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A LADY'S LIFE
IN THE
ROCKY MOUNTAINS


Isabella L. Bird



Introduction by
Ann Ronald




University of Nevada, Reno




To My Sister,
to whom
these letters were originally written,
they are now
affectionately dedicated.




Contents


Introduction, by Ann Ronald

LETTER I

Lake Tahoe—Morning in San Francisco—Dust—A Pacific mail-train—Digger Indians—Cape Horn—A mountain hotel—A pioneer—A Truckee livery stable—A mountain stream—Finding a bear—Tahoe.

Lake Tahoe—Morning in San Francisco—Dust—A Pacific mail train—Digger Indians—Cape Horn—A mountain hotel—A pioneer—A Truckee livery stable—A mountain stream—Spotting a bear—Tahoe.


LETTER II

A lady's "get-up"—Grizzly bears—The "Gem of the Sierras"—A tragic tale—A carnival of color.

A lady's outfit—Grizzly bears—The "Gem of the Sierras"—A heartbreaking story—A burst of color.


LETTER III

A Temple of Morpheus—Utah—A "God-forgotten" town—A distressed couple—Dog villages—A temperance colony—A Colorado inn—The bug pest—Fort Collins.

A Temple of Morpheus—Utah—A "God-forgotten" town—A troubled couple—Dog communities—A sobriety colony—A Colorado inn—The bug issue—Fort Collins.


LETTER IV

A plague of flies—A melancholy charioteer—The Foot Hills—A mountain boarding-house—A dull life—"Being agreeable"—Climate of Colorado—Soroche and snakes.

A swarm of flies—A sad charioteer—The foothills—A mountain inn—A boring life—"Being pleasant"—Colorado's weather—Altitude sickness and snakes.


LETTER V

A dateless day—"Those hands of yours"—A Puritan—Persevering shiftlessness—The house-mother—Family worship—A grim Sunday—A "thick-skulled Englishman"—A morning call—Another atmosphere—The Great Lone Land—"Ill found"—A log camp—Bad footing for horses—Accidents—Disappointment.

A timeless day—"Those hands of yours"—A Puritan—Endless inactivity—The house-mom—Family prayers—A gloomy Sunday—A "thick-headed Englishman"—A morning visit—A different vibe—The Great Lone Land—"Poorly equipped"—A log cabin—Slippery ground for horses—Mishaps—Letdown.


LETTER VI

A bronco mare—An accident—Wonderland—A sad story—The children of the Territories—Hard greed—Halcyon hours—Smartness—Old-fashioned prejudices—The Chicago colony—Good luck—Three notes of admiration—A good horse—The St. Vrain—The Rocky Mountains at last—"Mountain Jim"—A death hug—Estes Park.

A bronco mare—An accident—Wonderland—A sad story—The children of the Territories—Hard greed—Halcyon hours—Cleverness—Outdated biases—The Chicago community—Good fortune—Three notes of approval—A great horse—The St. Vrain—Finally, the Rocky Mountains—"Mountain Jim"—A death hug—Estes Park.


LETTER VII

Personality of Long's Peak—"Mountain Jim"—Lake of the Lilies—A silent forest—The camping ground—"Ring"—A lady's bower—Dawn and sunrise—A glorious view—Links of diamonds—The ascent of the Peak—The "Dog's Lift"—Suffering from thirst—The descent—The bivouac.

Personality of Long's Peak—"Mountain Jim"—Lake of the Lilies—A quiet forest—The camping spot—"Ring"—A woman's retreat—Dawn and sunrise—An amazing view—Links of diamonds—The climb up the Peak—The "Dog's Lift"—Dealing with thirst—The descent—The campsite.


LETTER VIII

Estes Park—Big game—"Parks" in Colorado—Magnificent scenery—Flowers and pines—An awful road—Our log cabin—Griffith Evans—A miniature world—Our topics—A night alarm—A skunk—Morning glories—Daily routine—The panic—"Wait for the wagon"—A musical evening.

Estes Park—Big game—"Parks" in Colorado—Stunning scenery—Flowers and pines—A terrible road—Our log cabin—Griffith Evans—A tiny world—Our conversations—A night scare—A skunk—Morning glories—Daily routine—The panic—"Wait for the wagon"—A musical evening.


LETTER IX

"Please Ma'ams"—A desperado—A cattle hunt—The muster—A mad cow—A snowstorm—Snowed up—Birdie—The Plains—A prairie schooner—Denver—A find—Plum Creek—"Being agreeable"—Snowbound—The grey mare.

"Please Ma'ams"—A rogue—A cattle drive—The roundup—A rabid cow—A snowstorm—Stuck in the snow—Birdie—The Plains—A covered wagon—Denver—A discovery—Plum Creek—"Being pleasant"—Snowed in—The gray mare.


LETTER X

A white world—Bad traveling—A millionaire's home—Pleasant Park—Perry's Park—Stock-raising—A cattle king—The Arkansas Divide—Birdie's sagacity—Luxury—Monument Park—Deference to prejudice—A death scene—The Manitou—A loose shoe—The Ute Pass—Bergens Park—A settler's home—Hayden's Divide—Sharp criticism—Speaking the truth.

A white world—Difficult travels—A millionaire's house—Pleasant Park—Perry's Park—Ranching—A cattle tycoon—The Arkansas Divide—Birdie's wisdom—Luxury—Monument Park—Respecting biases—A death scene—The Manitou—A proper-fitting shoe—The Ute Pass—Bergens Park—A settler's house—Hayden's Divide—Pointed criticism—Telling the truth.


LETTER XI

Tarryall Creek—The Red Range—Excelsior—Importunate pedlars—Snow and heat—A bison calf—Deep drifts—South Park—The Great Divide—Comanche Bill—Difficulties—Hall's Gulch—A Lord Dundreary—Ridiculous fears.

Tarryall Creek—The Red Range—Excelsior—Persistent peddlers—Snow and heat—A bison calf—Deep snowdrifts—South Park—The Great Divide—Comanche Bill—Challenges—Hall's Gulch—A Lord Dundreary—Absurd fears.


LETTER XII

Deer Valley—Lynch law—Vigilance committees—The silver spruce—Taste and abstinence—The whisky fiend—Smartness—Turkey Creek Canyon—The Indian problem—Public rascality—Friendly meetings—The way to the Golden City—A rising settlement—Clear Creek Canyon—Staging—Swearing—A mountain town.

Deer Valley—Vigilante justice—Vigilance groups—The silver spruce—Taste and self-control—The alcohol addiction—Cleverness—Turkey Creek Canyon—The Native American issue—Public corruption—Community gatherings—The path to the Golden City—A growing community—Clear Creek Canyon—Stagecoach travel—Cursing—A mountain town.


LETTER XIII

The blight of mining—Green Lake—Golden City—Benighted—Vertigo—Boulder Canyon—Financial straits—A hard ride—The last cent—A bachelor's home—"Mountain Jim"—A surprise—A night arrival—Making the best of it—Scanty fare.

The problems of mining—Green Lake—Golden City—Darkness—Dizziness—Boulder Canyon—Money troubles—A rough journey—The last penny—A single guy’s place—"Mountain Jim"—An unexpected turn—An arrival at night—Making the most of it—Limited food.


LETTER XIV

A dismal ride—A desperado's tale—"Lost! Lost! Lost!"—Winter glories—Solitude—Hard times—Intense cold—A pack of wolves—The beaver dams—Ghastly scenes—Venison steaks—Our evenings.

A gloomy journey—A renegade's story—"Lost! Lost! Lost!"—Winter wonders—Isolation—Tough times—Bitter cold—A pack of wolves—The beaver dams—Horrifying sights—Venison steaks—Our nights.


LETTER XV

A whisky slave—The pleasures of monotony—The mountain lion—"Another mouth to feed"—A tiresome boy—An outcast—Thanksgiving Day—The newcomer—A literary humbug—Milking a dry cow—Trout-fishing—A snow-storm—A desperado's den.

A whiskey enthusiast—The joys of routine—The mountain lion—"Another mouth to feed"—An annoying boy—An outsider—Thanksgiving Day—The new arrival—A literary fraud—Trying to get something from nothing—Trout fishing—A snowstorm—A renegade's hideout.


LETTER XVI

A harmonious home—Intense cold—A purple sun—A grim jest—A perilous ride—Frozen eyelids—Longmount—The pathless prairie—Hardships of emigrant life—A trapper's advice—The Little Thompson—Evans and "Jim."

A peaceful home—Bitter cold—A purple sun—A dark joke—A risky journey—Frozen eyelids—Longmount—The endless prairie—Challenges of settler life—A trapper's tips—The Little Thompson—Evans and "Jim."


LETTER XVII

Woman's mission—The last morning—Crossing the St. Vrain—Miller—The St. Vrain again—Crossing the prairie—"Jim's" dream—"Keeping strangers"—The inn kitchen—A reputed child-eater—Notoriety—A quiet dance—"Jim's" resolve—The frost-fall—An unfortunate introduction.

Woman's mission—The last morning—Crossing the St. Vrain—Miller—The St. Vrain again—Crossing the prairie—"Jim's" dream—"Keeping strangers"—The inn kitchen—A rumored child-eater—Notoriety—A quiet dance—"Jim's" determination—The frost-fall—An unfortunate introduction.




Letter I

Lake Tahoe—Morning in San Francisco—Dust—A Pacific mail-train—Digger Indians—Cape Horn—A mountain hotel—A pioneer—A Truckee livery stable—A mountain stream—Finding a bear—Tahoe.

Lake Tahoe—Morning in San Francisco—Dust—A Pacific mail train—Digger Indians—Cape Horn—A mountain hotel—A pioneer—A Truckee livery stable—A mountain stream—Spotting a bear—Tahoe.

LAKE TAHOE, September 2.

LAKE TAHOE, Sept 2.

I have found a dream of beauty at which one might look all one's life and sigh. Not lovable, like the Sandwich Islands, but beautiful in its own way! A strictly North American beauty—snow-splotched mountains, huge pines, red-woods, sugar pines, silver spruce; a crystalline atmosphere, waves of the richest color; and a pine-hung lake which mirrors all beauty on its surface. Lake Tahoe is before me, a sheet of water twenty-two miles long by ten broad, and in some places 1,700 feet deep. It lies at a height of 6,000 feet, and the snow-crowned summits which wall it in are from 8,000 to 11,000 feet in altitude. The air is keen and elastic. There is no sound but the distant and slightly musical ring of the lumberer's axe.

I have discovered a breathtaking dream that one could admire for a lifetime and sigh over. It's not charming like the Hawaiian Islands, but beautiful in its own way! It showcases a distinctly North American beauty—snow-dusted mountains, towering pines, redwoods, sugar pines, silver spruces; a clear atmosphere with vibrant waves of color; and a lake surrounded by pines that reflects all the beauty on its surface. Lake Tahoe is right in front of me, a body of water twenty-two miles long and ten miles wide, with depths reaching 1,700 feet in some areas. It sits at an elevation of 6,000 feet, and the snow-covered peaks surrounding it range from 8,000 to 11,000 feet high. The air is crisp and invigorating. The only sound is the distant, slightly musical ring of a lumberjack's axe.

It is a weariness to go back, even in thought, to the clang of San Francisco, which I left in its cold morning fog early yesterday, driving to the Oakland ferry through streets with side-walks heaped with thousands of cantaloupe and water-melons, tomatoes, cucumbers, squashes, pears, grapes, peaches, apricots—all of startling size as compared with any I ever saw before. Other streets were piled with sacks of flour, left out all night, owing to the security from rain at this season. I pass hastily over the early part of the journey, the crossing the bay in a fog as chill as November, the number of "lunch baskets," which gave the car the look of conveying a great picnic party, the last view of the Pacific, on which I had looked for nearly a year, the fierce sunshine and brilliant sky inland, the look of long RAINLESSNESS, which one may not call drought, the valleys with sides crimson with the poison oak, the dusty vineyards, with great purple clusters thick among the leaves, and between the vines great dusty melons lying on the dusty earth. From off the boundless harvest fields the grain was carried in June, and it is now stacked in sacks along the track, awaiting freightage. California is a "land flowing with milk and honey." The barns are bursting with fullness. In the dusty orchards the apple and pear branches are supported, that they may not break down under the weight of fruit; melons, tomatoes, and squashes of gigantic size lie almost unheeded on the ground; fat cattle, gorged almost to repletion, shade themselves under the oaks; superb "red" horses shine, not with grooming, but with condition; and thriving farms everywhere show on what a solid basis the prosperity of the "Golden State" is founded. Very uninviting, however rich, was the blazing Sacramento Valley, and very repulsive the city of Sacramento, which, at a distance of 125 miles from the Pacific, has an elevation of only thirty feet. The mercury stood at 103 degrees in the shade, and the fine white dust was stifling.

It’s exhausting to look back, even mentally, to the noise of San Francisco, which I left yesterday morning in its chilly fog, driving to the Oakland ferry through streets lined with sidewalks piled high with thousands of cantaloupes, watermelons, tomatoes, cucumbers, squashes, pears, grapes, peaches, and apricots—all enormous compared to any I’d seen before. Other streets were stacked with bags of flour, left out overnight thanks to the dry weather at this time of year. I quickly skim over the early part of the trip, crossing the bay in a fog as cold as November, the many “lunch baskets” that made the car look like it was carrying a big picnic group, the last glimpse of the Pacific, which I hadn’t seen for nearly a year, the intense sunshine and bright sky inland, the appearance of prolonged dryness, which you couldn’t really call a drought, the valleys with sides ablaze with poison oak, the dusty vineyards filled with thick clusters of purple grapes among the leaves, and the large dusty melons lying on the dry ground between the vines. In June, the harvest fields yielded grain, which is now piled in sacks along the tracks, waiting for transport. California is a "land flowing with milk and honey." The barns are overflowing. In the dry orchards, the branches of apple and pear trees are propped up to prevent them from breaking under the weight of the fruit; huge melons, tomatoes, and squashes lie almost unnoticed on the ground; fat cattle, almost stuffed to the brim, seek shade under the oaks; magnificent "red" horses shine, not from grooming, but from good health; and thriving farms everywhere illustrate the solid foundation of the "Golden State's" prosperity. However rich it may be, the scorching Sacramento Valley is very uninviting, and the city of Sacramento, located 125 miles from the Pacific at an elevation of just thirty feet, is quite off-putting. The temperature was at 103 degrees in the shade, and the fine white dust was suffocating.

In the late afternoon we began the ascent of the Sierras, whose sawlike points had been in sight for many miles. The dusty fertility was all left behind, the country became rocky and gravelly, and deeply scored by streams bearing the muddy wash of the mountain gold mines down to the muddier Sacramento. There were long broken ridges and deep ravines, the ridges becoming longer, the ravines deeper, the pines thicker and larger, as we ascended into a cool atmosphere of exquisite purity, and before 6 P.M. the last traces of cultivation and the last hardwood trees were left behind.[1]

In the late afternoon, we started climbing the Sierras, whose jagged peaks had been visible for miles. We left behind the dusty farmland; the landscape turned rocky and gravelly, with streams carving through it, carrying the muddy residue from the mountain gold mines down to the even murkier Sacramento. There were long, broken ridges and deep ravines, with the ridges stretching longer and the ravines getting deeper. The pine trees grew thicker and taller as we moved into a cool, fresh atmosphere, and by 6 P.M., we had left behind the last signs of farming and the last of the hardwood trees.[1]

[1] In consequence of the unobserved omission of a date to my letters having been pointed out to me, I take this opportunity of stating that I traveled in Colorado in the autumn and early winter of 1873, on my way to England from the Sandwich Islands. The letters are a faithful picture of the country and state of society as it then was; but friends who have returned from the West within the last six months tell me that things are rapidly changing, that the frame house is replacing the log cabin, and that the footprints of elk and bighorn may be sought for in vain on the dewy slopes of Estes Park.

[1] Since someone pointed out that I forgot to include a date in my letters, I want to take this chance to mention that I traveled in Colorado in the fall and early winter of 1873, on my way to England from the Sandwich Islands. The letters offer an accurate portrayal of the country and society as it was back then; however, friends who have come back from the West in the last six months tell me that things are changing rapidly, that frame houses are taking the place of log cabins, and that you might look in vain for the tracks of elk and bighorn on the dewy slopes of Estes Park.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.

(Author's note to the third edition, January 16, 1880.)

(Author's note to the third edition, January 16, 1880.)


At Colfax, a station at a height of 2,400 feet, I got out and walked the length of the train. First came two great gaudy engines, the Grizzly Bear and the White Fox, with their respective tenders loaded with logs of wood, the engines with great, solitary, reflecting lamps in front above the cow guards, a quantity of polished brass-work, comfortable glass houses, and well-stuffed seats for the engine-drivers. The engines and tenders were succeeded by a baggage car, the latter loaded with bullion and valuable parcels, and in charge of two "express agents." Each of these cars is forty-five feet long. Then came two cars loaded with peaches and grapes; then two "silver palace" cars, each sixty feet long; then a smoking car, at that time occupied mainly by Chinamen; and then five ordinary passenger cars, with platforms like all the others, making altogether a train about 700 feet in length.

At Colfax, a station located at 2,400 feet, I got out and walked along the train. First were two flashy engines, the Grizzly Bear and the White Fox, each with their tenders loaded with logs. The engines had large, solitary headlights above the cow catchers, lots of shiny brass details, comfortable glass enclosures, and well-padded seats for the engineers. Behind the engines and tenders was a baggage car packed with bullion and valuable packages, managed by two "express agents." Each of these cars is forty-five feet long. Next were two cars filled with peaches and grapes, followed by two "silver palace" cars, each sixty feet long, a smoking car mainly occupied by Chinese passengers at the time, and finally five regular passenger cars, all with platforms like the others, making the entire train about 700 feet long.

The platforms of the four front cars were clustered over with Digger Indians, with their squaws, children, and gear. They are perfect savages, without any aptitude for even aboriginal civilization, and are altogether the most degraded of the ill-fated tribes which are dying out before the white races. They were all very diminutive, five feet one inch being, I should think, about the average height, with flat noses, wide mouths, and black hair, cut straight above the eyes and hanging lank and long at the back and sides. The squaws wore their hair thickly plastered with pitch, and a broad band of the same across their noses and cheeks. They carried their infants on their backs, strapped to boards. The clothing of both sexes was a ragged, dirty combination of coarse woolen cloth and hide, the moccasins being unornamented. They were all hideous and filthy, and swarming with vermin. The men carried short bows and arrows, one of them, who appeared to be the chief, having a lynx's skin for a quiver. A few had fishing tackle, but the bystanders said that they lived almost entirely upon grasshoppers. They were a most impressive incongruity in the midst of the tokens of an omnipotent civilization.

The platforms of the four front cars were crowded with Digger Indians, along with their women, children, and belongings. They were true savages, lacking any capacity for even basic civilization, and were among the most unfortunate tribes that are fading away in the face of white settlers. Most of them were quite short, with the average height around five feet one inch, flat noses, wide mouths, and straight black hair cut above their eyes while hanging long and straight at the back and sides. The women had their hair thickly coated with pitch, and wore a wide band of the same substance across their noses and cheeks. They carried their babies on their backs, strapped to wooden boards. The clothing for both men and women was a ragged, dirty mix of coarse wool and hide, with plain moccasins. They all looked unattractive and unclean, infested with pests. The men carried short bows and arrows, with one who seemed to be the chief having a lynx skin for a quiver. A few had fishing gear, but onlookers mentioned that they primarily survived on grasshoppers. They were a striking contrast against the backdrop of powerful civilization.

The light of the sinking sun from that time glorified the Sierras, and as the dew fell, aromatic odors made the still air sweet. On a single track, sometimes carried on a narrow ledge excavated from the mountain side by men lowered from the top in baskets, overhanging ravines from 2,000 to 3,000 feet deep, the monster train SNAKED its way upwards, stopping sometimes in front of a few frame houses, at others where nothing was to be seen but a log cabin with a few Chinamen hanging about it, but where trails on the sides of the ravines pointed to a gold country above and below. So sharp and frequent are the curves on some parts of the ascent, that on looking out of the window one could seldom see more than a part of the train at once. At Cape Horn, where the track curves round the ledge of a precipice 2,500 feet in depth, it is correct to be frightened, and a fashion of holding the breath and shutting the eyes prevails, but my fears were reserved for the crossing of a trestle bridge over a very deep chasm, which is itself approached by a sharp curve. This bridge appeared to be overlapped by the cars so as to produce the effect of looking down directly into a wild gulch, with a torrent raging along it at an immense depth below.

The light of the setting sun at that time lit up the Sierras beautifully, and as the dew fell, fragrant scents made the still air sweet. On a narrow path, sometimes cut into the mountainside by men lowered from above in baskets, it wound overhanging ravines 2,000 to 3,000 feet deep, as the massive train SNAKED its way up. It occasionally stopped in front of a few wooden houses, or at other times where all that was visible was a log cabin with a few Chinese workers hanging around, but trails on the sides of the ravines hinted at a gold-rich area above and below. The curves are so sharp and frequent in some sections of the ascent that looking out the window, you could often see only part of the train at once. At Cape Horn, where the track wraps around a ledge of a 2,500-foot drop, it’s understandable to feel scared, and many people tend to hold their breath and close their eyes, but I was more afraid of crossing a trestle bridge over a very deep chasm, which is approached by a sharp turn. This bridge seemed to be surrounded by the train cars, creating the illusion of looking straight down into a wild ravine, with a torrent rushing far below.

Shivering in the keen, frosty air near the summit pass of the Sierras, we entered the "snow-sheds," wooden galleries, which for about fifty miles shut out all the splendid views of the region, as given in dioramas, not even allowing a glimpse of "the Gem of the Sierras," the lovely Donner Lake. One of these sheds is twenty-seven miles long. In a few hours the mercury had fallen from 103 degrees to 29 degrees, and we had ascended 6,987 feet in 105 miles! After passing through the sheds, we had several grand views of a pine forest on fire before reaching Truckee at 11 P.M. having traveled 258 miles. Truckee, the center of the "lumbering region" of the Sierras, is usually spoken of as "a rough mountain town," and Mr. W. had told me that all the roughs of the district congregated there, that there were nightly pistol affrays in bar-rooms, etc., but as he admitted that a lady was sure of respect, and Mr. G. strongly advised me to stay and see the lakes, I got out, much dazed, and very stupid with sleep, envying the people in the sleeping car, who were already unconscious on their luxurious couches. The cars drew up in a street—if street that could be called which was only a wide, cleared space, intersected by rails, with here and there a stump, and great piles of sawn logs bulking big in the moonlight, and a number of irregular clap-board, steep-roofed houses, many of them with open fronts, glaring with light and crowded with men. We had pulled up at the door of a rough Western hotel, with a partially open front, being a bar-room crowded with men drinking and smoking, and the space between it and the cars was a moving mass of loafers and passengers. On the tracks, engines, tolling heavy bells, were mightily moving, the glare from their cyclopean eyes dulling the light of a forest which was burning fitfully on a mountain side; and on open spaces great fires of pine logs were burning cheerily, with groups of men round them. A band was playing noisily, and the unholy sound of tom-toms was not far off. Mountains—the Sierras of many a fireside dream—seemed to wall in the town, and great pines stood out, sharp and clear cut, against a sky in which a moon and stars were shining frostily.

Shivering in the chilly, frosty air near the summit of the Sierras, we entered the "snow-sheds," wooden galleries that for about fifty miles blocked all the stunning views of the area, not even letting us catch a glimpse of "the Gem of the Sierras," the beautiful Donner Lake. One of these sheds is twenty-seven miles long. In just a few hours, the temperature had dropped from 103 degrees to 29 degrees, and we had climbed 6,987 feet in 105 miles! After passing through the sheds, we had several amazing views of a pine forest on fire before reaching Truckee at 11 P.M., having traveled 258 miles. Truckee, the hub of the "lumbering region" of the Sierras, is often described as "a rough mountain town," and Mr. W. had told me that all the tough guys in the area gathered there, that there were nightly shootouts in the bars, etc., but as he acknowledged that a lady could expect respect, and Mr. G. strongly urged me to stay and see the lakes, I got out, feeling quite dazed and really sleepy, envious of the people in the sleeping car, who were already blissfully unconscious on their comfy couches. The train stopped in a street—if you could call it a street, since it was just a wide, cleared area crossed by tracks, with occasional stumps and huge piles of sawn logs looming in the moonlight, and a number of irregular clapboard houses with steep roofs, many of them with open fronts, shining with light and filled with men. We had pulled up at the door of a rough Western hotel, with a partly open front, being a bar area packed with men drinking and smoking, and the space between it and the train was a moving crowd of loiterers and travelers. On the tracks, engines with their heavy bells ringing were moving powerfully, the bright lights from their massive fronts dimming the glow of a forest that was flickering on a mountainside; and in open spaces, big fires of pine logs were burning warmly, surrounded by groups of men. A band was playing loudly, and the chaotic sound of drums could be heard nearby. Mountains—the Sierras of many daydreams—seemed to surround the town, and tall pines stood out, sharply defined against a sky where the moon and stars were shining brightly.

It was a sharp frost at that great height, and when an "irrepressible nigger," who seemed to represent the hotel establishment, deposited me and my carpetbag in a room which answered for "the parlor," I was glad to find some remains of pine knots still alight in the stove. A man came in and said that when the cars were gone he would try to get me a room, but they were so full that it would be a very poor one. The crowd was solely masculine. It was then 11:30 P.M., and I had not had a meal since 6 A.M.; but when I asked hopefully for a hot supper, with tea, I was told that no supper could be got at that hour; but in half an hour the same man returned with a small cup of cold, weak tea, and a small slice of bread, which looked as if it had been much handled.

It was freezing at that high altitude, and when a cheerful guy, who seemed to be part of the hotel staff, dropped me and my suitcase in a room that served as the "parlor," I was relieved to see some pine knots still burning in the stove. A man came in and said that once the trains were gone, he would try to find me a room, but they were all so crowded that it would be a pretty lousy one. The crowd was all male. It was then 11:30 P.M., and I hadn't eaten since 6 A.M.; when I hopefully asked for a hot dinner with tea, I was told that no dinner could be made at that hour. However, half an hour later, the same man returned with a small cup of cold, weak tea and a tiny slice of bread that looked like it had been handled a lot.

I asked the Negro factotum about the hire of horses, and presently a man came in from the bar who, he said, could supply my needs. This man, the very type of a Western pioneer, bowed, threw himself into a rocking-chair, drew a spittoon beside him, cut a fresh quid of tobacco, began to chew energetically, and put his feet, cased in miry high boots, into which his trousers were tucked, on the top of the stove. He said he had horses which would both "lope" and trot, that some ladies preferred the Mexican saddle, that I could ride alone in perfect safety; and after a route had been devised, I hired a horse for two days. This man wore a pioneer's badge as one of the earliest settlers of California, but he had moved on as one place after another had become too civilized for him, "but nothing," he added, "was likely to change much in Truckee." I was afterwards told that the usual regular hours of sleep are not observed there. The accommodation is too limited for the population of 2,000,[2] which is masculine mainly, and is liable to frequent temporary additions, and beds are occupied continuously, though by different occupants, throughout the greater part of the twenty-four hours. Consequently I found the bed and room allotted to me quite tumbled looking. Men's coats and sticks were hanging up, miry boots were littered about, and a rifle was in one corner. There was no window to the outer air, but I slept soundly, being only once awoke by an increase of the same din in which I had fallen asleep, varied by three pistol shots fired in rapid succession.

I asked the Black worker about renting horses, and soon a man came in from the bar who said he could help me. This guy looked like a true Western pioneer; he bowed, plopped down in a rocking chair, pulled a spittoon close, cut a fresh piece of tobacco, started chewing vigorously, and propped his muddy high boots, which his pants were tucked into, on top of the stove. He said he had horses that could "lope" and trot, that some ladies preferred the Mexican saddle, and that I could ride alone without any worries. After planning a route, I rented a horse for two days. This man wore a pioneer's badge as one of California's earliest settlers but had moved on as each place became too civilized for him; "but nothing," he added, "is likely to change much in Truckee." I was later told that they don’t really stick to a regular sleeping schedule there. The accommodations are too limited for the 2,000 mostly male residents, which often leads to temporary increases in the population, and beds are used consistently, though by different people, throughout most of the day. As a result, I found my room and bed quite messy. Men's coats and sticks were hanging up, muddy boots were scattered around, and a rifle was in one corner. There was no window to the outside, but I slept soundly, only waking once to the same noise I had fallen asleep to, mixed with three quick gunshots.

[2] Nelson's Guide to the Central Pacific Railroad.

[2] Nelson's Guide to the Central Pacific Railroad.


This morning Truckee wore a totally different aspect. The crowds of the night before had disappeared. There were heaps of ashes where the fires had been. A sleepy German waiter seemed the only person about the premises, the open drinking saloons were nearly empty, and only a few sleepy-looking loafers hung about in what is called the street. It might have been Sunday; but they say that it brings a great accession of throng and jollity. Public worship has died out at present; work is discontinued on Sunday, but the day is given up to pleasure. Putting a minimum of indispensables into a bag, and slipping on my Hawaiian riding dress[3] over a silk skirt, and a dust cloak over all, I stealthily crossed the plaza to the livery stable, the largest building in Truckee, where twelve fine horses were stabled in stalls on each side of a broad drive. My friend of the evening before showed me his "rig," three velvet-covered side-saddles almost without horns. Some ladies, he said, used the horn of the Mexican saddle, but none "in the part" rode cavalier fashion. I felt abashed. I could not ride any distance in the conventional mode, and was just going to give up this splendid "ravage," when the man said, "Ride your own fashion; here, at Truckee, if anywhere in the world, people can do as they like." Blissful Truckee! In no time a large grey horse was "rigged out" in a handsome silver-bossed Mexican saddle, with ornamental leather tassels hanging from the stirrup guards, and a housing of black bear's-skin. I strapped my silk skirt on the saddle, deposited my cloak in the corn-bin, and was safely on the horse's back before his owner had time to devise any way of mounting me. Neither he nor any of the loafers who had assembled showed the slightest sign of astonishment, but all were as respectful as possible.

This morning, Truckee looked completely different. The crowds from the night before had vanished. There were piles of ashes where the fires had been. A sleepy German waiter seemed to be the only person around; the open bars were almost empty, and only a few drowsy-looking drifters lingered in what’s called the street. It could have been Sunday; they say that it brings a big increase in crowds and fun. Public worship has faded out for now; work is paused on Sunday, but the day is dedicated to leisure. After packing a few essentials into a bag and throwing on my Hawaiian riding dress over a silk skirt, plus a dust cloak over everything, I quietly crossed the plaza to the livery stable, the biggest building in Truckee, where twelve beautiful horses were stabled in stalls on either side of a wide path. My friend from the night before showed me his "rig," three velvet-covered side saddles that barely had horns. He mentioned some ladies used the horn of the Mexican saddle, but nobody “in the area” rode in a cavalier way. I felt embarrassed. I couldn't ride any distance in the usual style, and was about to give up this fantastic “adventure,” when the man said, “Ride however you like; here in Truckee, if anywhere in the world, people can do as they please.” Blissful Truckee! Before long, a large gray horse was “rigged out” with a stunning silver-bossed Mexican saddle, adorned with decorative leather tassels hanging from the stirrup guards, and a black bear-skin covering. I strapped my silk skirt to the saddle, tossed my cloak in the corn-bin, and was on the horse's back before his owner could figure out how to help me mount. Neither he nor any of the drifters lurking around showed the slightest hint of surprise; everyone was as respectful as possible.

[3] For the benefit of other lady travelers, I wish to explain that my "Hawaiian riding dress" is the "American Lady's Mountain Dress," a half-fitting jacket, a skirt reaching to the ankles, and full Turkish trousers gathered into frills falling over the boots,—a thoroughly serviceable and feminine costume for mountaineering and other rough traveling, as in the Alps or any other part of the world.

[3] For the benefit of other female travelers, I want to clarify that my "Hawaiian riding dress" is actually the "American Lady's Mountain Dress," which consists of a fitted jacket, a skirt that reaches the ankles, and full Turkish trousers gathered into frills that fall over the boots—it's a practical and stylish outfit for mountaineering and other rugged travel, whether in the Alps or anywhere else in the world.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.

(Author's note to the second edition, November 27, 1879.)

(Author's note to the second edition, November 27, 1879.)


Once on horseback my embarrassment disappeared, and I rode through Truckee, whose irregular, steep-roofed houses and shanties, set down in a clearing and surrounded closely by mountain and forest, looked like a temporary encampment; passed under the Pacific Railroad; and then for twelve miles followed the windings of the Truckee River, a clear, rushing, mountain stream, in which immense pine logs had gone aground not to be floated off till the next freshet, a loud-tongued, rollicking stream of ice-cold water, on whose banks no ferns or trailers hang, and which leaves no greenness along its turbulent progress.

Once I was on horseback, my embarrassment faded away, and I rode through Truckee, where the irregular, steep-roofed houses and shanties were set in a clearing surrounded closely by mountains and forests, looking like a temporary camp. I passed under the Pacific Railroad and then followed the twists of the Truckee River for twelve miles. It was a clear, rushing mountain stream, where huge pine logs were stuck and wouldn't be floated away until the next flood—an energetic, lively stream of ice-cold water, with no ferns or vines along its banks, leaving no greenery as it flowed tumultuously.

All was bright with that brilliancy of sky and atmosphere, that blaze of sunshine and universal glitter, which I never saw till I came to California, combined with an elasticity in the air which removed all lassitude, and gives one spirit enough for anything. On either side of the Truckee great sierras rose like walls, castellated, embattled, rifted, skirted and crowned with pines of enormous size, the walls now and then breaking apart to show some snow-slashed peak rising into a heaven of intense, unclouded, sunny blue. At this altitude of 6,000 feet one must learn to be content with varieties of Coniferae, for, except for aspens, which spring up in some places where the pines have been cleared away, and for cotton-woods, which at a lower level fringe the streams, there is nothing but the bear cherry, the raspberry, the gooseberry, the wild grape, and the wild currant. None of these grew near the Truckee, but I feasted my eyes on pines[4] which, though not so large as the Wellingtonia of the Yosemite, are really gigantic, attaining a height of 250 feet, their huge stems, the warm red of cedar wood, rising straight and branchless for a third of their height, their diameter from seven to fifteen feet, their shape that of a larch, but with the needles long and dark, and cones a foot long. Pines cleft the sky; they were massed wherever level ground occurred; they stood over the Truckee at right angles, or lay across it in prostrate grandeur. Their stumps and carcasses were everywhere; and smooth "shoots" on the sierras marked where they were shot down as "felled timber," to be floated off by the river. To them this wild region owes its scattered population, and the sharp ring of the lumberer's axe mingles with the cries of wild beasts and the roar of mountain torrents.

Everything was bright with that brilliance of the sky and atmosphere, that blaze of sunshine and universal sparkle that I never saw until I got to California, mixed with an airiness that wiped out all fatigue and gave one enough energy for anything. On either side of the Truckee, massive sierras rose like walls, jagged and dramatic, split open and topped with enormous pine trees, their walls occasionally parting to reveal snow-covered peaks reaching into a sky of intense, clear blue. At this elevation of 6,000 feet, one has to settle for a variety of conifers, since aside from aspens, which pop up in some areas where the pines have been cut down, and cottonwoods, which line the streams at lower elevations, there are only bear cherries, raspberries, gooseberries, wild grapes, and wild currants. None of these grew near the Truckee, but I feasted my eyes on pines, which, although not as large as the Wellingtonia in Yosemite, are truly massive, reaching heights of 250 feet, their thick trunks, warm red like cedarwood, standing straight and branchless for a third of their height, with diameters from seven to fifteen feet, resembling larches but with longer, darker needles and cones a foot long. Pines pierced the sky; they were clustered wherever there was flat ground; they stood awkwardly over the Truckee or lay across it in fallen grandeur. Their stumps and remains were everywhere; smooth "shoots" on the sierras marked where they had been cut down as "felled timber," ready to be carried off by the river. This wild area owes its sparse population to them, and the sharp sound of the lumberjack’s axe mixes with the cries of wild animals and the roar of mountain streams.

[4] Pinus Lambertina.

Pinus lambertiana.


The track is a soft, natural, wagon road, very pleasant to ride on. The horse was much too big for me, and had plans of his own; but now and then, where the ground admitted to it, I tried his heavy "lope" with much amusement. I met nobody, and passed nothing on the road but a freight wagon, drawn by twenty-two oxen, guided by three fine-looking men, who had some difficulty in making room for me to pass their awkward convoy. After I had ridden about ten miles the road went up a steep hill in the forest, turned abruptly, and through the blue gloom of the great pines which rose from the ravine in which the river was then hid, came glimpses of two mountains, about 11,000 feet in height, whose bald grey summits were crowned with pure snow. It was one of those glorious surprises in scenery which make one feel as if one must bow down and worship. The forest was thick, and had an undergrowth of dwarf spruce and brambles, but as the horse had become fidgety and "scary" on the track, I turned off in the idea of taking a short cut, and was sitting carelessly, shortening my stirrup, when a great, dark, hairy beast rose, crashing and snorting, out of the tangle just in front of me. I had only a glimpse of him, and thought that my imagination had magnified a wild boar, but it was a bear. The horse snorted and plunged violently, as if he would go down to the river, and then turned, still plunging, up a steep bank, when, finding that I must come off, I threw myself off on the right side, where the ground rose considerably, so that I had not far to fall. I got up covered with dust, but neither shaken nor bruised. It was truly grotesque and humiliating. The bear ran in one direction, and the horse in another. I hurried after the latter, and twice he stopped till I was close to him, then turned round and cantered away. After walking about a mile in deep dust, I picked up first the saddle-blanket and next my bag, and soon came upon the horse, standing facing me, and shaking all over. I thought I should catch him then, but when I went up to him he turned round, threw up his heels several times, rushed off the track, galloped in circles, bucking, kicking, and plunging for some time, and then throwing up his heels as an act of final defiance, went off at full speed in the direction of Truckee, with the saddle over his shoulders and the great wooden stirrups thumping his sides, while I trudged ignominiously along in the dust, laboriously carrying the bag and saddle-blanket.

The trail is a soft, natural road that's nice to ride on. The horse was way too big for me and had his own ideas; but now and then, where the ground allowed it, I tried his heavy gallop with a lot of laughs. I didn't see anyone and only passed a freight wagon pulled by twenty-two oxen, steered by three good-looking guys who struggled to make room for me to get by their awkward convoy. After riding about ten miles, the path went up a steep hill in the forest, turned sharply, and through the blue shadows of the tall pines rising from the ravine where the river was hidden, I caught sight of two mountains about 11,000 feet high, with their bare grey peaks capped in pure snow. It was one of those stunning scenery surprises that make you feel like you should bow down and worship. The forest was dense, with an undergrowth of dwarf spruce and brambles, but since the horse became restless and skittish on the trail, I decided to take a shortcut, and was sitting back, adjusting my stirrup when a huge, dark, hairy creature burst out of the brush right in front of me, crashing and snorting. I only caught a glimpse of it and thought I was imagining a wild boar, but it was a bear. The horse snorted and reared up, trying to bolt toward the river, then turned sharply up a steep bank. Realizing I was going to fall off, I jumped to the right where the ground rose steeply, so I didn't fall far. I got up covered in dust but not shaken or bruised. It was honestly ridiculous and embarrassing. The bear ran one way, and the horse took off in another. I hurried after the horse, and twice he stopped when I got close, then turned and trotted away. After walking about a mile in deep dust, I first found the saddle blanket, then my bag, and soon came across the horse, standing still and shaking all over. I thought I could catch him then, but when I got close, he turned, kicked several times, dashed off the trail, galloped in circles, bucking, kicking, and plunging for a while, and then, as if to defy me one last time, took off at full speed toward Truckee, the saddle slipping over his shoulders and the heavy wooden stirrups thumping against his sides while I trudged along shamefully in the dust, hauling the bag and saddle blanket.

I walked for nearly an hour, heated and hungry, when to my joy I saw the ox-team halted across the top of a gorge, and one of the teamsters leading the horse towards me. The young man said that, seeing the horse coming, they had drawn the team across the road to stop him, and remembering that he had passed them with a lady on him, they feared that there had been an accident, and had just saddled one of their own horses to go in search of me. He brought me some water to wash the dust from my face, and re-saddled the horse, but the animal snorted and plunged for some time before he would let me mount, and then sidled along in such a nervous and scared way, that the teamster walked for some distance by me to see that I was "all right." He said that the woods in the neighborhood of Tahoe had been full of brown and grizzly bears for some days, but that no one was in any danger from them. I took a long gallop beyond the scene of my tumble to quiet the horse, who was most restless and troublesome.

I walked for almost an hour, feeling hot and hungry, when I was thrilled to see the ox team stopped at the top of a gorge, with one of the teamsters leading a horse towards me. The young man said that they had blocked the road to stop the horse when they saw it coming, and remembering that I had passed them with a woman, they worried there might have been an accident. They had just saddled one of their own horses to look for me. He brought me some water to wash the dust off my face and re-saddled the horse, but the animal snorted and struggled for a while before allowing me to get on. Once I was mounted, he moved sideways in such a nervous and jittery way that the teamster walked alongside me for a bit to make sure I was "all right." He mentioned that the woods around Tahoe had been full of brown and grizzly bears for several days, but that no one was in any real danger from them. I took a long gallop past where I fell to calm the horse, who was quite restless and difficult.

Then the scenery became truly magnificent and bright with life. Crested blue-jays darted through the dark pines, squirrels in hundreds scampered through the forest, red dragon-flies flashed like "living light," exquisite chipmunks ran across the track, but only a dusty blue lupin here and there reminded me of earth's fairer children. Then the river became broad and still, and mirrored in its transparent depths regal pines, straight as an arrow, with rich yellow and green lichen clinging to their stems, and firs and balsam pines filling up the spaces between them, the gorge opened, and this mountain-girdled lake lay before me, with its margin broken up into bays and promontories, most picturesquely clothed by huge sugar pines. It lay dimpling and scintillating beneath the noonday sun, as entirely unspoilt as fifteen years ago, when its pure loveliness was known only to trappers and Indians. One man lives on it the whole year round; otherwise early October strips its shores of their few inhabitants, and thereafter, for seven months, it is rarely accessible except on snowshoes. It never freezes. In the dense forests which bound it, and drape two-thirds of its gaunt sierras, are hordes of grizzlies, brown bears, wolves, elk, deer, chipmunks, martens, minks, skunks, foxes, squirrels, and snakes. On its margin I found an irregular wooden inn, with a lumber-wagon at the door, on which was the carcass of a large grizzly bear, shot behind the house this morning. I had intended to ride ten miles farther, but, finding that the trail in some places was a "blind" one, and being bewitched by the beauty and serenity of Tahoe, I have remained here sketching, reveling in the view from the veranda, and strolling in the forest. At this height there is frost every night of the year, and my fingers are benumbed.

Then the scenery became truly magnificent and full of life. Crested blue jays flitted through the dark pines, hundreds of squirrels scurried through the forest, and red dragonflies flashed like "living light." Beautiful chipmunks dashed across the path, but only a dusty blue lupin here and there reminded me of nature's finer creations. Then the river widened and became calm, reflecting in its clear depths regal pines, straight as arrows, with rich yellow and green lichen clinging to their trunks, and firs and balsam pines filling the spaces between them. The gorge opened up, revealing a mountain-surrounded lake before me, its edge broken into bays and promontories, most beautifully adorned by huge sugar pines. It shimmered beneath the midday sun, as completely untouched as it was fifteen years ago, when its pure beauty was known only to trappers and Native Americans. One person lives there year-round; otherwise, by early October, the few people living along its shores leave, and for the next seven months, it is rarely accessible except on snowshoes. It never freezes. In the dense forests surrounding it, which cover two-thirds of its rugged sierras, there are masses of grizzlies, brown bears, wolves, elk, deer, chipmunks, martens, minks, skunks, foxes, squirrels, and snakes. On its edge, I found a rustic wooden inn, with a lumber wagon parked outside, on which lay the carcass of a large grizzly bear, shot behind the house that morning. I had planned to ride ten miles further, but after realizing that the trail was a "blind" one in some parts, and being enchanted by the beauty and tranquility of Tahoe, I decided to stay here, sketching, enjoying the view from the porch, and wandering through the forest. At this altitude, frost occurs every night of the year, and my fingers are numb.

The beauty is entrancing. The sinking sun is out of sight behind the western Sierras, and all the pine-hung promontories on this side of the water are rich indigo, just reddened with lake, deepening here and there into Tyrian purple. The peaks above, which still catch the sun, are bright rose-red, and all the mountains on the other side are pink; and pink, too, are the far-off summits on which the snow-drifts rest. Indigo, red, and orange tints stain the still water, which lies solemn and dark against the shore, under the shadow of stately pines. An hour later, and a moon nearly full—not a pale, flat disc, but a radiant sphere—has wheeled up into the flushed sky. The sunset has passed through every stage of beauty, through every glory of color, through riot and triumph, through pathos and tenderness, into a long, dreamy, painless rest, succeeded by the profound solemnity of the moonlight, and a stillness broken only by the night cries of beasts in the aromatic forests.

The beauty is captivating. The setting sun is hidden behind the western Sierras, and all the pine-covered cliffs on this side of the water are a deep indigo, tinged with reds from the lake, deepening here and there into a royal purple. The peaks above, still lit by the sun, are a bright rose-red, while all the mountains on the other side are pink; the distant summits where the snow rests are also pink. Shades of indigo, red, and orange reflect on the still water, which lays solemn and dark against the shore, under the shadow of towering pines. An hour later, a nearly full moon—not just a pale, flat disc, but a brilliant sphere—has risen into the flushed sky. The sunset has gone through every stage of beauty, every splash of color, through chaos and triumph, through emotion and tenderness, into a long, dreamy, peaceful rest, followed by the deep tranquility of moonlight, with a quiet broken only by the night sounds of animals in the fragrant forests.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter II

A lady's "get-up"—Grizzly bears—The "Gems of the Sierras"—A tragic tale—A carnival of color.

A woman's outfit—Grizzly bears—The "Gems of the Sierras"—A sad story—A vibrant display of color.

CHEYENNE, WYOMING, September 7.

Cheyenne, WY, September 7.

As night came on the cold intensified, and the stove in the parlor attracted every one. A San Francisco lady, much "got up" in paint, emerald green velvet, Brussels lace, and diamonds, rattled continuously for the amusement of the company, giving descriptions of persons and scenes in a racy Western twang, without the slightest scruple as to what she said. In a few years Tahoe will be inundated in summer with similar vulgarity, owing to its easiness of access. I sustained the reputation which our country-women bear in America by looking a "perfect guy"; and feeling that I was a salient point for the speaker's next sally, I was relieved when the landlady, a ladylike Englishwoman, asked me to join herself and her family in the bar-room, where we had much talk about the neighborhood and its wild beasts, especially bears. The forest is full of them, but they seem never to attack people unless when wounded, or much aggravated by dogs, or a shebear thinks you are going to molest her young.

As night fell, the cold got worse, and everyone gathered around the stove in the parlor. A San Francisco woman, all decked out in makeup, emerald green velvet, Brussels lace, and diamonds, kept chatting away for the group's entertainment, sharing stories about people and places in a colorful Western accent, without holding back on anything. In a few years, Tahoe will be flooded with similar tackiness in the summer because it's so easy to get to. I maintained the reputation our American women have by looking like a "perfect fool"; feeling like I was about to be the target of the speaker's next joke, I felt relieved when the landlady, a refined Englishwoman, invited me to join her and her family in the bar room, where we talked a lot about the area and its wildlife, especially bears. The forest is full of them, but they usually don’t attack people unless they’re hurt, provoked by dogs, or a mother bear thinks you’re going to bother her cubs.

I dreamt of bears so vividly that I woke with a furry death hug at my throat, but feeling quite refreshed. When I mounted my horse after breakfast the sun was high and the air so keen and intoxicating that, giving the animal his head, I galloped up and down hill, feeling completely tireless. Truly, that air is the elixir of life. I had a glorious ride back to Truckee. The road was not as solitary as the day before. In a deep part of the forest the horse snorted and reared, and I saw a cinnamon-colored bear with two cubs cross the track ahead of me. I tried to keep the horse quiet that the mother might acquit me of any designs upon her lolloping children, but I was glad when the ungainly, long-haired party crossed the river. Then I met a team, the driver of which stopped and said he was glad that I had not gone to Cornelian Bay, it was such a bad trail, and hoped I had enjoyed Tahoe. The driver of another team stopped and asked if I had seen any bears. Then a man heavily armed, a hunter probably, asked me if I were the English tourist who had "happened on" a "Grizzly" yesterday. Then I saw a lumberer taking his dinner on a rock in the river, who "touched his hat" and brought me a draught of ice-cold water, which I could hardly drink owing to the fractiousness of the horse, and gathered me some mountain pinks, which I admired. I mention these little incidents to indicate the habit of respectful courtesy to women which prevails in that region. These men might have been excused for speaking in a somewhat free-and-easy tone to a lady riding alone, and in an unwonted fashion. Womanly dignity and manly respect for women are the salt of society in this wild West.

I dreamt about bears so vividly that I woke up feeling like I was being squeezed by a furry hug around my throat, but I felt pretty refreshed. After breakfast, when I got on my horse, the sun was high, and the air was so crisp and invigorating that I let the horse run free, galloping up and down the hills, feeling completely energetic. Honestly, that air feels like the elixir of life. I had an amazing ride back to Truckee. The road wasn’t as lonely as it had been the day before. In a dense part of the forest, the horse snorted and reared up when I spotted a cinnamon-colored bear with two cubs crossing the trail ahead of me. I tried to keep the horse calm so that the mother wouldn't think I had any intentions towards her playful cubs, but I was relieved when the clumsy, fluffy trio made it across the river. Then I ran into a team of horses, and the driver stopped to say he was glad I hadn’t gone to Cornelian Bay since it was such a rough trail, and he hoped I had enjoyed Tahoe. Another driver stopped and asked if I had seen any bears. Then a heavily-armed man, probably a hunter, asked me if I was the English tourist who "happened upon" a "Grizzly" yesterday. After that, I saw a lumberjack taking his lunch on a rock by the river, who tipped his hat and offered me a drink of ice-cold water, which I struggled to drink because the horse was being difficult, and he also picked some mountain pinks for me, which I admired. I mention these little incidents to highlight the respectful courtesy towards women that is common in that area. These men could have been justified in speaking more casually to a woman riding alone in such an unusual environment. Women’s dignity and men’s respect for women are the essence of society in this wild West.

My horse was so excitable that I avoided the center of Truckee, and skulked through a collection of Chinamen's shanties to the stable, where a prodigious roan horse, standing seventeen hands high, was produced for my ride to the Donner Lake. I asked the owner, who was as interested in my enjoying myself as a West Highlander might have been, if there were not ruffians about who might make an evening ride dangerous. A story was current of a man having ridden through Truckee two evenings before with a chopped-up human body in a sack behind the saddle, and hosts of stories of ruffianism are located there, rightly or wrongly. This man said, "There's a bad breed of ruffians, but the ugliest among them all won't touch you. There's nothing Western folk admire so much as pluck in a woman." I had to get on a barrel before I could reach the stirrup, and when I was mounted my feet only came half-way down the horse's sides. I felt like a fly on him. The road at first lay through a valley without a river, but some swampishness nourished some rank swamp grass, the first GREEN grass I have seen in America; and the pines, with their red stems, looked beautiful rising out of it. I hurried along, and came upon the Donner Lake quite suddenly, to be completely smitten by its beauty. It is only about three miles long by one and a half broad, and lies hidden away among mountains, with no dwellings on its shores but some deserted lumberers' cabins.[5] Its loneliness pleased me well. I did not see man, beast, or bird from the time I left Truckee till I returned. The mountains, which rise abruptly from the margin, are covered with dense pine forests, through which, here and there, strange forms of bare grey rock, castellated, or needle-like, protrude themselves. On the opposite side, at a height of about 6,000 feet, a grey, ascending line, from which rumbling, incoherent sounds occasionally proceeded, is seen through the pines. This is one of the snow-sheds of the Pacific Railroad, which shuts out from travelers all that I was seeing. The lake is called after Mr. Donner, who, with his family, arrived at the Truckee River in the fall of the year, in company with a party of emigrants bound for California. Being encumbered with many cattle, he let the company pass on, and, with his own party of sixteen souls, which included his wife and four children, encamped by the lake. In the morning they found themselves surrounded by an expanse of snow, and after some consultation it was agreed that the whole party except Mr. Donner who was unwell, his wife, and a German friend, should take the horses and attempt to cross the mountain, which, after much peril, they succeeded in doing; but, as the storm continued for several weeks, it was impossible for any rescue party to succor the three who had been left behind. In the early spring, when the snow was hard enough for traveling, a party started in quest, expecting to find the snow-bound alive and well, as they had cattle enough for their support, and, after weeks of toil and exposure, they scaled the Sierras and reached the Donner Lake. On arriving at the camp they opened the rude door, and there, sitting before the fire, they found the German, holding a roasted human arm and hand, which he was greedily eating. The rescue party overpowered him, and with difficulty tore the arm from him. A short search discovered the body of the lady, minus the arm, frozen in the snow, round, plump, and fair, showing that she was in perfect health when she met her fate. The rescuers returned to California, taking the German with them, whose story was that Mr. Donner died in the fall, and that the cattle escaped, leaving them but little food, and that when this was exhausted Mrs. Donner died. The story never gained any credence, and the truth oozed out that the German had murdered the husband, then brutally murdered the wife, and had seized upon Donner's money. There were, however, no witnesses, and the murderer escaped with the enforced surrender of the money to the Donner orphans.

My horse was so jumpy that I avoided the center of Truckee and sneaked through a collection of Chinese shacks to the stable, where they brought out a massive roan horse, standing seventeen hands high, for my ride to Donner Lake. I asked the owner, who seemed just as interested in my enjoyment as a West Highlander might be, if there were any troublemakers around who could make an evening ride dangerous. There was a story going around about a man who had ridden through Truckee two nights earlier with a dismembered human body in a sack behind his saddle, and countless tales of banditry are associated with that place, whether true or not. This man said, "There’s a rough crowd, but the worst of them won’t bother you. Nothing impresses Western folks more than guts in a woman." I had to climb up on a barrel to reach the stirrup, and when I finally got on, my feet barely reached halfway down the horse’s sides. I felt like a bug on him. The road started going through a valley with no river, but some marshy ground supported some thick swamp grass, which was the first GREEN grass I had seen in America; and the pines, with their red trunks, looked stunning rising out of it. I hurried along and suddenly came across Donner Lake, completely taken by its beauty. It’s only about three miles long and one and a half wide, tucked away among mountains with no homes along its shores except for some abandoned lumberjack cabins. Its solitude pleased me. I didn’t see a single person, animal, or bird from the time I left Truckee until I returned. The mountains, which rise sharply from the edges, are covered in dense pine forests, with unusual forms of bare grey rock, either castle-like or needle-shaped, jutting out here and there. On the opposite side, about 6,000 feet up, there’s a grey line going up, from which occasional rumbling, incoherent sounds could be heard, visible through the pines. This is one of the snow-sheds of the Pacific Railroad, which blocks travelers from seeing what I was seeing. The lake is named after Mr. Donner, who, along with his family, arrived at the Truckee River in the fall with a group of emigrants headed for California. Being burdened with many cattle, he let the group pass and camped by the lake with his own party of sixteen, including his wife and four children. In the morning, they found themselves surrounded by a blanket of snow. After some discussions, it was decided that everyone except Mr. Donner, who was unwell, his wife, and a German friend should take the horses and try to cross the mountain, which they managed to do after much peril; but since the storm lasted for several weeks, it was impossible for any rescue team to help the three left behind. In early spring, when the snow was hard enough to travel on, a group set out expecting to find the snow-bound alive and well, since they had enough cattle for food. After weeks of struggle and hardship, they climbed the Sierras and reached Donner Lake. When they arrived at the camp, they opened the rough door and found the German sitting in front of the fire, holding a roasted human arm and hand, which he was greedily eating. The rescue team overpowered him and forcibly took the arm from him. A quick search revealed the body of the woman, missing an arm, frozen in the snow, round, plump, and fair, indicating she had been in perfect health when she met her end. The rescuers returned to California, bringing the German with them, whose story was that Mr. Donner had died in the fall and that the cattle had escaped, leaving them with very little food, and that when that ran out, Mrs. Donner died. This story never gained any credibility, and the truth came to light that the German had murdered the husband, then cruelly killed the wife, and had taken Donner's money. However, there were no witnesses, and the murderer escaped with the forced handover of the money to the Donner orphans.

[5] Visitors can now be accommodated at a tolerable mountain hotel.

[5] Visitors can now stay at a decent mountain hotel.


This tragic story filled my mind as I rode towards the head of the lake, which became every moment grander and more unutterably lovely. The sun was setting fast, and against his golden light green promontories, wooded with stately pines, stood out one beyond another in a medium of dark rich blue, while grey bleached summits, peaked, turreted, and snow slashed, were piled above them, gleaming with amber light. Darker grew the blue gloom, the dew fell heavily, aromatic odors floated on the air, and still the lofty peaks glowed with living light, till in one second it died off from them, leaving them with the ashy paleness of a dead face. It was dark and cold under the mountain shadows, the frosty chill of the high altitude wrapped me round, the solitude was overwhelming, and I reluctantly turned my horse's head towards Truckee, often looking back to the ashy summits in their unearthly fascination. Eastwards the look of the scenery was changing every moment, while the lake for long remained "one burnished sheet of living gold," and Truckee lay utterly out of sight in a hollow filled with lake and cobalt. Before long a carnival of color began which I can only describe as delirious, intoxicating, a hardly bearable joy, a tender anguish, an indescribable yearning, an unearthly music, rich in love and worship. It lasted considerably more than an hour, and though the road was growing very dark, and the train which was to take me thence was fast climbing the Sierras, I could not ride faster than a walk.

This tragic story filled my mind as I rode towards the head of the lake, which grew more and more magnificent and incredibly beautiful with each passing moment. The sun was setting quickly, and against its golden light, green cliffs adorned with tall pines stood out one after another in a deep, rich blue. Grey, weathered peaks, some pointed, turreted, and streaked with snow, towered above them, shining with amber light. The blue darkness deepened, the dew fell heavily, aromatic scents wafted through the air, and still the towering peaks glowed with vibrant light until, in an instant, it faded away, leaving them with the ashy pallor of a lifeless face. It was dark and cold under the mountain shadows, the frosty chill of the high altitude enveloped me, the solitude felt overwhelming, and I reluctantly turned my horse's head towards Truckee, frequently glancing back at the ashy summits in their otherworldly allure. To the east, the landscape changed by the moment, while the lake remained "one burnished sheet of living gold," and Truckee was completely out of sight in a hollow filled with lake and cobalt. Soon, a carnival of colors erupted that I can only describe as exhilarating, intoxicating, a nearly unbearable joy, a tender pain, an indescribable longing, and an ethereal music, rich in love and reverence. It lasted well over an hour, and although the road was getting quite dark and the train that would take me away was quickly climbing the Sierras, I could only ride at a walk.

The eastward mountains, which had been grey, blushed pale pink, the pink deepened into rose, and the rose into crimson, and then all solidity etherealized away and became clear and pure as an amethyst, while all the waving ranges and the broken pine-clothed ridges below etherealized too, but into a dark rich blue, and a strange effect of atmosphere blended the whole into one perfect picture. It changed, deepened, reddened, melted, growing more and more wonderful, while under the pines it was night, till, having displayed itself for an hour, the jewelled peaks suddenly became like those of the Sierras, wan as the face of death. Far later the cold golden light lingered in the west, with pines in relief against its purity, and where the rose light had glowed in the east, a huge moon upheaved itself, and the red flicker of forest fires luridly streaked the mountain sides near and far off. I realized that night had come with its EERINESS, and putting my great horse into a gallop I clung on to him till I pulled him up in Truckee, which was at the height of its evening revelries—fires blazing out of doors, bar-rooms and saloons crammed, lights glaring, gaming tables thronged, fiddle and banjo in frightful discord, and the air ringing with ribaldry and profanity.

The eastern mountains, which had been grey, turned a light pink, then deepened into rose, and then into crimson. Suddenly, everything solid faded away and became as clear and pure as an amethyst, while the wavy ranges and broken pine-covered ridges below transformed into a deep, rich blue. A strange atmospheric effect blended it all into one perfect picture. It changed, deepened, reddened, and melted, growing more and more amazing as night fell under the pines, until, after displaying itself for an hour, the jeweled peaks suddenly turned as pale as the face of death. Much later, the cold golden light lingered in the west, with pines silhouetted against its brightness, and where the rose light had glowed in the east, a huge moon rose up, while the red flicker of forest fires streaked the mountain sides, both near and far. I realized that night had arrived with its eeriness, and as I put my big horse into a gallop, I held on until I pulled him up in Truckee, which was bustling with evening festivities—fires blazing outdoors, bars and saloons packed, lights shining bright, crowded gaming tables, fiddles and banjos playing in awful discord, and the air filled with raucous laughter and profanity.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter III

A Temple of Morpheus—Utah—A "God-forgotten" town—A distressed couple—Dog villages—A temperance colony—A Colorado inn—The bug pest—Fort Collins.

A Temple of Morpheus—Utah—A "God-forgotten" town—A troubled couple—Dog communities—A temperance settlement—A Colorado inn—The bug infestation—Fort Collins.

CHEYENNE, WYOMING, September 8.

Cheyenne, WY, Sept 8.

Precisely at 11 P.M. the huge Pacific train, with its heavy bell tolling, thundered up to the door of the Truckee House, and on presenting my ticket at the double door of a "Silver Palace" car, the slippered steward, whispering low, conducted me to my berth—a luxurious bed three and a half feet wide, with a hair mattress on springs, fine linen sheets, and costly California blankets. The twenty-four inmates of the car were all invisible, asleep behind rich curtains. It was a true Temple of Morpheus. Profound sleep was the object to which everything was dedicated. Four silver lamps hanging from the roof, and burning low, gave a dreamy light. On each side of the center passage, rich rep curtains, green and crimson, striped with gold, hung from silver bars running near the roof, and trailed on the soft Axminster carpet. The temperature was carefully kept at 70 degrees. It was 29 degrees outside. Silence and freedom from jolting were secured by double doors and windows, costly and ingenious arrangements of springs and cushions, and a speed limited to eighteen miles an hour.

Exactly at 11 P.M., the massive Pacific train, with its loud bell ringing, roared up to the door of the Truckee House. When I handed my ticket at the double door of a "Silver Palace" car, the steward in slippers, speaking softly, led me to my berth—a comfy bed three and a half feet wide, topped with a spring mattress, fine linen sheets, and expensive California blankets. The twenty-four other passengers in the car were all hidden, sleeping behind luxurious curtains. It truly felt like a Temple of Morpheus. Deep sleep was the aim of everything around. Four silver lamps hanging from the ceiling, burning softly, created a hazy light. On either side of the central aisle, rich drapes in green and crimson, striped with gold, hung from silver rods near the ceiling, trailing across the plush Axminster carpet. The temperature was carefully maintained at 70 degrees, while it was a chilly 29 degrees outside. Silence and a smooth ride were ensured by double doors and windows, expensive and clever spring and cushion setups, and a speed capped at eighteen miles per hour.

As I lay down, the gallop under the dark pines, the frosty moon, the forest fires, the flaring lights and roaring din of Truckee faded as dreams fade, and eight hours later a pure, pink dawn divulged a level blasted region, with grey sage brush growing out of a soil encrusted with alkali, and bounded on either side by low glaring ridges. All through that day we traveled under a cloudless sky over solitary glaring plains, and stopped twice at solitary, glaring frame houses, where coarse, greasy meals, infested by lazy flies, were provided at a dollar per head. By evening we were running across the continent on a bee line, and I sat for an hour on the rear platform of the rear car to enjoy the wonderful beauty of the sunset and the atmosphere. Far as one could see in the crystalline air there was nothing but desert. The jagged Humboldt ranges flaming in the sunset, with snow in their clefts, though forty-five miles off, looked within an easy canter. The bright metal track, purpling like all else in the cool distance, was all that linked one with Eastern or Western civilization.

As I lay down, the sound of galloping horses under the dark pines, the frosty moon, the forest fires, the bright lights, and the loud noise of Truckee faded away like dreams do, and eight hours later, a pure pink dawn revealed a flat, desolate area, with grey sagebrush growing out of soil encrusted with alkali, flanked by low, glaring ridges on either side. Throughout that day, we traveled under a clear sky across lonely, glaring plains and stopped twice at isolated, glaring frame houses, where we were served coarse, greasy meals, swarmed by lazy flies, at a dollar per person. By evening, we were heading straight across the continent, and I sat for an hour on the back platform of the last car to soak in the stunning beauty of the sunset and the atmosphere. As far as the eye could see in the clear air, there was nothing but desert. The jagged Humboldt ranges glowing in the sunset, with snow in their crevices, although forty-five miles away, seemed within easy reach. The shiny metal tracks, taking on a purple hue like everything else in the cool distance, were the only connection to Eastern or Western civilization.

The next morning, when the steward unceremoniously turned us out of our berths soon after sunrise, we were running down upon the Great Salt Lake, bounded by the white Wahsatch ranges. Along its shores, by means of irrigation, Mormon industry has compelled the ground to yield fine crops of hay and barley; and we passed several cabins, from which, even at that early hour, Mormons, each with two or three wives, were going forth to their day's work. The women were ugly, and their shapeless blue dresses hideous. At the Mormon town of Ogden we changed cars, and again traversed dusty plains, white and glaring, varied by muddy streams and rough, arid valleys, now and then narrowing into canyons. By common consent the windows were kept closed to exclude the fine white alkaline dust, which is very irritating to the nostrils. The journey became more and more wearisome as we ascended rapidly over immense plains and wastes of gravel destitute of mountain boundaries, and with only here and there a "knob" or "butte" [6] to break the monotony. The wheel-marks of the trail to Utah often ran parallel with the track, and bones of oxen were bleaching in the sun, the remains of those "whose carcasses fell in the wilderness" on the long and drouthy journey. The daybreak of to-day (Sunday) found us shivering at Fort Laramie, a frontier post dismally situated at a height of 7,000 feet. Another 1,000 feet over gravelly levels brought us to Sherman, the highest level reached by this railroad. From this point eastward the streams fall into the Atlantic. The ascent of these apparently level plateaus is called "crossing the Rocky Mountains," but I have seen nothing of the range, except two peaks like teeth lying low on the distant horizon. It became mercilessly cold; some people thought it snowed, but I only saw rolling billows of fog. Lads passed through the cars the whole morning, selling newspapers, novels, cacti, lollypops, pop corn, pea nuts, and ivory ornaments, so that, having lost all reckoning of the days, I never knew that it was Sunday till the cars pulled up at the door of the hotel in this detestable place.

The next morning, when the steward abruptly woke us up from our beds soon after sunrise, we were heading towards the Great Salt Lake, surrounded by the white Wahsatch mountains. Along its shores, through irrigation, Mormon hard work has transformed the land to produce good crops of hay and barley; we passed several cabins where, even at that early hour, Mormons, each with two or three wives, were heading out to start their day. The women were unattractive, and their baggy blue dresses were pretty ugly. In the Mormon town of Ogden, we switched trains and continued across dusty plains, bright and glaring, interspersed with muddy streams and dry, rugged valleys, occasionally narrowing into canyons. By mutual agreement, we kept the windows shut to keep out the fine white alkaline dust, which was really irritating to our noses. The journey became more tiring as we quickly ascended vast plains and gravel wastelands with no mountain boundaries, seeing only an occasional "knob" or "butte" to break the monotony. The tracks to Utah often ran parallel with our train, and the sun-bleached bones of oxen were scattered about, remnants of those "whose carcasses fell in the wilderness" during the long, dry trek. This morning (Sunday), we found ourselves shivering at Fort Laramie, a dreary outpost situated at an elevation of 7,000 feet. An additional 1,000 feet over gravelly ground took us to Sherman, the highest point reached by this railroad. From here, the streams flow eastward into the Atlantic. The climb of these seemingly flat plateaus is referred to as "crossing the Rocky Mountains," but I’ve seen nothing of the range except for two mountain peaks like teeth on the distant horizon. It got brutally cold; some people thought it was snowing, but I just saw rolling fog. Boys walked through the cars all morning, selling newspapers, novels, cacti, lollipops, popcorn, peanuts, and ivory trinkets, so that, having lost track of the days, I didn’t realize it was Sunday until the train stopped at the hotel in this unpleasant place.

[6] The mountains which bound the "valley of the Babbling Waters," Utah, afford striking examples of these "knobs" or "buttes."

[6] The mountains that surround the "valley of the Babbling Waters," Utah, provide striking examples of these "knobs" or "buttes."


The surrounding plains were endless and verdureless. The scanty grasses were long ago turned into sun-cured hay by the fierce summer heats. There is neither tree nor bush, the sky is grey, the earth buff, the air blae and windy, and clouds of coarse granitic dust sweep across the prairie and smother the settlement. Cheyenne is described as "a God-forsaken, God-forgotten place." That it forgets God is written on its face. It owes its existence to the railroad, and has diminished in population, but is a depot for a large amount of the necessaries of life which are distributed through the scantily settled districts within distances of 300 miles by "freight wagons," each drawn by four or six horses or mules, or double that number of oxen. At times over 100 wagons, with double that number of teamsters, are in Cheyenne at once. A short time ago it was a perfect pandemonium, mainly inhabited by rowdies and desperadoes, the scum of advancing civilization; and murders, stabbings, shooting, and pistol affrays were at times events of almost hourly occurrence in its drinking dens. But in the West, when things reach their worst, a sharp and sure remedy is provided. Those settlers who find the state of matters intolerable, organize themselves into a Vigilance Committee. "Judge Lynch," with a few feet of rope, appears on the scene, the majority crystallizes round the supporters of order, warnings are issued to obnoxious people, simply bearing a scrawl of a tree with a man dangling from it, with such words as "Clear out of this by 6 A.M., or——." A number of the worst desperadoes are tried by a yet more summary process than a drumhead court martial, "strung up," and buried ignominiously. I have been told that 120 ruffians were disposed of in this way here in a single fortnight. Cheyenne is now as safe as Hilo, and the interval between the most desperate lawlessness and the time when United States law, with its corruption and feebleness, comes upon the scene is one of comparative security and good order. Piety is not the forte of Cheyenne. The roads resound with atrocious profanity, and the rowdyism of the saloons and bar-rooms is repressed, not extirpated.

The surrounding plains were endless and barren. The sparse grasses had long ago turned into sun-dried hay from the intense summer heat. There are no trees or bushes; the sky is gray, the earth is brown, the air is cold and windy, and clouds of coarse dust sweep across the prairie, suffocating the settlement. Cheyenne is described as "a God-forsaken, God-forgotten place." The neglect of God is evident everywhere. It owes its existence to the railroad and has seen its population decline, but it serves as a distribution hub for many essentials, delivered by "freight wagons" pulled by four to six horses or mules, or double that number of oxen, to the sparsely populated districts within 300 miles. Sometimes, over 100 wagons, with double that number of teamsters, are in Cheyenne at once. Not long ago, it was complete chaos, mostly populated by troublemakers and outlaws, the dregs of advancing civilization; murders, stabbings, shootings, and gunfights were almost hourly occurrences in its bars. But in the West, when things reach their worst, a quick and effective solution is found. Settlers who can’t stand the situation band together as a Vigilance Committee. "Judge Lynch," armed with a rope, appears, and those who support order gather around him. Warnings are given to problematic individuals, often illustrated with a crude drawing of a tree with a man hanging from it, accompanied by the message, "Get out by 6 A.M., or——." Some of the worst outlaws are dealt with in a swifter manner than a drumhead court martial, "strung up," and buried in disgrace. I’ve heard that 120 criminals were dealt with this way here in just two weeks. Cheyenne is now as safe as Hilo, and the gap between extreme lawlessness and the arrival of United States law, with all its corruption and weakness, is a period of relative security and order. Religiosity is not a strong suit in Cheyenne. The roads are filled with foul language, and the rowdiness of the saloons and bars is kept in check, but not completely eliminated.

The population, once 6,000, is now about 4,000. It is an ill-arranged set of frame houses and shanties [7] and rubbish heaps, and offal of deer and antelope, produce the foulest smells I have smelt for a long time. Some of the houses are painted a blinding white; others are unpainted; there is not a bush, or garden, or green thing; it just straggles out promiscuously on the boundless brown plains, on the extreme verge of which three toothy peaks are seen. It is utterly slovenly-looking, and unornamental, abounds in slouching bar-room-looking characters, and looks a place of low, mean lives. Below the hotel window freight cars are being perpetually shunted, but beyond the railroad tracks are nothing but the brown plains, with their lonely sights—now a solitary horseman at a traveling amble, then a party of Indians in paint and feathers, but civilized up to the point of carrying firearms, mounted on sorry ponies, the bundled-up squaws riding astride on the baggage ponies; then a drove of ridgy-spined, long-horned cattle, which have been several months eating their way from Texas, with their escort of four or five much-spurred horsemen, in peaked hats, blue-hooded coats, and high boots, heavily armed with revolvers and repeating rifles, and riding small wiry horses. A solitary wagon, with a white tilt, drawn by eight oxen, is probably bearing an emigrant and his fortunes to Colorado. On one of the dreary spaces of the settlement six white-tilted wagons, each with twelve oxen, are standing on their way to a distant part. Everything suggests a beyond.

The population, which was once 6,000, is now about 4,000. It’s a messy collection of frame houses and shanties, along with heaps of trash and animal waste from deer and antelope, creating some of the worst smells I’ve encountered in a long time. Some of the houses are a glaring white; others are bare wood. There’s not a bush, garden, or anything green; it just sprawls chaotically across the endless brown plains, where three jagged peaks can be seen in the distance. It looks completely shabby and unappealing, filled with laid-back characters that give it a low, unsavory vibe. Below the hotel window, freight cars are constantly being switched around, but beyond the train tracks are just the brown plains, showcasing lonely scenes—now a lone horseman leisurely riding by, then a group of Native Americans in paint and feathers, modernized enough to be carrying guns, riding scruffy ponies, with bundled-up women sitting sideways on the pack ponies; then a herd of long-horned cattle, that have spent months making their way from Texas, accompanied by four or five spurred horsemen in pointed hats, blue coats, and tall boots, heavily armed with revolvers and rifles, riding small, tough horses. A lone wagon with a white cover, pulled by eight oxen, is likely carrying an emigrant and their belongings to Colorado. In one of the dreary areas of the settlement, six covered wagons, each pulled by twelve oxen, are paused on their journey to a far-off place. Everything hints at a destination beyond here.

[7] The discovery of gold in the Black Hills has lately given it a great impetus, and as it is the chief point of departure for the diggings it is increasing in population and importance. (July, 1879)

[7] The discovery of gold in the Black Hills has recently boosted its significance, and since it’s the main starting point for the digs, its population and importance are growing. (July, 1879)


September 9.

September 9th.

I have found at the post office here a circular letter of recommendation from ex-Governor Hunt, procured by Miss Kingsley's kindness, and another equally valuable one of "authentication" and recommendation from Mr. Bowles, of the Springfield Republican, whose name is a household word in all the West. Armed with these, I shall plunge boldly into Colorado. I am suffering from giddiness and nausea produced by the bad smells. A "help" here says that there have been fifty-six deaths from cholera during the last twenty days. Is common humanity lacking, I wonder, in this region of hard greed? Can it not be bought by dollars here, like every other commodity, votes included? Last night I made the acquaintance of a shadowy gentleman from Wisconsin, far gone in consumption, with a spirited wife and young baby. He had been ordered to the Plains as a last resource, but was much worse. Early this morning he crawled to my door, scarcely able to speak from debility and bleeding from the lungs, begging me to go to his wife, who, the doctor said was ill of cholera. The child had been ill all night, and not for love or money could he get any one to do anything for them, not even to go for the medicine. The lady was blue, and in great pain from cramp, and the poor unweaned infant was roaring for the nourishment which had failed. I vainly tried to get hot water and mustard for a poultice, and though I offered a Negro a dollar to go for the medicine, he looked at it superciliously, hummed a tune, and said he must wait for the Pacific train, which was not due for an hour. Equally in vain I hunted through Cheyenne for a feeding bottle. Not a maternal heart softened to the helpless mother and starving child, and my last resource was to dip a piece of sponge in some milk and water, and try to pacify the creature. I applied Rigollot's leaves, went for the medicine, saw the popular host—a bachelor—who mentioned a girl who, after much difficulty, consented to take charge of the baby for two dollars a day and attend to the mother, and having remained till she began to amend, I took the cars for Greeley, a settlement on the Plains, which I had been recommended to make my starting point for the mountains.

I found a circular letter of recommendation from former Governor Hunt at the post office here, thanks to Miss Kingsley’s kindness, and another valuable letter of “authentication” and recommendation from Mr. Bowles of the Springfield Republican, whose name is well-known throughout the West. With these in hand, I’m ready to dive into Colorado. I’m feeling dizzy and nauseous from the unpleasant odors. A helper here mentioned that there have been fifty-six deaths from cholera in the last twenty days. I wonder if basic humanity is missing in this area full of greed. Can it not be bought with money here, like everything else, including votes? Last night, I met a frail gentleman from Wisconsin, seriously ill with tuberculosis, along with his spirited wife and young baby. He had been sent to the Plains as a last resort but was feeling much worse. Early this morning, he managed to crawl to my door, barely able to speak due to weakness and coughing up blood, pleading with me to help his wife, who the doctor said was sick with cholera. The baby had been ill all night, and despite his desperation, he couldn’t find anyone to help, not even to fetch medicine. The woman was in severe pain from cramps, and the poor unweaned infant was crying for the nourishment that wasn’t available. I tried in vain to get hot water and mustard for a poultice, and although I offered a dollar to a Black man to fetch the medicine, he looked at it disdainfully, hummed a tune, and said he had to wait for the Pacific train, which wouldn’t arrive for another hour. I also unsuccessfully searched through Cheyenne for a feeding bottle. Not a single maternal heart was moved by the plight of the helpless mother and starving child, so my last resort was to dip a sponge in some milk and water to try to soothe the baby. I used Rigollot's leaves, went for the medicine, and spoke with the local host—a bachelor—who mentioned a girl who, after much persuasion, agreed to care for the baby for two dollars a day and attend to the mother. After staying until the mother began to improve, I took the train to Greeley, a settlement on the Plains that had been recommended to me as a good starting point for the mountains.


FORT COLLINS, September 10.

Fort Collins, September 10.

It gave me a strange sensation to embark upon the Plains. Plains, plains everywhere, plains generally level, but elsewhere rolling in long undulations, like the waves of a sea which had fallen asleep. They are covered thinly with buff grass, the withered stalks of flowers, Spanish bayonet, and a small beehive-shaped cactus. One could gallop all over them.

It felt weird to set out across the Plains. Plains, plains all around, mostly flat, but sometimes rolling in long waves, like the surface of a calm sea. They’re lightly covered with light brown grass, dried flower stalks, Spanish bayonet plants, and small beehive-shaped cacti. You could ride a horse across them easily.

They are peopled with large villages of what are called prairie dogs, because they utter a short, sharp bark, but the dogs are, in reality, marmots. We passed numbers of villages, which are composed of raised circular orifices, about eighteen inches in diameter, with sloping passages leading downwards for five or six feet. Hundreds of these burrows are placed together. On nearly every rim a small furry reddish-buff beast sat on his hind legs, looking, so far as head went, much like a young seal. These creatures were acting as sentinels, and sunning themselves. As we passed, each gave a warning yelp, shook its tail, and, with a ludicrous flourish of its hind legs, dived into its hole. The appearance of hundreds of these creatures, each eighteen inches long, sitting like dogs begging, with their paws down and all turned sunwards, is most grotesque. The Wish-ton-Wish has few enemies, and is a most prolific animal. From its enormous increase and the energy and extent of its burrowing operations, one can fancy that in the course of years the prairies will be seriously injured, as it honeycombs the ground, and renders it unsafe for horses. The burrows seem usually to be shared by owls, and many of the people insist that a rattlesnake is also an inmate, but I hope for the sake of the harmless, cheery little prairie dog, that this unwelcome fellowship is a myth.

They are filled with large colonies of creatures called prairie dogs because they make a short, sharp bark, but they are actually marmots. We passed many villages made up of raised circular openings about eighteen inches in diameter, with sloping tunnels leading down for five or six feet. Hundreds of these burrows are clustered together. On almost every edge, a small furry reddish-buff animal sat on its hind legs, looking, at least from the head up, a lot like a young seal. These animals were acting as sentinels while enjoying the sun. As we walked by, each gave a warning yelp, shook its tail, and with a comical flourish of its hind legs, dove into its hole. The sight of hundreds of these creatures, each about eighteen inches long, sitting like dogs begging with their paws down and all facing the sun, is quite ridiculous. The prairie dog has few enemies and is incredibly prolific. With its rapid population growth and extensive burrowing activities, one can imagine that over the years the prairies will be significantly affected as it tunnels through the ground, making it unsafe for horses. The burrows are often shared with owls, and many people claim that rattlesnakes also live there, but I hope for the sake of the harmless, cheerful little prairie dog that this unwelcome cohabitation is just a myth.

