arrives at that point, that girl is in great danger of a sad fall. She began to debate the matter with herself, but consciously or unconsciously she looked only at one side of the argument.
If Ethel had followed what she had been taught, she would have set the whole thing aside until after she had prayed and asked for guidance. But her growing confidence made her feel less need for divine direction. She believed, as she put it, that she was capable of handling her own issues; and when a young girl—or any girl, for that matter—reaches that point, she’s at great risk of a serious downfall. She started to weigh the situation in her mind, but whether she realized it or not, she only focused on one side of the argument.
"Mr. Beckford said I did the pictures better than any one else, and that the price he first named would not pay for the trouble; so perhaps he meant to give me more. I am sure my work is worth a great deal more than Bessy's and Rosa's."
"Mr. Beckford said I did the pictures better than anyone else, and that the initial price he mentioned wouldn’t cover the effort; so maybe he intended to offer me more. I'm confident my work is worth a lot more than Bessy's and Rosa's."
If Ethel had known Mr. Beckford better, she would have been aware, that though he often gave money away, he never on any occasion paid more than he felt himself bound to do. Neither was she entirely satisfied with her own reasoning, though she tried very hard to be so. If she had been, she would have gone to her father with the matter, and she would have said her prayers without that uneasy feeling at her heart which made them an unwelcome task; nor would the text she had lately learned in school have recurred so vividly to her memory:
If Ethel had known Mr. Beckford better, she would have realized that, even though he frequently donated money, he never gave more than he thought he had to. She also wasn’t completely satisfied with her own reasoning, even though she tried really hard to be. If she had been, she would have talked to her father about it, and she would have said her prayers without that uncomfortable feeling in her heart that made them feel like a chore; plus, the text she had recently learned in school wouldn’t have come back to her mind so clearly:
"'If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me.'"
"'If I hold onto sin in my heart, the Lord won't listen to me.'"
It was with the same uneasy feeling that she awoke in the morning and came down to breakfast without having again looked at her money.
It was with that same uncomfortable feeling that she woke up in the morning and went down to breakfast without checking her money again.
At the breakfast table she was rather silent, and her father said smilingly—
At the breakfast table, she was pretty quiet, and her dad said with a smile—
"You seem rather absent, my daughter; are you calculating the amount of your capital?"
"You seem a bit distracted, my daughter; are you figuring out how much money you have?"
"How much have you got, Ethel?" asked little Tom.
"How much do you have, Ethel?" asked little Tom.
"Perhaps Ethel would rather not tell how much she has," remarked her mother, seeing that Ethel looked a little disturbed. "We must not question her too closely. I suppose you will like to go out this morning to make your purchases, my dear: don't be too extravagant; you know you will want spending money after holidays are over."
"Maybe Ethel would prefer not to say how much she has," her mother said, noticing that Ethel seemed a bit uneasy. "We shouldn't pry too much. I guess you want to go out this morning to do your shopping, dear: just don’t be too extravagant; you know you'll want some spending money after the holidays are over."
Ethel knew that very well, but she wanted still more to buy the willow chair for her mother. She put the gold piece into her purse with the rest of her money, saying to herself that a person so careful in money matters as every one said Mr. Beckford was, would never have made such a mistake, and that he must have done it on purpose. Still she did not feel easy about it, and it was not with a very light heart that she set out to make her purchases, intending first to do some errands for the family: for Ethel had learned to be quite a little market-woman, and could judge very sensibly between different qualities of sugar and tea!
Ethel was fully aware of that, but she really wanted to buy the willow chair for her mother. She added the gold coin to her purse with the rest of her money, telling herself that someone as careful with money as everyone claimed Mr. Beckford was wouldn’t have made such a mistake, and he must have done it on purpose. Still, she felt uneasy about it, and she didn’t head out to do her shopping with a particularly light heart. She planned to run some errands for the family first, since Ethel had become quite the savvy shopper and could sensibly evaluate different qualities of sugar and tea!
She sighed as she concluded her list of small purchases at the family grocer's, thinking of the large orders they had been accustomed to make at this time of the year.
She sighed as she finished her list of small purchases at the family grocery store, thinking about the large orders they used to place at this time of year.
Perhaps Mr. Mortimer thought of it too, for he said: "Is that all, Miss Ethel? We have some very nice preserved ginger, such as your mother likes: shall I send a jar of it?"
Perhaps Mr. Mortimer thought of it too, for he said: "Is that all, Miss Ethel? We have some really good preserved ginger, like your mother likes: should I send a jar of it?"
"No, thank you," said Ethel blushing. "We cannot afford such things now," she added quite bravely.
"No, thank you," Ethel said, blushing. "We can't afford things like that right now," she added, quite bravely.
"The times are hard, really quite hard," remarked polite Mr. Mortimer. "We do not sell nearly so much of such goods as we did last year. Won't you take an orange, Miss Ethel? I know you are fond of oranges."
"The times are tough, really tough," said polite Mr. Mortimer. "We're not selling nearly as much of these products as we did last year. Why don't you have an orange, Miss Ethel? I know you like oranges."
Ethel had known good Mr. Mortimer ever since she could run alone, so she had no hesitation about choosing an orange from the basket that he handed her.
Ethel had known Mr. Mortimer her whole life, so she had no doubts about picking an orange from the basket he gave her.
As soon as she left the shop, he called to the porter: "David, you carry these things directly up to Mrs. Fletcher, and carry a jar of that ginger. Say Mr. Mortimer sends it with his respects to Mrs. Fletcher. Come, look alive, will you?"
As soon as she left the shop, he called to the porter: "David, take these things straight up to Mrs. Fletcher, and bring a jar of that ginger. Tell her Mr. Mortimer sends it with his regards. Come on, hurry up!"
Meantime Ethel proceeded on her way, and having finished all her errands, she turned towards the shop, where she had seen the chairs, only stopping now and then to ask the price of some article at a door or window. It was a very large establishment where the chairs were kept, and there was a fine assortment of them. The little stained willow chairs which had at first pleased her so much, looked cheap and ordinary by the side of the carved rosewood, mahogany, and walnut; and chintz covers were hardly to be thought of while looking at brocatelle and velvet.
Meanwhile, Ethel continued on her path, and after finishing all her errands, she headed toward the shop where she had seen the chairs, stopping occasionally to inquire about the price of an item at a door or window. The establishment where the chairs were displayed was quite large and offered a great selection. The little stained willow chairs that had initially excited her now seemed cheap and ordinary next to the carved rosewood, mahogany, and walnut options; and chintz covers barely crossed her mind while she admired the brocatelle and velvet.
She looked from one to another, and finally found one which exactly resembled her mother's. She inquired the price.
She looked from one to another and finally found one that looked just like her mom's. She asked how much it cost.
"That is a second-hand chair, Miss," replied the shopman. "It was originally very expensive, but it has been used some, and I will let you have it for three dollars."
"That's a used chair, Miss," the shopkeeper replied. "It was originally quite pricey, but it's been used a bit, and I'll sell it to you for three dollars."
Second-hand! Then perhaps it was the very same chair. She turned it up to look at the bottom, and there, sure enough, was her mother's name—Amber Fletcher—written by her father's own hand.
Second-hand! Maybe it was the exact same chair. She flipped it over to check the bottom, and there it was, her mother's name—Amber Fletcher—written in her father's own handwriting.
"How glad and surprised she would be to have it back again," she thought. "She said she missed it more than any other piece of furniture in the house."
"How happy and shocked she would be to get it back," she thought. "She said she missed it more than any other piece of furniture in the house."
Her hand was already in her pocket, when the shopman was called into the next room, and he excused himself, promising to return in a few minutes.
Her hand was already in her pocket when the shopkeeper was called into the next room. He apologized and promised to be back in a few minutes.
Left alone, Ethel walked round the chair, viewing it first in one light, and then in another, till she actually made up her mind to spend for it the gold piece, which, after all, was not hers to spend.
Left alone, Ethel walked around the chair, looking at it first in one light and then in another, until she actually decided to spend the gold coin, which, after all, wasn’t hers to spend.
Priding herself upon her own and her father's honesty, she was just about to do a mean and dishonest thing, when she was saved from it by an accident. An accident! Let us rather say a Providence, for though Ethel had come out without praying for herself, that she might not be led into temptation, yet a devout father and mother had prayed for her, and who can doubt that their prayers were answered?
Taking pride in her and her father's honesty, she was just about to do something cruel and dishonest when an accident saved her from it. An accident! Or rather, let's call it a blessing, because even though Ethel had stepped out without praying for herself to be kept away from temptation, her devout parents had prayed for her, and who can doubt that their prayers were heard?
The shopman had gone into the next room, as we remarked, to attend to other customers, and Ethel was roused from her meditations by hearing him say, "Yes, ma'am, it is second-hand, but just as good as new. It was made to Mr. Fletcher's order, and he was universally allowed to have the best taste in furniture of any gentleman in town."
The shopkeeper had stepped into the next room, as we noticed, to help other customers, and Ethel was brought out of her thoughts when she heard him say, "Yes, ma'am, it's second-hand, but just like new. It was made to Mr. Fletcher's specifications, and everyone agreed he had the best taste in furniture of any guy in town."
"Did the Fletchers sell their furniture? I was not aware of that," said the lady, apparently speaking to a companion. "I suppose it was an honest failure, then?"
"Did the Fletchers sell their furniture? I didn't know about that," said the lady, seeming to talk to a friend. "I guess it was a genuine failure, then?"
"Oh, perfectly so, perfectly so," said another voice, in which Ethel at once recognized Mr. Beckford's measured tones. "Mr. Fletcher is an honorable man—most honorable—a credit to the Church and the State; and from what I have lately seen of his daughter, I should judge he was bringing up his children to tread in his steps. An excellent child, ma'am—an excellent child."
"Oh, exactly right, exactly right," said another voice, and Ethel immediately recognized Mr. Beckford's calm tone. "Mr. Fletcher is an honorable man—truly honorable—a credit to both the Church and the State; and from what I've seen of his daughter lately, I would say he’s raising his kids to follow in his footsteps. A wonderful child, ma'am—a wonderful child."
Ethel's face crimsoned till it was of a deeper hue than any of the chairs. Here was Mr. Beckford speaking of her in the warmest terms of praise, at the very time when she was about to cheat him. Yes, cheat was the word. Ethel now saw, through all her own sophistry, the true nature of the act she had been meditating. She looked at the little chair again, but it was with very different feelings.
Ethel's face turned bright red, deeper than any of the chairs. Here was Mr. Beckford praising her in the warmest terms, at the exact moment she was about to deceive him. Yes, deceive was the right word. Ethel now recognized, despite all her own justifications, the true nature of what she had been planning. She glanced at the little chair again, but her feelings were entirely different this time.
"I learned my Catechism sitting on a stool by the side of that chair," she thought; "and how many times mother has heard me say my prayers when she was sitting in it! Oh, how could I ever think of doing such a mean, wicked thing! It would be as bad as what father explained to us last Sunday—robbery for burnt sacrifice. And I have been thinking myself so much better than poor dear Abby, just because she ran in debt for some things, while I was going to get what I wanted by downright stealing."
"I learned my Catechism sitting on a stool next to that chair," she thought; "and how many times my mom has heard me say my prayers while she was sitting in it! Oh, how could I ever think of doing something so mean and wicked! It would be just like what my dad explained to us last Sunday—robbing for a burnt offering. And I’ve been feeling so much better than poor dear Abby, just because she went into debt for some things, while I was planning to get what I wanted by outright stealing."
All these reflections passed through Ethel's mind while Mr. Beckford and his friend were concluding their bargains in the outer room. As they turned to go out, Ethel had made up her mind what to do.
All these thoughts ran through Ethel's mind while Mr. Beckford and his friend wrapped up their deals in the outer room. As they headed outside, Ethel had decided what to do.
"Mr. Beckford," said she, going to the door, "will you please to come here?"
"Mr. Beckford," she said, walking to the door, "could you please come here?"
Mr. Beckford did as she desired.
Mr. Beckford did what she wanted.
"You paid me too much money last night," she continued, hastily producing her piece, as though afraid her courage might fail. "You gave me this quarter-eagle instead of a quarter of a dollar, and I did not see it till I got home."
"You paid me too much last night," she said quickly, pulling out her coin, as if worried her bravery might fade. "You gave me this quarter-eagle instead of a quarter, and I didn’t notice until I got home."
She placed the coin in his hand, feeling as much relieved as though she had dropped a burden of a hundred pounds.
She put the coin in his hand, feeling as relieved as if she had dropped a hundred-pound burden.
"Oh yes," said Mr. Beckford, putting the gold piece in his pocket and producing the proper change, "I missed it last evening, and intended to call in the course of the day and inquire about it, for I felt quite sure I must have paid it to you."
"Oh yes," said Mr. Beckford, putting the gold coin in his pocket and taking out the correct change, "I missed it last night and meant to stop by today to ask about it, because I was pretty sure I must have given it to you."
Ethel felt as though a pit of destruction had yawned at her feet and closed again. "Oh, if he had come after it and I had spent it," said she to herself, "what would have become of me?"
Ethel felt like a pit of destruction had opened up beneath her and closed again. "Oh, if he had come for it and I had spent it," she said to herself, "what would have happened to me?"
"I am much obliged to you for saving me the walk, however," Mr. Beckford continued. "What do you see here that pleases you?"
"I really appreciate you saving me the walk, though," Mr. Beckford continued. "What do you see here that you like?"
"Oh, this chair, sir," answered Ethel, blushing more and more, but feeling immensely relieved in the midst of her shame; "it used to be my mother's, and I was wishing I could buy it back, but I shall not have money enough to do that and get the other things that I want."
"Oh, this chair, sir," Ethel replied, her face getting redder, but feeling a huge sense of relief despite her embarrassment. "It used to belong to my mother, and I was hoping I could buy it back, but I won’t have enough money to do that and get the other things I need."
Mr. Beckford was slow of speech, but quick of sight and apprehension; he had wondered at Ethel's confusion, and now at once the whole matter came to his mind.
Mr. Beckford spoke slowly, but he was sharp in his observations and understanding; he had been puzzled by Ethel's confusion, and suddenly everything clicked into place for him.
"Well, well, my dear young lady," he said soothingly, "times will change. A man of your father's integrity cannot but do well. 'I have been young and now am old, yet saw I never the righteous forsaken, nor his seed begging their bread.'" He considered a little, and then asked—"How much money have you?"
"Well, well, my dear young lady," he said gently, "times will change. A man of your father's character will surely succeed. 'I have been young and now am old, yet I've never seen the righteous abandoned, nor his children begging for bread.'" He thought for a moment, and then asked, "How much money do you have?"
"I have four dollars and a half, sir; but then I want to buy other presents, and some gloves for myself, so I must get something else for mother."
"I have four and a half dollars, sir; but I also want to buy other gifts and some gloves for myself, so I need to get something different for my mom."
"Would you be willing to do some work in holiday time—say on Christmas day, for instance," asked Mr. Beckford, "supposing that I should pay you in advance?"
"Would you be willing to work during the holidays—like on Christmas Day, for example," asked Mr. Beckford, "if I paid you in advance?"
"I should not like to work on Christmas day, because I do not think it would be right, unless the work were very necessary indeed," replied Ethel; "and I am sure mother would not like to have me do so; but I would not mind it on other days."
"I really don’t want to work on Christmas Day because I don’t think it’s right, unless it's absolutely necessary," Ethel replied. "And I know Mom wouldn't want me to do that, but I wouldn’t mind working on other days."
Mr. Beckford smiled. "Your mother is very particular," he remarked.
Mr. Beckford smiled. "Your mom is really particular," he said.
"Yes, sir, about such things. When we lived in the large house, she always managed so that the servants need have just as little work as possible upon Christmas day and Sundays."
"Yes, sir, about that. When we lived in the big house, she always made sure that the servants had to do as little work as possible on Christmas day and Sundays."
"It is a good principle," said Mr. Beckford. "But to proceed to business. The little colored books have been so popular that I have decided to get out another edition for New Year's. Now, if you are willing to work in play time, so as to get the pictures done by—say Wednesday noon, I will pay you in advance—a thing I seldom do—and trust to your honesty not to disappoint me: then you can buy your chair, and still have some money left."
"It’s a solid idea," said Mr. Beckford. "Now, let’s get down to business. The little colored books have been so well-received that I’ve decided to put out another edition for New Year’s. If you’re willing to put in some extra time to get the pictures finished by—let’s say Wednesday noon, I’ll pay you in advance—a rarity for me—and I trust you’ll be honest enough not to let me down: then you can buy your chair and still have some cash left over."