After running on a down grade for some time, five distinct ranges of mountains, one above another, a lurid blue against a lurid sky, upheaved themselves above the prairie sea. An American railway car, hot, stuffy and full of chewing, spitting Yankees, was not an ideal way of approaching this range which had early impressed itself upon my imagination. Still, it was truly grand, although it was sixty miles off, and we were looking at it from a platform 5,000 feet in height. As I write I am only twenty-five miles from them, and they are gradually gaining possession of me.

After running downhill for a while, five distinct mountain ranges, stacked one on top of the other in a bright blue against a vivid sky, rose above the endless prairie. An American train car, hot, stuffy, and filled with chewing, spitting passengers, was not exactly the best way to experience this range that had captured my imagination early on. Still, it was truly impressive, even though it was sixty miles away, and we were viewing it from a platform 5,000 feet up. As I write, I’m only twenty-five miles away from them, and they are slowly taking hold of me.

I can look at and FEEL nothing else. At five in the afternoon frame houses and green fields began to appear, the cars drew up, and two of my fellow passengers and I got out and carried our own luggage through the deep dust to a small, rough, Western tavern, where with difficulty we were put up for the night. This settlement is called the Greeley Temperance Colony, and was founded lately by an industrious class of emigrants from the East, all total abstainers, and holding advanced political opinions. They bought and fenced 50,000 acres of land, constructed an irrigating canal, which distributes its waters on reasonable terms, have already a population of 3,000, and are the most prosperous and rising colony in Colorado, being altogether free from either laziness or crime. Their rich fields are artificially productive solely; and after seeing regions where Nature gives spontaneously, one is amazed that people should settle here to be dependent on irrigating canals, with the risk of having their crops destroyed by grasshoppers. A clause in the charter of the colony prohibits the introduction, sale, or consumption of intoxicating liquor, and I hear that the men of Greeley carry their crusade against drink even beyond their limits, and have lately sacked three houses open for the sale of drink near their frontier, pouring the whisky upon the ground, so that people don't now like to run the risk of bringing liquor near Greeley, and the temperance influence is spreading over a very large area. As the men have no bar-rooms to sit in, I observed that Greeley was asleep at an hour when other places were beginning their revelries. Nature is niggardly, and living is coarse and rough, the merest necessaries of hardy life being all that can be thought of in this stage of existence.

I can look at and FEEL nothing else. At five in the afternoon, frame houses and green fields started to appear, cars pulled up, and two of my fellow passengers and I got out and carried our own luggage through the thick dust to a small, rugged Western tavern, where we had a hard time getting a place to stay for the night. This settlement is called the Greeley Temperance Colony, founded recently by a hardworking group of immigrants from the East, all of whom are total abstainers and hold progressive political views. They purchased and fenced 50,000 acres of land, built an irrigation canal that distributes water on reasonable terms, already have a population of 3,000, and are the most prosperous and emerging colony in Colorado, completely free of laziness or crime. Their fertile fields are solely productive through artificial means; and after seeing places where nature provides effortlessly, it’s surprising that people would settle here, depending on irrigation canals and risking their crops being wiped out by grasshoppers. A clause in the colony's charter bans the introduction, sale, or consumption of alcohol, and I hear that the men of Greeley take their fight against drinking beyond their borders, recently raiding three establishments selling alcohol near their edge, pouring the whiskey onto the ground, so now people hesitate to risk bringing liquor close to Greeley, and the temperance message is spreading over a large area. Since the men have no bars to hang out in, I noticed that Greeley was quiet at a time when other places were starting their festivities. Nature is stingy, and life here is tough and rough, providing only the basic necessities for a hardy existence at this stage of life.

My first experiences of Colorado travel have been rather severe. At Greeley I got a small upstairs room at first, but gave it up to a married couple with a child, and then had one downstairs no bigger than a cabin, with only a canvas partition. It was very hot, and every place was thick with black flies. The English landlady had just lost her "help," and was in a great fuss, so that I helped her to get supper ready. Its chief features were greasiness and black flies. Twenty men in working clothes fed and went out again, "nobody speaking to nobody." The landlady introduced me to a Vermont settler who lives in the "Foot Hills," who was very kind and took a great deal of trouble to get me a horse. Horses abound, but they are either large American horses, which are only used for draught, or small, active horses, called broncos, said to be from a Spanish word, signifying that they can never be broke. They nearly all "buck," and are described as being more "ugly" and treacherous than mules. There is only one horse in Greeley "safe for a woman to ride." I tried an Indian pony by moonlight—such a moonlight—but found he had tender feet. The kitchen was the only sitting room, so I shortly went to bed, to be awoke very soon by crawling creatures apparently in myriads. I struck a light, and found such swarms of bugs that I gathered myself up on the wooden chairs, and dozed uneasily till sunrise. Bugs are a great pest in Colorado. They come out of the earth, infest the wooden walls, and cannot be got rid of by any amount of cleanliness. Many careful housewives take their beds to pieces every week and put carbolic acid on them.

My first experiences traveling in Colorado were pretty rough. In Greeley, I initially got a small room upstairs, but I gave it up to a married couple with a child, and then I ended up in a tiny downstairs room, no bigger than a cabin, with just a canvas partition. It was really hot, and everywhere was swarming with black flies. The English landlady had just lost her help and was really flustered, so I helped her prepare dinner. The main features of the meal were grease and black flies. Twenty men in work clothes ate and then left without saying a word to each other. The landlady introduced me to a guy from Vermont who lives in the foothills. He was very kind and went out of his way to help me find a horse. Horses were everywhere, but they were either big American horses used for work or small, lively horses called broncos, which, according to the Spanish, can never be broken. Most of them buck, and they're considered to be more unpredictable and tricky than mules. There was only one horse in Greeley that was supposedly safe for a woman to ride. I tried an Indian pony under the moonlight—what a moonlight it was!—but I discovered he had tender hooves. The kitchen was the only place to hang out, so I went to bed pretty quickly, only to be woken up soon after by what felt like countless crawling creatures. I lit a lamp and found such a swarm of bugs that I had to huddle up on the wooden chairs, dozing restlessly until sunrise. Bugs are a huge nuisance in Colorado. They come up from the ground, infest wooden walls, and no amount of cleaning seems to get rid of them. Many diligent housewives take their beds apart every week and treat them with carbolic acid.

It was a glorious, cool morning, and the great range of the Rocky Mountains looked magnificent. I tried the pony again, but found he would not do for a long journey; and as my Vermont acquaintance offered me a seat in his wagon to Fort Collins, twenty-five miles nearer the Mountains, I threw a few things together and came here with him. We left Greeley at 10, and arrived here at 4:30, staying an hour for food on the way. I liked the first half of the drive; but the fierce, ungoverned, blazing heat of the sun on the whitish earth for the last half, was terrible even with my white umbrella, which I have not used since I left New Zealand; it was sickening. Then the eyes have never anything green to rest upon, except in the river bottoms, where there is green hay grass. We followed mostly the course of the River Cache-a-la-Poudre, which rises in the Mountains, and after supplying Greeley with irrigation, falls into the Platte, which is an affluent of the Missouri. When once beyond the scattered houses and great ring fence of the vigorous Greeley colonists, we were on the boundless prairie. Now and then horsemen passed us, and we met three wagons with white tilts. Except where the prairie dogs have honeycombed the ground, you can drive almost anywhere, and the passage of a few wagons over the same track makes a road. We forded the river, whose course is marked the whole way by a fringe of small cotton-woods and aspens, and traveled hour after hour with nothing to see except some dog towns, with their quaint little sentinels; but the view in front was glorious. The Alps, from the Lombard Plains, are the finest mountain panorama I ever saw, but not equal to this; for not only do five high-peaked giants, each nearly the height of Mont Blanc, lift their dazzling summits above the lower ranges, but the expanse of mountains is so vast, and the whole lie in a transparent medium of the richest blue, not haze—something peculiar to the region. The lack of foreground is a great artistic fault, and the absence of greenery is melancholy, and makes me recall sadly the entrancing detail of the Hawaiian Islands. Once only, the second time we forded the river, the cotton-woods formed a foreground, and then the loveliness was heavenly. We stopped at a log house and got a rough dinner of beef and potatoes, and I was amused at the five men who shared it with us for apologizing to me for being without their coats, as if coats would not be an enormity on the Plains.

It was a beautiful, cool morning, and the Rocky Mountains looked amazing. I tried the pony again, but realized he wasn’t good for a long trip; so when my friend from Vermont offered me a ride in his wagon to Fort Collins, which is twenty-five miles closer to the Mountains, I quickly packed a few things and joined him. We left Greeley at 10 AM and arrived here at 4:30 PM, stopping for an hour to eat along the way. I enjoyed the first half of the drive, but the intense, unrelenting heat from the sun beating down on the light-colored ground for the second half was unbearable, even with my white umbrella, which I hadn’t used since leaving New Zealand; it was sickening. There was hardly anything green to look at, except in the river valleys, where there’s green hay grass. We mostly followed the course of the Cache-a-la-Poudre River, which starts in the Mountains, irrigates Greeley, and then flows into the Platte, a tributary of the Missouri. Once we passed the scattered houses and the large enclosures of the lively Greeley settlers, we were on the vast prairie. Occasionally, we passed horseback riders and encountered three wagons with white covers. Aside from where the prairie dogs have burrowed, you can drive almost anywhere, and if a few wagons use the same path, it creates a road. We crossed the river, which is lined all the way by small cottonwoods and aspens, and traveled hour after hour with nothing to see except a few dog towns and their quirky little sentinels; but the view ahead was breathtaking. The Alps from the Lombard Plains are the finest mountain view I've ever seen, but they can't compare to this; because not only do five tall peaks, each nearly the height of Mont Blanc, rise with their dazzling tops above the lower hills, but the range is so expansive, and the whole scene is set against a clear, deep blue sky unique to this region. The lack of foreground is a significant artistic flaw, and the absence of greenery feels sad, reminding me of the beautiful details of the Hawaiian Islands. Only once, the second time we crossed the river, did the cottonwoods provide a foreground, and in that moment, the beauty was heavenly. We stopped at a log cabin and had a simple dinner of beef and potatoes, and I found it amusing that the five men sharing the meal with us apologized for not wearing their coats, as if coats would have been appropriate on the Plains.

It is the election day for the Territory, and men were galloping over the prairie to register their votes. The three in the wagon talked politics the whole time. They spoke openly and shamelessly of the prices given for votes; and apparently there was not a politician on either side who was not accused of degrading corruption. We saw a convoy of 5,000 head of Texas cattle traveling from southern Texas to Iowa. They had been nine months on the way! They were under the charge of twenty mounted vacheros, heavily armed, and a light wagon accompanied them, full of extra rifles and ammunition, not unnecessary, for the Indians are raiding in all directions, maddened by the reckless and useless slaughter of the buffalo, which is their chief subsistence. On the Plains are herds of wild horses, buffalo, deer, and antelope; and in the Mountains, bears, wolves, deer, elk, mountain lions, bison, and mountain sheep. You see a rifle in every wagon, as people always hope to fall in with game.

It’s election day in the Territory, and men were racing across the prairie to cast their votes. The three guys in the wagon talked politics the whole time. They openly and shamelessly discussed the prices being paid for votes; it seemed like there wasn't a single politician on either side who wasn’t accused of corrupt practices. We saw a convoy of 5,000 Texas cattle traveling from southern Texas to Iowa. They had been on the road for nine months! They were being overseen by twenty armed vachers on horseback, and there was a light wagon with them packed with extra rifles and ammunition, which was definitely needed, as the Indians were raiding in all directions, driven mad by the reckless and pointless slaughter of the buffalo, which are their main source of food. On the Plains, there are herds of wild horses, buffalo, deer, and antelope; and in the Mountains, you can find bears, wolves, deer, elk, mountain lions, bison, and mountain sheep. You’ll see a rifle in every wagon, as people always hope to encounter some game.

By the time we reached Fort Collins I was sick and dizzy with the heat of the sun, and not disposed to be pleased with a most unpleasing place. It was a military post, but at present consists of a few frame houses put down recently on the bare and burning plain. The settlers have "great expectations," but of what? The Mountains look hardly nearer than from Greeley; one only realizes their vicinity by the loss of their higher peaks. This house is freer from bugs than the one at Greeley, but full of flies. These new settlements are altogether revolting, entirely utilitarian, given up to talk of dollars as well as to making them, with coarse speech, coarse food, coarse everything, nothing wherewith to satisfy the higher cravings if they exist, nothing on which the eye can rest with pleasure. The lower floor of this inn swarms with locusts in addition to thousands of black flies. The latter cover the ground and rise buzzing from it as you walk.

By the time we got to Fort Collins, I felt sick and dizzy from the heat of the sun, and I wasn't inclined to like this really unappealing place. It was a military post, but right now it consists of just a few recently built frame houses sitting on the bare, scorching plain. The settlers have "great expectations," but for what? The mountains seem hardly any closer than they did from Greeley; you only notice they're nearby by the absence of their higher peaks. This place is less buggy than the one in Greeley, but it's swarming with flies. These new settlements are just disgusting, completely focused on making money and talking about it, with crude language, crude food, and everything coarse—nothing that could satisfy any higher desires if they even exist, and nothing beautiful for the eyes to enjoy. The lower floor of this inn is crawling with locusts along with thousands of black flies. They cover the ground and buzz up as you walk through.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter IV

A plague of flies—A melancholy charioteer—The Foot Hills—A mountain boarding-house—A dull life—"Being agreeable"—Climate of Colorado—Soroche and snakes.

A swarm of flies—A sad charioteer—The Foothills—A mountain boarding house—A boring life—"Being pleasant"—The climate of Colorado—Altitude sickness and snakes.

CANYON, September 12.

Canyon, September 12.

I was actually so dull and tired that I deliberately slept away the afternoon in order to forget the heat and flies. Thirty men in working clothes, silent and sad looking, came in to supper. The beef was tough and greasy, the butter had turned to oil, and beef and butter were black with living, drowned, and half-drowned flies. The greasy table-cloth was black also with flies, and I did not wonder that the guests looked melancholy and quickly escaped. I failed to get a horse, but was strongly recommended to come here and board with a settler, who, they said, had a saw-mill and took boarders. The person who recommended it so strongly gave me a note of introduction, and told me that it was in a grand part of the mountains, where many people had been camping out all the summer for the benefit of their health. The idea of a boarding-house, as I know them in America, was rather formidable in the present state of my wardrobe, and I decided on bringing my carpet-bag, as well as my pack, lest I should be rejected for my bad clothes.

I was so drained and exhausted that I purposely napped through the afternoon to escape the heat and flies. Thirty men in work clothes, looking silent and downcast, came in for dinner. The beef was tough and greasy, the butter had turned to oil, and both the beef and butter were crawling with living, drowned, and half-drowned flies. The greasy tablecloth was also covered in flies, so it was no wonder the guests appeared gloomy and quickly left. I couldn't find a horse, but I was strongly advised to come here and board with a settler who supposedly had a sawmill and took in boarders. The person who recommended it so highly gave me an introduction note and told me it was in a beautiful part of the mountains, where many people had been camping for their health all summer. The thought of a boarding house, as I know them in America, was somewhat daunting given my current wardrobe, so I decided to bring my carpet bag along with my pack to avoid being turned away because of my shabby clothes.

Early the next morning I left in a buggy drawn by light broncos and driven by a profoundly melancholy young man. He had never been to the canyon; there was no road. We met nobody, saw nothing except antelope in the distance, and he became more melancholy and lost his way, driving hither and thither for about twenty miles till we came upon an old trail which eventually brought us to a fertile "bottom," where hay and barley were being harvested, and five or six frame houses looked cheerful. I had been recommended to two of these, which professed to take in strangers, but one was full of reapers, and in the other a child was dead. So I took the buggy on, glad to leave the glaring, prosaic settlement behind. There was a most curious loneliness about the journey up to that time. Except for the huge barrier to the right, the boundless prairies were everywhere, and it was like being at sea without a compass. The wheels made neither sound nor indentation as we drove over the short, dry grass, and there was no cheerful clatter of horses' hoofs. The sky was cloudy and the air hot and still. In one place we passed the carcass of a mule, and a number of vultures soared up from it, to descend again immediately. Skeletons and bones of animals were often to be seen. A range of low, grassy hills, called the Foot Hills, rose from the plain, featureless and monotonous, except where streams, fed by the snows of the higher regions, had cut their way through them. Confessedly bewildered, and more melancholy than ever, the driver turned up one of the wildest of these entrances, and in another hour the Foot Hills lay between us and the prairie sea, and a higher and broken range, with pitch pines of average size, was revealed behind them. These Foot Hills, which swell up uninterestingly from the plains on their eastern side, on their western have the appearance of having broken off from the next range, and the break is abrupt, and takes the form of walls and terraces of rock of the most brilliant color, weathered and stained by ores, and, even under the grey sky, dazzling to the eyes. The driver thought he had understood the directions given, but he was stupid, and once we lost some miles by arriving at a river too rough and deep to be forded, and again we were brought up by an impassable canyon. He grew frightened about his horses, and said no money would ever tempt him into the mountains again; but average intelligence would have made it all easy.

Early the next morning, I set off in a buggy pulled by light horses, driven by a very sad young man. He had never been to the canyon before, and there was no road. We didn't meet anyone and only spotted some antelope in the distance. As he grew more dejected, he got lost, driving around for about twenty miles until we found an old trail that eventually led us to a lush area where hay and barley were being harvested, and five or six cheerful houses stood. I had been recommended to stay at two of them, which claimed to accept guests, but one was full of harvesters, and in the other a child had died. So, I continued on, happy to leave behind the bright, dull settlement. There was an oddly profound loneliness about the journey up to that point. Aside from the huge rock wall on the right, endless prairies stretched out all around, making it feel like I was at sea without a compass. The wheels made no noise nor left any marks as we drove over the short, dry grass, and there was no cheerful sound of horses' hooves. The sky was cloudy, and the air was hot and still. At one point, we passed the carcass of a mule, and a bunch of vultures lifted off from it, only to come down again immediately. You could often see skeletons and bones of animals. A range of low, grassy hills—called the Foot Hills—rose from the plain, featureless and monotonous except where streams carved their way through them, fed by snow from the higher areas. The driver, clearly confused and more depressed than before, took one of the wildest paths through these hills, and in about an hour, the Foot Hills separated us from the prairie. Beyond them lay a higher, jagged range with average-sized pitch pines. These Foot Hills rise unremarkably from the eastern plains, but on the western side, they seem to have broken away from the next range, creating an abrupt drop that looks like walls and terraces of vividly colored rock, weathered and stained by minerals, and even under the gray sky, it was stunning to behold. The driver thought he understood the directions given to him, but he was clueless, and we wasted some time by arriving at a river that was too rough and deep to cross, and later he got stuck by an impassable canyon. He became anxious about his horses and claimed that no amount of money would ever persuade him to go into the mountains again; yet, with average intelligence, it would have all been straightforward.

The solitude was becoming somber, when, after driving for nine hours, and traveling at the least forty-five miles, without any sign of fatigue on the part of the broncos, we came to a stream, by the side of which we drove along a definite track, till we came to a sort of tripartite valley, with a majestic crooked canyon 2,000 feet deep opening upon it. A rushing stream roared through it, and the Rocky Mountains, with pines scattered over them, came down upon it. A little farther, and the canyon became utterly inaccessible. This was exciting; here was an inner world. A rough and shaky bridge, made of the outsides of pines laid upon some unsecured logs, crossed the river. The broncos stopped and smelt it, not liking it, but some encouraging speech induced them to go over. On the other side was a log cabin, partially ruinous, and the very rudest I ever saw, its roof of plastered mud being broken into large holes. It stood close to the water among some cotton-wood trees. A little higher there was a very primitive saw-mill, also out of repair, with some logs lying about. An emigrant wagon and a forlorn tent, with a camp-fire and a pot, were in the foreground, but there was no trace of the boarding-house, of which I stood a little in dread. The driver went for further directions to the log cabin, and returned with a grim smile deepening the melancholy of his face to say it was Mr. Chalmers', but there was no accommodation for such as him, much less for me! This was truly "a sell." I got down and found a single room of the rudest kind, with the wall at one end partially broken down, holes in the roof, holes for windows, and no furniture but two chairs and two unplaned wooden shelves, with some sacks of straw upon them for beds. There was an adjacent cabin room, with a stove, benches, and table, where they cooked and ate, but this was all. A hard, sad-looking woman looked at me measuringly. She said that they sold milk and butter to parties who camped in the canyon, that they had never had any boarders but two asthmatic old ladies, but they would take me for five dollars per week if I "would make myself agreeable." The horses had to be fed, and I sat down on a box, had some dried beef and milk, and considered the matter. If I went back to Fort Collins, I thought I was farther from a mountain life, and had no choice but Denver, a place from which I shrank, or to take the cars for New York. Here the life was rough, rougher than any I had ever seen, and the people repelled me by their faces and manners; but if I could rough it for a few days, I might, I thought, get over canyons and all other difficulties into Estes Park, which has become the goal of my journey and hopes. So I decided to remain.

The solitude was getting a bit gloomy when, after driving for nine hours and covering at least forty-five miles, with the broncos showing no signs of tiring, we came across a stream. We followed a distinct path alongside it until we reached a sort of three-part valley, with a majestic, winding canyon that was 2,000 feet deep opening up before us. A rushing stream thundered through it, and the Rocky Mountains, dotted with pines, loomed nearby. A little further along, the canyon became completely inaccessible. This was thrilling; it felt like entering another world. A rough and shaky bridge, made of pine logs placed over some unsecured wood, crossed the river. The broncos hesitated and sniffed at it, clearly uneasy, but some encouraging words got them to cross. On the other side was a log cabin that was partially falling apart, the most basic one I had ever seen, with its mud-plastered roof broken into large gaps. It sat right by the water among some cottonwood trees. Just up the way was a very basic sawmill, also in disrepair, with some logs scattered around. An emigrant wagon and a sad-looking tent, along with a campfire and a pot, were in the foreground, but there was no sign of the boarding house, which I was a bit anxious about. The driver went to the log cabin for more directions and came back with a grim smile that added to the melancholy on his face, saying it was Mr. Chalmers' place, but they had no room for someone like him, let alone for me! This was truly disappointing. I got down and found a single room that was the most basic kind, with one wall partially knocked down, holes in the roof, openings for windows, and no furniture except two chairs and two unplaned wooden shelves with some straw sacks on them for beds. There was another cabin room nearby, with a stove, benches, and a table, where they cooked and ate, but that was it. A hard, sad-looking woman eyed me critically. She said they sold milk and butter to campers in the canyon and had only ever hosted two asthmatic old ladies as boarders, but they would take me in for five dollars a week if I "made myself agreeable." The horses needed feeding, so I sat on a box, had some dried beef and milk, and thought things over. If I went back to Fort Collins, I felt it would be even further from mountain life, leaving me with no choice but Denver, a place I wasn't keen on, or taking a train back to New York. Here, the life was rougher than anything I'd ever seen, and the people put me off with their faces and attitudes. But if I could tough it out for a few days, I thought, I might be able to navigate through the canyons and all the other obstacles to reach Estes Park, which had become the destination of my journey and hopes. So I decided to stay.


September 16.

September 16th.

Five days here, and I am no nearer Estes Park. How the days pass I know not; I am weary of the limitations of this existence. This is "a life in which nothing happens." When the buggy disappeared, I felt as if I had cut the bridge behind me. I sat down and knitted for some time—my usual resource under discouraging circumstances. I really did not know how I should get on. There was no table, no bed, no basin, no towel, no glass, no window, no fastening on the door. The roof was in holes, the logs were unchinked, and one end of the cabin was partially removed! Life was reduced to its simplest elements. I went out; the family all had something to do, and took no notice of me. I went back, and then an awkward girl of sixteen, with uncombed hair, and a painful repulsiveness of face and air, sat on a log for half an hour and stared at me. I tried to draw her into talk, but she twirled her fingers and replied snappishly in monosyllables. Could I by any effort "make myself agreeable"? I wondered. The day went on. I put on my Hawaiian dress, rolling up the sleeves to the elbows in an "agreeable" fashion. Towards evening the family returned to feed, and pushed some dried beef and milk in at the door. They all slept under the trees, and before dark carried the sacks of straw out for their bedding. I followed their example that night, or rather watched Charles's Wain while they slept, but since then have slept on blankets on the floor under the roof. They have neither lamp nor candle, so if I want to do anything after dark I have to do it by the unsteady light of pine knots. As the nights are cold, and free from bugs, and I do a good deal of manual labor, I sleep well. At dusk I make my bed on the floor, and draw a bucket of ice-cold water from the river; the family go to sleep under the trees, and I pile logs on the fire sufficient to burn half the night, for I assure you the solitude is eerie enough. There are unaccountable noises, (wolves), rummagings under the floor, queer cries, and stealthy sounds of I know not what. One night a beast (fox or skunk) rushed in at the open end of the cabin, and fled through the window, almost brushing my face, and on another, the head and three or four inches of the body of a snake were protruded through a chink of the floor close to me, to my extreme disgust. My mirror is the polished inside of my watchcase. At sunrise Mrs. Chalmers comes in—if coming into a nearly open shed can be called IN—and makes a fire, because she thinks me too stupid to do it, and mine is the family room; and by seven I am dressed, have folded the blankets, and swept the floor, and then she puts some milk and bread or stirabout on a box by the door. After breakfast I draw more water, and wash one or two garments daily, taking care that there are no witnesses of my inexperience. Yesterday a calf sucked one into hopeless rags. The rest of the day I spend in mending, knitting, writing to you, and the various odds and ends which arise when one has to do all for oneself. At twelve and six some food is put on the box by the door, and at dusk we make up our beds. A distressed emigrant woman has just given birth to a child in a temporary shanty by the river, and I go to help her each day.

Five days here, and I’m no closer to Estes Park. I have no idea how the days are passing; I’m tired of the limitations of this life. This is “a life in which nothing happens.” When the buggy left, it felt like I burned my bridges. I sat down and knitted for a while — my usual go-to when I’m feeling down. I honestly didn’t know how I was going to manage. There was no table, no bed, no basin, no towel, no glass, no window, and no lock on the door. The roof had holes, the logs were unchinked, and one end of the cabin was half torn away! Life had been reduced to the bare essentials. I stepped outside; the family was all busy and didn’t notice me. I went back inside, and then an awkward sixteen-year-old girl with messy hair and an off-putting face sat on a log and stared at me for half an hour. I tried to start a conversation, but she just twirled her fingers and answered curtly with one-word replies. I wondered if I could somehow “make myself likable.” The day dragged on. I put on my Hawaiian dress, rolling up the sleeves to my elbows in a “likable” way. In the evening, the family returned to eat and pushed some dried beef and milk through the door. They all slept under the trees and before dark carried out their straw sacks for bedding. That night, I followed their example or rather, I watched Charles’s Wain while they slept, but since then I’ve been sleeping on blankets on the floor under the roof. They have no lamp or candle, so if I want to do anything at night, I have to use the flickering light from pine knots. As the nights are cold, bug-free, and after all the manual work, I sleep well. At dusk, I make my bed on the floor and draw a bucket of ice-cold water from the river; the family goes to sleep under the trees, and I stack logs on the fire to keep it burning for half the night, because I assure you, the solitude is eerily unsettling. There are strange noises (wolves), rummaging beneath the floor, weird cries, and stealthy sounds from who knows what. One night, a creature (either a fox or a skunk) dashed into the cabin through the open end and bolted out the window, nearly brushing against my face. On another night, a snake’s head and a few inches of its body poked through a gap in the floor near me, which totally grossed me out. My mirror is the shiny inside of my watch case. At sunrise, Mrs. Chalmers comes in — if you can call stepping into a nearly open shed “coming in” — and starts a fire because she thinks I’m too incompetent to do it, and mine is the family room; by seven, I’m dressed, have folded the blankets, and swept the floor. Then she places some milk and bread or porridge on a box by the door. After breakfast, I draw more water and wash one or two items of clothing each day, making sure no one sees my lack of experience. Yesterday, a calf ruined one piece into useless rags. The rest of the day goes into mending, knitting, writing to you, and handling all the little tasks that come up when you have to do everything for yourself. At noon and six, some food is put on the box by the door, and at dusk we make our beds. A distressed immigrant woman just gave birth to a baby in a makeshift cabin by the river, and I go to help her every day.

I have made the acquaintance of all the careworn, struggling settlers within a walk. All have come for health, and most have found or are finding it, even if they have not better shelter than a wagon tilt or a blanket on sticks laid across four poles. The climate of Colorado is considered the finest in North America, and consumptives, asthmatics, dyspeptics, and sufferers from nervous diseases, are here in hundreds and thousands, either trying the "camp cure" for three or four months, or settling here permanently. People can safely sleep out of doors for six months of the year. The plains are from 4,000 to 6,000 feet high, and some of the settled "parks," or mountain valleys, are from 8,000 to 10,000. The air, besides being much rarefied, is very dry. The rainfall is far below the average, dews are rare, and fogs nearly unknown. The sunshine is bright and almost constant, and three-fourths of the days are cloudless. The milk, beef, and bread are good. The climate is neither so hot in summer nor so cold in winter as that of the States, and when the days are hot the nights are cool. Snow rarely lies on the lower ranges, and horses and cattle don't require to be either fed or housed during the winter. Of course the rarefied air quickens respiration. All this is from hearsay.[8] I am not under favorable circumstances, either for mind or body, and at present I feel a singular lassitude and difficulty in taking exercise, but this is said to be the milder form of the affliction known on higher altitudes as soroche, or "mountain sickness," and is only temporary. I am forming a plan for getting farther into the mountains, and hope that my next letter will be more lively. I killed a rattlesnake this morning close to the cabin, and have taken its rattle, which has eleven joints. My life is embittered by the abundance of these reptiles—rattlesnakes and moccasin snakes, both deadly, carpet snakes and "green racers," reputed dangerous, water snakes, tree snakes, and mouse snakes, harmless but abominable. Seven rattlesnakes have been killed just outside the cabin since I came. A snake, three feet long, was coiled under the pillow of the sick woman. I see snakes in all withered twigs, and am ready to flee at "the sound of a shaken leaf." And besides snakes, the earth and air are alive and noisy with forms of insect life, large and small, stinging, humming, buzzing, striking, rasping, devouring!

I’ve met all the weary, struggling settlers within walking distance. They all came for health, and most have found or are finding it, even if their shelter is just a wagon cover or a blanket on sticks over four poles. The climate in Colorado is considered the best in North America, and there are hundreds and thousands of people here suffering from tuberculosis, asthma, digestive issues, and nervous disorders, either trying the "camp cure" for three or four months or settling here for good. People can safely sleep outside for six months of the year. The plains are about 4,000 to 6,000 feet high, and some of the settled valleys are 8,000 to 10,000 feet up. The air is not only thinner but also very dry. The rainfall is much lower than average, dews are rare, and fog is almost nonexistent. The sunshine is bright and almost constant, with three-quarters of the days being cloudless. The milk, beef, and bread are good. The climate is neither as hot in summer nor as cold in winter as it is in the eastern states, and when the days are hot, the nights are cool. Snow rarely stays on the lower ranges, so horses and cattle don’t need to be fed or sheltered in the winter. Of course, the thin air makes you breathe quicker. All this is from what I’ve heard. I’m not in the best shape, mentally or physically, and right now I feel a strange fatigue and have trouble exercising, but this is said to be a milder version of what’s known at higher altitudes as soroche, or "mountain sickness," and it's only temporary. I’m planning to venture further into the mountains and hope my next letter will be more upbeat. I killed a rattlesnake this morning near the cabin and kept its rattle, which has eleven segments. My life is made difficult by the abundance of these snakes—rattlesnakes and moccasins, both deadly; carpet snakes and "green racers," rumored to be dangerous; water snakes, tree snakes, and harmless but annoying mouse snakes. Seven rattlesnakes have been killed just outside the cabin since I arrived. A snake, three feet long, was coiled under the pillow of the sick woman. I see snakes in every dried twig and am ready to jump at "the sound of a rustling leaf." And besides snakes, the earth and air are buzzing with all sorts of insects, large and small, stinging, humming, buzzing, attacking, scraping, devouring!

[8] The curative effect of the climate of Colorado can hardly be exaggerated. In traveling extensively through the Territory afterwards I found that nine out of every ten settlers were cured invalids. Statistics and medical workers on the climate of the State (as it now is) represent Colorado as the most remarkable sanatorium in the world.

[8] The healing benefits of Colorado's climate can't be overstated. After traveling extensively through the area, I discovered that nine out of ten settlers were people who had been healed. Statistics and health professionals about the state's climate suggest that Colorado is the most remarkable health resort in the world.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter V

A dateless day—"Those hands of yours"—A Puritan—Persevering shiftlessness—The house-mother—Family worship—A grim Sunday—A "thick-skulled Englishman"—A morning call—Another atmosphere—The Great Lone Land—"Ill found"—A log camp—Bad footing for horses—Accidents—Disappointment.

A day without a date—"Those hands of yours"—A Puritan—Persistent laziness—The homemaker—Family devotion—A bleak Sunday—A "thick-headed Englishman"—A morning visit—A different vibe—The Great Lone Land—"Poorly constructed"—A log cabin—Difficult terrain for horses—Mishaps—Letdown.

CANYON, September.

Canyon, September.

The absence of a date shows my predicament. THEY have no newspaper; I have no almanack; the father is away for the day, and none of the others can help me, and they look contemptuously upon my desire for information on the subject. The monotony will come to an end to-morrow, for Chalmers offers to be my guide over the mountains to Estes Park, and has persuaded his wife "for once to go for a frolic"; and with much reluctance, many growls at the waste of time, and many apprehensions of danger and loss, she has consented to accompany him. My life has grown less dull from their having become more interesting to me, and as I have "made myself agreeable," we are on fairly friendly terms. My first move in the direction of fraternizing was, however, snubbed. A few days ago, having finished my own work, I offered to wash up the plates, but Mrs. C., with a look which conveyed more than words, a curl of her nose, and a sneer in her twang, said "Guess you'll make more work nor you'll do. Those hands of yours" (very brown and coarse they were) "ain't no good; never done nothing, I guess." Then to her awkward daughter: "This woman says she'll wash up! Ha! ha! look at her arms and hands!" This was the nearest approach to a laugh I have heard, and have never seen even a tendency towards a smile. Since then I have risen in their estimation by improvizing a lamp—Hawaiian fashion—by putting a wisp of rag into a tin of fat. They have actually condescended to sit up till the stars come out since. Another advance was made by means of the shell-pattern quilt I am knitting for you. There has been a tendency towards approving of it, and a few days since the girl snatched it out of my hand, saying, "I want this," and apparently took it to the camp. This has resulted in my having a knitting class, with the woman, her married daughter, and a woman from the camp, as pupils. Then I have gained ground with the man by being able to catch and saddle a horse. I am often reminded of my favorite couplet,—

The lack of a date reveals my situation. THEY have no newspaper; I have no calendar; the father is away for the day, and none of the others can help me, looking down on my need for information. The monotony will break tomorrow, as Chalmers has offered to guide me over the mountains to Estes Park, convincing his wife to "go for a fun outing for once"; with a lot of hesitation, complaints about wasting time, and worries about danger and loss, she agreed to go with him. My life has gotten less boring because they've become more interesting to me, and since I've "made myself likable," we're on fairly friendly terms. My first attempt to connect, however, was shut down. A few days ago, after finishing my own work, I offered to wash the dishes, but Mrs. C. gave me a look that said more than words, wrinkled her nose, and sneered as she said, "I bet you'll make more mess than you clean up. Those hands of yours" (very brown and rough they were) "aren't helpful; probably never done anything, I guess." Then, to her awkward daughter: "This woman says she'll wash up! Ha! ha! look at her arms and hands!" This was the closest to a laugh I've heard, and I’ve never seen even a hint of a smile. Since then, I've gained their respect by improvising a lamp—Hawaiian style—by placing a rag in a tin of fat. They've actually been willing to stay up until the stars come out since. Another step forward came from the shell-pattern quilt I’m knitting for you. They've started to show some approval, and a few days ago the girl grabbed it from my hand, saying, "I want this," and took it to the camp. This led to me having a knitting class with the woman, her married daughter, and a woman from the camp as students. I've also made progress with the man by being able to catch and saddle a horse. I often think of my favorite couplet,—

Beware of desperate steps; the darkest day,
Live till to-morrow, will have passed away.

Beware of rash actions; the darkest day,
Just hold on till tomorrow, it will fade away.

But oh! what a hard, narrow life it is with which I am now in contact! A narrow and unattractive religion, which I believe still to be genuine, and an intense but narrow patriotism, are the only higher influences. Chalmers came from Illinois nine years ago, pronounced by the doctors to be far gone in consumption, and in two years he was strong. They are a queer family; somewhere in the remote Highlands I have seen such another. Its head is tall, gaunt, lean, and ragged, and has lost one eye. On an English road one would think him a starving or a dangerous beggar. He is slightly intelligent, very opinionated, and wishes to be thought well informed, which he is not. He belongs to the straitest sect of Reformed Presbyterians ("Psalm-singers"), but exaggerates anything of bigotry and intolerance which may characterize them, and rejoices in truly merciless fashion over the excision of the philanthropic Mr. Stuart, of Philadelphia, for worshipping with congregations which sing hymns. His great boast is that his ancestors were Scottish Covenanters. He considers himself a profound theologian, and by the pine logs at night discourses to me on the mysteries of the eternal counsels and the divine decrees. Colorado, with its progress and its future, is also a constant theme. He hates England with a bitter, personal hatred, and regards any allusions which I make to the progress of Victoria as a personal insult. He trusts to live to see the downfall of the British monarchy and the disintegration of the empire. He is very fond of talking, and asks me a great deal about my travels, but if I speak favorably of the climate or resources of any other country, he regards it as a slur on Colorado.

But wow! What a tough, limited life I’m experiencing right now! A restrictive and unattractive religion, which I still believe to be real, and a passionate but narrow patriotism are the only strong influences here. Chalmers moved here from Illinois nine years ago, was deemed by doctors to be severely ill with tuberculosis, and within two years he was healthy. They are a strange family; I’ve seen another just like them in the distant Highlands. The head of the family is tall, gaunt, thin, and ragged, and he has lost one eye. On an English road, one might see him as a starving or dangerous beggar. He’s somewhat intelligent, very opinionated, and wants to be seen as well-informed, which he isn’t. He belongs to the strictest group of Reformed Presbyterians ("Psalm-singers") but amplifies any bigotry and intolerance that might define them, and he takes a wicked pleasure in the ousting of the philanthropic Mr. Stuart from Philadelphia for worshipping with groups that sing hymns. His main claim to fame is that his ancestors were Scottish Covenanters. He sees himself as a profound theologian, and at night by the pine logs, he lectures me on the mysteries of eternal counsel and divine decrees. Colorado, with its development and future, is also a recurring topic. He harbors a deep, personal hatred for England and views any comments I make about Queen Victoria’s progress as a personal affront. He hopes to live long enough to witness the fall of the British monarchy and the breakup of the empire. He loves to chat and asks me a lot about my travels, but if I speak positively about the climate or resources of any other country, he sees it as an insult to Colorado.

They have one hundred and sixty acres of land, a "Squatter's claim," and an invaluable water power. He is a lumberer, and has a saw-mill of a very primitive kind. I notice that every day something goes wrong with it, and this is the case throughout. If he wants to haul timber down, one or other of the oxen cannot be found; or if the timber is actually under way, a wheel or a part of the harness gives way, and the whole affair is at a standstill for days. The cabin is hardly a shelter, but is allowed to remain in ruins because the foundation of a frame house was once dug. A horse is always sure to be lame for want of a shoe nail, or a saddle to be useless from a broken buckle, and the wagon and harness are a marvel of temporary shifts, patchings, and insecure linkings with strands of rope. Nothing is ever ready or whole when it is wanted. Yet Chalmers is a frugal, sober, hard-working man, and he, his eldest son, and a "hired man" "Rise early," "going forth to their work and labor till the evening"; and if they do not "late take rest," they truly "eat the bread of carefulness." It is hardly surprising that nine years of persevering shiftlessness should have resulted in nothing but the ability to procure the bare necessaries of life.

They have one hundred sixty acres of land, a "Squatter's claim," and a valuable water source. He works in lumber and has an old-fashioned sawmill. I notice that something goes wrong with it every day, and that's pretty much the norm. If he wants to haul timber, one of the oxen is always missing; or if the timber is actually being moved, a wheel or a part of the harness breaks, and everything comes to a halt for days. The cabin barely serves as a shelter and is left in ruins because the foundation for a frame house was once started. A horse is always lame from not having a shoe nail, or a saddle is rendered useless because of a broken buckle, and the wagon and harness look like a jumbled mess of temporary fixes, patches, and clumsily tied ropes. Nothing is ever ready or intact when it's needed. Still, Chalmers is a frugal, hardworking man, and he, his eldest son, and a "hired man" "rise early," "going forth to their work and labor until evening"; and if they don't "rest late," they really do "eat the bread of carefulness." It’s hardly surprising that nine years of constant struggle have resulted in just managing to gather the bare necessities of life.

Of Mrs. C. I can say less. She looks like one of the English poor women of our childhood—lean, clean, toothless, and speaks, like some of them, in a piping, discontented voice, which seems to convey a personal reproach. All her waking hours are spent in a large sun-bonnet. She is never idle for one minute, is severe and hard, and despises everything but work. I think she suffers from her husband's shiftlessness. She always speaks of me as "This" or "that woman." The family consists of a grown-up son, a shiftless, melancholy-looking youth, who possibly pines for a wider life; a girl of sixteen, a sour, repellent-looking creature, with as much manners as a pig; and three hard, un-child-like younger children. By the whole family all courtesy and gentleness of act or speech seem regarded as "works of the flesh," if not of "the devil." They knock over all one's things without apologizing or picking them up, and when I thank them for anything they look grimly amazed. I feel that they think it sinful that I do not work as hard as they do. I wish I could show them "a more excellent way." This hard greed, and the exclusive pursuit of gain, with the indifference to all which does not aid in its acquisition, are eating up family love and life throughout the West. I write this reluctantly, and after a total experience of nearly two years in the United States. They seem to have no "Sunday clothes," and few of any kind. The sewing machine, like most other things, is out of order. One comb serves the whole family. Mrs. C. is cleanly in her person and dress, and the food, though poor, is clean. Work, work, work, is their day and their life. They are thoroughly ungenial, and have that air of suspicion in speaking of every one which is not unusual in the land of their ancestors. Thomas Chalmers is the man's ecclesiastical hero, in spite of his own severe Puritanism. Their live stock consists of two wretched horses, a fairly good bronco mare, a mule, four badly-bred cows, four gaunt and famished-looking oxen, some swine of singularly active habits, and plenty of poultry. The old saddles are tied on with twine; one side of the bridle is a worn-out strap and the other a rope. They wear boots, but never two of one pair, and never blacked, of course, but no stockings. They think it quite effeminate to sleep under a roof, except during the severest months of the year. There is a married daughter across the river, just the same hard, loveless, moral, hard-working being as her mother. Each morning, soon after seven, when I have swept the cabin, the family come in for "worship." Chalmers "wales" a psalm, in every sense of the word wail, to the most doleful of dismal tunes; they read a chapter round, and he prays. If his prayer has something of the tone of the imprecatory psalms, he has high authority in his favor; and if there be a tinge of the Pharisaic thanksgiving, it is hardly surprising that he is grateful that he is not as other men are when he contemplates the general godlessness of the region.

Of Mrs. C, there's less I can say. She resembles one of the poor English women from our childhood—skinny, tidy, toothless, and speaks, like some of them, in a whiny, dissatisfied voice that seems to carry a personal accusation. She spends all her waking hours in a big sun bonnet. She's never idle for a second, is strict and tough, and looks down on everything but work. I think she struggles with her husband's laziness. She always refers to me as "this" or "that woman." The family includes a grown son, a useless, gloomy-looking guy who probably longs for a broader life; a sixteen-year-old daughter, a sour, unpleasant-looking girl with as much politeness as a pig; and three tough, unchildlike younger kids. To the whole family, any courtesy or kindness in action or speech seems to be viewed as "works of the flesh," if not "the devil's." They knock over my things without saying sorry or picking them up, and when I thank them for something, they look at me as if I’m oddly surprised. I feel they think it’s wrong that I don't work as hard as they do. I wish I could show them "a better way." This harsh greed, and the single-minded pursuit of profit, along with the disregard for anything that doesn’t help in making money, are destroying family love and life across the West. I'm writing this reluctantly, after nearly two years of experience in the United States. They seem to have no "Sunday clothes," and very few of any kind. The sewing machine, like many other things, is broken. One comb serves the entire family. Mrs. C is neat in her appearance and clothing, and the food, though basic, is clean. Their life revolves around work, work, work. They are completely unfriendly and carry that air of suspicion when talking about anyone, which isn't unusual for people from their background. Thomas Chalmers is the man's church hero, despite his own strict Puritan beliefs. Their livestock includes two miserable horses, a decent bronco mare, a mule, four poorly-bred cows, four skinny and starving-looking oxen, some pigs with particularly active habits, and plenty of chickens. The old saddles are tied on with string; one side of the bridle is a worn strap and the other a rope. They wear boots, but never two from the same pair, and never polished, of course, with no socks. They think it's very unmanly to sleep under a roof, except during the harshest months of the year. There's a married daughter across the river, just as tough, loveless, moral, and hard-working as her mother. Each morning, soon after seven, when I have swept the cabin, the family comes in for "worship." Chalmers wails a psalm, in every sense of the word, to the most mournful of dreary tunes; they read a chapter out loud, and he prays. If his prayer sounds like the imprecatory psalms, he has strong support for that; and if there's a hint of Pharisaic thanks, it’s not surprising that he’s grateful he’s not like other men when he considers the overall godlessness of the area.

Sunday was a dreadful day. The family kept the Commandment literally, and did no work. Worship was conducted twice, and was rather longer than usual. Chalmers does not allow of any books in his house but theological works, and two or three volumes of dull travels, so the mother and children slept nearly all day. The man attempted to read a well-worn copy of Boston's Fourfold State, but shortly fell asleep, and they only woke up for their meals. Friday and Saturday had been passably cool, with frosty nights, but on Saturday night it changed, and I have not felt anything like the heat of Sunday since I left New Zealand, though the mercury was not higher than 91 degrees. It was sickening, scorching, melting, unbearable, from the mere power of the sun's rays. It was an awful day, and seemed as if it would never come to an end. The cabin, with its mud roof under the shade of the trees, gave a little shelter, but it was occupied by the family, and I longed for solitude. I took the Imitation of Christ, and strolled up the canyon among the withered, crackling leaves, in much dread of snakes, and lay down on a rough table which some passing emigrant had left, and soon fell asleep. When I awoke it was only noon. The sun looked wicked as it blazed like a white magnesium light. A large tree-snake (quite harmless) hung from the pine under which I had taken shelter, and looked as if it were going to drop upon me. I was covered with black flies. The air was full of a busy, noisy din of insects, and snakes, locusts, wasps, flies, and grasshoppers were all rioting in the torrid heat. Would the sublime philosophy of Thomas a Kempis, I wondered, have given way under this? All day I seemed to hear in mockery the clear laugh of the Hilo streams, and the drip of Kona showers, and to see as in a mirage the perpetual Green of windward Hawaii. I was driven back to the cabin in the late afternoon, and in the evening listened for two hours to abuse of my own country, and to sweeping condemnations of all religionists outside of the brotherhood of "Psalm-singers." It is jarring and painful, yet I would say of Chalmers, as Dr. Holland says of another:—

Sunday was an awful day. The family took the Commandment literally and did no work. Worship was held twice and lasted longer than usual. Chalmers only allowed theological books and a couple of boring travel volumes in his house, so the mother and kids slept almost the whole day. The man tried to read a worn-out copy of Boston's Fourfold State but soon fell asleep, and they only woke up for meals. Friday and Saturday were somewhat cool with frosty nights, but Saturday night it changed, and I hadn’t felt heat like Sunday’s since I left New Zealand, even though the temperature was only 91 degrees. It was sickening, scorching, melting, and unbearable from the sheer intensity of the sun's rays. It felt like an awful day that would never end. The cabin, with its mud roof under the tree shade, provided some relief, but it was occupied by the family, and I craved solitude. I grabbed the Imitation of Christ and walked up the canyon among the dried, crackling leaves, fearing snakes, and lay down on a rough table left by some passing emigrant, quickly falling asleep. When I woke up, it was only noon. The sun looked fierce, blazing like a white magnesium light. A large tree snake (completely harmless) hung from the pine I had taken shelter under, and it seemed like it was about to drop on me. I was swarmed by black flies. The air buzzed with the noisy din of insects, with snakes, locusts, wasps, flies, and grasshoppers all in chaos in the sweltering heat. I wondered if the profound philosophy of Thomas a Kempis could withstand this. All day, I felt like I could hear the mocking laughter of the Hilo streams, the drip of Kona showers, and saw in a mirage the constant greenery of windward Hawaii. Late in the afternoon, I was driven back to the cabin, where I listened for two hours to criticism of my own country and harsh condemnations of all religious groups outside the "Psalm-singers" brotherhood. It was jarring and painful, yet I would say of Chalmers, as Dr. Holland says of another:—

If ever I shall reach the home in heaven,
For whose dear rest I humbly hope and pray,
In the great company of the forgiven
I shall be sure to meet old Daniel Gray.

If I ever reach my heavenly home,
For which I humbly hope and pray,
In the grand company of the forgiven,
I know I’ll definitely meet old Daniel Gray.


The night came without coolness, but at daylight on Monday morning a fire was pleasant. You will now have some idea of my surroundings. It is a moral, hard, unloving, unlovely, unrelieved, unbeautified, grinding life. These people live in a discomfort and lack of ease and refinement which seems only possible to people of British stock. A "foreigner" fills his cabin with ingenuities and elegancies, and a Hawaiian or South Sea Islander makes his grass house both pretty and tasteful. Add to my surroundings a mighty canyon, impassable both above and below, and walls of mountains with an opening some miles off to the vast prairie sea.[9]

The night arrived without any coolness, but by Monday morning, the fire felt nice. You can now get a sense of my environment. It’s a harsh, unloving, and bleak existence. These people live in discomfort and a lack of ease and refinement that seems specific to those of British descent. A "foreigner" fills his cabin with clever designs and elegant touches, while a Hawaiian or South Sea Islander creates a grass hut that’s both beautiful and tasteful. On top of all this, I’m surrounded by a massive canyon that’s impossible to cross above or below, along with towering mountains, with a distant opening leading to an endless prairie.

[9] I have not curtailed this description of the roughness of a Colorado settler's life, for, with the exceptions of the disrepair and the Puritanism, it is a type of the hard, unornamented existence with which I came almost universally in contact during my subsequent residence in the Territory.

[9] I haven't shortened this description of the tough life of a Colorado settler because, aside from the rundown conditions and the strict morals, it represents the harsh, unembellished life I encountered almost everywhere during my later time living in the Territory.


An English physician is settled about half a mile from here over a hill. He is spoken of as holding "very extreme opinions." Chalmers rails at him for being "a thick-skulled Englishman," for being "fine, polished," etc. To say a man is "polished" here is to give him a very bad name. He accuses him also of holding views subversive of all morality. In spite of all this, I thought he might possess a map, and I induced Mrs. C. to walk over with me. She intended it as a formal morning call, but she wore the inevitable sun-bonnet, and had her dress tied up as when washing. It was not till I reached the gate that I remembered that I was in my Hawaiian riding dress, and that I still wore the spurs with which I had been trying a horse in the morning! The house was in a grass valley which opened from the tremendous canyon through which the river had cut its way. The Foot Hills, with their terraces of flaming red rock, were glowing in the sunset, and a pure green sky arched tenderly over a soft evening scene. Used to the meanness and baldness of settlers' dwellings. I was delighted to see that in this instance the usual log cabin was only the lower floor of a small house, which bore a delightful resemblance to a Swiss chalet. It stood in a vegetable garden fertilized by an irrigating ditch, outside of which were a barn and cowshed. A young Swiss girl was bringing the cows slowly home from the hill, an Englishwoman in a clean print dress stood by the fence holding a baby, and a fine-looking Englishman in a striped Garibaldi shirt, and trousers of the same tucked into high boots, was shelling corn. As soon as Mrs. Hughes spoke I felt she was truly a lady; and oh! how refreshing her refined, courteous, graceful English manner was, as she invited us into the house! The entrance was low, through a log porch festooned and almost concealed by a "wild cucumber." Inside, though plain and poor, the room looked a home, not like a squatter's cabin. An old tin was completely covered by a graceful clematis mixed with streamers of Virginia creeper, and white muslin curtains, and above all two shelves of admirably-chosen books, gave the room almost an air of elegance. Why do I write almost? It was an oasis. It was barely three weeks since I had left "the communion of educated men," and the first tones of the voices of my host and hostess made me feel as if I had been out of it for a year. Mrs. C. stayed an hour and a half, and then went home to the cows, when we launched upon a sea of congenial talk. They said they had not seen an educated lady for two years, and pressed me to go and visit them. I rode home on Dr. Hughes's horse after dark, to find neither fire nor light in the cabin. Mrs. C. had gone back saying, "Those English talked just like savages, I couldn't understand a word they said."

An English doctor lives about half a mile from here, over a hill. People say he has “very extreme opinions.” Chalmers criticizes him for being “a thick-skulled Englishman,” for being “refined,” etc. To call someone “refined” here is an insult. He also claims the doctor has views that go against all morality. Despite all this, I thought he might have a map, so I convinced Mrs. C. to come with me. She saw it as a formal morning visit, but she wore the usual sun bonnet and had her dress tied up like when she does laundry. It wasn’t until I got to the gate that I remembered I was in my Hawaiian riding outfit, still wearing the spurs from trying out a horse that morning! The house was in a grassy valley that opened from the massive canyon carved by the river. The foothills, with their fiery red rock formations, glowed in the sunset, and a bright green sky arched gently over a peaceful evening scene. Used to the plain and bare homes of settlers, I was thrilled to see that, in this case, the typical log cabin was just the first floor of a small house that looked charmingly like a Swiss chalet. It stood in a vegetable garden nourished by an irrigation ditch, with a barn and cowshed outside. A young Swiss girl was bringing the cows back from the hills, an Englishwoman in a neat printed dress stood by the fence holding a baby, and a handsome Englishman in a striped Garibaldi shirt and matching trousers, tucked into high boots, was shelling corn. As soon as Mrs. Hughes spoke, I could tell she was truly a lady; and oh! how refreshing her polite, elegant English manner was as she welcomed us into the house! The entrance was low, through a log porch draped and nearly hidden by a "wild cucumber." Inside, though simple and modest, the room felt like a home, not like a squatter's cabin. An old tin was completely covered by lovely clematis mixed with ribbons of Virginia creeper, and white muslin curtains, along with two shelves of splendidly chosen books, gave the room an almost elegant vibe. Why do I say almost? It was an oasis. It had barely been three weeks since I had left "the company of educated people," and the first sounds of my host and hostess's voices made me feel like I had been away for a year. Mrs. C. stayed for an hour and a half, then went home to the cows, and we dove into a pool of enjoyable conversation. They said they hadn’t seen an educated lady in two years and encouraged me to come and visit them. I rode home on Dr. Hughes’s horse after dark to find no fire or light in the cabin. Mrs. C. had gone back saying, “Those English talked just like savages; I couldn’t understand a word they said.”

I made a fire, and extemporized a light with some fat and a wick of rag, and Chalmers came in to discuss my visit and to ask me a question concerning a matter which had roused the latent curiosity of the whole family. I had told him, he said, that I knew no one hereabouts, but "his woman" told him that Dr. H. and I spoke constantly of a Mrs. Grundy, whom we both knew and disliked, and who was settled, as we said, not far off! He had never heard of her, he said, and he was the pioneer settler of the canyon, and there was a man up here from Longmount who said he was sure there was not a Mrs. Grundy in the district, unless it was a woman who went by two names! The wife and family had then come in, and I felt completely nonplussed. I longed to tell Chalmers that it was he and such as he, there or anywhere, with narrow hearts, bitter tongues, and harsh judgments, who were the true "Mrs. Grundys," dwarfing individuality, checking lawful freedom of speech, and making men "offenders for a word," but I forebore. How I extricated myself from the difficulty, deponent sayeth not. The rest of the evening has been spent in preparing to cross the mountains. Chalmers says he knows the way well, and that we shall sleep to-morrow at the foot of Long's Peak. Mrs. Chalmers repents of having consented, and conjures up doleful visions of what the family will come to when left headless, and of disasters among the cows and hens. I could tell her that the eldest son and the "hired man" have plotted to close the saw-mill and go on a hunting and fishing expedition, that the cows will stray, and that the individual spoken respectfully of as "Mr. Skunk" will make havoc in the hen-house.

I started a fire and made a makeshift light with some fat and a cloth wick, and then Chalmers came in to talk about my visit and to ask me a question about something that had piqued the whole family's interest. He mentioned that I had told him I didn’t know anyone around here, but "his woman" told him that Dr. H. and I frequently talked about a Mrs. Grundy, whom we both knew and disliked, and who lived, as we put it, not too far away! He said he had never heard of her, even though he was the first settler in the canyon, and there was a guy from Longmount who insisted there wasn’t a Mrs. Grundy in the area unless it was a woman with two names! Then the wife and kids came in, and I felt completely stumped. I wanted to tell Chalmers that people like him, with their narrow minds, bitter words, and harsh judgments, were the real "Mrs. Grundys," stifling individuality, suppressing free speech, and making men "criminals for a word," but I held back. I won’t say how I got out of that situation. The rest of the evening was spent getting ready to cross the mountains. Chalmers says he knows the route well, and that we’ll stay tomorrow at the base of Long's Peak. Mrs. Chalmers regrets agreeing to this and conjures up gloomy images of what will happen to the family when they’re without a head, along with disasters involving the cows and chickens. I could tell her that the eldest son and the "hired man" have planned to shut down the sawmill and go hunting and fishing, that the cows will wander off, and that the person they refer to respectfully as "Mr. Skunk" will wreak havoc in the henhouse.


NAMELESS REGION, ROCKY MOUNTAINS, September.

NAMELESS REGION, ROCKY MOUNTAINS, Sept.

This is indeed far removed. It seems farther away from you than any place I have been to yet, except the frozen top of the volcano of Mauna Loa. It is so little profaned by man that if one were compelled to live here in solitude one might truly say of the bears, deer, and elk which abound, "Their tameness is shocking to me." It is the world of "big game." Just now a heavy-headed elk, with much-branched horns fully three feet long, stood and looked at me, and then quietly trotted away. He was so near that I heard the grass, crisp with hoar frost, crackle under his feet. Bears stripped the cherry bushes within a few yards of us last night. Now two lovely blue birds, with crests on their heads, are picking about within a stone's-throw. This is "The Great Lone Land," until lately the hunting ground of the Indians, and not yet settled or traversed, or likely to be so, owing to the want of water. A solitary hunter has built a log cabin up here, which he occupies for a few weeks for the purpose of elk-hunting, but all the region is unsurveyed, and mostly unexplored. It is 7 A.M. The sun has not yet risen high enough to melt the hoar frost, and the air is clear, bright, and cold. The stillness is profound. I hear nothing but the far-off mysterious roaring of a river in a deep canyon, which we spent two hours last night in trying to find. The horses are lost, and if I were disposed to retort upon my companions the term they invariably apply to me, I should now write, with bitter emphasis, "THAT man" and "THAT woman" have gone in search of them.

This is truly far away. It feels more distant than anywhere I've been, except for the frozen summit of Mauna Loa. It's so untouched by humans that if someone had to live here alone, they could honestly say about the bears, deer, and elk that are here, "Their tameness is shocking." This is the realm of "big game." Just now, a heavy-headed elk with antlers over three feet long stood and stared at me before calmly trotting away. He was so close that I could hear the frost-crisped grass crunching beneath his hooves. Bears stripped the cherry bushes just a few yards from us last night. Now, two beautiful bluebirds with crests on their heads are foraging within a stone's throw. This is "The Great Lone Land," recently the hunting ground of Indigenous peoples, and it's still not settled or explored, likely due to the lack of water. A lone hunter has built a log cabin here, which he uses for a few weeks during elk hunting, but the whole area is unsurveyed and mostly unexplored. It's 7 A.M. The sun hasn't risen high enough to melt the frost, and the air is clear, bright, and cold. The silence is deep. I hear nothing except for the distant, mysterious roar of a river in a deep canyon, which we spent two hours trying to locate last night. The horses are lost, and if I wanted to throw back at my companions the label they always use for me, I might now write, with bitter emphasis, "THAT man" and "THAT woman" have gone looking for them.

The scenery up here is glorious, combining sublimity with beauty, and in the elastic air fatigue has dropped off from me. This is no region for tourists and women, only for a few elk and bear hunters at times, and its unprofaned freshness gives me new life. I cannot by any words give you an idea of scenery so different from any that you or I have ever seen. This is an upland valley of grass and flowers, of glades and sloping lawns, and cherry-fringed beds of dry streams, and clumps of pines artistically placed, and mountain sides densely pine clad, the pines breaking into fringes as they come down upon the "park," and the mountains breaking into pinnacles of bold grey rock as they pierce the blue of the sky. A single dell of bright green grass, on which dwarf clumps of the scarlet poison oak look like beds of geraniums, slopes towards the west, as if it must lead to the river which we seek. Deep, vast canyons, all trending westwards, lie in purple gloom. Pine-clad ranges, rising into the blasted top of Storm Peak, all run westwards too, and all the beauty and glory are but the frame out of which rises—heaven-piercing, pure in its pearly luster, as glorious a mountain as the sun tinges red in either hemisphere—the splintered, pinnacled, lonely, ghastly, imposing, double-peaked summit of Long's Peak, the Mont Blanc of Northern Colorado.[10]

The view up here is breathtaking, mixing grandeur with beauty, and the fresh air has made me feel energized. This place isn’t meant for tourists or women, only for a few elk and bear hunters at times, and its untouched freshness revitalizes me. I can't find the words to describe scenery that's unlike anything you or I have ever seen. This is an elevated valley filled with grass and flowers, clearings and sloping lawns, and cherry-lined patches of dry streams, along with clusters of pines placed beautifully, and mountains densely covered in pines, with the pines breaking into fringes as they approach the "park," while the mountains rise into sharp grey rock formations against the blue sky. A single patch of bright green grass, dotted with dwarf clumps of scarlet poison oak that look like beds of geraniums, slopes down towards the west, as if it must lead to the river we’re searching for. Deep, expansive canyons, all heading westward, lie in shadows of purple. Pine-covered mountain ranges, rising to the rugged summit of Storm Peak, also run westward, and all the beauty and splendor serve as a backdrop for the—heaven-reaching, shining with pearly luster, as stunning a mountain as the sun paints red in either hemisphere—the jagged, spire-like, solitary, breathtaking, double-peaked summit of Long's Peak, the Mont Blanc of Northern Colorado.[10]

[10] Gray's Peak and Pike's Peak have their partisans, but after seeing them all under favorable aspects, Long's Peak stands in my memory as it does in that vast congeries of mountains, alone in imperial grandeur.

[10] Gray's Peak and Pike's Peak have their supporters, but after seeing them all in good light, Long's Peak stays in my memory just like it does among that huge group of mountains, standing alone in its majestic beauty.


This is a view to which nothing needs to be added. This is truly the "lodge in some vast wilderness" for which one often sighs when in the midst of "a bustle at once sordid and trivial." In spite of Dr. Johnson, these "monstrous protuberances" do "inflame the imagination and elevate the understanding." This scenery satisfies my soul. Now, the Rocky Mountains realize—nay, exceed—the dream of my childhood. It is magnificent, and the air is life giving. I should like to spend some time in these higher regions, but I know that this will turn out an abortive expedition, owing to the stupidity and pigheadedness of Chalmers.

This is a view that needs nothing added. This is truly the "lodge in some vast wilderness" that people often long for when stuck in "a chaos that's both dirty and trivial." Despite what Dr. Johnson said, these "monstrous protrusions" do "ignite the imagination and enhance understanding." This scenery fulfills my soul. Now, the Rocky Mountains not only meet but surpass the dreams of my childhood. It’s breathtaking, and the air is refreshing. I’d love to spend some time in these higher places, but I know this will end up being a failed trip because of Chalmers' stubbornness.

There is a most romantic place called Estes Park, at a height of 7,500 feet, which can be reached by going down to the plains and then striking up the St. Vrain Canyon, but this is a distance of fifty-five miles, and as Chalmers was confident that he could take me over the mountains, a distance, as he supposed, of about twenty miles, we left at mid-day yesterday, with the fervent hope, on my part, that I might not return. Mrs. C. was busy the whole of Tuesday in preparing what she called "grub," which, together with "plenty of bedding," was to be carried on a pack mule; but when we started I was disgusted to find that Chalmers was on what should have been the pack animal, and that two thickly-quilted cotton "spreads" had been disposed of under my saddle, making it broad, high, and uncomfortable. Any human being must have laughed to see an expedition start so grotesquely "ill found." I had a very old iron-grey horse, whose lower lip hung down feebly, showing his few teeth, while his fore-legs stuck out forwards, and matter ran from both his nearly-blind eyes. It is kindness to bring him up to abundant pasture. My saddle is an old McLellan cavalry saddle, with a battered brass peak, and the bridle is a rotten leather strap on one side and a strand of rope on the other. The cotton quilts covered the Rosinante from mane to tail. Mrs. C. wore an old print skirt, an old short-gown, a print apron, and a sun-bonnet, with a flap coming down to her waist, and looked as careworn and clean as she always does. The inside horn of her saddle was broken; to the outside one hung a saucepan and a bundle of clothes. The one girth was nearly at the breaking point when we started.

There’s a really romantic spot called Estes Park, sitting at 7,500 feet. You can get there by heading down to the plains and then going up St. Vrain Canyon, but that’s fifty-five miles away. Since Chalmers was sure he could take me over the mountains—about twenty miles, he thought—we set off around midday yesterday, and I earnestly hoped I wouldn’t have to come back. Mrs. C. spent all of Tuesday getting what she called “grub” ready, which, along with “plenty of bedding,” was supposed to be carried on a pack mule. But when we started, I was disappointed to see that Chalmers was on the animal that should’ve been the pack mule, and two thick cotton quilts were stuffed under my saddle, making it broad, high, and uncomfortable. Anyone would have laughed to see such a ridiculous start to an expedition. I was riding a very old iron-grey horse, whose lower lip drooped weakly, revealing just a few teeth, while his front legs stuck out awkwardly and some goop dripped from both of his nearly-blind eyes. It would be a kindness to take him to a lush pasture. My saddle was an old McLellan cavalry saddle with a beaten-up brass peak, and the bridle was a frayed leather strap on one side and a piece of rope on the other. The cotton quilts covered my horse from mane to tail. Mrs. C. was dressed in an old print skirt, a worn short gown, a print apron, and a sunbonnet with a flap that reached her waist, looking as tired yet clean as ever. The inside horn of her saddle was broken, and hanging from the outside horn was a saucepan and a bundle of clothes. The one girth was almost ready to snap by the time we took off.

My pack, with my well-worn umbrella upon it, was behind my saddle. I wore my Hawaiian riding dress, with a handkerchief tied over my face and the sun-cover of my umbrella folded and tied over my hat, for the sun was very fierce. The queerest figure of all was the would-be guide. With his one eye, his gaunt, lean form, and his torn clothes, he looked more like a strolling tinker than the honest worthy settler that he is. He bestrode rather than rode a gaunt mule, whose tail had all been shaven off, except a turf for a tassel at the end. Two flour bags which leaked were tied on behind the saddle, two quilts were under it, and my canvas bag, a battered canteen, a frying pan, and two lariats hung from the horn. On one foot C. wore an old high boot, into which his trouser was tucked, and on the other an old brogue, through which his toes protruded.

My backpack, with my well-used umbrella on top, was behind my saddle. I wore my Hawaiian riding dress, with a handkerchief tied over my face and the sunshade of my umbrella folded and secured over my hat because the sun was blazing. The strangest figure of all was the would-be guide. With his one eye, thin frame, and torn clothes, he looked more like a wandering handyman than the honest settler he actually was. He was sitting more than riding on a lanky mule, whose tail had been completely shaved off, except for a tuft at the end. Two flour bags that were leaking were tied behind the saddle, two quilts were underneath it, and my canvas bag, a damaged canteen, a frying pan, and two lariats hung from the saddle horn. On one foot, C. wore an old high boot with his trousers tucked in, and on the other, an old brogue, with his toes sticking out.

We had an ascent of four hours through a ravine which gradually opened out upon this beautiful "park," but we rode through it for some miles before the view burst upon us. The vastness of this range, like astronomical distances, can hardly be conceived of. At this place, I suppose, it is not less than 250 miles wide, and with hardly a break in its continuity, it stretches almost from the Arctic Circle to the Straits of Magellan. From the top of Long's Peak, within a short distance, twenty-two summits, each above 12,000 feet in height, are visible, and the Snowy Range, the backbone or "divide" of the continent, is seen snaking distinctly through the wilderness of ranges, with its waters starting for either ocean. From the first ridge we crossed after leaving Canyon we had a singular view of range beyond range cleft by deep canyons, and abounding in elliptical valleys, richly grassed. The slopes of all the hills, as far as one could see, were waving with fine grass ready for the scythe, but the food of wild animals only. All these ridges are heavily timbered with pitch pines, and where they come down on the grassy slopes they look as if the trees had been arranged by a landscape gardener. Far off, through an opening in a canyon, we saw the prairie simulating the ocean. Far off, through an opening in another direction, was the glistening outline of the Snowy Range. But still, till we reached this place, it was monotonous, though grand as a whole: a grey-green or buff-grey, with outbreaks of brilliantly-colored rock, only varied by the black-green of pines, which are not the stately pyramidal pines of the Sierra Nevada, but much resemble the natural Scotch fir. Not many miles from us is North Park, a great tract of land said to be rich in gold, but those who have gone to "prospect" have seldom returned, the region being the home of tribes of Indians who live in perpetual hostility to the whites and to each other.

We spent four hours climbing through a ravine that gradually opened up into this beautiful "park," but we rode through it for several miles before the view finally revealed itself. The vastness of this range is almost unimaginable, like distances in space. Here, it’s at least 250 miles wide, and with hardly any breaks, it stretches almost from the Arctic Circle to the Straits of Magellan. From the top of Long's Peak, you can see twenty-two summits, each over 12,000 feet tall, and the Snowy Range, the backbone or "divide" of the continent, snakes clearly through the vast wilderness of ranges, with its waters flowing towards either ocean. From the first ridge we crossed after leaving the Canyon, we had a unique view of range after range divided by deep canyons and filled with elliptical valleys lush with grass. The slopes of all the hills stretched as far as the eye could see, moving with fine grass that was ready for mowing, but only suitable for wild animals. All these ridges are thickly forested with pitch pines, and where they meet the grassy slopes, they look as if a landscape gardener had arranged them. In the distance, through a gap in a canyon, we saw the prairie resembling the ocean. Far off, through another opening, we spotted the shining outline of the Snowy Range. But up until we reached this spot, the scenery was monotonous, though grand overall: a grey-green or buff-grey with patches of brightly colored rock, only broken up by the dark green of pines, which aren't the tall, pyramidal pines of the Sierra Nevada but instead look more like natural Scotch firs. Not many miles from us is North Park, a large area believed to be rich in gold, but those who have gone to "prospect" often don’t come back, as the region is home to tribes of Indians who are in constant hostility with whites and with each other.

At this great height, and most artistically situated, we came upon a rude log camp tenanted in winter by an elk hunter, but now deserted. Chalmers without any scruple picked the padlock; we lighted a fire, made some tea, and fried some bacon, and after a good meal mounted again and started for Estes Park. For four weary hours we searched hither and thither along every indentation of the ground which might be supposed to slope towards the Big Thompson River, which we knew had to be forded. Still, as the quest grew more tedious, Long's Peak stood before us as a landmark in purple glory; and still at his feet lay a hollow filled with deep blue atmosphere, where I knew that Estes Park must lie, and still between us and it lay never-lessening miles of inaccessibility, and the sun was ever weltering, and the shadows ever lengthening, and Chalmers, who had started confident, bumptious, blatant, was ever becoming more bewildered, and his wife's thin voice more piping and discontented, and my stumbling horse more insecure, and I more determined (as I am at this moment) that somehow or other I would reach that blue hollow, and even stand on Long's Peak where the snow was glittering. Affairs were becoming serious, and Chalmers's incompetence a source of real peril, when, after an exploring expedition, he returned more bumptious than ever, saying he knew it would be all right, he had found a trail, and we could get across the river by dark, and camp out for the night. So he led us into a steep, deep, rough ravine, where we had to dismount, for trees were lying across it everywhere, and there was almost no footing on the great slabs of shelving rock. Yet there was a trail, tolerably well worn, and the branches and twigs near the ground were well broken back. Ah! it was a wild place. My horse fell first, rolling over twice, and breaking off a part of the saddle, in his second roll knocking me over a shelf of three feet of descent. Then Mrs. C.'s horse and the mule fell on the top of each other, and on recovering themselves bit each other savagely. The ravine became a wild gulch, the dry bed of some awful torrent; there were huge shelves of rock, great overhanging walls of rock, great prostrate trees, cedar spikes and cacti to wound the feet, and then a precipice fully 500 feet deep! The trail was a trail made by bears in search of bear cherries, which abounded!

At this high altitude, in a picturesque spot, we stumbled upon a rough log cabin that was occupied in the winter by an elk hunter but was now empty. Without hesitation, Chalmers picked the padlock; we lit a fire, brewed some tea, and cooked some bacon. After a satisfying meal, we got back on our horses and set off for Estes Park. For four exhausting hours, we searched every slope that could lead to the Big Thompson River, which we needed to cross. As the journey grew more tiresome, Long's Peak stood before us like a majestic beacon in shades of purple; below it lay a hollow filled with deep blue air, where I knew Estes Park must be, yet between us and it stretched endless miles of rugged terrain. The sun was blazing, the shadows were growing longer, and Chalmers, who had started off confident and brash, was becoming increasingly confused. His wife's voice grew more high-pitched and dissatisfied, my horse felt less stable, and I remained determined (as I still am) to reach that blue hollow and even stand on Long's Peak where the snow glimmered. Things were getting tense, and Chalmers's ineptness was a real risk when, after a scouting trip, he returned more cocky than ever, claiming he knew everything would work out because he'd found a trail, and we could cross the river by nightfall and camp out. He then led us into a steep, deep, rugged ravine where we had to dismount due to fallen trees everywhere and barely any solid ground on the massive rock slabs. But there was a reasonably worn trail, and the branches and twigs near the ground were well broken. Ah! It was a wild location. My horse fell first, rolling twice and breaking part of the saddle, and during its second roll, it knocked me over a three-foot drop. Then Mrs. C.'s horse and the mule fell atop each other and, once upright, began biting each other aggressively. The ravine turned into a chaotic gulch, the dry bed of some disastrous torrent; there were large rock ledges, towering rock walls, massive fallen trees, cedar spikes and cacti to injure our feet, and then a drop of at least 500 feet! The path we were on was actually a trail made by bears searching for bear cherries, which were abundant!

It was getting dusk as we had to struggle up the rough gulch we had so fatuously descended. The horses fell several times; I could hardly get mine up at all, though I helped him as much as I could; I was cut and bruised, scratched and torn. A spine of a cactus penetrated my foot, and some vicious thing cut the back of my neck. Poor Mrs. C. was much bruised, and I pitied her, for she got no fun out of it as I did. It was an awful climb. When we got out of the gulch, C. was so confused that he took the wrong direction, and after an hour of vague wandering was only recalled to the right one by my pertinacious assertions acting on his weak brain. I was inclined to be angry with the incompetent braggart, who had boasted that he could take us to Estes Park "blindfold"; but I was sorry for him too, so said nothing, even though I had to walk during these meanderings to save my tired horse. When at last, at dark, we reached the open, there was a snow flurry, with violent gusts of wind, and the shelter of the camp, dark and cold as it was, was desirable. We had no food, but made a fire. I lay down on some dry grass, with my inverted saddle for a pillow, and slept soundly, till I was awoke by the cold of an intense frost and the pain of my many cuts and bruises. Chalmers promised that we should make a fresh start at six, so I woke him up at five, and here I am alone at half-past eight! I said to him many times that unless he hobbled or picketed the horses, we should lose them. "Oh," he said "they'll be all right." In truth he had no picketing pins. Now, the animals are merrily trotting homewards. I saw them two miles off an hour ago with him after them. His wife, who is also after them, goaded to desperation, said, "He's the most ignorant, careless, good-for-nothing man I ever saw," upon which I dwelt upon his being well meaning. There is a sort of well here, but our "afternoon tea" and watering the horses drained it, so we have had nothing to drink since yesterday, for the canteen, which started without a cork, lost all its contents when the mule fell. I have made a monstrous fire, but thirst and impatience are hard to bear, and preventible misfortunes are always irksome. I have found the stomach of a bear with fully a pint of cherrystones in it, and have spent an hour in getting the kernels; and lo! now, at half-past nine, I see the culprit and his wife coming back with the animals.

It was getting dark as we struggled back up the rough gulch we had foolishly gone down. The horses stumbled several times; I could barely get mine up at all, even though I helped him as much as I could. I was cut and bruised, scratched and torn. A cactus spine stabbed my foot, and something sharp cut the back of my neck. Poor Mrs. C. was badly bruised, and I felt sorry for her since she wasn't having any fun like I was. It was a terrible climb. When we finally got out of the gulch, C. was so confused that he went the wrong way, and after an hour of aimless wandering, I had to keep insisting we were off track to get him to remember the right direction. I felt like getting angry at the incompetent braggart who had claimed he could take us to Estes Park "blindfold," but I felt sorry for him too, so I stayed quiet, even though I had to walk to save my tired horse during his misdirections. When we finally reached the open area at dark, there was a snow flurry with strong gusts of wind, and even though the camp was dark and cold, it was a welcome sight. We had no food, but we started a fire. I lay down on some dry grass, using my upside-down saddle as a pillow, and slept soundly until I was awakened by the cold of a fierce frost and the pain from my cuts and bruises. Chalmers promised we would start fresh at six, so I woke him up at five, and here I am alone at half-past eight! I told him many times that unless he hobbled or tied up the horses, we would lose them. "Oh," he said, "they'll be fine." The truth is, he had no picket pins. Now, the horses are happily trotting home. I saw them two miles away an hour ago with him chasing after them. His wife, who is also after them and pushed to her limit, said, "He's the most ignorant, careless, good-for-nothing man I ever saw," to which I pointed out that he means well. There is a sort of well here, but our "afternoon tea" and watering the horses drained it, so we haven't had anything to drink since yesterday because the canteen, which started out without a cork, lost all its contents when the mule fell. I've made a huge fire, but thirst and impatience are hard to bear, and avoidable problems are always annoying. I found a bear's stomach with about a pint of cherrystones in it and spent an hour getting the kernels; and now, at half-past nine, I see the culprit and his wife coming back with the animals.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.


LOWER CANYON, September 21.

Lower Canyon, September 21.

We never reached Estes Park. There is no trail, and horses have never been across. We started from camp at ten, and spent four hours in searching for the trail. Chalmers tried gulch after gulch again, his self-assertion giving way a little after each failure; sometimes going east when we should have gone west, always being brought up by a precipice or other impossibility. At last he went off by himself, and returned rejoicing, saying he had found the trail; and soon, sure enough, we were on a well-defined old trail, evidently made by carcasses which have been dragged along it by hunters. Vainly I pointed out to him that we were going north-east when we should have gone south-west, and that we were ascending instead of descending. "Oh, it's all right, and we shall soon come to water," he always replied. For two hours we ascended slowly through a thicket of aspen, the cold continually intensifying; but the trail, which had been growing fainter, died out, and an opening showed the top of Storm Peak not far off and not much above us, though it is 11,000 feet high. I could not help laughing. He had deliberately turned his back on Estes Park. He then confessed that he was lost, and that he could not find the way back. His wife sat down on the ground and cried bitterly. We ate some dry bread, and then I said I had had much experience in traveling, and would take the control of the party, which was agreed to, and we began the long descent. Soon after his wife was thrown from her horse, and cried bitterly again from fright and mortification. Soon after that the girth of the mule's saddle broke, and having no crupper, saddle and addenda went over his head, and the flour was dispersed. Next the girth of the woman's saddle broke, and she went over her horse's head. Then he began to fumble helplessly at it, railing against England the whole time, while I secured the saddle, and guided the route back to an outlet of the park. There a fire was built, and we had some bread and bacon; and then a search for water occupied nearly two hours, and resulted in the finding of a mudhole, trodden and defiled by hundreds of feet of elk, bears, cats, deer, and other beasts, and containing only a few gallons of water as thick as pea soup, with which we watered our animals and made some strong tea.