Ethel considered a little. She had intended to do a good many things during holidays—and she had specially reserved some interesting reading till that time. If she bought the chair, that must be given up; and then perhaps her parents might not like to have her make such an arrangement. Finally, like a wise child, she resolved to ask advice.
Ethel thought for a moment. She had planned to do a lot of things during the holidays—and she had set aside some interesting reading for that time. If she bought the chair, she would have to give that up; and her parents might not approve of her making such a decision. In the end, like a smart kid, she decided to ask for advice.
"Will you please wait till I can ask father, Mr. Beckford? I can run down to his office now, and then I will come up to your store and tell you."
"Can you please wait until I can ask my dad, Mr. Beckford? I can go to his office now, and then I'll come to your store and let you know."
Mr. Beckford approved, and Ethel hastened to her father's office, considering herself happy in finding him disengaged. She explained the matter to him in few words.
Mr. Beckford agreed, and Ethel quickly made her way to her father's office, feeling lucky to find him free. She briefed him on the situation in just a few words.
"If you make this bargain, my dear, you know you must fulfil it exactly," said her father. "I am afraid you will find it rather dull working in holiday time, especially as the novelty is worn off, and you have spent the money beforehand."
"If you agree to this deal, my dear, you know you have to follow through on it," her father said. "I'm afraid you might find it a bit boring to work during your time off, especially since the excitement has worn off and you've already spent the money."
"Yes, father, I know that; but then I want mother to have the chair so much that I shall not mind it, and I will be sure to get them done in time. You know she was always so fond of that chair. May I, father?"
"Yes, Dad, I know that; but I really want Mom to have the chair so much that I won’t mind it, and I’ll make sure to get them done on time. You know she’s always loved that chair. Can I, Dad?"
"I think I may venture to say yes," said her father; "and I am glad to see you so unselfish, my dear. I think that will give your mother more pleasure than a great many chairs."
"I think I can confidently say yes," her father replied; "and I'm happy to see you being so selfless, my dear. I believe that will bring your mother more joy than a lot of fancy chairs."
Ethel felt deeply humbled by her father's praises, and resolved that she would tell him the whole story of the gold piece upon the first opportunity. "You won't tell mother?" she asked. "I want to surprise her with it."
Ethel felt really touched by her father's compliments and decided that she would share the whole story about the gold piece at the first chance she got. "You won’t tell mom?" she asked. "I want to surprise her with it."
Mr. Fletcher promised, and Ethel hastened up to Mr. Beckford's store, feeling very happy. Mr. Beckford had the drawings all ready for her.
Mr. Fletcher promised, and Ethel quickly went up to Mr. Beckford's store, feeling very happy. Mr. Beckford had the drawings all ready for her.
"How much can you afford to give for your chair?" he asked.
"How much can you spend on your chair?" he asked.
"The first one that I looked at cost twelve shillings," replied Ethel, "and I thought I could spare that much."
"The first one I looked at cost twelve shillings," Ethel replied, "and I thought I could manage to spend that much."
"Then if I pay you twelve shillings more, you can procure the chair, and yet have something to spare. Can you earn so much?"
"Then if I give you twelve shillings more, you can get the chair and still have some left over. Can you earn that much?"
Ethel thought she could, as there would be no school.
Ethel thought she could, since there was no school.
And Mr. Beckford put the three half-dollars into her hand, saying, as he did so, "It is a pleasure to me to pay you this money, because I am perfectly sure you will be honest about it."
And Mr. Beckford placed the three half-dollars in her hand, saying as he did, "I'm happy to give you this money because I'm completely sure you'll be honest about it."
"Mr. Beckford would not say so if he knew—" thought Ethel, and she almost wished to tell him the whole story; but shame or shyness kept her silent.
"Mr. Beckford wouldn't say that if he knew—" thought Ethel, and she almost wanted to share the whole story with him; but embarrassment or shyness held her back.
She bought the chair, and arranged that it should not be sent home till after seven o'clock, when she knew that her father and mother would be gone to evening service, while she would be at home with the boys. She finished her other shopping with a great deal of pleasure, making her money stretch far enough to buy something for her father and the boys, a pretty book for Abby, and a carved ivory case containing a yard measure for Aunt Sally, whom she had heard lamenting the mysterious disappearance of hers a few days before.
She bought the chair and arranged for it not to be delivered until after seven o'clock, when she knew her parents would be at evening service and she would be home with the boys. She finished her other shopping with a lot of satisfaction, making her money stretch enough to get something for her dad and the boys, a nice book for Abby, and a carved ivory case with a tape measure for Aunt Sally, who she had heard complaining about the mysterious disappearance of hers a few days earlier.
"Well, my daughter, you have made a long morning of it," said her mother, as she entered the house. "Did you find what you wanted?"
"Well, my daughter, you really took your time this morning," said her mother as she walked into the house. "Did you find what you were looking for?"
"Oh yes, mother, just exactly what I wanted, and I had four shillings left. How nice it seems to spend money that one has earned, doesn't it?"
"Oh yes, Mom, just what I wanted, and I had four shillings left. It feels so nice to spend money that I earned, doesn’t it?"
"Yes, my dear, it is very pleasant. But I have been busy as well as you: see here—" And opening the parlor door, she showed Ethel the room beautifully decorated with evergreens, mixed with the red berries of the mountain ash.
"Yes, my dear, it’s really nice. But I’ve been just as busy as you: look here—" And opening the parlor door, she showed Ethel the room beautifully decorated with evergreens, mixed with the red berries of the mountain ash.
"O mother, how pretty—how very pretty!" exclaimed Ethel. "It looks almost as pretty as the drawing room in the old house. But it will look prettier yet when—" she caught herself up, finishing her sentence in quite another way. "I think we shall have a pleasant Christmas after all, mother."
"O mom, how beautiful—really beautiful!" Ethel exclaimed. "It looks almost as lovely as the living room in the old house. But it will look even better when—" she stopped herself, finishing her thought in a different way. "I think we’re going to have a nice Christmas after all, mom."
"I think so too, my darling—and Ethel, if you do enjoy Christmas, I hope you will not forget to thank the Giver of that and all your other pleasures."
"I think so too, my dear—and Ethel, if you really enjoy Christmas, I hope you won't forget to thank the one who gives you that and all your other joys."
"I have a great deal to be thankful for—more than you know of, mother," replied Ethel in a low voice. "I will tell you after to-morrow. I would tell you now—only—"
"I have a lot to be thankful for—more than you realize, mom," Ethel replied softly. "I'll tell you after tomorrow. I would tell you now—it's just that—"
"I can trust you, Ethel," said her mother. "Now go and put your parcels away before the boys come in: I think your presents will make them very happy."
"I can trust you, Ethel," her mother said. "Now go and put your packages away before the boys come in; I think your gifts will make them really happy."
When Ethel reached her room, she bolted her door, and remained alone for some time. When she came down again, her mother perceived that she had been crying, but her face was so full of peace and quiet contentment, that she would not run the risk of disturbing it by asking her any questions.
When Ethel got to her room, she locked her door and stayed by herself for a while. When she came back down, her mother noticed that she had been crying, but her face was so peaceful and content that she didn’t want to risk ruining it by asking any questions.
Ethel had carried her sins, her temptations, and her thankfulness to the foot of the Cross, and she felt that she had there received forgiveness for the past, and strength for the future. Her late experience had taught her that when left to herself, she was not only no better, but it seemed not half as good as the people she had been looking down upon for two or three days, and she had learned a lesson of humility and self-distrust destined to be the beginning of a new spiritual life in her soul.
Ethel had brought her sins, her temptations, and her gratitude to the foot of the Cross, and she felt that there she had received forgiveness for her past and strength for her future. Her recent experiences had taught her that when she relied on herself, she was not only no better but seemed much worse than the people she had been looking down on for the last couple of days. She had learned a lesson in humility and self-distrust that would mark the start of a new spiritual journey in her soul.
The chair came at eight o'clock while her parents were in church, and just after the boys had gone to bed, and was safely housed for the night in a closet opening from the hall. Something else came too—namely, an invitation from Mrs. Sarah Bertie to the whole family to spend Christmas evening at her house, "to meet a very few friends."
The chair arrived at eight o'clock while her parents were at church, right after the boys had gone to bed, and was safely stored for the night in a closet off the hall. Something else arrived too—an invitation from Mrs. Sarah Bertie for the whole family to spend Christmas evening at her place, "to meet a small group of friends."
When Mrs. Fletcher returned, she decided that Aunt Sally's invitation must be accepted as a matter of course, and Ethel went to bed very tired but very happy, and expecting a pleasant Christmas day.