We never made it to Estes Park. There’s no trail, and horses have never gone through. We left camp at ten and spent four hours looking for the trail. Chalmers tried one gulch after another, his confidence waning a bit after each failure; sometimes heading east when we should have gone west, always stopped by a cliff or some other obstacle. Eventually, he wandered off by himself and came back excited, claiming he had found the trail; and soon enough, we were on a clearly marked old path, obviously made by carcasses dragged along by hunters. I pointed out to him that we were heading north-east when we should have been going south-west and that we were climbing instead of descending. “Oh, it’s fine, we’ll find water soon,” he always replied. For two hours, we slowly climbed through a thicket of aspen, the cold getting worse; but the trail, which had been growing fainter, disappeared, and an opening revealed Storm Peak not far off and not much above us, even though it’s 11,000 feet high. I couldn’t help but laugh. He had intentionally turned his back on Estes Park. He then admitted that he was lost and couldn’t find his way back. His wife sat down on the ground and cried hard. We ate some dry bread, and then I said I had a lot of experience traveling and would take charge of the group, which everyone agreed to, and we began the long descent. Soon after, his wife was thrown from her horse and cried again from fear and embarrassment. Shortly after that, the girth of the mule’s saddle broke, and without a crupper, the saddle flew over its head, spilling the flour everywhere. Next, the girth of the woman’s saddle broke, and she went over her horse's head. Then Chalmers started fumbling with it helplessly, complaining about England the whole time, while I secured the saddle and led us back to an exit from the park. There, we built a fire, had some bread and bacon, and then spent nearly two hours looking for water, which ended with us finding a muddy hole trampled and contaminated by hundreds of feet from elk, bears, cats, deer, and other animals, containing only a few gallons of water thick as pea soup, which we used to water our animals and make some strong tea.

The sun was setting in glory as we started for the four hours' ride home, and the frost was intense, and made our bruised, grazed limbs ache painfully. I was sorry for Mrs. Chalmers, who had had several falls, and bore her aches patiently, and had said several times to her husband, with a kind meaning, "I am real sorry for this woman." I was so tired with the perpetual stumbling of my horse, as well as stiffened with the bitter cold, that I walked for the last hour or two; and Chalmers, as if to cover his failure, indulged in loud, incessant talk, abusing all other religionists, and railing against England in the coarsest American fashion. Yet, after all, they were not bad souls; and though he failed so grotesquely, he did his incompetent best. The log fire in the ruinous cabin was cheery, and I kept it up all night, and watched the stars through the holes in the roof, and thought of Long's Peak in its glorious solitude, and resolved that, come what might, I would reach Estes Park.

The sun was setting beautifully as we began the four-hour ride home, and the frost was intense, causing our bruised and scraped limbs to ache painfully. I felt sorry for Mrs. Chalmers, who had fallen several times, enduring her pain patiently and expressing concern for me by saying to her husband, "I really feel for this woman." I was so worn out from my horse's constant stumbling and stiff from the biting cold that I walked for the last hour or two. Chalmers, trying to cover up his shortcomings, filled the air with loud, nonstop chatter, criticizing all other religious people and complaining about England in the rudest American way. Yet, despite everything, they were not bad people; even though he struggled so outrageously, he truly tried his best. The log fire in the rundown cabin was comforting, and I kept it going all night, gazing at the stars through the holes in the roof, thinking about Long's Peak in its magnificent solitude, and resolved that no matter what happened, I would reach Estes Park.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter VI

A bronco mare—An accident—Wonderland—A sad story—The children of the Territories—Hard greed—Halcyon hours—Smartness—Old-fashioned prejudices—The Chicago colony—Good luck—Three notes of admiration—A good horse—The St. Vrain—The Rocky Mountains at last—"Mountain Jim"—A death hug—Estes Park.

A bronco mare—An accident—Wonderland—A sad story—The kids from the Territories—Intense greed—Peaceful moments—Cleverness—Outdated prejudices—The Chicago community—Good fortune—Three cheers—A great horse—The St. Vrain—Finally, the Rocky Mountains—"Mountain Jim"—A death grip—Estes Park.

LOWER CANYON, September 25.

Lower Canyon, September 25.

This is another world. My entrance upon it was signalized in this fashion. Chalmers offered me a bronco mare for a reasonable sum, and though she was a shifty, half-broken young thing, I came over here on her to try her, when, just as I was going away, she took into her head to "scare" and "buck," and when I touched her with my foot she leaped over a heap of timber, and the girth gave way, and the onlookers tell me that while she jumped I fell over her tail from a good height upon the hard gravel, receiving a parting kick on my knee. They could hardly believe that no bones were broken. The flesh of my left arm looks crushed into a jelly, but cold-water dressings will soon bring it right; and a cut on my back bled profusely; and the bleeding, with many bruises and the general shake, have made me feel weak, but circumstances do not admit of "making a fuss," and I really think that the rents in my riding dress will prove the most important part of the accident.

This is a different world. My arrival here happened like this. Chalmers offered me a bronco mare for a good price, and even though she was a skittish, half-trained young horse, I decided to ride her to see how she handled. Just as I was about to leave, she decided to rear up and buck. When I nudged her with my foot, she jumped over a pile of timber, and the girth snapped. The bystanders tell me that as she jumped, I fell over her tail from a decent height onto the hard gravel, getting a parting kick to my knee. They couldn't believe that I didn’t break any bones. The flesh on my left arm looks bruised and swollen, but cold-water dressings should fix it soon; plus, I had a deep cut on my back that bled a lot, along with various bruises and a general feeling of weakness. However, I can’t afford to "make a fuss," and I really think the biggest concern from this accident will be the tears in my riding outfit.

The surroundings here are pleasing. The log cabin, on the top of which a room with a steep, ornamental Swiss roof has been built, is in a valley close to a clear, rushing river, which emerges a little higher up from an inaccessible chasm of great sublimity. One side of the valley is formed by cliffs and terraces of porphyry as red as the reddest new brick, and at sunset blazing into vermilion. Through rifts in the nearer ranges there are glimpses of pine-clothed peaks, which, towards twilight, pass through every shade of purple and violet. The sky and the earth combine to form a Wonderland every evening—such rich, velvety coloring in crimson and violet; such an orange, green, and vermilion sky; such scarlet and emerald clouds; such an extraordinary dryness and purity of atmosphere, and then the glorious afterglow which seems to blend earth and heaven! For color, the Rocky Mountains beat all I have seen. The air has been cold, but the sun bright and hot during the last few days.

The surroundings here are beautiful. The log cabin, topped with a steep, decorative Swiss roof, is located in a valley near a clear, rushing river that flows from a dramatic, inaccessible gorge. One side of the valley is bordered by cliffs and terraces of porphyry as red as the brightest new brick, which ignites into vibrant vermilion at sunset. Through openings in the nearby ranges, you can see pine-covered peaks that change through every shade of purple and violet as twilight approaches. Every evening, the sky and the earth create a Wonderland—such rich, velvety colors in crimson and violet; such an orange, green, and vermilion sky; such scarlet and emerald clouds; such an incredible dryness and purity of atmosphere; and then the stunning afterglow that seems to merge earth and sky! In terms of color, the Rocky Mountains surpass everything I’ve seen. The air has been cold, but the sun has been bright and hot over the last few days.

The story of my host is a story of misfortune. It indicates who should NOT come to Colorado.[11] He and his wife are under thirty-five. The son of a London physician in large practice, with a liberal education in the largest sense of the word, unusual culture and accomplishments, and the partner of a physician in good practice in the second city in England, he showed symptoms which threatened pulmonary disease. In an evil hour he heard of Colorado with its "unrivalled climate, boundless resources," etc., and, fascinated not only by these material advantages, but by the notion of being able to found or reform society on advanced social theories of his own, he became an emigrant. Mrs. Hughes is one of the most charming, and lovable women I have ever seen, and their marriage is an ideal one. Both are fitted to shine in any society, but neither had the slightest knowledge of domestic and farming details. Dr. H. did not know how to saddle or harness a horse. Mrs. H. did not know whether you should put an egg into cold or hot water when you meant to boil it! They arrived at Longmount, bought up this claim, rather for the beauty of the scenery than for any substantial advantages, were cheated in land, goods, oxen, everything, and, to the discredit of the settlers, seemed to be regarded as fair game. Everything has failed with them, and though they "rise early, and late take rest, and eat the bread of carefulness," they hardly keep their heads above water. A young Swiss girl, devoted to them both, works as hard as they do. They have one horse, no wagon, some poultry, and a few cows, but no "hired man." It is the hardest and least ideal struggle that I have ever seen made by educated people. They had all their experience to learn, and they have bought it by losses and hardships. That they have learnt so much surprises me. Dr. H. and these two ladies built the upper room and the addition to the house without help. He has cropped the land himself, and has learned the difficult art of milking cows. Mrs. H. makes all the clothes required for a family of six, and her evenings, when the hard day's work is done and she is ready to drop from fatigue, are spent in mending and patching. The day is one long GRIND, without rest or enjoyment, or the pleasure of chance intercourse with cultivated people. The few visitors who have "happened in" are the thrifty wives of prosperous settlers, full of housewifely pride, whose one object seems to be to make Mrs. H. feel her inferiority to themselves. I wish she did take a more genuine interest in the "coming-on" of the last calf, the prospects of the squash crop, and the yield and price of butter; but though she has learned to make excellent butter and bread, it is all against the grain. The children are delightful. The little boys are refined, courteous, childish gentlemen, with love and tenderness to their parents in all their words and actions. Never a rough or harsh word is heard within the house. But the atmosphere of struggles and difficulties has already told on these infants. They consider their mother in all things, going without butter when they think the stock is low, bringing in wood and water too heavy for them to carry, anxiously speculating on the winter prospect and the crops, yet withal the most childlike and innocent of children.

The story of my host is one of misfortune. It shows who should NOT move to Colorado.[11] He and his wife are under thirty-five. The son of a successful London doctor, educated in the broadest sense and with unique culture and skills, he was a partner in a thriving medical practice in England’s second largest city. He began showing signs that pointed to lung disease. At a bad moment, he heard about Colorado with its "unrivaled climate, boundless resources," etc., and, captivated not just by these material benefits, but by the idea of being able to create or change society based on his own progressive theories, he decided to emigrate. Mrs. Hughes is one of the most charming and endearing women I have ever met, and their marriage is ideal. Both could thrive in any social setting, but neither of them knew the first thing about running a household or farming. Dr. Hughes didn’t know how to saddle or harness a horse. Mrs. Hughes didn’t even know if you should put an egg in cold or hot water when you wanted to boil it! They arrived at Longmont, bought a claim mostly for the scenic beauty rather than any real benefits, were cheated on land, goods, oxen—everything—and, shamefully, seemed to be seen as easy targets by the locals. Everything has gone wrong for them, and even though they "rise early and take rest late, and eat the bread of carefulness," they can barely make ends meet. A young Swiss girl, devoted to both of them, works just as hard as they do. They have one horse, no wagon, some poultry, and a few cows, but no hired help. It’s the hardest and least ideal struggle I’ve ever witnessed from educated people. They’ve had to learn everything from scratch, and they’ve paid for their lessons with losses and hardships. I’m surprised they’ve learned as much as they have. Dr. Hughes and these two women built the upstairs room and the house extension without any help. He has farmed the land himself and mastered the tricky skill of milking cows. Mrs. Hughes makes all the clothes needed for a family of six, and her evenings, once their exhausting work is done, are spent sewing and mending. The days are one long grind, with no breaks or enjoyment, or the pleasure of casual interactions with cultured people. The few visitors who have "stopped by" are the frugal wives of prosperous settlers, full of household pride, whose main goal seems to be to make Mrs. Hughes feel inferior. I wish she showed a more genuine interest in the births of calves, the prospects for squash crops, and the yield and prices of butter; but even though she has learned to make excellent butter and bread, it’s all hard for her. The children are delightful. The little boys are refined, courteous, and gentlemanly, showing love and tenderness to their parents in everything they say and do. Not a rough or harsh word is ever heard in the house. But the tension from their struggles and challenges has already impacted these kids. They consider their mother in everything, going without butter when they think the stock is low, carrying in wood and water that are too heavy for them, and worrying about winter prospects and crops, yet they remain the most innocent and childlike of children.

[11] The story is ended now. A few months after my visit Mrs. H. died a few days after her confinement, and was buried on the bleak hill side, leaving her husband with five children under six years old, and Dr. H. is a prosperous man on one of the sunniest islands of the Pacific, with the devoted Swiss friend as his second wife.

[11] The story has come to an end now. A few months after my visit, Mrs. H. passed away just a few days after giving birth and was buried on the desolate hillside, leaving her husband with five children all under six years old. Dr. H. is now doing well, living on one of the sunniest islands in the Pacific, with his loyal Swiss friend as his second wife.


One of the most painful things in the Western States and Territories is the extinction of childhood. I have never seen any children, only debased imitations of men and women, cankered by greed and selfishness, and asserting and gaining complete independence of their parents at ten years old. The atmosphere in which they are brought up is one of greed, godlessness, and frequently of profanity. Consequently these sweet things seem like flowers in a desert.

One of the most painful things in the Western States and Territories is the loss of childhood. I've never seen any children, only twisted versions of men and women, corrupted by greed and selfishness, asserting and gaining complete independence from their parents at just ten years old. The environment they're raised in is filled with greed, godlessness, and often profanity. As a result, these sweet beings seem like flowers in a desert.

Except for love, which here as everywhere raises life into the ideal, this is a wretched existence. The poor crops have been destroyed by grasshoppers over and over again, and that talent deified here under the name of "smartness" has taken advantage of Dr. H. in all bargains, leaving him with little except food for his children. Experience has been dearly bought in all ways, and this instance of failure might be a useful warning to professional men without agricultural experience not to come and try to make a living by farming in Colorado.

Except for love, which, like everywhere else, elevates life to an ideal level, this is a miserable existence. The poor crops have been devastated by grasshoppers repeatedly, and that talent glorified here as "smartness" has exploited Dr. H. in every deal, leaving him with little more than food for his kids. Experience has come at a high price in every way, and this failure might serve as a valuable warning to professionals without farming experience not to come and try to make a living as farmers in Colorado.

My time here has passed very delightfully in spite of my regret and anxiety for this interesting family. I should like to stay longer, were it not that they have given up to me their straw bed, and Mrs. H. and her baby, a wizened, fretful child, sleep on the floor in my room, and Dr. H. on the floor downstairs, and the nights are frosty and chill. Work is the order of their day, and of mine, and at night, when the children are in bed, we three ladies patch the clothes and make shirts, and Dr. H. reads Tennyson's poems, or we speak tenderly of that world of culture and noble deeds which seems here "the land very far off," or Mrs. H. lays aside her work for a few minutes and reads some favorite passage of prose or poetry, as I have seldom heard either read before, with a voice of large compass and exquisite tone, quick to interpret every shade of the author's meaning, and soft, speaking eyes, moist with feeling and sympathy. These are our halcyon hours, when we forget the needs of the morrow, and that men still buy, sell, cheat, and strive for gold, and that we are in the Rocky Mountains, and that it is near midnight. But morning comes hot and tiresome, and the never-ending work is oppressive, and Dr. H. comes in from the field two or three times in the day, dizzy and faint, and they condole with each other, and I feel that the Colorado settler needs to be made of sterner stuff and to possess more adaptability.

My time here has been really enjoyable despite my worry and concern for this fascinating family. I'd like to stay longer, except they've given me their straw bed, and Mrs. H. and her baby, a cranky little one, sleep on the floor in my room, while Dr. H. sleeps on the floor downstairs, and the nights are cold and chilly. Work is the routine for both them and me, and at night, when the kids are in bed, the three of us women patch clothes and make shirts while Dr. H. reads Tennyson’s poems, or we talk fondly about that world of culture and noble deeds which feels like “the land very far off” here, or Mrs. H. puts her work aside for a few moments to read a favorite passage from prose or poetry in a way I’ve rarely heard, with a voice that has a wide range and beautiful tone, quick to express every nuance of the author's meaning, and soft, speaking eyes filled with emotion and empathy. These are our peaceful moments when we forget tomorrow's worries, and that people still buy, sell, cheat, and strive for money, and that we're in the Rocky Mountains, and that it’s almost midnight. But morning arrives hot and exhausting, and the endless work feels overwhelming, and Dr. H. comes in from the field two or three times a day, dizzy and weak, and they comfort each other, making me realize that the Colorado settler needs to be tougher and more adaptable.

To-day has been a very pleasant day for me, though I have only once sat down since 9 A.M., and it is now 5 P.M. I plotted that the devoted Swiss girl should go to the nearest settlement with two of the children for the day in a neighbor's wagon, and that Dr. and Mrs. H. should get an afternoon of rest and sleep upstairs, while I undertook to do the work and make something of a cleaning. I had a large "wash" of my own, having been hindered last week by my bad arm, but a clothes wringer which screws on to the side of the tub is a great assistance, and by folding the clothes before passing them through it, I make it serve instead of mangle and iron. After baking the bread and thoroughly cleaning the churn and pails, I began upon the tins and pans, the cleaning of which had fallen into arrears, and was hard at work, very greasy and grimy, when a man came in to know where to ford the river with his ox team, and as I was showing him he looked pityingly at me, saying, "Be you the new hired girl? Bless me, you're awful small!"

Today has been a really nice day for me, even though I've only sat down once since 9 A.M., and it’s now 5 P.M. I planned for the devoted Swiss girl to take two of the kids to the nearest settlement for the day in a neighbor's wagon, while Dr. and Mrs. H. could get some much-needed rest and sleep upstairs. I took on the work and did some cleaning. I had a lot of laundry to do since my bad arm held me back last week, but a clothes wringer that attaches to the side of the tub is a huge help. By folding the clothes before running them through, I can use it instead of a mangle and iron. After baking bread and thoroughly cleaning the churn and buckets, I started on the tins and pans, which I had let go for too long. I was deep into my cleaning, all greasy and dirty, when a man came in asking where he could cross the river with his ox team. As I was showing him, he looked at me sympathetically and said, “Are you the new hired girl? Wow, you’re really small!”

Yesterday we saved three cwt. of tomatoes for winter use, and about two tons of squash and pumpkin for the cattle, two of the former weighing 140 lbs. I pulled nearly a quarter of an acre of maize, but it was a scanty crop, and the husks were poorly filled. I much prefer field work to the scouring of greasy pans and to the wash tub, and both to either sewing or writing.

Yesterday we saved three hundredweight of tomatoes for winter, and about two tons of squash and pumpkin for the cattle, with two of them weighing 140 pounds. I harvested almost a quarter of an acre of corn, but it was a small crop, and the husks were poorly filled. I definitely prefer working in the fields to scrubbing greasy pans and doing laundry, and I prefer both to sewing or writing.

This is not Arcadia. "Smartness," which consists in over-reaching your neighbor in every fashion which is not illegal, is the quality which is held in the greatest repute, and Mammon is the divinity. From a generation brought up to worship the one and admire the other little can be hoped. In districts distant as this is from "Church Ordinances," there are three ways in which Sunday is spent: one, to make it a day for visiting, hunting, and fishing; another, to spend it in sleeping and abstinence from work; and the third, to continue all the usual occupations, consequently harvesting and felling and hauling timber are to be seen in progress.

This is not Arcadia. "Smartness," defined as outsmarting your neighbor in any way that isn't illegal, is the quality that's most valued, and money is the god. From a generation raised to worship one and admire the other, little can be expected. In areas as far from "Church Ordinances" as this, Sunday can be spent in three ways: one, using it to visit, hunt, and fish; another, to sleep and refrain from work; and the third, to carry on with regular activities, so harvesting, cutting down trees, and hauling timber can be seen happening.

Last Sunday a man came here and put up a door, and said he didn't believe in the Bible or in a God, and he wasn't going to sacrifice his children's bread to old-fashioned prejudices. There is a manifest indifference to the higher obligations of the law, "judgment, mercy and faith"; but in the main the settlers are steady, there are few flagrant breaches of morals, industry is the rule, life and property are far safer than in England or Scotland, and the law of universal respect to women is still in full force.

Last Sunday, a man came here and installed a door. He claimed he didn't believe in the Bible or in God and that he wouldn't sacrifice his children's needs to outdated prejudices. There is a clear disregard for the greater responsibilities of the law—"judgment, mercy, and faith." However, for the most part, the settlers are reliable. There are few obvious moral violations, hard work is the norm, and life and property are much safer than in England or Scotland. The law of universal respect for women is still strongly upheld.

The days are now brilliant and the nights sharply frosty. People are preparing for the winter. The tourists from the East are trooping into Denver, and the surveying parties are coming down from the mountains. Snow has fallen on the higher ranges, and my hopes of getting to Estes Park are down at zero.

The days are now bright and the nights are really cold. People are getting ready for winter. Tourists from the East are pouring into Denver, and the surveying teams are coming down from the mountains. Snow has settled on the higher peaks, and my hopes of getting to Estes Park are at zero.


LONGMOUNT, September 25.

LONGMOUNT, Sep 25.

Yesterday was perfect. The sun was brilliant and the air cool and bracing. I felt better, and after a hard day's work and an evening stroll with my friends in the glorious afterglow, I went to bed cheerful and hopeful as to the climate and its effect on my health. This morning I awoke with a sensation of extreme lassitude, and on going out, instead of the delicious atmosphere of yesterday, I found intolerable suffocating heat, a BLAZING (not BRILLIANT) sun, and a sirocco like a Victorian hot wind. Neuralgia, inflamed eyes, and a sense of extreme prostration followed, and my acclimatized hosts were somewhat similarly affected. The sparkle, the crystalline atmosphere, and the glory of color of yesterday, had all vanished. We had borrowed a wagon, but Dr. H.'s strong but lazy horse and a feeble hired one made a poor span; and though the distance here is only twenty-two miles over level prairie, our tired animal, and losing the way three times, have kept us eight and a half hours in the broiling sun. All notions of locality fail me on the prairie, and Dr. H. was not much better. We took wrong tracks, got entangled among fences, plunged through the deep mud of irrigation ditches, and were despondent. It was a miserable drive, sitting on a heap of fodder under the angry sun. Half-way here we camped at a river, now only a series of mud holes, and I fell asleep under the imperfect shade of a cotton-wood tree, dreading the thought of waking and jolting painfully along over the dusty prairie in the dust-laden, fierce sirocco, under the ferocious sun. We never saw man or beast the whole day.

Yesterday was perfect. The sun was bright, and the air was cool and refreshing. I felt good, and after a long day's work and an evening walk with my friends in the beautiful sunset, I went to bed feeling cheerful and hopeful about the weather and its impact on my health. This morning, I woke up feeling extremely tired, and when I stepped outside, instead of the pleasant atmosphere of yesterday, I encountered unbearable, suffocating heat, a BLAZING (not BRILLIANT) sun, and a hot wind like something out of a Victorian novel. I was hit with neuralgia, sore eyes, and a sense of complete exhaustion, and my acclimatized hosts were feeling similar effects. The sparkle, the clear air, and the vibrant colors of yesterday had completely disappeared. We had borrowed a wagon, but Dr. H.'s strong yet lazy horse and a weak hired one made for a poor team; and even though the distance here is only twenty-two miles across flat prairie, our tired horse and getting lost three times kept us under the scorching sun for eight and a half hours. I completely lost my sense of direction on the prairie, and Dr. H. wasn't much better. We took wrong paths, got stuck in fences, pushed through the deep mud of irrigation ditches, and felt disheartened. It was a miserable ride, sitting on a pile of hay under the blazing sun. Halfway here, we stopped by a river, which was now just a series of mud puddles, and I dozed off under the sparse shade of a cottonwood tree, dreading the thought of waking up and bumping painfully along the dusty prairie in the hot, dry wind under the blazing sun. We didn’t see anyone or any animals the entire day.

This is the "Chicago Colony," and it is said to be prospering, after some preliminary land swindles. It is as uninviting as Fort Collins. We first came upon dust-colored frame houses set down at intervals on the dusty buff plain, each with its dusty wheat or barley field adjacent, the crop, not the product of the rains of heaven, but of the muddy overflow of "Irrigating Ditch No.2." Then comes a road made up of many converging wagon tracks, which stiffen into a wide straggling street, in which glaring frame houses and a few shops stand opposite to each other. A two-storey house, one of the whitest and most glaring, and without a veranda like all the others, is the "St. Vrain Hotel," called after the St. Vrain River, out of which the ditch is taken which enables Longmount to exist. Everything was broiling in the heat of the slanting sun, which all day long had been beating on the unshaded wooden rooms. The heat within was more sickening than outside, and black flies covered everything, one's face included. We all sat fighting the flies in my bedroom, which was cooler than elsewhere, till a glorious sunset over the Rocky Range, some ten miles off, compelled us to go out and enjoy it. Then followed supper, Western fashion, without table-cloths, and all the "unattached" men of Longmount came in and fed silently and rapidly. It was a great treat to have tea to drink, as I had not tasted any for a fortnight. The landlord is a jovial, kindly man. I told him how my plans had faded, and how I was reluctantly going on to-morrow to Denver and New York, being unable to get to Estes Park, and he said there might yet be a chance of some one coming in to-night who would be going up. He soon came to my room and asked definitely what I could do—if I feared cold, if I could "rough it," if I could "ride horseback and lope." Estes Park and its surroundings are, he says, "the most beautiful scenery in Colorado," and "it's a real shame," he added, "for you not to see it." We had hardly sat down to tea when he came, saying "You're in luck this time; two young men have just come in and are going up to-morrow morning." I am rather pleased, and have hired a horse for three days; but I am not very hopeful, for I am almost ill of the smothering heat, and still suffer from my fall, and not having been on horseback since, thirty miles will be a long ride. Then I fear that the accommodation is as rough as Chalmers's, and that solitude will be impossible. We have been strolling in the street every since it grew dark to get the little air which is moving.

This is the "Chicago Colony," and it’s said to be doing well after some initial land scams. It's as uninviting as Fort Collins. We first encountered dust-colored frame houses scattered at intervals on the dusty buff plain, each with its dusty wheat or barley field next to it—these crops, not from the rains of heaven but from the muddy overflow of "Irrigating Ditch No.2." Then there’s a road made up of many converging wagon tracks, turning into a wide, sprawling street lined with glaring frame houses and a few shops across from each other. One two-story house, the whitest and most glaring of all, and lacking a veranda like the rest, is the "St. Vrain Hotel," named after the St. Vrain River, the source of the ditch that enables Longmount to exist. Everything was baking in the heat of the slanted sun, which had been beating down on the unshaded wooden rooms all day. The heat inside was worse than outside, and black flies were everywhere, even on our faces. We all sat battling the flies in my bedroom, which was cooler than the rest, until a stunning sunset over the Rocky Range, about ten miles away, drew us outside to enjoy it. Then came dinner, Western style, without tablecloths, and all the single men of Longmount came in to eat quietly and quickly. It was a real treat to have tea since I hadn’t had any for two weeks. The landlord is a cheerful, friendly guy. I explained to him how my plans had fallen through and how I was reluctantly headed to Denver and New York tomorrow, unable to reach Estes Park. He mentioned there might still be a chance someone would come in tonight who was going up. He soon came to my room and asked specifically what I was capable of—if I was afraid of the cold, if I could “rough it,” and if I could "ride horseback and lope." He said Estes Park and its surroundings have "the most beautiful scenery in Colorado," and added, "it’s a real shame" for me not to see it. We had hardly settled down for tea when he returned, saying, "You’re in luck this time; two young men just arrived and are going up tomorrow morning." I’m kind of pleased and have rented a horse for three days, but I’m not very optimistic, as I’m feeling almost sick from the stifling heat, still recovering from my fall, and having not ridden in a while, thirty miles will be a long trip. I also worry that the accommodations are as rough as Chalmers’s and that solitude will be impossible. We’ve been walking the streets since it got dark to catch any little breeze that's moving.


ESTES PARK!!! September 28.

Estes Park!!! September 28.

I wish I could let those three notes of admiration go to you instead of a letter. They mean everything that is rapturous and delightful—grandeur, cheerfulness, health, enjoyment, novelty, freedom, etc., etc. I have just dropped into the very place I have been seeking, but in everything it exceeds all my dreams. There is health in every breath of air; I am much better already, and get up to a seven o'clock breakfast without difficulty. It is quite comfortable—in the fashion that I like. I have a log cabin, raised on six posts, all to myself, with a skunk's lair underneath it, and a small lake close to it. There is a frost every night, and all day it is cool enough for a roaring fire. The ranchman, who is half-hunter, half-stockman, and his wife are jovial, hearty Welsh people from Llanberis, who laugh with loud, cheery British laughs, sing in parts down to the youngest child, are free hearted and hospitable, and pile the pitch-pine logs half-way up the great rude chimney. There has been fresh meat each day since I came, delicious bread baked daily, excellent potatoes, tea and coffee, and an abundant supply of milk like cream. I have a clean hay bed with six blankets, and there are neither bugs nor fleas. The scenery is the most glorious I have ever seen, and is above us, around us, at the very door. Most people have advized me to go to Colorado Springs, and only one mentioned this place, and till I reached Longmount I never saw any one who had been here, but I saw from the lie of the country that it must be most superbly situated. People said, however, that it was most difficult of access, and that the season for it was over. In traveling there is nothing like dissecting people's statements, which are usually colored by their estimate of the powers or likings of the person spoken to, making all reasonable inquiries, and then pertinaciously but quietly carrying out one's own plans. This is perfection, and all the requisites for health are present, including plenty of horses and grass to ride on.

I wish I could send you three notes of admiration instead of a letter. They represent everything delightful—greatness, happiness, health, enjoyment, novelty, freedom, and so on. I’ve just arrived at the perfect place I’ve been looking for, and it’s even better than I imagined. Every breath of air here feels healthy; I already feel much better and can easily get up for a seven o'clock breakfast. It's quite comfortable—in a way that I love. I have a log cabin raised on six posts all to myself, with a skunk's den underneath it and a small lake nearby. There’s frost every night, and it’s cool enough during the day to enjoy a roaring fire. The rancher, who is part hunter and part stockman, and his wife are cheerful Welsh folks from Llanberis. They laugh heartily, sing in harmonies with even the youngest child, are open-hearted and welcoming, and stack pitch-pine logs halfway up the large rustic chimney. Since I arrived, there’s been fresh meat every day, delicious bread baked daily, excellent potatoes, tea and coffee, and plenty of milk that's as rich as cream. I have a clean hay bed with six blankets, and there are no bugs or fleas. The scenery is the most stunning I’ve ever seen, surrounding us and right at the door. Most people advised me to go to Colorado Springs, and only one mentioned this place. Until I reached Longmont, I hadn’t met anyone who had been here, but I could tell from the landscape that it must be beautifully situated. People claimed it was hard to get to and that the season was over. When traveling, I find it helpful to examine people’s statements, which are often influenced by their opinions of the person being spoken to, make all reasonable inquiries, and then stubbornly but quietly follow my own plans. This is perfection, and it has everything needed for good health, including plenty of horses and grass to ride on.

It is not easy to sit down to write after ten hours of hard riding, especially in a cabin full of people, and wholesome fatigue may make my letter flat when it ought to be enthusiastic. I was awake all night at Longmount owing to the stifling heat, and got up nervous and miserable, ready to give up the thought of coming here, but the sunrise over the Plains, and the wonderful red of the Rocky Mountains, as they reflected the eastern sky, put spirit into me. The landlord had got a horse, but could not give any satisfactory assurances of his being quiet, and being much shaken by my fall at Canyon, I earnestly wished that the Greeley Tribune had not given me a reputation for horsemanship, which had preceded me here. The young men who were to escort me "seemed very innocent," he said, but I have not arrived at his meaning yet. When the horse appeared in the street at 8:30, I saw, to my dismay, a high-bred, beautiful creature, stable kept, with arched neck, quivering nostrils, and restless ears and eyes. My pack, as on Hawaii, was strapped behind the Mexican saddle, and my canvas bag hung on the horn, but the horse did not look fit to carry "gear," and seemed to require two men to hold and coax him. There were many loafers about, and I shrank from going out and mounting in my old Hawaiian riding dress, though Dr. and Mrs. H. assured me that I looked quite "insignificant and unnoticeable." We got away at nine with repeated injunctions from the landlord in the words, "Oh, you should be heroic!"

It’s not easy to sit down and write after ten hours of tough riding, especially in a cabin full of people, and my exhaustion might make my letter dull when it should be full of energy. I was awake all night in Longmount due to the stifling heat, and I woke up feeling anxious and miserable, almost ready to abandon the idea of coming here. But the sunrise over the Plains and the breathtaking red of the Rocky Mountains reflecting the eastern sky lifted my spirits. The landlord had arranged a horse but couldn’t guarantee that it would be calm. After experiencing a bad fall at Canyon, I desperately wished the Greeley Tribune hadn’t given me a reputation for horsemanship that preceded me here. The young men who were supposed to escort me “seemed very innocent,” he said, but I still don’t understand what he meant. When the horse appeared in the street at 8:30, I was dismayed to see a high-bred, beautiful creature—well-kept, with an arched neck, quivering nostrils, and restless ears and eyes. My pack, like in Hawaii, was strapped behind the Mexican saddle, and my canvas bag hung on the horn, but the horse didn’t look capable of carrying “gear” and seemed to need two men to hold and coax him. There were a lot of loafers around, and I hesitated to go outside and mount in my old Hawaiian riding outfit, even though Dr. and Mrs. H. insisted that I looked quite “insignificant and unnoticeable.” We set off at nine with the landlord repeatedly urging us, saying, “Oh, you should be heroic!”

The sky was cloudless, and a deep brilliant blue, and though the sun was hot the air was fresh and bracing. The ride for glory and delight I shall label along with one to Hanalei, and another to Mauna Kea, Hawaii. I felt better quite soon; the horse in gait and temper turned out perfection—all spring and spirit, elastic in his motion, walking fast and easily, and cantering with a light, graceful swing as soon as one pressed the reins on his neck, a blithe, joyous animal, to whom a day among the mountains seemed a pleasant frolic. So gentle he was, that when I got off and walked he followed me without being led, and without needing any one to hold him he allowed me to mount on either side. In addition to the charm of his movements he has the catlike sure-footedness of a Hawaiian horse, and fords rapid and rough-bottomed rivers, and gallops among stones and stumps, and down steep hills, with equal security. I could have ridden him a hundred miles as easily as thirty. We have only been together two days, yet we are firm friends, and thoroughly understand each other. I should not require another companion on a long mountain tour. All his ways are those of an animal brought up without curb, whip, or spur, trained by the voice, and used only to kindness, as is happily the case with the majority of horses in the Western States. Consequently, unless they are broncos, they exercise their intelligence for your advantage, and do their work rather as friends than as machines.

The sky was clear and a deep, brilliant blue. Even though the sun was hot, the air felt fresh and invigorating. I would compare this ride, filled with joy and excitement, to those I'd take to Hanalei or Mauna Kea in Hawaii. I started feeling great pretty quickly; the horse was perfect in both stride and temperament—full of energy and spirit, moving fluidly and easily. As soon as I pressed the reins against his neck, he would canter with a light, graceful motion, like a cheerful and lively animal who saw a day in the mountains as a fun adventure. He was so gentle that when I got off and walked around, he followed me without needing to be led, and he let me mount from either side without any assistance. Besides the elegance of his movements, he had the sure-footedness of a Hawaiian horse, effortlessly crossing swift and uneven rivers, galloping over rocks and stumps, and descending steep hills with confidence. I could have ridden him a hundred miles as easily as thirty. We have only been together for two days, but we've become good friends and really understand one another. I wouldn't need another companion for a long mountain ride. His behavior shows he's been raised without harsh methods, only trained with voice commands and accustomed to kindness, which is the case for most horses in the Western States. Therefore, unless they are broncos, they use their intelligence to work alongside you, acting more like friends than machines.

I soon began not only to feel better, but to be exhilarated with the delightful motion. The sun was behind us, and puffs of a cool elastic air came down from the glorious mountains in front. We cantered across six miles of prairie, and then reached the beautiful canyon of the St. Vrain, which, towards its mouth, is a narrow, fertile, wooded valley, through which a bright rapid river, which we forded many times, hurries along, with twists and windings innumerable. Ah, how brightly its ripples danced in the glittering sunshine, and how musically its waters murmured like the streams of windward Hawaii! We lost our way over and over again, though the "innocent" young men had been there before; indeed, it would require some talent to master the intricacies of that devious trail, but settlers making hay always appeared in the nick of time to put us on the right track. Very fair it was, after the brown and burning plains, and the variety was endless. Cotton-wood trees were green and bright, aspens shivered in gold tremulousness, wild grape-vines trailed their lemon-colored foliage along the ground, and the Virginia creeper hung its crimson sprays here and there, lightening up green and gold into glory. Sometimes from under the cool and bowery shade of the colored tangle we passed into the cool St. Vrain, and then were wedged between its margin and lofty cliffs and terraces of incredibly staring, fantastic rocks, lined, patched, and splashed with carmine, vermilion, greens of all tints, blue, yellow, orange, violet, deep crimson, coloring that no artist would dare to represent, and of which, in sober prose, I scarcely dare tell. Long's wonderful peaks, which hitherto had gleamed above the green, now disappeared, to be seen no more for twenty miles. We entered on an ascending valley, where the gorgeous hues of the rocks were intensified by the blue gloom of the pitch pines, and then taking a track to the north-west, we left the softer world behind, and all traces of man and his works, and plunged into the Rocky Mountains.

I soon started to not just feel better but also to be thrilled by the delightful movement. The sun was behind us, and cool, refreshing breezes came down from the stunning mountains in front. We galloped across six miles of prairie, then arrived at the beautiful canyon of the St. Vrain, which, near its mouth, is a narrow, fertile, wooded valley where a bright, fast river rushes along, twisting and turning in countless ways. Ah, how brightly its ripples danced in the shining sunlight, and how musically its waters murmured like the streams in windward Hawaii! We lost our way several times, even though the “innocent” young men had been there before; in fact, it would take some skill to navigate the complexities of that winding trail. Luckily, settlers cutting hay always showed up just in time to guide us back on track. It was very lovely after the dry and blazing plains, with endless variety. The cottonwood trees were green and vibrant, aspens fluttered in shimmering gold, wild grapevines trailed their lemon-colored leaves along the ground, and the Virginia creeper hung its crimson stems here and there, brightening the greens and golds into vibrancy. Sometimes, moving from the cool, shady tangle of colors, we entered the refreshing St. Vrain, and then found ourselves squeezed between its edge and towering cliffs of unbelievably striking, fantastic rocks, marked, splattered, and patched with deep red, bright red, all shades of green, blue, yellow, orange, violet, and rich crimson—colors an artist wouldn’t dare to paint and that I scarcely dare describe in plain words. Long's amazing peaks, which had previously shone above the green, vanished and wouldn’t be seen again for twenty miles. We entered an ascending valley, where the vibrant hues of the rocks were deepened by the blue shadows of the pitch pines, and then, taking a path to the northwest, we left the gentler world behind, along with all signs of humanity and its creations, and dove into the Rocky Mountains.

There were wonderful ascents then up which I led my horse; wild fantastic views opening up continually, a recurrence of surprises; the air keener and purer with every mile, the sensation of loneliness more singular. A tremendous ascent among rocks and pines to a height of 9,000 feet brought us to a passage seven feet wide through a wall of rock, with an abrupt descent of 2,000 feet, and a yet higher ascent beyond. I never saw anything so strange as looking back. It was a single gigantic ridge which we had passed through, standing up knifelike, built up entirely of great brick-shaped masses of bright red rock, some of them as large as the Royal Institution, Edinburgh, piled one on another by Titans. Pitch pines grew out of their crevices, but there was not a vestige of soil. Beyond, wall beyond wall of similar construction, and range above range, rose into the blue sky. Fifteen miles more over great ridges, along passes dark with shadow, and so narrow that we had to ride in the beds of the streams which had excavated them, round the bases of colossal pyramids of rock crested with pines, up into fair upland "parks," scarlet in patches with the poison oak, parks so beautifully arranged by nature that I momentarily expected to come upon some stately mansion, but that afternoon crested blue jays and chipmunks had them all to themselves. Here, in the early morning, deer, bighorn, and the stately elk, come down to feed, and there, in the night, prowl and growl the Rocky Mountain lion, the grizzly bear, and the cowardly wolf. There were chasms of immense depth, dark with the indigo gloom of pines, and mountains with snow gleaming on their splintered crests, loveliness to bewilder and grandeur to awe, and still streams and shady pools, and cool depths of shadow; mountains again, dense with pines, among which patches of aspen gleamed like gold; valleys where the yellow cotton-wood mingled with the crimson oak, and so, on and on through the lengthening shadows, till the trail, which in places had been hardly legible, became well defined, and we entered a long gulch with broad swellings of grass belted with pines.

There were amazing climbs then, leading my horse up wild, fantastic views that kept unfolding with surprises; the air felt sharper and cleaner with every mile, and the feeling of solitude was even more intense. A huge climb among rocks and pines took us up to 9,000 feet, leading to a narrow passage seven feet wide through a wall of rock, with a steep drop of 2,000 feet, and an even higher climb ahead. I had never seen anything so bizarre as looking back. It was a massive ridge we had crossed, standing tall like a knife, entirely made up of huge, brick-shaped blocks of bright red rock, some as big as the Royal Institution in Edinburgh, stacked on top of each other by giants. Pitch pines sprouted from the cracks, but there was no soil in sight. Beyond that, layer upon layer of similar formations rose against the blue sky. Fifteen more miles over enormous ridges, through dark, narrow passes so tight that we had to ride in the stream beds that carved them, around the bases of colossal rock pyramids topped with pines, into beautiful open “parks,” splashed with red from poison oak, parks so perfectly shaped by nature that I kept expecting to stumble upon a grand mansion, but that afternoon, only crested blue jays and chipmunks were there to enjoy it. Here, in the early morning, deer, bighorn sheep, and majestic elk came down to feed, while at night, the Rocky Mountain lion, the grizzly bear, and the timid wolf prowled and growled. There were deep chasms, dark with the shadow of pines, and mountains with snow sparkling on their jagged peaks, beauty to dazzle and grandeur to inspire awe, along with still streams and shady pools and cool, shadowy depths; more mountains, thick with pines, where patches of aspen shone like gold; valleys where yellow cottonwoods mixed with crimson oaks, and so on and on through the lengthening shadows until the trail, which had been barely visible in places, became clearly defined, leading us into a long gulch with wide grassy swells bordered by pines.

A very pretty mare, hobbled, was feeding; a collie dog barked at us, and among the scrub, not far from the track, there was a rude, black log cabin, as rough as it could be to be a shelter at all, with smoke coming out of the roof and window. We diverged towards it; it mattered not that it was the home, or rather den, of a notorious "ruffian" and "desperado." One of my companions had disappeared hours before, the remaining one was a town-bred youth. I longed to speak to some one who loved the mountains. I called the hut a DEN—it looked like the den of a wild beast. The big dog lay outside it in a threatening attitude and growled. The mud roof was covered with lynx, beaver, and other furs laid out to dry, beaver paws were pinned out on the logs, a part of the carcass of a deer hung at one end of the cabin, a skinned beaver lay in front of a heap of peltry just within the door, and antlers of deer, old horseshoes, and offal of many animals, lay about the den.

A pretty mare, hobbled, was grazing; a collie dog barked at us, and among the bushes, not far from the path, there was a rough, black log cabin, as basic as it could be to be a shelter at all, with smoke rising from the roof and window. We headed towards it; it didn’t matter that it was the home, or rather den, of a notorious "ruffian" and "desperado." One of my friends had vanished hours earlier, and the other was a city kid. I wished I could talk to someone who loved the mountains. I called the hut a DEN—it looked like the den of a wild animal. The big dog was lying outside, acting all threatening and growling. The mud roof was covered with lynx, beaver, and other furs laid out to dry, beaver paws were pinned to the logs, a part of a deer carcass hung at one end of the cabin, a skinned beaver lay in front of a pile of pelts just inside the door, and deer antlers, old horseshoes, and animal remains were scattered around the den.

Roused by the growling of the dog, his owner came out, a broad, thickset man, about the middle height, with an old cap on his head, and wearing a grey hunting suit much the worse for wear (almost falling to pieces, in fact), a digger's scarf knotted round his waist, a knife in his belt, and "a bosom friend," a revolver, sticking out of the breast pocket of his coat; his feet, which were very small, were bare, except for some dilapidated moccasins made of horse hide. The marvel was how his clothes hung together, and on him. The scarf round his waist must have had something to do with it. His face was remarkable. He is a man about forty-five, and must have been strikingly handsome. He has large grey-blue eyes, deeply set, with well-marked eyebrows, a handsome aquiline nose, and a very handsome mouth. His face was smooth shaven except for a dense mustache and imperial. Tawny hair, in thin uncared-for curls, fell from under his hunter's cap and over his collar. One eye was entirely gone, and the loss made one side of the face repulsive, while the other might have been modeled in marble. "Desperado" was written in large letters all over him. I almost repented of having sought his acquaintance. His first impulse was to swear at the dog, but on seeing a lady he contented himself with kicking him, and coming to me he raised his cap, showing as he did so a magnificently-formed brow and head, and in a cultured tone of voice asked if there were anything he could do for me? I asked for some water, and he brought some in a battered tin, gracefully apologizing for not having anything more presentable. We entered into conversation, and as he spoke I forgot both his reputation and appearance, for his manner was that of a chivalrous gentleman, his accent refined, and his language easy and elegant. I inquired about some beavers' paws which were drying, and in a moment they hung on the horn of my saddle. Apropos of the wild animals of the region, he told me that the loss of his eye was owing to a recent encounter with a grizzly bear, which, after giving him a death hug, tearing him all over, breaking his arm and scratching out his eye, had left him for dead. As we rode away, for the sun was sinking, he said, courteously, "You are not an American. I know from your voice that you are a countrywoman of mine. I hope you will allow me the pleasure of calling on you." [12]

Roused by the dog's growling, his owner stepped outside—a broad, stocky man of average height, wearing an old cap and a worn-out gray hunting suit that looked like it was falling apart. He had a digger's scarf tied around his waist, a knife in his belt, and a revolver peeking out of his coat pocket. His feet were very small and bare, except for some tattered horsehide moccasins. It was a wonder his clothes stayed on him at all; the scarf must have played a part. His face was striking; he was around forty-five and must have been quite handsome once. He had large gray-blue eyes set deep, well-defined eyebrows, a strong aquiline nose, and a very nice mouth. His face was clean-shaven except for a thick mustache and a goatee. Tawny hair hung in thin, unkempt curls from under his hunter's cap, spilling over his collar. One of his eyes was completely gone, giving one side of his face a repulsive look, while the other was almost like something carved from marble. "Desperado" seemed to be written all over him. I almost regretted trying to meet him. His first instinct was to yell at the dog, but when he saw a lady, he settled for kicking the dog instead. He then came over to me, lifted his cap, revealing a well-shaped head and forehead, and in a cultured voice asked if there was anything he could do for me. I asked for some water, and he brought some in a battered tin, gracefully apologizing for not having anything fancier. We began to chat, and as we talked, I forgot about his reputation and how he looked. He carried himself like a gentleman, spoke with refined accent, and used easy, elegant language. I asked about some beaver paws that were drying, and before long, they were hanging from the horn of my saddle. Speaking of local wildlife, he mentioned that he lost his eye in a recent fight with a grizzly bear, which had given him a deadly hug, torn him up, broken his arm, and scratched out his eye, leaving him for dead. As we rode away, with the sun setting, he said politely, "You're not American. I can tell by your voice that you're from my country. I hope you’ll let me have the pleasure of visiting you."

[12] Of this unhappy man, who was shot nine months later within two miles of his cabin, I write in the subsequent letters only as he appeared to me. His life, without doubt, was deeply stained with crimes and vices, and his reputation for ruffianism was a deserved one. But in my intercourse with him I saw more of his nobler instincts than of the darker parts of his character, which, unfortunately for himself and others, showed itself in its worst colors at the time of his tragic end. It was not until after I left Colorado, not indeed until after his death, that I heard of the worst points of his character.

[12] Of this unfortunate man, who was shot nine months later just two miles from his cabin, I discuss in the following letters only how he appeared to me. His life was undoubtedly marked by crimes and vices, and he had a well-deserved reputation for being a thug. However, in my interactions with him, I noticed more of his better qualities than the darker aspects of his character, which, sadly for him and others, revealed itself in its worst form at the time of his tragic end. It wasn't until after I left Colorado, and indeed not until after his death, that I learned about the worst traits of his character.


This man, known through the Territories and beyond them as "Rocky Mountain Jim," or, more briefly, as "Mountain Jim," is one of the famous scouts of the Plains, and is the original of some daring portraits in fiction concerning Indian Frontier warfare. So far as I have at present heard, he is a man for whom there is now no room, for the time for blows and blood in this part of Colorado is past, and the fame of many daring exploits is sullied by crimes which are not easily forgiven here. He now has a "squatter's claim," but makes his living as a trapper, and is a complete child of the mountains. Of his genius and chivalry to women there does not appear to be any doubt; but he is a desperate character, and is subject to "ugly fits," when people think it best to avoid him. It is here regarded as an evil that he has located himself at the mouth of the only entrance to the park, for he is dangerous with his pistols, and it would be safer if he were not here. His besetting sin is indicated in the verdict pronounced on him by my host: "When he's sober Jim's a perfect gentleman; but when he's had liquor he's the most awful ruffian in Colorado."

This man, known throughout the Territories and beyond as "Rocky Mountain Jim," or simply "Mountain Jim," is one of the famous scouts of the Plains and is the inspiration for some daring fictional portrayals about Indian Frontier warfare. As far as I know, there’s no longer a place for him here; the days of fighting and bloodshed in this part of Colorado are over, and the legacy of many brave acts is tainted by crimes that aren't easily overlooked. He currently has a "squatter's claim," but he earns his living as a trapper and is a true child of the mountains. There seems to be no doubt about his talent and gallantry towards women; however, he is a volatile character and prone to "angry outbursts," at which point people prefer to steer clear of him. It’s considered a problem that he has set up at the entrance to the park, as he can be dangerous with his guns, and it would be safer if he weren't around. His main flaw is summed up by the judgment of my host: "When he's sober, Jim's a perfect gentleman; but when he's had a drink, he's the most terrible thug in Colorado."

From the ridge on which this gulch terminates, at a height of 9,000 feet, we saw at last Estes Park, lying 1,500 feet below in the glory of the setting sun, an irregular basin, lighted up by the bright waters of the rushing Thompson, guarded by sentinel mountains of fantastic shape and monstrous size, with Long's Peak rising above them all in unapproachable grandeur, while the Snowy Range, with its outlying spurs heavily timbered, come down upon the park slashed by stupendous canyons lying deep in purple gloom. The rushing river was blood red, Long's Peak was aflame, the glory of the glowing heaven was given back from earth. Never, nowhere, have I seen anything to equal the view into Estes Park. The mountains "of the land which is very far off" are very near now, but the near is more glorious than the far, and reality than dreamland. The mountain fever seized me, and, giving my tireless horse one encouraging word, he dashed at full gallop over a mile of smooth sward at delirious speed.

From the ridge where this gulch ends, at an elevation of 9,000 feet, we finally saw Estes Park, sitting 1,500 feet below in the beauty of the setting sun—an irregular basin lit up by the clear waters of the rushing Thompson, surrounded by towering mountains of strange shapes and massive sizes, with Long's Peak standing above them all in unmatched greatness, while the Snowy Range, with its surrounding heavily forested spurs, descends into the park cut by immense canyons deep in purple shadows. The rushing river was blood red, Long's Peak was glowing, and the splendor of the shining sky reflected back from the ground. Never have I seen anything that compares to the view into Estes Park. The mountains “of the land which is very far off” are very close now, but the nearby is more magnificent than the distant, and reality beats daydreams. I was overcome with mountain fever, and after giving my eager horse one encouraging word, he sprinted at full speed across a mile of smooth grass at exhilarating pace.

But I was hungry, and the air was frosty, and I was wondering what the prospects of food and shelter were in this enchanted region, when we came suddenly upon a small lake, close to which was a very trim-looking log cabin, with a flat mud roof, with four smaller ones; picturesquely dotted about near it, two corrals,[13] a long shed, in front of which a steer was being killed, a log dairy with a water wheel, some hay piles, and various evidences of comfort; and two men, on serviceable horses, were just bringing in some tolerable cows to be milked. A short, pleasant-looking man ran up to me and shook hands gleefully, which surprised me; but he has since told me that in the evening light he thought I was "Mountain Jim, dressed up as a woman!" I recognized in him a countryman, and he introduced himself as Griffith Evans, a Welshman from the slate quarries near Llanberis. When the cabin door was opened I saw a good-sized log room, unchinked, however, with windows of infamous glass, looking two ways; a rough stone fireplace, in which pine logs, half as large as I am, were burning; a boarded floor, a round table, two rocking chairs, a carpet-covered backwoods couch; and skins, Indian bows and arrows, wampum belts, and antlers, fitly decorated the rough walls, and equally fitly, rifles were stuck up in the corners. Seven men, smoking, were lying about on the floor, a sick man lay on the couch, and a middle-aged lady sat at the table writing. I went out again and asked Evans if he could take me in, expecting nothing better than a shakedown; but, to my joy, he told me he could give me a cabin to myself, two minutes' walk from his own. So in this glorious upper world, with the mountain pines behind and the clear lake in front, in the "blue hollow at the foot of Long's Peak," at a height of 7,500 feet, where the hoar frost crisps the grass every night of the year, I have found far more than I ever dared to hope for.

But I was hungry, the air was cold, and I was wondering about the chances of finding food and shelter in this beautiful area when we suddenly stumbled upon a small lake. Next to it stood a neat log cabin with a flat mud roof and four smaller cabins nearby, along with two corrals,[13] a long shed where a steer was being killed, a log dairy complete with a water wheel, some piles of hay, and various signs of comfort. Two men on practical horses were just bringing in some decent cows to be milked. A short, cheerful-looking man ran up to me and shook my hand excitedly, which caught me off guard; later he told me that in the evening light he thought I was "Mountain Jim in women's clothes!" I recognized him as a local and he introduced himself as Griffith Evans, a Welshman from the slate quarries near Llanberis. When the cabin door opened, I saw a good-sized log room that wasn’t chinked, with windows made of terrible glass that looked out both ways; there was a rough stone fireplace with pine logs burning that were half my size; a boarded floor, a round table, two rocking chairs, a couch covered with a carpet; and the walls were decorated with skins, Indian bows and arrows, wampum belts, and antlers, with rifles leaning in the corners. Seven men were lying around on the floor smoking, a sick man was on the couch, and a middle-aged woman was sitting at the table writing. I went outside again and asked Evans if he could take me in, expecting nothing more than a place to sleep on the floor, but to my delight, he said he could offer me a cabin to myself, just two minutes' walk from his. So, in this beautiful upper world, with the mountain pines behind me and the clear lake in front, in the "blue hollow at the foot of Long's Peak," at an elevation of 7,500 feet where frost covers the grass every night of the year, I found far more than I ever hoped for.

[13] A corral is a fenced enclosure for cattle. This word, with bronco, ranch, and a few others, are adaptations from the Spanish, and are used as extensively throughout California and the Territories as is the Spanish or Mexican saddle.

[13] A corral is a fenced area for cattle. This word, along with bronco, ranch, and a few others, comes from Spanish and is used just as widely throughout California and the Territories as the Spanish or Mexican saddle.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter VII

Personality of Long's Peak—"Mountain Jim"—Lake of the Lilies—A silent forest—The camping ground—"Ring"—A lady's bower—Dawn and sunrise—A glorious view—Links of diamonds—The ascent of the Peak—The "Dog's Lift"—Suffering from thirst—The descent—The bivouac.

Personality of Long's Peak—"Mountain Jim"—Lake of the Lilies—A quiet forest—The campsite—"Ring"—A lady's retreat—Dawn and sunrise—An amazing view—Links of diamonds—The climb of the Peak—The "Dog's Lift"—Struggling with thirst—The descent—The camp out.

ESTES PARK, COLORADO, October.

Estes Park, CO, October.

As this account of the ascent of Long's Peak could not be written at the time, I am much disinclined to write it, especially as no sort of description within my powers could enable another to realize the glorious sublimity, the majestic solitude, and the unspeakable awfulness and fascination of the scenes in which I spent Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday.

As I couldn't write about climbing Long's Peak at the time, I'm really not eager to write about it now, especially since no description I can provide would let someone else truly grasp the breathtaking beauty, the impressive solitude, and the indescribable awe and intrigue of the experiences I had on Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday.

Long's Peak, 14,700 feet high, blocks up one end of Estes Park, and dwarfs all the surrounding mountains. From it on this side rise, snow-born, the bright St. Vrain, and the Big and Little Thompson. By sunlight or moonlight its splintered grey crest is the one object which, in spite of wapiti and bighorn, skunk and grizzly, unfailingly arrests the eyes. From it come all storms of snow and wind, and the forked lightnings play round its head like a glory. It is one of the noblest of mountains, but in one's imagination it grows to be much more than a mountain. It becomes invested with a personality. In its caverns and abysses one comes to fancy that it generates and chains the strong winds, to let them loose in its fury. The thunder becomes its voice, and the lightnings do it homage. Other summits blush under the morning kiss of the sun, and turn pale the next moment; but it detains the first sunlight and holds it round its head for an hour at least, till it pleases to change from rosy red to deep blue; and the sunset, as if spell-bound, lingers latest on its crest. The soft winds which hardly rustle the pine needles down here are raging rudely up there round its motionless summit. The mark of fire is upon it; and though it has passed into a grim repose, it tells of fire and upheaval as truly, though not as eloquently, as the living volcanoes of Hawaii. Here under its shadow one learns how naturally nature worship, and the propitiation of the forces of nature, arose in minds which had no better light.

Long's Peak, standing at 14,700 feet, towers over one end of Estes Park and overshadows all the nearby mountains. From this side, the bright St. Vrain, along with the Big and Little Thompson, flows down, fed by snow. Whether in sunlight or moonlight, its jagged grey peak is the one sight that captures attention, despite the presence of elk, bighorn sheep, skunks, and grizzly bears. All storms of snow and wind originate from it, and forked lightning dances around its peak like a halo. It is one of the most majestic mountains, but in our minds, it becomes much more than just a mountain. It takes on a personality. In its caves and deep valleys, one might imagine it generates and controls fierce winds, releasing them in its rage. The thunder becomes its voice, and the lightning pays it tribute. Other peaks blush under the morning sun only to pale moments later, but it holds onto the first light, keeping it around its summit for at least an hour before deciding to shift from rosy red to deep blue; and the sunset lingers longest on its peak, as if enchanted. The gentle winds that barely rustle the pine needles down here are wild and chaotic up there around its still summit. The scars of fire mark it, and although it has settled into a grim stillness, it speaks of fire and upheaval just as clearly, if not as dramatically, as the living volcanoes of Hawaii. Here, in its shadow, one understands how naturally nature worship and reverence for the forces of nature developed in minds that had no better understanding.

Long's Peak, "the American Matterhorn," as some call it, was ascended five years ago for the first time. I thought I should like to attempt it, but up to Monday, when Evans left for Denver, cold water was thrown upon the project. It was too late in the season, the winds were likely to be strong, etc.; but just before leaving, Evans said that the weather was looking more settled, and if I did not get farther than the timber line it would be worth going. Soon after he left, "Mountain Jim" came in, and said he would go up as guide, and the two youths who rode here with me from Longmount and I caught at the proposal. Mrs. Edwards at once baked bread for three days, steaks were cut from the steer which hangs up conveniently, and tea, sugar, and butter were benevolently added. Our picnic was not to be a luxurious or "well-found" one, for, in order to avoid the expense of a pack mule, we limited our luggage to what our saddle horses could carry. Behind my saddle I carried three pair of camping blankets and a quilt, which reached to my shoulders. My own boots were so much worn that it was painful to walk, even about the park, in them, so Evans had lent me a pair of his hunting boots, which hung to the horn of my saddle. The horses of the two young men were equally loaded, for we had to prepare for many degrees of frost. "Jim" was a shocking figure; he had on an old pair of high boots, with a baggy pair of old trousers made of deer hide, held on by an old scarf tucked into them; a leather shirt, with three or four ragged unbuttoned waistcoats over it; an old smashed wideawake, from under which his tawny, neglected ringlets hung; and with his one eye, his one long spur, his knife in his belt, his revolver in his waistcoat pocket, his saddle covered with an old beaver skin, from which the paws hung down; his camping blankets behind him, his rifle laid across the saddle in front of him, and his axe, canteen, and other gear hanging to the horn, he was as awful-looking a ruffian as one could see. By way of contrast he rode a small Arab mare, of exquisite beauty, skittish, high spirited, gentle, but altogether too light for him, and he fretted her incessantly to make her display herself.

Long's Peak, sometimes called "the American Matterhorn," was climbed for the first time five years ago. I thought I’d like to try it, but until Monday, when Evans left for Denver, the idea was met with skepticism. It was too late in the season, the winds were expected to be strong, and so on; but just before he left, Evans mentioned that the weather was looking more stable, and even if I only made it to the timberline, it would be worth it. Not long after he left, "Mountain Jim" showed up and offered to guide us. The two young guys who rode here with me from Longmount jumped at the idea. Mrs. Edwards immediately baked bread for three days, we cut steaks from the conveniently hanging steer, and added tea, sugar, and butter. Our picnic wasn’t going to be luxurious or lavish since we wanted to avoid the cost of a pack mule, so we limited our gear to what our saddle horses could carry. Behind my saddle, I had three camping blankets and a quilt that reached up to my shoulders. My own boots were so worn that they hurt to walk in, even around the park, so Evans lent me a pair of his hunting boots, which hung from the horn of my saddle. The horses of the two young men were similarly loaded since we needed to prepare for plenty of cold. "Jim" was quite a sight; he wore an old pair of high boots, a baggy set of old deer hide trousers held up by a scarf tucked in, a leather shirt with several ragged, unbuttoned vests over it, and an old, crushed wide-brimmed hat that had neglected his tawny ringlets. With one eye, one long spur, a knife in his belt, a revolver in his vest pocket, his saddle covered with an old beaver skin with the paws still hanging down, his camping blankets behind him, his rifle resting on the saddle in front of him, and his axe, canteen, and other gear hanging from the horn, he looked like a rugged character. In contrast, he rode a small Arabian mare, beautiful and skittish, high-spirited yet gentle, but far too light for him, and he constantly urged her to show off.

Heavily loaded as all our horses were, "Jim" started over the half-mile of level grass at a hard gallop, and then throwing his mare on her haunches, pulled up alongside of me, and with a grace of manner which soon made me forget his appearance, entered into a conversation which lasted for more than three hours, in spite of the manifold checks of fording streams, single file, abrupt ascents and descents, and other incidents of mountain travel. The ride was one series of glories and surprises, of "park" and glade, of lake and stream, of mountains on mountains, culminating in the rent pinnacles of Long's Peak, which looked yet grander and ghastlier as we crossed an attendant mountain 11,000 feet high. The slanting sun added fresh beauty every hour. There were dark pines against a lemon sky, grey peaks reddening and etherealizing, gorges of deep and infinite blue, floods of golden glory pouring through canyons of enormous depth, an atmosphere of absolute purity, an occasional foreground of cottonwood and aspen flaunting in red and gold to intensify the blue gloom of the pines, the trickle and murmur of streams fringed with icicles, the strange sough of gusts moving among the pine tops—sights and sounds not of the lower earth, but of the solitary, beast-haunted, frozen upper altitudes. From the dry, buff grass of Estes Park we turned off up a trail on the side of a pine-hung gorge, up a steep pine-clothed hill, down to a small valley, rich in fine, sun-cured hay about eighteen inches high, and enclosed by high mountains whose deepest hollow contains a lily-covered lake, fitly named "The Lake of the Lilies." Ah, how magical its beauty was, as it slept in silence, while THERE the dark pines were mirrored motionless in its pale gold, and HERE the great white lily cups and dark green leaves rested on amethyst-colored water!

Heavily loaded as all our horses were, "Jim" took off over the half-mile stretch of flat grass at a fast gallop. Then, sliding his mare to a stop beside me, he started a conversation that lasted more than three hours, effortlessly pulling me in despite the interruptions of crossing streams, winding paths, steep hills, and other challenges of mountain travel. The ride was a series of breathtaking sights and surprises, with park-like meadows, glades, lakes, and streams, all framed by towering mountains, culminating in the striking peaks of Long's Peak, which looked even more majestic and haunting as we passed over an adjacent mountain 11,000 feet high. The setting sun added new beauty every hour. Dark pines stood out against a lemon sky, grey peaks glowing with warmth, deep gorges filled with infinite blue, streams of golden light cascading through vast canyons, an atmosphere of pure clarity, and occasional views of cottonwood and aspen flaunting their red and gold leaves against the dark pines, the gentle trickle and murmur of streams edged with icicles, the whisper of wind rustling through the treetops—sights and sounds that felt otherworldly, not of the lower earth, but from the solitary, haunting, frosty heights. From the dry, golden grass of Estes Park, we veered onto a trail up the side of a pine-filled gorge, up a steep, pine-covered hill, and down into a small valley abundant with fine, sun-dried hay about eighteen inches tall, all surrounded by towering mountains, within which lay a lily-covered lake appropriately named "The Lake of the Lilies." Oh, how enchanting its beauty was, resting in silence, as there the dark pines were reflected still in its pale gold, and here the large white lily cups and dark green leaves floated on amethyst-colored water!

From this we ascended into the purple gloom of great pine forests which clothe the skirts of the mountains up to a height of about 11,000 feet, and from their chill and solitary depths we had glimpses of golden atmosphere and rose-lit summits, not of "the land very far off," but of the land nearer now in all its grandeur, gaining in sublimity by nearness—glimpses, too, through a broken vista of purple gorges, of the illimitable Plains lying idealized in the late sunlight, their baked, brown expanse transfigured into the likeness of a sunset sea rolling infinitely in waves of misty gold.

From here, we climbed into the purple shadows of massive pine forests that cover the lower slopes of the mountains, reaching around 11,000 feet. From their cold and isolated depths, we caught glimpses of a golden sky and rose-tinted peaks, not from "a land very far off," but from a land much closer, its grandeur becoming more sublime as we approached. We also glimpsed through a fractured view of purple canyons the vast Plains, made to look almost dreamlike in the late sunlight, their dry, brown expanse transformed into the appearance of a sunset ocean rolling infinitely in waves of misty gold.

We rode upwards through the gloom on a steep trail blazed through the forest, all my intellect concentrated on avoiding being dragged off my horse by impending branches, or having the blankets badly torn, as those of my companions were, by sharp dead limbs, between which there was hardly room to pass—the horses breathless, and requiring to stop every few yards, though their riders, except myself, were afoot. The gloom of the dense, ancient, silent forest is to me awe inspiring. On such an evening it is soundless, except for the branches creaking in the soft wind, the frequent snap of decayed timber, and a murmur in the pine tops as of a not distant waterfall, all tending to produce EERINESS and a sadness "hardly akin to pain." There no lumberer's axe has ever rung. The trees die when they have attained their prime, and stand there, dead and bare, till the fierce mountain winds lay them prostrate. The pines grew smaller and more sparse as we ascended, and the last stragglers wore a tortured, warring look. The timber line was passed, but yet a little higher a slope of mountain meadow dipped to the south-west towards a bright stream trickling under ice and icicles, and there a grove of the beautiful silver spruce marked our camping ground. The trees were in miniature, but so exquisitely arranged that one might well ask what artist's hand had planted them, scattering them here, clumping them there, and training their slim spires towards heaven. Hereafter, when I call up memories of the glorious, the view from this camping ground will come up. Looking east, gorges opened to the distant Plains, then fading into purple grey. Mountains with pine-clothed skirts rose in ranges, or, solitary, uplifted their grey summits, while close behind, but nearly 3,000 feet above us, towered the bald white crest of Long's Peak, its huge precipices red with the light of a sun long lost to our eyes. Close to us, in the caverned side of the Peak, was snow that, owing to its position, is eternal. Soon the afterglow came on, and before it faded a big half-moon hung out of the heavens, shining through the silver blue foliage of the pines on the frigid background of snow, and turning the whole into fairyland. The "photo" which accompanies this letter is by a courageous Denver artist who attempted the ascent just before I arrived, but, after camping out at the timber line for a week, was foiled by the perpetual storms, and was driven down again, leaving some very valuable apparatus about 3,000 feet from the summit.

We rode up through the shadows on a steep trail cut through the forest, my focus entirely on avoiding getting pulled off my horse by low branches or having the blankets badly ripped, like those of my companions, by sharp dead limbs that barely allowed us to pass—the horses were out of breath and needed to stop every few yards, while their riders, except for me, were on foot. The darkness of the dense, ancient, silent forest is awe-inspiring to me. On such an evening, it's silent, except for the creaking branches in the gentle wind, the frequent snapping of decayed wood, and a murmur in the treetops like a distant waterfall, all contributing to a feeling of eeriness and a sadness "hardly akin to pain." No lumberjack's axe has ever disturbed this place. The trees die when they reach their prime and stand there, dead and bare, until the fierce mountain winds knock them down. The pines grew smaller and sparser as we climbed, and the last few looked tortured and worn. We passed the timber line, but just a bit higher, a slope of mountain meadow sloped to the southwest toward a bright stream flowing under ice and icicles, where a grove of beautiful silver spruce marked our campsite. The trees were small but so exquisitely arranged that one might wonder which artist's hand had planted them, scattering them here, clumping them there, and training their slender spires toward the sky. From now on, when I think of the glorious, the view from this campsite will come to mind. Looking east, gorges opened up to the distant plains, fading into a purple-gray. Mountains with pine-covered bases rose in ranges or stood alone, lifting their gray summits, while just behind us, nearly 3,000 feet above, towered the bald white peak of Long's Peak, its massive cliffs glowing red in the light of a sun long gone from our view. Close to us, in the cavernous side of the Peak, was snow that, due to its position, is eternal. Soon the afterglow set in, and before it faded, a big half-moon hung in the sky, shining through the silver-blue foliage of the pines against the cold backdrop of snow, turning the whole scene into a fairyland. The "photo" that comes with this letter is by a brave Denver artist who tried to climb just before I arrived, but after camping at the timber line for a week, he was thwarted by the endless storms and was forced to turn back, leaving behind some very valuable equipment about 3,000 feet from the summit.

Unsaddling and picketing the horses securely, making the beds of pine shoots, and dragging up logs for fuel, warmed us all. "Jim" built up a great fire, and before long we were all sitting around it at supper. It didn't matter much that we had to drink our tea out of the battered meat tins in which it was boiled, and eat strips of beef reeking with pine smoke without plates or forks.

Unsaddling and tying the horses securely, making beds of pine shoots, and hauling up logs for firewood warmed us all. "Jim" built a big fire, and soon we were all sitting around it having dinner. It didn’t really bother us that we had to drink our tea from the beaten-up meat cans it was boiled in, and eat strips of beef smelling of pine smoke without plates or forks.

"Treat Jim as a gentleman and you'll find him one," I had been told; and though his manner was certainly bolder and freer than that of gentlemen generally, no imaginary fault could be found. He was very agreeable as a man of culture as well as a child of nature; the desperado was altogether out of sight. He was very courteous and even kind to me, which was fortunate, as the young men had little idea of showing even ordinary civilities. That night I made the acquaintance of his dog "Ring," said to be the best hunting dog in Colorado, with the body and legs of a collie, but a head approaching that of a mastiff, a noble face with a wistful human expression, and the most truthful eyes I ever saw in an animal. His master loves him if he loves anything, but in his savage moods ill-treats him. "Ring's" devotion never swerves, and his truthful eyes are rarely taken off his master's face. He is almost human in his intelligence, and, unless he is told to do so, he never takes notice of any one but "Jim." In a tone as if speaking to a human being, his master, pointing to me, said, "Ring, go to that lady, and don't leave her again to-night." "Ring" at once came to me, looked into my face, laid his head on my shoulder, and then lay down beside me with his head on my lap, but never taking his eyes from "Jim's" face.

"Treat Jim like a gentleman, and you'll find he is one," I had been told; and even though his demeanor was definitely bolder and more relaxed than that of most gentlemen, there was no imaginary fault to complain about. He was very pleasant as a cultured person as well as a natural one; the wild side was completely out of sight. He was polite and even kind to me, which was lucky since the young men had no clue about showing even basic civility. That night, I met his dog "Ring," said to be the best hunting dog in Colorado. He had the body and legs of a collie but a head more like a mastiff, a noble face with a longing human expression, and the most honest eyes I’ve ever seen in an animal. His master loves him if he loves anything, but in his grumpy moments, he mistreats him. "Ring's" loyalty never falters, and his honest eyes are rarely off his master's face. He is almost human in his intelligence, and unless told otherwise, he doesn’t pay attention to anyone but "Jim." In a tone as if speaking to a person, his master pointed to me and said, "Ring, go to that lady, and don't leave her side for the rest of the night." "Ring" immediately came over, looked into my eyes, rested his head on my shoulder, and then lay down next to me with his head on my lap, never taking his eyes off "Jim."

The long shadows of the pines lay upon the frosted grass, an aurora leaped fitfully, and the moonlight, though intensely bright, was pale beside the red, leaping flames of our pine logs and their red glow on our gear, ourselves, and Ring's truthful face. One of the young men sang a Latin student's song and two Negro melodies; the other "Sweet Spirit, hear my Prayer." "Jim" sang one of Moore's melodies in a singular falsetto, and all together sang, "The Star-spangled Banner" and "The Red, White, and Blue." Then "Jim" recited a very clever poem of his own composition, and told some fearful Indian stories. A group of small silver spruces away from the fire was my sleeping place. The artist who had been up there had so woven and interlaced their lower branches as to form a bower, affording at once shelter from the wind and a most agreeable privacy. It was thickly strewn with young pine shoots, and these, when covered with a blanket, with an inverted saddle for a pillow, made a luxurious bed. The mercury at 9 P.M. was 12 degrees below the freezing point. "Jim," after a last look at the horses, made a huge fire, and stretched himself out beside it, but "Ring" lay at my back to keep me warm. I could not sleep, but the night passed rapidly. I was anxious about the ascent, for gusts of ominous sound swept through the pines at intervals. Then wild animals howled, and "Ring" was perturbed in spirit about them. Then it was strange to see the notorious desperado, a red-handed man, sleeping as quietly as innocence sleeps. But, above all, it was exciting to lie there, with no better shelter than a bower of pines, on a mountain 11,000 feet high, in the very heart of the Rocky Range, under twelve degrees of frost, hearing sounds of wolves, with shivering stars looking through the fragrant canopy, with arrowy pines for bed-posts, and for a night lamp the red flames of a camp-fire.

The long shadows of the pines stretched across the frosted grass, an aurora flickered fitfully, and the moonlight, though very bright, appeared pale compared to the red, dancing flames of our pine logs and their glow on our gear, us, and Ring's honest face. One of the young men sang a Latin student’s song and two African American melodies; the other performed "Sweet Spirit, hear my Prayer." "Jim" sang one of Moore's songs in a unique falsetto, and they all sang together, "The Star-Spangled Banner" and "The Red, White, and Blue." Then "Jim" recited a clever poem he had written and shared some scary Indian stories. A group of small silver spruces away from the fire was where I planned to sleep. The artist who had been there had woven and intertwined their lower branches to create a bower that provided shelter from the wind and a nice bit of privacy. It was thickly covered with young pine shoots, and with a blanket on top and an upside-down saddle for a pillow, it made a cozy bed. The temperature at 9 P.M. was 12 degrees below freezing. "Jim," after checking on the horses one last time, made a big fire and laid down next to it, while "Ring" snuggled up behind me to keep me warm. I couldn't sleep, but the night passed quickly. I was worried about the climb ahead because gusts of ominous sounds blew through the pines at times. Then wild animals howled, and "Ring" seemed anxious about them. It was odd to see the infamous outlaw, a man with blood on his hands, sleeping soundly like a child. But most of all, it was thrilling to lie there, with no better shelter than a bower of pines, on a mountain 11,000 feet high, right in the Rocky Mountains, under twelve degrees of frost, hearing the sounds of wolves, with the shivering stars peeking through the fragrant canopy, with arrow-like pines for bedposts, and the glowing flames of a campfire as my nightlight.

Day dawned long before the sun rose, pure and lemon colored. The rest were looking after the horses, when one of the students came running to tell me that I must come farther down the slope, for "Jim" said he had never seen such a sunrise. From the chill, grey Peak above, from the everlasting snows, from the silvered pines, down through mountain ranges with their depths of Tyrian purple, we looked to where the Plains lay cold, in blue-grey, like a morning sea against a far horizon. Suddenly, as a dazzling streak at first, but enlarging rapidly into a dazzling sphere, the sun wheeled above the grey line, a light and glory as when it was first created. "Jim" involuntarily and reverently uncovered his head, and exclaimed, "I believe there is a God!" I felt as if, Parsee-like, I must worship. The grey of the Plains changed to purple, the sky was all one rose-red flush, on which vermilion cloud-streaks rested; the ghastly peaks gleamed like rubies, the earth and heavens were new created. Surely "the Most High dwelleth not in temples made with hands!" For a full hour those Plains simulated the ocean, down to whose limitless expanse of purple, cliff, rocks, and promontories swept down.

Day broke long before the sun appeared, bright and lemon-colored. While the others tended to the horses, one of the students ran over to tell me I needed to come further down the slope because "Jim" said he had never seen a sunrise like this. From the cold, gray peak above, from the eternal snows, from the silvered pines, down through the mountain ranges with their deep Tyrian purple, we looked toward the plains that lay cold in blue-gray, like a morning sea against a distant horizon. Suddenly, like a dazzling streak at first but quickly expanding into a brilliant sphere, the sun rose above the gray line, a light and glory as if it was created for the first time. "Jim" instinctively and reverently took off his hat and exclaimed, "I believe there is a God!" I felt as if I needed to worship, like a Parsee. The gray of the plains turned to purple, the sky blazed with a rosy flush, with vermilion streaks of clouds resting on it; the eerie peaks shone like rubies, and the earth and heavens felt newly created. Surely "the Most High doesn't dwell in temples made by human hands!" For a full hour, those plains looked like the ocean, stretching down to an endless expanse of purple, cliffs, rocks, and promontories.

By seven we had finished breakfast, and passed into the ghastlier solitudes above, I riding as far as what, rightly, or wrongly, are called the "Lava Beds," an expanse of large and small boulders, with snow in their crevices. It was very cold; some water which we crossed was frozen hard enough to bear the horse. "Jim" had advised me against taking any wraps, and my thin Hawaiian riding dress, only fit for the tropics, was penetrated by the keen air. The rarefied atmosphere soon began to oppress our breathing, and I found that Evans's boots were so large that I had no foothold. Fortunately, before the real difficulty of the ascent began, we found, under a rock, a pair of small overshoes, probably left by the Hayden exploring expedition, which just lasted for the day. As we were leaping from rock to rock, "Jim" said, "I was thinking in the night about your traveling alone, and wondering where you carried your Derringer, for I could see no signs of it." On my telling him that I traveled unarmed, he could hardly believe it, and adjured me to get a revolver at once.

By seven, we had finished breakfast and moved into the eerier solitude above. I rode as far as what are known as the "Lava Beds," an area filled with large and small boulders, with snow settled in their crevices. It was really cold; some water we crossed was frozen solid enough to support the horse. "Jim" had advised me not to bring any extra layers, and my lightweight Hawaiian riding dress, suitable only for tropical weather, was quickly chilled by the biting air. The thin atmosphere soon made it hard to breathe, and I noticed that Evans's boots were so big that I couldn't find my footing. Luckily, before the serious challenge of the climb began, we discovered a pair of small overshoes under a rock, likely left behind by the Hayden exploring expedition, which only lasted for one day. As we jumped from rock to rock, "Jim" said, "I was thinking last night about you traveling alone and wondering where you had your Derringer, because I couldn't see any signs of it." When I told him that I traveled unarmed, he could hardly believe it and insisted that I get a revolver right away.

On arriving at the "Notch" (a literal gate of rock), we found ourselves absolutely on the knifelike ridge or backbone of Long's Peak, only a few feet wide, covered with colossal boulders and fragments, and on the other side shelving in one precipitous, snow-patched sweep of 3,000 feet to a picturesque hollow, containing a lake of pure green water. Other lakes, hidden among dense pine woods, were farther off, while close above us rose the Peak, which, for about 500 feet, is a smooth, gaunt, inaccessible-looking pile of granite. Passing through the "Notch," we looked along the nearly inaccessible side of the Peak, composed of boulders and debris of all shapes and sizes, through which appeared broad, smooth ribs of reddish-colored granite, looking as if they upheld the towering rock mass above. I usually dislike bird's-eye and panoramic views, but, though from a mountain, this was not one. Serrated ridges, not much lower than that on which we stood, rose, one beyond another, far as that pure atmosphere could carry the vision, broken into awful chasms deep with ice and snow, rising into pinnacles piercing the heavenly blue with their cold, barren grey, on, on for ever, till the most distant range upbore unsullied snow alone. There were fair lakes mirroring the dark pine woods, canyons dark and blue-black with unbroken expanses of pines, snow-slashed pinnacles, wintry heights frowning upon lovely parks, watered and wooded, lying in the lap of summer; North Park floating off into the blue distance, Middle Park closed till another season, the sunny slopes of Estes Park, and winding down among the mountains the snowy ridge of the Divide, whose bright waters seek both the Atlantic and Pacific Oceans. There, far below, links of diamonds showed where the Grand River takes its rise to seek the mysterious Colorado, with its still unsolved enigma, and lose itself in the waters of the Pacific; and nearer the snow-born Thompson bursts forth from the ice to begin its journey to the Gulf of Mexico. Nature, rioting in her grandest mood, exclaimed with voices of grandeur, solitude, sublimity, beauty, and infinity, "Lord, what is man, that Thou art mindful of him? or the son of man, that Thou visitest him?" Never-to-be-forgotten glories they were, burnt in upon my memory by six succeeding hours of terror.