When Mrs. Fletcher got back, she thought that Aunt Sally's invitation should definitely be accepted as a given, and Ethel went to bed feeling really tired but also very happy, looking forward to a lovely Christmas day.


Chapter Fourth.
ON Christmas morning Ethel was awakened just as the church clocks were striking six. She jumped up at once, and lighting her candle, and partly dressing herself, she went down stairs to dispose her presents in the dining room.
ON Christmas morning, Ethel woke up just as the church clocks were striking six. She immediately jumped up, lit her candle, and got partially dressed before heading downstairs to arrange her presents in the dining room.
"How cold it is!" she said, shivering, after she had finished her arrangements.
"How cold it is!" she said, shivering, after she had finished her setup.
Just then her eye fell upon the basket of kindlings and charcoal set ready for morning use.
Just then, she noticed the basket of kindling and charcoal set out for the morning.
"I mean to make the fires," she continued, "and then it will be nice and warm for father and mother when they come down."
"I plan to start the fires," she continued, "and then it will be nice and warm for Dad and Mom when they come downstairs."
No sooner said than done. Her hands defended by her dusting gloves, she cleaned out the grate, got the fire going, and filled the tea-kettle. Then she lighted the dining room fire, which being of wood, was quickly despatched, and all being finished, she hastened up-stairs, and shut her own door just as her father opened his.
No sooner said than done. With her dusting gloves on, she cleaned out the grate, started the fire, and filled the kettle. Then she lit the dining room fire, which was quickly taken care of since it was made of wood. Once everything was done, she rushed upstairs and closed her door just as her father opened his.
"Merry Christmas, papa!" she cried out, after he had reached the bottom of the stairs.
"Merry Christmas, Dad!" she shouted as he got to the bottom of the stairs.
"Thank you, my dear, the same to you. But what is this? The witches have been busy here, I think: or was it a little Christmas fairy which did my work before I was up? I think the fairy had better come down and get warm!"
"Thank you, my dear, same to you. But what’s going on here? I think the witches have been at it: or was it a little Christmas fairy that did my work before I got up? I think the fairy should come down and warm up!"

"It is, indeed, my own dear little chair; but where did
it come from? I never expected to see it again."
CHRISTMAS EARNINGS.
"It really is my favorite little chair; but where did
it come from? I never thought I'd see it again."
CHRISTMAS EARNINGS.
"She will, papa, as soon as she gets her shoes and stockings on. It is so cold now-a-days, that fairies have to wear something warmer than rose-leaves."
"She will, dad, as soon as she puts on her shoes and tights. It’s so cold these days that fairies need to wear something warmer than rose petals."
Ethel finished her dressing and ran down as quickly as she could, to enjoy her mother's first sight of the present.
Ethel finished getting ready and hurried downstairs as fast as she could to see her mother’s reaction to the gift.
"What is here?" asked Mrs. Fletcher, the chair catching her eye the moment she entered the room. "It is, indeed, my own dear little chair; but where did it come from? I never expected to see it again."
"What is this?" asked Mrs. Fletcher, her eyes landing on the chair as soon as she walked into the room. "It is, really, my own beloved little chair; but where did it come from? I never thought I would see it again."
"A fairy brought it," said Mr. Fletcher, "and the same fairy has kindly made my fires for me this cold morning. Seriously, my dear Amber, Ethel discovered your favorite seat in a shop, and repurchased it with a great part of her earnings and some of her holiday time, for I understand she has to work two days yet to finish paying for it."
"A fairy brought it," said Mr. Fletcher, "and the same fairy has kindly made my fires for me this chilly morning. Seriously, my dear Amber, Ethel found your favorite seat in a shop and bought it back using a big chunk of her earnings and some of her time off, since I hear she still has to work two more days to fully pay for it."
"So this was your secret!" said Mrs. Fletcher, kissing Ethel. "My dear child, you could not have found any present that I should value so much."
"So this was your secret!" said Mrs. Fletcher, kissing Ethel. "My dear, you couldn't have found a gift that I would value more."
"That was not all the secret, mother," said Ethel. And she told her father and mother how she had been tempted to spend the money that was not hers, and what had saved her from doing so. "You don't know how ashamed I felt, mother," she concluded, "when Mr. Beckford praised me for being honest."
"That wasn't the whole secret, Mom," Ethel said. She went on to tell her parents how she had been tempted to spend the money that wasn't hers and what had stopped her from doing it. "You have no idea how ashamed I felt, Mom," she wrapped up, "when Mr. Beckford praised me for being honest."
"I dare say!" said her mother. "You ought to be very thankful, my darling child, that God has mercifully kept you from so great a sin."
"I must say!" her mother exclaimed. "You should be very grateful, my dear, that God has kindly prevented you from such a terrible sin."
"Indeed I am, mother; I shall always think of it when I look at that chair. Suppose I had bought it, and then Mr. Beckford had come after the money, what should I have done? But I hope I shall never be tempted in that way again."
"Yes, I am, Mom; I'll always remember it when I see that chair. What if I had bought it, and then Mr. Beckford came asking for the money? What would I have done? But I really hope I won't be tempted like that again."
"That is, perhaps, rather too much to expect," said Mrs. Fletcher. "We must always be subject to temptation as long as we live in the world, but you may safely hope that God will give you strength to overcome, as He has at this time."
"That might be asking a bit much," said Mrs. Fletcher. "We’ll always face temptation as long as we’re in this world, but you can confidently hope that God will give you the strength to overcome, just as He has now."
The entrance of the boys here interrupted the conversation, and Ethel had the pleasure of hearing them say, as they pulled out the contents of their stockings, that their presents were just what they wanted.
The boys walked in and interrupted the conversation, and Ethel enjoyed hearing them say, as they took out the stuff from their stockings, that their gifts were exactly what they wanted.
"Now if we could only have the school-children," she thought, "I wouldn't ask any more: but we cannot, and so I won't make myself uncomfortable with thinking about it."
"Now if only we could have the school kids," she thought, "I wouldn't ask for anything more: but we can't, so I won't stress myself out thinking about it."
All the family went to Church, of course, and as they entered the porch they met Abby, who was waiting to give a Christmas greeting to Ethel. The two families sat near each other, and after the sermon and offertory (for which Ethel had a ten-cent piece ready) the two girls walked away together.
All the family went to church, of course, and as they entered the porch, they ran into Abby, who was there to give a Christmas greeting to Ethel. The two families sat near each other, and after the sermon and collection (for which Ethel had a dime ready), the two girls walked away together.
"Have you had any presents, Ethel?" asked Abby.
"Did you get any gifts, Ethel?" Abby asked.
"No," replied Ethel, "you know I told you that I did not expect any. But I have got one for you, Abby. I hope you will like it."
"No," Ethel replied, "you know I told you I wasn’t expecting any. But I got one for you, Abby. I hope you like it."
"I am sure I shall," said Abby, squeezing her hand. "It was very good of you to spend your earnings for me, and I shall think a great deal more of it on that account. I have one for you too, but I thought I would keep it till this evening. You are invited to Aunt Sally's, I suppose."
"I’m sure I will," said Abby, squeezing her hand. "It was really generous of you to spend your money on me, and I’ll appreciate it even more because of that. I have something for you too, but I thought I’d wait until this evening to give it to you. I assume you’re invited to Aunt Sally’s?"
"Of course!" said Ethel. "We are all going."
"Of course!" Ethel said. "We're all going."
"Was she very angry when she found out about your earning money?" asked Abby. "I was afraid she would be so vexed that she would not give you any Christmas present."
"Was she really angry when she found out you were making money?" Abby asked. "I was worried she’d be so upset that she wouldn’t give you any Christmas gift."
"She was angry at first," replied Ethel, "but she got over it. I do like her, after all, Abby; she is so straightforward. I don't mean about talking," she continued, seeing Abby laugh: "she is rather too straightforward about that sometimes; but in things like this, for instance. She wanted me to give it all up, but as soon as I told her that I had made a bargain, and ought not to give it up, she agreed with me directly. She made me a tempting offer too;" and she repeated her aunt's proposition.
"She was upset at first," Ethel replied, "but she got over it. I really like her, after all, Abby; she's so direct. I don't mean when it comes to talking," she continued, seeing Abby laugh, "she can be a bit too direct about that sometimes; but in matters like this, for example. She wanted me to quit everything, but as soon as I told her that I had a deal and shouldn't back out, she immediately agreed with me. She even made me a tempting offer," and she repeated her aunt's proposal.
"You are a good girl, Ethel," said Abby, sighing. "I wish I was."
"You’re a good girl, Ethel," Abby said with a sigh. "I wish I was."
"I am sure you are quite as good as I am," returned Ethel, now really feeling what she said. "You are a great deal more good-natured, and I am sure you are a better scholar. But don't let us talk about ourselves—tell me what presents you had."
"I’m sure you’re just as good as I am," Ethel replied, genuinely meaning it. "You’re much nicer, and I’m sure you’re a better student. But let’s not talk about us—tell me what gifts you got."
The girls chatted merrily all the way home, and Ethel enjoyed the walk very much. Some apple pies had been made, and Uncle George's turkey got ready for roasting the day before. And now Ethel, having taken off her church dress, busied herself in washing the potatoes and other vegetables, and in setting the table: for they were to have rather an early dinner, Aunt Sally having particularly requested them to be at her house as early as half-past six o'clock.
The girls chatted happily all the way home, and Ethel really enjoyed the walk. They had made some apple pies, and Uncle George's turkey was prepped for roasting the day before. Now, Ethel, after changing out of her church dress, got busy washing the potatoes and other veggies, and setting the table because they were having an earlier dinner. Aunt Sally had specifically asked them to be at her house by half-past six.
The turkey and apple pies turned out exceedingly well, and Mr. Mortimer's preserved ginger was declared excellent by all but little Sidney, who complained that it bit him, and declared a preference for apple-sauce. Then all set to work to clear away the dishes, and put the house in order previous to dressing.
The turkey and apple pies turned out really well, and Mr. Mortimer's preserved ginger was praised by everyone except little Sidney, who complained that it was too spicy and said he preferred apple sauce. Then everyone got to work clearing the dishes and tidying up the house before getting dressed.
And the appointed hour found them at Aunt Sally's, the first of the guests except Mr. Simonton. There was a noise in the kitchen which rather surprised Mrs. Fletcher, who knew her aunt to be a strict disciplinarian in all such matters. But Mrs. Bertie did not seem to be at all disturbed by it.
And when the time came, they were at Aunt Sally's, the first guests to arrive besides Mr. Simonton. There was a noise coming from the kitchen that surprised Mrs. Fletcher, who knew her aunt to be very strict about those things. But Mrs. Bertie didn't seem bothered by it at all.
It was nearly half-put seven when Mrs. Coles arrived, and as she sailed into the drawing room, rustling in flounced brocade and resplendent in ornaments, she was met with a sharp reproof from her aunt for being so tardy.
It was almost half-past seven when Mrs. Coles arrived, and as she walked into the living room, swishing in her fancy brocade and shining in jewelry, her aunt greeted her with a swift reprimand for being late.
"When I say half-past six, I mean half-past six," she replied to her niece's excuses. "I don't mean seven nor eight. As to staying to dress, you would have looked much better in my opinion if you had not dressed so much. And that child, Abby, in pink silk! I thought you had more sense."
"When I say half-past six, I mean half-past six," she said in response to her niece's excuses. "I don't mean seven or eight. As for staying to get ready, I think you would have looked much better if you hadn't gotten so dressed up. And that kid, Abby, in pink silk! I thought you were smarter than that."
"I told you so, mother!" said Abby in a whisper. "I knew Aunt Sally would not like it. It looks just as if we were trying to outshine Cousin Amber and Ethel."
"I told you so, Mom!" Abby whispered. "I knew Aunt Sally wouldn’t like it. It looks like we’re trying to outshine Cousin Amber and Ethel."
If such were the case, neither Cousin Amber nor Ethel was disturbed at it. Ethel was fast learning wisdom by the things she suffered, and was in fair way of becoming as philosophical as could reasonably be expected of a little girl of twelve years old.
If that was the case, neither Cousin Amber nor Ethel was bothered by it. Ethel was quickly gaining wisdom from her experiences and was well on her way to becoming as philosophical as you could reasonably expect from a twelve-year-old girl.
"Well, we are all here at last," said Mrs. Bertie finally, after she had smoothed her ruffled plumes a little. "Now, Mr. Simonton, do your part."
"Well, we're all here at last," said Mrs. Bertie, finally smoothing her ruffled feathers a bit. "Now, Mr. Simonton, it's your turn."
Mr. Simonton smiled, rubbed his hands, bowed his old-fashioned bow to Mrs. Bertie, and glided from the room, and the company looked at each other, while Mrs. Bertie stood fanning herself in silence. It was evident that something rather unusual was going on.
Mr. Simonton smiled, rubbed his hands, bowed in an old-fashioned way to Mrs. Bertie, and smoothly left the room. The guests exchanged glances while Mrs. Bertie fanned herself in silence. It was clear that something pretty unusual was happening.
There was a trampling of little feet on the basement stairs, and in the closed back parlor, then a sudden cessation of noise, and finally a score of childish voices led by Mr. Simonton raised the glorious old-fashioned Gloria in Excelsis. At the same moment the folding doors were thrown open, and the eyes of the guests were greeted by an unexpected sight. Two beautiful Christmas trees blazed with colored lights and sugar ornaments, while around the larger one were grouped some twenty little children, rather poorly dressed, but all evidently in the highest spirits, and full of smiles at seeing Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher, who on their part felt as if in a dream, as they recognized the familiar faces of their Sunday scholars.
There was a scurrying of small feet on the basement stairs, and in the closed back room, then a sudden hush, followed by a chorus of children's voices led by Mr. Simonton singing the traditional Gloria in Excelsis. At that moment, the folding doors swung open, and the guests were met with an unexpected sight. Two gorgeous Christmas trees sparkled with colorful lights and candy decorations, while around the larger one stood about twenty small children, dressed modestly but clearly in high spirits, beaming at Mr. and Mrs. Fletcher, who felt as though they were in a dream, recognizing the familiar faces of their Sunday school students.
Good Mr. Simonton rubbed his hands and brushed up his spruce gray whiskers, singing all the while in his splendid tenor voice, just as he did when he led the children in Sunday-school.
Good Mr. Simonton rubbed his hands and smoothed his neat gray whiskers, singing all the while in his wonderful tenor voice, just like when he led the kids in Sunday school.

THE CHRISTMAS TREE
THE HOLIDAY TREE
"There, nephew and niece Fletcher," said Mrs. Bertie, sweeping up to the table when the anthem was finished, and laying her withered hand glittering with diamonds upon the head of the nearest child; "this is your Christmas present. I felt sure that neither of you would enjoy your Christmas unless you had a parcel of poor children round you: so knowing Mr. Simonton to be superintendent of your Sunday-school, I employed him to collect these little folks together to meet you this evening."
"There you are, nephew and niece Fletcher," said Mrs. Bertie, sweeping up to the table after the anthem was finished and laying her wrinkled, diamond-studded hand on the head of the nearest child. "This is your Christmas gift. I knew that neither of you would enjoy your Christmas unless you had a bunch of less fortunate children around you. So, knowing that Mr. Simonton is the superintendent of your Sunday school, I asked him to gather these little ones together to meet you this evening."
"I thank you from the bottom of my heart, Aunt Sally," said Mr. Fletcher as soon as he could find his voice. "Nothing in the world could have given me greater pleasure. The thought of being no longer able to do any thing for these little ones, has been one of the bitterest things I have experienced in all my reverses. I hope—"
"I truly appreciate it, Aunt Sally," Mr. Fletcher said as soon as he was able to speak. "Nothing could make me happier. The idea of not being able to do anything for these kids has been one of the hardest things I've faced in all my struggles. I hope—"
And here Mr. Fletcher broke down entirely, and had recourse to his handkerchief, while Mr. Simonton rubbed his spectacles and cleared his throat, and Mr. and Mrs. Coles looked on in silent amazement.
And here Mr. Fletcher completely broke down and reached for his handkerchief, while Mr. Simonton cleaned his glasses and cleared his throat, and Mr. and Mrs. Coles watched in silent shock.
"Nonsense, nephew Fletcher," said Mrs. Sally, while the bright drops stood on her own lashes. "I have given you trouble enough in the course of my life, and I dare say I shall give you plenty more if I live, for I am rather too old to change my ways. But come, give your protégés their presents and dainties, and let them go home before it grows late, as they have already been kept longer than I intended. Nephew Coles, if you have done staring, perhaps you will be able to render some assistance."