On arriving at the "Notch" (a literal rock gate), we found ourselves right on the sharp ridge or backbone of Long's Peak, only a few feet wide, covered with huge boulders and fragments. On the other side, it dropped steeply in a 3,000-foot, snow-speckled sweep into a picturesque basin with a lake of pure green water. Other lakes, hidden among dense pine forests, were farther out, while directly above us loomed the Peak, which is a smooth, stark, seemingly unreachable pile of granite for about 500 feet. Exiting through the "Notch," we looked along the nearly inaccessible side of the Peak, made up of boulders and debris of various shapes and sizes, through which broad, smooth strips of reddish granite appeared, looking like they were supporting the towering rock mass above. I usually dislike bird's-eye and panoramic views, but although this was from a mountain, it didn't feel like one. Serrated ridges, not much lower than the one we stood on, rose beyond each other as far as the clear atmosphere would allow our eyes to see, interrupted by deep chasms filled with ice and snow, climbing into peaks that shot up into the sky with their cold, barren grayness, going on forever until the farthest range was covered only in untouched snow. There were beautiful lakes reflecting the dark pine forests, canyons deep and dark with uninterrupted stretches of pines, snow-capped peaks looking down on lovely valleys, lush and green, lying in the summer’s embrace; North Park continuing into the azure distance, Middle Park shut off until another season, the sunny slopes of Estes Park, and winding through the mountains, the snowy ridge of the Divide, whose clear waters flow towards both the Atlantic and Pacific Oceans. There, far below, links of diamonds shimmered where the Grand River begins its journey to the mysterious Colorado, with its still unsolved mystery, and eventually loses itself in the Pacific waters; closer to us, the snow-fed Thompson bursts forth from the ice to start its path to the Gulf of Mexico. Nature, in her grandest expression, shouted with voices of magnificence, solitude, sublimity, beauty, and infinity, "Lord, what is man, that You are mindful of him? or the son of man, that You visit him?" These were unforgettable glories, etched in my memory by six hours of gripping terror.

You know I have no head and no ankles, and never ought to dream of mountaineering; and had I known that the ascent was a real mountaineering feat I should not have felt the slightest ambition to perform it. As it is, I am only humiliated by my success, for "Jim" dragged me up, like a bale of goods, by sheer force of muscle. At the "Notch" the real business of the ascent began. Two thousand feet of solid rock towered above us, four thousand feet of broken rock shelved precipitously below; smooth granite ribs, with barely foothold, stood out here and there; melted snow refrozen several times, presented a more serious obstacle; many of the rocks were loose, and tumbled down when touched. To me it was a time of extreme terror. I was roped to "Jim," but it was of no use; my feet were paralyzed and slipped on the bare rock, and he said it was useless to try to go that way, and we retraced our steps. I wanted to return to the "Notch," knowing that my incompetence would detain the party, and one of the young men said almost plainly that a woman was a dangerous encumbrance, but the trapper replied shortly that if it were not to take a lady up he would not go up at all. He went on to explore, and reported that further progress on the correct line of ascent was blocked by ice; and then for two hours we descended, lowering ourselves by our hands from rock to rock along a boulder-strewn sweep of 4,000 feet, patched with ice and snow, and perilous from rolling stones. My fatigue, giddiness, and pain from bruised ankles, and arms half pulled out of their sockets, were so great that I should never have gone halfway had not "Jim," nolens volens, dragged me along with a patience and skill, and withal a determination that I should ascend the Peak, which never failed. After descending about 2,000 feet to avoid the ice, we got into a deep ravine with inaccessible sides, partly filled with ice and snow and partly with large and small fragments of rock, which were constantly giving away, rendering the footing very insecure. That part to me was two hours of painful and unwilling submission to the inevitable; of trembling, slipping, straining, of smooth ice appearing when it was least expected, and of weak entreaties to be left behind while the others went on. "Jim" always said that there was no danger, that there was only a short bad bit ahead, and that I should go up even if he carried me!

You know I have no head and no ankles, and I really shouldn’t even think about climbing mountains. If I had realized the climb was a serious mountaineering challenge, I wouldn’t have felt the slightest desire to attempt it. As it stands, I’m just embarrassed by my success because "Jim" dragged me up like a heavy sack using sheer muscle. At the "Notch," the real climb started. Two thousand feet of solid rock loomed above us, and four thousand feet of jagged rock dropped steeply below; smooth granite ribs with barely any footholds stuck out here and there; melted snow that had refrozen multiple times presented a big challenge; many of the rocks were loose and tumbled down at a touch. For me, it was a time of absolute terror. I was roped to "Jim," but it didn’t help; my feet were frozen in place and slipped on the bare rock, and he said it was pointless to try to go that way, so we turned back. I wanted to go back to the "Notch," knowing my lack of skill would hold up the group, and one of the younger guys almost said outright that having a woman around was a liability, but the trapper quickly replied that if it wasn't to take a lady up, he wouldn’t go at all. He continued to explore and reported that further progress on the correct route was blocked by ice; then for two hours we descended, lowering ourselves by hand from rock to rock along a boulder-filled slope of 4,000 feet, mixed with ice and snow, and hazardous because of rolling stones. My fatigue, dizziness, and pain from bruised ankles, along with arms that felt like they were half out of their sockets, were so intense that I would never have made it halfway if "Jim" hadn’t, whether I wanted to or not, dragged me along with incredible patience and skill, and a determination that I would reach the Peak, which never faltered. After descending about 2,000 feet to avoid the ice, we entered a deep ravine with steep sides, partially filled with ice and snow and littered with large and small rock fragments that were constantly shifting, making the footing dangerously unsteady. To me, that part felt like two hours of painful and unwilling acceptance of the unavoidable; filled with trembling, slipping, straining, unexpected patches of smooth ice, and weak pleas to be left behind while the others kept going. "Jim" consistently insisted there was no danger, that there was just a short rough stretch ahead, and that I should keep going even if he had to carry me!

Slipping, faltering, gasping from the exhausting toil in the rarefied air, with throbbing hearts and panting lungs, we reached the top of the gorge and squeezed ourselves between two gigantic fragments of rock by a passage called the "Dog's Lift," when I climbed on the shoulders of one man and then was hauled up. This introduced us by an abrupt turn round the south-west angle of the Peak to a narrow shelf of considerable length, rugged, uneven, and so overhung by the cliff in some places that it is necessary to crouch to pass at all. Above, the Peak looks nearly vertical for 400 feet; and below, the most tremendous precipice I have ever seen descends in one unbroken fall. This is usually considered the most dangerous part of the ascent, but it does not seem so to me, for such foothold as there is is secure, and one fancies that it is possible to hold on with the hands. But there, and on the final, and, to my thinking, the worst part of the climb, one slip, and a breathing, thinking, human being would lie 3,000 feet below, a shapeless, bloody heap! "Ring" refused to traverse the Ledge, and remained at the "Lift" howling piteously.

Slipping, stumbling, gasping from the exhausting effort in the thin air, with pounding hearts and heaving lungs, we finally got to the top of the gorge and squeezed ourselves between two massive rock fragments through a spot called the "Dog's Lift." I climbed onto one man's shoulders and was then pulled up. This brought us around a sharp turn at the south-west angle of the Peak to a narrow shelf that was quite long, rough, uneven, and in some spots so overhung by the cliff that you have to duck to get through. Above us, the Peak seems almost vertical for 400 feet, and below, the most incredible drop I’ve ever seen falls in one continuous plunge. This part of the climb is usually seen as the most dangerous, but it doesn't feel that way to me since the foothold we have is stable, and it seems possible to grip on with our hands. However, there, on the final stretch, which I find to be the worst part of the climb, one slip could send a breathing, thinking person tumbling 3,000 feet down to become a shapeless, bloody mess! "Ring" refused to cross the Ledge and stayed at the "Lift," howling pitifully.

From thence the view is more magnificent even than that from the "Notch." At the foot of the precipice below us lay a lovely lake, wood embosomed, from or near which the bright St. Vrain and other streams take their rise. I thought how their clear cold waters, growing turbid in the affluent flats, would heat under the tropic sun, and eventually form part of that great ocean river which renders our far-off islands habitable by impinging on their shores. Snowy ranges, one behind the other, extended to the distant horizon, folding in their wintry embrace the beauties of Middle Park. Pike's Peak, more than one hundred miles off, lifted that vast but shapeless summit which is the landmark of southern Colorado. There were snow patches, snow slashes, snow abysses, snow forlorn and soiled looking, snow pure and dazzling, snow glistening above the purple robe of pine worn by all the mountains; while away to the east, in limitless breadth, stretched the green-grey of the endless Plains. Giants everywhere reared their splintered crests. From thence, with a single sweep, the eye takes in a distance of 300 miles—that distance to the west, north, and south being made up of mountains ten, eleven, twelve, and thirteen thousand feet in height, dominated by Long's Peak, Gray's Peak, and Pike's Peak, all nearly the height of Mont Blanc! On the Plains we traced the rivers by their fringe of cottonwoods to the distant Platte, and between us and them lay glories of mountain, canyon, and lake, sleeping in depths of blue and purple most ravishing to the eye.

From there, the view is even more breathtaking than the one from the "Notch." At the base of the cliff below us was a beautiful lake, surrounded by woods, from which the clear St. Vrain and other streams originate. I thought about how their clear, cold waters, becoming muddy in the fertile lowlands, would warm under the tropical sun and eventually join that great ocean river that makes our distant islands livable by crashing against their shores. Snowy mountain ranges, one after another, extended to the far horizon, embracing the beauty of Middle Park in their wintry hold. Pike's Peak, over a hundred miles away, rose with its vast and shapeless summit, the iconic landmark of southern Colorado. There were patches of snow, stripes of snow, deep snow drifts, snow that looked sad and dirty, pure and dazzling snow, and snow shimmering above the purple cloak of pine worn by all the mountains; while far to the east, in endless expanse, stretched the greenish-grey of the infinite Plains. Giants stood everywhere, raising their jagged peaks. From there, with a single glance, you could see a distance of 300 miles—west, north, and south comprised of mountains ten, eleven, twelve, and thirteen thousand feet high, dominated by Long's Peak, Gray's Peak, and Pike's Peak, all nearly as tall as Mont Blanc! On the Plains, we traced the rivers by their line of cottonwoods leading to the distant Platte, and between us and them lay the splendors of mountains, canyons, and lakes, basking in shades of blue and purple that were breathtaking to behold.

As we crept from the ledge round a horn of rock I beheld what made me perfectly sick and dizzy to look at—the terminal Peak itself—a smooth, cracked face or wall of pink granite, as nearly perpendicular as anything could well be up which it was possible to climb, well deserving the name of the "American Matterhorn." [14]

As we moved away from the ledge around a rock outcrop, I saw something that made me feel completely nauseous and lightheaded—the summit itself—a smooth, cracked wall of pink granite, nearly vertical and nearly impossible to climb, truly earning the title of the "American Matterhorn." [14]

[14] Let no practical mountaineer be allured by my description into the ascent of Long's Peak. Truly terrible as it was to me, to a member of the Alpine Club it would not be a feat worth performing.

[14] Let no practical mountaineer be misled by my description into climbing Long's Peak. As frightening as it was for me, for a member of the Alpine Club, it wouldn't be an accomplishment worth pursuing.


SCALING, not climbing, is the correct term for this last ascent. It took one hour to accomplish 500 feet, pausing for breath every minute or two. The only foothold was in narrow cracks or on minute projections on the granite. To get a toe in these cracks, or here and there on a scarcely obvious projection, while crawling on hands and knees, all the while tortured with thirst and gasping and struggling for breath, this was the climb; but at last the Peak was won. A grand, well-defined mountain top it is, a nearly level acre of boulders, with precipitous sides all round, the one we came up being the only accessible one.

SCALING, not climbing, is the right term for this final ascent. It took an hour to make it 500 feet, stopping to catch my breath every minute or two. The only footholds were in narrow cracks or on tiny projections of granite. Getting a toe into these cracks or on barely noticeable ledges, while crawling on hands and knees, all while being tortured by thirst and gasping for air, that was the climb; but in the end, we reached the Peak. It's a grand, well-defined mountaintop, almost a flat acre of boulders, with steep sides all around, the path we took being the only way up.

It was not possible to remain long. One of the young men was seriously alarmed by bleeding from the lungs, and the intense dryness of the day and the rarefication of the air, at a height of nearly 15,000 feet, made respiration very painful. There is always water on the Peak, but it was frozen as hard as a rock, and the sucking of ice and snow increases thirst. We all suffered severely from the want of water, and the gasping for breath made our mouths and tongues so dry that articulation was difficult, and the speech of all unnatural.

It wasn't possible to stay for long. One of the young men was really worried about bleeding from his lungs, and the intense dryness of the day, along with the thin air at nearly 15,000 feet, made it very painful to breathe. There’s usually water on the Peak, but it was frozen solid, and sucking on ice and snow just made us thirstier. We all struggled a lot because of the lack of water, and gasping for breath left our mouths and tongues so dry that talking was hard and everyone sounded unnatural.

From the summit were seen in unrivalled combination all the views which had rejoiced our eyes during the ascent. It was something at last to stand upon the storm-rent crown of this lonely sentinel of the Rocky Range, on one of the mightiest of the vertebrae of the backbone of the North American continent, and to see the waters start for both oceans. Uplifted above love and hate and storms of passion, calm amidst the eternal silences, fanned by zephyrs and bathed in living blue, peace rested for that one bright day on the Peak, as if it were some region

From the summit, we could see all the stunning views that had thrilled us on the way up, combined in a way that was simply unbeatable. It was incredible to finally stand on the storm-worn peak of this solitary watchtower of the Rocky Range, one of the mightiest parts of North America's backbone, watching the waters flow toward both oceans. Elevated above love and hate and the storms of emotion, calm in the midst of the endless quiet, gently breezed by soft winds and bathed in vibrant blue, peace settled for that one bright day on the Peak, as if it were a special place.

Where falls not rain, or hail, or any snow,
Or ever wind blows loudly.

Where it doesn’t rain, hail, or snow,
Or where the wind never blows loudly.

We placed our names, with the date of ascent, in a tin within a crevice, and descended to the Ledge, sitting on the smooth granite, getting our feet into cracks and against projections, and letting ourselves down by our hands, "Jim" going before me, so that I might steady my feet against his powerful shoulders. I was no longer giddy, and faced the precipice of 3,500 feet without a shiver. Repassing the Ledge and Lift, we accomplished the descent through 1,500 feet of ice and snow, with many falls and bruises, but no worse mishap, and there separated, the young men taking the steepest but most direct way to the "Notch," with the intention of getting ready for the march home, and "Jim" and I taking what he thought the safer route for me—a descent over boulders for 2,000 feet, and then a tremendous ascent to the "Notch." I had various falls, and once hung by my frock, which caught on a rock, and "Jim" severed it with his hunting knife, upon which I fell into a crevice full of soft snow. We were driven lower down the mountains than he had intended by impassable tracts of ice, and the ascent was tremendous. For the last 200 feet the boulders were of enormous size, and the steepness fearful. Sometimes I drew myself up on hands and knees, sometimes crawled; sometimes "Jim" pulled me up by my arms or a lariat, and sometimes I stood on his shoulders, or he made steps for me of his feet and hands, but at six we stood on the "Notch" in the splendor of the sinking sun, all color deepening, all peaks glorifying, all shadows purpling, all peril past.

We put our names, along with the date of our climb, into a tin in a crevice, and then made our way down to the Ledge, sitting on the smooth granite, fitting our feet into cracks and against ledges, and lowering ourselves with our hands, "Jim" going ahead of me so I could steady my feet against his strong shoulders. I wasn't dizzy anymore and faced the 3,500-foot drop without flinching. After passing the Ledge and Lift again, we made our way down through 1,500 feet of ice and snow, taking quite a few tumbles and getting banged up, but nothing too serious, and then we split up. The young men took the steepest but most direct route to the "Notch," planning to get ready for the journey home, while "Jim" and I took what he thought was the safer path for me—a descent over boulders for 2,000 feet, followed by a challenging climb to the "Notch." I had several falls, and at one point I got caught by my jacket on a rock, so "Jim" cut it free with his hunting knife, and I dropped into a crevice filled with soft snow. We ended up lower down the mountain than he had planned because we encountered impassable ice patches, and the climb was tough. For the last 200 feet, the boulders were huge, and the incline was daunting. Sometimes I pulled myself up on hands and knees, sometimes I crawled; at times "Jim" hoisted me up by my arms or a rope, and other times I stood on his shoulders or he created steps for me using his hands and feet. But by six o’clock, we were standing on the "Notch," awash in the beauty of the setting sun, with colors deepening, peaks glowing, shadows turning purple, and all danger behind us.

"Jim" had parted with his brusquerie when we parted from the students, and was gentle and considerate beyond anything, though I knew that he must be grievously disappointed, both in my courage and strength. Water was an object of earnest desire. My tongue rattled in my mouth, and I could hardly articulate. It is good for one's sympathies to have for once a severe experience of thirst. Truly, there was

"Jim" had dropped his harshness when we said goodbye to the students, and he was kind and thoughtful beyond anything, even though I knew he must be deeply disappointed in my courage and strength. Water was something we desperately wanted. My tongue felt dry in my mouth, and I could barely talk. It's good for one's empathy to experience intense thirst every now and then. Truly, there was

Water, water, everywhere,
But not a drop to drink.

Water, water, all around,
But not a drop to drink.

Three times its apparent gleam deceived even the mountaineer's practiced eye, but we found only a foot of "glare ice." At last, in a deep hole, he succeeded in breaking the ice, and by putting one's arm far down one could scoop up a little water in one's hand, but it was tormentingly insufficient. With great difficulty and much assistance I recrossed the "Lava Beds," was carried to the horse and lifted upon him, and when we reached the camping ground I was lifted off him, and laid on the ground wrapped up in blankets, a humiliating termination of a great exploit. The horses were saddled, and the young men were all ready to start, but "Jim" quietly said, "Now, gentlemen, I want a good night's rest, and we shan't stir from here to-night." I believe they were really glad to have it so, as one of them was quite "finished." I retired to my arbor, wrapped myself in a roll of blankets, and was soon asleep.

Three times its apparent shine fooled even the mountaineer's trained eye, but we found only a foot of "glare ice." Finally, in a deep hole, he managed to break the ice, and by reaching far down, one could gather a little water in their hand, but it was frustratingly insufficient. With a lot of effort and help, I recrossed the "Lava Beds," was carried to the horse, and lifted onto him. When we got to the campsite, I was taken off him and laid on the ground wrapped in blankets, a humiliating end to a significant adventure. The horses were saddled, and the young men were all set to go, but "Jim" calmly said, "Now, gentlemen, I want a good night's rest, and we won’t move from here tonight." I think they were genuinely glad about it, as one of them was pretty much "finished." I went to my spot, wrapped myself in a roll of blankets, and was soon asleep.

When I woke, the moon was high shining through the silvery branches, whitening the bald Peak above, and glittering on the great abyss of snow behind, and pine logs were blazing like a bonfire in the cold still air. My feet were so icy cold that I could not sleep again, and getting some blankets to sit in, and making a roll of them for my back, I sat for two hours by the camp-fire. It was weird and gloriously beautiful. The students were asleep not far off in their blankets with their feet towards the fire. "Ring" lay on one side of me with his fine head on my arm, and his master sat smoking, with the fire lighting up the handsome side of his face, and except for the tones of our voices, and an occasional crackle and splutter as a pine knot blazed up, there was no sound on the mountain side. The beloved stars of my far-off home were overhead, the Plough and Pole Star, with their steady light; the glittering Pleiades, looking larger than I ever saw them, and "Orion's studded belt" shining gloriously. Once only some wild animals prowled near the camp, when "Ring," with one bound, disappeared from my side; and the horses, which were picketed by the stream, broke their lariats, stampeded, and came rushing wildly towards the fire, and it was fully half an hour before they were caught and quiet was restored. "Jim," or Mr. Nugent, as I always scrupulously called him, told stories of his early youth, and of a great sorrow which had led him to embark on a lawless and desperate life. His voice trembled, and tears rolled down his cheek. Was it semi-conscious acting, I wondered, or was his dark soul really stirred to its depths by the silence, the beauty, and the memories of youth?

When I woke up, the moon was high, shining through the silvery branches, brightening the bald Peak above, and sparkling on the vast expanse of snow behind. Pine logs were blazing like a bonfire in the cold, quiet air. My feet were so icy that I couldn’t fall back asleep, so I grabbed some blankets to wrap myself in and made a roll of them for my back. I sat by the campfire for two hours. It was strange and incredibly beautiful. The students were asleep not far away in their blankets, their feet towards the fire. "Ring" was lying on one side of me with his lovely head resting on my arm, while his master sat smoking, the fire illuminating the handsome side of his face. Other than the sound of our voices and the occasional crackle and pop as a pine knot burned, the mountainside was silent. The beloved stars from my far-off home were above, like the Plough and Pole Star, steady in their light; the glimmering Pleiades looked larger than I had ever seen, and "Orion's studded belt" was shining beautifully. Once, some wild animals prowled near the camp, and "Ring," with one leap, vanished from my side. The horses, tied by the stream, broke free, stampeded, and came rushing wildly toward the fire, taking half an hour to catch and restore quiet. "Jim," or Mr. Nugent, as I always carefully called him, shared stories from his youth and a great sorrow that led him to a lawless and desperate life. His voice shook, and tears rolled down his cheeks. I wondered if it was semi-conscious acting or if his troubled soul was truly moved by the silence, the beauty, and the memories of youth.

We reached Estes Park at noon of the following day. A more successful ascent of the Peak was never made, and I would not now exchange my memories of its perfect beauty and extraordinary sublimity for any other experience of mountaineering in any part of the world. Yesterday snow fell on the summit, and it will be inaccessible for eight months to come.

We arrived in Estes Park at noon the next day. There has never been a more successful climb of the Peak, and I wouldn't trade my memories of its stunning beauty and incredible grandeur for any other mountaineering experience anywhere in the world. Yesterday, snow fell on the summit, and it will be off-limits for the next eight months.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter VIII

Estes Park—Big game—"Parks" in Colorado—Magnificent scenery—Flowers and pines—An awful road—Our log cabin—Griffith Evans—A miniature world—Our topics—A night alarm—A skunk—Morning glories—Daily routine—The panic—"Wait for the wagon"—A musical evening.

Estes Park—Big game—"Parks" in Colorado—Amazing scenery—Flowers and pine trees—A terrible road—Our log cabin—Griffith Evans—A little world—Our discussions—A night scare—A skunk—Morning glories—Daily routine—The panic—"Wait for the wagon"—A musical evening.

ESTES PARK, COLORADO TERRITORY, October 2.

ESTES PARK, COLORADO TERRITORY, October 2.

How time has slipped by I do not know. This is a glorious region, and the air and life are intoxicating. I live mainly out of doors and on horseback, wear my half-threadbare Hawaiian dress, sleep sometimes under the stars on a bed of pine boughs, ride on a Mexican saddle, and hear once more the low music of my Mexican spurs. "There's a stranger! Heave arf a brick at him!" is said by many travelers to express the feeling of the new settlers in these Territories. This is not my experience in my cheery mountain home. How the rafters ring as I write with songs and mirth, while the pitch-pine logs blaze and crackle in the chimney, and the fine snow dust drives in through the chinks and forms mimic snow wreaths on the floor, and the wind raves and howls and plays among the creaking pine branches and snaps them short off, and the lightning plays round the blasted top of Long's Peak, and the hardy hunters divert themselves with the thought that when I go to bed I must turn out and face the storm!

How time has flown, I can't say. This is a beautiful place, and the air and life here are invigorating. I mostly spend my time outdoors and riding horses, wear my slightly worn Hawaiian dress, sometimes sleep under the stars on a bed of pine branches, ride in a Mexican saddle, and once again hear the gentle jingle of my Mexican spurs. "There’s a stranger! Throw a brick at him!" is something many travelers say to capture the feelings of the new settlers in this area. But that's not my experience in my cheerful mountain home. How the rafters resonate with songs and laughter as I write, while the pitch-pine logs blaze and crackle in the fireplace, and the fine snow dust drifts through the gaps, creating little snow wreaths on the floor, and the wind howls and roars, playing among the creaking pine branches and snapping them off, while the lightning dances around the charred top of Long's Peak, and the brave hunters amuse themselves with the thought that when I go to bed, I have to get up and face the storm!

You will ask, "What is Estes Park?" This name, with the quiet Midland Countries' sound, suggests "park palings" well lichened, a lodge with a curtseying woman, fallow deer, and a Queen Anne mansion. Such as it is, Estes Park is mine. It is unsurveyed, "no man's land," and mine by right of love, appropriation, and appreciation; by the seizure of its peerless sunrises and sunsets, its glorious afterglow, its blazing noons, its hurricanes sharp and furious, its wild auroras, its glories of mountain and forest, of canyon, lake, and river, and the stereotyping them all in my memory. Mine, too, in a better than the sportsman's sense, are its majestic wapiti, which play and fight under the pines in the early morning, as securely as fallow deer under our English oaks; its graceful "black-tails," swift of foot; its superb bighorns, whose noble leader is to be seen now and then with his classic head against the blue sky on the top of a colossal rock; its sneaking mountain lion with his hideous nocturnal caterwaulings, the great "grizzly," the beautiful skunk, the wary beaver, who is always making lakes, damming and turning streams, cutting down young cotton-woods, and setting an example of thrift and industry; the wolf, greedy and cowardly; the coyote and the lynx, and all the lesser fry of mink, marten, cat, hare, fox, squirrel, and chipmunk, as well as things that fly, from the eagle down to the crested blue-jay. May their number never be less, in spite of the hunter who kills for food and gain, and the sportsman who kills and marauds for pastime!

You might ask, "What is Estes Park?" This name, with its soft, Midwestern vibe, suggests a place with well-tended park fences, a lodge with a welcoming woman, fallow deer, and an elegant Queen Anne mansion. As it stands, Estes Park belongs to me. It's unclaimed, "no man's land," and I hold it by right of love, ownership, and appreciation; by capturing its unmatched sunrises and sunsets, its beautiful afterglow, its scorching midday sun, its fierce and sharp storms, its wild auroras, and all the stunning views of mountain and forest, canyon, lake, and river, and by locking them in my memory. It’s also mine in a way deeper than that of a sportsman, as I admire its majestic elk that roam and spar under the pines in the morning, just as we see fallow deer under our English oaks; its sleek black-tailed deer, quick on their feet; its magnificent bighorns, whose noble leader occasionally appears with his iconic head against the blue sky atop a massive rock; the stealthy mountain lion with its eerie nighttime cries, the powerful grizzly bear, the lovely skunk, the cautious beaver that is always busy creating lakes, damming and redirecting streams, cutting down young cottonwoods, and showing us all how to be thrifty and industrious; the wolf, both greedy and timid; the coyote and lynx, along with all the smaller creatures like mink, marten, cats, hares, foxes, squirrels, and chipmunks, as well as the birds, from the eagle down to the vibrant blue jay. May their numbers never dwindle, despite the hunter who kills for food and profit, and the sportsman who hunts for fun!

But still I have not answered the natural question,[15] "What is Estes Park?" Among the striking peculiarities of these mountains are hundreds of high-lying valleys, large and small, at heights varying from 6,000 to 11,000 feet. The most important are North Park, held by hostile Indians; Middle Park, famous for hot springs and trout; South Park is 10,000 feet high, a great rolling prairie seventy miles long, well grassed and watered, but nearly closed by snow in winter. But parks innumerable are scattered throughout the mountains, most of them unnamed, and others nicknamed by the hunters or trappers who have made them their temporary resorts. They always lie far within the flaming Foot Hills, their exquisite stretches of flowery pastures dotted artistically with clumps of trees sloping lawnlike to bright swift streams full of red-waist-coated trout, or running up in soft glades into the dark forest, above which the snow peaks rise in their infinite majesty. Some are bits of meadow a mile long and very narrow, with a small stream, a beaver dam, and a pond made by beaver industry. Hundreds of these can only be reached by riding in the bed of a stream, or by scrambling up some narrow canyon till it debouches on the fairy-like stretch above. These parks are the feeding grounds of innumerable wild animals, and some, like one three miles off, seem chosen for the process of antler-casting, the grass being covered for at least a square mile with the magnificent branching horns of the elk.

But I still haven't answered the basic question, "What is Estes Park?" Among the impressive features of these mountains are hundreds of high valleys, both large and small, at elevations ranging from 6,000 to 11,000 feet. The most significant are North Park, occupied by hostile Native Americans; Middle Park, known for its hot springs and trout; and South Park, which sits at 10,000 feet, a vast rolling prairie stretching seventy miles, well-grassed and watered but almost completely snowed in during winter. Countless unnamed parks are scattered throughout the mountains, many nicknamed by hunters or trappers who have made them temporary homes. They are always deep within the stunning Foot Hills, with beautiful stretches of flowery pastures artfully dotted with trees, sloping like a lawn to bright, fast streams filled with red-waist-coated trout, or gently rising into soft glades that lead into dark forests, above which the snow-capped peaks tower in their endless majesty. Some are narrow meadows a mile long, with a small stream, a beaver dam, and a pond created by beavers. Hundreds of these can only be accessed by riding in the riverbed or climbing up a narrow canyon until it opens up to the enchanting area above. These parks serve as feeding grounds for countless wild animals, and some, like one just three miles away, seem specifically chosen for shedding antlers, as the grass is covered for at least a square mile with the magnificent branching horns of elk.

[15] Nor should I at this time, had not Henry Kingsley, Lord Dunraven, and "The Field," divulged the charms and whereabouts of these "happy hunting grounds," with the certain result of directing a stream of tourists into the solitary, beast-haunted paradise.

[15] I wouldn't be mentioning this now if it weren't for Henry Kingsley, Lord Dunraven, and "The Field," who revealed the beauty and location of these "happy hunting grounds," which inevitably led to a flood of tourists heading into the remote, animal-filled paradise.


Estes Park combines the beauties of all. Dismiss all thoughts of the Midland Counties. For park palings there are mountains, forest skirted, 9,000, 11,000, 14,000 feet high; for a lodge, two sentinel peaks of granite guarding the only feasible entrance; and for a Queen Anne mansion an unchinked log cabin with a vault of sunny blue overhead. The park is most irregularly shaped, and contains hardly any level grass. It is an aggregate of lawns, slopes, and glades, about eighteen miles in length, but never more than two miles in width. The Big Thompson, a bright, rapid trout stream, snow born on Long's Peak a few miles higher, takes all sorts of magical twists, vanishing and reappearing unexpectedly, glancing among lawns, rushing through romantic ravines, everywhere making music through the still, long nights. Here and there the lawns are so smooth, the trees so artistically grouped, a lake makes such an artistic foreground, or a waterfall comes tumbling down with such an apparent feeling for the picturesque, that I am almost angry with Nature for her close imitation of art. But in another hundred yards Nature, glorious, unapproachable, inimitable, is herself again, raising one's thoughts reverently upwards to her Creator and ours. Grandeur and sublimity, not softness, are the features of Estes Park. The glades which begin so softly are soon lost in the dark primaeval forests, with their peaks of rosy granite, and their stretches of granite blocks piled and poised by nature in some mood of fury. The streams are lost in canyons nearly or quite inaccessible, awful in their blackness and darkness; every valley ends in mystery; seven mountain ranges raise their frowning barriers between us and the Plains, and at the south end of the park Long's Peak rises to a height of 14,700 feet, with his bare, scathed head slashed with eternal snow. The lowest part of the Park is 7,500 feet high; and though the sun is hot during the day, the mercury hovers near the freezing point every night of the summer. An immense quantity of snow falls, but partly owing to the tremendous winds which drift it into the deep valleys, and partly to the bright warm sun of the winter months, the park is never snowed up, and a number of cattle and horses are wintered out of doors on its sun-cured saccharine grasses, of which the gramma grass is the most valuable.

Estes Park brings together the beauty of everything. Forget all thoughts of the Midlands. Instead of park fences, there are mountains surrounded by forests, towering at 9,000, 11,000, and 14,000 feet. For a lodge, there are two granite peaks standing guard at the only accessible entrance, and instead of a Queen Anne mansion, there’s a rustic log cabin under a bright blue sky. The park has an irregular shape and hardly any flat grass. It consists of lawns, slopes, and glades, stretching about eighteen miles long but never more than two miles wide. The Big Thompson, a fast-flowing trout stream born from the snow on Long's Peak a few miles above, takes all kinds of magical twists, disappearing and reappearing unexpectedly, weaving through lawns, rushing through scenic ravines, and creating music during the still, long nights. In some places, the lawns are so smooth, the trees are so artistically arranged, a lake provides such a striking foreground, or a waterfall cascades down with such a sense of beauty that I sometimes feel annoyed with Nature for mimicking art so closely. But just a hundred yards later, Nature, in all her glorious, untouchable uniqueness, brings our thoughts respectfully upward to her Creator and ours. Grandeur and sublimity, not softness, define Estes Park. The glades that begin gently quickly give way to dark, ancient forests, with their peaks of rosy granite and their stretches of massive granite blocks piled and balanced by nature in some fit of rage. The streams disappear into canyons that are nearly or completely inaccessible, frightening in their depth and darkness; every valley ends in mystery. Seven mountain ranges create intimidating barriers between us and the Plains, and at the southern edge of the park, Long's Peak rises to an impressive 14,700 feet, with its bare, weather-worn summit streaked with eternal snow. The lowest point of the Park is at 7,500 feet, and although it gets hot during the day, temperatures drop close to freezing every summer night. A huge amount of snow falls, but thanks to the strong winds that drift it into deep valleys and the bright warm sun of winter, the park rarely becomes completely snowbound, allowing many cattle and horses to spend the winter outdoors on its sun-dried, sweet grasses, which include the valuable gramma grass.

The soil here, as elsewhere in the neighborhood, is nearly everywhere coarse, grey, granitic dust, produced probably by the disintegration of the surrounding mountains. It does not hold water, and is never wet in any weather. There are no thaws here. The snow mysteriously disappears by rapid evaporation. Oats grow, but do not ripen, and, when well advanced, are cut and stacked for winter fodder. Potatoes yield abundantly, and, though not very large, are of the best quality, mealy throughout. Evans has not attempted anything else, and probably the more succulent vegetables would require irrigation. The wild flowers are gorgeous and innumerable, though their beauty, which culminates in July and August, was over before I arrived, and the recent snow flurries have finished them. The time between winter and winter is very short, and the flowery growth and blossom of a whole year are compressed into two months. Here are dandelions, buttercups, larkspurs, harebells, violets, roses, blue gentian, columbine, painter's brush, and fifty others, blue and yellow predominating; and though their blossoms are stiffened by the cold every morning, they are starring the grass and drooping over the brook long before noon, making the most of their brief lives in the sunshine. Of ferns, after many a long hunt, I have only found the Cystopteris fragilis and the Blechnum spicant, but I hear that the Pteris aquilina is also found. Snakes and mosquitoes do not appear to be known here. Coming almost direct from the tropics, one is dissatisfied with the uniformity of the foliage; indeed, foliage can hardly be written of, as the trees properly so called at this height are exclusively Coniferae, and bear needles instead of leaves. In places there are patches of spindly aspens, which have turned a lemon yellow, and along the streams bear cherries, vines, and roses lighten the gulches with their variegated crimson leaves. The pines are not imposing, either from their girth or height. Their coloring is blackish green, and though they are effective singly or in groups, they are somber and almost funereal when densely massed, as here, along the mountain sides. The timber line is at a height of about 11,000 feet, and is singularly well defined. The most attractive tree I have seen is the silver spruce, Abies Englemanii, near of kin to what is often called the balsam fir. Its shape and color are both beautiful. My heart warms towards it, and I frequent all the places where I can find it. It looks as if a soft, blue, silver powder had fallen on its deep-green needles, or as if a bluish hoar-frost, which must melt at noon, were resting upon it. Anyhow, one can hardly believe that the beauty is permanent, and survives the summer heat and the winter cold. The universal tree here is the Pinus ponderosa, but it never attains any very considerable size, and there is nothing to compare with the red-woods of the Sierra Nevada, far less with the sequoias of California.

The soil here, like in the rest of the neighborhood, is mostly coarse, gray, granitic dust, likely caused by the breakdown of the surrounding mountains. It doesn’t retain water and never stays wet, no matter the weather. There are no thaws here. Snow mysteriously vanishes through quick evaporation. Oats grow but don’t mature, and when they’re well along, they’re cut and stored for winter feed. Potatoes produce abundantly and, although not very big, are high quality, fluffy throughout. Evans hasn’t tried growing anything else because more delicate vegetables would probably need irrigation. The wildflowers are stunning and countless, though their peak beauty, which happens in July and August, was over before I arrived, and the recent snow flurries have finished them off. The time between winters is very short, and the flowering growth of an entire year is packed into just two months. Here you’ll find dandelions, buttercups, larkspurs, harebells, violets, roses, blue gentians, columbine, painter's brush, and many others, with blue and yellow being the most common colors; even though their blossoms are stiffened by the morning cold, they star the grass and droop over the brook long before noon, making the most of their short lives in the sunshine. After many long searches, I’ve only found the Cystopteris fragilis and the Blechnum spicant ferns, but I’ve heard that the Pteris aquilina is also here. Snakes and mosquitoes don’t seem to be present. Coming almost directly from the tropics, I find the uniformity of the foliage somewhat unsatisfying; in fact, it’s hard to even talk about foliage, as the trees at this altitude are mostly conifers, which have needles instead of leaves. There are patches of spindly aspens that have turned a lemon yellow, and along the streams, cherries, vines, and roses brighten the gullies with their varied crimson leaves. The pines aren’t impressive in terms of size or height. Their color is a dark green, and while they’re striking when seen individually or in small groups, they appear somber and almost funeral when clustered, like here, along the mountainsides. The tree line is defined at about 11,000 feet. The most attractive tree I’ve come across is the silver spruce, Abies Englemanii, which is closely related to what’s often called the balsam fir. Its shape and color are both beautiful. I feel drawn to it and visit all the places where I can find it. It looks as if a soft, blue, silver powder has settled on its deep green needles, or as if a bluish frost, which must melt by noon, is resting on it. In any case, it’s hard to believe that its beauty lasts and endures the summer heat and winter cold. The main tree here is the Pinus ponderosa, but it never grows to a very large size, and there’s nothing comparable to the redwoods of the Sierra Nevada, let alone the sequoias of California.

As I have written before, Estes Park is thirty miles from Longmount, the nearest settlement, and it can be reached on horseback only by the steep and devious track by which I came, passing through a narrow rift in the top of a precipitous ridge, 9,000 feet high, called the Devil's Gate. Evans takes a lumber wagon with four horses over the mountains, and a Colorado engineer would have no difficulty in making a wagon road. In several of the gulches over which the track hangs there are the remains of wagons which have come to grief in the attempt to emulate Evans's feat, which without evidence, I should have supposed to be impossible. It is an awful road. The only settlers in the park are Griffith Evans, and a married man a mile higher up. "Mountain Jim's" cabin is in the entrance gulch, four miles off, and there is not another cabin for eighteen miles toward the Plains. The park is unsurveyed, and the huge tract of mountainous country beyond is almost altogether unexplored. Elk hunters occasionally come up and camp out here; but the two settlers, who, however, are only squatters, for various reasons are not disposed to encourage such visitors. When Evans, who is a very successful hunter, came here, he came on foot, and for some time after settling here he carried the flour and necessaries required by his family on his back over the mountains.

As I've mentioned before, Estes Park is thirty miles from Longmont, the closest town, and you can only get there on horseback via the steep and winding trail I took, which goes through a narrow gap at the top of a 9,000-foot-high ridge called the Devil's Gate. Evans takes a lumber wagon with four horses over the mountains, and a Colorado engineer wouldn’t have any trouble building a road suitable for wagons. In several of the gullies along the way, there are wrecked wagons that have met their end trying to mimic Evans’s journey, which I would have thought impossible without seeing it myself. It’s a terrible road. The only two settlers in the park are Griffith Evans and a married man living a mile higher up. "Mountain Jim's" cabin is in the entrance gully, four miles away, and there isn’t another cabin for eighteen miles toward the plains. The park hasn’t been surveyed, and the vast mountainous area beyond is mostly unexplored. Elk hunters occasionally come up and camp here, but the two settlers—who are really just squatters—aren’t very keen on encouraging such visitors for various reasons. When Evans, a very skilled hunter, arrived here, he came on foot, and for a long time after settling, he carried the flour and supplies his family needed on his back over the mountains.

As I intend to make Estes Park my headquarters until the winter sets in, I must make you acquainted with my surroundings and mode of living. The "Queen Anne mansion" is represented by a log cabin made of big hewn logs. The chinks should be filled with mud and lime, but these are wanting. The roof is formed of barked young spruce, then a layer of hay, and an outer coating of mud, all nearly flat. The floors are roughly boarded. The "living room" is about sixteen feet square, and has a rough stone chimney in which pine logs are always burning. At one end there is a door into a small bedroom, and at the other a door into a small eating room, at the table of which we feed in relays. This opens into a very small kitchen with a great American cooking-stove, and there are two "bed closets" besides. Although rude, it is comfortable, except for the draughts. The fine snow drives in through the chinks and covers the floors, but sweeping it out at intervals is both fun and exercise. There are no heaps or rubbish places outside. Near it, on the slope under the pines, is a pretty two-roomed cabin, and beyond that, near the lake, is my cabin, a very rough one. My door opens into a little room with a stone chimney, and that again into a small room with a hay bed, a chair with a tin basin on it, a shelf and some pegs. A small window looks on the lake, and the glories of the sunrises which I see from it are indescribable. Neither of my doors has a lock, and, to say the truth, neither will shut, as the wood has swelled. Below the house, on the stream which issues from the lake, there is a beautiful log dairy, with a water wheel outside, used for churning. Besides this, there are a corral, a shed for the wagon, a room for the hired man, and shelters for horses and weakly calves. All these things are necessaries at this height.

As I plan to make Estes Park my base until winter arrives, I need to introduce you to my surroundings and way of life. The "Queen Anne mansion" is represented by a log cabin built from large hewn logs. The gaps should be filled with mud and lime, but that's missing. The roof is made of barked young spruce, topped with a layer of hay and an outer coating of mud, all nearly flat. The floors are roughly boarded. The "living room" is about sixteen feet square and features a rough stone chimney with pine logs always burning. At one end, there’s a door leading to a small bedroom, and at the other end, a door to a small dining area where we eat in shifts. This connects to a very small kitchen equipped with a large American cooking stove, and there are two "bed closets" as well. Although it's basic, it is comfortable, except for the drafts. Fine snow blows in through the gaps and covers the floors, but sweeping it out now and then is both enjoyable and good exercise. There are no heaps of rubbish outside. Nearby, on the slope under the pines, there's a charming two-room cabin, and beyond that, close to the lake, is my cabin, which is very rough. My door opens into a small room with a stone chimney, which leads into another small room with a hay bed, a chair with a tin basin on it, a shelf, and some hooks. A small window looks out at the lake, and the breathtaking sunrises I see from there are indescribable. Neither of my doors locks, and to be honest, neither will close properly since the wood has swollen. Below the house, by the stream coming from the lake, there’s a lovely log dairy with a water wheel outside used for churning. In addition to this, there’s a corral, a shed for the wagon, a room for the hired help, and shelters for horses and weak calves. All these things are essential at this elevation.

The ranchmen are two Welshmen, Evans and Edwards, each with a wife and family. The men are as diverse as they can be. "Griff," as Evans is called, is short and small, and is hospitable, careless, reckless, jolly, social, convivial, peppery, good natured, "nobody's enemy but his own." He had the wit and taste to find out Estes Park, where people have found him out, and have induced him to give them food and lodging, and add cabin to cabin to take them in. He is a splendid shot, an expert and successful hunter, a bold mountaineer, a good rider, a capital cook, and a generally "jolly fellow." His cheery laugh rings through the cabin from the early morning, and is contagious, and when the rafters ring at night with such songs as "D'ye ken John Peel?" "Auld Lang Syne," and "John Brown," what would the chorus be without poor "Griff's" voice? What would Estes Park be without him, indeed? When he went to Denver lately we missed him as we should have missed the sunshine, and perhaps more. In the early morning, when Long's Peak is red, and the grass crackles with the hoar-frost, he arouses me with a cheery thump on my door. "We're going cattle-hunting, will you come?" or, "Will you help to drive in the cattle? You can take your pick of the horses. I want another hand." Free-hearted, lavish, popular, poor "Griff" loves liquor too well for his prosperity, and is always tormented by debt. He makes lots of money, but puts it into "a bag with holes." He has fifty horses and 1,000 head of cattle, many of which are his own, wintering up here, and makes no end of money by taking in people at eight dollars a week, yet it all goes somehow. He has a most industrious wife, a girl of seventeen, and four younger children, all musical, but the wife has to work like a slave; and though he is a kind husband, her lot, as compared with her lord's, is like that of a squaw. Edwards, his partner, is his exact opposite, tall, thin, and condemnatory looking, keen, industrious, saving, grave, a teetotaler, grieved for all reasons at Evans's follies, and rather grudging; as naturally unpopular as Evans is popular; a "decent man," who, with his industrious wife, will certainly make money as fast as Evans loses it.

The ranchers are two Welshmen, Evans and Edwards, each with a wife and kids. The men couldn’t be more different. "Griff," as Evans is called, is short and small, and he’s friendly, careless, reckless, jolly, social, lively, temperamental, good-natured, "nobody's enemy but his own." He had the smarts to discover Estes Park, where people have come to know him and convinced him to provide them with food and lodging, adding cabin after cabin to accommodate them. He’s an exceptional shot, a skilled and successful hunter, a brave mountaineer, a good rider, a fantastic cook, and an all-around "jolly fellow." His cheerful laugh echoes through the cabin from early morning and is infectious, and when the rafters resonate at night with songs like "D'ye ken John Peel?" "Auld Lang Syne," and "John Brown," what would the chorus be without poor "Griff's" voice? What would Estes Park be without him, really? When he recently went to Denver, we missed him like we would miss the sunshine, maybe even more. In the early morning, when Long's Peak glows red and the grass crackles with frost, he wakes me up with a cheerful knock on my door. "We're going cattle-hunting, will you join us?" or, "Will you help round up the cattle? You can choose any horse. I need an extra hand." Free-hearted, generous, and well-liked, poor "Griff" enjoys his drinks a little too much for his own good, and he’s always struggling with debt. He makes a good amount of money but ends up putting it into "a bag with holes." He has fifty horses and 1,000 cattle, many of which are his own, wintering up here, and he makes a ton of money charging guests eight dollars a week, yet it somehow all slips away. He has a hardworking wife, a seventeen-year-old girl, and four younger kids, all of whom are musical, but his wife has to work like a dog; and even though he’s a kind husband, her life, compared to his, is like that of a squaw. Edwards, his partner, is his complete opposite—tall, thin, and disapproving looking, sharp, industrious, frugal, serious, a teetotaler, unhappy about all of Evans's reckless choices, and rather begrudging; naturally as unpopular as Evans is popular; a "decent man," who, with his hard-working wife, will definitely make money just as fast as Evans loses it.

I pay eight dollars a week, which includes the unlimited use of a horse, when one can be found and caught. We breakfast at seven on beef, potatoes, tea, coffee, new bread, and butter. Two pitchers of cream and two of milk are replenished as fast as they are exhausted. Dinner at twelve is a repetition of the breakfast, but with the coffee omitted and a gigantic pudding added. Tea at six is a repetition of breakfast. "Eat whenever you are hungry, you can always get milk and bread in the kitchen," Evans says—"eat as much as you can, it'll do you good"—and we all eat like hunters. There is no change of food. The steer which was being killed on my arrival is now being eaten through from head to tail, the meat being hacked off quite promiscuously, without any regard to joints. In this dry, rarefied air, the outside of the flesh blackens and hardens, and though the weather may be hot, the carcass keeps sweet for two or three months. The bread is super excellent, but the poor wives seem to be making and baking it all day.

I pay eight dollars a week, which includes unlimited access to a horse when one can be found and caught. We have breakfast at seven, consisting of beef, potatoes, tea, coffee, fresh bread, and butter. Two pitchers of cream and two of milk are refilled as quickly as they are used up. Lunch at noon is the same as breakfast, but without coffee and with a huge pudding added. Tea at six is just like breakfast. "Eat whenever you're hungry; you can always find milk and bread in the kitchen," Evans says—"eat as much as you want, it’ll do you good"—and we all eat like we're on a hunt. There's no variety in the food. The steer that was being slaughtered when I arrived is now being eaten from head to tail, with the meat chopped off without any consideration for the joints. In this dry, thin air, the outside of the meat blackens and hardens, and even though the weather may be hot, the carcass stays fresh for two or three months. The bread is excellent, but the poor wives seem to be making and baking it all day.

The regular household living and eating together at this time consists of a very intelligent and high-minded American couple, Mr. and Mrs. Dewy, people whose character, culture, and society I should value anywhere; a young Englishman, brother of a celebrated African traveler, who, because he rides on an English saddle, and clings to some other insular peculiarities, is called "The Earl"; a miner prospecting for silver; a young man, the type of intelligent, practical "Young America," whose health showed consumptive tendencies when he was in business, and who is living a hunter's life here; a grown-up niece of Evans; and a melancholy-looking hired man. A mile off there is an industrious married settler, and four miles off, in the gulch leading to the park, "Mountain Jim," otherwise Mr. Nugent, is posted. His business as a trapper takes him daily up to the beaver dams in Black Canyon to look after his traps, and he generally spends some time in or about our cabin, not, I can see, to Evans's satisfaction. For, in truth, this blue hollow, lying solitary at the foot of Long's Peak, is a miniature world of great interest, in which love, jealousy, hatred, envy, pride, unselfishness, greed, selfishness, and self-sacrifice can be studied hourly, and there is always the unpleasantly exciting risk of an open quarrel with the neighboring desperado, whose "I'll shoot you!" has more than once been heard in the cabin.

The regular household living and eating together right now includes a highly intelligent and cultured American couple, Mr. and Mrs. Dewy, whom I would appreciate anywhere; a young Englishman, the brother of a famous African explorer, who, because he rides in an English saddle and holds onto some other British quirks, is nicknamed "The Earl"; a miner searching for silver; a young man representing the smart, practical "Young America," whose health showed signs of tuberculosis when he was working, and who is now living the life of a hunter here; a grown niece of Evans; and a gloomy-looking hired hand. A mile away, there's a hardworking married settler, and four miles away, in the gulch leading to the park, "Mountain Jim," also known as Mr. Nugent, is stationed. His job as a trapper takes him up to the beaver dams in Black Canyon every day to check his traps, and he usually spends some time around our cabin, which I can tell doesn't please Evans. Because, honestly, this blue hollow, lying alone at the foot of Long's Peak, is a tiny world of great interest, where love, jealousy, hatred, envy, pride, unselfishness, greed, selfishness, and self-sacrifice can be examined at any moment, and there’s always the uncomfortably thrilling risk of an open fight with the nearby outlaw, whose "I'll shoot you!" has been heard more than once inside the cabin.

The party, however, has often been increased by "campers," either elk hunters or "prospectors" for silver or locations, who feed with us and join us in the evening. They get little help from Evans, either as to elk or locations, and go away disgusted and unsuccessful. Two Englishmen of refinement and culture camped out here prospecting a few weeks ago, and then, contrary to advice, crossed the mountains into North Park, where gold is said to abound, and it is believed that they have fallen victims to the bloodthirsty Indians of the region. Of course, we never get letters or newspapers unless some one rides to Longmount for them. Two or three novels and a copy of Our New West are our literature. Our latest newspaper is seventeen days old. Somehow the park seems to become the natural limit of our interests so far as they appear in conversation at table. The last grand aurora, the prospect of a snow-storm, track and sign of elk and grizzly, rumors of a bighorn herd near the lake, the canyons in which the Texan cattle were last seen, the merits of different rifles, the progress of two obvious love affairs, the probability of some one coming up from the Plains with letters, "Mountain Jim's" latest mood or escapade, and the merits of his dog "Ring" as compared with those of Evans's dog "Plunk," are among the topics which are never abandoned as exhausted.

The group has often grown with the addition of "campers," either elk hunters or silver prospectors, who eat with us and join us in the evening. They get little help from Evans regarding elk or locations and leave feeling frustrated and unsuccessful. A couple of refined Englishmen camped here a few weeks ago looking for gold and, against advice, crossed the mountains into North Park, where it's rumored that gold is plentiful, and it’s believed they might have fallen victim to the violent locals in the area. Naturally, we only receive letters or newspapers if someone rides to Longmont to pick them up. We have a few novels and a copy of Our New West as our reading material. The most recent newspaper we have is seventeen days old. Somehow, the park seems to naturally limit our interests in conversation at the table. The last spectacular aurora, the chance of a snowstorm, tracks and signs of elk and grizzly bears, rumors of a bighorn herd near the lake, the canyons where Texan cattle were last spotted, discussions about different rifles, the progress of two obvious romances, the likelihood of someone coming up from the Plains with letters, "Mountain Jim's" latest mood or adventure, and comparisons of his dog "Ring" to Evans’s dog "Plunk" are topics that never seem to run dry.

On Sunday work is nominally laid aside, but most of the men go out hunting or fishing till the evening, when we have the harmonium and much sacred music and singing in parts. To be alone in the park from the afternoon till the last glory of the afterglow has faded, with no books but a Bible and Prayer-book, is truly delightful. No worthier temple for a "Te Deum" or "Gloria in Excelsis" could be found than this "temple not made with hands," in which one may worship without being distracted by the sight of bonnets of endless form, and curiously intricate "back hair," and countless oddities of changing fashion.

On Sunday, work is generally put on hold, but most of the guys go out hunting or fishing until the evening, when we gather around the harmonium for some sacred music and singing in parts. Being alone in the park from the afternoon until the last light of the sunset fades is truly wonderful. There's no better place for a "Te Deum" or "Gloria in Excelsis" than this "temple not made with hands," where you can worship without getting distracted by the endless variety of hats, complicated hairstyles, and all the ever-changing fashion trends.

I shall not soon forget my first night here.

I won't soon forget my first night here.

Somewhat dazed by the rarefied air, entranced by the glorious beauty, slightly puzzled by the motley company, whose faces loomed not always quite distinctly through the cloud of smoke produced by eleven pipes, I went to my solitary cabin at nine, attended by Evans. It was very dark, and it seemed a long way off. Something howled—Evans said it was a wolf—and owls apparently innumerable hooted incessantly. The pole-star, exactly opposite my cabin door, burned like a lamp. The frost was sharp. Evans opened the door, lighted a candle, and left me, and I was soon in my hay bed. I was frightened—that is, afraid of being frightened, it was so eerie—but sleep soon got the better of my fears. I was awoke by a heavy breathing, a noise something like sawing under the floor, and a pushing and upheaving, all very loud. My candle was all burned, and, in truth, I dared not stir. The noise went on for an hour fully, when, just as I thought the floor had been made sufficiently thin for all purposes of ingress, the sounds abruptly ceased, and I fell asleep again. My hair was not, as it ought to have been, white in the morning!

Somewhat dazed by the thin air, captivated by the stunning beauty, and a bit confused by the mixed group of people, whose faces didn't always come into focus through the cloud of smoke from eleven pipes, I headed to my solo cabin at nine, accompanied by Evans. It was really dark, and it felt far away. Something howled—Evans said it was a wolf—and there seemed to be countless owls hooting non-stop. The pole star, straight across from my cabin door, shone like a lamp. The frost was sharp. Evans opened the door, lit a candle, and left me, and I soon settled into my bed of hay. I felt scared—not so much of the dark but of the possibility of being scared; it was just so eerie—but sleep quickly overtook my fears. I woke up to heavy breathing, a sound like sawing beneath the floor, and loud pushing and heaving. My candle had burned out, and honestly, I didn’t dare move. The noise continued for a full hour, and just when I thought the floor was thin enough for something to break in, the sounds suddenly stopped, and I fell asleep again. My hair was not, as it should have been, white in the morning!

I was dressed by seven, our breakfast hour, and when I reached the great cabin and told my story, Evans laughed hilariously, and Edwards contorted his face dismally. They told me that there was a skunk's lair under my cabin, and that they dare not make any attempt to dislodge him for fear of rendering the cabin untenable. They have tried to trap him since, but without success, and each night the noisy performance is repeated. I think he is sharpening his claws on the under side of my floor, as the grizzlies sharpen theirs upon the trees. The odor with which this creature, truly named Mephitis, can overpower its assailants is truly AWFUL. We were driven out of the cabin for some hours merely by the passage of one across the corral. The bravest man is a coward in its neighborhood. Dogs rub their noses on the ground till they bleed when they have touched the fluid, and even die of the vomiting produced by the effluvia. The odor can be smelt a mile off. If clothes are touched by the fluid they must be destroyed. At present its fur is very valuable. Several have been killed since I came. A shot well aimed at the spine secures one safely, and an experienced dog can kill one by leaping upon it suddenly without being exposed to danger. It is a beautiful beast, about the size and length of a fox, with long thick black or dark-brown fur, and two white streaks from the head to the long bushy tail. The claws of its fore-feet are long and polished. Yesterday one was seen rushing from the dairy and was shot. "Plunk," the big dog, touched it and has to be driven into exile. The body was valiantly removed by a man with a long fork, and carried to a running stream, but we are nearly choked with the odor from the spot where it fell. I hope that my skunk will enjoy a quiet spirit so long as we are near neighbors.

I got dressed by seven, our breakfast time, and when I got to the big cabin and shared my story, Evans laughed uncontrollably, while Edwards made a grim face. They told me there was a skunk's den under my cabin, and they were too scared to try to get rid of it because they feared it would make the cabin unlivable. They’ve tried to trap it since then, but with no luck, and every night the noisy ordeal happens again. I think it’s sharpening its claws on the underside of my floor, just like grizzlies do on trees. The stench this creature, really called Mephitis, can unleash is truly DISGUSTING. We were forced out of the cabin for hours just because one passed through the corral. Even the bravest person turns into a coward near it. Dogs rub their noses on the ground until they bleed after coming into contact with its spray, and they can even die from vomiting due to the smell. You can smell the odor from a mile away. If clothes get contaminated by its spray, they have to be thrown away. Right now, its fur is quite valuable. Several have been killed since I arrived. A well-aimed shot at the spine takes one down safely, and an experienced dog can kill one by pouncing on it suddenly without getting hurt. It’s a beautiful animal, about the size and length of a fox, with long thick black or dark brown fur and two white stripes running from its head to its long bushy tail. The claws on its front feet are long and shiny. Yesterday, one was seen darting out of the dairy and was shot. "Plunk," the big dog, touched it and had to be banished. A man with a long fork bravely removed the body and took it to a nearby stream, but we’re still nearly suffocated by the smell from where it dropped. I hope my skunk stays calm while we’re neighbors.


October 3.

October 3rd.

This is surely one of the most entrancing spots on earth. Oh, that I could paint with pen or brush! From my bed I look on Mirror Lake, and with the very earliest dawn, when objects are not discernible, it lies there absolutely still, a purplish lead color. Then suddenly into its mirror flash inverted peaks, at first a dawn darker all round. This is a new sight, each morning new. Then the peaks fade, and when morning is no longer "spread upon the mountains," the pines are mirrored in my lake almost as solid objects, and the glory steals downwards, and a red flush warms the clear atmosphere of the park, and the hoar-frost sparkles and the crested blue-jays step forth daintily on the jewelled grass. The majesty and beauty grow on me daily. As I crossed from my cabin just now, and the long mountain shadows lay on the grass, and form and color gained new meanings, I was almost false to Hawaii; I couldn't go on writing for the glory of the sunset, but went out and sat on a rock to see the deepening blue in the dark canyons, and the peaks becoming rose color one by one, then fading into sudden ghastliness, the awe-inspiring heights of Long's Peak fading last. Then came the glories of the afterglow, when the orange and lemon of the east faded into gray, and then gradually the gray for some distance above the horizon brightened into a cold blue, and above the blue into a broad band of rich, warm red, with an upper band of rose color; above it hung a big cold moon. This is the "daily miracle" of evening, as the blazing peaks in the darkness of Mirror Lake are the miracle of morning. Perhaps this scenery is not lovable, but, as if it were a strong stormy character, it has an intense fascination.

This is definitely one of the most captivating places on earth. Oh, if only I could capture it with words or paint! From my bed, I gaze at Mirror Lake, and with the very first light of dawn, when things aren’t yet clear, it sits there completely still, a purplish gray. Then suddenly inverted peaks flash into its reflection, at first with a kind of darker dawn surrounding everything. This scene is new every morning. Then the peaks fade, and when morning is no longer "spread upon the mountains," the pines are mirrored in my lake almost like solid forms, and the beauty descends, a warm red light brightening the crisp air of the park. The frost sparkles, and the blue jays step delicately on the jeweled grass. The majesty and beauty grow on me every day. As I just walked from my cabin, with the long mountain shadows on the grass and shapes and colors finding new meanings, I almost felt disloyal to Hawaii; I couldn’t continue writing about the beauty of the sunset and instead went out to sit on a rock to watch the deepening blue in the dark canyons and the peaks change to rose color one by one, only to fade into a sudden starkness, with the awe-inspiring heights of Long’s Peak fading last. Then came the brilliance of the afterglow, where the orange and lemon of the east turned to gray, and gradually the gray above the horizon brightened to a cold blue, with a wide band of rich, warm red above it, and a band of rose color higher still; above it hung a large cold moon. This is the "daily miracle" of evening, just as the blazing peaks in the darkness of Mirror Lake are the miracle of morning. Perhaps this scenery isn’t traditionally lovable, but, like a strong, stormy character, it has a powerful fascination.

The routine of my day is breakfast at seven, then I go back and "do" my cabin and draw water from the lake, read a little, loaf a little, return to the big cabin and sweep it alternately with Mrs. Dewy, after which she reads aloud till dinner at twelve. Then I ride with Mr. Dewy, or by myself, or with Mrs. Dewy, who is learning to ride cavalier fashion in order to accompany her invalid husband, or go after cattle till supper at six. After that we all sit in the living room, and I settle down to write to you, or mend my clothes, which are dropping to pieces. Some sit round the table playing at eucre, the strange hunters and prospectors lie on the floor smoking, and rifles are cleaned, bullets cast, fishing flies made, fishing tackle repaired, boots are waterproofed, part-songs are sung, and about half-past eight I cross the crisp grass to my cabin, always expecting to find something in it. We all wash our own clothes, and as my stock is so small, some part of every day has to be spent at the wash tub. Politeness and propriety always prevail in our mixed company, and though various grades of society are represented, true democratic equality prevails, not its counterfeit, and there is neither forwardness on one side nor condescension on the other.

My daily routine starts with breakfast at seven, then I go back to my cabin, get water from the lake, read a bit, hang out a little, and then return to the big cabin to sweep it with Mrs. Dewy. After that, she reads aloud until dinner at twelve. I usually ride with Mr. Dewy, or by myself, or with Mrs. Dewy, who is learning to ride in a proper way so she can keep up with her husband, who isn't well, or I go out to check on the cattle until supper at six. After dinner, we all gather in the living room, and I get to writing to you or fixing my clothes, which are falling apart. Some people play euchre at the table, the various hunters and prospectors are sprawled on the floor smoking, and rifles are being cleaned, bullets are cast, fishing flies are made, fishing gear is repaired, boots are waterproofed, part-songs are sung, and around eight-thirty, I walk across the dewy grass to my cabin, always hoping to find something waiting for me. We wash our own clothes, and since I don’t have many, I have to spend some time at the wash tub every day. There’s always politeness and good manners in our mixed group, and even though people come from different backgrounds, genuine democratic equality is present, not some fake version, with no one being too pushy or condescending.

Evans left for Denver ten days ago, taking his wife and family to the Plains for the winter, and the mirth of our party departed with him. Edwards is somber, except when he lies on the floor in the evening, and tells stories of his march through Georgia with Sherman. I gave Evans a 100-dollar note to change, and asked him to buy me a horse for my tour, and for three days we have expected him. The mail depends on him. I have had no letters from you for five weeks, and can hardly curb my impatience. I ride or walk three or four miles out on the Longmount trail two or three times a day to look for him. Others, for different reasons, are nearly equally anxious. After dark we start at every sound, and every time the dogs bark all the able-bodied of us turn out en masse. "Wait for the wagon" has become a nearly maddening joke.

Evans left for Denver ten days ago, taking his wife and family to the Plains for the winter, and the fun in our group left with him. Edwards is downcast, except when he sprawls on the floor in the evening, sharing stories about his march through Georgia with Sherman. I gave Evans a $100 bill to change and asked him to buy me a horse for my trip, and we've been waiting for him for three days. The mail depends on him. I haven't received any letters from you in five weeks and can barely control my impatience. I ride or walk three or four miles out on the Longmount trail two or three times a day to look for him. Others, for different reasons, are almost equally anxious. After dark, we jump at every sound, and every time the dogs bark, all of us able-bodied folks head out in a group. "Wait for the wagon" has turned into an almost maddening joke.


October 9.

October 9th.

The letter and newspaper fever has seized on every one. We have sent at last to Longmount. The evening I rode out on the Longmount trail towards dusk, escorted by "Mountain Jim," and in the distance we saw a wagon with four horses and a saddle horse behind, and the driver waved a handkerchief, the concerted signal if I were the possessor of a horse. We turned back, galloping down the long hill as fast as two good horses could carry us, and gave the joyful news. It was an hour before the wagon arrived, bringing not Evans but two "campers" of suspicious aspect, who have pitched their camp close to my cabin! You cannot imagine what it is to be locked in by these mountain walls, and not to know where your letters are lying. Later on, Mr. Buchan, one of our usual inmates, returned from Denver with papers, letters for every one but me, and much exciting news. The financial panic has spread out West, gathering strength on its way. The Denver banks have all suspended business. They refuse to cash their own checks, or to allow their customers to draw a dollar, and would not even give green-backs for my English gold! Neither Mr. Buchan nor Evans could get a cent. Business is suspended, and everybody, however rich, is for the time being poor. The Indians have taken to the "war path," and are burning ranches and killing cattle. There is a regular "scare" among the settlers, and wagon loads of fugitives are arriving in Colorado Springs. The Indians say, "The white man has killed the buffalo and left them to rot on the plains. We will be revenged." Evans had reached Longmount, and will be here tonight.

The letter and newspaper craze has taken over everyone. We finally sent someone to Longmount. One evening, I rode out on the Longmount trail as dusk started to settle, accompanied by "Mountain Jim." In the distance, we spotted a wagon with four horses and a saddle horse trailing behind, and the driver waved a handkerchief—our agreed signal if I owned a horse. We turned back, galloping down the long hill as fast as our horses could go, eager to share the good news. It took an hour for the wagon to arrive, but instead of Evans, it brought two campers who seemed a bit suspicious and set up their camp close to my cabin! You can’t imagine what it feels like to be trapped by these mountains, not knowing where your letters are. Later, Mr. Buchan, one of our regular guests, returned from Denver with papers, letters for everyone but me, and a lot of exciting news. The financial panic has extended to the West, gaining momentum as it goes. All the banks in Denver have stopped operations. They refuse to cash their own checks or let their customers withdraw any money, and they wouldn’t even exchange my English gold for greenbacks! Neither Mr. Buchan nor Evans could get a dime. Business is on hold, and everyone, no matter how rich, is temporarily broke. The Indians have gone on the "war path," burning ranches and killing cattle. There’s a real "scare" among the settlers, and wagonloads of refugees are coming into Colorado Springs. The Indians say, "The white man has killed the buffalo and left them to rot on the plains. We will get our revenge." Evans has reached Longmount and will be here tonight.


October 10.

October 10th.

"Wait for the wagon" still! We had a hurricane of wind and hail last night; it was eleven before I could go to my cabin, and I only reached it with the help of two men. The moon was not up, and the sky overhead was black with clouds, when suddenly Long's Peak, which had been invisible, gleamed above the dark mountains, all glistening with new-fallen snow, on which the moon, as yet uprisen here, was shining. The evening before, after sunset, I saw another novel effect. My lake turned a brilliant orange in the twilight, and in its still mirror the mountains were reflected a deep rich blue. It is a world of wonders. To-day we had a great storm with flurries of fine snow; and when the clouds rolled up at noon, the Snowy Range and all the higher mountains were pure white. I have been hard at work all day to drown my anxieties, which are heightened by a rumor that Evans has gone buffalo-hunting on the Platte!

"Wait for the wagon" still! We had a crazy wind and hail storm last night; it was eleven before I could get to my cabin, and I only made it with the help of two guys. The moon wasn't out, and the sky was dark with clouds, when suddenly Long's Peak, which had been hidden, shone above the dark mountains, all sparkling with fresh snow, illuminated by the moon, which hadn’t risen here yet. The evening before, after sunset, I saw another amazing sight. My lake turned a bright orange in the twilight, and its calm surface reflected the mountains in a deep, rich blue. It’s a world full of wonders. Today we had a big storm with light snow flurries; and when the clouds cleared at noon, the Snowy Range and all the higher mountains were completely white. I've been working hard all day to push away my worries, which are made worse by the rumor that Evans has gone buffalo hunting on the Platte!

This evening, quite unexpectedly, Evans arrived with a heavy mail in a box. I sorted it, but there was nothing for me and Evans said he was afraid that he had left my letters, which were separate from the others, behind at Denver, but he had written from Longmount for them. A few hours later they were found in a box of groceries!

This evening, quite unexpectedly, Evans showed up with a heavy box of mail. I sorted through it, but there was nothing for me, and Evans mentioned that he was worried he had left my letters, which were separate from the others, back in Denver, but he had written from Longmount for them. A few hours later, they were discovered in a box of groceries!

All the hilarity of the house has returned with Evans, and he has brought a kindred spirit with him, a young man who plays and sings splendidly, has an inexhaustible repertoire, and produces sonatas, funeral marches, anthems, reels, strathspeys, and all else, out of his wonderful memory. Never, surely was a chamber organ compelled to such service. A little cask of suspicious appearance was smuggled into the cabin from the wagon, and heightens the hilarity a little, I fear. No churlishness could resist Evans's unutterable jollity or the contagion of his hearty laugh. He claps people on the back, shouts at them, will do anything for them, and makes a perpetual breeze. "My kingdom for a horse!" He has not got one for me, and a shadow crossed his face when I spoke of the subject. Eventually he asked for a private conference, when he told me, with some confusion, that he had found himself "very hard up" in Denver, and had been obliged to appropriate my 100-dollar note. He said he would give me, as interest for it up to November 25th, a good horse, saddle, and bridle for my proposed journey of 600 miles. I was somewhat dismayed, but there was no other course, as the money was gone.

All the fun in the house is back with Evans, and he’s brought a like-minded friend along, a young guy who plays and sings brilliantly, has an endless repertoire, and can whip up sonatas, funeral marches, anthems, reels, strathspeys, and everything else from his incredible memory. Never has a chamber organ been put to such use. A small cask of suspicious-looking liquor was snuck into the cabin from the wagon, adding a bit to the merriment, I’m afraid. No one could resist Evans's unmatched cheerfulness or the spread of his hearty laughter. He slaps people on the back, shouts at them, does anything they need, and creates a constant buzz. "My kingdom for a horse!" He doesn’t have one for me, and a shadow crossed his face when I brought it up. Eventually, he asked for a private chat, where he told me, a bit awkwardly, that he had found himself "very hard up" in Denver and had to use my 100-dollar bill. He said he would give me, as interest for it up to November 25th, a solid horse, saddle, and bridle for my planned 600-mile journey. I was a bit taken aback, but there was no other option since the money was gone.

[16] I tried a horse, mended my clothes, reduced my pack to a weight of twelve pounds, and was all ready for an early start, when before daylight I was wakened by Evans's cheery voice at my door. "I say, Miss B., we've got to drive wild cattle to-day; I wish you'd lend a hand, there's not enough of us; I'll give you a good horse; one day won't make much difference." So we've been driving cattle all day, riding about twenty miles, and fording the Big Thompson about as many times. Evans flatters me by saying that I am "as much use as another man"; more than one of our party, I hope, who always avoided the "ugly" cows.

[16] I tried out a horse, fixed up my clothes, trimmed my pack down to twelve pounds, and was all set for an early start when, before sunrise, Evans's cheerful voice woke me at my door. "Hey, Miss B., we've got to round up some wild cattle today; I could really use your help since there aren't enough of us. I'll give you a great horse; one day won’t make much of a difference." So, we've spent the whole day herding cattle, riding about twenty miles, and crossing the Big Thompson around the same number of times. Evans says I'm "as useful as another man"; more than one person in our group, I hope, who always steered clear of the "ugly" cows.

[16] In justice to Evans, I must mention here that every cent of the money was ultimately paid, that the horse was perfection, and that the arrangement turned out a most advantageous one for me.

[16] To be fair to Evans, I should note that every cent of the money was eventually paid, that the horse was perfect, and that the deal ended up being very beneficial for me.


October 12.

October 12th.

I am still here, helping in the kitchen, driving cattle, and riding four or five times a day. Evans detains me each morning by saying, "Here's lots of horses for you to try," and after trying five or six a day, I do not find one to my liking. Today, as I was cantering a tall well-bred one round the lake, he threw the bridle off by a toss of his head, leaving me with the reins in my hands; one bucked, and two have tender feet, and tumbled down. Such are some of our little varieties. Still I hope to get off on my tour in a day or two, so at least as to be able to compare Estes Park with some of the better-known parts of Colorado.

I’m still here, helping out in the kitchen, herding cattle, and riding four or five times a day. Evans keeps me busy every morning by saying, “Here are a bunch of horses for you to try,” and after testing five or six a day, I still haven’t found one I like. Today, while I was cantering a tall, well-bred horse around the lake, he threw off the bridle with a toss of his head, leaving me holding just the reins. One bucked, and two had tender feet and ended up falling. Those are just some of our little challenges. Still, I hope to start my trip in a day or two, at least to compare Estes Park with some of the more well-known areas in Colorado.

You would be amused if you could see our cabin just now. There are nine men in the room and three women. For want of seats most of the men are lying on the floor; all are smoking, and the blithe young French Canadian who plays so beautifully, and catches about fifty speckled trout for each meal, is playing the harmonium with a pipe in his mouth. Three men who have camped in Black Canyon for a week are lying like dogs on the floor. They are all over six feet high, immovably solemn, neither smiling at the general hilarity, nor at the absurd changes which are being rung on the harmonium. They may be described as clothed only in boots, for their clothes are torn to rags. They stare vacantly. They have neither seen a woman nor slept under a roof for six months. Negro songs are being sung, and before that "Yankee Doodle" was played immediately after "Rule Britannia," and it made every one but the strangers laugh, it sounded so foolish and mean. The colder weather is bringing the beasts down from the heights. I heard both wolves and the mountain lion as I crossed to my cabin last night.

You would get a kick out of seeing our cabin right now. There are nine guys in the room and three women. With not enough seats, most of the guys are sprawled out on the floor; everyone is smoking, and the cheerful young French Canadian, who plays beautifully and catches about fifty speckled trout for every meal, is jamming on the harmonium with a pipe in his mouth. Three guys who have been camping in Black Canyon for a week are lying on the floor like dogs. They're all over six feet tall, completely serious, not laughing at the overall fun or the silly tunes coming from the harmonium. You could say they're dressed only in boots because their clothes are in tatters. They look vacant. They haven’t seen a woman or slept under a roof in six months. Negro songs are being sung, and before that, “Yankee Doodle” was played right after “Rule Britannia,” which made everyone except the newcomers laugh because it sounded so silly and pathetic. The colder weather is driving the animals down from the heights. I heard both wolves and a mountain lion when I crossed to my cabin last night.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter IX

"Please Ma'ams"—A desperado—A cattle hunt—The muster—A mad cow—A snowstorm—Snowed up—Birdie—The Plains—A prairie schooner—Denver—A find—Plum Creek—"Being agreeable"—Snowbound—The grey mare.

"Please Ma'ams"—A rogue—A cattle drive—The roundup—A crazy cow—A snowstorm—Stuck in the snow—Birdie—The Plains—A covered wagon—Denver—A discovery—Plum Creek—"Being nice"—Snowed in—The grey mare.

ESTES PARK, COLORADO.

Estes Park, CO.

This afternoon, as I was reading in my cabin, little Sam Edwards ran in, saying, "Mountain Jim wants to speak to you." This brought to my mind images of infinite worry, gauche servants, "please Ma'am," contretemps, and the habit growing out of our elaborate and uselessly conventional life of magnifying the importance of similar trifles. Then "things" came up, with the tyranny they exercise. I REALLY need nothing more than this log cabin offers. But elsewhere one must have a house and servants, and burdens and worries—not that one may be hospitable and comfortable, but for the "thick clay" in the shape of "things" which one has accumulated. My log house takes me about five minutes to "do," and you could eat off the floor, and it needs no lock, as it contains nothing worth stealing.

This afternoon, while I was reading in my cabin, little Sam Edwards came in and said, "Mountain Jim wants to talk to you." This made me think of endless stress, awkward servants, "yes, ma'am," social missteps, and the habit we've developed in our complicated and pointless traditional life of blowing small matters out of proportion. Then there were the "things" that came to mind, with the control they have over us. I honestly need nothing more than what this log cabin provides. But outside of here, one has to deal with houses and servants, along with their responsibilities and anxieties—not for the sake of being welcoming and comfortable, but for the "heavy burden" represented by the "things" one has piled up. My log house takes about five minutes to tidy up, and you could eat off the floor; it doesn't need a lock because it holds nothing worth stealing.

But "Mountain Jim" was waiting while I made these reflections to ask us to take a ride; and he, Mr. and Mrs. Dewy, and I, had a delightful stroll through colored foliage, and then, when they were fatigued, I changed my horse for his beautiful mare, and we galloped and raced in the beautiful twilight, in the intoxicating frosty air. Mrs. Dewy wishes you could have seen us as we galloped down the pass, the fearful-looking ruffian on my heavy wagon horse, and I on his bare wooden saddle, from which beaver, mink, and marten tails, and pieces of skin, were hanging raggedly, with one spur, and feet not in the stirrups, the mare looking so aristocratic and I so beggarly! Mr. Nugent is what is called "splendid company." With a sort of breezy mountain recklessness in everything, he passes remarkably acute judgments on men and events; on women also. He has pathos, poetry, and humor, an intense love of nature, strong vanity in certain directions, an obvious desire to act and speak in character, and sustain his reputation as a desperado, a considerable acquaintance with literature, a wonderful verbal memory, opinions on every person and subject, a chivalrous respect for women in his manner, which makes it all the more amusing when he suddenly turns round upon one with some graceful raillery, a great power of fascination, and a singular love of children. The children of this house run to him, and when he sits down they climb on his broad shoulders and play with his curls. They say in the house that "no one who has been here thinks any one worth speaking to after Jim," but I think that this is probably an opinion which time would alter. Somehow, he is kept always before the public of Colorado, for one can hardly take up a newspaper without finding a paragraph about him, a contribution by him, or a fragment of his biography. Ruffian as he looks, the first word he speaks—to a lady, at least—places him on a level with educated gentlemen, and his conversation is brilliant, and full of the light and fitfulness of genius. Yet, on the whole, he is a most painful spectacle. His magnificent head shows so plainly the better possibilities which might have been his. His life, in spite of a certain dazzle which belongs to it, is a ruined and wasted one, and one asks what of good can the future have in store for one who has for so long chosen evil?[17]

But "Mountain Jim" was waiting while I thought about this to invite us for a ride; and he, Mr. and Mrs. Dewy, and I had a wonderful stroll through the colorful leaves. Then, when they got tired, I switched my horse for his stunning mare, and we galloped and raced in the beautiful twilight, enjoying the refreshing frosty air. Mrs. Dewy wishes you could have seen us as we rode down the path, with me looking like a rough character on my heavy wagon horse, and I was on his bare wooden saddle, from which ragged tails of beaver, mink, and marten, along with bits of skin, were hanging, using one spur and not even having my feet in the stirrups, while the mare looked so classy and I looked so shabby! Mr. Nugent is what people call "great company." With a kind of carefree mountain attitude, he makes astute observations about people and situations; he also has views on women. He possesses depth, creativity, and humor, a deep appreciation for nature, a noticeable vanity in some ways, a clear desire to act and speak his part to maintain his reputation as a tough guy, considerable knowledge of literature, an amazing memory for words, strong opinions on everyone and everything, and a chivalrous respect for women in his manner, which makes it even more entertaining when he suddenly engages someone with some charming teasing, incredible charm, and a unique fondness for children. The kids in this house rush to him, and when he sits down, they climb onto his broad shoulders and play with his curls. People say around here that "no one who has been here thinks anyone else is worth talking to after Jim," but I believe this is probably an opinion that would change over time. Somehow, he always remains in the spotlight in Colorado; you can hardly pick up a newspaper without finding a blurb about him, a piece he contributed, or a snippet of his life story. Regardless of how rough he looks, the first word he speaks—to a lady, at least—puts him on the same level as educated men, and his conversation is brilliant, filled with the spark and unpredictability of genius. Yet, overall, he is a rather sad sight. His impressive head clearly shows the better potential that could have been his. His life, despite a certain shine that comes with it, is ruined and wasted, and one wonders what good the future could hold for someone who has long chosen the wrong path?

[17] September of the next year answered the question by laying him down in a dishonored grave, with a rifle bullet in his brain.

[17] September of the next year answered the question by laying him down in a dishonored grave, with a rifle bullet in his brain.


Shall I ever get away? We were to have had a grand cattle hunt yesterday, beginning at 6:30, but the horses were all lost. Often out of fifty horses all that are worth anything are marauding, and a day is lost in hunting for them in the canyons. However, before daylight this morning Evans called through my door, "Miss Bird, I say we've got to drive cattle fifteen miles, I wish you'd lend a hand; there's not enough of us; I'll give you a good horse."

Shall I ever escape? We were supposed to have a big cattle drive yesterday, starting at 6:30, but all the horses got lost. Usually, out of fifty horses, only a few that are worth anything are off causing trouble, which leads to wasting a day searching for them in the canyons. However, before dawn this morning, Evans called through my door, "Miss Bird, we need to drive cattle fifteen miles, I hope you can help; we don’t have enough people; I’ll give you a good horse."

The scene of the drive is at a height of 7,500 feet, watered by two rapid rivers. On all sides mountains rise to an altitude of from 11,000 to 15,000 feet, their skirts shaggy with pitch-pine forests, and scarred by deep canyons, wooded and boulder strewn, opening upon the mountain pasture previously mentioned. Two thousand head of half-wild Texan cattle are scattered in herds throughout the canyons, living on more or less suspicious terms with grizzly and brown bears, mountain lions, elk, mountain sheep, spotted deer, wolves, lynxes, wild cats, beavers, minks, skunks, chipmunks, eagles, rattlesnakes, and all the other two-legged, four-legged, vertebrate, and invertebrate inhabitants of this lonely and romantic region. On the whole, they show a tendency rather to the habits of wild than of domestic cattle. They march to water in Indian file, with the bulls leading, and when threatened, take strategic advantage of ridgy ground, slinking warily along in the hollows, the bulls acting as sentinels, and bringing up the rear in case of an attack from dogs. Cows have to be regularly broken in for milking, being as wild as buffaloes in their unbroken state; but, owing to the comparative dryness of the grasses, and the system of allowing the calf to have the milk during the daytime, a dairy of 200 cows does not produce as much butter as a Devonshire dairy of fifty. Some "necessary" cruelty is involved in the stockman's business, however humane he may be. The system is one of terrorism, and from the time that the calf is bullied into the branding pen, and the hot iron burns into his shrinking flesh, to the day when the fatted ox is driven down from his boundless pastures to be slaughtered in Chicago, "the fear and dread of man" are upon him.

The drive takes place at an elevation of 7,500 feet, near two fast-moving rivers. All around, mountains tower between 11,000 and 15,000 feet high, with rugged slopes covered in pitch-pine forests and featuring deep canyons filled with trees and boulders that lead to the previously mentioned mountain pasture. About two thousand half-wild Texan cattle roam in herds throughout the canyons, coexisting somewhat uneasily with grizzly and brown bears, mountain lions, elk, mountain sheep, spotted deer, wolves, lynxes, wild cats, beavers, minks, skunks, chipmunks, eagles, rattlesnakes, and all the other two-legged, four-legged, vertebrate, and invertebrate creatures in this remote and picturesque area. Overall, these cattle exhibit more wild than domestic behavior. They go to water in single file, led by the bulls, and when threatened, they cleverly take advantage of the uneven terrain, moving cautiously through the dips while the bulls stand guard and bring up the rear against dog attacks. Cows need to be regularly tamed for milking, as they are as wild as buffaloes when untrained; however, due to the relatively dry grasses and the practice of letting the calf drink milk during the day, a dairy of 200 cows produces less butter than a Devonshire dairy with only fifty. There is some "necessary" cruelty in the stockman's work, no matter how humane he may be. The system operates on fear, starting when the calf is herded into the branding pen and the hot iron sears its delicate skin, continuing until the day the fattened ox is led from its vast pastures to be slaughtered in Chicago; “the fear and dread of man” shadow it throughout this time.

The herds are apt to penetrate the savage canyons which come down from the Snowy Range, when they incur a risk of being snowed up and starved, and it is necessary now and then to hunt them out and drive them down to the "park." On this occasion, the whole were driven down for a muster, and for the purpose of branding the calves.

The herds tend to wander into the wild canyons that lead down from the Snowy Range, putting themselves at risk of getting stuck in the snow and starving. It’s important every now and then to find them and move them down to the "park." On this occasion, we rounded them all up for a muster and to brand the calves.

After a 6:30 breakfast this morning, we started, the party being composed of my host, a hunter from the Snowy Range, two stockmen from the Plains, one of whom rode a violent buck-jumper, and was said by his comrade to be the "best rider in North Americay," and myself. We were all mounted on Mexican saddles, rode, as the custom is, with light snaffle bridles, leather guards over our feet, and broad wooden stirrups, and each carried his lunch in a pouch slung on the lassoing horn of his saddle. Four big, badly-trained dogs accompanied us. It was a ride of nearly thirty miles, and of many hours, one of the most splendid I ever took. We never got off our horses except to tighten the girths, we ate our lunch with our bridles knotted over saddle horns, started over the level at full gallops, leapt over trunks of trees, dashed madly down hillsides rugged with rocks or strewn with great stones, forded deep, rapid streams, saw lovely lakes and views of surpassing magnificence, startled a herd of elk with uncouth heads and in the chase, which for some time was unsuccessful, rode to the very base of Long's Peak, over 14,000 feet high, where the bright waters of one of the affluents of the Platte burst from the eternal snows through a canyon of indescribable majesty. The sun was hot, but at a height of over 8,000 feet the air was crisp and frosty, and the enjoyment of riding a good horse under such exhilarating circumstances was extreme. In one wild part of the ride we had to come down a steep hill, thickly wooded with pitch pines, to leap over the fallen timber, and steer between the dead and living trees to avoid being "snagged," or bringing down a heavy dead branch by an unwary touch.

After a 6:30 breakfast this morning, we set out. The group included my host, a hunter from the Snowy Range, two ranchers from the Plains—one of whom rode a wild bucking horse and was claimed by his friend to be the "best rider in North America"—and me. We were all riding in Mexican saddles, using light snaffle bridles, leather guards over our feet, and broad wooden stirrups, with each of us carrying our lunch in a pouch hanging from the lasso horn of our saddles. Four big, poorly-trained dogs came along with us. It was a ride of nearly thirty miles and took several hours, easily one of the most stunning rides I’ve ever experienced. We only got off our horses to tighten the girths; we ate our lunch with our bridles tied over the saddle horns, started off at full gallops across the plains, jumped over fallen tree trunks, raced down rocky hillsides or paths littered with boulders, forded deep, fast rivers, saw beautiful lakes and vistas of breathtaking beauty, startled a herd of elk with awkward antlers, and in the chase, which was unsuccessful for a time, we rode right to the base of Long's Peak, which stands over 14,000 feet high, where the clear waters of one of the tributaries of the Platte burst forth from the eternal snows through a canyon of indescribable beauty. The sun was hot, but at over 8,000 feet, the air was crisp and chilly, and the thrill of riding a good horse under such invigorating conditions was extraordinary. In one wild section of the ride, we had to descend a steep hill densely wooded with pitch pines, leap over fallen logs, and maneuver between dead and living trees to avoid getting "snagged" or knocking down a heavy dead branch with a careless touch.

Emerging from this, we caught sight of a thousand Texan cattle feeding in a valley below. The leaders scented us, and, taking fright, began to move off in the direction of the open "park," while we were about a mile from and above them. "Head them off, boys!" our leader shouted; "all aboard; hark away!" and with something of the "High, tally-ho in the morning!" away we all went at a hard gallop down-hill. I could not hold my excited animal; down-hill, up-hill, leaping over rocks and timber, faster every moment the pace grew, and still the leader shouted, "Go it, boys!" and the horses dashed on at racing speed, passing and repassing each other, till my small but beautiful bay was keeping pace with the immense strides of the great buck-jumper ridden by "the finest rider in North Americay," and I was dizzied and breathless by the pace at which we were going. A shorter time than it takes to tell it brought us close to and abreast of the surge of cattle. The bovine waves were a grand sight: huge bulls, shaped like buffaloes, bellowed and roared, and with great oxen and cows with yearling calves, galloped like racers, and we galloped alongside of them, and shortly headed them and in no time were placed as sentinels across the mouth of the valley. It seemed like infantry awaiting the shock of cavalry as we stood as still as our excited horses would allow. I almost quailed as the surge came on, but when it got close to us my comrades hooted fearfully, and we dashed forward with the dogs, and, with bellowing, roaring, and thunder of hoofs, the wave receded as it came. I rode up to our leader, who received me with much laughter. He said I was "a good cattleman," and that he had forgotten that a lady was of the party till he saw me "come leaping over the timber, and driving with the others."

Emerging from this, we spotted a thousand Texas cattle grazing in a valley below. The leaders caught our scent and, scared, started to move towards the open "park," while we were about a mile away and above them. "Head them off, boys!" our leader shouted; "all aboard; let's go!" and with a shout of "High, tally-ho in the morning!" we took off at a hard gallop down the hill. I couldn’t control my excited horse; downhill and uphill, jumping over rocks and logs, the pace quickened with every moment, and still the leader yelled, "Go for it, boys!" The horses raced on at breakneck speed, passing and repassing each other, until my small but beautiful bay was keeping up with the long strides of the big buck-jumper ridden by "the best rider in North America," and I was dizzy and breathless from how fast we were going. In no time at all, we got close to the surge of cattle. The waves of cattle were an impressive sight: giant bulls, shaped like buffaloes, bellowed and roared, and with great oxen and cows with yearling calves, they galloped like racers. We galloped alongside them, soon leading them and quickly positioned ourselves as sentinels across the mouth of the valley. It felt like infantry bracing for a cavalry charge as we stood as still as our excited horses would allow. I almost flinched as the wave approached, but when it got close, my friends hooted nervously, and we surged forward with the dogs, and with the bellowing, roaring, and thunder of hooves, the wave receded just as it had come. I rode up to our leader, who greeted me with laughter. He said I was "a good cattle handler" and that he had forgotten a lady was part of the group until he saw me "leaping over the timber and driving with the others."

It was not for two hours after this that the real business of driving began, and I was obliged to change my thoroughbred for a well-trained cattle horse—a bronco, which could double like a hare, and go over any ground. I had not expected to work like a vachero, but so it was, and my Hawaiian experience was very useful. We hunted the various canyons and known "camps," driving the herds out of them; and, until we had secured 850 head in the corral some hours afterwards, we scarcely saw each other to speak to. Our first difficulty was with a herd which got into some swampy ground, when a cow, which afterwards gave me an infinity of trouble, remained at bay for nearly an hour, tossing the dog three times, and resisting all efforts to dislodge her. She had a large yearling calf with her, and Evans told me that the attachment of a cow to her first calf is sometimes so great that she will kill her second that the first may have the milk. I got a herd of over a hundred out of a canyon by myself, and drove them down to the river with the aid of one badly-broken dog, which gave me more trouble than the cattle. The getting over was most troublesome; a few took to the water readily and went across, but others smelt it, and then, doubling back, ran in various directions; while some attacked the dog as he was swimming, and others, after crossing, headed back in search of some favorite companions which had been left behind, and one specially vicious cow attacked my horse over and over again. It took an hour and a half of time and much patience to gather them all on the other side.

It wasn't until two hours later that the real driving started, and I had to switch my thoroughbred for a well-trained cattle horse—a bronco that could turn like a hare and navigate any terrain. I hadn't planned on working like a cowherd, but that's how it turned out, and my Hawaiian experience came in handy. We patrolled the different canyons and known "camps," pushing the herds out of them; until we rounded up 850 head in the corral a few hours later, we barely had a chance to talk. Our first challenge was with a herd that wandered into some swampy ground, where one cow, that later gave me endless trouble, stood her ground for nearly an hour, tossing the dog three times and resisting all attempts to move her. She had a large yearling calf with her, and Evans told me that a cow's bond with her first calf is so strong that she might harm her second just to ensure the first gets all the milk. I managed to get a herd of over a hundred out of a canyon by myself and drove them down to the river with just one badly-trained dog, which caused me more headaches than the cattle. Crossing was especially challenging; some readily waded into the water, but others caught the scent and ran off in different directions. A few even attacked the dog while he was swimming, and others, after crossing, turned back in search of some favored companions they had left behind. One particularly aggressive cow repeatedly charged at my horse. It took an hour and a half and a lot of patience to get them all to the other side.

It was getting late in the day, and a snowstorm was impending, before I was joined by the other drivers and herds, and as the former had diminished to three, with only three dogs, it was very difficult to keep the cattle together. You drive them as gently as possible, so as not to frighten or excite them,[18] riding first on one side, then on the other, to guide them; and if they deliberately go in a wrong direction, you gallop in front and head them off. The great excitement is when one breaks away from the herd and gallops madly up and down-hill, and you gallop after him anywhere, over and among rocks and trees, doubling when he doubles, and heading him till you get him back again. The bulls were quite easily managed, but the cows with calves, old or young, were most troublesome. By accident I rode between one cow and her calf in a narrow place, and the cow rushed at me and was just getting her big horns under the horse, when he reared, and spun dexterously aside. This kind of thing happened continually. There was one very handsome red cow which became quite mad. She had a calf with her nearly her own size, and thought every one its enemy, and though its horns were well developed, and it was quite able to take care of itself, she insisted on protecting it from all fancied dangers. One of the dogs, a young, foolish thing, seeing that the cow was excited, took a foolish pleasure in barking at her, and she was eventually quite infuriated. She turned to bay forty times at least; tore up the ground with her horns, tossed and killed the calves of two other cows, and finally became so dangerous to the rest of the herd that, just as the drive was ending, Evans drew his revolver and shot her, and the calf for which she had fought so blindly lamented her piteously. She rushed at me several times mad with rage, but these trained cattle horses keep perfectly cool, and, nearly without will on my part, mine jumped aside at the right moment, and foiled the assailant. Just at dusk we reached the corral—an acre of grass enclosed by stout post-and-rail fences seven feet high—and by much patience and some subtlety lodged the whole herd within its shelter, without a blow, a shout, or even a crack of a whip, wild as the cattle were. It was fearfully cold. We galloped the last mile and a half in four and a half minutes, reached the cabin just as the snow began to fall, and found strong, hot tea ready.

It was getting late in the day, and a snowstorm was coming in, before I was joined by the other drivers and herds. Since there were only three of us left, along with just three dogs, it was really tough to keep the cattle together. You drive them as gently as you can, to avoid scaring or exciting them, riding first on one side, then on the other, to guide them; and if they deliberately head in the wrong direction, you gallop in front and steer them back. The real excitement happens when one breaks away from the herd and runs wildly up and down hills, and you chase after it anywhere, over rocks and through trees, doubling back when it does and heading it off until you get it back with the others. The bulls were easy to manage, but the cows with calves, both young and old, were really troublesome. By chance, I ended up between one cow and her calf in a tight spot, and the cow charged at me, almost getting her big horns under my horse, when he reared up and cleverly spun to the side. This kind of thing happened all the time. There was one really beautiful red cow that went completely mad. She had a calf with her that was almost the same size, and she thought everyone was a threat to it. Even though the calf was strong and able to take care of itself, she was determined to protect it from all imagined dangers. One of the dogs, a young and foolish one, saw that the cow was agitated and thought it would be fun to bark at her, which only made her even angrier. She turned to confront us at least forty times, tore up the ground with her horns, killed the calves of two other cows, and eventually became such a danger to the rest of the herd that, just as the drive was wrapping up, Evans pulled out his revolver and shot her. The calf she had fiercely defended mourned her deeply. She charged at me several times in a frenzy, but these trained cattle horses stay calm, and almost without me having to do anything, mine jumped aside at just the right moment, avoiding the attack. Just as dusk fell, we reached the corral—an acre of grass surrounded by strong post-and-rail fences seven feet high—and with a lot of patience and some clever maneuvering, we managed to get the whole herd inside without a hit, a shout, or even a crack of a whip, despite how wild the cattle were. It was freezing cold. We galloped the last mile and a half in four and a half minutes, got to the cabin just as the snow started to fall, and found strong, hot tea waiting for us.

[18] In several visits to America I have observed that the Americans are far in advance of us and our colonial kinsmen in their treatment of horses and other animals. This was very apparent with regard to this Texan herd. There were no stock whips, no needless worrying of the animals in the excitement of sport. Any dog seizing a bullock by his tail or heels would have been called off and punished, and quietness and gentleness were the rule. The horses were ridden without whips, and with spurs so blunt that they could not hurt even a human skin, and were ruled by the voice and a slight pressure on the light snaffle bridle. This is the usual plan, even where, as in Colorado, the horses are bronchos, and inherit ineradicable vice. I never yet saw a horse BULLIED into submission in the United States.

[18] During several trips to America, I've noticed that Americans are much further ahead of us and our colonial relatives in how they treat horses and other animals. This was especially clear with the Texan herd. There were no stock whips and no unnecessary harassment of the animals for the sake of sport. Any dog that grabbed a bull by the tail or hind legs would have been called off and punished, with calmness and gentleness being the norm. The horses were ridden without whips, and the spurs were so blunt they couldn’t even hurt human skin. They were controlled mainly by voice commands and slight pressure on a light snaffle bridle. This approach is standard, even in places like Colorado, where the horses are bronchos and come with tough behaviors. I’ve never seen a horse intimidated into submission in the United States.


October 18.

October 18th.

Snow-bound for three days! I could not write yesterday, it was so awful. People gave up all occupation, and talked of nothing but the storm. The hunters all kept by the great fire in the living room, only going out to bring in logs and clear the snow from the door and windows. I never spent a more fearful night than two nights ago, alone in my cabin in the storm, with the roof lifting, the mud cracking and coming off, and the fine snow hissing through the chinks between the logs, while splittings and breaking of dead branches, wind wrung and snow laden, went on incessantly, with screechings, howlings, thunder and lightning, and many unfamiliar sounds besides. After snowing fiercely all day, another foot of it fell in the early night, and, after drifting against my door, blocked me effectually in. About midnight the mercury fell to zero, and soon after a gale rose, which lasted for ten hours. My window frame is swelled, and shuts, apparently, hermetically; and my bed is six feet from it. I had gone to sleep with six blankets on, and a heavy sheet over my face. Between two and three I was awoke by the cabin being shifted from underneath by the wind, and the sheet was frozen to my lips. I put out my hands, and the bed was thickly covered with fine snow. Getting up to investigate matters, I found the floor some inches deep in parts in fine snow, and a gust of fine, needle-like snow stung my face. The bucket of water was solid ice. I lay in bed freezing till sunrise, when some of the men came to see if I "was alive," and to dig me out. They brought a can of hot water, which turned to ice before I could use it. I dressed standing in snow, and my brushes, boots, and etceteras were covered with snow. When I ran to the house, not a mountain or anything else could be seen, and the snow on one side was drifted higher than the roof. The air, as high as one could see, was one white, stinging smoke of snowdrift—a terrific sight. In the living room, the snow was driving through the chinks, and Mrs. Dewy was shoveling it from the floor. Mr. D.'s beard was hoary with frost in a room with a fire all night. Evans was lying ill, with his bed covered with snow. Returning from my cabin after breakfast, loaded with occupations for the day, I was lifted off my feet, and deposited in a drift, and all my things, writing book and letter included, were carried in different directions. Some, including a valuable photograph, were irrecoverable. The writing book was found, some hours afterwards, under three feet of snow.

Snowed in for three days! I couldn't write yesterday; it was terrible. People abandoned everything and talked only about the storm. The hunters all gathered around the big fire in the living room, only stepping outside to bring in logs and clear the snow from the door and windows. I've never had a scarier night than the one two nights ago, alone in my cabin during the storm, with the roof lifting, mud cracking and coming off, and fine snow hissing through the gaps between the logs, while the constant sound of splintering and breaking branches weighed down by snow and wind filled the air, along with screeching, howling, thunder, lightning, and many strange noises. After snowing heavily all day, another foot fell in the early evening, and it drifted against my door, effectively trapping me inside. Around midnight, the temperature dropped to zero, and soon after, a gale kicked up that lasted for ten hours. My window frame swelled shut, sealing it off completely, and my bed was six feet away. I had fallen asleep under six blankets with a heavy sheet over my face. Between two and three, I woke up to the cabin shifting underneath me from the wind, and the sheet was frozen to my lips. I reached out, and the bed was thickly covered in fine snow. Getting up to see what was happening, I found a few inches of fine snow on the floor in some areas, and a gust of needle-like snow stung my face. The bucket of water had turned to solid ice. I lay in bed freezing until sunrise when some of the men came to check if I was "alive" and to dig me out. They brought a can of hot water, which froze before I could use it. I got dressed while standing in snow, and my brushes, boots, and other things were covered in snow. When I dashed to the house, I couldn't see a mountain or anything else, and the snow on one side was piled higher than the roof. The air, as far as the eye could see, was a white, stinging cloud of snow—a terrifying sight. Inside the living room, snow was blowing through the cracks, and Mrs. Dewy was shoveling it off the floor. Mr. D.'s beard was frosted even in a room with a fire all night. Evans was lying sick, with snow covering his bed. After breakfast, as I returned to my cabin loaded with tasks for the day, I was swept off my feet and ended up in a drift, scattering all my belongings, including my writing book and letters, in different directions. Some items, including a valuable photograph, were lost for good. The writing book was found, several hours later, under three feet of snow.

There are tracks of bears and deer close to the house, but no one can hunt in this gale, and the drift is blinding. We have been slightly overcrowded in our one room. Chess, music, and whist have been resorted to. One hunter, for very ennui, has devoted himself to keeping my ink from freezing. We all sat in great cloaks and coats, and kept up an enormous fire, with the pitch running out of the logs. The isolation is extreme, for we are literally snowed up, and the other settler in the Park and "Mountain Jim" are both at Denver. Late in the evening the storm ceased. In some places the ground is bare of snow, while in others all irregularities are leveled, and the drifts are forty feet deep. Nature is grand under this new aspect. The cold is awful; the high wind with the mercury at zero would skin any part exposed to it.

There are tracks of bears and deer near the house, but no one can hunt in this gale, and the blowing snow is blinding. We've been a bit cramped in our one room. We’ve turned to chess, music, and whist to pass the time. One hunter, feeling very bored, has taken on the task of keeping my ink from freezing. We all sat in heavy cloaks and coats, and kept a huge fire going, with the pitch oozing out of the logs. The isolation is intense, as we are literally snowed in, and the other settler in the Park and "Mountain Jim" are both in Denver. Late in the evening, the storm finally stopped. In some spots, the ground is clear of snow, while in others, all the bumps are flattened out, and the snow drifts are forty feet deep. Nature looks magnificent in this new form. The cold is brutal; the strong wind with the temperature at zero would freeze any exposed skin.


October 19.

October 19th.

Evans offers me six dollars a week if I will stay into the winter and do the cooking after Mrs. Edwards leaves! I think I should like playing at being a "hired girl" if it were not for the bread-making! But it would suit me better to ride after cattle. The men don't like "baching," as it is called in the wilds—i.e. "doing for themselves." They washed and ironed their clothes yesterday, and there was an incongruity about the last performance. I really think (though for the fifteenth time) that I shall leave to-morrow. The cold has moderated, the sky is bluer than ever, the snow is evaporating, and a hunter who has joined us to-day says that there are no drifts on the trail which one cannot get through.

Evans is offering me six dollars a week if I stay through the winter and do the cooking after Mrs. Edwards leaves! I think I would enjoy pretending to be a "hired girl" if it weren't for the bread-making! But I would prefer to be out riding after cattle. The guys don’t like "baching," as it’s called out here—meaning "taking care of themselves." They washed and ironed their clothes yesterday, and it felt really out of place. Honestly, I think (for the fifteenth time) that I’ll leave tomorrow. The cold has eased up, the sky is bluer than ever, the snow is melting, and a hunter who joined us today says that there are no drifts on the trail that can’t be crossed.


LONGMOUNT, COLORADO, October 20.

LONGMONT, COLORADO, October 20.

"The Island Valley of Avillon" is left, but how shall I finally tear myself from its freedom and enchantments? I see Long's snowy peak rising into the night sky, and know and long after the magnificence of the blue hollow at its base. We were to have left at 8 but the horses were lost, so it was 9:30 before we started, the WE being the musical young French Canadian and myself. I have a bay Indian pony, "Birdie," a little beauty, with legs of iron, fast, enduring, gentle, and wise; and with luggage for some weeks, including a black silk dress, behind my saddle, I am tolerably independent. It was a most glorious ride. We passed through the gates of rock, through gorges where the unsunned snow lay deep under the lemon-colored aspens; caught glimpses of far-off, snow-clad giants rising into a sky of deep sad blue; lunched above the Foot Hills at a cabin where two brothers and a "hired man" were "keeping bach," where everything was so trim, clean, and ornamental that one did not miss a woman; crossed a deep backwater on a narrow beaver dam, because the log bridge was broken down, and emerged from the brilliantly-colored canyon of the St. Vrain just at dusk upon the featureless prairies, when we had some trouble in finding Longmount in the dark. A hospitable welcome awaited me at this inn, and an English friend came in and spent the evening with me.

"The Island Valley of Avillon" is behind me, but how will I finally tear myself away from its freedom and charm? I see Long's snowy peak stretching into the night sky and remember the beauty of the blue valley at its base. We were supposed to leave at 8, but the horses were lost, so we didn’t start until 9:30, and by "we," I mean the musical young French Canadian and me. I have a bay Indian pony named "Birdie," a little beauty with strong legs, who is fast, enduring, gentle, and smart; with luggage for a few weeks, including a black silk dress strapped behind my saddle, I feel pretty independent. It was an amazing ride. We passed through rocky gates, through gorges where unshaded snow lay deep under the lemon-colored aspens; caught glimpses of distant, snow-covered mountains rising against a deep, melancholic blue sky; had lunch above the Foot Hills at a cabin where two brothers and a "hired man" were living without women. Everything was so neat, clean, and decorative there that one didn’t miss a woman; we crossed a deep backwater on a narrow beaver dam because the log bridge was out, and emerged from the vividly-colored canyon of the St. Vrain just at dusk onto the flat prairies, where we had some trouble finding Longmount in the dark. A warm welcome awaited me at this inn, and an English friend came in and spent the evening with me.


GREAT PLATTE CANYON, October 23.

GREAT PLATTE CANYON, Oct 23.

My letters on this tour will, I fear, be very dull, for after riding all day, looking after my pony, getting supper, hearing about various routes, and the pastoral, agricultural, mining, and hunting gossip of the neighborhood, I am so sleepy and wholesomely tired that I can hardly write. I left Longmount pretty early on Tuesday morning, the day being sad, with the blink of an impending snow-storm in the air. The evening before I was introduced to a man who had been a colonel in the rebel army, who made a most unfavorable impression upon me, and it was a great annoyance to me when he presented himself on horse-back to guide me "over the most intricate part of the journey." Solitude is infinitely preferable to uncongeniality, and is bliss when compared with repulsiveness, so I was thoroughly glad when I got rid of my escort and set out upon the prairie alone. It is a dreary ride of thirty miles over the low brown plains to Denver, very little settled, and with trails going in all directions. My sailing orders were "steer south, and keep to the best beaten track," and it seemed like embarking on the ocean without a compass. The rolling brown waves on which you see a horse a mile and a half off impress one strangely, and at noon the sky darkened up for another storm, the mountains swept down in blackness to the Plains, and the higher peaks took on a ghastly grimness horrid to behold. It was first very cold, then very hot, and finally settled down to a fierce east-windy cold, difficult to endure. It was free and breezy, however, and my horse was companionable. Sometimes herds of cattle were browsing on the sun-cured grass, then herds of horses. Occasionally I met a horseman with a rifle lying across his saddle, or a wagon of the ordinary sort, but oftener I saw a wagon with a white tilt, of the kind known as a "Prairie Schooner," laboring across the grass, or a train of them, accompanied by herds, mules, and horsemen, bearing emigrants and their household goods in dreary exodus from the Western States to the much-vaunted prairies of Colorado.

My letters from this trip will probably be pretty boring, because after riding all day, taking care of my pony, making dinner, hearing about different routes, and getting the local gossip about farming, mining, and hunting, I’m so exhausted and sleepy that I can hardly write. I left Longmount fairly early on Tuesday morning, and the day felt gloomy with the hint of an incoming snowstorm. The night before, I met a guy who had been a colonel in the rebel army, and he left a really bad impression on me. I was quite annoyed when he showed up on horseback to guide me through “the most complicated part of the journey.” Being alone is way better than dealing with someone I don’t get along with; solitude feels like a blessing compared to being around someone unpleasant. So, I was really happy when I finally got rid of my guide and set out on the prairie by myself. It’s a dreary thirty-mile ride over the low brown plains to Denver, which is still mostly unsettled, with trails going in every direction. My instructions were simply to “head south and stick to the best path,” which felt like setting sail on the ocean without a compass. The rolling brown waves where you can spot a horse a mile and a half away are pretty striking. At noon, the sky darkened for another storm, the mountains loomed over the plains in darkness, and the higher peaks looked alarmingly grim. It started off really cold, then turned really hot, and finally settled into a biting cold wind from the east that was hard to handle. Still, it was nice and breezy, and my horse was friendly. Sometimes I passed herds of cattle munching on the sun-dried grass, then herds of horses. Occasionally, I’d run into a rider with a rifle across his saddle or a regular wagon, but more often, I saw wagons with white covers, known as “Prairie Schooners,” struggling across the grass, or a whole train of them with herds, mules, and horseback riders, carrying emigrants and their belongings in a gloomy exodus from the Western States to the much-talked-about prairies of Colorado.

The host and hostess of one of these wagons invited me to join their mid-day meal, I providing tea (which they had not tasted for four weeks) and they hominy. They had been three months on the journey from Illinois, and their oxen were so lean and weak that they expected to be another month in reaching Wet Mountain Valley. They had buried a child en route, had lost several oxen, and were rather out of heart. Owing to their long isolation and the monotony of the march they had lost count of events, and seemed like people of another planet. They wanted me to join them, but their rate of travel was too slow, so we parted with mutual expressions of good will, and as their white tilt went "hull down" in the distance on the lonely prairie sea, I felt sadder than I often feel on taking leave of old acquaintances. That night they must have been nearly frozen, camping out in the deep snow in the fierce wind. I met afterwards 2,000 lean Texan cattle, herded by three wild-looking men on horseback, followed by two wagons containing women, children, and rifles. They had traveled 1,000 miles. Then I saw two prairie wolves, like jackals, with gray fur, cowardly creatures, which fled from me with long leaps.

The host and hostess of one of these wagons invited me to join their lunch, and I provided tea (which they hadn't had in four weeks) while they offered hominy. They had been on the road for three months coming from Illinois, and their oxen were so thin and weak that they expected it would take another month to reach Wet Mountain Valley. They had buried a child along the way, lost several oxen, and were feeling pretty down. Because of their long isolation and the monotony of their journey, they had lost track of time and seemed like people from another world. They wanted me to travel with them, but their pace was too slow, so we parted with friendly goodbyes. As their white canvas cover disappeared into the distance on the empty prairie, I felt sadder than usual when saying goodbye to old friends. That night, they must have been freezing, camping out in the deep snow with the strong wind. Later, I came across 2,000 lean Texan cattle, herded by three wild-looking men on horseback, followed by two wagons filled with women, children, and rifles. They had traveled 1,000 miles. After that, I saw two prairie wolves, looking like jackals with gray fur, cowardly creatures that jumped away from me in long leaps.

The windy cold became intense, and for the next eleven miles I rode a race with the coming storm. At the top of every prairie roll I expected to see Denver, but it was not till nearly five that from a considerable height I looked down upon the great "City of the Plains," the metropolis of the Territories. There the great braggart city lay spread out, brown and treeless, upon the brown and treeless plain, which seemed to nourish nothing but wormwood and the Spanish bayonet. The shallow Platte, shriveled into a narrow stream with a shingly bed six times too large for it, and fringed by shriveled cotton-wood, wound along by Denver, and two miles up its course I saw a great sandstorm, which in a few minutes covered the city, blotting it out with a dense brown cloud. Then with gusts of wind the snowstorm began, and I had to trust entirely to Birdie's sagacity for finding Evans's shanty. She had been there once before only, but carried me direct to it over rough ground and trenches. Gleefully Mrs. Evans and the children ran out to welcome the pet pony, and I was received most hospitably, and made warm and comfortable, though the house consists only of a kitchen and two bed closets. My budget of news from "the park" had to be brought out constantly, and I wondered how much I had to tell. It was past eleven when we breakfasted the next morning. It was cloudless with an intense frost, and six inches of snow on the ground, and everybody thought it too cold to get up and light the fire. I had intended to leave Birdie at Denver, but Governor Hunt and Mr. Byers of the Rocky Mountain News both advised me to travel on horseback rather than by train and stage telling me that I should be quite safe, and Governor Hunt drew out a route for me and gave me a circular letter to the settlers along it.

The cold wind picked up, and for the next eleven miles, I raced against the approaching storm. At the top of every rise on the prairie, I hoped to see Denver, but it wasn't until nearly five that I looked down from a high point at the great "City of the Plains," the capital of the Territories. There lay the boastful city, sprawled out, brown and treeless, on the brown and treeless plain that seemed to support nothing but wormwood and the Spanish bayonet. The shallow Platte River, shriveled into a narrow stream with a rocky bed far too wide for it, lined with withered cottonwoods, wound its way by Denver, and two miles upstream, I spotted a massive sandstorm that quickly engulfed the city, covering it with a thick brown cloud. Then, driven by strong gusts, the snowstorm started, and I had to rely completely on Birdie's instincts to find Evans’s cabin. She had only been there once before, but she took me straight to it over rough terrain and ditches. Mrs. Evans and the kids joyfully emerged to greet the beloved pony, and I was welcomed warmly, getting cozy even though the house was just a kitchen and two small bedrooms. I had to keep sharing my news from "the park," and I wondered how much there really was to say. The next morning, we had breakfast well past eleven. The sky was clear and frosty, with six inches of snow on the ground, and everyone thought it was too cold to get up and light the fire. I had planned to leave Birdie in Denver, but Governor Hunt and Mr. Byers from the Rocky Mountain News both suggested I travel by horseback instead of the train and stagecoach, assuring me I would be quite safe. Governor Hunt even drew a route for me and gave me a letter to share with the settlers along the way.

Denver is no longer the Denver of Hepworth Dixon. A shooting affray in the street is as rare as in Liverpool, and one no longer sees men dangling to the lamp-posts when one looks out in the morning! It is a busy place, the entrepot and distributing point for an immense district, with good shops, some factories, fair hotels, and the usual deformities and refinements of civilization. Peltry shops abound, and sportsman, hunter, miner, teamster, emigrant, can be completely rigged out at fifty different stores. At Denver, people who come from the East to try the "camp cure" now so fashionable, get their outfit of wagon, driver, horses, tent, bedding, and stove, and start for the mountains. Asthmatic people are there in such numbers as to warrant the holding of an "asthmatic convention" of patients cured and benefited. Numbers of invalids who cannot bear the rough life of the mountains fill its hotels and boarding-houses, and others who have been partially restored by a summer of camping out, go into the city in the winter to complete the cure. It stands at a height of 5,000 feet, on an enormous plain, and has a most glorious view of the Rocky Range. I should hate even to spend a week there. The sight of those glories so near and yet out of reach would make me nearly crazy. Denver is at present the terminus of the Kansas Pacific Railroad. It has a line connecting it with the Union Pacific Railroad at Cheyenne, and by means of the Denver and Rio Grande Railroad, open for about 200 miles, it is expecting to reach into Mexico. It has also had the enterprise, by means of another narrow-gauge railroad, to push its way right up into the mining districts near Gray's Peak. The number of "saloons" in the streets impresses one, and everywhere one meets the characteristic loafers of a frontier town, who find it hard even for a few days or hours to submit to the restraints of civilization, as hard as I did to ride sidewise to Governor Hunt's office. To Denver men go to spend the savings of months of hard work in the maddest dissipation, and there such characters as "Comanche Bill," "Buffalo Bill," "Wild Bill," and "Mountain Jim," go on the spree, and find the kind of notoriety they seek.

Denver is no longer the same city that Hepworth Dixon knew. A shootout in the street is as uncommon as it is in Liverpool, and you won’t see men hanging from lamp-posts when you look outside in the morning! It’s a bustling place, serving as a hub and distribution point for a vast area, complete with good shops, some factories, decent hotels, and the usual quirks and luxuries of modern life. There are plenty of fur shops, and sportsmen, hunters, miners, teamsters, and emigrants can get fully outfitted at fifty different stores. In Denver, people coming from the East to try the trendy "camp cure" can get everything they need—wagon, driver, horses, tent, bedding, and stove—and head out to the mountains. There are so many asthmatic people that they even consider holding an "asthmatic convention" for patients who have been treated and improved. Many invalids who can't manage the tough mountain life fill its hotels and boarding houses, while others who have improved after a summer of camping come into the city in the winter to finish their recovery. It sits at an elevation of 5,000 feet on a vast plain, offering a spectacular view of the Rocky Mountains. I would dread even spending a week there; seeing those beautiful peaks so close yet out of reach would drive me almost crazy. Denver is currently the endpoint of the Kansas Pacific Railroad. It has a connection with the Union Pacific Railroad in Cheyenne, and through the Denver and Rio Grande Railroad, which extends about 200 miles, it's aiming to reach into Mexico. It has also embarked on the venture of constructing another narrow-gauge railroad that pushes directly into the mining areas near Gray's Peak. The number of "saloons" on the streets is striking, and everywhere you encounter the typical loafers of a frontier town, who struggle to adapt to the restrictions of civilization, just like I found it hard to ride sideways to Governor Hunt's office. People come to Denver to blow the savings they’ve worked hard for in wild excess, where characters like "Comanche Bill," "Buffalo Bill," "Wild Bill," and "Mountain Jim" go out for a good time and find the kind of fame they crave.

A large number of Indians added to the harlequin appearance of the Denver streets the day I was there. They belonged to the Ute tribe, through which I had to pass, and Governor Hunt introduced me to a fine-looking young chief, very well dressed in beaded hide, and bespoke his courtesy for me if I needed it. The Indian stores and fur stores and fur depots interested me most. The crowds in the streets, perhaps owing to the snow on the ground, were almost solely masculine. I only saw five women the whole day. There were men in every rig: hunters and trappers in buckskin clothing; men of the Plains with belts and revolvers, in great blue cloaks, relics of the war; teamsters in leathern suits; horsemen in fur coats and caps and buffalo-hide boots with the hair outside, and camping blankets behind their huge Mexican saddles; Broadway dandies in light kid gloves; rich English sporting tourists, clean, comely, and supercilious looking; and hundreds of Indians on their small ponies, the men wearing buckskin suits sewn with beads, and red blankets, with faces painted vermilion and hair hanging lank and straight, and squaws much bundled up, riding astride with furs over their saddles.

A large number of Indians contributed to the colorful vibe of the streets in Denver the day I was there. They were from the Ute tribe, whom I encountered, and Governor Hunt introduced me to a handsome young chief, well-dressed in beaded leather, who offered his assistance if I needed it. The Indian shops and fur boutiques intrigued me the most. The crowds in the streets, likely due to the snow on the ground, were mostly male. I only spotted five women the entire day. There were men in every sort of vehicle: hunters and trappers in buckskin gear; Plains men with belts and revolvers, wearing large blue cloaks, remnants from the war; teamsters in leather outfits; horsemen dressed in fur coats and caps, and buffalo-hide boots with the fur on the outside, carrying camping blankets behind their large Mexican saddles; dapper men in light kid gloves; wealthy English tourists, clean, attractive, and looking slightly aloof; and hundreds of Indians on their small ponies, with the men in buckskin outfits adorned with beads and red blankets, their faces painted bright red and hair hanging straight and flat, while the women, bundled up, rode side-saddle with furs draped over their saddles.

Town tired and confused me, and in spite of Mrs. Evans's kind hospitality, I was glad when a man brought Birdie at nine yesterday morning. He said she was a little demon, she had done nothing but buck, and had bucked him off on the bridge! I found that he had put a curb on her, and whenever she dislikes anything she resents it by bucking. I rode sidewise till I was well through the town, long enough to produce a severe pain in my spine, which was not relieved for some time even after I had changed my position. It was a lovely Indian summer day, so warm that the snow on the ground looked an incongruity. I rode over the Plains for some time, then gradually reached the rolling country along the base of the mountains, and a stream with cottonwoods along it, and settlers' houses about every halfmile. I passed and met wagons frequently, and picked up a muff containing a purse with 500 dollars in it, which I afterwards had the great pleasure of restoring to the owner. Several times I crossed the narrow track of the quaint little Rio Grande Railroad, so that it was a very cheerful ride.

The town wore me out and left me confused, and even though Mrs. Evans was really kind to me, I was relieved when a guy brought Birdie to me at nine yesterday morning. He mentioned she was a little troublemaker, that she had been bucking the whole time and even tossed him off on the bridge! I found out he had put a curb on her, and whenever she didn’t like something, she showed her frustration by bucking. I rode sideways until I was well out of town, which caused a sharp pain in my back that didn’t ease up even after I changed my position. It was a beautiful Indian summer day, so warm that the snow on the ground looked out of place. I rode across the Plains for a while, then gradually made my way into the rolling hills at the base of the mountains, passing a stream lined with cottonwoods and settler houses every half mile. I frequently encountered wagons and even found a muff containing a purse with $500 in it, which I was happy to return to its owner. A few times, I crossed the narrow track of the charming little Rio Grande Railroad, making it a very pleasant ride.


RANCH, PLUM CREEK, October 24.

Plum Creek Ranch, October 24.

You must understand that in Colorado travel, unless on the main road and in the larger settlements, there are neither hotels nor taverns, and that it is the custom for the settlers to receive travelers, charging them at the usual hotel rate for accommodation. It is a very satisfactory arrangement. However, at Ranch, my first halting place, the host was unwilling to receive people in this way, I afterwards found, or I certainly should not have presented my credentials at the door of a large frame house, with large barns and a generally prosperous look. The host, who opened the door, looked repellent, but his wife, a very agreeable, lady-like-looking woman, said they could give me a bed on a sofa. The house was the most pretentious I have yet seen, being papered and carpeted, and there were two "hired girls." There was a lady there from Laramie, who kindly offered to receive me into her room, a very tall, elegant person, remarkable as being the first woman who had settled in the Rocky Mountains. She had been trying the "camp cure" for three months, and was then on her way home. She had a wagon with beds, tent, tent floor, cooking-stove, and every camp luxury, a light buggy, a man to manage everything, and a most superior "hired girl." She was consumptive and frail in strength, but a very attractive person, and her stories of the perils and limitation of her early life at Fort Laramie were very interesting. Still I "wearied," as I had arrived early in the afternoon, and could not out of politeness retire and write to you. At meals the three "hired men" and two "hired girls" eat with the family. I soon found that there was a screw loose in the house, and was glad to leave early the next morning, although it was obvious that a storm was coming on.

You need to know that in Colorado, unless you're on the main road and in bigger towns, there are no hotels or taverns. It's common for settlers to take in travelers, charging them the usual hotel rate for a place to stay. It's a pretty good arrangement. However, at Ranch, my first stop, the owner didn't want to accommodate guests in this way, as I found out later. Otherwise, I wouldn't have knocked on the door of a large frame house that had big barns and looked generally prosperous. The man who answered the door seemed unwelcoming, but his wife, a very pleasant and refined-looking woman, said they could offer me a bed on a sofa. The house was the most impressive I had seen so far, with wallpaper and carpet, and there were two hired girls working there. A lady from Laramie was there too; she kindly offered to let me stay in her room. She was a tall, elegant woman and was notable for being the first woman to settle in the Rocky Mountains. She had been trying the "camp cure" for three months and was on her way home. She had a wagon equipped with beds, a tent, a tent floor, a cooking stove, and every camping luxury, along with a light buggy, a man to manage everything, and a very capable hired girl. She looked delicate and was dealing with a lung condition, but she was quite charming, and her stories about the challenges and limitations she faced in her early life at Fort Laramie were fascinating. Still, I felt restless since I had arrived early in the afternoon and couldn't excuse myself to write to you out of politeness. At meals, the three hired men and two hired girls dined with the family. I quickly sensed that something was off in the house, and I was relieved to leave early the next morning, even though it was clear a storm was approaching.

I saw the toy car of the Rio Grande Railroad whirl past, all cushioned and warm, and rather wished I were in it, and not out among the snow on the bleak hill side. I only got on four miles when the storm came on so badly that I got into a kitchen where eleven wretched travelers were taking shelter, with the snow melting on them and dripping on the floor. I had learned the art of "being agreeable" so well at the Chalmers's, and practiced it so successfully during the two hours I was there, by paring potatoes and making scones, that when I left, though the hosts kept "an accommodation house for travelers," they would take nothing for my entertainment, because they said I was such "good company"! The storm moderated a little, and at one I saddled Birdie, and rode four more miles, crossing a frozen creek, the ice of which broke and let the pony through, to her great alarm. I cannot describe my feelings on this ride, produced by the utter loneliness, the silence and dumbness of all things, the snow falling quietly without wind, the obliterated mountains, the darkness, the intense cold, and the unusual and appalling aspect of nature. All life was in a shroud, all work and travel suspended. There was not a foot-mark or wheel-mark. There was nothing to be afraid of; and though I can't exactly say that I enjoyed the ride, yet there was the pleasant feeling of gaining health every hour.

I watched the toy car of the Rio Grande Railroad zoom past, all cozy and warm, wishing I could be inside it instead of out in the snow on that desolate hillside. I had only traveled four miles when the storm hit hard, and I found shelter in a kitchen where eleven unfortunate travelers were waiting, snow melting on them and dripping onto the floor. I had mastered the art of "being agreeable" so well at the Chalmers's and practiced it effectively during the two hours I was there by peeling potatoes and making scones, that when I left, even though the hosts ran a "hostel for travelers," they refused to take anything for my stay because they said I was such "good company"! The storm calmed down a bit, and at one o'clock, I saddled Birdie and rode four more miles, crossing a frozen creek, the ice of which cracked and let the pony break through, startling her greatly. I can’t describe how I felt on that ride, overwhelmed by the complete solitude, the silence, and the stillness of everything, the snow falling softly without wind, the mountains hidden, the darkness, the biting cold, and the strange, haunting beauty of nature. Everything felt covered in a shroud; all work and travel were paused. There wasn’t a single footprint or tire track. There was nothing to fear, and while I can’t say that I enjoyed the ride completely, there was a nice feeling of becoming healthier with every hour.

When the snow darkness began to deepen towards evening, the track became quite illegible, and when I found myself at this romantically situated cabin, I was thankful to find that they could give me shelter. The scene was a solemn one, and reminded me of a description in Whittier's Snow-Bound. All the stock came round the cabin with mute appeals for shelter. Sheep dogs got in, and would not be kicked out. Men went out muffled up, and came back shivering and shaking the snow from their feet. The churn was put by the stove. Later on, a most pleasant settler, on his way to Denver, came in his wagon having been snow blocked two miles off, where he had been obliged to leave it and bring his horses on here. The "Grey Mare" had a stentorian voice, smoked a clay pipe which she passed to her children, raged at English people, derided the courtesy of English manners, and considered that "Please," "Thank you," and the like, were "all bosh" when life was so short and busy. And still the snow fell softly, and the air and earth were silent.

When the darkness of the snow began to deepen in the evening, the path became nearly impossible to read, and when I arrived at this beautifully located cabin, I was grateful to find that they could offer me a place to stay. The scene was somber and reminded me of a passage in Whittier's Snow-Bound. All the livestock gathered around the cabin, silently asking for shelter. The sheepdogs slipped inside and wouldn’t leave. Men went outside, bundled up, and came back shaking off the snow from their feet. The churn was set beside the stove. Later, a friendly settler on his way to Denver arrived in his wagon after getting stuck in the snow two miles back, where he had to leave it and bring his horses here. The "Grey Mare" had a loud voice, smoked a clay pipe that she shared with her children, complained about English people, mocked the politeness of English manners, and thought that "Please," "Thank you," and similar expressions were "nonsense" when life was so short and busy. And still, the snow fell gently, and the air and ground were quiet.




Letter X

A white world—Bad traveling—A millionaire's home—Pleasant Park—Perry's Park—Stock-raising—A cattle king—The Arkansas Divide—Birdie's sagacity—Luxury—Monument Park—Deference to prejudice—A death scene—The Manitou—A loose shoe—The Ute Pass—Bergens Park—A settler's home—Hayden's Divide—Sharp criticism—Speaking the truth.

A white world—Bad traveling—A millionaire's home—Pleasant Park—Perry's Park—Ranching—A cattle king—The Arkansas Divide—Birdie's wisdom—Luxury—Monument Park—Respecting prejudice—A death scene—The Manitou—A loose shoe—The Ute Pass—Bergens Park—A settler's home—Hayden's Divide—Harsh criticism—Speaking the truth.

COLORADO SPRINGS, October 28.

COLORADO SPRINGS, Oct 28.

It is difficult to make this anything of a letter. I have been riding for a whole week, seeing wonders and greatly enjoying the singular adventurousness and novelty of my tour, but ten hours or more daily spent in the saddle in this rarefied, intoxicating air, disposes one to sleep rather than to write in the evening, and is far from conducive to mental brilliancy. The observing faculties are developed, and the reflective lie dormant.

It’s hard to turn this into a proper letter. I’ve been riding for a whole week, witnessing amazing sights and really enjoying the unique adventure and excitement of my trip. However, spending ten hours or more each day in the saddle in this thin, exhilarating air tends to make me sleepy in the evenings instead of inspired to write, and it doesn’t help with clear thinking. My ability to observe has sharpened, but my reflective side is resting.

That night on which I last wrote was the coldest I have yet felt. I pulled the rag carpet from the floor and covered myself with it, but could not get warm. The sun rose gloriously on a shrouded earth. Barns, road, shrubs, fences, river, lake, all lay under the glittering snow. It was light and powdery, and sparkled like diamonds. Not a breath of wind stirred, there was not a sound. I had to wait till a passing horseman had broken the track, but soon after I set off into the new, shining world. I soon lost the horseman's foot-marks, but kept on near the road by means of the innumerable foot-prints of birds and ground squirrels, which all went in one direction. After riding for an hour I was obliged to get off and walk for another, for the snow balled in Birdie's feet to such an extent that she could hardly keep up even without my weight on her, and my pick was not strong enough to remove it. Turning off the road to ask for a chisel, I came upon the cabin of the people whose muff I had picked up a few days before, and they received me very warmly, gave me a tumbler of cream, and made some strong coffee. They were "old Country folk," and I stayed too long with them. After leaving them I rode twelve miles, but it was "bad traveling," from the balling of the snow and the difficulty of finding the track. There was a fearful loneliness about it. The track was untrodden, and I saw neither man nor beast. The sky became densely clouded, and the outlook was awful. The great Divide of the Arkansas was in front, looming vaguely through a heavy snow cloud, and snow began to fall, not in powder, but in heavy flakes. Finding that there would be risk in trying to ride till nightfall, in the early afternoon I left the road and went two miles into the hills by an untrodden path, where there were gates to open, and a rapid steep-sided creek to cross; and at the entrance to a most fantastic gorge I came upon an elegant frame house belonging to Mr. Perry, a millionaire, to whom I had an introduction which I did not hesitate to present, as it was weather in which a traveler might almost ask for shelter without one.

That night when I last wrote was the coldest I’ve ever felt. I pulled the rag carpet off the floor and wrapped myself in it, but I still couldn't get warm. The sun rose beautifully over a covered landscape. Barns, roads, shrubs, fences, the river, and the lake were all blanketed in sparkling snow. It was light and powdery, glittering like diamonds. Not a breath of wind was stirring, and there was complete silence. I had to wait until a passing horseman broke the trail, but soon after, I set off into the bright, shining world. I quickly lost the horseman's footprints, but I stayed close to the road by following countless tracks of birds and ground squirrels, all heading in one direction. After riding for an hour, I had to get off and walk for another hour because the snow had built up in Birdie's feet to the point where she could hardly move, even without my weight, and my pick wasn't strong enough to clear it. Turning off the road to ask for a chisel, I came across the cabin of the people whose muff I had found a few days before, and they welcomed me warmly, offering me a glass of cream and making some strong coffee. They were "old country folk," and I ended up staying too long with them. After leaving, I rode twelve miles, but it was "bad traveling" due to the snowballing and the difficulty of finding the trail. There was a terrifying loneliness about it. The trail was untouched, and I saw neither man nor beast. The sky grew thick with clouds, and the outlook was bleak. The Great Divide of the Arkansas loomed ahead, faintly visible through a heavy snow cloud, and snow began to fall, not as powder but in heavy flakes. Realizing it would be risky to try to ride until nightfall, I left the road in the early afternoon and headed two miles into the hills on an untraveled path, where I had to open gates and cross a steep, rushing creek; and at the entrance to a spectacular gorge, I stumbled upon a beautiful frame house belonging to Mr. Perry, a millionaire, to whom I had an introduction that I didn’t hesitate to present, as this was weather where a traveler could almost ask for shelter without one.

Mr. Perry was away, but his daughter, a very bright-looking, elegantly-dressed girl, invited me to dine and remain. They had stewed venison and various luxuries on the table, which was tasteful and refined, and an adroit, colored table-maid waited, one of five attached Negro servants who had been their slaves before the war. After dinner, though snow was slowly falling, a gentleman cousin took me a ride to show me the beauties of Pleasant Park, which takes rank among the finest scenery of Colorado, and in good weather is very easy of access. It did look very grand as we entered it by a narrow pass guarded by two buttes, or isolated upright masses of rock, bright red, and about 300 feet in height. The pines were very large, and the narrow canyons which came down on the park gloomily magnificent. It is remarkable also from a quantity of "monumental" rocks, from 50 to 300 feet in height, bright vermilion, green, buff, orange, and sometimes all combined, their gay tinting a contrast to the disastrous-looking snow and the somber pines. Bear Canyon, a gorge of singular majesty, comes down on the park, and we crossed the Bear Creek at the foot of this on the ice, which gave way, and both our horses broke through into pretty deep and very cold water, and shortly afterwards Birdie put her foot into a prairie dog's hole which was concealed by the snow, and on recovering herself fell three times on her nose. I thought of Bishop Wilberforce's fatal accident from a smaller stumble, and felt sure that he would have kept his seat had he been mounted, as I was, on a Mexican saddle. It was too threatening for a long ride, and on returning I passed into a region of vivacious descriptions of Egypt, Palestine, Asia Minor, Turkey, Russia, and other countries, in which Miss Perry had traveled with her family for three years.

Mr. Perry was away, but his daughter, a smartly dressed girl, invited me to stay for dinner. They served stewed venison and other nice dishes on a stylish table, and a skilled, well-dressed black servant, one of five who had been their slaves before the war, waited on us. After dinner, while snow was gently falling, a cousin of mine took me for a ride to show me the beauty of Pleasant Park, which is known for having some of the finest scenery in Colorado and is easy to access in good weather. It looked magnificent as we entered through a narrow passage flanked by two buttes—isolated, upright rock formations that are bright red and about 300 feet high. The pines were massive, and the narrow canyons leading into the park were impressively gloomy. There are also many "monumental" rocks ranging from 50 to 300 feet tall, in vibrant shades of vermilion, green, buff, orange, and sometimes all mixed together, creating a striking contrast against the dreary snow and dark pines. Bear Canyon, a gorge with stunning grandeur, flows into the park, and we had to cross Bear Creek at its base on the ice, which broke under us, plunging both our horses into pretty deep and very cold water. Shortly after, Birdie stepped into a prairie dog hole hidden by the snow and stumbled, falling on her face three times. I thought about Bishop Wilberforce's tragic accident from a smaller fall, and I was convinced he would have stayed on his horse if he had been using a Mexican saddle like mine. It started to look too risky for a long ride, so on our way back, we ventured into lively discussions about Egypt, Palestine, Asia Minor, Turkey, Russia, and other places where Miss Perry had traveled with her family for three years.

Perry's Park is one of the great cattle-raising ranches in Colorado. This, the youngest State in the Union, a Territory until quite recently, has an area of about 68,000,000 acres, a great portion of which, though rich in mineral wealth, is worthless either for stock or arable farming, and the other or eastern part is so dry that crops can only be grown profitably where irrigation is possible. This region is watered by the South Fork of the Platte and its affluents, and, though subject to the grasshopper pest, it produces wheat of the finest quality, the yield varying according to the mode of cultivation from eighteen to thirty bushels per acre. The necessity for irrigation, however, will always bar the way to an indefinite extension of the area of arable farms. The prospects of cattle-raising seem at present practically unlimited. In 1876 Colorado had 390,728, valued at L2:13s. per head, about half of which were imported as young beasts from Texas. The climate is so fine and the pasturage so ample that shelter and hand-feeding are never resorted to except in the case of imported breeding stock from the Eastern States, which sometimes in severe winters need to be fed in sheds for a short time. Mr. Perry devotes himself mainly to the breeding of graded shorthorn bulls, which he sells when young for L6 per head.

Perry's Park is one of the top cattle ranches in Colorado. This, the youngest state in the U.S., which was a territory until recently, covers about 68 million acres. A large part of it, though rich in minerals, is useless for raising livestock or farming, and the eastern part is so dry that crops can only be grown profitably where irrigation is feasible. This area is served by the South Fork of the Platte River and its tributaries, and while it does face grasshopper infestations, it produces high-quality wheat, yielding between eighteen to thirty bushels per acre depending on the farming practices. However, the need for irrigation will always limit the expansion of farmland. The prospects for cattle ranching currently seem nearly limitless. In 1876, Colorado had 390,728 cattle, valued at £2:13s. each, about half of which were imported young cattle from Texas. The climate is so good, and pasture so plentiful that shelter and supplemental feeding are rarely needed, except for imported breeding stock from the Eastern states, which might require some feeding in barns during harsh winters. Mr. Perry focuses mainly on breeding high-quality shorthorn bulls, which he sells young for £6 each.

The cattle run at large upon the prairies; each animal being branded, they need no herding, and are usually only mustered, counted, and the increase branded in the summer. In the fall, when three or four years old, they are sold lean or in tolerable condition to dealers who take them by rail to Chicago, or elsewhere, where the fattest lots are slaughtered for tinning or for consumption in the Eastern cities, while the leaner are sold to farmers for feeding up during the winter. Some of the wealthier stockmen take their best lots to Chicago themselves. The Colorado cattle are either pure Texan or Spanish, or crosses between the Texan and graded shorthorns. They are nearly all very inferior animals, being bony and ragged. The herds mix on the vast plains at will; along the Arkansas valley 80,000 roam about with the freedom of buffaloes, and of this number about 16,000 are exported every fall. Where cattle are killed for use in the mining districts their average price is three cents per lb. In the summer thousands of yearlings are driven up from Texas, branded, and turned loose on the prairies, and are not molested again till they are sent east at three or four years old. These pure Texans, the old Spanish breed, weigh from 900 to 1,000 pounds, and the crossed Colorado cattle from 1,000 to 1,200 pounds.

The cattle roam freely across the prairies; since each animal is branded, they don't require herding and are usually rounded up only in the summer for counting and branding the new calves. In the fall, when they're about three or four years old, they're sold either lean or in decent shape to dealers who transport them by rail to Chicago or other places. The fatter groups are slaughtered for canning or for consumption in Eastern cities, while the leaner ones are sold to farmers to feed during the winter. Some of the wealthier ranchers take their best herds to Chicago themselves. The Colorado cattle are either pure Texan or Spanish, or hybrids of the Texan and graded shorthorns. Most of them are quite subpar, being skinny and ragged. The herds mix freely on the vast plains; along the Arkansas valley, around 80,000 wander as freely as buffalo, and about 16,000 of them are exported each fall. In areas where cattle are killed for use in the mining districts, the average price is three cents per pound. In the summer, thousands of yearlings are driven up from Texas, branded, and then let loose on the prairies, not to be disturbed again until they're sent east at three or four years old. These pure Texans, the old Spanish breed, weigh between 900 and 1,000 pounds, while the crossed Colorado cattle weigh between 1,000 and 1,200 pounds.

The "Cattle King" of the State is Mr. Iliff, of South Platte, who owns nine ranches, with runs of 15,000 acres, and 35,000 cattle. He is improving his stock; and, indeed, the opening of the dead-meat trade with this country is giving a great impetus to the improvement of the breed of cattle among all the larger and richer stock-owners. For this enormous herd 40 men are employed in summer, about 12 in winter, and 200 horses. In the rare case of a severe and protracted snowstorm the cattle get a little hay. Owners of 6,000, 8,000 and 10,000 head of cattle are quite common in Colorado. Sheep are now raised in the State to the extent of half a million, and a chronic feud prevails between the "sheep men" and the "cattle men." Sheep-raising is said to be a very profitable business, but its risks and losses are greater, owing to storms, while the outlay for labor, dipping materials, etc., is considerably larger, and owing to the comparative inability of sheep to scratch away the snow from the grass, hay has to be provided to meet the emergency of very severe snow-storms. The flocks are made up mostly of pure and graded Mexicans; but though some flocks which have been graded carefully for some years show considerable merit, the average sheep is a leggy, ragged beast. Wether mutton, four and five years old, is sold when there is any demand for it; but except at Charpiot's, in Denver, I never saw mutton on any table, public or private, and wool is the great source of profit, the old ewes being allowed to die off. The best flocks yield an average of seven pounds. The shearing season, which begins in early June, lasts about six weeks. Shearers get six and a half cents a head for inferior sheep, and seven and a half cents for the better quality, and a good hand shears from sixty to eighty in a day. It is not likely that sheep-raising will attain anything of the prominence which cattle-raising is likely to assume. The potato beetle "scare" is not of much account in the country of the potato beetle. The farmers seem much depressed by the magnitude and persistency of the grasshopper pest which finds their fields in the morning "as the garden of Eden," and leaves them at night "a desolate wilderness."

The "Cattle King" of the state is Mr. Iliff from South Platte, who owns nine ranches covering 15,000 acres and has 35,000 cattle. He is improving his livestock; in fact, the beginning of the dead-meat trade with this country is giving a huge boost to the quality of cattle among larger and wealthier ranchers. For this massive herd, 40 men work in the summer, about 12 in the winter, along with 200 horses. During rare cases of long and severe snowstorms, the cattle receive a bit of hay. It's common to find owners with 6,000, 8,000, or 10,000 head of cattle in Colorado. Currently, the state raises about half a million sheep, and there's an ongoing feud between "sheep men" and "cattle men." Sheep farming is said to be very profitable, but it has higher risks and losses due to storms, while the expenses for labor, dipping materials, etc., are considerably greater. Since sheep can't scratch away the snow from the grass, hay must be supplied during harsh snowstorms. The flocks mainly consist of pure and graded Mexican sheep; however, although some carefully graded flocks have shown significant quality over the years, the average sheep is a spindly, scruffy animal. Wether mutton, four to five years old, is sold when there's demand; but aside from Charpiot's in Denver, I've rarely seen mutton served in any setting, public or private, and wool is the primary source of profit, with older ewes left to die off. The best flocks produce an average of seven pounds. The shearing season starts in early June and lasts about six weeks. Shearers earn six and a half cents per head for inferior sheep and seven and a half cents for better quality, and a skilled shearer can manage from sixty to eighty sheep a day. It's unlikely that sheep farming will ever reach the prominence that cattle farming is expected to achieve. The potato beetle "scare" doesn’t amount to much in the land infested with potato beetles. Farmers seem quite disheartened by the sheer size and persistence of the grasshopper invasion that finds their fields in the morning "like the Garden of Eden" and leaves them by night "a desolate wilderness."

It was so odd and novel to have a beautiful bed room, hot water, and other luxuries. The snow began to fall in good earnest at six in the evening, and fell all night, accompanied by intense frost, so that in the morning there were eight inches of it glittering in the sun. Miss P. gave me a pair of men's socks to draw on over my boots, and I set out tolerably early, and broke my own way for two miles. Then a single wagon had passed, making a legible track for thirty miles, otherwise the snow was pathless. The sky was absolutely cloudless, and as I made the long ascent of the Arkansas Divide, the mountains, gashed by deep canyons, came sweeping down to the valley on my right, and on my left the Foot Hills were crowned with colored fantastic rocks like castles. Everything was buried under a glittering shroud of snow. The babble of the streams was bound by fetters of ice. No branches creaked in the still air. No birds sang. No one passed or met me. There were no cabins near or far. The only sound was the crunch of the snow under Birdie's feet. We came to a river over which some logs were laid with some young trees across them. Birdie put one foot on this, then drew it back and put another on, then smelt the bridge noisily. Persuasions were useless; she only smelt, snorted, held back, and turned her cunning head and looked at me. It was useless to argue the point with so sagacious a beast. To the right of the bridge the ice was much broken, and we forded the river there; but as it was deep enough to come up to her body, and was icy cold to my feet, I wondered at her preference. Afterwards I heard that the bridge was dangerous. She is the queen of ponies, and is very gentle, though she has not only wild horse blood, but is herself the wild horse. She is always cheerful and hungry, never tired, looks intelligently at everything, and her legs are like rocks. Her one trick is that when the saddle is put on she swells herself to a very large size, so that if any one not accustomed to her saddles her I soon find the girth three or four inches too large. When I saddle her a gentle slap on her side, or any slight start which makes her cease to hold her breath, puts it all right. She is quite a companion, and bathing her back, sponging her nostrils, and seeing her fed after my day's ride, is always my first care.

It felt so strange and new to have a beautiful bedroom, hot water, and other luxuries. The snow started falling earnestly at six in the evening and continued all night, accompanied by intense cold, so that by morning there were eight inches of it sparkling in the sun. Miss P. gave me a pair of men's socks to wear over my boots, and I set out reasonably early, breaking my own trail for two miles. After that, a single wagon had left a clear track for thirty miles; otherwise, the snow was untouched. The sky was completely clear, and as I made the long climb up the Arkansas Divide, the mountains, carved by deep canyons, descended towards the valley on my right, while on my left, the foothills were topped with colorful, whimsical rocks like castles. Everything was covered under a glittering blanket of snow. The sound of the streams was muffled by ice. No branches creaked in the still air. No birds sang. I didn’t encounter anyone. There were no cabins, near or far. The only sound was the crunch of the snow under Birdie's hooves. We reached a river where some logs were placed with young trees laid across them. Birdie put one foot on it, then pulled it back and tried with the other, sniffing the bridge loudly. I tried to encourage her, but she just sniffed, snorted, held back, and looked at me with her clever eyes. It was pointless to argue with such a wise animal. To the right of the bridge, the ice was much more broken, so we crossed the river there; but since it was deep enough to come up to her body and icy cold for my feet, I wondered why she preferred that route. Later, I learned that the bridge was dangerous. She is the queen of ponies, very gentle, although she has wild horse blood and is herself part wild horse. She’s always cheerful and hungry, never tired, looks at everything with intelligence, and her legs are like rock. Her one trick is that when the saddle is put on, she inflates herself so much that if someone unaccustomed to her saddles her, the girth ends up being three or four inches too loose. When I saddle her, a gentle slap on her side or any small movement that makes her stop holding her breath fixes the issue. She’s quite a companion, and bathing her back, sponging her nostrils, and making sure she’s fed after my ride is always my top priority.

At last I reached a log cabin where I got a feed for us both and further directions. The rest of the day's ride was awful enough. The snow was thirteen inches deep, and grew deeper as I ascended in silence and loneliness, but just as the sun sank behind a snowy peak I reached the top of the Divide, 7,975 feet above the sea level. There, in unspeakable solitude, lay a frozen lake. Owls hooted among the pines, the trail was obscure, the country was not settled, the mercury was 9 degrees below zero, my feet had lost all sensation, and one of them was frozen to the wooden stirrup. I found that owing to the depth of the snow I had only ridden fifteen miles in eight and a half hours, and must look about for a place to sleep in. The eastern sky was unlike anything I ever saw before. It had been chrysoprase, then it turned to aquamarine, and that to the bright full green of an emerald. Unless I am color-blind, this is true. Then suddenly the whole changed, and flushed with the pure, bright, rose color of the afterglow. Birdie was sliding at every step, and I was nearly paralyzed with the cold when I reached a cabin which had been mentioned to me, but they said that seventeen snow-bound men were lying on the floor, and they advised me to ride half a mile farther, which I did, and reached the house of a German from Eisenau, with a sweet young wife and a venerable mother-in-law. Though the house was very poor, it was made attractive by ornaments, and the simple, loving, German ways gave it a sweet home atmosphere. My room was reached by a ladder, but I had it to myself and had the luxury of a basin to wash in. Under the kindly treatment of the two women my feet came to themselves, but with an amount of pain that almost deserved the name of torture.

At last, I arrived at a log cabin where I got some food for both of us and further directions. The rest of the day's ride was pretty miserable. The snow was thirteen inches deep and got deeper as I traveled up in silence and solitude, but just as the sun dipped behind a snowy peak, I reached the top of the Divide, 7,975 feet above sea level. There, in complete isolation, lay a frozen lake. Owls hooted among the pines, the trail was hard to see, the area was unsettled, the temperature was 9 degrees below zero, my feet had lost all feeling, and one of them was frozen to the wooden stirrup. I found that because of the snow depth, I had only traveled fifteen miles in eight and a half hours and needed to find a place to sleep. The eastern sky was like nothing I had ever seen before. It started as chrysoprase, then changed to aquamarine, and then to the bright green of an emerald. Unless I'm color-blind, that's what it looked like. Then, suddenly, it all changed and glowed with the bright, rosy color of the afterglow. Birdie was slipping at every step, and I was nearly frozen when I reached the cabin that had been recommended to me. They said that seventeen snowbound men were lying on the floor and advised me to ride half a mile farther, which I did, and ended up at the home of a German from Eisenau, with a lovely young wife and an elderly mother-in-law. Even though the house was quite shabby, it was made charming with decorations, and the simple, loving German ways created a warm, homely atmosphere. My room was accessed by a ladder, but I had it all to myself and enjoyed the luxury of a basin to wash in. Under the care of the two women, my feet began to recover, but the pain was almost unbearable.

The next morning was gray and sour, but brightened and warmed as the day went on. After riding twelve miles I got bread and milk for myself and a feed for Birdie at a large house where there were eight boarders, each one looking nearer the grave than the other, and on remounting was directed to leave the main road and diverge through Monument Park, a ride of twelve miles among fantastic rocks, but I lost my way, and came to an end of all tracks in a wild canyon. Returning about six miles, I took another track, and rode about eight miles without seeing a creature. I then came to strange gorges with wonderful upright rocks of all shapes and colors, and turning through a gate of rock, came upon what I knew must be Glen Eyrie, as wild and romantic a glen as imagination ever pictured. The track then passed down a valley close under some ghastly peaks, wild, cold, awe-inspiring scenery. After fording a creek several times, I came upon a decayed-looking cluster of houses bearing the arrogant name of Colorado City, and two miles farther on, from the top of one of the Foot Hill ridges, I saw the bleak-looking scattered houses of the ambitious watering place of Colorado Springs, the goal of my journey of 150 miles. I got off, put on a long skirt, and rode sidewise, though the settlement scarcely looked like a place where any deference to prejudices was necessary. A queer embryo-looking place it is, out on the bare Plains, yet it is rising and likely to rise, and has some big hotels much resorted to. It has a fine view of the mountains, specially of Pike's Peak, but the celebrated springs are at Manitou, three miles off, in really fine scenery. To me no place could be more unattractive than Colorado Springs, from its utter treelessness.

The next morning was gray and gloomy, but it brightened and warmed up as the day went on. After riding twelve miles, I got bread and milk for myself and a feed for Birdie at a large house where eight boarders were staying, all of them looking more tired than the last. When I got back on my horse, I was told to leave the main road and take a detour through Monument Park, a twelve-mile ride among bizarre rocks. However, I got lost and ended up in a wild canyon with no paths left. After retracing my steps for about six miles, I took another route and rode for about eight miles without seeing anyone. I then came across strange gorges filled with amazing upright rocks of all shapes and colors. When I passed through a gate of rock, I discovered what I knew must be Glen Eyrie, as wild and romantic as any imagination could picture. The trail then led down a valley right under some eerie peaks, with wild, cold, awe-inspiring views. After crossing a creek several times, I reached a rundown cluster of houses with the bold name of Colorado City, and two miles farther, from the top of one of the foothill ridges, I spotted the bleak and scattered homes of the ambitious resort town of Colorado Springs, the goal of my 150-mile journey. I dismounted, put on a long skirt, and rode side-saddle, even though the settlement hardly seemed like a place where anyone would care much about appearances. It’s a quirky, embryonic place out on the bare plains, but it’s growing and likely to continue rising, with some large hotels that attract a lot of visitors. It offers a great view of the mountains, especially of Pike's Peak, but the famous springs are in Manitou, three miles away, in truly beautiful scenery. To me, no place could be less appealing than Colorado Springs, especially with its complete lack of trees.

I found the ——-s living in a small room which served for parlor, bedroom, and kitchen, and combined the comforts of all. It is inhabited also by two prairie dogs, a kitten, and a deerhound. It was truly homelike. Mrs. ——- walked with me to the boarding-house where I slept, and we sat some time in the parlor talking with the landlady. Opposite to me there was a door wide open into a bed room, and on a bed opposite to the door a very sick-looking young man was half-lying, half-sitting, fully dressed, supported by another, and a very sick-looking young man much resembling him passed in and out occasionally, or leaned on the chimney piece in an attitude of extreme dejection. Soon the door was half-closed, and some one came to it, saying rapidly, "Shields, quick, a candle!" and then there were movings about in the room. All this time the seven or eight people in the room in which I was were talking, laughing, and playing backgammon, and none laughed louder than the landlady, who was sitting where she saw that mysterious door as plainly as I did. All this time, and during the movings in the room, I saw two large white feet sticking up at the end of the bed. I watched and watched, hoping those feet would move, but they did not; and somehow, to my thinking, they grew stiffer and whiter, and then my horrible suspicion deepened, and while we were sitting there a human spirit untended and desolate had passed forth into the night. Then a man came out with a bundle of clothes, and then the sick young man, groaning and sobbing, and then a third, who said to me, with some feeling, that the man who had just died was the sick young man's only brother. And still the landlady laughed and talked, and afterwards said to me, "It turns the house upside down when they just come here and die; we shall be half the night laying him out." I could not sleep for the bitter cold and the sound of the sobs and groans of the bereaved brother. The next day the landlady, in a fashionably-made black dress, was bustling about, proud of the prospective arrival of a handsome coffin. I went into the parlor to get a needle, and the door of THAT room was open, and children were running in and out, and the landlady, who was sweeping there, called cheerily to me to come in for the needle, and there, to my horror, not even covered with a face cloth, and with the sun blazing in through the unblinded window, lay that thing of terror, a corpse, on some chairs which were not even placed straight. It was buried in the afternoon, and from the looks of the brother, who continued to sob and moan, his end cannot be far off.

I found the ——-s living in a small room that served as a parlor, bedroom, and kitchen, combining the comforts of all. It was also home to two prairie dogs, a kitten, and a deerhound. It felt truly homelike. Mrs. ——- walked with me to the boarding house where I stayed, and we sat for a while in the parlor chatting with the landlady. Across from me, a door stood wide open leading to a bedroom, and on a bed across from the door, a very sick-looking young man was half-lying, half-sitting, fully dressed, being supported by another young man. A third sick-looking young man, who looked a lot like him, occasionally came in and out or leaned against the mantelpiece in a posture of deep despair. Soon, the door was half-closed, and someone rushed to it, saying quickly, "Shields, quick, a candle!" and then there were movements inside the room. All this time, the seven or eight people in the room I was in were talking, laughing, and playing backgammon, with the landlady laughing the loudest, sitting where she could clearly see that mysterious door just like I could. During all this commotion, I noticed two large white feet sticking up at the end of the bed. I kept watching, hoping those feet would move, but they didn’t; and somehow, to me, they seemed to grow stiffer and whiter, deepening my dreadful suspicion, and while we sat there, a human spirit unattended and alone slipped away into the night. Then a man came out with a bundle of clothes, followed by the sick young man, groaning and sobbing, and then a third man, who told me with some feeling that the man who had just died was the sick young man's only brother. Yet, the landlady continued to laugh and chat, later telling me, "It turns the house upside down when they just come here and die; we’ll be half the night laying him out." I couldn’t sleep for the bitter cold and the sounds of the bereaved brother’s sobs and groans. The next day, the landlady, wearing a stylish black dress, was bustling around, proud of the upcoming arrival of a handsome coffin. I went into the parlor to grab a needle, and the door of THAT room was open; children were running in and out, and the landlady, who was sweeping, cheerfully called for me to come in for the needle. To my horror, there lay that terrifying thing, a corpse, on some chairs that weren’t even aligned properly, not even covered with a face cloth, with the sun blazing in through the unshuttered window. It was buried in the afternoon, and judging by the brother’s appearance, who kept sobbing and moaning, his end can’t be far off.

The ——-s say that many go to the Springs in the last stage of consumption, thinking that the Colorado climate will cure them, without money enough to pay for even the coarsest board. We talked most of that day, and I equipped myself with arctics and warm gloves for the mountain tour which has been planned for me, and I gave Birdie the Sabbath she was entitled to on Tuesday, for I found, on arriving at the Springs, that the day I crossed the Arkansas Divide was Sunday, though I did not know it. Several friends of Miss Kingsley called on me; she is much remembered and beloved. This is not an expensive tour; we cost about ten shillings a day, and the five days which I have spent en route from Denver have cost something less than the fare for the few hours' journey by the cars. There are no real difficulties. It is a splendid life for health and enjoyment. All my luggage being in a pack, and my conveyance being a horse, we can go anywhere where we can get food and shelter.

The ——-s say that many people head to the Springs in the final stage of tuberculosis, believing that the Colorado climate will cure them, even though they don’t have enough money for basic food. We spent most of that day talking, and I got myself some snow boots and warm gloves for the mountain tour that's been arranged for me. I gave Birdie the day off she was owed on Tuesday since I discovered, upon arriving at the Springs, that the day I crossed the Arkansas Divide was actually Sunday, though I hadn’t realized it. Several friends of Miss Kingsley visited me; she is fondly remembered and loved. This tour isn’t expensive; we spend about ten shillings a day, and the five days I've traveled from Denver have cost less than the price of a few hours' train ride. There aren’t any real hardships. It’s an amazing experience for health and enjoyment. With all my luggage packed on a horse, we can go anywhere we can find food and shelter.


GREAT GORGE OF THE MANITOU, October 29.

GREAT GORGE OF THE MANITOU, October 29.

This is a highly picturesque place, with several springs, still and effervescing, the virtues of which were well known to the Indians. Near it are places, the names of which are familiar to every one—the Garden of the Gods, Glen Eyrie, Pike's Peak, Monument Park, and the Ute Pass. It has two or three immense hotels, and a few houses picturesquely situated. It is thronged by thousands of people in the summer who come to drink the waters, try the camp cure, and make mountain excursions; but it is all quiet now, and there are only a few lingerers in this immense hotel. There is a rushing torrent in a valley, with mountains, covered with snow and rising to a height of nearly 15,000 feet, overhanging it. It is grand and awful, and has a strange, solemn beauty like death. And the Snowy Mountains are pierced by the torrent which has excavated the Ute Pass, by which, to-morrow, I hope to go into the higher regions. But all may be "lost for want of a horseshoe nail." One of Birdie's shoes is loose, and not a nail is to be got here, or can be got till I have ridden for ten miles up the Pass. Birdie amuses every one with her funny ways. She always follows me closely, and to-day got quite into a house and pushed the parlor door open. She walks after me with her head laid on my shoulder, licking my face and teasing me for sugar, and sometimes, when any one else takes hold of her, she rears and kicks, and the vicious bronco soul comes into her eyes. Her face is cunning and pretty, and she makes a funny, blarneying noise when I go up to her. The men at all the stables make a fuss with her, and call her "Pet." She gallops up and down hill, and never stumbles even on the roughest ground, or requires even a touch with a whip.