"Nonsense, nephew Fletcher," said Mrs. Sally, with bright tears in her eyes. "I’ve caused you enough trouble in my lifetime, and I'm sure I'll cause you plenty more if I live, because I'm a bit too old to change my ways. But come on, give your guests their gifts and treats, and let them head home before it gets too late, since they've already stayed longer than I planned. Nephew Coles, if you’ve stopped staring, maybe you can help out."
In fact, Mr. and Mrs. Coles were to the last degree astonished. Mrs. Bertie, as we have already remarked, was at first very angry at Mr. Fletcher, and Mr. Coles had left no opportunity untried of fostering the feeling. He had relied upon the knowledge of Ethel's late business transactions to put the climax to his aunt's discontent, knowing how nervously sensitive she was to any thing which touched what she considered the honor of the family. And now to see her taking so much pains, and going to such an expense to feast "a parcel of dirty little Irish young ones—" so did Mr. Coles mentally designate these lambs of the flock,—for no other purpose than to give pleasure to this very offending nephew Fletcher—he was utterly confounded, and began to think Mrs. Bertie had lost her wits.
In fact, Mr. and Mrs. Coles were completely shocked. Mrs. Bertie, as we’ve already mentioned, was initially very angry with Mr. Fletcher, and Mr. Coles did everything he could to encourage that anger. He relied on what he knew about Ethel's recent business dealings to add to his aunt's frustration, fully aware of how sensitive she was about anything that touched on the family's honor. Now, to see her going to such lengths and spending so much money to entertain “a bunch of dirty little Irish kids”—that’s how Mr. Coles mentally referred to these young ones—just to please this very offending nephew Fletcher, left him utterly bewildered, and he started to think Mrs. Bertie had lost her mind.
Mrs. Bertie, however, seemed to be in full possession of her faculties. She went around among the children, laughing and joking, inquiring their names, ages, and circumstances, seeing that all were helped, and making herself so agreeable that the children were perfectly delighted with her. Indeed, one little girl declared to her companions, as they were putting on their hoods to go home, that Mrs. Bertie was exactly like the fairy godmother in Cinderella; which speech being overheard by the girls and repeated to their aunt, greatly amused and delighted the old lady, who declared it to be the prettiest compliment she had had since she was a young girl.
Mrs. Bertie, on the other hand, seemed completely in control of herself. She moved around among the children, laughing and joking, asking for their names, ages, and how they were doing, making sure everyone got what they needed, and being so charming that the kids were absolutely thrilled with her. In fact, one little girl told her friends, as they were putting on their hoods to leave, that Mrs. Bertie was just like the fairy godmother in Cinderella; this comment was overheard by the girls and shared with their aunt, which greatly amused and delighted the old lady, who said it was the nicest compliment she had received since she was a young girl.
No one in the world could be pleasanter than Mrs. Sally when she was pleased; and this evening she seemed resolved to be pleased with every thing and everybody. The presents were remarkably well chosen, except that Mr. Simonton made a grimace at a diamond ring, and declared that people would think he was growing a beau in his old age. Abby had a gold necklace and her mother a gold bracelet, which the latter secretly thought was not half as handsome as she expected. Ethel had a new paint-box and a complete set of Miss Yonge's books, with which she was greatly delighted.
No one in the world could be more pleasant than Mrs. Sally when she was happy; and that evening she seemed determined to be happy with everything and everyone. The gifts were really well chosen, except for the fact that Mr. Simonton made a face at a diamond ring and said that people would think he was developing a taste for fancy things in his old age. Abby got a gold necklace, and her mom received a gold bracelet, which the mom secretly thought wasn’t as beautiful as she had hoped. Ethel had a new paint box and a complete set of Miss Yonge's books, which she was really excited about.
"I have a present for you, Aunt Sally," she said modestly. "It is only a yard-ribbon, but I thought you would like it, because I bought it with my own earnings."
"I have a gift for you, Aunt Sally," she said shyly. "It's just a yard of ribbon, but I thought you'd like it since I bought it with my own money."
"Umph!" said her aunt. "What made you think so?"
"Umph!" her aunt replied. "What made you think that?"
"I don't know," replied Ethel, "unless it is because I should feel so myself."
"I don't know," replied Ethel, "unless it's because I should feel that way myself."
"Really, Ethel, you are a rational child, all things considered. Yes, my dear, I am much pleased with it, and shall value it greatly—though mind, that is not saying that I approve of your working for money. What have you there, Abby?"
"Honestly, Ethel, you’re a sensible kid, all things considered. Yes, my dear, I’m really happy with it, and I’ll appreciate it a lot—though just to be clear, that doesn’t mean I support you working for money. What do you have there, Abby?"
"A pin-cushion, aunt. I did not earn the money, like Ethel, but I hope you will like it."
"A pin cushion, Aunt. I didn’t earn the money like Ethel did, but I hope you like it."
"Thank you, my dear—it is very pretty, indeed. Did you make it all yourself?"
"Thanks, my dear—it’s really beautiful. Did you make it all by yourself?"
"No, aunt," replied Abby, honestly, disregarding her father's signs for silence. "I wanted to do every stitch of it, but mother thought it would not be pretty enough, so our sewing girl did all but the filling up. But I mean to do the next one all myself—see if I don't."
"No, Aunt," Abby said honestly, ignoring her father's gestures for silence. "I wanted to do every stitch of it, but Mom thought it wouldn’t look nice enough, so our seamstress did everything except for the filling. But I plan to do the next one all by myself—just watch."
"That is right, Abby. Speak the plain truth, whatever you do. Now for the rest of the things."
"That's right, Abby. Just tell it like it is, no matter what. Now, let's move on to the other stuff."
Abby's present to Ethel was a pretty little silver-mounted magnifying glass, an instrument for which she had heard her cousin express a wish some time before. Mrs. Coles had no present for Ethel; and the reason was this: she had purchased a frock for Abby, but, upon examination, there were found in it several blemishes, which she knew very well would be enough to make Abby refuse to wear it; whereupon she resolved that the said frock should be her Christmas present to Ethel, who, she thought, might by this time be glad to have a new frock, even if it were not very perfect. She had sent it round to Aunt Sarah Bertie's for this purpose, but Aunt Sarah had not brought it forward. Mrs. Coles drew her aside, and inquired the reason.
Abby's gift to Ethel was a lovely little silver-mounted magnifying glass, something she had heard her cousin wish for a while back. Mrs. Coles didn't have a present for Ethel, and the reason was simple: she had bought a dress for Abby, but upon inspection, she found several flaws that she knew would make Abby refuse to wear it. So, she decided that this dress would be Ethel's Christmas gift, thinking that Ethel might appreciate having a new dress, even if it wasn't perfect. She had sent it over to Aunt Sarah Bertie's for this purpose, but Aunt Sarah hadn’t mentioned it. Mrs. Coles pulled her aside and asked why.
"What a dunce you are, niece Coles!" was the polite reply. "Don't you see that your cousin Fletcher would be very much hurt at your giving her daughter a frock which you did not consider good enough for your own? I am surprised at you."
"What a fool you are, niece Coles!" was the polite reply. "Don't you see that your cousin Fletcher would be really hurt if you gave her daughter a dress that you didn’t think was good enough for your own? I’m surprised by you."
"Well, I don't know," replied Mrs. Coles; "I should think, when they are not above letting Ethel work for money, they need not be offended at her receiving a present of any sort of a dress. But I suppose you know best; only I shall not have any present for Ethel, that's all, and I should not like to have them think I meant to neglect the child, now that times are changed with them."
"Well, I don't know," Mrs. Coles replied. "I would think that if they’re okay with Ethel working for money, they shouldn’t be upset about her getting a dress as a gift. But I guess you know best; I just won't be giving Ethel any present, that’s all. I wouldn’t want them to think I was neglecting the kid, especially now that their situation has changed."
"That last remark has some sense in it," said Mrs. Bertie. "I'll manage it for you."
"That last comment makes some sense," Mrs. Bertie said. "I'll take care of it for you."
And returning to the company, she said to Ethel, "There was a mistake about your cousin Coles' present for you, child, which mistake was partly mine; so you must not feel hurt about it."
And when she got back to the group, she said to Ethel, "There was a mix-up with your cousin Cole's gift for you, which was partly my fault; so don't take it personally."
"Of course not," said Mrs. Fletcher, seeing that Ethel did not know exactly how to reply. "Ethel has had too many proofs of her cousin's kindness to doubt it, and she has had quite presents enough for once."