This is a really beautiful place, with several springs, both still and bubbling, whose benefits were well known to the local tribes. Nearby are locations everyone recognizes—Garden of the Gods, Glen Eyrie, Pike's Peak, Monument Park, and Ute Pass. It has a couple of huge hotels and a few charming houses. In the summer, it's packed with thousands of people who come to drink the waters, try the health treatments, and go on mountain hikes; but right now it’s quiet, with only a few stragglers in this large hotel. There’s a rushing stream in a valley, surrounded by snow-covered mountains rising to nearly 15,000 feet above it. It's magnificent and intimidating, with a strange, somber beauty reminiscent of death. The Snowy Mountains are carved by the stream that has created Ute Pass, which I hope to explore tomorrow. But all could be "lost for want of a horseshoe nail." One of Birdie's shoes is loose, and there isn’t a nail to be found here, or I won’t be able to get one until I ride ten miles up the Pass. Birdie entertains everyone with her quirky behavior. She always stays close to me, and today she wandered into a house and pushed open the parlor door. She follows me with her head resting on my shoulder, licking my face and begging for sugar, and sometimes, when anyone else tries to handle her, she bucks and kicks, revealing her mischievous spirit. Her face is adorable and charming, and she makes a funny, endearing noise when I approach her. The guys at the stables all dote on her and call her "Pet." She runs up and down slopes without ever stumbling, even on the roughest ground, and doesn’t require even a light touch with a whip.

The weather is again perfect, with a cloudless sky and a hot sun, and the snow is all off the plains and lower valleys. After lunch, the ——-s in a buggy, and I on Birdie, left Colorado Springs, crossing the Mesa, a high hill with a table top, with a view of extraordinary laminated rocks, LEAVES of rock a bright vermilion color, against a background of snowy mountains, surmounted by Pike's Peak. Then we plunged into cavernous Glen Eyrie, with its fantastic needles of colored rock, and were entertained at General Palmer's "baronial mansion," a perfect eyrie, the fine hall filled with buffalo, elk, and deer heads, skins of wild animals, stuffed birds, bear robes, and numerous Indian and other weapons and trophies. Then through a gate of huge red rocks, we passed into the valley, called fantastically, Garden of the Gods, in which, were I a divinity, I certainly would not choose to dwell. Many places in this neighborhood are also vulgarized by grotesque names. From this we passed into a ravine, down which the Fountain River rushed, and there I left my friends with regret, and rode into this chill and solemn gorge, from which the mountains, reddening in the sunset, are only seen afar off. I put Birdie up at a stable, and as there was no place to put myself up but this huge hotel, I came here to have a last taste of luxury. They charge six dollars a day in the season, but it is now half-price; and instead of four hundred fashionable guests there are only fifteen, most of whom are speaking in the weak, rapid accents of consumption, and are coughing their hearts out. There are seven medicinal springs. It is strange to have the luxuries of life in my room. It will be only the fourth night in Colorado that I have slept on anything better than hay or straw. I am glad that there are so few inns. As it is, I get a good deal of insight into the homes and modes of living of the settlers.

The weather is perfect again, with a clear sky and a blazing sun, and the snow has melted off the plains and lower valleys. After lunch, the ———s in a buggy, and I on Birdie, left Colorado Springs, crossing the Mesa, a high flat hill with an amazing view of vibrant, layered rocks, bright vermilion sheets of rock against a backdrop of snowy mountains topped by Pike's Peak. Then we entered the impressive Glen Eyrie, with its stunning colored rock spires, and were hosted at General Palmer's "baronial mansion," a perfect eyrie, with a grand hall filled with buffalo, elk, and deer heads, wild animal skins, stuffed birds, bear rugs, and various Indian and other weapons and trophies. Then through a gate of huge red rocks, we moved into a valley whimsically called the Garden of the Gods, where, if I were a deity, I definitely wouldn't choose to live. Many places in this area are also ruined by ridiculous names. From here, we made our way into a gorge where the Fountain River rushed by, and I reluctantly parted ways with my friends, riding into this chilly, solemn canyon, where the mountains, glowing red at sunset, can only be seen in the distance. I put Birdie in a stable, and since there was nowhere else to stay except this massive hotel, I came here to indulge in a bit of luxury. They charge six dollars a day during the season, but now it’s half that price; instead of four hundred fashionable guests, there are only fifteen, most of whom speak in the weak, rapid tones of illness and are coughing their lungs out. There are seven medicinal springs. It’s odd to experience life's luxuries in my room. This will be only the fourth night in Colorado that I’ve slept on something better than hay or straw. I’m glad there are so few inns. This way, I get a good look at the homes and lifestyles of the settlers.


BERGENS PARK, October 31.

Bergens Park, October 31.

This cabin was so dark, and I so sleepy last night, that I could not write; but the frost during the night has been very severe, and I am detained until the bright, hot sun melts the ice and renders traveling safe. I left the great Manitou at ten yesterday. Birdie, who was loose in the stable, came trotting down the middle of it when she saw me for her sugar and biscuits. No nails could be got, and her shoe was hanging by two, which doomed me to a foot's pace and the dismal clink of a loose shoe for three hours. There was not a cloud on the bright blue sky the whole day, and though it froze hard in the shade, it was summer heat in the sun. The mineral fountains were sparkling in their basins and sending up their full perennial jets but the snow-clad, pine-skirted mountains frowned and darkened over the Ute Pass as I entered it to ascend it for twenty miles. A narrow pass it is, with barely room for the torrent and the wagon road which has been blasted out of its steep sides. All the time I was in sight of the Fountain River, brighter than any stream, because it tumbles over rose-red granite, rocky or disintegrated, a truly fair stream, cutting and forcing its way through hard rocks, under arches of alabaster ice, through fringes of crystalline ice, thumping with a hollow sound in cavernous recesses cold and dark, or leaping in foam from heights with rush and swish; always bright and riotous, never pausing in still pools to rest, dashing through gates of rock, pine hung, pine bridged, pine buried; twinkling and laughing in the sunshine, or frowning in "dowie dens" in the blue pine gloom. And there, for a mile or two in a sheltered spot, owing to the more southern latitude, the everlasting northern pine met the trees of other climates. There were dwarf oaks, willows, hazel, and spruce; the white cedar and the trailing juniper jostled each other for a precarious foothold; the majestic redwood tree of the Pacific met the exquisite balsam pine of the Atlantic slopes, and among them all the pale gold foliage of the large aspen trembled (as the legend goes) in endless remorse. And above them towered the toothy peaks of the glittering mountains, rising in pure white against the sunny blue. Grand! glorious! sublime! but not lovable. I would give all for the luxurious redundance of one Hilo gulch, or for one day of those soft dreamy "skies whose very tears are balm."

This cabin was so dark, and I was so sleepy last night, that I couldn't write; but the frost overnight was really intense, and I'm stuck here until the bright, hot sun melts the ice and makes traveling safe. I left the great Manitou at ten yesterday. Birdie, who was loose in the stable, came trotting down the middle of it when she saw me for her sugar and biscuits. I couldn't get any nails, and her shoe was hanging by two, which meant I could only go at a slow pace with the annoying clink of a loose shoe for three hours. There wasn't a cloud in the bright blue sky all day, and although it was freezing in the shade, it felt like summer in the sun. The mineral springs were sparkling in their basins, sending up their full perennial jets, but the snow-covered, pine-edged mountains loomed over the Ute Pass as I entered it to climb for twenty miles. It's a narrow pass, barely wide enough for the rushing water and the wagon road that has been blasted out of its steep sides. The whole time I could see the Fountain River, brighter than any stream, because it tumbles over rose-red granite, rocky or crumbling—a truly beautiful stream, cutting and forcing its way through hard rocks, under arches of alabaster ice, through fringes of crystalline ice, echoing in cold, dark cavernous recesses, or leaping in foam from heights with rushing and splashing; always bright and chaotic, never stopping in still pools to rest, crashing through gates of rock, hung with pines, bridged by pines, buried in pines; twinkling and laughing in the sunlight, or frowning in somber spots in the blue pine gloom. And there, for a mile or two in a sheltered area due to the more southern latitude, the everlasting northern pine met trees from other climates. There were dwarf oaks, willows, hazel, and spruce; the white cedar and the trailing juniper jostled for space; the majestic redwood tree from the Pacific met the lovely balsam pine from the Atlantic slopes, and among them all, the pale gold leaves of the large aspen trembled (as the legend says) in endless regret. And above them towered the jagged peaks of the sparkling mountains, rising in pure white against the sunny blue. Grand! glorious! sublime! but not lovable. I would give anything for the lush abundance of one Hilo gulch, or for just one day of those soft, dreamy "skies whose very tears are balm."


Bergens Park

Bergen Park

Up ever! the road being blasted out of the red rock which often overhung it, the canyon only from fifteen to twenty feet wide, the thunder of the Fountain, which is crossed eight times, nearly deafening. Sometimes the sun struck the road, and then it was absolutely hot; then one entered unsunned gorges where the snow lay deep, and the crowded pines made dark twilight, and the river roared under ice bridges fringed by icicles. At last the Pass opened out upon a sunlit upland park, where there was a forge, and with Birdie's shoe put on, and some shoe nails in my purse, I rode on cheerfully, getting food for us both at a ranch belonging to some very pleasant people, who, like all Western folk, when they are not taciturn, asked a legion of questions. There I met a Colonel Kittridge, who said that he believed his valley, twelve miles off the track, to be the loveliest valley in Colorado, and invited me to his house. Leaving the road, I went up a long ascent deep in snow, but as it did not seem to be the way, I tied up the pony, and walked on to a cabin at some distance, which I had hardly reached when I found her trotting like a dog by my side, pulling my sleeve and laying her soft gray nose on my shoulder. Does it all mean sugar? We had eight miles farther to go—most of the way through a forest, which I always dislike when alone, from the fear of being frightened by something which may appear from behind a tree. I saw a beautiful white fox, several skunks, some chipmunks and gray squirrels, owls, crows, and crested blue-jays. As the sun was getting low I reached Bergens Park, which was to put me out of conceit with Estes Park. Never! It is long and featureless, and its immediate surroundings are mean. It reminded me in itself of some dismal Highland strath—Glenshee, possibly. I looked at it with special interest, as it was the place at which Miss Kingsley had suggested that I might remain. The evening was glorious, and the distant views were very fine. A stream fringed with cotton-wood runs through the park; low ranges come down upon it. The south end is completely closed up, but at a considerable distance, by the great mass of Pike's Peak, while far beyond the other end are peaks and towers, wonderful in blue and violet in the lovely evening, and beyond these, sharply defined against the clear green sky, was the serrated ridge of the Snowy Range, said to be 200 miles away. Bergens Park had been bought by Dr. Bell, of London, but its present occupant is Mr. Thornton, an English gentleman, who has a worthy married Englishman as his manager. Mr. Thornton is building a good house, and purposes to build other cabins, with the intention of making the park a resort for strangers. I thought of the blue hollow lying solitary at the foot of Long's Peak, and rejoiced that I had "happened into it."

Up we go! The road is carved out of the red rock that often overhangs it, with the canyon being only fifteen to twenty feet wide, and the thunder of the Fountain, which we cross eight times, is nearly deafening. Sometimes the sun beats down on the road, making it absolutely hot; then you enter shaded gorges where the snow is deep, and the dense pines cast dark shadows, with the river roaring beneath ice bridges adorned with icicles. Finally, the Pass opens up to a sunlit open park, where there's a forge, and with Birdie's shoe put on and some shoe nails in my pocket, I ride on happily, getting food for both of us at a ranch owned by some very nice people who, like all Western folks, when they aren’t quiet, ask a ton of questions. There, I met Colonel Kittridge, who claimed that his valley, twelve miles off the path, is the prettiest valley in Colorado, and invited me to his house. Leaving the main road, I ascended a long snowy path, but since it didn't seem right, I tied up the pony and walked to a cabin nearby. I had barely reached it when I turned around to find her trotting beside me like a dog, tugging at my sleeve and resting her soft gray nose on my shoulder. Is this all about treats? We still had eight miles to go—mostly through a forest, which I always dread when I'm alone, fearing something might jump out from behind a tree. I saw a beautiful white fox, several skunks, some chipmunks and gray squirrels, owls, crows, and bright blue jays. As the sun started to set, I arrived at Bergens Park, which made me lose any desire for Estes Park. It’s long and featureless, with surroundings that are pretty unimpressive. It reminded me of some dreary Highland valley—perhaps Glenshee. I looked at it with curiosity since Miss Kingsley had suggested I could stay there. The evening was beautiful, and the distant views were stunning. A stream lined with cottonwoods runs through the park; low ranges slope toward it. The south end is completely closed off by the massive Pike's Peak, while far beyond the other end are peaks and towers that look gorgeous in blue and violet in the lovely evening light, sharply outlined against the clear green sky, was the jagged ridge of the Snowy Range, supposedly 200 miles away. Bergens Park was purchased by Dr. Bell from London, but the current occupant is Mr. Thornton, an English gentleman, who has a competent married Englishman managing things for him. Mr. Thornton is building a nice house and plans to construct other cabins, intending to turn the park into a retreat for visitors. I thought of the blue hollow sitting alone at the base of Long's Peak and felt grateful that I had "stumbled upon it."

The cabin is long, low, mud roofed, and very dark. The middle place is full of raw meat, fowls, and gear. One end, almost dark, contains the cooking-stove, milk, crockery, a long deal table, two benches, and some wooden stools; the other end houses the English manager or partner, his wife, and three children, another cooking-stove, gear of all kinds, and sacks of beans and flour. They put up a sheet for a partition, and made me a shake-down on the gravel floor of this room. Ten hired men sat down to meals with us. It was all very rough, dark, and comfortless, but Mr. T., who is not only a gentleman by birth, but an M.A. of Cambridge, seems to like it. Much in this way (a little smoother if a lady is in the case) every man must begin life here. Seven large dogs—three of them with cats upon their backs—are usually warming themselves at the fire.

The cabin is long, low, with a mud roof, and very dark. The middle area is filled with raw meat, poultry, and supplies. One end, nearly dark, has the cooking stove, milk, dishes, a long wooden table, two benches, and some wooden stools; the other end is where the English manager or partner, his wife, and three kids live, along with another cooking stove, various supplies, and sacks of beans and flour. They put up a sheet as a partition and made me a makeshift bed on the gravel floor of this room. Ten hired men ate meals with us. It was all very rough, dark, and uncomfortable, but Mr. T., who is not only a gentleman by birth but also an M.A. from Cambridge, seems to enjoy it. This is pretty much how every man has to start life here, with slightly smoother conditions if a lady is involved. Seven large dogs—three of them with cats on their backs—are usually warming themselves by the fire.


TWIN ROCK, SOUTH FORK OF THE PLATTE, November 1.

TWIN ROCK, SOUTH FORK OF THE PLATTE, November 1.

I did not leave Mr. Thornton's till ten, because of the slipperiness. I rode four miles along a back trail, and then was so tired that I stayed for two hours at a ranch, where I heard, to my dismay, that I must ride twenty-four miles farther before I could find any place to sleep at. I did not enjoy yesterday's ride. I was both tired and rheumatic, and Birdie was not so sprightly as usual. After starting again I came on a hideous place, of which I had not heard before, Hayden's Divide, one of the great back-bones of the region, a weary expanse of deep snow eleven miles across, and fearfully lonely. I saw nothing the whole way but a mule lately dead lying by the road. I was very nervous somehow, and towards evening believed that I had lost the road, for I came upon wild pine forests, with huge masses of rock from 100 to 700 feet high, cast here and there among them; beyond these pine-sprinkled grass hills; these, in their turn, were bounded by interminable ranges, ghastly in the lurid evening, with the Spanish Peaks quite clear, and the colossal summit of Mount Lincoln, the King of the Rocky Mountains, distinctly visible, though seventy miles away. It seemed awful to be alone on that ghastly ridge, surrounded by interminable mountains, in the deep snow, knowing that a party of thirty had been lost here a month ago. Just at nightfall the descent of a steep hill took me out of the forest and upon a clean log cabin, where, finding that the proper halting place was two miles farther on, I remained. A truly pleasing, superior-looking woman placed me in a rocking chair; would not let me help her otherwise than by rocking the cradle, and made me "feel at home." The room, though it serves them and their two children for kitchen, parlor, and bed room, is the pattern of brightness, cleanliness, and comfort. At supper there were canned raspberries, rolls, butter, tea, venison, and fried rabbit, and at seven I went to bed in a carpeted log room, with a thick feather bed on a mattress, sheets, ruffled pillow slips, and a pile of warm white blankets! I slept for eleven hours. They discourage me much about the route which Governor Hunt has projected for me. They think that it is impassable, owing to snow, and that another storm is brewing.

I didn’t leave Mr. Thornton’s until ten because the roads were slippery. I rode four miles along a back trail, and then I was so exhausted that I stopped for two hours at a ranch, where, to my frustration, I learned I had to ride twenty-four miles further to find a place to sleep. I didn’t enjoy yesterday’s ride. I was both tired and dealing with rheumatism, and Birdie wasn’t as lively as usual. After starting again, I encountered a dreadful place I hadn’t heard of before, Hayden’s Divide, one of the major ridges in the area, a tiring stretch of deep snow eleven miles wide, and incredibly desolate. The only thing I saw along the way was a recently dead mule lying by the road. I felt anxious for some reason, and by evening I thought I had lost the trail, as I came across wild pine forests with massive rock formations ranging from 100 to 700 feet high scattered among them; beyond those were grass hills sprinkled with pine, bordered by endless mountain ranges, looking eerie in the dim evening light, with the Spanish Peaks clearly visible, and the towering summit of Mount Lincoln, the King of the Rocky Mountains, distinctly seen, even though it was seventy miles away. It felt terrifying to be alone on that desolate ridge, surrounded by endless mountains in the deep snow, knowing that a group of thirty had gone missing there a month ago. Just at dusk, a steep descent led me out of the forest and to a neat log cabin, where I found out that the actual stopping point was two miles further on, so I stayed there. A very pleasant, attractive woman set me up in a rocking chair; she wouldn’t let me help her except by rocking the cradle, and made me feel “at home.” The room, even though it serves as their kitchen, living room, and bedroom for her and their two kids, was remarkably bright, clean, and cozy. At dinner, they served canned raspberries, rolls, butter, tea, venison, and fried rabbit, and at seven I went to bed in a cozy log room, with a thick feather bed on a mattress, sheets, ruffled pillowcases, and a stack of warm white blankets! I slept for eleven hours. They have really discouraged me about the route that Governor Hunt has planned for me. They believe it’s impassable due to the snow and that another storm is on the way.


HALL'S GULCH, November 6.

HALL'S GULCH, Nov 6.

I have ridden 150 miles since I wrote last. On leaving Twin Rock on Saturday I had a short day's ride to Colonel Kittridge's cabin at Oil Creek, where I spent a quiet Sunday with agreeable people. The ride was all through parks and gorges, and among pine-clothed hills, about 9,000 feet high, with Pike's Peak always in sight. I have developed much sagacity in finding a trail, or I should not be able to make use of such directions as these: "Keep along a gulch four or five miles till you get Pike's Peak on your left, then follow some wheel-marks till you get to some timber, and keep to the north till you come to a creek, where you'll find a great many elk tracks; then go to your right and cross the creek three times, then you'll see a red rock to your left," etc., etc. The K's cabin was very small and lonely, and the life seemed a hard grind for an educated and refined woman. There were snow flurries after I arrived, but the first Sunday of November was as bright and warm as June, and the atmosphere had resumed its exquisite purity. Three peaks of Pike's Peak are seen from Oil Creek, above the nearer hills, and by them they tell the time. We had been in the evening shadows for half an hour before those peaks ceased to be transparent gold.

I have ridden 150 miles since I last wrote. Leaving Twin Rock on Saturday, I had a short ride to Colonel Kittridge's cabin at Oil Creek, where I spent a relaxing Sunday with nice people. The ride went through parks and gorges, and among pine-covered hills about 9,000 feet high, with Pike's Peak always in view. I've gotten quite good at finding a trail; otherwise, I wouldn’t be able to follow directions like these: "Stay along a gulch for four or five miles until you have Pike's Peak on your left, then follow some tire tracks until you reach some trees, and head north until you find a creek, where you’ll see plenty of elk tracks; then turn right and cross the creek three times, and you’ll spot a red rock to your left," etc. The K's cabin was very small and isolated, and life there seemed tough for an educated and refined woman. There were snow flurries after I arrived, but the first Sunday of November was as bright and warm as June, and the air had regained its wonderful clarity. Three peaks of Pike's Peak are visible from Oil Creek, rising above the closer hills, and people use them to tell the time. We had been in the evening shadows for half an hour before those peaks stopped shimmering like transparent gold.

On leaving Colonel Kittridge's hospitable cabin I dismounted, as I had often done before, to lower a bar, and, on looking round, Birdie was gone! I spent an hour in trying to catch her, but she had taken an "ugly fit," and would not let me go near her; and I was getting tired and vexed, when two passing trappers, on mules, circumvented and caught her. I rode the twelve miles back to Twin Rock, and then went on, a kindly teamster, who was going in the same direction, taking my pack. I must explain that every mile I have traveled since leaving Colorado Springs has taken me farther and higher into the mountains. That afternoon I rode through lawnlike upland parks, with the great snow mass of Pike's Peak behind, and in front mountains bathed in rich atmospheric coloring of blue and violet, all very fine, but threatening to become monotonous, when the wagon road turned abruptly to the left, and crossed a broad, swift, mountain river, the head-waters of the Platte. There I found the ranch to which I had been recommended, the quarters of a great hunter named Link, which much resembled a good country inn. There was a pleasant, friendly woman, but the men were all away, a thing I always regret, as it gives me half an hour's work at the horse before I can write to you. I had hardly come in when a very pleasant German lady, whom I met at Manitou, with three gentlemen, arrived, and we were as sociable as people could be. We had a splendid though rude supper. While Mrs. Link was serving us, and urging her good things upon us, she was orating on the greediness of English people, saying that "you would think they traveled through the country only to gratify their palates"; and addressed me, asking me if I had not observed it! I am nearly always taken for a Dane or a Swede, never for an Englishwoman, so I often hear a good deal of outspoken criticism.

On leaving Colonel Kittridge's welcoming cabin, I got off my horse, as I had done many times before, to lower a bar, and when I looked around, Birdie was gone! I spent an hour trying to catch her, but she was in a stubborn mood and wouldn’t let me get near her. I was starting to feel tired and frustrated when two trappers on mules came by and managed to catch her. I rode the twelve miles back to Twin Rock, and then continued on with a friendly teamster who was heading in the same direction taking my pack. I need to mention that every mile I've traveled since leaving Colorado Springs has taken me further and higher into the mountains. That afternoon, I rode through grassy upland parks, with the massive snow cap of Pike's Peak behind me, and in front were mountains bathed in rich shades of blue and violet. It was all very beautiful but starting to feel a bit repetitive, when the road suddenly turned left and crossed a wide, fast-flowing mountain river, the headwaters of the Platte. There, I found the ranch I had been recommended, which belonged to a great hunter named Link and looked a lot like a nice country inn. A friendly woman greeted me, but all the men were away, which I always regret, as it means I have to spend half an hour taking care of the horse before I can write to you. I had barely walked in when a pleasant German lady, whom I met in Manitou, arrived with three gentlemen, and we got along really well. We had a wonderful, though simple, dinner. While Mrs. Link was serving us and encouraging us to enjoy her delicious food, she talked about how greedy English people are, saying that “you would think they traveled through the country just to satisfy their appetites,” and she asked me if I had noticed it! I'm almost always mistaken for a Dane or a Swede, never an Englishwoman, so I often hear quite a bit of honest criticism.

In the evening Mr. Link returned, and there was a most vehement discussion between him, an old hunter, a miner, and the teamster who brought my pack, as to the route by which I should ride through the mountains for the next three or four days—because at that point I was to leave the wagon road—and it was renewed with increased violence the next morning, so that if my nerves had not been of steel I should have been appalled. The old hunter acrimoniously said he "must speak the truth," the miner was directing me over a track where for twenty-five miles there was not a house, and where, if snow came on, I should never be heard of again. The miner said he "must speak the truth," the hunter was directing me over a pass where there were five feet of snow, and no trail. The teamster said that the only road possible for a horse was so-and-so, and advised me to take the wagon road into South Park, which I was determined not to do. Mr. Link said he was the oldest hunter and settler in the district, and he could not cross any of the trails in snow. And so they went on. At last they partially agreed on a route—"the worst road in the Rocky Mountains," the old hunter said, with two feet of snow upon it, but a hunter had hauled an elk over part of it, at any rate. The upshot of the whole you shall have in my next letter.

In the evening, Mr. Link came back, and there was a heated debate between him, an old hunter, a miner, and the teamster who brought my pack about the route I should take through the mountains for the next three or four days—since I was set to leave the wagon road at that point. The discussion flared up even more the next morning, and if my nerves hadn’t been made of steel, I would have been terrified. The old hunter insisted he "had to tell the truth," while the miner directed me down a path where there wasn’t a house for twenty-five miles, and if snow came, I’d probably vanish without a trace. The miner insisted he "had to tell the truth," too, while the hunter pointed me toward a pass still buried under five feet of snow, with no visible trail. The teamster claimed the only way a horse could go was a certain route, and advised me to take the wagon road into South Park, which I was determined not to do. Mr. Link asserted that he was the oldest hunter and settler in the area, and he couldn’t manage any of the trails in the snow. And the discussion continued. Finally, they somewhat agreed on a path—"the worst road in the Rocky Mountains," said the old hunter, covered in two feet of snow, but at least a hunter had managed to haul an elk over part of it. I’ll share the outcome in my next letter.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter XI

Tarryall Creek—The Red Range—Excelsior—Importunate pedlars—Snow and heat—A bison calf—Deep drifts—South Park—The Great Divide—Comanche Bill—Difficulties—Hall's Gulch—A Lord Dundreary—Ridiculous fears.

Tarryall Creek—The Red Range—Excelsior—Persistent salespeople—Snow and heat—A bison calf—Deep snowdrifts—South Park—The Great Divide—Comanche Bill—Challenges—Hall's Gulch—A Lord Dundreary—Silly fears.

HALL'S GULCH, COLORADO, November 6.

Hall's Gulch, Colorado, November 6.

It was another cloudless morning, one of the many here on which one awakes early, refreshed, and ready to enjoy the fatigues of another day. In our sunless, misty climate you do not know the influence which persistent fine weather exercises on the spirits. I have been ten months in almost perpetual sunshine, and now a single cloudy day makes me feel quite depressed. I did not leave till 9:30, because of the slipperiness, and shortly after starting turned off into the wilderness on a very dim trail. Soon seeing a man riding a mile ahead, I rode on and overtook him, and we rode eight miles together, which was convenient to me, as without him I should several times have lost the trail altogether. Then his fine American horse, on which he had only ridden two days, broke down, while my "mad, bad bronco," on which I had been traveling for a fortnight, cantered lightly over the snow. He was the only traveler I saw in a day of nearly twelve hours. I thoroughly enjoyed every minute of that ride. I concentrated all my faculties of admiration and of locality, for truly the track was a difficult one. I sometimes thought it deserved the bad name given to it at Link's. For the most part it keeps in sight of Tarryall Creek, one of the large affluents of the Platte, and is walled in on both sides by mountains, which are sometimes so close together as to leave only the narrowest canyon between them, at others breaking wide apart, till, after winding and climbing up and down for twenty-five miles, it lands one on a barren rock-girdled park, watered by a rapid fordable stream as broad as the Ouse at Huntingdon, snow fed and ice fringed, the park bordered by fantastic rocky hills, snow covered and brightened only by a dwarf growth of the beautiful silver spruce. I have not seen anything hitherto so thoroughly wild and unlike the rest of these parts.

It was another clear morning, one of the many where you wake up early, refreshed and ready to tackle the challenges of another day. In our cloudy, foggy climate, you don't realize the uplifting effect that consistent good weather has on your mood. I've spent ten months in almost constant sunshine, and now just one cloudy day makes me feel pretty down. I didn’t leave until 9:30 because it was slippery, and not long after, I veered off into the wilderness on a faint trail. I soon spotted a man riding a mile ahead, so I kept going and caught up with him. We rode eight miles together, which was helpful, since without him I would have lost the trail several times. Then his great American horse, which he had only been riding for two days, gave out, while my "mad, bad bronco," which I had been riding for two weeks, trotted easily over the snow. He was the only other traveler I saw in a nearly twelve-hour day. I enjoyed every minute of that ride. I focused all my attention on admiring the scenery and staying oriented, because the path was truly challenging. Occasionally, I thought it deserved the bad reputation it got at Link's. For the most part, it stays close to Tarryall Creek, one of the major tributaries of the Platte, flanked by mountains that sometimes come so close it leaves only a narrow canyon between them. At other times, they spread wide apart, winding and climbing up and down for twenty-five miles until you end up in a barren, rocky park, fed by a fast-flowing stream as wide as the Ouse at Huntingdon, snow-fed and bordered by ice, with the park surrounded by strange rocky hills that are snow-covered and highlighted only by a few small silver spruce trees. I haven't seen anything this wild and different from the rest of this area before.

I rode up one great ascent where hills were tumbled about confusedly; and suddenly across the broad ravine, rising above the sunny grass and the deep green pines, rose in glowing and shaded red against the glittering blue heaven a magnificent and unearthly range of mountains, as shapely as could be seen, rising into colossal points, cleft by deep blue ravines, broken up into sharks' teeth, with gigantic knobs and pinnacles rising from their inaccessible sides, very fair to look upon—a glowing, heavenly, unforgettable sight, and only four miles off. Mountains they looked not of this earth, but such as one sees in dreams alone, the blessed ranges of "the land which is very far off." They were more brilliant than those incredible colors in which painters array the fiery hills of Moab and the Desert, and one could not believe them for ever uninhabited, for on them rose, as in the East, the similitude of stately fortresses, not the gray castellated towers of feudal Europe, but gay, massive, Saracenic architecture, the outgrowth of the solid rock. They were vast ranges, apparently of enormous height, their color indescribable, deepest and reddest near the pine-draped bases, then gradually softening into wonderful tenderness, till the highest summits rose all flushed, and with an illusion of transparency, so that one might believe that they were taking on the hue of sunset. Below them lay broken ravines of fantastic rocks, cleft and canyoned by the river, with a tender unearthly light over all, the apparent warmth of a glowing clime, while I on the north side was in the shadow among the pure unsullied snow.

I rode up a steep hill where the landscape was a chaotic mix of hills; and suddenly, across the wide ravine, rising above the sunny grass and deep green pines, stood an amazing and otherworldly range of mountains, glowing in shades of red against the brilliant blue sky. They were perfectly shaped, reaching into towering points, split by deep blue ravines, jagged like sharks' teeth, with huge knobs and peaks rising from their steep sides, incredibly beautiful—a vibrant, heavenly, unforgettable view just four miles away. These mountains looked like they came from another world, like something you only see in dreams, the blessed ranges of "the land which is very far off." They were more vivid than the unbelievable colors that artists use to paint the fiery hills of Moab and the Desert, and one couldn't help but think they must be inhabited, for from them rose the likeness of grand fortresses, not the gray, castle-like towers of feudal Europe, but bright, massive, Saracenic architecture, emerging from the solid rock. They were vast ranges, seemingly of enormous height, with colors that were indescribable—deepest and reddest near the pine-covered bases, then gradually softening into delicate hues, until the highest peaks glowed with an illusion of transparency, as if they were picking up the colors of sunset. Below them lay fractured ravines of strange rocks, carved and canyoned by the river, with a gentle, otherworldly light over everything, giving the impression of warmth from a glowing climate, while I on the north side stood in the shadow among the pure, untouched snow.

With us the damp, the chill, the gloom;
With them the sunset's rosy bloom.

With us it's damp, cold, and gloomy;
With them, the sunset's rosy glow.

The dimness of earth with me, the light of heaven with them. Here, again, worship seemed the only attitude for a human spirit, and the question was ever present, "Lord, what is man, that Thou art mindful of him; or the son of man, that Thou visitest him?" I rode up and down hills laboriously in snow-drifts, getting off often to ease my faithful Birdie by walking down ice-clad slopes, stopping constantly to feast my eyes upon that changeless glory, always seeing some new ravine, with its depths of color or miraculous brilliancy of red, or phantasy of form. Then below, where the trail was locked into a deep canyon where there was scarcely room for it and the river, there was a beauty of another kind in solemn gloom. There the stream curved and twisted marvellously, widening into shallows, narrowing into deep boiling eddies, with pyramidal firs and the beautiful silver spruce fringing its banks, and often falling across it in artistic grace, the gloom chill and deep, with only now and then a light trickling through the pines upon the cold snow, when suddenly turning round I saw behind, as if in the glory of an eternal sunset, those flaming and fantastic peaks. The effect of the combination of winter and summer was singular. The trail ran on the north side the whole time, and the snow lay deep and pure white, while not a wreath of it lay on the south side, where abundant lawns basked in the warm sun.

The earth was dim around me, while the light of heaven shone on them. Here, once again, it felt like worship was the only fitting response for a human spirit, and the question lingered, "Lord, what is man that You take notice of him, or the son of man that You visit him?" I rode up and down the hills, struggling through snow drifts, frequently getting off to give my loyal horse, Birdie, a break by walking down the icy slopes, constantly pausing to admire that unchanging beauty, always spotting a new ravine with its rich colors, stunning bright reds, or unique shapes. Below, where the trail was wedged in a deep canyon with barely enough space for it and the river, there was a different kind of beauty in the solemn shadows. There, the stream twisted and turned beautifully, widening into shallow areas and narrowing into deep, swirling eddies, with towering firs and elegant silver spruces lining its banks, often arching gracefully over it, the shadows dark and deep, with only occasional rays of light filtering through the pines onto the cold snow. Then, suddenly turning around, I saw behind me, like the glory of an eternal sunset, those vibrant, fantastical peaks. The combination of winter and summer was striking. The trail ran along the north side the entire time, where the snow was deep and pure white, while not a flake rested on the south side, where lush lawns soaked up the warm sun.

The pitch pine, with its monotonous and somewhat rigid form, had disappeared; the white pine became scarce, both being displayed by the slim spires and silvery green of the miniature silver spruce. Valley and canyon were passed, the flaming ranges were left behind, the upper altitudes became grim and mysterious. I crossed a lake on the ice, and then came on a park surrounded by barren contorted hills, overtopped by snow mountains. There, in some brushwood, we crossed a deepish stream on the ice, which gave way, and the fearful cold of the water stiffened my limbs for the rest of the ride. All these streams become bigger as you draw nearer to their source, and shortly the trail disappeared in a broad rapid river, which we forded twice. The trail was very difficult to recover. It ascended ever in frost and snow, amidst scanty timber dwarfed by cold and twisted by storms, amidst solitudes such as one reads of in the High Alps; there were no sounds to be heard but the crackle of ice and snow, the pitiful howling of wolves, and the hoot of owls. The sun to me had long set; the peaks which had blushed were pale and sad; the twilight deepened into green; but still "Excelsior!" There were no happy homes with light of household fires; above, the spectral mountains lifted their cold summits. As darkness came on I began to fear that I had confused the cabin to which I had been directed with the rocks. To confess the truth, I was cold, for my boots and stockings had frozen on my feet, and I was hungry too, having eaten nothing but raisins for fourteen hours. After riding thirty miles I saw a light a little way from the track, and found it to be the cabin of the daughter of the pleasant people with whom I had spent the previous night. Her husband had gone to the Plains, yet she, with two infant children, was living there in perfect security. Two pedlars, who were peddling their way down from the mines, came in for a night's shelter soon after I arrived—ill-looking fellows enough. They admired Birdie in a suspicious fashion, and offered to "swop" their pack horse for her. I went out the last thing at night and the first thing in the morning to see that "the powny" was safe, for they were very importunate on the subject of the "swop." I had before been offered 150 dollars for her. I was obliged to sleep with the mother and children, and the pedlars occupied a room within ours. It was hot and airless. The cabin was papered with the Phrenological Journal, and in the morning I opened my eyes on the very best portrait of Dr. Candlish I ever saw, and grieved truly that I should never see that massive brow and fantastic face again.

The pitch pine, with its boring and somewhat stiff shape, was gone; the white pine was becoming rare, both replaced by the slender spires and silvery green of the small silver spruce. We passed through valleys and canyons, leaving behind the fiery mountain ranges, as the higher elevations became bleak and mysterious. I crossed a lake on the ice, then entered a park surrounded by twisted, barren hills, capped by snowy mountains. There, in some underbrush, we crossed a deep stream on the ice, which gave way, and the biting cold of the water numbed my limbs for the rest of the ride. All these streams grow larger as you get closer to their source, and soon the trail vanished into a wide, fast river, which we crossed twice. It was tough to find the trail again. It climbed higher through frost and snow, among sparse trees stunted by the cold and twisted by storms, in desolate areas like those described in the High Alps; the only sounds were the cracking of ice and snow, the mournful howls of wolves, and the hoots of owls. The sun had long set for me; the peaks that had once glowed were now pale and somber; twilight deepened into green; yet still "Excelsior!" There were no cozy homes with the glow of warm fires; above, the ghostly mountains rose with their icy peaks. As darkness fell, I began to worry that I had mixed up the cabin I was directed to with the rocks. To be honest, I was cold, as my boots and socks had frozen to my feet, and I was also hungry, having eaten only raisins for fourteen hours. After riding thirty miles, I spotted a light a bit off the trail and discovered it was the cabin of the daughter of the nice people I had stayed with the previous night. Her husband had gone to the Plains, but she was living there safely with her two small children. Two peddlers, on their way down from the mines, came in for a night's shelter shortly after I arrived—pretty shady characters. They eyed Birdie suspiciously and offered to "swap" their pack horse for her. I went out last thing at night and first thing in the morning to check that "the powny" was safe, since they were very pushy about the "swap." Someone had previously offered me 150 dollars for her. I had to share a bed with the mother and children, while the peddlers occupied a room adjacent to ours. It was hot and stuffy. The cabin was lined with pages from the Phrenological Journal, and in the morning, I woke up to see the best portrait of Dr. Candlish I had ever seen, and it truly saddened me that I would never see that strong brow and unique face again.

Mrs. Link was an educated and very intelligent young woman. The pedlars were Irish Yankees, and the way in which they "traded" was as amusing as "Sam Slick." They not only wanted to "swop" my pony, but to "trade" my watch. They trade their souls, I know. They displayed their wares for an hour with much dexterous flattery and persuasiveness, but Mrs. Link was untemptable, and I was only tempted into buying a handkerchief to keep the sun off. There was another dispute about my route. It was the most critical day of my journey. If a snowstorm came on, I might be detained in the mountains for many weeks; but if I got through the snow and reached the Denver wagon road, no detention would signify much. The pedlars insisted that I could not get through, for the road was not broken. Mrs. L. thought I could, and advised me to try, so I saddled Birdie and rode away.

Mrs. Link was a highly educated and smart young woman. The peddlers were Irish Yankees, and the way they "traded" was as entertaining as "Sam Slick." They not only wanted to "swap" my pony but also to "trade" my watch. I know they would trade their souls if they could. They showcased their goods for an hour with plenty of smooth talk and persuasion, but Mrs. Link wasn't tempted at all, and I only ended up buying a handkerchief to keep the sun off. There was another argument about my route. It was the most crucial day of my journey. If a snowstorm hit, I could be stuck in the mountains for weeks; however, if I made it through the snow and reached the Denver wagon road, any delays wouldn't be a big deal. The peddlers insisted I couldn't get through because the road wasn't cleared. Mrs. L. believed I could and encouraged me to give it a shot, so I saddled up Birdie and rode off.

More than half of the day was far from enjoyable. The morning was magnificent, but the light too dazzling, the sun too fierce. As soon as I got out I felt as if I should drop off the horse. My large handkerchief kept the sun from my neck, but the fierce heat caused soul and sense, brain and eye, to reel. I never saw or felt the like of it. I was at a height of 12,000 feet, where, of course, the air was highly rarefied, and the snow was so pure and dazzling that I was obliged to keep my eyes shut as much as possible to avoid snow blindness. The sky was a different and terribly fierce color; and when I caught a glimpse of the sun, he was white and unwinking like a lime-ball light, yet threw off wicked scintillations. I suffered so from nausea, exhaustion, and pains from head to foot, that I felt as if I must lie down in the snow. It may have been partly the early stage of soroche, or mountain sickness. We plodded on for four hours, snow all round, and nothing else to be seen but an ocean of glistening peaks against that sky of infuriated blue. How I found my way I shall never know, for the only marks on the snow were occasional footprints of a man, and I had no means of knowing whether they led in the direction I ought to take. Earlier, before the snow became so deep, I passed the last great haunt of the magnificent mountain bison, but, unfortunately, saw nothing but horns and bones. Two months ago Mr. Link succeeded in separating a calf from the herd, and has partially domesticated it. It is a very ugly thing at seven months old, with a thick beard, and a short, thick, dark mane on its heavy shoulders. It makes a loud grunt like a pig. It can outrun their fastest horse, and it sometimes leaps over the high fence of the corral, and takes all the milk of five cows.

More than half the day was pretty miserable. The morning was beautiful, but the light was too bright and the sun too harsh. As soon as I got out, I felt like I might fall off the horse. My big handkerchief kept the sun off my neck, but the intense heat made my mind and body feel dizzy. I’ve never experienced anything like it. I was at an altitude of 12,000 feet, where the air was really thin, and the snow was so bright that I had to keep my eyes shut as much as possible to avoid snow blindness. The sky had an intense and fierce color, and when I caught a glimpse of the sun, it looked white and unblinking like a lime light, yet it reflected wicked glints. I was suffering from nausea, exhaustion, and pain all over, and it felt like I had to lie down in the snow. It might have been the early onset of soroche, or mountain sickness. We trudged on for four hours, surrounded by snow and nothing else but a sea of glistening peaks against that furious blue sky. I have no idea how I found my way because the only marks on the snow were occasional footprints from a man, and I couldn't tell if they were leading me in the right direction. Earlier, before the snow got so deep, I passed the last major habitat of the magnificent mountain bison, but unfortunately, all I saw were horns and bones. Two months ago, Mr. Link managed to separate a calf from the herd and has partially domesticated it. It’s a pretty ugly creature at seven months old, with a thick beard and a short, dark mane on its heavy shoulders. It grunts loudly like a pig. It can outrun their fastest horse and sometimes jumps over the high fence of the corral, drinking all the milk from five cows.

The snow grew seriously deep. Birdie fell thirty times, I am sure. She seemed unable to keep up at all, so I was obliged to get off and stumble along in her footmarks. By that time my spirit for overcoming difficulties had somewhat returned, for I saw a lie of country which I knew must contain South Park, and we had got under cover of a hill which kept off the sun. The trail had ceased; it was only one of those hunter's tracks which continually mislead one. The getting through the snow was awful work. I think we accomplished a mile in something over two hours. The snow was two feet eight inches deep, and once we went down in a drift the surface of which was rippled like sea sand, Birdie up to her back, and I up to my shoulders!

The snow got really deep. Birdie fell thirty times, I’m sure of it. She didn’t seem able to keep up at all, so I had to get off and stumble along in her footsteps. By then, my motivation to tackle challenges had somewhat returned because I saw a stretch of land that I knew had to lead to South Park, and we were sheltered by a hill that blocked the sun. The trail had disappeared; it was just one of those hunter's tracks that constantly mislead you. Making our way through the snow was tough work. I think we covered a mile in just over two hours. The snow was two feet eight inches deep, and at one point we fell into a drift where the surface was rippled like beach sand, with Birdie submerged up to her back and me up to my shoulders!

At last we got through, and I beheld, with some sadness, the goal of my journey, "The Great Divide," the Snowy Range, and between me and it South Park, a rolling prairie seventy-five miles long and over 10,000 feet high, treeless, bounded by mountains, and so rich in sun-cured hay that one might fancy that all the herds of Colorado could find pasture there. Its chief center is the rough mining town of Fairplay, but there are rumors of great mineral wealth in various quarters. The region has been "rushed," and mining camps have risen at Alma and elsewhere, so lawless and brutal that vigilance committees are forming as a matter of necessity. South Park is closed, or nearly so, by snow during an ordinary winter; and just now the great freight wagons are carrying up the last supplies of the season, and taking down women and other temporary inhabitants. A great many people come up here in the summer. The rarefied air produces great oppression on the lungs, accompanied with bleeding. It is said that you can tell a new arrival by seeing him go about holding a blood-stained handkerchief to his mouth. But I came down upon it from regions of ice and snow; and as the snow which had fallen on it had all disappeared by evaporation and drifting, it looked to me quite lowland and livable, though lonely and indescribably mournful, "a silent sea," suggestive of "the muffled oar." I cantered across the narrow end of it, delighted to have got through the snow; and when I struck the "Denver stage road" I supposed that all the difficulties of mountain travel were at an end, but this has not turned out to be exactly the case.

At last we made it through, and I looked at the goal of my journey with some sadness, "The Great Divide," the Snowy Range, and between me and it was South Park, a rolling prairie seventy-five miles long and over 10,000 feet high, treeless, surrounded by mountains, and so rich in sun-cured hay that you might think all the herds of Colorado could find pasture there. Its main center is the rough mining town of Fairplay, but there are rumors of great mineral wealth in various places. The area has been "rushed," and mining camps have popped up at Alma and elsewhere, so lawless and brutal that vigilante groups are forming out of necessity. South Park is closed, or nearly so, by snow during a typical winter; right now, the big freight wagons are bringing up the last supplies of the season and taking down women and other temporary residents. A lot of people come here in the summer. The thin air can be really hard on the lungs, sometimes causing bleeding. They say you can spot a newcomer by seeing him walk around with a blood-stained handkerchief to his mouth. But I came down from areas of ice and snow; and since the snow that had fallen here had all disappeared due to evaporation and drifting, it seemed quite lowland and livable to me, though lonely and indescribably mournful, "a silent sea," reminiscent of "the muffled oar." I trotted across the narrow end, happy to have made it through the snow; and when I hit the "Denver stage road," I thought all the challenges of mountain travel were over, but that hasn't turned out to be the case at all.

A horseman shortly joined me and rode with me, got me a fresh horse, and accompanied me for ten miles. He was a picturesque figure and rode a very good horse. He wore a big slouch hat, from under which a number of fair curls hung nearly to his waist. His beard was fair, his eyes blue, and his complexion ruddy. There was nothing sinister in his expression, and his manner was respectful and frank. He was dressed in a hunter's buckskin suit ornamented with beads, and wore a pair of exceptionally big brass spurs. His saddle was very highly ornamented. What was unusual was the number of weapons he carried. Besides a rifle laid across his saddle and a pair of pistols in the holsters, he carried two revolvers and a knife in his belt, and a carbine slung behind him. I found him what is termed "good company." He told me a great deal about the country and its wild animals, with some hunting adventures, and a great deal about Indians and their cruelty and treachery. All this time, having crossed South Park, we were ascending the Continental Divide by what I think is termed the Breckenridge Pass, on a fairly good wagon road. We stopped at a cabin, where the woman seemed to know my companion, and, in addition to bread and milk, produced some venison steaks. We rode on again, and reached the crest of the Divide (see engraving), and saw snow-born streams starting within a quarter of a mile from each other, one for the Colorado and the Pacific, the other for the Platte and the Atlantic. Here I wished the hunter good-bye, and reluctantly turned north-east. It was not wise to go up the Divide at all, and it was necessary to do it in haste. On my way down I spoke to the woman at whose cabin I had dined, and she said, "I am sure you found Comanche Bill a real gentleman"; and I then knew that, if she gave me correct information, my intelligent, courteous companion was one of the most notorious desperadoes of the Rocky Mountains, and the greatest Indian exterminator on the frontier—a man whose father and family fell in a massacre at Spirit Lake by the hands of Indians, who carried away his sister, then a child of eleven. His life has since been mainly devoted to a search for this child, and to killing Indians wherever he can find them.

A horseman soon joined me and rode alongside, got me a fresh horse, and traveled with me for ten miles. He was quite the sight and rode a great horse. He wore a large slouch hat with a bunch of light curls hanging down to his waist. His beard was light, his eyes blue, and his complexion healthy. There was nothing threatening about his expression, and he was respectful and straightforward. He was dressed in a buckskin hunting suit decorated with beads and had a pair of particularly large brass spurs. His saddle was elaborately decorated. What stood out was the number of weapons he carried. Along with a rifle across his saddle and a pair of pistols in holsters, he had two revolvers and a knife in his belt, plus a carbine slung behind him. I found him what people call "good company." He shared a lot about the area, its wildlife, some hunting stories, and quite a bit about Indians and their cruelty and deceit. During this time, after crossing South Park, we were climbing the Continental Divide via what I think is called the Breckenridge Pass, on a decent wagon road. We stopped at a cabin where the woman seemed to know my companion and, in addition to bread and milk, served up some venison steaks. We continued on and reached the top of the Divide (see engraving), where we saw snow-fed streams starting just a quarter-mile apart—one heading toward the Colorado and the Pacific, and the other for the Platte and the Atlantic. Here I bid farewell to the hunter and reluctantly turned northeast. It wasn't smart to go up the Divide at all, and I had to do it quickly. On my way down, I talked to the woman at the cabin where I had eaten, and she said, "I'm sure you found Comanche Bill a real gentleman"; then I realized that if she was accurate, my intelligent and polite companion was one of the most infamous outlaws in the Rocky Mountains and the greatest Indian killer on the frontier—a man whose father and family were killed in a massacre at Spirit Lake by Indians, who took his eleven-year-old sister. His life has mainly been dedicated to searching for her and killing Indians whenever he can.

After riding twenty miles, which made the distance for that day fifty, I remounted Birdie to ride six miles farther, to a house which had been mentioned to me as a stopping place. The road ascended to a height of 11,000 feet, and from thence I looked my last at the lonely, uplifted prairie sea. "Denver stage road!" The worst, rudest, dismallest, darkest road I have yet traveled on, nothing but a winding ravine, the Platte canyon, pine crowded and pine darkened, walled in on both sides for six miles by pine-skirted mountains 12,000 feet high! Along this abyss for fifty miles there are said to be only five houses, and were it not for miners going down, and freight wagons going up, the solitude would be awful. As it was, I did not see a creature. It was four when I left South Park, and between those mountain walls and under the pines it soon became quite dark, a darkness which could be felt. The snow which had melted in the sun had re-frozen, and was one sheet of smooth ice. Birdie slipped so alarmingly that I got off and walked, but then neither of us could keep our feet, and in the darkness she seemed so likely to fall upon me, that I took out of my pack the man's socks which had been given me at Perry's Park, and drew them on over her fore-feet—an expedient which for a time succeeded admirably, and which I commend to all travelers similarly circumstanced. It was unutterably dark, and all these operations had to be performed by the sense of touch only. I remounted, allowed her to take her own way, as I could not see even her ears, and though her hind legs slipped badly, we contrived to get along through the narrowest part of the canyon, with a tumbling river close to the road. The pines were very dense, and sighed and creaked mournfully in the severe frost, and there were other EERIE noises not easy to explain. At last, when the socks were nearly worn out, I saw the blaze of a camp-fire, with two hunters sitting by it, on the hill side, and at the mouth of a gulch something which looked like buildings. We got across the river partly on ice and partly by fording, and I found that this was the place where, in spite of its somewhat dubious reputation, I had been told that I could put up.

After riding twenty miles, bringing my total for the day to fifty, I got back on Birdie to ride six more miles to a place that had been mentioned as a possible stop. The road climbed up to 11,000 feet, and from there I took one last look at the desolate, elevated prairie. "Denver stage road!" It was the worst, roughest, dreariest, and darkest road I had ever traveled, nothing but a winding ravine—the Platte Canyon, densely surrounded by dark pine trees, walled in on both sides for six miles by mountains towering 12,000 feet high! Along this abyss for fifty miles, there are said to be only five houses, and if it weren't for miners heading down and freight wagons coming up, the solitude would be terrifying. As it was, I didn't see a soul. I left South Park at four, and between those mountain walls and under the pines, it quickly became quite dark—a darkness you could feel. The snow that had melted in the sun had re-frozen, turning into a smooth sheet of ice. Birdie slipped so much that I got off and walked, but then neither of us could find our footing, and in the darkness, I worried she might fall on me. So, I took the men's socks given to me at Perry's Park from my pack and put them on her forefeet—this worked surprisingly well for a while, and I recommend it to any travelers finding themselves in a similar situation. It was incredibly dark, and all these tasks had to be done just by touch. I got back on and let her choose her path since I couldn't even see her ears. Though her hind legs slipped a lot, we managed to navigate through the narrowest part of the canyon, with a rushing river close to the road. The trees were very dense, sighing and creaking mournfully in the harsh frost, along with other eerie sounds that were hard to describe. Finally, when the socks were almost worn out, I spotted the glow of a campfire with two hunters sitting nearby on the hillside, and at the mouth of a gulch, I could see what looked like buildings. We crossed the river partly on ice and partly by fording, and I found this was the place where, despite its somewhat questionable reputation, I had been told I could stay.

A man came out in the sapient and good-natured stage of intoxication, and, the door being opened, I was confronted by a rough bar and a smoking, blazing kerosene lamp without a chimney. This is the worst place I have put up at as to food, lodging, and general character; an old and very dirty log cabin, not chinked, with one dingy room used for cooking and feeding, in which a miner was lying very ill of fever; then a large roofless shed with a canvas side, which is to be an addition, and then the bar. They accounted for the disorder by the building operations. They asked me if I were the English lady written of in the Denver News, and for once I was glad that my fame had preceded me, as it seemed to secure me against being quietly "put out of the way." A horrible meal was served—dirty, greasy, disgusting. A celebrated hunter, Bob Craik, came in to supper with a young man in tow, whom, in spite of his rough hunter's or miner's dress, I at once recognized as an English gentleman. It was their camp-fire which I had seen on the hill side. This gentleman was lording it in true caricature fashion, with a Lord Dundreary drawl and a general execration of everything; while I sat in the chimney corner, speculating on the reason why many of the upper class of my countrymen—"High Toners," as they are called out here—make themselves so ludicrously absurd. They neither know how to hold their tongues or to carry their personal pretensions. An American is nationally assumptive, an Englishman personally so. He took no notice of me till something passed which showed him I was English, when his manner at once changed into courtesy, and his drawl was shortened by a half. He took pains to let me know that he was an officer in the Guards, of good family, on four months' leave, which he was spending in slaying buffalo and elk, and also that he had a profound contempt for everything American. I cannot think why Englishmen put on these broad, mouthing tones, and give so many personal details. They retired to their camp, and the landlord having passed into the sodden, sleepy stage of drunkenness, his wife asked if I should be afraid to sleep in the large canvas-sided, unceiled, doorless shed, as they could not move the sick miner. So, I slept there on a shake-down, with the stars winking overhead through the roof, and the mercury showing 30 degrees of frost.

A man came out in the wise and friendly stage of intoxication, and when the door swung open, I was faced with a rough bar and a smoky, flickering kerosene lamp without a chimney. This was the worst place I've stayed in for food, lodging, and overall character: an old, very dirty log cabin, not chinked, with one dingy room used for cooking and dining, where a miner was lying very ill with fever; then there was a large roofless shed with a canvas side, which was meant to be an addition, and then the bar. They explained the mess as being due to construction work. They asked me if I was the English lady mentioned in the Denver News, and for once, I was glad my reputation had preceded me, as it seemed to protect me from being quietly "dealt with." A terrible meal was served—dirty, greasy, disgusting. A well-known hunter, Bob Craik, came in for supper with a young man in tow, whom, despite his rough hunter's or miner's outfit, I immediately recognized as an English gentleman. It was their campfire I had seen on the hillside. This gentleman was acting like a caricature, speaking in a Lord Dundreary drawl and complaining about everything; while I sat in the corner, wondering why so many of the upper class from my country—"High Toners," as they call them out here—make themselves look so ridiculous. They can neither keep quiet nor manage their personal pretensions. An American is nationally presumptuous, while an Englishman is personally so. He ignored me until something revealed I was English, at which point his demeanor instantly changed to one of courtesy, and his drawl was cut in half. He made a point of letting me know he was an officer in the Guards, from a good family, on four months’ leave, which he was spending hunting buffalo and elk, and also that he held a deep contempt for everything American. I can’t understand why Englishmen adopt those exaggerated, grandiose tones and share so many personal details. They went back to their camp, and since the landlord had fallen into a soggy, sleepy drunk, his wife asked if I’d be afraid to sleep in the large canvas-sided, unceiled, doorless shed, as they couldn’t move the sick miner. So, I slept there on a makeshift bed, with the stars winking down at me through the roof, and the mercury showing 30 degrees of frost.

I never told you that I once gave an unwary promise that I would not travel alone in Colorado unarmed, and that in consequence I left Estes Park with a Sharp's revolver loaded with ball cartridge in my pocket, which has been the plague of my life. Its bright ominous barrel peeped out in quiet Denver shops, children pulled it out to play with, or when my riding dress hung up with it in the pocket, pulled the whole from the peg to the floor; and I cannot conceive of any circumstances in which I could feel it right to make any use of it, or in which it could do me any possible good. Last night, however, I took it out, cleaned and oiled it, and laid it under my pillow, resolving to keep awake all night. I slept as soon as I lay down, and never woke till the bright morning sun shone through the roof, making me ridicule my own fears and abjure pistols for ever.

I never told you that I once made a careless promise that I wouldn’t travel alone in Colorado without a weapon, and because of that I left Estes Park with a Sharp's revolver loaded with bullets in my pocket, which has been a burden in my life. Its shiny, threatening barrel peeked out in quiet stores in Denver, kids pulled it out to play with, or when my riding dress was hung up with it still in the pocket, they pulled the whole thing down to the floor; and I can’t imagine any situation in which I would feel it was right to use it, or how it could possibly help me. Last night, though, I took it out, cleaned it and oiled it, and put it under my pillow, deciding that I would stay awake all night. I fell asleep as soon as I lay down, and didn’t wake up until the bright morning sun came through the roof, making me laugh at my own fears and swear off guns forever.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter XII

Deer Valley—Lynch law—Vigilance committees—The silver spruce—Taste and abstinence—The whisky fiend—Smartness—Turkey creek Canyon—The Indian problem—Public rascality—Friendly meetings—The way to the Golden City—A rising settlement—Clear Creek Canyon—Staging—Swearing—A mountain town.

Deer Valley—Vigilante justice—Vigilance groups—The silver spruce—Taste and moderation—The alcoholism issue—Cleverness—Turkey Creek Canyon—The Native American dilemma—Public corruption—Community gatherings—The route to the Golden City—An emerging community—Clear Creek Canyon—Transportation by stagecoach—Cursing—A mountain town.

DEER VALLEY, November.

Deer Valley, November.

To-night I am in a beautiful place like a Dutch farm—large, warm, bright, clean, with abundance of clean food, and a clean, cold little bedroom to myself. But it is very hard to write, for two free-tongued, noisy Irish women, who keep a miners' boarding-house in South Park, and are going to winter quarters in a freight wagon, are telling the most fearful stories of violence, vigilance committees, Lynch law, and "stringing," that I ever heard. It turns one's blood cold only to think that where I travel in perfect security, only a short time ago men were being shot like skunks. At the mining towns up above this nobody is thought anything of who has not killed a man—i.e. in a certain set. These women had a boarder, only fifteen, who thought he could not be anything till he had shot somebody, and they gave an absurd account of the lad dodging about with a revolver, and not getting up courage enough to insult any one, till at last he hid himself in the stable and shot the first Chinaman who entered. Things up there are just in that initial state which desperadoes love. A man accidentally shoves another in a saloon, or says a rough word at meals, and the challenge, "first finger on the trigger," warrants either in shooting the other at any subsequent time without the formality of a duel. Nearly all the shooting affrays arise from the most trivial causes in saloons and bar-rooms. The deeper quarrels, arising from jealousy or revenge, are few, and are usually about some woman not worth fighting for. At Alma and Fairplay vigilance committees have been lately formed, and when men act outrageously and make themselves generally obnoxious they receive a letter with a drawing of a tree, a man hanging from it, and a coffin below, on which is written "Forewarned." They "git" in a few hours.

Tonight, I'm in a beautiful place that feels like a Dutch farm—spacious, warm, bright, clean, with plenty of fresh food, and a cool, clean little bedroom all to myself. But it's really tough to write because two outspoken, noisy Irish women, who run a boarding house for miners in South Park and are heading to winter quarters in a freight wagon, are sharing the most terrifying stories of violence, vigilante justice, lynching, and “stringing” that I’ve ever heard. Just thinking about how in a place where I feel completely safe, not long ago, men were being shot like animals sends chills down my spine. In the mining towns up the hill, if you haven’t killed a man—at least among a certain crowd—you're not considered anything. These women had a young boarder, only fifteen, who believed he couldn’t really be a man until he shot someone, and they told this ridiculous story about him sneaking around with a revolver, never brave enough to confront anyone until he finally hid in the stable and shot the first Chinese man who walked in. The situation up there is exactly the kind of chaos that outlaws thrive on. If a guy accidentally bumps into another in a bar or says something rude at dinner, the challenge, “first finger on the trigger,” gives either of them the green light to shoot the other at any time without having to duel. Almost all the shootouts start over the most trivial things in bars. The serious fights, which come from jealousy or revenge, are rare and usually involve some woman not worth the trouble. Recently, vigilance committees have been formed in Alma and Fairplay, and when someone acts out of line and becomes a general nuisance, they receive a letter featuring a drawing of a tree, a man hanging from it, and a coffin below, labeled "Forewarned." They “git” out in just a few hours.

When I said I spent last night at Hall's Gulch there was quite a chorus of exclamations. My host there, they all said, would be "strung" before long. Did I know that a man was "strung" there yesterday? Had I not seen him hanging? He was on the big tree by the house, they said. Certainly, had I known what a ghastly burden that tree bore, I would have encountered the ice and gloom of the gulch rather than have slept there. They then told me a horrid tale of crime and violence. This man had even shocked the morals of the Alma crowd, and had a notice served on him by the vigilants, which had the desired effect, and he migrated to Hall's Gulch. As the tale runs, the Hall's Gulch miners were resolved either not to have a groggery or to limit the number of such places, and when this ruffian set one up he was "forewarned." It seems, however, to have been merely a pretext for getting rid of him, for it was hardly a crime of which even Lynch law could take cognizance. He was overpowered by numbers, and, with circumstances of great horror, was tried and strung on that tree within an hour.[19]

When I mentioned that I spent last night at Hall's Gulch, there was a loud mix of reactions. They all said my host would be "strung up" before long. Did I know that a man was "strung up" there yesterday? Hadn't I seen him hanging? He was on the big tree by the house, they said. Honestly, if I had known what a dreadful burden that tree held, I would have braved the cold and darkness of the gulch instead of staying there. They then shared a chilling story of crime and violence. This man had even shocked the morals of the Alma crowd and received a warning from the vigilantes, which worked, and he moved to Hall's Gulch. The story goes that the miners in Hall's Gulch were determined either not to have a bar or to limit how many such places existed, and when this troublemaker opened one, he was "forewarned." However, it seems that was just an excuse to get rid of him, as it hardly seemed like a crime even vigilante justice could act on. He was outnumbered, and under extremely brutal circumstances, he was tried and hung on that tree within an hour.[19]

[19] Public opinion approved this execution, regarding it as a fitting retribution for a series of crimes.

[19] Public opinion supported this execution, seeing it as a suitable punishment for a series of crimes.


I left the place this morning at ten, and have had a very pleasant day, for the hills shut out the hot sun. I only rode twenty-two miles, for the difficulty of riding on ice was great, and there is no blacksmith within thirty-five miles of Hall's Gulch. I met two freighters just after I left, who gave me the unwelcome news that there were thirty-miles of ice between that and Denver. "You'll have a tough trip," they said. The road runs up and down hill, walled in along with a rushing river by high mountains. The scenery is very grand, but I hate being shut into these deep gorges, and always expect to see some startling object moving among the trees. I met no one the whole day after passing the teams except two men with a "pack-jack," Birdie hates jacks, and rears and shies as soon as she sees one. It was a bad road, one shelving sheet of ice, and awfully lonely, and between the peril of the mare breaking her leg on the ice and that of being crushed by windfalls of timber, I had to look out all day. Towards sunset I came to a cabin where they "keep travelers," but the woman looked so vinegar faced that I preferred to ride four miles farther, up a beautiful road winding along a sunny gulch filled with silver spruce, bluer and more silvery than any I have yet seen, and then crossed a divide, from which the view in all the ecstasy of sunset color was perfectly glorious. It was enjoyment also in itself to get out of the deep chasm in which I had been immured all day. There is a train of twelve freight wagons here, each wagon with six horses, but the teamsters carry their own camping blankets and sleep either in their wagons or on the floor, so the house is not crowded.

I left this morning at ten and had a really nice day because the hills blocked out the hot sun. I only rode twenty-two miles because it was tough to ride on ice, and there isn’t a blacksmith within thirty-five miles of Hall's Gulch. Right after I left, I ran into two freighters who gave me the bad news that there were thirty miles of ice between here and Denver. "You're in for a rough trip," they said. The road goes up and down, flanked by high mountains alongside a rushing river. The scenery is stunning, but I dislike being stuck in these deep gorges, always expecting to see something startling moving between the trees. I didn’t see anyone all day after passing the teams, except for two guys with a pack mule. Birdie despises mules and gets jumpy as soon as she spots one. The road was bad, just a slick sheet of ice, and extremely lonely, so I had to be careful all day to avoid the mare breaking her leg on the ice or being crushed by fallen trees. As the sun was setting, I reached a cabin that hosts travelers, but the woman inside had such a sour expression that I chose to ride another four miles along a beautiful road winding through a sunny gulch filled with silver spruce, which were bluer and shinier than any I’ve seen before. Then I crossed a divide, where the view at sunset was absolutely breathtaking. It felt great to get out of the deep chasm I had been trapped in all day. There’s a train of twelve freight wagons here, each with six horses, but the teamsters bring their own sleeping bags and either sleep in their wagons or on the floor, so the house isn’t crowded.

It is a pleasant two-story log house, not only chinked but lined with planed timber. Each room has a great open chimney with logs burning in it; there are pretty engravings on the walls, and baskets full of creepers hanging from the ceiling. This is the first settler's house I have been in in which the ornamental has had any place. There is a door to each room, the oak chairs are bright with rubbing, and the floor, though unplaned, is so clean that one might eat off it. The table is clean and abundant, and the mother and daughter, though they do all the work, look as trim as if they did none, and actually laugh heartily. The ranchman neither allows drink to be brought into the house nor to be drunk outside, and on this condition only he "keeps travelers." The freighters come in to supper quite well washed, and though twelve of them slept in the kitchen, by nine o'clock there was not a sound. This freighting business is most profitable. I think that the charge is three cents per pound from Denver to South Park, and there much of the freight is transferred to "pack-jacks" and carried up to the mines. A railroad, however, is contemplated. I breakfasted with the family after the freight train left, and instead of sitting down to gobble up the remains of a meal, they had a fresh table-cloth and hot food. The buckets are all polished oak, with polished brass bands; the kitchen utensils are bright as rubbing can make them; and, more wonderful still, the girls black their boots. Blacking usually is an unused luxury, and frequently is not kept in houses. My boots have only been blacked once during the last two months.

It’s a nice two-story log house, not just chinked but also lined with smooth timber. Each room has a big open chimney with logs burning in it; there are nice engravings on the walls, and baskets full of plants hanging from the ceiling. This is the first settler's house I've been in where decoration actually matters. Each room has its own door, the oak chairs are polished bright, and the floor, although rough, is so clean you could eat off it. The table is tidy and full of food, and the mother and daughter, even though they do all the work, look as neat as if they did none and actually laugh happily. The rancher doesn’t allow any alcohol to be brought into the house or consumed outside; it's on this condition alone that he "keeps travelers." The freighters come in for dinner looking quite clean, and even though twelve of them slept in the kitchen, by nine o'clock there wasn't a sound. This freighting business is really profitable. I think the charge is three cents per pound from Denver to South Park, and there, much of the freight gets transferred to “pack-jacks” to be taken up to the mines. However, there are plans for a railroad. I had breakfast with the family after the freight train left, and instead of just sitting down to shove the leftovers down, they had a fresh tablecloth and hot food. The buckets are all polished oak with shiny brass bands; the kitchen tools are as bright as can be, and, even more impressive, the girls polish their boots. Polishing is usually a luxury that isn’t often found in homes. My boots have only been polished once in the last two months.


DENVER, November 9.

DENVER, Nov 9.

I could not make out whether the superiority of the Deer Valley settlers extended beyond material things, but a teamster I met in the evening said it "made him more of a man to spend a night in such a house." In Colorado whisky is significant of all evil and violence and is the cause of most of the shooting affrays in the mining camps. There are few moderate drinkers; it is seldom taken except to excess. The great local question in the Territory, and just now the great electoral issue, is drink or no drink, and some of the papers are openly advocating a prohibitive liquor law. Some of the districts, such as Greeley, in which liquor is prohibited, are without crime, and in several of the stock-raising and agricultural regions through which I have traveled where it is practically excluded the doors are never locked, and the miners leave their silver bricks in their wagons unprotected at night. People say that on coming from the Eastern States they hardly realize at first the security in which they live. There is no danger and no fear. But the truth of the proverbial saying, "There is no God west of the Missouri" is everywhere manifest. The "almighty dollar" is the true divinity, and its worship is universal. "Smartness" is the quality thought most of. The boy who "gets on" by cheating at his lessons is praised for being a "smart boy," and his satisfied parents foretell that he will make a "smart man." A man who overreaches his neighbor, but who does it so cleverly that the law cannot take hold of him, wins an envied reputation as a "smart man," and stories of this species of smartness are told admiringly round every stove. Smartness is but the initial stage of swindling, and the clever swindler who evades or defines the weak and often corruptly administered laws of the States excites unmeasured admiration among the masses.[20]

I couldn't tell if the Deer Valley settlers were any better in ways other than just material wealth, but a truck driver I met that evening said it "made him feel more like a man to spend a night in such a house." In Colorado, whiskey is associated with all sorts of bad behavior and violence, and it causes most of the shootouts in the mining towns. There are hardly any moderate drinkers; people mostly drink to excess. The big local issue in the Territory, and currently the major electoral topic, is whether to allow alcohol or not, and some newspapers are openly backing a strict liquor law. Some areas, like Greeley, where alcohol is banned, have little to no crime, and in several farming and ranching regions I've traveled through where alcohol is mostly excluded, the doors are never locked, and miners leave their silver bricks in their wagons overnight without worry. People say that when they come from the Eastern States, they hardly realize at first how safe their lives are. There’s no danger and no fear. But the truth of the saying, "There is no God west of the Missouri," is clear everywhere. The "almighty dollar" is the real god, and everyone worships it. Being "smart" is highly valued. The kid who gets ahead by cheating in school is praised for being a "smart boy," and his proud parents predict he’ll grow up to be a "smart man." A man who tricks his neighbor but does it cleverly enough to avoid the law gains a coveted reputation as a "smart man," and stories about this kind of cleverness circulate admiringly around every stove. Smartness is just the first step toward swindling, and the smooth swindler who navigates or exploits the weak and often corrupt laws of the States gets immense admiration from the general public.

[20] May, 1878.—I am copying this letter in the city of San Francisco, and regretfully add a strong emphasis to what I have written above. The best and most thoughtful among Americans would endorse these remarks with shame and pain.—I. L. B.

[20] May, 1878.—I am copying this letter in the city of San Francisco, and I regretfully want to underline what I wrote above. The best and most considerate Americans would agree with these comments, feeling both shame and pain.—I. L. B.


I left Deer Valley at ten the next morning on a glorious day, with rich atmospheric coloring, had to spend three hours sitting on a barrel in a forge after I had ridden twelve miles, waiting while twenty-four oxen were shod, and then rode on twenty-three miles through streams and canyons of great beauty till I reached a grocery store, where I had to share a room with a large family and three teamsters; and being almost suffocated by the curtain partition, got up at four, before any one was stirring, saddled Birdie, and rode away in the darkness, leaving my money on the table! It was a short eighteen miles' ride to Denver down the Turkey Creek Canyon, which contains some magnificent scenery, and then the road ascends and hangs on the ledge of a precipice 600 feet in depth, such a narrow road that on meeting a wagon I had to dismount for fear of hurting my feet with the wheels. From thence there was a wonderful view through the rolling Foot Hills and over the gray-brown plains to Denver. Not a tree or shrub was to be seen, everything was rioting in summer heat and drought, while behind lay the last grand canyon of the mountains, dark with pines and cool with snow. I left the track and took a short cut over the prairie to Denver, passing through an encampment of the Ute Indians about 500 strong, a disorderly and dirty huddle of lodges, ponies, men, squaws, children, skins, bones, and raw meat.

I left Deer Valley at ten the next morning on a beautiful day, with vibrant colors in the atmosphere. I had to spend three hours sitting on a barrel in a forge after riding twelve miles, waiting while they shod twenty-four oxen, and then rode another twenty-three miles through stunning streams and canyons until I reached a grocery store. There, I had to share a room with a large family and three teamsters; feeling almost suffocated by the curtain partition, I got up at four, before anyone else was awake, saddled Birdie, and rode away in the dark, leaving my money on the table! It was a quick eighteen-mile ride to Denver down the Turkey Creek Canyon, which has some breathtaking scenery, and then the road climbs and clings to the edge of a 600-foot-drop cliff, so narrow that I had to dismount when meeting a wagon for fear of getting my feet hurt by the wheels. From there, there was an amazing view through the rolling foothills and over the gray-brown plains to Denver. There were no trees or shrubs visible; everything was basking in the summer heat and drought, while behind me lay the last grand canyon of the mountains, dark with pines and cool with snow. I left the main road and took a shortcut over the prairie to Denver, passing through a camp of about 500 Ute Indians, a chaotic and dirty collection of lodges, ponies, men, women, children, skins, bones, and raw meat.

The Americans will never solve the Indian problem till the Indian is extinct. They have treated them after a fashion which has intensified their treachery and "devilry" as enemies, and as friends reduces them to a degraded pauperism, devoid of the very first elements of civilization. The only difference between the savage and the civilized Indian is that the latter carries firearms and gets drunk on whisky. The Indian Agency has been a sink of fraud and corruption; it is said that barely thirty per cent of the allowance ever reaches those for whom it is voted; and the complaints of shoddy blankets, damaged flour, and worthless firearms are universal. "To get rid of the Injuns" is the phrase used everywhere. Even their "reservations" do not escape seizure practically; for if gold "breaks out" on them they are "rushed," and their possessors are either compelled to accept land farther west or are shot off and driven off. One of the surest agents in their destruction is vitriolized whisky. An attempt has recently been made to cleanse the Augean stable of the Indian Department, but it has met with signal failure, the usual result in America of every effort to purify the official atmosphere. Americans specially love superlatives. The phrases "biggest in the world," "finest in the world," are on all lips. Unless President Hayes is a strong man they will soon come to boast that their government is composed of the "biggest scoundrels" in the world.

The Americans will never solve the Native American issue until they are gone. They have treated them in a way that has heightened their betrayal and "evil" as foes, while as friends they become impoverished and stripped of the most basic elements of civilization. The only difference between a savage and a civilized Native American is that the latter has guns and gets drunk on whiskey. The Indian Agency has been a hub of fraud and corruption; it’s said that only about thirty percent of the funds actually make it to those for whom they were intended, and complaints about low-quality blankets, spoiled flour, and useless firearms are everywhere. "To get rid of the Natives" is the common phrase. Even their "reservations" aren’t safe from being taken; if gold is discovered on their land, they are quickly displaced, and those who own the land are either forced to move further west or are shot and driven off. One of the most effective tools in their destruction is tainted whiskey. Recently, there was an attempt to clean up the mess in the Indian Department, but it failed spectacularly, which is the typical outcome in America for any effort to clean up government corruption. Americans especially love superlatives. The phrases "biggest in the world," "finest in the world," are on everyone’s lips. Unless President Hayes is a strong leader, they will soon claim that their government is made up of the "biggest crooks" in the world.

As I rode into Denver and away from the mountains the view became glorious, as range above range crowned with snow came into sight. I was sure that three glistening peaks seventy miles north were the peerless shapeliness of Long's Peak, the king of the Rocky Mountains, and the "mountain fever" returned so severely that I grudged every hour spent on the dry, hot plains. The Range looked lovelier and sublimer than when I first saw it from Greeley, all spiritualized in the wonderful atmosphere. I went direct to Evans's house, where I found a hearty welcome, as they had been anxious about my safety, and Evans almost at once arrived from Estes Park with three elk, one grizzly, and one bighorn in his wagon. Regarding a place and life one likes (in spite of all lessons) one is sure to think, "To-morrow shall be as this day, and much more abundant"; and all through my tour I had thought of returning to Estes Park and finding everything just as it was. Evans brought the unwelcome news that the goodly fellowship was broken up. The Dewys and Mr. Waller were in Denver, and the house was dismantled, Mr. and Mrs. Edwards alone remaining, who were, however, expecting me back. Saturday, though like a blazing summer day, was wonderful in its beauty, and after sunset the afterglow was richer and redder than I have ever seen it, but the heavy crimson betokened severe heat, which came on yesterday, and was hardly bearable.

As I rode into Denver and away from the mountains, the view became stunning, with range after range crowned in snow coming into sight. I was sure that three shiny peaks seventy miles north were the unmistakable shape of Long's Peak, the king of the Rocky Mountains, and the “mountain fever” hit me hard, making me resent every hour spent on the dry, hot plains. The Range looked more beautiful and majestic than when I first saw it from Greeley, all elevated in the amazing atmosphere. I headed straight to Evans’s house, where I received a warm welcome, as they had been worried about my safety, and Evans soon arrived from Estes Park with three elk, one grizzly, and one bighorn in his wagon. When it comes to a place and life you love (despite all the lessons), you can’t help but think, “Tomorrow will be just like today, and even better”; all throughout my trip, I had envisioned returning to Estes Park and finding everything just as it was. Evans brought the unwelcome news that the good company was gone. The Dewys and Mr. Waller were in Denver, and the house was taken apart, with only Mr. and Mrs. Edwards still present, who were, however, expecting me back. Saturday, although it felt like a blazing summer day, was beautiful, and after sunset, the afterglow was richer and redder than I've ever seen, but the deep crimson warned of intense heat, which hit yesterday and was nearly unbearable.

I attended service twice at the Episcopal church, where the service was beautifully read and sung; but in a city in which men preponderate the congregation was mainly composed of women, who fluttered their fans in a truly distracting way. Except for the church-going there were few perceptible signs of Sunday in Denver, which was full of rowdies from the mountain mining camps. You can hardly imagine the delight of joining in those grand old prayers after so long a deprivation. The "Te Deum" sounded heavenly in its magnificence; but the heat was so tremendous that it was hard to "warstle" through the day. They say that they have similar outbreaks of solar fury all through the winter.

I went to church twice at the Episcopal church, where the service was beautifully read and sung; but in a city where men dominate, the congregation mainly consisted of women, who waved their fans in a really distracting way. Aside from going to church, there were few noticeable signs of Sunday in Denver, which was packed with rowdy visitors from the mountain mining camps. You can hardly imagine how delightful it was to join in those grand old prayers after such a long time without them. The "Te Deum" sounded heavenly in its grandeur; but the heat was so intense that it was tough to get through the day. They say they experience similar heat waves all through the winter.


GOLDEN CITY, November 13.

GOLDEN CITY, Nov 13.

Pleasant as Denver was, with the Dewys and so many kind friends there, it was too much of the "wearying world" either for my health or taste, and I left for my sixteen miles' ride to this place at four on Monday afternoon with the sun still hot. Passing by a bare, desolate-looking cemetery, I asked a sad-looking woman who was leaning on the gate if she could direct me to Golden City. I repeated the question twice before I got an answer, and then, though easily to be accounted for, it was wide of the mark. In most doleful tones she said, "Oh, go to the minister; I might tell you, may be, but it's too great a responsibility; go to the ministers, they can tell you!" And she returned to her tears for some one whose spirit she was doubtless thinking of as in the Golden City of our hopes. That sixteen miles seemed like one mile, after sunset, in the rapturous freshness of the Colorado air, and Birdie, after her two days' rest and with a lightened load, galloped across the prairie as if she enjoyed it. I did not reach this gorge till late, and it was an hour after dark before I groped my way into this dark, unlighted mining town, where, however, we were most fortunate both as to stable and accommodation for myself.

Pleasant as Denver was, with the Dewys and so many good friends there, it was a bit too much of the "wearying world" for my health or taste, so I left for my sixteen-mile ride to this place at four on Monday afternoon with the sun still shining. Passing by a bare, desolate-looking cemetery, I asked a sad-looking woman leaning on the gate if she could direct me to Golden City. I repeated the question twice before I got an answer, and then, although it made sense, it was completely off. In the most sorrowful tone, she said, "Oh, go to the minister; I could tell you maybe, but it's too big of a responsibility; go to the ministers, they can help you!" And she returned to her tears for someone she was probably thinking of as in the Golden City of our hopes. That sixteen miles felt like just one mile after sunset, in the refreshing Colorado air, and Birdie, after her two days' rest and with a lighter load, galloped across the prairie as if she were enjoying it. I didn’t reach this gorge until late, and it was an hour after dark before I made my way into this dark, unlit mining town, where, however, we were very fortunate in terms of stable and accommodations for myself.


BOULDER, November 16.

BOULDER, Nov 16.