"Of course not," Mrs. Fletcher said, noticing that Ethel didn’t know exactly how to respond. "Ethel has had more than enough evidence of her cousin's kindness to doubt it, and she's already received plenty of gifts for now."
"Well," said Mrs. Coles to herself, "I am nicely out of the scrape; but, after all, I don't see why she should not have been glad of the dress."
"Well," Mrs. Coles thought to herself, "I'm finally out of that trouble; but still, I don't understand why she wouldn't be happy about the dress."
The evening passed off very pleasantly to all concerned, especially to the children, who thought Aunt Sally had never been so agreeable before. The party broke up at an early hour, and they found themselves at home before half-past ten o'clock.
The evening went really well for everyone, especially the kids, who thought Aunt Sally had never been so nice before. The party ended early, and they got home before 10:30.
"Well, Ethel," said Mrs. Fletcher, "this Christmas, which you dreaded so much, has turned out pleasantly after all, has it not?"
"Well, Ethel," Mrs. Fletcher said, "this Christmas that you were so worried about has actually turned out quite nice, hasn't it?"
"Yes, indeed, mother, though I came pretty near to spoiling it too. Was it not kind of Aunt Sally to get the school-children together to meet us?"
"Yes, definitely, mom, even though I almost messed it up too. Wasn't it nice of Aunt Sally to gather the school kids to meet us?"
"It was indeed," said Mr. Fletcher. "I never experienced a pleasanter surprise in my life."
"It really was," Mr. Fletcher said. "I've never had a more pleasant surprise in my life."
"How odd she is!" continued Ethel. "She never does any thing like any one else. I don't mean ever to get out of patience with her again, if I can help it."
"How strange she is!" Ethel continued. "She never does anything like anyone else. I really don't want to lose my patience with her again, if I can help it."
"A good resolution, as regards her or any one else," said Mrs. Fletcher, smiling. "Now go to bed, and don't keep awake to read your new books."
"A good resolution for her or anyone else," said Mrs. Fletcher, smiling. "Now go to bed, and don’t stay up reading your new books."
It was rather hard for Ethel to put the new books aside on Monday morning, and sit down to the pictures, which had now become an old story, and especially difficult to say "no," when Abby, with a whole sleigh-load of the school-girls, came for her to take a ride. But the chair was before her to remind her of her debt, and Ethel persevered so steadily, that by ten o'clock on Wednesday morning they were all done and carried home.
It was pretty tough for Ethel to set aside the new books on Monday morning and focus on the pictures, which had turned into an old story. It was especially hard to say "no" when Abby, along with a full sleigh of schoolgirls, came to invite her for a ride. But the chair in front of her reminded her of her responsibility, and Ethel worked so diligently that by ten o'clock on Wednesday morning, she had finished everything and taken it all home.
Mr. Beckford praised her punctuality, and begged leave to present her with a new book in token of his regard.
Mr. Beckford praised her punctuality and requested to give her a new book as a token of his appreciation.
So Ethel returned home, feeling as though the holidays were going to be as happy as any she had ever spent.
So Ethel went back home, feeling like the holidays were going to be as joyful as any she had ever experienced.
Pleasant indeed they were, though destined to have rather a sorrowful termination. As the family were sitting at the breakfast table the morning after New Year's day, a hasty ring was heard at the door, and a messenger announced the sudden death of Mrs. Sally Bertie. She had not rung her bell at the usual time, and her maid going to her room, found her dead in her bed. She must have expired some hours before, as she was quite cold, and her features and limbs were composed, as though she had passed away in her sleep.
They were certainly pleasant times, but sadly they were going to end in sorrow. While the family was sitting at the breakfast table the morning after New Year's Day, a quick ring at the door was heard, and a messenger came to announce the sudden death of Mrs. Sally Bertie. She hadn’t rung her bell at the usual hour, and when her maid went to check on her, she found her dead in her bed. She must have died a few hours earlier because she was cold, and her facial features and limbs looked peaceful, as if she had simply gone to sleep.
Mrs. Bertie had left written directions for her funeral along with her will, in the hands of Mr. Simonton; and according to the tenor of them, the families of both her nephews were provided with handsome mourning at her expense.
Mrs. Bertie had left written instructions for her funeral along with her will, in the hands of Mr. Simonton; and according to those instructions, the families of both her nephews received nice mourning attire at her expense.
The funeral was put off for a week, greatly to the secret annoyance of Mr. Coles, who was all impatience to have the will opened. He had long felt pretty sure in his own mind that Abby would be her aunt's heiress, but recent events had somewhat shaken his confidence, and he felt rather nervous about it. As he told his wife in the carriage going up to the cemetery, "She was such an unaccountable old piece, no one ever knew where to have her, or what to expect from her."
The funeral was postponed for a week, much to Mr. Coles's secret annoyance, as he was eager to have the will read. He had always been fairly certain that Abby would inherit from her aunt, but recent events had shaken his confidence, and he felt quite anxious about it. As he told his wife in the car on the way to the cemetery, "She was such an inscrutable old woman; no one ever knew what to make of her or what to expect."
"For shame! father," said Abby, who had not been brought up to be as respectful in her manners as was desirable. "How dare you speak so of poor Aunt Sally, now she is dead and gone? I am sure she was always good to us." And Abby, who really loved Aunt Sally for her own sake, began to cry afresh.
"For shame! Dad," said Abby, who hadn’t been raised to be as polite as one might hope. "How can you talk about poor Aunt Sally like that now that she’s gone? I know she was always good to us." And Abby, who genuinely loved Aunt Sally for who she was, began to cry again.
Mr. Coles was silent, and Mrs. Coles made a moral reflection upon the vanity of earthly things. She always had a moral reflection ready for every occasion, and Aunt Sally used to tell her that she talked like a copy-book.
Mr. Coles was quiet, and Mrs. Coles reflected on the futility of worldly pursuits. She always had a moral lesson prepared for every situation, and Aunt Sally would say that she spoke like a textbook.
After the funeral, the family again met at the house to hear the reading of the will.
After the funeral, the family gathered again at the house to listen to the reading of the will.
Mr. Coles' face was properly solemn, but he could not help glancing around the rooms and estimating the probable value of the furniture, &c. Mrs. Coles had already decided that she should send it all to auction, or perhaps give it to her cousin Fletcher. Abby and Ethel sat side by side on the sofa, Ethel holding poor little Fido, who missed his kind mistress sadly, and watched the door eagerly with his black eyes, as though he expected to see her enter! As often as a hand was laid on the lock, he brightened up and wagged his tail; and at every fresh disappointment, he gave a little whine, and drew up closer to Ethel, as though asking her sympathy in his bereavement.
Mr. Coles had a serious look on his face, but he couldn't help glancing around the rooms and estimating the likely value of the furniture, etc. Mrs. Coles had already decided that she would send it all to auction or maybe give it to her cousin Fletcher. Abby and Ethel were sitting side by side on the sofa, with Ethel holding little Fido, who really missed his kind mistress and eagerly stared at the door with his black eyes, as if he expected her to walk in! Whenever a hand touched the lock, he perked up and wagged his tail, but with each new disappointment, he let out a little whine and snuggled closer to Ethel, as if seeking her sympathy in his sadness.
When Mr. Simonton finally read the will, it astonished every one but himself. Mrs. Bertie began by bequeathing her wardrobe and her jewels, of which she had a splendid collection, to her grandniece Abby Coles, and a thousand dollars to Abby's father. The house, with its contents, was given to Ethel, on condition that she should take care of the dog and parrot as long as they lived. Three or four valuable pictures, and a cabinet of shells, were to go to Mr. Simonton; there were some legacies to servants, and then all the rest of her property, amounting to about sixty thousand dollars, was bequeathed "to my beloved nephew George Fletcher, in whose integrity and Christian principles I have the utmost confidence." There was no condition attached, but Mrs. Bertie expressed a wish that her cousin should live in the house, and keep the furniture, at least till Ethel should come of age.
When Mr. Simonton finally read the will, it surprised everyone except him. Mrs. Bertie started by leaving her wardrobe and her jewels, which were quite impressive, to her grandniece Abby Coles, along with a thousand dollars for Abby's dad. The house and its contents were given to Ethel, on the condition that she take care of the dog and parrot for as long as they lived. Three or four valuable paintings and a collection of shells were to go to Mr. Simonton; there were also some bequests for the servants, and then all the rest of her property, totaling around sixty thousand dollars, was left "to my beloved nephew George Fletcher, in whose integrity and Christian values I have the utmost confidence." There were no conditions attached, but Mrs. Bertie hoped that her cousin would live in the house and keep the furniture at least until Ethel turned eighteen.