I fear you will grow tired of the details of these journal letters. To a person sitting quietly at home, Rocky Mountain traveling, like Rocky Mountain scenery, must seem very monotonous; but not so to me, to whom the pure, dry mountain air is the elixir of life. At Golden City I parted for a time from my faithful pony, as Clear Creek Canyon, which leads from it to Idaho, is entirely monopolized by a narrow-gauge railroad, and is inaccessible for horses or mules. To be without a horse in these mountains is to be reduced to complete helplessness. My great wish was to see Green Lake, situated near the timber line above Georgetown (said to be the highest town in the United States), at a height of 9,000 feet. A single day took me from the heat of summer into the intense cold of winter.

I worry you might get bored with the details of these journal letters. For someone sitting quietly at home, traveling in the Rocky Mountains, like the scenery itself, might seem pretty dull; but not to me, since the crisp, dry mountain air is like a breath of fresh life. In Golden City, I had to leave my loyal pony for a bit because Clear Creek Canyon, which connects it to Idaho, is completely taken over by a narrow-gauge railroad and can't be accessed by horses or mules. Being without a horse in these mountains leaves you totally helpless. My big goal was to see Green Lake, located near the tree line above Georgetown (which is said to be the highest town in the United States) at an elevation of 9,000 feet. In just one day, I went from summer heat to the biting cold of winter.

Golden City by daylight showed its meanness and belied its name. It is ungraded, with here and there a piece of wooden sidewalk, supported on posts, up to which you ascend by planks. Brick, pine, and log houses are huddled together, every other house is a saloon, and hardly a woman is to be seen. My landlady apologized for the very exquisite little bedroom which she gave me by saying "it was not quite as she would like it, but she had never had a lady in her house before." The young "lady" who waited at breakfast said, "I've been thinking about you, and I'm certain sure you're an authoress." The day, as usual, was glorious. Think of November half through and scarcely even a cloud in the sky, except the vermilion cloudlets which accompany the sun at his rising and setting! They say that winter never "sets in" there in the Foot Hills, but that there are spells of cold, alternating with bright, hot weather, and that the snow never lies on the ground so as to interfere with the feed of cattle. Golden City rang with oaths and curses, especially at the depot. Americans are given over to the most atrocious swearing, and the blasphemous use of our Savior's name is peculiarly revolting.

Golden City in daylight revealed its unappealing reality and didn't live up to its name. It's uneven, with a few wooden sidewalks raised on posts, which you climb up to via planks. Brick, pine, and log houses are crammed together, with every other building being a bar, and there are hardly any women around. My landlady apologized for the charming little bedroom she gave me, explaining that it wasn't exactly to her liking because she had never hosted a lady before. The young woman who served breakfast said, "I've been thinking about you, and I'm pretty sure you're a writer." The day, as usual, was beautiful. Just imagine being halfway through November with barely a cloud in the sky, except for the bright red clouds that appear with the sun during sunrise and sunset! They say that winter never really settles in out there in the Foothills, but there are cold spells that alternate with warm, sunny weather, and that the snow never stays on the ground long enough to disrupt the cattle's grazing. Golden City echoed with swearing and insults, especially at the train station. Americans are known for their appalling use of profanity, and the disrespectful use of our Savior's name is especially disturbing.

Golden City stands at the mouth of Toughcuss, otherwise Clear Creek Canyon, which many people think the grandest scenery in the mountains, as it twists and turns marvellously, and its stupendous sides are nearly perpendicular, while farther progress is to all appearance continually blocked by great masses of rock and piles of snow-covered mountains. Unfortunately, its sides have been almost entirely denuded of timber, mining operations consuming any quantity of it. The narrow-gauge, steel-grade railroad, which runs up the canyon for the convenience of the rich mining districts of Georgetown, Black Hawk, and Central City, is a curiosity of engineering. The track has partly been blasted out of the sides of the canyon, and has partly been "built" by making a bed of stones in the creek itself, and laying the track across them. I have never seen such churlishness and incivility as in the officials of that railroad and the state lines which connect with it, or met with such preposterous charges. They have handsome little cars on the route, but though the passengers paid full fare, they put us into a baggage car because the season was over, and in order to see anything I was obliged to sit on the floor at the door. The singular grandeur cannot be described. It is a mere gash cut by the torrent, twisted, walled, chasmed, weather stained with the most brilliant coloring, generally dark with shadow, but its utter desolation occasionally revealed by a beam of intense sunshine. A few stunted pines and cedars, spared because of their inaccessiblity, hung here and there out of the rifts. Sometimes the walls of the abyss seemed to meet overhead, and then widening out, the rocks assumed fantastic forms, all grandeur, sublimity, and almost terror. After two hours of this, the track came to an end, and the canyon widened sufficiently for a road, all stones, holes, and sidings. There a great "Concord coach" waited for us, intended for twenty passengers, and a mountain of luggage in addition, and the four passengers without any luggage sat on the seat behind the driver, so that the huge thing bounced and swung upon the straps on which it was hung so as to recall the worst horrors of New Zealand staging. The driver never spoke without an oath, and though two ladies were passengers, cursed his splendid horses the whole time. Formerly, even the most profane men intermitted their profanity in the presence of women, but they "have changed all that." Every one I saw up there seemed in a bad temper. I suspect that all their "smart tricks" in mining shares had gone wrong.

Golden City is located at the mouth of Toughcuss, also known as Clear Creek Canyon, which many people believe has the most stunning scenery in the mountains. The canyon twists and turns beautifully, and its steep sides are almost vertical. As you move further in, it seems like massive boulders and piles of snow-covered mountains continually block the way. Unfortunately, the sides are mostly bare of trees, as mining operations have stripped them of timber. The narrow-gauge, steel-graded railroad running up the canyon serves the wealthy mining areas of Georgetown, Black Hawk, and Central City, showcasing interesting engineering. The track has been partly blasted from the canyon walls and partly laid on a bed of stones in the creek itself. I have never encountered such rudeness and lack of civility from the officials of that railroad and its connecting state lines, nor such outrageous fees. They have charming little cars on the route, but even though the passengers paid the full fare, we were placed in a baggage car because the season had ended. I had to sit on the floor at the door to see anything. The unique grandeur of the canyon is beyond description. It feels like a deep cut made by the rushing water, twisted and walled in, weathered with vibrant colors, mostly cast in shadow but occasionally illuminated by a beam of bright sunlight. A few scraggly pines and cedars, spared because they are hard to reach, cling to the crevices. At times, the walls of the deep canyon appeared to meet overhead, and then they would widen, with the rocks taking on bizarre shapes that exude grandeur, awe, and almost fear. After two hours of this, the track ended, and the canyon opened up enough for a road filled with stones, holes, and ledges. There, a large "Concord coach" was waiting for us, designed for twenty passengers and a mountain of luggage, but with only four passengers and no luggage, we sat on the seat behind the driver, causing the massive vehicle to bounce and sway, reminiscent of the worst stages in New Zealand. The driver swore constantly and, despite the presence of two ladies, cursed his beautiful horses the entire time. In the past, even the most vulgar men would refrain from cursing in front of women, but "they've changed all that." Everyone I saw up there seemed to be in a foul mood. I suspect that all their “clever moves” in mining shares had fallen through.

The road pursued the canyon to Idaho Springs, a fashionable mountain resort in the summer, but deserted now, where we took a superb team of six horses, with which we attained a height of 10,000 feet, and then a descent of 1,000 took us into Georgetown, crowded into as remarkable a gorge as was ever selected for the site of a town, the canyon beyond APPARENTLY terminating in precipitous and inaccessible mountains, sprinkled with pines up to the timber line, and thinly covered with snow. The area on which it is possible to build is so circumcised and steep, and the unpainted gable-ended houses are so perched here and there, and the water rushes so impetuously among them, that it reminded me slightly of a Swiss town. All the smaller houses are shored up with young pines on one side, to prevent them from being blown away by the fierce gusts which sweep the canyon. It is the only town I have seen in America to which the epithet picturesque could be applied. But truly, seated in that deep hollow in the cold and darkness, it is in a terrible situation, with the alpine heights towering round it. I arrived at three, but its sun had set, and it lay in deep shadow. In fact, twilight seemed coming on, and as I had been unable to get my circular notes cashed at Denver, I had no money to stay over the next day, and much feared that I should lose Green Lake, the goal of my journey. We drove through the narrow, piled-up, irregular street, crowded with miners standing in groups, or drinking and gaming under the verandas, to a good hotel declivitously situated, where I at once inquired if I could get to Green Lake. The landlord said he thought not; the snow was very deep, and no one had been up for five weeks, but for my satisfaction he would send to a stable and inquire. The amusing answer came back, "If it's the English lady traveling in the mountains, she can have a horse, but not any one else."

The road followed the canyon to Idaho Springs, a trendy summer mountain resort but now empty, where we took a fantastic team of six horses. We climbed to an elevation of 10,000 feet, then descended 1,000 feet into Georgetown, nestled in an extraordinary gorge that could be the ideal spot for a town. The canyon ahead seemingly ended in steep, inaccessible mountains, dotted with pines up to the tree line and lightly coated with snow. The area available for building is so limited and steep, and the unpainted gabled houses are scattered around, with water rushing swiftly between them, that it reminded me a bit of a Swiss town. All the smaller houses are propped up with young pines on one side to keep them from being blown away by the fierce winds that sweep through the canyon. It’s the only town in America that I’d call picturesque. But honestly, sitting in that deep hollow in the cold and darkness, it’s in a pretty dire situation, surrounded by towering alpine mountains. I arrived at three, but the sun had already set, and it was in deep shadow. Twilight seemed to be approaching, and since I couldn't cash my circular notes in Denver, I had no money to stay another day, worrying that I might miss out on Green Lake, the main goal of my trip. We drove through the narrow, piled-up, irregular street, packed with miners in groups or drinking and gambling under the verandas, to a well-placed hotel. I immediately asked if I could get to Green Lake. The landlord said he didn’t think so; the snow was very deep, and no one had gone up for five weeks, but he would send someone to a stable to check for me. The funny reply came back, "If it's the English lady traveling in the mountains, she can have a horse, but no one else."




Letter XIII

The blight of mining—Green Lake—Golden City—Benighted—Vertigo—Boulder Canyon—Financial straits—A hard ride—The last cent—A bachelor's home—"Mountain Jim"—A surprise—A night arrival—Making the best of it—Scanty fare.

The hardship of mining—Green Lake—Golden City—Dark times—Feeling lost—Boulder Canyon—Money troubles—A tough journey—The last cent—A single guy's place—"Mountain Jim"—An unexpected twist—Arriving at night—Making the most of it—Limited food.

BOULDER, November.

BOULDER, November 2023.

The answer regarding a horse (at the end of my former letter) was given to the landlord outside the hotel, and presently he came in and asked my name and if I were the lady who had crossed from Link's to South Park by Tarryall Creek; so news travels fast. In five minutes the horse was at the door, with a clumsy two-horned side-saddle, and I started at once for the upper regions. It was an exciting ride, much spiced with apprehension. The evening shadows had darkened over Georgetown, and I had 2,000 feet to climb, or give up Green Lake. I shall forget many things, but never the awfulness and hugeness of the scenery. I went up a steep track by Clear Creek, then a succession of frozen waterfalls in a widened and then narrowed valley, whose frozen sides looked 5,000 feet high. That is the region of enormous mineral wealth in silver. There are the "Terrible" and other mines whose shares you can see quoted daily in the share lists in the Times, sometimes at cent per cent premium, and then down to 25 discount.

The information about the horse (in my last letter) was shared with the landlord outside the hotel, and soon he came in and asked my name and if I was the lady who had crossed from Link's to South Park by Tarryall Creek; it seems news travels quickly. Within five minutes, the horse was at the door, equipped with a clumsy two-horned side saddle, and I set off immediately for the higher altitudes. It was an exhilarating ride, filled with a bit of nervousness. The evening shadows had enveloped Georgetown, and I had 2,000 feet to climb, or I would have to abandon my goal of reaching Green Lake. I may forget many things, but I will never forget the sheer awfulness and vastness of the scenery. I ascended a steep path alongside Clear Creek, followed by a series of frozen waterfalls in a valley that widened and then narrowed, its frozen walls towering 5,000 feet high. This area is known for its immense mineral wealth in silver. There are the "Terrible" and other mines whose shares you can see quoted daily in the stock lists in the Times, sometimes at a hundred percent premium, and at other times discounted by 25 percent.

These mines, with their prolonged subterranean workings, their stamping and crushing mills, and the smelting works which have been established near them, fill the district with noise, hubbub, and smoke by night and day; but I had turned altogether aside from them into a still region, where each miner in solitude was grubbing for himself, and confiding to none his finds or disappointments. Agriculture restores and beautifies, mining destroys and devastates, turning the earth inside out, making it hideous, and blighting every green thing, as it usually blights man's heart and soul. There was mining everywhere along that grand road, with all its destruction and devastation, its digging, burrowing, gulching, and sluicing; and up all along the seemingly inaccessible heights were holes with their roofs log supported, in which solitary and patient men were selling their lives for treasure. Down by the stream, all among the icicles, men were sluicing and washing, and everywhere along the heights were the scars of hardly-passable trails, too steep even for pack-jacks, leading to the holes, and down which the miner packs the ore on his back. Many a heart has been broken for the few finds which have been made along those hill sides. All the ledges are covered with charred stumps, a picture of desolation, where nature had made everything grand and fair. But even from all this I turned. The last miner I saw gave me explicit directions, and I left the track and struck upwards into the icy solitudes—sheets of ice at first, then snow, over a foot deep, pure and powdery, then a very difficult ascent through a pine forest, where it was nearly dark, the horse tumbling about in deep snowdrifts. But the goal was reached, and none too soon.

These mines, with their long underground operations, their stamping and crushing mills, and the smelting works that have been set up nearby, fill the area with noise, chaos, and smoke night and day; but I had completely moved away from them into a quiet place, where each miner, alone, was digging for himself, sharing none of his discoveries or disappointments. Agriculture rejuvenates and beautifies, while mining destroys and devastates, turning the earth inside out, making it ugly, and ruining every green thing, just as it often ruins a person's heart and soul. Mining was everywhere along that grand road, with all its destruction and chaos, its digging, burrowing, gulching, and sluicing; and all along the seemingly unreachable heights were openings supported by logs, where solitary and patient men were risking their lives for treasure. Down by the stream, amidst the icicles, men were sluicing and washing, and all along the heights were the scars of barely passable trails, too steep even for pack animals, leading to the openings where miners carried the ore on their backs. Many hearts have been broken over the few discoveries made on those hillsides. All the ledges are littered with charred stumps, a scene of desolation, where nature had once created everything grand and beautiful. But I turned away from all this. The last miner I spoke with gave me clear directions, and I left the path and climbed up into the icy solitude—first sheets of ice, then snow, over a foot deep, light and powdery, followed by a challenging ascent through a pine forest, where it was almost dark, the horse struggling in deep snowdrifts. But I reached my destination, and not a moment too soon.

At a height of nearly 12,000 feet I halted on a steep declivity, and below me, completely girdled by dense forests of pines, with mountains red and glorified in the sunset rising above them, was Green Lake, looking like water, but in reality a sheet of ice two feet thick. From the gloom and chill below I had come up into the pure air and sunset light, and the glory of the unprofaned works of God. It brought to my mind the verse, "The darkness is past, and the true light now shineth"; and, as if in commentary upon it, were the hundreds and thousands of men delving in dark holes in the gloom of the twilight below.

At almost 12,000 feet, I paused on a steep slope, and below me, completely surrounded by thick pine forests, with mountains bathed in a red glow from the sunset rising above, was Green Lake, appearing like water but actually a sheet of ice two feet thick. From the cold and dark below, I had climbed into the fresh air and sunset light, and the beauty of God's untouched creation. It reminded me of the verse, "The darkness is past, and the true light now shines"; and, as if to illustrate this, there were hundreds and thousands of men digging in dark holes in the twilight below.

O earth, so full of dreary noises!
O men, with wailing in your voices,
O delved gold, the wailer's heap,
God strikes a silence through you all,
He giveth His beloved sleep.

O earth, so filled with sad sounds!
O people, with crying in your voices,
O dug-up gold, the pile of the mourners,
God brings a hush over you all,
He gives His beloved rest.


It was something to reach that height and see the far off glory of the sunset, and by it to be reminded that neither God nor His sun had yet deserted the world. But the sun was fast going down, and even as I gazed upon the wonderful vision the glory vanished, and the peaks became sad and grey. It was strange to be the only human being at that glacial altitude, and to descend again through a foot of untrodden snow and over sloping sheets of ice into the darkness, and to see the hill sides like a firmament of stars, each showing the place where a solitary man in his hole was delving for silver. The view, as long as I could see it, was quite awful. It looked as if one could not reach Georgetown without tumbling down a precipice. Precipices there were in plenty along the road, skirted with ice to their verge. It was the only ride which required nerve that I have taken in Colorado, and it was long after dark when I returned from my exploit.

It was something to reach that height and see the distant beauty of the sunset, which reminded me that neither God nor His sun had abandoned the world. But the sun was quickly setting, and as I stared at the amazing sight, the brilliance faded, and the peaks turned somber and grey. It felt strange to be the only person at that icy altitude and to descend again through a foot of untouched snow and across sloping sheets of ice into the darkness, seeing the hillsides like a sky full of stars, each marking where a solitary man was digging for silver. The view, for as long as I could see it, was quite frightening. It looked like you couldn’t reach Georgetown without falling down a cliff. There were plenty of cliffs along the road, edged with ice right to the edge. It was the only ride that required courage that I took in Colorado, and it was long after dark when I returned from my adventure.

I left Georgetown at eight the next morning on the Idaho stage, in glorious cold. In this dry air it is quite warm if there are only a few degrees of frost. The sun does not rise in Georgetown till eleven now; I doubt if it rises there at all in the winter! After four hours' fearful bouncing, the baggage car again received us, but this time the conductor, remarking that he supposed I was just traveling to see the country, gave me his chair and put it on the platform, so that I had an excellent view of that truly sublime canyon. For economy I dined in a restaurant in Golden City, and at three remounted my trusty Birdie, intending to arrive here that night. The adventure I met with is almost too silly to tell.

I left Georgetown at eight the next morning on the Idaho stage, in beautiful cold weather. In this dry air, it feels quite warm even with just a few degrees of frost. The sun doesn’t rise in Georgetown until eleven now; I question whether it rises there at all in the winter! After four hours of jarring bumps, we were back in the baggage car, but this time the conductor, assuming I was just traveling to see the sights, gave me his chair and set it up on the platform, so I had a great view of that truly stunning canyon. To save some money, I had lunch in a restaurant in Golden City, and at three, I got back on my reliable Birdie, planning to get here that night. The adventure I had is almost too absurd to share.

When I left Golden City it was a brilliant summer afternoon, and not too hot. They could not give any directions at the stable, and told me to go out on the Denver track till I met some one who could direct me, which started me off wrong from the first. After riding about two miles I met a man who told me I was all wrong, and directed me across the prairie till I met another, who gave me so many directions that I forgot them, and was irretrievably lost. The afterglow, seen to perfection on the open plain, was wonderful. Just as it grew dark I rode after a teamster who said I was then four miles farther from Boulder than when I left Golden, and directed me to a house seven miles off. I suppose he thought I should know, for he told me to cross the prairie till I came to a place where three tracks are seen, and there to take the best-traveled one, steering all the time by the north star. His directions did bring me to tracks, but it was then so dark that I could see nothing, and soon became so dark that I could not even see Birdie's ears, and was lost and benighted. I rode on, hour after hour, in the darkness and solitude, the prairie all round and a firmament of frosty stars overhead. The prairie wolf howled now and then, and occasionally the lowing of cattle gave me hope of human proximity. But there was nothing but the lone wild plain. You can hardly imagine the longing to see a light, to hear a voice, the intensely eerie feeling of being alone in that vast solitude. It was freezing very sharply and was very cold, and I was making up my mind to steer all night for the pole-star, much fearing that I should be brought up by one of the affluents of the Platte, or that Birdie would tire, when I heard the undertoned bellowing of a bull, which, from the snorting rooting up of earth, seemed to be disputing the right of way, and the pony was afraid to pass. While she was scuffling about, I heard a dog bark and a man swear; then I saw a light, and in another minute found myself at a large house, where I knew the people, only eleven miles from Denver! It was nearly midnight, and light, warmth, and a good bed were truly welcome.

When I left Golden City, it was a beautiful summer afternoon, and not too hot. They couldn’t give me any directions at the stable, so they told me to head out on the Denver track until I ran into someone who could help me, which led me off in the wrong direction right from the start. After riding about two miles, I met a guy who told me I was going the wrong way and sent me across the prairie until I met another person who gave me so many directions that I forgot them and ended up completely lost. The afterglow, visible perfectly on the open plain, was amazing. Just as it got dark, I followed a teamster who said I was four miles farther from Boulder than when I left Golden and pointed me to a house seven miles away. I guess he thought I should know since he told me to cross the prairie until I reached a spot where three tracks were visible and to take the one that seemed most traveled, keeping the north star as my guide. His directions did lead me to the tracks, but it was so dark that I couldn’t see anything, and soon it was so dark that I couldn’t even see Birdie’s ears, and I was lost and stumbling in the dark. I rode on for hours in the darkness and loneliness, the prairie all around me and a sky full of frosty stars above. The prairie wolf howled now and then, and occasionally the sound of cattle made me hopeful that there were people nearby. But there was only the desolate wild plains. You can hardly imagine how much I longed to see a light, to hear a voice, the intensely eerie feeling of being all alone in that vast emptiness. It was freezing cold, and I was starting to think about navigating all night by the pole star, worried that I would end up stuck by one of the tributaries of the Platte or that Birdie would get tired, when I heard the low bellowing of a bull, which, from the sound of it rooting up the ground, seemed to be claiming the right of way, and my pony was too scared to pass. While she was fidgeting, I heard a dog bark and a man swear; then I saw a light, and in another minute, I found myself at a big house where I knew the people, only eleven miles from Denver! It was nearly midnight, and the light, warmth, and a good bed were truly a welcome sight.

You can form no idea of what the glory on the Plains is just before sunrise. Like the afterglow, for a great height above the horizon there is a shaded band of the most intense and glowing orange, while the mountains which reflect the yet unrisen sun have the purple light of amethysts. I left early, but soon lost the track and was lost; but knowing that a sublime gash in the mountains was Bear Canyon, quite near Boulder, I struck across the prairie for it, and then found the Boulder track. "The best-laid schemes of men and mice gang aft agley," and my exploits came to an untimely end to-day. On arriving here, instead of going into the mountains, I was obliged to go to bed in consequence of vertigo, headache, and faintness, produced by the intense heat of the sun. In all that weary land there was no "shadow of a great rock" under which to rest. The gravelly, baked soil reflected the fiery sun, and it was nearly maddening to look up at the cool blue of the mountains, with their stretches of pines and their deep indigo shadows. Boulder is a hideous collection of frame houses on the burning plain, but it aspires to be a "city" in virtue of being a "distributing point" for the settlements up the Boulder Canyon, and of the discovery of a coal seam.

You can’t imagine the beauty of the Plains just before sunrise. Like the afterglow, there’s a vibrant band of the most intense orange high above the horizon, while the mountains reflecting the yet-to-rise sun shine with a purple light like amethysts. I left early but quickly lost my way and ended up lost; however, knowing that Bear Canyon was a stunning cut through the mountains, not far from Boulder, I made my way across the prairie to find it, and then I located the Boulder track. “The best-laid schemes of men and mice often go wrong,” and my adventures came to an unfortunate end today. Upon arriving here, instead of heading into the mountains, I had to go to bed due to dizziness, a headache, and faintness from the intense heat of the sun. In that tiring land, there was no "shadow of a great rock" to rest under. The gravelly, baked soil reflected the scorching sun, and it was almost maddening to look up at the cool blue of the mountains, with their stretches of pine trees and deep indigo shadows. Boulder is an ugly mix of frame houses on the blistering plain, but it wants to be a "city" because it’s a "distributing point" for the settlements up Boulder Canyon and because a coal seam was discovered.


LONGMOUNT, November.

LONGMONT, November.

I got up very early this morning, and on a hired horse went nine miles up the Boulder Canyon, which is much extolled, but I was greatly disappointed with everything except its superb wagon road, and much disgusted with the laziness of the horse. A ride of fifteen miles across the prairie brought me here early in the afternoon, but of the budget of letters which I expected there is not one. Birdie looks in such capital condition that my host here can hardly believe that she has traveled over 500 miles. I am feeling "the pinch of poverty" rather severely. When I have paid my bill here I shall have exactly twenty-six cents left. Evans was quite unable to pay the hundred dollars which he owed me, and, to save themselves, the Denver banks, though they remain open, have suspended payment, and would not cash my circular notes. The financial straits are very serious, and the unreasoning panic which has set in makes them worse. The present state of matters is—nobody has any money, so nothing is worth anything. The result to me is that, nolens volens, I must go up to Estes Park, where I can live without ready money, and remain there till things change for the better. It does not seem a very hard fate! Long's Peak rises in purple gloom, and I long for the cool air and unfettered life of the solitary blue hollow at its base.

I woke up really early this morning and took a rented horse to travel nine miles up Boulder Canyon, which everyone talks about, but I was pretty disappointed with everything except for the amazing road. I was also frustrated by how lazy the horse was. A fifteen-mile ride across the prairie brought me here early in the afternoon, but there wasn't a single letter in the pile I was expecting. Birdie looks in such great shape that my host can hardly believe she’s traveled over 500 miles. I’m really feeling "the pinch of poverty" right now. After I settle my bill here, I’ll have exactly twenty-six cents left. Evans couldn’t pay back the hundred dollars he owed me, and to save themselves, the Denver banks have stopped cashing checks, even though they’re still open. The financial situation is really serious, and the irrational panic making it worse. The current situation is—no one has any money, so nothing is worth anything. Because of this, I have no choice but to head to Estes Park, where I can get by without cash and stay there until things improve. It doesn’t seem like such a bad fate! Long's Peak looms in purple shadows, and I can’t wait for the cool air and free-spirited life of the quiet blue valley at its base.


ESTES PARK, November 20.

Estes Park, Nov 20.

Would that three notes of admiration were all I need give to my grand, solitary, uplifted, sublime, remote, beast-haunted lair, which seems more indescribable than ever; but you will wish to know how I have sped, and I wish you to know my present singular circumstances. I left Longmount at eight on Saturday morning, rather heavily loaded, for in addition to my own luggage I was asked to carry the mail-bag, which was heavy with newspapers. Edwards, with his wife and family, were still believed to be here. A heavy snow-storm was expected, and all the sky—that vast dome which spans the Plains—was overcast; but over the mountains it was a deep, still, sad blue, into which snowy peaks rose sunlighted. It was a lonely, mournful-looking morning, but when I reached the beautiful canyon of the St. Vrain, the sad blue became brilliant, and the sun warm and scintillating. Ah, how beautiful and incomparable the ride up here is, infinitely more beautiful than the much-vaunted parts I have seen elsewhere.

Would that three notes of admiration were all I need give to my grand, solitary, uplifted, sublime, remote, beast-haunted lair, which seems more indescribable than ever; but you will wish to know how I have fared, and I want you to know my current unique circumstances. I left Longmont at eight on Saturday morning, pretty heavily loaded, as I was asked to carry the mail bag, which was packed with newspapers. Edwards, along with his wife and family, were still believed to be here. A heavy snowstorm was expected, and all the sky—that vast dome which spans the Plains—was overcast; but over the mountains, it was a deep, still, sad blue, with snowy peaks rising into the sunlight. It was a lonely, mournful-looking morning, but when I reached the beautiful canyon of the St. Vrain, the sad blue turned brilliant, and the sun was warm and sparkling. Ah, how beautiful and incomparable the ride up here is, infinitely more beautiful than the much-celebrated places I’ve seen elsewhere.

There is, first, this beautiful hill-girdled valley of fair savannas, through which the bright St. Vrain curves in and out amidst a tangle of cotton-wood and withered clematis and Virginia creeper, which two months ago made the valley gay with their scarlet and gold. Then the canyon, with its fantastically-stained walls; then the long ascent through sweeping foot hills to the gates of rock at a height of 9,000 feet; then the wildest and most wonderful scenery for twenty miles, in which you cross thirteen ranges from 9,000 to 11,000 feet high, pass through countless canyons and gulches, cross thirteen dark fords, and finally descend, through M'Ginn's Gulch, upon this, the gem of the Rocky Mountains. It was a weird ride. I got on very slowly. The road is a hard one for any horse, specially for a heavily-loaded one, and at the end of several weeks of severe travel. When I had ridden fifteen miles I stopped at the ranch where people usually get food, but it was empty, and the next was also deserted. So I was compelled to go to the last house, where two young men are "baching."

There’s this beautiful valley surrounded by hills, filled with lovely savannas, through which the bright St. Vrain winds in and out among a mix of cottonwoods, dried clematis, and Virginia creeper that two months ago brightened the valley with their red and gold colors. Then there’s the canyon with its uniquely colored walls; next is the long climb through rolling foothills to the rock gates at an elevation of 9,000 feet; and finally, you encounter some of the wildest and most stunning landscapes for twenty miles, where you cross thirteen ranges from 9,000 to 11,000 feet high, travel through countless canyons and gulches, cross thirteen dark fords, and eventually descend through M'Ginn's Gulch to this, the gem of the Rocky Mountains. It was a strange ride. I started off very slowly. The road is tough for any horse, especially for one that’s heavily loaded, and after several weeks of tough travel. After riding fifteen miles, I stopped at the ranch where people usually find food, but it was empty, and the next one was deserted too. So, I had to make my way to the last house, where two young men are living alone.

There I had to decide between getting a meal for myself or a feed for the pony; but the young man, on hearing of my sore poverty, trusted me "till next time." His house, for order and neatness, and a sort of sprightliness of cleanliness—the comfort of cleanliness without its severity—is a pattern to all women, while the clear eyes and manly self-respect which the habit of total abstinence gives in this country are a pattern to all men. He cooked me a splendid dinner, with good tea. After dinner I opened the mail-bag, and was delighted to find an accumulation of letters from you; but I sat much too long there, forgetting that I had twenty miles to ride, which could hardly be done in less than six hours. It was then brilliant. I had not realized the magnificence of that ride when I took it before, but the pony was tired, and I could not hurry her, and the distance seemed interminable, as after every range I crossed another range. Then came a region of deep, dark, densely-wooded gulches, only a few feet wide, and many fords, and from their cold depths I saw the last sunlight fade from the brows of precipices 4,000 feet high. It was eerie, as darkness came on, to wind in and out in the pine-shadowed gloom, sometimes on ice, sometimes in snow, at the bottom of these tremendous chasms. Wolves howled in all directions. This is said to denote the approach of a storm. During this twenty-mile ride I met a hunter with an elk packed on his horse, and he told me not only that the Edwardses were at the cabin yesterday, but that they were going to remain for two weeks longer, no matter how uncongenial. The ride did seem endless after darkness came on. Finally the last huge range was conquered, the last deep chasm passed, and with an eeriness which craved for human companionship, I rode up to "Mountain Jim's" den, but no light shone through the chinks, and all was silent. So I rode tediously down M'Ginn's Gulch, which was full of crackings and other strange mountain noises, and was pitch dark, though the stars were bright overhead.

There, I had to choose between getting food for myself or feed for the pony; but the young man, hearing about my lack of money, trusted me "until next time." His house, known for its order and neatness and a certain liveliness of cleanliness—the comfort of being clean without being harsh—is a model for all women, while the clear eyes and manly self-respect that come from total abstinence in this country are a model for all men. He cooked me an amazing dinner, along with good tea. After dinner, I opened the mailbag and was thrilled to find a pile of letters from you; but I spent way too long there, forgetting that I had a twenty-mile ride ahead, which would take me at least six hours. It was then stunning. I hadn't truly appreciated the beauty of that ride before, but the pony was tired, and I couldn't rush her, making the distance feel endless, as I crossed one range after another. Then I entered a region of deep, dark, densely wooded gulches, only a few feet wide, with many fords, and from their cold depths, I saw the last sunlight fade from the tops of cliffs 4,000 feet high. It felt eerie, as darkness set in, to weave in and out of the pine-shadowed gloom, sometimes on ice, sometimes in snow, at the bottom of these enormous chasms. Wolves howled all around. It's said that this signals the approach of a storm. During this twenty-mile ride, I encountered a hunter with an elk strapped to his horse, and he told me not only that the Edwardses had been at the cabin yesterday, but that they were planning to stay for two more weeks, regardless of how unwelcoming it might be. The ride felt truly endless once darkness fell. Eventually, I overcame the last massive range, passed the final deep chasm, and with an eerie feeling that longed for human companionship, I arrived at "Mountain Jim's" cabin, but no light shone through the cracks, and everything was silent. So, I slowly rode down M'Ginn's Gulch, which was filled with cracking sounds and other strange mountain noises, and was pitch dark, even though the stars were bright above.

Soon I heard the welcome sound of a barking dog. I supposed it to denote strange hunters, but calling "Ring" at a venture, the noble dog's large paws and grand head were in a moment on my saddle, and he greeted me with all those inarticulate but perfectly comprehensible noises with which dogs welcome their human friends. Of the two men on horses who accompanied him, one was his master, as I knew by the musical voice and grace of manner, but it was too dark to see anyone, though he struck a light to show me the valuable furs with which one of the horses was loaded. The desperado was heartily glad to see me, and sending the man and fur-laden horse on to his cabin, he turned with me to Evans's; and as the cold was very severe, and Birdie was very tired, we dismounted and walked the remaining three miles. All my visions of a comfortable reception and good meal after my long ride vanished with his first words. The Edwardses had left for the winter on the previous morning, but had not passed through Longmount; the cabin was dismantled, the stores were low, and two young men, Mr. Kavan, a miner, and Mr. Buchan, whom I was slightly acquainted with before, were "baching" there to look after the stock until Evans, who was daily expected, returned. The other settler and his wife had left the park, so there was not a woman within twenty-five miles. A fierce wind had arisen, and the cold was awful, which seemed to make matters darker. I did not care in the least about myself. I could rough it, and enjoy doing so, but I was very sorry for the young men, who, I knew, would be much embarrassed by the sudden appearance of a lady for an indefinite time. But the difficulty had to be faced, and I walked in and took them by surprise as they were sitting smoking by the fire in the living room, which was dismantled, unswept, and wretched looking.

Soon I heard the welcome sound of a barking dog. I figured it meant there were unfamiliar hunters around, but calling out "Ring" as a shot in the dark, the noble dog jumped up on my saddle, greeting me with all those inarticulate but completely understandable sounds that dogs make when they're happy to see their humans. Among the two horsemen who came with him, one was his owner, evident from his musical voice and graceful manner, but it was too dark to make anyone out, although he struck a match to show me the valuable furs one of the horses carried. The guy was really happy to see me, and after sending the man and fur-laden horse on to his cabin, he headed with me toward Evans’s. Since it was freezing cold and Birdie was exhausted, we got off and walked the last three miles. All my hopes for a warm welcome and a good meal after my long ride disappeared as soon as he spoke. The Edwardses had left for the winter the morning before but hadn’t passed through Longmount; the cabin was stripped, supplies were low, and two young men, Mr. Kavan, a miner, and Mr. Buchan, whom I’d met a little before, were “baching” there to take care of the stock until Evans, who was expected any day, got back. The other settler and his wife had left the area, so there was no woman within twenty-five miles. A fierce wind had kicked up, and the cold was brutal, making everything feel even gloomier. I didn’t care at all about myself. I could handle roughing it and even enjoyed it, but I felt bad for the young men, knowing they’d be pretty awkward with a woman around for an unknown amount of time. But there was no way around it, so I walked in and surprised them while they were sitting by the fire in the living room, which was stripped bare, unswept, and looked pretty miserable.

The young men did not show any annoyance, but exerted themselves to prepare a meal, and courteously made Jim share it. After he had gone, I boldly confessed my impecunious circumstances, and told them that I must stay there till things changed, that I hoped not to inconvenience them in any way, and that by dividing the work among us they would be free to be out hunting. So we agreed to make the best of it. (Our arrangements, which we supposed would last only two or three days, extended over nearly a month. Nothing could exceed the courtesy and good feeling which these young men showed. It was a very pleasant time on the whole and when we separated they told me that though they were much "taken aback" at first, they felt at last that we could get on in the same way for a year, in which I cordially agreed.) Sundry practical difficulties had to be faced and overcome. There was one of the common spring mattresses of the country in the little room which opened from the living room, but nothing upon it. This was remedied by making a large bag and filling it with hay. Then there were neither sheets, towels, nor table-clothes. This was irremediable, and I never missed the first or last. Candles were another loss, and we had only one paraffin lamp. I slept all night in spite of a gale which blew all Sunday and into Monday afternoon, threatening to lift the cabin from the ground, and actually removing part of the roof from the little room between the kitchen and living room, in which we used to dine. Sunday was brilliant, but nearly a hurricane, and I dared not stir outside the cabin. The parlor was two inches deep in the mud from the roof. We nominally divide the cooking. Mr. Kavan makes the best bread I ever ate; they bring in wood and water, and wash the supper things, and I "do" my room and the parlor, wash the breakfast things, and number of etceteras. My room is easily "done," but the parlor is a never-ending business. I have swept shovelfuls of mud out of it three times to-day. There is nothing to dust it with but a buffalo's tail, and every now and then a gust descends the open chimney and drives the wood ashes all over the room. However, I have found an old shawl which answers for a table-cloth, and have made our "parlor" look a little more habitable. Jim came in yesterday in a silent mood, and sat looking vacantly into the fire. The young men said that this mood was the usual precursor of an "ugly fit."

The young men didn’t show any frustration but worked hard to prepare a meal and kindly made Jim share it. After he left, I openly admitted my financial situation and explained that I needed to stay there until things got better, hoping not to cause them any trouble. I suggested that by splitting the tasks, they would have time to go hunting. So, we decided to make the best of it. (Our plans, which we thought would last only two or three days, ended up going on for nearly a month. These young men were incredibly courteous and kind. Overall, it was a pleasant time, and when we parted, they told me that although they were initially "taken aback," they felt we could continue living together in the same way for a year, which I gladly agreed to.) We had to face and overcome various practical challenges. There was a standard spring mattress in the small room off the living room, but it had no bedding. We solved this by making a big bag and filling it with hay. Then there were no sheets, towels, or tablecloths. This was unavoidable, and I didn’t miss the first or last. Candles were another issue, and we only had one paraffin lamp. I managed to sleep all night despite a storm that raged all Sunday and into Monday afternoon, threatening to lift the cabin off the ground and even ripping part of the roof from the small room between the kitchen and living room where we used to eat. Sunday was bright but almost like a hurricane, and I didn’t dare step outside the cabin. The parlor was two inches deep in mud from the roof. We nominally split the cooking duties. Mr. Kavan makes the best bread I’ve ever had; they bring in wood and water, and clean up after dinner, while I take care of my room and the parlor, wash the breakfast dishes, and handle various tasks. My room is easy to tidy up, but the parlor feels like a never-ending chore. I’ve swept out shovelfuls of mud from it three times today. The only thing I have to dust with is a buffalo tail, and every now and then, a gust comes down the open chimney and scatters wood ashes all over the room. However, I found an old shawl that serves as a tablecloth, and I’ve made our "parlor" look a little more livable. Jim came in yesterday in a quiet mood, staring blankly into the fire. The young men said this mood usually signals an "ugly fit."

Food is a great difficulty. Of thirty milch cows only one is left, and she does not give milk enough for us to drink. The only meat is some pickled pork, very salt and hard, which I cannot eat, and the hens lay less than one egg a day. Yesterday morning I made some rolls, and made the last bread into a bread-and-butter pudding, which we all enjoyed. To-day I found part of a leg of beef hanging in the wagon shed, and we were elated with the prospect of fresh meat, but on cutting into it we found it green and uneatable. Had it not been for some tea which was bestowed upon me at the inn at Longmount we should have had none. In this superb air and physically active life I can eat everything but pickled pork. We breakfast about nine, dine at two, and have supper at seven, but our MENU never varies.

Food is a big problem. Out of thirty milk cows, only one remains, and she doesn’t produce enough milk for us to drink. The only meat we have is some pickled pork, which is very salty and tough, and I can’t eat it, plus the hens are laying less than one egg a day. Yesterday morning, I made some rolls and used the last bit of bread to make a bread-and-butter pudding, which we all enjoyed. Today, I discovered part of a beef leg hanging in the wagon shed, and we were excited about the idea of fresh meat, but when we tried to cut into it, we found it was green and inedible. If it hadn’t been for some tea that I received at the inn in Longmount, we wouldn’t have had any. In this amazing air and with our physically active lifestyle, I can eat anything except pickled pork. We have breakfast around nine, lunch at two, and dinner at seven, but our MENU never changes.

To-day I have been all alone in the park, as the men left to hunt elk after breakfast, after bringing in wood and water. The sky is brilliant and the light intense, or else the solitude would be oppressive. I keep two horses in the corral so as to be able to explore, but except Birdie, who is turned out, none of the animals are worth much now from want of shoes, and tender feet.

Today I have been all alone in the park, since the guys left to hunt elk after breakfast, after bringing in wood and water. The sky is bright and the light is intense, or else the solitude would feel overwhelming. I keep two horses in the corral so that I can go exploring, but except for Birdie, who is let out, none of the animals are worth much right now because they need shoes and have sensitive feet.




Letter XIV

A dismal ride—A desperado's tale—"Lost! Lost! Lost!"—Winter glories—Solitude—Hard times—Intense cold—A pack of wolves—The beaver dams—Ghastly scenes—Venison steaks—Our evenings.

A gloomy journey—A rebel's story—"Lost! Lost! Lost!"—Winter wonders—Isolation—Tough times—Bitter cold—A pack of wolves—The beaver dams—Horrific sights—Venison steaks—Our nights.

ESTES PARK.

Estes Park.

I must attempt to put down the trifling events of each day just as they occur. The second time that I was left alone Mr. Nugent came in looking very black, and asked me to ride with him to see the beaver dams on the Black Canyon. No more whistling or singing, or talking to his beautiful mare, or sparkling repartee.

I have to try to jot down the little events of each day as they happen. The second time I was left alone, Mr. Nugent came in looking really angry and asked me to ride with him to check out the beaver dams in the Black Canyon. No more whistling, singing, chatting with his beautiful mare, or witty banter.

His mood was as dark as the sky overhead, which was black with an impending snowstorm. He was quite silent, struck his horse often, started off on a furious gallop, and then throwing his mare on her haunches close to me, said, "You're the first man or woman who's treated me like a human being for many a year." So he said in this dark mood, but Mr. and Mrs. Dewy, who took a very deep interest in his welfare, always treated him as a rational, intelligent gentleman, and in his better moments he spoke of them with the warmest appreciation. "If you want to know," he continued, "how nearly a man can become a devil, I'll tell you now." There was no choice, and we rode up the canyon, and I listened to one of the darkest tales of ruin I have ever heard or read.

His mood was as dark as the sky above, which was heavy with an impending snowstorm. He was completely silent, spurred his horse often, took off in a furious gallop, and then pulled his mare to a stop right next to me, saying, "You're the first person who's treated me like a human being in years." He said this in his dark mood, but Mr. and Mrs. Dewy, who cared deeply about his well-being, always treated him like a rational, intelligent man, and during his better moments, he spoke of them with great appreciation. "If you want to know," he continued, "how close a man can get to becoming a devil, I'll tell you now." There was no choice in the matter, so we rode up the canyon, and I listened to one of the darkest stories of ruin I've ever heard or read.

Its early features were very simple. His father was a British officer quartered at Montreal, of a good old Irish family. From his account he was an ungovernable boy, imperfectly educated, and tyrannizing over a loving but weak mother. When seventeen years old he saw a young girl at church whose appearance he described as being of angelic beauty, and fell in love with her with all the intensity of an uncontrolled nature. He saw her three times, but scarcely spoke to her. On his mother opposing his wish and treating it as a boyish folly, he took to drink "to spite her," and almost as soon as he was eighteen, maddened by the girl's death, he ran away from home, entered the service of the Hudson's Bay Company, and remained in it for several years, only leaving it because he found even that lawless life too strict for him. Then, being as I suppose about twenty-seven, he entered the service of the United States Government, and became one of the famous Indian scouts of the Plains, distinguishing himself by some of the most daring deeds on record, and some of the bloodiest crimes. Some of these tales I have heard before, but never so terribly told. Years must have passed in that service, till he became a character known through all the West, and much dreaded for his readiness to take offence, and his equal readiness with his revolver. Vain, even in his dark mood, he told me that he was idolized by women, and that in his worst hours he was always chivalrous to good women. He described himself as riding through camps in his scout's dress with a red scarf round his waist, and sixteen golden curls, eighteen inches long, hanging over his shoulders. The handsome, even superbly handsome, side of his face was towards me as he spoke. As a scout and as an armed escort of emigrant parties he was evidently implicated in all the blood and broil of a lawless region and period, and went from bad to worse, varying his life by drunken sprees, which brought nothing but violence and loss.

Its early features were very simple. His father was a British officer stationed in Montreal, from a respected old Irish family. According to him, he was an uncontrollable boy, poorly educated, and dominating a loving but weak mother. At seventeen, he saw a young girl at church whom he described as having angelic beauty, and he fell in love with her with all the intensity of his wild nature. He saw her three times but barely spoke to her. When his mother opposed his feelings and dismissed them as childish nonsense, he started drinking "to spite her," and almost as soon as he turned eighteen, driven mad by the girl's death, he ran away from home, joined the Hudson's Bay Company, and stayed there for several years, leaving only because he found even that wild life too restrictive. Then, around twenty-seven, he joined the United States Government and became one of the renowned Indian scouts of the Plains, making a name for himself through some of the most daring feats and bloodiest crimes. I had heard some of these stories before but never so horrifically told. Years must have passed in that service, during which he became a figure known throughout the West, feared for his quick temper and even quicker draw with his revolver. Even in his dark moods, he claimed he was adored by women and that in his worst moments, he was always chivalrous to good women. He painted a picture of himself riding through camps in his scout's uniform, with a red scarf around his waist and sixteen golden curls, each eighteen inches long, spilling over his shoulders. The handsome, even remarkably attractive, side of his face was turned toward me as he spoke. As a scout and armed escort for emigrant groups, he was undoubtedly involved in all the bloodshed and chaos of a lawless time and place, spiraling further into a cycle of violence and loss, punctuated by drunken binges.

The narrative seemed to lack some link, for I next found him on a homestead in Missouri, from whence he came to Colorado a few years ago. There, again, something was dropped out, but I suspect, and not without reason, that he joined one or more of those gangs of "border ruffians" which for so long raided through Kansas, perpetrating such massacres and outrages as that of the Marais du Cygne. His fame for violence and ruffianism preceded him into Colorado, where his knowledge of and love of the mountains have earned him the sobriquet he now bears. He has a squatter's claim and forty head of cattle, and is a successful trapper besides, but envy and vindictiveness are raging within him. He gets money, goes to Denver, and spends large sums in the maddest dissipation, making himself a terror, and going beyond even such desperadoes as "Texas Jack" and "Wild Bill"; and when the money is done returns to his mountain den, full of hatred and self-scorn, till the next time. Of course I cannot give details.

The story seemed to be missing some pieces, as I next found him living on a homestead in Missouri, from where he moved to Colorado a few years back. Once again, there are gaps in the narrative, but I suspect, not without reason, that he got involved with one or more of those groups of "border ruffians" that for so long caused chaos in Kansas, committing brutal acts like the massacre at Marais du Cygne. His reputation for violence and lawlessness followed him into Colorado, where his knowledge of and passion for the mountains earned him the nickname he now carries. He has a squatter's claim and forty cattle, and he’s a successful trapper as well, but jealousy and bitterness are raging inside him. He earns money, heads to Denver, and spends large amounts on wild partying, becoming a menace, even outdoing notorious figures like "Texas Jack" and "Wild Bill"; then when the money runs out, he returns to his mountain hideout, filled with anger and self-hatred, until the next time. Of course, I can’t provide any specifics.

The story took three hours to tell, and was crowded with terrific illustrations of a desperado's career, told with a rush of wild eloquence that was truly thrilling.

The story lasted three hours and was filled with amazing illustrations of a criminal's life, shared with an exciting and intense energy that was truly captivating.

When the snow, which for some time had been falling, compelled him to break off and guide me to a sheltered place from which I could make my own way back again, he stopped his horse and said, "Now you see a man who has made a devil of himself! Lost! Lost! Lost! I believe in God. I've given Him no choice but to put me with 'the devil and his angel.' I'm afraid to die. You've stirred the better nature in me too late. I can't change. If ever a man were a slave, I am. Don't speak to me of repentance and reformation. I can't reform. Your voice reminded me of ——-." Then in feverish tones, "How dare you ride with me? You won't speak to me again, will you?" He made me promise to keep one or two things secret whether he were living or dead, and I promised, for I had no choice; but they come between me and the sunshine sometimes, and I wake at night to think of them. I wish I had been spared the regret and excitement of that afternoon. A less ungovernable nature would never have spoken as he did, nor told me what he did; but his proud, fierce soul all poured itself out then, with hatred and self-loathing, blood on his hands and murder in his heart, though even then he could not be altogether other than a gentleman, or altogether divest himself of fascination, even when so tempestuously revealing the darkest points of his character. My soul dissolved in pity for his dark, lost, self-ruined life, as he left me and turned away in the blinding storm to the Snowy Range, where he said he was going to camp out for a fortnight; a man of great abilities, real genius, singular gifts, and with all the chances in life which other men have had. How far more terrible than the "Actum est: periisti" of Cowper is his exclamation, "Lost! Lost! Lost!"

When the snow that had been falling for a while forced him to stop and lead me to a sheltered spot so I could find my way back, he halted his horse and said, "Now you see a man who has ruined himself! Lost! Lost! Lost! I believe in God, but I've given Him no choice but to put me with 'the devil and his angel.' I'm scared to die. You've awakened the better part of me too late. I can't change. If anyone's a slave, it's me. Don't talk to me about repentance and reform. I can't change. Your voice reminded me of ——-." Then, in a feverish tone, he said, "How dare you ride with me? You won’t speak to me again, will you?" He made me promise to keep a couple of things secret, whether he was alive or dead, and I agreed, because I had no choice; but those secrets sometimes cast a shadow over my happiness, and I wake up at night thinking about them. I wish I could have avoided the regret and turmoil of that afternoon. A less uncontrolled nature wouldn’t have spoken as he did or shared what he did; but his proud, fierce spirit poured out then, filled with hatred and self-loathing, blood on his hands and murder in his heart, yet even then, he couldn’t completely discard his gentility or the charm that still lingered, even while revealing the darkest parts of his character so tumultuously. My heart broke with pity for his dark, lost, self-destructive life as he left me and turned away into the blinding storm toward the Snowy Range, where he said he was going to camp out for two weeks; a man of great talent, real genius, unique gifts, and with all the opportunities that other men have had. How much more terrible than Cowper’s "Actum est: periisti" is his cry, "Lost! Lost! Lost!"

The storm was very severe, and the landmarks being blotted out, I lost my way in the snow, and when I reached the cabin after dark I found it still empty, for the two hunters, on returning, finding that I had gone out, had gone in search of me. The snow cleared off late, and intense frost set in. My room is nearly the open air, being built of unchinked logs, and, as in the open air, one requires to sleep with the head buried in blankets, or the eyelids and breath freeze. The sunshine has been brilliant to-day. I took a most beautiful ride to Black Canyon to look for the horses. Every day some new beauty, or effect of snow and light, is to be seen. Nothing that I have seen in Colorado compares with Estes Park; and now that the weather is magnificent, and the mountain tops above the pine woods are pure white, there is nothing of beauty or grandeur for which the heart can wish that is not here; and it is health giving, with pure air, pure water, and absolute dryness. But there is something very solemn, at times almost overwhelming, in the winter solitude. I have never experienced anything like it even when I lived on the slopes of Hualalai. When the men are out hunting I know not where, or at night, when storms sweep down from Long's Peak, and the air is full of stinging, tempest-driven snow, and there is barely a probability of any one coming, or of my communication with the world at all, then the stupendous mountain ranges which lie between us and the Plains grow in height till they become impassable barriers, and the bridgeless rivers grow in depth, and I wonder if all my life is to be spent here in washing and sweeping and baking.

The storm was really bad, and with the landmarks obscured, I lost my way in the snow. When I finally got to the cabin after dark, it was still empty because the two hunters had gone out looking for me. The snow cleared late, and a deep frost set in. My room is almost like being outside, built with unsealed logs, so like outside, I have to sleep with my head buried in blankets, or my eyelids and breath freeze. Today the sunshine has been bright. I took a beautiful ride to Black Canyon to look for the horses. Every day there's some new beauty or effect of snow and light to admire. Nothing I've seen in Colorado compares to Estes Park; with the magnificent weather and the mountain peaks above the pine trees covered in pure white, there's nothing beautiful or grand that the heart could desire that's not here. It's invigorating too, with pure air, fresh water, and total dryness. But sometimes there's something very solemn, almost overwhelming, about the winter isolation. I've never felt anything like it, even when I lived on the slopes of Hualalai. When the men are out hunting I don’t know where, or at night when storms sweep down from Long's Peak, and the air is full of biting, wind-driven snow, with hardly any chance of anyone coming by or of communicating with the outside world, those massive mountain ranges between us and the Plains seem to grow taller, becoming impassable barriers, and the rivers without bridges seem to deepen, and I wonder if my whole life is going to be spent here just washing, sweeping, and baking.

To-day has been one of manual labor. We did not breakfast till 9:30, then the men went out, and I never sat down till two. I cleaned the living room and the kitchen, swept a path through the rubbish in the passage room, washed up, made and baked a batch of rolls and four pounds of sweet biscuits, cleaned some tins and pans, washed some clothes, and gave things generally a "redding up." There is a little thick buttermilk, fully six weeks old, at the bottom of a churn, which I use for raising the rolls; but Mr. Kavan, who makes "lovely" bread, puts some flour and water to turn sour near the stove, and this succeeds admirably.

Today has been a day of hard work. We didn’t have breakfast until 9:30, then the men went out, and I didn’t sit down until two. I cleaned the living room and the kitchen, swept a path through the trash in the hallway, washed the dishes, made and baked a batch of rolls and four pounds of sweet biscuits, cleaned some tins and pans, did a load of laundry, and tidied up in general. There’s a little thick buttermilk, fully six weeks old, at the bottom of a churn, which I use to raise the rolls; but Mr. Kavan, who makes “delicious” bread, mixes some flour and water to sour near the stove, which works really well.

I also made a most unsatisfactory investigation into the state of my apparel. I came to Colorado now nearly three months ago, with a small carpet-bag containing clothes, none of them new; and these, by legitimate wear, the depredations of calves, and the necessity of tearing some of them up for dish-cloths, are reduced to a single change! I have a solitary pocket handkerchief and one pair of stockings, such a mass of darns that hardly a trace of the original wool remains. Owing to my inability to get money in Denver I am almost without shoes, have nothing but a pair of slippers and some "arctics." For outer garments—well, I have a trained black silk dress, with a black silk polonaise! and nothing else but my old flannel riding suit, which is quite threadbare, and requires such frequent mending that I am sometimes obliged to "dress" for supper, and patch and darn it during the evening. You will laugh, but it is singular that one can face the bitter winds with the mercury at zero and below it, in exactly the same clothing which I wore in the tropics! It is only the extreme dryness of the air which renders it possible to live in such clothing. We have arranged the work better. Mr. Buchan was doing too much, and it was hard for him, as he is very delicate. You will wonder how three people here in the wilderness can have much to do. There are the horses which we keep in the corral to feed on sheaf oats and take to water twice a day, the fowls and dogs to feed, the cow to milk, the bread to make, and to keep a general knowledge of the whereabouts of the stock in the event of a severe snow-storm coming on. Then there is all the wood to cut, as there is no wood pile, and we burn a great deal, and besides the cooking, washing, and mending, which each one does, the men must hunt and fish for their living. Then two sick cows have had to be attended to.

I also did a pretty unsatisfactory check on my clothes. I came to Colorado almost three months ago with a small suitcase full of clothes, none of which were new; and now, thanks to everyday wear, the damage from calves, and having to rip some of them up for dishcloths, I’m down to just one change of clothes! I have one pocket handkerchief and a single pair of stockings that are so patched that hardly any of the original wool is left. Because I can’t get any cash in Denver, I barely have any shoes – just a pair of slippers and some "arctics." As for outerwear, well, I have a fancy black silk dress with a matching black silk overskirt, and that's it, besides my old flannel riding suit, which is pretty worn out and needs so much mending that sometimes I have to “dress” for dinner and patch it up in the evening. You might laugh, but it’s funny how I can face the freezing winds when the temperature drops to zero or lower, wearing the same clothes I had in the tropics! It’s just the extreme dryness of the air that makes it possible to wear such clothes. We’ve organized the work better. Mr. Buchan was doing too much since he’s very fragile. You might be surprised that three people in the wilderness can have so much to do. We have the horses in the corral that need to be fed sheaf oats and taken to water twice a day, as well as feeding the chickens and dogs, milking the cow, making bread, and keeping track of the animals in case a severe snowstorm hits. Plus, there’s all the firewood to cut since we don’t have a wood pile, and we use a lot of it, alongside the cooking, washing, and mending that each of us does, while the men need to hunt and fish for food. On top of that, there are two sick cows that need care.

We were with one when it died yesterday. It suffered terribly, and looked at us with the pathetically pleading eyes of a creature "made subject to vanity." The disposal of its carcass was a difficulty. The wagon horses were in Denver, and when we tried to get the others to pull the dead beast away, they only kicked and plunged, so we managed to get it outside the shed, and according to Mr. Kavan's prediction, a pack of wolves came down, and before daylight nothing was left but the bones. They were so close to the cabin that their noise was most disturbing, and on looking out several times I could see them all in a heap wrangling and tumbling over each other. They are much larger than the prairie wolf, but equally cowardly, I believe. This morning was black with clouds, and a snowstorm was threatened, and about 700 cattle and a number of horses came in long files from the valleys and canyons where they maraud, their instinct teaching them to seek the open and the protection of man.

We were with one when it died yesterday. It suffered terribly and looked at us with the pathetically pleading eyes of a creature "made subject to vanity." Disposing of its carcass was difficult. The wagon horses were in Denver, and when we tried to get the others to pull the dead animal away, they just kicked and struggled. So we managed to get it outside the shed, and according to Mr. Kavan's prediction, a pack of wolves came down, and by morning there was nothing left but the bones. They were so close to the cabin that their noise was really disturbing, and when I looked outside several times, I could see them all piled together, wrangling and tumbling over each other. They're much larger than the prairie wolf but just as cowardly, I think. This morning was dark with clouds, and a snowstorm was on the way, and about 700 cattle and several horses came in long lines from the valleys and canyons where they usually roam, instinctively seeking the open space and the safety of humans.

I was alone in the cabin this afternoon when Mr. Nugent, whom we believed to be on the Snowy Range, walked in very pale and haggard looking, and coughing severely. He offered to show me the trail up one of the grandest of the canyons, and I could not refuse to go. The Fall River has had its source completely altered by the operations of the beavers. Their engineering skill is wonderful. In one place they have made a lake by damming up the stream; in another their works have created an island, and they have made several falls. Their storehouses, of course, are carefully concealed. By this time they are about full for the winter. We saw quantities of young cotton-wood and aspen trees, with stems about as thick as my arm, lying where these industrious creatures have felled them ready for their use. They always work at night and in concert. Their long, sharp teeth are used for gnawing down the trees, but their mason-work is done entirely with their flat, trowel-like tails. In its natural state the fur is very durable, and is as full of long black hairs as that of the sable, but as sold, all these hairs have been plucked out of it.

I was alone in the cabin this afternoon when Mr. Nugent, whom we thought was on the Snowy Range, walked in looking very pale and worn out, and coughing heavily. He offered to take me to the trail up one of the most impressive canyons, and I couldn't say no. The Fall River has completely changed its source due to the work of the beavers. Their engineering skills are amazing. In one spot, they've created a lake by damming up the stream; in another, their constructions have formed an island, and they've made several waterfalls. Their storage areas, of course, are carefully hidden. By now, they're likely full for the winter. We saw plenty of young cottonwood and aspen trees, with trunks about as thick as my arm, lying where these hard-working animals had cut them down for use. They always work at night and together as a team. Their long, sharp teeth are used for gnawing down trees, but their masonry work is done entirely with their flat, trowel-like tails. In its natural state, the fur is very durable and as full of long black hairs as that of the sable, but when sold, all those hairs have been removed.

The canyon was glorious, ah! glorious beyond any other, but it was a dismal and depressing ride. The dead past buried its dead.

The canyon was magnificent, oh! magnificent like no other, but the ride was gloomy and frustrating. The dead past laid its dead to rest.

Not an allusion was made to the conversation previously. "Jim's" manner was courteous, but freezing, and when I left home on my return he said he hardly thought he should be back from the Snowy Range before I left. Essentially an actor, was he, I wonder, posing on the previous day in the attitude of desperate remorse, to impose on my credulity or frighten me; or was it a genuine and unpremeditated outburst of passionate regret for the life which he had thrown away? I cannot tell, but I think it was the last. As I cautiously rode back, the sunset glories were reddening the mountain tops, and the park lay in violet gloom. It was wonderfully magnificent, but oh, so solemn, so lonely! I rode a very large, well-bred mare, with three shoes loose and one off, and she fell with me twice and was very clumsy in crossing the Thompson, which was partly ice and partly a deep ford, but when we reached comparatively level grassy ground I had a gallop of nearly two miles which I enjoyed thoroughly, her great swinging stride being so easy and exhilarating after Birdie's short action.

Not a single reference was made to the earlier conversation. "Jim's" demeanor was polite but cold, and as I left home to head back, he mentioned he probably wouldn’t return from the Snowy Range before I left. Was he essentially an actor, I wonder, pretending the day before to be desperately remorseful to trick me or scare me; or was it a true and spontaneous expression of regret for the life he had wasted? I can’t say for sure, but I believe it was the latter. As I carefully rode back, the sunset painted the mountain peaks in brilliant red, while the park lay in deep violet shadows. It was breathtakingly beautiful, but oh, so serious and so isolating! I was riding a large, well-bred mare, with three shoes loose and one missing, and she stumbled with me twice and struggled to cross the Thompson, which had patches of ice and a deep ford. But once we hit the relatively flat grassy ground, I enjoyed a nearly two-mile gallop, her long, powerful stride feeling so effortless and refreshing after Birdie's short strides.


Friday.

Friday.

This is a piteous day, quite black, freezing hard, and with a fierce north-east wind. The absence of sunshine here, where it is nearly perpetual, has a very depressing effect, and all the scenery appears in its grimness of black and gray. We have lost three horses, including Birdie, and have nothing to entice them with, and not an animal to go and drive them in with. I put my great mare in the corral myself, and Mr. Kavan put his in afterwards and secured the bars, but the wolves were holding a carnival again last night, and we think that the horses were scared and stampeded, as otherwise they would not have leaped the fence. The men are losing their whole day in looking for them. On their return they said that they had seen Mr. Nugent returning to his cabin by the other side and the lower ford of the Thompson, and that he had "an awfully ugly fit on him," so that they were glad that he did not come near us. The evening is setting in sublime in its blackness. Late in the afternoon I caught a horse which was snuffing at the sheaf oats, and had a splendid gallop on the Longmount trail with the two great hunting dogs. In returning, in the grimness of the coming storm, I had that view of the park which I saw first in the glories of an autumn sunset. Life was all dead; the dragon-flies no longer darted in the sunshine, the cotton-woods had shed their last amber leaves, the crimson trailers of the wild vines were bare, the stream itself had ceased its tinkle and was numb in fetters of ice, a few withered flower stalks only told of the brief bright glory of the summer. The park never had looked so utterly walled in; it was fearful in its loneliness, the ghastliest of white peaks lay sharply outlined against the black snow clouds, the bright river was ice bound, the pines were all black, the world was absolutely shut out. How can you expect me to write letters from such a place, from a life "in which nothing happens"? It really is strange that neither Evans nor Edwards come back. The young men are grumbling, for they were asked to stay here for five days, and they have been here five weeks, and they are anxious to be away camping out for the hunting, on which they depend. There are two calves dying, and we don't know what to do for them; and if a very severe snow-storm comes on, we can't bring in and feed eight hundred head of cattle.

This is a sad day, really dark, freezing cold, and with a strong north-east wind. The lack of sunshine here, which is almost constant, is very depressing, and everything looks grim in shades of black and gray. We've lost three horses, including Birdie, and we have nothing to lure them back with, and no animal to help drive them in. I put my big mare in the corral myself, and Mr. Kavan secured his after me, but the wolves were having a party again last night, and we think the horses got scared and ran away, otherwise they wouldn’t have jumped the fence. The guys are wasting their whole day searching for them. When they got back, they said they saw Mr. Nugent coming back to his cabin on the other side by the lower ford of the Thompson, and he looked "really upset," so they were glad he didn't come near us. The evening is settling in beautifully dark. Late in the afternoon I managed to catch a horse that was sniffing at the sheaf oats, and I had a great gallop on the Longmount trail with the two big hunting dogs. On the way back, with the storm approaching, I got a view of the park that I first saw in the beauty of an autumn sunset. Everything felt lifeless; the dragonflies weren't buzzing around in the sunshine anymore, the cottonwoods had dropped their last amber leaves, the crimson vines were bare, the stream had stopped its tinkling and was frozen over, and only a few withered flower stalks reminded me of summer’s brief bright glory. The park looked completely enclosed; it was terrifying in its solitude, the stark white peaks stood out sharply against the black snow clouds, the bright river was frozen, the pines were all black, and the world felt completely shut off. How can you expect me to write letters from such a place, from a life "where nothing happens"? It's really strange that neither Evans nor Edwards came back. The young guys are complaining because they were asked to stay here for five days, and now they've been here five weeks, and they're eager to go camping for hunting, which they rely on. There are two calves dying, and we don't know how to help them; and if a really severe snowstorm hits, we can't bring in and feed eight hundred cows.


Saturday.

Saturday.

The snow began to fall early this morning, and as it is unaccompanied by wind we have the novel spectacle of a smooth white world; still it does not look like anything serious. We have been gradually growing later at night and later in the morning. To-day we did not breakfast till ten. We have been becoming so disgusted with the pickled pork, that we were glad to find it just at an end yesterday, even though we were left without meat for which in this climate the system craves. You can fancy my surprise, on going into the kitchen, to find a dish of smoking steaks of venison on the table. We ate like famished people, and enjoyed our meal thoroughly. Just before I came the young men had shot an elk, which they intended to sell in Denver, and the grand carcass, with great branching antlers, hung outside the shed. Often while vainly trying to swallow some pickled pork I had looked across to the tantalizing animal, but it was not to be thought of. However, this morning, as the young men felt the pinch of hunger even more than I did, and the prospects of packing it to Denver became worse, they decided on cutting into one side, so we shall luxuriate in venison while it lasts. We think that Edwards will surely be up to-night, but unless he brings supplies our case is looking serious. The flour is running low, there is only coffee for one week, and I have only a scanty three ounces of tea left. The baking powder is nearly at an end. We have agreed to economize by breakfasting very late, and having two meals a day instead of three. The young men went out hunting as usual, and I went out and found Birdie, and on her brought in four other horses, but the snow balled so badly that I went out and walked across the river on a very passable ice bridge, and got some new views of the unique grandeur of this place.

The snow started falling early this morning, and since there’s no wind, we have the unusual sight of a smooth white landscape; still, it doesn’t look too serious. We’ve been gradually staying up later at night and waking up later in the morning. Today, we didn't have breakfast until ten. We’ve become so fed up with pickled pork that we were relieved to see it finally gone yesterday, even though that left us without the meat our bodies crave in this climate. You can imagine my surprise when I walked into the kitchen and found a plate of steaming venison steaks on the table. We ate like we were starving and enjoyed every bite. Just before I arrived, the young men had shot an elk they planned to sell in Denver, and the massive carcass, complete with huge antlers, was hanging outside the shed. Many times, while struggling to choke down the pickled pork, I’d looked longingly at that tempting animal, but it was off-limits. However, this morning, since the young men were feeling even hungrier than I was and the idea of transporting it to Denver seemed less likely, they decided to cut into one side, so we’ll enjoy venison while it lasts. We believe that Edwards will definitely show up tonight, but unless he brings supplies, we’re in a tough spot. The flour is getting low, there’s enough coffee for just a week, and I only have a meager three ounces of tea left. The baking powder is running out too. We’ve agreed to save resources by having breakfast later and only eating two meals a day instead of three. The young men went out hunting as usual, and I went out and found Birdie, then brought back four other horses. Unfortunately, the snow was sticking to everything so badly that I ended up walking across the river on a solid ice bridge, which gave me some fresh views of this place’s unique beauty.

Our evenings are social and pleasant. We finish supper about eight, and make up a huge fire. The men smoke while I write to you. Then we draw near the fire and I take my endless mending, and we talk or read aloud. Both are very intelligent, and Mr. Buchan has very extended information and a good deal of insight into character. Of course our circumstances, the likelihood of release, the prospects of snow blocking us in and of our supplies holding out, the sick calves, "Jim's" mood, the possible intentions of a man whose footprints we have found and traced for three miles, are all topics that often recur, and few of which can be worn threadbare.

Our evenings are fun and enjoyable. We finish dinner around eight and start a big fire. The guys smoke while I write to you. Then we gather around the fire, and I take care of my never-ending mending while we chat or read aloud. Both of them are really smart, and Mr. Buchan has a lot of knowledge and great insight into people. Naturally, our situation, the chance of getting released, the possibility of being snowed in, whether our supplies will last, the sick calves, "Jim's" mood, and the possible intentions of a guy whose footsteps we found and followed for three miles are all topics we often discuss, and few of them can get old.




Letter XV

A whisky slave—The pleasures of monotony—The mountain lion—"Another mouth to feed"—A tiresome boy—An outcast—Thanksgiving Day—The newcomer—A literary humbug—Milking a dry cow—Trout-fishing—A snow-storm—A desperado's den.

A whisky slave—The joys of routine—The mountain lion—"Another mouth to feed"—An annoying boy—An outsider—Thanksgiving Day—The newcomer—A literary fraud—Milking a dry cow—Trout fishing—A snowstorm—A criminal's hideout.

ESTES PARK, Sunday.

Estes Park, Sunday.

A trapper passing last night brought us the news that Mr. Nugent is ill; so, after washing up the things after our late breakfast, I rode to his cabin, but I met him in the gulch coming down to see us. He said he had caught cold on the Range, and was suffering from an old arrow wound in the lung. We had a long conversation without adverting to the former one, and he told me some of the present circumstances of his ruined life. It is piteous that a man like him, in the prime of life, should be destitute of home and love, and live a life of darkness in a den with no companions but guilty memories, and a dog which many people think is the nobler animal of the two. I urged him to give up the whisky which at present is his ruin, and his answer had the ring of a sad truth in it: "I cannot, it binds me hand and foot—I cannot give up the only pleasure I have." His ideas of right are the queerest possible. He says that he believes in God, but what he knows or believes of God's law I know not. To resent insult with your revolver, to revenge yourself on those who have injured you, to be true to a comrade and share your last crust with him, to be chivalrous to good women, to be generous and hospitable, and at the last to die game—these are the articles of his creed, and I suppose they are received by men of his stamp. He hates Evans with a bitter hatred, and Evans returns it, having undergone much provocation from Jim in his moods of lawlessness and violence, and being not a little envious of the fascination which his manners and conversation have for the strangers who come up here.

A trapper passing through last night brought us the news that Mr. Nugent is sick; so, after cleaning up from our late breakfast, I rode to his cabin, but I ran into him in the gulch as he was coming down to see us. He said he caught a cold on the Range and was suffering from an old arrow wound in his lung. We had a long talk without mentioning our previous conversation, and he told me about some of the current situations in his ruined life. It's sad that a man like him, in the prime of his life, should be without a home and love, living in darkness in a place with no company except for guilty memories and a dog that many people think is the better creature of the two. I urged him to quit the whisky that is currently ruining him, and his response had the ring of sad truth: "I can't; it binds me hand and foot—I can't give up the only pleasure I have." His views on right and wrong are the strangest possible. He claims to believe in God, but what he knows or believes about God's law is beyond me. To respond to an insult with your gun, to get back at those who have wronged you, to stand by a comrade and share your last bit of food, to be chivalrous to good women, to be generous and welcoming, and in the end, to go down fighting—these are the principles of his belief, which I suppose are accepted by men like him. He harbors a deep hatred for Evans, and Evans feels the same, having faced much provocation from Jim during his violent and reckless moments, and not being a little envious of the charm his demeanor and conversation have for the strangers who come up here.

On returning down the gulch the view was grander than I have ever seen it, the gulch in dark shadow, the park below lying in intense sunlight, with all the majestic canyons which sweep down upon it in depths of infinite blue gloom, and above, the pearly peaks, dazzling in purity and glorious in form, cleft the turquoise blue of the sky. How shall I ever leave this "land which is very far off"? How CAN I ever leave it? is the real question. We are going on the principle, "Let us eat and drink, for to-morrow we die," and the stores are melting away. The two meals are not an economical plan, for we are so much more hungry that we eat more than when we had three. We had a good deal of sacred music to-day, to make it as like Sunday as possible. The "faint melancholy" of this winter loneliness is very fascinating.

On the way back down the gorge, the view was more impressive than I’ve ever seen it. The gorge was in dark shadows, while the park below was bathed in bright sunlight, with majestic canyons sweeping down into endless depths of blue gloom. Above, the pearly peaks shone brightly in their purity and stunning shapes, cutting through the turquoise sky. How will I ever leave this “place that feels so far away”? How CAN I ever leave it? That’s the real question. We're operating on the idea of "Let’s eat and drink, because tomorrow we die," and our supplies are running low. Having just two meals isn’t a smart plan, because we’re so much hungrier that we eat more than when we had three meals. We enjoyed quite a bit of sacred music today to make it feel as much like Sunday as possible. The “faint melancholy” of this winter solitude is really captivating.

How glorious the amber fires of the winter dawns are, and how gloriously to-night the crimson clouds descended just to the mountain tops and were reflected on the pure surface of the snow!

How glorious the amber fires of winter dawns are, and how beautifully tonight the crimson clouds settled just on the mountain tops and were mirrored on the pristine surface of the snow!

The door of this room looks due north, and as I write the Pole Star blazes, and a cold crescent moon hangs over the ghastliness of Long's Peak.

The door of this room faces due north, and as I write, the North Star shines brightly, and a cold crescent moon hangs over the eerie Long's Peak.


ESTES PARK, COLORADO, November.

Estes Park, CO, November.

We have lost count of time, and can only agree on the fact that the date is somewhere near the end of November. Our life has settled down into serenity, and our singular and enforced partnership is very pleasant. We might be three men living together, but for the unvarying courtesy and consideration which they show to me. Our work goes on like clockwork; the only difficulty which ever arises is that the men do not like me to do anything that they think hard or unsuitable, such as saddling a horse or bringing in water. The days go very fast; it was 3:30 today before I knew that it was 1. It is a calm life without worries. The men are so easy to live with; they never fuss, or grumble, or sigh, or make a trouble of anything. It would amuse you to come into our wretched little kitchen before our disgracefully late breakfast, and find Mr. Kavan busy at the stove frying venison, myself washing the supper dishes, and Mr. Buchan drying them, or both the men busy at the stove while I sweep the floor. Our food is a great object of interest to us, and we are ravenously hungry now that we have only two meals a day. About sundown each goes forth to his "chores"—Mr. K. to chop wood, Mr. B. to haul water, I to wash the milk pans and water the horses. On Saturday the men shot a deer, and on going for it to-day they found nothing but the hind legs, and following a track which they expected would lead them to a beast's hole, they came quite carelessly upon a large mountain lion, which, however, took itself out of their reach before they were sufficiently recovered from their surprise to fire at it. These lions, which are really a species of puma, are bloodthirsty as well as cowardly. Lately one got into a sheepfold in the canyon of the St. Vrain, and killed thirty sheep, sucking the blood from their throats.

We’ve lost track of time and can only agree that it’s somewhere around the end of November. Our lives have settled into a peaceful routine, and our unique, enforced partnership is pretty nice. We might be three men living together, but it feels more like a community thanks to the constant politeness and consideration they show me. Our work runs smoothly; the only issue that ever comes up is that the guys don’t want me doing anything they consider hard or inappropriate, like saddling a horse or fetching water. The days fly by; today it was 3:30 PM before I realized it was only 1 PM. It’s a calm life without stress. The men are easy to live with; they never fuss, complain, or make a big deal out of anything. You would find it amusing to walk into our small, messy kitchen before our ridiculously late breakfast and see Mr. Kavan frying venison at the stove while I wash the supper dishes and Mr. Buchan dries them, or both guys at the stove while I sweep the floor. Our food is a major focus for us, and we’re always super hungry now that we only have two meals a day. Around sunset, each of us goes off to do our “chores”—Mr. K. chops wood, Mr. B. hauls water, and I wash the milk pans and water the horses. On Saturday, the guys shot a deer, and when they went to get it today, they found only the hind legs. Following a trail they thought would lead to the animal’s den, they stumbled upon a large mountain lion, which quickly got away before they could recover from their shock and shoot. These lions, actually a kind of puma, are both savage and cowardly. Recently, one got into a sheep pen in the St. Vrain canyon and killed thirty sheep, draining the blood from their throats.


November ?

November?

This has been a day of minor events, as well as a busy one. I was so busy that I never sat down from 10:30 till 1:30. I had washed my one change of raiment, and though I never iron my clothes, I like to bleach them till they are as white as snow, and they were whitening on the line when some furious gusts came down from Long's Peak, against which I could not stand, and when I did get out all my clothes were blown into strips from an inch to four inches in width, literally destroyed! One learns how very little is necessary either for comfort or happiness. I made a four-pound spiced ginger cake, baked some bread, mended my riding dress, cleaned up generally, wrote some letters with the hope that some day they might be posted and took a magnificent walk, reaching the cabin again in the melancholy glory which now immediately precedes the darkness.

This has been a day full of little events, but also quite busy. I was so busy that I didn't sit down from 10:30 to 1:30. I had washed my only change of clothes, and even though I never iron them, I like to bleach them until they’re as white as snow. They were brightening on the line when some strong gusts came down from Long's Peak, and I couldn't stand against it. When I finally got outside, all my clothes were blown into strips, ranging from an inch to four inches wide—totally destroyed! You realize how little you really need for comfort or happiness. I made a four-pound spiced ginger cake, baked some bread, mended my riding dress, did a general clean-up, wrote some letters hoping they'll be posted someday, and took a fantastic walk, getting back to the cabin just as the gloomy glory of dusk settled in.

We were all busy getting our supper ready when the dogs began to bark furiously, and we heard the noise of horses. "Evans at last!" we exclaimed, but we were wrong. Mr. Kavan went out, and returned saying that it was a young man who had come up with Evans's wagon and team, and that the wagon had gone over into a gulch seven miles from here. Mr. Kavan looked very grave. "It's another mouth to feed," he said. They asked no questions, and brought the lad in, a slangy, assured fellow of twenty, who, having fallen into delicate health at a theological college, had been sent up here by Evans to work for his board. The men were too courteous to ask him what he was doing up here, but I boldly asked him where he lived, and to our dismay he replied, "I've come to live here." We discussed the food question gravely, as it presented a real difficulty. We put him into a bed-closet opening from the kitchen, and decided to see what he was fit for before giving him work. We were very much amazed, in truth, at his coming here. He is evidently a shallow, arrogant youth.

We were all busy preparing dinner when the dogs started barking wildly, and we heard the sound of horses. "Finally, Evans!" we exclaimed, but we were mistaken. Mr. Kavan went outside and came back saying that a young man had arrived with Evans's wagon and team, and that the wagon had gone over into a ravine seven miles from here. Mr. Kavan looked very serious. "That's another mouth to feed," he said. They didn’t ask any questions and brought the young man inside, a cocky, confident guy in his twenties, who, having fallen ill at a theological college, was sent up here by Evans to work for his meals. The men were too polite to ask him why he was here, but I straightforwardly asked him where he lived, and to our shock, he replied, "I've come to live here." We discussed the food situation seriously, as it posed a real challenge. We put him in a small bedroom off the kitchen and decided to see what he was capable of before assigning him any work. We were honestly quite surprised by his arrival here. He clearly seems like a shallow, arrogant young man.

We have decided that to-day is November 26th; to-morrow is Thanksgiving Day, and we are planning a feast, though Mr. K. said to me again this morning, with a doleful face, "You see there's another mouth to feed." This "mouth" has come up to try the panacea of manual labor, but he is town bred, and I see that he will do nothing. He is writing poetry, and while I was busy to-day began to read it aloud to me, asking for my criticism. He is just at the age when everything literary has a fascination, and every literary person is a hero, specially Dr. Holland. Last night was fearful from the lifting of the cabin and the breaking of the mud from the roof. We sat with fine gravel driving in our faces, and this morning I carried four shovelfuls of mud out of my room. After breakfast, Mr. Kavan, Mr. Lyman, and I, with the two wagon horses, rode the seven miles to the scene of yesterday's disaster in a perfect gale of wind. I felt like a servant going out for a day's "pleasuring," hurrying "through my dishes," and leaving my room in disorder. The wagon lay half-way down the side of a ravine, kept from destruction by having caught on some trees.