Mr. Fletcher was as much amazed as any one by this sudden change in his circumstances, for he had never taken any particular pains to court Mrs. Bertie, and she had been so angry at him for his failure, that he supposed himself to have lost her favor forever. He could hardly realize what had happened; and it was not till Mr. Simonton, having finished the will, begged to congratulate him upon his good fortune, that he felt himself to be awake. He returned the grasp of Mr. Simonton's hand warmly; but if he had known how much he was indebted to the good little man's representations, he would have returned it more warmly still.
Mr. Fletcher was as shocked as anyone by this sudden change in his situation, since he had never really tried to win over Mrs. Bertie, and she had been so upset with him for not trying that he thought he had lost her goodwill forever. He could barely process what had happened; it wasn't until Mr. Simonton finished reading the will and congratulated him on his good luck that he felt fully awake. He shook Mr. Simonton's hand warmly, but if he had known how much he owed to the kind little man's efforts, he would have squeezed it even more warmly.
Mr. and Mrs. Coles were still more astonished than their cousin. Mr. Coles, indeed, could hardly believe his ears, and asked to look at the will, which Mr. Simonton politely put into his hands, with the gratifying remark that he would find it perfectly formal and correct.
Mr. and Mrs. Coles were even more shocked than their cousin. Mr. Coles could barely believe what he was hearing and asked to see the will, which Mr. Simonton kindly handed to him, reassuring him that it was completely formal and accurate.
"Well, Fletcher," he said, bitterly enough, but trying to smile, "you have played your cards cleverly, I must allow, and won the game. I believe you understood the old lady better than I did, after all."
"Well, Fletcher," he said, sounding pretty bitter but trying to smile, "you played your cards smartly, I have to admit, and won the game. I guess you understood the old lady better than I did, after all."
"It may be well for those to play such a game who can stoop to it," said Mrs. Coles, who was as angry as her husband, and had less prudence. "For my part, I should be ashamed of it."
"It might be fine for those to play that game who can lower themselves to it," said Mrs. Coles, who was as angry as her husband but had less sense. "As for me, I would be embarrassed to do it."
"Cousin Anna," said Mr. Fletcher calmly, "do not say any thing which you will afterwards be sorry for. You are angry now, and not in a condition to weigh your words. You both know very well that I never courted Aunt Sally's favor by subserviency, though I always intended to treat her with all the respect due to her age and our relationship. No one can be more surprised than myself at the disposition she has made of her property, with which, let me remind you, she had a perfect right to do as she pleased."
"Cousin Anna," Mr. Fletcher said calmly, "please don’t say anything you might regret later. You’re upset right now and not in a place to think through your words. You both know I never tried to win Aunt Sally’s favor by being servile, although I always meant to show her the respect that comes with her age and our relationship. No one is more surprised than I am at what she decided to do with her property, which, by the way, she had every right to do as she wished."
Meantime Ethel and Abby were talking on the sofa.
Meantime, Ethel and Abby were chatting on the sofa.
"You are quite an heiress now, Ethel," said Abby, who, childlike, was perfectly satisfied with the prospect of possessing all Aunt Sally's cashmere shawls and diamonds. "Only think how funny it will seem to own a house, and such a large one too!"
"You’re quite the heiress now, Ethel," said Abby, who, in her childlike way, was completely happy at the thought of having all of Aunt Sally's cashmere shawls and diamonds. "Just think how funny it’ll be to own a house, and such a big one too!"
"It seems very strange," said Ethel. "I cannot feel right about it somehow. One minute I feel pleased to think we are going to be well off again, and the next it seems wicked to be glad of any thing that comes from Aunt Sally's dying. I am sure I will always take care of you, dear Fido," she continued, addressing the dog, and hugging him in her arms, "and of poor old Polly, too. I hope you will both live to be fifty years old."
"It feels really weird," Ethel said. "I just can't shake this feeling about it. One minute I’m happy we’re going to be doing well again, and the next it feels wrong to be glad about anything that comes from Aunt Sally's passing. I promise I’ll always take care of you, dear Fido," she added, hugging the dog in her arms, "and poor old Polly, too. I hope you both live to be fifty years old."
"I am glad she did not leave him to me, for I don't like dogs much," said Abby; "not but that I would have taken as good care of him as I could. Well, Ethel, I am very glad that your father has the money, for now we shall be alike again. It always made me feel mean to be dressed up myself and have every thing that I wanted, while you were wearing all your old things, and living in that little stuck-up house."
"I’m glad she didn’t leave him to me because I’m not really a dog person," Abby said. "Not that I wouldn’t have taken good care of him. Well, Ethel, I’m really happy your dad has the money now because we’ll be equals again. It always made me feel bad to be all dressed up and have everything I wanted while you were stuck in your old clothes and living in that tiny, snooty house."
So spoke Abby, whose naturally kind and generous disposition had not been spoiled by the worldly influences to which she had been subjected, and who was perhaps too young to understand exactly what she had lost by her cousin's gain.
So said Abby, whose naturally kind and generous nature hadn't been ruined by the worldly influences she had faced, and who was maybe too young to fully grasp what she had lost because of her cousin's gain.
It was with no small pleasure that the Fletcher family took possession of their new abode, where every thing was kept as far as possible unaltered, out of respect to Aunt Sally's memory. Mrs. Coles, was very ready to be on friendly terms with her cousins again, after the first heat of her disappointment had passed away, advised them to have the house papered, or at least to cover up that hideous old brown India paper in the dining room.
The Fletcher family was very pleased to move into their new home, where everything was kept as unchanged as possible out of respect for Aunt Sally's memory. Once the initial sting of her disappointment faded, Mrs. Coles was eager to reconnect with her cousins and suggested they paper the house, or at least replace the ugly old brown Indian wallpaper in the dining room.
But Mrs. Fletcher only smiled and said the house was Ethel's, and Ethel cherished a great admiration for the processions of elephants and long-tailed Chinamen, and Chinese ladies drinking tea out of thimbles, with their little fingers turned up in the air, and would not hear of their being covered: so every thing remained just as it had been for thirty years past.
But Mrs. Fletcher just smiled and said the house belonged to Ethel, who really loved the parades of elephants and long-tailed Chinese men, as well as Chinese women drinking tea from thimbles with their pinkies raised, and wouldn’t hear of them being hidden away: so everything stayed exactly the same as it had been for the past thirty years.
Fido mourned for his mistress a long time, but he gradually became attached to his new friends, especially to Ethel, who occupied her aunt's bed-room, and seems likely to live to a good old age.
Fido mourned for his owner for a long time, but he gradually became attached to his new friends, especially to Ethel, who stayed in her aunt's bedroom and seems likely to live to a good old age.
The first use Mr. Fletcher made of his means was to pay off all his remaining debts, after which he felt himself a free man once more. It was with a wonderful satisfaction that when the last receipt was signed, he walked into a bookstore and gave an order for new books.
The first thing Mr. Fletcher did with his money was pay off all his remaining debts, which made him feel like a free man again. With great satisfaction, he walked into a bookstore after signing the final receipt and ordered new books.
"Here come the books, mother!" said Ethel laughing, as the large package made its appearance. "Father is going back to his old ways, and you will soon be saying again—'I wish there was one table in the house, that was not covered three deep with books.' After all, mother, I feel rather sorry to leave the little house. It seems as if I had learned more there than I ever knew in all my life before."
"Here come the books, Mom!" Ethel said, laughing as the big package arrived. "Dad is returning to his old habits, and soon you'll be saying—'I wish there was one table in the house that wasn't piled three deep with books.' Honestly, Mom, I feel a bit sad to leave the little house. It feels like I've learned more there than I ever did in my entire life before."
"I have no doubt of that, my dear Ethel," replied her mother. "Experience is a hard teacher, but her lessons are worth all they cost. I only hope we shall none of us forget in prosperity the lessons we learned in adversity, nor to thank God for all His mercies to us. We may truly say with the Psalmist: 'We went through fire and through water: but Thou broughtest us out into a wealthy place.'"
"I have no doubt about that, my dear Ethel," her mother replied. "Experience is a tough teacher, but its lessons are worth every bit of effort. I just hope we don't forget the lessons we learned during tough times when we find ourselves doing well, and that we remember to thank God for all His blessings. We can truly say with the Psalmist: 'We went through fire and through water: but You brought us into a wealthy place.'"

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