We have decided that today is November 26th; tomorrow is Thanksgiving Day, and we are planning a feast, even though Mr. K. told me again this morning, with a sorrowful expression, "You see there's another mouth to feed." This "mouth" has come to try the cure of manual labor, but he’s from the city, and I can see he won’t do anything. He's writing poetry, and while I was busy today, he started reading it aloud to me, asking for my feedback. He’s at that age when everything literary seems captivating, and every writer is a hero, especially Dr. Holland. Last night was terrifying because the cabin was lifting and the mud was coming off the roof. We sat with fine gravel blowing into our faces, and this morning I carried four shovelfuls of mud out of my room. After breakfast, Mr. Kavan, Mr. Lyman, and I, along with the two wagon horses, rode the seven miles to the site of yesterday's disaster in a strong wind. I felt like a servant going out for a day of "fun," rushing "through my chores," and leaving my room messy. The wagon lay halfway down the side of a ravine, saved from destruction by being stuck on some trees.

It was too cold to hang about while the men hauled it up and fixed it, so I went slowly back, encountering Mr. Nugent in a most bitter mood—almost in an "ugly fit"—hating everybody, and contrasting his own generosity and reckless kindness with the selfishness and carefully-weighed kindnesses of others. People do give him credit for having "as kind a heart as ever beat." Lately a child in the other cabin was taken ill, and though there were idle men and horses at hand, it was only the "desperado" who rode sixty miles in "the shortest time ever made" to bring the doctor. While we were talking he was sitting on a stone outside his den mending a saddle, shins, bones, and skulls lying about him, "Ring" watching him with jealous and idolatrous affection, the wind lifting his thin curls from as grand a head as was ever modeled—a ruin of a man. Yet the sun which shines "on the evil and the good" was lighting up the gold of his hair. May our Father which is in heaven yet show mercy to His outcast child!

It was too cold to stick around while the guys pulled it up and set it in place, so I walked back slowly, running into Mr. Nugent in a really bad mood—almost in an "ugly fit"—hating everyone, and comparing his own generosity and wild kindness with the selfishness and carefully measured kindness of others. People do say he has "as kind a heart as ever beat." Recently, a child in the other cabin got sick, and even though there were lazy men and horses nearby, it was only the "desperado" who rode sixty miles in "the shortest time ever made" to get the doctor. While we were talking, he was sitting on a stone outside his place, fixing a saddle, with shins, bones, and skulls scattered around him, "Ring" watching him with a mix of jealousy and admiration, the wind blowing his thin curls from an impressively shaped head—a man who had seen better days. Yet the sun that shines "on the evil and the good" was highlighting the gold of his hair. May our Father who is in heaven still show mercy to His outcast child!

Mr. Kavan soon overtook me, and we had an exciting race of two miles, getting home just before the wind fell and the snow began.

Mr. Kavan quickly caught up to me, and we had an exhilarating two-mile race, getting back just before the wind died down and the snow started.

Thanksgiving Day. The thing dreaded has come at last, a snow-storm, with a north-east wind. It ceased about midnight, but not till it had covered my bed. Then the mercury fell below zero, and everything froze. I melted a tin of water for washing by the fire, but it was hard frozen before I could use it. My hair, which was thoroughly wet with the thawed snow of yesterday, is hard frozen in plaits. The milk and treacle are like rock, the eggs have to be kept on the coolest part of the stove to keep them fluid. Two calves in the shed were frozen to death. Half our floor is deep in snow, and it is so cold that we cannot open the door to shovel it out. The snow began again at eight this morning, very fine and hard. It blows in through the chinks and dusts this letter while I write. Mr. Kavan keeps my ink bottle close to the fire, and hands it to me every time that I need to dip my pen. We have a huge fire, but cannot raise the temperature above 20 degrees. Ever since I returned the lake has been hard enough to bear a wagon, but to-day it is difficult to keep the water hole open by the constant use of the axe. The snow may either melt or block us in. Our only anxiety is about the supplies. We have tea and coffee enough to last over to-morrow, the sugar is just done, and the flour is getting low. It is really serious that we have "another mouth to feed," and the newcomer is a ravenous creature, eating more than the three of us. It dismays me to see his hungry eyes gauging the supply at breakfast, and to see the loaf disappear. He told me this morning that he could eat the whole of what was on the table. He is mad after food, and I see that Mr. K. is starving himself to make it hold out. Mr. Buchan is very far from well, and dreads the prospect of "half rations." All this sounds laughable, but we shall not laugh if we have to look hunger in the face! Now in the evening the snow clouds, which have blotted out all things, are lifting, and the winter scene is wonderful. The mercury is 5 degrees below zero, and the aurora is glorious. In my unchinked room the mercury is 1 degrees below zero. Mr. Buchan can hardly get his breath; the dryness is intense. We spent the afternoon cooking the Thanksgiving dinner. I made a wonderful pudding, for which I had saved eggs and cream for days, and dried and stoned cherries supplied the place of currants. I made a bowl of custard for sauce, which the men said was "splendid"; also a rolled pudding, with molasses; and we had venison steak and potatoes, but for tea we were obliged to use the tea leaves of the morning again. I should think that few people in America have enjoyed their Thanksgiving dinner more. We had urged Mr. Nugent to join us, but he refused, almost savagely, which we regretted. My four-pound cake made yesterday is all gone! This wretched boy confesses that he was so hungry in the night that he got up and ate nearly half of it. He is trying to cajole me into making another.

Thanksgiving Day. The thing we dreaded has finally arrived: a snowstorm with a northeast wind. It stopped around midnight but not before it covered my bed. Then the temperature dropped below zero, and everything froze. I melted a tin of water for washing by the fire, but it was frozen solid before I could use it. My hair, which was completely wet from the melted snow yesterday, is now frozen in braids. The milk and treacle are like rocks; I have to keep the eggs on the coolest part of the stove to keep them liquid. Two calves in the shed froze to death. Half our floor is buried in snow, and it’s so cold that we can’t open the door to shovel it out. The snow started falling again at eight this morning, very fine and hard. It blows through the cracks and dusts this letter while I’m writing. Mr. Kavan keeps my ink bottle close to the fire and hands it to me every time I need to dip my pen. We have a huge fire, but we can’t get the temperature above 20 degrees. Since I returned, the lake has been solid enough to support a wagon, but today it’s hard to keep the water hole open with constant chopping of the ice. The snow could either melt or trap us in. Our only worry is about supplies. We have enough tea and coffee to last until tomorrow; the sugar is almost gone, and the flour is running low. It’s really serious that we have "another mouth to feed," and the newcomer is a voracious eater, consuming more than the three of us combined. It disheartens me to see his hungry eyes sizing up the breakfast spread and to watch the loaf vanish. He told me this morning he could eat everything on the table. He’s a food fanatic, and I can see that Mr. K. is starving himself to stretch it out. Mr. Buchan isn’t well and fears the idea of "half rations." All this sounds funny, but we won’t be laughing if we’re faced with hunger! Now, in the evening, the snow clouds that have obscured everything are lifting, and the winter landscape is stunning. The temperature is 5 degrees below zero, and the aurora is beautiful. In my drafty room, it’s 1 degree below zero. Mr. Buchan can barely breathe; the dryness is extreme. We spent the afternoon preparing the Thanksgiving dinner. I made a fantastic pudding, for which I had saved eggs and cream for days, and dried cherries took the place of currants. I also made a bowl of custard for sauce, which the men said was "splendid"; plus a rolled pudding with molasses; and we had venison steak and potatoes, but for tea, we had to reuse the morning’s tea leaves. I can’t imagine many people in America enjoyed their Thanksgiving dinner more than we did. We invited Mr. Nugent to join us, but he refused almost angrily, which we regretted. My four-pound cake from yesterday is all gone! This miserable boy admitted that he was so hungry in the night that he got up and ate nearly half of it. Now he’s trying to sweet-talk me into making another one.


November 29.

November 29th.

Before the boy came I had mistaken some faded cayenne pepper for ginger, and had made a cake with it. Last evening I put half of it into the cupboard and left the door open. During the night we heard a commotion in the kitchen and much choking, coughing, and groaning, and at breakfast the boy was unable to swallow food with his usual ravenousness. After breakfast he came to me whimpering, and asking for something soothing for his throat, admitting that he had seen the "gingerbread," and "felt so starved" in the night that he got up to eat it.

Before the boy arrived, I had confused some old cayenne pepper for ginger and baked a cake with it. Last night, I put half of it in the cupboard and left the door open. During the night, we heard a ruckus in the kitchen along with a lot of choking, coughing, and groaning, and at breakfast, the boy couldn't eat his usual massive portions. After breakfast, he came to me whimpering and asked for something to soothe his throat, admitting that he had seen the "gingerbread" and "felt so hungry" during the night that he got up to eat it.

I tried to make him feel that it was "real mean" to eat so much and be so useless, and he said he would do anything to help me, but the men were so "down on him." I never saw men so patient with a lad before. He is a most vexing addition to our party, yet one cannot help laughing at him. He is not honorable, though. I dare not leave this letter lying on the table, as he would read it. He writes for two Western periodicals (at least he says so), and he shows us long pieces of his published poetry.

I tried to make him understand that it was really mean to eat so much and be so useless, and he said he would do anything to help me, but the guys were really hard on him. I’ve never seen men be so patient with a kid before. He’s a really annoying addition to our group, yet it’s hard not to laugh at him. He’s not honorable, though. I can’t leave this letter just lying on the table because he would read it. He writes for two Western magazines (at least that’s what he claims), and he shows us long pieces of his published poetry.

In one there are twenty lines copied (as Mr. Kavan has shown me) without alteration from Paradise Lost; in another there are two stanzas from Resignation, with only the alteration of "stray" for "dead"; and he has passed the whole of Bonar's Meeting-place off as his own. Again, he lent me an essay by himself, called The Function of the Novelist, which is nothing but a mosaic of unacknowledged quotations. The men tell me that he has "bragged" to them that on his way here he took shelter in Mr. Nugent's cabin, found out where he hides his key, opened his box, and read his letters and MSS. He is a perfect plague with his ignorance and SELF-sufficiency. The first day after he came while I was washing up the breakfast things he told me that he intended to do all the dirty work, so I left the knives and forks in the tub and asked him to wipe and lay them aside. Two hours afterwards I found them untouched. Again the men went out hunting, and he said he would chop the wood for several days' use, and after a few strokes, which were only successful in chipping off some shavings, he came in and strummed on the harmonium, leaving me without any wood with which to make the fire for supper. He talked about his skill with the lasso, but could not even catch one of our quietest horses. Worse than all, he does not know one cow from another. Two days ago he lost our milch cow in driving her in to be milked, and Mr. Kavan lost hours of valuable time in hunting for her without success. To-day he told us triumphantly that he had found her, and he was sent out to milk her. After two hours he returned with a rueful face and a few drops of whitish fluid in the milk pail, saying that that was all he could get. On Mr. K. going out, he found, instead of our "calico" cow, a brindled one that had been dry since the spring! Our cow has gone off to the wild cattle, and we are looking very grim at Lyman, who says that he expected he should live on milk. I told him to fill up the four-gallon kettle, and an hour afterwards found it red-hot on the stove. Nothing can be kept from him unless it is hidden in my room. He has eaten two pounds of dried cherries from the shelf, half of my second four-pound spice loaf before it was cold, licked up my custard sauce in the night, and privately devoured the pudding which was to be for supper. He confesses to it all, and says, "I suppose you think me a cure." Mr. K. says that the first thing he said to him this morning was, "Will Miss B. make us a nice pudding to-day?" This is all harmless, but the plagiarism and want of honor are disgusting, and quite out of keeping with his profession of being a theological student.

In one, there are twenty lines copied (as Mr. Kavan pointed out to me) without any changes from Paradise Lost; in another, there are two stanzas from Resignation, with just "stray" swapped for "dead"; and he has claimed Bonar's Meeting-place as his own work. He also lent me his essay, The Function of the Novelist, which is just a patchwork of uncredited quotes. The guys tell me he has "bragged" to them that on his way here he took shelter in Mr. Nugent's cabin, figured out where he keeps his key, opened his box, and read his letters and manuscripts. He’s a total nuisance with his ignorance and self-importance. The first day after he arrived, while I was washing the breakfast dishes, he told me he would handle all the dirty work, so I left the knives and forks in the tub and asked him to wipe them and put them away. Two hours later, I found them untouched. Then the guys went out hunting, and he said he would chop the wood for several days, but after a few strokes that barely chipped off some shavings, he came inside and played on the harmonium, leaving me without any wood for the fire to cook supper. He bragged about his lasso skills but couldn't even catch one of our calm horses. Worst of all, he can't tell one cow from another. Two days ago, he lost our milk cow while trying to bring her in for milking, and Mr. Kavan wasted hours looking for her without luck. Today he told us proudly that he found her and was sent out to milk her. After two hours, he came back looking sorry and with just a few drops of whitish liquid in the milk pail, claiming that was all he could get. When Mr. Kavan went out, he discovered instead of our "calico" cow, a brindle one that has been dry since spring! Our cow has gone off to join the wild cattle, and we’re glaring at Lyman, who thought he would be living off milk. I told him to fill the four-gallon kettle, and an hour later, I found it piping hot on the stove. Nothing can be kept from him unless it's hidden in my room. He has eaten two pounds of dried cherries from the shelf, half of my second four-pound spice loaf before it cooled down, licked up my custard sauce during the night, and privately devoured the pudding that was meant for supper. He admits all of it and says, "I suppose you think I'm a nuisance." Mr. Kavan says the first thing he asked him this morning was, "Will Miss B. make us a nice pudding today?" All of this is harmless, but the plagiarism and lack of honor are appalling and completely out of place for someone who claims to be a theological student.

This life is in some respects like being on board ship—there are no mails, and one knows nothing beyond one's little world, a very little one in this case. We find each other true, and have learnt to esteem and trust each other. I should, for instance, go out of this room leaving this book open on the table, knowing that the men would not read my letter. They are discreet, reticent, observant, and on many subjects well informed, but they are of a type which has no antitype at home. All women work in this region, so there is no fuss about my working, or saying, "Oh, you mustn't do that," or "Oh, let me do that."

This life is, in some ways, like being on a ship—there's no mail, and you know nothing beyond your small world, which is really tiny in this case. We see each other as true friends and have learned to value and trust one another. For example, I could leave this room with this book open on the table, knowing the guys wouldn’t read my letter. They’re discreet, reserved, observant, and knowledgeable on many subjects, but they represent a type that doesn’t exist at home. All women work in this area, so there's no drama about my working or comments like, "Oh, you shouldn't do that," or "Oh, let me do that."


November 30.

November 30th.

We sat up till eleven last night, so confident were we that Edwards would leave Denver the day after Thanksgiving and get up here. This morning we came to the resolution that we must break up. Tea, coffee, and sugar are done, the venison is turning sour, and the men have only one month left for the hunting on which their winter living depends. I cannot leave the Territory till I get money, but I can go to Longmount for the mail and hear whether the panic is abating. Yesterday I was alone all day, and after riding to the base of Long's Peak, made two roly-poly puddings for supper, having nothing else. The men, however, came back perfectly loaded with trout, and we had a feast. Epicures at home would have envied us. Mr. Kavan kept the frying pan with boiling butter on the stove, butter enough thoroughly to cover the trout, rolled them in coarse corn meal, plunged them into the butter, turned them once, and took them out, thoroughly done, fizzing, and lemon colored. For once young Lyman was satisfied, for the dish was replenished as often as it was emptied. They caught 40 lbs., and have packed them in ice until they can be sent to Denver for sale. The winter fishing is very rich. In the hardest frost, men who fish not for sport, but gain, take their axes and camping blankets, and go up to the hard-frozen waters which lie in fifty places round the park, and choosing a likely spot, a little sheltered from the wind, hack a hole in the ice, and fastening a foot-link to a cotton-wood tree, bait the hook with maggots or bits of easily-gotten fresh meat. Often the trout are caught as fast as the hook can be baited, and looking through the ice hole in the track of a sunbeam, you see a mass of tails, silver fins, bright eyes, and crimson spots, a perfect shoal of fish, and truly beautiful the crimson-spotted creatures look, lying still and dead on the blue ice under the sunshine. Sometimes two men bring home 60 lbs. of trout as the result of one day's winter fishing. It is a cold and silent sport, however.

We stayed up until eleven last night, confident that Edwards would leave Denver the day after Thanksgiving and make it here. This morning, we decided we had to break up. We’re out of tea, coffee, and sugar, the venison is going bad, and the men only have one month left for the hunting that their winter survival relies on. I can't leave the Territory until I get some money, but I can go to Longmont for the mail and find out if the panic is easing. Yesterday, I was alone all day, and after riding to the base of Long's Peak, I made two roly-poly puddings for dinner since that was all we had. However, the men came back loaded with trout, and we had a feast. Foodies back home would have envied us. Mr. Kavan kept the frying pan with boiling butter on the stove, enough butter to cover the trout completely, coated them in coarse cornmeal, tossed them into the butter, flipped them once, and took them out, perfectly cooked, sizzling, and golden. For once, young Lyman was satisfied, as the dish was refilled as quickly as it was emptied. They caught 40 lbs. and have packed them in ice until they can be sent to Denver for sale. Winter fishing is incredibly rich. Even in the harshest frost, men who fish for a living—not for fun—take their axes and camping gear and head to the frozen waters scattered around the park. They find a sheltered spot, chop a hole in the ice, tie a foot-link to a cottonwood tree, and bait the hook with maggots or bits of fresh meat. Often, trout are caught as fast as the hook can be baited, and if you look through the ice hole in a beam of sunlight, you can see a mass of tails, silver fins, bright eyes, and crimson spots—a perfect school of fish. The crimson-spotted creatures look stunning, lying still and dead on the blue ice under the sun. Sometimes, two men bring home 60 lbs. of trout from just one day of winter fishing. It’s a cold and quiet sport, though.

How a cook at home would despise our scanty appliances, with which we turn out luxuries. We have only a cooking-stove, which requires incessant feeding with wood, a kettle, a frying pan, a six-gallon brass pan, and a bottle for a rolling pin. The cold has been very severe, but I do not suffer from it even in my insufficient clothing. I take a piece of granite made very hot to bed, draw the blankets over my head and sleep eight hours, though the snow often covers me. One day of snow, mist, and darkness was rather depressing, and yesterday a hurricane began about five in the morning, and the whole park was one swirl of drifting snow, like stinging wood smoke. My bed and room were white, and the frost was so intense that water brought in a kettle hot from the fire froze as I poured it into the basin. Then the snow ceased, and a fierce wind blew most of it out of the park, lifting it from the mountains in such clouds as to make Long's Peak look like a smoking volcano. To-day the sky has resumed its delicious blue, and the park its unrivalled beauty. I have cleaned all the windows, which, ever since I have been here, I supposed were of discolored glass, so opaque and dirty they were; and when the men came home from fishing they found a cheerful new world. We had a great deal of sacred music and singing on Sunday. Mr. Buchan asked me if I knew a tune called "America," and began the grand roll of our National Anthem to the words:

How a home cook would laugh at our limited appliances, with which we create treats. We only have a cooking stove that constantly needs wood, a kettle, a frying pan, a six-gallon brass pot, and a bottle for a rolling pin. The cold has been really harsh, but I'm managing fine even in my inadequate clothing. I take a hot piece of granite to bed, pull the blankets over my head, and sleep for eight hours, even though the snow often blankets me. One day of snow, fog, and darkness was pretty dreary, and yesterday a storm kicked up around five in the morning, turning the whole park into a whirlwind of drifting snow that felt like stinging wood smoke. My bed and room were covered in white, and the frost was so extreme that water from a kettle hot from the fire froze the moment I poured it into the basin. Then the snow stopped, and a strong wind blew most of it out of the park, lifting it from the mountains in such clouds that Long's Peak looked like a smoking volcano. Today the sky has returned to its beautiful blue, and the park looks stunning again. I cleaned all the windows, which I thought were just discolored glass because they were so opaque and dirty; when the men came back from fishing, they found a bright new world. We had a lot of uplifting music and singing on Sunday. Mr. Buchan asked me if I knew a tune called “America” and started playing our National Anthem to the words:

My country, 'tis of thee,
Sweet land of liberty, etc.

My country, it's all about you,
Sweet land of freedom, etc.


December 1.

December 1st.

I was to have started for Canyon to-day, but was awoke by snow as stinging as pinpoints beating on my hand. We all got up early, but it did not improve until nearly noon. In the afternoon Lyman and I rode to Mr. Nugent's cabin. I wanted him to read and correct my letter to you, giving the account of our ascent of Long's Peak, but he said he could not, and insisted on our going in for which young Lyman was more anxious than I was, as Mr. Kavan had seen "Jim" in the morning, and departed from his usual reticence so far as to say, "There's something wrong with that man; he'll either shoot himself or somebody else." However, the "ugly fit" had passed off, and he was so very pleasant and courteous that we remained the whole afternoon. Lyman's one thought was that he could make capital out of the interview, and write an account of the celebrated desperado for a Western paper.

I was supposed to leave for Canyon today, but I woke up to snow that felt like tiny pinpricks hitting my hand. We all got up early, but the weather didn't get better until almost noon. In the afternoon, Lyman and I rode over to Mr. Nugent's cabin. I wanted him to read and edit my letter to you about our climb of Long's Peak, but he said he couldn't and insisted we go inside, which Lyman was more eager about than I was, since Mr. Kavan had seen "Jim" that morning and had broken his usual silence to say, "There’s something off about that guy; he’s either going to hurt himself or someone else." However, the “ugly mood” had passed, and he was really pleasant and polite, so we stayed the entire afternoon. Lyman's main thought was that he could turn the interview into a great story for a Western newspaper.

The interior of the den was frightful, yet among his black and hideous surroundings the grace of his manner and the genius of his conversation were only more apparent. I read my letter aloud—or rather "The Ascent of Long's Peak," which I have written for Out West—and was sincerely interested with the taste and acumen of his criticisms on the style. He is a true child of nature; his eye brightened and his whole face became radiant, and at last tears rolled down his cheek when I read the account of the glory of the sunrise. Then he read us a very able paper on Spiritualism which he was writing. The den was dense with smoke, and very dark, littered with hay, old blankets, skins, bones, tins, logs, powder flasks, magazines, old books, old moccasins, horseshoes, and relics of all kinds. He had no better seat to offer me than a log, but offered it with a graceful unconsciousness that it was anything less luxurious than an easy chair. Two valuable rifles and a Sharp's revolver hung on the wall, and the sash and badge of a scout. I could not help looking at "Jim" as he stood talking to me. He goes mad with drink at times, swears fearfully, has an ungovernable temper. He has formerly led a desperate life, and is at times even now undoubtedly a ruffian. There is hardly a fireside in Colorado where fearful stories of him as an Indian fighter are not told; mothers frighten their naughty children by telling them that "Mountain Jim" will get them, and doubtless his faults are glaring, but he is undoubtedly fascinating, and enjoys a popularity or notoriety which no other person has. He offered to be my guide to the Plains when I go away. Lyman asked me if I should not be afraid of being murdered, but one could not be safer than with him I have often been told.

The inside of the den was scary, but against the dark and creepy backdrop, his graceful manner and brilliant conversation stood out even more. I read my letter aloud—or rather "The Ascent of Long's Peak," which I wrote for Out West—and I was genuinely interested in his insightful comments on the style. He is a true nature lover; his eyes lit up, his entire face brightened, and eventually, tears streamed down his cheeks when I described the beauty of the sunrise. Then he shared a very well-written paper on Spiritualism he was working on. The den was filled with smoke, very dark, and cluttered with hay, old blankets, skins, bones, cans, logs, powder flasks, magazines, old books, old moccasins, horseshoes, and all sorts of relics. He didn’t have a better seat to offer me than a log, but he offered it with such grace that it felt just as comfortable as an easy chair. Two valuable rifles and a Sharp's revolver hung on the wall, along with the sash and badge of a scout. I couldn’t help but glance at "Jim" as he stood talking to me. He can get really wild when he drinks, swears a lot, and has a terrible temper. He has led a risky life, and even now, he can definitely be a rogue. There's hardly a home in Colorado that doesn’t have scary stories about him as an Indian fighter; mothers scare their misbehaving children by warning them that "Mountain Jim" will come for them, and while his flaws are obvious, he is undeniably captivating and has a level of popularity or infamy that no one else has. He offered to be my guide to the Plains when I leave. Lyman asked if I wouldn't be afraid of being murdered, but I've often been told that you couldn’t be safer than with him.

The cold was truly awful. I had caught a chill in the morning from putting on my clothes before they were dry, and the warmth of the smoky den was most agreeable; but we had a fearful ride back in the dusk, a gale nearly blowing us off our horses, drifting snow nearly blinding us, and the mercury below zero. I felt as if I were going to be laid up with a severe cold, but the men suggested a trapper's remedy—a tumbler of hot water, with a pinch of cayenne pepper in it—which proved a very rapid cure. They kindly say that if the snow detains me here they also will remain. They tell me that they were horrified when I arrived, as they thought that they could not make me comfortable, and that I had never been used to do anything for myself, and then we complimented each other all round. To-morrow, weather permitting, I set off for a ride of 100 miles, and my next letter will be my last from the Rocky Mountains.

The cold was really terrible. I caught a chill in the morning by putting on my clothes before they dried, and the warmth of the smoky cabin was very welcome; but we had a scary ride back in the dusky evening, with a strong wind almost knocking us off our horses, drifting snow nearly blinding us, and the temperature below zero. I felt like I was going to be down with a bad cold, but the guys suggested a trapper's remedy—a glass of hot water with a pinch of cayenne pepper in it—which turned out to be a quick fix. They kindly said that if the snow keeps me here, they’ll stay too. They told me they were shocked when I arrived because they thought they couldn’t make me comfortable, and that I had never done anything for myself, and then we all complimented each other. Tomorrow, weather permitting, I’ll set off for a 100-mile ride, and my next letter will be my last from the Rocky Mountains.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter XVI

A harmonious home—Intense cold—A purple sun—A grim jest—A perilous ride—Frozen eyelids—Longmount—The pathless prairie—Hardships of emigrant life—A trapper's advice—The Little Thompson—Evans and "Jim."

A cozy home—Bitter cold—A violet sun—A dark joke—A dangerous journey—Frosted eyelids—Longmount—The endless prairie—Challenges of immigrant life—A trapper's tip—The Little Thompson—Evans and "Jim."

DR. HUGHES'S, LOWER CANYON, COLORADO, December 4.

DR. HUGHES'S, LOWER CANYON, COLORADO, December 4.

Once again here, in refined and cultured society, with harmonious voices about me, and dear, sweet, loving children whose winning ways make this cabin a true English home. "England, with all thy faults, I love thee still!" I can truly say,

Once again here, in this sophisticated and cultured society, with soothing voices all around me, and dear, sweet, loving kids whose charming personalities make this cabin feel like a real English home. "England, with all your flaws, I still love you!" I can honestly say,

Where'er I roam, whatever realms I see.
My heart, untraveled, fondly turns to thee.

Wherever I go, whatever places I visit.
My heart, untouched, lovingly turns to you.

If it swerved a little in the Sandwich Islands, it is true to the Pole now! Surely one advantage of traveling is that, while it removes much prejudice against foreigners and their customs, it intensifies tenfold one's appreciation of the good at home, and, above all, of the quietness and purity of English domestic life. These reflections are forced upon me by the sweet child-voices about me, and by the exquisite consideration and tenderness which are the atmosphere (some would call it the hothouse atmosphere) of this house. But with the bare, hard life, and the bare, bleak mountains around, who could find fault with even a hothouse atmosphere, if it can nourish such a flower of Paradise as sacred human love?

If it wavered a bit in the Sandwich Islands, it's definitely aligned with the Pole now! Traveling definitely has its perks: it reduces a lot of biases against foreigners and their customs, but it also amplifies one's appreciation for the good things at home, especially the tranquility and purity of English domestic life. These thoughts come to mind because of the sweet child voices around me and the genuine kindness and warmth that fill this house (some might call it a hothouse atmosphere). But with the harsh, stark life and the bare, bleak mountains surrounding us, who could criticize even a hothouse atmosphere if it can nurture such a beautiful thing as sacred human love?

The mercury is eleven degrees below zero, and I have to keep my ink on the stove to prevent it from freezing. The cold is intense—a clear, brilliant, stimulating cold, so dry that even in my threadbare flannel riding dress I do not suffer from it. I must now take up my narrative of the nothings which have all the interest of SOMETHINGS to me. We all got up before daybreak on Tuesday, and breakfasted at seven. I have not seen the dawn for some time, with its amber fires deepening into red, and the snow peaks flushing one by one, and it seemed a new miracle. It was a west wind, and we all thought it promised well. I took only two pounds of luggage, some raisins, the mailbag, and an additional blanket under my saddle. I had not been up from the park at sunrise before, and it was quite glorious, the purple depths of M'Ginn's Gulch, from which at a height of 9,000 feet you look down on the sunlit park 1,500 feet below, lying in a red haze, with its pearly needle-shaped peaks, framed by mountain sides dark with pines—my glorious, solitary, unique mountain home! The purple sun rose in front. Had I known what made it purple I should certainly have gone no farther. Then clouds, the morning mist as I supposed, lifted themselves up rose lighted, showing the sun's disc as purple as one of the jars in a chemist's window, and having permitted this glimpse of their king, came down again as a dense mist, the wind chopped round, and the mist began to freeze hard. Soon Birdie and myself were a mass of acicular crystals; it was a true easterly fog. I galloped on, hoping to get through it, unable to see a yard before me; but it thickened, and I was obliged to subside into a jog-trot.

The temperature is eleven degrees below zero, and I have to keep my ink on the stove to keep it from freezing. The cold is intense—a clear, bright, invigorating cold, so dry that even in my worn-out flannel riding dress, I don't feel it. I need to continue my story about the little things that are incredibly important to me. We all woke up before dawn on Tuesday and had breakfast at seven. I haven't seen the sunrise in a while, with its amber hues turning to red and the snow-capped peaks blushing one by one; it felt like a new miracle. There was a west wind, and we all thought it looked promising. I took only two pounds of luggage, some raisins, the mailbag, and an extra blanket under my saddle. I hadn't been up from the park at sunrise before, and it was stunning—the purple depths of M'Ginn's Gulch, from which at a height of 9,000 feet you look down at the sunlit park 1,500 feet below, lying in a red haze, with its pearly needle-like peaks framed by dark pine-covered mountains—my beautiful, isolated, one-of-a-kind mountain home! The purple sun rose ahead. If I had known what made it purple, I definitely wouldn't have gone any farther. Then the clouds, which I thought were morning mist, lifted themselves up, glowing pink and revealing the sun's disc as purple as one of the jars in a chemist's shop. After allowing this glimpse of their king, they came down again as a thick mist, the wind shifted, and the mist began to freeze solid. Soon, Birdie and I were covered in sharp crystals; it was a true easterly fog. I galloped on, hoping to get through it, unable to see a yard in front of me, but it thickened, and I had to slow down to a jog.

As I rode on, about four miles from the cabin, a human figure, looking gigantic like the spectre of the Brocken, with long hair white as snow, appeared close to me, and at the same moment there was the flash of a pistol close to my ear, and I recognized "Mountain Jim" frozen from head to foot, looking a century old with his snowy hair. It was "ugly" altogether certainly, a "desperado's" grim jest, and it was best to accept it as such, though I had just cause for displeasure. He stormed and scolded, dragged me off the pony—for my hands and feet were numb with cold—took the bridle, and went off at a rapid stride, so that I had to run to keep them in sight in the darkness, for we were off the road in a thicket of scrub, looking like white branch coral, I knew not where. Then we came suddenly on his cabin, and dear old "Ring," white like all else; and the "ruffian" insisted on my going in, and he made a good fire, and heated some coffee, raging all the time. He said everything against my going forward, except that it was dangerous; all he said came true, and here I am safe! Your letters, however, outweighed everything but danger, and I decided on going on, when he said, "I've seen many foolish people, but never one so foolish as you—you haven't a grain of sense. Why, I, an old mountaineer, wouldn't go down to the Plains to-day." I told him he could not, though he would like it very much, for that he had turned his horses loose; on which he laughed heartily, and more heartily still at the stories I told him of young Lyman, so that I have still a doubt how much of the dark moods I have lately seen was assumed.

As I rode on, about four miles from the cabin, a huge figure that looked like a ghost appeared beside me, with long hair as white as snow. At the same moment, I heard the flash of a gun close to my ear, and I recognized "Mountain Jim," frozen stiff, looking a hundred years old with his snowy hair. It was definitely creepy, a grim joke from a "desperado," and the best approach was to just accept it, even though I had good reason to be upset. He yelled and scolded at me, dragged me off the pony—my hands and feet were numb from the cold—grabbed the bridle, and marched off quickly, so I had to run to keep up with him in the dark. We were off the road in a thicket of scrub, which looked like white branch coral, and I had no idea where we were. Then we suddenly came upon his cabin, and there was dear old "Ring," white like everything else. The "ruffian" insisted I go inside, where he built a good fire and made some coffee, still raging the whole time. He said everything against my continuing, except that it was dangerous; everything he said turned out to be true, and here I am safe! Your letters, however, meant more to me than anything but danger, so I decided to keep going when he said, "I've seen many foolish people, but never one as foolish as you—you don't have a bit of sense. Why, I, an old mountaineer, wouldn't go down to the Plains today." I told him he couldn't, even though he would love it, because he had let his horses go. He laughed heartily, especially at the stories I told him about young Lyman, making me still wonder just how much of the dark moods I’ve noticed lately were really just for show.

He took me back to the track; and the interview which began with a pistol shot, ended quite pleasantly. It was an eerie ride, one not to be forgotten, though there was no danger. I could not recognize any localities. Every tree was silvered, and the fir-tree tufts of needles looked like white chrysanthemums. The snow lay a foot deep in the gulches, with its hard, smooth surface marked by the feet of innumerable birds and beasts. Ice bridges had formed across all the streams, and I crossed them without knowing when. Gulches looked fathomless abysses, with clouds boiling up out of them, and shaggy mountain summits, half seen for a moment through the eddies, as quickly vanished. Everything looked vast and indefinite. Then a huge creation, like one of Dore's phantom illustrations, with much breathing of wings, came sailing towards me in a temporary opening in the mist. As with a strange rustle it passed close over my head, I saw, for the first time, the great mountain eagle, carrying a good-sized beast in his talons. It was a noble vision. Then there were ten miles of metamorphosed gulches—silent, awful—many ice bridges, then a frozen drizzle, and then the winds changed from east to north-east. Birdie was covered with exquisite crystals, and her long mane and the long beard which covers her throat were pure white. I saw that I must give up crossing the mountains to this place by an unknown trail; and I struck the old trail to the St. Vrain, which I had never traveled before, but which I knew to be more legible than the new one. The fog grew darker and thicker, the day colder and windier, the drifts deeper; but Birdie, whose four cunning feet had carried me 600 miles, and who in all difficulties proves her value, never flinched or made a false step, or gave me reason to be sorry that I had come on.

He took me back to the track; and the interview that started with a gunshot ended quite well. It was an unforgettable ride, even though there was no real danger. I couldn't recognize any places. Every tree sparkled in silver, and the clusters of fir tree needles looked like white chrysanthemums. The snow was a foot deep in the valleys, with its hard, smooth surface marked by the tracks of countless birds and animals. Ice bridges had formed over all the streams, and I crossed them without realizing when. The valleys appeared as bottomless chasms, with clouds billowing up from them, and the rugged mountain peaks briefly visible through the swirling mist before disappearing again. Everything seemed immense and vague. Suddenly, a huge shape, reminiscent of one of Dore's ghostly illustrations, with wings gracefully gliding, approached me through a gap in the fog. As it rustled overhead, I saw, for the first time, the majestic mountain eagle, clutching a sizable creature in its talons. It was a breathtaking sight. Then there were ten miles of transformed valleys—silent and daunting—many ice bridges, followed by a light drizzle, and then the winds shifted from east to northeast. Birdie was adorned with delicate crystals, and her long mane along with the fluffy beard around her throat were pure white. I realized I had to abandon the idea of crossing the mountains on an unknown path; so I opted for the old trail to St. Vrain, which I hadn't traveled before but knew was clearer than the new one. The fog thickened and darkened, the day turned colder and windier, and the snow drifts grew deeper; yet Birdie, whose clever little feet had carried me 600 miles, and who proves her worth in every challenge, never hesitated or stumbled, nor gave me any reason to regret continuing.

I got down to the St. Vrain Canyon in good time, and stopped at a house thirteen miles from Longmount to get oats. I was white from head to foot, and my clothes were frozen stiff. The women gave me the usual invitation, "Put your feet in the oven"; and I got my clothes thawed and dried, and a delicious meal consisting of a basin of cream and bread. They said it would be worse on the plains, for it was an easterly storm; but as I was so used to riding, I could get on, so we started at 2:30. Not far off I met Edwards going up at last to Estes Park, and soon after the snow-storm began in earnest—or rather I entered the storm, which had been going on there for several hours. By that time I had reached the prairie, only eight miles from Longmount, and pushed on. It was simply fearful. It was twilight from the thick snow, and I faced a furious east wind loaded with fine, hard-frozen crystals, which literally made my face bleed. I could only see a very short distance anywhere; the drifts were often two feet deep, and only now and then, through the blinding whirl, I caught a glimpse of snow through which withered sunflowers did not protrude, and then I knew that I was on the track. But reaching a wild place, I lost it, and still cantered on, trusting to the pony's sagacity. It failed for once, for she took me on a lake and we fell through the ice into the water, 100 yards from land, and had a hard fight back again. It grew worse and worse. I had wrapped up my face, but the sharp, hard snow beat on my eyes—the only exposed part—bringing tears into them, which froze and closed up my eye-lids at once. You cannot imagine what that was.

I arrived at St. Vrain Canyon in good time and stopped at a house thirteen miles from Longmont to get oats. I was completely covered in frost, and my clothes were frozen stiff. The women there offered me the usual suggestion, "Put your feet in the oven"; so I got my clothes thawed and dried, and enjoyed a delicious meal consisting of a bowl of cream and bread. They mentioned that it would be worse on the plains since it was an easterly storm, but I was so used to riding that I could manage, so we set off at 2:30. Not long after, I ran into Edwards who was finally heading up to Estes Park, and shortly after, the snowstorm hit hard—or rather, I entered the storm that had been raging for several hours. By then, I had reached the prairie, just eight miles from Longmont, and pressed on. It was terrifying. The thick snow turned twilight into darkness, and I faced a vicious east wind laden with tiny, hard-frozen crystals that actually made my face bleed. I could barely see a short distance ahead; the snowdrifts were often two feet deep, and only occasionally, through the blinding swirl, I caught a glimpse of snow that withered sunflowers did not poke through, which indicated I was on the right track. But when I reached a wild area, I lost it and continued on, relying on my pony’s instincts. For once, that failed me, as she took me onto a lake and we fell through the ice into the water, 100 yards from shore, forcing us into a difficult struggle to get back. It only got worse. I had wrapped my face up, but the sharp, hard snow pelted my eyes—the only exposed part—making them tear up, which then froze and sealed my eyelids shut. You can't imagine how awful that was.

I had to take off one glove to pick one eye open, for as to the other, the storm beat so savagely against it that I left it frozen, and drew over it the double piece of flannel which protected my face. I could hardly keep the other open by picking the ice from it constantly with my numb fingers, in doing which I got the back of my hand slightly frostbitten. It was truly awful at the time. I often thought, "Suppose I am going south instead of east? Suppose Birdie should fail? Suppose it should grow quite dark?" I was mountaineer enough to shake these fears off and keep up my spirits, but I knew how many had perished on the prairie in similar storms. I calculated that if I did not reach Longmount in half an hour it would be quite dark, and that I should be so frozen or paralyzed with cold that I should fall off.

I had to take off one glove to pry one eye open because the storm was hitting the other one so hard that I left it frozen and covered it with the double layer of flannel that protected my face. I could barely keep the other eye open by constantly picking the ice off of it with my numb fingers, which ended up giving me a bit of frostbite on the back of my hand. It was truly awful at the time. I often thought, "What if I’m going south instead of east? What if Birdie fails? What if it gets completely dark?" I had enough experience as a mountaineer to shake off these fears and stay optimistic, but I knew how many had died on the prairie in similar storms. I calculated that if I didn’t reach Longmount in half an hour, it would be getting dark, and I would be so frozen or paralyzed by the cold that I would fall off.

Not a quarter of an hour after I had wondered how long I could hold on I saw, to my surprise, close to me, half-smothered in snow, the scattered houses and blessed lights of Longmount, and welcome, indeed, its wide, dreary, lifeless, soundless road looked! When I reached the hotel I was so benumbed that I could not get off, and the worthy host lifted me off and carried me in.

Not even fifteen minutes after I thought about how long I could last, I was surprised to see, right next to me, half-buried in snow, the scattered houses and comforting lights of Longmount, and its wide, dull, lifeless, silent road looked so inviting! When I got to the hotel, I was so numb that I couldn't get out of the car, and the kind host lifted me out and carried me inside.

Not expecting any travelers, they had no fire except in the bar-room, so they took me to the stove in their own room, gave me a hot drink and plenty of blankets and in half an hour I was all right and ready for a ferocious meal. "If there's a traveler on the prairie to-night, God help him!" the host had said to his wife just before I came in.

Not expecting any guests, they only had a fire going in the bar-room, so they took me to the stove in their own room, served me a hot drink, and gave me plenty of blankets. In half an hour, I felt better and was ready for a huge meal. "If there's a traveler out on the prairie tonight, God help him!" the host had said to his wife right before I walked in.

I found Evans there, storm stayed, and that—to his great credit at the time—my money matters were all right. After the sound and refreshing sleep which one gets in this splendid climate, I was ready for an early start, but, warned by yesterday's experience, waited till twelve to be sure of the weather. The air was intensely clear, and the mercury SEVENTEEN DEGREES BELOW ZERO! The snow sparkled and snapped under one's feet. It was gloriously beautiful! In this climate, if you only go out for a short time you do not feel cold even without a hat, or any additional wrappings. I bought a cardigan for myself, however, and some thick socks, got some stout snow-shoes for Birdie's hind feet, had a pleasant talk with some English friends, did some commissions for the men in the park, and hung about waiting for a freight train to break the track, but eventually, inspirited by the good news from you, left Longmount alone, and for the last time. I little thought that miserable, broiling day on which I arrived at it with Dr. and Mrs. Hughes, of the glories of which it was the gate, and of the "good times" I should have. Now I am at home in it; every one in it and along the St. Vrain Canyon addresses me in a friendly way by name; and the newspapers, with their intolerable personality, have made me and my riding exploits so notorious, that travelers speak courteously to me when they meet me on the prairie, doubtless wishing to see what sort of monster I am! I have met nothing but civility, both of manner and speech, except that distraught pistol shot. It looked icily beautiful, the snow so pure and the sky such a bright, sharp blue! The snow was so deep and level that after a few miles I left the track, and steering for Storm Peak, rode sixteen miles over the pathless prairie without seeing man, bird, or beast—a solitude awful even in the bright sunshine. The cold, always great, became piteous. I increased the frostbite of yesterday by exposing my hand in mending the stirrup; and when the sun sank in indescribable beauty behind the mountains, and color rioted in the sky, I got off and walked the last four miles, and stole in here in the colored twilight without any one seeing me.

I found Evans there, the storm was gone, and—thanks to him—my financial situation was good at that time. After a sound and refreshing sleep in this amazing climate, I was set for an early start, but after yesterday's experience, I waited until noon to be sure about the weather. The air was incredibly clear, and the temperature was SEVENTEEN DEGREES BELOW ZERO! The snow sparkled and crunched underfoot. It was beautifully glorious! In this climate, if you only go out for a little while, you don’t feel cold, even without a hat or extra layers. However, I did buy myself a cardigan and thick socks, got some sturdy snowshoes for Birdie's back feet, had a nice chat with some English friends, ran some errands for the guys in the park, and hung around waiting for a freight train to break the track. Eventually, excited by the good news from you, I left Longmount by myself for the last time. I never expected that miserable, hot day I arrived there with Dr. and Mrs. Hughes would be the gateway to such glorious experiences and good times. Now I feel at home here; everyone in town and along the St. Vrain Canyon greets me by name; and the newspapers, with their annoying focus on me, have made my riding adventures so well-known that travelers politely greet me when they see me on the prairie, probably curious to see what kind of person I am! I’ve encountered nothing but politeness, except for that frantic gunshot. The scene looked icy beautiful, with the snow so pure and the sky such a bright, sharp blue! The snow was so deep and even that after a few miles, I left the track and steered toward Storm Peak, riding sixteen miles across the untouched prairie without seeing a single person, bird, or animal—a solitude that was eerie even in the bright sunshine. The cold, always intense, became unbearable. I worsened yesterday’s frostbite by exposing my hand while fixing the stirrup, and when the sun set in indescribable beauty behind the mountains, splashing color across the sky, I got off and walked the last four miles, sneaking in here during the colorful twilight without anyone noticing me.

The life of which I wrote before is scarcely less severe, though lightened by a hope of change, and this weather brings out some special severities. The stove has to be in the living-room, the children cannot go out, and, good and delightful as they are, it is hard for them to be shut up all day with four adults. It is more of a trouble than you would think for a lady in precarious health that before each meal, eggs, butter, milk, preserves, and pickles have to be unfrozen. Unless they are kept on the stove, there is no part of the room in which they do not freeze. It is uninteresting down here in the Foot Hills. I long for the rushing winds, the piled-up peaks, the great pines, the wild night noises, the poetry and the prose of the free, jolly life of my unrivalled eyrie. I can hardly realize that the river which lies ice bound outside this house is the same which flashes through Estes Park, and which I saw snow born on Long's Peak.

The life I've described before is hardly less tough, though it's brightened by hopes for change, and this weather brings its own unique challenges. The stove has to stay in the living room, the kids can’t go outside, and as wonderful as they are, it can be tough for them to be cooped up all day with four adults. It’s more of a hassle than you’d expect for someone in fragile health to have to defrost eggs, butter, milk, preserves, and pickles before every meal. If they’re not kept on the stove, there’s nowhere in the room where they won’t freeze. It’s pretty dull down here in the Foot Hills. I miss the rushing winds, the towering peaks, the tall pines, the wild sounds of the night, the poetry and the everyday life of my amazing mountaintop home. I can hardly believe that the river frozen outside this house is the same one that sparkles through Estes Park and which I watched being born from the snow on Long's Peak.

Yesterday morning the mercury had disappeared, so it was 20 degrees below zero at least. I lay awake from cold all night, but such is the wonderful effect of the climate, that when I got up at half-past five to waken the household for my early start, I felt quite refreshed. We breakfasted on buffalo beef, and I left at eight to ride forty-five miles before night, Dr. Hughes and a gentleman who was staying there convoying me the first fifteen miles. I did like that ride, racing with the other riders, careering through the intoxicating air in that indescribable sunshine, the powdery snow spurned from the horses' feet like dust! I was soon warm. We stopped at a trapper's ranch to feed, and the old trapper amused me by seeming to think Estes Park almost inaccessible in winter. The distance was greater than I had been told, and he said that I could not get there before eleven at night, and not at all if there was much drift. I wanted the gentlemen to go on with me as far as the Devil's Gate, but they could not because their horses were tired; and when the trapper heard that he exclaimed, indignantly, "What! that woman going into the mountains alone? She'll lose the track or be froze to death!" But when I told him I had ridden the trail in the storm of Tuesday, and had ridden over 600 miles alone in the mountains, he treated me with great respect as a fellow mountaineer, and gave me some matches, saying, "You'll have to camp out anyhow; you'd better make a fire than be froze to death." The idea of my spending the night in the forest alone, by a fire, struck me as most grotesque.

Yesterday morning, the temperature must have dropped to at least 20 degrees below zero since the mercury was nowhere to be found. I couldn’t sleep all night because of the cold, but the amazing thing about the climate is that when I got up at 5:30 to wake everyone for my early departure, I felt surprisingly refreshed. We had buffalo beef for breakfast, and I left at 8 to ride forty-five miles before nightfall, with Dr. Hughes and a guest who was staying there escorting me for the first fifteen miles. I really enjoyed that ride, racing against the other riders, speeding through the invigorating air in that incredible sunshine, the powdery snow kicking up from the horses’ hooves like dust! I quickly warmed up. We stopped at a trapper's ranch to rest, and the old trapper entertained me with his belief that Estes Park was nearly unreachable in winter. The distance was longer than I had been informed, and he insisted that I wouldn't arrive before eleven at night, and maybe not at all if there was a lot of snowdrift. I wanted the men to continue with me as far as Devil's Gate, but they couldn’t because their horses were tired. When the trapper heard this, he exclaimed in disbelief, “What! That woman heading into the mountains alone? She'll lose her way or freeze to death!” But when I told him I had ridden the trail in Tuesday's storm and had traveled over 600 miles alone in the mountains, he showed me great respect as a fellow mountaineer and gave me some matches, saying, “You’ll have to camp out anyway; you’re better off making a fire than freezing to death.” The thought of spending the night alone in the forest by a fire seemed utterly absurd to me.

We did not start again till one, and the two gentlemen rode the first two miles with me. On that track, the Little Thompson, there a full stream, has to be crossed eighteen times, and they had been hauling wood across it, breaking it, and it had broken and refrozen several times, making thick and thin places—indeed, there were crossings which even I thought bad, where the ice let us through, and it was hard for the horses to struggle upon it again; and one of the gentlemen who, though a most accomplished man, was not a horseman, was once or twice in the ludicrous position of hesitating on the bank with an anxious face, not daring to spur his horse upon the ice. After they left me I had eight more crossings, and then a ride of six miles, before I reached the old trail; but though there were several drifts up to the saddle, and no one had broken a track, Birdie showed such a pluck, that instead of spending the night by a camp-fire, or not getting in till midnight, I reached Mr. Nugent's cabin, four miles from Estes Park, only an hour after dark, very cold, and with the pony so tired that she could hardly put one foot before another. Indeed, I walked the last three miles. I saw light through the chinks but, hearing an earnest conversation within, was just about to withdraw, when "Ring" barked, and on his master coming to the door I found that the solitary man was talking to his dog. He was looking out for me, and had some coffee ready, and a large fire, which were very pleasant; and I was very glad to get the latest news from the park. He said that Evans told him that it would be most difficult for any one of them to take me down to the Plains, but that he would go, which is a great relief. According to the Scotch proverb, "Better a finger off than aye wagging," and as I cannot live here (for you would not like the life or climate), the sooner I leave the better.

We didn't start again until one, and the two gentlemen rode the first two miles with me. On that path, the Little Thompson, which is a full stream, has to be crossed eighteen times, and they had been hauling wood across it, breaking the ice, which had frozen and broken several times, creating both thick and thin spots—there were even crossings that I thought were shaky, where the ice let us through, making it hard for the horses to get back on it. One of the gentlemen, though very skilled in many ways, wasn't experienced with horses and found himself in the funny position of hesitating on the bank with a worried look, not daring to urge his horse onto the ice. After they left me, I had eight more crossings and then a six-mile ride before reaching the old trail. Even though there were several drifts up to the saddle and no one had made a track, Birdie showed such courage that instead of spending the night by a campfire or not arriving until midnight, I made it to Mr. Nugent's cabin, just four miles from Estes Park, only an hour after dark, very cold, and with the pony so exhausted she could hardly move. In fact, I walked the last three miles. I saw light through the cracks but, hearing an intense conversation inside, was about to leave when "Ring" barked, and when his owner came to the door, I found that the lone man was just talking to his dog. He was waiting for me and had some coffee ready, along with a big fire, which was very welcoming; and I was really glad to get the latest updates from the park. He said that Evans mentioned it would be really hard for any of them to take me down to the Plains, but that he would go, which is a big relief. According to the Scottish proverb, "Better a finger off than always wagging," and since I can't live here (you wouldn't like the lifestyle or the climate), the sooner I leave, the better.

The solitary ride to Evans's was very eerie. It was very dark, and the noises were unintelligible. Young Lyman rushed out to take my horse, and the light and warmth within were delightful, but there was a stiffness about the new regime. Evans, though steeped in difficulties, was as hearty and generous as ever; but Edwards, who had assumed the management, is prudent, if not parsimonious, thinks we wasted the supplies recklessly, and the limitations as to milk, etc., are painfully apparent. A young ex-Guardsman has come up with Evans, of whom the sanguine creature forms great expectations, to be disappointed doubtless. In the afternoon of yesterday a gentleman came who I thought was another stranger, strikingly handsome, well dressed, and barely forty, with sixteen shining gold curls falling down his collar; he walked in, and it was only after a careful second look that I recognized in our visitor the redoubtable "desperado." Evans courteously pressed him to stay and dine with us, and not only did he show the most singular conversational dexterity in talking with the stranger, who was a very well-informed man, and had seen a great deal of the world, but, though he lives and eats like a savage, his manners and way of eating were as refined as possible. I notice that Evans is never quite himself or perfectly comfortable when he is there; and on the part of the other there is a sort of stiffly-assumed cordiality, significant, I fear of lurking hatred on both sides. I was in the kitchen after dinner making rolled puddings, young Lyman was eating up the relics as usual, "Jim" was singing one of Moore's melodies, the others being in the living-room, when Mr. Kavan and Mr. Buchan came from "up the creek" to wish me good-bye. They said it was not half so much like home now, and recalled the "good time" we had had for three weeks. Lyman having lost the ow, we have no milk. No one makes bread; they dry the venison into chips, and getting the meals at all seems a work of toil and difficulty, instead of the pleasure it used to be to us. Evans, since tea, has told me all his troubles and worries. He is a kind, generous, whole-hearted, unsuspicious man, a worse enemy to himself, I believe, than to any other; but I feel sadly that the future of a man who has not stronger principles than he has must be at the best very insecure.

The lonely ride to Evans's was really unsettling. It was pitch dark, and the sounds were confusing. Young Lyman rushed out to take my horse, and the light and warmth inside were welcoming, but there was a stiffness about the new management. Evans, despite facing challenges, was as hearty and generous as ever; however, Edwards, who took over management, is careful, if not stingy, and thinks we wasted supplies carelessly, with restrictions on milk and other items painfully obvious. A young ex-Guardsman has come up with Evans, who seems to have high hopes for him, but he'll likely be disappointed. Yesterday afternoon, a gentleman arrived who I thought was a stranger—strikingly handsome, well-dressed, and barely forty, with sixteen shiny gold curls falling down his collar. He walked in, and it took a careful second look for me to recognize our visitor as the infamous “desperado.” Evans kindly invited him to stay and dine with us, and not only did he show remarkable skill in conversation with the stranger, who was very knowledgeable and well-traveled, but although he lives and eats like a wild man, his manners and dining style were incredibly refined. I noticed that Evans is never quite himself or fully at ease when he’s around; and the other man displays a sort of awkwardly assumed friendliness, which, I fear, indicates a hidden animosity on both sides. After dinner, I was in the kitchen making rolled puddings, young Lyman was finishing off the leftovers as usual, "Jim" was singing one of Moore's songs, while the others were in the living room, when Mr. Kavan and Mr. Buchan came from "up the creek" to say goodbye. They mentioned that it doesn’t feel nearly as much like home anymore, reminiscing about the fun times we had for three weeks. Lyman has lost the cow, so we have no milk. No one is making bread anymore; they’re drying the venison into chips, and just getting meals seems like a chore instead of the pleasure it used to be. Since tea, Evans has shared all his troubles and worries with me. He is a kind, generous, open-hearted, and trusting man, but I think he’s more of a danger to himself than to anyone else; I sadly feel that the future of a man who lacks stronger principles must be, at best, very uncertain.

I. L. B.

I. L. B.




Letter XVII

Woman's mission—The last morning—Crossing the St. Vrain—Miller—The St. Vrain again—Crossing the prairie—"Jim's" dream—"Keeping strangers"—The inn kitchen—A reputed child-eater—Notoriety—A quiet dance—"Jim's" resolve—The frost-fall—An unfortunate introduction.

Woman's mission—The last morning—Crossing the St. Vrain—Miller—The St. Vrain again—Crossing the prairie—"Jim's" dream—"Keeping strangers"—The inn kitchen—A rumored child-eater—Notoriety—A quiet dance—"Jim's" determination—The frost-fall—An awkward introduction.

CHEYENNE, WYOMING, December 12.

Cheyenne, WY, December 12.

The last evening came. I did not wish to realize it, as I looked at the snow-peaks glistening in the moonlight. No woman will be seen in the park till next May. Young Lyman talked in a "hifalutin" style, but with some truth in it, of the influence of a woman's presence, how "low, mean, vulgar talk" had died out on my return, how they had "all pulled themselves up," and how Mr. Kavan and Mr. Buchan had said they would like always to be as quiet and gentlemanly as when a lady was with them. "By May," he said, "we shall be little better than brutes, in our manners at least." I have seen a great deal of the roughest class of men both on sea and land during the last two years, and the more important I think the "mission" of every quiet, refined, self-respecting woman—the more mistaken I think those who would forfeit it by noisy self-assertion, masculinity, or fastness. In all this wild West the influence of woman is second only in its benefits to the influence of religion, and where the last unhappily does not exist the first continually exerts its restraining power. The last morning came. I cleaned up my room and sat at the window watching the red and gold of one of the most glorious of winter sunrises, and the slow lighting-up of one peak after another. I have written that this scenery is not lovable, but I love it.

The last evening arrived. I didn't want to acknowledge it as I stared at the snow-capped peaks shining in the moonlight. No one will be seen in the park until next May. Young Lyman spoke in a fancy way, but he had some truth to his words about the impact of a woman's presence, how "low, petty, vulgar talk" had faded away since my return, how they had "all lifted themselves up," and how Mr. Kavan and Mr. Buchan mentioned they wanted to always be as respectful and gentlemanly as they were when a lady was with them. "By May," he said, "we'll be little better than brutes in our manners." I've encountered a lot of the roughest type of men both at sea and on land in the past two years, and the more I consider the important role that every quiet, refined, self-respecting woman plays, the more I believe those who give it up for loud self-assertiveness, masculinity, or recklessness are mistaken. In this wild West, the influence of women is second only to the benefits brought by religion, and where the latter sadly is absent, the former consistently provides its restraining power. The last morning arrived. I tidied up my room and sat by the window, watching the red and gold of one of the most breathtaking winter sunrises and the gradual illumination of one peak after another. I've stated that this scenery isn't lovable, but I love it.

I left on Birdie at 11 o'clock, Evans riding with me as far as Mr. Nugent's. He was telling me so many things, that at the top of the hill I forgot to turn round and take a last look at my colossal, resplendent, lonely, sunlit den, but it was needless, for I carry it away with me. I should not have been able to leave if Mr. Nugent had not offered his services. His chivalry to women is so well known, that Evans said I could be safer and better cared for with no one. He added, "His heart is good and kind, as kind a heart as ever beat. He's a great enemy of his own, but he's been living pretty quietly for the last four years." At the door of his den I took leave of Birdie, who had been my faithful companion for more than 700 miles of traveling, and of Evans, who had been uniformly kind to me and just in all his dealings, even to paying to me at that moment the very last dollar he owed me. May God bless him and his! He was obliged to return before I could get off, and as he commended me to Mr. Nugent's care, the two men shook hands kindly.[21]

I left on Birdie at 11 o'clock, with Evans riding alongside me until we reached Mr. Nugent's. He was sharing so many stories that I completely forgot to turn around and take a final look at my huge, beautiful, lonely, sunlit home, but it was unnecessary since I carry it with me. I wouldn't have been able to leave if Mr. Nugent hadn’t offered to help. His reputation for being chivalrous toward women is so well established that Evans said I would be safer and better looked after with him than anyone else. He added, "His heart is good and kind, as kind a heart as ever existed. He’s a great enemy to himself, but he’s been living fairly quietly for the last four years." At the entrance of his place, I said goodbye to Birdie, who had been my loyal companion for over 700 miles, and to Evans, who had been consistently kind and fair to me, even paying me the very last dollar he owed me at that moment. May God bless him and his family! He had to leave before I could set off, and as he entrusted me to Mr. Nugent’s care, the two men shook hands warmly.

[21]Some months later "Mountain Jim" fell by Evans's hand, shot from Evans's doorstep while riding past his cabin. The story of the previous weeks is dark, sad, and evil. Of the five differing versions which have been written to me of the act itself and its immediate causes, it is best to give none. The tragedy is too painful to dwell upon. "Jim" lived long enough to give his own statement, and to appeal to the judgment of God, but died in low delirium before the case reached a human tribunal.

[21] A few months later, "Mountain Jim" was shot by Evans right outside his cabin while riding by. The events of the past weeks are dark, tragic, and sinister. Of the five different accounts I've received about the incident and its immediate causes, it's best not to share any of them. The tragedy is too painful to reflect on. "Jim" lived long enough to give his own version of events and to seek divine judgment, but he passed away in a state of delirium before the case could go to a human court.


Rich spoils of beavers' skins were lying on the cabin floor, and the trapper took the finest, a mouse-colored kitten beaver's skin, and presented it to me. I hired his beautiful Arab mare, whose springy step and long easy stride was a relief after Birdie's short sturdy gait. We had a very pleasant ride, and I seldom had to walk. We took neither of the trails, but cut right through the forest to a place where, through an opening in the Foot Hills, the Plains stretched to the horizon covered with snow, the surface of which, having melted and frozen, reflected as water would the pure blue of the sky, presenting a complete optical illusion. It required my knowledge of fact to assure me that I was not looking at the ocean. "Jim" shortened the way by repeating a great deal of poetry, and by earnest, reasonable conversation, so that I was quite surprised when it grew dark. He told me that he never lay down to sleep without prayer—prayer chiefly that God would give him a happy death. He had previously promised that he would not hurry or scold, but "fyking" had not been included in the arrangement, and when in the early darkness we reached the steep hill, at whose foot the rapid deep St. Vrain flows, he "fyked" unreasonably about me, the mare, and the crossing generally, and seemed to think I could not get through, for the ice had been cut with an axe, and we could not see whether "glaze" had formed since or not.

Rich beaver pelts were spread out on the cabin floor, and the trapper picked the finest one, a mouse-colored kitten beaver skin, and gave it to me. I rented his beautiful Arab mare, which had a bouncy step and a long, smooth stride that felt great after Birdie's short, sturdy gait. We enjoyed a very pleasant ride, and I hardly had to walk at all. Instead of sticking to the trails, we cut right through the forest to a spot where, through an opening in the foothills, the snow-covered plains stretched out to the horizon. The melting and freezing snow reflected the pure blue of the sky, creating an optical illusion that made it look like water. I had to remind myself that I wasn't staring at the ocean. Jim made the journey feel shorter by reciting a lot of poetry and having sincere, thoughtful conversations, so I was quite surprised when it suddenly got dark. He told me he never went to sleep without praying—mainly for God to give him a peaceful death. He had earlier promised not to rush or scold, but he hadn't included "fykking" in the deal, and when we reached the steep hill in the dim light, where the fast, deep St. Vrain river flowed at the bottom, he started "fykking" unreasonably about me, the mare, and the crossing in general, as if he thought I wouldn’t make it, since the ice had been chopped with an axe, and we couldn’t tell if a glaze had formed since then.

I was to have slept at the house of a woman farther down the canyon, who never ceases talking, but Miller, the young man whose attractive house and admirable habits I have mentioned before, came out and said his house was "now fixed for ladies," so we stayed there, and I was "made as comfortable" as could be. His house is a model. He cleans everything as soon as it is used, so nothing is ever dirty, and his stove and cooking gear in their bright parts look like polished silver. It was amusing to hear the two men talk like two women about various ways of making bread and biscuits, one even writing out a recipe for the other. It was almost grievous that a solitary man should have the power of making a house so comfortable! They heated a stone for my feet, warmed a blanket for me to sleep in, and put logs enough on the fire to burn all night, for the mercury was eleven below zero. The stars were intensely bright, and a well-defined auroral arch, throwing off fantastic coruscations, lighted the whole northern sky. Yet I was only in the Foot Hills, and Long's glorious Peak was not to be seen. Miller had all his things "washed up" and his "pots and pans" cleaned in ten minutes after supper, and then had the whole evening in which to smoke and enjoy himself—a poor woman would probably have been "fussing round" till 10 o'clock about the same work. Besides Ring there was another gigantic dog craving for notice, and two large cats, which, the whole evening, were on their master's knee. Cold as the night was, the house was chinked, and the rooms felt quite warm. I even missed the free currents of air which I had been used to! This was my last evening in what may be called a mountainous region.

I was supposed to sleep at the house of a woman further down the canyon, who never stops talking, but Miller, the young man whose nice house and great habits I mentioned earlier, came out and said his house was "now ready for ladies," so we stayed there, and I was "made as comfortable" as possible. His house is a model. He cleans everything right after it’s used, so nothing is ever dirty, and his stove and cooking gear are so shiny they look like polished silver. It was funny to hear the two men chatting like women about different ways to make bread and biscuits, with one even writing a recipe for the other. It was almost sad that a single man could make a house so cozy! They heated a stone for my feet, warmed a blanket for me to sleep in, and put enough logs on the fire to last all night since the temperature was eleven degrees below zero. The stars were incredibly bright, and a clear auroral arch, sending off fantastic flashes, lit up the entire northern sky. Yet I was still only in the foothills, and Long's stunning Peak wasn’t visible. Miller had all his dishes washed and his pots and pans cleaned within ten minutes after dinner, and then he had the whole evening to smoke and relax—a poor woman would probably have been "fussing around" until 10 o'clock doing the same chores. Besides Ring, there was another huge dog wanting attention, and two large cats that spent the whole evening on their owner’s knee. Despite how cold it was outside, the house was chinked, and the rooms felt pretty warm. I even missed the free flow of air I was used to! This was my last evening in what could be called a mountainous area.

The next morning, as soon as the sun was well risen, we left for our journey of 30 miles, which had to be done nearly at a foot's pace, owing to one horse being encumbered with my luggage. I did not wish to realize that it was my last ride, and my last association with any of the men of the mountains whom I had learned to trust, and in some respects to admire. No more hunters' tales told while the pine knots crack and blaze; no more thrilling narratives of adventures with Indians and bears; and never again shall I hear that strange talk of Nature and her doings which is the speech of those who live with her and her alone. Already the dismalness of a level land comes over me. The canyon of the St. Vrain was in all its glory of color, but we had a remarkably ugly crossing of that brilliant river, which was frozen all over, except an unpleasant gap of about two feet in the middle. Mr. Nugent had to drive the frightened horses through, while I, having crossed on some logs lower down, had to catch them on the other side as they plunged to shore trembling with fear. Then we emerged on the vast expanse of the glittering Plains, and a sudden sweep of wind made the cold so intolerable that I had to go into a house to get warm. This was the last house we saw till we reached our destination that night. I never saw the mountain range look so beautiful—uplifted in every shade of transparent blue, till the sublimity of Long's Peak, and the lofty crest of Storm Peak, bore only unsullied snow against the sky. Peaks gleamed in living light; canyons lay in depths of purple shade; 100 miles away Pike's Peak rose a lump of blue, and over all, through that glorious afternoon, a veil of blue spiritualized without dimming the outlines of that most glorious range, making it look like the dreamed-of mountains of "the land which is very far off," till at sunset it stood out sharp in glories of violet and opal, and the whole horizon up to a great height was suffused with the deep rose and pure orange of the afterglow. It seemed all dream-like as we passed through the sunlit solitude, on the right the prairie waves lessening towards the far horizon, while on the left they broke in great snowy surges against the Rocky Mountains. All that day we neither saw man, beast, nor bird. "Jim" was silent mostly. Like all true children of the mountains, he pined even when temporarily absent from them.

The next morning, as soon as the sun was up, we set off on our 30-mile journey, which we had to do at a crawl because one horse was loaded down with my stuff. I didn’t want to face the fact that this was my last ride and my last connection with the mountain men I had come to trust and somewhat admire. No more stories shared around the fire while the pine knots crackled; no more exciting tales of adventures with Native Americans and bears; and I would never again hear that unique perspective on Nature that comes from those who live in her company. I could already feel the dullness of flat land creeping over me. The St. Vrain canyon was stunning with its colors, but we had a really tough crossing of that beautiful river, which was frozen solid except for a nasty two-foot gap in the middle. Mr. Nugent had to drive the scared horses through, while I crossed using some logs further down and had to catch them on the other side as they scrambled to the shore, trembling with fear. Then we stepped out onto the vast, sparkling Plains, and a sudden gust of wind made the cold unbearable, forcing me to duck into a house to warm up. This was the last house we would see until we reached our destination that night. I had never seen the mountain range look so stunning—uplifted in every shade of clear blue, until the majesty of Long's Peak and the high crest of Storm Peak stood out with pristine snow against the sky. Peaks shone with vibrant light; canyons rested in deep shades of purple; 100 miles away, Pike's Peak rose like a blue lump, and throughout that beautiful afternoon, a veil of blue softened yet did not obscure the outlines of that magnificent range, making it look like the mythical mountains of “the land which is very far off,” until sunset when it stood out sharply in hues of violet and opal, and the entire horizon was bathed in deep rose and pure orange from the afterglow. It all felt dreamlike as we moved through the sunlit solitude, with the prairie waves on the right fading into the distant horizon, while on the left, they crashed in snowy tides against the Rocky Mountains. That whole day, we didn’t see a single person, animal, or bird. “Jim” was mostly quiet. Like all true children of the mountains, he yearned for them even when he was temporarily away.

At sunset we reached a cluster of houses called Namaqua, where, to my dismay, I heard that there was to be a dance at the one little inn to which we were going at St. Louis. I pictured to myself no privacy, no peace, no sleep, drinking, low sounds, and worse than all, "Jim" getting into a quarrel and using his pistols. He was uncomfortable about it for another reason. He said he had dreamt the night before that there was to be a dance, and that he had to shoot a man for making "an unpleasant remark."

At sunset, we arrived at a group of houses called Namaqua, where, to my disappointment, I found out there was going to be a dance at the only little inn we were heading to in St. Louis. I imagined there would be no privacy, no peace, no sleep, lots of drinking, loud music, and, worse than anything, "Jim" getting into a fight and pulling out his guns. He was uneasy about it for another reason too. He said he had dreamed the night before that there would be a dance and that he had to shoot someone for making "an unpleasant remark."

For the last three miles which we accomplished after sunset the cold was most severe, but nothing could exceed the beauty of the afterglow, and the strange look of the rolling plains of snow beneath it. When we got to the queer little place where they "keep strangers" at St. Louis, they were very civil, and said that after supper we could have the kitchen to ourselves. I found a large, prononcee, competent, bustling widow, hugely stout, able to manage all men and everything else, and a very florid sister like herself, top heavy with hair. There were besides two naughty children in the kitchen, who cried incessantly, and kept opening and shutting the door. There was no place to sit down but a wooden chair by the side of the kitchen stove, at which supper was being cooked for ten men. The bustle and clatter were indescribable, and the landlady asked innumerable questions, and seemed to fill the whole room. The only expedient for me for the night was to sleep on a shake-down in a very small room occupied by the two women and the children, and even this was not available till midnight, when the dance terminated; and there was no place in which to wash except a bowl in the kitchen. I sat by the stove till supper, wearying of the noise and bustle after the quiet of Estes Park.

For the last three miles we traveled after sunset, the cold was really intense, but nothing compared to the beauty of the afterglow and the striking appearance of the snowy plains beneath it. When we arrived at the quirky little place where they "host strangers" in St. Louis, the staff was very polite and said we could have the kitchen to ourselves after dinner. I met a large, confident, bustling widow who could manage all the men and everything else, along with a very bright sister who was just like her, with a big head of hair. There were also two mischievous kids in the kitchen who cried constantly and kept opening and shutting the door. The only place to sit was a wooden chair next to the kitchen stove, where dinner was being prepared for ten men. The noise and chaos were indescribable, and the landlady asked an endless stream of questions, filling the whole room with her presence. My only option for the night was to sleep on a makeshift bed in a tiny room shared with the two women and the kids, but that wasn't available until midnight when the dance wrapped up, and there was no place to wash except for a bowl in the kitchen. I sat by the stove until dinner, growing tired of the noise and commotion after the tranquility of Estes Park.

The landlady asked, with great eagerness, who the gentleman was who was with me, and said that the men outside were saying that they were sure that it was "Rocky Mountain Jim," but she was sure it was not. When I told her that the men were right, she exclaimed, "Do tell! I want to know! that quiet, kind gentleman!" and she said she used to frighten her children when they were naughty by telling them that "he would get them, for he came down from the mountains every week, and took back a child with him to eat!" She was as proud of having him in her house as if he had been the President, and I gained a reflected importance! All the men in the settlement assembled in the front room, hoping he would go and smoke there, and when he remained in the kitchen they came round the window and into the doorway to look at him. The children got on his knee, and, to my great relief, he kept them good and quiet, and let them play with his curls, to the great delight of the two women, who never took their eyes off him. At last the bad-smelling supper was served, and ten silent men came in and gobbled it up, staring steadily at "Jim" as they gobbled. Afterwards, there seemed no hope of quiet, so we went to the post-office, and while waiting for stamps were shown into the prettiest and most ladylike-looking room I have seen in the West, created by a pretty and refined-looking woman. She made an opportunity for asking me if it were true that the gentleman with me was "Mountain Jim," and added that so very gentlemanly a person could not be guilty of the misdeeds attributed to him.

The landlady eagerly asked who the gentleman with me was and mentioned that the men outside were certain it was "Rocky Mountain Jim," but she was convinced it wasn't. When I told her the men were correct, she exclaimed, "No way! I want to know! That quiet, kind gentleman!" She shared that she used to scare her children when they misbehaved by telling them he would get them because he came down from the mountains every week and would take a child back with him to eat! She was just as proud to have him in her house as if he were the President, and I felt an boost in importance! All the men in the settlement gathered in the front room, hoping he'd go in there to smoke, but when he stayed in the kitchen, they peeked through the window and stood in the doorway to get a look at him. The kids climbed onto his lap, and to my great relief, he kept them calm and let them play with his curls, which delighted the two women, who could hardly take their eyes off him. Finally, the smelly dinner was served, and ten quiet men came in and devoured it, all while staring steadily at "Jim." After that, it seemed quiet was impossible, so we headed to the post office, and while waiting for stamps, we were shown into the prettiest, most ladylike room I’ve seen in the West, created by a lovely and refined-looking woman. She took the chance to ask me if it was true that the gentleman with me was "Mountain Jim," adding that such a gentlemanly person couldn't possibly be guilty of the misdeeds attributed to him.

When we returned, the kitchen was much quieter. It was cleared by eight, as the landlady promised; we had it to ourselves till twelve, and could scarcely hear the music. It was a most respectable dance, a fortnightly gathering got up by the neighboring settlers, most of them young married people, and there was no drinking at all. I wrote to you for some time, while Mr. Nugent copied for himself the poems "In the Glen" and the latter half of "The River without a Bridge," which he recited with deep feeling. It was altogether very quiet and peaceful. He repeated to me several poems of great merit which he had composed, and told me much more about his life. I knew that no one else could or would speak to him as I could, and for the last time I urged upon him the necessity of a reformation in his life, beginning with the giving up of whisky, going so far as to tell him that I despised a man of his intellect for being a slave to such a vice. "Too late! too late!" he always answered, "for such a change." Ay, TOO LATE. He shed tears quietly. "It might have been once," he said. Ay, MIGHT have been. He has excellent sense for every one but himself, and, as I have seen him with a single exception, a gentleness, propriety, and considerateness of manner surprising in any man, but especially so in a man associating only with the rough men of the West. As I looked at him, I felt a pity such as I never before felt for a human being.

When we got back, the kitchen was much quieter. It was cleared by eight, just like the landlady promised; we had it to ourselves until twelve, and we could hardly hear the music. It was a really respectable dance, a gathering that happened every two weeks organized by the neighboring settlers, most of whom were young married couples, and there was no drinking at all. I wrote to you for a while, while Mr. Nugent copied the poems "In the Glen" and the latter half of "The River without a Bridge," which he recited with deep feeling. Overall, it was very quiet and peaceful. He shared several really good poems he had written and told me a lot about his life. I knew that no one else could or would talk to him the way I could, and for the last time, I urged him to reform his life, starting by giving up whisky, even going so far as to tell him that I looked down on a man of his intelligence for being a slave to such a vice. "Too late! too late!" he always replied, "for such a change." Yes, TOO LATE. He quietly shed tears. "It might have been once," he said. Yes, it MIGHT have been. He has excellent sense about everything except himself, and, as I have seen him with one exception, a gentleness, propriety, and consideration in his manner that is surprising in any man, but especially in a man who only associates with the rough men of the West. As I looked at him, I felt a pity like I had never felt for anyone before.

My thought at the moment was, Will not our Father in heaven, "who spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all," be far more pitiful? For the time a desire for self-respect, better aspirations, and even hope itself, entered his dark life; and he said, suddenly, that he had made up his mind to give up whisky and his reputation as a desperado. But it is "too late." A little before twelve the dance was over, and I got to the crowded little bedroom, which only allowed of one person standing in it at a time, to sleep soundly and dream of "ninety-and-nine just persons who need no repentance." The landlady was quite taken up with her "distinguished guest." "That kind, quiet gentleman, Mountain Jim! Well, I never! he must be a very good man!"

My thought at the moment was, Will our Father in heaven, "who did not spare His own Son, but gave Him up for us all," be even more compassionate? For the time a desire for self-respect, better aspirations, and even hope itself had entered his dark life; and he suddenly said that he had decided to give up whisky and his image as a tough guy. But it is "too late." A little before twelve, the dance ended, and I squeezed into the tiny, crowded bedroom, which only allowed for one person to stand in it at a time, to sleep soundly and dream of "ninety-nine just people who need no repentance." The landlady was completely absorbed with her "distinguished guest." "That kind, quiet gentleman, Mountain Jim! Wow, I never! He must be a really good man!"

Yesterday morning the mercury was 20 degrees below zero. I think I never saw such a brilliant atmosphere. That curious phenomenon called frost-fall was occurring, in which, whatever moisture may exist in the air, somehow aggregates into feathers and fern leaves, the loveliest of creations, only seen in rarefied air and intense cold. One breath and they vanish. The air was filled with diamond sparks quite intangible. They seemed just glitter and no more. It was still and cloudless, and the shapes of violet mountains were softened by a veil of the tenderest blue. When the Greeley stage wagon came up, Mr. Fodder, whom I met at Lower Canyon, was on it. He had expressed a great wish to go to Estes Park, and to hunt with "Mountain Jim," if it would be safe to do the latter. He was now dressed in the extreme of English dandyism, and when I introduced them, he put out a small hand cased in a perfectly-fitting lemon-colored kid glove.[22] As the trapper stood there in his grotesque rags and odds and ends of apparel, his gentlemanliness of deportment brought into relief the innate vulgarity of a rich parvenu. Mr. Fodder rattled so amusingly as we drove away that I never realized that my Rocky Mountain life was at an end, not even when I saw "Mountain Jim," with his golden hair yellow in the sunshine, slowly leading the beautiful mare over the snowy Plains back to Estes Park, equipped with the saddle on which I had ridden 800 miles!

Yesterday morning, the temperature was 20 degrees below zero. I don’t think I’ve ever seen such a stunning atmosphere. That strange phenomenon called frost-fall was happening, where any moisture in the air turns into beautiful feather-like formations and fern leaves, the most exquisite creations, only found in thin air and extreme cold. A single breath and they disappear. The air sparkled with diamond-like particles that felt almost intangible. They seemed like mere glitter and nothing more. It was calm and clear, with the shapes of purple mountains softened by a delicate blue haze. When the Greeley stagecoach arrived, I spotted Mr. Fodder, whom I’d met at Lower Canyon. He had expressed a strong desire to visit Estes Park and to hunt with "Mountain Jim," if it was safe. He was now dressed to the nines, looking like an English dandy, and when I introduced them, he extended a small hand covered by a perfectly fitted lemon-colored kid glove. As the trapper stood there in his mismatched rags, his gentlemanly demeanor highlighted the inherent pretentiousness of a wealthy upstart. Mr. Fodder was so humorous as we drove away that I didn’t realize my Rocky Mountain adventure was coming to an end, not even when I saw "Mountain Jim," with his golden hair shining in the sunlight, slowly leading the beautiful mare over the snowy plains back to Estes Park, equipped with the saddle I had used for 800 miles!

[22] This was a truly unfortunate introduction. It was the first link in the chain of circumstances which brought about Mr. Nugent's untimely end, and it was at this person's instigation (when overcome by fear) that Evans fired the shot which proved fatal.

[22] This was a really unfortunate introduction. It was the first link in the series of events that led to Mr. Nugent's untimely death, and it was at this person's urging (when overwhelmed by fear) that Evans fired the shot that turned out to be fatal.

A drive of several hours over the Plains brought us to Greeley, and a few hours later, in the far blue distance, the Rocky Mountains, and all that they enclose, went down below the prairie sea.

A drive of several hours across the Plains took us to Greeley, and a few hours later, in the far blue distance, the Rocky Mountains and everything around them dropped below the prairie sea.

I. L. B.

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